Chapter 1: Part I: Wolf Pup (Eddard I)
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Part I: Wolf Pup
Ned sat beside her for a while. "Lady," he said, tasting the name. He had never paid much attention to the names the children had picked, but looking at her now, he knew that Sansa had chosen well. She was the smallest of the litter, the prettiest, the most gentle and trusting. She looked at him with bright golden eyes, and he ruffled her thick grey fur.
Shortly, Jory brought him Ice.
When it was over, he said, "Choose four men and have them take the body north. Bury her at Winterfell."
"All that way?" Jory said, astonished.
"All that way," Ned affirmed. "The Lannister woman shall never have this skin."
The four men had been gone for less than an hour when one of them returned, panting.
"My lord," Quent gasped, a look of astonishment on his face. Had he run the entire way back? Ned frowned. Arya had disappeared, again, and Sansa would not stop weeping.
"I left the road for a moment, to relieve myself, and found a weirwood tree," Quent said, his eyes wide. Ned blinked. A weirwood tree? Here?
"My lord, we fear for you, going south. You will need every man. Could we not bury the direwolf beneath the weirwood?" Quent ventured, his voice tentative.
Ned sighed and thought for a long moment. A weirwood tree was fitting. They could always exhume the direwolf and bring her bones North once the business in King's Landing was finished. At last, Ned gave a stiff nod. Quent smiled weakly in relief, ducking his head respectfully as he turned back the way he came.
When Ned reached Darry he found Sansa still sobbing on her bed, her auburn hair mussed. That surprised Ned almost more than the sobbing, for Catelyn took pride in how careful Sansa was of her appearance, a true lady. Ned patted Sansa's back awkwardly.
"Sansa. Child, listen to me," Ned ordered gently.
Sansa tried to stifle her tears, looking up at him with her mother's deep blue eyes. They were red-rimmed from her crying, and her nose was red and swollen.
"She was good, she didn't do anything," Sansa sobbed, leaning her head against his chest like she had when she was little.
Ned put his arms around his daughter and held her, his heart throbbing with guilt. Was this who his friend Robert had become? A man who ordered the slaughter of a gentle pet rather than deal with his angry wife and lying son?
"I know," Ned said heavily. "That did not matter to the queen."
Sansa hiccupped.
"It was Arya's fault," she said angrily. "She ruined everything, the prince was being so gallant before."
"Sansa," Ned reproached her. "Did Arya make Joffrey attack her friend? Did Arya make the queen blame Lady, who bore no fault?"
Sansa sniffled for a long while before she responded, sulkily.
"No," she admitted. "Joffrey was being mean, and I told the queen that Lady didn't do anything, and she didn't listen!"
"People can seem kind and then become cruel," Ned said with a sigh, stroking Sansa's hair.
"I didn't even get to say goodbye," Sansa sniffled into his tunic.
"I was going to send her bones to Winterfell," Ned said slowly. "But the men found a weirwood tree near the road, about an hour north of here. They will bury her beneath it, and the old gods will watch over her."
Ned sat with Sansa until she wept herself to sleep, her little heart breaking as his heart pulsed with guilt.
Notes:
I don't know if this fic will eventually include any ships. I will tag if that changes. Comments appreciated.
New readers: the beginning is deliberately a little slow. Things get wild starting in Ch 28.
Note: The intro text at the start of the chapter in italics is directly quoted from AGOT, Eddard III.
Chapter 2: Sansa I
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Sansa awoke suddenly, still fully dressed. For a moment she could not remember why she had fallen asleep in such an improper state— she always took care to prepare herself for bed.
Then Sansa remembered. Lady was dead at her beautiful queen's command, and neither her golden prince nor her noble father had done anything to stop it.
And now, a soft scuffling noise was coming from the corner of her room.
"I didn't mean to wake you up," Arya said quietly as she emerged from the shadows, completely filthy. Sansa stared at her. How had she gotten mud in so many places?
"I'm sorry about Lady," Arya said, coming closer. For once there was no bite in her voice. Sansa rubbed her nose, which was still stuffy from her sobbing.
"She didn't do anything," Sansa whispered. Arya nodded, a guilty look on her face.
"I should have scared her away when I scared off Nymeria, I didn't think they'd hurt Lady," Arya said, sitting beside Sansa. "Lady was so, so perfect. Like you," Arya added, a hint of bitterness creeping into her voice.
"Being perfect didn't save Lady," Sansa sniffled, trying not to start crying again.
"I told you that queen of yours had a nasty side," Arya said flatly. Sansa would have shouted at her for such a statement this morning, she would have defended Queen Cersei as beautiful and elegant and kind. Before.
"She's everyone's queen," Sansa said instead. "And the fat old king didn't stop her."
Arya reached out hesitantly toward Sansa, as if waiting for Sansa to pull away in disgust from Arya's filth. But instead Sansa reached out, accepting her sister's muddy hand.
"Father said they buried Lady under a weirwood. I didn't even get to say goodbye," Sansa said, choking back tears. Arya gripped her hand tight.
"You know what I'd do, if I was as wild as you?" Sansa continued, her heart pounding as the idea formed.
"I'd run away, and find that weirwood, and dig up Lady so I could pet her just one last time. So she knew I didn't forget her, that I love her so much," Sansa sniffled. Arya stilled.
"Go," Arya said. "Everyone is asleep, except the ones looking for me. I snuck past them to come see you. I'll go make a ruckus, they'll take me to father, and they won't miss you until morning."
Sansa hesitated. Ladies didn't sneak out at night. Ladies didn't traipse through the woods alone.
But a true lady wouldn't have asked for Lady's head, Sansa thought suddenly. A lady was supposed to be kind and just and faithful to her people. If the queen won't be a true lady, then I must be. And a true lady would bid farewell to her beloved, even if her beloved was a direwolf. Even if she had to sneak out at night and walk in mud.
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Chapter 3: Sansa II
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Despite Arya’s impatience to begin, Sansa prepared herself carefully. Sansa changed into one of her oldest gowns, and switched from her fragile, pretty slippers into sturdy, ugly boots. Sansa followed silently as Arya showed her the way to sneak past the guards. To her surprise, Arya gripped Sansa in a tight hug before they parted ways, patting Sansa’s pockets before she let go.
"I really am sorry," Arya whispered, sniffling a little herself. "Good luck finding Lady. I'll tell them where you went when they notice you missing in the morning."
After a last squeeze, Arya turned back the way they came, her little shoulders set as she prepared to cause what would surely be a tremendous amount of chaos. It was odd, to see Arya planning to cause trouble on Sansa’s behalf. Part of Sansa was appalled, but it was small and quiet compared to the part of her that was grateful.
A small lump in her skirts brushed against her leg, and Sansa checked her pockets. Arya had slipped her a little knife, the kind they used at meals. It was sharp enough for the toughest cuts of meat, but it wouldn’t help much against outlaws or snarks or grumkins.
Sansa found the road quickly in the light of the full moon, and began walking north. At first, she jumped at every creaking twig, every croaking frog. Once, she heard approaching hoofbeats, and she darted off the road into the trees, tripping and falling on a tree root in the dark, scraping her knees and splitting her lip open. Thankfully she remembered to keep silent, and the hoofbeats moved past.
Stumbling back toward the road, she walked through a bramble of thorns, which tore at her gown and pricked her hands until she had dozens of tiny stinging wounds that bled sluggishly. Sansa did not cry. She could be brave, like the ladies and princesses in the songs.
After what she guessed to be an hour or so, Sansa began looking for a weirwood tree. Father had not said which side of the road it was on, and as the evening wore on and the moon slipped down Sansa realized she had no idea how far she had walked. Had she walked as far as the men? An hour of her small strides might be very different than an hour in the strides of tall, strong men. Or had they been riding? Sansa wasn't sure.
The moon had nearly disappeared, leaving the woods dark and dreary, when Sansa felt something calling to her. She crossed the road, following the strange feeling, and caught a glow of white branches in a sliver of moonlight. The weirwood's red leaves shone like blood, and there was a pile of earth beneath the tree, freshly dug.
"Lady," Sansa gasped as she ran, ran to the mound of earth and began digging frantically. The cuts on her hands began bleeding again, but Sansa paid them no heed.
"Lady, Lady, I'm here, I'm so sorry," Sansa sniffled as she dug. As the moon sank out of sight, Sansa kept digging in the darkness until her hands brushed something soft in the earth.
"Lady," Sansa wept, finding tears that she thought had run dry.
She could not see the familiar grey fur, but she could feel it under her bloody fingers as she stroked Lady's soft coat. Suddenly, Sansa's hands brushed against something firm, neither rock nor earth. Sansa's hands explored, finding that weirwood roots already wound around Lady's body. Her blood left dark streaks on the thick white roots, which faintly glowed despite the lack of moonlight.
Sansa looked up at the weirwood tree. She could barely see it in the darkness, and it had no face. A weirwood tree needed a face. And maybe, if she gave it a face, it would help her.
Sansa climbed up out of Lady’s grave, tearing her gown on the roots, which almost seemed to be reaching for her. Awkwardly Sansa began carving at the bark with the knife Arya had given her. Sansa had excelled in drawing lessons, but she had never had carving lessons. It seemed to take forever to carve a simple, yet graceful pair of eyes, and the knife slipped on the bark a few times, slashing more cuts into Sansa’s hands. It was harder to grip the knife with her hands bloody, so for the mouth, Sansa carved a single slash that looked like a grim smile.
"Thank you for taking care of her," Sansa said, placing her hands on the trunk and bowing her head. When she looked up, she saw the eyes were weeping, dark rivulets running down the trunk.
Sansa joined the weirwood, for she began to weep again as she jumped back into Lady’s grave and hugged her direwolf. Tears dripped down her nose onto Lady's body, and Sansa pressed a kiss to Lady's fur, her split lip cracking and beginning to bleed again. Sansa heard a rustling noise above her, and she looked back up. The red leaves rustled and shivered as though caught in a strong breeze.
There were no other noises. No birds, no rustling of squirrels or deer. Nothing but the weirwood leaves. The other trees surrounding the weirwood were silent, their leaves still.
There is no wind, Sansa suddenly realized. Her blood ran cold for a moment in fear, then turned hot with excitement. It worked, Sansa thought dimly as she stared at the tree. The old gods were dangerous, Old Nan said. They were unpredictable and unyielding. But surely it could not hurt to ask.
"Old gods," Sansa said slowly, choosing her words with care. "You are ancient and strong. I have grown up in your lands, and kept faith with you. Please, I know you sent the direwolves to us, do not let me be the only Stark without protection. Someday I will be the queen, and I will have weirwoods planted across the realm to honor you and restore your power."
The leaves sighed, whispering to each other. Sansa listened hard, but she could make out only a few of the words.
Blood.
Tears.
Direwolf.
Queen.
Yes.
YES.
The tree groaned, and Sansa saw the white roots begin to move, shimmering faintly with a pale light. They slowly began twining around Lady, around Sansa's arms and legs. A last thought lingered before Sansa lost consciousness. Is that sap, or blood on the roots?
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For this chapter I looked up whether medieval clothes typically had pockets. They did not; instead, both men and women carried small bags that they tied to their waist. However, as canon features lots of pockets, though mostly for men, maesters, and Melisandre, I decided screw it, women in ASoiaF get pockets too.
Chapter 4: Arya I
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“You cannot run away like that, ever, ever again," Ned Stark said sharply as Arya listened, trying not to fidget.
"It is bad enough that we searched for you for four days, to disappear again within hours is—"
"—unbefitting of a Stark," Arya finished his sentence, rolling her eyes. Father frowned in disapproval.
Her fury at Mycah's death was buried deep inside, like coals banked in a fire. Later she would sulk and brood in silence, and be angry with Sansa, but for now, she had to keep her father distracted until Sansa's absence was noticed.
"Which Stark was it who rode down to King's Landing and executed all the traitors?" Arya asked.
Her father blinked. "Cregan Stark. Why?" he said, his tone suspicious.
"He was a King's Hand, wasn't he?" Arya hoped so. Her memories on the subject were rather foggy. Sansa sat quietly for their lessons; s he could probably name every Stark going back a thousand years, but Arya's mind tended to wander.
"Not exactly. He was only King's Hand for a day. The Hour of the Wolf," her father replied. Arya looked up at him, trying to control her face like Sansa did, to make herself look sweet and fascinated by the tale. Lord Eddard sighed.
"It was at the end of the Dance of Dragons. Winter was coming, and Lord Cregan Stark went south with a host of men, childless, homeless, unwed, or younger sons, to spare their families from feeding them. They marched to war, but King Aegon the Second had already been poisoned..."
Father was still talking about Cregan Stark as Arya barely covered her yawns when Jory came running into the room, his eyes wide.
"Sansa is missing," Jory gasped. Lord Eddard stood up immediately, nearly knocking Arya over.
"What?" Father demanded. Arya almost laughed. He looked like a cat who found she'd birthed chicks instead of kittens.
"She wasn't in her room when Septa Mordane went to fetch her for lessons, no one has seen her since yesterday, we've already searched the whole keep," Jory said, breathless with worry.
"Does anyone know besides our people?" Father asked, his voice tight. Was Father afraid?
"No," Jory said. "After Arya disappearing again, we were careful to let no one catch wind of Sansa's absence. The queen believes Sansa is refusing to leave her room due to illness."
"I know where she is," Arya interrupted. It wasn't fair to make her father worry.
Lord Eddard and Jory turned to stare at her.
"You know where Sansa is," Jory repeated, disbelieving.
"And you did not see fit to inform me?" Father asked, his voice dangerous.
Arya shook her head. “You killed Lady.”
Her father sighed heavily.
“Arya, your sister could be lost or hurt. We need to find her before someone else does. What if the queen’s men found Sansa first?”
Arya frowned. The queen’s men had no reason to go back up the road, did they? But Arya didn’t trust them. The Hound was scary, and Ser Ilyn Payne was worse. Grudgingly, Arya broke her silence.
“She went to say goodbye to Lady.”
"Sansa could have asked, we could have taken her to the grave," Father said, pressing his face in his hands.
"You killed Lady, why would Sansa believe you'd take her to say goodbye?" Arya snapped, her patience gone. Her father looked at her sadly.
"Jory, stay here and cover for Sansa's absence. It seems Arya and I need to fetch her sister."
They rode north silently in the early morning light, Arya astride her own horse and Lord Eddard on his. The sky was grey and cloudy, as though it might rain soon. Arya was exhausted, and she pinched herself occasionally to wake herself up. Within a half hour angry red pinch marks marched up each of her arms. Arya glanced from side to side, watching for the sign of white branches and red leaves. At last she was rewarded.
“Father- there!" Arya said, pointing to the right side of the road as she pulled her horse to a stop and slid off.
"Arya, wait—"
But Arya was already sprinting for the pale weirwood tree. Its face was almost feminine, with deep eyes and a solemn smile.
Crumpled beneath it, inside the shallow grave, Sansa lay curled up asleep. Her flaming hair fanned out across the ground, dozens of weirwood leaves tangled in the strands. Her gown was ripped worse than any of Arya’s, the cloth marred by a thousand small rips and tears. Her hands, which she usually kept so neat and clean, were clenched tightly into fists covered in black dirt and dried blood.
More blood dripped from her split lip trickling slowly onto a bone-white tree root that cupped her chin. There were lots of weirwood roots. They reached from the walls of the grave, surrounding Sansa, their red sap oozing onto the ground and pooling around Sansa’s body.
Arya had stared for too long. In an instant she was moving again, clambering down into the grave. Sansa's pale skin was cold and clammy against Arya's hands as she tried to shake her sister awake. The only sign of life was her breathing, slow and steady.
"By the gods," Ned swore as he looked down into the grave at Arya and Sansa.
"She won't wake," Arya said frantically, shaking Sansa harder. Their father climbed down and picked up Sansa in his arms, then turned and stepped out of the grave with a grunt of effort.
Before clambering out herself, Arya looked down. She expected to see Lady’s body. Instead, she saw only tufts of red fur. She stared for a moment, her sleep-deprived mind unable to process what she saw.
"Arya!" her father yelled.
It was only when they were almost back to the keep, Sansa hidden under their father's cloak, that Arya finally remembered, her blood running cold, that Lady's fur was grey.
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Chapter 5: Eddard II
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Sansa would not wake.
I never wanted to come south, Eddard thought bitterly, as rain pounded on the walls of the keep and thunder crashed in the distance.
While Eddard made brief, terse conversation with their hosts and with his own men, Arya spent her time in silence. Arya refused to leave Sansa's bedside until she awoke. It made Ned feel ill, the echo of Catelyn guarding Bran. Had Bran awoken yet, or were two of his children lost to the world?
A dead butcher's boy, a dead direwolf, and a daughter who would not wake, all over a minor injury that the spoiled prince had richly deserved. When the rain broke the next morning, Robert and the Lannisters rode ahead at Eddard’s urging. Ned wasn’t sure he could keep himself from committing some form of treason if-if- no, he would not think it. Sansa had to be fine. It had not been a cold night, and Sansa should not have come to any harm from a few hours walk in the light chill.
Arya spoke to him, after they left. She spoke of weirwood roots and a pool of red sap that he had not noticed in his desperate effort to pull Sansa from the direwolf’s grave. All Ned had seen was the weirwood, its bloody face like none he had ever seen before. Ned had questioned the four men who buried Lady, and all swore that the tree had no face when they buried the direwolf. Arya had not noticed the face, and would say no more as she held her sister's clenched fist.
On the third evening, Ned rode back to the weirwood tree alone, sick with fear. Had killing Lady angered the old gods? Did Sansa fail to wake because her direwolf was dead by his hand?
Eddard knelt before the tree, his knees sinking slightly into the soft earth. He bowed his head, and laid Ice across the ground before him. There Ned stayed, keeping vigil, praying silently the entire night. Please, please do not take her. She is a child, she is not to blame. The old gods made no reply.
Dawn crept over the horizon, sending flames of light over the weirwood tree’s white bark. Ned had never seen a sunrise such as this, with clouds the color of blood. The wind was rising, making the tree branches groan and creak as the gusts whipped them about. Ned could smell lightning in the air. The clouds were turning from red to black, and the weak sunlight was failing. He needed to return to Darry, now, before he was caught in this storm.
As Ned got to his feet, thunder growling ever closer, the leaves finally whispered.
She wakes.
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Chapter 6: Bran I
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Bran was falling. Had he been falling forever? Stars whirled overhead. The sun rose, and set, and rose again. It was raining, storming, with thunder and lightning that seemed to crack his bones, and then the rain was gone. There was nothing here with him, nothing but the air whipping at his face and the sunlight burning in his eyes.
Suddenly, far above, Bran heard a scream. Bran looked up, up to the dark storm clouds which appeared from nowhere, flashing with streaks of lightning. A figure was there, in grey skirts with long flaming hair.
"Sansa?" Bran cried out. He blinked, and she was falling beside him. Her hair streamed above her like a banner.
"Bran?" Sansa shrieked, grabbing for him. She could not quite reach; her pale fingers barely brushed his.
"Where are we?" Sansa cried, looking about, her eyes wide with fear.
"Falling," Bran replied. He could almost feel his sister's exasperated sigh.
"You fell weeks ago, you should have stopped by now," she scolded. "Mother is so scared, you have to wake up!"
"Where did you fall?" Bran asked. Sansa wasn't making any sense.
"I didn't."
Bran stared into Sansa's eyes. He saw Nymeria bite the golden prince, he saw Sansa weeping, he saw Father unsheathe Ice as Lady panted beside him. He saw a weirwood tree with no face, he saw Sansa clawing at black dirt with pale bloody hands.
Bran blinked, and Sansa burst into a thousand weirwood leaves, the same red as her hair.
"Bran?" the leaves cried. "Bran?"
The leaves swirled around each other, forming dim shapes against the grey clouds. A girl with long hair wept on her knees. A tree stretched its branches to the sky. A direwolf raised its head, its howl echoing with a woman's scream.
"Bran!" The leaves cried again, and were gone.
In their place was Sansa, and she was falling, falling faster than Bran. There was an island below, an island in the middle of a glittering lake. From above he could see the blood red leaves of a weirwood forest, a small clearing in their midst. Bran closed his eyes, too frightened to see Sansa hit the ground.
Yet there came no scream of agony, no thud of flesh and bone upon rock. Bran looked, and saw a weirwood sapling in the midst of the clearing, its trunk as white and smooth as a maiden's skin, two branches reaching upward. The weirwood sapling's face was strange. Its lips were full and womanly, its eyes closed in sleep.
A crow flew past Bran to perch on one of the sapling's leafless branches. It cawed loudly, then began pecking at the tree's face, its beak digging into the place above its eyes.
"No!" Bran cried.
The crow shook its head, and pecked again. The trunk began to bleed where the crow had marked it, the limbs shaking as buds appeared, then leaves unfurled. The weirwood's eyes snapped open, bluer than the sky, bluer than the sea. They looked at Bran for a moment, and he was drowning. How could he drown while falling through the air?
"Bran," the weirwood leaves whispered. Then the tree vanished, as though it never was, and Bran was falling, and Bran was screaming.
"Fly," the crow cawed in his ear.
Notes:
This chapter takes place just before the relevant chapter in Game of Thrones.
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Chapter 7: Arya II
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Arya paced back and forth in the muddy Darry courtyard. Sansa was being weird.
Since Sansa woke up yesterday, she had barely said anything. No whining about her ruined gown, no chattering about missing Joffrey, no gossiping with Jeyne.
Arya eyed a particularly squishy pile of mud as she stepped around it. What would happen if she snuck into Sansa's chambers and smeared mud on her favorite gown? Would she yell and cry and run to Father? Arya bent down to scoop some mud in her hand, then sighed and stood back up, her hand still clean. Messing with Sansa just didn't seem fun right now. Arya kept walking, her mind wandering.
Arya had sat by Sansa for three days, terrified that she had somehow killed her by encouraging her to sneak out. Sansa was motionless in sleep, her body rigid, her fists clenched so tightly that Arya could not open them to hold her hand.
When Sansa finally woke up on the morning of the fourth day, Arya had run to get Father. By the time she found him and returned, Sansa was sitting up, her hands lying open on her lap. The palms of her hands and her fingers were smeared with dried dirt and blood.
Father had immediately summoned the maester. The maester had looked at the cuts on Sansa's hands, dabbed them with a foul smelling ointment, bandaged them, and declared she would be fine.
Septa Mordane had been allowed in next, and she had been appalled by the state of Sansa's hands. Sansa wasn't allowed to do any needlework for at least a week, and was ordered to soak her hands in rosewater once the bandages came off.
This morning, Jeyne had finally been allowed to visit. Though Jeyne had come to see Sansa often while she slept, she didn't stay long, as she kept bursting into tears. Arya had bit her tongue for once, though she wanted to remind Jeyne that Sansa wasn't her sister. Jeyne had brushed Sansa's hair until it shone, and helped her get dressed while Arya waited awkwardly. Since they weren't leaving until tomorrow, Septa Mordane had announced they would have lessons today.
"I suppose I'll have more time to focus on the poor state of your needlework," Septa Mordane had said, eyeing Arya sharply.
"Oh, Septa, I would be sad to see Arya stitch when I can't," Sansa had replied quietly. It was the most she'd spoken since waking up.
Septa Mordane's eyes had softened, and she had decided that they would focus on court manners instead. After an hour of that, Arya had snuck out when some lady came to ask after Sansa's health.
Arya sighed. Everything was always about Sansa. No one remembered poor Mycah, or Lady, or Nymeria. The Hound had murdered Mycah, just for being in the wrong place. Arya hated Joffrey, she hated him and his stupid Hound and his stupid mother the queen and his drunk old father the king.
She should hate Sansa too, for refusing to tell the truth. Perhaps she would hate Sansa, if she hadn't seen her lying like a corpse in Lady's grave. At least Arya knew Nymeria was alive. Someday she'd find Nymeria, someday no one would keep them apart. Sansa would never see Lady again.
A wolf howled in the distance, and Arya stopped short. Was that real, or just her imagination? Arya blinked. She hadn't watched where she was going, and somehow she had found her way to the godswood. The trees were dark and grim, their bark soaked by the rain over the last few days. To her surprise, Arya saw Sansa kneeling on the wet grass, her head bent.
"Sansa?" Arya asked.
Sansa did not reply, so Arya walked closer, her steps careful. A little patch of dirt in front of Sansa was disturbed, as though someone had been digging.
"Sansa?" Arya repeated. Sansa stood up silently, wincing in pain as she brushed off her knees with her bandaged hands. The bandages on her index finger were unwrapped, and the finger was smeared with mud and blood.
"Sansa?" Arya tried one last time. Sansa turned, and her eyes met Arya's. Arya took a step back. Sansa's blue eyes were empty, as if she couldn't truly see .
"I found Nymeria."
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Chapter 8: Sansa III
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Lady, where is Lady? Surely she should be here. Sansa looked around the room, barely hearing Arya bolt out the door.
Sansa’s hands throbbed with pain, and she looked down at her clenched fists. She opened her hands to see each palm was filled with small white seeds. Weirwood seeds? But if the old gods had heard her, where was Lady?
Sansa was quiet as the maester bandaged her hands. She was quiet as Septa Mordane fed her a rich broth. She needed to be quiet, so she could hear Lady’s claws make soft clicks on the stone floors as soon as she returned.
There was still no sign of Lady when Sansa was permitted to leave her room. Still no sign of Lady after hours of manners lessons. As Septa Mordane explained the proper etiquette for attending a great feast, Sansa realized what she had to do.
There were at least two dozen weirwood seeds hidden in a little bag under her gowns. Sansa only needed one. If she planted it, surely that would prove her loyalty to the old gods, and Lady would return before they left Darry.
“Septa, may I please be excused? I’d like some fresh air before lunch,” Sansa said, her voice as demure and sweet as a lady’s should be.
Permission granted, Sansa slipped back to her room and tucked a seed in her pocket. A guard pointed her to the godswood, and she found her way there with only two wrong turns.
Old gods, I keep my oath, Sansa thought as she pressed the seed into the soil. The white seed shone red as her finger bled on it.
Lady, where are you? Sansa pleaded, reaching out with her mind as though she would be able to feel Lady drawing near.
Sansa listened hard— she could hear birds in the trees outside the keep, she could hear the flow of water— was that the river that ran a few miles away? She still heard nothing that sounded like Lady.
Sansa breathed deeply. She could smell the damp earth beneath her knees, the meat being cooked in the kitchens, a group of horses and men on the Kingsroad.
Lady! Sansa shouted in her mind with all her might. Dimly Sansa smelled damp fur and weirwood leaves. She smelled pack. But it wasn’t Lady.
Nymeria?
Suddenly the world lost some of its color, but her vision grew sharper. She wasn’t looking at the godswood anymore, she was looking at a patch of earth beneath a pale tree. It smelled like her sister. She whined and pawed at the dirt, then began digging. She flung the soil behind her, panting as she dug, her tongue lolling outside of her mouth. She did smell her sister, her sister had been here— Nymeria snuffled at the earth, seeking scents dimmed by the rain. Her sister and her sister’s girl, they were here. So was the pack father, and the fierce girl that belonged to her. She would find her girl. She howled her joy to the skies.
No! Sansa screamed. They’ll kill you, they’ll kill you like Lady! You can’t be seen! The direwolf snuffled, as though she was laughing at Sansa. She knew how to avoid being seen.
It was raining again. Sansa sighed as she pulled her hood tight against her face. There was no royal wheelhouse with soft feather pillows and lemon cakes and tea, just her horse and the dull stamp of hooves on the muddy road. She rode with Jory Cassel and Jeyne Poole, rather than a queen or a handsome prince. But Jory and Jeyne would never have demanded Lady’s head.
Sansa wrinkled her nose. The smell of horse was very strong, but it was layered with other smells. She could smell the leather of her saddle, the grass that the horse had eaten that morning; she could even smell Jory and Jeyne, who rode beside her.
Sansa dimly heard hoofbeats approaching, and she turned her head to see who was coming. She frowned. She couldn’t see much in the rain, but she should have been able to see whoever it was.
Ever since Sansa awoke at Darry, her sense of smell and hearing seemed stronger. She’d been able to smell her meals before they were even in the room, and she could tell when someone was nearby. Everyone smelled different. Father smelled different from Jory, who smelled different from Harwin. Jeyne and Arya smelled very different, even when they had both just finished washing with the same soap.
“Sansa!” Arya called, her long face worried as she rode up alongside Sansa. How far away had she been when Sansa heard her horse’s hoofbeats?
“Yes, Arya?”
“Is Nymeria still following us?” Arya asked, dropping her voice so only Sansa could hear.
Sansa took a deep breath. There, a few miles off the road, the familiar scent of damp fur.
“She is.”
Arya nodded, and rode ahead.
"What did horseface want?" Jeyne japed. Sansa whirled on her, her face as grim and adult as Septa Mordane.
"You will never, ever call my sister that name again."
Jeyne looked gobsmacked. She opened her mouth to say something, then thought better of it when she saw how Sansa's eyes blazed.
Arya might not be as pretty as Jeyne, or as ladylike, but Jeyne wasn't the one who helped Sansa say goodbye to Lady. Jeyne wasn’t the one who had stolen bandages so Sansa could rewrap her finger without being caught. Jeyne wasn’t the one who snuck to the godswood before they left, and came back, eyes wide, to tell Sansa that there was a weirwood sapling as tall as Arya’s knee.
Jeyne didn’t say another word until they made camp for the night. After brief conversation with Septa Mordane, she asked Arya if she had enjoyed their riding. Baffled, Arya talked about some new tree she had seen. Jeyne’s eyes darted back to Sansa as she listened. Sansa was too sore to talk, and she desperately wanted a bath to wash away all the smells of the road. She curled up to sleep unhappily, missing the comfort of a proper bed, but she was tired and soon drifted off.
A boy with golden curls ducked into a wagon. He was unnoticed by the guards, most in crimson and gold and a few in sable and gold, who were eating their dinners. The boy rummaged through a chest, and pulled out a knife in its sheathe. He slid the knife free and examined it. The hilt was black and smooth. He sheathed the knife and slipped it in his pocket.
Mother was at the window in Bran’s room, looking out at flames. Bran was asleep in his bed, his face gaunt like an old man’s. Suddenly a man was there, beside Bran’s bed, a little man in filthy clothes.
“You weren’t s’posed to be here. No one was s’posed to be here.”
The world looked different, it was less colorful and more sharp. His claws clicked softly on the floor of the stone passage as he ran, ran to his boy. He heard a scream and he ran faster, slipping past the door, lunging for the man struggling with his boy’s mother. The direwolf’s jaws closed over the man’s throat, and he wrenched back, ripping at the flesh. The man was dead, still clutching the dagger in his hand.
Sansa knew that dagger.
Notes:
Thoughts? Speculation?
Chapter 9: Eddard III
Chapter Text
Eddard rubbed his forehead, suppressing a groan of frustration. His headache had been building all day, and his temper grew shorter with each pulse of pain. He stared unseeing at the ribs on his plate, while around him the Small Hall echoed to the sound of men eating their fill. His household guards wore grey wool cloaks trimmed with white, unlike the garish crimson cloaks of the queen’s men who patrolled elsewhere in the Red Keep.
"Father?" Sansa said, her sweet voice concerned.
Ned looked up to see four faces looking at him. Septa Mordane's lips were pursed, as they often were. Sansa and Jeyne's eyes were wide, and even Arya, who sat between the two older girls, looked curious.
"Is what Jory said true? There's to be a tourney?" Sansa asked, nearly glowing with excitement. The pain in his head pulsed again.
"Yes, there will be a tourney to honor the new Hand, despite the Hand's distaste for the entire business," Ned told his daughters.
"May we go? Please?" Sansa begged, her sweet face glowing with excitement.
Eddard paused. Sometimes he forgot how young Sansa was. Despite her delicate manners and queenly bearing, she was just eleven. She knew nothing of young men killed in their first joust, of old men slaughtered by opponents who took advantage of their weaknesses with no regard for honor. And all for the sake of glory, of prize money, of the cheers of the crowds. A bloody folly.
"Please, father?" Arya said, interrupting his thoughts.
Eddard turned to look at her sharply. His daughters' behavior since Darry had been strange. They had often ridden near each other in the column, speaking quietly. Though Sansa and Arya still bickered fairly constantly at meals, there was less intensity in their little quarrels.
Moreover, odd things kept happening. He had walked into a meal very late the previous week to find Sansa and Arya leaving together, whispering. Jeyne had still been at the table with Septa Mordane, looking confused and abandoned. Septa Mordane reported that while Arya was still sullen during needlework, ever since her bandages had come off Sansa had taken to helping Arya fix her stitches.
A small part of him wished he had asked Catelyn to stay. She had been young once, she surely understood the peculiarities of young girls far better than he did.
"Lord Hand?" Septa Mordane prompted.
Sansa looked at him, her blue eyes hopeful. She hadn't looked this excited about anything since Lady's death. Arya didn't look excited, but her stare was determined. Eddard sighed. If both girls were united on something, perhaps he best encourage it.
"You may attend," Eddard said gravely. "But I expect you to be on your best behavior."
"Fine. It'll be boring anyway," Arya grumbled. Jeyne rolled her eyes.
"The finest knights and squires from all the realm will be there. Maybe you could learn something by watching them, since you're so eager to make trouble playing with swords."
Sansa and Arya froze, then turned and looked at Jeyne. Eddard could nearly feel the rage pouring from both of his girls. Arya stood up, her fists clenched, but Sansa rose gracefully from her seat and stood between Arya and Jeyne.
"How dare you?" Sansa growled quietly. Eddard blinked. Since when did his ladylike daughter use such a tone of voice?
"Sansa!" Septa Mordane chided.
"You will apologize to my sister for your lack of courtesy."
Jeyne stared in disbelief.
"I... apologize for my discourtesy," Jeyne stammered at last, curtsying. She glanced up at Sansa, looking hurt.
"He was my friend," Arya mumbled, her eyes filling with tears as she fled the hall.
Sansa looked at Jeyne, then the doorway through which Arya had fled, then at her father. She seemed torn. Yet another oddity. Had he ever seen Sansa take Arya's side against Jeyne before?
"I'll go after Arya," Eddard said, sighing.
Unsurprisingly, Arya had fled to her room. Very surprisingly, she had a sword. What was going on in his household?
After a long conversation with Arya, and a quick moment with Jory to instruct him to find a Braavosi instructor, Eddard finally made his way back to his chambers, completely exhausted. He had just started taking off his clothes when someone rapped at his door.
"Gods be good," Eddard groaned, making himself decent before opening the door.
Septa Mordane stood there, as proper as ever in her grey septa's garb.
"My Lord Hand," she said, curtsying. Eddard waved impatiently for her to stand up.
"I've handled Arya. Is something wrong?"
"My lord, when Sansa and Arya came to dinner today, Sansa's finger was bleeding. She denies that Arya had anything to do with it- Sansa claimed she cut her finger on a thorn in the godswood. Last week, Sansa bled on her afternoon needlework, and said she'd pricked her finger on the needle."
Eddard stared, tired and bewildered.
"Please get to the point, Septa Mordane. It has been a long and trying day," Eddard said, trying to ignore the pain in his temples.
"Sansa hasn't pricked herself while sewing since she was practically a babe," Septa Mordane said sternly. "I find it very odd that she keeps injuring her finger, and I suspect Arya is to blame."
"If she was, Sansa would have immediately thrown a fit about it, not made excuses for her," Eddard replied, exasperated. He just wanted to sleep, gods help him. "Unless you have some urgent matter, kindly leave me to my rest."
Ned's mind wandered as he floated between the headache's dull throb and the beginnings of sleep. Had Sansa done anything unusual recently, other than tolerate her sister? She tried to speak with me last week, after dinner in the solar. Something about a strange dream, and Bran. Then Robert summoned me and I had to go. I should ask Sansa about it.
When Ned awoke in the morning, the sun shining through the windows, his headache was gone. He had an odd feeling that he had forgotten to do something.
Notes:
Thoughts? Speculation?
Chapter 10: Bran II
Chapter Text
Bran dreamed.
The crow was back, its third eye shining bright and terrible. It perched in the branches of an immense weirwood tree, its pale trunk so wide Bran could barely see the stars behind it. The weirwood's face was bigger than Bran, its eyes solemn. It reminded Bran of Father. The crow cawed, demanding Bran's attention.
"Why did the Andals cut down the weirwoods?" The crow asked.
"I don't know," Bran replied, confused. "For firewood?" The crow fluffed his feathers, displeased.
"Why do the weirwoods have faces?" The crow asked.
"I don't know," Bran answered again.
"What gives a weirwood great strength?" The crow asked.
"I don't know!" Bran cried.
Suddenly the crow was in flight, his dark wings shedding feathers as he flew. He landed on Bran's shoulder and pecked at his ear lobe. It hurt.
"You must learn these things, Bran. You must learn and tell your sister. She does not realize what she has done."
Bran shook his head. This crow was very odd. He was in Bran's dream, shouldn't he know Father and Sansa and Arya were gone?
"Arya is in King's Landing."
"Your other sister," the crow said, nipping at Bran's earlobe with his sharp beak.
"Sansa is there too! How could I tell her?" Bran pleaded, his ear burning.
"Distance does not matter in dreams. There you will find her."
The crow kept pulling on Bran's earlobe, and it hurt, it hurt so much, and Bran was screaming...
Bran awoke to Summer nuzzling his face, the direwolf's nose cold against his cheek. Bran pressed a hand to his throbbing ear. Droplets of blood stained his fingers.
Maester Luwin would know about the weirwoods.
Notes:
Just FYI, I’m writing as I go and posting each chapter as soon as it’s finished, hence updates being irregular. I’ve got an overall plan for the fic but it’s a vague outline.
Chapter 11: Arya III
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Arya pressed herself against the wall of the passageway. Quiet as a shadow. The striped brown cat flicked an ear as a fly zipped over its head. Arya crept forward, but her shirt caught on a rough patch of the wall, making a noise as the fabric tore. The cat’s golden eyes opened almost instantly.
The cat looked at Arya. Arya looked at the cat. Then the cat gave a low yowl of annoyance and darted down the passage, towards the entrance to the Tower of the Hand. Arya followed, light on her feet, breathing steadily as she pursued her quarry, listening for the cat’s steps as it turned a corner.
But instead of the near-silent pad of cat feet, Arya heard the approaching sound of a girl crying. Arya exhaled, annoyed. So much for catching the cat now, with all that noise.
"Stop sniveling," Arya snapped, cranky at having lost the cat. The sobbing continued, and Jeyne Poole came around the corner, her brown eyes swollen and her face blotchy from crying.
"Oh, so you can-" Jeyne sniffled "-cry about your- your butcher boy," Jeyne took a shuddering breath, her nose running, "but no one else can cry?"
A week ago, Arya would have punched Jeyne in the face for saying such a thing. But the sharpness of her words was dulled by how pitiful she looked. Arya sighed in exasperation and pulled an old kerchief from her pocket. Jeyne gave Arya a dubious look, but accepted it and blew her nose.
"What are you upset about? Did Sansa get all the attention? Did you get a stain on your dress?" Arya said, unable to resist needling Jeyne.
Jeyne glared at Arya, then blew her nose again.
"No. A knight was slain, right in front of us. He was young, and handsome, and a huge knight put a lance through his throat. There was blood everywhere." Jeyne shuddered, and wiped her eyes with her hands. "Septa Mordane sent me back because I couldn't stop crying."
Arya frowned. She supposed plenty of men died at tournaments, but she hadn't really thought about what it would be like to see a man die. Father hadn't let her see what happened to Mycah. Alyn had told her he'd been cut almost in two.
"I shouldn't have snapped at you," Arya mumbled, looking at her bare feet. Even stupid Jeyne didn't deserve to get yelled at after seeing someone die.
"Do you want to see some kittens?" Arya offered. Maybe that would get Jeyne to be quiet, and then Arya could get back to her practice chasing cats.
Jeyne nodded, and followed Arya to the godswood.
One of the first cats Arya had caught was a plump, friendly cat with patchy white and brown and black fur. After catching her, Arya had realized the bulge at her belly was a litter of kittens. She'd taken the purring cat to the godswood and helped build a cozy nest from leaves and grass in the bushes near an old oak tree that served as the heart tree. The kittens had arrived within a few days, six squirming little bundles of fur with their eyes shut. Arya and Sansa visited the kittens whenever they were in the godswood, and their eyes had finally opened this morning.
"Why are there kittens in the godswood?" Jeyne asked, interrupting Arya's train of thought.
"I thought the mama cat would be safe— there's no wild animals, except birds, and none of the nobles bring their dogs here," Arya said, leading Jeyne to the spot where the cat was nesting under a bush.
Jeyne leaned down, trying to see the kittens, and almost fell over. Arya grabbed her elbow to steady her. Seeing Jeyne fall on her face might be funny, but she'd squash the kittens.
"They're so little!" Jeyne cooed, reaching out and stroking one kitten with a gentle finger. The mama cat looked on, unbothered, her eyes half open as three kittens nursed at her belly.
While Jeyne watched the kittens, completely besotted, Arya slipped away, unnoticed. She had an idea she wanted to try while Sansa was busy watching the tourney.
By the time Arya finished her mission, it was almost dark. Jeyne thanked her for showing her the kittens, and returned to the Tower of the Hand at Arya's insistence.
The kittens were asleep, curled up against their mother, their little bellies plump with milk. Arya looked at her clothes. She was dirty already... Arya grinned, and carefully slipped under the bush and curled up around the mama cat. Just a little cuddle before she headed back.
The weather was warm, a light breeze rustling through the leaves. Deep breaths, quiet breaths, Arya told herself, the cat warm against her middle. Arya tried to time her breaths in sync with the mama cat, breathing in, and out, and in again. She felt so relaxed. The mama cat was dreaming about catching fat birds for her kittens. Soon they would need to learn how to hunt. There was so much to teach her babies. How to find water, how to wash themselves, how to avoid the shiny metal two-leggers. They're called soldiers, or knights, Arya told the cat, her eyelids flickering as she fell asleep.
The direwolf padded through the trees, her nose taking in the scents of the forest. Every tree had its own scent, from the fresh pines to the earthy oaks. Squirrels and hares might hide, but she could smell them, so close that her mouth watered. The sun had almost set. Nymeria crept beside a burrow, careful to stay downwind as she waited for its owner to appear. She was rewarded for her patience a few minutes later as the rabbit slipped out of its burrow, right into Nymeria's waiting jaws. Her hunger sated for now, the direwolf sniffed the air. There was flowing water nearby, cool and sweet. She padded down to the river and drank her fill.
Howls echoed in the distance. Her brothers and sisters had found elk and they called her to the hunt. She raised her head and howled a reply, then began trotting towards their call. Nymeria's girl was with her, she knew it. She could feel the fierce girl inside her skin, a quiet presence watching and listening and smelling with her. The fierce girl hurt less than the other one. The bright girl's presence had almost overwhelmed the wolf, making her fur itch and her paws tingle. Even from the forest she could feel the bright girl, the hum of ancient magic within her veins. The wolf wanted to be with her fierce girl and the bright girl again, not here in the forest south of the city. But now she had her pack, and they would come with her when it was time.
Arya sat up, rubbing her eyes in confusion. Her head hurt. An acorn lay beside her- it must have fallen from the oak tree, whose branches were above her head. The mama cat made a displeased mewl, glaring at Arya with her glowing eyes. She had been resting comfortably, dreaming of stealing a fish from the kitchens. Sorry, Arya thought, scritching the cat's ears. The mama cat leaned into the scritches, but she was not placated. Scritching was all very well, but it would have been nicer to not be awoken by two-legger nonsense.
"Oh, go wash yourself," Arya grumbled. The cat gave her a baleful stare, then turned away from Arya, curling around her kittens.
Arya got to her feet and stretched, fighting back a yawn. It was dark, but for the moonlight. Catching a cat in this darkness would be difficult, but very satisfying if she could manage it. Then Arya remembered that the tourney and the feast must be well over by now. Septa Mordane would be back, prim and proper as ever, waiting to scold Arya for wandering off. Arya was surprised she hadn't been tracked down already- surely Jeyne would have immediately ratted her out.
Arya sighed as she set off for the Tower of the Hand at a steady trot. She'd take the scolding- she needed to tell Sansa about her strange dream.
Notes:
Thoughts? Speculation?
My interpretation of warging is somewhat influenced by reading Tamora Pierce's The Immortals quartet approximately six million times since middle school.
In the books, Jeyne is the one who tells Arya that Mycah was cut to pieces. Here, Arya ran away again before the Hound came back with Mycah, and Jeyne was so panicked over Sansa for the next three days that she didn't see or hear anything about Mycah except secondhand stories. Also, I find it hilarious to have Arya thinking about how proper Septa Mordane will be waiting for her when in the book, Septa Mordane drank a lot of wine with Joffrey and Sansa and fell asleep at the table.
Chapter 12: Sansa IV
Chapter Text
Sansa undressed herself carefully, laying her clothes aside as she slipped on her shift. Her tummy felt odd, though she wasn't sure if it was from the feast, the wine, or her nerves. The Hound had frightened her, he had threatened to kill her, but he seemed so sad, so lonely.
At least the Hound had a reason for being the way he was. Joffrey scared Sansa more than his dog, and he had no terrible scars or brutal older brothers.
For weeks Sansa had dreamed of Joffrey, but they were not the dreams she'd had at Winterfell. Those dreams were of a lovely future, where Sansa was Joffrey's queen and they had beautiful babies with his golden curls and her blue eyes, or her auburn hair and his green eyes.
These new dreams were of the past. Sansa had seen Joffrey, a little shorter than he was now, hitting Tommen until the chubby little prince cried. She'd seen a younger Joffrey, perhaps seven or so, cut open a poor cat. That dream had been so awful she'd woken crying.
But nothing compared to her first nightmare about Joffrey. Why would Joffrey steal a knife? A prince could surely ask for the finest knives to be made in his honor. And why would someone attack Bran, attack mother, with Joffrey's knife? They had done nothing wrong. Mother was a great lady and Bran was a sweet boy.
Father was so busy, Sansa still hadn't been able to talk to him about her dream. She fretted over whether to bring it up when they dined in father's solar, but he always looked exhausted. Father was Lord Hand now, he had troubles enough without Sansa's silly dreams. Bran had woken up almost a month ago, and Father hadn't said anything about a man attacking Bran and mother. Perhaps it was just a silly nightmare, brought on by a miserable day of travel and her anger over Lady's death
Sansa heard a soft creak in the distance- Arya was opening her door, her steps almost noiseless as she crept down the hallway. Water dancing might be a strange thing for a lady to do— Sansa still couldn't believe Father allowed it— but at least Arya no longer stomped everywhere. Sansa cracked her door open and beckoned Arya inside.
"How was the tourney?" Arya whispered. She was clean for once, her face pink from scrubbing.
"It was better than the songs, but..." Sansa sighed as she curled up on her bed. Arya climbed up beside her, her long face scrunched up in confusion.
"But?"
"I could hear everything - not just the crowds, but the squires scrubbing armor in the tents, the knights gulping wine after a joust, the king and queen saying awful things to each other," Sansa confided.
At first the noise had made her want to cry, but then she'd covered her ears for a little while, letting them adjust. She was getting better at picking apart different voices and layers of sound.
"I didn't think of that," Arya said, absentmindedly rubbing her own ear.
"The smells were worse." Sansa shuddered. Thousands of sweaty people, the stink of horses and their leavings, the rusty smell of blood.
"Did you see him?" Arya asked.
"Joffrey sat beside me at dinner," Sansa said, her tummy roiling with unease. She should have been delighted to sit beside the prince at a great feast. It was an honor to Sansa and to the Starks.
"And? Did he say anything about Lady? Or me?" Arya demanded. Sansa shook her head.
"He was perfectly charming, the soul of courtesy. But..."
Sansa paused, confused over how to describe how it had felt conversing with the prince as though nothing had changed, as though he didn't haunt her nightmares, as though he hadn't smiled when the queen demanded Lady's pelt. Arya elbowed her.
"But what?"
"It felt false," Sansa whispered. "I... I heard him talking to someone during the tourney, about Ser Gregor." Arya made a face, confused.
"He's one of Lord Tywin Lannister's knights, the Hound's older brother- he was huge, Arya, bigger than Hodor. He chopped off his own horse's head." Arya's eyes grew wider than dinner plates.
"Joffrey said Ser Gregor was a brute, but a loyal brute. He said Ser Gregor got rid of some of the Targaryens for his grandfather— he sounded gleeful about it."
"King Robert killed Rhaegar, the Kingslayer killed Aerys, and Viserys escaped. So who did Gregor kill?" Arya said, puzzled.
They sat for a moment, thinking in silence, then Sansa remembered her books. Septa Mordane had carefully packed Sansa's favorite books of songs and poetry, but she had also packed a book of lineage so Sansa could be sure to recognize the great families at court. Sansa fetched the book from its place, then spread it open on the bed, flipping through looking for the end of the Targaryen section.
"Here—" Arya said, pointing at the book and stopping Sansa from flipping to the next page.
King Aerys Targaryen, born 245, died 283 in the Red Keep
Queen Rhaella Targaryen, born 246, died 284 at Dragonstone after giving birth
Issue of King Aerys Targaryen and Queen Rhaella Targaryen
Rhaegar, born 259, died 283 in the Battle of the Trident
Shaena, 267, stillborn
Daeron, born 269, died 269 at six months old
Stillborn baby, 270
Aegon, born 272, died 273 at three months old
Jaehaerys, born 274, died 274 at four months old
Viserys, born 276, fled into exile 284
Daenerys, born 284, fled into exile 284
"She had eight babies and only three lived?" Sansa whispered.
"And she was only thirteen when she had Rhaegar," Arya replied, making a face.
"Septa Mordane says ladies shouldn't have children until at least seventeen or eighteen— the maesters say younger ladies die or become barren," Sansa said, appalled.
"Well, he was called Mad King Aerys, maybe he didn't care," Arya said. They both kept reading.
Princess Elia Nymeros Martell of Dorne, wife of Prince Rhaegar. Born 257, died 283.
Issue of Prince Rhaegar Targaryen and Princess Elia Nymeros Martell of Dorne
Rhaenys, born 280, died 283
Aegon, born 282, died 283
"The only living Targaryens were Rhaenys and Aegon," Arya whispered. Sansa looked up from the book and stared at Arya.
"He killed a three year old and a baby?" Sansa said, horrified. The Mountain looked monstrous, but how could anyone kill a helpless little baby? Tears dropped down Sansa's nose, and a look of panic filled Arya's face.
"The sapling is getter bigger— it put out a leaf," Arya said quickly. "The kittens are getting fat, too. And I dreamed about Nymeria! She was in the Kingswood..."
Sansa barely heard her. A baby was crying, somewhere in the keep.
Notes:
Thoughts? Speculation?
Chapter 13: Eddard IV
Notes:
Mid September, 298 AC
Trigger warning: the death of Elia and her babes is briefly described in this chapter.
Scene starts at “"It was just a nightmare," he said finally. To his surprise, Sansa shook her head.”
Scene ends at “Ned's entire body seemed to freeze.”
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Eddard awoke to the sound of screaming. What on earth is going on? He quickly threw on a robe. Someone was pounding on Eddard's door, and he yanked it open to find Jory.
"It's Sansa, Lord Hand— Septa Mordane can't wake her," Jory said, moving out of his way as Eddard made for Sansa's room. Jory trotted to keep up with Eddard's long, brisk strides. The screams were echoing off the walls, creating ghost screams that made the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end.
Sansa's chambers were as tidy as usual, her clothes put away, her books neatly stacked but for one on the table. It was a stark contrast to the chaos within. Septa Mordane stood beside Sansa's bed, wringing her hands. Arya and Jeyne Poole were on either side of Sansa, their hands over their ears as they tried to wake her.
His oldest daughter's eyes were shut tight, her screams and sobs the only sign that she did not sleep. Eddard raised his hand, then hesitated as he looked at little Sansa.
"I already tried slapping her— it didn't work!" Arya yelled over the screaming.
Suddenly, the screams stopped. Sansa's eyes snapped open. For a moment Eddard could have sworn she stared right through him, until Sansa blinked and met his gaze with her mother's eyes.
"The baby," Sansa whimpered. She shuddered violently, seemingly unaware of Arya and Jeyne hugging her.
"Sansa," Ned said gently, sitting on the bed beside his daughters. "It was just a nightmare, you're safe."
He nodded at Septa Mordane, who curtsied and took her leave, Jory behind her. Sansa shook her head, her chest rising and falling as she took fast, shallow breaths, wet tears pouring down her cheeks.
"He killed the baby, he smashed his head against a wall, he hurt her!" Sansa sobbed, reaching for Ned and clinging to his chest. Arya and Jeyne stayed where they were, their eyes enormous. Ned stroked Sansa's hair carefully, trying to think of what to say.
"It was just a nightmare," he said finally. To his surprise, Sansa shook her head.
"It was real! The baby was crying and he picked him up by one leg and smashed and smashed and there was so much blood, and the princess was screaming and then he threw her on the floor, he was on her, he opened his breeches and pulled up her skirts, he was hurting her!"
Ned's entire body seemed to freeze. Dimly he realized Sansa was weeping hysterically into his robe. Jeyne burst into tears. Arya just stared, first at Sansa, then Ned.
"Princess Elia," Arya whispered, her little face crinkled with sadness.
"How did you know of this?" Ned asked, horrified.
"Sansa overheard Joffrey saying Ser Gregor got rid of some Targaryens,” Arya said. Her face was as stern and stony as Lyanna's statue in the crypt.
"What else?" Ned demanded. Vague rumors could not have caused such dreams.
Arya shrugged.
"That's all."
Ned shivered despite the warmth of the room. Sansa had dreamed the worst rumors Ned had heard, and she had dreamed clearly, as though she watched it happen in truth.
He still could not forget the sight of Princess Elia. Her black hair had been placed over her face, but it could not hide that her skull was caved in. Elia's skirts were torn and bloody, and something looked wrong with her legs. Her children were beside her, wrapped in the same crimson Lannister cloaks. The baby prince had been unrecognizable, his head a gaping ruin, the toddler princess covered in dozens of stab wounds. Tywin Lannister had not smiled, but there had been a cruel satisfaction in his cold gaze. And Robert had turned away, and wed the daughter of the man who gave the command. The Robert I grew up with died that day, I was just too blind to see it.
"Ser Gregor is a monster," Sansa sobbed.
"Why didn't someone stop the Mountain?" Arya asked.
"The Kingsguard weren't with Princess Elia and her children," Ned said heavily. "Any other guards were slain."
"But where were the Kingsguard?" Sansa asked, her voice muffled by his robe.
"Weren't you there?" Arya asked.
I was, and I did nothing. Robert ignored my protests, and I did not stay to fight for justice. I rode south to find Lyanna dying, and went north with a babe and my sister's bones. I never came back, I never should have come back.
"I was," Ned finally replied. "I named it murder, but the King named it war. He—“ the words choked him. “Robert said they were dragonspawn, not babes. He was glad he didn't have to worry about Targaryen heirs challenging him someday.”
"Princess Elia wasn't a Targaryen," Arya muttered.
“No,” he said sadly. “Robert did not even try to justify what befell Princess Elia, but he did nothing to condemn it either. Never before or since have I felt such rage. I left that very day, for fear of where that rage might lead. We did not speak again until after Lyanna’s death.”
Sansa sobbed louder.
"He hurt her," Sansa sobbed, clutching him tightly. "Why would he do that to her?"
His daughters were too young to know of rape. Far too young. Gods, I need Cat. Ned looked for the door, as if Septa Mordane would come in and save him. When no such salvation appeared, he sighed deeply.
"All three of you have helped Rickon change clothes or bathe, yes?" Ned asked, praying his guess was correct. All three girls nodded. Jeyne's tears were subsiding, though Sansa was still weeping into his robe.
"Do you remember seeing that his, ah, groin was different than yours?" Three heads nodded again.
"The part between a man's legs is his staff. Women have a maiden's place. When a lord and lady are wed, they lay together and the lord— the lord puts his staff inside the lady's maiden's place, and that is how children are made."
All three girls nodded again, Arya's face scrunched with disgust. “We know that,” she grumbled. “Septa Mordane told us.”
"When a man forces a woman to-to touch his staff, or he puts it inside her against her will, that is called rape," Ned said, praying there would be no questions. His prayers were not answered.
"I thought rape was when a man walks in on a naked woman,” Arya ventured, confused.
"Why would someone do that?" Sansa asked, so quietly he could barely hear her. Her nose was stuffed up, and he suspected his robe would need washing later. Ned paused and thought for a long moment, trying to decide how to explain.
"There are many reasons. A man may want a maid who does not want him, and he takes her anyway."
"Like Aegon the Unworthy and poor Queen Naerys," Sansa murmured. Ned nodded.
"Or a man may want revenge on his enemy, so he rapes a woman his enemy loves."
"That's not fair," Arya said.
"Or a man may simply be cruel, vicious- someone who knows that rape is a terrible thing, and enjoys hurting women."
"Like the Mountain," Sansa said. Ned sighed.
"Yes, like the Mountain. Now, Arya, Jeyne, go back to your chambers. I'll stay with Sansa until she falls back asleep."
Arya opened her mouth to argue, but quailed under Eddard's stern glance. When the girls were gone, Eddard gestured for Sansa to get back under the covers, and he sat with her for a moment.
"My dream was real," Sansa insisted, her eyes fluttering as she drifted off.
"Perhaps," Ned replied uneasily. Sansa had no way of knowing what happened. How did she dream it?
"Dreamed... Bran..." Sansa yawned, and then she was asleep. Ned kissed her forehead, and slipped out of the room.
It was nearly dawn— there would be no more rest for him before the damned tourney. Ned dressed himself and quietly made his way down to the godswood with Jory as his only guard. The sun was just barely over the horizon, a salty breeze coming from the sea.
"My lord?" Jory suddenly said, interrupting his reverie.
Jory's eyes were wide as he pointed towards an isolated corner of the godswood. Ned's eyes were less sharp than Jory's, so he walked toward the place Jory was pointing at. Eddard only took a few paces before he saw what Jory had seen and dropped to his knees.
It was a weirwood sapling, crowned with bloody leaves.
Notes:
Poor Ned is not equipped for any of this; also, his idea of rape is limited to domestic abuse and stranger danger/wartime violent rape.
The kids being vaguely aware of the concept of rape without actually understanding the mechanics is, I think, plausible for their age. Septa Mordane would hardly be describing such things in explicit detail.
Chapter 14: Arya IV
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Arya would not speak. Arya could not speak.
Sansa sat beside her, her hands clasped as she whispered prayers to the old gods, then to the Seven. Lord Eddard Stark lay on his bed, his face pale and drawn. An awkward lump was visible under the blankets where the stiff cast covered his broken leg. Alyn and Desmond stood by the chamber door, and two more Stark men guarded the passageway as they had for five days. Her father was the Hand of the King; how could this have happened? How dare Jaime Lannister attack her father, and kill Stark men in the street?
Yesterday, Sansa had quietly asked Vayon Poole why Lord Eddard would not wake. Vayon said it was natural for him to sleep so long, that it was a side effect of milk of the poppy. Arya didn't believe him. Something was wrong.
"May I pray in the godswood?" Sansa murmured, interrupting Arya's thoughts.
With Jory Cassel dead, Alyn had taken over as Captain of the Guard until Father woke. Since the attack, Alyn and the others watched them like hawks. Sansa and Arya went nowhere without at least two guards. Arya had tried to sneak to the kitchens early in the morning, only to be taken by the ear by Desmond and gently dragged back to Sansa's room.
"You may," Alyn said finally. "Desmond and Varly will escort you."
Sansa rose, dainty as ever, and smoothed her skirts. She glanced at Arya, but Arya shook her head. Sansa could tend the weirwood without her, as she had since Father's injury.
When they brought Father back to the Tower of the Hand, some days past, Sansa and Arya had been nearby. They'd seen the bone jutting out, blood dripping sluggishly from the wound. Grand Maester Pycelle had come to tend to Father, and the girls were let in as soon as he was finished. It was Sansa who'd noticed the bloody cloths left behind, and Arya who had wrapped them in an old rucksack and hidden them under Sansa's bed. Arya wasn't sure how or when Sansa had smuggled them to the godswood, but they weren't under the bed anymore.
Arya wanted to see the weirwood sapling, truly- Sansa had whispered that it was now as tall as Arya, crowned with leaves. But Arya could not go. One of them must stay with Father. Arya had hidden Needle under the mattress on the second day, when Alyn was distracted talking to Vayon Poole. If the Lannisters came for Father, she'd be ready. She wanted to hurt them, to cut them down like they'd cut down Jory and Wyl and Heward.
Arya hated the Lannisters. She hated Joffrey for attacking Mycah. She hated the queen for demanding Nymeria's death and having Lady killed instead. She hated the Kingslayer for attacking Father and having Stark men killed. She hated the Imp for sending men to kill Bran- what had Bran done to him?
And she hated Tywin Lannister most of all, because the morning after Sansa's dream, Varly had told her the Mountain was a Lannister bannerman. Lord Tywin had ordered the murder of Targaryen babies and the rape of Princess Elia. Arya shuddered, her rage briefly overcome by horror.
Arya stared at Lord Eddard, thinking of how she could get revenge, until the candles burned down and Sansa returned, her finger wrapped in a bandage.
Dinner was brought to Father’s solar and Arya chewed her food without tasting it. Septa Mordane blathered on about the Seven Pointed Star, Sansa nodding politely as she picked at her food.
“May we retire to bed, Septa Mordane?” Sansa finally asked. The Septa nodded, and they returned to Sansa’s chambers.
Jeyne Poole was already there, a book open on her lap. Arya wrinkled her nose, but kept her silence. Ever since the nightmare they had slept with Sansa as her bedmates, one on either side of her. Thankfully Sansa had not woken screaming again, though sometimes she would stare into the distance, her eyes haunted.
“I wish we had a guard in our chamber,” Sansa said quietly as Jeyne helped her undress. Arya shrugged.
“Is there enough room to practice water dancing in here?”
Arya stared at her sister, completely taken aback. She’d thought it risky to tell prim, proper Sansa about the water dancing, sure she would run to Septa Mordane and beg her to put a stop to it. Now Sansa was encouraging her? Sansa must have seen the perplexed look on her face, as she hesitantly continued.
“Good Queen Alysanne had a sworn shield who was a woman. Jonquil Darke. She protected her queen in places men couldn’t go. I’d... feel safer if you practiced.”
Arya stared at Sansa for a long moment, waiting to see if this was a cruel jape. Sansa’s eyes were sad and solemn, as solemn as Father’s as she met Arya’s gaze. Arya turned to look at Jeyne, expecting to see mockery in the older girl’s face. Instead, Jeyne glanced at Sansa, then reached under a pillow and brought forth Arya’s wooden practice sword.
Sansa took the sword from Jeyne, and offered it to Arya, holding it out with two hands like a lady in a song. Arya rolled her eyes. Of course Sansa had to make it dramatic. But there was something special about seeing Sansa hold out the sword, her head held high like a queen, her red hair flowing down her back against her white shift.
Arya took the sword.
Notes:
Thoughts? Speculation?
Chapter 15: Bran III
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Bran stared at his useless legs. The long scab where the wildling cut him shone dark brown under the hot water of the bath.
Bran wanted to be a proud Stark, a proud wolf. But Summer was the one who had fought when the wildlings attacked. Summer was the one who was brave and strong.
Bran sighed. He wasn't a wolf, he was just a little baby. Bran couldn't stand, or climb, or ride. He couldn't even find Sansa in his dreams.
The day after the crow came, Bran had asked Maester Luwin about the weirwoods. It had not gone well.
"There is no such thing as magic, Bran," the maester had said, his grey eyes full of pity. "The Andals cut down the weirwoods out of superstitious fear, nothing more. They thought the Children of the Forest could spy on them through the faces of the trees, so they cut them down."
"What made the weirwoods strong?" Bran had asked, frustrated.
"The same thing as other trees. Light, water, good soil."
"What else?"
The little grey man shook his head, exasperated.
"The Andals claimed the First Men made human sacrifices to the trees. Foolish tales to scare the little children, nothing more. You are too old for such tales, Bran."
It wasn't much, but Bran knew he had to tell Sansa.
For weeks Bran had been trying to find his sister when he slept. Dreams came almost every time he closed his eyes. He'd dreamed of the crypts, of a terrifying white ghost. But Sansa wasn't there. She had already fled screaming before Arya punched the ghost to reveal it was just Jon covered in flour. He'd dreamed of finding the wolf pups, of cuddling Summer's warm, wiggly body against his chest. Sansa hadn't been there that day either. He'd dreamed of climbing the walls of Winterfell, of the broken tower... Sansa definitely hadn't been there. He'd fled that dream screaming.
"Are you done bathing?" Robb asked kindly.
Bran sighed again as he looked up at Robb. They had the same dark red hair, the same blue eyes. Robb's forehead creased with concern. He was just Robb, not Robb the Lord. Bran nodded, and Robb handed him a towel.
The bathhouse was deserted. Rickon was already in bed, asleep. Theon had finished his bath and gone away whistling, a smirk on his face. Bran dried his arms and patted down his pale chest, then Robb lifted him so he could dry his shrunken legs. It was so odd, not feeling the towel.
“What’s on your mind?” Robb asked as he helped Bran dress. “You looked like Sansa trying to do sums.”
Bran laughed weakly. Sansa could write better than any of them, but she struggled with numbers.
“I miss Sansa,” Bran said. I won't bring up the dream. Bran didn't want Robb to think he was a little baby. He couldn't bear if Robb laughed at him.
"If you like, I'll carry you to her room," Robb offered. Bran nodded.
Bran yawned. He was so tired, but he couldn't quite fall asleep. Robb had tucked Bran into Sansa's bed, his eyes soft with brotherly concern, promising to wake Bran in the morning. Summer lay curled up on the floor, faithful as ever.
The bed was bigger than Bran's. An enormous pile of embroidered pillows covered the top. The smallest pillows were simple, covered in clumsy flowers and vines. As the pillows grew bigger, the designs grew more intricate.
Bran lay his head on the largest one. Sansa had finished it just before she left. Snowflakes fell upon the Winterfell godswood in a thousand tiny stitches. There were hawthorns, their trunks in shades of brown that hinted at the rough bark, their leaves rich green and seven pointed. There were ironwoods, with their black trunks. There were pines, covered in deep green needles. Tiny, perfect weirwood leaves crowned the heart tree in crimson thread, its face solemn. In front of the heart tree, six direwolf puppies frolicked in the snow.
Summer whined. The wolf sat on the floor beside Bran, his tail thumping on the floor, his eyes pleading. No one would know...
"Up, boy," Bran whispered.
Summer jumped on the bed and curled up beside Bran, his long snout just below the direwolf pillow. Summer missed his brothers and sisters too. He missed playing with them, nipping and jumping and leaping. Now his white brother was far away, surrounded by ice and snow. His black brother was near, but he was wild and angry. His last brother was too busy to play. As for his sisters... one was far, far away, howling to the moon with their small cousins.
The other sister...
Lady ran with the other pups in the godswood of Winterfell. The pups gamboled and pounced and nipped at each other. Tufts of fur floated in the air, their puppy coats shedding as their adult fur grew in. Sansa watched, a brilliant smile on her face, her hair flaming in the sunlight.
"Sansa!" Bran yelled with joy, sprinting toward her. She turned, her eyes wide as he slammed into her. They fell to the ground laughing, the events of the last few months forgotten.
The direwolf puppies yipped their delight, the entire pack swarming over Bran and Sansa. Shaggydog licked Bran's hand; Ghost nuzzled Bran's leg. Grey Wind and Nymeria tugged at Sansa's skirts. Lady seemed to have disappeared.
Bran heard a low whine and turned to see Summer, holding a blood red weirwood leaf in his mouth. Suddenly Bran's mouth was drier than the dust of the crypts.
"The trees, Sansa. The crow said I have to tell you about the trees."
Notes:
Sorry for the delay in updates. I had a little writers block.
Thoughts? Speculation?
The next chapter will be from Sansa’s point of view, and it’s gonna be a doozy 👀
Chapter 16: Sansa V
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Sansa wrapped a bit of fish in a napkin, taking care that no one saw her as she tucked it away in her pocket beside the blood sausage. Now that Father was awake, it was easier to slip to the godswood, and the mama cat deserved a treat.
The kittens mewled greetings at Sansa when she arrived. Their eyes had finally opened, and their personalities were beginning to become more distinct. The ginger kitten climbed on Sansa's lap almost immediately, a quiet purr rumbling in its chest. The white kitten with ginger patches was the most lively, pouncing on its hapless siblings. When a fly landed nearby, the kitten chirped, its green eyes locked on the small black insect as its rear end wiggled.
There were two brown-black tabby kittens. One of them seemed to have wandered off. The other kept close to the mama cat, her eyes suspicious. A grey striped kitten huddled beside her, ready to flee at a moment’s notice. The last kitten was a soft blonde with enormous green eyes. It nuzzled Sansa's hand, rubbing its nose against her palm.
Sansa felt a tugging at her skirts. The missing tabby kitten's tail flicked with excitement, its head fully inside her pocket. She gently pulled the kitten out. It had a corner of the fish clenched in its tiny teeth- it had eaten half of the fish already. Clever little thing. Thank goodness she had already offered the sausage to the weirwood sapling, burying it in a little hole she'd dug with a dead branch. She'd done so every day since her dream of Bran, and the sapling was taller than Sansa now.
"Sansa!" Her septa called from the entrance to the godswood. She could not stay with the kittens all day; it was time to prepare for court.
Sansa frowned as she looked down from the gallery. Septa Mordane had made her promise to be on her best behavior if she was to watch Lord Eddard Stark hold court. Though he had awoken several days past, and Grand Maester Pycelle promised he was on the mend, Sansa did not like it when her father was out of her sight.
Besides, she needed to practice listening to one person speak amongst many. The tourney had been disorienting, even painful. So she had begun focusing on a single noise, a single voice or area, blocking out and ignoring the rest. It was difficult, but it helped, and she needed more practice.
"It will be dull, child," Septa Mordane had warned. "Your lord father shall hear petitions and settle disputes between rival lords. It will last hours, and you will need to listen silently."
Sansa was not deterred. She could handle being bored. But this wasn't boring at all. A group of villagers knelt before the Iron Throne. Their clothes were ripped and bloody; some were shaking. Was it exhaustion from their journey, or was it fear? Father would give them justice, whatever they had suffered. Sansa's ears prickled— she could hear one of the villagers, a girl Sansa's age, sniffling to hold back tears. Sansa was glad she'd daubed scent beneath her nose, or doubtless she'd have smelt the filth and sweat that covered the poor smallfolk.
Three knights stood behind the villagers. Their armor shone, at least where it wasn't splattered with mud, and their surcoats were bright and bold, blazoned with their sigils.
"What houses are they?" Septa Mordane prompted, her voice the softest whisper.
Sansa examined the banners held by men at arms behind the knights. There was a pink maiden dancing on a blue field, a black plowman on a brown field, and a quartered banner, with two white quarters and two black. Each of the white quarters boasted a black dragon, while yellow eyes stared from the black quarters.
"House Piper, House Darry, and House Vance of Wayfarer's Rest. All of them are bannermen of House Tully of Riverrun." These were her mother's people, so they must be Sansa's people too.
The Darry knight began to speak. Several villages in the Riverlands had been attacked, their people killed. Sansa's brow wrinkled. Bandit attacks were terrible, but shouldn't the knights have gone to Lord Tully at Riverrun? Lord Varys seemed to agree with Sansa.
“Brigands, Lord Varys?” The Darry knight replied, his voice angry. “Oh, they were brigands, beyond a doubt. Lannister brigands.”
Lannisters, Sansa thought, goosebumps prickling up her arms. Was injuring her Father and killing Stark men not enough? The North was too far away to attack easily— was that why they'd attacked the lands of Lady Catelyn's family?
Father bid the villagers of Sherrer rise, and all of them staggered to their feet, except for the girl. Her simple blue dress was covered in bloodstains. Her light brown hair was a mass of tangles down her back, and clumps of mud had dried on the back of her dress and at the ends of her hair.
As the villagers told their story, Sansa's heart sank lower and lower. Homes had been burned down, families destroyed.
“They killed my mother too, Your Grace. And they... they...” The girl with the bloody skirts began sobbing.
Bloody skirts... they raped her. Sansa's blood ran cold. She wished she didn't know what rape was, she wished she was ignorant like she'd been before that awful nightmare.
The knights and the village men went on with their tale. Father's eyes snapped with fury, yet the rest of the small council were calm. Grand Maester Pycelle idly stroked his chain as he listened. Lord Baelish wore a lazy smirk. Lord Varys' expression was neutral, perhaps mildly concerned, as though the villagers reported some minor troubles.
Sansa could not believe their indifference. Were they blind and deaf? Did they care nothing for the horrors these people had seen? Smallfolk worked the land, and in exchange, their lords protected them, they defended them from violence. Father would make it right, Father must make it right. The Hand of the King could bring justice.
Sansa's stomach dropped as the knight argued with Grand Maester Pycelle about the huge man who had led the attacks. The Mountain that Rides. Had the Mountain raped the poor girl like he'd raped Princess Elia? Or had it been one of his men?
When Ser Loras Tyrell stepped forward to offer his sword, Sansa's heart leapt. Brave Ser Loras would make it right, he would slay the monster. Lord Eddard glanced aside, calling forth Lord Beric Dondarrion, Thoros of Myr, Ser Gladden Wylde, and Lord Lothar Mallery. Were they to ride beside Loras?
Father's face was stern and unyielding as he passed judgment. Gregor Clegane was attainted, stripped of his titles, and sentenced to death. Sansa should feel sad that a knight had fallen so low, but Gregor Clegane was no true knight. He deserved to die long ago, and now there would be justice for Princess Elia and her babes, and the smallfolk of the Riverlands. Perhaps even for the Hound.
When Father refused Ser Loras, Sansa wondered for a moment if her ears had stopped working. By the time Septa Mordane led her from the gallery, Sansa was bristling with outrage.
"Father should have sent Ser Loras, why wouldn't he let him fight the Mountain?" Sansa said, trying to keep her voice sweet.
"It is not your place to question your lord father's decisions," Septa Mordane scolded. A small laugh interrupted their conversation. It was Lord Baelish. Sansa resisted the sudden urge to hide behind her septa. This man is not safe.
“Oh, I don’t know, septa. Some of her lord father’s decisions could do with a bit of questioning. The young lady is as wise as she is lovely.” Lord Baelish bowed deeply, and Sansa knew he was mocking her.
“The girl was just talking, my lord,” the septa replied. “Foolish chatter. She meant nothing by the comment.”
“Nothing? Tell me, child, why would you have sent Ser Loras?” His face was friendly, but his grey-green eyes reminded Sansa of an old cat at Winterfell.
The cat had lived in the stables, where it caught mice. Sometimes children would try to pet it, and it would lay quietly, nuzzling their hands, perfectly sweet. Until the child was close. Then it would attack, with silent, sudden fury, slashing with its sharp claws until the child was screaming, covered in bloody stripes. Lord Baelish had the same look in his eyes as Sansa explained about heroes and monsters.
“Well, those are not the reasons I’d have given, but...” he reached out, touching her cheek as Sansa tried not to shudder.
“Life is not a song, sweetling. You may learn that one day to your sorrow.”
Lord Baelish left, and all the sounds Sansa had been ignoring during court pressed back in on her.
"—leaving for the Riverlands at dawn-"
"The Lord Hand looked so frail—"
"Why not send the Tyrell boy?"
"The queen is going to be furious—"
Sansa frowned. Somewhere, among all that noise, she could just barely make out the sound of sobbing. The girl. Sansa turned toward the sound of the sobs, moving through the crowd as quickly as she could.
"Young lady, what are you—" Sansa ignored the septa's scolding, intent on the weeping girl.
The villagers were all gathered near the entrance to the hall, waiting aimlessly for their knights to return. The girl was crumpled on the floor beside them, her face buried in her hands, her back against the wall. The villagers stared at Sansa, their eyes bloodshot.
There was no ignoring the smell now. The metallic tang of blood, the foul earthy scent of human waste. Had they soiled themselves in terror during the attack? Suddenly, Sansa felt self-conscious of her perfect dress. Her gown was finely made, her body perfumed lightly. What did she look like to these broken people?
"I am Lady Sansa of House Stark, daughter of Lord Eddard Stark and Lady Catelyn of House Tully," Sansa said. The men bowed deep and the old grandmother attempted a wobbling curtsy.
"Come on," Sansa heard one of the men whisper to the girl sobbing on the floor. "You've got to curtsy, girl, it's the Hand's daughter."
"After what she has been through, there's no need for that," Sansa said, a lump of lead in her tummy. Think. What would mother do? Family, duty, honor. House Tully owed a duty to these people. What would Good Queen Alysanne do?
Life is not a song, sweetling, Lord Baelish's voice echoed in her head. Sansa's blood hummed with fury. Then I will make it a song.
Notes:
Please comment, this chapter is so precious to me. Happy Friday!
Chapter 17: Eddard V
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As Ned Stark limped back to the Tower of the Hand, he wanted nothing more than to eat a quiet supper in his bedchambers and go to sleep. Unfortunately, the gods did not seem to care for his wishes this night. Septa Mordane awaited him at the entrance to the tower, her lips clenched tightly. Vayon Poole stood beside her.
“My Lord Hand, a moment of your time,” the septa said.
Eddard wobbled, his leg exhausted by today’s demands. Alyn slipped an arm under his shoulder, bracing him.
“Yes, septa?” Eddard asked, trying to keep his voice level. Surely the septa could handle whatever Sansa or Arya had done this time.
“My lord, Sansa has...” the septa paused, as though choosing her words carefully.
“What has my daughter done?” Ned asked, impatient and in pain. Vayon Poole answered him.
“My lord, Lady Sansa bid the smallfolk of Sherrer come to the Small Hall for dinner. Ser Raymun Darry, Ser Marq Piper, and Ser Karyl Vance are at the high table even now, awaiting Lady Sansa’s return. She ordered the servants to find spare clothes for the smallfolk, though I told them to await your command before doing so.”
Eddard stared at the steward and the septa. At least Sansa hadn’t gone missing, as Arya had done the day before Jaime Lannister’s attack. She’d returned with wild tales of conspiracies that seemed somewhat less wild now. Meanwhile, Sansa had invited people to dinner.
“How did this happen?” He asked slowly. This time, Septa Mordane answered.
“The child got away from me in the crowd after we left the gallery. By the time I found her, she had already spoken to Ser Marq.”
Eddard almost wanted to laugh. A septa might be in charge of noble young ladies, but they still outranked her. By inviting the knights before the septa could intervene, Sansa had taken advantage of her station.
“Have the servants find the spare clothes,” Eddard told Vayon. Turning to the septa, Eddard frowned. Vayon said the knights awaited Sansa.
“Where is my daughter?”
When Eddard finally limped all the way to Sansa’s chambers, Alyn and Harwin half carrying him, it was to find the doors barred. Desmond, who stood guard, looked very sheepish.
“Sansa ordered me to guard the doors until she was finished,” he explained. Eddard could just barely hear splashing within.
“Finished with what?”
Before Desmond could answer, the door opened a crack. Sansa stood there, in her shift. How had she heard him? The doors were thick, and his voice was low.
“Father, you may come in,” she said, stepping aside. Her eyes glanced at Alyn and Harwin for a moment.
“I will speak with my daughter alone,” Ned told them, his leg screaming as he limped into the room without their support.
But he and Sansa were not alone. Beside a tub full of steaming filthy water stood a young girl, wrapped in an enormous towel. She looked vaguely familiar, her brown eyes huge with fear.
“Merissa, this is my father, Lord Eddard Stark, Hand of the King,” Sansa said gently.
Beside the tub lay a pile of bloody clothes— the girl from Sherrer, Ned realized. Though the girl looked to be a few years older than Sansa, she was several inches shorter, with a slight figure. She was trembling like a leaf as Ned slid into the closest chair.
“We shall speak after you take care of our guest,” Eddard said, turning away to give the girl some privacy.
Sansa moved with a briskness he’d never seen before. Within minutes, she had found an old gown in the bottom of her chest, helped the girl dress while murmuring to her in a gentle voice, and sent the girl down to dinner. When Sansa presented herself in front of his chair, it was with her head held high, her eyes determined. She reminded him of Arya.
“Your septa is not pleased,” he began. “Escaping her supervision is not like you.”
“I had to do something,” Sansa blurted out, her ladylike poise forgotten.
“It has been a long day, Sansa. I did not intend to host knights and smallfolk for dinner- I had hoped to rest my leg and eat in my chambers,” Ned sighed.
“I can host them,” Sansa said, twisting her hands in front of her like the girl of eleven she was.
“Why did you invite them in the first place?”
“They’re mother's people,” Sansa said, confused. “And a true lady comforts and protects her people. Family, duty, honor.”
Ned rubbed his forehead. She wasn’t wrong. If Sansa wished to practice being a great lady, well, her grandfather’s bannermen would likely overlook any minor mistakes. It wasn’t the strangest thing she’d done today.
“Why were you bathing that girl?” Eddard asked. Sansa bit her lip.
“I heard her weeping. She— she was raped like Princess Elia. I thought she’d like to feel clean. She was frightened of the servants so I bathed her myself.”
Was this the same Sansa who left Winterfell? He’d heard her gushing about being queen someday, about having dozens of servants to do everything for her— but that was before Darry, he realized. Who was his daughter now?
“Was it wrong of me?” Sansa asked hesitantly. “I thought it was what a lady should do— what mother or Good Queen Alysanne would do.”
There was his Sansa. It was a kind thought, and did no harm to anyone.
“Very well. You may preside over dinner. When the meal is done, ask the knights to attend me in my solar.”
Sansa’s face broke into a smile, and she hugged him fiercely, though she was mindful of his leg.
“Thank you, thank you!” Ned embraced her, his heart just a little lighter. Then Sansa pulled back, looking down at her feet and biting her lip.
“Father, Merissa has no family left, no home— could I keep her as my maid? Most young ladies at court have several maids.”
Eddard sighed.
“She is not a lost dog, Sansa. She is a girl. The Riverlands are her home, not King’s Landing.”
And I’m planning to send you and Arya North. He would have to tell them tomorrow, he’d put it off for too long already.
“Couldn’t we give her some money? Something to help her? I— I could have less new dresses,” Sansa pleaded, her blue eyes filling with tears.
Ned almost laughed. The cost of one gown would feel a village for months. He really should have the septa explain how much money court dresses cost and how much money smallfolk lived on.
“There’s no need for that. I’ll have Vayon give a small sum to each of the smallfolk,” Ned replied. Sansa hugged him again, and he limped out of her chambers so she could dress for dinner.
When the three knights found him in his solar several hours later, Ned was in a much better mood. His dinner was hot and filling, the pain in his leg had dulled, and Harwin had taken his mind off of court with a story about how he’d seen Arya and Sansa playing with a litter of kittens in the godswood.
“Good sers, I regret I could not join you—” he gestured to his cast “—but I hope dinner was to your liking after your journey,” Eddard said as they took seats across from him.
“Aye, it was,” Ser Karyl Vance answered. “The smallfolk were honored by Lady Sansa’s kindness. You’d think she’d sewn each set of clothes with her own hands.”
“She’s the very image of Lady Catelyn,” Ser Raymun Darry said.
“As beautiful, poised and gracious a lady as many twice her age,” Ser Marq Piper said gallantly.
Eddard did not like the sound of that. Ser Marq was in his early twenties, and while he was the heir to Pinkmaiden, he was no fit suitor for Sansa. Sansa was fit to be a queen, though not to someone as cruel as the current prince. He wondered how Sansa would take the news that he intended to break her betrothal to Joffrey.
“When do you intend to return to the Riverlands?” Ned asked. The knights glanced at each other, and Ser Karyl answered.
“We had planned to leave this evening, before Lady Sansa’s gracious invitation.”
Your smallfolk were half-dead just from walking to King’s Landing, Ned thought angrily. They intended to ride back the same day, with no rest for the battered survivors of Sherrer?
“Why not rest?” Ned said instead. “I shall have chambers prepared for you. It is the least that I may do for bannermen of my goodfather.”
The knights glanced at each other again, this time with amusement.
“Lady Sansa made the same offer, Lord Hand. We thought perhaps she made the offer without your knowing, but if it is your will, we gladly accept,” Ser Raymun replied.
After the knights left, Ned stared at the dying fire. He’d dismissed Vayon, Alyn, and Harwin for a little while, wanting peace before they helped him to bed.
Sansa was growing up so quickly. Joffrey was not worthy of her, but who would be? She shone too brightly for the cold castles of the North, and besides, he didn’t want to show too much favor to one of his bannermen. Renly Baratheon was the Lord of Storm’s End, handsome and gallant, but neither as serious nor as steady as Ned would like. Doran Martell’s heir was an oldest daughter. Robert Arryn was a sickly child, and Sansa’s cousin. The Iron Islands were completely out of the question.
A man who has the Lannisters for his enemies would do well to make the Tyrells his friends, Lord Varys’ voice echoed in Ned’s mind. Willas Tyrell might serve. The heir to Highgarden was crippled, but so was Bran, and Ned loved him no less. By all accounts Willas was handsome, clever, and a great lover of dogs and horses. Sansa would be surrounded by beauty, and she would be a great lady when Willas inherited. Although Willas was in his early twenties... well. There was plenty of time to find Sansa a new betrothed. Soon she and Arya would be safe in the North.
Notes:
Oh, god. Poor Ned.
And we see Sansa go feral in the most eleven year old, Sansa way possible: hosting an unauthorized dinner party and getting smallfolk into clean clothes 😂 good job, honey.
I’m really focusing on having the Starklings act their ages; even with magic she doesn’t understand, Sansa isn’t going to instantly ~change everything~ because she’s 11, with limited power and understanding of politics/adult issues.
Notice the background mention of Arya overhearing Varys and Illyrio like in canon, and Ned brushing it aside, then getting his leg broken, and distracted by other stuff.
Chapter 18: Arya V
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Arya winced as she made her way back to Sansa's chambers. Her water dancing lesson had run long, and she'd picked up some painful new bruises while trying to walk on her hands. At least she'd been able to rummage up some food from the kitchens and her belly was pleasantly full.
Varly stood guard at Sansa's door.
"Arya Underfoot, how is it that for the first time in your life, you are not underfoot? You should have been back hours ago," he scolded quietly.
"I had my dancing lesson," Arya shrugged. Varly wouldn't get her in trouble. Father and Septa Mordane were surely asleep, and Varly was too absentminded to remember to tell them in the morning.
"The Red Keep is not Winterfell," Varly muttered. Arya ignored him and slipped into Sansa's chambers.
The room was dim, the only light coming from the dying fire. Sansa sat before it, nervously braiding and unbraiding her flaming hair. A floorboard creaked, and Sansa looked up, startled.
"Oh, thank the gods, you're safe," Sansa whispered. To Arya's shock, Sansa practically ran at her, her arms wrapping around Arya in a tight hug.
"You're being weird," Arya said flatly, uncomfortable at the sudden display of affection. Sansa sniffled.
"Well, pardon me for worrying about you when the Lannisters are— are—" Sansa began openly weeping.
Arya clumsily patted Sansa's back, completely bewildered. After a few minutes Sansa's sobs grew quieter. Since she didn't have any better ideas, Arya gently pulled Sansa toward the bed.
To Arya's surprise, there were already two lumps curled up under the covers. Arya recognized Jeyne Poole’s dark hair, but not the lighter brown head beside her. Confused, Arya opened her mouth to ask Sansa what was going on— then closed it. Sansa never could tell a story quickly, and Arya wanted to sleep. Once Sansa was curled around the unknown girl, Arya changed into her nightshift and climbed in beside Sansa. Sleep found Arya almost as soon as her head hit the pillow, and she dreamed of wolves.
When Arya awoke, it was to Sansa climbing over her. A sliver of light shone through the window— it was just before dawn. Blearily Arya sat up, rubbing her eyes. Sansa stood by the window, her face rapt.
"What's happening?" Arya yawned.
"The knights are leaving to hunt down Gregor Clegane," Sansa murmured.
Arya pinched herself— no, she was awake. With another yawn Arya dragged her exhausted body out of bed.
"What— for Princess Elia? For her babes?" That didn't make any sense, it had been years and years ago.
"No," Sansa replied, a bitter note creeping into her voice. "Clegane and Lannister men attacked the Riverlands. They burned down a holdfast and murdered a lot of people, women and children too. Father stripped Clegane of his titles and chose men to go after him."
As Arya looked down into the yard she realized why Sansa had risen so early. Banners streamed in the light breeze. Sunlight shone off the knights' armor. Alyn was there, a Stark banner fluttering proudly in his hand. Over a dozen Stark men stood around him. It was like the songs Sansa loved so much.
A low whimper broke their silent watch. The unknown girl was shaking in her sleep. In moments Sansa was beside her, stroking her hair, her voice soft as she sang a lullaby. When the girl stopped moving, Arya tapped Sansa on the shoulder, a question in her eyes.
"She's one of the survivors," Sansa whispered. "Merissa. They—they... I couldn't let her sleep with the others."
Sansa's blue eyes were haunted, as they had been after her nightmare. Arya's stomach dropped as she realized why a smallfolk girl was sleeping in Sansa's bed.
Breakfast was a quiet affair. The Small Hall felt empty with so many of the Stark men gone. Every inch of Arya ached as she sleepily peeled the skin from a blood orange. Sansa and Jeyne were muttering about something. Merissa sat beside Jeyne, picking at her food, her eyes staring at the table. Sansa glanced at her, then turned to Septa Mordane, who was eating porridge.
"Septa, will Lord Beric spike Ser Gregor’s head on his own gate or bring it back here for the king?"
The septa choked on her porridge, outraged.
"A lady does not discuss such things over her porridge. Where are your courtesies, Sansa? I swear, of late you’ve been worse than your sister."
Arya scowled.
"I hope Lord Beric cuts off his head and lets crows peck at it,” Arya growled, determined to be as discourteous as possible. "Someone should cut off Jaime Lannister's head for killing Jory and Wyl and Heward. They could give his head to the queen."
The septa gasped, horrorstruck.
"Young lady, that is enough! It is bad enough that your sister escaped my charge to consort with filthy smallfolk, bathing them herself, ordering that one of them break her fast with us, of all the improper—"
Out of nowhere, an orange hit the septa, striking the middle of her forehead. Sansa stood beside the bowl of oranges, her arm still extended, a stunned look on her face. Before the septa even realized what was happening, Arya flung her orange across the table. It hit the septa in the chest with a wet squish and fell in her lap.
Septa Mordane lurched to her feet, one hand grabbing for a napkin. “Your lord father will hear of this! Go to your chambers, at once. At once!"
Amidst the septa's shouting, Arya could have sworn she heard Merissa laugh.
Sansa cried for a few minutes, then began pacing the room, muttering to herself about the duties of ladies. Still exhausted, Arya took a short nap. When she awoke, Sansa was still pacing. Merissa and Jeyne were off somewhere else, as the septa had refused to let them join Sansa and Arya in Sansa's chambers. Luckily Arya's wooden practice sword was in the room, so Arya practiced, ignoring Sansa. An hour or so later Sansa abruptly came back to herself and forced Arya to take a bath and put on a dress.
It was midday when Septa Mordane finally came for them. She marched them into Lord Eddard's solar, her lips pursed so tight that they disappeared. Father was at a table, bent over a book, but he shut it when he saw them.
“My thanks, Septa Mordane. I would talk to my daughters alone, if you would be so kind.” The septa bowed and left.
"Kindly tell me what happened at breakfast this morning. Your septa's account was a bit confused, perhaps because she could not stop spluttering with fury." Lord Eddard's eyes were stern, but the edge of his mouth quirked up as though he resisted the urge to smile.
Sansa recounted the events of breakfast, her voice quiet and steady. When she was finished, she raised her blue eyes to their father.
"A lady is supposed to help her smallfolk. Duty comes before courtesy, doesn't it?" Sansa pleaded. Lord Eddard covered his mouth, but Arya could still glimpse his smile.
"It does, child. I shall have words with your septa. The oranges, however, were uncalled for, and you will both apologize."
Sansa bowed her head, and Arya nodded. Lord Eddard continued. "I need to speak with you on another matter. I’m sending you both back to Winterfell.”
“You can’t,” Arya said. There was no Syrio Forel at Winterfell, no one who would teach her to be as swift as a deer, as quiet as a shadow, as quick as a snake, as calm as still water.
“Please, Father,” Sansa managed at last. “Please don’t.”
"Every day you seem to grow closer," he said, a tired smile on his face. "Perhaps coming south was not a complete disaster. But your safety is what matters most."
"Winterfell isn't safe either!" Sansa cried. "A man is going to stab mother, I saw him!"
Lord Eddard's face turned as pale as milk.
"What did you say?"
"He was in Bran's room, he was filthy, mother fought with him and he cut her hands with Joffrey's knife!"
Lord Eddard tried to jump to his feet, his injury forgotten. The plaster cast banged against the table, and Lord Eddard fell back in his chair with a sharp cry of pain. Fat Tom burst through the door, but father waved him away, his face grim.
"Sansa, tell me exactly what you saw."
Notes:
Things are moving more quickly now. Thoughts? Speculation?
Chapter 19: Eddard VI
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Eddard pressed a hand to his forehead. Ned believed in the old gods as surely as he believed in the change of seasons and the turning of the moon. They were a part of life, one that he took for granted. He had never heard tell of dreams such as this. His mind reeled at the implications of what Sansa had seen. Cat has taken the wrong Lannister, yet what can I do?
Sansa and Arya watched him, their faces pale and their eyes wide, one pair blue as the sea, one pair grey as clouds. For a moment, he felt as though Cat and the ghost of Lyanna were before him. Yet the details were wrong. Sansa's hair was a lighter shade than Cat’s, yet the red was deeper, unmixed with brown. Arya's hair was cut short, as Lyanna's had never been, and her jaw had Cat's stubborn chin. These were his daughters, not his wife, not his sister. So young to bear such burdens. Too young to truly understand the consequences of each action.
That reminded him of another matter.
"The smallfolk of Sherrer and the Riverlands knights left this morning with Lord Beric and his men." Eddard turned to Sansa, giving her a stern glance. "Your septa informs me that Merissa slept in your chambers and did not depart with them."
His daughters' responses were as he expected. Sansa cast her eyes down, while Arya stared, unafraid.
"She was crying in her sleep so Sansa brought her to our chambers," Arya said. Sansa raised her eyes, encouraged by the support.
"I could hear her crying, father," Sansa said softly. "She was so afraid. Our chambers had a guard, a door with a heavy bar."
Ned sighed.
"And what now? Is she to travel alone, with no protection on the road?"
"She didn't want to go home," Arya muttered.
Eddard rubbed his temple, and called for Septa Mordane. The septa brought the girl swiftly. Merissa looked far better than yesterday, though she seemed nervous. Her light brown hair was in a simple braid, and she was dressed in one of Sansa's old gowns. She curtsied awkwardly, and tried to sink to her knees before Arya grabbed her arm.
"It's just father," Arya said, clearly perplexed.
"Merissa," Eddard said kindly. "I regret that you were not able to depart with the rest of Sherrer. It may take a few weeks to make arrangements for you to return home. But my daughter claims you don't wish to go home. Is that true?"
Merissa hesitated, then nodded.
"What skills do you have, child?" Ned asked. If she did not wish to return to Sherrer, work would need to be found for her.
"My mother and I have- we had a few cows," Merissa said, so quiet he could barely hear her. "I fed them and milked them."
The only cows in the city were those needed for fresh milk for the kitchens of the richest nobles and merchants. Ned stroked his chin, thinking.
"Couldn't Merissa serve as my maid, just for a few weeks?" Sansa asked. "I could teach her to sew and do my hair, and then she could come North—"
"Yes, perhaps we could send her north someday," Ned said hurriedly. A milkmaid did not need to know of their plans- indeed, it was better for her own safety that she didn't.
"Are there cows there?" Merissa asked, a tiny bit of hope in her voice.
"Oh, yes, but they're different than the cows here. Much fuzzier, since it gets so cold," Arya interjected.
Eddard gave Septa Mordane the necessary directions. Merissa was to be given appropriate clothes and a pallet in Sansa's chambers. The septa would instruct her in the basic duties and courtesies of a maid.
Once the septa and the milkmaid were gone, Ned looked at his daughters. There was still the matter of Tyrion Lannister. Grand Maester Pycelle would doubtless be delighted to send a raven telling Cat to release Tyrion. But before Ned sent a raven, he must be sure of the letter's contents.
"Have you had any other strange dreams?" Ned asked. Sansa bit her lip, her eyes downcast.
"I... I had dreams of Joffrey as a child, hurting Myrcella, hurting a cat, hurting Tommen," Sansa said slowly, her voice trembling.
Ned's heart clenched. Robert must have known of this. He had known of this, and sought to place Ned's daughter under the protection of such a cruel boy? Ned's mind was made up. Robert could rant and rave at Ned, but he would not have his daughter.
"All the more reason to send you to Winterfell. When you’re old enough, I will make you a match with a high lord who’s worthy of you, someone brave and gentle and strong. This match with Joffrey was a terrible mistake."
Given that she had seen the prince send a catspaw after her brother and hurt his own siblings, Eddard expected Sansa to be relieved. Instead, her eyes went wide with fear.
"You can't! I promised the old gods, I told them if they brought Lady back I'd plant weirwoods when I was queen, I can't break my oath!" Sansa cried.
Eddard sighed heavily. Children got the strangest ideas into their heads.
"Lady is dead, Sansa," he said gently. "The old gods do not bargain like merchants at a fair. They will not punish you for failing to wed Joffrey."
Sansa twisted her hands in her lap, her brow furrowed as she thought.
"Maybe I could- maybe I could gentle him, maybe I could help him be a good king."
Arya snorted.
"You'd have an easier time making the old king stop drinking."
"Arya, quiet." Ned commanded, his heart sinking as the truth of her words sank in. "Winterfell is safest for both of you. I will hear no arguments on this matter."
Sansa and Arya both began speaking at the same time, one frantic, one calm.
"But I promised—" Sansa cried.
"—my water dancing lessons?" Arya said, her little face wistful.
“I am looking for a fast trading galley to take you home. These days, the sea is safer than the kingsroad. You will sail as soon as I can find a proper ship, with Septa Mordane and a complement of guards... and yes, with Syrio Forel, if he agrees to enter my service. But say nothing of this. It’s better if no one knows of our plans, and we cannot trust anyone outside our household.”
Arya frowned, her little face confused.
"I thought the king was your friend," she said. Ned sighed.
"When we were boys, yes. But now... three of my men, slaughtered in the street, and Robert goes hunting. I hope that Robert will set things right when he returns, but I will not have you two in danger."
"You're not coming with us?" Sansa asked, her voice shaking.
"I am still Hand of the King. My duty is here," Ned told her sadly. Sansa burst into tears.
Damn Robert for making me Hand again. Eddard doubted Robert would actually make Jaime Lannister Hand as he had threatened, but he could not leave the city while the king was hunting. He was a Stark of Winterfell, not a craven who would flee rather than face his duty. But it hurt to watch his daughter weep, her sobs so forceful he could not make out the words she attempted to say. Arya awkwardly patted her sister on the back, and Sansa's sobbing finally subsided enough that she could speak.
"If I'm not safe with Joffrey, you're not safe with the king. He's Joffrey's father," Sansa sniffled. Ned frowned.
"I may not like all he does, but Robert is nothing like Joffrey," Ned said sternly.
Sansa blew her nose into a handkerchief, a weak smile on her face.
"No, he isn't," Sansa said, her eyes thoughtful. "Joffrey looks more like his uncle than the king."
The world dropped away. There was a pounding in Ned's ears.
Joffrey looks more like his uncle than the King. The prince's face swam into view, his golden curls shining like the sun. The image shifted, and Ned saw Jaime Lannister sitting on the Iron Throne, a boy of seventeen with the same face.
The seed is strong! All those bastards, from the child in the Vale to the blacksmith's boy to tiny Barra cradled in her mother's arms. Every single one with hair black as coal. The truth twisted inside Ned like a knife in the dark. This was the sword that killed Jon Arryn, and it will kill us all if I make but one mistake.
Notes:
Thoughts? Speculation?
Chapter 20: Arya VI
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Quiet as a shadow. It was growing harder and harder for Arya to slip away from the guards. The closer it got to their departure, the closer they watched. Her water dancing lessons with Syrio were now the only time that she had to herself. Since they did not finish at the same time every day, she'd taken to visiting the godswood after her lessons.
It was even more difficult for Sansa to slip away. Septa Mordane kept a close eye on her as she helped the septa teach Merissa. The milkmaid knew how to mend her own clothes and how to make a simple dress, but she knew nothing of the embroidery done by ladies and their maids, or how to curtsy for a knight versus a lord.
"I miss the sapling," Sansa had confided last night, after Jeyne Poole and Merissa fell asleep. "I promised I'd take care of it, and now..."
Feeling guilty about her own freedom, Arya had promised to tend the weirwood tree. She'd stopped by the kitchens after her lessons, getting her hands on a few leftover fish. She'd even managed to get a raw steak, telling the cooks it was for a bruise on her cheek. The afternoon sun was warm as Arya used her hands to bury the steak in the soft earth by the sapling.
Now for her other task. With soft feet Arya crept under the old oak that served as the heart tree, pushing aside the bushes so she could crawl beneath them.
The mama cat chirped, excited by the smell of fish. She ate delicately, stripping skin and flesh in bites so ladylike they would have impressed Sansa. Then, she nosed at her kittens. The ginger and white, who was always hungry, was the first to dive in. The two tabbies were close behind, while the grey, blonde, and ginger kittens seemed less interested.
"I'm going to miss you," Arya whispered to the mama cat as she scratched under her chin.
The mama cat licked her thumb. It had been pleasant having the extra food and attention, though the mama cat didn't quite understand why Arya was leaving. It's dangerous, Arya told her, there's lions all around.
The mama cat wrinkled her nose and sneezed, offended. If there were big predators around, she would have smelled them. And if a girl was daring enough to catch the Beast, two-leggers shouldn't scare her. The Beast? Arya asked, scratching the mama cat's ear.
An image floated in Arya's mind. She was much smaller, and her vision had less color. An old black tomcat with a torn ear hissed at her. The mama cat couldn't imagine anything scarier than the tomcat. He'd been lord of the castle since before the mama cat was born. Her own mother had warned her not to take his food or get in his way.
Two-leggers are meaner , Arya told the cat as she curled up beside her. Her lessons had worn her out, and it was a nice soft place for a nap.
The she-wolf's tail wagged as she leaped onto the smaller wolf. Their bellies were full of meat, their thirst sated by the stream nearby. Now the pack tested their strength against each other, pouncing and wrestling like pups.
Arya stirred. The mama cat was licking her nose. Covering a yawn, Arya was about to stand up when she heard voices. She froze, careful not to rustle the foliage that concealed her.
“—why you called me here, Lord Stark? To pose me riddles? Or is it your intent to seize me, as your wife seized my brother?” The woman’s voice was familiar, but Arya could not quite place it.
“I sent a raven over a week ago commanding my wife to release him,” Eddard said softly. “Did Grand Maester Pycelle not inform you?”
There was a long pause. Arya rubbed her eyes, pushing away the remnants of drowsiness.
“Has he done this before?” Her Father sounded sad.
“Once or twice.” At last Arya recognized the queen's cold, elegant voice. “Never on the face before. Jaime would have killed him, even if it meant his own life.”
Arya carefully adjusted her position, peering through the leaves. Her father sat on the grass, his leg with the plaster cast extended awkwardly. Beside him sat the queen in a long brown cloak, the simplest thing Arya had ever seen her wear. Her cheek was swollen.
“My brother is worth a hundred of your friend,” the queen was saying.
“Your brother?” Father said evenly. “Or your lover?”
“Both.” Arya pressed her hands to her mouth, covering the gasp that had almost escaped her.
“Since we were children together. And why not? The Targaryens wed brother to sister for three hundred years, to keep the bloodlines pure. And Jaime and I are more than brother and sister. We are one person in two bodies. We shared a womb together. He came into this world holding my foot, our old maester said. When he is in me, I feel... whole.”
The queen smiled, and Arya felt sick.
“My son Bran...” Arya had never heard her Father sound so lost, yet so certain.
"He saw us," the queen said flatly.
It took Arya a moment to understand, then rage flowed through her veins. If only Needle weren't back in Sansa's chambers! Arya would have burst through the foliage and stuck the queen with the pointy end. The voices dulled, becoming a soft hum as Arya thought of revenge.
Then, a slap rang out. Father's cheek was red and the queen was shouting at Father, shouting at him about Jon.
Father answered softly. Exile? Father was going to let the queen and her brother live? Arya supposed that it wasn't dainty Myrcella or chubby Tommen's fault who their parents were, but the queen and the Kingslayer had tried to kill Bran, and Joffrey had tried to finish him off.
At last the queen pulled up her hood and slipped away into the dusk. Her father sat like a statue, his eyes uplifted at the stars that shimmered coldly in the deep blue sky.
The minute she saw the layer of mud and grime on Arya's clothes, Sansa's lips tightened. Then, she smiled, a placid, proper smile that chilled Arya to her bones.
"A lady's maid often helps her lady bathe," Sansa said sweetly, gesturing for Merissa. Jeyne Poole sat beside her, needlework on her lap.
Arya backed up, holding her wooden sword out in front of her. Her news was more important than a bath. Jeyne chuckled, and Arya stuck her tongue out.
"You'll have to excuse her," Jeyne said. "She prefers swords to sewing. Or bathing, apparently."
Arya rolled her eyes. She didn't mind taking a bath, but it took time she didn't have right now.
"I need to speak to my sister. Alone," Arya said firmly. Sansa tilted her head, then smiled.
"Jeyne, why don't you take Merissa to your chambers and teach her a new braid?"
When the door shut behind them, Arya began speaking quickly, explaining everything that had happened after her water dancing lessons.
As she began to recount the conversation between their Father and the queen, Sansa rose to her feet, pacing, her face pale. She was breathing loudly. Arya half-expected Sansa to shriek in outrage when she heard that the Kingslayer was Joffrey's father, that they had thrown Bran off the tower, but Sansa just breathed faster and louder.
"—and then the queen said when you play the game of thrones, you win or die, and then she left," Arya concluded.
Her sister wobbled on her feet, clutching a chair for support. It wasn't enough, and she sank to the floor. Sweat shone on her face, and her hands trembled.
"Sansa?"
Sansa pulled her knees up, wrapping her arms around them as she panted, her eyes wide with fear.
Oh, if only Maester Luwin was here, not that awful Pycelle. Shallow breaths are the sign of a beaten foe, Syrio's voice echoed. They'd been practicing for hours, and she was tired and sweaty, her breaths coming quickly as she gasped for air. A water dancer breathes slowly, deeply, his mind and body calm.
Arya grabbed Sansa's arms, her grubby hands smearing the ivory silk. Usually Sansa would have shrieked and batted her hands away before she could ruin such a fine gown. That she didn't was a very bad sign.
"Breathe with me, Sansa," Arya ordered.
She inhaled, counted to four, then exhaled, counting to four again. Arya had to repeat the count several times before Sansa began to breathe with her, her breaths ragged.
"The queen will have us killed, the queen will have us killed like Lady and the butcher boy," Sansa gasped, tears sliding down her cheeks. "Or she'll send the Kingslayer to kill Father like he killed Jory!"
"She wouldn't dare," Arya said, digging in her pockets for a handkerchief that was only somewhat dirty. She handed it to Sansa, who blew her nose.
"We'll be on a ship in a few days. The king hates the queen- I bet she's already packing to leave. Besides, they can't touch Father," Arya said, trying to sound more confident than she felt.
"But what if they come for us before then?" Sansa whispered. "What if they come for me like they came for Princess Elia?"
Silence fell. Arya was glad she had not shared Sansa's dream— her imagination was frightening enough. The longer the silence lasted, the more Arya felt the need to move, to do something. She fetched her wooden practice sword and ran through a drill, her arms screaming with exhaustion. At last, as she put the wooden sword away, an idea came to her.
"Princess Elia was all alone," Arya said, coming to stand before Sansa. "You have me."
She drew Needle from its sheath. The firelight flickered over the cold steel as Arya took her stance, holding her blade as a bravo would. Sansa stared, her lips parted.
"I'll be your sworn shield," Arya said, summoning up all her courage. "I'll swear an oath and everything. Beneath the weirwood tree."
Sansa sat up.
They made no noise as they walked to the godswood, their path lit by moonlight. Arya had expected Sansa to trip or catch her skirts, but she seemed to see better in the dark than Arya did. Once, Sansa stopped Arya, pulling her against a wall. A few minutes later, a guard walked past, his armor clinking quietly.
The weirwood sapling was taller than Sansa, its bone white branches slender but strong. The red leaves grew in thickly, covering the ends of the branches, and here and there little white flowers bloomed.
Sansa stood beneath the tree, her ivory gown shining in the moonlight under her cloak.
"I, uhm, I don't know the words," Arya confessed. Sansa sighed and shook her head.
"I can teach you, the oath is short."
Sansa repeated the words several times, making Arya say them until she could remember the entire oath.
"Now what?" Arya asked.
"A knight begins by kneeling and laying his sword at his lady's feet," Sansa said. Well, she wasn't a knight, but Arya knelt anyway, laying Needle before Sansa.
"I will shield your back and keep your counsel and give my life for yours, if need be. I swear it by the old gods.” A sense of purpose flowed over Arya like a cloak.
“And I vow that you shall always have a place by my hearth and meat and mead at my table, and pledge to ask no service of you that might bring you into dishonor. I swear it by the old gods."
Sansa picked up Needle and handed it back to Arya, her eyes solemn but her lips quirked up in a smile. Gone was the girl so scared she could not breathe. For the first time, Sansa reminded Arya of their Father.
"Arise.”
Arya stood, her knees creaking. "The ground is cold," she said, brushing bits of grass off her legs. She glanced at Sansa- she was stroking the weirwood's bark reverently.
"You'll need a face soon," Sansa whispered, caressing the trunk.
"Sansa!" Arya hissed. "We need to hurry back before we're caught!"
With a sigh Sansa released the tree and stepped back. She looked up, as though drinking in the sight of it. Suddenly, Sansa frowned, her eyes fixed on the leaves.
Arya followed her gaze. She couldn't see anything, so she moved closer, standing beside Sansa. There was a deeper shade of red against one of the branches. With careful fingers Arya reached out. Her hand closed around something round and smooth, and she pulled gently. With a quiet rustle she plucked it from the tree, then held her hand open to examine it.
"What is it?" Sansa said softly.
It looked like a pear, but it was a deep crimson red. Arya rubbed the fruit against her tunic, turning it in her hand to see how it shone in the moonlight. She had never heard of a weirwood bearing fruit.
The fruit looked plump and juicy, and for a moment Arya wanted nothing more than to bite into it. The leaves rustled, almost as if the weirwood was trying to speak.
"Arya?" Sansa whispered, her hand reaching out.
Somehow, Arya found the strength to yield the fruit to Sansa.
Sansa sank her teeth into the skin of the fruit, bone white against blood red. Juice smeared Sansa's lips as she took a dainty nibble. She grimaced, pausing for a long moment before forcing herself to swallow. Yet she took a second bite. This time Sansa swallowed without hesitation, her pupils blown wide.
Arya stepped back as Sansa devoured the fruit, ravenous, her teeth ripping at the flesh, her pink tongue lapping at the dripping red juice. At last she licked her lips clean, a cluster of white seeds all that remained.
That night, Arya dreamt of blood.
Notes:
Thoughts? Speculation?
About 6 chapters remain in Part I: Wolf Pup, which follows the timeline of Game of Thrones.
Chapter 21: Sansa VI
Chapter Text
When Sansa awoke her chambers were dark as pitch. Slowly Sansa's eyes adjusted. Jeyne Poole and Merissa lay next to each other, Jeyne curled on her side, Merissa on her belly. Arya was making little woofing noises in her sleep, her body warm against Sansa's back. It was the middle of the night, but Sansa could not fall back asleep.
Her dreams had been strange, as they had been since eating the bloody fruit. She'd seen a wolf with a limp, a mockingbird fluttering around the wolf's head. Then a pack of lions came, their teeth bared, their claws sharp. The mockingbird flew about the wolf, urging the wolf on, then suddenly flew to land on a lioness's back.
Sansa fluffed her pillow, frustrated. Father had told her to share any strange dreams, but should she wake him? He needed his sleep so badly, he always looked exhausted. Then Sansa remembered. She was to leave on the morrow, to take the ship north with Arya and Jeyne and Merissa and their septa. She'd best tell him now, otherwise she might forget in the morning.
Carefully Sansa slipped from the bed, pulling a robe over her shift. The passage was dim, lit only by torchlight as Sansa made her way to the Hand's chambers. She was nearing his solar when she heard voices, muffled by a door but still clear.
“— have no fear, my good lord. For the sake of the love I bear for Catelyn, I will go to Janos Slynt this very hour and make certain that the City Watch is yours. Six thousand gold pieces should do it."
Lord Baelish's mocking voice sent a cold shudder through Sansa. Why would the Hand need to buy the City Watch? The door creaked, and Sansa fled, her purpose forgotten. By the time she reached her bed and hid under the covers she was covered in droplets of sweat, yet she still felt cold. Lord Baelish had known her mother, he had loved Lady Catelyn Tully... everything would be well.
Then she remembered the mockingbird and the limping wolf. What was the sigil of House Baelish? Sansa wracked her memory, and sighed with relief when at last she remembered. Their sigil was the grey face of the Titan of Braavos, with flaming eyes on a green field. Yet still it troubled her. She had seen a mockingbird recently, she knew she had. But where? Sansa was still trying to remember when sleep found her.
Sansa awoke to the sound of metal crashing in her ears. It was just past dawn. While Jeyne and Merissa still slumbered, Arya was already at the window, dressed in her ratty leathers and roughspun.
"They just started," Arya said.
Below in the yard were at least a dozen men in mail and crimson cloaks. Lannister guards, Sansa thought, her heart pounding like a rabbit's. The Hound was there, riding an enormous horse, a lance in his hand. He charged at a straw dummy, and Sansa looked away, rubbing her ears as the dummy exploded. Usually Sansa ignored the sounds of metal, given how often she heard armor as knights walked through the keep, or the sound of guards' swords brushing against chainmail.
She couldn't eat anything at breakfast, though Arya ate enough for both of them. To Arya's delight, Father agreed to a last water dancing lesson, so long as she was bathed and changed by midday.
"May I visit the godswood?" Sansa asked quietly. She'd been unable to sneak away since the night Arya had sworn to her, the night she'd eaten the bloody fruit.
Father paused.
"Her things are all packed, my lord," the septa conceded. Sansa smiled at her gratefully. "I can fetch her before midday."
"I'd prefer she not go alone," her lord father said. The septa rarely stepped foot inside the godswood of Winterfell, and she had no interest in the godswood of the Red Keep.
"She should have a guard, but I cannot spare a single man," Father said, a frown on his face. For a moment Sansa hesitated.
"It is a holy place— surely I don't need a guard?" Sansa asked. Eddard leaned back in his chair, worry draped over him like a cloak. At last he nodded heavily, and Sansa slipped a knife from the table into her pocket.
This time Sansa could see what she was doing, and she examined the pale bark for a long time before she began to carve. First she gave it a mouth, a mouth that reminded her of Arya's stubborn grin. Then, she carved a nose, the nose that she saw every day on her father's face.
At last she came to the eyes, and there she hesitated. Should she give it mother's eyes, with the delicate arch of her eyebrows? Mother did not keep the old gods. Father's eyes didn't seem right either, and Sansa couldn't quite remember Robb's eyes, not enough to carve them. I know my own eyes well enough, she decided finally. She set to work, careful to keep her sleeves away from the sap that dripped from the nose and mouth.
Sansa stepped back and gazed at her work. The tree smiled back, red sap dripping from her eyes like tears. Bran had said that men sacrificed to the trees, but Sansa couldn't kill a person, not even the awful prince. Dimly Sansa heard the sound of the kittens mewling, and she pushed the thought away immediately. No, her own blood had fed the seed, and her own blood would have to do now.
With trembling hands Sansa rolled up one of her sleeves. Pricking her fingers didn't produce much blood— not enough for a sapling. Sansa nicked herself halfway up her forearm, then pressed the wound against the weirwood's trunk, squeezing her arm to help the blood flow.
When the blood eased to a trickle, Sansa staunched the wound with a handkerchief, then tied the handkerchief around her arm. Her sleeves were huge, and easily covered the bandage. Now for one last farewell.
"Here, kitty kitty," Sansa whispered as she crept toward the bushes.
Four of the kittens ran out to greet her. The blonde one trotted out, mewing gently. The white and ginger one was so eager that it bowled over the ginger one, making Sansa laugh. One of the tabbies sniffed at her skirts, then crept back under the bushes, clearly disappointed by the lack of fish. The other tabby and the grey hid with the mama cat in the foliage.
With gentle hands Sansa picked up the ginger kitten. It was the friendliest, the most eager for affection. It purred loudly against her cheek as she stroked its soft fur. Just there, the ginger kitten ordered as she scratched under its chin. Sansa almost dropped it in surprise. When Arya swore the mama cat had talked to her, Sansa had thought she was japing, or mistaking a dream for reality. I wish I could take you with me, Sansa thought wistfully. A kitten wasn't Lady, but it was still sweet.
For a moment Sansa enjoyed the kitten's nuzzles, the wind rustling in Sansa's hair. She sighed, and opened herself to the sounds of the Keep. She was fairly sure she could hear Arya's lessons, if she focused— the Small Hall was near enough, and usually had a door or two open.
“My father wouldn’t send you,” Arya snarled. Men were laughing, strange men. Why were there strange men at Arya's water dancing lesson?
“Put down the stick, girl,” a man ordered her gruffly. “I am a sworn brother of the Kingsguard, the White Swords.” But which one? Sansa couldn't place the voice.
“So was the Kingslayer when he killed the old king,” Arya said. “I don’t have to go with you if I don’t want."
“Take her,” the knight said. What? Why would a knight take Arya?
Clang!
This time Sansa did drop the kitten as she clapped her hands over her ears. A man was screaming— Quent, Quent was screaming. Quent who had smiled at her when she left the Tower of the Hand this morning.
Suddenly Sansa was drowning in noise. She heard the thud of axes against a door— the door to the Tower of the Hand. Septa Mordane was shouting Sansa’s name, then suddenly she was silenced. Swords clashed back and forth. Arya screamed for her dancing master to run. She heard Desmond over by the stables, swearing terrible curses at his foes. Hullen screamed, and there was a dull thump— he'd fallen. He begged for mercy, he was only a horsemaster, he had no sword— there was a squishing sound as someone stabbed him, over and over again. Stark men were all around, their voices filled with fear, and everywhere they were surrounded by strange voices, jeering voices, and the clang of weapons.
Arya, where was Arya? Where was Father? Sansa was torn between her desire to flee the godswood, to see what was happening, to find Father, and her desire to hide where no one would ever find her.
Fear won out, and Sansa dove under the bush, the kittens yowling as they sprang out of her way. Sansa wept as she listened to the moans of dying men coming from the Tower of the Hand. Were Arya and Father dead now too?
"You liar!" Arya, Arya was in the stables, Arya was alive! Sansa tried to calm herself, to breathe deep as Arya had shown her, blocking out everything but the sound of Arya's steps as she moved about the stables. Then she heard a second set of steps, and her stomach dropped.
“There she is,” a voice hissed.
Sansa could barely breathe as Arya begged the boy for help, as he said that Father was dead, as he told Arya to come with him. Sansa almost fainted when she heard the quiet squish of a blade entering a body, the thump and clang of something—a weapon?— falling to the ground.
“Oh, gods,” the boy moaned. “Take it out.”
Relief mixed with horror as Sansa realized that Arya must have stabbed him. Then the horses were screaming, and Sansa couldn't hear Arya anymore. She had to be safe, she had to be, Arya was the brave one. But what if she wasn't? The noises rolled back in, as brutal as the tide, and Sansa could not stop weeping.
Someone was coming. Long, dragging steps entered the godswood. Sansa froze, peering through the foliage. She saw a grey cloak trimmed in white— Quent, it was Quent, his hand clutching his belly. There was a gash on his face. A dark patch stained the front of his tunic. Something greyish-purple was against his hand— his guts, Sansa realized, biting her lip so hard it bled.
"Sansa?" he whispered, looking around. She did not make a sound. A dead man could not save her. With faltering steps Quent made his way to the weirwood tree.
"I tried," he told the old gods. Whatever strength had brought him so far, it failed him now. Quent fell to his knees, his blood smearing the weirwood's roots, his guts spilling on the ground.
A rough tongue lapped at Sansa's hand- the ginger kitten. Dimly Sansa realized the kittens were all curled up against her belly, the mama cat standing guard at the edge of the foliage. When Ser Arys Oakheart found her, just before dusk, it was with all of them curled in her arms. He led her out of the godswood, past the weeping weirwood tree.
Quent's body was gone.
They locked her in a room in Maegor's Holdfast. Ser Arys had coaxed her out from her hiding place with gentle words, and he had not objected when the entire family of cats trailed behind her skirts. All but the ginger kitten, who Sansa clasped in her arms. A guard in a crimson cloak had tried to take them away, before they locked her in, but Ser Arys stopped him with a shake of his head.
Servants brought her dinner, a simple meal of venison and fresh bread. She was still weak from the blood she’d given the weirwood, so she forced herself to eat. Her strength slowly returned, though she could not taste a single bite. None of the servants would tell her what was happening, and she could not stop weeping.
It was late when they shoved Jeyne and Merissa through the door, Jeyne hysterical and covered in bruises, Merissa silent and staring. Sansa took a deep breath, doing her best to brush her own concerns aside. A lady must provide comfort in times of fear, and Jeyne and Merissa were in her charge.
Providing comfort proved difficult. Jeyne couldn't stop sobbing about her father. Had they killed the gentle steward too, like they'd killed Hullen, who treated his horses like his own children, who had taught her to ride without shaming her for being afraid? Sansa could not find the right words, so with gentle hands she guided Jeyne to a chair and set the blonde kitten on her lap. Then she brushed Jeyne's long dark hair, braiding it in a northern style that Jeyne had long admired.
Merissa was on the bed hiding under the blankets, the mama cat and several of the kittens curled up beside her. She was shaking, but no sound passed her lips. When Sansa was done with Jeyne's hair, she curled around the lump that was Merissa, stroking her back and singing softly as mother did when they were sick. Jeyne curled around Sansa's other side, clasping her tight, and the three of them drifted to sleep.
The second day was worse. Jeyne still cried for her father, and Merissa barely spoke. Even with the window open Sansa could not breathe. The noises below were completely normal, the hustle and bustle of cooks and grooms and guards. It was as if yesterday was a terrible nightmare, but for the dark patches of dried blood all around the yard.
Servants brought them food, and water for Sansa to bathe. They even brought some of Sansa’s and Jeyne’s things from the Tower of the Hand. But they would not say a word, not about Father, not about Arya. They almost seemed frightened of Sansa. That made no sense to her— they were Lannister servants, and Lannister guards had killed every Stark man they could find. What was there for them to fear? Sansa almost wanted to scream, to force them to face what had happened.
On the third day, they came for her.
Notes:
I’ve been waiting so long to write this chapter. What do you guys think?
Next up- Sansa is brought to the Queen and the council.
Chapter 22: Sansa VII
Chapter Text
As Ser Boros Blount led Sansa out of Maegor's Holdfast, she did her best to calm her racing heart. The bells at sunset the night before boded ill— the king was dead, Sansa knew it, and she was surrounded by Lannisters and their men.
When Ser Boros came for her, with his bald head and his flat stare, Sansa had wanted to hide like Merissa, to weep like Jeyne. Sansa only managed to leave her room with her head held high by clinging to her courtesies. A lady’s armor is courtesy , Septa Mordane once said, and Sansa needed armor to face the brutes who had killed Hullen and Quent and...and... no, she would not think of it, they would not dare.
So she had forced herself to smile, and compliment the ugly knight on his splendid garb, and bid good morrow to the Lannister guards who surrounded her door. Had one of them killed Quent, striking the blow that spilled his guts like ribbons? Had one of them stabbed Hullen, who only ever wanted to care for his horses?
Ser Boros led her to the council chambers and knocked loudly. What were they going to do to her? Sansa strained to hear the soft voices within.
"—a stupid girl, and wet with love for Joffrey. Let me manage her," the queen said coolly. How had Sansa ever trusted her, loved her, believed her to be kind? The voices died, and Ser Mandon Moore admitted them.
The chambers were lavishly decorated, a wonder to behold, but Sansa took no joy in the sight. Queen Cersei sat at the end of a long table, in a black gown with rubies like drops of blood. Lord Baelish, Grand Maester Pycelle, and Lord Varys sat around her. Baelish frightened her with his cold eyes, Pycelle sickened her with his defense of the Mountain, and Lord Varys... Sansa didn't know what to make of Lord Varys. She wished she were back in Winterfell's plain halls, among folk she knew and loved.
Cersei smiled to see her, and Sansa's tummy roiled with unease. “Sansa, my sweet child,” she said, “I know you’ve been asking for me. I’m sorry that I could not send for you sooner. Matters have been very unsettled, and I have not had a moment. I trust my people have been taking good care of you?”
Sansa's lips had gone dry. She must be courteous, she must say nothing to hurt Father or Arya.
“Everyone has been very sweet and pleasant, Your Grace, thank you ever so much for asking,” Sansa said politely. “Only, well, no one will talk to us or tell us what’s happened, or where my sister is...”
“Us?” Cersei seemed puzzled, and Sansa bit her tongue until she tasted coppery blood. Already she had failed her people.
“We put the steward’s girl in with her, and a maid” Ser Boros said, before Sansa could think of what to say. “We did not know what else to do with them.”
The queen frowned. “Next time, you will ask,” she said, her voice sharp. “The gods only know what sort of tales they've been filling Sansa’s head with.”
"They've not said anything, your Grace," Sansa said earnestly, fighting the urge to cry. "They're frightened, they're good girls, I'm teaching them needlework."
Queen Cersei looked at each of the councillors in turn. “It is not the duty of the prince's betrothed to teach needlework to girls so far beneath her. What shall we do with these little friends of hers, my lords?”
Not Lord Baelish, anyone but him , Sansa prayed, but it was no use. Sansa's skin crawled as the queen entrusted them to Baelish's care and ordered that they be gone before Sansa returned. Not a word was said about Arya— had she escaped? Or had they killed her?
The queen bid Sansa sit beside her. As Sansa sat, she felt eyes crawling over her body. Baelish was staring at her as though she were naked, a sly smile on his face. Sansa shivered, and tried to compose herself by examining his tunic. It was of fine green velvet, stitched with golden mockingbirds.
Mockingbirds. Lord Baelish's insolent voice echoed in her head. For the sake of the love I bear for Catelyn, I will go to Janos Slynt this very hour and make certain that the City Watch is yours. Sansa couldn't think, she couldn't breathe. Dimly she realized tears were pouring down her cheeks.
"Sweetling?" the queen said, her voice as sweet as honey. "Are you well?"
No, Sansa was not well, her Father and Arya were gone and here she sat with the man who betrayed them and the queen who had ordered the deaths of all the Stark men. Someone was panting heavily, choking on air. The world spun, and she swayed in her seat.
"Pycelle," the queen ordered, and within moments something awful was thrust before Sansa's nose, something with the most wretched stench she had ever smelled. She must be brave, brave like Arya, strong like mother. Sansa forced herself to take a long, slow breath, then let it out.
"You worried us, child," Queen Cersei cooed, a look of concern on her beautiful face. "What has upset you so?"
"I- I-" Sansa stammered, desperately trying to think of what to say. A stupid girl, wet with love for Joffrey. "I'm frightened that you hate me, that Joffrey hates me," Sansa managed, trying to sound as lovestruck as she had felt at Winterfell.
The queen's face softened, and she laid a hand on Sansa's wrist.
"Sweet child, why would you think that?"
"Because— because I was locked in a room for days," she replied. The queen shook her head, the very image of motherly sorrow.
"That was for your own safety, sweetling. We found you all alone in the godswood, without a guard in sight. Why were you there, sweetling?"
"I- I was hiding there, Your Grace," Sansa said. "And then I fell asleep, I slept all day, until Ser Arys found me.” She must make them think her stupid, stupid and trusting.
The queen’s lips tightened for a moment, and Sansa’s breath caught in her throat.
“Hiding from what, dear child?” Cersei asked.
“From- from- from my father, your grace, he said he wanted to send me away from Joffrey.” Sansa rubbed her eyes as though she was about to start crying again. “Please don’t let him, I love Joffrey.” The queen smiled— Sansa had passed the test.
"I know, sweetling, and Joffrey loves you dearly.” Sansa forced herself to gasp with delight, but the queen shook her head.
“I am afraid we have some grave news about your lord father. You must be brave, child."
What followed was a dizzying back and forth between the queen and her councilors as they recounted Eddard Stark’s supposed treason. Their eyes watched her every move, their ears heard her every gasp of disbelief. With voices as gentle as poison they sighed over her traitor’s blood, her unfitness to marry Joffrey. Littlefinger defended her, claiming she resembled her mother, but he was no friend. They all wanted something from her, and they were toying with her like the kittens toyed with grasshoppers. Sansa did not have to pretend to be afraid.
At last Cersei Lannister came to the point. They wanted her kin to stay loyal. As loyal as you were to the king? Sansa thought. She wondered what the queen would do if she dared say such a thing. Rip out her tongue like King Aerys had done to Sir Ilyn Payne? The thought made her tremble.
The queen took Sansa’s hand in both of hers, gently rubbing her hand as if to soothe her. “Child, do you know your letters?”
Sansa nodded nervously. She could read and write better than any of her brothers, Maester Luwin said so. She spelled the words right every time, and didn’t smudge the ink.
The queen asked— in truth, she ordered— Sansa to write to her family, tell them of Lord Eddard’s treason, and beg them to come swear fealty. She needn’t worry about the words, they would tell her what to say. And if her family obeyed, why, she’d prove she was no traitor’s blood, and wed Joffrey when she flowered.
They brought her quill and parchment, and began dictating the letter to her mother, the Lady Catelyn Stark. Sansa wrote a few sentences, then stopped, staring at the page. She needed to send a message, a true message, not these falsehoods. But how?
“Sansa, my dove, is something amiss?” The queen asked, her voice sweet and patient.
“I- I feel dizzy and faint, Your Grace, might I perhaps have something to eat?” Sansa asked in a small voice. The Queen paused, as though weighing whether to coddle Sansa or frighten her.
“Of course, my sweet, you’ve had such a shock,” the queen said, kissing her forehead.
They awaited the refreshments in silence. By the time Sansa had eaten a bit of roast chicken and greens, she had an idea.
The queen leaned over Sansa’s shoulder as she dictated the letters. She spoke slowly, giving Sansa time to write her exact words. Sansa obeyed, praying her hidden messages would escape Cersei’s notice but not mother’s or Robb’s. It was doubtful that Lord Hoster Tully or Lady Lysa Arryn would see them, as they did not know Sansa, but she put a message in each of their letters anyway.
At last she was finished. Her hands were cramped and ink-stained, and her tummy was tied in knots. The queen reviewed each letter, then had her seal them with wax and her father’s direwolf. Then the queen thanked her, and sent her back to her room.
As Ser Mandon Moore closed the door behind them, Sansa strained to hear.
“As obedient as I told you, though perhaps stupider,” Cersei laughed. “Her words were half misspelled. Keep your men looking for the other one— we need them both.”
Notes:
I told you guys things would start changing! Thoughts?
Chapter 23: Bran IV
Chapter Text
When Maester Luwin brought the letter, it was to Robb the Lord. Bran watched Robb's eyes go back and forth as he read Sansa's delicate handwriting. The King was dead, Father stood accused of treason, and Mother and Robb were ordered to come swear fealty.
"She says we must be loyal, and when she marries Joffrey she will plead with him to spare our lord father’s life.” Robb crushed Sansa’s letter in his fist, then dropped it to the ground. “And she says nothing of Arya, nothing, not so much as a word. Damn her! What’s wrong with the girl?”
"May I see?" Bran asked.
Before Maester Luwin could take two steps, Summer gently scooped the ball of parchment in his jaws and dropped it in Bran's lap. The maester blinked in surprise as Bran smoothed the letter out, careful not to tear it. Bran read a few sentences, then frowned.
"Maester, how is treason spelled?"
The maester blinked again, his grey eyes perplexed. "T-r-e-a-s-o-n, child. Why?"
Bran pointed at the letter.
"Sansa spelled it t-r-e-e-s-o-n. She never makes spelling mistakes, not like Arya or me," or Robb, Bran thought but did not say. Robb could read well but Maester Luwin despaired of his spelling.
Maester Luwin plucked the letter from Bran's hand, his bushy grey brows knitted as he read. Quill and parchment lay on the table, and Maester Luwin began to write, one letter at a time. Robb paced back and forth, his blue eyes blazing, Grey Wind at his heels. At last the maester was finished, and he held out the parchment for Robb and Bran to read.
Bran looked at the parchment, his mouth dry. The crows were cawing in his ears. Bran hit the ground and something snapped. Time spun backwards, and Bran was rising, rushing up through the air, to stand on the hard stone sill of the tower. They were there, the matching faces, golden haired and green eyed. “He saw us,” the woman said shrilly.
Robb slammed his fists on the table, bringing Bran back to the present.
“We have no proof,” Robb snapped. “Naught but a misspelled letter and Sansa’s word.”
Bran’s heart still raced, his pulse pounding in his ears. He must be brave like Sansa. He tried to speak, but his mouth was dry. Bran coughed and licked his lips, and tried again.
"We have proof.”
The lords murmured amongst themselves as they gathered in the solar. Lord Eddard’s bannermen had been streaming in for weeks, but Bran had not seen them all in one place before.
Robb stood beside the fire, staring into its depths as Grey Wind guarded Robb's back, the wolf's golden eyes flicking from lord to lord. Bran sat in a chair beside them, Summer at his feet. He could feel curious eyes slipping over him, wondering why the broken boy was here. Determined not to show his discomfort, Bran looked back.
Lady Mormont drew his eye first. She was one of the only women in the room, and Bran almost laughed as he wondered what Sansa and Arya would think of her. Maege Mormont was short and sturdy in her chainmail, her loose grey hair mussed by the wind. A tall woman stood beside her- Bran couldn’t remember her name. Darcey? No, Dacey, Lady Mormont’s heir. While Dacey also wore mail, her long black hair was up in an elegant braid. Bran had heard someone say that Lady Mormont never wed, that she claimed a bear fathered her five daughters. Arya would be bold enough to ask, but Bran needed to save all his courage for what was to come.
Greatjon Umber drew Bran’s eye next. While Lady Mormont’s sigil was a bear, the Greatjon was a bear. It was fitting that the Umbers had a giant for their sigil- the Greatjon was the biggest man Bran had ever seen, as tall as Hodor, but far more muscled, with a great black beard and black eyes. His heir, the Smalljon, was near as large, though with a shorter beard.
Lord Karstark, Lord Hornwood, and Lord Cerwyn stood near each other. Although Lord Rickard Karstark was distantly related to the Starks, he intimidated Bran with his gaunt face and long grey beard. His three sons were with him, all in their twenties or thirties, though it was hard to tell with their bushy brown beards. All were garbed in black with silver sunbursts.
Lord Hornwood looked garish beside the Karstarks in his orange tunic. Maester Luwin said the great horned beast on the Hornwood sigil was a bull moose. Halys Hornwood’s eyes and short curls were as brown as his moose, while his heir, Daryn, had long dark blonde curls.
Lord Medger Cerwyn looked the friendliest, with his round belly and soft voice. He had not brought his son Cley, which disappointed Bran. The Cerwyns visited relatively often, and Cley, a friendly lad with an enormous grin, was around Robb’s age. But Cley had been left behind at Castle Cerwyn.
Lord Bolton stood alone, but he was the one who scared Bran most. Roose Bolton had eyes so pale it was if all color had fled them. Old Nan said the old Bolton kings had flayed their enemies, until the Kings of Winter forced them to stop. Roose Bolton looked as if he could flay a man before breaking his fast.
"All are assembled, my lord," Maester Luwin finally said, and Robb turned. Despite his dark red hair and his blue eyes, Robb had never looked more like Lord Eddard, from his grave expression to the set of his shoulders.
"A letter has arrived from King's Landing, my lords," Robb began, his voice ringing like steel. "I would share its contents and hear your counsel.”
The Greatjon shouted “aye”, and stern Lord Karstark glanced at his sons with what Bran thought might be approval.
“This letter is writ in the hand of my sister Sansa. King Robert is dead.” Though the lords began to rumble with dismay, Robb raised his hand and they fell silent.
“According to the letter, King Robert was injured while hunting. A boar gored him. The King was brought back to the Red Keep and died of his wounds.”
“A boar? Kill Robert Baratheon?” Lord Hornwood said, his brow furrowed. “The King was a skilled huntsman.”
Several lords murmured in agreement, then the Greatjon stepped forward. Robb’s eyes shifted from Lord Hornwood to the Greatjon, weighing each man as he spoke.
“This stinks of Lannister treachery,” the Greatjon growled in his deep voice.
“Aye, King Robert wanted Ned to guard his back,” Lord Galbart Glover said. His hazel eyes were steady but his look was sad. His beloved wife had died not three months past, so Maester Luwin said.
“There were more Lannister men than King’s men when he came to Winterfell,” young Lord Condon added thoughtfully, stroking his brown mustache.
“Aye, but he was drunk when he hunted during his visit.”
Several lords shook their heads, but none disputed Lord Cerwyn’s soft words. Lord Cerwyn was known for being a keen hunter, and he had joined the king frequently for hunts during his visit to Winterfell.
“No matter the cause of King Robert’s death, the Lannisters could hardly claim him to be dead if he were not,” Maege Mormont said briskly.
Almost in unison the lords turned to Robb, who held the letter in his hand.
“Well said, my lady.” Robb inclined his head. “The letter has more dire news than the king’s death. It claims that as soon as the King passed, my father attempted to give the crown to Stannis Baratheon, and the Lannisters name Lord Eddard Stark a traitor.”
"Ned, a traitor?" The Greatjon roared. The other lords shared his fury in silence as hands leapt to swords, teeth clenched, eyes flashing. All except Roose Bolton, whose pale eyes were as flat as ever.
"And writ in his daughter's hand," Bolton said softly. The Greatjon growled under his breath, and Robb shot the man a sharp look.
"Lady Sansa is eleven years old and surrounded by enemies. Doubtless the Lannisters forced her to write it." Maester Luwin’s chain clinked as he spoke.
"Aye, women are frail, and girls-" the Greatjon closed his mouth at the twitch of Robb's eyebrow, and Maege and Dacey Mormont turned to glare at the Greatjon, their chainmail clinking.
“Nor is that all,” Robb said, his voice cool. “The letter summons myself and Lady Catelyn Stark to King’s Landing to swear fealty to King Joffrey, and perhaps they shall spare Lord Eddard's life and wed Lady Sansa to the king."
The lords began shouting. Robb listened, his face impassive, while Grey Wind and Summer sat on their haunches, teeth bared. At last the lords quieted, and Robb continued.
"And yet there is more news to share, news that Sansa risked her life to send. A coded message was in the letter. Maester Luwin, if you would."
Maester Luwin stepped forward, the parchment in his hand.
"Arya missing," Luwin said clearly.
“Escaped, or killed?”
“Dead, surely.”
“A girl of 9, escape the Red Keep?”
“If any child could do it, Arya Underfoot could,” Lord Cerwyn said. Lord Karstark and Lord Glover shook their heads, their eyes grave.
Maester Luwin cleared his throat. “Joff sent catspaw."
“What?”
"The Imp-"
“Lady Catelyn was certain-“
Grey Wind gave a low warning growl, and the lords fell silent. The maester cleared his throat.
"What was the code?" Lord Karstark's eyes were hollow and dark.
"I taught Lady Sansa her letters, as I taught all Lord Eddard's children," Maester Luwin said. "She excelled in penmanship and spelling. Yet half the words in this letter are misspelled. When each word is spelt correctly, the missing letters revealed the message."
"I like it not," Eddard Karstark said.
"A child might spell words wrong for many reasons," Torrhen Karstark agreed.
"Perhaps, but words misspelled at random would not result in such a clear message," Roose Bolton said, to Bran's surprise.
"There was more," Maester Luwin said. He inhaled slowly, the parchment trembling in his hands.
"Joffrey son of Jaime."
The room erupted as voices cried out in shock and in fury. A few spat on the floor in disgust.
"Incest!"
"Treason!"
“An abomination!”
"Do they think they are Targaryens?"
Robb let them have a moment, then raised his hand for quiet.
"What proof have we, other than the misspelled words of a little girl?" Roose Bolton's eyes were colder than winter.
“Lady Sansa was delighted with her betrothal to the prince- she would never claim such a thing unless she were certain,” Lord Cerwyn said hesitantly.
“Is that what we shall tell the lords of the Riverlands?” Maege Mormont demanded. Robb shook his head, grim as the crypts.
“Lord Cerwyn and Lady Mormont speak truly. We must have further proof.”
Robb rested a hand on Bran’s shoulder, and the lords stared at Bran.
"I saw them," Bran said, trying to keep his voice steady.
"You, boy? Yet you said nothing?" The Greatjon asked, his deep voice skeptical. Somehow his doubt gave Bran courage.
"I couldn't remember until the letter," Bran said, meeting the Greatjon’s dark eyes. Summer nuzzled Bran’s hand, and Bran took a deep breath.
“The day I fell, I was climbing the First Keep. I heard voices in the broken tower. It was a man and a woman, speaking about how they didn’t want father to be Hand, and they hoped the king would die soon. I was scared, but I had to see who was talking, so I climbed closer.”
Bran took another deep breath. The lords were hanging on his every word, but he was not afraid.
“When I looked through the window I saw a naked man and a woman. They were kissing and touching each other all over.” Bran couldn’t help making a face. Maester Luwin had explained coupling to him after they spoke earlier, and it seemed very awkward and messy.
“I recognized the queen, then she saw me and screamed. I slipped, but I caught myself on the window ledge. And then Ser Jaime pushed me out the window."
All were silent for a moment, as though the entire world held its breath. The Greatjon was first to break the silence.
"So, this is why they call Ned a traitor," the Greatjon said, his low voice like the roll of thunder.
“He must have learned of it,” Lord Hornwood said.
"Your sister Sansa is brave indeed," Lady Mormont said, her hand gripping the spiked mace she wore at her side.
"A true wolf," the Greatjon said, as though he had not called all women frail not five minutes ago.
Robb squeezed Bran’s shoulder, as though seeking comfort, and began to speak.
“My father taught me that a true lord hears his bannermen before he acts. I seek your counsel, my lords and ladies, as Lord Eddard sought your counsel after the Mad King slew my grandfather and my uncle.”
One at a time, Robb heard the lords. Greatjon Umber wanted to gather a great host, besiege King's Landing, and demand the surrender of Lord Stark and his daughter. Lord Cerwyn urged patience, advising that they march for Riverrun and await more news. Lord Karstark would have none of it. They should move quickly, before the Lannisters could make alliances against them.
The North was spread thin, and the ironborn would surely grow restless with Robert dead, Lord Galbart Glover pointed out. Should they not keep some strength here, in case the ironborn attacked? The Flints and Mormonts agreed with Lord Glover, as their lands were oft the targets of ironborn raids. For the first time, Bran noticed that Theon was standing near Maester Luwin, his usual smirk gone as the lords discussed the treachery of the ironborn.
Nor could the lords agree how to respond to the news of Joffrey's parentage. Smalljon Umber wanted to send ravens to every great house spreading the news and denouncing Joffrey. Lord Cerwyn proposed sending a raven to Stannis Baratheon before arousing Lannister fury. Lord Hornwood thought the matter could wait until they had Ned back safe and sound. The Karstarks disagreed, proposing that they march south, take Tywin Lannister captive, and then trade him for Ned.
Roose Bolton spoke last. He urged that Robb send a raven south seeking peace, but on northern terms. First, the letter should recount the disturbing claims made by Brandon Stark. Then, Robb should say he hesitated to believe the word of a crippled boy, but his doubts would be laid to rest forever by the safe return of Lord Stark. Once Eddard was safely returned home, the North could choose how to proceed at their leisure. Bran wondered if Robb noticed that Bolton made no mention of Sansa or Arya.
"Such a letter is no better than blackmail," said Robb, troubled. "And it is a lie. Bran may not be able to walk, but his mind is sharp as ever, and Sansa's letter confirms the truth. My father would not have me save his life by throwing away all honor."
"Well said," the Greatjon boomed. "A northman does not negotiate with false kings."
"Yet I would not throw away my father or my sister's lives by acting in haste," Robb said slowly.
"Our plan was to march south, free the Riverlands from the Lannisters, and demand the return of Lord Eddard and my sister. We cannot march on King's Landing without marching through the Riverlands, and we cannot abandon my mother's and my grandfather's people to be slaughtered. Let us join our strength to the strength of the Riverlands and set our terms at swordpoint."
The lords had listened quietly as Robb spoke. Now, they roared with approval.
"We'll send the lions running for Casterly Rock," Daryn Hornwood said eagerly.
"Aye, and bring Ned home!" The Greatjon bellowed.
"And Lady Sansa," Dacey Mormont added.
"What about Arya?" Bran whispered, hoping he wasn't shaming himself.
The Greatjon strode forward, bending almost in half so he could clap an enormous hand on Bran's shoulder.
"We'll bring them all home."
Notes:
This chapter really gave me trouble, but I’m happy with how it turned out. What do you guys think?
NOTES
1) Spelling was not standardized in the medieval period. That is me taking artistic license for Westeros.
Chapter 24: Sansa VIII
Chapter Text
The ginger kitten mewled as he stepped on Sansa's chest, his tail flicking her nose. Sansa stroked his back, her eyes half-closed as she yawned. This was how Sansa began her days- with a purring, needy cat. As she scratched the kitten's chin, he turned his gaze on her. For a moment his green eyes reminded Sansa of the queen, and her tummy clenched. But no, Buttons' eyes were lighter, a rich yellow green like new leaves.
Buttons, so named for his love of licking the buttons on Sansa's gowns, was the only company the queen permitted. To Sansa's dismay, the day after Jeyne and Merissa were taken, new servants had been sent to wait on Sansa. The new servants immediately informed Cersei of the flock of kittens in Sansa's room. When the servants came to remove them, Sansa begged and pleaded to keep one, just one.
The servants pretended to take pity on her, but Sansa suspected they had been given orders in advance. Cersei didn't care about Sansa, she just wanted another way to keep her in line. If Sansa did not do as she was told, doubtless Buttons would share Lady's fate.
An unfamiliar servant helped Sansa dress, and another brought her porridge and fruit to break her fast. There were no lessons with Septa Mordane, no whispered conversations with Jeyne or Arya.
At first, Sansa had thought she might join Myrcella and Tommen for lessons. Surely their septa and guards could keep Sansa in line. But as the weeks passed with no such invitation, Sansa grew resigned to her solitude and fell into a daily routine.
Mornings were spent embroidering in the sunlight by her open window. They had brought most of her things from the Tower of the Hand, including her needlework. At Winterfell she had started a handkerchief for Joffrey. Sansa had not worked on it since Lady's death. The day after she wrote the letters, she resumed working on the golden lions and black stags. She was, after all, supposed to be wet with love for Joffrey. Sansa still wasn't sure what that meant, but she knew it was not meant kindly.
After forcing herself to work on the handkerchief for as long as she could stand, she set it aside and turned to her other needlework. When they brought Sansa's things, they had also brought a few of Arya's. Sansa had dug through the chest of clothing, searching for the cleanest, least ripped roughspun shirt. It was a bit big for Arya, but that was just as well. Sansa did not know how long it would be until she saw Arya again, but she would have a gift ready for her sworn shield. She wracked her brain trying to remember every detail of Arya’s beloved sword, and stitch by stitch she embroidered a row of Needles along the shirt cuffs.
Lunch was as solitary as breakfast. Sansa nibbled on bread, pork, and root vegetables, her head buried in one of her books. Almost all of her books were tales of southron chivalry, of dragons and princes and lovers. But she did have one book about the North, brought accidentally because it happened to be between two of Sansa's favorites. It was a collection of Northern legends assembled by a maester. Some were familiar, echoes of Old Nan's tales. Others were strange and frightening, tales of giants and skinchangers and greenseers.
As the sun began to wane, it was time for Sansa's walk. As soon as the queen granted Sansa freedom of the castle, Sansa had gone to the godswood, hoping there would be some sign that the old gods were pleased. To her disappointment, the only difference was the weirwood sapling's height.
In the few weeks Sansa had been confined in her room, the weirwood had grown as tall as Hodor. The bone white bark had acquired a deeper sheen, and the leaves seemed thicker. Two graceful branches extended from the main trunk, their twigs like fingers. The face wept crimson sap, the tears oozing down the trunk to pool around the roots. Sansa was careful not to touch the sap. It reminded her too much of Quent’s blood.
Sansa visited the weirwood almost every day during her afternoon walk. The godswood was peaceful. The guards that always shadowed her didn't come into the godswood. Why bother? Sheer walls enclosed it. Even if she could climb like Bran, there was no way for Sansa to escape.
At least, not in her own body.
Nymeria was too far away for Sansa to slip into her skin, and Buttons was not allowed outside of the tower. But the godswood was full of birds, now that the kittens and the mama cat weren't waiting in the bushes, ready to pounce. Sansa watched them flutter about until she spied a robin that was headed toward the tower where Sansa was kept.
Sansa carefully set herself on the ground, her back leaning against the weirwood sapling. She closed her eyes and breathed deep. Warm nests and soft feathers. Claws on a tree branch. Pecking crumbs in a courtyard. Sansa opened her eyes and the wind rushed under her wings. The open window, Sansa nudged the robin. Please? There's food there for you. Startled by his unexpected passenger, the robin landed at the top of a tree. It took a few minutes of coaxing before the robin recovered from his fright.
Sansa sympathized. Slipping into Nymeria had scared her witless. She had done it a few times on the road, but once they reached King’s Landing her sister’s wolf was too far away. Sansa had not known she could slip into anyone besides Nymeria. Slipping into Buttons had been an accident.
It was soon after servants took the rest of the kittens away. Buttons mewled at the door, crying for his mother and brothers and sisters. Sansa had scooped him up in her arms, cradling him to her chest. She knew what it was like to be alone. She spoke to the kitten gently, barely noticing when she began to hear replies. They fell asleep together, curled up on her bed, and she dreamed of chasing birds and mice.
It took a week of practice and headaches before Sansa finally slipped into Buttons and saw the world through his eyes. Before she could celebrate her success, she promptly fell back into her own skin when the kitten leaped off the bed. Sansa threw up in the privy, washed her mouth out with water, and tried again.
It was a moon’s turn before Sansa could slip into a bird. Her twelfth nameday came and went unremarked, and still she practiced. It seemed she could only slip into a creature that was within her sight. Once she was inside the creature, her spirit followed it. And so she coaxed the robin up to the window, careful not to look down.
The robin immediately began pecking at the crumbs of bread and green peas she’d left on the ledge. While he ate, Sansa cleared her mind. Napping in the sun. Chasing loose thread. Kneading the bedcovers.
Buttons yawned and stretched as she slipped inside his ginger fur. He didn’t quite understand why Sansa had to consort with birds, or why he wasn’t allowed to pounce on them. Because I won’t have them terrified after they’ve helped me , Sansa told him. It would be rude. Buttons licked himself, unconvinced, then padded toward the door. His yowls quickly persuaded the guard to open it.
“Not enough mice in there?” The guard asked, chuckling as he scratched Buttons’ ear. Buttons purred and rubbed against the guard’s legs as Sansa resisted the urge to hiss. She knew that laugh. She’d heard it as Hullen begged for his life.
It took Buttons and Sansa hours to find every cat in the tower. Most were willing to listen to Sansa’s plea for help, though a few simply scratched themselves and stalked away. The mama cat agreed immediately, saying she could recognize Arya, Jeyne, and Merissa’s scents anywhere.
They were climbing the long steps back to Sansa’s room when a black tomcat appeared out of nowhere. His ear was torn so badly it looked as though he had only one of them. They backed up, their fur puffing up with fear.
The tomcat hissed, unimpressed. He’d killed bigger rats than this pitiful kitten. My name is Buttons, they said respectfully. Do you have a name, my lord?
Long ago, the tomcat answered. I lost my girl and could not find her. Your sister caught me. She kissed me. I remember her scent.
I will find her.
Chapter 25: Arya VII
Chapter Text
Arya tried to blend in as she walked down the Street of Flour. A baker's boy gave her a strange look as she passed his master's shop. Perhaps it was the cloak hung over her arm. She had to carry it to conceal Needle hanging in a scabbard at her hip. Flea Bottom boys didn't carry swords.
Her eyes took in the various baker's stalls as she ignored the flock of juicy pigeons just up ahead. Each baker had a different mark painted somewhere on their stall or hanging above their door. Arya vaguely remembered Septa Mordane saying something about a Baker's Guild.
Her stomach growled, and her mind returned to the pigeons. They were plump, happy birds, grown fat from the abundance of crumbs that littered the Street of Flour. It was almost time for her to chase them.
Arya felt Rattail wiggling her skinny haunches, ready to pounce. Wait , Arya told the mangy brown cat. I'll get them closer for you. Unlike the other three cats Arya had befriended since fleeing the Red Keep, Rattail was excitable and impatient. Patches, Wobble, and Shadow waited in the alley without moving a muscle, their eyes watching the birds.
"Shoo!" Arya yelled suddenly, darting at the flock.
The pigeons cooed in distress, and most burst into flight with a swoosh of their wings. But a few merely hopped away. The hopping ones weren't scared of people, and Arya took advantage. She chased the hopping ones, guiding them toward the nearest alley.
Wobble leaped first, sinking her teeth into a grey pigeon's neck. Despite the three legs that gave Wobble her name, she was quick. She'd been born with three legs, or so Arya guessed from the way her fourth limb ended in a tiny stump on her chest. Rattail, Patches and Shadow weren't far behind, each grabbing a pigeon before it could flee.
Shadow was the oldest, his dusty black fur speckled with grey. With the skill of long practice he snapped his pigeon's neck and killed a second before Arya could catch her first. When the flapping and cooing ceased, Arya counted seven dead pigeons. Rattail had caught a second one too, and she rubbed against Arya's legs as she dropped it at Arya's feet.
Good work , Arya said, stroking Rattail's bald tail. She'd caught it against a hot oven once, and the hair never grew back. But she loved having it stroked. Patches mewled, offended, and Arya laughed as she crouched, using her other hand to scratch under Patches' chin.
Wobble stepped on Rattail, pushing the younger cat aside so Arya could put her nails to use on Wobble's fluffy white ears. Were it not for her missing leg, Wobble looked almost like a lady's cat, with her soft white fur and black stocking feet.
Once each cat was satisfied, Arya gathered the birds in her cloak and began to walk, the cats trailing behind her with flicking tails. She found a good spot nearby, a half-burnt stable where she could sleep that night.
Arya plucked four of the pigeons while the cats watched, licking their chops. Your meal is ready, Arya informed the cats, setting the plucked pigeons down on the cobblestones. Shadow licked her hand, then set to work devouring his pigeon.
At least she had company now. It had been weeks since she'd fled the Red Keep, more than a moon's turn. Almost all her things were stolen the first night. Her days were spent in lonely terror, trying to find a way to escape before she starved. Then she'd found Wobble.
Arya had wandered onto the Street of Salt, hoping to buy a fish. Surely, with all the terrible smells, they were selling fish from yesterday's catch. She'd been trying to find the cheapest stall when she saw a group of little boys. They were around Rickon's age, skinny and filthy, and they were throwing rocks into a dark alley.
Arya had already walked past them when a desperate, high pitched shriek for help brought her running back. The wooden sword was good enough for beating children, and Arya sent them running before she realized the cry for help had not come from a girl, but from a pitiful pile of fluff, coated in mud and blood. Arya almost cried, but instead, she took the cat down to the docks, washed her with sea water, and combed out her fur with her fingers.
Wobble had slept by Arya's side ever since. She helped catch pigeons, and scared rats away. A few times she had even found coins on the ground and brought them to Arya, the shining copper clenched tightly between her teeth.
One day, Arya returned from a pot shop to find three new cats awaiting her. Apparently they shared Wobble's interest in pets and scritches and a warm body to curl up with. With Shadow, Patches, and Rattail, Arya could sell enough pigeons to fill her belly, and it was nice to have someone to talk to.
It wasn’t enough. Arya missed Sansa so much that her stomach hurt. Were she and Father still alive? What had happened to Jeyne, and Merissa? She even missed grouchy Septa Mordane.
Sometimes, when she was feeling particularly lonely, she looked for their faces in passersby. There was a fishmonger with Jeyne’s brown eyes. A scruffy girl who tried to steal Arya’s cloak had Merissa’s light brown hair. She even thought she saw the tom cat with the torn ear that afternoon. But there were plenty of black cats with torn ears about. And besides, the tom cat never left the Red Keep.
The next day, Arya roamed the streets by herself. Shadow and Rattail were napping, and Patches scented a cat in heat and sprinted away before Wobble could explain where he was going. Not five minutes later, Wobble prowled away to investigate some intriguing new smell.
Arya was haggling with a baker's boy, trying to trade four pigeons for a loaf of day old bread, when Wobble returned, running as fast as her three legs could manage. Another cat was behind her, one that looked familiar- Arya bent down and the mama cat leaped into her arms, purring like mad.
Arya! Arya staggered backward in shock as the mama cat rubbed her face into Arya's chest, her claws sinking in as though checking that Arya was real. Sansa?
They spoke until near dusk, huddled in the old stable. I have to go back to myself, Sansa had explained. I'm not allowed out after dark, so I need to leave the godswood before the guards come looking for me. Once everyone is asleep I might be able to get out again, but I'm already exhausted, and so is Softpaws. Arya hugged the mama cat tight, and Sansa was gone. The mama cat— dubbed Softpaws by Sansa— immediately curled up for a nap. It was fun talking to the bright girl, Softpaws said, but it was exhausting having her inside for so long.
Arya stroked Softpaws’ fur as she slept, trying to process her afternoon. There were too many emotions inside Arya, all fighting to get out. Joy at seeing Sansa, horror at finding out that Father was held prisoner, accused of treason. Fury at learning Baelish had promised to help, for love of their mother, and then had betrayed Father.
Arya let the fury settle under her skin. It seemed that while the cats of the city searched for Arya's scent, they were also searching for Jeyne and Merissa. Baelish had taken them, he had sworn to the queen that he would take the girls out of the city, but Sansa was sure he lied. And Arya had an idea of where to look.
Dawn was just creeping over the horizon when Arya roused the mama cat. Shadow, Rattail, Wobble, and Patches waited patiently as Softpaws gave them the memory of Jeyne and Merissa's scent. Then they set off for the Street of Silk.
Mucking about in the streets of Flea Bottom, Arya had heard all sorts of things. Things she didn't understand, mostly, but she knew what a whore was, and she knew that Littlefinger ran several whorehouses.
As soon as they reached the Street of Silk, the five cats spread out, their noses twitching. Arya hid herself in an alley. There were drunk men in the street, staggering home with purses no doubt lighter than the day before. A few were so drunk that they stumbled and fell in the street, snoring for a few minutes before getting back up. That gave her an idea...
Rattail! Patches! They were nearest, and their noses weren't as sharp as Shadow and Wobble's. See if you can get a purse off one of the men on the ground. The cats were confused. What was a purse? Arya described it as best she could, giving them the sizes and shapes, the smell of leather and copper coins.
The sun was hot overhead, and Arya had three purses' worth of coppers hidden in her pockets, when Shadow came trotting back. He thought he'd found the smells, but he wasn't sure. Was Softpaws nearby? They waited for an hour before Softpaws returned from her end of the street.
Shadow and Softpaws departed together, Arya following at a distance. Most of the brothels had their windows open, lines of sheets hanging in the breeze. The air was full of the chatter of women. Some boasted of their previous night's wages, others lamented injuries or ripped clothing. A few traded bawdy stories about their clients, mocking rich men and knights with strange desires or feeble skill. It reminded Arya of the laundrywomen gossiping at Winterfell.
Finally the cats paused in front of a ramshackle three story building. Shadow and Softpaws sniffed at the door, tails waving back and forth.
"Now what are you handsome pusses doing?" A musical voice asked from the window above.
Arya glanced up. The woman was perhaps the age of Arya's mother. She was fat, with rich brown skin, and she had a faint accent that reminded Arya of the Dornish master-at-arms at the Red Keep.
"My cousin left her cats behind," Arya said, trying to sound like an annoyed boy. "We need them to keep out the rats, so I followed them."
"And what does your cousin look like?" The fat woman asked, covering a yawn. Her long black hair was wet from washing— she'd been drying it in the sunlight.
"Brown hair, a few years older than me," Arya said. "If she told the cats to go away, I think they'd stay put."
"Jess! Let the poor pussies in," the fat woman called.
"Why?" A woman yelled back. "We've enough in 'ere already!"
After a few minutes a woman with short-cropped straw blonde hair opened the door, clad only in her shift. Arya frowned for a moment, and the woman rolled her eyes.
"It's washing day," she said. "Whores need clean clothes as much as anyone."
Jess led her into a large common room, the cats following close behind. Women in their shifts were washing the chairs and tables, scrubbing away spilled food and drink. Softpaws' eyes gleamed. It's the right scent, and fresh, she told Arya as Jess led them upstairs.
"Thanks," the fat woman said as Jess shooed them into the room. The window was closed now, making the small room stuffy.
"I'm Bel," the fat woman said, reaching down to pet Softpaws. "And I'm surprised you've lasted this long with so little wits, Arya Stark."
Notes:
Uh oh!
I love writing kitties and jokes that go over the POV’s head.
Bel is what I call a “canon OC,” expanded from a character who briefly appears when Eddard meets Cat at the three story brothel belonging to Baelish.
"They went inside [Littlefinger's brothel], through a crowded common room where a fat woman was singing bawdy songs…"
I… have thoughts on how GRRM portrays sex workers. Like, his intentions are mostly good, but the results are…. Mixed.
Chapter 26: Eddard VII
Chapter Text
The darkness was absolute, and it weighed upon Ned as though he lay at the bottom of the frozen sea. There was no time in the black cells, and yet each moment of pain seemed an eternity. No windows marked the rising and setting of the sun. Had it been weeks, or months since Littlefinger held the dagger to his throat?
Ned had never quite understood the terror that Old Nan's tales of the Long Night held for his children. But now... if this torment could break him so quickly, how had men survived years of darkness?
When Varys came in the guise of a turnkey, a spiked steel cap upon his head, a ragged black cat at his heels, his torch was agony. But the pain in Ned's eyes was nothing to the shame and terror that wrapped around his heart. He had offered mercy, like the honorable fool he was, and his men were slain, Arya missing, and Sansa trapped in Cersei's claws. He never should have brought her south, he should have told her of the rot beneath the jewels and songs. No child of eleven should have to beg for her father's life.
Varys' voice was as gentle as sweetsleep as he explained what had happened while Ned languished in chains. Cat had released Tyrion, but the Riverlands were aflame as Lannisters fought river lords. The North was marching down the neck, Robb leading the host. That was the moment a tear finally dripped down Ned's cheek. My firstborn. Robb's just a boy, barely fifteen. He still practices with blunted tourney swords. Dorne and the Eyrie brooded on their wrongs, and the queen's greatest fear, Stannis Baratheon, remained on Dragonstone, his movements unknown but his wrath a certainty.
At last Varys came to the point. Cersei Lannister would visit on the morrow, and Varys counseled that Lord Eddard Stark bow before her every demand. Even with the world blurring on the wine Varys served him, Ned could see the path laid before him clearly.
“You want me to serve the woman who murdered my king, butchered my men, and crippled my son?” Ned demanded, surprised at Varys' boldness.
Varys laughed as he shook his head. No, it was the realm Varys claimed Ned would serve by abandoning his honor. For a pack of lies and the promise of peace, Cersei would let him take the black. Life was sweet, but how did it serve the realm to leave the cruel Lannisters in power with a bastard on the throne? Eddard could not, he would not, and he told Varys so.
“Pity.” Varys stood and gave a great sigh, the sigh of a mummer. The ragged cat with the torn ear moved out of Varys' way, his eyes glinting in the torchlight.
“And what of your daughter, my lord? Sweet Sansa pled for your life with grace beyond her years, it would be a shame to see a flower cut down before it bloomed.”
If Varys had thrust a dagger through Ned's heart, it would have cut less deep.
“No,” Ned begged. “Varys, gods have mercy, do as you like with me, but leave my daughter out of your schemes. Sansa’s no more than a child.”
“Rhaenys was a child too. Prince Rhaegar’s daughter. A precious little thing, no more than three. She had a small black kitten she called Balerion, did you know?" The black cat at Varys' feet hissed, and darted into some dark corner of the cell. Varys laughed.
"That mangy cat is the terror of the keep, perhaps even Rhaenys’ lost kitten, but there was no dragon to defend her when Lannisters broke down her door. Did you see her, afterwards?"
The question was asked with all the innocent sincerity of a child, and Ned cursed him for it. He had seen her, he had seen them all, and Varys knew it. The infant Aegon with his skull smashed apart, the blood seeping into the crimson Lannister cloak. Elia with her bloody skirts and shattered hips. And Rhaenys, little Rhaenys, her golden brown skin marred by a thousand wounds. Varys was still talking, and Eddard forced himself to listen.
"The High Septon once told me that as we sin, so do we suffer. If that’s true, Lord Eddard, tell me... why is it always the innocents who suffer most, when you high lords play your game of thrones? Ponder it, if you would, while you wait upon the queen. And spare a thought for this as well: The next visitor who calls on you could bring you bread and cheese and the milk of the poppy for your pain... or he could bring you Sansa’s head.
“The choice, my dear lord Hand, is entirely yours.”
Varys left, and the darkness took Ned, his thoughts as somber as the silence. Had Rhaenys lived, she would be a woman of eighteen now, a septa or a hostage awaiting marriage to Joffrey. Aegon would be sixteen, a boy coming into manhood at the Wall or the Citadel. Princess Elia would be in her mid forties, longing for her children from the safety of Dorne.
But Tywin Lannister had cut their lives short, and now Cersei might do the same to Sansa. Had Lewyn Martell felt this way, when Aerys commanded him to fight or condemn his niece and her babes to death? Ned had seen him at Harrenhal, a brave and noble man who smiled at little children, yet he fought for a madman because he had no other choice.
Something warm brushed against Ned's hand. He jerked, and his leg screamed in pain. The cat, the cat had not followed Varys out. Soft fur rubbed against Ned's palm.
Father! Ned shook his head. He'd finally gone mad. At least it was a sweet delirium, to hear Sansa's voice come from a ragged cat.
Father, father, what have they done to you? He could hear weeping as though Sansa sat beside him.
"I have done it to myself," Ned whispered. "I offered mercy and it will kill my honor as surely as it killed Robert and all my men."
A soft weight landed on Ned's lap. The cat paced in circles, then curled up.
I begged for your life, Joffrey promised to show mercy—
Ned laughed bitterly.
"If I swear Joffrey is trueborn, if I confess treason, if I order Robb to lay down his swords... then I will take the black. That is the mercy the queen will offer."
I know, she said. That made no sense, no one heard him speak to Varys but the cat. But his mind was creating this delusion, so in his mind Sansa knew.
“I will yield.”
Father, don't! It's not true, you can't-
"I can and I must, if I want you to live. I'd die for my honor, but I will not have my daughter die for it."
Father, no! Sansa's voice was a ragged scream. I dreamed it, you confessed your treason and Joffrey had Ser Ilyn cut off your head!
Ned's heart twisted. It was but a dream brought on by starvation and wine, but it felt as though he truly spoke to Sansa. He might as well savor speaking to her for the last time.
"A nightmare, nothing more," Ned soothed, stroking the cat. “All will be well.”
My girl dreamed of a man with a dagger , a ragged voice said.
It was the voice of a weary old man, beaten down by loss but full of rage. It was not a voice he knew. Ned’s blood ran cold. This was no dream.
Father, it was real, we were on the steps of the Great Sept of Baelor, Arya was in the crowd clutching the statue of Baelor the Blessed, you were dressed in Stark colors with goldcloaks holding you up, it was real!
What was the old gods’ will, giving his child such terrible visions? He must tell Cersei he would bend the knee, or she’d kill Sansa. There were no men to rescue him before they reached the Sept.
But... what if he shouted the truth instead? Would the mob remember Lannister men sacking the city and come to his aid? Or would Joffrey kill Sansa himself before the mob could reach them? No. He dare not. There was no way to escape his fate without risking Sansa’s life.
"Hush," Ned said, a shiver running up his spine. "It was a nightmare only. Even Joffrey would not be so foolish as to order an execution on the stairs of the Sept. Go to sleep, sweet girl."
As Ned drifted to sleep, Rhaenys’ cat purring softly, he wished he could share the false comfort he’d given Sansa.
The torchlight hurt no less when it was born by a queen. Cersei Lannister was dressed in mourning, but rubies dazzled on her black gown like drops of blood. As the queen set the torch in a sconce on the wall, the heavy door began to close behind her. There was a dart of movement, and the cat slipped through the door just before it shut with a dull thud.
"I warned you," the queen said, her smile cruel. Gone was the beauty he had glimpsed in the godswood. "It was my wrath that was to be feared, not Robert's. We ate the boar, by the by— the sweetest meat I ever tasted."
"Get to the point, woman," Ned growled. He had no patience for this dance of words. If he refused Cersei, Sansa would die. If Eddard appeased Cersei, he would die, and the realm would doubtless plunge into the very war Varys feared. He accepted his fate, but not her mockery.
"Is this my thanks for keeping your daughter so safe?" Cersei asked, pressing a hand to her chest in feigned distress. "She spends her days embroidering a handkerchief for Joffrey and praying in the godswood for you, my lord. Such a lovestruck girl, so innocent and dutiful."
Lovestruck? Sansa could not stand Joffrey. But Cersei Lannister was a practiced liar, a viper cloaked in beauty and jewels.
"And to keep her safe I must do as you wish," Ned said through gritted teeth. Cersei smiled triumphantly. Dimly Ned thought of Robert’s smile when he dragged Rhaegar’s corpse from the Trident.
"Littlefinger was right. Any man, even you, will set aside his honor for the right price."
Cersei Lannister had a talent for inflicting pain.
They brought Eddard to his old chambers in the Tower of the Hand. The ghosts of his men surrounded him as servants washed away his filth, leaving the water black. He could almost hear Jory's voice, see Vayon Poole's steady gaze.
The hands that lifted him from the tub were rough, and his broken leg banged against the tub, the cast grey and rotten. Alyn had helped him bathe, his hands near as gentle as Cat's— was Alyn still safe? Had he and Lord Beric defeated the Mountain, or would Cersei show him their heads as a final gift before he was brought before the city?
I am a Stark of Winterfell. I will die with dignity if not with honor , Ned resolved as they dressed him in grey and white. He had not faltered when he dismissed Sansa's dream. He had managed that small falsehood as a comfort. Eddard Stark would not falter now, when a great falsehood would save his daughter's life.
Chapter 27: Arya VIII
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"You're lucky it was me who saw you," Bel said as Arya wolfed down day old bread and roasted fish.
The door was locked and barred, the window shut, and Bel kept her voice low. The food she had requested for herself, yelling for Jess until it was brought.
Arya had eyed the food with suspicion, her hand clenched on Needle.
"Even if you can kill me," said Bel, one eyebrow raised, "there's an entire house of women below. Would you kill us all?"
Arya couldn't fight all of them, and she couldn't jump out the window, so she sat and began eating. Whatever this woman wanted, Arya would need her strength.
The moment she sat, Bel's hand moved like a flash, and a dagger hit the wooden door with a thunk where Arya’s head had been. Arya stared at her open mouthed. She hadn’t even seen Bel draw the dagger.
"Dornish women learn to defend ourselves," Bel explained. "Nymeria's people were warriors, men and women both. A sword is no good if you're dead before you can draw it."
As Arya ate, Bel talked. Her face was as pretty as her voice, with high cheekbones and dimples a lady would envy. Bel came from a family of musicians, and they had followed Princess Elia Nymeros Martell north when she came to wed Rhaegar.
"She had me sing for her a few times," Bel said, her eyes staring into the distance. "Dornish music is rare north of the marches. Nobles paid for the novelty, and to show courtesy to the new princess. And I was very good at playing the qithara."
Her eyes turned hard.
"Princess Elia and her babes were not the only ones killed in the sack. Lannister men ran through the city, slaughtering and raping at will. As if we had loved the Mad King! The city was closed, we could not leave.” Bel took a long drink from the tankard Jess had brought with the food.
“My daggers kept me safe, but a Lannister man broke half my fingers before I killed him, and I lost my little sister in the panic. I couldn't find her for three days. By then her body was..." Bel trailed off, her dark eyes sad.
"How did you know me?" Arya asked. Whatever had given her away, it must not happen again. There were goldcloaks everywhere. Bel laughed, as though she'd set aside her grief somewhere deep within her.
"Your father came here not long ago. I've never seen a man so stiff and uncomfortable in a whorehouse. I'm surprised Lord Baelish got him through the door. Jess said the Hand slammed him against a wall, knife to his throat, until a man came out to fetch Lord Stark. Pity he didn't finish him off."
Arya tilted her head, confused.
"But you work for Lord Baelish," she said slowly. "And why would my father come here?" Bel shook her head.
"This was my brothel, until Lord Baelish bought it out from under me.” She spat on the floor. “A slyer man I’ve never met, nor a worse lickspittle. Lord Baelish brought your father here to meet a lady in secret.” She gave Arya a look. “A lady with long red hair and a northern gown, though her speech was that of the riverlands.”
Mother? When was mother in King's Landing?
"Now, as to how I knew you." Bel shook her head. "First, you've got the same face as your father. Second, you speak like a highborn girl, and a northern one at that. And third, the goldcloaks have been telling all and sundry how many gold dragons the crown will pay for any member of Lord Stark's household they might have missed."
Arya leapt from the chair, hand on her sword. The cats hissed at her feet. It was a trap, she was going to be sold to the goldcloaks.
"Oh, sit down," Bel said, irritated. She hadn’t twitched a muscle. "Use your head. Aren't nobles supposed to have all that learning that makes you fit to rule us poor common folk?" Arya frowned, confused.
"Lannister men killed my sister and made it so I could never play qithara again. I'd not sell them one of those cats, let alone a child."
Arya sat back down, scowling. She wasn't stupid, she wasn't, but it was hard to think when she was so scared. Look with your eyes, Syrio had told her. For the first time Arya noticed three of the fingers on Bel's left hand were crooked, as though they'd healed wrong.
"Where are my friends?" Arya demanded, using her sleeve to wipe the grease from off her mouth. The sooner she got them, the sooner she could leave. She could worry later about how to hide them and feed them.
"JESS!" Bel shouted.
"What?" Jess yelled from down the hall. Her voice was oddly low, and exasperated yet fond. It reminded Arya of two married cooks at Winterfell who were always bickering back and forth.
"The boy wants to see his cousin. Bring that new girl with the long brown hair, and the quiet one," Bel ordered.
Arya supposed Bel ran this place, since Baelish couldn't be here when he was busy at court. Busy betraying father and kissing up to Lannisters. She finished the bread, and shared the remaining fish with Shadow and Softpaws. They'd more than earned it. If she ever got home, they'd eat fresh fish every day for the rest of their lives.
"Truth be told, I’m not sure if you’ll be able to get out of the city," Bel said as they waited. "There's goldcloaks everywhere, and the gates are watched closely, although the Mud Gate is so busy..." she frowned. "Perhaps a ferry—"
The door creaked open. Jeyne was in her shift, her face wan, her arms red up to the elbow. Behind her stood Merissa, her shift and arms the same, but her gaze steadier than Arya had ever seen. Jeyne's brown eyes went wide with fear as she saw Arya.
"Easy, child," Bel said softly, getting up and wrapping a plump arm around Jeyne. "I know who she is, and I'll not tell anyone."
Jeyne burst into tears.
By the time Jeyne stopped sobbing, Bel and Merissa had told Arya all that had befallen the girls since Baelish had taken them.
"Baelish and a few guards took us from the tower," Merissa said, her voice soft. "He told Jeyne he'd take her t' her father—" Merissa looked down. She’d known he was lying, even if Jeyne hadn’t. "We were locked in his chambers for a few hours while he questioned us, then he had men bring us 'ere."
"Baelish's men told us to keep them safely hidden. They’re to be trained before we sell their maidenheads," Bel said, her mouth twisted with disgust. "As if whores can’t recognize a girl that's been forced, and recently too. She wouldn't speak for days, until Jess took her as a bedmaid."
Arya stiffened, and her hand went to her sword. Bel rapped her on the wrist.
"What did I tell you? Listen, you bloodthirsty child."
"She talked to me, and brushed my hair, and held me when we slept," Merissa said, her light brown eyes soft.
"Jess knew what she'd been through, and she's a soft spot for children," Bel said briskly. "She listened when Merissa finally talked, and didn't shame her or weep all over her."
Arya ducked her head, feeling guilty. Sansa thought that letting Merissa be quiet was the right thing, that gentle treatment and going north would bring her out of her shell. Having no better ideas of her own, Arya had gone along with it. Had they failed her?
"And don't blame yourself, missy," Bel said, scowling. "It was a kind thing your sister did, taking her under her wing. Kinder than many nobles, who ignore their smallfolk, or treat us like dumb cattle."
"But... they're to be trained?" Arya said. She didn't know what that meant, but it sounded very bad, if selling maidenheads was part of it.
Bel's mouth twisted again. "I've had them scrubbing pots and helping in the kitchen, keeping them out of sight.” She spat. "I was hoping to spare them for another month or so before Lord Baelish took a hand."
Merissa nodded, wrapping a skinny arm around Jeyne's shoulders. Bel stood, her eyes blazing with fury as she paced, muttering to herself.
"I've told his lordship once, I've told him a dozen times, girls can't do this work until they're at least a few years past flowering. They’re not ripe for bedding, it wrecks their hips, and if they get with child…" Some shadow passed over her. "Most girls who sell that young are desperate or forced, and them that buy them are cursed by the gods." She spat on the floor again. Arya wondered if her rushes were half spit.
"I'd sooner knife a childfucker than have them in here. But Lord Baelish, oh no, he thinks a brothel should cater to every taste, the sly lickspittle. He thinks no one knows about his tastes, but whores talk. He likes them young and redheaded."
Like Sansa. Arya's belly swooped and she gagged, forcing herself not the vomit up the best meal she'd had in weeks. The bile stung as she swallowed it down.
"Why don't you just kill him?" Arya demanded. Bel stared at her for a moment, then laughed bitterly.
"Oh, I've dreamt of it. But Lord Baelish is on the small council. I'll not risk my girls; the Queen Regent might decide we're all to blame should he die." She hesitated for a long while, flexing her crooked fingers. "On the other hand," she said slowly, "getting you three out... now that, that might be possible."
Arya left the brothel with a skip in her step, Softpaws trailing behind her. When they reached the end of the street, Wobble, Rattail, and Patches joined them, and Softpaws trotted down a side alley, heading back to the Red Keep.
Softpaws couldn't follow most of what other humans said, so Arya had given her a simple message for Sansa. Jeyne and Merissa were found, and the whores would help them escape.
"Leave the planning to me," Bel had said, handing Arya a few coppers. "And don't come back until I send for you. Gods help you if Baelish sees you here. Can those cats find you?"
Arya had nodded, grateful that she could explain things to Shadow without speaking aloud. Shadow agreed to stay put until Bel sent him for Arya, and Arya left him in Jeyne and Merissa's care. To Arya's relief, Bel didn't ask any nosy questions. Cats were known for their sense of smell, and some were as faithful as dogs. The fewer people that knew Arya could talk to cats, the better.
Jeyne had finally spoken toward the end, asking after Sansa and thanking Arya for finding them. Arya claimed Sansa was fine, she'd heard some lady in the street mention Stark's pretty daughter at court. Bel raised an eyebrow, but Jeyne believed her. That was all that mattered.
Arya's stomach rumbled as she dug into her bowl of brown. Trading pigeons for brown was so much easier with the cats' help, even with Shadow gone. She had coppers now, from Bel and from the cats' clever thieving, even a few silver stags, but they weren't for feeding herself. No, the coins must stay safe and unspent in the purse that rested against her chest.
One day, Arya had seen a skinny man with an odd lump under his shirt, a leather cord hanging from his neck. She'd had Rattail crawl up a nearby post for hitching horses, then leap onto the man's shoulders, spitting like mad. He was so frantic to get the yowling cat off of him that he didn't realize she'd cut the cord with her claws. While he stalked away swearing, Rattail picked up the purse in her mouth and brought it to Arya.
The purse held eight silver stags and ten coppers. Arya had tied a knot in the cord and tucked the necklace under her shirt. It held all her coins now, keeping them out of sight. She'd need coppers and silver to take Jeyne and Merissa north. Arya patted the purse, checking that it was still there more out of habit than concern.
She hoped Softpaws would come back soon. It had been several weeks since she'd returned bearing Sansa in her skin. They'd rejoiced over Jeyne and Merissa's safety, however temporary, and shared all that each of them had learned. When they were done, Sansa had let out a great sigh.
I slept for two days after I came the first time, Sansa said as Softpaws kneaded Arya's leg. I barely managed to get back to my room before I collapsed. I don't think Grand Maester Pycelle believed me when I said I'd had swooning spells before as a child. If I fall asleep for two days again this time...
Arya had begged her not to leave her alone, but Sansa would not change her mind. The queen was sweet as poison and all the servants were her spies.
With a sigh Arya finished her bowl of brown. She was trying to decide whether to catch more pigeons or wash herself in the river when far across the city, bells began to ring.
Arya clung to the statue's feet, frantic with fear. The crowd roared around her, like the entire city was made of lions. Father looked gaunt and thin behind the High Septon's marble pulpit, his brown hair longer than Arya had ever seen it. The two goldcloaks at his sides seemed to be holding him up— he lacked the strength to stand. All around the crowd was talking, their voices anxious.
"What've they done—"
"—treated the folk of Sherrer fair."
"Bah, you believe that cousin o' yours? Just 'cause he works in t’ Red Keep—"
"—killed six men for rape during the sack," a woman said. "Not Lannister men, Stark men. Beheaded 'em wit’ his own sword. I never heard of no Lannister men punished for rape."
Joffrey stood in front of the pulpit, a cluster of high lords around him. A golden crown was on his head, his queen mother beside him. Oh please, Arya begged, scanning the group around Joffrey.
There— there was Sansa, dressed in sky blue silk. Her hair was curled and she wore silver bracelets, but something was wrong with her smile. It was stiff, like she'd been dipped in plaster. Suddenly her eyes were on Arya. For a long moment they stared at each other. Beneath the smile Sansa was terrified.
Sansa looked away, fixing her eyes on Lord Eddard. The bells had stopped and he was trying to speak.
“I am Eddard Stark, Lord of Winterfell and Hand of the King,” he said, “and I come before you to confess my treason in the sight of gods and men.”
On the steps below Sansa flinched, her teeth clamped tight over her lip. Red blood trickled down onto her pale chin.
“I betrayed the faith of my king and the trust of my friend, Robert,” Father shouted above the crowd. “I swore to defend and protect him and his heirs, yet before his blood was cold, I plotted to depose Prince Joffrey and seize the throne for Stannis Baratheon."
Sansa was frowning, her eyes confused.
"Let the High Septon and Baelor the Beloved and the Seven bear witness to the truth of what I say: Joffrey Baratheon is the one true heir to the Iron Throne, and by the grace of all the gods, Lord of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the Realm.”
Arya couldn't breathe. Stones flew out of the crowd, striking her father and several of the goldcloaks. Why was father swearing by the new gods? Arya wondered as her plinth rocked from the fury of the surging crowd.
The High Septon said something, and Joffrey stepped forward, a smirk upon his lips.
"So long as I am your king, treason shall never go unpunished. Ser Ilyn, bring me his head!"
The crowd was screaming, louder than anything Arya had ever heard, yet Sansa's voice pierced through the chaos. She fell to her knees, her entire body shaking, a terrible, high shriek echoing off the walls of the Great Sept. The shriek became a scream, then a howl that raised every hair on Arya's neck.
Yet none of the lords looked at her, they looked at Joffrey, who was surrounded by advisors, Varys waving his arms, the queen saying something in Joffrey's ear, the High Septon clutching Joffrey's cape.
Ser Ilyn Payne climbed the steps of the pulpit, and Sansa's howl ceased as though her throat had been cut. Sansa was staring at Lord Eddard. Father was smiling sadly, his mouth moving. Arya stared at Father and suddenly he looked back at her. He still wore the sad smile, as though he knew what was about to happen.
Arya was off the pedestal and in the crowd before she could stop to think, desperately trying to get to her Father. An arm flew out of the crush, hands clenching her arm in a tight grip, pressing her face against black cloth that smelt of sour wine. She knew that terrible smell, it was the black brother who had visited father.
"Don't look, boy," Yoren's thick voice snarled. Arya struggled, and his arms tightened. No, no, she had to get to father, she had to.
Suddenly the crowd went silent, the only sound Arya's heartbeat pounding in her ears.
“They’re done here." Yoren growled. The crowd was streaming away, as though leaving a tourney or a fair, chattering and gossiping as if the sun still shined.
"You’ll be coming with me, and you’ll be keeping your mouth shut.”
When Yoren released her Arya swayed for a moment, her legs like jelly. Yoren strode across the plaza, picked something up, and came back. He pressed Needle into Arya's numb fingers- she'd dropped it in the crowd, too frantic to notice or care. In a daze Arya followed Yoren from the plaza. He had just shoved her through a doorway when Arya realized she had to go back.
"No!" She screamed, turning and darting for the door.
Arya couldn't leave Sansa all alone, she was her sworn shield, she had to protect her, she promised, she had to free Jeyne and Merissa— something hit the back of her head, and the world went dark.
Notes:
Only one more chapter until we end Part I :o
The next chapter was the original fic idea, and you’ll understand why in this fic poor Ned had to die :(
Bel is the fat singer Ned saw at Baelish’s brothel. I decided to give her a name and history, partially because GRRM is usually crappy about sex workers and smallfolk.
The qithara is a Moorish instrument which is the ancestor of the guitar; in this fic the Rhoynar will be based on Moors and Dorne will be based on Moorish Andalucia. Because Black and brown people lived in medieval Europe, dammit, and they had some pretty awesome culture.
Chapter 28: Sansa IX
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“He was a traitor. I never promised to spare him, only that I’d be merciful, and I was. If he hadn’t been your father, I would have had him torn or flayed, but I gave him a clean death.”
Sansa stared at Joffrey, her skin like ice beneath her shift. She'd done all the queen commanded. She'd written every lie in their letters, begged on her knees before the whole court. Not a whisper of an insult had passed Sansa's lips, not even when she wanted to scream the truth for all to hear.
She'd almost done it, on the steps of the Great Sept. Joffrey ordered them to take her father's head, just as he had in her dream. Sansa's blood had boiled with fury, her skin rippling. She could smell every person in the crowd, from Baelish's mint breath to Varys' lavender perfume. Her mind filled with sensations she'd never felt. Cold snow on her paws, a coat of fur so warm it seemed a part of her skin. The bond of the pack and the taste of freshly killed meat.
She screamed, she howled her rage, and then she looked up. Father's grey eyes were upon her, a sad smile on his lips. He knew. Lord Eddard had been delirious when she finally managed to follow Varys into the dungeons, talking to her as though she was a ghost. Father had said that all would be well. Father had lied. She stared at him, accusation in her eyes. Before she could speak, Lord Eddard's lips moved.
"I knew. I love you." His voice was so soft that none could hear it, none but a girl with the ears of a wolf.
Sansa breathed heavily as she pulled herself together, pushing away the itch in her skin and the pounding of her blood. Breathe in and count to four, Arya had told her. Father's eyes looked away, and Sansa knew he'd found Arya clinging to the statue's feet. Now was the moment, she could shriek the truth before they could kill her... Arya is here. They might find her. Father gave his life so the queen would spare me. And so Sansa Stark held her tongue and watched her father die.
"Aren't you listening to me? Ser Meryn, chastise her."
Ser Meryn backhanded Sansa across the face, knocking her to the floor. Her head was ringing and warm blood trickled down from her ear, droplets staining the rushes. A knight of the Kingsguard, sent to kidnap a child of nine and ordered to strike a lady of twelve. And he didn't even catch Arya. Such songs they'll sing of his triumphs, Sansa thought giddily. A flicker of movement caught her eye. Softpaws and Buttons were hiding under the bed beside her, staring silently. She did not blame them. Cats were no match for a knight, even a false one.
"Will you obey now, or shall I have him chastise you again?"
Ser Arys was frowning, but Ser Meryn had no look on his face at all. He might as well have been a stick used to beat dogs, not a man made of flesh and blood.
"I... as... as you command, my lord."
As soon as her bath was ready Sansa sent the maids away. Her limbs felt heavy as lead as she washed away the filth of the last five days. The scar where she'd cut her arm to feed the weirwood tree was silvery in the water, a reminder of her promise to the old gods. And how had they answered her prayers? A keen nose, sharp ears, and nightmares that changed nothing.
Softpaws perched on the edge of the tub, watching over Sansa as she scrubbed her skin until it shone. Buttons, who didn't like water, perched on a chair, his tail flicking. He was angry. Even the black tom cat in his worst moods didn't attack babies.
He had to, Sansa told the ginger kitten. All of us must obey the king. But would Ser Barristan have struck her, if they'd not sent him away? Sansa could not imagine the kindly old knight striking a helpless maid. The Kingslayer had tried to kill Bran, he would have struck her with a smirk like his son's.
What would his old brothers have thought of Ser Jaime? Once the Kingsguard were men of honor, men like Ser Arthur Dayne and Ser Lewyn Martell. They wouldn't have followed Joffrey's commands so easily. At least Joffrey hadn't ordered the death of her cats.
Softpaws nuzzled against Sansa's shoulder, careful not to fall in the water. He wouldn't get a chance, the mama cat said. All the cats knew to hide around monster boy. He'd gutted a pregnant cat once to see her kittens. The black tomcat had taken vengeance the next day, slashing monster boy with his claws. Even the cats had someone to avenge them, but Sansa had no one to protect her from Joffrey now. She sank down, keeping only her nose and forehead above the steaming water.
Softpaws mewled and butted Sansa's head, her sandpaper tongue licking the tip of Sansa's nose. At least the girl and the chubby boy were nice. The chubby boy petted every cat he saw, his hands gentle, while the girl made cooing noises. Myrcella and Tommen, Sansa told Softpaws.
How such sweet children came from Cersei, Sansa would never understand. Sansa once thought bastards were shameful, treacherous and cruel. But her brother Jon was a bastard, and he had more honor than the trueborn queen. Myrcella and Tommen were bastards too, but they were sweeter than honey, gentler than a sigh. Joffrey was the only one as cruel and vain as Cersei.
"He wants you to love him... and fear him." The Hound had rasped, lingering after Joffrey and Ser Meryn and Ser Arys left. He was no knight, but he'd tried to help her. Sansa could never love Joffrey, never, but she could pretend. She should fear him, he could have her killed like father, but as Sansa rose from the bath to make herself beautiful, her stomach rumbling, all she felt was anger.
Servants came to help prepare her, but when they left she was still too angry to eat. Sansa paced the room like a caged wolf, wringing her hands.
Growing kittens need food, Softpaws scolded, one paw holding Buttons down as she washed his ears. At least something small. The servants had brought buttermilk and sweet biscuits, but the sight of them made Sansa queasy. Buttons escaped his mother and hopped on Sansa's lap to comfort her, mewling sweetly. When that didn't work, he flopped on his back, purring as Sansa idly scratched his belly.
If only she could visit the godswood! She needed to be brave, she needed to feel something of Winterfell, of home. The weirwood tree would be a comfort, it would give her the strength she needed. But there wasn't time- they might summon her to court at any moment. She had nothing of the weirwood here, no leaves or branches...
Sansa's tummy flipped. She stood, Buttons leaping to the ground with a chirp of annoyance. With shaking hands Sansa opened her wooden chest, taking out a soft fabric bag.
Sansa poured half the seeds into her palm. They shone like pearls in the light as she raised them to her lips.
The strange taste still lingered in Sansa's mouth as she watched Joffrey hold court from the empty balcony. She almost wanted to laugh at the mummer's farce. Lord Eddard Stark had sat on that throne once, ordering justice for the people of Sherrer. Now her father was dead, his head on a spike for daring to speak the truth. He had offered mercy, and they killed him. Now a bastard born of incest sat the throne, ordering a hand cut off for the theft of four coppers, ordering knights to fight to the death over a mile of land. Sickened, Sansa let her mind wander, taking refuge in daydreams of Robb riding to her rescue.
When they finally dismissed court, Joffrey was waiting for her at the bottom of the stairs. He extended his arm gallantly, his courtesies as false as her own. Sansa half listened as they walked, nodding and smiling as he gloated over his name day and insulted her. I'm not stupid, she thought fiercely. I know who your father is. I know Baelish betrayed my father. I know you're as bad a king as Aegon the Unworthy or Maegor the Cruel.
When she realized Joffrey was leading her to the traitor's walk, she pulled away from him, unable to hide her terror. Sansa didn't want to see father's head, not again, never again. His legs had jerked.... something thrummed in her blood. She tasted snow and honey, she felt the last embrace her father had given her. Her head held high, Sansa ascended the stairs.
"How goes the war against the traitors?" Sansa asked as they walked, her skin tingling. Joffrey scowled, gripping her arm tighter.
"My grandfather fought a northern host to a draw. We captured some of their lords, they captured some of ours. And your brother defeated my uncle Jaime. My mother says it was treachery and deceit. She wept when she heard. If I had led them we'd have sent them running with their tails between their legs."
They reached the top, and Joffrey's mood changed as quick as lightning, a cruel smirk upon his wormy lips as he led her to the iron spikes. Sansa ignored them, gazing out at the city below.
From the high battlements of the gatehouse Sansa could see half the world. There were Visenya's and Rhaenys' hills, named for the first Targaryen queens. There were the tall stone walls that surrounded the city, the enormous gates set at intervals to permit passage.
There were so many people. Tiny specks moved through the streets, mere ants. Sansa had never really thought about how many smallfolk were in the city, or in the Seven Kingdoms. Butchers and bakers, millers and smiths, singers and whores. Had the whores helped Arya escape by now? Had they gotten Jeyne and Merissa out? Perhaps they were already on their way to Riverrun to be welcomed by their Tully kin.
“What are you looking at?” Joffrey said. “This is what I wanted you to see, right here.”
Joffrey led her down the row of spikes. The distorted faces could not hurt her, they were already dead and gone, their spirits at peace. Father was unrecognizable, as was the face Joffrey claimed to be her septa. Septa Mordane snored when she dozed, Sansa thought, but now her nose was gone. Joffrey grew more frustrated with each head as she looked calmly at the faces, dipped in tar and ravaged by the beaks of crows.
“You haven’t said what you mean to give me for my name day," Joffrey finally said, his voice dangerously gallant. "Maybe I should give you something instead, would you like that?”
“If it please you, my lord,” Sansa replied. She doubted he'd give her a gift, but she knew what her gift would be. She'd finish the handkerchief for him, and bow and scrape as he wanted. Her courtesies were a gift to the ungrateful boy. If she were Prince Aemon the Dragonknight, she'd have already killed him where he stood.
"Your brother is a traitor. After my name day feast, I’m going to raise a host and kill him myself. That’s what I’ll give you, Lady Sansa. Your brother’s head."
The outer parapet came up to her chin, but along the inner edge of the walk was nothing, nothing but a long plunge to the bailey seventy or eighty feet below. Perhaps the drop should make her dizzy, but her blood was singing in her veins. A breeze as cold as ice brushed against her cheeks. All caution fled as the tingling of her skin sank deeper, setting her very bones afire.
“Maybe my brother will give me yours.”
Joffrey scowled. “You must never mock me like that. A true wife does not mock her lord. Ser Meryn, teach her.”
This time Sansa was ready. She kept her head still as the walls of Winterfell as the knight struck her, once on each cheek. Sansa licked her lips, her gaze fixed on Ser Meryn's bloodshot eyes. The coppery tang of blood filled her mouth, and she heard the howling of wolves in the distance.
Ser Meryn stepped back, a look of dread on his dour face. Sansa almost laughed. A knight of the Kingsguard, frightened by her? But the Hound was not a knight, and he was not afraid. His eyes burned as he stared at Sansa, stepping forward slowly as he pulled out a handkerchief. It was white, white as snow, white as the direwolf on father's doublet, white as the bark of the weirwood tree.
The weirwood called to her from the godswood below, embracing her, thanking her for giving it life. And so she should, for she was a weirwood tree, she had fed it her blood and eaten its seeds, and they were one, her skin as pale as bone-white bark, her hair as flaming as the leaves. Let go, the weirwood said. Accept our gift. Sansa's heart pounded like a drum, and she breathed out. Yes.
Something snapped. The smells and sounds Sansa kept at bay came flooding in. She could smell everything, from the stink of fish on Joffrey's breath to the sweat of the men in the yard below. Her ears tingled with every sound, the ravens quorking in the rookery, horses neighing in the stables, dogs barking in the kennels. Dimly Sansa felt Buttons and Softpaws flee her room, drawn to some burst of shining power on the walls.
The smell of nightsoil assaulted Sansa's sensitive nose, and she turned to look at Joffrey. The King stood frozen with terror, his mouth open, his entire body trembling, a dark wet patch at his groin. Ser Meryn fled the battlements, his armor clanging, his white cloak fluttering behind him. The Hound stepped back, his face pale, his eyes wide and white with fear as though he looked at wildfire.
Sansa's own voice echoed in her ears. Please, I know you sent the direwolves to us. Do not let me be the only Stark without any protection.
And the old gods answered.
Blood.
Pain shot across her skin, a thousand needles piercing every vein, a thousand hammers smashing every bone.
Tears.
Sansa screamed in agony, she screamed her fury and her sorrow and a howl echoed through the dusk.
Direwolf.
She heard the sound of ripping fabric, and tried to cover herself with hands she did not have. They were gone, replaced by soft pads and sharp claws.
Queen.
Visions flashed before her eyes. A ring of weirwoods surrounded her, each with a different face. A maid in seashells kissed a wolf crowned with bronze. A knight with black hair knelt before Sansa in the yard of the Red Keep, his leathers bloody, his sword at her feet, smallfolk cheering, lords and ladies staring in shock.
Yes.
Sansa fell to all fours, shaking off the last bits of fabric that caged her, her paws pressing against the stone, her powerful legs ready-
YES.
With a leap the great red direwolf cast herself at Joffrey, taking them both over the edge.
End Part I
Notes:
Stay tuned for Part II, Red Wolf, where we will move into the events of Clash of Kings.
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This chapter is the one I've been dying to write for months. The original idea for this fic was simple: what if Sansa had shoved Joffrey? If he fell alone, he'd die, but Cersei would have Sansa executed immediately, hostage or not. If Sansa fell with him, she would die too- so how could she escape?And then I wondered... how far of a drop can a wolf survive? It turns out that there are stories of dogs surviving falls of around 70 ft, and the idea of Sansa as a wolf was born.
But what magic would give Sansa such power? I've read plenty of fun AUs that have Starks as werewolves, but I wanted to stick close to the books. And then I thought- if skinchangers can slip their skins, why couldn't an incredibly powerful skinchanger actually change their skin? All the magic that works in Westeros appears to be blood magic, and from there came the idea of Lady being buried beneath a weirwood, Sansa injuring herself while trying to say goodbye, and then accidentally making a blood pact with the old gods.
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Chapter 29: Part II: Red Wolf (Catelyn I)
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Part II: Red Wolf
Grief lay upon Catelyn Stark as heavy and deep as the sea. But I am a fish, and I must swim. She could not drown in her sorrow, this was neither the time or place. Upstairs her father lay dying; below the lords of the North and the Riverlands assembled for a war council.
Catelyn's heart was as frozen as the Wall as she reread the words Maester Luwin had scratched at the bottom of the parchment, his hand sharp and clear beneath Sansa's delicate, ladylike script. Sweet Sansa, only just turned twelve, who'd begged to go south with Catelyn's encouragement. I failed you, Catelyn thought as she stared at the words her daughter had risked her life to send.
Arya missing.
At least the Lannisters didn't have her in their claws. Of all her children, Arya was the most wild, the most adventurous, the quickest to befriend smallfolk. Perhaps she would find her way home. If she's still alive. Catelyn pushed the thought away.
Joff sent catspaw.
There was the answer to a riddle. When she'd received Ned's raven ordering the Imp's release without explanation, Catelyn had been dumbfounded. The Imp had been near as surprised, his ugly face screwed up in concentration. He had denied any involvement, and called Littlefinger a liar... but she hadn’t believed him. She'd thought Ned ordered the Imp's release for the sake of peace, not for innocence.
Joffrey son of Jaime.
The Northern lords had not held their tongues about that. The minute they met at Moat Cailin the Greatjon had immediately, loudly told Ser Wylis and Ser Wendel Manderly all about "Ned's clever girl" and the "brotherfucking Lannister bitch."
Though Robb had not yet decided how to proceed, the word spread like wildfire as the host marched south. Men had shouted Winterfell and Riverrun when they fought in the Whispering Wood, but they'd shouted "brotherfucker" too, even as Jaime Lannister cut down Robb's guard before being captured.
Baelish betrayed father.
There were the bitter dregs at the bottom of the cup. Her own voice rang in her ears. I will not forget the help you gave me, Petyr. When your men came for me, I did not know whether they were taking me to a friend or an enemy. What a fool Catelyn was. Petyr had challenged Brandon for her hand, and she had turned away from him, as was her duty. Small wonder that he bore her no love, nor Ned for taking Brandon's place.
Catelyn set her despair aside. The war council awaited.
The Great Hall hummed as the lords seated themselves, northern lords to one side and riverlanders to the other. Catelyn's brother Edmure looked uncomfortable in the high seat of the Tullys. Her uncle Brynden the Blackfish was more at ease, his face as stern as any northman's. The river lords were at their side, Blackwood and Bracken as far apart as possible, Piper beside Smallwood, Mallister by Frey.
Ser Karyl Vance sat near one end, his face somber. He’d gone to Ned for justice after Clegane slaughtered his people, and it was he who had come to her this morning to give her the last known word of her daughters. Arya he had glimpsed only in passing, grinning and filthy. But Sansa he praised at length. Sansa had hosted Ser Karyl, Marq Piper, and Raymun Darry, presiding over the dinner table with gentle courtesy. Not only that, but she’d given their smallfolk fresh clothes and kind words. At least the last word of her daughters was sweet.
Catelyn sat beside her eldest son, surrounded by the northern lords. Robb's back was straight as steel, his blue eyes somber as he waited for the council to begin. Catelyn examined her son's face, her heart aching as she looked for her daughters. Sansa's eyes were a deeper blue, but her brow furrowed the same way when she thought. There was little of Arya Stark in Robb's Tully looks, but they shared their father's long face.
Catelyn looked at her brother Edmure. He had a little of Robb’s looks, but he lacked Robb’s solemn bearing. Despite being twice Robb’s age, Edmure shared his river lords’ boyish self-satisfaction. They were boistrous after lifting the siege of Riverrun. Even little Lyman Darry, a boy Bran’s age whose lord father had been slain not two weeks past, was caught up by the glory of battle.
They had not known Eddard Stark. The northern lords who’d raised the siege were quiet, their joy overwhelmed by their loss. The Greatjon's bushy black brows concealed red rimmed eyes. How many fierce northern lords had wept for Ned? Even Theon Greyjoy's smirk seemed fixed, his face pale. And Ned was not their only loss.
Lord Rickard Karstark was gaunt with sorrow, his youngest son Torrhen cut down by the Kingslayer as he tried to reach Robb. At least his second son, Eddard, was safe behind the walls of the Karhold. Thank the gods Robb had ordered each lord to leave a son behind to defend the north. In private Robb had confessed it had been Galbart Glover's suggestion, wary of ironborn attacks. It was a wise decision, given what had happened at the Green Fork. Lord Hornwood was dead, but at least Lady Donella had their son to comfort her.
Robb had entrusted Galbart’s younger brother, Robett Glover, with most of his foot. While Robb marched on Riverrun, Robett had lured Tywin Lannister into battle at the Green Fork. It had been a bloody mess. The northmen had taken Ser Kevan Lannister captive, along with Ser Harys Swyft and a few others. Ser Kevan shared a cell with his son Willem, a squire captured in the Whispering Wood. The Lannisters held Roose Bolton, Lord Cerwyn, and Ser Wylis Manderly.
Yet there were still plenty of lords left to argue, and argue they did as soon as the council began.
Greatjon Umber proposed putting Jaime Lannister on trial for incest and sending his head to King's Landing. Jason Mallister urged patience, pointing out that the Kingslayer and other captives might be traded for Sansa, Bolton, Cerwyn, and Manderly.
The shouting went back and forth for an age, until Ser Marq Piper interrupted to propose marching on Casterly Rock. Then the arguing switched to strategy. Should they stay at Riverrun, resting their troops while blocking Lannister supply lines? Should they march on Harrenhal and fight Lord Tywin's army?
It was Lord Tytos Blackwood who finally brought up the problem of kingship. With Sansa's letter and Bran as a sworn witness, few doubted the charges laid against Jaime and Cersei Lannister. Catelyn should have been honored by the trust in her children, but she suspected that it was easy for men to believe the worst of their enemies. Honorable Lord Eddard's head on a pike condemned the Lannisters more than any child could. Peace, Catelyn thought. All I want is peace, and that is all I cannot have.
"Lord Renly claims the crown, with Highgarden and Storm's End at his back. Let us join our strength to his," Lord Jonos Bracken urged.
"Renly is not the king," Robb said, breaking his silence for the first time. "Bran cannot inherit Winterfell while I live, no more than Renly can claim a crown while his older brother takes breath."
"And what is Stannis doing on Dragonstone?" The Greatjon boomed. Northern and river lords looked back and forth.
"Brooding," Lord Karyl Vance said with a shrug.
"Dragonstone should be covered in chickens, then," Robb’s squire, Olyvar Frey said. "He's been brooding nigh on a year."
"If he knew the children were illborn, surely he would have declared himself King when Robert passed," Edmure said, troubled.
"Yet he has not," Robb said stubbornly. "We cannot wait for Stannis. Nor shall I swear fealty to a bastard born of incest."
"Nor I neither," Marq Piper said.
"Never!" Shouted little Lyman Darry.
"Nor I," swore grim Lord Karstark.
"Nor I," Lady Mormont growled.
The Greatjon rose to his feet, the firelight casting his immense shadow behind him.
"MY LORDS!" he shouted, his voice like the crack of thunder. "Here is what I say to these Lannister and Baratheon kings!" He spat. "The Others take the Lannister bastards. But why should I kneel to Stannis or Renly? They did naught to help Lord Eddard, nor to defend the Riverlands from Lannister butchers. A king who fails his duty is no king at all."
All around the room lords were nodding, their eyes blazing. The river lords would not forget their rich fields turned to deserts, their holdfasts ruined and their smallfolk slaughtered. Oh, Ned, Catelyn despaired. I never should have urged you south.
"Why shouldn’t we rule ourselves again?" The Greatjon roared. "King Torrhen Stark knelt to Targaryens and their dragons. Show me a Targaryen riding a dragon and I'll kneel." The Greatjon looked around, one hand over his brow like a mummer, and laughter rang out across the hall. Catelyn envied them. Would she ever laugh again?
"The dragons are dead and gone," the Greatjon spat again. "I'll swear to only one king, one that heeds his bannermen, who knows his duty, who knows his people and mine."
Robb sat as still as stone, his gaze cold as ice as his eyes met the Greatjon's. Without blinking the Greatjon drew his sword and pointed the blade at Robb.
"There sits the only king I mean to bow my knee to, m’lords," he thundered. "The King in the North!"
King Robb sat in her father's seat, his bare head held high as they brought the prisoner in. It was only a week past that the lords had knelt before him, and the smith was still forging a suitable crown.
No sooner had the new king and his men sworn to take Joffrey's head, news had arrived that they were too late. Joffrey Lannister was dead, killed falling from the traitor's walk of the Red Keep. The gods had a cruel sense of humor. And the rumors of how he fell...
"You may rise," her son said coldly. Ser Cleos Frey got to his feet, his knees shaking. He'd fought for the Lannisters in the Whispering Wood and been taken captive there, but it was hard to picture the man holding a sword.
Catelyn would be happy to never see another Frey in her life, but as ever the gods ignored her wishes. Olyvar Frey seemed glued to Robb's side, the image of a faithful squire. Olyvar was handsome, for a Frey. His close cropped brown hair was thick, his frame well built. Perhaps it was because he'd escaped the seething horde of Freys at the Twins, growing up as a ward at Rosby with his mother's kin before being summoned by Lord Walder.
Ser Cleos was a Frey of a different kind, half-Lannister and entirely dispensable, and thus perfect for the unhappy task ahead of him. Catelyn watched as Grey Wind circled the knight, sniffing and licking his chops.
"I brought you from your cell to carry my message to your cousin Cersei Lannister in King’s Landing."
Ser Cleos nodded eagerly as Grey Wind slunk back to Robb's side. “I should be most glad to bring His Grace’s message to the queen.”
Several lords spat on the rushes.
"Brotherfucker," the Greatjon snarled. Ser Cleos twitched.
Robb laid out the terms of Ser Cleos' release. Ser Cleos accepted the terms, swearing to return bearing Cersei's reply and then resume his captivity. The terms sent to the Lannisters were simple, despite all the time and arguing that had gone into them.
Robb declared the North and Riverlands independent of the Iron Throne. He denounced the new king, Tommen, as a bastard born of incest. He offered to exchange captives, save the Kingslayer. Catelyn cared nothing for these terms. It was the final term she waited for, the one for which she had marshaled every argument, drawing on every instinct and ally.
"Finally," Robb said, his voice as stern as Ned’s. "Word has reached us of the disappearance of our sister, the Princess Sansa, and the charges laid against her."
The lords rumbled.
All knew that rumor ran wild when a king died, but the rumors of Joffrey's death had been particularly strange. One story said he'd fallen off the Red Keep while fleeing from the ghost of Eddard Stark. Another claimed Joffrey was pushed by a Sworn Brother of the Kingsguard. No, others said, he'd been devoured by a great red wolf that carried Sansa away on its back. No, the Stark girl was the red wolf, sent by the gods to punish her father's killer.
Whatever the tale, all agreed that her eldest daughter was missing and charged with involvement in Joffrey's death. Golden dragons awaited the man who found Sansa Stark and brought her back alive. Catelyn shivered to think what Cersei would do if she got Sansa in her clutches.
"Understand this," Robb said, rising to his feet, Grey Wind snarling at his heels as he descended to stand before the shaking Ser Cleos.
The lords watched, their faces grim. Only the Greatjon smiled, a smile terrible to behold. Catelyn wondered if she should fear the man who had named her son a king and backed her in making this final demand.
"You are to tell Cersei that if any harm comes to Princess Sansa while in Lannister hands-" Robb stopped just in front of the the knight, his eyes hard.
"-then Jaime Lannister will share my father’s fate."
Notes:
Soooo, what do you guys think? :)
Note: the differences are subtle, but the Battle of the Green Fork went differently. And there are other changes that sharp eyed readers may notice... ;)
Chapter 30: Arya I
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The air was cold and the river freezing, his mouth watering as he crossed. Prey was near, he could smell it. The white wolf was hungry.
The air was cold and the ground dark, his claws clicking on the stone. King after king he saw, iron swords on their laps. The black wolf was angry.
The air was cold and the sky clear, his ears twitching as he listened. His boy sat beneath the pale tree, the wildling woman crouched beside him. The winged wolf was nervous.
The air was warm and the fire bright, his nose nuzzling against the woman's palm. His boy's mother stroked him. The young wolf was sad.
The air was mild and the breeze fresh, her fur rippling as she ran. She knew her path, her girl was close. The fierce wolf was excited.
The air was mild and the darkness deep, her limbs shivering as she waited. She hid from her companions in the cave. The red wolf was afraid.
"Oi, Arry, wake up," the Bull hissed, shaking Arya's shoulder. For a moment his eyes were the wrong shade of blue, then she blinked and they looked right again.
She'd fallen asleep against the wall of the bathhouse while waiting for the others to finish. Arya rubbed her grimy arms, hating the feel of the thick layer of dirt on her skin. She was supposed to be Arry the orphan boy now. If she took a bath with the black brothers and their new recruits, they'd find her out. Angry, Arya slapped the Bull's hand away.
"What?" She snapped. There was a strange prickling in her skin— was her dream true? Was Nymeria close?
The Bull pointed at the road. Goldcloaks. There was an officer and five men, and the officer was arguing with Yoren. Arya leapt to her feet, her fury overriding all else. The officer turned to look at her, and quick as a snake, Yoren had his sword at the officer's throat.
"You'll be taking no bastard boys today," Yoren snarled. It was almost like one of Sansa's songs, except for how ugly Yoren was. When the goldcloaks were gone, Yoren gave the officer's dropped sword to Hot Pie and turned to the Bull.
"Queen wants you bad, boy."
Arya shook her head in confusion. Hadn't the goldcloaks been after her ? The Bull was broad shouldered and strong, a smith's apprentice. He'd forged the bull helm he carried that gave him his name. But he was just some bastard boy.
"Why would the queen want you ?" Arya asked, unable to help herself.
"I don't know," the Bull snapped. "Why do you care?"
"Because they were after me!" Arya said, forgetting herself.
"Shut up," Yoren said, cuffing Arya upside the head. Her scalp was still tender from the rough shaving he'd given her, and it stung.
"They can’t have either of your sorry hides. You ride them two coursers. First sight of a gold cloak, make for the Wall like a dragon’s on your tail. The rest o’ us don’t mean spit to them."
Arya mounted her horse with little trouble while the Bull struggled to climb on his. Nymeria was close, she knew it.
A few men from the inn had come out to see Yoren and the goldcloaks argue, and she rode near one of them, a man with a long beard.
"Seen any wolves about?" Arya asked, trying to sound casual. The man laughed, revealing gaps where his teeth were missing.
"There's wolves all over the riverlands, boy. And in King's Landing too, I've heard."
Arya frowned. There were no wolves in King's Landing, unless he meant Sansa. They'd had no news from King's Landing since they set out— all the travelers the black brothers passed on the road were coming south. Their news was of fighting in the Riverlands, homes burned, children slain.
"Wolves in the city?" the Bull asked, finally managing to bring his courser over.
"So they say. A big red one, what slew the boy king and stole the old Hand's daughter."
"Joffrey's dead ?"
"Get movin'!" Yoren shouted, slapping her horse's rump.
If Yoren had hoped she'd fall, he'd be disappointed. Arya clung on with her knees as the horse bolted forward, then stopped, shifting her hooves uneasily. The mare hated being startled. She could already smell wolves on the breeze, though they were far off.
Wolves! Arya almost wept. The horse shook her head, confused. Wolves were dangerous, wolves were predators. No, Arya told her. I'm a wolf. Take me to them, I swear they won't hurt you. The mare stamped her feet in disbelief. Please, they're my family, Arya begged. The mare snorted. Wolves were predators, not family.
Arya crossed her fingers behind her back. The men here want to eat you, as soon as we get further north .
The mare took off running, galloping toward the setting sun. Yoren's shouts faded behind her, she was free, no sound but the wind and her horse's hooves. They crossed a little stream with a glorious splash, and Arya whooped with joy— until she heard the second set of splashes behind them.
The Bull was the one who had followed her. Of course he had. He rode badly but stubbornly behind Arya on his courser, his black hair sticking up every which way. Arya's mare needed a rest, she couldn't gallop all night, and the Bull's horse refused to throw him when Arya asked. So they stopped beside a little pool, letting the horses drink while they argued.
"You're s'posed to go to the Wall," the Bull said. Arya eyed him. She didn't think she could outrun him on foot, not for very long. He was around five years Arya's senior, long-legged and strong.
Arya swore at him, and he stared. She threatened him with Needle, and he put his hand on the hilt of the sword at his hip. Finally, in a fit of temper, she ordered him to leave.
"Thought you was highborn," the Bull said. "Too bossy for being so small and skinny." He crouched beside the pool, using his hands for a cup as he scooped up water.
Arya gazed longingly at the little pool. It was cool and clear and shallow. Arya’s limbs ached from long days of travel. Sweat dripped down her back to join the dried salty crust of previous days. It had been a long time since she’d felt even half clean.
"Look," she said. "I'll tell you everything if you guard the pool so I can wash. And no peeking, or I'll stab you with Needle."
The Bull turned around, drawing his sword as though there might be goldcloaks behind every tree.
"So what's your name?" Arya asked, stripping off her filthy clothes and wading into the pool. It was almost dark, so she scrubbed quickly while she could still see. Her skin still prickled like it had earlier, and the sensation seemed to be growing stronger.
"Gendry," he replied. She dunked her head beneath the water, missing whatever he said next.
"What?" She asked, shaking the water from her ears.
"Why did you think the goldcloaks wanted you?" Gendry repeated. Arya sighed.
"You first."
"I never did nothing to no queen,” he said, sullen. "I did my work, is all. Bellows and tongs and fetch and carry. I was s’posed to be an armorer, and one day Master Mott says I got to join the Night’s Watch, that’s all I know."
Gendry sounded wistful, as though he'd been born to hammer steel and the goldcloaks had stolen his dream away.
"I'm sorry," Arya said.
"Your turn," Gendry said gruffly. "What are you— some lord’s bastard?"
"If I tell you, you have to promise you won't make me go back," Arya said.
Needle was close, she might be able to stick him with the pointy end if he said no- but she really didn't want to. Gendry was the only one who'd been kind to her. And he'd never take her to the queen, not when the queen was sending goldcloaks after him. Gendry sighed.
"Fine, lordling. I swear, I won't take you back to Yoren."
"My name is Arya of House Stark."
Telling Gendry had been a mistake. He hadn't taken her back to Yoren, but he also refused to go away. Worst of all, he kept bowing and calling her m'lady. Ugh.
At least he was following her lead, though he thought she was daft to risk riding in the dark. They went slowly, letting the horses pick out their own path through the woods. Arya explained about Nymeria, and how the horses could smell wolves nearby.
She didn't mention the prickling in her skin or how it grew stronger and stronger. Instead, she told Gendry that Nymeria would be as good as ten soldiers, and she'd be able to sniff out Sansa.
Arya expected Gendry to laugh when she told him she was Sansa's sworn shield. Instead he'd been quiet for a long while.
"Never had a sister," he said finally. "But I s'pose I'd want to keep her safe if I did."
They’d been riding for at least an hour when Arya’s mare shied back suddenly. Gendry's horse stopped too, its muzzle quivering. The horses whickered with fear as Arya slid down off the mare.
Something was coming. Arya could hear it rustling in the brush, and she ran toward it, ignoring Gendry’s shout of warning. A dark blur with golden eyes hurtled out of the darkness. The direwolf slammed into her, and Arya laughed as Nymeria's tongue washed the tears from her face.
Notes:
😭 Baby has her wolf back! What do you guys think?
Chapter 31: Tyrion I
Chapter Text
“Two Starks, a steward’s daughter, and a maid. Tell me, sweet sister, how do four girls not yet flowered vanish?”
Cersei glared at Tyrion over her glass of wine. Her cheeks were as red as her eyes, her hair undressed and unkempt. Today would have been the boy’s thirteenth name day. Neither the old gods or the new would be able to help Sansa Stark if Cersei got her hands on her.
"As if you cared ," Cersei hissed. "You must have drunk yourself silly when you heard Joff was dead." The cutting remark was somewhat dulled by the sad little hiccup in the middle. It seemed he and Cersei shared a fondness for wine, if naught else.
"I did no such thing," Tyrion said patiently. "I was with our father at the time, and you know how well he tolerates drunks." Cersei snorted.
It had been a foul day at the Crossroads Inn where Lord Tywin had assembled his bannermen after the debacle at the Green Fork. Ser Kevan's capture by Karstark men was bad enough; to learn Jaime had been taken by a stripling boy of fifteen was catastrophe. His father's fury was colder than the Wall, a sword that cut through the babble of panicked bannermen.
And then the messenger had arrived from King's Landing.
If Tyrion had been asked to choose which Stark would stand accused of shoving Joffrey off the Red Keep, he’d have chosen the other sister. Arya Stark was a grubby little hellcat, running about Winterfell in roughspun. She'd even had the nerve to set her direwolf on Joffrey, or so Cersei claimed.
Sansa Stark was another matter. She was a delicate little blossom of a girl, for all that she was taller than Tyrion. Beautiful and sweet, and thrilled to learn of her betrothal to the prince. Perhaps Starks have room for so much honor because their heads are filled with feathers, Tyrion thought. Betrothal to Joffrey was no prize, as even the Stark girl must have realized once he took Ned Stark's head.
"Your sorrow is not yours alone," Tyrion soothed, daring to pat Cersei's hand. She yanked her hand back, jarring his arm. His elbow throbbed where the morningstar had laid it open. If the gods were good, he'd never see battle again.
"You always hated Joff," Cersei hissed. "Perhaps you were the one who paid for his death."
Cersei couldn’t seem to make up her mind whether Sansa or Trant had pushed Joff. Lacking any better suspects, Tyrion’s money was on Trant. Bags of gold had been found in the knight’s rooms, though Varys claimed he could not yet identify who had bought Ser Meryn. Cersei suspected he'd been paid to let Arya Stark escape as well, though she was no more certain of the buyer. The simpering Renly and his Tyrell friends? The traitorous Dornish? The cunning old Lord Hoster Tully? Perhaps even the Starks, since Ned Stark had stooped to asking Littlefinger to buy the goldcloaks.
Tyrion sighed. Trant's incompetence was more likely to blame for Arya Stark's escape, if not Joffrey's death, but an angry Cersei was not a thoughtful Cersei. Cersei would blame everyone who crossed her until the mystery was solved, and Tyrion crossed her by merely existing.
"I may not have loved Joff well, but he was still my nephew. And I hope you'd give me more credit than to think I'd trust such a plot to the likes of Meryn Trant."
Trant's head now decorated a spike on traitor's walk. Tyrion had seen it that morning when giving the order for the Stark heads to be taken down. One of the empty spikes might suit Petyr Baelish, if he could persuade his sweet sister it was for Joff's sake and not his own. A Lannister pays his debts, Littlefinger , Tyrion thought grimly. The matter of the valyrian steel dagger would not go unpunished.
"Trant was a fool," Cersei snapped, rising from her seat. The wine in her goblet sloshed, almost dripping on her mourning gown. "A stormlander never should have been trusted with Joff's life."
Tyrion bit his tongue. If he recalled correctly, it had been Cersei's idea to put Trant on the Kingsguard. His birth in the Stormlands was a sop to Robert, but his loyalty had lain with House Lannister.
"Since I cannot question the man myself, perhaps you might tell me what he said before you had Sir Ilyn shorten him," Tyrion said.
It seemed that the small council had questioned Trant, found him guilty, and executed him within a week of Joff's death. Doubtless it was Cersei's work, but Tyrion found it very interesting that neither Varys, Pycelle, nor Baelish had stopped her. And Trant wasn't as lucky as Ned Stark. He had been flayed, hanged, and then beheaded.
Cersei poured herself more wine, her eyes hollow with grief. For once in his life, he pitied her, but he kept his mouth shut.
"Court had ended for the day. Trant and Sandor Clegane were guarding Joff," she began, sipping her wine. "It seems he had a notion to show Sansa her father's head, so he took her up to the traitor's walk."
“His Grace had a unique way of winning the hearts of his subjects,” Tyrion said wryly, unable to resist. Cersei glared.
"Trant said Joff showed the girl Stark's head, and promised to gift her Robb Stark's head for his name day." Tears dripped down Cersei's face, and she angrily brushed them away. "All else Trant said was gibbering nonsense."
"Yet that nonsense may be important, sister," Tyrion said gently, hopping down from his chair. He waddled over to the side table, fetching the open bottle of sweet Arbor red. Cersei stared at him balefully as he poured it into her goblet.
"Ser Meryn said Sansa mocked Joffrey, and Joffrey ordered him to chastise her. Trant said it was like the girl turned to stone."
Cersei took a long drink of Arbor red. "He said she didn't make a sound when he hit her, just stared and stared." She gave a bitter laugh. "Then the air turned to ice, wolves howled for blood, the girl convulsed, fur sprouting from her skin." Cersei took another drink. "He claims he fled, leaving Joff alone with the Hound and the girl."
Tyrion frowned. Trant was a decent sword, but dull as a post. Perhaps he'd found a spark of imagination under the torturer's lash.
"I suppose that's why I heard some of the guards raving about a red wolf running through the keep?"
Cersei downed her entire goblet, then poured herself another cup. Tyrion was almost impressed that her speech was only slightly slurred.
"Yes, the superstitious fools. A guard claimed he saw two cats leading a wolf from the keep, and now every snapping twig or growling dog makes them wet themselves with fear."
Doubtless she'd had the guard killed, but alas, men would talk. Guards were never happy unless they had gossip to share during their long watches. A missing girl with red hair and a direwolf sigil was too dull, so she became a fearsome red wolf. Such fantastical tales were juicy fodder for guards starved with boredom. Soon enough the smallfolk would be repeating the tales, if they weren't already.
"And what did Sandor Clegane say?" Even dipped in tar, Tyrion would surely have recognized the Hound's ugly face on a spike. Cersei's hand clenched into a fist.
"Nothing of use," she spat. "He's in the black cells until I decide his fate."
Droplets of wine hit Tyrion in the face, but he ignored them. The Hound, useless? Sandor Clegane had been Cersei's dog before he was Joffrey's. They were well suited to each other. The man hated people almost as much as Cersei did, and his hideous face made Cersei look all the more beautiful.
"Father sent me here to serve you," Tyrion said patiently. "I cannot serve you if I am kept in the dark. What did Clegane say?" Cersei stared into her goblet, swirling the wine slowly.
"He said he had to take a piss, and that he didn't think Trant needed his help protecting Joffrey from a twittering little bird."
Tyrion barely managed to choke back his laughter. That story had the ring of truth. Of all the times to take a piss. Perhaps the gods did exist and they were smiling on the Lannisters. Tommen would be a far better king than his brother, though Tyrion wasn't stupid enough to say so in Cersei's hearing.
"Every man must piss," Tyrion said instead. "It seems the Hound has been unfairly blamed. He had no reason to doubt Trant, and Sansa Stark is as dangerous as one of Tommen's kittens."
It seemed Tommen’s first act as king had been to acquire as many kittens as possible, now that there was no Joffrey to slay them. He'd shown them to Tyrion not an hour past while he awaited Cersei. Tommen's favorite was a fluffy blonde cat who shared his nephew's green eyes and friendly nature.
Though it was a bit unfortunate that the boy had named the cat Ser Jaime. No one needed reminding that Tommen was the spitting image of Jaime, if Jaime were a chubby and cheerful seven year old. Tyrion had suggested Ser Whiskers instead, claiming the kitten's name might upset the Queen Mother while the northerners held brave Uncle Jaime captive. Tommen had readily agreed.
"Even so," Cersei said, setting her goblet down. "He should have been quicker about it. Perhaps then we'd have the Stark girl to trade for Jaime."
There was another mystery, one that had made a vein pulse in Lord Tywin's forehead. Not even Varys could find a single whisper of where the maid had gone. All they had were the tatters of a green silk gown that had been found on the walkway and beside Joffrey's broken body on the ground below. Had Joff ordered Trant to strip her? Or had Sansa torn her clothes in grief for her father? Or had Joff clutched at her gown as he fell?
The maid hadn't fallen, that was certain. The drop would have turned her into a bloody flatcake like Joffrey. Pycelle said the boy's body was so broken they'd had to cover it with a golden cloth when it lay in the sept. How on earth had a half-naked maid of twelve escaped?
"You're right, sweet sister," Tyrion agreed. "But the Hound is a faithful dog, and I'd not see him chained when he could be guarding the flock."
"We are lions, not sheep," Cersei snarled.
"A poor choice of words," Tyrion soothed, thinking quickly.
"Why not strip him of his white cloak? That will be punishment enough for his failure, and give you two plums to reward men you trust."
Cersei watched Tyrion carefully, suspicious but clearly interested in the idea.
"Men that I trust," she said slowly, setting her goblet aside. Encouraged, Tyrion continued.
"I am here to serve and advise you, sweet sister. The Hound's not fool enough to betray us- let him be your sworn shield. He'll terrify every man stupid enough to cross you."
It took near an hour of careful flattery and cunning, but at last Tyrion was free of Cersei. The Hound would be her sworn shield, and Ser Addam Marbrand would be summoned to take his place on the Kingsguard.
Cersei had actually chosen well. True, she'd chosen Marbrand because the knight was Jaime's closest friend, but he was also a solid and well-respected warrior. Lord Tywin wouldn't like it, but Tyrion cared little. You told me to take things in hand, father, and so I shall. Trant's place would remain open, awaiting a suitable replacement.
And now Tyrion had yet another task ahead of him. He sighed as he shifted uncomfortably in his saddle. There might be no trace of the Stark girls, but the steward's daughter was another matter.
Varys had been practically giddy when he divulged that the girl had gone missing from the brothel where Baelish had stashed her. Tyrion suspected the eunuch loathed Littlefinger almost as much as he did. He might have shared Varys' glee, if the news hadn't been delivered at the Broken Anvil with Shae by the eunuch's side. How had Varys found her so quickly, yet discovered nary a trace of a Stark?
"Where to, m'lord?" Bronn asked. Tyrion frowned at the interruption.
"The Street of Silk," Tyrion said.
That was why he was risking the streets of King's Landing with only Bronn by his side. The clansmen would be near useless surrounded by such temptations, and Tyrion did not want Lannister guards drawing attention. With any luck he'd be able to question the whores and get their account before he confronted Baelish.
Baelish's brothel was a three story place, a bit decrepit but humming with laughter. A fat Dornish woman was singing in the common room, her rich voice contrasting with the filthy words. Tyrion glanced about the room. There were only a few men, unsurprising for mid-afternoon. A woman with straw-blonde hair cut short was arranging chairs, a black cat at her feet. The singer finished her song and made for Tyrion, her hips swaying as she walked.
"And how may we serve our Lord of Lannister?" The woman purred. She dipped a graceful curtsy, the low neckline of her gown giving him a view of her more than ample bosom. Her speaking voice was as lovely as her singing voice, smooth as butter and sweet as honey.
"I'm a bit short to be Lord Tywin, as you might have noticed," Tyrion said. The singer raised an eyebrow and smirked.
"It was a courtesy, as you knew. A blind man could see you are too young and too charming to be Lord Tywin," she said. Tyrion decided he liked her. "I am Belandra. I run this place. How may I serve you, m'lord?"
"M'lord would like to speak with you somewhere private," Tyrion replied.
Bel nodded. "Jess!" she called to the straw-blonde woman. Now that Tyrion had a second look, he noted Jess had a nice plump bosom, though her hunched shoulders did not display her teats to advantage. "Some food and drink for our honored guest."
The room she brought him to was small but clean, furnished with a bed, a few chairs, and a table. A ginger kitten was curled up by the hearth while a calico cat washed the kitten's ears. Bel closed the windows at his direction, apologizing for how stuffy the room would soon become. Jess brought tankards of good beer for Tyrion and Bronn, and set a plate of fresh bread on the table, the loaf still hot from the oven, butter and jam beside it.
"We rarely entertain guests of such quality," Bel said as Tyrion looked over the food. "I hope you'll not take offense."
"Oh, any offense I take is as small as I am," Tyrion japed, slicing the bread and spreading a slice thick with butter and jam. He was famished from his war of words with Cersei, and the food smelled good.
"I'm glad to hear it. My girls are already nervous after our last, ah, lordly visitor. We women are so easily frightened." Bel gave an exaggerated sigh. After dealing with Cersei, this was practically fun. "Lords, stray dogs, spiders, all of them make a whore tremble."
Now that was a surprise. Varys had been here personally? The man must have wanted to be certain the girl had vanished before he threw Baelish to the lions.
"Spiders are very distressing," Tyrion agreed, cutting himself another slice of bread. "When did they last trouble you?"
"Oh, some weeks past. Just before the gods took m'lord's poor nephew."
Curiouser and curiouser. Had that been when Varys first found the steward's girl? Tyrion sighed and stretched, noting that Bel's ebony eyes narrowed when she saw the small bag at his waist, heavy with coin.
"Alas, the gods are taking all sorts of folk, from kings to brown haired northern girls. Mayhaps you've seen one?"
Bel's smile dropped.
"Have your man rap on the door," she said briskly. It was a thick wooden door, with a few dents in the wood. Bronn gave Tyrion a questioning look, and Tyrion nodded. Bronn rapped hard, and a muffled voice yelped. The cats leapt up from the hearth, startled by the noise.
"I'd have your man stand guard outside, if m'lord doesn't want anyone listening," Bel said, crossing her plump brown arms. The crooked fingers of her left hand lightly tapped on her arm as she waited.
"Go on," Tyrion ordered Bronn, and he went. No sooner had Bronn left the room than the kitten strolled over to Tyrion, mewling. With a chirp the ginger kitten hopped on Tyrion's lap, bold as brass.
"That one likes you, m'lord," Bel said as she handed him a fresh slice of bread.
"Perhaps he smells my nephew's cats," Tyrion said, accepting the slice as the kitten curled up, purring like mad. "But I was hoping to find a brown-haired girl, not a ginger kitten."
"Oh, Littlefinger brought her here, her and a common maid," Bel said, shrugging her plump shoulders. "Any more than that takes coin. I'd like to buy this place back from Littlefinger someday."
With a grin Tyrion cast the small bag of coin on the table. A pair of golden dragons and a dozen silver stags spilled out, and Bel gave him the first true smile since he'd arrived.
Notes:
Tyrion isn’t my favorite. For all his wit he’s got a nasty streak that the show mostly ignores. That said, I hope I caught his voice. Let me know what you think!
Also, I’m writing these as I go, so please enjoy this streak of inspiration and daily updates while it lasts :)
Chapter 32: Bran I
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Sansa stood on a wall of red stone, her green silk gown shimmering in the setting sun. Beside her was the prince, a golden crown upon his head. Two knights in white cloaks stood near them.
The prince was speaking, but Bran could not hear his words. The shorter knight stepped forward and struck Sansa, once on each cheek.
Yet Sansa did not move. Her eyes were glowing, the deep blue shining like a star. The knight stepped back, and Bran felt a chill as though he’d fallen through the ice on a frozen lake. Wolves were howling, leaves rustling in a wind that did not blow. Sansa’s skin rippled, her body shaking, cracks echoing off the walls as her bones snapped. The short knight fled, and the other froze, his eyes white with fear. Sansa was screaming, her long hair shrinking back, fur sprouting from her hands and face, her nose stretching into a muzzle, her gown tearing as a howl pierced the night-
"Wake up, Bran," Maester Luwin said gently.
Bran opened his eyes. The deep red fur was gone, and everything was grey, from the grey of the maester's robes to his eyes and hair in the torchlight. A parchment was in the maester’s hand.
“What is it?” Bran asked. It felt as though he’d just fallen asleep, the world outside still dark.
“A raven arrived from Riverrun,” the maester said, lighting a candle on the table by Bran’s bed. “It seems I owe you an apology, my prince.”
Bran frowned.
“An apology?” And why was Luwin calling him a prince? The maester unrolled the parchment, reading clearly.
“By the will of the lords of the North and the lords of the Riverlands, I, Robb Stark, do claim the crown of my grandsires as King in the North. Until such time as I wed and sire children, I name Brandon Stark as Prince of Winterfell and my heir.”
Bran stared at the maester, his heart thumping. A week past he’d dreamt of a giant in broken chains placing a crown on a wolf’s head. A strange crowd knelt before the wolf, bears and trout and a pink maiden dancing with a stream of white silk...
“I told you the dreams were true.”
Maester Luwin had doubted Bran. The awful dream he and Rickon had shared before word came of father’s death was not enough. “All of us have dreams that come true sometimes,” the maester had said patiently. Nor did he change his mind after Bran dreamed of a pair of towers walking to Winterfell, even though the Frey boys arrived three days later, two blue towers flapping on their grey banners.
But now the maester’s eyes were troubled as he sat on the edge of Bran’s bed, one hand rubbing at a link of dark grey metal on the chain around his neck.
“I studied magic at the Citadel. The maesters had many books on magic, but perhaps one in a hundred maesters bothers to examine them. Why should they? Perhaps magic was once a mighty force in the world, but no longer. What little remains is no more than the wisp of smoke that lingers in the air after a great fire has burned out, and even that is fading. Valyria was the last ember, and Valyria is gone. The dragons are no more, the giants are dead, the children of the forest forgotten with all their lore.”
“Old Nan says the comet smells of dragons,” Bran replied. “Osha says it’s blood and fire.”
Almost without thinking, Luwin looked out the window. The comet blazed as it had since the day before they learned of father’s death, a bloody wound against the sky.
“Dragons,” the little grey man whispered, a look of fear and wonder on his face. Then Luwin shook his head as though pushing the idea away.
“Dreams are one thing, dragons another. But if you have such dreams again...”
“I’ll tell you,” Bran promised. The maester nodded, blowing out the candle as he wished Bran pleasant sleep.
The red direwolf whimpered, holding one paw in the air as she tried to walk on the other three. A ginger kitten and a calico cat nuzzled at the direwolf’s fur, urging her on, guiding her through cramped dark alleys and abandoned buildings.
At last the cats let the direwolf rest in a dark corner behind a ramshackle three story building. The direwolf collapsed, whimpering quietly. The ginger kitten curled up at the direwolf’s side, but the calico cat crept toward the building.
“I dreamed my sister was a wolf.”
Osha raised an eyebrow and crouched beside him. Bran sat with his back against the heart tree, Hodor already gone to explore the pools.
“So she might be. You Starks might be kneelers, but you’ve the same blood as our folk.”
Bran frowned. Starks didn’t kneel, did they? Not to anyone but the king. At least Osha wasn’t laughing. The dream was too strange to tell Luwin, but Osha was different.
“What’s blood got to do with it?”
Osha laughed and ran a hand through her short hair. Her light brown skin shone like copper where droplets lingered from her bath in the pools.
“We share the ancient blood of the First Men. When the First Men made peace with the Children of the Forest, the old gods shared their gifts. Some could dream of the past. Some could hear the songs of root and stone and water. Some could slip their skins and share the skins of beasts.” Osha shrugged. “Why shouldn’t your sister share her wolf’s skin as you do?”
Bran bit his lip, thinking. As though sensing his distress, Summer trotted over, his paws quiet against the soft grass.
“Her wolf died,” Bran said. “I dreamed she was a wolf herself, but she didn’t slip her skin, she changed it .”
The wildling woman rocked back on her heels, her brow furrowed.
“We have folk who can speak to beasts or share a beast’s skin- we call them wargs, skinchangers, beastlings. But to become a wolf herself...” Osha shook her head.
Bran’s skin tingled. “What’s wrong with that?”
Osha glanced around, as though Ser Rodrik or Maester Luwin was hiding behind a tree ready to scold her. But there was no one in the godswood but Hodor and the direwolves. At last Osha spoke, her voice gentler than he’d ever heard before.
“They say a warg who shares a beast’s skin too long forgets to be a man. He fills his belly as a beast but his own body starves. Little by little his memories fade, until there’s nothing left but the beast.”
And as Bran’s heart clenched with fear, the direwolves began to howl.
Bran shifted uneasily. He’d been trying to reach Sansa for days without success, and finally thought to ask for the pillow that he’d slept on the last time he spoke with his sister. The embroidered pillow from Sansa’s room was beautiful, with all the romping direwolves, but it was not comfortable.
At least he had Summer by his side, thanks to Maester Luwin. The maester had persuaded Ser Rodrik by claiming that Bran’s health had weakened since the wolf’s confinement in the godswood. And besides, how could Summer pose any threat to the Walders when he was shut behind a barred door? Faced with the maester’s cool logic and Bran’s pleading eyes, the castellan had finally agreed.
Summer rolled over and licked Bran’s nose. He’d missed his boy. The godswood had his brother, and the trees, but it felt like part of the direwolf was missing. I’m sorry , Bran said. Summer gave a low whimper. He knew. He could feel Bran’s longing, just as he felt his black brother’s rage and his white brother’s hunger.
What about Nymeria? Can you feel her? Can you feel Sansa? Summer nuzzled Bran’s cheek. It was time to sleep.
Round and round and round Bran flew, above the gathering storm clouds. He could hear a crow cawing in the distance, calling him northward. He ignored it, turning south. Bran sped past swamps and rivers, past burned fields and broken villages. He could feel his sister’s call growing stronger, leading him to a small cave in the woods.
The red direwolf curled up in a ball, her snout pressed almost against her tail, a bandage of dark red cloth wrapped around one paw. A grey wolf stood beside her. Nymeria whined, pushing a lump of meat at the wolf that was Bran’s sister. She wouldn’t eat, she barely left the cave to drink water from the stream.
Sansa, Bran whispered. The red direwolf did not even twitch. Sansa, please, Bran tried again. You can’t stay a wolf, you’ll become one, you’ll forget who you are.
The red direwolf whimpered. Her dreams were dark. She heard the ringing of steel and the screams of dying men. She saw a man in grey and white shoved to his knees, a sword raised above his head. She saw heads dipped in tar and torn at by crows. She saw a boy lying in a pool of blood, his body broken. She had killed him, but she couldn’t remember why.
Over and over the memories played, and she fled. She didn’t want to remember, she didn’t want to return to such pain.
It’s not all pain! Bran cried. The red direwolf shook her head. No. Father was gone, he’d never come back, but Bran wasn’t losing Sansa too. Desperately Bran called up memories of his own.
Sansa dandling Bran on her lap in father’s solar, cooing encouragement as he gripped a quill awkwardly and wrote his name in shaky letters.
Sansa tugging at Rickon’s rumpled collar as they stood waiting for the king, promising to share her lemon cake if he behaved.
Sansa dancing in the great hall of Winterfell with Robb as her partner, laughing as he twirled her.
Sansa throwing a snowball at Arya, then running away shrieking as Arya gave chase.
You’re not just a wolf, you’re Sansa, you’re my sister, come back, Bran cried. Remember? Don’t you remember?
The red direwolf opened her eyes.
Notes:
Bran chapters are hard. What do you guys think?
Also, in my version of Westeros, some wildlings have brown skin. Think like the Inuit people of Canada or the Samoyedic people of Siberia. Because not everyone has to be white, GRRM! They’re all First Men descendants, but there’s still lots of different ethnic groups.
Chapter 33: Sansa I
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Sansa awoke shivering. Her naked skin pressed against cold stone, her arms clutching her knees to her chest. Was this how she’d slept in her mother’s womb? I want my mother. Sansa wept silently, her tears dripping onto the floor of the cave.
A warm muzzle brushed against Sansa’s face. Nymeria. Her pack sister lapped at her cheek, washing away the tears. But the direwolf’s heat only made Sansa shiver the harder, her skin covered in gooseprickles. Her gown and shift were long gone, shredded by her transformation. I need clothes. Sansa whimpered as the direwolf’s warmth suddenly disappeared.
Slowly Sansa forced herself to get to her feet, her limbs sluggish. Her left wrist ached with pain as she looked around. She was in a cave of pale faded limestone. The sun shone on the walls, revealing smudges of red pigment.
Almost without thinking Sansa stepped forward, drawn to the paintings on the walls. There were handprints of all sizes. A few handprints above her head were as small as a babe’s. One by her shoulder was immense, as though made by a giant. There were more paintings, beyond the reach of the light…
A low whine came from the cave entrance, accompanied by claws clicking on stone. The direwolf trotted up to Sansa, a bundle of cloth in her jaws. Nymeria dropped the bundle at Sansa’s feet. Her entire body ached as Sansa bent to pick up the cloth. There were smallclothes, a shift, and a faded blue gown like those worn by servants.
By the time Sansa had dressed herself, careful not to jostle her tender wrist, her senses returned. She could smell meat roasting on a crackling fire and hear people moving about outside the cave. Though none of them spoke, she could hear three, perhaps four sets of feet on the grass.
“You should take the first bit o’ meat, m’lady,” a rough voice said.
“Stop calling me that!” A voice hissed. Sansa knew that voice. All fear fled as she cried out.
“Arya!”
The meat was cold by the time Arya and Sansa finally let go of each other, their eyes red from weeping. Sansa wiped her eyes as she looked around the small fire. There was Jeyne, her long brown hair cut short and dyed blond. She cried as Sansa embraced her. Merissa sat by the fire, several cloth bags by her side. Beside her was a boy, no, a young man with jet black hair and blue eyes-
"Renly?" Sansa whispered, her brow furrowed.
"No," the young man replied, sullen. "M'name's Gendry, m'lady."
“He was a smith in King's Landings. The goldcloaks are after him, he doesn’t know why,” Arya said, grabbing a chunk of venison and tearing into it. “How’d you get out of the city?”
“I… don’t remember,” Sansa admitted, accepting a piece of venison from the handsome young man. It was odd how much he resembled Renly Baratheon Was he a bastard like Jon Snow? But Lord Renly could only be a few years his elder…
“Bel was the one who got us out,” Merissa said quietly as Sansa began tearing at the venison, too starved to worry about her manners.
“Bel?” Gendry asked.
“She ran the brothel we were kept in,” Jeyne said, staring at the fire. “Bel was told to train us, but she had us work in the kitchens instead.”
“Arya found us and Bel promised to get us out.” Merissa’s light brown eyes were focused, and she sat straight, not crumpled into herself as Sansa remembered.
“The day before we were supposed to leave was the day they…” Jeyne swallowed.
“The day they killed father?”
Merissa nodded at Arya.
“Bel sent Shadow for you the next day, but he came back alone. She sent out Shadow again and again, and on the fifth day she said we’d waited long enough. That was the night the red wolf came.”
As Sansa ate her venison Merissa and Jeyne told the story in turns.
Softpaws had appeared just before sunrise, strolling up to Bel as she finished a song. While Bel kept the guests occupied, Jess and a skinny young woman named Nettles followed Softpaws to the injured red direwolf.
Jess and Nettles were the ones who had tended Sansa’s wrist, for they knew much of healing. Even with Bel’s best efforts, whores still received injuries from their guests, or from simple accidents. A sprained wrist was not so different from a sprained paw, or so Nettles told Merissa as she showed her how to wrap the bandages.
By sundown the city bells were ringing for the dead boy king and goldcloaks searched the streets promising gold for word of a highborn maid with red hair and blue eyes. It hadn’t taken Bel long to make the connection between the red direwolf and the missing girl.
Fortunately, Bel’s plan did not require much changing. They waited for a dark night, then Nettles dyed Jeyne’s hair and smuggled the girls out of the brothel in a cart of empty flour barrels. Meanwhile, Jess led the limping direwolf down back alleys to the riverfront and onto the waiting ferry, a flat-bottomed poleboat.
The poleboat was manned by one of Bel’s cousins, a friendly young man named Naet. Like Bel, he came from a people in Dorne called the orphans of the Greenblood. Septa Mordane hadn’t discussed Dorne much, but Arya always begged for tales of Nymeria, the warrior queen. The orphans were descended from the Rhoynar, the people Nymeria had brought in her ten thousand ships. They lived in boats on the Greenblood river, and they were skilled in singing, dancing, healing, and river craft.
Jeyne said Naet had taken them a little ways up the Blackwater, and left them on the northern shore of the river with the supplies packed by Bel and Jess. It was there that Nymeria and her pack had found them.
After that there was little to tell. The wolves led them through the woods at night, keeping them away from the kingsroad and villages. Nymeria brought them meat to cook, and nipped at Sansa’s haunches when she fell behind. They had been traveling for near a moon’s turn when Sansa collapsed.
With Nymeria’s help, Merissa and Jeyne had dragged the red direwolf into the cave. Arya and Gendry had found them while the red direwolf slept.
“And that’s all,” Merissa concluded. “We’ve coin, spare clothes, a little food. Oh, and one more thing.”
Merissa opened one of the bags beside her and dug out a small jar sealed with cork.
Sansa frowned as she ran her hand through her newly brown locks. It felt wrong to lose her Tully hair, but… her hair was the same color as Arya’s now. The same color as father's. She sighed, trying not to think about why dying her hair was needful.
While Sansa sat by the cave entrance, exhausted, everyone else was busy. Gendry smothered the fire so the smoke wouldn’t attract attention. Arya saw to the horses she’d brought. Merissa and Jeyne gathered piles of leaves and spread them on the floor of the cave. There was a cool chill in the air. Winter is coming. Had the white ravens flown yet? Was Maester Luwin preparing Winterfell for autumn?
Nymeria, guard, Arya said as she walked up to the cave. Nymeria whuffed, amused. She’d been guarding her pack sister just fine without the fierce girl’s help. The direwolf growled to the smaller wolves. Half formed a ring around the cave entrance, then melted into the underbrush. The others slunk away into the trees, some to the stream for water, some to seek out prey.
Arya leaned against the cave wall beside Sansa. It was strange to see Arya with her head roughly shaven, stubbles of hair growing back unevenly.
“So, you were a wolf for… a month?” Arya asked. Sansa nodded wearily.
“As time went on, I could barely remember myself. Every time I tried, all I could see was father kneeling as Sir Ilyn took Ice-“
Tears dripped down Sansa’s nose, and dimly she realized Arya was crying too. She held her arms out, and Arya curled up inside them.
“He knew,” Arya sobbed into Sansa’s shoulder. “I tried to get to him, but Yoren grabbed me-“
“They’d’ve killed you, m’lady,” Gendry said. His black hair was plastered to his head, the sign of a quick dunk in the stream nearby.
“He’s right,” Merissa said softly, laying cloaks on top of the pile of leaves. “It wouldn’t have done no good.”
Jeyne said nothing. Instead, she lay on the cloaks and curled up on her side, her soft brown eyes shining as she began to weep. Arya stood up, roughly scrubbing the tears from her cheeks. With a sniffle she wrapped herself around Jeyne's back. Merissa lay down in front of Jeyne, the girls wrapping their arms around each other. Yawning, Gendry stepped toward Arya, then froze.
"Sorry, m'lady," he said, bowing awkwardly to Sansa. Gendry turned away and lay down alone by the cave entrance. The muscular boy shivered as the cold breeze danced against his tunic.
"Don't be stupid," Arya grumbled, her face buried in Jeyne's short blond hair. "It's too cold."
Sansa bit her lip as she looked at Gendry. It was cold. There was no one here to see, no septa or ladies. Besides Arya, technically. But she wouldn't tell. Wordlessly Sansa reached out a pale hand to Gendry.
And so Sansa slipped into sleep, the smith's strong arms around her stomach and her little sister cradled in her arms.
Notes:
Once in college, I slept in a puppy pile of blankets and pillows on the floor with several of my best friends. It remains one of my favorite memories from college, and I thought our poor kids deserved some comfort.
What do you guys think?
Chapter 34: Tyrion II
Chapter Text
Tyrion grimaced as he looked over the crown's accounts. Loan after loan, all with interest to be paid. Either Tyrion had forgotten all he learned in his study of sums, or Baelish had been up to something.
The man had been busy as a bee. Littlefinger wasn’t just a magician when it came to breeding golden dragons, but Tyrion suspected he could make girls vanish.
His conversation with Bel a few weeks past had been quite informative. With gold and reassurance that Littlefinger was no longer in the crown’s good graces, the Dornish singer had sung like a bird.
And oh, what an interesting song it was. Just after Ned Stark arrived in King’s Landing, Baelish had brought him to Bel’s brothel to speak with a woman. A lady, Bel said, with long red hair and a Riverlands accent.
It didn’t matter whether it was Catelyn Stark or Lysa Arryn. What did matter was that Bel said she remembered the lady because Baelish preferred young redheaded whores. Perhaps he meant to return Sansa Stark to one of the grieving widows to win her gratitude and her hand. Or perhaps he meant to keep Sansa for himself, hidden away forever. Either way, Petyr Baelish had betrayed the crown for his own ends.
It was a pity he couldn't stick Baelish's smug face on a spike. Littlefinger was already dead, knifed in his own brothel. And Tyrion had so wanted to see Baelish's face when Tyrion finally convinced Cersei that Littlefinger had outlasted his usefulness.
With a sigh Tyrion pushed his plate away, the roasted beef long cold. When word arrived of Littlefinger's demise, Tyrion had made straight for the ledgers, sending Bronn to make inquiries at Baelish's brothel. That had been hours ago, and Tyrion set the papers aside, resting his aching head. He didn’t dare drink more wine, not with his belly only half full. Unlike Cersei, he had too much work to indulge in drunkenness.
Tyrion had just opened the ledgers for another look, his elbow throbbing, when a guardsman stuck his head in to announce Bronn. Finally. Bronn entered the room with an insolent smile and a ginger kitten. No sooner had Bronn dropped the kitten to the ground then it bounded for Tyrion, hopping up on his lap.
"Bold little beggar, isn't he," Bronn said as the kitten made itself at home, curling up on Tyrion's lap and purring loudly. To Tyrion's annoyance, the sellsword plucked a roll from Tyrion's plate and popped it in his mouth.
"Not near as bold as you. If you'd like to keep yourself in coin, you'll swallow that lump of bread and report what's happened to Baelish.” Tyrion's appreciation of Bronn's insolence only went so far. Bronn swallowed, a wolfish smile on his face.
"Half the street was still in an uproar when I got there. You'd think that Baelish was the old mad king, the way the whores smiled to be rid of him," Bronn said. "Bel gave me a kiss as soon as she saw my face, and two girls offered themselves for free."
Tyrion wondered if Bronn had taken them up on the offer. His thin smile looked just a little wider than usual. Tyrion decided he didn't want to know.
"Seems Baelish sold your northern girl's maidenhead to a sellsword named Loram. This morning, Loram come back from the Riverlands to find the girl gone." Bronn chuckled.
"Littlefinger was at the brothel when the man came in roaring for his girl. Baelish offered to return the sellsword's money and give him a better girl for free, but Loram wasn’t havin’ it. He knifed Baelish in front of a dozen whores before a goldcloak heard the commotion and slew him."
"Did you look into this Loram?" Tyrion asked. Bronn nodded curtly.
"He came back from the Riverlands with some other sellswords. They said he liked 'em young, and he’d been to Bel’s place now and then. Though they didn't know anything about him purchasing a girl's maidenhead."
Most men with enough gold to buy a young girl's maidenhead would boast of it. Although... one couldn't steal what one didn't know about. Tyrion rubbed his chin, wincing as his elbow throbbed. The Grand Maester had offered him something for the pain, but he couldn’t trust Pycelle, not until he knew if he was Cersei’s pet. Perhaps Loram feared one of his fellows would outbid him on the girl. Yet something seemed wrong.
Tyrion stared at Bronn a moment, absentmindedly petting the purring kitten. Bronn claimed he could smell a lie, and Tyrion had no reason to doubt him thus far.
"Did anything Bel said strike you false?"
Bronn shrugged.
"Not especially. Although..." Bronn smiled his dark smile. "If I were a betting man, I'd wager Bel knifed Loram herself. Dornish women know how to use a blade, but the ones who come north don't brag of it."
Tyrion laughed. He could see Bel knifing a man, though not for Baelish's sake. And for it to happen so soon after their little chat...
"You know, Bronn, I didn't think Bel liked our Master of Coin," Tyrion said, shaking his head mournfully. "Why would she slay the man who rid her of him?"
"Mayhaps Baelish wasn't the one who sold Loram the girl."
If ever Tyrion was able to patronize a brothel again without Lord Tywin hanging them all, he would have to give Bel his patronage. Selling a girl and letting Baelish take the blame... Tyrion appreciated such cleverness. At least when it was directed at others.
Though it was a pity some sellsword had gotten the pleasure of killing Littlefinger. Such a fate for a small council member was absurd. If a sellsword had the stupidity to knife Tyrion, Lord Tywin would see the entire brothel dead, along with every member of the sellsword’s family. Lord Tywin might not love his dwarf son, but soon as Catelyn Stark laid a hand on him the Riverlands and their rich harvest were doomed. Though that may cause us problems if there’s a long winter. But Baelish was not a Lannister. Littlefinger had no family, no friends, no bannermen, just gold, wits, and a silver tongue. And at last all three had failed.
"Bel asked me to send you her thanks, and bid me give you the kitten in the hopes that you might make a gift of him to the little king. Or keep him yourself, since the kitten liked you so much." Bronn rolled his eyes. “She also sent this, for your elbow.”
The sellsword set a clay jar on the desk. Tyrion opened the cork to find a thick green salve. He carefully dipped a finger in it. Within minutes the finger was slightly numb. Tyrion smiled. The kitten could roam the castle for all he cared, but the salve was a worthy gift.
“Bronn, how would you like to become a regular patron at Bel’s?”
Ser Cleos the clod, Tyrion thought as he watched the exhausted knight sip at a glass of wine, the plate before him already empty. Half a Frey, half a Lannister, and completely brainless. No wonder Tywin had been furious when his father Tytos Lannister let Emmon Frey take Aunt Genna to wife. Genna was a clever woman, but her son Cleos had none of her wit. He lacked even the low cunning of his grandsire, old Lord Walder Frey.
Given his druthers, Tyrion would rather have that bedamned Stark boy as a cousin. At least the boy was brave. Few boys of fifteen had the stones to lead men like Greatjon Umber into battle. Meanwhile, Ser Cleos, a man at least ten years his senior, could not deliver Robb Stark's impudent terms without trembling like a leaf.
“I was to take these terms to the Queen Regent,” Cleos said feebly as Tyrion examined the parchment.
“I’ll get them to her, never fear,” Tyrion said. “In the meantime, you should rest.”
Tyrion mulled over the terms as he rode back to the Red Keep. Cersei would not be happy with the last term. Her hatred of the Stark girl was growing ever fiercer since learning that Baelish had likely helped her escape.
Despite Trant’s ridiculous story and the mysterious gold found in his chambers, Cersei was now convinced that it was the girl who had shoved Joffrey. When Tyrion had indulged her by asking why she suspected the child, she’d slammed down her goblet of wine and stalked off muttering something about beautiful young queens. Still, her love for Jaime might be enough to stay her hand if the unfortunate Stark girl should reappear.
Perhaps Joffrey’s stupidity might be of some use. Eddard Stark’s bones would be a good way to begin negotiations. Robb Stark wanted to make threats? Then they’d best remind the Young Wolf what had happened to the previous Lord of Winterfell. Tyrion chuckled to himself. An angry boy was more apt to make mistakes. But how to best rub salt in the wound… he’d have to ponder that.
“No,” Cersei snarled as Tyrion stood patiently in her solar, his legs aching from a day of riding.
“Sister, the sooner I send Ser Cleos back to Riverrun, the sooner we can begin to drag out negotiations.”
They needed as much time as possible. His chain was only just begun. Ser Jacelyn Bywater struggled to bring order to Slynt’s incompetent goldcloaks. And even if the alchemists could make all the wildfire Cersei had ordered, as they had sworn to him this morning, it still wouldn’t be enough to defend the city from Stark, Renly, and Stannis. Enough to blow the city and all its inhabitants to bits, perhaps, but Tyrion enjoyed living.
Alas, Cersei was sober and angry, and she saw no point in sending Ser Cleos back and forth to buy them time. Their hapless cousin had waited for nearly a moon’s turn already, far longer than Tyrion wanted.
The day had begun with such promise, too. He’d tumbled Shae last night, then spent the morning with the alchemists and their “substance.” Tyrion had arrived in Cersei’s solar feeling pleased with his day’s work, only to be immediately ambushed with a slap and accusations of selling Myrcella to Dorne. Pycelle be damned. I’d hoped Littlefinger was her pet on the council. He might have been able to salvage that discussion, if Cersei hadn’t glimpsed Robb Stark’s most recent letter in his hand.
It was amusing how furious Cersei grew over accusations that were entirely true. Tyrion cared not. He’d known Tommen’s parentage a long while, and if Cersei wanted to pretend he didn’t, that was her business.
“If you send the boy his father’s bones and sword, what’s to prevent him from taking Jaime’s head?” Cersei snapped, pacing like a lion in a cage, her green eyes blazing. Tyrion frowned.
“The bones and the sword are a threat. Or do you think the boy has forgotten that the last blood on the blade was his father’s?”
Besides, if Robb Stark was going to execute Jaime, he’d have done it already. It was honestly a pleasant surprise that one of those bloodthirsty northern lords hadn’t overcome the boy king and slaughtered Jaime personally. Ned Stark might have been a fool, but the northmen loved him dearly.
No, Tyrion would take no chances with his brother’s dubious safety, not when they didn’t have a single Stark as a hostage. By the time Ser Cleos returned with new terms, Tyrion would be ready to send him back with some brilliant escape plan. Not that he’d tell Cleos about it.
“And while Jaime sits in a dungeon, Stark might already have his little bitch of a sister, no thanks to you.”
Tyrion thought that rather unfair. Sansa Stark was long gone by the time he arrived in King’s Landing. Varys still had no word of a highborn red haired maid, and no one at Bel’s brothel knew anything else except that Baelish had been to visit the night the steward’s girl disappeared.
“I am doing my best to find her. I remind you, I was not here when she escaped. Even if Robb Stark does find her first, our father still has several of his lords.”
Tyrion sighed.
“I’d offer you Littlefinger’s head on a spike for losing the other girl, but alas, dear sister, my arms are too short for digging up graves.”
And more importantly, Tyrion still hadn’t found someone to replace him. Now that might improve Cersei’s mood. Ser Cleos could wait a while. For now, he’d best sweeten his tongue.
“Queen Regent,” Tyrion said, bowing low. “I’ve other business to put before you. We desperately need a new master of coin, and as your Hand I beg to know who you deem a worthy candidate to serve our good King Tommen.”
Perhaps she’d surprise him by choosing someone competent. Ser Addam Marbrand had arrived just a few days past, and he was now Tommen’s favorite companion. Human companion, anyway. The gaggle of kittens seemed to grow ever larger. Tyrion had even spotted the ginger kitten once or twice, curled up in the yard with Ser Whiskers as Ser Addam began to teach Tommen the simplest rudiments of the sword.
Cersei stared at Tyrion, her green eyes thoughtful.
“I shall have to think on the matter,” Cersei said, looking pleased. “But as for Myrcella—”
“—betrothals can be broken,” Tyrion assured her. “Prince Doran may hate us, but he hates us in peace. He’ll not kill a helpless child.”
Cersei’s eyes narrowed as she considered Tyrion’s words. She should thank the gods that Oberyn Martell isn’t the ruling prince of Dorne. The Red Viper might decide to thank Tywin Lannister for Elia Martell’s fate by making a gift of Myrcella’s corpse in a red cloak. Not that the gods had anything to do with it. No, it came down to luck. Prince Doran quietly brooded on his wrongs while Prince Oberyn, lacking the power to make the Lannisters pay their debt in blood, spent his time fathering bastards.
“And when Prince Doran comes to take the council seat, we’ll have him as a hostage to guarantee Myrcella’s safety,” Cersei said slowly. Tyrion smiled.
“See, sweet sister? I think of everything.”
Notes:
Oh boy. What do you guys think?
As a general rule, I try to be fair to every character and develop their canon characterization, consider their motives, resolve their story in a satisfying way.
Baelish is my limit. Yes, he deserves sympathy for Lysa raping him when they were kids, but. The horror show of what he did to poor Jeyne Poole (and implicitly other girls like her) is grotesque. Not to mention, Baelish is already creeping on 11 year old Sansa and touching her in AGOT.
Furthermore, Baelish’s plot armor in ACOK is rather blatant, given that Tyrion had a massive grudge over the catspaw dagger *and* explicit permission from Tywin to stick heads on spikes. Not to mention that Littlefinger’s habit of buying up people’s debts over the years should have made him lots of enemies among his subordinates, those he didn’t see as worthy of bribing/cultivating as tools. As I did not have energy or interest in exploring how Littlefinger adapted in this AU, karma caught up with him.
So: Baelish is dead as a doornail. He is no more. He’s ceased to be. Bereft of life he burns in the seven hells. If he were any more dead he’d be pushing up the daisies. This is an ex-Petyr.
Chapter 35: Catelyn II
Chapter Text
The harsh bronze crown seemed to weigh heavily on her son’s head as Robb accepted a parchment from his squire, Olyvar Frey. He read it, frowning, then sighed heavily and rested his head in one hand. Olyvar watched Robb nervously, his brown eyes concerned. It was as though Robb were a beloved older brother, not his king and two years the younger.
After a moment Robb seemed to catch himself and sat up straight, his face stern and composed. Like Ned putting on his lord’s face, Robb has put on the face of a king. And she could not comfort him lest she shame him. Who will look after him when I am gone? Robb had insisted that she serve as his envoy to Renly Baratheon, and she must depart within the fortnight.
“Is it word of the Greyjoy lad?” Ser Perwyn Frey asked. Theon had been gone near two weeks. Robb had sent him to Pyke despite her protests, and now Catelyn could only pray that her doubts were wrong.
“No. It is from Lord Tywin at Harrenhal,” Robb said, frowning. “He offers to exchange Lords Bolton, Manderly, and Cerwyn for Ser Kevan Lannister, his son Willem, and Ser Harys Swyft. And Lord Cerwyn is badly wounded.”
Bolton and Manderly were unwed, but Catelyn's heart wept for Lady Edythe. A kind woman in her early fifties, Edythe Cerwyn had been born an Umber, but she had the temperament of a warm hearth fire, not her cousin Greatjon's wild blaze. Lady Cerwyn often came to Winterfell with her husband, and she'd sat many a time with Catelyn, stitching and talking of their children. Catelyn prayed Edythe would not lose her husband too.
“Did Tywin’s men intercept Ser Cleos?” Edmure asked, puzzled. Robb shook his head.
“I think not. There is no mention of our terms.”
“If Tywin Lannister knew we openly declared his precious children guilty of incest, he would not be offering to exchange prisoners,” Catelyn said flatly. “Once he learns he shall be even more dangerous.”
Thank the gods the Lannisters didn’t have her girls. Arya could never hold her tongue, and Tywin or Cersei would have it cut out and send her to the silent sisters without a moment’s hesitation.
“We’ve heard the Rains of Castamere, Cat, we know,” Edmure replied irritably, rolling his eyes.
Catelyn felt her cheeks redden with fury. How dare he ignore the danger? Though it was near forty years ago, long before he was born. Folk still talked of it when I was a girl, for it had happened just a few years past... by the time he was a child it was a distant nightmare. But no, he'd been ten when Elia and her children died. There was no excuse for his folly.
“Have a care how you speak to His Grace’s mother,” Greatjon Umber rumbled from down the table.
Catelyn still didn’t quite know what to make of the enormous man. Half the time he seemed amused by her presence in Robb's councils, but now and then the Greatjon would support her, as he had over threatening to slay Jaime Lannister if any harm came to the "clever little she-wolf."
"I like it not," Ser Perwyn said hesitantly. He was a thoughtful young man, and Olyvar's elder brother. "I've never heard of Tywin Lannister exchanging hostages."
"Nor I," Maege Mormont said grimly.
"It's a fair trade," Robb said, frowning. "Three lords for his brother and a boy. And yet..." Grey Wind whined, and Robb scratched his ears, thinking.
Catelyn’s body ached from a long day sitting a horse. On and on they went, past burned fields, past woods and streams and stones. Ser Perwyn Frey rode to her left, quietly singing “Flowers of Spring” in a light baritone. If a Frey had to ride beside her, Ser Perwyn was not so bad. He did not try to force her to make conversation, nor did he blather on. No, Ser Perwyn either rode in silence or he sang.
“I’m not as good as Alesander,” Perwyn had said sheepishly a few days past, pushing his brown hair out of his face. “But it helps pass the time on the road.” Alesander was a cousin or a nephew or something of the sort, and a fine singer according to Perwyn.
Down through the fields the rivers sing
Rippling and pouring the water they bring
And up sprout the flowers all in a ring
The flowers, the flowers, the flowers of spring.
But it was autumn now, and there were no flowers here. The wheat field before them was scorched, grey ash and blackened stems all that remained.
Despite Robett Glover’s stalemate at the Green Fork and Robb’s victory at Riverrun, flame and slaughter still consumed the Riverlands. Some foreign sellsword and his company were maiming smallfolk, lopping off hands and feet at whim. Gregor Clegane and Amory Lorch burned the crops, killed the livestock, and raped and murdered the smallfolk. When Tywin ordered the murder of Elia of Dorne and her babes, did he also order that fire and blood were now the Lannister words? But no, fire was not his bride. Tywin had shown that as a mere youth when he drowned the Reynes and all their people. His bride was fear, fear and blood and bones.
Edmure had fought with Robb over whether to let the river lords depart to defend the smallfolk. Thank the gods they'd been in Lord Tully's solar, not among Robb's bannermen. Edmure was determined as a dog with a bone. Catelyn had backed Robb, reminding Edmure of the size of the Lannister armies, of how decisive victory was the quickest way to restore the safety of the riverlands.
But Edmure’s soft heart ruled him. "I have a duty to defend my people," he said stubbornly, “the harvest is burning and winter is coming.”
It was a neat trap, Catelyn had to admit. The white raven was come from the Citadel, and in one strike Edmure turned the Stark and Tully words against them. Near eighteen thousand men had gone after Robb yielded, Vance and Piper, Bracken and Blackwood, Mallister and Darry, sweeping east to chase off the raiders. At least Robett Glover’s host had rejoined Robb at Riverrun before she left.
Catelyn shivered. She didn’t want to think of that frightening evening. She must think of her duty as Robb’s envoy to Renly Baratheon. The man was a fool to claim the crown that belonged to his elder brother Stannis, but Renly might still have enough sense to ally with them against the Lannisters. Yet how was she to convince him?
Ser Perwyn made it through “The Fair Maids of Summer” and had just begun “Fallen Leaves” when they stopped to make camp for the night. Catelyn ate her supper without tasting it, then retired to her lonely tent.
Ned’s smile was soft and sweet as he ran a hand through Catelyn’s hair, his grey eyes shining. He stroked the long auburn strands, running them through his fingers, gently twisting a lock until it curled.
“Wake up, Cat,” Ned murmured, pressing a kiss to her temple, to her cheek, to her nose. She groaned and sighed, and he chuckled.
“It’s snowing!”
A stampede of little feet pitter pattered into the room. With a thump Arya flung herself onto her parents, landing half on Catelyn’s legs, half on Ned’s stomach. Ned wheezed as Arya clambered over him, accidentally kicking him in the gut.
“Arya, you’re supposed to knock,” Sansa scolded from the doorway with all the dignity a four year old could muster.
Despite the attempt at courtesy Sansa was grinning, dimples in her rosy cheeks. She wore a cloak and a warm wool gown, and there were snowflakes in her hair. Catelyn beckoned to her, and Sansa ran to the bed, climbing up carefully and pressing a kiss to Catelyn’s swollen belly.
“Where are your brothers?” Ned asked, smiling as Arya burrowed between her parents. The snowflakes in her dark hair were half melted already, and her little hands and feet were cold.
“In th’ yard,” Arya said, her high voice still marred by a toddler’s lisp. “Jon made a thnow fort, he’th lord of the Wall and Robb is th’ lord of Winterfell.”
“The stableboys are playing the Others,” Sansa informed her mother breathlessly.
“And who are you?” Catelyn asked.
“A wildling!” Arya interrupted, half shouting in her excitement. “Old Nan sayth wildling women fight!” Ned laughed.
“And I’m Good Queen Alysanne coming to see the Wall,” Sansa said, wrapping an arm around Catelyn’s belly. The babe kicked, greeting his sister. Sansa’s eyes grew big as saucers.
“It’s kicking!” Sansa squealed.
“Let me feel!” Arya put her hand on Catelyn’s belly, and the babe kicked again.
Dimly Catelyn heard yelling and shrieking and whooping outside. Arya was off like a flash, Sansa close behind, their laughter echoing through the halls. Catelyn rested a hand on her belly, feeling the babe kick. With a fond groan Ned pulled Catelyn against his side, his hand splaying over hers.
“I think this one will be a knight,” Catelyn said, the babe kicking so fierce and sharp that her hand throbbed.
It was the throbbing pain in her hands that woke her. It would rain today, she could feel it in the swollen red scars on her hands. I shall never write fine letters nor embroider again, but Bran’s life is worth the price, even if he can’t be a knight. A small, angry part of Catelyn wished that she'd taken the dagger and cut the catspaw's throat. But she'd been so weak, starved and tired from keeping her vigil. Without the direwolf... but no. Bran still lived, safe at Winterfell with Rickon.
Her heart clenched with sorrow at the memory of Sansa and Arya’s laughter. Where were they? Were they alone and frightened? Had they been captured by outlaws or Lannisters? Firmly Catelyn pushed those thoughts away. She could do nothing for her lost daughters. It was Robb who needed her now.
They had barely finished breaking their fast when the rain arrived, sweeping across the fields like a silver curtain. At least it will make it harder for the fields to catch fire. On and on and on they rode, the horses carefully picking their way through the mud as the rain seeped into their riders’ clothes.
I want to go home , Catelyn thought. She wanted to hold her babes in her arms, to play with them as she had when they were small, Ned at her side. Ned loved being a father, loved tickling the babes until they smiled and burbled. Did Tywin Lannister ever dandle his children on his knee to make them laugh? Did he sing them to sleep or kiss them when they fell? Ned's singing voice was rough and uneven, but he'd sung to them anyway, rocking them in his arms before laying them in their beds.
But there was no song now to rouse Catelyn from her melancholy. Ser Perwyn was a groggy man in the morning, and the rain seemed to dishearten him further. Yet she must have some distraction. Already her thoughts drifted to the last night before the walls of Riverrun. No, she mustn’t think of Robb, not now. Sansa, she would think of Sansa, whose gentle heart always yearned for songs.
“Ser Perwyn, do you know the words to ‘Alysanne?’”
“Yes, my lady. Shall I sing it for you?”
Catelyn nodded, and Ser Perwyn cleared his throat and began to sing.
Oh Alysanne, oh Alysanne
Our kind and noble queen
Oh Alysanne, oh Alysanne
When shall your like again be seen?
They camped that night by a small stream, its banks screened by willows. Catelyn’s tent was drafty in the cool night breeze, and she clutched the blankets in her stiff hands.
In the distance, a wolf howled alone, her voice sweet yet sorrowful. Catelyn shivered, and against her will she remembered.
It had been a clear day, the sun dipping to kiss the horizon as Robett Glover's men returned to Riverrun. Catelyn had watched from the battlements, Robb at her side with Grey Wind lying between them. Most of the northern lords and remaining river lords were on the battlements as well, to watch the banners stream in and gauge the state of Glover's host. There was the Karstark sunburst- Catelyn hoped the safe return of his eldest son would lift Rickard Karstark's low spirits. There was the Glover fist and the Cerwyn axe, the flayed man of Bolton and the towers of the Freys.
Suddenly a howl split the dusk. It was different than the howl she'd heard in the Whispering Wood, fierce in a way that reminded her of Arya. Grey Wind sat up on his smoky haunches, ears twitching, golden eyes staring. The howl came again, echoing from across the river. Grey Wind bolted for the steps, dashing across half the keep in the blink of an eye. Robb followed at the direwolf's heels, and Catelyn and the lords followed Robb. The howls were coming closer.
Grey Wind darted across the drawbridge, down the center of Glover's host. The host split in two as men and horses backed away, creating a grassy path for the direwolf.
Suddenly Grey Wind halted, throwing his head back in a great howl. The sound rang across the silent host, and there was something strange in it, some ancient music. Catelyn and the other lords stopped before the drawbridge, watching and waiting as their King ran to his direwolf's side.
No sooner had Robb reached Grey Wind than a grey blur sped through the middle of the host, coming straight at king and direwolf. Catelyn's heart leapt into her throat as the strange direwolf tackled Grey Wind. The two wolves wrestled, snarling and snapping at each other. The second wolf was larger than Grey Wind, with fur the grey of storm clouds. Robb laughed and laughed as the men stared with wide eyes. The strange wolf pinned Grey Wind, then leapt at Robb. A few men cried out, and the Greatjon drew his sword, but there was no need. The wolf put its paws on Robb's chest and licked his face. It was then that she realized why Robb laughed.
"Nymeria," Catelyn breathed. The lords looked to her, but it was the Greatjon who spoke.
"What?"
"Arya's wolf," Catelyn explained, watching as the she-wolf sat back on her haunches, letting Robb scratch behind her ear.
"She was set loose near Darry, when Ned came south." How did she know to come to Riverrun? Was Arya dead, or hidden somewhere close?
Robb murmured something and Grey Wind sat. The direwolf had grown; when he sat on his haunches, his shoulders were higher than Robb's elbow. But as Grey Wind sat, Nymeria rose. Her dark golden eyes met Catelyn's for a moment, then the direwolf turned to face the host.
The direwolf surveyed the host for a long moment as the northmen stared at the she-wolf. A few muttered, their eyes wide with fear, but most were as silent as the heart trees they worshipped. Catelyn had never followed the old gods of forest, stream, and stone, yet something in her heart sang as Nymeria threw her head back and howled.
It was a terrible howl, a howl that reminded her of rocks breaking and thunder clapping, and yet in the howl she heard the whistling of winds and the rippling of rivers.
And a chorus of howls replied, so many Catelyn could not count them. Wolves ran up the sward of grass in the center of the host. They moved together down the path, staying clear of the men, their eyes fixed on Robb. Some men reached for their spears, but they froze when Robb glanced their way. When the first wolves reached Nymeria they halted, the rest of the wolves forming a column behind them.
"Gods be good," Greatjon Umber whispered in his bass rumble.
There had to be near a hundred wolves, their coats grey and brown and black, their fangs gleaming white. Nymeria gave a little yip, and all the wolves sat on their haunches, their proud eyes glowing in the setting sun. Nymeria circled Robb once, twice, three times, then returned to her place at the head of the wolf pack, her muzzle facing Robb. Catelyn's heart pounded in her chest, her nerves taut as a bowstring.
Nymeria bowed her head before Robb. One by one, the wolf pack followed, inclining their shaggy heads as the host around them gasped. They are paying homage. And they were not alone. The host fell to their knees, some dropping immediately, some slowly as they stared in wonder. Behind her Catelyn heard the clink of steel as the lords knelt, and at last Catelyn sank to her knees.
No man present would forget this night. There would be songs and stories about King Robb, about Grey Wind and Nymeria and her pack. She should be proud, proud and grateful and amazed.
Yet as she knelt, trembling and afraid, Catelyn wished the gods had sent the wolves to her daughters instead.
Notes:
Figuring out all the battle and war timelines and logistics is a massive pain in the butt, hence the delayed chapter. Why did I decide to try and do this accurately instead of hand waving it? Many thanks to the incredible ASoiaF University tumblr and the fantastic Race for the Iron Throne blog. Song titles are from GRRM, the lyrics are by me.
What do you guys think? :o
Chapter 36: Sansa II
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Sansa awoke to the clacking of sticks.
Since Sansa resumed her own shape, Arya and Gendry had practiced with their swords every morning. At first the ringing of steel had made her sweat and shiver, remembering that terrible day in the godswood. Thankfully they had obliged when Sansa asked them to practice with sticks so as not to damage their blades.
Sansa winced as she stretched her tired arms. The old gods were generous, but their gift came with a cost. She was always the last to rise, and she woke exhausted. It had taken days for Sansa to regain her strength, and only now was the ache in her bones beginning to fade. She didn’t intend to change her shape for a long while, not unless it was absolutely necessary. Sansa must not become a burden.
Family, duty, honor, her lady mother always said, and she'd neglected those words while she lay depressed and dreaming. As the elder sister she must watch over Arya with wisdom, as Arya watched over her with steel. As their lady she owed a duty to Jeyne and Merissa, who'd suffered for serving the Starks. And honor required that Sansa be fair to Gendry, who treated Arya with courtesy even when she was hitting him with a stick. A true lady must take the household in her charge, and that was what Sansa must do.
The first task for a lady was to familiarize herself with the castle. What was its size and disposition? Was it an immense fortress like Winterfell or Storm's End? A beautiful array of towers like Highgarden or the Eyrie? Where was it?
Sansa examined the cave which gave them shelter from wind and rain. The open mouth yawned into the side of a small rocky hill. The entrance was wide enough for the horses to avoid the rain, and once inside there was a chamber with a floor of dirt. Paintings of red pigment adorned the limestone walls, and a passage wound deeper into the hill.
None of them knew quite where they were. Jeyne and Merissa knew they were in the Riverlands north of King's Landing, but how far north they could not say. They had crossed no rivers since leaving the city, nor seen the Kingsroad, and the girls had walked slowly due to the red direwolf's limp. Arya and Gendry had left the Kingsroad and followed Nymeria west for a day before finding the others, but they knew nothing more.
The second task for a lady was to familiarize herself with her people. What lords and ladies occupied the keep? What knights? Who were the principal servants, the steward, the head cook, the captain of the guard and the master of horse? How many servants were in the pantry, the buttery, the laundry, the scullery?
Even a small keep had dozens of servants, and a true lady must know all their names and duties. Arya knew more of the folk at Winterfell, because she was always underfoot, Sansa thought, guilt gnawing at her tummy. Our steward was Vayon Poole, our head cook was Gage, our captain of the guard was Jory, our master of horse was Hullen. Four they were, and three came south, and three would never return to Winterfell.
Now she had but five people and a dozen wolves in her household. Sansa served as lady and steward and oversaw their pack. Merissa served as cook, for she was the only one who could roast meat over the fire without burning it. She was the one who knew what roots and berries and shrubs were safe to eat. Merissa even knew how to cook down the fat to make tallow, and how to make lights from the tallow and rushes. Arya served as captain of the guard, Gendry served as master of horse, and Jeyne helped everyone as needed.
Nymeria and her pack were under Arya’s command. Arya spent half her days with Nymeria, stroking her fur, hunting with her, snuggling her before sleep. During the day the rest of the pack slept or hunted for meat. At night they guarded the cave, with Nymeria curled up inside the entrance as a last defense. And yet...
Arya wouldn’t be happy when Sansa told her she wanted to send the wolves away.
“I still don’t understand why we couldn’t keep Nymeria with us,” Arya grumbled as Sansa carefully trimmed her hair with a knife.
The black brother might have been in a hurry when he shaved Arya’s head, but surely he could have done a better job. The random tufts of longer hair had been irritating Sansa for days, and finally Arya agreed to let her even everything out before they moved on from the cave.
“Over a moon’s turn they traveled with wolves, and Merissa still quivers when they’re about,” Sansa said quietly so the girls washing in the stream nearby could not hear. “Jeyne hides it better, but...”
It had taken days to convince Arya to send the wolf pack to Riverrun. Almost the minute the wolves departed, Jeyne and Merissa breathed more easily. Sansa couldn’t believe they’d come so far with the pack. Jeyne had known Nymeria at Winterfell, and sometimes stroked the direwolf’s snout while sitting by the fire. But Merissa had never met Nymeria before she appeared near the Blackwater, a dozen wolves at her heels. Yet they were not afraid of the red direwolf. Was it because they sensed it was a girl in wolfskin?
“Robb has men and lords to protect him,” Arya said, scrubbing at her head with her fingers. Fine dark hairs floated down onto the boulder which served Arya as a seat. “We’ve just got me and Gendry.”
“I know,” Sansa replied. “And you’re teaching him well.”
Gendry paid close attention as Arya patiently showed him what she had learned in her water dancing lessons. The smith's apprentice got whacked with a stick frequently as he tried to practice dodging. Gendry was slow and clumsy compared to Arya, and he was particularly struggling with Arya’s latest idea to improve his speed.
With no cats to chase, Arya had decided Gendry should try to catch squirrels instead. Sansa might not be able to risk transforming, but that didn't mean she couldn't listen. Since Sansa awoke she could hear the voices of birds and beasts more clearly, and the squirrels were not pleased with this peculiar exercise. A few found it very frightening, until Sansa explained the purpose of the game. Then the squirrels delighted in taunting Gendry, flicking their tails and chittering insults.
But Sansa heard more than just insults, and what she heard worried her. The squirrels were gathering every nut they could find and hiding them away. The birds were preparing to fly south. The rabbits were digging their burrows deeper and deeper in search of warm earth. The roe deer were stuffing themselves with grass and berries, their coats shedding in tufts as thicker fur grew in. Winter is coming, and we must reach safety before it arrives.
“Are we leaving today?” Arya asked, stretching as she stood.
Sansa bit her lip. She had to choose their path; she should have chosen it already. In truth she'd sent the wolves away partially to see if there was a safe path to Riverrun. With only two horses for five people, the wolves traveled much faster than they could.
The wolves had left ten days past, their snouts pointed north. On the second day they had crossed a river and lapped at the waters of an immense lake, one that sang with power and smelt of weirwoods. From the lake the she-wolf led her pack west, calling new pack brothers and sisters as they sped onward. Sansa could still dimly feel Nymeria as the direwolf drew ever closer to her pack brother. Tomorrow, tomorrow Nymeria would reach them.
Find Grey Wind, Arya had reluctantly told the she-wolf. Bring him as many wolves as you can. Tell them that Robb will help them take revenge on the ones burning the fields and scaring away game. Nymeria had sneezed at her, amused. Her girl might be strong, but Nymeria did not need advice from people.
Sansa disagreed. You know wolves, but Arya and I know two-leggers, Sansa told her. When you find Robb, go to him alone before you call the pack. You must amaze them, they must see that you are sent by the old gods. A direwolf could not understand the power of tales and songs, but Sansa did. Robb was just a few years older than Sansa; how could he lead a host in father’s stead? But wolves would help, they would show all the lords that Robb was fierce and mighty. Direwolves could not bend the knee, nor curtsy, so Nymeria and her pack must bow instead, even if Arya couldn't stop laughing as Sansa coaxed the reluctant wolves to try it. No one would laugh at Riverrun, Sansa was certain.
"Hey!" Arya waved in Sansa's face, making her jump. While Sansa was lost in her thoughts, both Jeyne and Merissa had returned from the stream, their hair damp and their eyes curious.
"Are we leaving today? I saw you and Meri checking over the packs this morning."
"Meri thought we best keep our things packed away, should we need to flee suddenly. It was a sensible idea.” Sansa said, turning to Merissa, whose cheeks flushed pink.
"Then when are we going?" Arya demanded, her face screwed up in a scowl.
“I want to go home too.” Sansa felt hurt. All Arya could think of was home, not the dangers between here and Winterfell, or even Riverrun. “Do you remember what happened to Sherrer?”
“I’m not stupid,” Arya snapped.
“Arya, they broke the king’s peace.” Arya wrinkled her nose, unimpressed. Did Arya never listen to their history lessons? Sansa tried again.
“The king's peace is one of the highest laws of the realm. Any lord who breaks it can be attainted and executed for treason.”
Now Arya was beginning to think, her forehead creased in concentration.
“Isn’t that why father sent Lord Beric out? I knew that already.”
Sansa stamped her foot in frustration.
“Tywin Lannister sent the Mountain, even though everyone would recognize him and know Lord Tywin sent him. They attacked Lord Beric even though he rode under the king’s banners!”
“You can’t attack king’s men,” Jeyne added quietly. “It’s treason.”
How foolish Sansa had been to think Lord Beric would defeat the Mountain and send the Lannisters running. The Lannisters had tried to kill Bran, cuckolded a king, committed incest, sent away Ser Barristan… they did not care about the laws of the realm. Lord Beric had followed an order from the Hand of the King, speaking with the king’s voice, and for obeying his oaths they branded him an outlaw.
But Gregor Clegane, a burning, murdering raper? A man who ignored every vow a knight swore? He was their trusted servant. The Rains of Castamere bragged of Lannister vengeance, but there were no songs boasting of the Mountain’s crimes. Singers had no pretty words about Princess Elia's screams or Merissa's trembling and nightmares. And Littlefinger was going to sell Merissa and Jeyne to be raped over and over and over...
Sansa's skin pebbled with goosebumps and she could taste bile in her throat. Arya and Jeyne dodged out of the way as Sansa vomited onto the grass, her stomach heaving until nothing remained. With shaky legs Sansa made her way to the stream, washing the burning acid from her mouth. Arya watched, her dark grey eyes puzzled, her nose wrinkled with disgust.
“I can’t forget that awful dream. Princess Elia…” Sansa fought back tears. “I can’t let that happen. I won’t.”
Arya's face fell. She gnawed at her lip, then awkwardly patted Sansa's back. The grass rustled as familiar steps approached.
"I won’t let it happen, m’lady,” Gendry said, his gruff voice low.
“Don’t make promises you can’t keep,” Merissa said quietly.
Sansa looked at Merissa. Her honey brown eyes were steady, but she could hear her heartbeat flutter. Suddenly Sansa felt ashamed. Merissa had suffered enough, and it was Sansa’s duty to get her someplace safe.
“We leave on the morrow.”
It was their last night in the cave, and Sansa could not sleep. Slowly she extricated herself from Arya’s hold, careful not to nudge Meri as she got to her feet.
Sansa patted her skirts, feeling the small lump in her pocket. She'd found her bag of weirwood seeds at the bottom of the smallest pack. How it got there Sansa did not know, but she knew what she must do as she slipped out into the moonlight.
When her task was done and her arm was bandaged with a strip of cloth, Sansa crept back inside the cave, a rushlight in her hand, power still humming in her veins.
The rushlight flickered over her four charges. Jeyne and Merissa faced each other, wrapped in an embrace. At Merissa’s back there was a gap where Sansa had lain between the milkmaid and Arya. Arya was mumbling in her sleep, her eyes shut tight, Gendry curled against her back. Though they slept in different arrangements every night, Gendry and Arya always seemed to end up near each other. Sansa supposed she should be concerned, but it was Arya. If Gendry even thought of trying something unchivalrous, she’d stab him like she'd stabbed the stableboy.
Sansa's tummy flipped. Arya killed him. Did Arya feel sorry for the stableboy? Sansa dared not ask. Yet Arya had to kill him to escape. Did he have a mother who cried for him? It was wrong, all wrong, ladies were not supposed to kill people, let alone ladies of nine. What about ladies of twelve? The Hound’s mocking voice asked. I saw you, little bird. Kingslayer.
Sansa exhaled, trying to calm her racing heart. Perhaps the songs of the night would soothe her. Slowly Sansa lowered her walls, letting the sounds rush over her. The stream's voice was sweet as she burbled over her bed of rocks and sand. Leaves whispered in the trees as the wind caressed them. For a moment she floated in the music, then another voice called her. Sansa frowned. The voice was deep and gentle, but it was coming from inside the cave.
Shadows danced on the walls as Sansa followed the voice, her rushlight held high. As Sansa descended into the passageway the paintings shifted, handprints yielding to images of leaping deer and aurochs raising and lowering their horns. Further she went, and the ancient voice welcomed her. It spoke no words, yet Sansa knew it sang of sorrow, of loneliness, of loss.
Suddenly the passage opened into a chamber. Her rushlight only spread a few feet in front of her, so Sansa kept close to the walls. Now the paintings showed little children dancing beneath the trees. Men in shaggy furs came, swords in their hands, and the children fled before them. Then the children and men vanished, replaced by a plain of grass waving in the wind. Something hung in the sky above it- was it the moon? A comet? Her skin prickled as she looked at the blot against the sky. Whatever it was, in the next painting it was gone. Dark clouds and falling snow loomed over the plains. The grass disappeared, the snow piled higher and higher and higher- and then the paintings stopped, and the stone voice mourned, and Sansa wept.
Notes:
What do you guys think?
The animated cave paintings are inspired by a real technique used at Lascaux.
Chapter 37: Arya II
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Smoke rose in the distance, a billowing dark cloud against the grey skies. It was too far away for Arya to smell, but Sansa wrinkled her nose, a queasy look on her face.
When they first left the cave, they'd traveled through lush woods, softly carpeted with grasses and flowers and a hundred other plants. Arya counted a dozen flowers she'd never seen before, and taught Gendry the names of the ones she knew. There hadn't been many flowers in the Street of Steel, and Gendry got a stupid look on his face when he thought a flower was especially pretty. One night he'd come back from hunting with three rabbits and an armful of crushed flowers. He'd handed a bunch of them to each of the girls, but the biggest bunch he handed to Arya.
Now rabbits were scarce, and they saw smoke nearly every day as Sansa led their little group toward Riverrun. While Arya trudged on weary feet, Sansa rode on one of the horses. Gendry had insisted in a fit of gallantry, and Sansa didn't argue. Her legs were still shaky, and she walked slowly when they made camp. Arya rode sometimes, but she took turns with Jeyne and Merissa.
Even in a plain wool gown, her dyed brown hair in a simple braid, Sansa looked like a princess. She acted like one too, telling them which way to go, when to stop and make camp, how much of their food they could eat at each meal. It annoyed Arya, but they'd not seen any people, or run out of food, so she bit her tongue.
On the fourth day they had reached a winding river. It took hours to find a place shallow enough that the horses could cross. Faithful and Hammer were cautious beasts, for all that they weren't as clever as Nymeria. Faithful was what Sansa had named the grey courser. The mare was not happy about Arya lying to her, but she'd remained anyway. Gendry had named the brown-black courser, a mare near as stubborn and strong as he was.
After crossing the river they'd made camp near a huge lake. Something about the deep blue waters made Arya's skin itch, and even taking a quick bath didn't help. While Arya and Gendry tried their hand at catching fish, Sansa stared silently across the rippling waters. Once she asked if Arya heard music, and looked sad when Arya said no.
That night Arya had dreamed of Nymeria running with Grey Wind, swift and silent, a small pack behind them. A faint red glow lit the sky. Women and children screamed in the distance, begging for help, for mercy. Nymeria howled, and in her fierce song Arya heard the promise of justice.
Over the next few days the green woods began to thin, and finally they disappeared, replaced by bare fields of grey ash. No birds sang here, save for the cackling of crows. They dotted the bleak landscape, feasting on the bloated corpses of cows and horses. Robb will make the Lannisters pay, Arya thought, her hate simmering with every step. He'll thrash their armies and raid their villages, see how they like it.
The afternoon sun beat down on the weary travelers as Sansa led them west. Arya was ahorse, having traded with Jeyne and Merissa when they stopped for water at a little stream. Suddenly Sansa stiffened, turning her head this way and that. Before Arya could say a word, Sansa kicked Faithful into a gallop, bolting toward a dark blur in the distance.
Jeyne and Merissa cried out, Gendry yelled, and Arya gave chase. Hammer thundered across the field, ash spraying behind her hooves. They had nearly caught Sansa when the dark blur became a hovel and Arya heard a baby screaming.
Sansa slid off her horse and dashed inside, Arya close behind. The hovel was smaller than the cave, its thatched roof half burnt. The floor beneath a thin layer of rushes was muddy- rain must have put out the fire before it spread.
The weak screams came from a roughly carved cradle. The baby was tightly swaddled, its hazel eyes huge in its thin face. Sansa picked up the baby, placing it over her shoulder as she’d once done for Rickon. While Sansa patted the baby’s back, Arya looked around.
There was a foul smell upon the air. Dead man's stink, that was what Yoren had called it. A fair haired woman lay in the corner, wrapped in a light blue blanket on a bed of rushes. Her eyes stared at the grey sky, her skin pale and bloodless. At her middle the wool blanket was stained a dark reddish brown. Arya shivered and backed away.
“Shhhh,” Sansa murmured. The baby’s cries were quieter now, and Sansa began to sing in a sweet soft voice.
Hush-a-bye, hush-a-bye
Sleep now my baby
Lullaby, lullaby
It’s time for bed
Sweet dreams may find you
If you lie still
Till morning dew
Sleep you will
Something wet ran down Arya’s face. Was the roof dripping? Arya scrubbed at her eyes.
“I don’t remember that song,” Arya said when the baby had finally fallen asleep.
“I made it up,” Sansa whispered. Arya rolled her eyes. Of course she did.
“What-”
“Sssh!” Arya hissed at Gendry as he burst through the door. He was sweaty and panting- had he run after them? Sansa paced around the hovel, gently swaying the baby as she walked.
“Let’s see if there’s anything left that we can use,” Arya whispered.
Behind the hovel they found a small paddock. Inside were two dead goats, a dead mule, and a small flock of crows pecking at them. They cawed as Arya shooed them away with Needle. The animals were still covered in feathers after the crows flapped away- they'd been shot full of arrows.
Beside the paddock was a small half burned shed. There were a few tools, wooden hoes and shovels, a slingshot and a small pile of pebbles. Hunks of salted meat hung from the ceiling, so high that only Gendry could reach them, and Arya found some bags of dried beans. Everything else was scorched from the fire or soggy from the rain.
Once they'd wrapped up the food, they brought it back to the hovel. Some of the crows had landed on the roof, looking down at the girls. Merissa’s nose was red and swollen as she rocked the baby in the cradle, and Sansa had her arms around a crying Jeyne. Arya’s chest felt tight, as though Hodor was sitting on her. She turned away, grabbed Gendry’s arm, and dragged him back to the shed.
They buried the mother behind the paddock as Gendry held the sleeping baby, a sullen look on his face. For once he'd ventured an opinion unasked- he didn’t think they should keep the baby. She was half-starved, they had no milk, and she might cry and bring down raiders upon their heads. Arya knew Gendry was right, but they couldn't just leave her.
Before Arya could say anything, Sansa whirled at Gendry, her eyes blazing.
"She’s one of our people." Sansa’s face was stern as father’s, and Gendry said nothing more.
But now Sansa's face was still and sad as she sang a hymn to the Mother. Did the mother in the grave know that her baby was safe? Did Arya's mother miss her? Would she ever see her again? Sansa pressed a weirwood seed into the freshly dug earth, and they turned their backs on the grave.
They were preparing to leave the hovel when a crow cawed in the distance. Sansa tilted her head, an odd look on her face.
“Wait,” she commanded.
Gendry’s brow furrowed, and Arya shrugged. A few minutes later, a nanny goat appeared. She was bedraggled but unharmed, and her udder was plump with milk.
While Merissa milked the goat into one of their waterskins, Jeyne and Sansa fashioned a sling from part of the dead mother's blanket, strapping the baby to Sansa's chest. They couldn't find anything to make a lead for the goat, but she agreed to follow them when Arya asked. Her people were gone, except for the baby, and there was little left to eat.
"This isn't right," Sansa said as she dripped goat milk into the babe's mouth. Her voice was soft but full of rage. "This isn't how wars are supposed to be fought."
"My gram told me when lords fight their men might steal our cows, or food." Merissa's eyes were cold. "She said cities were dangerous, if there was a sack. But this..."
"I hope Robb's men burn the Westerlands," Arya snapped. "They deserve it."
"Did Sherrer deserve it?" Merissa asked, her voice bitter. "Will burning the Westerlands bring back my mam and Daisy and Chestnut and t’ sweet milk they gave?"
"Will it bring back my father?" Jeyne's eyes were still wet with tears.
"The man who passes the sentence must swing the sword," Sansa muttered under her breath. "The man who ordered the burning is the one who should pay, not the smallfolk bound to obey him."
"It's all the stupid king's fault for dying," Arya grumbled. "This wouldn't happen if he were alive."
"That old drunk?" Gendry scoffed. "All he cared about was feasts and tourneys, and he was too fat to go to war."
"He used to be young and brave and strong," Arya objected. The old king was a drunk, but he was father's friend. She looked over to see if Sansa was done feeding the baby. Her sister had the strangest look on her face.
The night air was cool as they made camp in the yellow wood. Arya’s limbs ached from walking, and her clothes were muddy. The further west they went, the more twitchy Sansa became. Every crackling twig was soldiers or bandits coming to catch them. Arya knew she should be grateful for Sansa’s keen ears, but she was tired of diving into ditches and hiding in caves.
Gendry was in a foul mood too. His black beard was growing as bristly as a briar patch, and so was his temper. Though Sansa and Meri were usually able to keep Nan quiet, it was only by stopping, milking the goat, and feeding the baby. Her wrinkled face had reminded Arya of Old Nan, but it was beginning to fill out some, even as hunger gnawed at Arya’s belly.
Between the destruction of the fields and their slower pace, food was running low. The yellow wood had a few squirrels and rabbits, but they were skittish. It took hours of practice before Arya was any good with the slingshot. She finally caught a rabbit between the eyes after luring it out by saying hello. She felt bad, but the hunger felt worse.
Arya returned to camp to find Jeyne had filled their waterskins from a little stream. Arya took a sip and nearly spat it out. The water tasted of rot and death. Meri and Gendry had been more fortunate in their search. Meri had found a small thicket of blackberries, and their hands were stained purple by the juice as they poured the handfuls of berries onto a flat stone.
Sansa stared at the ripe berries, licking her lips. Sansa took the smallest, daintiest portions when they ate, as if they were guests at some fancy banquet. Her high cheekbones were growing sharper as their supplies dwindled, and her gown hung loosely. Arya shoved a handful of berries at Sansa, ignoring her protests.
"There was more berries, m'lady" Meri said gently.
Arya barely heard Sansa's reply as she slipped away. When she returned, her cloak piled high with berries, she set them at Sansa's feet with a smirk.
"You can't refuse a gift from your sworn shield," Arya said, trying to bow like Robb. Sansa choked back laughter and rolled her eyes, but she ate Arya's berries while the others descended upon the pile Meri and Gendry had collected.
When all the berries were gone, Meri began going through their supplies while Sansa rocked the baby to sleep. When Meri was finished, she examined Arya's rabbit.
“We need a fire to cook this,” Merissa whispered.
“No fires,” Gendry growled softly, careful not to wake Nan. “A bellyful of worms is better than a bellyful of arrows.”
“There’s been smoke everywhere, how would one little fire do any harm?” Jeyne’s stomach gurgled, and she put a hand on it as if that would fill her belly.
The argument lasted until Sansa finally put her foot down, as courteous and as unyielding as Lady Catelyn despite the baby drooling on her. Merissa would cook the rabbit over a small fire built from dry twigs, and then they'd douse the fire immediately. True to Meri's word, the little wisps of smoke twirled and danced, but they didn’t go far. The rabbit tasted better than any meal Arya could remember. Even Gendry looked a bit happier.
None of the trees had branches low enough to climb, so they made a little nest in a grassy area surrounded by the blackberry thicket. They had to be careful not to brush against the thorns as they squeezed between the bushes, but they should be safe anough. No one would be able to see them, unless they could fly.
The goat lay down first, used to serving as a pillow. Jeyne and Merissa gathered reeds from the stream, and Arya laid cloaks over the reeds. While everyone else settled into their hidden bed, Nan tucked carefully between them, Sansa took the first watch, promising to wake Arya when it was time to switch.
The village at the edge of the woods glowed, lit by the flickering flames on the thatched roofs. Men in dull armor laughed as they threw their plunder into wagons. In the darkness the wolves encircled the men, waiting for the signal.
Nymeria growled as she approached the grappling figures beneath the trees. A woman cursed as the man pinning her opened his breeches, laughing as she struggled. Then the she-wolf leapt, her jaws closing on the flesh jutting from between his legs. With a high scream the man staggered back, and the woman slashed at him with the knife that had been at her throat.
The wolves threw back their heads and howled before descending upon the raiders. Blood spurted from a dozen throats, and the rest of the men fled into the woods.
Arya awoke suddenly. Had Sansa come to rouse her? But there was no one there, just the rustle of leaves in the breeze. Calm as still water, she told herself. Quiet as a shadow.
Arya crept out of the thicket, her hand on Needle’s hilt. Sansa wasn’t at her post. Where could she be? Was she off planting another weirwood? Was she making water behind a tree?
On silent feet Arya searched the woods, not daring to call Sansa's name. The moonless sky was dark, and Arya tripped on the uneven ground, scraping her hands as she caught herself on a rock. She bit her tongue, forcing herself not to cry out.
Listen with your ears, Syrio had said. Arya could still hear herself panting from her fall. Slow, deep breaths, she reminded herself. Once her breathing was quiet, it was easier to hear. The stream murmured behind her. An owl hooted in the distance to her left. There was a rustle nearby, and Arya turned- to hear the scrape of swords being unsheathed.
Notes:
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Chapter 38: Bran II
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Bran looked down from the dais, feeling small in the ancient high seat of the Starks. The seat was once the throne of the Kings of Winter, and its back was taller than Hodor. Carved weirwood leaves drifted down above Bran's head, and direwolves snarled on its massive arms, each face bigger than Bran's fist.
The only bit of comfort was the thin, hard cushion Bran sat on, provided so that he could look over the table at the crowds below. It felt as though half the North had come to celebrate the harvest and King Robb's victories. The Great Hall was stuffed with knights and men-at-arms and servants and smallfolk, while the lords sat at the high table upon the dais.
At one end of the dais sat Mors and Hother Umber, the Greatjon’s uncles, both with great beards as snowy as their furs. At the other end jolly Ser Wyman Manderly boomed with laughter. Lord Manderly had brought an entire retinue, knights and men-at-arms and two pretty granddaughters who reminded Bran of his sisters.
Beside the merman sat the moose. Since his father's death at the Green Fork, Daryn Hornwood was now Lord of the Hornwood. Bran couldn’t understand why Daryn wanted to go to war, not when his mother looked so sad.
Bran had played the prince during the long meetings in father’s solar, offering courtesies to each lord while Ser Rodrik and Maester Luwin handled the affairs. Yesterday, Daryn Hornwood had asked leave to take all his remaining men south to avenge his father. He was most wroth when Ser Rodrik forbade it, saying King Robb had ordered Lord Hornwood to hold his keep, and hold it he must. His mother, Lady Donella Hornwood, had smiled then, the tiniest smile of relief, but now she picked at her food, her face lined with sorrow.
At least it had been interesting. Most of the audiences were long and boring, as Bran was not supposed to do much speaking. He had forgotten himself once, when Lady Glover’s maester said he was only setting aside a tenth of the harvest.
“Winter is coming,” Bran said, trying not to shiver as he remembered dreams of icy blue eyes and darkness without end. Ser Rodrik glanced at Bran, both approval and annoyance in his sharp eyes.
“You will set aside at least a fifth,” Ser Rodrik commanded. Somehow Bran knew that was not enough.
“A fourth,” Bran said firmly. “And plant the next crop quickly.”
The steward was not pleased, but he spake not a word of protest. When he had gone, Ser Rodrik turned to Bran, his eyebrow raised. There’d be a scolding unless Bran was quick to defend himself.
“It’s going to be a bad winter.”
Bran folded his hands over his belly as he’d seen Lord Wyman do the previous day. It had made the fat man look serious, and Bran hoped the gesture might do the same for a cripple.
“Perhaps. Still, you should not have spoken, my prince,” Ser Rodrik said.
“Few live with such an injury as Bran, yet his broken back may warn him. Many scholars have found that those with old injuries can sense the approach of rain or cold.”
Maester Luwin was so matter of fact that Ser Rodrik didn’t doubt him for a moment, and after some argument Ser Rodrik agreed to send ravens ordering all lords to set aside a fourth of the harvest for winter.
Now Ser Rodrik sat to Bran's left, his white mustache pink with wine, talking to Maester Luwin over the din of music and chatter and clanking plates. Rickon sat to Bran's right, shouting back and forth with the Walders, and Summer curled beneath Bran's feet, working at a juicy bone. Summer's presence was a special honor that had been denied to Shaggydog, but thankfully Rickon was too distracted to throw the tantrum he had threatened. Ser Rodrik said Shaggydog was as wild as Rickon, and Bran could not deny it.
He glanced at Osha. The wildling woman was serving wine at the tables, and her words came echoing back to Bran. We have folk who can speak to beasts or share a beast’s skin- we call them wargs, skinchangers, beastlings. Bran could not trade his skin for a wolf pelt like Sansa, but he could taste the rich marrow as Summer cracked open his bone and feasted. Summer was a part of him, a part that could still run and leap, even if no one else knew or understood.
And yet, when the slim girl and the mossy-eyed boy came, Bran wondered.
In his dreams, Bran flew. Round and round he circled the world, faster than a raven, soundless as a shadow. The crow called him north, and Bran followed.
North he flew, to a cold dark cell, a fire burning in the hearth. Jon Snow raised his longsword as he faced a man with skin pale as milk and hands black as pitch. With a shout Jon cleaved the man's arm from his body, yet still the dead thing advanced. Further north, the crow cried, but Bran fled from the ancient voice. Warm, he wanted to feel warm, and he knew which way to go.
East he flew, to red sands beneath a sweltering sun. A girl on a silver horse led a ragged band of women and children and old men, and on her shoulder rode a black dragon streaked with scarlet. The heat was too much, too much, Bran longed for cool waters.
West he flew, to cold waves crashing beneath dark cliffs. Longships rode the sea, dozens and dozens of them, their sails swelling in the breeze. Theon looked up at a crumbling castle, a smirk upon his lips, and Bran was afraid. Sisters, he wanted his sisters, he wanted Arya who punched a ghost in the face and Sansa who soothed his hurts.
South he flew, to a village burning in the dark. Silver banners fluttered in the light of the flames, a purple unicorn on one and a scarlet bull on the other. Men screamed and wolves howled. His sisters were near, he knew it.
Further south he flew, to yellow woods bathed in the dim light of the rising sun. Grim men marched through the trees, armed with swords and bows. In their midst walked Arya, a scowl upon her face. Behind her trailed a black haired boy and two girls. One of the girls was trying to soothe a wailing baby, a look of fear on her face as a one-eyed man ordered her to keep it quiet.
Further, just a little further... Bran saw a tiny weirwood seedling, a white shoot with a single crimson leaf shimmering in the sunrise. Sansa shivered as she fell to her knees, her skin rippling as she pulled off her gown to reveal red fur...
Notes:
Justice for Donella Hornwood, goddammit. Bran will be giving us some glimpses of Jon, Dany, and Theon, because I’m not doing their POVs- their stories don’t change (yet) because of Sansa’s gifts.
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Chapter 39: Tyrion III
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"Wolves gelding rapers? Really?" Tyrion sipped at his wine as Bronn shrugged.
Of late there seemed to be more tall tales about wolves than there were wolves in all Seven Kingdoms, whether Stark or four-legged.
Smallfolk coming into the city from the Riverlands claimed wolves were defending villages from Lannister raiders. Varys reported rumors of a pack of wolves kneeling before Robb Stark. A begging brother preached that the Seven had sent a red wolf to slay Joffrey for profaning the Great Sept of Baelor with Ned Stark's blood. Utter nonsense, of course, but Cersei had had the man seized and imprisoned, along with a dozen begging brothers who'd been foolish enough to pray for his release before the gates of the Red Keep.
Tyrion sighed and put down his goblet. He really needed some food before he drank any more.
"Pod!"
It was hard to remember that his hapless squire was distantly related to the gaunt, fearsome King's Justice. While Sir Ilyn Payne had terrified many a man with the stare of his colorless eyes, Podrick Payne was a gangly boy of twelve who usually addressed the floor rather than the person to whom he was speaking. Pod also had a tendency to doze off while waiting outside Tyrion's solar.
When the boy finally appeared, rubbing his eyes, Tyrion sent him away with orders to bring fowl and whatever else he could manage. Once the boy was out of earshot, Tyrion turned back to Bronn.
"Did Bel have any useful information?"
In answer Bronn handed Tyrion a piece of parchment. Reading was not one of the sellsword's many talents.
Tyrion read the parchment, his eyebrows raised. It was a list of names. There were two keepers of the keys, the harbormaster, tax farmers, customs sergeants, pursers, wine factors... and he suspected he already knew what they had in common.
"What is this?"
"Bel says Littlefinger ordered that these men only pay half price should they visit her brothel. She thinks there might be more, but the women who run Baelish's other brothels are close-lipped with no word on who's to inherit."
Tyrion sighed. He could feel a headache coming on.
"Bel can run them for all I care. Tell her I'll have the papers drawn up in thanks for the list.”
Tyrion dismissed Bronn, wishing he could slap the smile off his insolent face. Baelish was causing near as many problems in death as in life. Baelish had promised to deliver the Vale by charming Lady Lysa, but his silver tongue lay in the grave with the rest of him. Tyrion wondered if anyone had informed Catelyn Stark and Lysa Arryn that their father's ward was dead.
He could only pray that the sour widow Arryn kept her swords atop her mountain. Perhaps that was where the Stark girls had fled, aided by Baelish and his men. Cersei had mentioned Baelish asking for Sansa's hand after Ned Stark's arrest, which only confirmed Tyrion's suspicions. Even Varys had no word of either Sansa or Arya Stark, or the steward's girl. Who could engineer such unlikely escapes under Varys' nose but the devious Littlefinger?
The issue of the Baelish inheritance was a minor concern by comparison, and it had quite slipped his mind. Littlefinger was the only son of an only son. His grandfather had been a hedge knight, his father the smallest of petty lords. Though few might guess it from his endless velvets and silks and silver mockingbirds. Tyrion frowned. How had Baelish come by such wealth?
A savory aroma wafted in from the hall as Pod returned from the kitchens bearing a plate. Tyrion's mouth watered at the sight of roast duck in honey and lemons, fresh bread, and buttered carrots. His troubles could wait a while.
While the city wasted away from want of food, Tyrion gorged on a banquet of problems. From dawn to dusk he sought to strengthen the city's defenses, secure his own position, handle Varys and Pycelle, and manage Cersei into the bargain. She'd appointed Lord Gyles of Rosby as the new Master of Coin, despite his ever-irritating cough and lack of prominent family or holdings. At least the man had poor eyesight and was easily persuaded to accept "assistance" with his duties.
Finding a bookkeeper to assist Rosby had been another ordeal. Tyrion didn’t have the time to unravel Baelish’s labyrinth of accounts himself, and half the merchants in the city were connected to Baelish. The other half were either completely unknown or actively unfriendly to House Lannister. Despite their amusing camaraderie Tyrion could not trust Varys to find him an honest bookkeeper, no more than he could trust that simpering fool Pycelle.
The answer came during one of Lady Tanda Stokeworth’s useless dinners. Tyrion was in a bad temper after riding through the city, hearing yet more complaints from every mouth, and his wits had been too slow to escape the invitation. Lady Tanda seated him between her lackwit daughter Lollys and Ser Aron Santagar, the Red Keep's master-at-arms. If she thought putting him beside a Dornishman might make him more interested in Lollys, she was sadly mistaken.
Unfortunately, Ser Aron proved taciturn. Aron Santagar was a gloomy man, his attempts at conversation as dull as his olive skin. After ten minutes all Tyrion had for his efforts was an account of all the knights Santagar had trained and confirmation that Pod was attending weapons training with the other squires. Ser Aron said the boy was attentive and showed promise. Tyrion reminded himself to pass the compliment along to Pod- he was such a mouse of a lad that any praise would boost his confidence.
Thankfully, Ser Aron's demure wife was another matter. Lady Cedra was a plain thing, of a height with Ser Aron but with gleaming brown skin. Though quiet at first, Tyrion drew her out with questions until she was pouring forth information like a fountain.
A Jordayne by birth, Lady Cedra been raised amongst a flock of scholars who proudly bore a golden quill as their sigil. Her father was a younger son, her mother a recently ennobled merchant. The lady had grown up in Dorne and with her mother's people in Braavos, and she expounded at length about the differences between the sands of the Tor and the canals of Braavos, her dark eyes bright.
When that topic was exhausted, the talk turned to books. Cedra was currently reading Beldecar's History of the Rhoynish Wars, a book Tyrion had been meaning to read.
The conversation was better than he'd had in some time, but the plum in the pudding came near the end. Not only did the lady frequently borrow tomes from the castle library, but it seemed she kept the accounts for Ser Aron’s household, having learned advanced sums from her merchant kin in Braavos.
Well, she might be a woman and half a merchant, but he could be certain Lady Cedra was no friend of Cersei's. His sister had hated the Dornish for years, though he wasn't quite sure why. Nor was Lady Cedra an enemy of House Lannister- well, not more than any other Dornishman. Elia Martell and her children had not been the only victims of the Sack of King's Landing. Rumor had it that Lord Tywin's men had killed or raped almost all the Dornish in the city.
But Ser Aron and his wife had come to King's Landing after that nasty business, brought by Jon Arryn as a peace offering when he sought to pacify the Martells. Lady Cedra had wed Ser Aron for love, not wealth, and she missed some of the comforts she'd grown accustomed to as the daughter of a more prosperous house.
It took Tyrion less than a week to persuade the lady to assist Lord Gyles with the ledgers in exchange for Lannister gold and a few luxuries. Whatever was amiss with Baelish's ledgers, Lady Cedra would find it and report it. Hopefully.
"My lord father has done what?" Cersei asked, her voice dangerously even. Varys tittered, holding his powdered hands out helplessly.
"He has secured the release of Ser Kevan Lannister and his son Willem, as well as Ser Harys Swyft, Your Grace.”
"By returning prisoners that belonged to Tommen," Cersei snapped.
For once Tyrion shared her fury with Lord Tywin. The terms sent to Riverrun with Ser Cleos Frey included an offer to exchange the same prisoners- prisoners who would be long gone before Cleos arrived. Even if Robb Stark lacked the wit to realize what that signified, the Blackfish would surely inform him. I should have known father would undermine me, Tyrion thought bitterly.
"You are sure there have been no ravens from Lord Tywin?" Tyrion asked Pycelle sharply.
The grand maester stroked his flowing white beard, the very picture of self-satisfied ancient wisdom. Enjoy it while it lasts, old man. Tyrion couldn't touch his father, but the lickspittle maester was another matter.
"None, my lord hand. Though surely, as King Tommen's Hand, he speaks with our dear king's voice," Pycelle said gravely, his chain clinking.
"If he meant to act as Hand, he should have come when I summoned him, not sent Tyrion in his place." Cersei's eyes were wildfire green and blazing with anger.
"Why, sweet sister, I never knew how much you valued my efforts," Tyrion said amiably.
Perhaps it was unwise to tweak the lionness's tail, but it was satisfying to watch Cersei's eyes narrow, caught between telling him off in front of the entire small council and admitting that he, unlike father, at least pretended to give a damn about her wishes.
"Any word on how the exchange is to take place?" Tyrion asked Varys, retreating before Cersei decided to give him a tongue lashing. The eunuch smiled, rubbing his hands together.
"Ah, yes, my lord. Ser Kevan and young Willem are to be delivered to the Golden Tooth, while the northern lords are delivered to Riverrun. The Stark boy is still there, too frightened to face Lord Tywin, no doubt.”
That was odd. Tyrion would have thought his lord father would send them by as long and indirect a route as possible, the longer to deprive Stark of seasoned commanders. Cersei’s eyes narrowed, then she smiled sweetly.
“Ser Kevan should be here, defending his king. Grand Maester Pycelle, prepare a summons for Tommen to sign. The sooner we send a raven the better.”
The maester hesitated, then nodded ponderously.
“Anything else?” Cersei glared at Varys, not even bothering to be pleasant. Varys consulted his parchment, but it was Lord Gyles who spoke.
"Your Grace, if I may, there are certain customs officers and wool factors appointed by Littlefinger I beg your leave to replace."
The obedient cougher had laid the idea before Tyrion first, and Tyrion had instructed him to put the matter before Cersei. The more in control she felt, the less savage she would be.
"Name the cow what you will, so long as the milk flows," Cersei said, taking a small sip of her wine.
To Tyrion's annoyance, Cersei's drinking had somewhat subsided as she poured her energies into Myrcella and Tommen. She spent half her days with them, walking in Myrcella's garden, listening to Tommen prattle on about his kittens.
The other half of her days were spent as Queen Regent, and she was far more active sober than drunk. His sister toured the city inspecting the defenses, she went to the Great Sept to make pious noises, she plotted against him with Lancel and the Kettleblacks… Tyrion forced himself to focus, as Varys was speaking again.
“My little birds report Beric Dondarrion is still running loose in the Riverlands, gathering more outlaws to his cause-“
“Our lord father’s problem,” Cersei said, waving a pale hand dismissively as Lord Gyles coughed into a kerchief.
“Robb Stark has sent Theon Greyjoy to treat with his father, yet the boy arrived on a southron ship, while Lord Balon gathers longships at Pyke. A red wolf has been seen near Stoney Sept, and-“
Cersei shook her golden head, and the eunuch fell silent.
“Any word of Dorne?”
Doran Martell had called his banners, that much they knew, but no more. As of yet there was no response to Tyrion’s raven, no sign whether the Dornish would back Renly or continue brooding in their deserts.
“Alas, I am afraid not,” Varys said with a sigh, his plump lip trembling. “Forgive me, Your Grace, it is difficult to gather whispers in Dorne, with how bitter they remain over Princess Elia and her babes. They mistrust anyone from outside Dorne, and securing Dornish friends has proved difficult. And yet...”
Varys twisted his powdered hands, a doubtful look upon his face.
“And yet what?” Tyrion asked, impatient for the damned meeting to end. Shae awaited him in her manse, the one sweet thing he had in this stinking city. Varys tsked and rubbed his bald head.
“There are rumors that Prince Oberyn grows jealous of his feeble brother. Should Prince Doran accept a council seat, and leave Dorne in his daughter's charge, I fear the Red Viper may seek to supplant him. Doran’s heir is a girl of twenty or so, no match for such a perilous uncle. And Oberyn has eight bastard girls he might wed to either of Doran’s sons.”
Cersei leaned back in her chair as though she lounged on a throne. Her eyes glittered as she looked at Tyrion, a cutting smile on her lips.
"Younger brothers are dangerous," Cersei said.
Notes:
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Chapter 40: Arya III
Chapter Text
The mud squished between Arya’s toes as they made their way along the farm road. She’d finally given up on her rotted shoes, and her feet hurt. The men claimed they would soon find her another pair, but Arya didn’t believe them. They were outlaws, and outlaws were all liars.
The outlaws surrounded Arya’s pack, half riding and half on foot. Some had armor, but it was rusty and mismatched, and their cloaks were stained from long use. Almost all of them had wild beards that hid their lips and made it hard to tell their mood.
There was Jack, a one-eyed man with scraggly brown whiskers, Dennett, a short and stocky greybeard, Lem, a big man with a bushy brown beard in a dingy yellow cloak, and Greenbeard, an even bigger Tyroshi with green-grey whiskers. The only beardless one was a skinny red headed archer named Anguy who looked to be Gendry’s age.
Gendry walked by Arya’s side, a black eye blooming on his sullen face. He still blamed himself for the rest of them getting captured. When the outlaws took Arya, she’d argued with them loudly in the hope that the others would scatter. Instead, Gendry had tried to free her, and in all the commotion Nan had begun screaming, revealing the hidden nest in the blackberry thicket.
At first they’d all been terrified, afraid that the men would steal the horses or rape them. But they’d let Arya and Gendry keep their swords, and when Nan wouldn’t stop screaming Lem had taken her from Jeyne and rocked her to sleep. Arya wondered if Lem had a family somewhere, waiting for him to come home. Jack didn’t. Both of his brothers had been killed by Lannisters some moons past.
Meri and Jeyne rode the horses, little Nan sleeping in her sling against Meri’s chest. Jeyne nibbled at a hunk of yellow cheese while Meri yawned. They’d been traveling for days, sleeping in the oddest places.
First they’d slept in the trees of the yellow wood, in a village of little huts built high above the ground. The next few nights they slept in a vault beneath a sept, amongst cobwebs and casks of wine. The begging brothers had given them what food they could spare, and they’d blessed the outlaws as soon as they asked for word of Lord Beric Dondarrion.
At each place the men asked for word of the lightning lord who seemed to be their leader. It felt like years since Sansa and Arya watched the handsome lordling ride forth to deliver the king’s justice to Gregor Clegane. Were there Winterfell men still with him, or had they gone to Robb? Arya dared not ask, lest they suspect who she was. A common girl would not ask for Alyn and Harwin of Winterfell. She wondered how far north Yoren was now- she owed the sour man her life.
“We may hear sommat this evening,” Anguy said as they made their way through burned fields. “We’ll be sleeping on High Heart, and there’s an old woman there what knows things.”
High Heart was well named. The great hill loomed over the flat land. Climbing it seemed to take hours, and they were panting and drenched in sweat by the time they reached the top. The hill was crowned with weirwood stumps, immense and pale and hard as rock. Arya and Gendry counted them while Meri sat on a stump and fed the baby, the nanny goat chewing on a nearby shrub.
As she looked over the flat plains Arya wondered where Sansa was. Although she hadn’t seen her sister since the outlaws caught them, she could feel that she was near. Was she hiding on the hill? The weirwoods had been cut down but there were plenty of bushes and trees that remained.
The leaves rustled in the wind as night fell. Meri and Jeyne curled up for warmth, Nan between them and Gendry wrapped around them, but Arya couldn’t sleep, for there were whispers on the wind. At last she gave up and crept to the campfire.
Lem and Anguy stood beside the dull embers of the fire, and between them was a woman Arya did not know. She was tiny, her face a mass of wrinkles, her skin pale as milk, her hair a cloud that fell to her feet and whipped about in the wind.
“Tom’s not here to sing for you,” Anguy was saying. The old woman spat on the ground.
“This I know, and more besides. How will you pay me for my dreams?”
Anguy handed the little woman a wineskin, and she examined it for a moment, frowning.
“The lightning lord awakes again, and wishes he might sleep. He’s far afield. You’ll not find him, not until the manticore clutches bees in his claws.”
“We’d hoped for better news, crone,” Lem complained.
“I hoped for a song or a kiss, but I’ll not be getting them either.”
The little woman stared into the darkness, her eyes red in the glow of the dying coals.
“Come, she-wolf,” she called. “I’ll share my dreams for a hair from your tail.”
Lem and Anguy stared at the little woman, frowning. Long moments passed, then Anguy cried out as a red direwolf slunk out of the darkness. Lem drew his sword, his eyes white with fear.
“Put it away, foolish man,” the little woman said as the red wolf crept to her side. “If she wanted your blood she’d have torn your throat out days ago.”
The woman turned and smiled into the gloom, a claw-like hand extended.
“You too, child, you cannot hide from me.”
Ice trickled down Arya’s spine. Warily she approached the dying fire, her eyes fixed on the direwolf.
“The old gods rise from their slumber,” the woman whispered. “But they are not the only ones. Winter is coming, child, aye, and the cold gods walk again.”
The hairs rose on the back of Arya’s neck as the wrinkled woman took a swig from the wineskin, her lips stained red as blood.
“I dreamt two wolves in the darkness, one with wings, the other black as night. A grey man sent them to swim with the merlings, but the winged wolf ran away chasing after a three-eyed crow. I dreamt a kraken came from the east, and his eye and his lips were blue. I dreamt such a clangor I thought my head might burst, drums and horns and pipes and screams. I dreamt of a maid chained to a mountain beneath the shadow of a dragon's wings. The dragon bathed the maid in fire, and the mountain crumbled but the chains remained."
The little woman turned to Lem, her dim red eyes far away.
“You came to seek your lord, but your lady has found you. Weirwood child, wolf child, the queen and her sworn sword.”
“We have no lady,” Lem grumbled, his eyes fixed on the red wolf as the little woman plucked a hair from her tail. “And we’ll not serve the brotherfucker queen.”
The red wolf met Arya’s eyes, then slipped back into the darkness. The crone laughed, and Arya shivered.
“A queen is a queen whenever she’s crowned. Acorn and seedling, sapling and tree, they are all the same oak.” She turned to Anguy. “Archer, you’d best find a fletcher. You’ll need many arrows before winter comes, aye, weirwood for the shafts and dragonglass for the points. The Others fear the frozen flames.”
The very blood seemed to freeze in Arya’s veins, and she heard the click clicking of Old Nan’s knitting needles. In the Long Night the Others came, Old Nan had said, her voice low. Cold and cruel they were, and they hated iron and fire and the touch of the sun, and every living creature with hot blood in its veins. Holdfasts and cities and kingdoms of men all fell before them, until the last hero set out to find the children of the forest…
In the morning Arya wondered if it had all been a dream. Neither Lem nor Anguy said a word to her, besides a grunt as Lem offered her a lump of cheese and stale bread. Yet as they left the hill she saw wolf tracks, dew puddling in the muddy prints. Why had Sansa said nothing to her?
Descending the hill was easier than climbing it, and the outlaws’ mood seemed to improve as the sun peeked from behind the clouds. They saw a few stray horses in the distance after breakfast, and Jack and Dennett managed to catch them. Only afterwards did Arya remember she could have called them. They moved faster with everyone riding, Arya and Gendry on Hammer, Jeyne and Meri on Faithful. Lem had Nan again, his eyes sad as she dozed against his chest.
“We’ll have a hot meal tonight, and a roof over our heads,” Anguy promised. “There’s a keep nearby and the lady is a good woman.”
It was just after dusk when they forded a brook and came up upon the castle. Acorn Hall was its name, and the lord was away fighting raiders. Lady Smallwood welcomed them kindly, though she was very angry when she saw they had a baby and three girls in tow.
“What were you thinking?” She demanded as she pried Nan away from Lem and handed her off to a maid.
“We found them in the woods,” Lem said haplessly. “Surely it was better they come with us than starve or get taken by lions.”
Lady Smallwood harrumphed and marched all three girls upstairs, sending servants to heat water for the immense tub.
“Men,” she muttered as the maidservants stripped Jeyne and Meri and a protesting Arya and hustled them into the scalding bath. “Did they at least have the sense to feed you?”
That was unfair, and Arya told her so. The men might be stinky and swear a lot, but they had shared their food, and given them time to milk the goat for Nan. She’d been speaking for a while when Arya realized that Lady Smallwood was giving her a funny look.
“Either you’re highborn or you were raised by wolves,” Lady Smallwood said. “You needn’t tell me who you are, but you should know no common maid would run her mouth so boldly.”
Meri giggled as Arya gaped at the lady, and a maid dumped water over Arya’s head and began scrubbing at her filthy hair.
By the time the bath was finished Arya felt as though she’d been scrubbed with sandpaper. Her skin was pink and soft, but for her blistered feet. Lady Smallwood frowned over them and found shoes for all three girls.
“My daughter Carellen is about your size,” Lady Smallwood told Jeyne, “but her gowns should fit your highborn friend.” She tried to put Arya in a light green gown covered in acorns, but when Arya saw Jeyne’s wistful look she refused. Jeyne took the acorn dress, Meri was given a servant’s old wool gown, and after much pleading Arya was dressed in a boy’s breeches, belt, and tunic. It was then she remembered something important.
“I lost my sister,” Arya said quietly after dinner, when Lady Smallwood was seeing her to bed. “She’ll need something to wear when I find her.”
They left the next morning with spare clothes but without the nanny goat and Nan. Lady Smallwood refused to let the outlaws keep her, and ignored Arya’s protests.
“You did a good thing saving her, but children have no business raising babies, let alone dragging them through the war. She’ll be safe here, I promise you.”
Lady Smallwood had tried to keep all of them, offering Gendry the forge and Jeyne and Meri a place among the servants. Jeyne was so quiet that Lady Smallwood hadn’t realized she was highborn. Arya she offered to keep as her ward, and teach her needlework and dancing and singing.
“I have few men, but I’ve got strong walls. Lord Beric is away east near Harrenhal, last I heard, and it may be some while before he returns.”
But Arya refused. She wanted her mother and Riverrun, not Acorn Hall and lessons on being a lady. Besides, if she were meant to stay here, then Sansa would have come in, not hidden somewhere nearby as a wolf. She’d dreamed of the red direwolf last night, hunting rabbits and drinking from a brook.
Arya wasn’t surprised when Jeyne and Merissa declined to stay. They’d remained with Sansa a month as a wolf, they wouldn’t leave her after she went missing for just a week. Much as it annoyed Arya to admit, Sansa inspired loyalty like a lady in a song. It did surprise her when Gendry refused to stay. She’d seen him wistfully examining the forge after dinner, holding a hammer like he’d been born to wield it. But he’d refused to stay anyway, and he wouldn’t say why.
“It’s worse ‘n ducklings,” Dennett grumbled as they set out from Acorn Hall. “We can’t watch all four o’ ‘em, not when we should be fighting lions.”
“I can fight,” Arya protested, her hand on Needle.
Greenbeard chuckled. “Perhaps, skinny squirrel, but children should not fight unless they must.” He stroked his whiskers thoughtfully.
“The lightning lord may be far afield, but we know where he’ll come eventually. We can drop them with the others and be on our way.”
That annoyed Arya. She wasn’t a sack of flour to be dropped someplace safe.
“Drop us where?” Arya demanded.
They made no reply, but Greenbeard and Lem and Anguy looked at each other and smiled.
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Chapter 41: Sansa III
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"Why didn't someone stop the Mountain?" Arya asked.
"The Kingsguard weren't with Princess Elia and her children," Ned said heavily. "Any other guards were slain."
"But where were the Kingsguard?" Sansa asked, her face buried in her father’s robe.
The sun shone down upon dusty red mountains. Three knights stood before a tower, their white cloaks flapping in the wind.
The first knight was old and broad of shoulder, a tower upon his shield. The second knight wore a grim smile, well matched to the bat upon his helm. The last knight was tall and fair, his skin tawny, his eyes amethyst.
Ser Arthur Dayne drew his greatsword. It was pale as his cloak, sunlight shimmering off the blade. A young man with dark hair faced him, his grey eyes full of sorrow. She knew those eyes.
“And now it begins,” the Sword of Morning said.
“No,” Ned Stark said sadly. “Now it ends.”
Sansa awoke with the taste of blood in her mouth. No matter how much water she drank, the coppery tang lingered. To be a direwolf was to be a hunter, despite her squeamishness. You slew a king, girl, surely even a little bird can slay rabbits, Sandor Clegane’s voice mocked.
Sansa had been able to avoid hunting at first. As she followed the outlaws through the yellow wood she’d found a dying cow and gorged herself. She hadn’t needed to hunt for days as she trailed the outlaws across the fields, careful to keep out of sight.
But at last hunger had defeated her and she’d slain an entire nest of rabbits after hearing them in their burrow. The hot blood tasted finer than wine, the flesh raw and tender as she ripped it from their bones. When she finished eating she resisted the urge to crack the bones and lick out the marrow, but it was a close thing. She buried the bones instead, saying a prayer of thanks and of regret.
She had much to be grateful for. Every day Sansa thanked the old gods for her keen ears. If not for them, she’d have been captured too.
Sansa was returning from planting a weirwood when she heard footsteps in the distance. To her horror she heard Arya creep out of the thicket and wander straight toward the steps. Yet Sansa had frozen, her heart thumping as fast as a rabbit’s. She should have called out, she should have warned Arya- but she’d hoped they would walk past Arya in the darkness.
They hadn’t.
As the men drew their swords Sansa had fallen to the ground beside the weirwood sprout, the transformation quicker and easier though still painful. Sansa the direwolf crept close, watching the men surround Arya. Gendry came at them, swinging his sword, only to have it knocked from his hand by one man as another punched him.
And yet, she could not bring herself to attack. They had let Arya shout at them, with no attempt to knock Needle from her hand. They had disarmed Gendry, but never tried to stab him. And so she’d followed, listening and watching and waiting and hating herself for her cowardice.
Everywhere the outlaws went they were warmly welcomed. A strange village in the trees gave them shelter. A group of begging brothers shared their bread and beer. A septon shared word that Lord Beric had been slain by Ser Burton Crakehall, and wept with joy when the outlaws told him the lightning lord still lived. Better still, he’d lured Crakehall into a trap and killed him and all his raiders.
“The smallfolk help us because Lord Beric fights for the realm,” Sansa heard Lem explain one evening. “‘Twas the Hand who sent us out, but we went under the king’s banner, and it’s the king’s people we serve, not the Young Wolf or the Little Lion.”
That night the outlaws slept at High Heart. The ghostly woman frightened Sansa with her prophecies, but something about her felt safe, like Old Nan. Still Sansa hesitated. To return to her true skin would leave her naked and defenseless. Best to learn more before she made herself so vulnerable.
She was tempted again at Acorn Hall. Sansa heard Lady Smallwood, and she yearned to reveal herself. Lady Smallwood would know Sansa was a lady. She would dress Sansa in pretty gowns, and let Sansa sew, and dance, and sleep in a featherbed. She was so tired of lumpy earth and mattresses of leaves.
Sansa was staring longingly at the gates when a voice dry as fallen leaves echoed in her head. You came to seek your lord, but your lady has found you. Weirwood child, wolf child, the Queen and her sworn sword. She couldn’t serve the outlaws as their lady if someone made her stay safe within castle walls. Sansa might be happy, but she would be abandoning her duty.
And so when the outlaws left Acorn Hall riding north, the red direwolf followed.
Sansa watched the hollow hill, waiting for the outlaws to leave. As she waited she reached out, listening to the trees and streams and stones. To her relief, she sensed wolves nearby. Once they overcame their surprise, the pack leaders listened to her offer. Help me, and I’ll make sure the two-leggers in the hill never attack you again.
There were two packs of wolves within range. The hill pack had made their dens inside the hollow hill, before the two-leggers drove them out. Fleetfoot, the mother of the pack, was easily persuaded to accept Sansa’s offer. Her mate Brokefang had been slain by an arrow when the two-leggers claimed the hill.
The stream pack was a little further off, across the clear brook from which they took their name. Their leaders were Sharp Nose and Biter, a mated pair. Game was plentiful, and their pack had grown with each new litter. Over the last year alone they’d had a dozen pups, a number that amazed Sansa. What wonders could she do with just half as many healthy children?
After a day and a night of watching Sansa’s patience was finally rewarded. A group of nearly a dozen outlaws departed the hollow hill, swords at their hips. She recognized four of them, men whose voices she’d heard as she followed her sister.
Her sister and the rest of her pack were left behind, left to be protected like Bran and Rickon were left at Winterfell. But Bran had helped her find herself again, and he was just eight. Arya was ten now, fierce and clever, and Sansa was twelve, practically grown up. It was only right that Sansa and Arya serve their people.
Sansa’s nerves trembled as she prepared to reveal herself. I must be brave. I must make it like a song.
Arya awaited within, ready to play her part. Thank the old gods that Sansa had been able to speak to her, after hours of trying and a severe headache. For some reason speaking wolf to girl was much, much harder than speaking to animals when Sansa was in her own skin.
Enough stalling, Arya grumbled. I’m ready when you are.
Her nerves tingling, Sansa threw her head back and howled. The wolves panted softly, a few of the youngest pups wagging their tails. The wolves sat in a crescent about her. Before each wolf was a fresh kill, gifts for the people of the hollow hill.
Arya was the first to appear at the mouth of the cave, Jeyne and Meri and Gendry close behind. Slowly others followed, hollow eyed children and women and elders. Sansa forced herself to keep still, even though part of her wanted to flee. They’ve not turned Lord Beric over to the Lannisters, they’ll not betray us either.
There were only a few men left to guard the hollow hill. There was Anguy with his bow, a sallow man with a spear, and a handsome young man with a brown beard— it was Alyn, Alyn of Winterfell! Sansa’s heart soared, and she nearly ran to him— then she saw the terror in his eyes and remembered that she was a direwolf.
Arya approached slowly, a cloak in her hands. Sansa nearly wept when she saw the grey wool trimmed with white satin- where had she found a Stark cloak? Arya draped it over Sansa’s furry shoulders and down her back, and all of Sansa’s fears slipped away.
Sansa took a deep breath, and thought of all that made her Sansa. She thought of graceful fingers embroidering, of light feet following the steps of a dance. She thought of reading tales and singing songs and writing poetry.
Slowly Sansa’s limbs began to shift. Her muzzle shrank, and vivid colors returned to her vision. Soft red fur gave way to smooth white skin. Four sturdy paws gave way to two delicate hands and two dainty feet. Sansa crouched on the ground on all fours, the cloak draped over her. Her thick hair fell to the ground about her face, shining like flame.
Carefully Sansa rose to her feet, the cloak clutched in her hands to preserve her modesty. Everyone was staring, mouths agape. Alyn went down on one knee, and slowly the rest followed.
“Wha- who—” An old man stammered.
“‘Ere, that’s t’ Hand’s daughter,” a grandmother replied, her wrinkled face familiar. Sansa gave the grandmother a smile, and found her voice.
“I am Sansa Stark of Winterfell. Daughter of Lord Eddard Stark and Lady Catelyn Tully, sister to the King in the North.”
“But- but- why not go to Riverrun?” Alyn asked. His limbs trembled, and he kept his eyes fixed on the ground.
“That was my intention, at first,” Sansa admitted. “I am a young lady, not made for fighting battles. But I am not the Young Wolf. I am the Red Wolf, and I have a duty to my people too.”
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Chapter 42: Bran III
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“Today we will be discussing the importance of lineage and inheritance.”
Bran swallowed as Maester Luwin glanced at him. This was a punishment, Bran knew it. The Walders were always going on and on about their brothers and uncles and cousins and the line of inheritance. Yesterday, Bran had made the mistake of saying that any trained bird from the Summer Isles could do the same, and sing into the bargain. Luwin had scolded him for being rude to his foster brothers, and Little Walder had sulked.
“Bran. What is the line of inheritance for House Stark?”
“I’m Robb’s heir, until he has children,” Bran said clearly. “Then Rickon, then Sansa, then Arya, then… uhm…” Was Jon next? Bastards could be legitimized, but Jon was sworn to the Night’s Watch.
“Don’t you have any cousins?” Big Walder asked.
Bran frowned. His namesake Uncle Brandon died unwed. Uncle Benjen was sworn to the Watch, and poor Aunt Lyanna died unwed too.
“I don’t think so?” Bran said hesitantly. The maester clucked his tongue.
“Your great-grandfather Edwyle had a younger sister, Jocelyn Stark. She wed a Royce, so you do have some distant cousins in the Vale.” Luwin sighed. “I believe your father was close with the Royces, when he fostered with Jon Arryn.”
“Maester, a word?”
It was Joseth, the new master of horse. Bran liked the plump man. He’d trained Dancer so Bran could ride, and he told funny jokes, usually about horses. Though Joseth's jokes weren't nearly as funny as the song about an ass which Jojen had sung the other day. The Walders had been acting rotten all morning, cheating at their stupid lord of the crossing game and making nasty comments about frogeaters and cripples under their breath. When they finally left the godswood, Jojen had launched into a merry tune, one where the crannogmen outsmarted a foolish hedge knight who trespassed into their swamps with nothing but his sword and his donkey.
“I’ll be back in a moment,” Luwin said briskly, leaving the boys alone in his cluttered turret.
Of late Maester Luwin was pulled every which way, even during lessons. Ser Rodrik had ridden east to deal with Bolton’s bastard, leaving the maester to run Winterfell.
The bastard and his men had ambushed the Hornwoods on their way home after the Harvest Feast, and the Hornwood men had only barely fought them off. Lord Daryn was badly wounded, so Lady Donella’s frantic raven said, and the bastard had vanished, along with his servant. But Bran wasn’t worried. Ser Rodrik would soon set things right.
“Do you know why there’s so many Freys?” Big Walder asked, interrupting Bran’s thoughts. Bran scowled.
“Because Lord Walder keeps remarrying?”
“Yes, but that’s not the only reason,” Big Walder said seriously. “Our maester is no good at wounds, but he keeps alive almost every babe born in the Twins.”
“What about the mothers?” Rickon asked, his shaggy hair covering troubled eyes. Both Walders shrugged.
“If they live, they live. But it’s easy enough to replace them.”
Bran didn’t like the sound of that at all. Maybe the ladies willing to marry a Frey were replaceable, but no one could replace Lady Catelyn. Bran was just opening his mouth to say so when Luwin’s voice echoed in his ears. A prince is courteous, the maester scolded. Bran sighed.
“What’s the name of Robb’s squire? What’s he like?”
Big Walder’s eyes lit up.
“That’s Olyvar. He’s a Rosby Frey, from Lord Walder’s sixth marriage. He’s the third son-”
“Fourth,” Little Walder interrupted. Big Walder snorted.
“Willamen is forging a maester’s chain, he doesn’t count. There’s Perwyn, he’s the eldest son, he’s boring. He was always away at Rosby growing up, grandfather says he’s barely a Frey. Then there’s Benfrey, he’s tricky. Willamen was third, and Olyvar is the last son. He grew up at Rosby too. Grandfather let him be old Lord Gyles’ ward, hoping he’d inherit because Lord Gyles is so sickly. But it’s been years and he just won’t die.”
“That’s a terrible thing to say,” Luwin said sternly as he swept back into the room, his grey robes swishing. Big Walder apologized eloquently, but Bran didn’t like the look in his eyes.
“Since you seem to be listing the Frey line of inheritance, why don’t you begin at the beginning,” the maester said.
“The current heir is Ser Stevron, he’s Lord Walder’s oldest son by his first wife,” Little Walder said. “He’s ancient and always complaining about being tired.”
“Stevron’s eldest son is Ser Ryman.” Big Walder butted in. “He’s got a bad belly and worse wits-“
Outside the breeze flew through the godswood, tickling the direwolves’ soft fur and sending the Reeds’ curls into disarray. Jojen and Meera didn’t have to attend lessons with the Walders, they could play in the godswood all day long. Shaggydog was napping in the sun while Summer crouched on his haunches, his tail wagging. The moss boy threw the stick and Bran leaped for it, catching it in his jaws. Jojen smiled as he ruffled the direwolf’s ears, then darted away, leading boy and direwolf on a merry chase.
“-then there’s Lame Lothar, he’s my uncle, and he’s cleverer than all the Crakehall Freys put together-“
Little Walder glared at his cousin. Little Walder was a Crakehall Frey, Bran remembered. But no dull list of Freys could compare to romping inside Summer’s skin, and Bran slipped away again.
“Welcome back,” Jojen said, gazing into the direwolf’s eyes. The direwolf licked his nose, then abandoned him for Meera. She laughed as the direwolf nuzzled against her leg. She had a pretty laugh, and the warm sunlight brought out hints of gold in her brown curls.
“Bran,” Jojen called. “Come back- you promised to tell me about your dreams.”
And Bran remembered darkness, darkness and cold without end, and dreamers impaled on great shards of ice… and then, out of the darkness, the eyes.
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Chapter 43: Tyrion IV
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The letter from Dorne was writ in a wobbly hand. Prince Doran Martell had gout, Tyrion remembered- a nasty illness. It made the joints stiffen and swell and was reputed to be exceedingly painful. Rumor had it that Doran traveled everywhere by litter, as he was too gouty to sit a horse.
Yet despite his shaky hand, Prince Doran’s mind appeared steady. He accepted the offer to betroth Myrcella to his son Trystane and proposed she travel to Sunspear by ship. With no word as to Stannis’ movements and half the fleet on Dragonstone, sailing directly to Dorne was dangerous. Instead, Doran suggested that Myrcella sail for Braavos, and from there to Dorne. It was a convoluted route, but a sensible one.
Once Myrcella was in Braavos, Doran promised to fortify the marches against Stannis. Tyrion doubted Martell had any intention of committing his men to Tommen’s cause, but at least they wouldn’t be swelling Renly’s host as it crawled up the roseroad. Varys said that King Renly and his little queen Margaery Tyrell stopped at every castle to feast, and watch jousts, and whatever other nonsense. Renly’s crown should have a tortoise on it, not a stag. Thank the gods for Renly’s love of showing off. If Stannis had such a host, he’d already be king. But no. Renly had all the charm and all the men, and Stannis had common sense and not much else.
Tyrion sighed and returned to the letter. The prince wrote that Dorne was glad to accept the crown’s gracious offer of a council seat, but it would take some time to arrange the journey. What with the thousands of miles twixt Sunspear and King’s Landing and the slow pace of traveling by litter, Tyrion doubted Doran would arrive until just before the new year.
The final part of the letter was the most touchy. Prince Doran expressed great interest in the offer of justice for the deaths of his sister Elia and her babes. He didn’t have the crudeness to name the culprits outright, but Tyrion suspected he knew exactly whose heads Doran would like tarred and spiked.
From what little Tyrion had heard the Martell siblings had been close, despite the ten year gap between Doran and his younger siblings. Tyrion didn’t want to think about how he would feel if some Dornish knight raped and killed Cersei, but if sweet Myrcella or Tommen suffered the fates of Elia’s babes… Tyrion would hold that grudge until his dying day, and do his best to see that the killers died screaming. Lorch and Clegane were but two men, and a worthy sacrifice to appease the Martells’ need for vengeance.
Tyrion frowned as he idly scratched his scarred elbow. It hurt far less since he’d begun applying Bel’s salve, but it still itched when he propped it on a desk for too long. In sixteen years, why didn’t father hand them over? There were plenty of brutal men to do his dirty work, and the friendship of Dorne was worth far more than two knights. But then, Elia’s murder had been a colossal blunder, and Tywin Lannister had never acknowledged a mistake in his life.
Well, Tyrion wasn’t Tywin, and if the gods were good Robb Stark would keep his father busy until Tyrion could deliver Ser Amory Lorch and Ser Gregor Clegane to Dornish justice. In the meantime, Tyrion had reports to deliver to Cersei.
Tyrion rubbed his eyes as he walked into Myrcella’s garden. Cersei was sitting on the ground. Cersei was sitting on the ground, smiling, a ginger kitten on her lap, as Myrcella placed a woven crown of flowers upon her head. The sunlight shone on Cersei’s golden hair and her eyes sparkled like emeralds. Tommen wore a matching crown of flowers, though it was hanging precariously over his ear. The ginger and white kitten named Ser Pounce perched on the young king’s shoulder, batting at the crown with one paw. Tommen looked over, his plump face bursting into a dimpled smile.
“Uncle!”
He jumped up and ran to Tyrion, the kitten clinging on for dear life. As Tyrion accepted his nephew’s hug he realized they were the same height- Tommen would surpass him soon, just as Myrcella had.
“Your grace,” Tyrion said, sweeping a low bow as Tommen giggled and Ser Pounce yowled in protest. “I see your sister has given you and your mother better crowns than any smith ever could.”
“Thank you, uncle,” Myrcella said, blushing, “but I’m afraid they are poor substitutes for gold and gems- they’ll be wilted by nightfall.”
“The brief life of a flower makes it all the more beautiful,” Tyrion replied. “Where is your crown, sweet niece?”
“She didn’t make one for herself yet,” Cersei replied, rising from the grass and brushing off her skirts. The ginger kitten leapt down carefully with a mewl of protest.
“Who’s this one? And where’s Ser Whiskers?” Tyrion asked. Tommen grinned, revealing a missing tooth.
“That’s Buttons. Ser Whiskers is napping with Lady Stripes and Lady Cinders.” Gods, how many cats did the boy have?
“Children, run along,” Cersei said, lightly ruffling Tommen’s hair and straightening his crown. “Your uncle has affairs of state I must see to.”
With a smile Myrcella, Tommen, and the kittens made for the other end of the garden, leaving Cersei and Tyrion alone but for the ginger kitten who had flopped at Tyrion’s feet. The queen’s beauty faded as fear crept into her eyes.
“Any word of Stannis?” Cersei asked quietly. Tyrion shook his head and leaned down to scratch Buttons’ chest.
“None. But I’ve word you’ll like much better. You’ll recall Lord Gyles discovered Baelish’s thieving?” Cersei nodded. “Well, I’ve found some of the gold Littlefinger stole from the treasury. Twenty thousand golden dragons, hidden away in one of his brothels.”
In truth it was Lady Cedra who had discovered Littlefinger’s embezzlement, and Bel who had told Bronn about the iron chest Baelish kept in her cellar. No one could figure out the peculiar Rhoynish lock, and in the end Tyrion resorted to having a smith melt it off. But he could hardly tell Cersei a Dornishwoman was acting as master of coin while a brothel madam supplied him with information.
“Good.” Cersei replied. “The crown needs the coin to keep Tommen safe.”
“To keep all of us safe,” Tyrion corrected her. “Much as I love my nephew, I’m quite fond of living too. There’s so much I’ve yet to see.”
“I’m sure seeing the inside of those brothels lifted your mood,” Cersei said, leaning down to scratch the kitten’s chin. For once there was some humor in her gaze.
“Since when do you like cats?” Tyrion asked, unable to hide his confusion. Cersei gave an elegant shrug.
“I don’t. But they make Tommen happy, and this one has grown on me. He never complains or demands anything, he keeps his claws out of my gowns, and he killed a rat in Tommen’s chambers the other day.”
“Perhaps the rats are the ones who tell Varys everything,” Tyrion japed. “As for the brothels, I’ll have you know that I sent Bronn. I’m too busy for such distractions. Serving as your hand requires all my time and talents.”
Cersei smiled as she stood and returned to her children . He almost felt bad that he was planning to poison her.
Shae’s dark eyes glimmered, as bright as the black diamonds on the golden collar she wore. It nestled against her creamy throat as she lay beside him on the bed, her nude body dewy with sweat.
“M’lord is eager tonight,” Shae said, stroking his beard with her hand. He had already taken her twice, and as he looked at her stiff pink nipples he could feel himself growing hard again.
“M’lord has had a trying day,” Tyrion replied. Shae was lovely but she was a whore, not a wife, and his troubles were his alone.
The week had started so well. Stannis had left Dragonstone, only to march on Storm’s End, the stubborn fool. Renly had found some sense of urgency and was rushing to meet him. Cersei was stuck in her privy, thanks to the powder he’d slipped in her wine, and Tyrion was finally able to confront that toady Pycelle. The man had looked absurd with half his beard shaved off.
No sooner had Tyrion flung the old man in a dungeon than Ser Cleos returned to report that Robb Stark was still at Riverrun, at least when Cleos left over a month past. Though it was a little odd that the Stark boy had refused to see Ser Cleos. The new terms had been sent with Cleos by letter, and with no acknowledgment of the return of Ned Stark’s bones or his greatsword. Tyrion could only hope that the boy was shaking in his boots. Regardless of the boy’s ingratitude for his gesture of goodwill, Tyrion was pleased to have Cleos back. Tyrion finally had a plan to free Jaime, and Bronn was searching for the men he needed.
But that was days ago. Cersei was healthy as a horse, and he’d given her too small a dose. Within four days she was out of her chambers and furious. Tyrion had expected to receive a tongue lashing for his treatment of Pycelle, but that was only the beginning.
It seemed someone had told Cersei about the begging brothers preaching against the “brotherfucker” queen and praising the wolves who fed and guarded the folk of the Riverlands. Nor was she the only Lannister out of favor. The city had hated Lord Tywin since the sack, and now the street preachers had grown bold enough to denounce him for the murder of Princess Elia and the Targaryen babes, the rightful heirs to the throne. Cersei was positively livid, and had all of them thrown in the black cells before Tyrion could so much as blink.
There were no more smiles, no more laughter when they spoke. Cersei interrogated him like he was a captured enemy and she his gaoler. How much wildfire was ready? When would he free Jaime? What was his chain for? What progress had he made in recovering Littlefinger’s stolen gold? Was there any news of the Stark girls? No, reminding her about the sighting of a red wolf near Stoney Sept was not amusing, would Tyrion like to join the begging brothers in the black cells? It seemed as though it took all his wits just to keep Cersei from having his throat cut.
And then there was that business with Ser Alliser Thorne. I saw it with my own eyes. I tell you, the dead walk. Tyrion shuddered.
“M’lord?” Shae asked, a frown upon her pretty face.
“Do you think the Others ever existed?”
Shae propped herself up on her elbow, biting her lip as she thought.
“Stories have to come from somewhere,” she said at last. “Even in Lorath we have tales of the Long Night and the demons of the cold. I once heard a storyteller from Yi Ti say that it was caused by a terrible emperor who killed his older sister and stole her throne.”
“There’s stories about snarks and grumkins too,” Tyrion replied, idly stroking her wavy hair. Shae shook her head.
“Those are stories for little children. Do you not feel a chill when you speak of them?”
A chill? No, it was more than that. It was a sharp dread, a knife of bitter cold that cut through his entire body. His stomach turned to lead, his limbs to jelly. But Tyrion could not admit that to anyone, not even Tysha. I loved a maid as white as winter, with moonglow in her hair.
“Hush,” he said instead, and went to sleep with Shae’s warm body clasped against his.
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Chapter 44: Catelyn III
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Catelyn sighed as she watched the Stark banner flap in the wind. Storm’s End was well named. Though the sky was clear, the east wind was fierce and cold. The sea rode the wind, bringing the scent of salt and deep waters. Were the winds the same on the Fingers? Catelyn had never seen the windswept stony lands that Petyr Baelish called home. She wondered if he would be buried there.
Ser Robar Royce had told her of his death at Bitterbridge. She’d been picking at the rich food when he approached her, a slightly sheepish look on his face. Not five minutes past he’d been juggling daggers, egged on by a tipsy Lord Bryce. Catelyn had caught his eye, unable to hide her wistful disapproval. She had been young and foolish once too, thinking chivalry was only great deeds, never dreaming of the horrors of war. Even Robert’s Rebellion, grim as it was, had not crushed her. But watching Bran cling to life, losing Ned, wondering if her girls still lived… could a heart shatter like glass?
“My lady,” Robar had said. “I am sorry for your loss. My father held Lord Eddard in high esteem. May the Stranger receive Eddard Stark with all honor and may the Father grant justice for his death.”
The Starks follow the old gods, you insolent child. No, that that was unfair. Catelyn had met the young knight two years past, when Lord Yohn Royce visited Winterfell. Robar seemed to live for practicing in the yard, and had been happy to spar with Robb and the baseborn Jon Snow, showing them tricks Ser Rodrik Cassel didn’t know. He wasn’t the type of man to insult Ned by deliberately referring to the new gods, he’d just forgotten.
“I thank you,” she replied. “You are far from the Vale, ser.”
“A second son finds glory where he can,” Robar replied with a shrug. Then why not serve Robb? Catelyn wanted to ask. Renly has no claim. But it was not meet to ask such a blunt question at a feast thrown in Renly’s honor.
“My lady…” Robar hesitated. “I understand you rode south from Riverrun? We have some tidings from King’s Landing that you might not have heard.”
Fear gripped Catelyn’s heart in an iron hold.
“My daughters?” She asked, her voice higher than she intended. Robar’s eyes widened and he shook his head.
“No, no, my lady— there is no word of them that I know of.”
Catelyn exhaled slowly. Thank the gods for that.
“I understand Petyr Baelish was fostered at Riverrun?” Robar said. Catelyn nodded. At least he had enough sense to not reference how Petyr’s fostering had ended. “He’s dead, my lady.”
Cold satisfaction had dripped through her veins at Bitterbridge, but now as she awaited Stannis and Renly, a hint of guilt pricked at her conscience.
Petyr was the confidant of her girlhood, practically a brother. Catelyn did not even know how he had betrayed Ned, and it was possible Sansa had made a mistake… yet somehow she knew there was no mistake. I wonder if Lysa knows Petyr’s dead. When she returned to Riverrun she should send her sister a raven, though Catelyn doubted it would receive any reply. Robb had sent four ravens already to no avail.
At last Stannis Baratheon approached, a woman riding behind him carrying his banner. The banner was as unexpected as the red priestess who bore it. It was a sunny yellow, not Baratheon gold, and there was a blazing heart where the black stag should have reared.
"Lady Stark," Stannis Baratheon said with chill courtesy as he reined up.
“King Stannis,” she replied. He frowned, taken aback.
“Your son claims half my kingdom,” Stannis said, his jaw clenched. “What cause brings you to this field, my lady? Has House Stark decided to make amends for such treason?”
This will not do. Catelyn checked her temper and replied calmly.
“My son fights to defend the Riverlands from the Lannisters,” she replied. “I have seen no Baratheon hosts defending the realm from the lions. King Robb is not a child playing at chivalry, he is the victor of several battles.” When Stannis snorted, Catelyn regretted the dig at Renly. She had come to forge a peace between the brothers, not mock them behind their backs.
"Robb acknowledges the bastardy of Cersei Lannister’s children, and your right to the Iron Throne.” Stannis’s deepset eyes glinted. “My son reigns as King in the North, by the will of our lords and people. He bends the knee to no man, but holds out the hand of friendship to all.”
“Kings have no friends," Stannis said bluntly, "only subjects and enemies."
"And brothers," a cheerful voice called out behind her.
Catelyn glanced over her shoulder, a headache slowly coming on. She usually got them during her moon blood, and it had started three days ago. Renly approached, Brienne of Tarth riding behind him. The Baratheon banner fluttered proudly from her lance, and her deep blue armor shone.
Beside the towering Brienne, Renly appeared as he was, a mere stripling, barely past twenty. Stannis was closer to forty than thirty, balding and grim. They looked like brothers, to be sure, with their deep blue eyes and black hair, their broad shoulders and hard muscles. But the only thing they truly had in common was their golden crowns, one wrought with flames, the other with a jade stag’s head uplifted by roses.
“Lord Renly,” Stannis said curtly, and the bickering began.
As they argued over Stannis’s banner Catelyn tried not to despair. If I slapped the crowns off their heads, would they act like grown men? Still, she must try to make them see reason. As Renly japed about the battle to come, Catelyn saw her chance.
“Let us hope there will be no battle,” she said. “We three share a common foe who would destroy us all. Cersei’s bastard sits your precious Iron Throne, and Lord Tywin sits at Harrenhal with twenty thousand swords. The remnants of the Kingslayer's army have regrouped at the Golden Tooth, and another Lannister host gathers beneath the shadow of Casterly Rock. You each name yourself king, yet the kingdom bleeds, and no one lifts a sword to defend it but my son."
“Oh, yes, I’ve heard of his little victories,” Renly said amiably. “Rumors fly about that direwolf of his, and about the peculiar behavior of the wolves of the Riverlands. A clever strategy, I’ll grant you. Someday you must tell me how he persuaded wolves to slay aurochs and then lead starving villagers to them- or at least how he managed to spread such fanciful tales. Still, a few battles are not a war, and the Lannisters can await my pleasure. Of course, if Stannis bends the knee to me, I’ll be able to fight the Lannisters a little sooner.”
Stannis opened his mouth, his eyes blazing with fury, but Catelyn spoke first.
“Await your pleasure?” Catelyn snapped. “I have ridden through fields of ash and seen corpses lying unburied by the road. I have seen fields of grain turned to blackened deserts, and once clear streams fouled by the rotting bodies of the slain.”
She took a breath, heedless in her wrath. “A true king defends the realm, and yet you hold tourneys and feast while my father’s people die and starve. Winter is coming, my lords, and it will devour us all if we do not stand together.”
“Such fiery words, my lady,” Renly said, his easy smile unchanged. “I see why Littlefinger spoke so wistfully of you.”
Catelyn was speechless with rage.
“You have no right to the throne,” Stannis said implacably. “I am Robert’s rightful heir. Tommen is a bastard born of incest, and you are a traitor and a usurper.”
“What a convenient story,” Renly replied. “You would be Robert’s heir, if it were true. Yet what evidence have you for such an astonishing claim?”
Stannis stared, fuming. “I brought my concerns to Jon Arryn. He was investigating the matter before he died, no doubt poisoned by the queen. We visited Robert’s bastards in King’s Landing, and they all had his look.”
“And Cersei’s children don’t,” Renly said agreeably. “How incredible— children that resemble their mother. I’ve seen Catelyn’s daughter Sansa— a pretty child, nearly her mother’s copy. Will you accuse Lady Stark of sleeping with her brother next?”
Livid at Renly’s jest, Catelyn found her voice.
“I have proof,” Catelyn said sharply. “My son Bran saw Jaime and Cersei together at Winterfell. He testified before the lords of the North and they judged his word to be true.” Stannis frowned at her, his eyes narrowed. “Nor is that all. Before she disappeared, Sansa was forced to write letters to her family. They contained a coded message that also accused the queen of incest.”
“So we have the word of a dead man, a crippled boy, and a missing girl.” Renly shrugged. “And yet I only received letters from Stannis, not Robb Stark. If what you say is true, why not announce it to the realm?”
Catelyn could have kicked herself. Robb thinks of nothing but battle, and I thought of little else but my dying father and my missing daughters, until Robb sent me here. What might happen if Robb sent his own ravens to support Stannis’s letter?
“It is true, and you owe me your allegiance,” Stannis said, grinding his teeth. “I am not without mercy,” said the man who chopped off the fingers of the smuggler who saved his life. “If you strike your banners before dawn, I will forgive your folly. You will have Storm’s End, your old council seat, I’ll even name you my heir until a son is born to me.”
“How generous my brother is,” Renly said, turning to Brienne. “He offers me a castle that is already mine and a seat on a council he does not lead.”
“Cersei Lannister is laughing herself silly," Catelyn said, appalled. “My lords, there is another way. Let us call for a Great Council, such as the realm has not seen for a hundred years. We will send to Winterfell, so Bran may tell his tale and all men may know the Lannisters for the true usurpers. Let the assembled lords of the Seven Kingdoms choose who shall rule them."
“The throne is mine by right,” Stannis thundered. Renly smiled, and drew a peach from his cloak.
“This came from Highgarden. Have you ever seen a peach so perfect?” Renly took a bite, the juice running down his mouth. “The south has chosen me already, and no one chose you.” Renly turned away from his seething brother and winked at Catelyn with all the easy confidence of youth. “Mark my words, Lady Stark, for you shall see it. Come dawn the chivalry of the Reach will win my claim.”
Dawn came, but no amount of chivalry could win Renly’s claim now. If there was any chivalry that day, it was the chivalry of Robar Royce, who’d held off Renly’s men so Catelyn and Brienne could escape from the king’s tent. A shadow, how could a shadow kill?
Catelyn and her escort rode hard for as long as they dared before stopping in a copse of willow trees to change horses and decide their path. They could not ride due north— the Kingswood was held by the Lannisters. No, they must go west before they could turn north, and Catelyn prayed that they wouldn’t encounter any of Renly’s men.
Brienne said nothing as she rode beside them, silent and stricken. Her eyes were as blue as a cloudless day, and as innocent. It’s always summer in the songs, the homely girl had said at Bitterbridge. In the songs all knights are gallant, all maids are beautiful, and the sun is always shining. A dozen times Catelyn almost asked Ser Perwyn to sing, and a dozen times she thought better of it. A song might raise Brienne’s spirits, or crush them entirely, and Catelyn could not bear to take the risk of hurting the awkward girl. Still, Brienne’s silence was unnerving. It was like riding with a ghost. Or a shadow. Catelyn would have almost preferred it if Brienne had wept.
Her escorts treated the girl with courtesy. Ser Wendel Manderly loaned her a few pieces of clothing. Robin Flint offered Brienne the second best piece of roasted quail after offering Catelyn the first portion. After several days of awkward glances Ser Perwyn thanked her for her help with the horses, and admitted none of his brothers was so diligent in checking their shoes for stones. Perhaps Catelyn had been unfair to the young man- Bethany Rosby must have been a good woman, for there was none of old Lord Walder in him.
They rode for days and days, and the lush green of the Reach gave way to scorched orchards. There should be apples on these trees, apples and pears and cherries. Rain had put the fires out before the trees could burn entirely, but they’d bear no fruit before winter. Catelyn thought of Renly’s peach and wanted to scream.
Her scouts helped them avoid villages, but now and then she gave them permission to carefully ask for news. Each time a scout returned she waited with bated breath, hoping there would finally be some word of her girls. But there was no news of her girls, or even Robb.
There was news of Lord Beric Dondarrion. The lightning lord was everywhere and nowhere. He’d brought a flock of sheep to feed the folk of Stoney Sept. No, he was harrying Gregor Clegane. No, he was raiding Lord Tywin’s camps around Harrenhal.
“They say a red she-wolf has been seen stalking the Riverlands,” Hal Mollen told her one evening as they ate. “She finds lost children and howls until folk come. A fisherman swore he saw the red wolf come into Stoney Sept with a toddler on her back. There’s word of a grey she-wolf too, a maneater that stalks rapers and rips out their throats.”
“That sounds like Nymeria,” Catelyn said wistfully.
She’d hoped the direwolf would stay with Robb and Grey Wind. Perhaps Nymeria was looking for Arya. If any highborn girl could survive alone, it would be Arya. The red wolf Catelyn could not account for. Lady was dead, and none of the others were female or red. Had the gods sent the red wolf to help Sansa? Her poor sweet girl, lost and defenseless. She would never forgive herself for sending her south.
That night they slept under the stars, too tired to bother with tents. It was near dawn when Catelyn awoke to a cold nose nuzzling her cheek. A soft gasp escaped her as she saw the great red direwolf leaning over her. It stepped back, shy as a maiden, its large blue eyes pleading. The wolf whined, and Catelyn raised a trembling hand. The she-wolf rubbed her snout against Catelyn’s palm. The fur was thick and soft, somehow familiar.
“My lady!” Brienne cried out, and Catelyn heard the sound of steel as she drew her sword. The red direwolf bolted, a trail of grey ashes flying beneath her paws.
“My lady? Are you well?” Brienne asked, resting a large hand on Catelyn’s shoulder.
“I thought…” Catelyn fell silent, afraid she’d wake from this queer dream. I thought I saw my daughter.
Notes:
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Chapter 45: Sansa IV
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“Do you still miss Starfall?”
The woman spoke carefully, her words slightly slurred. She was young, perhaps twenty, small and slight. Her skin was darker than that of the tawny knight beside her. A crown encircled her wavy sable hair; dragons roared upon her gown beneath scarlet suns pierced by golden spears. A beautifully carved cherrywood cane lay by her side; one delicate hand rested upon the slight curve of her belly.
“Sometimes,” the knight said heavily. The sun shone off the falling stars that adorned his white armor. The knight looked much the same as he had at the tower, until Sansa looked closer. His amethyst eyes were brighter, his posture straighter.
“Where is Rhaenys?” Sweat trickled down the woman’s brow, and her breathing was shallow.
“Prince Oberyn rocked her to sleep in Lady Shella’s garden; Ser Lewyn is with them.”
“Good. Oberyn will… watch over her. Fetch the maester.” As she turned to the knight, her limbs seemed slightly stiff.
“Princess—”
“Now, Ser Arthur. I will not miss the final day of the tourney, not when my husband rides in the lists.”
No sooner had the knight departed than the woman winced, her amber eyes looking down at her belly.
“Are… you… there… little one? Mother Above… hear my prayer… your father… grows too eager…” Her speech seemed more natural without an audience, though much slower. She sighed, her eyes thoughtful.
“The knight … of the laughing… tree,” the princess muttered. “He dreamt it… and… it came to pass. If he is right… about the other dreams… the Seven… help us all.”
When Sansa awoke, all she could think of was Princess Elia. Who was the knight of the laughing tree? What were the dreams that frightened her?
Sansa thought of Elia as the old grandmother showed her how to spin; she thought of Elia as she made up a song for a fussy baby; she thought of Elia as she taught a pair of young girls how to hem a tunic. Who was Elia, truly? Had she wanted to marry Rhaegar and be queen someday? Or would she have rather remained in Sunspear and married some lesser noble?
Sansa had always known that she would leave Winterfell to wed a great lord or prince, but of late she had begun to resent her duty. She missed Winterfell, she missed her chambers and her mother’s solar and the godswood. She missed Robb and Bran and Rickon, she missed Old Nan and Maester Luwin. But most of all she missed her mother.
Sansa wished she could talk to her. She had so many questions to ask. Had Lady Catelyn longed to return to Riverrun? Did she miss her brother and sister and her father? Perhaps her mother could even tell her what Elia was like. Lady Catelyn had been a young lady in the days before Robert’s Rebellion; surely she had met Princess Elia. Sansa had been surprised to learn that only a few of the smallfolk in the hollow hill had ever seen a Tully, let alone a Martell.
It had been over a moon’s turn since her pack arrived at the hollow hill. The massive cave still unsettled Sansa with its many tunnels and nooks and crannies. Weirwood roots ran through the walls and ceilings of the refuge. One great tangle formed a set of stairs behind the massive fire pit, leading up to a dark hollow where Sansa and her pack slept.
Sansa was still thinking of Elia when she settled herself down for the evening meal. A weirwood stump served as her seat, the wood as pale as her skirts.
Thank the gods for Arya’s quick wits and Lady Smallwood’s kindness. The lady of Acorn Hall had given Arya three of her own gowns for her missing sister. The gown Sansa currently wore was soft wool, with cream skirts and an ebony bodice. Swans had adorned it, until Sansa carefully undid the embroidery. It was simple to remove the fine stitches, stitches that must have taken hours and hours of painstaking needlework. Of course Sansa could not display Swann heraldry, but she had still mourned the graceful birds as she picked them apart.
Almost in apology for desecrating the lovely gown, Sansa took great care not to stain the cloth, keeping her skirts well away from dirt and soot. Arya, who sat at Sansa’s left hand, did not share her sensibilities. Her brown tunic, jerkin, and breeches, more gifts from Lady Smallwood, already showed signs of hard wear.
Jeyne was the only one of their pack who remained besides Arya. The dark tunnels made Meri anxious, and she’d departed with a pair of older women, gone to seek cows. There were plenty of children in the hollow hill, children who needed milk. Gendry was gone too, away forging swords. He’d departed with a blessing from Sansa and a hard punch to the shoulder from Arya.
Sansa was surprised by how much she missed Meri and Gendry, even though she still had Arya and Jeyne. Jeyne helped Sansa manage the household, taking stock of their supplies while Arya helped Jeyne with the sums and spoke to the smallfolk.
It was Arya who had suggested the stump at Sansa’s right hand. At Winterfell Lord Eddard had listened to a different person each night, and so Sansa followed his example as Lady of the Hollow Hill. Each evening Arya chose a different person to sit on the stump beside Sansa during dinner, grandmothers and children, crippled men and maidens. Sansa listened to their stories, their fears, and tried her best to help.
Tonight Sansa’s guest was Anguy, one of the group who had captured her pack. He had remained to guard the hill, though Arya said he was itching to do something more. The archer stared at her, his hands trembling as he ate. Sansa had intended her transformation to inspire faith, but it had also inspired a certain amount of respectful terror. She didn’t like that at all. A lady should inspire love in her people, not fear.
“I saw you shoot at the hand’s tourney,” Sansa said between bites of stewed venison, hoping to put him at ease. “You defeated Ser Balon Swann and Jalabhar Xho at a hundred paces.”
The archer smiled, startled out of his respectful silence.
“That I did, m’lady.”
“How did you become such a fine shot?”
“Well, livin’ in the Dornish marches, the lords like t’ train as many bowmen as they can, in case the Dornish attack. Me dad was a fletcher, he made me a little bow when I was that one’s age,” he jerked his head at Arya. “He had me practice by hunting game.”
The Dornish marches? Would he know of Princess Elia? Sansa examined his face and her heart sank. No, he was far too young.
“And the whole realm saw the worth of his teaching,” Sansa replied, making herself smile. Anguy blushed.
“I’ve only hunted with hawks, not the bow-”
“She’s not very good at it,” Arya interrupted.
Sansa forgot herself and stuck her tongue out at her sister. Someone choked back laughter, and Sansa gathered the shreds of her dignity.
“An archer must practice his craft, just as a wolf must hunt. Might you teach some of the others how to shoot?”
The archer tapped his foot thoughtfully.
“We’ve only a few bows, m’lady,” he said. “I could make more—”
“And how long would that take?” Alyn asked from across the fire, his face skeptical under his scraggly beard. Anguy frowned.
“A while,” he admitted.
“If we find you bows, would you train any willing to learn?” The young man nodded, and Sansa looked at Arya. Her sister grinned wolfishly.
It took a week before Nymeria and her pack arrived, bows and quivers gently clenched in their jaws. Some of the bows had bloodstains, and Sansa wondered how many men had been slain to steal them.
Arya seemed to have no qualms about riding into battle in Nymeria’s skin, but the thought of killing men still made Sansa feel ill. Had those bowmen been trained like Anguy? Had they grown up hunting game with their fathers, only to be sent to kill men they had never met nor quarreled with?
Sansa did not have the heart to fight like Nymeria, but she could do something else.
Sansa the direwolf snuffled at the scrap of the child’s shirt. She could smell the mother’s hand that held the cloth, the salty tears upon Liane’s face. Focus. The cloth was heavy with the smell of the child’s sweat. The poor boy had been terrified, and now he was all alone.
The red direwolf ran south, her feet so swift she felt as if she could fly, bits of poetry running through her head as the leagues slipped away. As she ran Sansa sniffed the air for any trace of little Pate amongst the aromas of wood and water, fire and ash.
She was near Stoney Sept when she found a sleeping toddler, alone and starving. Her tail wagged frantically as she sniffed him but drooped when his scent proved strange.
Once the child was delivered to safety, Sansa resumed her search. She was lapping water from a stream, stars shining overhead, when an unexpected scent tickled at her sensitive nose. The scent was so familiar that Sansa almost slipped back into her own skin. Mother?
Liane wept until she laughed when the red direwolf returned with Pate riding her back. Sansa wished her son had been as grateful for her help.
The little boy had screamed himself hoarse when he saw the red direwolf. Sansa had ripped a branch of blackberries off a bush and brought it to him, the thorns prickling her mouth, but he refused to take the ripe fruit. Finally she had crawled under the blackberry bush, slipped back into her own skin, and told the boy his mother had sent her. That had startled him so much he stopped screaming, but it took ages to persuade him to come with her.
When Liane finally let go of the direwolf’s neck Sansa clambered up into the dark hollow and changed back into her own shape. She dressed herself in a deep blue gown, Jeyne helping her and whispering what had happened in her absence.
Jeyne’s news was worrisome. Though there was plenty of meat from the wolves, they were low on flour and cheese, and they desperately needed cloth and thread. Many of the smallfolk had only one set of clothes, and those half ruined when they fled from Lannister raiders.
“Alyn’s gone out for supplies, and a singer arrived this morning,” Arya murmured as Jeyne finished Sansa’s laces.
There was no word of Robb, or Winterfell, but a fisherman had brought a brace of enormous fish and word that Renly Baratheon was dead, his host gone over to Stannis. Rumor had it that Lady Catelyn had been with Renly when he died. Sansa bit her tongue as she thought of mother’s pale face in the sunrise, and the strange knight who’d frightened Sansa away.
Soon it was time for dinner, and the singer approached Sansa as she made her way to her seat.
“Tom o’ Sevenstreams, at your service, m'lady,” the man said with a gallant bow. Tom was a man of fifty, as thin and worn as his wood harp. He attempted to claim the stump beside Sansa, but Arya sent him off with a fierce glare.
Arya had already chosen Sansa’s dinner companion. Ronnel was a big man gone to seed, his hair almost entirely grey. The man had been born with a clubfoot, but his strong arms and gentle smile had won him an apprenticeship with the blacksmith and the hand of the prettiest girl in the village. His wife was gone now, as were his sons, who were fighting under Lord Bracken. It was his forge that Gendry now used, for Ronnel was too weary to lift a hammer.
When the meal was finished Tom began to play. His voice was sweeter than his looks, and for a few minutes Sansa lost herself as he sang “Alysanne”and “Seasons of My Love.” Then he began to play “The Rains of Castamere” and the moment was gone. Tom sang half a verse before the crippled smith told him to shut up.
Sansa was grateful that Ronnel had spared her the trouble. She could not think of Tywin Lannister without remembering Princess Elia and her babes. What singer had written such an awful song? Whoever he was, he was surely richly rewarded. Father never had to pay people to sing his praises, they loved him for himself. Yet no one knew what Ned Stark had done, or why his death was so cruel. No one but Arya and me.
Under her breath Sansa began to hum, thinking of poetry she’d composed while running in her wolfskin.
The King he rode for Winterfell
to seek an honest man
the lord there knew his duty well
and said he'd serve as hand
The Hand he was a northern lord
with eyes as grey as stone
the Hand he wore a noble sword
valyrian steel sharp honed…
Sansa sighed as she set her sewing down. Sewing tunics was necessary but incredibly dull. She should be grateful Alyn had returned with good wool cloth, stolen from some Lannister supply wagon, but she desperately missed embroidery. Sansa almost sympathized with Arya’s hatred of needlework.
At least it was finally getting too dark to sew. Dusk was falling, the sun dipping toward the horizon in a glorious riot of gold, lavender and rose. Beams of light shone between the alder trees, illuminating the children at play. All safe? Sansa silently asked the barley birds who twittered in the branches above her head. They were friendly, restless birds, their feathers grey and green and flax. One of them chirped happily- no unfamiliar two-leggers were about. Sansa exhaled, a knot in her tummy loosening. Everyone needed time outside the cave, but it made her nervous.
Sansa sat near the entrance to the hollow hill, perched on a boulder. Weirwood roots curled around the cave’s entrance; one even embraced the boulder Sansa sat upon. In the distance Anguy was teaching a group of boys to shoot, along with Arya and a few older girls. Most of the women sat beside Sansa, some sewing, some spinning. The surest spinner was the old grandmother from Sherrer. Celia’s wrinkled hands moved with the ease of long practice, her thread as fine as Sansa had ever seen.
“It may be growing too dark to sew, but it isn’t too dark to spin, m’lady,” Celia said, almost absentmindedly.
None of the other women dared reproach a lady of Sansa’s high birth, let alone one who could turn into a direwolf, but Celia was too old to care for such niceties. Alyn had found wool cloth and raw wool, but no thread. They could not do anything without thread, so everyone must do her fair share.
It was Celia who had decided that Sansa must learn to spin, and Celia who had briskly demonstrated the motions over and over until Sansa could spin a lumpy thread. Truth be told Sansa liked the old woman’s little improprieties. They reminded her of Old Nan. With a sigh Sansa picked up her distaff, whorl, and spindle. She had been spinning for only a little while when Tom approached.
“Good afternoon, m'lady,” the old singer said with a graceful bow. Sansa dipped her head to acknowledge him, but kept her eyes on her spinning.
“Your sister tells me you’ve been making up songs for the little ones,” Tom stroked the strings of his wood harp, calling forth a pretty ripple of music.
Sansa nodded, her tongue sticking out as she watched the long thread in her hand.
“Lady Jeyne says you’ve been writing a song for your lord father.” Sansa pinched the wool too tightly, and the thread snapped.
“A song is a powerful thing, m'lady. I’ll be going back out in a day or two, and I’ll be traveling far. I might help you finish it, and spread it over the Riverlands.”
Sansa stared at the spindle lying on the ground. What if he laughs at it? What if he thinks my song is stupid?
“M'lady?”
Sansa picked up the spindle, frowning as she looked at the split end of the thread. Celia would help her mend it when Tom was gone, but Celia could not help her with this.
“I thank you for the kind offer,” Sansa said at last. “Come to me after dinner, and I’ll share what I have thus far.”
Sansa absentmindedly stroked the weirwood root, her spinning forgotten. The root was warm from the sunlight, a low hum of power pulsing beneath her fingers. Father will have a song, a better one than any writ for Tywin Lannister. I swear it.
Notes:
I’m back from vacation! What do you guys think?
A note on Elia: Elia was born a month early and was widely known to have delicate health. Jon Connington describes Elia as “never worthy of [Rhaegar]. She was frail and sickly from the first, and childbirth only left her weaker.” GRRM does not elaborate further in any way, shape or form beyond Jon’s snippy ableism.
In honor of dedicated reader noamg, I decided to write Elia as having cerebral palsy. It can be caused by premature birth, and common symptoms include stiff muscles, involuntary muscle movements, chronic fatigue, and slow or slurred speech.
Chapter 46: Bran IV
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"But I love roasted beef. Why would the Walders like old grey dead meat better than I like the roast?"
Jojen stared at Bran, his mossy eyes solemn.
"It isn't like that, Bran. The dreams take strange shapes, and their truth is hidden, but the green dreams do not lie."
Supper that night was pigeon pie, and Bran ate every bite, his eyes flicking to the Reeds. How did Jojen know his dreams were true? Bran had dreamt of forgetting all the answers during a lesson, and Maester Luwin turning into an angry grey beast, but that hadn't happened, no more than he had forgotten all his clothes and presided over the Harvest Feast naked. Were those not green dreams? His dreams of Sansa felt very real, but nothing was green in those dreams except things that should be green.
After fretting for over a week, Bran asked Maester Luwin about the dream. Lessons were finished and the Walders were gone away, and Rickon was distracted playing with one of the maester's instruments. When Bran finished speaking the maester rubbed his bald spot, his expression doubtful.
"Greenseers have not been seen in thousands of years, Bran," the maester said. "No more than the Children of the Forest, or giants."
"Osha said there's giants north of the wall," Bran protested. "Giants and wights, she's seen them." The maester harrumphed, then frowned.
"I suppose true dreams are possible, even if they are not green dreams." His eyes stared into the distance as he thought.
"The Targaryens claimed Daenys the Dreamer foresaw the Doom of Valyria. Your dream of your brother's crown proved true, as did the dream of the Frey boys arriving..."
The grey man shook his head, and smiled tiredly.
"Do not let yourself fret over what may come to pass, Bran. Even if the dream is true, you cannot do anything to change it."
The raven came on the twenty-third day. Bran felt as though a knot in his chest loosened as Luwin read of Robb's victory over the Lannister host at Oxcross. And yet a chill crept over his limbs as he recalled Osha's words before Robb left Winterfell.
"You tell him he’s bound on marching the wrong way. It’s north he should be taking his swords. North, not south."
Icy hands clutched at Bran's arms, and he shivered as Luwin scolded the Walders for their lack of grief for Ser Stevron Frey, who had died after the battle. Had the maester realized yet? With a feeling of unease, Bran asked to be excused.
Hodor must have been busy, for it was Osha who came to carry Bran away. At first she made for his chambers, until Bran told her that wasn't where he wanted to go.
Osha set him down gently, his back against the trunk of the heart tree. The wood was warm from the sun, and as Bran listened to the rustling leaves he felt just a little better. Summer and Shaggydog were lapping at the pool, their pink tongues bright against the dark water, and Summer came to lie beside Bran when he whistled. He petted the direwolf's soft fur, and gathered his courage.
"Why did you say Robb is marching the wrong way?"
Robb sat in a tent, his eyes fixed on a sheepskin map. He was alone, slumped in a slung leather camp chair. There were new lines upon Robb's face, and deep red whiskers sprouting from his cheeks and chin. But it was still his brother Robb, just a boy of fifteen, his strong limbs gangly from quick growth and a few angry red pimples hidden at the edges of his wavy hair.
"Your grace?" a voice called. Robb sat up, his posture proud and straight. He tucked away the exhaustion that had marred his face, and Bran saw Robb the King.
As the squire entered the tent Bran heard a crow cawing in the distance, calling him. Bran hesitated, but at last he surrendered and followed.
North he sped, flying past a pair of towers astride a river, past swamps and deep woods, until at last he beheld the Wall. It shone like an aquamarine necklace his mother had, as blue green as the sunlight on the sea at White Harbor. Further he flew, past forest and streams, to a great jutting hill that punched out of the ground like a fist.
A man was climbing down the hill, something clasped in his arms. Bran watched him pick his way through the grey rocks, down the bare brown slopes, the wind tugging at his black cloak. At last he stopped behind a fallen tree at the base of the hill. He placed his burden aside and began to dig with his bare hands. The soil was sandy and loose, and he soon had a hole nearly as deep as Rickon was tall. The man pulled off his cloak, laying it upon the ground, and Bran started as he recognized the man's face.
Suddenly it was night. A torch burned beside the fallen tree, one end jammed in the ground. Ghost sat on his haunches, his white fur almost gold in the torch light as he watched the boy unwrap the bundle. Black flames shone in the night as knives, spearheads, and arrowheads fell to the ground. A cracked war horn lay beneath them, bound in bronze. Bran heard a sound like the breaking of ice and then he knew no more.
Bran fidgeted as Ser Rodrik sipped his cup of mead. Maester Luwin still hesitated to believe Jojen’s dreams as he believed Bran’s. Bran had to convince him, him and Ser Rodrik, before the dreams came to pass.
Ser Rodrik had returned that morning, bearing a grim expression and a prisoner who stank worse than the pig sty. The pudgy young man had plump lips and long hair. One eye was red and swollen shut from a wound that slashed from his eyebrow to the middle of his cheek. The other eye was frightening and pale, and seemed familiar, though Bran couldn't remember why.
Bran had had to wait until supper to learn what had happened. It seemed that the young man was called Reek, and he had served the Bastard of Bolton. The Bastard had attacked the Hornwoods as they returned from the Harvest Feast. They had been on Hornwood lands, less than a day's ride from the keep when the Bastard and his men fell upon their camp by night. Daryn Hornwood had almost been slain, but for the intervention of Lady Donella. The wound on Reek’s face was the mark of her nails, giving Daryn a chance to draw his dagger and put an end to the Bastard.
Accompanied by the few men-at-arms who remained, the Hornwoods had fled to the safety of their keep. Daryn was on the mend, thanks to their maester, and Ser Rodrik had found Reek hiding near the ruins of the Hornwoods' camp, the only one of the Bastard's men to survive. That was why Ser Rodrik had spared him, to serve as witness to his master's crimes.
"Thank the gods that Lord Hornwood survived," Maester Luwin said as he pushed away his plate with a sigh. "Poor Lady Donella has suffered enough without losing her only son."
"He should get married," Bran said. "He could give her lots of grandchildren to play with, and then you could marry Lady Hornwood so Beth has a mother."
Ser Rodrik shook his head, but Maester Luwin gave Bran a thoughtful look.
"Lord Hornwood is of an age to wed, and having heirs of his own would prevent future concerns."
"It is something to think on, but we have more pressing concerns with the ironborn," Ser Rodrik replied, his face lined with worry. "These raiders would not dare attack if our main strength were not so far away. If Tallhart cannot handle them, I may need to ride against them myself."
The sea, the sea is coming, just like Jojen said. The solemn boy had dreamt of waves crashing over the walls, of men lying drowned.
But the raiders were along the coast, hundreds of miles away. How could the sea reach Winterfell?
Notes:
A very plot heavy Bran chapter! Some good news and some bad, and some ominous dreams…. What do you guys think?
Chapter 47: Arya IV
Chapter Text
Arya panted as she wiped the sweat from her brow. Everything hurt. She grinned.
For the past few weeks Arya had risen at dawn, stealing away to the clear stream beside the hollow hill. There was a grassy clearing near as big as the Small Hall where she had learned from Syrio Forel. It was there that she practiced being a water dancer.
She began with stretches, loosening her limbs, waking them from slumber. Then she sprinted back and forth across the clearing, trying not to trip on little stones or slip on the mud. When Arya finished running, she knelt on the grass and pushed herself up with her arms, then lowered herself down again. Syrio had done push ups with his feet on the ground, but Arya had to kneel until she was stronger. When her arms were sore and shaking, she finally began her drills. "An attack does not come when you are ready for it," Syrio had told her once. "It is coming when you are tired, when you are slow."
Arya wasn't sure how long she had been practicing drills when she saw the wolves across the stream, trotting back from their early morning hunt. While Sharp Nose and the rest of the stream pack headed back to their den, Biter lingered. The she-wolf's jaws and brown fur were bloody, and she licked her chops as she watched Arya attack a dead tree, parrying and slashing without ever touching the bark.
Finally Arya lowered her stick, her chest heaving. The stream was cool and pleasant as she cupped her hands and scooped up clear water, drinking it down. Biter trotted nearer, facing Arya across the stream.
The she-wolf was in a good mood. They had run down an aurochs, and she had been the one to tear out its throat. Not a single one of her pack had been injured, and they'd gorged themselves on enough meat to last them for days. Well done, Arya told her. The wolf wrinkled her snout. She didn't need praise, she was here for something else.
Arya rolled up her roughspun breeches and waded across the stream. Biter tilted her head and Arya paused, waiting for Biter to come to her. The she-wolf approached slowly, then rubbed her back against Arya. There was an itchy spot that she just couldn't reach, and she ordered Arya to help with it.
By the time Biter was satisfied Arya's stomach was growling. Arya dunked herself in the stream, washing away the sweat of her morning practice. As she pulled her dry clothes back on, she heard a leaf rustle, and she spun to see the intruder- a small, dirty boy, not more than two. He waved at her from behind an elm tree, his thumb in his mouth.
"Why didn't it eat you?" An older boy stepped from behind the tree. He looked to be seven or so. His hair was a dull sandy brown, and clumped with bits of mud.
"She has a name. It's Biter," Arya told the boy, putting her stick back in her belt. "And wolves don't eat people." Usually. But since the boys weren't soldiers raiding a village, they had nothing to fear.
"What's your name?" Arya asked. She knew almost everyone inside the hollow hill, but Tom o' Sevenstreams had returned yesterday, escorting a small group of villagers seeking refuge. These must be two of them.
"'M Patrek, ‘n this is Theo," the boy said, nudging the toddler. The toddler waved grubby fingers and began humming a familiar tune.
Arya grimaced. Villagers weren’t all Tom had brought last night. The singer had also brought a new song he'd written for Sansa. The red wolf was a lady fair, the sea in her eyes and flames in her hair. Tom had sung it multiple times, and by the last time half of the smallfolk were singing along. Sansa smiled, and blushed, and thanked Tom. Then Arya looked, really looked, like Syrio had taught her. Her sister’s smile was a little stiff; her thanks a little too polished. She should ask about it after she broke her fast.
Arya eyed the two filthy boys.
"Well, Patrek and Theo, you'd best wash before the Lady sees you.”
Patrek might be Bran’s age, but unlike her brother he was not interested in cleanliness. He was even more upset at the idea of getting naked in front of a strange girl. In the end, Arya shoved him into a shallow part of the stream. After she dunked him twice, he sullenly began washing himself.
Theo had no such objections to getting clean, and she bathed him like she'd once bathed Rickon. There was no soap, but she scrubbed the dirt off him with a leaf, and ran her callused fingers through his tangled hair. She needed to talk to Jeyne, see if they had any soap. Was it something they could make, or would she need to have Nymeria steal some?
"Do you like milk?" Arya asked Theo as she dressed him. He nodded, his thumb still firmly in his mouth. Arya took him by the hand and pulled him back into the hollow hill, Patrek following behind.
Inside the hollow hill was a buzz of activity. Sansa sat upon her weirwood stump beside the fire, braiding a new girl's hair. A simple cloth poppet was clutched in the girl's hands, the head nearly torn off.
A group of women surrounded Sansa. Liane stirred a great cauldron over the fire while Della ladled porridge into rough wooden bowls held by waiting children. They took their bowls and scurried back to their places in the hollow hill. The hill was full of nooks and crannies where children could sit on the ground and drink the porridge when it was cool.
Arya didn't mind sitting on the packed dirt floor, but it bothered Sansa, and so her sister had set an old carpenter to work. Udell worked slowly, for he had stiff hands and few tools. His village near Pinkmaiden had been burnt to the ground, and Udell's apprentice had been called up with the levies months and months before. Matthos and Gawen, a pair of orphaned boys, served as his helpers now. Gendry had chopped down a tree for the carpenter when he brought swords from the forge. The axe was Gendry's own make, as was the saw Udell used to slowly turn the tree into planks. Gendry promised that next time, he’d bring her a dagger to match Needle.
With tired legs Arya trudged to see if the cooks needed any help, and Della handed over the ladle. While Arya filled bowls with porridge, Della cut slices from a hunk of salted pork. Across the fire Arya glimpsed Meri with a pail of milk, offering sips to the smallest children first. Theo and his brother stood waiting their turn, and Theo's eyes widened when he saw the rich milk.
"Um, could I have some?"
Arya blinked, remembering the ladle in her hand. A gangly teenage boy stood before her, his bowl held out. Why did he look so familiar? “Who’s first?” the goldcloak shouted, showing his steel. A boy plucked a pitchfork from a bale of hay. "I am," he said.
"Tarber?"
The boy stepped back, confused, then recognition dawned in his eyes. "Arry?"
"You're supposed to be at the Wall," Arya said, angry.
Tarber reddened.
"You ran away first! Yoren was fit to kill the rest of us when we couldn't find you or t’ Bull."
She had run away from Yoren. Somehow, Arya had forgotten. But she owed a duty to her sister and her pack. Tarber running away was different. Deserters were faithless, dangerous men. Father had said they would not flinch from any crime because their life was already forfeit.
"What about you? Did you run away as soon as Yoren's back was turned?" Arya snapped.
Tarber stared at her, his mouth agape. Jeyne came up behind him, her eyes shifting from Arya to the boy. Her hair was growing fast, giving her a faintly ridiculous look as the blonde dye gave way to dark roots. A plump man in a leather apron followed at her heels. Cutjack, his name was Cutjack, a stonemason bound for the Wall. Why was he here too?
"Yoren's dead."
Jeyne stepped forward, taking the ladle from Arya’s shaking hand.
"The Lady will want to hear this."
Arya stared at the fire as Cutjack and Tarber told their tale. The wood cracked as the flames devoured it. Brown bark became black, then grey, then white as it dissolved into ashes.
It had been a moon's turn after Arya and Gendry ran off. The black brothers had taken shelter in an abandoned holdfast for the night, glad to be safe behind stone walls. They should have known that nowhere was safe. Ser Amory Lorch had come in the night, with steel and fire and death. He didn't care that the Night's Watch took no sides. All were slain, black brothers, recruits, criminals and boys alike.
"Yoren sent us to keep watch in the tower house," Cutjack explained, one hand clutching his hammer. "After the attack was over, we got out. Kurz died from a wound, so me and the boy took his gear and kept walking. Heard there's a host sweeping the lions out of the Riverlands, but Tywin Lannister's at Harrenhal, so we gave it a wide berth and headed west."
"How do you know Yoren was dead?" Arya demanded. "He might've got out, you must have missed him-"
"No, child." Cutjack looked at her, his shoulders slumped heavily. "We found 'im. An axe split his skull in two."
Yoren was no hero. He stank of sourleaf, and his beard was tangled and greasy. But he saved me all the same. Hot tears threatened to spill from her eyes, and Arya sniffled as Tarber began to speak.
"Tom found us diggin' up onions in a burned out village." The boy was thinner than she remembered, his skin stretched tight over his bones. "Said he knew where to find food, so we followed."
"I am sorry for your losses," Sansa said gently. She sat upon her weirwood stump as if it were a throne. "Do you know any more of the host?"
"Not much, m'lady," Cutjack said, looking down. "It's the river lords, not the wolves. Word is there's not a lion left north of the Red Fork, and they're plantin' a crop before winter comes."
"That is good news, and I thank you," Sansa said. She turned to Tarber. "Food we have, enough to share. Our hearth may be humble, but you are welcome to it. I hope that when you have recovered your strength, you might sit beside me at supper and tell me more of yourselves."
The next morning when she practiced, Arya pretended a dead tree was Amory Lorch. She hated him for Yoren, almost as much as she hated Ser Meryn Trant for killing Syrio and beating Sansa. She hated the Hound for slaying Mycah, and Ser Ilyn and the queen for the sake of her father and Jory and Hullen and the rest.
Arya had hacked the tree half to bits with Needle when she heard gasps and realized she had an audience again.
"Is there any more swords like that? Um, m'lady?" Patrek asked. Someone must have mentioned that Sansa wasn’t the only highborn girl. Several other children clustered behind Patrek, their eyes wide.
"No," Arya said flatly. Patrek shrank back as if she'd beaten him, not the dead tree. Arya sighed.
"But I can teach you other stuff."
Arya laughed as she raced through the trees. Who cared if stupid Lem and Greenbeard were back? The wolf pups were leading her on a merry chase, their four paws much faster than her two feet. The wind rushed past her face; the grass sprang back beneath her steps. Was this how ravens felt when they flew?
Awoooooooooooo !
One of the wolf pups darted away from the pack, tail wagging. Berry was a curious pup, named for his eagerness to try blackberries. What is it? Arya asked. Berry wasn't sure. It smelled like a man, but he didn't recognize the smell.
Arya stopped in her tracks, one hand resting on Needle's hilt. The pups had sharp noses, and they knew everyone that lived in the hollow hill, even the new folk who’d arrived a few weeks back. Show me which way, but don't get too close. She shouldn't have laughed, she shouldn't have run so far from the hill. What if it was a knight, a sellsword, a goldcloak?
The man lay asleep, his back propped against the roots of an oak. His nose was broken and poorly healed, and his left shoulder was all twisted and swollen where it met his arm.
Berry sniffed at the man, tentatively licking one hand. The man started, his eyes fluttering open, and Berry leapt away.
"Water," he begged, his eyes fever bright in the afternoon sun. "Please." Arya hesitated.
"Whose man are you?"
The man wept as he told his tale. He was no one's man. His brother died in the first battle, his guts spilling out upon the ground. Then Ser Addam went away, and he was to follow the host, but he fled. He wanted his home, his little cottage and his wife Bess and the babe she was carrying. He walked for miles and miles, getting more lost every day. Then he'd tried to beg for food in a village, and a man had crushed his shoulder with one blow from a mace.
"I just wanted food," he sobbed. "He never said a word, just look'd at my badge 'n swung." His fraying tunic bore a small badge, a tree burning on a grey field. Arya didn't recognize the sigil, and he didn't look like a northman. Was he a riverlander? Or was he a westerman?
While she thought, Arya took the man's simple helm and carried it to the nearby stream. The steel was badly dented, and caked in dried mud and blood. Arya washed it clean, then filled it with water. It sloshed onto the man's legs as she held the brim up to his lips. He gulped the water down, half of it dribbling down his chin.
When the helm was empty Arya set it on the ground beside the man. He was a deserter, whether he'd fought for the riverlands or against them. And yet Arya couldn't help but pity him. His whole left side was stained with blood and pus, and tiny flies buzzed about his wounded shoulder. Even Maester Luwin couldn't have saved him now.
"Mercy," the deserter said. What did that mean? Heavy footsteps drew near and Arya whirled, sliding into her water dancer’s stance.
"Arya!" Lem's dirty yellow cloak flapped in the wind as he approached, Berry trotting at his side.
"I gave him water, but he wants mercy," Arya explained, sheathing her blade. Lem frowned as he looked down at the deserter.
"I've a thirst as well. Fetch more water."
Lem fidgeted, shifting from one foot to the other. He still wouldn’t admit that the wolves made him uneasy, but that wasn't it. Lem was hiding something.
“What’s the mercy?” Arya asked.
“Never you mind that, just get the water,” Lem said gruffly.
"No," she said, planting her feet.
“It’s not for little girls to see.”
“I’ve seen plenty, I’m not scared,” Arya insisted.
"Mercy," the deserter begged again, tears running down his hollow cheeks. Lem looked at Arya, grimaced, and stepped forward. She barely saw the flash of steel before he buried his dagger in the deserter's chest.
Notes:
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Chapter 48: Tyrion V
Chapter Text
"The Others take the boy." Tyrion dashed his goblet to the floor, the wine turning the rushes dark.
"A boy no longer, it would seem," Varys tittered nervously.
The eunuch wrung his soft hands as Lord Gyles Rosby coughed into a square of pink silk, his face even greyer than usual. Cersei glared at him, her golden hair slightly mussed. A eunuch, a dying man, and my sweet sister. Tyrion prayed his own wits were enough, for he'd have little help. At least his uncle Kevan would soon be here, as soon as the servant roused him from his bed to join the Small Council's impromptu meeting.
The raven had come before dawn, bearing dark tidings on its dark wings. Six nights past, Robb Stark had fallen upon Stafford Lannister's host at Oxcross and utterly destroyed it.
"How did this happen?" Cersei demanded.
Tyrion plucked the letter from the table, reading over it again now that he was calmer.
"The northmen crept into uncle Stafford's camp and cut his horse lines," Tyrion read. Cersei snorted.
"Uncle Dolt, more like." She wasn't wrong. Their mother Lady Joanna Lannister might have been brilliant, but her brother Stafford was not. Tyrion grimaced as he kept reading.
"It would seem he did not trouble to post sentries. The horses went mad when Stark sent his wolves among them." Varys' informers claimed Stark's direwolf now ran at the head of a great pack of wolves. More likely it was a pack of large hounds, perhaps a few wolf dogs, but men would grasp any excuse to defend such an embarrassment.
"Knights were trampled to death in their pavilions, and the rabble woke in terror and fled. Uncle was slain as he chased after a horse. Ser Rubert Brax is also dead, as are Ser Lymond Vikary, Lord Crakehall, and Lord Jast."
Tyrion rubbed his eyes, exhausted, and Cersei snatched the letter from his hand.
"Stark's taken half a hundred prisoners, and all Ser Stafford's wayns and the horses and donkeys that survived," Cersei read, her face turning Lannister-crimson with fury.
The door creaked and Cersei spun, doubtless prepared to excoriate the fool servant who'd disturbed them. Instead, Ser Kevan Lannister strode in.
Cersei’s face changed in the blink of an eye as she welcomed their uncle warmly. Ser Kevan was a thickset man in his fifties with a bald head and a close-trimmed beard. Cersei trusted Lord Tywin’s younger brother far more than she trusted her own. The very day Kevan arrived she had begged him to serve as Tommen’s Master of Laws, and he accepted, filling the seat left open by Renly.
Tyrion wondered how Kevan would respond if he learned that Lancel was warming Cersei's bed. Not that he ever would- Lancel was too terrified of Tyrion and of Cersei. Lancel lacked his father’s doughty strength. He was a lean stripling of sixteen, with thick sandy hair and a mustache as wispy as his spine.
"What news?" Ser Kevan's eyes were sharp as he took his seat beside Lord Gyles. Cersei handed their uncle the letter, pouring herself a cup of wine as he read. At last Ser Kevan set the letter down, his brow furrowed.
"How did Stark reach them?"
"That is the mystery, my lord," Varys replied.
The only pass through the mountains lay beside the Golden Tooth, the castle of House Lefford. Their words were None Shall Pass. Lannister forces still held the stronghold there, but somehow Robb Stark had made their words a mockery. Lord Leo Lefford was with Tywin's host at Harrenhal, leaving the Golden Tooth in the hands of his wife Alysanne. Their only daughter was wed to a Frey, but surely Lady Lefford would not have been so foolish. Tywin would have Lord Lefford drowned if his wife's fondness for her child let them through.
"We can do little enough for the nonce," Kevan said, creasing the letter as he examined it again. "Tywin will handle the Stark boy, if Daven doesn't thrash him first." Stafford's only son, Ser Daven, was a formidable warrior. More importantly, he had the common sense that his deceased father never possessed.
"At least the wolves are far from King's Landing." Kevan glanced at Tyrion, his brow furrowed. "With Stannis and Renly preparing to fight each other over Storm's End like two bitches over a bone, Stark's invasion of the Westerlands keeps him from allying with the victor or marching upon our walls."
"Well said, nephew," Ser Kevan said at last.
Tyrion smiled, resisting the urge to sigh with frustration and relief. The smiths were still forging his chain, the masons were still building his winch towers, Ser Jacelyn was still whipping the goldcloaks into shape, and Ser Cleos was still waiting to return to Riverrun. Let Stark enjoy a few days of victory. Lannisters always paid their debts.
"Ravens have the most inconvenient timing. Much more of this and my bed will forget who I am."
Ser Kevan chuckled. "It is a burden that must be born, Tyrion. Best to hear news sooner than late."
It was very late, truth be told. The cocks would not be crowing for hours yet. Tyrion had heard the changing of the watch as he made his way to the Small Council chamber, leaving poor Pod to go back to sleep.
Tyrion had only just gone to bed when Pod roused him. He had worked late into the night examining the latest reports from Lady Cedra. Untangling Littlefinger's accounts was proceeding with meticulous care and precision.
While the Dornishwoman examined the ledgers, Bronn had carefully chosen a few sellswords to assist in searching all Baelish's known properties. A second iron chest had been found hidden in Littlefinger's chambers, and a third in the cellar of another brothel.
Tyrion was almost grateful that both were bound with the curious Rhoynish locks, as it ensured that his sellswords didn't make off with any of the gold. The chest in Baelish's chambers yielded thirty thousand dragons; the one in the brothel yielded another ten thousand. Cersei had given him the first smile in weeks when he told her, and Kevan had clapped him on the back. The memory improved his mood.
"Perhaps Daven has slain the Young Wolf," Tyrion speculated, covering a yawn. It was unlikely, but a man could dream.
Lord Gyles opened his mouth as though to speak, then coughed instead. From what Tyrion had heard the maester at Rosby was more fond of tinkering with clocks than healing coughs. Then again, Lord Gyles had had the cough for years, even before Melwys became maester of Rosby.
Tyrion drummed his fingers on the table. Gods, could Cersei not dress before summoning us? Tyrion grew weary of waiting. As though summoned by his thoughts, Cersei swept into the room, Varys in her train.
"Renly is dead."
Ser Kevan stood, Varys sat, and Lord Gyles coughed. Tyrion leaned forward, hiding his dismay.
"What happened?"
Tyrion's dismay only grew as Varys related his whispers. Renly was slain, his throat cut in his own pavilion by gods know who. The Florents and most of his lords at Storm's End had gone over to Stannis, damn them. He'd hoped for months of Stannis and Renly battering at each other, wasting their strength on brotherly enmity. I should have known better. Tyrion rarely got what he wanted.
There were only two consolations. First, Storm's End defied Stannis. Gods bless Ser Cortnay Penrose, who refused to surrender the castle without seeing Renly’s corpse. Alas for Stannis, the corpse had unaccountably disappeared. Stannis would never leave the castle untaken in his rear, the stubborn fool. Storm's End was one of the strongest fortresses in Westeros, its walls thick and cunningly made, everywhere rounded, curving, smooth, the stones laid with not a single crevice nor angle nor gap by which the wind might enter. Stannis had held the stronghold for nigh on a year during Robert's Rebellion, and that was with little time to prepare for such a siege. Renly had mentioned once that ever since, his castellan kept the granary full to bursting, even in the height of summer. So long as Penrose kept his nerve, the siege could last for years. Far longer than King’s Landing can last with the roseroad closed.
Second, Loras Tyrell had not been among the lords who went over to Stannis, nor Randyll Tarly and Mathis Rowan. He had taken a fifth of the knights and departed, likely for Bitterbridge, where the greater part of Renly's foot remained with his widow, Margaery Tyrell. The sister might have wed Renly, but it was Loras who had been Renly’s bosom companion, and the boy was the apple of his father’s eye.
“There is a chance here, it seems to me," Tyrion said slowly, Cersei watching his face as he spoke.
"Win Loras Tyrell to our cause and Lord Mace Tyrell and his bannermen might join us as well. They may have sworn their swords to Stannis for the moment, yet they cannot love the man, or they would have been his from the start."
“Is their love for us any greater?” asked Cersei. He could almost see the lioness's tail twitching, but was it with interest or with malice?
“Scarcely,” said Tyrion. “They loved Renly, clearly, but Renly is slain. Perhaps we can give them good and sufficient reasons to prefer Tommen to Stannis... if we move quickly.”
They had to move quickly. The price of bread continued to rise, and Tyrion shuddered to think what sort of meat was being used by the pot shops. Already crowds had appeared outside the gates of the Red Keep begging for food. Cersei had had her redcloaks send them off with a few well placed arrows.
“What sort of reasons do you mean to give the Tyrells?” Ser Kevan's face was thoughtful.
“It seems to me we should take a lesson from the late Lord Renly. We can win an alliance as he did. With a marriage.”
"Tommen is far too young to be wed," Cersei objected. "The girl's twice his age."
"So she is, but Mace Tyrell is proud. A golden crown for his daughter and the Iron Throne for his grandson is an offer neither Stannis nor the Starks can match," Kevan said.
With Kevan on his side, the rest was only bargaining. Tyrion could barely keep himself from gloating in Cersei's face. As soon as Ser Kevan departed to make arrangements for his journey to Bitterbridge, Tyrion hopped down from his seat. Cersei eyed him suspiciously.
"Were it not for uncle, I'd never permit this," she said. Tyrion sighed, resisting the urge to shout at her.
"The boy must wed someday,” he made himself say calmly, “and Tyrell swords may be the only way to keep him alive that long. Margaery Tyrell is said to be beautiful, clever, and sweet. Tommen could hardly find a more suitable queen if he were to search the Seven Kingdoms for a decade."
Cersei's eyes flashed wildfire green. "Would you supplant me with Renly's leavings? He is my son, Tyrion, and I will not let this Tyrell girl take him from me."
"He's seven," Tyrion said, annoyance creeping into his voice. "There'll be no consummation for years and years, and the marriage could be set aside if need be. Until he comes of age, you are Queen Regent, not her."
Cersei smiled.
"I've got your poisoner, your murderer, and your thief, but finding a good mummer is tricky work," Bronn said, lounging against the door like a panther. "They're a cowardly lot, fond of audiences and applause, not sneaking about risking death. There was one likely fellow, but he balked at the price.” Bronn eyed the remains of Tyrion’s breakfast that sat on the desk, then helped himself to a sausage.
Tyrion groaned as he rubbed his aching head, too tired to reprimand the impudent sellsword. Two weeks had passed since Ser Kevan left for Bitterbridge. Storm's End might yield at any moment, or hold out for years, and the uncertainty made his belly feel as if it were full of eels.
"My brother is worth more than a hundred mummers." Tyrion frowned at Bronn. "Find that man and offer more gold until he agrees. I want Ser Cleos on his way back to Riverrun tonight. Am I clear?"
Ser Cleos had waited weeks without explanation while Bronn searched the scum of King’s Landing. After much persuading, mostly from Ser Kevan before he departed, Cersei had agreed to send the escort of redcloaks with Ser Cleos. No one suspected envoys, and hiding his four amongst the rest would both slip them inside Riverrun and cut off his sister’s claws.
It was around noon when Pod announced Ser Jacelyn Bywater. Myrcella was leaving for Dorne tomorrow, and Tyrion wanted no cock ups. He was quite fond of his niece. Myrcella was a sweet child, as beautiful as Cersei and as brave as Jaime. She wasn't as clever as Tyrion, of course, but she had her moments.
The goldcloaks were to protect the royal procession to and from the docks as they bid Myrcella farewell. Ser Jacelyn thought it better to have fewer men, only those who were truly reliable. Tyrion was inclined to agree; Cersei, however, was not. She wanted as many goldcloaks as possible to protect her precious Tommen, and Tyrion saw little risk of harm in letting her have her way.
Once Ser Jacelyn had his orders Tyrion called for Pod.
"See those things on the table?" Tyrion asked Pod, who was staring at the floor as usual.
Pod lifted his eyes and glanced at the table. On it rested the gifts Tyrion had chosen for Myrcella. There were several books, a small ornately carved chest filled with tiles, and a pair of golden jewelry boxes.
Tyrion had commissioned two sets of jewelry for his niece. One was a jeweled hairnet with leaves of emerald, vines of gold, and a matching necklace. In them Myrcella would look as soft and innocent as the spring. The other was a golden chain of roaring lions with ruby eyes, with a ring and bracelet to match. It was not a subtle design, but Tyrion wanted to be sure the message came through clearly.
"Yes, m'lord," Pod stuttered.
"Good. Kindly take them to Princess Myrcella's chambers. Her maids will need to pack them in with her things."
Tyrion would have preferred to give them to Myrcella himself, but he was busy, and Cersei seemed to grow more testy when he tried to spend time with his niece and nephew. She grew testy whenever he saw her, truth be told, and she had never been fond of him to begin with.
"The princess?" Pod gulped. Ser Aron claimed the boy was dauntless during exercises in the yard, but Tyrion had his doubts. True, Pod's hands seemed to accrue a new blister every time he returned from practice, and he never uttered a complaint, but the lad was terrified of everyone, especially ladies. If the gods were good Pod would never have to see battle.
"I doubt she'll be in her chambers," Tyrion assured him. "Ser Aron says you're quite intrepid during training. I'm sure you'll be able to handle a few maids." Pod departed, his arms heavily laden and his lips trembling. Oh, to be young and have no deeper fears than the giggling of girls. Tyrion almost envied him.
“Stop crying,” Cersei scolded, handing Tommen a handkerchief of crimson silk. Tommen snuffled into the cloth, his other hand still waving to Myrcella. His sister stood on the deck of the Seaswift, waving back with dignity.
Tommen had wept since they took their leave on the deck of the ship. The little king had hugged his sister so tight that she squeaked. Tyrion’s hug had been gentler, but no less warm. Myrcella had glowed with delight as she thanked him for the gifts, especially the history of Dorne amongst the books.
At last Tommen managed to compose himself, and Cersei signaled for everyone to mount up. Almost all the nobility in the city had come to see Myrcella off. Tommen needs a new crown, Tyrion thought as Bronn helped him into his saddle. Where Cersei’s crown rested lightly on her curls, the gold and jewels shining in the sun, Joffrey’s crown weighed heavily on Tommen, and the boy struggled to hold his neck straight.
Ser Jacelyn led the way, his riders carrying lances. Behind them rode the standard bearers, then Tommen rode in front of the procession as befitted a king. Ser Mandon Moore and Ser Addam Marbrand rode on either side of the little king, their eyes scanning the crowd for any signs of trouble. Next came Cersei and Tyrion himself, accompanied by Lancel and protected by Bronn, a scowling Sandor Clegane, and a twitching Boros Blount. At the tail end were the High Septon, Ser Preston Greenfield, Lord Gyles, Ser Balon Swann, the rest of Tommen’s tiny court, and more guards.
Tyrion could hardly blame Ser Boros for his nerves, unseemly as they were. The commons lined the streets in the thousands, and the crowd stared with hungry, hollow eyes from behind the goldcloaks’ spears, pressed so close that many were half leaning on the guards. These folk are half-starved and here we ride with a plump boy king and a High Septon so fat he must needs ride a litter. At least the crowd wasn’t actively hostile.
Yet as they rode up Aegon’s hill Tyrion half wished for more signs of life. The sullen stares were growing ominous. Only a few half-heartedly cheered for King Tommen. Cersei was laughing like a maiden in spring, her smile as beautiful as a summer day, but they were no cheers for her. They liked Robert, and they always cheered for Ser Barristan the Bold. This Kingsguard has no legends like him.
Tommen rode well, but his shoulders slumped just a hint. His sweet nephew had wanted to throw coppers to the crowd, but Cersei had forbade it. Such gestures might win affection when bellies were full, but in this sea of malnourished faces such kindness would bring naught but the storm.
“Your grace!” A voice cried from the crowd. Startled, Tommen reigned up as a woman in a tattered shift forced her way between two goldcloaks. Her arms were thin as spears, the skin hanging from her bones. She did not walk so much as stagger on her bare feet, her eyes huge and staring.
“Please, your grace,” the woman sobbed. She held her hands out like a beggar seeking alms. Bless the boy, Tommen smiled despite the fear in his eyes. He fumbled at his belt, trying to get coins from his purse. When that didn’t work, Tommen pulled the entire purse off his belt and tossed it to the woman. A ragged cheer went up as those nearby saw what Tommen had done, and the woman lurched toward Tommen, tears running down her cheeks as she smiled.
Then it all went wrong.
Tommen’s pony shied away and one hoof landed on the woman’s foot. The woman shrieked in pain, and Cersei shrieked in fear.
“Protect the King! Cut her down!”
Ser Addam Marbrand leaned over and grabbed the pony’s reins, trying to calm the frightened beast as Tommen clung on for dear life. The woman’s foot was a horror of blood and flesh and bone, and her terrible wail pierced through the crowd- until Ser Mandon sliced her head off with one vicious stroke.
For a moment, the street was deadly silent.
But only for a moment.
“Murderers!” A man shouted.
“Fuck the Lannister queen!” Another cried.
“Brotherfucker!”
“Kingslayer’s whore!”
“Fuck the lions!”
Ser Addam pulled Tommen onto his own horse, placing the boy in front of him as the crowd surged. The riderless pony bolted into the crowd, cries ringing out as the smallfolk struggled to avoid being trampled beneath his hooves. Amongst the cries Tyrion heard voices screaming “Stannis” and “King Robb, the King in the North!”
“Bread!” One woman shrieked, and in an instant the entire crowd was shouting with her, countless voices chanting “bread, bread, bread!”
Stones and rotten cabbages and worse flew through the air, and the goldcloaks gave way before the tide of human flesh. Gaunt hands reached towards the procession, every mouth gaping wide and red as the crowd gave voice to their rage.
Ser Jacelyn formed his riders into a wedge and charged, the smallfolk scattering before their lances. Ser Addam galloped behind them, Tommen clutched tight under his shield. Tyrion followed on their heels, Bronn on one side, Cersei on the other. A man grabbed for Cersei’s skirts and the Hound bellowed as he cut the man’s arm off. Ser Mandon and Ser Boros flanked the royal party, slashing at the crowd with their swords.
And suddenly the madness was behind and they were clattering across the cobbled square that fronted on the castle barbican. A line of spearmen held the gates. The spears parted to let the king's party pass under the portcullis. Pale red walls loomed up about them, reassuringly high and aswarm with crossbowmen.
Tommen was sobbing, snot dripping down his chin. He appeared to be unharmed, but there was blood splattered on his face, and blood everywhere around him, on swords and cloaks and horses. As soon as Ser Addam placed the boy on the ground, he retched. Maester Frenken scurried forward at Cersei’s call, and Ser Boros and Ser Addam escorted the little king off to his chambers.
Cersei dismounted, Ser Mandon and the Hound still ahorse by her side as she raged. Tyrion pushed his way across the yard to where she stood, her skirts covered in muck, her crown askew and dung in her hair.
“-go back out and bring me their heads, how dare they-“
Tyrion shoved Cersei to the ground, her crown ringing as it fell from her head and clattered against the cobblestones.
“You witless vicious bitch!” Tyrion slapped her as hard as he could, her head snapping back. “What were you thinking? That woman was as dangerous as Moonboy! Do you want your second son to live longer than the first?” He kicked her in the ribs and she wheezed for air. The sound was so sweet he pulled his foot back to kick her again, but Ser Mandon Moore pulled him off and the Hound held him tight until he stopped struggling.
Cersei stared at Tyrion, one hand on her cheek, her eyes burning with hate. She had it coming, and more besides. Tyrion wrenched free of the Hound’s grip. “Who are we missing?” he shouted at the dumbstruck onlookers.
Lady Tanda babbled about her daughter Lollys, the High Septon had been left behind in the throng, no one knew where Ser Preston was… Tyrion’s heart pounded in his chest as he shouted orders, the stench of smoke rising in the distance. All of this is Cersei’s fault, but she’ll blame me nonetheless.
And Cersei did not forgive.
Notes:
So what do you guys think? :o
Unlike GRRM, I try to keep everything chronological for my own sanity. But sometimes overlap is unavoidable. For reference, this chapter starts after Catelyn III and runs parallel to the end of Bran IV, Sansa IV, and Arya IV. Ish. Any errors can be explained by wibbly wobbly timey wimey stuff. I *am* trying to be careful with travel times being sensible.
Chapter 49: Bran V
Chapter Text
Theon stood on a pebbled shore, green waves lapping against the stones. Before him rode a great longship, an old man standing at the prow. The old man's hair was long and snowy white, as white as his terrible smile. A great scar ran across his face, splitting his lips and chin in twain. He looked at Bran's foster brother fondly, but his words were brusque.
"You set us a battle we cannot hope to win, Theon. This Torrhen's Square will never fall."
Theon smiled. "It's not Torrhen's Square I mean to take."
Bran's nerves tingled as he awoke. He wished he could climb something, or even pace, rather than lie against the weirwood tree. Jojen glanced at Bran, his eyes solemn, as though he knew something was amiss.
"Hodor," Bran called up to the giant stable boy. "Take me to Maester Luwin, now."
The maester was not in his turret, nor in the Great Hall, nor in the yard. They finally found Maester Luwin in the glass gardens, giving instructions to a gardener. The green and yellow panes cast an eerie light on the two men, like waves rippling in the sun.
"My prince," the maester said when he had dismissed the gardener. "What brings you here?"
The maester had to look up to see Bran in his basket on Hodor's back. It usually made Bran feel awkward, but today it made him feel tall as he loomed over Jojen and the maester.
"I had another dream," Bran said, trying to keep his voice steady. "Theon ordered the attack on Torrhen's Square."
Ser Rodrik had left again not seven days past, taking nearly every man of fighting age to throw the ironborn back into the sea. Cley Cerwyn had followed after him with another three hundred men, and the maester had sent ravens to White Harbor and the barrowlands and even the wolfswood, commanding the bannermen to raise their levies.
"Theon?" Maester Luwin frowned. "He should be with your brother, though there was naught about him in the raven from Ashemark."
"I saw him," Bran insisted. "He was on a rocky beach, talking to- to-" Bran paused, remembering the fearsome name Old Nan had spoken "-to Dagmer Cleftjaw, he told him to attack Torrhen's Square, and Dagmer said it would never fall, but Theon said that he wasn't trying to take it.” Before the stunned maester could reply, Bran barreled on. “Jojen, tell him your dream."
Jojen sighed, his mossy green eyes sad.
"I dreamt that Winterfell was surrounded by the sea. Black waves crashed against the walls, and the salt water flowed into the castle. Dead men floated in the waters, their bodies pale and bloated."
The color drained from the maester's face.
"Theon," Luwin said, his lips barely moving. "Theon is the sea crashing over Winterfell."
Bran blinked down at the maester's bald head, confused.
"Why would Theon do that? He's Father's ward, he's Robb's friend."
"A ward, aye, but taken as a hostage to ensure Lord Balon's good behavior," Luwin explained, fidgeting with his chain. "Theon always boasted of the great deeds he would do..." the maester shook his head, his grey eyes flitting back and forth as he thought.
"We do not know how or when he will come, or how many men he has. Theon knows this keep like the back of his hand, there are a thousand ways they might come."
The maester sat down heavily on a bench, twisting his hands. "Ser Rodrik took too many of our men, but I am to blame as much as he is. I never saw this danger, I never..." Luwin looked up at Jojen, a bitter smile on his face. "I should have listened to you, it seems."
"Jojen had another dream," Bran said uneasily. Of all the dreams, this was the one that scared him most. "He dreamt that Rickon and I were dead, and Reek was skinning off our faces." Bran wouldn't have thought it possible, but Luwin blanched even whiter.
"Hodor, take Bran back to his room. Jojen, fetch your sister. I must think- I must think on what to do."
Maester Luwin roused Bran in the middle of the night, as quick and silent as a mouse. He dressed Bran in his warmest clothes, and packed saddlebags with spare clothes, boots, and other things from the chest at the foot of Bran's bed. Summer paced the entire time, the direwolf's tongue lolling from his mouth.
The maester was just clasping a thick woolen cloak about Bran's shoulders when Osha crept into the room, Rickon half-asleep in her arms. He was dressed like Bran was, and the wildling woman had more saddlebags slung over her shoulder. Osha set Rickon on his feet, and the maester took his hand as Osha lifted Bran.
Like ghosts they crept through the halls, Summer's claws clicking softly on the stones. Hodor was waiting in the stables with the Reeds. Jojen and Meera were dressed as they had been the day they came to Winterfell, Meera in browns and Jojen in greens. Meera mounted her horse, but Jojen slipped away into the darkness without a word.
"Hodor?" Hodor asked as he gently deposited Bran in his saddle.
"Hush," Bran said, putting a finger to his lips. Hodor nodded, shaking his great head up and down.
Bran thought Rickon might ride his pony, but instead Hodor brought forward a mare. Luwin was arranging the saddlebags when Osha stopped him, bringing some saddlebags over to Bran's horse and slinging others over the back of a third who had no rider. When she was finished she swung up into the mare's saddle and gestured for Hodor to hand her Rickon.
A shadow sprang out of the darkness, green eyes burning, and Rickon yelped with joy. Osha clapped a hand over his mouth as Hodor set the four-year-old in front of her. Shaggydog stood on his hind legs and sniffed at Rickon, ignoring the nervous whickering of the mare. When Bran turned round to look for Jojen, the boy was already mounted on a horse beside his sister.
"You must ride for White Harbor," the maester whispered when all was ready. "Find the river and follow it south. The ironmen may be here at any moment, so ride as hard as you dare, and avoid the roads where you can. It is a journey of three weeks, if all goes well. Lord Manderly will keep you safe and sound, I pray."
"What about Winterfell?" Bran whispered. There must always be a Stark in Winterfell, I promised Robb.
"When Theon comes we will yield. There is no shame in that. I'll have men watching, and I've prepared letters to send with the ravens as soon as they are sighted.”
“Why not send them now?”
“I'll not raise the alarm falsely, nor endanger you should a raven fall into Theon's hands. Now hurry, children, and may the old gods and the new keep you safe.”
That had been hours and hours ago. The walls of Winterfell were no longer visible in the distance, nor the towers Bran had once climbed. All around them seemed grey, from the dull clouds above to the pale grasses below.
Bran clutched Dancer's reins tightly. If his legs still had any feeling, they would surely be paining him now. The horse’s hoofs beat out a steady rhythm, and Osha’s words echoed in his mind. Marching the wrong way. Marching the wrong way. It’s north he should be taking his swords. North, north, north.
The sun was dipping slowly beneath the horizon when they stopped to make camp. Was it only this morning that the maester had sent them away?
No sooner had they finished their supper than Rickon curled up against Shaggydog, his fingers clutching the direwolf’s dark fur. The day had been long and confusing, and Rickon missed Winterfell- his room, the godswood, the Walders. He was angry and then sad, except when he remembered that he had Shaggy. Within minutes Rickon was asleep, leaving the others in their circle around the fire.
“We’re going the wrong way,” Jojen said, the firelight shining in his eyes.
Osha looked at him sharply.
“My home is north, little dreamer, but yours is not.”
“I will never go home again.”
“You don’t know that,” Meera said, leaping to her feet. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes blazing.
“Another dream, little grandfather?” Osha asked.
Meera turned to Osha, her eyes hard. One hand clenched her spear tight, the point aimed at the wildling. “Why did the maester send you with us?”
“He didn’t,” Osha said, unafraid. “I heard him in the kitchens, mucking about trying to get food for your journey. The man may be learned but he is no wildling. Half of what he packed was sensible, and half foolish. Weren’t hard to guess who he would be sendin’ away.”
“But why did you come?” Bran asked. Osha snorted.
“Two boys in the forest, with direwolves at their heels. Another direwolf for each of the children gone away. Direwolves and wargs and a girl who is a wolf, and green dreams beneath the heart tree.” The wind whispered in the leaves and Bran shivered. Osha turned to him.
“I overheard the last dream you spoke of.” The wildling spit on the ground.
“There’s what I think of that Theon. I’ve not forgot he would have had your brother feed me to the wolves.”
“You will not stop us?” Jojen asked. His voice was queer; dread and curiosity and excitement all bound up together. Osha met the boy’s strange eyes. Jojen gazed at her until she looked away.
“No. The black wolf is not ready for such a journey. I’ll take him south.”
“Thank you,” Bran blurted, though he still wasn’t quite sure what was happening. “When we return I owe you a debt, I swear it as Prince of Winterfell.”
“I’ll hold you to that oath,” the wildling woman said, her voice strange. “Be sure you return so that you may honor it.”
Notes:
Hoooo boy 😬 what do you guys think?
In canon, Hodor was sent with Bran to serve as his legs- the horses are all dead, and Hodor is one of the only survivors of Winterfell. Originally I planned for him to go north here too, but then I realized…. wait, why would Maester Luwin send him?
As the children of one of Ned’s most trusted men, and as the only ones who know about and believe the green dreams, Jojen and Meera are the first choice for the boys’ escort. Osha was an accident; the few men remaining at Winterfell are mostly old or sickly. Hodor is strong, but he isn’t a soldier. As far as we know, Hodor can’t ride a horse, so he would dramatically slow down the journey to White Harbor.
Also, with the bastard of Bolton supposedly dead, and Ser Rodrik and his army still alive and kicking, Luwin doesn’t have the same reasons to separate the boys.
Chapter 50: Catelyn IV
Chapter Text
"He escaped?" Catelyn's voice betrayed her, a shriek creeping into her words. "How?"
"False envoys," Edmure said grimly, his eyes upon the swollen bodies that dangled from the walls of Riverrun. Their cloaks were soaked from the morning rain, the crimson turned the color of blood.
"Ser Cleos arrived a few days ago, with a hundred redcloaks to guard him. Cleos said that the Imp insisted, claiming he was worried by all the disorder in the riverlands." Edmure snorted. How like the Imp to claim fear of chaos sown by his father's own men.
"They pledged me their peace and surrendered their weapons, so I allowed them freedom of the castle. Then, when the moon was dark—" Edmure clenched his hand into a fist, fury bristling beneath his beard.
"That skinny one—" Edmure pointed "—opened Lannister’s cell with a bit of wire. The big fellow had already killed the guards. The one in the middle was some sort of damned mummer, used my own voice to order the portcullis raised on the River Gate."
"Where were you?" Catelyn asked, her voice sharp as valyrian steel.
Edmure glared." "I was abed. The mummer told the guards that I- ah..."
Catelyn resisted the urge to roll her eyes. "That you would be leaving the castle to wench?"
Edmure flushed deep pink.
"As it happened, I was going to leave the castle that night. I heard someone barking orders in my own voice, and when Long Lew saw me he realized something was amiss. He raised the cry, and we caught all of them—"
"Except the only one who mattered." Catelyn's voice sounded strange in her ears, as cold and flat as stone.
"The Kingslayer had gotten hold of a sword. He killed six of my men and slipped under the portcullis as they were lowering it. I fought him myself, Cat, until one of the redcloaks grabbed me from behind. I nicked his sword hand—"
The wind roared in Catelyn's ears. They will kill Sansa. Cersei Lannister was not a reasonable woman, one who would obey the laws of war. If Sansa were to fall in her clutches after Jaime was restored to her...
"How many men are searching for the Kingslayer?" Brienne asked quietly. Edmure gave the girl a curious look.
"This is Brienne of Tarth, the daughter of Lord Selwyn the Evenstar, who served in Renly’s Rainbow Guard,” Catelyn told them. Edmure and his men greeted her courteously as Brienne blushed, embarrassed.
"How many men?" Catelyn repeated. Edmure sighed.
"As many as I can spare. They're combing along the river, and each direction he might have gone. But with Lord Tywin on the march, I'll need to call most of them back soon."
"Jaime will wander straight into his father's host," Catelyn observed, her heartbeat pounding in her ears. Edmure shrugged unhappily.
"He may. But capturing the Kingslayer will do us no good if Tywin defeats us."
Defeats you , Catelyn thought bitterly, cursing her brother's pride as they trotted over the drawbridge and into the bustling upper bailey. Losing the Kingslayer would only make Edmure more determined to prove himself.
Though truth be told, it was not fair to blame Edmure for the escape. The laws governing envoys were ancient and sacred. Envoys must be treated with respect, housed and fed according to their station. No envoy might be killed, nor tortured. Envoys were sworn to deliver their lord's terms in peace, their oath bound by the old gods and the new. Catelyn could not recall a single example of envoys betraying that trust, not even during the conquest of Dorne—
The child came out of nowhere, a barelegged urchin in a grey tunic. Catelyn's heart leapt into her throat as she yanked her horse's reins. The mare gave a whinny of surprise and dismay, her hooves kicking up mud as she stopped.
"Pate!" A woman shrieked, darting out from the throng of smallfolk that ringed the upper bailey. She grabbed the toddler's hand, her eyes fearful in her hollow face. "M'lady, I'm so sorry—"
Catelyn sighed, and the woman went silent. Her wide eyes examined Catelyn's face, a flicker of recognition dawning.
"M'lady Stark." The mother curtsied deeply, one hand still holding tightly onto the child. The child stared up at Catelyn, his mouth open. There was a small red blotch at the hem of his tunic.
"What's this?" Edmure asked, reining up beside Catelyn.
"Wolf lady," the child babbled, pointing at her. His mother shushed him as Edmure laughed.
He must have seen the Stark banner. Catelyn looked around. Hal Mollen was only now riding up. The standard he bore flapped in the breeze, the grey direwolf racing across the field of snow. When Catelyn looked back for the mother and child they were gone.
“Is there any fresh word from Robb?” Catelyn asked, gently nudging her mare into a trot.
“There was a raven a week past. The Greatjon has seized the gold mines at Castamere, Nunn's Deep, and the Pendric Hills, and Lady Mormont is driving thousands of cattle back to us.” Edmure frowned, his face troubled. “Robb ordered that every preparation be made for a hard winter, and bade Maester Vyman send ravens across the Riverlands and the North.”
“A prudent measure,” Ser Perwyn said. “We’ve so many at the Twins that my lord father always keeps the larders full.”
She could barely hear him over the cacophony of the upper bailey. There were hundreds of smallfolk, women and children and old men in ragged clothes. The walls echoed with the lowing of their cows, the bleating of their sheep, and the clucking of their chickens.
"Edmure, why are all these folk here?" Edmure tilted his head, perplexed.
"They are my people," her brother said. "They were afraid.”
As am I, but these walls are not the cure. Riverrun might soon be under siege, and they would starve all the faster with so many mouths.
Thinking of food made Catelyn's belly growl. She had not eaten since breaking her fast this morning with Martyn Rivers and his scouts. The Frey bastard had regaled her men with tales of Robb’s victory at Oxcross while Catelyn and her new sworn shield ate in silence. The girl was as solemn as Ned, and as honorable.
"Brienne," Catelyn said, as she handed her reins over to a stableboy. "I must see to my father. Take what time you need to refresh yourself, and then wait for me in my solar." Brienne nodded, her brows furrowed over her bright blue eyes.
It was hours before Catelyn left her father, her steady feet and straight back disguising the sorrow that weighed upon her. Hoster Tully was as haggard as she'd left him, clammy and delirious. He'd thought she was Lysa... I must send her a raven, Cat thought as she climbed the steps. Someone must tell her Petyr is dead . A featherbed and a warm hearth might soothe her tired body, but it would do naught for her weary soul.
It seemed strange how many she knew had died in so short a time. Was it only eighteen months since Jon Arryn was laid in the cold ground? The old man would have wept to see the boys he loved follow him to the grave so soon. Death found Robert Baratheon not ten months later, and Ned, dear sweet Ned... the moon had turned only twice more before they slew him, her light a dull echo of Ned's grey eyes.
Then it was Petyr’s turn to die. May he burn in the seven hells. For a foster brother to show such treachery… Ned only trusted him because of her word, more fool she. Had there been signs of Littlefinger’s true nature when she was a girl? She wished she could ask her father, but Hoster Tully was half in the grave himself. It would be a mercy when he was released from his agony.
After Catelyn spoke to Brienne, she would go to the sept. She would pray to the Father Above to keep Robb safe in his battles, and beg the gentle Mother to lead Sansa and Arya to safety. I always knew I would bury my father, but not my children, please, never my children. She could not shake the thought that her girls were near, foolish though it was. If Arya were close she would have come with Nymeria. And as for the red wolf... no. I am grown desperate indeed, to think of sorcery. It was but a wolf, a wolf that chanced to have Sansa's look. Yet the way the wolf had gazed at her...
As she neared the chambers she had once shared with Lysa, Catelyn paused. Brienne stood beside the chamber door, towering in her mismatched armor over the aged steward of Riverrun, Utherydes Wayn. Two women waited beside them, clad in grey, their faces cowled save for their eyes.
"Ned?" Catelyn asked. The silent sisters lowered their gaze.
"Ser Cleos brought him from King’s Landing, my lady,” Utherydes said.
Cat hesitated. A part of her wanted to run to Ned, to see the man she'd loved so well. Somewhere in this castle lay the hands that stroked her hair, the arms that held her close, the eyes that laughed at their children. But her duty to the living must come before her duty to the dead.
"I will be with you presently," Catelyn said, putting her grief aside. "Please await me in the sept." The silent sisters bowed their heads, and followed Utherydes down the passage.
"My lady, I can wait—" Brienne swallowed her words as Catelyn swept past her into the solar. She is but one, and a maid for all her strength and valor. This quest is more like to lead her to death than glory. Yet what other choice did Catelyn have?
"Should I send for something hot to drink? Mulled wine, perhaps?" Ser Perwyn Frey asked.
Catelyn shook her head, her eyes fixed on the fighting below. It was the middle of the night. Nearly the entire keep was abed. But Catelyn could not sleep during battle. From the watchtower one could see for miles, even in the dim light of the moon. The Lannisters were trying to cross the ford again, and again Ser Jason Mallister was thrashing them.
Much had happened in the months she’d been on the road. The riverlords had cleared the westermen from north of the Red Fork, and over half the levies had been released to plant the fields before winter came. The rest were here now, swelling Edmure’s host.
Robett Glover had taken the Ruby Ford and the Crossroads, but he had not sat idly once that was done. He had taken his host east to Maidenpool and then south, chasing the lions toward Harrenhal. Glover’s host was smaller now, with men left behind to help rebuild for winter. Why was Robb so certain the winter would be terrible?
As soon as Lord Tywin abandoned Harrenhal, Glover had charged Roose Bolton with securing it. The Green Fork had gone ill for Bolton, leaving him with only five hundred horse and fifteen hundred foot once the Lannisters returned him and the other captives. Still, it was enough men to hold the cursed place. Any more men and they might starve. Lannister men had stripped the land around Harrenhal bare, though the smallfolk claimed Beric Dondarrion was raiding the raiders.
Glover had pursued Tywin, driving him toward Edmure's host near Riverrun. Edmure hoped to catch Tywin between the two hosts, denying him the crossings and utterly destroying his might. It was a sensible plan, so sensible that Blackwood and Bracken agreed upon it. And yet...
“Is there any news of Lady Brienne?” Ser Perwyn asked hesitantly, interrupting Catelyn's thoughts.
"No."
Truth be told she expected no word. It was two weeks since she'd sent Brienne out, and she'd emphasized that she was to avoid being seen. Warrior, guide her in her journey, and Maiden, keep her safe. Awkward as the girl was, Catelyn missed her company.
With Brienne gone, and almost all the men fighting beside Edmure, Cat had asked that Perwyn remain as her guard. Perwyn chafed to be in the field, she knew, but if he wondered why she had asked for him, he was too polite to ask.
“It is kind of you to think of her," Catelyn replied. "I cannot imagine awaiting news of so many brothers in the field.” Her worry for her brother and her son was awful enough. Lord Walder Frey had twenty or so sons, and almost all of them were fighting for Robb.
“I fear for Olyvar most,” Perwyn confessed softly. “He is young, and loves his king. He would not hesitate to throw himself into danger to defend King Robb.”
“He does his house credit, as do you, ser.”
"He reminds me of our mother," Perwyn said, so quiet she could barely hear.
"What was she like?" Bethany Rosby had been Lord Walder's sixth wife, but Catelyn knew little of the lady.
"Brave," Perwyn said. "She gave my father as good as he gave her, and took no impudence from my half-brothers. Olyvar has her knack for jesting."
Likely the poor woman had no choice in marrying Lord Walder; to stand up to the old vulture and his brood showed spirit.
"How old were you when she died?"
"Nine." Perwyn stared across the river, not seeing.
"She gave my father a child every year. No matter that he had a dozen sons when they wed. Nine times she was brought to childbed, and I am the eldest of the five who lived. Benfrey and Roslin are with my father at the Twins. Willamen forged a maester's chain; he serves House Hunter in the Vale."
"Nine babes in nine years?"
Catelyn could not disguise her horror. Even the most dull-witted maester knew so many births so close together was risky at best and a death sentence at worst. No loving husband would submit his wife to such. Her stomach roiled at the thought that Bethany Rosby had no say in the matter.
"Aye." Perwyn's jaw was tight. "She would be about your age, my lady, if she had lived. But the three babes between Willamen and Olyvar all died within a month of their birth, and the ninth came too early. She lost the babe along with her life's blood."
For a long while there was no sound but the splashing of horses in the river and the whirring of arrows.
"I suppose you've wondered why I asked for you to serve as my guard." The clang of steel echoed dimly, the screams of men and horses faint as ghosts in the night.
"I am glad to serve you, my lady. It is my duty."
"Duty." Catelyn gazed at the men dying for their lords down below, so far from hearth and home.
"I have a duty to my children. Yet how can I protect them all? My son is a king, and so I serve him, but what of my missing daughters? What of my boys all alone?”
"I'm sure they understand," Perwyn said. Catelyn laughed, for it was either that or sob.
"Did you understand when you lost your mother? Bran is but eight, Rickon four. They cannot understand. They need me, and I cannot help but feel that I have abandoned them. That is why I could not bear for a northman to be my guard. They remind me too much of what I left behind."
Perwyn hesitated.
"My lady, may I—" Perwyn stepped back. Catelyn stared at him, bewildered.
"I- if my mother were in your place, my lady, I would want someone to offer her comfort," he said awkwardly, studying his boots.
"Your mother would be proud of you."
Perwyn looked up, and she saw that his eyes glimmered with unshed tears. Catelyn could not embrace her children, nor replace Perwyn's mother, but she could accept this small kindness. She stepped into the warmth of his open arms, the clamor of battle fading away.
"Winterfell is the safest place for them, my lady," Perwyn said gently. "You will return home soon enough."
Notes:
Writing this chapter was rough. Poor Catelyn :(
Chapter 51: Sansa V
Chapter Text
It was a fine day with nary a cloud in the sky. Breezes danced through the leaves, rustling and whispering, carrying a banquet of smells to Sansa's delicate nose, rich loamy soil, sweet flowers, tart berries, and the fresh water of the stream.
Women and girls surrounded Sansa, some perched on boulders, some sitting on the grass. Cutjack and Tarber had rolled a few boulders into the meadow beside the hollow hill so the women could work in the sunshine. Sansa's weirwood stump they had set beneath a tree, "so m'lady will have some shade," Tarber had babbled, ducking his head.
In the distance, on top of the hollow hill, Sansa could almost see the slender trunks of her weirwood saplings. Six she had planted, one beside each of the weirwood stumps. Only later did she realize she had planted one for each Stark. The old gods had given Jon Snow a direwolf; she must acknowledge him as her brother now, baseborn or not. She wondered if he was lonely up on the Wall. Sansa had Arya, Bran and Rickon had each other, and Robb had an army, but Jon had no one.
"There's no point," Arya grumbled in the distance. "No one needs embroidery."
Sansa kept her eyes fixed on her needlework, pretending her sharp ears could not hear. As the women around her spun and mended, Sansa's needle glided through the cloth, the thread weaving in and out like a snake through water.
"And what have you been doing, m'lady?"
As always, Celia was spinning. The old grandmother sat beside the stream, keeping an eye on the younger children as they played. Arya stood beside her, covered in sweat. Needle hung at her hip, the steel shining.
"Practicing," Arya said. "I have to do my drills every day, if I'm going to get better."
"Of course, m'lady." Celia's voice was suspiciously deferential.
Arya exhaled loudly, her face screwed up in a scowl. " What ?"
"Do you enjoy practicing, m'lady?"
"Yes. So?"
The grandmother's cloudy eyes watched her thread, not even glancing at Arya. "Mebbe your sister takes comfort in her needle as you do in yours. We've enough women as can spin and mend. Sides, most o' them never had a bit of pretty like that before, let alone made by a great lady."
Arya's shoulders slumped. She stalked off toward the meadow, pausing briefly to half-heartedly kick a rotting log. Sansa's sworn shield was always practicing, running back and forth with the wolf pups, teaching the little children how to dodge a blow, doing drills with her sword. Arya was happy, though she missed their brothers and mother as much as Sansa did.
That was one of the reasons Sansa had chosen to stay at the hollow hill. As soon as they reached Riverrun, Robb would doubtless have marriages arranged for them both. Sometimes Sansa thought he might seek to win the Tyrells by wedding her to Ser Loras. Robb needed Tyrell swords, and Tyrell knights, and in the winter the Reach could send plenty of food to help the North survive. She was only a few years younger than Ser Loras, and he was all that Joffrey wasn't, brave and true.
She daydreamed of babes with brown curls and blue eyes, until she wondered- who would Robb make Arya marry? Would he send her far away, to some lord who wouldn't let her keep Nymeria? Surely Robb wouldn't do such a thing, but how would Arya survive returning to any castle? There would be septas and ladies who would take Needle away, and make Arya give up her water dancing for needlework.
Sansa looked down at her weirwood leaf, her tummy sinking. Five points of crimson glimmered against the dull grey wool. The thread was a gift from Alyn, taken during a raid on a Lannister supply train. It had been intended for cloaks of Lannister crimson, but Sansa had given it another purpose.
The smallfolk had begun returning to their homes as word came of the riverlords driving the westermen away. Almost all those who came from north of the Red Fork were gone, each with a weirwood leaf hidden somewhere on their clothes.
It was meant as a token, a promise, but Arya was right. Needlework could not rebuild their homes. A finely stitched weirwood leaf would not fill their cellars for winter. Lord Beric Dondarrion's raids were feeding entire villages, and what was Sansa doing? Embroidering, singing to babies, sending Arya and the wolves on raids to feed a few dozen mouths.
Sansa set the tunic aside, and one of the women handed her a child's gown. Bitterly Sansa began stitching, wishing she'd asked her mother more about her duties as Lady of Winterfell. She'd realized a few days past that she had no idea how many souls lived in the North, or even in Winterfell. Alyn was unable to answer her when she asked him, and Arya didn't know either.
It was Jeyne who had found her later, and shared what she remembered from listening to her father speak of his work as steward. Sansa knew the great and minor houses of the North, their sigils, their words, their lords, but it was Jeyne who knew which ones paid the most taxes, grew the most grain, and so on. The North had some four million people in all, mostly smallfolk, but plenty of land knew neither plowman nor shepherd.
"There were more, my father said, before Robert's Rebellion. Northmen bore many of the losses on the Trident, and during the Greyjoy rebellion," Jeyne had remembered.
Old Nan lost her sons during Robert's Rebellion, Sansa knew, and her grandson at Pyke. Old Nan had once said Winterfell was greater in her youth. She'd come to Winterfell some eighty years past as a wet nurse to a Brandon Stark, the son of Lord Willam Stark, Sansa's great-great-grandfather. The mother, a Glover, had died in childbirth.
"There were many folk in Winterfell then," Old Nan had said, needles clacking, "bursting at the seams, it was, and the Lord doted on my little Brandon." Then the lad died of a summer chill, and Winterfell mourned.
At last Lord Willam had wed again. "They were happy together, aye," Old Nan had said. Lady Melantha was a Blackwood, beautiful and merry, with hair as dark as her name and a laugh as loud and sweet as bells.
Their love quickly brought forth a son, Edwyle, and a few years later a daughter, Jocelyn. For a time Winterfell echoed with song and banquets and the laughter of children.
"Then Raymun Redbeard came over the wall, with wildlings and wargs and worse," Old Nan had whispered. Lord Willam rode forth to meet them, and his blade was bright as his wife's smile, but on the shores of the Long Lake the wildlings cut off his head. Yet the Stark won the victory in the end, for Willam's younger brother, Artos the Implacable, slew the wildling king in single combat.
"When word came of Lord Willam's death, that were the end of it," Old Nan had sighed. Lady Melantha thought of naught but Winterfell, keeping it strong and safe for her children. Many had died fighting the wildlings, and those who remained had no stomach for singers or jolly feasts. She ruled until Edwyle came of age, for she was wise, and Artos took up his sword against any who defied her.
Then war came again, this time to the west, reavers slaughtering along the coast. Lord Edwyle rode to battle, and the ironmen felt the bite of his sword. But victory came at a heavy price, for Edwyle returned in a litter, his body riddled with wounds, and half the men of Winterfell did not return at all. Edwyle lingered for a year before the gods ended his agony, and his wife soon followed, taken by some wasting sickness. Rickard became Lord of Winterfell at fifteen, having lost father and mother both, and Artos died within the year.
"He was a solemn one, was Rickard," Old Nan said, "losing so many turned him grim, grim as the Kings of Winter in their tombs. Lady Melantha was all he had, till he wed Lady Lyarra." Then there were children again, Brandon and Eddard, Lyanna and Benjen, the Stark line renewed- "until the Mad King took them," Old Nan had hissed, with an anger Sansa had never seen.
Sansa frowned as she pulled her needle through the cloth. The smallfolk had risen against Maegor the Cruel. Why had they not risen against the Mad King? Sansa glanced about her. Jeyne sat beside her, and there were a few girls near Sansa's age, but most of the women were older. Surely they remembered life before Robert's Rebellion.
"What was life like under King Aerys?"
Almost every needle paused as the women looked at Sansa, puzzled.
"M'lady?" Bethany asked, her needle hovering over the set of breeches she was patching.
"I am curious, that is all," Sansa said. A few of the women looked at each other hesitantly.
"Things was peaceful, mostly," Damina said. "The roads were safe, and the harvests was good. My brothers was able to buy a few hides o' land."
"He changed t' laws, though," Tansy muttered, looking down at her thread. "Our rents went up soon as Tywin became hand. Under old King Aegon t' lords couldn't raise rent during winters."
"Aye, and our lord took back the land granted to the poor," Bethany said. "Me grandad said it never would've happened under Aegon, said he was a friend to the smallfolk."
"Shouldn't have tried t' hatch dragon eggs then." Damina spat on the ground, then froze, remembering their lady was present. Sansa turned away, pretending she hadn't seen anything.
"Whatever happened at Summerhall, Aegon weren't no King Scab," piped up Shirei. She was the youngest of many sisters, and had a tale for every occasion. "There was queer stories of Aerys- there were a tourney at Harrenhal, when my oldest sister was a maid there under old Lord Whent," said Shirei. "She told us the king looked a fright, his hair all long and dirty and tangled like a bird's nest, and his nails like claws." The girl shuddered.
"Now Rhaegar, he were a proper prince," Tansy said. "He won the tourney at Harrenhal, he did, an' he were a clever one besides. If he hadn't got hisself killed, he might've been a good king."
"A good king doesn't kidnap ladies and rape them," Sansa said softly.
Tansy shrank back. Poor Lyanna. When Sansa was little she wondered if her father's little sister had gone willingly, if she'd wanted a gallant prince. Doubtless Rhaegar had been forced to wed a Dornish princess, only to have his heart captured by a northern beauty. When Sansa saw the fat old king, she'd been certain she was right. It was a tragic love story, not a tale of violence. Now she knew better. Perfect princes could be perfect monsters, Joffrey had taught her that.
"Shirei, did your sister say aught of Princess Elia?" Jeyne asked quietly. Sansa glanced at her friend, surprised.
The Dornish princess haunted Sansa's dreams, her face wan and her belly swollen as she lay confined to her chambers. It was agony, watching the gentle princess read books of dragonlore, unable to warn her of the terrible fate that awaited her and her babes. The agony only increased when Princess Elia was brought to childbed, the sheets drenched in blood, her body streaked with sweat and tears. The babe was fine, but the mother would not wake, she would not wake-
Jeyne had shaken Sansa from her sleep, concerned by her sounds of distress, and Sansa had wept as she told Jeyne of the princess lying still, unable to hold her crying babe. Why were the gods tormenting her so?
At least when she dreamed of Buttons, she might learn something of use. The cat wandered the entire Red Keep, picking up bits of gossip as he rubbed against ankles and purred on laps. Ser Addam Marbrand longed for battle, but was resigned to training Tommen. The Imp was keeping a mistress, and the queen knew about it.
Shirei tilted her head, her stitches wandering crookedly as she thought.
"The Dornish princess was weak, she said. She walked with a golden cane and sometimes the Kingsguard had to help her. The princess gave the servants coin for every trifle." Shirei frowned. "Always in the godswood, she was; my sister fetched her blankets to keep off the chill."
None of the others had heard much of the Dornish princess, just that she was pretty and sickly. And brave , Sansa wanted to tell them. She calmed her ladies when they fretted over what the Mad King would do if she bore another girl; she never let her own fear show.
"What was life like under King Robert?" Sansa asked, desperately pushing away memories of the Mountain bursting into Princess Elia's chambers.
"About t' same as under Aerys," Bethany said. "But a lot o' rivermen died in the rebellion, and it wrecked our village. The old Falcon made sure we had money to rebuild, what with him being hand and his wife being a Tully."
"M'lady's aunt," one of the women said.
Sansa frowned as she tried to recall Aunt Lysa. She had only met her once, some years past. Lord Jon Arryn and Lady Lysa had come to Winterfell, bearing a baby as scrawny as his father and as red cheeked as his mother. Sansa had been all of six, and longing to see a lady who lived at court, who dressed in the latest fashions. Lady Lysa's gowns were as beautiful as Sansa had imagined, but the lady wearing them was sad and fretful, always worrying about her babe.
"Did m'lady know Lady Arryn was the lady of the court, before King Robert married?" Bethany asked. Sansa shook her head.
"Then we got the Lannister whore instead," Damina grumbled. Sansa froze, her blood pounding in her ears. Dimly she registered the scents of the women, their heartbeats fluttering as Sansa set her needlework aside and fixed her eyes on Damina.
"Whores kept Jeyne and Meri safe, defying orders to train them with beatings and rapes. Whores recognized Arya and said nothing, though they could have had a purse of golden dragons."
Sansa rose, anger thrumming in her veins.
"Whores helped me escape King's Landing, without any promise of reward. Do not dishonor them by saying Cersei Lannister is one of them."
Notes:
So what do you guys think? :D
I’m so sorry for the delay between updates. Work has been bonkers, and I started running again- which means 3 nights a week I can’t write because I’m on a treadmill trying not to die.
Chapter 52: Tyrion VI
Notes:
Audio of me singing the song Sansa wrote for Ned, The Honest Hand, can be heard here
Late August, 299 AC
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
”Do we have any other matters?" Cersei glanced down the table where Pycelle, Rosby, and Varys sat. Tyrion rubbed his aching head. Was it not bad enough that he must sup with Cersei tonight? Holding court was as tedious as it was lengthy.
Two knights complained that a whore had given them the pox, and the queen ordered that the trembling woman have her private parts scrubbed with lye. A baker complained of being robbed by his own sellswords, and the queen told him to hire his men more wisely. A bedmaid accused a head groom of rape, and Cersei told her to focus on her work, not waste time in the stables. A pair of thieves were dispatched to the dungeons; a murderer was condemned to death. The last case was a singer accused of writing a treasonous song.
"I didn't write it," he pleaded, flinging himself to his knees. "I heard it played and learnt it, the song is all over the city, it isn't mine."
"If the song is so popular, you should be honored to perform it for your queen," Cersei said. The singer's eyes widened, and he begged for mercy, insisting his voice was not fit for such high and noble listeners.
"Play," Cersei insisted, and a guard handed the man his harp. The man gulped so loudly Tyrion could hear him from his place at the high table, and began to play.
The King he rode for Winterfell
to seek an honest man
the lord there knew his duty well
and said he'd serve as hand
The Hand he was a northern lord
with eyes as grey as stone
The Hand he wore a noble sword
Valyrian steel sharp honed
The queen she wore a golden crown
and gold shone in her hair
The queen she wore a crimson gown
and emerald was her stare
Her brother was a Kingsguard knight
her twin in birth and fame
Their beauty hid a vicious blight
a dark and secret shame
The King was hunting in the wood
The boy had naught to do
A broken tower lonely stood
against the sky of blue
The boy he climbed with grace and skill
and to his great surprise
he heard soft voices in the chill
and then a woman’s cries
The boy he looked inside and saw
Two lovers bare as babes
Their hair was golden as the straw
And bloody was their rage
The queen she saw the helpless child
and in that evil hour
her brother took the boy and smiled
and flung him from the tower
His body broke upon the stones
yet still his life he kept
His father prayed in the godswood alone
his mother in the sept
The gods revealed the truth ere long
the queen’s crime left its traces
the honest Hand saw what was wrong
writ on her children’s faces
The Hand offered her mercy, shown
to spare the children’s lives
But when you play the game of thrones
you win, or else you die
Boar’s tusks ripping from nipple to groin
the good king’s life did end
with lordships and with golden coin
the queen betrayed his friend
They forced the Hand down to his knees
his daughter screamed and wept
the bastard King ignored her pleas
and blood profaned the Sept
The King he rode for Winterfell
to seek an honest man
the lord there knew his duty well
and said he'd serve as hand
"You spoke truly," Cersei said coldly, her face as white as a corpse. "The song was not fit for any audience."
She beckoned a pale slender hand at Sir Ilyn, and the pockmarked knight stepped forward.
"Take this man out and remove his treasonous head. Be sure to take his tongue and his fingers first."
Shae's eyes were wide, their depths as dark and unknowable as the night. He should not have slapped her, nor told her of Tysha. But whatever thoughts ran through her head, her body was his to command. Tyrion kissed Shae's cheek, his lips brushing against the red mark where he'd struck her.
He stepped back, and suddenly Shae's hair was longer, her eyes as blue as the sky. "You hurt me," Tysha whispered, her eyes full of tears. "Why did you hurt me?"
Tyrion awoke with a start. A ginger cat perched on his belly, its green eyes perturbed.
"It was for her own good," Tyrion told the cat. "She's safer here than in the manse." He'd glimpsed her once or twice with Lollys, her cheek bruised where he had struck her. Perhaps he'd send for her tonight, after his dinner with Cersei. Tyrion would not miss riding to Chataya's and climbing through wardrobes. Alayaya was a sweet girl, but passing through a gauntlet of overly attentive whores irritated him. Pretty they might be, but Shae was all he needed.
The cat mewled unhappily as Tyrion sat up. Maegor’s Holdfast was only safer than the manse so long as the city held. Storm's End fallen, Winterfell fallen, and still no word from his father. Had he crossed the Red Fork to defend the Westerlands? There was no need for it, not now. Robb Stark would soon be gone, off to reclaim Winterfell. Theon Greyjoy was more sly than Tyrion had imagined. Though it was hardly a thing of glory, taking a castle from a cripple and a toddler.
Tyrion sighed, absentmindedly scratching the cat's chin as he thought. Had Uncle Kevan reached Bitterbridge in time? Mace Tyrell might be a pompous fool, but he was a pompous fool they sorely needed. Stannis could be upon the city within a fortnight, and Tyrion had no army to resist him, just his wits, his chain, and his wildfire.
The city was nearly as volatile as the alchemists' substance. Though it had been over a moon's turn, the rabble were still furious over the Bread Riot. Cersei bore the brunt of their ire. She couldn't ride through the city without calls of 'brotherfucker' and 'murderer' following her train. Not that it stopped her from riding out anyway. His sweet sister was near as practiced as Lord Tywin at ignoring what she did not wish to hear. Given that the mob had murdered Ser Preston Greenfield and the High Septon with their bare hands, Tyrion had to admire her audacity.
No one mourned much for either man. The queen had wanted to appoint Ser Balon Swann to replace Meryn Trant, but their uncle had persuaded her to keep the seat open for a man of Tywin's choosing. With Ser Preston dead, and Kevan gone, Cersei was free to place a white cloak about Ser Balon's shoulders. Truth be told, the change was an improvement. Unlike Greenfield, who came from an ancient but minor house, Swann came from a line of powerful Marcher lords. He was handsomer than Ser Preston, had better manners, and had better skill at arms.
As for the old High Septon, many of the begging brothers declared that he had deserved his fate for being so fat when the smallfolk were starving. Well, the new High Septon was a frail old man, as wrinkled and skinny as one could wish. Tyrion had made sure of it.
At least the begging brothers weren't calling for Stannis. His red priestess had put paid to that when she burned the godswood at Storm's End. It was easy enough to convince the new High Septon that Stannis would do the same to the Great Sept. Bel reported that the whores didn't like Stannis either, what with him trying to ban brothels a few years past. Bronn hadn't brought much information from her lately, but it never hurt to have ears on the Street of Silk. The sellword reported the madam remained grateful for Tyrion's patronage, and was spending the gold on repairs and keeping the whores fed, no easy task with food prices so high.
Food prices kept rising, as did the city's anger. Burning the waterfront had been necessary, but them that lived there cared more for their pitiful hovels than for strategy. If they didn't open the gates for Stannis, there were others who might. Plenty of Flea Bottom remembered the sack of King's Landing. And if those fools open the gates, their precious city will be sacked again. I am all that keeps this city from falling to ruin, and still they call me a demon monkey. Tyrion clenched his fist, and the cat yowled, leaping away with a hiss. He'd forgotten his hand was around the cat's jaw.
Someone timidly rapped at his door. "Come in," Tyrion said, hopping down from his bed. Podrick Payne entered, staring at the floor as usual.
"It's time, my lord," Pod told Tyrion's bare feet. "I mean, it's the time you told me to wake you? For dinner?"
Tyrion sighed. The nap had not proved as refreshing as he'd hoped. He needed all his wits about him for a meal with Cersei.
"Yes, thank you. The velvet tunic, if you please, and quick about it." Pod hurried to fetch it from his chest, smoothing out the plush crimson fabric and brushing off a few specks of lint.
"Ser Aron says you sparred with the other squires a few days past."
It had been nearly the only thing Ser Aron had said during last night's meal. He had been even grimmer than usual since the crowd nearly pulled him off his horse during the riot. Lady Cedra was pleasant as ever, though she had no new reports on Littlefinger's accounts.
"Pages, my lord. Sir. Not squires. I lost," Pod informed the ceiling as he lifted the tunic over Tyrion's head. Well, the lad was skinny, and new to training.
"Ask Ser Aron to teach you strengthening exercises," Tyrion said. "There are ways to make your arms stronger, and that will help. Though there's much to be said for the element of surprise."
"My lord?"
Tyrion smiled as the boy fastened his belt. "No one expects violence from a dwarf, and I'm a smaller target than they're used to. That saved me on the Green Fork." Pod's eyes were wide with awe, doubtless imagining Tyrion cutting his way through the battlefield as if he were Jaime. The idea both pleased and annoyed him.
Tyrion was nearly late, thanks to Varys catching him in the yard. Still, the letter merited the delay. As Tyrion climbed the steps he saw the boys' faces, those dark red-brown locks and Tully blue eyes. Tyrion wondered if anyone had made Bran the saddle he designed. It was a poor apology for his family's role in crippling the boy, but at least the boy would have been able to ride before... well. It was time to see how Cersei took the news.
Tyrion had hoped to see the Kettleblacks standing guard, but his hopes were disappointed. It seemed Kettleblacks were worming their way into the queen's good graces far too slowly, damn them. He'd have to have a word with Bronn. Surely there was something they could do to win Cersei's trust.
Instead, Ser Mandon Moore and the Hound awaited him on either side of the oaken doors of Cersei's solar. Ser Mandon's face was blank as ever, his eyes as cold as his white armor. The Hound looked no friendlier, the torchlight flickering over his scars. No wonder Cersei kept them as her shadows; they'd kill a man without flinching, and forget his name within the hour.
Cersei was a much prettier sight, lovely in a gown of deep green velvet. Her golden hair tumbled down her shoulders, a crown resting easily upon her curls. Trystane Martell was a lucky boy, if Myrcella grew to be half as beautiful as her mother.
"You seem to grow more beautiful each time I see you," Tyrion said, bowing. Cersei did not even pretend to smile. Since the riot she barely tolerated him at best; the invitation to supper had come as an unpleasant surprise.
"What's that?" She demanded, pointing at the scroll in Tyrion's hand.
"Why, news from the North. Varys asked that I bring it to you immediately." He presented the scroll with another bow and watched Cersei's face as she read. After a moment her eyebrows furrowed. Jaime struggled with reading, but Cersei read nearly as fast as Tyrion, when she bothered.
"It would seem we are exceptionally lucky," Tyrion said dryly. "Though Varys says the boy testified before half the lords of the north before Robb Stark marched south."
"The word of a cripple is nothing," Cersei said, setting the letter down with a moue of distaste. "The word of a dead cripple is even less than nothing."
"Even when it's the truth?"
Cersei was still glaring at him when the servants brought the wine. She took small sips of sweet Arbor gold, savoring the wine until the servants left them alone.
"Catelyn Stark must be as mad as her sister by now," Cersei said with a nasty smile. "Her husband dead, her daughters missing, doubtless dead, her sons murdered by her foster son."
Tyrion shifted in his seat uncomfortably. The woman was fiercely dedicated to her family; his brush with death was proof of that. With only one child left to her, what would the woman do to protect him? If she persuaded Lysa Arryn to support Robb Stark...
"Perhaps," Tyrion said, taking a gulp of wine. "But a wounded beast is dangerous."
Cersei waved a pale slender hand dismissively. "A wounded fish, more like. As cold and dull as the northman she married."
That cold, dull northman nearly got your head on a spike, sweet sister . More fool he. Offering mercy to Cersei was like rolling oneself in honey and lying down in front of a bear.
"At any rate, Robb Stark will be marching north, and good riddance," Tyrion said, resisting the urge to tweak Cersei's tail. "Let him break himself against the ironmen; Moat Cailin has never fallen."
"Unlike King's Landing," Cersei said sharply. "I still think we should send Tommen away before Stannis arrives." Not this again.
"Tommen is the king. He must stay in the city to inspire the defenders," Tyrion said carefully. Cersei glared.
"No one need know he is gone. Simply announce that he has redspots and is confined to his chambers." The childhood illness was mild, but contagious.
"He had redspots two years ago," Tyrion said patiently," and doubtless there are plenty who remember. Besides, it is hard to persuade men to fight for a child king. A sickly child king? Rumors run wild. A redhaired girl became a red wolf; far easier for redspots to become some fatal ailment. Within hours half the city will believe that the king is dead."
Cersei grimaced, and he knew he had her.
"I want him safe. Here, with me, in Maegor's Holdfast." Tyrion shook his head as servants placed creamy chestnut soup and crusty hot bread on the table.
"He must be in public view. The Great Sept is safe; the High Septon can be trusted to watch over Tommen." And see that the boy was spirited away if the battle turned ill, but Cersei needn't know about that. He was sick of arguing with her. "Tommen will have Ser Addam and Ser Boros with him at all times, and a crowd of worshippers between him and harm."
"I'm surprised you didn't try to take Ser Addam away," Cersei said, ripping a piece of bread in half. Tyrion winced. Truth be told, he had wanted Ser Addam to lead sorties, but he'd asked for the Hound first, to test the waters. The queen had reacted very badly, accusing Tyrion of trying to leave her defenseless, and he'd dropped the matter.
"I wouldn't dream of it," Tyrion lied pleasantly. "He is devoted to Tommen, and our little king is more important than any sortie." At least he would have Ser Balon Swann to keep Stannis from crossing the Blackwater. The knight was eager to prove his gallantry, but reasonably cautious despite his youth.
For a while they ate in silence. Every dish was seasoned and cooked to perfection. The lamprey pie had a flaky, toothsome crust, the honeyed ham was just sweet enough; the carrots were tender and buttery. Yet with every bite Tyrion felt himself growing more anxious, his stomach turning to lead.
"Varys says there are more rumors about a red wolf in the riverlands," Tyrion commented, taking another gulp of wine. "Some nonsense about it rescuing lost children. There's even a song about how the wolf is secretly a beautiful maiden who watches over the smallfolk."
Cersei snorted, spearing an apple with her dagger. "And I suppose birds flock to her hand, and flowers grow beneath her feet?"
Tyrion took a sip of wine, waiting for the penny to drop. His patience was quickly rewarded.
"Sansa Stark," Cersei hissed, her face twisted by hatred. "The bitch is dead, or will wish she was if I ever get my hands on her."
"Doubtless you're right. I imagine we've Brynden Blackfish to thank for this bit of cunning. Nothing like a song to inspire men. Or terrify them," Tyrion smirked. Wielded properly, the Rains of Castamere was as threatening as a knife to the throat.
"I suppose," Cersei said, eating roast swan with small, vicious bites. "He must have never met the girl. Leading smallfolk?" Cersei laughed. "She'd be raped and dead within hours."
Her eyes glinted, as though the idea brought her great pleasure. She still believed Sansa was responsible for Joffrey's death, though she thought Littlefinger had somehow orchestrated the whole thing before spiriting Sansa away. It did bother Tyrion that he couldn't figure out who paid Trant, but what motive could Baelish possibly have? No one murdered a king just to have a chance at fucking a girl, no matter who her mother was.
"We've more recent treasons to worry over," Tyrion said. "These Antler Men, for one."
Cersei grew irritable as Tyrion answered her questions about the group of merchants and artisans plotting to help Stannis take the city.
"Why are we plagued with so many enemies? What injury have I ever done to these wretches?"
Tyrion bit his tongue, the coppery blood filling his mouth.
You fucked Jaime, presented your bastards as heirs to the throne, had Bran Stark thrown off a tower, killed Robert, lopped off Ned Stark's head, and started a riot over a harmless beggar. All you had to do was fuck Robert a few times, bear children with his look, and then fuck Jaime all you wanted while drinking moon tea. Then Stannis would not be marching on us, you selfish bitch.
"Perhaps the wretches share Stannis's hatred of whores," Tyrion said with a shrug. Cersei's lips drew back in a vicious smile.
"Unlike you," she purred. Tyrion shifted in his seat, unsettled by the glint of victory in her eyes.
"What?" Tyrion said stupidly. He shouldn't have drunk so much wine.
"Do you think you can fool me? I know you have a whore," she said. Tyrion's belly felt as if it were full of eels.
"Why should you care? I've never meddled in your affairs."
"Oh?" Cersei asked. "You’ve been scheming against me since the day you came to King’s Landing. While Jaime rots in chains you sold Myrcella and sent Kevan away. You poisoned me so you could rule in my stead, you struck me for daring to defend my son, and now you plot with the High Septon to kidnap Tommen. Would you sell your own blood to Stannis? What was the price, lordship of Casterly Rock? A noble wife to birth a brood of hideous dwarfs?"
"This is madness, Cersei. The High Septon was only to spirit Tommen away if the city fell. A city can be retaken, so long as the king lives. And Stannis would never make such a bargain, you know that."
"No, he wouldn't," Cersei agreed. "But I will not have you betray me.”
"I would never," Tyrion protested. "Stannis will be here in days, Cersei, and my ugly face on a spike will not frighten him away."
Cersei sighed. "No, I suppose not. And Jaime would never forgive me if I had you killed." Tyrion misliked her smile as the queen crossed the room, throwing open the door.
"Bring her in," Cersei ordered. Ser Mandon and the Hound stepped inside the room, and the Kettleblacks quickly followed. Osmund had a faint look of discomfort, but Osney and Osfryd's smiles were cruel as they dragged in the girl.
Her hands were bound with rope, her mouth gagged with a bloody cloth. One eye was black; the other half shut from dried blood that had trickled down her brow. So this was how the Kettleblacks had decided to win Cersei's favor. Tyrion wasn't sure whether he should clap them on the back or have Bronn slit their throats.
"I'm not sure I want to fuck her now," Tyrion said, trying to sound bored. "I prefer them undamaged."
"She fought," Osney said. His cheeks were marked with the scratches of her nails.
"If you're done with her, then I suppose I could have her delivered to the goldcloaks. Didn't father do something similar to your first whore?" Cersei laughed, and Tyrion's vision went red.
"Try it and I'll rape you myself," Tyrion hissed.
His sister’s hand flashed at his face, but he caught her wrist and bent it back until she cried out. Ser Mandon and the Hound stepped forward, hands on their sword hilts.
“One more step and I’ll break her arm,” Tyrion said coldly. The Hound paused, but Ser Mandon kept coming. Never say I do not keep my word, sister , Tyrion thought, pulling Cersei's arm back until he heard something snap.
"Stop!" Cersei sobbed, and Ser Mandon froze, his eyes fixed on Tyrion.
"You are unfit to be a queen," Tyrion snarled, shoving Cersei to the floor. She shrieked as her broken arm hit the stones beneath the rushes. "Now, unless you want me to tell our father every single detail of your relationship with Jaime, you will release her."
Cersei's eyes blazed like wildfire as she cradled her broken arm. "You have no proof," she hissed.
"Oh? I've a dozen witnesses who'd beg to differ. A potboy, a guard, a wet nurse... and they all left the city weeks ago," Tyrion bluffed.
"The lowest scum, easily bribed," Cersei replied through gritted teeth. "Father will never believe you."
"Shall we test that theory?"
They said Tywin Lannister could cow men with his unflinching gaze, and Tyrion summoned every drop of hatred he could muster as he fixed his mismatched eyes on his sister. Cersei's face was red and drawn with pain, her teeth bared as she panted.
"Release the whore," Cersei spat. The Kettleblacks dropped the girl on the floor, her dark skin shining against the pale yellow rushes.
"You're safe," Tyrion said, untying the girl's hands and taking the gag from her mouth. "But I've no interest in bedding you again." Alayaya sniffled, her eyes wide as he helped her to her feet. She had nothing to do with this, she did Cersei no harm. Damn them all.
"Take her back to where you found her," Tyrion snapped. The Kettleblacks looked at him, then looked at Cersei.
"Do as he says," his sister snarled. "Ser Mandon, get Pycelle." Osmund picked Alayaya up, carrying her as if she were his bride, not a whore he'd kidnapped. Ser Mandon followed the Kettleblacks out of the room, his white armor gleaming.
"Help me up," Cersei growled at the Hound. Clegane bent and lifted Cersei carefully about the waist, setting her in her chair. Her arm flopped on the table grotesquely.
"I am not Ned Stark," Tyrion said. "I've served you well, better than you know, and these are my thanks? You may be my sister, but you're as stupid as you are cruel. Try me again, and I swear I'll choke the life from you."
As Cersei stared at him, her eyes so huge that the green was lost among the white, he prayed that she believed his bluff.
Notes:
This might be the darkest chapter yet? Yikes. And we finally see Sansa’s song! The Honest Hand is written to the tune of the Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald. I hope you guys like it; I’ve been working on it for two months.
Chapter 53: Arya V
Chapter Text
Arya rose from her nook in the hollow hill, dressing herself quickly before creeping past Sansa and Jeyne. Meri's spot was empty; she rose early to milk the cows.
"Gendry," Arya hissed, shaking the boy by the shoulder. His dark hair was shaggy against his neck. With a quiet groan he rolled over, his blue eyes fluttering open.
"Morning, m'lady," he said gruffly, sitting up. Arya rolled her eyes.
A few women were already awake, preparing the fire and the porridge, and they nodded respectfully as Arya slipped past them, careful not to wake the sleeping children. Gendry was getting better at sneaking, his steps quieter than Arya remembered.
The rising sun shimmered on a thousand dewdrops as they entered the clearing. Arya yawned as she pulled their practice sticks from the hollow log where she'd hidden them.
"Already tired, little wolf?" Gendry asked, easily catching the stick she'd thrown at him.
"Tired of beating you every time," Arya replied, sliding into her water dancer stance. The Hound, Ilyn Payne, the queen, Meryn Trant, Amory Lorch. One day she'd kill them, and every spar was a chance to learn.
Gendry was much taller and stronger than she was, but all of her opponents would be taller and stronger too. Arya dodged and wove around him, her feet always moving. He couldn't hit her if he couldn't catch her. The trouble was, she couldn't reach him to get in any strikes of her own. His arms were so long, it wasn't fair. A fight is never fair , Syrio Forel had said. Use what you have. Arya bit her lip as she thought, her stick darting at Gendry.
Suddenly she slid on the wet grass, just barely keeping her feet under her as she glided between Gendry's legs. Her legs screamed as she pulled herself back up, the tip of her stick pressed to Gendry's back.
"Yield," she panted, grinning.
"I yield," Gendry said, dropping his stick. Arya stepped back, lowering her stick and wiping the sweat from her face. Gendry bent to pick up his stick.
"Got you-" Arya only barely raised her stick in time as Gendry brought his stick down at her shoulder. The blow was so hard that her stick rapped herself on the head. Gendry winced.
"Sorry, m'lady," he said sheepishly as Arya glared.
"What was that for?"
Gendry ran a hand through his hair, frowning.
"You said fights weren't fair. Someone could pretend to yield and then attack."
"You- you-" Arya made a rude noise. "You listen too much."
"Of course, m'lady," Gendry said. Arya turned away, as if heading to the stream, then whirled on Gendry, her stick a blur as she attacked.
They sparred until they were both soaked with sweat. A small audience of wolf pups watched, their tails wagging. When they finally lowered their sticks, one of the wolf pups yipped and made for Gendry.
"Who's this?" Gendry slowly extended his hand to the pup, letting her sniff at his fingers.
"She doesn't have a name yet. Guard the stream so I can wash?" Sansa got cranky if Arya came to breakfast stinking of sweat. Not that she said anything, she just wrinkled her nose and sighed while looking in Arya's general direction.
"Was there any more word of Robb?" Arya asked as she scrubbed herself with a sliver of soap. Gendry had come from the forge last night, bearing a dagger for her and news for Sansa.
"Just what I told the Lady at dinner. He won some victory in the west, and he's sent ravens ordering all the lords to prepare for a bad winter. Northmen are helping rebuild north of the Red Fork and out east by Maidenpool so the rivermen can focus on getting the crops planted."
The stream water was cool and clear as Arya dunked her head, running her fingers through her growing hair to sort out the tangles.
"She's just Sansa, you don't have to call her the Lady all the time." A splash doused Arya's legs- Berry had leaped into the stream to pounce on a fish.
"You say that now, but it'll be different at Riverrun, m'lady," Gendry said. Arya stared at his broad shoulders and back.
"What? We're not going to Riverrun, not yet."
"Half the smallfolk have gone home, Arya. Do you think the lightning lord will let you and Sansa stay here for winter?"
Arya sat down in the stream. Beric Dondarrion had been gone so long she'd almost forgotten about the leader of the brotherhood without banners. He was following the Lannisters west, that much seemed to be true, but...
"Sansa would have told me," Arya said, watching a minnow swim over her pale legs.
"Have you asked her?" Arya made a face.
"Thought so."
Arya blew a raspberry at Gendry's back as she stood up, shaking the water off her like the wolves did. She threw on a simple gown and bundled up her sweaty roughspun.
"Your turn," Arya grumbled, stalking past Gendry.
While Gendry washed, Arya thought. Riverrun . She'd see her mother again, but would her mother want her? She'd killed a stableboy, she'd ridden in Nymeria as she slew rapers. Her hands were covered in calluses and blisters and her feet were hard from running around barefoot practicing her water dancing. At Riverrun there'd be no more Needle, just needlework and gowns and being a proper lady.
At least Sansa could say she'd spent her time well. Comforting babies, rescuing lost children, ensuring the hollow hill stayed fed. Those were important tasks, so important that stupid Tom o' Sevens had made up a stupid song. Arya didn't have a song. All Arya did was practice water dancing and ride in Nymeria when she stole supplies. No one even knew she was there.
Arya sighed as she ruffled the wolf pup's fur. Breakfast was a loud and busy affair. After breakfast Sansa usually spoke with Jeyne, checking on the state of their supplies. When that was done Sansa helped with the babies and younger children until the midday meal, then sewed all afternoon, surrounded by all the women of the hollow hill. If Arya wanted to speak to her alone, she would need to choose her moment wisely.
"Are we going to Riverrun soon?"
Sansa frowned as she rocked the baby in her arms. Little Sansa was only a few months old, born just after they arrived at the hollow hill. Sansa had sat with the mother during the birth, putting cool cloths on her head and praising her strength and courage, and the mother had named the baby girl for her. Sansa had thanked her, promised to sew her baby a gown, and then thrown up as soon as they were alone.
"Why do you ask?"
Arya blew a strand of hair out of her face as she picked up a toddler who was wobbling on unsteady legs. Walder gurgled as she dandled him on her lap.
"Gendry said half the smallfolk are gone, and the lightning lord will be back soon."
"He's not wrong," Sansa said softly. "I just... you've been happy here, Arya."
What? What did that have to do with anything?
"Robb needs alliances, and marriages are one of the only ways to seal them. As soon as we reach Riverrun, there will doubtless be marriages arranged for both of us. Maybe we'll go back to Winterfell for a while, but they could send us away immediately. You won't be my sworn sword anymore." Her blue eyes welled with tears.
"I don't want to get married," Arya protested. "I'm only ten!" Sansa laughed bitterly.
"I was eleven when father betrothed me to Joffrey." Arya frowned. Had it really been only a year since they left Winterfell? "Betrothals can last a long time. You might not wed for another five or ten years, but they could foster you with your betrothed and his family."
"No," Arya retorted. "We won't let them. I've got Nymeria, and you can talk mother into letting us go home."
"Mother isn't in charge, Robb is; he's our king too."
Arya snorted. "So? I'll tell him that if he makes me go before I'm ready, I'll behave so terribly that they'll break the betrothal."
Sansa stared at her, then shook her head.
"Robb needs alliances to win the war," she explained. "I don't want to be betrothed either, not- not again." Sansa swallowed. "But this is how we can help Robb avenge father."
Arya's stomach sank.
"It's stupid ," she said, bouncing Walder. "I could help other ways. I wish Nymeria and I could do something worthy of a song before- before-" The toddler wriggled, and she set him down.
"I don’t think I deserve a song either,” Sansa said quietly. “Lord Beric feeds a dozen villages, and Robb is rebuilding the riverlands. All I do is sing to babies and do needlework." Arya winced. Had Sansa overheard her?
"Besides, half the song is Tom talking about how shapely I am.” Sansa shuddered. Arya frowned. Sansa was getting a bit bigger in the chest. “And if it makes you feel any better, Bran would probably get betrothed too, if he weren't crippled.”
"I miss Bran and Rickon," Arya whispered. "I want to go home, not go to Riverrun." Sansa reached out, her pale hand soft against Arya's calluses.
"I do too. But we have a duty, and we can't run from it."
In her dream she ran. The she-wolf snarled, her jaws slavering as she chased her prey. The man was filthy, his cloak hanging from one shoulder. He reeked of a sickly sweet aroma, the scent of a wounded beast. The stink had lured her close to his camp, curious to see if the injured man was friend or foe. Then she had recognized the man beneath the shaggy hair, and the hunt was on.
Nymeria howled, the pack music echoing through the night as her smaller brothers and sisters raised their voices with hers. Arya shared the she-wolf’s excitement as they closed in, the man’s lead dwindling as he made for a hawthorn tree.
The smelly man leapt, her jaws snapping shut on his boot as he clung to the branch. Nymeria shook her head back and forth, tugging at the leather as the man kicked and yelled. The voice was vaguely familiar to Arya. Why did she know that voice? The she-wolf yanked, and the boot came off. Disappointed, she dropped it.
The man was trying to climb higher, but his cloak caught on the thorns that sprouted from each branch. With a growl the direwolf-girl leapt, grabbing the cloak in her teeth. It ripped, sending the she-wolf back to the ground. She spat out the cloth, her eyes fixed on the climbing man. The massive direwolf crouched on her haunches, gathered her strength, and sprang. At the last moment he pulled himself out of her reach, and she yelped as the thorns bit into her paws.
Her pack had the tree surrounded. It was only a matter of time before he tried to come down. Panting, Nymeria lay down and began licking her wounds. One of her pack brothers was shredding the cloak into ribbons. Another trotted back to the man's camp, to see if he'd left any food behind.
Up above, an alarm call broke the silence. The man had climbed too close to a nest, and its occupants, a pair of robins, shrieked their fury at the intruder. The robins dove at him, pecking and clawing as the man flailed. Nymeria chewed on the leather boot as she watched, utterly enjoying herself. She could feel the fierce girl laughing, her presence warm within her skin.
Thunder rumbled overhead, and a light drizzle began to fall. Within minutes it was pouring. The wolves clustered against the trunk of the tree, the thick leaves sheltering them from the rain. The robins had given up their attack, huddling in their nest for warmth.
A low wuff caught Nymeria's attention. Her pack brother had returned, a sack held tightly in his jaws. He dropped it at Nymeria's feet. The scent of ham made her mouth water, and the pack descended upon the cloth bag, tearing it to pieces to get at the hunk of meat within. From above the man shouted curses at the wolves, his voice hoarse beneath the patter of rain.
"I tell you, Lord Beric's going t' give 'isself up," the stocky man insisted. His leathers were poorly patched, his head balding.
"Start from the beginning, Huntsman," Anguy said. The Huntsman's eyes flicked to Sansa.
"You’re havin’ me answer to a little girl?"
"You speak to Lady Sansa Stark of Winterfell," Alyn snapped.
"Princess," someone called from the shadows within the hill. Robb had made them both princesses, but Arya didn't care. Alyn forgot half the time, he was so used to calling them lady.
"Lady or princess, she's still a little girl," the Huntsman objected.
"I understand your hesitance." Sansa's voice was different than usual, queenly and gentle, yet strong. "My brother is young too, but he is a King and winner of many great victories."
The Huntsman looked at Anguy, then at Alyn. The archer had one hand on his bow, and Alyn's hand rested on the hilt of his sword. Thankfully Lem and Greenbeard were off somewhere else; Arya wasn't sure if they would support Sansa so strongly. The Huntsman exhaled, annoyed.
"Ser Amory Lorch were raiding near Rushing Falls. He took a beekeeper and his wife, claiming they were some o' ours. He says he'll hang 'em unless the lightning lord surrenders and takes their place. They've been spreadin' the news far an' wide; Lord Beric will go if he hasn't already."
"Ser Amory?"
The Huntsman glared at Arya. He wasn't happy that she'd greeted his arrival with Nymeria by her side. His hounds had run away whimpering, despite Arya telling them that Nymeria would leave them alone if they behaved.
"That's what I said."
"Is Lord Beric near here?" Sansa asked.
"Aye, away to the west. Searchin' for the Kingslayer." The Huntsman spat on the ground.
"The Kingslayer? He's locked up at Riverrun," said Anguy.
"He escaped, weeks ago."
Arya's skin prickled, and she rubbed the goosebumps from her arms. "We have to help Lord Beric." The men frowned at her.
"How?" asked the archer. "There's only three of us, and then there'd be none left to guard the hill. And Lord Tywin’s host is gods know where, since no one’s seen it since your uncle threw him back at the fords."
"We have to help," Arya insisted. She looked at Sansa. "We could find Lord Beric before he gets to Ser Amory, or maybe we could kill Ser Amory somehow." Sansa bit her lip, her eyes uncertain.
"The queen wants Lady Sansa’s head,” Alyn snapped. “And you want to go within spitting distance of Amory Lorch ?”
“Who is Amory Lorch?” Jeyne piped up from behind Sansa. Alyn looked at her solemnly.
“One of Lord Tywin's mad dogs. 'Tis said was he that killed Rhaenys Targaryen.” Sansa paled, and Jeyne grabbed at Sansa's hand, her brown eyes wide.
“My lady, it is time. The folk of the hollow hill can take care of ourselves. Let us escort you to Riverrun,” Alyn said. “Your lady mother should be there, and your uncle and grandfather.”
Sansa glanced at Jeyne, then Arya.
"He's right." Arya looked at her feet as she scuffed one toe against the floor.
"We shall prepare to leave on the morrow," Sansa said at last, her eyes lingering on Arya. Arya smiled.
The sun had not yet risen when Arya slipped away from the hollow hill, a sack of food slung over her shoulder. Faithful came at Arya’s whistle, and Arya carefully saddled the mare, packing the food in the saddle bags. Taking a last look at the hollow hill, horse and girl turned south.
At midmorning Arya stopped beside a stream. While Faithful drank, Arya sat on a rotted log and closed her eyes, reaching out for Nymeria. The she-wolf was still beneath the tree. It had been two nights; the man must come down soon. The wolves could hear his stomach rumble with hunger, and smell the stink of the wound in his hand. No. I need you, Nymeria. Killing Ser Amory mattered more than taking down a strange man, no matter how much Nymeria disliked him. The direwolf whined, then obeyed.
It was mid afternoon when Arya next checked on Nymeria. The direwolf was running through the woods, the wet grass soft and slippery beneath her paws. As the wolves crossed a stream Nymeria paused, her nose twitching. She smelled another stranger, a woman on a horse. But the scent was different than Nymeria expected. Most women smelled of soap, or sweat, or wool. This woman smelled of steel and leather.
Nymeria, come , Arya insisted. The woman wasn't near enough to the hollow hill to pose any danger, no matter how oddly she smelled. The she-wolf obeyed, her pack at her heels.
Arya wondered how far Riverrun was from the hollow hill. Perhaps they would be there by evening. For a moment she imagined Sansa hugging their mother tight, Jeyne crying behind her and Gendry scowling. That wasn’t so bad. Sansa went out now and then in wolf form to let herself be glimpsed, but she didn't have the stomach for getting her teeth bloody. Sansa just wasn't a fighter, and neither was Jeyne. As for Gendry, he'd forget all about Arya as soon as he saw the forge.
Nymeria caught up with Arya on the second day. They were careful to keep to the woods, the wolves guiding Arya away from any whiff of a man. On the fourth day Nymeria slew a Lannister outrider, and Arya called the frightened horse over, releasing her after emptying her saddlebags.
On the fifth day they had to change their path to avoid a group of soldiers carrying a standard with a brindled boar. Crakehall, that was it, a house sworn to Casterly Rock. After the incident with the deserter Sansa insisted that Arya learn all the sigils of the North, Riverlands, and Westerlands, drawing them in the dirt with a stick. How did Sansa remember all of them?
On the ninth day they made camp in a thicket, the falls thundering dimly in the distance. As Arya chewed on salted beef, she wondered what the others were doing. Was Sansa being fitted for new gowns? She deserved something pretty, after months with only three old gowns that were too short. Was Jeyne taking a bath every day? She hated washing in streams. Gendry was surely busy in the forge, learning whatever he could with a proper master to teach him. Well, Arya would see them soon enough, when she finished her business here.
Quiet as a shadow , she told herself as she crept through the trees and hid herself beneath a bush. Nymeria and her wolves were scouting around the camp, careful not to get downwind of the horses. Arya didn’t want anything to warn of her presence, and spooked horses were loud .
A standard bearing a manticore flapped in the wind beside the camp, the tents shuddering as the wind pulled at them. Arya glanced at her hip, where she wore the dagger Gendry had made her. All she needed to do was wait until nightfall, then she would creep into Ser Amory's tent and slit his throat.
But first she needed to figure out which tent was his. None of them were especially grand, though a few were larger. And so Arya watched, waiting for Ser Amory to show himself. It was hours before she finally saw a stout man with ornate scrollwork crawling across his steel breastplate. She thought it was Ser Amory because everyone did as he said. Then a squire handed him a shield with a manticore on it, polished bright. It had to be him.
When Ser Amory went into his tent, Arya cursed her bad luck. His tent was in the middle of the camp. Even if she could slip past the sentries, it only took one man rising for a midnight piss to catch her. There had to be another way.
Carefully Arya crawled out from under the bush and began climbing a tree, hoping for a better view of the camp. She was so preoccupied with thinking of a new plan that she didn't notice the next branch was half broken. As she pulled herself up, it snapped, and Arya plummeted to the ground.
She awoke to rough voices.
"Awake already?" a man rasped. Arya blinked. She was lying flat on the ground, the broken tree branch digging into her back. Above her loomed a group of soldiers.
"What happened?" Arya asked, trying to think what to do.
"Spying on our camp, you was, til you fell out of the tree. Knocked yourself out for a few minutes." The soldier's friendly smile didn't reach his eyes.
Dimly she sensed the direwolf slinking through the bushes behind her. No, Nymeria! Even if her wolf handled the soldiers, she’d never get to Ser Amory. And what if they realized who Arya was? The whole camp would chase her down.
"Wasn't spying," Arya said, sitting up. Her head throbbed and her belly ached. "I... I have word of the lightning lord." The men looked at each other.
"Is that so?" The first soldier asked with a sly smile. "Why don't you tell us, then? There's a reward."
"I can only tell your commander," Arya said stubbornly.
"Hear that, Denys? The boy wants to see Ser Amory," the friendly one said. The others laughed, and Arya's skin prickled as he hauled her to her feet. Something rustled in the bushes- where was Nymeria going?
Her stomach roiled as they dragged her halfway across the camp and threw her to her knees before Ser Amory. Up close she could see he was no taller than Robb. The knight's face was pale and piggy, his expression bored.
"What's all this?" Ser Amory demanded, frowning. His voice was high and thin.
"The boy says he knows where we can find Dondarrion." The one called Denys smirked, as though he knew some amusing joke.
Ser Amory looked down at her with his little eyes. "A girl, I think."
They hadn't noticed the dagger at her hip, but Ser Amory was out of reach. Arya cast her eyes down, surreptitiously glancing about her. She was surrounded by the men who had found her, and other men were all around, pulling down the tents. But they were busy, and Arya was fast. As soon as she got loose she could call Faithful to her, and be gone before they realized what had happened.
"Well, speak up," Ser Amory commanded, the waterfall thundering faintly from the other side of the camp. Arya kept her eyes fixed on the ground, her hands hanging loosely at her sides.
"I saw the lightning lord." Let them think her voice was quiet from fear.
Ser Amory stepped closer. "Speak up," he ordered.
"I saw the lightning lord, near Stoney Sept," Arya whispered, swallowing back bile. If he would just take a few more steps...
"She saw the lightning lord near Stoney Sept, she says," one of the men volunteered. Ser Amory stood still, his piggy eyes blinking. Arya bit her lip to keep herself from screaming with frustration.
"When?"
"Last night," Arya said, hoping that was the right answer. It was hard to think with her head still pounding. Ser Amory's eyes narrowed.
"You're one of his," the knight said. "Put her with the others." Strong hands gripped Arya's arms, pulling her to her feet.
"No, I'm not," Arya protested. What had she said wrong? "I saw him, I did, I just want the reward."
"Maybe you did, maybe you didn't," Denys chuckled, dragging her toward the opposite end of the camp, away from Ser Amory and the men. The falls roared louder. Or did she hear hoofbeats? "But you'll see him again, never fear."
Arya's foggy mind spun as they approached the river. Had they caught him already? Were Beric and his men captives?
Then she saw the gallows.
Three bodies dangled in the wind. Between a man and a woman hung a knight in a ragged black cloak speckled with stars. His battered breastplate bore a forked purple lightning bolt, and a thicket of red-gold hair hid most of his swollen face. Arya's stomach lurched again.
"Another rope," Denys called to a man in chainmail. "We'll put her beside Dondarrion."
"No!" Arya shrieked. At last her stomach overcame her, and she retched. With a noise of disgust Denys released her, and she drew her dagger and slashed open his belly, his guts spilling out like worms as he fell.
The man in chainmail charged, his blade drawn. Arya grabbed for the dead man's sword, but Denys had fallen on his belly. Desperately she tried to roll him over, her hands slipping in the blood and guts. The man in chainmail raised his sword for a killing blow- and a great red direwolf tackled him to the ground.
Suddenly the air echoed with howls and snarls. In the distance ragged outlaws were fighting Ser Amory's men, and as she squinted she recognized some of their faces, Greenbeard and Lem, Alyn and Gendry- Get behind me, Sansa shrieked. Arya crawled behind her sister, her legs shaking, her head spinning. Why was the earth moving so much?
The man in chainmail stood, his face contorted with rage. The red direwolf snarled as the man approached, his sword streaked with blood.
"Want some more, bitch?" He swung the blade at Sansa, and the red direwolf dodged.
Arya scrabbled for the dagger and stumbled to her feet. If only she could get behind him! She took a few steps, then the ground rose up and slapped her.
The man charged at the red direwolf, Arya forgotten. Forward he came, and back Sansa retreated, her blue eyes fixed on the sword. Blood dripped from the direwolf's chest as the man drove her toward the falls. Where were the other wolves? Where was Nymeria? Arya licked her dry lips and screamed, just as Sansa slipped and fell into the river.
Time seemed to slow as the red direwolf thrashed against the current. Her fur was darker in the water, her eyes wide with fear- and then she was gone.
The ache in her legs disappeared as Arya got to her feet. She was on the man before he knew what hit him. His body might be covered in chainmail, but his head and neck weren't, and she stabbed and stabbed and stabbed until someone pulled her off, the dagger falling from her bloody fingers.
"Let me go!" Arya screamed, twisting and kicking. Her elbow flared with pain as it smacked against the knight's breastplate, but still she fought. Didn't he understand? It was all her fault, she had to go after Sansa. At last her energy was spent, and she went limp, her breaths ragged.
"She's gone," the man said, his raspy voice filled with sorrow as he deposited her on the ground.
And Arya looked up into the eyes of Beric Dondarrion.
Notes:
So, uh, holy shit. What do you guys think? :o
Ayejay-“ It would be unfortunate if Jaime were to run into any oversized wildlife on his journey.”
Me: … well now that has to happen
Chapter 54: Tyrion VII
Notes:
A Note on the Battle of the Blackwater: In canon, we see this battle from the POV of Davos, Sansa, and Tyrion. Thus far, Sansa's actions have not affected Stannis or his plans- Joffrey being dead changes nothing regarding the succession. Since retelling canon chapters unchanged is rather silly, I'm not including a Davos POV. Sansa isn't in King's Landing to provide a POV from within Maegor's, so that leaves us with the entire Battle of the Blackwater from Tyrion's POV. I hope you guys enjoy it.
Trigger warning: descriptions of battle injuries; canon-typical level of gore/detail.
Early September, 299 AC
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Cersei was a vision of innocence as she waved farewell to Tyrion and his men. Her hair was loose and lovely, her smile sweet, her gown a snowy white that put Ser Mandon's ghostly armor to shame. The queen waved with her good arm, the broken arm and its plaster cast well hidden within her dagged sleeves. Ever since their dinner she had been smooth as honey. It made him nervous.
For a moment Tyrion imagined short, dark locks in place of golden curls, impudent black eyes instead of glimmering green. He would feel far better with Shae to bid him farewell, but of course that was impossible. Varys had slipped her into his bechamber last night by way of a hidden passage. If she feared the battle to come, she hid it beneath a sly glance. Tyrion took her thrice before he was finished, claiming every inch of her slender body.
Afterwards Shae curled up like a cat, sated and smiling. Though her smile dimmed when he refused to give her any of the jewels he kept for her in his rooms. No matter how well she had earned them, giving her the jewels felt too much like signing his own death warrant. Not that he planned to risk his neck beyond overseeing the battle. Sorties were for tall, gallant men like Ser Balon Swann and eager striplings like cousin Lancel, not dwarfs who struggled to swing a battle-axe.
At least he knew Shae would be safe. Much as she hated it, Cersei was obliged to host all the highborn women of the city inside Maegor's, including Lady Tanda and her daughter Lollys, and of course Shae must accompany her mistress. The ladies would sup as though nothing was amiss, as though their husbands, brothers, and sons were not dying outside the city. Cersei would likely be the calmest woman present. There was no risk of Jaime dying in this battle, and everyone else was disposable so long as Tommen remained safe. She had seemed oddly certain that Stannis would never capture the king nor his mother.
Tyrion wished he could share her confidence as he led his red stallion through the gates, the singing from the castle sept growing faint. The sept had been crammed full of people since the first enemy sails were sighted. Elderly nobles and knights' children, washerwomen and grooms, falconers and bedmaids; in short, everyone in the keep not needed to fight the battle or serve Cersei and her guests.
It was the same at the Great Sept of Baelor on Visenya's Hill. Tommen had been at the Great Sept since morning, leading the people in prayer, his new crown gleaming on his golden curls. The boy had a strong sweet voice, and his septa had made him practice all the hymns until he knew them by heart.
Not that singing would do them any good. The Seven hadn't helped Renly defeat Stannis and his red god, no more than they had defended Jaime from Robb Stark's old gods. Although at least prayer to the old gods was quiet. Cersei mentioned that Sansa Stark had practically lived in the godswood after her father's arrest, her eyes closed in silent prayer. True, her father still lost his head, but the daughter had escaped.
Perhaps I should have visited the godswood, Tyrion thought as he rode down the cobbled streets, his men trailing behind him. Tyrion needed all the help he could get. Stannis had arrived days ago, his host swollen by Renly's leavings. Scouts reported near twenty thousand knights, light horse, and freeriders were camped on the south bank of the river, and Stannis's fleet was even more impressive.
By all rights, the city should yield. They could not withstand a siege; the city had been starving for months. Stannis was no Tywin Lannister. During the Greyjoy Rebellion he'd hanged his own men for theft and rape. Doubtless his men had orders not to molest the smallfolk so they would welcome Stannis as their rightful king. And why shouldn't they? Their miserable lives would remain mostly the same under Stannis as they did under Tommen- well, except for the whores. Stannis might still be foolish enough to try banning the brothels.
It was his own miserable life that Tyrion was concerned with. Somehow he doubted that Stannis would ransom the Lannisters back to their father. No, there would be heads on spikes, three of them at minimum. Cersei for adultery and incest, Tommen for being born of incest, and Tyrion for- well, Stannis would surely think of a reason.
And what did Tyrion have to prevent this gruesome end? There were no ravens from Lord Tywin or Uncle Kevan, no word as to whether Jaime had escaped. The defense of the city fell to him alone, and all he had were his wits, a few ships, mountain men, goldcloaks, sellswords, and wildfire.
There had been no need for wildfire yet, but the air tasted of ashes all the same. Stannis had lit the kingswood afire trying to smoke out Tyrion's mountain men. They were doubtless having a merry time of it, harassing the baggage train and slaughtering the scouts. He wondered if Shagga had found any goats, or if he was feeding the scouts' manhoods to the fires instead. His clansmen had torched all the grass that might have fed Stannis's horses.
Soon, the wildfire must come soon. They had reached the ramparts and Tyrion dismounted, handing his reins over to Podrick. He waddled up the steps, Ser Mandon at his heels, and a goldcloak boosted Tyrion onto a merlon so he could see the river below.
Stannis's ships had entered the Blackwater, their sails proud as they made their way up the river. Bronn had his orders; the chain should be rising from the water, the steel links covered in mud. The fools had sent no scout ahead, no little ship that might notice the freshly built winching towers. The fleet would burn, burn like the red god Stannis had turned to.
"Come on," Tyrion hissed as the three great trebuchets flung boulders at the ships. Two of Stannis's ships rammed into a Lannister warship, flinging men from her decks as though they were ants. One of the ships backed its oars, and the Lannister ship fell to pieces as the river rushed into its hull. Sailors were flailing in the water, trying to grab something, anything to keep them afloat, while their companions in armor sank to the bottom of the river, never to rise again.
A flash of green caught Tyrion's eye as flames rose from a ship. Whose ship it was, Tyrion could not say, for the writhing emerald dragons consumed it too quickly. Men were screaming, but that was only the first taste. Stannis's men were swarming over the decks of Lannister ships. The brave fools likely thought they were winning. But the fleet was drawing nearer to the hulks he'd stuffed with Aerys' rotten fruits, the oarmen bearing them unknowing to their doom.
And doom was coming swiftly. In the middle of the river Tyrion saw a ship with its rigging afire, yellow tongues flickering as she bore down on one of the hulks. The hulk swung in the current, and the iron ram caught her square on. The ship burst, spilling her poison into the river. One of the ships had realized something was amiss, cutting her grappling lines and backing away—
BOOM!
Tyrion clapped a hand over his eyes as the bright green flames half-blinded him. Beside him Ser Mandon Moore swore under his breath. The goldcloaks were cheering, forgetting their own men were on the river too. Tommen's ships burned as easily as Stannis's, wildfire leaping from deck to deck. And the screams, so many screams. Burning wraiths that had once been men flung themselves into the water, but wildfire could not be quenched.
Yet a few ships had escaped the inferno. Some Myrish galleys were rowing frantically to the south bank unscathed, and at least eight ships had landed beneath the city walls. Another thirty or forty galleys were well clear of the blaze. Frowning, Tyrion scanned the horizon. Another man might be daunted by the hellfire below, but not Stannis. He'd be bringing his men across soon enough, wildfire bedamned.
“My lord, hurry!” The runner threw himself to one knee, his chest heaving from dashing up the steps. “They’ve landed men on the tourney grounds, hundreds! They’re bringing a ram up to the King’s Gate!”
Tyrion hated being right. Cursing, he descended the steps. Podrick Payne helped him onto his horse and away he galloped, Ser Mandon and Pod close behind. It seemed only a moment before they reached the King's Gate, greeted by the echoing crash of a battering ram.
There were sellswords and gold cloaks all about, enough to form a strong column; why were they not defending the gate? Helpless with fury, Tyrion looked around. They had gone out before; he could tell from the wounded lying on the ground.
“Form up,” Tyrion shouted as the ram thundered against the shuddering gate. "Who's in command here?"
A goldcloak with blood dripping down his cheek shrugged. Whoever commanded here, he's dead or deserted, the Others take him. Sellswords and goldcloaks were not knights; they would not sally forth without a commander. Ser Balon Swann was down by the riverfront; so was Lancel. The Hound was with Cersei, damn her, and Ser Addam was with Tommen.
Tyrion glanced at Ser Mandon Moore. The light of the flames danced across his white enameled armor, turning it ghostly green. The knight met Tyrion's gaze, his eyes cold and dead, and Tyrion suddenly remembered that it was Ser Mandon who had pulled him off Cersei during the riot.
"Form up!" Tyrion shouted again, unsheathing his axe and waving it, praying he didn't lose his balance. I must have lost my wits, what am I doing?
A dozen men staggered to their horses, out of habit, most like, but the rest of them stared up at him, confused.
"Form up, damn you," Tyrion shouted. "If I'm half a man, what does that make all of you?"
He waved his axe again, the muscles in his arm screaming. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Pod rein up behind him, a sword in his hand and a stubborn look on his face. What was the boy thinking?
"Come on," Podrick shouted over the crash of the ram.
The men stared at dwarf and squire. Slowly, one by one, they began to mount up. He could hardly order Pod to go back now. With a grim smile Tyrion turned his horse about and trotted toward the sally port.
Tommen's standard streamed from Ser Mandon's lance as the wedge of horsemen charged towards the King's Gate. A knight called the alarm, men dropping the ram as the horses thundered at them, desperately grabbing for their weapons. Perhaps if they had more time they might have been able to withstand the sally, but the horses were on them too quickly.
Then, the slaughter began. Tyrion lopped a man's head in half with his axe. Ser Mandon impaled a man on his lance, blood staining the golden lion. Pod slashed down at the men at arms, screaming Halfman! with every slash. The air rang with the clang of steel and the whinnies of horses. Men afoot were no match for mounted men, and the batttering ram lay abandoned in the mud as its wielders fled.
Through the slit in his helm Tyrion could see the river was burning, great plumes of flame swirling and twisting in the air. Along the riverfront men were fighting as the invaders swarmed ashore from the burning ships.
"To the Mud Gate!" Tyrion commanded.
"The Mud Gate!" Ser Mandon shouted, and off they rode, Pod still screaming Halfman! With ragged voices the men took up the cry, all fear forgotten. Was this what battle was like for Jaime? Tyrion had never felt so alive. Men were staggering out of the river, half-drowned, half-burned. Didn't they know they were supposed to be dead? Well, that could be fixed easily enough.
With a giddy yell Tyrion swung his axe at an archer, the blade catching him in the throat. Time seemed to blur and slow as he whirled, his well-trained destrier trampling men under his hooves. Ser Mandon followed, wielding his sword as easily as if it were a toy, lopping off arms and heads alike. Tyrion had lost some of his sellswords and goldcloaks, but there were enough left for this miserable lot. A few men decided to take their chances in the river, flinging down their weapons and chainmail as they ran.
"My lord!" Someone shouted in his ear. Tyrion turned to see Ser Balon Swann, his pale armor splashed with blood, his mace held high as he pointed. "My lord, look!"
Tyrion looked. A line of galleys bridged the river, held together by grappling lines and webs of fallen rigging. A few were caught on each other's rams, water pouring in as they floundered. And on the decks, dozens, maybe hundreds of men were streaming across the river, clambering down onto the pier. How long would the bridge last? The fools didn't seem to know or care; the battle fever was on them. If enough of them made it across before the bridge collapsed...
"To the river!" Tyrion yelled, holding up his axe as his destrier reared. Halfman, Halfman! the men shouted, following.
The horses pounded down the long stone quay, Ser Mandon on his left, Ser Balon on his right. Pod, where's Pod? The squire had disappeared; Tyrion hoped he was among the throng riding behind them, but he didn't have time to look.
The men who dared to cross the bridge of ships were braver than those who had staggered ashore, and harder to kill. A knight nearly took Tyrion's head off with his greatsword, but he aimed too high, unused to such a short target. Ser Balon killed him before he could try again.
Again and again Tyrion swung his axe, aiming at men without helms, without armor, always going for the head and shoulders which were easiest for him to reach. As the blood spattered his face he laughed. I am no dwarf, I am death. Ser Mandon and Ser Balon shadowed him, wielding their blades with a dancer's grace, so beautiful that Tyrion stared for a moment before a hand grabbing at his reins reminded him where he was. He slashed at the hand and the man let go, clutching the maimed hand to his chest as he fell.
The men were packed so tightly that the stone quay disappeared beneath the crush. The red stallion charged through them like a knife through butter, on and on, until Tyrion realized too late that they had reached the end of the quay as the stallion leaped onto the bridge of ships.
Time blurred and slowed and sped up again. The horse was dead, but Tyrion must go on. His plate armor protected him from slashes and stabs but he could still feel each blow the armor turned aside as he killed his way across the ships.
He didn't see the blow that brought him to his knees, but he felt his skull ache from the impact. For a moment he lay stunned. Up, up, he told himself. Tyrion staggered to his feet, his ears ringing, stones plummeting about him. One moment a goldcloak was there, not twenty feet away, and the next he was gone, turned to bloody pulp by a boulder that crashed through him and the deck. They're trying to break the bridge, Tyrion realized, his blood running cold. He had to get out of here, before his own men killed him.
The water was up to his waist as he sloshed across the listing deck. If he fell in the river, he was done. He stripped off his gauntlets, his vambraces, his helm, but he could not remove the breastplate, not without help. Tyrion gritted his teeth as he clung to a bit of fallen rigging, using it to pull himself up the deck. His arms were weak, and the ropes chafed against his naked hands. Yet still he pulled, dragging himself up inch by painful inch. Then the rope caught on the rings of his chainmail sleeve. With a great yank Tyrion tore himself free, shoving the chainmail sleeves up to his elbows. Finally he reached the rail. The next ship was within his reach—
The galleys groaned as they ripped apart, black water gushing between his ship and the next. Tyrion clutched the rail with all the strength he had left as the river churned beneath him. He must get off the ship, he must. Already his face was covered in sweat from the heat as scattered tongues of wildfire lapped away at the deck, and if the wildfire did not take her the river would. As the ships pitched together again a white shadow appeared at the rail.
"LORD TYRION! TAKE MY HAND!"
Tyrion had never been so happy to see Ser Mandon Moore. Tyrion was leaning forward when he heard something snap, as if the sound of Cersei's arm breaking had been multiplied by a thousand. Cersei. The realization made him reel backward, the blade whistling as it slashed past his face, just missing the tip of his nose.
The ships rolled, and for a blessed moment Tyrion was out of Ser Mandon's reach. His cold dead eyes stared as the knight waited for the river to bring his prey back within range.
There was nowhere to go. Tyrion could not let go of the rail. Even if he managed to roll down the slanted deck without landing in a plume of wildfire, he'd drown when the ship sank. The galley lurched again, back toward the waiting specter in the pale armor. Ser Mandon leaned forward, his sword flashing in the firelight, and Tyrion closed his eyes as he let go—
A man shouted. Something large splashed into the water. Tyrion scrabbled to grab hold of something, anything to keep him from the water, his eyes still clenched tight shut as if that would save him- and one flailing hand landed in a patch of wildfire.
His eyes flew open as he screamed. He had never known such agony as the green flames dancing upon his fingers. Abruptly, the pain stopped. Distantly Tyrion watched the flames. They were almost dainty as they gnawed at his flesh, taking delicate bites until the tissues beneath the skin shone pink and red. He'd never seen finger bones before. Curious, he tried flexing his fingers, but there were no tendons left to move them, nothing but flames and ash.
Still the wildfire hungered. It crept up his forearm slowly, devouring first the sleeve of his linen gambeson, then the skin below. Someone was screaming, a high, terrible wail. Dimly beneath the screams he heard another voice yelling, not a man this time, but a boy—
"My lord! My lord!"
Somehow Tyrion looked away from the charred ruin that had been his hand. Ser Mandon had vanished, and in his place stood Pod. His little face was smeared with ash and blood, his eyes wide and white with terror. Run, save yourself. As if he had heard him, the boy turned and ran.
The wildfire had almost reached his elbow, Tyrion noted dispassionately. He wished whoever was screaming would die faster; the pain was bad enough without the awful noise tearing at his ears. With a crash and a splash the ship lurched. That was good. Maybe the screamer would drown and be put out of his misery.
Suddenly there was a blur of motion, a body flying through the air. Tyrion blinked. Pod? What was Pod doing here? And why was he raising his sword?
Notes:
Uhm. This got away from me. We've officially passed 100,000 words. What do you guys think? :o
Part II: Red Wolf is almost over. We’ve got Cat, Sansa, Arya, Bran, and Sansa up next, then we’re done with the events of Clash of Kings. Y’all are not prepared.
IMO Tyrion’s use of wildfire was a war crime, and today he learned that karma is a bitch.
Side note, Race for the Iron Throne’s recaps are an invaluable resource for fic writers hoping to better understand medieval context :)
Chapter 55: Catelyn V
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Though autumn descended upon the land, the godswood of Riverrun was much as Catelyn remembered— bright and airy, full of birds and flowers. Yet the beauty served only to sharpen her anger. How could the world be so beautiful when her boys were gone?
Catelyn did not bother to spread a cloak before seating herself on the grass. Her gown was simple, the Tully blue wool long faded. Catelyn had brought it on her travels because it had already known more than its fair share of mud. Rickon's hands were often filthy when he flung his arms around her skirts to give her a hug. The little handprints had made her sigh and laugh in equal measure.
As she stared up at the slender heart tree, Catelyn could almost see Rickon's little face in the pale weirwood. Yet Rickon had never worn the tree's sad expression. When she left Winterfell her youngest son had shown his distress with anger, not sorrow. The wind blew fallen leaves through the air, and she caught a glimpse of Bran in the ridges of bark. When Bran learned he would never walk again, was there anyone to comfort her sweet boy in her place? Gods forgive me, I left them there to die.
A trumpet blared in the distance. Soon she heard the clamor of horses and of armor, men cheering and shouting. Edmure must be back. She should go to him, bid him and his men welcome to Riverrun. Yet she could not stir from her seat. Let him find me here. Surely someone would tell him of the news the raven had brought three days past, but it would not be Catelyn.
When Maester Vyman had awoken her, she'd hoped Ser Rodrik had retaken Winterfell. But then Catelyn lit a candle and saw the look on the maester's face, and hope had died in a heartbeat.
All day she said nothing, as though clutching the grief tight would make it hurt the less. Ser Perwyn had asked what was wrong after she barely touched her supper, but she had ignored the question and bade him join the revelry in the yard. Unwilling to press his king's mother, he had gone, leaving with his brow furrowed.
The knight might have left her be, if not for the fact that he sat beside her at meals. He watched as she broke her fast with a few bites of egg; he fretted as she lunched on a mouthful of bread. After she ate not a single morsel at dinner, the knight followed her to the sept. Catelyn took her time, lighting candles to each of the Seven and praying in obdurate silence. But the knight was patient. Ser Perwyn knelt as she did, lighting candles of his own to the Warrior. How long she knelt she could not say. When she rose her knees ached, and she stumbled as the world spun.
Ser Perwyn had steadied her with a warm hand, and the simple kindness breached her walls. His face was a mask of horror as she told him of the raven's tidings, his words coming in awkward stammers as he tried to comfort her.
They had not spoken since. Oh, he still served Catelyn faithfully- he bade the kitchens bring her simple fare, and she ate it to stop the worry in his eyes. Yes, she could rely upon Ser Perwyn to tell Edmure where to find her. She could rely upon him to tell her brother what Theon had done.
The weirwood's face shifted, the sorrowful lips quirking into a sly smile. Theon. She had long wondered whether his slyness was how he protected himself. It could not be easy, to be taken from hearth and home at ten. Fostering was common enough, but to be a hostage... she had never trusted the boy, but she had watched him grow nonetheless. Theon had been a child of eleven when Bran was born, still trying to adjust to living so far from the sea. He had held Bran when he was only a week old, a soft smile on his face before he decided holding a baby was beneath him.
He saved Bran's life, only to take it himself. Robb had told her, half angry, half proud, of Theon's actions in the wolfswood. How he'd put an arrow through the wildling who held a dagger at Bran's throat. At the Twins, when she'd told Theon to have the Blackfish shoot down any ravens, he'd promised to bring her their feathers for a hat. In the Whispering Wood he had fought at Robb's side, had boasted of how near he came to crossing swords with the Kingslayer. Theon always thirsted for glory.
Edmure was years older, nearly a lord paramount, and still he longed to prove himself to their dying father. Even she with all her doubts had not foreseen how far Theon might go to win the approval of a father he had not seen in ten years. Robb never should have sent him away.
Robb. The ridges beneath the heart tree's lips blurred into a beard. A beard grown to lend him dignity, though he would not turn sixteen for several moons yet. Her firstborn son. Her only son. Her king. Gods save us Robb, what have you done?
The raven from the Crag had come yesterday as the sun was setting, an ill omen. Her stomach was already roiling when Maester Vyman brought the letter. I took an arrow in the arm while storming the Crag, Robb had written. When the wound festered, Jeyne had me taken to her own bed, and she nursed me until the fever passed. I captured her castle, and she has captured my heart.
A twig snapped on the ground behind her. Still looking at the heart tree, Catelyn broke her silence.
"I would have solitude, Ser Perwyn."
"It's me, Cat."
She turned. Edmure was spattered with dried red mud, his face pale and drawn.
"Perwyn told me I could find you here. He went off with Martyn Rivers; there was a raven for them." Edmure winced as he lowered himself to the ground beside her. His eyes were hollow and red-rimmed, his beard scraggly and unkempt.
"Did they tell you?" Catelyn asked, dreading the answer.
"Of Winterfell and of the Crag," Edmure replied.
"Ser Rodrik swears to take Winterfell back," she said bitterly. Never again would she sleep within those warm walls. Not now, not when her sons' heads had been mounted on them. "He has two thousand men, he says, and Theon only fifty. But it took only one to slay my sons."
Edmure opened his mouth to speak, then thought better of it. There were no words of comfort that could ease her pain. Awkwardly he patted her shoulder, flecks of dried mud dusting her gown. She looked at her brother again, noting how thin he was, how weary.
“How went the battle? Have the Lannisters crossed the river?”
“I threw them back. Lord Tywin, Gregor Clegane, I turned them away. Stannis, though …” He grimaced, burying his head in his hands.
“Stannis? What of Stannis?"
"Stannis lost the battle at King’s Landing,” Edmure said. “His fleet was burned, his army defeated. And Highgarden has declared for Tommen. Dorne as well.”
And Robb has lost the Freys, Edmure did not say. Shouts were ringing in the yard; doubtless the raven for Perwyn and Martyn had brought news of Robb's broken oath.
"Highgarden is a blow, but Dorne as well?"
Catelyn shook her head, wondering how much Lannister gold it had taken to pay for Princess Elia and her babes. A tremendous sum, surely, for bold as he was Robert had never dared visit Dorne, no more than the Martells or their bannermen came to court. But they had nursed their grief for nigh on twenty years; perhaps the pain had dulled.
Or perhaps not. Time was a strange thing. Lord Hoster whimpered on his deathbed, tormented by a cup of tansy tea served so long ago. No wonder Lysa had not come to ease his passing. When Catelyn realized the meaning of her father's moans she had begun a letter to Lysa, a letter begging her to come to their father before he died. The letter still sat in her solar, unsent. Twenty years had not dulled Lysa's grief, of that she was certain, and twenty years would not be enough to dull Catelyn's rage.
She looked at her scarred hands. Valyrian steel cut deep, but it had been worth it to save Bran's life, even if it were only for a year. Would that she could cut Theon's throat herself, but that grim task would not fall to her. Either Theon would fall in battle, or be kept for Robb's judgment when he returned. She had sent Ned's bones north to Winterfell, but Ice she had kept at Riverrun for Robb. Theon had carried Ice for Ned many a time, had handed it to him so he could do justice.
When Ice drank the turncloak's blood, she would not look away.
It was a fortnight before the raven came. Ser Perwyn brought the letter to her in her solar, setting it gently in her lap before taking his leave. She was weary, weary from hours spent with her dying father, from hours pondering how they might placate the Freys. Lord Walder was a hard man to make peace with, and Robb's marriage to a Westerling, a poor house with an ancient name, was sure to salt the wound. Martyn Rivers had departed the same day Edmure returned, taking nearly every Frey men with him.
All but Perwyn. Whatever anger he might feel toward Robb, he did not show it to Catelyn. She did not know why he had stayed, and she did not ask. Nor did she ask him for counsel on how they might make amends to Lord Walder. The wound was too raw; she did not wish to risk losing him. Sometimes she wished for Brienne's company, but Perwyn had done as well as any young knight might do.
She stared at the scroll, at the grey seal with its rows of wolf's heads. Whatever news Ser Rodrik sent, it could be no worse than that which came before. She broke the seal, bits of wax falling in her lap.
Catelyn read quickly, the words blurring before her eyes. We have retaken Winterfell , it read. Maester Luwin was injured... milk of the poppy... we pray he wakes. It was he that persuaded Theon Turncloak to yield and take the black...
She stood, the scroll rustling as she clenched it tight in her fist. He killed my sons. He deserves to die, not serve on the Wall. Catelyn prayed Maester Luwin would wake; he had brought her children into the world, nursed them through every illness... yet he had denied her justice, and that she could not forgive.
With angry strides she made her way to the godswood, heedless of the darkening sky. The Seven were her gods, the sept was her place, yet she did not know if the Seven could reach the Wall. Catelyn looked up at the mournful face, her eyes hard. Ned's nameless, ancient gods had not saved his life, but perhaps they might avenge his sons. She prayed in silence until she could not longer stand the chill, then made her way to the sept.
Unlike the lonely godswood, there were plenty of folk scattered about the sept. Edmure was on his knees, lighting a candle to the Mother. Men-at-arms and nobles alike lit candles to the Warrior and the Father, while servant women lit candles to the Mother and Maiden, even the Smith.
Catelyn began by lighting a candle to the Father Above, praying for justice for Bran and Rickon. To the Mother she prayed for Lysa and her lost child, asking her to soothe Lysa's hurt. She begged the Warrior to protect Robb and Brienne from harm, to strengthen their arms and uplift their hearts. From the Maiden she sought protection for Sansa and Arya; from the Smith she sought aid for the plowmen planting the last crops before winter. From the Stranger she sought nothing, though she lit a candle in memory of all her dead, her husband and her sons.
At last she came to the Crone. Her statue was shorter than the others, her back bent with age and care. Yet her pearly eyes still shone with wisdom, the light of her crystal lamp flickering upon her face. Show me the path, wise lady. It would take all the Crone's wisdom to restore the alliance with the Freys, but it could be done. It must be done.
Notes:
Oh boy :| what do you guys think?
Chapter 56: Sansa VI
Chapter Text
As the river wound through the trees, the roaring of the falls grew faint. With gentle hands the current pulled the direwolf toward a fork in the river. Most of the river continued through the woods, yet a small part slipped away, swirling towards a pockmarked mound of rock. The hands tugged, and Sansa followed the smaller fork, whimpering as the rock drew near. She would be smashed against it for certain, she was too bruised and broken to fight the current— then a mouth yawned in the bottom of the mound, and the tunnel swallowed her.
For hours she floated in the darkness, her ears twitching at every splash as she waited for the end. A sharp pain throbbed in her chest where the sword had cut; her legs and ribs ached from going over the falls. The direwolf knew she could not survive another plunge. Any moment the river would dive deep into the earth, and she would be dashed against the rocks below.
When at last she caught a glimpse of light, it was almost a relief. The Crone was coming with her lantern to light her path to the Stranger. She looked into the lantern— and her eyes burned as she blinked back spots. The echoes of the tunnel were gone. Leaves rustled above her head in an early morning breeze.
Yet even as the river pulled the direwolf towards the sun, the light began to dim. Cool mist crept over the world, a soft grey wave that rolled over everything in its path. First the trees disappeared, then the riverbank, then her own paws in the slackening current.
All was quiet, but for the soft murmurs of the rabbits in their burrows and the birds in their nests. She barely heard the ripples of the boat until it was upon her, and small hands with sharp claws pulled her from the water.
Eyes, so many eyes were watching. Gold cat’s eyes set in nut-brown faces; bloody eyes in bone-white bark. She was bare before their gaze, from the soles of her feet to the terrible gash that ran from her navel to between her breasts.
Sansa wanted to vomit, to cover herself, but she could not move. She was caught in a net of song, the voices strange yet familiar as their music wound over her limbs. Slowly, ever so slowly, the gaping red wound began to close, the profaned flesh sewn together without thread or needle until all that remained was a puckered scar, shining silver against her pale skin. Still she could not move, nor speak, only cry out in fear within her mind.
Feathers fluttered through the air. Little claws pricked her, soft wings tickled her, and her nakedness was covered in a gown of songbirds. The birds began to sing, the sweet notes twining around the voices of the singers. There was nothing Sansa could do but listen, and her eyes fluttered shut as she let the music sweep her away.
From above she saw a great lake, waters shimmering in the sun. A cluster of little boats rode the waves, their sailors no bigger than children. As one the children raised their voices. Slowly an island rose from the waters, and the children landed on its shores.
Three ways they went, the singers. Some crept into the hills and caves, their voices rumbling like the deep places of the earth. Some walked through the forest, their voices rustling like leaves. And some remained by the shore, swimming in the waters, their voices rippling like streams. Yet all the voices wove together, without discord or strife between them, and their beauty was that of the world itself, in all its joy and sorrow.
Sorrow, oh, sorrow she knew too well, and Sansa wept, and the eyes of the weirwoods wept with her. Wept for her father’s death, for her mother’s loss, for her brothers far away. Wept for the little sister forced to grow too fast, for their orphaned friend, for the milkmaid with her stolen innocence, for the blacksmith’s boy with the blood of a king. Wept for the smallfolk and their villages turned to ash; wept for the levies raised to burn them.
And yet, when Sansa thought her sorrow so deep she might drown, her heart burned with rage. Where was the justice for those she mourned? Had she not kept her word, planting weirwoods wherever she went? Where were the gods, old or new, who should right these wrongs? You cannot change it, the weirwoods whispered. And she looked into their eyes, and she fell.
The world spun, and Sansa saw herself on the floor of her chambers, blood trickling from her ear. Save yourself some pain, girl, and give him what he wants, the Hound rasped, yanking her to her feet. She blinked, and the sun shone down on silk pavilions and green grass. The Mountain’s a brute, but a loyal one, Joffrey laughed, lances shattering in the distance, he slew the last Targaryen scum for my grandfather.
Faster and faster the world spun as Sansa struggled against the music that bound her. She glimpsed Tywin Lannister, pale green eyes glinting as he presented his bloody gift to the new king, three corpses in crimson cloaks. She glimpsed Princess Elia holding a dagger in hands that shook, before the Mountain knocked it from her grip and slammed her to the floor beside her murdered babe. She glimpsed a toddler with golden brown skin hiding under a bed as a gauntleted hand reached for her. She glimpsed a boy with golden hair and a white cloak, his eyes terrified as he drew his sword.
So much death, the voices murmured, who are you to strive with fate, little girl? Visions flashed past Sansa’s eyes, a city filled with screams, two armies fighting astride a river, an immense ruined castle surrounded by pavilions and knights, a princess with a swollen belly beneath a weirwood whose eyes were filled with hate.
You could not save your father; you cannot save her, you cannot save them, the voices taunted. Those greater than you have tried and failed, greenseers with power you cannot dream of.
She was no greenseer, no child of the forest. What power did she have? She could slip her skin and see strange things in her dreams, but to what end? Perhaps she was as useless as she often felt, good for naught but needlework.
The visions ceased, and all was darkness. Life is not a song, sweetling, Baelish mocked, the words echoing in the void as the voices repeated his words. Not a song, not a song, not a song.
She’d written her own songs, Sansa thought dimly. Silly little things for the babies, but the song for her father was serious as the grave. It spreads quickly through the realm, m’lady, Tom of Sevenstreams had told her. He’d written a song too, a song about the red wolf, about the beautiful maiden who slew a false king.
Not a song, not a song, the voices repeated. Yet beneath them she heard another echo. Who are you to strive with fate? Sansa frowned. She was the maiden, she was the red wolf. She had slain Joffrey, she was the blood of Winterfell.
Life is not a song—
Then I will make it a song! Sansa cried out.
The net shattered, the music suddenly gone. The birds fled as her nakedness vanished beneath long red fur, her fury deep and cold as winter, her hope blazing like a star as the direwolf howled a promise to the skies.
And the singers saw, and the singers smiled.
Notes:
Got massive writer’s block and had a string of headaches, but here we are. What do you guys think? :o
Chapter 57: Bran VI
Chapter Text
The further north they went, the deeper Bran dreamed.
Theon stood upon the walls of Winterfell, his face screwed up with fury. There were two little heads on spikes behind him, and a flicker of fear in Theon’s eyes. Bran could hear Old Nan weeping below, but Maester Luwin stared in silence.
Reek lay upon a bed, a sword by his side. Green pus oozed from the wounds made by Lady Hornwood’s nails, the pale fishy eye swollen shut. Luwin cleaned the wound with steaming wine and applied a poultice of herbs. He added a pinch of some dark substance to the inside of the linen, then wrapped the eye.
Reek rode away from Winterfell, the bandage and a terrible smile on his face.
It was easy to sleep in the wolfswood. The trees grew thick and close, with branches that embraced like lovers. They saw no other folk as they traveled along faded hunting trails. Now and then they saw a weirwood, standing alone or in pairs. At each weirwood they paused to gift it blood, usually that of a squirrel or a hare. The weirwoods seemed lonesome without their faces, but Bran did not know how to carve, and he was too proud to ask Jojen or Meera to carve for him.
Robb sat proudly astride his horse beneath a ruined castle, his sword in his hand and a bronze crown upon his helm. Men in silver and red scaled the walls as Robb shouted for men in white and grey to ram the main gate. A curly haired squire wearing the badge of House Frey shoved Robb half out of the saddle, and an arrow that should have pierced his throat only grazed him.
Robb lay in bed as a girl with a heart shaped face tended the angry wound. A lady in a seashell necklace sat in a nearby chair, embroidering. The Greatjon strode into the room, his face grim as he handed a letter to Robb. Robb’s face fell as he read, his face as closed and cold as the crypts. No sooner had the Greatjon departed than the lady went too. That was odd. No one ever left Theon and Sansa alone in her room.
With no one there but the girl, Robb began to weep in silence, tearing at his hair and striking his chest. Gone was the stern King of Winter; Robb looked like Bran’s brother, the boy in the wolfswood who had been too afraid to decide what to do with a wildling woman. His crown lay upon the table beside the bed, and Robb cast it to the floor, his hands searching until he found a dagger beside a tray of half eaten food. The girl cried out, laying gentle hands upon Robb and kissing his brow until he dropped the dagger. Then Robb began to kiss her back, desperately, his hands twining in her soft brown hair, and Bran looked away.
They had been riding in the wolfswood for days and days when Dancer missed her footing. It was lucky that they had just passed a pile of stones that looked like the remains of a tower. There was a dry vault below, and Meera made them soft beds of leaves.
The mountains were enormous, great teeth of blue-grey stone capped by more snow than Bran had ever seen. Wildlings on shaggy garrons watched as two men of the night’s watch dueled, their swords shining in the sun. One had a long grey braid, as grey as his faded cloak. He fought with his left as though he’d been born with the blade in his hand, and the other ranger- Jon, it was Jon under the shaggy beard- staggered back beneath the savage blows.
Summer had caught a brace of hares. Meera skinned them and cut them into little chunks, and Jojen added roots he’d gathered. The stew bubbled for hours in the little stewpot Osha had packed in their saddlebags, and when his belly was full, Bran slept.
Wildling and boy knelt in silence in the cave. Shaggy gnawed on an enormous bone as Rickon petted him. Osha sliced a haunch of meat into very thin strips, careful to remove all the fat. Two saddlebags lay empty on the floor of the cave, their contents spread out. Where was their horse?
The wind howled outside the tumbledown tower. It was growing colder, Bran knew. How long would autumn last? He missed Winterfell, the pleasure of sinking into a hot bath, the warmth of his bed.
Ser Rodrik’s courser paced as he waited for the great black stallion to draw closer. A glint of humor shone in Theon’s eyes as he spoke to the castellan, who grew redder with every word. Theon waved to the walls and led Ser Rodrik toward the gates, only to find a squat man on the drawbridge, axe in hand.
Faster and faster the dreams came, and Bran greedily drank in every moment beyond the walls of the vault.
Arya retched into a bucket. A fair haired boy in a pale purple cloak dabbed at her forehead with a damp cloth, his face concerned. A loose skinned man with shaggy grey hair frowned as he looked into the fire. A scarecrow with a black ring about his neck and a lightning bolt on his breastplate took Arya by the arm, and she yanked away in fury.
It was night, and Arya crept from beneath the hollow hill. She was saddling a horse when a muscular boy clapped a hand on her shoulder, his face stubborn.
Each day Meera had to take the horses further to graze. She was careful to walk Dancer slowly. The filly’s chestnut coat gleamed in the slim ribbon of sunlight that had found its way to the forest floor.
The sun blazed down on a plaza of red brick. Rank on rank of young men stood in spiked bronze caps, their skins every color from darkest ebony to palest white. A girl on a horse rode before them. Her horse was as silver as the hair that just brushed the back of her neck. She waved a whip in the air and cried out in a strange tongue.
Behind her, three dragons perched on a litter, their scales shining green and cream and black. All three were chained, but a group of men wrapped in strange robes were yanking at the black and scarlet dragon’s chain. The dragon hissed as the silver girl approached. Suddenly she swept the lash in one of the men’s faces, and sang out a word. The black dragon’s flame caught the man full in the face, and the silver girl was shouting, and her men were attacking those in robes, and the green and cream dragons were looking at Bran.
Bran turned away from the squirrel stew. Summer and his smaller cousins had brought down a deer, and he had already feasted in Summer’s skin. Jojen watched Bran sadly, his cheeks pale as a weirwood.
Weirwood trees were all around, each with its face. Sansa lay by a rocky pool, the fair skin of her legs exposed by the short gown of green leaves she wore. In the pool swam children. Or were they? Their brown skin was dappled like that of a fawn, their slitted eyes enormous, their voices clear as they sang. Beside Sansa a small woman crouched, her skin as green as her garb. Gently the woman tossed a pebble in the water, and Sansa watched as the ripples spread.
For weeks and weeks they had waited, and at last Dancer’s leg was healed. As they left the tumbledown tower, Bran wondered how far north they must ride.
Bran had not known mountains could be red. There was not a cloud in the sky as the group of riders made their way through the pass. At the head of the column rode a lord in a cloak of pale scarlet silk, his stallion’s hair as dark as night, his mane and tail like flame. Beside the lord rode a lady on a sandy mare.
Their banners were as strange as the hooded silk cloaks that hid their faces from the sun. There were lemons on a purple field, a crowned skull, black scorpions, red and yellow flames, a golden feather on green checks… but the largest banner boasted a brilliant red sun pierced by a golden spear.
Notes:
Well, it’s been a day. Ran (speed walked) 13.1 miles, wrote half of this in the bath, then finished it while recovering on the couch.
Yes, Bran is a camera for missing Jon, Theon, and Dany POVs. We’ll get a Theon POV in part III as his path diverges. Taking the black *seemed* like a good idea at the time…
As for Robb, all we get in canon is that Jeyne “comforted” him the night he learned Bran and Rickon were dead. I wrote how I thought that might go with a traumatized 15 year old. God, I wish they hadn’t cast Richard Madden as Robb, he was 25!
Only one more chapter until the end of Part II- Red Wolf. I haven’t named Part III yet.
Chapter 58: Sansa VII
Chapter Text
The silvery moon peered through her veil of clouds as the direwolf swam to shore. Her destination loomed ahead, a dark shadow in the moonlight. The great towers reached into the night sky, five broken fingers. The tallest had suffered the most ruin; its top was melted, the granite turned to slag. Sansa had not believed stone could melt, but Old Nan had told her true. King Harren and his sons defied the dragons, and Aegon the Conqueror burned them in their hall.
The direwolf paused, her nose twitching. Suddenly she turned, making for the woods beside the castle. Her cousins were here, cousins who could help her- she howled, tail wagging.
When no reply came, the direwolf followed her nose to a den beside a stream. The direwolf was almost too big to squeeze through the entrance. She crawled down a tunnel that was at least twice her length before opening into an empty chamber.
The scents were a few days old. Sansa inhaled deeply, sorting through the smells as Fleetfoot had taught her. Nine wolves had lived here. The oldest male and female had been the parents. The other five adults were their children, and the last two were pups from the autumn litter. With some effort Sansa wiggled back out of the den, shaking the dirt off her fur. Now that she had their scents, she could follow their trail.
The deer’s carcass lay on the forest floor, its flesh almost entirely gone. The direwolf snuffled at the carrion. A badger, a weasel, and several ravens had been here, taking advantage of the wolves’ kill. And all around, the stink of men and wolf blood.
The red direwolf whimpered. Ever since Nymeria’s wolves knelt to Robb, they were off limits, so Anguy had said. Had the westermen retaken Harrenhal? Hunger gnawed at Sansa’s tummy, so the red direwolf gnawed on what was left of the deer, stripping the flesh with her sharp fangs and powerful jaws. It was not as good as a fresh kill, but it was still meat.
By the time she finished eating and loped toward the castle, it was almost dawn. She concealed herself in a bush, waiting for enough light to see the banners on the walls. To her confusion she saw the Stark direwolf racing across its ice-white field. What northman would defy his king? The banner beneath the direwolf was pale pink, with a red man at the center… The Red Kings of the Dreadfort flayed their enemies, and made cloaks of their skins, Old Nan had said. Even a few Starks suffered such a fate, before the Boltons bent the knee to the Kings of Winter. And despite her warm fur, Sansa shivered.
It took several nights to dig under the wall of the godswood. She was unused to digging, and the walls were immensely thick. Sansa slept during the day, but she found little respite from her labors. Since leaving the isle, every time she closed her eyes she saw lavish chambers, a broken door, bloody skirts, and death.
Her nightmares only increased her fear of discovery. What would they do to her, if she was seen? If she remained a wolf she would surely be slain by a dozen arrows; if she returned to her maiden’s skin she would be naked, entirely at the mercy of Lord Bolton and his men. Sansa wished she had not slipped inside a friendly pigeon to scout the castle. The sight of the stripped and shaved women in the stocks had made her return to her own body with a jolt, and she had vomited the entire contents of her stomach. She had been cautious before, but now every snapping twig sent her scurrying to hide. Yet still she clung to her resolve, forcing herself to keep going despite her aching paws.
By the time she emerged inside the godswood, her limbs were sore and trembling. The godswood stretched out before her, ten times the size of the one at Winterfell. The ground was littered with the fallen needles of pines and sentinels. Bats squeaked overhead as the direwolf paused to drink from a little stream, letting the cool water soothe her sore paws. Rocks littered the stream bed. She nosed among them, searching until she found one that was slim and sharp as a knife.
The heart tree shone in the moonlight, her limbs white as bone, her leaves black as pitch. Yet as Sansa beheld the weirwood’s face her blood ran cold. The eyes were flaring and full of hate, the mouth twisted with disgust. Thirteen great wounds marked the trunk below the terrible face. Sansa’s heart fluttered like a rabbit’s as she gazed up at the tree.
“Can it be done?” Sansa asked, watching the ripples spread across the water.
“Many have tried,” the green woman said, her sunken eyes glimmering.
“What must I do?”
“Your will must be as steadfast as stone, as strong as water, as deep as the roots of the trees.”
“And then?”
The green woman sighed as she brushed Sansa’s hair away from her cheek. With deft fingers she plucked a tiny pebble from the rocky shore.
“There is a cost, young one, no matter how small the pebble. Even the singers do not know all, as they learned to their sorrow. What you want may not be what you receive.”
“But—” the green woman pressed a finger to Sansa’s lips.
“Time grows short, and the wolf must learn her songs. Come; the singers are waiting.”
Slipping into her own skin was as simple as breathing, though the pain of splintering bones took long moments to fade. Without the protection of her fur, the night air felt cool. Sansa's exposed skin prickled with goosebumps. The old gods did not care for crystal crowns or silken garb. She stood before them bare, as bare as she had come into the world.
The knife lay at her feet. Sansa bent and picked it up, determined not to falter.
“You have been fortunate,” the green woman said, examining the little silver lines on Sansa’s forearms. “Blood flows through the body like a river with many streams. Cut too large a stream, and you will lose your life’s blood in minutes.”
Sansa inhaled deeply as she cut her arm where the green woman had showed her. Before a single drop of blood could drip to the ground, Sansa pressed the wound against the trunk, against that awful twisted mouth. She steeled herself as she met the heart tree’s gaze, her belly swooping as she fell down into those bloody eyes.
She looked upon a singer, golden eyes shining in her nut-brown face. An obsidian knife was in the singer’s hands, stained with sap. The walls of the godswood were gone, and there were singers all around. For a moment Sansa watched, curious.
But only for a moment. Sansa knew where she needed to be, and it was not this ancient wood with its saplings and singers. Take me here, she commanded, calling up a vision of a cherrywood cane, of a woman lying on a bed of leaves.
She looked upon a dark haired girl hanging a shield from a branch. It bore a device she did not know, a weirwood with a laughing face. The girl grinned, and with a start Sansa realized it was Arya, but she was older, and wearing a fine gown. This isn’t what I need, Sansa insisted. The girl turned as footsteps approached, and was gone.
She looked upon a princess lying on the grass, her babe asleep against her round belly. Beside her stood a tall knight, his pale sword gleaming like the rising sun. Sansa called to them, but they paid her no heed.
“He meant no ill,” the Sword of Morning said quietly. “He never saw her before this tourney, I swear.”
“What was he thinking?” The princess hissed. “It matters not what he intended; his father will take it for another sign of rebellion. And what of Baratheon and Stark? Their wrath is almost as great as Oberyn’s.”
Ser Arthur Dayne hesitated, his purple eyes uncertain.
“Rhaegar thinks the prophecy…”
“The Others take his prophecy!" Princess Elia's eyes were gold as honey, but there was no sweetness in her gaze. "If it will be then it will be, but his choices are his own.”
“It was but a moment of foolishness, this business with Lyanna Stark will soon be forgotten,” the kingsguard soothed.
“No!” Sansa shrieked.
Princess and knight frowned as they looked up at the rustling leaves. A spark of hope leapt in Sansa’s heart- and it almost went out as they looked away.
A thousand voices sighed, unsurprised, resigned. She was but one, bright though she was. What could she do alone? She was fading already; she'd be dead before they heard her, her spirit floating away to join the others within the weirwood.
Sansa closed her eyes and breathed. She thought of deep roots beneath the wolfswood and wrapped them around her spirit, holding her fast. She thought of the roaring waters of the White Knife and let them flow through her, the power shining as she rebuilt her body. She thought of the unyielding northern mountains, drawing on their steadfastness to strengthen her resolve. Last she thought of Winterfell, of her father and mother, of Robb, of Arya and Jeyne, of Bran and little Rickon, of Gage and his lemoncakes, of tiny Beth Cassel, all those she loved both living and dead. The pack was with her, the pack was always with her.
Sansa opened her eyes and looked down upon the princess and the knight. Every inch of her blazed with magic, magic no human was meant to claim. She could not hold it long; it would consume her. She must do what she had come here to do, and quickly. But how? There was no time to explain, to argue against their doubts- it came to her suddenly, and she laughed, her voice echoing across time and space. The princess and the knight looked up, their eyes widening as they saw her. Brown eyes met blue, and with a flash of lightning it was done.
Sansa awoke slowly, her eyes nearly blinded by the sun shining overhead. Every fiber of her being ached as though she had been thrown over another waterfall. Her limbs trembled as she tried to sit up, and dimly she realized her arm was still bleeding. That couldn't be good. Her head spun and she fell, tree roots digging into her upper back. Her skin was covered in a sheen of sweat, and her breathing was quick and shallow.
She was supposed to be doing something, something important. The stream burbled behind her, and her breath caught. The wolf must learn her songs. Her voice shaking, Sansa began to sing softly, her voice rippling like clear water. Slowly the skin pulled itself together over the wound, the bleeding stopped. It worked. She smiled, and the world went dark.
It took three days for her to recover her strength. Most of her time she spent in slumber, when she wasn’t eating what nuts and berries she could persuade the squirrels and rabbits to bring her. They had been frightened of her at first, for no wolves lived in the godswood. But she had convinced a few of them to help her, now that she was a maiden again. Being naked terrified her, but she lacked the strength to slip into her wolfskin.
Until now. Her limbs no longer trembled, and her mind no longer felt as though it was stuffed with wool. She was tired, and hungry, but that could not be helped. Once she transformed, she could return to the isle and rest there. She was lucky she had not been found already, with a castle full of northmen. Several times she’d heard men coming to the godswood, and fled to hide in her tunnel until they went away.
It took her over an hour to find the feeling of pack, of paws and fur instead of hands and hair. Slowly she crept out of the godswood, crawling under the wall using the tunnel she had made. As she trotted away from Harrenhal, she looked back. Beneath the afternoon sun the Stark direwolf still flew above the keep, and beneath it, the flayed man of Bolton. Were she a maiden she would have wept bitter tears, but a direwolf could not cry. Still, her heart was heavy as she made her way to the lake.
She reached the lake in the middle of the night. Sansa yelped as the cold water brushed against her paws. For a moment she felt refreshed, but then doubt gnawed at her. What if her limbs seized up halfway across the lake? She might drown before the singers came. Her stomach rumbled, and Sansa knew how she must spend her night instead.
It was easier to curl up to sleep with a belly full of duck. She found a nice thick bush to protect her from the wind, and dug herself a little burrow beneath it. Perhaps there was some other reason for the banners. Sansa had thrown her pebble with all her might, she knew it had struck the water. She had only to wait to see the ripples. As she fell asleep, Sansa thought of her family.
She awoke shivering. Her skin was bare against the dirt, her thick red fur gone. Sansa bit her tongue to keep from shrieking and tried to slow her racing heart. She just needed to change her skin again, that was all. Yet as she grasped for the feeling of pack, it slipped through her fingers. Her head was spinning, and her limbs were shaking again. The croaking of frogs made her head throb; the scent of fish made her stomach heave. Clenching her teeth together, she tamped down on her senses until she could hear and smell almost nothing. How much blood had she lost before she sealed the wound?
I must go to the lake, and call to the singers.
Harrenhal was miles behind; there were no fishermen on this lonely part of the shore. Besides, she had no other choice. Sansa crawled across the rocky beach, pebbles digging into her palms and her knees.
She gasped when the frigid water hit her skin. With shaky fingers she began to wash away the dirt and dried blood that streaked her body. Little by little her strength returned, and she stood, wading into the lake up to her waist. The Isle of Faces lay in the distance, as green and lush as she remembered. As she washed her hair she began to sing, the music carrying across the water. I am bathing in a pool like Jonquil, Sansa thought giddily. Her hair was almost to her waist now, the long waves rolling over her breasts and belly.
By the time she felt clean the pain in her head had subsided. With a sigh she opened up her senses, hoping to hear the singers in the distance. Instead, she heard footsteps behind her, and the clanging of steel. A man whistled crudely.
"You there, girl, turn around." Desperately Sansa reached for her wolfskin, for the feel of fur and claws-
"Turn around, and keep your arms down,” the man ordered, his voice cruel. Her heart pounding, she obeyed.
The northman grinned and whistled again. He looked to be a youth in his twenties, comely enough for a man at arms. “Very nice,” he said, spitting on the ground. Sansa shuddered. She was halfway in the lake already, she could swim away- then her eyes fell on the crossbow at his back.
“Ah, so you saw her? Best be friendly then,” the man said, drawing his crossbow and patting it affectionately. “Come here.”
She could hear a rider approaching as she stepped forward slowly, and Sansa prayed with all her might that he was half as true and noble as Ser Arthur Dayne.
“Leave the wench be,” a ringing voice commanded as the knight emerged onto the shore.
The knight was thin, his cheeks hollow. His left hand held the reins; his right was gone, the arm ending in a stump. His too large surcoat was a plain dark brown, his shield blazoned with a black bat.
Sansa swallowed as she looked at the knight's face. Some might be fooled by the ill fitting garb and the short beard, but not Sansa.
"Ser?" The crossbowman asked. “We’ll be watering the horses a good while yet; what I have in mind won’t take but a moment. Quicker than what you did with the bear.”
The knight sighed, annoyed. He had barely even glanced at her.
“As if once wasn’t enough today- girl, are you a maiden?”
Sansa blushed and nodded, not trusting herself to speak.
“Good, you’ll be staying one. I only rescue maidens.” The knight’s lazy smirk did not reach his eyes, and as he brought his horse closer, he began to frown. Please, oh please, let him think me some fisherman's daughter. He'd seen her only briefly, and she'd grown since. The knight stared at her face, ignoring her frantic attempts to cover herself with her hands.
“Go fetch Steelshanks,” the knight ordered. “Tell him to bring Brienne and a spare gown.”
When the crossbowman was gone, Jaime Lannister bowed in his saddle, a mocking grin upon his lips.
“What a pleasant surprise it is to see you, Sansa Stark.”
End Part II
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That’s it for Part II: Red Wolf. We’re now leaving Clash of Kings and making our way into a very different Storm of Swords.
What was Sansa doing at Harrenhal? Will she escape Jaime, or be dragged back to King’s Landing? Where’s Arya? Will Catelyn ever see her girls again? What’s up with the Dornish?
Don’t worry, you’ll find out soon :) I already have Part III: Caged Wolf outlined in a lot of detail. We’ll have several new POVs joining us, including a Dornish POV 👀
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Chapter 59: Part III: Caged Wolf (Catelyn I)
Chapter Text
Part III: Caged Wolf
Catelyn’s belly roiled as she watched the host depart Riverrun. Below the Stark direwolf flapped a scarlet banner bearing a silver fist, the sigil of House Glover. Robett Glover had boasted that he would fling the ironmen into the sea and have Moat Cailin free in no time.
Catelyn wished she could share his optimism. Glover did not mourn her sons as Catelyn did, he did not fret over Lysa’s silence or Lord Walder’s fury. Winterfell was retaken, wayns of gold were coming from the Westerlands, and Stannis was sent running back to Storm’s End. Small wonder the northmen were in good spirits, eager to wreak their vengeance upon the ironmen. With few other options, Robb had commanded Robett to march north up the kingsroad. As they neared Moat Cailin, Wyman Manderly would send ships down to the Bite. It would take weeks to ferry the nine thousand men, even if the weather was fair.
As Catelyn left the ramparts, Ser Perwyn Frey at her heels, she wondered at Robb’s strategy. Her son had ordered Glover to leave four thousand of his foot soldiers at Riverrun, half of them archers. What is Robb planning? The Lannisters were securing their hold over King’s Landing; Tywin had no reason to come meet Robb in the field. Nor could Robb march upon the capital; with Margaery Tyrell betrothed to little Tommen the combined Lannister and Tyrell host defending the city numbered over fifty thousand men. All they had to do was wait for Robb to return north, then crush the Riverlands into submission.
“Are you well, my lady?” Ser Perwyn’s face was wrinkled with concern.
“I am well enough,” Catelyn replied. “I shall see to my father until dinner; you may take your leave.”
With a bow Ser Perwyn left, doubtless to train in the yard. The only way to be rid of him was by command. Nearly two moons had passed since word of her sons’ deaths, and though she had resumed eating normally, the knight barely left her side. His hovering was both sweet and grating. She was no hysterical maiden to be watched over lest she do herself some harm. Still, Perwyn had been of some help as Catelyn pondered how Robb might make peace with Lord Walder.
If only Lysa would find her courage, Catelyn thought sadly as she made her way to her father’s chambers. The knights of the Vale could make all the difference. Who knew how short autumn might be; the Westerlands and the Reach could starve as easily as the North if the levies were not back in the fields soon. With thirty thousand fresh men supporting Robb even Tywin Lannister would have to agree to peace until the end of winter.
Surely there was some way to persuade Lysa. Catelyn still had not sent the letter she had written after realizing what Hoster Tully had done to his youngest daughter. Guilt gnawed at Catelyn as she wondered what she would have done in Hoster’s place. She would not have tricked her sister into drinking tansy tea, but what would she have done instead? Would she have let Lysa marry the man who had dishonored her? He could not have been of high birth, or her father might have allowed the match. Still, even a hedge knight was quite different than a wandering singer or a baseborn apprentice.
Her father was asleep when she reached him, his face pale and wan. Catelyn took up her sewing, still pondering the identity of the wretched stripling Lysa had wished to marry. Perhaps if she identified the boy, she might think of a way to convince Lysa. Her memories of Riverrun before the rebellion were dusty, yet she had little else to think of until Robb returned.
She was no closer to identifying the stripling a week later when the howling from the kennels announced Robb’s arrival. Only Grey Wind sent the hounds into such a state. Cat hastened to the ramparts, desperate to lay eyes on her only living son. Ser Perwyn was already there, his lips tight as he watched them approach.
It was a King who came to Riverrun, the bronze and iron crown sitting comfortably on his head. Robb’s beard was gone, but his face was hard and lean, his bearing regal. Grey Wind loped behind him, as fierce and proud as his master. She did not see Nymeria, nor the great pack of wolves who had followed Robb west.
Beside Robb rode a girl who must be his bride. Jeyne Westerling had a heart-shaped face, soft chestnut curls and a shy smile. Even without the Freys she would be a poor match. Rarely did the Starks wed outside the North, and then only to the sons and daughters of great lords of the Riverlands or the Vale. Ned’s great-grandmother had been a Blackwood; his great-aunt Jocelyn Stark had wed a Royce. Robb and Arya would never have been promised to Freys, but for Lord Walder’s obstinacy. As for the Westerlings, their house was ancient but impoverished, and worst of all, sworn to Casterly Rock.
“My brother is not here,” Perwyn said softly. He did not sound surprised at Olyvar’s absence. Lord Walder had ordered all his brood and their men back to the Twins; of course he had summoned Robb’s squire. Catelyn wondered if Black Walder Frey had been forced to bodily drag the youth from Robb’s side.
“Robb was fortunate to have so staunch a man as his squire,” Catelyn said truthfully.
Now a boy of ten rode by Robb, the seashells marking him as another Westerling. He looked up at Robb adoringly when he should have been focused on his horse. From the mop of curls she suspected he was Jeyne’s little brother. A young knight and a girl of Sansa’s age also wore the seashells, as did an older woman who could only be their mother. Beside her rode an older knight bearing a shield with three black pepperpots. Catelyn noted that both kept well clear of the direwolf.
As Robb advanced toward the gate Catelyn descended the ramparts as quickly as she could while keeping her dignity. She could not throw her arms about her kingly son, but she could be there to greet him as soon as he entered the yard.
She reached the yard just before Robb, and took a moment to tidy her skirts and brush the moistness from her eyes. The smallfolk of Riverrun ringed the yard, their faces eager for a glimpse of the Young Wolf.
“Wolf lady?”
A chubby hand tugged at her skirts, and Catelyn found herself looking down at the toddler who'd darted before her horse when she returned to Riverrun. A single graceful weirwood leaf was stitched on the hem of his tunic, the crimson thread bright against the grey cloth. Catelyn frowned. She knew of no house with such a sigil, and no child so young wore a badge of service.
“Pate, no .” The child’s mother picked him up, ignoring his protests. Her simple blue gown bore a weirwood leaf as well, on the cuff of her sleeve.
“I’m sorry m’lady,” she said, bobbing a nervous curtsy. “Sorry for my boy disturbing you, and-" she hesitated "-sorry for the loss of your young ones," she whispered.
She bit her lip as though about to say more, then paled as she looked past Catelyn.
“Mother,” and the voice was deeper than she remembered, but those were Robb’s eyes that she turned to see .
It was with dwindling patience that Cat waited for Robb to finish in the Great Hall. The rivermen and northmen listened raptly to their king as he praised Edmure’s victory at the fords, shared news of how much plunder they had brought back from the west, and promised that his people would be well prepared for winter.
When the steward finally called an end, the Greatjon followed with a rousing shout of “KING IN THE NORTH!” The northern lords bellowed a half breath behind him, answered by the river lords shouting “KING OF THE TRIDENT!” Grey Wind joined the clamor with a howl. Robb may have lost the Freys, but he has these hearts at least.
As the lords filed out, Robb beckoned for Catelyn to stay. She approached the dais where Edmure and Uncle Brynden stood, accompanied by the Westerlings and the pepperpot knight. When Robb frowned, Catelyn realized Perwyn was still at her side, stiff and stern. Before Robb could say anything, Jeyne descended from the dais, her hands outstretched.
“I owe your house much, good ser,” she said, blushing as she curtsied. “Your brother saved my husband’s life.”
Perwyn stared at the girl stonefaced. The girl swallowed nervously.
“I am sorry for my part in the dishonor done to your house, and beg of you to tell me how I may make amends.” Her words were practiced, if unsteady, and Catelyn wondered if she’d made the same appeal to Black Walder Frey.
“I will think on it, my la- your grace,” Perwyn said, his eyes flicking to Robb.
“She speaks truly,” Robb said, coming down from the dais and taking his bride’s hand, Grey Wind following at his heels. “I would speak to you privily after dinner, ser, and make my own apologies.”
Ser Perwyn twitched as Grey Wind approached, sniffing curiously. Then, to Catelyn’s surprise, the direwolf sat on his haunches and licked the young knight’s trembling hand. Perwyn glanced from king to wolf, utterly bewildered.
“A mark of esteem,” Robb said as the direwolf returned to his side. “Until this evening.”
When Perwyn was gone Robb introduced Catelyn to the strangers on the dais. As Catelyn suspected, the three young ones were Jeyne’s siblings. The boyish knight with the mustache was Raynald, the excitable squire was Rollam, and the maid was Elenya. The distinguished woman was Lady Sybell Westerling; the pepperpot knight her brother Ser Rolph Spicer. The last two were as courteous as could be, but Catelyn noticed that Grey Wind watched them closely, his fangs bared. They seemed quite happy to leave the hall for their chambers, but Rollam had to be taken in hand by his older brother before he would leave Robb’s side.
The Blackfish walked with Catelyn as they abandoned the cavernous hall for the private audience chamber above. While Edmure rang for wine and food her uncle held her close, murmuring words of comfort. Robb took the high seat, looking as weary as a man of eighty. He had not embraced her yet, and Cat knew why. He fears that one or both of us should start to weep and never stop.
When the Blackfish released her the direwolf padded over to sit by Catelyn's feet. While her brother filled their uncle's ear with the whole story of the fight at the Stone Mill, Catelyn stroked Grey Wind’s ears. It was only after the servants had come and gone that the Blackfish cleared his throat and said, "I think we've all heard sufficient of your boasting, nephew."
Edmure was taken aback. "Boasting? What do you mean?"
"I mean," said the Blackfish, "that you owe His Grace your thanks for his forbearance. He played out that mummer's farce in the Great Hall so as not to shame you before your own people."
"Good men died to defend those fords, Uncle." Edmure sounded outraged. "What, is no one to win victories but the Young Wolf? Did I steal some glory meant for you, Robb?"
"Your Grace," Robb corrected, icy, as his direwolf rumbled. "You took me for your king, Uncle. Or have you forgotten that as well?"
The Blackfish said, "You were commanded to hold Riverrun, Edmure, no more."
“I held Riverrun, and I bloodied Lord Tywin’s nose—”
“So you did,” said Robb. “But a bloody nose won’t win the war, will it? We remained in the west because I wanted Lord Tywin to come after us.”
And Edmure slammed the gates shut , Catelyn thought, horrified.
“We were all horsed,” Ser Brynden said. “The Lannister host was mainly foot. We planned to run Lord Tywin a merry chase up and down the coast, then slip behind him to take up a strong defensive position athwart the gold road, at a place my scouts had found where the ground would have been greatly in our favor. If he had come at us there, he would have paid a grievous price. But if he did not attack, he would have been trapped in the west, a thousand leagues from where he needed to be. All the while we would have lived off his land, instead of him living off ours.”
“Lord Stannis was about to fall upon King’s Landing,” Robb said. “He might have rid us of Tommen, the queen, and the Imp in one red stroke. Then we might have been able to make a peace.”
Edmure looked from uncle to nephew. “You never told me.”
“I told you to hold Riverrun,” said Robb. “ Hold it, not seek battles of your own.”
“When you stopped Lord Tywin on the Red Fork,” said the Blackfish, “you delayed him just long enough for riders out of Bitterbridge to reach him with word of what was happening to the east. Lord Tywin turned his host at once, joined up with Matthis Rowan and Randyll Tarly near the headwaters of the Blackwater, and made a forced march to Tumbler’s Falls, where he found Mace Tyrell and two of his sons waiting with a huge host and a fleet of barges. They floated down the river, disembarked half a day’s ride from the city, and took Stannis in the rear.”
Edmure had turned the color of cheese, his eyes darting from his uncle to his king.
“I- I-“
“You did not think,” Catelyn said quietly. “And it cannot be undone.” Edmure looked at her, his expression halfway between shame and anger. “But I know of a way you may make amends, if it please your grace.”
Robb inclined his head.
“This insult to the Freys must be set right. A Frey as Lady of Riverrun would soothe some of Lord Walder’s wounds.” Edmure gaped, and Catelyn ignored him.
“Perwyn is the oldest of his sons by Bethany Rosby, and Olyvar was Lord Gyles Rosby’s ward. They cannot inherit Rosby if they defy the crown; offer lands to Perwyn and perhaps a few other sons. There are plenty of empty keeps near the gift that might be repaired.”
“Lord Walder won’t be placated by frozen ruins,” Edmure grumbled. Robb smiled unpleasantly.
“Then your marriage is even more important, isn’t it, uncle?”
After a long pause Edmure nodded, his shoulders slumped. The raven was already winging its way to the Twins by the time Robb visited Catelyn's solar the next afternoon.
She had already received a bevy of visitors as every northern lord came to share their condolences. The Greatjon had swept her up in an enormous hug, while the Smalljon convinced his father to let go before he suffocated his king’s mother. Galbart Glover and Rickard Karstark showed more propriety, but their words were no less sincere.
Maege Mormont tried to lift her spirits by jesting that if Theon wasn’t murdered by his fellow brothers of the night’s watch, a wildling spearwife would surely slay him. Or Jon Snow might. Bastard born or no, Jon had been very fond of Bran and Rickon, and he’d never liked Greyjoy.
Medger Cerwyn had already shared his condolences, as he’d been at Riverrun for months, recovering from the wounds he took at the Green Fork. The Maester thought it a miracle that he had survived captivity long enough for the hostage exchange. Ser Wylis Manderly, who had returned in the same exchange, was long gone. Shortly after taking the Crag Robb had sent a raven ordering Ser Wylis off on some mission.
As Robb rang for hot cider Catelyn examined his face. There were new lines at his eyes and on his brow, the same lines of sorrow she bore. Grief hangs heavily between us, for no others knew Bran and Rickon so well. She wondered if Sansa and Arya had heard of their brothers’ deaths.
“Where did you send Ser Wylis?” Catelyn asked, determined not to fall to pieces before her son. Grey Wind nuzzled Robb’s knee with his snout as Robb frowned, confused, running a hand through the hair that fell to his shoulders. He looks so very weary.
“To Braavos and the Free Cities,” Robb said finally. Catelyn blinked, nonplussed.
“Braavos? Why?”
Robb looked at Grey Wind, his mouth set. The direwolf gave a soft whuff, and licked his hand.
“Have you ever had strange dreams?”
It depends what you mean by strange. She dreamed her family was safe and whole at Winterfell; she dreamed of cutting Theon’s throat; she dreamed of Sansa in a gown of leaves, singing in a ring of weirwoods.
“I have,” she said. Robb ran his hands through his hair again.
“I keep dreaming of Bran watching me,” he said at last, his voice barely a whisper. “He tells me to keep Grey Wind close, and not worry about Nymeria running off. I dream of weirwoods that look like maidens, of blizzards so strong herds freeze in place, of-“ he swallowed. “Of men who are not men, with skin pale as milk and eyes like chips of burning ice.”
In the Long Night the Others came, so Old Nan had said. But those were children’s stories, old wives’ tales…. Catelyn looked at the direwolf panting at her son’s feet. Encouraged by her silence, Robb continued.
“It will be a bad winter, I know it. Ser Wylis is to buy as much grain and glass as can be had; Lord Manderly agreed to provide his son with silver, and we will repay them with Lannister gold. What gold is not spent on food will pay women to make blankets and winter clothes, and men to hunt for furs.”
“Even with all the gold you captured in the west, will it be enough?”
Robb smiled, boyish for just a moment.
“Don’t worry, mother. We will have plenty of gold.”
When Robb rode south, his banners hung limply in the pouring rain. Cat watched them leave from her father’s balcony, wrapped in a thick cloak. Despite the rain the host was in good spirits. Rollam Westerling was practically dancing in the saddle, while Raynald bore Robb’s banner proudly.
Lady Sybell had not wanted them to go south. She had quite eloquently begged Robb to leave them with their sister, but Robb had refused. Instead he had left Ser Rolph Spicer to watch over Jeyne, and Catelyn to keep watch over Ser Rolph and Lady Sybell. Grey Wind did not like them, and that was cause for alarm. She had not spoken to Robb of it, but she had seen him glance at the direwolf when he stalked after them.
Though she watched closely, a week went by without aught that gave her reason to be suspicious. Ser Rolph spent his time in the yard or with the other lords, always careful to avoid Ser Perwyn. Lady Sybell stayed in her chambers for the most part, sewing and reading with her daughter Elenya.
To Cat’s mild dismay, Jeyne Westerling did not join them. The little queen had become Catelyn’s persistent shadow. Jeyne ate beside Catelyn at meals, taking dainty bites that painfully reminded Cat of Sansa, and tentatively venturing questions about northern customs. Jeyne prayed in the sept, lighting candles to the Warrior for Robb and to the Mother for the goodbrothers she would never meet. Jeyne sat in Lord Hoster’s solar, occasionally seeking Catelyn’s advice on the doublet she was embroidering with direwolves.
Catelyn had thought Lord Hoster’s condition might upset the girl, but she seemed used to the smells and sounds of a sickroom. True, the little queen had tended Robb’s wound, but she was neither nurse nor maester.
“How did you come to heal the king who took your keep?” Catelyn asked late one afternoon, as rain pelted against the windows. “My son is handsome, but there must have been some other reason.”
Jeyne smiled shyly, and the story tumbled out of her. Robb was handsome, very handsome. But she had been terrified when the attack began, afraid that the castle would be put to the torch and the occupants slain. Grey Wind’s howls had been like nothing she’d ever heard, and she’d seen him rip out the throat of a knight she’d known since birth.
Yet when the fighting had ended, Robb had accepted their surrender gallantly, keeping his men in good order. No maid had been molested, no jewels ripped from ladies’ throats. The terrifying direwolf had covered Robb’s laughing squire in kisses, somehow knowing he’d saved his master’s life. So when Robb’s wound began to trouble him, Jeyne had fretted over the brave young king.
“Our maester was busy with men badly hurt, and Robb didn’t want to take him from those who might be saved,” Jeyne said, starry eyed. “My mother taught me much of healing, and she suggested that I might help.”
Catelyn’s eyes narrowed. If her mother taught Jeyne of healing, then Lady Sybell could have tended Robb herself. Or am I jumping at shadows, eager for any reason to mistrust her? Yet how else would Jeyne and Robb be left alone together?
“How—” She fell silent as the kennels erupted. Robb cannot be back already. Yet they never howled so, except when the direwolf was about… Catelyn rose to her feet, her heart pounding, her sewing falling to the floor.
“My lady?” Jeyne asked timidly.
“Nymeria,” Catelyn breathed.
With a swish of her skirts she darted from the room. There was only one reason Nymeria would have abandoned Robb, only one reason she would return to Riverrun. When Cat reached the ramparts Edmure was already there, shouting obscenities at a group of raggedy outlaws. The rain had stopped, but even so the mud was ankle deep. They were clustered in a circle, obscuring one of their number from view. The sun was sinking below the horizon, the full moon faint overhead.
“—the Others take you! Beric Dondarrion is dead; begone before we fill you with arrows.”
“That's news to us," a singer clutching a wood harp drawled.
"Hush, Tom,” a knight in battered armor replied, his voice rusty. “Is Catelyn Tully there or not?”
“That’s no concern of yours-“
“I am,” Catelyn shouted.
“Mother?”
Catelyn grabbed Edmure so hard she nearly knocked him over. “Lower the bridge.”
“Cat—”
“Lower it!” She hissed, shaking him as the direwolf’s howl echoed across the water.
Catelyn flew down the ramparts, not waiting to see if her brother obeyed. She slipped and fell in the muddy yard, drenching her skirts. In an instant she was back on her feet, running for the gate. As soon as the bridge was lowered she sprinted across, toward the huddle of shabby men in their mismatched armor. The outlaws parted, a small blur dashing out to meet her, and Catelyn wept with joy as she hugged her daughter tight.
Notes:
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Chapter 60: Arya I
Chapter Text
Arya gasped for air as the collision knocked the wind out of her. Her mother clasped her in her arms, and all of a sudden she was sobbing, sobbing like a stupid little baby.
By the time Lady Catelyn finally released her they were both sniffling, their eyes puffy. To Arya's surprise, many of the brotherhood were red-eyed, tears trinkling into shaggy beards. Jeyne was weeping into Meri's shoulder too, but that was normal.
No sooner had Lady Catelyn composed herself than she whisked the girls past a dumbstruck lord with red hair who must be her uncle, Edmure Tully. Nymeria trailed behind, people scattering to avoid the massive direwolf. Up they went to her mother's chambers, Jeyne still clutching Meri's hand tight.
As always Needle hung at Arya's hip. Lady Catelyn gently set the blade aside, her brows furrowed, as she stripped Arya and pushed her into the tub. While maids scrubbed the dirt from Jeyne and Meri's skin, her mother bathed Arya herself, her hands gentle as she smoothed the tangles from Arya's hair. None of the maids dared attend to Nymeria, so Arya washed the direwolf herself while they waited for gowns to be brought. When the direwolf was clean and all three girls were decent, Lady Catelyn led them to her solar.
Supper was set before them almost immediately. There was trout wrapped in bacon, buttered carrots, mounds of pease, fresh crusty bread. There was even a massive haunch of mutton for Nymeria. For a long while there was no noise but the crunch of bread being torn and the cracking of bone in Nymeria's jaws. Lady Catelyn barely touched her food, her eyes drinking in Arya as if that was all she needed.
When the supper things were cleared, beaming servants brought hot cider and an enormous pile of honeycakes. The taste was so sweet Arya almost cried, and she stuffed down four of them before remembering her manners. Jeyne and Meri showed more restraint, taking smaller but no less eager bites. When the three girls finally abandoned the cakes, their bellies full to bursting, Lady Catelyn pounced.
"How did you escape?"
With a pang in her chest Arya explained about her water dancing lessons, about Syrio, about how he defied a kingsguard with only a wooden sword. Lady Catelyn's eyes flicked to Needle, her expression thoughtful. Arya left out the stableboy she'd killed. Instead, she told her mother about catching cats and the passage under the Red Keep.
Her mother’s eyes were sharp, her expression strangely calm as Arya spoke of her time in Flea Bottom, and the cats finding Jeyne and Meri at Littlefinger's brothel. Jeyne and Meri took up the story then, telling how they had been sent away by the queen, how Baelish had ordered them to be trained. That made Lady Catelyn's eyes flash with anger, even when Meri insisted that Bel had kept them safe. Then Arya remembered something important.
"Baelish liked young redheaded whores," Arya blurted. "And Sansa said he was always looking at her like she had no clothes on, and touching her cheek and her hair."
If Arya thought her mother angry before, she had not known what anger was. Lady Catelyn's fists were clenched as she rose to her feet, her lips pressed tight.
“If he weren’t dead I’d kill him myself,” Lady Catelyn said, fierce as a direwolf.
“He’s dead?” Jeyne’s eyes were wide with hope. Lady Catelyn nodded.
“I bet the Lannisters killed him,” said Arya, wishing she'd been able to stick him with Needle. “So he wouldn’t tell what they did.”
Lady Catelyn frowned, and Arya realized her mother didn’t know.
“He promised father he’d buy the goldcloaks, when the old fat king was dying. For love of— of you, he said. Sansa overheard. But he didn’t, he lied , he helped the queen.”
“Have you seen Sansa?" Her mother's eyes blazed.
Arya nodded, guilt throbbing in her chest.
"How did she get out?”
Arya bit her lip. Her mother followed the Seven, not the old gods. Her mother was everything a proper lady should be. Lady Catelyn stared at Arya, one eyebrow raised. When Arya remained silent, her mother turned her eyes on the other girls.
“She’s a wolf,” Jeyne said, quailing under Lady Catelyn’s gaze.
“A red one,” Meri added.
Arya would have kicked them both, if they were in reach. Lady Catelyn sat down, eyes wide.
"I saw her," she whispered, disbelieving. "I thought—" she fell silent.
Well, in for a copper, in for a dragon.
"She leapt off the wall of the Red Keep, taking Joffrey with her," Arya said proudly. Lady Catelyn started, then made for the door. She opened it, looked both ways, then locked and barred it.
"Keep your voices down," her mother said urgently. "There were rumors, but—"
Softly Arya explained about Yoren, about how Bel had smuggled the direwolf and girls out of the city. Her mother's eyebrows were raised so high they were nearly in her hairline. She said not a word as Arya spoke of the goldcloaks, of stealing away from Yoren, of Gendry following her, of finding Sansa.
On and on Arya babbled, unable to stop. So much had happened since they took her father’s head. Finding little baby Nan, getting caught by the brotherhood, the ghost of High Heart, Acorn Hall, Sansa ruling the people of the hollow hill. But she did not speak of riding inside Nymeria, of tasting blood. Mother wouldn’t understand, she’d send Arya away.
Finally Arya came to Rushing Falls, and she fell silent, guilt pulsing in her belly. In her mind she saw the red direwolf going over the falls; Ser Amory's face turning black as he dangled from the same noose he'd used on Lord Beric.
As Arya stared at her feet, trying not to vomit, Jeyne took up the tale. She did not say why they had been at Rushing Falls, merely that Sansa had been lost and Arya injured.
They had taken Arya back to the hollow hill. Her head had ached for days, her belly barely able to keep anything down. While Arya lay sick, Nymeria had searched for Sansa without success. Lord Beric decided that Arya must be returned to Riverrun, and when she was well enough to ride, they had made their way here.
Without Sansa. After weeks of staring into the fire Thoros had finally seen Sansa in his flames, clasped in the claws of a lion missing one paw. Arya had tried to steal away that very night, only to be stopped by Gendry. Stupid bull. Arya was her sister, she was her sworn sword, and instead of protecting Sansa from danger, she'd led her into it. How was she to know that Sansa would follow her, let alone leap in front of a sword?
Arya tasted coppery blood as she bit the inside of her cheek. Thoros had not told anyone what he had seen except her and Lord Beric. To the others he simply said that Sansa was alive and well, but he knew not where.
Her mother took Arya's callused hands in hers. She had expected tears, but instead mother's eyes shimmered with guilt.
"Theon took Winterfell," Lady Catelyn said. "Bran and Rickon tried to escape, but he caught them at a mill on the Acorn Water, and mounted their heads on the walls."
Jeyne uttered a small shriek, clapping her hands over her mouth in horror as Meri wrapped an arm around her. For a moment Arya forgot to breathe.
"He couldn't. The direwolves would have ripped him to pieces."
Lady Catelyn shook her head bleakly.
"Ser Rodrik thinks he must have killed them first. I should have been there. I thought the direwolves would keep them safe..."
Nymeria nuzzled at her leg. Numbly Arya pet the direwolf's fur, her ears pounding like she was underwater. Suddenly Nymeria nipped at Arya's hand, startling her out of her shock. What was that for? Arya snapped. Nymeria whuffed, exasperated. Her fierce girl was being stupid. Her pack brothers were far away, but she could feel them still.
Hope fluttered in Arya's chest, and she hugged the direwolf tight.
"They aren't dead. Nymeria knows, she can feel them. And if their direwolves are alive, Bran and Rickon must be alive too!"
Lady Catelyn stared at Nymeria, then stretched out her hand. The direwolf nuzzled her snout against the scarred palm.
"Ser Rodrik was wrong ," Arya insisted. "Nymeria knew when Lady was slain, she did. Theon must have lied, he never found them."
“How I wish I could believe that,” her mother said softly.
Arya wanted to scream and run away as seamstresses surrounded her. Lady Catelyn had ordered her measurements taken for new garments, and Arya couldn’t stop fidgeting, despite the hurt look in her mother's eyes.
When they were finished poking and prodding at her the seamstresses consulted with Lady Catelyn. They spoke in quiet voices, occasionally casting disapproving glances back at Arya as Lady Catelyn shook her head. Already Arya was disappointing her mother.
She could not return to Lord Beric. The outlaws had left in the morning, bearing the ransom Edmure had grudgingly paid. To her surprise, Lord Beric's squire had remained. Edric was Dornish, and lord of some keep even though he was twelve. He wanted to stay with Lord Beric, but he was going to be sent home. Lady Catelyn had found proper garments for him to wear, and the little lordling had waved farewell to a smiling Lord Beric and a scowling Gendry.
After checking that Lady Catelyn was still busy with the seamstresses, Arya drew the dagger Gendry had given her. It fit perfectly in her hand, the crossguard shaped like two snarling wolf's heads. You could make swords at Riverrun, she'd told him long ago. Then come north to Winterfell. Mikken was a good smith, he made Needle. You could be his apprentice. He hadn't said yes, but he hadn't said no, either. She'd thought he was going to stay...
Arya took out her whetstone, willing away the tears. She wouldn't cry over some stupid apprentice smith. She'd be fine without him. Arya had her mother, and Jeyne, and Meri, and Robb would be back as soon as he thrashed the Lannisters. Then they'd find Sansa, and Bran, and Rickon, and go home to Winterfell.
Slowly Arya drew the blade against the whetstone with long, smooth strokes like Syrio had taught her. She'd miss sparring with Gendry. If she was lucky maybe Edric would agree to spar with her, since he was Dornish.
The squire had served as her nursemaid when when she was ill, helping Thoros by dabbing the sweat from her brow, bringing her water, and pouring the red priest’s awful concoctions down her throat. He was friendly enough, but Edric wasn't Gendry. Gendry had helped her find Sansa, he'd carried her back from Rushing Falls. And he'd left her, with no farewell but a promise to have Thoros watch for her in the flames.
Arya was so deep in her thoughts that she barely noticed when a maester came and fetched her mother away. The seamstresses left soon after, muttering about doublets and tunics and surcoats. Were they making clothes for Edric too? They must be.
Everyone was getting new clothes. Jeyne and Meri were thrilled with the gowns found for them. Lady Catelyn had put them in the charge of a septa, and even now they were doing needlework in Jeyne's chambers. Jeyne was already embroidering a new handkerchief with weirwood leaves for Sansa. As for Meri, the septa was continuing the lady's maid lessons that Sansa had begun. Only Arya knew that Meri snuck down to the yard after meals to visit with the cows of the smallfolk.
Nymeria was confined to the godswood. She'd wandered the keep after breakfast, and quickly caused a commotion when she backed an old knight into a corner, snarling. Apparently the knight was related to Robb's new bride.
Robb's too young to be married, Arya thought as she sheathed her dagger. Lady Catelyn had explained it all very quickly this morning over boiled eggs and fried fish. Robb had married some Westerlands girl when he was supposed to marry a Frey, so her uncle and Arya would be marrying Freys in his place.
"We won't leave you behind," Lady Catelyn had promised, seeing Arya's face turn mutinous. "Elmar can come north to Winterfell; we're already fostering two of his cousins. When you come of age Robb will give you a keep near the Gift, and you'll never leave the north unless you want to." Robb needs alliances to win the war, Sansa's voice echoed. This is how we can help Robb avenge father.
With a sigh Arya left the chambers, Needle at her hip. A knight with the blue towers of House Frey on his tunic was guarding the door, and he agreed to show her the way to the godswood. "Your mother has commanded that you be escorted at all times," the knight explained as they walked down the spiraling stairs.
The godswood was very pretty, full of birds and autumn flowers. Arya had feared that the knight would hover, but instead he took up a post near the entrance to the godswood. Using Needle in a gown was quite different, and it took ages before Arya stopped tripping over her skirts. Then she ran through her forms, over and over again, sweat dripping down her face, muscles screaming.
She would not fail her sister again.
Notes:
What do you guys think? We’ve got a brand new POV next… Jaime! Hoo boy.
Chapter 61: Jaime I
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Gods he wanted Cersei.
The rain pounded against his helm, making his head ache. Jaime was cold, soaked, and his stump throbbed with pain. Why suffer the road when he could daydream? The horse would hardly wander off, not when they rode in the middle of the column.
For a moment Jaime thought, trying to remember when he last had his sister. It was over a year since he'd fled the city, leaving Ned Stark to Cersei's tender mercies. The Hand's Tourney. Yes, that was it, he'd had her after the tourney ended. While Robert was busy getting drunk at the feast, Jaime had gotten drunk on Cersei.
Cersei had been furious that Robert had failed to fight in the mêlée, and her anger made her demanding. She'd shoved his face between her legs, yanking at his hair as he feasted. After his sister peaked she rode him, marking his chest with her nails. How sweet it will be to reclaim her. Cersei rarely took him in her mouth unless she wanted something, but he didn't intend to give her a choice. Hopefully she'd be done weeping over Joffrey by now; mourning black made her look half a corpse.
Jaime smiled as he pictured his lovely sister in a gown of Lannister crimson. The necklines she favored bared the tops of her breasts, a tantalizing vision of what lay beneath. Cersei had always hated how Robert clumsily groped at her teats, and now no one but Jaime would cup them in his hands.
Hand , he remembered bitterly, and the vision was gone. Jaime looked down at the stump, his mouth twisted in disgust. He'd gut Edmure Tully like a fish for this.
The wound had seemed little enough at the time, just a nick on his right hand that barely troubled him as he swam. When Jaime emerged from the river it took little time to find a sword. There were plenty of corpses in the Riverlands. It was in poor condition, though not as poor as the maggot infested knight he took it from.
Still, a sword was a sword, and with a blade in his hand, Jaime was invincible. He acquired clothing, food, and coin from ragged smallfolk at swordpoint, laughing at the curses they rained down on him. The gods hadn't punished him for Aerys, and he feared no red wolf, whatever that was.
Horses were even scarcer than gold, so he'd had to walk. He couldn't imagine how smallfolk endured the tedium of traveling by foot. So he began practicing his sword play. He practiced first thing when he arose, again when he paused to eat, and one last time before he slept. Captivity in Riverrun had dulled his skill, but he regained it quickly, exulting over his speed and ignoring the trickle of blood from the little wound.
Then the wound had begun to fester.
Much of the time after that was a blur. Jaime remembered fleeing up a tree to escape a pack of wolves; he remembered staggering onward once the beasts had fled.
Most of all, he remembered the wench. He could not forget those eyes, blue and bright and determined as she brought the sword down. It's festered , the wench's voice echoed. I swore an oath to keep you alive. Damn her oath, damn Catelyn Tully for asking it, and damn Edmure Tully again for nicking him. Tully was an adequate swordsman at best, it had been pure bad luck.
Still, my luck seems to be improving. He smirked as he glanced at the pair of lily white hands wrapped around his waist, the wrists bound together with rope. Half the realm must be searching for Sansa Stark, and I find her bathing.
Brienne had nearly bit her tongue off when she saw the maid. I swore to bring her back to her mother, the wench had insisted to Steelshanks Walton. When that failed, Brienne had asked for Sansa to ride with her. Jaime had refused. The wench was stubborn enough to get Sansa back to Riverrun, two hundred Bolton men bedamned.
Steelshanks had proposed tying the girl to a spare horse, but Jaime had dismissed that notion as well. For all he knew, she rode like Lyanna Stark. He'd seen the she-wolf race her brothers at Harrenhal; the girl was half a horse herself. No, Jaime was taking no chances with his prize.
He still couldn't believe that he'd caught her. At first he'd thought the maiden was some feverdream, the way she stood there in the lake, blood-red hair clinging to her breasts and belly. Then Jaime had heard the crossbowman shouting at her, and supposed she was some fisherman's whelp, unlucky enough to be bathing when their column passed by. At last he'd drawn near enough to see her face.
Like Jonquil in her pool, but all alone. For half a moment he had considered pretending not to recognize the poor shivering girl. Then he'd remembered how much Cersei wanted her. Florian was a fool. He may have been a better knight than me, but Florian didn't have Cersei waiting for him.
He didn’t care how in the seven hells the girl ended up there, and she volunteered no explanation. The Stark girl had barely said a word since he took her. They'd dressed her in the tattered remnants of that awful pink satin gown, and put Brienne in spare men's garb. At some point the girl had asked for needle and thread to mend the worst of the tears made by the bear's claws, but he couldn't recall hearing her speak otherwise. Even Ned Stark spoke more, damn him.
The sun was nearly set when Steelshanks called a halt for the day. While the men set up camp Qyburn changed the dressings on Jaime's stump. The former maester was oddly fatherly for a man who had ridden with the Bloody Mummers. A clean cut, he'd said approvingly when he examined the stump at Harrenhal. Had it not been removed, the rot would have spread up the arm and killed you.
An hour later, Jaime had showed his gratitude by trying to kill the wench. Unfortunately, she was too damned big and strong for him to drown her in the baths. He'd nearly drowned himself instead when he fainted from the effort. The wench had saved him, of course. Because she swore an oath. Jaime's fury at her pigheadedness had loosened his lips and he'd told her exactly what he thought of oaths, and more besides, things he’d never told anyone.
Now Brienne sat across the campfire, awkwardly hunched over her meal. Beside her sat Sansa Stark, her poise as perfect as if she were eating roast swan at a banquet, not salted beef in the woods.
How different they were, the maiden and the wench. Where Brienne was thick, Sansa Stark was slender. Where Brienne's hair fell to her shoulders, brittle and pale as straw, Sansa's hair flowed to her waist in a braid of brilliant red that drank in the firelight. Where Brienne's mouth was wide, her lips swollen, Sansa's mouth was shapely, her lips a pretty rose pink.
Dimly Jaime realized those lips were moving, her voice hushed as she spoke to Brienne. What do they speak of, he wondered. If they are sharing tales of kingslaying, they should have invited me. Jaime snorted as he took a gulp of wine. No, he was the only kingslayer present. Whoever had slit Renly's throat, it wasn't the wench, no more than Sansa Stark had done for Joffrey.
In his dreams he sat the Iron Throne. He was seventeen again, whole and handsome. Cersei was radiant as she approached the throne, stepping daintily over Aerys' corpse.
"Well done, brother," she breathed. "Now no one may keep us apart."
Her hands were warm as she freed his cock, her hair shone like gold as she lifted her skirts. As he sank into her cunt he looked at her green eyes, those lovely green eyes- and then there were eyes all around, the eyes of the dead. Rhaegar's deep purple eyes judged him; Ned Stark's cold grey eyes found him wanting. What right had they to look at him so?
Then he saw the amber eyes, so soft, so disappointed.
"I never knew what my father would do," Jaime pleaded.
"You knew I wed the prince," the woman said. "You knew your father wanted him to wed another."
"I played no part in what was done."
"You played no part in stopping it."
And Jaime was in that room again, that terrible room. His eyes took everything in in an instant. The infant beside the fire, his skull a bloody pulp. The knight in white armor lying dead upon the floor, pierced by a thousand wounds. The giant sprawled beside him, his chest heaving as he struggled to rise. And across the room, a woman wept, and he looked into the eyes of Elia of Dorne.
Notes:
What do you guys think?
My god, Jaime is such an asshole, and his relationship with Cersei is abusive as fuck.
If anyone is wondering about a plot hole, Jaime straight up doesn’t even question why Roose Bolton is returning him to Cersei- which he also doesn’t really think about IN CANON.
Chapter 62: Catelyn II
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Catelyn could not sleep.
Her chambers were cold and dark, torrents of rain pounding against the window. Carefully she groped for a candle, and padded over to the fireplace. The maids had banked the fire but Cat stirred up the coals, adding a fresh dry log before lighting the candle from the embers.
Her shift offered little protection from the chill, so she slipped on a heavily embroidered robe before sitting beside the fire. Rivers wound around the sleeves, silver trout leaping from the waters. Only the finest for my little Cat, her father had told her when he gifted it to her for her fourteenth nameday.
They had dressed Hoster Tully in his finest for the funeral, his wasted frame hidden beneath armor and surcoat. He looked noble as a king, my lady, little Jeyne Westerling had said. The girl was determined to be a faithful gooddaughter, but the words had given her little comfort. First Ned, then my sons, now my father. How much more can the gods take from me?
No one understood her loss but Edmure, and he was always with his knights. Patrek Mallister and Marq Piper had ridden south with Robb as part of his guard, but her brother had others about him, those who knew him best. While their fathers and brothers oversaw the planting of crops and the rebuilding of villages, they drank with Edmure, consoling the new Lord Tully over the loss of the old. Why should Edmure worry about a sister's grief, when his own seemed like to drown him?
At least Edmure was no longer raging. Not hours after their father's death, a response had finally arrived from the Twins. Rather than a raven, Lord Walder had sent a column of forty soldiers, led by Walder Rivers, Lord Walder's eldest bastard, and Lame Lothar Frey. The insult of sending a cripple and a bastard had not been overlooked, though Edmure was wise enough to shout his complaints in private, well away from Ser Perwyn.
Catelyn had set Ser Perwyn the task of keeping track of Arya. She did not know what to make of her youngest daughter. Arya would be eleven in a few month's time, and while she had thought going south might lead her daughter to mature, the results were... odd.
Arya had not fought her engagement to Elmar Frey beyond mutinous looks. She had uttered not a single complaint when they dressed her in an old gown of Tully blue and red for Lord Hoster Tully's funeral, though she looked awkward and unhappy. She had not tried to escape Ser Perwyn's watchful eye, nor set Nymeria on Ser Rolph Spicer, though Catelyn half wished she would.
Still, there was a wildness within her that Cat had never seen before. Arya's tendency toward collecting scabs had only worsened. Ser Perwyn reported that while Catelyn oversaw preparations for the funeral, Arya had spent nearly every hour in the godswood, drilling with the slim blade she called Needle. I'm Sansa's sworn shield, she'd told her mother stubbornly, and Catelyn had thought of Brienne and bit her tongue. Grudgingly Ser Perwyn admitted that the girl was better than many squires her age, though she had no opponents but the little Lord Edric Dayne. At Winterfell Catelyn would have put a stop to such wildness, but now...
With a sigh Catelyn stood, making her way to the adjoining chambers where Arya slept. The draperies of the featherbed were open, and by the dim candlelight Catelyn looked upon three sleeping girls.
Arya slept close to the edge of the bed, her small, long face screwed up in concentration. Jeyne Poole curled against her daughter, back to back, holding Meri in her arms. The septa reported that the girl showed little enthusiasm for serving as a lady's maid, but she worked hard at her lessons. Meri had been a milkmaid before the Lannisters burnt her village; perhaps she might prefer the Winterfell dairy over serving as Arya's maid.
Winterfell. The thought of home made her shake as she held back a sob. Theon must have lied, Arya had insisted, one hand on her direwolf's head. When Nymeria's great golden eyes stared at Catelyn, she had wondered. No. Ser Rodrik would not make such a mistake. It was too much to hope for. Ned's old gods had saved Sansa from the Red Keep, to hope that they had saved her sons as well was greedy and foolish.
A pile of clothing lay on the floor. Carefully Catelyn picked up the garments, laying them on the chest at the foot of the bed. Despite the seamstresses' scandalized objections, they had done their work well. There were tunics of Stark grey and white, breeches, a doublet, even a surcoat. Arya had been stunned speechless.
Hopefully she'll not fuss when the gowns are finished. The seamstresses were still working on those. There was little need to make Arya dress properly until Robb returned. Very few visited the godswood, and Perwyn had instructions to let no one enter while Arya was within. Since Nymeria paced the godswood, no one had tried to gainsay him.
As for meals, Arya usually missed them, returning from the kitchens late in the evening, her arms laden with pies and scones. Doubtless the pot boys and scullery maids were more familiar with her scapegrace daughter than any of the lords were. Still, she had joined Catelyn in the Great Hall for a few meals, after being thoroughly scrubbed by Jeyne and Meri and laced into a proper gown.
This evening Arya had sat beside her mother as she endured Lame Lothar's endless courtesies. Lord Walder had accepted the proposed match with Edmure, though Edmure would not be permitted to choose his own bride from among the many Frey girls. The offer of keeps for a few Frey sons had met with equal enthusiasm, though Walder Rivers ominously noted that the keeps had best be repaired and the lands fruitful.
"I doubt our brave young king would bestow a ruin upon his sister and her husband, nor his new goodbrothers," Lame Lothar said, politely ignoring the look of dismay on Arya's face.
When Catelyn brushed Arya's hair before bed, she'd grumbled that Nymeria didn't like Lame Lothar's smell. If only the direwolf could explain why. Catelyn was in no position to turn away allies on the basis of a direwolf's nose. Still, she would think of some way to keep Ser Rolph far from Robb, and she would keep her eye on Lady Sybell and Lame Lothar.
Softly Catelyn padded back to her room, candle in hand. The rain was still pouring down. She wondered if the same storm loomed over Robb and his host. Her son rode with all his horse, nearly four thousand strong, and another four thousand foot trailing behind. Please, Warrior, guard Robb from his foes. My first son, and my last. I cannot lose him, I cannot.
The grey dawn was creeping over the horizon when a gentle knock rapped at her chamber door. Catelyn froze. They could not have come to battle so soon. So why was her heart racing so?
"Enter," she called.
Maester Vyman slipped through the door, a letter clutched in his hands.
"My lady—" she saw the grey wax, the grey wolf's head, and snatched it from his grasp, reading so fast that the words were a blur.
My lady... boys alive... Luwin sent them to White Harbor... rider from Lord Manderly. He does not trust his Lannister maester... Rickon is hale and hearty, and great friends with Lord Wyman's granddaughter... escorting them personally home to Winterfell... Bran did not go to White Harbor... Reed's children have taken him north, we know not where...
"A rider," Catelyn said, joy thrumming through her limbs. "A rider must be sent to Robb."
"My lady?" Maester Vyman asked, perplexed.
"My sons are alive," she exulted. A queer laugh escaped her. "Go— fetch the rider, I'll give him the message. Make haste!" The old man nodded and hurried away.
Without a moment's pause Catelyn strode for her daughter's chambers, throwing open the door. Arya leapt from the bed, a dagger clutched in her hand.
"Nymeria was right," Catelyn said.
While Arya whooped with joy, Catelyn sank to her knees, overwhelmed. Whether the old gods or the new had answered her prayers, she did not know, but both held sworn oaths sacred above all. I shall do all in my power to capture the Kingslayer and keep your daughters safe, Brienne had pledged. If my prayers are not enough, Catelyn prayed, then at least help her keep her oath.
Notes:
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Chapter 63: Sansa I
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The mouse squeaked as it scurried through the rushes, one side pressed tight against the cold stone walls. His whiskers guided him, for his eyes saw the world as a dull blur.
Out in the open, please? Sansa asked. Nibbler refused, trembling. Coming out in daylight was frightening enough, but leaving the safety of the wall was different. That was how cats got foolish mice. You're very brave , Sansa reassured him.
He twitched his pointed nose. There were berries nearby, sweet and juicy. But there was a two-legger guarding them, a big one.
It seemed to take hours for Nibbler to creep his way to the table, stopping and starting at every sign of movement. The mouse's terror made Sansa remember her own. She could not forget how the Kingslayer had stared at her by the God's Eye, his eyes fixed on her bare form. A man who lay with his sister was capable of anything; would he have raped her if he had both hands?
Brienne had not shared her fear, but she could defend herself. The awkward lady was taller than the Kingslayer, as fierce as Arya and as muscular as the Hound. What would Arya think if she knew their lady mother had taken a warrior maid as her sworn shield? She’d found the Kingslayer, she had even captured him.
And then he captured her.
Jaime Lannister had not defeated Brienne in battle, he had captured her with gold. It was not Brienne’s fault that the northmen and sellswords at Harrenhal could be bought. How could Lord Bolton have such faithless men? Uncomfortably Sansa recalled Old Nan’s tales of Boltons flaying Starks, in the days when kings ruled the Dreadfort and Winterfell instead of lords.
Sansa's stomach swooped as the mouse climbed up a table leg. The two-legger sat beside the table, her shoulders slumped. After watching to make sure she wasn’t looking, Nibbler ran to the berries and began to nibble.
While the mouse ate, Sansa looked at the two-legger. Brienne’s face was broad and coarse, with crooked teeth and a broken nose. Thick callused fingers rested on the table, and Sansa thought of Mikken at his forge. An ugly man might still be a great lord or a king, but an ugly woman… Sansa could not imagine the scorn she endured.
Yet the warrior maid had one beauty. Her large eyes were bright blue, framed by long delicate lashes. Sansa's tummy roiled with guilt as the maid stared at the walls of her cell. All of Joffrey was beautiful, but he was cruel. Brienne has a noble heart. Their lady mother had trusted Brienne to find Sansa and bring her home. And now Brienne was locked in a tower cell, imprisoned for refusing to forsake her allegiance to her mother, Lady Catelyn Stark.
At least she had found the Maid of Tarth. As the mouse scampered back into the rushes, Sansa thanked him and let go.
She opened her eyes to deep grey clouds. Sansa was weary, her back aching from leaning against the trunk of the heart tree. The weirwood she had planted was twenty feet high now, with graceful limbs and a thick crown of leaves.
Sansa rose to her feet slowly, her thighs aching. It had been a moon's turn since she gave her blood to the heart tree at Harrenhal, and still weakness plagued her. Again and again Sansa had tried to slip into her wolfskin on the road, but she lacked the strength. Roses await you, but beware the thorns. Three shall seek to claim you, the maimed lion, the maid, and the false son. South and east and west you'll go, the green woman had said. Sansa shivered.
South she'd come, against her will. They had put her in the same tower cell as before. Her book of northern legends sat on the table; her needle was stuck where she left it in her embroidery; her gowns were neatly folded in their carved wooden chest.
It was almost as though Sansa never left, but for her gowns revealing the truth. They were far too short, and so tight about the chest she could barely breathe. Sansa was glad of the three inches she'd added to her height, but she wished her bosom would stop swelling. By rights she should have new garb, prisoner or no.
The queen was to blame, Sansa was certain, although she had not seen Cersei Lannister since her return three days past. It was the queen's uncle, Ser Kevan Lannister, who had "welcomed" Sansa back to captivity. The heavy set man had seemed amiable at first, his manner gentle and fatherly as he asked how she had been spirited away, where she had been held, how she had come to the God's Eye. He made no mention of a red wolf, nor of Joffrey.
The longer Sansa remained silent, the cooler Ser Kevan grew. At the end he was loosing questions at her like arrows, as though she might forget herself and respond. Instead, she feigned a fainting spell. Better to be thought stupid and sickly than beheaded.
And so Sansa was confined to her chambers, permitted only to visit the godswood and the sept, and then only with Sandor Clegane to guard her. He waited for her at the entrance to the godswood, a scowl on his scarred face. They walked back to Maegor's Holdfast in silence, the Hound haunting her steps as though he were a hound in truth.
Why had he been set to guard her? Was it because he had been there that awful night, because he knew what she had done? Sansa remembered the wide whites of his eyes, the pallor of his face as her gown tore, as she sprouted fur and fangs and claws. He had not run...
But, she realized for the first time as she made her way down the serpentine steps, he had not stopped her either.
The dove cooed as she swooped over the Red Keep, the sun warm on her wings. From above the two-leggers looked small, like the seeds she loved to feast on. There were so many colors, colors Sansa could not see through her own eyes. Lower, please? she asked, and Snowwing obliged.
A great cluster of riders rode through the gate, banners flapping in the wind. A few were coughing, likely from riding through the burned fields that surrounded the city. Ash dusted the forelegs of the slim proud horses, dulling their brilliant red and gold and snowy coats. Sand steeds, the pride of Dorne. No Dornishmen had come to King’s Landing since the deaths of Princess Elia and her children. How had the Lannisters bought them? Sansa wondered. What price could ever repay such a debt?
The Dornish lords and ladies had faces of many colors, some golden as their mounts, others rich shades of brown. A few were nearly as dark as handsome Jalabhar Xho, the exiled Summer Islander prince. Ser Jaime Lannister waited to greet them, his golden armor shining, his white cloak flapping in the wind.
Her own entrance to King's Landing a week ago had been far less splendid. I prayed for a knight half as noble as Ser Arthur Dayne, and the gods gave me the Kingslayer. She did not know how much gold the Kingslayer had promised Bolton's men, but they obeyed his orders, not the oaths they had sworn to Winterfell. They should have chained him and brought him to Lord Bolton; they should have knelt before me and pledged to keep me safe. Instead they had covered her up with a dull brown cloak, tied her to the Kingslayer, and left her here.
But the Dornish ladies were not prisoners riding into the city tied behind their captor. They were proud and fierce, their silks a glorious riot of colors. Near the head of the column rode a beautiful woman, perhaps twenty or so. Her skin was as golden as her horse; her long braid a lustrous ebony; her full lips red as wine. Beside her was a gawky youth, his skin a lighter gold, his dark hair cropped short. Their look favored that of the prince at the head of the column, a striking man who bore a copper sun on his helm.
House Nymeros Martell of Sunspear, Septa Mordane's voice echoed. Their sigil is a golden spear piercing a red sun on a field of orange; their words Unbowed, Unbent, Unbroken. Their seat is the Old Palace; their lord Doran Nymeros Martell, a man of fifty of ill health. His sister Elia was wed to Prince Rhaegar Targaryen. His heir is his daughter Arianne; under the barbaric laws of the Rhoynar, the first child inherits in Dorne, regardless of sex. He has two younger sons, and one younger brother.
Prince Oberyn Nymeros Martell reined in his stallion, a lazy smirk upon his face. The Kingslayer looked ill at ease as he ran his only hand through the stubble that covered his head. His eyes were strangely bright, filled with new shades of green.
Closer, please? The dove hesitated, fearful of the bows the two-leggers bore. Lords don’t hunt doves, they won't even notice you, Sansa promised, and the bird fluttered to land on a horse's mane.
"—in the cornerfort. It is spacious and well-appointed."
"And as far away from the Fat Flower as possible, no doubt," the Dornish prince replied, one eyebrow arched.
"Oh, father!" the young woman behind him said, laughing merrily. "Is that any way to speak of our new allies?" There was something sly about her look, despite the courtesy of her words.
"Hush, Nym," said the gawky youth, who looked even more uncomfortable than the Kingslayer. Though his eyes were likely a dark blue as plain as his face, in Quickwing's vision they shone like amethysts, the pupils ringed with amber.
"The Tyrells are across the keep," Ser Jaime conceded.
The lords of Highgarden had been in the city for months,ever since the battle for King's Landing. They had heard of it at a roadside inn. The Kingslayer would not risk Sansa entering the inn itself; her hair and look were too distinctive. Sansa had listened from where she sat outside, hood and cloak covering the chains that bound her to Brienne.
"Lord Tywin and Lord Mace came up the roseroad, and took Stannis in the rear," an old man had said, his voice cracked and dusty. "The Imp set the river aflame, but Stannis kept his men in hand. Some were taken off by his ships; the rest retreated to Storm's End."
"Aye, Lord Tywin sent Randyll Tarly after them," said a younger voice. "They've got Stannis like a rat in a trap."
"He's held out before," replied a third voice. "A year he lasted, with the whole Reach at his gates. He may think only half the Reach is an insult."
There had been much laughter at that, but Sansa wanted to weep. Why would the Reach support the Lannisters? Everyone seemed to have heard the rumor that Queen Cersei's children were not sired by her king. Didn't they know? Didn't they care?
"Which Tyrells?" Prince Oberyn was asking. "Not young Willas, by any chance?"
That made the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard frown, but he covered his confusion with a mocking smile. "So eager to joust him again? I should warn you, Lady Olenna is here as well, and I think she may still be vexed that you crippled her grandson."
"My love, I am weary," a lady said, drawing her horse up to Prince Oberyn. With a fond look he took her hand and kissed it.
"Of course. Let us wash the dust from our skin. Until later, Kingslayer."
With a sigh Sansa returned to herself, her head spinning slightly as she grew accustomed to her own skin. Birds were so light, so free. And I am not. The godswood was surrounded by high walls of stone, walls she could not climb even if she could slip into her wolfskin.
At least it was beautiful. The godswood was full of loveliness, from the delicate blossoms of the flowers to the graceful branches of the trees. The grass was thick and soft beneath her feet; the air fresh and wholesome.
"Lady Sansa," the Hound said curtly, and the beauty was gone. Sandor Clegane loomed above her, his eyes hard, his hair lank. Sansa met his gaze, trying not to look at the twisted mass of scars on the left side of his face.
"My lord," she replied.
And as the Hound helped her to her feet, his eyes flickered to the heart tree.
The cat slipped into the Tower of the Hand. A guard bent to scratch his ears, but the cat did not stop. His tail twitched, his gaze intent on the sweaty, bloody two-legger he followed.
Sansa winced as she recognized the door to the Hand's solar, her father's solar. Now Lord Tywin Lannister sat in the great chair, the golden chain of linked hands glimmering about his neck. Though Lord Tywin was lean and muscled, he had all the wrinkles of a man in his fifties. His head was shaven, his face bare but for the thick side whiskers that ran from ear to jaw. Like a lion's mane, if the lion were bald. Ser Kevan Lannister stood beside him, a portly shadow of his older brother. Though Sansa knew they wore tunics of Lannister crimson, in Buttons' eyes their tunics were a dull muddy yellow. Cats saw well in the dark, but they knew nothing of red nor orange nor purple.
"The gold train is taken, my lord hand," the messenger said, his voice dulled by exhaustion. "Eleven days past, on the gold road near the Blackwater Rush. They came out of nowhere, two thousand horse, wolves howling in their van. Our horses went mad; we were encircled before Ser Forley Prester could restore order."
"Where is Ser Forley?" Ser Kevan asked.
"The Stark boy slew him personally. I- the entire escort was slain, my lord."
"Yet you are here." Lord Tywin's voice was level, but rage shone in his eyes. The messenger gulped.
"The boy spared me, my lord. To bring a- a message. He- he-" The messenger fell silent, his shoulders slumped as he stared at his feet. Lord Tywin glared.
"Out with it," Ser Kevan prompted sternly. The messenger looked as if he would rather be somewhere, anywhere else.
"Robb Stark sends his greetings. He bids me tell you that he has taken the gold train because he could, because the Young Wolf does not fear the Old Lion. He challenges you to meet him on the field of battle, or else he shall proclaim you a coward to the whole of Westeros. If you lack the stomach, he offers peace until after winter, so long as the Iron Throne acknowledges him as King of the North and King of the Trident. He will not kneel to a- a bastard born of incest."
Robb will kill you all, Sansa thought, exulting, but Buttons hid in the rushes as Lord Tywin rose to his feet, his expression thunderous.
Ser Kevan dismissed the messenger. As soon as the door shut behind him Lord Tywin began pacing the room.
"The boy is a fool," Lord Tywin said coldly. "Winterfell may be retaken, but the northmen will not forget that it fell."
"Have they found his brothers yet?" Ser Kevan asked. Bran and Rickon? Are they not at Winterfell?
Lord Tywin shook his head.
"No. His heirs are lost, the ironmen hold Moat Cailin, yet he sends all his foot ahead of him and comes south alone. Desperate for glory, no doubt. With half the ironmen gone, he'll find little renown defeating those who remain."
"If only Balon Greyjoy hadn't died... damn their ridiculous kingsmoot." Ser Kevan shook his balding head. "Does Stark know we hold his sister? How in the seven hells the other girl got to Riverrun-"
Arya was safe! Lannister or no, Sansa could have kissed him for such good tidings.
"He does not," Lord Tywin said. "There was no need to inform him." A satisfied glance passed between the two men, and Ser Kevan nodded, a smile playing at his lips.
"What can he be thinking? The Blackfish must know our numbers would crush two thousand horse." Ser Kevan frowned. "True, we have only three thousand horse ourselves, but we have eight thousand foot, and the power of the Reach besides."
"Boys are fond of playing at war; a crowned boy even moreso. Doubtless the Blackfish failed to restrain his folly." Sansa wished she could ask Buttons to bite him for daring to insult Robb so. Robb had beaten them before, he’d beat them again. And if he did... Sansa's heart leapt as she imagined Robb and his host outside the city, his crown gleaming in the sun as he demanded his sister's release.
"I shall lead our host myself,” Lord Tywin said, clenching his jaw. “You will remain here to serve as Hand in my stead."
"And the Tyrells?"
"Ser Loras will be only too eager to lead the van. Let Mace Tyrell defend the city. Stannis cannot move by land with Tarly besieging him, and the Redwyne fleet will soon cut him off from the sea. Ser Addam Marbrand shall keep a few thousand of our men; I'll not leave the city to Tyrell alone."
"Still..." Ser Kevan hesitated. "The boy cannot wait on the gold road forever. If we ignore this challenge, he must follow his foot north, and wed his uncle to a Frey."
"No. It’s time to break this boy king. I'll skin the impudent wolf myself."
Lord Tywin glanced at the cat in the rushes, his eyes cold. And as Sansa fled back to her own skin, she could still feel the chill of that murderous gaze.
Notes:
A 60 day waiting period is required between blood donations. Sansa lost wayyyy more blood than she meant to at Harrenhal :o
This chapter took a lot out of me; what do you guys think?
Chapter 64: Jaime II
Notes:
This is chronologically before Sansa I.
Late November, 299 AC
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Chapter Text
“Here, my lord.”
Jaime dismounted with a wince as his stump banged against the saddle. Gone were the bustling wharves full of fishermen; gone was the fishmarket where ruddy cheeked wives and daughters sold the day's catch. The riverfront was a charred desolation, stone quays jutting into the river like broken fingers.
“I had the honor to fight beside your brother,” Ser Balon Swann said. “He was a brave man for all his size. The Imp laughed as he fought.”
Scorch marks blackened the grey stones of the quay where they stood. A breeze drifted over the riverbanks, carrying flecks of ash that stung at his eyes. Ser Balon's white cloak flapped in the wind. Sworn brothers are the only brothers I have left.
“How did he end up on the bridge of boats?”
Ser Balon frowned.
“His stallion galloped off the end of the quay. The horse fell, but your brother rose and kept fighting, as though he’d find Stannis at the other end of the bridge. I did not see the Imp again until the fighting was done.”
"You swore to guard the king- how could you lose one of his own blood?"
"Ser Mandon Moore went after him, my lord." Ser Mandon was a dangerous man. Was being the key word. He'd drowned on the Blackwater, the white armor his funeral shroud.
"Yet it was a squire who brought my brother back." Ser Balon nodded.
"Podrick Payne. He would not leave the Imp's side, not for a moment, not even when Lord Tywin and the Queen Regent came. The poor lad finally fell asleep in the queen's arms."
Something was amiss there, but Jaime was too weary to think on it. His bones ached from weeks of hard riding, riding toward Cersei. She should have been waiting for me, not out hawking with the Tyrells.
“Leave me,” Jaime rasped.
Ser Jaime Lannister stared at the river. Splintered masts marked where shattered hulks lay drowned under the dark waters. Most of the dead were long buried, but a few pale, rotten corpses still dotted the shore.
I should have been here. It was Jaime who belonged on the battlefield, Jaime who laughed as he cut men down. What had Tyrion been thinking? His little brother should have stayed on the ramparts. Ser Addam Marbrand and Sandor Clegane were the men to lead sorties, not a dwarf. I never would have allowed it, were I here.
But he had been in the Riverlands, delirious with fever, useless to even himself. And how did that happen, sweet brother? Tyrion's voice echoed in his ears. I let Robb Stark take me unawares in the Whispering Wood. I let Edmure Tully cut my hand.
The ghost of his sword hand throbbed, the phantom fingers clenched tight. My fault, all my fault. I wasn't here to look after you. I wasn't here to say goodbye.
There had been no chance for Jaime to bid his brother farewell, to gaze one last time upon his face. The funeral had been weeks and weeks ago, the bones long since sent to Casterly Rock. Podrick Payne had saved Tyrion from the wildfire, but he could not save him from death.
The roadside inn had been warm and dry, the food excellent after weeks of oatcakes and salted beef. The innkeep regaled his guests with tales of the Battle of the Blackwater as Jaime gnawed on a chicken leg, the skin crisp, the meat tender and juicy.
"The city had a grand funeral for all the fallen, and Lord Tywin's son was among them," the innkeep said, not knowing he spoke to Tywin's son.
"You've drunk too much," Jaime replied, glad of his beard and stubbled head. "No one's seen the Kingslayer."
"Not him," the innkeep belched. "The Imp."
Fool, my brother would never be in battle, he had wanted to say. But Jaime bit his tongue and dashed his beer in the innkeep's face instead, the tankard knocking out the man's few teeth. The innkeep would have struck him, but for Steelshanks and his men.
Jaime had abandoned the northmen at Maegor's Holdfast, along with the Stark girl and Brienne. With his sister gone, there was no one to keep him from mourning his brother.
His face was wet. That made no sense. There was nary a cloud in sight. The sun shone down from a sky of brilliant blue, the same blue as the eyes of the Maid of Tarth.
The sun was sinking below the horizon when Ser Addam Marbrand came for him. No matter that Jaime was exhausted, longing for a bath, a shave, a good meal. Lord Tywin was not a man to be kept waiting.
Ser Addam escorted him in silence, his white plate shining golden in the dusk. They had been boys together at Casterly Rock, long ago. Jaime's grandmother was a Marbrand, making Addam some sort of cousin. He had come to them at age seven, his coppery hair sticking up every direction. They became fast friends to the sound of the clack of wooden swords echoing off the walls of the Rock. Addam was a fine swordsman, but Jaime had been better. Before. When I was whole.
"I never thought to have you for a sworn brother," Jaime said, pushing those thoughts aside. They were nearing the Red Keep; he could not be weak when he faced his father. Ser Addam grimaced.
"Nor I. My father almost went to Lord Tywin, but..."
"Tell me of my other sworn brothers."
"Ser Meryn Trant was executed for his role in Joffrey's death, and the queen named me in his stead. Ser Preston Greenfield was killed by the mob during a riot; Ser Balon took his place. No one has replaced the Hound or Ser Mandon yet; your uncle persuaded the queen to leave those cloaks for men of Lord Tywin's choosing."
"How fares my kin?" Jaime asked.
"Lord Tywin has taken charge of setting the Realm to rights. Your uncle Kevan gives what aid he can, but he is weary and heartsick." Ser Addam paused a moment, marking Jaime's confusion. "Did no one tell you? Lancel died after the Blackwater. He took a savage wound beneath the arm, and bled to death in the queen's ballroom. The ladies were all in a panic, the servants were fleeing. No one sought a maester until it was too late."
"Not my sweet sister?" As queen, Cersei should have been with the ladies, though she would rather have taken up a sword herself.
"The queen was with me," Ser Addam said grimly. "She summoned Tommen from the Great Sept of Baelor, and I could not gainsay her. Ser Boros and I brought him to the Red Keep, by back ways so the gold cloaks would not see. I hear Ser Jacelyn barely held them together; near a third of the city watch died in the battle. When we arrived..."
"Yes?" Jaime prompted.
"I thought to have the little king stand at the gatehouse, to give the men courage. We had only been there a short while when the queen commanded that I bring him to Maegor's Holdfast. The river on fire, the battle undecided, and there I stood, with Ser Boros and the Hound, guarding the throne room, while the queen sat the Iron Throne with Tommen on her lap."
Ser Addam's lips were still tight with anger when he left Jaime at the entrance to the Tower of the Hand. The red cloaks gaped at Jaime as one leapt to open the door, and another thanked the Seven for his return. Jaime ignored them and began to climb the stairs.
By the time he reached his father's solar his face was sticky. Jaime wiped the sweat away with his hand, wincing as a ragged fingernail caught in his unkempt beard.
When he pushed the door open it was to find Lord Tywin sitting behind a table spread with maps and papers. Lord Tywin looked up as Jaime closed the door.
"Jaime," he said, cool and stern as the Rock itself. "I had thought to see you sooner. Kevan told me you arrived near midday."
"And so I did," Jaime said, sinking into the chair across from Lord Tywin. "I had matters to attend to."
"Ser Kevan has suffered a far greater loss, yet he seems able to do his duty."
The words hit Jaime like a blow to the gut.
"Father—" he made to gesture with his right hand, but he had forgotten about the stump. Lord Tywin rose, a hiss escaping from his teeth.
" Who dared?"
"A wound, taken in my escape from Riverrun. It festered, and would have killed me had the hand not been taken."
His father sat back down, a look of disgust on his face.
"You took a wound? You?"
"All of Riverrun thirsted for my blood, and I had no help but Tyrion's false envoys. One killed the guards barehanded; another picked the lock of my cell. One was a mummer, and he convinced the guards to open the gates in Edmure Tully's own voice. The portcullis was half up when Edmure appeared. I slew a dozen men with a sword I seized from one of them, bested Tully, and dove into the river."
"Lord Bolton sent a raven. He says you escaped just before I marched on Riverrun. How is it that you never found our host?"
I'm sorry, Father, how was I to know? The gaolers told me nothing but lies, and then I was hiding from Tully's men and robbing smallfolk , Jaime thought.
"Ill luck, I suppose," Jaime said. "I was halfway to Harrenhal before the fever took me. Fortunately for both of us, Catelyn Stark sent her sworn shield after me."
Lord Tywin frowned, the lines in his face like cracks in a mountainside. "The woman from Tarth."
"Yes, the same woman Uncle Kevan tossed into a cell no sooner than I had arrived." Why he cared, the Gods only knew, but the wench deserved better.
"She declared her loyalty to a traitor," Lord Tywin replied, implacable. "A tower cell is what she deserves."
"You should be thanking Lady Catelyn; I'm only here because of her sworn shield. For some reason the she-wolf had the notion that I must be kept alive, lest her daughters fall in Cersei's vengeful hands."
"Speaking of which—"
The door slammed against the wall as Cersei swept into the room, an orange cat at her heels. Fine leather hawking gloves covered her hands; her hair tumbled down her shoulders like a river of gold. Cersei’s cheeks were as crimson as her silk gown, her breasts rising and falling as she panted. Normally Jaime would have welcomed the reminder of how she looked when they coupled, but Lord Tywin’s icy presence made his cock shrink as quickly as it had stiffened.
"Is it true? Have we caught the little wolf-bitch?" Her eyes glittered with triumph, but they were fixed on Lord Tywin, not the scarecrow sitting across from him.
"If you are referring to the capture of Sansa Stark, then yes, it is true," Lord Tywin said calmly. Cersei smiled a lioness's smile, all sharp white teeth.
"I want her head."
"You'll not have it. Sansa Stark is our only northern hostage at present, and she may prove useful."
"Useful?" Cersei snarled. "I spared her life despite her father's treason, and she repaid me by murdering my son. You—"
"You will compose yourself or you will leave the room," Lord Tywin said, his tone cold and hard as iron.
"I am Queen of the Seven Kingdoms! Queen Regent! Were Jaime here—"
Jaime rose, willing his legs not to shake. For the first time Cersei glanced at him, her brow furrowed. Then her eyes widened.
"Jaime?"
He wanted nothing more than to take her in his arms, but he could not. Not here. Not when her eyes lingered on his ugly stump, her mouth twisted in disgust. "Did no one tell you?" Jaime made himself smile. "I caught the Stark girl near Harrenhal. Consider her an early name day gift."
Cersei turned away.
"Who helped her escape? Who plotted the murder of my son?"
"The eunuch suspects Petyr Baelish." Lord Tywin frowned. "The girl herself may not know. She would say nothing to Kevan, and fainted when he pressed her sharply."
"Doubtless frightened out of her wits by the black cells." Cersei laughed. "Leave her to me. Before I am done with her, I promise you, she will be singing to the Stranger, begging for his kiss."
"Sansa Stark is none of your concern."
"None of my concern?" Cersei flared. "My Lord Commander has lost his sword hand; has my Lord Hand lost his wits?"
Too late she realized what she had said. She stepped back as Lord Tywin rose from his chair, but that did not stop him. He struck her full in the face with the back of his hand. The blow knocked her to the floor, blood trickling from her lip where it had split.
"You are my daughter," Lord Tywin said. His voice was as calm as if he had cuffed a dog. "A Lannister of Casterly Rock, and you will comport yourself as such. Remove yourself from my presence.”
Cersei swallowed, pressing her hand to her lip. Slowly she got to her feet, weak before Lord Tywin’s relentless gaze. When she had left in silence, Lord Tywin returned to his seat, and Jaime sat back down as well.
“We have more pressing concerns than your sister’s need for vengeance. Doran Martell should be here within the week to take up a seat on the small council, and Mace Tyrell is already complaining about the Dornish. As for you—”
“The Kingsguard is short two men,” Jaime said. “Who will be my new sworn brothers?”
“Ser Mandon Moore was of the Vale. Lysa Arryn has kept her men out of the fighting, but she cannot rule for long without a consort. It seems Lyn Corbray has given up on securing her hand, and seeks to join the Kingsguard.”
Jaime frowned.
“Won’t that offend Doran Martell?” Lyn Corbray had slain his uncle, Lewyn Martell, on the Trident. Rumor had it that the Dornish prince had been severely wounded when Corbray cut him down.
“Doran Martell is a man who weighs the consequences of every word and every action; he’ll not seek to give offense as soon as he reaches the city. I intend to give the other cloak to a Dornishman of Doran’s choosing. That should placate him.” Lord Tywin glanced at Jaime’s stump, and opened his mouth to speak—
“By your leave, Father,” Jaime interrupted. “The dressings on my stump need seeing to, and I’m hardly fit to be in your presence in my current state.”
His father's eyes were on him, pale green flecked with gold, so cool they gave Jaime a chill.
“You may go.”
Jaime went.
Notes:
Welp, Tyrion is dead and the Lannisters are, ah, mourning in their own ways.
In canon, Cersei and Tyrion slap people frequently. That came from somewhere. Also, with no captive Sansa during the Battle of the Blackwater, the ladies panic after Cersei leaves and Lancel dies with no one to get him to a Maester in time.
What do you guys think?
Chapter 65: Gilly I
Notes:
Craster’s Keep is its own trigger warning. All violence has been carefully written to avoid being gratuitous or graphic, but heads up :(
Early December, 299 AC
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Chapter Text
"Hush, child," Ferny scolded. She rubbed Gilly's shoulders, her hands gentler than her tongue, and Gilly nodded, biting her lip.
The more her belly swelled, the more her back ached. Ferny made the best bread of any of Craster's wives, and she kneaded aching muscles as well as she kneaded dough. Her hands felt so good that Gilly had moaned aloud.
She had forgotten that father was below.
Footsteps approached, and Gilly's shoulders tensed. The hardpacked dirt floor made it hard to tell who was coming. Please, not father, not father. Father said he was their only protection from men who would carry them away and make them slaves, but sometimes Gilly wondered if all men were so rough with their wives. Her breasts were still sore and bruised from the last time he had taken her.
The splintered ladder shifted against the floor of the loft. Gilly breathed, trying to stop herself from trembling as Ferny stroked her hair. It was her duty, she was used to it, yet she could not stop shaking. Please no, please no, not again- a dark head appeared at the top of the ladder.
"You need to eat." Nella clambered down into the loft, a loaf of bread clutched in her hand. Steam rippled through the air as Nella sliced off a chunk and handed it to Gilly. For a moment Gilly held the bread, letting it warm her stiff fingers.
"Eat, child," Ferny said, and Gilly obeyed. Ferny was one of her mothers, after all.
Ferny took the loaf from Nella, slicing it before carrying slices to the others. The triplets had been napping in the loft, and they awoke slowly, eyes big in their skinny faces.
Craster had nineteen wives and seventeen daughters, and the triplets were the youngest. Born in the summer three years past, Dalwen, Dalya, and Disrine had been the only girls that year. Their mother, Dorsten, had wept with relief, while Buttercup, Hilsa, and Nella gave her hard looks. Buttercup was young and pretty, Hilsa a few years older, Nella older still.. but young or old, their babes had all been sons.
"Boys born in summer are the cruelest," Gilly's mother had said. Grindis was Craster's second wife and wise. In winter the cold gods came quickly for the babes. In summer, the mother might have months, perhaps a year or two to love her son before they must watch the cold ones take them, take them and... At least girl children grew to be wives.
Dorsten was the only other wife in the loft. She sat huddled in a corner, curled up like a wounded animal. Her oldest daughter had flowered in the night, and Craster had seen the blood before Dorsten could finish cleaning it up. They'd all awoken to Dorsten's screams, even Hilsa, who slept like a rock. One of Dorsten's teeth had hit Gilly in the cheek as it flew across the loft.
Ferny had to shake Dorsten by the shoulder before she took the bread. Her eyes were swollen shut, the skin mottled purple and black. Better bruised than given to the white shadows.
It had happened only once, but the grandmothers still shivered when they told the tale. She had been Craster’s fifth wife, young and gentle, and her fate was so terrible that the grandmothers would not speak her name lest Craster hear.
Craster did not allow talk of the wife who had lain with a crow. Craster had caught them, of course he had, and his rage had been terrible. He had cut off the crow's wings one by one, then stuck his head on a stake.
Yet he'd laid not a finger on the trembling wife. No, he had waited for the white cold, and then he had taken all the wives and daughters into the haunted wood. The wives and daughters wore deerskins and sheepskins and furs, layered thick and close, yet the cold had crept into their blood all the same, their tongues frozen inside their mouths. All but the youngest wife. Craster had stripped her bare, and then... and then...
Dorsten was lucky to come away with only a few bruises. Still, a part of Gilly wished Dorsten had been able to hide the blood. Dyah was too young to be Craster’s twentieth wife.
Gilly had been lucky. Her moonblood hadn’t come until she was thirteen. Little Dyah was only eleven, a short, scrawny girl who was mad for animals, horses most of all. Every time crows came from the Wall, she'd creep down to see the beasts they rode. "Their noses are so soft," she'd told Gilly once, whispering so father would not hear. Dyah had cried for the rabbits almost as much as Gilly had.
Gilly shivered as she remembered the white direwolf. His eyes had gleamed as red as the blood that stained his jaws, her rabbit dangling limply from between those sharp teeth. Father had kicked her when she told him about the broken hutch, and set her to mending it with Freltha. But he hadn't beaten her. Craster was too happy about his fine new axe and southron wine.
Soon, the crows must return soon. They had been gone for nearly half a year, and the baby would come any day. Gilly could not run on her own. What if she died? Two wives had died in childbed since Gilly was small, one bleeding out after the babe got stuck, the other taken by fever. If that happened to Gilly, the cold ones would still take her baby, unless it was devoured by animals first.
A wolf howled in the distance. Could it be the crow's direwolf? Lord Snow, they called him. The boy had been handsome, just like the young ranger with the sable cloak.
Father had not liked Ser Waymar, nor how Gilly and her sisters looked at him. Gilly had been a daughter then, still dreading her flowering. The lordling had made her feel warm inside, strange little flutters dancing in her tummy. Then... then Ser Waymar had begun to speak.
Dyah had been giddy with excitement to bring Ser Waymar his great black horse when he left in the morning, his cloak damp from sleeping outside. Dyah was too young to know that the ranger would not return. Her father was a godly man, and the cold gods frowned on those who refused his roof.
Even the Stark had more courtesy with father when he came seeking Ser Waymar. That had been just after Craster took her to wife, when Gilly could barely walk for the pains in her hips and thighs and between her legs. The ranger had watched her, and when he looked at Craster his eyes were dark with hatred. But he had said nothing to her or any other wife, and he had slept beneath her father's roof all the same. But Sam, sweet, gentle, Sam... please, let him live. He swore he'd help.
Dyah shrieked.
"What have I said about mucking about with them horses?" Craster hissed, his face purple with rage. Gilly shrank against the wall, closing her eyes as he raised his hand again.
"You will obey me," Craster snarled.
A slap rang out, and Gilly cringed, wishing she could make herself smaller. When he was angry with one, all had to be careful. "Keep quiet, obey, and you'll be safe," the grandmothers said. They were still alive, so it must be true. But Dyah had not been quick enough to scurry back to her chores, and so...
When it was over, Gilly heard the crows mumbling below. Some of the voices were angry, but one was laughing. "If he don’t want the little sweetmeat he could give her to me," the laughing one said. Across the loft Gilly saw Nella spit in disgust. The crow was lucky Craster's hearing had begun to weaken, or he'd join his brothers in death.
Almost all the crows had died on the place they called the Fist. The cold gods had taken their due, just like father said they would. The few crows who returned had staggered in half frozen and half starved. Gilly had been in the loft, her belly so swollen she could barely move. She was telling the young ones a story about a summer without end when they heard hooves clopping in the yard. The Lord Crow came in first and talked to father, his voice low. After a few minutes they heard the noise of men entering the keep. Dalwen crept to the edge of the loft, her eyes big as she watched the men below.
"Is there a fat one?" Gilly asked weakly.
"No," Dalwen whispered. Gilly's heart pounded, a dull, low throb that echoed in her ears.
"There's a big blonde one," Dalwen said.
Gilly turned away, despairing. Sam had black hair, black as his cloak. Dalya took her hand, her little face confused but sad. Disrine bit her lip, then crept down the ladder.
"There's a huge one outside," Disrine whispered when she returned. "A young one, with dark hair like mama."
As Dyah shrieked and cried Gilly thought of the fat crow with the gentle face. Sam promised, he came back, he's here below. He'll take me with him, and the babe will be safe.
The babe came two days later, thanks to Birra's herbs, and it was Gilly's turn to sob as Nella held her hand. It hurt, it hurt so much, like knives stabbing at her belly.
"Push," Nella told her. "Harder. Harder. Scream if it helps." She did, not caring that the triplets had all clapped their hands over their ears.
"I’ve had a bellyful o’ that shrieking," Craster shouted from below. "Give her a rag to bite down on, or I’ll come up there and give her a taste o’ my hand." Quick as a cat Ferny obeyed, jamming a piece of deerskin in Gilly's mouth. Gilly bit down on it as she pushed, her muscles screaming.
"That’s it," Hilsa said. "Another push, now. Oh, I see his head."
Her head, please, hers , Gilly begged. But when the pushing was done and the babe slipped out of her, the women all went silent.
"A boy," Nella said, her hand warm on Gilly's shoulder.
"A boy," Hilsa echoed, her hand soft on Gilly's knee.
"I'm sorry," her mother whispered in her ear, and Gilly knew no more.
She awoke to her mother shaking her shoulder.
"Wake up, girl," her mother hissed, dragging Gilly upright. The ache between her legs had dulled, and she had been washed and dressed as she slept. Ferny held the babe in her arms. Gilly's blood ran cold as a man in a black cloak came up the ladder behind her.
"You don't want this one," Gilly's mother said, her eyes hard. "She's loose and bloody." The crow spat and turned away, his eyes lighting on Buttercup.
"I shoved one o’ them off the loft but there's too many, and all o’ them with knives," Ferny muttered as Buttercup backed away in fear. Gilly stared, her mouth gaping in shock. Craster won't wait for the cold ones, he'll kill them all himself.
“Craster's dead,” Ferny said. Had Gilly spoken her thought aloud? “Do as Grindis says. Down the ladder, quick.”
While she slept the world had gone mad. The loft echoed with the sounds of slapping flesh; the hall below was filled with the groans of dying men. Four crows sat on the benches, stuffing themselves with horsemeat while Hilsa sobbed as a crow took her on the table. Men in black cloaks littered the floor like fallen leaves, splatters of red marking the wounds that killed them.
And in the middle of the horror, his eyes staring into nothing, was her savior. Crosslegged Sam sat on the floor, the Lord Crow's head in his lap.
"Please. Go," the dying man was saying.
"It’s too far," Sam replied, his face pale. "I’ll never reach the Wall, my lord. I’d sooner stay with you. See, I’m not frightened anymore. Of you, or … of anything."
"You should be," said Gilly's mother. Sam stared up at them, his mouth a round o of surprise.
"We’re not supposed to talk to Craster’s wives," Sam said. "We have orders."
"That’s done now," Grindis answered.
"The blackest crows are down in the cellar, gorging," Ferny said. "Or up in the loft with the young ones. They’ll be back soon, though. Best you be gone when they do. The horses run off, but Dyah’s caught two."
"You said you’d help me," Gilly reminded him. He promised, he did.
"I said Jon would help you. Jon’s brave, and he’s a good fighter, but I think he’s dead now. I’m a craven. And fat. Look how fat I am. Besides, Lord Mormont’s hurt. Can’t you see? I couldn’t leave the Lord Commander."
"Child,” said Ferny, “that old crow’s gone before you. Look.”
The old crow was still, his eyes staring. Gilly looked away. A pile of ragged sheepskins lay on the floor across one of the crows. The man inside them was thick and broad, yet he lay there like a doll made of straw. Then she saw the puddle of blood beneath the gaping wound in his throat, and a strange fire blazed inside Gilly. She almost felt warm.
When she finally tore her eyes from the fallen giant, Sam was stammering, his eyes full of fear. “Where should I take her?”
“Someplace warm,” her mothers said as one. Suddenly tears were streaming down Gilly's face.
"Me and the babe. Please. I’ll be your wife, like I was Craster’s. Please, ser crow. He’s a boy, just like Nella said he’d be." The cold gods would still come without their priest, Gilly knew it like she knew her own name. "If you don’t take him, they will."
“They?” said Sam, and the raven cocked its black head and echoed, “They. They. They.”
She could not face those eyes again, those eyes as cold and bright as stars. They would take her son in their icy hands, they would smile with their milkglass teeth, and then...
“The boy’s brothers,” said Ferny “Craster’s sons. The white cold’s rising out there, crow. I can feel it in my bones. These poor old bones don’t lie. They’ll be here soon, the sons.”
And Hilsa sobbed and Buttercup screamed and the triplets wailed, but the cold wind howled louder than them all.
Notes:
I’ve been struggling with how to tackle the Wall since posting the last chapter. This was supposed to be a Theon POV. Theon joining the watch is one of the big ripple effects from the change in Sansa and Robb’s and Bran and Luwin’s actions.
Then I was rereading the North of the wall chapters from Clash and Storm and got really mad at how GRRM treats the women of Craster’s keep. 19 wives, ? daughters, and no one gets characterization but Gilly, and only 3 get named in passing. (Ferny, Dyah, and Nella) So I decided these women deserved better. The events aren’t much different than canon, but we learn way more about the Others… 👀
Also, I made a deliberate choice that the women name their daughters with the same letter as their own name. Grindis had Gilly; Dorsten had Dyah, Dalwen, Dalya, and Disrine, etc. Buttercup and Birra are sisters with the same mother. Freltha is Ferny’s daughter. Just in case anyone was worried, the triplets are wailing from general fear; no crow has laid a finger on them.
MORAG- the first wife. A woman in her 60s. Loves Craster and believes in him and in the cold gods. Helps break and indoctrinate the other wives. Gilly avoids her. One of the grandmothers.
GRINDIS- in her late 50s. Wise woman; considered one of the grandmothers. Very strict because she wants the women and girls to survive. Gilly is her youngest and only surviving child. An outbreak of fever took her other daughters some years past. The second wife.
FERNY- in her late 50s. Baker, wise woman, the third wife.
FIFTH WIFE- slept with a crow and given to the Others by Craster. Her name was Hanna. Grindis and Ferny remember her with guilt.
BRIWA- a woman in her late 40s. Mother of Birra and Buttercup
FRELTHA- a woman in her 40s. Ferny’s daughter. Good with woodcraft and fixing things.
NELLA- a woman in her 30s. Has born 6 sons. Skilled at midwifery.
BIRRA- a woman in her 30s. Skilled with herbs. Briwa’s daughter; Buttercup’s sister.
DORSTEN- a woman in her 30s. Has born four living daughters and three sons given to the cold ones. Hates Morag.
HILSA- a woman in her 20s. Has born a son. Sleeps like a rock.
BUTTERCUP- a woman in her late teens. Has born a daughter and a son. Pretty. Briwa’s youngest daughter.
DYAH- a girl of 11. Loves animals, especially horses. Dorsten’s oldest daughter.
DALWEN- a girl of 3. Curious. One of Dorsten’s triplets.
DALYA- a girl of 3. Shy. One of Dorsten’s triplets.
DISRINE- a girl of 3. Brave. One of Dorsten’s triplets.
Chapter 66: Theon I
Chapter Text
Night fell quickly beneath the Wall.
Even inside his fur-lined gloves, Theon's hands were cold and stiff. Steam rose from Smiler's nostrils, white shadows that fluttered against the darkening sky. As dreary as Pyke, but for the color. Where the Iron Islands were jagged teeth of dark stone, here soft mounds of pale snow covered the frozen ground. There was no scent of salt upon the air, nor the stink of fish, but a cold smell that stung at his nose when he breathed too deep.
Ahead of him a black brother swore as his feet sank beneath him. There weren't enough horses for all, not after the slaughter on the Bridge of Skulls. Theon laughed as the man shouted curses, trying to free himself from the snow that trapped him up to the thighs. Horses knew how to pick their way down the snowy covered road, but not all men shared the talent.
A ranger dismounted, black cloak flapping in the wind, then another. It took three of them to pull the man out. "Watch yerself," Hungry Hareth told the sodden man. "See where it dips? Must be some hollow underneath." The short poacher was always giving advice, whether it was wanted or not. I'd advise him to shut his gob. At least when he was stuffing himself he was silent.
To Theon's annoyance the black brothers were as rough spoken as the ironborn. Most were of low birth, rapers and poachers and thieves and killers. Hardly the men I'd choose, but someday they'll serve me just the same. He smirked imagining Jon Snow's reaction upon meeting his new brothers. The sullen boy thought too highly of himself for a bastard, but these men had surely beaten it out of him quickly.
Smiler brayed his annoyance as a garron drew too close beside them. The black brother astride the garron was an ugly man, his face pocked with boils, one eye covered in a bandage rust colored with dried blood. Theon's smirk slipped away.
I gave you a bag of silver and you never came back, you bloody bastard. He should have known better than to trust such a one as Reek, but his choices had been so few. Damn his eyes. The serving man's one pale eye had been sly and strange, the other hidden beneath Maester Luwin's bandage. Had bandits taken him upon the road, or was Reek off in some town, getting wine and women with Theon's silver?
Or perhaps the wound had taken him. Lady Hornwood's nails had scored Reek deeply, and green pus had oozed from the slashes when the maester changed the dressing. A braver man might have refused to tend the wound, but Luwin had never been brave. Theon wondered if the little grey man yet lived.
He had the right of it. Better the Wall than the executioner's blade. Ser Rodrik had spluttered with rage when Theon had declared his intent to yield Winterfell and take the black. He should have thanked me, the old fool, it spared his little Beth the noose. Theon had not wanted to hang the sobbing girl, but he'd seen no other choice to hold the keep against the castellan's force. Not until the maester had come to him.
Let the old man cling to his crown. He'd never prefer Theon to that bitch Asha anyway. How many ravens had he sent to Pyke without an answer? Three, or was it four? I took Winterfell with thirty men, and he could not spare a single bird to thank me.
He should have known Balon Greyjoy would ignore his victory. Old done men always thought themselves wise, and Lord Balon thought the greenlanders were weak and easily cowed. More fool he. If it were true Ned Stark would never have smashed the walls of Pyke. Theon had fought beside the northmen in the Whispering Wood; they were as brave as any ironborn, and better disciplined. Moat Cailin and Deepwood Motte could not subdue them; the North would never be conquered easily. Taking Winterfell was the only way, and Theon had done it.
The wind howled, tugging at him with cold fingers. A strand of black hair fluttered in his face, the same black hair that fell past Asha's eyes. Your prize will be the doom of you, she had mocked him. Put Winterfell to the torch and fall back while you still can.
They were fools, all of them, to attack the north. Even Dagon Greyjoy, the Last Reaver, had known better than to waste time on such slim pickings. Lannisport was the sweeter fruit, and it had been so ripe for plucking. By the time Lord Tywin had smashed Stannis on the Blackwater, the ironborn could have reaved half the gold of the west and returned to Pyke unscathed. A good plan, Robb had said, clapping Theon on the shoulder like a brother.
I could have been Lord of Casterly Rock, yet here I am, freezing on the Wall, all thanks to my father , he thought bitterly as a ranger passed him with a sullen look. All sins were wiped clean when a man swore his vows to the Night's Watch, but even so...
Theon thanked the gods that few of the men at the Shadow Tower were northmen. He had been delighted to find Jon Snow gone when he reached Castle Black, off on a ranging with Lord Commander Jeor Mormont and almost all the northmen in the castle.
Still, those left behind were not exactly amiable. A boy with enormous ears named Pypar had stared at him for days before challenging him to spar. Theon had trounced him, but he could not enjoy the victory much. A lucky blow had near broken his arm before he knocked the boy to the ground. Rather than cower in shame at his defeat, Pypar had wiped his bloody nose and declared he was Jon Snow's friend. The one-armed blacksmith had said no such thing, but his eyes were always watching. Theon was almost relieved when the rangers departed Castle Black to chase after raiders.
The old castellan, Bowen Marsh, had led the rangers after the wildlings, pursuing them all the way to the Shadow Tower and past it to the Gorge. Theon had never seen so great a chasm, and he wondered why a bridge had been built over it. The Bridge of Skulls it was called, and it was well named. It was there that they had met the wildlings in bloody battle, and over a hundred rangers had been slaughtered before the wildlings broke.
As the last few turned to run, Theon spotted a thick man carrying a scythe, his watery eyes full of hate. The rangers called him the Weeper, and Theon's arrow had made his throat weep blood. He'd been aiming for his eye, but no one else knew that. The second arrow had taken him in the cheek and made an end. The black brothers had cheered at that, their shouts and curses music to Theon’s frozen ears.
When the last wildlings were gone Lewyn of Plankytown had cut out the Weeper’s eyes and stuck his head on a pike. It seemed the Weeper had done the same to many a ranger, including the Dornishman’s cousin. Men had surrounded Theon to clap him on the back; even Bowen Marsh had praised the shot.
Yes, Theon could rise high in the watch. There were few lords or knights to begin with, and their number was dwindling. Eddard Stark's brother Benjen had disappeared over a year past, and the ranging to find him had vanished too. Just before they left the Shadow Tower, news had come that Lord Commander Mormont was dead, along with almost every man he'd taken north. There had been some great battle on a place called the Fist, and the few who survived had mutinied at a place called Craster's Keep. Whoever Craster was, he was dead now.
The road back to Castle Black was long, and many of the rangers spent their time arguing over who might replace Mormont as Lord Commander. Theon listened carefully as the black brothers ran through the possible candidates. Ser Denys Mallister, commander of the Shadow Tower, was well liked by some but old and grey. His second-in-command, Qhorin Halfhand, had taken men to join Jeor Mormont, and was presumed dead.
Of those left at Castle Black, Bowen Marsh was a steward, not a warrior. Ser Endrew Tarth had been young, fierce and strong, but he'd died on the Bridge of Skulls, as had Ser Aladale Wynch. Cotter Pyke had charge of Eastwatch, but he was as uncouth as he was lowborn.
Whoever the brothers picked, Theon wasn't worried. He had been too hasty when he named himself Prince of Winterfell. He would show that bitch Asha that he could be patient. Theon was not even twenty-one yet; he had time to watch and wait. A few more battles like the last one would build his reputation with the watch. Thank the gods that Jon Snow had died with Mormont. Without him around, men would soon forget what Theon had done at Winterfell.
In the meantime, he would find ways to amuse himself. He'd barely had time to taste the women Mole's Town had to offer, let alone try a wildling woman. They said Craster had kept dozens of women, wives and daughters, locked up safe in his keep. So many women, all alone with no man to protect them.
Theon smirked. They would reach Castle Black two days hence, and Theon knew just what he should do when they arrived. Bowen Marsh had too many cares resting on his thick shoulders, burdens that Theon might assist with. Those dreadful mutineers might still be hiding at Craster's Keep, and Theon was just the man to sort them out. That night Theon fell asleep huddled in his cloak, dreaming of soft laughter and warm pillowy breasts.
Notes:
So I was going to do Theon last chapter, but I could not find his voice at all. I finished Gilly I after two weeks of agonizing drafting, researching canon, and revising.
Then, suddenly, I found Theon’s voice. Go figure. God, he’s such an asshole. First ripple effect of Theon at the Wall-> the Weeper is dead. Next up we’ll be heading south, though I’m not 100% sure of the POV yet.
Chapter 67: Jaime III
Chapter Text
Jaime gritted his teeth as Brienne's sword smashed against his thigh. His left arm shook with effort, his blade growing heavier with every stroke. His head still rang from the clout she'd given him on the helm, and sweat dripped down his face.
"Enough," Jaime said, lowering his sword. Much longer and the wench would beat him to death, blunted steel or no. Brienne nodded, brushing a hand against her face as she leaned against the weirwood tree.
With the singing of swords ended, the godswood slowly came to life. Bees buzzed about the flowers. A robin sang from a nest hidden in an oak tree. Dawn had crept over them when they began, and it was now midmorning.
Brienne had been very puzzled when he first visited her tower cell. Someone had dressed her in a blue gown, and her brittle hair was different, the straw colored locks soft about her face. Her cell was sparse but for the half-eaten meal on her table and the white and orange cat purring at her feet.
"Blue looks well on you, my lady," Jaime had observed. "But your gown will not suit." She'd gaped at him, eyes filled with hurt. Brienne was no less confused when he presented her with a pile of men's garb, tunic and breeches.
"Dress yourself," he'd ordered before leaving the room. He was growing impatient by the time she finally opened the door, clearly bewildered.
"I'll return her in a few hours," Jaime informed the guards, and off they went in silence.
Blunted tourney swords had awaited them in the godswood, the only space in the Red Keep large enough to practice without being seen. Perhaps Ned Stark had visited the godswood before he lost his head, but no one else ever did. In the nearly twenty years since he joined the Kingsguard Jaime had only been in there once or twice. When Cersei was newly wed, she'd taken him all over the keep's hidden corners. They'd only fucked in the godswood a few times before deciding it was unsuitable.
As Brienne drank from a waterskin, her cheeks rosy from their bout, Jaime idly wondered when the weirwood tree had been planted. It was a pretty thing, as slim and radiant as a maiden, crowned with flaming red leaves. Some notion of Robert's to please Lyanna's shade, perhaps? He'd shown more care to her in death than he'd ever shown Cersei.
She should have been my wife, not his. Jaime would never have treated Cersei as Robert did. The fat king had pawed over wenches before her very eyes, pulling them into his lap, groping at their teats. At least Robert was wise enough not to strike her. I'd have gutted him where he stood.
Leagues and leagues he'd traveled to reach Cersei's side, and yet since his return he'd barely seen her. Lord Tywin had not forgotten her loss of temper. The next day he had ordered her to host a fine dinner for the Tyrells, commanding her to show them every hospitality. Nor was she permitted to be any less courteous to the horde of nobility in the cornerfort, despite her distaste for the Dornish.
Jaime had been unpleasantly surprised at the arrival of Prince Oberyn and his party. He could not imagine Elia Martell supporting such an alliance, and her brothers danced to her flute, on the rare occasion she chose to play it. But then, he had not seen her since his father's men murdered her children.
Ned Stark had escorted Elia back to Dorne, and in Dorne she had stayed. Most women would have remarried, but not Elia Martell. No, she spent her days raising her younger brother's brood of bastards. To Lord Tywin and Cersei’s ire, two of them had accompanied Prince Oberyn to King's Landing. Lady Nymeria Sand, a beautiful woman of twenty, was the fruit of a Volantene noblewoman. Olyvar Sand, a gawky youth, was the gift of some Lyseni courtesan.
Jaime avoided all the Dornish, but those two especially. Lady Nymeria always seemed to be smirking at him, one hand resting lightly on her knives, and Olyvar's eyes made him uncomfortable.
Jaime had just dodged Prince Oberyn's paramour when Ser Addam brought him the news that Robb Stark had finally blundered. Three days later, Jaime had watched the host stream out of the city, banners flying. Lord Tywin headed the column, of course, with six thousand foot and a thousand horse in his train. Ser Loras Tyrell had the honor of commanding the Tyrell host, fourteen thousand foot and six hundred horse.
Jaime almost felt sorry for Robb Stark. Taking the gold train was an amusing act of defiance, but not a wise one. The Young Wolf had only two thousand horse, and no foot, and off marched the Lion with over twenty thousand men at his back. Lord Tywin did nothing by half measures, and the wolf had irritated him long enough. Robb Stark and his men would be crushed like ants beneath a boot.
It was bitter to be left behind, but Jaime had counted on one saving grace. Without Lord Tywin in the keep, surely his sister would send for him. To risk Lord Tywin's wrath was one thing; to risk Uncle Kevan's annoyance was another.
Then the first day had passed without a summons.
“Where is the queen?” Jaime asked Ser Balon Swann on the second day. “At the theater,” he replied. “She took Prince Oberyn and his retinue to see a play about Nymeria and her thousand ships.” Surely Cersei would send for him when she returned.
“Where is the queen?” Jaime asked Ser Boros Blount on the third day. “With Lady Margaery and her cousins,” Ser Boros answered. “Listening to poetry and music.” Cersei hated poetry. Of course she would send for him when they were done.
For a week he waited in vain, his fury only growing. Was she waiting for Jaime to seek her out? To beg for her forgiveness? He had nothing to apologize for. Lord Tywin had struck her, not him. I brought her the girl, and she never even thanked me.
Normally Jaime would have taken out his anger on opponents in the yard, but he could not show how feebly he fought with his left hand. The single bout he’d tried with Ser Addam Marbrand had left him with a limp and a fine covering of bruises.
That was why on the seventh day, he'd fetched Brienne from her cell. Much as he trusted Ser Addam Marbrand, the man was liable to let something slip in his cups. Brienne was a captive, she did not drink, and even if she did, who would she tell?
They’d sparred almost daily for weeks, usually in the evening. The new year had come and gone, the three hundredth since the conquest, and every day it seemed there was more for Jaime to do. Being Lord Commander of the Kingsguard was worse than he had imagined. He had a seat on the Small Council now, to his great displeasure, and Ser Kevan always seemed to require Jaime's assistance.
Jaime wanted nothing more than to tell his uncle to leave him be, but Lancel's death had shaken him badly. No man should watch his firstborn son die in his arms. Where other men might have raged or wept, Ser Kevan buried his grief in his work. He had been a dutiful brother long before he sired a son, and Lord Tywin had entrusted him with running the realm until his return. Ser Kevan’s appetite was the only sign of his despair. Some days Kevan barely touched his food; other days he stuffed himself as if he was Robert Baratheon returned to life.
"My lord?" Jaime blinked. While he was lost in thought, Brienne had begun to speak, and he'd caught not a single word.
"Is Lady Sansa well?" Brienne asked again.
"As well as she can be," Jaime lied.
He'd only glimpsed her a few times coming back from the castle's sept, the Hound looming over her. A beauty Sansa Stark might be, with her flaming hair and deep blue eyes, but she looked ridiculous in her too small gowns. At some point since her escape she’d grown legs and teats, but no one seemed to have seen fit to send her a dressmaker. Her expression was always bland and mournful, as though she knew how awkward she looked. Nonetheless, the girl made the obligatory courtesies each time they crossed paths, her voice gentle and sweet.
The longer Cersei ignored him the more bitter Jaime felt about taking the girl captive. He had imagined Cersei thanking him with her lips about his cock, but he hadn’t really thought about what Cersei would do to the girl. The way she had raged at Lord Tywin… Before I am done with her, I promise you, she will be singing to the Stranger, begging for his kiss.
Lord Tywin was not a man to take such threats lightly. Within days Sandor Clegane had been charged to guard the Stark girl whenever she left her cell, and Varys had been charged to keep close watch over Cersei lest she try something rash. Not because Sansa was an innocent young maid, but because a Stark hostage was valuable property. Should that change…. amber eyes blazed in his memory and Jaime recoiled.
"Ser?” Brienne asked, alarmed, her blue eyes wide.
“Nothing. Just some insect buzzing about my nose.”
Again he saw Ser Arthur Dayne above him, Dawn in his hand. In the name of the Mother I charge you to defend the young and innocent. In the name of the Maid I charge you to protect all women. He had broken those vows long before he laid eyes on Sansa Stark. Again Jaime heard Queen Rhaella’s cries. You're hurting me, she had sobbed. Cersei would have scratched Robert’s eyes out had he dared to treat her so, but poor Rhaella had never shared her spirit.
“Do you recall the names of Aerys’ seven?”
Brienne frowned as she wiped her mouth, setting the waterskin aside.
“All knights know them,” she said. “They were the finest men to serve the Kingsguard.”
“Do you know how they died?” Her brow creased, but Jaime did not await her reply.
“Ser Lewyn Martell died on the Trident, forced to defend Aerys for the sake of Elia and her children. Tell me, wench, do you think he would have kept his vows had he any choice in the matter?”
Brienne stared at him.
“Ser Jon Darry died on the Trident too, but there was no sword at his throat, no beloved niece held hostage. No matter that we’d heard Aerys rape poor Rhaella half to death before he sent her off to Dragonstone. ‘We are sworn to protect her as well,’ I said when I could stand it no longer. ‘We are,’ Darry replied, ‘but not from him.’ Who was I to challenge one of the finest knights in the Seven Kingdoms? And off he went to fight to defend Aerys’ crown. But all agree Jon Darry was a better man than me.”
The wench gaped, but Jaime could not stop the words pouring forth like vomit, like poison, the way they had at Harrenhal.
“And we mustn’t forget Ser Gerold Hightower and Ser Oswell Whent. Such brave men, to die defending Lyanna from her beloved brother. Were those honorable deaths, my lady?”
“They-they swore vows,” Brienne stuttered.
“So many vows,” Jaime said. “Tell me, which one should they have obeyed? The vow to protect innocent maids, or the vow to obey their prince? They all swore to protect the innocent before they ever swore to Aerys, but all of Aerys’ seven watched him burn men to death because he could.”
“Even the Sword of Morning?” Brienne’s voice cracked with despair, and Jaime laughed bitterly.
“Ser Arthur joined the Kingsguard at twenty. Soon after, he was assigned to guard the crown prince. Rhaegar could not have been more than ten, but the two became inseparable, a friendship that persisted even as Rhaegar grew to manhood. By the time Aerys began burning men in the throne room Rhaegar was wed and living on Dragonstone, with Ser Lewyn and Ser Arthur as his guards.”
“So he never saw the burnings?” Hope shone in her lovely eyes, and Jaime almost regretted what he must say.
“He saw the last of them. When Rhaegar returned to the city Ser Arthur came with him. The Sword of Morning was always quiet, stern and honorable, but something in him seemed uneasy. Rhaegar had meant for him to fight on the Trident.” Jaime still remembered standing guard outside the prince’s chambers as they argued in low voices, and the few words he’d caught had made no sense. Prophecy. Faithless. Children. Tywin. Blood.
“Ser Arthur stayed behind to guard Elia and the children. He was there when Aerys burned Lord Chelsted, and he did naught to stop it, no more than I did.”
“Perhaps that’s why he slew himself when the Red Keep fell,” Brienne said softly.
“You shouldn’t believe everything you hear,” Jaime said, the taste of bile on his tongue.
Arthur Dayne had killed a dozen men defending little Rhaenys, and taken countless wounds. But it took only one man to kill a little girl, and in the commotion of battle Ser Amory Lorch had fought his way into the royal apartments another way. When Ser Arthur staggered into the nursery, Gregor Clegane had already smashed baby Aegon’s skull against the wall. Ser Arthur arrived just in time to prevent Clegane from raping Princess Elia, the fight so brutal half the chamber had been hacked to bits.
When Jaime ran in, Aerys’ blood shining on his sword, he’d found Ser Arthur dead upon the floor, those deep purple eyes staring into nothingness. The Mountain was lurching to his feet, eyes filled with rage, but a dog was a dog no matter his size, and he dared not challenge his master’s son.
Jaime had carried the trembling Elia Martell to a maester, avoiding the despairing fury of her amber gaze. While Pycelle tended the princess Jaime had returned to the nursery to find Ser Arthur gone. Lord Tywin would have no songs about the Sword of Morning’s last fight.
At his father’s command Jaime swore he’d found Ser Arthur dead by his own hand. Any men at arms foolish enough to say otherwise were quickly dealt with. When Jaime asked his father what Elia might say, his father had waved a dismissive hand. A woman in her position had every incentive to invent wild tales from spite or hysteria, and Robert Baratheon had every incentive not to believe her. Ser Arthur had slain himself, and that was the end of it. A few silent sisters would know better, but they were sworn to silence, and the bones returned to Starfall would tell no tales.
“My lord?” He had been silent too long; Brienne looked almost frightened.
“He died defending Elia Martell from the Mountain,” Jaime said bitterly. “I’d not share that with anyone else unless you’d like my father to give you the same treatment Aerys gave Sir Ilyn Payne.”
There was no sound but the leaves rustling in the wind. The silence was all around them, thick as the fog of memory. Over Brienne’s shoulder the weirwood tree wept blood, its face strangely familiar, feminine yet stern. At last Brienne spoke, her voice hollow.
“Is there any word of Lady Catelyn and King Robb?"
Brienne might leave her cell to fight with him, but she was a prisoner still. The only news she received on the war was the scraps he shared with her when they caught their breath after a bout.
"Lady Catelyn is at Riverrun still, doubtless brooding over her prodigal daughter like a hen with an egg. As for Robb Stark..."
Jaime paused, trying to recall the name of the village where the gold train had been taken. It was near the Blackwater Rush; they should have come to battle by now.
“Lord Commander!” Ser Addam Marbrand stood at the entrance to the godswood, white cloak flapping. His eyes flicked from Brienne to Jaime. “There’s been a raven. Ser Kevan has summoned the Small Council."
"Have I time to change?" Jaime asked, keenly aware of the mud on his clothes and the stink of his armpits. Ser Addam shook his head.
"Ah, well, perhaps honest sweat will cover the reek of the eunuch's perfumes. If you would escort Lady Brienne back to her cell?"
Jaime strode into the council chambers to find the entire small council awaiting him. Ser Kevan sat at the head of the table, a letter in his hand. Cersei had taken the seat at his right hand, a hairnet set with emeralds glimmering in her golden curls. To his left sat Grand Maester Pycelle, wisps of hair sprouting from his wrinkled neck. Beside the scrawny old maester sat Lord Gyles of Rosby, coughing into a square of silk, his eyes watering. Jaime could not even begin to guess why Tyrion had chosen him as master of coin.
The lords of the Reach had the center of the table. Mace Tyrell was robust as ever, his chestnut curls and beard gleaming. The Lord of Highgarden’s loyal bannermen had the places across from him, Paxter Redwyne, Lord of the Arbor, and Mathis Rowan, Lord of Goldengrove.
The High Septon and Varys sat near the foot of the table, an uneasy buffer between the roses and the newest councilor. Prince Oberyn Martell lounged as languid as the ginger cat that lay under his chair, plainly unbothered by Mace Tyrell’s glances of dislike.
“Welcome, Ser Jaime,” the Red Viper said. “I had thought you’d arrive with the queen regent.” He looked over Jaime, one eyebrow raised, a hint of a smirk tugging at his lips. The Dornishman was resplendent in robes of scarlet, a faint aroma of sandalwood hanging upon him like a lover. Jaime suddenly felt very aware of his stump and the muddy splotches on the simple garb he wore when training.
No sooner had Jaime seated himself at the foot of the table than his uncle rose to his feet, his portly face shining faintly with sweat.
“What news, Ser Kevan?” Mathis Rowan asked bluntly. Cersei was staring at their uncle, her lips pursed, while the Red Viper seemed amused by Ser Kevan’s carefully composed demeanor.
“The Lord Hand fell upon Robb Stark’s host near a village named Sweetroot. Rather than two thousand horse as we were led to believe, Stark had near four thousand, as well as four thousand foot. They destroyed most of the Lannister horse before Ser Loras Tyrell charged, breaking their ranks.”
“Brave as his father,” Mace Tyrell blustered. Jaime could almost feel Cersei suppressing the urge to roll her eyes.
“True, my lord,” Ser Kevan said evenly, “but unfortunately the retreat was feigned. While the foot soldiers drew Ser Loras and the rest of our men onward, the northern horse closed about them like pincers. Ser Loras was captured by Robb Stark’s personal guard. Lord Lewys Lydden is dead, as is Lord Roland Crakehall.”
Varys tittered, Lord Gyles coughed, and Mace Tyrell spluttered in outrage.
“Lord Tywin had twenty thousand men,” Mathis Rowan said sharply. “How could Stark do this with only eight thousand?”
“The ground was carefully chosen,” Ser Kevan answered, a muscle twitching in his cheek. “One flank was cut off by the Blackwater Rush, the other by hills. Once our host was encircled, Stark set his archers to work. Nearly half of the host was slain, and—”
The room was utterly silent, each nerve stretched taut.
“—the Lord Hand has agreed to make peace until winter’s end.”
As the room erupted around him, Jaime could have sworn he heard the Rains of Castamere begin to play.
Notes:
Holy shit. What do you guys think?
I’ve been dying to get into more of the ripple effects with how Sansa’s antics with the weirwood at Harrenhal affected Elia, and here we are! Jaime is a much more interesting asshole than Theon. This chapter came in a flash of inspiration yesterday and today. During winter break there should be more frequent updates.
*I am not an expert on warfare, medieval or otherwise. The Battle of Sweetroot is roughly based on the Battle of Cannae from the Punic Wars. Cannae means sugar cane in Latin.
I also found it funny because Robb lured Tywin to ground of his choosing by setting a challenge so sweet and tempting that Tywin would go into a rage and be unable resist. Yes, Tywin, Robb is THAT stupid, you definitely have all the relevant information and it’s definitely not a trap. Please note that Kevan is very careful not to outright admit “yep, Robb Stark completely stomped Tywin and forced him to surrender.”
Chapter 68: Sansa II
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“Your meal, m’lady,” the serving girl said, setting a tray on the table.
“Thank you, Kella,” Sansa replied. There was a steaming bowl of beef stew, bread with butter, greens, and a blood orange. Just like the ones Arya and I threw at Septa Mordane. Suddenly she felt ill.
“You may have the orange if you like.” Sansa couldn’t enjoy it, but at least Kella might. Most of the smallfolk at the hollow hill had never even seen an orange.
“It’s not meant for me, m’lady,” Kella replied. “The cook would have my wages docked or report me for thieving.”
Before she knew was she was doing Sansa had crossed the room. The scent of citrus filled the air as she peeled the orange quickly, juice sticking to her fingers. “Here,” she said, pushing the segments into Kella’s hands. “Eat them now or hide them in your skirts for later.”
Kella stared at Sansa like she was mad, but she shoved the segments in a pocket all the same before she scurried away.
Sansa stared at her sticky fingers. She was the blood of Winterfell, sister to a king, and her greatest achievement in months was giving an orange to a serving girl. At least at the hollow hill she had people to serve and comfort. Remembering the servants’ names and treating them kindly was not the same. But what else could she do?
Sansa was washing her hands clean when her new maid returned. In the seven weeks since arriving in King’s Landing, she’d had six maids. Shae, the seventh, had been dismissed by Lady Tanda Stokeworth for being impertinent. She was a pretty, slender girl, perhaps one or two years older than Sansa. Though she was not particularly skilled as a lady’s maid, she was always full of gossip. Since Sansa could not spend all her time in the godswood riding along with the cats, she was happy to encourage Shae’s wagging tongue.
“The small council is shouting about your brother,” Shae confided, a wicked sparkle in her dark eyes. “Some page was talking about it when I took your gowns to the washerwomen."
Sansa’s heart leapt into her throat. She took a sip of water, then another before she trusted herself to speak.
“Oh?” Sansa kept her voice light, almost disinterested. All her maids were the Lannisters’ creatures, spies who would report any sign of treason.
“Lord Tywin met him in battle, and the Young Wolf thrashed him,” Shae giggled. “The page said Ser Kevan was fit to choke, and Prince Oberyn started a fight with Lord Tyrell over his son getting captured.”
“The Knight of Flowers?” The words came out strangled as Sansa fought the urge to whoop with delight.
“The same. Stark ransomed him for five thousand golden dragons, and Lord Tywin’s signed a treaty. It’s peace, m’lady, at least until after winter.”
“Peace?” Sansa could hardly believe her ears. They’ll send me back to Robb, to mother and Arya, I get to go home!
The moon shone bright as a pearl as Sansa made her way to the sept. It was the second moon of the year, and the waxing crescent cast pale silvery shadows on the ground. Sansa was not sure of her faith in the Seven, but she would thank them for Shae’s news just the same.
Normally Sansa prayed to her mother’s gods in the mornings. Today, however, she’d approached the sept to find Lady Margaery Tyrell and half the ladies of the Reach, and she had beaten a swift retreat. Sandor Clegane had laughed at her, but not until they were out of earshot.
Now the royal sept was blessedly empty, but for Clegane standing guard at the door. Candles shone at the altar to the Maid, warm light flickering against the pale marble. A faint perfume of incense lingered in the air; rainbows danced on the floor where the moonlight touched the crystals that hung in the high windows.
First she prayed to the Father, lighting a candle and thanking him for the just outcome of Robb’s battle. Next she prayed to the Warrior, thanking him for giving Robb strength. She had just knelt before the Mother’s altar when the door to the sept creaked open.
“Leave us,” a woman commanded. Sandor Clegane grunted his agreement. Sansa could hear his heavy tread on the stone path as he departed.
Footsteps echoed off the marble as the woman walked across the sept and knelt beside Sansa with a rustle of skirts. Sansa kept her eyes fixed on the statue of the Mother, her heart fluttering in her chest. If I pray silently, perhaps she will leave me be. Long minutes passed, and Sansa began to hope she would escape unscathed. Then the hand closed about her wrist.
“I know what you did, you little bitch,” the queen hissed, her voice twisted with hate.
The Mother was carved from marble, her hands outstretched in a gesture of mercy. The hand that grasped Sansa’s wrist was anything but merciful, the nails digging in painfully.
“I took you in, treated you as a daughter, and you repaid my kindness with betrayal.” Cersei tightened her grip. “You will wish you were dead by the time I finish with you.”
“Lord Tywin has agreed to peace,” Sansa replied, unable to keep her voice from wavering. Joffrey was a monster, but he was only twelve, only a boy. His body had broken upon the stones, a horror of bone and blood. Had his mother seen him lying there? It was almost poetic after what they had done to Bran. Sansa should be proud of what she had done. So why did she feel so ill?
“Your return was not part of the agreement.” Triumph rang in Cersei’s voice. Her nails pierced Sansa’s skin, droplets of blood welling up. “Poor little dove, so eager to fly from her cage. You’ll never go home. My father will find some Lannister husband to take your maidenhead and fill your belly with his seed. The Imp would have been amusing, but he’s dead.” The queen laughed.
“Unluckily for you, I’ve many cousins. Lancel would have been kind to you, and gentle if incompetent in bed, but the fool got himself killed. His younger brothers are around your age; far too innocent to be entrusted with a traitor. Perhaps Lord Tywin will give you to Daven. He’s nearly thirty; long past time for him to break in a wife. Your brother’s men killed his father at Oxcross, but I’m sure he wouldn’t blame you.” Cersei’s eyes glittered cruelly. “Lucion is even older, and known for leaving serving girls with bruises when they displease him.”
“What are you doing?”
Cersei rose to her feet, releasing Sansa’s wrist. The Kingslayer stood in the door, the Hound behind him.
“Praying,” the queen said coldly. “Why have you interrupted me?” Ser Jaime glanced at Sansa, his eyes narrowing at her ruby bracelet as a drop of blood fell onto the white marble floor.
“Tommen wants his mother,” the Kingslayer replied.
With a sweep of her skirts the queen was gone, never looking back at Sansa. The Kingslayer hesitated in the doorway for a long moment, then followed his twin.
“That needs to be bandaged,” Sandor Clegane rasped as Sansa stood, her legs quaking.
“I should finish my prayers first.”
“Fuck your prayers.”
With a rattle of armor the Hound strode down the aisle, picking her up with surprising gentleness. “You can pray after you see a maester.”
“Not Pycelle,” Sansa whispered, hiding her face against the cold steel breastplate.
The Grand Maester had been kind when he treated her for fainting spells, but after they killed her father…. Sansa still remembered his old voice creaking as he told her to undress. The bedmaid had had to hold her down so Pycelle could touch her all over to see if she was ill. Sansa shuddered.
“Not him,” the Hound rasped.
It was plump Maester Frenken whose bandage adorned her wrist the next morning when the invitation came. Lady Margaery Tyrell cordially invited Lady Sansa Stark to join her for the midday meal tomorrow.
Sansa frowned as she stared at the sloping, graceful handwriting. What did the Tyrells want from her? Were they curious about Joffrey’s death? Were they angry about Robb capturing Ser Loras? Sansa worried at her lip as she thought.
At last she sent her reply accepting the invitation. Sansa could hardly refuse the King’s betrothed, and she’d had no company for months. Even if they hated her, Sansa doubted they would make her bleed like the queen had.
The man who came to fetch her the next day did not look like he hated her. He had an amiable face framed by a neatly trimmed beard and the same chestnut brown curls as Ser Loras, but he was much older, perhaps twenty-five.
“You look lovely, my lady. My sister awaits you eagerly,” he said, taking her hand in his left. His right hand grasped a cane carved with vines and roses.
“I am honored to meet the heir to Highgarden,” Sansa replied, wishing she had curtsied before Willas Tyrell took her hand. She dipped her head instead as the Hound followed after them. “How do you like the city?”
Willas laughed.
“In Highgarden we are surrounded by the scents of flowers and grass; the fragrances here are…” he paused tactfully, “less pleasant. Truth be told my father had intended to leave Highgarden in my keeping.”
“Then why make the journey?”
“Why, to meet lords and ladies such as yourself,” he said, winking. Behind her Clegane snorted.
By the time they reached the Maidenvault where the Tyrells were housed Sansa felt almost at ease. Willas talked all the way there, filling her ears with tales about his horses and hawks and his prize hound, who had just given birth to a litter of plump puppies before he left.
“Her name is Blossom, and she has the sweetest nature,” Willas told her as they walked past the pair of enormous guardsmen who stood at the entrance to the Maidenvault. After a sharp glance from Willas the Hound joined them.
“I had a direwolf named Lady,” Sansa said, forgetting herself. Willas frowned.
“A dangerous beast for a gentle maid,” Willas said. Sansa bit back a sigh.
The Maidenvault was filled with music and ladies in fine gowns, and the finest of them all belonged to a maid who could only be Lady Margaery. Sansa felt very shabby indeed as she knelt before the future queen. Margaery’s gown was a splendid green velvet, bedecked with golden vines, the dagged sleeves lined with cloth of gold. Her own gown was of purple silk, but it was far too short and her bosom was nearly bursting out of the neckline.
“Please, rise,” Margaery said with a sweet smile. While Sansa rose to her feet Margaery pressed a kiss to her brother’s cheek, dismissing him.
“Come,” Margaery said, taking Sansa by the hand. “We are so glad to have you with us. My grandmother especially wanted to meet you.”
Lady Olenna Tyrell was tinier than even Old Nan. Her face was wizened, her long white hair bound in a thick braid that sparkled with emeralds and golden vines.
“How good of you to join us,” the old woman said, tugging Sansa down and pressing a kiss to her cheek. “We are sorry for your losses.”
Sansa trembled, confused. Had something terrible happened to her mother? Her brothers? Not Arya, surely not.
“My- my losses, my lady?”
“Your grandfather, old Hoster Tully. Did they not tell you?” Sansa shook her head, ashamed at the relief that swooped through her belly.
“I met him only once or twice, my lady.”
“I daresay some of my grandchildren wish they’d only seen me once or twice,” Lady Olenna said as Margaery gasped in protest. “Loras for certain when I’m through with him. Your brother is to be congratulated on capturing him; my grandson always had more courage than sense.”
“Ser Loras was very brave when I saw him joust.”
The old woman looked at her sharply. “That would have been at the tourney held to honor your father becoming Hand. I hear the Mountain nearly killed my grandson until King Robert put a stop to it. Loras was quite vexed that your father didn’t give him the task of hunting down the great lummox. But then, the Dornish have wanted Clegane’s enormous head for twenty years, and they’ve had no more success. Have you met them yet? Prince Oberyn brought his whore-“
“-his paramour, grandmother,” Lady Margaery corrected.
“Don’t interrupt me,” the old woman snapped as Sansa gaped. “At least whores have the sense to demand coin; paramours have to rely on promises. As if men’s promises were worth anything. I’m sure the Dornish serpent made lots of promises to the dozen women who’ve borne his bastards.”
“He only has ten, grandmother, and the four youngest belong to his paramour,” Margaery corrected her. The old woman rolled her eyes.
“The serpent crippled my Willas, and yet ever since arriving in this smelly city they’re thick as thieves. And now Willas has my granddaughter defending them.” She sniffed with disapproval. “It’s one thing to be allies, but quite another to be friendly with them. Truth be told I thought the Dornish would sooner go to war than support a Lannister king after that nasty business with Princess Elia. Those rumors about what Gregor Clegane tried to do… and killing the children was quite unnecessary. There was a Targaryen in my youth who became a maester, and there’s always the Faith. Still, Lord Tywin never met a problem he couldn’t solve with a sword or a bag of gold. I wonder how much gold it took to make Doran Martell forget all that blood. Do close your mouth, Sansa, you look silly.”
Sansa obeyed, feeling rather like someone had hit her over the head with a mace.
“Lord Tywin is very rich,” she said carefully. The old lady snorted again.
“Yes, so rich that he lets hostages run about in gowns that don’t fit. Your bosom is half out, child. I suppose the gown was made before Joffrey died?”
Sansa nodded, trying to hide her nerves beneath a calm smile.
“A very queer business, that. All anyone will say is that Meryn Trant was paid to kill the king, but who paid him? Lord Baelish, I’m told, but how would he profit by the king’s death? And why have him shoved off the ramparts? Trant wasn’t known for his wits, but even so. I don’t suppose you saw what happened?”
“I- I-“ Sansa stammered. I killed him and he deserved it, yet I feel guilty all the same.
“You’re frightening her, grandmother,” Lady Margaery said reproachfully.
“Hmph. A wolf should be less skittish of roses.” Lady Olenna glanced at Sansa’s bandaged wrist. “Though I suppose one is cautious when one is used to dealing with lions.”
At that moment the conversation was interrupted by the arrival of a roasted suckling pig, and to Sansa’s relief the old woman became preoccupied arguing with her gooddaughter, Lady Alerie Tyrell.
“You must excuse my grandmother for her bluntness,” Margaery said, resting a gentle hand on Sansa’s arm. “At her age she refuses to spend time on courtesies. I hope you will not find us all so overwhelming.”
Margaery proved almost as talkative as her grandmother, and far sweeter. She went on and on about the beauty of Highgarden, the pleasure barges on the river, the paintings that hung in the gallery, the gardens and banquets and musicians.
“You must visit us someday, Sansa,” Margaery said as they nibbled on lemon cakes while listening to a very loud singer.
“It sounds lovelier than anywhere else in the Seven Kingdoms,” Sansa replied hesitantly. Roses await you, but beware the thorns. “But I doubt the Lannisters would permit it.”
“We shall see,” Margaery said, her eyes twinkling.
Sansa was breaking her fast the next day when a seamstress arrived to measure Sansa for new gowns. “By order of Ser Kevan,” the seamstress said, but Shae shook her head behind her back.
“The old Tyrell woman said something to him in the yard,” Shae told her when the seamstress was gone. “Asked if Casterly Rock was so low on gold that hostage girls must go about half naked.”
And so when the Hound escorted Sansa to dine with Prince Oberyn’s paramour she wore a new gown of ivory damask. The invitation had come as less of a surprise after Lady Margaery’s. The Tyrells and Martells were two of the greatest houses in Westeros; of course they wished to take the measure of the only Stark in King’s Landing.
The cornerfort where the Dornish were housed was far smaller and less grand than the Maidenvault. An enormous orange banner with the scarlet Martell sun hung on the wall, the banners of other Dornish houses hanging to either side. Sweet-smelling rushes covered the floor, and spices perfumed the air.
Prince Oberyn’s paramour, Ellaria Sand, was a graceful woman in her early forties. Her hair was black as a raven’s wing, her eyes a dark lustrous brown. She was not truly beautiful, but something about her drew the eye.
“I hope our Dornish spices are not too strong for you,” Ellaria said as the servants laid out the meal. “It is difficult to find a cook in King’s Landing who does not skimp on the spices and leave the food bland, but some go too far the other direction.”
Sansa nodded politely, looking around the table to try and remember all the ladies Ellaria had introduced her to. Sansa easily recognized Lady Nym, who it seemed was the second eldest of Prince Oberyn’s eight baseborn daughters.
“Your dress is lovely,” Sansa told her, feeling almost envious of the shimmering lilac robes.
“A gift from my Aunt Elia,” Nym said carelessly, and Sansa nearly choked on her soup. Elia is alive? Sansa had heard no one speak of Elia and her children since her return to King’s Landing, and she had long since given up hope that her frantic warning had done any good.
To calm herself, Sansa returned to looking around the table. The young woman in the green checks was Myria Jordayne, heir to the Tor. The quiet older woman beside her was her cousin Cedra, who was wed to Ser Aron Santagar, the Red Keep’s master-of-arms. The ladies in yellow silk were Lady Larra Blackmont and her daughter Jynessa.
Sansa was trying to remember whether the lady from House Manwoody was named Coryanne or Corinna when Ellaria interrupted her thoughts.
“I hear you are a devout young lady. Prayer must have proved a great comfort to you so far from home and family. I pray to the Mother and the Maid for my daughters every morning.”
Sansa blinked, surprised. Shae had told her that Ellaria worshiped some Lysene love goddess. Perhaps Sansa should be more careful when relying on Shae’s gossip.
“It is a great comfort, my lady,” she replied. “Forgive me for asking, but where do you pray? I pray each morning in the royal sept, but I do not recall seeing you there.”
Ellaria smiled.
“Back in Sunspear my lord and I ride through the city every day, and we could not give up the habit here. We ride to the Great Sept of Baelor for morning prayers. Would you care to join us?”
Sansa bit her cheek instead of her spiced quail, coppery blood pooling in her mouth. Her eyes stung as she reached for her goblet and took a sip of lemonwater.
“I am honored, my lady,” she said when she had recovered. “But I cannot. That was where- that was where they beheaded my father for treason.“
Ellaria put a hand over her mouth. The whole table seemed to have fallen silent.
“In front of the sept?”
Sansa nodded, her throat tight. Suddenly a thought occurred to her. The Tyrells had brought the power of the Reach against Stannis, but the Dornish had brought no host at all.
“Did word not reach Dorne?” Lady Cedra asked. “The High Septon was outraged; the Imp had to make a substantial gift to the Faith before he dropped the matter. Of course, that was before the mob tore him to pieces.” Lady Cedra looked at Sansa. “In the streets the begging brothers still condemn the profaning of holy ground.”
Was this some trap to make Sansa speak against the Lannisters?
“I would not know, my lady. I am not permitted to leave the Red Keep. But-” a sudden thought seized her. “- I should dearly love to ride into the city to give alms.”
Half the ladies made a cooing noise, as though Sansa was a playful puppy. Ellaria was not among them.
“I shall speak to my prince,” she promised gently. “We shall see what can be done.”
Notes:
Whew, a long chapter but so much is happening! I can’t wait to see what you guys think.
This chapter puts me over 200,000 words since March 3 of this year. Whoa.
Chapter 69: Catelyn III
Chapter Text
The yard echoed with the sound of voices raised in song as Catelyn made her way to her mother’s gardens. Girls and boys, old men and mothers, accompanied by harp and pipe and drum.
Oh the lion has his mane of gold
and savage is his pride
But the wily wolf is young and bold
and tanned the lion’s hide!
Rymund the Rhymer called the song ‘The Wolf Who Outwitted the Lion.’ Everyone had been singing it for the past month, ever since Robb’s victory over Lord Tywin Lannister. Now that Robb was expected to return on the morrow, the song had become even more popular. After each refrain came a chorus of howls; Catelyn could hear Arya howling in the godswood, before Nymeria drowned her out.
With Ser Rolph Spicer and Lame Lothar Frey out hunting and Lady Sybell Westerling nursing a headache in her rooms, Nymeria had free run of the yard. To Catelyn’s horror, Arya had gotten the notion of letting the smallfolk and their children pet the direwolf. Pate, the toddler who followed Catelyn every time she walked through the yard, had been the first to curl up against the direwolf’s furry belly, but not the last. Catelyn wished that Arya had taken Nymeria back to the godswood with her when she had returned to her water dancing.
Since Catelyn refused to let Arya out of her sight unless absolutely necessary, Catelyn saw more of the smallfolk than she had since before she was wed. Arya had finally explained that the red wolf had found Pate and brought him back to his mother, and now the toddler seemed to think Catelyn was Sansa. The boy’s mother, Liane, had thanked Catelyn for her patience with her little shadow, but the way she spoke of Sansa was near worship.
The smallfolk were eager to talk of her. Liane was not the only one who had taken refuge at the hollow hill, and the folk of the hollow hill loved Sansa. It reminded Catelyn of the way the northmen had loved Ned, the way the smallfolk of Riverrun loved Edmure for taking them in when other lords would have closed their gates. The Lady of the Hollow Hill, they called her, the Red Wolf. Family, duty, honor, Catelyn thought with shame. Of late she worried so much over her family that she had almost forgotten the duty they bore to the smallfolk.
As for Arya, Catelyn could see why Liane called her the Fierce Wolf. Keeping track of Arya had always been an arduous task, but her daughter was even wilder than she had been at Winterfell. She demanded pasties from the kitchens to share with the smallfolk’s children; she lurked in the ravenry, eyeing the King’s Landing birds; she sparred viciously with Edric Dayne in the godswood; she stared, eyes burning, as Septa Jirelle taught her the sigils and houses of the Riverlands and the North.
Catelyn was taking no chances with Arya’s education. At Winterfell Catelyn had charge of the household and four other children to manage. Now, she had only Arya, and an ominous feeling in her stomach that she could not explain. Whatever was coming, Catelyn would see that her fierce wolf cub survived it.
For every hour Arya spent water dancing, she spent another hour learning. Maester Vyman taught her how to read maps and tend minor wounds; Harbert the head gardener taught her how to recognize plants that were safe to eat; Ser Perwyn Frey taught her how to hunt and cook small game. As for Catelyn herself, she taught Arya all she knew of which lords could be trusted to keep their oaths, and which would keep a highborn girl hostage for their own gain.
They were speaking of how to read a man’s intentions one rainy afternoon when Arya told Catelyn of Syrio Forel and the Sealord’s cat, of looking with the eyes. She spoke little of the water dancer since her return to Riverrun, but once she started the words came pouring out.
“He told me all men are made of water,” Arya said, her eyes staring at her feet. “When you pierce them, the water leaks out and they die.” Arya bit her lip, the way she always did when she was hiding something. A hand squeezed Catelyn’s heart.
“That is true,” she replied softly, thinking of the high road through the Vale and the clansman whose throat she had opened. Arya looked up at her mother, her eyes wide.
“You never,” Arya said. “Sansa only got Joffrey by accident.”
“I did,” Catelyn said, “and I knew what I did. My party was attacked on the road, and I defended myself.”
“There was a stableboy in the Red Keep,” Arya said, gnawing her lip until it bled. “He was going to take me to the queen, and I- I–”
Catelyn opened her arms, her heart breaking as Arya cried into her chest. Her daughter was full of rage, a rage that frightened her, but she was a child still.
“I hate them,” Arya sobbed. “Robb should have killed Tywin and the queen and Ser Ilyn, he should have chopped off their heads. I’ll kill them someday, I will, even if they kill me too.”
“Would that bring back your father?” Catelyn asked. “You told me he gave his life for Sansa. Would he want you to lose yours seeking vengeance?” Arya had not answered.
Catelyn tucked the memory aside as she neared the sept, shouts of “Stark!” and “Tully!” yielding to the quiet burble of fountains. Autumn flowers planted for Catelyn’s mother shone in the moonlight in the gardens where she had once played with Lysa and Edmure.
When Catelyn entered the sandstone temple she went to the Warrior’s altar first, to pray that the Warrior would lend his strength to Brienne of Tarth. There was no word of Brienne, no news of whether she had ever found Sansa or the Kingslayer. Wherever she was, Catelyn hoped the warrior maid was safe.
At the Mother’s altar Catelyn found her aunt kneeling in prayer, five candles flickering in the dusk. The old lady’s long white braid contrasted sharply with her black gown, trimmed with the yellow of House Whent.
Lady Shella had taken refuge at Riverrun after fleeing Harrenhal, and though Roose Bolton had retaken the keep, she showed little interest in returning to her ghosts. Lord Whent of Harrenhal had sired many children by his three wives, but only two daughters had lived past infancy. Shella had been the first, born nigh on eighty years past. Minisa, Catelyn’s own mother, had been born nearly twenty years later.
Minisa had barely known her sister, and Catelyn had barely known her aunt. By the time Minisa was born Shella had already married her cousin Walter Whent. Shella had carried her first child even as her father’s wife carried his last. Unlike Lord Whent, Shella had had the good fortune to raise all of them to adulthood, four tall sons and a comely daughter.
Yet the curse of Harrenhal had found them in the end, and she had buried her grown children beside their infant aunts and uncles. As Catelyn knelt beside the old woman, a sense of foreboding chilled her heart. Five she had, and five she lost. As Catelyn lit a candle for each of her children, she wondered how long her own luck would hold.
So many trials still lay ahead. Robett Glover was besieging Moat Cailin from north and south; the ironborn had chosen Victarion Greyjoy as their king; multiple unopened letters from the Night’s Watch awaited Robb; winter might arrive at any time.
Despite her fears Robb had survived his latest battle without a scratch. Arya had returned to her, and Rickon was safe at Winterfell. But what of Bran, wandering north with Howland Reed’s children? How could he make such a journey without his legs? Would Catelyn ever see him again?
And what of Sansa, held prisoner by Lannisters? I must not think of her, or I will weep without stopping. Catelyn had nearly gone mad when the raven came telling of Sansa’s capture at the hands of the Kingslayer, and Arya had half killed Edric Dayne that day in the godswood before Ser Perwyn pulled her off the bleeding lordling. Her eldest daughter might be a wolf, but she had her father’s gentle heart. Ned had offered Cersei Lannister mercy, and the queen had taken his head. What would she do to Sansa, who had slain her son in her escape? Mother, spare Sansa, spare all of them, Catelyn prayed. I would pay any price to keep them safe.
The candles had burned half away by the time Catelyn came back to herself, and her knees ached. The hour grew late, and she meant to visit the godswood, to think of Ned in the place of his nameless gods. As Catelyn rose to her feet, a wrinkled hand gently clasped her arm.
“I pray for your children as well as my own, niece,” Lady Shella whispered. Tears shone faintly on her withered cheeks. Catelyn’s thanks caught in her throat, but she took Lady Shella’s hand softly and pressed a kiss to her aunt’s brow.
Tomorrow. Tomorrow, Robb would return, and they would discuss what to do about the ironborn, about winter, about Sansa. Catelyn had not heard of Sansa’s capture until after the Battle of Sweetroot; perhaps Robb had already known, had arranged for Sansa’s safe return as part of the peace terms.
Whatever happened with Sansa, Robb would try to send his mother and Arya to safety, and Catelyn could not let him. Robb’s march north would stop briefly at the Twins, and Catelyn must ensure that Edmure’s wedding went smoothly.
Notes:
Oh boy. What do you guys think?
Since GRRM completely forgot about Lady Shella, and about Catelyn’s mother being a Whent, I went into it.
2021 has been a weird year. I hadn’t written any fanfic since high school, yet my desire for some Sansa/Oberyn fic got me writing Lemon Cakes and Ginger Snakes (which I have not abandoned, FYI). Then, a plot bunny about Sansa shoving Joffrey to his death spiraled into this massive fic.
Since March 3, 2021, I’ve written 204,500 words. Yowza. Here’s to hoping 2022 is even better.
Chapter 70: Jon I
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He dreamed he was flying, soaring above the clouds. When he landed it was before the walls of Winterfell, and Robb was there to greet him. The crown upon his head glimmered in the summer sun. Grey Wind hovered at Robb’s heels, his yellow eyes fixed on the pale direwolf by Jon’s side.
“Lord Commander,” Robb said sternly, hiding a smile.
“The King in the North,” Jon replied. Then Robb was embracing him, and Grey Wind and Ghost were romping like pups. In the distance he could hear the rest of his brothers and sisters laughing in the godswood.
He dreamed he was choking, his face pressed into damp wool. Someone turned his head to the side and Jon gasped as his lungs filled with air and his nose with the scent of blood. Why was he lying on his belly? He tried to rise, only to scream as his back blazed with agony, dozens of hot knives searing at his flesh.
"Bloody bastards," someone muttered.
"Hush, Pyp. Hand me the potion Maester Aemon left for him."
Cool metal pressed against Jon's lips, and he drank from the flask. The potion was so thick and chalky he nearly gagged. Water, I need water.
When he awoke someone was spooning cool honeywater into his mouth. He gulped the water greedily and moaned when it was taken away.
"Will he live?" Ygritte? No, she was dead, slain by an arrow between her breasts. The girl who spoke was no spearwife, but she was a wildling. He almost knew her...
"The maester thinks so," Sam answered, and then Jon knew he must be dreaming still. Sam had died at Craster's Keep, abandoned by the brothers who should have taken him with them.
"You should put snow on his back," the girl whispered. "That's what Birra always did for us after a whipping."
And Jon remembered. He remembered being dragged from his cell by Eastwatch men and thrown before Ser Alliser Thorne and Janos Slynt. He remembered standing in Mance Rayder's tent, caught like a rabbit in a trap. Slay Mance Rayder, and the wildlings would gut him for an turncloak. Return to warn the Night's Watch of the Horn of Winter, and Ser Alliser would hang him for an oathbreaker.
He remembered the foulness of his task crawling under his skin like maggots until he could bear it no longer and the truth burst from his lips.
He remembered Mance's knife at his throat and Dalla's sharp reproach. "A crow he may be, but an honest one," she'd said. By then Jon was past fear. Even as the cool steel nipped at his skin, even as the muscle in his leg throbbed where Ygritte’s arrow had pierced him, he looked Mance Rayder in the eye and challenged him to single combat. Mance had laughed as he denied him, until Dalla cried “it’s time” and water flooded from under her furs.
He remembered Val running for the midwife while Varamyr dragged him to Harma Dogshead, his shadowcat hissing at his feet. Harma spat with disgust when told he was to be returned to the Wall alive and in one piece. Then Varamyr relayed the rest of Mance’s wishes and her mouth twisted in a terrible mockery of a smile.
He remembered the rope chafing on his wrists as they bound him between two trees. Jon thought the cold wind stinging against his bare skin was torture, but one crack of Harma's whip had taught him better. After the fifth lash he fainted and they tossed cold water in his face, the droplets freezing on his cheeks as Harma resumed her bloody work. It would not have been so bad had the flogging been quick, but Harma seemed to wait an eternity between blows, as though she wanted him to savor the pain of each lash.
He remembered Tormund bellowing, and someone wrapping him in his black cloak and setting him in the cage. He could hear a baby wailing as he waited, naked and shivering beneath his cloak. By the time the cage finally began to move the wind was howling, shaking the cage like a terrier with a rat, slamming Jon's back against the metal bars as some dying animal shrieked in pain. Help me, someone help me, please. Mother, please.
Soft lips brushed his forehead; a pale hand smoothed damp hair away from his face. Suddenly his back was cold, and he heard the crunch of snow as someone patted at his dressings. He slept and woke and slept again, then woke to sweat dripping down his nose. That was odd. For the first time since he reached the Wall, he felt warm.
"As I said, he has a fever, my lords." Maester Aemon's voice was mild, but Jon could hear the iron underneath. "Questioning him would be fruitless. When the fever has broken and he can stay awake for more than five minutes, you shall be the first to know."
Jon could hear the whisper of the maester's robes and the clack of his cane against the stone floors, then all was quiet.
"Snow must live." Bowen Marsh sounded afraid. "The raven—"
"Bugger the raven," Ser Alliser snapped.
"We need the men and supplies," Marsh fretted. "Mance Rayder knows how few we are. We cannot hold the Wall much longer, not with wildlings and mammoths digging at every abandoned keep. Lord Tywin offers only promises, while Stark marches north. Three ships full of grain and pickled meat he sends to Eastwatch, and more to come. If his brother dies—"
"Snow's a traitor." Ser Alliser snapped. A thick finger prodded at Jon's back, yet he barely felt it. Milk of the poppy, he thought dizzily.
"These wounds suggest otherwise. I marked them well when the maester was changing the dressing; over thirty strokes. Aemon says he would have died if they'd scourged him much longer, or if that whitebeard hadn't shouted at the winch men."
The world swam before his eyes, and Jon knew no more.
He woke to men shouting and the deep cry of a horn.
AaaHOOOOOoooooooo, aaaHOOOOoooooooo.
Its voice was ancient, strange and sad. None of our horns make such a sound. For a moment Jon’s heart stopped as he saw it again, eight feet of gleaming black horn banded with gold and graven with runes. How long before the Wall fell? Would it crumble like an avalanche in the mountains, or would it melt and wash them all away?
He slept, and dreamed of Mance’s tent, of a smoldering brazier and Dalla in her pile of furs. “It’s time,” she panted, her great belly shaking, but blood came pouring out of her instead of water, a torrent of blood that rushed over him like a wave. The coppery taste flooded his mouth and as he choked he saw Dalla growing younger, her eyes turning grey, her hair turning dark. It was Arya who was bleeding to death, a crown of roses blue as frost in her hair. He reached for her, weeping, but the fire in the brazier roared, sending up great red wings of flame that swept her away.
“Get out! GET OUT!”
“I just wanted to see how Snow is doing,” a voice answered.
“As if you cared, you— you kinslayer,” Pyp spat. There was a long pause, then a laugh. The laugh was familiar, but the strain beneath it was new.
“Didn’t your big ears hear anything when you swore your vows? All our crimes are washed away. What was yours— did you bugger your sister? Steal gold from corpses as ugly as you?”
“Watch yourself,” Grenn growled.
“Watch myself?” Theon laughed. “What, will that trembling sack of suet sit on me? I’m so frightened. It’s a wonder that wildling slut hasn’t been crushed beneath him— or does the randy wench prefer to be on top? I’ve a mind to visit her of a night myself; those ripe teats would be—"
There was a terrible crash, and the thud of a body hitting the floor. Theon gasped as though he’d been punched in the stomach, and Pyp and Grenn were cursing.
“Sam, no—”
“Leave off—”
There was a crunching sound. Jon’s muscles ached as he turned his head. Theon lay on the floor, blood streaming from his nose as Sam pummeled him about the shoulders. Pyp and Grenn were yanking at Sam, trying to pull him back.
Jon’s muscles screamed as he pushed himself up on his arms. He ignored the pain, forcing himself to rise to his knees, then set a foot on the floor. When he stood up straight the wounds on his back burst into flames and a strangled cry escaped his throat. Everyone turned to look at him, eyes wide.
“I’ll kill him myself,” Jon rasped.
And then he fainted.
Notes:
Poor, poor Jon. This was the only way I could figure to keep him alive with Stannis not arriving when Jon was in Mance’s tent.
So what do you guys think? Jaime’s up next, god help us. Tywin is back in KL and they’re gonna be having a Talk.
Chapter 71: Jaime IV
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Jaime grunted as he slashed at the tree. Sweat blurred his vision, and for a moment the tree was a knight clad in pale armor. Are you the one who killed my brother? With a curse Jaime hacked and parried, then made to thrust his blade through the knight's heart- only to find himself flat on his back, his left arm throbbing in pain.
The blade lay at his feet, the tip stained crimson. Puzzled, Jaime looked up. Red sap dripped from the spot where his sword had pierced the bark just above the weirwood's face. A chill ran through him as he looked, truly looked, at the face carved in the trunk. The weirwood had a maiden's eyes. In the name of the Maid I charge you to protect all women. A tree was not a girl, so why should he feel ashamed? The old gods had never done anything for Jaime. It was the Warrior who had seen Jaime through his battles, and the Warrior who had failed Tyrion.
If only Jaime knew who had slain his little brother. His left hand might be pitiful, but he was still strong enough to slash a man's throat. But what man? There had been hundreds on the bridge of boats, knights and men-at-arms and squires. Any one of them could have knocked Tyrion into the wildfire.
Podrick Payne might know, but Jaime doubted it. The stammering squire was afraid of his own shadow; it was miracle enough that a skinny boy of twelve had managed to drag Tyrion to shore. Jaime had taken Tyrion's former squire as his own, the act of some queer impulse that he had quickly regretted. His other squire was far more suitable, a boy of fourteen tall enough that he could look Jaime in the eye. Josmyn Peckledon had distinguished himself at the Blackwater by killing two knights, wounding a third, and capturing two more.
Jaime groaned as he rose to his feet. His squires would be in the yard with Ser Aron Santagar, and he really should check on them before he bathed. The small council would not meet for a few hours yet, so long as the gods were good and nothing urgent came up.
The yard rang with the echo of steel, a bittersweet sound. There were over a dozen squires practicing their skills, most paired against boys of similar size. As Jaime scanned the yard he caught sight of Peckledon first. His opponent was a frog-faced boy carrying a shield with a bloody spear. Whoever he was, Peck was much better, landing three blows for every one he received. I will make him a good knight, the knight I should have been. Perhaps then the shade of Ser Arthur Dayne would leave him be.
A yelp of pain drew Jaime's attention to the back corner of the yard. Pod lay on the ground, covered in dust. The squire standing over him had the copper skin of a Dornishman. As the Dornish squire leaned down to help Pod up, Jaime frowned. Pod was over a foot shorter than his partner; who had let them spar?
Before he realized what he was doing Jaime was striding across the yard, gaping squires parting to let him through.
"— didn't grow much until I was fifteen, and then I grew so fast everything hurt," the Dornish squire was saying. "But if you can knock a man down, it doesn't matter how tall he is."
"Thank you, ser." Pod winced, clearly remembering his opponent was not a knight. "I mean, Lord Sand. My lord.”
"Olyvar is fine," the Dornish squire grinned. His smile fell when he saw Jaime.
"An odd pairing for a spar," Jaime drawled, forcing himself to look the Red Viper's bastard in the eye. The boy blinked and took a step back.
"He needed a partner, Lord Commander. I'm helping him."
Jaime eyed the boy's stance, the way he held his sword. Competent, but not naturally talented. He favors another weapon, I'll wager. Unsure of what to say, Jaime gave the boy a knowing smile. To his surprise, a flicker of fear shone in the boy's eyes, but when he looked again it was gone.
By the time Jaime gratefully sank into a hot bath the incident in the yard was already forgotten. As Jaime scrubbed his arms his mind wandered, thinking of Cersei and the gown she'd worn yesterday. It was one of his favorites, an ivory silk that made her hair appear even more golden than usual. He had been speaking with Pod when she paused to ask Jaime about Tommen's whereabouts. Pod had practically swallowed his own tongue when the queen gave him a smile and asked how he fared.
The boy was so occupied staring at his own feet that he didn't see Cersei rest a hand on Jaime's hip, her breast brushing against his arm as she kissed him on the cheek. It was the most she'd touched him since his return, and it only made Jaime want more. For a moment Jaime considered taking himself in hand, then he remembered his stump. Yet another task he never attempted with his left, another pleasure now denied him.
He dressed himself slowly, his five remaining fingers struggling with doublet and breeches. In war Jaime was now as useless as nipples on a breastplate, but he must still look the part of Lord Commander when facing the battles of the small council. His doublet was a fine white velvet slashed with cloth-of-silver, his new hand made of gold.
For once Jaime arrived in the council chambers early. Varys was already in his seat, shuffling through a pile of papers. Oberyn Martell lounged against the side table sipping wine. Even while slouching he held himself as gracefully as the ginger cat that crept through the rushes. When Jaime approached to pour himself a cup, the Dornishman straightened.
“Allow me."
The wine was poured before Jaime could even reach for the flagon. He accepted the goblet from Martell with a sense of unease. Even he is not so bold as to poison a man in the open, with his retinue in our hands and no Dornish host to defend them.
“Arbor gold,” Jaime noted, bemused. He’d expected a Dornish wine.
“Lord Paxter’s grape juice was already here,” Prince Oberyn observed, lightly swilling the wine in his cup. He took a sip. “A taste I must become familiar with, it seems.”
“Must you? I thought princes did as they liked.”
He vaguely remembered the Dornish prince saying it once, when he and Elia visited the Rock. Jaime had been eight years old at the time, grieving his mother’s recent death. He could only release his sorrow in the yard, and he had found himself unable to look away from the Dornish youth. The prince was quick as lightning with a spear in his hand, dark eyes shining and a wicked smile on his lips.
“Just so,” the prince replied, draining his cup with another wicked smile. “Yet even a prince should be courteous to his good family.”
A Redwyne and a Martell, betrothed? It was as likely as a Blackwood and a Bracken. To cover his confusion Jaime raised his cup in a mocking toast before taking his seat.
As each councilor came through the door, Jaime found his mood growing darker. Without his luxurious beard Pycelle looked like a plucked chicken, pink and helpless. Despite his increasing frailty, his dedication to kissing Lord Tywin's arse remained strong as ever. The Grand Maester’s obsequiousness grated on Jaime's nerves. The High Septon was no better, a wrinkled flatterer of seventy with a shrewd smile. He looked rather unimpressive without his crystal crown, the one destroyed by the mob having not yet been replaced. Still, he seemed more robust than Lord Gyles Rosby, whose cough was a constant annoyance.
The Reachermen arrived next. Mace Tyrell was far too cheerful for a man gone to fat. Doubtless he would spend half the meeting hinting that Margaery and Tommen should be wedded sooner rather than later. His faithful bannermen were just as predictable. Mathis Rowan would ask questions directly, gruff and to the point. Paxter Redwyne would be the first to praise good news and the last to speak otherwise, preferring to wait in careful silence.
Finally Lord Tywin entered the room, Ser Kevan half a step behind. Cersei followed at their heels, her cheeks pink, her lips pressed tight. As she took her seat she forced her lips into a smile, greeting the High Septon with respectful piety, charming Mace Tyrell with praise of his brave son.
When Ser Kevan called the small council to order it proved as tiresome as usual. Lord Gyles coughed his way through the litany of expenses required to repair the damage from the Battle of the Blackwater.
Varys simpered and smiled through his report that Robb Stark had left Riverrun for his uncle's wedding at the Twins, his mother and sister by his side. Lady Catelyn was lucky old Walder Frey had a fresh young wife, or Jaime suspected she would have found that forgiveness required two Tullys instead of one. The damned woman had kidnapped Tyrion, was rumored to have murdered Renly, but even she didn't deserve to share a bed with a ninety year old weasel.
Much of Varys' news was old or dull. The ironborn had elected a new king at some farcical ceremony called a kingsmoot, and it seemed likely they would continue raiding the north. Lyn Corbray had taken ship from Gulltown, on his way to swear vows as the newest member of the Kingsguard, a hopeful sign that Lady Arryn was warming to the crown.
Down in the city the folk of Flea Bottom continued to show their discontent with treasonous songs in the taverns and pot shops. There seemed to be several of them, including one about Ned Stark. From the look on his father's face Jaime thought a few singers might be losing their tongues, but then Prince Oberyn smiled and asked if the rabble thought lions were frightened by the drunken caterwauling of sheep. Everyone laughed except Lord Tywin, and Varys moved on.
It was the report on Stannis Baratheon that proved most interesting. It seemed that despite Lord Randyll Tarly's best efforts to surround Storm's End, the Lyseni pirates supplying the castle had managed to retrieve Stannis and most of his men, leaving only a small garrison behind. Whence he had gone Varys could not say, to Lord Tywin's visible annoyance. Peace might reign until the end of winter with the North and Riverlands, but Stannis Baratheon was stubborn past the point of sense. Should the Vale or Dorne choose to back his claim...
Prince Oberyn laughed outright when Mace Tyrell raised the possibility.
"My brother is a cautious man," the prince said, one hand lazily stroking the stem of his goblet. "We would not throw away peace for Stannis Baratheon's pretensions. What could he offer us? Gold? The Stormlands alone cannot match the power of Casterly Rock." Prince Oberyn inclined his head toward Lord Tywin.
"As for food, why, every man knows that the Tyrells have the richest bounty in the Seven Kingdoms, and the Redwynes the finest wines, save for those we make in Dorne." Mace Tyrell nodded begrudgingly, while Paxter Redwyne glanced at his liege lord before doing the same.
"Our only other need is justice," the prince said, one eyebrow raised as he eyed Lord Tywin.
"And you have received what Robert denied you," Lord Tywin said with cold courtesy. "Ser Amory Lorch has paid for the deaths of Elia's children with his life."
"And Gregor Clegane?" The viper's voice was soft, almost gentle. The entire table watched the Lord of Casterly Rock and the Prince of Dorne, the room as silent as the grave.
"Was not involved."
The lie was so bold that Jaime almost choked on his wine. Elia Martell had said little in the aftermath of the attack, but she was neither dimwitted nor mad. Half of Casterly Rock knew that Gregor Clegane had smashed her babe's head into a wall before attempting to rape her, blood and brains still on his hands. Nor were they the only ones who knew. Lord Rowan looked fit to gag, and even Mace Tyrell looked discomfited.
A brother may believe a hysterical woman, but the realm will not, Lord Tywin had once said. His eyes had been hard as stone, and a terrible suspicion had fallen over Jaime. No, Jaime thought as he watched the two men. He prefers to keep his favorite dog, that is all. So why was his stomach twisted up in knots?
Yet Prince Oberyn nodded, seemingly satisfied.
"Let us talk of new beginnings, not old quarrels," Ser Kevan said amiably.
Mace Tyrell sat up, his expression reminiscent of a cat with a bowl of cream, while Cersei's smile turned brittle as glass.
"The crown is delighted to announce that King Tommen will wed Lady Margaery Tyrell as soon as arrangements can be made for a wedding worthy of the king and his bride."
"Hear hear!" said Paxter Redwyne.
"Joyous news indeed," Cersei added. She glanced at their father, who ignored her.
Once the rest of the table had made their congratulations, talk of the wedding began. The number of courses, the decorations, the entertainment, all seemed to be of utmost importance. Jaime sipped at his wine to cover the growing urge to yawn. He did not belong here, he belonged with a sword in hand.
Finally the meeting came to an end. Jaime was already on his feet when Kevan shook his head at him.
"I should like private words with my son," said Lord Tywin as the others rose to leave. "You as well, Kevan."
Obediently, the other councillors made their farewells. Cersei lingered longest, waiting until the door had shut behind Varys. With the chamber empty but for the four Lannisters, Cersei's smile dropped, replaced by anger.
"Prince Oberyn is no fool. He loves his feeble sister; he'll not be satisfied until he has Gregor Clegane's head on a spike. He plots against us, I know it; why else flatter the Tyrells and Redwynes?"
"Prince Doran is a cautious man," said Ser Kevan. "It was at his urging that Dagos Manwoody has betrothed his heir to Desmera Redwyne. The prince's father was a Manwoody; they are his most trusted bannermen. Even Oberyn Martell can see the sense of forging alliances."
"That may be, but he is devoted to his sister," Jaime said. "When they visited Casterly Rock he catered to her every wish. Prince Oberyn will not be happy until Gregor Clegane is dead."
"His happiness is not your concern," said Lord Tywin, "and the matter is closed. We have more important business at hand. Cersei, remove yourself."
Her cheeks reddened as if their father had slapped her again.
"I am Queen Regent. Any matters you must needs discuss with the Lord Commander concern me as well."
"You are my daughter, and you will do as I command."
Cersei left, barely clinging to the shreds of her dignity, and Jaime sat down, tired beyond measure.
"Sansa Stark must be dealt with," Ser Kevan said. Well, that explained why Cersei wasn't allowed to remain in the room. His uncle poured more wine into Jaime's cup and he took a sip, the Arbor gold sweet as syrup on his tongue.
"First Olenna Tyrell accosted Ser Kevan to accuse us of indecency over the girl's clothes," Lord Tywin said. "Then Prince Oberyn saw fit to approach the High Septon and inquire as to the girl's piety, since she seemed to show no interest in the giving of alms. We could hardly deny her permission after that."
Jaime frowned. He did recall seeing the girl ride out into the city several times, the Hound at her heels and goldcloaks all around them. One day as she returned a raven had landed on her shoulder, startling her half to death.
"The past few days," his father continued, "Lady Margaery has invited the girl to spend her mornings walking in the gardens, and they always seem to encounter Willas Tyrell and his hag of a grandmother."
"So?" Jaime did not care how the girl spent her time; he tried not to think of her at all. Unbidden the memory came to him of the girl kneeling in the sept, the blood dark against the pale skin of her wrist. Now that he thought of it, it was odd that the girl was still here with peace declared. "Shouldn't she be returning north?"
A glance passed between Lord Tywin and Ser Kevan.
"I did not see fit to inform Robb Stark of her capture," Lord Tywin said. "Only a fool surrenders such a valuable hostage. I will not have the Tyrells claiming her for their crippled heir. She must be wed to a Lannister, and quickly."
A dawning sense of impending doom swept over Jaime.
"No," he said flatly. In the name of the Maid I charge you to protect all women. "The Kingsguard serve for life."
"Casterly Rock must have an heir, a man grown who can rule the Westerlands while your father rules the realm," said Ser Kevan. "With Lancel gone..." he swallowed. "My other sons are too young, and I am tired, Jaime. Take up your birthright, as you were always meant to."
"I am a warrior, and that is all. Tyrion was the clever one. If he were here..." Jaime's throat was tight.
"Your brother had his uses, but he was not fit to rule in my stead. Even his wits failed him in the end when he charged into battle like a madman." Lord Tywin's eyes were cold as ice. "You will do your duty."
"I have a duty to my king," Jaime said, rising to his feet. "A duty to my sworn brothers, and to the realm. Let Cersei rule the Rock, or let it pass to Myrcella. Prince Doran would be honored to have his son serve as consort to the Lady of the Westerlands."
"A woman is not fit to rule."
"Myrcella is. She's as sweet as Margaery Tyrell, men would flock to serve her." He paused, wondering where he had found the nerve. "She reminds me of mother," he admitted softly.
Ser Kevan looked at his brother.
"Joanna was exceptional," Lord Tywin said in a tight voice. "But even she could never rule in her own right."
"Myrcella could. Father, I swear, she's as clever as Tyrion—" his father's face turned cold as Jaime realized his mistake too late.
"Sansa Stark is a child," Jaime said, hoping a different approach might have more success. "Has she even bled yet?"
Lord Tywin's stone face spoke volumes. He would wed me to a girl not even flowered? The girl was pretty, and her chest was as full as Cersei's already, but she could not be older than thirteen. In the name of the Maid I charge you to protect all women. Common men who touched girls her age were the vilest sort of rapers, gelded and sent to the Wall without mercy. Among the highborn, however...
Rhaella was her age when they forced her to wed Aerys, Jaime recalled, bile rising in his throat. Most men would not have consummated the marriage until a girl was older, but Aerys was never one to wait. He must have been cruel long before he was mad. Within the year Rhaegar had been born. The following year, Aerys had chosen to be knighted by Lord Tywin, his closest friend. Did father not see what he was?
"Why don't we revisit this matter once the girl has her moonblood?" Kevan suggested, interrupting Jaime's thoughts. "She is at the age where it should come at any time."
Tywin nodded stiffly, his eyes fixed on Jaime.
"It doesn't matter," Jaime said, surprised by his own daring as he met his father's gaze. "Robb Stark will hate whoever forces her to give up her maidenhead."
"Robb Stark is not your concern." There was a strange look in Lord Tywin's eyes. "Let the wolf run north with his peace treaty. There are always hunters in the woods."
Notes:
Oh shit. What do you guys think? :o
Chapter 72: Theon II
Notes:
Based on the unusually low number of comments on Theon I, I know y’all aren’t Theon fans. I feel you; I don’t really like him either. But there’s important Wall and Others stuff here, as well as an update on Jon and Gilly. Hope you enjoy!
Early March, 300 AC
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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The wind tugged at Theon's cloak as he watched his prey, waiting. The world was a sea of white, snow blanketing every inch of the forest. Some prey concealed themselves in pale furs, but not all of them were so clever. The noonday sun was weak, but there was plenty of light for hunting. Theon's eyes narrowed as he spotted dark fur. Even the cold could not slow his fingers as Theon bent the bow, slipped the string into its notches, drew, and loosed.
There was nothing half so mortal as a grey goose feather. The wildling fell to the ground, one less mole digging at the Wall. Still, aiming for dark blurs rather than picking his shot annoyed him. Theon grimaced as he reached for another arrow.
"Wishing you had a chance to show off again?" an old voice grumbled. Theon bit his tongue, resisting the urge to roll his eyes.
"Show off to who, Dywen?" Theon asked, unable to keep the mockery from his voice. The old forester spat on the Wall and clacked his wooden teeth.
"We're low on arrows. Someone will need to fetch more soon. It's a cold ride to Castle Black, lordling."
Theon loosed an arrow at another dark blur, wishing he could shoot Ser Piggy instead. Every breath of cold air stung at his nostrils, his nose still sore from the old maester resetting it. Dywen was right, Theon realized to his great annoyance, ducking behind a merlon to avoid one of the rare arrows to reach the top of the wall.
Woodswatch-by-the-Pool was a good ten leagues from Castle Black. At Winterfell Theon could ride further than that in a single day. At the Wall, though... the road was choked with snow and ice, slowing horses to a grudging walk. Even Smiler, fierce as he was, could go no faster. It would take two days to reach Castle Black, and another two days to return. Theon did not fancy such an excursion if Dywen decided he was in need of chastising.
Twenty brothers had come from Castle Black, bringing food, furs, hundreds of arrows, and aught else they would need to keep the wildlings at bay. The gate beneath them had been blocked long ago, the tunnels sealed with rock and ice. But Mance Rayder had thousands of men and dozens of giants and mammoths, and they were digging at every abandoned castle along the Wall.
The first day at Woodswatch-by-the-Pool had been the worst. There had been five giants, great hairy beasts out of Old Nan’s tales. Two of them rode mammoths, and three went afoot. The biggest giant had ripped the iron gate off the tunnel before they dropped a barrel of pitch on his head. The mammoths fled the flames screaming, and one giant had smashed into a tree so hard that his head burst like a melon.
The rest of the giants had fallen on the second day, one filled with so many arrows he looked like a lady's pincushion, the other two burned to death by their last barrel of pitch. The giants had screamed at them as they died, strange words in a tongue Theon did not recognize. The Old Tongue, Dywen had told him later.
Theon drew, loosed, and drew again. Few of the wildlings had white furs to hide them in the snow. How desperate were they to keep running for the tunnel when dozens of their brethren lay dead? They fear something worse than arrows.
He had laughed when one of the young rangers told him about the Others as they chased the wildlings to the Shadow Tower. Dead men attacking Lord Commander Mormont in the night? The story seemed ridiculous, a tall tale spun to frighten gullible new recruits.
Then Theon had seen the ugly burn scars on Jon Snow's hand. Red and mottled, like ribbons of flame, the price of thrusting a hand into fire. No man was fool enough to do such a thing... unless the dead walked and fire was their only fear. Theon loosed.
Jon Snow was still confined to his bed. Even from his place on the floor, blood trickling down his face, nearly blinded by fury, Theon could see how sick he was. The bastard had been naked under his furs, and they had fallen away when he rose from the bed. His skin was corpse white, the flesh melted off of his bones until Theon could count his ribs. The red mark on his thigh looked to be an arrow wound not yet healed, and his eyes... his eyes had burned with hatred, one eye marked with scars as if a bird had tried to rip it out. Theon's blood had frozen when Snow claimed the right to kill him... and then Snow had fainted.
He had landed on his front, exposing the horror of his back for all to see. Angry red lash marks criss crossed his back from his shoulders to his arse, the back of his thigh shining silver where the arrow had gone through. The fat boy sobbed as he and the great lummox gently lifted Jon Snow back into his bed, the scrawny one running for the maester. It's only been a year, Theon remembered thinking, unable to look away.
He had not bothered to bid farewell to Jon Snow when he departed Winterfell. Theon's time had been much better spent riding. On the second day he'd reached the Acorn Water and slain a red deer with an arrow through the throat. He spent the night beneath the miller's roof, annoyed by a brief rain that leaked through the thatching and onto the pitiful straw mattress he’d taken from the miller.
Matters improved in the morning when the miller left to deliver the grain he'd turned into flour. A few words from Theon’s silver tongue and he had the miller's wife on top of him yet again. Her belly might bear the pale stripes of childbirth, but her teats were still plump and pretty as they bounced. They were less pretty the next time he saw them. She was crying for mercy, crying for her sons, when Gelmarr’s axe came swinging down. Her breasts had spilled from her dress when she fell, the gash in her chest deep and red and weeping. I did not tell Gelmarr to do it, there was no need for that.
When had he last seen Jon Snow? Theon searched his memory as he drew the string back to his ear. A few days before Snow left, perhaps. He loosed. They had happened to be in the baths at the same time, Snow returning from the practice yards, Theon from tumbling a blonde maid who'd come with the royal party. Jon Snow was slender and strong then, unmarked by scars except for those won in the practice yards. Theon could not imagine that Eddard Stark's sullen bastard boy would kill him. But Lord Snow, the man of the Night's Watch... Theon drew. He believes I killed his brothers. He loosed.
Perhaps he had. Bran and Rickon had fled Winterfell before Theon came, but they had only fled because they knew he was coming. So said Maester Luwin, anyway, babbling on with some nonsense about dreams. If they died in the woods during their flight... That is their own fault, not mine. I would not have harmed them had they stayed. The miller's boys had been a grim necessity, the only way to cow the defiant servants of Winterfell. It wasn't his fault that the fools were so easily taken in by a direwolf pin and a grey tunic.
There were so many easy targets below. Theon drew, then loosed. Dywen blames me. The old poacher was a northman, born and raised on Bear Island. The folk there were raised to hate krakens from the cradle, but there was something more to the old man's contempt for him. I did nothing wrong, Theon thought, smiling in cold satisfaction as his arrow took down a wildling. Balon gave me no other choice, him and that bitch Asha. Even if he tried to explain himself, he knew no one would believe him.
He was drawing back the string again when an arrow whistled past his ear, a rough hand yanking him out of the way just in time.
"Focus," Dywen snarled, cuffing Theon upside the head. "Or did you want a nice wildling arrow in your highborn arse?"
"Your teeth will grow back before I fear a wildling," Theon said sharply, his heart pounding in his ears.
"Fear keeps you alive," the poacher said as he drew his own bow. "Fear is why they're knockin' at our gates." He loosed.
"They'll never get through. We've shot every one of them who got within fifty feet of the Wall."
Dywen spat, jerking his thumb at the frozen corpse lying behind him. Theon didn't recall the name of the black-clad brother with the pimples, but it seemed that the gods had not liked him. By unlikely mischance a wildling arrow had caught him in the eye on the third day.
"There were less than a thousand sworn brothers, before the Great Ranging. Now there's only six, mebbe seven hundred. If each o' us killed ten o' them, there'd still be ninety three thousand wildlings down below. And what happens when the Others come, and raise every one that we've killed?"
Theon shivered, his fingers stiff as he reached for another arrow. He'd gone to see the maester on some pretense, hoping to catch the wildling girl nursing. Instead he'd found her talking quietly to the maester, her babe asleep in her arms.
"The first sign is the cold," she said as Theon listened from the doorway. "You can smell it, like thunder before a storm. They come out of nowhere, always more'n one, never more'n a dozen. Their armor shines like moonlight, and their steps don't make no sound."
"What weapons do they have, child?" Maester Aemon's voice was gentle.
"They carried swords," the wildling girl whispered. "I never seen them drawn from the scabbard, but Ferny said they look like crystal. What's crystal, maester?"
"A type of rock that shines with light. There should be one on my desk, unless Clydas moved it."
Silence, then a gasp of awe.
"Father said their swords could cut right through mail and plate. Can't fight them with steel, it'll shatter."
"Did your father say aught of obsidian? Or perhaps he called it dragonglass?"
"No," the girl replied. Then the baby whimpered, and Theon fled.
The sun was sinking toward the horizon when Theon paused to eat. A few brothers had remained below, cooking porridge over a small fire. The most surefooted ones had made the long climb to bring food to the archers. The porridge was already cold, but Theon shoveled it down, mindful that there would be nothing else for a good while. He was wiping his mouth when Dywen raised a hand, his head cocked to the side.
"D'you hear that?"
He listened. At first he heard naught but the soft sounds of men chewing and drinking. Then he began to notice other sounds, the scrape of boots on ice, the quiet clinking of metal. Below the wind whispered through the trees, but there was something else, faint in the distance...
"Horses," a brother said, "a whole column of them."
Dywen stared down at the forest. The wildlings below had stopped loosing arrows, turning toward the sound of hoofbeats and metal. The fools didn't post scouts was Theon's last thought before the knights emerged from the trees.
A few wildlings ran for their garrons, but for the rest it was too late. The knights were mounted on destriers and clad in steel. The wildlings were almost all afoot, armored in bronze if at all. A ragged cheer went up around Theon as the knights trampled the wildlings, slashing and stabbing at their hapless foes, steel shining in the light. Where steel flashed, life ended. It was over in minutes. Once there had been hundreds threatening their gate, now only a few survived to flee through the trees.
Dywen shouted down at the knights, but the wind carried his words away. Without even a glance at the top of the Wall the knights reformed their line, riding west. The brothers were still staring down, astounded, when more men passed through the trees, freeriders and mounted bowmen and men-at-arms, dozens of men, hundreds of men, thousands.
And over their heads, the yellow banners.
Notes:
Well, it took him long enough, but Stannis is here! GRRM’s original timeline made no sense, even with Mel’s magic wind.
Poor Jon. And look at what Gilly’s been up to… I can’t wait to see what y’all think! Catelyn up next.
Chapter 73: Catelyn IV
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The night was black when Catelyn left the warmth of the king's company.
Once she had stood in Renly's pavilion of green silk, shaking her head at the needless luxury. Robb's tent was of fine grey silk, but there the similarities ended. His tent was far smaller, able to be quickly pulled down at need. The furnishings were well made but simple— leather slung camp chairs, a table covered in rolled up maps, braziers, sleeping furs for the king and his bride, and little else.
Ser Perwyn Frey awaited Catelyn at the entrance to her tent, standing guard. She smiled at him as he lifted the flap for her, covering unease with courtesy. Tomorrow they would finally reach the Twins, and foreboding weighed heavy upon her heart.
“Father's tongue is sharper than his sword,” Ser Perwyn had reassured her as they left Riverrun, noting how Catelyn glanced at little Jeyne Westerling riding beside the king.
“He has wanted Riverrun for years; he will likely mock the King to his face but that will be all he dares, after His Grace's victory at Sweet Root.” The knight smiled bitterly. “My lord father has always put the advancement of House Frey before all else, save self-preservation.”
Jeyne had reassured Catelyn as well, claiming that she could tolerate the old man’s barbs for Robb’s sake. Lady Sybell Westerling had not liked it, but she could not overrule the King in the North, nor her daughter his queen. Whatever it was that the direwolves disliked about Lady Sybell and Ser Rolph Spicer, they were back at Riverrun, under the Blackfish’s watchful eye. Still, Catelyn wished Robb had her shrewd uncle leading the outriders, rather than holding Riverrun. Though Robb had had little choice. Brynden Blackfish was the only Tully left, besides Edmure and Lysa. Edmure could hardly miss his own wedding, and Lysa was still hiding atop her mountain.
Before Catelyn completed her nightly ablutions she checked on the girls. Arya shared her mother's pavilion, and where Arya went, so went Jeyne Poole and Meri the dairy maid. All three were asleep, curled together under a pile of sleeping furs. As usual Arya slept with her head facing the tent flap, one hand gripping a dagger under her pillow. Catelyn had not seen fit to inform anyone of the more... unusual habits Arya had aquired since her flight from King's Landing. Doubtless Arya thought herself sneaky, but Catelyn was not so easily fooled.
Her thoughts wandered as Catelyn cleaned her teeth with a powder of salt and sage. It had been nearly five months since her daughter's return. Then the eleventh moon of the old year had shone radiant and full, lighting her way to the godswood where she gave thanks to Ned's gods. Now it was almost the fourth moon of the new year. Tonight clouds hid the moon, the world colder without her pearly glow.
The furs were warm and soft when Catelyn slipped between them. After a long day of riding sleep should have come easily. Robb's host had traveled over a hundred leagues over the past few weeks, through autumn wind and rain. Though Catelyn had managed to keep herself clear from the worst of it, Arya was perpetually covered in mud. She rarely rode with the column, choosing instead to join Lyra and Jonelle Mormont's hunting party. The she-bears had taken to the she-wolf immediately, perhaps reminded of their own little sister back on Bear Island. Arya had beamed with pride when she fetched back a rabbit she'd shot herself.
The Mormont ladies had continued Arya's lessons at archery. Back at Riverrun a freckled bowman named Anguy had spent near a week making a bow that suited Arya's small frame. When it was finished, she practiced in the yard under his watchful eye until she had blisters on her fingers. She was as eager with the bow as Bran had ever been.
Bran. She felt a lump in her throat. When word came of what Theon had done, she had thought her despair would never end. Her boys slain, her girls lost, Robb riding to battle... she would never be able to thank the gods enough for restoring her children to her. Arya slept not ten feet away, Rickon was safe at Winterfell, Robb had escaped his war unscathed... as much as she feared for Sansa, surrounded by enemies at court, at least she knew Sansa yet lived.
Robb's anger had been terrible to behold when he learned that the Lannisters held his sister. Lord Tywin had made no mention of her during the peace talks, and Robb had asked quite pointedly. Sansa's safety had been one of Robb's terms, the treaty requiring the Lannisters to return her unharmed if found. He had sent a blistering letter to King's Landing before leaving Riverrun, carried by the maester's second fastest raven, the fastest having inexplicably vanished.
But there was no word of Bran, naught but Arya's claim that Nymeria could still feel Summer. It was something, but not nearly enough.
A light rain pattered on the roof of the tent as Catelyn rolled to her side. Arya was still there across the tent, still sleeping. She had not understood Lysa's desperation, the intensity with which she guarded her son. Now, though, she wondered.
If Ned had proved cold, their marriage loveless, how would she have made the best of it? The answer was clear, for it was the same one any highborn girl would give. Catelyn would have focused on her duty, on running the household and bearing her husband’s heirs.
Her breath caught in her throat as a terrible image rose out of the darkness. Catelyn was at Riverrun, her belly round, blood seeping from between her legs. They took her to the maester, but still she bled, on and on, a river of blood that drowned Robb before he quickened. Then she was at Winterfell, a midwife handing her a babe, but no matter how long she wept Sansa's bright eyes never opened. They handed her Arya, silent instead of screaming. They handed her Bran, his small body limp. They handed her Rickon, and though she held him at her breast he never opened his mouth to nurse.
Lysa had miscarried five times, her children washed away in blood. No, six, Catelyn remembered, thinking of her father muttering of tansy. And there had been stillbirths too, two corpses laid in Lysa's arms. Eight dead children, eight disappointed hopes. And Sweetrobin, small and sickly, the only child the gods let her keep.
What would Catelyn do, if she had but one child to show for all that blood and sorrow? What would she do to keep that child safe by her side? Small wonder Lysa's rage had been terrible when Catelyn offered to foster her son at Winterfell.
“Sister or no,” Lysa had said, “if you try to steal my son, you will leave by the Moon Door.”
A cold chill ran down her spine. King Robert had told Ned of the plan to foster Robert Arryn with the Lannisters, how Lysa had fled in the dead of night. Yet Maester Colemon said the boy was meant to be fostered at Dragonstone. Catelyn searched her memory, sensing she had missed something. "She frosted up as if I'd suggested selling her boy to a mummer's show," old Lord Walder groused, the memory faint. "When Lord Arryn said the child was going to Dragonstone to foster with Stannis Baratheon, she stormed off without a word of regrets."
Jon Arryn was going to take her son. Lysa could not gainsay him, could not leave her husband as a common woman might. She had no powerful friends at court who might intercede, none except- Catelyn sat up, heedless of the goosepimples on her skin as the furs fell away.
Lysa had one powerful friend at court, a friend from childhood. How often had she followed after Petyr as a girl, starry-eyed? She would try anything he suggested, eager to win his approval. If that fondness had turned to love... but Petyr had dueled Brandon for Cat's hand, not Lysa's, and Hoster had sent him away. "Impertinent boy," he'd said once, when a hapless visitor asked after his former ward...
And suddenly she knew. She knew Lysa's wretched stripling, the man she longed to marry, the father of the babe Lord Hoster denied her. She knew why Jon Arryn had died, why her sister had written to accuse the Lannisters of murder...
Gods, Lysa, what have you done?
Her sleep was short, troubled by dreams of her sister crying in a pool of blood, a babe clutched to her chest. When Catelyn rose with the dawn her eyes were puffy and sore, her cheeks marked with the traces of her tears. Across the tent the girls were helping Arya with her gown, dark grey wool trimmed in white. Arya gave her mother a questioning look, but Catelyn shook her head. When we reach the Twins, I'll send her a raven , Catelyn decided as she pulled on her stockings. Until then Catelyn must keep her mind clear; Lord Walder awaited.
The sun was shining by the time the host was ready, a gentle breeze stirring in her hair. The banners flirted and fluttered as Catelyn made her way to the head of the column, Karstark sunburst and Umber giant, the whitecaps of the Flints and the trident of the Manderlys, Mallister eagle and Mormont bear, the pink maiden of House Piper and the quartered dragons and towers of House Vance.
When Robb gave the order to move out the host howled as one, a custom started during the fighting in the Westerlands. The sound gave Catelyn chills, even moreso when Grey Wind and Nymeria threw their heads back, their howls soaring over the host like birds in flight.
Robb's host had shrunk since she watched them ride away to fight Tywin Lannister. A few had departed before the Battle of Sweet Root, bringing the wayns full of gold back to Riverrun. The gods had smiled upon those who remained to fight, granting them victory with few casualties. When the battle was over and peace made, Galbart Glover and much of Robb's host had gone on ahead, tasked with protecting the gold train for the rest of its long journey to the Bite. There Lord Manderly's ships would take the gold to White Harbor, then Winterfell, so long as the autumn storms did not wax too strong.
At Fairmarket all the Mormonts save Dacey had departed along with Lord Mallister. From Seagard his longships would take them north, to search for the crannogmen at Robb's command. Now only two thousand horse rode at Robb's side, along with two thousand foot. Usually Catelyn conversed with Robb's guard to pass the time, but today she rode in silence, with no company but her thoughts.
By midday the squat, ugly castles were visible in the distance; by midafternoon they were close enough to spy the men on the battlements, or at least the flashes of sunlight shining off their helms. Grey clouds were gathering in the distance, the sign of approaching rain, but they should be sheltered before it arrived. On the far bank she could spy an encampment, likely the Frey levies awaiting Robb's orders once the wedding was done and peace restored.
Catelyn was squinting up at the castle on the near bank, one hand shading her eyes, when she saw the raven. It descended swiftly, wings shimmering like oil in the sun, heading straight for the host. A piercing whistle rose from behind her, and Catelyn turned to see Arya with a thumb and finger pressed to her mouth. Greatjon Umber swore as the raven dived, pulling up at the last moment to perch on Arya's outstretched arm.
The raven quorked. Arya's lips moved, though Catelyn heard no sound, her daughter’s grey eyes intent on the bird. By the time the bird took flight, those eyes were wide with fear.
“What is it?” Catelyn asked, reining up beside her.
“Sansa sent her,” Arya blurted. “The raven. She says there's hunters in the woods, she saw them, they slew the wolves and their pups, even though Robb said not to. They took the Kingslayer's gold and Sansa too, and they're going to hunt Robb!”
“Who?” Catelyn demanded, trying to make sense of Arya's babbling as the Greatjon stared. Nymeria gnashed her teeth, as though snapping at some unseen enemy.
“Bolton,” Arya growled. The direwolf snarled deep in her throat, the horses shying back. Even the Greatjon's enormous destrier gave a snort of dismay.
“Bolton?” The Greatjon asked in his bass rumble. Out of the corner of her eye Catelyn saw the flash of Robb's bronze and iron crown, riders giving way so the king and his family might converse privily.
“They caught Sansa by Harrenhal, Bolton men, they were escorting the Kingslayer south and they took her too,” Arya said, rage shining in her eyes. “There were no wolves nearby to help her, the Boltons killed them all. Sansa heard him, she heard Lord Tywin, he said the wolf could run north, because there were hunters waiting.”
“Lord Bolton is not here.” Grey Wind’s pacing gave the lie to Robb’s calm words. “His orders were to depart Harrenhal and return north for the winter. Before we left Riverrun he sent a raven reporting flooding along the Trident that would prevent him from reaching the Twins until after the wedding.”
Arya shook her head, worrying at her lip with her teeth.
“Nymeria doesn’t like Lame Lothar either,” Arya hissed quietly. “Ask Grey Wind.”
“I have,” Robb said sharply. “He cannot explain what is amiss, and I cannot break my word to the Freys. Not again. A king owes a duty to his bannermen as much as they owe a duty to their liege lord.”
“But-”
“My lord, would you ride with me?” Catelyn asked, giving the Greatjon a pointed look. He did not need to be party to his king arguing with a little sister who said anything that came into her head.
“A fierce one, is the princess,” the Greatjon chortled when they were out of earshot. Catelyn chose to ignore the slight whiff of condescension. If men underestimated what Arya might do, it was all for the better.
At last Arya rejoined her mother, Robb riding back to the head of the column. Her little face was twisted in a scowl; Nymeria's yellow eyes burning like flames.
"He doesn't believe me," Arya muttered, ducking her head when Catelyn gave her a look of reproach. Catelyn sighed.
"Ser Perwyn!" She called. As her guard he had stayed near, though not close enough to eavesdrop.
"Dismount."
Ser Perwyn did not question Catelyn's command to tie Arya's mare with the string of spare mounts. To her surprise Arya did not throw a fit when the Greatjon lifted her up to ride pillion in front of her mother. Catelyn wrapped her cloak around her daughter's shoulders, pressing a kiss to the top of her head.
"He believes you," Catelyn whispered, nudging her horse to a trot. "But kings cannot do as they please. A king must keep his oaths. Do you remember the Tully words?"
"Family, duty..." Arya paused, struggling.
"Honor," Catelyn finished for her. "He loves you, Arya, but his duty and his honor matter too. You have a duty to respect his decisions, though you may argue with them in private. Your father oft sought my counsel, and when you are older Robb may seek yours."
"He needs to listen now," Arya insisted. She did not speak again.
As they neared the gatehouse four Freys emerged on horseback. Ser Perwyn gave names to each. The oldest face, broad and fleshy, belonged to Ser Ryman, heir to the Twins since the death of his father Ser Stevron at Oxcross. The three younger men were Ser Ryman's sons. The pale slender man was Edwyn, his eldest, the bearded man was Black Walder, and the gawky youth was Petyr.
The men were drawing near when Nymeria suddenly gave a great snarl.
"Nymeria, no !" Arya called, her voice frightened.
The she-wolf ignored her, leaping for the Freys’ horses. Suddenly Arya went limp against her mother and Nymeria froze in place, snarling and snapping as though caught by an invisible net.
"Arya?" Catelyn shook her daughter's shoulders. When she received no response, she took her by the chin. Her eyes were blank, unseeing.
The Freys were struggling to control their panicking horses when the wolf suddenly veered away, running north along the riverbank. Arya's eyes came back to life as she sat up, ignoring her mother's frantic embrace.
"Nymeria!" She cried, sliding down off the horse.
"Arya, get back here!"
But she was already gone, dashing after the direwolf. At Robb's side Grey Wind was growling, his dark golden eyes fixed on the Freys. Suddenly he turned, glanced up at Robb, and loped after the others.
"What is the meaning of this?" Black Walder shouted, sword in hand.
“I pray you will see fit to forgive the princess,” Robb said with careful courtesy. “Her time in the wild has left her skittish, and my sister's direwolf seems to sense her mood. She shall return when she has calmed herself, and beg your pardons.”
Catelyn could have kissed him for the deftness of his words. He had neither lied nor insulted Arya, though Catelyn doubted she would return before the wedding.
Black Walder sheathed his sword and Ser Ryman bid them welcome. Catelyn watched the Freys closely as Robb graciously thanked them. Petyr sat his horse awkwardly, his eyes shifting back and forth. Was he hiding something, or just nervous? Black Walder was clearly angry, though he bit his tongue and smiled when he should. Edwyn seemed a little stiff, as did Ser Ryman, but given that a direwolf had just charged them, that was understandable. If only Nymeria could explain why the men upset her so!
“We don't have enough fodder for two thousand horse,” Ser Ryman said regretfully. “We are rationing our food carefully for winter, as Your Grace commanded. But if you will send your men across the river, there is excellent grazing a few leagues to the east. As for those on foot,” Ser Ryman gestured at the far side of the Green Fork. “We have set up three great feast tents to keep off the rain and chill, and there is ale and wine to celebrate the wedding.”
Catelyn peered across the river. As he said, there were three enormous tents, placed in a row beyond the edge of the encampment.
“Greatjon,” Robb called.
The big man brought his horse up, his beard bristling as Robb directed him where the grazing might be found and instructed him to lead the host across the bridge. To Catelyn's relief Robb kept his honor guard with him, as well as twenty of the most senior knights and northmen.
At last Ser Ryman and his sons turned their horses toward the gatehouse, and Catelyn drew near Robb.
“Something is amiss.” His voice was low, so quiet she could barely hear him. “First Sansa's raven, then the direwolves...”
“I feel it too,” Catelyn replied, her voice as soft as his. “Robb, as soon as we enter the keep, you must ask for bread and salt. Even Walder Frey would not dare defy guest right, though I fear once we depart...”
“An ambush, most likely.” Robb's eyes were hard as stone. “Thank the gods Bolton is not here. I can hardly name him traitor without proof. If all the northmen were as devout as the Greatjon perhaps they might believe Arya, but the rivermen...” Robb fell silent as grooms emerged to take their horses.
Lord Frey's welcome was as peevish as Catelyn had feared. He refused to kneel to Robb, pleading his knees were too old and weak. He smirked through Robb's apology, his eyes devouring Jeyne Westerling as if she were the lowest whore. When Robb finished speaking the Lord of the Crossing thanked him for making amends, and praised the beauty of his new queen. Then, to Catelyn's dismay, he noted that several of his girls had larger bosoms.
“Not that every man prefers a large bosom, heh ,” he cackled, still looking at Jeyne's chest. To his credit Robb kept his temper, though his voice was icy as he slipped an arm around Jeyne's trembling shoulders.
“We thank you for your kind words, my lord, but we are weary from the road. Bread and salt would be most welcome.”
“Of course, of course,” the old man said, a strange light in his eyes as he smiled. He clapped his gnarled hands together, and servants came into the hall, bearing flagons of wine and trays of bread, cheese, and butter.
Lord Walder took a cup of red himself, and raised it high with a spotted hand. “My guests,” he said. “My honored guests. Be welcome beneath my roof, and at my table.”
“We thank you for your hospitality, my lord,” Robb replied.
Edmure echoed him, along with Dacey Mormont, Ser Marq Piper, and the others. They drank his wine and ate his bread and butter. The bread was fresh and warm, the butter smooth and creamy. Catelyn washed it down with a sip of wine, the flavor sour upon her tongue. Whatever ambush might await on the other side of the river, they would sleep safe this night.
She hoped Arya had found a safe place to sleep. Jeyne and Meri had been desperate to ride after her, but Catelyn had taken them in hand, sending them across the river with the Greatjon. Not for the first time Catelyn was grateful for the strange lessons she had insisted upon. Arya knew how to build a crude shelter, how to find what plants were safe to eat. The wolves would bring her game to cook over her fire. She will turn up in the morning like as not, muddy and penitent.
There would be no mud, no crude shelter for Lady Catelyn. Her rooms were warm and handsomely furnished, a hot bath already awaiting her. As she bathed she composed her thoughts, sorting out what she would say to Lysa. When she was finished a servant helped her into her dressing gown. Another serving girl brought ink and quill and paper. It took several attempts, but at last she was satisfied.
Catelyn was walking through the halls, searching for the maester, when she felt a strange tingle run up her spine, that sense that someone was watching her.
"Well met, my lady," a soft voice said. The hairs on the back of her neck stood up, her heart thudding in her chest, as she turned to meet the cold pale eyes of Roose Bolton.
Notes:
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Chapter 74: Arya II
Chapter Text
“Arya, get back here!”
Her mother's voice echoed in her ears as Arya ran, Needle's sheath slapping against her thigh. Nymeria was a grey blur in the distance, her four paws faster than Arya's two feet. Her heart pounded frantically in her chest, each beat reminding her of her guilt.
Thump thump. I let Syrio die. Thump thump. I let Yoren die. Thump thump. I failed Sansa. Thump thump. I failed mother. Thump thump. I failed Robb.
She had to catch Nymeria. The direwolf was as good as a knight, together they would make Robb listen. Why should she care about honor and duty if her family was in danger?
Springy grass gave way to mud. It sucked at Arya's riding boots, slowing her steps as she paused to yank herself free. How far had she come, a league? There was the sound of a great splash and she ran faster, dodging mudholes. Nymeria was swimming across the river, her grey fur turning black in the water.
Arya hesitated, frightened by the roar of the current. Frantically she tried to remember her mother's lessons on the many waters of the Trident. This was the Green Fork, deep and swift. The Freys had built their bridge here for a reason; there were no fords nearby.
She had to catch Nymeria. If anything happened to mother or Robb, it would be her fault for failing to make them listen to Sansa's message, to the direwolves' warnings. Arya slipped out of her heavy boots, took a deep breath, and plunged into the river.
The water crushed the breath from her lungs in an instant. A floating log hit her in the shoulder; her feet kicked for the riverbed far below.
Never panic, her mother said, the pools of Winterfell steaming around her. A Tully is a fish, and what is it that fish do best? Arya had answered faster than Robb, faster than Sansa. “Swim!” She’d yelled, and Lady Catelyn smiled. Lie on your back with your head upstream. Hold your arms out, and keep your head above the water. Let the river carry you. Exhaust yourself, and you'll only drown the faster.
Remembering the lessons was one thing, following them another. She wanted to flail, to fight the current. Calm as still water, Syrio reminded her. Arya gritted her teeth. She was a water dancer, a wolf, a fish. She could do this.
First she kicked her legs until her entire body was lying flat, her feet aiming downstream. Then Arya spread her arms out like an eagle's wings, her eyes fixed on the grey clouds above. Once you are ready, swim at an angle to the current , her mother said. Not straight across, nor straight downstream, but halfway in between. Her soaked skirts clung to her legs, but at last she faced the opposite shore, her arms pulling the water in practiced strokes.
The river pounded Arya like a drum. Her sleeve snagged on a piece of driftwood, its thorns biting at her skin until the current swept it away. A wave crashed over her head, stinging at her eyes as she held her breath. The second wave caught her unawares. In her surprise she gasped, choking as water poured into her nose and mouth. With a frantic kick she brought her head up, spluttering as she coughed up the liquid.
It felt as though she had been swimming for hours when she found herself clinging to a boulder on the far side of the river. The bank rose steeply, the grassy sward of the meadow a few feet above her head. Her arms were exhausted, her legs useless. How was she to pull herself up?
Arya heard a low whine, the sound so welcome she almost cried with relief. Nymeria stood above her, golden eyes shining. Slowly, painfully, Arya pulled herself up the boulder until the direwolf could grasp her jaws around one skinny wrist. The direwolf braced herself, tugging upwards while Arya scrabbled at the boulder with her free hand. It was slippery from the river, and her feet nearly went out from under her several times.
Arya was almost standing, one hand grasping the top of the river bank, when her right foot skidded into empty air. She shrieked, Nymeria's teeth desperately yanking at her wrist, then something pressed her foot up, up, and she was on her belly on the grass.
When she came back to herself, it was to the rough rasp of Grey Wind and Nymeria's tongues on her cheeks. It was Grey Wind who had saved her, shoving his head under her foot. Robb had sent him, to keep her safe. We could have died, Arya shouted in her mind. Nymeria shook her shaggy head. Mother needs us, Robb needs us, why did you run?
The direwolf whuffled, twitching her powerful nose. She wanted to attack the bad men, to knock them from their saddles and rip out their throats. Her girl wouldn't let her, had forced herself inside her skin to stop her. Then, when her skin was again her own, she'd caught the scents on the breeze, scents she knew. Dimly Arya heard the sound of men approaching. She staggered to her feet, her wet hair plastered to her head, drawing Needle with stiff fingers.
“Lookin’ for a fight, m'lady?” A rough voice asked.
Arya slid Needle back in its sheath, took a step forward, and punched Gendry in the face.
As Thoros cleaned her knuckles Arya stared at her muddy bare feet. A bruise was already forming on Gendry’s cheek, angry and red. He didn’t deserve it. Thoros had only watched for her in the flames for Gendry's sake.
“It were a few weeks back, m’lady,” Tarber explained, handing Thoros a strip of cloth to wrap her split knuckles. The youth was as gangly as she remembered from the hollow hill.
“I saw you at the Twins, surrounded by foes.” Thoros' face was drawn, his robes faded, patched here and there with clumsy stitches. The red priest filled his cheeks with air and blew. A hot wind dried her gown in moments.
“We were comin’ this way anyway, but that weren't all,” Tarber continued. Gendry slapped him upside the head.
“Yes it was,” the blacksmith's apprentice growled.
Tarber frowned, rubbing his head. “No, it weren't. He saw the Young Wolf and your mother too.”
Gendry grabbed Tarber, yanking him off toward the horses picketed in a cluster of trees. Most of the outlaws were scattered about the hidden camp, but a few were gathered about her. Greenbeard sat on a stump, stroking his whiskers. Lem Lemoncloak scratched his nose. Jack-be-Lucky fiddled with the horn at his hip. Tom o' Sevens plucked at his harp. Thoros stared into the little campfire. No one would meet Arya's eyes. No one, save Lord Beric.
“You must be brave, child,” the lightning lord said. There was a raw red pit where one eye should have been, but the other watched her keenly. He looked even worse than she remembered. His temple was caved in above his left ear, his cheeks as hollow as a skull.
“What did he see?” Arya demanded.
“Your brother, an arrow buried in his cheek. Your mother, with a knife in her hand. And all around them...” Lord Beric paused. “Blood. Blood and dead men.”
“Thoros must have seen it wrong, he must have.” She tried not to think of how desperately Nymeria and Grey Wind wanted to rip the Freys limb from limb.
“Perhaps,” Thoros said sadly. “But I think not.”
Arya balled her hands into fists. No. I won’t let it happen, I won’t. Grey Wind and Nymeria were crouched at her feet, waiting. Find the nearest packs, Arya told them. As many as you can, and bring them quick. With a yip Nymeria was off, loping north through the grass. Grey Wind stared at Arya for a moment, his golden eyes slitted, then ran east. Suddenly she remembered Tarber’s words.
“Why were you coming this way?” She demanded. Greenbeard glanced at Lord Beric before answering her.
“Following Bolton up the Kingsroad.”
Every hair on Arya’s body stood up.
“Bolton?” She whispered, disbelieving. “Robb said he wouldn’t be here!”
“He’s here, m’lady.” Tom o’ Sevenstreams plucked at his harp. “There’s been nasty tales of him and his men. Workin’ with them Bloody Mummers, leaving women naked in stocks for his men to take their pleasures.”
“Then why haven’t you killed him?” Her heart pounded in her ears.
“He is well guarded and cautious,” Lord Beric explained gently. “We’ve picked off some of them along the march.”
“Them that go too far from the column for a piss or a shit,” Jack-Be-Lucky snorted.
“Sansa sent a warning, a raven. Bolton’s going to betray Robb, we have to kill him!” Arya tried not think of Bolton’s men, northmen sworn to a bad lord.
“Bolton’s in the castle across the river,” said Thoros gently. “In the encampment to the south he has over a thousand foot and half as many horse. We are outlaws, not a host, my lady. If we can keep you safe that will be a blessing from the Lord of Light.”
They couldn’t abandon her mother and Robb, they couldn’t. How would Sansa make them listen?
“Family, duty, honor,” Arya blurted out. “Those are my mother’s words. Would you let all Robb’s men be killed just to keep me safe? Anguy is with them, in the big feasting tents.”
“Feasting tents?” Jack-Be-Lucky scoffed. “They had plenty of ale and wine, but no food that I saw.”
A hush fell over the men as the outlaws looked at each other. Lord Beric frowned; Lem cursed. Quick as a flash Tom o’ Sevenstreams was trotting south, his harp slung over his back.
“Even if Tom and Anguy can warn them, there’s little we can do for your brother,” said Thoros. “These castles are strong and well defended.”
“There’s two thousand horse grazing east of here,” Greenbeard pointed out.
“The Greatjon!” How had she forgotten? Lord Beric stared at her, his good eye full of pity. “He’ll believe me, I know he will, I just need a fast horse to catch him.” Arya took a deep breath.
“Sansa was lost because of me. I won’t lose anyone else.” The fire crackled, the wind whistled… and at last, Lord Beric nodded.
Her hair flew in the wind as Arya galloped through the trees. You can do it, she urged the mare, faster, faster. She and the horse were one, and together they could do anything. They leaped a rotten log, dodged a jagged boulder, kept their footing on the grass despite the sparkling drops of dew. Between trees, up and down hills, over ditches they flew. It was a race against the sun setting at their backs, and Arya knew they had won when she glimpsed the clearing full of horses.
Where are you? Arya called out, listening for Greatjon Umber’s enormous grey stallion. Here, Giant answered, surprised. His rider was touring the host, supervising the setting up of the tents. Bring him, fast!
The Greatjon’s eyes were huge in his shaggy face when the destrier galloped up to Arya. He gripped his reins tightly with mailed fists the size of hams, and his eyes widened when he saw Arya.
“What happened, little princess?”
“Bolton’s here,” she blurted. “The old gods sent a warning; Robb’s in danger-”
“TREASON!” The Greatjon bellowed. “BLACK BLOODY TREASON! I’LL FLAY HIM AND MAKE A BANNER OF HIS HIDE!”
In a thunder of hooves he was gone, roaring commands at the host. A great clamor surrounded her, men shouting, horses forming into lines, banners flapping in a gust of wind.
The Greatjon had not given her time to explain the raven’s warning, the direwolves, the outlaws fording the river on horseback. It hurt to be forgotten, but there was one benefit— no one would stop her from riding back to the Twins, back to her mother.
The host moved out as dusk began to fall. The road was wide and heavily traveled, an easy path to find even without a moon overhead to light their way. As they drew closer Arya listened for the sound of the river, that low rush of its waters. Instead she heard the clanging of steel. Light shone up ahead, flames leaping from the feast tents.
“CHARGE!” The Greatjon roared.
The men threw their heads back, and with a howl the host attacked. Arya clung to her reins, her mind racing.
Your brother, an arrow buried in his cheek. Your mother, with a knife in her hand. Robb’s men would never let that happen; he had a sword, an honor guard. But who would protect Lady Catelyn? Ser Perwyn was a Frey, not to be trusted, even if the direwolves liked him. Her mother might have killed one outlaw with a knife, but she was no warrior, no cold blooded murderer.
Arya made her decision, and with a tug of the reins the mare veered from the road, heading north to the outlaws’ abandoned camp.
There were dozens of dark shapes waiting for her, gaunt and silent and terrible. We hunt? Nymeria asked coldly, fangs bared. We must hurry, Grey Wind growled, tail lashing. My boy is in pain.
Across the river! Arya shouted, urging her mare toward the bank at a gallop. The wolves followed at her heels with a great howl that sent chills up her spine.
Please, gods, don’t let me be too late.
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Chapter 75: Catelyn V
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The hall roared with sound. Above in the gallery pipers piped and drummers drummed. Why are there so many of them? Is the old man deaf? Below men packed the benches, drinking horns in hand. A man arose, shouting, and her heart stopped- then she spied the wine stain spreading across his tunic and the cringing servant. Her eyes darted from Frey to Frey, watching them like a she-wolf trapped in a weasel’s den, seeking any sign of something amiss.
The old gods and the new damn the man who breaks guest right, she reminded herself, taking a measured sip of her wine. We are safe until morning at least, unless Lord Walder wishes to be the most hated man in the Seven Kingdoms.
Her brother seemed to think himself the most fortunate man in the Seven Kingdoms, from the way he gazed at his bride. Edmure and Roslin sipped from the same cup, Edmure whispering to her softly. Catelyn hoped it was words of comfort for the bedding to come. Roslin was looking anxiously at the riverlords around her, Edmure's friends, and Catelyn suspected she knew why. These were some of the men who would soon be stripping Roslin naked.
Lucas Blackwood was already drunk, laughing at some bawdy jape made by Ser Hosteen Frey. Trystan Ryger was drinking wine like water. Lord Lymond Goodbrook dozed with his head on the table, an empty tankard of ale clutched in his hand. Ser Marq Piper's cheeks were red as apples, the color clashing with his orange whiskers. The young Vances were tossing morsels of food at each other. Only a few morsels were successfully caught in their open mouths. One morsel hit Roslin on the shoulder, and Edmure rose to cuff the offending Vance upside the head. The boy apologized bashfully as the dogs at his feet devoured the rest of the dropped food.
Catelyn wished Robb had Grey Wind at his side. Robb sat between two Frey girls, as sober and courteous as a septon. Half of his honor guard surrounded him, those who were not below on the benches. A Frey sat beside each northman. Or woman, Catelyn amended.
Dacey Mormont was wedged between Ser Aenys Frey and Black Walder Frey, sighing and blushing as she sang along to the musicians' awful rendition of "Flowers of Spring." Her voice was middling, but sweeter than those in the gallery above. The musicians were abysmal, their playing a tuneless cacophony that forced everyone one in the hall to converse at a shout.
Smalljon Umber was telling a disinterested Ser Ryman about some hunt, his speech slurred, his voice booming like a drum. Robin Flint regaled Fair Walda with stories of his sisters back home in the north, hiccuping after every third word. Ser Wendel Manderly attacked a leg of lamb like a man half-starved, gulping at his cup of wine after every bite. Patrek Mallister stared at his plate of juicy pink lamb, grim as a gravedigger. Ser Aenys Frey said something, and Patrek startled, giggling like a blushing maid. Catelyn winced. Not every man could convincingly feign drunkenness.
Roose Bolton was neither drunk nor pretending to be. He sat two seats to her left, sipping hippocras and picking at his food. The Lord of the Dreadfort's arrival had twisted a knife into Catelyn's gut. Bolton claimed the flooding had been less than feared, but Catelyn did not trust those pale lifeless eyes. She made her courtesies, accepted Bolton's praise for the king's victory at Sweet Root, then fled for the maester's tower.
Maester Brenett was a great fat man, bald and double-chinned, yet he was amiable enough. He did not hesitate for a moment when Catelyn requested a raven so that she might beg her sister for comfort. "The Lannisters have my daughter," she explained to the grey-robed man as he entrusted her letter to the bird. "My sister has lost many children; I thought she might be able to offer her sympathies." And the swords of the Vale, Catelyn thought silently.
The maester wiped a tear from his eye, praising the tender hearts of women in a thick voice. The gesture did nothing to ease her nerves. Ignoring the maester's offer to escort her back to her rooms, Catelyn watched until the raven disappeared in the distance.
Whatever Lysa might do, Catelyn would not have her son caught unprepared and unawares. From the ravenry she made her way to the suite set aside for Robb. She found him in his dressing gown, his hair still wet from the bath. Jeyne lay on the featherbed, asleep, her cheeks red from weeping.
Catelyn's heart twisted in her chest as she looked at her first born. There were new lines carved at his eyes and mouth. His strong shoulders drooped as though crushed beneath some dread weight. Her son was a lad of sixteen; he should be light and carefree, not the hard, lean warrior that stood before her.
“Bolton is here,” she said bluntly. Robb's face turned white as a corpse, his hands clenching and unclenching into fists.
“Would that I could have him clapped in irons,” Robb snarled, as wild as his direwolf. Jeyne tossed in her sleep and Robb quieted, eyes softening. In a moment he was at her side, his hands rubbing her back, his lips pressing a kiss to her brow.
When he saw that his bride still slept, he turned back to his mother, eyes hard. “I'd have his head just for helping the Kingslayer, but to give Sansa into Cersei Lannister's hands-”
Robb began to pace, a low growl rumbling deep in his throat. "I must have proof. Gods know how long it will take to find a Dreadfort man brave enough to speak against his lord. Ironmen waiting at Moat Cailin, Freys ready to ambush, Bolton poised with a dagger at my back..." Robb paused, turning toward Catelyn with wide, tired eyes. "Is this what being a king is, mother?"
She had no answer for her king, but she opened her arms to her son.
Robb buried his face in her shoulder, dry sobs wracking his body. We are both too weary and worn for tears. Catelyn stroked his hair as she had when he was small, combing the wet strands with her fingers. It was Robb who pulled away first, grim determination upon his face. Quietly, ever so quietly, they began to plan.
While Robb awoke his queen and warned her of the peril to come, Catelyn fetched the king's honor guard. She half-wished she could have brought Ser Perwyn, but she shook away the notion as Robb began giving orders. Let him comfort Roslin in peace, she thought. No man was like to appreciate his kin being accused of betrayal. She could only pray that Ser Perwyn would not be caught up in the unpleasantness to come.
All would be chaos during the wedding revelry. There was to be a grand supper in each hall, the king and his lords in the western keep, the Frey bastards and lesser knights in the eastern. Servants would be bustling from the kitchens to the hall in each castle; knights and lesser lords would wandering between the Twins, seeking friends and wine. In the darkness no one would miss a northman or two.
As soon as the feast began, Owen Norrey and Donnel Locke would "drunkenly" wander across to the eastern keep, find horses, and ride after Greatjon Umber and the two thousand horse Robb had entrusted him with. The rest of his honor guard would stay close to Robb at the feast, though the Smalljon grumbled when told that Robb wanted them to stay sober.
"It's bad manners," the Smalljon protested. "Frey will take offense."
"Then pretend to be drunk," Robb said evenly, "your king commands it." After that the matter was closed. The men were preparing to return to their rooms to dress for the wedding when a queer instinct seized Catelyn.
"My lords," she said, heart in her throat. "Many a mishap may be blamed on drink. A juggled dagger may go astray; a knife may skid off a shank of meat and into a companion. Wear your hauberks hidden beneath your tunics, I beg you."
"Walder Frey isn't that stupid," Patrek Mallister complained. "Even children remember what happened to the Teagues."
The Teagues had been Kings of the Rivers and the Hills, some few hundred years before Aegon's Conquest. The first Teague had been a sellsword, an Andal adventurer known for despoiling maidens. Humfrey Teague was a different sort of man, pious as a septon. In his youth he showed his devotion to the Seven by encouraging the fostering of orphans and protection of widows. When he came of age he wed Nolla Deddings, great-niece to the High Septon, and together they raised three strong sons.
Humfrey was middle aged by the time he became the seventh of his line to wear a crown. He began his reign by founding septs and motherhouses, and had he stopped there, his rule might have lasted longer. In the seventh year of his reign Humfrey held a great feast announcing his intent to purge the worship of the old gods from the riverlands. When a young Blackwood rose in protest, Humfrey cut his throat, claiming guest right could not shield a heretic.
It was a mistake that would prove calamitous for the Teagues. Blackwood and Bracken, Tully and Vance, Darry and Smallwood, all broke faith with their faithless king. With the help of the Storm King they met Humfrey in blood battle. It was the Blackwood boy's father who killed Humfrey, slitting his throat. Each of Humfrey's sons took up his bloody crown only to be slain in turn. By the end of the battle only Humfrey's brother remained. He died before the sun set, pierced by a thousand wounds, and so ended House Teague.
No one will die tonight, Catelyn reassured herself as she watched Ser Perwyn twirl one of his little half-sisters, a girl of six. Robin Flint had an even smaller Frey granddaughter on his shoulders, the gap in her teeth visible from the dais as she laughed. Dacey Mormont had left her seat to dance with Black Walder. Robb was dancing too, first with Fair Walda, then Alyx.
Sweat dripped down the king's face. The hall was sweltering from the crowd of revelers, and her son wore chainmail and gambeson beneath his silks. Nor was he the only one. Robb had turned Catelyn’s plea into a royal command. Those of his guards not dancing lingered on the dais, close to the swordbelts hung on the wall. Every man had a knife or dirk at his hip; even Catelyn had borrowed a sharp dagger from Dacey Mormont, slipping it in her skirts. The weight of the steel reassured her, giving her strength.
As she noticed Jeyne Westerling's stiff smile, she wished she'd thought to encourage the girl to do the same. While Robb was placed between Fair Walda and Alyx Frey, poor Jeyne had been given the dubious honor of sitting beside Lord Walder so he could "better hear" her apologies. The excuse was threadbare, but Robb could not insult his host in public. The old man had spent half the evening staring at Jeyne's bosom. Were he foolish enough to lay a hand on the queen, Robb would have grounds to intervene. But Lord Walder knew better. So long as he only looked, Robb and his queen must tolerate the humiliation.
Where Lord Walder seemed to delight in his peevishness, Lame Lothar had proved as warm and friendly as ever. The steward was the model of courtesy when he showed Robb's party to their rooms, sending servants running for fresh hot water and cups of wine to ward away the chill. He graciously waved away Arya's absence, offering to send men out to look for her. Catelyn refused him, but she could not refuse his suggestion that perhaps Catelyn might take Elmar Frey, Arya's betrothed, as ward when they returned to Winterfell.
She’d found no sign of falseness in Lothar's close-set eyes, but still she felt uneasy. He had been just as friendly with Black Walder, and Ser Perwyn said the two men despised each other. Lord Walder’s family might be large, but it was not happy. When Lord Walder finally died only the gods knew what some of them might do to get ahead. One night, after far too much wine, Ser Perwyn had confided that he suspected Black Walder of involvement in Ser Stevron’s sudden death. A man who dared to kill his own grandfather could just as easily kill his king…
The deepest of the seven hells is reserved for oathbreakers, and Lord Walder knows it. The old man is patient enough to wait to for the morrow, Catelyn told herself, trying to calm her racing heart. He will present rude guest gifts and send us on our way with a smile, knowing that down the road an ambush will be waiting. She hoped Owen Norrey and Donnel Locke had found the Greatjon by now. They had slipped away as soon as they dared, and the longer they had to scout ahead, the better.
Soon enough, she thought. Soon enough, they'll bed them, and then I can sink into a featherbed of my own. Catelyn was so tired she felt she might sleep for a thousand years. Yet her nerves were sharper than she could ever recall, sharper than they had been in the Whispering Wood. When Roose Bolton left for the privy she nearly leapt out of her skin. Ser Perwyn was gone too, led off by Ser Benfrey to visit the bastard’s feast in the other castle. The absence of Ser Perwyn unsettled her most of all. I am an old woman, jumping at shadows. There will be no attack until the morrow.
Catelyn glanced at Lord Walder. He sat upon his high seat, betwixt his twin black oak towers, his eyes greedily fixed on the twins in Jeyne's gown. With a sigh Catelyn rose to her feet. She could spare the girl some torment, at least.
"Lord Walder," she said as she approached, dipping a low curtsy. "I would borrow my gooddaughter, if you can spare her."
"Spare her, heh, of course I can spare a sweet thing like her," the Lord of the Crossing said. "But what could you have to talk of that is not fit for my hearing?"
"Moon blood, my lord," Jeyne said softly, placing a hand on her stomach. The old man sucked in air, a vague look of disgust crossing his face.
"Blood I've never feared, heh, but that's another matter." He flapped a spotted hand irritibly. "Go on then, pay your respects before you abandon me for your goodmother."
To her credit Jeyne showed no sign of revulsion as she pressed a kiss to those leathery cheeks. Catelyn took her by the hand gently, leading her to Roose Bolton's empty seat.
“Once the bedding is over you and Robb will be free to leave the hall, Your Grace” Catelyn said, handing the girl queen an applecake. Jeyne accepted it with trembling fingers. “No one will make you help undress Lord Edmure, if that's any comfort.”
Jeyne smiled nervously. “It is, my lady. I feel sorry for Lady Roslin, though.” She blushed. “I know what Robb and I did was... improper, but it was a blessing to be spared a bedding.” She hesitated. “What was yours like, my lady?”
“Small and loud,” Catelyn replied, taking a tiny sip of wine. “We wed in a time of war, with only those bannermen not fighting in the field. Those present decided to make the most of it.”
There had been two brides after all, two pretty Tully girls to undress and caress. Catelyn had done her best to keep her good humor and reply to some of the bawdy jokes, but Lysa had been frightened nearly witless. And afterwards, to be thrown naked on a bed beside a stranger... Ned was still Eddard then, solemn beyond his years, methodical in his duty. He bedded her every night for two weeks and never hurt her, but laughter and pleasure would not come until much later.
She did not see her lord husband again until after the war. A year and a half had passed when Catelyn arrived at Winterfell, Robb swaddled in her arms. Eddard Stark was not at the gates to meet her, but she took no offense at that. He was waiting in the nursery, they told her, and she'd made her way there, so proud of herself she could almost dance. She had done her duty, she had given her lord his first son... and then she had found her husband in the nursery, a babe already in his arms. A dark-haired babe, a babe who looked more like Eddard than Robb did. This is Jon Snow, Eddard told her in a choked voice. My son. Only then had he given the bastard to a wet nurse so that he could hold the trueborn son Catelyn had given him.
When Catelyn denied him his rights he did not protest. Day after day went by, and every day Eddard Stark visited both his sons. He held them in his arms, singing softly offkey. He patted their little hands, praising how strongly they clung to his finger. He questioned the wet nurse as to their appetites, he questioned the maester as to the speed of their growth. When Robb first crawled across the floor Ned was there, his eyes wet with unshed tears.
That was when she first began to love Ned Stark. Robb was the child they made for duty; Sansa was the child they made for love. To her surprise Catelyn found she desired her husband even while she already carried his child. With Maester Luwin's blushing permission they had lain together like rabbits, their cares slipping further away they more they grew to know each other, to rely on each other. How cold and empty her bed had been, when Ned went away to fight with Robert during Greyjoy's rebellion. There was no Ned to rub Catelyn's back and brush her hair, no Ned to comfort six-year-old Robb when he overheard a servant say that women died in childbirth.
Catelyn wondered if Robb still remembered the hysterical tantrum he had thrown, convinced that his mother would die. She glanced at Jeyne, at her wide hips and trim waist. The girl was still nibbling at her applecake, taking ladylike bites. Maester Luwin was a good man, skilled in delivering babes. Only once had he lost a mother, Jory Cassel's wife. Shyra's first child had come suddenly, several months too early, and she bled out before the weeping Jory could bring the maester.
No, that will not be Jeyne's fate, Catelyn decided. Shyra had always been prone to fainting spells; any small cut she suffered would bleed forever unless bandaged quickly. Jeyne was healthy, and Catelyn sensed a core of iron beneath the gentle smiles and trembling hands. This girl had tended bloody wounds; she had remained calm when Robb warned her of the dangers ahead. She would survive childbirth.
“Your Grace,” Catelyn said, a thought occuring to her. Jeyne swallowed her last morsel of applecake and brushed away the crumbs.
“Yes, my lady?”
“You might offer comfort to Lady Roslin. I would offer it myself, but as I am Edmure's sister...”
Jeyne nodded, eyes bright. “A queen should be kind to her ladies.” The young queen had just reached Roslin's side when old Lord Walder began to clap.
At first no one heard the noise. Then Ser Aenys and Ser Hosteen saw and began to pound their cups on the table. Soon the entire hall was pounding, and even the musicians in the gallery finally fell quiet.
On the dais Roslin shook with terror, her face white as a sheet. The young queen was whispering in her ear, but Roslin seemed not to hear. She clutched Jeyne’s hand so tightly that Catelyn could see the nails digging into her gooddaughter’s skin. Catelyn was so intent on watching the bride that she barely heard Lord Walder ask Robb’s permission to begin the bedding.
Robb raised a hand, gracious as the king he was. “If you think the time is meet, Lord Walder, by all means let us bed them.”
A roar of sound assailed Catelyn’s ears. Drunk men were swarming the dais, baying at Roslin like hounds scenting a doe. Before they could reach her Marq Piper and Lucas Blackwood staggered to their feet, lifting up the bride with the aid of the young Vances. A crowd of Frey women pulled Edmure from his chair, shouting bawdy jests.
Tradition dictated that Catelyn join them, but she sipped at her wine slowly, delaying as long as possible. The men had already carried Roslin off, half naked, by the time the women had Edmure out of his tunic and shirt. Finally she arose to follow the press of women, half heartedly cheering as they managed to remove his breeches. As they neared the doors Catelyn turned away. She had no intention of letting Robb out of her sight.
She cast her eyes about the hall. Up in the gallery the musicians were still playing “The Queen Took Off Her Sandal, the King Took Off His Crown.” Why are there so many of them? The din was unbearable, it was if half of them could not play at all.
Yet even so Robb was dancing with Jeyne in the middle of the hall, their slow movements and lovestruck eyes illsuited to the bawdy song. Robb’s honor guard were all about them, most on the benches, a few swaying in place on the dais as though drunk. A king should know better than to offer such offense to a bannermen as prickly as Walder Frey; had Robb forgotten himself, or had he decided he did not care?
From his oaken throne Lord Walder watched the king and queen dance. Catelyn expected a look of anger, but the old man was smirking, as if he knew something his king did not…
With a screeching of strings the musicians took up a new song. They sang no words but Catelyn knew “The Rains of Castamere” all the same. And who are you, the proud lord said, that I must bow so low?
“Robb!” She screamed, realizing the trap that had been laid. “Crossbowmen!” Something hit her in the back of the head, her vision blurring as she fell to her knees.
The first quarrel took Robb in the leg, the second under the arm. Half the men in the gallery bore crossbows, and their target was her son. Jeyne shrieked, flinging herself in front of Robb. For a moment the quarrels ceased, and bile rose in Catelyn's throat. Of course I can spare a sweet thing like her , he said. He wants her unharmed so he can rape her. Robb pushed Jeyne behind him, unaware of the terrible protection she had been granted.
Smalljon Umber had just enough time to fling a table in front of Robb, knocking his king to the ground, before five more quarrels thudded into the wood. Robin Flint, the Smalljon, and the northmen who had been seated on the benches formed a ring around Robb and Jeyne, frantically throwing up tables, benches, anything to stop the rain of quarrels.
Catelyn watched like a woman trapped in a nightmare. On the dais Dacey Mormont lunged for her sword belt, drawing her blade just in time to parry a strike from Ser Hosteen Frey. She was six feet tall but Ser Hosteen overtopped her, his build like that of a bull. He pushed her back, steel ringing.
Ser Wendel Manderly rose to his feet, and a quarrel took him in the shoulder. He staggered backward, grasping for his sword, only to trip over Merrett Frey, who had fallen to the floor in a drunken stupor. Patrek Mallister was fighting with Ser Raymund Frey; from below Ser Wendel grabbed at his leg, distracting him long enough for Patrek to run Raymund through.
A scream echoed through the hall, so shrill it could be heard over the booming drums. Blood streamed from Petyr Pimple’s wrist, his hand taken by Dacey Mormont’s sword. Her cheek was bleeding too, and she was sorely pressed to dodge Ser Hosteen’s blows. Patrek Mallister ran to help her, only to find himself fighting both Rhaegar Frey and Ser Jared Frey.
Her son, where was her son? She could not see him through the makeshift barricade his men had thrown up around their king. Down on the floor the crossbows had taken Robin Flint and half a dozen others, quarrels sprouting from their bodies. There were no crossbows or longbows hanging on the walls, no way to stop the crossbowmen…
In the midst of slaughter, the Lord of the Crossing sat on his throne, watching greedily.
The old man, Catelyn realized. The knife thudded against her leg as she ran, ran toward the dais. Something punched her in the arm but she ignored it, her eyes fixed on her goal. She leaped over Merrett Frey, shoved Tytos Frey out of her way, and pressed her knife against Lord Walder’s wrinkled throat.
“You will end this, my lord,” Catelyn growled.
He raised a spotted hand; the music stopped. All around the hall his sons and grandsons froze, their eyes fixed on the Lord of the Crossing. Ser Arwood Frey gaped in shock; Black Walder and Lame Lothar looked at Catelyn, then eyed each other. In the distance she could hear the clamor of battle. A door burst open and Ser Ryman pushed into the hall, clad in steel, an axe in hand. Men-at-arms followed at his heels.
“Not another step,” Catelyn shouted.
“Lord Walder,” she said in a voice meant for him alone. “Let my son go. Keep me as a hostage; do what you will, but if you do not let my son leave this hall—” she pressed down on the blade until blood trickled down the old man’s neck.
“Let him go,” Lord Walder commanded.
Ser Hosteen stepped aside, allowing Dacey Mormont to limp away. Rhaegar Frey lay dying on the floor; Patrek Mallister stepped over him as Ser Jared Frey watched with hate in his eyes. Ser Wendel Manderly staggered to his feet, his shoulder stained red with blood. The Smalljon watched distrustfully as Robb rose to his feet, one arm around Jeyne’s shoulders. A crossbow quarrel was deeply embedded in his calf; another lodged under his arm.
“You and your men may leave my hall, Your Grace,” Lord Walder called, remarkably calm for a man in his precarious position. “Though I doubt you’ll get much further, heh.”
“What about my mother?” Robb shouted, his face grey with pain.
“Go, Robb,” Catelyn urged, gripping the blade tight. “Your sisters need you, and Bran and Rickon… tell them how much I love them. Tell them I’m sorry. Now do as I say. Go.”
Her son limped out of the hall, his bride at his side. His honor guard followed, those that still lived. In the distance she heard the howling of wolves.
“How far do you think they’ll get?” Lord Walder asked as Ser Hosteen and Ser Jared approached with wary steps. “There's twenty of my sons and only one of yours, heh. My boys will be after him as soon as the knife is away from my throat.”
So many sons and grandsons, Catelyn thought, looking about the hall. So many grudges, so many rivalries, and only one inheritance.
“I’m afraid your sons will be too busy to chase mine, my lord,” Catelyn said. Lord Walder sucked in air, confused, and she slit his throat from ear to ear.
His blood sprayed out in a gush of red, the taste coppery on her lips. Men were shouting all around, the clash of steel ringing through the hall. Black Walder cut down his elder brother Edwyn as Ser Hosteen guarded his back. Ser Aenys was dueling Ser Jared, Petyr Pimple's head rolling on the floor between them. Lord Walder's limp body lay forgotten on his throne. Not a one of his brood was rushing out of the hall; not a one of them was chasing her son.
Catelyn was still laughing when the first quarrel took her in the breast. The force of the impact knocked her back against the wall as a second quarrel took her in the gut. She sank to her knees with a sigh of triumph, pressing her bloody hands to her heart.
The world was going dim, visions shining against her eyelids. She saw Robb handing a babe to a brown-haired maid. She saw Sansa singing in a ring of weirwood saplings. She saw Arya grown to beauty, her smile sharp as her sword. She saw Bran, no longer a boy but a handsome youth astride a prancing horse; she saw Rickon kissing a girl in a meadow of spring flowers.
Last of all she saw Ned, his grey eyes soft, and then Catelyn Stark saw no more.
Notes:
One of the longest chapters yet; I hope it was worth it. Sorry not sorry. What do you guys think? :D
Chapter 76: Jon II
Notes:
This chapter takes place concurrently with Arya II and Catelyn V. It is early April, 300 AC.
Events here are moving more slowly than in canon for various reasons.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jon flexed his fingers, his hand tingling from the effort. Over a year had passed since he'd flung the burning drapes at the wight, yet the hand that had reached into the fire still pained him. He gripped Longclaw's hilt, the steel's dark ripples shining as he raised the bastard sword.
He wondered how long it would be before his other wounds stopped hurting. The scars made by Orell's eagle troubled him no more. The memory of Ygritte's arrow hurt more than the wound it had left in his thigh. Jon's limp was a thing of the past, his skin well mended.
He wished he could say the same for his back. Harma Dogshead had nearly killed him. The scars from her whip were shiny and new, stretched tight over his ribs and spine. Jon twisted as if to slash at a foe. His back throbbed, his legs shook, but he kept his feet.
It was more than he could say for his first attempt in the yard after rising from his sickbed. The long stay in the maester's care had sapped all the strength from him, leaving him weak and helpless as a kitten. Pyp had trounced him in under a minute, a simple lunge bringing Jon to his knees. From across the yard Stannis Baratheon watched, his eyes shadowed by his heavy brow.
The humiliation had been more than Jon could bear. He was the son of Eddard Stark, the brother of the King in the North. To have Robb's rival see Jon fall so easily... would he think that Robb was weak too?
Jeor Mormont had written to four kings. Ravens had flown to Joffrey Baratheon in King's Landing; to Renly Baratheon in Highgarden and Stannis Baratheon at Dragonstone; to Robb Stark at Winterfell and Riverrun. If they would claim the realm, let them defend it, the Old Bear said. Muscles burning, Jon slashed and parried.
No sooner had the ravens flown than Joffrey was dead, slain by some kingsguard, and his crown had passed to plump little Tommen. The Hand of the King, however, remained the same: Tywin Lannister, Lord of Casterly Rock. The Night's Watch could expect no help from the Iron Throne. Ser Arnell Flowers had ridden south to treat with Renly and never returned. Jon wondered if Ser Arnell had even reached Renly before his death. No word came from Stannis, only silence. They could not even be sure that the raven had reached him.
Only Robb had sent a raven to Castle Black, promising provisions and declaring his intent to march north. He was not expected for months, so when Jon heard Clydas muttering about a king on the Wall he thought he was delirious again.
"Robb's here?" He asked Maester Aemon, hope swelling in his chest.
"No," the maester answered. "King Stannis."
Stannis's ships had landed at Eastwatch under the second moon of the year. From there his host swept west along the ranger's roads, Cotter Pyke leading the way. There were only a few thousand of them, but Stannis's men were knights and freeriders, squires and men-at-arms, men with steel and armor and horses. They smashed the wildlings tunneling at the Wall like kindling before falling on what remained of Mance Rayder's host. The wildlings died as they lived, bravely, but they'd died all the same.
Once Jon had seen thousands of cookfires beneath the Wall, hundreds of clans, thousands of families, warriors and maids, old crones and young boys. Now only their trash remained, shattered chariots and trampled tents and bits of bronze. There were no corpses. The king's men had gathered the dead wildlings and stacked them in a great pile. A separate, much smaller pile was made for those men Stannis had lost.
Then the red woman had stepped forward and raised her hands to the sky. Pyp said the flames roared up instantly, twin infernos that consumed fur and flesh and bone. Jon could not see the fire from his sickbed, but he could smell the ashes. He fell asleep to the thick foul stench scent of death. When he awoke, it was to the rasp of a wet tongue on his burned hand, and the stare of Ghost's red eyes.
That was the day Jon finally rose from his sickbed.
Jon slashed and parried, his muscles screaming from the effort, trying not to imagine running his blade through Theon’s heart. He could not count on a wight attack to save him if he saw Theon and went berserk, as he had when he attempted to kill Ser Alliser Thorne.
Jon wondered if that was why Bowen Marsh had sent Theon out beyond the Wall. The rangers had only been back from Woodswatch-by-the-Pool for a few days before Bowen Marsh sent them after the mutineers. With the wildlings busy fleeing Stannis, what better time to make for Craster’s Keep?
Theon had left smirking, his head swollen almost as big as his ridiculous horse. Dywen had seen Jon watching, and rolled his eyes while jerking a thumb at Theon. Everyone knew Dywen was better suited to lead a ranging, but Bowen Marsh favored highborn men, and Theon was one of only a few that remained.
At last Jon sheathed Longclaw, sweat dripping down his face. When Jon left the yard Ghost followed at his heels, as faithful as any dog and far larger. Months had passed since Jon climbed the wall with Ygritte and the rest, and somehow in those months Ghost had grown. He was twice the size of a common wolf, lean and lithe and his.
The scent of roasting meat drew Jon to his dinner. The Thenns might have burned the common hall, but thankfully the kitchens had been spared. Brothers lined up, waiting to receive their portions of venison stew and black bread. When it was Jon's turn Three-Finger Hobb ladled stew into his bowl, paused, then heaped an extra portion over the top.
"Eat it all," the cook said, wagging a thick finger. "No waste, not with the castellan beginning winter rations."
Jon opened his mouth to protest, only to receive a sharp elbow in the ribs.
"He will," Pyp said cheerfully, "even if I have to spoonfeed him myself with Grenn to hold him down."
Jon had been so preoccupied that he'd failed to notice the mummer's boy stood only a few places behind him in the line. He had little other choice than to wait for Pyp to receive his own portion before following him to one of the tables where Grenn, Halder, and Matthar sat waiting.
"Be ready to tackle Jon," Pyp said, grinning.
"Why?" Grenn asked through a mouthful of bread.
"Nothing," Jon muttered. He had little appetite for food, but he had even less appetite for being set upon by his brothers. Jon might be able to slip away from Grenn, but Halder was nearly as strong, and Matthar was fast.
The stew was hot and thick as Jon spooned it into his mouth. When his spoon scraped the bottom of the bowl he set it aside, tearing black bread with stiff fingers as Pyp made japes. The choosing was still in progress despite two weeks of voting, and Pyp had an insolent nickname for every contender.
"How shall we decide?" He asked Halder in a girlish voice. "They're all so handsome! We might wed Lord Chopper—" that was Janos Slynt "—a butcher's son should make quick work of all these wildlings!"
"Or get us butchered like he did Jon," Matt grumbled. Pyp placed a hand to his heart, dainty as a lady.
"Why then, Lord Counter is so dreamy. His cheeks rosy as pomegranates, his-"
Halder bounced his hunk of black bread off Pyp's face. Grenn laughed so hard he snorted mulled wine up his nose, but Matt caught the bread in the air, ripping off a chunk before returning it to Halder. Jon swallowed his own mouthful of bread, wishing he could share their laughter as he once had.
Bastard, oathbreaker, turncloak. Harma Dogshead had quieted most of those who suspected Jon of betrayal, but still the whispers followed after him. Thorne and Slynt wanted him dead, he knew that for a certainty. How many shared their hate? There was no Lord Commander to shield Jon, no Old Bear for him to tend. Jeor Mormont's body lay abandoned at Craster's Keep, killed by his own men. Bowen Marsh would not let him hunt or fish or cook like the other stewards; did he think even now Jon might flee to the wildlings or poison the broth?
Without assigned duties Jon's hours dragged, each thought more dark and doubtful than the last. He walked with Ghost, he trained in the yard until he could barely stand, but nothing he did could exhaust his mind. Jon was a man of the Night's Watch, he'd sworn vows, and for what? To slaughter men fleeing wights and Others? Stannis favored letting the wildlings through the Wall, those that would kneel to him and his Red God, but Bowen Marsh was not of the same mind.
Still, the castellan treaded lightly. The Night's Watch was not strong enough to survive should Stannis decide the time had come to show why the Baratheon words were Ours is the Fury. If the Old Pomegranate should yield, would the wildlings even be willing? The southron king was as unforgiving and hard as the Wall. To kneel, to offer weirwood branches to the red woman's flames... how many free folk would take such a cruel bargain?
I am the fire that burns against the cold, the light that brings the dawn, the horn that wakes the sleepers, the shield that guards the realms of men. But guards the realms of men from what? The vows of the Night's Watch said nothing about wildlings. The Long Night has come before , Lord Commander Mormont growled, the memory so vivid he could almost smell the cloves on the old man's breath. If the Night's Watch does not remember, who will?
Jon rose from his seat, ignoring Pyp as he mocked Ser Denys Mallister in the creaky voice of an old man, bowing after every other word.
He found Sam deep in the vaults. Scrolls and books covered his table, their scent musty in the air. The lamps that hung overhead cast a dim yellow light, turning the parchments translucent. Sam’s mouth hung slightly open as he read, his thumb stroking his lip.
“How goes it?” Jon asked. He had to ask twice more before Sam set the scroll down, covering a yawn with his other hand.
“Poorly,” Sam admitted, picking up another scroll. “I’ve finally found all the records from last winter, and they’re no help at all. It lasted just two years.”
That had been Jon’s first and only winter. He did not remember its start, only its end. Jon had been four, wide eyed and eager to play in the snow with Robb. The Wintertown had been packed to the brim with smallfolk. There were children to play with, building snow knights and snow forts in drifts twice Jon’s height…
“When was the last bad winter?” Jon asked. “Doesn’t Maester Aemon remember?”
Sam shrugged his shoulders helplessly.
“The worst winter he remembers was only five years; he joined the Night’s Watch during the middle of it. That winter began in 231 and ended in 236. But knowing the dates doesn’t help me find the steward’s records in all this mess.”
“Does Bowen Marsh expect you to look through every record in this place?”
Books packed the shelves of the vault from the floor to well above Jon’s head; the top shelves could not even be reached without a ladder.
“No, he’s happy with what I’ve found so far. But the maester thinks I should keep looking.”
Since Jon awoke Sam spent nearly all his time here. His skin was beginning to hang loosely on his face and neck, the result of countless meals he’d missed.
“You should have someone to help you,” Jon observed.
“Who? Clydas is too busy with the ravens and the maester. The rest of the stewards are busy with other duties.”
Except me, Jon thought bitterly. He glanced at Sam, already lost in another scroll. With a sigh, Jon set off to find the castellan.
Bowen Marsh proved more difficult to find than Sam. With the choosing still in progress the castellan’s many duties took him all over Castle Black. At last Jon caught up with him in the kitchens, where Marsh was discussing the supply of flour with Three-Finger Hobb. When the men saw Jon they paused. Marsh frowned; Three-Finger Hobb walked away.
“You should be abed, Jon,” the castellan said. His head was still wrapped in linen, a reminder of the bitter fight he had led against the Weeper.
“I’m sorry to interrupt you, lord castellan, but I had a question. If you could spare a moment of your time?” Jon asked stiffly. Bowen Marsh sighed as Ghost sat on his haunches, red tongue lolling.
“Go on, then.”
“How does the Citadel decide when to send a new maester?”
Bowen Marsh stared at him.
“A new maester?”
“Maester Aemon’s health is remarkable, but no man lives forever.” The admission made Jon’s eyes sting. He could not imagine the Wall without the old man, without his strength and wisdom. “Samwell is helping as best he can, but he’s no maester.”
Bowen Marsh stroked his chin absentmindedly.
“Maesters must be requested from the Citadel. That was how Maester Harmune came to join Eastwatch-by-the-Sea after Maester Deziel died of a fever. Lord Commander Mormont informed the Citadel of our need, and they sent Harmune.”
“Would it not be useful to have a second maester here before winter arrives?”
“Perhaps. I shall think on what you have said.”
Jon knew a dismissal when he heard it. He was leaving the kitchens when Three Finger Hobb pressed a roll into his hand, still warm from the ovens.
“What—”
“Hush, Lord Snow,” the cook said briskly. “You’re not fit to chop onions, not until you look less like a walking corpse.”
The roll proved to be stuffed full of nuts and raisins, doubtless intended for Stannis and his knights. Jon ate it grudgingly, the warmth curling through his body as he made his way to the maester’s chambers.
It was Gilly who answered Jon’s knock. Her babe slept in one arm; the other was grey with ash up to the elbow. Maester Aemon had offered the wildling girl refuge. During the day she shared all she knew of the Others with the maester while Clydas took notes. At night Gilly and her babe slept on a pallet before the hearth. Aemon was beginning to teach Gilly her letters. Dozens of them covered the floor by the hearth, traced in the ashes by a clumsy finger.
“The maester is abed, m’lord,” Gilly whispered. A small bubble of spit formed on the babe’s lip, then popped as the babe sighed, nuzzling against his mother’s chest.
Jon turned and fled without a word, barely reaching his cell before the hot tears began to fall. He usually tried to ignore Gilly’s babe, but the ridiculous bubble of spit… Rickon had often done the same when he slept. Was Rickon happy, now that he and Shaggydog were back at Winterfell?
He missed his brothers and sisters, the ache a dull pain deep in his chest. Rickon was safe, but no one knew what had become of Bran since his flight from Winterfell. Jon remembered his little brother on his sickbed, thin as a skeleton, his legs twisted and broken… he woke up. Jon reminded himself. Ser Rodrik said Bran could ride, and he has Summer, and Lord Reed’s children to guard him. Jon could have sworn he’d seen Bran’s direwolf, that awful night at Queenscrown, but why would Bran be so far north?
So little word reached them at the Wall. Robb was married now, and marching north from Riverrun; Bowen Marsh had said something about it when praising the King in the North for sending supplies. He’d heard almost nothing of his sisters. The gods only knew what had happened to Arya, who had not been seen since Lord Eddard’s arrest. Was she imprisoned in some gloomy cell, or had she escaped King’s Landing? Did she still have Needle, or had it been lost or taken away?
It was Sansa that Jon worried for the most. They had never been particularly close, but she was still his sister, a gentle girl who lived for songs, who giggled when telling him how to properly speak to ladies. The Lannisters had killed her wolf, even though Lady was the sweetest of all the pups. Had Sansa truly vanished from the Red Keep after Joffrey’s death, or had they killed her too?
Ghost leapt up onto Jon’s bed. Jon buried his face in the soft white fur, and when he slept he dreamt of blood.
Notes:
What do guys think? :) Next up, Sansa in King’s Landing.
Bowen Marsh: This child looks half dead. His brother, the King in the North, would probably be pretty angry if he dies. I will give Jon no work so he rests.
Jon Snow: Clearly Bowen Marsh thinks I’m a traitor who can’t be trusted.
Chapter 77: Sansa III
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Tommen giggled, golden curls bouncing. One chubby hand grasped an old fishing pole. A bright ball of ribbons bounced along the floor, attached to the pole by a string. Ser Pounce crouched low, his eyes following the ball's movement. His rump wiggled, his ginger-white tail flicked. Quick as a flash he leapt, batting at the ribbons with his claws.
Buttons watched from his place on a lady's ample lap, his eyes half-closed as gentle hands stroked his fur. It feels so nice, Sansa thought. With a sigh of regret she slipped away.
The noonday sun nearly blinded her after the dim light of the king's chambers. Sansa blinked back stars, her eyes adjusting slowly as she grew used to her own skin. Had she remembered all of her visits? Softpaws, Lady Stripes, Lady Cinders, that made three. Ser Whiskers, Munch, Buttons, and Ser Pounce, four-five-six-seven. Yes, she had visited them all.
Softpaws was happily esconced in the kitchens. During Sansa's brief visit a cook slipped Softpaws two bites of fish and a morsel of pheasant. Tess was plump and pink-cheeked, and the finest cook in King's Landing, or so Sansa had heard. Lord Tywin had taken her into his service immediately upon his return to the city, her prior employer having died in the fighting.
Although it was not yet midday, Tess was already busy supervising the preparation of Hand's supper. Pantler and butler, spicer and larderer, all bustled about at her command. Lord Mace Tyrell and Prince Oberyn Martell would sup with Lord Tywin tonight, and the meal must be extravagant. Sansa hoped Softpaws would manage to get inside the Tower of the Hand. The mama cat was the best at remembering human speech when Sansa could not ride inside her.
Lady Stripes and Lady Cinders were napping as usual, Lady Stripes in the small council chambers and Lady Cinders in the queen's. Neither had heard anything today. The small council had not met for three days, and the queen was out riding with Margaery Tyrell.
Lady Cinders was bored with the queen's chambers, but Sansa encouraged her to keep to her post. It was only a few weeks past that the dark tabby had overheard Grand Maester Pycelle speaking with Cersei about an extremely rude raven Robb had sent demanding Sansa's return. Her heart had felt so full it could burst. She sent her own raven a few days later, praying it would catch Arya or Robb before they left Riverrun. Sansa wasn't sure if the raven could find them on the road, but Swiftwing had promised to try.
Ser Whiskers was in the Maidenvault, rubbing against Lady Olenna's legs. The blonde cat had managed to befriend Lady Margaery, taking advantage of her visits to her young betrothed. Whenever Tommen and Margaery walked in the gardens, Ser Whiskers followed at their heels, chasing butterflies and pouncing on suspicious twigs. The Tyrells thought nothing of it when Ser Whiskers followed Margaery back to the Maidenvault.
Munch spent her time stealing dainties in the cornerfort. Fortunately Ellaria Sand found such antics amusing; nothing Sansa said could stop the cat's thieving. So far Munch had discovered that Lady Nym liked daggers and kissing her maid, and Ser Aron Santager's wife, Lady Cedra, spent a lot of time in Prince Oberyn's solar with the doors shut. Sansa had slipped in with Munch once, expecting to find some scandalous encounter. Instead she had overheard a very confusing conversation about something called "embezzlement."
Buttons was her wanderer, her sweet ginger boy. He spent enough time with Tommen to establish himself as a favorite, but otherwise he roamed the castle. Buttons was well known among the redcloaks for his habit of flopping at their feet, mewling for belly rubs. Some of them would even meow back at him, if no other guards were in earshot.
Usually Sansa took advantage of his popularity to slip into the Tower of the Hand and eavesdrop on Lord Tywin. Today, however, she had found Buttons indulging himself in napping and petting and batting at ribbons. Sansa could not begrudge him. He was a cat, after all.
Ser Pounce was usually Sansa's last visit. The rambunctious kitten was Tommen's most loyal companion, always by the young king's side. He overheard little of use, too busy playing to pay attention to human speech he only half understood.
Sansa's stomach gurgled. Kella would soon be bringing the midday meal. Sansa rose with a sigh, brushing grass from her deep blue skirts. Her arm tingled, the newest scar pink against the fading silver of the old.
The weirwood watched Sansa with her own eyes, Arya's grin upon its lips. She fed it every few weeks, singing her wound shut when she was finished. Sansa had hoped that her sacrifice might help her dream of Bran, but so far her efforts were in vain. She had not glimpsed him since the first moon of the new year.
In her dream Bran was slim as a sapling. Tangled hair brushed his shoulders, his face pale. An immense wall of ice drew his gaze. It shimmered in the sunlight, a thousand colors sparkling like precious jewels. There was diamond white, aquamarine blue-grey, the bright sky blue of tourmalines. Even the memory was enough to make her catch her breath.
There were no such wonders here. Her cage's walls were red stone, dull and lifeless. Her dreams were filled with scents of pine and snow, of pack. Now Sansa's sensitive nose caught the sour stench of wine, even before she saw the Hound awaiting her at the entrance to the godswood.
"Pretty little bird finished with her prayers?" Sandor Clegane rasped. Sansa nodded, glad that she could tell the truth. She always prayed to the old gods before she closed her eyes and slipped her skin.
"It's a wonder they let you pray, after Sweet Root," he snorted as they walked towards Maegor's Holdfast. "What did you ask your old gods for this time? Did you pray for a handsome knight to take you away?"
"I prayed for you." It was not entirely a lie, she did pray for him in the sept. The Hound laughed bitterly.
"Stupid little bird. Did you pray my face might heal, so you'd not have to look at it?"
The thought had not even occurred to her. Sansa had asked the Mother to gentle the rage that frightened her so. But she knew better than to tell him that.
"No, my lord," she whispered. Sandor Clegane did not reply, but brooded in silence.
When they reached the keep-within-a-keep they found Ser Lyn Corbray holding the drawbridge. He was the newest member of the Kingsguard, come to take the cloak left vacant by Ser Mandon Moore. Sansa wondered if her aunt intended to make peace with the Lannisters. Dorne and the Reach were willing to kneel, why not the Vale?
Ser Lyn was more handsome than his predecessor. Three ravens ornamented his greathelm, his cloak clasped with a heart-shaped brooch of jet and ruby. His raised visor revealed restless eyes. She should be grateful for the change; Ser Mandon Moore had scared her with his flat dead stare. But Ser Lyn's mouth was just as hard, and she did not like the way he smiled.
"The godswood again, my lady?" Ser Lyn asked mockingly. He looked at Sandor Clegane as if Sansa was not there. "It must bore you, guarding such a delicate flower. Unless..." he smiled wickedly. "Have you been plucking at her petals, dog? Those ripe teats would make a eunuch stiff." Sansa flinched; she could feel the color rising in her cheeks.
"Enough," the Hound rasped. "Unless you'd like a thrashing in the practice yard."
"You'll be the one bleeding, dog," Ser Lyn snapped, and then they were past him.
"Thank you," Sansa said when her wits returned.
"For what?" The corner of the Hound's mouth twitched. She took a deep breath to calm herself.
"For- for being a true knight, and defending me from Ser Lyn," she said, tensing as she waited for his temper to erupt. Instead he threw his head back and roared.
"Words are wind, girl. Ser Lyn would never lay a hand on you." Her face must have shown her confusion, because the Hound laughed again. "He prefers buggering boys. All I did was make him guard his tongue. I'm no more a true knight than that cow from Tarth."
They walked on in silence. The passageways were deserted, the many servants busy elsewhere in the keep. Sansa was halfway up the narrow stairs that climbed to her tower cell when a queer giddy courage seized her.
"Why didn't you strike down your brother?"
The Hound spun, teeth bared in a snarl. With a heavy hand he shoved Sansa against the wall, his dagger at her throat.
"Choose your next words wisely, little bird." Sandor Clegane's eyes were wild, burning with hate and fear. The stone wall was cold against her back; her feet dangled above the steps.
"At the Hand's Tourney," she said, trembling. The steel was icy against her skin. "When he tried to kill Ser Loras. You never sent a cut at his face, even though he wore no helm. You could have slain him, but you didn't."
"The king was watching."
"The king would have forgiven you, for the sake of Ser Loras." His hand clamped her shoulder like a vice; her heart hammered in her chest. The Hound stared, his mouth opening and closing. He did not even twitch when her right shoe fell down the steps with a soft thud.
"He's a man that needs killing," he growled at last.
"But not by you," she gasped. Fear had stolen her breath. "The old gods and the new condemn kinslaying."
"Bugger that. Even if the gods exist the seven hells would be worth it." The dagger shook in his hand, the tip pricking her throat. His eyes were white and wide and terrifying. "I dream of killing Gregor every night. I burn him, I gut him, I strike his head from his shoulders and piss on his corpse. No matter what I do, the next night he rises again, and presses my face to the burning coals."
"So tell me, little bird. Would a true knight lust for his brother's blood?"
She had no answer for that. She could not think, not with cold steel kissing her throat. Please don't kill me , Sansa wanted to scream, please don't. Helpless, she looked up into those terrible eyes.
"No more than a true lady would kill her betrothed," she whispered. His eyes widened, and suddenly the dagger was gone. The Hound lowered her to the floor, her stocking catching on the stone. She pressed a hand to her throat, fingertips slipping against the blood.
"A true knight would not have done that," the Hound said, backing away.
No, Sansa thought. "I know," she said. Words came to her lips as if from nowhere. "I also knew a man who let a wolf run free."
"A fool."
"A true knight," she insisted. "If only for a moment." A strange tension hung in the air, so thick that her whisper cut like a knife. "He could be a true knight again.”
In the songs heroes fell to their knees at such words, swearing their swords to their lady's cause. The Hound spat at her feet.
"Spare me the pretty lies; I'm sick of your chirping." Yet his hands were gentle as he dabbed at the blood welling from her throat, and when the bleeding stopped he fetched her shoe and slipped it back on her foot.
Sansa's heart was still pounding when he left her at the door of her chambers. She washed her throat with water, then sang in a quavering voice. When she checked her looking glass she could find no scar.
Lunch was a solitary affair. Shae chattered the entire time, sharing bits of gossip that Sansa mostly already knew. All Sansa had to do was hum in agreement or ask the occasional question. The bedmaid was friendly enough, but they would never have put her with Sansa unless they meant for her to spy. Whether she reported to the queen or Ser Kevan was irrelevant; she could not be trusted, no more than anyone else in this city.
Sansa wondered what Shae reported. When the bedmaid wasn't seeing to her duties she spent most of her time sighing after Sansa's jewels. Shae had one or two of her own, but she'd let slip once that she'd owned more, gifts from some lord who'd died fighting on the Blackwater.
After luncheon Shae helped Sansa change into a pale blue gown that looked well against her auburn hair. Ellaria Sand had promised her Dornish music, and Sansa dared not plead illness. Shae clasped a silver chain about her neck, and arranged her hair artfully beneath a woven silver hair net. Sansa must look beautiful if she was to make the Dornish love her, as she must make the Tyrells love her. Giving alms had won her some love from the commons, but the Lannisters gave not a fig for the smallfolk. Only great lords could serve to shield her from the queen.
Ser Daemon Sand came to fetch Sansa. Prince Oberyn himself had knighted the Bastard of Godsgrace; gossip claimed he was one of Dorne's finest swords. Ser Daemon was easy to look upon, with his sandy hair and his dimples, as handsome as the Warrior. It was less easy to look at the Hound after the morning's terror. He trailed after them, as quiet and pensive as the Stranger. Once when they turned a corner she caught him staring at her throat, frowning.
The cornerfort was aswirl with music when they arrived, a woman's rich voice echoing off the rafters. The style of singing was new to Sansa, the words in a tongue she did not know. The voice, however...
"Welcome, Lady Sansa." Ellaria Sand pressed a kiss to Sansa's cheek. "You are in luck, dear girl. We have found a Dornish singer to entertain us today."
Ellaria led Sansa to where the other ladies were seated. Prince Oberyn stood by the hearth, a peculiar flute pressed to his lips. Other Dornishmen surrounded him. Ser Ryon Allyrion and Ser Arron Qorgyle had drums between their legs; Lady Nym played castanets, her fingers slim and elegant, while Mors Manwoody plucked the strings of a strange lute that Ellaria called an oud.
And in their midst, Bel was singing. She knew Bel was a whore, but she looked as fine as any lady. Deep pink silks shone against Bel's rich brown skin as she stretched out her hands. Her gown was cut to suit her thick limbs and soft body, the cloth embracing her like a lover. The words must be Rhoynish , Sansa realized. The melody swelled and flowed like a river, so lovely it brought tears to her eyes. When the song ended Sansa was one of the first to applaud, Bel curtsying while the lordlings bowed.
"What was that song?" Sansa asked.
"A tale of Mother Rhoyne, and how she saved her children from the slavemasters of Valyria." Lady Cedra brushed a tear from her cheek. "I had not heard it since the day we left Spottswood."
"A thousand apologies for making my lady weep," Prince Oberyn said gallantly, bowing so that he might kiss Lady Cedra's hand.
"Flatterer," Ellaria said fondly. "The singer made her weep, not you. You must excuse my prince, Lady Sansa. He has been filled with hot wind since he was a boy, and it plagues him terribly. Playing the nai is one of the only ways to release the wind without causing some calamity."
The prince laughed.
"You see how my lady slanders me? All the sweet songs I've written for you and for our daughters, and these are my thanks?"
Sansa looked away, unable to bear the love shining in the eyes of the prince and his paramour. Mother and father looked at each other like that, when there was no one else to see. How bold the Dornish were, to love so openly.
While Prince Oberyn jested with his paramour, Sansa looked about the hall, opening her ears to the chaos of overlapping sounds. Dickon Manwoody was arguing with his brother, something about the oud being out of tune. Over in the corner Ser Deziel Dalt and Lord Tremond Gargalen were placing bets as to which of them could win the favor of the handsome singer. Neither of you, Sansa might have told them, remembering straw-haired Jess.
Sansa's skin prickled. Someone was watching her. Carefully Sansa turned her head, feigning interest in Myria Jordayne and Perros Blackmont's conversation about books. Olyvar Sand stood in a cluster of Dornish lords, stone-faced as a man thrice his age. His grim look suited the gossip she'd heard. Shae said that he was always knocking down young squires in the practice yards.
"Would you care for another song, Sansa?"
Sansa blinked, then smiled at Ellaria Sand. "I should enjoy that, my lady."
The next song was a complicated round of interwoven ballads. Bel's rich alto voice provided the melody, while Lady Nym's voice was a clear high soprano that contrasted well with Ser Ryon Allyrion's smooth bass. To Sansa's surprise the next two songs were "Black Pines" and "Wolves in the Hills," old songs about the northern mountain clans.
"I wish we could have Bel sing you more recent northern songs," Ellaria confided quietly as the drums pounded. "Alas, the Red Keep is not a safe place for 'The Honest Hand' or 'The Radiant Red Wolf,' and even the gods could not save us if someone sang 'The Wolf Who Outwitted the Lion." Singing them in the city is dangerous enough; Lord Tywin would have had the singers' tongues if not for my prince."
"My lady?" Sansa asked, bewildered.
"This city hates the Lannisters, child. Any song that makes them look foolish is apt to become well-loved." She patted Sansa's hand. "I'll admit it is a petty way to tweak the lion's tail. Lord Tywin dares not offend Dorne, not with half his levies slain by your brother and Stannis."
Warmth spread through Sansa's veins, sweeter than Arbor gold. When Bel began a ribald song about a turtle seeking a mate she laughed and clapped with the best of them. The morning's unpleasantness was almost forgotten when the doors opened to admit Ser Lyn Corbray. The music stopped with a wave of Prince Oberyn's hand.
"Are you lost, Ser Lyn?" The Red Viper drawled. "I believe you've been informed that you are not welcome here." All warmth had fled his eyes, leaving only black ice behind.
"I go where the queen commands," the Kingsguard replied with a lazy smirk. "Her Grace requires Sansa Stark; I was told the girl was here."
Ser Lyn rested a hand on the hilt of his greatsword. Lady Forlorn, it was called, the Valyrian steel blade of House Corbray. Every Dornishman was staring at Ser Lyn, their eyes full of hate. A memory niggled at her.
"Butcher," Olyvar Sand whispered, so soft even Sansa could barely hear. Now she remembered. On the Trident Ser Lyn had crossed blades with Prince Lewyn Martell of the Kingsguard, cutting him down with the very blade now resting at his hip.
Ser Lyn Corbray was still smirking when he ushered her into the queen's solar, the Hound following at his heels. He pressed a dagger to my throat, he might have killed me. Yet when the door closed Sansa wished Sandor Clegane still stood beside her.
The queen sat upon her chair as if it were a throne. Cersei Lannister looked more beautiful than ever. Her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes had a bright, feverish heat to them. Eyes of wildfire , Sansa thought.
"Sweet Sansa," the queen purred. "It has been too long since we spoke. Come, sit here beside me."
It took all her strength to obey. The queen's smile reminded her of Joffrey, of the way he looked when Ser Meryn struck her. It was a smile that promised pain. Sansa swept her skirts behind her and sat, waiting for the blow to fall. Cersei took a sip of wine, savoring the taste as she watched Sansa.
"Word has come of your family. You'll be happy to hear that your uncle Edmure has wedded and bedded a lady of House Frey. Alas, it seems that was not enough for Lord Walder to forgive your brother's betrayal."
Fear coiled cold hands around Sansa's throat. "Robb has an army," she stammered. Cersei smiled and shook her head.
"Fine brave northmen, yes. Too many for Lord Frey to feed, so they marched on ahead, leaving your brother in Lord Walder's hands with only a few guards." The queen sipped her wine. "They say that Lord Edmure was besotted with his new bride. Your brother danced with all the Frey girls he might have wed, though the musicians played poorly."
"The- the musicians?" The queen savored a smug little smile.
"Yes, sweetling. It seems crossbowmen are not musically inclined. Your brother was twirling his little wife when the first quarrel struck him. Almost his entire guard was slain defending him.” She sighed, swirling the wine in her goblet.
“Unfortunately your brother managed to escape the hall, though reports from the Twins are confused as to how. Some say your lady mother offered herself to old Walder Frey. Another claims that King Robert’s ghost carried him away to safety.” The queen rolled her eyes, then smiled. “But all agree that as he fled, an arrow struck your brother in the face. The Freys are still searching for his corpse.”
She said nothing of Arya, Sansa thought, clinging to hope like a drowning man in a storm. Her voice barely shook as she asked “And my lady mother?”
“Pierced by so many arrows she resembled a pincushion. Rather like this one, in fact,” the queen said, placing a crimson pincushion on Sansa’s knee. Over a dozen pins were stuck into it, buried so deeply only the heads could be seen.
Sansa swallowed, tears welling in her eyes. The queen brushed them away gently, a look of feigned concern upon her face.
“Why so sad, sweetling? I hear the Freys honored the Tully funeral customs. They stripped her naked, and when every man had gotten a good look at what was left of her teats and cunt they flung her body in the river.”
The sobs came suddenly, like a river bursting through a dam. Sansa wept so hard she could barely breathe, her gasps turning into hiccups. And the queen smiled, sipping her wine.
“Why must you be so hateful?” Sansa asked when she could breathe again.
The queen’s smile died. Her nails were like talons as she gripped Sansa’s arms, yanking her to her feet. I’m taller than she is, Sansa thought inanely.
“You dare ask that of me? You, who killed my sweet boy, my firstborn?” The queen was so close Sansa could smell the Arbor gold on her breath. “Do you think because I tolerated Robert for twenty years, that I would be so weak as to let you go free?” Knowledge struck like lightning.
“You killed him,” Sansa gasped. The queen tightened her grip.
“Good King Robert,” she spat. “A lie, a palpable lie. Call him what he was. Drunk King Robert the Whoremonger, the First of his Name. What the whores saw in him I couldn’t say; he never mounted me without it hurting.”
Horror struck Sansa speechless.
“Oh come, Sansa. It's past time for you to learn of such things. You’ll be a woman flowered soon, thanks to my lord father.”
Sansa was lost entirely. “Lord Tywin?”
“Yes, Lord Tywin, do try to keep up. I would have your head struck off your pretty little neck, but my lord father refuses.” One slim finger traced across Sansa’s throat. “No, first you must be wedded and bedded and bear a few children.”
There was a soft knock at the door.
“Our time draws to an end, my dear,” the queen said. Cersei cupped her under the jaw, fingers pinching painfully. "How I wish that I could rip out that lying tongue. Perhaps someday, when you are no longer of use."
There was a second knock, louder this time. The queen ignored it.
“My lord father did see fit to grant me one request. It was I who chose where you will stay until your trial.” The queen brushed the hair from Sansa's face.
“Trial?”
The third knock was sharp and sudden.
“Enter!” The queen called.
The heavy door swung open to admit Ser Jaime Lannister and Ser Lyn Corbray, cloaked in white. The Hound was nowhere to be seen. The queen released Sansa, her teeth bared in a vicious smile.
“Sansa Stark, you are charged with the murder of King Joffrey Baratheon. Kingsguard, escort her to the black cells.”
Notes:
Whew, that was a long one. Kitties! The Hound! Music with the Dornish! And that ending…. what do you guys think?! :D
Chapter 78: Jaime V
Chapter Text
"You should go to your father."
Jaime fumbled at his wine cup, his golden hand clumsy. He should have known this was coming the moment he received the invitation to sup with his uncle.
"I daresay he has more pressing concerns, the way he's been shut up with Lord Mace and Prince Oberyn. But then, trying an unflowered girl for regicide is a weighty matter."
His uncle looked distressed.
"Jaime, you do not understand."
Jaime snorted, forgetting his broken nose. The pain made his vision go white.
"I tossed the girl into the black cells myself, uncle; the meaning seemed plain enough."
Brienne had taken the news very poorly. The news of the Red Wedding and Lady Catelyn's death two days past resulted in a listless spar; even Pod could have given him a better fight. Jaime lacked the nerve to tell Brienne of Sansa's arrest until the next day.
He had expected the Maid of Tarth to crumple even further. Instead she'd fought like a woman possessed, her homely face twisted in fury. She'd broken his nose, though Pycelle had been able to reset it. His ribs and shoulders were bruised from the battering they'd gotten; the beating was so bad he could hardly dress himself this morning.
"Your father bears a heavy burden," said Ser Kevan. "But he is a just man. Tywin does nothing without good reason."
"Yes, I'm sure the black cells were quite necessary."
Ser Kevan sighed wearily. "Your sister craves vengeance. Some small token was necessary to appease her. The girl will come to little harm after only three days."
"I would think being found guilty of regicide is like to end in harm."
His uncle stared, astonished.
"Are you such a fool? Despite Cersei's ravings the girl had naught to do with Joffrey's death. These insolent songs and wild rumors are the problem. The smallfolk say the girl is blessed by the gods, that a red wolf avenged her father's death and carried her away to the Riverlands where she lived among the unwashed smallfolk." Ser Kevan rolled his eyes.
"This business of letting the girl give alms only made matters worse. The smallfolk say she's even more beautiful than the queen, and cheer her when she passes. Already there are those in the pot shops and winesinks declaring the girl Queen in the North. No, your father intends to clear her name before gods and men."
Jaime's head ached, whether from wine or confusion he could not say. "Robb Stark has not yet been found, dead or alive. Even if he dies, she has two brothers that come before her."
"Even a maester could not heal an arrow to the face, and Stark has none with him. His brothers are a missing cripple and a boy of three. The public trial shall show the girl for what she is: a fragile maid, helpless and weak, not Alysanne Targaryen come again."
"How? The only witness was Clegane, and he was off taking a piss from what Ser Addam said."
His uncle sighed, pressing a hand to his face.
"Clegane will not be called as witness. Ser Meryn Trant was the only man atop the ramparts with Joffrey, and the crows took his tongue long ago. The gods only know who paid him. Varys is convinced it was Baelish, but your father decided not to confuse the matter by trying a dead man."
"Ser Lyn Corbray asked after Littlefinger the other day," Jaime remarked, tearing at his bread with his left hand.
"Oh?"
"I implied that his death was the result of displeasing House Lannister."
Ser Kevan shrugged. "Perhaps. Your sister informs me that Baelish was killed by an angry patron in one of his brothels. Tyrion discovered his thievery shortly thereafter. Whether Tyrion arranged Baelish's death I could not say."
There was a hard lump in Jaime's throat. He took a gulp of wine and it sloshed over the rim, spilling on his tunic. His uncle’s face filled with pity.
"We all mourn your brother, Jaime," Ser Kevan said. Not my lord father, Jaime thought bitterly. Nor Cersei neither.
"How do you bear the loss of your son?" Jaime asked.
"I think of the family I have left. I think of Dorna awaiting me in Lannisport, of Willem and Martyn and Janei. Lancel lives on through them, as does House Lannister. When I return to Lannisport I shall see Lancel in the sound of Willem's laugh, the joy Martyn takes in swordplay, the way Janei fidgets when she thinks."
"I am glad for you, uncle."
"It is a comfort that you could share."
Jaime's stomach turned to lead. Heedless, his uncle went on.
"Sansa Stark is as lovely a bride as any man could ask, gentle and pious. Her lady mother bore three strong sons for Eddard Stark, as well as two daughters. When she flowers you have only to till the fertile field and she will bear you a crop of boys with Tyrion's wits and girls with Joanna's smiles. Your eldest son shall rule Casterly Rock, your second shall inherit Winterfell."
For a moment Jaime remembered how the girl had looked, naked as her nameday in the waters of the God's Eye. A pretty child, but a child still. Only a monster would touch a girl that young; he'd rather make another son with Cersei. Jaime stabbed a crisp capon with his dagger. "I thought my lord father promised Winterfell to Roose Bolton."
Ser Kevan waved a dismissive hand.
"Tywin named Roose Bolton regent for Stark's youngest brother. That was before the Freys bungled the Red Wedding. The new Lord Frey is a grandson, Ser Ryman, as fat a drunkard as you'll ever meet. Gods only know what the rest of the Freys are doing now that the old man is dead. The little news we've received from the Twins is quite confused, but it seems Bolton fled after the wedding with the few men he had left."
Jaime fidgeted with his cup. "I'm surprised Bolton and Frey dared turn their cloaks after Sweetroot."
Kevan smiled grimly. "They turned their cloaks long before. Stark smashed the plan to splinters when he marched for Sweetroot rather than for the Twins. But your lord father is not the sort of man to be balked. Bolton did not even try; he knew well enough that Tywin would reveal his treason should he fail him. Lord Walder, though, he argued and haggled like a craven before Tywin cowed him."
"And now Walder is dead, thanks to Catelyn Stark. Whether or not Bolton should manage to get his hands on the youngest Stark boy, it is of little import. The northmen will spend autumn tearing each other apart, and winter will only make things worse. The Riverlands are burnt, and Lord Tyrell has assured me that no food from the Reach shall be sailing north. Between starvation and the cold half the north will perish. When you arrive in spring, with Ned Stark's grandson in your wife's arms, they will welcome you as a hero."
"A pleasant daydream, uncle," Jaime said, raising his goblet. For some other man. "You forget that I swore vows. I am a knight of the Kingsguard, and that is all I mean to be."
"Vows which the High Septon may release you from. Do not refuse an offer before considering it. Watch the girl at her trial tomorrow. Think of the comfort a doting wife might bring."
"Doting?" Jaime laughed. "We took her father's head before her eyes."
"That was Joffrey's doing, not yours. I spoke with the girl when you first brought her back to us. She was sweet and courteous, though she fainted when I questioned her sharply. You should know, Jaime, if you refuse... your sister urges that Sansa be wed to your cousin Lucion."
"Lucion?" There were so many cousins among the Lannisters of Lannisport that Jaime could not keep them straight.
"Yes, Damion's eldest son by Shiera Crakehall. He's two years your junior; you might recall sparring with him when you last visited Casterly Rock."
Jaime searched his memory. Dimly he recalled a man of his own height, thickly built and brawny. After their spar he had grabbed at a passing serving girl so hard he ripped her gown, and roared with laughter when she tried to cover herself. Lucion had ordered the girl to attend him after dinner, and the next day she'd walked bandy-legged.
"Surely there are other Lannisters," Jaime said. His uncle shrugged.
"Your cousin Ser Daven is promised to a Frey. My sons Willem and Martyn are too young to rule the North come spring."
"What of Tygett's boy?"
Tygett Lannister was the third son of Jaime's grandfather Tytos; Jaime faintly recalled his son squiring for Robert. The boy had the most irritating habit of interrupting Jaime and Cersei when they were seeking a moment alone.
"Tyrek has not been seen since the bread riots. Only you can rise to this task, Jaime. The glory of House Lannister depends upon it."
His uncle rose to his feet, brushing crumbs away. "I must see to the Stark girl and instruct her as to what is expected of her. I do not doubt that she shall do as she is told."
Ser Kevan opened the door, then turned back, his smile sad.
"All I ask of you, nephew, is that you consider your future."
Notes:
Well, Tywin, that’s certainly a plan you’ve got there. I’m sure everything will go exactly as you want.
Next we’ve got Arya and the aftermath of the Red Wedding, then Sansa in the black cells. Then, at last, our first Dornish POV.
😈 Chapter 81 is gonna blow. Your. Minds.
Chapter 79: Arya III
Chapter Text
"Mother?" Robb's voice was weak, his skin dappled with sweat. Don't look at his face, don't look.
"She's not here," Arya answered, gripping her brother's hand. "It's me, Robb, it's Arya."
"Arya?" He groaned. "Water."
Nymeria whined. Her jaws were gently clamped around a waterskin. Arya let go of her brother's hand and took the waterskin. Just look at his mouth, only his mouth. With awkward fingers she placed the tip of the waterskin against his dry cracked lips, tilting the skin so water would flow into his mouth. Robb gulped at the water until the skin was empty, and Arya took his hand again.
"Jeyne," Robb whispered. "Where is she?"
"Gathering herbs," Arya replied. And looking for an elder tree. A weirwood would be more helpful, in Arya's opinion, but Jeyne Westerling had not asked her. "Dacey and Patrek Mallister are guarding her."
"Good... good..." She heard a thump as Robb's head fell back against the pillow. Grey Wind lay at his side, his snout nuzzled against Robb's chest. One paw protectively curled over his belly.
A wolf should be brave enough to look. Her stomach churning, she looked upward, taking in shoulders, neck, and face. Arya bit her lip hard to stop from crying. This was not her strong brother, who could best even Jon Snow with the lance. Robb was thinner than she'd ever seen him, pale and drawn with pain. And his face...
The arrow had struck the right side of his face, close to his nose. Robb had torn out the wooden shaft as they fled the Twins, but the arrowhead remained buried deep within the flesh. Jeyne Westerling had cleaned the wound with wine and bound it up with a poultice, but she had removed the bandage this morning so the wound might breathe before she returned.
"The skin must not be allowed to close, not until the arrowhead is removed," Jeyne had muttered while examining the gaping wound. The timid girl Arya met at Riverrun was gone, replaced by a woman as grim and focused as a maester.
"You need to eat, m'lady."
Jeyne Poole bore a flagon of cider, while steam rose from the platter in Meri's hands. Soft cheese, roasted fish, yellow bread and watercress and mashed cattail roots. The food was as plain and warm as old Ser Hoster Grey and his towerhouse.
House Grey were landed knights, guardians of White Willow. The little village boasted only a few dozen thatched cottages, built around a small empty field. It was an odd village. There were no vast fields of wheat or barley, no paddocks full of sheep. Almost everything seemed to come from the surrounding bogs. The strange yellow bread was made from cattail flour. The pillows in the towerhouse were stuffed with cattail down; the four men-at-arms bore arrows whose shafts were made from cattail stalks.
Few visitors made the trek to the peculiar little village. That was why Robb had chosen it for his refuge while the Greatjon hunted down Roose Bolton. Patrek Mallister only knew of it because he'd once gotten lost while on a hunt with Wendel Frey, a page in Lord Mallister's service. Scouts screened the village for miles, garbed in dull colors so they might melt away into the bogs.
White Willow was northeast of the Twins, so close to the Neck that Ser Hoster joked he should rightly pay homage to the King in the North, not the King of the Trident. Arya did not appreciate the old knight’s sense of humor, but she suffered it in silence. He had suffered Grey Wind and Nymeria’s inspection without showing how terrified he was of the direwolves.
When the meal was finished Jeyne Poole began fussing with Arya's hair, combing out the tangles with her fingers. Arya was too tired to protest. She had barely slept since that awful night at the Twins. Jeyne's fingers were gentle, the touch soothing. In spite of herself, Arya's eyes drooped shut.
Memories flashed against the backs of her eyelids. She saw the night aglow as flames devoured the great tents. She saw white waves splash against the black river as mare and wolves swam across. She saw the squat ugly keep on the western bank, its battlements packed with archers.
She saw Anguy and the other outlaws raise their bows; she saw men plummet off the keep to their deaths. She saw the Smalljon shove Robb to the ground, his enormous body taking the arrows meant for his king. She saw Robb turn back, for just a moment, his face a mask of horror, his lips mouthing "mother?"
She heard him scream as the arrow pierced his cheek.
After that everything was a blur. Robb fell to the ground, his wife desperately trying to pull him to his feet. A Frey man-at-arms ran at the king, his axe raised, and Grey Wind ripped out his throat. Arya's wolves flung themselves at the enemy; horses screamed; men died. Out of the darkness Gendry emerged, carrying her brother in his brawny arms.
"My lady?"
Arya scrubbed the sleep from her eyes. "What?" She asked, more sharply than she intended. Her heart was still pounding, her pulse racing from the nightmare.
"Her Grace asked if you could find Anguy," Jeyne Poole said. "She's changing into clean garb before she tends to Robb."
When she was little, Arya would have had to roam the vast halls of Winterfell for hours to find one man. With Nymeria's nose, things were much simpler. She followed Anguy's scent to the village, stopping before a thatched cottage and whining.
Anguy did not looked pleased to see Arya when he answered the pounding on the door. His hair was mussed, his clothes rumpled as if put on in a hurry. Behind him was a buxom woman twice his age, her gown half off her shoulder.
"Queen Jeyne wants you," Arya informed him. "Now."
Anguy came, muttering oaths under his breath while the buxom woman blew him a kiss.
"Who was that?" Arya asked as they walked back to the towerhouse. It was a good mile's walk, and silence left her too much time to think.
"Helly, the blacksmith's widow. Gendry asked if he might use the old forge."
Arya paused, putting her hands on her hips. "What's that got to do with you visiting her?"
Anguy laughed, a light blush against his freckles. "Helly told him yes, but she said she needed a man's help about the house. I was, ah, assisting her."
"With what?" She'd heard slapping noises before she knocked, and she couldn't think of any household tasks with such a sound.
"Never you mind, m'lady," Anguy said, turning pink before hastily changing the subject.
Dacey Mormont and Ser Patrek Mallister stood guard at the towerhouse when they returned. The cut on Dacey's cheek was already half-healed, but Ser Patrek leaned heavily on his spear. The wounds he'd taken were light, but there had been many of them. They were the only two of Robb's honor guard to escape the Twins. Ser Wendel Manderly had been lost within the keep, tackling two Freys away from his liege lord. Owen Norrey and Donnel Locke had died during the fighting in the camps.
The Greatjon and his mounted men had trounced the Frey host, who were mainly on foot, but they had suffered losses all the same. Anguy and Tom o' Sevens had not been able to stop Robb's foot soldiers from partaking in the freely flowing ale and wine, and the Freys had killed half of them when they set the tents afire. The rest of the northmen had fought their way out, howling with fury.
Lady Catelyn had not been so lucky. At first no one knew what had become of her. To Arya's shame all thoughts of her mother had fled in the chaos, driven away by the clash of steel. It was not until they were riding through the woods that she remembered.
"My mother!" She'd cried. "We have to go get my mother!"
She wheeled her mare around, seeking a way out of the column of horse. Greatjon Umber had plucked her off her mare with his huge hands, hugging her tight as she fought and screamed. The Freys had her mother, Arya had to go get her, it was all her fault...
"They'll keep her for a hostage," the Greatjon said gruffly, ignoring her flailing fists as if he were a bear and Arya but a stinging fly. She bit at his furs, her teeth grinding against the mail beneath, she kicked and punched, but it was all in vain.
The next day Tom o' Sevens had ridden back toward the Twins, swearing he would not return until he had news of Lady Catelyn. The host was nearing White Willow when he returned, his wide smile vanished.
Robb had wept bitter tears when they told him, blood seeping from his wounded cheek as if it shared his grief. But the next day he had asked for mother, as though she were alive.
"The fever," Jeyne Westerling had said sadly when he fell back asleep. "He cannot remember."
The queen was sitting by Robb's bed when Arya brought Anguy to her. Dark circles rimmed her eyes; if Arya slept little, Jeyne did not sleep at all. A bundle of tree shoots laid on the table beside her, their ends freshly cut. Softly Jeyne explained what she needed.
"Thinner than an arrow's shaft, much thinner," she said. "The pith will need to dry before you fashion the probes. I shall need several lengths; two inches, four inches, and six. I pray the wound goes no deeper; the arrowhead likely rests near his spine."
When the archer was gone Jeyne Westerling attended to Robb. First she changed the dressings on his cheek, then pulled back the covers to check his other wounds. His chainmail hauberk had caught the quarrel that struck him below the arm. A great bruise marked the spot, blue-black and swollen.
His leg had fared worse, the quarrel puncturing his calf. Jeyne had removed the quarrel as soon as they reached the towerhouse, cleaning the wound before stitching it shut. Her stitches were as neat as Sansa's, tiny and perfect.
"How will you get the arrowhead out of his face?" Arya asked when she could bear it no longer. "You're not a maester."
"I am not," Jeyne agreed, inspecting Robb's leg before gently covering him with the blankets.
"My great-grandmother was a healing woman from Essos, a maegi. She trained my mother in the healing arts, just as my mother taught me. Our maester despaired of our nonsense, but he never noticed when I borrowed his books. All the texts agree that an arrow wound is a simple thing. The arrowhead must be removed, the wound cleaned and stitched."
"You can't just pull it out," Arya argued. "The shaft is gone."
"So it is. That is why I need probes, to open the wound so that I may reach the arrowhead."
"You're going to make the wound bigger?" Arya's stomach roiled when Jeyne nodded. "And then what?"
Jeyne pulled her legs up to her chest, suddenly just a girl again.
"I must have something to pull the arrowhead out. Tongs, perhaps, though they will need to be very small. If I should push the arrowhead further in..." Jeyne bit at her nails, her eyes wide and staring.
"Robb’s not going to die," Arya said fiercely. "He won't, he can't."
Jeyne looked at her sadly, her arms wrapped around her knees.
"I will do my best, such as it is. The only other thing we can do is pray."
Notes:
The words are FLOWING. I wrote this all today. I’m SO hyped to get to chapter 81!!!
But first: holy shit, what do you guys think? :O
Arya may only be 11, but turns out even a kid can make a huge change by 1) putting Cat and Robb on guard, and 2) bringing the goddamn Greatjon and wolf pack cavalry.
House Grey and White Willow exist; both have unknown locations in the Riverlands. Ser Hoster Grey is my own invention, as is the location of White Willow near the Neck, as there are no named villages between the Twins and Greywater Watch.
Yes, you can make a ton of stuff from cattails (also known as bulrushes).
Chapter 80: Sansa IV
Notes:
Guess what, bitches (affectionate)! Inspiration just grabbed me by the throat, so it’s a TWO-CHAPTER day. Holy shit. Enjoy.
Mid April, 300 AC
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Chapter Text
The worst part was the smells.
The old gods had granted her a direwolf's keen nose, but Sansa was a maiden still. The scent of stone and straw she could bear. She could even abide the vague smell of old blood. But the stink of urine and nightsoil... those were new and terrible. Her tummy roiled, and the stench of vomit soon followed.
The darkness was absolute. Only a girl with a direwolf's vision could see well enough to make sure that she relieved herself in the same corner. Even so, Sansa could not keep her gown completely clear of the mess. She huddled down in the straw, as far away from her mess as possible.
Once she had reached her father in the black cells, creeping down in the skin of a black cat. But that girl had sat safe in the godswood, her back against the weirwood sapling. Now her back pressed against cold stone, her body shaking and shivering. There were no wolves here, nor cats, nor birds. The rats were few, skittish creatures that fled from the strange girl and the power that pulsed beneath her skin.
Soon she could not tell the difference between waking and dreaming. Her mother sang her a lullaby, her hands soft as she stroked Sansa's hair. The queen clawed at her belly, nails ripping and tearing until all was bloody ribbons. Her father hugged her close, tears streaming down his nose. The Bolton crossbowman strode into the waters of the God's Eye, unlacing his breeches with one hand as he reached for Sansa with the other.
She screamed and screamed, begging for someone, anyone to save her. She called for the heroes from the songs, for Florian and Ser Ryam Redwyne and Prince Aemon the Dragonknight. She called for Brienne, for Arya, for her mother and her brothers. No one heard, no one came, and she wept until she could weep no more.
The crossbowman's hands were grasping her hips when the lake vanished, replaced by desert sands. A maiden with Arya's face forked a brown mare, her hair whipping in the wind as she fled from two knights all in white. The maiden rode like a fury, the knights falling further and further behind. Sansa was sure she would escape—
An arrow sprouted from the horse’s shoulder. The mare reared, screaming, the maiden falling to the sand. She rose unhurt, cursing like a demon. When Sansa looked for the archer, she saw a knight in black armor studded with rubies, a sad smile on his lips. Then she knew who the maiden was. A dragonknight came for her, but he was no Prince Aemon.
A slim boy huddled in a dark alley, his breeches bloody, his eyes hard as he shaved white-blonde hair from his head. A maid with pale golden hair streaked with silver curtsied for a young man with a forked beard, a black dragon pendant dangling between her breasts. A violet-eyed child wept before a red door, sobs wracking her tiny frame.
Time passed, and other ghostly visitors came and went. Her grandmother Lyarra brought her the first needle she'd ever used, long lost in the halls of Winterfell. Sansa was begging her grandmother to show her a new stitch when she remembered that Lyarra had died when she was six. Uncle Benjen brought her winter roses; Aunt Lysa scolded her for not holding baby Sweetrobin gently enough.
When Ser Kevan Lannister came, she would have thought him another imagined visitor, but for the lantern he carried. The sudden light hurt so badly that she cried out, covering her eyes with her hands. Lord Tywin's brother had brought her a jug of water, warm bread and soft cheese. He spoke her gently while she ate and drank, too famished to care about poison.
She must have eaten too quickly, for her stomach cramped as he spoke of how she was expected to behave. Sansa nodded, and remembered all her courtesies, and he left smiling. As soon as the heavy door swung shut, she bolted to the corner and vomited.
The Hound was the last visitor who came to her in the darkness, sour wine upon his breath. You're like one of those birds from the Summer Isles, aren't you? A pretty little talking bird, repeating all the pretty little words they taught you to recite.
That was what Ser Kevan wanted, what Lord Tywin wanted; a pretty little bird who would sing their lies. Sansa watched the life they had planned for her play out like a mummers’ show upon a stage. She wed a Lannister and spread her legs for him, bore his children and died while the queen watched and laughed. Righteous fury seized her. I am no little bird. I am Sansa Stark, the Red Wolf, the blood of Winterfell.
Sansa removed her gown with fumbling fingers, the straw coarse against her skin. When she was bare she took a deep breath. Sansa thought of her mother and father, of Robb and Arya, of Bran and Rickon, of Jon Snow. Her skin rippled. She focused harder, remembering Lady and Nymeria, Grey Wind and Ghost, Shaggydog and Bran’s unnamed wolf. Patches of fur sprouted as her arms grew longer, her legs shorter. She fell to all fours, her snout erupting from her face.
The direwolf paced her cell. The stones were tightly placed, without crack or cranny. The door was thick wood, heavily barred from the other side. Sansa sat on her haunches, thinking. Even if she were loose in the Red Keep, there were guards everywhere. Perhaps she could vanish into the night without being shot full of arrows, but then what? She was not sure how long she could hold wolf shape, and she did not trust the Tyrells or the Dornish, not enough to fling herself on their mercy. With a quiet whine Sansa reached for her own shape.
As she dressed, she thought. There must be something she could do. Whatever the Freys had done to Lady Catelyn, Sansa knew that her lady mother had been strong and brave. She had taken the Imp captive, she had treated with King Stannis and King Renly, she had saved Brienne‘s life with nothing but quick wits and a brazier.
What would my lady mother do?
Sansa was still thinking when they came for her.
Notes:
Oh no! What will Sansa do? I’m dying to hear what you guys think :D
Chapter 81 is already written; I’ll post it sometime on Saturday after I do final revisions. Y’all are not prepared.
Chapter 81: Olyvar I
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Meet Olyvar, courtesy of the amazing ohnoitsmyra. Yes, he’s based on baby Dev Patel.It’s 5:30am here; since I randomly woke up I figured I’d revise and post the chapter. Enjoy.
Mid April, 300 AC
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Chapter Text
Sansa Stark walked into the throne room with her head held high, regal as a queen. The girl was tall, with thick auburn hair that tumbled nearly to her waist. As she stepped into the light streaming from the windows behind the throne, her hair drank in the sunshine, shining like flame. Her hands were clasped at her waist, the dagged sleeves of her pearly gown trailing almost to the floor.
Yet when she drew near, Olyvar Sand started with surprise. Why, she can’t be older than little Elia. Had she even flowered? Below high cheekbones baby fat still clung to her cheeks, and when he looked closer he noted how slender she was. She looks like the children in the streets. The food shortage caused by the Tyrells had ended months before the Dornish arrived, but the smallfolk of King's Landing still bore the glassy eyes and loose skin of recent starvation.
Suddenly, as though she felt his glance, Sansa looked his way. Ellaria Sand cursed under her breath.
“As if the poor child hasn’t suffered enough,” Ellaria whispered.
Olyvar swallowed back bile. Squires were terrible gossips, and talk of the carnage at the Twins was all over the practice yards. A burly Crakehall squire half his height and twice his width had made the mistake of gloating about the rumored treatment of Lady Catelyn Stark's corpse. By the time he regained control of himself the squire was lying dazed on the ground, and Olyvar's blunted tourney spear was half in splinters.
“Why should she matter to us?” Nym asked, ignoring mother Ellaria’s glare as she covered a dainty yawn with her hand.
“Our orders were to observe everyone in this city, to find our enemies and make new friends,” Olyvar said softly.
“She’s but a girl.”
“And a Stark,” Olyvar replied, "the only one within a thousand leagues." He prayed Nym was done testing him for the nonce. Talk of the Red Wedding roiled his stomach.
Of all his sisters, Nymeria was the second eldest but the most irritating. He would have preferred Meria coming north with them, but Uncle Doran had forbade it. Meria was the third of Prince Oberyn's brood, a girl of twenty who preferred a qithara over the daggers Nym favored.
It certainly felt like Nymeria was flinging daggers at him as they rode up the Boneway. She enjoyed barraging him with questions. They reviewed sigils, prominent lords, ladies, and knights who might be in the city, and the feuds and alliances between them. Occasionally Ellaria deserted his father to question Olyvar about the Faith and the history of the Seven Kingdoms.
When they rested in the evenings he escaped Nymeria, his mind weary, only to have his body tested by his father. Weapons training was not optional for children raised by the Red Viper. While Nym practiced with her knives, Olyvar collected bruises from Ser Daemon Sand and the other knights among their retinue. By the time they reached King's Landing, Olyvar felt like a wash cloth that had been wrung out by a particularly dedicated washerwoman.
It wasn't the travel that Olyvar minded. In his eighteen years he’d seen more of the world than most men saw in their entire lives. One of his first memories was of learning to swim in the canals of Braavos, before his father brought him to Sunspear. He spent his childhood in the Water Gardens, splashing and playing under Aunt Elia's watchful eye. When he was ten Uncle Doran took him and Arianne for a visit to Oldtown. They had spent months learning the history of the Citadel and the Starry Sept. In his early teens Aunt Elia enjoyed a rare period of good health, and spent it showing him and his sisters the lands and peoples of Dorne, from the Tor to Hellholt to Starfall.
But he’d never been to King’s Landing before. Thus far Olyvar did not like the stinking city full of starving smallfolk and preening lordlings. It was so difficult to keep himself calm and collected that he had completely given up on acting normal, instead retreating behind what Loree, his youngest sister, called “Olly's stabby face.” Apparently the combination of discomfort and nerves made his face resemble that of a man intent on murder.
“What purpose does it serve, to try a girl of her years for a death a year stale?”
This time it was Ellaria who asked, and Olyvar sighed, glancing at Lord Tywin Lannister. He sat at the judge’s table below the dais, an empty seat to his left and another to his right. Bushy blonde whiskers framed a severe face beneath a bald head. His lips were thin and pursed in a forbidding scowl. The Iron Throne looming behind him looked almost welcoming by comparison.
Lord Tywin was dishonorable enough to ignore a peace treaty, despicable enough to condone the violation of guest right, but surely he wasn't arrogant enough to assume his foe was dead. It would be weeks, perhaps months before the Young Wolf’s fate was known. Lady Sansa was only thirteen, but he doubted that would be enough to stop the Lannisters from forcing her to marry one of them. Olyvar was under no illusions that her younger brothers would be allowed to take up the Young Wolf’s crown. But if they intended to wed her, why try her for regicide?
Olyvar frowned. Even if Robb Stark didn’t survive, the northmen were known for their dedication to the Starks. Dozens of lords would vie for the honor of finding Robb’s crippled brother. If they failed, the northmen would rally around the younger one. Forcing Ned Stark’s daughter into marriage seemed a chancey venture at best. The gods knew that a Dornishwoman forced into such a marriage was more like to poison her husband's wine than to bear his children. The women of the north were equally high spirited, if Lyanna Stark was any indication. Still unable to answer Ellaria, Olyvar looked around.
Hundreds had come to see Lady Sansa judged. The Dornish lords and ladies had arrived early, the better to take a place on the floor. Up in the gallery the lords and ladies of the Westerlands and the Reach were crammed elbow to elbow. Tiny Lady Olenna Tyrell stood between her granddaughter Margaery and her grandson Willas, surrounded by Tyrell ladies-in-waiting and household knights. Olenna Tyrell had been hovering persistently over the Stark girl, likely intending to marry her to Willas. Olyvar amused himself for a moment imagining the old woman’s reaction when Willas refused.
Jaime Lannister stood with the Kingsguard, his false hand nearly as golden as his hair, his white armor immaculate. Truth be told, the Kingslayer looked rather stiff and unhappy. Ser Lyn Corbray stood beside him, stonefaced. He had sparred with the Hound two days past. Mors Manwoody said the Hound had fought like a man possessed. Ser Lyn had lost at least one tooth, and his lip was fat and swollen. The Hound had broken his nose as well, and blackened one of his eyes.
Olyvar shifted his gaze to the Hound. Sandor Clegane stood on the dais behind the Queen Regent. His armor was soot-grey, his helm a snarling black hound. He was the biggest man Olyvar had ever seen, six and a half feet tall at least, with muscles like a bull. They say the Mountain is even taller and stronger. Ser Gregor Clegane had haunted Olyvar's nightmares for years, a shadowy terror far more potent than any snark or grumkin. He had tried to rape Princess Elia, he had ripped the babe from her arms and smashed his head against the wall... Olyvar shivered.
Beside Sandor Clegane the queen looked small and delicate. Her silk gown was made of mourning black; bright rubies studded the bodice. Targaryen colors, an odd choice. The queen stared at the Stark girl, her eyes glittering with malice.
“Even Cersei Lannister couldn’t possibly believe this child killed her son,” Olyvar said.
“Oh, of course not. By the by, have you met our sister Tyene?” Nym’s eyes crinkled as Olyvar glared.
“Hush,” Ellaria said absentmindedly. The goldcloaks were calling for silence as the last two judges proceeded to their seats.
Everyone else in the hall must stand, but the judges would suffer no such discomfort. Tywin Lannister beckoned a servant to fill the flagon and three chalices sitting upon the table. The chalices were golden, as was the ornate flagon studded with rubies. It had been a gift from Dorne to little King Tommen, so of course his grandfather was using it. No doubt it had been thoroughly inspected by a maester to ensure there were no poisons concealed within the flagon. As if the Red Viper would be so clumsy.
Mace Tyrell was resplendent in gold and green, looking much as Olyvar remembered. When he was eight Oberyn had taken him to a tourney in the Reach. He’d seen league after league of rich fields and lovely orchards, but the end of their journey was full of sorrow. In the tourney at Highgarden poor Willas Tyrell fell beneath his horse, and even Maester Caleotte could do no more than save the shattered leg. Willas was a man of three and twenty now, and one of his father’s closest friends. Mace Tyrell was an older, stouter version of his eldest son, with brown curls and a trim brown-grey beard.
Prince Oberyn Nymeros Martell was around the same age as Mace Tyrell, but only a hint of grey sprinkled his dark hair. His flowing robes swished against the floor, the striped orange, yellow, and scarlet as bright as sunrise. Oberyn caught Olyvar’s eye and smiled as he seated himself beside Tywin Lannister. Although Oberyn had taught him to control his face and his temper, it still amazed Olyvar that his father could sit beside Tywin Lannister without drawing his dagger and cutting out the man’s heart.
Once the room was silent the High Septon came forward, his crystal crown casting rainbows on the floor. Olyvar bent his head as the High Septon asked the Father Above to guide them to justice. If only the Seven were so quick to act. Men must seek their own justice, especially when Lannisters were involved. Dorne knew that well enough. As Lord Tywin declared the court in session Olyvar prayed to the Father for the strength to seek out justice and the wisdom to know it.
The trial began with the calling of witnesses. The Redwyne twins and Ser Loras Tyrell testified to Sansa Stark’s sweet nature and gentle courtesies. A maid recounted the hours Sansa spent embroidering an exquisite handkerchief for her betrothed before his death. Ser Balon Swann of the Kingsguard, a marcher knight, testified to how eloquently she had pled for her father's life, acknowledging his treachery but seeking mercy. Grand Maester Pycelle came forward next, to note the girl's delicate health and tendency towards spells of exhaustion. He makes it sound as if she couldn’t have pushed Joffrey even if she wanted to.
Olyvar blinked. That's the entire point. Half the city thought the girl had killed Joffrey; the very notion of a little girl slaying his royal grandson must infuriate Lord Tywin. Far better to paint her as a helpless innocent, blame the regicide on a treacherous knight, and wed the girl and her claim to some Lannister.
Olyvar tried to focus on the witnesses, but his eyes kept wandering back to the girl. No one would try to put Robb Stark’s crown on the head of the meek, docile girl the witnesses described. And yet… her spine was straight as steel as she listened to the testimony; she neither cowered nor wept with fear. Everyone else seemed bored, even the Hound. He'd removed his helm, cradling it in one arm.
Unsurprisingly the girl's flight from the city was glossed over, as were her whereabouts for most of the past year. Oberyn said the Lannisters believed she’d been taken by the former master of coin, Petyr Baelish, but Aunt Elia’s friend at court disagreed. Then there were those strange rumors of a red wolf stealing her away…
At any rate, witnesses reported that since returning to the city she passed her time much as she had before her inexplicable escape. Sansa Stark filled her days with reading and sewing in her tower cell, only leaving when her guards escorted her to pray or give alms to the poor. She'd also supped with Ellaria and her ladies, but no one mentioned that, nor did they mention the hours the Tyrells spent twining their vines around her in the gardens.
Half the gallery was yawning by the time it was Lady Sansa's turn to speak. The Lannisters had arranged every moment of this mummer’s farce— doubtless they’d even told the girl precisely what to say as she denied any part in the death of her dearly departed betrothed. Yes, Olyvar was certain that the poor girl would be found innocent and wed to a Lannister within the year. May the Maid protect her.
Tywin Lannister leaned forward, his cold eyes fixed on the girl.
“Lady Sansa, did you kill King Joffrey?"
Sansa Stark licked her lips and looked straight at Lord Tywin.
“Yes.”
What? The entire hall gasped. Even Tywin Lannister appeared surprised, his eyebrows furrowed, his jaw clenched.
“Joffrey was a monster, and the gods struck him down,” she continued, her voice clear and steady. “But I was their instrument. I became a great red direwolf and cast us both over the edge.”
A strangled noise caught Olyvar’s attention. Sandor Clegane stood behind the queen, his burned face grim as he stared at the girl. His lips twitched, his shoulders shook, and at last a great roar of laughter escaped him. As though a dam had burst lords and ladies followed suit, a gale of laugher that filled the room and echoed off the rafters.
Olyvar did not join the mirth. To his appreciation, neither did Ellaria or his sister. A queer light glimmered in Lady Sansa’s blue eyes. There were strange tales of the far north, of giants and unicorns and skinchangers. Could she be telling the truth?
The Kingslayer looked thunderstruck, the queen murderous, and the judges stunned. At last Tywin Lannister raised a hand, and slowly the noise subsided.
“Have you taken leave of your wits?” Tywin demanded when the crowd was silent.
“My lord asked for the truth,” she replied, her voice ringing through the hall. Where Tywin’s face was bloodless, Sansa’s cheeks blazed with color.
“The truth, not childish nonsense,” Tywin snapped. She stared at him, her eyes stormy.
“Of course, my lord,” Lady Sansa said. She dropped into a perfect curtsy, her skirts rustling like leaves in a breeze. “If the childish nonsense of a traitor’s daughter is so frightening to you, shall I keep silent?”
Nervous chuckles rose among the gathered nobles, but Oberyn laughed so loudly that the sound echoed off the walls. Tywin Lannister stared at the girl, a muscle in his jaw twitching. That gaze had cowed many lords, so Aunt Elia said, but this girl child stared back, unflinching. At last Lord Tywin spoke, his voice even and cold.
“If you wish to waste the judges’ time, so be it.”
“Of course, my lord. Such venerable judges deserve every courtesy.” Sansa Stark’s hair gleamed red as blood as she turned to her right and curtsied.
“The esteemed Lord Mace Tyrell. Lord of Highgarden, Lord Paramount of the Mander, Defender of the Marches and High Marshal of the Reach. All the realm knows of the valor of your sons and the beauty of your daughter.”
Tyrell looked well pleased at that, his face even redder than usual. The lady turned to the left, curtsying again.
“Prince Oberyn Nymeros Martell. Your reputation has reached even the North, for few men have laid claim to so many accomplishments. How many warriors can boast of studying at the Citadel and traveling across the narrow sea?”
Oberyn raised an eyebrow, amused. These were precisely the sort of courtesies that Aunt Elia taught all Oberyn’s children, but Olyvar had never imagined them used like this. Sansa turned to the center, her eyes suddenly freezing as she dropped a deep curtsy.
“Lord Tywin Lannister. Hand of the King, Lord of Casterly Rock, Shield of Lannisport, and Warden of the West. How could I even begin to list your deeds? You were still a youth when you drowned the Reynes and every servant sworn to their household.”
Where was she going with this? Everyone knew about the Reynes of Castamere, but it was odd she mentioned the servants. Olyvar glanced to his side. Ellaria gave the tiniest shrug, and Nym raised a puzzled eyebrow.
“For near twenty years you served as Hand to the Mad King, until you joined the rebellion against him. Aerys trusted you and opened the gates. In return, your men sacked the helpless city.”
The throne room was quiet as the grave. Tywin Lannister studied the girl in ominous silence, his mouth tight, while Mace Tyrell openly gaped. Oberyn leaned forward, his dark eyes fixed on Sansa. The girl continued, her voice only growing stronger.
“Princess Elia should have been taken prisoner, her children sent to the Faith or the Wall. Your men would never dare oppose the orders of the great Lord of Casterly Rock.” Sansa Stark paused, her eyes hard as sapphires. “But those weren’t the orders you gave, were they?”
“Is she mad?” Ellaria gasped softly. The Hound’s face was grimmer than ever, and the Kingslayer blinked as though he’d been struck. Up in the gallery Olenna Tyrell was saying something to her grandson Willas, a look of amusement on her face.
“You ordered the rape of Princess Elia and the slaughter of her babes. They were children!” Sansa’s voice caught; tears streamed down her cheeks.
“But they weren’t the only babes dead by your command. How many mothers mourn in the Riverlands? Gregor Clegane broke the King’s Peace at your behest, raping the women and burning the harvest. And when Lord Beric Dondarrion rode forth under the king’s banner to stop the slaughter, your men attacked him in defiance of all the laws of the realm.”
Mace Tyrell’s eyes darted to Tywin for a moment as the crowd muttered.
“And when Robb Stark went to our uncle’s wedding at the Twins, and the Freys greeted him with bread and salt, you– you—” Sansa’s voice shook as she raised one slim finger to point at the old lion .
“The blood is on Walder Frey's hands, not mine,” Lord Tywin said. "Your brother was a traitor."
“He was a guest in his bannerman’s hall! The Freys would never dare act without the Iron Throne behind them. Robb defeated you in battle, you signed a peace treaty, and then you tried to have him murdered at a wedding. They killed my mother and threw her corpse naked into the river, and they did it for you!”
The murmurs were growing louder all around the hall.
“She dares—”
“—not without Tywin’s protection—“
“The King in the North!”
A hundred goldcloaks banged the butts of their spears on the floor. Gradually, silence returned to the throne room.
“Tywin the Faithless I name you,” the girl said, her voice soft. “Oathbreaker. Murderer. Craven.”
“Silence!” Lord Tywin said. “You have wasted enough of our time.”
“We are not here to discuss the Red Wedding.” Sansa looked at Prince Oberyn, confused. “We are here to discuss the death of King Joffrey, and I believe you already confessed, my dear.”
“True, true,” Mace Tyrell blustered, though he looked troubled.
“It seems there is nothing left but to determine the sentence for regicide,” Tywin Lannister said, unyielding as stone.
Sansa Stark’s chest rose and fell as she looked at the judges one by one. Her gaze fell on Oberyn last, and it was him she looked at as she spoke.
“The king I slew was not worthy of his crown, no more than the king slain by Lord Tywin’s own son. I throw myself upon the gods’ mercy. I demand trial by battle.”
“The girl’s gone mad,” Mace Tyrell said.
“She has that right, my lords," Queen Cersei reminded the judges, triumph in her eyes. “Let the gods condemn her vile slander. Since his good name has been attacked, Ser Gregor Clegane shall stand for my sweet son.”
Lord Tywin slammed his fist down on the table, too furious to speak. It was Mace Tyrell who turned to Sansa and asked the question. "Do you have a champion?"
Her big blue eyes returned to Oberyn. His father looked back at her, his expression neutral.
A chill trickled down Olyvar’s back. Lady Sansa had known the queen would choose Clegane, and she’d counted on the infamous Red Viper wanting revenge. She had no way of knowing that Aunt Elia had come for Oberyn as they prepared to depart Sunspear. At her insistence, Oberyn had sworn a solemn oath that he would not fight the Mountain. In the sept of the old palace he had sworn, a septon and the statues of the Seven standing witness. Would she release him from his oath if she were here?
“If you have no champion the crown shall choose one for you,” the queen said sweetly.
All eyes were on Cersei, but a hint of motion drew Olyvar’s eye. Father Above, send her a champion, he prayed as Sandor Clegane’s hand twitched at his sword. The hatred between the brothers was infamous; even a brutal champion was better than none. The Hound cocked his head, like a dog seeking his master's leave. After a long moment, the girl gave an almost imperceptible shake of her head.
Lady Sansa's cheeks were pale but her voice was strong. "I name Brienne of Tarth as my champion." Her eyes once again stared at the Red Viper.
"A woman may not serve as champion," the High Septon intoned solemnly. "The Seven forbid it."
The maid trembled, her chest rising and falling, and Olyvar knew she had reached the same conclusion he had. They’d force some poor hedge knight to serve as her champion, the Mountain would lop his head off, and the King's Justice would behead Sansa Stark. His heartbeat pounded in his ears. This is not justice.
Olyvar tried to speak, but all that emerged was a dry croak. He licked his lips and stepped forward, praying his voice would not crack, ignoring Ellaria and Nym’s frantic attempts to clutch at his sleeve as he shouted.
“She has a champion!”
Notes:
Holy. Fucking. Shit. I cannot WAIT to see what you guys think :D
Great plan, Tywin! Definitely didn’t backfire at all! Never underestimate a wolf, you may find her howls are not to your liking.
Sansa: Hey. Hey, look at me
Tywin: *looks*
Sansa: Bitch
Chapter 82: Jaime VI
Notes:
Incredible banner commissioned from ohnoitsmyra.Mid April, 300 AC
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Chapter Text
“She has a champion!”
The bastard’s voice was a harsh bellow that belied the two frantic women hanging off his sleeves. Prince Oberyn rose to his feet, his copper skin gone pale. The packed hall was in turmoil, hundreds of voices shouting and swearing. The pounding of the goldcloaks’ spears could barely be heard over the uproar.
When the hall was finally quiet, Lord Tywin spoke. Jaime had never seen his father’s eyes so full of hate. “Let the issue be decided on the morrow," he declared in iron tones. "I wash my hands of it." He gave the Stark girl a venomous look, then strode from the hall, out the king's door behind the Iron Throne, his brother Kevan at his side.
With Lord Tywin gone the cacophony resumed. Jaime had to shout to be heard as he gave orders. First, he commanded Ser Lyn Corbray and Ser Balon Swann to escort the Stark girl back to her tower cell. Her eyes were wide with shock, and she gave a small cry of pain when Ser Lyn seized her by the arm.
Though that troubled him, Jaime had more pressing concerns. The hall must be cleared immediately, a duty which he entrusted to Ser Jacelyn Bywater and his goldcloaks. To his annoyance, the goldcloaks were openly gossiping just as loudly as the servants. No doubt the news would be all over the city before dark.
Much as he disliked the goldcloaks, Jaime did not envy them the ordeal of managing the Red Viper. Prince Oberyn had made his way to his bastard son and was berating him at length as the boy listened, his face murderous. The woman Ellaria Sand was openly weeping, while the bastard girl at her side bristled with rage.
Cersei, where was Cersei? Jaime could not find her anywhere. Instinct sent him out the king’s door. Lord Tywin and Ser Kevan were doubtless in the private audience chamber at the end of the passage. Heavy wooden doors lined the walls of the passageway. Some of the more dutiful Targaryen kings had used the closets as studies, packing them full of dry tomes on issues of state. Robert had no use for such things, and had left them to accumulate dust.
Cersei was waiting for him beside the first door. Her green eyes were wild, her cheeks flushed. She had barely opened the door when Jaime shoved her through it, his hand fisted in her golden hair as he kissed her.
“Yes,” she gasped as he pressed her against the door, her hands unlacing his breeches. She had never sought him out like this, not with Lord Tywin so near at hand. The thought sent fire through his veins as he cupped a breast with his hand, twisting the nipple through her silk gown until she whimpered.
“I told you she killed him,” Cersei gasped as he ground his cock against her.
He kissed her silent, yanking up her skirts as she pulled her smallclothes out of the way. She was sopping wet when he entered her in a single sharp thrust. He swallowed her cries and her gasps, fucking her like a man possessed. Her cunt pulsed around him, growing even more slick. He thrust harder, her back thumping against the door.
“No,” she gasped, pulling away from his kiss. “The noise—”
There was a small table in the closet, covered with dusty scrolls. Jaime dragged her to the table and shoved her face down, his good hand clamped against her mouth as he thrust back inside her. She keened into his hand, biting to make him let go. Jaime fucked her harder without remorse, plunging deep into her heat. You denied me too long, sweet sister. His cock was beginning to chafe when he finally spilled his seed in her. She had given up on biting by then, angry tears dripping down his fingers.
When he released her Cersei was mercifully silent. While Jaime fumbled with his laces his sister brushed the dust from her gown. She was rearranging her hair when he finally spoke.
“Do you really think the girl turned into a direwolf?”
Cersei laughed bitterly.
“No. I suppose the bitch thought it sounded more poetic than admitting she shoved Joff from the ramparts. Not that it matters.” She smiled triumphantly. “The girl is as good as dead already. I cannot wait to see Ser Ilyn Payne hold her head up by the hair.”
“Father might not allow that. She’s kicked his plans to splinters but even so—”
Cersei’s face went white with fury, and she strode out the door without another word. Jaime followed her to the private audience chamber.
Lord Tywin and Ser Kevan were within, his lord father pacing while his uncle spoke. No sooner had Cersei announced herself than their father turned on her.
“You said the girl was biddable and witless.” Lord Tywin’s voice cracked like a whip. “You said nothing of her being willful and half-mad.”
“She has never spoken a word out of turn before—”
“Do not pretend that you are not pleased with this embarrassment,” Lord Tywin said coldly. “We needed the girl’s womb, not her head on a spike. Get out of my sight.”
Cersei swept stiffly from the room, her rage plain to see. Jaime almost followed her, then hesitated.
“What if the boy wins?”
Lord Tywin’s gaze was freezing.
“He will not. A squire of eighteen is no champion, and Ser Gregor Clegane will teach him that lesson before he dies.”
And Sansa Stark is a girl of thirteen, but she ruined your plans all the same, Jaime thought.
“Barristan Selmy was twenty-three when he defeated Maelys the Monstrous,” Jaime pointed out. “Ser Loras Tyrell defeated Ser Gregor at the Hand’s Tourney two years past, and him only sixteen.”
“Lord Mace Tyrell is still quite vexed over that incident,” Ser Kevan said dryly. “But that was a tourney joust. Olyvar Sand will not be able to rely on a bad-tempered stallion and a mare in heat.”
“But—”
“I will hear no more of this,” Lord Tywin snapped. “I must needs speak to Oberyn Martell. If the man has the sense the gods gave a goose he will dissuade his bastard from this folly.”
And with that Lord Tywin strode from the room, the door slamming shut behind him. Ser Kevan rubbed at his eyes, his shoulders slumped.
“What happens when the bastard loses?” Jaime asked. His uncle sat down heavily, suddenly ten years older.
“The girl has earned herself a harsh fate. The realm must be reminded that House Lannister is not to be mocked. That fellow Qyburn, the one who tended your stump, had offered to persuade the girl into confessing the truth of what transpired. Your lord father considered it unnecessary, but now…”
A chill ran up Jaime’s spine. “Gods be good, Qyburn rode with the Bloody Mummers. The Citadel took his chain!”
“There is a tool for every task,” Ser Kevan said practically. “When the bastard loses the combat, Sansa Stark will be given over to Qyburn. The fourth level of the dungeons should serve for his purposes. It is well that she did not bring up the… distasteful rumors regarding yourself and the queen. Such slander would have required sharper treatment.”
“Sharper treatment?” Jaime echoed.
“Do you recall Serala of Myr?”
The name sounded vaguely familiar, but he did not know why. Jaime shook his head.
“Serala was wed to Lord Darklyn. After the Defiance of Duskendale, King Aerys gave her to his guards before he had her womanly parts torn out and burned before her eyes. A cruel fate, but necessary. She enslaved her lord husband with her body and encouraged his treason.”
“Sansa Stark is more fortunate. No man doubts her maidenhood, and even she was not so foolish as to question the queen’s virtue or the legitimacy of her children. Once she reveals the truth of what happened that night, only her tongue shall be torn out before her execution.” Ser Kevan sighed. “A waste, a ruinous waste. Had the girl only cooperated, all of this would have been avoided. Did she show any signs of this madness during your return to the city?”
“No,” Jaime answered.
In the name of the Mother I charge you to defend the young and innocent. Chivalry be damned, he should have let that crossbowman have the maid he'd found bathing in the God’s Eye. Sansa Stark would have thanked him for that mercy if she knew what awaited her here. In the name of the Maid I charge you to protect all women. He had tried, the Others take her.
It wasn’t Jaime’s fault that the girl had chosen death.
Notes:
Writing that sex scene was very uncomfortable, but necessary for characterization. What is *wrong* with those two, jfc.
What do you guys think? All the long comments recently are giving me LIFE :D
Fun little detail:
Olyvar I: “Olyvar tried to speak, but all that emerged was a dry croak. He licked his lips and stepped forward, praying his voice would not crack…”
Jaime VI: “The bastard’s voice was a harsh bellow that belied the two frantic women hanging off his sleeves.”
Good job, Olyvar. You overcorrected and sounded like a maniac 😂
Chapter 83: Sansa V
Notes:
I wrote 37,900 words this month. Jesus Christ, what the fuck. Enjoy!
Mid April, 300 AC
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Chapter Text
Sansa awoke to her door creaking open.
She sat up, her fists clenching the blankets. The curtains were drawn, leaving her nearly blind in the darkness. She took a deep breath, hoping to calm her racing heart. That was when she smelled the sour wine.
“Little bird,” a voice rasped. She clutched the covers up to her neck as a hand pulled back the curtains.
His scars shone in the moonlight, like deep craters in black stone. The Hound’s shadow swallowed her up entirely as he loomed over her bed.
“You should be guarding the door,” Sansa said. Her voice shook.
“Is the little bird frightened? You were brave enough in the throne room. And what a song you sung.” He laughed.
“Why are you here?” Sansa shivered, her skin covered with gooseprickles. She always slept bare; she would never again make that mistake.
“Can’t you guess? I’ve come to take you away.”
“Away?” She said stupidly.
“Away, before your pretty little head gets lopped off. I’ll return you to your kingly brother if he’s still alive, or to your aunt in the Vale if he’s not.” Her bed groaned as Sandor Clegane sat his bulk upon the feather mattress, his armor hard against her leg.
“I have a champion. The gods will give me justice.”
“Just as the gods saved Elia Martell and her babes? Gregor kills who he likes, and that Dornish stripling is next in line.”
The gods helped me warn her, but it wasn’t enough to save the children, Sansa thought sadly. What if the Hound was right? Sir Ilyn Payne would take her head as she’d feared since the day she laid eyes on him.
He could take me to Robb. So many times she'd wished her brother would come to save her, but he never had. Even so, she longed to see his face again, to hug Arya and gossip with Jeyne and Meri. And then they would go north to Winterfell, to baby Rickon and Old Nan; perhaps they could even visit Jon Snow at the Wall and find Bran together.
Sansa looked up. The Hound was watching her, his burnt lip twisted.
“I’d protect you, little bird,” he rasped gently, one finger reaching out to stroke her cheek. “No one would dare lay a hand on you, or I’d cut it off.”
There was pity in his eyes, but hunger too, a hunger she did not understand. I spoke the truth before half the court, I looked Lord Tywin in the eye and did not falter; why is it now that I cannot find my words?
“You are no Florian," She finally said, her tongue half tied in knots.
Sandor Clegane pulled his hand away and stood, armor clinking. There was despair in his face and his eyes were wet.
“I'm all you have. Did you think Ser Ryam Redwyne would come riding out of the songs? Or perhaps Prince Aemon the Dragonknight? Spare me. Your Dornish boy is no Dragonknight, no more than I’m the Knight of Flowers.”
“He’s still brave,” Sansa whispered. Olyvar Sand’s angry looks might scare her, but he had championed her when no one else would. She had to believe that he could best the Mountain; all the songs couldn't be lies.
The Hound laughed bitterly. “Brave, oh yes. That brave Dornish boy will soon be a dead Dornish boy. Sleep well, girl, for it will be the last sleep of your little life.”
Then he was gone, the door thudding as it fell shut behind him. Sansa rose to pull on a shift then huddled under her blankets, wishing for sleep that never came. Dawn crept through her window, the velvety darkness turning from amethyst to rose to gold.
Maids arrived to help Sansa bathe and dress, their hands as soft as their eyes. Even so her growing breasts felt oddly tender, almost swollen. Shae gave her an odd look before scrubbing her down with soap, chattering even more than usual. There had been been a tavern riot last night after a singer performed “The Honest Hand” and “The Red Wolf;” he’d been halfway through “The Wolf Who Outwitted the Lion” when the goldcloaks appeared to arrest him. The commons had thrown chairs at the goldcloaks while the singer escaped out the back. Sansa was too nervous to laugh, and Shae finally fell silent as she sluiced warm water over her head.
For her gown Sansa chose a silvery satin trimmed with ice-white Myrish lace. She had considered a gown of pure blue, the color of the Maiden, of innocence, but in the end she set it aside. Sansa was a Stark, and she would meet her fate in her father’s colors. Lord Eddard stood on the steps of Baelor and never faltered, not even when they threw him down to cut off his head.
Shae offered her necklaces, but she waved them away. She did not want a necklace dangling if she must lower her head to the block. Her tummy flipped nervously as Sansa hung pearls at her ears. They had been a nameday gift from her mother when she turned eleven; the last nameday gift Lady Catelyn would ever give her.
When she was ready the Hound escorted her to the godswood. Sansa said a prayer to the old gods, spilling her blood on the roots of the heart tree before singing the wound shut. Tears welled in her eyes as she pressed a hand to the bark, wishing she had her pack for comfort. Sansa? The tree asked in Bran's voice. I am going mad. Sansa nearly fell in her haste to get away. Sparrows cheeped at her, confused by her distress. Sansa scattered seeds for them before Sandor Clegane took her back to her tower cell.
A serving maid she did not know brought food to break her fast. Kella had been sent away a few weeks ago, but someone had put a perfect lemon cake on the tray besides the boiled eggs and warm bread. Sansa nibbled at the cake as she waited, trying and failing to appreciate the tart sweetness.
Finally it was time. I should be weeping, she thought. Instead she felt numb and dreamy, as if some other girl’s life hung in the balance.
To her dismay, a distracted Ser Jaime Lannister and a sneering Ser Lyn Corbray were her escorts to the outer ward where the combat would take place. Ser Lyn's handsome face was less handsome thanks to a black eye, a broken nose, and a swollen lip, all gifts from the Hound. Sansa feared the Kingsguard had not taken the intended message of the chastisement. His grip on her arm was painfully tight, and he kept glancing at her chest for seemingly no reason but to remind Sansa that he could be as unchivalrous as he liked. Ser Lyn seemed to savor her distress like a fine wine, though she did her best to conceal it.
There had to be over a thousand people crammed in to watch the combat. Sansa could smell their breath, whether foul with wine or freshened with clove or mint. Lords and ladies, knights and squires, cooks and serving girls, washerwomen and stableboys, falconers and bedmaids, on and on and on they went. They stood packed elbow to elbow in the yard; they leaned out of windows; they filled the balconies and roofs; even the bridges and the steps of the keeps and towers were covered with people. Some had spilled into the yard itself, barely kept back by the goldcloaks. A dwarf with a bulbous nose stood at the very front, garbed in the brown roughspun robes of a holy brother, the iron hammer of the Smith dangling down about his thick neck.
Across the yard a man was hawking roasted nuts; another boasted sweet grapes and figs and plums. Children babbled with excitement as they begged their parents for a treat. Sansa should hate them, but had she been any different when she watched the Hand’s Tourney? Jeyne Poole had wept buckets for the young squire Ser Gregor killed, but Sansa had not wept at all. She could not even recall his name.
For the thousandth time Sansa wished she knew why the Dornish youth had declared himself her champion. According to Shae, the lordlings seemed to think Olyvar Sand was either desperate to get into her skirts, desperate to prove himself the equal of his infamous father, or both. The serving girls disagreed, believing him to have been struck by the pangs of love upon looking at her sweet face.
"What do you think?" Sansa had asked. Shae looked about before leaning in close, her lips almost tickling Sansa's ear.
"I think he has ten bastard sisters, and them Dornish would sooner gut a Lannister than kneel for him."
Sansa did not know which rumors to believe. She had not been permitted to see him. The queen had quite smugly denied her request to share the Dornishmen’s pavilion as they waited for the combat to begin. Sansa breathed deeply, tuning out the clamor of the crowd until she could dimly hear the Red Viper murmuring advice as he dressed his son for battle.
“— wish I had my spear.” The boy’s voice was surly.
“Alas, your favorite spear is in Dorne. We did not bring it because you were not supposed to be fighting anyone!”
Sansa heard a light slapping noise, as if the Red Viper had cuffed his natural son upside the head.
“Stop that,” said Ellaria Sand. “Ser Daemon, you have another spear and a sword ready, yes?”
“I won’t let him break my spear, mother Ellaria,” Olyvar said grimly. "I'll be careful, I promise."
“Have you got a throwing knife in each boot?” That was Lady Nym.
“Yes, sister, now leave me be,” he snapped.
“Hush,” said Ellaria. All was quiet for a moment.
“Warrior, we ask your blessing.” A dozen Dornish voices softly echoed Ellaria's prayer. “Warrior, lend your strength to his arm…” Sansa said the rest of the words with them quietly under her breath.
Her heart sank when the prayer ended and Olyvar emerged from the pavilion. Although Olyvar Sand was the same age as Ser Loras Tyrell, his appearance was younger. The Red Viper's baseborn son shared his golden brown skin and dark hair, but had none of his father’s good looks. His boyish face was plain and unremarkable but for the murderous stare.
And for his eyes. They were a deep purple, with rings of amber about the pupils, the gift of the Lyseni courtesan who bore him. Though his beautiful eyes were easily overwhelmed by eyebrows thick as caterpillars. If only his beard grew so well , Sansa thought. While the Red Viper had a handsome mustache and beard, his son boasted only a few wispy hairs on his chin.
Yet his youth and plainness concerned Sansa far less than his size. Lady Brienne was the same age, and far plainer, but she was built like the Warrior himself, six and half feet of strength; more importantly, she had defeated dozens of men to claim her place in Renly’s Rainbow Guard. Olyvar was just shy of six feet, and where Prince Oberyn was muscular, his son was wiry. Ser Loras was slender as a lance, but Sansa had seen his power and speed at the tourney held in her father’s honor so long ago; his skill had already been the stuff of legends. This Dornishman was unproven, unknighted, unknown, and her only hope.
Sansa‘s mouth went dry as she glanced from her champion to the towering beast who waited across the yard. The Mountain seemed even taller than Sansa remembered, like a giant out of Old Nan’s stories. His plate armor shone in the sun, scarred with a hundred dents from the blows of men he had slain. Steel guarded Ser Gregor Clegane from head to toe, his helm boasting only the narrowest slit to permit him to see.
Olyvar looked nearly naked by comparison. Over his flowing scarlet silks and supple leather he wore only greaves, vambraces, gorget, and spaulder. The scales he wore over his hauberk were gleaming copper, as was his half helm and his round shield.
The Hound would never dare face his brother with so little protection. Sandor Clegane was an experienced killer, as brutal as the storm. “No one would dare lay a hand on you,” he had said, and she believed him, but… she could not run like a thief in the night. They would say she was afraid, that she knew the gods would let her die. And the way the Hound had looked at her…
Her thoughts were blown away as a dozen trumpeters blasted a fanfare to silence the crowd. Hundreds of sparrows, starlings, and doves that had been perched around the outer ward took flight before settling back down. Snowwing was among the doves, and Sansa called to her, thanking her for all her aid. She wished she'd thought to ask a maid to keep feeding the birds who visited her windows.
Lord Tywin watched coldly from a platform beside the Tower of the Hand, Ser Kevan at his right hand. Lord Mace Tyrell sat beside them, stroking his pointed beard. Little King Tommen was nowhere to be seen. Sansa was grateful for that; the sweet boy should not have to watch what was about to happen.
The High Septon began to pray, and Sansa bowed her head. She asked the Father Above for justice, for her father, for Merissa, for Elia and her babes. She asked the Mother to guard Olyvar from harm; she begged the Warrior and the Smith to lend their courage and strength to her champion and his weapons. Last she prayed to the Stranger, pleading that if he should take her champion’s life, that he take it quickly and without suffering.
A light breeze fluttered through the outer ward, and Sansa noted that a cloth fluttered at Olyvar’s left arm. So Shae kept her word. The maid had promised to take Sansa’s favor to the Dornish boy while the Kingsguard escorted her to the outer ward. Her token was a pale grey handscarf that she had embroidered herself, covering it with direwolves and crimson weirwood leaves.
The High Septon finished his prayer, the bright sun firing rainbows off his tall crystal crown. Ser Gregor Clegane's greatsword shone in the light, six feet of deep grey steel. His sword is taller than my champion. Olyvar Sand's spear was also taller than he was, eight feet long. The shaft was made of hardwood; the leaf-shaped spearhead gleamed blue-black.
Olyvar’s breaths echoed in her ears, slow and steady. As Ser Osmund Kettleblack strapped a massive shield on the Mountain’s left arm, she heard Olyvar exhale.
“For Sansa,” he breathed. “For Aunt Elia. For the children.” The boy raised his spear.
And the deadly dance began.
Ser Gregor strode forward, inexorable. Her champion did not move a muscle but stood his ground, watching. The Mountain raised his sword for a vicious blow— and Olyvar slipped to the side. Rather than cleaving the boy in twain the great sword cleft the earth.
Olyvar did not wait for an invitation. He jabbed the sharp tip of his spear at the inside of the Mountain's elbow, then darted away as the Mountain raised his sword again. The boy's spear gave him reach, and he used it to his advantage, keeping as far away from Ser Gregor as possible.
Ser Gregor did not like that. He grunted like a bull as he made a ponderous charge to hack at the Dornishman’s head. Olyvar dodged, thrusting his spear at Ser Gregor's armpit, aiming for the gap in his plate armor. He missed, the spearhead screeching as it glanced off. Suddenly Sansa was back in the godswood, hiding in the bushes as her father's men screamed and died. She bit her lip until it bled, forcing herself to watch the battle before her eyes.
The Dornish boy seemed more interested in running than fighting. He circled the Mountain, jabbing, thrusting, then fleeing out of reach. The Mountain's sword seemed to be growing heavier, his steps slow and ominous as he pursued his prey. Sansa was beginning to feel hopeful when Olyvar's foot caught on a rock. He stumbled, then regained his feet. His hesitation had lasted only a second, but it was too long. In a single blow Ser Gregor slashed his spear in two.
"Life is not a song, sweetling," Lord Baelish mocked. Gone was the murderous stare; Olyvar's eyes were wide and full of terror as he screamed for a spear, defenceless but for his copper shield. The Mountain brought down his greatsword, a savage blow aimed at the head.
The strike was so powerful that the greatsword nearly sheared the shield in two. The Mountain grunted as he tried to free his blade from the copper shield. Olyvar's left arm was caught in the straps, but his right hand was free to pull a dagger from his boot, jamming it under the Mountain's raised arm. Ser Gregor roared in pain and Olyvar saw his chance. He yanked his arm free of the straps and scrambled away, left arm dangling uselessly.
The Mountain wrenched his sword free of the shield, bellowing with rage. With a cry of pain Olyvar pushed himself to his feet and ran for the edge of the yard, ran for Ser Daemon and the spear in his hand. Ser Gregor pursued his prey with speed unnatural for a man of his size, a great beast driven by rage. He won't reach the spear in time. The crowd was screaming and Sansa was screaming, her heart in her throat. Please, help him, someone, anyone!
And then the birds were screaming too. Starlings and sparrows shrieked their rage as they dived at the Mountain. He faltered, confused, bellowing as he swiped at the birds with his greatsword. Olyvar reached Ser Daemon, grabbed the spear, and spun to charge at his foe. The Mountain was still twisting and turning, his narrow eyeslit pointed up toward the attacking birds as he hacked and slashed.
Olyvar's spear took him in the back of the knee.
The boy shoved with the whole weight of his body, the blade piercing through chain and leather until it reached flesh. Only then did the boy yank the spearhead out. A gush of hot blood poured from the wound, a red river dripping down the steel plate. The Mountain reeled, swayed, then collapsed face first on the ground. His huge sword went flying from his hand. Slowly, ponderously, he rolled onto his back.
A knight's plate armor arched over the groin, a sheer necessity if a man wished to sit ahorse. A skirt of chainmail served to cover the gap, protecting the lower belly and groin. Usually the spot was well-hidden behind the saddle, and most men were too squeamish to aim for such a target.
Olyvar Sand was not most men. He charged with a shout of fury and drove his spear through the Mountain's groin. The crowd was in an uproar all around her but Sansa saw nothing but the two men, the giant grunting in the dirt, the slim boy standing over him.
Olyvar's left arm flopped at his side as he pulled out the spearhead, this time jamming it below one arm, then the other, still keeping well clear of the Mountain's reach. Ser Gregor was still moving, his great mailed fists reaching out as if to swat the gnat who had stung him. Blood pooled on the dirt as Olyvar pierced the inside of each elbow, then thrust his spear through the Mountain's lower belly.
The Mountain had stopped moving. With a grunt of effort Olyvar pushed his spear at Ser Gregor's great helm, pushing and prodding until the helm rolled away to reveal the brutish face beneath.
The Mountain's greatsword lay abandoned. The boy could barely lift it, his one good arm shaking and straining, the tip dragging on the ground. The crowd roared as he raised it, his stroke aimed at the Mountain's throat—
Clegane's hand shot up, grabbing the boy's useless arm in a crushing grip. Olyvar screamed, letting go of the greatsword as the Mountain pulled him down. His right hand scrabbled at his boot—
Steel flashed, and it was over.
The crowd roared as one. Olyvar had slit the Mountain's throat from ear to ear, blood spurting into the boy's face. He pried himself loose of the crushing grip, dagger still clutched in his hand. He was shouting something but Sansa could not hear, it was all she could do to stay on her feet.
Ser Daemon ran into the yard, sword in hand. Olyvar took the sword, and with two hacks he took the Mountain's head clean off. His face contorted in pain as he lifted the Mountain's head by the hair with his left hand, his right still holding the sword. He approached Sansa on shaking legs, dropping the head before kneeling and laying his sword at her feet.
"Justice," the boy mumbled, his white smile ghastly against his bloodsmeared face. He was still smiling when he collapsed into Sansa's arms.
Notes:
I am DYING to hear what you all think :D holy shit.
I wove in a lot of neat details; I can’t wait to see which ones my long commenters pick up on :)
A little flashback from Chapter 28: “Visions flashed before her eyes. A ring of weirwoods surrounded her, each with a different face. A maid in seashells kissed a wolf crowned with bronze. A knight with black hair knelt before Sansa in the yard of the Red Keep, his leathers bloody, his sword at her feet, smallfolk cheering, lords and ladies staring in shock.”
Chapter 84: Theon III
Notes:
Heads up, this chapter is a bit horror-centric. I know y’all don’t love Theon, but this is *really* a necessary chapter for various reasons, and I hope y’all will still comment.
Mid April, 300 AC
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The tree was watching him.
Theon stared back, refusing to let himself be cowed. The weirwood was so large as to be obscene, the trunk at least a dozen feet across. Its eyes were red as blood, its mouth a gaping horror. Burnt bones lay within jaws wide enough to swallow a man whole.
“Ever seen one that big?” Dywen asked. Theon noted the lack of m’lord with annoyance.
“A tree is a tree,” he answered, spitting at the tree’s roots to vent his spleen.
Whitetree was quiet as a tomb, drifts of snow piling up round the abandoned huts. One sod roof had collapsed under the weight of the snow, crushing two rangers who had chosen to take shelter there for the night. Theon had begun his first ranging with twenty men plus himself; to lose one tenth of his men to a poorly built wildling roof was infuriating.
It had been snowing for days and days, thick wet flakes that were perfect for snowballs and hellish for the horses. The first few days north of the Wall had been even worse. Freezing rain had pelted the rangers, stinging at their bodies like knives. Smiler and the garrons were forced to move at a snail’s pace, picking their way over the icy ground. The freezing rain had left its mark on the trees as well, branches glazed over as if with glass.
“We will move out once the men break their fast,” Theon ordered, turning his back on the tree.
Dywen sniffed at the air, wooden teeth clacking.
“Storm’s coming too soon for that. A bad one, aye. We’ll never reach Craster’s in time, and the gods only know what welcome we’ll find there.”
Theon surreptitiously inhaled. There was the stink of horses and the vague smell of cold that stung at his nose, but that was all.
“I have the command,” Theon reminded the gnarled old man. I’ll not be undermined by a filthy poacher; knowing how to track elk and hunt pheasants does not give him any gift to predict the weather. It had been snowing like this for days; there was no sign of it worsening. Even if he was right, how bad could an autumn storm be?
“So you do, m’lord,” Dywen said evenly. He did not turn on Mormont; he’ll not turn on me, Theon reassured himself.
By the time the men finished breaking their fast the wind had picked up, wailing like a lost child. The sound made the hairs on the back of Theon’s neck stand straight up, his skin rippling with gooseprickles. No man opposed Theon’s orders to prepare to move out, though he heard a few grumbling behind his back. Theon deliberately ignored them as he mounted up on Smiler.
As one of the few who knew the way to Craster’s Keep, Dywen rode at Theon’s side. He led them straight into the wind’s teeth. Within minutes Theon’s hood was blown back, exposing his cheeks to the bitter cold. The snow seemed thicker now, gusts of wind blowing snowdrifts in their faces.
Theon could not say whether it had been minutes or hours when he gave the order to turn back. They should have been able to easily ride back through the path the horses had cut through the snow, but between the wind and the falling snow even Dywen could not mark the way they had come.
By the time they reached Whitetree, Theon’s cloak was soaked through, and his temper was rising. Dywen could have better warned him, but no, he’d let Theon make a fool of himself. Theon snapped orders for the men to set up camp. The horses and garrons he ordered to be picketed in the hovel with the caved in roof; at least they would be protected from the wind.
Supper was a dismal affair, the men huddled together in the largest hut as they gnawed at hard cheese and black bread. Theon volunteered for the first watch, unable to abide any more of the rangers’ company.
The wind tore at his cloak, still wailing. Like the miller’s younger boy. The miller and his wife had light brown hair, but their youngest son had hair almost as black as Theon’s, his eyes as dark. Rickon’s hair was a deep red-brown, his eyes a Tully blue, but a flaying and a coat of tar soon concealed the lack of resemblance. The younger boy had shrieked for his mother when Reek broke down their door; he had even tried to cling to Theon, recognizing him from past visits when he came to fuck his mother. Theon ignored the wind just as he had ignored the boy, searching for a pleasant daydream to pass the time.
To his annoyance the first thought that came to mind was Robb embracing him like a brother, chastising Jon Snow for daring to threaten him. He didn’t lay a finger on Bran and Rickon, Robb said in the daydream. They were only miller’s boys; he had no other choice. Robb was offering him Sansa’s hand in marriage when Theon pushed the vision aside. Robb would have beheaded me himself, if I hadn’t taken the black.
No, he needed a different daydream. Theon was picturing the captain’s daughter and her heavy breasts when he remembered the dozens of sluts that awaited them at Craster’s Keep. Surely a few of them had to be pretty; Ser Piggy’s wildling girl was a tasty dish, even with her body soft from whelping.
The mutineers would have worn them out by now; Theon and his rangers would be welcomed as heroes when they slew the turncloaks. Theon would likely be the handsomest man they’d ever seen, poor things.
The snow was thick as fog when Dywen emerged out of the darkness to take the second watch. The world was a blur of white, the hovels vanished beneath the drifts. It felt as if he had been wandering for hours when he tripped over a tree root.
Theon grabbed at the rough bark, pulling himself to his feet. To his shock the weirwood felt almost warm against his gloves. He was clambering up into the red mouth almost before he knew what he was doing, shoving the bones out of his way. If he could not find a hut, this would have to do.
He grinned at imagining the appalled look on Ned Stark’s face. They were never my gods; why should I fear them? The old gods had not saved Lord Eddard, no more than the Drowned God had saved Theon’s brothers.
Theon curled up beneath his cloak, pulling his knees up to his chest. A pulse throbbed low in his ears, the rhythmic thump-thump of a beating heart that lulled him to sleep.
He dreamt, and his dreams were filled with blood.
Five enormous towers loomed over a godswood, their shadows dark in the moonlight. A red direwolf looked up at a weirwood with a cruel face. The wolf began to contort, whimpering as it fell to the ground. Its fur sloughed off in great clumps, revealing pale skin and luminous blue eyes. Theon should be stiff as a board, seeing that ample bosom, those long legs, but bile rose in his throat instead. She was a child still, his foster sister… Sansa sliced at her arm with a stone, pressing the wound against the weirwood’s twisted mouth. It drank her blood greedily as her eyes rolled back in her head, her body limp against the trunk. Theon screamed, and the nightmare was gone.
A grey wolf paced within a cave filled with tree roots. Some were thick as a man’s waist, others slim as a babe’s finger. They twined and twirled together, forming two great thrones. A boy sat upon one of them, his face drawn. Soft furs covered his useless legs; his eyes were white and staring. Theon recoiled, looking away from the horror that was Bran, only to see the other throne.
If Bran was a horror, this man was an abomination. He was old, very old, his skin as white as the wispy hair that grew to the floor. One eye was missing, a root growing through the empty socket. The other eye was red as blood, and even as Theon turned to run he still could feel its gaze.
Theon screamed as he woke, his teeth clenched tight against a stick. Had his men turned on him in the night? The snow had stopped, the weak light of dawn barely enough to see by. Again he heard that pulse throbbing in his ears, a slow, rhythmic thump-thump…
Theon’s heart was racing, that pulse could not be his own.
Theon tried to sit up only to find that he was bound fast, ropes tight against his legs and arms. The ropes were oddly hard, pale as bone. He forced himself to look more closely, dread flooding his veins. Not ropes. Tree roots. The light was fading, why was it fading? It was only when he was alone in the darkness that Theon realized.
The tree had closed its mouth.
Notes:
So, uh… at least he’s not with Ramsay? Karma’s a bitch, Theon.
Cannot WAIT to hear what you guys think! We’ve got an update on Bran, a very different perspective on Sansa’s habit of blood sacrifice…. 😬 to be clear, it’s a flashback to Chapter 58 when Sansa reached out to Elia through the Harrenhal weirwood.
Chapter 85: Sansa VI
Chapter Text
The crowd was screaming and Sansa was screaming, heart in her throat. Please, help him, someone, anyone!
No one heard. With a single blow the Mountain cleaved Olyvar Sand’s head from his shoulders to bounce on the ground. Sansa was still screaming when the Mountain turned on her, driving his greatsword through her belly over and over and over—
Sansa woke shivering. Her tummy was tied in knots, the cramps so painful that she bolted for the privy. When at last she could retch no more she washed her mouth out with water.
Her bed was cold when she climbed back beneath the sheets. Normally Shae served as her bedmaid, but Sansa hadn’t seen her since the maid helped her undress for bed. She supposed Shae must have been summoned to inform on her mistress.
The thought made fresh bile rise in Sansa’s throat. She’ll tell them, they’ll know. She had no right to expect Shae’s loyalty; why should the bedmaid risk her skin for Sansa’s sake?
There had been so much blood. Gore had splattered on Sansa’s hem when Olyvar Sand dropped the massive head at her feet, his face streaked with the hot red blood that had gushed from the Mountain’s throat. His left arm was a horror, bent at a strange angle, bone visible beneath the bloody flesh. The arm landed in Sansa’s lap when she dropped to her knees to catch the fainting youth, smearing red against her silver gown.
At first Sansa thought she had wet herself. Her thighs felt oddly damp, her smallclothes sticking to her maiden’s place. She barely heard the High Septon declare her innocence as the Dornish prepared a stretcher to carry her injured champion back to the cornerfort. Snowwing had nuzzled at Sansa’s cheek one last time, cooed in her ear, and flown off. Ellaria Sand and Lady Nym raised her to her feet as the crowd roared, feet pounding, hands clapping.
They offered to take her to the cornerfort, but she asked them to return her to her tower cell instead. The Dornish ladies would want to soothe her, to strip off her blood soaked gown and force her into a tub, and then they’d see, they’d know —
Only when she was alone in the privy did Sansa dare to pull up her skirts, her fingers fumbling desperately. Please, no, I’m not ready.
Her fingers slipped in the blood that stained her thighs.
Grim determination seized her. First she went to the basin, wetting a rag so she could scrub between her legs. When the blood was gone Sansa ripped a strip of linen from the bottom of her shift, folding it up before tucking it between her legs. That was what the women of the hollow hill had done when their red flower bloomed. They said their moon blood almost never came when they were hungry, when the Mother knew their bodies were too weak or too young to bear children. What have I done to deserve this? She pulled on a fresh set of smallclothes, tossing the ruined smallclothes and the bloody washcloth down the privy shaft.
By the time maids came with a fresh tub of hot water, no trace of blood remained but for that on Sansa’s gown. She sent all of them away except for Shae, pleading a headache. It was no lie; there was an awful throbbing at her temples. She climbed into the tub while Shae’s back was turned, shoving her smallclothes and moon cloth under the bed. She thought she had succeeded in hiding the evidence until Shae was toweling her dry and the towel came away red.
Shae had not said a word then, and she said nothing when she returned at dawn to rouse Sansa from her uneasy slumber.
The bedmaid was wearing the same gown she’d worn to the trial by combat yesterday. A jewel hung at her throat, one Sansa had not seen before. Dark circles shadowed her eyes, and as Shae stoked up the fire Sansa saw pale blue bruises wrapped like bracelets around her wrists. Normally Shae moved with the sly grace of a cat; today she walked strangely, as if her thighs could not meet without causing her grief. Something is very wrong.
The bedmaid refused Sansa’s offer to send for a maester, so Sansa sent Shae back to bed with the salve Maester Frenken had given her for her wrist. Sansa had not used any of it; hopefully it would help whatever ailed Shae. Insolent or not, spy or not, she could not wish her pain.
Sansa dared not sing for her. No one knew of the children’s gift; what would they do to her if they found out? One of Maegor the Cruel’s wives had been found guilty of sorcery and Maegor had cut her heart out himself. Her grandmother Minisa Whent’s ancestors had claimed Harrenhal some seventy years past by casting down Lady Danelle Lothston. Mad Danelle was accused of the black arts; they had burned her alive.
Sansa was still shivering with fear when the new maid brought her breakfast. Sansa tried to remember her name as the dark haired woman set down the steaming tray. Briony? No, Brella; Sansa remembered because it rhymed with Kella. She wondered if they were sisters or cousins or some such.
“Brella,” she asked, spreading soft butter on a warm roll. “Do you know if I am permitted to leave my rooms? I would like to visit Olyvar Sand and see how his wounds are faring.”
Brella gave her a sidelong glance.
“I don’t know, m’lady.” She fussed with the pot of chamomile tea, pouring a cup for Sansa. She took it gratefully. There was a small honeycomb with the butter; Sansa drizzled it into her tea.
Suddenly she was ravenous. Sansa devoured crisp bacon and greasy sausage, two soft boiled eggs, three rolls, and the entire pot of tea before pushing the tray aside. There was a little bowl of blackberries in cream, but she was far too full. Brella shared none of Kella’s reluctance; no sooner had Sansa offered her the fruit than she tucked in.
“I’ll ask after the Dornishman, m’lady,” Brella promised as she took the tray away.
It was Prince Oberyn himself who came for Sansa just before midday. Sansa dipped a deep curtsy, her tummy burbling unhappily as the prince offered her his arm.
“Lovely as ever, my lady,” Prince Oberyn said gallantly as he led her from her chambers. Today Sansa had chosen a gown of deep vermillion over a shift of burgundy wool. Between the red garb and double layer of smallclothes, she should be able to hide any evidence of her first moon blood. If Shae didn’t already tell them.
“Thank you, my prince,” Sansa replied. “I hope your son is recovering from his wounds. Few men can boast of siring a son so brave. I cannot thank him enough for risking his life for the sake of a stranger.”
“I tried to talk him out of it,” the Red Viper said bluntly as they descended the stairs. “Nothing against you, my lady,” he said, smiling to take the sting from his words. “But no man in his senses would choose the Mountain as his child’s test of knighthood.”
“Knighthood, my prince?”
“He has more than earned it. Slaying the Mountain is a deed even I cannot match. When Olyvar is well enough he shall hold his vigil at the Great Sept of Baelor. He has not yet chosen whom he wishes to dub him. Would you have any suggestions, my lady?”
Sansa glanced about, noticing for the first time that the Hound had not followed them. Was he at the door when we left? Sansa could not remember. At any rate, there was no one close enough to hear.
“The Lord Commander of the Kingsguard, perhaps?” Sansa ventured, keeping her voice cool and polite.
Prince Oberyn laughed so hard he almost choked, his shoulders shaking with mirth.
“Oh, the look on Lord Tywin’s face would almost make it worth it.” He sighed, giving her an appraising look. “Still, even I know when not to pour salt in the wound. Who else might you suggest?”
“Many young men prefer to be dubbed by their father, I have heard.”
Prince Oberyn shook his head. “No, not Olyvar.”
“Why not Ser Loras Tyrell?” Oberyn watched her, one thin eyebrow raised. When he kept silent, Sansa realized he was waiting for her to explain.
“Ser Loras has the best reputation of any knight in the city; all say he fought gallantly at the Blackwater. The history between the Reach and Dorne is… tumultuous. The Knight of Flowers dubbing your son would be an honor for both men, one to which Lord Tywin could not object.”
“The Fat Flower would be only too pleased,” Prince Oberyn conceded. The rest of the way they walked in silence.
Olyvar Sand was asleep when Prince Oberyn brought her to his sickbed. Sweat dappled his forehead, his left arm wrapped in blood soaked linens. Ellaria Sand sat vigil in a corner chair, The Seven Pointed Star on her lap.
“The arm was broken below the elbow, thanks to the blow he took on his shield.” Oberyn fiddled with one of the jars sitting at the bedside table, rolling it in his hand, tossing it and catching it.
“The maester set it and splinted it, but as for the flesh… it has begun to swell already, and he has a fever. If the swelling does not go down…”
“The arm will have to be cut off at the elbow.” Ellaria Sand’s voice had aged a thousand years.
Sansa’s tummy roiled with guilt. I did this. She sat, her heart as heavy as her limbs. Numbly she echoed the prayers Ellaria was reading aloud. Prince Oberyn prayed too, until Ser Daemon Sand summoned him away.
Servants brought a light repast for the midday meal. Sansa picked at her food listlessly, unable to look away from the bandages. Ellaria ate scarce more before excusing herself for the privy.
They were all alone. The door was heavy oak, thick enough to bar any sound. Sansa took a deep breath to calm her racing heart, and began to sing.
There were no words to her song, yet the music told a story all the same. Her voice rippled like a river over stones; it darted and fluttered like the birds in the trees; it hummed with the lowest notes she could reach, solid as stone, steadfast as earth.
She was still singing when Olyvar began to toss and turn. In a tremulous voice she finished the melody, praying he could not hear.
“I’m not you,” the boy snarled, eyes still closed, his features twisted with rage. “I’ll never be you, never.”
Olyvar fell still, his chest rising and falling. Sansa had just calmed her frayed nerves when he began to scream.
He thrashed against the sheets, blood soaking through the bandages, his words slurred and strange. Amongst the screams she recognized perhaps one word in ten, curses and oaths so terrible that they would make a septa faint. “Die,” he screamed, “why won’t you die?” He flailed and kicked at some unseen enemy, his right hand snatching up the knife from his bedside table.
Sansa fled.
Notes:
Well, it’s 1am but finally figured out the chapter ending. Poor Sansa 😭 I wonder if anyone can figure out what’s going on with Shae… please comment below!
My heartfelt thanks to the reader who created a tvtropes entry for The Weirwood Queen, I’m honored.
I foreshadowed Sansa getting her period in Chapters 80 and 83; here’s the hints you may have missed.
“The queen clawed at her belly, nails ripping and tearing until all was bloody ribbons.”
“She must have eaten too quickly, for her stomach cramped as he spoke of how she was expected to behave. Sansa nodded, and remembered all her courtesies, and he left smiling. As soon as the heavy door swung shut, she bolted to the corner and vomited.”
“Maids arrived to help Sansa bathe and dress, their hands as soft as their eyes. Even so her growing breasts felt oddly tender, almost swollen.
Chapter 86: Gilly II
Notes:
I love Gilly and I hope you guys enjoy her too; this chapter is very plot relevant because Others
Late April, 300 AC
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Chapter Text
It was strange, to be surrounded by men.
Gilly knew every single one of her sisters and nieces and mothers and aunts. Barren Freltha slept with her chisel and hammer, the tools as precious to her as if they were her babes. Ferny smelt of flour, her arms corded with muscle from years of kneading dough. Birra was always out picking herbs, one of Morag's women at her side to keep her safe. Sometimes Birra would bring back flowers for the younger ones, and teach them to braid them into crowns.
Gilly did not know these crows, nor the southron men, nor their southron king. His crown was made of red gold, with points shaped like flames. Gilly had only seen King Stannis once or twice in the yard, surrounded by southron men in steel and crows in black. The king was a tall man with sunken eyes and a mouth hard as stone. Were all kings so stiff and stern? No, they couldn't be; Mance Rayder was a singer, even Craster's wives knew that. Lord Snow's brother was a king too, and he was the same age as Lord Snow.
Lord Snow confused Gilly. Since awakening from his sickbed he spent all his time with a sword in his hand, as though he was trying to get sick again. He barely spoke to her, unless she asked him to look after Sam.
Castle Black was big, far too big for Gilly. She had grown up in a daub-and-wattle longhall, one room with loft above and cellar below. The crows' timber halls could hold a dozen Craster's Keeps and still feel empty. There were as many great stone towers as she had fingers, surrounded by buildings of timber and stone. The underground vaults were so huge she had only set foot in them once before she fled, sobbing.
It had taken days for her to work up the courage to venture from the maester's chambers in search of Sam. While his friend was sick Sam spent most of his time tending the maester or watching over Lord Snow's sickbed.
Gilly liked the maester's rooms. They were nearly the size of Craster's Keep, but instead of women they were packed full of books and scrolls, colored glass jars and milkglass vials, bundles of dried herbs and rows of glittering crystals. The hearth was always kept warm for the maester, and Sam had pulled up a chair by the fire so she could nurse while talking to the old man.
Sam had forgotten about her now that he had the books in the vaults. Gilly had asked the old maester to teach her letters so she could help him. The crows didn't take wives, or so Sam had told her a dozen times, but Gilly had never known a man without a wife, or a daughter without a husband. Sometimes the younger sisters asked about spearwives, those strange women who had spears instead of husbands, only to be hushed by those who knew better. Gilly couldn't use a spear, but maybe if she learned to read, she could be a bookwife.
The maester was one of the few men Gilly could stand to be around. He was so old, so thin and wrinkled, he almost reminded her of a babe. Maester Aemon’s sightless eyes didn't linger on her teats; his creaky voice didn't taunt her with cruel japes or talk of her swollen breasts.
Sometimes Lord Snow sent her a crow, when Sam refused to leave his books. To keep her company, he said, as if she was a stupid little girl who didn't know any better. No, he sent her a crow to guard her from the other crows, lest they peck her with the beaks between their legs.
Three days ago he'd sent the scrawny boy with the enormous ears. Pyp liked to talk to the baby, but Gilly found it unnerving for one boy to have so many different voices. Two days ago had been the big one with the shaggy beard. His name was Grenn, but for some reason the crows always called him aurochs. He barely talked at all, and the way he loomed made Gilly feel as helpless as a mouse.
The only one she half-trusted was the one who came yesterday, Satin. He was pretty as a girl, and Maester Aemon said he had been a whore in Oldtown, far to the south.
"For ladies and queens?" Gilly asked. Gilly was no lady or queen, and she had no coin to pay him; surely he would not try to lay hands on her.
"No," the old man said, a thin smile twitching at his lips. "For men, Gilly. Some men prefer lying with other men."
That confused her even more, but if Satin lay with men, she should be safe with him. The babe liked him, anyway. Satin would make faces and blow raspberries while the babe grabbed at his curly hair. My babe should have nineteen mothers and one father, Gilly thought sadly. Instead he has one mother and no father at all.
Today she was alone with her son. The babe gurgled, flailing his plump little arms. Gilly held her finger steady, waiting. The babe's toothless mouth spread wide in a grin as he stared. With a babble and a laugh he grabbed her finger tight in a tiny fist.
"There, aren't you clever?" Gilly cooed, pressing a kiss to his brow.
The triplets hadn't begun grasping fingers until they were past their sixth moon, and her son hadn't even reached his fifth moon yet. He flailed his chubby little fist, his smile fading as his mouth began to suckle at the air. The babe was screwing his face up to shriek when Gilly slipped her nipple in his mouth.
She hissed with pain as he latched on. Between the cold dry air and regular nursing her nipples were cracked and sore. Back at Craster's Keep, Birra made an oil from sheep fat to soothe the ache. Dorsten had gone through almost all of it while nursing her triplets.
A tear dripped down Gilly's nose. Dalwen, Dalya, and Disrine would never be Craster's wives, but what would happen to them now, with father dead and the crows come to roost? Sometimes in her nightmares Gilly still heard the table rocking back and forth, the crow grunting as Hilsa sobbed. Had Morag and her women killed the men who slew Craster? Or had they left them for the cold gods?
Gilly shuddered. Her mother had said the cold ones were coming, and her mother was never wrong. Had they been satisfied to slaughter the crows? Somehow she did not think that would be enough. Nothing was enough, father said. The day would come when the cold gods would take their due. Winter would follow them, and they would slay the ungodly men and take them as thralls.
Father relished that part the most, the thought of the cave dwellers and Hornfoots and cannibal clans cast down, the black crows slaughtered like chickens for a feast.
"Then," Craster said, "the cold gods will shatter the Wall, and conquer all them that lie in their path."
"What about us?" The youngest daughter would ask, the only one who had not heard the tale a dozen times or more.
"I am a godly man," father said. "All the land shall be winter, save the land o' those who are blessed. For us it shall always be summer, and the cold gods shall give us rich soil to till and fat beasts to raise."
Morag believed every word of it, as did the half dozen who shared her fervor. The rest...
No one ever gave us anything, Gilly thought. Not the crows who came for a roof, and paid father with gifts. Not the free folk, who tried to steal our sheep and pigs. Not the cold gods, who took son after son and never spoke a word or gave us a single rabbit.
Fear trickled up her spine. There might be no endless summer, but the cold gods were coming. Mance Rayder's man said there were hundreds of them, perhaps as many as a thousand.
"We can't fight the Others," the rider said. "The giants haven't been able to stand against 'em, nor the Thenns, the ice river clans, the Hornfoots. Them that didn't flee are wights now, thousands o' them. All must join together if we're to cross the Wall. Mance Rayder offers friendship, despite..."
That was all the rider had time to say before Craster took his tongue. When it was done and the man was crumpled on the floor, bleeding on the rushes, Craster laughed.
"I'm a godly man, and free. Mance Rayder is no king o' mine."
Mance Rayder was no one's king, not anymore. The southron king and the crows had seen to that. The once-mighty host was scattered and broken. The fire witch had burned the dead from the battle at Castle Black, but what about all the rest? How long before the Others made them their thralls? There were hundreds of crows, yet far fewer than Castle Black could hold. Many buildings stood empty, even with the southron king and his men. The cold gods would break their Wall, they’d come for her babe.
"Sam promised to take us somewhere warm," Gilly whispered into the soft fuzz that covered the babe's head.
The boy's old black cloak hung about her shoulders, sheltering her from the worst of the chill. The Wall was south of Craster's Keep, but it wasn't warm. Autumn would not last forever; already the nights were full of frost. Is anywhere still warm? Sam had told her that he had no coin, no way to take her south or send her south.
"If we had a Lord Commander, I could ask him," Sam said miserably. "But the choosing is paused until the ranging returns from- from- Craster's Keep. If I leave the Wall they'll say I deserted, and hang me for an oathbreaker."
Soon, Gilly prayed. Let them return soon. Then she would know what had befallen her family. Then the crows would choose a Lord Crow who might send her south.
Notes:
So, about those ice sidhe…. 😬
Can’t wait to see what you guys think! Did y’all notice anything about Morag? Jon is up next.
Chapter 87: Jon III
Chapter Text
The king waited for him atop the Wall, his Hand and his priestess at his side.
They made a strange tableau, this king and his advisors. Before Robert's Rebellion Davos Seaworth was a notorious smuggler. Then the Tyrells had besieged Storm's End. Stannis Baratheon and his garrison were near starving when Davos snuck past a Redwyne blockade, his ship full of fish and onions. Stannis had knighted him and given him lands for the onions, and cut off the first joint from each finger of his left hand for the smuggling. Davos was older now, perhaps forty-five and weathered by time. His dull brown hair and beard were speckled with grey, his face as ordinary as the few words Jon had heard him speak.
There was nothing ordinary about the red woman. She had an unnatural beauty with her heart-shaped face, her eyes large and bright, her lips full, her hair fine as silk. Melisandre , they called her, a name as beautiful and terrible as her looks. The red priestess came from Asshai by the Shadow, thousands and thousand of leagues across the sea. Why she had come so far to serve Stannis no man could say.
Between the red priestess and the onion knight stood their king. Stannis Baratheon shared King Robert's deep blue eyes and coal-black hair, his height and broad shoulders, yet the two men were as different as night from day. Robert had been a great fat man; Stannis was so gaunt as to look half a corpse. At Winterfell Jon could barely remember a moment when Robert was not shouting and laughing; since arriving at the Wall no man had seen Stannis smile, not once. Pyp japed that Stannis was so stiff that he must keep his sword sheathed in his own arse.
Jon was too nervous to smile at the memory as he knelt before the king. Every muscle in the king's body was clenched tight; his heavy brow furrowed.
"Rise, Lord Snow." There was a queer look in the king's eyes. Pity? Why should he pity me?
"I understand that news oft reaches the Wall late."
Jon nodded. "Aye, sire. Few think to send the Night's Watch news about affairs which do not concern us."
"Kings must needs be better informed. My bannermen come from across the Stormlands and the Reach, and their maesters send them what news they can. I have received word which concerns you, and my Hand insists that I have a duty to share it."
"Sire?"
"Your brother is gravely injured, Lord Snow," the red woman murmured. Jon stared at her.
"Robb? Has there been some battle?"
"There was," Stannis said. "Your brother set a trap for Tywin Lannister and crushed his forces at a place called Sweet Root, near where the gold road meets the Blackwater Rush. Lord Tywin had no choice but to agree to peace until after winter."
"I don't understand."
"Stark was betrayed," Stannis said bluntly. "After Sweet Root he rode to the Twins to wed Edmure Tully to a Frey girl. When the bedding was done, Lord Walder's men turned on them. Most of his lords were slain defending Stark, and your brother would have died as well, but..." Stannis ground his teeth together. "Accounts are confused. One letter claimed that Catelyn Stark seduced Lord Walder into letting her son flee."
Jon gave a bark of shocked laughter. To his surprise, the corner of Stannis's lip twitched upwards.
"I see you find that account as absurd as I did."
"When Bran fell she turned to stone." It should have been you, Lady Stark had told him, her words like a blow to the belly. Then she had begun to sob as though her heart would break. "With Bran still lost..." Jon swallowed hard. Stannis waited, impassive. "If a man threatened her eldest son, Lady Catelyn would sooner gut him than seduce him."
Davos made an odd strangled sound in his throat, and Stannis nodded.
"An apt choice of words, Lord Snow. Another letter asserted that Lady Catelyn held a knife to Lord Walder's throat and forced him to let Robb Stark go. Once he was gone, she slit Walder Frey's throat and was slain in turn. Whatever part she played, Catelyn Stark is dead, old Walder is dead, and the Freys are fighting amongst themselves."
"And Robb?"
"An arrow struck him in the cheek," Melisandre said softly. "His bride tends the wound; I have seen it in my fires. For all her care the wound only grows."
Jon's legs trembled. He wanted to fall to the ground and weep, or run to the yard and smash his tourney sword against some hapless foe. I must be strong for Robb.
"Robb will live," Jon said with a confidence he did not feel. He must live, he must. There must always be a Stark in Winterfell.
"And if he does?" Stannis' face was hard. "Robb Stark is a rebel and a traitor who means to steal half my kingdom. Your Bowen Marsh says Stark intended to make for Castle Black once he had taken Moat Cailin back from the ironmen."
"And when he arrives?"
"He must kneel." Melisandre's eyes glowed red. "Stannis is the Lord's chosen, the warrior of fire. I have seen him leading the fight against the dark, I have seen it in the flames."
"I hope you will convince your brother to give up his foolishness, should he live." Stannis's voice was harsh as iron. Stannis is pure iron, black and hard and strong, but brittle, the way iron gets. He'll break before he bends. Donal Noye had told him true.
"I am a man of the Night's Watch," Jon answered. "The Night's Watch takes no sides."
"So Bowen Marsh has told me. But the Night's Watch is sworn to defend the realms of men. My fight against the darkness is your own."
"It is," Jon conceded. "But your quarrel with Robb is not. Lord Commander Mormont would tell you the same, if he were here."
Light flickered in the king's deepset eyes.
"A poor time for the Night's Watch to lack a commander. How soon will the ranging return so that the choosing may resume?"
This is a hard man, Jon thought, crushing his grief down beneath his ribs. He tells me my brother may be dead, and moves on to other matters without pause. Jon considered the question. Theon Turncloak's ranging departed near the end of third moon; it was halfway through fifth moon now.
"They should return from Craster's Keep by the beginning of sixth moon, sire. It will depend on the weather beyond the Wall and whether they encounter any of the remnants of Mance Rayder's host."
Stannis turned away, looking out across the haunted forest. His heavy brow shadowed his face as he brooded, the weak afternoon sunlight dancing on his crown of red gold flames. At last the king spoke.
"The war for the dawn approaches, and these fools waste their time on petty squabbles. Janos Slynt is no more fit to command the Night's Watch than he is to command a kennel. Ser Denys Mallister is as ancient as he is chivalrous, more concerned with bloodlines and sers than the battle ahead."
"Cotter Pyke is younger and bolder," Jon ventured. Stannis snorted.
"Aye, and a foulmouthed brigand who can neither read nor write. The highborn will not have him, no more than the bastards and thieves will abide Ser Denys."
He is right , Jon thought. The same fear had haunted Jon since he awoke from his sickbed. The brothers had cast their lots into the kettle over two dozen times, and still no man held a majority. Ser Denys and Cotter Pyke had been neck and neck at the last choosing before the ranging, but Janos Slynt was not far behind.
"If my brothers choose Janos Slynt, there is nothing I can do. None of the others have a chance, but for those three. If only Donal Noye were here, or Qhorin Halfhand..."
"You are here, Jon Snow." The ruby glowed at the red woman's throat, pulsing like a beating heart. Warmth radiated from her body, the strange heat forcing him to take a step back.
"Me?" Jon recoiled. "Never. They say I am a turncloak, a craven. They say I killed Qhorin Halfhand and rode with Mance Rayder and took a wildling to wife."
"I have heard the same." Stannis scowled. "But that is not all I have heard. I have heard that you slew a wight and saved Lord Mormont's life."
"And nearly burned myself to death."
"I have heard that you found the dragonglass dagger that Randyll Tarly’s son used to slay the Other. I have heard that you raised the alarm at Castle Black before the wildlings could attack from the south, despite being half dead from an arrow to the leg. I have heard that when Donal Noye fell, you held the Wall until reinforcements arrived."
As if Ser Alliser Thorne and Janos Slynt were any help , Jon thought, unable to hide a grimace. Stannis raised an eyebrow as if he had heard.
"I heard that when Ser Alliser Thorne and Janos Slynt tasked you with murdering Mance Rayder during a parley, you challenged him to single combat instead, and nearly died from the scourging the wildlings gave you."
"And now I can barely hold a sword, and all the watch knows it," Jon snapped, forgetting himself. "My brother may be dying, and you ask this of me?"
"The Lord of Light asks for everything you can give," said Melisandre.
"Pardon my bluntness, my lady, but he is not my lord."
"Are you so blind as to deny his power? I have seen you in my flames, Jon Snow, just as I have seen your brother."
Jon laughed bitterly.
"Have your flames showed you if Bran yet lives? Have you found my lost sisters?"
Stannis frowned, but it was Davos who answered, his left hand grasping at the hollow of his throat, as if clutching for a necklace that was not there.
"Your sisters were already found."
The words seemed to stop Jon's breath. He sucked in air, the cold filling his lungs. "What?"
"I thought you knew." Stannis looked annoyed by the digression. "Nevertheless—"
"Where are they? Are they safe?" King Stannis scowled at the interruption, but Jon could wait no longer.
"The younger one—"
"Arya." He could see his little sister in his mind's eye, her tangled brown hair, her grin of delight when he put Needle in her hand. Almost two years had passed since then; she would be eleven now. Did Arya still remember her bastard brother? Did she miss him as he missed her?
"Arya Stark was with Robb Stark's host at the Twins; she was not among those the Freys took hostage. As for the elder..." Davos paused, looking at his king. Stannis jerked his head. "She was captured by the Kingslayer at the end of the old year and taken to King's Landing. Lord Tywin put her on trial for Joffrey's death."
" Sansa? "
The notion was even more absurd than Lady Catelyn seducing a Frey. Sansa was as gentle as a dove, even if she did call him "my half brother." Once when she was eight she'd told Jon that he must show extra chivalry when speaking to girls, to make up for his baseborn blood. The words had hurt, but she'd meant them kindly, and proceeded to spend half an afternoon lecturing him on how to properly speak to ladies. He could still remember how hard Robb had laughed when he'd found out why Jon had missed sparring in the yard.
"The trial was held last moon. Lady Sansa confessed her guilt before condemning Lord Tywin as a faithless oathbreaker and demanding trial by combat."
Jon wished there was somewhere to sit atop the Wall. "You're sure it was the elder daughter?" The nerve to say such things in open court sounded more like Arya.
"Yes, it was the older girl," Stannis said impatiently. "Her champion won the trial by combat and she remains in Lannister custody. There are more serious matters at hand, Lord Snow. The issue of the next Lord Commander, for instance."
The red woman was watching Jon. At some point the wind had knocked the hood from her head, spilling her hair about her face. Where Sansa's hair was the bright red of the Tullys, Melisandre's was a deep burgundy, the color of dried blood. Shadowbinders deal in bloodmagic, Luwin had once told them. Jon shivered.
"It may be that I am mistaken in you, Jon Snow," the king said, staring north into the distance. "We both know the things that are said of bastards. You may lack your father's honor, or your brother's skill in arms. But you are the weapon the Lord has given me, and I mean to make use of you."
"The Night's Watch chooses our own commanders," Jon protested. Stannis turned, favoring him with a scowl.
"And why should they not choose you? The Starks of Winterfell have supported the Night's Watch for thousands of years; many will remember that, and wish to win your brother's favor. Nor will they wish to anger the rightful King of the Seven Kingdoms when my forces outnumber theirs by at least six to one. Ser Denys' highborn lickspittles will appreciate your bloodline and castle training; Cotter Pyke's blackguards will like your bastardy and your boldness in battle."
"Even Azor Ahai did not win his war alone." The red priestess's breath steamed in the frigid air.
"I will think on what you ask, Your Grace," Jon said carefully. "As I said, my brothers will not return from Craster's Keep for some time."
"Yet they shall return, though not all of them, and there shall be a choosing. The Lord of Light has shown me," Melisandre said, resting a hand on Jon's arm.
When King Stannis finally gave Jon leave to go, he could still feel the heat of her hand.
Notes:
Can’t wait to hear what y’all think!
Some changes: in canon it’s implied that Melisandre had Stannis do the leech ritual because she saw Joffrey, Balon, and Robb’s deaths. Those events changed, so no leech ritual (yet?) Davos is at the Wall because Robb was still in perfect health when they left Storm’s End, and there was no reason for him to go to White Harbor.
Here’s what the rest of Part III will look like, assuming I don’t decide to add any more chapters:
-Chapter 88: Olyvar II
-Chapter 89: Jaime V
-Chapter 90: Arya IV
-Chapter 91: Sansa VII
-Chapter 92: Jon IV
-Chapter 93: Arya V
-Chapter 94: Olyvar III
-Chapter 95: Sansa VIII
-Chapter 96: Olyvar IV
Chapter 88: Olyvar II
Chapter Text
The sun was setting behind the Lion Gate as Olyvar climbed the marble steps of the Great Sept of Baelor.
He had not wanted to be knighted here. The Great Sept was a place of vanity, the domain of the Lannisters' pet High Septon. The royal sept was where Aunt Elia had once knelt to pray, begging the Mother's protection as Tywin Lannister's army approached the city. The Seven had spared Princess Elia, but they had not saved the babes from their bloody ends. Even so, the royal sept was once hers.
It was Oberyn and Ellaria who had insisted on the Great Sept. While Olyvar spent the better part of a moon's turn recovering, the entire city had gone wild over the combat. What better way to remind the Lannisters of Dornish power than to have half the city watch Ser Loras Tyrell bestow his knighthood?
Sansa Stark had suggested it, or so father claimed. Olyvar could not fault her reasoning, but he wished he could receive his knighthood from Princess Sansa herself. She was the one who had defied Tywin Lannister to his face, a feat that surpassed any by the Knight of Flowers. But only a knight could make a knight, and what Olyvar wanted was not always the same as what was needed.
Olyvar hoped Ellaria would be able to soothe the Stark girl. While he began his vigil in the sept, the many Dornish ladies would host the only northern one for dinner in the cornerfort. Princess Sansa- no, he reminded himself, Lady Sansa, even my thoughts must be cautious. Lady Sansa’s presence was not optional, given how Olyvar had won his knighthood, but the last time she had stood on the steps of the Great Sept of Baelor, they'd forced her to watch her father lose his head. Olyvar reached the doors of the sept and paused for a moment, looking back at the marble pulpit on its raised dais. The bloodstains were long gone, but he doubted Sansa Stark would ever forget the sight.
A pair of septons opened the doors wide. With a deep breath, Olyvar went in.
The Hall of Lamps was dimly lit, the prisms of light fading with the sun. Once night fell they would light lamps of colored glass, but for now the sunlight was still strong enough to see. Rainbows danced on his copper armor, the butt of his spear thumping quietly as he walked.
Another pair of septons, a set of double doors, and he was in the sept-proper, beneath the immense dome of glass and gold and crystal. At midnight septons and septas would fill the seven transepts, conducting evening prayers at each of the seven altars, but his vigil would begin with solitude. None could accompany a knight during his vigil, save for fellow squires holding vigil themselves.
When he reached the Warrior's altar Olyvar laid his spear across the statue's knees. When that was done he unsheathed the sword that hung at his hip and placed it beside the spear. Then he began to remove his armor, piece by piece, to pile it beneath the altar. It was difficult, with his left arm still throbbing in a plaster cast, but after much fumbling he was finished.
His knees ached as he knelt, clad only in an undyed wool tunic and breeches. His feet were bare against the cold marble floor, another sign of his humility. The great sept was drafty; he would be half-frozen by morning. Olyvar breathed deeply, setting the thought aside. He was not here to complain about temporary discomfort. He was here to contemplate what it meant to be a knight.
What was a knight? A man with a sword, yes, but something more than that. A knight was a man who stood vigil through the long night, who was anointed with the seven oils to consecrate the vows he swore. Olyvar knew the ancient vows so well he could recite them in his sleep.
In the name of the Warrior I charge you to be brave.
In the name of the Father I charge you to be just.
In the name of the Mother I charge you to defend the young and innocent.
In the name of the Maid I charge you to protect all women.
In the name of the Smith I charge you to be steadfast.
In the name of the Crone I charge you to be wise.
In the name of the Stranger I charge you to remember that all men must die.
Olyvar frowned. There were seven oaths for the seven faces of god, yet he had piled all his armor before the Warrior. It was tradition, but that did not make it right. He rose, knees creaking.
His helm he laid before the statue of a man in middle age, his crown of silver, his beard of gold, asking the Father Above to turn his head toward justice. His gorget he placed before a woman, her belly swollen with child, asking the Mother to help him defend the vulnerable. His vambraces and shield he placed before a girl with jeweled flowers shining in her flowing hair, asking the Maiden to let him be a shield for women. His greaves he laid before a plainfaced man with muscled arms, asking the Smith to make his legs steadfast. His boots he placed before a wrinkled old woman, one gnarled hand holding a lamp high, asking the Crone to guide his steps along the path of wisdom. The rest he placed before a half-human face shrouded by a heavy cowl, asking the Stranger to grant him the courage to face death without dishonor.
When Olyvar knelt again it was before the Father's altar, the light of the candles shimmering off his copper helm. He owed his devotion to the Father most of all, for helping him slay the Mountain. The Warrior might have given him the strength to carry on with his broken arm, the Maiden might have sent the birds that slowed the Mountain's charge, but it was the Father who had given justice.
Knights are supposed to do the same , Olyvar thought bitterly. So many knights were eager for battle, for pretty girls bestowing favors. Most men might condemn Mad King Aerys, but his Kingsguard were still spoken of with hushed voices. Squires longed to be as renowned as Ser Oswell Whent, as Ser Gerold Hightower, as Ser Barristan the Bold and Ser Jonothor Darry.
False knights, all of them. Aunt Elia might have lived at Dragonstone, but she was neither deaf nor dumb, and Rhaella's ladies loved her well. They had told her of what went on in the Red Keep before Aerys summoned the Princess and her children. The Kingsguard kept their oaths to their king and failed every oath they swore as knights. What sort of man stood by while pyromancers cooked men in their armor? What sort of man listened as a king raped his sobbing queen, leaving her covered in bite marks and bruises?
His great uncle, Prince Lewyn Nymeros Martell, had stayed his hand so that he might keep Elia safe. The rest, though... sometimes Olyvar wondered how Jaime Lannister had borne it, young as he was. Aunt Elia saw him little, but said he had been an eager boy, full of chivalry and ideals. Guarding Aerys had changed that boy into the Kingslayer.
Once, Olyvar had asked Aunt Elia why killing Aerys had been wrong. The king had executed lords and their sons without due cause, had demanded the heads of boys shielded by guest right. Rebellion was inevitable after such tyranny; an unjust king was no king at all.
"You are right, dear one," his aunt said, a soft hand cupping his cheek. "But Aerys was not his to slay. Ser Jaime could have bound him hand and foot and given him to the rebel army. Instead he slit his throat and climbed the Iron Throne himself."
Anger burned deep in Olyvar's chest. While the Kingslayer sat the Iron Throne, Tywin Lannister's men had come for the royal family. Rhaegar had left his wife and children with only a single kingsguard to keep them safe.
Ser Arthur Dayne had been meant to stay in Dorne, guarding the maid he had helped abduct. Only a solemn oath sworn to Princess Elia had brought him north. He should have stopped Rhaegar, not helped him. The Sword of Morning, most famous of Aerys' seven. Even Oberyn grudgingly admitted he was the finest knight he ever saw. Ser Arthur Dayne had died a hero's death defending Princess Elia from the Mountain, but he had failed the children, just as he had failed Lyanna Stark.
What is a true knight, if even Ser Arthur Dayne fell short?
The sound of groaning hinges roused Olyvar from his reverie. It must be midnight. Hundreds of septons filed in through the Father's Doors, some in cloth-of-silver, others in robes of white with their seven-stranded belts. From the Mother's doors came septas in white, singing softly. Silent sisters proceeded down the Stranger's Steps, their garb a soft grey that covered all but their eyes. A host of holy brothers and sisters marched down the other aisles, the thongs about their necks bearing either the hammer of the Smith, the sword of the Warrior, the flower of the Maiden, or the lamp of the Crone.
None disturbed Olyvar's vigil. They made a round of the sept, worshiping at each of the seven altars. To each god they made sacrifice, to each they sang a hymn. Olyvar joined his voice to theirs, an uneven baritone that made Meria despair of her little brother's ability to carry a tune.
At last the prayers were done, and the devout returned from whence they came. Olyvar shifted slightly, his knees stiff.
A true knight. What was a true knight? Ser Barristan Selmy was an honorable man, all agreed, but he had braved Duskendale to liberate a king that burned men alive. Was that what being a knight meant? To win glory by keeping a mad king on the throne?
No. Glory was not what gave meaning to a knight's vows. Then what did?
Knights were sworn to defend the realm. What was the realm? Was it Casterly Rock and Highgarden, Riverrun and Winterfell, the Eyrie and Storm's End and Sunspear? So few lords and ladies made up the great houses; the realm was more than that.
The realm was his sisters, both beloved and bothersome, Obara with her spear and her angry stride, Nym with her daggers and her sly smiles, Meria with her qithara and her love of song, Tyene with her prayers and poisons, Sarella with her books and scrolls, Elia with her lance and her horses, Obella with her daydreams, Dorea with her tiny morningstar, and Loree with her dolls. Olyvar could not imagine life without them, and his new sigil was chosen accordingly— a ten-headed serpent, gold on sand.
The realm was the sands of Dorne and the fields of the Reach, the mines of the Westerlands and the mountains of the Vale, the streams of the Riverlands and stony shores of the Stormlands, the harsh coasts of the Iron Islands and the vast forests of the North.
The realm was hedge knights and sellswords, farmers and smiths, serving girls and laundresses, bakers and cooks, seamstresses and weavers. The realm was a Dornish whore spreading gossip to help a northern lady; it was a helpless girl raising her voice when powerful men dared not.
I slew the Mountain for her , Olyvar thought, a nervous laugh echoing through the empty sept. He had never slain a man before, and the Mountain had stalked his nightmares for years. The moment he volunteered as champion he had regretted it, terror clutching his throat tight. Who was he to face Ser Gregor Clegane? Olyvar was a callow youth, a squire. Surely some knight was about to speak, someone brave and experienced, someone bold and daring.
But no such champion had stepped forth. Oberyn had been angrier than he had ever seen, demanding that Olyvar abandon his folly. To his shame, Olyvar wanted to. He wanted to saddle his horse and ride back to Sunspear, to embrace his sisters and listen to Aunt Elia's stories.
Yet he had not. The girl needed him. Sansa Stark was not just a maid of thirteen, she was a flame shining in the darkness, a lone sapling in a field of ash. The truths she spoke must be defended. The realm deserved better than the Lannisters and their monstrous pets; the realm needed to see that they could be defied.
Perhaps that was what a true knight was. Someone who refused to stand aside, who took the path of righteousness even when the road was steep; who ignored his own wants for the needs of the realm.
Perhaps a true knight was even a frightened boy, still fighting with wet breeches and a broken arm.
Chapter 89: Jaime VII
Notes:
Tywin Lannister’s misogyny should be its own archive warning. Remember Shae’s mysterious nighttime absence? That comes up.
This chapter is slightly Valentine’s Day themed. It deals with matters of the heart, anyway.
Late May, 300 AC
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jaime Lannister sweated in his white armor as he watched Tommen chase after a butterfly. The Tyrell girl watched fondly from her bench, practically aglow in the midday sun. A lovely girl, though not quite so beautiful as the Stark girl. He could still see her, red hair shining like flame as Ser Loras knighted Olyvar Sand.
A moon’s turn since the trial by combat, a week since the boy was dubbed on the steps of the Great Sept of Baelor, and the city would not shut up about it. A pair of puppeteers were rolling in coin thanks to their lifelike puppets and artful recreation of the combat. Some group of worthless mummers was already rehearsing a new play based on the scandal.
The singers had been just as busy. Bethany Fair-fingers was the first to perform her new song, and "The Sand that Brought Down a Mountain" was incredibly popular in the taverns and potshops. Prince Oberyn and his retinue preferred a Dornish singer, some brothel madam who sang "The Day the Mountain Fell." The Blue Bard made Margaery Tyrell and her ladies sigh with "The Mountain and the Maiden," a romantic bit of nonsense about the supposed chaste pure love betwixt the Dornish bastard and northern lady. Hamish the Harper's version of events, “And the Seven Sent a Sparrow” was more piously inclined, and Galyeon of Cuy and Alaric of Eysen had their own versions as well.
Lord Tywin was nearly apoplectic over the whole affair. The face he presented to the court might be stern and proud, but Jaime had years of practice in recognizing the warning signs beneath the mask. Small council meetings were as few as possible since the trial by combat, as Prince Oberyn Martell seemed determined to make as many subtle japes as possible while Ser Kevan ground his teeth. Lord Mace Tyrell was little better, with his blustering over wedding preparations.
The only good news of late was Varys’ whispers that Lysa Arryn was finally calling her banners. The Lords of the Vale would be a welcome addition to the forces of the Westerlands and the Reach. Their camps outside the city were plagued with the bloody flux; near a third had fallen ill, and half of those had died. Lord Tytos Brax, who had charge of the camp, had been among them. The War of Five Kings had treated House Brax particularly ill; Lord Andros had died during the Battle of the Camps; his brother Ser Rupert at Oxcross, and his second son Ser Robert at the Battle of the Fords. Now Ser Flement, the third son, was the new lord, and ill prepared for his new station. His Frey wife certainly would not help matters.
The begging brothers had grown bolder since the trial by combat. One could not go half a mile in the city without hearing some filthy street preacher decrying the Red Wedding as an affront to all the laws of gods and men. Lord Tybolt Crakehall had cut one of them down a week past, enraged by the beggar’s audacity.
Nor were the unwashed sparrows the only ones talking treason. Ser Jacelyn Bywater, Commander of the City Watch, grimly reported that the guildhalls and the markets echoed with ominous whispers of the fury of the gods. King’s Landing had never loved Lord Tywin, not even before the Sack, but now… they spoke of the murder of King Aerys. Nevermind that he would have burned them all in their beds if not for me. They muttered of the attempted rape of Princess Elia, her that was so good to the poor, of the butchery of Rhaegar's children, of the execution of Eddard Stark and the blasphemy of the Red Wedding. They muttered of the pious, tragic Stark girl, and Tywin the Faithless, and the Dornish bastard who killed the Mountain who had slain Ser Arthur Dayne.
Cersei was even angrier than Lord Tywin, if that was possible. They were fucking almost daily now; his back a mass of scabs from her clawing. Jaime retaliated by fucking Cersei as hard as possible, not that it helped any. He didn’t know what he was supposed to do; Jaime could hardly march into the Stark girl’s tower cell and cut out her heart.
Sparring in the godswood was the only time he felt truly alive. Brienne of Tarth was better than she had any right to be, and her thrashings had grown no less fierce since Lady Sansa was declared innocent. Still, he was improving. He could draw his sword with his left hand almost as fast as he’d once drawn with his right. True, he could only manage one good thrust before Brienne whipped him soundly, but it was something . Jaime was almost disappointed that she was to be ransomed soon.
Lord Selwyn of Tarth might have a daughter of surpassing peculiarity, but he wanted her back all the same. He’d sent a raven offering three hundred dragons for Brienne’s safe return, and Ser Kevan had been on the verge of accepting when Lord Mace Tyrell strenuously objected to the freeing of Lord Renly’s murderer. As if Mace Tyrell cared. It was Ser Loras who proclaimed her guilt to all and sundry.
As if summoned by Jaime’s thoughts, the young knight appeared, his curls bouncing as he strode through the gardens. Loras ruffled Tommen’s hair before taking a seat beside his sister, their talk too quiet for Jaime to hear.
By the time Ser Loras rose to leave Jaime had made up his mind.
“Ser Loras!” He called. The boy turned, graceful as a dancer.
“Yes, Ser Jaime?”
“A word, if you please.”
Jaime watched the boy draw near. His doublet was a rich emerald green, embroidered with golden roses in sets of three. A golden stag reared over his heart, its eye made of sapphire. Some fool might think the brooch a sign of loyalty to Tommen Baratheon, but Jaime knew better. Lord Renly had once worn that brooch.
“How may I be of service?” Ser Loras asked, an impudent smile on his pretty face.
“Brienne of Tarth.”
The smile fell.
“She should have stood trial, instead of the Stark girl. Renly’s blood is on her hands.”
“Is it?” Jaime asked mildly. “When the wench was not trying to keep me alive across half the Riverlands, she was weeping for Renly. I’ve never shed a tear for Aerys, I promise you that.”
“She was the only one in the tent, her and Catelyn Stark.”
“So she told me. Brienne claims a shadow slew Renly while she and Lady Catelyn watched in horror. An odd story, I grant you, but more likely than Brienne slaying the man she loved, or Catelyn Stark defeating an anointed knight. The woman may have murdered Walder Frey, but Renly was not an unarmed lecher of ninety.”
“Then why flee, if it was not their work?”
Jaime rolled his eyes.
“Would you stay in a king’s tent after watching him murdered, with his host all around you?”
Loras hesitated, then shook his head stiffly.
“Go talk to the damn woman. If her answers satisfy you, ask Lord Mace to stop blocking her being ransomed. It ill suits a knight to leave a maid dangling in such a precarious position.”
Loras Tyrell snorted in derision.
“I beg your pardon, I forgot I was speaking to the epitome of a true knight.”
Jaime only barely resisted the urge to throttle him for his impudence.
“A true knight, you say? Lord Renly had no more claim to the throne than I have; at least those who rode with Stannis could justify themselves.”
The young knight’s temper flashed.
“My father trusted my judgment. Lord Renly was the king that should have been, strong, generous, loyal…”
The boy stared into the distance, his shoulders slumped.
“Speak to Brienne,” Jaime urged. Loras drew himself up.
“I will speak to her on the morrow. I swear it.”
When the boy was gone Jaime found himself watching Tommen play with his kittens. My son, by blood if nothing else. Tommen was working hard to learn the lance and sword from Ser Addam Marbrand, but he had none of Jaime’s fierceness, no more than Ser Loras shared Lord Mace’s appetite.
My father trusted my judgment, Loras had said. When was the last time Lord Tywin had sought Jaime’s opinion? His eldest son was a sword to be wielded by Lord Tywin at his pleasure, and a sword did not command the swordsman, no more than Jaime might command his father. Lord Mace would go into mourning for a year at least should Ser Loras fall in battle; so far as Jaime knew, Lord Tywin had not donned black even once for Tyrion. The smallfolk said he had a shriveled lump of gold where most men kept their heart.
His thoughts were still aswirl when Ser Addam came to relieve Jaime of his duty. He bathed the sweat from his body in a daze before dressing and making his way to the common room of the White Sword Tower. His dinner tasted of ashes, his wine of vinegar.
The bells tolled midnight when Jaime slipped from the White Sword Tower. His golden sword tapped at his right leg as he descended the stairs, the motion still disconcerting. For twenty years he’d borne his sword on his left hip; the sense of wrongness plagued him like a loose tooth.
Jaime expected to find redcloaks guarding the Tower of the Hand. He did not expect to be denied entrance.
“The Lord Hand is not to be disturbed,” the short guard said, trembling. For a moment Jaime considered forcing his way past, then thought better of it. Lord Tywin was known for having little patience with guards who did not enforce his orders. There were other ways about the Red Keep.
The eunuch's apartments were under the north wall, three small windowless chambers. The sparse decoration came as something of a surprise, given the eunuch’s love of silks and perfumes. Varys was not there, so Jaime waited patiently, dagger in hand, sitting on the eunuch’s stone bed.
When the bed began to move, Jaime leapt to his feet, cursing under his breath. Sorcery. No, some mummer’s trick. Tyrion would know how it was that half a ton of stone could float up as if by magic, revealing stone steps and a shining bald head.
“Well met, Lord Varys,” Jaime said pleasantly, hiding his shock with a mocking smile.
“Ser Jaime,” Varys panted, his eyes fixed on the dagger pointed at his throat.
“None other. I was thinking you might help me speak to my father, as his guards refuse to admit me.”
A queer look flickered over the eunuch’s face.
“The Lord Hand is not to be disturbed.”
Jaime shoved the knife under the eunuch’s soft white chin, still smiling. “Did I stammer? I must needs speak with my lord father now, not later.”
The tunnels beneath the Red Keep were a mass of dust and cobwebs and rusted iron grates. Here and there the eunuch withdrew a small key from his robes to pass a grate; others had rusted away to almost nothing, their rough edges snaring Jaime’s white tunic and breeches, leaving deep orange-red streaks like dried blood.
At last Varys paused. A scuffed mosaic of a three-headed dragon roared beneath their feet, wrought in black and red tiles. Little Rhaenys’ hair had been the same shade, her body riddled with more holes than there were stars in the sky. The babe had been an even worse horror, his head a bloody pulp with a few tufts of silver hair. Gone were the sweet children who’d returned from Dragonstone, reduced to naught but flesh and blood and bone.
Lord Tywin was not a man who believed in delays. Jaime had barely told Ser Gregor to stand down and picked up the sobbing Dornish princess when Lord Tywin appeared at the door to the nursery, eyes glinting. While Jaime carried Elia to the maester, Lord Tywin had wrapped the bodies of the royal children in crimson cloaks. Two days later he presented them to Robert Baratheon, grisly trophies set at the foot of the Iron Throne. Jaime had entered just as the new king left the throne room, engaged in a screaming row with Ned Stark.
Why had Lord Tywin made for the nursery? He might have claimed the Iron Throne, had he reached it before Robert Baratheon. Robert had no interest in rule, no more than Stark did. Jon Arryn was the one who had decided that Robert should be the new king due to his droplet of Targaryen blood. Had Lord Tywin intended to ensure the children were properly handled? Or did he mean to take Princess Elia hostage to ensure Dorne’s surrender?
“My lord,” Varys said loudly, clearing his throat. Jaime blinked.
“We are beneath the Tower of the Hand,” the eunuch said, as if Jaime were a slow witted child. One plump finger tapped the rungs of a ladder.
“Two hundred and thirty rungs must you climb. Then you must take the tunnel to the left. You will have to crawl, I’m afraid. It is no more than sixty feet; keep one hand on the wall as you go. You will feel the doors. The bedchamber is the third.”
Varys repeated the directions thrice more before Jaime was confident enough to begin to climb. The shaft was narrow and black as pitch. A man of Tyrion’s size would have found it comfortable, but it was not made for one of Jaime’s height.
Climbing the ladder one handed was an unanticipated taste of hell. At every rung he had to pause and rest his weight on his feet, his hips pressed close to the ladder. His right arm wrapped under a rung, holding it tight in the inside of his elbow while his left hand reached for the next rung.
Finally he reached two hundred and thirty, sweat dripping down his brow and soaking his chest. If the shaft was cramped the tunnel was suffocating, so narrow Jaime was forced to crawl on his hands and knees. After a few minutes his stump was burning in pain, so he switched to crawling on his elbows.
Jaime was beginning to wonder if he should have waited until morning to speak to his father when he felt the rough wood of the third door. He groped at the door for what felt like hours before his fingers brushed against a small iron hook. He pulled down on it, and with a soft rumble a square of dull orange light opened to his left.
The hearth, sweet brother, he could hear Tyrion say. Exasperation warred with fondness in the ghost of his little brother’s voice.
Jaime was about to step through and announce himself when some instinct made him pause. It would not do to interrupt his father deep in argument with Lord Mace or Prince Oberyn.
The great log in the hearth had burned down to cinders. Carefully, ever so carefully, Jaime raised himself to a squat, bracing himself against the wall of the passage with his good hand. If he could just get a glimpse of the bedroom beyond—
Dull slapping noises echoed through the chamber. The drapes of the bed were open, a pair of scrawny, wrinkled buttocks pumping away at a gasping girl.
“Yes, m’lord,” she panted. “So much better than the Imp, thank you, m’lord, thank you.” Her voice seemed strained somehow, a note of falseness beneath the sweet.
The buttocks clenched; a harsh grunt, and it was done.
“I have business to attend to,” Lord Tywin said, his voice colder than the grave. “You will remain here until dismissed. You are not to leave this bed; am I clear?”
“Yes, m’lord,” the girl said.
“On your belly, girl,” Jaime’s father said. “If you try to hide under the blankets—”
“I won’t, m’lord, I swear,” the girl said. “I’ll be waiting for you.”
“Good. I mislike having to repeat myself.”
Jaime barely managed to retreat into the passage before Lord Tywin rose from the bed. His stomach roiled as he listened, hearing the soft sweep of fabric and the dull thud of a door closing.
When Jaime finally emerged from the passage the whore was lying on the bed, asleep. Gooseprickles covered her bare skin, just as purple bruises covered her wrists and hips. Her legs were splayed, not in the idle tangle of sleep but in the deliberate pose of one who knew failure to obey would result in punishment.
Jaime closed the drapes, his fingers numb. How many times had Lord Tywin berated Tyrion over his use of whores? So much better than the Imp, the girl had said… Jaime choked down bile. Gods be good, why was Tyrion’s whore in his father’s bed?
As if in a dream Jaime wandered into the solar. Gone was the simple oak furniture used by Jon Arryn and Ned Stark. Lord Tywin’s desk and chair were of cherrywood, richly carved with lions and sunbursts. They sat atop a raised dais in the center of the room, a long crimson carpet rolling from the center of the desk to the doors. Silk banners of crimson and gold hung from the walls; even the ink pots on the desk were gold set with rubies.
It is Aerys’ throne room, writ small, Jaime thought inanely. There were no chairs facing Lord Tywin’s throne, so Jaime dragged one over from beside the fire. The tunnels had tired him out, and he sank down gratefully into the plush cushion.
When Lord Tywin emerged from the hallway that led to the privy tower, his bedrobe of crimson samite was cinched tight at the waist.
“Jaime,” he said coolly, as if he had expected his son to visit in the middle of the night. “I thought I had told my guards I was not to be disturbed.”
“I persuaded them of the urgency of my business,” Jaime lied as his father settled himself in his chair.
“Oh? And what urgent business would that be?”
Jaime froze. Between the tunnel and the sight of his father in the midst of bedding a whore, he’d forgotten the reason he’d come.
“I’ve reconsidered leaving the Kingsguard,” Jaime said, stalling. “I’ll wed the Stark girl, as you wished.”
“You shall leave the kingsguard, but not to wed the Stark girl.” His father’s lips were pressed so thin as to be almost invisible. “The heirs to Casterly Rock will not come from such traitorous stock. Some other girl will have to do; a Marbrand, perhaps, or a Tyrell cousin. The Stark girl requires a sharp lesson to remind her of her place.”
Jaime hid a wince. Tyrion’s sharp lesson had involved the rape of his little wife by near two dozen guards, and Tysha had only had the temerity to be a crofter’s daughter in love with a lord’s son. They said she was still weeping when the steward sent her on her way, a bag of silver clutched in her shaking hands.
“A sharp lesson?” Jaime asked. “Joff had her father’s head off before her eyes; is it any wonder she’s gone mad?”
“Mad?” His father looked at Jaime as if his son was the one who had lost his wits. “Sansa Stark did naught by accident, the scheming bitch. Not since Ellyn Tarbeck have I seen such brazen impudence from a woman. No. I shall take her in hand myself.”
“Yourself?” Jaime stammered as a tabby cat slunk past his chair. “Let the girl be punished, but rape—”
“A husband exercising his marital rights is not rape,” Lord Tywin declared in iron tones. “She will remain at court with me; the children she bears will be taken from her and raised at Casterly Rock. Stark blood and Lannister tutelage and Winterfell will be ours. The girl should be grateful Ser Gregor is dead; he and his reavers would have taught her a much sharper lesson.”
“Like he was meant to teach Elia Martell?”
Lord Tywin watched Jaime, the firelight shining off those cold eyes. Dread curled in Jaime’s belly. You intended to watch. That was why you went to the nursery.
“A girl of Dornish blood was not fit to wed Rhaegar Targaryen. Princess Loreza no doubt licked Aerys’ boots for weeks to achieve such a match for her sickly daughter. Such insult to House Lannister could not be tolerated.”
“House Lannister,” Jaime echoed, flexing his fingers. “Tyrion died for House Lannister, yet when I returned to the city neither you nor Cersei wore mourning as Ser Kevan did for Lancel.”
“Tyrion was a disgrace to our house.” His father’s voice was flat. “I would have had him smothered at birth, if not for your mother. She begged me with her dying breath to spare the monster that killed her. Still, he proved some use in the end. Your sister said his chain helped ensnare Stannis’s fleet and her wildfire did the rest.”
“He was your son, your heir.”
Lord Tywin rose to his feet, kingly even in his bedrobe.
“You are my heir. I am glad you have finally seen reason; Cersei is not fit to rule Casterly Rock, let alone serve as Queen Regent. She needs a new husband to fill her belly with children and disprove these disgusting slanders. Oberyn Martell, perhaps; he’s indicated interest in bringing her to heel.”
“Oberyn Martell?” Jaime was on his feet before he knew what he was doing. “The man flaunts his paramour in public; he’ll be unfaithful to her every day of their marriage.” I have never slept with another woman, and never will. Cersei deserves devotion, not shame.
“If Cersei cannot keep him in her bed, the fault lies with her. She certainly did little enough to slake Robert’s appetites. Your sister will tolerate his infidelities just as she tolerated Robert’s.”
“Must she also tolerate a nest of vipers underfoot? If you think for one misbegotten moment that he’ll send his bastards away—“
“When I wish to hear your opinion, I shall ask for it,” Lord Tywin said coldly. “Cersei shall wed and bed whomever I please.”
“That hasn’t stopped her from bedding me.”
The color drained from Lord Tywin’s face. A poisoned silence hung over the room until he finally stepped from behind his desk, eyes fixed on Jaime.
“I see,” he said in a voice dark as the Stranger. “How long?”
“Since we were children. I took her maidenhead when we were thirteen.” Jaime had never felt such fear, nor such boldness. His father stared at him, pale green eyes venomous.
“You will speak of this to no one. I shall find some excuse to send Cersei to the silent sisters without the tongue that led you astray.”
“Father, please, it was not her fault, she is your daughter—”
“SHE IS A WHORE!” Lord Tywin’s bedrobe fell open as he slammed his fist on the desk. His chest was wrinkled, thatched with golden hair. “You will never see her again—”
Jaime could not fight as he once could; he could barely slash and parry. But he could draw his sword easily enough, the gold shining in the light.
Aerys had turned and run. Lord Tywin merely stared at his son, unafraid, the tip of the sword resting at his breast.
“Really, Jaime? You haven’t the nerve.” The bedrobe slid from his broad shoulders, fluttering to the ground. Without it Lord Tywin seemed shrunken, just some old man.
“Haven’t I, father? Cersei is mine.”
The smallfolk said Lord Tywin’s heart was made of old hard gold, but when Jaime drove his sword through his father’s heart, it bled like any other man’s. He pulled the sword out and his father reeled away, falling face first on the desk, arse in the air. Jaime stepped back just as the bowels loosened in the moment of death.
He was still staring at the reeking pile of shit when Varys found him.
“You should not have done that,” Varys said reproachfully. “Kingslayer and kinslayer? A heavy burden for any man. It would break poor Tommen’s heart to order his father’s execution.”
Jaime grabbed the eunuch by the throat.
“Would you care to join Lord Tywin?”
“I can help you,” Varys gasped. “I’ve known of you and the queen for years, and never told a soul, not even Lord Stark when he began sniffing about. I pitied the two of you, truth be told. Some of my own ancestors were similarly afflicted with your, ah, inclination.”
Jaime eased his grip, dumbfounded.
“What?”
Varys rubbed at his throat, coughing.
“Tommen is a sweet child. That cruel throne will eat him alive, should he sit it long.”
Jaime raised his golden sword, blood dripping.
“Not a threat, my lord,” Varys placated, his powdered hands raised. “A warning. I could save him.”
“Save him? How?” Jaime shook his head. I must stop echoing people; it makes me sound a fool.
“I could spirit him away when the time is right, just as I saved Elia’s sweet babe. You could raise him, pardoned of all your crimes. Jaime and Cersei Lannister, Lord and Lady of Casterly Rock.”
“Elia’s babe?” Jaime cursed himself. “Aegon lives?”
“Let me send you to him,” Varys said, his voice somehow deeper. “He will need famous men by his side, powerful men, and who better than the Lion of the West?”
Jaime stared at the eunuch. Cersei would hate giving up her crown, but they would be free, free to raise Tommen openly as husband and wife; perhaps even make him younger brothers and sisters. With Lord Tywin dead no one would force Cersei to wed against her will; nor would the poor Stark girl be forced to endure the marriage bed at thirteen. Even Brienne should be ransomed on the morrow.
“I accept,” Jaime finally said, sheathing his sword. The eunuch smiled.
“Then we must make haste. You were never here, after all; your father was killed by some assassin hired by his enemies. Stannis, perhaps.”
They returned to the bedchamber in silence but for the soft swish of Varys’ robes. The eunuch tip toed around the ashes of the hearth before crouching and entering the passage. Jaime was following after when he heard it.
“M’lord?” The girl’s voice was muffled by the closed drapes. With a surprisingly strong grip Varys yanked Jaime into the passage and closed it behind them.
“Never fear, I’ll take care of the girl,” Varys reassured him.
“Don’t kill her,” he replied, careful to keep his voice low. “Was she Tyrion’s?”
“For a time.” The eunuch pursed his lips. “I had no intention of killing the girl, my lord; she’ll stay in that bed until Lord Tywin comes for her. Which, ah, we needn’t worry about. I shall fetch her once you are on your way.”
“On my way where?”
Even in the dark Jaime could see the eunuch’s white teeth as he smiled.
“Why, on your way to Essos. To King Aegon, the Sixth of His Name.”
Notes:
I can’t wait to see what you guys think in the comments below! Here’s some of my thoughts.
1) Get wrecked, Tywin, and good fucking riddance.
2) Jaime, as per usual, sorta kinda did a good thing but for the wrong reasons. He’s also easily distracted and not good at remembering his train of thought.
3) Tywin is incredibly misogynistic. Poor Tysha alone is the stuff of nightmares. I saw a meta wondering where Tywin was during the fall of Maegor’s Holdfast, and the theory that he watched Ser Gregor murder baby Aegon and rape Elia made a horrifying amount of sense to me. The man runs on barely-concealed spite.
4) I had fun foreshadowing Tywin’s death in the very first sentence last chapter: “The sun was setting behind the Lion Gate as Olyvar climbed the marble steps of the Great Sept of Baelor.”
Chapter 90: Arya IV
Chapter Text
The moon was the tiniest sliver of a waxing crescent as Arya slipped out of the towerhouse. White Willow lay before her, silent in the darkness, all the smallfolk abed. The soft sounds of night surrounded her; the whisper of leaves in the breeze, the croaking of frogs, the burble of the bog waters. Nymeria's paws made no noise, no more than Arya's bare feet.
"And where are you going, princess?"
Arya winced. She might have been able to creep past Patrek Mallister, but Dacey Mormont was the eldest of five sisters, keen-eyed and sharp of hearing. She loomed over Arya, six feet of lanky warrior with a morningstar slung across her back, her eyes narrowed suspiciously.
In answer, Arya held out her hand.
Dacey frowned as she plucked the bag from Arya's fingers. It was a small drawstring bag made of delicate silk, one of Sansa's treasures. Jeyne had kept it safe ever since the hollow hill, until Arya thought to ask for it. Gently Dacey tipped the bag into her cupped palm, a dozen precious seeds spilling out, small and white as pearls.
"What are these?"
"Weirwood seeds. Sansa was planting them." Arya scuffed the dirt with her toe. "I thought, I should plant one here. Maybe it would help Robb."
Dacey stared at the seeds. Nearly two moons since the Red Wedding, and still Robb lay confined to his sickbed. Jeyne Westerling was nothing if not meticulous. Each day she probed at his open wound, widening it ever so slowly, working her way toward the arrowhead. Her progress was so slow it made Arya want to scream. This morning, Robb had noticed her frustration as he lay there, hands fisted in the sheets while Grey Wind licked his fingers. Their supply of milk of the poppy had run out weeks ago.
"Look on the bright side, little sister," Robb panted through gritted teeth as Jeyne cleansed her bloody probe in wine. "I think we can safely say your betrothal to Elmar Frey is no longer a concern."
Arya was so surprised she giggled, clapping a hand over her mouth too late. Sansa wouldn't spend all her time brooding in hidden corners or sitting with her dying brother, let alone giggling at him. She would be acting like a great lady, taking care of her goodsister and supervising the camp. Jeyne Westerling barely slept nor ate, with all the time she spent tending Robb. She might not be pack, but Arya couldn't doubt her devotion. Sometimes Arya got her to share a meal, but Sansa would be better at it.
At Jeyne's direction Gendry had forged the peculiar tongs with which she hoped to remove the bodkin point. She had tried to grasp it using small tongs, but they could not grip the blood-slick steel. Anguy had shown her the different types of arrow heads; how bodkins were hollow in the middle, where the fletcher would place the wooden shaft in a slim socket. The shy healer queen had designed the tongs accordingly. They were small and hollow, the width of an arrow, with a long screw that ran through the middle of the tongs.
Gendry had banned Arya from watching him work. Mikken could make anything, no matter how many Stark children haunted his forge, but Gendry was only an apprentice boy, and nervous to boot. It didn't help that Patrek Mallister and the northern lordlings were constantly interrupting to ask after his progress. Lord Beric would have known better, Arya was certain, but he and Thoros had remained at the Twins to harry the Freys. Thankfully placing Nymeria to guard the forge quickly put an end to the interruptions. After three weeks of attempts, Gendry finally had a set of tongs which pleased both him and the little queen.
"Jeyne's removing the bodkin tomorrow," Arya pleaded. "I have to plant a seed tonight."
Dacey frowned as she poured the seeds back into the bag, her brow furrowed. Finally, she nodded.
"Come, little princess. I know just the spot."
The cottages of White Willow had once centered around an old tree that gave the village its name. Then, close on two hundred years ago, came the Dance of the Dragons. Some stupid Targaryen prince had burned half the villages of the Riverlands from the back of Vhagar, last of the Conqueror's dragons, and White Willow had been one of them.
The ashes of the old white willow had long since crumbled and blown away, leaving only a scorched flat stump. Dacey's morningstar made quick work of the remaining wood. When she was done Arya knelt, scooping away the ashes to make a hollow for the seed. Then she scrabbled at the bog soil around her, piling small handfuls over the ashes.
"Please help Robb, you old gods," she asked as she placed the seed in the loose earth.
"Help our king," Dacey echoed as she knelt, closing her eyes and bowing her head. "Help those taken captive to remain brave and strong."
That's not enough , Arya suddenly remembered. She nicked her thumb with her dagger, squeezing droplets of blood onto the spot where the seed lay. When it stopped dripping she sucked her thumb clean, rubbing it against her breeches to dry the wound.
At last Dacey rose from her knees. They walked in silence back to the towerhouse, up to the room Arya shared with Jeyne Poole and Meri. The older girls were already asleep, well used to Arya's wanderings. They hugged each other close as sisters, Jeyne's lips bumping up against Meri's forehead.
Arya undressed herself with a sigh, shoving her muddy clothes in a pile in the corner. Jeyne had left water in the basin that served to rinse her grimy hands, and there was a clean shift lying on a chair waiting for her. When she was ready for bed Arya clambered in beside Jeyne Poole, wishing she was Sansa. Her head barely touched the pillow when sleep took her.
Bright sunlight was streaming through the small window when Arya awoke, the bloody taste of Nymeria's breakfast of rabbit upon her tongue. The she-wolf had left the bones and fur on top of the weirwood seed. Good girl, Arya thought, picking at the scab on her thumb.
A tray of food awaited her on the dressing table. She pulled herself to her feet with a groan, missing the warmth of the blankets as she padded over to inspect the cold food. There was cattail bread with butter and honey, hardboiled eggs, greasy sausages, and a mug of mead. Arya gulped her food, barely remembering to dunk her thumb in the last smear of honey. Jeyne Westerling said honey prevented a wound from festering, and Arya vaguely remembered the maester telling her the same thing at Riverrun.
Jeyne. She had planned to work on Robb as soon as the light was strong enough. Arya bolted from the room, forgetting she was clad in only a shift. When she reached the door of Robb's chambers she found Ser Patrek Mallister standing guard, dark circles under his eyes.
"Is he—" she couldn't say it. Patrek Mallister gave way, letting her open the door.
Robb lay on his bed, asleep, a clean bandage covering the ruin of his cheek. The bloody tongs lay on the bedside table beside the tiny bodkin that had nearly killed him. For a moment Arya thought Grey Wind was curled between Robb and the wall, until she realized it was Jeyne, a blanket haphazardly dragged over her sleeping form. The dark circles under her eyes didn’t look so bad when she slept, but she still look exhausted, worn down like a woman thrice her age.
Grey Wind lay on the floor at the foot of the bed, his golden eyes watchful. Good wolf. Arya stroked his ears, the fur soft beneath her fingers. The direwolf whined, leaning into her hand. His boy had a good mate, a clever mate. She'd taken out the man-claw that was hurting him so. She's not so bad, Arya admitted begrudgingly, but she's not pack. The direwolf growled low. Before she knew what was happening he nipped her finger, drawing blood. Arya hissed in pain.
Pack, the direwolf insisted, glaring. Arya nodded, sucking her thumb.
Over the next week Robb seemed to grow stronger every day. His fever was a thing of the past, his appetite so large Dacey teased her king that he might one day rival the Greatjon. He could sit up properly now, his arms regaining their strength as he practiced picking up objects of increasing weight. Arya faithfully fed a dead rabbit to the weirwood each morning, and within days a tiny white shoot poked out of the soil.
Robb was taking his first faltering steps across his chamber, one arm slung about Jeyne's shoulders, when they heard the clamor of riders below.
The Greatjon was still out hunting Bolton, not expected to return for days. Needle was in Arya's hand quick as thought; Grey Wind and Nymeria rose to their feet, growls rumbling in their throats. Jeyne Poole turned pale and ran to shut and bar the door, her arms trembling under the weight of the heavy wood.
A cool autumn breeze ruffled Robb's hair as Jeyne helped him to the open window. Patrek Mallister stood guard at Robb's door with his men-at-arms; it was Dacey Mormont who held the towerhouse with Bear Island men.
"Your Grace!" The she-bear had lungs of steel, her words rising clearly above the tumult. "Your lord uncle begs admittance!"
"Which one?" Arya shouted down. None of their uncles could be here, the Blackfish was at Riverrun and Benjen Stark was at the Wall. Unless...
"Lord Tully!" Dacey called back.
"Then let them in!"
Robb's voice was deep and kingly, yet his smile was as boyish as Arya remembered. She helped Jeyne Poole unbar the door as Jeyne Westerling helped her husband to the largest chair in the room, setting his crown upon his brow. Grey Wind and Nymeria slunk to either side of him and sat on their haunches, their noses twitching.
Through the open door Arya spied Patrek Mallister, tears dripping down his long nose as he embraced his liege lord. Uncle Edmure's hair was longer, his face drawn, but it was her mother's brother who stood there, surrounded by men who shared his pallor and his sporadic coughs. The freed lordlings still wore their wedding garb, though it was torn and stained. Arya spied the dancing maiden of the Pipers, the green dragon and white tower of the Vances of Atranta, the green willow of the Rygers, and twined red and white serpents that she did not know.
She did know the man standing behind them.
"You!" Arya snarled, yanking Needle from its sheath, but Grey Wind was faster than she was. With a great bound Grey Wind knocked Ser Perwyn Frey flat on his back, jaws slavering above his throat- and covered the knight's face in kisses.
"Princess Arya, sheathe your blade." Robb's voice was as stern as father's; Arya obeyed almost by instinct. "Grey Wind, to me."
On the floor Ser Perwyn coughed, trying to wipe the slobber from his face with his sleeve. A girl stepped from behind Edmure to help Perwyn to his feet; Roslin, his sister and Edmure's wife. Arya frowned, looking closer. Roslin's gown was a rusty Tully red; Ser Perwyn's tunic bore a ragged patch where a sigil had been torn away. A few men in the back of the press shared his look, and his lack of sigil.
"Well met, nephew," Edmure said, falling to one knee. The rest of the men followed suit, Roslin curtsying deeply.
"You may rise, uncle. And you, gentle lady, and you, my brave lords."
The lordlings staggered to their feet. Imprisonment had treated them harshly. A few were shivering despite the warm fire in the hearth; some were sweating, others swaying. A few stared at the bandage on Robb's cheek before dropping their eyes.
"The gods have blessed us indeed," Robb said. "I am afraid that our gracious host, Ser Hoster Grey, is out hunting. Princess Arya's maid shall see to it that you are fed and provided hot baths. I must needs speak privily with my uncle and our friends of Frey." He glanced sharply at Ser Perwyn as Jeyne Poole stepped forward, her posture as perfect as Sansa's.
"If you will follow me, my lords," she said graciously. No one but Arya would notice the hand trembling with nerves. After a moment of confusion the lordlings followed her down the passageway. When they were gone, Ser Patrek closed the door behind them.
"Your Grace," Ser Perwyn said, crumpling to his knees before Robb's chair. The four Frey men behind him followed suit, their heads bent with shame.
"Explain." Robb's eyes were cold and implacable as winter.
"I did not know, I swear it by the old gods and the new. Benfrey asked me to visit the bastard feast, and when I was half drunk he locked me in a room before the slaughter began. No one thought to release me until late the next day."
Ser Perwyn wept openly as he talked of the carnage. The northmen at the bastard feast had been caught unawares, slaughtered to the last man, their bodies plundered by Frey men-at-arms. Even so, one of them had managed to slay Benfrey, hence Perwyn being forgotten.
"The western keep was even worse," Perwyn said dully. "I didn't know what had befallen Lady Catelyn until I saw her lying there. Lord Walder's corpse laid upon a bier, dressed in his finest with a collar to hide the ruin of his throat, and they just left her in a pile with the rest like so much trash."
"And then they threw her naked in the river," Robb growled. Ser Perwyn looked up, startled.
"No, your grace. That was the tale Ryman put about. I waited until all were sleeping, then crept into the hall and carried her away."
"I caught him in the hall on my way for a piss," said the oldest Frey, his voice as dour as his face.
"Walton didn't know anything until the fighting started," Perwyn explained.
"The gods damn the man who breaks guest right," Walton said bluntly. "I am a plain soldier, but some orders go too far. My sons and I—" he gestured to the two men beside him "—claimed we were going to the eastern keep, then stood aside. We could not kill our kin, but we killed no northmen nor rivermen, and may the Father strike me down if I lie. By the time we returned to the western keep Black Walder and Lame Lothar's men were too busy slaughtering each other to notice us."
"What of my mother?" Robb did not twitch a hair; he might as well have been asking about the weather.
"Walton found a Stark cloak, and we wrapped her in it before laying her at the roots of the heart tree in our godswood. When we came back with shovels to bury her..." Perwyn swallowed. "She was gone, and the weirwood was weeping."
Arya's face felt wet. She scrubbed the back of her hand across her eyes.
"She was a great lady," Perwyn said, smiling sadly. "When you were gone from the hall Lord Walder taunted her, saying his sons would catch hers in moments. Lady Catelyn told him they would be too busy to chase you and slit his throat. By the time the fighting ended..."
"Tytos fell and cracked his head when Lady Catelyn shoved him to get to you, Your Grace. Patrek Mallister slew Rhaegar and Raymund, and Smalljon Umber slew my half brother Whalen. Dacey Mormont slew Martyn and Ronel Rivers and wounded Ser Hosteen, but it was Lame Lothar who finished him off, aye, and slew Merrett into the bargain. Black Walder slew Edwyn, Aenys slew Jared, and no one is sure who killed Petyr Pimple. All told, we buried five trueborn sons, two bastard sons, and five grandsons."
Silence fell for a moment. Arya could hear the direwolves' soft panting and the rattling breath of one of the kneeling Freys. Jeyne Westerling rested a hand on the back of Robb's chair, the other covering her mouth in horror. Robb reached up to clasp her hand, his eyes still fixed on Ser Perwyn.
"Lady Catelyn was more successful than she could have dreamed. Ser Ryman was never meant to inherit, and he's drunk more often than not. Lame Lothar schemes and Black Walder plots, and their men-at-arms go in fear of falling down the stairs or vanishing after a dalliance with the wrong serving girl."
Arya stared as Perwyn continued his tale. Walton Frey was second in line to inherit the Twins after Black Walder, his sons Sweet Steffon and Bryan third and fourth. Yet they feared Lame Lothar so much that they'd planned to make their escape and become hedge knights, until Perwyn had proposed an alternative.
The Frey men-at-arms were not all loyal to Black Walder or Lame Lothar. No one told them what to do until the last moment, and many had been aghast at the violation of guest right. They dared not disobey orders directly, but they had hacked and slashed at tables and chairs, missing the northmen and rivermen they were meant to slay.
Edmure had been imprisoned in the bridal suite with Roslin. No one found it odd that her brother Perwyn might visit her, nor suspected his true intentions. Access to the riverlords in the dungeons proved more difficult, but neither Black Walder nor Lame Lothar thought Walton capable of betrayal. While Arya thought that Walton Frey seemed a tad simple, he didn't seem stupid. She supposed if she had that many quarreling brothers and nephews and cousins, she might keep her head down too. When people underestimated you, you could get away with more.
Walton Frey had gotten away with a lot. He and his men-at-arms had openly marched Ser Marq Piper, Ronald Vance, Trystan Ryger, and Robert Paege out of the dungeons in the middle of the night, claiming they'd been summoned by the new Lord Ryman on a drunken whimsy. While they retreated to the stables, Ser Perwyn and his men had fetched Edmure, Roslin, and an absurd number of adjacent Freys.
Roslin refused to abandon her niece Alyx, who served as her lady in waiting. Apparently fifteen year old Arwyn and seven year old Shirei, Lord Walder's youngest daughters, could not be left behind either, though Arya didn't really understand why. Both girls had been dosed with dreamwine and carried away in their sleep, to prevent argument, as had several other Frey granddaughters. Alyx's older brother Alesander had openly protested the Red Wedding and been locked in his room for it, as had Ryger Rivers. Since they would be immediately suspected of aiding the escape, Perwyn had brought them too, lest they be killed. Finally they'd made off with Rhaegar Frey's two young sons, who both stood to inherit before Lame Lothar, as well as their sister for good measure.
"Their mother died not a month before the Red Wedding, poor things, and Rhaegar was a terrible father," Sweet Steffon explained. "If Your Grace permits, we would put them on a ship and send them to their Beesbury kin in the Reach. Lord Beesbury is their grandfather; their mother Jeyne was his youngest child. She spoke often of taking them there, but Rhaegar would not permit it."
"Even if Your Grace says yes, we will still have more Freys than the Twins does," Edmure japed half-heartedly, one arm wrapped around his trembling wife.
"We are not Freys," Perwyn snapped. Robb tilted his head, the very picture of dignified confusion.
"A father may disown a son who shames him. Just so may a son disown the father. Lord Walder's actions are an abomination before the old gods and the new. Never again shall we wear the towers of House Frey, nor claim the name of the man who sired us."
Robb raised an eyebrow.
"All of you? Even the children?"
Sweet Steffon and Ryger Rivers both began to speak, looked at each other, then fell silent.
"We hope that some will be permitted to take the name of their mother's kin, as they were too young and innocent to share in our shame," Sweet Steffon explained. "As for those of us who are older..."
Robb rose from his chair slowly, his legs straining from the effort. The Frey men looked up at him, their eyes filled with fear.
"House Truefaith, I name you," her brother declared. "Each man who is of age may swear his sword to me, if he so chooses, or depart unmolested once I quit this place to march north. Those who swear fealty to me shall serve honorably as household knights, with the chance for lands in the North." He paused.
"What of my squire? Where is Olyvar? Is he safe?"
"Safe and angry, from what I heard," Perwyn answered with a weak smile. "Somehow he got wind of the Red Wedding and tried to escape to warn you. Black Walder caught him, and he was escorted under guard to our uncle's keep at Rosby. The castellan will still have him locked in his chambers, I don't doubt."
Robb sighed. "A pity. I have missed having him by my side. I had hoped that when we attacked Moat Cailin—"
"Moat Cailin has fallen, Your Grace," Bryan interrupted, wincing as his father cuffed him upside the head.
"Don't interrupt the king, boy," Walton growled.
"Is this true?”
Edmure nodded, as did the Freys.
"The raven came a day or so before we escaped; one of Lame Lothar's men let the news slip. Crannogmen, Mormonts, Glovers, and Manderlys fell upon the moat from three sides. The ironmen were already weak from sickness and from the crannogmen's sneak attacks, and the assault took them by surprise."
"There was also news from King's Landing," Roslin said softly, her eyes darting to Edmure. He sighed, brushing a kiss to her forehead.
"In time, sweetling."
Suddenly Sweet Steffon shivered violently. Sweat beaded his brow as he shook, a hand pressed to his mouth. Jeyne Westerling thrust a chamber pot under him just in time as he retched.
"How long has he been like this?" The queen asked, her voice tinged with dread. Robb glanced at her, concerned.
"The riverlords took ill in the dungeons, but most have improved," Edmure said, suppressing a cough. "Our flight wearied us, that is all."
"Has anyone else been shaking? Coughing? Have any suffered fevers or struggled to control their bowels?"
Edmure was shaking his head when Bryan spoke up again.
"Cousin Jonos can't ride for two hours without fouling himself. And White Walda has been burning hotter than the hearth, and all dizzy when she dismounts."
"What is it?" Robb asked, alarm rising in his voice. Jeyne knelt, pressing the back of her hand to Sweet Steffon's brow.
"Winter fever," she breathed.
Notes:
Happy birthday to me, have some Arya! I can't wait to read y'all's comments; long comments are the best birthday gift ;)
NOTES
1) I actually briefly researched planting on top of old tree stumps (generally not recommended, apparently), plus the change to soil pH caused by ashes, plus the acidity of bog soil. Then I hit my limit and went fuck it, symbolism wins. Weirwoods are magical, they do what they want so long as the soil isn't incredibly rocky (the Eyrie) or dry (Dorne).
2) Robb's wound and Jeyne's medical techniques are based on the real life injury of King Henry V of England when he was a teenager.
3) Keeping track of all the Freys and who killed who was a goddamn nightmare. Choosing the faithful Freys was also a difficulty, as some of them have VERY thin character bios. Walton I chose because iron loyalty and following orders doesn't mean having zero honor. Plus, self interest, he's first to inherit after Black Walder and he knows he's not gonna live that long, not with Lame Lothar around. Perwyn and Alesander were faithful in canon. Ryger Rivers told off Lord Walder for being rude to Cat in Game of Thrones.
The implication that every Frey man-at-arms was totally hunky dory with the Red Wedding, an unprecedented violation of social norms, has never struck me as plausible. Feudal culture was strict, yes, but peasants rebelled all the time! Religion was a huge deal! I don't know if this issue will come up in the unpublished books, but it bothers me, so it's addressed here.
Chapter 91: Sansa VII
Chapter Text
Snowwing cooed, exulting in the cool autumn breeze beneath her wings as she swooped over the Street of the Sisters. Sansa wished she could share the dove’s joy, but her tummy was cramping, the pain so bad she could feel it even with her body back in the godswood.
It was the second time her red flower had bloomed, some six weeks after the first. Lady Catelyn had once told her that moon blood gained its name from the fact that it came once every moon, but the women of the hollow hill had disagreed. They said that the unwanted guest visited perhaps every two months, or every month and a half, or at random.
Sansa would be quite happy if her flower did not bloom again for a very long time, but it had returned yesterday. Neither the queen nor anyone else seemed to know about her flowering, and she wanted it to stay that way. Shae must not have told, for what reason Sansa could not say. Surely such information would have been well rewarded.
Brella had noticed too, to her dismay. The older woman had presented Sansa with fresh smallclothes and moon cloths this morning before her bath.
“Not a word, m’lady, you can trust me. I never said naught about Lord Renly’s affairs,” the woman whispered to Sansa while pouring warm water over her head. “I’d thought Ser Loras would hire me when he returned to the city, the ungrateful…” she trailed off as she gently worked a tangle out of Sansa’s hair.
Lord Renly had wed Lady Margaery Tyrell, but Sansa didn’t see why that should lead to Ser Loras hiring the woman who had run his goodbrother’s household before the war. Maybe Brella was trying to gain Sansa’s confidence, maybe she had already told the queen about her moon blood.
The queen was too busy to worry about Sansa at the moment. Lord Tywin Lannister had been found dead in his solar a week past, sending the entire Red Keep into chaos the likes of which Sansa had never seen. She’d been sipping at a cup of chamomile tea alone in her rooms when Shae brought the news, her eyes as bright and wicked as her smile.
“I had it from a page who had it from a redcloak,” Shae whispered. “Lord Varys summoned the queen at dawn, saying the Lord Hand wanted to speak with her urgently, and there he was, stabbed through the heart on his own desk!”
Sansa was so shocked she couldn’t believe her ears, and she’d slipped her skin before she knew what she was doing. The cats were all over the Red Keep, and so were gossiping lords and ladies and servants.
In the Maidenvault the Queen of Thorns cackled as a household knight reported that Lord Tywin had been found naked, arse in the air, a pile of nightsoil under him. In the cornerfort Prince Oberyn leapt to his feet, joy mixed with confusion in his face. In the king’s chambers Tommen clung to a wriggling Ser Pounce as his uncle Ser Kevan knelt, tears streaming down his face. In the White Sword Tower redcloaks searched for the Lord Commander, Ser Jaime having vanished without a trace.
That was all Sansa saw before she was yanked back to her own body by a splash of ice cold water.
“You fainted, m’lady,” Shae informed her insolently, an empty pitcher dangling from her hand. There were fresh dark bruises at her wrists. “Your eyes went all blank and unnatural and you couldn’t hear me. Should I get a maester?”
“That won’t be necessary,” Sansa gasped.
By the time Sansa changed into dry clothes there were guards posted at her door, redcloaks who informed her she was not to leave her cell, not even to pray. It was mid afternoon when a tall old man with a kindly face came to fetch her.
“I am Qyburn, sweet child,” he said. “Her Grace has asked me to speak with you about the Lord Hand’s death.”
“I don’t know anything,” Sansa replied, frightened. At the end of the passage they found Ser Daemon Sand and the Redwyne twins, swords gleaming at their sides as they eyed each other. Why were they hanging about? Sansa curtsied to the knights and Ser Daemon bowed before striding off.
“I’ve been in my cell since yesterday afternoon, I swear,” Sansa told the old man. He patted her arm, as gentle as a fond grandfather.
“Of course, my lady. There’s no need to fret, I promise you.”
They had reached the ground level of Maegor’s Holdfast when Ser Kevan Lannister strode up, his face beaded with sweat.
“You are not needed, Qyburn,” Ser Kevan said brusquely. Qyburn bowed.
“I follow the queen’s command, my lord. Has she changed her mind?”
“You speak to the Hand of the King,” Ser Kevan replied. “The queen is indisposed.”
The old man bowed again, releasing Sansa. Ser Kevan took her arm, and they turned back the way they had come. His heavy face was pale and drawn, as though he had aged ten years overnight.
“I am sorry for your loss, my lord,” Sansa whispered as he led her up the stairs. Ser Kevan’s arm jerked with surprise.
“Are you, my lady?” He asked dryly.
Sansa bit her lip. She wasn’t sorry that Lord Tywin was dead, not when it meant that he couldn’t hurt anyone else. But Tywin had been Kevan’s older brother, the man he served his entire life.
“I do not know if my brother yet lives,” she answered, wishing away the moisture from her eyes. “Ever since I was born, Robb was always there. To lose him—“ her throat was too tight to speak.
“Tywin was as eternal at the Rock,” Ser Kevan said. He seemed to be speaking more to himself than to her, and said nothing else before shutting her back in her cell.
At sunset the redcloaks grudgingly released Shae to fetch her mistress’s dinner, and she returned bearing food and gossip. Some claimed a tiny heart of shriveled gold had been found beside the corpse. Others claimed the Kingslayer’s body had been found too, his golden hand wrapped around his own throat. The Young Wolf had hired a faceless man; no, it was the work of Stannis’s red priestess, a shadowbinder from Asshai. Ser Jaime had vanished in hot pursuit of the assassins; no, the assassins had kidnapped him to hold for ransom.
With a coo Snowwing landed on the statue of King Baelor the Blessed that stood at the center of the square before the Great Sept of Baelor. Whatever had happened, Tywin Lannister was dead, and today was the last day of his funeral.
Sansa had not seen the Great Sept since the day Ser Loras Tyrell dubbed Olyvar Sand a knight. Thousands had packed the square, cheering lustily as Sansa tried to look at the Dornish knight without thinking of how he had terrified her. Perhaps he had been having a nightmare of fighting the Mountain, but it had scared her all the same, and she hadn’t dared visit his sick bed again.
But a lady always remembered her courtesies, and so Sansa had presented her champion with a single red rose, the crowd cheering even louder as Olyvar accepted it, tucking the rose into his belt.
Less attention had been paid to the white roses she left behind when she left, the last of all the highborn lords and ladies to depart, placing them gently on the spot where her father’s blood had profaned the holy ground. Ser Balon Swann had been her guard that day, and while he’d given her an odd look he’d not said a word. To her relief the Hound had not guarded her since the trial by combat. With Ser Gregor dead the Clegane lands were now his, and he’d ridden west to take charge of them.
For the past moon’s turn the knights of the Kingsguard had taken turns guarding Sansa, keeping close watch over her every moment of the day. There were no more rides through the city to give alms; when she went to the Sept of Baelor, over a score of red cloaks were there to guard her. Arya would have tried to escape anyway, but she was the brave one. Wolfskin or no, Sansa was too fearful of the price of failure to even try, not with Lord Tywin already so enraged.
At least not all of her jailers frightened her. Ser Balon Swann was gracious, Ser Addam Marbrand was stern, and Ser Boros Blount was growly. Ser Jaime never guarded her, as he was always busy with King Tommen or the queen. It was Ser Lyn Corbray who guarded her most often, always ready with a cutting smile and crude japes that made her uncomfortable.
Snowwing cooed as she fluttered down to the steps of the Great Sept. She seemed to coo constantly, as chatty as a serving girl. There had been lots of flowers here, but now there weren’t any at all. Flowers? Sansa asked. The dove cooed. The walking two-leggers had been putting flowers here for ages, always at the same spot. She pecked at the stone, marking where Sansa had left her white roses. When did the flowers go away?
The dove hopped uncertainly, cooing at a cluster of pigeons nearby. Since the day the riding two-leggers came with the bad smell, a brown speckled pigeon answered. Sansa’s heart skipped a beat. The Lord Hand’s body had lain in state for seven days. There had been flowers for Eddard Stark, nearly two years after his death, but none for Tywin Lannister.
The evening prayers tonight would mark the end of the funeral. To her relief Sansa was not been allowed to attend. Afternoon prayers were for the smallfolk alone, and Snowwing watched as a thin stream trickled into the sept. Most were soldiers, westermen come from their camp outside the city. Sansa wondered if they had come willingly or if their commanders had urged their attendance.
By the time the enormous doors closed to mark the beginning of the afternoon service Sansa was as bored as Snowwing. The dove was only too happy to fly back to the godswood and peck at the seeds Sansa had scattered around the weirwood. She’d bribed Shae and Brella to scatter more in the yard, her thanks to the starlings and sparrows who had answered her scream for help.
The singers claimed that the Seven had sent the birds as a sign of favor, defending the righteousness of Sansa’s cause and condemning Lord Tywin’s many sins. The High Septon told a different tale, claiming the Maiden had sent the birds for the sake of a harmless maid tragically afflicted by madness. There was certainly no judgment against the noble Hand of the King, and no truth to the Stark girl’s wild accusations. Her brother’s defeat had driven her mad, that was all. From what Shae said the smallfolk seemed to trust the singers more than the High Septon.
Let’s go see Brienne, Sansa urged the dove. With Ser Jaime vanished Lady Brienne remained confined in her cell all day, alone and friendless. Sansa was not permitted to visit the warrior maid, not even after she’d asked Prince Oberyn to intercede for her.
When Snowwing finally found the right window it was shut tight. With Sansa’s encouragement the dove pecked at the glass. Had they taken Brienne away? Or had she finally been ransomed? Snowwing pecked and pecked to no avail, and finally Sansa told her to give up. Afternoon services would be done by now, and she wanted to see how the commons behaved when the procession for the evening services arrived from the Red Keep.
Evening services were open to all. Shae had begged to attend, and Sansa had granted her leave. The maid had been in an odd mood all week, a certain vindictive glee hanging upon her like a necklace. Her bruises were almost faded away; perhaps that had something to do with it.
Snowwing glided back to the Street of Sisters. During the afternoon heat the smallfolk had mostly kept out of the sun, but the street was crowded now. Dozens of begging brothers lined the road, their roughspun robes belted with hempen rope. Their feet were blackened and hard as wood, their faces red with anger.
“Faithless, oathbreaker, murderer, craven!”
The voices rang as one, a cry that echoed up and down the streets. The great western lord Crakehall had slain one of them a few weeks past, and the redcloaks had imprisoned many of them, but that had only made them angrier. There were too many of them to imprison them all.
For every begging brother there were a hundred sparrows, poor folk come to King’s Landing. They had been streaming into the city for weeks, devout smallfolk enraged by the rape of the Riverlands and the Red Wedding. The High Septon, a wizened old man with a wispy white beard, had tried to calm them to no avail. The sparrows denounced him as corrupt, a tool of the Lannisters. The previous High Septon had tried to stop them from executing father, Sansa remembered. The fat old man had clutched at Joffrey’s cape, and afterwards she’d heard that he was very angry. She didn’t know anything about the new one.
“The wrath of the gods is upon us!” A begging brother shouted. “See how the Seven strike down the wicked! The Faithless Hand is brought low, his very corpse reeks of his corruption! Oathbreaker, murderer, craven!”
The queen will have the goldcloaks kill them all, Sansa thought, horrified. Ser Kevan was already at the sept, and Ser Addam Marbrand with him. The queen’s procession would be here any moment, escorted by a host of goldcloaks led by Ser Lyn Corbray and Ser Boros Blount, men who would be only too happy to bloody their swords.
“Oathbreaker, murderer, craven!”
It’s my fault, Sansa thought, aghast. She had meant to speak out against Tywin’s cruelty, to remind the court of his crimes, but she did not want holy men and common folk to die because of her words. It was bad enough that Olyvar had nearly lost his arm; how many would be slaughtered tonight?
“Oathbreaker, murderer, craven!”
Among the sparrows stood a dwarf, his bulbous nose familiar. He was at the combat. Snowwing cooed in distress but Sansa’s will was stronger, and the bird dove toward the dwarf.
Flee , Sansa shrieked as Snowwing flapped at the dwarf’s head. The queen will kill you all; flee, flee!
“Maiden?” The dwarf’s coarse voice was filled with wonder.
“Oathbreaker, murderer, craven!”
She could hear the clopping of hooves in the distance, the whinnying of horses, the flapping of banners in the wind.
“OATHBREAKER, MURDERER, CRAVEN!”
Flee! Snowwing beat her wings, driving the dwarf toward the closest alley. Some of the sparrows were crying out, pointing at the bird.
“This way!” The dwarf bellowed. “Follow the maiden’s dove!” A flock of sparrows broke away from the rest, fleeing single file through the alley. The rest stayed where they were, still chanting, led by a thin septon with a sharply pointed face.
“OATHBREAKER, MURDERER, CRAVEN!”
Lead them out of here, Sansa ordered Snowwing, praying with all her might as she leapt for Ser Lyn Corbray’s stallion.
She slipped into the horse’s skin just as he crushed the thin septon’s ribs beneath his hooves.
When Shae returned late that evening, Sansa still could not keep any food down. She had vomited up a lifetime of meals in the godswood, covering her mess with leaves. Ser Balon asked after her health most courteously before escorting her back to her cell; he was one of the ones who believed the High Septon, and treated Sansa as though she was made of spun glass.
“Near two score of them sparrows were killed before the rest run off,” Shae told Sansa as she helped her prepare for bed. “Some of them had enough sense to flee before the killing started; I heard a squire say that they were chasing after some dwarf.”
“Oh,” Sansa said weakly. “What happened to them?”
Shae shrugged. “I don’t know, m’lady.”
The next day Sansa sent her excuses to the Tyrells, pleading a headache. She could not bear to spend yet another afternoon with Margaery’s ladies, not when poor folk lay dead in the street because of her. It wasn’t even a lie; her red flower made her temples throb. She was lying in bed, half asleep, when a knock came at the door.
“Her Grace the Queen Regent,” Ser Lyn Corbray announced as Cersei swept into the room. Sansa forced herself to sit upright, her tummy cramping.
“Your Grace.”
“No need to curtsy, child,” the queen said indulgently. “I heard you were feeling poorly and thought I might provide some comfort.”
“You are too kind, Your Grace.” The door thudded shut behind Ser Lyn, leaving Sansa alone with the queen.
“I have been hard on you, Sansa,” the queen said, smoothing her skirts as she sat on the featherbed. “I believe I owe you an apology.”
“An apology?” Sansa asked warily.
“Why, for accusing you of involvement in Joffrey’s death. I’m sure you loved him dearly. Poor sweet girl, no wonder all your losses have driven you mad.” The queen sighed, running a gentle hand through Sansa’s hair.
“I’ve been remiss, Sansa. You’ve been left here in this tower cell all alone, with nothing to do but pray and pass the time with those insipid Tyrells and untrustworthy Dornish. Well, we’ll have no more of that. From now on you shall be one of my ladies.”
“I am honored, Your Grace.” There was nothing else Sansa could say. This was a a new kind of imprisonment, one that Ser Kevan could not object to.
The queen smiled, withdrawing a silk bag from the folds of her gown.
“I have a gift for you, little dove. You should feel welcome among my ladies of the Westerlands.” She placed the heavy bag upon Sansa’s lap. “Open it.”
The bag’s contents proved to be a golden collar. A tear drop ruby the size of a pigeon’s egg hung from the center; lion claws dangled from the sides, the tips of the claws sharp as needles.
“Let me help you,” the queen purred. Her slim fingers were gentle as she fastened the collar around Sansa’s throat, the lion claws pricking her skin. The collar felt too tight, the ruby hanging heavily at the hollow of her throat.
“You are too generous, Your Grace,” Sansa said uneasily, her breaths shallow.
“Think nothing of it.” The queen tugged at the collar as though checking the fit. “You shall wear it whenever you leave your cell; it shall remind those vultures that you are under Lannister protection.” Lannister imprisonment, Sansa thought bitterly. “Besides, a gift is only appropriate to celebrate a girl’s flowering.”
All the air seemed to have left the room. Blood pounded in Sansa’s ears.
“My— my—”
The queen laughed.
“Never fear, little dove. You shall be well taken care of. A poor helpless maid requires a husband, one that can take care of her in her madness. Of course, your madness makes you quite unfit for a high lord. Perhaps Sandor Clegane? He has lands and a keep now that Ser Gregor is dead. So remote; no one ever knew much of what Ser Gregor did there, or how those two wives of his died so young. Or perhaps Ser Ilyn Payne? You’d have to live at court, of course, you could remain one of my ladies while sharing his chambers.”
“You can’t,” Sansa replied, trying not to vomit at the memory of the Hound’s hungry eyes, of the old executioner raising his blade, his gaunt face like a death’s head. “I won’t. Even the High Septon cannot declare a maid wed if she won’t say the vows.”
“Oh, you’ll say them, though it’s up to you whether you visit the black cells again first. Everyone shall believe you confined to your rooms with some illness, but you’ll be screaming where no one can hear you.” The queen yanked on the collar, her green eyes blazing.
"I can marry you to whoever I like. To anyone. You'll marry a sparrow if I say so, and bed down with him in the gutter. Be grateful I’ve decided to let you choose your own husband.”
“Choose?” The world was spinning.
“Yes, I had considered selecting a husband for you, but I decided it would be more amusing to make you pick your own poison. You shall sew your own maiden cloak while I provide you with a list of suitors, all loyal to the crown, of course. My cousin Lucion might serve; he’s much too highborn for you but I hear he is quite rough with his serving girls. Don’t fret, Sansa, when you join me tomorrow I’m sure I shall have even more… dashing men for you to consider. I shall allow you a month or two to ready your maiden cloak before you make your choice.”
The queen pressed cold lips to Sansa’s sweaty brow.
“May you have sweet dreams of your future husband,” Cersei purred.
The door thudded shut behind the queen. Sansa rose to her feet, her chest heaving as she struggled to breathe. White spots danced in her vision, her fingers thick and clumsy as she fumbled at the collar, trying to find the clasp.
“M’lady!” Shae was a blur as Sansa sank to her knees.
“Collar,” Sansa gasped, and then the darkness took her.
Notes:
This chapter was a struggle. I can’t wait to read your comments below!
NOTES
1) In canon Brienne met the pious dwarf at Duskendale. It’s later implied he was murdered by bounty hunters who tried to tell Cersei he was Tyrion. He’s alive here because there was no bounty out for the long dead Tyrion.
2) Only Cersei would decide to torture someone by gifting them a fortune in gold and jewels. And yet it worked! The collar is a deliberate reference to the black diamond collar Tyrion gave Shae- a creepy mark of ownership/control.
3) Poor Sansa had a panic attack. She also had one in Chapter 20, but Arya wasn’t here this time to talk her through it.
4) Seriously, Jesus Christ, Cersei. Way to use the women’s sphere as a blunt weapon. Great job, Jaime, you totally saved Sansa from a cruel marriage. Dumbass.
5) Neither Shae nor Brella sold Sansa out, but Sansa has no way of knowing that.
The necklace, by ohnoitsmyra
Chapter 92: Arya V
Chapter Text
Arya gently patted the earth, the body of the rabbit well covered by the damp soil. A mere fortnight after planting the weirwood sapling was already up to her hip, to the solemn amazement of the northmen and the nervous approval of the rivermen. Ser Perwyn Truefaith waited patiently behind her, one hand on the hilt of his sword. Arya blew her hair out of her face, annoyed. Even since arriving a week ago he was her constant shadow.
"I swore to Lady Catelyn," he responded when she first tried to send him away. "I failed her. I will not fail you, princess."
Appealing to Robb did no good. Telling Ser Perwyn that Truefaith was a stupid name did no good. Demanding that Ser Perwyn spar with her did no good, and resulted in a ripe crop of bruises as he showed her the pitfalls of relying upon water dancing when facing a knight. Arya had been furious when she realized that the Dornish squire had been going easy on her at Riverrun. And it was far too late to yell at him; Edric Dayne was back at Riverrun, waiting to be put on a ship home. Edric never dared trounce her or trick her like Gendry had. Arya brushed the dirt from her hands. She'd already eaten breakfast, but she bet Gendry hadn't.
White Willow's old forge stood apart from the rest of the village, smoke rising from the chimney. Gendry was working on a horseshoe when Arya arrived, beating the red-hot iron into shape. His face was covered in soot, his bare arms in sweat. Arya tossed a chunk of hard cheese between Gendry's teeth, laughing when he caught it. She ignored Ser Perwyn's frown. He didn't understand, he hadn't been there at the hollow hill.
Gendry practically lived in his forge. There was plenty of metal that needed working before Robb's host regrouped and rode north. The day after Robb rose from his sickbed he had summoned Gendry and Anguy to reward them for their part in his recovery, and the apprentice boy had begrudgingly agreed to follow them north. Arya had cried when she heard that Theon's ironborn had killed Mikken, but Robb planned to bring a new master smith from White Harbor, the best that could be found.
"Once your apprenticeship is over you shall not want for coin," Robb had said solemnly, his bronze crown shining at his brow, the nine iron longswords sharp. "Whether you choose to become the new master smith of Winterfell or build your forge elsewhere, you shall always be welcome at our hearth."
Then Gendry had nodded and made his thanks, but now he seemed less enthused.
"There's no place like King's Landing for the people and crowds," Gendry said as he gulped down water. He wiped his mouth, smearing ash over his face. "It's too quiet out here, with nothing but the wind and the beasts."
"The city reeks of shit and worse," Arya objected, ignoring Perwyn's wince at her foul mouth. She was smart enough not to swear in front of Robb or his bannermen, anyway.
"Aye, it does," Gendry replied. "But there's no smith north of the neck as can teach me to work Valyrian steel like old Tobho Mott. How many suits of armor will your brother need? Will there be lords coming to my forge for steel dyed in rich colors, for helms fashioned in the shapes of beasts?"
Arya didn't have an answer for that, so she threw a chunk of bread at Gendry and left the forge. He'd change his mind, he had to. Anguy had, once Helly had laid into him.
"You turned down the old Hand and look where it got you," she scolded while Arya listened, amused by Anguy's sheepishness. "Ten thousand dragons, when my old Pate was lucky to make ten a year smithing when he lived in Lord Harroway’s Town! A hundred years o’ money in your hand!”
“A thousand,” Arya corrected pertly. She knew her sums.
“A thousand !” Helly shrieked indignantly. “All that prize money wasted gambling, and you shrug your shoulders and turn outlaw w' a bunch of fleabitten ne'er-do-wells!"
"There were pretty girls and roast swan too," Anguy objected.
Helly rolled her eyes. "You think some other king will ask you to be his master bowman? Or did you think to spend the winter in a burrow like a fox?"
"It's damn cold up there!" Anguy said, turning pink as the widow tweaked his nose. The blacksmith's widow had ten years on him and acted like it, but the freckled archer didn't seem to mind being bossed around. Tom o' Sevens teased that if a septon came through Anguy was doomed to be wedded rather than just bedded.
"Not inside, stupid!" Arya rolled her eyes. "Winterfell has hot springs, ask any northman and he'll tell you."
"The princess talks sense, thank you, m'lady." Helly placed her hands on her hips, her bosom jiggling. "Now, will you be thanking the king for his generosity on bended knee or do I have to knock you upside the head first?"
"Dorne has lemons?" Anguy protested weakly.
"So do we,” Arya retorted. “We grow them in the glass gardens." Helly laughed, Anguy groaned, and the matter was settled.
That had been yesterday, and Helly was still grinning triumphantly when Arya arrived, Ser Perwyn at her heels.
"Anguy's out collecting feathers for fletching, princess" she informed them, curtsying. "He was up at the crack o’ dawn."
Her eyes twinkled mischievously as Arya huffed in annoyance. Ser Perwyn wouldn't let Arya come out that early, not since three days ago when they'd heard more of those slapping and panting noises. Ser Perwyn had turned redder than a pomegranate and taken her back to the towerhouse without a word.
Since she couldn't join Anguy collecting feathers Arya wandered around the tiny village. Helly's cousin had a new baby to play with, and two older children who loved playing monsters-and-maidens and hide-the-treasure. By mid-morning she was bored stiff, and talked Ser Perwyn into showing her how to avoid collecting the same bruises twice. A few of the smallfolk watched, some appalled, some amused.
When the noon sun hung overhead it was time for the midday meal. Jeyne Poole forced Arya into a tub and a clean gown before she joined the lords and knights in the towerhouse's little hall. Arya would have rather washed up after lunch, but between Ser Perwyn and Jeyne Poole it was impossible to escape Robb's orders regarding her appearance at mealtimes.
Robb was still confined to his chambers for the most part, and it was there that Arya spent her afternoon, listening quietly as he conferred with his bannermen.
"Consider it an honor, Arya," he told her halfway through the afternoon, half-stern, half-smiling. "I learned much from listening to father's councils." His smile turned sad. Arya didn't understand why she had to be present. Robb had Bran and Rickon to serve as his heirs, and Sansa after them, and that was only until he and Jeyne Westerling had their own pack of children.
"What will you do with Bolton?" Arya asked when Short Lew left after reporting no new word from the Greatjon. Robb sighed.
"Bolton may have reached the Dreadfort already, little sister. Autumn is a poor time to begin a siege, but such treason cannot wait.”
“I wish Sansa was here. She could find lost children, I bet she could sniff out Bolton.”
“I wish Sansa was here too," Robb said, his voice hollow. "Regardless, we have nothing with Bolton's scent. If we did, Nymeria would be searching for him, not standing guard.” While Grey Wind remained by Robb’s side at all times, save when he hunted, Nymeria and a few local wolves circled the perimeter of the village, noses twitching for the scent of unfamiliar men. It had been Arya’s idea, to make sure no one followed the escaped Freys to Robb.
“How’s your cheek?”
Robb winced, the bandage shifting slightly.
“Better. I am fortunate to have such a clever wife and a sister who befriends smallfolk wherever she goes. Jeyne’s efforts would have been for naught without your archer and your smith, Arya Underfoot.”
Arya stared at her feet as Ser Patrek admitted Uncle Edmure. Robb wouldn’t have been wounded in the first place if she’d done a better job of warning him. If she hadn’t run off, if she’d stay put and made them understand, then mother would still be alive.
Arya was only half listening as Edmure explained his preparations for returning to Riverrun. If I hadn’t run off to kill Amory Lorch, Sansa would be safe here, not locked up in King’s Landing. Arya gnawed at her lip. She still couldn’t believe Roslin’s news. Sansa, perfect, courteous Sansa, calling Tywin Lannister a craven to his face before the entire court? Even Arya wasn’t that reckless.
Robb was so stunned he’d been stricken speechless. When he finally talked to Arya the next day when they were alone, Robb was less surprised about Sansa’s suicidal heroism and more upset that some Dornish bastard had saved Sansa’s life while her elder brother sat ignorant of her peril a thousand leagues away. Arya didn’t think Robb was in any condition to be fighting the Mountain even if he had been in King’s Landing, but she wasn’t stupid enough to point that out. He’d written several drafts of scathing letters demanding Sansa’s return only to pitch them in the fire, cursing their lack of ravens.
“— as soon as Robert Paege is well enough to ride,” Edmure finished. Robb nodded, tired.
Robb joined the men for dinner in the hall, Ser Patrek and Uncle Edmure bracing him as he struggled down the steps. To her relief Robb ate heartily, sopping up the last of his stew with a crust of bread. Arya wished Jeyne Westerling would eat so well.
When the meal was done Arya helped serving men bring food to the longhouse in the village that had become the queen’s domain. Dacey Mormont stood guard, opening the door to let them pass. Once empty, the thatched roof now sheltered those sick with winter fever. To his frustration Jeyne had forbidden Robb to come anywhere near the place lest he catch the fever himself.
The riverlords were the first to fall sick and the first on the mend. The Freys who had freed them had somehow gotten the worst of the fever. White Walda was pale and weak, though her cough was improving. Little Jonos was doing very poorly; he was only nine, and embarrassed half to death by Meri needing to help him change after he fouled himself. At the moment he was gulping down a steaming cup of medicinal tea, making a face at the bitter taste of willow bark.
“Why do they need so much tea?”
Jeyne Westerling leaned over Bryan Frey, her face wan as she listened to his cough.
“The fever and the runs dry them out,” Jeyne Westerling explained, covering her mouth as she yawned. Meri said Jeyne was still working in the middle of the night when she sent Meri to bed, and already awake when she returned to help after breakfast.
Jeyne pressed her ear to the man's chest. Arya waited impatiently until her goodsister sat back up before asking her question.
“What are you listening for?”
Jeyne picked at the food Arya had brought her, taking a mouthful of stew. Had her face always been so thin?
“When winter fever turns bad it can cause water in the lungs,” Jeyne said. “It makes a rough, scratchy sound.”
“Can I try?”
“Gently,” her goodsister answered. Bryan’s chest was sweaty against her ear, but at last Arya heard a soft crackly noise.
“I was afraid…” Jeyne fiddled with a small piece of cheese. “If the fluid isn’t drained the lung collapses and the patient dies. I don’t know how to do it; with Robb’s wound I just had to follow the path of the arrow. Thank the Seven Bryan sounds better today; I think he’s on the mend. And Robert Paege is doing well; Lord Edmure should be able to depart on the morrow.”
Her yawn turned into a cough, and Arya flinched. Who would take care of Jeyne if she got sick?
“Just a piece of food gone down the wrong way,” Jeyne assured her, seeing the worried expression on her face. “Nothing to worry about, I promise.”
Uncle Edmure, his wife, and his riverlords rode south two days later, the Truefaiths remaining behind. While Ser Perwyn watched Arya, Arya watched her goodsister. Sometimes Jeyne put a hand to her chest as if it pained her, and she was barely eating, her face nauseous when Arya tried to press food on her. But she wasn’t coughing much, and when she did she blamed the smoke from the fire. She kept the longhouse hot; water was always on the boil for tea and for the hot towels she placed on the chests of the sick so that they could breathe the steam.
Arya was helping in the longhouse when the Greatjon finally returned, hooves thundering as the small host pounded into the village. He would pay his respects to Robb first; Arya could imagine his bellow of surprise at finding Robb on the mend. He’d be even more delighted with what Sansa had been up to. She just hoped he didn’t kill any Freys before someone told him what was going on.
It was nearly dusk when the Greatjon finally appeared. “TRUEFAITH!” The Greatjon bellowed, clapping Ser Perwyn on the shoulder with an enormous hand. Perwyn winced; the Greatjon had shouted in his ear.
“Not so loud, my lord, we’ve sick folk here,” Jeyne scolded gently. The Greatjon beamed, bowing quickly before sweeping her up in his meaty arms.
“Queen Jeyne the Healer, the old gods bless your clever fingers! You Westerlings were wasted on the Crag; you’ve the blood of the First Men same as any northman!”
For a moment Jeyne froze in surprise, the Greatjon's bushy beard tickling her chin. Her nervous giggle became a laugh, and soon she was helpless with merriment, tears running down her face. The laughter was infectious; soon Arya and Perwyn and the Greatjon’s men were laughing too, stomping their feet and slapping their bellies.
Then Jeyne’s laugh turned into a racking cough, and all the laughter ceased.
Her cough began near dusk, and by dawn the next day it had only grown worse. The sound was harsh and dry, and between coughs she struggled to breathe, wheezing and choking on air. Finally Arya pressed an ear to her goodsister’s chest, dreading what she would find.
A rough, scratchy sound filled her ears, worse than Bryan Frey’s, much worse. Arya should have seen, she should have known! How many times had Maester Luwin said that lack of sleep and lack of food made men vulnerable to illness? While Meri brewed willow tea and Arya forced Jeyne to breathe the steam the Greatjon frantically rode forth in search of a maester, as did many of the other scouts.
Almost a week passed, and Jeyne only grew weaker. Against Jeyne's will Ser Perwyn carried her to Robb’s chambers and laid her in the featherbed, Grey Wind curling up at her feet.
“You shouldn’t be near me,” Jeyne wheezed as Robb held her hand. “If you take sick—”
“Your place is here, as is mine,” Robb replied, immovable as the Wall, his eyes wet as he pressed a kiss to his wife's sweaty brow. Arya shifted uncomfortably in her seat and reached for Nymeria.
The direwolf trotted down a muddy old game trail on the outskirts of the village, her nose twitching as she sniffed at the air. A light breeze tugged at her fur, and the she-wolf stiffened as it brought her the scent of an unfamiliar two-legger and a dog.
Carefully Nymeria crept toward the source of the smell, keeping downwind lest the dog catch her scent, the undergrowth hiding her from their eyes. At last she saw them. The two-legger was big, six feet tall, but he had a way of hunching forward as he walked that made him seem much shorter. His roughspun robes were belted with rope, his feet bare and black and hard as horn. An enormous shaggy dog trotted at his side, as humble and plain as his master.
Get Dacey , Arya ordered. The direwolf whined softly. She could handle a dog and a two-legger. Of course you can, but we need to know who they are, she reminded the direwolf. Nymeria obeyed, still slightly offended, slipping away to fetch Dacey Mormont.
Whoever the intruder was, Robb was too busy to deal with him. “I’m going to get some fresh air,” Arya said. Her brother barely noticed when she left, Perwyn trailing after her.
She found the intruder in the center of the village, surrounded by smiling villagers. Dacey Mormont stood at ease, her morningstar at her back. Hoarfrost Umber, the Greatjon's second son, stood beside her, his face gruff with disapproval. Helly's cousin handed her baby to the old man, who held the babe gently as any grandfather.
"Your wolf nearly scared poor Septon Meribald half to death, princess," Helly laughed from her doorway. "She was fixing to fight that dog o' his before the lady shooed her away."
"Septon Meribald?"
"Aye, the only septon who comes our way. He wanders the riverlands, blessing babes, wedding them as want to wed, forgiving sins and the like." Helly smiled ruefully. "He's not been here for a year past, what with the fighting. I caught him first; I've sins to confess once the rest leave him be."
What sins could Helly commit, here in the middle of nowhere?
"The queen needs him," Arya insisted. Helly's smile fell, and she curtsied low.
"As you like, princess."
The villagers scattered as Arya stomped up to the septon, Ser Perwyn at her heels. The old septon had a wrinkled face, burnt red by the wind. A shock of thick grey hair sprang from his head, and crow's feet framed his eyes.
"Well met, child," he said kindly. "A stranger welcome I have never seen in all my days."
"That was Nymeria."
"This is Dog," the old septon replied, patting the huge shaggy beast sitting by his side. "He's used to defending me on our wanderings, but even such a fine dog knows better than to fight a direwolf." Meribald's smile was slightly strained.
Arya had no time for the old man's squeamishness. He would get used to Nymeria, just as the villagers had. "What kind of septon are you? Septon Chayle kept the library at Winterfell. He loved reading and always wore shoes."
The septon chuckled. "I cannot read nor write, but I know a hundred different prayers."
"We need prayers," Arya admitted, gnawing at her lip.
"We've been praying, princess," Hoarfrost Umber rumbled, glaring at the septon. He was only a few years older than Robb, but he was nearly as big as the Greatjon. The Smalljon's death had made him his father's heir, a responsibility he took as seriously as he took the old gods.
The northmen prayed at the weirwood sapling every morning and evening since Jeyne took ill. Arya joined them, and she'd had Nymeria give the weirwood an extra rabbit each day, but it was all to no avail. Once she'd heard the tiny leaves whispering, and could have sworn she heard Bran's voice, but that was silly.
Coppery blood trickled from Arya's lip as it split under her teeth. Maybe the weirwood couldn't help because Jeyne Westerling believed in the Seven, not the old gods of forest and stream. Mother worshipped the new gods too. She had prayed to each of her seven when Bran fell. Maybe mother's gods could help Jeyne.
"Mother believed in the Seven," Arya reminded Hoarfrost stubbornly. "More prayers couldn't hurt." The big man's face softened, though he still looked unhappy.
"What sort of prayers?" The septon asked.
"Prayers to make a sick person better," she said. She's pack, I can't let her die. Mind made up, Arya grabbed him by the hand.
They left Dog outside the towerhouse, rolling on his back for the northmen to pet his belly. As they walked through the hall Arya understood the reason for the northmen's long faces. Jeyne’s cough could be heard from the bottom of the stairs.
When Ser Patrek Mallister admitted them to Robb’s chambers his shoulders were slumped, his face lined with worry. The chambers were hot and humid, an enormous fire roaring in the hearth. Robb stood beside it, waiting for the kettle to boil. A stack of cold damp towels covered the table beside the bed, along with an empty cup of tea. Jeyne lay in the featherbed asleep, direwolf at her side, her breaths labored.
Grey Wind growled low in his throat. The direwolf rose to his feet, standing guard astride his feverish queen. Meribald froze, his forehead dripping with sweat as the direwolf sniffed at him. By the fire Robb's hand gripped the hilt of his sword, waiting, his eyes hard.
With a whine Grey Wind lay back down, his paws draped protectively across Jeyne's feet. Robb exhaled slowly, releasing the hilt of his sword as the septon knelt before the bed, murmuring prayers in a low voice.
When the water boiled Arya brewed willow tea, setting the pot on the table to cool. Robb dipped a clean towel in the remaining water, the tips of his fingers turning red from the heat. He draped a dry towel over Jeyne's bosom before adding the new one, placing it so Jeyne would breathe the steam.
"How long have you been wed, Your Grace?" The septon asked when his prayers were done. Robb flinched, and Arya reached for Nymeria. What if this septon meant Robb harm? On the outskirts of the village Nymeria raised her head; she could smell the Greatjon returning, accompanied by a rider she did not know.
"I mean you no harm, sire."
Arya paused. Grey Wind had given his approval, hadn't he? She bit her lip, and settled back into her own skin.
"I wear no crown," Robb said evenly. The septon chuckled.
"The direwolf gave you away long before I laid eyes on you, Your Grace."
Robb was about to reply when Jeyne's eyes fluttered open. She gasped once, her breath rattling, before her whole body was wracked by coughs. Robb swore under his breath as he watched, helpless. Grey Wind jumped down from the bed, pacing and whining, as restless as his king, and Septon Meribald resumed his prayers.
Finally the coughing fit ceased. With gentle hands Robb held the cup of tea to his wife's dry cracked lips, his voice soft as he urged her to drink. Once the pot of tea was empty he let Jeyne go back to sleep, sending a serving man to refill the kettle with water.
For a time all was quiet. The septon's prayers were hushed, possessed of a steady rhythm that reminded Arya of Sansa singing to herself while she brushed Lady's fur. Robb dozed in his chair, his face pale and drawn. Even back at Riverrun her brother had been different than she remembered, stern and steady before his bannermen. Yet on the rare occasions he was alone with Arya and their mother he seemed half a ghost, his shoulders crushed beneath a heavy burden.
In the grips of fever Robb had called for father, for mother, tears wet upon his cheeks. He had called for Jon Snow and Theon, for Sansa, for Bran and Rickon. When he called her name Arya clutched her brother's sweaty hand and soothed him as best she could, but it was never enough. Only Jeyne could give him peace, with her sweet smiles and light caresses, with the way she kissed his brow.
Arya wrinkled her nose. Mother had said Robb wed Jeyne for love, but that wasn't what the men-at-arms said. Back at Riverrun they had made crude jokes about buying a cow after milking it, at least until the Blackfish overheard one of them and gave them such a blistering that Arya learned three new curses. After the Twins the northmen's skepticism had turned first to respect, then fervent admiration when the little queen succeeded in drawing the arrow from Robb's cheek. However it had begun, they seemed to love each other now. If Jeyne died...
"They've been wed almost a year," Arya blurted. "I think."
The septon paused mid-sentence. "He seems to care for her very much. I did not expect such a warm welcome, given what the northmen did to the villages about Harrenhal." The septon's eyes were hard.
"What?" Arya was confused. "We always had a septon at Winterfell, for mother. Father built her a sept when I was little."
"Not all northmen are Eddard Stark. Lord Bolton's men terrorized the riverlands near as bad as the Lannisters, them and those Bloody Mummers. Septs plundered and burned to the ground, holy brothers slain and septas defiled." Arya frowned. She did vaguely remember the outlaws saying something about sellswords burning and raping; that was why they had followed Bolton to the Twins.
"Robb didn't know," she insisted. "He wouldn’t."
"Is a king not responsible for the acts of his bannermen?"
Arya screwed up her face as she thought. She knew Robb would never have told Bolton to do such awful things.
"No," Arya replied firmly. "Bolton is a traitor, he gave my sister to the Lannisters and he killed wolves even though Robb said not to."
The septon listened seriously, but shook his head all the same. "And why was Bolton in the Riverlands, if not at your brother's command?"
"It's not Robb's fault," Arya snapped. Robb stirred, and she lowered her voice. "Was it his fault that the Freys broke guest right?"
"No, may the Father judge them harshly," said Meribald. "There is no higher abomination than the breaking of guest right. If the High Septon were not a Lannister lickspittle he would pronounce anathema on all those responsible."
The septon had only just resumed his prayers when Arya heard a commotion below, the Greatjon's bellow echoing off the stones of the towerhouse. Robb jerked to his feet, blearily grasping for his crown. Arya dug it out from beneath the pile of towels and handed it to him, the bronze shining as he set it on his head.
When Ser Patrek admitted the Greatjon he found Robb sitting in the chair, Grey Wind at his feet. A skinny man in the dull garb of a scout stood beside the Greatjon, and both went to one knee before the king as the septon slipped out of the room.
"My liege," the Greatjon rumbled, his voice almost loud enough to drown out Jeyne's coughing. "I bring glad tidings."
"I had rather you brought a maester," Robb said bitterly. The Greatjon's face crumpled as he glanced at the queen lying on the bed, still coughing.
"As do I," the Greatjon said, softer than Arya had ever heard him. "Yet these tidings cannot wait, Your Grace." The Greatjon clapped a hairy hand on the scout's shoulder, nearly knocking him to the floor. "Go on, then."
"I come from the Lady of the Eyrie," said the scout. Robb barely twitched but Arya gaped openly. Aunt Lysa had never replied to any of Robb's ravens, not one; mother had been very angry about it.
The scout's news was even more bewildering. The Vale had not taken the Red Wedding lightly. News of the massacre had arrived the same day as a raven from Lady Catelyn, her last words to her younger sister.
"Lady Lysa was so distressed that she shut herself up for a week," the scout said. "When she emerged she summoned Yohn Royce and called the banners. Even now the army of the Vale marches south to defend the Riverlands, and the Blackfish has gathered an army to secure the western border."
"Is there news of the Wall?" Robb's voice was strange, almost afraid.
The scout blinked, confused.
"None that I know of, Your Grace. But there is news from King's Landing, sire."
The Greatjon smiled beneath his bushy beard. "We know all about Princess Sansa's trial, lad," he said, dark eyes twinkling with fierce pride.
"Not that," the scout replied. "I stopped at a keep along the kingsroad for a fresh horse; their maester had a raven not two weeks past. Tywin Lannister is dead."
Tywin Lannister, dead? Arya had never seen the man, but she imagined him to look like the Kingslayer, only older and crueller. She should feel happy, but if they still had Sansa, what did it matter?
"Your Grace—"
Even the Greatjon's thunderous voice could not drown out the sound of Jeyne's cough. Robb dashed to her side, both men forgotten, holding her as she seized. Suddenly the coughing stopped, replaced by an awful gurgling noise. Arya grabbed for Jeyne's hand only to find it cool and clammy. The Greatjon was shouting and cursing, but Robb was silent, tears pouring down his face.
He was still holding Jeyne in his arms when she went still.
Notes:
I’m gonna go cry now. Please comment below. Yes, the extra comedy in the first half was intentional; I feel very guilty about it.
NOTES
1) Jeyne was already badly worn down from two months of panicking over Robb and nursing him night and day. Tending a room full of winter fever (pneumonia) patients was a terrible idea; it was almost inevitable that she caught pneumonia herself. As Jeyne tells Arya, a bad case of pneumonia can develop into water in the lungs (pleural effusion; the fluid is actually in the lining of the lungs). No one present has the knowledge to drain the fluid, not even Jeyne. A maester might have been able to save her, but they're hiding the middle of nowhere, and they can hardly kidnap the Twins' maester, or trust him even if they did.
2) Jeyne's death was planned from the beginning of this fic, but the more I wrote her the more I fell in love with her character. She matters. But... nursing Robb was always going to wear her down, because she is the type of person who refuses to give up, or give anything less than 100%. The captives from the Twins were always going to have pneumonia, because being held captive leads to disease, something GRRM rarely acknowledges— Ned should have died in the black cells, given how he was treated.
3) Lysa is having a shitty couple of years. We'll never be in her POV, so some backstory for those who are curious.
In early 298, Lysa poisons Jon Arryn. She does this at Petyr's instigation, terrified of Sweetrobin being taken from her to foster with Stannis. To be fair, I wouldn't let anyone give my kid to Stannis, let alone Tywin fucking Lannister or Walder Frey. Lysa writes the letter to Catelyn, also at Petyr's suggestion. She thinks the letter is to cover her own ass; Petyr has rather different intentions.
Then in September 298, Catelyn drags Tyrion to the Eyrie, only to release him before Lysa can put him on trial (Ned sent ravens to every place he thought Catelyn might have taken Tyrion; the Vale was his first guess because he knew his wife and her thinking). Lysa is furious and terrified of Lannister retaliation, so she keeps the Vale out of the coming storm.
In February 299, Bel murders Baelish and gets away with it by framing a pedophile sellsword. Lysa doesn't find out for several months, and then she receives minimal details. Sweet Petyr will not be coming to her rescue, so she bunkers down with Sweetrobin to wait out the war. Yohn Royce and his pals are EXTREMELY angry and close to open revolt. Lyn Corbray gives up on courting Lysa and accepts Tywin's offer of a white cloak, seeing the opportunity for advancement and prestige.
Cue April 300. Catelyn sends a raven from the Twins. The letter acknowledges Lysa's long term love for Petyr and condemns Hoster's decision to trick Lysa into an abortion. Catelyn isn't stupid enough to bring up Jon Arryn's death, as she wants Lysa's swords for Robb. Instead, Catelyn blames the Lannisters for Baelish's death, commends Lysa's efforts to protect Sweetrobin, and pleads for Lysa to help Catelyn protect her own son.
Remember Lyn Corbray asking Jaime about Baelish's death, and Jaime casually taking credit with Ser Kevan's approval? Yeah, good job, dumbasses. Ser Lyn sends Lysa a raven confirming that the Lannisters killed Petyr. Around the same time, news arrives of the Red Wedding and Catelyn's murder. Yohn Royce is apoplectic, and Lysa decides the time has come to set him loose. She can't *say* she wants revenge for Petyr, but the Red Wedding provides her ample cover for her sudden change of heart.
4) I very carefully calculated the timing for Lysa's scout and the army of the Vale, using the fan made timeline and travel speed estimates.
A scout can travel 24-50 miles per day, depending upon his ability to change horses. An army with supplies moves only 11-15 miles per day. From the Eyrie to Moat Cailin is 1,280 miles, a journey of 26-53 days for a scout. The Eyrie to the Twins is even faster, as it is 930 miles, 19-38 days for a scout. There are 530 miles between the Twins and Moat Cailin.
5) I know some people don't like A Feast for Crows, but I fucking love Septon Meribald. I checked the timeline- he and Brienne reached the Crossroads Inn in early May in canon. Once I realized Meribald reaching White Willow north of the Twins by late June was actually plausible, I had to include him.
Chapter 93: Jon IV
Chapter Text
AAhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
The horn's call rose over the clamor of the yard, the blast going on and on. Rangers returning. Theon's back from Craster's. Grenn dropped his guard as he turned to look at the men running to open the gate, and Jon pulled his blow just in time to not smash Grenn upside his shaggy head.
"Careful," Grenn complained, wincing as the blunted sword whizzed past his ear.
"Take your own advice— never drop your guard like that," Jon replied. Grenn shrugged stubbornly, glancing up at the Wall at the solitary figure in the golden cloak.
King Stannis stood atop the Wall as he had for weeks, aloof in his silent contemplation. Jon wondered what he thought of, all those long cold hours with the wind freezing his crown to his balding head. Pyp claimed that Stannis was brooding a clutch of invisible eggs, and soon Castle Black would be overrun with chickens to eat for winter. Perhaps then Ghost wouldn’t spend so much time hunting; the direwolf had been gone all morning.
“Where do you think she is?”
There was no need for Grenn to explain who “she” was. Melisandre practically lived at her king's side, always at his left hand while Ser Davos Seaworth stood at his right. The Onion Knight was away at Eastwatch, but the priestess should be with Stannis...
A flash of red caught his eye. The king's red shadow was speaking to Sam at one of the entrances to the wormwalks, the one that led to the library. Sam clutched a scroll in his fist, his face ashen, his lips quivering. As soon as Melisandre turned her back on the fat boy, he hurried off, released from her spell. The lady smiled to herself, a sight both beautiful and terrible. When her red eyes flicked to Jon, he ignored her.
"Come on, Grenn," Jon urged. The thick-necked boy sighed, his eyes fixed on the open gate.
"I want to talk to Dywen," Grenn insisted. He was fond of the old poacher, and Jon couldn't blame him. Dywen had been a ranger for many long years, a born tracker and clever hunter.
"The turncloak will want Dywen with him when he reports to Bowen Marsh, like as not," Jon pointed out. "We might as well spar until then. Look at how hard Pyp is working."
Grenn looked. Across the yard Iron Emmett was battering poor Pyp, shouting for him to keep his shield up as Emmett drove him back. Iron Emmett was the pride of Eastwatch, a long, lanky young ranger whose endurance was the stuff of legends. Weak as he was, Jon could only win one in four bouts against the older ranger. Begrudgingly Grenn raised his sword, and the spar resumed.
The pain in Jon's back had dimmed to a mere whisper, but his feet still felt slow and clumsy, his burned hand stiff. When his arms grew tired he imagined beating the tar out of Theon for the nameless boys he’d killed. He was breathing hard when they finally paused to rest, his muscles burning. Jon did not notice the red woman until she laid a warm hand on his shoulder.
"Lady Melisandre." He pulled away as courteously as he could, uncomfortable with her closeness. Her eyes and lips were red as sin, red as blood, her cloak open above a scarlet silk gown that bared the tops of her full breasts.
"Lord Snow," the woman purred. "A word?" She did not wait for him to answer but turned, striding toward the King's Tower. Grimly, Jon followed.
For the first time in a hundred years a king resided in the tower that bore a king's name. Lady Melisandre's chambers were the closest to those occupied by Stannis. A fire roared in the hearth; tallow candles burned throughout the room.
"I have refused your king twice, my lady," Jon said as Melisandre moved to close the door behind them. "I had not thought I would need to do so again."
You are the weapon the Lord has given me, and I mean to make use of you, Stannis had said. Bastard he might be, half wildling and half warg, but Jon was no man's weapon. He was a man of the Night's Watch, a steward with no commander to serve. Dolorous Edd said that Jon should be grateful for the pause in their duties.
"After all," Dolorous Edd remarked, "whoever the poor bastard is, he'd soon rather he was a steward."
"What?"
"While we build fires and pour wine, the new Lord Commander will be wishing he'd been eaten by them cannibal clans. It'd be a quicker death than trying to please two kings, and at least he'd get to enjoy the smell of roast meat while he was dying."
That had been two days ago, after word had finally come of Robb. Jon had been surprised when Bowen Marsh called him to Maester Aemon's chambers and handed him an letter addressed to the castellan of Castle Black. The parchment had already been read so many times that it was rolled flat, the ink slightly smudged as Jon read. The King in the North was alive and marching north. He promised additional supplies to the Night's Watch, as well as men to help hold the Wall. As he read the last sentence Jon's vision blurred.
Finally, we send our fondest regards to our brother Jon Snow, may his sword be ever sharp as a needle.
"Valyrian steel is much sharper than a needle," Bowen Marsh said, bemused. Jon laughed, scrubbing the wetness from his eyes.
"A family jape, lord castellan," Jon replied, wishing he could whoop with joy. Arya was with Robb, and he'd even let her keep Needle, if Jon understood rightly. It would hardly be dignified for a king to include family business in a letter to the lord castellan, but Robb had managed it all the same.
You have no brothers nor sisters, only the Night's Watch , he told himself sternly as Melisandre touched the ruby at her throat.
"I did not come to you on my king's behalf. You have made yourself quite clear, and my king is too proud to ask again. It is I that wished to speak with you, for I have seen matters that concern you in my flames."
Jon shifted uneasily as the fire crackled in the hearth.
"Matters that concern me?" He asked. Did he find her so abhorrent despite her beauty, or because of it? Or perhaps it was something else about her. She smells like the fire, he realized. Like ash and smoke and death.
"Last night I saw your sister surrounded by enemies. I saw her beside a weirwood tree dripping blood from seven sharp cuts; I saw her undressing before a man shrouded in shadow; I saw her in the woods surrounded by slavering wolves."
"Arya is safe with Robb," Jon replied, angry.
"You have two sisters, do you not?" The priestess's eyes glowed red. "The girl was garbed in grey and white, gold at her throat and fire in her hair."
"Sansa."
The red woman smiled, triumphant.
"The Lord of Light is merciful, Jon Snow. The choosing shall be tonight, and your choice lies before you. Choose to serve Azor Azai, to serve R'hllor and fight for the dawn. As Lord Commander you might send what ravens you will, ravens to your brother's bannermen warning them of her danger."
Jon scowled.
"I am a man of the Night's Watch. The Night's Watch takes no sides."
The priestess drew closer, flames dancing in her eyes. "You do not believe me. I have seen much and more in my flames, Jon Snow. Three visions shall I tell you, that you may see the truth of R'hllor."
"First I saw a ranger lost in snow, his eyes and hair as black as his cloak. A demon tree with a bloody mouth devoured him whole. Next I saw dead men walking in the woods, their eyes blue, their hands and feet black. Ten crows they slew, and were slain in turn, and crows pecked at their flesh. Last I saw mothers searching through the darkness, crying for their babes.”
“Did they find them?”
“They did, and wished they had not,” Melisandre answered. “Their tears froze from terror and then they wept no more.”
"As you say, the rangers have returned," Jon said carefully. "I must return to the yard if I am to hear any news before the choosing."
The red woman smiled, and the ruby she wore at her throat blazed with light.
Jon stalked from the King's Tower, his thoughts troubled. The red woman was wrong, she must be. With Robb alive the Lannisters would not dare harm Sansa. No one thought they would dare kill Lord Eddard, a voice whispered.
I saw her undressing before a man shrouded in shadow. Sansa was thirteen now; if she had flowered they could force her to wed. What sort of man consummated a marriage with a maid of thirteen? The sort of man the Lannisters would give her to. Jon shuddered.
When Jon reached the yard he found Dywen surrounded by sworn brothers, Grenn and Pyp among them. The old forester was worn and lean; dried blood lined the wrinkles on his forehead. The rangers about him shared his haggard look. Ghost lay on the ground a few yards away, head on his paws. When he saw Jon he got to his feet.
"Lord Snow," Dywen called as Jon approached, Ghost at his heels.
"Just in time, Jon," Pyp said. "Dywen was just telling us, Theon's gone."
"Gone?" Jon echoed. I saw a ranger lost in snow, his eyes and hair as black as his cloak.
"Aye," the old forester clacked his teeth. "We was at Whitetree, taking shelter from a storm. He took first watch, I relieved him, and that were the last we saw of him."
"Probably wandered off to take a piss and fell into a ditch," Pyp said. "I'm surprised we haven't lost Grenn that way."
"I wouldn't fall in a ditch," Grenn replied.
"So you'd piss your breeches instead?" Pyp fired back.
Vaguely Jon remembered the tree for which Whitetree was named, an enormous weirwood with a gaping maw. "Was aught amiss with the weirwood?"
Dywen stiffened, looking at Jon with sharp eyes. Even Grenn and Pyp stopped quarreling.
"There was. When the storm died down its mouth was shut."
Jon shivered as Dywen resumed his tale. The storm had trapped them at Whitetree so long that they had almost run out of food, forcing them to eat the rest of their garrons. When they finally staggered to Craster's Keep on foot they had found the longhouse abandoned, the cellar picked clean.
"Even the women's things were gone," Dywen said. "And the place smelt cold."
The cold smell had been their only warning before the wights attacked. I saw dead men walking in the woods, their eyes blue, their hands and feet black. The mutineers had not left Craster's Keep after all. Jon's blood ran cold as he counted the men standing closest to Dywen.
"They slew half of us before we could get a fire lit," Dywen said, clacking his wooden teeth. "We drove them into the hall and set it alight. The flames did for them, every last one."
"What did they eat, if there was no food at Craster's?"
Pyp's voice was so low Jon could barely hear it. Dywen seemed not to hear Pyp at all, continuing with his tale. They had encountered a group of wildlings, Hornfoots, and driven them off.
“They didn’t give much of a fight,” Dywen admitted. “They’d lost most o’ their weapons at the Wall, I’d wager; not a one had steel or iron, and only one had bronze.”
The rest of the return journey to Castle Black had been uneventful, though slow. Several times the rangers had come upon bands of wildling women, not spearwives but mothers with young ones.
"Queer tales they told," Dywen said, wooden teeth clacking. "Old women stealing infant boys in the night, and the white cold following soon after."
I saw mothers searching through the darkness, crying for their babes. Jon stared at the old forester unseeing. If the red woman was telling the truth…
“What news from the south?”
To Jon’s relief there were plenty of other men willing to share the recent flood of strange news. Lord Tywin Lannister was dead, slain by some assassin, and Janos Slynt had immediately lost support without his benefactor looming in the distance. Moat Cailin had fallen, the ironmen driven back into the sea, and the Vale had declared for Robb.
The Wall had seen nearly as much change in the time the ranging was gone. Half of Stannis’s men had begun rebuilding the Nightfort, despite Bowen Marsh’s vociferous protests. The other half ranged beyond the Wall in search of Mance Rayder. The king himself refused to leave Castle Black until a new Lord Commander was chosen. Pyp swore he could hear the king grinding his teeth even when he slept.
“Bowen Marsh is near hysterics,” Pyp said to Dywen. “The king says we’ll choose a Lord Commander tonight come hell or high water.”
“No, he didn’t,” said Grenn. “He said he’d post guards around the vault until we chose.”
Before Pyp could making a scathing retort Dywen spoke first. “Who do you think will win, Lord Snow?”
“Bowen Marsh favors Ser Denys Mallister.” Dywen clacked his wooden teeth.
“But will he win?”
Jon sighed, muscles complaining as he squatted down to scratch Ghost by the ear. “He has the most support, at present. Some of those who favored Slynt switched to Mallister, but not enough. Cotter Pyke is after Ser Denys, with Janos Slynt a distant third.”
“Who are you supporting, Jon?”
He blinked at Grenn, taken aback. Over the past few days Jon had spoken to both men, taking their measure while they took his, doubtless wondering if he was truly a wildling turncloak. Unfortunately, speaking with the two men had not made it any easier for him to decide.
“Ser Denys is learned and both Stannis and Robb know the worth of House Mallister,” Jon said carefully. “But his fighting days are long past, he’s never seen a wight, and he’d sooner feast two kings than haggle with them. Cotter Pyke is bold as brass, stouthearted and tough, but he’d need someone to do all his reading and writing for him, and he’s like to offend both Stannis and Robb within an hour of meeting them.”
“And Slynt’s right out since he tried to get Jon killed,” Pyp added, indignant. Grenn grunted agreement, as did most of the other men. Dywen’s face was unreadable, but he thanked Jon for his thoughts before excusing himself and going off to find Bowen Marsh.
Unsettled, Jon went off in search of Sam. There was no sign of him in the library, nor the kitchens. When Jon climbed the stairs to Maester Aemon’s rooms he found Gilly alone, nursing her babe by the fire.
“The maester is resting,” Gilly whispered. Of late Aemon’s strength seemed to be growing fickle. Some days he was as vigorous and sharp as he had been when Jon arrived two years past; other days he was too weak to rise from his bed.
“I was looking for Sam,” Jon told her, watching the babe suckle. He would never hold his own son in his arms; what a fool he was to choose this life.
“They’ll be choosing the Lord Crow tonight?”
Jon nodded, and Gilly’s eyes lit up. She wanted to go south, and hoped the new Lord Commander would send her away with Sam. A sweet dream, but one that will never come to pass. The Citadel had begrudgingly agreed to send a new maester, but until he arrived Sam was the only one besides Aemon and Clydas who could handle the ravens, and Clydas’s eyes were going bad. Even if the new commander sent Gilly away, he would likely send her down the kingsroad with nothing but an old garron and a few days of food. Jon wished he could help her.
Jon finally found Sam in the vault, whispering furtively to Dolorous Edd. The vault was packed almost to bursting with sworn brothers in black, arguing and grumbling and eyeing the guards Stannis had posted at the doors. When Jon sat down beside him Sam gave a squeak of dismay.
“What did the red woman want with you?” Jon asked, concerned by Sam’s shaking. Ghost laid at Jon’s feet, tongue lolling.
“N-n-nothing,” Sam stammered, a bead of sweat trickling down his brow. “Have you seen Ser Denys? I’ve been over half of Castle Black looking for him.”
“You were looking too hard, he’s right there.”
Dolorous Edd pointed to the entrance to the hall where Ser Denys stood, surrounded by men of the Shadow Tower. Sam took one look, groaned, and buried his face in his hands.
His face was still buried in his hands as the men of the Shadow Tower parted to let Bowen Marsh through, Dywen and Iron Emmett at his side. When he reached the front of the vault Bowen Marsh raised his hands for quiet, the crowded benches and tables slowly falling silent.
“Again we meet to choose the nine hundred and ninety eighth Lord Commander of the Night’s Watch,” the Old Pomegranate announced solemnly. “King Stannis has posted men at all the doors to see that we do not eat nor leave till we have made a choice. We will choose, and choose again, all night if need be, until we have our Lord Commander, but first, Dywen wishes to put forward a name for our consideration.”
The bottom fell out of Jon’s stomach even before the old forester opened his mouth. How did she get to Dywen? When Jon came back to himself the hall was in an uproar and Grenn was dragging him to his feet. Pyp whistled sharply, the shrill noise cutting through the clamor.
“As I said,” Dywen continued, as if he’d never been interrupted. “He’s one of the first of us to see the dead men walk, and he saved the Old Bear’s life. Lord Snow survived the wildlings, warned Donal Noye, then held the Wall until help came. When he was ordered to go beyond the Wall alone—” Dywen gave Janos Slynt the dirtiest look he’d ever seen “—he never faltered, and even Harma Dogshead couldn’t manage to kill him.”
“Hear hear,” Bowen Marsh added. Jon blinked, dumbfounded. “Lord Snow showed remarkable strength and courage, as befits the brother of a king.”
Now Jon understood. He could almost see Bowen Marsh counting up all the men and supplies that the King of the North, the Trident, and the Vale could provide.
“He is a traitor,” Ser Alliser Thorne snapped. “He bedded a spearwife and donned a sheepskin cloak.”
“Best get your eyes checked; his cloak looks black to me!” Pyp hollered across the hall while those around him stomped their feet.
“Aye, or he wouldn’t have let a lickspittle whoreson like you send him out to be butchered, Slynt,” Cotter Pyke said angrily.
“The Stark blood is ancient and honorable,” Ser Denys added, dignified as ever despite the glare he cast at Cotter Pyke.
“And he’s a better fighter than you are,” Iron Emmett shouted at Ser Alliser.
Janos Slynt was turning redder than a kettle on the boil; Ser Alliser looked apoplectic. The next hour passed in a blur. Men argued and cursed. At one point Iron Emmett drew his sword and leaped a top a table to emphasize his words. Three-Finger Hobb’s objection that Jon was half a boy and wounded besides was barely audible over Janos Slynt’s blustering and bellowing about wargs and beastlings, which Ghost did not help by silently baring his teeth.
When they finally called for the kettle Jon was still frozen where he stood. Dazed and full of dread, he watched the men line up by the token barrels. Most ignored the barrel filled with Janos Slynt’s copper pennies, just as they ignored Ser Deny’s pretty shells and Cotter Pyke’s plain stones. No matter that Jon Snow had not spoken a single word; almost all reached for his arrowheads, dropping them in the kettle.
While they counted up tokens Jon strode to the door. The wind was cold against his cheeks, the stars shining overhead. Almost absentmindedly he felt Mormont’s old raven land on his shoulder, dirty and bedraggled.
“Corn?” The huge bird asked hopefully. “Snow?”
A roar went up from the vault behind him.
I saw your sister surrounded by enemies. The Lord Commander of the Night’s Watch could not send dozens of ravens to Robb’s bannermen, but he might risk one raven, perhaps…
“Sansa,” Jon told the raven.
Notes:
This chapter was tricky to figure out; I hope you guys like it! Can’t wait to read your comments :)
NOTES
1) Well, we’re past 200k words now. Phew!
2) Three-Finger Hobb is just worried about poor Jon’s health, dammit.
3) I tried to get Pyp and Dolorous Edd just right; please let me know if I succeeded
4) Morag and the True Believers: the world’s worst girl gang
5) Melisandre is both amazing and awful, and writing visions and prophecies is tricky 👀 I look forward to wild speculation.
Up next:
Chapter 94: Olyvar III
Chapter 95: Sansa VIII
Chapter 96: Olyvar IV
Chapter 97: Part III Epilogue, mystery POVI am SO psyched for 96 and 97, y’all have no idea 👀😈
Chapter 94: Olyvar III
Chapter Text
Olyvar sighed as he stretched his left arm, his mind still groggy from sleep. Today marked the seventh new moon of the year. Three moons had passed since the trial by combat, two since his knighthood, and one since Maester Barris removed the plaster cast.
The break taken when Ser Gregor crushed his shield had healed cleanly, thanks to the mercy of the Smith. But the fractured bone had not been the worst of it. The Mountain had grabbed Olyvar halfway up the forearm, crushing flesh and muscle in his iron grip. Ellaria said he bled through his bandages for almost a full day, so badly that the maester feared he might have to cut away the mangled flesh, perhaps even take the arm below the elbow.
Thankfully that had not proved necessary. After the Stark girl paid her brief and only visit while Olyvar slept, Barris had come to change the bandages. Olyvar's dreams had been dark and full of terror, and in his fevered tossing and turning he had soaked half the sheets in blood. When the maester examined the arm he found the damage not so bad as it had first appeared. With regular application of stinging poultices the skin had mended, though he would always bear the mottled scars.
Olyvar rose from his bed with a groan of exhaustion, gingerly drawing his bedrobe over the tender pink skin of his left arm before sliding his feet into soft slippers. Thankfully the cornerfort had its own bathhouse, one of King Jaehaerys' additions to the Red Keep. He could smell the steam before he reached the chamber, the scent of spices and citrus wafting through the door as Dornishmen entered, the ladies having taken their turn the previous morning. An attendant took Olyvar's bedrobe and slippers and he climbed into one of the massive wooden tubs with a grateful sigh, the warm water sloshing.
His left arm tingled, the scars turning colors as he scrubbed his skin clean. An ugly wound, but honorably won. Despite serving as Sansa Stark's champion, he had barely seen the northern girl since she became one of the queen's ladies. The Queen Regent had declared the capital to be in a state of mourning for Lord Tywin. Rather than spending her time hawking and hunting with the Tyrells or showering the Dornish with her insincere charms, Cersei Lannister spent all her time shut up with her ladies, doing needlework and listening to music.
Prince Oberyn's attempts to invite Lady Sansa to the cornerfort had been firmly rebuffed, as had the Tyrells' attempts to pry the northern princess away from the queen. Cersei Lannister was always ready with plausible excuses as to why the girl could not leave her side. Sending Bel to sing for the queen and her ladies was hardly much consolation for the poor girl being locked up with the queen all day, but Olyvar hoped Lady Sansa would take some comfort in hearing songs of the north. Since Sansa was technically no longer a prisoner but an honored guest, there was no reason why she should not be permitted to listen to the music of her home.
Bel was delighted to assist with any endeavour that irritated the queen. Olyvar had a sneaking suspicion that the singer's brothels were responsible for the wild stories about the red wolf being Sansa herself. Dornishwomen did not forget nor forgive. Spreading rumors that undermined the Lannisters was the very least he would expect from a woman who had lived through the Sack of King's Landing.
Olyvar took out his frustrations in the practice yard, mindful of Barris's advice not to overwork his left arm lest he injure it before it healed. Poor young Podrick Payne had been completely forgotten in the aftermath of the Kingslayer's disappearance, so Olyvar mostly sparred with him. Ser Jaime's other squire had been quickly snatched up by a knight from the Westerlands, but Pod had no one. The young squire was quick enough to give Olyvar a halfway decent bout, but weak enough that any blow he landed by mischance did no grievous damage.
To Olyvar's confusion and dismay Prince Oberyn had grown distant since Lord Tywin's death. When he wasn't attending small council meetings he was shut up with Cedra Santagar, surrounded by ledgers and account books. More than once Olyvar considered demanding to know what was going on before deciding he probably didn't want to know. He really was a terrible liar; let his father keep his own secrets.
Olyvar cast his eyes about the bathhouse, eyeing the Dornish lords. With his father preoccupied he would need to spend his day with one of the bannermen. But which one?
Lord Tremond Gargalen sat alone in his tub, a powerful man gone slightly to fat, snowy beard falling to his chest. A day with Lord Tremond meant stories of the War of the Ninepenny Kings, the old lord's beard bristling with indignation as he recounted the deeds of the infamous Golden Company. Occasionally his mind would wander and he would abruptly switch to stories of House Nymeros Martell. Prince Doran had squired for the old knight in his youth, and Tremond was still very fond of Princess Elia, the long-awaited second child. As Olyvar didn't feel in the mood for stories, he looked at the next tub.
Lord Harmen Uller and Ser Ulwyck Uller sat with a few of their household knights, enjoying a bowl of fruit. The brothers were nearly as old as Lord Gargalen, their hair a deep grey that Ellaria teased them over. She was the only one who could get away with such impudence, being Lord Harmen's natural daughter. Their presence in King's Landing perplexed Olyvar. Harmen had been named for his esteemed ancestor, Lady Harmeria Uller, the Dragon's Bane. It was she who had commanded the scorpion that put a bolt through the eye of Queen Rhaenys' dragon Meraxes, luring the dragon close by dousing the battlements in sheep's blood.
While Lord Harmen enjoyed playing the fond grandfather to Ellaria's brood, as well as Oberyn's older children, he also despised Lannisters, Targaryens, and those who were not Dornish. Much as he opposed Princess Elia's marriage to Prince Rhaegar Targaryen, the assault on the princess and her children had won House Lannister his undying enmity. He barely hid his delight at Lord Tywin's humiliation and subsequent death; Prince Oberyn ordered him to remain in the cornerfort lest he start openly gloating in front of the Westermen. Harmen indulged his frustrated bloodlust by trouncing Olyvar and the other youths at tiles. Olyvar was not in the mood for that either.
The Manwoodys had taken possession of the largest tub in the bathhouse. Lord Dagos Manwoody was the eldest among the Dornish retinue, seventy years of age, still tall and vigorous despite his numerous wrinkles and even more numerous liver spots. Once there were three Manwoody brothers, Dagos, Olyvar, and Myles. Olyvar Manwoody had wed Princess Loreza Nymeros Martell, Olyvar's grandmother. The prince consort had died of a wasting illness shortly before Olyvar's birth, only a few months after the death of his beloved Loreza. Sometimes his great uncles still grew teary eyed when telling Olyvar of his namesake, and Olyvar beat a hasty retreat, torn between sorrow for their loss and shame at his own lack of feeling. He had never met his namesake; how could he mourn a grandfather he had never knew?
Lord Dagos's middle aged sons, Mors and Dickon Manwoody, were best avoided, given their constant arguing. Both men seemed to enjoy fussing over such paltry things as whether Mors had properly tuned his oud. At the moment they were debating how to best train horses, slapping the water for emphasis while Lord Dagos and Ser Myles ignored them, their attention focused on the attendant offering warm pastries.
Ser Ryon Allyrion loved music even more than the Manwoodys, especially hymns to the Seven. It was pleasant to while away an afternoon listening to Hamish the Harper while Ryon accompanied the singer on his drums, Ser Daemon on his qithara, but Olyvar did not feel in the mood.
Olyvar did not play an instrument, despite years of Meria's gentle nudging and Obella's persistent begging. It was the only area of his education that Aunt Elia had permitted him to neglect, though she did remind him to work on his singing from time to time. Every service in the sept required the singing of at least a few hymns, and Olyvar did his best not to shame himself.
"Good morning," Deziel yawned, climbing into Olyvar's tub without so much as a by your leave, his dark brown skin luminous in the steam.
Ser Deziel Dalt was the Knight of Lemonwood, a dutiful, amiable man of twenty five. It was almost absurd how well his lands and sigil suited him. Ever since arriving in King's Landing Deziel haunted the gardens of the Red Keep, searching for rare plants that he might surreptitiously take back to the orchards and gardens of Lemonwood.
"Mind if I join you today?" Olyvar asked, passing Deziel a bar of soap.
Olyvar enjoyed the time in the fresh air, despite the flock of Reachermen always hanging about. There seemed to be dozens of Redwynes, Rowans, Hightowers, Fossoways, Bulwers, Cranes, and the like, not to mention the Tyrell cousins. One of them, little Alla Tyrell, stared at Ser Deziel whenever they crossed paths before fleeing, her cheeks pink. Olyvar felt sorry for her; Obella was nearing the same age of embarrassing infatuation with every tall youth who crossed her path.
"Of course," Deziel replied. "But if one more damn Reacherman asks me about the Summer Isles, I'll shove a lemon up his arse."
Olyvar snorted. While Alla Tyrell's harmless crush did not bother Deziel, being constantly mistaken for Jalabhar Xho, the Summer Island prince, very much did. Damn the Young Dragon and his idiotic book. Sandy, salty, and stony Dornishmen indeed. Daeron I Targaryen's account of his conquest of Dorne was as inaccurate as it was annoyingly well-written. The people of Dorne ranged from pale and fair to near as dark as Summer Islanders, a fact which no one outside of Dorne seemed able to grasp.
"If the lemon doesn't do any good, you can always borrow my spear," Olyvar offered.
Mid morning found them in the gardens, accompanied by Jynessa and Perros Blackmont. Jynessa usually joined them because she enjoyed walking, Perros because he was as curious as a cat. An excitable boy of sixteen, Perros was eager to learn about new things, whether it be strange plants or myths of ancient days. Jynessa blamed their father, a Jordayne cousin who lived for dusty scrolls. Perros was always filling Olyvar's ear with whatever he had read most recently; the entire journey up the Boneway, he had been immersed in books of northern legends, tales of skinchangers and giants and children of the forest.
As Perros and Deziel paused to examine a crimson flower neither of them recognized, Olyvar's thoughts turned pensive. Legends might grow and change over the centuries, but they usually began with a seed of truth. Could the Stark girl truly be a skinchanger? In the stories skinchangers were almost always evil, malevolent brutes who practiced blood sacrifice and mated with animals.
There were similarly gruesome tales about the Targaryens, but most of those were known to be entirely true. Aegon the Conqueror and his sisters had burned thousands of men and hundreds of castles, holdfasts, and villages. The entire realm bore witness to Maegor's cruelties, Baelor's follies, and Aegon the Fourth's corruption. Aerys the Second openly raped and beat his wife for their entire marriage, or so Aunt Elia told them on the rare occasions she could be prevailed upon to discuss her time in King's Landing.
Olyvar was still pondering legends and dead kings when he sat down to sup with Ellaria and Nym. They were midway through the first course when Prince Oberyn joined them, sitting down with a sigh of annoyance.
"I saw Bel," Oberyn mentioned as he accepted a goblet of wine from a serving man. "The queen was not pleased but she did let her play for the ladies." Oberyn drank deep, rather than sipping as was his wont. "Bel told me Lady Sansa sang some northern ditty for her while the queen was distracted, but she was acting very queer about it." Oberyn shrugged and drained his goblet before holding it out for more.
Over the meat course Olyvar learned why his father was drinking so much. The small council meeting had proved even more vexing than usual. The Young Wolf was alive and furious, Bronze Yohn Royce had the knights of the Vale holding the Riverlands' border with the Crownlands, Lord Edmure Tully had somehow escaped the Freys and returned to Riverrun, Storm's End still defied Lord Randyll Tarly, and all the queen could talk of was wedding Sansa Stark.
"She's like a bitch with a bone," Oberyn groused. "Ser Kevan could barely keep her off the issue for a quarter of an hour before Cersei was back at it."
"What of Robb Stark?" Nym asked. A raven had arrived yesterday from the King of the North, the Trident, and the Vale; the whole castle knew thanks to the shouting coming from the Tower of the Hand.
Oberyn grinned. "Our Young Wolf has sharp teeth. The peace treaty Lord Tywin signed promised ninety thousand golden dragons as wergild for Eddard Stark."
"An easy promise, when he expected his friends of Frey to dispose of the wolf," said Nym. Their father nodded.
"Now Robb Stark demands the entire sum, along with another ninety thousand for Lady Catelyn, various sums for the northern lords killed at the Red Wedding, and his sister into the bargain. Should King Tommen fail to pay the blood money and restore Lady Sansa to the bosom of her family, Robb Stark threatens to descend upon King's Landing with fire and sword."
"I'm sure the queen loved that," Ellaria said dryly. Olyvar smiled grimly, taking a sip of Dornish red mulled with orange peel and cinnamon.
"Just so. Ser Kevan prevailed upon her that Lord Tywin's honor demanded that the treaty be upheld."
Olyvar was so startled that he almost spat out his wine.
"His what?"
Oberyn made a face. "No one cares more about Lord Tywin's memory than our dear Ser Kevan. Lannister gold will sail north within the month; no doubt Lannister vengeance will be the first order of business come spring when the peace ends."
"What about Lady Sansa?"
His father frowned. "The terms of the treaty required all hostages to be ransomed and returned. The Queen Regent claims Lady Sansa is no longer a hostage but an honored guest. Who better to represent the King in the North at court than his beloved sister?"
Nym mimed gagging on her bread while Ellaria gripped a cinnamon stick tightly in her hand, heedless of the wine dripping onto the table cloth.
"The small council shared your... eloquent opinion," Oberyn said, one eyebrow raised. "The queen replied that the poor mad girl requires a gentle husband to ensure that she is well looked after. She did not tell the council who she had in mind, but the eunuch saw fit to inform me that the queen had approached Sandor Clegane, Sir Ilyn Payne, and Morros Slynt. Cersei intends to make the girl pick her husband, force her to be wedded and bedded, and then tell Robb Stark it was a love match."
Ellaria snapped the cinnamon stick in half, and Nym turned green.
"No one would believe that," Nym said hotly. "Is she mad?"
Oberyn shrugged. "Cruel and foolish would be more accurate, I think. Ser Kevan will yield to her in order to secure her support on more important matters. Within the next month Cersei will marry the girl off and damn the consequences."
"No."
All three of them turned to look at Olyvar. He had risen from his seat at some point, his fists clenched so tightly they were trembling. Uncle Doran was going to be very angry with him, and Aunt Elia would be livid, but he couldn't stand aside, no more than he had that day in the throne room.
Olyvar swallowed. He would worry about their fury later. First, he had to persuade the Red Viper to strike.
Notes:
Dun dun DUUUUUN!!! Speculate wildly below!
1) Fleshing out the Dornish retinue was so much fun
2) Yes, public bathhouses were a thing in the early and middle Medieval period
3) Robb chose 90k golden dragons because that was the amount of prize money offered at the tourney celebrating Eddard becoming Hand of the King. Also note that Robb asked for the same amount for Catelyn, because he valued her not a penny less 🥺
Chapter 95: Sansa VIII
Chapter Text
Softer than a whisper, the needle slipped through the cloth. Sansa tugged gently, the loop of white thread vanishing as it embraced the silver. She had drawn the fierce direwolf herself, sketching and sketching until it looked right, just as she had pinned the paper to the canvas, pricked out the design, then dusted it with charcoal.
The seamstresses had made her maiden cloak of white velvet, trimmed with a border of cloth-of-silver dotted with snowflakes made of pearls. When Sansa finished embroidering the sigil of House Stark on the canvas, the seamstresses would stitch it to the velvet. Ladies might spend hours at their needlework, but it was not their trade, and Sansa had never embroidered velvet before.
"Such deft work," the queen cooed, hovering over Sansa's shoulder. She fought the urge to shudder.
"Thank you, Your Grace."
Cool fingers brushed against her throat, against the golden collar she wore. Cersei was always touching it, reminding Sansa of her powerlessness. The queen's other ladies never seemed to notice. Jocelyn Swyft was meek as a mouse, and gullible besides. She'd told Sansa quite sincerely that the recent rains were the gods weeping for Lord Tywin. Cerissa Brax did needlework in a haze, when she wasn't reading from The Seven-Pointed Star. The War of Five Kings had taken her father and two of her brothers, and she was deep in mourning. Melesa Crakehall and Darlessa Marbrand were more shrewd, but if they saw the queen's odd behavior, they refused to acknowledge it.
Melesa was a brisk, big-boned woman, the wife of Ser Lyonel Frey. How on earth old Lord Walder Frey had managed to wed his son Emmon to Genna Lannister, Lord Tywin's only sister, Sansa did not know. However the marriage happened, Lady Genna had never left Casterly Rock, though she had given her Frey husband four sons, including Lyonel. Melesa had quite coldly told Sansa that she was lucky to serve the queen, considering her brother's treachery against the crown and her own disrespect.
"Madness is no excuse for such vile behavior," the lady told her, aggressively stabbing her needle through the brindled boar she was stitching. "The laws of the Seven do not apply to traitors."
Darlessa Marbrand was even more ill-tempered, with her constant jibes about the barbarity of northerners and their demon gods. Despite her hostility, Sansa pitied her. Lady Darlessa was the widow of Tygett Lannister, one of Lord Tywin's younger brothers. Her husband had died of a pox years ago, and she had lost her only son in the bread riots. Nor did she seem to enjoy serving Queen Cersei, who was demanding and gracious by turns. So Sansa let the cruel words pass over her, and focused on her stitches.
While Sansa attempted to lose herself in her needlework, Shae had succeeded in vanishing entirely. A few days past Sansa had awoken alone, her bedmaid's side of the bed cold and empty. Brella had not seen her, nor had the servants who brought Sansa's breakfast. Properly Sansa ought to have sent for the goldcloaks, to have them find the missing maid, but she had kept silent. A few days before the maid vanished, Ser Pounce had found a stash of jewels in the cupboard where Shae kept her things, hidden beneath a thin roughspun gown. If Shae wanted a life far from the Red Keep, Sansa could not begrudge her, though she did wonder how Shae had gotten her hands on so many jewels.
The needle glided, swimming gracefully on its way. Sansa wished she could get her hands on more weirwood seeds. Her precious silk bag had been left behind at the hollow hill when she chased after Arya. The weirwood tree had not born another fruit, not since Sansa last visited the godswood, anyway. Faintly she remembered the taste upon her tongue, of coppery blood and bitter herbs, of sweet honey and tart lemons, of salted tears and fresh fallen snow.
Up and down, in and out, the silver needle flowed smooth as a song. Bel had come to sing for them last week, courtesy of Prince Oberyn. The queen had been most irritated as Bel performed her finest songs from Dorne and the North, her rich voice filling the room with plummy sweetness.
When the queen excused herself for a moment to speak with Grand Maester Pycelle, Bel came over to speak to Sansa. Her dark eyes flashed at the sight of the golden collar, her full lips pressed thin.
"Well met, m'lady," the singer said. "Prince Oberyn sends his compliments, and laments that you have been gone from the cornerfort for far too long."
"He is too kind," Sansa replied, mindful of the ears around them. "I could not ask for better company than the queen and her ladies. How fares Ser Olyvar?"
"His arm still troubles him."
Sansa wanted to cry. She had sung for him just as she sang for herself. Was a broken arm so different from a bleeding one? The Mountain crushed his arm to pulp; perhaps saving the arm was all that she could do. In her frustration, Sansa happened to glimpse Bel's hand, those three stiff crooked fingers. She looked about the room. Jocelyn and Cerissa were reading from The Seven Pointed Star, engrossed in the prayers. Melesa had gone to the privy, and Darlessa was in her rooms with a headache.
"May I sing you a northern song?" Sansa asked quietly. "It has no words, but it has a certain beauty."
The song was familiar now, but the awful cracking sound was new. Bel cursed under her breath, tears in her eyes as her fingers jerked into their proper place. She stared at Sansa, terrified.
"Arya said you missed playing qithara." Sansa's voice was small and tremulous, ashamed at causing pain when she had meant to heal. Without another word, Bel fled.
Once I finish the snout, then I can ask to be excused. Sansa had tried to capture her siblings' direwolves in her drawing. The direwolf had Nymeria's golden eyes, Grey Wind's cloudy fur and Shaggydog's snarl. Yet there was something melancholy about it too, some sorrow that reminded her of Bran's nameless wolf.
She missed Bran. At least she knew Robb and Arya had each other, and Rickon had Winterfell. Who did Bran have? No one had told Sansa anything, save that Bran was missing and presumed dead. But he was alive, she knew he was, she could feel him in the weirwood tree, just as she could feel his direwolf in her dreams.
Sansa could still recall the last time she had seen him, before he fell. Father had left to hunt with Robb and the king and most of the men, leaving Sansa and the younger children behind. Bran was practically wiggling with excitement over their departure on the morrow; Sansa had caught him marking the days on his wall.
"Don't tell Robb," he had begged her. "We're leaving him behind; he'd be sad." Sansa had solemnly promised not to say a word. Robb was her big brother, and Rickon was a funny baby, but Bran was her favorite, the only one who shared her love of songs and chivalry.
When Bran wasn't running around Winterfell, he was with Sansa, reading. Sansa would read the narration, being a much better reader than Bran, but Bran voiced the knights and monsters and villains, while Sansa voiced the maidens and princesses. Together they gasped over the bravery of Prince Aemon the Dragonknight, of Ser Ryam Redwyne, of Serwyn of the Mirror Shield, who'd slain a dragon by creeping up on it from behind a shield of polished silver and glass. They sniffled over poor Ser Erryk and Ser Arryk, twins who had died on each others swords in the Dance of the Dragons; they gossiped in hushed voices over whether Ser Barristan Selmy, the greatest living knight, would be stern and solemn or friendly and gracious.
Poor Bran had never met Barristan the Bold. Sansa wondered what Bran would have made of the distinguished old man who had greeted her with such courtesy, only to depart the Red Keep red-faced, his armor and his white cloak lying abandoned on the floor of the throne room while lickspittles laughed at Littlefinger's japes. At least Bran had been spared that pitiful sight.
The snout was finished. The tips of her fingers ached, the imprint of the needle pressed into her thumb and forefinger.
"Your Grace?" Sansa asked softly. The queen looked up from her own embroidery, a golden lion that seemed to grow slower than a snail. The queen hated needlework, she just hid it better than Arya.
"Yes, sweet child?"
"May I visit the godswood? Please? Ser Lyn will ensure that I do not overtire myself."
The queen frowned, suspicious. Sansa hated Ser Lyn, which the queen knew full well, and avoided him like the plague. Forcing Sansa to endure his company would please the queen. But letting Sansa go to the godswood was a kindness, and Cersei was not kind.
"I must prepare for my supper with Prince Oberyn tonight; I suppose you may go. A few minutes only," the queen answered finally, one hand chucking Sansa under the chin. "Fresh air is dangerous for a girl of your delicacy."
Sansa buried her relief behind her courtesies, dipping a deep curtsy as the queen summoned Ser Lyn. She needed her courtesy, it was her only armor against Ser Lyn's crude japes and bawdy suggestions, half of which she did not even understand. Finally he left her at the entrance to the godswood, warning her to be quick about her heathen prayers.
When she reached the weirwood it was to find an old raven perched on the lowest branch. His feathers were dirty and bedraggled, his size enormous.
Hello, she soothed. Are you lost? The maester will help you feel better.
"Snow, " the old raven answered, quorking. " Sansa."
Sansa tilted her head. She had never heard a raven speak aloud. Clever boy, she told him, holding out her arm. He flapped over to her awkwardly, her arm dipping beneath his weight. The letter tied to his leg was a tiny scrap of paper, so small she nearly missed it, the scroll tightly rolled and sealed with black wax. She broke the seal, and nearly wept when she recognized the cramped handwriting that filled the page.
Sansa,
At Castle Black. Stannis's red priestess saw you in the flames. She saw you by a weirwood tree dripping from seven wounds; saw you naked with a shadowy man; saw you surrounded by wolves. Didn't say when this would happen, only that she saw it. Robb is too far to reach you in time; you must find your own escape. I'm so sorry. Elected Lord Commander; Night's Watch takes no sides; I break my oath even by sending this. Heard about trial; proud of you. Love you.
Your half brother,
Jon Snow
“Lady Sansa!”
The raven took flight, dismayed by Ser Lyn’s bellow. He calls for me as a kennel master calls for his bitch, Sansa thought.
“Coming, Ser Lyn!” She called back with a merriness she did not feel. Sansa read the paper thrice more, committing the words to her memory, then crumpled the precious scrap and tucked it beside her heart.
As soon as she was alone in her rooms Sansa tossed the paper in the fire, watching it curl and turn to ash. A weirwood attacked, marriage to a man in shadow, and then the forest and the wolves. But had the red priestess seen the visions in that order? And where had they taken place? The Harrenhall weirwood had thirteen great wounds; had she seen that and counted wrong? Or had she seen some other weirwood?
“Your dinner, m’lady,” Brella called as she entered bearing a tray. Dinner. The queen is dining with Prince Oberyn. Her own supper could wait, as could worrying over visions.
“Thank you, Brella, you are dismissed for the evening,” Sansa said. The maid set the tray on the table, curtsied, and left.
Lady Cinders was not pleased to be awoken from her nap on the queen’s featherbed. I’m sorry, Sansa told the tabby cat. I’ll give you a lovely fish tomorrow if you’ll just trot into the solar. Please? The cat licked her chops, yawned, and leaped down from the bed.
They arrived in the queen’s solar shortly before Prince Oberyn, Lady Cinders making herself comfortable beneath a side table while the queen welcomed her guest. The pleasantries seemed to drag on forever as Cinders washed herself, her rough tongue setting her fur in order.
“King Tommen is a handsome lad,” the prince remarked as servants brought greens and warm bread. “The gods were kind to give him a share of his mother’s beauty. I hear Princess Myrcella is no less comely.”
“Joffrey was even more beautiful,” the queen said, her voice suddenly dull. “They draped Joffrey in a golden shroud, to spare me the sight of him. But how could I not look upon him one last time?”
Cersei took a long draught of wine.
“I carried him, I birthed him, I nursed him at my breast and taught him at my knee. He was my golden prince, tall and handsome and strong, but when I lifted the shroud...” The queen angrily choked back a sob. “I cannot think of him without remembering the bloody ruin of his face.”
“Your Grace has suffered much,” Oberyn said, more gently than Sansa had ever heard him speak. “No parent should have to bear the pain of losing a child.”
“He was murdered, not lost,” the queen said sharply. “I betrothed Sansa Stark to my son, and how did the she-wolf repay me?”
He cut off my father’s head and made me look at it, Sansa thought, fur bristling with anger.
“May the Father Above judge her as she deserves.”
“My son will never see his wedding night, so I swore that his faithless bride would spend hers screaming,” the queen said, tasting her soup with surprising delicacy considering the fury in her voice. “And why not? Our enemies were in disarray, our victory inevitable. Robb Stark had vanished into the Riverlands, an arrow through his face, his death as certain as the sunrise. Lord Tully was a prisoner at the Twins, Winterfell held by a child of five. The Vale was gathering swords on our behalf, or so my lord father said before Stannis’s vile assassins took him from us.”
“Along with our brave Ser Jaime,” said Oberyn. “Strange that there has been no demand for ransom as of yet.” The queen gripped her dagger tightly, her face white.
“My brother would not leave me unless he had no other choice. They may have captured him, but he will escape, I know he will, and those who took him will die screaming.”
“And what of Sansa Stark?”
The queen sighed, suddenly tragic and vulnerable. “I wanted so badly to see her wed. Marriage to a cruel husband is a worse fate than any death.”
The Red Viper looked at the queen strangely. He pities her. Robert Baratheon might have been handsome once, but he had treated his queen with barely concealed disdain, groping at serving girls before her very eyes. Sansa wondered if Cersei had always been so cruel, before she spent fifteen years in endless misery.
“The small council thinks me foolish, I know. There are so many urgent matters of state, matters of more import than a single girl.” The queen gave the prince a heartbreaking, bitter smile. “But how can I rule Seven Kingdoms if I cannot even avenge my son?”
“I may be able to be of help, Your Grace.”
The queen sat up straighter, points of color burning in her cheeks.
“I knew you would not leave a mother in distress. It is too late to wed the girl, lest her brother send Yohn Royce and Brynden Blackfish to wreak bloody vengeance. But, perhaps… even young maids can fall ill, wasting away despite a maester’s devoted care. Robb Stark could not fault us for that, whatever private suspicions he might nurse.”
Poison. How on earth could Sansa flee from that? Mayhaps her nose could sniff out some poisons, but what if a poison had no scent?
“My heart bleeds for you, Your Grace," Prince Oberyn said with a sigh. "I must apologize for the role Dorne has played in adding to your sorrow. The behavior of my bastard has been... unfortunate. I did my best to dissuade him from taking part in the combat, but the boy is at the age where he does not think with his head."
The queen laughed, her eyes wary as she took another sip of her wine.
"Why, what could you mean, my prince?"
The Dornish prince favored her with a wicked smile.
"You know how headstrong young men can be when they are led by their... lower impulses. The moment Olyvar laid eyes on the Stark girl he desired her, though her beauty is nothing compared to your own."
The queen pressed a hand to her breast, her smile bashful as a maiden, her eyes cold as ice.
"I shall not insult you by pretending to mourn the death of Ser Gregor Clegane, but the Stark girl had nothing to do with us. My sister still remembers the Lady Lyanna's whorish ways. Alas for my son, the Lady Sansa seems not to share her harlot aunt’s freeness with her favors. Had you noticed the girl's failure to visit his sickbed?"
The queen allowed that she had heard such rumors.
"Lady Sansa came to see him once, the day after the combat. In his fever Olyvar attempted to make bold with her, and ripped her gown before she fled. The girl has refused to go anywhere near him since."
What? That wasn't what had happened. Olyvar had screamed, yes, and grabbed for his dagger, but he hadn't laid a finger on her. Once she had time to think, Sansa realized that he had likely been trapped in some nightmare, and felt ashamed of her panicked flight. Arya wouldn't have fled, she'd have punched him like she punched Jon Snow the time he pretended to be a ghost.
Lady Cinders yawned and stretched out on the rushes, her movement reminding Sansa of the matter at hand.
"— a husband for Lady Sansa. Olyvar would have preferred her before she flowered, but he already presumes too much for one of his birth. Still, any man would be a fool to not seek such a match for his son."
“Why should Robb Stark tolerate a bastard wedding his sister?”
He wouldn't, Sansa thought. But Robb was far away; he couldn't save her.
“The smallfolk have gone wild for my son’s stupidity,” Prince Oberyn said, rolling his eyes. “The singers declare his love for Sansa is the purest love since Prince Duncan wed Jenny of Oldstones. Why not use their absurd songs for your own ends? Robb Stark can hardly condemn the man who saved his sister’s life as an unsuitable husband, let alone convince three kingdoms to rescue her from his tender embrace.”
“No,” the queen said thoughtfully. “I had not thought of that.”
“The commons will be so frantic with joy over the wedding that the unpleasantness at Lord Tywin’s funeral will be immediately forgotten. As soon as they are wed, you can send them back to Dorne. The girl will be farther from her family than anywhere else in Westeros, unless you intended to send her across the Narrow Sea." The prince shrugged elegantly. "My bastard has begged for years to tour the Free Cities and their... depraved pleasures. His lady wife would of course go with him, and share such pleasures whether she will or no."
“Whether she will or no?” The queen swirled her wine before taking a sip and favoring the prince with a smile.
“A wife vows to obey her lord husband. Should she prove less than eager Olyvar will be quick to remind her of her place. Truth be told, it will do the boy good to focus his attentions on a wife; the serving girls grow clumsy when covered in bruises, but he loves the way they shriek."
That night her dreams were filled with screaming women and men staring at her naked body. It was difficult to keep her face calm in the morning when the queen informed Sansa that she would not be choosing her husband as previously planned.
The next week passed in a whirl of needlework and slowly increasing panic. The Red Viper had lied about Olyvar assaulting her; was he lying about everything? Or was Olyvar truly as monstrous as his father claimed? Sansa could not make heads or tails of it. Ser Olyvar had championed her when no one else would, he had whispered of justice when he raised his spear.
Was it an elaborate trick? After all, once she had thought Joffrey was gallant too. Ser Pounce had heard a Crakehall squire complaining that Olyvar had beaten him senseless for no reason, but Buttons had seen Olyvar helping another young squire improve his spear work.
Sansa desperately wished that Brienne of Tarth was still in the city. Her father had finally paid her ransom and the warrior maid had left without a word of farewell. If anyone could have helped Sansa flee the city, it would have been Brienne.
She didn’t dare try leaping from the walls again; she’d been lucky to escape with only a sprained paw the first time. Sansa spent so much time fretting over her needlework that the direwolf was finished before she knew it, the date of the wedding set for the fifteenth day of the eighth moon.
The night before her wedding she was invited to sup with Lady Olenna Tyrell. They dined in her solar in the Maidenvault, alone but for Esti, a serving maid nearly as old and wrinkled as her mistress, and the fool Butterbumps, an immense round fat man dressed in green and yellow motley.
“A Dornish bastard is no fit husband for a princess of Winterfell,” Lady Olenna said tartly as Butterbumps bellowed ‘Flowers of Spring.’
“I owe Ser Olyvar my life,” Sansa said meekly.
“That doesn’t mean you have to spend it with him,” Olenna replied. “Gratitude is all very well, but there are limits. You were made for gentle rivers and lush gardens, not rocks and sand. You would blossom in the Reach.”
“I am to be wed tomorrow,” Sansa replied, confused.
“Hmph,” the old woman snorted. “I may be old but I’m not blind. You’re no more in love with the Red Viper’s bastard than I am. Why should you dance to the queen’s piping?”
Lady Olenna patted her hand, Butterbumps still singing at the top of his lungs.
“Let me take you under my protection. My most trusted knights will spirit you away to Highgarden, far from Cersei’s clutches.”
Rather than dance to Cersei’s pipes, you would have me dance to yours . How could Sansa escape if she was guarded night and day by the finest knights of the Reach? And once they reached Highgarden she would be at the Tyrells’ mercy. Would they make her wed Willas? The heir to Highgarden was kind, but he was so old.
“You are too kind, my lady,” Sansa said carefully. “I would not want to endanger House Tyrell’s standing with the crown.”
The old woman waved a gnarled hand dismissively.
“The queen claims you are her honored guest, and she needs Highgarden’s swords to keep her son’s crown. She can hardly afford to declare war on the Reach.”
“Nevertheless, my answer remains the same.”
Olenna’s eyes narrowed, her genial smile fading.
“Butterbumps! Stop that infernal racket!”
When she returned to her chambers Sansa could not sleep a wink, tossing and turning as she thought of visions and prophecies. The Ghost of High Heart had said she would be a queen; that was plainly false. The green woman had said three would seek to claim her. The maimed lion was Ser Jaime, the maid was Brienne; was Ser Olyvar the false son?
Sansa smacked her pillow in frustration. Her own dreams had proved true, warning her of Joffrey’s falseness and her father’s execution, but how could she trust the visions of women she did not know? A piece of needlework had thousands of stitches; what if they were looking at the wrong ones? Princess Elia had condemned Rhaegar Targaryen’s obsession with prophecy, and his actions had led to the deaths of Lyanna Stark and both of his children.
No more prophecies, Sansa told herself. She must focus on what she knew. Whatever Ser Olyvar’s intentions, they would depart for Dorne the morning after the wedding, following the Kingsroad south. She would never have a better chance to escape than when they were in the kingswood with wolf packs all around. If he raped her on the morrow, well. She shuddered. Meri had survived the Mountain. Sansa could survive a Sand.
Dawn came too soon, and with it, maids to dress her for the wedding breakfast in the Small Hall. The ladies of Dorne, the Reach, and the Westerlands surrounded her with amiable chatter as she picked listlessly at her eggs. It came as a relief when the servants cleared the food so that the bride gifts could be presented.
The Lady Nym presented her with a eating knife, the silver handle carved in the shape of a wolf’s head. From Lady Cedra Santagar there was a book on how to run a household; from Myria Jordayne a book on Dorne.
“Written by a Dornish maester,” Myria said pertly.
Lady Larra Blackmont gave her earrings and a matching necklace, both made with silver from the mines in the Red Mountains that had made House Blackmont prosperous, while Corinna Manwoody gave her bracelets made with copper and gold from the mines of Kingsgrave.
Ellaria Sand was the last of the Dornish ladies to present her gift, a gown of cloth-of-silver fit for a queen, along with a new set of silver needles, bands of silk for trimming, and threads of many colors so that she might decorate the gown herself.
Lady Olenna gifted Sansa with rose seeds and a scathing comment about the inferior soil of Dorne. Lord Mace Tyrell’s wife, Lady Alerie Hightower, gave her a set of silver combs and hairbrushes. Lady Margaery waited until her grandmother was distracted before presenting her gift, a small silver locket.
“Look inside,” Margaery whispered. Sansa found a hidden latch and opened the locket.
Nestled inside was a miniature, painted in the vivid Myrish style. Lord Eddard Stark looked up at her, his eyes crinkled, his long face so familiar she could have wept.
“My grandmother may be angry, but you will always have a friend in the Reach,” Margaery said softly, her eyes kind. The locket was on a thin chain, so long that Sansa could wear the locket beneath her clothes unnoticed. Margaery fastened it about her neck, making a moue of distaste at the ever present golden collar.
No sooner had the gift giving concluded than the Dornish ladies bustled her off to the cornerfort, insisting that she must have a ritual bath before she donned her wedding gown. Sansa had not bathed with other women since Winterfell; she had forgotten how pleasant it was to share company during a bath. Ellaria herself scrubbed Sansa down with a mixture of lemon peel, olive oil, and salt that turned her skin soft as silk. When her bath was complete they helped her into a simple gown, rather than a bedrobe as she had expected.
“We thought you might wish to visit the godswood, before the ceremony,” Ellaria explained, lightly touching Sansa’s wet hair.
Sansa’s heart was almost light for the first time in weeks as the Dornish ladies escorted her to the godswood, pressing kisses to her cheeks before letting her enter alone.
When she reached the weirwood, it was to find it bleeding from seven sharp wounds.
Notes:
This is a longass chapter, as befits our heroine. I look forward to long comments screaming at me below 😈
NOTES
1) Yes, I researched medieval embroidery, including the technique Sansa uses. Some fun facts: most embroidered work was created on canvas before being appliquéd to other fabrics. Trim could be removed and reused, just as gowns could be redecorated. Textiles are neat.
2) In AFFC, Cersei has ONE lady in waiting, Jocelyn Swyft, and a few maids. The fuck, GRRM?! Darlessa Marbrand and Melesa Crakehall exist in canon, I gave them personalities. Cerissa Brax is mine.
3) Jon wrote that letter in a panicked frenzy. No, he didn’t use the exact same words as Mel for her visions. He feels like a colossal asshole because he can’t magically teleport some brave knight to Sansa’s defense; all he can do is warn her and pray she figures out her own escape plan.
4) On Margaery’s gift: real life medieval courts always had a few artists around to paint portraits of the nobility. All she had to do was surreptitiously find out which one of them saw Ned the most, then hire him to paint Willas while also having him secretly do the locket portrait of Ned for Sansa. It would have been Margaery’s way of welcoming Sansa to the Tyrell family. Although Sansa ended up betrothed to Olyvar, Margaery decided she might as well be magnanimous.
Chapter 96: Olyvar IV
Chapter Text
Olyvar couldn't breathe.
He tugged at the collar of his new doublet. It was the color of the sands of Dorne, pale and modest beneath a velvet cloak of the same shade. The cloak was emblazoned with his ten-headed serpent, golden threads shining in the light. Olyvar had chosen the snakes for his sisters, and he wished desperately that they were here.
As he waited by the altar set between the statues of the Mother and the Father he imagined their arrival. Obara would stride in much too quickly, ignoring the scandalized mutters at her choice of tunic and breeches. Tyene would soothe the mutters with her sweet smile, and note which nobles took the most offense. Those chosen few would merit a friendly visit later. A slip of Tyene's dainty hand over their wine, and they would learn the price of offending a sand snake was confinement in their privy for the next two days.
It was a petty prank, and dangerous if one was caught. Olyvar could never decide whether to be amused or appalled. Aunt Elia disapproved, as did Uncle Doran, but Prince Oberyn always laughed and ruffled Tyene's hair. The Red Viper was not stupid enough to fatally poison Lord Tywin in the seat of his power, but Olyvar suspected his father of entertaining himself before Tywin's mysterious demise. Olyvar found it quite odd that Lord Tywin had suddenly postponed multiple small council meetings, only to reconvene the council two days later. No wonder Tyene was so bold.
There would be no rude comments directed at Meria. Her gown would be as modest and stylish as that of any lady present, yet not too fine for a girl of bastard birth. She would remind Obara to look less sullen, and leave matrons clucking about how well Meria knew her place. Sarella would pay no mind to the eyes lingering on her rich brown skin and tightly curled black hair. If there was a maester in the sept, Sarella would find him, and have him chattering away within minutes.
Elia and Obella would come in together, struggling mightily to decide which of their elder sisters they wished to sit with. Wherever they went, Doree and Loree would follow, big dark eyes wide with delight at the finery of the assembled nobles. If Ellaria wasn't fast enough, her two youngest would sprint to their big brother, Doree to demand sweets, Loree to demand to know why he was wearing his stabby face at a wedding.
But Olyvar did not have all of his sisters. The only sister he had in this foul city was Nym, and she was glaring at him when no one else was looking, still furious with both Olyvar and their father.
"You should have talked to her first, witless," she'd hissed before breakfast, angry as a cat.
"How?" Olyvar asked, his stomach flipping with nerves as he adjusted his sleeves. "The queen never leaves her alone; Willas said Lady Olenna had to appeal to Ser Kevan thrice before she was permitted to invite the girl to a modest supper. And what if she's a poor mummer?" Like me, he thought sheepishly.
"And what if she's a good one? What happens if you get her back to Sunspear and she realizes—"
At that point Ellaria had grabbed them both by the scruff of the neck, her nails digging in as she frantically hushed them, and that had been the end of that conversation.
Olyvar stood up straight as the doors of the hall gave way with a thundering groan. According to Dornish custom the procession was led by young girls clad in the pale blue of the Maiden. The smiling girls scattered orange blossoms as they walked, the fragrant petals filling the air with their sweet scent. King Tommen escorted the bride, his steps measured and deliberate despite the broad grin on his plump face.
Lady Sansa did not share the little king's oblivious joy. She was as stiff as a lance, her lips pressed tight. A wave of pity swept over him. He glanced to the side; the altar was close enough to touch. Olyvar rested his left hand on the marble, wincing at the effort.
I shall guard you from your enemies, so long as I have breath in my body. Olyvar frowned. That seemed a bit too warlike. Marriage was for life; how often would he be called upon to save his bride from a monster like the Mountain? He gathered his thoughts for a moment, then tried again.
I shall soothe your hurts and share your joys, make you a part of my counsels and heed your thoughts. I shall treat you as Oberyn treats Ellaria; I shall treat you as I would have my sisters be treated by their husbands. I swear it by the Father's scales and the Mother's seeds.
The queen would be apoplectic if she could hear his thoughts. Cersei Lannister did not intend that Sansa Stark should have a kind husband, nor one near to her in age. Prince Oberyn had seen only one way to ensure this match, and when he returned from dining with the queen Olyvar listened, aghast, as his father explained the lies he had told.
When he finished retching in the privy Nym patted his back before handing him a flagon of water to wash the taste of acid from his mouth. How could men do such foul things? He thought of his little sisters, of great hulking shadows looming over them... Nym was not pleased when he failed to turn his head in time, vomit splattering the hem of her robes.
"That was why father poisoned old Lord Yronwood," she remarked casually when Olyvar was done apologizing. "His paramour was a girl of fifteen, a merchant's daughter. Lord Edgar took a liking to her and offered to foster her, then took her maidenhead before she even flowered. The poor girl was half in love with him, half terrified of him, so when she sought comfort with father he ensured that they were caught."
"Why didn't he go to grandmother?" Olyvar asked. Nym shrugged.
"You know father. Why send ravens back and forth seeking permission when he could take matters into his own hands?"
Olyvar's stomach roiled at the memory as the king and bride approached the dais. A good king would stop things like that, would make it known that even high lords could not hurt children. The support of the Faith would be crucial; the septas sworn to the Mother and Maiden would be powerful allies, as would the Most Devout if enough of them could be reminded of their duty— Stop that , Olyvar told himself sternly. Next he'd be thinking about his sixteenth name day, and he'd tried not to think about it the entire way to King's Landing.
He stared at his bride, desperate for a distraction. Her gown was snowy silk, trimmed in cloth of silver. The dagged sleeves were lined with crimson damask that matched the weirwood leaves embroidered on the bodice. Doubtless the Lannister woman was responsible for the low cut that bared the tops of the poor girl’s full breasts. Olyvar determinedly looked elsewhere.
Her auburn hair flowed down her back like a river of fire, a brilliant true red in the light of the sept. Sansa's face was even prettier than Nym's, shy dimples emerging as she forced herself to smile. The Water Gardens, he would have to take her there first, and watch her learn to laugh again. Olyvar wondered how lovely she would be when she could smile without fear hidden underneath.
Olyvar felt absurdly plain by comparison. His usual hair wash left his wavy hair greasy, his hairline peppered with pimples. To his horror a new one was coming in by the side of his nose. Olyvar had tried to pop it without success, and Nym's face powder was too light to cover it up.
Some plain fellows made up for their looks with charm. Olyvar was not one of them. Dornish ladies were all very well, he had grown up with some of them or their brothers, and he knew which lady preferred to discuss books or music or history. The ladies from outside Dorne terrified him with their coded glances and secret smiles. Since leaving his sickbed he felt like half the unwed ladies in the Red Keep were stalking him, smiling daughters of minor lordlings, buxom sisters of landed knights. Yet here he stood, about to wed the highest born maid in the Seven Kingdoms, a maid who certainly did not want him.
Sansa reached the altar and turned to face him, and the ceremony finally began. First came the seven prayers, then the seven vows. They sang a hymn to each of the Seven, Sansa's voice clear and sweet as bells above Olyvar's awkward baritone. The High Septon invoked the seven blessings, and they exchanged the seven promises between man and wife. The wedding song was sung, the challenge went unanswered, and then it was time for the exchange of cloaks.
Little King Tommen stood on tip toe to remove Sansa's maiden cloak, and Prince Oberyn coughed, so quiet he could scarce be heard. Olyvar turned to accept the folded bride's cloak, a sandy twin to his own, shaking it out gently. As he draped the cloak about Sansa's shoulders he could not help looking into her eyes. Her smile was as tender as any bride, but a hint of fear lingered in her gaze. Is she afraid of marriage, or me?
Surely she had no reason to fear Olyvar. Oberyn's foul stories had been told in the privacy of the queen's solar; a serving maid wouldn't risk her neck for a captive princess of thirteen. Lady, not princess, Olyvar firmly reminded himself as he fastened the cloak's golden clasp. Even your thoughts are not safe here. Too often did he act without thinking; he could not afford to slip.
Then Olyvar's eyes fell on the golden collar at Sansa's throat, at the lion claws digging into her delicate skin. His new wife recoiled from the fury in his eyes as he reached forward, his lips accidentally brushing against her ear.
"Breathe, my lady," he whispered, fingers reaching beneath her hair. A moment of fumbling and the collar slid from her neck. Sansa gasped softly, her hand touching her throat as he took a step back, slipping the heavy, hateful collar in his pocket.
"With this kiss I pledge my love, and take you for my lady wife" Olyvar declared loudly. His voice cooperated for once, neither cracking nor coming out as a crude bellow.
"With this kiss I pledge my love, and take you for my lord husband," Sansa replied. Her eyes were deep pools, bluer than the waters of an oasis. Olyvar wet his dry lips before he leaned in, brushing a gentle kiss against her mouth. As if from a distance he heard ladies sighing. He frowned, annoyed. Were they expecting me to pull her close and kiss her deeply? She’s thirteen!
"Let the Seven bear witness," the High Septon solemnly intoned, raising his crystal high so that a rainbow of light fell down upon them. "Ser Olyvar Sand and Lady Sansa of House Stark are hereby made one flesh, one heart, one soul."
Olyvar offered his arm to his new bride and Sansa took it, trembling.
He could hear the cheering outside even before they reached the doors. The commons packed the square from shoulder to shoulder, waving shreds of cloth in shades of grey and white and sandy brown. Dornish knights surrounded the bride and groom as they stood atop the steps that fronted the great marble plaza.
Goldcloaks struggled to hold back the exuberant crowd as the nobility queued up to offer their congratulations. The little king was first, practically dancing with excitement as he made his courtesies and gallantly kissed Sansa's fingers. The queen was more restrained, her eyes shining like wildfire as she kissed Sansa's cheek before looking at Olyvar with a cruel smile. He nodded, praying his glare of discomfort would satisfy her.
Though he knew the benefit of the public display, the screaming crowd still made him uneasy. When Grand Maester Pycelle's gaze lingered too long on Sansa's chest, Olyvar pulled her to him for a chaste kiss, ignoring the maester's grumbling. The crowd went mad, shrieking and cheering all the louder. When he released her Sansa was blushing. She turned away, slim fingers fiddling with the bouquet. Once she had loosened the ribbons that held it together she began tossing flowers to the little girls sitting atop their father's shoulders.
She is good at this, Olyvar thought as his wife crouched to better embrace a scowling Lady Olenna, mindful of the old lady's cane. Despite her youth Sansa was already closer to six feet than to five, towering over the Tyrell matriarch. Lord Gyles of Rosby was attempting to congratulate Olyvar, his coughs slowing his speech, and Olyvar's thoughts wandered.
Lady Margaery is dutiful and clever, but Sansa is kind. What a queen she would make. He imagined her for a moment, older and more womanly, a crown atop her brow, moonstones and sunstones glimmering against her hair— what is the matter with you, fool? He bit the inside of his cheek until it bled, and returned his attention to Lord Gyles.
The wedding feast was held in the Throne Room of the Red Keep to accommodate the crowd of attendees. The entire Dornish retinue was here, as were all the noble lords and ladies of the Reach and the Westerlands. The queen will expect me to play the gallant, Olyvar reassured himself as he offered Sansa a choice morsel of pheasant from the point of his dagger.
"Which side of the pheasant has the most feathers?" He asked, uncomfortable with his bride's silence. Sansa stared at him, brow furrowed.
"The outside."
A few seats down the table his father groaned, pressing one hand to his brow.
"Please forgive your husband, gooddaughter," the Red Viper said. "His jests are most often for the benefit of his youngest sisters."
"How old are they?" Sansa ventured timidly.
"Loreza is six; Dorea is eight," Olyvar answered warmly, smiling for what felt like the first time in days. Then he remembered how close the queen was sitting. Witless, a fond older brother is not what Cersei Lannister wants to see. Stonefaced, he returned to his meal.
There were to be seven courses, all chosen and paid for by the gracious king and his mother. Prince Oberyn had offered to pay to spare the crown the expense, and nothing would do but that the queen dismiss the cost as a pittance. After that meeting his father had smirked for the entire evening, and none of Ellaria's teasing could lessen his smugness.
The first course was an aromatic soup of chickpea and lamb, courtesy of one of the few cooks in the city who knew any Dornish recipes. Next came summer greens tossed with almonds, red fennel, and crumbled cheese. The pheasant had been the third course, prepared in the Dornish style, lightly coated with flour and spices and fried in olive oil.
The main course was roasted lamb, accompanied by mushrooms drowned in butter, crisp asparagus spiced with lemon and coriander, and tender carrots finished with vinegar, garlic, and a sprinkle of caraway seeds. The mushrooms and asparagus proved to Sansa's liking, the carrots less so.
Her appetite seemed to ebb even further as the feast went on. She refused to eat any of the hard or soft cheeses provided for the fifth course, and barely nibbled at the olives, warm bread, and ripe pears that accompanied them. The sixth course were fish tarts fresh from the ovens, served so hot that Olyvar nearly dropped one as he held it out for his bride to take a dainty bite.
The seventh and final course were the sweets. Servants brought cream serpents and spun-sugar spears, a lemon cake in the shape of a direwolf, spiced honey biscuits and blackberry tarts. To Olyvar's surprise Sansa ignored the lemon cake entirely, even though Ellaria had mentioned it was her favorite. Instead she fiddled with her napkin under the table, her smile stiff.
When the musicians began to play Olyvar offered her his arm. She took it, trembling, as he led her onto the floor to lead the dance. He was not surprised to find Princess Sansa as graceful at dancing as she was at everything else. At first her steps were cautious, proper as any septa's. Olyvar led her carefully, mindful to not step on her toes.
By the third song a new girl was in his arms, one who laughed as the music took her, long hair flying as she spun, her steps light as a feather as flute and pipes and harps carried her away. To his confusion Olyvar seemed to be carried away with her, his own steps coming as easily as if he danced with Meria or Obella. Even when the sixth dance separated them, he proved equal to his new partners. Lady Margaery's cat-like smile did not make him falter, nor did the queen's tight grip and burning eyes. Across the hall his bride laughed as the Summer Island prince Jalabhar Xho twirled her before passing her off to little Tommen. Sansa had just returned to his arms when the dance finally ended, the music dying.
"It's time to bed them!" The queen called merrily from the dais, and his blushing bride turned pale as death.
Idiot! You witless fool, you faithless knave! Aunt Elia had despised her bedding, no wonder the girl barely ate as the feast went on. Lords and knights closed in around them as his bride shook in his arms. Think, you useless ass!
"No bedding!" He bellowed, pulling the quivering girl tight against his chest with his good arm. "I didn't fight the fucking Mountain so other men could see her naked first!"
His bride shook so hard he could almost hear her teeth rattling. Prince Oberyn was laughing and shouting something while some of the men drew closer to Sansa, their eyes greedy. As soon as Ser Kevan Lannister favored Olyvar with a sharp nod, he dragged his bride from the hall.
Since no one had told him of any other arrangements, Olyvar made for the cornerfort, his wife's hand clasped tight. When they reached his chambers he shut the door behind them, barring it lest any drunken fools try to barge in for a glimpse.
He turned to find Sansa standing in the middle of the room, her arms hugging herself as she trembled. Her breaths came in soft little pants, like a horse run for too long in the heat of the Dornish sun. What do I do now? Somehow Olyvar had forgotten about this part of the wedding; only a monster would exercise his rights with a girl so young.
Olyvar looked about the room, uncertain of what to do. What would I do for the horse? A flagon of Arbor gold sat on the sideboard beside another flagon of Dornish red. Olyvar ignored them both, searching until he found the pitcher provided for washing. He poured a goblet full of clear water and handed it to her with what he hoped was an encouraging smile. Her hands shook so badly that her first sip of water spilled down her neck and chest, but the second sip came easier, and before long she had drained the goblet.
"Shall I undress?" Sansa asked.
"That would help," Olyvar replied. Her gown looked like it weighed a thousand pounds; she would be much more comfortable in her sleeping shift. She began fumbling at her clothes, pulling at the laces and buttons with stiff fingers. Sansa was stepping out of her gown, still shaking like a leaf, when he realized his mistake.
"With sleeping!" Olyvar sputtered. "Your gown— I mean—" she was down to her undersilk now, the thin cloth clinging to her breasts. I don't want to see that! He panicked, scooping the cloak off the floor and wrapping it around her. Sansa clung to the folds, head tilted in confusion.
"I'm not— don'tgetnaked," he begged, praying that no one was listening. I should have asked father to have Bel stand outside the door, singing at the top of her lungs. Fool, thrice-accursed fool. "Not here, not now."
He wanted nothing more than to explain himself, but what if someone was listening? Would the queen take her back for lack of consummation and give her to someone else? Olyvar shuddered at the thought.
"Too much wine?" He improvised. Sansa stared at him, eyes flicking to his groin. Yes, that's it.
"TOO MUCH WINE!" Olyvar repeated, trying to slur his speech. "And too many ears for what I'd like to do!" He cringed as Sansa backed away. He wasn't sure how, but he would make this up to her. They were leaving for Dorne on the morrow, he could explain himself on the road when they were surrounded by Dornishmen.
"Get your sleeping shift on," he growled, hating himself, then left his bride alone to change.
When he emerged from the side chamber she was already in bed, huddled under the blankets pretending to be asleep. Olyvar scratched at his hip absentmindedly, the wool shift itchy against his skin. He usually slept bare, but he had no intention of frightening Sansa to death. Well, not anymore than I already did.
His bladder was full to bursting so he made his way to the privy, relieving himself with a sigh. Olyvar absentmindedly began stroking his manhood as he did each evening, and was halfway to his peak when he abruptly remembered Sansa was in the next room. His eyes snapped open, his manhood wilting instantly. He couldn't do that, it would be like pleasuring himself with his sisters nearby.
Lacking any better ideas, Olyvar headed to the tiny solar attached to the bedroom. The boxes of earth were just where Ser Deziel Dalt had promised they would be, seven of them, to honor the seven gods.
"That's what you can tell your bride," Deziel had told him with a wink. "Truly it's because if I only take a single cutting, there's a risk it may not grow."
Olyvar squatted on his heels, examining the slim branches. The Dalts of Lemonwood were famed for their lemon orchards, row after row of lush trees growing along the shores of the Greenblood. It had seemed obvious to ask Deziel's aid with his bridal gift.
Princess Sansa was known for her frequent patronage of the godswood, before the queen forced her to become one of her ladies. As the wedding approached Olyvar found his steps wandering there, hoping to understand his future bride. He had been dumbfounded to discover a weirwood tree with soft eyes and an impish smile. Aunt Elia had never mentioned a weirwood at the Red Keep, yet there it stood, forty feet if it was an inch. Neither fruit nor nuts dangled from its branches, and he had despaired until he remembered Dezi.
"What a beauty," he remarked upon seeing the weirwood. "Seems to be in perfect health, too." Deziel rubbed his hands together, then clapped Olyvar on the shoulder. "Yes, a good cutting should take root. Leave it to me, Olly, never fear."
There were no Dornish weirwoods that Olyvar knew of. Maybe Sarella would know, but even old Lord Tremond Gargalen and the even more ancient Lord Dagos Manwoody couldn't think of any. The soil was too rocky and dry; the few glass gardens dedicated to growing food for winter.
Olyvar was not daunted by the size of his task. Somewhere in the Dornish baggage train were wayns loaded down with rich black soil. Dezi thought that a glass garden would be too hot for the weirwoods, but he was sure that the master gardeners at Lemonwood would help them come up with a good way to plant them.
With delicate care Olyvar reached out for the closest cutting, running a finger down the pale weirwood. Each cutting stood about three feet tall, branches carefully pruned from the living tree, the base of each cutting stripped bare of its bark before being placed in its new home. Olyvar hoped the old gods of the North would understand.
When they departed the next morning Olyvar watched the serving men carefully place the boxes of earth in the wayn, trying not to fret as the cuttings' few leaves trembled in the morning breeze. There were more wayns filled with soil than he had expected, surprisingly well guarded considering their humble cargo.
Olyvar had awoken long before his bride and fled his chambers. He was not willing to risk a repeat of the previous evening lest he scare the girl to death before they even left the city. Ellaria and Nym would take good care of her, he was certain.
By the time the retinue was assembled a light drizzle had begun to fall. Olyvar nudged his dun mare toward the head of the line, mindful of his father's commands. He found Lady Sansa at the front, astride the lovely white sand steed Prince Oberyn had given her as her bridal gift. She was petting the mare's mane, speaking softly under her breath.
"Shall we, my lady?" He asked, holding out a hand. Sansa hesitated, then accepted it. Her hand was soft against his calluses, her fingers almost as long and slim as his own. With a ringing of trumpets they nudged their mounts to a trot.
Escaping the city proved even more vexing than Olyvar feared. The streets were packed with smallfolk and sparrows cheering wildly. He was glad Nym wasn't within reach; she would have smacked him upside the head for veering between a murderous glare and a tentative smile. The smallfolk didn't seem to notice, but Olyvar desperately wished for the ordeal to end.
To his confusion Lady Sansa relaxed under the crowd's fervent attention. Her smiles were sweet and genuine, her cheeks adorably dimpled as she tossed coins to the smallfolk. When she emptied her purse Olyvar gave her his own, the crowd whooping with approval. Behind him he could hear the clinking of coins as the Dornish lords and ladies followed the bride's example. They had run out of coin by the time they encountered a group of sparrows chanting the Maiden's prayer, led by a dwarf. Someone had bedecked Sansa's horse in flowers, so she tossed them petals instead, the blossoms dancing through the air.
It was when they left the city behind that she withdrew into herself, frightened and uncertain. Olyvar's attempts to make conversation were met with neutral pleasantries, and after an hour of fruitless efforts he gave up. She would feel better when they were further from the stinking city, that was all. He could hardly believe that the queen hadn't changed her mind and sent the Kingsguard after them to drag Sansa back.
As the sun set the drizzle turned into a downpour. He hoped showing Sansa the wayn full of weirwood cuttings would lift her mood, but she inexplicably broke down weeping and spent the rest of the evening giving him very odd looks. To Olyvar's relief his modest tent was too small for Princess Sansa to share, so she joined Ellaria and Nym in their pavilion.
The rain finally stopped late on the second day, leaving everyone soaked and cranky. Once or twice Mors Manwoody doubled back, positive he’d seen a tall knight following them, but his search was fruitless and only resulted in more bickering with Dickon. Sansa watched them argue, her face strangely intent. Perhaps it was best that Lady Sansa spend more time with Ellaria and Nym; he would speak to her over supper tomorrow.
The third day found them deep in the kingswood. Mors and Dickon Manwoody proudly presented the cook with a pair of elk, still arguing over who had made the better shot. Despite the enticing aroma of roast meat supper came and went without Princess Sansa emerging from Ellaria's pavilion.
Moon blood , Nym mouthed in response to Olyvar's quizzical look. He could feel his ears redden as he sipped from his wineskin. He certainly shouldn't unburden himself on Lady Sansa tonight.
Despite the long day of riding Olyvar struggled to fall asleep. The kingswood was fairly bursting with life, with burbling waters and whispering leaves. Owls hooted, bats squeaked. His eyes were finally fluttering shut when he heard the howling of wolves. Their voices echoed through the night, ancient and mournful. The hairs on the back of his neck stood up, gooseprickles rippling up his arms.
Some instinct made Olyvar rise from his bed. He was watching the kingswood from the flap of his tent when he caught a sign of movement out of the corner of his eye. Red hair gleamed in the moonlight, and he followed. They were a mile from the camp when she spoke.
"I know you're behind me, ser.”
Olyvar froze.
“I-it’s dangerous for you to be out here, all alone,” he stammered.
“Lady Brienne of Tarth is but three miles away. She has followed us since King’s Landing, awaiting her chance to free me. Nor am I without protection.”
Golden eyes gleamed in the trees as wolves emerged from the darkness. They circled him, teeth bared, white fangs against red maws. Terror seized Olyvar tight as he watched the lean beasts draw closer, slaver dripping down their jaws. I gave her no choice in wedding me; does she mean to make herself a widow? He wasn’t sure that he could blame her if she did. Two of the wolves split from the rest, sitting on their haunches to either side of Princess Sansa, and she smiled fondly as she stroked their ears.
"It's all true." To his surprise his voice did not quaver, not even a little.
Sansa looked up sharply, and for the second time he saw the wolfsblood beneath the courtesies.
"Yes," she said simply. "I am Sansa Stark, Princess of Winterfell, Lady of the Hollow Hill. The Red Wolf. And I will have the truth from you, lord husband, or else flee north before the sun rises."
An odd calm swept over him. Sansa deserved the truth, and his vows demanded it. He only wished that he could tell her everything.
"The queen is a cruel and predictable woman," he replied. "Prince Oberyn told us how she intended to wed you to some brute, and I, uh." He scuffed his foot on the grass. "I objected."
Her brow furrowed.
"The tales your father told the queen? Of- of preferring unflowered maidens? Of savoring the sound of screams?" Olyvar winced. How on earth did she know about that?
"Entirely false. A ploy to convince her to let you go."
"I had wondered—" she stroked the wolf's nose. "You don't want to bed me?" A note of hope had crept into her voice.
"Gods, no. Not until you come of age, I swear by the Seven. If you'd like I can make a solemn vow in the first Dornish sept on the Boneway."
"I would like that." Sansa's voice was remarkably shy for that of a girl who could command wild beasts.
"You don't— you can't actually turn into a wolf, can you?"
There was a long pause, then Sansa nodded. He gaped.
"I thought skinchangers could only share an animal's skin?"
"I think so, at least, that's what Old Nan always said," she replied. "My sister can speak to Nymeria, her direwolf, and I think my brothers can speak to theirs, but they can't change their skin. I couldn't, until after they killed Lady."
"I'm sorry," he said softly. He'd vaguely heard something about her direwolf being slain, leaving her the only Stark without protection. Then his curiosity got the better of him.
"Can I see?"
Sansa turned pink as she shook her head.
"Maybe someday, but not now. My clothes, um. Whenever I shift back, I'm bare."
"Oh." That made more sense than it didn't. "What do you look like? Grey fur and golden eyes like these beasts?" He gestured at the wolves, praying they didn't take offense. She shook her head.
"No. Arya says my fur is the same red as my hair, and my eyes stay the same too."
A great red direwolf with a maiden's eyes. Her laugh was bright as bells, but the visions she sent were dark and full of terror.
"My mother dreamt of you!"
Fuck. Olyvar bit his tongue, but it was too late. The words hung in the air, unable to be forgotten.
"What?" Her eyes were narrowed, darting back and forth as she thought. "False sun," Sansa muttered, stepping closer, her gaze fixed on his own. Suddenly her eyes widened.
"There's lots of Lyseni seers!" Olyvar spluttered, his wits failing him. "Men pay double for a courtesan who sees visions, you can ask anyone—”
“You promised me the truth, ser.”
Olyvar gulped and fell silent. He had always been a terrible liar. Please, no, mother’s going to kill me—
"You're not the son of a Lyseni courtesan," Sansa whispered. The blood drained from his face and he sank to his knees, helpless before his moonlit bride. "You're the son of Elia Martell."
Notes:
*mic drop*
I look forward to everyone yelling at me in the comments section :D I think this is the longest chapter yet? Cannot WAIT to see what details and moments you guys enjoy most.
NOTES
1) The logistics of baby swapping will be revealed in Part IV when we meet Elia Martell herself. I promise I thought it through very carefully; a couple commenters have already figured out how it went down without Varys catching on. No, I’m not saying who 😈
There are lots of hints since Olyvar first appears in Chapter 63. His purple eyes came from Rhaegar, the amber central heterochromia from Elia. He has silver hair under the black dye.
Olyvar being darker skinned than canon!baby Aegon was deliberate, because GRRM kills off every brown Targaryen with a Martell mom (Yes I’m still mad about Baelor Breakspear)
Another hint was in Chapter 40, from the Ghost of High Heart: “I dreamt of a maid chained to a mountain beneath the shadow of a dragon's wings. The dragon bathed the maid in fire, and the mountain crumbled but the chains remained.”
It’s the trial by combat. A dragon destroyed the Mountain but Sansa was still a captive.
2) Oberyn and Tyene poisoning people with laxatives was so petty and hilarious and reckless that I couldn’t resist.
Oberyn: I am in a bad mood
Oberyn: lemme give Tywin a 2 day case of the runs
Somewhere in Dorne, Elia: why do I feel like my baby brother is currently making a very bad risk versus reward calculation?
Oberyn, oblivious:I am the funniest man alive
3) The feast is based off medieval Moorish cuisine. No “spicy Dornish peppers” because chili peppers are from the Americas (and so are turkeys, sweetcorn, and pumpkins, for that matter). Which. GRRM deliberately has mashed neeps instead of having potatoes, and he utterly avoids chocolate and avocados and so on, but he does this? I really wish he’d either include a melange of all old and new world foods, or just not include any new world foods at all. Consistency, man, come on, pick one. Yes, this is a weird hill to die on, yet here I am.
4) Olyvar is an awkward, precious boy. Writing his dialogue and self-conscious attempts at acting was hilarious. Those who thought Olyvar didn’t know his own identity?
”Men pay double for a courtesan who sees visions, you can ask anyone—“ oh, HONEY this is why no one told you until you were 16. Worst liar in Westeros. Him switching between calling Sansa a lady versus a princess is an indicator of his mask slipping.
Olyvar and Meria had… complicated reactions to finding out they were the biological children of Aunt Elia’s asshole husband. They thought she was their adoptive mom, not their birth mom!
Since he’s terrible at acting, Olyvar pretty heavily compartmentalizes that knowledge, plus Oberyn *is* his father every way but biologically. See also: Ned and Jon. Uncles picking up the slack for deadbeat!Rhaegar: it’s a whole thing.
5) Sansa losing herself in the dance is based on a snippet from her wedding to Tyrion when she danced with Ser Garlan and briefly forgot her troubles.
6) Yes, I invented a backstory to explain why at the age of 16 Oberyn poisoned Lord Yronwood, one of the most powerful nobles in Dorne, for no apparent reason.
7) I wrote most of this chapter several weeks ago, then edited and revised. I did not write nearly 6k words in the last 24 hours! I’d like to thank HailMuffins, PA2, and ohnoitsmyra for helping me hone this chapter to perfection; they’ve also been incredible with helping me with other chapters and plot stuff :) the secret to great writing is time and teamwork
You can find me on tumblr; my ask box is always open.
Chapter 97: Part III: Epilogue
Chapter Text
The plaza was long and narrow, surrounded by merchants' stalls. One hawked olives and lemons; another offered roses and sweet wines; a third boasted wonders of gold and silver. There were more stalls in the distance, their wares blurred by thin clouds of dust.
An enormous puppeteer's stage rested upon a platform in the center of the plaze, its sides emblazoned with bright flames. A thin red veil hung before the stage, turning the painted backdrop crimson. Behind a curtain a bald puppeteer tugged and twisted, smiling as the black dragon danced upon his strings. Yet there was no one watching the show, none but a crimson griffin, his eyes fixed upon the dragon, never seeing the puppeteer. With a burst of flame, yellow and orange and red, it was gone.
He looked down upon an immense walled city, built between the shores of a turquoise bay and the mouth of a brown river. Great war galleys rolled in the waters of the bay, their decks paced by captains in the yellow tunics of Yunkai and the copper tusked helms of Qarth. The slaves below were chained to their oars, naked but for linen breechclouts. One slave collapsed at his oar, his body streaked with sweat, blood dripping from his nose. The masters were flinging his body overboard when a kraken rose from the deeps, pulling the ships to splinters with its many arms. The kraken had only one eye, blue and terrible, and the dreamer cried out in fear as he looked away.
The vision twisted. A great host was encamped about the city, a thousand banners flapping in the wind, ten thousand cookfires smoking in the desert sun. In the pavilions of the mighty slaves waited upon nobles draped in silk and jewels, pouring wine, offering platters of dainties. Bed slaves danced and swayed, their smiles never reaching their eyes. Row after row of plain tents baked in the sun, filth lining the alleys as soldiers relieved themselves in the open. For every two soldiers standing tall and proud, a third staggered and swayed, his lips cracked, his hips and buttocks clenched to avoid fouling himself.
Within the city walls chaos reigned. Men in brass masks and dark hoods slipped through the crowds, cudgels in their hands. Amongst stepped pyramids half-naked slaves carried silk palanquins, while eunuchs in spiked caps watched unhappily. A shadow crept up behind one of the eunuchs, slitting his throat before dipping dark fingers in the blood. A bronze harpy hid her face behind robes green as grass, her eyes smiling as the blood flowed through the streets.
Atop the tallest pyramid, the princess awaited, untouched by the chaos down below.
Her hair was a sheet of molten silver that almost brushed her shoulders; three silver bells tinkled in the braid tucked behind her ear. Her violet eyes searched the sky, hope fading as the shadows fell. She was turning to leave when a screech broke the silence.
The dragon's wings beat at the air, his scales shining black as night in the last ray of the setting sun. The princess placed a hand to her heart, her lips parted as if to greet a lover with a kiss. With a cry the dragon alighted on the pyramid, bowing his great head. The silver princess laughed, embracing the beast's snout as he twined his coils around her.
A second cry pierced the air. In the distance a red dragon snarled, his scales lusterless beneath the looming storm clouds. He was slimmer than the black dragon; younger; duller, his claws wrapped tight around a bundle of sticks. The black dragon curled possessively around his bride as she clung to him, afraid. Then, suddenly, fire raged in her violet eyes as she screamed a challenge at the red dragon hovering above.
The red dragon roared in answer, releasing the burden he carried. Spears, the dreamer thought at first. No; olive branches. Dragon and princess cried out together in dismay as the branches rained down, raising angry welts upon scales and flesh. Olives bounced at their feet, bruising against the many-colored bricks of the pyramid.
The red dragon landed awkwardly, dismayed by the chaos below. The princess braced herself, waiting for the jaws to spit flame. Instead, one claw pierced a perfect olive, offering it to the princess. The black dragon snarled in warning, tightening his coils. The princess kissed the black dragon's snout, a tentative hand reaching for the olive-
Young Griff awoke with a yell. His chest was soaked with sweat, the air of the cabin so close and stifling he could not breathe.
"Lad? Is aught amiss?" A hand wrenched open the door to the cabin, a square of dawn light amongst the darkness. The morning breeze swept through the cabin, filling his lungs with fresh air. The bunk creaked as his father sat down, ice-blue eyes filled with worry.
"Daenerys is in danger," Young Griff breathed. The time has come; dragon dreams tell no lies. "We must reach her before the pretender does."
His father inhaled sharply, one hand gripping Young Griff's arm tight.
"As you say... Aegon."
End Part III
Notes:
*cackles in confusing visions* I look forward to seeing your wild guesses about this short yet dense intentionally chaotic mess of a chapter :D
There will likely be a slowdown for a few weeks as I wrangle Part IV: Desert Wolf into shape. It’s gonna have a kickass prologue welcoming us to Essos :D
NOTES
1) Figuring out enough of Dany’s timeline/plot to do the above was a pain in the ass. Jesus fucking Christ.
2) It’s also super confusing because Tywin dies several months later here than in canon, Tyrion is long dead, and Olyvar/Aegon’s survival prompts Young Griff to have this dragon dream.
3) Part IV is heavily outlined for Olyvar and Sansa. I’ve got a good idea of where I’m going with Gilly, Arya, Jon, Theon, Cersei, and Jaime. I’m still figuring out the Dany and Essos stuff, plus the ironborn stuff, plus various travel times and timelines. Part IV will cover AFFC and ADWD plus much more.
4) Yeah, I’m going to make the 5 year gap work if it kills me 😤 only it won’t be a gap, it’s just that Part IV is going to cover a lot of time. As in, roughly 5 years of time. The kids need time to grow up, goddammit!
5) I know most of the endgame for Part V, but not all of it. To a certain extent the characters lead me as I figure out what they’re thinking and where that leads them.
6) Some lovely person made a tvtropes page for The Weirwood Queen; it’s super fun for me to see what people add :)
Chapter 98: Part IV: Prologue
Notes:
Banner by ohnoitsmyraLate April, 300 AC
Irri sometimes uses Dothraki in her narration. The words come from either the books or from the Dothraki language created for the show.
Dothraki Glossary
khaleesi: the wife of a khal
khal: king/warlord
ashefa: river
zoqwat: kiss
khalikki: daughter of a khal
Andal: literally an Andal; in common usage a person from Westeros
khalasar: a king's people; a clan or tribe
khas: the personal guard of a khal's family
dosh khaleen: the widows of khals; revered for their wisdomI decided that like many cultures, Dothraki have their own counting system. They count by fours to honor the horse god. Four is a sacred number, just as seven is sacred to those who worship the Faith of the Seven.
tor: four
tor-tor: four by four; 16
tor-ori: four by eight; 32
tor-thi: four by ten; 40Euron Greyjoy is his own trigger warning. This chapter also contains references to past sexual abuse.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The poison water glimmered beneath the stars, pale crests foaming atop the dark waves. Slaver's Bay, or so men used to call it. Now men called it the Bay of Dragons for the khaleesi who claimed its eastern shores.
Irri sighed, wrapping her arms around her knees as the cool sand shifted beneath her buttocks. This was not her place. Whether she scrubbed with sand or washed with water, dull red dust still clung to her skin. Men were not meant to live suffocated within pyramids and huts of crumbling brick. The khaleesi did not like the harpy's city, but she had chosen to make it hers, and her handmaids had nowhere else to go.
Irri had been born on the western edge of the Dothraki Sea, among lush grasses of gold and green beside the clear blue waters of the Selhoru. The fisherpeople called her the Shy Daughter of the Rhoyne for how she hid her course. Irri's people called her ashefa zoqwat, the river that kisses, for how she embraced the grasses and reeds.
It was a good home for Khal Dhako and his two wives and five children. Her father's khalasar roamed the grasses, grazing their horses, sheep, and goats at each of the four great pastures in turn. Every few years, when the young riders grew weary of peace, they raided nearby cities for slaves and gems and shining gold and silver.
Their father intended great marriages for Irri and her older sister Jhiqui, his precious khalikkis. They were as beautiful and clever as their mothers, with their thick dark hair and their lush brown skin, a warm russet red like the rich soil of the earth. While their three brothers learned the way of the bow and the spear, Irri and her sister learned music and dancing from their mothers. Barren women taught them how to heal with herbs and potions, how to recognize the plants that would make a man strong from those that would kill. Old female slaves taught them the fine art of painting vests, of how to create beauty with naught but a brush and a pot of color.
The oldest of the slave women was an Andal, a merchant's daughter taken in her youth. She and her daughters were a pitiful pale white, like worms, their skin so frightened of the sun that it turned bright red and peeled. The worm women spoke a strange slippery language to each other, avoiding the plain good speech of the Dothraki whenever they could. It was Irri's idea to dare Jhiqui to learn the silly slave talk, betting her finest boots against Jhiqui's favorite belt. When Jhiqui won, Irri had no choice but to prove she could learn the slave talk, which the pale slaves called the "Common Tongue," faster than her preening older sister.
They had been playing the game for two years when Khal Drogo came.
Khal Dhako had ruled for twenty years, as wise and just as his father and his father's father. For over a hundred years the khalasar had prospered on the banks of the Selhoru.
In one night, the khalasar was gone.
Their mothers held them close in Khal Dhako's tent, the flaps shut tight and guarded by their khas. The sound of slaughter rang through the night as men screamed and shouted and died. When dawn crept over the world, it was over.
Khal Drogo's blood riders dragged them out into the scorching sun. Dhako lay on the ground, his head beside his chest, his sons flung beside him. Temmo's impish grin was gone, replaced by a red smile across his neck. Hako and Zetho lay side by side, together in death as they were in life. While Jhiqui wailed, Irri sank to her knees, numb. She barely noticed as the riders dragged the once-proud khaleesis away. Their place was with the dosh khaleen now; they would be safe and honored.
Jhiqui and Irri were not so fortunate. Irri was eleven; Jhiqui a year older and already flowered. Most khals treated captive khalikki with honor, taking their father’s place as their protector before wedding them to one of his kos. Dothraki must not enslave Dothraki; the horse god forbade it. Khal Drogo's old bloodrider Cohollo was kind enough as he guided them to their place among the defeated khalasar, but before the sun set the first rider raped Jhiqui.
Irri and Jhiqui became the handmaids of Khal Drogo's grandmother, Caana, an old woman as harsh as she was wrinkled. Her daughter had wed Khal Bharbo, born the khalakka Drogo, and gone to the dosh khaleen when Bharbo died. But Caana's husband had only been a ko, and so when he died she remained with the khalasar, as feared as she was revered.
Day and night they jumped to Caana's every whim. There were no more lessons with their mothers, no more jokes with their teasing elder brothers, only endless work. Dothraki they might be, and thus free from wearing bronze collars at their throats, but in the khalasar of Khal Drogo a handmaid was no more than a slave. Irri had never noticed how much there was for the slaves to do. Food must be fetched from the cook slaves or prepared fresh, wine poured, clothes mended. The old woman's tent must be kept spotless, her treasures displayed just so, lest she beat them with her cane.
At first the sisters consoled each other with soft words, until they realized every word that passed between them was a new chance for Caana to mock and scold. When Jhiqui whispered of her fear of being raped again, the old woman summoned a rider that very night and laughed as he took Jhiqui before the fire. After that they spoke to each other in the slave talk.
Caana had them whipped. Irri had never imagined such pain; no man laid a hand on a khalikki lest he lose it. But she was no khalikki now, only a handmaid, bound to serve and obey. She huddled with Jhiqui on their hard sleeping pallet, lying flat on her stomach, too sore to cry. How often had she seen a slave whipped in her father’s khalasar, and taken no more notice than she might at a feral dog being kicked?
By the time their wounds healed Caana had lost interest in words she did not understand. Her illness was on her then, the slow lingering sickness of the old, or so the khal believed. Drogo did not see Jhiqui plucking herbs when she went to the river to fetch water, nor did he see Irri sprinkling them over the old woman’s food. At last Caana grew so weak that she was forced to ride in a cart. When she finally died, it was in the Common Tongue that the sisters prayed for her soul to go to hell.
It was the Common Tongue that proved their salvation in the end. With his grandmother dead, Khal Drogo chose to marry, and set his sights on finding a bride worthy of his might, a bride whose birth and beauty would be unmatched by any other khaleesi. When the cheesemonger of Pentos offered him the last dragon princess, nothing would do but that Khal Drogo must have her. And what finer gift for his Andal bride than two handmaidens who already spoke her savage tongue?
Cold water splashed Irri's toes, distracting her from her memories of home. She scrambled backward, away from the angry waves that rumbled and crashed against the sand.
Once there had been many sails on the poison water, the white sails of the Milk Men of Qarth and the yellow sails of the Wise Masters of Yunkai. Now wreckage littered the waves of the Dragon's Bay, scraps of sails and splinters of masts, the bloated corpses of slaves and masters alike. Only one ship had survived the battle, and it lay beached upon the shore, its sails black as night.
The Andal longships had come from nowhere, their arrival as much a surprise to the khaleesi as to the ships blockading the bay. By the time the khaleesi reached the top of the Great Pyramid the battle was already won, the Qartheen and Yunkish ships destroyed. The cost had been heavy, though. Only one ship remained to tell the tale, the galley who had led the fleet.
"Look," the khaleesi said, pointing. "Her sails are black, and her hull..." she squinted.
"It is red, khaleesi. An ill omen." Jhiqui shuddered.
"No," said the khaleesi, eyes shining. "They are the colors of House Targaryen."
Irri had watched from her place beside the throne the next day as Daenerys Stormborn, the Unburnt, Queen of Meereen, Queen of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Khaleesi of Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Shackles and Mother of Dragons, welcomed the ship's captain.
The three-headed dragon crown weighed heavy upon the khaleesi's brow, but she struggled to hide her smile as the captain approached, stalking forward with predatory grace.
The captain was an Andal man of tor-thi, his face smooth and pale beneath a beard as dark as the hair that swept to his shoulders. A black leather patch covered one eye; the other was as blue as Doreah's had been, blue as a summer sky. The air seemed to leave the room as he swaggered to kneel before the khaleesi, his smile the wickedest Irri had ever seen.
Even before he began to speak Irri felt the stirrings of mistrust. His speech was smooth as sandsilk as he declared himself to be Euron Greyjoy, Captain of the Silence , rightful Lord of the Iron Islands of Westeros.
"My younger brother and my niece betrayed me and usurped my title, just as the Usurper and his followers betrayed King Aerys and Prince Rhaegar," the captain said. "He claims to be King of the Iron Islands, but what man needs a driftwood crown when the Mother of Dragons arises to reclaim her rightful throne?"
"The gods are good to send you to me," the khaleesi said carefully. "How did you know of my need?"
"No man has sailed as far as I, nor delved so deeply into the secrets of warlocks and maegi and shadowbinders. In my travels I heard tell of the fairest woman in the world, mother of dragons, last of her illustrious line, and in my dreams I saw her, proud and strong and besieged by foes."
"Yet I had heard House Greyjoy joined the Usurper against my father."
The captain shrugged, an insolent smile on his lips.
"I was but a boy at the time, but I shall not deny that the ironborn raided the Reach, who were allied with House Targaryen. Your Grace knows the value of conquest, though our poor longships are nothing compared to your dragons. And I come bearing gifts to make amends for the faults of my forebears, wergild for your father and brother so cruelly slain."
"What gifts?" The khaleesi asked sharply. Euron smiled then, his eye devouring the khaleesi as her cheeks turned pink.
“The first gift is that of service, though I am but one man with one ship.”
He laid a sword before the khaleesi’s feet.
“The second gift is that of truth. A harpy plagues Your Grace. I offer her to your justice.”
Euron held up a slip of paper, folded and sealed with wax. Missandei stepped forward, taking the paper in a small brown hand and handing it to the khaleesi. The khaleesi broke the seal with her fingernail, her lips tightening as she read, and when she looked up her eyes were flaming.
“And the last gift?”
“The last gift is that of your ancestors, a gift so rare it is for your eyes and ears alone," he said softly.
A cry of pleasure pierced the night. Irri shuddered, wishing she could not hear the grunts and moans and slapping of flesh coming from the tent. Sometimes Irri wondered if wedding Khal Drogo had broken something in the khaleesi. First Daario Naharis, now Euron Greyjoy... the khaleesi was a little older than Irri, but she was a child still, not yet tor-tor. Her eye should delight in bashful youths her own age, but no man could not catch her eye unless he was at least tor-ori and as cruel as Drogo.
Thrice the whitebeard had begged the khaleesi to change her mind, to refuse the captain's precious gift. The Crow's Eye was no common sellsword like Daario Naharis; his name was known from the Sunset Kingdoms to the Free Cities, his reputation drenched in blood. The khaleesi would not listen.
"Men say many things of me, Ser Barristan," the khaleesi replied. "They say I bathe in the blood of virgins and slaughter men each night to feed my dragons. They say I am a liar, a kinslayer, a sorceress." She raised an eyebrow, her fine silvery hair falling across her face. "Tell me, ser, do you think those rumors true as well?"
The whitebeard bowed his head, defeated, and left the khaleesi's chambers. At her command Jhiqui helped the khaleesi out of her clothes and into her terrace pool while Irri fetched goat cheese and olives and sweet wine. When she returned it was to find the khaleesi laying in the pool, her eyes closed as Jhiqui washed her silvery hair.
"Thank you," the khaleesi said as Irri set the food at the edge of the pool. A persimmon tree shaded the pool from the worst of the sun, its leaves a rich green that reminded Irri of the grasses beside the Selhoru.
"Khaleesi, please," Irri begged, for what reason she could not say. "The Andal means you ill."
The khaleesi opened her eyes, and Irri quailed before her violet stare.
"Euron has sailed halfway across the world," the khaleesi said, water dripping from her pale skin as she rose from the pool. "His ships freed the bay from the Qartheen and Yunkish; already the fishermen bring nets full of fish to my hungry city. If Euron meant me ill, he might have saved himself such trouble. Every longship was lost but for his own; he has no men but for his crew. For months the Shavepate gives me nothing but excuses as I watch my men die, and yet Euron delivers me the harpy herself. Do you think me so weak that I must fear one man, a mere captain?"
Irri lowered her eyes, trembling. The khaleesi had never spoken to her so sharply; was this the moment Irri woke the dragon? The khaleesi spoke little of her brother since his death, yet still Irri feared that someday the khaleesi would turn as cruel and vicious as the Khal Rhaggat who raised her.
But he had been weak, only an adder in the grass; the khaleesi was fierce and strong. She had shed her brother's blood in Vaes Dothrak, red tears dripping from his cheek where the bronze medallions of the belt had struck him. The khaleesi did not seem to care that she had profaned the sacred city, nor that Jhiqui and Irri would be slain alongside their mistress if any man learned what their khaleesi had done. She merely told them to eat her supper before curling around a dragon's egg, the deep green one flecked with bronze.
The khaleesi screamed again, and this time the green dragon screamed with her, his cry echoing across the bay. Rhaegal. It seemed strange to remember how she had once stroked his warm scales, watching him doze on a cushion like a cat. Now Irri could not go near him for fear of him snapping at her. From snout to tail he was nearly as big as a horse, but light and slender, too small for even the little khaleesi to ride.
The khaleesi had not wanted to attempt the ritual with Rhaegal. The great black dragon was her favorite, his name as ill-favored as his temper. Drogon. Sometimes Irri feared that the khal's spirit possessed the dragon his wife loved so much. Perhaps that was why Drogon had flown so far. The khaleesi could never command the khal, no more than she could command the dragon who had eaten a little girl.
Chaining Viserion and Rhaegal beneath the Great Pyramid had only made them more wild. The white and gold dragon had been the khaleesi's second choice, but Viserion had snapped one chain and melted the rest, and clung to the roof of the pit like a great bat. Only Rhaegal remained bound, and so it was the green dragon who had been dragged to the shore, wrapped in a net of heavy iron chain. Four men had died to bring him here, and nine more were burned as they staked the net to the sandy shore with great iron spikes.
To Irri's dismay the sky was growing lighter. On the beached ship she could see the shadows of men moving in the dark, silent as the grave. She wondered what tasks made them rise so early when their captain was still abed.
Her stomach flipped as she remembered the captain. Comely he might be, but he scared her, with his lips bruised blue from the foul wine of the warlocks. He had smiled at Irri as she poured flutes of the deep blue wine, one for the captain and one for the khaleesi. It flowed slow as honey and smelled of rot and death. When the flutes were filled Irri stepped back, Jhiqui murmuring words of comfort under her breath as the captain and khaleesi raised the flutes.
The khaleesi frowned at the first sip, and moaned at the second. The third she gulped down as if it were mother's milk, her pupils blown so wide her eyes looked black. The captain downed his flute in a single swallow, and wiped his mouth as he led the khaleesi into the tent.
Neither the khaleesi nor the captain had left it since. All through the night they growled like animals in rut or cried out in strange tongues. Listening to Khal Drogo ride the khaleesi had been worse, but at least it had been quiet. The khaleesi was wise enough to muffle her cries of pain in her pillow, and the khal was as silent as he had been the few times he'd ridden poor Jhiqui before he wed the khaleesi. The khal had only spared Irri for her lack of flowering; her first moon blood had come at Qarth. Though many moons had come and gone since then, Jhiqui woke sometimes in the night, weeping silently from her nightmares as Irri held her.
Irri glanced around. Jhiqui was on her sleeping mat beside the tent, fast asleep and snoring despite all the noise. The khaleesi had left Ser Barristan and his disapproving stares behind; it was the Unsullied who guarded the tent, backs straight. Their captain, Sure Spear, paced the shores, alert to any danger. More Unsullied guarded the edge of the shore, but they were so far away they were almost out of sight. There was no one watching Irri, no one but the bright stars above, the khalasar of the blessed dead. She wondered which star had once been Dhako.
Khal Drogo did not deserve to ride the night lands with the father who bounced her on his knee. May your soul burn in hell , Irri thought viciously. The desert air was dry, but the breeze across the shore was damp upon her skin. When at last her mouth was wet, Irri spat four times, once for each of the four hooves of the horse god. Once for her father, once for her brothers, once for her sister, and once for her khaleesi, who had slain the khal in her attempt to save him.
The khaleesi was growing louder, panting and sobbing by turns. "Yes," she gasped. "Please, please..."
"Daenerys," the captain growled. The khaleesi sobbed again, then shrieked as she peaked.
Irri wondered what it was like to sob from pleasure. Qotho had not cared whether she had flowered yet, and made her sob many times upon the Dothraki Sea from the pain of his cruel hands and fingers as he raped her.
She had been glad when Ser Jorah killed him for attacking the khaleesi outside the maegi's tent. While the maegi wailed and the khaleesi screamed and the men fought and shouted and died, Irri laughed at Qotho's corpse. Her slim copper fingers pulled loose the dangling forearm that had hurt her so, her mouth spat on the ruined face with its hateful eyes. May he burn with his khal , she thought. May he walk through the desert and never find a stream. May the vengeful spirits of his horses trample him from dusk to dawn.
No man had dared lay on hand on Irri since the khaleesi birthed her dragons. Fierce as she was, cruel as she might be to those who crossed her, Daenerys Stormborn did not offer herself nor her handmaids to win men to her side. And so Irri slept beside Jhiqui each night, her sister's snores as familiar as old friends.
Irri wished that sleep would find her now. Her stomach roiled with nerves as she awaited the dawn. Could the Andal deliver what he had promised? Despite the end of the blockade Meereen was still besieged by the armies of the slavers. But if the khaleesi could control Rhaegal as she had once controlled Drogon... Irri could not feel safe until her khaleesi felt safe.
The slapping noises had stopped. Irri glanced over her shoulder at the tent, praying that they were done. What madness had possessed them? Men and women were not meant to ride through the long night; it is known.
"Lie back," the captain commanded. "Spread your legs for me."
For a moment all was quiet, then the khaleesi began to keen. Irri winced at the high sharp sound. The Andal uses his tongue better than his manhood. If the captain was intent on giving the khaleesi such pleasure, perhaps he was not lying after all. Please, please let the ritual work , Irri prayed. Dragons were evil beasts, but if the Mother of Dragons could bend them to her will...
Without the dragons we would have perished. Only three riders remained after that terrible night, three riders and near a hundred women and children and old men. The riders were meant to escort the khaleesi to Vaes Dothrak, but the rest... the best they might hope for was to be enslaved by the first khalasar to come upon them, if they did not starve to death first. Khal Pono and Khal Jhaqo had taken all the herds, the goats with their milk and meat, the sheep with their wool and lambs.
The khaleesi saved us . She had birthed dragons, led them across the Red Waste, she had burned the maegi in their house of dust, she had freed the eunuchs and slain the Good Masters. Yet the khaleesi was still a khaleesi, and she expected to be obeyed. Irri was her handmaid, not her sister, nor her friend.
The little scribe Missandei was the only one who might dare take liberties with the khaleesi. Even so... the khaleesi granted Missandei leave to visit her brother only begrudgingly, her face reproachful though the scribe thanked her on bended knee.
Jhiqui snored even more loudly than usual, briefly drowning out the crash of the waves and the khaleesi's moans. With a fond sigh Irri focused on the familiar sound, letting it soothe her as she stared across the poison water.
Dawn came too slowly and too quickly. Irri rose to her feet, stretching her stiff limbs before creeping into the tent. Her khaleesi lay across the captain's chest, silver hair draped over her blissful face as she shivered, her pale skin cold to the touch. By the time Irri finished helping her dress the captain was awake, his blue eye smiling. The Andal dressed himself while the khaleesi stared at his deft fingers, her tongue wetting her lips as Irri hid her revulsion.
Rhaegal screeched as the Mother of Dragons walked out into the rising sun. The khaleesi approached him carefully, murmuring under her breath as the green dragon struggled against the iron net that bound him. She was still whispering to him when the captain's men brought his gift.
The dragonhorn was larger than the dragon. It shone black in the rising sun, six feet long at least, so long that the thickly muscled man who presented it to khaleesi held it with both hands as he knelt. The khaleesi pressed a hand against the horn, tracing the glyphs graven into bands of red gold and dark Valyrian steel.
"A treasure fit for the last daughter of the dragonlords," the Andal said. "I found it in the ruins of Valyria."
Irri shared a look with her sister. The poison water was one thing, the Smoking Sea another. No man had seen Valyria since the Doom and lived. The Andal's lips were blue as a warlock's, and blue lips told only lies.
The khaleesi woke dragons , she reminded herself. Perhaps he never saw Valyria, but he has the horn. Irri shifted from one foot to the other, biting her lip. The pitcher was heavy in her hands, the enormous bronze vessel filled to the brim with oil.
"You are sure of the ritual?" The khaleesi asked, still staring at the strange glyphs.
"I am, Your Grace. Only death can pay for life; only through sacrifice can you claim power over the horn of your fathers."
"Sacrifice," the khaleesi murmured. "There is always a price to be paid."
When the Unsullied brought the lamb, he was forced to carry it. The scent of the dragon made it squirm and struggle in his arms, fighting to get free. When he tied it to the stake the lamb baaed piteously, pulling at the cord that bound it. For a moment the khaleesi hugged herself, her eyes filled with doubt. Irri handed her the pitcher of oil, but the khaleesi did not move.
"My queen has a merciful heart," the captain said. "But what is one lamb against all your children? How much longer must you tolerate this harpy and her sons?"
The khaleesi's eyes hardened as she stepped forward, ignoring the lamb's bleeting as she drenched it with oil, the soft tawny brown wool turning dark and slick. When the pitcher was empty she handed it back to Irri, violet eyes still fixed on the lamb.
"Now?" She asked the Andal. The captain nodded.
"Dracarys."
Beneath the iron net the dragon reared, spitting flame at the helpless lamb. It screamed for a moment, green veins swirling in the blaze of orange-red fire, and then the lamb was silent. Without a word the khaleesi slit the palm of her hand, holding it so the blood dripped onto the small charred body. When the dripping ceased, she smeared her hand against the dragon horn, anointing it with her blood. A few drops fell on the silent man who held the horn, but he remained still as stone.
"Blood for fire, fire for blood," the khaleesi murmured, lifting the lamb with her own hands and presenting it to the dragon. Rhaegal sniffed at the lamb, his long tongue lapping at the khaleesi's blood as Unsullied carefully pulled up the stakes that bound the net about the dragon's head. No sooner was his muzzle free than he snapped at the lamb, devouring it with razor sharp teeth.
"You may want to have your people stand back, my queen," the Andal warned. "This is no ram's horn that you claim. The sound is perilous to lesser men."
The khaleesi nodded, waving for her Unsullied to back away from the dragon's horn. They obeyed, but slowly, their eyes fixed on the Andal captain. Irri and Jhiqui followed them, holding hands as they turned to watch as the silent man raised the horn to his lips.
aaaaaaaRRREEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
The sound seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere, a hot scream that made Irri fall to her knees and cover her ears. Jhiqui fell to the sand too, then the Unsullied, all of them helpless beneath the horn's fury. Irri could feel her bones shivering and thrumming, the wail searing her flesh from within. This was the day she died, her heart was beating so fast it must burst—
The hornblower staggered, and the horn fell. Blisters rose and burst upon his lips; his cough splattered blood upon the sand. A thin wisp of black smoke rose from the horn, twisting and writhing like the souls of the damned. Despite her fear, Irri crept forward. The khaleesi had not fallen, nor had the Andal captain. Daenerys Stormborn's eyes were shining as she gazed upon her dragon, the hornblower forgotten.
"Release him."
The Unsullied hurried to obey, still trembling as they removed the stakes and pulled away the heavy iron net. With a screech the green dragon reared on his haunches, stretching his wings to the sky. Then, meek as a lamb, he crept to his mistress, placing his snout against her outstretched hand, bronze eyes closing as she petted the shimmering scales.
The Andal watched, his blue eye smiling as if he had claimed a dragon himself. Some instinct made Irri glance at the galley. The crew were all over it, busy at their work. The poison water had risen in the night and the galley was floating again. A small boat lay beside the galley, two strong men pulling at the oars.
The khaleesi only had eyes for her dragon as Irri glanced at Jhiqui, tapping her shoulder and pointing at the galley and its boat. Something is not right. Atop the galley’s mast the Andal’s banner fluttered, a terrible red eye beneath two crows.
"A feast worthy of the Mother of Dragons awaits us on my ship," the Andal said, bowing to the khaleesi. "I would be honored if Your Grace would break her fast with her most devoted subject."
Eyes narrowed, the khaleesi glanced at the small boat. "I go nowhere without my handmaids," the khaleesi said. Irri and Jhiqui drew up behind her, one to either side, Irri still holding the empty oil pitcher.
The captain smiled. "Of course. They are welcome to attend you."
"And what of my Unsullied?"
Euron Greyjoy's smile did not change at the suspicion in the khaleesi's voice.
"I have only one boat, Your Grace," he replied, shrugging. "I would be glad to send it back back for your honored guards."
Fine silver hair fluttered in the breeze as the khaleesi shook her head. "No. Your cook may bring the feast to the shore."
"Of course. My thanks, Your Grace."
The khaleesi's brow furrowed.
"For what?"
In answer the Andal pulled the khaleesi close, lifting her easily as he kissed her. For a moment the khaleesi kissed him back, her slim legs wrapping around the captain's waist.
Then he began to carry her toward the boat.
The closest Unsullied were already charging for the Andal as the khaleesi pulled away, slapping the captain across the face. He laughed, the sound as rich as it was cruel. Jhiqui grabbed Irri's arm, nails piercing her skin, her heartbeat galloping in her ears.
"Now now, Daenerys," he scolded.
"Sure Spear!" The khaleesi shrieked. The Unsullied captain's spiked bronze hat gleamed in the sun as he sprinted for the Mother of Dragons, his spear raised, his men hot on his heels.
The captain's blue eye smiled. "Dracarys."
The khaleesi screamed a word, but the green dragon did not seem to hear. Rhaegal snarled, and even as the Unsullied turned their heads his flames engulfed them. For a moment the eunuchs twisted and danced, shrieking in agony as they died.
"Come come, my love," the captain purred, ignoring the khaleesi's small fists pounding at his chest, his grip tight as iron as he pulled her up for another kiss. Across the sand the dragon sank his claws into Sure Spear's limp body, bowing his head as he began to feed. In the bay the captain's men awaited, oars clenched in their massive fists, the boat rising and falling with the waves.
The Unsullied were dead, but the Andal had forgotten the handmaids, and he roared in pain as Irri's pitcher caught him on the shoulder. Jhiqui slammed into him from behind, her arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him back with all her weight. He twisted and shook, trying to throw her off, but he could not fight both Jhiqui and the khaleesi.
With a bellow of rage he released the khaleesi, dropping her to the ground, the khaleesi's ankle snapping under her. With his hands now free the Andal spun, yanking Jhiqui's arms away from his neck and flinging her down beside her mistress. Irri had reached the fallen pitcher by then, and she grabbed the heavy bronze vessel with both hands as the Andal picked up the stunned khaleesi.
Her first throw had been from several feet away, an act of frantic impulse. This time she held onto the pitcher as she swung it in his face, the vessel smashing against his nose. The Andal screamed, dropping the khaleesi again as he turned on Irri, wrapping a hand around her throat. Stars danced in her vision as she choked for air, then she was flying, until the beach rose up to slap her.
The Andal was less comely with his nose broken and bloody, his face as bruised and blue as his lips. "Have it your way," he sneered, backing away from the three women lying helpless on the ground, the khaleesi whimpering with pain. "Rhaegal!"
With a screech the dragon raised his wings and took to the air, circling above the shore. Irri tried to crawl toward her khaleesi, but the world was spinning, and her arms and legs would not heed her.
"I should have liked to have you again," the Andal said, licking his lips as he looked down on the khaleesi. "Ah, well. Once was plenty."
"You will die screaming," the khaleesi promised, her voice tight with pain. "He is not yours."
"Oh no?" The Andal smiled as the dragon swooped low. "Dracarys."
Irri closed her eyes and waited for the end. What would it feel like when the flames seared her flesh? Would it seem like an eternity, or would it be as quick as blowing out a candle? A breeze danced against her skin, a last blessing before her death. She could hear the dragon's wings flapping, flapping—
Irri opened her eyes. Rhaegal stared at the khaleesi, bronze eyes shining. His jaws trembled and shook, opening for a brief moment before snapping shut again.
"Dracarys," the Andal repeated, his face an angry mask. The dragon shrieked once, his tail lashing back and forth as he closed his jaws tight.
"Rhaegal!" The khaleesi cried.
The Andal looked up at the dragon, then across the beach. In the distance Irri could see the rest of the khaleesi's guards, the Unsullied who had guarded the edge of the shore, spears shining as they charged.
With a sneer the captain retreated to his boat, the dragon following after him.
"Rhaegal! Rhaegal! RHAEGAL!"
The green dragon never looked back.
Notes:
Oh no! Fuck off, Euron 😤
NOTES
1) Would writing Dany probably have been easier? Yes. Did I refuse to do so because Irri deserves her own goddamn point of view and backstory? Also yes. Also GRRM wrote the Dothraki as Conan the Barbarian level ridiculous. Their culture makes no sense and is almost entirely based on 1970s-1990s era racist stereotypes of Native Americans and the Mongol people. I’m trying to fix that as best I can.
2) Canon facts about Irri are quite limited. We know she is around Dany's age; I made her slightly younger. She is newly 15 here, while Dany is almost 16. In canon Irri and Jhiqui are given to Dany by Illyrio Mopatis, but it is later mentioned that Khal Drogo destroyed their father's khalasar. So... they went from the second-highest ranking women of the khalasar to handmaids. Holy shit, what a compelling journey! Wow, that would have a huge impact on how Irri and Jhiqui see themselves, on how they process slavery, on how they see Dany... Except this is never referenced again. Ever. But, you know, in ADWD they get to argue over Rakharo and Irri calls Jhiqui a fat cow and Jhiqui calls Irri a skinny boy. Groundbreaking.
3) I invented the name Caana (pronounced caw-nuh). It deliberately resembles "khan" as in Genghis Khan. Usually I would use a name from canon, but only two Dothraki women are named in the entirety of ASoiaF- Irri and Jhiqui. Meanwhile, there are twenty-five named Dothraki men from ASoiaF and the show. This pisses me off.
4) The show cast Emilia Clarke when she was 24. This was a pretty necessary decision because jesus christ, Dany is 13-14 in GoT?!?!?! And there is SO MUCH rape and so many references to her breasts and god it is so so so gross. What the fuck, GRRM. She is almost 16 in this chapter, and writing the offscreen sex with Euron made me want to hurl, even though Dany believes it is extremely consensual because she doesn't know the extent to which she is being manipulated. Her immediate crush on Euron tracks with her reaction to Daario after he brought her two heads in a bag. Drogo seriously screwed up her sexuality. Westeros needs therapists.
5) In this timeline, Victarion, Asha, and Aeron teamed up to defeat Euron at the kingsmoot. Victarion is king; Asha is his heir until he has sons. It’s been mentioned in passing before; I didn’t feel like tackling ironborn POVs.
Euron decided to fetch his own dragon; he also made up the dragonhorn ritual. Given how much the Valyrians loved slavery and blood magic, Dany really should have been suspicious that all it took to claim the horn was a lamb and a little of her own blood. But Euron had destroyed the enemy fleet, he told her who the harpy was, he was hot… dammit, Dany.
6) This chapter takes place in the middle of ADWD. The Sons of the Harpy are murdering people, Meereen is besieged by land and sea, Drogon has flown off, and Dany is trying to keep it together even though she's a traumatized child of 15. Who is also walking a very dark path. I see Dany as a tragedy, a victim of abuse and violence who tries to protect herself by identifying with her abusers (she becomes the dragon Viserys could not be; she becomes a conqueror like Drogo). She's sympathetic, but also makes mistakes and does very fucked up shit. Like, you know, birthing dragons by burning a slave woman alive. Even though Mirri Maz Duur had every reason to want Drogo and Dany dead for the destruction of her village.
As we get into Part IV I hope to do Dany justice as a very flawed girl who does monstrous things while also wanting to be a good person.
Chapter 99: Part IV: Desert Wolf (Cersei I)
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Cersei I
The queen rose with the sun, the light gleaming golden through her windows. Maegor's Holdfast boasted four towers, one for each point of the compass, and the eastern tower belonged to the queen. A petty slight, to give the Light of the West the eastern tower, but Robert was such a fool that the insult might have escaped him. Besides, my sun is rising too, Cersei thought as her maid helped her into her tub.
By the time the queen was bathed and dressed it was time for morning prayers. Her knees ached against the hard floor of the royal sept, but piety was expected of a queen. As the septon droned and as rainbows danced across the altar, Cersei bowed her head.
Seven, help me, the queen prayed. The gods had been good enough to take Lancel and his secrets to the grave, just as they had taken the wretched Imp and his schemes. And when Lord Tywin had bade her wed again...
Perhaps today the gods would smile upon her once more. Jaime, send me Jaime. He would never abandon her; some vile conspiracy had stolen her twin the night Lord Tywin died. Perhaps the same men who killed Tywin Lannister had taken his son. Even now Jaime languished in some dark cell, awaiting ransom or rescue. They could not have killed him, I would have known. We entered the world together; we will leave it together. Cersei prayed until her knees were raw, but if the gods were listening, they gave no sign.
After the cold drafts of the sept, it was a pleasure to return to her chambers, where her son awaited her beside the fire, cats gamboling at his feet. While Tommen lamented the absence of a ginger tomcat with the embarrassing name of Buttons, Senelle poured Cersei a goblet of hot spiced cider before hurrying to fetch the morning meal.
"I am sure Buttons is quite safe," Cersei reassured her son gravely. How does he tell the damned beasts apart? There must be a dozen by now. "Tomcats are apt to wander." Off mounting some yowling cat in heat, no doubt. Beast or man, they all answered to those worms between their legs.
Tommen's smile returned shortly before Senelle did. They broke their fast on gently boiled eggs, fresh bread, crisp bacon, and tart blood oranges. Some Dornish knight had shown Tommen how to eat an orange with his dagger, carving away the peel in one long strip. Her son only ate half the orange before he was distracted by dangling the long peel so the cats could bat at it.
Cersei sipped her cider, well contented. The cooks had done their duty; the yolks oozed onto the soft brown bread, golden against the pale cream of newly churned butter. She ate up every bite, knowing she would need her strength. Without Jaime, she was Tommen's only protector, but she was a lioness of the Rock. She could be fierce for her cub. Cersei had dealt with Ned Stark, she had kept King's Landing together against Stannis's fury, she had avenged Joffrey when no one else would. She had not dreamt of her firstborn for a week, not since the wedding.
Enjoy your husband, Lady Sansa, she thought, a smile curling at her lips as Senelle admitted the Lord Hand. What girl would ever want a man with dirt brown skin and pitch black hair, when she might have one as golden as he was fair? Most maidens would choose a handsome king over a brutish bastard; you brought this on yourself when you betrayed Joffrey.
"It is good to see you smile again, niece," Ser Kevan Lannister said, his voice weary.
Her uncle's square chin jutted from his face, jowls sagging beneath his close-cropped yellow beard. He had always been thick of waist, even when she was a little girl, but since Lord Tywin's death he seemed shrunken, fat slowly melting away to be replaced by wrinkles. A sheaf of parchments were in his fist; papers for Tommen to sign and stamp with the royal seal.
"You are too kind, nuncle," Cersei said, pressing a kiss to his cheek. Lancel's death had sent Ser Kevan to his knees; Lord Tywin's death might be the end of him, if she was not careful. I should have Pycelle see to him; there are no other men I can trust as my Hand. "How fares the realm?"
Small council meetings were a tedious business that she left to Ser Kevan. Cersei had attended them herself, until she realized that Lady Margaery spent those hours beguiling her son. The queen was no man's fool to sit by and let her lion cub be turned into a rose's pet kitten.
"Poorly," Ser Kevan said, presenting a parchment to Tommen while Senelle warmed the wax. "The Citadel is unsure how long autumn will last. Even with only three realms to feed..."
"Tommen is King of the Seven Kingdoms," the queen flashed. Her uncle sighed.
"So he is. But unless Your Grace intends to send grain to Robb Stark or Stannis Baratheon-"
"I take your meaning," Cersei said, hiding her irritation as Tommen affixed the royal seal to the first parchment. "Let them have their King of Winter; those traitors will soon wish they'd never heard of the Starks."
Callow youths were not meant to rule. While the Young Wolf feasted on red meat in Winterfell with his lickspittles, the rest of his followers would be lucky to get a few bones. By spring the Vale and the Riverlands would be begging to bend the knee to the rightful Lord of the Seven Kingdoms.
"Prince Oberyn assures me that Dorne can feed itself; Mace Tyrell said the same of the Reach. As for the Westerlands-"
Cersei waved a dismissive hand. "My father trusted his bannermen, as shall I. Let them prepare for winter as they always have, with the blessings of the Lady of Casterly Rock."
"As you wish. King's Landing, though..." her uncle looked troubled. "Feeding the city shall prove most difficult. There were close to half a million before the war; the famine has taken thousands, perhaps one in five of the city’s poor.”
There are still too many useless mouths to feed. The queen tossed her golden locks, flashing her uncle a merry smile. Let him see that the lioness was not easily daunted.
"Why, nuncle, what of our good friends of Highgarden?"
She did not trust the Tyrells, but they were always eager to trade their ample harvest for gold. Upjumped stewards, the lot of them, no better than merchants. That reminded her, she was due to sup with the richest members of the merchant guilds. I must have the maids prepare one of my finest gowns. There was nothing like crimson silk and cloth-of-gold to put the merchants' wives in their place and show their husbands the wealth of Casterly Rock.
“Mace Tyrell may have had his men pass out bread in Margaery’s name after the Blackwater, but that was a mere gesture. The city requires hundreds of tons of grain each day; most comes from the crownlands, but the rest came down the Blackwater Rush from the riverlands.”
Cersei frowned. “The Imp said the Tyrells caused the famine.”
“Closing the roseroad did not help,” her uncle admitted, one hand pressed to his temple. “But as to feeding the city, without the riverlands—“
The queen kissed Ser Kevan on the brow. “I am sure you will find a way. I do not know what I would do without you, uncle." She waited for Tommen to set his quill aside before running a hand through her son's golden curls. "Tommen, you must be grateful; few kings have been blessed with so faithful a Lord Hand.”
“Thank you, great-uncle,” the little king said solemnly, his green eyes earnest.
When Ser Kevan departed, parchments in hand, Ser Addam Marbrand escorted the little king to Grand Maester Pycelle. She would not have Tommen be such a fool as Robert. Besides, Lady Margaery could hardly work her wiles if the king was busy at his lessons.
Luncheon was a tedious affair with her ladies. Cersei made the mistake of letting Cerissa Brax say the prayer, and the woman made a meal of it, thanking the gods for the food before them and begging mercy for the beloved dead. When the prayer finally ended Lady Cerissa had the impudence to grasp the queen's hand and attempt to commiserate over their losses. As if your father and brothers were worth half as much as Lord Tywin.
"We share your sorrow," Cersei said impatiently, "but as we yet live, the gods doubtless will understand if we eat our meal before it grows cold."
Cerissa took the rebuke with ill grace, a tear dripping down her cheek as she began to eat. Jocelyn Swyft could not manage more than two bites of boar without making some insipid remark, while Melesa Crakehall was mercifully quiet, spearing tidbits on her dagger with a glower upon her doughy face.
Only Darlessa Marbrand provided some small entertainment with her japes about the lustiness of Dornish bastards. She was more ill-tempered than her nephew, Ser Addam Marbrand, but her late Uncle Tygett had appreciated his wife's biting wit. Cersei found her comments amusing, so long as Darlessa was wise enough to save her witticisms for when no Dornish were present to take offense.
Afternoon found the queen making her way across the yard, pausing briefly to watch the knights ride at the quintain. Tommen would still be dressing for their ride through the city; she had forbade him to risk his neck jousting. Ser Aron Santagar, the master-at-arms, knew his place and did not object. She was grateful for that when Ser Tallad the Tall spilled from the saddle, wincing in pain as a squire helped him to his feet. Ser Loras did far better, striking the shield hard and clean. Lady Margaery and her little hens cheered like dockside whores, and Cersei favored the youth with a smile.
The queen could afford to be magnanimous. Lord Mace had finally agreed that the king's wedding could wait until the realm was put aright; she could still taste the sweetness of that victory. Let Lady Margaery busy her little head with plots; a betrothal could be set aside. Almost as sweet was the fact that the wretched Queen of Thorns had departed for Highgarden the day after Sansa Stark's wedding, taking her crippled grandson with her. The queen would not miss the old woman's sour breath and sharp comments, no more than she would miss seeing the cripple limp about awkwardly with his cane.
Small wonder that Mace Tyrell favored his third son. Ser Loras was all grace as he dismounted from his sweat-streaked chestnut mare, patting her neck fondly as he took her by the reins.
"Well ridden," Prince Oberyn said, clapping the youth on the shoulder. Ser Loras removed his helm, eyeing the Dornishman suspiciously. "That was one of Jonquil's fillies, yes? Willas said he gave you one as a name day gift."
"Her name is Windflower," the youth retorted.
The queen barely managed to keep from rolling her eyes. Jaime rode stallions, like most bold knights. Brightroar had been his first, a destrier as golden as Jaime, but that horse had died in some tourney mishap, and he stopped naming them. Her twin would never give a mount such a feeble name as Windflower.
"She certainly flies like the wind," the Red Viper said, stroking the mare's nose, his black eyes gleaming. His dark olive skin shone in the afternoon sun, as did the streaks of silver that marred his lustrous black hair.
Half of the Dornishmen had gone home with the Red Viper’s bastard and his wolf bride; even the serpent’s whore had gone. Prince Oberyn, however, seemed quite determined to keep his seat on the small council. Only the greybeards remained to keep him company; doubtless he had sent the younger, comelier ones away due to vanity. One of the Dornish ladies had stayed too, Lady Blackmont, but she was of an age with the prince, and too dark-skinned to be truly beautiful.
Cersei glanced across the yard. Her escort was waiting with her palfrey; Ser Lyn Corbray of the Kingsguard, a dozen knights and three score mounted goldcloaks. Ser Addam Marbrand’s white cloak fluttered in the wind as he helped Tommen mount up. With a sigh she made her way to join them, leaving the stink of sweat and horse behind. The things I must do to keep Tommen safe, she thought resentfully as the great gates opened and she forced herself to don a smile.
It had been Lady Margaery's suggestion that the little king ride through the streets every few days to win the love of the commons. Hoping the smallfolk will fawn on her, the silly chit. The queen remembered the howling of the mob, the ugly old women screaming brotherfucker; the stones and dung and rotten cabbages flying through the air. The love of the smallfolk was a fickle thing; Lord Tywin had never bothered to condescend to them. Lord Varys informed her that at present the smallfolk were still full of ardor for Sansa Stark and her baseborn suitor; the taverns and pot shops rang with songs full of romantic twaddle.
They'll forget the wolf-bitch soon enough, Cersei thought as Tommen tossed coppers to a beggar. Despite the sullen crowd her son's smile was almost as blinding as the sun on his golden crown. The queen was almost enjoying herself, until she noticed the raggedy sparrows at the edges of the street. She really should have the High Septon do something about them.
The lice-ridden creatures were a plague upon the city. Since their impudence on the last day of Lord Tywin's funeral they had grown more cautious; the taste of steel had served to remind them of their place. But even if they did not openly preach treason, they still encouraged disorder and defiance. The Red Wedding had particularly offended them, as had Lady Sansa's trial by combat. Some even dared murmur about the slaughter of Rhaegar's children before their mother's eyes.
Rhaegar was meant to wed me, not that flat-chested cripple, she thought as she nodded at a tradesman. My children were meant to be kings, not hers.
Dimly she recalled a tent that smelt of spices, and an old woman's sour breath. What a fool she had been to fear her. The valonqar was dead, burning in hell beside the witch. There was no younger queen; the Stark girl was wed to a bastard, and Lady Margaery would not supplant Cersei. Winter would handle Stannis Baratheon and Robb Stark; if not, they would die upon Lannister swords in the spring.
Cersei smiled as she watched her little king. She would mold him into a proper lion, as fierce as his father and as clever as his mother. No one would shake her son's grip upon the Iron Throne.
Notes:
And we’re off! Can’t wait to see what you guys think :D
NOTES
1) Writing Cersei is so much fun. God, she’s the worst. Her internal monologue is so bitchy and oblivious to her own hypocrisy. I couldn't bring myself to write any racist anti-Dorne jokes for Darlessa; Cersei thinking Lady Blackmont "too dark-skinned to be truly beautiful" was gross enough.
2) As best I can tell from the PrivateMajor timeline, the famine in King’s Landing lasted for seven months before the Reach started sending food. Tyrion claims King’s Landing has 500,000 people, which is WAY too big for a city in this time period with the available resources. So… I used the famine to trim things down. Medieval famines were devastating, especially on the poor, but we don’t hear much about the death toll in King’s Landing, which should have been massive.
Logistically it is impossible for the Reach to have regularly supplied the city with food by wayn; the crownlands and Riverlands are closer and can ship grain by boat on the rivers. So of COURSE Tywin decided to have his reavers run around burning the riverlands harvest; classic Tywin. Short term brutality over long term practicality and self interest.
Reference: Famine in medieval London
Chapter 100: Jaime I
Chapter Text
Dawn rose slowly over the city of Meereen.
The stench of death stung Jaime's nose as the ship drew near the docks. Between the bay and the city lay a charred desolation. Corpses littered the battlefield like ragdolls, attended by carrion crows busy at their work. His searching gaze could find no glint of metal; the dead had been stripped bare, their armor and weapons claimed by the victors.
Behind the city walls shadowed pyramids loomed over the dusty streets, bathed in blood-red light. A few of the largest pyramids were a single shade of brick; the rest were striped or divided by halves or thirds. One was green on top and black below, another was striped in alternating levels of pink and white, a third was green at the apex and the base, with the central levels in yellow.
The Great Pyramid bore stripes of many colors, reminding the lesser pyramids of their place. Every level was a different hue; as the sun rose he picked out deep purple and faded ivory, ash grey and sickly green, pale orange and muddy yellow, scarlet red and azure blue.
Men crawled like ants across the tops of several pyramids, raising clouds of dust. What on earth were they doing? Working, big brother, he could hear Tyrion say dryly.
Jaime smiled bitterly. He wondered how many knights had lain eyes on this strange city. He was thousands and thousands of leagues from home, from Cersei. I am here for your sake, sweet sister. Once he had dreamt of wedding Cersei, of claiming the Iron Throne for themselves and for Tommen. But Varys was right; such a dream could never come to pass. Cersei would have to be content to rule Casterly Rock by his side; the lords of the west would never rise against Tywin's heir, not with dragons wheeling through the skies above the Red Keep.
The eunuch had told him little and less as he led Jaime to the ship that would take him across the Narrow Sea. For a week Jaime lurked in his small cabin, the stuffy air growing ever thicker. The cabin boy brought wine and food but said nothing, not even when Jaime tried his hand at High Valyrian.
On the last day of their voyage the boy brought razor and soap, and shaved Jaime's head in silence. His beard the boy left, working a dark brown dye into the coarse hair. Clothes were provided, the simple tunic and breeches of a merchant, along with a pair of soft gloves. One was ordinary, the other stuffed so as to appear like a normal hand. Jaime grinned mirthlessly as he secured the padded glove to his stump, tying it with small leather straps. See, father, you are not the only one who can give me gifts. The golden hand was long gone, sunk to the bottom of Blackwater Bay along with Jaime's golden sword. I should have given it to Varys; what other sword can boast of kingslaying and kinslaying?
The eunuch had dubious friends in many places, but the Pentoshi cheesemonger still came as something of a surprise. Jaime had imagined being hosted by some lowly agent, or perhaps a merchant who sold secrets with his spices. But a magister of Pentos... Jaime could not imagine how such a man could be in Varys' debt.
Illyrio Mopatis was fatter than Mace Tyrell, with a forked yellow beard as oily as his words. His manse was nearly as luxurious as Casterly Rock, its whitewashed walls gorgeously painted and filled with silks and statues and tapestries. There were courtyards and gardens too, and a marble pool with waters clear as crystal. Cherry trees surrounded the pool, their fruits pale and small. They would not be ripe for some time, but Jaime tried one anyway. The fruit was hard and bitter, and he spit out both flesh and pit.
The fat man's words proved easier to swallow, washed down with dark red wine. Over a table groaning with delicacies Illyrio Mopatis explained how Varys had stolen into the royal nursery and carried Prince Aegon away, leaving a tanner's son behind in his place.
"Without Princess Elia's leave? And his mother never noticed?" Jaime asked, bemused.
All infants looked the same, but for their coloring. Prince Aegon had been born on Dragonstone, a healthy babe with silver hair and purple eyes. The birth was so difficult that Princess Elia had not come to court until the Mad King ordered her there. None of her Dornish ladies had accompanied her, only her maids. Aerys had been quite wroth at the loss of additional hostages, but even he was not stupid enough to do more than confine Elia to her chambers. Jaime had seen the Dornish princess only a few times, cradling a pale babe whose violet eyes reminded him more of Ser Arthur Dayne than of Prince Rhaegar.
Illyrio shrugged. "She was often ill, was she not? Better that she not sicken herself with worry. And besides, a woman cannot divulge secrets she does not know."
That was true enough, but something niggled at him. "Why not keep the boy with his aunt and uncle? Surely Viserys and Daenerys posed no threat to a mewling babe."
Illyrio stared at him for a moment, then shook his head and smiled. "Only a fool stores all his treasures in one place. Rhaella crowned Viserys on Dragonstone after the sack, but that mewling babe had a better claim to the Iron Throne. We did not know how the little king might react if told to yield his crown to an infant. The boy of seven might take it well enough, but as he grew into manhood... he proved Aerys' son in the end, and the Dothraki crowned him with molten gold."
"And Aegon?"
"Is his father's son. A noble lad, as fierce as he is handsome, as clever as he is courtly. When he dreamt of Daenerys surrounded by foes, nothing would do but that he rush to her aid, the Golden Company at his heels."
The harsh screams of crows interrupted Jaime's thoughts, drawing his gaze back to the devastation. He doubted even Lord Tywin could boast of defeating so great a siege. Was all this the work of a mere ten thousand men? The Golden Company were the most well reputed of sellswords, their company founded by the lords and knights who had supported Daemon Blackfyre's rebellion some hundred years ago. The legitimized bastard of a Targaryen king, Daemon Blackfyre had sought the crown before perishing in battle on the Redgrass Field. His cause lived far longer than he did, thanks to another Targaryen bastard, Bittersteel. Four times had the Golden Company sought to place a Blackfyre on the throne, and four times they failed.
All the Blackfyres were dead now, the last pretender slain by Barristan the Bold in his youth. The Golden Company endured nonetheless, their ranks filled with descendants of rebels and with Westerosi exiles. They fought for one Free City or another, taking gold from Myr and Tyrosh and whomever else could afford them, without hope of ever returning home. But with two trueborn Targaryens and three dragons... Westeros is theirs for the taking.
Jaime curled his fingers about the hilt of his longsword. It was a gift from Illyrio Mopatis, though he shook his head and declaimed at length about the superiority of bravos and their slim blades. "There is no grace to the iron dance, the hacking and hammering of knights staggering beneath their armor. The water dance, ah, that is true beauty. No knight can match a bravo's skill."
I could have , Jaime had thought, smiling as he ignored the lump in his throat. Once he had made steel sing, the glory of battle turning his armor light as a feather. Now he sweated and struggled like a squire, his sword ungainly in his left hand. Jaime had spent the entire voyage from Pentos to Volantis on the ship's rolling deck, attempting to find any remnants of his old skill. Even his footwork was awkward and unnatural, the mirror image of what it should be now that he must rely on his left hand.
At Volantis their journey abruptly halted. Autumn storms assailed the port for nigh on two weeks, the winds so violent that the ship required a third week in port for repairs. No sooner were the repairs completed than the harbor was becalmed, the skies crystal clear with not a puff of wind to be had. Bored senseless with his lavish cabin and the cramped deck, Jaime took to wandering the docks.
Volantis was a mighty city, old and proud, but he knew little of its long history. First of the Free Cities, the men of Valyria had built Volantis across the mouth of the Rhoyne, which formed a large, deep natural harbor. Black walls of fused dragonstone surrounded the eastern half of the city, Old Volantis where those descended from Valyria held sway. The Long Bridge, an immense bridge of fused stone, spanned the river and joined the two halves of Volantis. The western half was packed full to bursting with those of lesser birth, from merchants in silks to priests in red robes to slaves with tattooed cheeks.
The lack of breeze only worsened the hot, damp weather. Jaime thought King's Landing unpleasant in summer, but Volantis was much worse, being further south. The air was thick and heavy; even the shortest walk was enough to drench him in sweat. Most Volantenes seemed to have forgotten the use of their legs; palanquins and ornate carts drawn by dwarf elephants were everywhere. It took an entire morning and every word Jaime knew of High Valyrian to find an inn where he could hire a decent horse.
Tyrion might have done it in half the time. The few words he remembered of High Valyrian were thanks to his scholarly little brother, who had soaked up the maester's lessons like a sponge. At the age of eight Tyrion had decided to speak nothing but High Valyrian for a week. Cersei gladly took the opportunity to ignore him; Jaime had been more indulgent, letting his brother ramble on though his own lessons were mostly forgotten.
Relieved by the familiar sensation of being in the saddle, Jaime explored the western half of the city. Stalls covered the cobblestone streets, hawking everything from soft flatbreads filled with roasted meat to iced green drinks that reeked of mint. Unfortunately, the fresh scent did nothing to cover the other smells lingering in the heat that shimmered off the streets. Perfumes assaulted his nose, some sweet, some spiced, some floral, yet they could not cover the stink of the city. Fish were the least of his worries; there were fouler things. Rotten flesh, and burnt wood.
He discovered the source of the stench on his return to the Merchant's House, the inn where he had hired the horse. Before the burnt shell of an enormous auction house stood a row of wooden crossbeams, with naked men and women nailed upon them. All bore slave tattoos on their cheeks, though no two were the same. Jaime could barely tell the color of their skin beneath the black clouds of flies and red streaks of blood that covered the hapless slaves. Tablets stood beside each slave, but Jaime did not even attempt to decipher the Valyrian glyphs.
His horse returned to the stables, Jaime entered the common room of the inn for a cool drink. It was filled with others looking to escape the glare of the mid-afternoon sun; dark Summer Islanders in their feathers, golden wood bows slung across their shoulders, pale hairy Ibbenese grunting in their harsh tongue, and sailor and merchants from a dozen other lands. He even espied a man with the narrow eyes and golden skin of Yi Ti, garbed in flowing robes of embroidered silk, a tall hat with a flat top perched on his ebon hair.
Annoyed by the press of the crowd, Jaime glanced about for a table. In a corner by the courtyard lay a table steeped in shadow, and seemingly empty. With a sigh of relief Jaime made for the table, only to find it occupied by an old woman. Her white hair was thin; a faint scar marked one of her cheeks below her eye. An odd mix of treasures lay on the table beside her empty goblet; a shawl of translucent cloth, richly embroidered, a bracelet of pearls and rubies, a cyvasse board with exquisitely carved ivory pieces. The old woman raised an eyebrow, a sly smile upon her foxlike face.
"May I join you, my lady?" Jaime asked, praying she spoke the Common Tongue.
"Have you brought me a gift?" The old woman spoke the Common Tongue with barely an accent, her voice a smooth purr.
"A gift?" Jaime asked, perplexed. Some instinct drew his eye to the overgrown archway to the woman's left. A man was hidden in the leaves there, he would wager Casterly Rock on it.
"Helpless old women require guards about them," the woman said, noting his glance. She examined Jaime for a moment, her eyes sharp as she took in the golden stubble on his head, the bushy beard golden at the roots and brown everywhere else, the sword at his right hip and the padded glove on his stump.
"A Westerosi knight, unless I miss my guess. You may sit, ser."
With a polite nod Jaime joined her at the table. The shade offered some relief from the stifling heat, as did the iced green drink, though he could not place the cool flavor.
"May I ask what this drink is?" Jaime asked. Whoever this old woman was, he was oddly grateful for an opportunity to converse in the Common Tongue with someone other than the captain of the ship and the few sailors who hailed from Westeros.
"Iosre, it is called. The drink is made with cucumber, a refreshing green fruit that hails from Yi Ti," the woman informed him. She seemed amused by his ignorance. "What may I call you, good knight?"
"Ja-" Jaime bit his tongue. It would not do to upset Cersei should she learn of his whereabouts. "Ser Jason Hill, my lady." Her smile widened, showing very white teeth.
"I am no lady, merely Vogarro's widow." Her black eyes were bright despite her age, filled with a cunning that put Jaime on his guard. "What brings you to Volantis?"
"A ship."
The widow laughed without humor.
"You are wittier than the last knight to sit beside me. Younger too, and fairer to look upon despite that dreadful beard."
"Oh? Might I ask his name?" Few knights chose to sail across the Narrow Sea; those that did joined sellsword companies. Why any knight should be in Volantis and speaking with an old widow, Jaime could not guess.
"I would have no answer to give you, nor shall I. The knight is dead. A swarthy man he was, brutish and balding, with a black bear on his surcoat. He sought my aid in sailing east, and took my refusal poorly."
A black bear... vaguely Jaime recalled a tourney at Lannisport after the Greyjoy Rebellion. A thickheaded northerner had been his opponent in the last match, and they had broken nine lances to no result. Robert had been delighted to deny Jaime the victory in favor of Ser Jorah Mormont. The man had fled into exile some seven years past, he recalled, though he forgot what Mormont's crime had been.
"And your guard chastised him?"
The widow crooked a bony finger. With barely a sound a man slipped from the greenery in the archway, a heavy shortsword in his muscled hand. The guard's face was a mass of scars, but Jaime was not impressed. The Hound was far bigger and uglier.
"I suppose he cut his throat?" Jaime ventured, toasting the widow with his cup. The widow quirked a brow.
"No, merely tossed him in the courtyard. His death was a far more messy business. He'd taken one of the rooms here; the fourth floor is quite cheap. After I denied him, the knight returned with a Lyseni bedslave. A pretty thing, perhaps three and ten, with hair like molten silver. Marra, her name was, but the knight called her Daenerys."
Jaime smiled mockingly to hide his discomfort.
"Virgin bedslaves are rare and costly. No doubt the knight looked forward to blood upon his sheets, but I doubt he expected it to be his own. He was found in his bed the next day, throat slit, bedslave unaccountably missing. The tiger cloaks have combed the city for her; the penalty for a slave slaying her master is a most cruel and lingering death. Alas, the girl seems to have vanished."
The widow sipped her drink, her eyes crinkled with satisfaction.
"You best hope for fair winds, and soon. Westerosi draw suspicion, being savages who oppose the peculiar institution of slavery. The triarchs have already expelled all the Braavosi from the city, fearing they stir dissent. Old Volantis honors the memory of Valyria most devoutly. There are five slaves for every free man, and no dragonlords to keep them quiet in their fetters. Tell me, ser, what do you know of the Doom?"
Jaime shrugged. "Little enough. My maester blamed the Valyrians for their arrogance in building the Freehold in the midst of the Fourteen Flames. My septon blamed the wrath of the Seven against mages and demon worshippers."
"There is another tale, one told only in Braavos." He leaned closer, for the widow's voice had grown quiet. "For five thousand years Valyria built her power with the blood of slaves. Again and again the slaves revolted, to no avail. They were many, but their chains were heavy and the masters were strong in sorcery, so strong they could control the Fourteen Flames. To overthrow them was impossible. To kill them, however... even a mage is but a man. One by one the slaves took their vengeance, the spells weakening with every death, until at last—"
"The mountains roared their fury, and Valyria perished in fire and blood."
The widow's eyes glittered. "To speak of revolt is punishable by death in every free city but Braavos, Lorath, and Pentos, yet every generation sees at least one uprising. In my girlhood the slaves of Lys rose; in one night the First Magister and gonfaloniere were both poisoned by their bedslaves, along with a hundred other powerful men. Then the sellswords came."
Her mouth twisted.
"The magisters decreed that their suffering be prolonged for a year, the women passed around every great family in Lys for their vile amusement. When the year was up they cut out their tongues and chained them in the public square beneath a fountain designed to release a single drop of acid at the tug of a rope. By the time the magisters let them die every slave in Lys had been made to pull that rope. I was but eight, yet I still remember how they screamed. The First Magister's favorite was my mother."
Jaime swallowed back bile as the widow sipped her drink. "Soon after I was bought by a man who sent me to Yunkai to be trained in the way of the seven sighs. I was five and twenty when the sleeping sickness came through the Yellow City. Quite unaccountable, how many masters sweated through their tokars and passed in the night. Perhaps it had aught to do with their rich dinners; no bedslaves died of the affliction."
The hairs on the back of Jaime's neck began to prickle. "Poison."
The widow leaned back against her bench.
"Mayhaps. My master was happy to flee for Volantis, and Vogarro bought me shortly after. He freed me, and when he died I took over his business. For fifty years I have lived in this city, oldest of Valyria's daughters, gathering whispers and forging alliances, waiting for a day that may never come. And yet I hear that in two moon's turns, a child of Westeros, a Targaryen of Old Valyria no less, woke dragons and used them to burn the Good Masters of Astapor, outwit the Wise Masters of Yunkai, and conquer the Great Masters of Meereen. The red priests have suddenly found their courage; Benerro, the High Priest, openly preaches that the silver queen is the chosen of the Lord of Light, and that those who oppose her are cursed by R'hollor. The triarchs dare not touch him; half the tiger cloaks follow the Lord of Light, as do nearly all freemen and slaves."
"Why tell me this?"
The widow's bony fingers tapped the table, one eyebrow raised. "The silver queen has many enemies, and some enemies come in the shape of friends. Or did you think I was unaware that your ship is owned by Illyrio Mopatis?"
Jaime covered his shock beneath a cutting smile. "What of it?"
"Do not play the fool with me, ser. The silver queen spent a year in his household before he sold her to the Dothraki. He may have gifted her dragon eggs, but that fat fleshmonger never thought she would hatch them. Three ships he sent to retrieve Daenerys Targaryen, and she turned them into battering rams to smash Meereen's gates. Now he sends you. For what purpose, I wonder? To slay the queen as you did her father?"
His hand jerked and hit his cup. It fell into his lap, iosre soaking his tunic. The widow did not even twitch.
"The highborn are such poor liars. Volantis is far from Westeros, but even here we have heard of the disappearance of Ser Jaime Lannister. A handsome knight, it is said, with golden hair, emerald eyes, and a missing sword hand. I had expected more charm, truth be told, and the beard does not suit your features. Still, it would be a shame to have a pretty man killed when he might be of use. So tell me, ser, why do you seek the silver queen?"
It was past dusk when the widow finally ceased her questioning. Jaime told her of Aerys' madness, of the stink of burning flesh and the echo of sobs and screams from within the queen's chambers. He told her of his failure to protect Rhaegar's children, of his fear that his little nephew would someday share their bloody fate.
He did not tell her of Aegon, instead claiming it was Illyrio Mopatis who had sent the Golden Company to Daenerys in the hope of becoming her master of coin. The Golden Company's sudden departure for Meereen was known, but most assumed that the slavers had hired the company to aid in the siege. To his relief the sharp old widow did not press him further on the subject, believing Illyrio's greed and Jaime's desire to regain his honor by serving Rhaegar's heir. That the heir was not Daenerys she did not guess, and she bade him safe travels.
"Should you reach the silver queen, bear her these tidings. Daenerys knows not the inferno she sparked at Astapor. Slavers tremble in fear, hiding behind their walls and their guards whilst kitchen slaves sharpen their knives and healer slaves brew poisons in the dead of night. Meereen is but one of many cities. Tell her we are waiting. Tell her to come soon."
Another week passed before the winds permitted the ship to weigh anchor. The captain had told Jaime it would be a month's journey, if the winds were fair. His optimism proved unfounded; the ship moved slowly, and lost several days fleeing from pirates. Whatever else might be said of the captain, he was an able seaman, and well used to dodging pirates, though the sight of a galley with black sails and a red hull had caused the entire crew to blanch as one before leaping into action.
Now, at last, his journey was nearly at its end. Jaime had left King's Landing at the end of fifth moon; it was now approaching ninth moon. His heart pounded as the sailors drew close to the docks. Soon he would lay eyes upon Rhaegar's son and Rhaegar's sister, and see whether the cheesemonger spoke truly of their worth.
Soon he would see whether he must slay another mad Targaryen.
Notes:
I can’t wait to hear what y’all think!
I’m so sorry for the long wait. I had two weeks of spring break and it wrecked my routines/writing time, then being back at work has been very hectic. It’s also tricky now that I’m getting beyond canon and expanding into Essos. I hope the next chapter will be much faster!
Next up: Dany I. Hoooo boy what’s up with Meereen? 👀
NOTES
1) We’ve hit 100 chapters and this fic turned 1 year old last week! I hope y’all will consider rereading favorite chapters and commenting :)
2) I freaking love the widow of the waterfront. Sex worker who managed to get her freedom and then took over her husband’s business to plot against slavery? Fuck yes. I had so much fun working out her backstory.
3) GRRM does not really think through the logistics of slavery. At all. The economy of Slaver’s Bay makes no goddamn sense and there’s no reference to slave revolts; Ancient Rome had three massive slave revolts and many minor ones. I’m correcting this because fuck it.
4) Jorah Mormont is a slaver and a pedophile, and I’d like him to die in a fire. The show turning him into a Nice Guy still infuriates me. Asshole. May he rot in pieces.
Chapter 101: Daenerys I
Chapter Text
Her chambers smelt of burning leaves.
Daenerys Targaryen watched from her bench as the flames ate at the sheer white linen. Her tokars had been made of expensive cloth, of silks and linens and damasks too precious to be discarded. All would be turned into gowns and robes, all save the one she had saved for her brazier.
It had not taken long for the linen to catch fire. Wisps of grey smoke rose from the garment as the coals consumed it, the edges shimmering orange and red. The Mother of Dragons must don the tokar or be forever hated, the Green Grace, Galazza Galare, had warned her. Meereen's queen must be a lady of Old Ghis.
Daenerys had yielded, despite her unease. The tokar was the badge of the master, as vile as any whip or chain. But the old woman had urged the Great Masters to accept Daenerys; the Green Grace had been a voice for peace, acceptance, and obedience to lawful authority. The old woman's very eyes seemed to speak of her faithfulness, their green depths soft and full of wisdom.
Quaithe's voice echoed in her head, the words smooth as silk. Soon comes the pale mare, and after her the others. Kraken and dark flame, lion and griffin, the sun's son and the mummer's dragon. Trust none of them. Remember the Undying. Beware the perfumed seneschal. The pale mare had come from Astapor; too late had she learned that the Greyjoy sigil was a kraken. The masked woman had spoken truly of them, but what of the others?
Quaithe had not warned her of the Green Grace's treachery. Even as she counseled Dany to mercy, the Sons of the Harpy had slaughtered Daenerys' children, and the Harpy herself sipped wine in Dany's chambers. Galazza Galare had moved Daenerys like a puppet on strings. How easily she persuaded Daenerys of the need for peace with the Great Masters, those ancient families who had built their pyramids atop of the bones of slaves. In her ignorance Dany had not questioned the need to befriend them. She did not want the butchery of Astapor; she refused to torture entire pyramids in search of the Sons of the Harpy.
The last straw had been the weavers, three freedwomen who did naught but create beautiful things. The Sons of the Harpy had raped them in their home, broken their loom, and slit their throats. Galazza Galare praised Dany's mercy toward the children she kept hostage, and urged her to make peace through marriage. For the sake of her people Dany had agreed to wed Hizdahr zo Loraq, on the condition that he give her ninety days and ninety nights without a single corpse. He had obliged; when the Westerosi captain arrived it had been over a moon's turn of peace within her city.
Only after Euron Greyjoy told her of his dreams did she remember that the weavers had once been the property of Grazdan zo Galare, a cousin of the Green Grace. Daenerys had hoped to slay the Green Grace with the flames of a green dragon, but...
The fire hissed, the smoke making Dany's eyes water. She could do nothing about the captain's treason. Quaithe had promised three betrayals, once for gold and once for blood and once for love. She had thought Mirri Maz Duur was for blood, Ser Jorah Mormont for love. Yet why would Galazza Galare betray her for gold? Surely the old priestess had betrayed Dany for blood, for the hundred and sixty three Great Masters nailed up on posts. Was Euron Greyjoy the third betrayal? How many more treasons must she fear?
With Rhaegal stolen, Daenerys had been forced to wait to deal with the Harpy and her sons. The city thought him still imprisoned beneath the Great Pyramid; her Unsullied breathed not a word of what happened upon the shore. Drogon was lost; Viserion half wild. How could she be a mother of dragons when her children did not obey her?
Dragons were the least of her problems. The blockade by sea was ended, but no sooner was Greyjoy gone than the Yunkish besieged her city by land, along with two sellsword companies, the Long Lances and the Company of the Cat. The Wise Masters had some eight thousand slave soldiers, so few her Unsullied might have smashed them easily, but the Wise Masters did not come alone. New Ghis had sent four iron legions, twenty thousand men at least. Soon after the Ghiscari arrived came word from Tolos and Mantarys, cities that lay to the west of Slaver's Bay. Both declared war on Meereen and vowed to see her children returned to their chains, and Dany with them.
"Khaleesi? Your council awaits."
Daenerys smiled as Irri and Jhiqui approached, their dark eyes fixed on the smoldering tokar. Gone were their trousers and painted vests. Now they wore the garb of highranking Dothraki women, folded silk tunics that fell to the knee over matching closefitted pants. Irri's was a rich green damask covered in golden vines; Jhiqui's was the deep blue of a river, pale waves flowing over the cloth. Since that terrible day upon the shore they were handmaids no longer. She had forgotten they were the daughters of a khal, and clever beneath their giggles and repetitions of "it is known." In the Seven Kingdoms queens were attended by highborn ladies; Irri and Jhiqui had more than earned such rank by birth and deed.
Irri brought Dany her crown. It was a heavy thing, wrought in the shape of the three-headed dragon of her House. Its coils were gold, its wings silver, its three heads ivory, onyx, and jade. She would have a headache before the day was over, she knew.
Her Dothraki ladies spoke to each other quietly as they followed Daenerys to her council chambers, Ser Barristan Selmy of her Queensguard trailing after them. In the days following Greyjoy's betrayal she had confined herself to her bed, refusing to admit any of her counselors, even Ser Barristan. As Daenerys nursed her broken ankle and dreamed of vengeance against the ironborn captain, it was Irri and Jhiqui who raised her spirits.
Dany could not burn her foes from dragonback, but there were other ways to make the slavers regret besieging Meereen. It had been Irri's notion to send two of her bloodriders out, one to Khal Moro and the other to Khal Jommo. The khals had attended her wedding as Drogo's guests, what felt like a thousand years ago. Moro she knew little; he was a stern man of forty or so. She remembered his son, Rhogoro, slightly better. He had watched her wedding with a frown of disapproval, several young girls who looked like his sisters clustered around him like burs on a dog. Jommo had also been present at Vaes Dothrak when the dosh khaleen hailed Rhaego as the stallion that would mount the world. He had laughed when Drogo mocked Viserys, and looked at Dany with approval when she calmly watched her brother die.
Drogo and Rhaego were dead now too, but Daenerys remained, and the Yunkish had left their city undefended. All their slaves were camped outside Meereen; only freemen and masters remained to hold the Yellow City. It did not matter if the khals loved her, so long as her bloodriders could persuade them that the riches of Yunkai were theirs for the taking.
Jhiqui's idea was of equal use. Her lush bosom and swaying hips concealed years of hidden resentment worthy of a muscled warrior. Yet she had been nervous when she explained her plan, watching Dany as though she might strike the handmaid.
"You have forgotten the Yunkish freedmen, khaleesi," Jhiqui explained, her hands fidgeting in her lap. "They are no warriors, but... a slave must know her master, if she is to survive. She must know what pleases him, what makes him angry. She must know his habits and his men as well as she knows her own name."
Irri stared at Dany as her sister spoke, an odd, sad expression on her face.
"Meereen is filled with freedmen from Yunkai. They know which pavilions belong to which master, they know when and where he prefers to sleep each night. A few dozen slaves could steal into their camp and slit their throats before the sun rises. The bedslaves will flee; the sellswords will take the masters' gold and consider their work finished."
And so while her bloodriders went forth to seek Khal Moro and Khal Jommo, Irri and Jhiqui went among the leaders of the Yunkish freedmen, little Missandei at their side to translate and take notes on scrolls of parchment. Soon they had a list of Yunkai'i masters, and a list of their former slaves.
While her Dothraki ladies spoke with the freedmen, finding those quick and subtle and willing to risk their lives, Daenerys had a less pleasant role to play. She continued to share confidences with the Green Grace, her stomach roiling beneath her smile as Galazza Galare praised Hizdahr zo Loraq's success at providing peace within the city, seething with fury at the old woman's cunning.
"We have lost so much, Your Radiance," the Green Grace sighed one afternoon. Irri and Jhiqui thought the freedmen would be ready soon; it was all that kept Daenerys from having the lying old woman flung from the top of the Great Pyramid. "Your coming is as a breath of fresh air, but it is hard for old women like me to see our lives change so quickly. This marriage with Hizdahr shall be a new beginning for Meereen."
"So it shall. I wonder..." Daenerys sipped her wine thoughtfully, waiting for the old priestess to grow curious. A dragon could be as patient as a harpy. At last the Green Grace spoke.
"Your Radiance?"
"In the Seven Kingdoms, it is a custom for gifts to be given before weddings. Royal weddings are of even greater import; lords great and small are permitted to request a boon from their sovereign. I am inclined to honor this custom, but in a different manner. You speak of suffering, yet I am ignorant of what has been lost. Could such losses even be counted?"
The Green Grace inclined her head, her lips pursed in thought. "Perhaps. What did Your Radiance have in mind?"
"I wish the Meereenese to see me as I am. Let them document all that they owned before my conquest— every slave down to the last kitchen boy, every acre of land no matter how small; all gold and gems and other goods. Then let them account for what they have lost since my arrival. I have scribes of my own who can review such records. Upon my wedding day, I shall see that each pyramid receives what is owed. A gesture of good faith, for these new beginnings."
"The Shavepate will not like it," Galazza Galare said flatly. Some of the Great Masters had shaved their heads to show their loyalty to Daenerys; their leader was one of her counselors. "Skahaz mo Kandaq thirsts for blood as a man in the desert thirsts for water."
"Yet I am to wed Hizdahr, if he can deliver the peace he has promised. The children—" here Dany gestured to her cupbearers, the sons and daughters of the pyramids "—have remained unharmed despite the Shavepate's counsel. I cannot abandon a man who was among the first to champion me, not when there are yet more than thirty days left before my wedding. You yourself cautioned me against spilling the blood of the Great Masters."
The Green Grace adjusted her veil. "This is true, Your Radiance. It was a kindness when you returned the bones to the pyramids, but families still weep for their fathers and brothers."
And did they ever weep for the fathers and brothers they enslaved? Dany sipped at her wine to cover her rage, her other hand holding her tokar.
"Of course. Perhaps... you have told me of Hizdahr zo Loraq's noble lineage. Are there records of the lineage of each pyramid?"
She was not surprised when the priestess nodded. The blood of Old Ghis were as proud as they were false. They did no great deeds themselves, only boasted of heroes whose bones had turned to dust before Valyria fell.
"Let such scrolls also be delivered to my scribes, along with a list of those slain since my conquest."
The Green Grace set her empty cup on the table between them, plucking a fig from the platter of food. The old woman nibbled it delicately, pink juice running down her hand. One of the cupbearers brought her a bowl of clear water and a small cloth to clean her fingers when she was done. Dany was still eating her own fig, though it had lost its savor.
"Such a task..." the priestess sighed, her ancient face tired. "There are one thousand Great Masters. The purest, most ancient blood of Old Ghis. And the lesser masters... another seven thousand, at least."
This Dany knew already, having questioned the Shavepate at length. Of the six hundred thousand who lived in the city of Meereen, only one in six were freeborn. Of those hundred thousand, more than seven in ten were free artisans and laborers, overseers and traders. Two in ten were slavers of lesser blood, most of whom boasted under a hundred slaves to their name. The final tenth were the Great Masters, the few dozen families who traced their ancestors back to Old Ghis. Those who wed outside the sacred thousand were cast off, considered to belong with their new kin. Children were not born until after an elder died, and then only two or perhaps three; too many heirs would divide a pyramid's wealth and reduce its influence.
"I cannot make amends unless I know to whom they are due," Daenerys answered. "I trust you to spread the word through the city. However..." she sighed, letting her shoulders slump just a little bit, to make the old woman think her weak. "If it can be done quietly, so much the better. Hizdahr's success will mean little if there is rioting in the streets. The freedmen already dislike talk of this marriage."
The Green Grace had swallowed the bait. Two days after they spoke the Yunkish army outside the walls suddenly collapsed, masters dead and slaves fled, but the masters within Meereen remained greedy as ever. By the next turn of the moon, the sixth of the year, her scribes were hard at work checking the Great Masters' scrolls against the city's census and tax records. Missandei had helped choose a council of scribes to oversee the work, led by an old freedman named Ossalen who shared Missandei's golden eyes and dusky skin, though his hair was grey flecked with white.
Ossalen was waiting in the council chambers when Irri announced Daenerys, a pile of scrolls stacked before him. Missandei sat beside him, translating Ossalen's words to Mollono Yos Dob, the plump commander of the Stalwart Shields. Beside him sat the leaders of the other two companies of freedmen, Symon Stripeback of the Free Brothers and Marselen of the Mother's Men. Grey Worm was there for the Unsullied, Skahaz mo Kandaq for the Shavepates, the Ghiscari nobles and freedmen who supported Daenerys. The old Pentoshi Groleo came as Dany's admiral; Rakharo stood for her Dothraki with the other two bloodriders still away.
Brown Ben Plumm, captain of the Second Sons, smiled, his weathered face wrinkled as ever. "A fine afternoon, Your Grace," he said as Daenerys settled into her chair at the head of the table.
"Is it?" She asked lightly, ignoring the three empty seats in the middle of the table.
"The lion comes today," a deep voice murmured. Daenerys turned to look at the speaker.
Galazza Galare had misled her in many ways. While the masters of Meereen worshipped the cruel gods of Old Ghis, the priestess failed to inform Daenerys that most of the slaves and the freemen worshipped the Lord of Light, R'hllor. The Temple of the Graces was a huge structure capped with golden domes; the red temple was much smaller and more humble, carved from red stone. The high priest, Torreo, was a cautious, sickly old man with the pale eyes and fair skin of Lys.
Moqorro had skin dark as a starless night, his eyes dark pools of onyx. Where Torreo was stooped, Moqorro was tall; where Torreo's presence was as dull as dirt, Moqorro seemed to fill the air with crackling power. Vivid flame tattoos of red and orange and yellow adorned his cheeks and brow; in his hand he bore an iron staff capped with a dragon's head.
"A lion?" Daenerys asked. The red priest inclined his head gravely. Kraken and dark flame, lion and griffin, the sun's son and the mummer's dragon. Trust none of them.
Moqorro had arrived soon after the collapse of the Yunkish host, sent by the Red Temple of Volantis. Daenerys Stormborn , he called her. Daughter of Fire, Mother of Dragons, Breaker of Chains and Chosen of R'hllor.
Daenerys shivered at the memory. They had spoken for some time, the priest's voice rumbling like the coming of thunder. He told her of ancient prophecy, of a hero born amongst salt and smoke, of darkness and terror and cleansing fire that would bring the dawn.
She had known the red priests believed in two gods locked in eternal struggle, R'hllor, Lord of Light, and the Great Other, Lord of Darkness. She had not known that the red priests believed R'hllor was the patron of slaves, the spark who kept the embers of their spirit burning despite their chains. The Great Other was a demon, the soul of night and terror and masters.
Quaithe had warned her against a dark flame, yet Moqorro became her steadfast ally. He preached every dusk before the nightfires to growing crowds of freedmen, promising an approaching day of judgment and coming of a new age. The Great Masters grew ever more nervous as the day of Daenerys' wedding neared. Reznak mo Reznak urged her to restrain the red priest's ravings; Galazza Galare delicately suggested that Moqorro must be missed in Volantis.
Daenerys ignored both of them. Moqorro saw things in his flames, things far more useful than any of Quaithe's warnings. He had seen Ghiscari legionnaires in the guise of slaves creep toward her city walls; not two days later Daario Naharis and his Stormcrows had caught them. He had seen Reznak mo Reznak meeting in secret with the Green Grace; he had seen a fleet of ships with golden banners approach Meereen, heavily laden with sellswords, horses, and elephants.
"I had hoped the Golden Company would not come," she told the red priest. "Ben Plumm says they are ten thousand, fierce and disciplined." They laughed at my brother, she did not say. Viserys asked for their swords and they gave him their contempt instead.
"They are led by a dragon.”
"A dragon?" Dany asked, confused. "I am the last blood of the dragon."
The red priest shook his head. "I have seen others, Daenerys Stormborn. Dragons old and young, true and false, bright and dark. Seven there are, not one, but only one is Azor Ahai."
Visions in the flames are one thing, prophecies another. Daenerys pushed the memory away as the door to the council chambers swung open to admit the last three councilors. The first was a portly man with thinning hair, his surcoat golden silk without any device. The second was taller, cleanshaven with dyed blue hair and vivid red eyebrows. The third... Daenerys' belly clenched as she looked at the youth. He was lean and lithe, with a face to make maidens swoon. The gaze of his indigo eyes burned her skin. She had not wanted a new betrothed, but at least he was more fiery than Hizdahr.
Daenerys had not wanted to believe Moqorro the day the men arrived from the Golden Company. She and Viserys were alone in the world for so long; how could there be any other dragons? The youth admitted to her audience chamber did not look the part, not at first. His hair was a vivid blue, as was that of the older man named Griff.
"My true name is Jon Connington," the sellsword told her after her court was cleared but for her guards and her Dothraki ladies. "Your brother Rhaegar was my dearest friend—” he paused, his voice choked by grief. "We were squires together, when we were young. I loved no one better than my prince. I would have done anything to save him."
Daenerys gazed for a long while at the Westerosi, doing her best to ignore the handsome youth at his side. She did not know if this man was who he claimed, but there was someone who might. While Strong Belwas remained to guard her, she sent Irri to fetch Ser Barristan.
"Do you know this man?" Daenerys asked when her faithful knight appeared. He stared at Griff, his old eyes sharp. He examined the man's face, the curve of his cleanshaven jaw and the blue of his eyes. At last Ser Barristan turned to her, bewildered.
"I do, Your Grace. Ser Jon Connington, once Lord of Griffin's Roost, and Hand of the King to your father Aerys." Her queensguard frowned. "They said you drank yourself to death in Lys, some ten years past."
"Twelve," Connington corrected him as the youth stared at Dany. "A necessary deceit. Some things are more precious than honor." He glanced at Daenerys, then back at the youth, his mouth slightly ajar as he prepared to speak.
"Forgive me," the youth said, catching Griff unawares. "You are even more beautiful than I had heard; I am glad to find you in time to be of service."
Dany laughed despite herself. The youth could not be more than two years her senior.
"I thank you, but I fear it will take more than a pair of swords, however valiantly they are wielded.”
“It is well, then, that I have brought ten thousand swords. The Golden Company is at your disposal, fair queen, as am I.”
The youth drew his steel. It was a hand-and-a-half longsword, the blade dark grey with ripples of black that drank the light. The pommel was a dragon’s head, an enormous ruby shining between its jaws.
“Blackfyre,” Ser Barristan breathed as the youth laid it at Dany’s feet.
“Who are you to wield such a blade?” Dany demanded. She had only seen illuminations of Aegon the Conqueror’s Valyrian steel blade in books.
The youth looked up at her, eyes shining purple in the light, his brows and lashes silver-blond. “Aegon Targaryen, firstborn son of Rhaegar, Prince of Dragonstone, by Princess Elia of Dorne.”
He had switched from High Valyrian to the Common Tongue; while the rest of her councilors watched bemused only Ser Barristan exclaimed in shock.
“The Usurper’s men killed Prince Aegon,” Dany said, hope warring with suspicion in her chest.
"That was not me. That was some tanner's son from Pisswater Bend whose mother died birthing him. His father sold him to Lord Varys for a jug of Arbor gold. He had other sons but had never tasted Arbor gold. Varys gave the Pisswater boy to my lady mother and carried me away, just as Ser Willem Darry spirited you and your brother away."
"Lord Varys?" Ser Barristan asked, frowning.
Dany shared his unease. The eunuch had served the Usurper for years; why would he save Rhaegar's son? It was his whispers that led to the wineseller trying to poison her and the babe in her belly. Suddenly she heard Ser Jorah Mormont's gruff voice. Varys warned me there would be attempts. He wanted you watched, yes, but not harmed.
"Let us forget the eunuch," Dany said. "What do you want of me?"
Aegon remained on his knees, but he looked up at her with a steady boldness Viserys never possessed. "I would wed you, sweet queen. We are the last of our House; only together may we retake the throne of our fathers. With my men and your dragons, none shall be able to stop us."
"My dragons need time to grow," she replied. The dragon has three heads . There are two men in the world who I can trust. Was Aegon one of them? Would this youth be able to tame Viserion? "You must prove yourself, nephew. Lift the siege that plagues my city, and I will take you for my husband."
Aegon grinned as he rose to his feet, but Jon Connington frowned. "We have heard in the city that Your Grace weds in a sennight. What of your other suitor?"
Daenerys' heart pounded, a smile rising to her lips. If they lift the siege, I am free to act. I will not have to wait, to let the Green Grace scold me, to let Hizdahr fuck me when I wish him dead.
As Dany looked over her council she smiled again. How much could change in only two moon’s turns. The Great Masters would never plague her again.
"Your Grace," Aegon Targaryen said, bowing gracefully before he took his seat beside Jon Connington and Harry Strickland. Her skin prickled; warmth pooled in her chest. Daenerys ignored her body's misbehavior as she called her council to order.
They began with the enemies of Meereen. By the time the Golden Company arrived, the bloody flux had run wild through the besiegers' camps. Jhiqui's freedmen had slain many of the Ghiscari captains and a few generals; those who remained thought the Golden Company had been hired by New Ghis or Yunkai. Harry Strickland had landed his knights and squires and horses and elephants without any trouble; it was only when they charged the camp before dawn that the slavers realized they were foes.
Dany had watched from the walls, her skin tingling with anticipation. Golden banners streamed across the field, shining in the light of the rising sun. Hooves pounded like thunder, raising clouds of choking red dust. Elephants trumpeted their fury as the Ghiscari legions scrambled to their posts, locking their shields and lowering their spears.
The Three Thousand Unsullied of Qohor had withstood the charge of twenty thousand Dothraki, standing firm against eighteen charges. But the Golden Company were knights, not Dothraki. Rather than charge into the thicket of spears, the knights split their force.
Even as the Golden Company flanked the legionnaires, Grey Worm led her Unsullied forth from the gates of Meereen, along with the three companies of freedmen. At first the legions stood firm, and for some hours Dany worried that they might withstand her host. But Unsullied were trained the same way as the iron legions, and they knew their weaknesses. Blood flowed and men screamed and died, but in the end, every legionnaire lay dead upon the field, the siege destroyed, and she was able to take her vengeance on the Harpy. Dany's heart sang as she remembered the day of her second wedding, and she forced herself to pay attention to the council meeting.
"Elyria remains neutral, and Tolos sends envoys to sue for peace. They are too small to risk losing more men beneath the walls of Meereen, not with these rumors of a slave uprising. New Ghis, however..." the Shavepate grimaced, his oily skin glistening. His eyes were almost invisible between the bags under his eyes and his heavy brow; the nostrils of his enormous nose flared with displeasure. "There will be more legions on their way soon. Volantis, Lys, and Qohor stir with unrest; there is talk of Lyseni sellsails and Qohorik sellswords."
"What of Volantis?" Daenerys asked.
Aegon shifted in his seat, doubtless eager to speak. Three huge square-cut rubies shone at his throat, set in a chain of black iron. I am Rhaegar's sister, but he is Rhaegar's son, and he knows it. Her nephew had the better claim to the Iron Throne, and she trusted her new betrothed little more than his predecessor. At least he was comelier than Hizdahr, and brought better gifts.
"The triarchs fight amongst themselves, while the horselords descend upon Selhorys," Moqorro rumbled. The rest of her councilors eyed him warily.
"Khal Pono," Aegon said confidently. "He has thirty thousand in his khalasar; news reached Volantis before we sailed. The triarchs intended to buy him off." He grinned. "Khal Pono must not have liked their gifts. How thoughtful of him to keep the Volantenes busy."
Dany resisted the urge to glare at her nephew. Pono was once a ko in Drogo's khalasar. He had always spoken her gently, yet when Drogo lay dying and she needed him Pono had named himself khal and left with ten thousand riders at his back, as well as the best of the herds.
She turned to Moqorro. "How fare the children?"
Despite the Harpy's treachery, Daenerys could not bear to hurt the children who served as her cupbearers and pages. Qezza with her pretty voice, plump shy Mezzara, Dhazzar the dancer, she had given all of them to the Red Temple.
"They ask for their parents," said Moqorro. "Qezza is learning hymns. Her voice gives glory to the Lord of Light."
"Good." Dany supposed it was to be expected; children could not help the treachery of their sires. Aegon shifted in his seat, frowning.
"I still think—"
"The matter is closed," Dany said firmly in the Common Tongue. Most of her advisors did not speak it, but they still looked askance at the blue-haired youth. They knew Aegon as Young Griff, a rich merchant's son from Pentos. Ser Barristan and Jon Connington agreed it was too perilous to let his true name be known, lest assassins be sent to end the Targaryen line.
"But the laws—"
She raised a hand, silencing his protest. "Ser Barristan, clear my council. I need a private word with Young Griff."
When they were alone but for Ser Barristan standing guard outside the door, Daenerys turned on her nephew.
"I told you no," she glared.
"The rule of law is the bedrock of a kingdom," Aegon recited, doubtless quoting some Westerosi text. "Even the worst man deserves a trial; the evidence against him made public so that the people know his crimes. You must be seen to give justice, not punish at whim."
"At whim?” She wanted to slap him. "For hundreds of years they slaved, kidnapping and raping and murdering as they pleased. I spared the children, but there is no doubt of their parents' guilt. The freedmen needed no evidence, they cheered my justice. You yourself told me that you dreamt of the Green Grace's treachery!"
"But did all the graces know of her betrayal? In Westeros—"
His insolence angered her. "We are not in Westeros. We are in Meereen, the city I conquered. When we wed you shall be my consort, not my king."
"And when we return to claim the Iron Throne?" He challenged, eyes flashing.
"That day is not today. You will not undermine me before my council. Am I understood?"
“Then speak with me in private,” Aegon demanded, stepping close to her. He was much taller than Dany; her chest rose and fell as she looked up at him. For a moment she thought he might lean down to kiss her— a knock came at the door, and they broke apart.
“Fine,” she snarled, her cheeks warm.
"Your Grace?" Ser Barristan's white armor shone in the torchlight, his back tall and proud despite his years. He glanced at his queen and her betrothed, brow furrowed. "A ship has arrived from Illyrio Mopatis."
Dany frowned. Once the magister had sold her to Khal Drogo for a fortune in horses and slaves. Yet he had given her her dragon eggs, had sent Ser Barristan and Strong Belwas and the three ships that bore her from Qarth to Slaver's Bay, had sent her the Golden Company and the boy who led them—
"What sort of ship?" She asked when Aegon had stomped out of the chamber, annoyed at being dismissed.
"A trading galley, like the ones he sent to Qarth, Your Grace. Her hold is filled with chests of gold and precious gems, Illyrio's messenger says. A Westerosi knight, or so he told the Unsullied. Marselen and his Mother's Men detained the knight when he asked to be brought into your presence. Will you see him, or shall I tell him to return upon the morrow?"
"I will see him this evening, but first... I would visit the plaza."
The Plaza of Purification was an enormous public square that lay before the Great Pyramid. Once she had nailed up one hundred sixty three Great Masters, justice for the slave children who had pointed her way to Meereen. Those corpses had long since been pecked clean by carrion crows, their bones returned to the pyramids. It was a kindness to return their dead, and they paid me back with treachery and slaughter.
If she had not known better, Dany would have believed the Green Grace when she feigned quiet pleasure at the lifting of the siege. "An auspicious beginning to your union with Hizdahr zo Loraq," the priestess had said as they prepared the final arrangements for her wedding. All the nobility of Meereen wished to witness their union; the Great Masters were eager for the promised boons.
Daenerys had hoped they would attend her in the plaza, but unfortunately Meereenese custom decreed that wedding guests await the bride in the Temple of Graces. Little though she liked it, the Green Grace refused to yield on matters of custom, especially since Daenerys had already refused to have her naked body inspected by Hizdahr's female relatives.
The sky was a clear blue on the day of Daenerys' second wedding. Ten men bore the open palanquin that carried Dany and Hizdahr through the dusty streets to the Temple of the Graces. While the Golden Company and her supposed kinsman patrolled outside the city, Unsullied lined their route. Most of her freedmen were very angry at the thought of being ruled by Hizdahr, and even Jhiqui had been unable to assuage the fears of their leaders. The Brazen Beasts were angry too; Skahaz could barely keep civil when he spoke to her.
The Green Grace misliked having so many soldiers present, but even she could not disregard the danger that some freedman might attack Hizdahr to prevent the wedding. More Unsullied guarded the Temple of Graces, their pointed caps oddly reminiscent of its golden domes.
Galazza Galare awaited them outside the temple doors, surrounded by her sisters in white and pink and red, blue and gold and purple. There were less of them than there had once been; the bloody flux had spread from outside Meereen's walls. Half the nobility of Meereen covered the steps, leaving a path through their midst; the other half, the elderly and the children, awaited within the temple's largest hall where the ceremony would be held.
Hizdahr helped Dany down from the palanquin, his gentle hands only adding to the simmering fury that hid beneath her smile. How dare he treat her gently, he who had conspired to force her into marriage? He led her to the Graces, the crowd falling silent as they drew near.
"Who comes before the gods of Old Ghis to be wed?" The Green Grace asked, her voice loud and clear.
"I, Hizdahr zo Loraq, Fourteenth of that Noble Name, eldest son and heir of Zahar zo Loraq, of the blood of Mazdhan the Magnificent, Hazrak the Handsome, and Zharaq the Liberator."
"I, Daenerys Stormborn of House Targaryen, the Unburnt, Queen of Meereen, Queen of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men." She raised her voice louder. "Khaleesi of Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Shackles, and Mother of Dragons, of the blood of Aegon the Conqueror, Maegor the Cruel, and Maekar the Unforgiving."
Neither the Green Grace nor Hizdahr so much as twitched. Still they underestimate me. She should be glad, but it was as fuel for the fire burning within her chest. She glanced about her; Grey Worm stood with his Unsullied, his face utterly calm as the Graces brought forth an ivory chair and a golden bowl. Dany did not move. Hizdahr would not be washing her feet this day, no more than he would bed her this night.
A few minutes passed before the Graces began to look at each other, confused.
"Sit, my queen," Hizdahr said, smiling as he reached to take her hand.
Dany stepped back, her mended ankle flaring with pain. The moment of agony strengthened her resolve; she pretended to stumble. Ser Barristan was at her side in an instant, offering her his arm. His longsword hung at his hip; no guests were armed, but for her Queensguard and her Unsullied.
"My queen?" Hizdahr's placid eyes flicked to her knight. "Are you well?"
"How could I not be well? This is a day of joy. You have kept your promises; the Sons of the Harpy no longer prowl the streets. How thoughtful of you, to bring them to our wedding. I only wish the Harpy herself might grace us with her presence."
She turned to the Green Grace, marking the sudden stiffness of the old woman's shoulders, the ancient eyes darting this way and that beneath her veil.
"Your Radiance—"
"Dracarys," Dany sang out.
Once the word had turned Drogon's flames on the Good Masters of Astapor. Now it turned her Unsullied's swords on the Great Masters, the eunuchs drawing their blades as one. The Graces ran for the doors of their temple, nobility swarming behind them like ants. But Grey Worm was no fool. His men reached the doors first, slamming them shut before more than a few could enter the sanctuary.
Hizdahr reached for her, his face a mask of terror. "Please, sweet queen, mercy-" Ser Barristan drew his sword; Hizdahr fell to his knees, sobbing with fear. A ring of Unsullied surrounded them; she could hear women screaming and the dull boom of a battering ram at the temple's side door.
It was over as quickly as it began. Only a few masters dared defy the Unsullied, and they died quickly, their life's blood dripping down the temple steps. The rest submitted like the cowards they were, kneeling before the Unsullied who placed shackles about their soft hands and pampered feet.
"I offered mercy," Dany cried when all was quiet but for the clinking of chains. Several of the men spat at her; the Green Grace's eyes blazed with hate. She would have spit if she could, but the Unsullied had gagged her to stop her cursing.
"I offered mercy," Dany repeated. "I let you keep your pyramids, and tried to forget the blood mixed into their bricks. I let you keep your gold, and tried to forget you earned it by breaking men beneath the lash. I let you keep your lives, and tried to forget how many you killed over centuries of slaving. And you took my mercy for weakness, and murdered my children, thinking me helpless to resist."
She balled her hands into fists, nails digging into her palms. "I am a dragon; I fear neither the harpy nor her sons. Your power is ended; you wealth shall be divided—"
"Kill us and be done with it, godless cunt!"
Dany turned her gaze on the broad shouldered man who had spoken. His tokar was pale purple, a color favored by those of House Loraq.
"No." She smiled sweetly. "Death is too quick for all that you have done."
Ser Barristan's armor nearly blinded her when they reached the plaza, the sun blazing off the steel. Ants crawled on the tops of every pyramid but her own; in the distance she heard the crack of a whip. No longer would the blood of Old Ghis recline on their shaded terraces, drinking wine and fucking bedslaves. Now they toiled in the hot sun, dismantling their own pyramids brick by brick. The oldest had already died, succumbing to exhaustion and overwork. All but one, of course.
The Green Grace stood in the center of the plaza, chained to a stake placed on a high platform. Unsullied paced below the platform, guarding the prisoner day and night. Her tokar hung loosely on her sunburnt body, the vivid green cloth faded from exposure. At some point in the day her bowels had loosened; the backs of her legs were streaked with her own filth. Her white hair fluttered in the wind; open wounds and scabs adorned her limbs and face. The platform was just low enough for enterprising freedmen to cast stones at her, though her Unsullied prevented them from throwing any large enough to kill. Her soldiers climbed a ladder to make the old woman drink water; when she refused to eat they forced nourishing broths down her throat.
"Surely it is time for her to die," Ser Barristan said, clearly uncomfortable.
"Perhaps," Dany granted. Her rage was a fickle thing. Sometimes the old woman's suffering made her want to weep. Then she remembered the weavers, raped and murdered for daring to work as freewomen, and she hardened her heart. Galazza Galare would suffer as long as the gods willed it. Finally Dany turned away, and let her queensguard escort her back into the Great Pyramid.
Notes:
Holy shit. What do y’all think?! :D
NOTES
1) I didn’t realize how much would end up crammed into this chapter until it was too late. Oops. This took a week of drafting and rewrites; thanks very much to Muffins, PA2, AyeJay, and SioKerrigan for helping me wrangle this 6.9k nightmare. Hopefully Arya I will be much quicker and easier. God bless Steven Attewell’s analysis of the politics of Meereen; Slaver’s Bay makes no goddamn sense.
2) The revelation about the weavers made me SO ANGRY. It’s true to canon; the Green Grace’s cousin wants to be compensated for his former slaves; instead Dany makes him buy them a loom. A few chapters later, the Green Grace innocently asks Dany about the latest harpy murders- those three weavers. Dany hasn’t put the pieces together yet; when she does, she would be PISSED.
3) Dany is starting to recognize Irri and Jhiqui as people instead of background characters. Somewhat. Kinda.
4) In canon, the original plan was for Faegon to meet Dany in Volantis. That didn’t happen, and Tyrion’s advice led to Faegon deciding to head west without her. Here, he dreamed she was in trouble, and like most overconfident young men decided he could totally save his bride to be. However, since he was given a VERY thorough education, he’s got an awareness of law and ruling that Dany was never given by either Viserys or her own experiences. It’s an awkward situation; he’s 2 years older and has the better claim, but she’s a khal’s widow who has stomped three cities. And has DRAGONS.
5) Giving Faegon Blackfyre is a hilarious inside joke between Myles Toyne and Illyrio Mopatis. JonCon is not aware.
6) My brain decided that linen must burn REALISTICALLY. Brief research revealed that linen apparently smells like burning leaves.
Chapter 102: Arya I
Chapter Text
"STARK! STARK! THE KING IN THE NORTH!"
Arya clung tightly to her horse's reins. She had not seen such a crowd since that awful, awful day by the Great Steps of Baelor. Her heart pounded in her chest, her breaths echoing in her ears. I must be a lady for Robb, a lady like Sansa. She hadn't argued when Jeyne Poole brought her a gown for their entrance into the city, sturdy grey wool trimmed with thin strips of white silk. She'd even sat still long enough for Meri to untangle her shoulder-length brown hair and arrange it beneath the bronze circlet Gendry had made for her at Robb's command.
"KING IN THE NORTH! KING OF THE TRIDENT! KING OF MOUNTAIN AND VALE!"
To distract herself Arya stared at the city of White Harbor. Whitewashed stone houses lined the wide straight cobbled streets, their roofs of dark grey slate, steeply-pitched so the snow would slide off when winter came. She was not in King's Landing; the people's faces told her that. The smallfolk were cleaner and better fed, and wild with joy for the return of their king after his miraculous escape. Men hooted and whistled and stomped their feet; women cheered and waved.
Most of Robb's horse were camped outside the city, but the great lords of the north and their bannermen would not be sleeping in tents this night. Robb himself rode at the head of the procession, a few horse lengths ahead of Arya, accompanied by Ser Marlon Manderly. His banners flapped in the breeze, the direwolf of House Stark snarling as it ran across its ice-white field.
The King in the North looked as fierce and proud as his banners, his bronze and iron crown shining on his brow, Grey Wind loping at his side. An auburn beard covered the lower half of her brother's lean face, his high cheekbones prominent beneath the dark circles that ringed his blue eyes. An angry red scar slashed across his right cheek, a grim reminder of the arrow wound that nearly killed him. The smallfolk did not seem to care how stiff and stern Robb was, only that he was alive.
Ahead Arya could see a hill topped by a castle of pale stone. The New Castle, it was called, the seat of House Manderly. The horses' hooves clopped on the cobblestones as they left most of the smallfolk behind, climbing the Castle Stair that led to the keep. Marble mermaids lined the streets, holding empty bowls in their outstretched arms.
"What are those for?" Arya asked.
Ser Perwyn Truefaith glanced at the statues, bringing his horse slightly closer to Arya's. Nymeria gave way, running ahead to join Grey Wind. The direwolves trusted Ser Perwyn utterly; he was one of the few of Robb's men that they would approach for an ear scratch.
"Fountains, perhaps?"
"Nay," Hoarfrost Umber rumbled from her other side. "They fill the bowls with whale oil at night, to light the way." Hoarfrost was a tall, broad youth of eighteen or so, the Greatjon's second son, now heir after the Smalljon's death at the Red Wedding. "I saw them a few years ago, when Lord Manderly held a feast for his nameday. The Merman likes to try and get his guests as fat as he is; I'd never heard a table groan before."
Arya's stomach growled, remembering her hasty breakfast of porridge as the host broke up their camp. Ser Perwyn chuckled, and the knot in her chest loosened.
"I imagine he'll outdo himself in honor of the king." Their scouts had reached White Harbor several days ago to warn Lord Wyman Manderly of his approaching guests.
"Oh, aye," Hoarfrost agreed, his dark hair fluttering about his shoulders. "Gods know he'll be even more lavish than usual. There'll be crab and whitefish stew, lamprey pies, lobsters drowning in butter, salmon and cod roasted whole, and strong black beer to wash it all down."
Arya licked her lips, her stomach rumbling even louder.
"No beer for you," Ser Perwyn said, eyeing Arya apprehensively. "Milk, or watered cider, perhaps." She stuck her tongue out at him.
There were no children among Robb's host, but for Jeyne and Meri and Arya herself. They had traveled for weeks and weeks, past the bogs of the Neck and the grassy plains between Moat Cailin and White Harbor. So it was, perhaps, not surprising that on one evening, in the chaos of setting up yet another camp, a serving man had forgotten that the girls were only to be served wine or mead that had been well watered.
Robb was resting in his tent, wearied by the long day's ride, and Ser Perwyn was having Gendry check his horse's shoes. By the time Dacey Mormont noticed something was amiss, Jeyne and Meri were cuddling and giggling and playing with each other's hair, and Arya was trying to challenge Greatjon Umber to a spar, brandishing a wooden sword at the Lord of Last Hearth while he roared with laughter.
Arya felt her ears turn pink at the memory. The mead had made her feel invincible. More unfortunately, it had loosened her tongue. She'd used every oath and curse she'd ever overheard as she demanded that the Greatjon fight her, shouting to be heard over his booming laughter. Dacey Mormont had been forced to remove Arya, a task made difficult by Arya immediately challenging Dacey to a duel.
The lanky woman had promptly disarmed her princess, sending her wooden sword flying across the campfire. That done, she challenged Arya to a foot race, which Arya lost spectacularly. After what felt like hours trying to catch her longlegged foe, she finally collapsed, lungs burning. Dacey fed her an enormous hunk of campbread and settled her in the tent she shared with Jeyne and Meri. The girls were already curled up on the pallet they shared, cheeks rosy, noses touching. Arya's feather mattress felt too big, too empty. Then she remembered that the mattress had been Lady Catelyn's, before the Twins, and Arya found herself weeping into her sleeping furs, guilt gnawing at her heart.
"Now there's a view!"
Arya turned, startled by Ser Perwyn's voice. They had reached the crest of the hill, and the harbor stretched out below them, its waters glimmering in the midday sun. An ancient fortress with crumbling black walls stood beside the shore, grimmer than a grave.
"The Wolf's Den," Hoarfrost told her, seeing where she was looking. A cadet branch of House Stark had once lived there, a thousand years ago. House Greystark, was that what Maester Luwin had said? She couldn't quite remember.
War galleys crowded the inner harbor; when she counted their masts she found at least thirty ships. She wondered if they were the same ships that had carried Robett Glover north to fight the ironmen. In the Outer Harbor a massive stone island jutted from the sea, crowned with a ringfort of weathered stone. Men guarded the top of the ringfort, blue-green banners flapping in the wind.
The same banners flew from the walls of the New Castle, blazoned with white mermen holding black tridents. Dark green hair flowed down their backs, as wild as their beards and tails, and above every merman flew the direwolf of House Stark. No sooner had they reached the moat than the drawbridge creaked down, the portcullis winched up, and the great oaken doors banded with iron swung open.
"Our home is yours, my liege," Ser Marlon Manderly said as he led them across the drawbridge. The greybeard's courteous voice was in odd contrast to his hard face. Ser Marlon was cousin to Lord Wyman; rather than a white merman on blue-green, his violet surcoat bore three silvery mermaids. Normally a lord or his heir would greet the king, but Lord Wyman was too old and fat to sit a horse, and his eldest son, Ser Wylis Manderly, was off in the Free Cities buying food for winter.
They found Lord Wyman in his hall, atop a cushioned throne carved with leviathans and mermaids. A plump lady with thick yellow hair stood to one side of the high seat; to the other side stood a pretty girl who looked to be her daughter, a maid of twenty with a long brown braid.
As the lords and bannermen arranged themselves behind Robb, Arya found herself ignoring the merman in favor of looking about the Merman's Court. Its walls and floor and ceiling were made of wooden planks notched cunningly together and decorated with all the creatures of the sea. As she approached the dais, Nymeria at her heels, Arya trod on painted crabs and seahorses and starfish, half-hidden amongst twisting black fronds of seaweed and the bones of drowned sailors. On the walls to either side, pale sharks prowled the depths, whilst eels and octopods slithered amongst rocks and sunken ships. Shoals of fish swam between the tall arched windows. Higher up, near where old fishing nets drooped down from the rafters, the surface of the sea had been depicted, waves rolling in a thousand shades of green and blue and white.
"Close your mouth," Ser Perwyn hissed under his breath as the hall grew quiet. Arya obeyed, startled. She hadn't realized that she was gaping openmouthed at the painted walls. On the dais Lord Wyman was rising to his feet, his face and neck pink from exertion.
"Welcome, Your Grace," Lord Wyman boomed, lowering himself gingerly to one knee. The two women followed suit, as did the household guards, the butts of their silver tridents tapping against the floor. "White Harbor is yours. Hearth and heart and harvest we yield up to you, Your Grace. Our swords and spears and arrows are yours to command. Grant mercy to our weak, help to our helpless, and justice to all, and we shall never fail you."
"As you keep faith with me so shall I keep faith with you. Rise, my good lord of White Harbor," Robb said, his voice echoing through the hall. Grey Wind sat on his haunches beside Robb, as stern as his master. The ladies eyed the direwolf as they helped Lord Wyman back to his feet, the younger one fluffing the cushions before Lord Wyman settled back into his chair.
Lord Wyman clapped his fleshy hands, and serving women appeared, bearing trays laden with bread and butter and salt and cups of wine. "Be welcome beneath my roof, and at my table. Wynafryd!"
The young lady stepped to the front of the dais, glaring as a servant passed her one of the trays.
"It is only right that you be served by my own beloved granddaughter," Lord Wyman said, shooing the girl forward. She went, but only after giving her lord grandfather a look that might have peeled paint. Robb seemed equally irritated for some reason as he took a piece of bread and a cup of red wine.
Greatjon Umber and Dacey Mormont were next, as they stood closest to Robb. Whatever was going on, Wynafryd seemed friendly enough by the time she got to Arya, and she even smiled when Arya took the largest slice of bread and slathered it with butter.
"Thank you, my lady," Arya said, pleased that she had remembered without Jeyne Poole elbowing her.
"You are very welcome, princess," Wynafryd answered, offering her tray to Ser Perwyn and Hoarfrost Umber next. "We are honored to host King Robb, just as we were honored to host Prince Rickon last year."
Arya had taken a larger bite of bread than was mannerly, and was punished when she choked on it. "You saw Rickon?" She covered her mouth with one hand as she coughed crumbs. Wynafryd was opening her lips to reply when her grandfather bellowed across the hall.
"A toast!"
Everyone fell silent as the Lord of White Harbor raised his cup, his jolly face turned solemn. "Over a thousand years have passed since my fathers pledged their faith in the Wolf's Den before the old gods and the new. We were dispossessed, forsaken, strangers. Yet the Starks of Winterfell welcomed us to these shores, and when we bent the knee the Kings of Winter raised us up and took our hand in friendship, a debt that can never be repaid." He held his cup high. "The King in the North!"
"The King in the North!" Arya shouted back. Her shout was drowned beneath the flood of voices, but Grey Wind and Nymeria were another matter. Their howls rose above the throng, the haunting sound making the hairs on the back of her neck prickle.
For a while all was quiet as men drank Lord Wyman's wine and ate his bread. Arya watched the fat lord closely. He seemed amiable enough as he spoke with his granddaughter, but she sent Nymeria over to him anyway. Lord Manderly sat quite still as the direwolf sniffed him, her hackles raised, but his smile never faltered. No sooner had the lord met the she-wolf's approval than she abandoned him, intent on the massive haunch of mutton that Grey Wind was devouring.
While the wolves tore into the meat and Robb spoke with a toothless old lord whose tunic bore the crossed keys of House Locke, Jeyne Poole and Meri stuck to Arya like burs, frightened into silence by the thick press of tall lords. Ser Perwyn and Hoarfrost Umber stayed close as well, talking of the best brewhouses and mummer's halls within the city. It seemed like they'd be standing in the Merman's Court forever when Lord Wyman finally roused himself and commanded that his noble guests be escorted to their chambers.
"Save for King Robb, if you would honor me with a private audience," Lord Wyman said, chins wobbling. "There is much to speak of before Your Grace returns to Winterfell."
"Of course, my lord," Robb said, turning to catch Arya's eye. "Princess Arya."
She sighed and gave Jeyne a glum look as she set her cup on a serving girl's tray. "Yes, Ro- Your Grace?"
Robb jerked his head. Forcing herself not to scowl, she made her way to her brother, Needle tapping lightly at her hip as she walked. They waited a moment for Lord Wyman to push himself to his feet, then followed him through a door behind his cushioned seat. The passage was airy and clean, well lit by torchs in mermaid sconces. The direwolves' claws clicked on the stone floor, their noses twitching as they inspected their surroundings.
The private audience chamber was even nicer, a warm room with white plaster walls. On one of them hung a sheepskin with a map of the north painted across it in faded colors. A patterned Myrish carpet lay on the floor, its flowing blue waves soft as fresh fallen snow. Beeswax candles burned on the table, the silver candlesticks shaped like tridents. Wyman Manderly settled himself into the enormous chair behind the table, sending a servant off to fetch refreshments worthy of his royal guests.
The servant came and went, leaving behind a flagon of Arbor gold and a tray filled with golden crusted pies. Arya took one and bit into it to find chunks of crab in a sauce so tasty that she almost forgot herself and groaned. She ate it up in three bites before taking a second.
"I am sorry for your loss," Lord Wyman said softly. "Lady Catelyn was a good woman, as fair and gracious as the north has ever seen." Arya swallowed, the crab suddenly having lost its savor.
"I thank you," Robb said, his voice thick but steady. "We share your grief. Ser Wendel died valiantly."
An awkward silence fell as Lord Wyman blinked, his face pallid, his eyes wet.
"He tackled two Freys away from Robb," Arya blurted. Wyman turned, as though he'd forgotten she was there.
"Fierce as a mastiff, my Wendel," Lord Wyman said. "A man could not ask for a more gallant son."
When Arya thought of gallant knights she thought of handsome young men, like Lord Beric Dondarrion before his deaths, or Ser Loras Tyrell, who was so pretty he made Prince Joffrey look homely. Ser Wendel had been fat and balding, with an enormous bushy brown mustache that only increased his resemblance to a walrus. But he died for Robb, she told herself, and that was gallant.
"Too many good men died at the Twins," Robb was saying. "Smalljon Umber slew several Freys before taking arrows meant for me. Owen Norrey and Donnel Locke were slain fighting in the camps, along with half our men."
Lord Wyman shook his head. "It is a wonder that Your Grace survived." He glanced at the angry red slash on Robb's cheek. "My household kept vigil in the Sept of the Snows for you, my liege, from when first we heard of your wound until we received word that you were on the mend. I am thankful that the gods heard our prayers."
"You may thank my lady mother and my lady wife, Lord Wyman," Robb said, his voice tight. "Lady Catelyn took Lord Walder Frey hostage and forced him to let us go. When he threatened to send men after us she slit his throat, and was killed for her bravery." Her brother touched his cheek, one finger resting on his scar. "The arrow took me here. Six inches deep, it was, almost to my spine. Queen Jeyne cleansed the wound and dressed it; it was the work of two moons for her to draw the arrowhead from my flesh."
Lord Wyman's mouth opened and closed; his skin tinged slightly green as he tried to find his tongue. "By your leave, I will bid Septon Theomore to hold a service tomorrow in honor of Lady Catelyn and Queen Jeyne."
Robb nodded, candlelight flickering off his crown. His eyes were shadowed, sunken in his thin face. He hadn't eaten any of the pies, Arya suddenly realized. She bit her lip, then plucked the biggest, goldenest pie from the tray, the pastry flaking against her fingers.
"They're very good," Arya said, holding the pie out to Robb.
"Fit for a king," Wyman Manderly agreed, a look of concern upon his fleshy face. "A king needs his strength." Trapped by courtesy, Robb accepted the pie and took a bite. Now that his mouth was full, Arya saw an opportunity, and took it.
"Wynafryd said you saw Rickon?"
All four of Lord Wyman's chins nodded. "I've never seen such a strong lad. As wild as that black wolf of his." He snorted. "Shaggydog, indeed. The beast wounded six of my men before the prince called him off. The direwolf might have killed one of them, if not for that wildling woman."
"A wildling?" Arya asked, baffled.
"Osha," Robb said. "We took her prisoner in the wolfswood before I left Winterfell."
"We would have thought they were both wildlings, but for the direwolf." Lord Wyman chuckled. "Their horse went lame a few days out from Winterfell, and they walked the rest of the way. Five hundred miles through field and forest, three moons since the turncloak took Winterfell, and one day the prince appears at the postern gate, direwolf snarling, and orders the guard to take him to his brother King Robb. As Your Grace was in the south, we appeased him with applecakes instead, and my granddaughter Wylla played games with him- monsters and maidens, rats and cats, come-into-my-castle, and so on. She grew quite fond of the boy, and he insisted that she accompany him back to Winterfell."
"What about Bran?" Arya asked, stealthily pressing another pie into Robb's hand. "Did Rickon say where he went?"
Lord Wyman shook his head. "Alas, no. The wildling woman said he went north with Howland Reed's children; a maid of seventeen and a lad of fourteen. More than that she would not say." He paused. "If it is any comfort... I saw Prince Brandon at the harvest feast held during third moon last year. He was as lively and fit as any boy his age, but for his legs. I spent an entire day meeting with Maester Luwin and Ser Rodrik, and Bran listened the whole time. He never spoke but when he should, though I heard he scolded Lady Glover's maester."
Robb's brow furrowed. "He scolded a maester?"
"Apparently the steward was only saving a tenth of the harvest for winter." Lord Manderly grimaced in disapproval. "Prince Bran ordered him to set aside a fourth, and to plant the next crop quickly. Never fear, Your Grace, he was the soul of courtesy otherwise; no boy of eight could do better."
"I am glad to hear it," Robb said quietly, still holding his untouched pie.
"After my men escorted Prince Rickon to Winterfell, I bade them search for Prince Brandon. They asked at every towerhouse and holdfast between Winterfell and Last Hearth, all to no avail. Mayhaps Ser Rodrik has had more luck since then, if the gods are good. Your Grace has known enough woe for a lifetime."
"The gods will do as they will. Much as I love my brother, I must look to my kingdom. How fares Ser Wylis?"
Arya struggled to focus as Wyman Manderly responded at length. Ser Wylis had bought up all the grain and glass to be found in Braavos; much of it was already sitting in warehouses and on ships in the harbor, awaiting Robb's orders for where it should go. Ser Rodrik had sent a raven from Winterfell with lists of keeps and holdfasts and how many people they held in summer and in winter; it made no sense to send grain to a holdfast whose smallfolk would leave to spend the winter in Wintertown, Barrowton, or White Harbor.
When Arya felt her mind began to wander she nibbled at another pie, slipping one to Nymeria under the table. If Bran could listen to him for an entire day, she could manage an afternoon. She forced herself not to yawn as Robb and Lord Wyman talked of how to best use the gold the Lannisters had paid as wergild for Lord Eddard and Lady Catelyn; the money paid for the other northern lords and riverlords killed at the Red Wedding would go straight to their houses.
"Is there a raven from my uncle Edmure yet?" Robb asked, one hand pressed to his brow. The careful gesture made him look thoughtful, rather than weary. "When he left White Willow he promised to send the figures for the Riverlands as quickly as possible."
"Nothing yet, Your Grace. I'll venture it will take him some time, what with all the smallfolk fleeing hither and yon due to the fighting. There was a raven for you from Yohn Royce, and another from Lysa Arryn." Shuffling amongst the papers on his desk, Lord Wyman produced two letters, one sealed with bronze wax, the other with sky blue.
"And..." Wyman shifted his bulk, looking uncomfortable. "There is word from King's Landing, Your Grace."
"Sansa?" Arya's voice sounded thin and scared, a little girl's voice. She grabbed for Robb's hand before she realized what she was doing, clutching at his fingers. If they killed her it's all my fault.
"Are they returning her?" Robb asked sharply. "The peace treaty required that Princess Sansa be sent north, unharmed. I promised them fire and sword if they defied me."
Arya's heart sank as Wyman Manderly gave a ponderous shake of his head. "I wish that I had less grievous news for Your Grace. It pains me to say that Princess Sansa is flowered and wed."
Robb surged to his feet, his hands balled into fists, Grey Wind growling at his side. "Is this certain?"
"Aye. They made her speak the vows before the High Septon, in the Great Sept of Baelor. A thousand lords and ladies bore witness. The queen herself threw the wedding feast."
Arya bit her lip, remembering a conversation with her father long ago. When a lord and lady are wed, they lay together and the lord- the lord puts his staff inside the lady's maiden's place, and that is how children are made. When a man forces a woman to-to touch his staff, or he puts it inside her against her will, that is called rape. She shuddered. How could the gods let that happen to anyone, let alone her gentle sister?
"To whom did they wed her? Some Lannister youth? An ancient lord of the Westerlands with grandchildren older than her?" Robb paced, dragging his hands through his hair. "Gods be good, Sansa's only thirteen. I should have taken Tywin Lannister hostage and kept him until they gave Sansa back."
"Now that's the odd thing, Your Grace. They wed her to the Red Viper's bastard. Ser Olyvar Sand, a boy of eighteen. They claim it was a love match."
Olyvar Sand? Why did that name sound familiar? "Sansa would never wed without her family's blessing, let alone wed a bastard," Robb scoffed.
"He fought the Mountain for her," Arya remembered. "Just like the Dragonknight fought for that lady he was in love with."
"Aemon the Dragonknight and Queen Naerys," Robb corrected her distractedly. "Sansa loved those stories, but a Dornish bastard is no fit husband for a Princess of Winterfell." He yanked at his hair, seemingly forgetting Lord Wyman's presence. "I threatened fire and sword, but can I ask my men to besiege King's Landing, to die in their hundreds and their thousands to save one girl?"
"Our sister," Arya snapped.
"Princess Sansa is not in King's Landing, Your Grace." They both turned to look at Lord Wyman.
"Are they coming north?" Arya asked, hoping against hope. Bastards didn't have their own lands; maybe Olyvar Sand wanted Robb to give him a keep. Arya would go stay with them, and be Sansa's sworn shield again, and make sure that the Dornish bastard didn't touch Sansa. If he already had... her eyes flicked to Nymeria, the she-wolf growling low in her throat. They knew how to geld rapers.
"They left for Dorne the day after the wedding. If they follow the Boneway they should reach Sunspear near the beginning of twelfth moon."
Robb jerked his head. "I will send ravens there and to every other keep between King's Landing and Sunspear. They would not dare stop Sansa from writing to her family, not when they claim she wed of her own free will." He sighed. "I thank you, Lord Wyman. Now I should like to refresh myself before dinner; it has been a long and weary journey."
"No doubt, no doubt," Lord Wyman agreed. "There is one more piece of news. I thought it best to save glad tidings for last. The brothers of the Night's Watch have chosen a new lord commander to replace Jeor Mormont." His eyes twinkled. "It seems in place of a black bear they decided they fancied a white wolf."
He placed a third unopened letter upon the table, this one sealed with black wax. Robb flipped it over. Robb Stark, King in the North. Arya knew that handwriting as well as she knew her own name.
"Jon!"
Notes:
Finally finding my flow again! Woo!
1) I’m guessing my readers aren’t big Dany fans, but I’m a bit bummed at the lack of reviews last chapter. It took a ton of research and rewrites, and ended up at 6.9k words. If you skipped Dany I, I hope you’ll go back at give it a chance.
2) Should 11 year olds get drunk? No. Is it hilarious? Yes.
Greatjon, age 45, 7’0, 250lb:
Arya, age 11, 5’0, 90lb soaking wet: FUCKING FIGHT ME
3) White Harbor is neat. I enjoy the Manderlys. Lord Wyman is not subtle about trying to get his granddaughters in good with the widowed Robb :/
Chapter 103: Jon I
Chapter Text
The trees stood silent witness, their branches and needles draped in gowns of snow and ice. Beneath their moonlit glow crept the direwolf, invisible but for the gleam of his red eyes. His muscles tensed as he waited, still as the trees, fur ruffling in the wind.
The scent of his prey filled his nostrils; he sprang, jaws snapping shut about the hare's neck. A spray of dark blood soaked the snow as the direwolf feasted on fresh, warm meat. He was tearing into the hare's stomach when his ears pricked at the sound of two-leggers.
AAhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .
Jon Snow started awake, the call of the horn still echoing in his ears. Parchments rustled; he had fallen asleep at his table again. One parchment was stuck to his face, thanks to a bit of drool at the corner of his mouth. Jon removed the parchment, wincing as he noticed where the ink had smudged. He had nearly finished the letter before drowsing off; now he must write it yet again.
The wolf dreams came more often, thanks to the Old Bear's raven. Once Jon had recoiled at the suggestion that he might be a warg, a creature out of Old Nan's tales. But need outweighed fear; Sansa had to be warned of the visions the red priestess saw in her flames. A raven sent to King's Landing would never reach her, not with the ravenry in Lannister hands.
And so his first fortnight as Lord Commander, Jon had spent every evening staring at the scruffy old bird, grey eyes fixed on black. If a wildling like Varamyr could claim six skins, Jon Snow of Winterfell could at least claim two. Again and again he tried, until at last he could slip into the bird's skin. Memories flickered between them, of wrinkled hands scattering nuts and seeds, of Sansa singing to herself while brushing Lady's fur.
The raven was more clever than Jon had known. The bird remembered dozens of faces, from old-old-man (Maester Aemon) who fed him and talked to him, to round-shy-boy (Samwell Tarly) who made funny noises when pecked, to always-red-cheeks-man (Bowen Marsh) who would ignore the raven no matter how much he flapped and squawked. It was almost easy for Jon to flood the raven's mind with images of Sansa. He remembered her fussing over baby Bran, reading him her favorite stories of knights and ladies. He remembered her and Robb learning to dance together, Arya watching with a pout of annoyance at how graceful Sansa was. By the time the raven flew south, a scrap of parchment clutched in his talons, he knew Sansa's face as well as Jon's own.
The door creaked open, scattering Jon's thoughts.
"Beg pardon," said Dolorous Edd. "Dywen's back, m'lord, Seven save us." The steward shuddered, his face as grey as his hair. "Shall I bring him now, or after m'lord breaks his fast?"
Jon sent Edd off, washed his face, and changed into a fresh set of blacks. Though it was still autumn at the Wall, the nights grew ever colder. He pulled on two sets of hose and breeches rather than one, and layered a linen tunic beneath his usual wool tunic, and a leather jerkin atop the rest. The fire in his hearth had nearly gone out; by the time he stirred up the coals and added fresh logs he was sweating.
His stomach was growling by the time Edd returned, bringing both the grizzled old ranger and a tray of food. Though Jon was not particularly hungry, he forced himself to take a hunk of hard cheese, several slices of warm barley bread, and near two dozen pickled anchovies.
" Corn ," the bedraggled raven cackled, fluffing his wings from his perch on the bed post.
It had been queer, to see himself through the raven's eyes. Jon had not known how tired he looked, how dour. He knew his sickness had left him lean, but from the raven's eyes he seemed gaunt. His men would not respect their Lord Commander if he turned as skeletal as Stannis; Three-Finger Hobb was delighted by the renewal of Jon's appetite, begrudging though it was.
Dywen's wooden teeth clacked as he gnawed on the crusty heel of the bread, his eyes staring at nothing. Jon Snow's first act as Lord Commander had been to send out several groups of rangers beyond the wall. A harder task he could not have set them, but Dywen, Kedge White-eye, and Black Jack Bulwer did not attempt to shirk their duty, little as they liked it. With each man went ten rangers, the most he dared send. Thirty three good men, as many garrons, and nine ravens, three for each ranging party. His stomach had clenched like a fist as he watched them ride away, leaving trails in the snow that were covered within days.
That had been near two moons past. The Old Bear's raven had flown to King's Landing and back again, but no ravens had returned from beyond the wall, and no rangers until Dywen's arrival this morning.
"How many men returned?" Jon asked. How many died because of my command?
"Six, including meself," Dywen replied, reaching for his mug of ale and taking a good swallow. "Marq Rivers fell through a patch of rotten ice and froze to death. Tom the Talker were gutted; Jack Stone took a dagger to the eye and the wound festered halfway back."
"What of Uthor and Wyland?" The Dornishmen had been on the Wall for over twenty years, ever since old Gulian Qorgyle came north to join the Night's Watch. Time had not made them any fonder of the cold and snow, so different from the hot sands of Dorne, but they were steady and sharp.
"They had charge of the chains," Dywen said bluntly.
Oh. Wherever the souls of the dead went, Jon hoped Uthor and Wyland would find warmth and sunshine. They deserved no less, whatever their crimes had been. To take charge of the chains was to accept death with open eyes, to walk willingly into oblivion. Had their blood pounded in their ears as Jon's had when he challenged Mance Rayder to single combat? Or had they gone numb, resigned to their fate?
By the time Dywen left his solar Jon was weary and heartsick. Five men dead, and how many more? Ignoring the unfinished letter on his table, he abandoned the solar for the yard below. His back twinged only a little as he descended the many steps of the King's Tower. At first Jon had slept in Donal Noye's old quarters behind the armory. Someday there would be a new smith, but for now the forge's fires were quenched, the bellows lying untouched, the steel cold grey rather than blazing cherry-red.
Bowen Marsh did not approve of the Lord Commander sleeping in the quarters of a mere smith. "A king's brother deserves better, my lord," the Old Pomegranate had said courteously, eyeing the simple chairs and crude table. "Nor is it befitting that the commander of the Night's Watch reside in such abstentious conditions. My lord is not a begging brother or a humble crofter."
As the Lord Steward was still vexed over Jon's decision to send out the rangers, he had calmly agreed to keep such advice in mind, and unwillingly permitted Marsh to assign a steward to remaking the finest pieces of Mormont's garb to fit Jon. When Stannis finally quit Castle Black, Jon Snow had taken up residence in the King's Tower in the rooms which Jeor Mormont had occupied after fire gutted the Lord Commander's Tower.
Jon flexed his burned hand, stretching out the stiff fingers. Three kings in the land, four if one counted Victarion Greyjoy, and of course the one who rode north to defend the Wall was the only one known for burning men alive. Jon could not imagine Robb giving such a command; Ned Stark had taught them that the man who passes the sentence must swing the sword. Nor could he see soft, gentle Tommen enduring such a spectacle, though his mother Queen Cersei might enjoy burning her enemies. Even the ironborn typically killed men with steel, though he vaguely remembered Theon mentioning something about drowning.
But Stannis was not a Stark, nor a little boy, nor ironborn. Before sailing north he had burned his queen's own uncle for fair winds, so Maester Aemon said, and he meant to burn Mance Rayder as soon as the wildling king could be caught. Bands of Baratheon men galloped after every rumor of the wildling king, shivering in their too few layers of silk and wool.
The rest of Stannis's men were divided between the three castles Jon had yielded him after much argument. The Nightfort served as the king's seat, the fifteen leagues too short a distance for comfort. In no way did Jon miss the king’s constant glowering and grinding of teeth. The further north Robb marched, the shorter Stannis’s temper grew. Though he had been furious at Jon’s refusal to put himself forward for the choosing, he was not pleased with the result of Dywen’s interference. Stannis had wanted more than three ruined keeps, and he was not a man to be balked easily. Again and again he summoned Jon to berate him for his foolishness and disloyalty.
“I am the rightful king of Westeros,” Stannis said, his cloak flapping in a wind as cold as his eyes.
“Your brother must bend the knee. You know the true enemy we face; this is no time for a boy clinging to an ill gotten crown,” Stannis said, his crown glinting in the afternoon sun.
“There can be only one penalty for treason. I have no wish to burn Robb Stark, but if he forces my hand…” Stannis said, staring into the flames roaring in his hearth.
At last the day came for Stannis and his men to depart for the Nightfort. Before seeing the king on his way Jon ducked into the backhouse beside the practice yard, relieved to see all ten seats were empty. He was sitting on the cold wooden seat, breeches pushed to his knees, when to his dismay the door swung open and Stannis stalked inside.
“Lord Snow,” he said curtly, seating himself at the seat furthest from Jon’s. “I tire of seeking that which is owed me. Have you come to see reason?”
“Your Grace knows my reply; it has not changed. The Night’s Watch takes no sides. What business you have with the King in the North is yours alone; I will not interfere.”
“Not even to save your brother’s life?”
His men might claim Stannis could turn men’s bowels to water with such a look, but Jon felt no change as he continued the task he had been engaged with before being so rudely interrupted. For a moment Jon considered his words, weighing them carefully.
“I have given you my answer, Your Grace.”
With that Jon finished his business and pulled up his breeches, glad that he would soon be spared such unpleasant encounters. When Stannis finally rode out of sight later that morning he found himself almost smiling.
Still, he wished that Stannis had chosen Stonedoor, rather than the Nightfort. That abandoned keep lay further west, twice as far from Castle Black. Unfortunately, Stannis had commanded Ser Richard Horpe to take command of the dilapidated tower. Jon had not liked the ominous death's head moths on his shield, and time proved his foreboding justified. Horpe talked of battle with a cold glint in his eye, his pockmarked face flush with anticipation. Ser Godry Farring, whom Stannis had placed in command of Sable Hall, was no better. The broad knight was brash, condescending, and fervently devoted to R'hllor.
Jon had finally reached the yard, and paused to observe the sparring. Iron Emmett was in fine form, drilling the youngest recruits in the basics of slash and parry and keeping one's shield in the right place. Some of them turned to look as Jon passed by, their breath clouds of steam in the frigid air. "Hop-Robin! Watch your partner, not the Lord Commander!" Iron Emmett bellowed at a hapless boy with a clubfoot. "Jace!" He shouted at a taller boy who was raining blows down on his foe. "Stop hitting so hard; we don't have enough shields for you to be breaking 'em!"
As Jon crossed the yard the ringing of steel gave way to the twang of bowstrings and the thud of arrows striking their targets. Ulmer of the Kingswood was stalking up and down the row of stewards, fierce despite his stooped shoulders and grey beard. Here and there he paused, correcting stances and draws.
"Lay your body in the bow, don't just use your arm!" Ulmer barked. Jeren, a septon's bastard from the Riverlands, flinched as he struggled to draw his bow, his thin arms trembling from the cloak clasped around his shoulders to the leather gloves on his hands. Jeren was one of only a few who still wore gloves; most had given up on trying to grip the bowstrings with their fingers covered. Down the line Satin, a former whore born in Oldtown, had ripped off a fingernail. Blood oozed down Satin's fingers as he drew, loosed, and hit the target squarely. "Well aimed," Jon called. The wind blew the Oldtown boy's dark curls into his face, but he could still see Satin turn red and nearly poke himself in the eye trying to nock his next arrow.
Samwell Tarly was at the last archery butt. Ulmer reached him slightly before Jon did. Blisters covered Sam's plump fingers; one popped as he drew the bowstring back to his neck. He stared at the target, face screwed up in concentration, one eye clamped tightly shut. "Your anchor point should be the corner of your mouth, every time," Ulmer growled. "The arrow is your lady wife; you've got to give her a kiss if you want to get anywhere." Sam obeyed, panting.
"Watch the tip of the arrow." Ulmer pointed. His left arm was larger than his right, thick with muscle from decades of archery. "With BOTH eyes, boy!" The arrow went wide, missing the target by a good five feet. Ulmer spat on the ground, and Jon found himself praying the Others would not assail the Wall anytime soon.
If only we had more crossbows in the armory. His lord father said that the crossbow was no match for the longbow. Lord Eddard was right; longbows had twice the range, and a good longbowman could put up six arrows a minute to a crossbowman's two.
Unfortunately, training a longbowman took time. In the lands sworn directly to House Stark, common boys began training with the longbow at fourteen. Once a week they would be summoned to the closest village or holdfast, and placed in the care of an experienced archer. Building the strength to draw a longbow required years of constant practice; perhaps by the age of twenty a boy would be fit to serve in war.
Some northern lords were keener on training longbowmen than others. The Boltons of the Dreadfort did not permit longbow training at all, and only trained new crossbowmen when they raised levies. Lord Eddard suspected Roose Bolton and his predecessors misliked the idea of arming their smallfolk. A few other northern lords shared the Bolton skepticism of armed peasantry, but the rest followed Winterfell's lead. The lords south of the Neck were similarly varied in their enthusiasm for longbowmen; the best archers at the Wall came from the fiefs surrounding the Dornish Marches. Reacherman, Stormlander, or Dornishman, their lords had demanded vigilence, remembering centuries of raiding parties and battles before Aegon's Conquest.
Meanwhile, almost anyone, man or woman, clever or simple, could learn to use a crossbow within a fortnight. No particular strength was required to wind back a crossbow, nor to load a quarrel and loose it at the foe. Gods be good, even children could use them. A pair of orphan boys, only nine and eight, had helped defend the Wall against Mance Rayder, supervised by Zei, a whore with distressingly good aim. Zei had disappeared when he sent her to beg aid from the rest of Mole's Town; the boys and their five year old brother had fallen to Three-Finger Hobb, who kept them busy in the kitchen.
Sam was drawing again, his lips pursed in a frown.
"How long has he been at it?" Jon asked Ulmer, soft so as not to attract attention. Ulmer groaned, dragging one hand down the side of his face.
"Since breakfast, by the Father's scales. Not that he's improved any."
"That's enough, Sam," Jon commanded when the next arrow went wide. "Back to the vaults."
Crossbow or longbow, it made no difference unless the Watch had dragonglass for the arrowheads. Despite weeks of trawling through mounds of dusty scrolls and worm eaten books, Sam could find no other weapon that might slay the Others. Well, there was dragonsteel, but the notion was patently absurd. Even if every lord in Westeros yielded up their precious ancestral blades, there was no smith to forge them into arrowheads.
Fire arrows had worked against the wights, so said the survivors of the calamitous battle at the Fist of the First Men. But where ordinary men might retreat before a volley of flaming arrows, the wights kept coming, and coming, and coming, inexorable as the tide.
It did not help that many of the crumbling scrolls were writ in tongues Sam could not understand. At Winterfell Maester Luwin had showed Jon and his brothers books from before Aegon's Conquest, smiling gently when they protested that they could not read a foreign language.
"Speech changes over time," Luwin said. "This scroll is writ in northron. The wildlings speak the Old Tongue, and their raiders learn the Common Tongue, but that is not what the North spoke. When the Andals came, the Citadel required all maesters to learn Andahli, no matter whether they grew up speaking one of the thousand green tongues of the Reach or the hundred stone tongues of the Vale. The Faith came with the Andals, and high septons sent begging brothers and holy women forth across the land for hundreds of years, into even the most remote hamlets where only First Men dwelt. Only in the North did Andahli struggle to take hold beyond maesters and their lords. Before Aegon's Conquest, the Kings of Winter might speak Andahli to their maesters and their lords, but all their edicts were writ in Northron, and they spoke Northron to their people. After the conquest, the use of northron died out."
"Why?" Arya asked, forgetting that she was supposed to be at her sewing lesson with Sansa, not listening to Jon and Robb's lesson from behind the door of Maester Luwin's chambers. The maester sighed, rubbing at his nose.
"Torrhen Stark bent the knee. The dragons sought to forge seven realms into one; Andahli, what we call the Common Tongue, was part of that. The mountain clans still speak northron among themselves; so do the Umbers and Mormonts. Old Maester Walys, my predecessor, learned the tongue at the Citadel as a way to amuse himself; your grandfather, Lord Rickard, was fluent, as were your uncle Brandon and aunt Lyanna. Your lord father..." Luwin hesitated, his face sad. "He speaks northron only when visiting those who speak no other tongue. You will have to learn northron too, Robb, for when you are one day Lord of Winterfell."
"What about me?" Arya asked, indignant. “I want to learn too!” He could almost see the wheels turning in his little sister's head, imagining herself making rude comments in a tongue neither Sansa, her mother, nor her septa could understand.
“Someday, perhaps,” the Maester replied, but that day had never come. It was only a year later that King Robert brought the court to Winterfell, his shadow falling upon House Stark like a specter of doom.
A few men of the Night’s Watch spoke northron, those from isolated villages in the mountains and near the Gift. But none of them could read, and so the piles of scrolls written in northron were of no use. Sam was trying to teach himself, but his progress was as slow as that with the longbow.
Ghost nudged at Jon’s leg, his muzzle streaked with dried blood.
“Come, Ghost,” Jon said. “I’ve lingered here long enough.”
Together, man and wolf approached the base of the wall. Guards stood at the entrance to the storehouse, ensuring hungry men did not disturb the precious victuals that lay within. Winter rations were enough to keep a man going from dawn to dusk, and no further. As of yet there had been no fighting or thievery, but such luck would only hold for so long.
Jon’s breath misted in the air as he walked down the long passageways, Ghost’s claws clicking softly on the stone floor. He passed by the granaries with their barrels of precious flour, past root cellars full of bags of carrots and turnips, past lard houses packed with wheels of cheese, past pantries and meat vaults and the lone spice locker whose contents were largely blocks of salt.
At last he came to the ice cells. By now Jon was shivering, the cold seeping deeper into his bones with every step. Once Janos Slynt had flung him in these very cells, naming him a turncloak. “You will die in here,” Ser Alliser Thorne had promised, eyes glinting as he closed the heavy wooden door.
Speaking to Ser Alliser was still a galling exercise in frustration. The knight had not enjoyed retelling the events that transpired after Lord Commander Mormont sent him south with a wight’s rotten hand.
“The Imp would not see me,” Ser Alliser fumed, glaring as if it were Jon’s fault. “The hand rotted away in the heat, and he mocked me before the court, saying the dead would not walk if we buried them properly. The dead rise to kill us all, and he gave me naught but scorn and a hundred spades.”
“And a dozen or so men,” Jon said mildly. Truth be told Jon had hoped for better, but he would never learn why Tyrion Lannister had treated the Night’s Watch so ill. The little man who could both jape about Ghost juggling and imagine burning his father in dragonfire was a year dead, consumed by his own wildfire during the Battle of the Blackwater. Stannis’s men could barely stand to speak of the hellish inferno, and cursed the Imp to the deepest of the seven hells.
“Nine. Churls and weaklings and knaves,” Ser Alliser scoffed. He had been no more impressed with the task Jon set him.
“Sail for King’s Landing again? I am a knight, not an errand boy.” Ser Alliser’s mouth curled bitterly.
“A knight, indeed. Who better to seek aid from the Iron Throne? Ser Kevan Lannister is Hand now, not the Imp. Not will you be bringing a mere hand in a jar.”
Something stirred within the ice cell; Ghost bared his teeth at the sound of rattling chains. The air smelled cold, cold and wrong. The Iron Throne must be first. Robb will believe me without such proof, but the Lannisters never will, damn them. If another ranging returns, Sunspear will be second. Gilly deserves a warm refuge for her babe; Sansa will take her in. For a moment he almost laughed, imagining his courtly sister attempting to teach a wildling girl how to curtsy. Then he remembered why Sansa would be in Dorne, and his amusement died more quickly than it had been born. I have no sisters, only sworn brothers. Oldtown will be third; gods help us if the Citadel proves as blind as Aemon fears.
Jon thrust the heavy iron key into the lock, turning it before he lost his nerve. The door was stuck fast; he yanked with both hands, wrenching it open with a shriek of rusted hinges.
And in the cell the dead man lunged, straining against his iron shackles, ice chip eyes burning in the dark.
Notes:
Finally found my flow again! Sorry for the delay; I hope it was worth the wait :) I can’t wait to hear what you guys think!!! Sansa I is up next, finally catching up with our girl ☺️☺️☺️
Notes
1) I was looking up what medieval people would eat for breakfast, and made a neat discovery. GRRM quite frequently has characters break their fast on eggs and bacon etc. However, breakfast was not a common meal until the end of the Medieval Period, and even then, not everyone ate it.
The classic combo of bacon and eggs is even more recent, barely a century old! If a medieval person did eat breakfast, it might consist of any of the following: ale, anchovies, beef, beer, bread, cheese, salmon, salt fish, sop (bread soaked in wine), trout, or wine.
2) Bowen Marsh being semi helpful is a ripple effect caused by the change in how Jon was elected. Here Jon isn’t the surprise candidate displacing Lord Tywin’s preferred choice, he’s the brother of the king in the north who’s been sending much needed supplies. Marsh wants to keep the gravy train going, so prissily urging Jon to be more formal tracks with his preference for highborn men and Proper Levels of Distinction between a commander and his underlings. Also, seeing Jon nearly die from the flogging removed any suspicion of Jon being pro wildling.
3) Yep, medieval public toilets existed, and they were gross. And communal! "In medieval public lavatories, people sat next to each other to do their business. One London latrine had two rows of 64 seats each." They were many euphemisms for these unpleasant places, including "backhouse" or "necessary house." Thanks to ohnoitsmyra for this horrifying discovery.
ohnoitsmyra I think stannis being up Jon's ass would be funny
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redwolf17 Jon: do you MIND? I am in the privy!
ohnoitsmyra pls give me stannis messing with Jon on the shitter
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redwolf17 Stannis is too formal to barge in on Jon... dangit this is a Conundrum
ohnoitsmyra hmm
ohnoitsmyra maybe on accident but he pretends to be cool
redwolf17 Okay but how
redwolf17 It's not like public bathrooms
ohnoitsmyra hmm lemme do some digging
ohnoitsmyra my research is already frutiful
redwolf17 Lolololol oh my GOD
4) Jon's attempt to have everyone switch to longbow is simultaneously pragmatic and hilariously impractical. The tradition of the English longbow actually originated in Wales, where bow hunting was very common, as was use of the bow for war. For about 200 hundred years, English law required boys 14 and older to practice longbow for at least 2 hours a week. To get really good with the longbow, not to mention build the muscles to draw the damn thing (longbows had a draw weight from around 80-180lb) could take around ten years. Better hope those wights are moving like Romero zombies, not Zombieland zombies.
That said, archery flat out shouldn't work at the Wall. It's 700 feet high! Most medieval castle walls were around 40-80ft (imagine two school buses stacked end to end). A few had towers over 100ft (three school buses). This is one of the rare cases where I just give up. Apparently wildlings can shoot up at men standing 700ft above them, even though they have no experience with shooting at men standing on much, MUCH shorter castle walls… -_- Rangers firing down at wildlings or wights is more plausible, but still has zero historical comparison point. GRRM admits he made the Wall much bigger than he meant to; apparently when he wrote 700ft, he was picturing more like 300ft. Sigh. I get his desire for romantic excess, I do, but the man goes wayyyyyyyyyyy overboard.
5) The three orphan boys show up in ASoS, Jon VIII, and never appear again. Sigh.
6) I almost said the cheese was in the buttery. Turns out, the buttery was where wine (bottle=butt) was stored, not dairy products! GRRM gets the term wrong in ACoK, sending Arya to the buttery for cheese and butter.
Chapter 104: Sansa I
Chapter Text
The river tumbled down the mountains like a child down a hill, rolling and whirling and burbling with glee as it plunged beneath the bridge.
The waters of the Yron shone blue as aquamarine, pale waves cresting over the rocks that hugged its banks. It was much lovelier than the Wyl, which they had crossed some days ago. The river Wyl ran slow and steady, its green-black waters reminding her of journeying through the Neck long ago. Then Sansa had shuddered at the black bog, at the pools of stagnant water filled with lizard-lions and worse. She had shuddered even worse at Arya's behavior, rambling about without any sense of decorum, picking poison kisses and smearing mud on her arms when they gave her a rash. Father had smiled at the gift of flowers, and laughed at the sight of Arya grinning despite being covered in filth.
She is with Robb now, Sansa told herself, perhaps even at Winterfell. A pang of longing pierced her heart, but she ignored it. She must not be ungrateful. Cersei Lannister would have had her poisoned, but for the Dornish. Prince Oberyn had played the queen like a fiddle, and Ser Olyvar had sacrificed himself on the nuptial altar.
For a moment she remembered the small sept beside the Boneway, the intricate wooden carvings of the Seven watching, Lady Ellaria, Brienne of Tarth, and Ser Deziel Dalt bearing silent witness as her lord husband swore on the altar of the Father, who punished oathbreakers. "I shall never raise a hand against you in anger, nor dishonor you by word or deed." He swallowed, his brow furrowed as if he were still pondering what he would say. "Nor shall I claim a husband's rights, not until you do come of age, and then only by your leave."
It would be over two years before Sansa came of age. Even the most honorable men had needs; her half-brother Jon was proof of that. Would Ser Olyvar take a mistress to slake his appetites? Or did he already have one? Everyone said the Dornish were full of base lusts, but after two moons of travel, they seemed no more nor less depraved than those who lived north of the Red Mountains.
Seeking distraction from her thoughts, Sansa breathed deeply, opening her senses. She could hear fish swimming in the water below, horse hooves clopping on stone, and the idle chatter of her companions. Her nose was full of scents, from the perfumes of the Dornish retinue to the clear clean smell of the river to the green aroma of growing things.
When they neared the end of the Dornish marches, Sansa had expected to see cruel mountains of red sand, lifeless wastes wherein dwelt vultures and little else. Such expectations were swiftly shattered by the glimpse of snow-capped peaks in the distance, their slopes of red stone. The road climbed through the Boneway, twisting and turning through the narrow passes. As they rode south, they passed by scattered watchtowers built beside rivers or atop mountain springs, and hidden valleys with their villages and holdfasts.
"Did you think we Dornish supped on sand and stone?" Lady Myria Jordayne asked dryly one day, marking how Sansa gaped at fields of lush green grass. Sansa blushed, embarrassed.
"My maester was born in the Vale, my lady," she replied. "He- he relied on books to teach us of Dorne."
Myria snorted. "When we reach the Tor, I shall give you some more books written by Dornish maesters, and by Dornish ladies."
Later they came to a high meadow, filled with striking pink, red, purple, and white flowers, the blooms so tall that a toddler might be lost among their grey-green stems and leaves. "Poppies," Ser Deziel Dalt informed her, happy as ever to speak of plants. "Most milk of the poppy comes from Dorne."
Sansa stared at the blossoms, perplexed, and spent the rest of the afternoon questioning Ser Deziel on how milk of the poppy was made, which Dornish houses grew poppies, and the like. Brienne of Tarth listened quietly, riding close to Sansa as usual. Sansa was so engrossed that she barely noticed when Olyvar reined up to hand her a crown woven from deep purple poppies, and accepted it distractedly. Ellaria and Lady Nym bore similar crowns, woven with blossoms of orange and scarlet.
That night they dined on mountain grouse, shot by the Manwoody brothers and roasted over the fire by one of the cooks that accompanied the retinue. The brilliant teal feathers that adorned the grouses' breasts were set aside; Lady Nym tickled her nose with one, ignoring Sansa's half yelp, half giggle of embarrassment, before tucking it behind her ear, bumping her crown of poppies in the process.
"The color looks well against your hair, my lady," her new goodsister remarked, spearing a bit of meat on one of her many daggers.
"It does," Lady Myria Jordayne granted, "though not with the garland." She examined Sansa more closely, her eyes narrowed. "What on earth were those Lannisters feeding you in King's Landing? Not that anything cooked in that city is worth eating." Myria was a bit of a snob about the superiority of Dornish fare. "You're far too skinny for a girl of your years. Look at her, Ellaria, I dare say she's still growing, and her already tall."
Before Sansa could form a tactful reply about the vigor of daily riding, and the irritating combination of nausea and ravenous hunger that accompanied her now monthly moonsblood, she found more grouse piled on her plate by not just Myria but by Olyvar as well.
"Sarella and I could never keep our bellies full, when we were growing," Olyvar said sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck while Ellaria looked on, amused. "Prince Oberyn said we were a pair of abysses on legs masquerading as his children. When Elia was twelve, she shot up three inches in a year, complaining the entire time about how much her legs hurt, and eating everything in sight."
"She was the same when I carried her," Ellaria chuckled. Elia Sand was Lady Ellaria's firstborn daughter, a maid of fourteen. "My prince had never seen a woman carry his child before; he was constantly fretting over whether I was well fed and terrifying the servants if there was not always a tray of food at my side."
Sansa nibbled at her grouse, trying to imagine the fearsome Red Viper hovering over his paramour.
"I suppose you suffered the same sort of discomfort, Lady Brienne?" Perros Blackmont asked, popping a hunk of campbread into his mouth. Brienne looked up, likely startled to be addressed given that the warrior maid had pounded the lordling into the dust during sparring the previous day. At last she jerked her head in a nod, and Perros continued. "Lady Elia will be envious. The girl is so mad for jousting that her father dubbed her Lady Lance, but it rather vexes her that she is nowhere near six feet."
"I made the mistake of telling her that women never grew so tall," Ellaria confessed, giving Sansa a conspiratorial smile. "And now, alas! I return in the company of a woman far past six feet, and a girl likely to reach that lofty height."
"Stop teasing the princess," Olyvar grumbled, looking embarrassed, and that put an end to the conversation.
A few days later the party finally entered the Yronwood, the great forest from which the Dornish house took their name. Ser Deziel Dalt waxed eloquent about the trees, pointing out how silver firs preferred the higher slopes, but gave way to beeches as they descended through the forest. He pointed out other trees as well, groves of linden and hazelnut, elms and willows, maples and junipers, even a small stand of yew trees.
"Two years at the Citadel, and every link he forged was in botany," Olyvar told her ruefully.
Her lord husband usually rode beside Ellaria, who was as near a mother as the princess who birthed him, but every few hours he would find Sansa, whether to hand her a fresh waterskin or remind her to adjust her veil to protect her fair skin from the burning sun. The Dornish were used to clear skies; no matter their colouring, all shielded themselves from the worst of the sun's blinding rays. Most shaded their faces with hoods attached to their silk cloaks, wrapping coronets of cloth around their hoods rather like the brim of a hat. A few of the ladies preferred carefully draped veils; while very pretty, Sansa had not yet the knack of remembering to adjust her veil when it fell out of place.
"Ser Deziel is very learned, ser," Sansa replied, surreptitiously checking whether her veil was in place. It was. "I am glad to have such a gracious teacher. I must think of some way to thank him for his pains."
Olyvar snorted, a wry smile lighting up his face. "Best not, my princess. He's bad enough as it is; encouragement will only make him worse. Dezi is just grateful to have a captive audience." He winced. "Not that you're a captive! You can tell him to leave you be, no one will, will punish you or anything." Her lord husband scrunched his face in frustration. "You may not be Dornish but you are the highest ranking person here."
She was still mulling over his words the next morning when she visited the wayns full of dirt, Brienne standing guard as always. Sansa was always the first of the ladies to leave the pavilion she shared with Lady Ellaria and Lady Nym. Lady Ellaria insisted that her maid, Cassela, prepare Sansa first each morning, due to her rank.
"She is your maid, my lady," Sansa had protested. Ellaria shrugged gracefully. "So she is, my princess. But as you shall not have your own maid until we reach Sunspear, one of us must go first, and I prefer to sleep as long as possible."
Not wanting to offend the lady who was essentially her goodmother, Sansa had yielded. She did not mind. The early morning dew sparkled like diamonds, and while the servants bustled about preparing for the day's travel, most of the Dornish lords and ladies were still abed, freeing her to visit her weirwoods without an audience. As usual she found that all seven saplings were still alive; their slim white branches boasting at least a few leaves, though some more than others. The weirwoods did not seem to like the constant jostling of the heavy wayns up and down the rocky mountain roads. They had grown very little since leaving King's Landing, despite regular offerings of her blood dripped upon their roots when she was sure Brienne wasn't looking.
" Mrow ?"
A ginger cat slunk from the back of the wayn, flopping on his back in front of Sansa. Buttons had not appreciated being left behind again. The first morning after leaving King's Landing she found him in her bed, curled into the back of her knees. It seemed that Buttons had stowed away in one of the wayns, and sniffed her out once they made camp for the night.
Sansa idly scratched the cat's chest, smiling at his chirps of contentment. It was nice to have one companion she need not fear offending with her ignorance. No one had shouted at her, but she still felt profoundly stupid at how little she knew of Dornish history and customs.
She was trying, but there was so much to learn. Every morning while the maid did Sansa's hair, she read from the book Lady Myria had gifted her for her wedding, Shifting Sands: Being an account of the coming of Nymeria and the Rhoynar and the History of Dorne, as recorded in the chronicles of House Jordayne, translated from old Andahli by Lord Timoth Jordayne and his sister, Lady Frynne Jordayne, who completed his manuscript after his honorable death fighting against the tyrant Aenys Targaryen in the year 1157 CR.
It was far different from the books she read at Winterfell, full of people and places she did not know. Even the title had baffled her, until Ellaria gently explained that many Dornish preferred the calendar they had kept before Dorne joined the Seven Kingdoms, using CR, from the Coming of the Rhoynar, rather than AC, after Aegon's Conquest.
"Mrow!" Buttons declared, offended.
Lost in her thoughts, she had stopped petting him. With a sigh Sansa scritched under the cat's chin, watching as his yellow-green eyes closed in contentment. Although Buttons fed himself quite easily by ensuring not a single mouse dared threaten the supply wayns, he deserved a treat.
When she returned to the center of camp, Brienne trailing her, she found her mouth watering at the scent of roasting fish. While the servants packed away the pavilions, the lords and ladies broke their fast on mellow wine and spiced trout. Sansa fed tidbits to Buttons as she let the flow of conversation pass her by, half-listening to Mors and Dickon Manwoody argue over whether they would reach House Yronwood's keep before or after midday.
Ser Ryon Allyrion's faithful hounds crouched at his feet on the other side of the fire, annoyed as ever that they were not permitted to chase Buttons. It had taken several days of coaxing and quite a bit of bacon to convince Virtue and Whitenose to obey Sansa's wishes, and they still weren't happy about it. Sansa wasn't their master, even if she could talk to them and Ser Ryon could not. Their master didn't mind if they chased cats; why should she? There was no reasoning with them; Cats Were to Be Chased, and only bribery and ear scritches ensured their begrudging compliance.
When she noticed that the hounds were still eyeing Buttons as the retinue finished breaking camp, she scooped up the cat, who emitted a startled "mrrp," and placed him on the patient white mare she'd named Snowsister. Once Ser Olyvar helped her mount up, Buttons climbed in front of her, his back half resting on her skirts, his front half draped over the swell of the saddle. They had scarcely gone a league before the cat was asleep, his fur gleaming in the sun.
“A devoted companion,” Brienne remarked from atop her piebald courser. “Animals seem to favor you, my lady.”
Sansa smiled, trying to cover her unease. She had not informed Lady Brienne of her strange gifts. The memory of the warrior drawing her sword to defend Lady Catelyn from a red wolf still stung. And so, that night in the Kingswood when she and Olyvar had finished an extremely unexpected conversation that still twisted her tummy in knots, she had sent her wolves away before seeking out Brienne. The homely maid had fallen to her knees and sworn her sword to Sansa before she could say a single word.
“I swore to your mother that I would see you safely returned to her embrace,” Brienne said once Sansa had accepted her oath of service. “When the Lannisters set me free I remained in the city, seeking a way to free you from the Red Keep.” Her wide blue eyes glistened with tears; she rubbed them away with one thick hand, grimacing to reveal crooked teeth. “I failed you, my lady. I should have spirited you away before—”
“I am still a maid,” Sansa interrupted softly, gesturing for Olyvar to emerge from the trees. He had insisted upon following her, his protectiveness painfully reminding her of Robb.
Convincing Brienne that Olyvar meant her no harm proved surprisingly easy, once the warrior maid returned her sword to its sheath. The awkward pair seemed to share some unspoken kinship, some understanding of spirit. It helped that Olyvar had immediately asked Brienne to do him the honor of letting him watch her spar with his eldest sister, Obara, once they reached Sunspear. Despite hailing from the isle of Tarth in the Stormlands, Brienne knew as little of Dorne as Sansa did, and had assumed tales of warrior women were exaggerated. Learning otherwise had brought a hesitant smile of wonder to her face, like the sun emerging from behind a cloud. Brienne was smiling the same soft smile now as she watched Buttons shift his position, yawning and stretching before going back to sleep.
Still, when they caught the first glimpse of Yronwood’s stone towers in the distance, Brienne’s smile faded. She did not understand Sansa’s refusal to abandon the Dornish, to flee into the night and take ship for White Harbor, and had told Sansa as much repeatedly. Sansa could hardly explain the truth of her husband’s birth, nor her desperate need to meet his supposed aunt, the princess she had dreamt of for so long. But Brienne had sworn to serve, and despite being seven years Sansa’s elder, she kept her oaths.
Yronwood was much like the castles Sansa had seen before, but for the scorch marks that adorned each of the four square towers and the battlements. The Dragon’s Wroth, Ellaria had explained when she caught Sansa glancing at similar scorch marks as they entered the keep of the Wyls. A Dornish lady—an ancestor of Lady Ellaria, in fact, Lady Harmeria Uller— had slain Rhaenys Targaryen, sister-wife of Aegon the Conqueror, when a scorpion bolt pierced her dragon Meraxes through the eye, sending dragon and rider crashing to the sands below. For the next two years Aegon and his other sister-wife, Visenya, had burned every castle in Dorne.
Once within the castle, Sansa soon forgot the shadows of dragonflame upon its walls. The keep was large and well appointed, the great hall lined with tapestries of long dead Yronwood lords. She was puzzled by the lack of ladies until she remembered that unlike most Dornish, who followed the Rhoynish custom of inheritance by the eldest child regardless of sex, the Yronwoods clung to the ancient ways, favoring male heirs. The oldest tapestries depicted proud blond men wearing iron crowns; the Yronwoods had been kings since the time of the First Men, near as long as House Stark, and only lost their crowns after Nymeria's War.
Lord Anders Yronwood seemed like a man who remembered that his ancestors once ruled near a third of Dorne. His bearing was regal; his figure broad and strong despite the silver streaks in his blond hair and the wrinkles at his eyes and mouth. Lord Yronwood had to be near fifty, Sansa judged as she listened to his words of welcome, and yet he was still hale enough to lead his men into battle himself. Somehow she doubted he led from the rear as Tywin Lannister was wont to do. Her heartbeat fluttered like a rabbit; her breath caught in her throat. He is dead, he cannot hurt me now.
"Princess Sansa of House Stark, her lord husband, Ser Olyvar Sand, and her sworn sword, Brienne of Tarth," the herald called. Olyvar took her arm, and with measured steps they approached the dais, Brienne trailing a good distance behind. Lord Anders' face was neutral as Sansa curtsied and Olyvar bowed.
"I had not believed the rumors to be true," Lord Anders said, one eyebrow raised disapprovingly. Lady Cora Yronwood, seated beside him, frowned. "When the raven arrived from White Harbor I thought it some strange jape, or else a boy king's folly. Surely even a Lannister would not wed a princess to a bastard."
Olyvar had retaken her arm as soon as he finished bowing; his fingers tensed, his grip firm.
"Perhaps not, my lord," Sansa replied, mindful of the blush rising in her cheeks. "But as no trueborn knight was brave enough to face the Mountain, I cannot disdain my noble husband's birth. Your lordship's bannermen must be fierce indeed, when Dornish knights raise squires so bold and gallant."
Approving murmurs spread through the Great Hall, but Lord Anders merely nodded, as if she had passed some test by the skin of her teeth. He waved a hand; a servant came forward, bearing a tray laden with a steaming loaf of bread, a crock of honey, and two goblets of deep red wine.
"Be welcome beneath my roof and at my table," Lord Anders said, once they had each taken a bite of soft bread dipped in honey and a sip of the rich wine. "Chambers have been prepared; you may refresh yourselves before the evening meal."
A servant led them from the hall; Sansa could barely hear the herald cry "Ser Ryon Allyrion, heir of Godsgrace!"
"Lord Anders is very formal," Sansa ventured quietly.
Brienne nodded, her armor clanking softly as they walked through the torchlit passageways and entered one of the towers. Olyvar said nothing, but his shoulders slumped slightly as the servant indicated the small cell where they would sleep. Though the furnishings were of good quality, the featherbed was rather small, and several pallets were set on the rush-strewn floor, as if the cell was to be shared with several other guests.
"Your chambers are this way, princess," the servant said softly, his eyes downcast. Brienne's eyes narrowed, flicking from Sansa to Olyvar, who did not seem surprised.
The chambers provided for Sansa's use were much larger, graced with an enormous featherbed whose frame was ornately carved with all the trees she had seen in the Yronwood. A copper tub awaited, full of steaming hot water, and beside it stood a lady's maid, her head bowed as she informed Sansa that she was to see to any of the princess's wants whilst she stayed beneath Lord Yronwood's roof. She did not provide her name until Sansa asked, and then said it so quietly that she could not have possibly heard "Alyse" had she not the ears of a direwolf.
A hot bath did little to soothe Sansa's nerves, despite her relief at scrubbing off all the dust and dirt of the road. Alyse waited upon her in total silence, scrubbing her skin until it was pink, washing her hair, trimming her nails, and toweling her dry and helping her into a dressing gown before Sansa could object. Lady Ellaria's maid preferred to comb Sansa's hair when it was wet, and let it ripple into soft waves as it dried. Someone had taught Alyse differently; she waited until the auburn hair was almost dry, then brushed and brushed until it was a gleaming cloud that flowed down Sansa's back. She did not ask how Sansa would like her hair arranged, but braided it up in a style similar to that of the ladies who had stood behind Lady Cora on the dais.
Finally she laced Sansa into one of her best gowns, a silvery blue that reminded Sansa of cold glaciers and northern skies. As always her silver locket hung about her neck, the long thin chain almost invisible beneath a carcanet gifted to her by Lord Harmen Uller for her wedding. Clusters of pearls separated single square diamonds in settings of silver leaves; a pendant hung from the carcanet, small diamonds framing a brilliant sapphire, a single teardrop pearl dangling just above the Myrish lace that trimmed the neckline of her gown. Two more teardrop pearls hung at her ears; her hairnet was of silver set with tiny diamonds that twinkled like stars.
Adorned in her armor, Sansa felt almost calm by the time Olyvar came to escort her to dinner. The repast was as lavish as any she had beheld at the Red Keep, course after course of crisp greens, refreshing soups, perfectly roasted fish, and flaky meat pies. Sansa was seated near Lord Anders, with Olyvar and Ser Deziel close by. Lady Ellaria and Lady Nym also sat at the dais, but had been placed at the far end, as distant from Lord Anders as was possible without seating them at the tables below. Ill at ease without her usual dinner companions, Sansa focused on her food, speaking only when spoken to and listening to the conversations around her.
"This wine is terrible," Deziel muttered to Olyvar under his breath. With the roast boar had come flagons of sour Dornish strongwine, so heady Sansa could barely stand to sip it. "Is Lord Anders hoping we shall overindulge and shame ourselves?"
"I think Lord Anders had particular persons in mind," Olyvar replied, equally soft, his fingertip tracing the stem of his goblet. It was near full; he had barely drunk any of it.
Sansa frowned, trying to remember all she had heard of Lord Yronwood. Prince Oberyn Martell had killed an Yronwood once; had it been Lord Anders' father or grandfather? She wasn't sure, but his barely concealed disdain for Olyvar, Ellaria, and Nym suddenly made sense.
"Ser Cletus returned only an hour past," Lord Anders was saying to Ser Ryon Allyrion on her other side. Ser Ryon's wife, who had remained at Godsgrace, was Ynys Yronwood, the eldest child of Lord Anders. Cletus was his secondborn, his only son and heir. "He and Prince Quentyn and Gerris Drinkwater were visiting the shore when we received word that—"
"—oh, give over, Dez," Mors Manwoody groaned, taking a deep draught of strongwine. "Lemon and orange wines are for children, they're so weak."
"Some prefer to drink wine which has a pleasant taste, a depth of flavor which strongwine cannot match. And Lemonwood wine won't leave you reeling so badly that you try to join the mummers midway through a play as the dancing bear—"
"—Ynys is well-used to running Godsgrace in my absence, goodfather; when did you last—”
"—the disgrace, wedding so high ranking a maid to one of the Red Worm's many indiscretions. The gods only know how such lowborn scum managed to defeat Ser Gregor Clegane—"
"Lady Yronwood? The air is quite close, and I find myself growing dizzy after such a long day," Sansa ventured, distracting Lady Cora from the whispers of poison she had been pouring into her daughter Gwyneth's ear. The maid was Sansa's age, a scrawny girl whose brown hair matched her mother's, setting her apart from the rest of her kin. "Is there a garden where I might refresh myself?"
"Mother, may I show her the royal garden?" Gwyneth asked. When Lady Cora gave her permission the girl nearly leapt from her seat, eagerly taking Sansa's hand and leading her out of the packed hall.
The royal garden proved to be a lovely place, a lush refuge of flowers and shrubs centered around a reflecting pool whose fountain was a king of white marble, his shield graven with the Yronwood's portcullis sigil. His other arm was extended, water flowing from the palm of his hand to splash at his feet.
"That's King Yorick the First," Gwyneth explained, seating herself on the broad bench of sandstone that circled the pool. "He defeated a storm king, I don't remember which one."
"I am sure it was a great victory," Sansa agreed, sitting down beside the maid. Gwyneth grinned, then looked around. Their protectors stood guard at the entrance to the garden, Brienne and one of Lord Yronwood's household knights having followed them from the hall.
"Sorry about my lady mother," Gwyneth whispered. "Prince Oberyn killed my great-grandfather, and she takes family quarrels very seriously. I'm sure Ser Olyvar is very brave and gallant. To fight the Mountain!" She sighed, as giddy as the girl Sansa had once been. "Oh, it must have been so romantic."
"The Mountain broke his shield, and his arm, and his spear, and Ser Olyvar still kept fighting," Sansa told her, watching the girl's dark brown eyes go wide with awe. There was no need to tell the girl of the rest, of the stink of blood and urine and nightsoil, the obscene flopping of Olyvar's useless left arm as he shrieked for a spear.
"Oh! Did he—" Gwyneth's eyes lit up, and she bolted to her feet. "Quentyn!"
At the entrance to the garden stood a short, stocky youth of eighteen. His tunic was a rich orange, trimmed with golden embroidery. A splendid red sun pierced by a golden spear marked his breast. Alas, the poor youth lacked the handsomeness of his clothes. The wavy hair that fell to his shoulders was a dull brown; his face was wide and his jaw was square, giving him a vague resemblance to a frog. But a very nice frog, Sansa told herself as he let Gwyneth drag him over to the pool, completely unbothered by her stream of chatter.
"This is Princess Sansa of House Stark," Gwyneth said, her courtesies suddenly quite proper. "Princess, this is Prince Quentyn Martell, second son of Prince Doran Martell, and my father's foster son." Then, less formally. "Oh, and my father knighted him last year, so he's Ser Quentyn now." Gwyneth grinned as if she was the one who had been knighted.
"Princess," Quentyn said, bowing.
"I am honored to meet you, ser," she replied, curtsying.
"Forgive me; I must return to dinner," Quentyn told Gwyneth, all solemn duty. "Your lady mother said I might find you here, but I must pay my respects to your father and to his guests." He paused, a shy, fond look on his plain face. "I brought you some presents from the shore; the servants will have put them in your room."
With another bow, the youth left, his walk as steady and cautious as the rest of him. When he was gone Gwyneth giggled as she sank back onto the stone bench. "He's my betrothed," she confided. "When I come of age we'll be wed, and we'll have a keep by the sea. That's where he and my brother were, seeing what repairs will be needed." She turned pink. "Quent promised to bring me lots of pretty seashells."
And for the first time since seeing Lord Anders' intimidating visage, Sansa laughed.
The next morning found Sansa in the small solar attached to her chambers, once again reading from Shifting Sands while she waited for her hair to dry, the wet strands soaking the back of the dressing gown she wore over a wool shift. The Dornish lords were in the Yronwood bathhouse; the ladies with chambers had bathed in copper tubs, while those unlucky enough to sleep on pallets in the great hall awaited their turn at the bathhouse in the afternoon. Brienne, who had slept on a pallet in Sansa’s room, had risen early to spar with Perros Blackmont.
"A letter for you, princess," Alyse said softly, shutting the door behind her as she returned from fetching Sansa food to break her fast. Beside the warm flatbreads and hard cheese lay a rolled parchment, sealed with pale wax stamped with the direwolf of House Stark.
"Robb?" Sansa blurted. "How?"
Alyse put a hand to her hair, twisting one strand nervously before abruptly returning her hands to their original position, clasped respectfully in front of her.
"Ser Olyvar gave it to me, princess. He had it from the maester." With a deep curtsy, the maid returned to tidying Sansa's chambers.
Her hands shaking, Sansa broke the seal. The letter was addressed to Olyvar, the bold, messy handwriting painfully familiar. Why had he given her the scroll? He should have read it himself; she would have counted herself lucky if he told her the contents of the missive, let alone let her see it when he was finished. Heart pounding in her throat, she read.
Robb Stark, King of the North, King of the Trident, King of Mountain and Vale, was not happy. In terse, formal sentences he demanded the return of his beloved sister, whether or not the marriage had been consummated. Envoys were sailing to Sunspear to negotiate with Prince Doran; in the meantime Sansa was to be treated with utmost respect, as befit a princess of her rank. I am told you have many sisters, Robb wrote. I hope for your sake that you treat my sister as gently as you would treat your own. Oh, if only Robb knew! The rest was thinly veiled threats and insults, which would have cheered her if not for the fact that Olyvar had done nothing to warrant such enmity. The bottom of the letter noted that it was one of several copies; doubtless Robb had sent ravens to each keep they might reach on the way to Sunspear.
Mind whirling, Sansa sent for ink and parchment, pondering what she might tell Robb to convince him of her safety. She could not be too direct; if the raven fell into the wrong hands, it would go ill if Cersei Lannister learned her husband's true intentions. Even her coded message must be cautious; she could not betray her lord husband's trust by sharing the secret of his birth. What if someone else was able to decipher her code?
In the end Sansa wrote a rather long, bland letter informing her brother of her engagement and marriage, and of how kindly the Dornish treated her, and of the many sights she had seen in her journey south. Cersei would think such words to be lies dictated by her cruel husband. At the end of the letter Sansa promised to write again once she reached Sunspear, and apologized for her poor spelling, wishing to draw Robb's attention if her first attempt at a coded letter had not been noticed. Her message read:
Rumors and truth are not the same. I am yet a maid, and I am safe. Olyvar is as honorable as father, and as brave. Brienne of Tarth has found me, and sworn me her sword as she once swore to mother. More I cannot say, not yet, but do not fear for me. And please let Arya keep her Needle and her dancing lessons. She will need them.
Notes:
Woo, back with our precious baby! Writing Sansa is so much easier than some other POVs; I’ve missed her. Can’t wait to see what you guys think! As always, long comments give me *life* ☺️
NOTES
1) In the real world, poppies generally bloom between early spring and early summer, depending upon the variety of poppy and the climate. Let's just pretend that the Rhoynish poppy (like all plants in ASoiaF) does its own thing and can bloom/reseed themselves throughout the long summers. Cause, uh... there's a reason that flora in temperate and even semi-arid zones require winter- the plants are resting! Growing opium poppies is illegal in the US, but wow, are they pretty.
2) The Red Mountains are based on the Pyrenees which divide Spain from France. The forests are inspired by the Irati Forest in Navarre.3) I got a little lazy with researching medieval Moorish dress; the head wraps (turbans?) are accurate, at least. I'll do more research as we get into Dorne, promise.
4) To my horror, it turns out life in Medieval Europe was NOT good for cats. As part of the Catholic Church disassociating from pagan religions, cats were demonized as allies of Satan and some villages murdered cats en masse. At best, they were grudgingly tolerated to kill rodents. In ASoiaF, there is nothing to indicate that the Faith has an anti-cat agenda, thank god. Companion animals are very rarely mentioned; however, in medieval Europe dogs were often kept by folk both poor and rich. Men had hunting hounds; women (even nuns!) often had lapdogs. Yes, I looked up
medieval dog names, they're adorable. Anne Boleyn had a dog named Purkoy, who got its name from the French ‘pourquoi’ because it was very inquisitive; other names included Little Hammer, Amiable, and Bo. Finally, please enjoy this gallery of cats sitting on horses.5) A carcanet is a style of medieval necklace. Here are some worn by Elizabeth Tudor, aka Queen Elizabeth I. Sansa’s necklace is based on the second one.
6) holy shit, this chapter puts the fic over 250k words 😳
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Ser Deziel Dalt, commissioned from toastyydoodles
Chapter 105: Arya II
Chapter Text
The Arya Stark who rode north up the kingsroad was very different from the little girl who had ridden the same road south.
Once Arya had gaped from her saddle, greedily drinking in new sights and sounds as she rode to adventure in the wide world. She'd wandered away from the column with her friend Mycah, finding strange flowers she'd never seen before, and even stranger animals. The butcher's boy had shown her a lizard-lion, had shown her to rub mud on her arms when the purple poison kisses she'd picked gave her an itchy rash.
Now Mycah lay in some grave in the Riverlands, cut down just because she asked him to play with her. How was Arya to know that Joffrey would barge in and demand to fight Mycah, or that the stupid prince would blame the butcher's boy because she had bested him with a tree branch and a direwolf pup? It wasn't fair, it wasn't right, but it had happened all the same.
"Cows!" Meri cried out, shielding her eyes with one hand against the sun. Arya could not leave the column, not with Ser Perwyn Truefaith and Dacey Mormont guarding her as usual, but at least she had Jeyne Poole and Meri to keep her company.
In the distance Arya spotted the cattle who had gotten Meri so excited. The barrow lands were full of them, ponderous beasts who grazed the pastures of brown-green grass that lay between golden fields of barley and oats. Sometimes they saw smallfolk in the fields, swinging long-handled scythes in practiced motions, cutting down the barley and gathering it in bundles.
Meri continued to gasp over the cattle for the next several days, beaming with joy each time they passed another herd. Arya was used to northron cattle and their long, shaggy, red-brown coats; the cattle further south had looked oddly naked by comparison. Meri, however, was not, and when they saw a group of calves with their mothers Meri almost had a fit, she was so delighted.
At last the barrowlands gave way to the wolfswood, grassy fields yielding to ferns and mosses and trees. Blackberry thickets lay here and there on either side of the kingsroad, planted and tended by humble crofters and foresters eager for a few coins. Small rivers and streams wound through the forest, trees sprouting from their banks. Dark evergreen and proud oak, tall soldier pine and smooth beech, and dozens more she could not name. Three nights they slept in the wolfswood, and each night Arya planted one of the precious weirwood seeds, praying to the old gods to help them sprout. On the third night she saw a treecat watching her as she buried bloody meat beside the seed, but one snarl from Nymeria and the treecat fled.
When the host stopped to make camp outside Castle Cerwyn, Arya could have screamed with frustration. They were so close to home, only a half-day's ride from Winterfell, yet here they were, stuck because the stupid night was falling and stupid Robb didn't want to risk the horses in the dark. Robb slept inside the keep as Lady Cerwyn's honored guest, but after Arya lost her temper and shouted at a household knight during dinner, she found herself back in her tent, Jeyne and Meri keeping her company as always. Seeing her black mood, Ser Perwyn even brought Gendry for a quick visit, watching closely as the pair sparred until Arya was sweaty and tired and ready for bed.
The next day dawned clear and cool, the sun hiding behind pale grey clouds. For most of the morning Arya forced herself to be patient, keeping pace with the rest of the column as they ambled toward Winterfell. Then, through the midmorning haze, she glimpsed steep roofs atop eight-sided stone towers. With a yell she kicked Faithful into a gallop, Nymeria loping alongside as she raced toward the home she'd missed for so long. Behind her she could hear Ser Perwyn shouting, but she didn't care. Finally, finally, she was back where she belonged—
She jerked the reins. Her mare skidded to a stop, bewildered. Why was her rider stiff as stone? Arya ignored Faithful's grumbling, her eyes fixed on Winterfell. To the west rose the Servant's Keep, the godswood and its heart tree hidden behind it. There was the library tower, and at the heart of Winterfell the Great Keep, small windows gleaming in its four towers. Great stone arches ringed the top of the rookery atop the maester's tower whence ravens came and went, and to the east loomed the broken tower, the top cracked and shattered by lightning, the First Keep squat beside it.
Tears stung at her eyes. How could Winterfell look the same? How could the direwolf banners dance lightly in the wind when Lord Eddard and Lady Catelyn were dead, never to return, never to scold her or tuck her in at night? How could this be her home when little Bran was missing, disappeared into the northern mountains, and Sansa...
Sansa should be here. They had left together, they should have returned together. For a moment Arya imagined practicing her water dancing in the godswood, Sansa smiling to herself as she embroidered beneath the heart tree, Bran climbing trees with legs that never shattered, Rickon rolling in mud with Shaggydog, Robb shoving Jon Snow into the pond after an afternoon of swordwork.
A fist clenched tight around her heart. It wasn't her fault that Jon Snow had chosen to join the Night's Watch. He'd probably forgotten about his little sister, now that he was the Lord Commander. It wasn't her fault that stupid Theon had attacked Winterfell, driving Bran away. But it was her fault that Sansa had followed her to Rushing Falls, that she had taken the wound that knocked her into the river and carried her away to Lannister hands.
The Dornish have to give her back, they have to. Robb had sent envoys to Sunspear, their ship sailing from White Harbor the same day Robb's host broke camp. While Robb returned to Winterfell to finish healing from his wounds, Greatjon Umber and his men marched to besiege the Dreadfort. She hoped the Greatjon did skin Roose Bolton. It would serve him right for betraying Robb.
Arya wished the Greatjon could be in two places at once. With his booming voice and massive sword, he would have made the Dornish give back Sansa. Robb had not agreed with her reasoning, choosing Robett Glover to head the group of northmen sailing south. Lord Robett had won a great victory against the ironborn at Moat Cailin, Robb informed her, and he was both brave and subtle.
"Why does he need to be subtle?" Arya asked. "They forced Sansa to get married, and it was in a sept so it doesn't count anyway."
"Almost all valemen and rivermen worship the new gods, as do the Manderlys," Robb answered, staring at Arya as if she'd lost her wits. "To declare Sansa's vows null because they were sworn in a sept would be to declare that all my people must follow the old gods; even Maegor the Cruel could not withstand angering the Faith, and he had dragons. Besides, the Lannisters might have forced Sansa to swear vows in the godswood after the ceremony at the Sept of Baelor." He swallowed. "Father once told me that he and mother swore vows in the godswood at Riverrun, before the time came for their bedding. Lord Tully wanted his daughters wed before the Seven, but father did not feel right until the old gods bore witness."
Arya blew her hair out of her face, staring at the walls as she ignored Ser Perwyn, who had caught up with her. She had wanted to go south with Robett Glover, but Robb wouldn't let her. Peace treaty or not, Robb had instructed Robett Glover to sail straight to Sunspear, avoiding all harbors in the Crownlands and Stormlands unless absolutely necessary. And it would be a difficult journey, with autumn storms rolling across the Narrow Sea. Her big brother seemed oddly fixated on the chances of the ship sinking and taking Arya down with it. For once Arya bit her tongue, resisting the urge to point out that even if the Dornish did agree to return Sansa, a ship could sink just as easily sailing north.
It was not until Robb led the way across the drawbridge, bronze crown glimmering atop the shaggy mane of auburn hair that fell past his shoulders, that Arya noticed something she'd never realized before. Unlike every castle she'd seen in the south, Winterfell had two sets of walls. The outer wall of Winterfell rose eighty feet, as if a giant had drawn a circle of stone around the base of the flat hill atop which the ancient Starks had built their keep. A deep moat covered the hill's slopes, trapped between the outer wall below and the inner wall above. The inner wall was built around the perimeter of the hilltop, linked to the outer wall by heavy drawbridges at the gatehouses, and by smaller wooden bridges spaced between the watch towers that could be collapsed in case of attack.
"Why two sets of walls?" She asked Ser Perwyn, gazing up at the iron portcullis looming above her head. He shrugged, his brown curls covered in dust from the road.
"I suppose—"
"ARYA!"
A small shape sprinted across the grassy yard, weaving between horses and stableboys. She slid from her saddle, landing on her feet only to be knocked down by the force of a small boy slamming into her. She barely had time to lean into the fall, landing on her bottom rather than her back as Syrio Forel had once shown her.
Rickon squeezed her tightly around her waist; his mop of tangled auburn hair headbutted her in the chin. Where was the little baby she used to play with, who begged Jon Snow for sweets when everyone else had already told him no?
"Why are you so big?" Arya demanded, trying to loosen his grip while still hugging him back.
"I'm five," Rickon growled, face buried in her tunic.
"Rickon!" Robb dismounted, striding toward them with the first tentative smile Arya had seen in weeks. Rickon did not reply, but gripped Arya harder, so hard she could barely breathe.
"Robb needs a hug too," Arya whispered in her baby brother's ear. "Let go, it's his turn."
"I don't want to hug him," Rickon snapped, dark blue eyes blazing as he turned on Robb.
Robb's smile disappeared as if it had never been. For a moment he stood there, dull-eyed and grim as he watched Rickon cling to Arya. Grey Wind sat by Robb, whining softly while Nymeria inspected Rickon, sniffing and nuzzling before licking his face with her raspy pink tongue. When Ser Rodrik Cassel approached and knelt before Robb, Arya barely heard what the old castellan was saying over Rickon's giggles. Finally Rickon released her, and Ser Perwyn helped her to her feet, having kept close to her as always.
"Where's Shaggydog?" Arya asked. Rickon's little face turned thunderous, and he glared at Ser Rodrik.
"In the godswood, princess," Ser Rodrik answered. He turned back to Robb. "Much has happened in your absence, Your Grace. When you are refreshed from your journey—"
"Food can be brought to my solar. A bath can wait; duty comes first." He glanced at Arya, who was brushing dust off her tunic. "Arya, come."
Another meeting? Already? Arya bit back the urge to pout and complain, only to find Rickon doing it for her.
"You can't," he said haughtily. "She's my sister, you can't have her. We're going to play with Shaggydog." He turned to Arya, clearly sure that she would say the same.
"I have to go with Robb," Arya said, casting her eyes about for Jeyne Poole and Meri. She spotted Meri first, hovering by Jeyne as they waited for a stableboy to take their horses. Arya beckoned the girls over. "Do you remember Jeyne? She was friends with Sansa." And my friend now too, Arya realized abruptly.
"Where's Sansa?" Rickon's voice was small but angry. "Where's Bran?" He stamped his foot, scowling at Robb. "It's your fault, you lost them and didn't bring them back."
Robb flinched as if he had been struck. Ser Rodrik turned pale, then red as he scolded a mutinous Rickon for speaking to his brother so rudely. As Jeyne and Meri drew near, the rest of the men scattered, giving the Starks a wide berth, careful not to eavesdrop on their king and his siblings.
"You are a Stark of Winterfell," Robb said finally, when Ser Rodrik and Rickon had both fallen silent. "But I am the Stark of Winterfell, King in the North, King of the Trident, and King of Mountain and Vale. You will comport yourself as befits my- my heir."
"Bran is your heir," Rickon grumbled, arms folded over his little chest. Robb breathed deeply as though the words pained him.
"Nevertheless, you are a prince, and shouting in the yard dishonors both yourself and our family," Robb said sternly. Arya bit her lip. He's only five. "Now, while the princess and I meet with Ser Rodrik, you will show Jeyne Poole and her maid around Winterfell. I suggest you start with the dairy."
And so Rickon stalked off, Jeyne and Meri behind him, and Dacey Mormont following after. Go with him, Arya urged Nymeria, and the direwolf licked her hand before trotting off. Grey Wind nudged at Robb's hand, and Robb absentmindedly scratched his ears, staring hollowly at nothing before he caught himself.
"The private solar," Robb said, and turned on his heel, facing north. They crossed the yard and passed under the portcullis of the inner gatehouse. Within all was as she remembered. Before her loomed the Great Keep. On her left stood the Great Hall, bustling with servants preparing for the evening meal; on her right lay the little sept and the square keep that housed the armory. Soldiers crossed the covered bridge linking the armory to the Great Keep; in the inner yard servants were fetching firewood and carrying buckets of water. The largest well was tucked between the Great Keep and the Great Hall, but for some reason no one was using it.
Up the stairs of the Great Keep they climbed, pausing only so that Ser Rodrik could send one servant to the kitchens, a second to Maester Luwin, and a third to the guard hall. The servants trotted away, and they crossed the keep to the northwest tower. The stone steps were the same as they always were, as were the weirwood sconces and their torches that lined the walls, red flames gleaming in place of leaves. They passed Rickon's chambers, then Bran's, then Arya's, then Sansa's, then Jon's. She expected Ser Rodrik to open the door to Robb's chambers, but he passed them, and then Lady Catelyn's, until at last they reached the last set of chambers near the top of the tower.
"These are father's apartments," Arya protested, trying not to pant from exertion. She'd forgotten what it was like to climb so many stairs every day. Robb said nothing as Ser Rodrik opened the doors and as Ser Perwyn and Robb's guards took their places in the hall. A fire blazed in the hearth; the ancient weirwood table and chairs shone as if they had been carved and polished just this morning. Grey Wind sat on his haunches beside the lord's chair, father's chair. But father was dead, and it was Robb who took his place, while Arya chose a chair halfway down the table.
"Ravens have been descending upon Winterfell since news of your imminent return, Your Grace," Ser Rodrik said bluntly, ignoring Arya. She wished Nymeria was with her; the she-wolf excelled at startling people.
"Why can't Rickon have Shaggydog?" Arya blurted. It wasn't right. Nymeria had saved her a dozen times, just like Grey Wind protected Robb.
Ser Rodrik frowned. "Princess, His Grace and I have urgent matters-"
"Answer her, Rodrik." Robb was almost painfully formal, his posture stiff as a corpse. "I should like to know as well; five minutes will make little difference."
The castellan shifted in his seat, tugging at his white whiskers as he thought. "Your Grace recalls how wild Rickon grew before you left Winterfell?"
"He refused to bid me farewell." Robb's voice cracked, as if he were twelve again.
Sweet Rickon, refuse to say goodbye? He'd hugged Arya over and over before they left for King's Landing; Sansa had been appalled at Rickon's muddy hands and forced him to wipe them off on his tunic before he could hug her. Lord Eddard had laughed softly at that, and embraced Rickon, mud and all, before swinging up on his horse, not knowing he would never return.
"He did what?" Arya asked. Robb blinked.
"I never told you?" She shook her head, and her brother sighed. "Before I left... Rickon was frightened, and upset. He cried, and screamed, and punched Old Nan. Then he hid in the crypts with Shaggydog, and when we tried to bring him out, he set Shaggydog on us. Gage can show you the scar on his arm-" Robb swallowed. "And Shaggy tore a chunk from Mikken's thigh. Grey Wind had to wrestle Shaggydog into submission, and then Farlen chained him up in the kennels."
"After you left, Shaggydog savaged Maester Luwin." Ser Rodrik tugged his whiskers again. "He also bit one of the Frey boys sent here to foster. After that, we confined the direwolves to the godswood. The direwolves left Winterfell when your brothers fled, and when Lord Manderly's men brought Prince Rickon back, the direwolf was as wild as ever. When word came of the Red Wedding..."
Ser Rodrik's eyes were wet; he drew a long, shuddering breath. "Rickon cried for his mother for a long time, then he turned angry. He lured the Walders to the godswood, and Shaggydog would have killed them both but for Wylla Manderly. She forced Rickon to call the direwolf off."
"Thank the gods. I will not blame children for their grandfather's sins." Arya stirred at that. She only trusted Ser Perwyn because he had proved his loyalty; these Frey boys could be as honorable as their half-uncle or as weaselly as their grandsire. "Let us pray Lady Wylla proves agreeable to having a half-feral wolf for her betrothed," Robb sighed. "I doubt Lord Manderly will give her any say in the matter."
Their stay at White Harbor had been made uncomfortable by Lord Wyman's blatant attempts to push his granddaughter Wynafryd on his king. To her credit, Lady Wynafryd seemed uninterested in pressing herself on a widower only two moons into mourning, but she could not defy her grandfather, who seated her beside Robb at every opportunity, and found every excuse to try and get them to spend time together between meals.
Robb could ill afford to complain outright, he told Arya, not when Lord Wyman controlled the largest harbor in the North, not to mention a fleet of newly built warships and the most heavy horse north of the Neck. Instead, he graciously thanked Lord Manderly for his loyalty, ignored the hints that widowers should find new wives to soothe their sorrows, and offered him Rickon instead. It was a lesser match, but still a royal one. Someday Prince Rickon and his wife would rule a great keep in Robb's name; their children might wed the heirs of powerful bannermen like the Tullys or Royces to strengthen the bonds between Robb and his vassals.
Lord Manderly wasn't the only one who seemed to want something from Robb. The Glovers wanted a town charter for the village near their keep, and gold to build a western fleet of warships to defend the North. Greatjon Umber had demanded the honor of bringing Roose Bolton to heel; Lord Daryn Hornwood wanted leave to dam the White Knife. Harrion Karstark was wroth over Lord Rickard Karstark's death during the fighting at Moat Cailin, and proposed attacking the Iron Islands to avenge his father. Helman Tallhart had fought bravely in the south, and wanted House Tallhart to be elevated from masters to lords. Even Jon Snow had written things he wanted for the Night's Watch, food for winter and as much obsidian as could be found. Robb had approved both requests, though the second request puzzled both of them.
"What ravens have come?" Robb asked, interrupting her thoughts.
"Maester Luwin has received letters from Lord Royce, Lord Tully, Lord Ryswell, Lord Locke, and both the Flints. More will doubtless arrive in the next few days, I'm afraid. And matters at Winterfell require Your Grace's attention as well. When Maester Luwin arrives he will bring the books of account; a new steward must be appointed, as well as—"
On and on Ser Rodrik droned. Robb listened, his face grim, strain hiding in the lines by his mouth, and a memory swam before her eyes. Little Beth Cassel used to have a doll, a tidy little lady made of cloth and stuffed with wool. Beth had dropped it by the kennels once while following Sansa to look at winter roses in the glass gardens. Arya was busy playing with Bran, and before she thought to rescue the doll, four pups had found it and were tugging it between them, their jaws clenched tight around the doll's arms and legs, pulling and pulling until it ripped, stuffing spilling everywhere.
By the time the meeting finally ended, Arya's head whirled with facts and figures. With Robb's permission she departed, leaving him bent over the account books with the maester and a quill. She descended the stairs alone but for Ser Perwyn. Unsure of where Rickon might be, she eyed the late afternoon sun. There was enough time before she must dress for dinner, if she walked quickly. Mind made up, she stalked out the north door of the Great Keep. The warmth of the glass gardens wrapped around her, the earthy scent of soil and growing things. For a moment she was tempted to find a bench and sit for awhile, but need pressed her onward.
The kennels lay against the north wall, surrounded by a fenced yard where the hounds could stretch their legs. Arya saw the red bitch who belonged to Ser Rodrik, a new litter of puppies nursing at her teats; she saw harriers newly returned from hunting rabbits, and a terrier being trained to chase vermin. She did not see Farlen the kennelmaster. Theon Greyjoy had hacked off his head during his short rule over Winterfell. Palla, the kennelmaster's daughter, was quiet and subdued, and clung to a girl Arya vaguely recognized from the tavern in Wintertown that Robb and Theon liked best.
The smithy that lay beside the kennels did nothing to raise Arya's spirits. Mikken was dead now too, and she gripped Needle's hilt as she watched the master armorer from White Harbor pound a piece of metal against an anvil, talking all the while. Gendry worked the bellows, listening to the broadchested old man as though nothing else mattered. He barely seemed to notice Arya, except for a quick "m'lady" before he went back to his work. The guardhouse was just as bad; most of the guards she knew had died in King's Landing, and the rest when Theon took Winterfell. There was no more Alebelly who shivered at Old Nan's stories and prayed in the godswood every day; no more Poxy Tym with his scars and his smiles; no more Hayhead with the wen on his nose and the knack for naming every plant in the glass gardens.
Arya wanted to cry. She wanted her mother to hug her close and kiss her hair. Instead, she trudged to the sept, hoping her mother's gods might give her some comfort. But the sept was wrong too. The stained glass windows had been smashed, the altars overthrown, the candles scattered over the floor. A few men-at-arms whose tunics bore the blue-green badge of House Manderly were righting the benches; one had found a broom and had begun sweeping the shards of glass into a pile.
Dinner passed in uncomfortable silence. Jeyne and Meri sat at a table below the dais with Beth Cassel, Rickon was refusing to speak to her, and Robb was busy talking with Ser Rodrik. She joined in their conversation only once, to ask what had happened to Septon Chayle. Maester Luwin answered her from Robb's other side, his face as grey as his robes as he informed her that Theon's men had thrown the septon down the well, a sacrifice to the Drowned God the ironborn worshipped.
Her bed was as soft as she remembered, and no one stopped Jeyne and Meri from serving as her bedmaids. As usual they lay on the left side of the featherbed, curled up close as sisters. Arya listened as their breaths slowed and softened, wishing she could sleep so easily. It was past midnight when a noise stirred in the hall outside her chambers, and Arya slipped from her bed, dagger in hand. The door was not barred, only locked. It was the work of a moment to unlock the door and pull it open.
Rickon stood there, draped in a long sleeping shift that had once been Bran's. His eyes were red-rimmed; he scrubbed at them with his little fist and sniffled, his nose puffy. "Beg pardons, princess," the guard who stood outside her door whispered. He was old and wrinkled, his strong shoulders slightly stooped, his whiskers more grey than black. "I didn't mean to disturb you, m'lady, but he won't go back to his bed, and I'm not allowed to leave my post until the changing of the guard."
"I'll take him," Arya whispered. The guard nodded, relieved. He must have been new, for he didn't question her when she led Rickon up the stairs rather than down.
There were more guards posted at the door to the lord's chambers, four of them. Arya drew herself up and thought of Sansa.
"I require an audience with His Grace my brother," she said firmly. The guards looked at each other, confused.
"The king is sleeping, princess," the shortest guard said. Arya glared up at him, Rickon's hand clasped in hers.
"The king is my brother," she repeated, as if the guards were stupid children. "Now are you going to let us pass, or do I need to tell King Robb that his guards saw fit to defy their princess?"
Before the guards could answer, the door creaked open. Robb stood in his dressing gown, his head as bare as his feet. He had dark circles under his eyes, and the long scar on his cheek shone white in the torchlight. He looked even thinner without his layers of tunic and mail.
"Your diligence is appreciated," Robb rasped through dry, cracked lips. Had he drunk anything at dinner? She remembered him sipping slowly at a cup of wine, picking at his food as he sent the best portions to his bannermen. "The prince and princess are to be admitted to my chambers at any time, unless I am hearing a lord privily."
So there, Arya did not say, but she did stick her tongue out at the guards as she closed the door behind her.
The table was still covered with account books, quills, and bottles of ink. Robb's bed was as perfectly made as it had been that afternoon, not a pillow out of place. Arya huffed as she dragged Rickon over to the bed, tucking him in as best she could before climbing in and curling around him, her arms wrapped about his waist. He fell asleep almost immediately, his hands clutching onto her arms where she held him.
When Robb made to sit down at the table, Arya hissed like a cat. Startled, Robb looked at her, his brow furrowed.
"You have to sleep," she whisper-shouted, turning her head so she didn't yell in Rickon's ear. Robb hesitated, eyes flicking to the account books. "Please?" Arya begged, making her eyes big like Sansa would when she wanted another lemon cake. She wasn't sure how long she'd been staring at Robb when he finally moved, blowing out the candles and crawling in beside her. We slept like this when I was little, Arya remembered, when the nights were cold and mother and father were away visiting some lord.
That was before Rickon, when Robb and Bran still shared a room like Sansa and Arya did. Jon Snow wasn't supposed to share the boys' chambers, but most nights he seemed to end up sharing their bed anyway. Robb's bed was the biggest, so the girls would creep up the stairs, whispering and giggling and trying to open the door without making a sound. One of the boys always heard them coming, but jumping on their bed was still fun, even if they weren't surprised, and all five of them would pile together like the puppies in the kennels.
Now there were only three of them, Rickon curled against her belly and Robb curled against her back. He was trembling, and his nose sounded stuffed up. Arya wasn't sure how long she'd lain still, pretending to be asleep, when Robb began to speak.
"I never asked for this," he whispered, his voice thick with unshed tears. "Everything is wrong. I knew I would be Lord of Winterfell someday, but at fourteen... then father was dead, and duty bade me take up a crown I never wanted. I thought I could be a good king, just and brave, I beat Lord Tywin just like I beat his men, I even knew to be wary of the Freys..." He drew a ragged breath. "How could I know they would break guest right? Almost every man of my guard slain, and Walder Frey watched and laughed and mother died to save me. I should have died anyway, with that wound, and Jeyne saved me only to die herself." He laughed bitterly. "I thought coming home would make me feel better, not worse. I was wrong. I see ghosts in every shadow, all those I have loved and lost."
Arya tucked her head beneath Robb's chin, nuzzling against his scruffy beard. "You haven't lost everyone," she said softly. "You have us."
"I do," her brother answered, and wept into her hair.
Notes:
Ouch :( Can’t wait to hear what y’all think. Olyvar I up next.
NOTES
1) The geography of the North is largely based on Scotland, with the barrowlands being the lowlands, the wolfswood being the Caledonian Forest, an old growth forest in northern Scotland, and the portion between Winterfell and the Wall being based on the scottish highlands.
Northron cattle are based on scottish highland cattle. Bless their fuzzy hearts. Meri is LIVING.
2) Winterfell's design is freaking weird and enormous. The tv depiction of Winterfell is completely wrong; the book Winterfell was hard for me to visualize until I found this useful video where Shadiversity, a guy obsessed with castles, built a book-accurate 3d model that took over 100 hours of work. Yes, I ended up watching the entire thing. All 41:18 of it. It was fascinating. The reveal of Winterfell's layout is here.
As per usual, GRRM has no sense of scale. For once, I don't care, because it looks so goddamn badass. Sometimes fantasy means having a fuckoff huge castle because Romance in the Arthurian sense, not the lovey dovey sense. Also, I subscribe to the theory that Winterfell was basically built as a winter refugee camp for the smallfolk of the north, which soooorta justifies the size of living space and storage space for food.Map of Winterfell's layout
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The layout comes from the above video; labels come from me rewatching the video over and over so I could get the details straight. I desperately need visuals or I can't figure out layouts. I decided that the family apartments are in the northwest tower of the Great Keep, giving them views of the godswood and the glass gardens, as well as giving them as much protection as possible. True medieval castles usually had the lord's chambers above the great hall, but I decided that a) the ancient Starks wanted privacy, b) they were paranoid, and c) it's just cool, dammit. The Starks and their servants must have legs and lungs of steel, climbing all those stairs daily.
3) The population of Winterfell is something I think GRRM completely forgot to account for. I've seen fan estimates from a household of 200-300 of just the Starks and their household servants/guards all the way up to 14,000 when winter comes and the Wintertown is packed. When Theon takes Winterfell, Bran observes "There was no place to sit with the benches stacked against the walls, so the castle folk stood in small groups, not daring to speak... People were still being driven into the Great Hall, prodded along with shouts and the butts of the spears." When Theon is searching for the missing Bran and Rickon, he notes "Down in the yard, an uneasy crowd of men, women, and children had been pushed up against the wall."
After looking at various articles on the size of medieval households and castle garrisons, and the limited references in the books, I reached the following estimate:
-150 household servants
-200 guards (in peace time; garrison expands during wartime)
-300 additional smallfolk (families of servants, including children and the elderly)So, Winterfell has a population of around 650 people at the bare minimum. Even at that low estimate, it makes no goddamn sense that Theon held the keep for over a month with thirty men, but we're stuck with it. Sigh.
Chapter 106: Olyvar I
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Olyvar Sand awoke to the screaming of seagulls.
He yawned, the movement making the crick in his neck throb angrily. His back was stiff; his legs tingled painfully as they lost their numbness. With a groan Olyvar rose from his chair, another yawn escaping him as he staggered to the window and threw back the shutters. Despite his fatigue, the view made his breath catch in his throat. The sun rose over the Sea of Dorne, its deep blue waters almost purple beneath the blushing sky.
His longing for his sisters was a dull ache in his belly. Nym was surely still asleep in the lavish chambers she shared with Ellaria. Hospitality at the Tor was much better than that at Yronwood. The same sun was rising over Sunspear, where most of his sisters remained. Doree and Loree would be pestering their nursemaids to let them run into the gardens and play before they broke their fast; Elia and Obella favored their mother, and slept as late as they could. Tyene would be finishing with the early morning prayers; Obara with her morning ride. Meria might or might not be awake, depending on whether Tyene or Obara had persuaded her to join them. In Oldtown the world was still dark at this hour, and for a moment he imagined Sarella, her thick wiry hair cropped short, poring over a dull tome by candlelight.
A soft murmur drew Olyvar's attentions to the bed, where his newest sister lay curled beneath the covers, Buttons, her ginger cat, laying across her feet. It was easier to think of Sansa Stark as a sister rather than a wife. In sleep her face lost its careful composure; she was so young, younger than Elia. Olyvar knew how to be an older brother, how to soothe skinned elbows by kissing them loudly, how to tease a laugh out of a toddler determined to throw a tantrum. He did not know how to be husband to a maid of thirteen who had seen more cruelty than men thrice her age.
As they rode south, he had begun drawing her into careful conversation. They began with her family. Robb was the eldest at sixteen, strong and stout and tall, better with lance than sword. Sansa's awe of her kingly brother seemed justified, given the direct and overtly threatening missive he'd sent to every keep along the route to Sunspear. Sansa was only a few inches shy of six feet; her brother must tower over her. Olyvar imagined a youth built like the Hound, hulking and stern and wise beyond his years. Once he and Jon Snow, their bastard brother, had been the best of friends, constant companions in boyish mischief, but now Jon Snow was Lord Commander of the Night’s Watch, bound to the Wall for the rest of his days.
She grew sad whenever she spoke of her younger siblings, Arya, Bran, and Rickon, her words coming in hesitant fits and starts. Arya was fierce and brave, as close to her direwolf, Nymeria, as Sansa wished she could still be with hers. Nym would not find it amusing that she shared a name with a direwolf bitch; he'd have to tell her the next time she irritated him. Bran was a sweet and friendly child, the only sibling who shared her passion for tales of chivalry and great deeds. He was also crippled, his legs shattered beyond repair, and had been missing for over a year. Rickon, the baby of the family, had left at the same time, but he had returned safely to Winterfell after taking refuge with Lord Manderly in White Harbor.
Sansa had been the second born, and the first girl. With utmost patience he persuaded her to tell him of her childhood, of what made her happy. To his amusement, she seemed to sincerely love nearly every talent expected of polished young ladies. She had memorized all the most famous poems of Westeros, and shyly admitted that she sometimes wrote her own. Sansa was skilled with the needle, as he saw firsthand when she began embroidering trim for a gown beside the fire at night. Delicate red leaves, weirwood leaves, branched over the cloth, swirling as though in an autumn wind. When it grew too dark to sew, Sansa might sing, her voice high and sweet. When lords hosted them for the night, she gladly joined the dancing, watching carefully to learn the steps practiced only in Dorne.
Sansa had never left the North until she was betrothed to Joffrey Baratheon at the tender age of eleven. She had dreamed of wonders in King's Landing, of tournaments and masked balls and mummer shows. Instead...
A whimper broke the stillness of dawn; on the bed Sansa huddled under the sheets like a knight behind a shield. Idiot, Olyvar reproached himself. This was his fault, for sticking his nose where it did not belong.
Over the past few weeks Sansa had slowly managed to tell him what had happened betwixt her arrival in King's Landing and her escape in the form of a red direwolf. Yesterday morning, intending to make Sansa feel at ease, he had brought up the topic of travel. Olyvar spoke of the sights he had seen in the Reach, describing how the Citadel's domes shone in the morning sun, how the Hightower's beacon lit up the night sky, how the Starry Sept's windows of stained glass danced with all their colors, how Highgarden's briar labyrinth perplexed even the most confident of men. In return Sansa told him of summer snows falling upon Winterfell and waves crashing against the shores of White Harbor, and of the long journey down the Kingsroad.
"Were you able to see the God's Eye?" Olyvar asked. "I've heard the waters are beautiful beyond compare."
"Not— not on the journey south, my lord. I had rather not speak of it." Sansa's cheeks were pale, hands gripping tight to her reins.
"Oh?" He tilted his head, thinking. He supposed Catelyn Tully had taken her children to the Riverlands when they were small, to see their grandfather; the memory of happier days must be distressing. "As you wish, princess, but I have often found it better to speak of such matters rather than avoid them."
For a long while there were no sounds but the clopping of hooves. Toward the front of the column Ellaria and Ser Ryon Allyrion began leading the others in a song, voices mingling in harmony.
"I was at Harrenhal for the heart tree," she said, staring into the distance. I, not we? Surely Lady Catelyn had not let her children wander off alone. "I was weak, afterwards, and needed to wash myself clean."
Cold tendrils wrapped around his heart. Weak after what? Why did she need to wash?
"I was bathing in the God's Eye when a Bolton crossbowman saw me." Sansa swallowed, her chest rising and falling as her breaths came more quickly, and Olyvar realized his mistake too late. "I was bare, and he- he- he was going to-" she shuddered, tears dripping down her cheeks. "I hadn't even flowered yet, but he—" she choked back a sob and fell silent. Olyvar waited as she drew a long, deep breath, her eyes fixed on her horse's mane. "Ser Jaime sent him away, and brought me back to King's Landing in chains."
Guilt and rage sped through Olyvar's veins like wildfire. She was at Harrenhal for mother was his first thought. Lannister could have let her go was his second. A lost princess rising nude from the God's Eye was the stuff of songs, no one would have believed the mad ravings of a lowly crossbowman if Jaime Lannister acted as if naught was amiss, and let Brienne of Tarth spirit Sansa away. He swore a knight's oaths, Olyvar thought, incandescent with rage, he swore to defend the young and innocent, he swore to protect all women, and he took a naked, helpless girl, chained her up, and gifted her to his vicious father and his cruel sister without a second thought.
When they reached the Tor around midday, Olyvar sent a squire running for his practice spear, his body still humming with fury. For once he would have liked to spar the Manwoodys, both doughty opponents, but they had departed at Yronwood, taking the road west to Kingsgrave to prepare for Mors Manwoody's wedding to Desmera Redwyne. Instead he sparred with a concerned Ser Deziel Dalt, then with an apathetic Ser Daemon Sand, and still he could not calm down. Finally Nym stopped throwing knives at a target long enough to toss a bucket of water over him, and told him to go find Ellaria before he hurt himself. Hair sopping, tunic sticking to his chest, he complied.
The Jordaynes' septon was quick to point Olyvar in the right direction, his pointed nose wrinkled with dismay at the stink of sweat. A short ride later, he found his foster mother at the nearby septry, looking over the holy brothers' wares while her guards waited outside. There were clay jars of poultice to prevent sunburn, and jars of lotion to treat it. There were combs of honey and casks of mead, and soft goat's cheese from the brothers' herds.
"Our almshouse is nearly full, my lady," a holy brother was telling Ellaria. The Smith's hammer dangled on a leather thong about his thick neck. "One of the fishing villages had an outbreak of pox. They had the sense to send the children away at the first sign of contagion, but for every child reclaimed after the pox had run its course, three were left orphaned."
"A pity," Ellaria said, clucking her tongue as she drew out her coin purse. "May the Mother bless the children, and may the Smith help you find them good apprenticeships." She pressed five silver stags into the brother's palm, ignoring Olyvar entirely until they were both mounted and headed back towards the Tor.
"What is it, my son?" She asked, dark eyes concerned.
Briefly, he explained the circumstances of Sansa's capture. He avoided any reference to why she had been at Harrenhal; Princess Elia's dream was a secret betwixt himself, his mother, his sister Meria, and now Sansa. Nor had Olyvar confessed that Sansa had discovered his secret within three days of their wedding. Ellaria listened thoughtfully, and sighed when he was finished.
"You cannot change the past, nor the actions of others," she said gently. "The princess has seen a lifetime of horrors in the past few years. Some we know of, many we do not. Speak her gently, treat her kindly, that is all you can do."
I could also punch Jaime Lannister in the face if I ever see him again, Olyvar thought mutinously as Sansa cried out in her sleep. Near midnight she'd woken herself screaming, and having no notion of what else to do, her bedmaid had fetched Olyvar. He poured her a cup of water, sung her a Rhoynish song only slightly offkey, and then planted himself in a chair to watch over her once she drifted back to sleep.
He wished he could send her back to Winterfell. Surely her brothers and sister would be better comfort than Dornish strangers. Olyvar had raised the notion to Nym halfway down the Boneway, only to receive a tongue lashing for his troubles.
"How would that work, pray tell?" Nym demanded. "I suppose the High Septon would be delighted to provide an annulment for lack of consummation after the king himself gave the bride away."
"We could say she escaped."
"The bitch queen would love that." Nym laughed without humor. "Such a gentle, understanding woman. She would never blame us for such an escape, or send an assassin after the girl, or demand that the Tyrells march on Dorne to avenge such treachery. Even if Ser Kevan restrained her, the girl would never be able to marry again, not until you died. Although," she mused. "I suppose if she escaped north, Robb Stark might have you murdered so that he could marry her off to one of his bannermen."
"Robb Stark has a reputation for honor," Olyvar objected. Nym snorted.
"Yes, no honorable man would ever countenance having a man murdered for raping his sister. If you thought some northman had forced our Elia to wed against her will, and carried her away past the Neck, I'm sure you wouldn't even consider hiring a man to kill the brute and bring our sister home."
On that happy thought Nym galloped away, leaving Olyvar gasping in the clouds of dust she left behind. He tried not to think of her words, but Robb Stark's letter had brought them rushing back at Yronwood. Were the northern envoys on their way to Sunspear merely cover for a catspaw to slip in and kill him? Stark sounded angry enough to do such a thing, and he was clever enough to have outwitted Tywin Lannister in battle. Not clever enough to rescue his sister from the Red Keep, a scornful voice murmured. I saved her from the Mountain and from being poisoned or wed to a raping brute.
No, Olyvar told himself firmly as Sansa stretched her arms above her head, her eyes fluttering open. He deserved no praise for that. Knights were sworn to protect women; he had merely done as he should. The fact that no other knight in that cesspit of a city had stood for Sansa was a blemish upon their honor.
"I'll send for your maid, princess," he murmured when her gaze fell upon him. Her mouth opened in surprise, and he saw her cheeks were stained by tears. I swear by the Father's scales, he thought grimly as he strode from the room, if I ever see Jaime Lannister again, I will punch him in the face.
A morning spar with Perros Blackmont somewhat improved his temper. The squire was vastly relieved to face an opponent who was not Lady Brienne of Tarth, who was currently riding at quintain. Half the yard watched, some more skeptically than others. Dornish women might fight, but very few went about in plate armor. Then again, few women, Dornish or otherwise, were six and a half feet tall. It pleased Olyvar to see that his wife’s sworn sword was as good a rider as any knight, and better with the lance than most. All in all, he found himself quite content by the time he and Perros proceeded to the bathhouse, the squire babbling amiably about books.
"May I ask the princess about northern legends?" Perros asked, pouring a bucket of seawater over his head, his eyes clenched shut to keep out the salt. Bathhouses on the Dornish coast rarely used precious freshwater, which was always needed for crops, livestock, and people.
"I suppose," Olyvar granted, scrubbing the grit off the back of his neck. He couldn't see any harm in it; perhaps a distraction would lift her spirits.
By the end of the midday meal, Olyvar was struggling not to bury his face in his hands. Sansa had not objected to Perros questioning her about northern legends, but as she retold the stories she had heard at the knee of a nurse named Old Nan, the entire table began to fall silent.
"It has been a long time," Sansa said as she finished her current tale, self-conscious at the nobles' staring. "I fear I do not do the stories justice."
"You told the stories very well, princess," Jynessa Blackmont said, shifting in her seat. "Are all northern legends so, ah...?"
"Bloody?" A young Allyrion squire piped up eagerly. Olyvar groaned under his breath. Why must boys of twelve be such savages?
First there had been the tale of the Rat Cook, a man of the Night's Watch who had chopped up an Andal king's son and fed him to his father, only for the old gods to turn the cook into a monstrous rat who lived forever and could eat only his own young. Then there had been the tale of Hardhome, a wildling town north of the Wall that had been prosperous until it was destroyed in a raging inferno, the land cursed, haunted forever by burning ghosts that drank the blood of unwary travelers. Finally she had told the tale of the thing that came in the night, a demon who prowled the Nightfort, a thing so monstrous that beholding it drove apprentice boys first to madness then to death.
"No?" Sansa replied, shifting in her seat. "Old Nan told us about Symeon Star-Eyes, and Florian the Fool, and all the knights of the Kingsguard, but I thought you would already know those stories."
"What about brave Danny Flint?" Perros piped up. Thankfully, Olyvar sat next to him, close enough to slap the squire upside the back of the head before Sansa looked over.
"We know that one," Olyvar growled, giving Perros his most murderous glare. Asking her for a tale of rape, really? He cast about for a distraction. "Was the thing that came in the night an Other?"
Sansa wrapped her arms about herself, shivering despite the warmth of the hall.
"No. The thing that came in the night was the only one of its kind, and terrible to look upon. The Others...”
Sansa hesitated. The Allyrion squire hung on her every word, as did Perros, and others were turning to listen. “There were hundreds of them, perhaps thousands. Comely they were, tall and slim, with skin as cold and white as snow and eyes that burned like stars. But their hearts were frozen, and when they saw men with hot blood in their veins, oh, how they hated!"
The entire hall was quiet, as if entranced. Jynessa Blackmont's spoon trembled halfway to her mouth, soup dripping onto the linen tablecloth. Perros looked equally intrigued and dismayed. Myria Jordayne's eyes were fixed on Sansa, unblinking.
"For ninety-nine days and ninety-nine nights snowstorms buried the world in ice and snow, and the hundredth day came without a dawn. The Others swept over the land, slaying heroes and armies by the score. They raised hosts of the slain as thralls to their will, and feasted them upon the flesh of children. Those too old or too young to fight froze to death; cottages became crypts, their hearth fires gone dark as the sunless sky. Mothers and maidens were all that remained, fleeing south in hopes of finding the sun, and the Others followed, hunting them through forest and field. The mothers and babes they fed to their thralls; the maidens they took by force, siring foul children neither human nor Other."
"I don't like that story," the Allyrion squire muttered. The spell broke. Someone laughed nervously; the murmur of voices slowly began to once more fill the hall, faces turning away from Sansa. All except that of Myria Jordayne.
"We have a book that mentions the Others," Lady Myria said, ignoring Perros's squeak of delight. “The original was a set of tablets graven with the runes of the First Men. A Fowler lady brought them with her centuries past, a gift for her Jordayne betrothed, who loved ancient texts. Together they began translating the runes, and their son took up the work after they passed. I don't think anyone has touched the book since it was finished. Well, except for the maesters who keep charge of the library. And my grandfather, perhaps, he was always boasting about how we had texts even the Citadel lacks. That's the only reason I've heard of it. I could have a copy made for you, if you like."
An afternoon in the Tor's library proved inevitable after that. While the maester hunted for Myria's elusive book so that Sansa might see the original, Perros wandered up and down the aisles, mouth agape, eyes alight. He even had the temerity to slap Olyvar's hand away from the shelves.
"Don't touch the books," he scolded, as indignant as if Olyvar had dropped a suckling babe from the top of a tower, not merely reached out to touch a book's spine. "Our hands have oils that damage the bindings. Uh, ser."
Both annoyed and chastened, Olyvar sat down on a bench beside Sansa. She was reading a book of poems, her face rapt. The lady who spoke of the Others was gone; in her place was a girl, besotted with pretty verses about chivalry and maidens fair.
"Obella likes that one," he said, pointing to a verse about Ser Davos Dayne, the dashing knight Nymeria had chosen as her third husband.
"She's the second of Ellaria's daughters?" Sansa asked tentatively. Olyvar grinned.
"Yes, she turned twelve at the end of fifth moon." Olyvar sighed. "She was so upset when she learned Prince Oberyn and Ellaria would miss her nameday. Hopefully the gifts we brought back will soothe her temper."
"I haven't celebrated my nameday since Winterfell." Sansa's voice was wistful. "The cook baked an enormous lemoncake, mother gave me pearls, and father gave me a high harp. Lady Catelyn taught me how to play, and Lord Eddard was going to find me a master in King's Landing..." She shook herself, smiled stiffly, and returned to her book.
Olyvar's thoughts were not so easily pushed aside. She should have had lessons on the high harp, not lessons on betrayal. Lord Eddard will take the black, the queen had promised, and then Ser Ilyn Payne struck Eddard Stark's head off with his own blade while Sansa screamed not ten yards away. Gods be good, Joffrey had commanded the Kingsguard to beat her bloody! A mere girl, his own betrothed! As if that were not enough, he had made her look at her father's head on a spike. And even after all that, he could not tell if she had flung Joffrey to his death on purpose or by mischance. It was not to be born. Olyvar might not be her family, but he was her husband, and he had sworn to soothe her hurts.
"When is your nameday, princess?"
"The fifth day of twelfth moon, ser," Sansa murmured, engrossed in her book.
Olyvar leaned back against the wall, considering. Today was the fifteenth day of eleventh moon; by Sansa's nameday they should have reached Lemonwood. He rose from the bench.
“I think I’ll see if I can find Ser Deziel. I’ll see you at dinner, princess.”
As per usual, Ser Deziel was easy to find. No matter the keep, all one had to do was ask the gardeners if they had seen a dark-skinned lordling cooing over their rarest plants. Today Ser Deziel was in the orchards, staring at a pomegranate tree that looked much like any other pomegranate tree. Fortunately, Olyvar only had to tolerate a few minutes of rhapsodizing about the balance between sweet and tart and the ratio of fruit to seed before he managed to divert the conversation to the reason for which he’d sought out Dezi.
“An excellent notion,” Deziel agreed. “I only wish the Yronwoods would be there to see what can be achieved when a host concerns himself with taste over expense. Serving sour strongwine with boar, I ask you. A white wine would have been much better.”
By the time they departed the Tor preparations with Deziel were well in hand. A raven went ahead of them to the castellan at Lemonwood, Deziel’s younger brother Andrey, and Sansa seemed almost normal again.
At least, until a few days south of Godsgrace, when Olyvar made the mistake of asking where Sansa had gone after escaping King’s Landing. He had expected to hear that she had been smuggled out of the city by some faithful Stark retainer, not Bel and her whores.
“How did you even meet them?” He asked, bewildered.
“Oh, Baelish gave them Jeyne and Meri. The cats helped Arya find them.”
“Baelish did what?” He’d vaguely heard that the master of coin owned brothels, but forcing a lady’s companions, young girls at that, into such a profession? How deep could the depravity of King’s Landing sink?
“The queen told Baelish to take care of Jeyne and Meri. He questioned them and then sent them to the brothel for training.” Catching the look of horror on his face, Sansa smiled in a way that tried and failed to be reassuring, as if this conversation was not one nightmare after another. “They didn’t actually train them. Bel had them scrubbing pots and so on.”
“So they are both still maidens?” Olyvar asked, somewhat relieved. Sansa frowned.
“Well, not Meri, but that’s because her village was attacked by the Mountain. That was why I took her into my service.”
Olyvar suddenly felt the urge to dig Gregor Clegane’s massive skull out of the baggage and piss on it. “And the cats?”
Sansa tilted her head, as if he had missed something obvious.
“Their noses are as good as any hound’s. Bel was going to help Arya escape too, but a man of the Night’s Watch got her out first. It was lucky the cats led me to her brothel, I injured my paw jumping from the walls.”
In retrospect, the fact that his wife could turn into a direwolf, a wonder he had not yet seen, was rather less shocking than the rest of the tale. At fourteen, Elia Sand never went for a ride without at least two guards to keep her safe, not even when she rode along the tranquil beach that lay below the Water Gardens. At twelve, Sansa Stark had fled King's Landing with no company but two girls just as young. As far as he could tell from her confused recollection, they had hidden in a cave in the crownlands for a month before her little sister and a blacksmith's apprentice joined them.
“But Arya had Needle, and Gendry had a sword too, so that was much better, especially once we sent Nymeria and the wolfpack away.”
That night Olyvar lit candles to each of the Seven, thanking them for keeping lost children safe. He lit more candles and made offerings the next night, after Sansa told him that not only had their band been captured by outlaws, but they had chosen to live among them for half a year rather than seek refuge at Riverrun. Olyvar bit his cheek bloody forcing himself to keep silent, but finally he could bear it no longer.
"What were you thinking?" He demanded, heart pounding in his chest. "Anything could have happened! What if the outlaws turned on you?"
"Some of them were my father's men," Sansa replied, cheeks flushed. "And we had Nymeria, and two wolf packs, and Anguy was teaching everyone archery—“
"What if you or your sister had fallen ill, with no maester near?" He challenged, before remembering a more salient point. "Wait, is that how Jaime Lannister captured you? Because you were out in the wild rather than safe at Riverrun?"
Sansa stared at him as if he had struck her. "I was captured because I went to Harrenhal," she reminded him, cold as ice.
They rode in silence after that.
Things had not improved by the time they reached Lemonwood. Sansa was as polite as ever, but she did not seek him out, or engage in conversation beyond the barest of courtesies.
“What on earth did you do?” Deziel asked, lounging in the chair of his solar. It was the day before her nameday, and Sansa was below in the orchards, strolling with Ellaria.
“I said something… less than tactful.”
“Did you put your foot in your mouth, or your whole leg?”
Olyvar winced. “Up to the thigh, I think.”
Deziel whistled sympathetically. “Ah, well. I dare say the princess will be in a better mood tomorrow, never you fear.”
Deziel’s words proved prophetic. Sansa awoke to a room garlanded with sweet smelling blossoms, the work of Olyvar and all the maids he could persuade to assist him in his efforts to transform her chambers into a maiden’s bower from the songs.
“What- how-” she gasped, eyes wide.
“For your nameday,” Olyvar said, beckoning the maid over with the breakfast tray. Sansa gaped. Beside the warm bread, smooth butter, and sharp cheese rested a glass full of juice, freshly squeezed from blood oranges. She took a sip, giggled, and Olyvar happily took his leave.
The midday meal of prawns basted in spices and lime juice was received with equal delight, as was the lemon posset served afterwards. While she drank the posset Olyvar presented Sansa with his nameday gift, a perfume that smelt of lemons and sunshine, with a tartness underneath that reminded him of her wolfsblood. Unfortunately he stumbled through his explanation rather badly, at one point telling a bemused Sansa that the fragrance was as sharp as she was, a most undeserved remark given her gentle manners even when angry.
The feast that night was everything Deziel had promised. There were pipers, fiddlers, a harpist, and a band of mummers who performed Florian and Jonquil to riotous applause. While they dined on rosada grilled with lemons a singer named Frynne the Fair sang every northern song she knew, and several of her own written about Sansa’s trial and Olyvar’s fight with the Mountain. Sansa alternated between tears of joy and giggling sweetly to herself as she slipped her cat bits of chicken under the table.
Even the unexpected arrival of Lord Daeron Vaith and Lord Gargalen’s two sons could not shake Sansa’s good humor, though Olyvar suspected the three glasses of sweet lemon wine she had consumed certainly helped. She peppered them with smiles and questions about the great deeds of their houses, and by the end of the meal Olyvar found to his amazement that all three men, proud Dornishmen who presumed anyone born north of the Red Mountains was a witless barbarian, were smiling at Sansa.
“Usually I’d say even a bastard deserves better than a northern bride,” Lord Vaith confided when Sansa had departed after effusively thanking everyone in the keep from Ser Deziel down to the spit boys in the kitchens. “Still… you could hardly ask for a sweeter, more comely lady.”
“Princess, my lord,” Olyvar corrected. Lord Vaith smiled sharply.
“Yes, of course. Strange that Sunspear decided to embrace the Iron Throne. I’d have thought Prince Oberyn would rather kill Lannisters than counsel them.” He swirled the wine in his cup and drank it down. “Between the Young Wolf’s three kingdoms and Dorne, why, it would be like catching rats in a trap. Though I suppose we’d have to find someone to put on the Iron Throne. If we declare ourselves independent the damn Reachermen and marcher lords will be on us like fleas on a horse.”
Olyvar twitched. Prince Oberyn had wanted to crown him as a babe, before mother threatened to harm herself if he dared send a single raven. Prince Doran had supported his sister’s wishes, and that had been the end of it. Dorne was too small to fight six kingdoms alone, and even then, who knew if all of Dorne would back such an audacious scheme. Olyvar thanked the gods every morning that he was not raised as Aegon Targaryen, the Sixth of His Name.
Although, Aegon Targaryen would be a worthier match for Princess Sansa than Olyvar Sand…. grimacing, Olyvar pushed the thought aside. He didn’t need to worry about crowns or thrones. He needed to worry about making Sansa happy, whether or not the northern envoys on their way to Sunspear intended to try to make her a widow.
Notes:
God I love writing this awkward duckling. Can't wait to see what y'all think!
NOTES
1) I write extensive notes/outlines for each chapter. I thought some of you would find this note amusing:
Olyvar: so I have a new baby sister, only this one is Haunted
Olyvar: okay
Olyvar: okay
Olyvar: coolcoolcool I can handle this, it's gonna be fine, it's gonna be fine—2) Olyvar’s mental image of Robb is hilarious and inaccurate. Which is understandable, given he doesn't realize than Robb looked tall to Sansa when she saw him 2 years ago before she got her growth spurt. Robb will be 5’10 when he's done growing. Olyvar is currently 6’1, and not done growing.
3) Basically every septry and motherhouse should be running a hospital for the sick, elderly, and orphans. I've decided to call them almshouses, which was one medieval term for such places.
4) Currency is a bitch. In Westeros, the most common coins are golden dragons, silver stags, and copper pennies. There are also copper stars, copper groats, copper halfgrouts, and copper halfpennies. According to one fan website, here's the value of currency:
1 golden dragon = $79,800
1 silver stag= $380
1 copper star= $54
1 copper groat= $27
1 copper penny= $7One golden dragon= 210 silver stags= 1,470 copper stars= 2,940 copper groats= 11,760 copper pennies
5) Time for a Research Rabbit Hole :D Let's talk citrus!
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The ancestors of our citrus fruits originated in the Himalayas before spreading to Southeast Asia. Modern citrus trees derive from several natural species found in a region that includes the eastern area of Assam, northern Myanmar, and western Yunnan.
Oranges are first mentioned in Chinese literature in 314 BCE, and Arab traders brought them to Europe where they were grown in Moorish Spain beginning in the 900s. Lemons appear to have been cultivated in India first, with Arab traders bringing them to the Mediterranean around 200 CE; they became widely popular in Moorish Spain by around 1150. Limes were first grown in Indonesia and Malaysia, and were brought to Europe by Arab traders by the mid 1200s.
So, if you're enjoying lemonade, key lime pie, or an orange smoothie, say thank you to the people of ancient China, Malaysia, Indonesia, and India who spent hundreds of years crossbreeding and domesticating citrus trees, and pour one out for the Arab traders who brought these delicious fruits westward.
6) Rosada is a type of white fish found in Andalusia (southern Spain). Apparently it tastes similar to cod.
Chapter 107: Bran I
Chapter Text
Bran awoke in darkness.
The rocky chamber yawned around him, a great black mouth with sharp stone teeth hanging from its roof and rising from its floor. The little fire had dwindled to embers, and Bran watched as they faded, their light swallowed up by the greedy cave. At last only one coal remained, burning red, a lidless eye that pierced the dark and raised shivers up his spine.
"This place was not meant for us," Meera had told him, shivering as she built up the fire.
The caverns under the hill were warm, free of the snow and ice and howling wind that tormented the world above. But sometimes the chill crept in all the same, and they must have fires to keep the cold at bay. Jojen was always wrapped in furs, his face wan, his limbs frail. Even the merest whisper of wind seemed to pierce him like a knife. Now he slept uneasily in a snug alcove, Summer panting beside him.
"You're my bannermen," Bran said. He was a prince; he could not say they were his friends, no matter how much he wanted to. "Your place is at my hearth."
Meera smiled sadly. "Aye, my prince, but this hall is not your keep. It is theirs."
The memory trickled over Bran like icewater through his veins. How long ago that had been, Bran could not say. The caverns were boundless, noiseless, timeless. No cock crowed at the break of day; no beam of sunlight dared enter to wake the dreamers with its touch.
Once the children of the forest had danced beneath the summer sun, in ancient days when the world was young. Their clans roamed the forests, the streams, and the deep places of the earth, their voices raised in songs of power.
Now there were less than a hundred singers, their domain the passages and grottoes hidden beneath the hill. Their great golden cat's eyes no longer feasted upon flowers and trees, or drank the clear waters of a thousand rivers in all their shades of blue. All they looked upon were dark stones and pale bones, their home and lichyard one and the same.
Yet it was a refuge still, safe from the Others and their dead men. The children had found them starving in the woods; now they had mushrooms and blind white fish from the underground river that ran through the caverns before falling over a bottomless abyss. There was cheese and milk from the goats who lived with the singers, and thick blood stew filled with onions and chunks of tender meat. Dancer grazed with the goats in a hidden pasture beside the hill, the only one of their horses to survive crossing the Wall.
"The greenseer is ready for you," a voice murmured from the darkness.
There was the scent of sweet dried grass, the sound of rocks striking, then the light of a flame. A rushlight glowed faintly in the gloom, clasped tightly in Leaf's hand. She had sharp black claws in place of nails; her small hand had only three fingers and a thumb. Her hair was mossy brown tinged with green, like the patches of lichen that dappled the walls; her skin was nut-brown, speckled like a fawn's with paler spots.
Four singers carried Bran through the dark passages, following after the wispy flame of the rushlight. Bran could not talk to them; Leaf alone among her brethren spoke the Common Tongue. It was Leaf who had walked the realms of men for two hundred years, it was Leaf who had waited for Bran among the trees and led them to the cavern, and it was Leaf who had brought them before the three-eyed crow, just as it was she who led him to his teacher now.
In dreams the crow had three eyes, dark as onyx; in life he had only one, blood-red and unblinking. The crow wore glossy feathers; the greenseer wore faded, rotten clothes that stank of decay. But both can fly , Bran reminded himself as the singers lowered him into his weirwood throne, draping warm furs over his useless legs. The abyss loomed beside them like a question that would never be answered, a nightmare never remembered.
Bran wished he could not remember the sight of his teacher. Lord Brynden was his name, or so he had told Meera. Who knew how long the lord had reigned from his throne of twisted roots, but it was long enough to turn his flesh to withered leather, his skin to tatters of parchment that dangled from his bones. His skull shone yellow beneath the last thin strands of long pale hair; a weirwood root twisted through his empty eye socket. Mushrooms sprouted from his cheek and his chest, their plump caps and slender stalks so white that Bran could pretend they were carved from pearls.
"Attend," Lord Brynden said, his voice a raspy echo. "You have eaten the paste of the weirwood seeds. You have slipped into the roots, and beheld Winterfell from within the heart tree. This is well and good. Your gift awakens, and grows stronger. But you must not bind yourself to a single tree, nor linger in a past you cannot change. You must reach further, to weirwoods you have never seen, places you have never known."
"But," said Bran, "my father won't be there."
Lord Brynden's sigh rattled in his throat, the sound of some ghastly dying thing. "Set your father aside, boy. Winter approaches, and you must learn. Nothing else matters."
"Summer matters," Bran protested. And so do Meera and Jojen, he remembered guiltily. Without them, he would never have reached the cave. Jojen had led the way, following his greendreams, and Meera had hunted and fished and kept their spirits up.
"No," the corpse lord said. "The direwolf was your first step into the world of the unseen. He has served his purpose, as have the others. It is you, Bran, that must go where they cannot. Now, close your eyes and slip your skin. Follow the roots where you will, so long as you do not return to Winterfell." The red eye glinted. "I shall know if you do."
Bran closed his eyes. Slipping his skin was as easy as falling, and the roots caught him, cradling him like a mother with her babe. He said I could not go to Winterfell , he thought. And as Bran reached, he thought of his mother.
After so long in the dark the sunlight blinded him. When the stars left his eyes he looked down upon a bright and airy garden, filled with redwoods and elms and burbling streams. Birds chirped in the trees; flowers bloomed around fountains graven with leaping fish. Lady Catelyn lay upon the grass, looking up at the weirwood. Bran had never seen her look so sad.
"Mother?" Bran whispered. Fallen leaves danced through the air, and then she was gone.
Rain dripped down his bark and his roots drank deep. He felt much smaller, and it was hard to see, as if his sapling lacked a face. A girl was praying on her knees, her voice low so the tall woman clad in chainmail who knelt beside her could not hear.
"Come on, you old gods. Robb needs you, please. Help Jey- help our queen get better, and I'll have Nymeria bring you a whole deer."
"What queen?" Bran asked, confused. Arya looked up, head tilted, lips parted, but an answer never came.
Frustrated, Bran filled his mind with thoughts of silver crowns and silken gowns and merlons painted gold. If Arya would not tell him, he'd make the weirwoods show him. Suddenly he felt sap dripping from branches trimmed short. It hurt, but it was a good hurt, like when he'd lost a baby tooth the night they entered the cave. Now his other sister knelt before him, wet hair flowing down her back like a deep red river. Sansa was a princess, not a queen, were the weirwoods even listening?
Again , he told himself, just once more. He tried to remember Robb, the way his voice rang stern and lordly, the way he towered over Bran and grew stronger every day. Show me a tall king, with blue eyes and broad shoulders and a will of iron.
He was warm, too warm. Bundles of kindling covered his roots; the scent of oil hung heavy in the air. Torches were everywhere, their heat drying his leaves and turning them crisp. Around him stood charred skeletons of trees, their branches crumbled away to ash, their trunks bare and desolate.
"See how the dark gods resist R'hllor's cleansing fire!" The woman was beautiful, a priestess garbed in scarlet silks. She raised her hands and the wind rose, carrying the fragrance of anise and other spices he could not name. "R'hllor, come to us in our darkness," she called. "Lord of Light, we offer you these false gods, these nameless demons of rock and tree and stream. Take them and cast your light upon us, for the night is dark and full of terrors."
A tall king stood beside her, blue eyes burning in a gaunt face. His head was bare but for a fringe of dark hair and a crown of red-gold with points in the shape of flames. In his hand he held a torch, and as the red woman spoke its flames roared higher, twisting into the shape of a golden stag. No , Bran thought as the king lowered the torch, the oil drenched kindling catching the light. No, don't—
The oil caught fire, and Bran screamed, and the weirwood burned.
Notes:
Haha, what the fuck. I was able to write this entire chapter today because it’s mostly vibes, and those vibes are Bad. Can’t wait to see what y’all think!
Dany II up next, god help me. It may be a little bit of a wait 😬
NOTES
1) I didn't research real life caverns, instead sticking with canon details for this horrifically creepy cave. I did look up whether mushrooms can grow from corpses, as Bloodraven's cheek mushrooms are a canon detail. Apparently mushrooms growing from a corpse is incredibly unlikely/implausible, but fuck it, that's scary as fuck, it can stay.
The specific mushroom I described is the destroying angel, an extremely poisonous mushroom found in Europe. Also, when I was checking whether pearls can be carved, I found this Japanese artist who carves SKULLS, among other things, out of pearls. I am both amazed and terrified. Guillermo del Toro would love this man.
2) Bran's visions took him to:
•The heart tree at Riverrun: Chapter 55, Catelyn V
•The sapling at White Willow: Chapter 92, Arya V
•The heart tree at the Red Keep: Chapter 95, Sansa VIII
•The heart tree at Storm's End: Stannis burned the godswood at Storm's End after Melisandre killed Cortnay Penrose. This doesn't happen onscreen; Davos remembers it later. The fan timeline has this occurring in August 299 AC.
Chapter 108: Daenerys II
Chapter Text
The Great Pyramid of Meereen boasted three-and-thirty levels, row after row of bricks baking in the midday sun. The highest level, where once a towering bronze harpy loomed, was made of every color of brick imaginable, all the colors Dany had ever seen and more. The next level held her royal apartments, lavish rooms of plum-colored brick that opened upon a terrace filled with grass and pear trees and a bathing pool with waters clear as crystal.
Her steps were quiet as she made her way down the pyramid, to a level whose bricks were grey as ash. Unsullied unlocked the doors to reveal great beams of black oak supporting high ceilings and Qartheen carpets of deep gold and white silk covering the floors. Broad windows opened onto a terrace, where fruit trees shaded a long, narrow space open but for a single fountain. When first she saw the terraces she had been filled with wonder, but now she was wise to the ways of the Ghiscari. It was a complex system of pumps, waterwheels, and cisterns that brought water from deep wells to the terrace gardens, permitting lush greenery hundreds of feet above the city, not magic as she had once supposed.
Dany raised a hand, silencing Missandei before she could announce her. With narrowed eyes she watched the prisoner, who sweated upon the terrace heedless of her presence. His short gold hair gleamed as he thrusted and parried, sword gripped tightly in his left hand. Anger coiled in her veins.
What was Illyrio Mopatis thinking, sending her such a man? His trading galley had born chests of gold and precious gems, casks of wines both sweet and sour, and a letter in the magister's own hand, written in High Valyrian, which offered Ser Jaime Lannister to the justice of House Targaryen. The Kingslayer had put the letter in her hand himself, his smile steady even as she ordered her Unsullied to drag him to the dungeons. The Kingslayer deserved the dungeons beneath the pyramid, not fresh air and green leaves and room to relearn the use of the sword. Was she weak, to have let herself be persuaded?
"He may be of use, sweet queen," her betrothed had soothed as she paced her chambers. It was nearly four moons since Aegon had demanded the right to counsel her in private, and that same day the Kingslayer had arrived to test his judgment. "Let him await your judgment in a cell fit for his birth, not a pit built for slaves. Your Grace may always kill him later, should you so choose."
"Or I could have his head off now," she replied. "Those laws you love so well are clear as to the fate that awaits traitors."
"They are," Aegon replied, running a hand through his silver hair. He frowned, then smiled wickedly, making warmth pool in her belly. "You have two choices. First, you might let him live for the nonce whilst you ponder what to do with him. Second, you might have his head struck off this very night. Should you regret your decision, I daresay the first option is much easier to change than the second, unless these Ghiscari have found the secret to reviving headless men."
“What use could he be alive?”
Aegon expounded at length on why the Kingslayer might be of use. The knight was the Queen Regent’s brother, a valuable hostage. Jaime Lannister had been well liked in the Westerlands; his support would split the Westerlands between those inclined to favor Tywin Lannister’s golden son and those who favored his daughter. Not only that, but the knight was an able commander, and might be needed should anything happen to the faithful but aging Ser Barristan. As a member of the Kingsguard for nearly two decades the Kingslayer knew much and more of the politics in King’s Landing, and his information was fresher than Ser Barristan’s by some eighteen months. Finally, there were rumors that Tommen Baratheon, the boy who sat the Iron Throne, was not even the Usurper’s get but a bastard sired by the Kingslayer on his own twin sister. Incest was abhorred in the Seven Kingdoms; a practice only permitted to Targaryens, who were not like other men. Should the Kingslayer himself testify to the boy king’s parentage, every pious lord would desert him.
Perhaps Dany could have argued with some of Aegon’s reasons, but he gave so many that she had to admit the wisdom in such counsel. And so, since the end of eighth moon, the prisoner had been confined to a comfortable cell, free to eat and sleep and practice his swordsmanship, head firmly attached to his shoulders. She was eyeing his broad shoulders and muscular back when the Kingslayer whirled, his gaze falling upon the visitors within his room.
"My apologies, Your Grace," the Kingslayer said, a mocking smile upon his lips as he sheathed his blade. An Unsullied stepped forward, and the knight handed over the sword with an insolent bow. Briskly the Unsullied checked him for any other weapon, removing the eating knife that hung at his hip and the dagger concealed within his boot. When the Unsullied was satisfied he backed away, and the Kingslayer knelt, magnificent and proud even in submission.
Your father always had a little madness in him, I now believe, Ser Barristan had said, long ago when she first took Meereen. Yet he was charming and generous as well, so his lapses were forgiven. His reign began with such promise... but as the years passed, the lapses grew more frequent, until...
Dany could not bear to ask the old knight more of her father. Instead she asked him of her brother, Rhaegar, as brave as he was wise, though even his wisdom knelt to love, to the realm's sorrow. She asked of her grandsire Jaehaerys, Second of His Name, clever and sickly, of her great-grandsire Aegon the Unlikely, Fifth of His Name, beloved of the smallfolk. She asked him of Duncan, Prince of Dragonflies, who had named Barristan "the Bold" for his audacious courage in his youth, and had given up a crown rather than surrender Jenny of Oldstones.
"Have I your leave to rise, Your Grace?" The man drawled.
"No, Kingslayer."
Dany's voice was cool despite the fire in her blood. Let his knees go on aching, it was the very least of what he deserved. Ser Barristan could not speak of Aerys or Rhaella without great pain, he who had served them so faithfully and loved them so well, but perhaps the Kingslayer's wagging tongue might tell her what she needed to know.
"Why did you kill my father?"
The Kingslayer stared at her, his eyes glancing to the Unsullied about her and the little scribe standing at her left hand. To her surprise, he gave a laugh, his shoulders shaking as the sound grew louder, almost hysterical, until suddenly the laughter stopped.
"Because his blood looked so fine upon my blade. Because I wanted men to forget my name and call me kingslayer instead. Because Aerys was a crowned beast and he deserved to die."
Dany searched the Kingslayer's face, seeking truth beneath the power and beauty of the faithless Kingsguard. She found nothing but a pair of emerald eyes, an aquiline nose, full lips shaped like a bow, a jaw covered with a close cropped golden beard, and a head topped by golden curls.
"Shall I tell you why?" The Kingslayer's lip curled as he looked back at her, not waiting for an answer. "Aerys was mad, mad and cruel. Wildfire was his dearest love; he'd have bathed in it if he dared. Every man who dared oppose him found himself exiled or burned alive. The fire aroused him like nothing else, oh yes." The Kingslayer laughed again. "Gods, what he would have done with even one of your dragons."
"I am not my father," Dany snapped. "You do not know me." The Kingslayer laughed again, bitterly this time.
"No. But I do believe I was there the night you were conceived. Aerys had burned his newest Hand, you see. Dipped him in wildfire and had him set alight."
"For what crime?"
The Kingslayer smiled. "Treason. When he gave a man to the flames, Aerys always visited Rhaella in the night. I stood guard outside the bedchamber as he raped you into her. I can still hear the screams; would that I were a mummer so I might share them with you."
Dany recoiled, bile thick in her throat. Ser Barristan hated this man for good reason. Her faithful old knight had favored execution, or putting the Kingslayer on the next ship to the Wall. The rumors of incest had only increased his ire; Ser Barristan had nearly spit with fury.
"Why did I come here?" She muttered under her breath. The Kingslayer laughed again.
"Little girls are always eager to see a lion in a cage, and I am the rarest lion you'll ever see." He glanced around. "This is a finer cage than the last one I was in, I'll admit, and you're a much prettier gaoler, even if your breasts are the size of figs and your hips as narrow as a boy's."
Her Unsullied frowned, able to sense the mockery of his tone if not the meaning of his words, as none of them spoke the Common Tongue. Missandei, however, did, and her expression was neutral, golden eyes shining in her dusky face.
"It is not too late to have him thrown in the pit beneath the pyramid," Missandei said softly in High Valyrian.
Tempting as the thought might be, Dany had better things to do than respond to such feeble taunts. Meereen needed her. Her children needed her. "No," she answered, and with a sweet smile she turned and left the kneeling man behind.
Her skirts rustled as she strode through the pyramid. Dany's gown was a vibrant green stozar, the garment favored by merchants' wives not permitted to wear the tokar of the masters. It was a sleeveless dress that draped over the body, fastened by ornate clasps at the shoulders. A pair of belts hugged her close, one about the waist and the other below the breasts, creating folds of cloth which vaguely resembled a tokar but left the wearer's arms free.
Walking was much easier now that she no longer wore the hated tokar, but Dany's ankle still ached as she climbed the steps, an unwelcome reminder of the injury suffered upon the shore. It was a relief when she reached the level built of scarlet bricks which she had chosen for her council chambers. Jhiqui and Irri were already within, seated at the table carved from ebony. Ser Barristan should join them soon; he always bathed after hours of training in the hot sun with the boys he had taken as his squires.
Missandei announced her, and both Irri and Jhiqui rose.
"Khaleesi," they said in unison, bowing their heads. Both wore the dēl, the wrapped knee length tunic of Dothraki noblewomen, over close fitted pants. Where Irri's dēl of amber silk looked modest and demure against her copper skin, Jhiqui had chosen a dēl of bold orange silk that hugged her ample bosom and her lush hips. Annoyed, Dany took her seat at the head of the table where a pile of scrolls awaited her.
"What are these?" Dany asked, picking one up and carefully unrolling it.
"Petitions from the freedmen's council," Jhiqui explained meekly, taken aback by the sharpness of Dany's tone. The scrolls were written in High Valyrian; Jhiqui must have taken one of the scribes with her.
Although they had unanimously celebrated the destruction of the Harpy and her sons, the freedmen could not come to a consensus on any other topic. After weeks of enduring endless arguments held between former slaves across a dozen tongues, Dany had decided her incessant headache was best treated by delegating. Jhiqui had organized the Yunkish freedmen in their attacks on their former masters; why not let her handle all the freedmen? The girl was as amiable as she was pretty, and practiced in remaining calm despite provocation.
Dany hummed under her breath as she read the petition in her hand. A group of freedmen formerly owned by Reznak mo Reznak wished to appeal the distribution of his wealth. With the aid of the scrolls the Great Masters themselves had compiled before her wedding, Dany knew the worth of each pyramid down to the last copper honor. Half she had taken for her own vaults; the rest was to be divided among the freedmen of each pyramid. Simple enough, or so Dany thought.
As per usual, the Meereenese could do nothing without creating unnecessary complexity. The city's tax and census records were a labyrinthine mess. Some masters had been more diligent than others when it came to recording the purchase and sale of slaves, which might occur daily; different masters had different customs for naming their slaves, and often gave them new names upon purchase...
Before the conquest of Meereen, Reznak mo Reznak, her traitorous seneschal, had owned several hundred slaves, both within the pyramid of Reznak and in the lands he owned outside the city. According to the petition, Reznak's scrolls accounted for more slaves than he actually owned. As such, portions of gold awaited claimants who did not exist, depriving the rest of fair recompense.
"Didn't we check Reznak's scrolls against the city records?" Dany asked Missandei. The girl bit her lip.
"This one believes so. Ossalen will know, Your Grace."
The old scribe arrived not five minutes later, his tufts of kinky grey hair braided tightly in rows along his scalp. Each braid ended with a tiger-striped cowry shell; Missandei's eyes went wide when she saw them, and she reached out to touch one before remembering herself. Ossalen smiled and slid a hand into the pocket of his tunic, handing the girl a similar shell which was much larger than those he wore on his head. She clasped it tightly to her heart as the older Naathi explained the issue with Reznak's records.
"Not all types of slaves were taxed, Your Grace," he informed Daenerys. "And even for those which were taxed... the records are not accurate. Some masters took pride in claiming to own as many slaves as possible; others might claim less than they truly owned so that they might pay less tax. As for the census records, they were taken once every ten years, and the last was eight years ago. Comparing the records against each other sheds little light on the true numbers."
"So these freedmen speak truly. The rest of Reznak's wealth should be split as they ask."
"Perhaps not," Missandei ventured, tearing her eyes away from the striped shell. "Some of those listed might have not yet heard the news."
"How is that possible?"
Two moons had passed since the announcement. Tablets had been placed by the fountains and in the plazas, written in Valyrian and Ghiscari glyphs, in the flowing script of Naath and the looping script of the Summer Isles, and the plain letters of the Common Tongue. For those unable to read, heralds cried the news in the markets and along the docks. Surely the whole city should know the announcement by heart.
"The heralds cannot always be heard, khaleesi," said Jhiqui. "Many of the freeborn worship the gods of Old Ghis; they scream and wail in the streets and call down the wrath of the gods against the Blood Bride."
Well, blood bride was better than godless cunt, at least. "Have the heralds go forth again, this time with escorts of Brazen Beasts."
Daenerys turned to Irri, who was twisting a ring on her finger. "What news of Yunkai?” She asked in the Dothraki tongue, for she needed the practice. Besides, it amused her to converse with her counselors in different languages, for then none of them could know all her thoughts.
Irri had little to report. Soon after the Kingslayer's arrival Khal Moro and his khalasar had descended upon Yunkai with fire and sword. Embarrassingly, he had then promptly died of the bloody flux, leaving his son Rhogoro to declare himself the new khal. To general amazement, Khal Rhogoro had not only defeated several challengers, experienced kos at that, but had then taken the city in less than a week. Even more strangely, he had chosen to take it as his own rather than sack it, renaming it Vaes Vishaferat, the city broken like a horse.
When Jhogo returned, the bloodrider brought an offer of friendship from the new khal, as well as an offer to betroth Rhogoro's eldest sister to Jhogo. Such alliances were customary among the Dothraki, and Jhogo had no objection to wedding a pretty khalinavva, so Dany left it to Irri to deal with the arrangements.
"Khal Rhogoro has agreed to the dowry offer, khaleesi." The parchment Irri handed her was in Dothraki characters, written in a bold hand. "As the bride's brother, it is his right to choose the age at which they will wed. Rhogoro states they may wed when she turns tor-mek."
"Twenty?" Dany replied, startled. "How old is the girl now?"
"Morriqui is eighteen, khaleesi." That was only a year older than Jhogo. Why wait two years to wed? Was this some ruse of the khal, to feign alliance without binding himself to her cause?
"Does Khal Rhogoro say why he seeks such a delay?"
Irri and Jhiqui both stared at her as if she'd suddenly started speaking Ibbenese. "All khals wish for their sisters and daughters to enjoy a blessed marriage," Irri said carefully. "To wed at tor-mek is best, for then the bride has seen four years for each of the Great Stallion's hooves, and another four years, one each for the sun, the moon, the earth, and the sky. Some brides may wed at tor-tor, in time of war, but it is less lucky."
"Doesn't Rhogoro have other sisters?"
Irri frowned. "There are five khalinavvas. Morriqui is the eldest; the next is fifteen, and the others are not yet flowered."
The solution seemed obvious to Dany. Jhogo should marry the second khalinavva as soon as she turned sixteen, the quicker to bind their alliance. She voiced this proposal only to see Irri and Jhiqui exchange wary looks and shake their heads.
"The wife should always be older than the husband, khaleesi," Jhiqui explained. "That way she is wiser, able to guide him in worldly matters. To ask for the younger khalinavva would be to suggest that Morriqui is foolish and unworthy, a great insult to the khal."
"But I was only thirteen when I wed Drogo—"
Both of her Dothraki ladies froze, like fawns hiding from hunters in long grass. She could hear the rustling of Ossalen shuffling his papers, the splashing of a servant pouring wine at the sideboard, and the creaking of Missandei's chair as she looked up from her shell, drawn by the sudden silence.
"Good morrow, Your Grace," a chivalrous voice called, and her betrothed strode into the room like a knight out of a song. Aegon’s fingers were long and elegant, his cheeks clean shaven to reveal a jaw that would make an artist weep. Hair as silver as her own fell to strong shoulders; with his indigo eyes and pale skin he could almost pass for her twin, rather than her nephew. Her counselors paid little mind to such resemblance, well used to the Valyrian looks of the Lyseni, but Dany knew better. He was her own blood, so perfect it was as if the gods had shaped him for her.
“Lord Hand,” Daenerys replied in High Valyrian.
For nearly four months her nephew had served as her closest advisor. Aegon did not lack for boldness. He had demanded the office the same night he spoke in favor of keeping the Kingslayer alive.
“What the king dreams the hand builds,” Aegon had said, his eyes gleaming purple in the torch light. “Make me your hand, and let me prove myself, my queen. If you are pleased, then let us wed on the last day of the year.”
When the Golden Company lifted the siege of Meereen, Dany had agreed to a year long engagement. Jon Connington had not liked that at all, nor, to her surprise, had Ser Barristan Selmy.
“You must unite your claims, Your Grace, before the Golden Company sinks their claws into your royal nephew.” Ser Barristan had fought the Golden Company in his youth, and did not trust them. “It is well that Ser Jon raised Aegon; men as honorable as the Lord of Griffin’s Roost are rare among the company.”
The griffin in question had different objections. “Aegon’s claim is better than yours,” the knight said bluntly. “I swore to Rhaegar’s shade that I would see his son sit the Iron Throne.”
“The throne should have been Rhaegar’s,” Dany had replied softly.
The more tales Ser Barristan and Ser Jon told her of Rhaegar’s gallantry, the more she missed the brother she had never known. What would her life have been like, had she grown up with noble Rhaegar rather than cruel Viserys? Rhaegar would have sung to her in her cradle and lulled her to sleep with his harp, just as he had for his own sweet children with the Dornish princess. Surely he would have betrothed her to Aegon, they were less than two years apart. When she was older she would watch him triumph at the joust, his love the lady Lyanna applauding beside her and telling her stories of how Rhaegar whisked her away like a prince out of the songs. In her daydream a silver crown glimmered in Lyanna’s dark hair, twin to the golden crown worn by Elia. Aegon the Conqueror had two queens, why shouldn’t Rhaegar?
“The throne should have been his,” said Jon Connington, his face lined with sorrow. “Now Aegon is Rhaegar’s son and heir.”
“And I am Rhaegar’s sister,” Dany replied.
“No woman has ruled the Seven Kingdoms alone, not even Visenya after Aegon the Conqueror died. You may have dragons, but can you ride them?”
“They are not yet large enough to ride,” Dany answered sweetly.
It was true enough. She could only pray that Rhaegal grew more slowly than Viserion and Drogon; so long as he was too small to ride Euron Greyjoy would have good reason to keep him hidden. There were plenty of rumors of the reaver’s vicious attacks on merchant ships across the Summer Sea, but none of the dragon he had stolen.
“How was your morning?” Aegon asked, beckoning a servant to fill his cup with wine.
“I continue to wonder why we permit the Kingslayer to keep his insolent tongue,” Dany replied. Her stomach growled quietly; she really should send for some food.
“No one will believe letters declaring Tommen Baratheon a bastard born of incest unless they are writ in Jaime Lannister’s own hand and sealed with his own seal,” Aegon replied. “And as he refuses to write any such letters until we sail for Westeros, keeping him in relatively good humor is rather necessary. Cutting out his tongue would prove counterproductive.”
A servant entered the room bearing a platter of dates and figs and soft cheese, accompanied by warm flatbreads; a lazy wave of Aegon’s hand and the platter was set before Dany. She nibbled at the bread and cheese, her mind wandering to the flowers Daario had given her on the road to Meereen as the sellsword swaggered into the council chambers, taking a seat as far away as possible from Aegon.
Daario did not like the silver haired youth. For all he knew Young Griff was the mere heir of a wealthy merchant, an untested pup who hired the Golden Company on a whim. He liked their betrothal even less. But to Dany’s mingled annoyance and satisfaction, Aegon was proving himself a more than adequate consort. In ninth moon, he had taken on the unpleasant task of questioning the Kingslayer, a scribe taking copious notes as he charmed information out of the arrogant knight. In tenth moon, after rumors of Lys hiring sellsails to blockade Meereen, he had suggested seeking an alliance with the Braavosi, who hated slavery and had the greatest fleet in the Narrow Sea. In eleventh moon, he had proposed and helped choose a master of laws to sort through Meereen’s laws and determine which should be kept and which should be changed.
“Khal Pono has finally left Selhorys,” Aegon said absentmindedly, interrupting Dany’s thoughts. “The Volantenes paid him thrice what they usually do. He thrashed their last group of sellswords, and sacked Volon Therys so savagely it has been all but abandoned.”
If only Khal Jommo had been so obliging. Her bloodrider Aggo had ridden far to find the khal, only to be told that Khal Jommo was well contented to remain grazing his herds near the Painted Mountains that lay to the northwest of the Bay of Dragons. His coffers were filled with plunder, his four wives all expecting new children by the end of the year. Aggo had been welcomed, feasted, and offered two new mounts from the khal’s herds, but that was all. To the Mother of Dragons the khal offered friendship, but not aid.
Her counselors continued to arrive as Dany sipped at tart persimmon wine. All would be here today, all but Brown Ben Plumm of the Second Sons, who was away in Astapor.
Astapor had fallen at the end of the third moon, ransacked by the same sellswords the Yunkish later brought to besiege Meereen. No sooner had the sellswords departed than a Lhazareen healer had arisen to take charge of the shattered city. The bodies of the slain had been cleared from the streets; bricks from burned pyramids were taken to build homes for the freedmen who survived the sack. One fighting pit remained, but now only condemned criminals shed their blood upon the sand. The rest of the fighting pits were being planted with orchards, the trees brought down from the terraces of the pyramids by the same gardeners who had once tended them in chains. All the Astapori asked of Daenerys was men to defend them from wandering bands of sellswords and bandits; to this she had readily agreed, remembering the Astapori refugees who had sought her help only to die beneath the walls of Meereen.
Finally the council meeting began, as tedious and dull as she had expected. The Shavepate readily agreed to have Brazen Beasts accompany the heralds across the city, and sought permission to arrest any freeborn who attempted to molest the heralds. To this Dany gladly gave her assent. Ser Barristan reported that his squires continued to progress in their training; he hoped that within three years she would have at least a dozen knights.
Moqorro announced that Qohor would not be troubling Meereen, dark eyes luminous in his dark face. His flames showed riots in the streets of Qohor; the Lord of Light’s humble slaves had burned the Black Goat at last. Rather than hire sellswords to march on Daenerys, the Qohorik were hiring sellswords to put down the riots. Her admiral, Groleo, had less pleasant news. Word on the docks spoke of Ghiscari legions preparing to set sail for Meereen to besiege the city once more.
“Why not give them a taste of dragonfire?” Daario Naharis drawled. His mustachios were dyed crimson, his hair deep black. “A sign of my regard for the Mother of Dragons,” he had told her, eyes lingering on her breasts. Even as her nipples hardened she had smiled and turned away. The sellsword reminded her too much of Greyjoy, and besides, Daario did not have eyes like Aegon.
“These Ghiscari are not worthy of dragonfire,” Daenerys replied. “If they dare come, they will find Unsullied, the Golden Company, and the rest of my gallant captains provide such a warm welcome they’ll wish they faced dragons.”
Grey Worm gave a half smile as the rest of her captains roared in approval, Missandei wearing a look of quiet pride as she glanced at Marselen, captain of the Mother’s Men and her brother.
There were several more hours of wearisome business before Dany could finally dismiss her council. One by one they filed out, until none remained but her ladies, Missandei, Daario, and Aegon, who was handing a pile of scrolls to a servant. Ser Barristan stood guard at the door, awaiting his queen as she rose from her chair.
“Sweet queen, you rule with the wisdom of the ancients. How, then, can you look as young and beautiful as the maiden moon?” Daario’s thumbs brushed the hilts of his arakh and stiletto, stroking the breasts of the wanton golden women. “The courtesans of Braavos would weep to see your grace; bravos would gladly die in defense of your eyes, your lips, your breasts. Magisters would beggar themselves for just one kiss, one night with such radiance.”
Irri gasped; Dany stared, her cheeks turning pink. Her captain had never been so bold before others, never—
Aegon jerked to his feet, in one fluid movement drawing the plain sword he wore in place of Blackfyre. “You dare?” Her betrothed hissed. “A dragon is no courtesan, no camp follower to be thus insulted.” The tip of his sword rested against Daario’s chest, the sellsword captain having made no move to defend himself.
“Apologize to your queen,” Aegon snarled. “Apologize to my betrothed.”
“This one has more spine than the last,” Daario chuckled, heedless of the steel at his breast. Ser Barristan still stood in the doorway, but now he held a naked sword, eyes fixed on the sellsword captain. Even Irri clutched an empty flagon of wine as if prepared to fling it at Daario’s head.
“Apologize,” Aegon insisted, pressing the tip of his blade until a tiny eye wept blood.
“My humblest apologies,” Daario said at last, gold tooth gleaming. “My love for our queen carried me away. How may I atone, Your Grace?”
“The Stormcrows are braver and bolder than the Second Sons, or so you have told me,” Dany said. Daario grinned as Aegon stepped back, wiping his sword before sheathing it.
“Braver and bolder in every way, ‘tis true.”
“Astapor shall be blessed, then, to have such dauntless men to defend her.”
“As my queen commands,” Daario said, bowing deeply before swaggering from the room.
Ser Barristan escorted Dany to her chambers in silence, her ladies attending her. Servants brought the evening meal, but while Irri and Jhiqui and Missandei feasted and chattered about the day, Dany nibbled in silence. A different hunger plagued her now. It plagued her as Missandei left to visit with her brother; it plagued her as Irri undressed her and Jhiqui brushed her hair until it shone like moonlight. When she could bear it no longer she dismissed her Dothraki ladies, and sent for Aegon.
Her betrothed wore a crimson silk bedrobe over a shift of black linen. No one questioned Dany’s command that her betrothed dress in the colors of her house. Our house, she thought, exulting.
“I did not give you leave to draw steel against Daario Naharis,” she said, heart pounding in her chest. Aegon frowned.
“That sellsword cannot be trusted. He speaks too freely.”
“Oh? How so? Many men praise my beauty.”
Aegon’s eyes burned as he looked at her, his gaze stripping her bare. “He wants to be in your bed, Daenerys.”
“Many men want to be in my bed. Only one man is my betrothed.” She shrugged, her own bedrobe slipping off her shoulder. She wore no shift, and the cool night air made her nipples peak. Aegon drew a harsh breath as he met her eyes, indigo on violet, and then his lips were on hers.
Yes, she thought as his fingers twisted in her hair. Yes, she thought as he slid her bedrobe off, strong arms carrying her to the bed. Yes, she thought as he teased her until she was melting beneath him, his bedrobe and shift long gone, his manhood hard against her thigh.
Afterwards he slept, one hand still cupping her breast. She should wash, but she liked the stickiness between her legs, the proof of how badly her betrothed wanted her. They would wed on the last day of the year, she decided. Viserion would be his as Drogon was hers, and when the dragons were grown they would ride them together, proud and unafraid, and together they would fly to Westeros to claim their birthright.
She wondered what it would be like, to finally have a home.
Notes:
Dany chapters are so much work, but I’m happy with how this turned out! Can’t wait to see what you guys think :)
NOTES
1) The terrace gardens of the Great Pyramid of Meereen are inspired by the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. I imagine the pyramids of Meereen as stepped pyramids, designed with plenty of room for terraces and gardens.
2) I thought GRRM had lost his mind when I saw a reference to silk carpets from Qarth. Turns out silk carpets are real, albeit heinously expensive.
3) The tokar is very blatantly based on the roman toga. So, for an alternative, I turned to the gown worn by respectable Roman married women, the stola, which I lazily renamed the stozar. The Dothraki dēl (pronounced deel) is similarly based on the Mongolian deel, a traditional tunic.
4) The people of Naath are described as having dusky skin and gold eyes. Since it is adjacent to the Summer Isles, I decided to base Naathi culture on West Africa. Ossalen is wearing cornrows with cowry shells. Missandei hadn't seen cowry shells in a long time, hence her forgetting herself to be a kid for just a minute 🥺
5) The actual Mongols usually took over cities they conquered, rather than just looting them. Khal Rhogoro has common sense. Khalinavva means sister of a khal. Here's some fun facts about the role of Mongol women during the time of Genghis Khan :D
6) Dany is lost in the sauce on pro Rhaegar propaganda, courtesy of Barristan and JonCon. Elia Martell has quite a different point of view, which we’ll see in Chapter 112 👀
7) Dany had completely consensual sex with an age appropriate partner! It’s a miracle!
Chapter 109: Jon II
Chapter Text
Jon Snow awoke before the dawn, his chambers black as pitch but for the last few embers in the hearth. He dressed by the light of a tallow candle, Ghost's eyes gleaming like garnets in the darkness. Dolorous Edd would not bring his breakfast for a while yet; he might as well make the trek to the kitchens himself.
His legs ached as he descended the steps of the King's Tower, the Wall shimmering like crystal as the sun's first glow rose over the horizon. The scars on his back flared with pain in the morning chill as the cold wind tore at his cloak. The warmth of the kitchens was a welcome reprieve, or would have been, but for the shouting within. Jon drew back to stand unobserved in the doorway, Ghost silent at his heels.
Three-Finger Hobb was berating a sour-faced steward, one thick hand brandishing an even thicker rolling pin. Small clouds of flour hovered in the air, each shake of the rolling pin sending up more puffs of white. Behind him cooks chopped meat and kneaded dough as if deaf to the commotion.
"I don't care how stiff you are," Hobb snapped. "The Lord Commander gave me the boys, not you. I've plenty for 'em to do here."
The steward scowled. Sawwood, that was his name, the man snored so loud one would think an army of carpenters were at work in his cell. The steward had survived the Fist and the mutiny at Craster's Keep, but he was still a foul-tempered blackguard. Once he had been a forester, but since injuring an arm Bowen Marsh had set him to more menial tasks about Castle Black, tasks that required less strength.
"Oh, aye?" Sawwood spit on the floor. "Hard work, is it, sitting warm by the fire while I break my back emptying chamber pots in the freezing cold?"
Hobb crossed his arms. Plump he might be, and losing most of his greasy hair, but he was well muscled from years of punching dough and hauling kettles and chopping haunches of meat. "Hal!"
After a moment a boy of five scurried up to Three-Finger Hobb. His arms were soapy up to the elbow; the wet apron he wore had been folded in half to keep it from trailing on the floor. Even so, it still hung to his scrawny ankles.
"What have you done this morning, Hal?" The cook asked sternly. The boy Hal shifted from one foot to the other, staring at the floor.
"Washed?" A long pause. "An' I fetched eggs." He held out his arms, lower lip trembling. "T' hens pecked me." Scratch marks ran up and down his skinny arms; a few had bled before scabbing over.
"Alyn! Benjen!"
Over by an unused hearth two boys were sweeping away ashes; both looked up. It was hard to tell which was older; one was eight, the other nine, but they were around the same height and shared the same pale copper skin and dark hair as their little brother.
"Been carrying buckets of water," one of the orphan boys said, the one with longer hair. "An' firewood too, an' runnin' messages."
"Thank you, Benjen," Jon said, stepping into the kitchen. The boy turned red and stared at the broom in his hands.
"Lord Snow," said Three-Finger Hobb, bowing his head. Sawwood bowed quickly, his face the color of spoiled milk, then stalked away.
"I can have your breakfast ready in just a moment, m'lord." Hobb set his rolling pin on a table and barked for one of his cooks to put three eggs on to boil. Another he set to frying slices of bread in bacon grease, a third to fetch apples preserved in honey.
"Trying to rot my teeth?" Jon asked dryly. The Night's Watch had orchards, but the last apples had been picked shortly after his arrival two years past; their hives were even fewer than their apple trees, and honey a rare indulgence. In the Gift the trees still bore fruit, but there were too few stewards to send any of them south.
"You'll need the sweetening, with herself to manage," Hobb said. Another cook overheard him and swore under his breath; a third made the sign of the Seven. Technically Jon should reprimand such disrespect, but as hot eggs and fried bread were set before him, he found he lacked the strength to bother.
Queen Selyse had been at Castle Black for nearly a moon, but it felt like much longer. She had descended upon them like a vulture garbed in Baratheon black and gold, surrounded by knights and men-at-arms and serving girls and even a few lady companions. The queen's retinue liked the humble fare no better than Selyse did, and Three-Finger Hobb was constantly seething over the lordlings' many complaints. The only thing stopping Hobb from taking a cleaver to the Queen's men was the King's Hand.
Ser Davos Seaworth had escorted the queen from Eastwatch-by-the-Sea, along with a veritable caravan of wayns packed to the brim with fish and flour and other foodstuffs, like the precious limes that would ward off bleeding gums and loose teeth. No sooner had Bowen Marsh thanked him for the king's generosity, eyes bulging at all the supplies to be counted, than Davos winced and admitted the wayns came from the King in the North, not the one he served. Nor was there any sign of the dragonglass which Stannis had promised from Dragonstone.
Anticipating the offense his queen would cause, Davos had brought Hobb a bribe- a tiny jar of saffron, the same rare spice Hobb had lost two fingers for stealing. It was a kingly gift, and enough to keep Hobb from poisoning the queen's porridge. Once the queen was safely esconced at Castle Black, Davos had proceeded on to the Nightfort.
Stannis Baratheon was nothing if not single-minded. Still his men hunted Mance Rayder, chasing after a rumor here, a whisper there, all to no avail. Worse, Stannis was beginning to lose men. Small groups of riders vanished into the snows; men-at-arms ventured away from the fires to hunt or make water and never returned. Had Mance and his folk perished the same way? For a moment Jon imagined Mance Rayder's eyes shining like blue stars, his face pale, his hands black with frozen blood. He shivered. No, Mance had Dalla and a suckling babe; surely the wildling king had slipped away south past the Wall.
Though if he had, what then? Jon had finally sent his letter to Robb, each word chosen with utmost care. Lord Eddard once spoke of forging a covenant betwixt the Night's Watch and Winterfell. The lands of the Gift are abandoned, but there are orchards and fields aplenty, dotted with villages and towerhouses. A dream for spring, our father said, for land would not lure men north in autumn.
Men could not be lured north, but there were plenty of men desperate to move south. Clan chiefs like Tormund Giantsbane were usually former raiders, but most of their folk farmed in the little valleys between the Frostfangs and the haunted forest, planting rye and whatever else could grow in the rocky soil. Northern lords would not like wildlings living so close to their lands, but if the free folk could be persuaded to keep the king's peace, to pay taxes to the Night's Watch that stood between them and the white shadows...
Stannis wanted to let the wildlings through the Wall, but his terms were worse than any Robb might set. "They must each kneel before the true king," he had said in tones that rang like iron. "They must accept the light of the lord," Melisandre said smiling, her lips red. "Each must renounce the false gods of the shadows and their demon trees."
Queen Selyse and her men followed Melisandre gladly, even in her absence. They lit nightfires every evening, praying and singing for at least an hour as the flames shone against the Wall. Jon had hoped the queen and her people would follow Davos to the Nightfort quickly, but the old keep was still in the midst of repairs, and the queen's concern for her daughter just barely outweighed her desire to rejoin the red priestess she so fervently worshipped.
Princess Shireen was a child of eleven, sad and solemn and always shivering. The queen's maids bundled her in so many black furs that she seemed more a bear cub than a girl, an effect worsened by her tendency to keep her hood raised. Jon could not blame the poor girl for hiding her face. The greyscale which afflicted her in the cradle had spared her life but marked her cruelly. Her nose, a cheek, and much of her neck was a mottled grey, the skin stiff and cracked. Even without the greyscale she was a homely child, with her father's square jaw and her mother's exceptionally large ears.
Beauty she would never have, but Shireen lacked for neither wits nor sweetness. She was a courteous, bright-eyed little thing, always reading by the fire, resigned to being ignored while the queen talked to her knights and ladies.
Jon was finishing his fried bread, grease trickling into his beard, when he heard the sound of jingling bells outside the kitchens. Half the cooks froze in place; Hobb picked up his rolling pin.
"Patches, no," Shireen proclaimed, her small voice firm. "You must go back to my lady mother, the cooks ruin the soup when you scare them."
"Crow eats crow within the snow, I know, I know, oh, oh, oh." Patchface sang, bells ringing with every word. "Trees eat boys without a noise, I know, I know, oh, oh, oh."
"Hush, Patches," the girl said softly. "I'll see you in the afternoon, I promise, and we can do riddles from my book."
Away the fool jingled, and the cooks breathed as one. When the princess entered it was to find the kitchen bustling. A cook set a place for the princess beside the corner table where Jon had broken his fast, laying a cup of watered ale beside the plate with its thick slice of fried bread and a hunk of salted pork. Jon had only picked at his honeyed apples, the sweetness heavy upon his tongue, so he slid them atop the golden bread as the princess made her way past the cooks, careful to keep her skirts away from any mess.
"We can only build your fire up so high," Jon had told Queen Selyse a week after their arrival when the queen complained yet again of the draft in her chambers. "If you wish for Princess Shireen to regain her strength, the kitchens are the warmest place on the Wall."
Little as she liked the notion of her daughter spending time among the "lower orders," a single tense visit to the kitchens convinced the queen that the Lord Commander spoke truly. Indeed, Shireen's cheeks were already flushed when she sat down beside him with a soft "good morrow, Lord Commander" and a nervous look at the direwolf cracking a bone in his jaws. She removed her outer layer of furs, carefully draping them over an empty chair before spying the honeyed apples, her eyes shining as she picked up the bread and took a careful bite.
Jon forced himself to his feet. He had already lingered for too long; he could not stay to watch Hal gather his courage before handing the princess some rock he'd found, or for Alyn and Benjen to ask her for stories. He was Lord Commander of the Night's Watch, and he had weightier burdens than the happiness of one child, even a princess.
The sun was well risen now, but Jon could not lift the darkness from his thoughts as he strode across the yard. Maester Aemon had not left his bed since the middle of tenth moon. Sores had begun to form on the thin old man's heels and hips and on the back of his bald head, red patches like burst blisters that soon became craters, as if some terrible worm had burrowed into his flesh.
Clydas began moving the old maester twice a day, but while this prevented new sores, the old lingered, each sore putting the maester at risk of deadly infection. The wounds made Sam turn green, but he washed them faithfully with vinegar all the same, and if he vomited afterwards in the chamber pot, that was none of Jon's concern.
There should be a new maester to tend Aemon, but the Citadel's last raven had been infuriatingly vague. Someone would be sent, but no promise was made as to when he might arrive. The Citadel was supposed to be as neutral as the Night's Watch, but everyone knew the Hightowers held great influence, and the Hightowers were sworn to the Iron Throne. Would the Citadel send a drunkard, a wastrel, some fool with only a few links in his chain?
In the meantime, whilst Clydas tended the ravens Sam had taken over most of the maester's other duties. Before his eyes dimmed Maester Aemon had taken copious notes on the poultices and tinctures most commonly of use, and Sam replenished the stores as best he could, requisitioning the necessary ingredients from Bowen Marsh. There was no time for Sam to bury himself in the vaults, sorting through dusty scrolls and books with crumbling pages. He was still trying to learn northron by reading an old set of records which some ancient Lord Steward had written in both northron and the Common Tongue, but it was very slow going.
Jon found Othell Yarwyck at the base of the Wall, grumbling under his breath as his builders sawed at a massive slab of ice. The builders looked no happier than Othell did.
"Right queer it is," the First Builder had complained when Jon first set them the task. The day had been clear and cold, the same day that the three rangings had departed in search of wights. "Ice isn't as reliable as stone, m'lord. Brittle, it is, and prone to shattering if you look at it wrong."
"I'm not asking for gargoyles or ice dragons," Jon explained, trying to hide his annoyance. "Just giant blocks with a hollow large enough to hold a man, and lids to set atop them."
"Like a coffin?" Othell grimaced and rubbed his long lantern jaw.
"Yes, but much thicker. We'll pack them in straw but even so, the dead men cannot be allowed to rot before they're seen." At least some good had come of Thorne's failure with the rotten hand. Now they knew that the wights moldered when they grew warm, the putrified flesh falling away until only bones remained.
With much grumbling the builders had hewn seven blocks of ice, one for each ranging and four to spare. It was possible that with luck one of the ranging might manage to snare two wights. More likely they'd need the extras in case one of the blocks shattered. The coffins took shape slowly beneath their chisels, Stannis having demanded many of the builders to help repair the Nightfort, but three were finished by the time Dywen returned with his ghastly burden.
To Jon's satisfaction, Black Jack Bulwer had appeared a few days after Dywen, a second dead man wrapped in chains. That satisfaction had been as sweet as it was brief; Black Jack had lost six men taking the foul creature, another butcher's bill laid to Jon’s account.
At first Jon had thought to send the second wight to Oldtown, but Maester Aemon had counseled against it. That was over two months past, the last day the old man felt well enough to rise from his bed. "The archmaesters question everything. The proof of their own eyes should be enough to convince them, but... the journey is over two months at sea, if the winds are fair, three or more if the ship is caught in autumn storms. Even if your ice coffins last so long, the archmaesters will likely make the messenger wait, as Lord Tyrion bade Ser Alliser."
"Then where?" Jon asked, pacing the maester's library. "The lords of the Vale will take their cue from Robb; the crownlands will follow the Iron Throne, the stormlands..." The gods only knew what the storm lords would do. Some still supported Stannis, but those were either already at the Wall or besieged in their keeps; the rest had knelt to the Iron Throne after the Battle of the Blackwater.
"Sunspear," Aemon declared. "A closer journey than Oldtown by far."
"Doran Martell knelt to the Iron Throne," Jon said dismissively, sinking into a stiff chair and pressing a hand to his brow. A headache was building; by now he was almost used to the regular throbbing at his temples and pounding at the back of his skull.
"Sunspear knelt," the maester agreed. "Yet Dorne has always gone its own way, even after Daeron the Good brought them into the Seven Kingdoms. For two centuries they either ignored the dragon kings or tried to slay them; the hundred years since have not tempered that streak of independence. Prince Doran is a cautious man, but there are ways to send men and supplies without risking the wrath of the Iron Throne. "
"And Sansa will be there." His half sister had insulted Tywin Lannister to his face; surely she would do her best to win her good-uncle's support for the Night's Watch.
"Is Sunspear warm, m'lord?" Gilly asked timidly, her eyes staring at Jon's boots. The wildling girl was so quiet he had forgotten she was sitting silently by the fire. Sam's old black cloak draped over her like a shroud, its folds almost concealing the babe sleeping against her breast.
Jon brooded over autumn storms and ships long since sailed as the stewards pulled their saws back and forth. Showers of ice flew through the air, sharp enough to cut. As he gazed he could not help but wonder if the wights had now reached their destinations.
Ser Alliser Thorne and Luke of Longtown departed Castle Black on the same day near the end of ninth moon, bound for Eastwatch. The ice coffins were sealed, their lids partially melted and then washed with cold water to weld them shut. It had taken a dozen men to heave each coffin into a wayn, packing it tightly with straw and chunks of ice the size of bricks.
Thank the gods all the layers had been enough to dull the dead men's queer cold smell; oxen were the only beasts strong enough to pull the heavy wayns. A third wayn bore their provisions for the journey; the fourth bore Gilly, huddled in the back with her babe held tight under a pile of furs. She had watched Luke of Longtown nervously as he cracked the whip, afraid despite Sam assuring her that the Dornishman had been sent to the Wall for murder, not rape. He hoped Sansa would agree to take on the wildling girl; if not, he could at least be certain that Gilly would be as far from Craster’s Keep as one could get without crossing the Narrow Sea.
The safety of a wildling girl and babe were little consolation for the guilt that wracked his nightmares. Two-and-twenty rangers had died at his command; he could only pray that it had not been not in vain. Kedge White-eye's entire ranging was presumed lost; the ravens had returned a month past, their legs bare.
"Lord Snow?"
Clydas stood at the edge of the yard, the snow as high as the tops of his boots. He was a short man made shorter by his stooped shoulders, bald and chinless, his small eyes half-blind. He seemed even more shrunken since it became clear that Aemon was dying by inches, with a dozen wrinkles for each of his sixty years. With one gnarled hand he offered a pair of rolled parchments, one sealed with white wax, one with orange.
Jon frowned as he crossed the yard and accepted the letters. The white wax bore Robb's direwolf seal, but what house used orange wax? He squinted at the seal, a Wall pierced by nineteen towers, one for each castle, and then he knew. Jon had given both Ser Alliser and Luke of Longtown a seal on the offchance that they might be permitted to use a raven, but he had not expected word from either of them. Grand Maester Pycelle had not let Thorne send word on his last visit; surely...
He cracked the seal. The letter was written in an unfamiliar hand; Luke of Longtown could not read. Jon unrolled the parchment and read:
Writ by Gyles of Plankytown, scribe
On this the twenty-second day of the eleventh month, in the three hundredth year since the coming of the dragons, in the Old Palace of Sunspear
What? How was this possible? Luke of Longtown and Ser Alliser Thorne had arrived at Eastwatch almost halfway through tenth moon, the sworn brothers' progress slowed by the wayns. Originally Jon had intended for both groups to sail on the Blackbird, one of the watch's few ships. After setting Ser Alliser Thorne ashore at King's Landing, the ship would proceed south to Sunspear.
Luke of Longtown had interpreted those orders rather loosely. It seemed that a swan ship had been driven aground near Eastwatch. The Cinnamon Wind was returning from the Port of Ibben, her cargo hold filled with furs, whale bones, blubber, and amber, when she was caught in a storm. To Cotter Pyke's fury, while they were pleased to sell the Night's Watch a small chest of dragonglass from the Shivering Sea, the Summer Islanders refused to part with a single pelt. Once repaired the swan ship was bound for Sunspear, where Dornishmen unaccustomed to the already chilly autumn would pay lavishly for Ibbenese furs.
Before Mance Rayder's assault on the Wall, Luke of Longtown had been known for his frequent patronage of the Mole's town brothel; only a few valemen were more randy. Doubtless delighted by the prospect of a voyage spent among Summer Islanders, who crewed their ships with both men and women, Luke had decided that he and Gilly would join the Cinnamon Wind on her way to Sunspear.
The letter from Eastwatch had boasted of the swan ship’s speed as an excuse for disregarding orders, but reaching Dorne in less than two moons was good fortune beyond belief. Swan ship or no, the Blackbird should have reached King’s Landing before the Cinnamon Wind reached the Stepstones. Unless Thorne already arrived and Pycelle would not grant him use of a raven. Or perhaps Thorne did not ask because he still resented reporting to a lord commander of sixteen.
Frowning, Jon turned back to the letter from Sunspear. Luke of Longtown had arrived safely, the wight still rattling his chains inside his coffin. Princess Arianne Martell would see him within the week; she had permitted him use of the raven on a whim, as she could not remember Sunspear sending a bird to the Wall since her childhood, when Lord Commander Qorgyle still led the Night's Watch. Another raven would follow after his audience, once the princess and her counselors reached a decision.
Heart in his throat, Jon opened the letter from Robb, a pang in his chest as he read the familiar script. It was much longer than the brief missive from Sunspear; his own letter had been much the same, desperate to convince Robb of the danger posed by the Others and their thralls. To his shock, there were no words of doubt, no japes, no accusations of delirium. After long paragraphs regarding the recruiting of men from the North, Vale, and Riverlands, and even longer paragraphs regarding what aid might be given as to provisions, Robb finally came to the matter of the wildlings. The King in the North gave his asset to the settling of the Gift, so long as certain conditions were observed.
Even as Jon blinked back surprise at receiving Robb's assent, his heart sank. How was he to make such an offer? He had no idea where Tormund Giantsbane or any of the other clan chiefs might be found. Many of the free folk had made their way to Hardhome after Stannis smashed Mance Rayder; some wise woman named Mother Mole had foretold ships coming to the abandoned harbor to carry the people away to safety. Had Tormund and his folk been among them? Nearly nine months had passed since the battle beneath the Wall; they could be anywhere. He could not spare any rangers to go searching for Tormund; the crow might be killed on sight.
AAhoooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Ghost's ears pricked up at the sound of the horn; Jon turned toward the Wall. The builders looked up from their chisels; the ringing of steel in the practice yard ceased. Could Kedge White-eye have survived after all?
AAhoooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Despair mingled with confusion as the second blast echoed through the air. Was it another attack? Had some vicious madman like Rattleshirt decided a bloody death was better than a quiet one in the cold and snow? We are so few already, I cannot lose more men, not today. His legs moved without a second thought, Ghost bounding after him as Jon sprinted for the winch cage. The cage was built for ten men; with only one man and a direwolf the winch rose quickly to the top of the Wall.
Ulmer of the Kingswood awaited him. The sharp eyes that gave him skill with a bow also made Ulmer a good sentry, quick to notice movement below. He pointed a finger at the haunted forest, where a ragged band of less than a dozen wildlings approached the Wall and its gate. From above it was impossible to tell the shape of the bodies beneath the furs, but Jon saw only a single garron, and no chariots or steel. Some of the wildlings seemed very small, and another fell as they drew near the Wall; two others struggled to pull him to his feet, only for him to fall again after taking a few steps.
"Not much to fear from this lot," Ulmer said, one hand resting on his bow. "Shall we feather them, m'lord?"
"No," Jon answered. "No need to waste the arrows."
The ride down the winch was even faster than the ride up. By the time he reached the end of the long tunnel the gate was already swung open, iron bars unlocked. Dolorous Edd waited with an iron lantern, grim as ever.
"How many wildlings, m'lord?" The squire asked as they entered the twisting tunnel, followed by Iron Emmett and a few rangers. Their breath misted in the frigid air; even the thickest of furs could not keep out the cold beneath the Wall.
"I counted eleven," Jon replied.
"Easy work," said Toad, a short ugly boy who had joined the Night's Watch at the same time as Jon. "Two for each of us."
"Aye, but with my luck the eleventh would be the one that slit my throat," Dolorous Edd said gloomily, and the rest of the walk passed in silence except for the sound of keys and grating metal as Edd unlocked each set of iron bars spaced throughout the tunnel. The last gate cast dark shadows on the floor, rays of sunlight creeping between the gaps, and when Edd opened the gate they were almost blinded by the glare of the snow.
"Why, it's only a bunch of women," Toad hooted, slapping a knee.
"Spearwives," Edd declared as though he was already on his deathbed with a spear in his gut.
"No," Jon told them, his eyes narrowed as the tallest wildling lowered her hood. "Craster's wives."
The leader was a plain woman in her thirties with dark brown hair. Her nose had been broken more than once, leaving it crooked; her body was shapeless beneath her furs, but he could see that she walked with a slight limp. Her eyes, though... her eyes were dark and steady, and unafraid.
"I am Jon Snow, Lord Commander of the Night's Watch. Who are you to approach the Wall without my leave?" Jon asked.
The woman smiled, revealing a mouth that was missing two teeth. "Dorsten," the woman answered. "Widow of Craster, mother of Dyah, Dalwen, Dalya, and Disrine." She nodded at the scrawny girl atop the garron, who looked to be Arya's age. The three smallest bundles of furs beside her pulled down their hoods to reveal identical faces; they could not be older than little Rickon.
The rest of the women pulled down their hoods as well. There were two more women near Dorsten's age who shared her dark hair and plain features. Beside the triplets stood a muscled woman in her forties carrying a heavy sack, a sullen, pretty girl in her late teens, and another in her twenties standing guard over the old crone who had fallen in the snow.
"Gilly," the old woman groaned. Eyes stared at the sky, almost lost in the wrinkles that lined her emaciated face. "My girl, my last girl."
"The fat crow promised," Dorsten insisted. "The boy with the kind face. He said he'd bring Gilly here. Where is she?"
Gone, he might have said. Safe, he might have said.
"Somewhere warm," he said. The old woman sighed, content.
After, when Craster's wives and daughters were through the tunnel, they built a pyre.
"There are lands south of here," Jon Snow told Dorsten as they watched the corpse burn. The old mother was peaceful in death, her lips still drawn back in a toothless smile as her fellow wives sang soft prayers in a tongue he did not know. "Empty villages of thickwalled cottages, orchards and cleared fields that have lain fallow for years."
Dorsten met his gaze, fearless. "And what is your price, Lord Crow?"
Jon smiled, guilt roiling in his belly. One that may kill you.
Notes:
Can’t wait to see what you guys think! I continue to take compassion and wrap it around minor characters like a blanket. Sorry not sorry; I can’t help it.
NOTES
1) It makes zero sense for so many wildlings to be raiders; their society would collapse. And how are they hauling loot back? It makes sense for them to raid along the coasts, but over the 700 foot wall??? So here I'm trying to make it explicit that while raiders become popular war chiefs, most wildling folk are either farming or hunting/gathering to survive.
2) Yes, I kept the Mole's town orphan boys mentioned like twice in ASOS and then forever forgotten. The watch has taken them in, but like everyone else in a medieval setting, they have to earn their keep. Hobb is definitely slipping them tiny nibbles of dainties whenever he can get away with it. All three of them were scared of Shireen at first, because every smallfolk child knows nobility can get you hurt, and her face looked creepy, but she gradually won them over. That said, Shireen isn't Arya- she's practicing what was called "condescension" in medieval times; being gracious to your inferiors while maintaining the distinctions of rank. It was a highly important skill that could make or break a noble's reputation among the commons and their peers.
3) Bedsores are gross, and a huge problem in understaffed nursing homes. They can start to form after just 3 hours of sitting without movement, they're painful, and they're a huge infection risk.
4) Calculating travel times is an exercise in confusion and frustration. As per usual, I relied on the irreplaceable ASOIAF Timeline.
Castle Black to Eastwatch is about 150 miles by road; Eastwatch to KL is 3,070 nautical miles, and Eastwatch to Sunspear is 4,930. Eastwatch to Oldtown would be 6,690. Placing Thorne and Gilly on different ships was a little bit of a cheat, but it fixed travel speeds to where I wanted them.
Based on research on medieval merchant ships, 100 miles per day was plausible for Thorne, assuming his captain is competent but not spectacular, and facing mediocre or bad winds. The Summer Islanders are much better sailors with faster ships, and they got better winds leaving a few days earlier, so Gilly's ship averaged 125 miles per day.
I used the Cinnamon Wind partially out of not wanting to bother inventing a new ship/crew, but I think it's plausible that they might have sailed for the Port of Ibben after leaving Oldtown. Quhuru Mo tells Dany of making the "trader's circle" from the Summer Isles to the Jade Sea and around to Westeros; if Braavos is a part of this circle, why not the Port of Ibben? Ibben is known for furs, soon the Shivering Sea will be too dangerous, and with everyone needing furs for winter, there's lots of profit to be made. The Cinnamon Wind arrived in Oldtown on May 21 in canon; reaching the Port of Ibben and then Eastwatch by October was plausible.
5) For those wondering, here's a list of the women of Craster's Keep and their whereabouts.
Beyond the Wall: Morag, the first wife, and dedicated follower of Craster and his cold gods. She is accompanied by six other wives, included Hilsa. Currently kidnapping babies to sacrifice :(
At the Wall: Dorsten, a strong willed survivor. She hates Morag; she lost three sons. Her daughter Dyah is skilled with horses; her triplets are 4 years old. Freltha, a barren carpenter. Nella, a midwife. Birra, sister of Buttercup, skilled with herbs. Nyra, sister of Nella, a woman in her twenties. Buttercup, a pretty girl in her late teens. She was raped during the mutiny and her year-old daughter died shortly after fleeing Craster's Keep.
Deceased: Grindis, the second wife. Mother of Gilly. Died after reaching the Wall. Ferny, the third wife, a baker. Died during the flight from Craster's Keep; she gave her food and furs to the triplets. Briwa, mother of Birra and Buttercup. Slew the crow who raped Buttercup and was killed by another crow.
6) Some lovely readers made a Weirwood Queen tvtropes page, and I just realized that Jon Snow is the only POV no one has made a character folder for. If anyone felt like updating the page, it’d be sweet 💕
7) Coming up next:
Chapter 110: Sansa II
Chapter 111: Jaime II
Chapter 112: Olyvar II
Chapter 110: Sansa II
Chapter Text
By the time the retinue reached the gates of Sunspear, the feeling of hot winds and grains of sand scouring her skin were a distant memory. Sansa looked about her, idly stroking her mare Snowsister's mane. How different was the south from what Sansa had imagined! The desert might stretch across the center of Dorne, dry and desolate, but Lemonwood and Sunspear lay along the coast, the sandy soil dotted with flowers and olive groves watered by the intermittent rains that came from the sea. Her days were warm and sunkissed, her nights pleasantly cool and lit by moonlight.
Her companions did not agree. Apparently while desert nights were always cold, these were much colder than was usual for autumn. Lords and ladies alike draped themselves in cloaks when night fell, lamenting that they had not brought any furs in their baggage. Used to running about in summer snows, Sansa found this rather funny, but she knew better than to say so, though she did insist on Lady Ellaria borrowing one of her cloaks when her good-mother began shivering despite already having been well wrapped in her own cloak as well as Ser Olyvar's.
"The Hellholt, my lord father's keep, is the hottest place in Dorne," Ellaria said ruefully as she accepted the cloak. "I daresay I shall never spend a winter further north than King's Landing for fear of turning into an icicle."
But now the sun was shining overhead, the waters of the Shell river sparkling like jewels. The Shell was the daughter of the Greenblood, the greatest river in Dorne. Lemonwood lay to the south of the river's mouth; the Planky Town, a trading city built of flatboats lashed together, floated upon the mouth itself. To the north of the Greenblood, between Planky Town and Sunspear, lay a great expanse of rich soil, the gift of the Rhoynish water witches who accompanied Nymeria.
"House Martell were never kings before Nymeria," Olyvar had explained as she stared at the rolling acres of farmland. "The Shell was barely a river, the histories say, until the water witches altered the course of the Greenblood. Then the Shell grew, and the land between the Shell and the Greenblood became fertile as the rivers flooded every autumn and winter."
"The maesters call it a river delta," Perros Blackmont added absentmindedly, one hand on his reins and the other holding an open book. While Sansa was used to seeing knights ride using only their knees, leaving their hands free for sword and shield, she still could not grow used to the sight of a youth reading on horseback.
Nor could she grow used to the weight of her chest rubbing against her linen breast band. Ellaria had been delighted when Sansa began to add flesh to her slender frame, her belly and hips rounding enough that her gowns had to be let out to accommodate the soft curves, and her hems adjusted for her lengthening legs. Sansa was happy that she could no longer see her ribs or hip bones, but much less happy about the fact that her bosom also grew. She could no longer sleep comfortably on her stomach, and her back hurt unless Ellaria's maid massaged her shoulders before bed.
The sound of creaking iron roused Sansa from her reverie. Guards wearing the orange of House Martell were shouting as they opened the Threefold Gate; those atop the walls were waving and cheering at the retinue as the proud banners flapped in the salty breeze. Ser Deziel Dalt had the honor of carrying Olyvar's banner, a ten-headed golden snake upon sand, while Ser Daemon Sand bore Sansa's, the grey direwolf of House Stark racing across an ice-white field. Almost every every stitch had been sewn by Jynessa Blackmont's maid, Girasol, who was the best seamstress in the retinue. Every stitch, that is, except for the crown of weirwood leaves resting upon the direwolf's head. Those Sansa had done herself.
She opened her ears for a moment as they rode through the gates, searching for the sound of the wayns that bore her weirwood saplings. Beneath the sound of Buttons purring in his sleep the wheels groaned as they always did; she had not realized dirt could be so very heavy. More than once the wayns had gotten stuck in the damp earth of the Yronwood, sinking as though they carried chests of yellow gold rather than boxes of black soil. It was a kind gesture, to make such effort for her sake. The wayns were heavily guarded too, both day and night, a measure which seemed excessive. When she asked Olyvar he had shrugged, bemused, saying that Prince Oberyn had set the guard before they left King's Landing.
She was so focused on the groaning wheels that Sansa winced in pain when the roaring of the crowd overwhelmed her. Smallfolk packed the streets, as if the whole of Sunspear had come to greet them; Ser Daemon and Ser Deziel had to shout for long minutes before a path finally cleared through the press. Ellaria and Lady Nym smiled and waved, but Olyvar was so tense he looked as if he might fall off his palfrey, a dun mare aptly named Patience.
"Try to look less pained," she heard Lady Nym scold through her teeth, still smiling. "They're cheering for you, lackwit." Olyvar bared his teeth in an awkward grimace as their horses walked through the screaming crowd.
"Ser Olyvar!" a burly blacksmith shouted.
"Strongspear!" cried a woman's voice.
The crowd cheered louder as Sansa brought Snowsister up beside Patience, leaning toward Olyvar so he could hear her over the tumult.
"Think of seeing Loree and Doree," she told him, remembering how brightly he smiled whenever he spoke of his youngest sisters. "Imagine they're the ones cheering, ser." A smile was just rising to his lips when Snowsister stumbled on a loose stone. Olyvar grabbed Sansa's hand as she fought to keep her seat, his face panicked.
"I'm fine," Sansa gasped, gripping the mare with her knees, her fingers still laced tightly with his as the crowd bellowed in approval. Thank the gods Lady Nym had insisted on teaching her to ride like a Dornishwoman, and thank the gods she had thought of Arya's ease in the saddle and forced herself to learn. She had to show that a princess of the North could ride as well as any lady of Dorne.
"Stark! Stark! Red wolf!"
Sansa smiled and waved with her free hand, her heart still pounding from almost falling. "Loree and Doree," she repeated, raising their laced hands high as the commons went wild.
"Loree and Doree," Olyvar echoed, smiling tentatively.
He did not let go of her hand until they reached the walls of the Old Palace, and for a while, she could pretend she rode with her brother Robb.
She could not pretend any longer once she was staring up at the sandstone palace, careful not to gape as Brienne of Tarth did. The Rhoynish favored grace and balance in their cities, and it was in that style that Nymeria had built the Old Palace. The Spear Tower rose high above the keep, its walls covered with carvings too small for her to make out. Beside it lay the Tower of the Sun, no less grand despite its lesser height, the broad tower boasting a gilded dome set above arched windows. To her confusion, every window she could see had empty open space where the glass should be.
"Why isn't there any glass?" Sansa wondered.
"Winterfell has glass gardens," Ser Deziel called over. "How warm are they on a summer's day?"
"They're very—“ Sansa blushed. Oh.
There was much more to the Old Palace than the Spear Tower and the Tower of the Sun. She spied a beautiful seven-sided sept of white marble, bathhouses, and artisans’ workshops as they rode toward the Tower of the Sun. Elevated brick paths called aqueducts raised water from the river below and carried it through the palace, to the towers and halls and courtyards filled with gardens, fountains, and pools. The Red Keep was nothing compared to this, this beauty, this harmony— but it wasn't Winterfell.
Ser Manfrey Martell, the castellan of Sunspear, was there to greet them when they dismounted. While stableboys led away the sweat streaked horses to be groomed and fed, servants led the lords and ladies to chambers where they might refresh themselves before being presented to Princess Arianne. For the past three years Prince Doran had left Sunspear in her charge, driven to the Water Gardens by the gout which sapped his strength.
The chambers prepared for Sansa were on the lowest level of the Tower of the Sun. One wall of her solar was set with a vaulted portico that opened onto a small courtyard whose garden was composed of tall lemon trees set around a clear pool. While male servants carried in her trunks, a maid led her to the women's bathhouse. There she was undressed, provided with an enormous, fluffy towel to cover her nakedness, and shown a wide variety of soaps, perfumes, and scrapers which she might use. Overwhelmed, Sansa chose a spiced orange soap she recalled Ellaria using and a scraper carved with blossoms.
The bathhouse was similar to those she had used at other Dornish keeps along their journey. From the changing room she entered a hot room, where she sat so clouds of steam could loosen the dirt from her skin. The other ladies of the retinue surrounded her, chatting amiably as maids slathered their nude bodies with the thick paste-like soap the Dornish favored. After sitting in the steam for a while the ladies moved to the warm room, where they lay on stone beds as attendants scrubbed every inch of their bodies. After the attendant, a no-nonsense woman in her sixties, rinsed Sansa clean with cool water, she was wrapped in fresh towels, one around her waist and another around her hair, and sent to sit in a cool room.
Brienne of Tarth was already there, ungainly and uncomfortable in a far too small towel. Sansa sat beside her sworn sword, accepting a bunch of grapes from an attendant bearing a bowl of fruit. Most of the ladies in the cool room were unknown to Sansa, though she did see Jynessa Blackmont half dozing against a wall. Buckets of cold water lined the room, both to keep the room cool and for the ladies to rinse again if they so wished.
"Could you find a towel that will fit my lady? Perhaps one from the men's baths?" Sansa asked an attendant. The girl glanced at Brienne, bowed, and scurried off. Across the room one of the ladies snorted, and Brienne shrank against the wall.
"Seven save us, she's more mannish than Obara. That's not a lady, that's a cow." The speaker was a pretty woman in her twenties, with pale skin and blue-green eyes. Like every other woman, she wore only towels, with nothing to indicate her house or her sigil. For a moment Sansa wanted to cry; she’d worked so hard to learn Dornish sigils from Ellaria and Myria Jordayne!
"And you are, my lady?" Sansa asked.
"Utha Drinkwater." The lady raised her head proudly.
Sansa glanced at Brienne, her thick body curled in on itself, her face as still as stone. Suddenly a queer rage possessed her, as if Arya and Nymeria had somehow taken over her body. Sansa stood, heedless of her towels falling to the floor and her damp hair slapping her on the back.
"House Drinkwater of Clear Bend. Your sigil is a blue river bend between two trees on a green field. Remind me, what are your house words?”
Utha scoffed, unimpressed. “Clear as crystal, strong as steel.” Sansa smiled; she had remembered rightly.
“Then let me be crystal clear,” she said sweetly. “She is Lady Brienne of Tarth, heir to Evenfall Hall." One of Utha's companions was pointing to Sansa's hair and whispering frantically under her breath as Sansa approached. "I am Princess Sansa of House Stark, sister to the King of the North, the Trident, and the Vale. You are the niece of a landed knight, and your words are unbecoming of a lady. I can only assume that you have not yet bathed, and the filth on your skin somehow poisoned your tongue."
She wasn't quite sure at what point she had picked up the bucket of water, nor did she recall deciding to dump it over Lady Utha. The woman yelped as the cold water hit her skin, her eyes wide as she looked up at Sansa. "There. Now that you're clean, I suggest you apologize to Lady Brienne."
When the attendant returning bearing Brienne's towel, it was to find Sansa looming over Lady Utha, completely naked, as Utha stammered an apology. With a cry of dismay the attendant handed Brienne the new towel and wrapped Sansa back up in the towels that had fallen at her feet. Chastened, Lady Utha fled, and Sansa returned to her bench, inexplicably famished. She and Brienne shared the grapes between them, Brienne's eyes still shining with unshed tears. It was a relief when attendants came to wash their hair, accompanied by Ellaria.
Brienne's short locks were quickly tended, and she left silently while Sansa, whose hair now brushed the small of her back, was still occupied. The attendant needed multiple buckets of water to wash her hair before she worked a thin oil through the strands to protect them from the day's dry heat. The attendant was a girl near Sansa's age, and she worked very carefully, struggling to hide an almost giddy smile.
"What was that about?" Sansa asked when Ellaria helped her find her way back to her chambers. Lady Ellaria already knew the gown she would wear to court, and had changed into the deep green silks before leaving the bathhouse. Sansa, uncertain, still needed to choose a gown and jewels worthy of being presented to the future ruler of Dorne.
"Did you think the palace servants any less excited than those down below in the streets?" Ellaria asked, shooing Buttons away so she could open the wooden chest that held Sansa's nicest gowns. "Princess Elia is well loved, and the brute who attacked her is finally dead." Ellaria contemplated a gown of deep blue, then set it aside. "Olyvar may have struck the fatal blow, but he only raised his spear because you bearded the lion in his den. This one, I think."
Ellaria held out the cloth-of-silver gown she had gifted Sansa the day of the wedding. The gown was cut in the northern style, but made with silks as light as a whisper. "Thank the Seven that I suspected you were still growing; there was enough fabric for Girasol to let out the bust and let down the hem when we were at Lemonwood." Ellaria frowned. "A short sleeved shift underneath, I think, and your lightest kirtle, or you will melt before we reach the throne room."
Sansa nodded, and Ellaria turned to the jewelry box while the maid dressed Sansa. First came the linen shift, then the silk kirtle, then the gown itself. The square neckline mostly hid her bosom, and the belled sleeves her pale arms. The gown was trimmed with white silk embroidered with crimson weirwood leaves, the fruit of her labors during the long journey south. As the maid laced her into the gown, Sansa looked about her new chambers. In one corner was a small sleeping cell, where a straw pallet lay on the floor beside a large woven basket lined with furs.
"Is that your place?" Sansa asked the maid as she began pinning up her hair, covering it with a silver hairnet chosen by Ellaria.
"No, m'lady. That's for the maid I'm training for you. She's with Lady Toland right now." The maid huffed, her mouth clearly full of hairpins. "I'd be happy to wait upon you myself, m'lady, Lady Ellaria can vouch for my work."
"Yes, yes, Rya, you're as good as your mother was," Ellaria said, still sorting through the jewelry box. "If the seneschal has assigned Princess Sansa another maid, there's doubtless a reason."
Rebuked, Rya finished Sansa's hair in silence. Ellaria brought over the pearl earrings Lady Catelyn had given her, as well as a silver necklace from which hung a direwolf rampant. With Sansa ready, all that was left was for Rya to scurry to Ellaria's room and fetch her own jewelry, most of which featured golden snakes twined in sets of four, their eyes of sparkling onyx.
"I once made the made the mistake of telling Olyvar that I missed my girls' embraces when I travel," Ellaria said wryly as Sansa handed Rya a silver stag to thank her for her service. "Olyvar told Prince Oberyn, who thinks he's very witty."
"Who's witty?" Olyvar asked as he entered the room, trailed by Lady Nym.
Her lord husband was garbed in a tunic of sandy colored silk, his hair still damp from the baths. He rubbed his chin and immediately winced; he had forgotten the small pimples that marched up the edge of his jaw. Ellaria gave Sansa a conspiratorial look, and shook her head. Clearly used to not receiving a reply, Olyvar offered her his arm.
The throne room proved Sansa's undoing, and for the first time since reaching Dorne she openly gaped. The golden dome above her head was covered in an enormous mosaic. Scarlet tiles formed a blazing sun over the center of the dome, set against a field of orange. Between each pair of rays lay golden tiles arranged in the shape of spears; tiles blue as sapphire formed a mighty river that rippled around the base of the dome. The stucco walls of the throne room were just as beautiful, covered with painted carvings of desert flowers and trees dotted with olives, oranges, or lemons. Upon the raised dais sat twin thrones, one adorned with a spear, the other with a sun.
"It's like a song," Sansa breathed, like some silly little girl. Olyvar grinned at her.
"Uncle Doran isn't much for court life, but Princess Arianne patronizes poets and singers, and the best mummers come to show off their talents." He grimaced. "There will be mummers at the welcoming feast tomorrow evening, Ser Deziel warned me. They'll be putting on Strongspear the Squire, a new romance by Lady Toland's pet playwright."
"Oh, no." Sansa put a hand to her mouth, but before she could say anything else the seneschal called for silence.
Princess Arianne Martell emerged from the prince's door behind the dais like a lady out of a tale. She was tiny, buxom and beautiful, with luminous bronze skin and dark eyes that shone like stars. Her gown was a striking orange; a chain of golden suns draped across her collarbones and matching suns hung from her ears.
No wonder so many men sought her hand. On the road from Lemonwood she had questioned Olyvar at length about his elegant cousin. Both Ser Deziel Dalt and his younger brother Ser Andrey had wanted to wed her; Ser Daemon Sand had gone so far as to ask Prince Doran for her hand... but the Dalts, rich as they were, were only landed knights, and Ser Daemon was a bastard of Godsgrace, not a trueborn Allyrion.
Arianne seated herself in the sun chair, the seat of the heir. A lord stood at her left hand. His dimples and strong jaw were vaguely familiar, as was his tunic of parti-colored black, red and gold. This must be Ser Lewyn Allyrion, younger brother to Ser Ryon Allyrion. He was not as handsome as his bastard nephew, but he was comely enough, and only a few years older. Ser Ryon was much older than Ser Lewyn.
A blonde woman stood next to the dais, garbed in the pale blue of the Maiden. From the way the woman smiled at Olyvar she knew that must be Tyene, his fourth sister, and Arianne's closest friend. A woman of twenty, Tyene was the daughter of a septa from the Reach, chancemet when Oberyn returned to Westeros for Princess Elia's wedding to Rhaegar Targaryen.
As the seneschal called the room to order Sansa reviewed Prince Doran's court in her head, glancing at the dais to match faces with names and what she had heard of them. The old blind seneschal was Ricasso, a friend of Prince Doran's youth. His pockets would be full of candied ginger for his many great-grandchildren. She had already met Ser Manfrey Martell, the bearded castellan, who boasted as loud as any lord but wept when mummers played tragedies. The grey-robed maester with the goatee and the obsequious smile must be Myles, still nervous and eager to please five years after receiving his chain.
The last counselor to slip in was a lady in black silk embroidered with copper jewels who could only be the treasurer, Alyse Ladybright. Lady Alyse wore a necklace of bright gold-brown gems that were surely the topazes of her sigil. Most of the retinue was still irritated with her. Sunspear was mad for a new game called cyvasse, and Lady Alyse had crushed almost every member of the retinue before they departed for King’s Landing. Apparently she was not gentle with either the feelings or purses of her vanquished foes.
The way Arianne held court was different from how she remembered her father holding court in King's Landing. Her counselors did not interrupt like Pycelle and Varys and Littlefinger had done; when Arianne wanted their advice, the counselor in question approached her throne and whispered in her ear. Two knights disputing over ownership of a mill were ordered to see the bailiffs so that the tax records might be examined; a woman who accused a brewer of rape was sent to the judiciars so they might arrange a trial.
Another woman came to accuse a baker of mixing sawdust in his flour; that woman left accompanied by stern-faced shariffs who would examine the quality of the flour and arrest the baker if needed. For a man who refused to consider ever pressing his claim, Olyvar listened intently, whispering explanations of Dornish law under his breath, his eyebrows shifting as each petitioner brought forth their case. Sansa would have been amused, but when Arianne ordered that a gang of cutpurses be sent to the Night's Watch, her own eyebrows nearly flew off her face.
"The Night's Watch?" She mouthed. Olyvar shrugged, equally bewildered.
Finally the petitions were finished, and it was time for Sansa to be presented. Olyvar led her forward, Ellaria and Nymeria following them toward the dais. Arianne watched them from her throne, one eyebrow quirked.
"Well met, cousin," Arianne said, rising to her feet even as Olyvar bowed and the ladies curtsied. She pressed a kiss to Ellaria's cheek, then Nym's, then Olyvar's.
"And you must be Sansa Stark." Arianne's voice was as lovely and as low as she was; the top of the princess's head was only slightly higher than Sansa's shoulder.
"You are even more gracious than my lord husband said," Sansa replied. "Truly, your judgments were as wise as those I once saw my father make." The princess tugged her down and kissed her cheek, amused. "Oh? How might a simple day of court compare with the man bold enough to send Lord Beric Dondarrion after the Mountain and his reavers?"
"You sent men to the Night's Watch."
Arianne's face drained of color, her smile vanished as her eyes darted to the courtiers still watching curiously. Ser Lewyn swore under his breath; Tyene froze; Ser Manfrey muttered a prayer. "We will continue this conversation in the solar."
The solar was as lavish as the rest of the palace, but Sansa could not appreciate its loveliness, not with Princess Arianne so distraught. Her counselors looked askance at the princess as she paced; after a few minutes her husband laid a gentle hand upon her shoulder, and she stopped, taking a long, deep breath.
"It was supposed to be a novelty," Arianne began, composure settling over her like a cloak. "Men of the Night's Watch so rarely journey this far south. When he said he bore precious cargo, I expected some rare beast or exotic fur, a bribe to send them more men. Instead..."
"He brought a demon," Ser Lewyn said flatly.
Sansa's heartbeat pounded in her ears, rabbit quick. Most of the nightmares that tormented her were twisted memories, horrors she had seen or escaped by the skin of her teeth. But the most frightening nightmares, the ones that made her wake trembling with tears upon her cheeks...
"The Others." Though she spoke in a choked whisper, her words cut the silence like a knife.
"A wight, the black brother called it." Lady Alyse's voice was tight; beads of sweat shone on her brown skin. "A foul dead thing, with milky skin and swollen black hands. And its eyes..."
"Burning blue stars, bright and cold and full of hate. Even wrapped in chains it struggled; when a chain came loose it snapped its own arm to free it, and strangled one of the guards." Maester Myles' smile was gone, replaced by terror. His face was as pale as his ash blonde hair; his hands trembled. Beside him Tyene stood completely still, her air of forced nonchalance more upsetting than the maester's open dismay.
"What does Prince Doran say of this? Is he coming to see the creature?" Ellaria asked. Her voice was skeptical, but her hand clutched Nym's. Lady Alyse and Ser Manfrey looked at each other and Ricasso coughed under his breath, but it was Arianne who answered.
"Prince Doran's gout is much worse since you left. His heart troubles him; his blood does not flow as it should. Even three leagues... Maester Caleotte does not think such a journey wise."
"And why not send the creature to him at the Water Gardens?"
"The shock might kill him, my lady." Ellaria paled as Maester Myles fiddled with his sleeves. “I should like to see this creature for myself—“
"How many of these wait above the Wall?" Olyvar interrupted.
"Thousands, so claims the black brother." Only Ricasso seemed truly calm, like a block of granite undisturbed by wind or rain. "The Wall cannot be crossed by such mindless creatures."
"Peace, Ricasso. Your opinion is known." Ser Lewyn rested a hand on his wife's shoulder. "The creature was presented before the court. All the lords and ladies present saw it; half favor Ricasso's views, and the other half have pledged all their murderers to the Night's Watch, as well as any younger sons and nephews who are landless or desperate for glory."
"Murderers?" Sansa asked Olyvar quietly as Ellaria questioned Arianne and Ser Lewyn further. "Doesn't Dorne always send murderers to the Night's Watch?" That was what Lord Eddard had done.
"Not usually," Olyvar whispered back out of the corner of his mouth. "Under the laws of the Rhoynar, murderers are given to the victim's family. They execute the murderer themselves. We only send murderers to the Watch if the victim has no known family, or if the family wants the murderer to suffer."
"Won't the families be angry?" The conversation had lulled; everyone heard Sansa's question. Tyene glanced at her, the tip of her mouth quirking upward.
"There are ten silver stags for each family that yields a murderer to the Night's Watch," Arianne told her.
"Too high a reward," Lady Alyse muttered, with the air of someone displeased to have lost an argument. "Prince Doran urged caution in all things, and that includes the treasury."
"As you heard Myles say after he examined the records, this is already the coldest autumn in over a hundred years. Caution with my people's safety matters more than counting coppers." Arianne glared at her treasurer, who raised an eyebrow. "And you seemed eager enough to toss coins at the Summer Islanders."
"Those were my own coins, and the furs were well worth it."
Dizzy at the sudden change of subject, Sansa listened for a good ten minutes as the ladies argued. From what she could gather, the swan ship which delivered the brother of the Night's Watch had also brought an assortment of rare furs from Ib, ermine with their distinct black tipped tails, bright white laitice from snow weasels, and the soft pured miniver that came from squirrel bellies. No sooner had the man of the Night's Watch alarmed half the court than the Summer Islander captain had offered the nobles of Sunspear first pick of his wares, spurring an impromptu bidding war over the choicest furs. Apparently neither lady nor princess were pleased with the outcome.
"Princess," Ellaria said sharply, clearly weary of the pointless debate. "Sending men to the Night's Watch is all very well, but what will you tell the Iron Throne? I doubt the queen or Ser Kevan Lannister will pleased at a show of support for a Lord Commander that is Eddard Stark's bastard."
"I already thought of that," Arianne replied, pleased with herself. "I sent a raven saying we wished to rid Dorne of useless mouths before winter; let Robb Stark and Jon Snow fret over feeding them. The Hand replied this morning; he has no objection, and offers Dorne a place among the Kingsguard for a knight of our choice."
The princess turned to Sansa. "I almost forgot. Lord Commander Snow sent a girl along with the sworn brother. His letter said that she is to be your maid, as you have no ladies or servants from the north. An odd wedding gift, to be sure, but she's proved useful. The girl has been nursing Lady Toland's great-niece while she learns the duties of a lady's maid. Rya has been quite vexed with her; the girl is so ignorant you'd think she was a wildling!" Arianne laughed, and her counselors chuckled.
"As for you, cousin—" Arianne looked at Olyvar. "Allyria Dayne is on her way to Sunspear. The riverlords returned Lord Edric Dayne some months past, and he is desperate to be the squire of the knight who slew the Mountain. They should be here for the welcoming feast tomorrow. I would hate to see little Edric's hopes crushed, especially after how he lost his last knight master."
Olyvar nodded at the unspoken command, and with that, Arianne dismissed them so that she might prepare for a meeting with the justiciars. The rest of the afternoon and evening were theirs; the evening meal would be taken in Ellaria's solar. Tyene embraced Olyvar and pressed a kiss to his cheek before following her father's paramour out of the solar, arm in arm with her sister Nym.
Both Rya and a second maid awaited Sansa when she returned to her chambers. Where Rya was a woman in her twenties with golden skin and light brown hair, the second girl looked to be Sansa's age, with big brown eyes like a doe and dark hair. Her bosom had the swollen look of a nursing mother; a year-old babe dozed quietly in a large basket that served as a cradle. Rya's curtsy was prompt and practiced, the girl's a bit slower and more wobbly.
"This is Gilly, m'lady," Rya said with the vague air of someone much put upon. "If you're to join the other ladies in Prince Oberyn's solar, we'll need to start changing you now."
What followed was the most halting, awkward experience Sansa had ever had with a pair of maids. Every single step of removing her gown Rya explained at length, Gilly repeating the instructions under her breath while Sansa stood still as a doll.
"I'll put the gown away on my own," Rya muttered once Sansa stood in only her shift. "It will be faster that way."
"My brother truly sent you?" Sansa asked, glad of the opportunity to speak while Rya was occupied. Gilly nodded, eyes fixed on her feet.
"Yes, m'lady."
By the time Rya brought the summer green gown Sansa would wear for the rest of the day, she had learned that Gilly was fifteen, a widow, a wildling, and mother to the child sleeping in the corner. Most of her day was spent nursing a four-month old babe named Sylva, the orphaned great-niece of Lady Nymella Toland; the rest was spent learning from from the easily exasperated Rya.
"I dare say Gilly will learn quicker if she's less overwhelmed," Sansa offered softly as Rya tersely demonstrated the proper way to lace up a gown. "She is lucky to have such a gifted maid as her teacher." Whether she had remembered the silver stag from earlier or appreciated the compliment, Sansa could not say, but Rya gentled her voice as they finished dressing Sansa.
Despite Rya's fretting over Gilly's slow fingers, Sansa was properly dressed long before her lord husband arrived. She spent the time cooing at Gilly's son, who had awoken from his nap shortly after she finished dressing. The babe could pull himself up to stand, babble words that almost sounded like mama, and giggle when his belly was tickled. Sansa was poking the baby's tummy, giggling herself, when Ser Olyvar came for her.
"Who's this?" Olyvar crouched before the babe, contorting his face into a look of exaggerated surprise.
When Gilly could only stare silently at the knight, Sansa answered for her. "He doesn't have a name yet. Not until he's two. This is Gilly, the maid my brother sent, and this is her son."
"Hello, little one," Olyvar cooed, his voice higher than usual. "Are you a happy little man? Are you a happy chubby little man?" The babe gurgled, pleased. "Oh yes, yes you are—" He abruptly stopped, stood up, and offered Sansa his arm. "My lady," he said graciously, his cheeks flushed. Swallowing the urge to burst into laughter, Sansa took his arm, leaving behind a baffled Gilly, a very happy baby, and a very oblivious cat sleeping on the featherbed.
As they walked to the chambers Ellaria shared with Prince Oberyn, Sansa found her nerves beginning to tingle. Thank goodness she would not have to see Princess Myrcella and Prince Trystane until the morrow when they returned from a jaunt to the shore. She was nervous enough to meet four of her goodsisters today, four women she must impress.
Sarella would not be one of them. The daughter of a Summer Island captain, she had spent the last two years in Oldtown. Olyvar wouldn't say what she was doing, but Sansa had a pretty good guess based on how he spoke of Sarella's love of learning. Nymeria she already knew. Prince Oberyn's second daughter had been born within the walls of Old Volantis, and would turn four-and-twenty within a moon's turn. As for Ellaria's three youngest, Obella, Doree, and Loree, they were at the Water Gardens wth Princess Elia and Prince Doran.
No, today Sansa would only meet the eldest sand snakes, and Olyvar was happy to give her advice as they walked. Tyene she had seen at court already; Olyvar suggested she ask Tyene about needlework. Elia, who was Sansa's age, could be easily befriended with talk of horses, especially if Sansa introduced her to Lady Brienne.
"Meria was supposed to be at court," Olyvar mused as they climbed a set of steps. "Arianne said she was busy with whatever Lady Alyse was doing before court began. Meria is the one who makes peace among us; she's very diplomatic. Ask her about music, and she'll be as happy as Deziel in a garden." His face fell. "Don't mention the harp, though. Ask her about her qithara."
Sansa nodded. Meria was the same age as Tyene, supposedly sired on a Dornish maid the night of Princess Elia's wedding. In truth she was Princess Elia's child, Olyvar's only full sibling, born Rhaenys Targaryen. Apparently she had taken the truth of their parentage... rather poorly.
"What about Obara?"
Obara was the eldest sand snake, a woman of six-and-twenty sired on an Oldtown whore when Prince Oberyn was a youth of seventeen studying at the Citadel. All Sansa had heard painted her as an ill-tempered woman who drove her horses as hard as she drove herself. Mannish, the woman in the baths had said, and Sansa thought of Brienne's awkward discomfort about her looks.
"Obara... takes getting used to," Olyvar said tactfully. "Oberyn didn't bring her to Sunspear until she was eleven, and... she's never forgotten being called the whore's whelp. She was always being compared to the rest of us, and never in her favor. Eventually Prince Oberyn taught them to bite their tongues, but... Obara is used to insults being hidden behind compliments, and is quick to take offense."
Sansa drew a deep breath, holding it for a count of four before releasing it again. What was it Arya said? I must be as calm as still water. She breathed, and counted, and they were through the door.
The solar was as inviting a room as she had ever seen. The floor was covered in tiles set in beautiful geometric patterns, gleaming with colors like pearl, aquamarine, and sapphire. Ornately carved chairs with plump cushions circled the hearth; a long table ran parallel to the windows, covered in fruit arranged in fanciful shapes and foods she had never seen before. There were flagons of water, mead, and wine for quenching the thirst, and bowls of lemonwater for cleansing the fingers.
Nymeria and Tyene sat beside each other on a bench, gossiping over cups of mead. In the corner stood a sullen big-boned woman who must be Obara; the short girl beside her gesturing wildly as she talked about horses must be Elia. In a chair by the fire sat Ellaria, joined by a pretty darkhaired woman with a qithara resting gently on her lap.
"Lady Meria," Sansa said, preparing to dip a curtsy.
"Oh, please don't bother," Meria said, waving for her to stop. Her eyes were a dark amber. "We are sisters now, and besides, if you curtsy then I must rise to do the same, and I just managed to steal my favorite chair from Elia."
"I think she spared her mother five minutes before fleeing to talk horseflesh with Obara." Ellaria hid her disappointment beneath a smile and a shrug.
“Olyvar!” Obara’s voice was sharp and loud; she crossed the room in two long strides and clapped her brother on the back. “I wish I could have been there when you gutted that beast; I’d have fed him his entrails before he died.”
“He gelded him, or near enough,” Sansa ventured, unsure if that detail had made its way south.
“Princess,” Obara said coolly, and that was all Obara said to her for the next hour. Unwilling to interrupt Nym’s reunion with Tyene, Sansa found herself listening to Meria play the qithara with deft fingers while Elia rambled about her favorite horse, the best places to ride at Sunspear, and how unfair it was that her sister Obella had been left behind at the Water Gardens. She was also very indignant about her mother’s failure to bring Prince Oberyn back to Dorne.
“He promised we could tilt when he got back,” Elia grumbled, wincing as she placed a hand on her lower belly while Ellaria eyed her daughter like a hawk.
“I’m sure my sworn sword would be glad to joust with you,” Sansa soothed. “Lady Brienne of Tarth won a tourney in the Reach—.”
“You flowered, didn’t you?” Ellaria asked sharply. Elia glared.
“Three moons past, when you were gone. There was blood everywhere, and my belly feels like a horse keeps kicking me.”
“Excuse us, princess,” Ellaria said, rising to her feet. “My eldest daughter and I will be having words.” And with that, mother and daughter left the solar together, Elia still whining, Ellaria murmuring something about hot bricks wrapped in a thick cloth. Obara stalked off as well, intent on finding a knight who owed her money from a wager.
Nymeria left shortly after, stolen away by a pair of pretty blond twins whose hooded blue hawk hairpins marked them as Fowlers. Nym was holding hands with one of them as the other regaled her with all the gossip she had missed. Tyene joined Sansa and Meria by the fire, listening as Olyvar recounted the chain of events which had led to his unexpected marriage.
“Well,” Tyene finally said. She had interrupted only to make gentle entreaties as to Sansa’s health after such a distressing year. “You have outdone yourself, Olyvar. I thought only Obara could be so brash.” She turned to Sansa. “The embroidery on your court gown was exquisite; I heard you did it yourself? Embroidery and infuriating Lannisters are such happy qualities in a goodsister.” Her embrace was as warm as the kiss she pressed to Sansa’s cheek.
Then it was just the three of them: Olyvar, Sansa, and Meria. She had long since given up plucking her qithara, but now she set it aside.
“You seem like a lovely girl, Sansa,” Meria said as she rose to her feet, “but before you go to the Water Gardens I must warn you that Aunt Elia is very, very angry.”
“It’s not her fault,” Olyvar protested hotly. “She didn’t know father had sworn not to fight, and when he didn’t step forward she chose Brienne of Tarth. It’s not her fault the High Septon wouldn’t allow a female champion, worthless Lannister lackey that he is.”
“That’s technically blasphemy,” Meria remarked, amused. “So you admit that fit of suicidal heroics was entirely your fault?”
Sansa winced at the same time as Olyvar. He’d walked right into the trap.
“So mother is actually furious with me?”
“Right in one. From what little Elia said, her namesake might have spit fire when she first heard the news.”
Olyvar’s face, already guilty, dropped even further.
“Are you angry with me, Ria?”
Meria sighed, then slipped an arm around her brother’s shoulders. “No, not really. It makes it so much easier for Willas and I.”
“Oh, good, I—“ Olyvar stiffened. “—for Willas and you to do what, exactly?”
Meria blinked at him, nonplussed. “To get married, silly. Remember how father used to let us add notes to his letters to Willas? Well, we argued so much over music and horses that when I was fifteen father let me borrow his seal so we could write each other directly.”
“You’ve been writing Willas Tyrell for five years and you never told me?”
Meria snorted. “Oh, as if you don’t have any secrets. Besides, we knew nothing could ever happen. A Dornish bastard wed the heir to the Reach? But two years ago…”
“Mother told us the truth.” Olyvar sank his face into his hands. “Tell me you didn’t send a raven telling Mace Tyrell’s son that you’re a trueborn Targaryen.”
“Oh, a moment ago he was Willas, now he’s Mace Tyrell’s son? I thought you liked him.”
“I did, until five minutes ago,” Olyvar muttered.
“And no, I didn’t tell him. Father did while you were at the Red Keep.”
“He did what?!”
“You had just wed the King in the North’s sister! Father thought you had finally decided to prepare to claim the Iron Throne; he was so pleased.”
Olyvar made a groan reminiscent of a dying cat. “I didn’t— father never said—the queen wanted to marry Sansa to some raper!”
“And instead of kidnapping her or faking her death, you suggested marrying her yourself.”
“I didn’t know there were other options!”
Meria slapped her forehead with the palm of her hand, utterly vexed. “Of course you didn’t,” she groaned, staring at the carved ceiling as though it held the answers she sought. “And I suppose father didn’t bother to tell you that all the gold Petyr Baelish embezzled from the Iron Throne is sitting in your wayns?”
“The WHAT?”
“Excuse me?” Sansa asked, unsure if the siblings remembered she was still in the room. Indeed, from the way they looked at her, she suspected they might have forgotten. “Isn’t this a conversation that should be had with Princess Elia?”
Meria’s smile was all teeth. “Why yes, good sister. Yes, it is.”
Notes:
This chapter got away from me, and I have zero regrets. I can’t wait to hear what you think! 😃
NOTES
1) I added the distributary Shell river (named for the extinct House Shell of the First Men whom the Andal Martells conquered when they arrived in Dorne) and turned the land between Lemonwood and Sunspear into a river delta.
This makes the populations of the Planky Town and Sunspear much more plausible, not to mention why the Martells were such petty lords before Nymeria but powerful enough to rule all Dorne afterward. It also gives the Rhoynish water witches, who are barely mentioned but who fascinate me, an important legacy.
2) GRRM describes the Shadow City and Sunspear as basically dusty hellholes. Fuck that bullshit; if people are living there in such large numbers, it has to have a coastal/Mediterranean climate with occasional rains. Also, since the Shell river isn't canon, where the fuck was Sunspear getting potable water??? The Greenblood is about a hundred miles away, no aquifers are mentioned, and you don't build a city of that size if you just have a couple good wells! The Alhambra in Spain, which was my inspiration for Sunspear, was built next to the river Darro.
3) If GRRM can use Jonquil, which is French for daffodil, I can use Girasol, which is Spanish for sunflower.
4) In canon the Tower of the Sun has lots of thick windows of colored glass. A medieval palace in a Mediterranean climate would never have glass windows, because they substantially raise the temperature of the interior rooms. Moorish architecture favored open windows to allow air flow; they were genuises at designing buildings which would stay cool in summer and warm in winter.
5) As I've said before, my inspiration for Dorne comes from Moorish Spain, and that means Islamic baths, which were luxurious as hell. Here's a medieval bath scraper from the Metropolitan Museum of Art.
6) Yes, I went a little berserk with the architecture this chapter. But Moorish architecture/Islamic architecture is so gorgeous!!!! The geometric patterns, the symmetry, the sense of harmony... the inside of the dome of the Tower of the Sun is based off the mosaic dome interior of the Selimeye Mosque in Erdine, Turkey, which is technically early modern period but I don't care because LOOK HOW PRETTY.
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The stucco in the below image was originally painted; people carved all this! By hand!!!! *screech of delight*
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7) I got curious about homicide rates in medieval England. According to one study, the annual rate was 13 homicides per 100,000 people. Fan estimates suggest Dorne has 3 million people; that's 390 murders per year. Jon's gonna have so many violent new friends! Arianne's bribe of 10 silver stags is equal to $3,800.
8) The canonical ages of the oldest sand snakes and Oberyn's whereabouts in his youth make no fucking sense. I have beaten the timeline into shape and made several of the sand snakes younger so that Oberyn isn't knocking up an Oldtown sex worker when he's 13-14 🤬
9) Arianne is a bit different due to ripple effects of Elia’s survival. No Viserys marriage plot means no fear of being disinherited, she gets married in her late teens/early 20s, and she has Aunt Elia as an additional mentor/parental figure.
10) We last see Doran at the end of May, 300 AC in canon, and his gout is very bad. I decided that by December it's much worse.
11) Interested in furs in medieval Europe? Here's my source.
Chapter 111: Jaime II
Chapter Text
Despite the hour, the plaza beneath the Great Pyramid hummed with activity. Horses neighed, donkeys brayed, and mules whinnied at the traces of more carts than he could count. There were casks of wine and piles of melons, bales of hay and cords of firewood, bushel after bushel of grain, and the gods only knew what else. Men shouted down below, and a flock of fattened sheep crossed the plaza. From their cloven hooves rose plumes of dust that shone pink in the first shy light of morning, swirling like the skirts of a maiden's gown as she danced.
A royal wedding was no trifling occasion. No sooner had the dragon queen announced her intent to wed on the last day of the year than the frantic preparations began. Beasts must be butchered, bread baked, banners sewn. There must be no doubt as to who ruled Slaver's Bay, especially when there was neither scale nor claw of a dragon to be seen.
Only Daenerys and Prince Aegon might venture beneath the pyramid to where the beasts were supposedly chained. Every sailor from Pentos to Meereen was convinced of the silver queen's mastery of her three dragons. Jaime, however, was not. Though he lacked Tyrion's abiding passion for dragons, even he knew that no Targaryen had claimed more than one dragon. The notion of a girl mastering three dragons was as absurd as a knight riding three mounts at once.
Or as absurd as a knight without a sword hand. Jaime grimaced as a servant left him a platter of food to break his fast. Too long had he permitted his mind to wander, staring at the chaos down below. Locked away he might be, but his hours were his own, and the emptiness of his hours chafed worse than any shackle.
Routine had ruled Jaime's life since he before he could walk. His days as a page had revolved around his knight-master, Uncle Kevan, who served as castellan of Casterly Rock with Lord Tywin away in King's Landing. He helped his uncle dress, carried messages throughout the Rock, and listened as lords brought petitions to be heard. But there was no knight-master here, just as there was no Cersei to laugh at his japes.
Japing at the expense of others was one of the few ways to please Cersei after he became a page. When they were younger and spent their days learning from their mother, they were always together. Even when they grew a little older, old enough for half their day spent in separate lessons, they kept close by swapping clothes every few days so each could share the other's lessons. While Jaime recited prayers with the septa and practiced letters with the maester, Cersei learned falling with the master-at-arms and trick riding with the master of horse.
But after he became a page... his duties took him running all over the Rock, and she was locked up with Aunt Genna. Jaime didn't want to spend all day in a stuffy solar practicing embroidery and singing and dancing, not when he could be swinging a wooden sword and hearing tales of famous knights. His twin was less than understanding of his refusal to trade places anymore. Cersei sulked and pouted and once she even stole his sword after he reminded her that girls had no place in war unless they were holding their husband's keep.
It was almost a relief when he turned eleven and was made squire to Lord Sumner Crakehall. That golden summer was shrouded in mist, cloudless day after cloudless day where mornings were spent drilling and sparring and riding at quintain. Afternoons in lessons with the maester were more faintly remembered; for every hour learning of battles and siege engines there were four dedicated to courtesies and dancing and the tedious business of running a fief.
He saw Cersei rarely, for Lord Tywin had brought her to King's Landing when she turned twelve. Jaime raged at the thought of sharing her with the court, of her flirting and dancing with other men, but it was a rage he dared not speak aloud. Her beauty grew with every visit, their stolen hours made sweeter by their shortness. And when he first came to her a knight...
Jaime picked at his cold breakfast, absentmindedly rubbing a piece of flatbread between his finger and his thumb. To be a knight was all he ever wanted; to join the illustrious ranks of the Kingsguard an honor not countenanced in his wildest dreams. But his hopes were quickly dashed. Bards sang and poets wrote of glorious deeds in battle, not a third of a day spent standing silent guard, a third training, a third sleeping, every day the same on and on and on, the monotony only relieved by sheer terror at Aerys' latest mad fancy. Guarding Robert was much the same, but without the terror and with whores instead of wildfire. And, of course, he had an entirely new set of sworn brothers, except for the new Lord Commander, Ser Barristan Selmy. He’d seen the old man just once since his arrival, and oh, what a visit it had been.
"Kingslayer," the old knight said, striding through the door of Jaime's cell with one hand on the hilt of his sword. His hair was as white as his armor, his voice hard with contempt. "What did you say to Her Grace? What poison did you pour into her ears?"
"Poison?" Jaime smiled sharply, ignoring the low growl of his stomach. It was many long hours since Daenerys fled his cell, and the knight had interrupted his dinner. "You always did fear unpleasant truths. I wonder, was it difficult spending so many years deaf, mute, and blind?"
"The Kingsguard swear to obey," Barristan snapped. "Our duty—"
"Oh, of course! Yes, our duty to listen quietly while Rhaella shrieked to the gods for aid?" Jaime popped a grape into his mouth, savoring the look of outrage on Selmy's face.
"You dare ." The old man's eyes were cold with judgment. "A man who sires children on his own sister—"
"She never shrieked to the gods for aid, I promise you. Shrieks of pleasure, on the other hand..." Jaime shrugged. "Well, she usually shrieked into my hand. Safer that way, with you or one of our sworn brothers always near." He laughed as the old man sputtered with rage.
"You did nothing for Rhaella," Barristan finally said, the words almost choked by his fury. "You talk of shame only to forget your own. The Father sits in judgment, ser, and you will find him less merciful than Queen Daenerys."
As if the old man had the right to speak of judgment. Ser Barristan had fought for Aerys until the bitter end, turned his cloak to Robert, and then let Robert kill himself in drunken pursuit of a boar. What feats had he to boast of, besides slaying a Blackfyre and rescuing a mad king? Jaime had saved an entire city from the flames, no thanks to any of his sworn brothers, pulled Elia of Dorne from the Mountain’s clutches, and defended Brienne of Tarth from a bear, Sansa Stark from a raper, and Cersei from their father.
Crumbs covered the table; he had utterly shredded the flatbread. With a grimace Jaime forced down the rest of his breakfast, goat cheese and olives and salted fish washed down with a tart Ghiscari wine of inferior vintage. Enough of this useless melancholy. He had work to do.
Jaime began by dressing in the thickest clothing he could find. The silks and linens provided by Illyrio Mopatis languished in his chests; roughspun and wool were better suited to the task at hand. Without the benefit of armor, layers of cloth were his best attempt at forcing himself to grow used to the heat. Thus attired, he began the endless repetitions of exercises to strengthen his body.
The terrace was no training yard. Fig trees lined the long, narrow space, centered around a marble fountain. There were no heavy stones to throw, no ladders to scale, no men with whom he might grapple. Instead Jaime forced himself to run the length of the terrace, back and forth, back and forth, until his lungs gasped for air. Then he practiced tumbling, falling, and rolling, all of which were much more difficult with one hand missing. Next he danced, a cumbersome bronze statue clutched in his arms to mimic the weight of mail and plate. As the sun neared its zenith he jumped and twisted and lunged, the taste of sweat salty upon his lips.
Midday meant another platter of food, accompanied by a flagon of chilled sweetwater. Jaime drank every drop, fatigued by his exertions. When his belly was full he stripped down to his smallclothes, the sun beating down on his skin as he doused himself with water from the fountain on the terrace. Servants only brought him a copper tub every other day, and he did not fancy greeting his afternoon visitor with the ripe stench of sweat.
Even as a captive, I spend my days with royalty, Jaime thought wryly as he scrubbed the back of his neck. Prince Aegon was the most frequent visitor to his cell. The only visitor, really. The dragon queen had deigned to grace him with her presence thrice; Ser Barristan Selmy just the once.
Jaime dunked his head in the fountain. Thank the gods Ser Barristan was too wroth to return; Jaime was sick of his hypocrisy. Let him bury himself in his devotion to his girl queen; the man had forgotten how to live without a royal arse to kiss.
He was garbed in fresh roughspun breeches and tunic when the door to his cell swung open. The hedge knight entered first, as ever, his shaggy beard as mussed as his mop of orange hair. Brawny muscles strained the seams of his tunic; a look of grim satisfaction tugged at his thin lips.
"Duck." Jaime said, letting a hint of disdain creep into his voice. The big man flushed.
"Ser Rolly to you, Kingslayer."
Ser Rolly Duckfield, better known as Duck, had the honor of serving as Prince Aegon's knight-master. A few years younger than Jaime, Duck was blessed with the build of a Clegane, the loyalty of a Darry, and the wits of a Stokeworth. In other words, he was muscular, intensely devoted to his prince, and completely lacking for sense.
"Come now, Duck, no need to clap your beak. I'm sure he's only too eager for a bout," Prince Aegon chided.
At first Jaime found it difficult to see past the blue dye that still clung to the boy's shoulder-length hair. The face was only vaguely familiar, like a reflection in a pool on a windy day. But as the dye faded, Jaime found glimmers of the Prince of Dragonstone. The boy's eyes were blue-violet and full of fire, his skin just as pale, his voice just as determined as Rhaegar's.
Of Princess Elia Martell he could find nothing, but that troubled him little and less. Rhaenys had born no hint of Rhaegar; she was her mother's child entirely, with the dark hair and coppery skin of a thousand Dornish girls. Better that Aegon bear no reminder of Dorne upon his face; all men who looked upon him would see a true Targaryen in an instant.
Better, they would see a knight. The boy loved the song of swords almost as much as Jaime did. Reviewing the forms of the blade was enough to bring a grin to his face, much less drilling them against a partner, and the chance for a freestyle duel was met with the sort of giddy delight Jaime associated with Tommen catching sight of a new kitten.
Jaime supposed it was only natural that the boy had gotten the idea of testing himself against the Kingslayer; no amount of mockery could dissuade the prince from crossing blades. When Jaime lay on the terrace, bruised and bleeding, Aegon's look of disappointment was enough to tempt him to gut the boy. He was rising to his feet when the prince unthinkingly saved himself.
"I should learn to fight left-handed," the prince declared. "What if my right arm was to be injured in battle?"
Duck had scoffed at the very idea, but Aegon was undeterred. He could write with his left hand, thanks to spraining his wrist as a boy, and now he was determined to fight with his left hand.
And so, every other afternoon, the prince and his sworn sword visited Jaime's terrace. Duck was a capable fighter, but he was a smith's son, fled abroad after committing the crime of beating Lord Caswell's heir senseless. Jaime vaguely recalled hearing of the incident; it was not every day that a lord almost lost his heir to an enraged peasant's hammer. The very idea was so absurd as to be hilarious. Small wonder that the ignorant hedge knight had named himself after a field of ducks.
Duck had learned the sword from long years of practical experience with the Golden Company. Jaime had learned from the finest masters-at-arms money could buy, and knew dozens of forms and drills Duck had never even heard of.
As always they began with the seven blows of the sword, the simplest of forms taught to boys so small they were only fit to wield wooden swords. First came the two cleaving cuts from above, then the two rising cuts from below. Next came the two cuts across the middle, and finally the thrust. Duck watched, arms crossed, as Jaime and Aegon sweated their way through the form over and over, swords in their left hands.
Then it was time to review the guards of the onehanded sword. Aegon had learned most of them from Duck, though he had not known their proper names. They practiced the Iron Gate, the Guard of the Lady, the Stance of the Queen, and all the rest until the sun was dipping toward the horizon.
"A fine pair of pages," Duck snorted when they finally sheathed their blades. "The queen will be expecting you soon, and you need a bath or three." Aegon sniffed himself, grimaced, and promptly dunked his head in the fountain.
"A pleasure as always, Prince Aegon," Jaime drawled when the boy emerged, silvery hair plastered to his head.
"Kingslayer," the prince replied, not seeing how the corner of Jaime's mouth tightened. "Enjoy your evening."
"I shall," Jaime lied.
Dusk draped over the world like a maiden's veil. While Aegon dined with the queen, Jaime dined with the shades of the brother he had lost and the sister he had abandoned. He was not sure which loss cut more deeply.
Tyrion had always worshipped him, ever since he was born. When the wet nurse could not get Tyrion to stop wailing, it was Jaime who tickled him and poked his nose until he laughed. One of his little brother's first utterances had been jay-jay , for he could not yet manage Jaime. Busy though he was as a page, Jaime saw Tyrion almost every day, in the moments he could spare away from his duties and from Cersei. His little brother had wept openly when the time came for Jaime to leave to squire for Sumner Crakehall; Cersei had slapped the four-year old, which made him weep harder, but Jaime had hugged him close.
At first, things changed little when their paths crossed afterwards. Tyrion begged to hear of Jaime's adventures, babbled about whatever of his studies somehow related to what Jaime had been doing, and did his best to make even more japes than Jaime did. Then... then came the tourney at Harrenhal. Lord Tywin and Cersei were not there, of course. His father’s rage at Aerys was too great. But Tyrion was there to see Jaime kneel a knight and rise a Kingsguard.
He could still remember how small Tyrion looked beside Sumner Crakehall, the old boar who had brought the dwarf as a last favor to his former squire. Tyrion was eight, too young to grasp why the lords of the westerlands wore such frozen smiles, but his mismatched eyes were troubled all the same when Jaime invited him to dine in the hall set aside for the Kingsguard. Tyrion had accepted, eyes wide with excitement at the honor— then Aerys summoned Jaime, and within the hour he was riding for King's Landing, his new white armor the chains that bound him to Aerys' whims.
That was the last he saw of Tyrion for three long years. After Robert's Rebellion his brother was older, wiser, yet still so single-minded in his determination to win Lord Tywin's approval. Jaime never had the heart to tell his little brother that he had set himself an impossible task. And after Tysha...
A sharp lesson, his father had said as he sent Jaime back to King’s Landing a week early. It was years before Jaime learned what that meant, courtesy of a pair of red cloaks gossiping while Myrcella and Tommen played beneath the shadow of Casterly Rock. Robert was off bedding some serving wench; Cersei was busy dressing for the feast to celebrate the end of Lord Tywin’s tourney. Lacking mother or father, they gamboled under the watchful eye of their septa, not knowing their true father stood before them in the guise of an uncle.
Prince Aegon promised no harm would come to Myrcella or Tommen. It was Jaime‘s third demand, after mercy for himself and for Cersei. It was a test Tyrion might have been proud of, a chance to weigh the temper of the Targaryen prince. Jaime had no interest of aiding the boy if it meant danger to the only family he had left. To his surprise the prince readily agreed, so long as Jaime leant his support when the day came for their return to Westeros.
It would be sweet to see Cersei again. He had not been parted from her for so long since the rebellion, when she was trapped at Casterly Rock with Lord Tywin, and he with Aerys in the Red Keep. When he traveled west to escort her to her wedding… their first lovemaking since their separation was a passionate blur. They kissed in a mad, silent frenzy, touching each other all over as if to make sure they were still whole. He pressed hard muscles against his twin’s soft breasts, he buried his cock deep in her sopping cunt. Cersei had wept as she came, her teeth sinking into his shoulder to muffle her cries of ecstasy.
Someday he would hear those cries again. He had made and unmade kings before, after all. Once Jaime had sat on the Iron Throne, bloody sword across his knees, the lords of the Westerlands waiting for him to proclaim a new king. Then his thoughts had turned to Viserys and the infant Aegon. The chance to spite Stark and Baratheon alike was tempting, until he remembered that Aerys' blood flowed through their veins.
“Proclaim who you bloody well like," he told Roland Crakehall, lord now that old Sumner was dead. Only after Eddard Stark arrived and ordered him down from the throne, grey eyes hard, had Jaime thought of Elia and the children. He arrived too late, just as the Sword of Morning had.
Jaime wondered what Elia would think when she learned Varys had saved her son where Ser Arthur Dayne had failed. Even spiders, it seemed, could feel one drop of pity. Thank the gods that Aegon had his father’s blood, not his grandfather’s. Aerys would never have served as Rhaella's hand, never. Yet his grandson threw himself into serving Daenerys, eager to force order upon chaos. If Prince Aegon considered himself ill-used, Jaime saw no sign of it. Aerys would have sought the dragon queen's death, just as he had sought the death of Daenora Targaryen and her son.
Daenora was one of Daeron the Good's granddaughters, though Jaime could not remember which of Daeron's four sons had sired her. He did recall that the poor woman had been wed to Aerion Brightflame, the maniac who died in exile in Lys. Even for a Targaryen, imbibing wildfire in hopes of turning oneself into a dragon was remarkably stupid. No doubt his death was a relief to his poor wife, who bore a son shortly afterwards. When King Maekar died the next year, the babe— Maelor? No, Maegor — was one of the possible heirs to the crown, passed over for the man who became Aegon the Unlikely, Fifth of His Name.
All of this had happened long before Jaime's birth, when his grandfather Tytos was still a boy. Such dusty history mattered little to him, but it was of great interest to Aerys as his madness deepened. Even with all his little birds, it took the eunuch Varys years to track down what happened to Daenora after the Great Council ended and she fled to Lys with her babe. Jaime was guarding the king the day the news finally came; how Aerys had exulted at hearing of the deaths of his distant kin.
"Maegor died as a youth of three-and-twenty, struck down by plague," Varys said smoothly.
"He was no dragon," Aerys replied, baring his teeth in a terrible mockery of a smile. Lank silver hair fell to his waist; his beard was as tangled and twisted as his mind. "Petty illness cannot take a true dragon."
"Just so, just so," the eunuch nodded. "He left behind a Lyseni wife and newborn son. The wife perished in the same plague; Daenora raised the infant until she died of a wasting illness. The boy was taken in by a traveling mummer's troupe."
"What happened to the boy?" Aerys snarled. His hands clenched, those awful fingernails like yellow talons pressing against his wrists.
"A mere mummer boy poses no threat to Your Grace," the mace-and-dagger Hand protested softly.
"Boy? That mummer is now a man, and doubtless desperate to usurp my crown." Aerys stood, nicking his arm on the throne in the process. "I will not have it, I will not. This mummer must die; Rossart will show him the meaning of fire and blood."
"No need, Your Grace." King and Hand turned back to the master of whisperers. Varys' bald head shone in the torchlight; Jaime could almost smell the reek of his lavender perfume. "The boy bled to death in an alley in Myr."
Lucky boy , Jaime remembered thinking. Better a quick death than falling into Aerys' hands. The nameless mummer Targaryen's agony would have been prolonged and exquisite before Aerys let him die. Much as he distrusted Daenerys, he could not imagine her relishing the sound of screams. His appetite gone, Jaime abandoned his chair for the terrace.
It was a cool night, the sun long since set. With a groan Jaime lowered himself to the ground. The bricks of the terrace dug into his back as he lay down, but he paid them no mind as he looked up at the night sky.
As always he found the Sword of Morning first, its long blade pointing west at the Moonmaid. Myself and Cersei , he thought when he was young and foolish. Now he knew better, and turned away. The Crone's Lantern caught his eye next, hovering over the Rose and the wandering star sacred to the Maiden. There was the Stallion rearing, there the Swan with its long neck and the Galley with its masts and sails.
But it was the Ice Dragon's wings that shimmered brightest against the velvety sky, so remote and yet so near. He could still remember the grip of Rhaegar's hand upon his shoulder, the look of regret in the Prince of Dragonstone's dark indigo eyes. "When this battle's done I mean to call a council. Changes will be made. I meant to do it long ago, but... well, it does no good to speak of roads not taken. We shall talk when I return."
The Ice Dragon's blue eye glimmered. Robert Baratheon and his warhammer had ensured that Rhaegar never spoke again, to Jaime or anyone else. But Aegon... Aegon would be all that Rhaegar should have been. He would wed his aunt in the Targaryen fashion, and never glance at some wild northern girl. Daenerys might be small, but she was strong as Elia never was; she would bear a ripe crop of silver-haired princes and princesses.
He gazed up at the King's Crown, at the luminous stars that formed its band and the faded stars that tipped its points. The wandering star sacred to the Father was brightest of all, gleaming in the center of the crown like a diamond. Did Criston Cole see such an omen before he chose to bend the knee to Aegon the Second?
Jaime smiled to himself. Oh, how the realm will tremble when Kingslayer returns as Kingmaker.
Notes:
This one was a bit tricky, but I love how it turned out! Can't wait to see what y'all think :D long comments give me life!
And yes… Olyvar II is up next. Buckle up for the Water Gardens and the long awaited Elia Nymeros Martell!!!
Fun game- count how many times Jaime obliviously dunks on himself due to ignorance or lack of self awareness.
NOTES1) Jaime thinks of Rhaegar 14 times in canon. His general opinion seems almost worshipful; when Rhaegar left for the Trident, Jaime begged to go with him. He never thinks of Lyanna in his own POV; he only thinks of Elia 3 times, once in reference to Tywin hoping she'd die so Cersei could marry her, twice in reference to Elia's location during the rebellion 😠
2) Jaime's training comes from several places. For an original source, we have the Chronicles of Jean Froissart, which refers to the training of Jean II le Maingre, also known as Marshal Boucicaut.
"And now he began to test himself by jumping onto a courser in full armor. At other times he would run or hike for a long way on foot, to train himself not to get out of breath and to endure long efforts. At other times he would strike with an axe or hammer for a long time to be able to hold out well in armor, and so his arms and hands would endure striking for a long time, and train himself to nimbly lift his arms. By these means, he trained himself so well that at that time you couldn't find another gentleman in equal physical condition. He would do a somersault armed in all his armor except his bascinet, and dance armed in a mail shirt... When he was at his lodgings he would never cease to test himself with the other squires at throwing the lance or other tests of war."
I also took inspiration from SETTE COLPI: UNDERSTANDING THE SEVEN BLOWS OF THE SWORD IN ARMIZARE and from this translation of The Flower of Battle of Master Fiore Friulano de’i Liberi. See pages 237-252 for some fascinating diagrams :D Though most swordfighting in ASoiaF is onehanded, I took some stance names from the section on Sword in Two Hands.
Finally, when that got too overwhelming, I turned to Tamora Pierce's Tortall books, especially Alanna: The First Adventure, First Test, and Page.
3) Oh, Jaime. Writing him yelling at Barristan was such fun, but Jaime is such a damn hypocrite. Also casually racist about how lucky it is that Faegon doesn't look Dornish. Asshole.
4) Today in weird research tangents, constellations! Jon and Jaime name certain constellations in canon. While beyond the Wall with Ygritte, Jon lists seeing the Shadowcat, the Ice Dragon, the Moonmaid, the Sword of Morning, the King's Crown, the Stallion, and a red wanderer (a planet) sacred to the Smith. From the Riverlands during his captivity with Brienne, Jaime sees the King's Crown, the Stallion, the Swan, and the Moonmaid. In The Sworn Sword Duncan the Tall sees the Stallion, the Sow, the King's Crown, the Crone's Lantern, the Galley, the Ghost, and the from the Reach.
What constellations are visible varies by latitude (how far north or south of the equator you are). This rough estimate where fans arranged Westeros and Essos on a globe has both continents entirely north of the equator, so I arranged the constellations as follows:
Only visible north of the Neck: Shadowcat
Only visible south of the Neck: Swan, Sow, Crone's Lantern, Galley, Ghost
Visible everywhere north of the equator: Ice Dragon, King's Crown, Stallion, Moonmaid, Sword of MorningMeereen is at a similar latitude to the southern Stormlands, so Jaime is seeing familiar constellations.
Chapter 112: Olyvar II
Notes:
Mid December, 300 AC
Hahaha 33,004 words this month, what the FUCK
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Shh, good girl," Olyvar soothed, stroking Patience's dark mane. The dun mare snorted and shook her head, distressed. He frowned. What could be amiss? The coast road was flat and wide, the small company riding at an easy pace. "What's wrong, hmm?"
Princess Sansa rode a few horse lengths behind him, conversing under her breath with Brienne of Tarth. Yet she tilted her head and glanced his way, as though she'd heard his mumbled question. With a gentle kick she urged her own mare forward.
"Patience has a stone in her shoe, ser," Sansa told him. "Her left hind leg; she says it hurts." She smiled sweetly, pleased with rendering her assistance. Olyvar returned her smile, doing his best to cover his unease. Sansa had not spoken a single word to his horse, nor had the mare made any sound in reply.
When the retinue paused to water their horses, Olyvar checked Patience's hooves. A jagged rock was stuck in her shoe, just as his wife had said. He removed it, then offered the poor mare a handful of dried apples. She lipped them out of his palm, her velvety nose soft against his skin. When Sansa drew near he offered her apples for her own mare, but she shook her head.
"Snowsister thinks they're too chewy."
"Oh, never mind then—" Before he knew what was happening his wife had snatched the apple rings from his hand, a mischievous look upon her face.
"I already ate all of mine, and Brienne likes them too. My thanks for such a fine gift, ser." Smiling, Sansa trotted back to her sworn sword, one hand gripping her reins and the other her prize.
Brienne's face was even homelier than usual, thanks to the enormous purple bruise blooming across her right eye. Such a bruise would offend Nym's vanity and Obara's pride, but the maid of Tarth seemed oddly well-contented.
A few days after their arrival at Sunspear, Olyvar had wandered into the yard to find Brienne of Tarth sparring a knight in the green and blue of House Drinkwater. Though their swords were blunted, their blows were not. Brienne had utterly thrashed the older knight, her only injury the result of a unlucky elbow to the face. When the knight yielded, the crowd of onlookers applauded, led by Meria and Princess Sansa, whose gentle smile seemed sharper than usual, almost wolflike. His sister and his wife murmured to each other as the crowd dispersed. The next morning Utha Drinkwater was dismissed from Princess Arianne's ladies, sent back to Clear Bend.
For some unknown reason, Obara was much friendlier to Sansa after that. She had watched the spar as well, a bloodthirsty smirk upon her face, and challenged Brienne to a friendly spar before they left Sunspear. To his embarrassment, Obara won, a feat Olyvar had not managed since departing the Tor. Initially he had benefited from Brienne's lack of experience in fighting against spear rather than sword, but the maid was nothing if not determined, and by Yronwood she was winning two of three bouts.
He had sulked to himself for most of the day after her first victory. Tall as she was, Brienne was still much shorter than the Mountain. Would his fellow knights think less of him? Olyvar nervously waited for their mockery, but little came. By the end of the day, after reviewing their bout over and over, he grudgingly accepted his defeat. Shorter she might be, but Brienne was much faster than the Mountain, her endurance unfathomable given her size. She followed her opponent's every move, conserving her formidable strength, watching and waiting for the right moment to strike.
Not only that, but a spar was far different than a trial by combat with a maiden's life at stake. There was no battle fever to spur him on, to sharpen his senses and lend strength to his arm. He was also a little ungainly in his own body of late, thrown off by an unexpected growth spurt. Olyvar had resigned himself to reaching only six feet, but since his bout against the Mountain he had added another two inches to his height. To his delight and his sister's annoyance he could now rest an arm on Obara's head if he stood on the tips of his toes. It was only fair; she'd done the same to him when he was younger, a short page desperately waiting for the growth that preceded manhood.
A sharp laugh rang out; Obara had joined Sansa and Brienne. It had been impossible to dissuade all of his sisters from accompanying them to the Water Gardens; only Nym knew the truth of Meria and Olyvar's birth, courtesy of a very stern conversation with mother Elia and Uncle Doran before departing for King's Landing. Tyene and Obara thought it an ordinary visit to their sisters and beloved aunt. He suspected Arianne knew; if so she was doubtless dying to share the secret with Tyene. But it was not for nothing that Aunt Elia had spent years tutoring her nieces and foster daughters in the importance of discretion.
It was midday when they reached the Water Gardens, having left Sunspear in the first soft light of dawn. Blood orange trees shaded the many pools and fountains of clear water, bright fruits hiding among their leaves. Treasure flowers in vivid two-toned shades of gold and orange ringed the base of each tree, their leaves shading the soil to keep it from turning dry. As they walked through a courtyard a gardener scurried out of their way, a glass jar of oil and a brush in his hands.
"What was he doing?" Sansa asked curiously. They walked arm in arm as was proper, her steps thoughtful and measured as she looked about.
"Sometimes vipers lay eggs in the shade of the bushes," Olyvar explained. "Brushing them with oil prevents their hatching. The children here are under the protection of House Nymeros Martell; any risk to their safety cannot be allowed."
Sansa nodded, her wide eyes taking in the fluted pillars and arches of pale pink marble. They were even more beautiful than the ones in the Old Palace, richly carved with swirling leaf-covered vines and the blossoms of every flower found across Dorne. A breeze brushed cool fingers through his hair, the familiar scent of salt filling his nose.
A servant led them to a terrace overlooking the beach, the best spot to watch over the naked children playing in the surf. A few rode each other's shoulders, pushing and shoving and shrieking with glee.
"Oh!" Sansa covered her mouth with her hand, horrified. A pair of older children had succeeded in knocking over their younger foes, the defeated children falling with a tremendous splash. "Oh, no, no—" she looked about frantically for the closest servant.
"They're fine, princess," Olyvar reassured her, pointing. Undaunted, the losers were rising spluttering to their feet, the smaller one clambering back up onto his partner's shoulders for another bout. "The children can swim, and there are attendants already on the beach in case of mishap."
Sansa furrowed her brow, confused. "Do they always play like that?"
Olyvar smiled, remembering the days when he was a part of the chaotic fray.
"It is a time honored tradition. I was five when I first rode upon Obara's sturdy shoulders." He snorted. "We screamed like hellions, but we usually lost. Obara insisted that we take on the largest, strongest boys, the sons of smiths and fishermen and knights."
"It's not my fault you were scrawny." Obara retorted. She was also on the terrace, along with Tyene, Meria, and Nym. His sisters drew closer, the better to join their conversation, as did Ellaria and Arianne.
"I suppose you all played together?" Sansa asked. Nym smiled, her long braid draping over her shoulder.
"I refused to carry Olly. I was eleven, too close to maidenhood to sacrifice my dignity acting like a pack mule."
"You were a bit of a priss at that age," Arianne teased, slipping an arm around Tyene's waist. She looked at Sansa. "I did not share such reservations."
"You and the Fowler twins were a menace," Olyvar grumbled.
Arianne smirked. "Don't forget what a terror I was when Garin carried me."
"An orphan of the Greenblood who hit his growth spurt early," Olyvar explained to Sansa. "They were a nightmare, and very smug about it. Thankfully Arianne left the pools before I turned seven, and my fortunes improved. Meria and Tyene were both solid mounts; we won at least half our bouts."
"What about Sarella?" asked Sansa. Olyvar grinned fondly.
"Sarella preferred to read on the terrace, or dig for shells upon the beach; she only ever served as a mount for Obella. When I was ten and Elia was six, she decided no partner would serve except her only brother, and I spent half a year carrying her across the pools. Obella was only four, too young for the Water Gardens, but she was as determined as any of our elder sisters. She had to fight El, and Sarella had to be her mount because she was taller than Meria or Tyene. Or me," he admitted ruefully. "After much begging and pleading Sarella yielded, though she refused to join the battles on the beach."
"Saltwater dries out her hair," Tyene explained, noting Sansa's confusion. "Her mother was a Summer Islander, and Sarella has her tight, dense curls. Saltwater turns them brittle; the pools were freshwater, and besides, they were safer for little Obella. Even so, Ellaria hovered the entire time; she was carrying Dorea then, and too slow to leap into the water if anything went amiss."
"Sarella was so terrified of upsetting me that she almost never fell," Ellaria remarked. She tapped her cheek with her finger, feigning deep thought. "I seem to recall there was a solid week where they defeated all comers."
"I miss Sarella," Olyvar murmured.
"I miss my mother."
Sansa was so quiet he scarce could hear her. He glanced at his sisters; Arianne had begun telling a story about the time Prince Oberyn had taken her to the ruin called Shandystone along with Tyene and Sarella, Tyene occasionally interrupting to fill in details Arianne had forgotten. With a gentle tug he drew Sansa away from the press, far enough across the terrace that they would not be heard. Long minutes passed as Sansa watched the children playing, her eyes wistful.
"Can you swim, or are all the rivers frozen solid?" Olyvar asked.
The princess laughed softly. "You forget, ser, I am half a fish. My mother the Lady Catelyn taught us all to swim in the pools of our godswood. Sometimes Robb and Jon would even swim in the moat; Jon was always the strongest swimmer. Arya thought it was funny, that he swam so well when he was the only one without Tully blood."
"When did you last have the chance to swim?"
"When I was at the God's Eye." Noting the look of guilty panic in his eyes at once again shoving his foot in his mouth, Sansa shook her head. "Before Harrenhal, not after. When I was on the Isle of Faces."
He did not recall Sansa mentioning the Isle of Faces in her fragmented explanations of her travels, but he knew better than to interrupt. Sometimes questions drew her out, but sometimes she retreated inside herself instead.
"It was beautiful," she said, almost to herself. "Waters that sparkled like sapphires, ancient trees, meadows full of fragrant flowers. The beach was pebbled, though; I never saw a sandy beach until the Tor. There was a little bay where I would go each morning to float upon the water, feather light. One day I swam to another bay, looking for the berries that grew near the shore. Instead... there were bones, so many bones, but they were dark as night and shone like stars."
"Dragonbone," Olyvar whispered, unable to help himself. Sansa nodded.
"Once she was Quicksilver, dragon of Aenys Targaryen and his son Aegon after him. Balerion slew her in battle, Maegor the Cruel perched upon his saddle. She fell into the lake, and her rider with her, but only she washed up upon the isle, so many years ago. Clusters of arrowroot and sprigs of lavender grew between her ribs; a birch tree sprouted from her skull."
"The Rhoynar believed life and death were the twin daughters of Mother Rhoyne," Olyvar said softly. "The river nourished her people, but they never forgot that she could take life as easily as she gave it."
For a moment they fell silent, the only sound the distant crashing of the waves and the cries of seagulls. A parapet encircled the terrace, the wall just the right height for Olyvar to lean upon his elbows and contemplate the serene tableau. He was watching clouds drift lazily over the sea, pondering what he would say to mother Elia, when a piercing shriek assailed his ears.
"OLLY!!!"
"Ollyollyollyolly, you're back!"
A pair of small boulders crashed into his legs; arms wrapped around him like a kraken's tentacles. His back smacked into the hard stone of the parapet, but Olyvar was laughing so hard he barely noticed the pain.
"Little sisters!" He wrapped his arms around Doree and Loree, gripped tight, and lifted them off their feet. Their dark hair was longer than he remembered, bound up in the same complicated manner favored by El and Obella. As they wiggled and squealed he could see that Loree was missing both front teeth; Doree's smile was a mix of baby teeth and adult teeth only half grown in.
"Put me down put me down—" Doree ordered.
"Pick me UP—" Loree demanded.
"Olyvar, sisters. It is good to have you home," Obella said, raising her voice to be heard over the joyous babble. At twelve she was too old to sprint across the Water Gardens; for perhaps the first time in his life he could not spot a single stain or wrinkle upon her gown. In the distance behind her he could see a wheeled chair pushed by his sister little Elia, garbed as always in tunic and breeches. A white-haired man accompanied them, the captain of his uncle's guard. Strong despite his years, Areo Hotah still needed only one hand to clasp his longaxe.
Obella turned to Sansa, whose amusement sparkled in her eyes. "You must be Princess Sansa." She dropped a halfhearted curtsy. "I am Obella Sand, and these are my sisters Dorea and Loreza. Welcome to the Water Gardens."
"If she's a princess, why isn't she wearing a tiara?" Olyvar winced; he had put Doree down and picked Loree up, and consequently she was shouting in his ear. "Mama Elia and cousin Arianne are princesses, and they always wear a tiara. Mama Elia let me try hers on!"
"Volume, please," Olyvar begged, unable to cover his ears without dropping her. "Inside voice, Loree."
"But we're outside," she replied mulishly.
"She does have a point," Nym smirked. Unamused, Olyvar took three long strides and dumped Loree into his older sister's arms. Nym swore under her breath, groaning at the sudden burden of over threescore pounds of giggling girl.
"I don't have a tiara, sweetling," Sansa informed Loree, who blinked, confused by this unexpected reply.
"Why not?"
The butt of a longaxe tapped against the stones of the terrace, once, twice, thrice. All eyes turned to the prince in the wheeled chair; even Loree fell silent and scrambled down from Nymeria's arms, small hands brushing the wrinkles from her gown.
Prince Doran Nymeros Martell had aged ten years since Olyvar last saw him. Pain clouded his uncle's dark eyes; his face was pale and drawn. A Myrish blanket covered his ruined legs, but there was no covering his swollen arms and gnarled hands. Lumps of knobby flesh bulged from most of his fingers; one finger was half-missing, a bandage covering the cut where it must have been amputated.
"Prince Doran," Sansa murmured, dipping a low curtsy. "Prince of Dorne, Lord of Sunspear, Shield of the Rhoynar and Defender of the Faith." If the prince's appearance upset her, she showed no sign. Her voice was steady, her poise perfect.
"Rise, child," Doran said, his own voice strained. "Be welcome, Princess Sansa of House Stark. I did not expect my nephew to return from King's Landing with so rare a jewel, but I am pleased to call you my goodniece."
"You are too kind, my prince." Sansa rose to her feet. A giddy shriek rose from the beach; Sansa turned by instinct, a little smile bringing out the dimples in her cheeks.
"Would you like to join the children for a little while?"
Sansa stared at Prince Doran, her eyes wide, and for a moment her armor fell away to reveal the child who hid beneath the princess. "I-I could? But-but I'm too old, I cannot—" she gestured helplessly at her chest.
"There are bathing tunics," Ellaria said gently. "Come with me, princess. You too, ladies," she called to her daughters and foster daughters. Unsure of what was happening, Olyvar stayed put as Ellaria led his wife away, the rest of his sisters trailing after them.
Prince Doran sighed, the noise turning into half a groan as he attempted to push the wheels of his chair. Elia had pushed him onto the terrace, but she had gone off arm in arm with Obella, Doree and Loree following at their heels like ducklings. "Arianne, Olyvar, I need to speak to each of you."
"Of course, father," said Arianne. She strode behind his chair, taking charge of the handles. Uncle Doran preferred to sit under the blood orange tree that shaded one end of the terrace, and she rolled him there slowly, careful not to jostle his aching limbs.
When his uncle was settled, his blanket wrapped around his legs and a cup of wine in his hand, Olyvar went to one knee, some instinct of apprehension curling around his heart.
"I know I acted without your leave, uncle, I—"
A trembling wave of Prince Doran's hand bade him be silent. For a while they sat in quiet, the stone of the terrace warm against his knee, a breeze rustling in the leaves of the orange tree. A ripe blood orange plopped to the ground, immediately hidden by the leaves of the jasmine bushes that bordered the terrace.
"You have a kind heart, nephew," his uncle said at last. "Ellaria wrote me much of what happened in King's Landing; I see no need to waste time on apologies and excuses. Save your breath for your mother."
Olyvar flinched. "Yes, uncle."
"Princess Elia was taken ill yesterday; she has not yet risen. She will send for you when she is ready; perhaps in a few hours. It is Arianne with whom I needed to speak. For you I have another task."
"I am yours to command."
Doran laughed weakly. "Always so eager to serve your family. I saw the greeting you received from Dorea and Loreza; many knights would refuse to tolerate such childish folly."
Olyvar frowned, confused. "You always say children are made for folly; why should I act differently with my sisters just because I have been knighted?"
"A fair question." A spam of pain crossed his uncle's face.
"When did you last have your wine?" Arianne asked, concerned. The wine in his cup was a pale sweet lemon wine, not the dark sour red Maester Caleotte laced with milk-of-the-poppy, the only remedy for the pain caused by Doran's gout.
"I will have some when we are done speaking. There is much you do not know, much that I must tell you." He stretched out his hand, the white bandage on his half-finger bright in the sun. Arianne did not look away, but she paled at the sight. "Caleotte removed it a month past, and six of my fingers are near as bad. Only three toes are left to me now; my ankles are the size of apples." Arianne covered her mouth, now slightly green. "The maester wants to cut off both feet, in hopes of buying more time."
"Then we must make arrangements immediately, father, you can't—"
"Arianne." His uncle's voice was fond. "I have endured nearly four long years of endless agony. You are as ready as you will ever be. For the love you bear me, please do not ask me to die by inches."
Arianne nodded, tears welling up in her eyes as she choked back a sob.
"Quentyn is on his way to visit me one last time. Soon your lady mother will return from Norvos; Trystane is to remain in her care until he comes of age. I do not doubt that she will give you honest counsel, as she once gave me. The customs of Norvos are not those of Dorne, but a fresh pair of eyes often see a problem more clearly than those clouded by tradition. We shall speak today, and tomorrow, and every day until the Stranger releases me from the feeble prison my body has become."
His uncle turned to Olyvar.
"You, nephew. Long have I watched you grow; you are as dear to me as my own sons. I see so much of your mother in you..." A gnarled finger brushed a tear away from Olyvar's cheek. "I know why you acted as you did. How could you not? You have spent your life learning from your sisters. You are as brash as Obara, as implacable as Nym, as patient as Meria, as devout as Tyene, as thoughtful as Sarella, as determined as Elia and Obella."
"What did he get from Doree and Loree?" Arianne asked with a watery chuckle. "An unquenchable taste for blackberry tarts?" Her father handed her a cloth to wipe her eyes, his hand shaking from the exertion.
"The way you see the world," Doran said softly. "Children are wise, in their way. Tell them life is unfair, and they will demand that you make it fair. What does a child care for the complexities of politics, of hard decisions made for lack of any alternative? Small wonder you chose to fight the Mountain for the sake of a girl you did not know."
"How could I not?" Olyvar could not stop the words from spilling forth. "Sansa stood before the Iron Throne, alone and friendless, and defied Tywin Lannister as the entire court looked on. Tywin the Faithless she named him, oathbreaker, murderer, craven.”
"So I heard. For all her youth she is as gifted with words as you are with the spear. But come, Arianne has waited long enough; you and I may speak later. I said I had a task for you, and you swore you were mine to command.”
Olyvar listened as his uncle explained, pausing now and then to catch his breath when a pang of agony crossed his face. “I am sure you think it strange, what I ask of you,” Doran concluded finally. “But it must be done before you speak to Elia.”
“I shall do my best, uncle.”
“That is all I ask.” He dismissed Olyvar with a feeble wave; Olyvar rose to his feet and turned away.
"You never knew Olyvar's mother," Arianne murmured under her breath when she thought Olyvar out of earshot. Doran sighed heavily. "That was not where I meant to begin, but it is as good a place as any. My solar, please, the breeze often carries words beyond the intended ears, and sometimes the children run up to beg for sweets."
The wheels squeaked softly as his uncle rolled away, Arianne pushing the chair while Hotah followed behind. A few guards in the orange livery of House Nymeros Martell remained stationed at the far edges of the terrace, but otherwise Olyvar was alone.
Unsure of where to begin, he returned to his earlier place by the parapet looking over the beach, once more resting his elbows upon the top of the wall. There were five new figures playing in the waves among the naked children, three maids and two girls. The maids wore faded yellow bathing tunics that stuck to their skin; the girls were naked like their fellows, brown skin gleaming. At this distance he could not tell Doree and Loree apart, nor could he tell who was riding Elia and who was riding Obella. Both maids seemed to have discarded their recently discovered dignity like an ill fitting gown.
He could recognize Sansa, who was the palest and tallest of all the children. Somehow she had acquired a rider, a brown haired girl who looked to be one of the youngest present. Clearly unused to carrying such a burden, Sansa wobbled at the first shove from her opponent, and the second shove sent her reeling backwards. There was no need for a third; her rider leaned to the side, eager to do some shoving of her own, and Sansa lost her balance. Both girls tumbled into the sea, their opponents cheering.
At first Olyvar feared such play was too rough for the ladylike girl, but then he recalled hearing of snowball fights contested with equal ferocity. Sansa rose to her feet, bent over so her rider could mount again, and rejoined the fray. His elder sisters watched from a safe distance, far enough up the beach to deter attack but close enough to enjoy the mock battle. Olyvar could not say how long he observed the children at play, but it was long enough for his elbows to grow stiff from pressing against the stone parapet.
He turned away from the beach with a sigh, his steps wandering toward the pools sheltered between the largest courtyards. Only a few children romped in the clear waters, those who were too young to risk the tides and currents of the sea. Some sat on the edges of the pools, dangling chubby legs. Small hands pulled apart orange segments and threw them into laughing mouths, heedless of the sticky juice staining their faces. Others practiced floating and swimming, assisted by older children who felt inclined to teach rather than join their brethren in the sea.
Near the center of the pools stood a large fountain. Its base formed the shape of a blazing sun; a tall spear rose from its center, surrounded by a ring of shorter spears. Water streamed from their points in graceful arcs before splashing into the pool below. It was there Olyvar sat, idly dangling one hand in the cool water as he gazed upon the children.
"Ser?"
A tall shadow stood over him; Olyvar turned. Brienne of Tarth was nothing if not sensible. She had packed away her heavy plate shortly after they passed Yronwood, replacing it with chainmail and a surcoat blazoned with the sigil of House Tarth, yellow suns on rose quartered with white crescent moons on azure. Even so, she still sweated in the heat; the surcoat was made of wool, ill-suited to a Dornish afternoon. Mindful of her duty to her sworn sword, Princess Sansa was having new surcoats made of cotton, but such work took time.
"Lady Brienne," he replied, one hand beckoning over a servant whose tray bore flagons of cool qatarmizat.
Even the proudest Yronwood could not resist the Rhoynish delicacy, a drink made from lemon juice, orange blossom water, and honey. Sansa had nearly made herself sick the first time she tasted it; she'd drunk almost an entire flagon before Ellaria noticed and moved it out of reach.
"Just because it isn't wine doesn't mean you may drink all you like," Ellaria said firmly, unmoved by the pleading in Sansa's eyes. Adorably embarrassed at being chastened by her goodmother, his wife kept herself to only two cups at a time thereafter.
One eye on the sweat dripping down her forehead, Olyvar filled Brienne's cup up to the brim. She accepted it gladly, waiting for him to pour his own cup before taking a sip of her own. They drank in companionable silence, interrupted only by the rippling of the fountain and the laughter of children.
"Where is Princess Sansa?" Brienne finally asked. "I have searched the courtyards and could not find her; a servant told me she was with you."
Olyvar wiped his mouth, amused. "Your dedication to duty is admirable, if perhaps unnecessary. The Water Gardens are the safest place in Dorne; they have to be, with so many noble children entrusted to my uncle's keeping."
"I meant no disrespect," Brienne stammered, a dull flush rising in her cheeks.
"None was taken. Sansa is playing on the beach below the eastern terrace, along with my sisters and Lady Ellaria—" His voice trailed off as he caught sight of a lady in green silks embroidered with golden quills, and he rose to his feet, handing his empty cup to the servant who lingered nearby.
"Lady Aliandra," Olyvar said, bowing. "May I present Brienne of Tarth, heir to Evenfall Hall and sworn shield of Princess Sansa Stark? Lady Brienne, this is Lady Aliandra Jordayne, youngest sister of Lord Trebor Jordayne of the Tor, and lady companion to my aunt, Princess Elia Nymeros Martell."
Brienne bowed low, her straw-colored hair hiding her face. "My lady. Lord Trebor was a most gracious host; I am honored to meet his kinswoman."
"Well met, my lady," Aliandra demurred, turning her gaze back to Olyvar. "Ser Olyvar, your lady aunt wishes to speak with you within the hour. Princess Elia also bade me send for Lady Meria and Princess Sansa; where might they be found?"
"On the beach, my lady," Olyvar answered. Aliandra wrinkled her nose, annoyed. Much as she loved Princess Elia, whom she had served since Olyvar was little, she despised getting sand upon the hems of her gowns. "I should be glad to fetch them for you, if it please you."
"It does, ser." Aliandra turned on her heel, then paused. No one was looking at them; the children were busy playing, and Brienne was occupied in returning her cup to a servant. "One other thing—"
She reached up and tweaked Olyvar's nose, just as she used to when he misbehaved. The tightness of her grip was much more painful than he remembered. "You frightened your aunt half to death, Olly," she hissed under her breath, one eye on Brienne. "Thank the Seven she wasn't in the city to see the trial; no matter what Prince Oberyn wrote she was certain you would perish from your wounds."
Guilt gnawed at his belly as he strode to the beach with Brienne, his eyes blind to the beauty of sea and shore. He found Meria first, talking with Nym in a quiet voice. Sansa was still playing in the waves, serving as a mount for the same fierce skinny girl he'd seen earlier. Her balance seemed to have somewhat improved over the past few hours; her mount managed to knock over an opponent before a small hellion took Sansa in the back of the knees and they all fell over.
Most of his sisters were easily distracted by Olyvar's suggestion that Brienne show Elia the finer points of tilting at quintain, though Brienne seemed rather less enthused at being suddenly surrounded by a nest of snakelings. Tyene gave Olyvar a searching glance, and Nym followed Meria from the beach, continuing their quiet conversation as Sansa regaled Olyvar with tales of rubbing snow in her sister Arya's hair, happy and forlorn by turns.
Too soon it was time for Sansa to abandon him so that she might wash the sea from her skin. Olyvar changed as well, hoping for a distraction from the twisting in his gut. Little had changed in his chambers since he left the Water Gardens over a year past, but for the new chest of clothes beside the old. His favorite orange shift was sweat-stained from travel, but he found an old scarlet shift that had once been Prince Oberyn's. The last time he tried it on it was much too big; now it fit well enough, if awkwardly in places. His old amber tunic was much too small; instead he wore one of his new tunics, a sand-colored silk blazoned with his ten-headed golden snake.
The walk from his chambers to Meria's seemed to last an eternity. He arrived to find Nym idly arranging Meria's hair, her mouth pursed thoughtfully as she pinned braids into place. Today Meria wore scarlet robes over a dark grey shift; he did not recall seeing such robes before.
"There's my favorite brother," Nym said as she stood back to admire her work. An elegant crown encircled Meria's head, composed of braids of dark hair, sprigs of orange blossoms artfully tucked into the braids at odd intervals.
"I'm your only brother," Olyvar sighed.
"That we know of," Meria teased. "Breathe, little brother. I'm sure Aunt Elia won't have Areo Hotah take you out to the chopping block. Although," she muttered under her breath, "she might be tempted when Prince Oberyn returns."
They found Sansa in her chambers, waiting patiently as her northern maid brushed out her long auburn hair. Usually only maidens wore their hair entirely unbound; he wondered if Sansa knew the message she was sending to any Dornishman with the slightest amount of wits. Then again, given her deft courtesies, it likely was intentional. Her gown today was a light grey silk, the color almost pale purple in the sunlight as they passed through the courtyards. His mother resided in a set of chambers overlooking the sea, where cool breezes danced through the graceful arched windows and the laughter of children could be heard echoing from the shore.
Princess Elia Nymeros Martell did not appear to be in a laughing mood. She sat in her wheeled chair as if it were a throne, the tips of her fingers slightly clenched, her legs stiff beneath her gown. As a child he vaguely recalled her walking about with a cane, the effort leaving her weary. After a series of falls Prince Doran had insisted upon the wheeled chair, not knowing he would one day require one for himself. Mother loved her wheeled chair, as did her foster children, even if Aunt Elia did sometimes "accidentally" run over their feet when they were misbehaving.
They waited quietly as a servant brought refreshments, setting them on a side table. Only when they were alone did Olyvar bow, Meria curtsying beside him. At first he thought Sansa was curtsying as well, until he realized she'd sunk to her knees, eyes wide as she wept silently. Mother Elia blinked at her in astonishment.
"Child... what..."
"I saw you die," Sansa sobbed hysterically. "I saw- Ser Gregor- I saw what he—" the rest of her words were incoherent. Completely poleaxed, Olyvar sat beside her on the floor, wrapping long arms around her so that she could sob into his tunic.
"Here." Meria handed him a cup of qatarmizat. "Sansa, do try to breathe, it will be very embarrassing if my brother rescued you from King's Landing only for my mother to slay you with her beauty."
Sansa hiccuped into his chest, one hand reaching out for the cup. As she sipped it Olyvar looked up at his mother, noting how quickly alarm turned to concern turned to compassion.
"I did wonder... why you warned me," Princess Elia said, her words slowly and carefully chosen as always. Sansa emerged from Olyvar's tunic, the cup of qatarmizat already half empty. "The nightmare... you showed me... you saw all of that?"
Sansa nodded, another pitiful hiccup escaping.
"How?"
Sansa looked up at Meria, her chest rising and falling as she took long, slow breaths, gathering the strength to speak. "The weirwood, at Harrenhal. I knew Princess Elia was there for the great tourney, so I thought, if I could speak to her through the tree..."
"Could you do it again?" His sister sounded less curious about the insanity of sending visions through trees and more interested in how her new goodsister might be of use.
"I don't think so? I had to try again and again before I found Princess Elia; I almost faded away before I could warn her. And I was weak for months afterwards. I think I lost too much blood."
Olyvar's racing thoughts skidded to a halt. Lost too much blood? What on earth was she doing? There was pointed questioning in his wife's future, when her tears weren't still drying on his tunic.
"However... you achieved it... I owe you my life... and those of my children. I would... do you the honor... of a curtsy... if I could." She gestured at her rigid legs, at how her feet pushed against the footrest of her wheeled chair.
"Is that why you asked her here?" Meria asked. Her face was calm, but he could see the thoughts whirling behind her dark eyes as mother Elia shook her head.
"No, daughter. There is much that I must tell you, secrets I lacked the strength to share when Olyvar came of age." Elia snorted. "Your uncle Doran thought it too soon to tell either of you. My elder brother would shave his head if he thought a single hair might know his secrets, the foolish man."
"Perhaps that explains Varys," Olyvar japed halfheartedly. Elia shrugged.
"Who knows what goes on inside that eunuch's head. Nonetheless. I reminded your uncle that half-truths can be as dangerous as lies, especially when children guess at what they are not supposed to know. When Meria turned sixteen we shared a secret with your cousin Arianne, with each of your sisters, and with each of you. After four moons, only Nym and the pair of you had kept the secrets you were given. Arianne failed for telling me, despite Doran's command that she not breathe a word. Well, he may be Prince of Dorne, but I am your mother, and when Olyvar came of age he could no longer deny me."
Mother Elia drew a long, shuddering breath. Speaking always tired her, speaking of the past even moreso. With Meria's help she sipped at a cup of qatarmizat and nibbled at a piece of flatbread topped with thin slices of rich sheep's milk cheese.
"What we speak of today will be all of it, the good and the ill. I cannot delay any longer, not with the news coming from the east. What I shared over ten years with my brothers in bits and pieces, you must hear in an afternoon."
"Mother, no," Meria urged, dropping to her knees. "We can be patient, tell us part tonight, another part tomorrow."
Princess Elia shook her head. "No, my sweet girl. I would rather have done with it. You and your brother must know this now, before you hear the sailors' rumors." Ever perceptive, she caught Meria's sideways glance at Sansa. "Your goodsister deserves to know as well. She endured long months in the Red Keep and yet Ellaria said she heard not a single thoughtless word cross her lips; Princess Sansa will hold her tongue as carefully as you do."
"I swear it by the old gods and the new, I swear by the bones of Lord Eddard and Lady Catelyn." Sansa rose from the floor, her spine straight as steel. Three chairs had been set around Elia's; she chose one of them and sat, arranging her skirts deliberately. Meria took the seat closest to their mother; Olyvar took the last seat, between his sister and his little wife. For a little while they waited, listening to the steady rhythm of his mother's breath.
"I cannot remember a time when I did not know the Red Keep. Oberyn was a babe in our mother's arms when first we went to court. Princess Loreza had served Princess Shaera as a girl; as a woman the princess asked her to become one of little Rhaella's ladies. Rhaella was a gentle child, just twelve and newly flowered. Your grandmother said she would fuss over Oberyn no matter how much Aerys mocked her for it. He was always mocking her, was Aerys." Her lips pressed together tightly.
"Rhaella wept rivers when Jaehaerys commanded her to wed her brother, damn that woods witch and her prophecies. Shaera could not talk him out of it; he imagined as they grew older they would become a love match. The marriage was not supposed to be consummated until Rhaella was sixteen; they were still clothed when the court finished bedding them. When the maid found Rhaella hiding in the bloody sheets the next morning King Aegon almost disowned Aerys. He would have, but for Aerys' charm and his silver tongue."
"After Summerhall things grew much worse. Now Jaehaerys was king, and Aerys his only son and heir, the father of a babe born in smoke and salt. Then Jaehaerys died not three years later. I was five when the crown passed to Aerys, Oberyn three. Poor Rhaella was sixteen, already a mother with a babe of three.
"Even so, Aerys dared not touch Rhaella again, not for years. Shaera had her own ladies serve as Rhaella's bedmaids; Princess Loreza encouraged him to seek out mistresses who were older, women experienced in the pleasures of the flesh. For a time, it worked. Tywin Lannister was not the Hand my mother would have chosen, but he restrained Aerys' most extravagant impulses, and Steffon Baratheon gentled his temper, which was always cruel."
"After Queen Shaera died, Aerys took charge of Rhaella's ladies. He wanted younger women about his queen, women who had not known him as a suckling babe. Princess Loreza graciously resigned before he could dismiss her. I was nine when we returned to Sunspear to stay. While Doran traveled the Free Cities and Oberyn served as page to Lord Quentyn Qorgyle, I spent those years by my mother's side as she ruled Dorne."
Princess Elia smiled. "She would not foster me, not with my health so erratic. It was a lovely curse, a bitter blessing. When I was sickly father would read to me, or tell me terrible japes; when I was well enough to leave my rooms I saw feasts and follies, I saw my mother hand down judgments and weigh her counselors' wisdom."
His mother's amber eyes grew sad; for a moment she stared into the distance, overwhelmed by grief and memory.
"The Manwoodys say our Olyvar has his namesake's awful sense of humor," Meria teased. "Olyvar Manwoody patronized half the mummers in Sunspear, or so say our Manwoody cousins."
"He did," Elia said, coming back to herself. "Silly as he could be, there was sense beneath his japes. Your grandsire was relieved when Lady Joanna Lannister died before Princess Loreza could arrange a betrothal between our houses; he met Lord Tywin once and despised him ever after. Ser Olyvar was even less pleased when Aerys demanded that I wed the crown prince. The realm believed it my mother's victory, to succeed where Lord Tywin had failed. Nor was she ignorant of the opportunity for us to have a voice at court. Still..."
"I barely remembered Rhaegar from when we were children. He was a quiet boy, always off with some obscure tome. The man I wed was tall and strong, still quiet yet with a core of iron beneath his beauty. He was gracious, gentle... when Princess Loreza died shortly before the wedding he offered to postpone the ceremony. I declined, of course, but our marriage began with some promise of affection, of mutual respect."
"It did not last. I had thought over time his fondness would turn to love, yet... Rhaegar was fond of me as a man is fond of a particular hound. He was delighted when I conceived shortly after the wedding, he said not a word about the babe being a girl with my Dornish looks... but he also would not let me nurse her. The princess must have a brother, he said, and a woman who nurses is slow to regain her fertility. As if I were a prized mare for some stallion in his stables!"
Her fingers clenched, knocking her empty cup of qatarmizat to the floor.
"I was bedridden six months after your birth, sweetling. Rhaegar gave me three before he resumed paying me visits in the night."
Sansa covered her mouth with her hands, a tiny gasp escaping her lips. "He... he raped you?" She asked tremulously. Princess Elia inclined her head, her brow creased as she thought.
"I never said no," she finally said. "His attentions were always gentle; some tome claimed women were more fertile after they reach their peak. My body was sore; to be sweetly worshipped was not so bad. Rhaegar ignored me during the day, busy with ravens and knights and who knows what else. My only company was my few Dornish ladies, Ashara Dayne, Aliandra Jordayne, and a few others. They kept me company during those long days."
"I was excited, when old Lord Whent announced his tourney. To see the world outside Dragonstone again, to see lords and ladies from across the Seven Kingdoms... and, frankly, I thought it might also distract my lord husband from his loving attentions. At six months Rhaenys was as healthy as a child twice her age, and I looked forward to showing the kingdom my strong daughter. I had not perished in childbed like some of them had hoped, nor born some sickly babe."
"Even Aerys' unexpected attendance could not mar the tourney. His squabbles with Lord Tywin were well known; stealing his heir for the Kingsguard did not shock me as it did others. The banners flew brightly, knights clashed in the lists while maidens swooned from the stands. Ashara and Aliandra were free to cheer for the Sword of Morning; of course, I was bound to give my favor to my husband. As Rhaegar vanquished one knight after another, I was the most envied woman alive... and then I was the most pitied."
"I do not blame your aunt, child," she said, turning to Sansa. "You may not have her look, but you have her height. Lyanna was thirteen, as tall as her brothers and much prettier. Robert Baratheon bragged about how beautiful she was, even before her first flowering. They were to wed when she came of age, a prospect which seemed to thrill him much more than it did her."
"When Rhaegar crowned her she turned to stone. There were no sultry smiles or bold looks, I promise you that. She hid her feelings just as I did, determined to act as though nothing was amiss. When we returned to Dragonstone Rhaegar could not understand why I was so angry. She was the Knight of the Laughing Tree, the mystery knight who so infuriated his father. Was it not clever, how he had acknowledged her bravery without arousing his father's wrath?"
"And what of the Starks, said I? What of Baratheon? Their wrath was little and less to him. When I told Rhaegar half the lords present thought he was declaring Lyanna his mistress, he patted me on the head and told me not to fret. As if I were some ignorant girl, not a princess two years his elder!"
For a moment his mother shook with fury, her eyes burning. "I denied him my bed, but you were already in my belly, Olyvar. Carrying you was much harder than carrying Meria; when your grandfather passed at the end of ninth month I took to my bed, worn down by grief and exhaustion. Rhaegar's maesters hovered like rats, so I prevailed upon him to permit me midwives from among the orphans of the Greenblood, herb women famed for their skill. Rhaegar did not care for the maesters so long as he had his heir, so it was easy enough to persuade him to indulge me. Nor was it difficult to persuade him of the need for quiet, for no visitors beyond my faithful ladies."
"For Lady Ashara's sake," Meria whispered. Sansa looked from his sister to his mother, confused.
"Yes, Ria. At Harrenhal she spent one night with a lover, a lover whose name she never shared, and I never asked. Aliandra thought, perhaps..." Mother Elia hesitated. "She saw Ashara kissing a dark-haired northman against a tree in the godswood. Whether it was Lord Brandon or Lord Eddard she could not say. Whoever sired her babe, the boy arrived a month after Olyvar's birth, with Ashara’s violet eyes and her mother's pale golden hair. One of the wet nurses pretended she had born twins; lords rarely bother to note a wet nurse's whelp."
"When Olyvar came I had spent nine long months pondering the strange vision I had beneath the heart tree at Harrenhal. I had told no one of it, no one but Ser Arthur, who shared the nightmare sent by a red direwolf with a maiden's eyes. I refused to obsess over prophecies as my husband did, but still, I was afraid. My fear only grew when Rhaegar came to see the babe. Twice I almost died in childbed, and as I nursed my newborn babe all he spoke of were promised princes and a dragon with three heads. I was surprised when the maesters told him I could not bear another living child and he took the news well."
"Less than a moon later he rode off with Ser Oswell Whent and Ser Arthur Dayne. He would do that, sometimes, when the mood struck him. Usually he would go to Summerhall, to play his harp under the stars and craft sad songs about the lives lost there. An odd pasttime, but harmless enough. I had Ser Lewyn Martell to guard me and give me comfort, and there were two precious babes to cuddle."
She took a deep breath, and Olyvar winced, knowing what was to come. This part he knew already, but Sansa listened, mouth agape, as Princess Elia told of Lyanna Stark's abduction at the end of the fourth moon in the year 282 AC. She told of Brandon Stark's frantic ride to King's Landing, of his demand for single combat against the crown prince, the man who had taken his little sister. She told of Brandon and Rickard's deaths without trial, slain while Aerys watched and laughed, she told of Aerys' demand for the heads of Robert Baratheon and Eddard Stark, guilty of nothing but being near to Lyanna, she told of the unease that roiled the kingdom as lords chose sides.
It was the second month of the following year when Aerys summoned Elia to King's Landing, realizing he needed a Dornish hostage to prevent a Dornish uprising that would place his grandson on his throne. No one had heard from Rhaegar since his abduction of the Lady Lyanna, so Ser Gerold Hightower was sent out to find him. It was not until the sixth moon that Rhaegar returned, over a year and a half since he abandoned his wife and children.
The next part of the story brought tears of anger to his mother's eyes as she haltingly recalled the tale of romance Rhaegar had spun to explain his absence. His third child must be a child of ice, and what woman could bear such a child but a Stark, with winter flowing in her veins? Their union was destiny; her first flowering came the same day they reached the Tower of Joy.
He had not told Lyanna such things, of course. She was a sheltered child, yet still a little wary of the crown prince who came riding out of the woods like a prince from a song. To her he spoke of the power of a crown prince to set aside an unwanted betrothal, of the need to hide her away until Lord Stark and Lord Baratheon's wrath could fade. The Tower of Joy was an old towerhouse in the Red Mountains which Arthur Dayne had once showed Rhaegar as a boy; Rhaegar spent the long ride south laying siege to the innocent maid, wooing her with flowers and songs and even the occasional bout at swords.
Her first flowering sent Lyanna into a pit of despair, the long looked for sign of her womanhood coming so far from home. It was Rhaegar who comforted her, who kissed her tears away, who encouraged the first tentative brush of her lips against his.
"As if that mattered, whether she gave the first kiss freely," Elia snarled, her fingers clenching. "She knew not what she did."
Rhaegar could be patient, when it suited him. Long months of kisses eventually became caresses; he did not take her maidenhead until her fifteenth birthday, and then only after saying vows in a small grove of trees. Aegon the Conqueror had two wives, why shouldn't Rhaegar? Olyvar wondered if Lyanna had truly believed such nonsense, or if she had forced herself to believe it, now that she was helplessly ensnared in Rhaegar's web.
It was Ser Gerold Hightower's arrival that shattered the glass garden in which Rhaegar had kept his child bride. The news of Lord Rickard's and Brandon Stark's deaths had reached them months ago, but at Rhaegar's command the news was kept from Lyanna, lest she be overcome by grief. Ser Gerold Hightower did not know, and when he offered his condolences, Lyanna had tried to slay Rhaegar with his own sword.
Lyanna had failed miserably, of course; rather than hide her feelings and wait for him to share her bed, she attacked him in broad daylight, screaming her fury at his deception. Nothing could calm her rage, nor stop her from attempting to escape her prison. Rhaegar dared not leave the Tower of Joy until her belly was large enough to somewhat hinder her reckless escape attempts.
"I could not speak, I was so angry," mother Elia said. "And so I bit my tongue, and sent for the children, two of his precious dragon's three heads. Rhaenys came, with the black kitten he gave her before leaving Dragonstone; a wet nurse brought Aegon from his cradle. And Rhaegar smiled, and praised their beauty, and left for the Trident without ever realizing what I had done."
"He did not know his own children?" Sansa's voice was soft, but her eyes were hard.
"No more than Aerys did, no more than the rest of the court did. As a girl it bothered me, how so many north of the Red Mountains could not tell Dornishmen apart, so long as we had dark hair and skin some shade of brown, but as a woman it enraged me. They expected a girl of two-and-a-half with a Dornish look, and a babe of a year with pale hair and purple eyes. Rhaenys had only been seen briefly at court and then at Harrenhal, Aegon not at all. Rhaella suspected, I think, but she said nothing. To survive each day was all she could do; I could not share my burdens with her."
"I expected to be summoned to court long before Aerys' raven reached Dragonstone. One of my maids had a girl close to Rhaenys' age, though her skin was lighter and her build smaller. Jonquil was her name; she had the prettiest curls in her hair. As for Aegon, many knew of his pale hair and purple eyes, but my maids said nothing of the color of his skin, nor the shade of his hair. Blonde and silver are both pale, both common to the Targaryen line. I swore to Ashara that I would protect Gawaen as if he were my own, that when the war was done I would foster him and raise him as Aegon's brother."
"Ashara was not happy, but she knew I would rather die than let harm come to her child. And so the day Aerys' raven landed she took ship for Braavos with Aliandra and my children and most of my maids. It was not unusual, for her to carry messages for me, and Oberyn had set up a household in Braavos while he roamed the Free Cities. Once she delivered her precious burden she returned to Starfall."
"Aerys was angry to have no other Dornish ladies to hold hostage, but his wrath had better targets than a frail gooddaughter. He expected me to be feeble and sickly, so I gave him what he expected. I kept to my chambers with my foster children, attended by only a few maids of Aerys' choosing."
Tears dripped down Elia's face as she told them of those long months of confinement. Jonquil cried for her true mother at first, but after a few months she babbled mama at Elia, knowing no better. She would run all over their chambers, hug the kitten too tightly, even sneak down to Rhaegar's chambers sometimes, having heard the maids sigh over her handsome, brave supposed father. Elia taught the girl her colors; Jonquil discovered the magic of turning book pages by herself as Elia read to her. Gawaen had known Elia since his birth; he seemed to notice little amiss. When they arrived in King's Landing he could barely wave bye bye and pull himself up to stand; as the months passed by he learned to give hugs and kisses, took his first steps, and could even toddle a bit if someone held his hand.
Then came the Battle of the Trident. Uncle Lewyn was dead, along with ten thousand Dornishmen and the crown prince whose folly had led to their doom. Aerys sent Rhaella away to Dragonstone, but Elia he kept close, as if her presence might conjure more Dornish spears betwixt him and his enemies.
"I did not know the sack was happening until it was too late," Elia said, her eyes glassy. "The maids chosen by Aerys told me nothing; Ser Arthur Dayne was in charge of defending Maegor's Holdfast while Ser Jaime Lannister guarded the king. Arthur abandoned his post when he saw men scaling the keep, but... the day of the sack was a bad day for my legs. I could barely cross my chambers, let alone chase Jonquil when she raced to see why there were noises coming from below. The maids had fled; the guards were gone. I determined that if I could not catch Jonquil, I could at least take Gawaen from his cradle, hide him away in a secret cupboard the eunuch had once shown me."
Her voice caught in her throat. "I was too slow. Ser Gregor tore the babe from my arms; he laughed as he smashed his head against the walls. I can still feel the blood on his hands as he grabbed me..."
Olyvar reached for his mother's hand, letting her grip his fingers while Meria pressed a cloth to their mother's cheeks, dabbing at the tears. It was Sansa who poured a new cup of qatarmizat and pressed it into Elia's hands, her own tears dripping down her nose.
While their mother wept Meria took up the tale. Ser Arthur Dayne had arrived just in time to interrupt the Mountain's assault of their mother, but the Sword of Morning was already bleeding from many wounds. When both knights lay on the floor, one wounded and one dead, Ser Jaime Lannister had finally shown himself and ordered the Mountain to stand down. It was he who carried Elia to the maesters while the city burned and smallfolk died.
No one told Elia anything, except for Varys, who was oddly solicitous of her pain. Two days after the sack he mournfully informed her of what the lion had done with her children's bodies, of how the stag had looked away and how the direwolf had howled with rage.
It was Eddard Stark who escorted her home, after lifting the siege of Storm's End. With Arthur dead only Elia and Ashara Dayne knew where the Tower of Joy lay hidden. Elia told Lord Eddard where to find his sister, and when she reached Sunspear she sent Ashara a raven, guilt weighing down her limbs like stones. Ashara promised to come to Sunspear, to hear Elia's apologies in person, yet when the raven finally came from Starfall it bore word not only of Lyanna's death but that of Ashara by her own hands.
"I am honored to be entrusted with such bitter memories," Sansa said when Meria finally ended the tale. "But... what has this to do with rumors from the east?"
"Dragons."
Olyvar and Sansa turned to Meria as one, staring at her with wide eyes and open mouths.
"Was it Arianne or Garin himself who told you?" Elia asked. Meria shrugged elegantly. "Neither. Sailors talk to everyone, and everyone loves to repeat their wildest stories. It is true, then?"
Elia nodded. "Yes. Over a year ago, Daenerys Targaryen hatched three dragons upon the Dothraki Sea. They were seen in Qarth, then Astapor; now they are in Meereen, which she has taken by right of conquest."
"Daenerys is Sansa's age!" Olyvar exclaimed, bewildered. "Wait, no, if she was born at Dragonstone, she'd be... sixteen?"
"Indeed," Elia said dryly. "I see your math tutors let you play with your sisters too often, hmm?"
"Is she coming west?" Meria asked.
"Who knows? But for the first time in two hundred years there are dragons in the world, and a Targaryen who thinks herself the last of her line has them. The Seven only know what she intends to do, but there are two paths she might take should she leave Essos."
"First, she might learn of her kin and decide to support your claim to the Iron Throne. She can only ride one dragon, after all, and there are two of you, one for each dragon without a rider. Second, she might refuse to acknowledge you as her kin, and claim the Iron Throne for herself in fire and blood. Gods help us if she takes after Aerys; she will make the Dance of the Dragons look like the battles in the Water Gardens."
"How would she learn of her kin?" Olyvar did not understand; only his mother, his uncles, Ellaria, Meria, Nym, and Sansa knew the truth.
Elia smiled a joyless smile. "Because you are going to Essos. No, not you, Ria," she said when Meria leapt to her feet. "I will not send both my children into the dragon's lair; one of you must stay to forge alliances within Westeros, and I seem to recall you've already begun such work, thanks to your bedamned uncle."
Meria blushed, for once struck speechless. Uncle Oberyn was lucky mother Elia didn't travel outside of Dorne anymore; Olyvar had the feeling when next she saw him he would be in for the tonguelashing of his life.
"As for the beasts themselves... tell me, Sansa, what was it like, raising a direwolf pup?"
"Lord Eddard was very stern," Sansa replied, surprised at the sudden question from her goodmother. "The kennelmaster would not go near the direwolves; it was our duty to train them, though at first Farlen would keep watch with the wolfhounds, in case... a direwolf is not a dog, father said, to beg for a treat and run away whimpering at a kick. The gods only know how many men Grey Wind slew in Robb's battles, or Nymeria hunting rapers in the riverlands. A dragon, let alone three..." she bit her lip. "Were Aegon and his sisters skinchangers?"
Mother Elia glanced at her sharply. "When the sailors in Planky Town first began talking of dragons, we sent to the Jordaynes for every text they had, or copies from those too frail to travel."
"There was nothing about skinchanging," Meria sighed. "Honestly, mother, that was how I knew; you wouldn't have cared unless there was some truth beneath the sailor's wild stories. You shouldn't have asked me to help unless...." Meria put her head in her hands. "It was another test, wasn't it." Mother Elia raised an eyebrow. "Whether it was the blood of Valyria as they claimed, or some other sorcery, who can say? But not every Targaryen became a dragon rider, even when there were dragon eggs for every cradle."
"What is to become of me, if Olyvar goes to Essos?"
The three Nymeros Martells turned to look at Sansa; Elia tapped a hand on the armrest of her wheeled chair.
"It does pose a problem. Oberyn told the queen that Olyvar wished to travel the Free Cities, but leaving you here will raise questions. You could stay here at the Water Gardens; we might claim your health suddenly declined, unused to the heat. Cersei will assume Olyvar did something terrible to you; if not, Oberyn will suggest the idea."
"I don't like that," Sansa said quietly. "I owed him my life even before we swore vows before the Seven."
"Meereen will not be like Dorne," Meria cautioned. "Daenerys could be as mad as Aerys or as cruel as Cersei. Even if she is all goodness, you are not needed there. This is a quest Olyvar must take on his own."
"Why? Can he speak to dragons?"
"No," Meria laughed. "Can you?"
"Probably."
Olyvar folded his arms as his mother and his sister stared. Sansa had listened long enough; it was only fair to let her speak her mind. Much as he trusted his family to keep her safe, he had sworn to give her the same respect Oberyn gave Ellaria, and that included giving her a say in her own whereabouts.
"Did you not tell them?" Sansa blinked at him, then looked at Elia and Meria. "I can speak to animals, in my mind. I've been able to ever since Lady, my direwolf died. A gift from the old gods, along with..." she hesitated. "Along with my skinchanging. That was how I escaped the Red Keep, I turned into a red direwolf. Knocking Joffrey over was an accident. Mostly. If I can speak to cats and horses and direwolves, why not a dragon?"
“A fair point,” Meria conceded. “Just one little problem, goodsister.” Her eyes met Sansa’s, dark amber against deep blue.
"What, pray tell, will we be telling the King in the North?”
Notes:
Can't wait to see what you guys think :D please remember, long comments are love; this chapter took so much work 😭
Sansa’s thoughts on all of this will come up in later POVs, right now she’s mostly processing. Also, with this chapter the fic is now longer than AGOT or AFFC. It was supposed to be a side project!!!!
Sorry for the delay in posting :( This chapter was SUPPOSED to get finished Monday on the first glorious day of summer break. Instead, my boyfriend and I got food poisoning, and spent the entire day in a state of prolonged and pitiful misery. Yesterday I woke up feeling mostly better, only for our power to then go out and not come back on until late afternoon. For fuck’s sake ಠ_ಠ
NOTES
1) Let's talk about egg addling! Snakes reproduce in one of two ways. Some give birth to live young, with the eggs hatching while still inside the female snake. Most, however, lay eggs and then incubate them like birds do. Goose egg addling is the practice of brushing oil onto goose eggs. The female goose continues sitting on her eggs, but the coat of oil deprives the embryos of oxygen and prevents them from hatching. Why not just smash the eggs? Well, because then the mother goose will just build a new nest somewhere else and lay more eggs. Given the similarity between reptiles and birds, I thought addling viper eggs made perfect sense.
2) So I looked up swimming in medieval Europe and found out that swimming was, for about 1,500 years, an incredibly rare skill limited to fishermen and sailors. Jon being a strong swimmer who learned in Winterfell's moat is canon, but, uh... GRRM seems to have overlooked that medieval moats were typically used for catching the sewage from the garderobes. Gross. On the other hand, some medieval moats were kept stocked with fish and eels! What???
So, I decided that in order to keep the moat clean for fishing/swimming, Winterfell has gong farmers. Those poor, poor men.
Since medieval ladies didn't swim, I invented a swimming tunic for Sansa based off swim costumes from the late 1600s-1700s that I found in this article.
3) Arianne Martell is supposed to be 24 in canon, the same age or slightly older than Tyene. Since I adjusted the Sand Snake's ages based on Oberyn's known whereabouts, there is now a four year gap between them. They still became best friends, because their personalities were the same.
4) Quicksilver was the dragon of Aenys I, then his son Aegon the Uncrowned. Quicksilver died in the Battle Beneath the God's Eye, slain along with her rider by Maegor the Cruel, who was mounted on Balerion.
5) Gazanias, also called treasure flowers, are a gorgeous type of daisy native to Spain; jasmine is the national flower of Tunisia.
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6) Lemonade does, in fact, go back as far as medieval Europe! Qatarmizat was a simple solution of lemon juice with sugar; in Tunisia people made citronnade with lemon juice, sugar, and orange blossom water. Other recipes used lemon juice, honey, and water.
7) Elia has a mild form of cerebral palsy. In canon her illness is never specified, but we know she was born a month early and not expected to live. Cerebral palsy is a group of congenital disorders caused by brain damage before or during birth. Symptoms can vary wildly; in Elia's case, she has stiff legs, difficulty walking, chronic fatigue, a higher than usual susceptibility to respiratory illness, and a mild speech impediment which she can mask only with effort. Women with cerebral palsy can have children, but they are at increased risk of preterm birth and other adverse pregnancy outcomes, which tracks with Elia's need for extended bedrest after her first labor and the second nearly killing her.
8) Elia's favorite sheep's milk cheese is based on manchego, the most famous cheese from Spain.
9) Funnily enough, some medieval physicians did believe women could only get pregnant if they orgasmed. Weird.
Chapter 113: Arya III
Notes:
December 31, 300 AC through late January, 301 AC
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
She saw the raven before she heard it.
The sun shone down on lustrous wings, calling iridescent greens, blues, and purples to the dark bird's glossy feathers as it winged its way to the ravenry. Even brighter was the sunburst off the slim glass tube tied to its leg, the light almost blinding Arya as the raven landed on the grey stone sill with a raucous caw. Arya slid Needle back into the sheath that hung at her right hip, her water dancing form abandoned as she reached for the bird.
Please, please, please, Arya prayed. "A raven!" She shouted.
The ravens above her quorked and cawed at the sudden noise. Usually the eight-sided chamber was theirs alone, from the broad stone floor covered in rushes to the arches of the stone windows to the rafters where they perched and made their nests. A great stone bowl upon a pedestal provided them water to drink and bathe their feathers; various wooden troughs stood empty, awaiting the daily ration of seeds, nuts, and meat scraps from the butcher which Pate, one of Maester Luwin's many assistants, was obliged to deliver.
"A raven!" She shouted again, annoyed by the maester's lack of appearance.
"Yes, yes, I hear you, princess," Maester Luwin called up from his chamber below. By the time the maester reached the top of the steps Arya had already untied the tube and removed the cork that sealed the parchment against mud and rain.
"House Blackwood, I think," Arya said as she spied the mottled seal of red and black, a leafless weirwood surrounded by ravens pressed into the wax.
The maester set his mortar and pestle aside, the dried willow bark in the bowl only half crushed. Most of the medicines for Winterfell were mixed under Luwin's keen eye by Berena the herbwife and Artos the gardener, two of his other assistants, but Robb required willowbark tea twice a day for his lingering pain, and any medicine that passed Robb, Arya, or Rickon's lips was prepared by the maester himself.
Good girl, she praised the raven, who preened the feathers of her wedge-shaped tail. In short order Arya learned that the raven's name was Screech, she was tired, and she was very annoyed by the escape of the frog she had hoped to eat for breakfast.
"Screech is hungry," Arya informed the maester, who had slipped the scroll in one of his many pockets and taken back up his pestle. "She wants nuts."
"You should keep them in your own pockets, princess," the maester grumbled irritably as he passed her a handful of hazelnuts so that he might resume crushing the willow bark in peace. Arya shrugged as the maester descended the stairs, unbothered. Her tunics didn't have pockets, and the ones in her breeches were always filled with other things. Besides, she found a strange comfort in annoying the maester as she had when she was younger.
When all the hazelnuts had vanished down Screech's eager gullet, Arya drew Needle and resumed her morning practice. She had already tested her balance on the trees in the godswood and built up her lungs by chasing Rickon around the outer ward, but the ravenry was the best place for water dancing. It was one of the few places she could run through her forms again and again and again without any onlookers besides the disinterested birds. Even Ser Perwyn Truefaith was content to leave her be, guarding the entrance to the maester's tower rather than watching her every move.
Arya's ears twitched at the flutter of wings. She turned, heart in her throat— only to see a pair of hawks returning to the falconer's mews. With a sigh she returned to her form, her thoughts twisting and turning like a bird in flight.
Despite Robb sending ravens from White Harbor to near every keep in Dorne, only one bird had come to Winterfell. Robb and Arya had read it so many times she could recite Sansa's coded message with her eyes closed.
Rumors and truth are not the same. What rumors? What was the truth? I am yet a maid, and I am safe. Robb had turned red, then pale at that part, hope and disbelief warring in his face. Olyvar is as honorable as father, and as brave. Well, he had fought the Mountain, Arya supposed that was very brave, but how did Sansa know he was honorable? Just because he wasn't vile enough to take her maidenhead by force? Arya spun and twisted, the thin blade a part of her arm.
Brienne of Tarth has found me, and sworn me her sword as she once swore to mother. Robb had never met Brienne of Tarth, but mother had told Arya about her at Riverrun, about how the lady was taller than most knights and just as skilled with lance and longsword. Arya grimaced; she doubted she'd ever be so tall. More I cannot say, not yet, but do not fear for me. Had Sansa lost her wits? Of course they feared for her, she was at the opposite end of Westeros, surrounded by strangers who'd sworn themselves to the Lannisters!
And please let Arya keep her Needle and her dancing lessons. She will need them. Arya grinned as she lunged and thrusted. Robb had been torn as to whether to continue the lessons begun with Lord Eddard's permission and continued with Lady Catelyn's, but Sansa's words had been the final nudge. Not a week later Robb had sent a raven to White Harbor, instructing Lord Wyman Manderly to find a Braavosi swordsman, preferably a pupil of Syrio Forel, and obtain his services for the King of the North, the Trident, and the Vale.
For Rickon, the letter had said, and Arya's smile dimmed. The ladies of House Mormont might go into battle, and the occasional Umber or Karstark when the wildlings pressed them hard, but Stark ladies did not.
"The water dance is enough, Arya," Robb had told her. "Gods forbid that things grow so desperate that you must ride into battle." He shuddered, and she wondered yet again about the nightmares that made her elder brother wake shaking and covered in sweat.
Rickon never noticed; he slept like a rock, his little face still scowling. It was Arya who awoke at every small noise, cat-quick, one hand sliding under her pillow to the wolfshead dagger concealed there. Robb never asked about the dagger, nor more than she asked about the nightmares. It was enough that they shared the same bed, three wolfpups curled tightly to hide the spaces missing between them, the brother and sister they had failed. Arya grimaced, and threw herself into her forms.
By the time she paused to rest at mid-morning only one more raven had arrived. The letter tied to its leg bore marbled gold, silver, and copper wax stamped with the chained link seal of the Citadel. Maester Luwin was astounded at Queen Jeyne's success in healing Robb's wound, though Robb was still weak. Every few weeks he wrote to the Citadel, and some archmaester of healing wrote back. It was one of the easier seals to recognize, since Arya saw it so often.
Annoyed by her persistent haunting of the ravenry, the maester was making her learn all the seals of the North, the Riverlands, and the Vale, as well as those of the great houses from the rest of Westeros. Every house, no matter how small, had its own seal, its own shade of wax. Maybe Sansa could tell Hornwood orange from Martell orange from the orange used by House Peake from the Reach, but they looked the same to Arya.
Eleventh month had provided her with lots of practice. Ravens had flown to and from every northern house as Robb negotiated the settling of the gift at Lord Commander Jon Snow's desperate behest. The lords were not pleased at the thought of wildlings south of the Wall; almost every meeting in Robb's solar was about how to best placate his northern bannermen, especially those whose lands were near the Gift.
Arya shivered. Wildlings were terrifying figures in Old Nan's tales, brutes who did naught but steal and rape and murder, but there were worse things beyond the Wall than evil men, cold dead things with neither souls nor pity... She had tried to forget the Ghost of High Heart and her gleaming garnet eyes, the way her voice rasped as she told Anguy to fletch weirwood arrows with dragonglass points. The Others fear the frozen flames.
Now it was the end of twelfth month, the last day of the old year, a night for living flames. Down below the servants were polishing every inch of Winterfell until it gleamed, preparing for the festivities to come. The brewers were hauling out their best casks of mead; the kitchens bustled as bakers prepared small honeycakes for the children of the Wintertown. Somewhere a group of chattering maids were preparing rushlights, steeping the long stalks in mutton grease mixed with a dab of beeswax.
A dull clang reached her ears, the sound of hammer and anvil. The smiths were busy too, every apprentice boy and journeyman set to making balls of bronze wire. Gendry would be among them, too busy to spar with a little girl. She wrinkled her nose and swore in her head. Arya had made the mistake of swearing in the maester's hearing only once; she could still taste the handfuls of mint leaves he'd made her chew to "freshen her vulgar speech."
"Arrrrrrrrrrryaaaaa!" A voice cried from below. She sheathed her sword, putting on a grin as she descended the steps two at a time and swept Rickon up in her weary arms. It was nearly time for the midday meal, and that meant northron lessons. Wylla Manderly was already seated, her long green braid hanging over her shoulder as she told the maester how Rickon had spent his morning.
They had finished with courtesies upon greeting a bannerman and were moving on to common foods when Robb appeared, his crown resting on his head. A servant trailed behind him with a tray of food, followed by Grey Wind, who clenched his own lunch, a thick haunch of meat, in his jaws. Nymeria preferred the hot blood of a fresh kill, and hunted for her meals in the wolfswood, but as Grey Wind stuck to Robb's side like a bur, he subsisted on cold meat from the butchers.
Once the servant set the tray down Luwin pointed to each dish and said its northron name. Robb and Arya learned quickly, but it took Rickon several attempts before he managed the northron words. Wylla was even worse, but Arya thought she was doing it on purpose to make Rickon feel better. They continued their lesson over the meal, conversing in very slow, halting northron as Luwin corrected their pronunciation and taught them the words they needed to ask for more butter and so on. Wylla did not mind learning alongside her tiny betrothed, but Rickon did not see the point in the exercise, though he had taken to shouting northron words at Big Walder and Little Walder Frey. In his angry little voice even the word for bread sounded like a curse.
The meal ended when Lady Edythe Cerwyn appeared to take Rickon to his writing lessons. A warm, kind, plump lady in her fifties, Edythe had been Lady Catelyn's closest friend, what with Castle Cerwyn less than a half day's ride from Winterfell. Now Lady Edythe had taken the place of Arya's mother, organizing the servants and running the keep while King Robb pored over correspondence and ledgers and records of preparations for prior winters.
Arya should have been glad, to be spared such work. If Sansa were here, she would be the one in charge of the household; after she turned ten she had shadowed Lady Catelyn every day when she was not at her lessons. But Arya was only nine when they left Winterfell, too old to do whatever she wanted like Rickon but too young to be entrusted with the responsibilities Sansa took to as easily as she took to dancing and singing and needlework.
Instead of running the household or shadowing Lady Edythe, Arya spent most of her afternoons shut up in Robb's solar. That was where they went after the midday meal, down the stairs of the maester's tower and up the stairs of the Great Keep, all in silence but for the click of Grey Wind's claws and the soft bootsteps of Ser Perwyn Truefaith and Ser Patrek Mallister and a small band of men-at-arms. Ser Perwyn was garbed in a new surcoat of grey and white; the Truefaiths had taken Stark colors for their quartered sigil, with bloody Frey towers on grey to represent Lord Walder’s betrayal and the Father’s silver scales on white to represent their refusal to be complicit in such infamous deeds. Alesander Truefaith had come up with their new words, death before dishonor.
Finally they reached the solar. Robb had brought several small scrolls from the ravenry, along with a much bigger parchment that had been brought by a courier. When he unrolled the parchment on the broad table Arya's stomach sunk into her boots.
Contract of Betrothal
Betwixt Hoarfrost Umber, Heir to Last Hearth, and Princess Arya Stark of Winterfell
She had known the contract would arrive soon, but knowing and seeing were very different things, even if it had been her idea. The Umbers were closest to the Gift, and even Greatjon Umber's steadfast loyalty was not enough to make him bow and scrape and cower to his king's will. If there were to be wildlings south of the Wall, then Winterfell must keep faith with the lords who faced the most danger.
Robb's original plan had been to offer himself. Greatjon Umber had asked for little else thus far, except the honor of bringing Roose Bolton to heel. Though his eldest daughter, Fern, had just wed Harrion Karstark, he had a second daughter, Cornel, who was Robb's age. But Arya had heard Robb weeping when he thought she was asleep; she'd heard him murmur Jeyne's name to Grey Wind as he stroked the direwolf's fur. For Robb to wed again so soon... he had suffered enough pain.
"It should be me," Arya had said to Robb's utter bewilderment. "Hoarfrost said his little brother is only a year older than me."
"Rime Umber is thirteen," Robb said with a frown. "But he is not the heir. Princesses wed heirs, not younger sons."
Arya bit her lip. Hoarfrost Umber was at least six years her elder, and almost as big as his sire. But Sansa's betrothal had said she wouldn't wed Joffrey until four years after her first flowering; even if Arya flowered now, she'd have years and years before she had to wed. Arya was only eleven; Meri had not flowered until near the end of her thirteenth year; Jeyne Poole would soon be fourteen, and she had not yet flowered.
"You..." Arya tried. "You can't..." How could she explain? She'd failed to save their mother, or Jeyne Westerling, but at least she could give Robb time to grieve. "Let me?" She finally said, her voice tiny like some stupid little girl. "Besides, if you wed Cornel Umber so soon then Lord Wyman will be very cross."
Days of argument followed, but Arya refused to surrender. Last Hearth was wild and free; she'd be close to Jon Snow; the Umbers already knew about Needle and Nymeria; reason after reason that the betrothal made sense, without ever saying her true intent. Robb knew; she could tell when he mussed her hair and hugged her close the day she finally wore him down.
The contract's terms were the same as they had discussed. Certain lands and a sum of silver would serve as Arya's dowry; she had the right to her own personal guard of Stark men and a sworn shield of her choosing. There were terms regarding what would happen in case of impotence or adultery, and terms regarding Arya's rights within the marriage, both marital and otherwise. Upon her first flowering Arya would journey to Last Hearth to learn from Lady Marna Umber; there would be no wedding until four years later, an old tradition to prevent the risk an early pregnancy posed to both mother and babe.
"Is there anything else today?" Arya asked when they'd reviewed the contract top to bottom and once again for good measure.
"Before the festivities, you mean?" Robb asked, a wry smile tugging at his lips. Arya nodded, unable to contain her excitement. She had not celebrated the new year in Flea Bottom, not with her father and sister imprisoned. Last year she had celebrated with her mother at Riverrun, but the traditions were different, the feast small with the peril of war all around them.
"You may, so long as you return in time to bathe and change for the feast. No giving Ser Perywn the slip either," Robb said firmly.
Arya grinned sheepishly. It remained strange, having a knight follow her around all day. Was it her fault if he couldn't keep up when she dashed through the kitchens and the Great Hall, jumping over benches and flipping to walk on her hands? Ser Perwyn had nearly died of fright when she got the idea to practice falling by leaping from low walls, catching herself with her hands before tucking her head into her body and rolling back up to her feet. She could still hear his distraught cry of "Princess Arya, no!"
Well, the eve of the new year was supposed to be a time for kindness. With that thought in mind, Arya descended the long stair and made her way to the smithy, Ser Perwyn at her heels. Piles of bronze wire balls lay on trestle tables outside the smithy, awaiting their turn to be stuffed with oil-soaked kindling by foresters and their children. All the folk who lived within a day's walk of Winterfell would be here by nightfall; already the yard was more crowded than usual.
When she found Gendry he was standing by the forge, watching a piece of steel that shone the deep yellow of a dandelion.
"Is it ready to work yet?" Arya asked.
"No, no, princess," a deep voice chuckled. Master Armorer Theowyle Steelsnow was a broadchested old man, the curly hair on his thick arms the same shade as that on his balding head. "The steel must be a brighter yellow; it must shine like sunlight before it will be ready for shaping."
He spread fists the size of hams above his head, as though cupping the sun between his fingers. Gendry was still watching the steel, but the corner of his mouth quirked upwards; he liked the smith from White Harbor as much as Arya did.
Theowyle Steelsnow was not Mikken, and never could be, but there was some resemblance in his easy smile, in the steady patience that hid beneath his booming voice. It was Theowyle who had found Arya when she hid away in a corner of the smithy because Gendry wouldn't talk to her. It was less than a week since their return to Winterfell, and his gruff refusal to talk to her had made her cry angry tears like some stupid baby.
"Your sworn shield is getting a bit nervous, princess," the old man had told Arya, slipping her a half-finished dagger to fiddle with as she tried to stop crying. She'd tucked herself in the smallest space she could find, between the corner wall and a pile of steel ingots waiting to be used. "Now, what's the cause of all this fuss?"
Between choked sobs Arya told him. How Gendry had drawn away from her on the road north, how he'd sparred with her less and less, how when she'd come to see him today, he'd said he didn't have time for m'lady, he was too busy for m'lady, it was kind of m'lady to think of him—
"My name is Arya," she'd sniffled into her sleeve. "He's ruining everything and I don't know why, why did he even bother coming to Winterfell?"
Theowyle gave a heavy sigh as he squatted back on his heels, an impressive feat for a man with his broad build and big belly. Suddenly Arya vaguely remembered a passel of apprentice boys and a pair of little twin girls with his look, along with a mother with the biggest arms Arya had ever seen on a woman.
"Well, now, princess, why do you think he came to Winterfell?"
"Because he's my friend. He was my friend." She smeared a dirty hand across her face, grimacing when some of the grit got in her teeth. Theowyle eyed her for a moment.
"What's his name again, princess?"
Arya rolled her eyes, too annoyed to be upset. "Gendry," she said, biting her tongue before she called the armorer stupid.
"Aye, it is. Gendry the apprentice boy—well, rightly he should be a journeyman, with his skill, but that's beside the point. Someday he'll be a master armorer, if the gods are good. Mayhap he'll grow wealthy enough to take a surname; I only have one because my grandfather was a Manderly by-blow."
Arya stared at the armorer's face, looking for old fat Lord Wyman. They shared the same brown hair, but so did half the north. Theowyle let her look for a moment, as though he knew what she was searching for. "And your name, princess?"
"Arya Stark," she mumbled, dimly sensing where the armorer was going.
"So you are. Trueborn child of Lord Eddard Stark and Lady Catelyn Tully, Princess of Winterfell, of the blood of Brandon the Builder and Brandon the Breaker and a thousand other kings of winter. Now, princess, what should happen if anyone thought Gendry forgot his place?"
A memory swam before her, of Jon Snow's bitter half smile as they watched the sparring in the yard below. "Bastards are not allowed to damage young princes," he had told her as they watched Bran whack at plump Prince Tommen.
"Oh," she said softly.
"It is a common thing, among noble children," the smith told her gently. "To find playmates among the castle folk is only natural. The trouble starts when the lordlings get older, and realize that they can have a lowborn playmate beaten for displeasing them, perhaps even have them and their family sent away or killed. Even a lordling who forgets his power poses a danger— what if his kin take offense to the playmate's place in the lordling's affections? And with a little lady or a princess involved..."
"Gendry's afraid of me?" Her voice was small.
"No, princess. He fears for his own skin. What if some knight came upon you sparring, and thought Gendry meant you harm?"
Another, much scarier memory came to mind, of Joffrey's sword pressing into Mycah's cheek, and the slow red line of blood trickling down. Mycah only had a stick; when she sparred with Gendry he used a blunted blade or a wooden sword. If some lord or knight thought Gendry was actually trying to hurt her...
Arya clapped her hands over her mouth, forcing herself to choke back the vomit that was trying to burst out of her. Somehow Theowyle pulled a wooden waterbucket out of thin air; and Arya retched until her belly was empty.
"What do I do?" Arya asked when she could speak without heaving. Theowyle nodded approvingly.
"Spar with highborn children, or with that sworn sword of yours. Don't try to talk to Gendry unless there are plenty of folk about to see nothing is amiss." Theowyle's face turned grave. "Never, ever meet him somewhere secret, or without an escort. As you grow older..." He did not need to finish, Arya grasped his meaning by then. The next day she apologized to Gendry, Ser Perwyn watching and listening from across the forge while Gendry worked the bellows.
Since then she had not asked Gendry to spar, but she did come by the forge every few days. Gendry would show her whatever he was working on, or tell her some new trick of smithing he'd learned from Master Theowyle. In exchange Arya shared stories about Rickon's antics with Shaggydog in the godswood, about Jeyne's odd new habit of hovering about the dairy, Meri at her mistress's heels as though a lady's maid had nothing else to do other than pet the fluffiest calves and weave wildflowers into her lady's hair.
Anguy had begun making weirwood arrows; Helly was settling happily into her place as a fletcher's wife, Septon Meribald having wed them before they left White Willow. Helly was already expecting a baby, her belly very round given that she was only six months along. Gendry smiled to himself at that, and Ser Perwyn turned bright red, but neither of them would explain what was so funny.
"Are you ready to celebrate the new year?" Arya asked when she ran out of gossip. Gendry shrugged.
"It'll be hard to match the celebrations in King's Landing. Master Tobho gave us all a silver stag and a night off. You could go down to the docks and buy any sort of food in the world, orange wine from Dorne, Pentoshi pastries, fish fried in the Braavosi style... one year there was an old woman from Yi Ti who had a stall in the fishmarket, selling dumplings stuffed with fish and cabbage and a dozen spices I couldn't name. I ate so many of 'em that I almost got sick." He smiled wistfully at the memory. "One of the other 'prentice boys dared me; he had to give me all his sweets for a week after I won."
"Speaking of which, it's time for you to get ready, Princess Arya," Ser Perwyn said, and with a sigh of regret she made her farewells.
For the new year Arya wore a new gown, soft white lambswool trimmed with grey. Embroidered silver direwolves ran up and down her sleeves; Jeyne gave Arya's dark hair a hundred strokes with a brush before setting her bronze circlet atop her head. What with the siege of the Dreadfort and preparations for winter there would be few lords present, but she was expected to look presentable for those close enough to attend. The only lords of note would be the Cerwyns and the Tallharts, them and a few dozen masterly houses sworn to Winterfell, Castle Cerwyn, or Torrhen’s Square.
The Great Hall roared with cheering and applause when the King in the North made his entrance, Arya and Rickon by his side. Though Robb wore his crown and Arya and Rickon their circlets, the eve of the new year was the one time they would not sit at the high table upon the dais. The king’s high seat and the two beside it remained empty; instead they waited at the foot of the dais for servants to pass them the choicest dishes, then carried the steaming trays of food to the bannermen seated at the high table.
Small as he was, Rickon carried baskets of piping hot rolls stuffed with raisins and nuts and rolled in spiced honey. Almost every dish had some sweetness to it, to bring good luck and a sweet new year. Arya was entrusted with heavier fare, like the mutton chops sauced with honey and cloves and cauldrons of beef-and-barley stew filled with sweet carrots which she spooned into waiting trenchers.
It fell to Robb to present the king's dish, a massive wild boar's head. Servants carried the rest of the boar, which had been prepared in the bourblier style, boiled, roasted, and basted with a sauce made from white wine, ginger, cinnamon, cloves, and cardamom. The scent was enough to make Arya's mouth water; Rickon was openly shoving an entire roll in his mouth, honey all over his hands, but she was expected to know better. Lady Edythe had prepared trenchers for each of them, and she and Robb ate standing, one at each end of the table so that they could hop to accept the next dish from the servants.
The honey cakes were the sweet for every guest, whether highborn or low. To top them there were plums preserved in honey, pear jelly and blackberry jams. Jeyne and Meri had managed to find dried apple rings, and stacked them high on their honeycakes, while at the end of one table below the dais Arya spied Gendry pouring a dark red sauce on his honeycake, perhaps the sour-sweet one made from dried cherries and lemon juice from the glass gardens.
Finally the feast ended, and it was time to welcome in the new year. King Robb led the revelers from the hall, Arya and Rickon by his side, her little brother’s small sticky hand clasped tight to make sure he didn't run off. They marched out of the Great Keep, some of the revelers picking up balls of bronze wire, the rest taking rushlights. They made their way across the yard, past the inner gatehouse, across the outer ward, past the outer gatehouse and down the hill.
For a few long minutes all was quiet. Arya wiped off Rickon's sticky fingers as best she could; children giggled and cheered as they waited. At last the great bells tolled midnight. Only then did the men-at-arms set their torches to the balls of bronze wire. The kindling within the bronze cages took light, their bearers swinging them over their heads using long bronze chains as the fireballs blazed. In the crowd there were drummers drumming and pipers piping; even a few fiddles raised their high sweet voices over the chaos.
When Arya awoke the next morning the scent of smoke and honey still lingered in her nose. She decided Rickon was to blame, as somehow he'd managed to get a blob of honey behind his ear during the previous evening. Perhaps thanks to the vast quantities of honey he had consumed, he permitted Robb to help him bathe and dress for the new year's day blessing.
Now it was Arya's turn to lead, a duty she had dreaded since realizing Lady Edythe had no intention of usurping Arya's place as the highest ranking lady at Winterfell. At her direction servants brought branches of juniper throughout the keep, puffs of smoke filling the rooms as every window had been shut tight the night before. Once every single chamber had been kissed by the juniper's smoky scent the windows were flung open to let in the new year, and the highborn sat down to a formal breakfast in the Great Hall. Again Arya led the way, for it was her responsibility to fill every cup on the high dais with mead and keep them filled until all had drunk their fill.
Only then could Arya finally, finally trade her gown for a tunic and breeches and scurry up to the ravenry. New Year was lucky; surely word would come of Sansa or Bran today. She flung herself into her water dancing forms, she practiced northron with one ear trained on the floor above... all to no avail.
Ser Rodrik Cassel quietly wedded Donella Hornwood on the second day of the new year, tears of joy dripping into his bushy white sidewhiskers. Bran had encouraged the match, before he vanished, and the old castellan was still devastated by the prince's absence. No matter how many search parties Robb sent north, none could find any trace of Bran's trail.
After the small wedding the new year proceeded much the same as the old. Every afternoon found her in Robb's solar, hearing the news of his three kingdoms. The Brackens and the Blackwoods were still besieging the Twins, supported by the Mallisters. Lord Blackwood's son Lucas had never gotten over his winter fever, dying a few months after returning to Raventree Hall.
Lord Bracken was, if possible, even more enraged than Lord Blackwood. A dozen Bracken cousins had perished at the Red Wedding defending Robb, and the Mountain had raped his eldest daughter, Barbara, when the Lannisters burned Stone Hedge. To Robb's vast confusion Jonos Bracken sought his king's leave to send one of his best stallions to Dorne as a gift to Ser Olyvar Sand, who had slain Ser Gregor Clegane. Robb was inclined to grant his (bewildered) approval, depending upon what word Robett Glover sent from Sunspear.
Glover should have arrived in Sunspear in the middle of twelfth month, but for the autumn storms churning across the Narrow Sea. The ship carrying Robett and his envoys had been blown into Gulltown and required repairs before it continued sailing south; the raven from Gulltown noted that they had seen more than one shipwreck as they passed the Fingers, the hulks shattered against the jagged rocks.
While Glover journeyed south, other lordlings were planning to send their sons and daughters north, either to foster or to serve in the court of the King of the North, the Trident, and the Vale. Lord Blackwood was sending a son, Lord Bracken a daughter; other lordlings and ladies would be coming from the Vale. Robb spent many an afternoon with Lady Edythe and the maester struggling through old records of Torrhen Stark's court, the last court of a King of Winter before the conquest, trying to figure out all the courtly positions that would need filling.
To the east the siege of the Dreadfort continued just as uneventfully as it had begun. The Greatjon wanted to smash the walls to rubble and sow the land with salt, but Robb had commanded him to take the keep without such drastic measures. The Dreadfort was built atop a small hot spring, in pale imitation of Winterfell, and would be needed to shelter Bolton's smallfolk when winter came.
Though there might not be any Bolton smallfolk left by then, if the reports from the Greatjon were true. After silently ignoring the siege for the first few months, the smallfolk had finally decided that Lord Bolton would not be receiving any sort of pardon, and their tongues seemed to grow looser every day, with wild tales of Roose Bolton exercising the long forbidden right to first night, and Ramsay Snow holding perverse hunts where smallfolk women served as prey. With Bolton holed up in his keep many smallfolk were making their way to the lands of neighboring lords; there were even rumors that Lord Bolton still kept serfs, a practice outlawed in the North since the days of Torrhen Stark, who had abolished serfdom in defiance of Aegon the Conqueror.
None of that made any sense to Arya, and she struggled to remain awake one morning during Maester Luwin's very long, very dry explanation of the slow push away from serfdom and toward peasantry across the Seven Kingdoms. After his conquest Aegon the First had made a futile attempt to reestablish full serfdom, which lords feared as a step toward the vile slavery of old Valyria. Dorne had abolished serfdom long ago; Nymeria and her people hated anything that halfway reminded them of Valyria.
"Although," Luwin said, "the rights of Dornish peasants and serfs in other kingdoms were still rather similar, and varied by fief besides."
At any rate, when Aegon the Conqueror decided to push for a return to serfdom, many of the great lords decided, nearly simultaneously, to preempt him by abolishing serfdom within their lands. Some of the lords or their heirs eventually changed their minds, but within a hundred years even the poorest serf or peasant had a few more rights than his grandsire.
The North still banned serfdom entirely, as did Dorne and the Vale; in the rest of the Seven Kingdoms it depended upon the fief. Gerold Lannister had abolished serfdom at Casterly Rock, but Lannister peasants had no more rights than the meanest serf in the Riverlands; the Tyrells kept serfs, but were reputed to give them more rights than some lords gave their peasants; every lord of Harrenhal had kept serfdom, no matter which house held the cursed keep.
It was a relief when the squawking of ravens above interrupted Luwin’s lecture, even moreso when she darted up the stairs to find that there were two parchments on the raven’s leg, one in red wax pressed with a mailed fist, the other in white wax pressed with a direwolf. Her hands shook as she removed them from their glass vials, her voice high and sharp as she cried for Maester Luwin.
Pate was closest at hand; he ran to fetch the king while Arya nearly wore a hole in the maester’s rug with her pacing. When Robb and Rickon finally appeared, Rickon was grumbling about Shaggydog under his breath, angry at losing even a moment of his time in the godswood with the half wild wolf that shared his nature.
“Sunspear,” Robb breathed through pale lips, breaking the seals with his knife. The wax crumbled, fragile as Arya’s heart, and Robb unrolled the parchments.
The sloping, graceful handwriting was Sansa's; the blunt, smooth hand was Robett Glover's. Maester Luwin took Glover's letter; Glover had written using some code devised back at White Harbor, and Luwin had the key.
Sansa, though... Arya knew that code. Arya was the faster reader and the better speller; while Robb tried to soothe the still sullen Rickon, Arya grabbed quill and parchment, her handwriting sloppy as she pieced together the message. At last she finished, the cuffs of her shift stained with ink blots, and stared at what she had written.
"What the fuck."
"Fuck?" Rickon echoed, one hand wound tightly in Grey Wind's fur. “Fuck!”
"Arya, language!" Robb snapped.
Wordlessly Arya gestured; he leaned over her shoulder, his brow furrowed, his lips moving slightly as he read. His eyebrows crawled up his face, his eyes widened, and it was the King in the North’s turn to completely forget himself.
"What the FUCK?"
Notes:
Woohoo! Wrote all of this today while listening to Sweet Dreams by Eurythmics on repeat; that shit hacked my brain, 10/10 do recommend. I can’t wait to see what you guys think!!!
NOTES
1) In canon, Maester Luwin's cluttered turret has books and jars and charts and maps etc everywhere, "and all of it was spotted with droppings from the ravens in the rafters." AGOT, Bran VII. This is one of the stupidest things I've ever heard. So here, the ravenry is a separate floor from the room full of precious artifacts and expensive parchment etc. No one wants raven shit in their medicines!
Also, the small glass tube that contains letters was my addition, because otherwise, every single time it rained all raven messages in transit would become illegible.
It is also absolutely batshit that in canon, maesters act as personal physicians, tutors, and like ten other jobs for a lord. So here, Maester Luwin has like ten assistants. No, this isn't the Pate from the AFFC prologue, Pate is just a super common name.
2) Let’s talk about communal sleeping in medieval Europe! Beds were EXPENSIVE. Even nobles had limited numbers of beds in their castles!
“Communal sleeping was not restricted to the nuclear family. Mistresses sometimes shared their beds with female servants to protect them from the unwanted advances of male members of the household. Many servants slept at the foot of their master's beds (no matter what bedtime activity was happening in that bed).” Source
What I’m saying is, my Starkling cuddle piles have a historical basis 😂
Speaking of which, as Jeyne and Meri have been cuddling since the end of Part I, I commissioned this gorgeous fanart from toastyydoodles
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Meri is on the left, Jeyne on the right. Babies 😭
3) Solstices are not mentioned in ASoiaF, but they should exist, as solstices are based on the earth's orbit, tilt, and its distance from the sun. Since seasons make no fucking sense on Westeros, I'm taking solstices for their new year, dammit.
The end of year solstice celebrations are based on Hogmanay, the Scottish new year. Although these traditions date to the mid-1500s, which is technically the early modern era, I thought they were neat and I didn't feel like looking up older traditions. Look, even I hit my limits sometimes.
I still find it very weird that we don't see any major holidays/celebrations in ASoiaF besides the Winterfell harvest feast, Joffrey's name day, and a side reference in AFFC to praying on Maiden's Day. What???? People love to party! Medieval people, Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or otherwise, had tons of religious holidays and feast days and so on!
4) In canon, all we know is that the Greatjon has sons and daughters other than the Smalljon. Fern, Hoarfrost, Cornel, and Rime Umber are the names I gave them. Because I'm a dork, fern, hoarfrost, and rime are all types of frost/ice. Cornel is a mountain flower.
I invented a Westerosi tradition of maidens fostering with their betrothed's family upon their first flowering, and marrying four years later. It's a sensible tradition when you're trying to forge alliances that will last decades! No one wins if the girl immediately gets knocked up and either dies or is rendered infertile. Plus you get four years for the bride to learn her duties at her new home, and to find any compatibility issues that might lead to a broken betrothal. However, like most traditions, it can be disregarded depending upon circumstances.
5) I cannot stop writing poor Ser Perwyn Truefaith as the world’s most beleaguered babysitter. Please enjoy his suffering, courtesy of toastyydoodles
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The gorgeous Truefaith sigil was drawn by ohnoitsmyra
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6) Winterfell should not just have Mikken and a couple helpers. Well, guess what fuckos, I'm fixing it. Here's my source on forging swords.
7) Bourbelier is a real dish, though I changed the obscure spice "grains of paradise" to cardamom. Making the sauce with white wine is a brick joke back to Deziel complaining about the Yronwoods serving Dornish sour red with boar.
8) I made the executive decision to expand on serfdom. Yup.
Chapter 114: Gilly
Notes:
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Art by ohnoitsmyra
Mid January, 301 AC, through late February, 301 AC
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Gilly slid her feet out of her slippers, placing the brown leather shoes beside the many other pairs that lay in neat rows at the entrance to the sept. It still felt odd, to remove her shoes whenever she entered one of the graceful stone buildings these Dornish favored.
"You don't have to pray to the Seven," Princess Sansa had told her shortly after arriving in Sunspear. "You may keep the old gods, if you wish; my lord husband gifted me weirwood saplings so that I might have some reminder of home."
The princess did not pry when Gilly softly refused, unable to confess that she had never kept the old gods. Craster worshipped the cold gods, and his wives had no choice but to share his fervent devotion to the monsters who stole their sons. What little she knew of the old gods came from Craster's mockery of the fools who prayed to trees, just as what she knew of the Seven came from Craster's mockery of the fools who prayed to a god with seven faces.
She had learned more since leaving Craster's Keep. Sweet Sam had begun teaching her with the songs he sang to her son, the pretty hymns that told of a just Father, a loving Mother, a dancing Maiden, a wise Crone, a fierce Warrior and a toiling Smith. The hymns did not sing of the Stranger, neither male nor female, faceless in a heavy cloak woven from the darkness of the night sky.
Gilly knelt beside the other maids, careful not to crowd Rya, who already sat with her head bowed, her upturned palms held before her heart. The maid was friendlier since Princess Sansa's arrival, but still prickly, like the hedgehog Buttercup once found while they were out foraging under Morag's watchful eye.
The septon began with a prayer to the Mother, spoken in the Rhoynish tongue. When Sam spoke of the Seven he placed the Father first, but the Dornish placed him second after the Mother. Their Mother seemed different than Sam's, a goddess not just of life and children but of rushing rivers and terrible vengeance against those who harmed her people. She did not understand the bit about rivers, but vengeance... Gilly thought of Dorsten, of the way she guarded her daughters from Morag and all her attempts to shield them from Craster's notice. Dorsten would have slit Craster's throat and laughed, were it not certain that Morag would slay all of Dorsten's children before Craster's body grew cold.
The prayers to the Father were the hardest part of each morning, as Gilly kept her face still and smooth and tried not to think of Craster. The Warrior was easier; she thought of her mother, Grindis, always guarding the young ones from Craster's rage; she thought of Sam, of the terror on his plump face as he led her from Craster's Keep, of his wide eyes as he stumbled out of the longhall to find her and the babe surrounded by dead men with burning blue eyes. She had never known that a crow could be so frightened, yet he saved her all the same.
The Smith was Astrid and her daughters planting barley, oats, and rye, Freltha carving wood with her chisel, Hilsa cobbling shoes with her awl, Birra grinding herbs with her pestle and Briwa mending clothes with her bone needles. The Maiden was Buttercup singing in the summer sun and Dalwen cooing over a mean old garron. The Crone was Ferny, who taught her how to watch and wait and how to make herself disappear when need be.
Disappearing was important. Craster only beat the wives and daughters who drew his notice; to be overlooked was to be safe. At first some of the other servants mocked her strange accent and ragged garb, or bothered her with questions about the wild north. Much as she wanted to run and hide, Gilly knew that would only make it worse. So she listened to the way the Dornish shaped their words, she put on the same robes and pants the other maids wore, and bit by bit, she faded away, just one dark-haired girl among many.
Her day had begun before dawn, as they always had. Gilly crept out of her sleeping cell, careful not to awaken Princess Sansa, who slept in the great featherbed at the center of her chambers, or Ser Olyvar Sand, who sometimes slept in a cushioned chair beside the bed when the princess woke screaming in the middle of the night.
Her son nuzzled against her chest as Gilly padded to Lady Nymella Toland's rooms. His little nose was growing pointier by the day; he looked rather like a fox, hence his milk name, Kit. Her breasts were heavy with milk as she leaned down to pluck the lady's great-niece from her cradle. Little Sylva's mother and father had perished in a flash flood soon after Gilly's arrival, and when the seneschal had asked her to nurse the poor babe, she agreed. She had more than enough milk, and she didn't like that Sylva looked smaller than her six months.
Once the children finished nursing Gilly returned Sylva to Wylla, Lady Toland's maid, and Kit to his basket beside her sleeping pallet. Though he was over a year old, her son still always slept after his morning feeding, freeing Gilly to attend morning prayers. She winced remembering Ser Olyvar's awkward slouch, his neck lolling to one side, his mouth slightly open as he dozed.
The septon announced the closing hymn, and Gilly forgot all about the odd lordling. The hymns were her favorite part of services, dozens of voices raised together in song. They were even better now that she knew the words and music and could sing along.
Her heart was at peace when she returned to the princess's chambers with Rya, but it leaped into her throat when she saw Ser Olyvar. Gilly froze, watching with horror as the lordling tossed her son into the air. For a moment the babe hung there, his dark wisps of hair billowing about his head, then he was falling, a shriek piercing the air as Gilly sprang forward, too late—
The lordling caught the babe easily, one hand under each armpit. Kit was giggling, clapping his little hands together like he did when Gilly tickled his belly. Princess Sansa did not share the babe's good humor as she sprang out of bed, eyes wide, face pale.
"What happened?" She demanded, looking from her husband to the maids. "Who screamed?"
Gilly raised a trembling hand. Princess Sansa had yet to shout at her or order a beating, but awakening her lady was surely cause for punishment. Craster had beaten her bloody for less.
"My fault," Ser Olyvar said, to Gilly's complete astonishment. "This little fellow—" he tickled the babe's belly, provoking another giggle "—was awake when I got up. I, er, remembered how much Loree and Doree loved flying when they were babes, and your maid walked in right after I threw him again."
Again? How many times had he thrown her son? Gilly shoved the thought away; highborn could do far worse, if she made them angry. Hiding her panic, she stammered. "I was surprised, princess, I'm so sorry for waking you—"
Princess Sansa was laughing.
"I thought," she giggled. "I thought it was some Lannister assassin, but of course you—" she was laughing so hard she hiccupped, unable to get the words out.
"Mama!" Kit babbled, chubby arms reaching toward Gilly. Ser Olyvar handed the babe over, his face sheepish. Rya turned away, doubtless rolling her eyes as she began building up the fire.
"I'd be more worried about a northern assassin, with the way Lord Robett keeps glaring at me," Ser Olyvar replied with a wry grin. Princess Sansa's giggles abruptly ceased.
"He will listen, he will," she promised as Gilly took her son into her sleeping cell so that she might check the clout Kit wore under his long gown. "Robett Glover is a good man, he just—"
"Remains convinced that I've somehow used my Dornish wiles to ensnare you?"
The princess snorted, a noise Gilly had never heard her make before. "What wiles? You don't have any wiles."
Kit had fouled his clout; Gilly wiped his buttocks with the edges of the cloth before setting it aside for a fresh one.
"—I told Arianne not to let them put on Strongspear the Squire—"
Gilly coughed quietly under her breath as she wrapped the new cloth around Kit's groin. The palace servants were all mad for the mummers' new show, especially those who weren't allowed in the parts of the palace where the Martells lived. They didn't know that Ser Olyvar despaired over the few wispy black hairs dotting his chin and his upper lip, or that he was more likely to absentmindedly braid his wife's loose hair in the evening than dip her in a passionate kiss. Rya said the lanky knight had ten sisters: the Red Viper's nine daughters and his young lady wife.
"—haven't dreamed of Bran in over a year. I had hoped Lord Robett know something, but he said none of the scouting parties found a single trace of him." A dry sob echoed across the room. "He's only ten."
Kit gurgled, unaware of the thoughts running like deer through Gilly's mind. She tried not to think of Coldhands, or his ravens with their bloody beaks, or the terrible ruined castle where he had brought her and Sam. But now she could not stop herself from remembering the wan boy with the red-brown hair and grey-blue eyes, nor the steel in his voice as he commanded Sam to swear a vow of silence.
"Shh, shh, I’ve got you..." Ser Olyvar stroked Princess Sansa's hair as she wept into his rumpled sleeping shift. "If Bran is half as strong as you and your sister, I'm sure he's well. The North is larger than any other kingdom, you told me so yourself. They'll find him eventually, living like a lord in some abandoned holdfast near the Wall, with a giant pack of wolves and a band of outlaws."
The princess laughed, though Gilly was not sure why.
"If only that were true, but Bran can't walk!" The laugh had not ceased her sobbing, only paused it for a brief moment. "What if his horse went lame? What if his companions grew ill and died and he could not find food without them? No one has seen Bran since he left Winterfell—"
Brandon Stark had made Sam swear a vow of silence. So had Jojen Reed, and Coldhands last of all. But no one had made Gilly swear.
"I have."
The princess emerged from her husband's shift, her eyes wide and rimmed with red. Ser Olyvar looked like someone had hit him over the head with something heavy. Suddenly Gilly was glad that Rya had left for the kitchens to fetch the morning tea.
"I saw him at the Nightfort, when Sam and I crossed beneath the Wall. Prince Bran. He had a grey direwolf named Summer, and a lord and a lady with him. Jojen and Meera Reed, he said. They crossed beyond the Wall, looking for some three-eyed crow."
"What." Princess Sansa's voice was flat with shock, her eyes glassy.
"The prince said he had to learn greenseeing." Whatever that means. "Sam wanted to tell Lord Snow so badly, but they made him swear he wouldn't."
Gilly could have told Lord Snow, now that she thought of it, but the crow was half-dead when she met him. When Jon Snow finally rose from his sickbed he was so fierce and yet so frail that she didn't dare, and once he became Lord Commander she feared angering him lest he change his mind about sending her south. Kit's safety came first, always.
"You saw Bran." Though the princess was breathing very fast, her hands clutching her face, Ser Olyvar's voice was oddly calm. "How long ago?"
"Almost a year ago, I think, ser."
"Thank you, Gilly." He pressed a kiss to the top of the princess's head as she struggled to stop sobbing. "Breathe, sweetling, like Arya taught you." He counted slowly to four, then turned to Gilly. "Could you please fetch a bath for Princess Sansa, and have the kitchens send up her breakfast?"
"I can go to the bathhouse," the princess gasped through her tears. "If I don't, Arianne's ladies will think something is amiss—"
"Isn't your moonblood due in a few days? If anyone asks Gilly can tell them it started early."
Gilly nodded, glad for any reason to leave the room, and lifted Kit to sling him over her hip.
"Oh— could Kit stay?" The princess sniffled. "I promise Ser Olyvar won't toss him again."
For a moment Gilly hesitated. At Craster's Keep she would have left Kit with any of her sisters, well, any of them except Morag's daughters or granddaughter.
"I give you my word," Ser Olyvar added.
When Gilly returned it was to find Princess Sansa playing a counting game with Kit, Ser Olyvar nowhere to be seen.
Part of Gilly knew that not all men were like Craster, or the black crows on the Wall, but it still bewildered her to see a man so happy to be around children. Especially when everyone said Ser Olyvar was vicious with a spear in his hand, and so fearless that he'd slain a savage giant and laid its head at the princess's feet. Lady Nym's maid claimed the skull was twice the size of that of an ordinary man; one of Princess Myrcella's maids claimed it was being made into a drinking cup as a gift to Princess Elia. Perhaps that was why Princess Myrcella avoided Ser Olyvar almost as much as Princess Sansa avoided her.
Princess Sansa liked to soak in into the copper tub for a while before being bathed, and as Gilly waited she found her thoughts wandering. She found it hard to imagine Princess Elia drinking from a skull. She'd glimpsed the Dornish princess only a few times when they were at the Water Gardens. Princess Elia was a slim woman in her forties, her dark hair untouched by grey. A golden crown rested easily upon her head, and she sat her wheeled chair as if it were a throne, smiling softly as she watched children play in the pools.
Although... one night Gilly had struggled to get Kit to sleep. Desperate to close her own eyes, she had taken him outside, hoping the murmur of the fountains would lull him to sleep. She did not know how long she paced, rocking him in her arms, but finally his whimpers ceased, his head lolling against her breast. Afraid of waking him, Gilly kept walking, and as she neared the terrace she heard the sound of people talking, a man and a woman who somehow managed to shout while whispering.
"—the price I paid, yet you would have thrown your life away? If not for those birds you would have died, and Sansa with you!"
"No other knight stepped forward, what else could I do?" Ser Olyvar snapped.
"You could think! Think of the consequences of your actions, you cannot afford to be as reckless as your father—" Ser Olyvar recoiled as if Princess Elia had slapped him, and Gilly fled before someone noticed her.
"Gilly? Gilly?" Princess Sansa called from her tub.
"Coming, princess."
While Gilly bathed the princess she kept half an eye on Kit. He was crawling well now; he managed three circuits of the little courtyard that lay outside the princess's chambers before she helped the princess out of the tub. She combed Princess Sansa's wet hair, careful not to yank on the tangles. Rya reminded her anyway, still suspicious of Gilly's ability to follow basic instructions. Gilly nodded and bit her tongue. She might not yet know every Dornish custom, or understand the complicated garb of highborn ladies, but she could manage combing hair.
Lady Nymella arrived soon after Princess Sansa was dressed. While the older lady gave the princess lessons on the high harp, Gilly nursed both Kit and little Lady Sylva, who had no objection to the strains of sweet music interrupting their meal. Indeed, Lady Sylva quickly fell asleep, though she still suckled now and then.
Kit, on the other hand, scrambled down as soon as his belly was full, and resumed crawling everywhere. One of the older servants had given Gilly her daughter's old toys, an enormous wooden ball that Kit chased across the floor and a pewter bird that he liked to clench in his little fist. When that grew dull he babbled at Buttons, the princess’s ginger cat. Gilly watched closely, ready to leap to her feet if Kit wandered too close to the ladies and their harps. Thankfully, he seemed more interested in pulling himself up and attempting to walk while holding onto a low table of the kind the Dornish favored. When he fell, it was onto one of the floor pillows, the one Princess Sansa knelt on when she took the midday meal in her rooms.
"He's a sweet babe," Lady Nymella said idly as Princess Sansa stared intently at the strings of her harp, her fingers hovering in midair. "It will be good, for Sylva to keep the same wet nurse when we leave."
Gilly had been watching little bubbles of milk grow and pop as Sylva breathed; now she looked up, her heart fluttering. Leave? Was Princess Sansa displeased with her work? Was Lady Toland going to take Gilly away?
"Leave for where?" Gilly ventured timidly. She had only just begun to get used to Sunspear and its hundreds of servants; would she have to begin all over again at Ghost Hill?
"You haven't told her?" Lady Toland raised an eyebrow, gesturing for Rya to pour the ladies fresh cups of tea. The Dornish were all mad for tea, a hot drink made from leaves.
"There is still Lord Robett to consider," Princess Sansa replied softly, holding out her cup to be filled. The amber liquid steamed as it filled the clear glass cup; Gilly could almost taste the sweetness from across the room. Beyond the Wall the only sweetness came from honey or fresh fruit; in Dorne they grew sugarcane along the Greenblood and added huge amounts of the fine white grains to their tea.
"Oh, yes, I suppose. A handsome man, if altogether too mistrusting. Really, the King in the North could have sent at least one envoy who wasn't determined to think the worst of us. I thought Lord Woolfield was like to bite my head off when I asked about northern new year traditions. One would think a man with woolsacks for his sigil would have a softer temper."
"I hope he will be gentler today, my lady." Princess Sansa took a careful sip of tea, and soon enough the ladies returned to their harps, Gilly's question forgotten.
When Princess Sansa and Lady Nymella departed for the midday meal with the northern envoys, Gilly remained in the princess's chambers. It would have been peaceful, watching and nursing the babes while Rya let down the hem of one of the princess's gowns, but she could not stop fretting over Lady Nymella's words. Finally, as dusk approached, Gilly gathered up her courage.
"What did Lady Toland mean, about leaving?"
Rya looked up from her sewing, her dark eyebrows creased. "I was hoping you already knew."
"Me?" For once Gilly did not bother to hide her confusion.
"Yes, you," Rya grumbled. "I thought you were in the princess's confidence, being from the north. You talk often enough."
"The princess asks after Kit. And, and she teaches me courtesies," Gilly stammered. Rya sighed, annoyed.
"There's been some talk of Ser Olyvar and Princess Sansa sailing east to tour the Free Cities. Prince Doran went on such a tour in his youth, as did Prince Oberyn. I wonder why Lady Toland would go with them."
Gilly shrugged. Highborn ways were strange, southron ways were strange, and the ways of highborn southrons were entirely beyond her ken. She would never miss the constant fear of Craster's Keep, but she did miss knowing exactly how everyone around her would behave, and how they would expect her to behave.
Princess Sansa did not return to her chambers until after the evening meal. Kit was already asleep; Gilly would need to nurse her son again in the middle of the night. She would not need to worry about Sylva; Lady Toland's maid, Wylla, slept beside the babe's cradle and fed her goat's milk. Rya was gone too; after over a month of instruction she finally trusted Gilly to prepare the princess for bed without assistance.
The bronze circlet with its leaping direwolf and weirwood leaves was the first thing to go. The envoys had brought it with them, a gift from the princess's kingly brother. Next she removed the jewels that hung at Sansa's ears, then the small silver locket on a chain so long and thin that it disappeared beneath her gown. Then it was time to braid the princess's long red hair, so thick and soft it might almost be mistaken for fur. Gown and kirtle came next; her linen shift and smallclothes remained, as she slept in them.
"Are you going on a journey soon, princess?" Gilly asked as the princess crawled beneath the blankets of her featherbed. Princess Sansa startled, a guilty look upon her pretty face.
"You asked earlier and I forgot to reply. Yes, Ser Olyvar and I intend to begin a tour of the Free Cities in a few weeks, near the start of second moon, most likely. I did intend to speak to you of it, but I had hoped to convince Lord Robett first..." she sighed.
"Never mind. I would hope you would come with me, as my maid. Jon entrusted you to my care; I would not abandon my duty, and Lady Toland would be glad to have you continue to nurse her great-niece. However..." the princess hesitated. "It will be a long journey, Gilly, and there will be danger. Pirates roam the Stepstones, and there are... other perils. Should you wish to remain in Dorne, a place could be found for you with Princess Arianne or with Princess Elia at the Water Gardens. The decision is yours."
Gilly's sleep that night was fitful. She woke before midnight to see Ser Olyvar creep into the room in his shift, settling into the chair beside the bed as he always did on nights when the princess did not ask one of his sisters to serve as her bedmaid. She woke again a few hours later to the sound of Princess Sansa's screams and Ser Olyvar comforting her. Kit awoke too, but Gilly placed him to her breast before he could start wailing.
The next time she awoke was shortly before dawn. Kit slumbered in his basket, Ser Olyvar in his chair. Gilly was not sure why she had awoken, until she saw the shadow limned in moonlight.
A man stood in the arched doorway that led to the courtyard, his mail shimmering silver, his surcoat a dark red. His boots made no sound on the stone floor as he approached, slowly, oh so slowly, his steps avoiding the dark furniture.
Her heart hammered in her throat as Gilly frantically considered what to do. A scream might bring the guards, but what if she accidentally summoned the assassin's men? Ser Olyvar had neither sword nor spear—
"Princess?" The assassin murmured. "Princess Sansa?"
Out of time and out of ideas, Gilly abandoned the safety of her sleeping cell and crawled across the floor toward Ser Olyvar, praying that the darkness concealed her as she yanked on his sleeve.
“Princess Sansa?” The assassin asked, slightly louder.
“Who goes there?” The princess’s voice trembled with fear.
Then several things happened at once. The assassin drew close to the bed, looming over Sansa like a specter of death, and Ser Olyvar jerked awake, his eyes falling on the intruder.
“You!” Ser Olyvar hissed. “What do you think you’re doing here?”
“Stop, no—”
The assassin ignored the princess as he drew his blade, the cold steel shining as he pointed the tip toward the Dornish knight.
“You dare ask me that, raper? I should cut out your heart and offer it to the weirwoods for the old gods.”
“I gave her those weirwoods,” the knight replied, his voice cold. “She told you—”
“Lord Robett, enough—“ the princess pleaded.
“She told me what you told her to say!” The blade touched Ser Olyvar’s chest. “How many times did you—“
In an instant the cool night air turned frigid, the bed shaking as the princess convulsed. There was a sound like the snapping of bone, and suddenly the assassin was flat on his back, a direwolf the size of a small horse pinning him to the floor.
Gilly clapped her hands over her mouth just barely in time to cover her shriek. Ser Olyvar snatched up the assassin’s sword, which had clattered to the floor when the beast pounced on him.
“I think Princess Sansa is tired of you refusing to listen to her,” the knight said, trying and failing not to stare at the massive direwolf. “She can’t speak until she changes back; I’m going to lock your sword in a chest before she lets you up.”
The direwolf snarled, her long snout sniffing at the assassin’s belt.
“…I think she wants you to hand over your dagger too.”
By some miracle Kit still slept, even after Ser Olyvar stubbed his toe and swore loudly. Careful to avoid both direwolf and assassin, Gilly got to her feet and lit a few candles. While Ser Olyvar locked the blades in a chest it was Gilly’s turn to stare open-mouthed at the direwolf, at her red fur and bright blue eyes. The princess’s bed was empty but for shreds of linen lying atop the blankets…
“Gilly, her bedrobe?”
Without thinking Gilly obeyed, fetching the princess’s grey silk bedrobe. Ser Olyvar took it from her, draping it over the direwolf’s back. The direwolf snarled once more at the assassin, then convulsed. Fur fell away in clumps, sharp claws shrank into long fingers, and Princess Sansa clasped the bedrobe about herself, angrier than Gilly had ever seen her.
“As I said, Lord Robett,” the skinchanger growled, “enough.”
The dumbfounded lord scrambled for the closest chamber pot. As he gagged and heaved Gilly helped the princess into a fresh shift, Ser Olyvar carefully looking everywhere except at his naked wife. The princess’s hair was a tangled mess; lacking any better idea, Gilly fetched a brush and began gently working through the knots.
“So,” Ser Olyvar asked as Lord Robett continued to embrace the chamber pot. “That was. Umm...”
“He wasn’t listening,” Princess Sansa muttered under her breath. “He called you a raper!”
“My apologies, princess,” a haggard voice called from the corner.
“For failing to listen to me every time we spoke for the past several weeks, or for impugning the honor of the knight who saved my life twice over? I would have thought slaying the Mountain and rescuing me from Queen Cersei’s clutches might warrant some respect.”
Lord Robett vomited again; at a gesture from the princess Ser Olyvar sighed and brought the lord a flagon of water. He rose to his feet on unsteady legs, accepting the flagon with a grumble of thanks before drinking greedily.
“Gilly, I think Kit would benefit from a stroll around the courtyard,” the princess said when Gilly finished brushing her hair. Gilly curtsied, fetched her sleeping babe from his basket, and gratefully left the room.
Still, as she circled the courtyard, dewdrops sparkling in the moonlight, she could not help but overhear some of the whispered argument.
“The King in the North—”
“Is my brother, and I am your princess! Did King Robb tell you to steal me from my bed?”
“— the queen wanted to wed her to the likes of Sandor Clegane or Ilyn Payne, but when she asked my father for poison—”
“—never laid a hand on me, I swear by the old gods and the new, how many times must I say it? He swore a solemn vow—”
"I do miss my brother, and Arya, and Bran and Rickon, but—"
“— three dragons. Three! Have you not heard the sailors’ talk? If Daenerys Targaryen crosses the Narrow Sea—”
“— Torrhen knelt, but what if Aerys’ madness passed to his daughter? Better to—”
“— one more word against Brienne of Tarth, so help me, and—”
“—cannot be trusted. Perhaps if you had northmen to guard you—”
On and on the nobles argued, and all the while Gilly thought. She might remain in Sunspear, where she knew the halls of the Old Palace and perhaps a quarter of the servants. She could go to the Water Gardens, smaller and less familiar. Or she could agree to accompany Princess Sansa across the sea.
"Gilly?" Princess Sansa called from the arched doorway, her long hair trailing down her back. "They're gone; you can come back now." The princess shifted uneasily from one foot to the other. "Rya already fetched the tea, I hoped you would break your fast with me. I owe you an explanation."
Gilly blinked. Eat beside a princess, as if she were highborn herself? It wasn't even a command, it was an invitation. Princess Sansa wished to speak with her. Princess Sansa thought she owed Gilly answers. Gilly swallowed, her mind made up.
Standing on the deck of the Cinnamon Wind a few weeks later, Gilly regretted her decision. She had forgotten how badly her stomach churned as the swan ship rolled upon the waves; she could feel herself turning green. How could Kit sleep below as if nothing was amiss?
"Welcome back, Gilly!" A strong hand clapped her on the back, and Gilly heaved her guts out over the ship's railing.
"Still adjusting?" Kojja Mo's voice was as rich as her dark skin. When Gilly turned she saw that the captain's daughter had Kit slung over her hip; he was enthusiastically attempting to cram a chubby fist in his mouth.
"As sweet as I remembered, though much bigger," Kojja teased. She and the other women in the crew had doted upon Kit the entire journey south from Eastwatch, singing to him and bouncing him on their knees. "My cousin's daughter is near the same age, already running everywhere. He wept like a baby when we left her back in Tall Trees Town with her mother."
"Oh," Gilly said, the taste of bile still in her mouth. "Is he helping your father with the ship?"
Kojja laughed. "No, no. Malthar captains his own ship." She pointed across the rolling waves. The Cinnamon Wind was but one of half a dozen swan ships that had weighed anchor at Planky Town the day before. "You see? That one is Sweet Nutmeg. Behind her is my sister Atalaya's ship, the Bitter Clove." Kojja turned, pointing the other direction. "There is Anise Breeze, my great-uncle's ship. Father swears he didn’t name this ship after great-uncle’s, but no one believes him. The other two belong to Chatana Qhoru."
“Is Chatana another cousin?”
Kojja bounced Kit on her hip. "Oh, no. Chatana had a child with a Dornish prince; when we dropped anchor in Tall Trees Town she sent her mate across to ask for news. When she heard of the dragons, nothing would stop her from joining our little fleet."
"Dragons," Gilly repeated faintly. She had really, really hoped that the sailors were lying, despite overhearing Princess Sansa and Ser Olyvar arguing with Lord Robett about them.
"My father saw them himself, in Qarth. They were the size of cats." For a moment Gilly felt slightly better. "Oh, but that was nearly two years ago, I suppose they would be much larger now."
She no longer felt better.
Over the next several weeks Gilly settled into the routine aboard ship. She nursed Kit and Sylva just as she always had, though now she only had to walk a few paces between the princess's cabin and that of Lady Toland. Swan ships were built for trade, not passengers, so space was very limited. Ser Olyvar shared Princess Sansa's cabin, both of them sleeping in so many layers one would think a septon might burst in on them at any moment. Gilly slept on a pallet on the floor, as did Ser Olyvar’s squire. Lord Robett had the adjoining cabin, his temper little sweeter than it had been the night he burst into the princess's rooms. He still disapproved of Princess Sansa's refusal to return north, though he no longer glared at Ser Olyvar. Not much, anyway.
When she was not nursing Gilly usually had lessons with Princess Sansa. Gilly continued to learn the tasks of a lady's maid, such as mending gowns amongst other things. She practiced her needlework while Princess Sansa practiced the high harp and Lady Toland cooed over her great-niece, occasionally pausing to correct Princess Sansa's mistakes.
Ser Olyvar spent most of his time on deck, sparring with his squire Edric Dayne or learning High Valyrian from fussy old Maester Lonnel. Princess Sansa already knew some High Valyrian, and Lady Toland taught her more, being already fluent. Since most of the Free Cities spoke some form of Valyrian, even Gilly was expected to practice the smooth tongue.
Lady Brienne of Tarth joined those lessons as well, her large frame taking up half the princess’s cabin. To her annoyance there was not enough room for her to sleep near her charge; with so few cabins, she had chosen to sleep in a hammock in the women’s cabin with the crew. Buttons slept there too, having grown very attached to the ship’s cat, an enormous black and brown striped creature who went by the name Pepper.
The rest of the Dornish and northmen were scattered across the other swan ships. Gilly only saw them when they stopped in port to refill their casks of precious water and take on fresh food.
It took six days to reach Lys, and a single afternoon to resupply. The time passed in a blur; she found the crowds of pale haired Lyseni unsettling after so long beyond the Wall and then in Dorne, where blondes were scarce and only elders had grey hair. The Lyseni’s purple eyes were even more unsettling; Kit hid in her robes rather than look at them. Gilly was grateful that Kit was too young to ask her about the slave collars worn by three out of every four men.
While they waited for casks of fresh water to be brought over Ser Deziel Dalt came aboard the Cinnamon Wind, casting a bemused look at the turban Ser Olyvar had worn since they departed Dorne. With the best of intentions Gilly could not help overhearing them from where she’d climbed the rigging for a better view of Lys, having handed Kit over to Kojja.
“Are turbans fashionable in the Free Cities, then, or did you lose a bet with someone?”
“I’ll explain later,” Ser Olyvar groaned, one hand over his face. “I still can’t believe Daemon left like that.”
“Now, how could you say such a thing? The Kingsguard is a noble order, the worthiest in all the land.” Ser Deziel’s shoulders shook with repressed laughter.
“Just because your plants enjoy a ripe coating of manure doesn’t mean I do,” Ser Olyvar replied.
“You should pay me a dragon for saying that with a straight face. It’s not like it was much of a surprise, with things still so awkward between him and Arianne.”
“Oh, is that why you volunteered to join us when we went to King’s Landing?”
Ser Deziel winced. “Oh, look, it bites. That wound has healed, thank you very much.”
“I never understood what drew you to her. Arianne hates getting dirty with a passion; I don’t think she ever sets foot in a garden unless there’s a well tended path.”
“I…” Ser Deziel paused, thoughtful. “It was never about whether or not she loved plants as I do. What drew me to Arianne was her spirit, her determination, the strength of her convictions. The most beautiful trees are not those with dainty blossoms or graceful limbs, but those that survive despite adversity, that persevere even in the poorest soil.”
“I think my many, many thriving sisters are proof that the soil of House Nymeros Martell is as rich as any.”
Ser Deziel laughed. “You knew that was not what I meant. Ah, well. Perhaps I’ll meet a beauty on our travels. Ser Daemon already met his, the poor fellow.”
“He did?”
Ser Deziel burst into laughter. “Oh, Olyvar. Never change. If you’re not going to listen to gossip you should at least ask Nym or Sansa to keep you in the loop.”
“Which gossip?”
“Did you not hear Alyse Ladybright teasing Daemon about how unchivalrous it would be to leave a handsome Dornish prince all alone with no protection but a gaggle of greybeards?”
There was a moment of silence, then Ser Olyvar choked. “I didn’t need to know that!”
Gilly didn’t know who Ser Daemon was, but she did know that her breasts were sore, and that meant she should nurse the babes. She clambered down from the rigging, and that was the last she saw of Lys.
It was another ten days before they reached Volantis, oldest of the Free Cities. There they paused for three days, so that the Summer Islanders might sell some of the goods in their ships’ holds and take on new goods.
To Gilly’s confusion, only a few hours after dropping anchor all the Dornish nobles assembled upon the dock, along with one of the Summer Islander captains. Gilly stood behind Princess Sansa, as she always did, garbed in her second best gown. There were half a dozen Dornish ladies and their maids, a similar number of knights and squires, plus the two maesters.
“Why are we standing like this?” Princess Sansa quietly asked Lady Nymeria Sand.
“Volantenes have very set ideas about matters of consequence,” Lady Nymeria said.
“Your mother is so haughty she makes the Lannisters seem humble,” Ser Olyvar muttered. Princess Sansa winced.
Conversation flowed as they waited. Ser Deziel was rambling about Essosi flowers, Brienne of Tarth listening politely. The Summer Island captain, a handsome middle aged woman, was telling one of the maesters about the various meanings behind the feathered cloaks Summer Islanders wore.
Gilly did not speak to anyone, content to watch the docks bustle with activity. After a while Gilly saw the crowds parting in the distance, making way for a procession of bare chested men in golden collars who carried a pair of gilded boxes with open sides. As they drew closer Gilly saw that the boxes were ornately carved and set with glittering jewels; the curtains were of a cloth she’d never seen before, as thin and light as a spider’s web.
When the boxes finally reached the Cinnamon Wind Gilly realized that each box bore a lady garbed in silks and draped with jewels. The ladies shared a similar look, with deep silver-blonde hair and blue-purple eyes.
The elder of the two women began to talk rapidly in High Valyrian, her gaze resting on Lady Nymeria. After a moment she paused, sighing dramatically.
“And your father spoke High Valyrian so eloquently. Such a shame, I suppose your Common Tongue will have to do. Well, are you going to introduce your guests?”
“Of course, mother.” Lady Nymeria stood as straight and stiff as a spear. “This is my brother, Ser Olyvar Sand, his wife, Princess Sansa Stark, and his squire, Lord Edric Dayne of Starfall. Brienne of Tarth, sworn shield to Princess Sansa. Ser Gulian Qorgyle, heir to Sandstone. Lady Nymella Toland, Lady of Ghost Hill. Ser Deziel Dalt, the knight of Lemonwood. Lady Jennelyn Fowler, Lady Jynessa Blackmont, and her brother, Perros Blackmont. Ser Symon Wyl, and his squire, Arron Sand. Chatana Qhoru, captain of the Feathered Kiss, and mother to my sister Sarella.”
“Lords and ladies, I present to you Nyessara Vhassar, daughter of former triarch Belicho, sister to current triarch Nyessos.”
The noblewoman heaved a dramatic sigh. “You forgot widow to triarch Horonno, but of course, that was before you were born.”
“Nyessara,” the other noblewoman gently scolded.
“And,” Lady Nymeria continued, “my aunt, Tessaria Vhassar, daughter of former triarch Belicho, sister to current triarch Nyessos.”
“Was that so hard?” Nyessara laughed gaily. “I thought to bring your sisters, but they’re so busy. Already I’ve had to turn down three offers for Nyella’s hand, and her only just turned nineteen.” She tsked. “Her hair is quite like yours, though a much prettier shade. One of her suitors said it looked like spun moonlight. And Nyerra has such lovely eyes, a true lavender rarely seen even within the walls of Old Volantis.”
Gilly blinked. Lady Nym was very beautiful, but she had hair and eyes as dark as a raven’s wings. Surely her own mother wouldn’t—
“Such a pity that you got your father’s looks. I was just telling Tessaria the other day, how unfortunate it was that you were born so dark. Tessaria, I said, it would be such a help to have an elder daughter to help manage the palace, Nyella has such trouble with the slaves— oh, that reminds me, I brought you some gifts. I had thought to give you some nice slaves, perhaps a scribe, a few handmaidens, a pleasure slave or two, but Tessaria reminded me you’d be forced to free them in Westeros, and we couldn’t have that.”
The noblewoman waved a lazy hand, and several slaves came forward, each bearing a chest.
“There’s a cyvasse set of solid gold and silver set with gems, sweet volantene red wines from the Vhassar vineyards, oh, and a few Rhoynar artifacts from the ruins of Sarhoy. Or was it Chroyane?” She shrugged elegantly. “Either way, they were gathering dust and Tessaria thought you might like them.”
“You are generous as always, mother,” Lady Nym said courteously. “We are in port for three days; might we stay with you? I should like to see my sisters, and spend time with you, of course.”
“Oh, darling, no!” Nyessara placed a hand on her bosom, her face dismayed. “No, no, seeing you at the docks will already cause such a scandal. Westerosi are very out of fashion, what with all the talk of slave revolts to the east. No, you had best find rooms at one of the inns by the docks, though not the Merchant’s House.” She shuddered. “Why Nyessos won’t arrest Vogarro’s old whore…”
“Dysaria owns half the piers and storehouses west of the Rhoyne, as Nyessos has told you.” Tessaria’s voice was no less elegant, but there was a warmth to it that Nyessara lacked.
“I cannot stand talking of that vile harlot.” Nyessara shuddered. “Do enjoy the gifts, Nymeria, it was lovely seeing you.” She called out an order in High Valyrian, and her slaves carried her away.
Tessaria remained, a vaguely irritated look upon her face. “My apologies, niece. The Merchant’s House is perfectly adequate; few inns will take Westerosi, not with the triarchs talking of expelling them like the Braavosi.” She glanced at the swan ships. “I should warn you, Summer Islanders are not very welcome either.”
“Because we oppose the fleshmongers as we always have?” Chatana Qhoru was of average height, but she seemed taller as she glared at the Volantene noblewoman, magnificent in a feathered cloak of green and blue.
“Why, yes,” Tessaria answered, one thin eyebrow raised. “They thought the Golden Company would cast down the dragon queen; instead they serve her, and now the queen has wedded the Lyseni merchant who hired them. The very name Daenerys Targaryen is enough to make a freeborn Volantene shake in his boots.”
“You look steady enough to me,” Chatana replied.
Tessaria shrugged a smooth shoulder. “I have other troubles. Fortune has been unfriendly of late; I keep losing my slaves betting on cyvasse.” She did not seem bothered by this misfortune. “As I said, you should stay at the Merchant’s House. Speak with Dysaria if you can; you’ll find her in the common room. Be mindful how you speak to her; she may be a wrinkled old crone but she’s sharper than Valyrian steel.”
Unnoticed by anyone but Gilly, Princess Sansa and Ser Olyvar exchanged a worried glance. Perhaps Lord Robett was right; perhaps they were hiding something. But whatever they were hiding, it was too late for Gilly to choose another path.
Notes:
Can’t wait to see what you guys think!
This chapter was like pulling teeth. No idea why, love Gilly, but writing a servant POV is quite tricky, as is writing Sansa and Olyvar from such a different perspective. Thanks to PA2 for helping me wrangle it into shape.
NOTES
1) Moorish fashion is really neat, and very different from medieval fashion outside the Iberian peninsula. Here's my main source. Thanks to PurpleMuffin, an Egyptian reader, for the detail of everyone removing shoes indoors :)
2) In medieval Europe, body servants for the nobility would typically be fellow nobles, pages, squires, and ladies-in-waiting. GRRM is all over the place; in GOT we see Tyrion has a valet/manservant, Ned’s body servants are also members of his personal guard, and Sansa has random maids. In CoK onward, we see Tyrion and Jaime having squires as their body servants, which is more accurate, but Cersei and Sansa still have random maids tending to their personal needs (bathing, dressing, etc) instead of nobly born ladies in waiting. It’s a weird inconsistency but I’m keeping it because otherwise everything with Meri and later Gilly wouldn’t work.
3) I was absolutely delighted when I realized that in canon, no one bothered to make Gilly swear a vow of silence regarding Bran! Sam swore to Bran, Jojen, and Coldhands, but they completely overlooked the wildling girl nursing her baby! At one point when they first meet, Bran asks Sam not to tell:
”Sam looked confused for a moment, but finally he said, ‘I… I can keep a secret. Gilly too.’ When he looked at her, the girl nodded.”
Gilly nodded. That’s it. She didn’t swear any kind of oath, and she’s got a practical bent to her, none of this obsession with a noble’s honor. She sees Sansa upset about Bran? She tells.
4) Apparently Egypt has been obsessed with tea since the 1500s. Technically that's early modern period, but fuck it, it's a cute detail. Again, thanks PurpleMuffin!
5) Sansa’s and Robett’s letters to Robb will never appear on page, but their contents can be summarized as follows:
Sansa: “So, good news, Bran is alive as of a year ago, he went beyond the wall to learn greenseeing from a three-eyed crow. No, I don’t know what that means either. Bad news, I can’t come home, Olyvar and I are sailing east because there’s a Targ queen with three dragons and we need to see if she’s gonna try to murder us all, and stop her if need be. Also Robett tried to kidnap me and I am really annoyed about it, for the millionth time I swear Olyvar is treating me well. Love you lots, miss you very much.”
Jfc, no wonder Arya dropped an f-bomb.
Robett: I’m so, SO sorry Your Grace, I swear I tried to stop Princess Sansa, but since I couldn’t stop her I’m following her to Meereen. I only agreed to this because when I tried to rescue her in the middle of the night she turned into a direwolf and almost bit my face off, and now I’m too scared to keep arguing with her.”
6) Calculating travel times remains a bitch and a half. We’ll learn more about the purpose of the swan ship fleet later on.
7) I invented Chatana Qhoru because once the idea occurred to me I couldn’t resist. Also, just FYI I’m dropping the weirdass all-sex-all-the-time bullshit GRRM decided was absolutely necessary for his pseudo Caribbean islands full of Black people. Rereading the canon scene where Kojja tells Sam to fuck Gilly or get thrown overboard was so goddamn Yikes.
8) Nyessara is partially based on Mother Gothel from Tangled. She’s the absolute worst. Real subtle, naming all your daughters after yourself. Not at all narcissistic. Oh, and naming the one with the Dornish father after the most famous Dornish queen? Woooow, A+, not at all lazy or basic.
Tommyginger: “I would have paid the kind of money that folds to have seen the look on Lord Glover's face when his Princess Sansa turned into a direwolf and knocked him on his arse!”
That made me laugh so hard that I commissioned a quick sketch from Myra:
The original sketch I sent Myra as guidance:
Chapter 115: Cersei II
Chapter Text
"How fares the king in his lessons?"
"King Tommen progresses admirably, Your Grace." Pycelle's wrinkled chin and neck trembled as he spoke, the loose pink wattles unsightly beneath a thin patch of white hairs. "He reads very well for his age, and pays close attention."
Tommen smiled at the Grand Maester's praise, his plump cheeks dimpling. "We just started learning about Daeron the Young Dragon," Tommen said, almost bouncing in his seat. "He was a splendid warrior, and a scholar too!"
The Young Dragon was also crowned at fourteen, Cersei remembered, and ruled in his own right without a regent. She smiled, resisting the urge to narrow her eyes at Pycelle. Was he seeking to undermine her by putting ideas into Tommen's head? Tommen was only newly ten, nearly a babe in arms.
"Yesterday His Grace finished reading The Conquest of Dorne ," Pycelle continued, a vague air of paternal pride in his lined face, as though he had raised Tommen himself. "The entire account, cover to cover, and asked thoughtful questions as he read. Why, even at twelve, Joffrey would not—"
"King Joffrey," Cersei corrected tersely as Pycelle fell silent, his mouth opening and closing like a fish. "His skills lay in the yard, with sword and spear and bow."
"Of-of course, Your Grace," Pycelle stammered while Tommen looked between them, eyes wide.
"I fear the Young Dragon is not the best exemplar for King Tommen," Cersei said lightly. "I hear the Dornish curse his name to this day; it would be a pity for the king to praise Daeron's exploits within Prince Oberyn's hearing. Offending our Dornish friends would be so unfortunate. Perhaps Baelor the Blessed and Daeron the Second would suit instead?"
Baelor the Blessed was already of age when he took the crown; so was Daeron, who had brought Dorne into the realm where his predecessor of the same name had failed. Daeron the First had tried swords, and could not hold the desert for more than a year or two. Daeron the Second was no warrior; he obtained Dorne's surrender by taking a Dornish princess to wife and giving the Martells a Targaryen princess in exchange. Perhaps that was where the old saying about battles won in bedchambers came from.
"I-I suppose, Your Grace," Pycelle answered.
"But I like learning about the Young Dragon!" Tommen objected, lower lip trembling. "I wouldn't say anything rude to the Dornish, I wouldn't —"
A stern look quelled Tommen, as it never would have quelled Joffrey.
"I'm sorry, mother," Tommen whispered, looking at his feet, and without further protest he departed for his lesson, Ser Balon Swann following after the little king.
Cersei was still fuming over her son's meekness when her ladies arrived to attend her. If only Jaime were here, she thought as Jocelyn Swyft made some banal comment about how well the queen looked today. Her twin had taken little interest in the children they made together, but with Robert dead he might have played the doting uncle, teaching Tommen the way of the lance and sword. The master-at-arms had not opposed Cersei when she forbade Tommen the risk of jousting, but Jaime, Jaime could be trusted to teach her son without putting him in danger. She would have to think on the matter, when she found the time.
Time was something Cersei rarely had. There was a kingdom to run, after all, and she was Queen Regent. She did not need to spend every minute of her day coddling her son; there were other ways to keep him away from Lady Margaery, his far too eager betrothed. Lessons with Pycelle served to fill several hours each day; Tommen enjoyed reading about dead kings and dusty old laws.
Meanwhile, Cersei rose early to fulfill her many duties. First she bathed and dressed; a queen must always look untouchable, a goddess in silks and jewels. At the Hour of the Father she attended prayers in the royal sept. She heard tedious petitions from her cushioned seat beneath the Iron Throne; she attended endless small council meetings; she indulged the commons with rides through the city. And, of course, she must give up her time to stroking the pride of her courtiers, the lords and knights who kept Tommen safe on his throne.
Hunting and hawking were well enough. Cersei had not enjoyed such sport when Robert was alive, much to his annoyance. Now that he was rotting in his grave, she went out at least once every sennight. The weather yesterday had been warm and clear, the sight of her falcon snatching a bird in midair thrilling enough to bring roses to her cheeks.
"Our queen's falcon is as beautiful and graceful as the queen herself," said the Bastard of Driftmark.
Aurane Waters was one of the few who could boast of surviving the inferno upon the Blackwater. His trueborn brother, Lord Monford Velaryon, had sworn House Velaryon to Stannis Baratheon's cause, and burned on his great ship, Pride of Driftmark. Now Monford's son, a boy of seven, held Driftmark in Stannis's name. Aurane showed more sense; after swimming to safety he had immediately pledged his sword to Tommen.
"Such flattery," Cersei protested, smiling. "Do you think your queen a loaf of bread, that you would seek to bathe me with honeyed words?"
"No mere loaf of bread was ever so fair," he answered, with a look of barely concealed hunger. Cersei tossed her golden curls and laughed. Waters was a handsome young man of two-and-twenty, with grey-green eyes and long silver-gold hair. From a distance he resembled nothing so much as Rhaegar Targaryen come again, and her bed was so cold and lonely...
No, the risk was not worth it. Jaime might return at any moment, he must have escaped his captors by now. Besides, bastards might be lusty, but they were not known for their discretion. She favored Waters with another smile, then spurred her horse onward.
The queen soon regretted riding ahead to the front of the hawking party. Aurane Waters might be charming, no doubt hoping for the grant of legitimacy which would enable him to take his nephew's seat, but there were other courtiers eager to waste her time.
"Randyll Tarly is a fine commander, but this siege on Storm's End really has gone too long," Lord Mace Tyrell complained. "A year and three months, I ask you!"
"Perhaps a stronger touch is needed," Cersei hinted.
"Stronger than Tarly? The man's made of pure iron," Lord Mace answered, absentmindedly petting his enormous goshawk on the head. The bird glared at Cersei, ruffling its barred blue-grey feathers.
"I thought Lord Renly jested when he claimed his castellan could hold the keep for years if need be," Lady Margaery said sweetly, bringing her horse over. Her peregrine falcon was smaller than Cersei's, yet it had already taken a duck and a heron, much to the queen's annoyance. "But Lady Chelsted tells me tis true enough; Ser Cortnay Penrose told her he kept the granaries full to bursting no matter the season."
"Chelsted?" Cersei vaguely recalled the name; some old Hand of Mad King Aerys.
"Aye, born Ellyn Penrose, Ser Cortnay's younger sister," Mace said with excessive bombast. "Aerys burned Qarlton Chelsted before the city fell, but as he never bothered stripping the man's titles, Chestnut Grove passed to his widow. Fervently devoted to His Grace King Tommen; she tells all and sundry that Stannis murdered Ser Cortnay through foul sorcery."
"Perhaps." For a moment Cersei felt ill, remembering her father laying facedown upon his desk, the stink of nightsoil pungent in the air. "We were speaking of Storm's End, and its full larders. A wise precaution. No doubt inspired by your brave siege many years ago." She sighed. "Surely, if you yourself were to go—"
"And miss the honor of Your Grace's company? No, no, Tarly will wear them down."
Cersei smiled, though she wanted to scream. Tyrell did not give a fig for her company, he only cared about his damn small council seat. Thanks to her uncle Ser Kevan Lannister he was now master of laws, and his toady Paxter Redwyne the master of ships.
I should not have listened to uncle, she thought the next day in her solar as the prattle of women disturbed her thoughts. Jocelyn Swyft was regaling Cersei and her ladies rather loudly with some inane story about her aunt Dorna, Ser Kevan's lady wife, and her difficulty telling her twin sons apart.
"Willem wasn't growing his hair out then, you see," Jocelyn said. Only Cerissa Brax was truly listening; Jocelyn seemed not to notice Melesa Crakehall's look of apathy and Darlessa Marbrand's open disdain.
Marbrand. Of course! Ser Addam Marbrand was Jaime's closest friend, the Kingsguard she trusted most with her brother gone. Ser Addam would be the perfect choice to oversee Tommen's training. Pleased with herself, Cersei deigned to grant Jocelyn a smile.
"A most amusing story, my lady." She turned. "Lady Darlessa, what was that riddle you mentioned the other day? The one about the Dornishman, the Reacherman, and the fishwife?"
Darlessa recounted the clever jape at great length; by the end Cersei was nearly sore from laughing. To calm her nerves she drank deeply from a goblet of Arbor gold, the taste sweet upon her tongue. Her good humor dimmed when a knock rang at her solar.
"Enter!" Cersei called. Ser Lyn Corbray guarded the door; it was he who admitted a bashful squire of fifteen or so.
"Your Grace," the squire said, bowing deeply.
Ser Kevan Lannister's mousy little wife was nothing if not dutiful, and had presented him with three sons and a daughter in due course. His eldest, Lancel, had died during the Battle of the Blackwater after taking a wound beneath the arm. The squire who stood before her was Ser Kevan's next eldest, Willem. Lancel at least vaguely resembled Jaime, but the twins lacked the Lannister beauty. The youth before her had dark sandy hair, closer to brown than gold, hazel eyes with barely any green in them, and his mother's weak chin.
"Well met, coz. I take it the Lord Hand sent you?" Willem nodded.
It had been Cersei's idea to send for Ser Kevan's remaining sons, hoping their presence would shore up her Hand's despondency. Seven forbid Kevan should die; Mace Tyrell would be demanding the handship within the hour. Willem served as his father's squire; his twin Martyn served Ser Addam Marbrand. The boys were identical, but for the fact that Willem's hair brushed his shoulders and Martyn kept his close-cropped.
"The Lord Hand wished to inform you that Ser Daemon Sand has arrived from Dorne. Oh, and he brought a lady with him. Um. Lady Meria Sand, Prince Oberyn's daughter."
Darlessa Marbrand snorted; Cersei contented herself with raising an eyebrow. Lady Meria Sand was a lady by courtesy only, yet another one of the Red Viper's many whelps. Cersei idly wondered if she was Ser Daemon's paramour. It would not surprise her if the Dornishman was bold enough to bring a mistress with him to claim his white cloak. Perhaps they'd even fuck on it, as Jaime and Cersei had upon occasion.
"My thanks, Willem." The squire bobbed his head. Well, the twins might barely be Lannisters, but at least there was little danger of them walking all over Tommen. "Please inform Ser Addam Marbrand that I wish to speak with him after the midday meal."
Once the squire was gone the ladies resumed talking over their needlework. Autumn remained unpleasant, a dull chill and damp weather hanging over the city. Lady Tanda Stokeworth was still laying siege to the Ullers, hoping one of the childless old lords would take her lackwit daughter Lollys and the bastard she'd born after being raped during the bread riot.
"If Lady Tanda grows any more desperate she'll be going for landed knights next," Darlessa japed. "Or even sellswords—that dark fellow, the one with the sigil of the burning chain, he's been sniffing about Lollys like a cat after a mouse."
Cersei almost choked on her wine. "Ser Bronn of the Blackwater?" She'd thought him long gone, exiled from the city like the unwashed wildlings Tyrion had found in the mountains of the Vale.
"That's the one." Darlessa stabbed at her embroidery. "He swore himself to Lord Gyles; he has some ward back at Rosby who's been giving him trouble. A fine way to earn a few stags, keeping one lordling from escaping a keep."
The midday meal arrived shortly after. Yet again the cooks had failed to provide what she wanted; of late the queen had a craving for fried perch, a craving they refused to satisfy. Cersei had taken Lord Tywin's cook into her service after his death, but the woman provided naught but excuses for the lack of freshwater fish upon the royal table.
"Shall I have my cook whipped for a liar, or is there truly no fish to be found upon the Blackwater?"
To her annoyance, it seemed no one in the city was enjoying freshwater fish. Tyrion had burned Stannis's ships upon the Blackwater, but it seemed he had also burned the river itself. At least, that was the favored explanation for the dearth of fish. Only the fishing boats which braved the coast and the rough saltwaters were catching anything in their nets.
After the midday meal came a quick word with Ser Addam Marbrand, then the small council meeting. Prince Oberyn wore a conceited smirk, doubtless pleased by the arrival of his bastard daughter. Did the man not know she was likely bedding the newest member of the Kingsguard? Men could be so blind, refusing to see the obvious. The council quickly finished making arrangements for Ser Daemon Sand's induction into the white cloaks; there were more urgent matters at hand.
As usual, the ironborn refused to be of any use. At least Balon Greyjoy had the sense to offer an alliance with the Iron Throne after crowning himself. With Balon dead, his brother Victarion was now calling himself King of the Isles. Such absurd pretentions might have been amusing, except that rather than continue raiding the north, sapping Robb Stark's strength, Victarion Greyjoy had decided to send his reavers to richer shores. Scattered bands of reavers were descending upon the shores of Ironman’s Bay, the Westerlands, and the Reach.
"They strike quickly, attacking fishing villages and market towns," Varys informed the council. "Women and children are taken captive; those too old or ugly to serve as thralls are killed and left to rot upon the sands."
"Dreadful, dreadful," Lord Gyles coughed. She really did need to find a new master of coin, but Cersei suspected any attempt to replace the irritating invalid would result in another Reachermen to annoy her.
"What of Lannisport?" Cersei inquired. The Westerlands relied upon the harbor, as did the fortunes of House Lannister.
"The ironborn have not dared attack Lannisport or Oldtown." She misliked the weary tone of Ser Kevan's voice.
"Cowards," Mace Tyrell blustered, Paxter Redwyne nodding in agreement. "Just a few ships would be enough to send them running back to those little rocks they call islands."
"King Tommen requires all our ships to ensure the fall of Storm's End and Dragonstone." Cersei did not like the look in Mace Tyrell's eye.
"A few ships might be spared, surely, Your Grace," Ser Kevan said. "I am sure our beloved king would wish to ensure the safety of his mother's and his betrothed's people."
Why did the Red Viper still look so smug?
"Of course," Cersei said graciously, favoring Tyrell and Redwyne with a smile. The meeting could not end quickly enough, after that. No one else seemed to suspect anything amiss, but she was a lioness, and she could smell blood in the air.
"Prince Oberyn, a word?" She asked when the counselors began rising from their chairs. The Dornishman inclined his head, dark eyes glimmering. The prince did have a certain savage beauty, despite his olive skin, widow's peak, and large, sharp nose.
"How may I serve the queen regent?" Prince Oberyn said once all were gone. Cersei beckoned him closer; he sat near the foot of the table, and she at the head. There was no need to shout during a private conversation.
"I marked a certain good humor about you this afternoon. What news accounts for such happiness, I pray?"
"Is the pleasure of your sweet company not reason enough?" Cersei inclined her head, rather than roll her eyes, and the Dornishman smiled wickedly. "Very well, I suppose I must confess. I have received word from my scapegrace son."
Cersei resisted the urge to lean forward. Had the bastard already got Sansa Stark with child? Oh, if only she could see the look on Robb Stark's face when he heard such happy news.
"Ser Olyvar has departed for a tour of the Free Cities."
Well, that was not quite what the queen had hoped, but still promising. "Oh? I recall you mentioned taking such a tour in your youth."
Prince Oberyn gave her a wolfish grin. "Indeed. Prince Doran made such a tour, eager to see exotic lands and taste their fruits. My tour was... well, I was rather a monstrous fellow in my youth. The delights I tasted were just as sweet, but rather more... carnal in nature. Olyvar has yearned to taste those same delights for years, even before he reached manhood."
"Surely he has not left his new bride all alone amongst his kin." If he had, Cersei would need to think of some way to punish the Dornish. She meant for Sansa to have just as happy a marriage with Ser Olyvar as Cersei had shared with Robert.
"No, no," the Red Viper reassured her. "What sort of fool leaves such a luscious dish behind when he might taste it every day?"
"With such devotion to his duties I expect we shall soon receive joyous news." She hoped childbirth was as painful as possible for Sansa, though it would be exceptionally cruel of the gods to let the girl die. She intended for the girl to sup on misery for many long years to come.
"I doubt it, Your Grace." Prince Oberyn covered a yawn. "My tour lasted, oh, several years, and I do not think I wrote my mother a single letter, though I did return for Princess Elia's wedding, by her command. I might have remained there longer, had I not lacked the funds. Prince Doran was much less generous than my mother."
Cersei could not even imagine the debauchery of the Free Cities; there were brothels everywhere, and bedslaves trained in pleasures so obscene maesters would not write of them.
"I do hope there will be coin for Ser Olyvar and his bride to remain as long as they like," she purred. "As you said, we could not keep the girl further from her brother unless we sent her to Yi Ti."
"I shall write to my brother to ensure that it is so," Prince Oberyn promised gallantly.
Cersei could have laughed with triumph as she left the council room, but for the fact that Ser Kevan awaited her in the hall. His massive jaw was thinner than she remembered, his yellow beard flecked with silver.
"Nuncle, I hope you have not waited long." She refused to show her irritation; Ser Kevan must be handled delicately if he was to remain as her Hand until Tommen came of age.
"Pycelle brought me two ravens this morning, Your Grace. I thought it best that we discuss them privily."
"My solar, then." Cersei eyed Willem, who stood behind his father, ready to serve. "Willem, tell my cook to prepare a tray. Your lord father must not grow lean from his labors."
The boy darted off, and Cersei accepted her uncle's arm. "A devoted son is a blessing from the Seven."
"Willem is a good boy. He takes after my Dorna; he prays seven times a day, and never slacks in his duties."
Cersei smiled and nodded as Kevan talked at length about his sons, and his daughter Janei back in Lannisport with her mother. It seemed Dorna wrote him regularly to inform him of the girl's progress, just as he wrote Dorna to inform her of the boys. Dull conversation, but it took them to her solar.
"Now, what are these ravens?" The queen asked, once Willem had come and gone, leaving behind a tray of chicken poached in rice flavored with saffron and garnished with toasted almonds. The queen ignored the food, instead sipping a cup of fine lemon wine gifted to her by one of the Dornishmen.
"The first arrived from Castle Black late last night," Ser Kevan said, handing her the rolled parchments. One was sealed with pure black wax, the other with crimson edged in gold. "The second arrived from Casterly Rock around mid morning."
While Kevan speared a chunk of chicken with his knife, Cersei opened the letter from Casterly Rock. When she appointed her cousin Damion Lannister as castellan, she had not expected him to trouble her so often. The letter was a stale list of complaints regarding everything from preparations for winter to some difficulty with the drains and cisterns.
Cersei frowned. Such matters were beneath her notice. Lord Tywin had given Tyrion charge of the drains and cisterns when he came to manhood, a slight quickly noticed by all and sundry. The bowels of Casterly Rock were filled with deep pits and tight passageways, wet caverns carved by the sea and dry cells for the vilest of criminals. Now, thanks to Tyrion's incompetence, it seemed some of the cells closest to the sea were somehow beginning to slowly fill with sewage.
"I will attend to this later, nuncle, it seems our Damion requires more guidance than I thought," Cersei informed Ser Kevan as he chewed. She did not like his pallor; she would have to ask Pycelle about potions to restore vigor.
Her knife made quick work of the black seal on the second parchment. Lord Commander Jon Snow— now there was a jape of the gods, the fools of the Night's Watch choosing Ned Stark's bastard to take command— wished to inquire as to whether Ser Alliser Thorne had reached King's Landing.
"Have I gone mad, nuncle?" Cersei inquired, waiting until he finished his current mouthful of rice. "I seem to recall Ser Alliser Thorne graced us with his presence while Tyrion was Hand; he sent the man back north with a few dozen scum off the streets of Flea Bottom."
"I believe so," Ser Kevan replied.
"Hmm. Perhaps he heard of Lord Snow's election and chose to desert. The Free Cities provide ample opportunities for knights, so long as they prove willing to sell their swords."
Ser Kevan frowned. "Thorne served under Aerys, I recall. A man of stiff ill humor and excessive pride, but no craven to abandon his post."
Cersei turned back to the letter. "Stark's bastard is as bold as his father. He has the sheer gall to ask for men and food. This, while he shelters Stannis! I should have forbidden the Martells to send him more men; what if Stannis seeks to use the Night's Watch against us?"
"With all the autumn storms of late, Stannis would be more likely to spend his strength against Robb Stark." Ser Kevan sipped at his hippocras. "I doubt the Watch will be able to feed even half the new men from Dorne. Lord Mace had a letter from Willas; the Tyrells seek permission to send some of their unwanted mouths to the Wall as well."
"Robb Stark would not let his brother starve," Cersei mused. "Every bushel of grain he sends to the Wall is a bushel he cannot feed his own men, let alone those of the Riverlands or Vale. Yes, well reasoned uncle. Let the Dornish and Reachermen send all the men they like to the Wall."
"Speaking of Lord Mace..."
Cersei bit back a groan of dismay.
"A few ships to protect the western coast will go far in keeping the Tyrells loyal. We still have few ships of our own, since the storm that smashed half the Lannisport fleet at anchor two years past. Refusing Redwyne permission to defend his own waters would be most unwise."
"Every ship that leaves Dragonstone or Storm's End only lessens our chokehold on Stannis," the queen reminded him. "The knight of onions required only one ship to keep Stannis from surrendering to Lord Mace during the rebellion; how many ships will slip past our nets if Redwyne brings them west?"
"A few," Kevan admitted. "But not enough to matter. Storm's End remains cut off by land, and Stannis shows no sign of returning to lift the siege. Dragonstone matters even less, with the power of the Reach and Dorne behind us. We must keep our allies happy, Cersei, and that means embracing them, not shoving them away."
"Embracing them, of course, uncle." A delightful thought had occurred to Cersei. "I have erred, avoiding Lady Margaery's company as I have. I should take my future gooddaughter under my wing. Margaery would be a most charming lady-in-waiting."
Kevan leaned back in his chair, pressing a hand to his face. "You cannot treat her as you did the Stark girl. Lord Mace is quick to take offense at any slight to his pride."
"Would I do such a thing? I am not as reckless as Jaime."
Granted, it would be most amusing to collar Margaery as she had Sansa, but the queen was not a lackwit. Drawing Margaery into her circle would prevent the girl from forming her own, though she would likely have to put up with a few ladies from the Reach also joining her ladies-in-waiting.
"Very well," Kevan granted. "One last matter which requires attention. Ser Jacelyn Bywater has at last managed to bring the gold cloaks into good order, but the city still churns with disorder. The shipments of grain are barely enough to feed the city; the corpses in Flea Bottom lay so thick upon the ground that the sparrows have begun carrying them to the Dragonpit so that they may be burned."
Cersei balked. "Surely that is a matter for the patricians."
Lowborn curs, all of them, landowners, merchants and guild masters who had acquired enough wealth to consider themselves important. When she was a little girl there was a lord mayor, but Aerys had done away with the office after burning the last lord mayor alive for some offense. An understandable impulse, given that the lord mayors were nothing but upjumped smallfolk chosen from among the patricians. Without a lord mayor, the drudgery of running the city fell to the patricians, though the king himself had the final say on all major decisions.
"Jon Arryn kept them well in hand, but Tyrion ignored them utterly." Ser Kevan sighed. "Tywin reminded them of their place, but since his death they grow troublesome. The baker's guild and the merchants' guilds have come to blows more than once over the price of flour."
Cersei thought for a moment. Clearly the patricians required a firm hand, but she misliked the thought of more time listening to men squabble while trying not to gawp at her teats. "Perhaps it is time to remedy Aerys' folly. A new lord mayor might force these bickering children to remember their duties."
Kevan sighed heavily. "Perhaps. There is a danger that the patricians may elect a fool from among their number."
"A danger easily remedied. Surely our master of laws might devise some sort of leash to ensure the lord mayor serves the king and not himself." She would have no Jon Snows in her city.
"I shall ask Maester Ballabar and Septon Raynard to investigate the precedent for such a law."
"My thanks, Lord Hand." Rising to her feet, Cersei pressed a kiss to the top of her uncle's balding head, pressing a hand to his shoulder when he began rising to his feet. "Please, finish your meal. It does my heart good to see you regain your former strength. Our realm depends upon you."
The next afternoon found Cersei in the yard, watching Tommen ride at quintain under Ser Addam Marbrand's vigilant eye. On the other side of the yard Prince Oberyn was beating his own squire most unmercifully. To Cersei's surprise she noted the boy's shield bore the purple and white chequy of House Payne, the gold coins in the checks dim and dented. How had the Red Viper come by a squire from the Westerlands, let alone that one?
Ser Aron Santagar stood close by, but she discounted him immediately; the master-of-arms was unlikely to answer her curiosity. The man barely spoke, even before rumors began circulating of the Red Viper taking Ser Aron's wife into his bed. Casting her eyes about, she landed on a Dornishman whose surcoat boasted three black scorpions on red, the sigil of House Qorgyle. Prince Oberyn had fostered at Sandstone; Ser Arron was on of his most constant companions. Perfect.
"Well met, Ser Arron," she said, donning a merry smile as she drew near. The knight bowed, his sunstreaked brown hair tumbling about his face.
"Your Grace."
"A fine day for a spar, is it not?" She asked. After a few minutes pointless chatter, she glanced at the Red Viper, now lecturing his skinny squire on the best way to hold his sword.
"Odd, to see a prince of such high birth take a squire born so low. Podrick Payne comes from a cadet branch; the boy was penniless before my brother Tyrion saw fit to take him into his service."
"A gesture of affection to his son," Ser Arron said idly. "Ser Olyvar enjoyed beating the stuffing out of the boy; when he departed, he asked that his father continue his good work."
Cersei narrowed her eyes. The Red Viper's previous squire was Ser Daemon Sand, one of the finest knights in all of Dorne. Why tolerate a timid boy from the Westerlands? Unless... her blood ran cold. No, the boy would not have breathed a word, she had frightened him into silence, she was sure of it.
"He is hadworking and biddable, for all that he is unable to speak without staring at his feet," Ser Arron casually remarked. A new thought occurred to Cersei. There were rumors about the Red Viper's proclivities, just as there were rumors about Ser Lyn Corbray's. Was Prince Oberyn not content with cuckolding Ser Aron Santagar?
The pealing of bells interrupted her thoughts, a mournful ringing coming from the Great Sept of Baelor. Almost as one every head in the yard turned toward the sound; a few of the more devout drew the sign of the Seven over their hearts. When the knight came barreling through the gates calling for the Queen Regent, Cersei already knew what news he brought.
The next seven days passed in a whirl of clanging bells and long hours of droning prayer. The High Septon was the voice of the Seven upon earth, the gods' own chosen. Only after his body was laid to rest could the Most Devout begin the process of choosing his successor.
There were three hundred forty-three septons and septas among the Most Devout. Each god had forty-nine dedicates, seven to lead and forty-two to follow. Among those sworn to the Father, Warrior, and Smith, the seven leaders were septons, able to cast their votes after consulting with the twenty-one septons and twenty-one septas who served them. Among those sworn to Mother, Maiden, and Crone the seven leaders who cast votes were septas. Those dedicated to the Stranger were led by four septons and three septas. The final seven votes were cast by septons and septas from among the Most Devout chosen by lot.
Out of those fixty-six who might cast votes, a High Septon required forty-nine, seven for each face of god. Each of the many rounds of voting eliminated candidates with little support, but there were few to begin with, as it was the rare man brave enough to put himself forward without approval from the crown.
"It will be Torbert or Raynard," Cersei informed her ladies three days after the septons began their deliberations.
"What of Ollidor?" Lady Margaery asked sweetly, her head bent over her copy of The Seven-Pointed Star.
Cersei made a moue of distaste. "He nearly had the votes, but the sparrows grow ever bolder. They stalked Septon Ollidor to a brothel and dragged him out naked into the street."
"Disgraceful," muttered Willem, who had just brought a message from the lord hand and had decided to play with a cat whilst awaiting the queen's answer.
Lady Margaery, lacking any other way to ingratiate herself with her betrothed, had taken to doting on the little beasts, and always had at least one trailing after her. Ser Pounce, the ginger and white cat who was Tommen's especial favorite, loved burrowing beneath the lap blanket Margaery wore to keep off the chill. Willem had gotten the idea of dangling a feather in front of the cat, who emerged from the blanket to bat at it.
"Indeed." Cersei shook her head solemnly. "These sparrows grow far too bold. For smallfolk to assault a member of the Most Devout—"
"He should lose his office," Willem said with a steadfastness she’d never heard from him before. "A septon swears himself to a life of celibacy; to break his vows is to spit upon the Seven."
Her ladies were looking at her; Cerissa Brax looked particularly distraught at the very idea of a septon patronizing whores. "He should," Cersei allowed, "but it is for the Most Devout to discipline their own, not a mob of filthy rabble."
"They forget their place," Melesa Crakehall agreed. Lady Margaery said nothing, but her eyes spoke volumes. Insolent wench.
In the end it took three more days before the Most Devout chose to elevate Septon Raynard. Cersei wore a cloth-of-gold gown to honor his election, trimmed with seven-colored silks. The ceremony should have packed the Great Sept of Baelor to overflowing, but to her surprise, there were great gaps in the aisles set aside for the Most Devout.
"What is the meaning of this?" She asked Ser Kevan as he escorted her from the sept. Tommen was twenty feet ahead of them, babbling happily with the new High Septon.
"Seventy of the Most Devout protested Raynard's election," Ser Kevan whispered, mindful of the crowd.
Cersei frowned. "Was there some objection from those sworn to the Warrior?" Most of the most recent High Septons had been sworn to the Warrior; Raynard was sworn to the Smith.
"The objectors came from all of the Seven, though most were sworn to Smith or Crone."
Cersei blinked, astonished. "Raynard's own fellows?"
"The very same. Some sought to put forward a candidate from outside the Most Devout."
The queen hissed like an angry cat. "Are they mad? They have not chosen from outside their own since Baelor forced that lackwit child upon them. Who did they favor, pray?"
"A pious dwarf, the one that the guards set loose."
They emerged into the sunlight on the steps of Baelor; Cersei smiled and waved at the crowd to hide her fury. There were over two thousand sparrows in the city, and the dwarf was the worst of them. Was she cursed, that all dwarfs must plague her so?
First the damned imp had led a band of sparrows away from Ser Lyn Corbray during the riot on the last day of Lord Tywin's funeral. Then the sparrows began claiming the dwarf was blessed after he supposedly healed some scrofulous vagabonds by laying hands upon them. Tired of his rabblerousing, Ser Kevan had directed Ser Jacelyn Bywater to arrest the treasonous beggar. Within days he somehow freed himself from his shackles, and rather than chain him properly, the simpletons had set him free.
"They dare," Cersei murmured under her breath. "The insolent fools."
"His High Holiness is inclined to expel them from the Most Devout, so long as such action does not displease King Tommen."
"Yes," Cersei breathed. "Better yet, His High Holiness should expel them from the city. I want them gone, traitors and sparrows both. Ser Jacelyn will doubtless relish the chance to show how disciplined the City Watch has become under his leadership." Perhaps she might even have some of the wretched knaves killed in the process.
A troop of mummers were on the plaza below, performing Baelor the Most Blessed of Kings. No sooner had Ser Kevan left her to speak with the new High Septon than the sweet stench of lavender assailed her nose.
"A lovely day," Varys said amiably. "Almost as lovely as Your Grace."
"How does a eunuch become so practiced at flattery?"
Varys tsked, putting a hand to his powdered cheek. It was hard, sometimes, remembering how closely she had relied on him when she first came to King's Landing as queen. The eunuch had often given her useful bits of information, such as which of her ladies were enamored of the king, which of her maids were paid to inform on her to Lord Tywin.
"I was once a mummer, as you know full well," he said, casting a judgmental glance at the chubby man playing the role of Baelor in the last weeks of his final fast.
"Your grandmother was a mummer, too," she vaguely recalled. He shook his head, feigning dismay.
"She never walked the stage; my grandmother patronized mummers, until her fortune ran dry. Her favorite troop took me in after her untimely death, and taught me all their tricks."
"Fascinating," the queen lied. "I should love to see you play Florian, or the Dragonknight." Varys giggled.
"Alas, those are roles for whole men, Your Grace. I might juggle for you, or entertain you with a riddle."
"A riddle?"
Varys smiled, his bald head gleaming in the sunlight. "I will share my favorite, if I may. Lord Tyrion found it diverting, though he never troubled to give me an answer." At her nod he continued.
"Three great worthies sit in a room, a queen, a septon, and a rich man with his gold. Betwixt them stands a sellword. The queen mistrusts the septon and the rich man, and they distrust her and each other in turn. 'Slay them,' commands the queen, 'and I shall give you land and titles.' 'No, slay the others, for they have blasphemed against the gods,' says the septon. 'Nay, slay the others,' says the rich man, 'and all this gold shall be yours.' So tell me—who lives and who dies?"
The answer was so obvious as to be insulting. "It depends upon the sellsword," the queen replied. "What does he fear to lose? Is he a bastard who fears dying without leaving his son a noble name? Is he a godly man, who fears for his soul should he offend the gods? Or is he a penniless wastrel, who fears for his empty purse?"
"Well reasoned, Your Grace." The eunuch stroked his cheek. "Yet... what if the sellsword has no fear? What if he has nothing left to lose?"
Upon the stage the mummer playing Baelor collapsed, his tin crown falling to the ground below. "Lord Varys, you surprise me," the queen murmured. "Those are the most dangerous men of all."
Notes:
Can’t wait to hear what you guys think!!! So many details hidden here and seeds of future plots…👀
Next update is Dany III, aka The Clusterfuck to End All Clusterfucks. The chapter is heavily outlined but it may take a while to write, as I’m on vacation next week which means my energy and cell phone reception are uncertain.
Notes
1) Tyrion's wildfire completely fucked the ecology of the mouth of the Blackwater river. Whoops! Look at that, short term gain, long term loss...
2) In canon Ser Kevan's second son, Willem, was taken captive in the Whispering Wood, and later slain by Rickard Karstark. Here he was part of a hostage exchange back in Chapter 39.
3) Blink and you’ll miss a reference to our erstwhile Olyvar Frey…
4) A dear friend, aware of how this fic has devoured my life, gifted me The Medieval Cookbook by Maggie Black. GRRM mentions rice only once, in a Dany chapter, but medieval Europe did in fact have rice! It was grown in Spain, Italy, and in Arab lands around the Mediterranean.
5) King's Landing has no actual city government referenced in the books. The fuck. My introduction of a city government was based in large part off the analysis from A Collection of Unmitigated Pedantry, specifically this article on Game of Thrones and the Middle Ages.
6) Ser Lyn Corbray being a pedophile who rapes boys is implied in canon. Cersei, being terrible, wrongly believes the same is true of Oberyn.
7) Varys’ riddle is the one he told Tyrion in ACOK in canon, tweaked slightly. Tyrion also thought who lived or died would depend on the sellsword.
8) The Hour of the Father is 9am. Nobles get to sleep in a bit before they start praying. Gilly attended services with the servants of Sunspear at 6am, the Hour of the Crone.
Chapter 116: Daenerys III
Chapter Text
“Finally, Your Grace, Admiral Groleo reports a small fleet of swan ships docked a sennight past.”
“Here to trade?” Dany asked. Aegon's handsome brow furrowed, the man who served as both her husband and Hand combing long fingers through his fine silver hair.
“So they say. Their holds are filled with gems and spices from the Summer Isles, emeralds, rubies, and pearls, nutmeg and cinnamon and pepper, as well as orange and lemon wines from Dorne.”
“Very fine vintages, Your Grace,” said Ser Jon Connington, casting a glance at his foster son. His red-grey hair shone in the torchlight; it suited him much better than the blue Tyroshi dye he had worn while hiding her nephew. “I would be honored to gift Your Graces a tun to toast your happy news.”
Daenerys smoothed a hand over her stozar, stroking the shimmering crimson damask that covered the small swell of her belly. She liked to think that she had conceived the first night they lay together, their silver hair mingling on the pillows, Aegon bending down to kiss her even in the midst of making love. Mirri Maz Duur had sworn Dany's womb would never quicken again; how foolish she had been to believe the maegi's spiteful words.
“What do these wines taste like?” She inquired.
“Like summer sunshine,” Aegon said wistfully. “I had a glass, once, when we were near Pentos. The first sip was sweet, the second smooth, the third tart.” He switched from High Valyrian to the Common Tongue. “A gift from Magister Illyrio, in honor of my mother.”
His face fell, and Dany’s heart ached for her nephew. Aegon had grown up without any of his blood; he could not even write to his mother lest the Usurper find him. The poor princess thought her child dead, and all Aegon knew of Elia of Dorne was the little Jon Connington or Ser Barristan Selmy could tell him. She did not know if he had dared asked the Kingslayer about his mother; Dany could not bear to ask him of her own. At least she had Ser Barristan, who had served Rhaella for over twenty years.
"Was there aught else I should know of the swan ships?” Dany asked.
"They bore passengers, Your Grace." Groleo shifted in his chair, her master of ships clearly eager to return to the docks. "Unusual, with so little cabin space aboard."
Aegon nodded, indigo eyes serious. "I asked Moqorro to look into his fires, lest these passengers pose some risk to Your Grace."
As one the council turned to the red priest. Embroidered flames of orange silk shimmered upon his scarlet robes, the color vibrant against dark skin the color of jet.
“I looked into the flames." Moqorro’s voice was a deep rumble, like the echo of thunder. "The Lord of Light showed me a black adder baring its fangs, a green dragon biting its own tail, a shrub of pink starflowers with two babes hidden amongst her petals, a red wolf crowned with leaves, a knight whose shield bore a mailed fist, another knight bearing suns with crescent moons, and last a blazing sun with great wings that hid the rest in shadow.”
"Adders and wolves die as easily as men,” Strong Belwas boomed. "Strong Belwas will bring back snakeskin sandals and a wolfskin cloak for the little queen, if she likes." Moqorro said nothing, his face as stern and unyielding as stone; it fell to Dany to give her Queensguard a disapproving look. The eunuch held his tongue, a broad grin stretching across his smooth cheeks.
Ser Jon frowned. “The black adder is the sigil of House Wyl; the dragon biting its own tail is the sigil of House Toland. I venture the Summer Islanders brought Dornishmen along with their Dornish wines.”
“Ser Barristan?” The faithful Lord Commander of her Queensguard stepped forward at Dany's call, his hair as snowy white as his armor. “A week these Westerosi are in my city, halfway across the world from Dorne, yet they remain strangers. Bring them before me so I might know their purpose.”
“Yes, Your Grace. I shall take my best squires,” the old knight said. Dany frowned. His squires were youths chosen from among her freedmen. They were dedicated, but with only a scant year of training under their belts they were not especially competent as of yet.
“Take a guard of Unsullied too,” she commanded.
Across the table Grey Worm nodded, the light catching his spiked bronze cap. “He shall have the best of my men, save those guarding the Great Pyramid.”
With no other business left, she dismissed her council. Ser Barristan and Grey Worm departed first, both knight and eunuch bowing before taking their leave. She wondered if the Westerosi would attempt to resist their escort; she hoped not.
Her three bloodriders escorted Irri and Jhiqui out of the chambers, Rakharo shyly glancing at Irri when her back was turned. Ossalen and Missandei were next, Missandei chattering happily in Naathi. Her brother Marselen, captain of the Mother's Men, followed closely behind, a tiny smile tugging at his lips. Someone needed to guard the army of scribes Dany had set to restoring order in Meereen, and Marselen had volunteered the Mother's Men for the task with a forcefulness she had never seen from an Unsullied before.
Symon Stripeback of the Free Brothers and Mollono Yos Dob of the Stalwart Shields departed together, arguing over training methods for their companies of freedmen. The Shavepate, leader of the few surviving Ghiscari nobles, departed alone, silently glowering at everything and nothing. Although she had rewarded Skahaz mo Kandaq and his followers for their loyalty with lands and titles, he resented that she refused to permit any pyramids but for her own. The Pyramid of Kandaq would be pulled down just like the others, although House Kandaq would be permitted to build a palace on the same ground.
Nor did the Shavepate approve of the other new lords she had created from amongst the leaders of the Unsullied and the freedmen by dividing the titles and incomes of the Great Masters. Grey Worm and his highest captains now held the titles and incomes of Houses Loraq and Reznak; Irri and Jhiqui shared those formerly belonging to House Galare; Marselen, Mollono Yos Dob, and Symon Stripeback held those of House Dhazak; and so on. Missandei's eyes had nearly popped out of her head when Dany handed her the scroll which made the little scribe heir to the properties of House Pahl.
Creating her own nobility was another one of Aegon's useful suggestions, though neither of them noticed the issue of inheritance until the Kingslayer mocked them for making lords out of eunuchs, an oversight quickly remedied by a law regarding the adoption of orphans. After half of year of good behavior they had seen fit to grant him freedom of the Great Pyramid, though he could not leave its walls. Despite this generosity, the Kingslayer remained as impertinent as ever, showing only a bare minimum of courtesy to Dany. He was slightly more courteous to Aegon, perhaps because of their near daily sparring matches. Perhaps if Dany could hit Jaime Lannister with a sword he would keep a civil tongue in his head, but alas, she lacked Visenya's height and strength.
Whatever strength of arms she lacked, she was no weakling when it came to ruling Meereen. Many of the freeborn had protested her new laws and new nobility; one would have slit Grey Worm's throat in the street, if not for the eunuch's training and reflexes. He had escaped with a thin scar rather than a gaping wound. In response Dany had stripped the freeborn of most of their remaining privileges, and put bounties on the heads of those who preached against her in the streets. A few public trials and executions quickly quelled dissent; without Drogon's flames, she had given Moqorro charge of roasting those her justiciars sentenced to death.
Moqorro undertook the task with as much zeal as was his wont. Much as the Shavepate misliked the red priests, the followers of R'hllor had proved staunch allies indeed. When a fleet prepared to set sail from New Ghis three moons past, it was Moqorro's disciples who had rowed fire ships into the harbor, their boards soaked with oil and their holds filled with wildfire. Within an hour the blazing inferno consumed nearly all the war galleys, the flames' ravenous mouths devouring timber, sails, sailors, and over a thousand legionaries who had the misfortune to be aboard the ships. Permitting Moqorro the funds to expand his temple was payment richly earned, though his talk of sorcery and prophecy still unsettled her.
If only the Braavosi proved as amenable as the red priests. Though her envoys had sailed for Braavos at the end of tenth moon, they had yet to send word of the hoped for alliance. Despite Volantis's expulsion of all Braavosi and Dany's war against the masters of Slaver's Bay, the new Sealord, Tormo Fregar, still regarded her with suspicion. Tomarro Otharys, the Sealord who permitted Ser Willem Darry to settle in Braavos, was long dead; his successor, Ferrego Antaryon, had died in the sixth moon of the last year. For all Aegon's talk of the city founded by escaped slaves, her envoys's letters reported that the Braavosi feared and hated dragons, even those wielded by the Breaker of Chains. She wondered what the Braavosi would say if they knew that Rhaegal was stolen, Viserion imprisoned, and Drogon far afield.
"You look worried, my love," Aegon murmured in her ear, pressing a kiss to her hair. A hand stroked the back of her neck; her belly tightened as he kissed her lips, her mouth opening for his tongue. It was Dany who pulled away first, ignoring the heat between her thighs.
"The Shipbuilders' Guild awaits," she reminded her consort. Meereen required a fleet. Already she had set half the city's weavers to the arduous task of weaving sails, but ships required timber, and persuading men to harvest wood from the Isle of Cedars was proving much more difficult than anticipated.
"Come, admiral," Aegon said, summoning Groleo from his seat. The Pentoshi obeyed, a smile rising beneath his salt-streaked beard. He had mourned his ships since she commanded them broken up to build the siege engines that took Meereen; the very thought of new ships made Groleo cheerful, though he still longed to return home to Pentos.
After another deep kiss Aegon left, the torchlight catching the silver circlet that glimmered against his silver hair. An onyx dragon adorned the crown; its ruby eye blazed when he turned to grace her with a last smile. Drogon might yet refuse to return, but she saw his likeness every day, despite vague protests from both Ser Jon and Ser Barristan. Each had privately urged her to have the black dragon replaced with one made of ruby, though neither would explain why.
"Balerion was the greatest dragon of House Targaryen, and Drogon is the Black Dread come again," she told each knight in turn. "It is meet that his likeness be seen upon my consort's brow."
Dany was quite fond of her new husband. Though he was much younger than Drogo, he was much more skilled at giving her pleasure. Aegon took great pride in making her peak at least once each time they coupled, grinning smugly when she writhed and gasped beneath his hands or tongue. Surely a man who showed such concern for her happiness in the bedchamber would show the same concern for her happiness outside the bedchamber. Jaehaerys and Good Queen Alysanne had ruled together; why should they not do the same?
Her council chambers were empty at last, but for Ser Jon Connington and for Strong Belwas, her guard until Ser Barristan returned. She did not speak to Ser Jon often, though he spent hours each day with Aegon. The knight was rising from the table when Dany finally thought of an excuse to speak to him.
"Tell me of House Toland," she commanded, shifting in her seat. Her buttocks had fallen asleep, as they always did during council meetings. For a copper honor Dany would gladly let her Hand deal with the endless monotony of running her city, but she dared not set such precedent, not when his claim to the Iron Throne was better than her own. It was Daenerys Stormborn who had taken Meereen by right of conquest, not Aegon the Unexpected, and she would not give up her hard-won crown.
"They are one of the younger Dornish houses, founded by an Andal, if I recall my maester's lessons aright." Ser Jon Connington sat back down, one hand resting on the hilt of the sword he always wore. "Sworn directly to House Martell, and one of their principal bannermen. The Tolands were some of the first to support Nymeria in her war, and intermarried frequently with the Rhoynar."
"Why is their sigil a green dragon?" Dany asked. "Did they support Aegon the Conqueror?"
Ser Jon winced. "No, Your Grace. When the Conqueror descended upon Dorne, Lord Toland sent out a champion to face Aegon in single combat. Only when the Dornishman lay dead upon the ground did Aegon discover that his foe was no knight but a mad fool; Lord Toland and his family had already escaped unharmed. The dragon biting its own tail is meant to mock the Conqueror."
Dany liked that not at all. She was about to say so when a fit of nausea twisted her stomach in knots, forcing her to choke back the bile rising in her throat. With admirable swiftness Ser Jon snatched an empty flagon from the table and placed it before her, tactfully looking away as Dany heaved into the golden vessel.
"Shall I send for Haldon Halfmaester?" Ser Jon might not watch as she emptied her belly, but he still hovered like a concerned grandfather, his callused hands carefully holding back the silvery hair that fell past her shoulders.
"It is only mother's stomach," Dany said when she could speak again. "Send a servant to Irri for the soothing potion." Much as Dany had come to rely upon Aegon and his strange companions, she trusted her handmaidens above all others.
Although... Dany eyed Jon Connington thoughtfully as he summoned the servant. Even Ser Barristan did not speak of Rhaegar with such devotion. If Ser Barristan had a hundred tales, Ser Jon had a thousand. He spoke of boyish exploits, of days sparring in the yard, of nights listening to Rhaegar compose songs upon his harp.
"His voice made women weep," Ser Jon had told her, looking as if he wished to weep himself. "Sweet and clear it was, yet there was iron beneath the honey."
"What did he sing of?" She asked. "Of his bride, the Princess Elia?"
Something in Ser Jon's eyes hardened at that. "No. Theirs was a match for duty, not love. He sang of Aemon and Naerys, of Duncan and Jenny of Oldstones, of fate and prophecy and sorrows beyond measure."
Ser Jon could neither sing nor play with any skill, but he held Rhaegar's music in his heart. Over the years he had taught Aegon every word and every note of his father's melancholy songs, just as he taught Aegon of his father. The Lord of Griffin's Roost had raised the child from the age of six, when Illyrio Mopatis had entrusted the boy to his tender care. For thirteen years he had been both father and mother to her nephew, as devoted to Rhaegar's son as a priest to his god. Proud Ser Jon might be, arrogant and quick to take offense, but there could be no doubt of his loyalty to his charge.
"My thanks, Ser Jon," Dany said graciously when he handed her the bottle of potion, his blue eyes filled with concern as he gazed at her stomach. The knight's world might revolve around Aegon, but it was Daenerys who carried Aegon's babe, the future of House Targaryen.
"What shall the babe be called, do you think?" She asked lightly, sipping at the mint-scented potion. "Another Aegon?"
"We have one Aegon, we do not need a second. Perhaps..." Ser Jon's eyes turned wistful. "Rhaegar, if the babe is a boy."
"A strong name," she agreed. "And what if the babe is a girl?"
The knight hesitated for a moment, a faint frown upon his lips. "Rhaella, for his grandmother the queen, or Rhaenys, for his poor sister."
His grandmother, not my mother. His sister, not my niece. Dany did not like that. Her blood was as royal as Aegon's; purer, even, as both her parents were Targaryens. She would not have Ser Jon forget. A notion occurred to her. "Why not Jonelle, for his foster father?"
Ser Jon stared at her. He could not have looked more stunned if she'd driven a sword through his heart. At last he stammered agreement, and she departed, well pleased. Aegon would agree to her idea, Dany did not doubt, but Ser Jon would not forget that the notion was hers. She could still picture the look on his face when she returned to her chambers; the image made her giggle as she settled on a reclining couch.
"What is it, khaleesi?" Irri asked from her seat across the room. She was nearly hidden by the Dothraki scrolls piled high upon her table, documents regarding Dany's current and hoped-for alliances with various khals.
"Nothing, Irri," Dany said, tucking her weary feet underneath the hem of her stozar. She was considering sending for a plate of flatbreads and soft cheese when a ginger cat leapt up beside her, mewling for attention.
"Ivi! Ivi?" The wind blew Jhiqui's dark hair into her face as she came in from the terrace, a flower tucked behind her ear.
"He's with me," Dany called, scratching the tomcat's chin as he curled up beside her chest. Dozens of cats roamed the Great Pyramid to keep the rats and mice at bay, but for the past few days this one had been a constant companion, mewling and begging for attention. Jhiqui was very fond of cats, and had named him Ivisat, for the way he melted into a lap whenever one was available.
The cat's purr soon lulled Dany into a state of soft contentment. It was so pleasant, to lay upon soft cushions and stroke an agreeable cat. Such a relief, after the tumultuous business of planning her weddings. She and Aegon had wed upon the last day of the old year, and upon each of the next four days, their hearts and souls irrevocably bound under the auspices of the many gods her people followed.
Their first wedding was in the former Temple of the Graces, now dedicated to the Faith of the Seven. Few of her subjects worshipped the Seven, but Aegon had insisted, having prayed to the Seven every day since he could remember. The freedmen did not object, not when the fountains in the Plaza of Prayer ran red with wine. Their second wedding was performed by Moqorro before thousands of cheering freedmen, the scent of roasted meat heavy upon the air. Flames in the shape of dragons danced in the sky as Aegon kissed her, his skin as hot as dragon's breath.
The third wedding was held outside the city in an open field, the Dothraki ceremony much, much longer than she remembered. It seemed that before her wedding in Pentos Khal Drogo had slain his holy man for preaching against the khal, and commanded one of the holy man's young disciples to perform the ceremony in his stead. When the ceremony finally ended there were great cauldrons of sweetgrass stew and endless casks of pepper beer. Irri and Jhiqui contrived to get so drunk that they completely forgot how to speak the Common Tongue, and spent the rest of the evening giggling at Rakharo in Dothraki, Irri blushing the entire time. Dany would have been annoyed, if not for the skill of Aegon's long fingers as his hand delved beneath the folds of her stozar.
The fourth wedding was a dull affair by comparison. Irri and Jhiqui were too hungover to appreciate the booming drums and sweet palm wine that accompanied any wedding before the many gods of the Summer Isles. Dany drank several flutes of the fruity, aromatic wine, her hands wandering over Aegon's broad shoulders and the lean muscles of his arms while they watched dancers in feathered skirts and cloaks swirl to the rhythm of the drums.
The fifth wedding bound them in the eyes of the Lord of Harmony. Missandei fairly beamed with joy, having been chosen to serve as the first of the butterfly girls who escorted the bride and groom to the altar, silk wings stretched taut over wire frames fluttering from their backs. As the people of Naath scorned meat, her people dined upon soft sourdough flatcakes filled with a dozen different kinds of savory vegetable stews, fried balls made from ground chickpeas, and all the fresh fruit that could be had.
Her meal today was far simpler, figs, goat's cheese, and fried bread. Dany nibbled away happily, one hand brushing her belly. The Lord of Harmony himself could not be more contented. The freedmen sang her praises, her husband was fairer than any butterfly woman, and she was with child. If only Drogon would return! She did not dare permit Aegon to attempt to tame Viserion, not yet, not when her husband might be burnt to a cinder. Viserion grew wilder with every day, his claws digging into the walls of the makeshift dragonpit beneath the pyramid. Nor did she like the idea of Aegon riding a dragon before she did, though Viserion was still far too small to carry such weight.
She could have ridden Viserion, if she wished. If a rider could bond to more than one dragon. Where Aegon stood six feet, she barely cleared five, and even with her pregnant belly she doubted she weighed more than eight stone. But Viserion was not hers, not as Drogon was. Drogon might already be large enough for Dany to ride. It was hard to judge his size, when she caught only rare glimpses of his flight above Meereen. Her dragon preferred to gorge on the flocks of sheep outside the city; surely he was growing large enough to bear her little weight.
A little weight... unwillingly she thought of Hazzea, and her sense of contentment dimmed.
A dragon large enough to hunt sheep was large enough to hunt other, more innocent prey. Dany had not wanted to believe it when the herder spilled the sack of burned bones at her feet, the tiny skull delicate as spun glass, the leg and arm bones cracked half to splinters and picked clean of their marrow. As her counselors stared the herder had picked up the charred skull, cradling it in his arms as silent tears dripped down his craggy face.
That was over a year past. No other herders had appeared with such heavy burdens, only with charred sheep bones and demands for payment. Dany paid them gladly, but her relief was short-lived. Rumors flew of a winged shadow who roasted children in his flames and feasted upon them even as they died, meat and bones vanishing down his gullet. Perhaps the rumors were false, lies spread by the freeborn. Hazzea's father was the only man to ever seek Dany out. But how would others prove their loss, if Drogon ate their child in a single bite?
True or false, the rumors disturbed her. At her command sheep were driven into the Daznak's Pit in hopes of luring the black dragon back to Meereen, but he no longer trusted such an easy meal. Not after three failed attempts to capture him so he might be chained beneath the pyramid with Viserion. Drogon might fly high above the city, riding currents of warm air like a hawk, but he did not descend further.
Except for the last time she saw him. Daenerys was bathing in her terrace pool when Missandei pointed to a dark outline against the clouds, the shape growing larger as it dived. Dany rose from her pool, water streaming off her naked body as she rushed to the edge of the terrace for a better view. Later, she wished she had not. To her horror Drogon alighted on the Pyramid of Loraq, snatching up a slim figure from the busy mound of ants.
Not until the next day did she learn that his prey was Jezhene zo Loraq, a girl of thirteen, cousin to her former betrothed Hizdahr and once one of Dany's cupbearers. She had decreed that every Ghiscari noble of thirteen or older be put to work demolishing the pyramids, while those twelve or younger went to the Red Temple. She had not known any of her cupbearers were too old to go to the red priests; Jezhene looked no more than ten or eleven...
"Your Grace," Irri called from the door. Lost in her reverie, Dany had not realized the pounding in her head was the sound of someone knocking. Ivi's purring ceased; the cat leapt down with a quiet chirp and padded out the door as soon as Irri opened it.
Ser Barristan entered her chambers, an air of vague unease hanging about him like a cloak. "I have brought the Westerosi, Your Grace. They came gladly; it seems they intended to request an private audience but were unsure as to how that might be done. Grey Worm has taken them to the audience hall."
It was the work of a few minutes for Irri and Jhiqui to tidy Dany's crumpled stozar and neaten her hair. With a sigh she placed her crown with its three dragons atop her head, the weight unwelcome after an already long day.
Dany's neck already ached by the time Missandei announced her. Aegon was not yet back from the Shipbuilders' Guild; she would have to begin this meeting without him. The Westerosi waited silently as she climbed the short set of steps to her new throne, a gift from Aegon carved of ebony and inlaid with ruby flames and whorls of silver in the shape of dragons' wings. A plump cushion cradled her cheeks, but she still preferred her couch.
For a moment all was quiet as Daenerys examined the Westerosi and they examined her in turn. There were five men and three women, their skins ranging from as pale as her own to nearly as dark as a Summer Islander.
The men looked to be knights, judging by the surcoats they wore over their mail. The youngest was a copper-skinned youth whose surcoat was the color of sand, embroidered with a massive ten-headed golden serpent; a scarlet turban covered his hair. The two knights beside him were a few years older, one six feet, the other at least six and a half and built like a bull. The shorter knight had gleaming dark-skin and a curly beard; his purple surcoat was covered in lemons. The taller knight was pale, with straw-blonde hair that fell to his shoulders; his surcoat was quartered pink and blue, with suns on the pink and crescent moons on the blue. The last two knights were greybeards in red surcoats, one a bright scarlet blazoned with a mailed fist, the other a deep red set with three black scorpions.
The three women wore clothes unfamiliar to Dany. She was used to the layered skirts of Braavos, to the many types of off-the-shoulder gowns favored across the Free Cities, even to the draped gowns of Qarth that exposed one breast, but Westerosi fashion was foreign to her. Two of the women wore silk robes, with jeweled belts and flowing sleeves. The eldest of the women was a plump grey-haired matron whose golden robes were blazoned with a green dragon devouring its own tail. Next was an olive-skinned beauty in her twenties, who wore her lilac robes with a belt of silver and sparkling diamonds. The youngest woman was a tall red-haired maid; instead of robes she wore a white silk gown trimmed with cloth-of-silver.
"Well met, Your Grace," said the copper-skinned youth. He bowed, the rest of the Dornishmen following his lead. The knight looked to be near Aegon's age, perhaps slightly younger given the blemishes on his nose. He stood three inches over six feet, with the gangly look of a man not yet used to such height. The awkwardness of his body posed a strange contrast to the solemn, almost murderous look upon his face.
"You may rise," she said. "Dornishmen will always be welcome at my court." So long as you step lightly. Dany did not intend to repeat her mistake with Euron Greyjoy. "Sunspear stayed loyal to my father when the Usurper stole his throne."
The knight blinked, confused, as did the rest. The knight of the mailed fist made a noise halfway between a snort and a laugh, his grey-brown beard shaking. He fell silent only after the red-haired maid softly cleared her throat.
"We are honored to meet Your Grace," the red-haired maid said, stepping slightly forward, her ice-white gown's modest neckline failing to conceal her ample bosom. Her voice was elegant, refined, yet as she drew closer Dany noted the baby fat clinging to her cheeks. She cannot be more than sixteen, if that.
"Your name, my lady?" The girl made to speak, but Ser Barristan spoke first.
"My queen, before you stands Sansa Stark of Winterfell."
The red-haired maid turned pink, but showed no other sign of surprise as she dipped a graceful curtsy at the old knight. "I had not thought my face worthy of remembrance by Ser Barristan the Bold."
"Stark," Dany said sharply. "Of the line of Lord Eddard Stark?"
"I am his daughter," the Stark girl said, a hint of pride in her soft voice. Dany looked over the girl again. Often had her brother Viserys railed against the Usurper's dogs, the great lords Stark and Lannister, Tully and Arryn. The Starks were northmen, grey-eyed and dark of hair, yet this girl's hair was bright as flame, her eyes a deep blue.
"If it please Your Grace," the young knight said, stepping in front of the Stark girl. Ser Barristan stared at the youth, his brow wrinkled with thought. Dany was not sure what had drawn his attention; mayhaps it was the wicked looking scar slashing through one of the youth's dark eyebrows. "We are not here to discuss my wife's lineage. Princess Sansa is not her father, no more than you are Mad King Aerys come again."
"Oh?" Dany asked, displeased by the sharp rejoinder. "Then why are you here, pray tell? To swear me your swords? Or to feign friendship and betray me in the night?"
The young knight hesitated, glancing not at the old knights but at his even younger wife. After a moment he turned his gaze upon Dany. "Whatever else you may think of us, Your Grace, we are honest." He spoke in measured tones, each word carefully weighed. The sign of deep thought, or of a practiced liar? "We wished to meet you because we share a common enemy. The Lannisters have usurped the Iron Throne, Westeros bleeds—"
The door behind her throne creaked, and the copper-skinned youth fell silent. How odd, his eyes look almost purple in the light.
"This is my husband," Dany informed the Westerosi, thanking the gods for Aegon's good timing as he strode into the room, taking up his usual position to the right of her throne. A thought occurred to her, and she smiled, unable to resist. "I give you Aegon Targaryen, firstborn son of Rhaegar, Prince of Dragonstone, by Princess Elia of Dorne."
The Dornish gaped. The Stark girl stared, a look of perplexed horror upon her pretty face as she glanced from Aegon to the swell of Dany's belly; her husband's eyes were wide and white, his eyebrows climbing into his scalp.
"When the sack of King's Landing began Princess Elia was weak and weary," Dany said, enjoying the Dornishmen's astonishment. "Fearing what Tywin Lannister might do, Lord Varys stole into the nursery and left a tanner's son in the royal cradle before carrying Prince Aegon away—"
"Begging Your Grace's pardon, but no, he didn't."
The olive-skinned beauty turned pale, one hand clutching the matron's arm as the copper-skinned youth began unwinding his turban. "Oly—"
"Hush, Nym," the Stark girl whispered, her eyes fixed on her husband.
Nonplussed, Dany watched the youth unwind the many spirals of the scarlet turban. What is he playing at? Does he think to show me some terrible scar? She glanced at Aegon, sharing a look of bemused annoyance. When she turned back the turban was gone, revealing short locks of steel-grey hair.
Daenerys opened and closed her mouth, which was suddenly dry as sand. Ser Barristan stiffened, his spine rigid as a blade. The knight of the mailed fist swore under his breath before casting a sharp glance at the Stark girl, who had drawn closer to her husband, a pale hand resting on his arm as though giving him strength.
"What is the meaning of this?" Daenerys demanded, one hand reaching out to grasp Aegon's fingers. He returned her tight grip; she could feel his pulse fluttering even as he stood, frozen, as still as if he were a statue carved from marble.
The copper-skinned knight drew a deep breath. "Your husband is not Aegon, son of Elia. I am."
Aegon gripped her fingers so hard that she cried out. Half the Dornish retinue turned to stare at the copper-skinned knight. The knight of the mailed fist spoke rapidly into the Stark girl's ear, gesturing wildly; the knight of lemons stepped away from his companions, a hurt look upon his face. The knight of suns and moons followed, tentatively laying a hand on the other's shoulder. He must be lying, if even his own companions show such doubt. He must.
The next half hour passed in a miserable blur. The world spun, whether from dizziness brought on by her mother's stomach or from shock she could not say. Aegon still gripped her hand, but not a word passed his lips, not even when she commanded her Unsullied to fetch Ser Jon Connington and Ser Jaime Lannister, the only other Westerosi among her people.
While they awaited the two knights, the young Dornishman explained how Princess Elia had sent her children away before leaving Dragonstone, entrusting them to her brother's care across the Narrow Sea. The matron of the green dragon, one of the only Dornish who did not look shocked, was Lady Nymella Toland, formerly one of Princess Elia's ladies, and one of those entrusted to deliver Princess Rhaenys and Prince Aegon to Prince Oberyn Martell's household in Braavos.
"We stayed there for a few years, before he brought us back," Olyvar Sand— Aegon?— explained. "Prince Oberyn had already sired several bastards; two more did not draw unwanted attention. Aunt Elia helped raise Meria and I; we did not know Aunt Elia was our mother until she told us upon my sixteenth nameday."
The knight of lemons stared at Olyvar as if he were a stranger. "Two years? Three?" He murmured, betrayal written on his face.
"My mother commanded us to tell no one," Olyvar said, half to Dany and half to the lemon knight.
"She knew." The lemon knight snapped, pointing at the Stark girl.
"That was not his fault," the girl insisted. "Ser Deziel, please—"
"Why should we believe this nonsense?" Aegon— Young Griff?— her husband snapped, having finally found his tongue.
Olyvar stared at him, incredulous. "Nonsense? Lord Varys claims to have swapped a babe without his mother noticing, and you speak of nonsense? My mother is sickly, not stupid. Even if such a swap occurred, it was six months after Princess Elia sent us to Braavos! And who would be so stupid, so suicidal, as to come to the Mother of Dragons and tell her such a tale unless it were true?"
"If neither of you died, then who were the children the Lannisters slew?" Her question cut through the room like a knife through butter.
"Jonquil and Gawaen," Olyvar said, his voice heavy with guilt. "A maid's daughter and a bastard born to Lady Ashara Dayne." Ser Barristan made an awful sound in his throat. "My mother meant to hide them, but Jonquil ran and she could not hide Gawaen before the Mountain broke down the door. To this day she lights candles in the sept for them every night."
A cold chill swept over Dany, and she shivered as Ser Barristan stepped forward, a look of deep misery upon his face.
"Your Grace," he began, looking from Olyvar to Dany. "I fear— I must— I swore to give you honest counsel. When I laid eyes upon this youth I thought he seemed familiar, but I could not say how or why. Now I know. Just as Sansa Stark is the very image of her mother, so this boy is the echo of Elia of Dorne."
Daenerys shook her head, the muscles in her neck tight with strain. No. No. It cannot be. Jon Connington swore he was Rhaegar come again, he has the sword Blackfyre, Illyrio Mopatis would not deceive me so, not after giving me my dragon eggs and sending me Ser Barristan.
"My mother wrote a letter for you, Your Grace, as did Prince Doran and his heir Princess Arianne." Olyvar drew three folded parchments from beneath his surcoat, handing them to Ser Barristan.
Dany accepted the parchments with trembling fingers. All three were written in the Common Tongue, each sealed with orange wax stamped with a blazing sun with a spear through its back. Prince Doran's letter was brief, writ in a wobbly hand that spoke to the gout which he claimed would shortly take his life. Princess Arianne's letter was writ in a strong, elegant hand, and filled her with such confusion that Dany set it aside to read again later.
Princess Elia's letter was the last she opened, her heart pounding in her ears as she broke the seal. The hall was so silent she could hear her own breath as she read the letter once, twice, thrice. Finally she looked up again, at the copper-skinned youth with the steel-grey hair and purple eyes ringed with amber.
"What sort of dragon are you?" She murmured. Her husband tapped at her shoulder; she handed him Princess Elia's letter, her gaze still fixed on Olyvar. He could not be the old dragon Moqorro had seen. Was he the young dragon? That did not seem right; he was three years her elder. Was he the bright dragon, because his mother's arms were the sun? Was he the dark dragon because of the color of his skin? Or was he the true dragon and her husband the false?
"Illyrio," her husband hissed under his breath. He read quickly. "Why would he lie to me?"
"Am I interrupting something?"
Ser Jaime Lannister's voice echoed across the silent hall, everyone turning to look as the Kingslayer swaggered into the room. The knight of suns and moons turned a vivid pink; Olyvar Sand's cheeks turned dark with anger.
"You." Olyvar strode across the audience hall, his hands balled into fists.
"Why yes, me—"
Whatever else the Kingslayer meant to say, she would never know, for it was at that point that Olyvar punched him in his smirking face. The Kingslayer fell to the ground, blood spurting from his nose. If she had thought Olyvar's face murderous before, it was nothing to the violence of his glare as Jaime Lannister gasped and wheezed.
"Are these my thanks for saving your princess from Lord Tywin?" The Kingslayer groaned, his smile red from the blood dripping into his mouth.
"Saving me?" The Stark girl demanded.
"Saving her?" Olyvar echoed, outraged. "You— you—“ he spluttered with rage. "You are no true knight! The queen meant to poison her!"
"I have no idea what you're talking about," the Kingslayer drawled, wiping blood off his face with his one good hand.
"Of course you don't," Olyvar replied, scathing. "Mother Elia always said you left your thinking to your sword hand, if you hadn't then Aerys would have had a trial and Ser Arthur Dayne would still be alive."
The Kingslayer's eyes narrowed; he glanced at the steel-grey hair as if only just noticing it. "What—" he paused, as if someone had suddenly hit him over the head with a club. "No," he whispered, staring at Olyvar in stunned disbelief. "But when did she—" his brow creased. "Dragonstone?"
Olyvar nodded.
And the Kingslayer laughed. The sound was loud and bitter, a mad, hysterical laugh so sour it could curdle milk. It echoed off the walls, bouncing and growing until she thought her teeth might rattle. He was still laughing when Ser Jon Connington strode into the hall, steps faltering as he took in the scene within.
"What is going on, Your Grace?" The knight asked, dumbfounded.
"Feast your eyes, Connington!" The Kingslayer said grandly, waving a blood smeared hand. "What fools we are, to let a eunuch and a cheesemonger deceive us so. Behold!" He pointed at Olyvar, blood dripping from his finger. "Aegon Targaryen, the dragon's heir."
"Impossible," Connington whispered. "That is not Rhaegar's son."
Dany ground her teeth together, wishing she could share Connington's certainty. "This letter from Elia of Dorne says otherwise." She plucked the letter from Young Griff's hand, holding it out for Connington to take.
Ser Jon read slowly, his face as rigid as stone but for the movement of his eyes. Deprived of the letter, Young Griff returned to gripping her hand. Dany allowed it; nephew or not, he was her husband still, and she could not bear to speak of the distress roiling beneath her queenly poise. How many times would she be played for a fool? To think she had almost entrusted Young Griff with the taming of Viserion...
"He looks more like Elia than Rhaegar, doesn't he?" The Kingslayer called from the floor. "Even the eyes... there's amber in the purple." He laughed again as he turned to Olyvar. "At last, the world makes sense again. You slew the Mountain for Princess Elia, not for the Stark girl."
"I slew him for Sansa and for my mother," Olyvar replied coldly. "And for Gawaen, and Jonquil, and all the others raped and murdered by a knight unworthy of the name."
"A knight dubbed by Rhaegar himself." The Kingslayer laughed at the irony, heedless of the anger on Olyvar's face.
"Rhaegar was a fool," the youth said quietly. "A fool, and a raper, and no true knight."
"No," Jon Connington said, so soft she could barely hear. He crumpled the parchment still clutched in his hand, letting it drop to the floor. Dany frowned at the sudden discourtesy.
"Ser Jon—"
Connington drew his sword, a hollow look upon his face as he turned away from Daenerys and Young Griff.
“Liar!” He roared, crossing the hall in an instant as he lunged for the copper-skinned youth.
Olyvar drew his sword just in time to block a downward slash that would have cleaved his head in half; a frightful clang echoed through the room as the blades met. The Stark girl gave a little scream; the Dornish knights drew their swords.
"Put up your blades!" Dany shouted over the ringing of steel. No one seemed to hear; the Dornish knights moved toward Connington, who slashed and cut at the Dornish boy with implacable ferocity.
"Do as she says!" Olyvar ordered his knights, dancing backwards as he fended off Connington.
"Griff, stop!" Young Griff cried. Connington ignored him as easily as he had ignored Dany, sword flashing as Olyvar retreated before the brutal onslaught. He had neither shield nor helm, only the sword which he used to parry each furious thrust.
"Ser Barristan!" Her Queensguard strode forward, naked steel in hand. He will make Connington stop, he must.
"Griff!" Young Griff cried again, her fingers turning numb from the strength of his grip.
Ser Jon did not seem to hear; his blows were coming faster now, his sword a blur as he sought a gap, any gap in Olyvar's guard. Left he went, then right, hacking and slashing so hard that sparks flew, faster and faster and faster— a sharp twist, a yell of triumph, and Olyvar's sword went flying.
"That's enough, Connington!" Ser Barristan shouted, coming between the knight and his prey, his sword raised. "Your queen gave you an order!"
"I'll put up my sword when the pretender is dead," Connington snarled, his features distorted by rage and anguish. He slashed at Ser Barristan, desperate to reach the Dornish youth, his cuts sloppy and wild compared to Ser Barristan's elegant strokes. "I failed Rhaegar, I will not fail his son."
"Father, no—" A heavy slash, a clumsy parry, and Ser Barristan's blade ran Connington through.
Connington slumped to the floor, Young Griff releasing her hand as he ran toward his foster father's limp body. When he reached it he fell to his knees on the hard stone floor, pulling Connington up so that his head rested in Young Griff's lap. Connington's face was a mask of despair, his eyes glassy and unseeing as Young Griff pressed a kiss to his brow.
Silence reigned. Young Griff wept without a sound, his grief beyond words. The Dornish stared as Olyvar picked up his fallen sword, sheathing it before returning to the Stark girl's side. Ser Barristan wiped the blood from his blade, weariness etched into every line upon his face. Even the Kingslayer was quiet as he rose from the floor, dried blood marring his pretty face.
On and on the silence went, heads slowly turning to the queen upon her throne. A part of Dany wanted to scream, to have these Dornish cast into some dark cell so she could forget their words and their parchments and the dead man cradled in her husband's arms. Whoever my husband is, whoever this knight is, I am still a dragon, she reminded herself. The fire is in my blood.
"I believe it is past time for Illyrio Mopatis to grace us with his presence,” she said. “He has much and more to answer for.”
She turned to Olyvar, the man who dared defame Rhaegar while naming himself his son. Carefully, carefully. Dany forced herself to smile. He may speak truly, but that does not mean I should trust him. Let him prove himself or die in the attempt.
"Nephew," she said, the word sour upon her lips. "I have walked through fire and flame to hatch the only living dragons in the world. Their heads grace my crown, Drogon the black, Rhaegal the green, and Viserion the white." Every eye was upon her as she stood, her crown as heavy as her dread.
"Drogon and Rhaegal are hunting, but Viserion sleeps in a pit beneath this pyramid,” she said, forcing herself to speak lightly. “Perhaps it is a sign from the gods, a sign that he was meant for you.” Olyvar swallowed, panic dancing in his purple eyes.
"If, of course, you have the courage to tame him,” Dany finished, and her smile cut sharp as a knife.
Notes:
Well, I promised a clusterfuck! Yikes. I cannot wait to read your guys' thoughts in the comments!
Seriously, please give me long comments, I'm super busy with IRL stuff (vacation without WiFi! then doing mountains of paperwork because we're closing on a house next month! being a first-time homebuyer is fucking terrifying!) and I forced myself to get this chapter done despite not being in the mood to write. Mostly because I’m worried that if I go too long between updates I’ll get distracted from the fic.
I am happy with the chapter but I have no idea how I ended up with almost 8k words.
Up next, Mystery POV I! Hint: we’ll be in the Riverlands. The POV is another canon OC like Meri and Bel, except this canon OC comes from a Jaime chapter in AFFC. If anyone successfully guesses her/him I’ll eat my hat.
NOTES
1) This fic is now longer than ACOK. Only ASOS and ADWD are longer; both clock in around 414k words.
2) Gilly is named for the gillyflower. Gillyflower is an old name for either carnations, Matthiola incana, or the wallflower. Wild carnations have five petals in a star shape, hence Moqorro referring to a starflower shrub.
3) Though often associated with the Napoleonic Wars (I got the idea from the Horatio Hornblower books/A&E mini series, baby redwolf had a massive crush on Ioan Gruffudd), fire ships have been used off and on in both Asia and Europe since the 3rd century. In earlier eras they were old or shoddy ships filled with oil and kindling; in the early modern era they were often filled with gunpowder. Not a good thing to float into your fleet at anchor!
4) The name of the Sealord who witnessed the pact between Ser Willem Darry and Prince Oberyn Martell is unknown; I named him Tomarro Otharys, combining Braavosi names from canon. He's the same Sealord who Syrio Forel served. The next(?) sealord, Ferrego Antaryon, is noted to be sick in AFFC; I killed him off.
5) There are zero mentions of Blackfyres in Dany's canon chapters. Zero! She mentions that five Aegons have ruled, but it's unclear what, if anything, she knows about Aegon the Unworthy and the Blackfyre rebellions that followed the legitimization of his bastards. Dany also has an unrealistic notion of how much power Alysanne had versus how often Jaeherys made decisions without or against her input.
6) The Dothraki dictionary for the show is my source for any Dothraki words. Ivisat means to melt. Look at Buttons, with his secret identity xD
7) GRRM says the people of Naath eat only fruit. That's flat out impossible; they'd die of malnutrition or diarrhea. I mostly based Naathi cuisine on the traditional food of Ethiopia. Stews, both meat and vegetarian, are usually served on enormous flat pancakes called injera. See if there's an Ethiopian restaurant in your area, the food is delicious. The fried balls of chickpeas are falafel, which is not Ethiopian but which is also delicious.
8) Olyvar's "wicked looking" eyebrow scar is the result of Olyvar tripping and falling in his cabin. Sansa couldn’t look at him without giggling for two days.
9) Jon Connington’s refusal to accept the revelation of Faegon comes from the fact that if he accepts it, then he admits he was played for a sap and spent the last 13 years of his life raising a random kid while Rhaegar’s true son was hidden elsewhere. Just as Arys Oakheart committed suicide by axe-cop, JonCon decided he’d kill the “pretender” Olyvar or die trying.
Olyvar (steel-grey hair variant) by ohnoitsmyraYou can find me on tumblr; my ask box is always open.
Chapter 117: Edythe I
Notes:
Mid April to Late May, 301 AC
Trigger warning: This chapter contains a brief scene of attempted sexual assault and a fade-to-black reference to past rape. I've run the scenes by multiple betas who thought the situations were handled delicately, but please be advised.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It was noon when Edythe stopped beside the kingsroad, or near enough. She could not tell for certain, not with a bank of clouds dark as charcoal hiding the sun from view.
She was glad to leave the road behind, if only for a little while. Rain was a gift from the Mother, with a sweet scent that hung upon the air, but the blessing of rain also meant the trial of mud. Already the road was half a mire, dotted with hundreds of puddles that sucked at her weary feet.
Once she would have hesitated before kneeling in a damp meadow, afraid of angering the new Elder Sister, or even, Seven forbid, drawing the First Mother's notice. Then Edythe's cowled robes had been the soft yellow of the chamomile flowers used to dye them, kept clean by Clover and Lyrelle and the other lay sisters who washed and mended in the laundry. Now, after weeks of sleeping in hedgerows, the roughspun was torn at hems and seams, almost shapeless. Most of the yellow was gone, the top half stained sickly orange by the shirt of rusted mail she wore over her robes, the bottom half stained green from kneeling in grass and brown-black from walking along muddy roads.
Edythe sighed, ignoring the soft clink of mail as she drew a deep breath. Noon marked the Hour of the Mother, a time for prayer, not whining. She was no child but a woman past forty, a sister of the Crone, dedicated to humility and wisdom.
“Hail, Mother Above,” she murmured softly, her head bowed. "Beloved of the Father, giver of life, protector of the innocent. Blessed are thy seeds, and gentle is thy mercy..."
By the time she finished her prayers to the Mother Edythe's knees ached. The discomfort was welcome and familiar as she stood, picking up her walking staff. She was used to kneeling on the hard stone floor of the motherhouse's chapel. What was not familiar was praying in solitude.
Droplets of rain tapped her head as the clouds released their burden. Usually she would have a coif and wimple to cover the brown hair she kept cropped short as befit a humble sister, but both were long gone, pressed against a wound that could not be staunched.
She had buried the Elder Sister in a fallow field, her bare hands her only shovel. It took long hours to cover the holy sister's body with a thick layer of black mud, carrion crows watching all the while. No sooner had she finished her labors than the first crow landed atop the mound, digging a sharp beak into the dirt. Praying to the Stranger did nothing to dissuade the bird from his meal, nor stop his fellows from joining him, but brandishing a throwing spear scattered the birds for a little while.
Edythe could not leave the Elder Sister to the mercy of the crows, so she combed the field for stones and built a small cairn. When at last her work was finished, she wrapped a stained scarf of red silk around a stone the size of her fist and placed it atop the humble tomb. The Elder Sister should have been buried in the lichyard of the motherhouse, with a gravestone carved in the shape of the Crone's lamp and a bed of chamomile flowers to mark her resting place, but Edythe could not carve, nor did she have seeds. All she had was a set of tattered robes, a sack empty but for a few crumbs of hard bread and salted meat, and the tiny, blood-stained coin purse she had taken from the Elder Sister.
Thunder clapped overhead as the drizzle turned into a downpour, the rain drenching Edythe's robes within seconds. It had rained almost every day since she and the Elder Sister left the motherhouse, but she had not seen such a storm since the day the Elder Sister died.
They had traveled for ten days, the Elder Sister riding on a mule, Edythe walking by her side. Wind and rain were their constant companions, but that day the wind had howled so loud it shook the trees, the rain a torrent that turned the road to a river of mud. Small wonder that the mule lost his footing and stumbled off the road only to be trapped waist-deep in a ditch. They could barely see him until the rain finally slowed to a trickle, and by then his hooves were stuck fast in thick wet clay.
That was how the swarthy Dornishman found the two holy sisters, Elder Sister waiting patiently on the driest patch of dirt she could find, Edythe covered in filth from trying and failing to pry a mule from the muck. He spoke them gently, leading them to a nearby hut where he had taken shelter from the rain. It was his notion to lay loose boards before the mule, his strong arms that yanked until the mule was free. His voice, suddenly cruel, that demanded they hand over every copper they had, his hand that slashed a long thin whip at the Elder Sister's face when she refused.
"The Seven damn the man who raises hands against a holy sister," the Elder Sister declared, imperious despite the blood trickling down her cheek. She was a younger daughter of a noble house, used to deference and obedience.
"Do they?" The man drawled, placing a thoughtful hand to his chin. "Do they damn a man for stealing from a sept?"
"Of course," replied the Elder Sister.
"What if a man stands aside as his fellows slay a septon?"
The Elder Sister's eyes narrowed. "The man who stands aside is as damned as he who deals the killing blow."
"Twice damned already, oh dear. What if a man sees a pretty septa and fucks her till she screams?"
Edythe's skin crawled, her mouth dry as dust; the Elder Sister stiffened. "I warn you, brigand. I was born Aemma Sweetdarry; my uncle is Lord of Sweetdarry, master of two score knights. Our purse holds naught but a few coppers, but my ransom would be paid in gold."
"Sweetdarry," the brigand considered. His eyes devoured the Elder Sister, lingering on the womanly curves revealed by her sodden robes. "A fitting name, for your sweet face and sweeter tits." He drew a dagger from his belt, tossing it idly with a wolfish grin. "But not a lucky one. I'd have to be mad to risk my neck returning north; it's my head on a pike if the bloody Blackfish catches me."
Edythe watched as one trapped in a nightmare as the brigand drew closer to the Elder Sister, placing the sharp blade of the dagger against the Elder Sister's cheek. "No. I'll take coppers now, and the mule, and a pair of maidenheads into the bargain."
One maidenhead, Edythe thought stupidly. Fear crippled her; she watched, helpless, as the brigand lowered the dagger, his hands grappling at the Elder Sister's robes. “Such soft skin,” the brigand crooned.
Such soft skin, purred the voice that dwelt in her darkest dreams.
Something in her snapped. No. Edythe ran, her steps echoing the pounding of her heart. She could not wield whip or dagger, but there must be something… the loose boards lay abandoned in the muck, hardwood planks as long as she was tall and heavy besides.
Too heavy. Already they sank into the mud, stuck fast. She yanked at the closest board, mud squelching and sucking. In her haste she slipped, falling against the mule's hindquarters. The mule startled, giving a loud bray. By the time she clambered to her feet he was gone, bolting across the fields, clods of dirt flying beneath his hooves. Edythe ignored him, planting her feet and seizing ahold of the board again. She was still pulling when she heard the sound of a struggle, then a piercing cry.
She turned. Somehow the Elder Sister had gotten ahold of the brigand's dagger, clutching it to her chest as though it were a shield. But the brigand had a whip, and he cracked it again and again, laughing as the Elder Sister tried and failed to twist away from the blows. He snapped the whip at her face, at her chest, at her legs, a predator toying with his prey.
"I think we've danced long enough," the brigand jeered, snapping the whip at the Elder Sister's hands. The dagger fell to the ground, the brigand advancing on the Elder Sister. "Give us a kiss, and I'll make it gentle."
The Elder Sister spat full in his face.
The brigand roared, dealing a vicious backhand to the side of the Elder Sister's head before throwing her to the ground. With a desperate prayer Edythe returned to her board, pulling, twisting—
The board jerked free of the muck. The Smith must have leant her his strength; she barely felt the weight as she ran, the board clutched in her arms. The brigand had the Elder Sister pinned beneath him, her hands grappling in the muck as he yanked her robes up to her hips, revealing pale smallclothes and paler legs. "No steel for you," the brigand growled, spying the glint of metal first and snatching up the dagger himself. The Elder Sister grabbed for the dagger anyway, bucking her hips in an attempt to throw the brigand off.
The brigand had tackled the Elder Sister near the edge of the ditch. Another thrust of her hips sent them over the edge, rolling down into the clay. The brigand came up on top, snarling and swearing, and it was at that moment that Edythe brought the board down upon his head.
A terrible crack echoed through the air.
"Forgot about you, bitch," the brigand mumbled, stunned.
Edythe swung again. The third blow sent him reeling into the filthy water, the fifth split his skull. For a moment his long dark hair turned short and brown and bristly; she swung twice more, to be sure he was dead. Only then, after the seventh blow, did she let the board drop from her numb fingers.
The Elder Sister lay in the muck, a dark stain spreading across her middle. "I got the dagger," she said proudly, her face that of a young girl despite her twenty years. You did, Edythe thought, horrified. It was buried in her belly, a slim hand plucking at the hilt.
"Elder Sister, no—” The girl pulled out the dagger, her fading eyes staring down at the gash it had made.
"My robes," the girl whimpered. Blood and grime were smeared all over the Elder Sister's once pristine vestments. Edythe ripped the coif and wimple from her head, pressing them against the gaping red wound. "Mother will be so disappointed..." Tears dripped down the girl's face.
I might have a daughter her age, if I had wed. Although the rain had stopped somehow Edythe's cheeks were wet, her breaths ragged as she watched the blood drench coif and wimple, her fingers slipping in the pool of red.
"Shh, all will be well," Edythe soothed, a hard lump in her throat.
"I'm so cold," the girl sobbed.
"I know, sister. Be brave." She let go of the bloody cloth, taking the girl's soft hands in her callused palms. Edythe was no septon or septa, but she knew the Stranger's Last Prayer well enough. "Blessed Stranger, hear our prayer. Have mercy upon your daughter Aemma..."
The girl was gone by the time the prayer was finished. Edythe closed the girl's eyes, pressing a dry kiss to her cold brow. The coin purse was still tied to the inside of the Elder Sister's sleeve; Edythe took it and hid it in her breastband. She would have to finish this journey on her own, but first the Elder Sister had to be laid to rest.
There was no washing the ruined robes, but Edythe found the brigand's halfhelm in the abandoned hut. It was a poor bucket, but it was enough to carry water from the clearest of the puddles, washing the blood and mud from the Elder Sister's face and hands, locked tight by death's embrace. The brigand's throwing spear was long enough to serve as a walking stick; his whip she burned in the last embers of the fire sputtering in the hut's hearth. His dagger she laid in the Elder Sister's hands; poor Lady Aemma deserved to rest with her prize. The rusted chainmail shirt she stripped from his corpse; some protection was better than none. A stained red scarf of precious silk was wrapped around the halfhelm; she left it atop the cairn, a bloom of color amongst the grey stones and brown-black fields.
Enough of this nonsense, Edythe told herself firmly. With naught to do but trudge through the pouring rain, her thoughts wandered more than she liked. She should be focused on the road, on the hard work of slogging through the mud. A hymn or two would help to pass the time.
Her voice was sore by the time midafternoon brought the Hour of the Maiden. Again Edythe stopped beside the road, this time saying a prayer for the Elder Sister after the usual prayers to the Maiden. She had never liked the Elder Sister. She was as fussy as a cat, her sharp tongue serving as her claws. Even so, she had respected Aemma Sweetdarry. The Elder Sister was nothing if not dedicated to her duties, mindful of the responsibilities required of those chosen by the gods to rule over lesser men.
Some highborn sisters frittered money away on silken robes, on adorning the chapel for highborn sisters with golden lamps, with altars carved from woods so rare Edythe did not know their names. The Elder Sister of the motherhouse near Harroway was one such, a spoiled old woman renowned for her wastefulness. Her grandmother had been some Whent cousin, and the First Mother dared not rein her in for fear of angering Lady Shella Whent of Harrenhal.
Harrenhal and its blackened towers were long leagues behind her now, though how far she had come Edythe could not say. The Elder Sister had better knowledge of the kingsroad, having traveled to King's Landing several times before, in the days when she was a lord's niece. Edythe had never traveled so far; the motherhouse was only a few days journey from Ser Franklyn Heddle's lands, and once she arrived she'd never left. Her place was in the kitchen gardens, tending the herbs and the chickens; in winter her days were spent in the motherhouse spinning thread for the sisters' roughspun robes. She toiled and she prayed, and slept peacefully each night.
What would she do if she came to an inn? The Elder Sister had not bothered with them; she knew the keeps and holdfasts that dotted the kingsroad, and knew the knights and lords who ruled them. The Elder Sister dined with the highborn and slept on the featherbeds they kept for guests; for Edythe there was the warmth of the kitchen, a hot meal and a straw pallet with the servants. But Edythe dared not approach a keep or holdfast; she was no lord's daughter, to demand shelter from one the gods had raised so high above her. But how much would it cost to sleep at an inn?
Edythe drew the blood-stained coin purse from its hiding place, counting out the coins with hands that trembled. Seven silver stags, seven copper stars, seven copper groats, and seven copper pennies. It was the most money she had ever held, the most money she had ever seen. "A pittance, but enough to take you to King's Landing with some comfort," the First Mother had said when she handed the purse to the Elder Sister. The Elder Sister had accepted it, unimpressed, though even highborn sisters were not permitted to hold any coin but that entrusted to them by the First Mother.
A silver stag shinier than the rest caught Edythe's eye. She traced the antlers stamped onto the coin, her father's voice echoing in her head.
"A stag?" Her father gasped, clutching at the sill of the only window in their daub-and-wattle hut. Already the knight was riding away, his horse's bardings jingling merrily as he disappeared into the distance. "You're sure? Not a star or a groat or a penny?"
"I'm sure, da." The coin was worn and dirty, but it still shone silver when she passed it to her father, the roughspun curtain scratching against her arm. He took the coin with a shaking hand, his weight resting heavily on the fallen oak branch he used as a crutch.
"All I did was point the way to Castle Darry," Edythe said, still unable to believe the wealth her father held in his callused palm. "And I said his horse was the finest I'd ever seen." It was the truth. The only horses she knew were the common nags that belonged to Pate the plowman, beasts of burden who spent their lives bent beneath a yoke.
"By the grace of the Father," her father breathed, staring at the coin reverently. Sunlight poured through the curtain, casting a halo about his balding head. "The Seven have blessed us, child."
Edythe closed her fist, the silver stag pressing into her palm. The Seven had blessed her, her and her father both. Their harvest had been poor that year, a summer hailstorm shredding a third of their rye, and that was before her father lost half his leg to a cut that went to rot. But with the silver stag they were able to pay the rest of the rent they owed Ser Franklyn Heddle, the taxes they owed the king and the tithe they owed to the Faith. Even then there were a few coppers to spare, enough to buy chicks from Goodwife Nolla.
Yet every blessing had its price. For two years she raised her chicks into precious hens that laid even more precious eggs. But none of them were roosters, and she could hatch no chicks of her own without one. It was Goodwife Nolla who told her to flirt with Marq, Pate the plowman’s plain son. “His granny raises fine roosters,” the Goodwife said, “though you never heard it from me. She butchers the bad tempered ones, or gives them to her kin. A few blushes and smiles and he’ll get you one, sure as silver.”
She’d gotten more than a rooster from Marq. Edythe shuddered at the memory of clammy hands, of her body betraying her. "Such soft skin," he'd marveled as he removed her shift. She had cowered like a rabbit brought to bay; she never screamed, never raised a hand to defend herself. Only when it was over did she think of a paltry excuse to flee home, weeping the entire way.
Her father knew what happened as soon as she came through the door, though how she could not say. She sobbed into his patched tunic, a burly arm holding her close until her tears were finally spent. But they did not speak of it, not until the next day. Their days began at dawn, but the world was still dark when Marq came to seek her father’s permission to take her to wife, as if the day before had not happened, or worse, as if he thought she had wanted it.
“She is already sworn to enter the Faith,” her father lied, his voice gruff. “It was her mother’s dying wish.”
Marq turned cold then, damning her for a harlot, a whore, a fickle bitch. Her father let him rant and rave, then drove the base of his crutch into the tender place between Marq’s legs, and Marq crumpled to the dirt floor, cursing.
"Young Septon Meribald should still be here," her father muttered under his breath, driving a foot into Marq's ribs. The youth whimpered, curling up in a ball, his short brown hair bristling like a hedgehog's prickles. "Get your things, Edy-girl."
Septon Meribald was already leaving the ramshackle barn when they caught him, Edythe clinging to the market basket of woven reeds that held her few possessions, her father huffing and puffing and leaning heavily on his crutch. The wind tugged at the septon's tufts of thick brown hair as her father spoke to him in a quick, low voice; in the distance a nightingale sang sweetly, announcing the approach of dawn.
"Will Ser Franklyn prove difficult?" The septon said at last.
Her father shook his head, glaring with wounded pride. "I pay rent," he reminded the septon. "My Edy is no serf, to go begging m'lords leave before she can step foot beyond his fields."
Septon Meribald turned to her, his face kindly despite the enormous bushy brows that hid his eyes and the ugly wen on the tip of his nose. "Is this what you wish, child? To swear your life to a motherhouse?"
"It is," she answered. An easy choice, and the best she'd ever made.
Carefully she slipped the coins back into the purse, tucking it safely beneath her robes. The Crone would guide her to King's Landing, just as the Seven had guided her to the Crone's motherhouse. She had not wanted to leave, not ever, but her vows required obedience, and the First Mother's word was law. So when Sister Rowyn commanded Edythe to pack for a journey and report to the First Mother's solar, Edythe had done as she was told.
The Elder Sister was already in the First Mother's solar when she arrived; at a gesture from the First Mother Edythe stood behind the Elder Sister's chair, bowing her head respectfully.
"— without delay," the First Mother told the Elder Sister. "The High Septon shall hear you, and the Lord Hand will hear His High Holiness and aid us in our need."
"Do you think the Brave Companions pose such a threat?" the Elder Sister asked. "They are scattered, leaderless, desperate to save their own skins now that Ser Brynden is on the hunt."
"Do not speak to me of Tullys," the First Mother said sharply. "There would be no war in the Riverlands if not for Eddard Stark's treason."
"Yet it is the Young Wolf the riverlords hail as king," the Elder Sister answered, oh so softly. "I know House Brax has suffered—"
The First Mother's face turned hard. "You forget yourself, Elder Sister. The northmen worship trees, not the seven faces of god. There are no septs in their frozen keeps, no voices raised in pious song."
The Elder Sister's lip twitched. "The Manderlys—" she bit her tongue, as if only now realizing that she had gone too far. It was not for the Elder Sister to question the First Mother's decisions, let alone argue with them.
"This sister is to attend me?" The Elder Sister asked, glancing at Edythe. A moment of awkward silence, then the First Mother jerked her head in a stiff nod.
"Sister Edythe. I thought it fitting that you have one of our older sisters to tend to your needs, should a night come when you find neither keep nor inn. Sister Edythe has served faithfully for over twenty years; Fourth Sister reports that she is one of our most dedicated lay sisters. She should be capable of foraging for sustenance and cooking a decent meal over a fire."
Edythe nodded, taken aback by the unexpected praise.
"I think I've seen her about the garden. Has she taken a vow of silence?" The Elder Sister asked, looking over Edythe the same way Edythe looked over the hens when trying to decide which was fit to be slaughtered for the First Mother's table.
The First Mother chuckled. "Sister Edythe, you may answer."
"No, Elder Sister, I have not taken a vow of silence."
Edythe saw little point in talking, unless necessary for her work. Sisters who chattered were sisters who drew attention to themselves. Someone had to listen to all that talk, and there was no risk of saying something stupid if she said nothing at all. A few years after Edythe arrived Sister Perine had suggested she take a vow of silence, but... she felt closer to the Seven when she said her prayers aloud, when she felt the holy words leave her lips, when she let the spirit of god enter her as she sang hymns in the choir.
"Very well," said the Elder Sister, smoothing the wrinkles from her robes as she stood. "Are you sure you would not rather go yourself? Our High Septon is a westerman, as is our Lord Hand. Surely they would look upon you with more favor than I could hope to win."
The First Mother pursed her lips. "My place is here; I will not abandon my sisters. Besides, you are young. You will enjoy seeing the city once more. A mule awaits you in the stable, his saddlebags already packed. May the Crone raise her lamp to guide your path."
"May it be so," the Elder Sister and Edythe echoed, their heads bowed.
That had been the fourth day of third moon. Now Edythe was not sure what day it was; clouds hid the moon as often as they hid the sun. It was still raining when she paused to say her prayers to the Smith, unable to determine whether the Hour of the Smith had come but unwilling to risk delaying too long. The Smith had been her father's god, and though she had sworn her life to the Crone she still harbored a soft spot for him. It was the Smith who watched over the serfs and peasants whose labors fed all the Mother's children, from the lowliest cripple to the king himself. When she had said her devotions and sung a quiet hymn she even said a prayer for the brigand. Only a broken man would defy the gods so boldly, and the Smith was the mender of broken things.
Every muscle in her legs ached as she resumed her steady gait, wet robes clinging to her legs at every step. The road was empty as always; no other travelers were mad enough to brave the storms. The few folk she had glimpsed on the road were humble crofters, more concerned with escaping the deluge than in bothering strangers.
On and on she walked, the sky growing steadily darker. Nightfall would be here before she knew it, and still there was no sign of an inn. A hedgerow would have to do, as it had since the Elder Sister's death. She was looking about for a likely hedge, squinting through the slowing rain, when the sound of song came drifting through the air.
Warrior, Warrior, stout-hearted and brave,
the souls of the slain we beseech you to save
Comfort the widows and orphans who grieve,
help them and hold them and grant them reprieve...
Edythe quickened her pace, her weariness forgotten as the hymn swelled, the melody shifting into six-part harmony. She knew this hymn, as well as she knew her own name, and she raised her voice to theirs, wobbly though it was as she broke into a run.
She knew there must be many singing, to make such joyous noise, but Edythe still stopped dead when at last she saw the source of the hymn. There were over a hundred of them, no, surely thrice the number, brothers brown and green and pink, sisters blue and white and yellow, even silent sisters and brothers in grey. Most wore roughspun, but amongst those at the head of the chorus she saw once-bright robes of costly silk, heavy with embroidery that glinted as if sewn with silver thread.
The hymn ended, the world darker without the holy music. To her horror Edythe delayed a moment too long, her voice suddenly loud without others to conceal it.
"Well met, sister!" Called a fatherly voice, that of a septon garbed in green silk. Others turned to look at her, faces old and young examining the stranger who had interrupted their prayers. Almost all those near her were septas and septons, the cloth of their robes the finest she had ever seen.
"Well met," Edythe answered, dropping to her knees. Curtsying did not seem adequate for such lordly folk. She bowed her head, her cheeks burning with shame. Unkempt as they were, she knew her appearance was much worse. What would these holy folk think of a sister traveling alone, and in a chainmail shirt?
"Do not hang your head, good sister," a coarse voice said gently. A pair of hands appeared before her, the short thick fingers raising her to her feet.
She blinked down. She was not a tall woman, but the holy brother was even shorter than she was, a dwarf, less than five feet tall. His nose was bulbous and veined, his neck as thick as a warrior's despite the iron hammer of the Smith dangling about it. Drops of rain gleamed on his bald head and dripped from the dark brown hairs of his tonsure.
"I am Brother Paul," said the dwarf. "Our food and fire are welcome to you; you look as if you have traveled far and faced many trials."
By the time night fell Edythe was warmer than she had been in weeks. Holy brothers in roughspun lit watchfires while holy sisters produced salted meat and soft bread from the satchels they carried, portioning it carefully so all might soothe their growling bellies. A sister led grace, thanking the Seven and praying for the soul of good Ser Willis Wode, whose cellars had provided much of the meal.
"Where are we?" Edythe finally asked when her portion was finished, the taste of bread filling her with momentary courage. "Are these the crownlands?"
"Nay, sister, and thank the Seven for that," answered an older woman who also wore the yellow of the Crone. "Where are you bound?"
Edythe explained the First Mother's orders as best she could, though her voice cracked and faltered when she spoke of the Elder Sister. When she was done a brother in grey began the Prayer for the Departed, joined by all those near enough to hear, the sound easing the pain that had gnawed her since she buried poor Lady Aemma in her pauper's grave.
"Things have changed since you left the motherhouse," a pink-robed brother said bluntly when the prayer was done. "The old High Septon was called to the Seven Heavens, and a new High Septon has been chosen to take his place." The brother spat. "The choosing was corrupt. That is why you see members of the Most Devout among us common sparrows; they were exiled for daring to protest. Now a gilded puppet bears the holy sceptre, his strings pulled by a godless Hand and a blasphemous queen."
"That's not what blasphemy means," objected a septon with the look of a Dornishman, his robes made of green silk. "Blasphemy is to speak against god."
The pink-robed brother frowned, but as his cloth was roughspun, he did not argue.
"Thank you, Septon Timoth," a woman's voice said dryly. The septa drew closer to the fire, raising an eyebrow at the septon. Her skin was darker than his, rich russet to his light bronze, and her robes were of golden silk. "Is there a more specific term I’m not aware of that encompasses adultery, incest, regicide, high treason, and murder?"
"Adultery?" Edythe asked, too bewildered to even comprehend the rest of the list. Nearly every brother and sister made the sign against evil.
"Did your motherhouse not hear of the rumors?" the golden-robed septa asked, surprised. "It is said that the Kingslayer fathered Cersei Lannister's children, not King Robert. When Eddard Stark threatened to reveal her crimes, she urged her father to provoke war in the Riverlands before using sorcery to summon a demon in the shape of a boar which slew the king. With the king dead she crowned her bastard boy and had Stark executed on the very steps of Baelor."
Edythe gaped. Her worst sin was smearing chickenshit on Septa Caryn's robes after the haughty woman reprimanded her for calling her "m'lady" instead of "my lady" for the hundredth time, even though noble-born women were supposed to be addressed as septa. My lady Caryn had stunk for a week, thanks to Sister Clover deliberately failing to properly clean the robes.
"I thought the demon was in the form of a direwolf," a brown-robed brother asked.
The golden-robed septa tsked. "No, that was the spirit that carried away Stark's daughter."
"I must disagree, Septa Utha. The direwolf is obviously metaphorical," Septon Timoth argued. "Some northman must have survived the coup and taken her to safety."
Edythe soon lost track of the discussion, her poor head overwhelmed by the strange words favored by the lofty members of the Most Devout. So far as she could tell, no one could agree on how the Stark girl escaped, but the false king Joffrey had somehow been flung from the walls of the Red Keep in the process. No sooner was Eddard Stark dead than the northmen and riverlords crowned his son, the Young Wolf. Open war ensued between the Lannisters and the Starks, with the riverlands as the battleground. At some point King Robert's brother Stannis had tried to claim the throne, only to be routed by the Tyrells coming to the Lannisters' aid.
"Is Stannis the true king?" Edythe asked timidly. A chorus of outraged voices responded, all talking over each other; it seemed Stannis had forsaken the Seven for some foreign god, had even slain his own lords for opposing the destruction of a sept. Now he'd fled to the Wall, though no one knew why, since the northmen showed no sign of abandoning their King of Winter to support him.
No sooner was Stannis fled than the Lannisters captured Stark's missing daughter, a tender maid of twelve who had either been hiding amongst the smallfolk, kidnapped by outlaws, or held for ransom by some unknown lord. Much argument ensued over that point. All agreed that it was the Kingslayer who found her, losing his sword hand to the vicious red direwolf that protected the girl.
"I still say the direwolf is a metaphor," Septon Timoth objected, only to be shouted down by half a dozen other septons in green silk drawn to the sound of debate.
Edythe hung her head in her hands, dizzy with confusion. The Seven only knew why the Lannisters had put the Stark girl on trial for Joffrey's murder, but apparently it had not gone as planned. The maid declared the gods had killed Joffrey, recounted every one of Lord Tywin's sins at length, condemned the queen’s blasphemy and the boy king’s bastardy, and finished by demanding trial by combat.
"I was there," a rough voice interrupted. The brothers and sisters fell silent, even the ones in silk. Brother Paul stepped forward, the drizzling rain misting over his heavy brow.
If the Crone had blessed the Stark girl's speech with wisdom as Septa Utha said, it was the Warrior who had blessed her unlikely champion. Neither knight nor northman had stood for Sansa Stark that day, but a Dornish squire, the Red Viper's bastard son, a spear his only defense against the brute known as the Mountain.
"His spear was broken," Brother Paul said, his voice hushed. "The Mountain would have slain the brave boy if not for a flock of sparrows." The brothers and sisters hung on his every word; even the Most Devout seemed entranced as he spoke of the maid's scream of terror, the squire's desperate courage, the moment when it seemed both squire and Mountain would perish, the roar of the crowd when the squire conquered his monstrous foe.
"The Seven were there," the brother said. "I saw the Maiden's dove light upon the fair maid's shoulder and nuzzle at her cheek."
That was not all Brother Paul had seen. King's Landing was a horror, a half-starved ruin. Dead and dying lay in the streets, with hollow bellies and shrunken eyes. The sparrows gave what aid they could, aided by their allies among the Most Devout, but it was never enough. When Lord Tywin died suddenly, slain by some sorcerous assassin, the sparrows took to the streets, hoping against hope that the boy king's Lord Hand or queenly mother might take pity upon them.
Instead the Kingsguard had crushed the sparrows beneath their horses' hooves. Over three score holy brothers and sisters were dead by the time night fell, those not led to safety by the Maiden's dove who had warned Brother Paul and drew him away from the riot. Amazed by the miracle, Brother Paul had laid hands upon a pair of sickly beggars; within a sennight the beggars were healed. A third miracle occurred soon after, when the gold cloaks imprisoned the dwarf on false charges. The Smith broke the shackles that bound him, and the gaolers set him free, unable to resist the gods' will.
"Brother Paul should have been chosen as High Septon," Septa Utha declared when he finished his tale. "The will of the Seven could not be more plain."
"We journey to Harrenhal," an elderly sister in roughspun said timidly. "Brother Paul fasted for seven days and nights to seek the Seven's guidance, and the Crone sent him a vision."
"Five blackened towers beside a gleaming lake. We will find sanctuary there, a refuge for the holy." Brother Paul sighed. For a moment his shoulders slumped, as though he carried the cares of the world in a sack upon his shoulders.
"You should join us, Sister Edythe," Brother Paul said, his eyes kind. She did not recall telling him her name. "You will find no welcome in King's Landing. The High Septon exiled us, and allowed only three days to leave the city, but the queen meant to have the gold cloaks kill us all."
"They would have," Septa Utha murmured, her face half in firelight and half in shadow. "If not for the warning of a friend within the Red Keep."
Brother Paul bowed to the septa, then turned back to Edythe. "Over two thousand of our holy folk fled that very night; what you see before you is but the vanguard of our blessed company. The Crone shone her lamp, and showed us that we must divide ourselves into small bands, lest we become a blight upon our hosts. It will be a hard journey, but no harder than the path you have already traveled."
Brother Paul spoke truly. To turn northward felt like failure, and doubt plagued her. Would the First Mother be angry? Would she be isolated from the other sisters for a time, like Sister Perine and Sister Mared after they confessed to kissing by the honeybee hives? Or would she be caned, like Sister Lyrelle had been after she was caught stealing a bottle of wine from the small reserve kept for lordly guests?
Yet her doubts seemed to dim with every mile. It was so much easier to bear the pouring rain when there were others to share her frustration, to lead prayers and hymns and share the work of finding food and shelter. She still slept beneath hedgerows most nights, but now there were dozens of other sisters curled around her, sharing the heat of their bodies, whispering kind nothings when they rose at midnight for the prayers of the Hour of the Stranger.
Still, it would be good to see her sisters again, to sleep on her own straw pallet within the motherhouse's strong stone walls. The closer they drew to Harrenhal, the higher her spirits rose. Her spirits rose even further when a holy brother led them down a side road to an enormous inn near the shores of the God's Eye. There was no sign hanging over the door, but the courtyard boasted a heavy block of white stone veined with gold, misshapen but still beautiful.
"The Goldstone Inn," Sister Myrielle told her, squeezing the rain from her muddy blue robes before entering the common room. "It used to be called Butterwell's Folly, but some Butterwell hedge knight took offense and smashed the sign." The sister laughed. "I don't think he could be bothered with the marble."
The innkeep did not want them at first. His face was cheesy white as he stuttered that he could not afford to feed so many, much as he would like to shelter such holy folk. His distress vanished when Septa Utha and Septon Timoth explained that he would be paid for his trouble. His many daughters and one gawky son came running at his shout, bringing warm bread and freshly churned butter and a dozen other comforts Edythe had not realized she missed. It was the butter that doomed her, the creamy sweet taste making her bold enough to speak with a fisherman who was already there when they arrived.
"Have you heard any news of the motherhouse between Sweetdarry and the Ruby Ford?" Fisherfolk and rivermen always heard news before anyone else. Well, anyone except lords with their ravens.
"Between Sweetdarry and the Ruby Ford?" The fisherman asked, scratching his neck, his honest face troubled. "The one for the Crone or the one for the Mother?"
"The one for the Crone," Edythe said impatiently. "The Motherhouse of the Lifted Lamp."
The fisherman bowed his head. "I'm so sorry, sister."
"Sorry?" Edythe did not understand.
"Them Bloody Mummers hit her a few weeks back. Some of 'em, anyway. Sellsword scum." He spat on the floor. "The Merry Fools, they call themselves, led by some raper in a jester's motley. Blackfish caught 'em, though, near Harrenhal. I fancy he gave them to old Lady Whent to stick up on her walls."
"Old Lady Whent?" Asked a brother she did not know. "It can't be, the woman must be ninety if she's a day."
"Aye, and dying," the fisherman said curtly. His eyes softened when he looked back at Edythe. "I'll pray for your sisters, m'lady."
I'm not a lady, Edythe thought, too stunned to speak. I'm a sister of the motherhouse, a servant of the Seven. The Crone led me there, they kept me safe all these years, they can't be gone. Her sisters' faces swam before her eyes, Lyrelle's dimples and Clover's snub nose, Young Sister Eglantine with her crooked smile and Old Sister Eglantine who never smiled at all.
Sister Myrielle slipped an arm about Edythe's shoulders, holding her close as the others interrogated the fisherman. What did it matter if Lord Tully had a newborn son? Why should she care about the Vale and its armies and whatever they were doing? The motherhouse was her home, and it was gone.
Brother Paul himself led prayers that night for the Motherhouse of the Lifted Lamp. Dozens of sad eyes watched her, voices murmuring loud enough for her to hear.
"—her motherhouse—"
"poor thing. I wonder—"
"— the Seven will send a sign, have faith!"
Faith, Edythe thought a few days later as she trudged through drizzling rain. Harrenhal's towers loomed over muddy fields, dark and gloomy as death. Is this my test of Faith, blessed Crone? She barely noticed when the company came to a stuttering halt, septas and septons quietly arranging themselves so they stood with their fellows, seven bands of faded color in a sad mockery of the sacred rainbow. Somehow Edythe found herself near the front of the Crone's sisters, watching and waiting to see what would happen next.
Guards atop the walls shouted at each other and at someone down below inside the keep. There were heads on spikes, as the fisherman had promised; one of them even bore a floppy jester’s hat. She stared at the heads as the company waited patiently, Brother Paul first among them.
She could not say how much time passed before the portcullis began to rise, shrieking angrily the entire way. More time passed before a litter emerged, its hangings of black and gold, just like the livery of the men who carried it.
"The ground is unsafe, m'lady," a young knight said loudly, almost shouting at the litter as the curtains fluttered.
"I'm half deaf, not blind!" An old woman replied from inside the litter. Unlike the knight, she was shouting. "The rain has almost stopped, I can manage. Now help me down before I tell your betrothed about that girl in the buttery."
The knight blanched, nearly tripping in his eagerness to help the old lady out of her litter. "Yes, my lady, of course, my lady."
Lady Shella Whent did not look to be ninety. Her eyes were still clear, her long white braid thick. But she swayed uneasily as she approached Brother Paul, sweat beading her brow despite the cool breeze that sent her banners flying.
"Well met, m'lady," Brother Paul said, bowing so low Edythe feared his bulbous nose would come up smudged with dirt.
"You have journeyed a long way, I hear," Lady Shella said bluntly, still shouting. "The High Septon's raven said you were a pack of mad heretics, dangerous to every true believer, even those unfortunate enough to kneel to a northron king."
The Most Devout shifted angrily, like a band of cats at the sight of a dog. "Foul calumny," Septa Utha said, her eyes steady.
"I know that," Lady Shella snapped irritably. "The last time I was in King's Landing even the lackwits knew Septon Raynard was more oft found in the brothels than the Sept of Baelor, and Raynard was too stupid to read his copy of the Seven-Pointed Star unless he had a whore to read it to him!"
"Lady Shella," the knight hissed, beet-red.
"What? The man's a whore-monger! And a lickspittle, too, always kissing the queen's boots as if they were made of honey."
"Great lady, we come to you in dire need," Brother Paul said in a loud clear voice. "For seven days and nights I fasted, begging the Seven to show me the way. In answer I was shown a vision of a ruined castle, empty and quiet, a cursed place. Then I saw the same castle again, buzzing with life, filled with holy brothers and sisters toiling and singing and giving glory to the Seven."
Lady Shella looked at the dwarf, grief and hope warring in her aged face. The rain had slowed to a gentle drizzle, the sky lightening as the clouds began to shift.
"I am dying, blessed brother," the lady said abruptly. "The Stranger calls me, just as he called my strong husband and my tall sons, the sweet daughter I raised and the brave niece I barely knew. I have no heirs of my own body; the line of my sister Minisa are strangers to this cursed place."
The rain stopped so suddenly that the old lady looked up, frowning. A chill wind nipped at the clouds' heels, sending them tumbling and whirling until the sun emerged, shining like summer. The old lady almost smiled as she turned back to Brother Paul.
"Well, then. I see clearly now. Harrenhal belongs to the Seven. Humphrey!"
The knight was at her side in an instant.
"Help me get down, I want the brother's blessing." Carefully she lowered herself to her knees, one arm gripping the knight for support. Both Edythe and the knight winced when the old lady’s silk gown touched the muck.
Brother Paul stepped forward, placing one hand on the crown of the old woman's head as he bowed his own in prayer, every holy brother and sister bowing their heads in turn. Edythe joined them, mouthing the words silently. When the blessing was done she raised her head.
No other heads were yet raised. The world itself seemed to hold its breath. Confused, Edythe looked up.
A rainbow arched over Harrenhal, its colors brighter than any silks or jewels.
"Thank you, Crone," she whispered. Her mouth was dry; that would not do. She licked her lips, clearing her throat before shouting for perhaps the first time in her life.
"HIGH SEPTON!"
Eyes snapped open; heads jerked up. One by one the holy brothers and sisters saw what she had seen, the shining sun, the brilliant rainbow over Harrenhal, and the holy brother, the dwarf whose vision had brought them there.
"HIGH SEPTON!" Another voice cried.
"HIGH SEPTON!" Screamed another.
"HIGH SEPTON! HIGH SEPTON! HIGH SEPTON!"
All of them were shouting now, Most Devout and common folk alike, Sister Myrielle and Septon Timoth, Septa Utha and Brother Randolf, all of them, every one, even old Lady Shella and her knight and the men who bore her litter.
A true High Septon, Edythe thought, triumphant, as she knelt before the wide-eyed dwarf. And in the light of the sun, she could have sworn she saw him glow.
Notes:
Uh. This chapter was supposed to be SHORT. A quick Riverlands update setting up an Avignon Papacy-inspired situation, that's all. Then somehow Edythe came to life, grabbed me by the throat, and demanded to tell her story. Medieval religion! The life of the smallfolk! The way news gets twisted by time and distance and bias! God fucking dammit I love this chapter so much but how the fuck did this happen?!?? This is the longest chapter of this entire fic, for a canon OC whose POV I almost decided not to bother with, what the fuck is happening??????
NOTES
1) As per usual, instead of inventing an OC from scratch, I took an unnamed character from canon and expanded wildly. Edythe comes from AFFC, Jaime IV:
"Lord Lancel is asking the Father Above for guidance," said the third sparrow, the beardless one. A boy, Jaime had thought, but her voice marked her for a woman, dressed in shapeless rags and a shirt of rusted mail.
2) Let's talk about dye! While many shades were too expensive for peasants to afford, and sumptuary laws further limited their options, they still cared about looking nice! You can read more about medieval dyes here.
As for the garb of clergy: in canon, there is a reference to "brothers brown and dun and green, sisters white and blue and grey." But GRRM also references belts woven of seven colors, and the official art has the 7 pointed star depicted with red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, and purple? It's also weird because "[m]edieval scholars [thought] there were seven colors: white, yellow, red, green, blue, purple and black."
Anyway, I assigned yellow to the Crone, for her lamp of wisdom. The Maiden's followers wear blue to represent purity, and Mother's followers wear white because...uh... white can become any color, yet it also holds all of them? Grey is for followers of the Stranger.
Green is for the Father because medieval people associated green with balance, which suits the Father sitting in judgement. Brown and dun are the same color! Why would one color stand for the Warrior and the other for the Smith???? So here followers of the Smith wear brown, the color of soil and wood and other things used in men's labor. I swapped dun for pink, and assigned that color to the Warrior, for blood. Low level septons and holy brothers sworn to the Warrior get pink because red dyes were expensive; a highborn follower of the Warrior would wear red.
3) The First Mother is the leader of a motherhouse. Elder Sister is a title of rank unrelated to age; highborn sisters usually hold all the high positions in a motherhouse. You can learn more about the daily life of a medieval nun here. In medieval England, where 90% of the population were peasants, clergy made up 2% to 4% of the non-peasant population.
4) The swarthy Dornishman was Timeon of the Bloody Mummers. He was one of the ones that captured Jaime and Brienne in ASOS in canon; Brienne killed him in AFFC.
5) I invented House Sweetdarry as a cadet house of House Darry, located nearby in the Riverlands.
6) Edythe's rape by Marq is unfortunately based on personal experience with rape in my early 20s. Despite sobbing my entire way home afterwards, I didn't process that what happened was rape and not bad sex until I mentioned it to a therapist several years later because I was still having nightmares about it. While the common expression "fight or flight" is often used to describe the panic response to danger, "fight, flight, or freeze" is more accurate, a fact I sadly did not know until after years of blaming myself for "letting" my rape happen.
According to RAINN, 1 out of every 6 American women has been the victim of an attempted or completed rape in her lifetime. If you or a loved one have suffered sexual assault and need support, you can call 1-800-656-HOPE to be connected with a trained staff member from a sexual assault service provider in your area.
7) Regarding currency:
1 silver stag= $380
1 copper star= $54
1 copper groat= $27
1 copper penny= $7The First Mother gave Elder Sister $3,276. In 1300, a peasant laborer might make £2 a year (£1,418.06, or $1,719.26). However, that would be the value of the crops they produced, NOT an amount of coin paid regularly. Peasants had to work a lord's land AND pay rent for being allowed to work and live on the land. Peasants were so short of coin that they usually paid rent and taxes with crops.
Chapter 118: Olyvar III
Chapter Text
Olyvar Sand gripped his wife's hand tightly as they descended the servants' steps.
There were several ways to reach the makeshift dragonpit where Daenerys Targaryen had confined her children, but the steps were the quickest way, steep, narrow steps hidden in the walls. Brienne of Tarth followed alongside them, bearing a lantern that glowed dimly in the darkness, the light flickering as the flame danced. Olyvar had walked this path only once before, the first day after the audience.
Daenerys might be shattered by the news he brought, well as she hid it, but she was true to her word nonetheless. Down and down and down they'd gone, silent but for the sound of their footsteps scuffing on the stone. Then Ser Barristan Selmy and Robett Glover had born the lanterns, Glover eyeing Ser Barristan with distrust and keeping himself betwixt Olyvar and the former Kingsguard, now Queensguard. Even when they finally reached the pair of huge iron doors, Glover still kept close, despite the fact that tiny Daenerys and old Ser Barristan were breathing heavily from the descent, much more heavily than Olyvar or Robett.
"Viserion was the easiest of my children to chain," Daenerys said, when at last she had caught her breath. "I brought him here myself, carrying him. He was the size of a dog, a large one, but he weighed almost nothing. There were oxen inside for him to eat; he flew inside and feasted on them. Once he was sated he fell asleep, and my Unsullied chained him."
She had turned seventeen only ten days past, but her voice sounded much younger, a girlish whisper tinged with guilt, oddly familiar. To his surprise he found himself thinking of Loreza, the time she confessed to the terrible crime of asking the Stranger to take Obella away. They had quarreled over some trifle, and Loreza was desperately afraid that the Seven might actually listen to her impulsive prayer and slay her elder sister in the night.
"Dragon bones are hollow, or so the maesters say." Olyvar could not offer words of comfort to this conquering queen, nor console her as he had consoled Loreza. Dragons were dangerous beasts; small wonder she felt the need to confine them, if the rumors of them hunting children were true. Aerys would never have done such a thing; he'd have placed bets on where and when the dragons would strike next.
"I never had a maester."
Daenerys stared at the thick iron doors. Heavy chains bound them shut, though the chains looked very strange, their links blurred as though—
"Are those melted?" Glover asked, his sharp voice echoing down the stone hall.
Olyvar stepped closer to the door, Glover clasping his upper arm to keep him from drawing too near, a protective gesture which Olyvar begrudgingly allowed. Now he could see how warped the metal was on the corners, how here and there blobs of iron had oozed down the frame before hardening once more.
"A dragon is no tame creature, to submit easily," Daenerys said, voice quivering despite her smile. "He has melted several sets of doors; the smiths are only too happy to replace them and rob my treasury into the bargain."
Daenerys raised a hand to the thick iron doors, reaching for a handle long as a man's arm. The Unsullied who guarded the doors were watching Glover and Olyvar, so they did not see the space between pale fingertip and dark iron shrink and shrink. Only Olyvar saw the moment when skin touched metal, and then the queen yelped in pain, yanking the hand back as tears sprang to her eyes.
"Your Grace!" Ser Barristan exclaimed, finally tearing his eyes from Glover.
The queen did not whimper, only stared at her fingertip, at the cherry-red skin and the blisters already rising to the surface. Ser Barristan was speaking to the Unsullied in rapid High Valyrian, too fast for Olyvar to catch more than every third word.
"Water," Olyvar interrupted, careful to pronounce the word as old Maester Lonnel did during their lessons. "Water, for the queen. For..." he couldn't remember the word for burn. "For hot hand. Will help."
He had to say it twice more, and louder, before one of the Unsullied heard, quickly handing a waterskin to Olyvar. Carefully Olyvar approached the queen, dropping to his knees before asking her to hold out her hand. Daenerys obliged, though she eyed him with distrust. When the cool water ran over her fingertip she hissed, then sighed as the water eased her pain. Olyvar frowned. If he kept pouring, the water would soon be gone.
"Here," Olyvar said, extending the waterskin towards Daenerys' uninjured hand. She took it, brow furrowed, but she understood when she saw Olyvar form a cup with his hands. She poured the water into his palms, then dipped her fingertip into the clear pool.
"Haldon Halfmaester should know a recipe for burn ointment," Olyvar offered, not stupid enough to suggest she try Maester Perceval, one of the two maesters they’d brought from Dorne. Where Maester Lonnel was skilled in the study of languages and history, even a little dragonlore, Maester Perceval had dedicated his life to the study of healing, forging link after link in everything from herblore to setting bones to aiding childbirth.
"When the time comes I'll take good care of your sweet bride," Perceval had assured him soon after they departed Dorne. They were docked in Lys, and the maester had come aboard to discuss some rare bird he'd sighted with Deziel and Lonnel. Olyvar had felt an unworthy urge to shove the man overboard. Sansa would bear no children until long after they returned to Dorne, and then only if she wished to. He would not be his father, condemning a young girl to die, nor his grandfather, whose vile rape of Rhaella had wrecked her fertility after.
Not that his vicious grandfather had the sense to see it. Elia said that Aerys had blamed Rhaella at first, accusing her of adultery and confining the poor woman to Maegor's Holdfast, her who had loved to ride out and see the wildflowers and fawns to be glimpsed in the Kingswood. When that spurious theory proved false, he turned to blaming wet nurses, even his own mistresses, anyone and everyone but he who was truly responsible. After so much torment it was nigh on a miracle that Rhaella had managed to birth Viserys. Olyvar wondered if the Mother had finally taken pity on the poor queen, granting her a child to give her comfort and to reduce how often her husband visited her bed to inflict his cruel attentions.
Not that Aerys had ever stopped. Daenerys was proof of that. Though many women bore a last child before passing forty, the last birth proved one too many for his poor grandmother. Olyvar glanced up, taking in Daenerys' features, the silver hair, the violet eyes, the small swell of belly protruding from a slim girlish frame. She looked different, somehow, than she did upon her throne, younger and more delicate. Her eyes, though... there was a hunger there, a strange blend of kindness and tenacity that he’d seen before, in oil painted upon canvas.
"You look like grandmother Rhaella," he blurted before he could stop himself. "Your mother, I mean."
"Ser Barristan says so," Daenerys admitted, looking at her finger rather than at him. "He doesn't like to talk about her much. It makes him sad."
"My mother didn't speak of her often either." Princess Elia only mentioned his grandmother in fits and starts, when something or other reminded her of the departed queen. A field of treasure flowers in full bloom, the sound of some ballad Rhaella had loved before Aerys banned her from employing singers. "But I can share what I know, if you like."
Daenerys had just begun to smile when a monstrous roar shook the iron doors. Forgetting himself Olyvar leapt to his feet, grabbing the queen by the wrist and yanking her back as heat blazed from behind the doors. Daenerys made no protest, her eyes wide as she retreated from air that blurred and shimmered as if it were the hottest of summer days.
"He does this almost every day, the Unsullied tell me," Ser Barristan said when he had made sure they were a safe distance down the hall, Glover once again glued to Olyvar's side. "He is melting the doors near as fast as the smiths can make new ones."
"Is he not fed enough?" Daenerys asked. Ser Barristan hesitated, unsure of what to say. Olyvar wondered if the expression of venerable uselessness had looked the same when Ser Barristan was deciding how to respond to Aerys' latest madness.
"No man can say how often a dragon must feed," Ser Barristan finally allowed. Except all the maesters who wrote on the subject, but King Baelor decided to burn all their work, the singleminded fool. Knowlege was sacred to the Crone, after all, a fact Baelor had most steadfastly ignored. "They only feed him on days when he is quiet and the doors are cool; perhaps once a sennight, once a fortnight."
Daenerys glanced at Olyvar. Olyvar gazed back, trying to read the thoughts behind her inscrutable gaze. Glover thought she intended to feed him to the dragon and claim he died trying to tame it; Sansa thought the offer of a dragon was meant as a test of his worthiness. Olyvar thought it might be both; the gods knew he had been angry when he first learned the truth of his birth, and he wasn't trapped in a false marriage and four moons pregnant.
"You will go no further," Daenerys declared. "Even I could not face him as he is now, and I am his mother. We will wait."
And wait they had, but Viserion grew no less wrathful. After three weeks of fruitless waiting Daenerys finally gave orders that the dragon's next meal be drenched with milk of the poppy. The dragon devoured the dead sheep as he always did, either not noticing or not caring about the substance soaked into their wool. That was a week ago; since then not a peep had been heard from within the pit. The doors were cold, the dragon silent.
They passed the storerooms, then the cisterns, then the dungeons, Sansa's hand growing damp with sweat as her grip grew tighter. "Granaries full of grain, and yet there are no mice nor rats," Sansa whispered, uneasy. Her voice sounded too small for her body; Maester Lonnel had measured her the other day and found she was nearly six feet. Daenerys had nearly spit out her mouthful of lemon wine when she learned Sansa was three years her junior, a reaction so ordinary that Olyvar had immediately liked her the better for it.
"You said Buttons would not come down here," Olyvar remembered. Sansa nodded, the only sign of her distress the sight of her nibbling on her lower lip. She was so eager to help, so determined, and failing to reach the dragon's lair bothered her much more than she would say.
"He puffed up like a hedgehog as soon as he passed the cisterns," she said, frowning. "His heart beat so fast... I couldn't make him go any further, it would have been cruel."
Olyvar did not disagree. A cat was less than a mouthful to a dragon. He had not wanted to bring Sansa down here either, but she was better at arguing than he was, and the fact that she could speak to animals through her skinchanging was an ability so useful as to be impossible to refuse, despite his many, many qualms.
"I like it not, my lady," said Brienne of Tarth. The silk of her surcoat gleamed in the lantern's light, her chainmail clinking softly. He wondered if Robett Glover was still sulking over Princess Sansa preferring the protection of a Stormlander maid to a northern lord, even though he looked rather relieved when no one asked him to brave the dragon's lair a second time. "We should go back. You are no Targaryen."
"I am a Stark," Sansa replied, mule stubborn. "And I already swore not to enter the pit." Despite the growing heat she shivered.
By the time they reached the pair of Unsullied and the iron doors they guarded, Sansa was shaking so hard it almost seemed as if she were having a fit. Don't, Olyvar wanted to say. It was one thing to speak to a bird or share the mind of a friendly cat. It was another to try and address a dragon.
His face must have shown his unease; Sansa patted his shoulder. "It can't be as bad as Cersei," she jested.
Neither he nor Brienne laughed. Sansa's face was too pale, her eyes too wide, the whites overtaking the blue.
"He's asleep," she said, after a moment's pause. "I'll have to wake him before I can speak to him."
Usually Sansa lay upon a featherbed or settled herself in a chair before attempting to change her skin, but there were no such things here down in the dark. Instead she sat on the floor, her back leaning against the brick wall. She had dressed herself with the expectation of such discomfort; her skirts were layers of thick roughspun borrowed from among the Dornish maids. Olyvar sat beside her; she always slumped when she left her skin, and there was no armrest here to catch her. Brienne stood over them, her eyes fixed on the iron doors as if the dragon might appear at any moment.
Pale fingers grasped golden ones. He could feel her heartbeat fluttering as she exhaled, trying and failing to calm herself. Olyvar counted the breaths, matching her rhythm. Several hundred breaths passed before Sansa opened her eyes.
"I can't reach him," she said, frustrated. "Something— he feels wrong, as if he isn't a beast at all. If I could see him, perhaps..."
Olyvar shared an uneasy look with Brienne before glancing at the Unsullied. One had the rich ebony skin of the Summer Islands, the other the pale hair and paler skin of Lys. Neither spoke the Common Tongue, but thankfully between Olyvar and Brienne they had enough High Valyrian to be understood.
The dragon had slept all week, said the Unsullied named Haraq. Never had he been so quiet when he was awake; there had been no roaring, no iron doors blazing red-hot. He should sleep for another week, according to the Westerosi who had brought the sheep laced with milk of the poppy. Haldon Halfmaester, most likely. And so with lead in his stomach Olyvar asked the guards to unchain the heavy doors, heart thudding in his ears as the doors opened, releasing a gust of hot wind and the smell of ash.
The pit was a vast emptiness, black as pitch. "Where is he?" Olyvar asked, uncertain and unwillingly to draw closer.
"There." The Lyseni Unsullied pointed, handing Olyvar a torch as tall as a spear. Olyvar raised it, dread curling in his veins.
An outstretched wing dangled from the ceiling of the pit, pale cream against brick scorched black. There was a glint of metal too, some remnant of chain by the dragon's neck. Of course, Olyvar thought, numb with fear. A dragon is no ordinary beast, but a beast he remains. He's dug himself a den.
"Oh," Sansa gasped in his ear. He nearly leapt out of his skin.
"You swore," he hissed, careful not to wake the slumbering beast.
"Lady Brienne released me, on the condition that I return immediately. And you're coming with me, in case he awakens roaring like Arya used to."
"Elia is the same," Olyvar said as he led her from the pit, one eye on the dragon above.
Some foul odor was in the air, not just ash and smoke but a sweet rotten smell. A scrap of undevoured meat, most like, forgotten and left to rot in some dark corner. Olyvar breathed easier when the doors were shut, thick chains once more wrapped about the handles.
Again they sat upon the dirty floor, hands clasped, her head leaning on his shoulder. "I can," Sansa muttered to herself as she closed her blue eyes.
When she opened her eyes again they were blank and empty, staring into nothingness. His stomach clenched; it was a ghastly sight, no matter that he had seen her do it before, skinchanging her sweet cat first to prove the truth of her claims, then to gather information.
Something felt different this time, though. Her skin was clammy, her mouth gaping open in an expression of utter terror. The air felt thick and smelt of lightning, as though a thunderstorm gathered within the depths of the pyramid. The pressure grew and grew, so much worse than the time Olyvar had dived into the sea and swum as deep as he could; his ears felt strange, as though they might burst.
He and Brienne spoke at the same moment.
"My lady—"
"Sansa—"
Sansa shrieked. Olyvar clapped his hands over his ears, as did Brienne and the Unsullied. The terrible noise reverberated off the brick walls, the narrow tunnel amplifying the inhuman wail of agony. Somehow it both burned and froze, the sound stripping his skin like a sandstorm in the desert.
Without warning the sound cut off, replaced by the noise of gagging and heaving and the splash of vomit hitting the floor. Sansa's hair was loose beneath a silver net; Olyvar gathered all the strands not yet touched by bile and wove them into a quick plait, tucking it under the net.
The Unsullied Haraq stepped forward, spiked cap gleaming bronze over tightly kinked dark curls. "Water," he said in the Common Tongue, handing Olyvar a bulging waterskin.
"Thank you," Olyvar answered in High Valyrian. Sansa was still retching, even though her belly was clearly empty. Gently he held up the waterskin, trickling water into her mouth. She drank greedily, sweat dappling her skin as though she had ridden a hundred miles under the Dornish sun. When she pushed the waterskin away he used the rest to wash the bile from her hair, at least the worst of it.
"Can you stand?" He finally asked, when she no longer looked half dead. Were they above ground he might carry her to their chambers, but climbing so many steps while carrying a girl six feet tall was not a task he fancied, slender though she was.
"He's half mad," Sansa choked, looking up at Olyvar with eyes so wide that for a moment he thought she'd left her skin again. "The collar, it's too small, he can barely breathe. He melted the rest of his chains, but he can't reach the collar. His skin is growing over it." She dry heaved. "Always, always in the dark. Alone. Man smell, and the smell of dead meat, cold and hard. No brothers, no air, no soaring through the clouds. He digs, and digs, and the cage never ends, he breathes flame at the doors but each time he melts them new ones appear, over and over, and his neck hurts him so, he can barely breathe, or think, he just wants to get out."
Brienne made the abrupt sound of a woman choking back bile. Olyvar wished he had her fortitude; he vomited, the remains of his breakfast splattering over the remains of Sansa's.
"Seven hells," he gasped, mouth and throat burning from the acid. "How long as he been down here?" He could not remember if Daenerys had said when she first caged the fearsome beasts. Brienne asked the Unsullied, her voice slow and faltering as she sought the words of High Valyrian. When the Unsullied answered her face turned grim.
"A year," Brienne said faintly. Her bright blue eyes were different than Sansa's, lighter. Ser Deziel thought they resembled a summer sky, or so he'd absentmindedly mentioned before he stopped talking to Olyvar. Usually they were as steady as any knight's, but now they were filled with unshed tears.
"A year," Olyvar echoed, stupidly.
In the end Sansa only barely managed to reach the foot of the servants' steps under her own power. At that point she half collapsed into Olyvar's arms, dizzier than a Fowler on a rolling ship. He carried her up as many flights as he could manage, but it was Brienne who carried her from there, fretting and fussing over her charge the entire way.
"Careful, my lady," Olyvar gasped as they neared their chambers, clutching the stitch in his side. "Lord Robett will grow jealous."
"Let him," Brienne huffed. She'd afforded Princess Sansa the dignity of carrying her like a bride, though slinging the dazed girl over her shoulder would have been easier. "That poor beast..."
"Viserion," Sansa whimpered. She'd long since run out of tears, but traces of them remained in her bloodshot eyes and puffy nose.
A fortnight later, Olyvar felt like crying himself as he girded his loins for the courage to approach Ser Deziel Dalt. Despite the seven years between them they had been close as brothers, ever since they first met in the Water Gardens. Deziel was a dignified page of ten, eager to investigate the many rare plants grown there, Olyvar a chubby-cheeked boy of four, recently arrived from Braavos and overwhelmed by being the only boy among what seemed like infinite sisters.
When he took to following Deziel around the older boy had not minded. Deziel liked having a helper willing to dig through muddy roots and climb up trees to figure out their mysteries. Olyvar wasn't nearly as interested in plants, but it was still good fun, and Deziel was always willing to play at swords when they weren't grubbing about in the dirt.
Fifteen years had passed since those days. They had seen much of each other as pages and squires, Deziel always happy to provide guidance and encouragement, Olyvar reciprocating with seeds and dried plants from wherever Prince Oberyn took him. It was Deziel that Olyvar confided in after his halfhearted attempt at sleeping with a friendly tavern maid soon after his sixteenth nameday; they'd gotten quite drunk, Deziel listening as Olyvar bemoaned his awkward fumbling. They spoke for hours and hours, lamenting and rejoicing at the beauty of women, arguing at length over whether Olyvar was still a man-maid, given how quickly things had ended, talking of the future. The only thing they had not talked about was the secret burning within Olyvar's chest.
"She knew before I did," Deziel had said on the day they met the queen, waiting to speak until they finally left Daenerys' throne room. He jerked his head at Princess Sansa, who was having a whispered argument with a thunderstruck Robett Glover. In the distance he could Daenerys giving orders in a clear loud voice, sending for a scribe to write a summons for some Pentoshi by the name of Illyrio Mopatis. Olyvar forced himself to ignore the distractions; he had never seen Dez's dark eyes so hurt.
"You swore not to tell anyone, fine. The gods only know how she figured it out on her own, and I don't want to know. When you asked me to join you on a wild dragon chase, I agreed without question. Whatever was going on, you would tell me as soon as you could, surely. Across the Narrow Sea we sailed, that bedamned turban on your head, and still you said nothing. We landed in Meereen, biding our time before meeting this dragon queen, and still you said nothing."
"I didn't—"
"What?" Deziel turned on him, voice half choked with anger. "You didn't trust me? You didn't think I deserved some warning that the man I knew all my life was not what he seemed? That my best friend—"
"I didn't want things to change!" Olyvar snapped, guilt and anger roiling in his belly. "I didn't want you to, to see me differently, to fear me or flatter me."
Deziel reared back as if Olyvar had punched him in the gut, his eyes wide, his nostrils flaring. "Oh, my apologies, Your Grace," he said coldly. "I did not know you took me for a craven or a lickspittle."
"No," Olyvar said, horrified. "No, never, I—"
"Congratulations, Olyvar. I do see you differently."
With that Deziel stalked off, and Olyvar had barely seen hide nor hair of him since. By contrast old Ser Gulian Qorgyle had been near giddy with excitement once the revelation sunk in, delighted by his friend Oberyn's cunning. Robett Glover was cautiously pleased by the existence of a rival who might fling the Lannisters off the Iron Throne; Brienne of Tarth was suddenly much more understanding of Sansa's refusal to abandon her husband and sail north.
Lady Nymella Toland and Nym had already known; both thought he had handled himself decently, considering the spectacular mess created by whatever lying villain had taken some orphaned silver-haired boy and raised him to believe that he was Aegon Targaryen, son of Rhaegar. But Deziel's anger was a quarrel sunk deep within Olyvar's gut, a wound that stung all the worse because after weeks of sulking and venting his spleen at Nym he could finally admit that Deziel had reason to be angry.
"Is something wrong?" Edric Dayne asked. His voice cracked halfway through, a dull blush rising to his cheeks.
"No, Ned," Olyvar told his squire, ruffling his pale blond hair. Lord of Starfall he might be, but Edric was also a lad of thirteen. He did not need to know every burden that plagued Olyvar's heart.
"Are you and Ser Deziel still fighting?" Olyvar winced. Right, he’s thirteen, not stupid. Even a blind man would notice how Deziel had been avoiding him.
"Yes," he admitted, making a note to introduce Edric to the vile torture known as press ups. His squire had quick reflexes and quicker feet, but strength was not one of his natural gifts. That was also the excuse he'd used for making Edric carry the rather cumbersome potted plant they were bringing to Deziel's chambers.
"Oh." Edric worried at his lip. "Is that why I'm carrying this?"
Before Daenerys Targaryen conquered Meereen, the Great Masters had cultivated exceptional gardens upon the many terraces of their pyramids. Although those pyramids were now being dismantled by their former owners, the rest of their wealth and titles had been spread among Daenerys' followers, from the Dothraki maids who served as her ladies-in-waiting to the highest ranking eunuchs of her Unsullied. Their Commander, Grey Worm, had already adopted an heir from among the many orphans in the city, a shy boy of five who stuck to the eunuch like a bur whenever he was inside the pyramid.
It was Grey Worm who now owned the exceptional wealth and many titles of the former House Loraq. More importantly, it was he who owned House Loraq's breathtaking gardens. Even from the Great Pyramid Olyvar could tell that the purple-bricked pyramid had the largest, lushest gardens; it had been simple enough to find out that they now belonged to Grey Worm.
"Might I speak to the gardeners of your pyramid?" Olyvar asked when he caught the Unsullied commander in the hall one afternoon. Grey Worm stiffened, confused, his new son clutching to a stocky leg and looking up at Olyvar with wide eyes. Olyvar crouched, giving the child a little wave.
"Is it the will of Queen Daenerys?"
Now it was Olyvar's turn to be confused. Grey Worm spoke the Common Tongue well enough; had he somehow misunderstood? "Should I have asked the queen first? I was told the lands and goods of House Loraq were yours now."
"They are this one's property, yes, by the grace of Her Worship."
"A friend of mine loves rare flowers and trees," Olyvar explained. "Could I speak to your gardeners and perhaps purchase something to give him?"
Grey Worm thought for a long moment, his square face still. "This one is trained in the way of sword and spear, not growing green things. The gardeners who tend the pyramid's gardens are free men, not gifts to be bought and sold."
"No!" Olyvar said, appalled. "I want to ask them about the plants and then buy a plant. Not a gardener! Though I'll need to have the gardener explain how the plant is to be taken care of."
"Oh." Grey Worm's face cleared. "That is acceptable."
And so the next day after morning prayers, Olyvar, Ser Gulian Qorgyle, and a few Dornish men-at-arms had ridden to the Pyramid of Loraq. The terraces were far below the lofty heights where Great Masters toiled in the hot sun, prying up the bricks laid by their ancestors' slaves. A poetic punishment it might be, but the queen's notion of justice was not the same as his own. Better to take their heads and be done with it.
Not all the gardeners shared his views, judging by the looks of vindictive glee some bore as they spoke of the fall of the House of Loraq. Thank the Seven that Ser Gulian spoke High Valyrian fluently; conversation flowed much faster. The freedmen seemed pleased by the praise Olyvar lavished upon their lovingly tended gardens, and when he asked to see their rarest, dearest plant, they almost came to blows arguing with each other over which shrub or tree he should favor. Whether such fervor came from a matter of pride or from the promise of gold he could not say; likely it varied from man to man. In the end Olyvar, overwhelmed, allowed himself to be led all over the terraces, looking at each in turn, Grey Worm's seneschal following closely behind.
The plant he chose in the end was one of their subtler treasures, a juniper tree that stood no more than three feet tall, its trunk gracefully twisted.
"From Leng," Ser Gulian had translated, eyeing the gardener with some surprise. The maesters said Lengii were tall, with skin like teak, but the Lengii gardener was no taller than Olyvar, his skin a pale gold. It seemed that in Leng growing miniature ornamental trees was an art form as much as sculpting or painting. Some YiTish prince had sought to build his own collection of dwarf shrubs, but the Lengii ship had been taken by slavers in the Jade Sea, the gardeners sold alongside their precious trees.
There were other plants he might have chosen, shrubs with bright flower blossoms, trees with fruits he'd never seen, but it was the juniper he chose nonetheless. There were junipers in Dorne; often he and Deziel had sat beneath the juniper trees in the gardens of Lemonwood. And there was something about the little tree, some strength of spirit that made it thrive despite its confines...
"Ser Olyvar?" Olyvar blinked, his thoughts interrupted by the strained sound of Edric's voice. "It's very heavy." His squire's arms trembled, the juniper's needles twitching.
"Give it here."
The juniper rested in a shallow oblong dish of unglazed earthenware; carefully Olyvar took it from his squire, resting the dish against his belly as he walked. I should have asked the servants for a cart, Olyvar thought grimly. Thank the gods they were near Deziel's chambers; the Dornish were all hosted along the same corridor on a level of the Great Pyramid whose bricks were grey as ash.
Perros Blackmont answered Edric's knock, a heavy tome clutched in one hand.
"Who is it?" Deziel called, his voice distant as though he stood out on the terrace.
"Ser Olyvar and Edric Dayne," Perros called back. There was a long pause.
"Inform Ser Olyvar that I am occupied."
"He has a weird plant," Edric shouted, darting a hopeful look up at his knight master.
Another long pause. "Fine. Perros, take that book back to Jynessa, and remind her that just because she can half read Valyrian glyphs doesn't mean that she knows what she's doing."
"Jyn had me bring him the book because she thought it was about rare flowers," Perros whispered as he held the door open for Olyvar to enter, oddly delighted. "I told her she was translating it wrong, but she didn't believe me. Ser Deziel near dropped it when he realized it was poetry about—" he glanced at Edric, listening curiously. "Uh, a different kind of flowers."
"Would you excuse us?" Olyvar asked, adjusting his hold on the earthenware dish. "I believe Ser Symon and Brienne planned to spar; you should both run down to the training hall and join them."
He found Deziel sitting on the terrace, contemplating an olive tree whose branches shaded a shallow pool. Deziel did not turn to face him when Olyvar set the juniper down on a stone bench, nor when Olyvar sat beside him, staring up at the olive tree.
"I didn't really think you'd run screaming in terror or turn into a bootlicker," Olyvar said. The tree's branches swayed in the light breeze, the long slim leaves dancing. "I... I don't want to be Aegon Targaryen. Dorne is my home, not King's Landing. I want to be there when Arianne has her first babe, I want to watch my sisters grow into womanhood and see who they become. I want to roam from Starfall to the Tor, with no keep nor lands nor people of my own to worry over. I want to have children of my own, I want to watch them play in the Water Gardens without worrying some assassin might bash their heads against a wall."
"Claiming a dragon seems rather at odds with those humble desires." Deziel's voice was flat; he still looked at the olive tree, not Olyvar.
"It doesn't have to be," Olyvar insisted. "When word came of dragons, Princess Elia saw two paths Daenerys might take. Either she might support my claim to the throne, or she might slay us all and claim the throne herself. But there is another path, another way. Aerys was slain, his line deposed. The maesters might say my claim comes before Daenerys, but either of us would have to claim the throne by conquest, as Robert Baratheon did. She has spent her life yearning to return to Westeros, and since she hatched her dragons she's intended to return a conqueror."
"So?" Deziel did not seem as quick to catch on as Olyvar had hoped.
"So what if she were to take the crown? Dorne wants the Lannisters gone; let Daenerys have the Iron Throne, so long as she proves as sound of mind as she seems thus far."
"Sound of mind?" Deziel's voice was flatter than the bench on which they sat.
"Aerys would have let Ser Jon Connington gut me and then burnt the rest of us alive, not sent Ser Barristan to save me from her own knight. We have been treated as honored guests—"
Deziel snorted. "You’re too easily impressed. A year she's ruled Meereen, and so far as I can tell half the ruling is being done by her pretty husband."
"As if Robert Baratheon did any ruling himself," Olyvar said waspishly. "I'm not saying we should acclaim her Queen of the Seven Kingdoms tomorrow." There weren't seven kingdoms anyway, not with Robb Stark holding three of them as King of the North, Trident, and the Vale. "We should watch her closely, consider her methods and her judgment."
"A crown practically falls in your lap, and you seek to cast it at the feet of a girl you barely know? Aegon—"
"Don't." Somehow Olyvar's hands were balled into fists. "Don't call me that. My name is Olyvar. That's why I didn't tell you when I should have. You are the only person close to me who did not know, but it was because I did not want to lose our brotherhood!" He swallowed, trying to slow down. "Everything else has changed so quickly, I could not bear for our friendship to change. What I said, about fear and flattery, that was a poor excuse, the first one that occurred to me."
Deziel turned to look at him, his eyebrows raised in disbelief. "Olyvar—" For a moment Deziel clutched his face in his hands, as he did when too frustrated to speak. "I did not truly think you meant what you said, but it hurt nonetheless. For Seven's sake, you must think before you say things!"
Olyvar blanched, suddenly transported to a cool night in the Water Gardens and his mother's long delayed scolding for daring to fight the Mountain. "What else could I do?" he had asked, frustrated. Tears were in his mother's eyes as she answered, her voice somehow calm and furious all at once. "You could think! Think of the consequences of your actions, you cannot afford to be as reckless as your father—"
"Olyvar?"
He was standing; how had that happened? He did not remember rising to his feet. Every nerve in his body tingled, his mind racing. Am I truly so thoughtless? No better than Rhaegar or the Kingslayer?
"The tree is from Leng," Olyvar made himself say, pointing at the dwarf juniper. "A Lengii gardener is to come tomorrow to explain how it must be cared for. If you will pray excuse me, I have much to think on."
Deziel nodded, his brows creased with either anger, concern, or both, and with a stiff bow Olyvar took his leave. His strides were long and angry as he descended the pyramid; by the time he reached the hall of muddy yellow brick on the third level he could already feel the slickness of sweat beneath his arms.
The hall rang with the sound of clacking wood and clashing metal, the cacophany no different than that of any training yard that could be found in Westeros. Pairs of squires drilled with sword and spear, following the familiar pattern of low, high, low, low, high. Ser Barristan strolled among them, his white plate gleaming as he rapped at the hands of those who held their weapons poorly and gently kicked the ankles of those whose stance was weak. He paused longest at the side of a tall boy with a dancer's natural grace, his dark skin polished by sweat as he lunged and parried with impressive speed.
Olyvar walked past the rows of squires, ignoring Ser Barristan's inscrutable gaze. His own squire stood at the far end of the hall, a blunted tourney sword grasped in his hand as he awaited Perros Blackmont's attack.
"Stop leaning forward," Brienne of Tarth said brusquely as Olyvar drew near. "If you overbalance you might as well skewer yourself and save Edric the bother." Perros nodded, apparently used to her exasperation.
"Like this?" Rather than standing straight and tall, his feet rooted under him, Perros overcorrected, leaning away from his opponent.
"Gods, boy, no," Ser Gulian Qorgyle groaned from his place against the wall.
"I told you, woman,” said Ser Symon Wyl, who leaned against the wall beside Ser Gulian. “He's as well suited for knighthood as a quill is for stabbing."
"Quills are sharp!" Perros protested, shifting his feet as Brienne pushed his back and shoulders into a better position. He raised his sword higher, muttering something under his breath. Probably the pattern of the drill, Olyvar thought as Perros finally stepped forward. His cuts lacked the easy rhythm of Edric's, as though he had to think before each move.
"How is Princess Sansa?" Olyvar asked when Brienne stepped back, content to let them go at it. Squires never learned if their master hovered too much.
"Still sick to her stomach, ser. The princess lies abed, picking at a tray of bland food, playing with Kit and Sylva while Gilly points at things and names them in northron. Lady Toland and Lady Jynessa are with her too, talking over their needlework."
"No Nym or Jennelyn?"
"Out riding, ser, with several men-at-arms. Edric! Use your whole body, not just your arm.”
Edric turned red, and Brienne turned back to Olyvar. “Lady Nym heard that the pyramid of Merreq once boasted the finest hunting birds this side of the Narrow Sea, and nothing would do but she investigate such claims."
"The Ghiscari claim to have invented hawking," Olyvar vaguely remembered.
He seriously doubted Nym and Jenn were interested in buying hawks; Lord Fowler was so insistent on the proud tradition of hawking that one would think he was born in the mews. His heir Jeyne liked the sport well enough, but her twin Jennelyn despised it with a burning passion. More likely they were in some inn near the pyramid of Merreq, doing gods knew what in a private room while one man-at-arms guarded the door and the rest ate a fine meal in the tavern below.
"So does House Whitehead of the Weeping Town. That's why their sigil is a hawk with a white head." Brienne was no scholar like Perros, but she knew the legends of the Stormlands well enough; on the rare occasions that she overcame her shyness he had heard her tell Princess Sansa stories from her home, tales of dashing heroes like Ser Galladon of Morne, the Perfect Knight, a man of such valor that the Maiden herself gave him a sword.
Olyvar sighed as he watched the squires hack at each other. Perfect knights didn’t try to forget their troubled thoughts with a vicious spar. Besides, Ser Gulian and Ser Symon had already returned to sparring with each other, and Brienne was busy watching the squires. A few words of advice and encouragement to Edric, and he took his leave.
Lacking any better idea, he began climbing the pyramid. Each level was built with a different shade of brick; he climbed past a green so deep it almost looked black, past an orange as bright as poppies, past dandelion yellow and apple green. For a moment he paused on the level of ash grey brick, glancing down the hall that led to his chambers. Turning away, he resumed his climb. The twenty-ninth level was azure blue, the thirtieth faded ivory, the thirty-first vivid scarlet. It was there that he paused, taking deep lungfuls of air as his legs protested all the climbing of the past two days.
The queen kept her council chambers on this floor, Olyvar vaguely remembered as he glimpsed a pair of elaborately carved mahogany doors, their long handles of beaten silver. He could climb no higher, not unless he wished to visit the queen's audience hall or her private chambers. But there were doors aplenty lining the long passageway, each carved from a different rare wood. Only one was ajar, letting in a draft of sweet air that danced and swirled down the passageway.
Olyvar nudged the door open, the hinges creaking unhappily. The room was a broad square, lined with bookshelves so tall they reached the ceiling, filled with scrolls and parchments and tomes so thick a man would need two hands to hold it. Over a dozen volumes stuck out at awkward angles, as if someone had made to pull them down before thinking better of it. The closest was written in Valyrian glyphs, and he eyed it uncomprehending. If Jynessa and Perros knew little, Olyvar knew less. To his eye one character resembled the symbol for thought, but he could tell no more than that.
"Who goes there?" A voice called in smooth High Valyrian. Olyvar turned toward the sound, toward the terrace which was the source of the sweet breeze. He saw no one, only fruit trees encircling an oblong pool so long he could not see the end of it.
"Who goes there?" The voice called again, once more in High Valyrian, once in the Common Tongue. Few enough spoke the Common Tongue within the pyramid, but he thought he knew that voice.
Taking a deep breath, Olyvar stepped out onto the terrace.
Young Griff floated in the far end of the pool, arms rising and falling steadily as he treaded water. Sunlight glinted on the fine silver hair that fell to his shoulders; his pale bare chest was as hairless as the angular lines of his jaw.
"Oh," Young Griff said, his face falling. "You."
Olyvar stared for a moment, unsure of what to say. Think, he scolded himself, his mother's voice echoing along with Deziel's.
"The day is hot," he said, glancing up at the sun. Weather was always a safe way to begin. "May I join you?"
"Suit yourself," Young Griff shrugged. With that he dove beneath the water, graceful as a merling as he swum from one end of the pool to the other. A marble bench sat at one end of the pool; it was there that Olyvar laid his clothes, everything but the clout he wore about his hips.
Olyvar felt rather self-conscious as he approached the pool. His own chest bore dark hairs too thick to be called a dusting and too sparse to be called a pelt. Angry red pimples dotted the tops of his shoulders and the back of his neck, and his left forearm was covered in mottled scars where the Mountain had tried to crush his arm.
Young Griff was still doing laps. Olyvar joined him, letting the water caress him as he rose up and down through the gentle waves created in Young Griff's wake as the man swam faster and faster. Olyvar did not try to catch him, nor attempt to match his urgent pace. There was something meditative about swimming, the simple repetition of movement required to glide through the water. He was so lost in the stroke that he almost failed to notice when Young Griff halted, rising from the pool to stand beneath the fruit trees.
Olyvar paused, resting his arms on the edge of the pool. There were at least a dozen well-tended trees, but Young Griff only approached three of them, returning to the pool with a ripe green pear, a deep purple fig, and a pomegranate so red it almost hurt the eyes. Silently Young Griff set them in a row on the ledge around the pool, then slid back into the water, where he stood, the water rippling about his shoulders.
"I don't know which one I want," Young Griff said suddenly, his gaze fixed on the fruit as though Olyvar was not there. "Daenerys would know in an instant."
"I suppose?" Olyvar ventured, bewildered. He had no idea what sort of food Daenerys favored, or why such preferences were worthy of discussion.
"All my life, every day, every moment, I was told I had a path. A long road, a hard road, but one paved by destiny, with a crown and a throne at the end. Now..."
"An open field, with no paths to be found," Olyvar said softly.
Young Griff turned, his shoulders slumping, his indigo eyes bloodshot as if he had been weeping. "Illyrio Mopatis arrived this morning." He cupped the pomegranate in his palm, a thumb rubbing the soft skin. "With pretty words and prettier promises, and wedding gifts so costly they would bankrupt a Lannister. Even when I told him I knew I was not Aegon Targaryen, he barely flinched."
Young Griff set the pomegranate back on the ledge.
"Aegor Blackfyre was the name my mother gave me. Serra Rivers, granddaughter of Bittersteel and his Blackfyre wife, Calla. Serra was eleven when Ser Barristan slew Maelys the Monstrous and the Fifth Rebellion failed. She was hiding with her mother in Lys, fearful Maelys might force one of them to wed him. Barbra Rivers was past childbearing age, but still well loved by many of the exiles; Serra was far too young, but already a startling beauty. It served her well when a pox took her mother some years later. A courtesan took her under her wing, and for a while Serra lived in luxury, Lyseni lords hopping to her whims."
"Mopatis found her when she was two-and-twenty. For a year or two she warmed his bed, but in the end he loved her so much that he wed her." Young Griff made a face of disgust, as though skeptical of the romantic tale. "For years they tried to have children. Serra dreamed of Westeros, of Stone Hedge where her grandfather grew up, of the Red Keep and the Iron Throne so cruelly stolen from her great-grandsire, Daemon Blackfyre. At last, after years of trying, she bore a healthy son. Me. Within the year she was dead, taken by the grey death."
With the swiftness of a serpent Young Griff whirled, flinging the pomegranate into the open sky.
"I remember growing up in Illyrio's manse. I lived there until I was six, when I was entrusted to Ser Jon Connington as his page." His mouth twisted. "I was always tall for my age, but it turns out that's because I was actually eight, two years older than the prince they claimed I was. Two years of my life, erased by my own father so that he could claim I was another man's son."
"What did Daenerys think of this?" Olyvar asked softly. Surely his wife was a better confidant than the stranger who bore the identity Young Griff once thought was his.
"I haven't spoken to her yet. The council was in session all day, and she went to bed a few hours ago because her back ached so badly she could barely walk."
Young Griff picked up the pear, scraping the tender skin with his nail. "I want to rant and rave and scream, but Illyrio was so, so calm, so reasonable. How many men would tell their son such a lie? To deny him his own family, his own identity?"
"My mother did."
Young Griff flinched, then scowled. "Oh, poor you,” he sneered, scathing. “You thought you were a bastard, now you're the rightful heir to the Iron Throne. Such a tale of woe! My heart bleeds buttermilk. I thought I was the heir to the Iron Throne, the rightful king." His grip tightened, crushing the pear until juice dripped from between his fingers. "Instead I am the heir of a line of failed usurpers, the son of a Pentoshi magister infamous for his depravity and greed."
"Have you ever seen the Iron Throne?"
"How in the Seven Hells would I have seen the Iron Throne?" Young Griff demanded. "I've never set foot in Westeros!"
Olyvar bit back a sarcastic retort. "I meant perhaps in books. Many histories of Westeros bear illuminations of Targaryen kings upon the throne."
"Oh." Young Griff tossed the ruined pear under a shrub. "A few. Tall and gleaming, a monument to the Conqueror's might, beautiful despite the danger it poses to unworthy kings."
"It is not beautiful," Olyvar said. "It is a chaotic mess, a jumble of blades half-melted together, an unnatural monster that devours any fool who sits upon it. If you draw close you can see bloodstains here and there; most of the swords are dull, covered in patches of rust and grime. No man would choose to sit there unless he had no other choice."
"You... are not what I expected." Young Griff seemed more confused than angry as he examined Olyvar. "I was taught that after Daeron the Second brought them into the realm Dorne was ever loyal to the Iron Throne. Martells married the Targaryens thrice."
"After a hundred and fifty years of losing our people to Targaryen blades, yes. There were not enough of us left to resist any longer. Before the Conquest we could field sixty thousand spears; now we are lucky if we can raise half as many.” Olyvar could almost taste the bitterness of that lesson in his mouth. “The dragons may have scorched our keeps, but they turned our fields and orchards and our smallfolk into cinders."
"Long ago," Young Griff objected. "Great Uncle—" he winced "—Ser Lewyn Martell of the Kingsguard brought the strength of Dorne to the Trident."
"Because Aerys had my mother and her feigned babes, not because he wanted to. Were Princess Elia in Dorne when the rebellion began, Prince Doran would have called his banners for the rebels, so long as they were willing to place me on the throne when Aerys and Rhaegar were dead."
"A throne you don't want." Young Griff laughed bitterly, tossing the fig from one hand to the other.
"How did Illyrio Mopatis react to that? To hearing of my claim?"
Young Griff stopped tossing the fig, his face grave. "I didn't breathe a word about you, nor will Daenerys nor anyone else. Illyrio Mopatis would have you poisoned within the hour, and give your corpse the most lavish funeral in living memory while consoling your widow like a doting grandfather."
“Oh.” Olyvar missed being a bastard. It was nice living a life where no one wanted to kill him.
“How was visiting Viserion yesterday?”
Olyvar winced. “Not good. He’s gravely injured from his imprisonment.”
“The queen will want to know immediately.” Young Griff pulled himself out of the pool and began toweling himself off with impressive speed. “Come on, ser, are you a man or a tortoise?”
“I’m confused,” Olyvar replied as he left the pool. “Why such urgency? You said she was abed, sick.”
“Those dragons are her children, as much as the freedmen of Meereen. She will want to know. I’ll follow in a moment.”
Daenerys was not abed when her little herald admitted him to her chambers, telling the massive eunuch called Strong Belwas to step aside. She was in a copper tub filled with water so hot it steamed, a thin cloth draped over the tub to preserve her modesty so nothing showed but her head and neck.
“I hope your back feels better, Your Grace,” Olyvar began.
“It does not, but thank you,” Daenerys said, voice thick with pain. “Did you visit Viserion yesterday as you intended?”
“I did, Your Grace.”
“How is my child?”
Something must have shown in his face; Daenerys’ eyes turned anxious before he even opened his mouth.
“His imprisonment has injured him, Your Grace. His collar is too tight; it chokes his breath.” Telling a pregnant woman about skin growing over iron and the stink of a festering wound seemed unnecessary.
“Irri!” Daenerys called, grimacing in obvious discomfort as she sat up.
“Are you well?” The queen’s face was covered in sweat; by force of habit Olyvar pressed a hand to her brow. “You’re burning with fever.”
“Never mind that,” Daenerys insisted as her lady brought over a bedrobe. Heedless of her modesty she stood, tossing aside the cloth which had covered the tub. “An upset stomach and a little dizziness, that’s all—”
“Khaleesi!” The Dothraki lady gasped.
The tub’s water was red as blood.
“I’m fine,” Daenerys said, swaying. Olyvar and Irri caught her as she fell, one under each of the queen’s slim arms.
“I’m fine,” she insisted, her eyes fixed firmly ahead, not seeing the dark red river that trickled from between her legs.
“Get Maester Perceval,” Olyvar said, unable to keep the panic from his voice as Daenerys sagged against him, whimpering. “On our level, third door from the steps.”
“She needs a healer,” Irri replied, fear in her dark eyes.
“He is a healer, now run!”
She ran.
Mother, help her, he prayed. Daenerys was tiny in his arms, helpless, a child. Please, don’t let it be too late.
Notes:
Wooo! Happy with this chapter; can’t wait to hear what y’all think!
NOTES
1) Please behold, courtesy of PurpleMuffin: the weirwood queen fic, but with ~vines~ aka the greatest thing I’ve ever seen.
2) On a much less happy note, poor Viserion. I was horrified when I realized that in this timeline, he's been imprisoned for a year. Holy fucking shit. He's mentioned to wear an iron collar, and he's mentioned to grow while in the pit. Hence, the embedded collar. Jesus christ. Do NOT google pictures of that!
3) Behold, the subtle beauty of bonsai. I chose a juniper because varieties of juniper are native to both Spain and Japan.
4) In the canon worldbook A World of Ice and Fire, if Yi Ti is basically China in a paper-thin costume, Leng is a very weird mishmash of Japan (they have god-empresses and are extremely isolationist), Korea (they have been repeatedly conquered by Yi Ti and the cultures have influenced each other), and Southeast Asia (they have thick jungles filled with rare spices, tigers, monkeys, and apes). Also, this fun quotation:
"The native Lengii are perhaps the tallest of all the known races of mankind, with many men amongst them reaching seven feet in height, and some as tall as eight. Long-legged and slender, with flesh the color of oiled teak, they have large golden eyes and can supposedly see farther and better than other men, especially at night. Though formidably tall, the women of the Lengii are famously lithe and lovely, of surpassing beauty."
...yeah, I hate it. I'm leaning more toward Japan with the excuse that AWOIAF was supposedly compiled by maesters and is thereby deeply flawed and inaccurate within Westeros and even more bullshit (and so racist, jfc, so goddamn racist) beyond it.
5) I chose fig, pomegranate, and pear trees on purpose. In Buddhist tradition Buddha reached enlightenment while meditating under a bodhi (fig) tree. In Ancient Egypt pomegranates symbolized ambition; in many, many other countries they are associated with fertility. Finally, in China pears are associated with immortality, but they are not given as gifts because the word for 'pears' (梨 lí ) sounds just like the word for leaving (离 lí), which implies the connotation of separation.
6) Bittersteel family tree!
7) Odd though it seems, severe back pain is apparently one possibly warning sign of an imminent miscarriage. Poor Rhaella and poor Dany.
Chapter 119: Jon III
Chapter Text
Jon leaned back in his chair, the first dull throb of a headache lurking in the back of his skull. Would that Maester Aemon were here. He needed the old man's counsel now more than ever. But the old maester was two weeks dead, his shrunken frame burned upon a funeral pyre. Only Jon knew that the flames were more than a precaution against the dead man rising. Only Jon knew that Aemon Targaryen might once have been a king.
"Bad news?" Asked Dolorous Edd Tollett, who had brought the letter from the ravenry.
"Ser Alliser Thorne is dead."
So said Lord Godric Borrell of Sweetsister, whose fishermen had found a half dozen corpses on their shores dressed all in black. It must have been months since the autumn storms shattered the ship against the rocks of the Bite, the hulk trapped in a hidden crevice before time and the tides finally set her loose. No longer would Jon have to fret over what had become of the Blackbird and her precious cargo, whether Ser Alliser was begging the Iron Throne to send them men or whether he was begging the Iron Throne to help him overthrow his hated Lord Commander. It should be a relief, to know that Thorne would not return to drive a knife into his back, yet Jon could take no joy from word of his death.
"Well, my old wet nurse said deaths always came in threes," said Dolorous Edd. "First the maester, now Thorne... if the gods were good it would be my turn next, but they always did like to watch old Edd suffer." The squire sighed deeply, as though annoyed that death would not save him from his burdens. "Mayhaps they'll take Mance Rayder and stop His Grace's bellyaching. Or maybe they'll take His Grace; the man looks half a corpse."
The lord commander refused to permit himself a smile. "Best not think about it, Edd."
"Yes, m'lord. Anything else, m'lord?"
Jon Snow rubbed at his eyes, as though that would make the haphazard pile of scrolls and ledgers and account books somehow shrink. He could barely see the dark wood of his desk beneath the clutter; his quill and ink jar seemed to have vanished entirely.
"Flint and steel?" Jon muttered, his ill temper momentarily getting the best of him.
Dolorous Edd shrugged. "If m'lord likes, but there'll be more papers and parchments before this lot finish turning to ashes. Might be more effective to set the Lord Steward afire, but there's no telling whether he'd burn, what with pomegranates being so full of juice. Be like trying to set fire to a bucket of water."
Jon sighed, pulling the closest parchment to him. "Never mind, Edd.”
“At least Her Grace is gone,” Edd offered.
Jon bit back a laugh. Queen Selyse had taken leave of their hospitality three months ago, and not a moment too soon. He would not miss her looming over him, her lips pursed at whatever inconvenience currently displeased her. Gods be good, the woman did nothing but complain, complain and worship the red god she loved so well. Well, that and fuss over her daughter, Princess Shireen. Three-Finger Hobb’s kitchen boys still missed the princess’s company.
“Thank you, Edd, that’s all for now.”
“Is m’lord sure?” Dolorous Edd eyed him like a hen brooding over a sickly chick. “A cup of willowbark might be some help. Maester Turquin—“
"Is no doubt busy enough already."
Though it was a few moons since Castle Black's new maester arrived, time had done little to improve his sulking. Maester Turquin had been one of the Citadel's most able scholars, his chain a heavy collar with dozens of links made of different metals. There were half a dozen links of silver for healing, three links of yellow gold for money and accounts, bronze for astronomy and copper for history, brass for metalcraft and pewter for law, platinum for philosophy and black iron for ravenry... Jon had expected a maester with a single paltry chain, perhaps a drunkard or a wastrel. Only after carefully interrogating the two acolytes who accompanied Maester Turquin did he discover the cause of the Watch's good fortune.
Maester Turquin was a cordwainer's son. A cordwainer's son who made no secret of his wish to someday become an archmaester, perhaps even Grand Maester to the king.
"Maester Gormon thought Turquin too ambitious," Armen said, one hand idly touching the leather thong he wore strung about his neck. A stolid, serious youth of twenty fond of looking down his long thin nose, Armen had already forged seven links, one each of pewter, tin, lead, copper, black iron, silver, and brass. "When Turquin disproved one of Gormon's theories on the causes of ulcers..." Rather than finish his thought Armen gave the lord commander a significant look, as though the Citadel might be listening.
The other acolyte, Roone, was little more help. A chunky, friendly boy of fifteen, he seemed entirely oblivious to the politics of the Citadel. All he knew was that the day after he earned his first link in nickel for learning the basics of the Summer Tongue, the only one to succeed amongst a group that included such worthies as a Royce and a Tyrell, he'd been summoned by Archmaester Vaellyn and informed that he would be continuing his studies at the Wall.
"I wanted to forge a link of Valyrian steel next," the boy informed Jon plaintively. "But Turquin can't teach me because he doesn't have one."
Jon ran a hand through his hair, as though that would help the headache already forming. Mulling the mysteries of the Citadel would get him nowhere; he had more urgent matters to attend to, like the parchment he had pulled from the pile at random. Squinting at the Lord Steward's small handwriting, Jon read:
Estimate of Taxes Owed by the Wildling Women of Queenscrown
Jon groaned. Taxes were a yearly matter; why had Bowen Marsh laid this before him now, in the middle of seventh month? The women had barely had time to begin growing their crops, let alone harvesting them.
His decision to let the haggard band of wildling women through the Wall had faced little opposition. Even Bowen Marsh had to concede that Craster's wives posed little threat in and of themselves. The Lord Steward was more concerned about the potential difficulties posed by having a group of women within easy reach, especially with the Mole's Town brothel still abandoned.
It was nigh on a year and a half since Mance Rayder's attack on the Wall had sent the moles fleeing down the kingsroad, and not a single one had come back. The black brothers were not accustomed to abstinence; some had visited the brothel with more frequency than the bathhouse, and they watched the wives with hungry eyes from almost the moment they arrived. With half the sworn brothers desperate to dig for buried treasure, the month betwixt the arrival of Craster's wives at the Wall and their departure to Queenscrown had crawled by slower than a snail.
Pretty Nyra and prettier Buttercup had taken the brunt of the drooling and staring, so much so that their older, plainer sisters Nella and Birra took to accompanying them on the rare occasions that they left the timber hall he'd set aside for Craster's wives and daughters. Freltha went where she pleased, glowering at any brother desperate enough to make moon eyes at a woman past forty and built like a brick wall. The rapers who eyed Nyra and Buttercup gave her a wide berth, doubtless noting the heavy wooden mallet always in her hand.
Gods be praised, none bothered the little triplets. Nor did they bother Dyah, twelve years old and mad for horses, with the exception of an incident shortly after the wildlings arrived. One of the stewards, Rudge, had made a foul remark at her, only to find himself promptly brained by a passing builder.
"Served 'im right," said Kegs when he was brought before the lord commander, unabashed and unrepentant. His name was well earned; the man was as stout as a keg, and as slow. Usually. Apparently the old man had nearly flown across the stables in his haste to snatch up a pitchfork and smash it over Rudge's head. A gallant gesture, and one that might have pleased Jon, if not for Kegs' habit of making even bawdier comments at Freltha whenever he happened upon her in the yard. Not that pointing this out to Kegs did any good.
"That's a fine hale woman," Kegs protested. "Not a wee babe barely begun t' bleed. If'n she didn't like it, why don't she raise that hammer o' hers?"
Because she's not fool enough to try a carpenter's hammer against a dozen brothers armed with steel. "Nevertheless," Jon said evenly. "You will keep your tongue to yourself."
That night Jon Snow addressed the men before the evening meal. The laws of the Night's Watch forbade raping a fellow sworn brother on penalty of death, a law enforced only rarely. There was no law at all regarding the rape of wildling women.
"Henceforth," Jon Snow announced, pitching his voice so it carried across the hall. "Any man who rapes or attempts to rape a woman, wildling or otherwise, will be gelded." He would have preferred death, truth be told, but their numbers were so few... when he informed Bowen Marsh of his decision, the lord steward had brusquely reminded him that unlike a dead man, a gelded man could still draw a bow or muck stables. And rape a woman with his hands, or with the handle of a pitchfork like Rudge suggested he might do.
Jon would have gelded Rudge for that, if not for the fact that the steward could remember neither shouting at Dyah nor the past several weeks. Rudge also could not speak properly; his words were so slurred that listening to him was like trying to read a letter after knocking over the ink bottle. He had nodded when Jon told him the penalty for rape or attempted rape, but Jon could not be sure whether he had quite understood. Thankfully, he did not trouble any of the wildling women again.
Five moons had come and gone since he'd watched Craster's wives set out for Queenscrown, two of them laboring in the traces of a wooden oxcart, the rest carrying heavy burdens upon their backs. The burly Freltha had made the crude oxcart herself, and the rest had filled it with the humble goods they had made while guests of the Night's Watch. In the shelter of the timbered hall they'd spun thread, mended their furs, cobbled scraps of leather into shoes, even woven thin branches of wood into mats of latticed wattle. They would need them, to make a few of Queenscrown's daub-and-wattle huts habitable. At Jon's command Bowen Marsh begrudgingly provided the women with seed and a few simple tools, but only after Jon reminded him that women who could adequately feed themselves were more likely to honor their promise to give up a tenth of their harvest to the Watch.
Jon yawned as he stared at the parchment again, at the long columns of numbers and estimates of how much the women's harvest might yield and how the tax they paid would add to the Watch's supplies. Clearing a space to his left, Jon set the parchment aside, selecting a scroll sealed with a fiery heart, the stag within so tiny as to be almost invisible.
Writ by Maester Harrold on behalf of His Grace, Stannis Baratheon, the First of his Name, King of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Lord of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the Realm
On this the twelfth day of the seventh month, in the three hundred and first year since Aegon's Conquest, at the Nightfort
Lord Commander,
Your impertinent demand that I return your builders with all haste is denied. As regards Stonedoor and Sable Hall...
The news was no better or worse than Jon Snow expected, but his temples throbbed nonetheless, as they almost always did when he had to deal with the southron king. Thank the gods Stannis rarely left his gloomy seat, not unless he was in such a temper that mere ink could not convey his outrage. Jon's ears still rang from their last meeting a month past, when he at last received a letter from Robb.
"A dragon?" Stannis roared, near shaking with rage as he flung the parchment in Jon's face. Thank the gods that they were alone in the lord commander's chambers. "Did that arrow pierce his cheek or his skull? The nerve, the sheer impudence—read it, Lord Snow, and tell me what in the Seven Hells your brother is playing at."
Jon smoothed out the crumpled, torn parchment, ignoring the king's pacing and scowling as he began to read. At first he could not see why Stannis was in such ill humor. Robb Stark, King in the North, King of the Trident, King of Mountain and Vale, acknowledged Stannis Baratheon's claim to the Iron Throne by right of inheritance from Robert Baratheon. He agreed as to Cersei Lannister's adultery and the bastardy of her children, he agreed as to the need to overthrow the Lannisters' illegitimate court as soon as winter ended...
His brow furrowed. After winter ends. Much as Stannis declared it was his destiny to fight the Others, he grew impatient after long months waiting for the enemy to show his face. His knights he kept occupied chasing after Mance Rayder, growing ever angrier the longer the wildling king eluded them, their numbers dwindling as knights perished from cold or disappeared into the forest. The King required more men, and Robb refused to give him any. Northern troops would march north to reinforce the Wall, but they would pay no homage to Stannis. Nor would they obey his commands, answering only to their own lords and to the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch. The Wall is his, the letter said, and it is for the Lord Commander to defend as he sees fit.
Things did not improve from there. While King Robb could not speak for lords beyond his kingdoms, the northern lords, riverlords, and lords of the Vale had chosen him as their king, not Stannis. A heavy burden, Robb wrote, and one not easily put aside. Jon wondered if Stannis saw the message there, the implication that Robb might be willing to set aside his crown. My lords have long memories, and say it was the King in the North who drove the Lannisters from the Riverlands, not Stannis Baratheon. That was true enough; Tywin Lannister's reavers had raped and burned across the Riverlands for long months while Stannis brooded on Dragonstone. He had not even declared himself king until a sixmonth after Robert's death, and then he'd marched on Storm's End to take it from his younger brother Renly.
As matters stand, your following is less than five thousand men. A generous count; perhaps that was how many Stannis had before losing a few hundred in battle driving the wildlings from the Wall and several hundred more since then to the cold. Jon would have put Stannis's host at no more than four thousand; Lord Manderly of White Harbor could raise more men than that by himself, if Jon recalled aright. Lords do not change allegiance unless they see good reason to do so; a wise king would court them, not command them. Your ancestor Aegon the Conqueror may have taken Seven Kingdoms with numbers just as small, but unless Your Grace has a dragon hidden within the Nightfort, you cannot hope to follow Aegon's example.
"—mockery, the insolent pup. He dares—"
"His lords have acclaimed him king, Your Grace," Jon Snow said carefully. "Perhaps he might have been more courteous, but he offers wise counsel—"
"Wise counsel, from a boy of fifteen?"
"Seventeen," Jon corrected, unable to help himself. Robb was a few weeks his elder, both of them born near the end of the year. "And I seem to recall Your Grace judged a boy of sixteen ripe to serve as Lord Commander of the Night's Watch."
Stannis's nostrils flared. "An error, I see now. It was I, not Robb Stark, who drove Mance Rayder from your gates, yet I am met with disdain and disloyalty."
"Do not think us ungrateful, Your Grace." Though you yourself admitted you should have come to our aid long before. "This matter betwixt you and the King in the North is not our affair. The Night's Watch takes no side."
The Night's Watch takes no side. So Jon had sworn, as had every one of his brothers, ranger, builder, and steward alike. If not for that... Robb's brother might sometimes yearn to drive Stannis out into the snows, but the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch knew better.
It was thanks to Stannis that a ship bearing crates of dragonglass had slipped past the blockade of Dragonstone, escaping mere days before the castle fell to a desperate assault led by Lord Paxter Redwyne's twin sons. Both had survived, though one had received a disfiguring injury, the other a blow upside the head that left him drooling. That had made Samwell Tarly sad; he'd known the Redwyne twins when he was a boy, though he stammered and turned red with shame when Jon tried asking about them.
"Duty commands them, as it commands me," Stannis muttered to himself, still pacing. "If Melisandre speaks truly... the sacrifice..." he fell silent, his face as hard as if it were graven from stone.
Perhaps Edd was right about the willowbark tea, Jon thought as he rolled the scroll back up, his head pounding, some foreboding hanging upon him as heavy as a cloak made of lead. The ominous feeling did not improve as he turned to the next parchment.
For the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch, A Summary of the Food Laid By for Winter in the Vaults of Castle Black, Eastwatch, and the Shadow Tower
Writ by Lord Steward Bowen Marsh, on this the fifteenth day of the seventh month, in the three hundred and first year since Aegon's Conquest, at Castle Black
The count was grim. Before Stannis's arrival the Night's Watch had enough set aside to survive three years of winter, four if they were willing to lose the oldest and weakest of their sworn brothers. Jon had thought the regular shipments of meat and grain from the King in the North would remedy that problem, but the food was leaving their larders almost as soon as it arrived. Not only were they feeding Stannis and his men, who at least hunted for their own meat and so only required grain and vegetables. No, they must also feed nearly two hundred new recruits who had suddenly arrived from Dorne, and another four hundred who arrived not two months later from the Reach. To his horror and amazement there was even a ship from Lannisport, filled with criminals and ironborn captured while reaving.
Apparently the southron lords were as nervous about winter as Jon was. In the Westerlands the lords were guarding their forests with ruthless jealousy; almost all the Westermen were poachers, caught taking deer or pheasants or what have you. One unfortunate boy, only fourteen, had been sent to the Wall for catching a brace of rabbits in a snare. Oddly, there were no thieves or murders amongst the Westermen; with so many men dead in the fighting, those criminals had been sentenced to a life of serfdom, harvesting as much as could be grown before winter. Those from the Reach were a mixture of poachers, murderers, rapers, and men who had deserted from the Tyrell levies. There were also a handful of Florents. Although close kin to Queen Selyse, they blamed her for the downfall of House Florent, who had lost all supporting Stannis Baratheon. Those from Dorne were mostly murderers, with a few thieves thrown in for seasoning. To his shock there were even a few hedge knights and lordlings, not exiles but younger sons and landless nephews.
At first Jon considered placing the Dornishmen at the Shadow Tower, the Reachermen at Castle Black and Eastwatch, and the Westermen and ironborn amongst all three. He was forced to rethink that notion when Ser Denys Mallister vociferously protested being inundated with uncouth barbarians who might not even speak the Common Tongue properly. Thus balked, Jon divided the Dornish lordlings amongst all three keeps, with the largest share to the Shadow Tower. The rest of the Dornishmen he divided into fourths, with a fourth each to the Shadow Tower and Eastwatch, and two-fourths for Castle Black. The Florents he sent to the Shadow Tower, so as to keep them far away from Stannis. The rest of the Reachermen and Westermen he divided evenly; the ironborn he kept at Castle Black, lest being near the sea give them ideas about escaping.
The sudden arrival of reinforcements should have been cause for rejoicing. Instead he found himself dealing with constant fighting amongst the new recruits, mostly between Reachermen from the marches and Dornishmen from the western side of the Red Mountains that bordered the Reach. Iron Emmett, the new training master, had lungs of steel, but even he was hardpressed to maintain order in the yard. Forcing quarrelsome recruits to do endless press ups and run laps around Castle Black could only do so much to dull their tempers. Sooner or later someone was going to get knifed, and the lord commander would have to try, sentence, and behead whatever fool had done the knifing.
At least beheading was cleaner than gelding. Jon Snow had thought he'd have to order a few men gelded for trying to rape Craster's wives before they left for Queenscrown. To his surprise it was not until after the women left that he was forced to try a man for rape. A pair of new recruits, one from Dorne, one from the Reach, had cornered Satin in a storage vault and tried to bugger him. No doubt the recruits had noticed that Satin was the prettiest man in the Watch, a former whore with a sweet voice and dark curled ringlets that would make a maiden weep.
The recruits did not know that Satin was also fearless in a fight, and friends with almost all his fellow stewards. No sooner had the recruits attempted to subdue Satin than a pair of stewards passing by heard the shouting and joined in the fray. By the time the attackers were dragged before Jon, one was missing an ear and the other a finger, thanks to Satin's knife.
"I'd be happy to geld them myself," Satin offered when Jon passed the sentence for attempted rape. Jon would have allowed it, had he not remembered Lord Eddard's words. The man who passes the sentence should swing the sword. It was not a sword that Jon used but a sharp knife, the sworn brothers stripped to the waist and bound to a table in the maester's chambers. Roone, who was supposed to be assisting, fainted dead away, so it fell to Armen to wash the wounds with vinegar as the gelded men screamed into their gags.
After that some of the men took to calling him the Woodcutter, never mind that Jon taken their stones, not their manhood. He prayed to the gods that the absurd epithet would deter future rapers. In the meantime, he did his best to keep the men busy. Recruits near dead from exhaustion were recruits too tired to cause trouble, and the sooner they finished training, the sooner he could divide them amongst rangers, stewards, and builders. There was so much work to be done, repairing their crumbling halls and tending their black sheep and carving dragonglass into weapons so that they might have even the smallest chance of surviving the Others...
His throat felt oddly tight, his heartbeat pounding in his ears. The smoke from the fire made his eyes sting; the air was too close, he could not breathe. Jon barely heard his chair hit the floor as he leapt to his feet, striding out the door and down the steps of the King's Tower. Men turned and looked as the lord commander stalked across the yard to the winch cage, yanking at the rope until he felt the cage began to rise.
Atop the Wall the air was cold as death, but Jon Snow gulped it down all the same, his lungs aching even as his panic eased. The world looked so small below him, so remote. The haunted forest stretched out before them, league after league of trees draped in snow and ice. Not a cloud hung in the sky; if he squinted Jon could almost glimpse the Frostfangs, their cruel peaks a dim dark blur against the horizon.
"Where are you, Bran?" The wind snatched the words away as soon as they left his lips. He had not wanted to believe the raven from Robb, the raven that said Sam and Gilly had met Bran and his companions beneath the Wall. It was Bran's wolf who had saved Jon at Queenscrown the night he refused to slit an old man's throat, the night he fled with Ygritte's arrow in his thigh.
"I swore not to tell," Samwell confessed miserably when Jon confronted him that evening. "Three times they made me swear, by the old gods and the new."
"If you had only told me—" Jon choked back the words. If he had, what then? I was half dead for months, useless to anyone. Would I have broken my vows to go after Bran? Jon did not know, but he knew that Sam had not given him that choice. Even now he was trapped by his vows; he could not send out a ranging just to find a lost boy. The Night's Watch takes no sides.
All Jon could do was send out Mormont's old raven, after teaching it Bran's face as he had once taught it Sansa's. For months the raven had combed the haunted forest, searching high and low for any sign of travelers, poking his beak into abandoned huts and lean-tos and even caves. The old raven didn't like searching caves; they were dark and damp and filled with queer smells. One cave he outright refused to explore, his feathers shaking at the memory of a thousand red eyes. A colony of bats, most likely. Maester Luwin had once said that dark places bred strange creatures, monsters blind and deaf to everything but survival.
"A cold day to stand atop the Wall."
"Lord Hand." Jon inclined his head at the knight.
"Lord Commander," Ser Davos Seaworth answered. The wind snatched at his cloak with fingers cold as ice, setting the man's teeth to chattering.
The cold was bearable for Jon, compared to the bone-deep chill of the Frostfangs, but Davos Seaworth was a man from the south. Fur after fur he'd added to his garb as autumn grew colder, draping them over his slight frame until he reminded Jon of nothing so much as Old Nan's tale about the fox who hid in a bearskin. If Stannis had to set someone to spy on him, at least it was Ser Davos. The onion knight was honest, dutiful, good-hearted, even if he was devoutly loyal to his proud, rigid king.
Jon could not say the same for the others who had chosen to risk life and lands following their king and his red god. Ser Davos might once have been a smuggler, but he had risen from smuggler to knight to lord and King's Hand. The men who looked down their noses as his humble birth were themselves lesser men of lesser houses, younger sons and petty lords. Who else would follow a king who spurned the gods of their ancestors for a foreign demon? Who else would follow a king who held naught but a single besieged keep thousands of leagues to the south? By the laws of the Seven Kingdoms Stannis Baratheon was his brother Robert's rightful heir, but what man in his right mind would abandon his gods for a cause already lost?
Only those for whom ambition exceeds all else. Lord Eddard had once told Jon and his brother Robb that a lord might be judged by the character of his closest bannermen. If that were true, it boded very ill for King Stannis. Ser Axell Florent, good-uncle to the king and so-called hand of the queen, was as cruel as he was discourteous. Vain, glib Ser Justin Massey was much too fond of himself, while Ser Richard Horpe was fond of killing and little else. Ser Godry Farring was a brute and a bully; his crony, Ser Clayton Suggs, was even worse. Ser Clayton happened to be at Castle Black the day he sentenced the two rapers to be gelded, and he offered his assistance with a zeal that turned Jon's stomach.
Out of the corner of his eye he saw Davos shift and stamp his feet; the lord commander had been silent for too long.
"Is there fresh word from King Stannis?" Jon asked.
Riders came from the Nightfort with unwelcome frequency, bearing letters for the king's hand and for the lord commander. Ravens would have been easier, but for the fact that none of them were trained to fly to the Nightfort, with it having been abandoned for so long. It was a journey of two to three days, depending on the roads and the weather.
"No, no rider, m'lord," Davos said, stamping his feet to keep warm. "The Lord Steward meant to send a man up, and I offered to come in his stead." From his pocket he withdrew a parchment; it took but a moment for Jon to determine that the matter was not urgent. He slipped the inventory within his furs, tucking it carefully so it would not be lost to the wind.
"A man can think more clearly atop the Wall than in its shadow," Ser Davos said abruptly.
"I suppose," said Jon.
Down below in the haunted forest sentinels and soldier pines creaked in the rising wind. Masses of thick wet snow coated their needles, as dangerous as an avalanche when they fell the hundred feet to the ground below. Dywen swore he'd seen an elk crushed beneath a falling snowdrift as though it were a boulder.
Ghost knew better. The direwolf kept his ears pricked as he slipped through the wood, following the scent of men that floated on the wind. The odor was thick and heady, mixed with the familiar smell of damp furs, the earthy smell of leather, and the tangy smell of bronze.
"King Stannis mislikes this plan of yours," Ser Davos reminded him.
"Everyone mislikes it," Jon said bluntly. Bowen Marsh and his supporters did not want to let the wildlings through at all; Stannis did not want to let any wildlings cross the Wall until they gave up Mance Rayder; Robb did not want to let any wildlings cross the Wall unless they agreed to a long list of terms, none of which were negotiable.
The best that could be said for Robb's terms was that they were kinder than those offered by Stannis. The wildlings would not have to kneel, nor offer weirwood branches to Melisandre's red god. Queen Selyse had been very insistent on that point; her devotion to the Lord of Light was as intense as her husband’s devotion to the pursuit of his crown. As for the rest of the terms... Jon prayed the third death was not Tormund; if any man could persuade the wildlings to accept such terms, it would be the Giantsbane.
Jon's stomach lurched as Ghost broke into a sprint, charging at the mass of men emerging from the trees. A group of riders led the ragged host, peace banner flapping in the wind. One of the women smelled familiar, but Ghost made straight for the runty garron who was first among them. A massive snowwhite beard might hide his face, but there was no mistaking Tormund, though he seemed shrunken since Jon had last seen him.
"Har!" Tormund boomed, keeping his seat despite his garron shying away from the direwolf. "Look," he said, turning to the other riders. "Lord Crow himself to lead us in. Who says them crows don't know their manners?" Somehow Jon doubted he would still be smiling after they spoke.
They met in the timbered hall that had once housed Craster's wives and daughters, the free folk leaders filling the long benches of a trestle table while Jon sat in a chair at the head. Tormund had named each of the chiefs as they emerged blinking on the southern side of the Wall, telling him which were former raiders chosen by their folk as war chiefs and which were clan chiefs chosen for their skill in keeping their folk alive.
To Jon's surprise there were more clan chiefs than war chiefs. There was Devyn Sealskinner from the Bay of Seals, the Great Walrus of the Frozen Shore, Gavin the Trader and Blind Doss the Farmer, Willow Witch-eye and Adga the All-seeing, a wisewoman revered by the people of the Milkwater. She stared at Jon unblinking, her dark eyes kind despite the unsettling way that half of her face was frozen, the result of the same blow to the head which had supposedly given her visions.
The war chiefs he liked less. Halleck was a big bald slab of a man, brother to Harma Dogshead, who had nearly killed Jon with her whip. Sigorn, the new Magnar of Thenn, glared at Jon like a butcher eyeing a fresh kill, doubtless remembering Jon's role in the death of the previous magnar, Sigorn's father. The warrior witch Morna White Mask was known for her swift, deadly raids; Ygon Oldfather was known for the many women he'd stolen; Soren Shieldbreaker refused to give up his axe at the door until Tormund himself intervened.
More than once Jon wished he'd been able to force Robb to present his own damn terms, but the King in the North was busy riding across his kingdom, ensuring that the lords would not unite to fling the wildlings out. The wildlings did not seem to know or care that Jon had pushed for gentler terms; no, he was the devil trying to steal their children, the miser refusing to feed them, the jailer confining them to lands not fit for herds, let alone the plow.
"The lands of the Gift itself are warmer than those closest to the Wall," he told them for the hundredth time. "And the New Gift is warmer still. There is time to plant crops; Maester Turquin believes we have another year before winter comes, perhaps three if we are lucky. There are orchards already planted, huts already built."
"Aye, shacks a beggar wouldn't be caught dead in," Soren Shieldbreaker bellowed, slamming a hand on the table, startling Adga the All-seeing, who had fallen half asleep.
"Better than open air," the Great Walrus boomed back in heavily accented Common, his enormous mustache bristling. "Fixing easier than building."
"How are we supposed to feed ourselves?" Blind Doss the Farmer demanded. "We've no plows, no spades, no seed."
"The Night's Watch and the King in the North will provide seed and tools enough for each clan to plant and reap," Jon said evenly. Thank the gods there were a few smiths and carpenters among the new recruits. "You will also be given enough grain to survive until your first harvest, though you must hunt your own meat."
“Aye, and be hanged for it if we follow a deer onto some lordling’s land?” Morna asked sharply, weirwood mask gleaming. For a moment he was reminded of Selyse, how the firelight danced over her sallow face as she gazed into the nightfires.
Jon let the words wash over him like waves against the shore, listening more than he spoke. On and on the chiefs bickered, the day passing in a blur of shouting, threatening, and cursing. The terms were not negotiable; it was up to the wildlings whether passing the Wall was worth paying the King in the North's price.
In the end only Ygon Oldfather stood apart from the rest, his craggy face implacable. All but one, Jon thought, nearly dizzy with relief as he sent for the sheepskin so each chief could make his mark. One by one the clan chiefs and war chiefs signed the covenant which already bore the King in the North's bold signature.
Each chief agreed to yield hostages, sons of their own and others drawn by lot from among their people. A few, like Tormund's son Toregg, would go to Winterfell, a few to the Night's Watch, and the rest to the Umbers and the lords of the mountain clans. Each chief agreed to pay a tenth of his clan's harvest to the Night's Watch; each chief agreed to answer the Lord Commander's summons to defend the Wall at need. Each chief agreed to keep his people on the lands set aside for their use; to trespass on another clan's lands might be punished at the discretion of the offended clan chief, but a wildling caught outside the boundaries of the Gift without permission would be sentenced to death.
"That includes stealing women," Jon reminded them as Soren Shieldbreaker marked the sheepskin with a clumsy rune. "Doesn't matter if you're caught outside the Gift, if you steal a woman from northern lands, the penalty is death."
"We are not all raiders, Lord Crow," Adga All-seeing said, taking the quill from Soren with a wrinkled hand. The rune she draw was as graceful as a swan in flight. "Them that are will keep their men in line, unless they want their folk thrown to the white shadows." She bared teeth still sharp despite her years, and passed the quill to Sigorn.
The Others. Even thinking of them sent a cold chill up Jon's spine. Craster's wives had not wanted to speak of the cold gods Craster worshipped. He tried Freltha first, as she was the least timid, but no sooner had the question passed his lips than she fled, shaking and trembling like a leaf caught in a storm. Birra hugged herself, rocking back and forth in utter silence; Nyra burst into tears.
"I don't understand," Jon snapped after trying Freltha a second time without success. "Gilly told Maester Aemon all she knew." Sam had written down all the maester could remember, but his mind grew confused as the end neared. They needed to know more about the enemy they faced.
"Brave girl," Freltha rasped. "But Gilly only saw them once or twice."
"What difference does that make?"
Freltha shuddered, and would speak no more of it. None of them would; they had gone to Queenscrown without speaking a single word about the Others.
At last the chiefs finished, Dolorous Edd carefully rolling the sheepskin and placing it within an oilcloth. One by one the chiefs filed out of the timber hall, grumbling and growling under their breath. Jon watched them return to their mounts, his eye lighting on the dark-haired woman who had kept watch over the garrons.
"Dorsten!"
The wildling woman limped over to him. Her nose was as crooked as he remembered, her eyes as steadfast.
"Lord Crow," she said, revealing the gap where two teeth were missing.
"The rest are safe, as I promised you," Jon said. "At Queenscrown, nine days west of here by garron."
"So far?" Dorsten asked, her brow furrowed. She looked about her, eyeing the brothers in black. "Oh. Thank you, Lord Crow."
"You can join them, once you've filled your saddlebag."
Dorsten stared at him a moment, head tilted. "A full saddlebag would be welcome, but I've a feeling it will not come cheap. Was finding Giantsbane not enough to earn my keep?"
"I need to know about the Others," Jon told her, trying to keep the desperation from his voice. "Gilly would speak of them, but the other wives..."
Dorsten stood still as a statue, her eyes wide and white. "No," she said through trembling lips. "No, they wouldn't. The white shadows..." She shuddered. "Each time is worse, you see. The years pass, seed to sprout to sapling to kindling, yet the shadows stay the same. They..." She drew a rattling breath. "They are beautiful, Lord Crow. So beautiful it steals the breath from your lungs and the pulse from your veins. Smiling, always smiling, tall and fair and terrible." Dorsten choked back a sob. "Craster would make us offer ourselves to them, if we displeased him. They watched, and waited, laughing as we begged for their touch. That was the worst of it, even in our terror, against our own will, we wanted it."
"You don't need to go on," Jon told her, his skin crawling. Dorsten stared at him a moment, then tilted her chin up, pointing at a dark smudge beneath the corner of her jaw. A mottled brown scar dimpled her flesh, as if a finger had pressed there...
"It looks like a burn."
"They never had us, Lord Crow." Dorsten rubbed the scar as though it pained her. "Just laid the tip of one finger against a cheek, a jaw, an ear perhaps, and held it there until we screamed."
That night Jon slept with Ghost curled up against him, a fire burning in the hearth, furs piled on the bed, yet nothing seemed able to drive the chill from his bones. His dreams that night were dark and deep, haunted by mocking voices that commanded him to kneel, to serve, to obey. The Old Bear, Qhorin Halfhand, Ygritte, even Lord Eddard, one by one they came to him, their hands black as pitch, their skin white as milk, their eyes so bright and blue. He was so cold, so weary. The numbness began at his fingers, slid up his arms, wrapped tight around his heart—
A burst of heat lapped at his face, garnets glowing in the dark.
"Ghost?"
The direwolf nuzzled at Jon's beard, his warm tongue bathing it with kisses. Jon buried his face in the direwolf's soft fur, tears stinging at his eyes. "Good boy," Jon rasped, his voice as hoarse as if he'd screamed. "Good boy, Ghost."
The wildlings who came through the Wall the next morning looked as haggard as Jon felt. There was no laughing or singing; there was barely any talk at all, as if they were too weary for speech. One by one they trudged through the tunnel, eyes sunk deep in hollow cheeks, furs wrapped around bodies shrunken from hunger. There were few elders, so very few, and not a single child under three, save one. A sharp wind blew from the west, snapping and snarling at the pitiful host.
"Dalla?" The mother pulled her white furs closer, hiding the child in her arms as well as her face. Beside her was another woman garbed in white, and an old woman whose whiskers resembled those of her goats.
"Her name is Munda," the goat woman growled, giving a quick glance to the silent direwolf at Jon's side. "Isn't it, Lord Crow?"
"My mistake," Jon said. If Mance Rayder wished to send his wife and child to safety, it was none of his concern. He wondered if Mance had delivered them to the host himself, whether they had followed Giantsbane for long leagues or caught him as he neared the Wall. Mance must have been desperate to get them south of the Wall, if he was willing to risk drawing near the Nightfort and its king.
On and on the wildlings came, Jon brooding all the while. Why was Stannis so set on taking Mance Rayder? The king's power was broken, his following splintered. Wildlings followed the strong, the cunning, not the defeated. Any affection that lingered for Mance Rayder would only be of use if Mance were allowed to live, to go among them as a sort of envoy. Burning him for the crime of deserting the Watch served no purpose, save perhaps entertaining the likes of Clayton Suggs who savored the sound of screams and smell of sizzling flesh.
Jon frowned. He could smell smoke in the distance, an acrid scent that stung at his nostrils. The wind keened as it whipped at his black cloak, a faint high wail that made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. No ordinary wind ever made such a sound, nor carried the fragrance of anise and cloves along with the coppery tang of blood.
Melisandre is burning someone. A third death, just as Dolorous Edd predicted. Jon hoped the fire had blazed hot and fast. Better Mance Rayder die a quick death than suffer the slow agony of roasting over the flames.
The wind wailed louder, higher. Jon frowned. Somehow it sounded like a woman’s voice. How could that be? There were no women at the Nightfort, none but the red priestess and—
“A willing sacrifice,” Stannis muttered angrily.
“We wanted it,” Dorsten whispered, ashamed.
Again he saw the flames dancing across Selyse’s face, the look of ecstasy in her eyes. He did not want to believe it, but he knew whose anguished cry he heard.
Notes:
Hahaha what the fuck, I decided the Others had to be creepier and I regret everything. Can’t wait to hear what y’all think!
NOTES
1) Let's just pretend that it's plausible for the Blackbird to be wrecked in November but the corpses don't wash up until late June/early July. They, uh. Got stuck. In a cave? And the super cold water preserved them? Don’t Google corpses in Lake Superior if you want to sleep tonight. Side note: Remember how Robb was worried about Arya sailing south due to autumn storms in the Narrow Sea? 👀 Yeahhhhh no wight to King's Landing.
2) How the fuck is Mole's Town a "little village" of probably 1,000 people pre-abandonment, yet it was big enough that Sam could buy garnets there for Longclaw?
3) Stannis swearing by the Seven Hells is funny because he doesn't believe in anything but force of habit leads to him using oaths from the Faith, which he was raised in. Once again I am deeply irritated by how GRRM wrote a bunch of atheists into a medieval setting despite it making no goddamn sense.
4) To be clear, Robb was trying to basically tell Stannis that look, you're the legitimate king, but given you have almost zero popular support and you've done jackshit to help any of my people, there is no fucking way I can kneel to you right now unless I wanted my lords to immediately turn on me. Given that I already got a fucking arrow to the face the last time I pissed off a lord, I'm not risking my skin for your ass. The bit about the dragon was sarcasm; Robb was trying to make the point that Stannis needs to put in the hard work to build his coalition, not just go around ordering people to kneel because he said so. Yes, that's a deliberate echo of Jon telling Stannis to go to the mountain clans in ADWD.
Stannis here is closer to his ACOK and ASOS characterization than ADWD. He didn't get stomped quite as hard on the Blackwater without Littlefinger alive to suggest the Renly's ghost gambit; personally I think seeing his own men immediately turn their cloaks because they saw Renly's ghost is a large part of why canon Stannis was so seriously considering sacrificing Edric Storm in canon. Also, here Mel didn't pull her "three leeches of blood = three kings die" act because Joffrey was already long dead, Robb's fate was unclear, and she didn't think offering up Balon Greyjoy's death solo would prove very convincing. Hence, there was no confrontation over sacrificing Edric Storm, though Davos still convinced Stannis to come north.
5) The Redwyne twins, Horas and Hobber, are nicknamed Horror and Slobber by Sansa and Jeyne (I like to think Jeyne made up the nickname, as she's the one who came up with Arya Horseface. Eleven year olds are mean). The nickname appears five times in canon: first Sansa uses it, then Arya, who says Sansa and Jeyne call them that, then in ACOK Petyr Baelish of all people calls them that. How the fuck did he pick that up? Sansa uses it once more in ACOK, and the last use is by Cersei in AFFC (guess she got it from Baelish).
The Redwyne twins were colossal assholes to poor Sam Tarly in canon, and since Paxter Redwyne is desperate to defend the Reach (especially his own lands) from reavers, his sons get to take Loras Tyrell's role and volunteer to go storm Dragonstone so they can deploy more of their fleet, not just the couple ships Cersei allowed them to pull off Dragonstone (...which is why the shipment of dragonglass slipped through the blockade). Loras probably wanted to go too but got talked out of it before he could volunteer publicly.
6) The Night's Watch, uh. Should have a lot more rape in canon. It's a prison camp. In the middle of nowhere. And most of the population is rapists and murderers. Let's... let's just pretend that Jon gelding a few examples is enough to keep the men in line. Cause in reality rape should be a massive problem that is almost never reported to the commanding officers.
7) In canon, the Others are described as follows:
A shadow emerged from the dark of the wood. It stood in front of Royce. Tall, it was, and gaunt and hard as old bones, with flesh pale as milk. Its armor seemed to change color as it moved ....
…
The Other halted. Will saw its eyes; blue, deeper and bluer than any human eyes, a blue that burned like ice.In an interview, GRRM said the Others "are strange, beautiful… think, oh… the Sidhe made of ice, something like that… a different sort of life… inhuman, elegant, dangerous."
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Chapter 120: Arya IV
Chapter Text
“Lords and ladies, knights and squires, on behalf of Robb Stark, King in the North, King of the Trident, King of Mountain and Vale, I do declare that the Tourney of Winterfell in honor of Prince Rickon is now begun!”
Robb inclined his head, his bronze and iron crown gleaming in the sunlight, and the world erupted into riotous noise. The highborn lords and ladies sitting in the stands cheered and applauded; the common folk standing down below screamed their approval with wild abandon, so loud they near overwhelmed the fanfare of brazen trumpets.
"My name day was last week," Rickon grumbled, already slouching. Arya poked him in the side and he yelped, giving her a dirty look as he sat up straight. He wore the same shade of dark grey silk as Robb and Arya, though the band of white silk trim was much thinner. The ice-white shield blazoned across his chest was hard enough to keep clean, even with a running grey direwolf covering half of it.
The black direwolf at Rickon's feet gave a low growl of annoyance. Nymeria and Grey Wind answered from their places at Arya and Robb's feet, baring their teeth at their brother in silent snarls. With a low whuff Shaggydog settled down, ears back to show his displeasure.
"Control him, or Robb will send him back to the godswood," Arya hissed under her breath.
It had been hard enough convincing Robb to permit Shaggydog's presence, given their company in the royal box. Uncle Edmure sat at Robb's right hand, his wife Roslin beside him, her gown of parti-colored red and blue twin to her husband's long tunic. Beside Lord and Lady Tully sat Lord Yohn Royce, tall and strong despite his years, Lady Anya Waynwood, proud and sharp-eyed, and beside them a dozen other lords of the Riverlands and Vale.
Arya and Rickon sat to Robb's left, as did the advisers of the royal court. There was Lord Jason Mallister, thane of ships, still handsome even with silver streaking his brown hair, Torrhen Poole, the keeper of accounts, occasionally casting protective looks at his niece Jeyne down below, and Hother "Whoresbane" Umber, thane of winter, whose face was as rough as his long white beard.
Hother's eyes were flinty, his expression grim, as though the tourney was not worth his time. Arya couldn't really blame him; overseeing the preparations for winter was no easy task. The old Kings of Winter had chosen a thane to help ensure every bannerman was ready for winter; Lord Eddard and his predecessors had taken over the duty themselves, with the aid of the maesters of Winterfell. But poor Maester Luwin could not handle such a heavy task, not when there were three kingdoms to feed instead of one. Hother was an ideal choice, having forged links at the Citadel in his youth and spent the following thirty years managing the winter provisions at Last Hearth.
The seat beside Hother was left empty; with two northmen and a riverlord already upon his council, Robb intended to appoint a keeper of laws from among the lords of the Vale. The Vale had not fought beside Robb in the riverlands, had not bled and died with him at the Red Wedding. Securing their fealty was one thing, keeping it another.
That was one of the main reasons Robb had decided to host a tourney before autumn turned to winter. Everyone knew the Reach was mad for tourneys, but it was a madness shared by every other southron kingdom, including the Vale. Why not invite their lords and knights to show off their prowess? Not that the northern lords were thrilled with the idea. Hosting a small number of southron lords for a week of friendship and feasting was one thing; hosting dozens of lordlings, knights and squires was quite another. Even limiting the number of entrants from the Riverlands and Vale didn't entirely quell their concerns.
Arya shifted in her seat, desperately resisting the urge to itch at the crown of winter roses that sat over her usual bronze circlet. Someone had to be the queen of love and beauty, but why did it have to be her? She was only twelve, not yet flowered. The only mark of her approaching womanhood was a growth spurt and the pimples sprouting up on the back of her neck and at the edges of her hairline. She couldn't wait for the mêlée; the knight or squire who was judged the victor would get to give her crown to some other lady. Let her deal with the leaves prickling at her scalp.
Movement in the box below caught her eye; Jeyne Poole was waving at her again, an encouraging look on her face. Plastering on a smile, Arya waved back. Yet again she wished that Jeyne and Meri could sit with her in the royal box, but they had been relegated to the box set aside for the ladies and foster children of the northern court. Every lord, great or small, was dead set on sending at least one son or daughter to Winterfell, and Robb couldn't say no to all of them.
Heaving a sigh, Arya glanced over the chattering mass who surrounded Jeyne. All of them came from families too important to ignore, and as such, she had to remember all their names and make sure Rickon remembered them. Nudging her little brother, they quietly began reviewing the assortment of boys, girls, squires, and maids.
From the north came Rodrik Ryswell, a boy of eight, eldest grandson of Lord Rodrik Ryswell of the Rills. The Ryswells were important because they bred the finest warhorses in the North. Rickon remembered Rodrik easily; they had riding lessons together. Wylla Manderly was just as easy, given that Rickon had known her for nearly two years. He struggled more with Cornel Umber and Alys Karstark, unsurprising given that they were both seventeen, had long brown hair and blue-grey eyes, and spent most of their time in each other's company. Rickon finally remembered which was which when she reminded him that today they wore their house colors, Alys in black with a white sunburst blazoned on her breast, Cornel in flame-red, doubtless wearing a pin somewhere with the giant of Umber and his broken chains.
The skinny boy beside Rodrik Ryswell was easier for Rickon. Edmund "Ben" Blackwood, a squire of thirteen, was rather distinct, what with his skinny arms and enormous, beaky nose. He was one of the only wards brave enough to go near Shaggydog when the direwolf was finally permitted to leave the godswood after months of training with Rickon, Arya, and Nymeria. The new kennelmaster flatly refused to go anywhere near the black direwolf, not when the massive scar on Gage the cook's leg was visible to every man that visited the bathhouse.
The last two ladies Rickon failed to recognize at all, unsurprising given that they had arrived within the last sennight. Catelyn Bracken looked well in her gown of gold and chestnut, as did Rhea Royce in her gown of bronze and black, but they shared similar looks of melancholy. The War of the Five Kings had taken Catelyn Bracken's betrothed, who was slain in the Battle of Sweetroot, while Rhea Royce had lost her husband to a tourney accident not two years after they were wed. Her father Bronze Yohn had brought her north with him hoping that a change of scenery might lift her spirits.
Arya snorted. Lift her spirits indeed. Rhea Royce was here for the same reason as Catelyn Bracken, Alys Karstark, Cornel Umber, and two dozen other pretty young ladies who'd come to Winterfell for the tourney. Their fathers wanted Robb to choose one of them as his queen, as if a sweet face was enough to make him propose marriage on the spot. Robb Stark might have liked gossiping about pretty girls with Theon and Jon when he was a boy, but King Robb was a man, and he did nothing unless it served his people. He was more like to wed a fleet of ships loaded with grain than a buxom daughter of a minor house.
The wind plucked at her crown, a petal falling past her nose. Much as Arya hated being Princess of Winterfell, she couldn't begrudge Robb for his reluctance to marry. Not when it was her fault that he was a widower. And so she gritted her teeth and tried to follow Lady Edythe Cerwyn's directions about being a good hostess, even though it felt like walking in a pair of shoes that didn't fit, the leather chafing her raw.
"Princess Arya," a stern voice said. She turned to find Robb looking at her, a tiny smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
"Yes, Ro— Your Grace?"
"You and Prince Rickon may explore the tourney grounds, so long as you return to my pavilion by midday."
Arya could have kissed him. She nearly leapt out of her seat, dipping a curtsy to Robb while Rickon made a clumsy bow befitting of his six years. Ser Perwyn stepped from his place behind their chairs, as did a pair of men-at-arms, members of the household guard. They bowed to the king as well before following Arya and Rickon down the steps, Arya waving for Jeyne and Meri to come join them as Rickon grabbed Wylla by the hand.
The next hour passed much too quickly. They watched men-at-arms set up pavilions, bought warm cheese tarts from one of the few food stands already set up, let Nymeria and Shaggydog race across the empty field being made ready for the mêlée, examined the wares of a master armorer come all the way from the Vale with Lady Waynwood's train. Arya wished Gendry could have seen the gleaming swords, with their graceful hilts and sharp edges, but he wouldn't have a day off from the forge until near the end of the tourney.
"Can you make a dagger with a bull's head pommel?" Arya asked the armorer, who eyed her bronze circlet and crown of flowers.
"For the Princess of the North? Anything, my lady. But perhaps a sword would be a finer gift for your sworn shield?" He glanced at Ser Perwyn standing behind her, frowning when he saw the crimson towers and silver scales on his quartered surcoat.
Arya bit her lip. A sword would be a good gift for Ser Perwyn; she would have to come back later when someone else was guarding her. But a sword wasn't right for Gendry, no more than a dagger.
"Can you make a smith's hammer? The kind you would use to make a sword?"
The armorer blinked, confused. "I- yes, my lady, I could. I have a few spare hammers with me which I might ornament. But a smith's hammer does not have a pommel."
Arya thought for a moment. She had a better idea than just a silly bull's head pommel.
By the time she arrived at Robb's pavilion Arya was quite pleased with how she spent her hour of freedom. The armorer had agreed to make her request, delighted when she paid half his price up front with the coin Ser Perwyn held for her. Lord Eddard had always taught them that it was best to give a craftsman some coin so he knew an order was made in earnest, and did not have to worry that the purchase was a mere whim that would be forgotten when payment came due.
Robb had no intention of forgetting any of his bannermen. Most of the mountains lords had not seen Robb since before the war, when he visited with Lord Eddard. Given that Robb intended to permit wildlings into the Gift, they'd spent most of the last few months in the saddle, riding from one mountain clan to another. It fell to Lady Edythe Cerwyn and Wylla Manderly to oversee the preparations for the tourney with the help of Maester Luwin and Torrhen Poole. The mountain clans welcomed "the Robb, son of the Ned" with hard looks and angry eyes, but Robb was determined to earn their loyalty. He drank their ale and ate their bread and salt, praised their sons and daughters, promised them the shelter of Winterfell when autumn ended, all in rough northron.
Originally Robb had intended for only himself and Arya to go, leaving Rickon as the Stark in Winterfell. That plan was almost immediately scrapped when Rickon threw a screaming, weeping tantrum that ended with him gasping for air, his face nearly purple as he sobbed. Nothing Robb could say would persuade him that it was a short, safe journey, that he would see his brother and sister again before he knew it. Only when Robb agreed to bring Rickon along did he finally calm down, though he still clung to Arya like a limpet.
By the time they reached the mountain clans Rickon's tantrum was a half-remembered nightmare. The younger sons of the mountain lords were near as wild as he was, fond of wrestling and fighting and racing their shaggy ponies. Their daughters were half-wild too, as bold and brash as any Mormont. To her delight Arya found that more than one shared her interest in fighting, though they favored small bows and throwing spears rather than swords.
"Better to kill a wildling from far away," a Norrey girl told her grimly. "Close enough for swords is close enough for one of their friends to grab you."
Much as Arya admired their skill and their muscled arms, their disdain for water dancing annoyed her. Upon returning to Winterfell immediately Arya complained at length to Oro Nestoris, her new water dancing master. This promptly backfired, as every lesson since then had been spent learning how to escape from a man's hold, no matter where or how he grabbed her. Arya was almost glad that she didn't have any lessons until the tourney ended; Oro was twice her size and very strong, and memorizing all the ways to escape different holds was exhausting.
No one was in the pavilion yet except for Robb and two of his honor guard, Patrek Mallister and Helman Tallhart. With so few eyes, Arya did not hesitate to hug her brother tight and thank him for letting her explore the tourney. Robb hugged her back, pressing a kiss to the top of her head before shooing her to the seat beside his.
Lord Edmure Tully arrived shortly after that, eager to discuss all the news from the south. Arya listened, trying not to fidget, as he expounded at length about Lady Shella Whent's decision to bestow Harrenhal upon a flock of Most Devout and holy brothers and sisters who had fled King's Landing. Properly Uncle Edmure should have inherited Harrenhal, being Lady Shella's oldest nephew, but he didn't seem to mind.
"I've enough work to do, what with clearing the last of those Bloody Mummers and trying to rebuild and replant before winter," Uncle Edmure sighed. "The curse of Harrenhal is the last thing I need. Who better to cleanse the place than the Faithful?"
He then went on for a good quarter of an hour about the dwarf High Septon of Harrenhal, about the miracles which had led to his acclamation, about his staunch opposition to corruption, about his offer to house and feed the poor of the Seven Kingdoms, so long as they toiled alongside the Faithful in the fields and helped restore the ruined castle to a habitable state. Robb mostly listened, asking the occasional question before shifting to the subject of the Twins.
The fall of the Twins was all but certain within the next moon, so said Lord Jonos Bracken and Lord Tytos Blackwood, who had command over the siege. What was less certain was what to do with the Twins after they surrendered. Robb was not inclined to permit any Frey to hold the keep, not even one of the Truefaiths. Instead he proposed that the keep become neutral ground, held by a castellan in the name of the Tullys of Riverrun. The toll paid by those crossing the bridge would be shared betwixt Winterfell and Riverrun; the lords and landed knights formerly sworn to House Frey would become direct vassals of House Tully.
"What about all the widows and orphans?" Edmure asked. "When I arrived Ser Walton Truefaith asked if there was any word of his sister's daughter, Marianne Vance, a maid of eighteen. He wasn't able to take her when they fled, and he fears for her safety."
"Gods," Robb swore. "Some of them might have known of the Red Wedding, but the younger ones..." He cast a glance at Arya. "The widows and orphans may all go free, so long as those who have come of age swear a holy oath that they knew nothing of Lord Walder's plans. They may return to their kin, or if they have no kin, they may either remarry or join the Faith. House Frey's coffers should be sufficient to pay small dowries for either a husband or a motherhouse. But those who remarry must seek my leave; I'll not have them vanish into the shadows until the day their new husband comes to Winterfell and his lady tries to poison my wine."
After that it was all talk of the Riverlands, of examining lineages to find the rightful heirs of childless lords slain in the fighting, of sorting out the taxes owed to Winterfell and how they would be paid, of persuading reluctant septries and motherhouses to acknowledge the dwarf High Septon, of hunting outlaws, restoring villages, and on and on and on.
Finally it was time for the opening feast. Arya listened from the high dais as the herald cried for the lords and knights and squires to present themselves to the judges on the morrow, still resisting the urge to shred her crown of winter roses. The first day of the tourney ended with dancing and drinking; only two more days until she could be rid of the awful thing.
The second day of the tourney was slightly more interesting than the first. It took half the day for all the entrants to present their sigils and banners to the judges and sign up for events. Although Robb presided over the tourney as host, he would not sit as judge. Instead he had given that honor to Lord Edmure Tully, Lord Yohn Royce, Lord Wyman Manderly, and Lord Hugo Wull, most powerful of the mountain lords.
If she had not known better Arya might have taken the Wull for a blacksmith, what with his barrel chest and brawny arms. He had never even seen a tourney before; Lord Manderly had to explain the rules to him at length before they could begin. To Arya's surprise the Wull took vicious glee in the rule that said ladies must be allowed to examine all the banners so that men who wronged the ladies the previous day might be disqualified.
Arya had barely seen any of the knights, as she was always with Robb, but it seemed several had tried to push unwanted kisses on innocent maids during the dancing. The judges unanimously disqualified a Woolfield, a Norrey, a pair of Perryns, and a Grafton, but when Alys Karstark raised objection to a Hardyng who then accused her of lying, a quiet shouting match broke out between Uncle Edmure and Yohn Royce, one which only ended when the Wull bodily flung Hardyng out of the pavilion after he called Alys a tease who was more wildling than lady.
Bronze Yohn was still cold with fury when he met with King Robb in his pavilion shortly thereafter, and the meeting did nothing to improve his temper. He had many, many complaints about how Lady Lysa Arryn was running the Vale as regent for her son Robert. Lady Lysa was the king's aunt, he allowed, but she was nothing like the beloved, dearly departed Lady Catelyn. Lysa was fickle, erratic, foolish, concerned with nothing but her sickly son, a boy of nine who only stopped nursing in the last six months.
"The boy must be taken from her," Yohn Royce insisted, crossing his arms. Robb made commiserating noises, but would not promise to do more than command Lady Lysa to permit her son playmates from among the noblest houses of the Vale.
Yohn Royce did not like that, no more than he liked Robb's gentle refusal to send northmen to help put down the wildling clans who lived in the Mountains of the Moon. They had always raided the Vale, but they were raiding more than ever now that several clans had acquired steel. Merchants and farmers across the Vale traveled in fear of having their precious cargo looted, the wildlings taking as much grain and wool as they could carry. Bronze Yohn was particularly irate about the Black Ears, who left their victims alive but short an ear.
"Led by a woman, if you can believe it," Bronze Yohn grumbled. "A savage named Chella that goes about with a necklace made of all the ears she's taken."
Arya strangled the urge to ask Bronze Yohn whether he was more upset about the ears or about Chella being a girl, and soon enough he turned to complaining about the Burned Men. All the clans were violent barbarians who made no decision without holding a council, a council where even the lowliest man or women had equal say with their chieftains. But the Burned Men were the worst of the worst, madmen who burned their own flesh when they came of age, so brazen they'd stolen Jon Arryn's niece Alyssa Waynwood years and years ago when she was on her way to marry a Bracken.
The subject of the dwarf High Septon provided a brief respite. It was a shame that Paul the Pious was a dwarf, a grotesque, but then the Seven did sometimes show their power by uplifting the lowliest of the Mother's children. Still, Bronze Yohn approved of anything that defied the Lannisters and their cronies, including disavowing the High Septon who ruled from the Great Sept of Baelor.
"We must have war before winter comes," Bronze Yohn insisted with solemn gravity. "The Lannisters broke the Peace of Sweetroot into splinters with their treachery."
"They paid the weregild," Robb answered mildly.
"And married Princess Sansa to a Dornish bastard, rather than return her," Bronze Yohn scoffed.
"Princess Sansa has written to us several times, as has Robett Glover, who even now watches over her as she and her husband tour the Free Cities. All the envoys we sent to Sunspear reported that she was in good health and good spirits, treated with all the honor due a princess. Ser Olyvar Sand slew the Mountain for her, and..." Robb ground his teeth. "By all acounts treats her as a sister, given her youth. He has sworn a holy vow not to consummate the marriage until after she comes of age."
"Hmph. Even a Dornishman would not break such a vow lightly. And Cersei Lannister allowed this?" Bronze Yohn's eyes were the color of steel, and just as sharp.
"Cersei Lannister apparently intended to have Princess Sansa poisoned until Prince Oberyn Martell convinced her that his bastard son was a raping brute at Ser Olyvar's own behest. He has a dozen sisters of his own; apparently he could not bear to see a helpless young maid suffer so cruel a fate."
A cold silence fell over the pavilion as Bronze Yohn considered Robb's words. It was strange, to see Robb talk of Sansa so calmly. Direwolf or not, he was furious that she hadn't returned as he had hoped. If Daenerys Targaryen had dragons, that was Robb's burden to deal with, not Sansa's. Even if Daenerys did intend to someday conquer Westeros, she and her dragons might be killed by her enemies before that day came. Why would Sansa, sweet, gentle, Sansa, risk her skin when she could be safe at Winterfell?
"It's the sort of willfull madness I'd have expected from you, not Sansa," Robb had ranted in the privacy of his solar while Arya listened, unsettled. It felt very, very odd to be the well-behaved sister. Arya wanted to be angry with Sansa for abandoning her, but guilt always won out over anger. Sansa would never have been captured if not for Arya running off to try and kill Amory Lorch. Was that why Sansa wouldn't come back? Was she punishing Robb and Arya for failing to save her from King's Landing? Something didn't make sense, but Arya couldn't figure out what pieces she was missing.
"Lord Royce," Robb said, interrupting her thoughts. "War is coming, but not the one you think. Your own brave son, Ser Waymar, may have been the first to face the enemy that means to slay us all."
Robb seemed to talk for hours, but no matter how hard she tried to listen, Arya could think of nothing but Bran, lost somewhere beyond the Wall. Did he still have Summer and the two Reeds to keep him safe? Was he cold? Was he hungry? Maester Luwin had told them all he knew of greenseeing, but what on earth was a three-eyed crow?
The thought still disturbed her that night as Jeyne took down her hair and Meri set aside the crown of winter roses, wilted after the long day. Arya had to don a fresh crown each morning, woven with flowers from the glass gardens by Cornel Umber's clever fingers. At least when she crawled into bed she could pretend she wasn't a princess, just Arya. She could cuddle with Jeyne and Meri like they had at the hollow hill, and whisper about all the different people come to Winterfell. Jeyne was already half in love with some handsome redheaded squire, just like she'd fallen in love with Beric Dondarrion at the Hand's Tourney; Meri meanwhile was in awe of the fine ladies, their shiny hair and pale skin and fancy gowns.
"Jeyne has shiny hair," Arya said crossly, tired of Meri gushing over some chestnut-haired maiden from the Vale.
Neither Meri nor Jeyne said much after that, but Arya still couldn't fall asleep. She missed the reassuring weight of Gendry against her back; Robb was just as good, except for his occasional habit of crying softly in his sleep. Sighing, Arya pounded her pillow, flipped it over, and wrapped a hand around the hilt of the dagger she kept on her at all times, her thumb tracing the snout of the wolf's head pommel Gendry had made. When she fell asleep it was to drifting, meandering dreams of crows and caves and waters dark as death.
Nor could she keep her mind from wandering the next day. The entire morning was spent taking oaths from all the knights and squires and northern warriors, each entrant swearing to behave honorably in the contests to come. Sansa would have loved the flapping of bright banners and the ringing of the trumpets, but Arya was more interested in watching the fighting than all the pageantry you had to suffer before anyone actually drew a sword. If a tourney was to last seven days, shouldn't they start fighting on the first day? But no, here they were, on the third day, still going through endless pomp and formalities.
There were still more formalities at dinner, a feast that seemed to somehow offend many of the lords and ladies of the Vale by having only seven courses. Arya didn't see the problem; every course was cooked to perfection. What was there to complain about? The opening day feast had been much more lavish, and the closing day feast would splendid too, but surely they didn't need to stuff themselves every night of the tourney. How would they be able to fight if they were too full to move?
Arya was happily sharing a honey roll with Rickon when the trumpets blew a fanfare and the herald stepped forward. That's right, it was the end of the third course. Quickly Arya brushed the crumbs from her fingers, straightening her dark blue skirts trimmed with Tully mud red. Tiny silver fish swam up the sleeves, some of the last work Lady Catelyn finished before King Robert came. The dress had been meant for Sansa, but it was Arya who wore it, Arya who must make her mother proud.
"High and noble lords, knights, and squires! On behalf of the judges, I hereby announce that those intending to compete in the mêlée must be on the mêlée grounds tomorrow at noon, armed and ready!"
A roar of approval went up from the guests, some banging their cups on the tables, some cheering and whooping. Robb allowed the merriment for a few minutes, then had the trumpeters blow another fanfare to silence them so the herald might continue.
"Honored guests! As it has always been the custom of maidens to show compassion, those who have come to see the tourney do fear that the fever of battle may cause excess brutality amongst our gallant competitors. Not wishing to see anyone beaten too hard, the ladies have asked the judges to choose a true knight whom they may entrust with the solemn duty of carrying their favor."
At this the herald waved a long white veil, richly embroidered with thread of silver and gold. Arya hoped no one noticed the tiny bloodstain on one corner. Though Lady Edythe had supervised the long hours of needlework which went into stitching the favor, with most of the work done by Wylla Manderly, Cornel Umber, Jeyne Poole, and Lady Edythe herself, courtesy required that the hostess, Arya, do at least a small part of the needlework herself. She'd resentfully stitched a somewhat clumsy weirwood leaf on one corner, not daring anything more elaborate, and hoping the crimson thread would hide the dots of blood from where she'd pricked herself.
"The knight chosen to bear the ladies' favor shall tie it about his lance, and if he sees someone too severely beaten, he shall touch the unhappy man's helm with the veil, and those beating him must stop, for he is now under the protection of the ladies."
That was her cue. Arya rose to her feet, as did the rest of her ladies-in-waiting. When she reached the front of the dais the herald bowed, handing her the veil with a flourish. Earlier in the evening Arya had marked where Ser Mychel Redfort sat, so it was easy enough to make her way straight to his place at one of the trestle tables closest to the dais. He was a younger knight, only twenty or so, but he was the son of Lord Horton Redfort, one of the most powerful lords of the Vale, and his lady wife was Ysilla Royce, Bronze Yohn's own daughter. She wondered if the judges had wanted to choose Ser Mychel, or if Bronze Yohn had bullied them into it. Robb had refused to have anything to do with the selection, lest he be accused of favoritism.
Ser Mychel gallantly accepted the favor, pressing a chaste kiss to her cheek and the cheeks of Alys Karstark and Wylla Manderly, who stood to either side of her, the crowd once again applauding and cheering. When they quieted down Ser Mychel thanked the ladies for the honor, swore to do his duty, and accepted a lance so that the herald might tie the favor on the end. Then he followed her back to the dais, taking a seat of honor between her and Robb for the rest of the feast.
Arya did her best to engage Ser Mychel in conversation like she was supposed to, bringing up the topics Lady Edythe regarded appropriate. She must have done something wrong, because when she asked about his lady love Ser Mychel scowled for the rest of the course, only cheering when she asked him about his horses.
He does have a very nice destrier, Arya decided the next day as she watched Ser Mychel approach the stands, the ladies' favor fluttering from the end of his lance. Mule, Ser Mychel’s piebald stallion, held his head proudly, as if he knew how handsome he looked in his bardings of red and white, as if he barely felt the weight of a knight in full armor upon his back.
Dozen of other destriers were making their way down to the mêlée grounds, a large open field split asunder by the Wolfsclaw. The river began as a spring in the hills of the western edge of the wolfswood, near the sea. Its waters flowed east toward Winterfell, then south past Castle Cerwyn, and eventually down to the White Knife. Here the waters flowed slowly; the place chosen for the mêlée was broad and shallow enough to ford. Robb claimed that when he was little, the winter snowmelt swelled the river to thrice its size, but it looked gentle enough today.
Over the last three days the competitors had divided themselves into two teams, grey and white, each claiming one side of the river to lightly fortify and defend. Sansa had gushed on and on about the Hand's Tourney, but mostly about the jousting, not the mêlée. Arya didn't remember anything about a proper mock battle between two sides, just an open field where men bashed each other at whim until only one was left standing.
Here each side had chosen a captain, Ser Patrek Mallister for the grey and Lord Horton Redfort for the white. Arya did not quite understand how the grey had chosen an amiable knight of four and twenty whilst the white had chosen a short old man. She would have thought it would be the other way around. The grey team were mostly northmen and rivermen, seasoned veterans of a dozen or more battles in the south, joined by a few Vale hedge knights who'd spent their lives hunting bandits. The white team were mostly valemen and knights of the riverlands who were their kin, along with a dozen or so young knights from White Harbor eager for a chance at glory.
When the trumpets blew to open the mêlée, Arya found herself watching Robb as much as the fighting. Her brother watched the battle like a hawk, his eyes darting back and forth as the knights couched their blunted lances and charged at each other. The grey team had let the white charge across the stream, but they met their charge without faltering, and held steady even as the dust and the clamor made it harder to tell what was going on. To her confusion many of the shabbier knights lingered at the edges of the field, not even trying to fight.
"What are they doing?" She asked Robb.
"Waiting for the others to tire themselves out. A good ransom can feed a hedge knight for a long while." Intent on the battle, he answered without looking at her. "See how Ser Patrek holds his formation?"
Arya looked. Both teams had begun in well-ordered formations, but the white formation was breaking apart, each knight out for himself, while the grey team held together. "But Ser Patrek is always hawking and drinking and teasing the serving girls," Arya said, puzzled. True, Ser Patrek had nearly died defending Robb at the Twins, and was fiercely proud to remain part of King Robb's honor guard, but still.
"Patrek also helped hold the line at Sweetroot," Robb told her. "It takes a spine of steel to hold men together well enough to feign retreat, but he followed my orders to the letter. Never underestimate a man because he smiles and enjoys frivolous sport."
"Father didn't hawk and drink and tease serving girls," Arya muttered.
"No," Robb sighed, finally looking at her. For a moment she thought he might muss her hair like Jon used to... then his hand was resting on her shoulder, his forehead pressed against hers. "The north loved Eddard Stark for his justice and his strength, not his smiles. But Father's way is not the only way."
"But it's your way."
Robb squeezed her shoulder gently, kissed her brow, and turned back to the mêlée, a sad smile on his lips.
It took until mid-afternoon for the competitors to finally tire themselves out. Ser Mychel Redfort intervened now and then, dipping his lance over the heads of the most unfortunate losers so their attackers would cease bashing them. One of the Knotts from the mountain clans had to be stopped half a dozen times for wielding his mace with excessive zeal against knights of the Vale, smacking dents into their shiny armor with unholy glee. The Knott didn't seem very bothered; he laughed gamely when he saw the veil fluttering over his foe and charged off to find a new opponent.
Bronze Yohn was very quiet indeed when the judges finished deliberating and he had to tell the herald to announce that the day belonged to the grey team. The individual winner of the mêlée would not be announced until dinner, but Ser Patrek Mallister and his men cheered as if every man of them had won the prize himself. She supposed they had, as almost all the knights of the white team had fallen and would have to pay through the nose to ransom back their horse and armor.
Dinner was a rather disjointed affair, what with the white team sulking and the grey team boistrously recounting their exploits at length for ladies who had missed their finest moments. Winner or loser, almost all of the knights not competing in the joust on the morrow drank like fish. Arya could barely hear the trumpets sound when it was time for her to bring forward the prize for the winner of the mêlée. Although the winning team would split a fat purse of Lannister gold, the man judged the best of all who fought would receive an additional prize, a silver ring set with an enormous diamond. More importantly, the victor would also get to take Arya's crown of winter roses and give it to some other lady.
Arya had thought the Knott might be chosen the victor, given how enthusiastically the Wull cheered him on, but the judges chose Ser Patrek Mallister instead. His cheeks and nose were red with drink as he accepted the diamond ring, and the chaste kiss meant for her cheek somehow ended up on her nose instead, sending up a shout of laughter.
"Thanks to your gallantry," Arya said through her teeth, trying her best not to snarl. Up on the dais Nymeria snarled for her, taking a vicious bite from a haunch of venison. "You may honor a lady of your choosing as the queen of love and beauty."
She carefully removed her crown of winter roses and handed it to Ser Patrek, and all the knights and lords within earshot immediately began shouting suggestions. There were plenty of ladies to choose from, northern ladies in fine wool, riverlands ladies in shimmering silks, Vale ladies in heavily embroidered gowns... just pick one, she thought irritably as Ser Patrek practically spun in his eagerness to look about the hall, staring first at one maiden then another.
"There are too many lovely ladies!" Ser Patrek finally bellowed, almost in her ear. Around the hall maidens blushed and tittered, some of them more sincerely than others. "How can a man choose between the lily and the rose, the sun and the moon?"
To her horror Ser Patrek turned back to Arya, a happy grin splitting his face from ear to ear. "I say no man can choose! Let Princess Arya remain our queen of love and beauty!"
Carefully he placed the crown of winter roses back atop her head, the leaves itching at her scalp. Maidens groaned in disappointment, lords clapped their approval, and Arya wanted nothing in the world so much as she wanted to stab Ser Patrek.
And so Arya spent the fifth day of the tournament trying to sulk without everyone knowing she was sulking, a difficult task given that she watched the jousting from the royal box. Whatever humiliation the knights of the Vale had suffered in the mêlée, they were extremely good at jousting. Ser Targon the Halfwild rode like he'd been born in the saddle, Ser Roland Waynwood broke three lances against Lord Smallwood before he was judged the victor, and Ser Mychel Redfort unhorsed six opponents in a row. Yohn Royce fairly glowed when the day ended with a joust betwixt his son and heir, Ser Albar Royce, and the still undefeated Ser Mychel Redfort, though he was a bit less happy when Mychel won.
Arya was not very happy either. The winner of the joust was supposed to name a new queen of love and beauty, and she was relieved when the time came for her to place her crown of winter roses on the end of Ser Mychel’s lance. She thought he meant to give it to his wife, but he rode up and down in front of the stands, past where his wife sat with other ladies of the Vale, before finally returning to the royal box and extending his lance to her.
Unable to fling it back in his face, Arya settled for asking Mule to throw his rider. The piebald stallion refused, nor would he agree to kick Ser Mychel. After much wheedling and the promise of raisins he agreed to lightly step on Ser Mychel’s foot when he dismounted, which was at least better than nothing.
That night there were no singers at the feast save for a black brother named Dareon. Song after song he sang, of winter winds and frozen rivers, of dark days and darker nights, of cold so deep it sank into a man's bones. The singer had a deep voice, somehow both rich and sweet, but Arya didn't like how eagerly he quaffed wine between his songs or how his eyes lingered on the ladies. She would have much rather had Jon Snow than some stupid singer, but Jon refused to leave the Wall, not even to speak before the high lords assembled for the tourney. Apparently stupid King Stannis had burned his stupid wife because his stupid red priestess said it would help make him more powerful. Arya couldn't see how burning someone would make you more powerful, even if the queen wanted to be burned like Jon said.
"My lords already view him with suspicion, at best!" Robb had hissed when he read the letter shortly after their return to Winterfell. "Word will spread, if it hasn't already; what is he doing?"
"Maybe he's trying to hatch a dragon?" Arya volunteered.
"Oh, yes, the prior attempts went so well," Robb said scathingly. "Baelor prayed and fasted, and prayed and fasted, and died dragonless. Aerion Brightflame drank wildfire, and turned himself into flames and ash. Aegon the Unlikely assembled nearly every Targaryen, dragon egg, and pyromancer he could find, and nearly extinguished his entire house at Summerhall. Why the devil would Stannis Baratheon of all people try such folly?"
That was a question neither Robb, Arya, nor Maester Luwin could answer, but it was on Arya's mind as she listened to the singer sing of a night without end and an enemy without a name. Whyever Stannis had burnt his wife, Jon Snow did not dare leave the Wall for fear Stannis might try something even madder in his absence. Maybe Stannis would burn himself, and stop bothering Jon.
The hall was quiet and subdued when the singer sang his last song and the heralds blew the trumpets for the awarding of prizes for the joust. Besides the prizes of coin there was a wand of gold for the knight who struck the best blow with his lance, a diamond for the knight who broke the most lances, and sapphire for the knight who stayed longest in the lists without losing his helm. Arya noted to her satisfaction that Ser Mychel was limping when he came to collect his prize.
Ser Mychel was still favoring one foot when they opened the dancing together, and Arya made sure to "accidentally" kick his injured foot more than once before the dance ended. Dance lessons had become somewhat less painful after Oro Nestoris made them part of her water dancing training, informing her that feet which danced lightly were better suited to dancing around her foe. That said, regardless of where her left hand was supposed to be during a dance, she still had a tendency to hold it out as though she gripped Needle. It was a relief when she could finally sit down; Robb might make her dance with the highest born lords and counselors, but she was free to refuse every other knight who tried to lead her about the floor.
"You look like you're trying to set Ser Mychel on fire by glaring at him, princess," Alys Karstark murmured as she joined Arya on the dais, a cup of mead in her hand. Arya snorted; almost without thinking she touched the hated crown of winter roses.
"He was supposed to crown his wife, not me," Arya grumbled.
"Ser Mychel doesn't like his wife; at least that's what Myranda Royce says." Alys took a sip of mead. "He was in love with a bastard girl, so his father made him wed the highest born maid he could find. Neither of them were pleased. Lady Ysilla fancied some stuttering Waynwood, and the betrothal was almost certain when Lord Horton persuaded Yohn Royce that a gallant Redfort was the better choice."
Arya made a face. "So he wanted to thumb his nose at Lord Redfort and Lord Royce?"
"Right in one. Choosing a random lady would ruin her reputation and his own, but choosing the king's sister is the height of chivalry. Why do you think Ser Patrek chose you? If he chose a wedded woman her husband would challenge him to a duel; if he chose an unwed maid he would be expected to offer for her hand. You are already betrothed, and any honor given to you is seen as offering fealty to King Robb."
Well, it was small consolation for one more day of wearing the stupid crown, but at least now Arya knew they weren’t making fun of her.
She and Jeyne did make fun of the lords and knights who spent the sixth day of the tourney recovering from the mêlée and the joust, soaking in tubs of hot water and having their wounds tended by maesters. Those who had escaped injury joined King Robb and his council to watch the day of peasant games, where men too lowborn for lance and sword might still show their mettle at archery, wrestling, hammer throw, or javelin throw. There was also a foot race, which Robb watched closely; he needed more messengers to run up and down the stairs of Winterfell.
As Master Armorer Theowyle had chosen today as Gendry's free day, he entered the hammer throw and ended up placing third, though Gendry's rough smile fell when he noticed the lords and ladies gossiping in the stands. It had not taken long at White Willow for the older men to notice Gendry's resemblance to Robert Baratheon, though no one told him until Dacey Mormont finally took him aside, exasperated by everyone knowing except Gendry himself. Gendry had never spoken of it since, and Arya didn't dare bring it up.
Her friend's smile returned somewhat when he received his prize. The winners in each event were awarded small purses of gold and silver, as well as heavy cloaks of rabbitskin, warm caps made from fox fur, leather gloves lined with lambswool, even bolts of wool from Winterfell's flocks for their wives and daughters to turn into clothing.
The last events of the afternoon were a pair of horse races, one for men and one for ladies. Best of all, Arya was allowed to compete in the ladies' race. Hodor brought her mount, a plain-looking bay mare from Winterfell's stables named Surefoot. Ready, girl? Arya asked the mare as they approached the rope which marked the starting line. Surefoot whickered, stamping a foot. She was more than ready to show these other horses the meaning of haste.
As they waited Arya glanced over her competition. Most were ladies she did not know, but she recognized Alys Karstark and her mean-tempered gelding Plumblossom and Catelyn Bracken and her stallion Avalanche. Though most of the ladies were maidens or young wives, there was one older woman all in black, her grey-brown hair up in a widow's knot. Arya stared at the bardings on her horse, noting the crossed long axes on yellow quartered with a golden horse head on bronze bordered with black.
"Lady Dustin," Arya greeted her when the widow of Barrowton reined up beside her. "Who's this?" She asked, with a gesture to the widow's handsome red gelding.
"A horse, princess," Barbrey Dustin said curtly.
Well, that was rude. What's your name? Arya asked the horse. He startled, stamping and whinnying his alarm though he was too well-trained to rear. Lady Dustin calmed her mount, shushing him and patting his neck with one beady eye trained on Arya. Whatever his name, the red gelding did not like the notion of a two-legger talking in his head, not at all. Two-leggers were supposed to talk with pats and apples and spurs and the like.
Trumpets blared; the ladies drew their mounts up to the line, waiting for the moment when the rope would drop. Steady, Arya reminded Surefoot. We know the ground better than they do. Surefoot whickered her agreement, tail lashing, muscles bunched.
A horn sounded, the rope dropped, and Surefoot bolted. Arya laughed as the wind caught at her hair and kissed her cheeks, her riding skirts flapping like wings. They had left them all behind, Lady Dustin, Alys, Catelyn, all of them. Over the Wolfsclaw they dashed, around the muddy mêlée field. The path ran through a corner of the wolfswood, and Surefoot slowed, dodging rocks and leaping over gnarled tree roots, careful to avoid slipping on the patches of wet leaves near the streams and pools.
It felt like forever before they were back out into the sunshine, with nothing but a meadow between them and the finish line. Arya gripped the reins rightly, squeezing the saddle with her knees as she let herself drift, looking through her own eyes, then through Surefoot's. Oh, to be a horse! She could feel the joy of running on four strong hooves, kicking up the weeds and sweet smelling grass, every breath of cool air better than the finest wine. Her legs hurt, but it was a good hurt, the hurt of a race well run.
A horse whickered behind them, and Arya fell into her own skin. Lady Dustin was not six yards behind them, and gaining. Faster, faster! Arya begged, and Surefoot eagerly obeyed. She loved to run, she wanted to run as fast as she could, forever and ever— Arya paled. Surefoot was lathered in sweat; she'd let the mare run too fast for too long. But they were so close to the finish...
Arya yanked on the reins. Slow down! She yelled. They were neck and neck with Lady Dustin now, the finish line only a dozen yards away. Surefoot protested despite her flagging speed, but another yank of the reins and she slowed to a canter, just as Lady Dustin crossed the finish line.
"Well, at least you had the sense not to kill your mount, my lady," Lady Dustin said bitingly after they dismounted, waiting for the stableboys to come take their exhausted horses.
"Surefoot likes running fast," Arya protested, trying not to clutch at the stitch in her side.
"Hmph. That doesn't mean you should let her. I don't let Spite have his head until past the halfway mark." The widow patted the red gelding's cheek, his velvety nose snuffling at her shoulder.
The herald announced the winner, and then it was time for Lady Dustin to be presented to Robb. To her surprise Lord Rodrik Ryswell was already in the royal box, having a quiet conversation with King Robb. Someone had dropped a goblet; it lay at Robb's feet, red wine pooling while Grey Wind growled under his breath, angry with the wine's sour smell. That was odd; a servant should have cleaned that up already.
"A well-earned victory, Lady Dustin," Robb called when they were close enough to be heard without shouting. "If I might speak to you a moment, my lady?"
The widow inclined her head, sharp eyes glancing to Lord Rodrik, then to her three Ryswell nephews who stood beside him. The shortest was the heir, Roger Ryswell, but Arya couldn't remember the names of the other two.
"You won!" Rickon shouted, barreling into her arms.
"I placed second," she corrected him, ruffling his shaggy hair. Rickon babbled so loudly in praise of her riding that she could barely hear Robb's whispered conversation with the Ryswells. Something about bad wine, and the Night's Watch.
"—alone, I assure you," she heard Lady Dustin say when Rickon paused to take a breath. "His bastard slew my sister's only son—"
And then Rickon was off again and Arya heard no more of it until dinner, when Rickard Ryswell announced the singer had inspired him to join the stalwart men of the Night's Watch, and he would depart upon the morrow. He seemed oddly sweaty when he said it, though the looks his father and brothers gave him were cold indeed. Lady Dustin did not seem to care; though she wore no other jewelry, she seemed very pleased with the silver circlet she'd won in the lady's race, and gave Arya an unpleasant smile whenever their eyes met.
There were no games on the final day of the tourney. It was the seventh day of the week, the day set aside for prayer by those who worshipped the Seven. The small sept built for Lady Catelyn was packed to the brim with rivermen and valemen and their ladies; Septon Watt looked even more overwhelmed than he had when he offered prayers before each tourney event and before each meal held in the Great Hall. Robb and his counselors had argued at length whether or not he should attend services, before finally deciding he should not. He followed his father's gods; to offer insincere lip service to the Seven was far worse insult than keeping to his own faith.
Princess Arya followed her father's gods too, but she attended the service anyway. Lady Catelyn had followed the Seven, as did Meri and Ser Perwyn and Gendry and poor Queen Jeyne. When the time came for the lighting of candles Arya lit one to the Stranger for Jeyne Westerling, asking the faceless god to take good care of her goodsister.
When the service ended Arya was the first to depart the sept, as befit her rank. It was she who led the throng out to the tourney fields, where King Robb awaited them with all his northmen, Rickon half asleep beside him. Lords and ladies filed into the stands; the commons stood behind the lists, waiting for the king to speak.
There were no blazing trumpets today; a single sad horn blew for silence when Robb was ready to speak. She'd never known Robb could be so loud. His voice rang across the field as he read from the scroll which listed all the northmen and rivermen lost in battle against the Lannisters, praising their courage and promising to look after their widows and orphans. The scroll was very long; when he reached the section with the names of those slain at the Red Wedding he clenched his hand into a fist so tight his knuckles turned white.
When the list finally ended Septon Watt led more prayers, the northmen keeping silent vigil as the rest of the crowd bowed their heads. They had said their prayers to the old gods already; King Robb had led them to the heart tree while Arya was in the sept. When the last strains of the hymn to the Mother faded away, Maester Luwin handed Robb a second scroll.
"Lords and ladies, knights and squires!" Robb's voice was strange and stern, almost like Father's. "These men died valiantly to defend their kith and kin, home and hearth." An approving rumble swept over the crowd. "We drove the lions from our lands, made them pay gold for every drop of blood spilt." A roar went up, commons and nobles alike cheering and stomping. Robb waited for them to quiet, his breaths oddly loud.
"But Lannisters are not the only foes to threaten our realm and our people. There is a greater enemy who threatens us all, an enemy far more dangerous than any westerman or reacherman, an enemy long thought vanished into legend.”
Arya shivered, glad that Rickon was dozing and could not hear as Robb spoke of the Others. Others and their wights were supposed to stay in Old Nan's stories, not walk out of the haunted forest and slaughter rangers. But Jon Snow said they had, he said they'd slain near three hundred black brothers at a place beyond the Wall called the Fist of the First Men, only a score surviving to return to Castle Black. The old Lord Commander, Jeor Mormont, had been among the fallen, and now her brother Jon held the Wall, the nine-hundred-ninety-eighth Lord Commander of the Night's Watch.
It was Jon Snow who had sent the second scroll with the singer Dareon, a list of all the rangers slain beyond the Wall. The first name hurt most of all; she had to fight back tears as Robb read the name of First Ranger Benjen Stark. There was Ser Waymar Royce of the Vale, Bronze Yohn's youngest son, Ronnel Harclay of the mountain clans, Ser Thoren Smallwood of the Riverlands, even men from the Crownlands, Stormlands, Iron Islands, and the Reach.
"The Wall must be held," Robb declared as Grey Wind paced at his feet. "The black brothers cannot hold it alone; they need the spears of staunch northmen, the swords of stalwart rivermen, the lances of our valiant knights of the Vale." Scattered shouts of approval met his words, though less than Arya expected. Robb paused for a moment to take a breath, a flash of anger in his eyes. "Would you trust Stannis and his red priestess and his stormlanders to keep your lands safe?"
"No!" Bellowed Yohn Royce. Others shared his outrage, booing and jeering. Robb did not even try to quiet them, but waited patiently, eyes hard.
"I will not command that every lord call his banners," Robb said when the lords were finally calm. "I know the hardships you face, for they are mine own. What good is victory over the Others if all our folk starve and freeze while their men are gone? Crops must be planted and harvested while autumn lasts, sheep must be shorn, their wool carded and spun and woven, villages and holdfasts must be made safe from brigands. To oversee that work is an honorable charge, fit for those with wives and children and other duties that cannot be set aside."
"But the Wall must hold!" Robb's voice was even louder now, his face stern and grim as winter itself. "I ask only for the bravest and boldest of men, men who fear neither cold nor death, men whose daring o'erwhelms their dread. What greater glory could there be than driving back the direst foes men have ever faced? What higher calling could there be than defending the old gods and the new from monsters who worship neither?"
"I speak to you as the son of Eddard Stark, Lord of Winterfell, not as your king. And in Lord Eddard's name, I swear to you, winter is coming."
Grey Wind gave a great howl, the sound sending shivers up Arya's spine as Nymeria and Shaggydog joined in. Robb sank heavily into his seat as the crowd erupted, the clamor so great Arya almost didn't notice Maester Luwin slip behind Robb and press a letter into his hands.
"What is it?" She asked as Robb cracked the mottled gold and brown seal. "Is it Sansa? Is it Bran?"
"The Twins," Robb said curtly, his voice almost lost beneath the tumult. His eyes scanned the blotted page; finally he spoke again. "Blackwood and Bracken have taken them, and not lost a single man."
Arya stared at him. "How?" Even she knew sieges were bloody business, especially if you stormed the walls. Greatjon Umber wanted to storm the Dreadfort, but Robb wouldn't let him for fear of losing too many men, not to mention destroying walls that would be needed to shelter the smallfolk come winter.
"Lord Walder’s sons seem to have turned on each other," Robb said, frowning as he handed her the letter. "Lord Sorrel Roote happened upon one of Lord Walder's granddaughters, a girl of nine, who bore witness to the kinslaying. Blackwood and Bracken believe her; they seek my leave to hold trials for the surviving Freys."
Arya read the letter, the weight of her bronze circlet momentarily forgotten. Much as she hated being a princess, at least it was better than being Cersei Frey.
Notes:
Haha BARELY got this finished in time; closing on the house this afternoon 😬😬😬 writing a tourney is so hard; can’t wait to hear what y’all think!
(Please let me know if you catch any typos 😕)
NOTES
1) Wondering what happened during the siege of the Twins? Check out my new oneshot, A Fraying Knot. In the wake of a Red Wedding which fails to kill Robb Stark, the Twins are besieged. As time goes on, Cersei “Little Bee” Frey begins to wonder whether her family may be more dangerous than the host outside their walls.
2) Thane is an Anglo Saxon word for a lesser noble or a clan chief; I decided to incorporate it as a northron title similar to master. So instead of master of ships, thane of ships. Keeper of the accounts I chose because the actual title for a “master of coin” in medieval England would be comptroller and that word sounds ridiculously modern. Chancellor and treasurer also didn’t sound right.
Minor etymology nitpick: magnar of thenn is a deeply annoying canon combination of words because magnar comes from Latin magna and thenn comes from Anglo Saxon thane. Those two things shouldn’t coexist for the wildlings! Especially the far northern ones! Does Sigorn son of Styr have little brothers named Claudius or Augustus??!
3) Ladies being able to have knights disqualified for poor behavior was apparently a real thing. See this primary source, A Treatise on the Form and Organization of a Tournament That said, I’m sure social rank and politics played into whether that was enforced.
4) A useful secondary source about throwing a tourney was this article. They were heinously expensive productions; great for PR but awful for the pocketbook. Robb is dancing a very fine line of being extravagant enough to please the Riverlands and Vale, but also stingy enough not to throw away money needed for winter. As per usual, trying to make everyone happy is an exercise in frustration. Poor guy.
Traditionally the main events would be just the mêlée and the joust; archery wasn't usually included except in England to encourage commoners to keep training at longbow; I added a few other peasant events Robb can use to scout/hire new household guards, and the horse races were Robb rewarding Arya for behaving and encouraging his bannermen who breed the horses needed for northern cavalry.
5) Gendry’s parentage should have come up earlier; I completely forgot to mention it during chapters dealing with the fallout of the Red Wedding. Oops.
6) Nice speech, Robb! We’ll see how that goes with no wights to show off 😬
Chapter 121: Sansa III
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Sansa shifted uneasily in her chair, uncomfortably aware of her linen smallclothes sticking to her chest. She could not recall a more suffocating heat; the air was so damp she felt as if she was breathing steam. In the Rainwood there were cool breezes, swept in off the Narrow Sea, but no such winds favored the shores of the Dragon's Bay.
Her hands fell still, her needlework momentarily forgotten as Sansa looked out at the terrace of plum colored brick. Autumn came slowly to Meereen, scattered showers growing more frequent as ninth moon ended. Thick grey clouds covered the sky in tufts and puffs as soft as freshly carded wool; if she tilted her head she could almost see a flock of newly shorn sheep in the wisps on the horizon, eager to frolic now that they were freed of their heavy burden.
"The Smith gave men sheep so that we might keep warm," Lady Catelyn said as the shepherds carried in sack after sack of smelly wool, thick with grease and tangles and bits of twigs. "But it was the Mother who taught women how to clean the dirty wool, how to card it until it became soft, how to spin it into thread and weave the thread into cloth."
Each shepherd dipped his head, first to Lady Catelyn, then to Sansa herself, mumbling "m'lady" in rough voices before leaving to fetch more sacks of wool. Sansa watched them go, wrinkling her nose at the smell of sheep dung. She didn't know how Mother could stand the stink; when she carried Bran everything made her queasy. The new babe in her belly didn't seem to care about foul smells, it was too busy making Lady Catelyn eat everything in sight.
"Septa Mordane says ladies don't spin or weave," she protested, looking up at her mother in confusion. Lady Catelyn smiled as she took Sansa by the hand, leading her out of the small barn. "That is true, sweetling. But ladies must understand the smallfolk's work. How else are we to guide them, to make sure that each step is done properly so we have enough bolts of wool to last the winter?"
Her mother's voice faded away. The few patches of sky might be white against the grey clouds, but the sight of Stark colors could not raise her spirits, not even when sweet rain at last spilled forth and covered the world in a shimmering diamond veil.
For half a heartbeat Sansa wondered if the same rain was falling upon Winterfell, before she realized she was being stupid. Winterfell was thousands of leagues north of here; if the same rain fell, it would surely turn to snow. There would be soft white drifts everywhere, perfect for making snowballs, snow knights, even snowcastles. Once, when old Lord Commander Qorgyle came to see Father when Sansa was very little, Robb and Jon Snow had built an enormous snow mountain atop one of the gates and shoved the entire thing on a black brother passing beneath. Sansa should have told Mother, but the black brother was laughing when he dug himself out of the snow, and running to the kitchen for hot cider seemed much nicer than the trouble of finding where Mother was.
A dull ache throbbed in her breast. She would never find Mother again. Lady Catelyn was gone, just like Lord Eddard. Did the stones of Winterfell remember the echo of their steps? Did their shades still haunt the great featherbed in Mother's chambers, laughing and teasing one another as they used to?
Surely they were Arya's chambers now. It was easy to imagine her sister curled up in the immense bed of a night, listening to Jeyne make up witty names for the folk about the keep, snuggling with Meri. During the day she would be playing with Rickon, or water dancing, or taking lessons with Beth Cassel and the other young ladies. Arya would be too busy hating her lessons to worry about hating Sansa for failing to come home.
It still felt slightly strange, how much she missed Arya. They had fought so much back at Winterfell... but that was before. Before Arya helped her say goodbye to Lady. Before Arya swore to be her sworn sword. Before Arya helped save Robb from the treacherous Freys while Sansa sat useless in King's Landing.
Sansa could not be useless again. That was why she had chosen to sail across the Narrow Sea with her lord husband. Ser Olyvar Sand had saved her from the dangers of Queen Cersei's court; how could she let him face Queen Daenerys alone? He was a knight, not a courtier. He didn't know how to study each subtle gesture and carefully chosen word, how to keep his head down and survive like she had before the Lannisters put her on trial. And what of Robb? What if Queen Daenerys saw him as her enemy, a usurper to be crushed beneath her dainty feet? She was Sansa Stark, Princess of Winterfell; who else would speak for her people at the dragon queen's court, if not her?
She prayed the fleet of ships from the Summer Isles returned soon. Sending letters across the Narrow Sea was far more difficult than simply sending a raven. Any letter she wrote to Robb must await the return of Chatana Qhoru, who would deliver their letters to Sunspear. Only then would Princess Arianne's maester send the letter on to Winterfell by raven. But Chatana Qhoru and the rest of the Summer Islanders were still making the trader’s circle of the Jade Sea, the holds of their ships packed full with Dornish luxuries and much of the gold Prince Oberyn had taken from King's Landing.
Unseating the Lannisters required a war chest, after all. Corlys Velaryon had amassed incredible wealth on his voyages, and while House Martell might not have admirals or captains like the Sea Snake, there was more than one way to pluck a goose. Outfitting a fleet of swan ships was a small expense, compared to the riches to be made when they returned laden with silk and spices. If they returned. There were plenty of pirates betwixt Meereen and Yi Ti, and autumn storms that could blow a ship off course.
A faint thunderclap echoed across the bay as rain pounded down on the terrace garden and the fruit trees that grew there. Sansa could smell the persimmons and pears, their sour tang tinged by the faintest hint of sweetness as they began to ripen. One pear would never turn sweet; it fell to the ground with a hard thump, its green skin bright against the deep plum bricks of the terrace.
"Lady Sansa?" Queen Daenerys was looking at her, silver eyebrows arched over violet eyes. They sat in the queen's solar, a strange company of women who shared little besides their high birth. The Dothraki lady Jhiqui plucked at a long-necked two-string lute; her sister Lady Irri painted an intricate design on a vest while the little Naathi scribe Missandei painted intricate letters on parchment. The Westerosi ladies applied themselves to their needlework, though Lady Nymeria Sand and Lady Jennelyn Fowler talked more than they sewed, and Lady Nymella Toland had set her fine work aside for a book of poetry.
"Yes, Your Grace?" Sansa made sure to smile before taking back up her needle, eyeing the weirwood leaf she was stitching. She could embroider the Stark direwolf in her sleep, but adding a crown of weirwood leaves required close attention, lest it sit crookedly. Although she had made enough badges for Lady Brienne of Tarth and Gilly's clothes, she would one day have many more folk in her service, and they would need badges too.
"Why do you wear your hair loose?" The queen lightly touched her own hair, whose fine silver strands were woven into braids. "I cannot imagine having my hair on the back of my neck in this heat."
Sansa was suddenly aware that the back of her neck was uncomfortably damp, a droplet of sweat trickling down her spine. "It is a custom, Your Grace. In the Seven Kingdoms, highborn maids wear their hair loose, to show they are under the Maiden's protection."
"How silly," Daenerys said, frowning at the needlework in her lap. "Do highborn maids not ride horses? Or go outside on windy days?" Behind the queen's back Nym and Jennelyn exchanged a look of scornful amusement.
"They do, Your Grace. Hairnets are favored for such occasions, or perhaps a single long braid if need be." Sansa hesitated, choosing her words with care. "It is not that they wear their hair loose every hour of the day, but when in company with other highborn lords and ladies. After a woman is wedded and bedded, she cannot wear her hair loose without having some part of it up, to show she belongs to the Mother now."
"But then your hair should be up," Daenerys said, perplexed. "Has it not been more than a year since you wed Ser Olyvar?" A tiny crease appeared on her brow, a vague, condescending sympathy. "Is it because you are not yet with child?"
Sansa bit back a yelp as the needle jabbed into her finger. Lady Jhiqui's playing abruptly stopped; Lady Irri's brush hovered above her leather canvas; Lady Nymella looked up from her book.
"Wedded does not mean bedded, Your Grace," Lady Nymella said brusquely. "Ser Olyvar swore a holy vow not to exercise his rights until Princess Sansa comes of age. Whatever customs of Essos you may be used to, in Westeros ladies come of age at six-and-ten."
"It is the same for Dothraki," Lady Irri said suddenly, glancing at the queen.
"You have not—" Queen Daenerys had a very odd look on her face. "But you are wedded, you share the same rooms, he brings you to the dragonpit—" she trailed off into silence, scowling down at her needlework sampler. It was the first few letters of the Common Tongue, rendered in harsh, blocky lines of scarlet thread, the sort of thing a child might make.
A queen she might be, but Daenerys Targaryen knew less of the Seven Kingdoms than a highborn child half her age. Sansa tried to be patient, remembering that the queen had neither septa nor maester to instruct her, but it was hard not to wince when Queen Daenerys dismissed tactful offers to teach her how to dance and sing, how to discuss famous works of poetry and how to write her own.
"Does Westeros lack for dancers and singers and poets?" She had laughed, not noticing how the Dornish ladies glanced at each other. "Let them earn their coin; I shall spend my hours ruling, not dancing."
Teaching the queen to dress in the Westerosi fashion was somewhat easier, but Daenerys did not hide her preference for Meereenese stozars and their draping folds and for the Tyroshi gowns which left the shoulders bare. It took weeks to convince Daenerys that needlework was a common pastime among Westerosi ladies, one which she would need to learn if she intended to cross the Narrow Sea. Lady Toland had taught needlework to her own daughters and to other young ladies, but instructing a queen was much trickier when Daenerys might abandon the lesson at any moment to speak with her Hand or other members of her council, or whatever other excuse she could find.
It therefore came as little surprise when Daenerys rose to her feet, discarding her sampler on her chair. "Let us take a walk, Lady Sansa; I tire of sitting." The queen glanced at the ladies-in-waiting, both those who were her own and those who belonged to Sansa. "You may remain as you are; I shall return." Daenerys did not seem to notice Lady Toland's raised eyebrow, nor the hesitant quirk of Sansa's lips in answer.
The door to the queen's chambers was guarded by Unsullied in quilted tunics and by the queensguard Strong Belwas, an immense bald eunuch who went barechested. Robett Glover stood guard beside them, his arms crossed over his surcoat as he glowered into his beard. The eunuch and the northman made an odd pair as they fell in behind their charges, Strong Belwas behind Daenerys, Lord Robett behind Sansa.
Queen Daenerys said nothing as she led Sansa down the hall, toward the steps which led to the lower levels of the pyramid. It did not matter; Sansa knew the destination the queen had in mind. Today was the day of Viserion's feeding; Daenerys would want to question Olyvar.
Nearly five moons had come and gone since that awful, awful day beneath the pyramid. Sansa could not say which grieved Daenerys more, the miscarriage she suffered or the suffering of the dragon she saw as her child. Not that the queen could bear to see Viserion. Daenerys had been confined to her bed for several weeks whilst she recovered from losing her babe, and as soon as the queen was well enough to ride again she could be found everywhere but the dragonpit.
At last they reached the hallway of grey brick which held the chambers Sansa shared with Ser Olyvar, his squire, her maid, and her sworn sword. Ser Gulian Qorgyle stood guard, accompanied by a few men-at-arms. Although Daenerys entered the room without pausing, Sansa stopped for a moment, favoring the Dornish knight with a smile and a few words of High Valyrian so that he might correct her accent. Ser Gulian's salt-and-pepper mustache bristled as he repeated the words slowly, exaggerating the movement of his lips so she might imitate it. It took several tries before she got it right; High Valyrian was slippery and smooth, much harder than northron or the few words she knew of Rhoynish.
When she finally entered the solar it was to find a rather odd scene. Ser Olyvar sat on a plush floor cushion, a book opened across his crossed legs. His hair was still wet from the bath, and Buttons lay sprawled against his hip. Lord Edric Dayne sat on a cushion beside him, frowning over The Father's Chosen, or, a discourse on the habits of dutiful lords. Though his aunt Allyria Dayne held Starfall, it was only as castellan to her nephew, and she had sent several tomes on the principles of ruling which Lord Edric was expected to study when not training or waiting upon his knight master.
Queen Daenerys had not immediately interrupted Ser Olyvar's reading as she usually did. Instead she stared at the terrace, where little Kit was gleefully jumping in puddles under Gilly's watchful eye. Sansa could not help but smile; Kit was a bold, robust little boy whose love of trying to open and close anything with a handle or lid could only be matched by his love of running around naked before and after every bath.
"How old is he?" Daenerys asked. Sansa had never heard the queen's voice so high and girlish, yet Gilly startled, her dark eyes filled with fear.
"He- he's almost two, Your Grace," Gilly answered, eyes lowered.
"I might have had a son like him," Daenerys whispered as if to herself.
Sansa's tummy roiled as she remembered the sight of Olyvar, his tunic drenched with water and with blood. His eyes were wide and white as he sent Edric running to have a bath made ready before vanishing behind the ornamental screen that concealed the copper tub, clothes flying everywhere as he stripped to await his bath. Only after servants came with steaming water and left with empty buckets could she persuade Olyvar to explain himself as he scrubbed behind the screen.
He had gone to visit Queen Daenerys to tell her about Viserion. When she rose from her bath they saw the water was red, and she collapsed into his arms, still bleeding from between her legs. Lady Irri had run for Maester Perceval while Olyvar held the delirious queen. Prince Consort Aegor had arrived shortly after, panicked as the sight of so much blood, and gone running for Haldon Halfmaester. By the time Perceval and Haldon arrived Daenerys had already lost the babe, and Aegor took her into his arms as they tried to staunch the bleeding. At that point, Olyvar had fled.
"The babe was fully formed," Olyvar said in a choked voice from behind the screen, water quietly sloshing. "It might have fit in the palm of my hand..."
"Daenerys will be fine," Sansa told him, lacking better words of comfort. "Women have miscarried since time began; the birthing bed is our battleground." That was what The Seven-Pointed Star said, at any rate. Arya would no doubt prefer a true battleground, but Sansa would gladly take bearing children over bearing a sword.
Olyvar's laugh was harsh and bitter. "A cruel battleground, where friend and foe are the same. How many children die before their first breath? How many kill their mothers through sheer mischance?"
There was no answer to such bitter words, so Sansa sang hymns instead. When Olyvar finally emerged from his bath, wrapped in shift and bedrobe, Sansa sat with him on their featherbed, telling him silly stories about Arya and her brothers and gently prying until he told her stories about his sisters. It was the least she could do, with how often he gave her solace from her nightmares.
Did nightmares plague Daenerys as they plagued her? Daenerys was proud and strong, the widow of a khal and conqueror of cities. And yet... as Daenerys stared at Kit, her eyes glassy, it was hard to forget that she was only seventeen.
It was Gilly who broke the silence, her voice soft as she plucked Kit from his current puddle. "Would Your Grace like to hold him?"
Daenerys hesitated, a look of desperate yearning upon her face. Kit took no notice of the queen; he toddled over to a new puddle and sat in it, splashing at the water with his chubby fists.
"No," Daenerys finally said. "No, I... I have other matters to attend to."
As if a spell had broken, the queen turned to Olyvar, barraging him with questions about the dragon beneath the pyramid, Olyvar answering with his usual calm. Yes, Viserion's appetite continued to return; Olyvar had given him a live sheep which he briefly chased before roasting and devouring it. No, Viserion had not tried to roast Olyvar or any of the Unsullied. No, the scars on Viserion's neck had not yet healed. Yes, the wounds remained clean, and Olyvar had replaced the bandages again. Yes, Viserion's cream scales and golden crest and horns seemed brighter. Yes, Olyvar thought it best that the dragon be permitted time outside the dragonpit as soon as possible, even with the wound and bandages.
At last satisfied, the queen departed after Sansa gently hinted that the queen should dismiss the ladies in her solar before she sought out Ser Barristan for a ride through the city. For all her pride and majesty, Daenerys did not always understand the power she held, how knights and ladies were required to stand until she gave permission for them to sit, how they must rise when she rose, how they must remain in one place unless she gave them leave to go.
Gentle hints were all Sansa dared; she could hardly scold the Mother of Dragons like she would scold Arya. Sansa had hoped the situation would improve over time, but the tenth moon of the year waxed and waned and nothing seemed to change.
"Has the prince consort not informed her of the necessary courtesies?" Sansa asked in a hushed voice one morning, bothered by the queen's continuing ignorance.
"I think he has," Olyvar replied, equally softly. Sound echoed on the servants' steps, but the descent to the dragonpit was too long to remain quiet the entire way. "But Daenerys never had ladies until she wed the khal, and for all his learning Aegor did not grow up in a keep. The courtesies which are natural to us are foreign to them."
"Queen Daenerys still calls me ser, sometimes," Lady Brienne added softly, torchlight flickering over her face. "I do not think she even notices that she is doing it."
"Perhaps," Olyvar said, his eyes shadowed, "but she should know better than to call Princess Sansa a lady."
She does know better, Sansa thought, she does not acknowledge Robb as a king. She did not speak the thought aloud; there were Unsullied standing guard at the entrance to the passageway. They stood aside for Olyvar, as they always did, not even looking at Sansa or Brienne. No one seemed to notice or care that Olyvar often brought his lady wife when he visited the dragonpit; so far as she could tell Daenerys simply thought Olyvar was showing off.
The great doors were bound with chains, as always. They clanked and rattled as the Unsullied removed them, opening the doors to a gust of warm air and a pair of eyes like molten gold. Viserion screeched as Olyvar entered the pit, holding up his hands to show he bore neither chain nor whip.
The dragonpit would be as empty as Olyvar's hands, if the maesters had had their way. After the first horrible visit Olyvar had described Viserion's state to Maester Perceval, Maester Lonnel, and Haldon Halfmaester, and all three agreed the beast was likely beyond healing. A healthy dragon was dangerous; a half-mad, injured dragon was something else entirely. Nor were any of the three willing to risk their skin by examining Viserion, even after he was given another dose of milk of the poppy when the first began to wear off.
Sansa was not present when the maesters gave Daenerys their counsel, but Olyvar said he'd never seen such desperate fury. The dragon was her child, the queen said, to kill him would be to kill herself. Instead Queen Daenerys set a blacksmith to the task of removing the iron collar as the dragon slept. When that was done she began searching without success for a healer to tend the festering wound. In the end only Olyvar and Prince Consort Aegor were brave enough to enter the dragonpit, armed with nothing but sharp knives, boiled vinegar, and long strips of linen soaked in fire wine.
Sansa was very glad she had not been present for that either; the stench of decay on Olyvar's clothes when he returned was more than her sensitive nose could bear. It had taken them hours to cut away the rotten flesh, wash the wound and wrap it in bandages, all the while wondering if the dragon might awaken and roast them where they stood. Half the city claimed that the black dragon ate children; who was to say that his white brother would abstain from eating men?
Speaking with Viserion when he finally awoke did not ease her fears. His voice was different than that of other beasts, louder and hotter, as though each word was the lash of a fiery whip against her mind. He had eaten man-flesh before, he informed her, showing her a memory of himself and his brothers feasting upon a pair of heads as his mother talked with a blue-bearded Tyroshi clad all in yellow. Though he had not eaten man-flesh since then, it was because he was kept well fed otherwise, not because of any regard for men. Men were little different than sheep, Viserion thought, but for their odd habit of walking on two legs and for their lack of fur.
Her heart was in her throat as Sansa watched Olyvar inspect the bandages on the dragon's neck, his face far too close to jaws that could spit flame at any moment. A low rumble of laughter echoed in her mind. I won't roast him, cold girl, the dragon said, turning his molten eyes on her. Much as I'd like to be rid of your nasty scent.
Viserion might appreciate her part in the removal of his collar, but he did not care for Sansa, even after she'd told Olyvar the dragon preferred to dine on live sheep, not dead ones. Apparently she smelled like cold winds and pine trees and deep pools of icy water, all of which the dragon despised. His annoyance perplexed her; her sensitive nose could not detect any such scents, nor could the noses of Buttons or any other animals nearby. All they smelled was the sharp-sweet lemon perfume she favored, a gift from Olyvar on her last nameday.
The dragon liked Olyvar's smell much better, claiming he smelled of hot sands and sunbaked stones and blazing fires. Even more perplexing was Viserion's tolerance for Brienne, who apparently smelled like warm breezes over the sea.
"Shall I sing for you?" Sansa offered, ignoring the insult.
Viserion stretched his long neck, scales glimmering cream and gold in the torchlight. I had rather see sunlight than hear more of your noise. It hurts my ears.
"And repairs the damage to your neck." Somewhat, anyway. It had taken her but a few minutes to save Ser Olyvar's crushed arm, and mere seconds to stitch her skin back together each time she gave blood to a weirwood tree, but the dragon was another matter. Something in his nature fought her healing song, as if she were trying to mix oil and water. It had taken weeks to staunch the worst of the damage and coax the flesh to begin mending itself, and the effort both tired her and aggravated the dragon.
Sunlight is all I need, the dragon growled.
"No, Viserion," Olyvar commanded, iron in his voice. He could not hear the dragon's part of their conversation, but it was hard not to notice when a dragon flexed his claws and bared his teeth.
"We're trying," Sansa pleaded. "The queen fears that you will fly away and never return." Or start eating children, she thought, careful not to let the dragon overhear.
It was hard to convince the queen how much the dragon hated the darkness, given that she did not know Sansa was a skinchanger. Before they left Dorne Sansa had been unsure whether she should reveal her ability to Queen Daenerys, but Princess Elia, Prince Doran, Princess Arianne, and Olyvar were all dead set against the idea. Targaryens were very possessive of their dragons, even when they had dozens of them, and the Mother of Dragons had only hatched three. Informing Daenerys that an outsider could speak to her dragons better than their mother could did not seem prudent.
Sansa was still mulling over the problem a few weeks later. It was a rare sunny day, the clouds in the distance more white than grey as she sat on her terrace, stitching away in silence. She had not wanted company today; the rest of her ladies were doing as they pleased in their own chambers or out in the city. Brienne of Tarth was happily occupied in the training hall, as were Olyvar and his squire; Gilly was off with Lady Toland, nursing little Sylva.
It was mid-afternoon when Olyvar and Edric Dayne returned, reeking of sweat and steel. It was not the first time Sansa fervently wished that the pyramid's baths were less crowded at this hour, nor would it be the last. After making their courtesies Olyvar and Edric made for the terrace pool, Sansa averting her eyes until both were submerged.
As usual, Edric finished first, drying himself off and dressing quickly before running to fetch appropriate clothes for Ser Olyvar. They would be dining with the queen tonight, as they did once every fortnight or so. As Sansa's fingers grew stiff and her eyes began to tire, she set her needlework aside, pleased with her progress. Within seconds Buttons hopped up on her lap, mewling and rubbing his cheek against her hand as he begged for pets.
"How is Lady Brienne?" Sansa asked, scruffing under the cat's chin with her fingernails. Though she and Lord Robett had reached an understanding, she much preferred being guarded by her sworn sword, and missed Brienne when she was busy training.
"Overwhelmed with squires," Olyvar said absentmindedly, his eyes closed as he floated in the water. A clout of dark linen preserved his modesty, but he was otherwise bare, as he would be if he swam in Dorne. His golden brown skin was lighter on his chest and arms than it was on his face and hands. Faint glimpses of muscle appeared when he moved his long limbs; dark hairs sprouted from his chest and chin. "Deziel is helping her show them disarming techniques; he said he needed the exercise."
During the journey south from King's Landing, Brienne of Tarth had taken every chance to spar with the Dornish knights and squires. As time went on, she began correcting the squires' mistakes, making them repeat moves over and over and over again. By the time they reached Meereen, the Maid of Tarth had somehow become the unofficial master-at-arms whenever the knights were too busy or too exasperated to deal with their squires themselves. If she was not guarding Sansa, Lady Brienne could invariably be found in the training hall on the third level of the pyramid.
Of late Brienne had more pupils than just Edric Dayne and Perros Blackmont. Ser Barristan Selmy had nearly thirty boys he meant to turn into knights for Queen Daenerys, but spent most of his hours with the dozen who showed the most promise. The rest of the squires, slower, duller, younger, or all three, had begun drifting towards the end of the hall used by the Dornish. It was only a matter of time before Brienne started correcting their stances and footwork, seemingly unable to help herself despite her awe of Ser Barristan.
Ser Barristan was never less than courteous to Brienne, but his quiet disapproval seemed to hurt the Maid of Tarth more than if he had shouted at her. Brienne was too shy to ask the old knight for a spar, and he never offered, though he had sparred Ser Gulian Qorgyle and Ser Symon Wyl more than once, regaled Edric Dayne with tales of his famous uncle Arthur, the Sword of Morning, even recommended a book on knighthood to Perros Blackmont. That seemed very unfair to Sansa; Brienne was more true to the ideals of knighthood than many if not most anointed knights. She deserved to test her skill against Ser Barristan, not the Kingslayer. Ser Jaime Lannister was still terrible with his left hand; Brienne trounced him easily every time he showed in face in the training hall.
Sansa did not know what to make of the Kingslayer, and tried not to think about him. She could not forget his mocking grin the day he captured her, nor his hysterical laughter that day in the throne room with Queen Daenerys. What did Jaime Lannister mean, claiming he had saved her from Lord Tywin? It was Ser Olyvar who had championed her in the trial by combat, Ser Olyvar who had swept the cloak of his protection over her shoulders when the queen meant to have her poisoned. Ser Jaime wasn't even in the city, he had vanished the same night Lord Tywin died... a terrible notion seized her, gooseprickles rising up her arms. No, she was just being silly. Even the Kingslayer would not kill his own father.
There was a soft splash as Olyvar emerged from the water; Sansa looked away as he toweled himself off and began dressing with Edric's assistance. Sansa would not need to change until Gilly returned; after months of practice Gilly had become adept at helping her mistress change gowns quickly.
Buttons stretched, an immense yawn baring his sharp white teeth. His belly was full, yet he still felt the need to hunt and chase. A loose ribbon proved just the thing, Sansa dangling it over his head while the tomcat batted at it gleefully.
Now properly attired in a silk surcoat blazoned with his golden snakes, Olyvar took the chair beside hers, his lips twitching as he watched Buttons roll about on his back, trying to catch the ribbon with all four paws.
"Princess Sansa?" Lord Edric Dayne said as he emerged from the solar, now carrying a pair of tomes. Sansa looked up, favoring the squire with a smile. "Ser Barristan spoke to his squires about chivalry today. Would you care to hear what he said?"
"I believe you have reading to do, squire," Olyvar said, one eyebrow raised. "I swore to Lady Allyria that I would not let you slack in your studies." Edric cast a pleading look at Sansa; when she shook her head, he did as he was told, taking a seat halfway across the terrace and opening his book with a sigh of disappointment.
"Barristan the Bold indeed," Olyvar muttered, opening the book Edric had brought him.
"What is that you're reading?" Sansa inquired, eager to change the subject. Olyvar's eyes lit up; he scooted his chair closer and held the book up so she might see the pages.
"Remember how I hired a scribe to translate the books Nymeria's mother gave her?" Sansa did remember; among the Rhoynar artifacts looted from the ruins of Sarhoy had been a pair of tomes written in old Rhoynish, distant ancestor to the dialect of Rhoynish spoken in Dorne. "This is the first one he completed; it's a treatise about why Sarhoy should build more temples of learning like those in Chroyane."
"Like the Citadel?"
"Like a dozen Citadels," Olyvar replied, flipping to a page with an illuminated map of the Rhoyne, each city marked by a drawing of a horned turtle. "There are perhaps a thousand novices and acolytes in Oldtown, drawn from across the Seven Kingdoms. But the Rhoynar taught scholars at almost every temple to Mother Rhoyne; there were three temples in Chroyane alone, Sansa! And more in Ny Sar and Sar Mell, in Ghoyan Drohe and Ar Noy. The author boasts that each temple had thousands and thousands of books, texts from Valyria, from Ghis, from Yi Ti, even from Oldtown!"
On and on Olyvar rambled, Sansa occasionally asking questions. It was good to see him enjoy himself for once. Tending a dragon was hardly the most calming of tasks. Nor was arguing with Aegor as he did whenever they dined with Queen Daenerys. Sansa bit her lip; she hoped dinner tonight would be calmer than usual.
The dinner began peacefully enough. Olyvar escorted Daenerys to her chair at the head of the table before taking a seat at her right hand, and Aegor escorted Sansa to the chair across from Olyvar's before taking his own seat at the foot of the table. It was the oddest thing, being the only person at the dinner table who did not have silver hair. Olyvar's hair was a darker silver, his locks turning to waves once more as they grew back, but Daenerys and Aegor had fine silky hair of same pale bright silver as their crowns, their pale angular faces possessed by some unearthly beauty. Even Ser Loras Tyrell could not hold a candle to the Prince Consort.
And yet... when Ser Loras handed her a red rose she thought her heart might burst, but Aegor's smiles did not even make her tingle. Not that he smiled very often during dinner. The first course had barely been cleared when Aegor brought up some new law, Olyvar inquired as to how and why the law had been made, and they were off. The Lord Hand had been trained in the principles of governance since birth, Ser Olyvar trained not at all, yet somehow, every single time the queen hosted them for dinner, it was all they could discuss. They debated over the merits of a council that led as opposed to a council that followed, when a wise king should avoid war or seek it out, and so on and so forth.
Daenerys interjected rarely, content with watching the battle of wits as though she were presiding over a joust held in her honor. Sansa listened, considering each man's arguments and how they compared to what she had seen at Winterfell and at the Red Keep.
It was strange, how ardently Olyvar spoke. He had been raised to rule over nothing; the very idea of Prince Oberyn pushing him toward the throne filled him with abject dismay. Lady Meria Sand did not share his qualms; she had been practically giddy over the thought of hiding in plain sight, making friends and forging alliances right beneath Cersei Lannister's nose. Lady Meria was less pleased by the notion of Daenerys Targaryen benefiting from her hard work, but she at least had more subtlety than Prince Oberyn.
If Olyvar were to become king... Sansa's tummy flipped. I could be his queen. Once the thought would have sent her into raptures of delight, as it had when she was first betrothed to Joffrey. Then she was a silly little girl, who dreamed of nothing more than wearing gorgeous raiment as lords and ladies begged for her favor.
Oh, she knew there was more to it than that, but the duties of being queen seemed much more distant, unreal. Bearing heirs meant daydreaming of golden haired babes, not contemplating the bloody battle of childbirth. Running the household meant imagining armies of servants in fine livery, not considering how much time and effort it would take overseeing the work of hundreds and hundreds of men and women.
Had Cersei Lannister overseen the servants of the Red Keep? Sansa searched her memories, trying to remember if how often the cats had seen the queen meet with the steward, the chamberlain, or the other head servants. It had not been often. Now that Sansa thought of it, Queen Cersei did the absolute bare minimum, only checking on their work when some issue annoyed the queen.
Sansa glanced at Daenerys, who was sipping a flute of persimmon wine as she watched Aegor and Olyvar bicker over the proper way to handle treasonous lords. Daenerys did not supervise the servants either, so far as she knew; she left that to a seneschal under Aegor's command. But... at the same time, Daenerys was very engaged with her people. She rode through the city frequently, attended council meetings, held court once every week or so, presided over the many, many religious festivals of the many different gods her people worshipped... from what Olyvar had heard she commanded her Unsullied herself, devising the strategems which had won her Astapor, then Yunkai, then Meereen.
Daenerys is a king, not a queen. How had it taken Sansa so long to realize the truth right under her nose? Sansa could no more imagine Daenerys happily presiding over ladies-in-waiting and supervising servants than she could imagine Aegor sitting on the Iron Throne.
Sansa glanced at Olyvar, now gesturing emphatically as he defended the right of heirs to keep the lands of treacherous sires, rather than the entire family being attainted. Somehow she could not imagine him sitting on the Iron Throne either. I am chasing daydreams, Sansa scolded herself. Olyvar had taken her under his protection because he was a true knight, not because he was choosing her to be his queen. He had said as much when he swore not to exercise his marital rights until she came of age.
Her sixteenth nameday was just over a year hence. Would Olyvar try to claim his rights then? Or would he offer to annul their marriage when they returned to Westeros, as he had shortly after Daenerys miscarried? The sailors down on the docks said there was a new High Septon now, one that did not bow to the Lannisters and their whims. If the marriage was annulled for lack of consummation, she could go back to Winterfell. The very thought made her heart ache.
And yet... she would not be able to stay at Winterfell, not for long. Robb would choose a new husband for her, some bannermen needed to secure his throne. Sansa might find herself in a northern keep, but she might just as easily find herself sent to the Riverlands or the Vale, hundreds or thousands of leagues from Winterfell.
Sansa frowned. Rickon was already betrothed to Lord Manderly's younger daughter. She could not imagine Arya surviving the stiff propriety of the Vale; Robb would likely find her a husband in the north so he could keep her close. Perhaps a Mormont would suit, they favored warrior women, but no, Lady Maege had only daughters, and her grandchildren were far too young. A Karstark then, or an Umber, who would not look askance at a bride that could defend herself from wildling raids. Robb was unlikely to favor the Riverlands for his own betrothal, not with Uncle Edmure as the Lord of Riverrun.
The Vale, then, would be most likely. If Robb did not wed some Royce, Redfort, Corbray, or Waynwood maiden, it would fall to Sansa to wed one of their brothers. Bronze Yohn Royce had visited Winterfell a few years past; she knew all three of his sons. Ser Andar Royce was already married, his brothers Ser Robar and Ser Waymar were both dead, one perished in the south the other in the far north. Not a Royce, then. She did not know the lineages of the other most powerful houses of the Vale; any man she wed would be a stranger.
Meanwhile, the man she was currently wed to sat across from her. Ser Olyvar was no stranger; his voice and facial expressions were as familiar as those of her siblings.
"—a royal progress is not a waste of time. How can you begin to know a lord unless you see him in his own keep?" said Olyvar, indignant.
"Why not summon them to King's Landing?" Daenerys replied, shrugging. "A man is more like to tread carefully when he is away from the seat of his power."
"Visiting lords on dragonback would be far easier than riding for weeks with a host of lords and ladies," Aegor observed, thoughtful. "King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne—"
Sansa studied Olyvar thoughtfully. He did not answer to the name Aegon Targaryen, but it was his all the same, as was the blood of the dragon. One day he might survey the Seven Kingdoms from dragonback, but that day was not today. There was time to consider how she must do her duty.
Notes:
Writing such an introspective chapter is so hard, y'all. Thanks as always to my main beta PA2 and to Myra and Geeky for also taking a look at the hot mess outline/early draft.
Can't wait to hear what you guys think! :D
NOTES
1) I made up the hair style traditions. Fashion has been used to send messages for thousands of years; why not use hair styles for the same purpose? Cersei often wears her curly hair down in canon; let's pretend she always has a small portion braided or otherwise pulled away from her face using golden ornaments with the rest of her curls left loose.
2) The temples of learning built by the Rhoynar are inspired by the universities built during the Islamic Golden Age. Oh my god, y'all, their knowledge of medicine was some of the best in the medieval world! Why? Because Islamic physicians collected medical texts and synthesized knowledge from across a wide variety of cultures.
3) The incredible stasis of Planetos really doesn't make sense. As such, I decided that losing a large percent of the population to long winters is one of the causes of stasis. Another cause? The Valyrian dragonlords repeatedly crushing their rivals and destroying their accumulated knowledge. I headcanon the destruction of the Rhoynar as being akin to the burning of the library of Alexandria but on a much more devastating scale. Nymeria and her followers preserved what scraps they could, but an immense amount of knowledge/expertise was lost in their flight from Essos.
The ONLY college in Westeros being the Citadel makes no fucking sense. There should be dozens of universities of various sizes endowed by various lords and ladies. Before 1500 there were over eighty universities in western and central Europe alone!!! England was the weirdo outlier for *only* having Oxford and Cambridge!
4) Medieval ladies did not spend all day sewing and singing and looking pretty. They had a lot of duties when it came to running the household; a lady was expected to know the basics of most work done by the servants she supervised. When a lord was away from the manor a lady would run the keep in the lord's absence AND take charge of defending the keep if attacked.
5) I'm trying to be careful to avoid bashing Dany's ignorance. She didn't grow up in Westeros! She didn't learn all the tiny social cues that Olyvar and Sansa take for granted! Customs vary wildly across Essos, after all, and Dany wasn't in a position to set up a formal court until she conquered Meereen. She is trying to learn, but a lot of the courtesies and expected skills like needlework/singing/dancing seem pointless to her, compared to ruling her city. Which is understandable, but also... she really needs to learn the customs/traditions of Westeros if she hopes to someday rule there, even if she doesn't fully endorse or understand them.
6) Sansa doing very thoughtful analysis before dismissing her insights as silly comes straight from canon. At the age of 12, she (mostly) figures out the motives behind the Joffrey murder plot two months before it happens!
Ser Loras is a Tyrell, Sansa reminded herself. That other knight was only a Toyne. His brothers had no armies, no way to avenge him but with swords. Yet the more she thought about it all, the more she wondered. Joff might restrain himself for a few turns, perhaps as long as a year, but soon or late he will show his claws, and when he does… The realm might have a second Kingslayer, and there would be war inside the city, as the men of the lion and the men of the rose made the gutters run red.
Sansa was surprised that Margaery did not see it too. She is older than me, she must be wiser. And her father, Lord Tyrell, he knows what he is doing, surely. I am just being silly. ASOS, Sansa II
Chapter 122: Bran II
Chapter Text
"Are you ready?"
Lord Brynden's voice was rough and raw, a harsh rasp that scraped at Bran's ears and sent gooseprickles crawling up his arms.
Once Bran would have said that the roots and branches of the weirwood throne were white as bone, but they weren't, not really. He had never known so many shades of white existed until he spent his days in darkness. Weirwoods and their roots and branches were pure white, whiter than the moon or stars, but Lord Brynden's bones were tinged with faint traces of brown and yellow, just like the tatters of leathery skin that hung upon them, his few strands of hair a cold pale silver that shone like the edge of a sharpened blade.
Bran tried to sit up straighter, the branches of his weirwood throne digging into his back. Leaf said that rocks were the bones of the earth, just as waters were her blood and soil her flesh. But what did that make the trees?
"I'm ready," Bran said.
Despite his best efforts the words sounded hollow, quavering. Afraid. Bran had slipped into the roots before, why was he frightened now? He would not repeat his past mistakes, he wouldn't, he mustn't. He wished he had Summer. The direwolf always made him feel stronger, surer of himself. It was a vain wish, for the direwolf would not come with him for lessons, no matter what Bran said. The corpse lord's scent made his hackles rise, teeth bared in a silent snarl, ears flattened against his head, tail lashing back and forth.
Focus, he must focus. A long deep breath filled his lungs with air that tasted of dust and decay. There were no fresh breezes here, no scents of flowers or growing things. The stone walls of the cave pressed in, the abyss yawning before him as though it meant to swallow him whole. The only time a man can be brave is when he is afraid, his father's voice whispered.
"I'm ready," Bran said again, his voice strong as a prince's should be. Anything was better than remaining here. He wanted to escape, he needed to escape. It took only a moment to slip from his skin and into the roots.
This time, he was not alone.
Every raven in the cave carried a shadow, a whisper of a soul. Bran had ridden all of them, over and over and over again, until he knew each raven and the soul it bore. Some felt old and some felt young, some were quiet and some were loud, some welcomed him while others tried to fling him out. But he had only ever felt one shadow at a time, one for each raven.
But in the roots... It was as though he walked across the night sky, stars dancing through the air and brushing against his arms. There were hundreds of them, no, thousands, no two the same. Swirls of stardust embraced him, sparkling like jewels, sapphire, emerald, diamond and countless others he did not know.
Bran could not say how long he gazed upon the stars, breathless, entranced by their beauty. Yet the longer he looked, the more troubled he became. Many of the stars were but faint shadows, each twinkle dimmer than the last, and as he watched stars began to disappear one by one, the sky darker and colder without them. At last only a few hundred remained, clustered about a red star that shone brighter than the rest. Its ruby light did not fade, it pulsed, like a beating heart or an eye fluttering open.
Focus, the red star rasped. Your frail shell has no use here; why do you cling to it?
Bran looked down. He floated in the sky, his arms pale and scrawny from long months without sunlight, his legs straight and strong like they were in his dreams, not wasted and twisted as they were in life.
But— Bran protested. The red star blazed, burning him.
Let go of it, the red star commanded. Unless... perhaps you need more practice. Shall we return to the cave?
He blanched. Bran did not want to go back to slipping into blind fish and bats, over and over and over, with nothing all around but dark waters and dark tunnels. Frantically he stripped away his skin until he was a star like the rest of them, blue-grey light spilling forth like the first glimpse of dawn.
Good, the red star said. You cannot see what is ahead unless you stop looking back.
Yes, the grey star nodded, ignoring the plaintive wailing in his heart. Only babies looked back, and he was not a baby. He had acted like one though, slipping into the roots to watch his father, his mother, his sisters and brothers.
Forget them. The red star flared. I will teach you better uses of your power.
Something warm tickled the grey star's face. That didn't make sense. Stars didn't have faces, or eyes, or ears. Then how could he hear a low whine, an urgent whimper? Sharp claws scrabbled at his chest, a wet snout nuzzled at his cheek, and the stars vanished, leaving nothing but darkness.
"Bran? Are you well?"
Jojen stood before him, a torch clasped in his hand. "Summer wouldn't leave me be until I came looking for you," the little crannogman said. The light of the flames flickered over his dark brown hair and pale brown skin, casting shadows beneath his mossy green eyes. Behind him the greenseer sat on his throne unseeing, his eye glazed over, empty, absent.
The direwolf whined. His paws rested on Bran's shoulders, his heavy weight pinning Bran to the weirwood throne as Summer bathed Bran's face in wet kisses. Soft grey fur tickled his nose, and for a moment Bran remembered the godswood, direwolf pups gamboling about his feet as his brothers and sisters laughed—
"I'm fine," Bran snapped, trying and failing to shove the direwolf away.
Why did Summer have to bother him now, just when Lord Brynden finally let him enter the roots again? Usually the direwolf spent his time hunting outside the caves, or playing games with Meera, or sleeping beside Jojen as he recovered from the long illness that had plagued him. Bran had been happy when Jojen at last felt well enough to explore the caves with Meera, but now he wished Jojen was still stuck in bed.
Bran had to swat Summer on the nose before he finally got down, sitting on his haunches and whining as Bran tried to slip his skin and return to the roots. It was hard to concentrate with all the noise the direwolf was making, and it felt like hours before Bran finally found the field of stars. He marveled at them, spellbound, only to be flung back by a burst of red light.
His body had never felt so much like a cage. "I was busy," Bran said, so frustrated he wanted to cry as he looked down at his shriveled legs. They were a little longer now, growing with the rest of him. He hated that. There was no point to them growing, they were useless, like him, nothing but dead weight. "Why did you have to ruin it?"
"I trust Summer." Jojen said in a low voice, looking over his shoulder at the greenseer. "When I arrived you were slumped in your seat. Your skin was cold to the touch, your pulse weak, as though you were shriveling away."
"I was in the weirwood roots." Who cared what he looked like while he was doing it? "I have to learn, that's what the three-eyed crow said. That's why we're here!"
Jojen's face was strange and solemn. He did not speak for a long while, and when he did, he stared at the corpse lord. "I know, Bran. The three-eyed crow led me to you, and then led us north. But if learning greenseeing is so important..." he hesitated, and when he spoke again his voice was so soft Bran had to strain to hear. "Why does he delay your lessons?"
Hot anger coursed through Bran's veins. He couldn't tell Jojen it was his own fault, and anyway, it wasn't any of Jojen's business. He wasn't a greenseer, he wasn't able to slip his skin and fly with ravens or swim with fish or run with the direwolf. All he could do was dream, and now the dreams were gone. Sudden knowledge pierced Bran like a knife.
"You're jealous."
Jojen stepped back as if Bran had struck him, and Lord Brynden's eye gleamed red.
"Your lesson is finished for today, Brandon," the lord rasped. Bones creaked as he inclined his head, singers appearing from the gloom to carry Bran away. Jojen followed, torch held high, Summer trotting by his side, and Bran clenched his fists, no longer able to keep the hot tears from falling.
Back in their chamber the darkness consumed him. Singers brought meals of blood stew and roasted mushrooms, but they did not bring Leaf, nor did they bring Bran to his throne beside Lord Brynden. Bran slipped into Summer whenever the direwolf left the cave, his paws kicking up plumes of snow as he chased after hares, but Jojen and Meera kept dragging him back, flicking him on the ear or ruffling his shaggy hair until he lost his grip and fell back into his own skin.
Bran did not like that. Who were they, to take away the only thing that cheered him? Jojen's stories weren't as good as the stories Leaf told, or the visions Lord Brynden showed him. Even worse, Meera was always making him exercise his arms, cajoling and teasing and scolding until he gave in. She handed him rocks and made him lift them, she made him lay on the ground and try to push himself up, she made him play tug of war with a rope that chafed his fingers raw.
She had just gotten the idea of making Bran try to drag himself across the cave by his hands when Leaf finally came for him, a wary look in her gold-green cat's eyes. Meera did not smile at Leaf as she usually did. Instead she picked up her three-pronged frog spear and her net, pressed a kiss to the sleeping Jojen's brow, and announced she was going hunting. Bran was almost glad to see her go.
Lord Brynden waited upon his throne, a pale specter emerging from the darkness. "Shall we?" His teacher asked, a terrible smile upon his ruined lips. Bran nodded, his throat too tight to speak. Between one breath and the next he slipped his skin, abandoning the cavern for the field of stars that hid within the weirwood roots.
Bran's body followed, a pale, weak thing. He quickly set it aside, lest the greenseer see and halt the lesson. The grey star did not need the frail cage of a crippled boy. Eons passed as the stars whirled around him, yet it was only an instant before the red star appeared, half blinding him with how brightly it burned. A gold-green star shone beside the red, smaller, softer, yet possessed of a gentle radiance.
There once was a boy who loved stories, the red star said. All his life he loved nothing better than knowing all there was to know, from the lore of the maesters to the hidden thoughts of the mighty. The boy grew old, and still he learned, delving into secrets lost to men, mysteries known only to those who wished to forget.
The grey star shimmered, unable to hide his excitement, and the red star chuckled.
Ah, another boy who loves stories, I see. Shall I share them with you?
Yes! Bran shouted, the grey star shining brilliant as the sun.
Very well, the red star gleamed. Let us begin at the beginning. Men think themselves the rulers of the world, the only souls superior to the beasts of land and sea. They are wrong. Three kindreds there are, for men are not alone, though the other two have dwindled.
The giants were the first, the builders, born from the earth's flesh. Next came the children, the singers, born of the earth's spirit. Last came men, who are of flesh and spirit both, their very natures locked in eternal war, always reaching for power they cannot safely grasp, for the magic which flows through giants and singers from the moment of their birth.
We have magic, the grey star said tentatively.
We are not like other men. Any fool can summon magic with the right words and a splash of blood, but our power comes from the weirwoods, from the earth herself. Even then, neither you nor I can match the spells laid when the world was young, the countless miracles and the peerless wonders.
I want to see, said the grey star. Can you show me?
That was thousands of years ago. The gold-green star shimmered, her voice high and sweet. There are few of us left who remember.
Please, the grey star begged. He did not want to go back to the cave, to the darkness. He wanted to see, he wanted to know.
Show him, the red star rasped.
A pale yellow star glowed, dim shadows moving within his depths. Giants strode across vast plains of long grass, some almost hairless like men, others shaggy as bears. They were huge, their legs like tree trunks, their hands like shovels. The largest of them formed a circle about the others, with the smallest in the middle. One stumbled over his awkward feet, crying out in a strange tongue until a larger giant came and helped him up. The small ones are their children, he realized, astonished. It was hard to think of such towering creatures as children; they were bigger than Hodor. No, he mustn't think that, the red star would know. The grey star watched as the memory flickered, then went out, along with the pale yellow star.
The red star pulsed a command. Another yellow star glimmered, this time showing a memory of stony mountains capped with snow. For a moment the grey star blinked, confused, staring at the immense boulders that littered the mountainside. Each boulder was twenty, perhaps thirty feet tall; instead of being round they were shaped like pillars, lying in a straight line. Almost as if—
The boulders began to move, and the grey star cried out in fear.
Jhogwin, the gold-green star said sadly. Stone giants. They are gone now, every one.
On and on it went. Each star cast a different memory, some dimming, some fading away entirely as the first one had. He saw rocky islands upon a frigid sea, mazes rising beneath the hands of giants with shaggy brown fur and clever eyes. He saw rain fall upon a steaming jungle, droplets dripping from leaves the size of a man's chest, while giants dug deep tunnels with spades the size of wheelbarrows. Then the memories came faster, glimpses of vast subterranean cities and airy mountain palaces, rings of ornately carved stone obelisks and rows of marble shrines, attended by giants in woven robes.
The grey star frowned. He had glimpsed giants before, when he was trying to find the boy who was his half-brother. They wore no clothes but their shaggy pelts, and bore no tools but crude clubs. Their tiny eyes were weary, their shoulders slumped. How could those be the same creatures who built the marvels he had seen?
I don't understand, the grey star said. How—
"Look, Bran!"
He opened his eyes, a bitter scream caught in his throat. Meera stood before him, grinning, a roe deer slung over her shoulders. "I found her trail, and Summer chased her down. We'll have a proper feast for the solstice tomorrow!"
Bran had not tasted venison for months, perhaps years. They left Winterfell with salted and dried meat, and when that ran out Meera fished every stream they crossed on their journey north, until the scent of fish made his stomach clench and his throat taste of bile. He should be returning Meera's smile, but all he could think of was his long-awaited lesson, interrupted yet again.
He forced himself to smile the next night, as he doled out hunks of roasted venison and small rough loaves Meera had made from the singers' oats. The eve of the new year was a day when princes served their bannermen, after all. There were no beeswax candles or balls of bronze wire stuffed with kindling, but Jojen had filled the cavern with rushlights, their ends jammed into every crevice, nook, and cranny, a thousand golden flames dancing merrily. Bran tried to enjoy the venison, but all he could think of were spiced honeycakes and dried apple rings and sweet sauces made from every kind of fruit.
Meera had known it was the solstice because she marked the days on the walls of the rocky chamber, tracking the moon as it waxed and waned, and Bran watched the tally marks with growing unease. A sennight passed, then a fortnight, before Lord Brynden finally summoned Bran. His arms ached from trying to drag himself across the floor, pebbles and shards of rock digging into his belly and scraping his useless legs. It was much easier being carried by the singers, their hands gentle as they tucked him into his throne, covering him with furs even as he slipped his skin and went into the roots.
The field of stars awaited him, the red star a little brighter than he remembered. Is it time to learn about the singers? the grey star asked, impatient.
The red star did not answer, only pulsed once. Like hounds jumping to the kennelmaster's whistle the other stars began to shine, each showing a different memory, a different place, a different time.
He had thought all the singers would look like Leaf, perhaps four feet tall, their brown skin dappled with white spots. Yet in the visions flashing before him... there were singers as tall as men whose deep green-blue skin let them melt away into dense forests of pine. There were singers with brown-red scales sunning themselves like lizards on warm rocks in the desert, there were singers who galloped across plains of yellow grass, their lower halves akin to those of horses, with four legs and hooves in place of feet. He saw singers with golden eyes and butterfly wings, singers who climbed trees with eight furry legs like tree spiders, singers who swam through clear lakes with a serpent's tail, singers who ran through drifts of snow on furry dog legs.
The giants used their magic to shape the land to their will, the gold-green star explained as the grey star gaped, overcome with awe. But the singers were shaped by the lands where we lived, our spirits molded by the earth herself.
Are grumkins and snarks real too?
The visions twisted. Now he saw singers smaller than any of the others, three feet tall at most, with snow white skin and blood red eyes. Yet despite their frightening look their faces were kind, their songs sweeter than the finest mead.
They were, the gold-green star said, bitter. The grumkins were fond of men, always granting them wishes and returning lost children. Then men began to hunt them down and demand wishes. They did not know that a wish must be freely given, never taken. When the wishes turned sour they slew the grumkins, one by one, naming them demons, child stealers. Few survived. Of those that lived, some turned cold and cruel, and became the monsters they had been falsely named. They were the first snarks.
The grey star shivered. What about merlings? Were they real? What about selkies and harpies?
Every star dimmed for a moment, as though hiding their faces in shame. All but the red star, which glowed brighter than ever.
The singers and the giants could not breed as quickly as men, said the red star. Yet with magic a singer could sire babes on a human woman; a giantess could carry the babes of a human man. Such love matches were rare, but common enough, in the elder days.
Bran wrinkled his nose, ignoring the strange dryness of his mouth and rumble in his stomach. Girls were one thing, but falling in love with a giantess thrice his height sounded even more awkward and embarrassing. How would he even kiss a giantess? With a ladder?
So that's how merlings and selkies and harpies were born? the grey star asked. From love? Then why do the stories say they were dangerous?
Not all were born from love. He had never seen the gold-green star so subdued. Some... the men outnumbered us, more every year. Some singers and giants thought to increase their numbers by forcing humans to mate with them.
Rape. The field of stars dimmed again as he shuddered.
A human child born of rape is no different than one born of love. But when magic is involved... if a wish taken at swordpoint turns sour, what happens when seed is stolen or planted in an unwilling field?
Monsters, the grey star breathed, shaking. In the distance a girl cried out. Strong hands gripped his shoulders, and then he was shaking in the cave instead of the sky.
“Oh, thank the gods!”
The grey star blinked, confused. Why was he back in this worthless shell? The girl pressed a warm hand to his forehead, then touched his cold wrist with her fingertips, feeling his sluggish pulse. Bran stared at Meera, calling moisture to his dry lips and parched throat. “What are you doing?”
“You’ve been here for days, my prince,” Meera said, distraught. “Bran, you need to sleep, you need to eat and drink—“
“I need to learn!”
His voice cracked on the last word, a shrill cry that echoed off the stone walls of the cavern.
“My prince, I only—"
“I am your prince.” Anger coiled hot within him. “And as your prince I command you to never interrupt my lessons again.”
Meera flinched at the fury in his voice, her face stricken. For a moment she lingered, then with a deep bow she took her leave. Only when she was gone did Bran realize his stomach was hollow with hunger and with guilt.
He waited in the dark for what seemed like hours, knowing better than to slip back into the roots. Lord Brynden never woke, and when Leaf and her singers carried him away none of them would speak to him, not a single word.
Days passed, then weeks. Bran ate every morsel Meera put before him, and pretended to listen to Jojen’s stupid stories. He pushed himself up and down, tugged at the rope, and dragged himself across the chamber, all the while trying not to think of the roots, of the stars, of the growing number of tally marks on the wall.
It was a full turn of the moon when they finally came. Bran was glad he had ordered the Reeds not to bother him; after so long a wait he was desperate to escape the cavern, to fly again, and this time he would not be disturbed. He had so many questions for Lord Brynden and Leaf, so many things he wanted to know, but he must choose carefully, in case he upset his teacher and the lesson ended early yet again.
And so when he rejoined the roots, the grey star knew exactly what he wanted to ask first. Why do you call the giants your bane? Bran knew men had slain giants, and giants had slain men, but he had never heard of singers and giants fighting.
We were like oil and water, ice and flame. The gold-green star glimmered sadly. Our natures set us at odds, for we loved the earth as she was, and the giants loved her for what she could be, if they shaped her to their will. Our battles were as many as the leaves of the trees, from small skirmishes to terrible wars.
How terrible?
A deep green-blue star flickered, and waves pounded against a rocky shore. There were shapes in the water, singers with webbed hands and feet and enormous eyes. Their jaws unhinged, revealing thousands of long sharp teeth like needles, and the roar of the waves became a malevolent hiss, a song of power that pierced him like a knife.
Mazes covered the land, and giants stood tall atop their walls, with two-pronged spears in their massive fists. One by one they flung their spears, and one by one singers fell silent, dark pools of blood turning the sea dark. How could the little fish singers threaten giants? Were they mad?
Winds whipped at the giants' shaggy hair. Down below the waves churned and foamed, spinning and swirling like a child's top, until a wall of water rose high above the land, a tempest without thunder or lightning, a storm like none he had ever seen. The fish-singers shrieked, and the tempest crashed over the land, smashing the giants against their walls and drowning them beneath the sea.
Only a few survived, those farthest inland. The green-blue star shed tears of stardust as she mourned. My kin lived in the forests, we traded with the giants... none of them stayed. How could they, when they could feel the death in every stone?
Where did they go?
Another star twinkled, this one green-black, and he saw the mouth of a great bay, encircling an isle of black stone lapped by gentle waves, the waters warm and smooth. Giants toiled beneath the setting sun, the stone molten in their hands as they pulled and tugged and fused the black stone into a square fortress, a labyrinth. The sun rose and set and rose again a thousand times, and the walls of the labyrinth rose too, straight and strong and unadorned. At last the giants finished, exhausted by their labor, rough smiles upon their craggy faces. For a moment his heart was glad.
Then the sky turned violet, clouds churning overhead as the waves rose and spun. Fish-singers rose from the depths, their song a screech of hatred, and Bran looked away as the sea turned red with blood.
What were the fish-singers called? The grey star asked, trying to hide his dismay. Why did they hate the giants so much?
Deep Ones, the green-black star boomed, and suddenly Bran was five again, staring up at Theon, his mouth agape. They were in the godswood, sitting by the pool of black water. In the distance he could hear Robb and Jon sparring with wooden swords, yelling the names of great heroes back and forth. Their sisters watched, Sansa calling encouragement to Robb in a light airy voice, Arya bellowing for Jon to whack Robb harder.
"The Deep Ones are scarier than any of Old Nan's silly stories." Theon laughed, a cocky smile on his lips. "They live in the depths of the sea, so dark and deep they never see the sun. They have great crab claws instead of arms, and tentacles instead of legs, and they snatch naughty children and drown them before feasting on their tender flesh."
"That's not very scary," Bran declared, unimpressed. The ocean was thousands and thousands of leagues away, after all. He only swam in the pools of the godswood; Mother wouldn't let him try swimming in the moat.
"Oh no?" Theon smirked. "On dark nights they can use their magic to slip into any stream or pool, no matter how far from the sea. Then they wait on the bottom, licking their lips as they wait for a juicy child to come along—"
The grey star fled the memory, fearful of the red star's wrath. He hadn't meant to do it that time, he wasn't trying to find Theon—
Stardust whirled about him like a snowstorm, visions flashing before his eyes. He saw Theon wrapped in pale chains, emaciated, a shadow of himself with tears frozen on his cheeks and a silent scream frozen upon his lips. He saw a hill crowned with pillars of bone, a crowd cheering for a hulking man in full plate as a hawk-nosed woman placed a driftwood crown atop his kraken helm. He saw a green dragon, no bigger than a horse, pacing the hold of a ship. A tall man watched, his hair dark as a crow's wing, his lips bruised, his face split by the strap of a leather patch that covered one eye. The other eye was blue, bluer than the sky or the sea, and somehow the man was turning, he was looking at Bran—
No! The red star burned so brightly that Bran cried out in pain, the vision turning to ash before blowing away in a hot wind.
You must concentrate, the red star said, his voice so soft and deadly that even the other stars trembled. You cannot flit here and there as you please. If I am to teach you, you must do as I say, or return home and never fly again.
I'll be good, the grey star cried. I will, I promise. Please don't send me away, please don't.
A long cold silence filled the void, the field of stars cowed and dim beneath the red star's fury.
The boy is trying, lord, the gold-green star whispered. Perhaps he might ask one more question, before the lesson ends?
One more, the red star allowed. And then there will not be another lesson for some time, so that he may think upon his actions.
Bran shivered, the grey star wavering as he tried to think of what to ask. If the wars between the singers and the giants were so terrible, what happened when men came?
For a brief moment every star went out, all but the red and the grey. A cold wind howled as faint blue light shone across the darkened sky. Numbness crept through his veins, an icy hand squeezing at his heart, telling him to let go, to obey, to yield. The world spun, then blazed with light as the stars reappeared, so radiant they outshone the sun. The blue light retreated, the sky grew warm, and the stars dimmed again, all but the red.
Men have existed as long as we have, the gold-green star admitted. Though we thought them no more than hairless apes for many thousands of years. They did not build like the giants; their songs were crude rough noises without a spark of magic. Yet... because their lives were short, they passed wisdom from father to son, mother to daughter, sometimes even shared their knowledge with humans not of their clan. They did not trouble the singers, for we favored the same wild places they scorned, and they hid from the giants out of fear. Until their numbers began to grow. Until men spread over the land like locusts. Until they began to play with magic as if it were a child's plaything.
He had never heard such anger in her voice before. Unbidden, one of the stars began to glow, and he saw a great orb spin slowly through the sky, a smaller orb revolving around her. The small orb was silver grey, but the great orb shone like a pearl, blue as the sea, with swirls of white and patches of green, so lovely it brought tears to his eyes.
Bran did not see the dark comet until it was too late. The shooting star was tiny compared to the great orb, yet when it crashed he saw the whole world shake, the land convulsing as mountains belched forth fire and islands drowned beneath monstrous waves. Then he saw nothing, nothing but clouds of black and grey ash.
What happened then? the grey star asked, afraid.
The stars spoke as one, a chorus of voices that made the grey star quake.
The Others.
Notes:
I am so, so anxious about this chapter. Lore is tricky to handle, and many people already struggle to connect with Bran's story in ADWD, let alone trying to go beyond it. Really hope this doesn't disappoint; can't wait to hear what y'all think.
NOTES
1) The existence of Children of the Forest, Giants, and Men is from canon; casting them as three separate sentient races is my own invention. Most of the other sentient beings come from canon too, but I made up how they were related to the COTF, Giants, and/or Men. In order of appearance:
* Jhogwin- double sized giants who lived in Essos at the northern end of the Bone Mountains
* Mazemakers- giants who lived in Lorath and built immense mazes
* Old Ones- "gods" (giants) who built subterranean labyrinths on the island of Leng
* Ifequevron (children who lived in the forests of northern Essos)
* Centaurs (eastern plains of Essos)
* Shrykes (children who lived in the far eastern deserts of Essos; legends call them lizard people)
* Butterfly children- my own invention, singers native to Naath
* Spider children- singers native to Sothoryos, based on Anansi the spider from the Akan people of West Africa
* Snake children- singers native to the lands of Ulthos (unknown lands east of Asshai), based on the Tlanchana from the folklore of the Matlatzinca people of Mexico
* Dog legged children- singers native to the far northern lands of Ulthos, based on the Adlet of Inuit folklore from Greenland
* Deep Ones- singers native to the bottom of the ocean; I gave them the canon webbed hands/feet of squishers but then expanded from there.2) Yeah, since the singers/weirwood.net should be able to see/remember things from all over the world, I included singers from Sothoryos ("unknown" continent south of Essos) and Ulthos ("unknown" continent southeast of Essos).
I decided that on Planetos, Sothoryos is equivalent to most of Africa, and Ulthos is equivalent to the Americas, but neither have been explored by Westerosi or Essosi because the regions closest to the "known" world are equatorial jungles with turbocharged malaria, venomous snakes, etc, and *even if* you get past the jungles there's massive (volcanic?) mountain ranges between the known world and the rest of Sothoryos and Ulthos. No, I don't know if that's how plate tectonics work, but just imagine like Himalaya size mountains providing a chokepoint that protects most of Sothoryos and Ulthos the same way the Pacific and Atlantic separated the Americas from Asia and Europe/Africa.
3) Switching between "the grey star" and "Bran" during the visions inside the weirwood roots is deliberate, to show when Bran is accidentally being himself versus when he is letting go of his body/identity as Bloodraven ordered him to.
4) Hurricanes require warm water, and are thus incredibly rare in Europe. The word hurricane never appears in ASOIAF, nor does cyclone. The Deep Ones were pretty strong to manage a hurricane in Lorath, which is on the same latitude as the Vale and should have a similar climate. So when they decided to attack again in the much warmer waters of the Whispering Sound (the harbor of Oldtown)... 😬😳
5) Neither the word "meteor" or "asteroid" appears in ASOIAF; I had Bran use "comet," which is incorrect, because that's his only reference for shooting stars. Scientists believe the asteroid which killed the dinosaurs (and all other tetrapods over 55lb) and caused the Cretaceous–Paleogene (K–Pg) extinction event was 6-9 miles wide; the black comet was much smaller, but still fucked everyone pretty hard, especially the giants and the largest species of animals outside the ocean. The ash/debris would have blocked out the sun and caused a global temperature drop, aka an impact winter, aka the Long Night, and would have caused years of darkness.
Now, why did the meteor hit? Was it just bad luck, like the asteroid that wiped out the dinosaurs? Was it the result of the Bloodstone Emperor or the singers or someone else meddling with magic beyond their control? We'll never know ;)
Chapter 123: Jon IV
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Jon awoke shivering, sweat dripping down his chest. A foul dream, that’s all, he told himself, winding a hand into the soft fur of Ghost's ruff. Pain burned in his chest, beneath his breastbone, an unwelcome echo of the flames and the red woman who called them.
In his dream Melisandre had shimmered, a flame flickering in a cold wind. One moment she was herself, a woman ten years his elder, full lips and bright eyes and glossy hair red as her robes, red as the ruby shining at her pale throat. The next moment she was a maid of sixteen, clothed in skins like a wildling, like a spearwife, like Ygritte. It was Ygritte's voice he heard as she shed her skins, begging for a kiss, begging him to touch her creamy skin as she wound herself about him, warm and wet and willing.
He shuddered, praying to the old gods that the dream was not a warning of things to come. Jon Snow had not seen Melisandre since shortly after she burned Selyse, when the red priestess visited Castle Black. The curses of the black brothers did not frighten her, no more than their stares of lust and hatred. Her voice was calm as a summer sea when she informed Jon that Selyse had wanted to burn, had begged and pleaded until Stannis finally allowed his queen to offer herself to the Lord of Light.
"To what end? A wind to carry ships south?" He asked. The men still whispered of the burning at Storm's End the day the fleet sailed north.
"Any man might serve to call the wind," Melisandre answered. "A queen's life is more precious, and she gave it for this." She slipped a hand into her robes, and drew forth a heavy black stone. It shone in the torchlight, flecked with tiny scales; cracks ran down one side of the stone like slim red veins. "I found this deep beneath Dragonstone. Hidden, forgotten, bereft of life. A gift from the Lord of Light to his champion, a means to end these petty squabbles and unite men against the foe whose name cannot be spoken."
Jon snorted. "The dross of a dead dynasty, you mean, misplaced by chance. The dragons are gone, as are the dragonlords." There was no need to mention the rumors from the east; they would only encourage this madness.
"Still you refuse to see," she breathed, the scent of anise and cloves upon her breath. "My flames do not lie. I have seen a dragon's wings spread over the Wall, I have heard his roar and felt the warmth of his breath, just as I heard Selyse cry with ecstasy as the egg began to crack."
"Yet it did not hatch, my lady."
"Not yet," Melisandre smiled.
He dressed in the dark, the salt taste of sweat upon his lips. It was almost a relief when Jon stepped out into the cold, the third moon of the year a shining silver crescent against the purple dawn. Ghost trotted at his side, ears pricked, tongue lolling. Together man and direwolf circled the yard, stretching their legs and filling their lungs with fresh air.
The sun was rising when Jon made his way to the vault beneath the armory. Three-Finger Hobb doled out rations of oat bread and bacon, keeping close watch over his Mole's Town boys. Ben and Alyn stood guard over two enormous iron kettles, ladling out hot frumenty, the barley porridge thickened with broth and eggs. Little Hal stood beside them, his small brown fingers sprinkling pinches of cracked black pepper atop each bowl.
Spices were rare on the Wall, so rare that many of the Dornish lordlings had brought spices with them on the ship from Sunspear. Jon had not thought to taste them himself, until an old greybeard knight informed him that Princess Arianne had sent a small chest of spices as a gift to the new lord commander. When he opened the chest he found two letters, one sealed with orange wax, the other with white, resting atop a dozen little boxes. There was ginger and star anise from Yi Ti, cardamom from Moraq, nutmeg, cloves, cinnamon, and pepper from the Summer Isles, sugar from Dorne, and last and most precious of all, a jar of saffron from the straits beyond Asshai.
Three-Finger Hobb claimed spices could last years, if stored in the spice locker deep beneath the Wall. Even so, Jon could not imagine eating so many spices by himself. Better that the occasional dash of seasoning go to soothing the complaints about suffering winter rations during autumn. It was three and a half years since he and his fellow recruits had dined upon rack of lamb from Lord Commander Mormont's own table; Lord Commander Snow could not give his men such feasts, but he could give them this, at least.
"Lync!" Three-Finger Hobb barked, brandishing the bread knife. One of the stewards scurried away, giving up his attempt to cajole more pepper out of little Hal. With a grunt of satisfaction Hobb returned to the task at hand. The cook knew better than to try and give Jon an extra rasher of bacon, but the slice of bread he put on Jon's pewter plate was a little thicker than the others had been, the knob of butter a little larger. Glaring at Hobb did no good; the cook was already busy slicing bread for the next man in line, and the effort somehow made Jon's nausea worse, a dull throb pounding at his temples.
Jon Snow surveyed the common hall, considering where he should break his fast. Bowen Marsh sat with Othell Yarwyck on a bench near the fire, each dipping spoons into bowls of frumenty. The Lord Steward and First Builder dined with him every fortnight or so; he need not sit with them this morning. Glancing over the rest of the tables, his eye fell upon a pair of grey islets in the sea of black. Maester Turquin rarely stirred from his chambers; Jon supposed he might as well take the measure of the acolytes.
"Good morning," Jon said, setting his plate on the table beside Roone, the younger of the acolytes. There was a faint glow on the boy's chunky face; one hand kept touching the newly forged link of black iron he wore about his neck.
"Watch yourselves, men, we've the Woodcutter amongst us now!" A familiar voice announced from Roone's other side. It would be a warm day on the Wall when Pyp learned to hold his tongue, but it was hard to reproach him when Jon's mouth was full of oat bread.
"Please, not at breakfast," Roone begged, his face a queasy shade of green. Only last week the boy had been forced to assist in another gelding, and although he managed not to faint, he swayed alarmingly. Small wonder he struggled to make progress on forging a link in healing.
"Indeed, it is no fit talk for the Lord Commander's ears." Although Armen, the older acolyte, sat well down the table, he still managed to look down his long nose at Pyp, lips pursed in disapproval.
"He's heard worse." A dollop of frumenty trembled on Grenn's chin, trapped in his shaggy beard. "Mostly from Pyp." The dollop fell to the table; Grenn eyed it for a moment, then swiped it up with a thick finger. No one wasted winter rations; the other night he'd heard Pyp jape that plates and bowls didn't need washing, not when they'd been licked clean.
Jon was considering his response, still trying to swallow a mouthful of bread, when a tankard was placed in front of him with a solid thunk.
"Your tea, m'lord," Dolorous Edd announced, dour as ever.
White wisps of steam rose from the tankard, curling over the amber liquid like smoke over a fire. Jon took a long draught, the taste of bitter willow faint beneath the spoon of honey the old grey-haired squire insisted on mixing into his willowbark tea. By the time Jon drained the tankard the tight band about his head was almost loose, though it never disappeared entirely.
"My lord?" Despite his broad shoulders and thick neck, Grenn somehow looked small. "Is there any word of- of the wights? Of the Others?"
Roone swallowed loudly; Armen made the sign against evil; even Pyp looked pale. What was he to tell them? They already knew of the slaughter of the wildlings at Hardhome. Tormund and Adga the All-seeing had confided the news to the lord commander as soon as their folk were past the Wall, but the rest of the wildlings were far less discreet. There had nearly been a riot, what with men swearing and cursing and running to the sept to pray for salvation. Yet as time went on and the vast host of dead men failed to appear, their fears dimmed, the wildlings' tales dismissed as an excuse to justify their passage through the Wall.
The men had not soared with Mormont's old raven beneath the light of the full moon. The men had not seen pale shapes with swollen black hands moving through the haunted wood, searching for any flicker of warm life that remained beyond the Wall. The men did not know why small bands of wildlings no longer sought passage through the Wall, as they had during the first few months after Tormund's host went south.
"Nothing new," the lord commander lied, making himself smile and take a bite of buttered bread. He chewed, swallowed. "They must have heard about all our new recruits."
Several of the men laughed nervously, but Grenn stared, unblinking and unconvinced. Ser Alliser might have called him aurochs and mocked him for a fool, but he was wrong. Grenn had never forgotten the Fight at the Fist; any recruit who laughed at the idea of wights or Others was apt to find himself with a strong hand gripping his neck, Grenn leaning in close as he shared what he had seen.
Jon took a casual bite of crisp bacon, pretending to savor it, as though it didn't taste like ash, as though his stomach wasn't burning. "What's this I hear of a mummer's show?"
Pyp brightened, eager to explain. Some of the new recruits were once mummers like Pyp; there was even a singer or two. Why not put on mummer shows in the evenings, to boost the men's spirits? "Roone had a grand idea for a farce, one about a stiff-necked emperor entranced by a Valyrian sorceress-"
"Absolutely not," Jon said firmly. "Stick to plays already written; no making up your own."
"But—" Pyp paused, a sly grin on his face. "Any play?"
"So long as it will not give offense to the King on the Wall or the King in the North." Jon did not much care if a play offended the Lannisters; he had received no word from King's Landing, no more than he had received food or men. "Or the ironborn, for that matter." The last thing he needed was a riot betwixt the few score ironborn at Castle Black and everyone else.
"Excellent." Pyp waggled his ears, then cupped his mouth as he hollered over to the next table. "Oi, Luke!"
"Has Sam come to breakfast?" Jon asked, ignoring the commotion as Luke of Longtown clambered out of his crowded bench, the Dornishman eyeing Pyp skeptically as the mummer's boy pelted him with questions about something called Strongspear the Squire.
"The Slayer? No, m'lord." Grenn frowned. "He didn't come to dinner last night either."
It was the work of a moment to finish his last bites of bacon and bread. Eager though he was to make his escape, Jon forced himself to maintain his dignity as he rose from the table, announcing his need to discuss matters of import with Sam.
The library in the vaults beneath Castle Black was the work of generations, thousands of scrolls and tomes gathered by hundreds of maesters and stewards and septons. With a maester and two acolytes to take over Maester Aemon's duties, Samwell Tarly had required a new position, and tending the library was perfectly suited to his talents.
Properly the library was supposed to be overseen by Septon Cellador, just as the library at Winterfell had been overseen by Septon Chayle. Cellador, however, was a drunken sot, more like to spill wine on the books than care for them, and he barely seemed to notice when Jon put the library in Sam's capable hands. Too busy arguing with his flock, no doubt; the men who worshipped the Seven were always quarreling, ever since word came that there was not only a new High Septon in King's Landing but a dwarf High Septon at Harrenhal.
Jon found Sam at his usual table, his plump face screwed up in concentration as he pondered a scroll covered in northron runes. Two other books lay open on the table, one written in Common, one in northron. His sleeves dangled on the table, just as his tunic dangled off his shrinking frame. Samwell would never be a small man, but there was muscle beneath the fat now, a briskness to his step and a sureness to his hands.
Much as he might stammer in the common hall or training yard, in the library Sam was as confident as a lord in his keep. His stock of tallow candles were arranged just so on a shelf he'd cleared, resting beside a steel dagger, a dried gillyflower, and a cracked old warhorn banded in bronze. There should have been a dragonglass dagger too, the one with which Sam slew the Other, but it had shattered when he tried to stab a wight.
"Sam," Jon called softly. His voice hung in the silence of the library. Sam did not seem to notice; he grimaced at the scroll, tongue poking out from between his teeth as he frowned at a rune. Nor did he look up when Jon called his name again. Only when Jon shook him by the shoulder did Sam finally look up, his eyes pale above the dark shadows sunken into his moon-shaped face.
"Jon!" Sam smiled for a moment, only a moment. "Lord Snow, I mean."
The lord commander should hold himself above his men, but there was no one to see Jon Snow clap Sam on the shoulder. There could be no harm in such a brief gesture. "You've missed dinner and breakfast. Again." Once he would have laughed and dragged his friend up to the common hall, but that was before they made him lord commander.
"Have I?" Sam gnawed at a ragged fingernail, his eyes drifting back to the northron runes. The characters made Jon's head hurt, their shape a strange blend of the runes of the Old Tongue and the letters of the Common Tongue. Over eighteen months of study and Sam could translate northron, but it was a slow process, hampered by the rough scrawl of the men who'd made the records long ago.
"What have you found since we last spoke?"
Sam licked his lips. "More annals, mostly. There are a few texts from the south, copies of chronicles made by scribes in Oldtown. Those are in old Andahli, the grandfather of the Common Tongue. Some of the titles were translated already; there was one tome from the reign of Garth Gardener, the Seventh of His Name, who was called Goldenhand. My lord, he reigned over a thousand years ago! Armen says at the Citadel his reign is considered the stuff of legend, what with the texts falling to pieces—"
"Cold preserves." Maester Aemon had said that, when he was raving on his death bed. One of the new ironborn recruits had brought word of dragons and a Targaryen princess, wild sailor's talk that Sam had passed along to the old maester without knowing such news might upset him. All thought of duty fled; Aemon was desperate to regain his strength, to seek out the last of his kin. Only Jon's infrequent visits seemed to soothe his distress, though he did not recognize the lord commander, instead calling him Egg, or Jaehaerys, even Rhaegar once.
"Cold preserves," Sam agreed, biting at his lip. "But only if you don't freeze to death. The annals say every great wildling invasion was during autumn, or early winter. Which is odd, because they know how to survive, even in the bitter cold. The Annals of the Black Centaur say that Lord Commander Orbert Caswell visited wildlings on the shores of the Shivering Sea, far beyond the haunted forest, beyond all the other clans— they lived in houses built of snow, Jon! They packed the snow to make bricks and built round huts out of them, snowhouses that could hold up to twenty people at need!"
Jon wanted to smile fondly, but the lord commander pinched his nose, impatient. "What about those invasions? Do they say anything about the Others?"
"Not really. Most of the annals talk about the Night's Watch throwing them back or chasing them across the North, especially in years when the Kings of the North had marched off to raid the Riverlands or Vale."
Jon winced, remembering a long ago lesson with Maester Luwin. Robb had been outraged to learn that some Kings of Winter had been near as bad as wildlings, raping and pillaging below the Neck.
Sam was still talking, his eyes rapt. "—a copy of a very angry letter that a lord commander sent Brandon the Bad, King in the North, telling him he'd find wildlings in Winterfell if he didn't march north. Then during the reign of Jonos Stark there was a lord commander who let the wildlings come south, and made himself King of the Gift, with almost every black brother abandoning their vows to take a spearwife. King Jonos was old and sickly, and his heir was a young grandson; it took years for the northmen to overthrow King—" Sam faltered. "Uh, the lord commander."
"What was his name?"
"King Donnel Snow," Sam said, miserable.
"Ah." There was a faint ringing in Jon's ears. Thank the gods no one else seemed to remember that story, or his work would have been much harder than it was already. As if he would want to be a king, gods forbid. Running the Night's Watch was already more than he could bear. As a boy he'd thought perhaps he might become master-at-arms for Winterfell, or captain of Robb's household guard, or maybe even lord of some ruined keep in need of rebuilding, like Moat Cailin in the Neck or High Horn on Skagos or the Dragon's Lair on Sea Dragon Point. What bastard needed a kingdom? A keep would be enough, a keep and a lady and children to fill the halls with laughter.
The smoke of the tallow candle burned at his eyes. Jon scrubbed them clean, a dull ache throbbing deep in his chest.
A week passed, and still the tale of Donnel Snow filled Jon with pangs of guilt. In need of a distraction, Jon spent his afternoon training with the new recruits, the ones Iron Emmett deemed ready to take their vows. All were common men; the lordlings and knights had sailed through training in a matter of weeks, having learned skill at arms since their boyhoods. Some of them were faster than Jon, some stronger, but none of them could best him, hard though they tried. A few of the ironborn were not trying; they weaved about drunkenly, eyelids drooping, hands trembling, their speech slurred. Ralf the Red somehow managed to trip over his own sword; Ralf the Slow nearly lost an eye when he failed to dodge an oncoming wooden sword, and Dagon of Orkmont kept shouting at a passing crow.
"They're not drunk," Iron Emmett informed the lord commander when Jon asked why the drunkards hadn't been clapped in irons. "I've watched them closely, they drink no more or less than any man. But Ralf the Short says they're not sleeping; they just lie awake all night, staring and muttering about an eye."
"An eye?" said Jon, baffled. Dagon was gibbering now, nonsense about high towers and seas of blood and storms sweeping over the land, while Ralf the Red writhed on the ground, fighting the air, and Ralf the Slow looked concussed.
It took six rangers to drag the three ironborn up to the maester's chambers, all of them deeply unsettled by the madmen's ravings. Jon hid his alarm beneath a lordly mask, giving stern orders for the men to be strapped to their sickbeds so Maester Turquin might more easily examine them.
"Hmm," the maester said, after peeling back eyelids and taking pulses. "Note the puffiness of the eyes, my lord, how bloodshot they are, the sallow, dull complexion. Wine and beer thin the blood, but their blood is stagnating. Lack of sleep, for certain." Turquin made a moue of distaste. "Odd, that. One would think they would sleep like babes, with how busy they are all day."
"They should be busy, but they're useless in this state."
Turquin frowned, tapping his cheek as he thought. "Dreamwine, then, a cup for each of them should be enough. Roone!"
Jon left the maester and the acolyte to their work. A long rows of sickbeds stretched from the door to the small window, with the ironborn were in the sickbeds closest to the door. All the rest were empty, but for a lone sickbed close to the window, whose occupant was asleep.
His boots rang on the flagstones as he strode to the window, opening it wide so he might look across the yard. Arrows thudded into archery butts as Ulmer roared; wooden swords clacked as Iron Emmett called drills; a cold wind ruffled his hair, almost welcome given the damp warmth of the sickroom.
"Close the damn window, Lord Crow, afore I get up and close it for you," a rough voice growled.
"Bold words for a one-legged man who pretends to be asleep," Jon said dryly as he turned toward the sickbed. Tormund Giantsbane glared up at him, fierce as ever despite the plaster cast that encased his left leg.
At first settling wildlings on the Gift had gone well, all things considered. The clans had scattered, seeking out the lands which most resembled those they had left behind. Morna White-Mask and her spearwives settled Mole's Town, sending the black brothers into raptures of delight when she reopened the abandoned brothel. They were less delighted when they realized that the spearwives could and would ban unruly patrons, and enforced their bans at spear point.
Tormund's folk settled near the kingsroad, close to Queenscrown. Once Tormund had told Mance Rayder he'd like to shorten Craster by a head, and the Giantsbane was easily persuaded to offer protection to Craster's widows and daughters. The Great Walrus and the other folk of the Frozen Shore had gone west, settling on the Bay of Ice which lay beyond the Shadow Tower. The Bay of Seals had better fishing and hunting, the Great Walrus said, but he refused to settle his folk on the same coast as Hardhome.
"Do the Others swim?" Jon asked, confused. Nearly a hundred leagues lay between Hardhome and the lands of the Gift south of Eastwatch.
"No," the Great Walrus shuddered. "But dead men do." There was nothing more to be said after that.
Thus far the Great Walrus had proved a good neighbor to the lords of the mountain clans. The clan chiefs who settled the forests and plains further east were less obliging. There were multiple incidents with poaching as the wildlings lured choice game over the boundary lines, a few skirmishes between clans over the choicest abandoned villages, even a few stealings. Sigorn quickly punished the offending Thenns, slaying them before returning the terrified girls to the Umber lands from whence they came, but the damage was done. Mors Umber, castellan of Last Hearth, hated wildlings with a burning passion, having lost his only daughter to a wildling raid thirty years ago, and he was not a man to be easily placated, not even when Sigorn grudgingly agreed to send him the skulls of the slain.
Tormund's injury was also the result of a stealing, albeit in the opposite direction. Dareon had returned from the Tourney of Winterfell with a few dozen eager northern recruits and a much less eager Ryswell of the Rills, and the next few months saw scattered companies of men take the long trek up the kingsroad. Some came to join the Watch, but more came to observe, to see for themselves whether the King in the North spoke truly when he spoke of a war against the Others.
Lacking wights to show them, Jon bade them speak with Dywen, Grenn, and other survivors of the Fight at the Fist, who'd seen dead men in their hundreds come swarming over the hill, unafraid and unstoppable. Samwell Tarly would not speak about the Other unless forced, stammering and sweating all the while. Some took him seriously, attributing his terror to fear of the Other, but others scoffed at the idea of a plump, anxious steward slaying a monster out of legend.
It was the second moon of the year when a band of young knights from the Vale came riding through the Gift, on their way to Castle Black. When they reached Tormund's village along the kingsroad, they demanded hospitality, which they received, albeit grudgingly. All might have been well, but for the fact that a few of the lordlings somehow heard about the little village nearby whose only inhabitants were wildling women, and decided to do some stealing of their own. Tormund went after them in a towering rage, killing one and injuring another, but the third knocked him off his garron, breaking an arm and a leg before Freltha took the knight unawares and brained him with a hammer.
The only good to come of that unfortunate incident was the betrothal between Tormund and Freltha, small comfort for the many outraged ravens Jon still received from the Vale. Even Lord Wyman Manderly had almost taken back his promise of two new warships for Eastwatch, until Jon wrote him a very long, very tactful letter which implied that the southron knights had been caught in the act of raping a helpless maid, and slain by their doting grandfather.
It was not as if anyone could or would tell Lord Wyman the truth. The other southron knights had been abed when the incident happened, and certainly did not care about the lineage of wildlings. Nor did they have any way of knowing that Tormund had started killing before the knights laid a hand on any woman, maiden or otherwise. Jon had questioned Freltha at length on that point; the knights were still arguing with her, demanding to take their pick of the women at swordpoint when Tormund arrived, bellowing and swearing. Tormund's account was the same, though it meandered somewhat, as he was on milk of the poppy so Turquin could splint the broken arm and set the broken leg before covering it in a plaster cast.
"Nothing like a big woman," Tormund rambled, eyes gleaming. "Arms like a smith, har, and the way she swung that hammer! You'd think she'd broken open a cask of red wine when she brained him. No helm, y'see, I knocked it off."
That was weeks and weeks ago, and though Tormund's arm was healed, his leg required longer. Had it been up to him Tormund would have let his own folk tend the injury, but Jon could not forget the debt he owed. Harma Dogshead would have whipped him to death, if not for Tormund, and it was Tormund who had loaded him into the winch cage and bellowed until the winchmen began pulling him up. No amount of petulant whining or elaborate threats would convince Jon to let Tormund out of his sickbed until his leg was mended.
Despite the wildling's righteous indignation, Jon still tried to visit every few days, telling himself it was so he might glean more insight into the various clans now strewn across the Gift. If they spoke of other things, of the burdens of command and the cold terror of the war to come, that was no one's business but his own.
"How long until the cast comes off?" He asked, tapping the plaster which covered Tormund's foot.
"A month," Tormund grumbled. It was strange to see him in a tunic instead of ringmail, and even stranger to see him sliding the tunic up so he could itch at the top of the cast. Not wanting to see whether Tormund wore a clout over the member he loved to boast about, Jon turned to look out the window.
"Tormund," he asked, ignoring the pain in his belly. He felt oddly bloated, full despite his spare breakfast. "Do you know if any of the clans favor dragonglass for their weapons?"
Even from the window he could feel Tormund raising those bushy white eyebrows. "Aye, I might."
"Which ones? I've crates of dragonglass and no men to shape it."
Tormund was decent when Jon turned to look at him, tunic draped back over his cast as Tormund scratched at his beard, feigning confusion. "No? Methinks I saw hundreds of crows flapping about."
A cold silence hung between them. "They don't know how to work dragonglass," Jon admitted at last, annoyed by the smug look on Tormund's face.
Naught was left of the small chest Cotter Pyke bought from the captain of the Cinnamon Wind; rather than turning into daggers and arrowheads the chunks of glass had turned into splinters beneath the hammers of inept stewards and incapable builders. The first few crates from Dragonstone which arrived in sixth moon had faced the same fate, but Cotter Pyke had not seen fit to inform the lord commander until a few weeks ago, when Jon sent a raven demanding an inventory of arrowheads and daggers. Even so, it took days of arguing before he convinced a resentful Bowen Marsh that it might be better to let the wildlings take charge of shaping the dragonglass.
"And we do," Tormund grinned. "Har! I can tell you which clan chiefs can be trusted to do the work without stealing away half of it for their sons and their spearwives." The whitebeard's face shifted, softened. "Is there any word of Toregg?"
"A raven arrived from Winterfell only yesterday; your son is well."
In truth Robb had barely mentioned the wildling hostages, merely saying there were no difficulties at present. Most of the letter was about supplies for the Watch, ships of grain and salted meat, perhaps even obsidian if Robb could find someone willing to go to Skagos. Although the fearsome island in the Bay of Seals owed fealty to Winterfell, the Starks mostly left the Skagosi alone, especially after they slew Lord Barthogan Stark in a failed uprising during the reign of Daeron the Good, some hundred years ago. Jon did not envy whoever ended up with that task; in Old Nan's tales the Skagosi were bloodthirsty cannibals who rode unicorns and ate the hearts of their enemies.
Bran had loved those stories, loved how they sent shivers up his spine and gooseprickles up his arms. Rickon was only two, too little to understand anything except the idea of unicorns, and somehow Arya got the clever idea of strapping an old drinking horn to Bran's forehead. Bran proceeded to spend the next week on all fours, giving Rickon piggyback rides across the godswood while their little brother giggled with glee. Lord Eddard only put an end to it after Sansa happened to catch them in the act, Bran's new wool tunic covered in mud, Rickon's mouth bleeding from when Bran had accidentally dropped him on an especially knobby tree root. Arya wouldn't speak to Sansa for a week, even though Bran forgave his sister the same day, sheepishly admitting he should have put on an old tunic before romping around.
Jon's stomach rumbled; even putting a hand to his mouth could not cover the mighty belch that erupted from his mouth and coated his throat with the taste of acid. Across the room Maester Turquin perked up, his other patients forgotten as he looked Jon over with a gimlet eye, marking the grimace on his lips and the hand which rested on his aching belly.
For a moment Jon considered his choices. He could ignore the maester and take his leave. Then what? A belch was nothing, nothing at all. Then his eye fell on Roone, who gaped openly as he glanced back and forth between the maester and the lord commander. Roone was a problem. Roone would tell Pyp, and Pyp would either make jokes or make Jon's life a living hell until he either reprimanded him for insubordination or submitted to an examination.
So when Maester Turquin strode over, lips pursed, the lord commander grimly answered the litany of questions. He let the maester poke and prod him, he listed his sleeping, eating, and drinking habits, the frequent headaches and the pains in his stomach and chest. To his confusion Turquin grew happier and happier with every word, and when Jon was once again properly dressed he actually clapped with glee before announcing his conclusions.
"Stomach ulcers, my lord," the maester said triumphantly. "I told that bookbound stuck up fool Gormon, I told him!"
"Told him what?" Jon asked, annoyed. Turquin rubbed his hands together, as giddy as a lord on his wedding night.
"Maester Gormon asserted that ulcers are caused by attacks of melancholy, an old theory with little basis. I studied four dozen men with arduous positions, men who barely slept or ate thanks to the heavy burdens on their shoulders, but only three of them developed ulcers."
Jon resisted the urge to either put his face in his hands or throttle the preening maester. "If you would kindly get to the point, I have duties to attend to."
"Willowbark tea," Turquin said smugly. "When taken in excess willow bark upsets the stomach. Your squire gave you far too much of it; a man should drink no more than two cups a day, not endless tankards."
He could almost feel a fresh headache coming on already, but Jon asked the question anyway. "Will I have to stop taking willowbark tea?"
To his dismay Turquin informed him that willowbark tea was out of the question, unless he wanted to start vomiting blood. Nor was there any potion or medicine which would stop both the ulcers and the headaches. With great pomposity the maester informed Jon that the best remedy was to eat proper meals and sleep at least seven hours a night.
"Certain foods are best for a sickly stomach; I shall inform Hobb as to the requirements of your diet." As if Hobb wasn't already worse than a mother hen. "You should not stay awake past the Hour of the Stranger, nor rise before the Hour of the Crone." As if Jon remained awake out of choice, not because he had piles of work to complete. "Lastly, my lord," Turquin eyed him beadily. "Ulcers are not caused by melancholy, but headaches are. A regimen of daily prayer might provide some relief."
Castle Black had no godswood; the closest weirwoods lay beyond the Wall. Yet Jon could not forget quiet hours in the godswood, his father praying before the heart tree, the lines on his long face softening. And so each night, after Dolorous Edd carefully nudged him toward his bed, still guilty over inadvertantly poisoning the lord commander, Jon flew with Mormont's old raven, landing on a weirwood branch and praying until he fell asleep.
Fourth moon was almost gone when Maester Turquin finally removed the cast from Tormund's leg and gave him permission to hobble about the sickroom on crutches. After a few weeks the wildling could hobble down the stairs to the yard, face red beneath his beard. No one took much notice of Tormund; Pyp and his mummers were finally ready to put on their play after the evening meal, and black brothers dashed about the yard with props and scrap wood for the stage and bits of colorful cloth that would serve as costumes.
Bright as they were, they were nothing compared to the red woman as she rode into the yard, accompanied by a small column of men-at-arms and a pair of knights. Her mare was a striking blood bay, her flanks covered by folds of the long robes which draped both the red priestess and the girl who rode pillion with her, a furry hood pulled down over her face.
“Lady Melisandre,” Jon said, ignoring the chatter spreading over the yard. “To what do we owe the honor?” A brisk wind snapped at his cloak; the princess made a soft cry of dismay and huddled closer to the red priestess.
“I shall gladly tell you, once the princess is somewhere warm. The kitchens, perhaps?”
The Lord Commander beckoned a nearby steward, charging him with escorting the princess and several men at arms to the kitchens. Her fool followed after them, the tattooed patchwork of his face as unsettling as ever.
“The Nightfort is a drafty place,” Melisandre said when they were alone. “Nearly all the princess’s ladies have winter fever; His Grace hoped she might stay at Castle Black until the danger passes.”
“I thought healing was easy as breathing for the chosen of R’hllor,” Jon said evenly.
The red priestess gazed at him, a flicker of unease in her red eyes. “So it is, but they have lost their faith and will not let me heal them. I have purged the miasma from the princess’s lungs but…” She hesitated. “The king needs me by his side. He means to go beyond the Wall and burn these wights, one by one. Princess Shireen struggles in the cold; if I leave her at the Nightfort she will take sick and I will be too far away to save her.”
The lord commander stared at the red witch. A lesser woman might blush, but she met his gaze unflinching. “Well? Will she be safe under your protection?”
“I shall protect her as if she were my own, I swear it by the old gods and the new.”
Bowen Marsh would be pleased to take charge of a princess, but tonight Jon would see to her himself. As the red woman and her escort galloped back toward the Nightfort he found Shireen in the kitchens, one cheek grey, the other pink as she warmed herself by the ovens. When he told her of the mummer’s show she gasped; even the prospect of watching from beside the lord commander and a wildling chief could not dim her joy.
Jon chewed a piece of marshmallow root later that evening as he waited for the show to begin, looking down on the ramshackle stage from his chair on the dais. The maester claimed ginger and licorice were better for ulcers than marshmallow, but they were also far more rare and expensive. Voices echoed around him; Bowen Marsh and Othell Yarwyck sat to his right, talking of bricks and mortar; to his left sat Princess Shireen and Tormund, who was trying to draw a smile from the princess by telling some absurd story about a lost goat.
Thankfully the mummers were ready to begin before Tormund could finish the tale. Grenn boomed for quiet, and when the hall at last fell silent a skinny figure in a blue gown took the stage.
Jon frowned. He knew that men would be playing all the women’s roles, but why was Pyp wearing a long red wig? And why did he seem so determined not to meet Jon’s eyes?
“Hear ye, hear ye,” boomed Grenn. Absently Jon wondered how Pyp had tricked him into playing the role of the chorus. “By the leave of Lord Commander Snow, the Black Mummers are pleased to present The Romance of Strongspear the Squire and the Weirwood Maid.”
There was a faint buzzing in his ears. Oh, no. For a moment he wished he was with the red priestess, riding through the cold night. He would rather face the Others and their wights instead of the horror he was about to endure.
Notes:
This chapter marks the halfway point of Part IV: Desert Wolf! 26 chapters down, 26 to go.
Thanks again to those who ask about old plot points, because it helps jog my memory and remind me to pick up dropped threads as I try to keep track of this behemoth of a fic. Can't wait to see what you guys think of this one :D
Upcoming chapters:
124: Arya V featuring the siege of the Dreadfort
125: Dany IV featuring unrest in Volantis
126: Cersei III featuring the trials of ruling
127: Bran III featuring the arrival of winterNOTES
1) Frumenty is a hot porridge made from wheat or barley.
2) In canon, Jon sends Pyp and Grenn away because Ser Denys and Cotter Pyke are hounding him for more men. And, subtext implies, because he doesn't want to be distracted by his friends now that he's Lord Commander. Here, the influx of new recruits has prevented that scenario, although Jon is still holding himself aloof. Dammit, Jon, it's okay to need people!
3) The drunk septon is named Cellador? As in CELLAR DOOR??? Really, GRRM? Really? I've seen theories that the drunk septon is the same one who married Tyrion and Tysha; I hate that theory because it's too neat/convenient. Westeros has thousands of septons, ffs. That said, I could totally see GRRM doing that. Man loves his contrived coincidences. See also: Tyrion and Cat meeting at the Crossroads Inn despite timelines/travel logistics making zero sense.
4) In canon, Stannis smashes Mance's army at the end of January, 300 AC, Jon became Lord Commander in February, and events at Hardhome occur between June-August. Here, Stannis didn't smash Mance until early March, and Jon wasn't elected until July (the choosing was stalemated and then delayed; Stannis had less leverage to force a vote given Robb's survival). The Night's Watch didn't get much news of Hardhome until Tormund's people came through the Wall in July 301 AC.
5) Willowbark tea contains salicin, which is similar to aspirin and works as a pain reliever. We saw Robb taking a cup of willowbark tea twice daily in Arya III. Meanwhile, Jon has been drinking it 4+ times a day in large quantities since last July. Fun fact: overdosing on aspirin can cause stomach ulcers. Oops. Poor Jon. Real life treatment would be medication to reduce stomach acid, which does not exist in Westeros. Ginger, licorice, and marshmallow root have all been used as herbal antacid remedies; there is not conclusive medical evidence as to their efficacy. For Jon's sake, on Planetos they do somewhat work. "Melancholy" is used here to refer to chronic stress/anxiety; medieval theories on mental health are fascinating.
6) When Melisandre arrived on Dragonstone is never explicitly stated. We get a reference in ACOK to Selyse taking up with a red priest "some years past" but in AGOT Tywin had a line about Varys' whispers stating "Stannis is bringing a shadowbinder from Asshai." Huh????
Chapter 124: Arya V
Chapter Text
"It's really not that bad, it isn't, m’lady," Meri soothed.
"'m not fit to be seen," Jeyne sniffled, sinking down into the tub until the water hid the angry red and white pimples covering her chin. But she couldn't hide the big one on the side of her nose, or the little ones at her hairline. Nor could she escape from Meri's attempts at comfort as she stroked her dark brown hair and made shushing noises, as if Jeyne was a baby or a frightened cat.
Arya wrinkled her nose, frowning at the pinkish water. One benefit of being a princess was that she bathed first in the morning, in steaming water clear as glass. Jeyne only bathed when Arya was done, the water now lukewarm, and then Meri went last, an arrangement which would no longer work once Arya got her moonblood.
Meri was used to suffering through her moonblood, but Jeyne had only gotten hers recently. She was still horrified by the pimples and bloated belly that accompanied her bleeding, even though she had celebrated at first when she flowered a few moons after the Tourney of Winterfell. But then, Jeyne was fifteen, desperate for the long awaited flowering which made her a proper maiden. Arya had only turned thirteen two months past, in the middle of third moon, and she was not so eager. When she flowered she'd be packed off to foster at Last Hearth with her future good family, away from Robb and Rickon and Winterfell. Having no idea when her mother or sister had flowered, all Arya could do was pray that she flowered late, the later the better.
Flurries of snow danced in the grey dawn outside the window as Arya opened her chest, pulling out breeches and a tunic. Both were made of rich dark blue wool and covered with little bits of embroidery to cover the rips and tears. Once they had been Jon's practice garb, worn when he trained with the master-at-arms; now they were hers, for her water dancing lessons with Oro Nestoris.
Ser Perwyn Truefaith and two men-at-arms trailed after Arya as she trotted down the steps, all three of them bleary eyed. Her brothers had trained in the yard with Ser Rodrik Cassel every afternoon, spending long hours slashing and parrying and building up their strength, but Arya trained in the godswood, as soon as the first light crept over the horizon. Her afternoons were spent in council meetings, serving as Robb's cupbearer. Even on days when the council did not meet, or ended early, she still had to preside over her unwanted retinue of ladies-in-waiting. Arya only tried to dodge those duties a few times before she gave up after Lady Edythe Cerwyn told Robb, and Robb quietly told her that he was very disappointed.
Cold clean air filled her lungs as soon as they left the Great Keep, snowflakes dancing past her cheeks. When she reached the godswood it was to find Rickon and two of his friends already there, flinging balls of hardpacked snow for Shaggydog while yawning men-at-arms watched from a safe distance. The black direwolf leapt into the air, catching the snowball in his mouth before crushing it between his jaws, chewing as if it were a rabbit or a squirrel. Rodrik Ryswell gave a whoop, his hooded cloak nearly falling off as he waved his arms. Ben Blackwood was far less at ease with the chill of northern autumn; his hooded cloak was securely fastened, his skinny arms and legs covered in layers of thick wool as he worked on the walls of a snowfort.
Arya wondered how many layers Ben would wear when winter finally came. An autumn flurry was nothing compared to the wild blizzards that would soon come howling. By midwinter every bolt of wool and pelt of thick fur would be more precious than gold, or so Robb said. He seemed to spend half his days closeted with Hother Umber, organizing the weavers who wove wool into cloth, the hunters who brought in pelts, and the seamstresses who fashioned them into cloaks and gloves and hats.
Snow melted quickly in the godswood, turning into slush as the warmth of the hot springs radiated upwards. So it was a soft squish that alerted her to the danger, drawing the wooden sword from her hip and raising it just in time to deflect the thrust aimed at her chest.
"Almost too slow, princess. Again," said Oro Nestoris, raising his own wooden sword and taking the ripple stance. At six feet tall he overtopped her by half a foot, with a reach much longer than her own. Flecks of frost dotted his thin beard and sable robes, but he did not seem to notice the cold as he attacked, driving her back and forth across the godswood.
Her legs soon cramped with the effort of sparring in the slush and mud, dodging tree roots and trying not be distracted by the sound of a snowball fight breaking out. A water dancer could not count on firm ground, no more than she could count on peace and quiet as she judged her next move. When sweat began to bead on her brow Oro permitted her to rest for a little while. Then it was time to review grappling.
For months she had endured twice daily practice, once with Oro in the morning, and again at night as she forced a reluctant Jeyne and a grim Meri to learn how to escape unfriendly hands. After so much time and effort Arya thought she could escape from any hold, but that was before thick robes and gloves came into the equation. It was much, much harder to escape an arm at her throat when she could not dig her bony chin into Oro's elbow. Drills were also harder with a heavy cloak clasped at her neck; when she tried to take it off, Oro rapped her on the hand with his wooden sword.
"I'll be fine, it's not that cold," Arya protested, disgruntled.
Oro raised a slender eyebrow at her. "Now it is not so cold. Later it shall be much colder."
"Winter is coming." She refastened her cloak, raised her sword, and charged.
By the time the lesson ended she had a healthy crop of bruises to show for her trouble, including the beginnings of what would soon be a magnificent black eye. Arya didn't mind; she'd won it in the process of giving Oro a bruise of his own, the first one she'd ever given him. She was grinning as she made her way to the forge, ignoring Ser Perwyn's mutters of distress and the men-at-arms swapping coins. Ondrew had bet that it would take another month before she landed a hit on her dancing master, and scowled into his brown beard as he paid smug Porther two groats.
The forge was one of the best places to practice listening with her ears. Most people would only hear the sound of hammers ringing in the dim smoky air, perhaps the hissing of smiths quenching hot metal in cold water or the deep low gasp of the bellows. But there were other sounds, sounds most men would miss. There was the quiet thunder of the fires, the soft scuffle of feet, the gentle scritch of charcoal as Master Armorer Theowyle worked on a design for some lordling's order.
Gendry was at his anvil, pounding on a piece of metal that looked like it might be a gorget. His muscled chest was bare beneath his leather apron, streaked with sweat and soot. His face was sweaty too, what little of it could be seen beneath his bushy black beard.
"You should shave," Arya said, when Gendry finished with the gorget. "It looks like you found a loose chunk of Shaggydog's fur and glued it to your chin."
"I didn't know m'lady was an authority on beards," Gendry grumbled, but there was a hint of laughter in his blue eyes.
"Princess Arya has a point, lad," Theowyle said briskly as he examined the gorget. "Well done. The gorget, not the beard, that looks like sommat her direwolf dragged in."
"Nymeria doesn't drag anything in, she eats it straight away," Arya retorted. Ser Perwyn gave a strangled laugh, Theowyle chuckled, and Gendry ran a hand over his beard, oddly quiet. Feeling guilty, Arya stepped up to look at the gorget.
"It does look nice," she said. Gendry crossed his arms, a shy smile on his lips. The hammer clutched in his hand shone in the light of the forge, the head ornately engraved with a horned bull. He'd stammered when she gave it to him, accepting it only after she made Ser Perwyn show off the new sword she'd gotten for him from the same armorer. She'd gotten daggers for Ondrew and Porther too, and a new eating knife for Robb.
Arya hadn't gotten anything for Rickon; he was already far too enthusiastic with a wooden sword. Poor Ser Rodrik declared that if training Robb and Jon was an honor and training Bran was a pleasure, training Rickon was an ordeal. It fell to his wife Lady Donella and his daughter Beth to console the long-suffering master-at-arms. Lady Edythe said Beth was getting quite good at tending bruises, sprains, and, on one memorable occasion, bite marks.
A basin of warm water awaited Arya when she returned to her chambers, and she quickly scrubbed herself down with a damp soapy cloth, wincing when she touched her fresh bruises. Jeyne helped her into a clean gown and laced her up; Meri undid her long plait, brushed out the tangles, then braided it back up again. When she was little Arya had her hair lopped off as soon as it reached her shoulders, like her brothers did, but proper ladies didn't wear their hair so short. Ugh.
It was an hour before midday when Arya presented herself at the council chamber, formerly the private solar above the Great Hall. Servants had already placed a platter of meat pies on a sideboard, along with a flagon of cider. She placed the largest of the meat pies before Robb, who took a begrudging bite. After months of persistent nudging Robb was finally beginning to look stocky again, as he had been before they left Winterfell. Then he was a boy, but now he was a king, who sat at the head of the long weirwood table with a bronze and iron crown upon his head and a direwolf at his feet.
Ser Gilwood Hunter waved her away when she offered him a meat pie, and held his cup out for more cider. The keeper of laws was much too fond of wine; that was why Robb had weak cider served at council meetings. Despite his embroidered silks Ser Gilwood looked more like an innkeeper than the heir of one of the oldest, richest houses in the Vale, what with his ruddy, puffy cheeks and a nose covered in broken veins. Even old Hother Umber and plain Torrhen Poole looked dignified by comparison, and Lord Jason Mallister put them all to shame. One would never guess that he was nearly ten years older than Ser Gilwood; he carried his fifty-seven years with the grace of a king and the elegance of a courtier.
No one needed their cup refilled for a long while, so Arya stood like a statue at Robb's right hand, listening and resisting the urge to fidget. How could Grey Wind sit so still? Surely he was bored too. There were long reports from Lord Gerold Grafton of Gulltown and Lord Wyman Manderly at White Harbor to be read aloud, whispers gathered from the many merchants who came and went.
The weight of the flagon soon grew onerous. She was already tired from the morning's exercise; listening to Torrhen Poole's steady voice was almost as good as a lullaby. Arya might have fallen asleep, if not for Grey Wind nipping at her shin now and then when she began to sway. Feeling guilty, she forced herself to focus on the council meeting. Lord Mallister was not especially pleased by Robb's decision to open negotiations with Highgarden regarding the shipment of food during winter.
"I understand your reservations, my lord," said Torrhen Poole, handing a parchment to the keeper of ships. The keeper of accounts had his usual stacks of parchment with him; that he could so easily find the one he wanted always surprised her. "However, the prices across the Narrow Sea..."
"Nothing more to be had from Braavos," Hother Umber said brusquely as Lord Mallister read the paper, his brow furrowed. "Lorath never has enough to sell, and Pentos is asking prices that would make a Lannister shit himself."
"Will the Tyrells be any more reasonable?" Lord Mallister finally asked.
"I believe so." Robb shifted slightly in his seat. "At Sweetroot Ser Loras meant to kill me or die gallantly in the attempt, but Dacey Mormont and Smalljon Umber took him captive. I personally accepted Ser Garlan's surrender of the Tyrell foot; he wept with relief when I told him Ser Loras yet lived."
"Aye, and small wonder, with nearly all the Tyrell cavalry slain," said Lord Mallister, grim approval in his blue-grey eyes. "Few kings can boast so great a victory."
"How great, my lord?" Arya asked, unable to resist. Robb never spoke of his battles, and she only got bits and pieces from the knights and men-at-arms.
"Tywin Lannister brought over twenty-one thousand men to Sweetroot, princess. We had less than eight thousand men, but a battle is not won or lost by numbers alone. Wit matters more than strength, a lesson too many men forget. Your great-uncle, Brynden Blackfish, chose the ground, and our Young Wolf laid the trap."
Her brother's face was frozen, but for a muscle twitching in his cheek.
"By the end of the battle, over twelve thousand of Lord Tywin's men lay dead upon the bloody field. The rest yielded." Lord Mallister smiled proudly. "Lord Tywin would have fled if he could, but the Mallister and Bracken horse cut him off to the rear. I've never seen such a sight. The old lion in his spotless golden armor, pale as a corpse, near speechless with rage. His Grace, splattered with mud and blood, direwolf snarling at his feet, the only man to ever force Tywin Lannister to strike his banners." Mallister sipped his cider, a smile on his lips. "And best of all, we lost less than a thousand men."
"Thank you, my lord," Robb said, his voice soft. "But past glories will not feed us come winter. Highgarden is likely our best, if not only option, with the discord across the Narrow Sea."
The talk returned to grain prices, and Arya returned to only half listening. Discord was one way of putting it. Three letters had arrived from Sunspear at the end of first moon. The first was from Princess Arianne Martell, announcing the recent death of her father, Prince Doran, mere days after she gave birth to his first grandchild. Now Princess Arianne ruled Dorne, with her infant daughter Eliandra as the new heir. The other two letters were much older and much more important, written by Sansa and Robett Glover in Meereen during eleventh moon, carried across the Narrow Sea by a swan ship, delivered to Sunspear, and then sent on by raven.
Each letter was written in code, which was good, given that only two of the three ravens sent from the Old Palace had reached Winterfell. Robett Glover reported a slave revolt in Qohor, nervous magisters in Pentos, and unrest in Myr, Tyrosh, and Lys. In Volantis the triarchs had expelled all Braavosi from the city and were considering banning Summer Islanders from their ports, when they weren't bickering over how to handle the Dragon Queen.
Sansa's long-awaited letter from the pyramid of the Dragon Queen had nearly sent Robb into a nervous fit. The letter began with yet more reassurances of Sansa's health, safety, and continued maidenhood, as well as sweet notes for Arya and Rickon. Her sister then proceeded to inform the King in the North that the Dornish retinue was observing Daenerys Targaryen, now Queen of Meereen, as a potential rival to the Lannisters who now claimed the Iron Throne. Further, she was in possession of three living dragons, though Sansa had only seen two of them, one from a distance. As for the other...
"Viserion speaks more clearly than any beast I have yet encountered, even Nymeria," Arya read aloud, her eyebrows in her scalp. No wonder Robb was pacing the maester's study and yanking at his hair. "However, he does not like the way I smell, and only barely tolerates my presence, preferring my lord husband, no doubt thanks to his blood." Arya frowned. "His blood?"
"Daeron the Good wed his sister, Daenerys Targaryen to Maron Martell, Prince of Dorne" said Maester Luwin, who was taking notes at his desk. "That would make Daenerys the great-grandmother of Prince Doran, Princess Elia, and Prince Oberyn, if I recall the lineage correctly."
"No word of dragons can leave this room," Robb said fervently. "Sailors' talk is one thing, confirmation from Princess Sansa another. Gods, the council—"
The council was now reviewing other correspondence which required their attention, Torrhen Poole taking notes as Hother Umber read a list of cargo lately arrived at White Harbor. They had not been so calm the day Robb informed them of the news from Meereen, after first taking solemn oaths of silence from each man. Ser Gilwood drank an entire cup of wine in one gulp, Torrhen Poole turned white, Lord Mallister snapped a quill in half, and Hother Umber swore so vividly that Arya finally found out what buggering actually meant.
Today was much less interesting. After the lists of cargo came lists of where the cargo was meant to go, and then lists of what villages and holdfasts had announced their intention to take shelter in the Wintertown. Did Torrhen have a list of lists hiding somewhere?
"One last small matter, before we finish for the day," Robb finally said, as Arya tried not to crumple with relief. Thank the gods she wouldn't have to attend another council meeting for at least two months. "I've a letter from Lord Sorrel Roote of Lord Harroway's Town. He seeks permission to wed Beony Beesbury, widow of Ser Raymund Frey, and adopt five of her children."
Ser Gilwood choked on his cider. "What, all five?" He demanded. "Has Lord Roote none of his own? Or is he incapable of getting children on his former Frey?"
"Lord Roote is a widower," said Mallister, frowning. "Winter fever took his wife and sons ten years past." No one seemed to notice Robb's pallor, no one except Grey Wind, who laid his snout on Robb's knee, and Arya, who chewed on her lip, a dull pang in her stomach.
"He said as much in the letter," Robb said calmly, stroking Grey Wind's ears as if nothing was wrong. "Lady Beony has seven children, and Roote is unsure whether or not she is capable of bearing more. As it stands, her eldest sons have already come of age in Oldtown and Lys, but he seeks permission to give her three daughters and two young sons his name."
Robb gave a slight smile. "He has persuaded his septon to anoint them again, should I grant my leave. Sarra and Serra Frey are maids of seventeen; they shall become Sarra and Serra Roote, at least until he finds husbands for them. As for the younger ones... Cersei Frey is a girl of ten, the poor child who bore witness to the kinslaying and testified against Ser Aenys and Ser Symond Frey at their trials. He begs my leave to have her anointed Cicely Roote; as for her brothers, Tywin and Jaime, they are only just turned four, and Ser Sorrel wishes to anoint them Thyme and Jack."
"Your Grace is merciful to even consider such nonsense," Ser Gilwood grumbled. "Taking a nephew as an heir is one thing, but a traitor's get?"
"Indeed, Ser Patrek Mallister slew Raymund himself," Robb said mildly, tilting his head toward Lord Mallister in acknowledgement of his son's deed. "Yet Ser Perwyn Truefaith has honorably served Princess Arya despite Lord Walder's treason. Shall we deny good Lord Roote a wife and children because we fear their father's blood?"
A few more minutes of quibbling and the meeting ended, not a moment too soon. Hother Umber and Torrhen Poole left first, grimly talking of salted meat, with Lord Mallister and Ser Gilwood not far behind. At last it was just Arya, Robb, and the direwolf nuzzling at Robb's leg.
"You can't fall asleep during council, Arya," her brother sighed, picking at what was left of his meat pie.
"I'm trying," she replied, hurt. "I was worn out from my lessons, that's all, and Torrhen kept droning on and on—"
"He cannot help having a dull voice," Robb said firmly as he stood, stretching muscles gone stiff. "Preparing our people for winter comes before all else; do you think I am not weary? You are not the only one who spends mornings training."
Arya bit her lip as Robb walked over to a bookshelf and selected a heavy tome. She knew about the hours Robb spent with his honor guard, riding at quintain and sparring with blunted swords, proving the angry scar across his cheek had not made him weak.
"It wouldn't be so bad, if I didn't have to stand still," she finally mumbled, staring at her feet. "Water dancers dance, they don't just freeze in one spot and stay there."
Robb set the tome on the weirwood table with one hand and pinched the top of his nose with the other. "What do you think the First Sword of Braavos does when guarding the Sealord? Does he turn cartwheels and sprint around the room? Or does he watch and wait, alert to every word spoken and gesture made?"
Chastened, Arya muttered an apology. She was about to leave when she recognized the book Robb was opening. It had arrived from Dorne a few weeks after Sansa's letter, a gift from Lady Myria Jordayne, heir to the Tor, with page after page of runes and elegant script bound between covers of deep green leather.
"Found anything else?"
Robb scowled. "Dragonglass for the Others, steel and fire for the wights, and not one word about the Long Night itself. Half the pages are notes about why the translation of the runes is not precise; one rune might have five meanings. This one—" he pointed to a rune with sharp swirled lines. "It's not clear whether it means cold, wind, blizzard, solitude, or despair."
"Have you showed them to any of the wildlings?" Arya asked. Surely one of the hostages could read the runes of the First Men; they wore them on their arms or around their necks, graven on thick bands of gold.
"Toregg," Robb said with a grimace. Arya remembered that one; he was the leader of the hostages, a tall, deep-voiced man of twenty or so, with wild ginger hair and an even wilder beard. "He told me nothing of the Others he had not said on the day they arrived. The oldest runes he wears came from the day of his grandsire's grandsire; they resembled the runes in the book as much as a donkey resembles a horse."
Late afternoon found Arya wishing she was on a horse. Instead, she was in her solar, a book on her lap and ladies on every chair. Reading a lengthy discourse on the endless details of running a household was bad enough, but Lady Edythe had somehow contrived to find one that was drier than Dorne, and Arya’s eyes kept drifting from the page to the cluster of women and girls who followed her as the tides followed the moon.
Almost everyone except Arya was occupied with needlework. Lady Rhea Royce sat closest to the fire, stitching away at a complicated scrollwork design with posture as haughty as she was. Even Lady Edythe Cerwyn sat less stiffly as she patiently taught a complicated new stitch to a wide-eyed Beth Cassel. Catelyn Bracken and Cornel Umber worked steadily beside them, Catelyn stitching a verse from the Mother’s Hymn while Cornel covered a strip of trim with the mountain flowers for which she had been named. Arya wasn’t sure how she felt about her betrothed, Hoarfrost Umber, and she wasn't sure about his sister either. More than once she’d noticed Cornel watching her water dancing practice, thin lips pursed.
So far as future goodsisters went, Arya preferred Wylla Manderly, who sat in a corner, untangling a spool of green thread as garish as her dyed hair. At least Wylla was bold, completely unafraid of either her half-feral betrothed or his wild direwolf. Not that she was stupid; Wylla had enough sense to see when their tempers were rising and calm them before anything happened. Even so, Wylla was nearly as fond of poetry as Sansa; at the moment she was trying to tease a song out of Alys Karstark as her sister watched, amused.
Wynafryd Manderly had come to Winterfell for the tourney, accompanying her lord grandfather. Although the king ably resisted the Lord of White Harbor's enthusiastic offer to mint new coinage for the Three Kingdoms, Robb could not stop him from leaving Wynafryd behind when his vast retinue departed. For ten moons Wyn had "visited" with her sister Wylla, but she seemed to have little interest in chasing a crown for her grandfather's sake. She spent more time idly chatting with Ser Perwyn than she did with Robb, trading tales of overbearing relations and the differences between growing up at the Twins and the New Castle.
"Oh, very well, Wylla, if you insist," Alys laughed, rising to her feet with a smile that did not reach her eyes. She hummed for a moment, then began to sing, her pointy chin tilting upward, her eyes half closed as she sang about a maiden who yearned for a husband and children of her own.
Arya scrunched up her nose. She hoped Alys had picked the song, not Wylla. Lady Alys was supposed to wed Lord Daryn Hornwood shortly after the Tourney of Winterfell, but the day after the tourney ended, Lord Karyl Vance had caught him abed with his daughter Rhialta, a maid of fifteen. Lord Vance wanted to skewer Daryn for defiling his daughter, but King Robb intervened, persuading Vance to permit a hasty marriage instead, a decision which succeeded in preventing bloodshed but also succeeded in making everyone angry.
Daryn Hornwood was angry because he claimed Rhialta was no maid but a temptress who seduced him. Alys was angry because Rhialta's two sisters swore Daryn had made persistent advances since the tourney began, which Daryn hotly denied until Arya told Robb that she had also seen Hornwood whispering to Rhialta and slipping her flowers when he thought no one was looking. No one but Arya saw the flowers, but everyone saw the handprint Alys' slap left on his cheek for the next several days. Meanwhile, Lord Harrion Karstark was angry at the dishonor to his sister as the wronged betrothed, Lord Vance was angry at losing a daughter to the cold north, even if she was Lady Hornwood now, and Robb was angry at having to settle the entire dispute. Arya felt like she was the only one who wasn't angry, though she did feel badly for Alys, and thought Daryn and Rhialta were idiots for getting caught.
"Princess Arya?" Wynafryd was looking at her. "Where is Mya today?"
"In the stables, I think," Arya replied. Probably talking Joseth's ear off, trying to get the master of stables to let her breed mules. Mya swore they were the best mounts for winter snows, hardier than a horse and less difficult than a donkey.
"Of course she is," said Rhea Royce, stabbing her doublet with unnecessary fervor. Well, that was an improvement, at least. Having Mya Stone and Rhea Royce in the same room never ended well.
After winning the joust Ser Mychel Redfort had declared Arya queen of love and beauty, spurning his wife Ysilla, Rhea's younger sister. That little scandal paled in comparison to what he had done after the tourney ended. When they reached the Crossroads Inn they should have taken the High Road to the Vale, but instead, Mychel, Ysilla, and Ser Wallace Waynwood secretly met with a bastard girl, abandoned the rest of the valemen, and galloped off to Harrenhal.
Once there, Ser Mychel and Ysilla flung themselves at the dwarf High Septon's feet, swearing they had never consummated their marriage and begging for an annulment. When it was granted, they immediately married again, Ser Mychel taking Mya Stone to wife, Lady Ysilla taking Ser Wallace as her lord husband, and both couples consummating that very night. Ysilla was already with child by the time she returned to Runestone with her stammering husband in tow, and Lord Yohn Royce had grudgingly forgiven her.
Lord Horton Redfort was not so merciful. It did not matter that Ser Mychel was the most renowned young knight in the Vale; he refused to even see his fourth son before disowning him. Almost penniless, Ser Mychel and his bride had ridden north, a scorching letter from Lord Horton preceding their arrival. Arya thought Robb would turn Ser Mychel away when he begged to join Robb's honor guard, but then Ser Mychel said something about Jeyne Westerling and Robb sent her out of the room. When she returned, it was to find Ser Mychel pledging his sword to a pale, glassy-eyed Robb.
As for Mya Stone... technically she was one of Arya's ladies, but almost all of them shunned her, some intentionally, some inadvertantly. Mya knew the courtesies and skills expected of a bastard girl, not those expected of a knight's lady wife. She did not know how to embroider, or play the harp, or write poetry, or talk of fashion. At dinner she sat with Mychel, drinking from the same cup, clasping hands under the table, trading laughs and kisses. But when Mychel was busy with his duties… Mya loved her husband, but not Winterfell, so different from the mountains she called home.
For Arya's nameday she had gotten Robb to allow her a short journey up the kingsroad, a chance to ride all day before the autumn snows began to fall. Not that he would let Arya go far; only three days up the kingsroad, where they camped on the edge of the wolfswood. Nymeria found a tumbled down tower hidden in the trees, whining and scratching at the stones until Arya discovered a vault hidden below, the floor scorched from some traveler's campfire. She would have thought nothing of it, had she not seen a scrap of white silk trim in a corner, attached to ragged threads of grey cloth. Then she sat down and sobbed until she heard someone else clamber down the rough stones. Mya offered her a handkerchief, awkwardly patted her on the shoulder, then scrambled back up to fetch Ser Perwyn, Wynafryd trailing behind.
Arya wished she could have returned the favor later that afternoon, when they glimpsed the northern mountains looming in the distance. Mya Stone kicked her horse into a gallop, leaving the rest of them far behind as she rode toward the peaks. She did not return until the next morning, her eyes puffy from weeping, the tracks of her tears visible against her dirty cheeks. Despite her misery she was still beautiful, with her dark hair and blue eyes almost as pretty as Gendry's.
A pair of hazel eyes were looking at Arya; she forced herself to return to the present as Wynafryd began to speak. "Will Mya be joining us when we depart Winterfell?"
"No, I don't think so. Why?"
Wynafryd pursed her lips, her eyes glancing at Ser Perwyn for a moment. "Oh, some small matter with my horse. I should like to speak with her before we depart, if I may have your leave."
"Of course," Arya said, puzzled. With a smile Wynafryd rose, dipped a curtsy, and left, both Wylla and Ser Perwyn watching her leave. Odd, Arya didn't remember any issue with Wynafryd's horse. Wavetreader was a sweet mare, fond of apples and jumping. Oh, well.
They left Winterfell four days later, a lightly falling snow covering horses and riders alike. Arya rode at the head of the smallest company, composed of Jeyne and Meri and the warriors and men-at-arms who would see Arya and her ladies safely to the Dreadfort.
After nearly two years of endless siege Greatjon Umber had insisted upon a royal visit from Princess Arya, especially since she had not seen her betrothed since the siege began. Even the tourney at Winterfell could not tempt either the Greatjon or his son Hoarfrost away from the Boltons; they watched them as intently as cats at a mousehole, convinced that Roose Bolton would attempt some trickery should they leave their post for an instant. Robb was inclined to refuse, given the chaos and filth of even the most well-run siege camp, but he yielded after Arya begged for time away from the confines of the northern court.
The other two companies were a bit larger, and as different from each other as night and day. Hugo Wull led the company bound for Skagos, a wildling woman at his side and mountain lords in his train. Rickon was very upset by Osha leaving, but she was the only wildling Robb could trust to translate the Old Tongue still spoken on Skagos. The other company was led by Wynafryd Manderly, who was finally returning to White Harbor, accompanied by knights in gleaming armor, men-at-arms in well-kept livery, and a band of mummers with colorfully painted wayns.
"Are you ready, Princess Arya?" Ser Perwyn asked, reining up beside her. Nymeria followed at his heels, blood dripping from her jaws. The hare had been fast, but not fast enough. Grinning, Arya dug her heels into Faithful's sides, the mare breaking into a trot as Ondrew and Porther blew their horns, Stark banners flapping in the wind.
The roads were slick with autumn frost, the softly fallen snow turning hardpacked dirt into mud and slush. Unable to move any faster than a trot, it took a week of grey skies before they finally reached the banks of the White Knife. Here the parties would split, with Arya's company following the road east to the Dreadfort, and the rest taking ships down the river.
Bold and brawny as he was, Hugo Wull did not look eager to reach Skagos. Not that Arya could blame him. Old Nan said the Skagosi were terrible cannibals; some hundred years ago they'd risen up in revolt and killed their overlord, the Magnar of Stonehorn, then slew Lord Stark. It took his son several years to crush the last pockets of resistance in the wild mountains, and Winterfell had not sent an envoy to the Skagosi since, so long as they paid their taxes.
Unfortunately, Skagos had the most dragonglass that could be found in the North, dragonglass sorely needed for the war to come. Hopefully the promise of ships full of grain, salted meat, and wool would help sort out an arrangement, with Osha's command of the Old Tongue to help smooth the way, though Robb chafed at needing her assistance. Rickon could speak a little of the Old Tongue, thanks to the months he'd spent with Osha walking the wild, but none of the other northern lords or ladies did, though Alys Karstark was trying to learn from some of the spearwife hostages.
"If the wildlings turn on us, it will be useful to understand their tongue," she shrugged when Arya asked why she bothered. Cornel Umber thought the idea absurd; wildlings had stolen some cousin of hers, and she avoided them like the plague.
Rickon did not share such concerns; a few of the younger hostages sometimes played with him in the godswood, screaming at each other in the Old Tongue as they chased each other in circles. It seemed as though behaving for the length of the tourney and the following month had used up all of Rickon's limited patience; ever since the last guests departed he was wilder than ever. Ser Rodrik japed that Robb should send Rickon to Skagos; perhaps the Skagosi would appreciate a Stark who shared their barbaric manners. That was the day of the biting incident; Rickon had reacted badly when told that Osha would be gone for several months, unable to tuck him in or tell him stories. The wildling woman might be a leal servant now, entrusted with Rickon's care in place of Old Nan, but that meant she must obey the King in the North, not her little prince.
Lady Wynafryd was only going home to White Harbor, a far less dangerous destination, but she also seemed oddly reluctant to board the ship which waited for her by the docks. Almost every day she'd ridden with Arya, rather than her own people, idly chatting with Arya and Jeyne Poole or singing slightly off-key with Ser Perwyn. Arya's sworn sword was also being strange, staring at Wynafryd when no one was looking and only talking when he had to. When he finally asked for Arya's permission to escort Lady Wynafryd to White Harbor, Arya happily gave him leave. Maybe if he kissed Wynafryd he'd stop looking like a kicked hound all the time, though they better not get caught.
Even then she wasn't rid of his moping, as a fit of guilt struck as soon as Lady Wynafryd boarded her ship. "Are you sure, princess?" Perwyn asked again as a man-at-arms fetched his things from a wayn and carried them onto the ship. "I swore a solemn vow to keep you safe, your lady mother—"
"I'll be fine," Arya said waspishly. "There's Ondrew and Porther, and the rest of the escort, and the Greatjon's entire camp is armed to the teeth. I order you to get on that ship."
Reluctantly, he went. Arya watched from the shore as the rest of the two companies board the ships, the mountain lords comforting their shaggy ponies, who had never traveled by ship before, the White Harbor knights laughing and japing as they formed an orderly line so the most important could settle themselves first. Only then were the men-at-arms permitted to board, and last of all came the mummers with their colorful wayns full of props and costumes.
Arya would miss the mummers. Ever since the tourney they had put on show after show to entertain the smallfolk of Wintertown and the nobles of Winterfell. They began with a tragedy, The Son's Lament, an old play about Brandon the Burner, who'd set fire to the western fleet after his father Brandon the Shipwright vanished into the Sunset Sea. After a few moons of that they put on a farce, The Carpenter's Clever Wife, which was about a stupid carpenter whose wife entertained other lovers right before his face. Half the jokes made no sense, but the other half were very funny, and when one lover accidentally kissed the other on the arse Ser Perwyn laughed so hard he nearly choked on his wine.
But it was their last play which proved most popular, much to Robb's chagrin. The Romance of Strongspear the Squire and the Weirwood Maid was a barely concealed retelling of the events leading up to Princess Sansa's marriage to Ser Olyvar Sand, starting with the singing of The Honest Hand and ending with the shades of Prince Aemon the Dragonknight and Queen Naerys crowning Strongspear and the weirwood maid as the ideal knight and lady.
Arya had heard The Honest Hand many times at Riverrun and in the northern keeps they visited on their journey home, but somehow she'd forgotten to tell Robb that Sansa wrote it for their father. That revelation made her brother start openly weeping when she told him late one night, after the play when they were huddled under the covers with Rickon between them. She didn't understand why he was so upset; Lord Eddard deserved to have a better song than the stupid Rains of Castamere.
Besides, the rest of the play was great fun, what with the false queen's sneering monologues, the heartless hand throwing a tantrum when the rebel king outwitted him, the weirwood maid's scathing speech condemning the heartless hand, Strongspear volunteering as champion before thrashing the enormous butcher knight, who was played by two mummers, one sitting on the other's shoulders. Rickon whooped with glee at all the bashing and slashing, Arya almost leapt out of her seat when the false queen cast a spell to shatter Strongspear's shield, and when the Maiden sent a flock of doves to save the squire the Great Hall roared with approval, even the northern lords who rolled their eyes whenever the Father appeared onstage to weigh his scales or the Crone appeared to lay a hand on the weirwood maid's shoulder.
The romance scenes were a bit gross though. Strongspear kept making long speeches about the weirwood maid's peerless beauty and kind heart, and the weirwood maid kept pining at Strongspear whenever his back was turned. When Strongspear defeated the butcher knight he swept the maid up in a passionate kiss while Robb made retching noises so quietly only she could hear him; shortly after the maid gave Strongspear a chaste kiss in the godswood, and they kissed again at the end when they said their wedding vows. Jeyne was mad to be kissed, so much so that she and Meri practiced sometimes at night when they thought Arya was asleep, but Arya didn't see the appeal in having someone else's mouth and teeth mashed up against hers. What if their breath stank, or, gods forbid, what if they used their tongue?
There were a few other bits that didn't make sense. When Strongspear first came on stage he had a long conversation with his widowed aunt about justice and duty, and swore to protect the innocent on behalf of his aunt's murdered children. When he finished his monologue the aunt embraced him and named him the son of her heart before disappearing for the rest of the play, though the same mummer played the Mother whenever she appeared on stage. There was also a lot of fuss about a lily knight who wanted to help the weirwood maid but couldn't because the lily lord was a judge in her trial. After the combat the lily knight embraced Strongspear, who begged the honor of being dubbed by the lily knight, naming him the greatest warrior in the realm. Wasn't Strongspear supposed to be the greatest warrior? Or the greatest knight, anyway, which was the same thing.
Bran wanted to be a knight, she remembered sadly as she watched the ships weigh anchor, weak sunlight glinting off shields and armor. He dreamed of mastering lance and sword, maybe even joining the Kingsguard someday. What would have happened, had the Lannisters not broken his legs? Would Bran have sparred with her, testing his sword against her bravo's blade? Would he dream of becoming Robb's sworn sword, keeping a grey cloak instead of taking a white?
A pang of guilt gnawed at her belly as Arya looked over her company, now awaiting the princess's command to cross the bridge over the White Knife and continue their journey. She was sick of being looked at all the time, like a bug under a Myrish lens, judged for her courtesies and her gowns and the tidiness of her hair. She should be with Sansa, dressed in mail and leathers as she guarded her day and night, like Ser Perwyn guarded her.
As the company continued east and the days passed Arya soon realized how much she missed his quiet presence at her side. The soft watch he kept over Jeyne and Meri, the faces he made when he thought Arya was forgetting herself and being too wild. And now she had no one to practice her water dancing with each morning; Ondrew and Porther were too terrified of accidentally injuring their princess to be any use. Frustrated, she made Jeyne and Meri practice grappling with her inside their small pavilion every morning until they finally reached the Dreadfort.
Jeyne shivered when they first caught a glimpse of the Dreadfort, one hand reaching out to grab Meri's for comfort. Arya could not blame her. Through the falling snow she could see thick, high walls, topped by triangular merlons like sharp stone teeth and guarded by massive towers. Atop the walls stood a few men-at-arms in flapping pink cloaks; she saw one of them point at her before running off, no doubt to report the presence of a Stark to Roose Bolton.
Thankfully the ring of tents surrounding the Dreadfort looked much more welcoming, hundreds of cookfires blazing away merrily between tidy rows of tents. The largest pavilion was a bright flame-red with grey trim, the Umber giant roaring from its banners. She had almost forgotten how much the Greatjon resembled his sigil; when he bowed to greet her it was like watching a tree bend in half, and he nearly crushed her with a bone-crunching hug, his bushy black beard scratching the top of her head.
"How goes the siege?" Arya asked when he finally put her down, trying not to gasp for air. Behind her Jeyne Poole smothered a giggle.
"The same as it has since we got here, princess," the Greatjon rumbled, waving at a manservant, who brought slung camp chairs for Arya and her ladies. Only after Arya sat did he sink into a camp chair of his own, one much, much larger than hers. "I'd love to taste Bolton blood before winter comes, but His Grace will not permit me to smash the walls."
Arya knew that already; the Greatjon had sent plenty of ravens trying to get Robb to change his mind. She thought it would serve the Boltons right if their stupid keep was torn down stone by stone, but Robb thought it better to keep the walls intact, so folk could shelter in the keep when winter came. The Wintertown could not hold all of Bolton’s smallfolk, even with carpenters and masons frantically building new houses and laborers digging cellars under the existing houses so they could shelter more people. More importantly, the Dreadfort was the strongest keep in the North after Winterfell; storming it would be a bloodbath.
That night she dined in the Greatjon's enormous tent, eating roasted venison and sipping rosehip tea as she tried to get to know her betrothed. Hoarfrost Umber seemed to have the same idea; he barraged her with questions about how she spent her time, his frown deepening at every answer.
"Your dancing master will likely find Last Hearth too cold for his taste," he said finally, scratching at his beard. "Nor would you have time for such lessons. You will be in my lady mother's care when you come to foster, and Lady Marna keeps busy from dawn to dusk, especially with Nuncle Hother away at Winterfell."
"Marna!" The Greatjon bellowed, distracted from the conversation he was having with poor Jeyne. While Hoarfrost interrogated Arya, the Greatjon had demanded that her ladies tell him every single bit of gossip about the king and his council that he'd missed while besieging the thrice-damned Boltons. "Gods, what a wife," he said, slapping his thigh. "Five strong sons and daughters, and Last Hearth has never run so smoothly as it has with her in charge of the household."
He thumped his chest, a drop of mead splashing on the roaring giant stitched into the cloth. "Every stitch is her work," the Greatjon boasted, "her fingers were always red when the girls were too young to help; when Fern wed and left for the Karhold I wasn't sure if she wept from joy or sorrow. You've seen how well my Cornel stitches?" He did not wait for Arya to answer. "Long years of practice, and now she's as skilled as her mother!" He beamed proudly, not noticing Hoarfrost's furrowed brow.
"Princess Arya has little practice with needlework," said her betrothed. "Her mornings are spent in the training yard, rather than the solar."
"The godswood, actually," Arya corrected, annoyed.
"Ah, well, children will have their little follies," the Greatjon laughed, waving a meaty hand. "A maiden flowered takes things more seriously, I'm sure once Marna has the princess sewing all day she'll learn quickly enough."
It was a relief when Arya could finally take her leave, retiring to her own pavilion with Jeyne and Meri in tow. Thankfully her pavilion was easy to find, being the only one sewn from pure ice-white silk, trimmed in grey with a direwolf banner flapping overhead. A cold wind howled outside as they prepared for bed; when she lifted the flap of the tent she saw the flurries had turned to fat flakes of snow, so thick she could barely see anything beyond the men-at-arms who stood guard.
Something at dinner had upset Jeyne's stomach, so rather than sleeping on the edge of the bed they shared, Arya gave her place to Jeyne, in case she needed to run for the chamber pot. The change in position bothered her; Arya liked to sleep on the edge, so she could get up early without having to climb over Jeyne and Meri, who were always cuddled up like bears in a den.
Hours went by and still she could not sleep, no matter how she tossed and turned. Shortly after midnight Nymeria awoke, her nose twitching. She could smell a wounded deer just outside the camp, easy prey for a direwolf's sharp claws and sharper teeth. With Arya's permission the direwolf silently slipped under the cloth walls of the pavilion, as she often did so she didn't startle the guards.
Lacking anything else to do Arya fiddled with the dagger under her pillow, stroking the wolf's head pommel with her thumb. Gendry had made it for her years ago, and though it was really too small for her now, it was still sharp, as sharp as Needle. She wouldn't give up Needle either, despite Oro's scolding and Gendry's offer to make her a new bravo's blade better suited to her size. Jon Snow had given her Needle, she couldn't just replace it, no more than she could replace the hole in her heart that Jon had left when he went away.
She was dozing uneasily when the soft crunch of boots on snow outside the pavilion roused her from her slumber. Was it time for the changing of the guards? It couldn't be that close to dawn yet, and besides, it was coming from the wrong side of the pavilion. Suddenly wide awake, she listened harder, catching the sound of a blade slicing through cloth, a draft of cold wind tugging at her hair as a shadow crept through the long gash in the back of her tent.
Arya gripped her dagger tight, watching from beneath her eyelids as the figure approached, the hood of a white fur cloak pulled down over his face. Should she try to climb over Meri and Jeyne? Or was it better to wait until he was close enough to strike?
The figure made the decision for her. With a low, ugly laugh he wrapped an arm around Jeyne's throat and yanked her from the bed, Meri waking with a gasp of terror. In the distance Nymeria howled, drawn by her girl's fear, but Arya could not count on the direwolf reaching them in time.
"Shhh," the figure said, quiet as the grave. Jeyne's eyes were wide and white, her hands trying to pull the arm away from her throat without success. The figure didn't seem to care; his hood had fallen back, and in the moonlight she could see him smile as he put a finger to his meaty lips. "I'd hate to have to kill my lady wife before she says her vows, and if I kill you, why, she'll have no one to dress her for the wedding." He licked his lips. "No, you wouldn't want that. Three maids are much better than one, even if two are of lesser blood."
"Who are you?" Arya demanded, careful to speak softly. She did not want to find out what the man would do to Jeyne if the guards burst in. No, Arya was on her own, with Jeyne and Meri's lives in her hands. Calm as still water, she reminded herself, fierce as a wolverine.
"Who are you, m'lord," the man sneered. "I'll have to teach you manners later. I'm Lord Ramsay, your new liege." He smiled, chainmail clinking softly beneath his furs as he adjusted his grip on Jeyne. Look with your eyes. He looked back at her with only one pale eye. The other eye was missing, leaving only a dark empty socket. His face was gaunt, his flesh stretched tight over his bones; his hands were covered in thick gloves, not gauntlets, his throat bare of either scarf or gorget.
"Now, you are going to climb out of that bed, nice and slow and quiet, and then you're going to follow me back to the Dreadfort. We'll see how bold the Greatjon is when he sees your princess up on the walls in a bride's cloak."
Chuckling to himself, he nuzzled Jeyne's hair with his nose, and suddenly she went limp. The man swore under his breath as she collapsed, boneless, all of her weight falling against him. He hesitated for just a moment as if deciding how to carry her, and Arya saw her chance.
"You want me, not her," she hissed. Ramsay stared at her as she climbed from the bed, taking in the white furs she clutched to her chest with one hand. His one eye was as pale as dirty ice, the other covered with a leather patch.
"Oh?" He chuckled, looking from the dark-haired girl in his arms to the one standing by the bed.
"She's the princess, not Jeyne," Meri whispered, trembling as she stood.
"Well, then, no point carrying the useless one." With that Ramsay dropped Jeyne on the floor and stalked toward Arya, a smile on his wormy lips. He didn't look back behind him, didn't see Meri help Jeyne to her feet before both of them darted out of the tent through the great gash he had made. "Come on then, drop those furs, I'll have you in my bed soon enough—"
When he came within reach Arya dropped the furs, her right hand empty, her left behind her back. For an instant he stared at her, his eye roving over her shift of fine white lambswool, over the scooped neckline whose edges glinted with silver embroidery in silver thread. Stupid, he should have been looking at her hands, not her bosom. Then maybe he would have seen the dagger before she drew it across his throat.
Hot blood gushed over her chest and hands as the man tried to scream, spitting coppery blood all over her face. Frowning, Arya slashed again, cutting deeper this time, only barely dodging out of the way before Ramsay fell to the ground.
He had just stopped moving when the guards burst in, swords drawn. Dimly she heard Jeyne and Meri sobbing outside the tent, and sensed Nymeria's fury as she raced through the camp, men shouting the alarm. Then Arya's calmness vanished, replaced by rage. Bolton's bastard had broken into her pavilion in the dead of night. He'd terrified Jeyne and Meri, he'd meant to seize her and rape her.
Ramsay Snow did not know what it meant to trifle with a Stark. Neither did Roose Bolton. If he had, he would never have dared sell Sansa to the Lannisters or tried to slay Robb at the Red Wedding. No, these Boltons needed to be taught a lesson about what happened to oathbreaking, murdering cowards who turned against the pack.
Grimly, Arya made for the corpse. He had rolled on his back before he died; how thoughtful. Much easier to finish cutting through his neck, though it took a while to saw through the bone before she could yank the head up by the hair. The guards didn't even try to stop her, just watched, one of them muttering prayers under his breath as Arya shoved her feet into her boots, not bothering to lace them. She couldn't, not with the head still clutched tight in her left hand.
Now she saw why Oro made her bother with press ups all the time. The weight of the head barely slowed her as she stomped out into the wet snow, ignoring the shouts of horror and confusion. Nymeria, Ondrew and Porther, and half the men-at-arms were following her by the time she reached the edge of camp, where the Greatjon watched the Dreadfort from the closest vantage point out of arrow shot.
"It's not MY blood," Arya huffed at the Greatjon when he turned pale at the sight of her, blustering and swearing as if she was the one whose had her throat cut. He would have carried her back to the camp, if not for Nymeria's snarl of warning. She was perfectly fine, but for the cold and the snow. Although the blood was very sticky and uncomfortable; the sooner she made her point to Bolton the better.
Arya didn't have to wait long. The blast of trumpets and warhorns quickly got results; even with the thickly falling snow, the sparse number of men on the battlements could hardly miss the rider the Greatjon sent to the gates with a white peace banner. With a cold shriek the portcullis began to rise, a single horseman returning with the messenger.
"Lord Bolton!" Arya shouted when the lord drew close, his pink cloak flapping in the wind. "You seem to have misplaced your bastard!"
The snow muffled his answer, but then, Arya didn't really care what he had to say. She didn't want his lies or excuses. She wanted his fear.
She got it, when she flung his son's bloody head at him. The gods must have favored her; it bounced off Bolton's horse before rolling face up in the snow, staring lifelessly in the light of the many torches. Roose Bolton did not flinch, but the uneasy look in his pale eyes tasted as sweet as the coppery blood still clinging to her lips.
"My line is ended," said the Lord of the Dreadfort, his face whiter than the snow. "I yield."
"I yield, Princess Arya," she taunted, Nymeria snarling at her feet.
"I yield, Princess Arya," said Roose Bolton, his eyes as flat as his voice as he unclasped his scabbard and flung his sword at her feet. The Greatjon stared at him, eyes hard, and after a moment Bolton also dropped his dagger.
"Good. Lead us into the keep.” She could kill for a hot bath.
By the time they were inside the walls, a hot bath was the last thing on her mind. How had Bolton held the walls with so few soldiers? They looked as if a strong wind would knock them over, their dull eyes sunk deep in hollow sockets, their arms trembling as they dropped their swords and spears. Arya had thought the servants would gather in the yard, to watch their lord yield the castle, but there was no one, no one but a few dozen men-at-arms.
Four of them led the Greatjon, Arya, and Nymeria to the lord's study. To her surprise it was warm and cozy, though the fire smoked a bit. There was a flagon of mulled wine on the desk, still hot, and the Greatjon drank it down as they waited for Bolton to return from the stables, where several of the Greatjon's men had escorted him so he might put up his horse.
The Greatjon did not seem to mind waiting, but to Arya each minute felt like hours. Restless, she began to pace the solar. Nymeria followed, claws clicking on the stone. They must have circled the room ten times when the direwolf's keen ears heard the sound of ragged sobs from behind the door that led to the lord's chambers. Finding it was not bolted, Arya let herself in.
A woman lay on the floor between two cradles, weeping, a small bundle clutched to her ample bosom. One cradle held a sleeping girl of two, but the other was empty.
"Lady Bolton?" There was no one else who would wear a pink gown patterned with drops of red.
"My baby," the lady whimpered, rocking. Her face was red and puffy, wet with tears and snot. "My baby, my little boy..." What sort of man lingered in the stables when his sons were dead, when his wife wept on the floor?
Then Arya knew.
They found the men the Greatjon set to guard Bolton in the back of the stables, their bodies pierced by sword and spear. A dozen of Bolton's men and one of his captains had been waiting, hidden behind the same bales of hay that concealed a postern door. Not that their loyalty had been rewarded. Weak as they were, it had taken all of them to subdue five of the Greatjon's well-fed men, with only their lord escaping into the snow storm.
Snarling with fury Nymeria bolted out the postern door, her nose searching for the stink of man and horse. Unnoticed, Arya sank onto a nearby hay bale and closed her eyes.
The world was a mass of white, all other scents muffled beneath the smell of cold and snow. Slow down , Arya told the direwolf. It would be no good to exhaust herself; her legs were already tired from sprinting after a deer and then sprinting across the camp. With a low whine Nymeria agreed, slowing to an easy trot.
Dawn was breaking over the horizon when Nymeria finally caught sight of her prey. The horse stood outside a broken-down cottage, his reins dangling with no place to tie them, and when he caught the wolf's scent he fled. Nymeria was not so hasty. She circled the cottage, her snout twitching as she drank in the smells. Smoke rose from the chimney, along with the faint smell of roasting meat, and Arya pawed at the door, whining. She could smell death on the air, but she had to see him, she had to know.
When the door opened Nymeria almost fell, her paws skidding on the snow as she caught herself. A pair of middle aged men stared at the direwolf, mouths agape. One stood by the door he'd opened, and the other crouched by the hearth, but their faces and scents were almost the same. Brothers, then. With a growl of warning Nymeria pushed past the first man. She could not smell steel on either of them, but she could smell the foul stench of the corpse lying on the dirt floor.
The face was almost unrecognizable, the skull smashed to a pulp, the mouth drenched in blood. Arya looked around the small room. A crude stone morter and pestle lay on a rough wooden bench beside a bronze knife, all three bright with blood. The silent man crouching by the hearth held a skewer over the coals, though she wasn’t sure why he bothered. It bore only a small triangle of meat, barely a mouthful.
She had seen enough. Tail wagging, the direwolf left. The two-leggers would need her to guide them here so they could collect the body. Back in the stables Arya opened her eyes to find Jeyne and Meri hovering over her.
"He's dead," she told them, groaning at how stiff she felt. Arya was about to rub her aching neck when she remembered that her hands were covered in dried blood, as were her face, chest, and much of her shift. She winced, giving her pack sisters a sheepish smile. "Do you think someone could get me a bath?"
Notes:
I spent about 20 hours last weekend stripping wallpaper and then work was crazy this week; sorry for the delay. I hope it was worth the wait! 😉 let me know in the comments :D
NOTES
1) I imagine Gendry's hammer to look something like this, only with a horned bull spreading across the hammerhead.
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2) The casualty numbers from Sweetroot are based on the casualties from Cannae, which the battle was based on. Estimates suggest that 55% of the Roman army was killed, another 22% captured. Meanwhile, the Carthaginian army suffered only 11% killed. Robb wanted to win, and he did, but he was NOT prepared for the sheer bloodbath of his victory. No wonder boy doesn't brag about the carnage.
3) Medieval annulments were difficult to obtain, and we don't get precise information on how they work in the Faith of the Seven. Given that in canon the High Septon could annul Sansa's unconsummated marriage to Tyrion (if he weren't first a Lannister lackey and then the High Sparrow), I think the Mya Stone plot is plausible. High Septon Paul has balls of steel to risk alienating Lord Royce and Lord Redfort.
4) The Carpenter's Clever Wife is just The Miller's Tale from The Canterbury Tales. Oh, puns and accidentally kissing people on the ass, humor really doesn't change over time.
5) Thanks to siberien and MissKate for suggesting northern use of rose hips! :) Rose hips are the fruits of roses; they are high in vitamin C and can be turned into tea, soup, jelly, baked goods, or candy.
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6) The Greatjon's wife is never mentioned in canon, but it is stated that his uncles Mors and Hother serve as castellans of Last Hearth in his absence. I decided fuck it, his wife is Marna Wull (my own invention), and while Mors and Hother were the official castellans, she's the one who runs Last Hearth because running a keep in the lord's absence was literally one of the most important jobs of a medieval lady.
7) Yes, Ramsay's plan was stupid, because he is stupid. Remember how he wanted to skin Barbrey Dustin in canon, aka one of the Bolton's strongest allies? He was clever enough to lure Nymeria away by wounding a deer and then setting it loose near the camp.
Chapter 125: Daenerys IV
Notes:
August 302
Warning: This chapter deals with infertility issues at length. Please be advised.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Dany flopped back against her pillows, her skin slick with sweat. A cool breeze danced through the open archway that led to her terrace; she sighed gratefully as it ran cool fingers up her bare thighs and raised gooseprickles on her flat belly, the scent of rain and growing things filling her nose. A good omen.
"Hand me a pillow," she panted, raising her hips into the air.
"Why?" Her husband groaned. Aegor lay on the other side of the bed, fanning himself with one hand as the other pushed away the silver hair sticking to his face.
"It will help the seed quicken." So said Irri and Jhiqui, and her ladies' advice had not yet led her astray.
With a beleaguered grunt Aegor seized one of the pillows and slid it under Dany's loins. Then, after pressing a kiss to her temple, he rose from their bed, not even bothering to slip into a robe before making his way to the terrace pool.
Alone with her pillows and her thoughts, Dany allowed herself a triumphant smile. Her husband had tried to elude her, bringing her to her peak with hands and tongue, but she was no blushing maid, to take her pleasure and forget her purpose. She knew tricks of her own, the ones Doreah taught her long ago; it was child's play to excite him until he could not help but ride her.
Still, her victory had been incomplete. No matter how she teased or begged, Aegor refused to take her roughly, as he often had before she lost their first child. Instead he stroked her and caressed her tenderly, carefully, as though she was made of glass. Sometimes that woke a fire in Dany's chest, and she would mount him and ride him with all the strength in her slim frame, his hands resting softly at her waist. But other times... She had not wept when Euron made her scream in ecstasy, or when Drogo plowed her so relentlessly she could barely walk or ride for the soreness between her legs. The blood of the dragon did not weep, so why did gentle touches and soft glances make her want to cry?
Dany scrubbed a hand across her stinging eyes. Tears were pointless, useless, the last resort of those who had nothing else. What would Aegor think, if he saw her like this? He never wept, and he was only a prince consort, not a queen. But then, he did not share her burdens. It was not his womb that refused to cooperate.
Rhaego's death was the work of the foul maegi, but the other two... Mirri Maz Duur said her womb would never quicken again, yet Dany proved the witch a liar. It was the fifth moon of the last year, and she was six months gone when her second child washed away in a river of blood. If the maegi was wrong about her womb quickening, she must be wrong when she claimed Dany would not bear a living child. Determined, she lay with her husband again and again, and again his seed took root. Her moonblood was absent for two moons before Haldon Halfmaester agreed she was pregnant with her third child, but after another two moons she lost the babe, along with her appetite and her ability to sleep.
Part of her wanted to hide in her chambers, to take long baths and mope and read sad tales of the Seven Kingdoms. But a queen belonged to her people, and her people must never think her weak. So before she held court or council or rode through the city, she sought the help of her ladies. Irri concealed the khaleesi's shrinking limbs beneath luxurious stozars; Jhiqui dabbed creams and powders on her face to hide her pallor and the hollows beneath her eyes.
Aegor was less helpful. He hovered over Dany like a fretful old woman, plying her with food, kneading her feet, slipping her dreamwine when he thought she had gone too long without rest. Worse, he refused to give his seed to his queen until she gained weight and slept more than five hours a night, and no amount of argument would change his mind. Even when she commanded Aegor to lie with her he would not yield, instead retreating to the rarely used chamber beside her own. Obstinate, insubordinate, infuriating man. A pile of pillows could not hold her as her husband did; it was hard not to cry bitter tears into her cold bed.
Well, a queen was not so easily daunted. Daenerys played along with his impertinent demands, forcing herself to take large bites of food at each meal, rather than nibble as was her wont, letting Missandei sing her the lullabies of the Peaceful People when she retired each evening. At the beginning of sixth moon he grudgingly admitted that she had met his demands, yet his affections still came reluctantly, to her vast frustration. What sort of man had to be cajoled into sowing his seed?
By the time Dany felt she had lain still long enough for the seed to take root, Irri and Jhiqui had arrived, resplendent in dēls of damask, cobalt blue patterned with rich green vines and leaves. While Jhiqui draped a robe over Dany's slim, shivering frame, Irri hung a kettle over the fire. A skin of fermented mare's milk, a great dollop of honey, and a generous pinch of cinnamon went into the kettle, filling the room with sweetness as the potion brewed.
A basin of steaming water and a washcloth served to cleanse the sweat from her body, Jhiqui taking great care not to splash either her queen or her own finery. Dothraki maids from among the small khalasar that crossed the red waste could be trusted to serve Irri and Jhiqui, but Daenerys allowed no one but her ladies to tend her most intimate needs.
Irri brought the potion when it was ready, then fetched fresh smallcothes, a dēl of crimson damask, and close-fitted pants of ebony silk. When she was dressed Dany sat, watching the morning rain drizzle on her terrace as she sipped at the spiced honey potion, though she closed her eyes when Jhiqui slowly drew a brush through Dany's hair. She opened them when the heavy crown once more sat upon her head, the three dragons roaring their defiance to the world.
Aegor's squires had done their work well. Her husband was as regal as a dragonlord in a doublet made of the same damask as her dēl, his breeches and hose the same ebony as her pants. She wished he would not wear the silver circlet with the onyx dragon, but he steadfastly refused to accept a new one.
"I have had enough of lies," he said. "Do not ask me to claim the red dragon; it is yours, not mine." Perhaps when she bore a child, in whose veins flowed the blood of the red dragon and the black... perhaps then he would see reason. She did not want to fight with her lord husband, the only man she trusted well enough to serve as her Lord Hand, to help drag Meereen up out of the dust of centuries.
Meereen's busy streets bore little resemblance to her memories of life in the early months after her conquest. Though many freedmen bore slave tattoos, not a single slave collar remained in her city, or in the hinterlands beyond. Bronze or gold, copper or silver, all had been struck off, collected by her Unsullied and taken to the mints of Meereen, where they were melted down to make new coins. No longer would men be bought and sold with honors bearing the harpy of Ghis; no, her people would be paid for their labor with golden dragons, silver queens, and copper flames.
Thousands of scribes carried out her orders, toiling away in their halls of learning, no longer slaves but free men. The queen paid them well to administer her laws and taxes under the watchful eyes of Missandei, Ossalen, and their council of scribes. Minting new coins had been Missandei's notion; how wise she was, for a girl of thirteen, who could still gasp with surprise when Dany presented her with rare goods from Naath. That had been when Aegor was still avoiding her bed; the girl's warm hug had been a much-needed solace for her loneliness.
Daenerys was not the only one who needed solace. Too many children wandered the city, their bellies swollen from hunger. She had not realized how many slaves were children, taken from their parents months or years before she arrived in Meereen. In the months after she struck off their chains many mothers and fathers had wandered the streets, crying out for their lost children, but for every child who ran weeping into her mother's arms, two more were left alone, their kin dead or sold far away.
Unable to bear the sight of their suffering, she called upon all the temples in the city to open their doors to foundlings and orphans who shared their faith. When the temples were full to bursting she commanded the guild halls to do the same, taking those old enough to be of use. Then only the youngest were left, the toddlers and foundlings; for them she found wet nurses, placing them in a small pyramid that once served as a nursery where the few children of the Great Masters might play together on neutral ground.
The stench of charred meat assailed her nose; it was all Dany could do not to gag. They had reached the plaze of the Red Temple, and while she had not needed Moqorro to execute any treasonous freeborn for many months, the red priests still offered daily burnt sacrifices of grain, fruit, and livestock. Even now Moqorro stood atop the temple's balcony, speaking to a small crowd who listened, rapt.
"Blessed are those who repent of their false gods and give themselves to the Lord of Light," the priest boomed, raising his iron staff. "The Threefold Path is the only road to salvation. Do you know the path?"
"Good thoughts," the crowd chanted in unison. "Good words, good deeds."
Moqorro resumed his speech; by now Dany could almost recite it by heart, so often did he oversee the purification of new believers. Next he would speak of charity, of how the Lord of Light required his followers to spread happiness through aiding the less fortunate. Usually the red temples followed this teaching by buying slaves. As most slave cities prohibited freeing slaves, the red temples raised them as novices, acolytes, and eventually priests, a practice only barely tolerated by slavers.
She had paused for too long before the temple plaza; the streets were growing more and more crowded as freedmen flocked to see their queen. Almost all of them were afoot, though a few of the most prosperous rode donkeys or horses. Only the most recalcitrant of the freeborn still favored heavy palanquins, litters, and sedan chairs carried by former slaves. No, the merchants and new nobility of her city were eagerly buying steeds and learning how to ride so they might imitate their beloved queen.
Today Dany rode her silver, the filly Drogo gave her when they wed. No other horse could compare to the silver, who she loved so well and missed so desperately these past few moons.
It had been Rakharo's idea to breed the peerless mare. If a khaleesi's mount bore a healthy foal, it brought good fortune to the khaleesi. Only a few weeks after her first miscarriage the mare went into heat, practically chasing down the proud stallion brought to mount her. Aggo and Jhogo swore they never saw a mare carry a foal so easily; the silver happily bore Dany until a scant few weeks before she foaled.
That night all the Dothraki gathered for the foaling, not just her ladies and her bloodriders. Over a hundred children, women, and elders packed the stables, her first khalasar, the survivors of the red waste. In the yard stood almost a thousand Dothraki freedmen, those who followed her from Astapor and Yunkai or came to her from among the slaves of Meereen. All of them bore witness as the mare paced her stall, lay down, rolled, then stood again. At last a gush of liquid burst from her womb, soon followed by first one foal, then a second. Twins, male and female, as silver as their mother. The greatest and rarest of blessings, an omen of prosperity and fertility— if they had not been stillborn.
Dany pushed away the memory of a thousand pairs of dark eyes turning to her as one, their sorrow as deep as it was unwelcome. Some enemy was to blame, the stablehands had admitted that her silver acted strangely in the days before the foaling. Perhaps some freeborn had killed her foals, just as Mirri Maz Duur had slain Rhaego. She would bear children, she knew it, Moqorro had seen them in his flames.
There were many children in the crowds who now lined the streets to watch her pass, their eyes bright in the first rays of sunlight peeking from behind the clouds. They cheered and screamed in a dozen tongues, their voices sweet and high above the roar of their elders. The silver whickered as Dany reigned up; there was nowhere to go, with so many bodies desperate to be near their queen. Ser Barristan Selmy and Strong Belwas drew closer, watching the crowd uneasily; Ser Tumco Lho, Ser Larraq the Lash, and Ser Avram the Red Lamb rode ahead, making a path through the press of bodies with the help of Grey Worm and her escort of Unsullied.
Her bloodriders and ladies were not bothered by the delay. Jhiqui waved and smiled, rolling her eyes at some comment Irri made while Rakharo and Aggo laughed. Jhogo did not, but then, she had not seen him laugh since Khal Rhogoro's khalasar made camp outside the city walls. Still, his stern face was far better than the grumbling of the Shavepate and other members of her council who waited impatiently behind him.
They could not appreciate her people's love, not as she did. It was Daenerys who had wrested the city from the harpy's claws and made it the dragon's city; it was she who smashed their walls and crucified their Great Masters, she who outwitted the Harpy and her sons, she who flung the Ghiscari legions back into the sea. She belonged to her people, just as they belonged to her, a bond that could not be broken.
Her heart swelled at the sight of each smiling face. Giddy, Dany laughed as she cried out blessings, first in High Valyrian, then Dothraki, Ghiscari, Naathi, in Lhazarene and in the Summer Tongue, blessing after blessing until her voice grew hoarse and she had to stop. Only then did she realize that she had not bothered with the Common Tongue. And why would I? She thought as she watched her knights try to clear the way. After all, none of her people spoke it.
Well, none except for the Westerosi. They rode in the tail of her retinue, faces veiled. Although Illyrio Mopatis had sworn on the grave of his wife and the life of his son that Varys would conceal any rumors of the Westerosi's presence, the Dornish did not trust either the cheesemonger or his eunuch friend to keep such promises. Daenerys could not blame them; she had only allowed Illyrio to depart in peace for the sake of the three dragon eggs and two husbands he had given her.
And so, ever cautious, her nephew and his lady wife wore veils, along with silks of brilliant violet in place of Martell scarlet and orange or Stark white and grey. The rest of the Dornish followed their example, though garbed in subtler shades, pale lilac and lavender, deep plum and deeper aubergine. A tribute to the queen's lovely eyes, Lady Sansa claimed.
Pretty lies to cover an ugly truth. They should have donned Targaryen red and black, but Aegon Targaryen scorned the colors of their house, just as he scorned his true name, the name of the conqueror. His wife, his bastard sister, and all the rest of his people called him Ser Olyvar; even Daenerys was forced to use the drab name, after realizing that calling Aegon across a table or room utterly failed to get her nephew's attention.
At the moment her nephew was holding the reins of a riderless horse, Ser Deziel Dalt having leapt from the saddle to inspect some flower sprouting from a crack in a nearby wall. Quickly, carefully, he dug it from the crumbling bricks, cradling the plant in his hands as he carried it back to his horse. Only then did he realize he had nowhere to put it. Dany watched, amused, as Brienne of Tarth dismounted, filled one of her gauntlets with soil, and offered it up to Ser Deziel, who accepted it with a gallant bow.
Finally there was enough room to ride again, and Dany kicked her silver into a trot. Much as she loved her people, there would be time to linger with them when she returned in the evening. She must not disrespect the khal by arriving late to the wedding.
Rhogoro, khal of Vaes Vishaferat, once known as Yunkai, awaited her on a mighty earthen ramp outside Meereen. First built for her Dothraki wedding to Aegor, and recently expanded so it might hold all of the high nobles who would attend today's ceremony, the ramp boasted four levels, each set with low tables and stools gorgeously painted in the Dothraki style. A small platform rose above the top of the ramp, and it was there that the Khalinavva Morriqui awaited her groom, her plump cheeks dimpling as Ko Jhogo climbed to sit beside her.
The khal sat below the bridal couple on the first level of the platform, the place of highest honor. Rhogoro was a copper-skinned man of middling height, no more than four and twenty, with bushy eyebrows, a bushier mustache, and a thick dark braid hung with a golden bell. Daenerys smiled when she reached him, made the appropriate greeting, then stepped aside so Aegor could do the same. The khal spoke only Dothraki, but thankfully her husband had an ear for tongues, and after two years of practice spoke Dothraki as well as she did.
Beside the khal sat his khaleesi, Sarnai. Though richly dressed in a silk dēl heavy with embroidery, her face was plain and broad, with a flat nose and strands of hair already greying at her temples. Unlike Rhogoro his wife greeted Dany in High Valyrian, though her confidence did not make up for her dreadful accent.
Once all the worthies were seated on the earthen ramp, a wizened Dothraki holy man, the highest priest of Rhogoro's khalasar, immediately began the ceremony. Dany did her best to pay attention as the holy man rambled about the joys and duties of marriage, about the strength of men and the wisdom of women, but after a while she could not keep her eyes from wandering.
Immediately below her sat a dozen Dothraki, her own bloodriders and ladies and those of Khal Rhogoro and his khaleesi. Rakharo listened intently to the holy man, a thoughtful look on his face, while Irri and Jhiqui wiped misty eyes. Only Aggo seemed unmoved; he was always vigilant of his khaleesi's safety, watchful, ready to act should some calamity occur. Rhogoro's bloodriders were older men, their lined faces blunt and brutal compared to the smooth young faces of the four khalinavvas, the maiden sisters of the khal. Beside each of them sat one of the khaleesi's ladies, older women, all of them at least thirty years of age. Several of the ladies held small children, two boys and a girl who shared Sarnai's flat nose and Rhogoro's bushy brows.
The next level down held Rhogoro's uncles and aunts and cousins on one side with Dany's counselors crammed elbow to elbow on the other. Her faithful old knight Ser Barristan the Bold and her loyal captain Grey Worm listened politely, as did Ossalen her chief scribe and little Missandei. Admiral Groleo and the captains of her free companies all seemed bored, and the Shavepate exuded disapproval. Like his ancestors, Skahaz mo Kandaq shared the Ghiscari contempt for Dothraki. At least he graced the wedding with his presence; Moqorro flatly refused to attend, stating that welcoming new believers to the Red Temple outweighed witnessing a festival conducted by the priests of false gods.
The fourth and final level of the earthen ramp held the least of Khal Rhogoro's kin, the wrinkled elders, the crippled and infirm. Her Dornishmen eyed them from their end of the table with some confusion; none of them spoke more than a few words of Dothraki. When the holy man bade the audience rise to bless the newly wedded couple the Dornish leapt to their feet several seconds after everyone else, awkwardly trying to repeat the blessing with their clumsy tongues.
As soon as the ceremony ended music filled the air, the birdsong of long tsuur flutes rising over the clear rough strains of horsehead fiddles and the steady rhythm of tuur drums. Irri played them sometimes, her hand tapping out patterns like the gaits of a horse's hooves, from a steady walk to a wild gallop, while Jhiqui played the horsehead fiddle, drawing a bow across the horsehair strings. Skilled as they were, the khal's musicians outshone them as the sun outshines the moon.
"Such fine musicians you have," Aegor said to the khal as they waited for servers to bring the first platters of food. "Truly, I have never heard their equal."
"My father's legacy, not mine," said Rhogoro. "Our storytellers are even more talented; you shall hear them tonight."
"With pleasure," Dany agreed. "The khalasar of Khal Drogo boasted few storytellers, or so I recall."
A grim look passed over Rhogoro's face, like a shadow over the sun. "Drogo was a mighty warrior, it is known. My father respected his strength at arms, but lamented his... indifference to the other traditions of our people."
"Some men walk through the grass and see nothing but fodder for horses and fuel for the fires." Sarnai placed a hand on Rhogoro's shoulder. "They do not see how beautifully it waves in the wind, nor how sweetly it smells, nor how lushly it grows."
"Well said, my lady." Aegor smiled, raising his cup of fermented mare's milk in a toast, an honor which the khaleesi did not acknowledge.
"The prowess of our musicians and storytellers are the work of many long years." The khal fixed his gaze on Dany, dark eyes shrewd. "Less than five years since we met in Pentos, and yet it seems a lifetime. Jhogo told me much, but I would hear of your victories from your own lips."
Carefully she regaled him with an account of her travels, pausing only to eat. Taking bites of steamed dumplings filled with minced mutton and seasoned with fennel and garlic provided Dany time to think. How much should she share? Would admitting her moments of weakness and doubt make her triumphs appear greater, or make the khal see her as a mere girl, frail and feeble? The Dothraki followed strength above all else; better to say too little than too much.
She spoke only briefly of the first two years after she left Pentos. Jhogo had ably recounted her time with Drogo's khalasar, the journey to Vaes Dothrak, the prophecy of the stallion who mounts the world, the wounding of Drogo, the betrayal of Mirri Maz Duur and the birth of the dragons. Khal Rhogoro already knew of the long trek through the red waste, the months wasted in Qarth and the weeks upon the poison water until at last they reached Astapor.
"You promised the Good Masters a dragon?" Aegor interrupted, frowning.
"I told them they might have a dragon," she smiled, remembering the slavers' terror when Drogon spread his wings and roared. "The Good Masters asked for the largest, the healthiest, and I swore I would place his leash into their hands. Blinded by their arrogance and greed, they did not stop to consider whether a dragon would submit to being enslaved."
It was Khal Rhogoro's turn to frown when she spoke of the Green Grace, the Harpy whose sons plagued her for so long. He did not see the point in prolonging the woman's death, nor in setting the former masters to demolishing their pyramids. "Better to slaughter them all that very day, and make a new pyramid of their skulls," he said. "Swift vengeance discourages any thought of future defiance. The last of the Yunkai'i do not dare dream of rebellion, so great is their terror of my wrath."
Bile rose in Dany's throat as a memory fluttered before her eyes. Drogo, tall and strong, seated before the temple of the Lamb Men, an arrow through his arm, his muscled chest splattered with blood, a pile of Lhazareen heads beside him. How he smiled at her fierceness when she claimed the lamb women, saving them from the cruel hard hands of their rapers. How he reached for her, only to wince in pain at his wounds. She had not known Drogo's days were numbered, had not imagined the price she would pay to save the empty shell that was once her husband. Even when she pressed the cushion down across his face, he barely struggled... It was a mercy, she told herself, if I look back I am lost.
"My wrath is feared," Dany told Rhogoro. "Once proud Tolos and Elyria pay me tribute, lest they suffer the fate that befell New Ghis."
It was a year and a half since Moqorro's disciples set fire to the harbor, the blaze consuming almost every ship. Her own fleet was quite small, being the remnants captured from slavers, but they were enough to cower Tolos and Elyria into submission. New Ghis would not be so easily daunted, but as matters stood they had no way to send their legions against her.
Not unless they make common cause with Braavos. When her envoys at last returned from Braavos, they had nothing to show for their efforts but a lengthy accounting of the sums the masters of Astapor, Yunkai, and Meereen owed to the Iron Bank before she slew them, losses for which the Iron Bank demanded compensation. Every child in Braavos knew the Iron Bank would have its due; now she must send new envoys, and pray they were better able to argue down the amount owed, lest she wake to find Braavosi ships in her harbor bearing a cargo of iron legions.
“By the time New Ghis rebuilds their fleet,” she told the khal, “I shall have my own to oppose the Ghiscari.” It had taken the promise of exhorbitant pay and the blessings of a dozen priests, but freedmen were finally harvesting timber from the forests of twisted trees on the Isle of Cedars. The work progressed slowly, hindered by the vicious monkeys and ferocious boars who dwelt there. Admiral Groleo was much happier with his part of the work, remaining in Meereen to expand the shipyards, hiring carpenters and joiners and the like.
"Does Vaes Vishaferat require ships?" She asked. The khal affirmed that they did not, having claimed all the ships in the harbor before assaulting the city itself. Much as the Dothraki hated the poison water, the city still needed to be able to trade for the goods she could not produce herself. Besides, according to her treaty with Khal Rhogoro, the Yellow City was under her protection.
Capable as they were, the warriors of Rhogoro's khalasar were too few to defend his city from outside threats. Ten thousand followed Khal Moro when he took Yunkai, but that was before the khal died of the bloody flux. Four out of every ten of his men followed him to his grave, leaving only six thousand to hold the city. The khalasars formed by Drogo's kos after his death were far mightier; Khal Pono had menaced Volantis with over thirty thousand warriors, and twenty thousand followed Khal Jhaqo across the Dothraki Sea.
Daenerys might not have a khalasar of forty thousand men as Drogo once did, but the dragon's host was enough to make any khal tremble. Ten thousand Unsullied, another ten thousand knights and squires under the golden banners of the Golden Company, two thousand Windblown who joined her when they saw the iron legions break beneath the walls of Meereen, five hundred Seconds Sons and five hundred Stormcrows, and, least experienced but most numerous, sixteen thousand freedmen divided into eight companies, all thirsting to shed the blood of slavers.
Unfortunately, she informed Rhogoro, they currently lacked any slavers to fight. Rhogoro had freed his khalasar's slaves as a condition of their alliance; though their jobs remained the same, they now received coin for their labor. Nor were there slavers to fight in Astapor; she'd slain them all before she left, and now Astapor followed Yehosu'a, a Lhazareen healer who had taken charge of rebuilding the shattered city. The Astapori sent her more than enough tribute to pay for the cost of having the Second Sons and the Stormcrows defend Astapor's walls, though both Daario Naharis and Brown Ben Plumm were growing bored with the tedium of running off bandits.
"What of the Free Cities?" Sarnai asked, with eyes that stared right through Dany's skin. "The red priests cry your name from every temple; the sailors who reach Astapor claim soon dragons shall fly over the black walls of the Black Goat, bathing the masters of Qohor in cleansing fire and striking the shackles off every slave."
Dany had just taken a bite of tender pheasant; it turned to ashes in her mouth as she forced herself to chew and swallow. The Free Cities were far beyond her grasp; it would take long weeks of sailing to reach the idle masters who reclined on couches in beautiful Lys, colorful Tyrosh, and fragrant Myr, or hid behind the fused dragonstone walls of Old Volantis. Norvos and Qohor were thousands of leagues away, long months of hard marching through the plains of the Dothraki sea and the Forest of Qohor.
"Qohor is not my concern," she said, forcing herself to shrug.
In truth she wanted to scream, and might have, were she not surrounded by her nobles and thousands of wedding guests. When word came of the sack of Astapor, the masters of Qohor had taken quick, decisive action, sacrificing a hundred cattle to the Black Goat and cracking down on any sign of protest from their slaves, no matter how small or insignificant. A slave named Verho entertained his master and his fellows by breathing fire from his mouth and telling fortunes. When he made a prophecy about a dragon burning a black city while slaves cheered in the streets, the masters sent a squad of Unsullied to seize Verho.
Instead, they joined him, freeing both Verho and every other slave nearby. The masters were slain, every one, except for the daughter of Verho's master, who once begged her father to better feed and clothe the poor wretches who harvested timber in their name. She was escorted safely to Qohor, spared from the axes which had beheaded every one of her kin. Those same axes made quick work of hundreds of other masters, the army of freedmen swelling by the thousands, riots spreading through the streets of Qohor as the red priests exhorted their followers to cast off their shackles and burn the Black Goat.
They had succeeded. Most of the masters fled the city, leaving it to the former slaves. It was over a year before they returned, at the head of a vast army of sellswords. Traitors among the Unsullied slew Verho and his slave generals, then opened the gates to the masters. The Unsullied were the only members of the slave army allowed to live; all the rest who dared take up arms were tortured to death on the altars of the Black Goat, their mutilated heads mounted on spikes in every street and plaza.
The slaves of Qohor were not her people, nor had they sought her aid. Even so, her stomach churned with guilt over their brutal fate. If she had not sacked Astapor, they would not have revolted. They would not have died, screaming, pleading for mercy that never came. How could the Unsullied of Qohor live with themselves?
Dany looked down, to where Grey Worm sat with his adopted son, a boy of six, cradled on his lap. Her own Unsullied were enraged when the news came of Qohor's fall. For three days and three nights they prayed to their Lady of Spears, calling down her wrath upon their faithless brothers, who showed their bellies to the masters rather than fight to keep their freedom.
If only her Unsullied were so unified in training new boys. Half believed the training should remain exactly as it was in Astapor, though rather than slaughter of an infant slave they proposed that the boys keep their puppies until the end of their training. The rest were outraged by the very idea, saying that killing their puppy had done nothing to make them better fighters. They said it was a test of obedience, so the masters might slay those who showed that they would heed their hearts rather than their orders. Much as Dany hated the thought of a single dead puppy, she could not deny the effectiveness of their training, and so could not decide whether to intervene and end the arguing.
While she was silent, somehow Aegor and Rhogoro had begun talking of Dothraki laws and how they varied between khalasars. At the sound of a shrill cry Sarnai rose from her seat, descending to the third level of the platform. One of the khal's sisters held up a year old babe, and Sarnai put him to her breast so he could nurse. Stricken, Dany looked away, at the Dornish who sat further down.
A year in Meereen, and still they felt like outsiders, interlopers, lost children who could barely tell a Dothraki from a Ghiscari. None of them had traveled outside Westeros before, but for Lady Toland, who had taken Princess Elia's babes to Braavos. How strange, that Olyvar and Dany both spent their earliest years in the Titan's city, her in a house with a red door close to the sealord's palace, he in his uncle's manse.
But then Olyvar had sailed back to Dorne, and soon after Dany and her brother fled to Myr. It was she who wandered through the wide paved streets, watching the glassblowers and carpetweavers and lacemakers. It was she who roamed the streets of Tyrosh, eating honeyfingers and wondering at the thousand shades of dye that were the source of her wealth. It was she who played with the children of merchant princes in Qohor, marveled at the dragonstone walls of Volantis, and drank in the sweet scents of perfume in Lys.
Oh, they had seen much of Westeros, that she would admit. Olyvar told her of the Old Palace and the Water Gardens, the Citadel and the Hightower, the thick wet forests of the Stormlands and the fields of the Crownlands, just as Sansa told her of the streams and pools of the Riverlands and vast snowy lands of the North. Yet no matter how she tried, she could not picture the places they described. Dany could picture the Iron Throne, for Viserys had told her of it a thousand times, but neither her nephew nor his wife liked to speak of the Red Keep.
Dany's eyes hardened as she glared at the back of their heads, at steel-grey waves and loose flame-red curls. No, they were too busy trying to waste her time. Millions of freedmen depended upon her to keep them safe, and yet the Westerosi bothered her with lineages and histories, pestering her to learn the endless names and sigils of lords and knights who might be dead by the time she crossed the Narrow Sea.
"I did not know any of the Great Masters before I took Meereen," she finally told Olyvar a few days past, frustrated by his persistence. "And yet I have managed to rule despite my ignorance as to their petty squabbles and personal tastes."
Olyvar went very still at that, bowed, and left her alone with Lady Sansa, still stitching away at an altar cloth for Aegor's little sept. Were all Westerosi ladies so mad for needlework? After the way Ser Jorah Mormont grumbled about his aunt and cousins who went about in chainmail, she had thought northern ladies were warriors. She imagined tall fierce women like Barsena Blackhair, who slew every woman to face her in the fighting pits and now commanded the Black Daggers, the only company with freedwomen as well as men.
Well, Sansa was tall, that was true enough, with a lovely face and masses of thick red hair that shone brightly against the violet silks she wore today. Dany noted that Lady Sansa had not worn her circlet, with its bronze direwolf surrounded by leaves. Much as her nephew confused her with his ambivalence as to which of them should sit the Iron Throne, his wife was even more perplexing.
Lady Sansa enjoyed all the dull, tedious skills expected of Westerosi ladies. When she was not sewing, she was singing, dancing, playing the high harp, reading poetry, or writing poetry, always surrounded by her ladies. What they saw in her, Dany could not say. The girl was sweet, thoughtful, occasionally witty, and always polite, but that hardly seemed adequate reason for the Dornish ladies to blossom at her presence like flowers opening to the sun.
Perhaps Dany might have dismissed the girl entirely, thinking her a dutiful lady much like any other, were it not for the unsettling secrets concealed behind those innocent blue eyes.
It was in the eleventh moon of the past year that the girl’s hidden depths first came to her attention. Olyvar had asked that Viserion be released from beneath the pyramid so that he might spread his wings, and Daenerys was inclined to refuse, fearful of a second dragon preying upon the children of Meereen despite Olyvar’s assurances that the white dragon would not follow the example of the black. Then Sansa raised her voice and spoke of the three terrible days she spent in the black cells beneath the Red Keep, a mere girl of thirteen imprisoned in the cramped chambers meant for the worst, most brutal criminals.
The conversation that followed that revelation was so lengthy and improbable that it made Dany's head spin. Soon after arriving in Meereen, Olyvar had told her about how the Lannisters accused Sansa of slaying the Kingslayer's bastard, how they put her on trial, how Olyvar served as her champion before wedding her to save her from a worse fate. It was a queer story, and Dany would have asked for more details, but some urgent matter had arisen and she had to leave to meet with her council. Busy with running her city, she never got around to asking for a longer version of the tale.
Her nephew had not mentioned that delicate, gentle, sweet-smelling Sansa had, in fact, accidentally slain the bastard Joffrey, though he was very vague about how such a thing happened. He had also not mentioned that she spent months hiding in a cave with outlaws. Nor had he mentioned that she only demanded a trial by combat after condemning Tywin Lannister as an oathbreaking, murdering craven before the entire court, an act of such sheer gall that Daenerys could not help laughing until her belly ached.
Sansa was the one laughing now, giggling at Olyvar over what was likely a terrible jape. Her pale cheeks were pink, and when her husband looked away to accept a flagon she stared at him for a moment before hurriedly turning the other way so she could speak to Lady Toland. Ser Olyvar might have sworn a vow not to lay a hand on his wife until she turned sixteen, but that day was only a few months hence. No doubt they would do their duty with the same unfailing courtesy as they did everything else; she wondered if they would call each other ser and my lady and beg the other's leave before daring so much as a single chaste kiss.
Her amusement dimmed as a dark shadow wheeled overhead, and she glimpsed cream wings and golden horns. The guests cried out, some in fear, some in wonder, and Dany forced herself to gasp and smile for the khal, as if the dragon's appearance was her doing and not by chance. Viserion grew more quickly, now that he spent his days flying, but he was still too small to carry Olyvar, who stood six feet and four inches. He might bear Dany's weight, but he was not hers. Her mount was Drogon, who roamed further and further with each passing day; sometimes weeks passed between sightings of the black dragon.
That night Dany could not sleep. Aegor's breaths rose and fell so steadily she could count them, her husband worn out by another round of lovemaking. For a while she tossed and turned, staring at her crown, which lay on the table beside the bed, the jade, ivory, and onyx dragons taunting her.
The dragon has three heads, sighed her brother's shade. Had Rhaegar thought to have a third child, a Visenya for his Rhaenys and Aegon? But that could not be. Lyanna died, and Dany lived, the last born of all her line. Had Rhaegar seen her in a dream, and thought he saw a daughter, rather than a sister?
She tried to imagine dragon banners flying over the Red Keep, dragon skulls once more hanging upon the walls of the throne room. The Iron Throne rose before her, a thousand points of silver, and for a moment she saw herself sitting there, a babe on her lap and Aegor by her side. She looked for Irri and Jhiqui, Grey Worm and Missandei, but the vision faded away to ashes, and when she tried to imagine Olyvar upon the throne she saw nothing, nothing but green flames.
I am weary, that is all, Dany told herself, rolling over so she could not see the crown. Just because her nephew lacked the will to claim the throne did not mean she should share his doubts. Olyvar had not crossed the red waste, had not slain the Undying and conquered cities with only his wits. No wonder he was soft, so soft he hid in his chambers for days after news came of the death of Prince Doran Martell, leaving only to light candles in the sept.
Yet if Mirri's curse was real, if she could not bear children... she had no one else she might name as her heir. Well, there was Olyvar's elder sister, but for all Dany knew she might be as unambitious as Olyvar. Although... for all his lack of ambition, Olyvar still refused to bend the knee. His hesitation was a constant itch beneath her skin, his eyes always watching her, judging her, the purple marred by the amber rings around his pupils. She would almost rather he declare his own claim; at least then she would know where she stood.
Clarity, that was the word. Daenerys did not dither about; she was made to take decisive action, as she did each day in council. Her counselors might advise her, Aegor might even change her mind on occasion, but it was her voice that mattered in the end, her will that was carried out. Olyvar did not understand why she must see to everything herself; in the Seven Kingdoms the members of the small council had much more authority than she permitted her counselors.
“The dragonlords of old Valyria did not share their rule with lesser men,” she remembered telling him one evening. They were alone on her terrace, Aegor and Sansa still at the dinner table, talking of music.
“No,” her nephew agreed. “They enslaved them.”
Well, Dany might share the golden blood of old Valyria, but she was no Valyrian. Her ancestors had fled Valyria before the Doom, bringing only their wealth and their dragons, the same dragons that Aegon and his sisters would one day ride to glory.
She was glad her father never had a dragon. After many upsetting talks with Olyvar, Ser Barristan, and the Kingslayer, she saw Aerys as he truly was, a cruel, selfish boy who became a cruel, selfish man, even before his imprisonment at Duskendale drove him mad. Ser Barristan was still haunted by the night he considered both his greatest triumph and greatest failure.
“Had I left Aerys to die, Rhaegar would have become king,” he told her, his aged face heavy with regret. “He would have been the finest king I served, had I not—"
It was strange, how differently men spoke of Rhaegar. To Ser Barristan, who knew him almost from birth, he was the promising young prince, both martial and learned, wise in all matters but for love. To the Kingslayer, who saw Rhaegar less often, he was a distant figure, stern and solemn, weighed down by duty. And to Ser Olyvar, who could not muster even the vaguest memory of his father’s face, he was a silver-tongued raper, a fool who put prophecy above all else.
Even in her languor, mind blurred by the dreamlike state between sleep and waking, she could not reconcile such disparate images. Surely it must be Olyvar who was wrong, led astray by his mother. Daenerys could not blame Princess Elia for casting Rhaegar in a villainous light; she might do the same, had Drogo abandoned her and their children for some younger, prettier girl. If anything it was a mark of great kindness and understanding that Elia blamed her husband rather than Lyanna. Still, to say the northern girl was but a helpless victim went too far. Had not Daenerys tamed Drogo and bent him to her will, though she was even younger than Lyanna? At thirteen she was a khaleesi, at fourteen the mother of dragons, at fifteen a queen and a conqueror.
"My brilliant little sister,” the shade of Rhaegar whispered, his voice soft with pride. “All kneel for Daenerys Stormborn, the Unburnt, Empress of Dragon's Bay, Queen of Meereen, Queen of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Khaleesi of Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Shackles, and Mother of Dragons."
"Mother," a thousand voices answered. "Mother, mother, mother,” they chanted, so loud she almost missed the high sharp sound of a child’s plaintive wail.
“Stop sniveling,” Viserys snarled. Dany was five again, her brother’s hand clamped tight about her arm as he dragged her away from the house with the red door. “If crying were any use, I’d still have a mother instead of a weak, useless sister. The dragon does not weep.”
And yet when Dany awoke the next morning, she could still taste the salt of her tears upon her lips.
Notes:
As usual, I can’t wait to hear what y’all think ☺️ see you in the comments!
Writing Dany chapters is so much work 😑 I should have a much easier time with the next few chapters. Up next:
126: Cersei III
127: Bran III
128: Olyvar IV
129: Sansa IV
130: Jon VNOTES
1) I used the idiom "child's play" for Dany thinking about seducing Aegor into penetrative sex because Doreah taught Dany "pillow tricks" back in early AGOT when Dany was 13. The idiom is creepy/inappropriate on purpose.
Also, Dany has a selective memory… She absolutely did cry, a lot, when Drogo was raping her every night. Rejecting the legacy of distant Valyria is much easier than rejecting the memory of her abusive husband…
2) There are a lot of very, very weird old wives’ tales about how to conceive. I liked the notion of drinking honey and cinnamon, which has a weak basis; elevating the pelvis isn't necessary either.
3) In canon, R'hllorism is... not very nuanced. Lots of burning people alive in a medieval society where human sacrifice is no longer common (yes, the ironborn also sacrifice people to the Drowned God, please don't get me started on the world's stupidest vikings). As the duality of R'hllorism is shared with Zoroastrianism, on which it appears to be based, I'm bringing in the good parts of Zoroastrianism.
4) While medieval Mongols favored tables and stools which could be easily collapsed and transported, I can't tell whether the tradition of elaborately painted tables and stools go back to the medieval era. As the canon Dothraki have painted vests, fuck it, they also have painted tables.
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Dothraki music is roughly based off Mongolian traditional instruments, including the tsuur, a type of flute, the morin khuur, or horsehead fiddle, and the tuur, a frame drum.
5) The pyramid of heads suggestion Rhogoro makes is based on what the Mongols did to Nishapur after an arrow slew Genghis Khan's favorite son-in-law. There's a reason many towns/cities immediately surrendered when they heard the Mongols were coming.
6) Dany says there are "thousands of leagues" between Meereen and the cities of Qohor and Norvos. Actually, they're a bit closer- a thousand leagues is 3,000 miles, but by my best estimate Qohor is around 1,500 miles from Meereen, and Norvos about 2,000 miles. For comparison, there are about 1,800 miles between New York City and San Antonio, Texas, and a similar distance between Paris, France and Athens, Greece.
The slave revolt in Qohor is roughly inspired by the First Servile War in ancient Rome. Dany is *wrong* when she assumes that if she had not sacked Astapor, the slaves of Qohor would not have revolted. While the masters cracked down in response to Dany freeing slaves, the situation was already a powder keg independent of Dany's actions. It's a staggering bit of ego for Dany to think thousands of slaves only dared revolt because of her. Yeah, there was a prophecy about dragons, but that was a tiny sideshow, not the main event. As a comparison, the Civil War didn't happen because of John Brown raiding Harper's Ferry; war was already inevitable at that point.
Chapter 126: Cersei III
Chapter Text
"All Lord Farman's ships?"
The queen regent stared at Pycelle, hoping she had misheard the old man's stammering. She glanced at her uncle, and that hope died. Ser Kevan Lannister looked even more tired than usual. There were dark shadows under his eyes, his face pale and puffy, his once golden beard now faded and speckled with white.
"A third of his fleet, in truth," the maester answered, handing her the letter. "The rest guard Lannisport, as the King's Hand ordained."
Cersei scanned the letter with growing displeasure as her councillors shifted uneasily in their seats. Lord Gyles Rosby was coughing again, no thanks to that wretch Qyburn. When Grand Maester Pycelle querulously informed her that her lord treasurer's death was nigh, that his illness was beyond healing, she'd turned to the chainless maester. The Lord Confessor claimed he could do what Pycelle could not, thanks to his knowledge of how to prolong the suffering of the wrongdoers consigned to the black cells.
As Lord Gyles yet lived, she could not be entirely wroth. Lord Mace Tyrell was desperate to snatch every council seat for himself; in his breathtaking arrogance he had suggested that his uncle Garth the Gross would be happy to lift the burden from a dying man's shoulders. Thank the Seven that when Lord Gyles tried to resign not two days later, he did so in private. It took most of Cersei's charm and all of her patience to convince him to remain in King's Landing and accept Qyburn's treatments.
"Where was Lord Redwyne's fleet when this happened?" drawled Prince Oberyn Martell. The Red Viper lounged in his chair with a cat's easy grace, garbed in flowing robes of scarlet and orange silk.
"My goodbrother and his main strength protect the Arbor and Oldtown. Those sailing up the coast for the Westerlands are slowed by foul winds, trapped near the Shield Islands." Lord Mace's tone was jolly, but she sensed anger beneath the smile. Autumn storms were common, to be sure; even now black sheets of rain poured down outside. Still... were she to ask that Tommen and Margaery wed on the morrow, would those foul winds miraculously cease? She wondered.
"This Victarion Greyjoy grows far too bold," Aurane Waters observed. Torchlight glimmered on his silver-gold hair; in the shadows of the council chamber his grey-green eyes looked almost purple. "All the more reason to proceed with building new dromonds, so King Tommen may protect his people."
Ser Kevan frowned, Lord Gyles coughed, and Pycelle protested feebly, but the Bastard of Driftmark soothed their concerns one by one. Cersei listened, feigning skepticism at first, adding her own questions now and then as to the prudence of expanding the royal fleet. Was it not better that they entrust such matters to their faithful lords Tyrell and Redwyne? Surely they were best prepared to brave the dangers of autumn tempests, ironborn reavers, and the plague of pirates of the Stepstones.
"Lord Paxter cannot be everywhere at once, Your Grace," Lord Mace said gruffly. "Already his fleet is stretched thin, and only the Seven know how many ships and men shall be lost to storms or battle. I see no reason why King Tommen should not have a navy of his own."
Victory assured, the queen yielded to Lord Mace's wise counsel. A few words of flattery and he agreed to pay for the first five dromonds himself, though to her annoyance he wished to name them, an indignity which she must perforce allow. After much maneuvering and a hint of blackmail the new High Septon finally agreed to forgive the sum of almost a million dragons owed to the Faith, but the crown remained deeply in debt. Cersei would have ceased their payments to the Iron Bank of Braavos, but Ser Kevan grew so distressed at the idea that she yielded for the time being.
With so little coin available, she was not surprised when Lord Gyles began coughing through his dismay about paying for the rest of the dromonds. The queen was surprised when Prince Oberyn came to her aid, unasked and unexpected.
While Prince Oberyn spoke of taxes upon the poor and loans from the rich, the queen watched Aurane Waters from the corner of her eye. A handsome man, and blessed with a good memory. He had repeated his lines almost word for word, precisely as she told him after morning prayers in the royal sept. Cersei had done well to appoint him master of ships until Lord Paxter Redwyne returned.
Much as Mace Tyrell's preening and blustering annoyed her, at least she was not forced to suffer Paxter Redwyne's presence. Over a year and a half since the fall of Dragonstone, and still he sulked, observing his courtesies with as little deference as possible and only speaking to the queen regent or lord hand if he could not avoid it. Was it her fault that his witless twins chose to storm the walls?
Lord Paxter's truculence might be more understandable if one or both had died, but they hadn't. Horror survived a blow to the head with no lasting harm but a tendency to drool, and Slobber survived an axe slash that should have split his skull in two, had it not missed and taken a chunk of his cheek instead. No one was like to forget which twin was which after that, though Cersei found a certain irony in the fact that their injuries did not match their names. Perhaps the gods could not tell the twins apart either.
Varys was the last of her councillors to speak, reading aloud a report full of fanciful nonsense. The Others were stirring beyond the Wall, no doubt accompanied by snarks, grumkins, and winged pigs. What was this Jon Snow playing at? Did the bastard hope to amass his own army and march on Winterfell to claim his brother's crown? The thought of the northmen turning on each other was so sweet she almost missed the next report, one from White Harbor
To her disappointment, several different merchants, two sailors, and a whore all agreed that the Dreadfort had fallen in the middle of sixth moon. "Although," Varys tittered. "I cannot confirm whether 'twas Arya Stark herself who did the deed."
A round of chuckles echoed through the council chambers. "That tiny brat?" The queen could not help but laugh. "Slay Roose Bolton and behead his bastard boy?"
"Would that be the same brat who savaged His Grace, King Joffrey, on the road south from Winterfell?" Prince Oberyn quirked a thin eyebrow, his dark eyes unreadable.
"The little bitch set her direwolf on him," the queen bristled. The loss of the beast's pelt still rankled; at least she had the satisfaction of a dead direwolf, albeit the wrong one.
"Ah. I thought her name was Anya; my mistake, Your Grace." The Red Viper covered a yawn. "Are there any more whispers, perchance of more important matters?"
"A few matters from the Vale and from across the Narrow Sea," the eunuch said with an unctuous smile. "Lord Yohn Royce is gathering men with the intent of sailing for Eastwatch-by-the-Sea, but my whisperers say he still chafes at the boy king's rule, which favors his own people and those of his mother Lady Catelyn over those of his aunt in the Vale. Lord Horton Redfort refused a seat on the boy king's council after Stark accepted his son Ser Mychel into his household guard, and Lord Horton's septon preaches against this High Dwarf."
"Is there word of Ser Bonifer Hasty?" The pious knight was most distressed by the schism amongst the Faithful. When Ser Bonifer the Good begged the honor of treating with the heretics of Harrenhal, she saw little reason to deny him. The old stork insisted on swearing a holy vow in the royal sept, pledging to do his utmost to bring the High Dwarf and the renegade Most Devout back to King's Landing, where they might confer with the true High Septon and mend their differences.
Perhaps the High Dwarf would be foolish enough to accept Ser Bonifer's offer, though she doubted it. The wretched sparrows had fled only hours before Ser Jacelyn Bywater and his goldcloaks were to scourge them from the city on the pretext that they plotted to slay the new High Septon, Raynard. Even Varys could not figure out how they knew. Ser Jacelyn had hesitated at her command, until she informed him of the threat to the High Septon's life, but then he'd briskly returned to his post to muster the goldcloaks.
"Alas, my informers at Harrenhal say our brave Ser Bonifer and his Holy Hundred have yet to arrive." Varys shuffled through his papers, plucking one out from the pile. "Doubtless these frightful storms have slowed their pace; the roads are all mud, and the fields are even worse."
If Ser Bonifer and his Holy Hundred of devout knights could not manage the High Dwarf, the changing of seasons would likely finish them off. Already the autumn winds blew colder than those she recalled from her girlhood, and the Citadel predicted a bitter winter lay ahead.
Prince Oberyn yawned again. "Were the riverlords able to get the harvest in, or have they lost all?"
"Most of the wheat, oats, rye, and barley were gotten in," the eunuch answered. "But they cannot plant anew until the ground dries. With winter so close they shall doubtless try to fill their root cellars; they need only two or three moons of mild weather to sow and reap carrots, parsnips, radishes, kale, spinach..."
"Never mind that. What news from across the Narrow Sea?" Thank the Seven that Ser Kevan shared her impatience with tedious details.
"The cost of dye is like to become more dear; the Archon of Tyrosh was found murdered in his bed, or rather," the eunuch giggled. "Most of him was. Someone cut off his head and stuck it atop the Fountain of Colors in the center of the city. The magisters of Lys are fighting amongst themselves, a war of words and poisons. Myr is hiring sellswords by the thousands, though my informers are not sure whom they intend to attack."
The endless betrayals and intrigues of the Free Cities meant little and less to Westeros, save for the strange news of Slaver's Bay. Queen you shall be… until there comes another, younger and more beautiful, to cast you down and take all that you hold dear. The valonqar was dead, but she must be sure.
"What of Daenerys Stormborn?"
The eunuch's report eased her concerns. Although Daenerys Targaryen still ruled Meereen, her reign would soon be at an end. The triarchs of Volantis were gathering the greatest host seen in decades to descend upon Slaver's Bay, cast down the child queen, and bind her in chains. No doubt the bidding to purchase the last Targaryen would be fearsome indeed. She would not be the first Targaryen to become a whore; Cersei vaguely recalled some daughter of Jaehaerys the Conciliator had fled the Faith to take up service in a pleasure garden in Lys.
If, Seven forbid, the girl did come west… well, there was always the Alchemists’ Guild. Flinging wildfire at a Targaryen would be the height of farce; she should really speak to the pyromancers about preparing more of their substance just in case.
When the meeting was done, her councillors filed out, all save Ser Kevan, who often remained so they might discuss matters privily. Willem, his eldest living son and squire, filled their cups with Dornish red, forgetting yet again that while his father favored sour wine, the queen utterly despised it.
"There is more news from the Westerlands," her uncle said, gesturing to a sheaf of parchments that lay before him. "A raven from Deep Den arrived this morning. They've been plagued by bandits of late, broken men returned from the Riverlands and heretics who follow this absurd High Dwarf. When Lord Joffrey Lydden rode out to meet them, half his men-at-arms joined the outlaws, the rest were slain, and Lydden himself was flung at the gates of Deep Den, his skull caved in and a seven-pointed star carved on his brow. The maester could do nothing; he passed the next day."
Cersei frowned as she tried to remember the lineage of House Lydden. Old Lord Cadwyn Lydden passed some five years ago, taken by an ague. The eldest of his three sons, Lewys Lydden, had died at Sweetroot, childless despite decades of marriage to a Crakehall with hips and teats that would make a whore jealous. The second son, Ser Joffrey Lydden, had never married, which left the third.
"Please tell me that Ser Mordryd Lydden is wed with children." The queen did not need a succession crisis on her hands. The clamor of rival claimants were bloody affairs, even when the only prize was the paltry holdings of a landed knight. Deep Den was one of the greatest strongholds in the west, with lands and incomes beyond any save those of Casterly Rock, Brax, and Crakehall.
"Lord Mordryd is wed," Ser Kevan assured her. "Though a widower. He has three sons and two daughters. The elder girl might be a decent match for Willem; we must keep the Lyddens close. I know little of Ser Mordryd; he did not foster at Casterly Rock like Lewys, nor attend tourneys and feasts like Joffrey."
Cersei glanced at Willem. The boy was sixteen now, the same age his brother Lancel had been when she took him as a lover. Willem resembled Jaime even less than Lancel did, with his plain face and dark sandy hair. If only his spine was as weak as his chin; the boy was far too opinionated.
"Is that all?" Really, such trifling matters were best left to her castellan of Casterly Rock, Damion Lannister.
"I fear not. The ironborn will not stop at sinking Lord Farman's ships; Fair Isle lies in dire peril. They have already sacked every village and holdfast along the coast near the Banefort, and overwhelmed the Crag."
"No more than the Westerlings deserve, after their treachery."
Bad enough that an upjumped merchant had snared a man of Gawen Westerling's ancient lineage, but Sybell Spicer was a granddaughter of Maggy the Frog. When her daughter Jeyne caught the Young Wolf, shattering his alliance with the Freys, Cersei had laughed and laughed. She was less amused when Varys reported whispers that it was Jeyne Westerling who saved Robb Stark from the wounds he taken at the Red Wedding. Worse, the girl had the gall to die before Cersei could send a man to take care of her. The rest of the Westerlings remained at Riverrun, rightly terrified of returning to the Westerlands despite the peace treaty betwixt Lannister and Stark.
Ser Kevan pinched the top of his nose. "I forgot that you did not know. Lady Sybell wrote to Lord Tywin from the Crag; Stark's loss of the Freys was no mere accident, nor was the girl's failure to conceive an heir."
A delightful notion occurred to her. "Do we still have those letters?" If they could be sent to Riverrun, it would prove difficult for Lady Sybell to deny words written in her own hand. The Young Wolf deserved to know what sort of goodmother he had; if the gods were good, the revelation would utterly crush him.
Her uncle frowned. "I doubt it. They would have been amongst your father's papers, but he likely burned them."
The taste of disappointment still galled the queen as her ladies prepared her for dinner. Usually she dined with Tommen, asking after his lessons with the maesters and his training with Ser Addam Marbrand, and listening carefully lest he speak of Lady Margaery too often. Boys of eleven were apt to begin blushing over pretty girls; she would not let her son be so easily ensnared. Unfortunately, keeping the girl away from Tommen was more difficult whilst Cersei met with the small council, as it left her ladies-in-waiting free to do as they wished.
Today she'd kept Tommen out of Margaery's clutches with the help of Ser Addam and Lady Taena Merryweather. Shut up in the White Sword Tower, Ser Addam spent the afternoon showing Tommen the White Book of the Kingsguard. Cersei tried not to think about the half-filled page dedicated to Jaime, nor her uncle’s insistence that they give him up for dead. Had not a Targaryen prince vanished to Lys for five years before returning? Her twin was alive, she knew it, he would come back to her.
As for the ladies, Lady Taena had proposed that the ladies-in-waiting spend the rainy day praying at the Great Sept of Baelor. Taena was a useful catspaw, desperate to win favor for her impoverished lord husband, and wise enough to realize only the queen regent could help her achieve those ambitions.
The exotic music of a qithara filled the air as the Queen Regent sat down to supper with Prince Oberyn Martell, his bastard daughter Meria Sand, Ser Daemon Sand of the Kingsguard, and Lady Larra Blackmont. Tolerating Lord Mace Tyrell grated upon her, and if she could vex him with her choice of dinner companions, well, the company of the Dornish was a small price to pay.
Conversation flowed as easily as the wine, a sweet orange from Lemonwood. Only Meria abstained; she preferred lemonwater. A mere two glasses of strongwine were enough to get her drunk and loosen her tongue, as the queen discovered one evening. The normally calm, humble girl turned practically giddy, gesturing wildly as she lamented her flat chest and abundant hips. Poor thing, she resembled plain Elia of Dorne more than the handsome, wicked Red Viper who sired her.
“Ser Daemon never even noticed me, Your Grace,” she hiccuped to the amused queen. “When Princess Arianne rejected his suit, I thought to offer him comfort in my arms, but…”
“His eye fell upon another? A prior lover, perhaps?” Cersei prodded. Already she’d extracted a wealth of information about the Dornish from the drunken girl, but confirming the rumors would be the honey atop the cake.
“No,” Meria slurred, looking up with reddened eyes. “A new lover. He- Daemon was looking for Ellaria, to talk to her, but instead he found my father, and in the morning they were still abed!”
“My poor sweetling,” Cersei cooed, stroking the girl’s dark hair. Really, how often were the gods so generous? Even better, Meria remembered nothing upon the morrow, a condition which made the girl a perfect, if unwitting, spy.
Cersei smiled. She did not need to rely on Varys so much as he thought she did. The second of her spies stood unnoticed in the corner, playing Dornish music for her Dornish guests. Once she had wondered how Littlefinger seemed to discover secrets which eluded the master of whisperers; now she knew.
Men were never so talkative as they were after bedding a whore, and when the brothel madam Bel offered to gather whispers for the queen, she seized the offer with both hands. The queen regent knew which lords and knights frequented the Street of Silk, whether they did so brazenly or in secret, whether their proclivities were common or shameful.
Once or twice Bel had even brought her word of treason among the patricians, her whores luring them into talking of the city and how it fared under the Queen Regent. It turned out that one of the candidates for Lord Mayor had been an ardent supporter of Stannis; the goldcloaks had found a hidden shrine to the red god in his manse, along with records of money and supplies sent to Eastwatch-by-the-Sea. The man's head now adorned traitor's walk, and the lord mayor's chain adorned the neck of a man whose devotion to House Lannister was beyond question. She could do without his whining though; the Lord Mayor was far too anxious about feeding the city. Who cared if more useless smallfolk perished? Less mouths to feed come winter.
"Your Grace?" Cersei turned to Prince Oberyn with a smile, as though she'd been listening the entire time. "A letter arrived from my nephew Trystane today; I thought you would wish to hear the latest news of our sweet Princess Myrcella."
"But of course."
The Dornish might be witty, and useful for irritating Mace Tyrell, but she misliked leaving her only daughter in their hands. All Dornishmen were snakes, the Martells worst of all. Myrcella wrote long letters of how kind they were, how her every whim was quickly met, but such words could not be trusted. Children would write as they were bidden; Sansa Stark was proof of that.
"Trystane writes that our princess is as happy as ever. He takes great pride in informing me that his betrothed recently bested Lady Alyse Ladybright at cyvasse, to the acclaim of the entire court."
The rest of the Dornish stared at the Red Viper, astonished, as though winning an obscure foreign game was some accomplishment.
"Myrcella was always a clever girl," Cersei said. "Have they yet departed for Dragonstone?"
With no other trueborn Baratheons left, Myrcella was Tommen's only heir. Making her Princess of Dragonstone solidified her claim and forced the Dornish to let her depart Sunspear, though unfortunately her betrothed would go with her. Thank the gods Myrcella was only twelve and still not flowered; Ser Kevan wanted her to wed Trystane Martell as soon as she came of age, so that she might begin birthing heirs.
Much as Cersei disliked that idea, the alternative was worse. If Mace Tyrell had his way, Tommen would wed Margaery as soon as he turned fourteen. Worse, Ser Kevan approved of the appalling notion. Boys of fourteen should not be bedding maids of twenty-two; she would be damned before she allowed such perversion.
"Not as of yet, Your Grace," Meria said, eyes lowered modestly. The queen approved; if nothing else, the bastard girl knew her place. "The autumn storms are too fierce; Princess Arianne would not risk Princess Myrcella sharing her grandfather's fate."
For a moment terror seized her, visions of shadowy assassins and bloody blades dancing before her eyes. Then the queen remembered. Robert's father, Lord Steffon Baratheon, had drowned in Shipbreaker Bay, along with his wife Cassana, when a sudden storm caught their ship and dashed it against the rocky shore.
"Seven forbid," said Lady Blackmont, making the sign of the Seven with a hand as dark as the vulture of her sigil. Ser Daemon and Meria quickly followed suit, but the Red Viper did not, nor did Cersei. Instead she drank deeply, ignoring the distant sound of thunder.
The rains continued for another week before strong winds finally blew the grey clouds away. Weary of council meetings, the queen ordered a hunt. Much as she enjoyed roasted boar, dining upon stag sounded even better. The hounds were raring to go, sick of being confined in their kennels, and the queen's horse nearly broke into a gallop when she briefly gave him his head.
If only the queen could gallop away from her ladies. She'd finally dismissed Cerissa Brax, unable to tolerate another moment of pious mourning, but there were still plenty of hens left to peck at her. Janna Fossoway and Meredyth Crane talked at her incessantly, one sharing old gossip, the other longwinded stories that might have been amusing if not for Lady Meredyth's grating voice. The queen answered them curtly, but it was still a good long while before they finally took the hint and left her be.
As Melesa Crakehall and Darlessa Marbrand despised hunting, she usually relied upon Meria Sand to distract the hens. Even in Dorne, bastards obeyed their betters from force of habit, and the girl was in awe of the queen. All Cersei had to do was quirk an eyebrow and the bastard girl would ride over, make a few noises of interest, and then draw the offending hen away from the queen, listening patiently to the clucking for hours at time, hours during which the hens left Cersei in peace.
Later, on the nights she served as the queen’s bedfellow, Meria would report back with anything of use, though she never shared anything of note until the queen forced her to drink a cup of wine. Meria would hesitate for a moment, but she always yielded, though no other lords or ladies could persuade her to take a single sip at meals. From her drunken rambling the queen knew Lady Graceford was with child again several weeks before her pregnancy was announced, she knew that Janna Fossoway was upset with her goodsister Lady Alerie over some Tyrell family jewels, she knew that Lord Mace was vexed over his heir Willas’s refusal to marry, she knew that Lord Randyll Tarly visited a mistress in the city, a revelation somehow both shocking and unsurprising.
Alas, Meria was useless when her moonblood was on her. Cersei's moonblood troubled her little; her breasts grew tender, and her joints ached, but that was all. She lacked the weakness of other women, who whined of nausea, headaches, and the like. Meria's suffering was even worse; her cramps were so severe she spent two days of the month hiding in her chambers, weeping and vomiting and clinging to that awful old black tomcat, a filthy, foul-tempered beast who'd once savaged Joff.
The call of a hunting horn echoed through the forest; Lord Randyll Tarly must have spotted the stag. The queen kicked her horse into a gallop, heading toward the sound of the horn, and soon found herself alone, but for her kingsguard, Ser Lyn Corbray, and one other rider in lush green skirts.
"Good morning, Your Grace," sang Lady Margaery, ringlets of chestnut hair artfully tumbling over her shoulders. Cersei forced herself to smile, though for half a groat she would have rather clawed the girl's eyes out. "Have you ever seen such a lovely morning? I feel as if my mare has wings."
"If only that were true." If the horse took flight, perhaps Margaery would fall off and break her little neck. Cersei was no fool, to be taken in by vapid smiles and pretty words. The Tyrell girl cared nothing for Tommen, only for the golden crown that would be hers once she wed the king.
In her ignorance, Margaery laughed. "A flying horse would be a sight to see. When Lord Caswell feasted Lord Renly, his cooks served spun-sugar unicorns and winged horses, to demonstrate their skill."
"I wonder whether Renly ever showed you what skills he had to offer." The words slipped out unbidden, but Cersei enjoyed the look of shock in Margaery's eyes as she reined her horse to a halt.
"I am a maid," Margaery declared, cheeks flushed from anger. "I shall know no man until I am wed."
"Oh? How strange. I could have sworn I once heard that your father meant to make you one of Robert's mistresses."
Margaery turned deathly pale, her brown eyes wide. "Vile calumny. I demand to know what man sold Your Grace such poisonous slander."
"It was the eunuch, if you must know, though he's hardly a man, is he?" Cersei tapped her chin, savoring the girl's rare loss of composure. "Only fourteen, and already plotting your way to the throne. Such a pity. At least when my lord father set his sights on Rhaegar Targaryen he meant to make me an honest bride, not a whore."
"That was long before my birth," Margaery said, her voice eerily calm. "Your Grace must forgive my ignorance, yet I seem to recall Rhaegar wed Elia of Dorne before he made off with Lyanna Stark. Was he visiting your bed in secret?"
Now it was Cersei's turn to redden with anger. "Insolent wench," she snarled. "You think to take my place, my crown? You will find no joy in it, I assure you. Women shall hate you for your beauty, and men shall hate you for your power. Fools and flatterers will be your constant companions, fear and doubt your bedfellows. Everyone wants a piece of your flesh, and they shall peck at you until you choke upon your screams."
With that Cersei kicked her horse to a gallop, leaving Margaery behind, speechless with shock and horror. How good it felt, to speak her mind at last. She almost pitied the girl; she might be a little snake, but she lacked Cersei's wits and fire. If she ever became queen, gods forbid, they would eat her alive.
Without the call of the horn, it took her some time to find the rest of the hunt. She found them in a sunny glade, the hounds sniffing about aimlessly. Lord Randyll Tarly's face was as hard as his voice as he reprimanded the hapless kennelmaster, who kept nervously glancing at the hilt of the Valyrian steel greatsword that poked over his shoulder.
The fall of Storm's End had taken almost three years. They had starved to death to the last man rather than open the gates; Tarly had been forced to smash them before he could enter the keep and raise the king's stag-and-lion banners. Although the maesters said Storm's End had never before fallen to a besieging force, neither the singers nor anyone else seemed to care much about Lord Tarly's less than glorious victory.
The only ones who cared were the flock of claimants who came forward, eager to provide lineages claiming descent from some long dead Baratheon. Cersei had forgotten that Steffon Baratheon had several much elder sisters; Robert had been even less close to them than he was to his mother’s Estermont kin. Foremost among the claimants were Lord Morgan Dondarrion, Lord Gulian Swann, Lord Arstan Selmy, and Lord Ronnel Penrose.
To her dismay, Lord Ronnel’s daughter was among the lesser ladies who’d joined the hunt. The queen’s dismay grew when Lady Ellyn Chelsted caught her eye and rode over. A woman of middling beauty in her forties, a green and white cloak pinned by a silver mace and dagger brooch was the only color Lady Ellyn wore. All else was mourning black, though it was over a year since her eldest brother Ser Durran perished from a fever, and perhaps three since her elder brother Ser Cortnay died at Storm's End.
Cersei expected to be regaled with yet another plea for King Tommen to send ships north to wage war against Stannis Baratheon. Instead, the lady began expounding upon her mother. Long years ago, the Prince of Dragonflies had broken his betrothal to Argella Baratheon, preferring the common Jenny of Oldstones. To appease the Lord of Storm's End, who rose in rebellion after such a grievous slight, King Aegon the Fifth had wed his youngest daughter Rhaelle to Lord Baratheon's son and heir, Ormund.
The queen had never known or cared what became of Ormund's spurned sister. Robert had never spoken of his great-aunt; Cersei had assumed the woman must have died of shame. Much to her consternation, that was not the case. Argella Baratheon had been wedded and bedded by Lord Ronnel Penrose, borne him three children who lived and three who did not, and died a sixmonth past at the age of eighty-four.
"The blood of House Baratheon flows in my veins," Lady Ellyn said, "just as it flows in the veins of Lady Argella's grandsons. No other house in the Stormlands is so nearly related—"
“You seem to be under some misapprehension regarding Storm’s End,” the queen said, cutting her off. “It shall remain with Tommen, as it is his by right with one uncle dead and the other a traitor.”
“No one wishes to see Stannis return to Storm’s End, Your Grace, myself least of all.” Lady Ellyn clenched her fist as the wind tousled her greying hair. “But surely—”
“The matter is settled.” Although… Meria had suggested Lady Ellyn was likely to quit King’s Landing were she given adequate incentive. “I suppose King Tommen shall need a new castellan of proven loyalty. Did Ser Cortnay have any sons who share his valor?”
Gods be praised, he did. Ser Jon Penrose was the heir and strong right arm of his elderly grandfather at Parchments, the seat of House Penrose, but his younger brother Ser Byron bore no such obligation.
“How old is Ser Byron?” The queen inquired. Cersei was pleased to learn he was but twenty, recently knighted. Only a little nudging was required before Lady Ellyn agreed to join her young nephew at Storm’s End so that he might benefit from the wisdom of her experience.
Two problems solved in one, the queen thought smugly as Lord Randyll and Lord Mathis Rowan quarreled over which way the hunt should proceed. They were so occupied that neither noticed one of the hounds perk up, ears twitching, before running off into the brush. Had he scented the stag? Seeing blood spurt upon the ground was just what she needed to celebrate her victory over Margaery.
Then again, if the hunt followed her, like as not some fool would block her view of the sport. After checking to see that Ser Lyn Corbray was still bickering with some Reachermen, the queen slipped away, following the hound.
The hound’s trail led her to a quiet forest stream, the sound of whistling growing louder as she approached. A lame horse drank water beside his rider, a man who stood up to his knees in the stream. His chest was bare, his breeches covered in filth, his hands washing mud from his silvery hair. Hearing the jingling of reins, he turned.
“A thousand pardons, Your Grace.” Aurane Waters bowed deeply, water trickling down the lean muscles of his chest. “My mount missed his footing, and I tumbled into a puddle. How may I make amends for such impropriety?”
Was this what Rhaegar looked like? Cersei would never know, just as she did not know when Jaime would return. She hesitated for a moment, considering what to do about the warmth stirring her belly.
“Oh, I’m sure I can think of something,” she purred as she dismounted.
Notes:
Hoo boy, everybody sound off in the comments! :o
This chapter should have been up yesterday, but I’m also working on a oneshot, A Drowning Grief. Set during late 261 AC, we will see the fall of Castamere from the point of view of Gwendolyn Lydden, sister to Mordryd Lydden and cousin to Ellyn, Roger, and Reynard Reyne. It's, uh... gonna be a rather dark oneshot, given we all know how it ends. It should be up in the next few days, I hope you’ll all check it out!
NOTES
1) Winter crops are, in fact, a thing, though only if the temperature remains above 25 degrees Fahrenheit. Also, while kale is infamous for being a recent fad, medieval people fucking LOVED kale. Tons of monasteries grew it in bulk!
2) Yes, I continue to queer things up in here, let’s have a round of applause for Oberyn/Daemon. In this canon they did NOT sleep together until several years after the knight/squire relationship ended. Oberyn was 39, Daemon 22; that was the best I could manage within canon constraints.
3) Medieval women hunted; I checked. Trust Cersei to develop bloodlust the instant she didn’t have to hunt with Robert.
4) In case anyone missed it, Meria is not a helpless babe who spills state secrets after 2 glasses of wine. She is, however, using a lifetime of dealing with her sisters to help her analyze Cersei and then play her like a qithara. Bel also enjoys this game, as does Oberyn. Mace Tyrell, on the other hand, only knows how to play the drums, so he’s always pissing Cersei off.
5) A lot of this chapter is set up; you have to watch the margins for the upcoming crises to which Cersei is indifferent or oblivious 👀
Chapter 127: Bran III
Chapter Text
Bran mounted up, the motion as familiar as breathing. Dancer was well-used to him by now, to carrying his spirit rather than his body. The chestnut filly did not pause for a moment, but kept carefully picking her way through the uneven stones that lay upon the banks of the stream. A leaf drifted past her nose, one of many falling from the canopy overhead, but she did not look up. When she bent to drink, Bran left her, flying into the trees on the wings of a passing wren.
Colors burst across his eyes like sparks of flame. Horses saw only dull browns and blues, greens and yellows, but birds were another matter. They knew autumn in all her glory as she painted the leaves in brilliant shades of crimson and cranberry, orange and ginger, gold and honey and amber. It was a sight Bran could not resist, a brief reprieve from the dark cavern and his scattered lessons with the last greenseer.
The fourth moon of the year waxed and waned, then the fifth. Leaves fell, blanketing the forest in soft litter that crunched beneath Dancer's hooves. Sixth moon brought cold rains that turned the leaves slick and dark; seventh moon brought Bran's twelfth nameday; eighth moon brought first sleet, then snow. Ice covered the stream in thick panes of glass, and drifts of snow turned the curved banks to jagged teeth.
By eleventh moon whiteness covered the world, leaving no trace of color but for the black shadows of trees. Even the sky turned grey and dim, as though some terrible sorcery had stolen all the blue away. Clouds covered both moon and sun, rare glimpses of their light did no more than shade the snow silver-blue or golden-pink. Bran would have thought the world dead, were it not for the lives he felt slumbering in the dark.
Bran was the forest, and the forest was him. He was the slow, steady heartbeats of the bats sleeping on the ceiling of the cavern, the dormice sleeping in hidden beds of woven grass, the hedgehogs sleeping among the brambles in nests of leaves. He was a lone bushy-tailed squirrel curled in a tree trunk, awaiting the warmth of the noonday sun; he was a family of coarse-furred badgers emerging from the tunnels of their sett to forage. He was a young reindeer buck, scraping his antlers against an aspen until they came loose, dropping to the ground with a soft thud. Pleased, the buck began stripping twigs from the branches, so intent on filling his belly that he barely noticed Bran.
Bran shuddered as a gust of wind ruffled the reindeer's shaggy fur. This was nothing like the summer snows he recalled from Winterfell. Those lasted only three, perhaps four moons, at the end of the old year and the beginning of the new, when the days grew short and dark. His father Lord Eddard had said that plants, animals, and the earth needed time to rest, just as men did.
True winter, though... true winter felt wrong. This was no time of rest, no peaceful slumber for the weary earth. Frost and ice bound the trees in a hostile embrace, the branches trembling beneath the weight of their unwanted armor. The sap froze in their veins, and their songs went silent. Old trees stretched out deep roots in a futile attempt to lend their strength to the saplings as bitter winds assailed them, first snapping their slim branches, then bending their trunks, then breaking them in half. Bran could have sworn he heard a mocking laugh upon the wind, some eerie voice that cut through him like a knife, delving beneath skin and flesh until his very bones seemed numb.
Then the buck stumbled into a pit, and pain set his nerves afire. Frantically the buck struggled to rise, his hooves scrabbling uselessly against the floor of the pit as his shattered legs collapsed beneath him. No, not this, no, no, NO!
Bran fled with a silent scream. Some instinct drove him away from the cavern where his own skin waited; he found himself rising up, up, up, until he found a golden eagle soaring high above the forest. For a moment the eagle tried to shove Bran out, but Bran's will was strong and the eagle was tired. All day he'd searched for food, and found neither prey nor carrion to soothe his hunger.
A plume of dark grey smoke rose into the darkening sky. Wary, the eagle glided around it in wide circles, keen eyes taking in the great flames that lit the small clearing in the dimming dusk, the scarlet shadow, the circle of two-leggers in dull metal armor. Their horses were ragged, scrawny things, steam puffing from their noses as they whickered their dismay at the stench of roasting flesh rising from the fire.
A flicker of movement drew the eagle's eye. At the furthest edge of the clearing, in the shadows beyond the firelight, a mare yanked at her picket. She stomped her hooves and arched her neck, her eyes rolled back in her head. Danger was here, she knew it, just as she knew the cold smell of the dead two-leggers whose bloated bodies had fed the pyre.
This smell was worse, much worse. The foul aroma stung at her nostrils and curdled her blood. She tried to stamp her hooves, to warm herself against the chill, but her limbs were stiff and heavy, too heavy to move. The roar of the fire drowned out the sound of her panicked breaths; alone, unnoticed, she could do nothing but wait for her doom, her heartbeat racing in her ears.
It seemed an eternity before the pale shadow of the Other emerged from the dark shadows of the trees. It did not shoulder through the drifts like the dead two-leggers, or ride through them like the living ones. No, it walked atop the snow, leaving neither trace nor track to mark its abhorrent presence. Closer the spirit drew, hatred in its heart and a scornful smile on its lips-
The golden eagle folded his wings, shrieking defiance as he plummeted toward the ground. This was the eagle's territory, and fury overwhelmed his fear. Burning blue eyes glanced up, and something yanked at Bran's navel, ripping him away from the eagle, away from the clearing.
Long leagues flashed before his eyes; for a moment he thought he saw green vines bathed in golden light. He blinked; no, it was only the last rays of the dying sun. He saw a huntress dragging a reindeer carcass toward the entrance of a cave, a direwolf standing guard at the mouth of a chamber, and last he saw himself, a scrawny boy whose pale wan face hid behind tangles of red-brown hair.
Bran cursed his weakness as his spirit returned to its cage of flesh. It must have been the awful gnawing at his belly that brought him back. Lord Brynden did not suffer the pangs of hunger; he could fly as long as he pleased, as far as he pleased. He was no boy, forced to drink and eat; the corpse lord drew his strength from the weirwood roots that twined about his gaunt frame and crept through the tattered remnants of flesh and skin.
Sometimes Bran wondered if he might do the same. He loved flying, just as he loved the terrible beauty of the weirwoods and the wondrous visions stored within the field of stars, better than any story. Closing his eyes against the dark walls of the cavern, Bran wandered through halls of ancient memory. He crossed continents, oceans, and centuries as easily as a raven flitting from one branch to another. Meat and mead were nothing, nothing at all, not when there were countless mysteries to excite and endless labyrinths to explore. Yet the thought of roots crawling over his skin, burrowing into his flesh, confining him in an everlasting embrace... he could not help giving a violent shudder.
"Thank the gods, you're back."
Bran opened his eyes, confused by the sight of Meera crouching over the fire. How had she butchered the reindeer so quickly? "Are you cold?" Her voice was oddly soft, almost strained; her eyes fixed on him rather than on the fresh meat she was turning on a spit. "Should I build up the fire?"
"No."
Drips of fat slid down the haunch of reindeer and fell into the flames, the rich scent making Bran's mouth water. With a grunt he pulled himself up, grasping hold of the trestle that sat beside him. At Winterfell he'd once seen an old man who'd lost his legs move about using such a trestle, a rough thing made of planks held together by nails. Bran might be a prince, but his trestle was nothing more than a sturdy fallen branch, two feet long, with a pair of slimmer branches at each end to form sloping legs. As they had no nails, Meera had tied the legs in place with lengths of rawhide.
Bran hated and loved the trestle in equal measure. The thing was crude and clumsy; it dug into his hands and left them callused and sore, even after he wrapped tattered furs around it. But with it he could drag himself across the cave, so much faster than he could when the jagged stone floor bit at his fingers and the palms of his hands. It took almost no time at all to pull himself to the fire, though the effort made his arms ache. Meera had made him do press ups this morning, before she left to hunt, counting each one as sweat slid down Bran's face.
"Did you see anything?"
Jojen's voice was faint, his mossy green eyes dull. On the journey north the little grandfather had been their leader, keeping a close eye over their dwindling cache of supplies, telling Meera which paths to take, giving Bran things he must do when he slipped inside Summer. But of late Jojen spent most of his time sleeping, or staring into the fire, or wandering alone through the caverns. No matter what he did, he wore the same somber look upon his face, as though he were some poor shade haunting his own tomb.
Melancholy, Meera called it, her eyes glittering with unshed tears. Neither of them knew what to do. Bran was bewildered; Meera was angry and sad by turns. Sometimes Jojen would realize they were watching him, and he would rally for a minute, an hour, a day, donning a mask of hollow laughs and smiles that never reached his eyes. Bran dreaded those ghastly smiles, perhaps more than he dreaded the murderous presence whose memory made him shiver. No, Jojen didn't need to know about that.
"I saw Meera capture a reindeer," he answered instead, trying to forget the buck's agony. It had taken months of work for her to carve a rough spade, and weeks to dig out a natural hollow until it was deep enough to trap one of the deer, elk, reindeer, or moose that cautiously roamed the forest. Jojen had tried to help, but the vicious winds and harsh cold soon forced him back into the cavern with Bran.
"The first of many," Meera said grimly as she turned the spit. Again Bran wondered why after a year of hospitality she suddenly refused the blood stew of the singers, why she insisted that they eat no meat unless Meera slew it herself. And she'd taken to wandering the cavern, scratching out maps on the wall as though she was searching for something. "The fur will make the start of a fine blanket, aye, one fit for a prince of winter."
"Fit for a king of winter, surely," Bran replied, hoping the praise might make her smile.
"Winter knows no king," Jojen rasped.
Not another word passed his lips; he would not even try the meat, though Bran gave him the lord's portion, rare and tender. Days passed, and still Jojen did not eat, though he shivered constantly, his breath coming in short pants, his dark brown curls coming out in clumps when Meera carded her fingers through his hair.
"He's dying," Bran fretted when Leaf and the other singers next brought him to Lord Brynden. "You have to help Jojen, please." His voice cracked, shaming him.
"The boy will not die." The corpse lord said, amused; his red eye twinkled in the dark. "Even as we speak his sister forces broth down his throat and smears honey on his lips, and the last of his resolve withers like autumn leaves. No, the boy will not escape his fate, no more than the girl will find what she seeks. But enough of these petty concerns; they do not understand the burdens we share, the hard paths we must walk alone in the dark. Now, I must go into the weirwoods, to make sure all is ready for your lesson."
With that the red eye glazed over, leaving Bran alone in the silent dark. Lord Brynden was right, they wouldn't understand, they couldn't. They didn't know what it was like, losing a part of yourself, whether it be an eye or a pair of legs. They didn't know what it was like, dwelling in the shadow of a kingly brother, but the greenseer understood. He listened to Bran's fears, and shared his own secrets, and never pestered Bran about strengthening his arms or tormented him with doubts. He didn't even make him learn about the Others.
"A tale for another time," he'd said, the first time he summoned Bran after the terrible vision of the black comet.
"But I have to learn," Bran pleaded, trying not to tremble with fear. He was a prince, and princes were supposed to be brave. "I have to, and then we can warn Robb and Jon, and they'll raise the North and the Night's Watch..."
"Will they?" Lord Brynden's red eye gleamed. "A lost prince returning from beyond the Wall to warn of the enemy is a pretty story for a wet nurse to tell her charges. The truth would be much uglier. Even if you survived the journey—" he paused, glancing over Bran's scrawny frame and wasted legs. "Well. A crippled boy of ten surviving the wild is strange enough; no doubt they'd take talk of the Others as the delirious raving of a starving child."
"They would believe me," Bran insisted. His voice cracked, and shame coiled in his belly as the corpse lord sighed.
"Long years have passed since I found my way here. I met the singers face to face, I joined with the weirwoods, and still I struggled with the knowledge they revealed to me. Your brothers are not like us; they would condemn you as mad, and through their folly bring doom upon us all."
Bran thought of his brothers playing with their wolf pups, of his old dreams of Robb and Grey Wind running together through the night, of Jon Snow and Ghost curled up together in a small cold bed. Then he thought of Robb smiling when Bran asked if the Deep Ones were real, of Jon ruffling his hair when Bran asked if they could get Rickon a unicorn for his name day. His shoulders sank, weighed down as if they had turned to lead.
"I can't fight the Others alone."
"Nor shall you," the last greenseer promised. "We shall fight them together, you and I, but you must be prepared for the heavy burden before you may seek to carry it."
Bran wasn't quite sure what that meant. Seven moons had passed since then, but he did not feel better prepared. Lord Brynden showed him many visions, each one longer than the one before. He'd spent almost a week in the field of stars watching a war between Clarence Crabb and the squishers.
"Clarence was a half-giant," he'd told Meera when she practically forced the singers to carry him back to their chamber. It felt very strange, being back in his body. His skin felt unfamiliar, as though it was a leather glove someone else had tried on, stretching it out of shape. "He rode on an aurochs, and carried a massive club."
He wanted to keep speaking, to tell her about the squishers with their teeth like needles and webbed hands and feet, but he couldn't. His mouth was dry as dust, his belly swollen and hollow. Now Bran's belly was full of meat, and he could still taste the sweet water he'd drunk before Leaf and the singers came to fetch him.
For a moment the air smelt of lightning, and then the red eye looked at him once more. "All is ready," the corpse lord said, a hint of displeasure beneath his rasping voice. "Today's lesson shall be a long one; the singers shall ensure that we are not disturbed."
Some strange tension hung upon the air. Neither Leaf nor the other singers twitched, but their eyes were hard as they bowed their heads to the last greenseer. He could have sworn he saw a flash of white as Black Knife bared his teeth, the shimmer of dark claws as Scales clenched her fists.
"We were made to share this burden," the corpse lord said, heedless of the singers. "Why, we even share our names. In the Old Tongue we would both be called Brandinydd. From that the northmen made Brandon, and the rivermen Brynden. It is almost as if we were the same person, born many years apart."
"Almost," Leaf echoed softly, her gold-green eyes glimmering in the dark. The corpse lord did not hear her, but Bran did, and Bran wondered. So when the corpse lord entered the roots, Bran paused a moment before he followed.
"Why did you say that?" He asked, not knowing why he whispered.
"Because it is true. No two men share the same soul, no matter how similar they are in mind or body." Her hand tightened about the rushlight she bore. "Do not forget."
"I won't," Bran grumbled, and slipped his skin.
The midnight sky within the roots was darker than the blue-grey star recalled, but for glimpses of icy blue light that came and went out of the corner of his eye. He turned, looking for the blue star from whence they came, yet there was nothing, nothing but a dark gash, a gaping mouth that breathed cold winds. The grey star could feel them pulling at him, like the waters of a whirlpool seeking to drown a passing ship. Then came a burst of red light, and the pull was gone.
Winter was not always as it is now, the red star began. Had it always been so large, so bright? A smaller star began to glow, and the grey star looked down upon a snowy meadow beside a forest. Spring came, and green leaves sprouted from beneath the snow, stretching up to the sun. Flowers blossomed, opened their petals, then shriveled away, replaced by tiny hard peaches. Summer came, and the peaches swelled and softened, their skins green, then yellow, then rosy pink. Then it was autumn, and the leaves turned gold and fell, and then it was winter, and the cycle began again.
How many times did the moon turn?
The grey star hesitated. He had not noticed the moon.
Twelve moons waxed and waned, said the gold-green star, saving him. One year, split into four seasons. So it was for countless ages of the world, and so shall be again, if the gods ever hear our prayers.
Why isn't it that way now?
The gold-green star dimmed; he could almost taste her shame and anger. Because of men, she hissed. Because of greed, and slaughter, and the desperate folly of my forebears.
The singers were divided, you see, the red star said, in a mild tone. Some welcomed the First Men, and shared their knowledge freely, save for what they knew of magic, for their songs of power were theirs alone. Some hid from the First Men, fearing their sharp bronze knives, and disappeared into the wildest of places. And finally, some assailed them, seeking to protect their people, their lands, and their weirwood trees, for men chopped down every tree with a face, and many without.
For centuries the First Men journeyed across the arm of Dorne, their numbers swelling by the thousands. At last the singers could no longer ignore the threat, and their greenseers brought down the hammer of the waters and shattered it to splinters.
Too late, the gold-green star said bitterly.
Indeed, the red star pulsed. The First Men bred quickly, and the fighting continued. Year followed year; treaties were made and broken, wars waged and ended. Some men kept the peace, for they saw the benefits of friendship with the singers. They treated the weirwoods with reverence, and made sacrifices to the old gods, even planted saplings. Other men were less amiable. They knew the strength of their arms and their numbers, and despised the singers for daring to deny them even a single scrap of land.
Another star flickered, its light clouded, hazy. As if through a mist the grey star watched as the sun rose over a deep blue lake in the shape of a tear drop. Along the shores of the lake rose hundreds of homes, dome-shaped houses carefully woven from slim poles, their frames artfully carved with the shapes of fish or leaves. As dawn broke singers emerged from the houses. Some tended cook fires, some readied fishing boats, some watched as little children played with wooden toys, using their sharp claws to etch clumsy designs.
The singers didn't build towns! Bran protested, confused. Old Nan spoke of secret cities, but that was silly. The singers all lived in trees, or in caves like this one, that was what Maester Luwin and Osha said.
We built, the gold-green star said bitterly. But our cities were made of leaf and branch, of skin and hide, and they returned to the earth when we were gone. Or sooner, thanks to your kind. This place was a refuge, for those fleeing men. For over two centuries it stood, until...
The grey star looked back at the blue lake. All the singers were gathering at one end of the town, where a great weirwood grove raised white arms to the clear blue sky. One by one they knelt around the trees, forming circles within circles as they linked hands; even the babes and toddlers were included, elders holding their plump clawless hands in their gnarled fingers.
What are they doing? The grey star asked.
Our greenseers saw the Long Night approaching, and sent word to every realm, town, and village through the weirwoods. It was decided that all must join with the old gods, so that we might find a path through the coming dark.
Darkness seemed to be coming sooner than expected. Thunderclouds gathered overhead as the singers sat in peaceful silence, their eyes either closed or glazed and distant. Rain poured down, and not one singer opened their eyes. The sun set, and rose again, and still they kept their vigil, deaf and blind to the host of men marching upon the lake, bronze weapons clutched in their hands.
Why don't they wake? The grey star asked, his heart in his throat as the men lit torches and began setting fire to the pole-houses, led by a fierce warrior who wore golden rings upon his arms and a bronze crown upon his brow.
They were deep within the trees, too deep to feel the world beyond. And they thought themselves safe, for the chieftain of the nearest men swore eternal friendship with the singers.
The grey star looked at the warrior, now urging his men toward the weirwood grove with a bellow as harsh and brutal as a storm. He swore eternal friendship?
His grandsire swore. The grandson held his tongue before his chief, but spoke of war when the old man's back was turned. And when the grandsire died...
The warrior raised his sword and slashed it across a grey-haired singer's wrinkled throat. Hot red blood gushed over the warrior's hands as he raised his sword again, already moving to the next singer, a young girl. Screams of agony and terror echoed through the air as singers awoke to find themselves surrounded, and the screaming went on without end, even when they died, for their shades went wailing into the roots.
Make it stop, the grey star begged, but no one heard him. The warrior cut through a mother and her babe, his eyes intent on those closest to the trees, who wore woven crowns of weirwood leaves. They were the last to awaken, groggy and befuddled, and half of them were slain before the rest raised their voices in songs of power that fluttered like birds and thundered like waves against the shore.
The warrior raised his bloody blade, and slashed at empty air. His bellow of rage nearly shook the trees, and he shouted at his men until they brought great bronze axes. It was the warrior who struck the first blow against the weirwood, sap spilling forth like blood as the carved face wept. His men joined him, and the grey star watched, aghast, as they felled every last weirwood. The men did not even bother to keep the wood; they burned every branch, feeding the fire with the poor limp bodies of the singers.
The grey star shivered, bile rising in his throat. No more, please. He couldn't watch this, he couldn't.
You must watch, the red star flared. You must understand.
The vision blurred, then faded. Other stars flickered at him, showing singers circled around other weirwoods waking with tears in their eyes and fury in their hearts. A thousand villages held prayers for their slaughtered kin, burying fishing nets and woven mats and children's toys beneath the roots of their trees.
And beside a lake turned red with blood, a dozen greenseers waited for the host of men to leave before gathering around the stumps of their weirwoods. All were weak, their shoulders bent by sorrow, their bodies marred by wounds taken in their flight. They dragged themselves atop the stumps, and sat, calling to the roots which rose from the ground and wrapped around them.
What are they doing? The grey star asked.
Regaining their strength, said the gold-green star. And planning vengeance. Death was not enough for such as this. The greenseers felt every death, you see. From the eldest of elders to the youngest of babes, all perished whilst joined to the weirwoods, and as the greenseers awoke they felt the pain and fear and torment of their people. And so they began to devise a curse, a curse that would force the men to suffer as they had...
Seven times the moon waxed and waned, and then the black comet appeared overhead, shining for an instant before the entire world shook itself to pieces. The sun disappeared behind the endless clouds of ash and dust that choked the sky; shooting stars rained down from the heavens and set forests ablaze.
And still the greenseers kept vigil on their weirwood stumps. Vengeance is a powerful thing, the red star remarked as the grey star flickered in horror. The greenseers' dappled brown skin hung from their emaciated frames, their wounds had festered into rotten sores, yet still they lived, clinging to life through the weirwood roots. They hoped their kin would come to their aid, for they lacked the power for their curse. The comet delayed the other greenseers, for they cared more about tending the living of their villages rather than avenging the dead of Red Lake.
Grey snow fell from the grey skies, covering the land in a filthy shroud. The warrior and his host were fewer now, their arms weak and their faces wan. Now they did not march so much as trudge, slogging through the snowy wasteland as they made for the lake.
This time the greenseers sensed their coming. Frail voices called upon the winds, and the skies heard their plea. A girdle of clouds ringed the lake, dousing the land with ice and snow, as though the blizzard itself defended the singers. And under the howling of the wind murmured a song of power, a song of staying, a song that would ensnare the unwary and freeze their very soul within their body.
The warrior's men did not seem to hear the song. His outriders were the first to brave the storm, those few men lucky enough to mounted upon shaggy garrons. When they failed to return, the warrior drew his blade, pointing it as he shouted orders.
The grey star cried out when the men flung two captive singers at the warrior's feet. They were two, both male, one younger than the other. Both were skinnier than the men, their thin furs stained with blood and nightsoil. The warrior spoke to the singers, then shouted, but neither singer uttered a single word in reply.
Not until he began questioning the younger one sharply. Several of the men had no stomach for that, and turned away, their faces hard. The elder singer could not look away; he was forced to watch by a man who held the singer's eyes open as the warrior went to work with his bloody blade. As the torture went on some of the men retched; a few spoke against the warrior, raising their swords in anger before their fellows slew them where they stood.
The elder singer cried, he begged, he pleaded, and still the torture continued. Finally, he began to sing. Only then did the warrior make an end of the sobbing ruin that was once the young singer. With war horns and drums the men crudely imitated the song, and the warrior raised his bloody blade as he led them into the blizzard, stepping over the frozen bodies of his own men. On their weirwood stumps the greenseers sang, their voices beautiful and terrible, weaving harmonies that rose and fell like waves, that floated like the wind.
And the winds rose, and the snow thickened, and still the men walked onward.
One of the greenseers went limp, her shade going down into the roots of her stump. The rest sang louder, this time a song of yielding, a song of dreaming. The warrior hesitated, his will faltering, enthralled by the loveliness of the song. Then his face hardened, and he shouted a battle cry, and still the men walked onward.
The third song was a song of scorn. Hate and fear poured forth from every note, and in the wretched noise he heard the stirring of bees in their hives, of rats in their nests, even the rustling of leaves in the weirwood trees. But the war horns blew and the drums drummed, and when the tumult ended, it was the men who sat upon the weirwood stumps, cutting the roots away from the shrunken bodies.
A hollow victory, the red star said. The men built a fire beside the lake, turning spits that held small chunks of meat. The flames grew, and the winds fell, but still the men shivered. The warrior's smile was stiff as he waved his bloody blade and took the first bite of roasted flesh. Their stolen song was as clumsy as it was simple. To counter a song of staying one must sing a song of going, and they sang it poorly. They meant to push away the ice and cold; instead they pushed it deep within themselves, into the very marrow of their bones.
The warrior shivered harder, his whole body convulsing, and somehow the grey star felt the warrior's anguish as his insides burned, as freezing tongues lapped at the bones, turning them to icicles, as the blood coursing through his veins slowed and his heart ceased to beat.
The Other opened his eyes. All around him his men were shaking and screaming and dying, but the warrior paid them no heed. Instead he examined his pale flesh, flexing his hands, his arms, rising on steady legs from his seat atop the weirwood stump. Red light flared, and the vision ended.
Some of them regretted what they had done, the gold-green star said softly. If only a few. They believed they were cursed, and tried to slay themselves but knew not how. Then the Bloody Blade spoke. He was too proud to admit the guilt that festered in his heart, and so he claimed he had wrought this change, so that he and his men would be mightier than their enemies, the rightful lords of all the earth. Now was their time to strike, he said, for the darkness and cold were their allies, and conquest their destiny.
And his men listened. The red star glimmered. The curse failed to bind the men together in suffering, but it did bind them together in thought.
That did not make sense to the grey star. Like when the singers go into the weirwoods?
Very like, agreed the red star. But unlike the singers, they cannot leave. At first this served to their advantage, for when the Bloody Blade set forth to conquer Westeros, he and his men could speak without the need for messengers nor ravens. Nor was that their only power. They could command ice and forge it into weapons, and they soon found a way to command the frozen bodies of the dead. Drunk on power, the Bloody Blade returned to his village, intending that they should share his fate.
It did not work, the gold-green star said bluntly. His ignorance was almost as vast as his arrogance, and thousands of years passed before they discovered how to share their curse. But now they were furious, and in their rage the Others slew their own folk and raised them as wights, for they would suffer no life unless it was cursed like theirs. Through the Long Night they hunted, sweeping over villages and holdfasts, unable to escape the rage and despair that haunted the secret places of their dead hearts.
Almost unstoppable, the red star said. But not quite. For the Bloody Blade's youngest son had escaped the slaughter of his village, and set out with a dozen companions in search of the singers so that he might make amends for the sins of his father.
The last hero! The grey star blurted.
Yes. Long years he searched, without success, for the singers feared being betrayed once more. Nor would they lift the girdles of their hidden realms, not when wights followed after him like shadows. On and on he wandered, pursued by wights, and his companions perished one by one. When he reached the shores of the God's Eye he was alone, and alone he braved the treacherous ice and veiling mists that concealed the isle within the eye.
And at last he found the one realm that would admit him, for upon the isle lived both men and singers and children born of love between them. They healed the last hero, and when he was strong a council of the wise bade him come before them. The wise harkened as he told of the horrors that stalked the world beyond their isle and their waters, and when he fell to his knees to beg for their aid they raised him to his feet.
But there was a price for their aid, said the gold-green star. They bade him seek out the greatest chiefs of men that yet lived and bring them to the isle, for the last hero was but one man, and had not the right to forge a solemn pact between their two peoples. And they girded the last hero with songs of summer, and armed him with dragonglass, and sent him forth.
A new vision stretched across the sky, of a hero riding through drifts of snow. Curtains of dark hair hung about his face, and warmth clung to him like a cloak; the snow melted beneath his horse's steady tread, and shoots of grass rose in his wake. From village to village he journeyed, showing the chiefs his sword of black glass, speaking to them late into the night. Some turned away, but many listened, and joined the last hero when he rode to the next holdfast.
The vision blurred, twisted, and the isle reappeared, its grove of weirwoods filled with singers garbed in leaves and men garbed in skins and furs. Together they carved faces upon every tree, the singers with claws, the men with bronze knives. And when each tree looked down upon them, singers and men alike cut their palms, clasped hands, and swore a blood oath of eternal friendship.
Then hosts of men poured forth from villages, assailing the wights and their masters with great torches bespelled by the singers. At first the Others were undaunted, for even as their thralls burned they raised new ones. Bloody Blade laughed when a youth broke through the choking horde of wights, and deigned to duel him. A dozen times he cut the youth with his crystal sword, and blood dripped down the icy blade. Then his lazy parry came too late, and there was a sound like the cracking of ice as the youth's spear slashed the Other's white face.
A shrill scream pierced the air. Pale blue blood gushed from the smoking wound; the bright blue eyes melted away, as did the flesh that held them until nothing remained but milkglass bones. Rusted bronze armor clattered to the ground, the bones dissolving into a steaming mist. The youth was still staring at the heap of bronze when a wight snapped his neck.
North the Others retreated. The clouds were thinner now, the sun brighter, and warm breezes danced upon the air. Past the swamps of the Neck they fled, past grasslands and forests and a long lake, past giants raising great blocks of ice as singers raised their voices in song, laying spells of power upon every inch of the rising Wall as the last hero stood watch, accompanied by men in black cloaks. And the grey star recoiled, for now he knew the last hero's name, just as he knew the name of his father, the monster of the bloody blade.
And so the way was shut, said the red star. Built by the giants, enchanted by the singers, and guarded by men, for only together could the three kindreds keep the evil at bay. For in the beginning the kindreds intended to gather their strength, pursue the Others beyond the Wall, and make an end. Yet it was not to be. The Long Night took a heavy toll. When the Wall was done, it was all the kindreds could do to rebuild their shattered realms, for though the darkness slowly lifted, the chill remained.
Years passed, yet the seasons did not come when they should. The moon waxed and waned a dozen times before the snow began to melt, yet the moon turned only six times before fat snowflakes fell again. And in the deepest north, in the Land of Always Winter, great spires of ice rose into the air like daggers.
The Others began to build a realm of their own, the red star said as they watched the white shadows speak in a jagged tongue, their words conjuring frost that clothed them like silk and bitter winds that ran before them like faithful hounds. They were beings of pure magic now, shells of men overtaken by ice and cold and darkness. Yet the ice that consumed them also preserved them, and they neither aged nor perished. The hatred in their hearts festered and grew, for their minds were chained together, and the anger of one was felt by all. With nothing left to them but time and malice, they turned to studying magic.
They turned to studying poison, the gold-green star flickered, angry. The Others were chanting now, summoning heavy clouds and blustering winds that sent them south, ice and snow falling in blinding sheets. The Others lengthened the winters and flung the cycles of the earth out of balance. Root and vine, bird and beast, all would have perished had not my people thrown every scrap of our power against them. For thousands of years we have carried this burden, whilst the giants helped build the Wall higher and men shed their blood turning back the attacks of the Others.
Then, a thousand years ago, the attacks stopped. No more did hosts of Others and wights descend upon the Wall when the cruel winters came. The grey star watched as the giants ceased their labor and went away, returning to their homes in the Frostfangs. Once ten thousand men walked the Wall, but as winters came and went without onslaught, the Night's Watch began to dwindle, the purpose of their vigil forgotten.
My people alone did not forget, the gold-green star said, but we had other worries. The coming of the Andals saw many of us driven from our homes and slain, and the loss of thousands of weirwoods weakened us yet more. We built new refuges, humble shelters that would not remind us of our vanished realms. When the attacks ceased, we felt as though we could breathe for the first time in centuries, for though the Others still sent harsh winters, they were shorter, weaker, as though the Others had begun to die. Imagine, then, our confusion when our lives grew ever shorter, our children few and sickly, yet our healers could find no cause, no reason for our diminishing.
The Others were not dying, the red star said. They found a wiser strategy than flinging themselves at the Wall. Why fight both men and singers when they could deal with first one, then the other? They did not even need to find the singers in their hidden places, nor strive with them in songs of power. Instead they lay a subtle curse upon the weirwoods, one which did not harm the trees themselves, but slowly drained the life of those who entered the roots.
The grey star trembled, afraid. Am I cursed?
Laughter rang out as the sky flashed red. Not yet, my young shadow. Death in a year or two would have roused suspicion from the healers of the singers. Your body may be frail, but your spirit is hale and hearty, with all the vigor of your blood and your youth. No, it takes decades for the curse to weaken its victims.
That is why the singers required my help when they called me here, half a century ago. That is why I require your help to destroy these monsters once and for all. Fate, destiny, the gods, all have conspired to bring us together. And we must become as one, the red star gleamed, as doubt gnawed at the grey star's heart, for just as one Brandon wrought ruin with a bloody blade and another wrought the Wall, only another Brandon can write an end to this doom.
Notes:
Well, that's not at all ominous. Can't wait to hear what y'all think!
I’m so sorry for the longer-than-usual delay between chapters. I try so hard to get one new chapter up every week, but we moved last weekend, and the past few weekends before that were utter chaos as the bf and I worked on the new house.
It doesn’t help that this chapter has to do a FUCKTON of lifting with the Others and their lore. Just, y’know, the central conflict of the series which is so hard to handle that a lot of fics (understandably) skip the whole thing.
For those who missed it, A Drowning Grief, my oneshot on the fall of Castamere, went up at the end of September. It's not a happy read, but I think it's some of my best work, and an excellent choice if you're in need of a good cry or want to hate Tywin even more than usual.
Up next:
Olyvar IV
Sansa IV
Jon V
Arya VI
Edythe IINOTES
1) Here's some basic facts on animal hibernation. Some squirrels hibernate so deeply that you can juggle them.
2) Did you know that trees can sorta talk to each other?! And share resources?!
3) Did I end up researching medieval methods of reindeer hunting? ...yes, yes I did, because I'm a dork who loves learning how people lived hundreds of years ago. Digging pit-traps for elk and reindeer was an extremely effective method, to the point that in the 1600s the Norwegian government tried to restrict their use.
The Reeds may be crannogmen, but they're still nobles. There's no way they'd be making their own spades, hence Meera's struggles. Here's a fun blog by someone who made their own 14th century spade from scratch!
4) Medieval mobility aids existed! In canon we get Jon temporarily using a crutch, Doran's wheeled chair, and Bran's special saddle; I found there was also a mobility aid called "hand trestles", which were a sort of frame used to help someone crawl across the ground. Here's an image from The Decretals of Gregory IX, a source of medieval Catholic canon law:
5) The pole-houses of the singers are based on wigwams built by various Native American peoples who lived in the Great Lakes. The Long Night is based upon an impact winter caused by an asteroid (comet is the wrong term, Bran doesn't know any better). The blizzard "girdle" protecting the greenseers is inspired by the girdle of Melian from The Silmarillion.
6) Timelines are an unholy bitch, especially since canon is purposefully vague. According to the wiki, events progressed roughly in this manner:
12,000 BC: Invasion of the First Men; COTF call down the Hammer of the Waters
10,000 BC: Pact signed on the Isle of Faces
8,000-6,000 BC: The Long Night; Brandon the Builder raises the Wall
6,000-2,000: The Andal invasionI decided to place the Long Night before the Pact of the Isle of Faces. If the First Men and COTF were at war, that explains the Last Hero having to go beg for help. If the First Men and COTF were already at peace, him going on a quest to find the COTF makes less sense.
Chapter 128: Olyvar IV
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Olyvar stared at his writing desk, dimly aware that his mouth was open. Thank the gods Edric was already snoring on his pallet. A knight-master was supposed to have some dignity, but this...
With a silent gulp Olyvar lifted the bundle, examining the stack of letters. How could there be so many? He counted at least a dozen bearing the white wax of House Stark, many of them thick. Those sealed with orange wax were fewer, but thicker, and the three sealed with yellow wax stamped with a fat toad were thickest of all.
"Damn it, Meria," he muttered under his breath.
"What is it?" A sweet voice called from the terrace. "Is aught amiss?"
Olyvar pinched the top of his nose, resisting the urge to sigh at his foolishness in yet again forgetting Sansa's absurd hearing. No matter that she sat at the edge of the terrace, he might as well have shouted in her ear. As he did not intend to shout, and felt odd speaking to someone he could not see, he pulled his bedrobe tight over his shift and ventured out into the night.
He found Sansa sitting on a bench beside the pool, staring into waters whose still depths reflected the stars and the waning crescent moon. Moonbeams bathed her in silver light, the evening chill brought a rosy blush to her cheeks, the breeze ran gentle fingers through her unbound hair. His mouth was oddly dry.
"Olyvar?" Sansa asked, the faintest hint of nerves hidden beneath her steady tone. Stupid, he'd been silent too long and made her anxious.
"Nothing amiss," he assured her. "Did you see the letters that Chatana Qhoru brought? I'm surprised the ravens didn't break their backs carrying Meria's."
"Oh!" She gasped, and to his relief she smiled, dimples blooming in her cheeks. "Thank the old gods and the new, I thought they'd never come."
He couldn't blame her. The wait seemed interminable, each passing day only deepening his yearning for word of home. It was over a year since the swan ships departed Meereen, bound for Sunspear with their cargo holds packed with goods from the Jade Sea. At Meereen they had taken on almost nothing, save food, water, and three locked chests containing coded letters, one each for Feathered Kiss, Cinnamon Wind, and Sweet Nutmeg. Their caution proved warranted; an autumn tempest sunk Sweet Nutmeg off the coast of Lys, and Cinnamon Wind would have joined her, if not for the skill of the captain and his crew, who jury-rigged a mast even as waves swept over the deck.
"Agreed," he said, sitting beside Sansa. By force of habit she turned her back on him, and he began combing his fingers through her hair, gently separating the long tresses into three sections before beginning to plait them. "It will take years to decode them, I'm afraid. Much as I trust Maester Perceval and Lonnel..."
"You'd rather read the letters first," she murmured, stifling a yawn. Small wonder she was tired, it was her wont to rise at dawn, if not earlier. For a short while they sat in companionable silence, his long fingers making quick work of the braid.
"And Lonnel's penmanship is an awful hen scratch," he admitted, securing the end of the braid with a leather tie from his pocket. Sansa turned, brushing the waist-length braid over her shoulder.
"I can help," she offered, her eyes searching his. "No, you wanted to read them first, of course..." her face brightened. "I'll sit up with you. I can work on the ones from Winterfell whilst you work on the ones from Sunspear."
Attempts to dissuade her fell on deaf ears, and so when the maid returned, it was to find them both at the writing desk, quills scratching away. Without saying a word Gilly hung a kettle over the fire, and soon there were two steaming cups of amber tea.
"There was really no need," Sansa protested as her maid added sugar to one of the cups. "Really, you should be abed."
"So should you, princess," Gilly replied, giving Olyvar a glare and giving his wife her cup of tea.
Even such mild impertinence was almost shocking, coming from his wife's maid. Servants generally did their work quietly, careful not to disturb their betters, but back at Sunspear he barely noticed Gilly, who avoided drawing attention at all costs. The wildling girl was as shy as a fawn and as skittish as a rabbit; when he thanked her for awaking him the night of Lord Robett's misguided kidnapping attempt, she looked as if she wanted to either sink through the floor or turn invisible.
Long months in Meereen slowly dulled her terror. By the time her son's second name day approached Gilly was brave enough to ask that Olyvar stand at her son's naming ceremony as one of his sworn protectors. Not bold enough to ask him herself, though, she'd beseeched Sansa's aid in making that request.
"It took all Gilly's nerve to ask me to stand for the child before the Mother," Sansa had sighed. "When Septa Lemore told her that a naming ceremony also required a sworn protector before the Father... men frighten her, still."
"I should think so. A girl of sixteen is rarely mother to a child of two by her own choice."
Sansa shuddered. "She speaks of it little, but what she lets slip is enough to curdle blood. She has never known fathers as anything but tyrants who either beat their children—" something flickered in her eyes, some awful knowledge, unspoken "—or utterly ignore them."
"My father was nothing like that," he replied, thinking of long hours listening to stories or practicing with the spear. Then he remembered, and his mouth twisted, a bitter taste upon his lips. "Uncle Oberyn was nothing like that. Rhaegar, on the other hand..."
Thoughts of his two fathers still occupied his mind on the day of the naming ceremony. Light filtered through the stained glass windows of the little sept as Septa Lemore anointed the babe with the first five of the seven oils. Then she stepped aside, permitting Sansa to bring forward the Mother's oil as the child squirmed in Gilly's arms, utterly confused as to what was going on, and doing his best to get free so he could run away.
Most babes slept through their naming ceremonies. The Faith of the Seven held that babes should be anointed and named on the same day as their birth, and in the Seven Kingdoms those who followed the old gods were in the habit of doing the same, though without the septon or the oils. Wildlings, however, apparently did not name their children until they reached the age of two. Odd, that. The child flailed as Sansa dabbed oil on his brow, accidentally smearing it down his nose.
A choked laugh echoed through the sept. Olyvar was accustomed to naming ceremonies, having attended them for all of his younger sisters, but Daenerys had never seen one before. Intrigued, the queen had declared her intention to attend the ceremony as soon as she heard of it. Prince Consort Aegor's gentle attempts to explain the brief, solemn nature of the ceremony had only piqued her interest, and so now they both stood in the first pew, with Ser Barristan Selmy of her queensguard at the door of the sept. Daenerys watched the ceremony as intently as if it were some mummer's show, though at least she had the sense to cover her smile as Olyvar stepped up to anoint the child with the Father's oil.
"I, Olyvar Sand, do swear by the Father to take this child under my protection," he said solemnly, dipping his thumb in the oil and pressing it gently to the child's brow. "I shall help him follow the light of the Seven, and should the Stranger take his kith and kin, I vow he shall have a place in my household until he does come of age."
The child blew a raspberry at him; it was Olyvar's turn to choke back a laugh as Gilly frowned, mortified.
"What is his name to be?" Septa Lemore asked, her lips quirked in a half smile as Olyvar returned to his place.
"Kit!" The toddler gurgled, waving a chubby fist. Beside him Sansa stifled a giggle; in her own pew Daenerys laughed aloud.
"Samrik, son of Gilly," the maid answered firmly.
Samrik was three now, as boisterous as he was curious. Over a year had passed since his naming ceremony on the fourth day of twelfth moon. Olyvar recalled it exactly because the next day was Sansa's fifteenth nameday, her first since they left Dorne. He'd arranged a small feast to mark the occasion, with singers and dancers and storytellers, and he'd hired the same ones again for her sixteenth nameday last week. Best not think of that.
With a heavy sigh Olyvar dipped his quill in ink and returned to his task. Lonnel had drilled the cipher into his head for weeks; he barely comprehended a single word as he unraveled the code one letter at a time. That was for the best; if he read whilst decoding, it would only slow him down. A brief glance at Sansa made him wonder if she did the same. Her brow was furrowed; was there bad news in her letters?
The longer they stayed in Meereen, the more he worried about Sansa. Many nights he awoke to find her drenched in sweat, drawing short, quick breaths that did nothing to fill her lungs. Her lips would open in a silent scream, and his arms would close tight about her waist as he pulled her to his chest and helped her count her breaths, his lips pressed against her hair.
When she could speak again, she told him of her dreams. Nightmares, in truth. Goosebumps rose on his arms, and the hairs on the back of his neck bristled. As a youth he put little stock in portents, omens, or harbingers. Dreams were naught but the confused imaginings of the sleeping mind, strange and inexplicable, but meaningless. Now... well, learning that he only lived and breathed because Sansa had dreamt of his mother's death cast rather a different light on things.
And what an ominous light it cast. Some of Sansa's nightmares were memories twisted by fear, echoes of the horrors she'd seen and dangers she'd faced. Her father's blood seeping into the steps of Baelor, her sister's scream as a man swung at her with a sword, her own terror as a crossbowman pointed his bow at her. But the rest of them... she dreamt the world was a frozen wasteland, consumed by blizzards, stalked by dead men and their unnatural masters. She dreamt of empty bellies and hollow eyes, of biting winds and sheets of snow that suffocated beasts in their cold embrace.
Seven save us, when winter comes. Olyvar glanced across the table, at Sansa still scratching away with her quill. Much as her dreams terrified her, he knew she yearned for home. She thrived in the cool winds that chased the Dornish from the terraces, she longed for the snows of Winterfell much as Deziel yearned for the orchards of Lemonwood. And Olyvar wanted to take them home, he did, but returning to Westeros...
He shook his head to clear it. Focus on the letters. The sooner he finished translating them, the sooner he could abandon the stiff chair for the soft featherbed. The Hour of the Stranger came and went; his fingers began to cramp. It was well into the night when they finally finished and retired to bed, each holding a stack of parchments. Olyvar climbed in first, and he stared intently at the first letter from mother Ellaria as Sansa slipped off her bedrobe and slid beneath the blankets, clad only in a thick wool shift.
"What news from Dorne?" She asked.
"The sailors were wrong," he replied, tears beginning to well behind his eyes. "Arianne gave birth before Uncle Doran died, not after. He was able to hold the babe and give blessings before he passed." He rubbed the tears away, determined not to lose his composure. The seven days of mourning were long past, as were the seven months of daily prayers for the dead, and Doran would not want him to weep for the end of his uncle's suffering.
The rest of the letter was less upsetting, being filled with happier news. Obara was learning to joust so "she might show little Elia how it is properly done." Elia's devotion to the lance had not ebbed since his departure, and in fact only grew stronger after her encounter with Brienne of Tarth. He suspected one of the more recent letters would report broken bones and a prolonged estrangement betwixt his most martially inclined sisters, Seven help him.
Sarella remained in Oldtown, forging links at a steady pace whilst the maesters persisted in their obliviousness to her deception. At the moment she was studying the higher mysteries in hopes of forging a link of Valyrian steel. Back in Sunspear, Obella, now flowered, had taken to playing cyvasse with her cousin Trystane and Princess Myrcella, when she wasn't busy writing poetry. Her subjects were a different knight every time the moon turned. In hopes of providing an appropriate target for her daughter's blossoming affections, mother Ellaria had begun searching for a good match amongst the younger sons and bastards of Dorne, and asked Olyvar to inform her of any likely candidates. He would have to ponder that later.
His youngest sisters remained at the Water Gardens with mother Elia. Dorea had outgrown her tiny morningstar, and was now trying to decide whether she wanted a bigger one, or whether a mace might suit her better. Finally, Loreza progressed steadily in her lessons, and was determinedly working on two embroidered handkerchiefs, one for her brother Olly, and one for her goodsister the princess Sansa. No doubt he would find them in one of the chests from Sunspear sitting on the floor.
Meria's first letter from King's Landing was a misery, her second an ordeal. The words blurred together as he read, paragraph after paragraph of the names of lords and ladies and knights and patricians, their names and holdings and grievances. He would need to make himself a chart later, if he was to have any hope of remembering even half of them.
Lord Randyll Tarly's siege of Storm's End continued, though Meria believed it would end before the year was out. He would need to check her most recent letter. As of fifth moon, Meria reported that the Stormlands were an utter mess of petty infighting and simmering feuds, thanks to the divide betwixt the supporters of Stannis and Renly and the consequences of having no lord paramount for over two years.
That would soon change, however. Lord Ronnel Penrose meant to put forth a claim to Storm's End based upon his marriage to Argella Baratheon, sister of Lord Ormund Baratheon and great-aunt of Robert Baratheon. Meria thought his claim likely to succeed, as his grandsons were of the closest descent from the Baratheon line. Better yet, the Penroses unanimously despised Stannis, blaming him for the death of Ronnel's younger son, Ser Cortnay.
Succession issues also plagued the Westerlands. House Brax had lost almost every member of its main line during the War of Five Kings, and Lord Flement Brax, the old lord's third son, still struggled to establish his authority, what with having a Frey wife who apparently boasted of the Red Wedding to all and sundry. The new Lord Lydden was deeply unpopular; not only had Joffrey Lydden reduced Deep Den's charity to the Faith and begun hanging every poacher, he'd also raised rents and scourged a septon who dared give sermons against greed. The new Lord Jast was a boy of five with only a sickly mother to guard him from ambitious uncles; the old Lord Banefort was a vigorous man in his sixties, until his health went into a sharp decline. Both his sons had perished in battle, followed soon after by the death of his beloved wife in a riding accident. Now his heirs were a pair of middle-aged daughters, both widowed with children, and an assortment of male cousins.
Olyvar almost pitied Cersei Lannister. The queen must be running herself ragged trying to hold the Westerlands together and prepare for winter. Grand Maester Pycelle's maid said that letters arrived from the castellan of Casterly Rock every fortnight, no doubt reporting the many needs of the Westerlands to the Lady of the Rock. Despite Meria's success at drawing information from the queen whilst she was in her cups, she remained close-mouthed about Casterly Rock. Once Cersei had complained about some issues with sewage filling the cells beneath the Rock, and blamed her brother Tyrion's incompetence, but then she'd gone oddly silent. Stricken by the reminder of his loss, perhaps, though gossip said there was little love between them.
On and on the letters went, crammed full of news and scandal from the Reach and the Crownlands, even the Vale, but Olyvar could take no more of it, not now. His eyelids fluttered shut, and for a while he dozed. It was still dark outside when he awoke to a loud gasp of horror, and turned to see Sansa engrossed in a letter, her mouth agape.
"What is it?" He slurred, his head muddled.
"Lord Bolton's bastard tried to kidnap Arya."
He shook his head, trying to clear away the stupor. "What? Did he get her? Is she well?"
Sansa turned to him, eyes wide. "No, he- she cut the bastard's throat, and then she cut off his head and threw it at Lord Bolton."
Olyvar blinked. "She did what."
"Lord Bolton surrendered, and when he tried to flee his own smallfolk killed him. Everyone thinks Arya did it, there's a song and everything. And Arya hates it." She gave a nervous giggle. "She asks that I write her a better one, or 'stupid people will sing “The Beautiful Bane of the Boltons” at me until I'm old and grey.' Then Arya says now she understands why I didn't like 'The Radiant Red Wolf,' and she's sorry she didn't show more sympathy."
Sansa drew a shuddering breath, tears filling her eyes. "She... I... she's growing up so fast, she's almost fourteen now, and I haven't seen her since she was ten, and it's all my fault, if I hadn't fallen in the river, if I hadn't chosen to stay when Brienne offered to bring me home..."
Gently he put an arm around her, letting her sob into his chest. It was not the first time she'd wept for her family, nor would it be the last. He thought she'd made the best decisions she could, and had told her so before, but guilt and reason were strangers. All he could do was hold her, which he did until her tears ceased, and a fanciful notion seized him.
"I know what you need," he said, giving her a look that was full of mischief. "Deziel set the cooks to attempting to make crispels for his breakfast, stuffed with orange custard. He said yesterday's were almost acceptable, and he hoped they'd have them properly made today. The dough should be ready by now, I would think."
Sansa laughed, half appalled, half eager. "No, no, you cannot go stealing Ser Deziel's dainties."
"Would a knight commit theft?" Olyvar asked, feigning horror as he placed a hand on his chest. "Seven forbid. I am merely preventing a beloved friend from falling prey to the dreadful sin of gluttony."
"How noble of you," Sansa said, eyes sparkling, dimples in her cheeks. That decided it. He was out of bed in a flash, pulling on a long tunic and sliding his feet into slippers. He closed the door behind him to the sound of Sansa's halfhearted protests. Brienne of Tarth and Ser Symon Wyl had the night watch; Lady Brienne gave a startled laugh at Olyvar's mussed hair and wrinkled clothes, whilst Ser Symon merely stared at him, implacable.
Olyvar took the steps two at a time as he descended to the kitchens. The cooks were up to their elbows in dough, preparing the morning bread. With the application of his best High Valyrian and a little coin, Olyvar soon found himself watching from a corner as a burly cook fried two crispels, filled them with custard, basted them in a honey, and handed them over.
Sansa was half dozing when he returned, her long frame sprawled across half of the bed in a most unladylike and rather endearing way. He hated to wake her, but the crispels really were better warm. Ah well, he might as well amuse her.
"My lady fair!" He announced with a flourish, sweeping a low bow whilst carefully balancing the tray with the other hand. "Behold! I return from the perilous quest unharmed, and bearing treasures from distant lands!"
Sweet as the crispels were, they were not half so sweet as the sound of Sansa's laughter.
Alas, their childish antics proved but a brief respite from their cares over the next few days. Olyvar and Sansa had thought they would have perhaps four months to compose answers to the letters they had received as they waited for the swan ships to sail to Yi Ti and back. Chatana Qhoru dashed those hopes asunder when she bluntly informed him that none of the Summer Islander captains were willing to sail any further east.
It seemed that an unusual number of ships were vanishing in the Cinnamon Straits that lay betwixt the Summer Sea and the Jade Sea. Pleased as they were with their ample profits from the last voyage, the captains were not willing to risk their ships against this new corsair king. Olyvar could not blame them. In tenth month word had come of the sacking of Port Moraq; the corsairs had burned half the docks to the ground, the green flames burning for days. Most blamed wildfire, but Quhuru Mo, captain of the Cinnamon Wind had very, very quietly told Olyvar that a few spoke of seeing a dragon, one with wings of bronze and jade, the same colors as that of Rhaegal, the only one of Daenerys' three dragons whom Olyvar had never seen. He would have to press her harder about the dragon's whereabouts, though the notion made him uneasy.
That was a problem for later. First he must decide what to say in the reports he sent back to Sunspear. Chatana Qhoru and her fellows had given him three weeks, the time it would take for them to make repairs and fill their holds in Meereen before sailing west. His thoughts whirled round and round like ships in a storm as he prepared a cold compress for Sansa, abed with a sick headache as she often was during her moonblood.
"You look as miserable as I feel," she groaned as he gently laid the damp cloth on her head. "At least Viserion will be in a good mood today." She made a face. "I'm trying, I really am, and I still can't sway him from his dislike."
"You can't make everyone love you," he teased. "It would be unfair. Don't take it to heart, he's an ill-tempered beast. If it makes you feel any better, remember that you may not be able to sway a dragon, but you can sway his rider as you please."
To his annoyance, Viserion did seem pleased by Sansa's absence. When he brought the dragon out into one of the small yards outside the Great Pyramid he twined about Olyvar like a cat, letting him scratch beneath his chin as heat rippled off his scales. Though Viserion was yet too small to bear Olyvar's weight, he could feel their bond deepening as his senses grew attuned to the dragon's emotions and intent. Still, he could not actually speak to the dragon, not like Sansa could. Oh, he spoke to the dragon aloud, conversing to him as he would to an unruly, heavily armed younger sister, but he wished he could hear the dragon's responses as words, not blurs of meaning.
"She healed your neck, you ingrate," he reminded Viserion as he rubbed oil over the dragon's scales, working it into the dry spots in his crest and spines. "And she helped convince your mother to let you fly free. You could be more friendly."
Viserion blew his nostrils, shooting a slender jet of pale gold flame.
"I know it hurt, that's not her fault. You don't have to like her, but you will carry her with me someday."
The response was rather akin to a shrug of amusement, laced with contempt. Perhaps it was all the autumn rains that vexed him. As Viserion disliked flying in the rain, he spent most of his time back in the dragonpit under the pyramid, sulking and clawing at the walls of his hated lair. At least he wasn't melting the doors anymore.
Thankfully the skies were clear today. As soon as Olyvar finished with the oil, Viserion flexed his wings and took off with a glad shriek, rising above the city until he found a current of warm air. With a sigh Olyvar leaned against a hitching rail, watching the way the sun shimmered off the dragon's wings.
"Fancy seeing you here," a languid voice remarked.
"Didn't I tell you?" A wry voice answered. "Crispel thieves prefer to hide in plain sight."
Olyvar resisted the urge to heave a deep, heavy, beleaguered sigh. He'd known they'd find him sooner or later, he'd just hoped it would be later. Girding up his courage, he turned to face his unwanted visitors.
His sister Nym lounged upon a bench near the base of the pyramid, daintily nibbling at a half-eaten crispel. Deziel sat beside her, eyeing fingers sticky with honey before shrugging and licking them clean.
"Is it theft if the thief immediately confesses?" Olyvar asked, taking a seat beside them. "You were never going to eat six of them in one go, your belly would have ached for days. Would you have preferred that I awake you to ask permission first?"
Deziel winced. "Gods, no. What, am I a phoenix, to rise at dawn from the ashes of the night? No one should arise before the Hour of the Crone, unless at dire need. I retract my accusations, lest you take the lesson that telling the truth is to be feared."
Now it was Olyvar's turn to wince. Though they'd slowly mended their friendship during their time in Meereen, Deziel was of the mind that forgiving did not mean forgetting, though he only rarely pricked Olyvar with reminders of their quarrel.
"Why must you keep bringing that up?" Olyvar asked, annoyed.
"For your own good," Deziel said, eyes solemn. "Kings oft fall into the habit of justifying their every whim, and I'll not have that for my dearest friend."
"I'm not a king."
"Not yet," said Nym, her dark eyes scanning the yard, making sure no one was listening in. An unnecessary precaution, given how quickly the yard emptied whenever Viserion was present. "And why is that, dear brother?"
"Because I don't want to be a king," Olyvar snapped, keeping his voice low. "Because I don't know if I can trust my dragon, or if I can trust Queen Daenerys. Because claiming a crown means starting a war. Because winter is coming, and fighting amongst ourselves will only lead to ruin."
Look at the children, Olyvar, Uncle Doran's voice whispered. The children are the realm, and you must remember them, in everything you do.
He could not stop remembering them. Ser Gulian Qorgyle spoke eagerly of rebuilding Dorne with royal coin, and Olyvar saw chubby little King Tommen, only ten, his head bludgeoned to pieces. Ser Symon Wyl spoke coldly of vengeance against the Lannisters, and Olyvar saw gentle, clever Myrcella lying in a pool of blood. Lady Toland spoke mildly of raising armies, and Olyvar saw countless orphans wailing in the Water Gardens.
A hand shook him by the shoulder. "Stop daydreaming," Nym scolded. "You've ducked and dodged this conversation for weeks, and I've had enough of it. Much as I love idling with Jennelyn day after day, I am weary of wandering unfamiliar streets."
"We all are," Deziel added. "There is only so much hunting and hawking and training a man can take. Were you less loved, I think Ser Symon would be forcing you to make a decision at dagger point. I want to go home, Olly. I want to see my brother and my cousins, I want to show Brienne the orchards before I talk the poor lady's ear off telling her about them."
"Sansa said her ladies were content."
Nym snorted. "As much as we can be. The Seven truly blessed you; your wife is the most pleasant company I've ever enjoyed, save for Jennelyn and her sister. It almost made suffering Daenerys tolerable, before she decided to ignore us. Even so, we long for hearth and home as much as the men do."
"Daenerys is another concern. She still speaks of the Iron Throne as if it were her birthright."
Deziel rubbed at his eyes. "That cannot be helped. So far as she knew, she and her brother were the only Targaryens in the world. Now she knows the truth. You cannot let her dreams deter you from your claim."
Olyvar scowled at him. "I'm less concerned about her dreams and more concerned about her armies."
"Oh?" Nym asked, tossing her dark braid over her shoulder. "What of them?"
Though he knew she questioned him to make him think, he still misliked her careless tone. "What of the thousands of Unsullied, the Golden Company and the rest of the sellswords, the devoted freedmen she might raise as levies? What of the red priest with his foresight and the black dragon who looms overhead like the specter of death? I don't know, Nym, why would I possibly be worried about them? I'm sure Daenerys would be delighted if we stole one of her dragons and fled in the night! No, she wouldn't possibly catch word of our plans, let alone have us arrested and executed!"
He stood, his anger driving him to pace. "Even if we got away clean, she might send ships in pursuit. Or she might finally claim Drogon and descend upon us with fire and blood. When we left Dorne all of you entrusted your lives to me, I would not throw them away to win myself a crown."
"We knew the risks of facing a dragon queen," said Deziel. "If not the full reason why Prince Doran saw fit to send us across the sea. A Dornish king upon the Iron Throne is worth my life."
"And mine," said Nym.
Olyvar stared at them, appalled. "Have you forgotten the Targaryen blood that runs in my veins? The blood of Aegon the Conqueror, whose rage turned half of Dorne to desolation? The blood of Viserys the First, whose amiable negligence led to the Dance of the Dragons? The blood of Aegon the Fourth, whose deliberate malice tore the realm asunder with decades of Blackfyre rebellions? The blood of Rhaegar, whose selfish obsession with prophecy led to the rape of young Lyanna, her death in childbed, and the slaughter of poor Jonquil and Gawaen?"
"Evil men, all of them," Nym agreed. "Every house has had its monsters and its fools, the Targaryens more than most. But unless you've been concealing a desperate desire to wed Meria—"
Olyvar made a disgusted noise, nauseated by the very idea.
"Exactly. You are not a Targaryen in any way but that of blood." Her mouth twisted. "No more than I am a Vhassar, utterly useless for aught but managing slaves and whining about how tiring it is to manage slaves."
"Let us say that you step aside for Daenerys to press her claim," said Deziel. "Yes, Daenerys has proved amiable enough, if ignorant of Westeros. She is still a woman, which is enough to set many lords' teeth on edge, the utter fools. Not only that, but she is a godless foreigner who worships neither the old gods or the new. She rarely speaks the common tongue, and then with a Tyroshi accent. She cannot control the black dragon, nor escape the fact that she took one as her husband. Oh, and despite two years of attempts she has yet to successfully birth a babe or show any interest in naming you or Meria as her successors should she prove unable to bear a living child.”
"Fair," Olyvar allowed begrudgingly. "Yet what if I press my claim? I am Dornish, and look it, which will bring disdain from the marcher lords. Even those who do not harbor disdain for Dorne are like to call me a feigned boy, Gaemon Palehair come again, a mere pretender."
"I think riding upon Viserion might quell such doubts," Nym chuckled.
"Yes, I have bonded with Viserion, and someday I shall ride upon his back. But for every smallfolk who speaks of dragons with wonder, there's another who speaks of the storming of the Dragonpit and the holiness of the Shepherd whose mob slew four dragons in a single night."
"A ray of sunshine, is our Olyvar," Deziel said dryly, shaking his head as he rose to his feet. "Always looking on the bright side. Seven save us, I've not seen you so miserable since Princess Sansa's name day."
"Leave off," Olyvar warned.
“As your grace commands.” And with an irrevent bow, Deziel departed, doubtless intending to hunt down Brienne for a midday ride. Too bad that she was guarding Sansa until the Hour of the Maiden, and then planned to spar with the Kingslayer so as to educate her gaggle of adoring squires. Had Deziel asked, Olyvar would have told him, but as he had not... well, it was fair repayment for Dez searching him out, haranguing him, and then leaving him alone with his sister.
Nym raised a thin eyebrow; he could almost hear the lecture already. "Speaking of your lady wife..."
"Haven't I enough to dwell on?" he told her, his stomach tying itself in knots. Nym's gaze softened, and she gave him a sisterly embrace. A brief talk about the letters from Ellaria, and then Nym took her leave, muttering something about root of hellebore. Good, he thought as he stared across the yard, observing the trickle of activity beginning now that the dragon was gone. Olyvar was in no mood to be teased about that again.
Deziel had nearly laughed his head off when Olyvar confided that he had absolutely no intention of pressing his marital rights with his wife now that she had come of age. Bad enough that he'd trapped Sansa in a marriage because he failed to realize there were other ways to rescue her from King's Landing. Yes, she had trusted him enough not to flee with Brienne, but that was because she wanted to meet Princess Elia, not because she found him a desirable husband. And when she stayed with him and sailed to Meereen, that was because she felt it was her duty to use her skinchanging to help protect the North from the peril of dragons.
True, sometimes he wistfully wondered if his wife had grown fond of him. Sansa laughed at even the worst of his japes, and seemed to enjoy his company. But then, so did mother Ellaria. Sansa came to him when she needed advice, she entrusted him with her dreams and nightmares alike. But then, so did his younger sisters. Sansa was always touching him, brief touches during the day, and long ones when she curled against him at night, both of them well covered by shifts and stockings. But then, so did her cat; he couldn’t avoid the ginger menace leaping on his lap at every opportunity. Besides, all her touches were chaste and modest, not preludes to something more. Although, there had been an odd moment, after her nameday feast...
Olyvar shoved away the memory of bright eyes gazing at him, of lips slightly parted as Sansa leaned up, hesitating for what felt like hours before kissing him on the cheek. You must think of the consequences of your actions, you cannot afford to be as reckless as your father, mother Elia had said. That was why he could not kiss Sansa as he wished, nor ask her whether they should consummate the marriage. He could not risk her agreeing out of some sense of obligation, he could not, must not take advantage of her kind nature, he could not ask her to seal herself to him when they were trapped together thousands of leagues from Westeros. Sansa was sweet to everyone, he must not delude himself that she was secretly longing for him as he had begun to long for her.
The sound of approaching footsteps disturbed his thoughts. When he saw who it was, Olyvar bit back a groan. He might miss being constantly swarmed by his sisters and the other children of the Water Gardens, but Seven save him, couldn't a man have some solitude so he might think in peace?
"Well met, cousin," Aegor Blackfyre called when he drew near.
"Well met," Olyvar answered, resisting the unworthy impulse to shove the prince consort into the horse trough. Aegor might be amiable and well-educated, and Olyvar might enjoy their informative discussions of law and history and governance, but when Aegor sought him out at odd times of the day, it only meant one thing. "How is Queen Daenerys?"
The prince consort’s handsome face crumpled as he sank onto the bench, his indigo eyes rimmed with red. "Well enough. She's meeting with her Unsullied today."
"And?" Olyvar prompted.
A heavy sigh; Aegor ran his hands through his fine silver hair. "Her moonblood has returned."
"And... that's... bad?" Olyvar asked, confused. He'd thought Queen Daenerys had agreed to pause her attempts at conceiving an heir, to give her body time to heal after she miscarried again, back in fifth moon.
"Her last moonblood was over two moons ago, and Irri said she bled more heavily than usual when it began last night. Too heavily for a moonblood."
Oh. He slung an arm over Aegor's shoulders, letting his distant kinsman lean against him as he wept in silence. Damn his father, and his foster father too. Illyrio Mopatis and Jon Connington should be here for Aegor, soothing his hurts and giving him counsel. Instead they'd given him retainers, men and women so loyal, so proud of their Young Griff, that he could not bear to disappoint them by showing any sign of weakness.
How vile it was, to raise a child saddled beneath the heavy weight of so many expectations. Septa Lemore expected Aegor to be as pious as Baelor the Blessed. Haldon Halfmaester expected Aegor to be as learned as Jaehaerys the Conciliator. Ser Jon Connington expected Aegor to play the harp like Rhaegar, fight like Prince Aemon the Dragonknight, and become a greater king than any Targaryen ever was. Perfection they had asked for, and perfection they had received, and now Aegor paid the price. He dared not even show vulnerability to his wife, for fear Daenerys would despise him.
"At least Daenerys took the news well?" He ventured, when Aegor stopped shaking and sat up once more, his back straight as an arrow as he wiped his cheeks with the handkerchief Olyvar had given him.
"I didn't tell her. She had not suspected she might be with child; why crush her hopes once more?"
Olyvar listened sympathetically as Aegor poured forth a litany of woes. Daenerys was pushing herself too hard, taking on more and more of the burdens Aegor usually shouldered as her Hand. Almost every day she held court or met with her council, trying to determine what, if anything, the queen should do about the chaos in Myr, Tyrosh, and Lys. And the triarchs of Volantis were threatening war, when they weren't busy trying to quash the unrest amongst their own people. Aegor feared the coming election would be a bloody one; the red high priest Moqorro had seen a vision of three tigers roaring within a cage of black stone walls.
"Dany turned so pale I thought she might faint, but the next moment she was making japes as if nothing were wrong,” he sighed. “One would think she expects her counselors to turn on her if she shows any dismay. Well, the Shavepate might, but he’s been troublesome enough already, and the rest love her as much as I do. Why can she not see it?
“If I were king,” Aegor said bitterly, “I could order her to rest, and to return some of the burdens she’s claimed from me. Alas, I am not, and the last time we argued about it, she told me she knew her own strength and would not be usurped by her consort.”
"Really?" Olyvar frowned. That was rather unreasonable, given that she was the one who made Aegor her Hand in the first place. How dare he… seek to lighten her load by fulfilling the responsibilities she'd given him?
“I’m sorry,” he replied. “Sansa wondered why the queen spent so little time with us of late.” Though Olyvar and his wife still dined with the queen and prince consort once or twice a month, Daenerys otherwise ignored the Dornish retinue, a snub that had not gone unnoticed by the lords and ladies.
“Oh, come now,” Aegor said with a flash of irritation. “Would you add to her burdens? I see no point in her suffering through more needlework; I know the customs and courtesies of Westeros well enough for both of us.”
“You know them well,” Olyvar allowed. “Your lady wife will want your help again, when this frenzy passes.”
“All she wants from me is a child,” said Aegor, a scowl marring his face. “If she’s not with her council she’s with her Dothraki ladies, or her scribes, or her Unsullied; the only time I have her to myself is when she comes to bed late in the evening. And then we barely speak; I feel less like a husband than a stallion put out to stud.”
Olyvar stared at him for a moment, taken aback. “Uh….” What on earth could one say? His tutors never instructed him on how to counsel a man suffering marital troubles, let alone difficulties in laying with one’s wife. “I… will pray to the Father and Mother to help set matters aright?”
Aegor clapped him on the back and stood, giving him a rueful smile. “As shall I. My thanks for letting me fill your ear.” He paused, thoughtful. “I am glad to return the favor at need.”
“A kind offer, and one I shall keep in mind.” As if his mind wasn’t packed full to bursting already.
“See that you do. In the meantime, I suppose I’ll have to think of a suitable nameday gift for you.”
Finally, mercifully alone, Olyvar lay back on the bench, looking up at the scattered clouds. In the distance he heard Viserion shriek; the white dragon enjoyed riding upon the winds, his wings as graceful as a swan ship’s sails.
My nameday… gods, it would be here soon, scant days before the ships set sail. Crone, help me, he prayed. Olyvar would need all her wisdom to decide what he must do.
Notes:
I love tormenting sweet dorky Olyvar. Love problems, existential angst, terrible friends who plague him…. 😂
Aegor: my wife doesn’t talk to me unless she wants me to fuck her
Olyvar, a mostly-virgin wholly unprepared for this conversation: uhhh thoughts and prayers? (Sincere)
The last chapter got… way less comments than usual. Trying not to be ungrateful, but it really bummed me out, especially since figuring out the lore took so much time/energy.
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129: Sansa IV
130: Jon V
131: Arya VI
132: Edythe II
133: Dany VNOTES
1) Meria only started using the yellow wax and toad of her name sake as her personal seal *after* she found out her birth name and heritage. Everyone has their weird coping mechanisms.
2) Yes, Samrik is named after Sam :)
In my interpretation of Free Folk culture, giving a child the exact name as a loved one is considered unlucky. For example, Tormund's sons are Toregg and Torwynd, not Tormund Jr. There is no existing character named Samrik; the most common endings for male Free Folk names are -mund/-mond/-mun, -en/-on/-yn, -el/-ell, -wynd/-wyn/-wyl, -ick, -ger, or -ard.
Well, Samund/Samond/Samun/ Samyn/Samen/Samon are all out because it's a baby, not dinner for a bear. Samel/Samell/Samwyl is too close to Samwell, Samwynd/Samwyn sounded stupid, Sammick is a sandwich, and Samger/Samard are even goofier. So, Samrik.
3) Please observe the hilarious contrast between what Meria and Olyvar expect Cersei to do versus what she’s actually doing.
4) Crispels are essentially medieval doughnuts, thin pastry cut before being fried and then basted with warm honey. The touch of having them filled with orange custard was a bit of whimsy I couldn't resist.
5) Root of hellebore was one medieval remedy for lovesickness. Uh... at least Nymeria wants to help?
6) This fic is now longer than ASOS and ADWD. The fuck?
Chapter 129: Sansa IV
Chapter Text
"How is it my nameday already?"
Olyvar groaned, holding his head in his hands. His eyes stared blearily at the many drafts of letters cluttering their writing desk; in the distance the red temple's bells rang the ninth hour of the day. She was glad that the days were beginning to lengthen again, now that the solstice was come and gone.
Sansa gazed upon her husband's tousled waves of steel-grey hair, her fingers itching to comb out the tangles. "Shall we to the sept?" She offered, yawning as she got out of bed and pulled on her bedrobe. Buttons chirped as he leaped down with her, rubbing his soft fur against her ankles as she scratched his ears. "Perhaps lighting another candle to the Crone might help."
"A sweet thought, my lady, but no. I already lit candles at the Hour of the Crone."
While Sansa enjoyed rising with the dawn, her husband oft stayed up late, reading or playing cyvasse or whatever else struck his fancy, and as such, preferred to sleep a few hours past sunrise, like most nobles did. Olyvar must be more anxious than she thought, if he was already awake at sixth hour to pray and make offerings. The swan ships would depart tomorrow, carrying reports and letters written in code, bound for Sunspear and Winterfell. The reports were finished, as were the personal letters to their kin, but the letters to their liege lords...
With a sigh Sansa draped herself over Olyvar's shoulders, her chest pressing against his back as she embraced him lightly, then kissed the top of his head. It was the same comfort she might give Robb or Arya, yet it was not received the same. Her husband flinched away, giving an uneasy laugh as he rubbed the back of his neck.
"You, uh, startled me, my lady," said Olyvar.
"My apologies, ser," said Sansa.
"Mrr!" said Buttons, and launched himself onto Olyvar's lap, completely unconcerned with two-legger business.
A pot of tea already sat on the table, as did two cups, one drunk down to the dregs, the other clean and empty. As she poured steaming tea into both cups, Sansa eyed her husband from beneath her eyelashes. He did not look startled. He looked uncomfortable. His cheeks were a darker golden than usual, as were the tips of his ears, and his breathing was oddly ragged.
"Breathe in and count to four," she told him, the soft sound of Arya's voice echoing in her head. With a beleaguered look Olyvar obeyed, following her count as he drew a long, steady breath, then let it back out.
"That's my job," he said, when his breaths were calm and even. Almost absentmindedly he began petting the purring ginger cat.
"And why should I not return the favor?" She contemplated his cup, then added several spoonfuls of sugar before placing it in front of him. "Truly, it is a relief, to help you as you have helped me."
"At least I've helped someone," he muttered. A few sips of tea soon perked him up, and Olyvar began sorting the letters into piles. "If Daenerys reads these letters I'll have helped us all into our graves."
"She won't read them," Sansa said, with a confidence she did not quite understand. She knew she was right, but why? For a moment she hesitated, thoughts churning as she considered what she knew from her time with the queen and from her time slipping inside the skins of Buttons and the other animals that roamed the pyramid.
"The risk of being caught is too great, Queen Daenerys might lose what chance she thinks she has of winning support from Dorne. Her spymaster is a red priest who reads flames, not a eunuch who reads letters. And..." she plucked at the end of her braid as she thought, slipping loose the leather tie as she began unweaving the braid. "What are we to her, when she has so many other concerns?" Her lips tightened. "Daenerys thinks you weak, she's made that clear enough."
"She may be right."
"She is not," Sansa flared. "Would a weakling have faced the Mountain? Would a craven have dared free me from the Lannisters' clutches, or sail across the sea to face the Mother of Dragons?"
"That's different."
She stared at Olyvar, at the air of despondence and defeat hanging off him like a lover. She meant to hold her tongue, but indignant fury overwhelmed her and the words spilled out. "Pride may be a sin, but so is false humility. Do you think my lord father never doubted himself, never feared the outcome of his actions? Every day and night he served as Hand was a torment, yet he persisted nonetheless. King Robert never fretted over anything; would you say that made him strong?"
She could feel the blood rushing to her face, her cheeks hot as the hearth, yet she could not stop. "You would be thrice the king that Robert was, and it would be because you nurture doubts, because you actually give a damn!"
I didn't mean to say that. Horrified, Sansa covered her mouth with her hands, wishing she could melt into the floor. Now it was Olyvar's turn to stare at her, as wide-eyed as if she'd taken his spear and stabbed him through the heart.
"Oh, what a queen you'd be," he sighed in a wistful tone. Then it was his turn to blush, and he cleared his throat. "Not that you will be, of course. Unless..." He paused, looking very angry with himself. "No. I swore you would be free to annul the marriage as soon as we step foot in the Seven Kingdoms, and I am no oathbreaker." He stood. "I may have promised to spar with Deziel, if you will excuse me?"
He bowed, and fairly ran out the door before she could think of what to say. Sansa wished him luck sparring in his bed slippers; hopefully Ser Deziel had a pair of shoes to loan her runaway knight. May have, indeed. That he survived months in King's Landing without revealing himself was an utter marvel. A true knight, and my husband, but only for the nonce, she thought sadly. At least she could keep him whilst they remained across the sea; Seven forbid Daenerys should get the notion of taking a second prince consort as her ancestors once took a second queen.
Yet if she refused to leave him... if she stood by him and became his queen... Sansa rested her elbows on the table, and cupped her face in her hands. She'd passed many long hours dwelling upon where her duty lay. Robb's letters did not speak of annulments and betrothals, but his displeasure with her marriage seeped through his words all the same. He was her brother, her king, and it was his right to give her hand in marriage. Hadn't she told Arya that marriage alliances were how they might help Robb avenge their father? And now Arya was resigned to a betrothal she despised, promised to a man who'd said she should have called her guards, not slit Ramsay Snow's throat herself. How could Sansa let her sister do that which she was not willing to do herself?
But then, Arya had not sworn to the old gods, not as she had. Sansa shivered as she remembered leaves whispering of blood and tears, of a direwolf and a queen. The old gods had heard her childish prayers, they had given her power, they had given her seeds so she might repay their gift. And she planted them faithfully, until she lost her seeds, until she'd been dragged back to the Red Keep in chains. Even then Sansa tried to uphold her oath; for months she'd sacrificed to the weirwood, desperate to bring forth fruit and seeds, yet she'd spilled her blood to no avail. At least Ellaria said the seven weirwood cuttings were growing well in Sunspear, though the gardeners remained unsettled at her request that they anoint the roots with offal from the butchers.
She'd dared not try to bring a sapling aboard the ship, and to her dismay no weirwoods grew along the Dragon's Bay. Was that why slipping her skin grew harder as the long months dragged by? Were the old gods angry with her for abandoning their trees and their lands? Or was it a sign that they wanted her to consummate her marriage with Olyvar, and so uphold her sacred oath? Again she remembered a barren hill top ringed with stumps, red eyes shining like blood in a bone-white face. Weirwood child, wolf child, the dwarf woman said, the queen and her sworn sword. The sworn sword was Arya; didn't that mean the queen must be Sansa? The thought terrified and thrilled her in equal measure.
Selfish girl, an elegant voice whispered, each syllable pregnant with malice. Duty does not make your pulse race and your belly quiver. Oaths do not fill your dreams with wanton desires and lewd imaginings. The little dove is no more than a cat in heat, desperate for some man to slake her lust.
"M'lady? Did you still want your bath?"
Sansa turned. Steam rose from a copper tub filled nigh to the brim with hot water. Gilly stood beside it, one hand holding a leatherbound tome, the other keeping hold of Samrik, lest he start splashing.
"Yes, of course. Thank you, Gilly."
While the maid helped her out of her bedrobe and her shift, Sansa listened patiently as Samrik counted to ten, first in northron, then in the common tongue, sometimes pausing to babble happy nonsense or clap his chubby hands. By the time Sansa slid into the tub, he'd moved on to following Buttons around the room, the cat keeping just out of reach lest he suffer a yanked tail.
The warmth of the bath curled around Sansa like a cloak as Gilly began to read aloud from the book, hesitantly as usual. The gods only knew why a wildling maid was so set on reading, but at least it gave Gilly something to do when she lacked other employment. Besides, the sound of her voice was soothing, like falling rain or leaves rustling in a breeze.
The sound of a roaring, cheering crowd outside her window was less soothing, though not surprising. The queen must have set out for a morning ride. By now surely every freedman in Meereen knew Queen Daenerys’s face, with how often she rode through the city. Could the smallfolk of King's Landing say the same of Cersei? Somehow, Sansa felt rather dubious about that. How shocked she'd been, those long months at the hollow hill, when one by one the smallfolk told her they'd never seen a high lord. Only a few had ever seen the petty lord whose land they tilled; those who labored in his fields were watched by the same bailiffs who collected the rent, paid in bushels of grain, chickens, fish, and so on.
A lord's reputation came from his judgments, from the sort of bailiffs he kept, from the reports of the servants who worked in his keep. The clubfoot smith, Ronnel, had sung the praises of Lord Jonos Bracken, who, despite his whoring, was known for giving his folk a fair hearing when they came before him. He'd been proud to see his sons fight under the red stallion banner, much as he feared for them. Meanwhile, Anguy the archer had left the Dornish marches for fear of Lord Ashford's bailiffs, who didn’t even bother to call witnesses before they punished the accused, cutting off the hands of thieves and putting out the eyes of poachers. When Sansa asked why he'd not appealed to Lord Ashford when he held court, Anguy's bitter laugh was so long it turned to tears. Then there was Celia, the old grandmother from Sherrer, who wept not a single tear after the Mountain slew the knight of her holdfast. All knew Ser Pate beat his maids as if they were dogs; her own nephew had lost his betrothed to a hard blow to the head from a mailed fist.
It wasn't right. The Seven-Pointed Star commanded the low to serve and obey, and the high to rule, but being highborn didn't mean you could just do whatever you wanted. A king owed justice to his vassals, and lords and ladies owed justice to their smallfolk. As Lady of the Hollow Hill, Sansa had done her utmost to rule her people wisely, and she was only a girl then. Even so, she'd taken charge of running her tiny fief, making sure everyone had food and clothing, settling disputes, setting out what tasks needed doing to keep them all safe. The men fought and hunted, the women sewed and spun, the children regained their strength and spirit, and by the end every one of them wore one of her weirwood leaves, a token of her love and a prayer for the old gods to watch over them.
She wished she knew what had become of her folk, of little Theo and gangly Tarber and Shirei of the many sisters. Their faces were slowly fading from her memory; would she even remember them, were she to meet them once more? On a whim she'd begun sketching them all, as she would sketch a design for her needlework. Unfortunately, faces proved much harder than plants and animals and sigils. After months of practice she remained unsatisfied with her attempts, and when Robett Glover beseeched her to draw his wife and children, she'd nearly refused. Only his desolate longing had convinced her, and even then, she felt ashamed of her efforts, though he thanked her all the same.
Sansa smiled to herself. By the grace of the old gods and the new, she'd thought to mention it to Robb in her last letter. When the swan ships returned, they brought not only letters from Winterfell, but several painted miniatures from Deepwood Motte, commissioned by the King in the North as a token of his thanks for Robett Glover's good service. The memory of Robett Glover's crushing embrace was some balm for her guilt at keeping him here, so far from hearth and home.
It was her fault, after all. The King in the North would not consent to leaving his sister in Dornish hands, so as long as she remained in Meereen, so must Robett. Truth be told, his presence did make her feel slightly safer, what with the Kingslayer having free rein of the pyramid. She could not forget the cold water of the God's Eye dripping down her breasts and belly, nor the chafing of rope against her wrists; even a brief glimpse of Jaime Lannister was enough to set her pulse racing from fear. Thank the Seven, she saw him little, for he kept to the training halls and yards, sparring anyone and everyone at all hours of the day and night.
Gooseprickles ran up her arms as she remembered the fury with which the Kingslayer fought, his left hand growing more deadly by the day. It was not right. Lannister should have been brought to justice long ago, yet even Olyvar could not deny that they might have need of him. Not that it stopped Glover from threatening Lannister with a beating whenever he got within a hundred yards of Sansa, a habit which she could not find the will to discourage.
She prayed Robett Glover would remain so devoted after Olyvar spoke to him of his plans. Would he see the merits of alliance as Sansa did? Surely Glover wished to see the Lannisters cast down, surely he wished for the utter overthrow of those who'd slain Lord Eddard and tried to slay King Robb. If not, she must make him see, she must win him to their cause, using all the courtesy and wits of a true lady, a true princess. A true queen, a voice within her whispered.
Sansa drew her knees up to her chest, the water gently sloshing about her. At some point it had begun to go cold while she sat lost in thought. Seven help her, she wanted to be queen. She would be a good one, as good as good Queen Alysanne. She could hardly be worse than Cersei, whose pride and arrogance blinded her to aught else. Nor would she be like Daenerys, who could justify any cruelty she thought necessary to protect the freedmen she called her children.
Suddenly she was being doused with water. Sansa gasped with shock as the frigid stream soaked her from head to chest.
"M'lady?" Gilly said, uncertain, an empty pitcher clutched in her hands. "Were you not ready to rinse? It's been ages."
"It's fine," Sansa replied, teeth chattering as she hugged herself tight. What was she thinking? She knew nothing of what Cersei was like when she first wed King Robert; perhaps she too had yearned to become queen, before being hardened by years of misery. And as for Daenerys, why, Sansa could not even imagine the barbarous savagery she endured as a young khaleesi.
Sansa was not sure how old the queen was when she wed; perhaps sixteen? Queen Daenerys turned seventeen shortly after they reached Meereen, but Sansa was not quite clear on the events which preceded their arrival. All she knew was that Daenerys wed a khal, the khal killed her brother, and then, for some reason or other, a witch killed both the khal and Daenerys' unborn babe. Then Daenerys had hatched three dragons from the ashes of the witch's funeral pyre, before taking first Astapor, then Meereen. Had Sansa grown up without proper guidance only to be thrown into the most perilous of circumstances, would she share Daenerys' ruthless nature?
The queen did not seem ruthless that night when she graced Olyvar's nameday feast with her presence. Queen Daenerys was in an amiable temper; no word of complaint crossed her lips at the banquet of Dornish and Westerosi delicacies, nor did she carelessly slip from the common tongue into High Valyrian as she was sometimes wont to do. When the mummers performed the tale of Florian the Fool and Jonquil the Fair, it was to the sound of Daenerys' laughter. When a storyteller recounted the trials faced by Lady Shella and her rainbow knight, it was to the sound of Daenerys' sighs.
"I must admit, this is a pleasant way to pass an evening," Daenerys said, lightly sipping at her wine as the servants cleared the sweets and nuts and cheese. Her violet eyes gleamed in the torchlight, their look as sweet and innocent as that of a blushing maid. "Although I cannot stay much longer."
Prince Consort Aegor tensed at her words, a shadow passing over his face. "Surely we can remain a while yet," he said, placing a hand over his wife's. "There is still the presentation of the gifts." He dropped his voice lower, so that his words were for her ears alone. "Our gift will be well received; will you not remain so that they may show their appreciation for your generosity?"
"We see so little of you, my queen," Sansa added, pretending she had not heard.
"And the prince has been very mysterious about your graces' gift," said Olyvar.
The queen shifted in her seat, then smiled indulgently. "I suppose." She looked at the floor, where Edric Dayne was carefully setting out a high harp and a chair. "I thought we were done with our diversions; is it not time for the gifts?"
"Your grace is quite right, of course." Sansa glanced down the table; a nod and a smile and the first of the Dornishmen rose to present their gifts.
As was custom, the ladies went first. From Jynessa Blackmont, Olyvar received new quill pens made from the most magnificent of feathers; from Jennelyn Fowler a book about the reigns of the greatest Rhoynar kings; from his sister Nymeria came an ornate vial filled with water taken from Mother Rhoyne; from Brienne of Tarth a chain which bore the seven icons of the Seven, each wrought in silver or gold and set with tiny gems. When Lady Toland presented a tome on the proper raising of children Olyvar nearly choked on his wine, provoking general laughter when the next gift, from Deziel Dalt, proved to be several bottles of wine from Dorne, all his favorites, and all very hard to obtain on this side of the Narrow Sea.
Olyvar gave profuse thanks for each gift, ignoring the growing signs of the queen's impatience for her turn. He praised Perros Blackmont's thoughtfulness when presented with a ream of fine paper and jars of good ink, he admired at length the workmanship of the dagger from Ser Gulian Qorgyle and the spurs from Ser Symon Wyl, and did not even twitch when Ser Symon remarked that he'd like to see Ser Olyvar put them to good use.
"Of course, my good ser, but now is not the time." Olyvar turned, favoring her with a curious smile that set her skin to tingling. "I believe it is time for Princess Sansa's gift."
All eyes were upon her as she rose from her seat, smoothing her skirts of deep blue silk. Sansa had prepared for this for weeks; there was no need to be nervous. Head held high, she made her way to where the high harp waited. With the ease of long practice she settled herself on the chair, tilting the harp so its familiar weight rested on her shoulder.
"In honor of our beloved Ser Olyvar Sand," she announced to the waiting audience. "I present a song ne'er heard before, one of my own composition. It is a song of sorrow and of joy, of love and duty, and I hope you will find it worthy of your hearing."
Sansa's fingers moved across the strings, coaxing forth a sweet, slow melody. The room was silent but for the harp, and for the sound of her voice when she began to sing. She poured her heart into every word, into Naerys' yearning and Prince Aemon's anguish, even into King Aegon's jealousy at the love betwixt his hated wife and brother. How he despised their love, he who never loved anyone but himself. She almost pitied King Aegon.
By the time poor Prince Aemon perished in defense of his unworthy brother, half the room had tears glistening on their cheeks. The rest of them wept for Naerys' lament, and when the song ended, the lords and ladies on the dais rose to their feet, clapping their approval, and her husband clapped the loudest of them all.
She returned to her seat with a glad heart, her stomach fluttering wildly when Olyvar smiled and kissed her hand. He liked the song, he did, just as she'd hoped; even the queen interrupting his praise to present her nameday gift could not douse the spark of hope burning in her breast.
"The idea was that of the prince consort," Daenerys said as one of her Dothraki, the tall bloodrider named Rakharo, brought forth a small chest, magnificently carved with flowers and vines. "The Great Masters spent centuries hoarding treasures beneath their pyramids, letting those not on display gather dust."
She waved her hand, and Rakharo opened the chest.
At first Sansa was not quite sure what she was seeing. A pile of dark metal lay upon a cushion of crimson velvet. There were trinkets and chains that might have been tarnished silver, spear heads and hiltless blades that might have been steel, if not for the fact that they were dark as smoke. Sansa's eyes widened, but it was Ser Symon Wyl who spoke first.
"Valyrian steel."
"You have a good eye, ser," said the queen, making no effort to hide her enjoyment of Olyvar's stunned silence as he gaped at the open chest and its jumble of priceless spellforged steel. "Of course Blackfyre belongs to Prince Aegor, but it is only fitting that Ser Olyvar should have a blade of equal quality, if not renown."
"Her grace commanded that her new lords search their vaults," said Aegor. "You may have the blade forged as you please; as I was not sure whether you would prefer sword or spear, I leave the decision to you."
"You honor me." There was a strange look in Olyvar's eyes. "Both with the gift of steel, and the gift to choose how it shall be shaped."
Aegor nodded stiffly; to her surprise, Olyvar rose and embraced him like a brother. Only then did he bow to Daenerys and begin expressing the depths of his gratitude.
The rest of the evening passed with talk of nothing else but of Valyrian steel. Queen Daenerys fairly glowed as the Dornish exclaimed over the gift, their thanks almost as effusive as Olyvar's. It was an extravagant gift, far beyond anything Sansa might have expected. Her cheeks almost hurt from smiling by the time the feast ended, her hopeful mood faded away to almost nothing. No one talked of her song, not when there was a king's ransom in Valyrian steel sitting in the hall.
"I'm glad you liked the song," Sansa whispered when they were abed, unable to resist one last attempt.
"I did," he said, his tone soft and sleepy. "Why Aemon and Naerys?"
Her heart soared as if it had wings. "Because... because there is much to learn from them."
"True," Olyvar yawned. "Like maybe, if a king is a bullying tyrant, his kingsguard should 'accidentally' let his enemies gut him and then beg the gods' forgiveness."
Her heart plummeted. "That wasn't what I meant."
"A poor jape, my lady." He opened his eyes, her heart melting at the tenderness of his gaze. The tip of his tongue caressed his full lips, her breath caught in her throat as he leaned toward her -
And kissed her on the forehead.
"The lesson was duty," he said as he pulled away, closing his eyes.
No, it wasn't, Sansa wanted to scream as he rolled over, turning his back to her. Had he not heard the lines that spoke of how happy Aemon and Naerys might have been, were Aegon born second or never born at all? She could not kiss Olyvar as she wanted, she could not abandon her oath by begging him to consummate their marriage, but if her husband pressed his rights of his own accord... why, that would be different. No one could blame her if she yielded to his ardor; everyone knew the Mother made women lustful so they would enjoy making children. When at last Sansa fell asleep, it was to dream of strong arms pulling her close and smooth lips kissing her senseless.
The next afternoon found Sansa in a humor almost as bleak as the weather. Foul winds came howling out of the west, ripping the leaves from trees and lashing the windows with rain. Good, she thought, letting the flow of her ladies' talk ripple over her as she stitched away. The sight of falling leaves pleased her; most of the trees in Meereen did not change colors or lose their leaves like the trees at home.
Olyvar's mood likely matched her own, though he was the soul of courtesy as he prepared to address her ladies. He'd spent the morning speaking to the lords in Ser Symon Wyl's solar, divulging the contents of the letters now sailing towards Sunspear, and taking oaths of secrecy from each, sealed with a drop of blood. When he began to speak Sansa put her sewing aside, listening attentively as he explained his decision and the reasoning behind it.
He spoke well, no one could deny that. Small wonder, when her husband had spent hours drafting and practicing his remarks, making sure each word was thoughtfully chosen. At the very end he'd had Sansa listen to him rehearse the entire thing, and then asked for her opinion. Olyvar's gallantry amused her, given that he'd peppered her with questions while he wrote, tweaking his words when they did not suit his intended meaning.
So much contemplation went into so few words, she thought, trying not to smile at her husband's particular charm, that compelling union betwixt shy earnestness and steadfast resolve. Still, even her pathetic infatuation was not enough to distract her for long.
It was a speech as straightforward as its speaker. Olyvar thanked the ladies for their generous gifts of the night before, for their enduring loyalty, and for their forebearance with a journey so much longer than expected. He went on to brief them on the reports he'd sent to Arianne, why as yet it was impossible to determine whether Daenerys Targaryen would prove friend or foe, and why he believed she would prove ill-suited to the Iron Throne.
"However," Olyvar said softly, catching her eye for a moment before turning back to the ladies. "I would know your thoughts, lest I have erred. Ought we take Daenerys as our queen?"
"Nay," said Jynessa, certain as the sunrise.
"Not I," said Nymeria, her eyes flashing.
"Never," said Lady Toland, as the rest of the ladies shook their heads.
"I thank you for your counsel; the lords said the same. So be it." A muscle twitched in Olyvar's jaw. "The Lannisters have usurped the Iron Throne, their puppet a bastard boy crowned in defiance of all the laws of gods and men. Ought we take Tommen as our king?"
This time the voices rang out as one. "Nay!"
"So be it." And her heart bled for her husband, for she knew the words that came next, inexorable, inevitable, inescapable. "Then kneel, and pledge fealty, if you would have me as your king."
For a moment the world stood still. Then Lady Nymeria rose from her chair and dropped to her knees. Next rose Lady Toland, then the others, even Brienne, whose brow had furrowed more and more as Olyvar spoke, yet who looked up at him as though she looked upon the Father himself.
"I too, lord husband," Sansa said as she rose, last of all, and knelt upon the hard brick floor. "Though I cannot speak for my kingly brother, I pledge my eternal friendship in the sight of the old gods and the new, and do solemnly vow to do all that is in my power to bring about an alliance betwixt your people and mine."
"And I vow to be worthy of such alliance," her husband said, his eyes soft, "and to do my utmost to ensure peace between our people. This I swear by the old gods and the new. Please, rise, my faithful lady wife."
Lady Toland twitched at that, but her voice was clear and smooth as she swore her oath, pricking her finger with a needle to seal the vow in blood. The others followed suit, and when all were once more seated, Olyvar continued.
Much as he wished they might sail for Westeros on the morrow, such haste was neither possible nor prudent. It would take time and skillful diplomacy to extract themselves from the dragon queen's court without giving offense. First they must determine what to offer Daenerys in exchange for her friendship. The ladies promised to keep their eyes and ears open whilst Olyvar made careful inquiries of the prince consort. Sansa would help too, keeping watch with her cats and dogs, but the ladies needn't know about that. If they could depart Meereen in peace that would be enough; if they were exceptionally lucky, Daenerys might agree to lend them her support. Gold or soldiers was most likely, though perhaps she might ride to war with them upon a dragon, should she tame Drogon before their departure.
The black dragon had been seen more often of late, usually near wherever Daenerys was at the time. When Sansa asked Viserion to shed some light on the matter, he informed her that Drogon could sense the Mother of Dragons, much as he could sense both his mother and Olyvar. That was all he deigned to say before baring his teeth in a silent laugh; the white dragon had pouted like a spoiled child when the sight of his teeth failed to make her shy back as she usually did. She was half-tempted to shed her skin and show the big bully what direwolf teeth looked like.
At the moment, however, she must smile with the teeth of a highborn maid. Her ladies needed to see that Princess Sansa was perfectly tranquil, unafraid of the perilous oaths they'd sworn in the pyramid of the dragon queen. On a whim she called for Gilly, and by the time Olyvar finished the maid returned bearing little Sylva Toland. Though two-and-a-half, and long since weaned, the babe remained very fond of her wet nurse, and proved quite reluctant to leave Gilly's arms. No one was surprised when Sylva began toddling around the chamber on wobbling legs, looking about with a scowl on her chubby cheeks.
"Kith?" She lisped, looking up at Sansa. "Want Kith!"
"Princess," Lady Toland reminded her great-niece, scooping her up with plump, matronly arms. "You should say 'have you seen Kit, princess?' Come on, my clever one, try to say it for me."
"Pincess!"
"Close enough, I think," Sansa smiled. "Samrik is on the terrace, sweetling."
"Kith!" Sylva yelled. As soon as her great-aunt released her, she ran off, little legs pumping; she only just avoiding crashing into Brienne's legs.
"How soon do you think our letters will arrive?" Jynessa Blackmont asked, taking up her book. "Ser Gulian thought perhaps two months, as they will not be making the trader's circle of the Jade Sea."
"One can hope," Olyvar put in, having not yet left the room. "Quhuru Mo thought seven weeks; Chatana Qhoru thought nine more likely, depending upon the weather."
"It will be seven," said Brienne. "The gods send fair winds to those whose cause is just."
Kind as the sentiment was, it proved a source of great anxiety a few weeks later. That was the day the swan ships limped back into Meereen's harbor, pursued by raging storms that had snapped their yardarms, ripped their sails, and tangled their rigging into knots.
"Are the gods angry?" Olyvar asked, doing his best to pace a hole through the Myrish rug that lay on the floor of their chamber. Light danced over the ten-headed golden snake that adorned his tunic, making it look as if their tongues were flickering. "Autumn storms are common yes, but even so... the ships looked like they'd been gnawed upon by some malevolent beast. Is it a sign from the heavens that I have erred, that I should burn the letters and start afresh?"
"Were the chests damaged?"
Olyvar furrowed his brow in thought, still pacing. "I... no, they were not. All three were unharmed, though every ship took on water; Anise Breeze came so near to sinking that her captain joined the men at their bailing, and him a man near seventy." He halted, stroking his chin with as he thought. Of late he'd begun growing a beard; thus far it was a patchy thing with hairs both black and the deep grey of Valyrian steel. "Yet the letters were still dry..." A hesitant smile lit his face, the sight of it setting Sansa's heart aflutter.
"The gods are good; let the storms rage as they please. Perchance there is some trouble the swan ships shall avoid thanks to the delay. Chatana is determined to overhaul her entire ship, and the rest of the captains are like to do the same."
Many ships might struggle to afford such heavy repairs, but not these. Princess Arianne's letters contained a lengthy accounting of the profits made thus far from the fleet's circuit of the Jade Sea, more than they'd dared dream of, profits that might aid in preparing for winter and overthrowing the Lannisters. Alas that there would not be another circuit, not with a corsair king prowling the Cinnamon Straits.
Her mouth was suddenly dry. "Must you ask her tonight?"
Olyvar sighed, and crossed the room in a few long strides. Then he was squatting down before her chair, lightly pressing his forehead to hers. "You know I must. I have delayed too long already. If the worst be true... well, forewarned is forearmed, at least. The queen still suspects nothing?"
"I don't know," Sansa confessed, blushing both from shame and from her husband's closeness. "I only overhear snatches of conversation, and she speaks of us so rarely. Earlier this afternoon she told Lady Irri she thought the Westerosi more good humored of late." Thank goodness for Lady Jhiqui, whose silky-eared lapdog was as amiable as his mistress.
"Lady Irri wondered what had changed, so I had Hoyali flop at her feet and show his belly." It had been fun, wagging their tail and begging with their eyes, and oh, being petted felt so lovely... Sansa got ahold of herself. "When the queen and her ladies finished lavishing him with attention, they spoke of the freedmen and their troubles with the guilds."
"The prince consort has been fretting over that too," Olyvar said, groaning slightly as he rose back to his full height. "Something about entry fees and the methods being used to test their skills? Aegor insisted on going for a long ride when the rain paused this morning, and what with the wind and him either trailing off or rambling at length about local peculiarities, I had difficulty following. I don't think I've ever seen him so flustered. I hope he's in better form by the time we join them for dinner."
As it turned out, Aegor was not. Both the prince consort and the queen looked ghastly in their silks, deep hollows sunken beneath their eyes, their pale skin turning sallow. More than once Daenerys lost the thread of conversation, leaping from the upcoming election of triarchs in Volantis to the ongoing discord in Qohor. Although the slave revolt was long since stamped out, it seemed that the High Priest of the Black Goat, who'd personally tortured and slain hundreds of rebellious slaves, had gone missing.
"He slept on the topmost floor of the temple," said Daenerys, a feverish look in her violet eyes. "A room without windows, guards at every door, yet he vanished into thin air, leaving behind nothing but a pile of ashes in his empty bed. Moqorro was little help; all he would say was that the Lord of Light was a perilous foe."
Sansa and Olyvar shared a nervous glance.
"Your Grace is fortunate to have the red temple's support." The flatbread was cold; Sansa nibbled at it anyway.
"Princess Sansa speaks the truth," Olyvar added, gallant as ever. "Meereen loves Your Grace well. I—"
"Then why do they not show their love by listening to my edicts?" Daenerys interrupted, her voice plaintive. "The guilds foment rebellion, the Shavepate cannot speak two words without complaint, even my Unsullied grow quarrelsome! Khal Rhogoro tries to steal my Jhiqui away to make her his next wife, Rakharo and Irri spend more time making eyes at each other than attending to their duties; why, I can hardly rely on anyone, save for my Missandei."
"And your husband."
What? Sansa tried to catch Olyvar's eye, to turn him from this hazardous course, but her husband gave a minute shake of his head before he continued. "When we arrived it was plain to see how well you worked together, the very picture of Jaehaerys and Alysanne come again. Why must you insist on shouldering the burden of ruling upon yourself alone?
"Because I must," Dany flared. "Jaehaerys and Alysanne ruled together, so all the stories say, yet time and again he ignored her council and did as he willed. Would you have me be Alysanne? Or shall I be Rhaenys, set aside for a fat fool, overshadowed by a famous husband, and killed in her only battle upon dragonback? Gods forbid I should be Rhaenyra; Daemon the Rogue Prince made her weaker from the moment they wed, so widely was he hated, and when he betrayed her it broke her heart."
Olyvar looked as stunned as Sansa felt. Well, at least Daenerys must have read some of the Westerosi books they'd given her.
"A king may share his rule, but a queen? Never. I am no child, no fool, no weakling." Almost unconsciously Daenerys pressed a hand to her belly. "I rule this city, not Aegor. It is I who crossed the Dothraki Sea, I who survived the maegi's spells, I who brought dragons back into the world. Has Aegor claimed a dragon?"
No, and neither have you. The words were on the tip of her tongue; Sansa bit them back as Olyvar opened his mouth to speak.
"Yet it seems someone has claimed Rhaegal."
Everyone but her husband froze, as if some witch had changed them to stone. Sansa could feel her heart pounding in her chest; Daenerys was corpse white, her lips trembling; Aegor looked almost guilty.
"That is none of your concern," the queen finally rasped. She reached for her wine, her hand so stiff she nearly knocked the goblet over.
"My apologies, aunt, but a stolen dragon is a danger to us all." Olyvar reached out to the queen, resting his hand atop hers in the same cautious manner he used when approaching Viserion. When the queen did not pull away, he continued. "I am not here to blame you for the theft. What little I have heard of Euron Crow's Eye is enough to turn a man's blood to ice, and yet Your Grace survived his treachery."
"Treachery, aye." Aegor's eyes were cold as he rose from his seat to stand behind the queen. "Greyjoy smashed a fleet blockading the city, then came to bend the knee. The dragonhorn was a token of his fealty, he said, along with a thousand other lies, and a few truths to win the queen's trust."
"Do we know aught else of Greyjoy?" Sansa asked, once the queen finished draining her goblet, the wine staining her lips red. "Why steal a dragon, if only to pillage like a common reaver?"
"Moqorro watches for him, in the flames. Greyjoy gathers more ships under his banner, he sails, he reaves. He fucks." There was an odd bitterness to the queen's voice. "He uses Rhaegal only rarely, as if testing his control. When Moqorro gazes into the future, he sees naught but rocky isles, and once a tower with a burning beacon."
"Never Meereen?"
"Never," the queen told Olyvar. "Moqorro believes a dragonhorn cannot bind more than a single dragon at a time; he would not risk his one dragon against the other two."
"Thank the Seven for small mercies," muttered Aegor. "He meant to carry Daenerys away with him, whether for lust of her or lust for her power over Drogon I cannot say."
"Either shows him for an utter fool." The reaver's sheer arrogance almost took Sansa's breath away. "Cage the mother with her dragon? Should queen or dragon wrest control from him for a single moment, they would set the ship aflame."
Daenerys stared at Sansa a moment, then chuckled. "Thank you, my lady, though I might have cut his throat first, to be sure." She drew away from Olyvar, her face composed once more. "Let us hope that hiding in a cargo hold slows Rhaegal's growth; I think I recall reading that they grow faster after reaching their fourth year."
Sansa blinked as sums danced before her eyes. She could not have heard right. The queen was eighteen. As she hatched the dragons after losing her babe, that meant the dragons must be two.
"I beg your pardon, Your Grace," said Olyvar. His face was very still as he hid both hands beneath the table, where the queen would not see him clenching his fists. "I believe I misheard; did you not hatch the dragons when you were sixteen?"
"What?" Daenerys laughed, amused by her nephew's confusion. "No, of course not. I was fourteen."
A muscle twitched in Olyvar's jaw as he began putting the pieces together, and Sansa's heart pounded, rabbit quick. She must get him out of the room before he finished, or even the Seven might not be able to save them. A startled gasp loud enough to draw attention, both arms wrapped about her belly, a sheepish glance at her lap, and they were dismissed, with the queen's deepest sympathies for the sudden onset of her moonblood.
When they arrived at their chamber they found Robett Glover and Symon Wyl guarding the door. Both looked askance at the way Sansa clutched herself, Olyvar shushing her and loudly asking if she wanted willow bark tea to help with the pain of her moonblood. Only when the door was shut behind them did they set aside their masks.
"Fourteen." Olyvar said, his voice sharp, his face murderous. "And her nameday is in fifth moon, and the dragons were hatched in first. Which means Viserys wed her to Khal Ogo when she was thirteen, and he did not hesitate to rape a child into her. Gods—"
"His name wasn't Ogo." What was the name she'd overheard Irri whisper once? She frowned, trying to remember. "Drogo."
Olyvar stared at her, utterly aghast. "Drogo," he choked. "As in Drogon? Gods be good, the vile—" He began pacing again, in the exact same spot where he'd paced before dinner. "Gods be good... how could Viserys do such a thing? And to his own sister?!"
He continued to pace for some time, mumbling angrily to himself while Gilly prepared Sansa for bed behind a screen. Once she was curled up under the blankets Olyvar retreated behind the screen, still muttering oaths as Edric undressed him, tended to the clothes, and then brought his knight master a fresh sleeping shift. Angry as he was, her husband almost didn't seem to notice when she curled up against him closer than she usually dared, hoping he might take comfort from her presence.
Sansa woke abruptly just before dawn, roused by the unfamiliar feeling of a warm arm gently wrapped around her waist, the palm resting lightly against her side. She should extract herself from her husband's embrace, she knew that, but she couldn't quite remember why. Warmth pooled in her belly; her hip tingled despite the layers of cloth between her skin and that of her husband, who cradled her so softly, her back pressed to his chest.
Surely it couldn't hurt to turn and look at him, before she pulled away? Surely not. Quietly, carefully, she rolled over, just as the arm pulled away and Olyvar's eyes fluttered open. She could see neither purple nor amber in the pale first light. All she could see was him, and he looked at her with a longing that took her breath away.
Nothing in the world mattered so much as that look.
He opened his mouth, as if to speak, and her lips were on his before she realized what she was doing. Her nose bumped into his; Sansa tilted her head and kissed him again, and this time he began to kiss her back, one hand cupping the side of her face. His beard was soft and scratchy against her skin; the third kiss ended when the hairs of his mustache went up her nose, making her pull back with a breathless laugh. Olyvar laughed too, a low, quiet rumble that made butterflies flutter in her stomach as he drew her back to him, kissing her slowly, carefully, as though kissing was a dance neither of them knew, but which they might learn together.
THUMP!
Buttons streaked under the bed, terrified by the thunderous noise of whatever object he'd knocked to the floor, and they sprang apart, wild-eyed and panting.
She stared at her husband, her heart pounding in her ears. Olyvar's chest heaved as if he'd run a race. A droplet of sweat trickled down his neck and over the top of his firm chest, then disappeared beneath his shift. Sansa placed a hand to her bosom; it was slick with sweat. Her every nerve tingled, demanding that she press herself against him again. Even the familiar sensation of a linen breastband was too much, the cloth chafing against her tender skin. She wanted to feel the caress of a cool breeze, she needed to bare herself to her husband, to continue the wonderful dance they'd only just begun. Her fingers twitched toward the hem of her shift, desperate to pull it off.
Olyvar's eyes widened, and he halted her with an upraised hand. "No," he rasped. Her heart plummeted as he scrambled away from her so fast he almost fell off the bed. "No. We cannot— I did not— I will not dishonor you."
"We are wed," Sansa answered. She turned her eyes on him, trying to fill them with all the yearning in her heart. "I am of age; you have the same rights as any husband. The Seven would not judge you for claiming them."
"Mayhaps," her husband replied, his voice quiet. "But I would judge myself. I am no thief, to steal that which is not mine to take."
At that her conscience roused itself from slumber. Guilt washed over Sansa, as cold as the waves of the Shivering Sea. Gods, what had she done? She was no milkmaid who might bestow her affections as she liked. She was a princess, who must put duty above all else. She could not forget her honor even once; at least Robb had the excuse that he thought their brothers dead when he fell into Jeyne Westerling's arms. One broken oath, and for that the Freys nearly killed him; as they had killed Lady Catelyn and poor Jeyne and thousands of northmen.
What sort of sister would she be, to abandon the north so that she might slake her lust? What sort of queen would she be, if she chose a crown solely to please herself? And who would pay the price for such selfishness?
"I don't know what to do," Sansa finally whispered, her voice small. "I don't know where my duty lies; my thoughts run in circles and twist themselves in knots. I... I thought it was my burden to bear alone, but I would share them with you, if I may."
"And I shall share mine," Olyvar answered. "Let us carry our burdens together."
He took her by the hand; they laced their fingers together. And all through the long conversation that followed, never once did they let go.
Notes:
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130: Jon V
131: Arya VI
132: Edythe II
133: Dany VNOTES
1) Just in case you missed why Olyvar freaked out at the beginning of the chapter:
"With a sigh Sansa draped herself over Olyvar's shoulders, her chest pressing against his back as she embraced him lightly, then kissed the top of his head."
Olyvar: oh god, boobs, those are her boobs, she’s touching me and I am so into it but so very guilty about it
I also cracked myself up with Sansa's nameday gift.
Sansa: *sings about Aemon and Naerys*
Olyvar: ah, she's reminding me to keep my hands to myself 😔☹️
Sansa: I meant literally the exact opposite goddammit you oblivious jackass! 😭😠
2) While modern stereotypes claim that men are always horny and on the prowl for sex, while women are cold and have to be pushed into sex, medieval stereotypes were the exact opposite. "General opinion held that men were more rational, active creatures and closer to the spiritual realm, while women were carnal by nature and thus more materialistic."
There's an echo of this in canon, where the High Sparrow states that "The wickedness of widows is well-known, and all women are wantons at heart..." 🙄
Anyway, Sansa is 16, full of hormones, and unable to do anything about them, poor thing. No wonder she's frustrated. Also here’s her in canon crushing on Loras at age 12:
"Wed to Ser Loras, oh . . . Sansa's breath caught in her throat. She remembered Ser Loras in his sparkling sapphire armor, tossing her a rose. Ser Loras in white silk, so pure, innocent, beautiful. The dimples at the corner of his mouth when he smiled. The sweetness of his laugh, the warmth of his hand. She could only imagine what it would be like to pull up his tunic and caress the smooth skin underneath, to stand on her toes and kiss him, to run her fingers through those thick brown curls and drown in his deep brown eyes. A flush crept up her neck."
3) Sansa's confusion on the Dany timeline is, I think, realistic. She has no idea of the wider geography of Essos; in her head, it's quite reasonable that all of Dany's AGOT-ASOS arc could happen in about a year, rather than two years as in canon. It's not like Dany's retinue are drawing maps and timelines for her; she doesn't even know how to speak to most of them, and they use different calendars and measurements than Westeros anyway. Also, remember how back in Sansa III, Irri said Dothraki women come of age at 16? Yeah... so Sansa assumed that Dany turned 16, got married/pregnant, delivered a babe early, then rolled up to Slaver's Bay.
4) Sansa is a good, honorable kid. She is also a human being, and incredibly frustrated with her position. I felt it was understandable for her to be uncomfortable deliberately initiating sex and thereby ignoring her duty to Robb, but also desperate enough to look for loopholes such as "well, if Olyvar starts something, then it wouldn't technically be my fault... so I can drop hints but that's it."
5) Mutual secret pining is a delightful trope. However, neither Olyvar nor Sansa are stupid, and there's limits to how far denial can go, especially since they live together and tell each other almost everything. So now we get the very fun shift to mutual open pining where they both know exactly what's going on, but they both have a lot of hangups and fear stopping them from just doing the deed.
It's easy to be decisive and take bold action when you're a younger kid and oblivious to your own mortality/capacity for fuck ups. It is a lot harder to be decisive once you realize how many unforeseen repercussions your decisions can have.
Also, keep in mind, Olyvar and Sansa aren't in a high-pressure, now-or-never situation where they can react on righteous instinct (Sansa leaping off the Red Keep and accidentally doing a regicide, Sansa deciding to defy the Lannisters and avenge the Red Wedding by calling out Tywin during her trial, Olyvar jumping to champion Sansa against the Mountain). They are in a medium-pressure, longstanding situation where they have so much time and space to think about being proactive that they are twisting themselves into knots.
6) Hoyali means "sing" in the Dothraki language created for the show. Good puppy.
7) Sansa has a pretty good idea of what led to the Jeyne Westerling marriage because of her eavesdropping about the Red Keep back when she was a captive, it just never came up in her POV before.
Chapter 130: Jon V
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Atop the Wall, the ice winds howled.
Jon Snow tugged at the thick wool scarf which covered the lower half of his face, pulling it back over his nose. Winter is coming, the Stark words said, and gods help him, it was here. Even Ghost seemed unhappy to be out in the cold. The direwolf's coat of thick white fur bristled as he stared north, hackles raised, fangs bared in a silent snarl.
"It could be worse," Jon told the wolf, his voice muffled by the scarf. "At least it stopped snowing."
For the first time in days the sky was clear, albeit grey and dim. Was Bran out there, somewhere? Was he high in the mountains or deep in the forest? Ghost could sense Summer, just as he sensed his swift and wild brothers and fierce sister at Winterfell, even the echo of the gentle sister who sailed across the sea. So long as Summer lives, Bran must live too, Jon told himself, wishing he could believe it. When he dreamt of Bran he saw his brother shrouded in darkness, buried beneath the frozen earth, sitting amongst thousands of skulls with his eyes closed and a bleeding red star over his head.
A puff of smoke drew his eye, and Jon squinted toward the west. He fancied he could almost see the top of Queensgate. The keep was only a scant five leagues off, closest of the ten castles between Castle Black and the Bay of Ice. Another eight lay to the east, scattered betwixt Castle Black and Eastwatch-by-the-Sea.
Three hundred leagues of wall, and only nineteen keeps to hold it. True, every one was garrisoned now, but that comforted him little and less. When the dragons came, the Night's Watch boasted ten thousand men. Three centuries later, Jon arrived to find only a thousand, and near half of those soon died in the fighting upon the Fist of the First Men, in the mutiny at Craster's Keep, or in defense of the Wall against Mance Rayder's host.
That left a paltry six hundred black brothers, most of them stewards and builders. The few surviving rangers were fresh green boys and grizzled greybeards; any men in their prime were battle scarred at best, maimed or crippled at worst. Enough to train the new recruits, if only barely. But would they be enough to keep them in line, when there were seven new brothers for every six of the old?
The lord commander had taken great pains when dividing them amongst the abandoned keeps. Neither the old gods or the new could stop Reachermen and Dornishmen determined to fight each other, though they'd grown more subtle about it of late. The sight of Longclaw streaming blood and heads rolling across the yard was not easily forgotten. A waste, a damned waste. Most of those men had been a credit to the Watch, decent men whose wits and strength were sorely needed. Yet how could Jon Snow hold the Wall if his brothers were always battling each other?
Well, better each other than the king's men. Stannis might yet roam beyond the Wall, hunting wights with his red priestess, but he'd left skeleton garrisons behind to hold the three keeps he'd wrested from the Night's Watch. Ser Davos Seaworth, Hand of the King and Lord of the Rainwood commanded the Nightfort, Ser Richard Horpe commanded Stonedoor, and Ser Godry Farring commanded Sable Hall.
All three decended upon Castle Black at regular intervals, arriving with empty wayns and leaving with full ones. Lord Davos usually stayed for a day or two, hovering over Princess Shireen like a hen over an orphaned chick, fretful of leaving her and her few remaining ladies at Castle Black when they were supposed to be at the Nightfort.
Not that he had much choice. When the winter fever finished running its course, Lord Davos had come to fetch his king's daughter back to his king's seat. A week later, they returned, the princess still shaking like a leaf even after an hour huddled by the kitchen fires under her ladies' watchful eyes, her fool jingling in the corner.
"Cressen said nightmares always plagued her, but this..." Davos stared into the distance, one hand clutched at the hollow of his throat. "I had not heard such screams since the Blackwater; she could barely breathe for weeping, and would tell me nothing of what she dreamt. Three nights passed the same; I doubt she slept more than a few hours. Shireen cannot go on this way, or she will perish as surely as my eldest sons."
"What would you have me do?" Guarding a slight, homely girl was one thing; the men barely remembered her existence, with how often she kept to her chambers. Her ladies, though, there were half a dozen of them, and unlike spearwives they did not go about armed with blades.
"Let her return to her former chambers," the Hand said, his plain face weary. "My garrison may be small, but I can spare enough knights and men-at-arms to guard the princess and her ladies, so long as they keep out of the way."
And so the princess remained at Castle Black, cloistered with her ladies. When she wished to read, a knight fetched her books from the library; when she wished to visit the kitchens, she did so near dawn when most of the sworn brothers were abed. Only Davos's visits seemed to raise her spirits, perhaps because it meant she could speak with the old smuggler and his son Devan, who served him as squire. The children observed their courtesies, but it was clear to see they preferred each other's company to that of a tiresome old Hand and a worn-out Lord Commander. While the young ones talked of books, they talked of leading men, of rationing food and restoring crumbling walls. To his surprise Davos most reminded him of Lord Eddard, save for his knowledge of smuggling and unquestioning devotion to Stannis Baratheon.
Yes, Davos Seaworth was a decent man, Jon had to admit. Horpe and Farring though... they were queen's men, through and through, fond of worshipping at the altar of their own ambitions moreso than that of R'hllor. Where Davos accepted his small share of food from the Watch with good grace, they were wont to curse the lord commander for a pinchfist and demand additional supplies. It was a wonder that Jon did not walk about wreathed in flames, with how often Ser Godry called the Lord of Light's hellfire down upon his head.
That was why Jon had chosen Dywen to command at Woodswatch-by-the-Pool, the closest keep to Sable Hall. The old poacher had served under Theon Turncloak every day for a month without throttling him; ignoring Ser Godry's occasional provocation was child's play compared to that. And the grizzled ranger got on surprisingly well with both Reachermen and Dornishmen, so long as they were common. After only six months, Dywen and his band of fifty men had not only repaired the fort's main walls and patched the leaking roof, but they'd also cleared a small swath of forest, turning every felled tree into cords of firewood and bundles of kindling.
So said the last messenger's report, at any rate. Much as Jon wished to see such progress for himself, he dared not abandon his post for the long months it would take to travel the length of the Wall and back again. Nor could he raven the commanders at his leisure, not when only Eastwatch and the Shadow Tower had rookeries and maesters to tend them. No, any word from the other thirteen keeps was brought by messengers. Those closest to Eastwatch and the Shadow Tower gave their reports to the maester, who wrote down their words and sent a raven to Castle Black; those closest to Castle Black reported to the lord commander himself.
Ser Denys Mallister of the Shadow Tower sent his reports with precise regularity, each more longwinded than the last. The old knight might be vigorous for his age, and dedicated to his duty, but he was also dedicated to informing the lord commander of the Shadow Tower's affairs in excruciating detail.
Cotter Pyke was rather less diligent. His reports came only when he deemed them necessary to inform the lord commander of some change, like when Dagon of Orkmont deserted. That was Jon's fault; he should have known better than to transfer most of the ironborn to Eastwatch, but they'd needed the sailors, even ones like Dagon. Ralf the Red and Ralf the Slow had recovered from their odd fit of madness and slept like any other man, but Dagon was near useless since the maester stopped giving him dreamwine. Even so, somehow Dagon had stolen a fishing boat and taken it out to sea, where Ralf the Slow claimed a ghostly galleon took Dagon aboard before setting sail.
Thankfully the most recent word from Eastwatch was more promising. Lord Yohn Royce and a small host from the Vale were expected within a moon's turn, accompanied by ships laden with grain and salted meat, perhaps even dried fruit. Maester Turquin was growing quite concerned over the number of men coming to him with loose teeth and bleeding gums, and they were running low on the rosehip tea which the maester prescribed as a remedy.
There would be more rosehips at Winterfell. At Winterfell roses bloomed all winter in the glass gardens, along with lemons, oranges, limes and dozens of other fruits and vegetables. Not that the Night's Watch would see any of them. The King in the North had been quite clear that his bounty was for his people, and that did not include the black brothers. No, the lord commander must be satisfied with what could be bought from the Vale, Dorne, and the Free Cities, all of whom charged a costly price.
Winter makes them greedy, Jon thought resentfully. He turned his back to the wind; he'd lingered too long already. It was a short walk to the winch cage, gravel crunching beneath his boots with every step. More would need to be scattered when guard shifts resumed; he could not afford to lose men to twisted ankles and broken legs. Ghost followed Jon into the cage, and as soon as the door was shut the men began lowering them to the ground. The harsh clank of the iron winch chains made both man and wolf wince, their tender ears ringing.
Dolorous Edd Tollett was waiting for him when he reached the ground, looking even more woebegone than usual. Grey hair stuck out from beneath his hood at odd angles, the rest of his face covered by a scarf, save for his bandaged nose. It was just like Edd to get the first case of frostbite among the men, though the skin had turned blue-white, not black, which meant he'd gotten to keep the tip of his nose.
"How was the view, m'lord?" Edd asked. "Any sign of the Lord Onion?"
"Clear as crystal. No wildlings, no wights, no Others. And no sign of Lord Davos, though I don't doubt he'll be here by dusk." There would be no other visitors this night, of that he was certain. There were no wildlings left beyond the Wall. Wights and Others, though... Jon forced himself to smile. "You should have joined me atop the Wall, Edd, and seen for yourself."
"No, m'lord," Edd shuddered. "I'll not try my luck until the smiths have checked them winch chains."
Jon glanced back over his shoulder, frowning at the long lengths of black chain. So many links, wrought by countless smiths over the years, and oiled regularly to keep off the rust. He'd never thought to question their strength, not until a winch man showed him a link beginning to crack, lines as fine as spiderwebs creeping over the metal.
"Deep cold makes iron turn brittle," Manfrey Ironarm had told him later that day, when Jon stopped by the forge. The other smiths had no answers; they had never seen iron crack in such a way. But they were from the warm fields of the Reach and the hot coasts of Dorne. Manfrey came from high in the Red Mountains, where the air was thin and snow fell every winter. "Links alloyed with nickel would resist the cold longer."
Alas, the Night's Watch had no nickel, save the tiny lumps Maester Turquin brought for his students to forge their links. Manfrey and his fellow smiths must be contented with examining the links and replacing those showing signs of stress. And until the chains were repaired, the winch cage could not be used. Nor could they climb the switchback stair. Although the builders had restored the section of the great wooden stair destroyed whilst fighting the Thenns, it was nigh unusable, unless Jon wished to waste precious barrels of salt melting drifts of white snow and slicks of black ice.
The same ice and snow choked the yard, as deep as a man's knees. It had taken a dozen stewards with shovels to clear enough space for Iron Emmett and his men to train, and even then, they could not train for long. Not with the wind cutting through layers of wool like a knife through butter, and wet snow soaking into their boots and breeches.
Today Iron Emmett was running them through spear drills. As usual, Jon made the rounds, Edd and Ghost trailing at his heels as he watched the men practice. Scarves and hoods covered their faces; any bare skin was apt to be frostbitten. He could only tell them apart by their builds and the way they stood. Or the way they shouted.
"Something funny?" Grenn bellowed, towering over a pair of guffawing youths. They held their spears loosely, waving them lazily at each other rather than sparring for true. The sight of the assistant master-at-arms made them swallow their tongues. Jon could not blame them; with his broad frame covered in cloak and furs, Grenn looked more like a bear than an aurochs. Then one of them realized the lord commander was watching, and promptly dropped his spear.
"You'll spar with me now," Grenn said with a grunt. "Drey, pick up that spear, you're first. Unless you'd rather spar his lordship?"
The youth nearly tripped in his haste to get his spear, his arms shaking as he raised it in a defensive pose. A nod of approval to Grenn, and Jon left them to it. He'd already sparred at dawn; he could not devote any more time to his own training today.
There was shouting down at the archery butts too. Ulmer of the Kingswood was beside himself as he roared at his archers, one of whom held a broken bowstring.
"What'd I tell you?" Ulmer demanded, snatching the string from the current target of his ire. Jon was fairly sure he recognized the gangly man as Sober Pate, so called for his refusal to drink aught but water. "Keep the string rubbed down with tallow, fresh strings don't grow on trees! When I rode with the Kingswood Brotherhood..."
The lord commander had heard enough. Longwinded as he was, Ulmer would get to the point eventually. If stories about robbing nobles helped teach proper bow upkeep, so be it. The cold affected everything, even the longbows, which grew more powerful as the temperature dropped. Unfortunately, they also grew stiffer, more prone to causing strain as the archer struggled to draw. Bowstrings suffered too, the dry air making them apt to fuzz and fray unless kept supple by the regular application of tallow.
"Remind me to check the stores of tallow," Jon said absently as he strode toward the base of the Wall and the entrance to the wormways that ran underneath Castle Black. Ghost bounded ahead, his paws almost flying over the snow, but the men were forced to trudge through the ankle deep drifts which had blown over the paths nearly as soon as they were cleared.
"Tallow, m'lord," the steward repeated, grim as a graveyard.
"Cheer up, Edd," the lord commander told him. "We'll be in the wormwalks the rest of the day."
Dolorous Edd said nothing for a long while, but when the guard opened the door to the tunnels he finally heaved a mournful sigh. "Better a worm than an icicle, I suppose. Though I don't think I'd fancy wiggling about with no arms or legs."
Jon did not dignify that with an answer.
Within the wormways the vaults hummed with activity. The Watch could not afford to waste oil nor candles, so the vaults were dark and dim, with barely enough light to see. A group of shadows lingering near the exit proved to be rangers in heavy cloaks, awaiting their imminent turn in the frozen training yard. Further in he found builders at their labor, torchlight illuminating the toiling figures. Carpenters hewed felled trees into beams, masons chiseled stone blocks, miners crushed stone into gravel.
Warm it might be, but the air that filled his lungs was stale and stagnant, rank with the musk of hundreds of bodies. Ghost didn't mind the scent; he was used to it. Besides, the other smells were more interesting. Some of the men they passed smelt of soap and perfume, others of sawdust, stone, and sweat. The torches in the wall sconces smelt of spruce needles, linen, pitch, and flame; the kettles Hobb and his kitchen boys carried smelt of stew, onions, turnips, and mutton.
Hunger gnawed at Jon's belly by the time he reached the crossing where four wormways met. Bowen Marsh awaited him, a sheaf of papers in his hand and a pair of stewards at his back, Tim Tangletongue with a torch in his hand, Wick Whittlestick with a set of keys about his neck.
Their round of the storerooms proceeded much as it had at the last turn of the moon. First came the granaries, their stores depleted by a month of feeding hungry mouths. The root cellars, cheese cellars, and stores of salted meat were similarly diminished, as was the rest. Every tally mark seemed to deepen the frown on the lord steward's shrunken face, his once red cheeks reduced to a dull pink.
"If your lordship pleases, when are the next ships due at Eastwatch?"
"With Lord Royce, at the end of fifth moon," Jon lied.
Truthfully the ships were due at the end of fourth moon, but better that the lord steward be pleasantly surprised by an early arrival than fret himself sick should they not arrive on time. Cotter Pyke's last raven from Eastwatch reported storms raging across the Shivering Sea as far south as the Bay of Seals; the few ships arriving to trade at Eastwatch were battered half to pieces.
"How long could we last, if the shipments ceased?"
Bowen Marsh furrowed his brow, the gesture making him look even older than his fifty-odd years. "A twelvemonth. Maybe two, if the hunters are able to find sufficient game. All the more reason-"
"No, my lord," Jon said, cutting him off. Now was not the time for this argument, not here, with Edd and Wick Whittlestick and Tim Tangletongue all listening. "It was an idle question. The shipments will continue; the Watch has endured long winters before. When Lord Royce arrives it will be with carracks and cogs packed full of provender."
"Unless they all sink." Edd gave the casks of pickled beets, eggs, and herring a dubious look. "Or, if the gods are cruel, we could get all the men and none of the food. I doubt the lordly knights of the lordly Vale will appreciate our fare, but that won't stop the valemen eating us out of hearth and home."
Jon blinked. "Edd, you're a valeman." House Tollett's seat of Grey Glen was on the same bay as Runestone; they were sworn bannermen of House Royce.
"Aye," Edd agreed. "And a mud hen and a phoenix are both birds, but only one of them is like to call attention to their plumage. You'd never see a phoenix rolling about in the muck. Ser Waymar Royce, Seven save him, why, he made sure everyone saw how pristine he kept his sable furs, his fine new sword with jewels in its hilt. 'Twas like watching a peacock strut about."
Wick Whittlestick almost laughed, until he saw the look on the lord commander's face.
"You'll not say such things," Jon said quietly. "Not with Lord Royce soon to be our guest. He visited Winterfell when he brought his son north, and made quick work of half the fighting men of the keep." Jon could almost see the sun shining off white hair and bronze armor. "And that was with a sword; he's won a dozen mêlées with naught but a common mace. Whatever you thought of Ser Waymar, he still died for the Watch."
"Slain by wildlings," Bowen Marsh grumbled, giving Jon a beady-eyed look.
"Wildlings boast of slaying crows, and display their plunder proudly," he snapped, out of patience. "Yet not a one claims to have slain Ser Waymar, nor Benjen Stark, nor a dozen others who vanished into the haunted forest before them. Where are these sable furs, my lord? Where is this sword with its jeweled hilt?"
"Beyond the Wall," said the Lord Steward, unpersuaded. "With those that refused the King's mercy, and doubtless plan to march against south and murder us all."
A bitter laugh escaped him. "Plan?" Jon flared, trying hard to keep his temper. "There are no men left beyond the Wall, my lord, save the dead." Unless by some miracle Stannis returned, but those odds grew longer every day. Poor Shireen, who prayed in the sept at dawn and at the nightfires at dusk. Did the Seven hear her? Did R'hllor? "Dead men do not plot. They'll come south at their masters' bidding and not before, and when they do, we'll need living men to put them back in their graves."
"Brothers and sworn knights." A flush crept up Bowen's neck.
"And wildlings," Jon finished, unyielding. "You are dismissed; await me in the library. There is something I ought to show you before we finish this discussion."
Marsh's whole face flushed a deep shade of red; his mouth opened and closed, voiceless. "Lord Snow," he finally managed. With a stiff bow, he took his leave, followed by Wick Whittlestick and Tim Tangletongue.
The vault loomed overhead, the darkness swallowing up everything beyond the reach of the torch in Edd's hand. Ghost's eyes glimmered like garnets, his teeth still bared in a silent snarl. Jon ruffled the wolf's fur, then looked back to Edd.
"Remember what I said about Lord Royce."
"So I will, m'lord. I've no wish to get myself burnt."
Unlike Queen Selyse, Jon thought, but he held his tongue.
When they left the vault they found Wick Whittlestick lingering by the door, bearing his keys and a look of deep discomfort. He ducked his head before locking the door behind them, and fell in behind Jon as they began the long climb through the tunnels.
By the time they reached the library vaults, Jon's legs ached from a long day on his feet. Though Turquin's treatment had stopped the ulcers, and sleep reduced his headaches, no amount of rest seemed to soothe the weariness that leeched into his bones. Praying before the heart tree every night in Mormont's old raven used to help, but as the cold deepened those moments of respite grew fewer and fewer.
And so Jon sank into an empty chair without sparing a glance for the waiting Bowen Marsh. Instead his gaze fell on the five smoking tallow candles which bathed the room in warm light, revealing the dust covered shelf upon which the candles sat. Beside the candles lay a dagger, a dried gillyflower, and a curved shadow less dusty than the rest. Jon could not recall what had lain there; Sam must have taken it with him.
Gods, but he missed Sam. How many moons had passed since he sent him off, two? Three? It felt like years since he watched the wayns fade into the distance, their axles creaking from the weight of their baggage. Thank the gods the ground was frozen; were it mud, the wayns were apt to have sunk into deep ruts and gotten stuck long before they reached their destination.
Enough grain to survive until their first harvest, the King in the North had promised two years past, when the ragged host of wildlings came through the Wall. The lord commander had presented the terms as they were written, his tongue behind his teeth as the clan chiefs begrudgingly signed their names, lips pursed as if they could taste the bitter price of survival.
Enough grain to survive until their first harvest, Robb had said, yet the grain set aside for the wildlings was scarce enough to keep them on their feet, let alone endure the backbreaking work of reclaiming abandoned villages. From dawn to dusk the wildlings labored, mending walls and patching roofs, tending livestock and planting seed. How many would live to reap the harvest, if they starved in the fields before it came?
And so when the next train of supplies arrived at Castle Black from Eastwatch, Jon took hold of the sheafs of paper which recorded the counts. The provisions set aside for the Watch were far more generous, despite their lesser numbers. It would do no harm to share their bounty, so long as no one knew the wayns bound for the Gift were heavier laden than the King in the North had intended.
Over a year of careful rationing passed before Bowen Marsh caught on. That shipment had arrived early, when Jon was busy in the training yard. By the time he reached the wayns, Marsh already had the papers in hand, his face curdled like old milk. Thank the gods Marsh had not argued with him until they were in private, but ever since the lord steward worried at him like a dog with a bone. If the gods were good, their talk today would put an end to that.
With careful hands Jon sorted through the papers Sam had left him, attempting to restore some order to the chaotic pile of hastily jotted notes. How could years of effort result in so little knowledge? There were fewer papers than he'd thought, most of them confused jumbles of runes and attempted translations.
"Lord Steward," Jon said when he felt he could stall no longer. "This matter of the wildlings has gone on long enough. I mean to put an end to it."
"Lord Commander." Marsh's voice was as stiff as the frown upon his lips. "Am I being removed from my post?"
"What?" He'd not even known such a thing was possible. "You misunderstand me, my lord. Here, look at these."
Marsh accepted the sheaf of notes, an air of dull confusion hanging on him like a cloak. Reading the notes did not help; his shoulders shrank as he read, the lines at his eyes deepening.
"Well?" Jon asked when the steward finally set the papers back on the table. The lord steward might be stubborn, but he was no fool.
"Lord Snow, I fail to see what ancient runes have to do with feeding wildlings," the lord steward said bluntly. "Tarly's a clever lad, to find so much in all this tumult—" Marsh waved at the shelves piled high with books and scrolls in utter disarray. "— which makes sending him away even less wise."
"Years of combing through the stacks, and those few pages contain all the scraps Samwell found concerning the enemy. And for what? The wights fear fire, the Others fear obsidian, both of which we knew already. Aught else he found is uncertain, conjectures and suppositions based on translating runes Sam did not fully understand, for he taught himself northron and barely understands the Old Tongue."
"So why send him away?" Bowen Marsh shifted in his chair, one hand drumming on the table. "To bring back some wildling to translate for him? Do they even read?"
Jon restrained the unworthy impulse to shake his lord steward like Ghost might shake a fat squirrel. "How did the wildlings get to the Wall, my lord?"
"On foot."
"Fleeing from the wights and the Others," Jon corrected him. "The wildlings knew to burn their dead long before we did; they knew only fire would stop the wights. And what of Craster's wives? Gilly knew that the Others cannot breed, but must steal babes to make more of their foul kind. Dorsten knew that the Others do not age, that their touch burns like frostbite, that they take pleasure in mockery and pain. What else do the wildlings know which we have forgotten?"
"Superstitious nonsense," Bowen blustered, uneasy. "The idle fancies of women driven mad by years of torment."
Years of torment the Watch permitted for the sake of a hearth and a crust of bread. "Perhaps," Jon allowed. "But even the most foolish of superstitions contain a grain of truth, do they not? That is why I sent Samwell away, to speak with the wildlings, learn all they know of the Others, and bring that knowledge back to the Watch."
Bowen Marsh folded his arms across his chest, still skeptical. "A heavy price, feeding all those wildlings in hopes there's seeds among the chaff. I take it the Watch's largesse shall end upon his return?"
"No, my lord. I'll not have them starve upon our doorstep, not when they've done all we've asked of them. Their hostages remain at Winterfell, and the King in the North's last letter stated they continue to behave themselves." Or so Jon assumed, since Robb did not mention them at all. Were they troublesome, he would have said so. "Their people have remained in the Gift, any incidents of trespassing or wife stealing have been quickly handled by their chieftains, and they paid taxes to the Watch for both of the harvests they brought in before winter came."
"Meager though they were," Marsh grudged. "The wildlings cheated us, I do not doubt; the land is too fertile for such small harvests as they claimed."
I'd like to see how impressive a harvest you could manage, driven from your home to start again in a strange land, Jon thought but did not say. At his side, Ghost bared his teeth, a sight which made the lord steward blanch.
"Even if they did, the wildling women are worth their weight in gold. Your stewards have enough to do without turning out garb for our new men. Should I have told the King in the North we had no use for the bolts of wool he sent, instead of sending them to Queenscrown? Should I have refused the Great Walrus's offer to take as many pelts as he could, instead of having his folk make them into furs for the Watch?"
Marsh looked as though he'd swallowed a lemon. "Trading with the wildlings is better than feeding them for naught."
At least that was an improvement, albeit one based on a misunderstanding. Though the Great Walrus was open to trading with the Night's Watch, that was not what was happening here. The Great Walrus did not like owing the Watch for letting his people through the Wall; the furs would come until he judged that debt paid.
"Well," Marsh grumbled, uncomfortable with Jon's silence. "Better the Great Walrus on our shores than Mance Rayder. Good riddance to that blackhearted turncloak."
Jon's lips thinned. Stannis and his men had found the King Beyond the Wall a few moons after their departure from the Nightfort, his entire camp frozen to death in the night. When the dead men rose, the king's men had burned them, all save Mance. A knight and four men-at-arms had dragged the wildling king's corpse back to the Wall in chains, patched red and black cloak still flapping at his shoulders. Ser Richard Horpe was keeping the wight in an ice cell at Stonedoor, for what reason Jon could not say.
Bowen Marsh warmed slightly at the counts of hundreds of black wool tunics and breeches soon to arrive from Queenscrown. The counts of dozens of fur cloaks and hats and gloves also helped, though Marsh scoffed at the Great Walrus's slow pace. The hunters of the Night's Watch would bring in far more pelts, he claimed. Lord Bowen also said the tailors among the stewards could stitch furs more quickly, a claim which Jon regarded rather dubiously. The wildlings would have frozen to death long ago if they were not skilled at surviving the cold.
It was almost dusk when Jon finally finished with Bowen Marsh. He emerged from the wormwalks to find snowflakes dancing through the air and men dashing about the yard, dodging snowballs while Iron Emmett bellowed orders. There seemed to be two teams, each with a large snowdrift serving as a makeshift fort. Behind a third snowdrift Hobb's kitchen boys were building snow knights, their cheeks ruddy with the cold. Someone, likely Pyp, had made a snow wolf to accompany the largest snow knight, who held a wooden practice sword in his fist.
A waste of time, perhaps, but a necessary one. Men who played in the snow were less apt to fear it, not yet, anyhow. That would change when they began to notice the increasing number of deaths among their brothers. So far they had lost a dozen, older men with weak hearts that failed in the bitter cold, and younger men whose clumsy feet slipped on sheets of ice. One unfortunate man, Alaric, had the ill luck to break his back after rolling down a short flight of stairs and crashing into a hard barrel that lay at the bottom. Turquin still had the man in the sickroom, learning to use his arms again with the help of the novice Roone.
No, much better that the men think of snowball fights. Iron Emmett used them for instruction in the art of battle, but they were also apt to break out unprovoked. Pyp and his mummers especially loved ambushing unsuspecting targets after breakfast.
Nor were they the only ones amusing themselves out in the cold. Just this morning he'd found Patchface in the yard, wrapped in a cloak of motley furs, dancing and singing as he juggled snowballs. "The kraken reaches over the sea, I know, oh, oh, oh." The fool sang, ringing his bells. "The dragon screeches under his tree, I know, oh, oh, oh."
Jon could almost hear the jingling still, but it was lower, accompanied by the stamping of hoofbeats and the heavy creaking of wooden wheels. Turning to the west, he saw them come, a procession of covered wayns whose tops were dusted with frost and freshly fallen snow. They were led by a slight man upon a slight horse, the badge of his office, a golden hand wreathed in flames, pinned to his cloak.
"Lord Davos, welcome," Jon smiled. "Come, dinner awaits."
They dined in the lord commander's chambers. Their meal was the same humble stew and black bread consumed by the black brothers in the vaults below, though Three-Finger Hobb provided butter and rosehip jelly for the bread, and the stew had more chunks of meat than Jon expected.
The conversation was equally plain and unremarkable. Shireen spoke little after Lord Davos informed her there was still no word of Stannis, not since the wight's return more than six months past. Poor child, still holding hope for her father's return. But then, how long had Jon held out hope for Benjen Stark, who was only an uncle?
Fond as he was of little Shireen, Tormund seemed quite pleased by the likelihood of her becoming an orphan. "A man can deal with you Starks, coldhearted as you are," the wildling blustered upon his last visit to Castle Black. "But that Baratheon is another type o' beast entirely. No feeling in him, none at all; you'd think he was raised suckling iron instead o' mother's milk. D'you know, the little princess said that before her uncle died, she saw her father not more than once a year? What sort of man treats his only child so ill?"
"The highborn kind," Jon answered, trying not to think of Lord Eddard. Every morning he'd led his children to pray in the godswood, no matter how busy the rest of the day might be. Lord Eddard had little time to spare, yet he could oft be found watching his children play in the yard, or hearing them recite lessons, or tutoring them in the duties of a Stark of Winterfell. But those days were gone, just like his father, and it did no good to think of them.
While Jon wasted time wool-gathering, Davos had coaxed Shireen into talking about the books she was reading. Though permitted full run of the texts at Castle Black, she tended towards history and law, quietly insistent that she must educate herself as befit her father's heir. Yet for some odd reason she was speaking to Davos of disease and contagion, unpleasant subjects for a young girl, even one with a greyscale scar mottling her cheek and neck.
"Begging my lady's pardon," Jon said, when there was a lull in conversation. "But why are you reading of plagues and poxes?"
"I—" Shireen looked desperately uncomfortable. "I had the pox when I was nine, my lord."
"It came on a Myrish carrack," Davos said heavily. "Or so Maester Pylos said, when the outbreak had run its course through the taverns and wine sinks. It spared the king's household, save for Princess Shireen."
Shireen reddened, one hand tugging at her sleeve. "The captain didn't want to stay on Dragonstone. Maester Cressen said he offered Father his pick of the cargo, and when that didn't work, he gave my lady mother all the Myrish lace he had. Bands of silver lace worked with the seven-pointed star, bands of gold lace worked with flowers, a pale stiff ruff meant for the neck of a lady's gown." The princess lowered her eyes, ashamed. "I knew Father wouldn't let us keep them. But the lace was so pretty, I just wanted to take a closer look..."
Taken aback by the princess's distress, Jon changed the subject. Dinner ended soon enough, and a pair of knights came to escort Shireen back to the safety of her chambers. Only Davos remained behind, his face solemn as the grave as he resumed the tale.
That closer look had come at a heavy price. Within a week the princess took to her bed, fatigued and feverish. For a fortnight she suffered muscle pangs, nausea, and vomiting, able to keep nothing down despite the best efforts of the maesters. The day word came of King Robert's death was the same day the pox appeared. Flat lesions dappled first the little girl's face, then her hands, then the rest of her. Poultices and draughts were of no use. When the pox began to turn the color of ash, the maesters told Stannis and his lady wife that the end was near and bade them send for the septon.
Instead, Lady Selyse had sent for her red woman.
Lord Davos's voice was as haunted as his eyes as he recounted what happened next. Maester Cressen's protests against the madness of sorcery were in vain, for His Grace would not hear him. "You have failed my daughter," he said to the old man. "If sorcery is all that remains, then I shall try it, before I let the darkness steal mine only child."
Aged and frail as he was, the maester refused to quit the room. In silence he watched the red priestess chant prayers to her red god, the brazier's flames rising higher with every word. Heat blazed across the sickroom like a furnace wind. The condemned man fought against his shackles, the rough iron cutting at his pale flesh. Cressen clutched at his cane, Selyse dropped to her knees, even Stannis swayed, sweat pouring down his brow.
Only the priestess was unmoved. Her eyes shone red, red as the blood of the condemned man's wounds, red as the ember she plucked from the fire's heart and placed in the dying girl's limp hand, red as the powder she flung on the roaring flames.
A boom of thunder, a flash of blinding light, a scream, and it was over. When the clouds of smoke cleared, they found the princess asleep, the pox vanished without leaving nary a scar or scab. Even prying her hand from the condemned man's grasp did not wake her.
The gods were merciful. Shireen remembered nothing of the cold grasp of fingers locked in death. She never saw the ember sunk into the palm of the dead man's hand, still glowing amidst the charred, ruined flesh. She never knew of the corpse covered in the same ashy black sores which once marred her skin, his mouth frozen in an endless, silent shriek, his empty eyes fixed on a priestess limned in ghostly flames.
No, the gods spared her all of that. Weak as she was, Shireen did not wake for days, and then only long enough to eat and move her wasted limbs. By the end of eleventh moon she could stand; by the end of twelfth moon she could run about with her fool. As her strength grew, so did the red woman's favor with the king, so Cressen warned Davos upon his return to Dragonstone. And later that night, when she killed the old maester, the king he raised from boyhood did nothing.
"Melisandre." Davos said the name as if it were a curse. "First she won the mother, then father and daughter both, doting on them as Selyse never did. Shireen near worships the accursed woman; how am I to tell her that—"
Uuuuuuuhoooooooooo
There was nothing in the world so important as the horn blast ringing in his ears. Jon bolted from his seat; by the time he threw on his cloak and pulled on his gloves he was halfway out the door. There were no rangers out beyond the Wall, he'd sent none since Kedge White-Eye and his men failed to return—
Uuuuuuuhooooooooooooooooooooo
The second blast nearly made Jon fall down the stairs; he would have, if not for Davos, who had followed close behind and grabbed him until he could regain his footing. Wildlings? How could that be? There were none yet living, he knew that, he'd flown with Mormont's raven and seen nothing, nothing but dead men with black hands and black pits where their hearts should be. Unless...
Dread flooded his veins; he almost stumbled again when he reached the bottom of the King's Tower. Men were shouting, their voices high and full of terror. Ghost raced across the yard, his paws kicking up snow as he made for the gate that barred the tunnel beneath the ice. Jon followed, walking as quick as he dared. He must not increase the men's panic; he must not let them see his fear.
The Wall defends itself, he thought, clinging to the hollow words like a drowning man might cling to a piece of wreckage. The Wall loomed above him, glimmering faintly in the moonlight, immense, unbreachable. It might as well be made of diamond, rather than stone and earth and ice. And blood, Ygritte's shade whispered. And spells, Melisandre purred. However the Wall was made, the Others had never crossed it, not in thousands of years.
Long though he waited, the third blast never came. Heart still pounding in his throat, Jon bellowed for the men to get back to their work or return to their dinners. They obeyed, albeit slowly, some silent, some japing as though they had not been panicking only moments ago.
"Just wildlings," he reassured Three-Finger Hobb, who'd run out into the cold without a cloak. The boy Hal shivered violently as he clung to Hobb's apron strings; Hobb picked the seven-year-old up with a grunt and headed back toward the kitchens.
But the scarecrows who staggered from beneath the Wall were no wildlings. Two shadows in fine silks led the meager host, the black shadow leaning heavily on the red, who left a trail of melted snow in her wake. A scant hundred men followed, also afoot, their tread so slow that were it not for the dull eyes hidden beneath hoods and scarves, Jon would have thought them wights.
Lord Davos rushed forward, a glad cry bursting from his lips. By the time Jon finished giving orders for the rest of the king's men to be carried to Maester Turquin's sickroom, the king was already making his way up the stairs of the King's Tower. Each step seemed to cost Stannis dearly; he staggered and swayed like a dying man, kept upright only by Davos, who supported the king's right side just as Melisandre supported his left.
Unable to assist, Jon went ahead of them. Whilst the lord commander built up the fire Dolorous Edd ran for broth, bread, and hot mulled wine. By the time Stannis reached the lord commander's chambers, all was ready. But nothing could have prepared Jon for the sight of the king's face when he removed his hood and scarf.
Stannis had always been a gaunt man, his eyes deep bruises in a hollow face. But now... Jon had never seen a face so wan, so emaciated. Every bone in the king's square jaw jutted out; his cheeks were sunken pits. When Melisandre gently pulled off the king's leather gloves lined with fur, it was to reveal fingers brittle as sticks, the wrists as fleshless as the arms.
While the king ate, the priestess talked. Melisandre was unaltered. Her pale skin glowed, the cheeks a soft pink, the lips soft and plump. Her bosom was as full as ever, her hips as lush. Yet when he looked away from her she flickered strangely, the great ruby at her neck pulsing. From the corner of his eye Jon would have sworn she looked sallow, her robes torn and stained, her curves shriveled away, her bright red eyes faded to a lusterless brown.
Her voice showed no such weakness. It was clear and strong as she recounted their travels beyond the Wall, hunting dead men. All had gone well, at first. As they wandered the forest wights were drawn to them, a half dozen here, a score there. The king's men cut them down with steel, and Melisandre burned them with fire. Autumn was fading, but there was enough game to feed themselves. It was not until tenth month that game began to grow scarce. Then they relied upon their provisions, for their horses were well-laden with hard bread, grain, salted meat, and the like.
"All those long months, and we never saw an Other," Stannis rasped. "Not until it pleased one to toy with us. With mine own eyes I saw it, watching from the shadows of the woods. Its armor rippled like mirrorglass, its sword was a crystal shard. It spoke no word, but pointed the sword at me, with a laugh like the cracking of ice. I called out defiance, I raised Lightbringer high—"
The king bent over, silenced by a racking cough. When it ceased, he could not speak, but was forced to let Melisandre resume the tale whilst he drank wine and ate chunks of bread dipped in broth.
Faced with R'hllor's chosen, the cowardly Other had sheathed its sword, smiled, and dug his heels into the king's own horse, whose eyes gleamed like blue stars, the sign of the Great Other's corruption. When the Other galloped away, the king's men found every one of their mounts dead, frozen at their pickets. Each bore the black mark of frostbite, some upon their snouts, others on their backs or haunches, yet every mark bore the shape of a slender hand.
The king and the priestess had pursued the Other on foot to no avail. His men butchered some of the dead horses, adding their meat to the provisions which they had carried. Without pack animals, the men were forced to rig crude sleds to drag the heavy weight of their supplies. It was a long walk south, one slowed when sleds broke.
Dead animals stalked the edges of their camps at night, the flames of the nightfires burning in their cold eyes. Then the dead animals began to follow them by day. A half rotted bear wrecked five sleds and devoured their precious stores, unbothered by a rain of arrows. Even after an axe took off his head, he killed three more men with the swipe of his claws. A herd of reindeer kicked another two sleds to pieces, scattering the food beneath their hooves to be set upon by weasels and rats. Each attack cost them men, and the meat of the twice slaughtered animals was far less than that which they spoiled.
Then, when their stores were almost gone, the animals vanished. Hunger, never far, wrapped them tight in his hard grasp. Men began to die, not from cold but from starvation, collapsing on the march or never rising from their beds.
"And you burned your dead?" Jon demanded. Gods save them, would the wights remember the Wall's defenses? Would they tell the Others how few black brothers stood betwixt them and the realm of men? "All of them?"
"We left none to become wights," Stannis rasped, pushing himself to his feet. The food must have heartened him, for though he wobbled, he did not fall. "I require horses, and wayns, to bear us back to the Nightfort."
"Your Grace requires rest," Melisandre murmured. There was an odd look in her eyes; her voice trembled. "I may have erred. The Lord of Light—"
"Requires sacrifice," the king gritted through clenched teeth. "King's blood, you said, to wake dragons from stone—"
An almighty creak interrupted him, the door's hinges screaming as Dolorous Edd opened it and stuck his head in. "Pardon, m'lord, but—"
"Father!" Shireen shoved past the old squire, making straight for the king and throwing herself at his feet. "I prayed and prayed, and you came back, just like Patches said you would!"
Stiffly the king patted his daughter's head; when she rose to embrace him, he opened his arms, letting the girl bury her face against his shoulder. For a long moment all was quiet but for the crackle of the fire and the soft sounds of weeping. Then, finally, Shireen pulled away, wet tears shining on her cheeks.
"You were not supposed to be here," Stannis rasped.
His daughter blushed at the rebuke, wringing her hands as she stared at her feet. "I had nightmares, Father. The Nightfort scared me, so Lord Davos brought me here. You should stay here too, it's so much warmer, and Lord Snow is very courteous."
"I think not. My place is at the Nightfort."
Shireen bit her lip. How long was it since he had seen Arya do the same? "Then- then my place is there too. I can be brave, Father, I promise."
"Can you?" Stannis's eyes were nothing human, deep wells sunk in a lifeless husk.
"Let her stay with Lord Snow," Melisandre urged. Davos stared mouth agape as she sank to her knees, taking the king's hands in hers. "Let me look into the flames again, Your Grace, there must be another way."
"I can be brave," Shireen pleaded. "Please, Father."
The king looked from the priestess to the princess, his cracked lips sunken in a deep frown. Finally, he nodded, his chin sinking into his chest and staying there as though his throat had been cut. With a glad cry Shireen curtsied and ran out of the room, no doubt eager to begin packing her things. The king's departure was much slower, for he refused the offer of Melisandre's arm and staggered out of the room unaided, the priestess hovering at his heels. A lingering glance at Davos, and she too was gone.
Only Davos remained, his eyes looking out the window to the yard below. Puzzled by the Onion Knight's numb stare, Jon crossed the room. When he looked out the window he saw Hobb's boys, each one cloaked in heavy furs. They stood atop a snowdrift, snowballs in hand, waiting for Hobb to come in range.
"I had seven sons," Davos said, still staring out the window. "Three, now. Devan is the only one I've seen since the war started. He's a good lad. Quick, smart, faithful. He was the king's squire, until Melisandre bade him leave the boy with me. Devan didn't like that. He wanted to go hunt wights; he'd do anything for King Stannis."
"My lord?"
"Devan will forgive me, I think. But what of Stanny and Steffon? Will they understand what I must do? Will they forgive their father's absence for the sake of a soul and a life?"
"My lord?" Jon repeated, concerned. Such melancholy was unlike Davos; had the priestess addled his wits with the power of her gaze?
"A lord, he made me, aye. Davos of Flea Bottom, Hand of the King. Onions and saltfish I gave him, and he took the joints of my fingers. A small price to pay. My blood is not good enough, but my life will be."
Davos turned, a strange glint in his eye. "The King Beyond the Wall is at Stonedoor. That will not do, he is needed at the Nightfort. Might I borrow a fresh horse?"
"You may have the horse, but Ser Richard Horpe will not like releasing his prize," Jon warned.
"No, but I am yet King's Hand. Besides," the old man smiled grimly. "He will appreciate what I mean to do with it."
"Which is what?" Jon demanded.
Too late; Davos was already gone. Riddles within riddles, he liked it not. Jon had half a mind to follow, to force the Onion Knight to explain his confused ramblings. What madness was Stannis plotting now? Did he mean to burn his priestess for failing him? That would explain her pleading, but not Davos's equally strange behavior.
Much as he distrusted Melisandre, Jon did not care for anyone being burnt to death. The Wall is mine, a voice said, by rights the Nightfort is mine as well. Was it not his duty to stop such black sorcery? The Night's Watch takes no part, another voice replied.
His vows bound him like iron, like the winch chain. Yet that night as he lay awake in bed, he could feel them strain, and see the fine fissures cracking at the links.
Notes:
So excited to see what you guys think!
I'm annoyed it took me so long to get this chapter out; work and personal life have both been very busy, and I needed to work out plot kinks as we get to the end of Part IV. Jon only has 2 more chapters; the same is true of all the other major POV.
Next up:
Ch 131: Arya VI
Ch 132: Edythe II
Ch 133: Dany V
Ch 134: IrriNOTES
1) Iron starts to get brittle around -22 F. With icy winds blowing all the time, the winch chains are vulnerable to damage. I also looked up facts about how longbows respond to cold temperatures; Jon's internal monologue is accurate. Medieval torches were not just random sticks lit on fire; there was a process to making them. You might wrap pine needles around the end of the stick using a cloth, or, for a longer-lasting torch, dip coarse cloth in some sort of fat or pitch, then wrap it about the end of the stick with wire.
2) In canon, Stannis spends a year brooding before he crowns himself. Granted, he's a stubborn ass, and he's unsure of what he should do, but letting his enemies have an entire year to move against him really doesn't work with his characterization as a decisive battle commander and skilled strategist. We also never get an explanation for why Stannis, uncomfortable with women, anti-religion Stannis, of all people, suddenly has such faith in Melisandre, who is both a woman and a priest.
The back story with Shireen is my attempt to reconcile these inconsistencies. Shout out to SioKerrigan, who I think was the one who gave me the initial idea when she pointed out that a Rasputin angle would fill in a lot of those gaps. In this universe, Cressen told the whole story to Davos during their canon chat on the stairs the same night Cressen tried to poison Melisandre. No wonder Cressen wanted to poison her, and no wonder Davos is so leery of her! But there's also some sympathy for Mel here, versus "evil witch go brrr" as I saw someone put it.
3) Let's talk about lace! Lace was invented in the mid-1500s, and was heinously expensive, being entirely handmade. Creating lace required the talents of three skilled artisans: an artist created the design, a pattern maker put the pattern on parchment, and a lace maker stitched the lace by hand. Girls as young as nine were trained to make fine lace; many were blind by thirty from eye strain.
Not only was lace only invented at the very end of the medieval era, it was entirely (so far as I could find) used for trim and other small adornments; the use of lace as fabric panels came much later. The back of a lace cap below (late 1700s) took five years to make.
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In ACOK, the captain of the Myraham refers to a "bolt of Myrish lace." Uh... lace wouldn't have been sold in bolts. Most absurd is the Widow of the Waterfront telling Tyrion that the Selaesori Qhoran carries "bales of wool and lace."
Are you fucking kidding me?! Transporting lace in bales- what? A bale of wool is made by stacking fleeces; why on earth would you transport precious, delicate lace in bulk like that?!?
GRRM makes plenty of factual errors, which I usually try to disregard as he's not a historian. But at the same time—textiles matter. If dudes get to go on and on about where GRRM messes up armor and battle tactics, I get to be cranky about him being completely oblivious to the vast amount of time, labor, and expertise poured into making lace. (Not to mention everyone and their cousin is constantly in silk and no one's heard of sumptuary laws)
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The Lace Maker Caspar Netscher 16624) So, smallpox is extremely gross. I based Shireen's case on the malignant version of smallpox, with artistic liberty as to the aftermath of magically transferring the disease.
Yes, pox can be transmitted via contaminated cloth. That touch was inspired by a book I read back in high school about an English village which had an outbreak of plague due to contaminated cloth from London. The book I read is called Year of Wonders, it's a great read.
5) I'm not a huge Star Wars person, but Andor is the best tv show I've seen all year, holy shit. If you love deep world building, examination of systems, and a broad cast of characters who all matter, check it out!
Chapter 131: Arya VI
Chapter Text
"Will it work?"
The speaker was a tall man, corpse-thin. A gleaming crown sat atop his balding head; dark shadows framed his square jaw and cast sunken hollows beneath his eyes. He did not see the direwolf watching from the shadows, concealed by snow drifts as white as his fur. Beside the king stood a woman clad in silken robes. Even from a distance her scent assailed the direwolf's sharp nose, the aroma of sweet spices mingled with that of smoke and flame.
"I do not know," said the woman. The calmness of her voice belied the way she stank of fear. "What may be, what will be, they are not the same. Once the flames showed me a feast of corpses. A dead man with the head of a wolf presided over them, crowned with swords wrought of bronze and iron."
"Yet the usurper lived," said the man who could only be Stannis Baratheon. He stood in the yard of a dark castle, amongst a forest of tree stumps. In the middle of the yard was a deep pit, filled with logs, leaves, and kindling. Hundreds of men stood about the pit, knights and men-at-arms, all bearing torches, all hooded and cloaked against the icy wind that blew so loud it nearly drowned out the creak of wood and rope.
The king ground his teeth, as though the sound pained him. "A great gift requires great sacrifice, aye. A flame to pierce the coming dark." He shivered, his whole body wracked by a sharp, sudden cough. "Yet when the Other came... R'hllor did not save our horses. Nor did he drive away the dead, nor feed my starving men."
"Yet it was the Lord of Light who kept them warm in the bitterest cold, in the fiercest wind." A great gem pulsed at the woman's throat. "Just as it was the Lord of Light who healed your daughter, and breathed life into stone."
The woman reached into her robes, drawing forth an egg. At first the girl thought it was made of jewels, so brightly did it reflect the firelight. The egg was larger than a man's fist, larger than that of any natural beast. A dragon's egg, the girl realized, staring in awe. The woman drew closer to the king, turning over the egg to reveal half of the egg was cracked, slim veins twisting and turning over glimmering scales.
For a long moment there was nothing but the wailing of the wind and the muttering of the men circled around the pit. Then the king jerked his head stiffly, and the woman stepped forward, holding the egg out before her with both hands. Her robes swirled about her feet as she walked toward the pit, whose center boasted an altar of rough hewed stone. A ladder leaned against the edge of the pit, but the woman did not even spare it a glance. Instead she leapt down, graceful as a dancer, and placed the egg atop the altar.
When the woman climbed back out of the pit, she found the king waiting. He reached out a hand and pulled her from the top of the ladder, with a hard yank that almost flung her into his arms. Nor did he loosen his grip on her hand as he looked up for the first time since the girl began dreaming.
And as the king and the woman looked up, so did the direwolf.
High above the pit hung two cages of woven wood, alike in every way. Each was woven from saplings and branches, bent and twisted into a wooden lattice. Each was near six feet tall, and half again as wide. And each held the blurred figure of a man.
The men were not the same. One smelled of death and cold and a strange power that set the direwolf's teeth on edge. The other smelt of salty tears and sweaty musk, of cider and stew and bread. One was garbed in shredded rags, his bare hands and feet swollen and black. The other wore thick furs, with gloves on his hands to keep off the chill. One struggled clumsily against his bonds, his bright blue eyes burning like stars. The other was unbound, standing ramrod straight with his eyes closed, lips moving in silent prayer.
Below, the king turned away, letting go of the woman's hand. "Do it." He clenched his jaw hard, until the muscles in his neck stood out like cords.
The woman stepped forward, her voice clear and loud as she began to speak. In silence both direwolf and girl listened as she spoke of bleeding stars and ancient prophecy, of miracles and magic, of darkness and light.
"From king's blood and untainted fire, a dragon shall be woken!"
The woman raised her hands, and the whole pit burst into sudden flame. The logs went up as easily as the kindling, sending up tongues of sickly yellow-green fire that danced and swirled so hot even the direwolf could feel them. Then a gust of freezing wind howled out of the north, a tempest wind that blew back hoods, snapped at cloaks, and would have blown off the king's crown, had he not held it in place. It blew and blew, flinging snow across the yard and into the pit as though it meant to snuff out the flames. Instead they roared even higher, as though the wind were a blacksmith's bellows.
As the fire neared the cages, the dead man began to writhe. His cage jerked and swayed as he fought his bonds, straining to climb away from flames the same color as the silk that slashed his black wool cloak. A long tongue of flame leapt above the rest, lapping at the cage. When it touched the dead man he went up with a whoosh, as though his flesh was made of tallow.
The girl looked to the other cage, expecting to see the unbound man clinging to the top of his cage, away from the surging flames. Instead she watched, horrified, as the man fell to his knees, tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Mother have mercy," he sobbed. With a crackle the floor of his cage began to burn, the green saplings hissing and spitting. "The dragon, give him his dragon, oh Marya, forgive me—" a shriek of pain cut off his words; his furs had caught fire, his body wreathed with flames.
"End it," gritted the king, his eyes as dark and wet as deep blue pools.
The woman cried a word and threw out her hand, and the fire roared higher, the shriek ending almost as soon as it had begun. All was silent but for the hissing of the flames as they consumed the cages, the branches turning to ash and falling down upon the altar. Whether king or knight or man-at-arms, every eye was on the altar, every mouth holding its breath. Only the woman looked away, staring on the cages, doubt flickering in her eyes.
Suddenly there came a crack like the shattering of stone. On the altar the egg shuddered, fractures rippling over its face until every scale was faceted like a crystal. It must break apart, the girl thought, wonder and terror warring within her.
Yet though they watched until the flames guttered out, the egg never hatched.
Arya woke with the stink of ash still lingering in her nose. Davos Seaworth was dead, she knew that as surely as she knew that she could not fall back asleep. Should she wake Robb to tell him what she'd seen? No, he needed his rest, she could tell him at breakfast. He should get his sleep, even if she couldn't.
With a muttered curse she rose from her campbed, careful not to awaken her companions. They slept on, oblivious, Jeyne spooned about Meri. Both had faint smiles on their lips, no doubt thanks to whatever they'd been up to beneath the furs when she returned late from Robb's tent and startled them half to death.
They'd traveled north on the kingsroad for over five weeks now, riding during the day and making camp at night. When they left for the wedding it was near the end of third moon, a sennight after the feast for Arya's fourteenth nameday. Close to Winterfell there were inns and holdfasts, even a few keeps held by masterly houses, the landed knights of the north. Now it was the last day of fourth moon, and warm hearths were few and far between, at least until they drew closer to Last Hearth.
With silent feet Arya padded across the tent to the brazier, which had burned down to embers during the night. Some kindling and a few small logs served to wake them into gentle flames, and Arya dragged a leather camp chair over so she could warm her hands. It would not be dawn for a while yet; she could hardly wander around camp in the dark. Besides, she already knew what she would see.
Beside her tent would be three others. The grey and white was Robb's, the grey and red was Ser Mychel Redfort's, and the black and white belonged to Alys Karstark. She shared her tent with Cornel Umber; at nineteen, they were the eldest of her ladies. Well, eldest of her ladies present. Rhea Royce and Wynafryd Manderly were twenty-three, but they were back at Winterfell, along with seventeen-year old Catelyn Bracken, not to mention fourteen-year-old Wylla Manderly and her betrothed.
Rickon had not been pleased to be left behind again. After Osha left for Skagos, he flung himself into learning the Old Tongue from the wildling hostages. There was a solid week where he refused to speak anything but the Old Tongue, until Robb's patience ran thin and he gave Rickon the choice of speaking in the common tongue, or spending every day for a week indoors copying old scrolls in the library. Faced with such a horrifying fate, Rickon suddenly remembered how to speak in common. Thank the gods Osha was back now, armed with strange tales to distract her sullen charge.
Yes, between training with Ser Rodrik Cassel, lessons with Maester Luwin, and stories with Osha, Rickon should be kept busy enough to forestall the worst of his tantrums. If not, Nymeria would dunk him in the black pool in the godswood, just like she dunked Shaggydog when he misbehaved. Much as Arya desperately missed her wolf, leaving Nymeria behind had been enough to convince Rickon that yes, she would return from Last Hearth.
If only it were true. Please, gods, let it be true.
Without Nymeria, Arya's wolf dreams seemed to be growing stronger and stranger. Sometimes she dreamt of the godswood, of Nymeria wrestling with Shaggydog and howling with him in the dark of night, but sometimes she was Shaggydog, wild and free, determined to defeat his fierce big sister. Other nights she was Grey Wind, standing guard over Robb's bed or running through the camp, fast as an arrow. Only rarely did she dream of Ghost, and then her dreams were warped, for he was half blind compared to Nymeria. His nose and ears though, they were the sharpest of any of them, quickest to catch a scent or the softest of sounds.
For a time she had wondered if Summer was going blind. The few glimpses she saw through his eyes were confusing, shrouded in darkness black as pitch or blazing with pale light that made stars swim in his eyes. It took several dreams before Arya realized she was seeing the inside of a cavern beneath the earth, or deep fields of snow set afire by the sun. Try as she might, she never glimpsed Bran, no more than she could glimpse Sansa.
At least she knew where Sansa was, even if it was far across the narrow sea. Why didn't the stupid Essosi keep ravens? It only took nine days to send a raven across the nine hundred leagues betwixt Winterfell and Sunspear. Princess Arianne Martell had sent their letters sailing to Meereen at the end of ninth moon; Maester Luwin said they would not reach Meereen until twelfth moon. Then the ships would circle the Jade Sea before returning to Meereen in fourth moon to pick up any new letters. Was Sansa writing to her at this very moment? Were the ships weighing anchor to sail west? It was agony knowing she could not expect any letters for another three, perhaps four more months, if there were bad winds and foul storms.
Everything always seemed to be moving slower than Arya would like. The sooner they reached Last Hearth, the sooner it would all be over. Unfortunately, what with the wind and snow, the northern retinue was lucky if they made three leagues a day. Most of the snow was knee-deep, but the wind blew it into drifts as tall as a man's waist. To ensure a clear path, teams of furry oxen went before the horses, yoked to weighted wooden plows that sat atop iron blades. Together the oxen shouldered through the drifts, leaving behind a path of ankle deep snow far easier for the mules and garrons to manage. And manage they did, at a pace that would make a snail weep.
No one else was fool enough to head north. Any travelers they saw on the road were walking or riding south, bound for the refuge of Winterfell and Wintertown. All of them bent the knee as soon as they saw Robb's banners, most of them near giddy at the sight of the King of Winter in the flesh. They paid Arya homage too, their praise as predictable as it was awkward to receive. "Our princess is a true northern beauty," said some, those inclined to be gallant. She much preferred those inclined to seek her favor by calling her a she-wolf and asking if the rumors were true, a question she always answered by baring her teeth in a bloodthirsty smile.
It seemed like ages before dawn finally came. While Jeyne slept on, Meri fetched a basin of hot water from the cooks. Even with the brazier crackling merrily, the tent was chilly, and Arya's teeth chattered when she stripped for her morning wash. She stood beside the brazier as Meri quickly scrubbed her down. While Meri patted her dry, Arya scratched at the hair beneath her armpits, which itched almost as badly as that below her waist, yet another one of her body's unwelcome changes. What was the point of growing hair there? She didn't mind the downy hair growing on her legs; that at least helped keep her warm.
Warmth was scarce, now that winter was here. When they reached Long Lake near midday, it was to find thin sheets of ice sheets spreading across the still blue waters. Beside the shore grew a pair of weirwood trees. Each was carved with a face, one all curves, the other all angles, yet both somehow looked alike, their deep eyes staring across the gap between their trunks. It spanned nigh on ten yards, but their pale branches reached for each other, entwining to form a high bower. The branches curved so smoothly she half wondered if the hand of some long dead gardener had tended them, crafting a barrel-vaulted ceiling out of living wood rather than dead beams.
It was beneath that canopy that the retinue knelt. Arya's place was that of a Princess of Winterfell. She knelt at her brother's left hand, her ladies fanning out behind her. As King in the North, Robb was the last to bend his knees. Before he knelt, he thrust the point of Ice into the frozen earth, the effort making him grunt. The blade shone in the winter sun, reflections of white snow and blue waters rippling across the surface of the smoky Valyrian steel.
Long they prayed to the nameless gods of forest, lake, and stone. No sound disturbed their devotions, save those of the world itself. The waters murmured as they lapped at the pebbled shore; the wind sighed as it drew gentle fingers through her hair; the leaves whispered to each other as they fluttered over her head.
"Robb?" A voice called, faint and hesitant, the softest semblance of an echo. "Arya?"
She looked up, her eyes falling on the carved face of the closest weirwood. Somehow it seemed different than before, the face so familiar she thought she might weep. Bran? Her brother looked older than she recalled. His teeth were too big for his mouth, with gaps where they had not finished growing in; blemishes spotted his cheeks; a third eye gleamed upon his brow. Arya parted her lips, but the words caught in her throat, and when she looked again Bran was gone.
Her elder brother was less eager to abandon her. When prayers were over and their journey resumed, Robb beckoned her to join him at the front of the column, beneath the rippling white banner of House Stark. That was odd; she'd ridden beside him not a sennight ago.
For a while she did not speak, content with examining her brother's face each time he glanced away. Would Bran recognize their brother now? Five years had passed since they were last together; Robb was now a man of nineteen. He stood two inches shy of six feet, well-muscled from long hours sparring with his honor guard and with his bannermen. His face was handsome, save for the scar that slashed across his cheek. He wore a close-cropped beard, the same one Father used to wear, save for the color, which was as auburn as the thick waves of hair that fell past Robb's shoulders. Like Arya, he kept his hair up when he rode, to keep it from flying in his face. Unlike Arya, he simply pulled it up into a rough horsetail, whilst she must have her hair neatly braided in a long maiden's plait every morning.
A maiden's plait. Arya had a sneaking suspicion as to why Robb had chosen to favor her as his riding companion. Still, she said nothing, not until they were far enough ahead that the wind wouldn't carry her words to Ser Perwyn Truefaith, Dacey Mormont, Helman Tallhart, and Ser Mychel Redfort, who rode at their heels as always whilst Grey Wind raced ahead.
"Whose turn was it?"
Robb glared at her, a hint of irritated brother flickering under his kingly bearing. "Arya," he scolded.
"I beg your pardons," Arya said, innocent as a septa. "Whose turn was it, Your Grace?"
Robb rolled his eyes at that, putting a hand to his brow. "Alys Karstark."
"But you like Alys," Arya protested, annoyed at having her suspicions confirmed.
"No, you like Alys," he shot back. "Granted, I should probably grant her a boon in thanks for her service keeping you and Cornel from murdering each other."
Arya crossed her arms, one hand still holding her reins. Not that she needed reins. Whitey was the most reliable of mules, as steady and solid as one might expect of a beast that spent thirty years ascending the mountains of the Vale. Small wonder Mya Stone had chosen him to bring him with her when she departed the Gates of the Moon.
When the younger of Arya's two garrons lamed himself ten leagues north of Winterfell, Mya had offered up Whitey as a temporary replacement. She'd brought half a dozen shaggy donkeys with her that she hoped to breed with the sturdy garrons of the mountain clans descending upon Last Hearth. Arya made a face. At least the donkeys and garrons wouldn't be forced to undress in public while a crowd shouted bawdy jokes.
"Everyone at the wedding will be asking why you aren't betrothed yet," Arya said, trying to be reasonable. Robb's advisers might have long since given up on dropping hints that the king deliberately ignored, but that didn't mean everyone else would.
"You haven't given Alys a fair chance. If she can keep me from stabbing Cornel over needlework, wouldn't she be good at handling quarrelsome lords? She's very clever, and she's even-tempered. She explains why my stitches keep going wrong without insulting me like Cornel does, she speaks the Old Tongue almost as well as Rickon does, she even sings."
Robb sighed, then glanced back, making sure they were still speaking privily. "I can't give Alys a fair chance," he explained patiently. "Rickard Karstark brought her to Winterfell when we were, oh, seven, I think? Before they arrived, Father sat me down in his study, and explained that Lord Karstark hoped to make a match. As Lord Eddard did not intend to make a match until I was much older, he told me I must treat Alys with every courtesy, but remember that a lord weds for his people, not himself. We danced after the feast; I think I foisted her off on Jon because he was sulking over something and needed cheering up."
What did Jon sulking have to do with giving Alys a fair chance? "Everyone sulks sometimes," Arya said, in defense of her absent brother. "You're not seven now. What's the problem? Maester Luwin told me there's been plenty of Karstark marriages in the past."
She'd specifically asked about that point before they left Winterfell; if Robb pressed her, she could have recited the names and dates.
"The Karstarks are a good match for the King in the North," Robb agreed, much to her surprise. "Not so for the King of the Trident and the King of Mountain and Vale. Already I betrothed my brother and my sister to my northern bannermen; I cannot marry a northwoman myself, not without giving grave offense to the riverlords and valelords. Perhaps if I could make southern matches for Sansa and Bran it might be different, but..." He shook his head.
"Fine, not Alys." If Robb was willing to speak on marriage, she'd best seize the opportunity before he fell into a melancholy, like he did each year on the anniversary of the Red Wedding and that of Jeyne Westerling's death. A new wife could not make him forget his pain, but at least she might give him some comfort. "What about Catelyn Bracken? She's nice enough, and you could go riding together every day."
"We could, if I wanted to set my northmen's teeth on edge. She's far too pious."
"Mother worshipped the Seven."
Robb winced. "So she did. But Mother always respected the old gods, even if she did not keep them herself. Catelyn Bracken, however... Hother Umber came to me a few moons back, spitting mad over some comment he overheard her make about the savagery of the godswood. 'If one Stark might be convinced to build a sept,' she said, 'perhaps another might be open to the salvation of the Faith.'"
"Oh."
"Oh indeed," Robb said grimly. "Among the highest houses of the Vale, neither the Redforts, Waynwoods, nor Corbrays have any daughters of likely age. For a time I thought Rhea Royce might suit. She ran the household at Runestone for years before she was wed and then again after she was widowed. She's not outspoken about keeping the Faith, she's accomplished at the womanly arts, and wedding her would more tightly secure our bonds with the Vale. When you were away at the Dreadfort, I spent more time with her, hoping some affection might bloom. Instead..."
Arya hung her head. "It's my fault," she mumbled.
Shortly after she returned from the Dreadfort, still flush with victory over the Boltons' downfall, she'd proposed teaching her ladies some grappling moves, so that they might escape attack just as Jeyne and Meri had. Her ladies hesitantly agreed to the lessons, but matters deteriorated when, after three hours practice, Rhea Royce disdainfully proclaimed she required no such lessons because she was not such a lackwit as to send away her sworn sword so he might wed the only woman fool enough to have him.
Cornel Umber and Alys Karstark had seized a furious Wylla Manderly before she could do more than shout in her sister's defense, but no one managed to catch hold of Arya until after she slapped Rhea. The strength of Lady Edythe Cerwyn's rebuke afterward had nearly deafened them all; she'd forgotten amiable, quiet Edythe was born an Umber and had bellows for lungs. Wylla, Arya, and Rhea all had to write heartfelt apologies, read them aloud before all the ladies in Arya's solar, and then embrace, kiss, and swear to love each other always. Suffice to say, whilst they held their tongues henceforth, the vow about loving each other proved much harder to keep.
"Oh, it's not your fault," Robb said pleasantly. "Though I thank you for the convenient excuse to end any talk of betrothal. I could hardly write Yohn Royce to tell him that I cannot wed his daughter merely because I dislike her and she despises Winterfell. Truth be told, I don't think she holds any fondness for me either. The more time we spent together, the more we irritated each other, and a bitter marriage would do more harm than good. On the other hand, I can inform Yohn Royce that in a single stroke his daughter gravely insulted the Princess of Winterfell, the future Lady of White Harbor, and her husband, who also happens to be among my most loyal knights."
Loyal might be an understatement, Arya thought as she glimpsed Ser Perwyn Truefaith out of the corner of her eye. As usual, he stuck to her like a burr, his horse keeping pace a few lengths behind hers, his cheeks ruddy with the cold. Like most of the northmen, he was growing out a winter beard that covered his weak chin and most of his jaw. Rhea Royce might be a sharp-tongued shrew, but even Arya had to admit that the thicket of brown hair diminished Perwyn's unfortunate resemblance to a weasel.
Not that Wynafryd minded. She'd fairly glowed with smug satisfaction when they returned from White Harbor, having successfully persuaded first her father, Ser Wylis, then her grandfather, Lord Wyman, to give their blessing for her to wed. Wynafryd was even more smug when she promptly began to grow great with child, giving birth to a healthy babe shortly before they left Winterfell, an adorably bald and chubby boy she'd named Wyman.
As the new parents refused to leave their chambers, Arya barely saw hide nor hair of Ser Perwyn until the day they departed, her sworn shield having flatly refused to let her set foot outside of Winterfell again without his protection. Granted, she rode beyond the walls of Winterfell all the time with her ladies and a heavy guard of men-at-arms, but apparently that didn't count. No, she must have Ser Perwyn always at her elbow, sighing with longing over Wynafryd and gushing over his son.
Talk of babies seemed inescapable of late. Ser Mychel Redfort and his wife Mya were trying for a babe, or so Arya guessed by how often she heard noises coming from their tent. Every bannerman whose keep they visited along the kingsroad had made at least one remark about Robb sowing his seed, a notion that she really, really did not want to think about, no more than she wanted to think of the rapidly approaching day when she would be expected to bear children.
Although... it would be nice, to have a niece or nephew. When she was little Arya used to make up names for all the babes around the keep and play with them once they could do more than nurse and cry. Growing older had not made it any less fun to play hide-the-treasure with Anguy and Helly's toddler when she visited the fletcher's shop, or come-into-my-castle with little Bessa Bolton, even if she would never need to know how to welcome someone to the Dreadfort.
The King in the North had attainted House Bolton long before the Dreadfort fell. Once Lord Bolton and his bastard were dead, it was only a matter of divvying up the lands, incomes, and holdings. Some went to the Umbers and Hornwoods as rewards for leal service, some Robb kept for House Stark. Walton Truefaith was castellan of the Dreadfort now, with a small keep of his own close by.
Roose Bolton's widow, Fat Walda Frey, remained at the Dreadfort with her kinsman. Robb was not sure what part Fat Walda played in the Red Wedding, but he refused to risk the chance that she might raise her daughter to commit further treasons. No, Bessa would foster at Winterfell until she came of age, at which time Robb would dower her and wed her to some faithful bannerman. Someday the Dreadfort would pass to a member of House Stark, perhaps Rickon, or one of Robb's sons once he had some.
They were welcome to it. The ominous quiet of the ancient keep was enough to make even a snowdrift look like a more desirable abode. Still, she could stand to see less of them; when the retinue stopped to make camp at the first glimpse of dusk, it felt like they’d barely moved a league.
While servants raised tents and stoked cookfires, Arya practiced water dancing. After a month on the road her footwork was almost back to normal, or as normal as it could be, with so much snow to worry about. She nearly danced circles around Ser Perwyn as she ran through her drills, as many of them as she could cram in before Jeyne fetched her to wash up and dress for dinner.
The rest of the journey north proceeded much the same. Each morning Arya dressed for the cold, then spent the day riding with her ladies, sometimes joined by Robb or one of his bannermen. And every night, when they stopped to make camp, she danced. She could not afford to forget a single stance, now that she no longer had Oro Nestoris.
Arya had known better than to try to persuade her dancing master to follow her to Last Hearth. Oro was determined to return home to Braavos before winter storms closed the Shivering Sea to all but the greediest or most foolhardy captains. Even if he had been willing to stay at Winterfell, he could not go to Last Hearth, no more than Gendry could.
She missed visiting the forge. Boistrous Master Theowyle would show her drawings of the commissions he was working on for various lords and knights, and seek her thoughts on the designs. Then there was Gendry, solid and quiet, save for when she asked about his training as a journeyman. He was almost shy when telling her about the different sorts of metal and why they required different handling, why some shapes were harder to make than others, why some jewels were never used by armorers.
"If a lordling asks for opals or pearls in aught else, he's welcome to them," he said gruffly. "But in a hilt? Never, not unless the armorer wants to be shouted at when the gems crack in the first battle."
Still, she wished Gendry wasn't doing so well at his training. He was soaking up knowledge like a sponge, so much so that Theowyle expected him to achieve mastery in three years, rather than the usual five or more. What would happen when he reached his mastery? Would he want to keep working with Theowyle, or would he set up a shop of his own elsewhere? Once he'd raised the idea of shaving his head and returning to King's Landing so he might seek further training from his old master, Tobho Mott. The very idea made Arya sick to her stomach.
She felt just as queasy when they finally reached the end of their journey. It was near the end of fifth moon, sixty days after they set out from Winterfell. They had ridden a hundred and fifty leagues through snow and wind, through low grasslands, through hills covered in forests of mountain birch, aspens and alders, rowan and juniper, and others she could not name, until at last the forest opened to reveal her future home.
Last Hearth bore little resemblance to Winterfell. There was no Great Keep here, no soaring towers and stout walls of grey stone. All was made of timber, from the longhall atop a flat-topped hill to the village in the bailey below, not to mention the fifteen foot palisade guarded by an ironbound gate and timber watchtowers. Smallfolk packed the bailey beneath the hill, which boasted a yard, stables, paddock, smithy, wells, and sheepfold, along with a godswood a third the size of that at Winterfell.
It was there that Lord Umber waited to greet them, before the heart tree, his kin and household all on bended knee. After Robb raised the Greatjon to his feet it was time for everyone to be introduced. There was Lady Marna, with her soft eyes and buckets embroidered all over her thick quilted coat. There was Mors Crowfood, with his dragonglass eye to replace the one he'd lost, his cloak made from a snow bear whose head served as a hood. Last to come forward were the Greatjon's sons, Rime, a gangly youth two years her elder, and Hoarfrost, a powerfully built man of twenty, six years her elder.
"Come now," the Greatjon boomed, as soon as the courtesies were done. "A man should be able to greet the bride less formally, eh, Your Grace?"
Robb had barely had time to give his assent when the Greatjon barreled forward. With a great bellow he seized his hapless victim, lifting her off her feet and spinning her about until she gave a breathless laugh and begged to be put down, a plea which went ignored.
"Haven't you had enough?" Arya demanded, annoyed.
Cornel Umber looked rather queasy from the exuberance of her father's embrace, her face a faint green. With a booming laugh the Greatjon set his daughter back on the ground, where she swayed, dizzy, until Alys Karstark took her by the arm.
"No offense meant, little princess," the Greatjon rumbled, amused. "I would offer you the same warm welcome, but I fear Grey Wind might take two more fingers, if my lady did not stab me first."
He turned to Robb. "The Burleys are out hunting for the wedding feast. The last wedding guests from the mountain clans should arrive in the next few days, not that there will be many of them, with all the young ones headed for Wintertown. The Wull, the Liddle, and the Knott are less than ten leagues out, but the Norreys and First Flints are at home, snowed in for the winter."
"Already?" Robb asked sharply.
The Greatjon gave a grim nod, but before he could speak Lady Marna stepped forward and placed a hand on her husband's arm. "Such talk can wait until after the wedding," she said, smiling gently. "No doubt you're eager for a warm hearth and a hot bath. I myself shall see that our princess is well settled."
Over the next few days Lady Marna was as good as her word. While the mountain clans trudged through snow and ice, Arya trudged through every single nook and cranny of Last Hearth's timber hall, Jeyne and Meri following at her feet like faithful cats, if somewhat less quiet. Lady Marna didn't seem to mind; she had the ears of a hawk, and sometimes answered their whispered questions.
"The high seat is not weirwood," she informed them on the second day, noting their interest in the throne carved from pale wood. "It is birch, from the forests beyond."
Each arm was supported by a giant wearing broken chains, the supposed founders of House Umber who’d helped the ancient Starks defeat the Warg King. The sides were just as beautiful, bearing northron runes above an endless forest. Arya squinted; she was fairly sure the runes said the Umber house words, only loyalty can bind. The carving was exquisite, each tree rendered in even finer detail than all the other furniture she'd seen thus far.
“No wonder the carvers of the hearthwood are so renowned.”
Thanks either to that praise or to her general good humor, Lady Marna did not take offense when shortly thereafter Arya announced she would be returning to her chamber. Though the good lady did ask an excessive number of questions as to whether Arya was feeling well, offering to fetch the maester or tend the princess herself if she was feeling the least bit poorly, an offer Arya politely but firmly declined.
"What's wrong?" Jeyne asked as soon as they were alone in the guest chamber.
"Stomach cramp," Arya replied, careful to keep her voice low. "I think it was all that juniper tea last night and this morning. It felt weird going down; my nose was all itchy like it gets when we scent the keep at the turn of the new year."
Jeyne and Meri exchanged a pregnant look, but neither said anything as they fetched a hot compress and some mulled wine. It was the juniper, Arya wanted to shout as she curled up in bed, clutching the compress to her belly. It had to be the juniper, it had to be. Because if it wasn't...
Princess Arya is to remain at Winterfell until such time as she flowers, the betrothal contract said. Upon flowering, the princess and no more than four of her ladies-in-waiting shall journey to Last Hearth, whence the princess will foster for a span of four years, at the end of which time Hoarfrost Umber shall take her to wife.
She couldn't flower now, she mustn't. Robb had promised that he would not make her stay at Last Hearth after the wedding, not unless she flowered before it came time for them to depart. It had taken weeks to talk him into it, given the expense and annoyance of a second journey to Last Hearth once she flowered. Even then, she was fairly certain Robb only gave in because Maester Luwin said she would likely flower any day.
Hot tears pricked at her eyes. Once her moonblood came, she would not see Winterfell again until she was wedded and bedded. An escort would bring Nymeria north, but that was small consolation for the thought of abandoning Rickon and everyone else back home.
"Princess?" Meri called softly. "Do you still want me to let out your breeches?"
"Yes, please."
Everything fitting wrong was yet another indignity to be suffered. Though her breasts remained mercifully small, she still had to wear a breastband, and it was always coming loose or sitting wrong. Her hips were widening too, straining at the seams of her breeches and hose, and she kept getting painful blemishes on her upper back.
At least no one could see the blemishes in the modest gown of white and grey she wore for the wedding. The Greatjon bawled like a big drunk baby when the time came to bed the newlyweds, sweeping his still clothed daughter up in his arms and carrying her to the bridal chamber whilst leaving Alaric Burley to be tormented by the womenfolk. Arya participated from a distance, keeping to the outskirts of the little mob of women as they eagerly stripped the laughing groom, trying to focus on Dacey Mormont's bawdy japes rather than the very naked man.
"You'll enjoy it more when you're older," Dacey told her cheerfully when it was over. They sat alone at the high table, Robb having gone off talking with the Wull, and Jeyne and Meri having fallen asleep at the table thanks to an excess of mead thrust upon them by their generous host. Outside she could hear the smallfolk laughing and shouting as they toasted the newlyweds with black beer and off-color songs. "My bedding was great fun; by the time they threw us in bed we were both laughing our heads off."
"I suppose," Arya said doubtfully. Grey Wind yawned at her feet; she scratched his ears. "I didn't know you were married."
"Widowed," Dacey said, eyeing an abandoned rosehip cake before shrugging and devouring it in three bites. "Ten years past, when I was but a girl of eighteen. He was a younger son of a minor house on Bear Island, fond of sailing and hawking and watching me wield a blade." She smiled fondly at the memory. "Two years after we were wed, his ship sank in a summer squall that caught him in the open sea."
"I'm sorry," Arya mumbled, wishing she had not asked.
Dacey patted her on the shoulder as if Arya were one of her four younger sisters. "My thanks, princess, but the wound is long since healed. Three years of happiness we had, and that's more than many can say. Alysane and her children will be my heirs, and House Mormont shall stand as it has for thousands of years."
Arya frowned. Robb had offered to find Dacey a husband, some lordling or knight with no seat of his own but wealth enough to fatten the coffers of Bear Island. Dacey had refused, saying she was well pleased to remain in Robb's personal guard as long as he deemed her worthy of the honor.
"Why not marry again?"
"Eh." Dacey shrugged. "Too much fuss. Pate was a good husband, but one was enough. Besides," she added with a sly smile. "If one has an itch that requires scratching, men leap at the chance to comfort a widow."
Arya made a face. That explained why Nymeria thought Dacey and Ser Patrek Mallister smelled more like each other than was warranted by them sharing the same rotation for the duty of guarding Robb.
"Such talk is not fit for Princess Arya's ears," a disapproving voice rumbled. Hoarfrost Umber loomed over them, resplendent in a tunic of flame-red wool embroidered with broken chains. Unlike his father, he'd drunk little of the mead, instead spending most of the night awkwardly attempting to make conversation with Arya.
"Your lady mother said worse during the bedding," Dacey replied pleasantly. "Even my mother would be impressed. She claims no one east of the mountains knows any of the old northron vulgarities."
The tips of Hoarfrost's ears turned pink. "I take your point. Might I have a word with my betrothed?"
"Not alone," Dacey said, covering a yawn. "Besides, it's late. We're here for a moon at least, Hoarfrost, there'll be plenty of time."
The next week felt like a year. Hoarfrost continued to seek her out for conversations about nothing, trying and failing to hide his clear disapproval of young maidens who cut off heads and threw them at people. One would have thought the Greatjon was a singer or a skáld, judging by his delight at telling all and sundry of Arya's exploits. She'd not seen him do anything with such relish since the day he'd hung Bolton and his bastard's entrails from the Dreadfort's heart tree. Then as now, however, Hoarfrost did not share his sire's good humor.
One chilly afternoon, desperate to avoid her hosts, Arya spent an hour hunting down Robb. Finally she found him in the first place she'd looked, his solar, where he sat with a stack of letters. Whilst on the road Maester Luwin had sent the most urgent ravens Winterfell received on to Last Hearth. Upon his arrival Robb had begun to go through them, sending replies either to his council back at Winterfell or directly to the petitioners.
Most of the letters had to do with winter, Arya knew that much. Yohn Royce had finally arrived at the Wall, along with the ships which had survived the tempest that caught them in the Bay of Seals. The lords of the Vale who remained in the south were eager to sell their grain, albeit at a heinous price, pleading scarcity due to the ongoing mountain clan raids.
Robb bought that excuse as much as he bought Rickon's claim that he would never, ever use the Old Tongue to swear at his brother and sister. He was more concerned by the continued dissatisfaction of the dwarf High Septon of Harrenhal and the increasing alarm of the maesters of the Citadel, who predicted an exceptionally long, cold winter.
"Either say what you want or go away," Robb sighed, staring at his letters. "Unless you'd like to write Uncle Edmure and explain why I cannot spare any more gold nor food for the Riverlands beyond what I have already committed."
Arya paused, thrown. She vaguely remembered that coming up at a council meeting; Lord Jason Mallister had been very understanding. Why was their uncle being difficult? The North couldn't afford to lose half their folk should the winter prove as disastrous as Robb expected. By Torrhen Poole's best estimate as keeper of accounts, the North's population still had yet to recover from the ironborn raids of the early 200s, the war with Raymun Redbeard, King-Beyond-the-Wall, the five year winter of the 230s, the ironborn raids of the 240s, Robert's Rebellion, the Greyjoy Rebellion, and the War of the Five Kings.
Only one king sat before her, his brow furrowed at her unexpected visit. Right, he'd asked her a question.
"Can we go to that wildling village tomorrow, instead of next week?"
Robb sat back, thoughtfully stroking his beard. Come on, Arya prayed silently. She needed a respite from Hoarfrost and his lady mother, who hovered like a hen. Lady Marna meant well, but if she sighed one more time over poor Arya lacking a mother to guide her through her flowering, she was going to scream. Thank the gods the cramps had gone away since she began avoiding the juniper tea. Visiting the nearest wildling village in the Gift would mean two days ride each way, giving her four blessed days of relief from her future goodfamily.
"I don't see why not." Robb smiled wearily. "Mors did ask that I attend to the matter as soon as possible."
In the end it took three days to reach the village of the Thenns, even with one of the Umbers' wildling hostages serving as their guide. Like all the hostages she was kin to a wildling chief, in this case, Sigorn, the Magnar of the Thenns, who was her cousin.
Robb spent most of the journey interrogating Synne about the wildlings, the Wall, and its Lord Commander, in that order. Much to Arya's disappointment, she knew much more about wildlings and the Wall than she did about Jon Snow, whom she'd seen only a few times, and then at a distance. At least Synne spoke the common tongue fairly well, unlike her fellow hostages, and was even patient enough to practice the Old Tongue with Alys Karstark, who'd come along out of curiosity.
The wildling village was not a village at all, just a hamlet, no different than those she'd seen on the kingsroad. The houses were the same daub-and-wattle with thatched roofs and stone chimneys. They were set around a pasture where a few goats grazed beneath plum trees, digging their hooves to get at the grass beneath the snow. A whiskery old woman watched over the herd, accompanied by a mother in white furs holding onto a wriggling boy not more than three.
Everyone else was indoors, at least until they came out to see the unexpected visitors. All wore coats of shaggy furs, carefully layered to ward off the cold, faces peeping out of the thick fur ruffs about the edges of their hoods. There were no other children that Arya could see, and few elders. Grey Wind loped toward the wrinkled old goat woman, sniffing her while her goats pawed the snow. The direwolf growled low in his throat; when the goats pointed their horns at him, he bared his teeth. Not until Robb gave a sharp whistle did the direwolf leave off, trotting back to stand between Robb and Arya.
There could not be more than two hundred of them, Arya realized as Synne translated between the King in the North and the Magnar. Soon the wildlings were returning to their hamlet's modest longhall, and Robb, Arya and the northmen were being led on a tour of the tiny hamlet. As they walked Synne explained the repairs they had made since their arrival and apologized for the meagerness of their few harvests before winter.
"We paid our weregild to the crows," she translated, holding her head as proudly as her cousin did. One would think she was in a great hall, not in the enormous root cellar beneath the hamlet's only barn. It served both as storehouse and as a place of refuge during the bitterest cold. Amongst the wildlings' stores of barley, salted meat, and dried snow plums stood heavy sacks of vegetables, barrels of flour, and casks that could only be pickled fish.
"You still have these?" Robb asked. There was an air of mingled surprise and respect in his voice. "It's been over two years now. You must have starved whilst getting the first harvest in."
Synne frowned as she translated, an odd look passing between her and her cousin. "We are used to hunger," she finally said. "Long was the road from our high mountain valleys, and bitter. Lord Crow promised we would be safe behind the Wall if we kept your peace."
"See that you continue keeping the peace," said Robb. "No stealing women, no leaving the Gift."
"Where go?" said Sigorn. He spoke the common tongue as though each word cost him dearly, and the torchlight cast shadows on his face as he led them back out of the cellar and toward the hamlet's longhall. "North? Others slay us, like our kin. South?" He laughed bitterly. "Kneelers kill the rest."
For a moment there was silence, save for the crunch of boots upon the snow, the creak of the longhall door, and the muttered talk of the wildlings within. A few sat on a long bench at a rough trestle table, most sat cross-legged on the floor, but all were busy at their work. A dozen women stood, preparing food over the long firepit that ran down the center of the hall. They were assisted by their children, none of whom looked to be younger than seven. The rest of the wildlings mended furs, or stitched rough runes onto thin strips of dyed wool, or carved wood with bronze chisels.
It was the work of those at the table that drew Robb's eye. Chunks of obsidian covered the table, the firelight making them shine black and blue and green, like a raven's feathers. Grey-haired wildlings struck the largest chunks with antler billets, each blow carefully chosen. Younger, sharper eyed wildlings held the fruit of their labors, smaller chunks vaguely shaped like daggers, spearheads, or arrowheads. These they pressed with thin antler points, flaking off chips of obsidian.
Jon Snow's letters said the Thenns had lived in the far north Beyond the Wall, in a hidden valley protected from the worst of the wind and snow. For centuries they'd remained there, fending off all the other wildlings who wanted to claim the lands for their own. When Others and their thralls came, they'd resisted for long years, ringing their homes with firepits and arming themselves with obsidian.
Only the obsidian let them hold their ground for so long, when folk disappeared on cold nights, walking out into the wind and snow. Soon or late, they always returned, but it was with burning blue eyes and frozen black hands, their swollen flesh the milky white of death. Their food began to run short, ruined by blue-eyed rats and weasels, and their oldest and youngest grew sick and died. Only when the winds began to blow out the nightfires did they finally flee with what little they could carry, furs, food, precious tools and even more precious dragonglass.
They watched the wildlings at their knapping for a good long while, Robb occasionally asking questions which Synne translated. Arya circled the table, watching fire flare at the edges of the dragonglass and trying not to think of Gendry at his forge. Eventually she grew bored, and with Robb's leave, she, Grey Wind, and Ser Perwyn headed back out into the late afternoon sun, the cold making her breath steam.
No one else was fool enough to be outside. The goat woman was gone, doubtless sheltering in one of the houses whose thatched roofs were covered in several inches of thick snow. Atop one roof perched a pair of crows, one fluffing its feathers, the other rolling down the snowy roof before hopping up to the roof's ridge and rolling down again.
"Silly beasts," Ser Perwyn chuckled. "Are we out here for any particular reason, princess?"
She replied with a shrug, glad she could be less formal without an audience. The bronze circlet under her hood was uncomfortable in the cold, and the skirts of her gown were apt to getting blown about by the wind, even with the length of heavy cord sewn into her hem. Still, she was glad of the fresh air, and the blanket of soft wet snow that draped the hamlet. "I'd rather like to make a snow knight," she confessed. "It's not a good idea, is it?"
"Probably not, my lady," Perwyn sighed. They were about to go back into the hall when they heard the sound of a horn blowing at the edge of the hamlet. Turning, they saw a small covered wayn. Someone had removed its wheels; the garrons dragged it on long runners as though it were a sled.
Two men sat atop the wayn, and Arya's heart soared when she realized both dressed all in black. What were brothers of the Night's Watch doing here? Was it Jon? No, it couldn't be, if the lord commander ever left the Wall it would be with a retinue of men, not a single wayn. The brothers of the Night's Watch gaped like fishes when she strode forward to greet them, her hood falling off thanks to the quickness of her stride. She didn't mind, her heart was too full for the cold to touch her.
The younger of the two brothers seemed to be in charge, a moon-faced youth around Robb's age with soft dark hair and the unhealthy look of a man who weighed less than he ought to, judging by the loose skin about his jaw. His name, he stammered, was Samwell Tarly. He was a steward of the Night's Watch, with orders to seek out the Thenns and deliver more dragonglass for them to work.
"And speak to their elders," he said, abashedly holding out his thick fingers for Grey Wind to sniff. Once the direwolf gave his approval, Ser Perwyn headed back to the longhall to fetch Robb. "Uhm, you look very much like your brother, princess. Lord Commander Snow, I mean. But prettier." He winced. "Sorry, my lady."
"Nevermind that," Arya said impatiently. Much as she wanted to pelt him with questions about Jon, that could wait. "Why do you need to speak to their elders? They don't have any."
"I'm not dead yet, beastling." The goat woman's voice was drier than Dorne. She glanced at Grey Wind, then spat. "I hope you've meat for him. We've little enough as it is. If he goes near my goats, things are apt to get messy."
"He won't," Arya replied. Grey Wind bared his teeth, and informed her that goats tasted foul anyway.
"I'm to ask them about the Others," Samwell stuttered, half at Arya and half at the old skinchanger. "The Watch knows so little, besides fire and dragonglass. The wildlings at Queenscrown have seen them-"
"I bet they have," the goat woman snarled; in the distance her goats bellowed. "Cowardly lot of rabbits. You want to know about the Others, crow, ask them who's defied them, not kissed their boots." Catching sight of Robb emerging from the longhall, she snorted. "I'll have to wait my turn, I see. Find me when you've knocked the snow from your ears."
Unlike the goat woman, Arya spent the next several days in an almost euphoric humor. Even returning to Last Hearth could not lower her spirits, not when Lady Marna greeted them with such genuinely warm embraces, followed by hot baths in their rooms. When they met in Robb's solar afterward, hair still damp, it was to find loaves of bread fresh from the ovens awaited them, along with creamy butter, rosehip jelly, roasted venison from the Greatjon's most recent hunt, and a stack of letters from Winterfell.
"Anything interesting?" Arya asked, cutting a loaf into thick slices before covering them with butter, then topping half with jelly and half with tender meat. Robb absentmindedly picked up a slice laden with venison, his lips moving slightly as he read the letter on top of the stack.
"Lord Redfort politely declines your invitation for his niece to join your ladies," he said, setting the letter aside. "Apparently she is in ill health, and cannot travel with the roads as they are." Robb snorted. "Hopefully Lord Grafton's niece and Lord Belmore's daughter are in better health."
The next letter bore an orange seal. Arya fought the urge to rip it out of Robb's hand as he slowly, painstakingly deciphered Arianne Martell's elegant script, half reading it aloud, half summarizing. The Princess of Dorne was happy to sell the King in the North additional fruit and fish for the Night's Watch, and at a price so reasonable it was almost suspicious.
"Because of the kinship we share through the marriage between our houses," Robb read, one eyebrow raised. "Either Princess Arianne wants something, or she's no idea of a fair price for her bannermen's bounty. If only the Tyrells were so generous, the grasping blackguards. Do they think I have all the gold of Casterly Rock hidden under my pillow? The Myrish glassworkers alone..."
At that point her brother stopped reading the letter, instead muttering under his breath about moneygrubbing slavers who charged double for glassblowers and glaziers once they realized the King in the North meant to keep them after they finished expanding Winterfell's glass gardens, not merely rent them for a while before returning them to their masters. It had been Jon's idea to buy glassworkers instead of immense amounts of glass; the offer of freedom should entice the glassworkers to teach their secrets to northern apprentices.
"And I've no way to make Willas Tyrell see reason, not with every lord north of the Crownlands trying to fill his granaries before the weather worsens. Even if I wrote every lord in the Reach separately to try and negotiate a better price..."
"The other letters?" Arya prompted, approximately five seconds away from yanking the stack away from him, courtesies be damned. With an irritable grunt he tossed them at her. As he went through the rest of his correspondence, Arya copied the letters into plain speech, having memorized the code by heart. And as she translated, she shared the letter's contents.
The marriage remained unconsummated, a fact of which Arya approved heartily and of which Robb was deeply skeptical. When the letters were written Sansa might have been a maiden, but now? Now that she was of age, spending long lonely months in a foreign land, with no kith or kin to distract her from her husband? Robb said any woman would succumb, as would any man blessed with a beautiful highborn wife. Especially a bastard, bastards were lustful. Surely Olyvar Sand could not be as indifferent to Sansa's charms as he claimed, not when half the letter was practically an ode to her many good qualities.
Olyvar Sand was far less enthusiastic about Daenerys Targaryen. Although he praised her fondness for children and restraint when it came to her impulses, he was far less pleased with her ignorance regarding Westeros, her inability to control her dragons, her utter indifference to honoring the old gods or the new, and her continuing refusal to accept that Rhaegar Targaryen was a prophecy obsessed raper, a point which seemed to fill Ser Olyvar with especial fury. Oh, and one of her counselors was a red priest who claimed Daenerys was a hero of legend, Azor Ahai, born to cleanse the world with fire.
"The world, or Westeros?" said Robb. "What foul sorcery do the red priests possess, that they make men like Stannis Baratheon dance like a puppet on a string? Gods help us, the woman won't stay in Essos forever, she'll come for the Iron Throne sooner or later. One dragon would be enough to reduce Winterfell to a smoking ruin, let alone three..."
"The third one is missing," Arya reminded him. "Stolen by a corsair king. And the second one is Olyvar's, he thinks it will be big enough for him to ride by fourth moon."
"Another dance of the dragons, then," Robb said grimly. "I'd sooner face the Lannisters alone than ally with the woman Olyvar describes. Gods willing they will dance over the skies of Meereen, not Westeros. If Sansa and Robett's letters confirm even half of what he claims... the dragon queen should be put down, like a rabid dog, and I pray this Olyvar has the stomach to do it."
Arya could not blame him for such a deadly prayer, but as she opened Sansa's letter and dipped her quill in ink, she said a silent prayer of her own.
Gods, whatever happens, please keep my sister safe.
Notes:
...so much just happened, holy shit. Sound off in the comments! Only one more Arya chapter left before the end of Part IV.
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132: Edythe II
133: Dany V
134: Irri
135: Cersei IVI am *determined* to get out more chapters this month; finishing only 2 each for October/November was really frustrating. I'm hoping for at least 3-4 chapters, possibly 5 depending on how winter break goes. General reminder that you can find me on tumblr, and I'm delighted to answer random Weirwood Queen questions, like this anon who asked how I picked the name "Olyvar" for everyone's favorite dork. Don't try to ask for major spoilers though 😛
I also got the "snow plums" and use of juniper tea from another anon. Random suggestions for worldbuilding and characterization are welcome; I may use them if I think they fit the fic :) For example, Dacey and Alys' increased prominence is due to readers really liking them and asking for more.
Speaking of more... I hit the 5k character limit for end notes 😂 Rather than shorten my notes, I said fuck it and posted notes 6-10 as the first comment below. Check them out, they’re delightful.
NOTES
1) The flames are weird colors because wolves cannot see red. So red/orange flames become a deep olive yellow. Additionally, Ghost is a red-eyed albino. Due to the lack of melanin in his eyes, Ghost would have worse vision than his siblings, specifically issues with focusing and depth perception. Jon doesn't notice; Arya, who is used to Nymeria, does pick up on the difference.
2) Davos's plan was relatively simple. King's blood + life = dragon, in theory. Selyse volunteered herself based on her descent from the Gardener kings, but it didn't work. Maybe those kings were too remote? (Or maybe the spell was wrong, or the timing, or whatever, etc). Wight!Mance definitely has king's blood, but he's dead. Davos has common blood, but is alive. Burn both of them together, and boom, the dragon will hatch, no need to burn Shireen. Or so Davos hoped/prayed, unfortunately in vain. Melisandre was also skeptical as to whether it would work, but given the alternative, she backed Davos up. Alas, poor Onion Knight.
3) I played a bit fast and loose with Wylla Manderly's age. In canon, Davos guesses her age to be "no more than 15" as of 300 AC. Well, I decided he's terrible at guessing, and she was 12 in 300 AC, making her almost 15 here. When Rickon comes of age and marries Wylla, he will be 16 to her 23, not ideal but better than 16 and 26.
4) Given the frequency of long winters, and uncertainty of when they will end, winter travel happens, but no one is thrilled about it. I couldn't find anything about medieval snow plows, but the North would HAVE to invent them out of sheer necessity. I based the plow on homemade plow.
5) The shrine at Long Lake is lightly inspired by Shinto temples, which accentuate the natural beauty of their surroundings.
Chapter 132: Edythe II
Chapter Text
The bells tolled steadily, deep and clear. Each of the five great towers of Harrenhal boasted two bells, and their voices echoed over the vastness of Harrenhal as they called the Hour of the Crone. Even kneeling upon the floor of the sept, Edythe could feel the thunder in her bones as she bowed her head in prayer.
Septa Utha led the dawn service, lamplight shining on her gold robes as she turned to a passage from the Crone's Book. Any septa might read from The Seven-Pointed Star, but the book resting on the pulpit was no common text. It was a great tome, bound in leather, encrusted with jewels, and said to be wondrously illuminated within. Only the Most Devout might handle the precious relic, one of a few saved in their flight. Septa Utha's chosen prayers were as uncommon as her text, and some of the sisters faltered when she bade them reply in answer. Edythe did not. Every word in the Crone's Book was graven on her heart, as familiar as old friends.
When the prayers were done it was time to make sacrifice. Septa Utha poured fragrant oil into a lamp wrought from precious gold. Seven spouts it had, each set with a crystal that flashed rainbows as the septa lit the seven wicks. Another prayer, this time for the soul of Lady Shella Whent, a hymn of thanks for the dawn, and then the sisters were dismissed to break their fast.
Breakfast was soft bread, hard cheese and thick beer. As the sisters quietly ate at their trestle table in the undercroft, Third Sister Jonelle read to them from The Book of Merits, Being an Examination of the Triumph of Virtue over Vice. The Third Sister was getting on in years, her voice scratchy and dry, but Edythe enjoyed how smoothly she read. Third Sister always paused at just the right moments, either to let the sisters reflect on the text, or so she might explain the meaning of a word.
After breakfast Edythe climbed the stairs, one more minnow in a flood of soft yellow robes, coifs, and wimples. While many of the sisters talked as they climbed, she contented herself with covering the yawn she'd been holding in. Of late she kept waking in the night, her chest and neck red and covered in sweat. No amount of prayer seemed to stop the discomfort, nor did fanning herself with her blanket until she shivered, only to awake a few hours later pouring sweat again.
Save for the sweats, every day was the same as the one before, thanks to the blessed Crone. Edythe rose, she prayed, and she worked, surrounded by the same small cluster of lay sisters. It was the will of the Seven that the faithful spend their days laboring, just like the Smith at his forge. So said the High Septon, the gods' own voice on earth. A few called him the dwarf High Septon, but most had taken to calling him Paul the Pious, lest there be any confusion betwixt His High Holiness and the lion’s lapdog, Raynard, who desecrated the Great Sept of Baelor each day of his false reign.
Well. Harrenhal might not have been built by blessed Baelor, but it would be just as holy by the time the faithful were through with it. Kingspyre Tower, largest and tallest, was in the best condition, though only the lower third had been kept in good order. That was soon remedied. The faithful had scrubbed and sanctified every nook and cranny so it could house the High Septon, seventy Most Devout, and the septons and septas who attended them.
The High Septon had also ordained the arrangement of the other four towers soon after their arrival. In the Widow's Tower he established two motherhouses, one each for the septas, sisters, and sparrows sworn to the Mother and the Maiden. The Tower of Dread held two septries, those of the septons, brothers, and sparrows of the Warrior and the Father, whom His High Holiness judged best prepared to brave the tower's fearsome reputation. The Wailing Tower, with its storerooms and cavernous vaults, was a single septry, that of the followers of the Smith, who were the most numerous.
Last of all was the Tower of Ghosts, an utter ruin whose care His High Holiness entrusted to the motherhouses of the silent sisters and the worshippers of the Crone. It was there Edythe spent her mornings, toiling in rooms so big she felt as if they could swallow her whole. Today her orders from the Third Sister took her to the highest of the upper levels with a half dozen other lay sisters. Mounds of filth stubbornly caked the floors, and it was their job to remove them.
Yet again Edythe said a prayer of thanks for the pink-robed brothers of the Warrior, who'd removed the endless bats that once roosted in the rafters. At first the sisters had tried handling the beasts themselves, as the High Septon said they ought. The Smith's brothers supplied them with mortar to patch the cracked walls, and they used enough of it to fill a lake.
It wasn’t enough. The bats still returned in the morning, by way of holes smaller than a silver stag. Then they had tried clanging bits of metal to drive them out, only to find it sent the beasts into a frenzy of flapping wings. Edythe slew two bats with her broom, and by the grace of the Crone she was not bitten or scratched like most of the sisters, one of whom soon died of a raving fit. That was when the High Septon finally gave permission for the brothers to slay the foul beasts, who were no doubt possessed by damned souls.
Even with the bats gone, Edythe wondered if their leavings were somehow cursed. Sister Harra and Sister Violet coughed as they scraped the nightsoil into buckets, and Sister Jeyne vomited once, poor girl. Edythe could not blame her; the stink made her belly curdle. That was why Edythe kept a thin scarf wrapped about her face, to protect herself from the stench. Fourth Sister Mela had praised her for the wisdom of the notion, a rare compliment given the sister's strict and exacting ways.
When the bells tolled nine times, they paused their labor to say prayers to the Father. Once finished, Edythe tapped Jeyne on the shoulder. It was the work of a moment to show her how to put on the spare scarf Edythe kept in her robes, an offering the young woman gratefully accepted.
As the morning wore on some of the sisters began complaining about sore arms or upset bellies. Edythe kept at her work, intent on removing a stubborn patch of nightsoil. She might go to bed exhausted, but she would know this section of floor was cleaner than it was when she awoke. While she scraped, her eyes wandered to the thin window. It looked down upon the middle ward, which was so big that the Motherhouse of the Lifted Lamp could have easily fit inside it with room to spare. She'd known every inch of the motherhouse, but even two years were not enough for her to learn the Tower of Ghosts, let alone Harrenhal itself.
Nor was Edythe used to over two thousand faithful sharing a single keep. The motherhouse had only three score women at most. She had found it frightening when a dozen widows and orphans took vows as novices in the short months after Robert's Rebellion ended, all of them strangers. At Harrenhal she might see a dozen new faces each day, if not more. Poor folk came seeking aid or work, riders came bringing messages or children to be taken as oblates, knights and lords came to meet the High Septon. Thankfully she saw none of them during the mornings; a strange face before noon would be more than she could bear.
As noon approached the women put up their tools. One might pray to the Father, Smith, or Warrior from where one worked, but for Crone, Mother, and Maiden, any pious woman must pray in the sept itself, even if she was only a lay sister, who knelt at the very back of the sept. That meant removing their filthy aprons, washing their hands, arms and feet with buckets of soapy water, and pulling on clean shoes.
Edythe did not remain clean for long. While walking to the sept another flash of heat came over her, sweat dripping down her neck. Thank the Seven that it was the end of autumn. Every woman's womb shriveled eventually, when the Mother gave her over to the Crone, but the gods must be well pleased with Edythe, to let cool winds soothe her suffering. Thank you, Mother Above, Edythe prayed as she waited for the midday bells to ring the Hour of the Mother.
Once they began, the Mother's prayers lasted rather longer than those for the Crone. Noon was the hour when it was customary for the sisters to pray for the souls of departed ladies who were under the Mother's protection. Their kin gave charity to the faithful in the form of land, grain, or coin, and the faithful beseeched the Stranger to grant peace to the dead.
Most highborn paid for seven weeks of daily prayer, perhaps seven months if they were particularly wealthy or devout. The Tullys, however, were both. Lady Catelyn Tully would remain in the sisters' prayers for a full seven years after her death, thanks to Lord Edmure and Ser Brynden Blackfish. That was only right and proper.
Less proper was the fact that King Robb Stark, an unbeliever, bade them do the same for Queen Jeyne Westerling. There had been rather a lot of fussing over that. Did the King in the North mean to repent of his false gods? Was he attempting to curry favor with the High Septon? Might he be luring them into a false sense of safety before seizing Harrenhal for himself?
The guessing was endless, as was the arguing. At one point Brother Randolf and Brother Delp came to blows over the matter, resulting in a broken arm and three black eyes. As punishment, the Elder Brother of the Warrior's Septry had the quarrelsome pair beaten, put on bread and water, and restricted to their cells for a month. A well earned punishment, given the sinfulness of brawling when there was work to be done. As for Edythe, she found the arguing rather tiresome. It was common sense that one should not let a wolf in the motherhouse, but if it dropped a fresh deer on their doorstep, it would be foolish not to take the meat.
When prayers ended it was time for everyone to resume her toil. Most of the warm, well-lit workrooms inside the motherhouse were set aside for the septas. In some rooms the septas prayed, copied holy texts, even wrote prayers of their own. In others they sang, practiced their skill at the flute or viol, and composed holy music. The largest rooms in the Widow's Tower and the Tower of Ghosts were set aside for spinning, weaving, and embroidery; the former Hunter's Hall near the main gate now served as an almshouse, where sisters devoted to the art of healing tended to the sick, elderly, and orphans.
A few lay sisters worked with the septas, fetching and carrying and running messages. Edythe thanked the Seven she was not one of them. True, they did not suffer the unpleasantness of scraping bat dung, but such luxury came at too high a price. Being around the highborn made Edythe nervous. One never knew what mistake or misunderstanding might cause offense. Septas never explained themselves, not like Third Sister Jonelle, who understood that Edythe worked best when given specific orders. And the septas kept the lay sisters running from dawn to dusk, here one minute and there the next. No, that was not for Edythe, who was content to spend long hours at the same tedious, repetitive tasks.
In the afternoons, that task was working in the kitchen gardens. Most of the lay sisters worked out of doors in the afternoons, when the sun's warmth made it easier to tolerate the cold of late autumn. Truly it was winter now, or so the maesters said, but the crops did not seem to know that. Carrots and parsnips, kale and spinach, all of them still grew happily in their fields despite the occasional frosty morning. The light dustings of snow that fell yesterday had already melted away; when Edythe began pulling carrots the soft ground yielded them up without protest.
Although the Seven frowned upon petty gossip, her fellow lay sisters still talked away as they worked. Lord Tully's wife was with child again, and faring poorly. Was her ill health merely common misfortune, or punishment for her Frey blood? The sisters were not sure, but all agreed Lord Edmure was not to blame. He could have had Roslin Frey charged with treason for her role in the Red Wedding and given her up to the axe or the silent sisters. Instead, rumor held that he was quite devoted to his lady wife. Not that there was talk of cruelty from the many wenches he tumbled before marrying, but even so.
"A true and godly liege, is our Lord Tully," Sister Harra said, to general approval. While some lords closed their gates to the smallfolk during the fighting and raids, Lord Edmure had sheltered them within the walls of Riverrun. While the Young Wolf hunted in the Westerlands, Lord Edmure defeated Tywin Lannister and sent him running for King's Landing with his tail betwixt his legs. While the King of North sat in his frozen keep so far away, Lord Edmure rode hither and yon, seeing what needed to be done so they might survive the winter.
"The northmen did rebuild out by Maidenpool," Sister Violet pointed out, scrupulously fair. "And their gold has helped fill the granaries. It's more help than we got from Lady Arryn."
Everyone made a rude noise at that, even Edythe. Lysa Arryn was born a Tully, good Lord Edmure's elder sister. She should have called the banners to defend the Riverlands, but what had she done instead? Sat on her mountain, weeping over her dead husband while crops burned and smallfolk died. And rather than take the burden of rule from a grieving widow, the lords of the Vale had sat on their hands, awaiting the chance to join the winning side.
"Not Lord Royce," Third Sister Jonelle said firmly, having overheard them as she drew near to inspect the sisters' progress. She glanced at the baskets with a beady eye, then gave an approving nod to Edythe's pile of carrots. "My kin are merchants in Gulltown. Yohn Royce near revolted over Lady Lysa's refusal to call the banners; it was him that finally made her do it."
Well, that was all very well, but why was such a cowardly lady still regent of the Vale? Edythe could not make sense of it. Rather than appoint a new regent, the King in the North had merely forced his aunt to foster children from amongst the high lords of the Vale. Seven save her, the frightened woman was still hiding atop her mountain, though the time was long past for her household to leave the Eyrie.
Hopefully Ser Brynden Blackfish would sort things out. When the famous knight stopped at Harrenhal to receive the High Septon's blessing, it was all anyone would talk about for weeks. Not that there was much to talk of; Ser Brynden had only stayed for a few days before continuing on his way to the high road.
"Maybe the Blackfish is the new regent," Sister Jeyne whispered once the Third Sister was gone again. "It would serve them Valemen right, having a good Riverman to put them in their place."
Edythe hoped she was right. The Vale paid tithes to Harrenhal rather than the Great Sept of Baelor, but... The lay brothers who worked in the granaries had heard their cellarer complain over Lord Grafton's stiff prices, Lord Corbray's tithe was far less than it ought to be, and Lord Redfort wasn't paying tithe at all.
Not that it came as a surprise. Harrenhal had buzzed with gossip the instant Ser Mychel Redfort arrived seeking an annulment. Highborn rarely broke betrothals, let alone marriages of over two years, even unconsummated ones. The High Septon had pondered the issue for a sennight, praying and fasting and seeking the word of the gods. Meanwhile, everyone else argued over sept doctrine and whatever a "precedent" was.
Edythe had ignored the fuss as best she could. When not at her labor, she hid in the godswood, the only place free from dozens of people yammering away. She'd only been disturbed once, by a simple girl who'd served in Lady Shella's household.
"It changed," Pia told her, shyly pointing at the awful white heart tree with its grim face. "I hid here, after, after the northmen left."
The girl hugged herself, shuddering. Small wonder. What Edythe had heard of Lord Bolton's brief rule over Harrenhal was enough to make a woman faint. It was a miracle Pia had survived months of torment without getting with child; the girl must surely be barren.
"It used to look angrier, before," she continued, unbothered by Edythe's silence. "The eyes scared me, they were so full of hate."
Edythe stared at the tree. It looked plenty angry to her. Did it know the old gods were no longer worshipped here? Was it to blame for the strange nightmares that plagued Septa Becca? She'd woken one night screaming about dragons dancing above the God's Eye, sending half the Widow's Tower into fits of hysterics before Septa Prunella assured them all that the skies were clear, the dragons were a hundred years dead, and nightmares were nought but indigestion caused by an excess of rich food.
Edythe wasn't so sure about that. Brother Cletus ate nought but bread and salted fish, yet she'd heard him at the well not long after, telling Brother Pate he'd dreamt of dragons fighting in a winter storm. Brother Pate thought it must have been Maegor the Cruel slaying his nephew Aegon the Uncrowned, or perhaps Aemond Kinslayer and Prince Daemon, who'd fought over the God's Eye during the dance of the dragons.
"What color were the beasts?" Brother Pate asked, stifling a yawn.
"I could not say; the snow fell too thickly." Brother Cletus frowned. "One dragon was paler and larger than the other; I could barely see the riders."
Whether or not the weirwood was responsible for such visions, Edythe found the tree unsettling. Worse, there was no getting rid of it. The High Septon said upsetting the King in the North was the last thing anyone needed. Besides, only the Seven could perform miracles; any talk of weirwoods having magic was ignorant heresy. Chopping down a tree would not stop odd things from happening at Harrenhal. No, centuries of evil could only be cleansed by prayer and the will of the Seven, who worked in their own good time.
His High Holiness was right, of course, just as he had been right to annul Ser Mychel Redfort's marriage, both for lack of consummation and on grounds of consanguinity. Before the conquest, no lord would dream of wedding his son to his sister's daughter as Lord Redfort had. The Seven-Pointed Star forbade marriage betwixt cousins, a ban that had been set aside when the Targaryens crushed the Faith beneath their heel.
"Even High Septons may err, when faced with the slaughter of their flocks," Paul the Pious explained from the gallery as he began his sermon. The faithful listened from their places below in the middle ward, already on tenterhooks from the annoucement of the annulment of the Redfort marriage. "The Targaryens were not like other men, we said, desperate to save our skins. The abominable lusts of Valyria must be tolerated, when dragons bared their teeth at the Starry Sept. But even kings cannot defy the gods forever. Brother wed sister, and brother slew sister, and the last dragon died."
"The gods' warning did not go unheard. Some princes turned from the path of wickedness. Good King Baelor set his sisters aside, and the Seven blessed him with miracles. Viserys the Second wed a Lyseni, and the gods blessed him with years of peace and three healthy children. Aegon the Fourth wed his sister Naerys against her will, and the gods cursed the realm with blood and fire, not only during his life but in the years beyond."
Again and again the Seven showed the way, Paul the Pious told them, as a chill autumn wind tugged at his silk robes and turned his bulbous nose pink. When the Targaryens wed ladies of noble birth, they sired noble trueborn children like Jaehaerys the Conciliator or Aegon the Unlikely and the realm prospered. When they bedded their sisters, cousins, or nieces, they sired bastards and madmen and stillborn monsters, and the realm suffered war and strife.
And the longer such perversions were tolerated, the further the rot spread. The unnatural lust between Jaime and Cersei Lannister was proof no man could deny. The falsest of knights and the falsest of queens, born from a marriage between cousins that The Seven-Pointed Star forbade before the dragons came. Well, the dragons were dead, and those days were done.
"Septon Timoth, if you would," the High Septon called.
In a swirl of green silk robes, Septon Timoth stepped forward to read the High Septon's new decree. By the will of the Seven, septons were now banned from performing marriages betwixt close kin, whether they be the lowliest serfs or Aegon the Conqueror and his sisters come again. Any septon who dishonored the sanctity of holy wedlock by performing such a marriage would be removed from the order of septons until he did penance, if he erred in ignorance. If he erred knowingly, his removal would be permanent, and an anathema pronounced upon him.
"Just as the Seven cast down the Targaryens, someday they shall cast down the bastard who sits the Iron Throne," the High Septon declared. "Whomever the gods raise up in his place, let him know this! Never again shall the Faith bow to any king, nor set aside our laws at his whim. Let the will of the Seven guide our hands and our hearts, and they shall bless us with the summer that never ends!"
The memory of roaring and cheering brought a wistful smile to Edythe's face as she washed up, readying herself to prepare to the sept for the Hour of the Maiden. If the Great Summer ever came, she doubted she would be lucky enough to see it. Was she not blessed enough already? She'd not felt a flash of heat in over an hour, her pile of carrots was bigger than anyone else's, and last week the High Septon had given her a thoughtful nod when he passed her in the yard.
She was very glad His High Holiness would never know it was she who first acclaimed him, on that terrifying, wondrous day when the Seven used her voice to speak their will. No, she preferred to avoid notice. The High Septon intimidated her, even though he went about in roughspun more often than silk or cloth of gold. Paul the Pious radiated power and wisdom, whether in the fine vestments he wore when preaching to the faithful or meeting with knights and lords, or in the humble garb he wore when attending to more ordinary matters.
The new Most Devout, chosen after reaching Harrenhal, had taken to following his example. Many of the old Most Devout, who came from the Great Sept of Baelor, had not. As Edythe and her sisters crossed the yard to the sept they passed five septons of the Warrior, whose bright red damask robes were almost garish amongst their dull pink flock. And despite her discomfort with such spectacles of worldly pride, she could not deny being struck with awe when she beheld the shimmering blue silk robes of a septa to the Maiden, their hems embroidered with delicate silver flowers.
The altar cloth used during the prayers to the Maiden was of a similar shade, Edythe thought absently as Septa Falena droned on and on, reciting the exact same passage she’d read not three weeks ago. Not pale enough for the sky, nor dark enough for a lake, but somehow both and neither. Was there a name for that color? Only half-listening to the septa, Edythe considered the names and hues of every shade of blue she’d ever seen, comparing them against the altar cloth in her mind’s eye.
By the time the septa finished making the sacrifice, Edythe had decided it was either forget-me-not blue or cornflower blue, though she wasn’t sure which. She did make sure to give the prayers for the departed her full attention, which was good, as there were two new ones today. Together the sisters prayed for Constance Keath, who had drowned in the God’s Eye, and for some poor maid named Gwendolyn Lydden, who had been unjustly slain against all the laws of gods and men.
Perhaps the sisters might have talked over the new names, after the hymn was sung and they were dismissed. Today, however, there was more urgent news afoot.
"I saw His High Holiness this morning," Sister Beryl said the minute they were back in the gardens. Sister Beryl spent her days working in the kitchens, which were run by an Elder Brother who believed lay brothers and sisters should only speak when absolutely necessary. On the rare days when Beryl was sent to assist in the gardens, she was always ready to chatter about everything she heard or saw. Despite her wagging tongue, she already had a tidy pile of parsnips in her basket. Frowning, Edythe picked up her pace, her chest sweating as another flash of heat swept over her.
"Sister Agnes was ill again, so I had to carry up His High Holiness's breakfast. Porridge, made with goat's milk, smoked fish, and a pot of chamomile tea with honey." Sister Beryl shook her head, appalled. "Well, I asked if I ought to fetch some bacon, or perhaps good fresh eggs, but Second Brother said our High Septon doesn't hold with such, not with winter coming on. 'Moderation, Beryl,' he says to me, as if I'd lost my wits entirely."
"Neither in abstinence nor in excess, but in balance hold all things," Sister Harra interrupted. That was from the Book of the Crone, chapter seven, verse seven, one of Edythe's favorite proverbs.
"I know, sister," Beryl tsked. "Anyway, when I brought it up— all those stairs! Agnes must be hardy as mule to climb them back and forth all day, my legs were aching halfway up— anyway, the High Septon was already in his solar, talking to a messenger. Green tunic, brown breeches, a rough patch where his lord's badge had gone missing. And two saddlebags on the table, stuffed so full of gold you'd think they were a pair of harvest pigs! His High Holiness thanked me for his breakfast— me, Beryl, whose mother was no more than a carpenter's widow— and bade me see the goodman down to the kitchens..."
Her patience at an end, Edythe tried to focus on pulling parsnips. Of course, she could not help but hear most of the rest. Goodman Pate was lately arrived from the Westerlands, which seethed with unrest. Twenty thousand men slain, lords and knights and peasant levies, and for what? There was no plunder from the Riverlands, no great victories for the singers to boast of, only crops to be got in and harvests to be planted, and fewer hands to share the load. Nor were those the only woes of the Westerlands. There was a pox in Lannisport, a drought in Hornvale, and a peasant revolt in Deep Den, where they'd slain their old lord and sent the new one fleeing.
On and on Beryl talked while the other sisters listened. Occasionally one even managed to get a word in edgewise, asking a question, tutting disapprovingly, or quoting a relevant proverb. Goodman Pate said ironborn reavers had sacked Fair Isle, along with every village between the Banefort and Feastfires. Even worse, Casterly Rock had raised rents again, doubling the amount of grain or livestock owed by the smallfolk.
"Double?" Sister Jeyne gasped, eyes wide. "With winter so close? Folk have rioted for less."
There had been no riots yet, not that Goodman Pate knew of, but the smallfolk had not sat idly by. Bailiffs sent out to collect rents on Lannister land had been found hanging from trees, with seven-pointed stars carved into their brows. Ancient Sister Violet smiled grimly at that, but her wrinkled face fell when Beryl told the sisters of the lions' revenge. Every village and holdfast within five leagues of a hanged bailiff had been burnt to the ground, artisans and smallfolk alike condemned to serfdom and taken to work at the Rock. Nervous septons preached against defiance of one's liege, but begging brothers preached against gluttony and greed, foretelling doom and death and the end of ancient lines.
"The Seven grow wroth when lords dine upon swan and smallfolk dine upon sawdust," Sister Violet said sharply, the first to manage an interruption in what felt like hours. "Twas Lord Tywin who set aside old King Aegon's laws. When I was a girl, lords couldn't raise rent if—"
Bong, tolled the bells, cutting off Violet as abruptly as she had cut off Beryl. They tolled five more times as the sisters got on their knees to honor the Hour of the Smith. As there were no sisters of rank present, they prayed in silence until a single bell softly sounded the quarter hour.
An afternoon well spent, Edythe thought as they walked toward Harrentown. She carried a heavy bushel basket full of parsnips, her tired arms straining from the weight. It was much easier when they were filling the storehouses within Harrenhal, the ones set aside for the Most Devout and the faithful. But every seventh day, their harvest went to the storehouses outside the walls. The last day of every week belonged to the Stranger; on his day all were equal before the god of death. In remembrance of that solemn truth, the day's harvest must be set aside for feeding the poor.
Most of Harrentown was poor. The accursed Lannisters had burnt it to the ground when they held Harrenhal, and slaughtered most of the villagers. Those who lived here now were refugees, survivors of a hundred scattered villages destroyed during the War of the Five Kings. As autumn ended more and more trickled in, lured by the offer of sturdy, newly built daub-and-wattle huts, the right to fish from the God's Eye, and to be fed so long as they labored for the Faith. True, they would be serfs, but only for seven years. At that time they would be made free, able to remain in their homes as peasants who paid rent, or to leave Harrentown if they so wished.
Today there were several new faces among the serf women who worked in the storehouses. As Edythe waited to hand over her bushel, she noticed a pair of them gossiping in while they packed dried carrots in sand. As they were out of earshot, it was rather hard to follow the conversation. The younger one kept pointing to a red splotch at the hem of her roughspun tunic, clearly frustrated by her blonde companion's lack of interest.
"Just you wait," the younger one fumed when Edythe drew near. Up close, the red splotch turned out to be a bit of embroidery, some sort of flower or leaf. "Ask Damina, if you don't believe me!"
"Give up, Shirei." The blonde replied. "Why should I bother? She said she'd rather fuck an Other than speak to you ever again, you or that husband of yours." Catching sight of Edythe, the blonde winced. "Beg pardons, sister."
"You leave Tarber out of it," Shirei said, blushing. "Aye, she hates me, so why would she lie? Ask her about the day the red wolf—"
Thud.
Edythe dusted off her hands, pleased to be done with the bushel's heavy weight. Whilst the rest of her sisters waited to hand over their burdens, she waited outside the storehouse, enjoying the hustle and bustle of Harrentown. A shepherd passed her, trailed by a flock of sheep and an eager black-and-white sheepdog. Unable to help herself, Edythe smiled. For though it is wasteful to keep idle beasts, a beast that aids men in their labors is to be treasured. Almost as if he'd heard Edythe's thoughts, the dog paused to sniff her hand.
"Oh, good boy," she whispered, scratching under his chin. Tail wagging madly, the dog flopped in the dirt and rolled on his back. Even the most hardhearted sinner could not have resisted rubbing the dog's soft belly, or praising him for being so good. "Yes, yes, you work so hard—"
"That he does, sister," the shepherd said, not noticing that she'd instantly gone silent at his approach. "A good 'un, is Sturdy, even if he is a shameless beggar."
A gentle tap of the shepherd's crook, and the dog bounded off, back toward the sheep. Thankfully, the shepherd soon followed, made uneasy by Edythe's refusal to answer his blathering. She could have spoken to him, if needs must, but idle talk was not worth tiring herself when polite nodding would suffice.
After first Beryl, then Harrentown, dinner with her sisters was mercifully quiet. Cups and bowls gently clattered on the tables, the fire crackled in the hearth, and Fourth Sister Mela read them a passage from atop her stool, Third Sister Jonelle having been called away for some reason.
To Edythe's nervous discomfort, Third Sister was still not back before choir practice started, nor did she return before it ended. She did her best to focus on the holy music, on the sacred words and pleasing harmonies, but the hymns sounded wrong without Third Sister playing her flute. It was almost a relief when the bells tolled the Hour of the Warrior and Brother Bonifer came to lead them in prayer.
It was hard to focus on praying for peace when the prayers were being led by an anointed knight. Ser Bonifer Hasty had come to Harrenhal to convince the High Septon to give up his crown and submit to the judgment of the lion’s lapdog. Instead, Paul the Pious had convinced Ser Bonifer to join them, even though it meant being named a traitor by the Iron Throne. Not all of his men saw the true light of the Seven; Ser Bonifer had been forced to slay three of them when they attacked the High Septon rather than depart in peace.
Six months later, Brother Bonifer was still doing penance for spilling blood on holy ground. Rather than silk or steel, he wore a hair shirt beneath roughspun robes, and spent his days in manual labor with the lowliest of the Warrior's brothers. The last time she'd seen him, he'd been clutching a cudgel, his face and robes splattered with bat blood.
"Peace is sacred to the Warrior most of all," Brother Bonifer said. The solemn tone of his voice was rather undercut by the way he bobbed his head, looking even more like a stork than usual. "For who knows the cost of strife better than he who watches over the battlefield, who hears the cries of the wounded and the slain?"
Peace is all very well, Edythe thought that night as she curled up on her pallet. But could any truce last when made by those who held nothing sacred? The bitch queen was so vile she'd slept with her brother, born his children, and killed her king. Nor could they trust her uncle, the godless Hand, who saw nothing wrong with breaking guest right and condoning the murder of the faithful. The northmen were never weaker than during winter; it would be the perfect time for the Lannisters to invade. And if they did, they would go through the Riverlands, doubtless eager to rape and slaughter and destroy all that had been rebuilt...
Edythe woke from sleep suddenly, her nerves on edge. Third Sister Jonelle stood over her, one gnarled hand hovering by Edythe's shoulder. All her other sisters were still asleep; Jeyne snored, Violet mumbled to herself, Harra lay stiff as a stone. The Third Sister signaled for Edythe to get dressed, waiting patiently while she pulled on her coif, wimple, and robe. What was going on? It was still an hour before midnight, she could feel it in her bones.
Edythe's fear only grew as she followed Third Sister down the hall and up the stairs, her heart racing. This was not part of her routine. Was Edythe in trouble? What had she done? Edythe frantically tried to recall everything she'd done in the past few days, unable to recall any sin beyond perhaps using more butter than was warranted.
Unless... was she in trouble for not informing on Sister Beryl? Gossip was a sin, Edythe knew that, but it was a sin when wagging tongues spread slander, or when idle talk meant idle hands. Beryl wasn't idle, she'd picked almost as many parsnips as Edythe, and nothing she'd said had been cruel or unkind. Beryl wasn't like that, she was a good-hearted woman, even if her singing was so awful it would make a nightingale die from shame, she didn't deserve to wear a gossip's bridle, those were for the worst of sinners, like Septa Teora, who'd been caught in the ravenry while tying a letter full of the Most Devout's secrets onto the King's Landing bird—
"Breathe, Sister Edythe," Third Sister chided. "There’s no need to sound like you just ran from Sunspear to Starpike. You are not in any trouble. First Mother wishes to speak to you, and then you will join your sisters for the Stranger's prayers as usual."
Edythe nodded, her breath still caught in her throat. Sighing, the Third Sister patted her on the arm. "You're not going to be very happy, I'm afraid, but I was overruled. The Seven sometimes ask much of us, perhaps more than we can give. Remember that, my child."
It was hard to remember the Third Sister's words once she stood in the First Mother's solar. It was the largest, most lavish chamber Edythe had ever seen. There were beeswax candles everywhere, their light flickering over the ornate tapestries that hung on the walls.
The First Mother was a handsome woman, perhaps forty, with poise that suggested she was born from the highest of noble families. She sat her chair like it was a throne, behind an enormous wooden desk with legs carved with beasts that were either bats or dragons. A gorgeously illuminated book lay open before her, next to a row of fine tipped brushes, quills, and jars of ink, each one a different color.
"I must protest against this one last time, First Mother." Third Sister glanced at Edythe, her jaw clenched tight. "Sister Edythe is a gentle spirit, well-suited to her place."
"I'm sure she is," the First Mother said, lifting a hand to her cheek. The edge of her little finger was smudged with ink, as was the tip of her thumb. "As I said, the decision was not left to me. Septa Utha commanded me to find her, and Utha’s orders came from the mouth of the Seven himself. When the Seven speak, the faithful must take heed, even if their will seems… peculiar.” She turned, her eyes appraising. "Sister Edythe, tell me about yourself."
Edythe blinked, her mind utterly blank. Tell the First Mother about herself? What did that mean? What did she want? At a loss, Edythe looked down, staring at the closest desk leg. Now that she looked more closely, the carving was definitely a dragon, not a bat. She could see its great wings, its gaping jaws and its flaming breath.
"Seven save us, I told you." Third Sister Jonelle sounded as exasperated as Edythe felt. "Yes or no questions, or questions with a single clear answer. Orders that are direct, not broad or vague."
"Watch your tone, Third Sister," First Mother said coolly. "Sister Edythe, how old are you?"
It was the first of many short questions that Edythe gave equally short, albeit respectful, answers. She was forty-six years old. The mid-year solstice marked twenty eight years since she became a lay sister. Yes, she had spent all of them at the Motherhouse of the Lifted Lamp near Sweetdarry. While there, she worked in the kitchen and in the gardens. No, she had not waited on nobility before, save for her brief journey with the Elder Sister, Aemma Sweetdarry. Yes, Sister Edythe preferred not to speak. Yes, she often listened to others while going about her work. Yes, she knew The Seven-Pointed Star by heart.
"A good memory, then," First Mother said, thoughtful. "And not dimwitted, as I feared. I suppose she will do well enough in Sister Agnes’s former place. So be it. After midnight prayers, Edythe, you shall gather your things and take them to your new cell in Kingspyre Tower, there to begin your service.”
The midnight bells were beginning to toll, their clangor like calls of doom. Sister Agnes was ill again, so I had to carry up His High Holiness's breakfast. First Mother couldn’t mean that Sister Agnes, it must be some other Agnes, perhaps she had not heard aright— As I said, the decision was not left to me. Septa Utha commanded me to find her, and Utha’s orders came from the mouth of the Seven himself.
Edythe stared at the First Mother, the bells echoing in her ears until at last their voices died, along with her last attempts at denial.
“I am blessed to serve the High Septon,” she said, her eyes downcast.
It was not a lie. Edythe was blessed. She would also be blessed if the gods made the dragon carving come to life and swallow her whole.
Notes:
Well, I'm not as fast as I'd like, given the holiday chaos, but slow and steady wins the race :) I can't wait to see what ya'll think in the comments!
Good luck to all those dealing with finals :)
Next up, Dany V, Irri, and Cersei IV. Please pray for my soul as I wrangle the Essos plot, it's a bitch and a half. Only 17 chapters left in Part IV: Desert Wolf, and then we're in the endgame. Part V: Wolf Pack, will conclude the story.
NOTES
1) The ornate tome used by Septa Utha is based on The Codex Aureus of St. Emmeram from 870 CE, which is so gorgeous that I want to cry.
2) Nuns did often listen to religious works during meal times. The Book of Merit is based on Liber Vitae Meritorum by Hildegard of Bingen, an extremely influential nun from 12th century Germany.
3) Bats may be cute, but they also carry rabies. For the love of god, do NOT try cleaning bat guano without doing your research; it can make you extremely sick.
4) Yes, you can preserve root vegetables by drying them and packing them in sand.
5) Fun fact: many people in medieval Europe slept in two shifts! They would go to bed around dusk, wake up in the middle of the night for a snack, free time, chores, or a round of sex, and then go back to sleep until dawn. It wasn't a universal practice, but it was decently well known/popular. I've been dying to mention this for ages, but couldn't manage to fit it in.
6) The medieval Christian church did consider gossip to be sinful. The use of a "scold's bridle" or "branks" dates to the mid-1500s at the earliest. These awful torture devices were used to punish people (almost always women) for speaking inappropriately. The church immediately condemned their use, but they still were used as punishments by local magistrates. I used it here because it fits the more aggressive aspect of the canon sparrows, and much as we love Edythe, the medieval church did have a brutal side.
Also, it was a suitable (if brutal) punishment for someone caught serving as an informant; Teora, a woman from a noble house of the Westerlands, regretted joining the sparrows and began informing on them to Varys/High Septon Raynard. The punishment was not Paul's idea; it was a compromise proposed by one of the Most Devout as a "kinder" alternative to executing her. Still way better than Pope Urban VI, who once "caught wind of a conspiracy to depose him and had six cardinals arrested, tortured and ultimately executed. Legend has it he complained to the torturers that the cardinals' screams were not loud enough."
7) The ridiculously over the top dragon leg desk is meant to have once belonged to Rhaena Targaryen, who lived at Harrenhal for ten years at the end of her life. Someone found it in storage and First Mother immediately called dibs.
Chapter 133: Daenerys V
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She could hear her people before she could see them.
Daenerys descended the broad marble stair, her ladies at her side and the clamor of voices in her ears. The hall was a press of Meereenese, packed shoulder to shoulder beneath the watchful eyes of her Unsullied. Grey Worm's eunuchs were always about her, these days. The Unsullied held the gates of the Great Pyramid, they patrolled its many levels, they guarded the doors of the throne room, ensuring all those who sought entry to her court were unarmed.
"All kneel for Daenerys Stormborn, the Unburnt, Empress of Dragon's Bay, Queen of Meereen, Queen of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Khaleesi of Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Shackles, and Mother of Dragons!"
Missandei's voice was sweet and strong, though less high of late. Little scribe, Dany called her, but the herald was newly fourteen, and overtopped her queen by several inches, a change that displeased Dany.
The queen settled into her ebony throne, the plump cushion soft beneath her bony rump. The back of the throne was inlaid with whorls of silver, forming dragons' wings that rose from her shoulders, as though she might take flight at any moment. Her court took their places around her. Her Dothraki ladies, Irri and Jhiqui, stood to her left on the dais, her consort, Prince Aegor, to her right. Ser Barristan Selmy and his knights stood arrayed in a crescent below the dais, their white armor gleaming, whilst the rest of her counselors fanned out to either side of them, jostling for the places nearest the queen.
It was no less than she expected, on this, the first day of fourth moon. Other court sessions were held at her convenience, the days varying based upon the urgent matters which required Dany's attention. Still, so that her people might be able to petition her at need, the queen marked the start of each new month by holding open court.
Today the first petitioner was a freedman, a journeyman in the carpenter's guild. Thrice he had applied for mastery. Each time he paid the guild's fees; each time he dedicated weeks of labor to carving a piece which demonstrated he possessed the requisite skills; each time, despite his skill, the guild denied him the title of master.
He was but one of dozens, Jhiqui had told her yesterday, fresh from a meeting of the freedmen's council. Though the craftsmen's guilds had long since opened their rolls to the freedmen at her command, few were attaining the title of journeyman, and even fewer that of master.
In every free city it was customary that only a guild might name its members, yet time and time again, Dany had been forced to intervene. First the guilds had tried to require that all journeymen and masters speak and write Ghiscari, a skill lacked by almost all those not freeborn. Next the guilds had tried to require that all applicants must memorize and recite the entirety of the guild laws. That requirement had seemed entirely reasonable, until Jhiqui informed her that even those who managed the cumbersome task were being failed.
A part of Daenerys wanted to slay the lot of them, as she'd slain the Great Masters. But how could she? The guilds were not killing freedmen in the street, nor denying them access to membership. True, there seemed to be difficulties with ensuring the freedmen received their wages in a timely manner. True, the freedmen might languish for days or weeks without employment, though freeborn members rarely did. And yet... the heads of the guilds followed her decrees and paid her taxes. They had changed the guild laws at her command, with deepest apologies, and lengthy explanations of the many good reasons for their existence. Even so, fair words might hide a foul heart; she could not make the mistake of trusting them.
"Have any freedmen been permitted to attain mastery?" Dany asked, when she was finished examining the three masterpieces which the carpenter had brought with him. Each was a small chest, ornately carved, one with a delicate, perfect interwoven pattern, one with olives and their vines, and one with a dragon in flight, so lifelike it took her breath away.
"Yes, Your Grace," the journeyman admitted. "A few dozen, perhaps?"
"Good," she said. "Henceforth, each test of mastery must include a freedman among the judges. As for these," she gestured to the chests. "Present yourself to my factors, and they shall pay you richly for your work."
The next petitioner was not so easily handled. A priest of the Great Shepherd had held a festival to honor the god of Lhazar. Upon the appointed day, he found his flock overwhelmed with worshippers of the Red God, who sang hymns to the Lord of Light to drown out his sermon. Further, they had attempted to steal his shepherd's crook, the sign of his office; he had only saved it thanks to the intervention of the Brazen Beasts.
"Moqorro," Dany called lightly, summoning the red priest from his place among her counselors. He seemed a giant compared to the rest, broad and tall as a mighty tower, with snow-white hair and beard like a lion's mane, and skin dark as pitch. "Did you know of this?"
"No, Your Grace," the priest said in his deep voice. "The laws of Meereen permit the worship of all gods, whether true or false. We of the Lord of Light are your true and humble servants, destined to fight for the cause of Azor Ahai reborn—"
"Your devotion is unquestionable," the queen said, impatient. Or so you claim. "As is the obedience of your believers. Let the priests of the red temple remind them that my laws are to be followed. If destiny wills that R'hllor prevail over all other gods, then men shall convert of their own volition, not by threat of force."
Moqorro bowed low. Green flames flickered in the dragon's maw that topped his iron staff, casting ghostly fires in his dark eyes. Is it the priest of the Great Shepherd who galls him, or does he chafe against my commands? Dany herself did not much care what gods her people worshipped, so long as they obeyed her laws and edicts, a tolerance Moqorro strenuously opposed. Though the red god's followers outnumbered all others by at least two to one, Moqorro was determined that one day all of Meereen would kneel before the Lord of Light, as they already knelt before Dany, his prophecied savior.
All through the long morning she heard more petitions, most of them dull, the same complaints in different guises. A stuttering freedman claimed he had been beaten by Brazen Beasts without cause; dismayed by the man's lumps and bruises, the queen ordered the surly Shavepate to look into the matter. A sickly freedwomen begged for new wells and drains in her part of the city; appalled by the cup of brown water the freedwoman had brought with her, the queen ordered Aegor to examine the costs of such work as quickly as possible.
It had taken months for her Hand to convince her to let him share some of her burdens. On the altar of the Seven Aegor had sworn to serve his queen faithfully, to obey her in all things. He might argue with Dany in private or in council, but her final word was law. Thus far, he had kept his word. When Aegor ran hither and yon about her business, he met with none of her council without first seeking her permission. When Aegor buried himself in records and scrolls, he only worked with scribes of her choosing. When Aegor turned her rulings in court into formal decrees, he stuck closely to her precise words.
The last had proved troublesome at first. Aegor poked his head into dusty old laws, investigated the underlying issues with the help of Haldon Halfmaester, even summoned back petitioners to repeat their concerns at length before finally issuing decrees which went beyond the edicts she'd made in court. When Missandei alerted her to the matter, there had been a massive argument that only ended when Dany commanded Aegor to fuck her roughly. He did, albeit halfheartedly, and there were no more difficulties with the decrees.
By midafternoon the host of petitioners was slowly dwindling, as was Dany's patience. Thankfully, there were two petitions that brought a smile to her face. The first was that of a wet nurse, who asked that more women be hired to tend the foundlings and orphans in the queen's nursery. To that Dany gladly agreed, and promised she would try to visit the children when her duties permitted.
The second petition was that of a young boy, perhaps ten. When his turn came he fell to his knees, begging that the queen accept his service. The boy wished to join the companies of freedmen, but they had turned him away on account of his youth. Rather than be discouraged, the boy had then tried to join the Unsullied, who accepted young boys, only to be turned away for being freeborn. Red-eyed, the boy begged for a chance to prove his worth.
Dany eyed the boy thoughtfully. He had dressed well for court, in a stozar of rich blue cashmere. Silk might serve the wealthy of Meereen for summer and autumn, but during the cool, wet winters, they favored heavier, warmer cloth. All agreed the best was that which came from the prized goats of the Lhazareen, taken from the soft wool of their necks and bellies, but it was a costly luxury. The Unsullied did not cut the boys they now accepted for training, but why should a boy who wore cashmere wish to join their lowly ranks?
The boy gladly answered when she asked. His eyes shone as he spoke of seeing dragons fly overhead, of seeing the Great Masters brought low, of seeing Meereen rise like the sun above lesser cities. All the boy wanted was to serve his queen, the Lord of Light's chosen. Moved by his plea, she commanded the boy to report to the Unsullied's barracks on the morrow to begin his training, ignoring how Grey Worm stiffened at her words.
Plenty of petitioners still packed the hall as the time drew near for the end of court. In a clear voice Missandei announced that only a few more petitions would be heard, those which were most urgent. As for the rest, she bade them return in a sennight. Dany's people milled about, talking amongst themselves as a few pushed their way to the front of the crowd.
One was an older man, with kindly eyes and a heavy cane clutched in his gnarled hands. Another tradesman, most likely, come to complain of trouble with a guild. Or so she thought, until he drew a blade from his cane and sprang at her dais.
Grey Worm was further away, yet he reached the man at the same time as Ser Barristan, who cut the assassin down in one stroke of his sword. Dany had barely had time be afraid before it was over, Grey Worm shouting orders for his Unsullied to clear the petitioners from the room while Ser Barristan and his knights formed a circle about her and her ladies.
"Your Grace, are you well?" Aegor asked.
He reached out, as though to clasp her shoulder; Dany jerked away before he could feel her racing pulse. "He did not even get near me," she said coldly. "I am no child, to flinch at every shadow."
"Daenerys—"
"Khaleesi—"
A look from their queen, and both Aegor and Irri fell silent. Good. She could not bear their comfort, she could allow no cracks in her queenly facade. What was one more attempt on her life, when there had already been so many?
The first attempts had come soon after the black wedding, the day when she had cast down the Great Masters once and for all. A Blue Grace accosted her in the street, offering to bless the queen before drawing a penknife from her robes. Ser Barristan had broken her wrist for that, and when questioned in private, she freely admitted her intent to gut the blood bride. Lesser masters dressed like beggars tried to lure Dany from her escorts; freeborn merchants tried to offer her wine they would not taste themselves. All of them were tried, found guilty, and gruesomely, publicly executed for attempted regicide.
Even once the freeborn cowered in fear, the attempts did not stop. Now they came from sellswords who tried to cut their way through her queensguard, from assassins who slipped poison into food meant for the queen's table. With each failed attempt Ser Barristan seemed to grow older and more weary, his years weighing heavily on him.
Worse, others were beginning to notice. Grey Worm in particular was proving quarrelsome of late. No longer did he show deference to Ser Barristan Selmy, but openly argued with the venerable knight over the proper measures to defend the queen.
To her confusion, all of the Unsullied seemed to grow bolder with every passing year. For long months they had argued over how to train new recruits, yet the moment she threatened to intervene, they had suddenly come to a compromise without her. Despite all the fighting, the captains continued to choose Grey Worm as their leader, an honor which seemed to have finally gone to his head.
"Ser Barristan has lost three kings," Grey Worm told her, two days after the attempt by the man with the cane. "Your Unsullied have lost none."
"That is not fair," Dany replied, stung on her old knight's behalf. Her father Aerys had sent him away, the Usurper had killed himself in a drunken stupor, and the bastard boy had not died until after he stripped Ser Barristan of his cloak. "He is my faithful knight; he saved me at Qarth."
"Knights are for battle, not bodyguards," Grey Worm insisted. "Ser Barristan knows how to fight the open enemy, not shadows in the dark. Gracious queen, let the Unsullied take charge of your safety, and we shall not fail you."
Dany was still thinking over Grey Worm's proposal the next morning as Ser Barristan escorted her to the dragonyard beneath the Great Pyramid. His white hair and wrinkles seemed even more prominent in the sunlight, an old grandfather beside the young knights he had trained for her.
Ser Tumco Lho, Ser Larraq the Lash, and Ser Avram the Red Lamb were all good men and true, but they were all near Dany's age, young and eager. They did not have Ser Barristan's wisdom, his wealth of experience in the ways of men. Nor could they best him in a spar, though Dany had watched them try a dozen times. No, only one man could best Ser Barristan, though she had not seen that fight.
Jaime Lannister remained her prisoner, a sullen and unwelcome guest. Once Aegor had visited the man every other day, seeking to draw out information whilst learning to fight with his left hand. After his true heritage came to light, Aegor had visited the Kingslayer less and less, turning instead to Olyvar. Another prisoner might turn to drink, or to reading scrolls, but her guards informed her that the Kingslayer spent every hour working at his swordsmanship, whether exercising on his terrace or sparring in the training hall.
For years Barristan had ignored the Kingslayer's taunting, but a month past, something had snapped. Barristan and Lannister had sparred viciously, half the Dornish looking on as they drove each other back and forth across the training hall. True, the Kingslayer was thirty years the younger, but Ser Barristan should have beaten him, just like he beat all his young knights. Instead, somehow, the Kingslayer had won, an outcome which pleased no one, except, for some inexplicable reason, Ser Olyvar Sand.
When they reached the dragonyard it was to find Ser Olyvar awaiting them, along with Prince Consort Aegor, Lady Sansa Stark, a dozen nervous Dornish and a single, angry dragon. Viserion hissed, smoke billowing from his nostrils as Olyvar checked the saddle secured to the cream dragon's back. It was a saddle built for two, with high cantles, thickly padded seats, and chains to secure the riders. Aegor had found the design in some old tome, she recalled as he took his place beside her.
Dany watched with envy as Olyvar mounted the dragon. Over his surcoat he wore a harness of steel and leather; to it he fastened the saddle chains, securing himself in place. Rather than glee or excitement, her nephew wore his usual look of grim determination, though he did laugh when Lady Sansa leaned close and said something, no doubt wishing him luck. Olyvar appeared less amused when Viserion blew a cloud of smoke at Lady Sansa, and gave the dragon a swat.
As if that were his cue, Viserion rose up on his legs, his wings beating at the air as he gave a warning screech. Olyvar held on tight, rather than yelping with terror as part of Dany hoped he might. With a crack like thunder, the dragon took flight, his shadow covering the dragonyard for an instant before dragon and rider were gone.
A week later, the memory of Viserion wheeling over the city still gnawed at her. Why should Olyvar ride dragonback when the Mother of Dragons must ride horseback? She could not forget the look of joy upon Olyvar's face when he landed, as though he was utterly free from care. He had run to embrace his lady wife, lifting her off her feet before just as quickly putting her down. Then Sansa curtsied, Olyvar bowed, and then both walked in opposite directions, stiff as stone, shortly before it started pouring rain.
Today the skies were clear once more, a weak winter sun shining down upon the apex of the pyramid. Under the Great Masters the apex boasted nothing but the old bronze harpy of Meereen, but no more. In its place stood a vast mound of earth, crowned with an olive tree thrice Dany's height.
In the Seven Kingdoms there might be snowstorms and bitter winds, but in Meereen winter was naught but frequent rain and cool evenings. So long as they dressed warmly, the queen and her ladies could enjoy sitting beneath the olive tree's shade, on the rare occasions when they persuaded Dany to rest from her many labors.
Irri, Jhiqui, and Missandei were more than mere handmaidens, charged with dressing their queen each morning and preparing her for bed each night. No, they were ladies-in-waiting, members of her council, the few whose loyalty was beyond question. Or so she thought, until recently.
Irri's infatuation with Ko Rakharo still refused to ebb. When not mooning over him, she spent her days serving as the queen's representative to the Dothraki, both those amongst the freedmen and those of the khalasars near the Dragon's Bay. For some reason, Irri was dead set on forming a company of Dothraki archers, headed by Ko Aggo, the best shot among Dany's bloodriders.
Jhiqui was no better at focusing on her intended duties. Dany could not even reprimand her; the freedmen's council ran more smoothly than her own, though Jhiqui met with them half as often. Despite her work with the freedmen of Meereen, ever since the birth of Ko Jhogo and Morriqui's first child she spent half her time clamoring for a husband and children of her own. Khal Rhogoro did not help matters either; he'd apparently been quite taken by Jhiqui and was quite persistent in his pursuit of her.
At the moment, Irri and Jhiqui were thankfully not talking of their own romantic woes, but those of her nephew and his wife, whose queer manners amused them. Lady Sansa was a mare in heat, Irri declared, and Ser Olyvar a stallion who had caught her scent. Her courtesies served to kick him away, lest she raise her tail and start winking at him, whatever that meant.
"They will give in," said Jhiqui, shaking her head over the horsehead fiddle she was tuning.
"They will not," said Missandei. "I overheard Lady Jynessa's maid say the same, and Lady Sansa's maid scolded her for it. They sleep with a sword between them, she said, and startle like rabbits when they touch by accident."
Dany giggled, unable to help herself. "Do they really? That explains their odd behavior in the dragonyard."
Sweet Missandei gave a little giggle of her own. "Daario said, that if Ser Dullard had to pick between his wife and his dragon, he's the only man living who would pick his wife."
"Daario shouldn't be saying anything to you," Irri said, scowling.
The Stormcrows' return might have pleased Dany, but it pleased no one else. Ser Barristan had argued with her outright when she declared her intent to recall Daario Naharis and his men, leaving Brown Ben Plumm and his Second Sons to guard Astapor.
"Meereen's hinterlands must be guarded," she told the old knight firmly.
It was not her fault that the Golden Company meant to abandon their post. When the Golden Company declared their intention to accept a contract with the Lhazareen, Dany had laughed, utterly bewildered. Had not Illyrio Mopatis paid them to remain at her beck and call, awaiting the day she turned west to take the Iron Throne?
Much to her displeasure, their captain-general Harry Strickland informed her that his men grew tired of sitting on their rumps outside Meereen and patrolling the hinterlands, waiting for the far off day when they would finally sail for Westeros. Gold was all very well, but if he did not give them a chance to slake their bloodlust, mutiny would follow as surely as night followed day. In Lhazar they could test their mettle against the khals emerging from the Dothraki Sea, fleeing drought and brushfires.
"How can the Lhazareen afford the Golden Company?" She demanded of Aegor, irate at Strickland's betrayal.
To her annoyance, what followed was a lengthy recounting of the history of Lhazar and its trade. The Dothraki might call them Lamb Men, and mock them for their peaceful ways, but their cashmere was without equal, as was their skill at weaving and dyeing it with the herbs that grew in secret places amongst the foothills of the Painted Mountains.
"If anything," Aegor admitted sheepishly, "you might blame Lady Sansa. By her command the Dornish have been buying up every scrap of wool to be found in the city with Westerosi gold. Olyvar says—"
Dany could not quite remember what Olyvar had said. The peculiar friendship betwixt her husband and her nephew irritated her, though not as much as Daario Naharis irritated Aegor. She had barely seen the Tyroshi sellsword since his return; Ser Barristan refused to admit "that scoundrel" to his queen's presence except by her express command. Even then, Irri and Jhiqui hovered, acting as if Daario might devour their mistress whole if given the least opportunity.
Dany almost wished he would. Oh, Daario might no longer speak so boldly of his lust for her, but she could still see it in his eyes. He thirsted for her as he thirsted for battle, he desired to use her the same way Drogo had, not gently as Aegor did. Daario would not lesson her weary mind about history and law, he would lesson her eager flesh in the art of carnal pleasures. She could see it so clearly in her mind's eye, Daario placing her on Drogon's back and flying away with her into the wild, away from her court, away from her crown, with naught to do but love beneath the stars...
"All kneel for Daenerys Stormborn, the Unburnt, Empress of Dragon's Bay, Queen of Meereen, Queen of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Khaleesi of Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Shackles, and Mother of Dragons!"
Dany grimaced as she seated herself for the first court session of fifth moon. How was it possible for fourth moon to drag so miserably, yet be over already? Are there too many hours in the day, she wondered, or too few?
She should be with her council, talking of the elections in Volantis. Why await word from Dysaria, the widow of the waterfront? Three tigers Moqorro had seen, and three new triarchs there would be, all yowling to spill her blood and enslave her children. But no, she must keep up appearances, she must show the world that a dragon could not feel fear.
On and on the petitions went. All of them were troubles she had heard a thousand times before, all save the group of escaped slaves whose turn came near noon. In Lys they had been oarslaves, until they slew their captain and sailed for Meereen. On their knees they beseeched her help in overthrowing the masters and freeing the families they had left behind. For a moment she imagined herself upon Drogon's back, raining fire down upon Lys the Lovely, cleansing her of the rot which lay beneath her pretty face—
"Please, silver queen," one of them begged. "We have seen the white dragon fly overhead, let him spread his wings over the skies of Lys!"
Her hopes shriveled up inside her, and with a heavy heart she turned them away.
Her heart was no less heavy when she held council the next day. Was this to be her life? Endless day after endless day, each problem she solved bringing a dozen she could not? What was the point of securing her empire when she would never bear a child to inherit it? Perhaps Moqorro was right, perhaps she was meant for naught but war, a glorious battle against the slavers which would end with their death as well as her own. Let someone else pick up the pieces when she was gone, let someone else bring order out of chaos.
"For half a groat," she told Aegor, when the rest of her counselors were gone, "I would hop on Drogon's back and never return."
"Your people would miss you, Your Grace," he said, his smile strained. Aegor might not set fire to her blood as Daario did, but he was still beautiful, his silver hair catching the same light that set his indigo eyes ablaze and caressed his sharp cheekbones and strong jaw. "Now, shall we discuss the festivities for your nameday?"
Her people seemed to enjoy the celebrations for their queen's nineteenth nameday, but she did not. It was almost a relief when Moqorro appeared halfway through the feast to seek a private word, though her relief was shortlived when he told her of his vision.
"I saw Qarth burn beneath a tempest of green flames, as men placed warlocks in shackles,” the red priest told her, his voice rumbling like an avalanche. "When I looked again I saw Volantis, a great green dragon roaring over the Red Temple. A one-eyed man rode upon his back, and laughed as dragonflame devoured the Lord of Light's holy servants."
A terrible memory seized her, of a tent upon the shore and a wicked smile. "What is a god, compared to a dragon?" Euron Greyjoy said as he knelt between her legs. "Gods may be forgotten, but monsters never are." Against her will Dany shuddered, shame and anger warring within her heart.
Moqorro's insistence that Azor Ahai defend the temple did not help. How was she to champion the Lord of Light without Drogon? Though the black dragon often wheeled overhead when Dany sat atop the Great Pyramid, he refused to come to her, to submit to her will as Viserion submitted to Olyvar's.
With so many pressing matters weighing on her, the queen found herself in dire need of some peace and quiet. As such, when the night came for her usual dinner with the Westerosi, she sent her regrets to Olyvar and his wife and sent everyone else away. Everyone, save her guards, who stood watch at the doors to her chambers, and Azzar, the servant who served her meal, his steps feather light as he came and went by the servants' steps hidden in the walls.
For the main dish Azzar brought her spiced rice and roasted pike. As usual, he tasted a bite of each, whilst Ser Barristan watched him carefully for any sign of poison. Her mouth was full of savory, lukewarm rice when Ser Tumco Lho interrupted her solitary dinner to inform her that Olyvar Sand begged leave to speak with her privily. Annoyed, the queen bade her knight refuse him.
"Your Grace," Ser Tumco said upon returning. "Ser Olyvar will not leave." Her knight's dark skin gleamed in the torchlight, his full lips pursed in disapproval. "He insists that there are matters of import which cannot wait any longer."
Can I not have one night to myself? Dany stabbed at her fish with unwonted venom, sending a chunk of flaky meat flying across the table. Azzar cleaned it up in silence while Dany considered what to do, wary of Ser Olyvar's sudden boldness.
"What would you advise?" She asked Ser Barristan, who stood at her shoulder.
The old knight frowned. Had his blue eyes always looked so faded? "It is for Your Grace to decide. A knight is taught to wait patiently, aye, but there is no place for hesitance on a field of battle. Best to plunge the knife in quickly, and be done with it."
Talk of knives did not help her nerves. At her behest Ser Tumco searched Ser Olyvar carefully before admitting him to her presence, relieving him of the knife he wore openly at his hip, and of a pair of throwing daggers hidden in his boots.
Even so, she looked upon her nephew with suspicion when he asked that they speak without Ser Barristan present. Olyvar was a tall man, after all, and solidly built, though he lacked the lean grace of Aegor or the bulging muscles of Strong Belwas. Still, he could snap her neck, if he so wished. Was this some ploy, to get the queen alone and do away with her?
"I do not think there is any danger," Ser Barristan reassured her quietly whilst her nephew waited, his face grim. "Your nephew is a knight, a man of honor, not a kingslayer."
"That's what everyone thought of Jaime Lannister, until he slew Aerys," Olyvar pointed out, much to her confusion. What sort of man warned her against himself? Jorah Mormont, Euron Greyjoy, Galazza Galare, all of them were eager to win her trust, to appear the loyalest of subjects until they twisted the knife in her back.
"Are you saying I cannot trust you?" she asked.
Olyvar blinked, as though she had said something absurd.
"I'm saying that knighthood does not make a man trustworthy. No one can guess at the secrets of a man's heart; though I might swear an oath to do you no harm, you might doubt whether I would keep it. However," he continued, almost impatient. "You cannot doubt that you have me in your power. If you died whilst in here alone with me, your queensguard would know I was to blame. Laying hands upon you would be signing my own death warrant, not to mention risking the lives of my lady wife and all my Dornishmen at the hands of a furious mob desperate to avenge their queen."
"Very well," Dany finally allowed, her heart racing in her chest. With a deep bow, Ser Barristan left them alone. Olyvar took the seat closest to where she sat at the head of the table, his brow furrowed.
Whilst Dany picked at her cold meal and Azzar poured wine, Ser Olyvar expanded upon a host of concerns. His people had not meant to remain in Meereen for so long; it was over two years since their arrival, and they wished to depart. Nor could Olyvar sit idly by while Westeros roiled in turmoil, wracked by war, famine, and corruption as the worst winter in living memory bore down upon the realm.
"Why not?" Dany asked, sipping at her wine. "Have you not told me that Princess Arianne has Dorne well in hand? Surely disorder elsewhere shall make it easier to conquer the realm come spring. The people will be glad to welcome their rightful queen."
Her nephew took the bait. "The rightful queen?" Ser Olyvar drew a deep breath, the amber in his purple eyes gleaming like fire at dusk.
"Are the burdens of Meereen not enough to bear? Tell me truly, do you yearn to spend your days subduing a realm that will see you as nothing more than a foreign witch, the last mad seed of Mad King Aerys? You cannot slay every lord as you slew the Great Masters, there are too many, and too many lesser lords eager to take their place. You have no allies in Westeros, save Dorne, you do not know her people or her customs or her gods."
Olyvar rose from his seat, looking down at her with eyes as bitter as his voice. "No. It is not for you to let the realm fall to pieces so that you may pick them up at your leisure. The crown is my burden to bear, as it has been since the day I was born."
Dany stood, heart pounding in her ears. "Is it, Olyvar?" Her anger flashed, as did her hand. Ser Olyvar took the slap without flinching. When she raised her hand a second time, he caught it before the blow could land.
"Do you feel better, Your Grace?" He asked. Despite the mark upon his cheek, he spoke to her with infuriating gentleness. "Or must you slap me again before we can discuss terms? I have sought for weeks to find what to offer you, yet I have come no closer to determining what you want."
"What I want?"
She could not breathe; the world swam dizzily. Did he think there was anything that would make her give up her birthright? But it was never my birthright, a part of her whispered. Viserys was to be king, not her. Her birthright was to be a brood mare for her cruel brother, or so she thought, until Viserys decided to trade her for a Dothraki host. What she wanted did not matter, had never mattered, Viserys had made that clear on the day he dragged her away from the house with the red door. Where else did she belong, if not in the Seven Kingdoms? Who was she, if not a Targaryen?
"Aunt?" She turned. Olyvar— no, Aegon—loomed over her. "What do you want of me? Gold for your coffers? All I ask is safe passage for me and my people. Safe passage, and that you leave the Seven Kingdoms in peace when I am king."
"And Viserion?" She asked in a choked voice.
To her confusion, Azzar stepped forward, and poured more wine into her cup. What was he doing? Her last cupbearer had been much better at her job; it was a shame she'd taken ill.
Olyvar grimaced. "I could not leave him behind even if I wanted to. He thinks that I'm his pet—"
"Azzar, you can clear the table later," Dany snapped, annoyed by the clatter of dishes as he clumsily removed the platter of roast pike. Azzar ducked his head, tried to bow, and succeeded in dumping the platter on the floor, the serving knife spinning to land by her feet.
"I'm so sorry, Your Grace," Azzar babbled, falling to his knees.
"I'm not going to have you beaten," Dany said, exasperated. "Just clean it up, then leave us."
"Yes, Your Grace," he said, almost tripping over his feet as he flung the fish back on the platter. "Of course, Your Grace," he said, picking up the serving knife. "The old blood of Volantis send their regards, Your Grace," he said, grabbing her by the hair and pressing the blade to her throat.
Her eyes fluttered shut; blood roared in her ears; she would have fallen, if not for Azzar's tight grip holding her fast.
"Let her go," said a voice that rang like iron.
"Why should I?" Azzar laughed, so softly. "You're unarmed. Once I'm done with her, it'll be your turn. Or I could just knock you on the head, leave you for her people to find."
"There is no way out," said the iron voice, drawing closer.
"Fool," Azzar snorted. "I'll go out the same way I came in, and the guards will let me pass—"
Frantic, Dany reached up with both hands, yanking with all her strength at the wrist of the hand that held the blade, pulling it away from her throat. She thrashed against his grip, she clawed with her nails until her fingers were slippery with blood, but it was only when she slammed her head against his chin that Azzar finally flung her to the ground with a roar of pain.
Her entire body screamed with agony as she hit the stone floor. Stars danced before her eyes; somewhere far away she heard the sound of a struggle, then a gasp of pain, then a dull thump as a body fell to the ground.
"That's not the serving knife," Dany groaned when Olyvar crouched beside her, one hand still clutching a small blade splattered with the same blood that stained his sleeve and his tunic.
"No," Olyvar agreed, offering her a damp cloth to wash the blood from her hands. "It isn't. I suppose we should be grateful that my sister enjoys the sport of hiding knives; your knights only found half of mine when they searched me."
Unbidden, her eyes fell on the dead body lying not a dozen feet away, the man that her nephew had slain. He should not have had a blade in my presence, a part of her whispered. He saved my life, another part replied.
"I don't want you to give me gold," Dany said, her mouth dry. "I want you to give me vengeance."
"All kneel for Daenerys Stormborn, the Unburnt, Empress of Dragon's Bay, Queen of Meereen, Queen of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Khaleesi of Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Shackles, and Mother of Dragons!"
The first day of sixth moon meant another day holding open court. The most noteworthy petitioners were the envoys from Volantis, their only message the expected declaration of war. The Volantenes did not expect her to reply by gifting them a chest containing what remained of Azzar when the red priests were done with his corpse. Her Meereenese cheered as the Volantenes gagged and retched; when one of them fainted, the clamor was almost deafening.
Dany could only hope that the slaves of Volantis received her gifts with equal pleasure. Admiral Groleo's fleet set sail a few weeks later, packed to the brim with weapons meant for the widow of the waterfront and her fellow conspirators. Nor was steel her only gift. Three companies of freedmen had leapt at the chance to bathe their knives with the blood of slavers, a desire which Dany was pleased to permit. And then, of course, there was the small matter of the dragon.
In the Seven Kingdoms knights went on quests to prove their worth; it was only fitting that Ser Olyvar do the same. He had not balked when she set him the task of using Viserion to seek out and destroy Euron Greyjoy. He was, however, not particularly thrilled to learn that he must sail to Volantis in order to do so. True, it saved tedious months of flying hither and yon following rumors, but it also meant tedious months of sitting in Volantis, waiting to see whether the half-mad pirate and his stolen green dragon would appear before or after the slave revolt broke out.
Unfortunately, being rid of Olyvar for a brief while also meant losing Irri. The Dothraki lady had demanded to accompany him, along with her company of Dothraki archers. The queen only grudgingly gave her permission after Irri pointed out that someone should be entrusted with keeping an eye on Ser Olyvar and his squire. Of course, such precautions were not truly necessary, not when his wife and the rest of his people remained in Meereen, but still, better safe than sorry.
Sixth moon brought other changes, besides the departure of the fleet. Aegor took over Irri's duties whilst she was away, as Dany did not know or trust any of Irri's assistants enough to let them take her place. Not that the additional duties bothered him, Aegor assured her, he had plenty of extra time on his hands with Olyvar gone. She hoped he enjoyed his work; of late she could have sworn his eyes were turning as dull as the piles of scrolls he was always surrounded by.
If only Ser Barristan handled change so well. Although the old knight remained her chief protector, Grey Worm and his Unsullied were now under his command, with wide discretion to determine how to best guard their queen. Every door and window was watched; no longer were servants permitted to enter any room in which the queen was present; her cupbearers were drawn at random from amongst the Unsullied. Rather than using men as tasters, each dish was tasted by rats, whose small bodies showed signs of poison more quickly.
"I have asked the maesters to tell us all they know of poisons," Grey Worm told her. "They say some are meant to work slowly over time, to feign natural illness. A single bite or sip each day would do nothing to the taster, but would kill Your Grace in a matter of weeks. A rat, though, would die in a few days, and thus reveal the poison before it was too late."
Ser Barristan did not like the use of rats at the queen's table, no more than he liked the Unsullied clearing a twenty foot perimeter about the queen whenever she left the Great Pyramid, rather than ten as had been his wont. Even so, it was hard to argue with Grey Worm's results. After two months without an attempt on her life, even the damp air she breathed seemed sweeter.
Of course, such happiness could not last. Seventh moon brought new problems, chief among them the freedmen's council. Although many of the freedmen wished to return to the homes from whence they had been stolen, few possessed the means to do so. With all the new ships being built for the queen's fleet, could she not spare a few to carry freedmen back to their homes?
"How many times must I tell them no?" Dany complained to Missandei one day as they rode to meet with Ossalen and his scribes in their halls of learning. "Can Jhiqui not make them understand that the ships might be needed to defend Meereen?"
Her pestering had grown so wearisome that the queen had finally given her blessing for Jhiqui to wed Khal Rhogoro. Jhiqui's delight had been well worth it, though she was loathe to lose her for several months whilst she rode to Yunkai, wed her khal, and hopefully got with child before returning.
"The freedmen believe Meereen is safe," Missandei replied, golden eyes shining. "The queen has brought us peace, and now her people will help free Volantis as they freed Astapor. Marselen would wish to go home to Naath, if he had not gone to Volantis." Missandei's face fell. "Mossador often spoke of going home, before they killed him. It would have been sweet, to see the butterflies again."
Less sweet was the sight that awaited them as they passed the Plaza of Trade. Someone had splattered dark red paint across the front of one of the guild halls, and used it to paint Ghiscari glyphs.
"Not paint, Your Grace," Missandei said, frowning. "Blood for the blood bride, it says."
"Pig's blood," Ser Barristan assured them, dispatching several Unsullied to where a crowd had gathered near the glyphs. "Ser Avram shall remain here whilst we continue on, Your Grace. Your scribes await you; there is nothing to fear from a bit of writing on a wall."
Perhaps not, but there was plenty else to fear. What was happening in Volantis? Moqorro watched for her fleet in his flames, but even he could not guarantee their safe arrival, nor foresee whether the green dragon and the white would dance over the walls of old Volantis. She could not bear to think of her children dying; poor Rhaegal was not to blame for Greyjoy's foul sorcery.
Unfortunately, once Jhiqui left for Yunkai there was no one but Missandei to distract the queen from her worries. Sometimes she sang, or read poetry aloud, or joined the queen for a gallop around the city, but even those lovely days were often cut short by the demands of running the lands which had once belonged to the House of Pahl.
Unlike Irri and Jhiqui, who left the wealth of House Galare to the care of seneschals, Missandei oversaw her holdings personally. It was rather amusing, watching Missandei tidy her clothing and her hair before setting off, as though she was a young woman off to meet with her lover, not a lady off to meet with her servants.
With Missandei busy, Dany found herself left with little recourse but to spend more time amongst the Dornish. Lady Sansa was a gracious host, though sometimes she would fall silent, staring unseeing at whatever book was on her lap until one of her ladies drew her attention. Other days she was like a whirlwind, smiling and laughing and stitching away at a furious pace.
"Your Grace is fortunate to have Prince Aegor," Sansa said one day, completely unprompted. "Why do you not spend more time in his company?"
"Prince Aegor is busy with his duties as Hand."
Now that Dany thought of it, she had barely seen Aegor in days. With Jhiqui gone he was handling the freedmen's council in her stead, as well as his own duties. He fell into their bed long after she went to sleep, and usually rose before she did. And Aegor was short-tempered of late, always gritting his teeth and pressing a hand to his head or his stomach when he thought she was not looking.
Disquieted, Dany looked at the sketch which Sansa had been working on, idly scratching the ears of the ginger cat sitting on the lady's lap. "Is that supposed to be a dragon? It looks more like a snake."
Sansa gave the queen a nervous smile, turning the sketch at a different angle. "I was trying to draw a new coat of arms for Olyvar." Rather than three heads, the dragon had only one, its body lithe and sinuous like the ten-headed serpent her nephew used as his sigil.
"A new sigil for a new king?"
Sansa flushed a deep pink, the color contrasting poorly with her auburn hair. "He will be your ally, Your Grace. What would your freedmen do without Your Grace to guard them against their enemies? They worship you, as the people of Westeros never will."
"Will they worship Olyvar?" Dany asked, curious. She could not imagine it, but then, his Dornish were as fervent in their loyalty to her nephew as the freedmen were to Dany.
"Oh, yes," Sansa nodded, eyes bright. "Already there are songs and mummer's shows of his fight against the Mountain; the smallfolk of King's Landing and Sunspear nearly screamed themselves hoarse when we rode through the streets. They will love Olyvar, they will."
"But will they love Aegon?" To her satisfaction, Sansa's face fell. "Ser Olyvar swore the common folk still curse Aerys for his madness and slander Rhaegar for loving Lyanna."
"He is not his father, no more than you are," the girl replied, her voice cold. "As for Lyanna, she was a child—"
There came a hard knock at the door. "Come," said Dany.
She was glad that Sansa had fallen silent before she could repeat Olyvar's indignant lecture of Rhaegar's many faults. Really, how many times must her nephew claim a tale of tragic love was nothing more than that of a selfish man using a young girl for his own ends? Had not Ser Jorah Mormont told her how valiant and noble her brother was? Had not Ser Barristan said he would have made the finest of kings?
Another knock at the door; she must not have spoken loudly enough. "Come!" Dany called.
"Your Grace," Septa Lemore gasped as she burst into the room, her white robes in disarray. One hand clutched her side; her cheeks were bright red, her face dappled by sweat. "Prince Aegor has collapsed."
Long hours passed. Dany paced her chambers; the Stark girl watched the streets from the cold terrace. The halls of learning were halfway across the city; Aegor visited them almost every day, in order to conduct the queen's business. He had been meeting with Ossalen to discuss a new edict when he took ill; thankfully, Haldon Halfmaester had been with him.
"I see him, Your Grace!" Sansa cried as dusk began to fall.
"On horseback?" Dany asked, her heart tight within her chest.
"No, Your Grace. On a stretcher."
When the Unsullied finally carried her husband up to her chambers, Dany recoiled from the sight of him. That sallow man with the hollow cheeks could not be her Aegor. Her Aegor was handsome and strong, capable of taking any task in hand, not this shrunken ghost, who whimpered when a cool cloth was laid on his brow.
"Exhaustion, Your Grace," Haldon Halfmaester grimly pronounced when he had finished settling the sick man into the queen's bed. "I warned him a thousand times that it would come to this."
"Warned him?" Dany did not understand.
"I told the prince consort he must let others handle some of his duties," Haldon said, turning his eyes on her. "Prince Aegor said one else could be trusted with his work."
If he had stabbed her through the heart, it would have hurt less. "Will he recover?"
The Halfmaester shrugged. "Mayhaps. A diet of goat's milk and red meat should restore his strength. There are costly draughts which may help, though the ingredients are rare."
"You shall have them," Dany swore. She would not lose Aegor, she could not. "What else? I shall do anything to save my husband's life."
Anything turned out to mean relieving Aegor of his duties, all of them. Whilst her husband spent the rest of eighth moon drinking draughts of vinegar and priceless spices and powders, the queen divided his work amongst her people. Jhiqui's assistants took over working with the freedmen's council, Irri's assistants did the same for the work with the Dothraki, and with Missandei's help Dany chose a dozen scribes to take up Aegor's work combing through laws.
Ninth moon came, but word from Volantis did not. Dany might have held court in her sleep, she was so used to the petitions which came before her. Still, she tried to give her people justice; Missandei rightly noted it was not their fault that others had suffered the same troubles before. The scribe was her constant companion of late, having shared many of her duties with Ossalen and the council of scribes lest she suffer Aegor's fate. Missandei might be wise, but she was still only a girl of fourteen, vulnerable and innocent.
The little scribe was not her only companion. Daario Naharis often joined the queen when she rode through the city, no doubt hoping to supplant Aegor in her affections. Once Dany might have fallen for the sellsword's rogueish smiles and wicked japes that made Missandei blush, but no more. No, the queen let the sellsword sharpen his wit on Missandei, who gave as good as she got.
Whilst they bantered, the queen took in her city, the familiar streets, the vendors hawking their wares in a dozen tongues, the songs and smell of smoke that rose from the red temple. Was it almost four years since she had smashed the city's gates? She had never lived anywhere for so long, not since she was a child, as ignorant and sweet as the orphans who dwelt in the small pyramid which served as the queen's nursery.
The nursery was her favorite place in Meereen, besides the garden atop her pyramid. There were always children playing in the nursery's little plaza, whether they raced each other beneath the sun or made mud pies in the pouring rain. Though the highest ranking Unsullied continued to adopt children from the nursery, heirs for the holdings she had given them, there were always new children in need of care, their parents struck down by illness or injury.
Would Viserys have been so cruel, had he grown up in a place like this? Dany wondered one warm day as she watched a child play, his light eyes and silver-gold hair marking him as a child of Lys. Some of the other children shared his look, as did one of the wet nurses, a plump girl with dimples and a sweet smile.
Peace she had promised her people, and peace she had given them. Why had she spent so long trembling in fear? Her counselors heeded her every word, her Brazen Beasts enforced her laws, her Queensguard and her Unsullied protected her person. Her people had food to eat, and soon, they would have fresh water, once the masons began work on new wells and drains. Why should she care if vandals continued to deface walls with pig's blood? That was nothing, nothing at all; Ser Barristan would have told her if there was any reason to be concerned.
No, she need not worry for Meereen. She did worry for Aegor, still wan despite weeks of resting in their chambers, just as she worried over the lack of word from Volantis. She trusted Irri, of course, just as she trusted Jhiqui and Missandei, but what of Olyvar? Could she trust him to do what must be done?
A cry rang out as a dark shadow passed overhead; the children gasped with awe. Dany's heart leapt; she had not seen Drogon so close in weeks. Oh, if only he would let her claim him! Her black dragon grew larger by the day, king of the skies as much as she was queen of the city. What feats could they achieve together?
I would not flinch, Dany thought as she rode back to the Great Pyramid. Rhaegar had not hesitated at the Trident, though it cost his life, and she was his sister, his heir like Olyvar never could be. Drogon was far larger than Viserion; if she rode him she could be the one who brought fire and blood to the slavers of Volantis, just as she had brought them the Great Masters of Meereen and Good Masters of Astapor. She could almost see the flames rising over the great black walls of old Volantis, she could almost smell the blood and hear the screams—
"This way, Your Grace!" Ser Barristan shouted, slapping her silver's rump.
She had not imagined the screams. They were real, coming from the street which led to the Plaza of the Bakers. While Grey Worm and his Unsullied headed toward the clamor, her knights drew close about her and Missandei. Down narrow side streets they galloped, through an alley, out onto the Plaza of Purification, and into the stables beneath her pyramid. Her guards bustled the queen inside, Missandei following at her heels.
As it turned out, her guards had leapt into action over nothing. A riding accident and broken leg, Ser Barristan told her later, though he looked rather uneasy. The sight of the woman's gruesome injuries had set the crowd to screaming, that was all.
Thankfully, there were no more such surprises over the next few weeks. Dany spent her time overseeing the new assistants who had taken up Aegor's work, whilst her husband continued to recover in their chambers. By the end of the month he began swimming in the terrace pool for as long as the halfmaester would permit, a good sign. She could only hope tenth month proceeded so smoothly.
"All rise for Daenerys Stormborn, the Unburnt, Empress of Dragon's Bay, Queen of Meereen, Queen of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Khaleesi of Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Shackles, and Mother of Dragons!"
The herald's voice was clear and strong as he dismissed the remaining petitioners, but Dany still missed Missandei. Why her scribe suddenly saw the need to inspect her holdings in the hinterlands the queen could not say, but if any of her people deserved her trust, it was her scribe.
Or so Dany thought until she returned to her chambers. She had thought to find Aegor; instead she found Grey Worm and ten Unsullied standing guard over a disheveled Missandei and a bloodied Daario Naharis.
The whole tale poured out in a torrent of words. Upon returning to the city Daario had lamented how far he had fallen in the eyes of his sweet queen, and begged Missandei to help him win her favor. Irri had told her to refuse, and she had.
But then Irri was gone, and the girl saw no harm in a few words with the sellsword whenever they happened to meet near the halls of learning or in the Plaza of Purification. He brought her flowers from the hinterlands, he brought her sweets from the market and shells from Naath, even though she refused to push his case with the queen. Eventually they spoke less and less of the queen, instead talking of songs and stories and Naath.
"I wouldn't betray you," the little scribe pleaded, tears shining in her golden eyes. "Never, Your Grace, never. But after you refused the freedmen their ships, Daario said that with my gold he could hire a ship to take me to Naath, with him as my guard." She sniffled, tears dripping down her nose. "I just wanted to lay Mossador's bones to rest in a butterfly garden, and see if our grandmother yet lived."
"Is this true?" Dany demanded, the smirk on Daario's face making her blood boil.
"All true, gracious queen," the sellsword admitted, bold as brass. "Though the ship was bound for Tyrosh, not Naath."
The look on Missandei's face would have shattered a man's heart. "What?"
"My Stormcrows grow weary for lack of battle," Daario shrugged. "In Tyrosh there is war and plunder. The archon offers thrice what you pay us to any company willing to slay his enemies and rape their women."
"The only war in Tyrosh is that against their slaves." Gods, how could she have been so blind? "A thousand times you swore yourself to my cause, to breaking chains, not forging them."
"So I did," Daario purred through his whiskers. "Men tell beautiful girls what they want to hear. Did no one ever warn you?"
"Missandei is a child," she snapped. Lyanna was a child. "Why bring her into it? Why not leave my service openly?"
Daario stared at her as if she had lost her wits. "You might have let us go, but risk your wrath, or pay for our own passage to Tyrosh when we might have it for free? And a pretty bedwarmer besides, though no doubt I would have to share her."
Dany was too angry to speak, too angry hear Grey Worm's explanation of how the Unsullied had become wary of the bond betwixt the sellsword and the herald, or how they had caught them before they could take ship.
"Leave me," she told them. They must not be here, they must not see the cracks in her queenly facade.
As soon as they were gone, it shattered. Sobs wracked her body as Dany flung herself upon her bed, the sight of Missandei's despair burned into her eyes. Was that how Lyanna had looked, when she realized how Rhaegar had lied to her, how he had used her? Did she feel as helpless as Dany felt when Viserys sold her to Drogo, not knowing the power the khal would give her?
On and on she wept, her eyes burning, her shoulders shaking. She could not stop, not even when she heard the terrace door creak open, not even when she heard Aegor call her name, not even when he took her in arms still wet from swimming and held her to his chest. In the morning she would be strong, in the morning she would be a dragon, not a little girl still dreaming of a red door she would never see again.
Notes:
Happy new year! Starting off with a bang; can’t wait to see what y’all think of the mess in Meereen.
Seriously, this chapter almost broke me, please comment. I’m gonna be so fucking relieved when I’m done with Essos and Dany; it’s so much harder than all the other locations/POVs.
Next up
134: Irri and the slave revolt/dragon throwdown in Volantis
135: Cersei IV and uh oh, those nasty Tyrells are at it again
136: Sansa V and ~angst~ as she tries to stay busy while waiting for news from Volantis
2022 year in review: I wrote 335,301 words. What the fuck?!
NOTES
1) Medieval guilds were vaguely similar to how unions work today. The bullshit qualification tests for the freedmen are inspired by Jim Crow laws used to oppress Black people in the US.
2) ASoiaF does not have the incredible fiber/cloth that is cashmere. However, in canon, the Lhazareen are known for their flocks of sheep and goats. As I wanted to expand on their economy/culture beyond "pacifist shepherds who are great at being slaves," I gave them a specialization/technology that made sense for their limited canon background.
3) Irri made an extremely dirty joke that Dany completely missed. When a mare in heat raises her tail, the "winking" is, uhm. Not done using her eyes. On the one hand, saying a girl is "raising her tail" or "winking" at someone makes sense as a Dothraki idiom. On the other hand, WHOA that is a graphic mental image. Also, Irri is 1,000% correct, Sansa is using rigid manners to try and stifle her hormones.
4) Aegor suffered from severe burnout. Yes, it can cause physical symptoms. Almost like the strain of achieving perfection fucks people up. Here's a fun article on the history of exhaustion and various cures used throughout the ages.
Chapter 134: Irri
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The night was black as pitch when Irri rose from her featherbed, desperate for a breath of air that was not stale. She dressed herself in the dark, quietly so she did not wake her handmaids. Let them rest; Irri remembered well how poorly she slept when she spent her nights at the foot of her khaleesi's bunk.
A gust of clean salt air assailed her when Irri reached the top of the ladder. She drank it in greedily, grateful to be above deck once more. The carrack's deck rolled beneath her feet like a nervous filly as Irri made her way to the rail, her eyes fixed on the horizon.
She saw no sign of Volantis, of the great beacon fires which guided ships into the vast harbor. No, the waves stretched on forever, gleaming green-black in the faint light of the crescent moon, a thousand thousand tongues that lapped hungrily at the ships foolish enough to dare risk the endless sea.
Irri rested her elbows on the rail, unmoved. She was not the same scared girl who sailed from Qarth, who retched at the slightest swell and hid below decks with the rest of her tiny khalasar. Forty days they had spent upon the open sea, and every single day she had come above decks to test her will. Worse foes awaited her than the god of the poison sea, last and least loved child of the moon and sun. The god of the poison sea was indifferent to men, saving his hatred for his elder brother, the lord of all horses, who'd won the love of the goddess of the earth.
No, she might respect the poison sea, but she did not fear him. Her fear and her hate belonged to another, as it had since the day he won her eternal enmity. Euron Greyjoy might have set sail beneath the light of a rising sun, but the stars still glittered overhead. They looked down upon her, bearing witness as Irri vowed she would one day see the color of the Andal's blood.
That day drew nearer with every puff of wind that filled the carrack's sails. In Volantis they would find the Andal traitor, or so Moqorro had sworn to Queen Daenerys. The news had set Irri's heart to galloping, just as it galloped when the queen finally granted her permission to join the fleet bound for Volantis. Daenerys might have only sent her to ensure Ser Olyvar Sand did not betray the queen, but what did that matter? Irri was here, and when she faced Euron Greyjoy again, she would be armed with more than a bronze pitcher.
No longer were Irri and her sister Jhiqui mere handmaidens. After saving their khaleesi's life Daenerys had named them erinak, her ladies, the highest ranking women not only of their little khalasar but of all Meereen. Silk and damask replaced cotton and wool; the wealth of House Galare replaced wages of coin. Though they still dressed their queen each morning and undressed her each night, their days were spent not in servant's work but in serving upon the queen's council.
Jhiqui shone like the sun in her new role. Their mothers had always praised Jhiqui as a girl for her even temper, for her knack of making every stranger a friend. As a woman grown, her elder sister had only grown better at discerning the hearts of men. Much though they might argue amongst themselves, the freedmen's council adored Jhiqui. Unlike the queen, who could not help hovering over poor Prince Aegor, once Jhiqui set each freedman a duty, one chosen carefully based upon his talents, she then entrusted him to do it, without constant oversight. Not only that, but she made each of them feel heard, and troubled herself to learn their tongues just as she had once learned Andahli.
Sometimes Irri envied her sister's skill; though forced to learn High Valyrian by sheer necessity, she lacked the time or interest to learn further tongues. Thankfully, she did not need them. Her duties lay not with the freedmen but with the Dothraki. The tiny khalasar which had crossed the red waste was under her protection, as were the Dothraki among the freedmen of the Dragon's Bay. Further, it was Irri's responsibility to treat with the khals of the Dothraki Sea, winning as many allies as might be had.
Vaes Vishaferat, formerly Yunkai, was Irri's greatest accomplishment. How carefully she had wooed Khal Moro, and how well had her efforts been rewarded! Not only had the khal saved Queen Daenerys the trouble of conquering Yunkai once more, but he had helpfully perished before he could accept her offer of Jhiqui's hand.
Thankfully, his son Khal Rhogoro had been satisfied to wed his sister to Ko Jhogo whilst awaiting the day Jhiqui reached the auspicious age of twenty. Hopefully Jhiqui would get along with Rhogoro's wife Sarnai as well as Irri did. She enjoyed their regular correspondence, sharing thoughts on everything from the difficulty of governing of stubborn city people to the growing number of Dothraki turning to the Lord of Light. Most of the freedmen of Yunkai had worshipped the red god since childhood; seeing Rhogoro make offerings at the red temple soothed their discomfort with bowing to a Dothraki khal, though Sarnai found the red priests rather irritating. Queen Daenerys might be powerful and blessed by the gods, but she was no more Azor Ahai than she was the stallion who mounts the world.
Irri was not so sure that she agreed. Sarnai had not seen the khaleesi emerge unharmed from the inferno of the funeral pyre. In truth, Irri would not have believed it, had she not seen it with her own eyes. Moqorro might speak of salt and smoke and a red sword to light the dawn, but what hero needed a sword, when she had already drawn a black dragon from the flames?
Dawn was creeping over the world when Ser Olyvar Sand led the cream dragon from the cargo hold. The Westerosi was tall and fair, but bore strangely little resemblance to his aunt Queen Daenerys or to her husband Prince Aegor. Where their skin was deathly pale, his was a rich golden brown; where their hair was silver, his was smoky steel; where their eyes were pure violet or indigo, his were purple, ringed with amber. Thankfully, Queen Daenerys seemed oblivious to the fact that Ser Olyvar was far more handsome than her husband.
Though he cannot match Rakharo, Irri thought as she watched the Westerosi vault into his saddle and dig his heels into the dragon's scales. And Rakharo would never be foolish enough to trade a horse for a dragon.
Let the Valyrians boast of their dragons; the Dothraki knew better. Horses were predictable beasts, as reliable as they were faithful. With training, a good horse was the best of companions, as trusted as a friend and as trusting as a child. A dragon, though, a dragon could not be trusted. An angry horse might kick or bite, but he would always threaten you first. He would flatten his ears, raise his head, and show his teeth, signs that even the slowest Dothraki child learned by the time they could walk.
Dragons gave no such signs. When the khaleesi's three dragons were the size of dogs, Irri and Jhiqui had been able to handle them without coming to harm. The dragons might hiss or lash their tails to show their displeasure, but they kept their sharp claws and sharper teeth to themselves. Until, one day, Drogon bit Irri without so much as a warning, and bit so hard that the scar from his teeth still marked the back of her hand.
When she showed her khaleesi the wound, she had not taken alarm like Irri hoped. No, instead Daenerys had worried that the dragons might burn their way free, abandoning their mother. Months later in Meereen, Irri had almost died from shock when the khaleesi gave the order for her children to be chained, heartsick at the death of the girl Hazzea.
Of course, the dragon who feasted upon children was the only one she could not catch. Drogon was the foulest of demons, as evil-tempered and ill-omened as his namesake. Irri could only pray that the Great Stallion never let Daenerys claim him. The beast would master her khaleesi, just as Drogo had, and turn the flame of her soul into a funeral pyre. Irri could not, she would not let that happen. Daenerys could not do what needed to be done; it was up to Irri to save her khaleesi from herself.
She eyed Viserion as he dove toward the waves. His rider sat securely upon his back, unbothered as the dragon snatched up a fish. The cream dragon tossed his wriggling prey in the air, roasting it with a jet of pale gold flame before snatching it in his massive jaws. Irri resisted the urge to cringe away at the sight. She had preferred it when the dragon was smaller than she was. Even a dragon the size of a horse would not be so bad.
But Viserion was much larger than a horse by the time he grew large enough to bear Olyvar's weight. The dragon was more than twice the height of his rider; from tip to tail he was four horse lengths, his wingspan five. True, the dragon weighed less than a horse, but that would not help Olyvar if the dragon turned on him. Neither bit nor bridle marred the clean lines of the dragon's golden crest and horns; there were no reins for his rider to guide him. How arrogant the Westerosi was, to place himself at the dragon's mercy and think himself master of a beast that could not be broken.
Disgusted, Irri left the dragon to his meal, and the deck to the sailors.
Her handmaids were already awake when she returned to her cabin. Whilst Ujin dressed her, and braided back her hair, Alagai fetched food and drink from the ship's cook. Irri forced herself to eat, glad that she would soon have better fare than salted meat and hard dried biscuits. Queen Daenerys had spoken wistfully of the food she'd once eaten in Volantis, of feathery light eggs beaten and cooked with herbs, of fragrant stews heavy with lamb and beans, of warm dimpled flatbreads eaten dipped in yogurt. Irri hoped she would have a chance to try them, before either slaves or dragons burned the city to the ground.
It was almost noon when the lookout atop the mainmast finally sighted Volantis. Thankfully, the dragon was already back in the cargo hold, hidden away out of sight. The sailors needed no distractions as they drew near the coast, nor the captain as he used a Myrish far-eye to search for the hidden cove where they had been directed to drop anchor.
Now that their journey was near its end, Irri summoned a meeting in her cabin. Two empty chairs awaited the final guests, whilst Ko Aggo and his kheshigs stood by her side. Three of his four bodyguards were men from amongst the Dothraki of Meereen. Chago, Toluo, and Qaso were former pit fighters, warriors who bore the scars of a hundred battles won. The last, Baido, was a youth of Irri's age, one of Khal Rhogoro's cousins. Untested though he was, he was fierce and fast, eager to make a name for himself and someday become a ko himself. It felt good, to have her own people at her back. Jhiqui might trust her freedmen to remember her words and follow their queen's will, but Irri could not be so trusting of the Westerosi.
After years of faithful service she might grudgingly trust Ser Barristan Selmy, but he was an exception. Jorah Mormont had betrayed his child queen, and might have raped her, had he been given the chance to satisfy his lusts; Euron Greyjoy had satisfied his lusts, and then stolen a dragon into the bargain. It was with good reason that Irri had watched closely for the slightest hint that Olyvar Sand might have designs upon Daenerys; even his blunt lack of interest did not lift her suspicions. Every Westerosi wanted something from Queen Daenerys, and sooner or later this Dornishman would prove the same.
Irri eyed the Dornishman as he folded himself into a chair beside his sister, Nymeria. She cared little for the Iron Throne that plagued her khaleesi's dreams for so long, and less for the nephew who now sought to take it from her. But if Olyvar thought to turn against Daenerys... she would see him dead before he had time to take a single step toward his dragon.
To her surprise, the meeting quickly proved unnecessary. Olyvar had, in fact, listened to her many, many briefings on Volantis and the Three Daughters Myr, Tyrosh, and Lys. He recalled that Myr had halted trade whilst armies of sellswords drove her slaves back into the fields. He remembered that Tyrosh had lost a fourth archon in less than a year, beheaded in his bed just like the previous three and his head stuck atop a fountain. He even rattled off a list of the magisters in Lys currently trying to poison one another over old scandals suddenly brought to light.
"Well said," she allowed, after Olyvar recounted how the trouble in Lys had resulted in rising prices for salt, sugar, and seaweed. The Lyseni might boast of their beautiful bedslaves and courtesans, but their true wealth came not from the pleasure houses, but from the coasts and from the island's fertile fields.
"I do listen, Lady Irri," the Westerosi said, raising a bushy eyebrow. "Not listening would be irresponsible." He paused, the corner of his mouth twitching. "Very irresponsible."
Both Irri and his sister stared at him, nonplussed.
"Ear-responsible," Olyvar repeated.
Baido gave a snort of laughter, his grasp of High Valyrian apparently better than his taste in jokes. Nymeria groaned, putting a hand to her face. "Gods, brother, why?"
Praise the Great Stallion that the Westerosi was Lady Sansa's husband, not hers. "Forgive me, ser," Irri replied, annoyed. "Given how rarely you attend court, I thought you might pay as little attention to me as to Queen Daenerys and her people."
Irri might speak High Valyrian and the common tongue of the Andals, but the knight had not even bothered to learn Dothraki, beyond a few simple words of courtesy. On the rare occasions Olyvar did attend court, he stood to the side, beneath a window, staring at Daenerys as though he was a tailor measuring her for a new dēl. Or a crown, Irri realized, her lips tightening. Who was this stranger, to judge a woman he barely knew?
"They are not his people," Nymeria purred, her lips curling in a smile. "Still. Let us not quibble amongst ourselves; you'd like to be rid of us, and we'd like to be gone. The sooner we complete our business in Volantis, the sooner we may part ways."
"We could part ways before Volantis," Aggo said from his place at Irri's right hand. If Irri trusted the Westerosi little, he trusted them not at all. A warning shake of her head was enough to take his hand from the hilt of his arakh, if not to wipe the cold look from his face.
That night as she stood by the rail, watching the carrack and the rest of the fleet as creep into a hidden cove, Irri wished yet again that Rakharo stood beside her. Rakharo would imitate the Westerosi's voices and make her laugh, not stand stonefaced and silent like Aggo did. A foolish wish, she knew. Her Rakharo would be miserable away from the horses he so carefully and lovingly bred and trained. Besides, she had chosen Aggo for good reason, not just because Ko Jhogo was content to remain in Meereen with his wife and newborn babe.
Of the three bloodriders Khal Drogo once gave to his khaleesi, Aggo was the eldest, a staunch and steady man of twenty-five. Even the heat of battle could not shake his nerves; Aggo loosed arrows at men with the same ease and unerring aim which he demonstrated against practice targets. And the company of archers he had assembled for Irri were just as skilled. Most of them were Dothraki, but there were a few Summer Islanders among them. The freedmen's tall goldenheart bows could not be used on horseback, but they boasted a greater range than any double-curved Dothraki bow, save perhaps Aggo's, which was made of dragonbone.
The walls of old Volantis were dark as dragonbone when Irri first glimpsed them from afar. Long had the widow's sons watched the smuggler's cove for their arrival; they had not even waited for the fleet to drop anchor before rowing out to the carrack to fetch the widow's honored guests. Irri had known that the savage Volantenes did not hold with horses, but it still dismayed her to ride in a palanquin, her vision marred by thin curtains, her nose irritated by the smell of Aggo's breath. He sat close to her, as though the two Westerosi might attack at any moment.
Irri was more concerned about attack from without the palanquin, not within. When they reached the outskirts of the city it was to find rows of wooden crossbeams, each with a dead or dying slave nailed upon it. Tablets graven with Valyrian glyphs stood beside them, to tell the world of their crimes. Her eyes were drawn to one who had the Dothraki look, or so she guessed from what was left of his dark hair and coppery skin. The tablet said he had been caught in the streets after curfew without his master's leave, and raised an arakh against the tiger cloaks when they arrested him.
"A brave death," Aggo said softly, when he had finished murmuring a prayer for the dead. "He must have tired of waiting."
All Volantis was tired of waiting, it seemed to Irri. The slaves in the streets might bow their heads to passing palanquins and hathays, but their eyes blazed like coals, their bodies as tense as that of a panther about to strike. For a moment she thought the masters must be blind to not see the danger, until she remembered that the old blood of Volantis no longer set foot beyond their Black Walls, not since the purge of the Red Temple.
With five slaves for every free man, the triarchs had not dared move openly against the red priests who preached of Daenerys Stormborn, of Azor Ahai and the coming of the Breaker of Chains. Instead they had depended upon secrecy, upon swift and silent action. Unfortunately, the company of sellswords sent to arrest the high priest Benerro in the dead of night were not prepared for Benerro to escape their custody, flee to the highest pillar of the temple, call down a curse upon the masters of Volantis, and then set himself aflame.
It was a week before the riots ended, the streets running red with the blood of thousands of slaves and that of every priest who'd spoken of Azor Ahai. A new high priest, Colloquo, was chosen from amongst those spared during the purge, a puppet of the triarchs who condemned his brethren and preached of the happiness to be found in peaceful obedience to one's lawful master.
Their journey ended when the widow's sons brought them to a warehouse near the docks, its vast depths packed full of barrels and casks. The old woman waited for them there, sitting behind a table streaked black with soot. So this was Dysaria, the widow of the waterfront. Irri was not surprised by the foxlike face, nor the cunning eyes, but the woman was far older than she had expected. Her pale purple eyes were set deeply amongst a thousand wrinkles; only a few strands of white hair still clung to her bald scalp.
"We have met before, my lady," Ser Olyvar said, bowing carefully. With Westerosi banned from Volantis, he had chosen to wear a Dothraki dēl rather than an Andal surcoat; to Irri's annoyance, the deep blue silk set off his eyes and hair perfectly. Lady Sansa's work, no doubt.
The widow of the waterfront, however, was not one to be impressed by a handsome man. "Yes, last time you had a turban," she said, waving a gnarled hand. "But where is Daenerys? Come soon, we told her; whoever raised her must not have known the meaning of the word."
"Queen Daenerys is not here," Irri said to the old woman, brushing her long braid over her shoulder. "As your men surely told you already."
Dysaria's lips tightened. "We were promised aid."
"And aid you shall have. The holds of our ships are packed with steel, and we bring three companies of freedmen to teach your people how to wield it."
The widow leaned back against her chair. "They'll have more students than the Rhoyne has daughters. I've been hard pressed to keep my folk in line; every time I have them calmed, the triarchs declare some new law that sets them to sharpening their knives."
In their attempts to quell dissent, the triarchs had only inflamed matters further. Not content with the many laws restricting the rights of slaves, they had suddenly decided that the few freedmen in the city also could not be trusted.
"Idiots," Dysaria smiled bitterly. "The freedmen were never our allies; many of them thought it only fair that those not able to buy their freedom should remain in chains. Most of the rest were cowards, content with enjoying their freedom in peace."
Olyvar frowned, exchanging a glance with his sister.
"Yes, I'm a freedwoman," the widow sighed. "The triarchs think us like sheep; if one causes trouble, surely as the rest will follow. They thought making enslavement the penalty for every crime committed by a freedman would keep them quiet and frightened; instead it drove them to my door."
Irri raised an eyebrow. Were she a triarch, she would have given the freedmen even more rights, to set them against their former brethren. Granted, if she were a triarch, Dysaria would be dead by now. When Irri said so, the widow cackled.
"They daren't try it, not after the riots for Benerro. Doubtless they have nightmares of my dropping dead of old age, lest it be said they poisoned me. Oh, Marra?" The widow called to a Lyseni girl that stood by the wall. "Iosre for my guests, and quick about it."
Irri sipped at her cup, savoring the fresh taste of mint as the widow explained what had happened in Volantis since the last report reached Meereen. The triarchs might think the widow their greatest foe, save for the Mother of Dragons, but she had dozens of lieutenants scattered throughout the city, from the ranks of the tiger cloaks to the halls of the scribes. Dysaria had known the triarchs meant to burn down her inn, the Merchant's House, nigh on a week before it happened, giving her time to smuggle out most of her people and her wealth. Even Colloquo of the Red Temple was one of her people, chosen by Benerro before he began preaching of Azor Ahai.
"Benerro swore he saw a vision of the Black Walls melting beneath a scourge of dragonflame," Dysaria said idly, ignoring the way Olyvar stiffened. "Odd, that. Do you know, the old tales say that dragons possess a certain aroma. Brimstone clings to the beast itself; their dung stinks like that of lizards, but a thousand times worse."
Irri gave the widow a bland smile, stifling the urge to wince. So much for that. When the widow's sons drew alongside the carrack, she and Aggo had hurried the Westerosi down the ladder and into the rowboat, giving the widow's sons no reason to come aboard. If they had, she knew they would catch the stink which lingered no matter how often the sailors mucked out the dragon's den. Was the scent so strong that they could smell it from alongside the ship? Her nose must have grown as numb to dragonstink as it was to the stink of the stables.
"Truth be told, I would have preferred a dragon queen over a dragon," Dysaria said, drumming her fingers on the table. "It is her name that the slaves whisper in their prayers, and they speak of her Unsullied as if each one were chosen by R'hllor himself. Daenerys and her dragons might have set them free, but they say the victory at Astapor belonged to the Unsullied, not the silver queen. Yet instead of Unsullied you bring me freedmen; instead of a queen you bring me- what are you, some lost Targaryen bastard?"
"Not exactly," Olyvar said, his voice remarkably even. "Suffice it to say that Queen Daenerys sent me in her stead."
"To what end?" the old woman asked, her eyes hard. "We asked for Azor Ahai and a mighty host, and we have neither. Even a dragon cannot win a war by himself, though it be a war against rats such as these. Although..." A vicious smile lit the widow's face. "The rats are fond of hiding in their nest; let that be their undoing. The Lord of Light has been so good as to give us a dragon, and you shall wield it. Burn them out, all of them. Melt their Black Walls, and everything within."
Irri tensed; Aggo drew closer, ready to defend her if the widow turned sour. Both of them remembered the long arguments between the khaleesi and her nephew; they knew the words he was about to say. Nymeria was frightened too; wetness shone at the corners of her eyes, and her brother took her hand before he spoke.
"I am here to defend the Red Temple," Olyvar declared, his voice like iron. "Not slaughter innocents."
"Innocents?" Dysaria spat. "There are no innocents. Oh, some may shake their heads and sigh, or think themselves kind for favoring a clean death over one prolonged by days of torture, but they are slavers all the same."
"Yet Vogarro freed you."
The widow turned on Irri, every wrinkle of her face twisted with rage. "One slave he freed, of thousands," she hissed. "Because I pleased him, because I amused him, because I was a way to spite the cousins who would be his heirs if he died without leaving a widow. Bedslaves cannot marry, nor inherit; my freedom was for his benefit, not mine."
"I wasn't speaking of the old blood," Olyvar said carefully. "Both the old gods and the new hold slavery to be an abomination, the blackest of evils and the vilest of sins. But what of the children within the walls? What of the slaves who toil in the palaces?"
"R'hllor would bless their sacrifice." Dysaria sipped at her iosre, as coolly as though they talked of the weather. "I would gladly die a thousand painful deaths if I knew the masters would follow me to the grave."
I would not, Irri almost said, but she bit her tongue.
"Besides," the old woman continued. "Most of those within the walls are pampered lapdogs. Overseers, seneschals, artisans, all of them fools who think themselves blessed to serve the noble blood of old Volantis. They would rather gouge out their eyes than see that they are no better than the lowliest field slave."
Irri doubted that. Men might fear to face a hard truth, but they feared pain and blindness more. Even if Dysaria were right, surely there were a hundred lowly cook slaves and maids for every overseer or seneschal. Why should they be punished for the misfortune of living within the Black Walls?
"Perhaps," Nymeria allowed, with a smile that did not meet her eyes. "But your war is not our war, my lady."
Irri had remained silent too long. "The Westerosi wish to go home," she said, giving the widow an apologetic shrug. "The Free Cities are strange to them. Queen Daenerys would have bade them depart in peace, but when Moqorro warned her of the plight of the Red Temple, she commanded Ser Olyvar to go forth and defend it. She would have come herself, if not for the duty a queen owes to her people."
And because Daenerys has not claimed Drogon. Irri very much hoped the widow remained ignorant of that particular fact. Dragons might be terrible, evil beasts, but being seen to master them inspired a certain awe, one her queen could ill afford to lose.
"Queen Daenerys herself urged me to scourge the old blood with dragonflame on her behalf," Olyvar agreed, surprisingly quick to follow Irri's lead. "However, I am not the Mother of Dragons. If I sought to scourge the old blood as you ask... my dragon is young, unused to battle, and as willful as a newly broken stallion. If I give him his head, Viserion might burn down the entire city."
Irri stared at him, surprised once more.
"Hmph," the widow said, mollified. "I suppose it would be vexing if Daenerys' presence in the city resulted in one of the old blood's assassins finally claiming the staggering bounty placed upon her head. Watching them rant and rave over the silver queen's continued survival has been most amusing."
"I assure you, it is not." Olyvar's face was a stone mask, murderous. "Tread carefully, my lady. Witnessing one such attempt was quite enough. Daenerys may have freed herself from the assassin's grasp, but it was I who slew him, and I will not have you mock the strain these attempts have caused my kinswoman."
Unsettled by Olyvar’s unexpected defense of her khaleesi, over the next few days Irri watched the Westerosi even more carefully than before. Nymeria kept to her cabin, where she sat with a cyvasse set on her lap. The pieces were heavy, made of solid gold and silver, and set with gems; the gentle rolling of the ship at anchor did not disturb them.
Whilst his sister played cyvasse against herself, Olyvar Sand busied himself entertaining the increasingly unhappy dragon confined to his den in the cargo hold. The widow of the waterfront had insisted that they keep the dragon out of sight, lest he be seen by the slaves and incite them to revolt before the time grew ripe. Irri could not argue with the widow's wisdom, but she also did not appreciate sleeping on the same ship as an angry dragon.
She had to admit, Olyvar was doing his best to keep the dragon in a good temper whilst they waited for Euron Greyjoy to arrive. Every morning the knight brought the dragon a fish, still wet and wriggling. The beast would chase the hapless fish about the hold, tossing it in the air, kicking at it with his clawed feet, perhaps even taking a bite or two. When that grew dull, he was apt to blow bubbles in his water trough, and usually splash Olyvar for good measure. The better the dragon's aim, the more likely he was to be rewarded with a stream of curses and a swat to the snout.
That afternoon Irri noted that Olyvar's tunic was sopping wet. Despite having suffered such humiliation, the Westerosi seemed calm enough as he massaged oil into the dragon's crest and spines. To her disgust, the dragon was shedding yet again. His cream-colored scales littered the hold, most of them in piles beneath the beam he preferred to scratch himself against. When Olyvar turned his attention to the dragon's horns, Viserion leaned against him, stretching out his long neck before remaining still.
Ungrateful beast. He was never so patient when Irri tended him as a— was there a word for a young dragon? Surely the Valyrians must have had one; they would hardly condescend to call their prized monsters foals or puppies or kittens. Arrogant fools. "A dragon is no slave," her khaleesi once told the masters of Astapor, but it was a lesson Irri feared her queen might have forgotten. Daenerys often forgot the things she did not wish to know.
Not that Irri could blame her. At least Irri had grown up surrounded by her family, cherished and adored. Daenerys had grown up in her brother's shadow, dragged hither and yon by a man with a cruel smile and crueler eyes. Thank the gods Viserys had not haunted Irri's steps as he haunted those of the bedslave Doreah. He treated her more kindly than the Dothraki maids, but only because Illyrio Mopatis had let Viserys bed her back in Pentos. Doreah said he had pinched at her skin and yanked at her hair, all the while complaining that she was not meek and unspoiled like his sister.
But she survived Khal Drogo, and Viserys did not, Irri thought to herself, deeply satisfied. Her khaleesi might refuse to see truths she found too hard to face, but she was as brave as she was loyal, with a clever mind and a heart as kind to her people as it was fierce to her foes. She hoped Jhiqui and Prince Aegor were taking good care of her khaleesi in her absence; Missandei had been oddly distracted of late.
Her khaleesi needed taking care of. For all her good intentions, Daenerys was often thoughtless. She had declared the Unsullied free men at Astapor, but not thought to see to their wages until Meereen, when Grey Worm hesitantly raised the issue. Horrified, the khaleesi had seen to it at once, and to wages for Irri and Jhiqui and the rest of the Dothraki who served her. Irri supposed it was difficult to recall the needs of others when one's entire life had been spent fretting over one's own survival. Many of the freedmen were much the same, those who had been sold over and over again, never allowed to remain in one place long enough to set down roots.
Eighth moon waned slowly, at a pace that would make a turtle weep. Still there was no sign of Greyjoy, though Dysaria swore to send word as soon as the red priests saw him in their flames. Tired beyond words of her cabin, Irri spent most of her time on deck, with her archers.
It was a choice she knew she would regret. Grey Worm still mourned for Sure Spear and the other Unsullied who had died upon the beach. His adopted son, Essalor, was named for another of those lost to dragonflame, one who had been Grey Worm's brother in all but blood.
Irri did not like to think how many of her archers she would lose. Most of them were young, untested, eager to prove their mettle. They did not think of the cost of battle, not as she did. It will be worth it, Irri told herself one day, as she watched them shoot at targets arranged at the opposite end of the deck. It will be worth it if they are the last who die as Sure Spear did.
A few days later, her archers grew tired of their usual targets. They began practicing using bits of floating wood, or aiming at leaves on the trees that grew along the shore of the cove. Their boredom might soon become a problem, but Irri dared not let them wander the streets of Volantis.
The widow of the waterfront might be confident that she could keep the slaves from revolting until her fighters were trained in using the steel Daenerys sent them, but Irri was not so foolish. Dysaria might boast of her informers and her lieutenants, of her many allies amongst the slaves, but even she could not stop the inevitable. Not when every slave in the city was a piece of tinder ready to catch should one errant spark fly out.
Fire haunted both Irri's dreams and her waking hours, a problem not helped by the Westerosi's favorite topic of conversation when they came up on deck for a breath of fresh air. Nymeria drilled Olyvar almost as relentlessly as Aggo drilled his archers, though she favored history rather than archery. Over and over she made her brother recite the great battles fought between the dragons of his ancestors, Balerion and Quicksilver, Meleys and Sunfyre, Vhagar and Caraxes, and others Irri could not recall.
"What does grappling mean?" She asked one afternoon, annoyed after hearing the word a dozen times. Fluent though she was in the common tongue of the Andals, some words still escaped her. It did not help that she only ever heard the word as part of a single, useless phrase. "You grapple, you die," was not enough to discern a coherent meaning, though Olyvar said the phrase frequently at his sister's prompting.
"To fight at close quarters," Nymeria explained, switching to High Valyrian. "To wrestle, hand to hand. Or claw to claw, in this case." She turned to her brother. "Now, tell Irri why grappling in a dragon fight is a bad idea."
Olyvar stared at his sister, then heaved a deep, beleagured sigh.
"Because grappling almost always ends with both a dead dragon and a dead rider. While a dragon's scales will turn away steel everywhere save his wings, his scales do not protect him from another dragon. Whether from a bite to the neck or a slash at his wings, every dragon slain by one of his own kind perished by tooth or claw. Well, all save one."
"What happened to that one?" Irri asked, curious.
"Meleys was slammed into the ground from a great height, with Sunfyre and Vhagar using her to break their fall. The maesters say her remains were pulp even before they ripped her limb from limb."
"And her rider?" Nymeria prompted. Olyvar winced.
"Rhaenys was not found for several days, and her body was so badly burned some men questioned whether it was even hers." He glanced at Irri. "To be within grappling range is to be so close that a single fireball can kill a man instantly."
"Or not," Nymeria said sweetly. "Tell her about Aegon the Second."
When he was finished, Irri rather wished he hadn't. The false gods of Westeros had apparently not liked Aegon the Second very much. In a single battle, he not only shattered his hip and broke half his ribs. No, one of Meley's last acts before she fell had been to twist and spit fire at the rider whose dragon had locked his jaws about her neck. The gout of rosy flame would have slain him, if not for the chaos of the grappling dragons, who moved swift as snakes, never in the same place for more than an instant.
As it was, the flame had neither killed Aegon, nor missed him entirely. No, it had burned half his body, causing grievous wounds which Olyvar described at excessive length and in excruciating detail. Irri almost lost her breakfast when the Westerosi recited from memory a maester's account of how he cut away the armor which had melted to the flesh of the king's arm, a process which also required cutting away charred flesh, fat, muscles, and tendons, leaving the arm useless.
"Was that necessary?" Irri asked Nymeria, when Olyvar excused himself, lest the dragon grow bored from lack of company.
"Extremely." Nymeria's voice was smooth, but her eyes betrayed her worry. "Queen Daenerys may trust your archers to slay Greyjoy without my brother or her dragons coming to harm, but I do not. Nor can I bear to watch, not when I shall be helpless to come to his aid. But I can make sure my brother remembers the peril of dragonflame."
It was the middle of ninth moon when Irri woke to the stench of smoke and fire wafting from the direction of Volantis. Several days passed in a whirl of confusion as they awaited word from the widow's sons. Irri attempted to busy herself with painting a vest for Rakharo, but soon gave it up. The rolling of the ship marred her aim, and she did not like the risk of sitting on the shore, exposed like a rabbit in an open field.
Daydreaming of Rakharo proved rather more satisfying, if messy. Irri should have felt worse about making extra work for Alagai, who washed her clouts. However, as Alagai spent her free time sneaking off to couple with one of the archers and always came back smiling, Irri found her sympathy rather limited.
Irri had no sympathy at all for Dysaria, when word finally came of what had happened. It seemed one of the red priests had not known of the widow's many plans, nor more than he knew that high priest Colloquo could be trusted. So when the flames showed him a terrible thunderstorm booming over Volantis, lightning crackling over the very spot where Benerro died, he had taken his vision not to his superiors, but to the slave quarters.
By the time the tiger cloaks got word of what was happening, the red priest had already finished his sermon. At the sight of thousands of angry, determined slaves, some of them inexplicably armed with steel, most of the tiger cloaks had joined them. Chaos reigned outside the Black Walls as slaves dragged masters and mistresses from their beds, eager to enact vengeance. A mistress known for her cruelty was whipped to death in front of a cheering crowd; an overseer known for culling the sick and injured was set upon by slaves with hammers who smashed his bones one by one; a dealer in bedslaves was chained into the stocks, his girls laughing as he begged for mercy. They gave it to him, in a fashion. The bedslaves killed him by shoving a spear up his arse, but they only cut off his manhood and stuffed it in his mouth after he was dead.
"And within the Black Walls?" Nymeria asked, her voice tight.
Old Triarch Malaquo had taken charge, the widow's son told them. At his command every sellsword in the city had withdrawn to defend the Black Walls, or rather, those of them whose greed or arrogance outweighed their fear of the rioting slaves. Triarch Parquello was raising fighters; Triarch Alios was missing. Rumor held that Alios had escaped the city and sailed for the Disputed Lands, with enough gold to hire every sellsword within a hundred leagues.
It was Olyvar who asked for word of the Vhassars, when he saw his sister lacked the will to speak. Of them the widow's son knew nothing, save that former triarch Nyessos was calling for the Temple of the Lord of Light to be smashed to rubble.
A week later, Irri recalled the words with a sense of dread.
Nyessos might get his wish, Irri thought as she led her archers up the many, many steps of the Lightning Tower. Tallest of the Red Temple's many towers, the Lightning Tower stretched six hundred feet into the air, looking down upon the pillars, buttresses, bridges, and domes below. As she climbed she passed row after row of stone blocks, laid together almost seamlessly with no mortar between them. The stones' hues echoed those of a living flame, crimson and amber, gold and cream, even the ghostly blue only seen in the hottest of fires.
Irri hoped she did not become a ghost by the end of the night. Two days past the red priests' messenger had descended upon the hidden cove, seeking the envoys of Queen Daenerys. At last their red god had shown them the approach of the blasphemer, the godless savage who dared steal a dragon from Azor Ahai herself.
Thanks to Irri's orders and Aggo's stern discipline, the company of archers was ready to leave within an hour of the messenger's arrival. Their quivers were ready, filled with all the arrows they could hold; every archer had spare bowstrings, armguards, and whatever armor they favored. Irri and her Dothraki donned shirts of tightly woven silk, then covered them with shirts of lamellar.
Sewn from hundreds of small plates laced together and overlapped in rows, Irri could move far more quickly in lamellar than Ser Barristan ever could in his suit of heavy plate. And unlike Ser Olyvar, whose chaimail boasted as many holes as there were stars in the sky, she need not worry about an arrow splitting the thin steel rings to pierce the flesh beneath.
Queen Daenerys had been most confused when her bloodriders first asked for lamellar, soon after settling into Meereen. Rather than risk putting her foot in her mouth, Irri had let Jhiqui handle that awkward conversation.
"Khal Drogo was not like other khals," Jhiqui had gently explained, giving Irri a warning glance. "At his birth, the dosh khaleen foretold that he would never lose a battle. He went without armor so that he might terrify his foes."
That had made Irri bite her fist to keep from laughing; thankfully, she was out of the khaleesi's line of sight. What the dosh khaleen had actually foretold was that neither man nor blade would be Drogo's death. They had spoken truly. Irri had seen his death herself.
The khaleesi had not meant to wake anyone when she returned to the tent near dawn. When the khaleesi left, a silken pillow clutched in her dainty hands, Irri followed with silent footsteps. From behind the tent's flap she watched the khaleesi walk to the khal, who lay still on the hard ground beneath the open sky. Less still, when Daenerys climbed atop him and pressed the pillow to his face. The once mighty Drogo had squirmed and wriggled like a child, desperate for air, desperate to fling away the girl who knelt upon his chest. Daenerys did not weigh much, yet she weighed enough.
It was mid-afternoon and Irri's legs were sore and aching by the time they reached the balcony near the top of the Lightning Tower. The balcony was wide enough for four men to walk abreast, with parapets graven in the shape of flickering flames and a view that took her breath away.
Volantis spread out beneath her like the strands of a spider's web. But slaves were not ants, to be so easily held fast. They swarmed the streets and gathered in the plazas, their screams wafting faintly upon the wind. Clouds of smoke billowed from a thousand fires, and the taste of ash hung heavily upon her tongue.
"Aggo," she commanded, "see to your men."
Whilst Aggo arranged his archers to his liking, Irri said a grateful prayer to whoever it was that had built the Red Temple. Never before had she seen a balcony which encircled an entire tower. Once they were spread out, her archers could defend it from every angle without fearing even the smallest of blind spots.
The archers were still taking their places when a dragon's cry echoed overhead. Every face looked to the heavens; every hand save Irri's went to their bows. Half the archers had strung them, and a few already had arrows notched when sharp-eyed Ibaqo called out.
"White!"
A wave of Aggo's hand, and the archers paused, watching the dragon draw closer. As Ibaqo said, the wings of the dragon circling past them were cream, not jade. When it drew closer still, she could see Olyvar, sitting his saddle as easily as if he rode horseback. But no horse had eyes like Viserion. Each eye was as big as her fist, if not bigger; their depths were pools of molten gold pierced by thin black slits.
When the dragon was not so near, Aggo drew close to her side. "I could have them shoot, when he circles back," he said his voice low.
"We are not speaking of this yet again," Irri replied, just as soft. "I gave you your orders, and you swore to the khaleesi that you would obey me."
Aggo tugged at one of his long mustachios, his eyes hard. Irri said nothing, merely looked at her captain, unbothered, as though his obedience were inevitable. When he turned away, she knew she had won.
They had not been on the balcony long when servants came bearing food and drink. Much to her dismay and that of her archers, there was no meat to be found.
"Today is the holiest of holy days," explained Arsynna, the red priestess who had escorted them in. "But there is rice, and fried sea bass, and blackened flounder, and skewers of shrimp roasted over the fire."
After months of ship's rations the Dothraki would have preferred horse or mutton, just as the Summer Islanders preferred fowl, but it could not be helped. Her archers ate up every scrap of food, slowly so as not to disturb their bellies. They would need steady nerves and calm stomachs when the sun began to set.
Once the food was cleared away, a dozen red priests made their own preparations for the dragon's imminent arrival. Servants brought chests full of brightly-colored powders, long iron staffs capped with dragon's heads, and pale white overrobes.
"They are woven from salamadar fur," Arsynna told Irri as they watched the priests put them on. "Found only in the mountains of the Shadow Lands beyond Asshai, and utterly immune to even the hottest fire."
Irri ignored her; the powders had given her an idea, one so obvious that she muttered a curse under her breath. She was careful to use a much more pleasant tone when she made her request to Arsynna, and she almost clapped for joy when a servant returned bearing a silver tray, a delicate paintbrush, and a small glass jar filled with a liquid that shone deepest green.
"Manticore venom," Irri told her archers when they were assembled. "Once the priestess dabs it on your arrowheads, you cannot touch them," she warned. "A single nick would be enough to kill you."
"Not quite," Arsynna told her when she finished. With so many arrows, and so little venom, she had been forced to apply the venom sparingly, lest she run out. Irri meant to ask her about it, but then the other priests began chanting.
Whilst the archers waited for their arrows to be poisoned, the twelve priests had taken up positions on the round balcony, placing themselves like the hours upon a sundial. As one they turned away from the tower to face the open sky, raising their dragon-headed staffs above their heads. A bright flash rent the air; the maw of each dragon shone with white hot flames. The air between the priests seemed to bend and twist; for a moment she could see nothing but waves of shimmering heat.
When the priests brought their staffs crashing to the ground, Irri found that she could see once more. It was akin to looking through a window of polished glass; she could see lights dancing out of the corner of her eye.
We can see out, but they cannot see in, she realized, excitement making her breathless. She had only just calmed herself when a roar echoed over the city.
For a moment she thought it came from the roaring of the crowds below. Irri turned toward the harbor, from whence the sound had come. Dark specks covered the sky as flocks of seagulls took flight, scattering in every direction save toward the sea.
Irri counted her heartbeats as she waited, keeping her eyes fixed on the clear gap where no birds flew. Another roar rang out, deep and guttural, with a rumble like the thunder of a stampeding herd. In answer came a piercing shriek, so close Irri almost clapped her hands over her ears.
The course of Viserion's circling had brought him back to the Red Temple.
Everything seemed to happen in an instant. Rhaegal emerged like a demon from hell, the rays of the setting sun setting his jade scales alight and casting his shadow on the city below. Straight for the Red Temple he flew, heedless of the headwinds that slowed his way, blind to the danger descending from above.
When Viserion slammed into him, she could have sworn the force of the collision made the ground shake. Rhaegal bellowed with fury, slashing out with his claws. Too late. As soon as he hit his brother, the cream dragon had folded his wings, letting himself plummet toward the ground.
A thousand ages seemed to pass as Irri watched, her heart in her throat. Was it over already?
Then Viserion spread his wings. Suddenly he was rising again, twisting and turning in the air as if to taunt his foe. Around her the archers cursed and swore and cheered, until Aggo barked for them to be silent.
Viserion was silent too. His brother was not. Rhaegal bellowed and roared and shrieked as he chased after his attacker, the Red Temple completely forgotten. The dragons were of similar size, yet it seemed to Irri that the jade was slower, his wings weaker. Rhaegal could not ascend above his foe, not when Viserion could ascend even faster.
"Come on," Irri urged. Great Stallion, bring them to me, please.
Her prayer was answered almost instantly, though not the way she hoped. Frustrated by the speed of his prey, or chastened by his rider, Rhaegal suddenly turned, descending upon one of the temple's gilded domes with a great gout of yellow dragonfire shot through with veins of green. The dome was close by; she could see the gold sloughing from the dome like melted butter, she could hear the screams of the people below as molten rain fell down upon them.
And she could hear Greyjoy, laughing like a madman.
Despite the heat of the dragon's flames, Greyjoy's face was not flushed but pale as milk. He was garbed in armored scales dark as smoke, dark as the patch he wore over one eye. In one hand he brandished a whip, thrashing the dragon unmercifully. No ordinary leather whip could harm a dragon; the lashes gleamed in the firelight, each one made of barbed chains that smote the dragon and sent smoking blood coursing down his scales.
Viserion screeched, he roared, he dove again and again, keeping just outside the range of his brother's flames, but Rhaegal could not be lured into resuming his wild chase. The jade dragon snapped, he bellowed, but he did not cease his assault, this time upon a graceful bridge which his flames turned to slag. Greyjoy's laugh disappeared beneath the crackling of flame and the roaring of dragons, but she could have sworn she saw his shoulders shake, his mouth open wide—
Until Viserion dove again, this time opening his jaws and unleashing a swirling storm of pale gold fire.
The flames barely kissed the tips of Rhaegal's delicate wings, but it was enough. With a screech he turned on his brother, chasing him straight toward the Lightning Tower.
"Ready!" Irri shouted. Her archers notched their arrows, prepared to draw at a moment's notice.
The dragons were already within their range, yet not a single arrow flew. Once the dragons knew archers were atop the tower, they would never draw near it again, no matter what their riders willed. One volley was all they would get; it must come at the right moment.
Viserion slowed as he approached the tower, careful lest he slam into it. Rhaegal was not so wary; he beat his wings harder, seeing only a chance to finally catch his brother. The cavernous jaws opened, then snapped shut.
The cream dragon shrieked in agony. In a single vicious bite, Rhaegal had snapped off the tip of Viserion's tail. The jade dragon tossed his head back, and swallowed his prize with a victorious gulp.
It was a victory he had no chance to savor. Pain had not addled Viserion's wits, nor those of his rider. The cream folded his wings and dropped, only a heartbeat before he hit the tower. Rhaegal was less fortunate. The jade dragon slammed into the stone wall, the whole building quaking from the force of the blow. Down and down the dragon fell, his wings only catching him when he was halfway to the ground.
Her archers drew their bowstrings taut, eager to take aim at the thin membranes of the dragon's wings as he struggled to stay aloft.
"Not yet!" Irri yelled. Below she could hear Euron Greyjoy cursing his dragon, shouting of the death of the gods and the ending of the world.
A screech rang overhead as Viserion landed atop the highest parapet of the Lightning Tower, smoking blood streaming from his tail not even a hundred feet above her. She could have sworn she heard Olyvar cry her name, as if he knew exactly where she was and what she was about, as if he didn't care that he had just put himself entirely at her mercy.
"Draw!" Irri screamed as Rhaegal rose, snarling.
The crash had crumpled one of his wings; it beat sluggishly, giving him a lopsided tilt. He jerked erratically as he ascended, intent on his prey. One heartbeat, two, and she could see the hatred gleaming in his bronze eyes.
"Loose!"
A shower of arrows poured forth over her head. The few that stuck between his scales were mere pinpricks, useless; the rest bounced off the dragon's head and neck, as though tipped with cotton instead of steel.
All save one. A deafening roar split the world as the dragon reeled back. In spite of the smoke and screams, some archer's aim was true. An arrow stuck from the dragon's left eye, the shaft buried in the black slit, the molten pools of bronze turning dark with blood.
He cannot see us, Irri told herself as the dragon flew straight at the balcony. Lights still danced at the corners of her eyes; the red priests still held their staffs and their spells. He cannot.
But dragons were clever beasts, and even the most dimwitted horse might recall from whence an arrow came. Rhaegal could not see the balcony, but he didn't need to.
A furnace wind drove Irri to her knees as the dragon unleashed his fury on the opposite end of the balcony. For an instant she could see her archers as clearly as though they stood beneath the sun at noon. Sly Temmo, shy Loso, Ibaqo of the sharp eyes, sweet Xhochar of the Summer Isles, who could leap from yardarm to yardarm as easily as another man might cross a narrow stream, who loved to dance in the rigging.
All of them were dancing now. The inferno held them in its fiery grasp, veins of green flame twisting her archers about like puppets as their skin blackened and charred. Only the red priest resisted the flames, his spells and his white robes shielding him from harm. Or so she thought, until the priest's iron staff blazed white hot, and he released it with a scream, clutching at his maimed hand.
The lights in the corner of her eye vanished as if they had never been. With a bellow the jade dragon landed on the parapet, ignoring the taunting screech of the cream dragon still perched overhead. Rhaegal did not spit flames; he slashed at the archers with his claws and tore at them with his teeth, blood and limbs flying through the air. He gave no heed to the rider on his back, lashing him relentlessly, the whip biting into the dragon's scales, tearing open the knobbled scars that rose in stripes along his neck and shoulders.
Her eyes wept for her archers; her heart burned with rage. The cream dragon had taken to the air once more, wheeling above the tower, trying to provoke his brother into giving chase, but that was no use. Rhaegal was too wild, too lost in his fury and pain. The only way to drive the jade dragon from the balcony would be for Viserion to dive at him and grapple, a risk so deadly she knew Olyvar would not take it, not until it was too late.
I must end this.
A strange calm filled Irri, cool as water. She had known this was her battle, and she would never have a better chance than this. Most of her archers might be fleeing for their lives, but she still had Aggo, who stood beside her, his kheshigs at his side. They had not fled, but stood frozen, stiff with fear, as though the slightest movement would draw the dragon's wroth.
But when Irri screamed, they moved as one.
"The rider," she cried, her voice hoarse.
Chago and Baido's hands flew to their quivers; Toluo and Qaso notched their arrows; Aggo drew back the bowstring of his mighty dragonbone bow and took aim.
"Loose, damn you, loose!"
Somehow, Greyjoy heard her.
An errant puff of wind cleared the smoke that hid the dragon and his rider from her sight. Whatever power a dragonhorn bestowed, it did not stop a rider from being tossed about like a rag doll. Greyjoy whipped the dragon viciously, as though that might cease his writhing and thrashing as arrows rained down once more, the archers shooting so fast she feared they would run out of arrows. At last the jade dragon stilled for just a moment, raising his wings to flee.
And in that moment, by some miracle, Irri caught his rider's eye.
Greyjoy stared at her, with an expression of utter confusion as unguarded as his face. He had not bothered to wear a helm. Irri had known he would not, had known it with the same surety that she knew her own name.
He did not expect to find archers here. He did not expect defiance from anyone who did not ride dragonback.
He did not expect the arrow that grazed his unprotected temple, leaving a line of bright blood streaking across his face.
Irri screamed her triumph as the jade dragon took flight, leaving behind smoke and flame and an eye patch fluttering to the ground. Some of the red priests cheered, those not busy putting out the fire at the other end of the balcony or tending to the wounded. At her end of the balcony Baido whooped and shouted; his fellow kheshigs clapped him on the back, broad white grins splitting their smoke-stained faces.
Aggo alone remained aloof, his dragonbone bow still clutched in one hand, an arrow in the other. Together they watched the half-blind dragon wheel not toward the harbor, but toward the Black Walls. Rhaegal's wings struggled to bear his weight; each time his wings beat, he let loose another jet of flame. As he drew near the Black Walls, the dragon descended.
For a heartbeat Irri hoped the dragon might plummet from the sky, but she was wrong. Instead he belched fire at the parapets, turning stone to slag. Round and round the dragon flew, utterly rabid, ignoring his rider’s whip to wreak vengeance upon those who had done him no wrong. The tiled roofs of ancient palaces steamed and melted; the timbered roofs of slave quarters burst into flame.
An eternity seemed to pass before the dragon's mindless rampage finally sent him toward the harbor, giving the Lightning Tower a wide berth as he fled toward the sea, still spewing fire at the city below, his rider a mere speck upon his back.
A hand clasped her by the shoulder. "He is not coming back," Aggo said, his voice low. His eyes flickered to his kheshigs, still wild with victory, to the red priests, busy quenching the last of the flames, then to Viserion, who perched above them once more.
"We dare not try once we return to the ships, unless you wish to swim back to Meereen," Aggo reminded her. "It must be now or never."
Irri looked up, up at the cream dragon. He blinked down at her with eyes that shone like molten gold. She could barely make out his rider's face, though she could see that he slumped in his saddle, weary, exposed. Defenseless.
"Never," Irri said, tasting the word, as if that would make her more certain of her choice. "I changed my mind."
Even so, she could not look away. Though her eyes stung from tears and smoke, she stared at the cream dragon until suddenly he spread his wings, gliding the short distance from the pinnacle of the tower to the balcony below. To her surprise, he landed not by Irri and her surviving archers, but by the red priests.
"Firebreak!" Olyvar screamed. "How do I make a firebreak?" His High Valyrian was slurred by terror, his arm wild as he pointed.
Irri turned and looked.
Below the tower, the whole world was aflame.
Notes:
Can't wait to hear what you guys think!
Thanks very much to SioKerrigan, the-sober-folly, and brydeswhale, who all contributed ideas on the Volantis uprising. Also thanks to Strat, who assisted with dragon battle strategy, and of course, my amazing beta PA2 💗 ZERO thanks to icloud Notes, which failed to autosave and deleted almost two hours of revisions.
Teatime_Cat requested a look at my writing process; you can view it here.
NOTES
1) Figuring out dragon sizes was a pain. I looked at refs from ASoiaF and from other fantasy works, and at the largest flying dinosaur, the Quetzalcoatlus. Right now Viserion is 15 feet tall, 30 feet long, with a 35 foot wingspan.
2) Irri's handmaids are named after Borte Ujin, Empress of the Mongols and wife of Genghis Khan, and her daughter, Alakhai Bekhi, who served as Regent of China.
3) The food of Volantis is based on Persian cuisine. Yes, medieval people had yogurt!
4) I wanted to be very careful with how I portrayed the various characters' views on slavery. All of them are shaped by their experiences, with understandably differing perspectives.
Dysaria, the widow of the waterfront, was a slave from birth. As a result, she's extremely militant. She has zero faith in "good" masters seeing the error of their ways or being willing to reform, a view supported by the behavior of the masters in Yunkai and Meereen. She doesn't care if the slaves within the Black Walls die, because she believes it would be worth it to free millions from bondage.
Then we have Irri, who was enslaved for a much shorter period of time, from around 11-15. As she was born the daughter of a khal, and is a former member of the slave-holding class, she's less enthusiastic about murdering all of them, and is sympathetic to slaves doing what they must to survive, as she did.
Finally, we have Olyvar. The Faith of the Seven taught him since childhood that slavery is wrong. He was appalled when he saw slavery during his journey through the Free Cities on his way to Dany but it's still distant and abstract to him. Olyvar thinks Dany freeing slaves is good, but Volantis isn't his place, or his people, just a hoop he has to jump through so he can go home and deal with the terror death winter that Sansa keeps having nightmares about.
5) I used crocodiles as an inspiration for dragon behavior; I wanted them to feel more remote, less familiar. That said, reptiles don't deserve their reputation of being flat/unfeeling; they can be just as communicative as mammals, we're just bad at reading them. Yes, crocodiles enjoy playing. Also, fun fact, baby crocodiles make noises that sound like someone firing a laser. Pew pew! Crocodiles can bellow with their mouths shut; listen here.
6) The Washington Monument is 554ft tall; it was originally supposed to be 600ft. That's what I used for my internal visual reference for the Lightning Tower. Please enjoy the terrible but surprisingly helpful ref I threw together in MS paint.
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7) So, armor. The Dothraki eschewing armor because it isn't "manly" is some Conan the Barbarian nonsense. Both Mongols and Plains Indians, GRRM's "inspiration" for the Dothraki, did in fact use armor because it reduces the odds of being killed during combat.
Lamellar armor like this was used by the Mongols
Meanwhile, with metal extremely scarce, Native American tribes of the Great Plains made breastplates out of bone
8) Yes, people made cloth out of asbestos. Here's a modern example; it is incredibly dangerous to use because the particles get in your lungs and cause mesothelioma.
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Chapter 135: Cersei IV
Notes:
Mid September-Late October, 303 AC
You should check out my Reynes of Castamere oneshot, A Drowning Grief, as it is extremely relevant to the events of this chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The small council chamber shone in the light of a hundred flames. Oil lamps hung from the ceiling, their flames glittering off the crystals that hung between them. Torches blazed from iron sconces wrought in the shape of dragons; beeswax tapers set in golden candlesticks gleamed along the length of the long table. Last, and most welcome, was the roaring fire that crackled in the hearth behind the head of the table.
After the dark, chilly walk from Maegor's Keep, the queen was quite pleased to sink into the plump crimson cushions piled on the seat of her chair, the one directly to the king's right hand. As always, Cersei had taken care to make herself beautiful. Her gown was of crimson damask, slashed with cloth-of-gold and trimmed with ermine; her jewels were a golden tiara set with emeralds, ear drops to match, and a carcanet whose crowning glory was an emerald large as a pigeon's egg, set amongst a dozen rubies.
To the queen's profound irritation, the weather had shown no respect for her efforts. Winter had finally arrived in King's Landing a few moons past, and today the morning gloom had brought with it a light snowfall and heavy gusts. Her hair was damp from snow and mussed from the wind, with long strands caught in her earrings and her golden tiara tilted askew. Before her councillors could note her dishevelment, Cersei quickly tidied her hair, grateful for their distraction.
The queen regent was less grateful when she realized the cause of their distraction.
Against her better judgment, she had permitted Tommen to wear his new doublet. It was a gift from Lady Margaery, a monstrosity of plush black velvet that boasted the stag of House Baratheon lavishly embroidered in golden thread. When Tommen took his seat at the head of the table, every councillor was quick to praise how gallantly he looked in his father's colors, how regally he bore his new crown with its golden antlers and black diamonds.
His father’s colors are crimson and gold, Cersei thought, annoyed. She much preferred the old crown, the one crusted with rubies. Alas, Tommen had somehow outgrown it before she thought to have a new one made, an oversight which her uncle Kevan had remedied to his liking, rather than to hers.
Tommen's presence at small council meetings was another one of Kevan's notions. Though the king was but a child of twelve, her uncle thoughtful it needful for him to begin attending to affairs of state. Cersei meant to flatly refuse, until her uncle clarified that attending to affairs of state meant listening quietly whilst the queen regent and lord hand dealt with her councillors. At the end of each meeting, Uncle Kevan would ask Tommen questions over what he had heard, and answer the little king's questions.
At the moment, Tommen was accepting his councillors' flattery, beaming and smiling and complimenting their garb in turn. A waste of time, the queen thought, annoyed. When she had suffered all she could stomach, the queen gave her son a look that quelled his boyish enthusiasm and made him sit up very straight.
Unfortunately, her son did not long keep his kingly dignity. Whilst Uncle Kevan called the meeting to order from his place at the king's left hand, the king himself leaned half out of his seat, distracted by Ser Pounce. The ginger and white cat stood on his hind legs, one paw tentatively raised, his whiskers quivering as he sniffed at the king's mouth.
The queen regent could not chastise her son openly; it would only draw attention to his shame. Already knights and servants smiled at Tommen wherever he went, trailed by cats that followed after the king like ducklings and covered his tunics in their filthy hair. True, the cats pleased Tommen, and kept the rats from out of his chambers, but she would have not her son look like an utter fool.
Lord Mace Tyrell was saying something. His voice was far too loud for their close quarters, but perfect for her purposes. No one heard Tommen yelp when she gave him a quick, hard kick under the table, along with a look that would have melted stone. Cowed, the king sat up straight again, ignoring the cat to stare down the length of the table.
Cersei followed his gaze, eyeing the men she had chosen to assist her in ruling the Seven Kingdoms. Of old the small council was wont to have seven permanent members, as a sop to the Faith. At present, she had nine councillors, eight of whom sat at the table, the High Septon having not yet arrived. Some were of her own choosing, some foisted upon her by the folly of others, but all served solely at the queen regent’s pleasure.
Thankfully she had been able to chose her own King's Hand, who now sat across from her. The past few years had taken the last of Ser Kevan Lannister's hair, save for the beard on his chin, which was now more grey than yellow. Old men did not receive the gifts of youth; instead the years had given him an increasingly nervous stomach, an aging heart whose irregular pulse set Pycelle to fretting, and, most recently, stiff hands marred by small, ugly warts on his palms. Even so, her uncle did not let his health trouble him overmuch. Uncle Kevan was as steadfast as Casterly Rock, cautious, prudent, every inch the faithful mastiff that he resembled thanks to his thick waist and square jutting jaw.
A mastiff her uncle might be, but one that was less obedient than she would like. Granted, he did not attempt to order her about as her father had. No, Ser Kevan was a second son, and used to following, not leading. Of course, that did not stop him from providing unwanted advice, but better a man of her own blood than anyone else.
Lord Gyles Rosby, master of coin, was also of her choosing, though the queen could not recall why she had appointed him. Certainly not for his looks. Though he was always pallid and wrinkled, with watery eyes and slumped shoulders, of late he looked positively grotesque. Lord Qyburn had finally managed to defeat Rosby's cough, banishing it from disturbing the queen's ears, but even Qyburn could not make the wealthy old lord comely. Though velvets and silks covered Rosby from head to toe, down to the thin silk gloves that covered his hands, there was no concealing Rosby's face. His eyes were dull, almost empty; his skin hung upon him like an ill-fitting gown, the flesh sallow and sagging.
Much as the queen would prefer not to look at Rosby any longer, removing him was not an option, unless she wanted yet another of Mace Tyrell's toadies foisted upon her. Cersei much preferred to be the one doing the foisting, like when she'd offered Lollys Stokeworth up as a bride for Rosby's ward. Not only did it remove Lollys Lackwit and her bastard son from the city, it also pleased Lady Tanda so much that she was willing to share a greater portion of Stokeworth's bounty with the Red Keep. And since his cough stopped, Lord Gyles was even more biddable than before, practically a puppet she might use at her leisure.
Thank the Seven for Qyburn, whose treatments had proved so much more effective than Pycelle's. Such good work demanded a great reward, but Uncle Kevan had forestalled her attempt to give Lord Qyburn the council seat he had so richly earned. A pity. Lord Qyburn was as wise as he was witty, and always ready to lend the queen his loyal support.
Grand Maester Pycelle was less obliging as of late. Though he was not of her choosing, once he had been a useful catspaw. Throughout Jon Arryn's tenure as hand Pycelle had kept Cersei well informed, providing her time to persuade Robert into filling offices with Lannister men, rather than those of the Stormlands or Vale. Now though, he was more apt to following Ser Kevan's lead than that of the queen, a betrayal she did not take lightly.
Varys the eunuch drew her ire next. The master of whisperers was always unctuous, but today his titters were so grating that she soon emptied her cup of Arbor gold, the wine soothing her frayed nerves. Cersei had hoped for word of Stannis's death, or of the Night's Watch and the wildlings attacking the north. Instead there was naught but rumors of blizzards at the Wall, the worst seen in a hundred years.
"Pah," Mace Tyrell blustered. "Exaggeration, surely."
"Surely," Varys agreed. "For there are also rumors of a host of wights beyond the Wall, led by the Others themselves."
A brief, stunned silence, a nervous chuckle, and then the whole table burst into raucous laughter. Even Cersei, who laughed until her ribs began to ache. Only the eunuch remained aloof, frowning. When the laughter finally quieted down, he pulled another parchment from the sleeve of his lavender robes.
"There are also reports of a mad beggar at Goldengrove who claims to be Garth Greenhand come again, of a water witch in the Planky Town, and of a phoenix seen over the Mountains of the Moon."
"Children's tales and drunkards' fancies," said Lord Mathis Rowan, his stout face bored. "What of dragons?"
Smiling once more, Varys informed the council there were no new reports since the start of ninth moon, a fortnight past. After many delays, the great fleet of Volantis would soon be setting sail to bring wrath and ruin down upon Daenerys Targaryen and the paper kingdom she had wrested from the slavers who dwelled at the far end of the world.
"Good," Cersei said, barely bothering to hide her displeasure.
These Volantenes were a lazy folk. She had hoped to hear of the last Targaryen's downfall by now. Really, how long could it take to overthrow a child queen? It was almost a year since Varys first claimed the triarchs were preparing for war. Cersei was glad she had set the pyromancers to preparing more of their substance, on the off chance that the Volantenes failed to finish the job.
The queen certainly couldn't trust her council to repel a foreign invasion.
Lord Mace Tyrell, her master of laws, spent most of his time wining and dining the patricians of the city, basking in their empty flattery. Unless, of course, he was busy with the small council, whose time he wasted quibbling endlessly with the queen. Cersei could not propose even a single edict to restore the king's peace without suffering a patient smile followed by Tyrell's impertinent advice. Edicts to promote commerce and the proper collection of taxes also met with dissent and defiance. He even dared complain over the crown's refusal to permit the Reach to bolster their coffers by selling food to Robb Stark and his band of traitorous lords.
For half a groat she'd gladly have the Red Viper poison Tyrell's wine. Prince Oberyn Martell made no secret of his knowledge of dark potions. Nightshade and arsenic, gentle sweetsleep and subtle tears of Lys, he knew them all as well as he knew his many bastards. For a moment Cersei imagined Lord Mace sitting dead on his privy, courtesy of the cruel widow's blood, which shut down the bladder and bowels and drowned a man in his own poisons. Next she imagined him writhing in agony, covered in a dozen wounds that rotted and mortified as manticore venom ate away at his flesh.
Of course, she could never trust a Dornishman with such a task. Not even Prince Oberyn, who often strove against Mace Tyrell and Ser Kevan on her behalf when they suggested half measures of her proposed edicts. Ser Kevan was like to notice the master of laws dropping dead, and if he suspected Cersei was to blame... a Lannister he might be, but he lacked the iron will which Cersei had inherited from her father. Tywin would have understood the need to quietly remove a troublesome foe, but Kevan would not. Her uncle would pack her off to Casterly Rock or a motherhouse before the fat flower's corpse grew cold.
The queen herself was rather cold at the moment, thanks to a draft from the open door as the High Septon bustled in, wrapped in so many furs that it looked rather like someone had bestowed the crystal crown upon a bear. His High Holiness was red as a beet, but even winter could not prevent him from showing due courtesy to the queen regent and the rest of the council. The High Septon apologized most eloquently for his late arrival, citing the iciness of the streets and the difficulties of traveling down from the Great Sept of Baelor atop Visenya's Hill and up the rise of Aegon's Hill to the Red Keep.
"Do take care, your High Holiness," Prince Oberyn drawled. "It would most unfortunate were you to slip on all this dreadful ice. Why, you might find yourself sliding to Rhaenys's Hill instead."
Mace Tyrell frowned, Aurane Waters laughed, and the queen bit back a smile. Before being elevated to High Septon, Raynard had been known for frequenting the many whores to be found along the Street of Silk, near the bottom of the hill of Rhaenys. His elevation to High Septon had not dulled his appetites, nor improved his discretion much.
"We had intended to arrive early," the High Septon said reproachfully, ignoring the jab. "But we were delayed by some trouble among the Most Devout."
Cersei made the proper sympathetic noises, shaking her head at the audacity of those who dared ignore the voice of the Seven upon the earth. She had thought expelling the seventy or so Most Devout who opposed Raynard's elevation would rid her of any trouble with the Faith. And so it seemed, until the High Septon agreed to forgive the debt the crown owed to the Faith.
That had set idle tongues to wagging. Some of the boldest dared suggest that the High Septon could not forgive the debt of nearly a million dragons, not without the approval of the Most Devout. At the queen's urging, Raynard had packed those naysayers off to the Starry Sept in Oldtown, where their prattling could be more easily ignored.
"Not talk of treason, I hope," Ser Kevan said, his thick brow furrowed.
"No, my lord," the High Septon tsked. "Just the foolishness of those whose tender hearts outweigh their good sense." The High Septon turned to the queen regent. "I am nearly finished with my sermon against these heretics and knaves who disturb the king's peace."
"And I am sure his Low Holiness will soon respond," japed Aurane Waters, her master of ships. "Once someone lifts him up to reach his desk."
Cersei laughed despite herself. "Come now, my lord admiral," she said, "That presumes the High Dwarf is capable of reading. I doubt he could manage it, even if the words were as short and simple as he is.”
That provoked another titter of laughter amongst her councillors, much to her satisfaction. Men busy laughing at the High Dwarf were less like to take his pretensions seriously. The vile little imp was proving to be a thorn in her side more than Tyrion could ever hope to be. Hideous, lowborn creature that he was, the dwarf dared pronounce an anathema upon the queen regent and her children, condemning her as an harlot and her children as abominations, bastards born of incest who ought to be given to the Stranger's mercy.
Ser Bonifer Hasty and his Holy Hundred should have brought the damn imp back to King's Landing as he had sworn to do. Instead, the addlepated old stork had joined the heretics of Harrenhal. Worse, the eunuch's informant among the Most Devout had suddenly gone silent, or so she suspected when his extensive reports suddenly dwindled to mere scraps.
Uncle Kevan was still chuckling as his son Ser Willem poured more blackberry wine into his father's cup, a sour look upon his pimpled face. Properly, the cupbearer should have filled the queen regent's cup first. Not that Cersei was surprised at the discourtesy. When word came of a pox in Lannisport, back in third moon, Kevan's recently knighted twin sons had taken to hovering over their father, as if boys of nineteen were useful for anything but fighting and fucking. The habit had only worsened in fifth moon, when word came that their mother and sister had caught the pox.
Chinless, flat-chested Dorna had survived; Janei, a child of six, had not. The shock of the blow made Ser Kevan take to his bed, Ser Willem to the sept, and Ser Martyn to the training yard. Ser Addam Marbrand said he'd never seen his former squire so fierce, though the youth had always been of a martial bent. As a child Martyn had made no secret of the fact that his dearest wish was to one day be worthy of duelling his cousin Ser Jaime.
Thankfully, her uncle had arisen after a few days of prayer and rest, though his aspect was that of a lonesome hound moreso than a doughty mastiff. Something had to be done. Lacking better options, Cersei had been forced to do a thing she had sworn she would never do: send a raven to Dorna Swyft.
Her uncle's wife was a simple creature, unsuited to court, but the day her ship docked in the harbor was the first day the queen saw Uncle Kevan smile in weeks. Doubtless when he returned to the Tower of the Hand he would find a midday meal of his favorite dishes awaited him, along with the bevy of Swyft cousins who attended his wife, all of them as pious and dimwitted as their lady.
It is well that she gives him comfort, Cersei thought to herself as Ser Kevan asked the High Septon questions about his upcoming sermon, which was to be sent throughout the Seven Kingdoms once it was finished. Stannis Baratheon had given her the idea, with his vile letters. But the queen would not need to have letters smuggled into towns by onion knights and nailed to the doors of septs and inns. No, ravens would carry the High Septon's sermon to every lord sworn to Tommen. Every maester would set his scribes to making further copies; every septon would preach the word of His High Holiness from his pulpit.
Much as the High Septon's efforts pleased her, another councillor pleased her far more.
"Again," she commanded, tugging at Aurane's silver hair.
The small council meeting had adjourned shortly before midday, the councillors pulling on their furs to brave the wind and thickly falling snow. All save the lord admiral, whom she required to discuss a number of issues with the king's fleet too dull to bother the rest of the council with.
"We are not to be disturbed," the queen informed Ser Lyn Corbray. He stood guard at the entrance to the council chambers, his white cloak snapping in the wind. Ser Lyn nodded, his restless eyes watching the rest of the councillors take their leave. Seven be thanked for a man with a purse as hollow as his conscience; her secrets would never pass his lips.
And what a pleasant secret Aurane Waters was proving to be. The Bastard of Driftmark was ten years the queen's junior, with a lean build that reminded her of Jaime in his youth. Or Rhaegar. The queen had commanded Aurane to douse every light before they began, all those save the fire in the hearth and the lamps overhead. In the dim light it was easier to ignore the grey-green in his eyes and the cleft in his chin, especially if they coupled in a position that did not require looking the bastard in the face.
At the moment they were coupling on the Myrish rug before the hearth. The smoke of the fire covered the scent of their musk; she preferred this to coupling in her solar or in her bed, where there was far more likelihood of some nosy maid or little bird noticing aught amiss and running to Ser Kevan or to Varys. Ser Kevan had Dorna, and his monthly visits to the Street of Silk; Lord Randyll Tarly had a mistress; Pycelle had his serving girls; even Prince Oberyn had his sordid affair with Ser Daemon. Why should the queen go without the occasional indulgence, when every man around her was led about by the worm between his legs?
After, they talked of the queen's navy, lest there be any awkward questions as to her time together with the young lord admiral. When the old lord admiral returned, it would be much more difficult to find excuses to meet with Aurane; she might have to give him up entirely. Thank the gods Paxter Redwyne and his fleet were still occupied with the ironborn.
Victarion Greyjoy, the absurd ironman calling himself King of the Isles, continued to make trouble. For the past six moons his reavers had struck Fair Isle again and again. They had carried off all the gold, silver, and gems to be found in their treasuries, all the arms and armor in their armories, dozens of women both high and lowborn, and hundreds of thralls. Slowed by winter storms, Lord Redwyne's fleet had not managed to catch the ironborn until they were fleeing Fair Isle with their plunder. He had sunk a few longships, but lost just as many of his own. Fool. At least Redwyne had prevented Greyjoy from descending upon Lannisport.
Still, that was no excuse for the rest of his incompetence. Redwyne and Lord Farman had not only failed to bring Victarion Greyjoy to heel, but they had let his mad niece ride roughshod over the shores between the Banefort and Feastfires. Asha Greyjoy was doubtless an ugly, manly creature; men said she was wed to an axe, and crewed her ship with scum who had to close their eyes to fuck her.
The wench must know as many pillow tricks as a Lyseni whore; there was no other explanation for her reavers' odd behavior. They had not seized any salt wives, nor thralls. Nor had they hunted high and low for every scrap of gold. Instead, they had emptied every granary and cellar within ten leagues of the coast, and stolen as many cattle as they could cram onto their stolen cogs.
"When the royal fleet is ready," the queen said, tidying her hair, "you must scourge the islands clean for me."
"Gladly, Your Grace," Aurane said with a smile. "Though I should yearn for you every day that we are parted."
He lays on flattery with a trowel, Cersei thought, resisting the urge to roll her eyes.
Much as she enjoyed the odes to her beauty that were her due, she knew Waters was more enamored of the chance to secure his own seat than he was by her many charms. Driftmark was out of the question, alas. Aurane's trueborn nephew Monterys, a boy of ten, had promptly bent the knee after his father died upon the Blackwater, and the Dowager Lady Velaryon had disavowed all of her husband's kinsmen that had sailed north with Stannis. No, she could not strip Driftmark from them, not after Tywin Lannister had seen fit to confirm their title. Pyke, though...
"Just as I shall yearn for you," the queen sighed. "Yet if you were to take the isles by storm, why, no man could gainsay the king bestowing them upon you as a reward for your leal service."
And if Waters failed, well, dead men could not wag their tongues. Pretty though he was, Aurane was too sly for her liking, and prone to a bastard's base lusts. The brothel madam Bel reported that he favored her girls frequently, especially pale haired wenches in the fresh bloom of their youth. Waters had no idea that the queen knew; he thought her habit of raking his back with her nails and marking him with her teeth was mere pillow play, not the lioness marking her territory.
Yes, the queen would be glad when her strength at sea was ready and she could send Lord Waters on his way to death or glory. Thus far she had ten dromonds, a pitiful fleet compared to the two hundred warships the Redwynes boasted before the storms and the ironborn took their toll. More dromonds were being built, but not nearly enough of them.
Ser Kevan would not cease dithering over the royal coffers. The Iron Throne still owed nearly three million dragons to House Lannister, another two million to the Iron Bank of Braavos, and a million to the Tyroshi trading cartels and Lord Mace Tyrell. Gyles Rosby was utterly useless at finding coin. As the queen refused to take loans from the fat flower, and as the Tyroshi cartels were too busy fighting their slaves to make loans, she had been forced to rely on the Iron Bank. She was inclined to take out another loan, to pay for a navy that would smash the ironborn. Unfortunately, Ser Kevan grew so faint at the idea that she had set it aside for now, lest he die of a burst heart like his sire old Lord Tytos.
When the queen returned to her apartments, it was to find Meria Sand playing hostess to a cacophony of lords and ladies. There were always a few of them waiting when the queen returned from meeting with the small council. Though too important to be ignored, they were also too irritating for Cersei to trouble herself with for long.
The queen greeted her fawning subjects with a smile as merry as it was false. She complimented the aging Lady Blackmont on her new silver brooch, saying nothing of how shabby it looked against the woman's dirt brown skin. She praised Lord Dagos Manwoody and his wife Corinna's renewed vigor after a bad bout of winter fever, and asked after Ser Myles Manwoody, who was still confined to his bed.
"Your Grace," Meria gasped when the queen reached her. "That gown— why, I have never seen its equal. Such rich fabric, so many peerless gems! Even a goddess could not hope to dress so well."
A lesser woman might have preened; Cersei merely smiled. "You are too kind, my lady. I hope you have been keeping my subjects well entertained."
"Indeed, Your Grace," said Lord Mordryd Lydden. He sat beside Meria on a plush couch, leaning close, as if to whisper in the bastard girl's ear. Or look down her bodice, more likely.
When the lord arrived in King's Landing, Cersei had quickly grown tired of his dramatic ranting and raving about the outlaws who'd driven him from his lands and taken his children captive. Really, there were mummers who were less flamboyant when playing the part of some outraged malcontent. Of course the crown wished to see these outlaws quashed, but there was no reason the queen must suffer Lydden's whining.
Thank the Seven she had Meria. A few hints about the loneliness of widowers sufficed to thrust Lydden into the bastard girl's arms and her bed in short succession. The bastard girl might play the demure maiden in mixed company, but she was as randy a wench as any of Bel's slatterns. Lord Varys reported that Meria was wont to visit Lord Lydden's solar all alone, just as she sometimes visited Ser Daemon Sand of the Kingsguard, Ser Jacelyn Bywater of the City Watch, and, on occasion, various other lesser lords and knights when they were briefly in the city.
Of course, the silly girl did try to hide her lustful ways, if ineptly. For every hour Meria spent with her many lovers, she spent three with the queen's ladies-in-waiting, keeping a close eye on Lady Margaery for the queen. Darlessa Marbrand was good for a jape at Lady Margaery's expense, but far too self-absorbed to serve as a useful informer. Melesa Crakehall might have served, but she was confined to her chambers, even fatter than usual thanks to the child she was carrying for her oaf of a husband.
The last day of ninth moon found the queen meeting with her council yet again. It was task that required all her patience, along with a good deal of wine. For the little king there was hippocras, for the queen and her councillors, Arbor gold and Dornish red. Ser Kevan refused them all, preferring his usual blackberry wine.
Lord Lydden had brought an entire wayn packed full of casks of blackberry wine from Deep Den. Hiding among the casks was how he'd snuck past the brigands and outlaws who'd taken over his keep. Sweet and tart, the wine was highly prized by those fond of blackberries. Lydden had gifted the finest vintage to the King's Hand, doubtless hoping it would persuade Ser Kevan to act more swiftly.
As the queen did not like blackberries, nor tart wines, she kept to her Arbor gold. It tasted even sweeter than usual today, smooth as sunshine on her tongue. She did not realize she had already drained her cup until Willem appeared to refill it.
"Let us begin with our enemies," the queen said. She turned to the eunuch, powdered and perfumed as always. "You promised fresh reports from the Vale; what news do you have for us?"
Varys tittered, a silken smile upon his lips. "Such delicious tidings, Your Grace. A week past, Ser Brynden Tully at last reached the Eyrie, intent on persuading Lady Lysa Arryn to come down before the winter storms grow even fiercer. Alas, the Lady Lysa refused, claiming the journey too perilous for her sickly son."
"Less perilous than freezing to death, surely," said Lord Rowan. "Or starving."
The eunuch nodded obsequiously. "Quite right, my lord. Yet even mad women may yet have some mother's instinct. The trails are choked with snow and ice, my informers say, and plagued by frozen winds. Upon descending from the Eyrie, a gust caught Ser Brynden and his knights on the narrow path betwixt the waycastles of Snow and Sky. The Blackfish broke a leg, and half a dozen of his men fell off the mountain, along with as many mules."
The victory was even sweeter than Arbor gold; the queen favored the eunuch with a smile. "With the Eyrie cut off, they shall starve in weeks."
"Not so, Your Grace," Pycelle objected. "Little though they may like the Lady Lysa, Jon Arryn's bannermen would never let his son Robert die such a cruel death. No matter the peril, supplies shall flow up the mountain so long as they have smallfolk to spare."
"Our good Grand Maester is wise as always," Varys simpered. "Royce and Redfort, Waynwood and Belmore, Templeton and Grafton, all sent children to foster with little Lord Arryn, and the wards remain atop the Eyrie with the boy and his mother."
"Foster children?" The queen snorted. "That cow would sooner starve herself to death than let a single snot-nosed brat near her precious little Robert."
"Robb Stark left Lady Lysa no choice," the eunuch told them.
"What does it matter?" Aurane Waters said dryly. "Unless their mules have wings to catch the wind, the supplies shall be blown off the mountain just like Ser Brynden. We need only wait; soon enough the Vale lords shall be fighting amongst themselves to produce an Arryn cousin, those that aren't fighting Robb Stark for sending their sons to die."
"True," Ser Kevan said, frowning. Drops of sweat beaded his brow; one hand clutched at his belly. "I beg your pardon, Your Grace, my lords, if you will excuse me."
Whilst her uncle sought out the freezing privy, the rest of the councillors fell to idle chatting. Pycelle took it upon himself to question Tommen on his knowledge of the Vale, leaving the queen free to converse with her councillors about the plague upon the realm that was Lysa Arryn and her sickly son.
Cersei had disliked Lysa long before she wed Jon Arryn and turned into an anxious hen. Lord Tywin would have inflicted the simpering cow on Jaime, had Cersei not forestalled him. A few light hints in made in the hearing of King Aerys had seen to that. In place of draping a crimson cloak over Lysa's weak shoulders, Aerys had draped a white cloak over Jaime's.
The witless hen had no idea how close she'd come to ruining everything. Cersei, though, Cersei knew, and she did not forget when she came to King's Landing to wed Robert. To her fury, she found Lysa Tully acting as lady of the court, thanks to her marriage to Jon Arryn, Hand of the King. Lysa was but a girl of sixteen, already fat with her first child, and very anxious as to whether the babe would be a boy. Her lord husband was a man of sixty-six; she must give him heirs as quickly as possible if she was to have any hope of winning his affections.
Cersei soon put the little bitch in her place. One by one she charmed the ladies of the Vale who waited upon Lysa, ensuring their first loyalty was to the queen, not their dimpled, delicate lady. In Jon Arryn's hearing the queen was sweet as summerwine; in private, she enjoyed taunting his wife with barbed compliments and cutting remarks.
Eventually Lysa began complaining to her husband, but when Jon Arryn approached Cersei, she had put on an air of concerned dismay. Eyes wide, the queen had feigned shock and surprise at the very idea that she would be so unkind to a pregnant woman, let alone one who was already fretting at shadows and bursting into tears at the least provocation. Perhaps bed rest might suit the lady's fragile temperament and ensure the birth of a healthy son?
And so Lysa Tully spent most of her long succession of pregnancies, stillbirths, and miscarriages confined to her rooms, forbidden to walk the gardens, ride through the city, or do aught else that might lead to her annoying Cersei with her unwelcome presence. The queen did visit her occasionally, of course, when she was in a mood to sharpen her claws on a helpless adversary.
Talking of the world beyond the Tower of the Hand was always good for a few tears; when Cersei visited shortly after Joffrey's birth, to show off her healthy babe, the look on Lysa's face had been most satisfying, as was the sound of smashing glass as soon as the queen quit the room. Soon after Lysa had fled to the Eyrie, there to suffer two more miscarriages, before Jon Arryn forced her to return so he could keep an eye on her.
Alas, Lysa had finally managed to produce a living babe, not three moons after Tommen's birth. Robert had insisted that his puny namesake be raised alongside Tommen, a command which infuriated both queen and cow. Even watching Joffrey torment the little brat until he began shaking and his mother began shrieking did not make up for the plague of Lysa's presence.
"A most tiresome woman," Mace Tyrell said, when the queen had finished regaling them with a few choice tales of Lysa's madness. "Poor Jon Arryn; small wonder his son was born so sickly."
"Maybe he's gotten better, now that he's older."
Every eye turned to Tommen. Her son had the grace to blush, but not the wits to stop talking.
"I liked playing with Robin, when we were small." Tommen turned to the High Septon, light glinting off the golden crown atop his golden curls. "We should pray for poor Robin's health, and for him to cast off his evil councillors. It isn't his fault that his mother and his lords are traitors; he doesn't have good and honorable advisers like I do."
"Your Grace is kind to say so," said Prince Oberyn, a strange look in his dark viper eyes. The Dornishman toasted the king with a cup of Dornish red, and had drained his cup before Mace Tyrell finished with his rapturous praise of the king's merciful heart.
Thankfully, at that point Ser Kevan finally returned from the privy, and the council returned to the business of the realm.
The Stormlands continued to thunder with the clash of lords squabbling over lands and killing each other over grudges both ancient and new. Old Lord Ronnel Penrose had finally breathed his last, and now the Wyldes and the Mertyns were trespassing on the vast expanse of the northern Rainwood whose timber and game belonged by rights to the new Lord of Parchments.
Lord Arstan Selmy of Harvest Hall was warring with Lord Philip Foote, the new lord of Nightsong. A Morrigen bastard was gathering freeriders and outlaws to take Crow's Nest, the keep which had been stripped from his traitorous kinsmen and given to a loyal westerman; a pair of knights sworn to the Bucklers were allegedly raiding Trant villages; a band of mad begging brothers were urging the smallfolk to follow Ser Bonifer Hasty's example and abandon the High Septon for the High Dwarf.
Such disorder did not please the queen, not when every lord and landed knight owed fealty to Tommen not only as king but as the Lord of Storm's End. His castellan, Ser Byron Penrose, begged her leave to either call the banners to subdue the battling lords, or to issue summons requiring them to come to Storm's End and lay their disputes before the castellan's judgment.
Ser Bryon's audacity also did not please the queen. "It is not a castellan's place to settle such disputes," she declared. Cersei had not forgotten the Penroses' attempt to steal Storm's End from under her nose.
"But, Your Grace," said Mace Tyrell, gaping at her stupidly. "The king's laws must be upheld. If not by King Tommen's castellan, then by who?"
A delightful notion seized Cersei, so sweet she almost laughed. "Why, who better than the master of laws, the father of his bride to be?"
Lord Mace puffed up like a pigeon in winter. "I am loathe to leave His Grace for even an hour, but for the sake of his heirs..."
On and on Tyrell prattled, nearly insensible at the honor with which he was being entrusted. Cersei was tempted to change her mind when Mace began blathering about the future grandchildren they would share. It was not enough that his son Garlan's wife was already with child, and seemed like to give birth shortly after the beginning of the new year.
No, Mace had to hint yet again at the advantages of the king marrying his betrothed sooner than later. He was appallingly eager to see his precious daughter spread her legs for a mere child, an eagerness Cersei strongly doubted Lady Margaery shared. The girl was more like to find some young knight with golden hair and cuckold the king the moment his back was turned.
Not that Mace would ever admit his daughter to be capable of such betrayal. No, he insisted she would be just as skilled at providing heirs as she was at everything else. A son for the Iron Throne, a son for Storm's End, a son for the Citadel and a son for the Faith, and three plump princesses to gladden their mother's heart. All were sired, born, and named before Ser Kevan finally brought the meeting back to order.
Her patience at an end, the queen dealt swiftly and decisively with the rest of the strife which plagued her realm. The peasants threatening revolt against Lady Tanda Stokeworth were to be handled by Ser Balon Swann of the Kingsguard and his pick of knights and men-at-arms from those present within the city. When finished, Ser Balon would turn to Duskendale, where the Rykkers were beset by robber knights who refused to let food in or out of the town without being paid their due.
When Ser Balon and his men rode forth a few days later, it was with the queen's blessing to take decisive action. Cersei would not have defiant peasants coddled. She would not have prolonged trials held for disloyal knights whose guilt was already known to all the world. No, Ser Balon must sharply chastise the smallfolk and slay the knights, lest the trouble in the crownlands spread to Dragonstone.
Dragonstone. Even the name was foreboding, fantastical, as though enchanted with some ancient spell. Once Cersei had thought to rule the seat of the Targaryens as Rhaegar's wife. Now, her daughter ruled the seat in her own name as Tommen's heir.
Myrcella's ship had paused in King's Landing only briefly on the way from Dorne to Dragonstone. For a fortnight Cersei enjoyed her company, though her enjoyment dimmed each time some lackwit said that someday the princess would be even more beautiful than her mother the queen. Myrcella was lovely, of course, just like all her children, but her smile was a little too wide and too free. Like Jaime's.
Nor did the queen enjoy listening to her daughter gush over her Dornish betrothed, or the many, many games of cyvasse they played to while away their afternoons. Thank the gods Ser Arys Oakheart had confirmed there was no impropriety from Trystane Martell, though it was only a matter of time. When Cersei sent her daughter on her way, it was with a delicate cyvasse set made from featherlight golden wire and set with tiny rubies, and with a lecture to remember the importance of a princess's virtue being utterly beyond question.
The beginning of tenth moon saw more flurries of snow. Thank the Seven they quickly melted away beneath the sun. Lord Mordryd had finally raised sufficient freeriders to take back his keep, and was due to sail for Lannisport before the week was out.
But first, he had begged leave to dine with his liege, the Lady of the Casterly Rock, and with her uncle the King's Hand. A dull courtesy, but one she must perforce grant. At least it was an evening away from Lady Margaery, who had taken her cousins and the ladies of the Reach to see a mummer's show.
"Was Lydden always so craven?" Cersei asked her uncle as they waited for their guest to arrive. Lord Lydden had gathered a rather excessive number of freeriders before he declared himself ready to deal with the rabble who had taken Deep Den.
In answer, Ser Kevan shrugged wearily.
"Not that I heard of. Lord Mordryd fought bravely in the Greyjoy Rebellion, but I know little else of the man. I suppose he fears for his children. He told me his sons were gravely wounded when Deep Den fell, and his daughters are all young unspoiled maids. If the rabble yield them up unharmed, he means to grant them the mercy of a life of serfdom; if not, he means to torture them all to death."
Lord Mordryd finally arrived shortly before the first course, ready with profuse apologies. Her cook always provided a sumptuous repast worthy of the queen's table, but tonight she had outdone herself. Every dish was made in the fashion of the Westerlands, from the rich fish soups favored in Lannisport to the rare roast beef favored in the Pendric Hills. Fresh blackberries like those grown at Deep Den were long out of season, but the sweetbreads were packed with dried blackberries, and the piping hot tarts were filled with blackberries preserved in honey.
"Your Grace is too kind," Mordryd said as he waited for his tart to cool. "We Lyddens are fond of blackberries. As a boy I was wont to stuff my face with fresh berries; my sister usually washed me off before our mother could catch me at it."
"Really? I cannot imagine Lady Briony holding with such nonsense."
Cersei had only met Jeyne Farman's Lydden mother once or twice. She vaguely recalled the woman as stern and stiff. It was no surprise that the old dowager had survived the ironborn raids whilst her son Lord Sebaston Farman sailed hither and yon to no avail.
"I should think he means Lady Lysa Lydden," Ser Kevan corrected her. "Ser Addam Marbrand's mother, you remember, the one with the palsy."
Mordryd smiled sadly. "Neither, my lord. I didn't expect you to remember, but I had a third sister, who perished at a young age."
Ser Kevan gave a sorrowful shake of his head. "My apologies, I had forgotten."
"It has been many years," Lord Mordryd sighed. "I daresay very few remember Gwendolyn, save those who knew her well."
Shortly thereafter her uncle begged both their apologies, leaving them alone whilst he sought out the privy. Cersei used the time to upbraid Ser Willem, who kept muttering to himself about swans and sawdust as he stood at the side of the table, waiting to refill their cups. Her uncle might be losing his hearing, but the queen was not. She much preferred her young cousin's usual laughter over the obnoxious piety he'd taken up since his sister's death. Lady Dorna's influence, no doubt; the woman was so devout she ought to have become a septa.
"Has there been any news of the Westerlands of late, Your Grace?" Lord Mordryd asked when she had sent the sullen boy to the kitchens for more Arbor gold. "I should like to know what awaits me upon my return, but Ser Kevan has looked so poorly of late that I preferred not to add to his burdens."
"I thank you for your concern, my lord. Deep Den is not the only fief afflicted with a plague of unruly peasants, I fear."
Though it did seem to have more of them than anywhere else, save Casterly Rock. Really, it was almost miraculous that Lydden had managed to escape them without being slain. Granted, if Cersei were Lord of Deep Den, she would have called her banners and killed them all at the first hint of treason. Instead, Lord Mordryd had tried negotiating with the same rabble who had slain his brother and flung his corpse at the gates of Deep Den.
Then again, calling the banners had done little good for Daven Lannister. The son of her mother's brother Stafford, Daven was a blunt and jovial man, a born warrior, if not near the equal of Jaime. When her castellan Damion Lannister sought his aid in putting the smallfolk in their place, Daven had quickly raised a force of knights and men-at-arms, and just as quickly died when outlaws ambushed their camp during a blinding storm.
Her cousin Ser Lucion Lannister had survived, and was currently wreaking bloody vengeance on those responsible for the death of a Lannister, as well as all those who gave them shelter. Gods forbid if anything should happen to Damion or Lucion. They were the last male cousins left to her besides Willem and Martyn. Cersei did not like the notion of being forced to rely upon Lannisters of Lannisport to carry out her will.
Ser Kevan Lannister finally returned as the queen regent was telling Lord Mordryd of the new edicts which would restore peace and order to the Westerlands. Her uncle gave a distant nod as he sank back into his seat, one hand still clutching his belly. Though wary of her notion of letting Mace Tyrell sort out the Stormlands, her uncle fully approved of the hard lesson she meant to teach the troublesome peasants of the Westerlands.
Alas, they were not the only peasants who required the queen’s attention. The days later found Cersei riding through the city, taking advantage of the warmest day in weeks. Though the snow was long since melted, it had left the roads a mire of mud and slush. Still, the city must be reminded of who ruled them from atop Aegon's Hill, and that meant occasionally descending from her keep to grace them with her presence.
Usually the queen was joined by the lord hand. Unfortunately, Ser Kevan was plagued not only by his poor digestion, which seemed to be growing worse, but by a sore throat. Cersei blamed the cold winds, as did Pycelle. She would have preferred that Qyburn examine her uncle, after the wonders he had worked with Lord Gyles. Uncle Kevan, nothing if not loyal, refused to do Pycelle the insult of seeking Qyburn's opinion. Hopefully the queen could wear him down; she'd caught him glancing at Gyles more than once, as if considering the benefits of heeding her advice.
Even without her uncle, the queen was quite capable of putting on a show for the mob. The Kingsguard Ser Addam Marbrand and Ser Daemon Sand rode at the head of the company, clad all in white with their squires at their sides. Tommen followed them closely, garbed in black fur, crimson velvet, and his golden crown. As usual, the king rode alone. The queen would not have Lady Margaery or Ser Loras stealing the fickle love of the commons from her son.
Cersei rode closest to the king, with the lord of Horn Hill at her side. The rest of her retinue trailed behind. Lord Mathis Rowan wore a cloak of grey fur and a scowl as Lord Tremond Gargalen filled his ear with tales of the War of the Ninepenny Kings, interrupted by the occasional question from Meria Sand. Lord Aurane Waters, Lady Janna Fossoway, and Lord Hallyne the Pyromancer of the Alchemists' Guild completed the party.
"These lowborn scum require a firm hand, Your Grace," Lord Randyll Tarly told her as they rode down the King's Way.
"Too true, my lord," Cersei agreed, giving Lord Tarly a nod of approval. "My lord father oft said the smallfolk are like cattle. You cannot reason with the herd, save with a whip." She wrinkled her nose as they passed a pair of men dragging a limp corpse from the gutter. "They certainly stink like cattle."
Though the city always stank to high heaven, an outbreak of bloody flux had made matters even worse. Ser Jacelyn and his goldcloaks were hard pressed to clear the dead from the streets. At the lord mayor's command the bodies were being piled in the dragonpit; at the queen's command, this evening Lord Hallyne would burn them.
They were nearing the Great Sept of Baelor when some fool at the back of the throng had the nerve to scream at the queen. To her dismay, the pox-scarred begging brother managed to shout 'brotherfucker' twice before the goldcloaks seized him. Thank the Seven Tommen had ridden slightly further ahead, eager for his meeting with the High Septon. The queen could act more boldly without need to consider his squeamishness. A nod from Cersei, and a goldcloak cut out the sparrow's tongue, the gush of blood sending smallfolk fleeing back to their wooden hovels.
The queen did not like the silence that followed that unpleasantness.
"A punishment should always fit the crime," she said at last, as they passed the Great Sept. Ser Addam Marbrand had escorted Tommen inside already; their horses waited for them at the bottom of the marble steps.
To her relief, Tarly jerked his head in a stiff nod. Thank the Seven that the bastard Edric Storm had died with the rest of the garrison at Storm's End. Randyll Tarly was narrow-minded but shrewd; the boy's resemblance to Robert would not have helped matters. Even after his death, Robert found ways to gall her. Even this trip to the Great Sept was his fault. When wretched Ser Loras gifted Tommen with a warhammer, nothing would do but the High Septon must bless it.
Thankfully, the queen would not need to suffer through an interminable sermon flattering King Robert and his prowess in battle. Whilst Tommen was occupied at the Great Sept, Cersei and her court rode through the rest of the city, putting on a grand display for the miserable masses who could not tell rubies from garnets.
Most of their ride was spent commiserating over the ingratitude of the commons. Matters were even worse in the barbarous Free Cities across the narrow sea. Lord Aurane informed them there was talk along the docks of a slave revolt in Volantis; sailors claimed a pair of dragons had burnt the entire city to the ground.
Utter nonsense, of course. Lord Varys had informed the council of the fire in Volantis several days past. Cities were always vulnerable to fire, with so many wooden hovels packed close together. Discontented slaves with flint and tinder were likely to blame, not dragons. The eunuch said Daenerys Stormborn remained in Meereen, beset by enemies. Even better, her dragons were small and twisted, unable to fly or breathe flame. The last of the Targaryen dragons had been similarly pitiful; the eunuch had produced their shrunken, misshapen skulls from a dusty cellar to show the council.
Lord Aurane was not convinced. Like all sailors, he loved wild tales founded on meager scraps of truth, and argued most stridently with a skeptical Meria Sand, who demanded he share every rumor in unnecessary detail. Cersei barely attended to their quarreling over the imaginary dragons and their equally imaginary riders. Instead she half-listened to Lord Tarly, who held forth at great length on the degeneracy of the Volantenes.
It was bad enough that the Volantenes followed the false gods of old Valyria, rather than the Warrior. The Valyrian dragonlords had ridden to war themselves, unlike the Volantenes, who lacked their martial ways. They hired sellswords rather than go to war themselves, and were thus soft and unworthy of rule. In Westeros, the peasants knew their place, content to toil under the lords and knights whose swords defended them from chaos and disorder, so long as their dull minds were not clouded by the poison of evil men like the High Dwarf.
Cersei said little, beyond the proper noises of agreement. Instead she watched Tarly's face, considering an idea.
Lord Randyll loathed his overlord and his fellow high lords of the Reach, or so his mistress had told Bel. Tarly did not think himself adequately rewarded for his years of service and his role in winning the Battle of the Blackwater. The juicy plum of Brightwater Keep had gone from the Florents to Garlan Tyrell; the best lands taken from lesser knights who backed Stannis had gone to Lady Oakheart and Lord Hightower; the seats upon the small council had gone to Lord Rowan and Lord Redwyne.
"I had not realized how much we agree on matters of state," the queen said as they climbed the crest of Aegon's Hill. Tommen once more rode at the head of the party, his business at the Great Sept having concluded shortly before the queen returned to fetch him. "Though, of course, I heard much of your valor at the Blackwater. I am told Heartsbane was red from hilt to tip with the blood of traitors."
Tarly was too rigid to smile, but she saw a touch of pride in his eyes. His two-handed Valyrian greatsword was his greatest treasure, save perhaps for his heir.
"Really, my lord," the queen said, lowering her voice. "I wish I might have sent you to the Stormlands, rather than Lord Mace. I fear he will be far too indulgent of these cravens petitioning for redress. A lord should defend his own lands, not go running to his liege like a sniveling child to his septa."
"Your Grace is good to say so," Tarly replied as they passed under the portcullis.
The sight of the high walls of the Red Keep looming over them was a welcome one; the sight of her cousin Willem less so. Rather than dine with the queen as previously arranged, her uncle begged leave to take a quiet supper in the Tower of the Hand, as his digestion was still troubling him.
Cersei could not have asked for a better opportunity.
"Of course, my good uncle must recover his strength," she told Willem. "He has my leave, my love, and my prayers that the Smith shall restore him to good health."
The honor of supping with the queen regent was accepted as quickly as it was offered. When she finished dressing for dinner, the queen found Randyll Tarly already waiting in her solar, accompanied by his son and heir. Rather than doublet or tunic, both wore green surcoats blazoned with the striding huntsman of their house over shirts of fine mail.
Dickon Tarly, a squire of fourteen, was as sharp as his father's sword, despite his moon-shaped face. Like Tommen, the boy inclined to plumpness, or would have, if not for his habit of spending every hour in the training yard. He barely tasted each dish, and shunned the sweet entirely.
The conversation over supper was as promising as that during the ride through the city. Though Tarly was too honorable and tight-lipped a man to openly besmirch his liege lord, each subtle dig at Mace Tyrell was met with approval.
Lord Randyll agreed that Ser Loras was far too callow for the white cloak his father so desperately coveted, an opinion Ser Kevan inexplicably did not share. Her uncle was annoyingly set on filling the spot left vacant by Jaime’s absence. In answer, Cersei had reminded him of Viserys the Second, who had reappeared five years after his supposed death, hale and hearty, if sadly accompanied by the vulgar foreigners who had given him shelter in secret.
Lord Randyll also agreed that Willas Tyrell ought to have given up his birthright after being crippled. It was a marvel that the Reach prospered with an absent lord who left the running of his lands to a one-legged weakling. Worse, Willas’s refusal to wed suggested he shared his younger brother's fondness for the sort of company which did not produce heirs. Cersei had hoped Mace Tyrell's boasts of peace and plenty were exaggerated. To her annoyance, Varys and his little birds confirmed Tyrell's endless bragging, as did the letters Meria occasionally received from an acolyte at the Citadel. A former lover, no doubt; the girl was always receiving letters from Sunspear, all writ in different hands.
Tarly was far less close-mouthed about his resentment of the Dornish. Poisoners and whoremongers, all of them, more concerned with profit than with holding the line against the traitors to the north. Unlike Mace Tyrell, who regretted swearing to deny the Starks so much as a single bushel of grain, Princess Arianne Martell had made no such promises.
Indeed, most of Dorne's fruit and fish were bound for White Harbor and Eastwatch, and at ruinous prices. Or so said Princess Arianne; the few whisperers Varys had in Dorne said otherwise. Apparently the Martells were buying up fruit and fish for half of what they charged Robb Stark. Either the Martells were cheating him blind, or corrupt officials were lining their own pockets at the merchants' expense. Cersei did not care which; fruit and fish would not be enough to keep bellies full for long.
Neither Ser Kevan's continued ill health nor Mace Tyrell's ravens could sink her good humor over the days that followed her dinner with Lord Randyll. When the anniversary of Robert's death arrived near the end of tenth moon, she could barely conceal her smile long enough to get through the service held in the royal sept. Others might mourn Robert's memory with solemn prayer, but Cersei would have rather held a ball and danced the night away.
Instead, she had to content herself with an evening in her chambers. The court might think her overcome with grief, and propriety might force her to set a modest table, but there was nothing to stop her from raising a cup of Arbor gold to toast her widowhood.
Meria, her only companion, kept the queen's cup well filled. How useful it was, to have a cupbearer who needed only two cups of wine to turn loose-lipped and giggly, leaving the rest of the flagon to the queen's sole enjoyment. The bastard girl laughed at every one of the queen's japes at Lady Margaery's expense, and even made a few of her own.
"If Your Grace said the day was cold, Lady Margaery would throw off her furs and declare she still felt too warm." Meria giggled, far too impressed with her attempt at wit.
"Throw off her furs?" The queen smiled. "The stubborn wench would strip down to her shift, and declare the Long Summer come at last while wading through snowdrifts."
Lady Margaery's staunch avoidance of the queen since their argument in the kingswood was a source of great amusement. She spoke little when in the queen's presence, even when Cersei condescended to offer her the occasional word of advice. When the queen held court with lords and ladies in her solar, Lady Margaery held court with beggars and cripples in the two almshouses she had founded.
Oh, the little bitch still tried to sink her claws into Tommen, but her efforts were almost halfhearted. When the queen informed Lady Margaery that her betrothed was of an ancient line, not that of a line of upjumped stewards desperate to win the favor of the commons, the girl had simply left without a word.
"The silence is so sweet," Cersei sighed, finishing the last sip of Arbor gold and holding it out for more.
To her annoyance, Meria lay slumped on the couch, asleep. Her mouth was slightly open, as if to press a kiss to the golden lions who roared on the crimson cushions.
I should be celebrating with Jaime, Cersei thought, seized by a sudden melancholy. To dull the pain, she fetched the flagon and poured herself another cup of wine.
Aurane might satisfy her for the nonce, but he was nothing, nothing compared to her golden twin. Jaime was not a mere boy desperate for a wet cunt and a chance at glory. He was a part of her very soul, bound to her by blood and seed, utterly faithful to her from the moment he was born clutching her heel. Lord Tywin might have forced Cersei to endure Robert's groping, and her desperation and loneliness in Jaime's absence might have forced her to seek comfort with Lancel and Aurane, but sweet Jaime had never even thought of another woman.
When she closed her eyes, she dreamt of Jaime. His gilded armor shone in the looming darkness as he battled faceless foes, wildfire in his eyes and her name upon his lips. His voice echoed in her ears, so close she could have sworn he stood beside her—
"Cersei? Queen Cersei? Your Grace?"
A gentle hand touched her shoulder; startled, the queen leapt from the chair where she had been dozing. The world swayed and spun as she tried to stand on boneless legs; Cersei only barely kept upright, her hands clutching the back of the chair.
The youth before her was not Jaime. His hair was too brown, straight instead of curly, his eyes a common hazel. Willem.
"What is the matter?" The queen demanded, irate at the intrusion.
"My lady mother bade me bring you." The boy's face was white and frightened. "She woke to give Father a syrup, for his throat, but when it was ready she found him still and cold."
Fear gripped her heart. The valonqar is as dead as the old crone, she reminded herself, swallowing back the bile rising in her throat. He cannot hurt me, my children are safe. Unless... Tyrell. The queen licked her lips, shivering.
Her tongue was as thick as her sleep-addled wits as she gave Willem his orders as to what must be done. Minutes passed like hours as Meria fetched the queen's heavy fur cloak, settling it about Cersei’s shoulders with soft words the queen could not comprehend.
An icy rain pounded down from the heavens as the queen made her way from Maegor's Holdfast to the Tower of the Hand, escorted by two Kingsguard and a dozen red cloaks. Cersei's cheeks felt warm as hellfire as she staggered up the steps to her uncle's chambers, one hand gripping Meria's arm lest grief make her clumsy.
Qyburn was already bent over her uncle's bed when she arrived, a sad look upon his kindly face. A sheet covered her uncle's nakedness, leaving only his head and shoulders exposed. Someone had closed her uncle's eyes; his hands were folded over his breast, the palms upraised.
"I am so sorry, Your Grace," Qyburn said once they were alone, save for the guards at the door. "The Lord Hand has gone beyond my aid. If only I had known sooner..."
He frowned, his eyes fixed on her uncle's hands, as though fascinated by the warts and dark lesions that marred the once fair skin. Her uncle had taken to covering them with gloves, blaming the cold, rather than have men see the unsightly gifts of advancing age.
"Your Grace," Qyburn said, his voice strange. "Has Pycelle seen your uncle's hands of late?"
"What?" Was he mad, to insult her uncle to her face? Bad enough that Qyburn could not save him; through the door to the solar she could hear Dorna weeping, as if tears were any use.
"I don't know," the queen snapped, choking back bile as her stomach churned. "My uncle's digestion plagued him, not his hands, and his daughter's death weakened his heart."
Still frowning, Qyburn rolled up his sleeves and bent over the corpse. Thunder roared in the queen's ears as he raised the sheet to reveal a chest covered in dusty brown lesions, the thick legs speckled, the soles of the feet marred by warts and corns.
Gently, so gently, Qyburn draped the sheet over her uncle once more. When he turned to face the queen, the look on his face spoke volumes.
Cersei reeled. She would have fallen, if not for Qyburn grasping her by the elbow. A chair for her shaking legs, a chamber pot for the bile clawing its way from her throat, and the queen could finally think once more.
"Poison," she spat, her voice barely a whisper.
Tasters tried every meal that was meant for her uncle, just as they tasted those meant for the queen and her son. How many hidden thorns lurked in the shadows, unseen until it was too late? Now that Ser Kevan was out of the way, the queen would surely be next. The Tyrells would have Tommen in the palm of their hand, trusting and defenseless. Margaery need only pop out a few bastard babes, and then they might remove Tommen at their leisure, and hang golden roses over their stolen throne.
Never, she thought, fingering the chain of linked hands, the gold cool against her skin. The Tyrells would pay for their betrayal, oh yes. Even now Lord Mace was surely rushing to the city, hoping to claim the seat made vacant by his catspaw. She could not wait to see the look on his face when he arrived to find the seat already filled.
As if in answer to her prayers, there came a hard knock at the door. Seeing Qyburn once more bent over the dead, the queen opened it herself.
Lord Tarly entered the room in a single stride. For a moment the queen looked at him, considering. Tarly's eyes were as hard as his mouth, hard as the hilt of the greatsword poking over his shoulder, hard as the steel rings of the chainmail he wore. This is a man made for slaughter. This is a man made for wrath and ruin.
"I was told Your Grace had need of me," Tarly said, the words ringing like the clash of steel.
In answer, the queen held out her hands.
Notes:
Oh. Oh no. This is gonna be fun 😈 I cannot WAIT to hear what y’all think of this hot mess!
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136: Sansa V
137: Bran IV
138: Jon VINOTES
1) By the 1400s, crude chandeliers did exist, as did candelabras, though the word was not in common usage in English until the 19th century. ASoiaF refers to hanging oil lamps, to torches, and to candles. Crystals and glass were often used to refract light, so as to increase lighting without using more precious oil/beeswax/tallow etc.
2) In canon, Kevan has a LOT of reasons to mistrust Cersei's judgment. Kevan got to see how badly she raised Joffrey, her frantic paranoia about Tyrion during and after his trial, and at some point he learned that she was raping Lancel. As such, he refused to accept the handship unless Cersei also made him regent and returned to Casterly Rock. Here, Joffrey died immediately after Ned's execution, and Tyrion and Lancel both died at the Blackwater. Kevan therefore has a much higher opinion of Cersei.
Further, with Robb's survival putting the north/Three Kingdoms in a much better position, not to mention the rumors about Tommen's paternity being MUCH more widespread, Kevan wasn't willing to try and remove Cersei as queen regent and thereby lend credence to the rumors.
3) Just to be very clear about Cersei's POV trap- Meria is not sleeping with every Tom, Dick, and Harry in the Red Keep. She's actually not sleeping with anyone.
4) Poor Lysa. When you realize she spent about fifteen years trapped in King's Landing with Cersei... dear god, that's hellish, even without the marriage to an ancient, cold lord who was forced to take her, and who was doubtless not pleased by her failing to give him any heirs besides Sweetrobin. Lysa is implied to have been pregnant almost nonstop for about 10+ years.
5) The location of House Penrose's seat, Parchments, is not known. As the Penroses are supposed to be one of the most powerful houses in the Stormlands, I placed it in the northern rainwood, close to Shipbreaker Bay. Having access to timber, fishing, and trade would justify their prominence.
6) Remember how Grey Worm mentioned slow poisons in Dany V? Arsenic does not appear in ASoiaF, but it was very popular in the ancient and medieval eras. A tiny dose given over time mimics a natural illness, and is odorless, tasteless, and lacks color. Kevan's pre-existing stomach problems and age helped disguise the symptoms; Pycelle had no idea.
Chapter 136: Sansa V
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Under the table, the queen and the prince consort clasped hands.
Sansa picked at her meal, swallowing her envy with a spoonful of soup. She was happy for them, truly. It was good to see Daenerys smile, mere weeks after she sent her favorite Missandei away on a ship bound for Naath. It was good to see Prince Aegor's health improve, his color once more pale, rather than sallow.
Weeks of bed rest had restored his vigor, though Queen Daenerys had yet to restore all of his duties. Sansa had never seen her so distraught as she was the day of Aegor's collapse. How frantically the queen had paced her chamber as she awaited his return, how fearfully she had hovered over the sick bed, hands clasped to her breast, eyes shining with unshed tears.
Now they were almost inseparable. When Daenerys held court, Aegor stood by her side, conferring with her over each judgment. When Daenerys rode through the city, escorted by her knights and her Unsullied, Aegor rode beside her; when Daenerys spent a leisurely afternoon atop her pyramid, basking in a rare sunlit day, it was Aegor whose harp and sweet tenor voice filled the air with song.
For the main course there was rice with spiced lentils and caramelised onions, served by an Unsullied who gave the first bite of each dish to a glossy rat in a woven wicker cage. Poor rat; he knew nothing of poison and assassins. All he knew was that his food was delicious, and that two-leggers liked to stare at him while he ate.
From his place standing behind the queen Ser Barristan made a moue of distaste, as if the rat's nibbling somehow offended him. No, that was silly; he was probably thinking of the unpleasantness earlier in the day.
As it was the first day of eleventh moon, this morning the queen had held court. Whilst roaming with Buttons, Sansa had chanced to walk through the hallway that led the throne room. It was there that the Unsullied searched every petitioner for weapons before admitting them to the queen's presence. Among them was a youth with the Lyseni look, holding a hank of light hair the same color as his own. Ser Barristan had turned pale at the sight of the youth, and ordered the Unsullied to turn him away.
The youth had not gone quietly. He ranted and raved as the Unsullied dragged him off, his words made unintelligible by his sobbing. Sansa had caught something about a sister, and Brazen Beasts, but then she had been distracted by Grey Worm arguing with Ser Barristan.
"The queen would wish to see him," said Grey Worm, glowering.
"I have it well in hand," Ser Barristan replied, his voice brittle. "There is no need to disturb Her Grace."
Whatever the trouble was, Grey Worm must have heeded the old Queensguard's orders. Daenerys seemed in good humor as she conversed with Ko Jhogo and his plump wife Morriqui, who sat closest to the queen. Though they did not clasp hands under the table, they seemed content enough, friends, if not lovers.
Last time it had been Grey Worm and his son Essalor, a boy of eight who stuck to his adopted father like a sheep to his shepherd, though he had finally grown out of hiding behind the captain's legs. Essalor even ventured to speak a few words to the queen, telling her of the exercises he did with the other young boys who hoped to join the ranks of the Unsullied.
Once lowly slave soldiers, the Unsullied were now the queen's most trusted retainers, save perhaps for her Dothraki. Their captains enjoyed the wealth and titles stripped from the Great Masters; their lower officers received fat purses and special privileges beyond those of ordinary freedmen. If Daenerys wished to conquer the Seven Kingdoms, Sansa did not doubt that the Unsullied would do their utmost to see it done, ill-suited though they were to face knights on horseback.
Thank the gods Daenerys seemed resigned to remaining in Meereen.
The evening Olyvar lost patience and decided to demand an audience with his aunt, he had marched to her chambers like a prisoner to the gallows. When her husband returned, splattered with blood, Sansa had panicked. Frantic with fear, her mind raced as she tried to think of how the Dornish might escape before the queen's men slew them all, just like the Lannisters had slain the men of Winterfell.
She had already woken Gilly and begun stuffing the most costly of her jewels into a case when Olyvar took her in his arms. He wore only a shirt and hose; he had stripped off his bloody tunic and breeches and flung them on the floor, lest they stain her grey dress.
That alone was enough to wake Sansa from her frenzy. Were they in danger, Olyvar would not have wasted time with such niceties. His left hand was warm against the small of her back as he held her; his right hand gently cupped the back of her head and stroked her hair as he explained what had happened. Not a word of reproach passed Olyvar's lips when Sansa began sobbing into his chest, overwhelmed by how close her husband had come to dying. Nor did her tears cease when Olyvar explained the quest Daenerys had set as the price of alliance.
Sansa glanced furtively at the head of the table, where Daenerys spoke with her husband, their silver heads bent together. Olyvar might be grimly resigned to fighting a dragon, but she could not share his calm determination. Why should Olyvar have to risk his life defending the red god's temple? It wasn't right, it wasn't fair, just like it wasn't fair that she could not give her husband comfort before he sailed away, his return as uncertain as the seasons.
Each day that passed without word from Volantis only raised the tides of worry that ebbed and flowed within her. Unlike Sansa, the queen seemed confident in Olyvar's victory. Sometimes she asked of their plans for taking the Iron Throne, a courtesy which did not help her frayed nerves, especially when Daenerys idly asked how likely the odds were of war between her brother and her husband.
That night Sansa dreamt she stood atop a plank bridge that hung over a gaping chasm, swaying in the throes of a tempest. To one side of the chasm stood Olyvar, one hand outstretched, the other holding a crown whose gems shone like suns and moons. Gripping the ropes tightly with both hands, Sansa made her way across, her eyes fixed on her husband's face. She was almost close enough to grasp his hand when a howl echoed through the air.
She turned. On the other side of the chasm stood Robb. Grey Wind and Lady paced at her brother's heels, their fangs bared. Behind the wolves she could see the dim shapes of her brothers; Jon Snow garbed all in black with a crown of winter roses on his brow; Bran bound amongst a thousand weirwood roots, with two eyes closed and unseeing, and a third which was open, and whose red gaze saw too much; Rickon, fierce and angry and wild, so much taller than she remembered.
Sansa was halfway across the bridge when she came back to herself, her heart in her throat. What was she doing? Torn, she spun, looking back at her husband who lay behind, then her brothers who lay ahead.
"You have to choose."
Suddenly Arya stood beside her. Her sister's dark hair whipped in the wind; at her hip hung a familiar sword.
"I can't," Sansa pleaded, her stomach roiling as the bridge lurched from side to side. "What if I choose wrong?"
"Any choice is what you make of it," her sister shrugged. "You can't stay here."
Yes I can, Sansa thought mutinously. At any moment, either Robb or Olyvar would lose patience and seize her, she just had to wait. She was still waiting when the ropes snapped, the planks splintered, and she plummeted screaming to her death.
"Lady Sansa, are you well?"
Aegor frowned at her, his brow furrowed with concern.
"Only a little nausea, my prince," Sansa answered. She made herself smile and take a sip of water. Her skin felt clammy, damp with sweat, as if she'd been on the swaying bridge in truth, not only in her memory.
"Nausea?" Queen Daenerys asked, giving her husband a sly glance. Morriqui turned and looked at Sansa, her dark eyes flickering to her belly.
It was Ser Deziel Dalt who saved her.
"Not that sort of nausea," the Knight of Lemonwood said cheerfully. "Though I wish it was," he muttered under his breath, not knowing Sansa could hear him.
I should have brought Brienne, Sansa thought, resisting the unladylike urge to kick him under the table. Tired of staring at the empty chair across from her which had belonged to Olyvar, it had been Sansa's idea to ask the queen's leave to bring a companion with her for supper.
"Speaking of nausea," Sansa said, determined to change the subject. "Is it true that olives have curative properties?"
"Some maesters say so." Aegor shrugged. "The Meereenese grease their plows with olive oil, to ensure the fertility of the land and a good harvest."
"I must admit, the olive groves are finer than any I thought to see outside Dorne." Ser Deziel took a sip of wine. "I intended to take Lady Sansa for another ride through the groves next week, when they begin to flower. Your Grace and the prince would be most welcome to join us."
Daenerys stared at the Dornishman as if he had lost his wits. "What?"
Aegor sighed, a wry smile on his lips. "Olyvar warned me, but did I listen? No." He turned to his wife. "The olive trees should begin bearing fruit within the next four moons. I had intended to gift you with a bowl of the first fruits, if someone hadn't spoiled the surprise."
The queen's face was half delight, half bewilderment. "But... Galazza Galare said it would be seven years before the trees bore fruit." The queen made a face. "Of course she lied to me."
"It does take seven years or so, if a tree is newly grown from seed," Ser Deziel said. "Yours were not. The masters burned the groves to the ground, but the roots remained untouched. Once the freedmen cleared the ashes, the trees sent up new shoots, even stronger than the old."
With great alacrity a tour of the groves was agreed upon, once there was a pause in the winter rains. It seemed Daenerys rarely rode outside the city, her Unsullied being no horsemen, and both Aegor and Grey Worm being unwilling to entrust their queen to the sole protection of her few Queensguard. Ko Jhogo's proposal of an escort of Dothraki was accepted as soon as it was proposed.
"Your Grace will enjoy the fresh air," Sansa told her as another Unsullied brought in a bowl of raisins for the sweet. The rat gleefully devoured his share, pink nose quivering, but Sansa ate only a few before the sweetness grew too cloying. "The groves are lush and green, and the damp earth smells of growing things."
"I look forward to it," said Daenerys. "I should like to see the trees in their splendor, rather than the blackened wasteland that greeted me when I first came to the city. It was as if I was Aegon, looking upon the aftermath of the Field of Fire."
Sansa's stomach dropped as she imagined Olyvar lying upon a field, his body charred and burned beyond recognition.
"Is there any word from Volantis?" She asked, her throat suddenly dry.
Aegor shook his head, his eyes soft. "Moqorro has seen nothing, not since the last glimpse we spoke of."
Sansa choked back a scream of frustration. That had been near the end of ninth moon, anything might have happened since then. The red priest had glimpsed a white dragon atop a tall tower, blood streaming from the stump of his tail as he screeched defiance at a snarling green dragon. Whether white or green triumphed in the end he could not say, nor could he say whether Olyvar yet lived.
Nor was there word from the docks. Though less than forty days of sailing stood betwixt Meereen and Volantis, of late the winter winds blew strongly from the east, slowing all shipping which came from the Free Cities to the west. Even if the winds were favorable, the fleet from Meereen had not taken extra ships to serve as couriers; any word which preceded their return would be the scattered rumors of sailors.
At the moment, the ships docking in Meereen came from the east. Fleets from Moraq and Yi Ti had joined forces to drive away the pirates plaguing the Jade Sea, and with the corsairs gone, trade had quickly resumed.
Sansa thought that was why Euron Greyjoy meant to attack Volantis. With the Jade Sea teeming with YiTish ships, why not strike at another target, almost as rich? And Volantis was almost halfway between the Basilisk Isles and the Stepstones, the most infamous refuges for pirate lairs.
Whilst the east winds gusted outside the Great Pyramid, Sansa found herself becalmed. For several days after dining with Daenerys she kept to her bed, only rising to eat and use the chamber pot. Her moonblood came at its usual time, worsening her nausea and afflicting her with a headache that made her hide under the covers.
Gilly doused the blinding lights, cozened her into drinking cool water, and applied damp cloths to her forehead. It helped, but not much. Sansa would have given every one of her jewels for a handful of cold snow, or for the sound of Olyvar singing Rhoynish lullabies in a slightly off key baritone while stroking her hair.
Since her husband's departure, she had taken Gilly as her bedmaid. The soft sound of her breathing provided some comfort, as did the sight of her son Samrik curled up between them. He always slept with his back spooned against his mother's chest, his little face smooth and untroubled. Refusing to be left out, Buttons curled up at the foot of the bed against her feet.
Much as she missed her husband, at least Sansa had a welcome respite from sleeping next to a sword. When Olyvar proposed to better protect her virtue by asking Daenerys for his own chambers, or at least for a dreaming couch, Sansa had panicked at the thought of his absence and suggested they instead place a blade between them for honor's sake.
Sleeping with a sword was much more romantic in the songs than it was in actual practice. Almost every night she woke at least once, having unconsciously reached for Olyvar only to find the way blocked by a hard, cold metal scabbard. Still, it was better than losing her husband entirely.
When— if Olyvar returned, he would find a new blade in place of the old. After months of work, a Qohorik master smith had finally completed forging Queen Daenerys' gift of Valyrian steel into a spear and greatsword. The spear was almost twin to the spear which Olyvar had used at her trial. The shaft was of weirwood, rather than ash, the leaf-shaped spearhead dark as smoke. It was a simple weapon, made for battle, the only ornament engravings of twining snakes and a sun in splendor.
The greatsword was not so restrained. The arms of its crossguard were dragons' heads, rendered in exquisite detail, so lifelike that their ruby eyes seemed to follow her. Its grip was made of finely tooled leather, crimson on sable, with a great sapphire set in the pommel.
Sansa had thought Olyvar's reasoning sound when he explained that he did not wish to wield a poor copy of Blackfyre, but it was an opinion Ser Deziel did not share. He was the first to see it, the master armorer having delivered his masterpieces in the midst of her moonblood. On the day she felt well enough to accept visitors, she showed the blade to Deziel. His only response was praise for the craftsmanship, followed by odd remarks about Olyvar's recent fondness for the color blue.
"Pay him no mind, princess," Edric Dayne said.
Sansa's head still ached, but less so than before. Her moonblood was gone; she dared not refuse visitors for a full sennight. Ser Deziel had been first to make his appearance; others still awaited their turn in the hall, where she could hear Lady Toland conversing with Robett Glover.
"Thank you, my lord," she replied, favoring him with a wan smile. "You may show in Lady Toland, now, if you would. Really, she could have come in with Ser Deziel."
"You shouldn't risk overtiring yourself," the squire replied, with a pompous solemnity that almost made Sansa laugh.
Whilst Gilly tended Sansa in her sick bed, her husband's squire had shooed off concerned Dornish lords and ladies with unnecessary zeal, as if driving away well meaning guests was worthy of a knight's spurs. Granted, there was little other opportunity to prove himself, here in Meereen. A youth of sixteen, six months younger than Sansa, Edric Dayne had not liked being left behind, but Olyvar had flatly refused to risk taking the Lord of Starfall to Volantis.
Apparently, after Edric's aunt Allyria, the next in line to Starfall was a cousin, Ser Gerold Dayne, the Knight of High Hermitage. The Daynes of High Hermitage were only a cadet branch, but Ser Gerold's grandmother had been a Dayne of Starfall. Should some calamity strike down Edric and Allyria, then Gerold Dayne would hold both seats. From what Olyvar said, no man in Dorne would make a more dangerous overmighty vassal.
Lady Nymella Toland was solicitous of Sansa's health, though her idle comment that pregnancy relieved a woman of her moonblood was extremely unwelcome, if intriguing.
"A full two years?" Sansa asked, bemused.
"If a woman nurses her own babe, yes, princess," said Lady Nymella, smiling. "Ask your maid; wet nurses rarely bleed until their work is done and their milk dries up."
"Perhaps I shall, my lady," Sansa said, though she knew she would not. Should Gilly confirm Lady Nymella's claims... Sansa needed no further temptation to yield to her carnal thoughts if Olyvar returned. Much as she desired her husband, she thought she might desire a respite from suffering days of headaches and nausea every month even more.
At present, her only escape during her moonblood was wandering the pyramid with Buttons. In his skin she could enjoy scraps of flavorful meat without the risk of retching it up, and enjoy the soft caresses denied to Sansa when she was in her own skin.
Though her moonblood and headaches were gone, over the next week Sansa's despondency refused to leave her be. Rains poured down outside, rather than proper winter snow, and what began as worry for Olyvar somehow spiraled into guilt over abandoning her family, then to a persistent grief for not only Winterfell but for Westeros itself.
Winterfell was the home of her girlhood, but Sansa had always known she must someday leave it behind for her husband's keep, whether it be a northern castle or a southern palace. Never in her wildest imaginings had she thought of sailing across the Narrow Sea to live among strangers who spoke strange tongues, wore strange clothes, and ate strange foods. Oh, High Valyrian was a pretty language, pretty as the silk dēls of the Dothraki ladies, and she liked many of the foods enjoyed in Meereen well enough, but they did not taste of home.
One day, Sansa grew so heartsick that she gave herself another headache from the effort of slipping into her wolfskin. When Gilly and Samrik returned from Lady Toland's chambers, it was to find a red direwolf curled on the bed, tucked into a ball with her tail against her snout.
Samrik's shriek of surprise nearly startled her into losing her skin, until Gilly calmed him down. Once placated, the toddler promptly flopped on the bed and began rubbing his face in her fur. Licking his nose was too tempting to resist, and provoked a giggle that warmed her from the tips of her pointed ears to the ends of her claws. Direwolf and toddler fell asleep to the soothing sound of Gilly reading from a book of Dornish poetry, sharing an unfamiliar tale of the water witches who bent the Greenblood to their will.
When she awoke the next day, her spirits somewhat refreshed, Sansa forced herself into a flurry of activity. Too long had she self-indulgently ignored her duties; her lords and ladies deserved better.
The middle of eleventh moon passed in a whirl as Sansa made herself smile and laugh and stitch away at her needlework, always accompanied by Dornishwomen occupied with their own employment, whether it be reading or stitching or playing the harp.
After a dozen failed attempts at sketching a new sigil for Olyvar, the last of which nearly sent her into a weeping fit at the thought that he might never return, Sansa turned to drawing the birds that sometimes alighted on the terrace. Curlews and palm swifts, bright-eyed nightjars and crested hoopoes, she drew them all, trying to capture the delicate arch of their wings and the subtle layers of feathers that graced them with the gift of flight. If only she could fly to Olyvar's side, to see if he yet lived...
"Our princess is lost in daydreams," Jennelyn Fowler said one afternoon, quirking a blond eyebrow in amusement. "Might we know where your fancy wanders?"
"Really, Jenn," Jynessa Blackmont tsked, looking up from her book. "Such a foul, tactless statement is beneath you." She turned to Sansa. "Princess, should you like to learn a few new words of Rhoynish?"
Sansa quickly rued accepting the seemingly innocent offer. Why did the Rhoynar have a word for when a lover ran his fingers through your hair? And why was there a word for desiring to nuzzle a lover's neck with one's nose and pepper it with kisses? Sansa could feel her entire face blushing, a blush which soon extended to her ears, neck, and upper chest. Stammering, she chided Jynessa for her impropriety.
Unfortunately, her gentle rebuke did not result in the contrition for which she had hoped.
"Yearning for one's husband is no sin," Lady Toland informed the ceiling, almost absentmindedly.
"A brother who fiercely opposed his sister's marriage would have found a way to end it by now," said Jenn, frowning as she examined a lopsided stitch. "Not indulged years of delay when the marriage might be consummated at any moment."
Head back in her book, Jynessa contributed the final thrust. "Maester Perceval says maids of seventeen are ripest to begin birthing children; delaying too long makes the first labor longer and more difficult."
Arya would have likely said something very rude, but Brienne of Tarth only gave Sansa a sympathetic glance from where she stood guard beside the door. Bolstered by the show of support, Sansa reined in her tongue, resisting the impulse to scold her ladies. Better that they tease her, rather than dwell upon their anger at the dragon queen for setting Olyvar yet another quest before they could depart in peace.
Still, Sansa's patience was sorely tested. Maester Perceval did not drop hints so much as boulders, and Prince Aegor kept seeking her out to lament how bereft he felt without his cousin Olyvar, and how bereft Olyvar must feel without his lady wife. Even Queen Daenerys trespassed upon the quiet of Sansa's solar one afternoon to bestow upon her several bolts of precious muslin. Said to be woven by mermaids in remote villages upon the isle of Great Moraq, the cloth was a pure ice-white, as thin and light as a spider's web, and just as sheer.
"Your Grace, what am I supposed to do with this?" Sansa asked, appalled at the lustful thoughts that first sprang to mind.
"Have it made into a sleeping shift, I should think." Daenerys smiled. "Morriqui knows of a seamstress able to work with such delicate cloth."
In a fit of utter madness, Sansa accepted the offer. By the time she came to her senses, the seamstress had already marked her pattern and begun embroidering the cloth with flurries of snow rendered in silver thread. Aghast as she was at her own poor judgment, Sansa felt too guilty to command the seamstress to quit her work. The seamstress was an amiable woman, eager to please, and the delicate cloth would surely be ruined if the seamstress tried to pick out her careful stitches. Once the shift was finished, Sansa would simply have to have Gilly hide it away, deep in some chest she never used where it could not tempt her.
Sharing her burdens with Olyvar back in second moon had not untangled the twisted knots of her duty; if anything, his staunch support made matters worse. Her husband was resolved to uphold whatever decision Sansa made, at spearpoint if necessary, whether it was to consummate the marriage upon their return to Westeros, or to have it annulled so that Robb might make her a match of his choosing.
Sighing, she drew out the silver locket she wore every day beneath her gowns, the one gifted to her by Lady Margaery Tyrell. When she opened it, Eddard Stark looked up at her, his long face framed by long brown hair, his close trimmed beard flecked with white.
The painter had depicted her father wearing his lord's face, not the kindly face he wore with his wife and children. There was a grim cast to her father's grey eyes, as though he was disappointed in her. It was as if he knew how vainly she struggled against the longing in her heart, a longing she dared not name lest it drown her.
"What would you do, Father?" Sansa whispered to the portrait. "Would you have chosen Olyvar for me, if you knew he lived?"
She could not imagine her father overthrowing Robert Baratheon, the friend of his youth. But after the Lannisters slew him... would Eddard Stark have thought to seek an alliance with the Dornish? Robb had not. Would Father urge her to remain in her marriage, and thereby prevent war by serving as a bridge betwixt Stark and Targaryen? Or would he urge her to seek an annulment, and return to Robb's keeping so that he might dispose of her hand?
Long though she stared, she found no answers hidden among the brushstrokes.
Rereading the most recent letters from Westeros, written and sent before the end of third moon, also failed to provide her with any new insights. The Summer Islander fleet had returned at the end of tenth moon, delivered their chests of letters, and immediately set sail again, eager to take advantage of the reopening of the trader's circle around the Jade Sea. They did not expect to return until the fourth moon of the new year, if the winds were fair.
If Olyvar returned, the Dornish would finally be able to begin preparations for the journey home. Many tons of grain must be purchased, and a fleet of ships to carry them must be hired. Princess Arianne's letters were full of sums from her treasurer, Alyse Ladybright. There were estimates of how much gold had been made from the Summer Islanders' prior journeys, estimates of how much remained of the treasure brought in secret from King's Landing, and esimates of how much gold might be made if the Summer Islanders were able to make another round of the Jade Sea.
All the sums made Sansa’s head hurt. Only with the assistance of Ser Gulian Qorgyle was she able to bring some semblance of order to the chaos. Olyvar had given her explicit permission to open all of his letters and handle them as she saw fit; with Ser Gulian's help, she prepared a summary of the funds available, one so simple even she could wrap her head around it.
There was less gold than she had hoped, given how vast the cost of feeding the realm looked likely to prove. Ser Gulian thought a loan from the Iron Bank would be required, if they were to have any hope at all of affording the necessary expenses.
Unfortunately, the Iron Bank of Braavos had already refused to make any loans to Queen Daenerys, though they had demanded she cover the debts of the Great Masters whom she had slain. Why should they make loans to one Targaryen, when they refused to make them to another? Besides, Meria's letters said the Iron Throne was already in debt to the Iron Bank and making regular payments on the usury. Queen Daenerys said the Iron Bank only overthrew princes when they were too stupid or too poor to repay their loans. Still, sending an envoy was worth the effort, slim though the odds might be. She would have to ask Olyvar what he thought if he returned.
The letters from her goodsisters were much less tedious than going over sums. Some had been addressed to her, some to Olyvar, but she read them all, and shared the news with the rest of the retinue.
Obella Sand had celebrated her fifteenth nameday at Salt Shore, with her betrothal to a younger Gargalen son being announced at the feast. Olyvar had recommended the youth to Ellaria, having seen him frequently about the Water Gardens. He shared a fondness for poetry with Obella, and his quiet nature would hopefully balance some of her wildness. Ser Quentyn Martell would also be married soon; his wedding was due to take place at the end of the year, after Gwyneth Yronwood came of age.
As Olyvar predicted, Obara and little Elia were currently on the outs, after a tilt that resulted in Obara breaking both a lance and her wrist. Elia was very smug about the victory, which she attributed to her mount, a glorious red stallion which had been sent to Sunspear by Lord Jonos Bracken. Though the stallion had been intended for Olyvar as thanks for slaying the Mountain, Elia informed her brother that since she had taken it upon herself to train the glorious steed, he would have to defeat her in a tilt if he wished to reclaim the stallion.
As for Tyene, she continued to serve as unofficial mistress of whispers for Arianne. Loreza's letter was mostly pleas for Olyvar to return; Dorea's was a lengthy complaint about the selfishness of brothers who toured the stupid Free Cities when they should be at home, spending time with their neglected sisters. Dorea had finally beaten all comers at the Water Gardens; why hadn't Olyvar been there to watch her?
In Oldtown Sarella continued to forge links, most of the maesters blind to her disguise as a youth named Alleras. She wrote she suspected that a few were aware, and willfully ignoring it thanks to her adeptness outstripping that of most of her peers. As of third moon, Sarella had forged twelve links, and soon hoped to forge a platinum link as her thirteenth.
To Sansa's surprise, there was also a letter from Lady Mellario of Norvos, widow to Prince Doran and mother of his children. In no uncertain terms she ordered that Olyvar write to her recalcitrant daughter Arianne and demand that she set aside the betrothal betwixt her youngest son Trystane and Princess Myrcella Baratheon. Myrcella was a sweet girl, Lady Mellario admitted, but Dragonstone was a foul, cursed place, and any alliance with these Lannisters was a fool's bargain like to end in bloodshed.
The Norvoshi lady did not know of the secret of Olyvar's birth, nor would she, not until Olyvar raised his banners upon the shores of the Seven Kingdoms. During her brief time at Sunspear, Arianne had confided that her lady mother was half a stranger, and apt to sharing every secret with her Norvoshi ladies, who might then tell others in turn.
Arianne's reign continued to go relatively smoothly. Her daughter Eliandra was almost two now, and quite robust. She hoped a second child would soon follow, as soon as her husband's seed quickened. Queen Cersei had not tried to halt the shipments of fish and fruit going north, nor had the King's Hand, Ser Kevan Lannister.
Meria's letter was so rude that Sansa blushed to the tips of her ears. Amongst the news of Westeros, including a devastating bloody flux tearing through King's Landing, her sentences were laden with barely concealed impatience for Olyvar to return at once, not to mention overt insults as to his tardiness. Did he think she could manage Queen Cersei forever, when she was as unpredictable as wildfire? Meria was weary of enduring Cersei's venomous company, and even wearier of staving off advances from half the knights of the court, who thought Dornish bastards were all eager slatterns.
Meria also complained at length on behalf of her poor Willas. He was sore beset by his father, who grew less and less tolerant of his refusal to wed. Thus far, Prince Oberyn was trying to distract Lord Mace Tyrell by rubbing in the queen's regent's refusal to set a date for the wedding betwixt King Tommen and Lady Margaery. Thank the Seven that Cersei would sooner give up her crown than allow Margaery to don one. Her pigheaded stubbornness was the only thing forestalling the alliance being sealed with blood, a seal not easily broken.
Jynessa Blackmont aided Sansa in taking notes over the many intrigues of King's Landing and elsewhere. Together they pored over Meria's letters with a fine tooth comb, comparing the most recent news to that which had come before, and organizing the sheafs of paper into coherent order.
The letters from Winterfell, though, those were read by no one, save Sansa herself.
Arya was very nervous about her upcoming journey to Last Hearth, almost as nervous as she was about her imminent moonblood. Sansa began writing a long letter full of words of comfort before she realized Arya's moonblood had likely come during the eight moons since the letter was written. If not, it would likely arrive long before the Summer Islanders returned, let alone before they had time to carry her letter across the Narrow Sea.
Instead, Sansa dwelled upon the other news within Arya's letters. She imagined herself among Arya's circle, gossiping and sharing secrets with Jeyne Poole. Jeyne Poole would like Jynessa, who shared her wit, if not her talent for bestowing clever nicknames. And Merissa of Sherrer would surely enjoy showing Gilly the many cows and calves of Winterfell, whilst Gilly would appreciate having a confidant who could understand some part of the horrors she had suffered. Sometimes in her dreams Sansa wandered back to a cave in the Riverlands, when she and her little household had curled up together for warmth, as young and innocent as a litter of puppies.
Gendry, she realized one morning as she awoke, groggy from sleep, the first light of dawn peeping through the terrace windows. Gendry and his sister Mya Stone were both at Winterfell, the last known bastards of King Robert, as alike to each other as they were to their dead sire. If they could be persuaded to make the journey south, their blue eyes and black hair would serve as proof against those who yet refused to see the truth of King Tommen's birth.
Hastily, before she forgot, she appended a note to her letter to Arya. It was only after she broke her fast with tea, hard cheese, and flatbread that Sansa remembered that she would likely arrive in Westeros at the same time the letter did.
With clear skies for the first time in days, Brienne of Tarth hesitantly proposed a ride through the city. Brienne loved to ride through the city whenever there was a break in the winter rains, and always invited her lady to join her.
Overwhelmed by the depths of her melancholy, Sansa usually refused, choosing instead to mope about her chambers whilst feigning good humor as best she could. Brienne took her refusal in stride; Arya almost certainly would not have accepted refusal so easily. Arya would have bodily dragged Sansa from the bed, forced her onto a horse, and then crowed unmercifully when the fresh air inevitably lifted her sullen mood.
Reproached by the thought of her sister, Sansa accepted Brienne's invitation, much to her surprise. Seven knew Sansa needed a distraction. Reading the letters from Westeros only made her more heartsick, as she inevitably would begin dwelling on the lack of news from Volantis. If Olyvar returned in one piece, she had half a mind to climb him like a tree, to borrow a crude phrase she'd heard Perros Blackmont say to Ser Deziel. Ser Deziel had slapped Perros upside the head for it, though she was not quite sure how a man six feet tall would climb a woman like a tree. Perhaps it referred to some bawdy act of lovemaking? She hadn't dared ask anyone, lest they start teasing her about Olyvar again.
Thankfully, the ride through the city provided its own distractions. Ser Deziel pointed out various flowers and trees that grew on the terraces of the pyramids; Perros explained the origins of the wonders to be found in the markets, showing her which were from Qarth, Moraq, even distant Yi Ti. Edric Dayne was less interested in Perros' ramblings; he occupied himself with guarding Sansa, as alert as if he were a knight of the Queensguard, not a mere squire.
His dedication was sweet, if unnecessary. Her sworn sword Brienne of Tarth kept her well guarded, and the city was calm, though bustling with people going about their business. Now and then Sansa caught sight of Unsullied in their quilted tunics and spiked bronze caps, or of Brazen Beasts going about their rounds. They were the city watch of Queen Daenerys, freedmen in brass masks, pleated skirts, and patchwork cloaks who patrolled the city streets to keep the queen's peace, always in groups of four.
"How goes your training?" Sansa asked, when Perros finally stopped talking at a raised eyebrow from his sister Jynessa.
"It goes well, princess." Brienne smiled, her crooked teeth almost as white as the moons on her surcoat. It was made of light cotton, quartered with yellow suns on rose and crescent moons on azure; sunlight gleamed off her chainmail and the hilt of her sword.
"I hear you win five of every six bouts with Ser Symon Wyl," Sansa said. "No wonder Ser Barristan dares not try you."
It was if a cloud had passed over her face. "If you say so, my lady." Brienne hunched her shoulders.
Sansa's curiosity overwhelmed her guilt, and a question that had plagued her since arriving in Meereen suddenly burst from her lips. "Is that why you spar with the Kingslayer? Because he was once a Kingsguard too?"
Brienne blinked at her, startled. "No, my lady. I..." She paused, frowning.
Sansa glanced around, then kicked her mare into a trot, taking them ahead of the rest of the party, where there were less ears. With gentle care she began to draw the story out, first in fits and starts, then a flood that poured forth from Brienne's full lips.
Despite spending much of her time sparring Ser Jaime Lannister, Brienne of Tarth still could not comprehend the Kingslayer. She had found him wandering the Riverlands in a delirium, his sword hand a rotting horror. Her oath to Lady Catelyn bade her seek out the Kingslayer and return him to Riverrun in chains; instead, she had cut off the festering hand and dragged him to nearby Harrenhal so the stump might be properly treated.
What transpired next was a bewildering blur. The Kingslayer had come upon Brienne in the bathhouse and feebly tried to slay her, all the while rambling about Mad King Aerys in a feverish daze. Then, when Bolton sent him on his way south, Jaime had inexplicably returned and saved Brienne from a bear.
"He said he dreamt of me," Brienne told her horse's mane.
Not an hour later, the Kingslayer had come upon Sansa and placed her in chains. Sansa recalled their miserable journey to King's Landing, Brienne's fury and the Kingslayer's mockery. She did not know that the Kingslayer had sought out Brienne almost every day during her imprisonment, bringing her to the godswood to spar. She did not know that it was Ser Jaime who had forced Ser Loras Tyrell to finally speak to Brienne of Renly's murder, a conversation which left them both in tears. At the Tyrells' behest, the crown had finally ransomed Brienne to her father the very next day.
Sansa did not like the thought that it was Jaime Lannister's mercy that had set Brienne free to become her sworn shield. She also did not like the fact that after three years in Meereen, she still did not know how the Kingslayer had come to sail across the Narrow Sea. Neither Daenerys, Aegor, nor Brienne had managed to prise that secret from his lips, only mocking smiles and japes about how different the world appeared after Varys told the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard that his lord father was dead, slain in the night by a thrust through the heart.
And who made that thrust? Sansa wondered. In King's Landing the courtiers had laid the blame upon a sorcerous assassin, a shadow of malice conjured by Stannis Baratheon's red priestess. Brienne and Sansa’s mother Lady Catelyn had seen such a monster slay Renly within his tent; surely no other assassin could make his way to the innermost sanctum of the Tower of the Hand. The guards had not seen anyone enter the Hand's chambers after he retired to bed, nor heard any disturbance. How could an assassin enter without being seen, let alone one who went about in gilded armor and a white cloak?
"I am grateful you were able to enter my service," Sansa said at last. "But... why spend so many hours sparring with the Kingslayer?"
"I pity him, my lady. "
Sansa stared, mouth agape.
Brienne had shame enough to blush; one thick hand rubbed the back of her neck.
"Cruel though he is, black though his crimes, the Kingslayer has nothing left to him. Meat and mead give him no pleasure; he does not take solace in reading nor music. All he does is train, desperate to regain his skill. Prince Aegor once sparred with him, but no longer. Daenerys loathes him almost as much as Ser Olyvar does, and just as eagerly avoids his presence. Swordplay is all Jaime has; it is no hardship to test my skill against his."
"Is he as good with his left as he was with his right?" Sansa knew no left-handed swordsmen, save Arya, who wielded a bravo's blade.
"I do not think so, my lady." Brienne frowned. "Not yet. The Kingslayer grows more dangerous by the day; I had not thought he could best Ser Barristan Selmy."
Sansa well remembered how pleased her husband had been at the old knight's humiliation. She herself had felt pity for Ser Barristan. He did not realize the awe with which his young knights held him, nor how careful they were to avoid injuring either his aging body or his pride.
She doubted Brienne would be so dishonorable as to lose on purpose. Like most knights she held Barristan the Bold in awe, and dearly wished for the chance to cross swords. If her sworn shield had the chance to spar with the queensguard, Sansa was almost certain Brienne would come out the victor. Alas, the old knight adamantly refused to spar with her, claiming chivalry did not permit him to risk harming a lady. That did not make sense to Sansa; Lady Brienne was a wonder with a sword, and unlike Arya she towered over most men, being over six and a half feet tall.
Another thought occurred to her. "How did the Kingslayer convince Ser Barristan to spar?"
Brienne flushed a deep red. "They had a disagreement, my lady. Ser Jaime challenged Ser Barristan to defend his words with steel."
"If Ser Barristan were not so obstinate, you might have thrashed him yourself," Ser Deziel said mildly, having come up behind them. The thick, tight curls atop his head were as dark as raven's wings; his dark brown skin gleamed in the sunlight. "From what Perros said, he deserved it."
Deziel had stopped at one of the stalls; in his hands he bore skewers of sausages, roasted with little sweet onions and garlic and served piping hot. Her stomach still full from breaking her fast, Sansa declined his offer of the first skewer. Brienne accepted it gladly, devouring the onions and sausage with evident relish. Deziel nibbled at his own skewer, eating only a few bites before pressing what was left upon the Maid of Tarth.
When they neared the small pyramid which served as the queen's nursery for foundlings and orphans, Jynessa Blackmont proposed they dismount for a walk in the surrounding gardens of Mazdhan's Maze. Jynessa far preferred walking to riding, claiming it provided better opportunity to appreciate the beauty of one's surroundings.
Prior to the dragon queen's conquest, the worthies of Meereen had favored palanquins and litters, shunning beasts of burden. As such, hitching posts were rare, though more Meereense were following their queen's example and learning to ride. Thankfully, as the queen visited the nursery every few weeks, there were enough hitching posts for all their horses. Perros stayed behind to watch them, having brought a book in his saddlebags.
As the party made their way to their gardens, they happened upon several Brazen Beasts in the midst of their rounds. Each bore a cudgel in his hand and a shortsword at his hip, and each wore a brass mask in the shape of a different bird. Though she could not see behind their masks, all three men seemed startled by the unexpected appearance of noble visitors. In a rough mixture of Valyrian and Ghiscari they offered to escort Her Radiance's guests through the gardens. Sansa accepted their offer in her best High Valyrian, and allowed the freedmen to fall in behind them.
Still, the presence of additional guards could not stop her escorts from their duty with utmost diligence. Brienne and Edric took up their usual places to either side of her, whilst Deziel and Jynessa walked a few paces further back.
Sansa soon forgot her companions, swept away by the beauty of Mazdhan's Maze. Built centuries ago for the enjoyment of the Great Masters' few children, the gardens were lush with fragrant herbs, and planted with many different trees and shrubs so that there were colorful blooms and ripe fruit in every season.
The centerpiece of the gardens was the maze for which they were named. Far smaller than the famed maze of Highgarden, the hedges boasted no thorns to dissuade Deziel from examining their leaves, or Jynessa from plucking a bloom to ornament her hair.
When they turned to go deeper into the maze, the Brazen Beasts halted, talking amongst themselves in Ghiscari for a moment before the one in a heron mask hailed the Westerosi.
"It is easy to become lost, your worship," warned the heron, sunlight glinting off his long sharp beak.
"I think we can manage," said Ser Deziel with a grin.
"He tells it true, worship," added the vulture. "And the paths are mud from all the rain."
Sansa could feel Brienne frown at the same time she did, her eyes flicking to the tidy brick path upon which they walked.
"A thousand apologies, worship." This time it was the cuckoo who spoke, his voice plain and honest. "They hoped to spare your worship distress. There was trouble, earlier, in the maze. A band of robbers who hid to divide their loot and then turned upon each other. No fit sight for your worship's eyes."
"Were all slain?" Edric Dayne's hand rested on the hilt of his sword; the squire eyed the hedges as if a robber might jump out of one of them.
"All, your worship," said the cuckoo. "We left one of our men to guard the remains."
None of her people protested as Sansa acquiesced to being escorted from the gardens. If anything, they drew closer around her, Brienne still frowning, her eyes flickering to the Brazen Beasts. It was Edric who took Sansa by the arm to lead her away, and he set such a brisk pace that she only kept up thanks to her legs being as long as his. It seemed only minutes before the Westerosi were outside the maze once more.
The Brazen Beasts did not follow. Instead they turned back, doubtless intent on clearing the robbers' bodies. That was good; across the way Sansa could see children emerging from the nursery, eager to play in the fresh air. Most of them clustered in small packs around their wet nurses, save a few who were wandering aimlessly. Sansa prayed the Maiden would guard their innocence and keep them close to the pyramid until their Brazen Beasts finished their unpleasant task.
The Westerosi were almost back to the horses when a woman's scream pierced the air, echoing from the center of the maze.
Sansa clapped her hands over her ears, desperate to block out the shriek of pain that followed the scream. Cudgels thudded against flesh, bones shattered, and the woman fell silent. But the screams went on, the screams of Hullen and Quent and Desmond as they fell beneath Lannister blades—
"Deziel, the princess!"
When Sansa came back to herself she was sitting on a bench beside the hitching post, with Jynessa's arm around her shoulders. Deziel and Perros stood guard, swords drawn; there was no sign of Edric and Brienne but for the muddy path they'd left behind when they drew their swords and sprinted back toward the maze.
A waterskin hovered beneath her lips; Sansa gulped down the water, trying to focus on the sound of her heartbeat thundering in her ears rather than the distant ringing of steel. Breathe, stupid, Arya's voice reminded her. She drew a shuddering breath, long and slow, then followed it with another, until she regained her composure.
Sansa felt herself again by the time Brienne and Edric returned, their swords bloody, their faces ashen. She did not twitch a hair as they haltingly explained what had happened at the center of the maze, nor hesitate before commanding Perros to fetch Unsullied from the nearest barracks. Edric she sent back into the maze, so that he might copy the glyphs written with the blood of the women they had found too late.
"These are Ghiscari, my lady" Jynessa said, when Edric returned bearing the scrap of parchment he'd taken from Perros's saddlebags. She frowned at the paper, her eyes uneasy.
"What do they say?"
Jynessa faltered, stricken. "Perros reads it better than I do, princess, perhaps we should wait for him? I... I don't know..."
"Tell me," Sansa urged. She clasped Jynessa by the hand and squeezed gently, hoping it would comfort her friend.
"Another bride for the blood bride," she whispered at last. "Slay yourself, if you would spare your children."
Whilst the Unsullied dealt with the horrors within Mazdhan's Maze, the Westerosi rode back to the Great Pyramid, their mood subdued. Determined to keep them from sharing her melancholy, Sansa filled the silence with sincere praise of Brienne and Edric's bravery. She could not make them forget what they had seen, but she could honor their courage in trying to stop it.
Not everyone shared her high opinion of Brienne and Edric's deeds. When Edric returned from training the next day, he came with burning cheeks and an account of the argument that had erupted the moment Brienne of Tarth entered the training hall.
Edric had never seen Ser Barristan Selmy so angry. Barely an instant had passed before he began upbraiding Brienne for interfering in the queen's business. She was not one of the Queensguard, nor an Unsullied, nor even a Brazen Beast. Her reckless behavior had endangered both herself and the lady she claimed to serve; what if more Brazen Beasts had appeared whilst Lady Sansa stood defenseless?
At that point the Kingslayer had arrived and demanded to know what was going on. Once apprised of the events at Mazdhan's Maze, he had promptly agreed with Ser Barristan, to the astonishment of all present. Granted, the Kingslayer did not care about respecting the queen's authority. No, he was aghast at the absurdity of a highborn lady risking her life for common wenches who were already dead.
Sansa winced; she could almost see Brienne shrinking in upon herself as two renowned knights berated her. How Edric could smile calmly after seeing such a sight was beyond her.
"And then," Edric said, in a tone of great satisfaction. "Lady Brienne lost her temper."
Brienne had not needed to raise her voice to shame them. Instead, she had recited the vows of knighthood, slowly, calmly, savoring each word as she looked daggers at Ser Barristan and Ser Jaime. Then, with utmost patience, she had asked them which vow permitted a knight to ignore the screams of the innocent. Speechless, Ser Barristan had strode angry from the hall, and the Kingslayer had stared at Brienne of Tarth as if he had never seen her before.
Proud as she was of Brienne, Sansa wondered if perhaps Ser Barristan had a point. Not much of one; Brienne had not left her defenseless, after all. Deziel and Perros were quite capable of protecting her. That said, a sworn sword was supposed to remain by his lord or lady's side, no matter what. But then, a true knight must always rush to the aid of the helpless, and though Brienne had never sworn the vows, she was a truer knight than any man to ever grace the Kingsguard.
For a moment Sansa imagined Brienne clad all in white plate, with a white cloak blowing in the wind at her back. The wind blew harder; the cloak and armor turned blue, and the vision soured. When Brienne joined Renly Baratheon's Rainbow Guard, the honor had not stopped men from whispering behind her back, nor made women treat her more kindly. Lady Catelyn was an exception, not the rule, or so Sansa gathered from what Brienne let slip.
Brawny and brave though she was, beneath her armor Brienne's heart was just as tender as her own, just as sensitive to cruelty and contempt. Brienne had wept when she spoke of how she longed to embrace her father, who loved her so, who never blamed her for the freakishness that cursed her to be neither son nor daughter. And she missed Tarth nearly as much as Sansa missed Winterfell; she yearned to swim in its sapphire waters and stroll upon its sandy shores. She did not deserve to be treated cruelly by anyone, let alone by Ser Barristan Selmy.
Angry though Ser Barristan Selmy had been with at Brienne, his wrath was nothing compared to that of Queen Daenerys when she found out what had happened at Mazdhan's Maze.
It seemed that the old knight had not told the queen of the women disappearing from the streets of Meereen for the past several moons. Each had been taken by Brazen Beasts, vanishing for days before reappearing, lying slain beside walls scrawled with glyphs written in their blood. Some had been beaten, like the ones in the maze; others had been cut with knives. All had been raped, just as all were young, with silvery hair and light eyes that gave them a passing resemblance to the queen.
Learning of the attack upon the wet nurses sent Daenerys into a frenzy. Ser Barristan kept his white cloak, but the Unsullied captain Grey Worm was raised above him, with final say over the queen's protection. At his command the Brazen Beasts were confined to their barracks, held under guard whilst the queen and her council considered how to cleanse the traitors from their midst. At the queen's behest and with Prince Aegor's help, the children of the queen's nursery were brought to the Great Pyramid, escorted by a company of Unsullied.
To Sansa's surprise, the foundlings were settled not in one of the lower levels, but in the empty apartments nearest to those of Queen Daenerys. When, after a week of heavy rain, Daenerys invited Sansa to spend an afternoon with her in the garden atop the pyramid's apex, she arrived to find children running everywhere, their wet nurses hovering nervously over their charges.
Queen Daenerys and her prince consort sat together on a stone bench, beneath the great olive tree at the center of the garden. Sansa joined them, trying not to think of her husband when she noticed how Daenerys leaned on Aegor. Normally a restless woman, the queen was more steady than she could recall seeing her in a long while, her violet gaze tranquil as she watched the children at their play.
"Your Grace seems well," she ventured, after a long silence.
"Considering all the murders?" Daenerys smiled at the shocked look on Sansa's face, then took a hesitant sip of wine. "I had rather know what is wrong than have it concealed from me. At least now I can start to set things aright."
The queen took another sip. This time, she made a face, and almost spat it out. "Gods, too sweet. I did not think the taste would be so cloying; how much did you put in?"
"Only three grains, I measured them myself." Aegor turned to Sansa, seeing her confusion. "Sweetsleep, to calm her heart."
"Oh, Ser Symon Wyl takes that too, Your Grace." Of late the old knight had begun to suffer tremors in his hands. "He puts it in goat's milk; the tang covers the sweetness."
"I shall consider that for next time, my lady."
Daenerys toasted her, then downed the rest of her wine with a grimace before setting the cup aside. Rising from the bench, she made her way to one of the children, a little boy with silvery hair. Aegor soon followed, leaving Sansa alone on the bench.
The shadows of the olive tree's leaves danced over her, waking memories. For a moment she sat beneath the orange trees in the Water Gardens, watching Olyvar play with his sisters. Then she was beneath the heart tree of Winterfell, the wind whispering in the leaves, the carved face weeping blood.
Sansa opened her eyes. Above her loomed the olive tree, crowned with pale white-gold flowers. How could it thrive, here, hundreds of feet above the earth below? Its roots could no go deeper than three, perhaps four feet, down into the mounds of soil which had been hauled to the top of the pyramid.
A weirwood could not live like that, no more than Sansa could. She yearned for a home, a garden in whose rich soil she might put down deep roots, a place she might call her own—
A great shadow blotted out the sun; a screech rang out. She could taste blood in her mouth and smell it on the air; mother, her mother was near, but first she must sate her hunger with tender meat.
NO.
Sansa flung every scrap of her resolve into the command. The hunger snarled at her; Sansa clenched her fists, her nails digging into her palms, and closed her eyes.
NO.
For an instant she looked down upon the pyramid, upon the ants that dotted the bricks among the flowers and beneath the great tree. Mother, where was mother? He had caught her scent, but now she was gone. His vast wings flapped once, twice, as though he meant to dive, but the cold was in him, holding him back, the not-mother who smelled of winds and pines and icy waters.
GET OUT, roared the hunger, and Sansa was herself again, looking up as the black dragon fled, roaring, a gout of black flame veined with red spewing from his maw into the empty air.
Blood trickled from Sansa's nose; when she licked her lips she tasted copper and salt. All around her children shouted and waved and pointed at the dragon. A few were so excited they jumped up and down; none showed even the least hint of fear.
Had she misunderstood?
She looked around; Daenerys and Aegor were gone, doubtless summoned to deal with some pressing matter. A kerchief served to staunch her bleeding nose; when she felt well enough to stand Sansa walked to the terrace pool with its burbling fountain. With trembling fingers she cupped the water in her hand, washing the blood from her face, waving away the wet nurse who tried to offer her help.
She must have misunderstood. There was no point risking arousing Daenerys' wrath, not when they were so close to departing on good terms. Hunger did not mean hunger for children; surely there was a haunch of meat left somewhere atop the pyramid, in hopes of luring the wayward Drogon.
And so when Daenerys returned, Sansa smiled, and spoke of things that did not matter, and took her leave as soon as she might do so without causing offense.
Sansa had hoped to fling herself upon her bed and cry herself to sleep. That hope died the moment she saw that Lady Toland sat upon her terrace, accompanied by her great-niece, little Sylva, as well as the nursemaid Gilly and her son, Samrik. And so Sansa disposed of her bloody kerchief, washed her face again, and then joined them.
It was a decision she quickly regretted. Watching the toddlers play monsters and maidens with a patient Gilly quickly led to Sansa imagining what her children with Olyvar might look like, and from there to imagining how making such children might work.
You're no help, she groused at Buttons, who lay on the terrace, licking himself. Every time a cat in the pyramid went into heat, the ginger tomcat abandoned her to press his suit. Worse, he thought Sansa should follow his example when Olyvar returned. Was there no one she could trust not to make obnoxious, improper suggestions?
Both the beginning of twelfth moon and her seventeenth nameday came and went. For the first time since leaving King's Landing, Sansa’s nameday passed without a feast. She could not bear to celebrate, not when there was still no word of Olyvar. Instead, she hid in her chambers, crying, drinking far too much qatarmizat, and then crying some more. Thank the gods that Gilly was not like to shame her with stories of her mistress's frailty.
"I do want to have children," she confided to Brienne a few days later.
"Most women do," said Deziel, who sat across from them on the terrace, enjoying the rare sight of a setting sun. "Not all, thank the gods. My great-aunt despised children; if she had any, she would have made them miserable. And then there are those like Obara, who can only stand them once they are old enough to talk and run about. What of you, Lady Brienne?"
Brienne stared at him, bemused. "I... I have my sword, ser. And three failed betrothals. My cousins will be the heirs to Tarth when I am gone."
Deziel shrugged. "Nymeria's women bore swords and children." He turned back to Sansa, a mischievous glint in his dark eyes. "If you'd like children, you need only say the word when Olyvar returns—"
At last, Sansa had reached the limit of her patience. Without a word she rose, sweeping her skirts behind her, and left the terrace before she did something Arya might do. No, that wasn't right. Sansa wanted to shift her skin and bite Deziel; Arya would have Nymeria do it for her.
As it was too late to go for a ride, Sansa ended up pacing her chambers, trying not to eavesdrop on Brienne as she reproached Deziel for his lack of courtesy. Duly chastened, he apologized most sincerely to Sansa before departing.
By way of further apology, the next day Deziel brought her a leather-bound tome of Rhoynar legends. Determined not to think about Olyvar, Sansa read the entire book, first to herself, then sharing the best stories with Samrik and Sylva. Now four and three, they were close to the same size Rickon had been when last she saw him, though their hair was dark instead of auburn.
The children did not care about Olyvar's absence, save for missing him as a playmate. They did not dwell upon the deaths that might be caused by their choices, they did not fret over dead men in the snow and horrors yet to come. In the stories the monsters always lost, the heroes always returned triumphant, and clouds always yielded before the summer sun.
Once Sansa had been the same, when she and her sister and brothers listened to Old Nan tell tales before the hearth. All of them loved her stories, Bran and Sansa most of all. There was no calamity that could not be cured by the right story, and Old Nan knew hundreds of them. Tales of love, tales of war, tales to make the listener laugh or weep.
Skáld, that was the old northron name for the best singers and storytellers, the ones whose skill earned them a place at a high lord's table through the winter. All through spring and summer and autumn they would travel the north, seeking out new tales for the coming winter. The boldest ventured further afield, to Skagos, the Vale, the Riverlands, even Braavos, were they brave enough to take ship.
No skáld ever went so far as Meereen.
Over the next week Sansa wrote until her wrist was sore. She began with Gilly's tales from beyond the Wall, the ones handed down from her many mothers. Next she turned to Brienne, who told her tales of the Stormlands, from Ser Galladon of Morne, the Perfect Knight, who won the heart of the Maiden herself, to Elenei, the goddess who lost her heart to Durran Godsgrief and saved him from the wrath of the gods who gave her birth.
When she turned to tales of Dorne, she found herself besieged. Perros Blackmont, Jennelyn Fowler, and Ser Deziel all knew the same tales, but could not agree on how they went. They argued over every detail, from whether Nymeria of Ny Sar was lovely or plain, to whether the water witches disappeared during a drought or due to the Red Princes offending Mother Rhoyne.
Rain poured down in sheets one evening as Sansa leaned back in her chair, nursing a headache. Across the table Jennelyn and Perros argued over whether Girasol the Glad was a maiden of House Blackmont or House Fowler. So far as she could tell, it seemed likely the Long Summer would come again before either of them would concede the point. Sansa was about to dismiss them for the evening when the door to her chamber slammed open.
Olyvar stood in the doorway, water pooling at his feet. He was drenched from crown to heel, his hair sodden, his cloak dripping. There were dark circles under his eyes, and a stiffness to his walk, but it was him, hale and whole and here.
"If you will excuse us?" Sansa rasped through dry lips.
The moment the door shut behind her guests, she flew across the room. Sansa could not say who opened their arms first, only that one moment she was looking up at Olyvar, watching his lord's face fall away, and the next they were embracing. His arms wrapped about her so tightly she could barely breathe; she squeezed back just as hard, as if to make sure he was real.
Olyvar buried his face in her neck; for a moment, she thought he meant to kiss her, before she felt him begin to shake, sobs wracking his body. Words spilled forth like a torrent, so fast she could not understand, fire and dragons and Volantis and Nym and Irri—
"Slow down," she begged.
Almost without thinking she reached up to cup his cheek, his beard soft against her palm. She drew a long, shuddering breath, and watched Olyvar’s chest rise and fall in time with hers.
"I‘ve got you," she whispered, pressing her forehead against his. I’ve got you, my love.
Notes:
Can’t wait to see what y’all think in the comments :)
You might catch some parallels between this chapter and the last; Sansa is a completely different type of hot mess than Cersei, lol. I would not be 16-17 again for a million dollars.
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137: Bran IV
138: Jon VI
139: Olyvar V
140: Dany VINOTES
1) Let's talk about olive trees. The Great Masters burned their groves to the ground when Dany arrived. Later, someone told Dany they were replanting, and that it was 7 years to bear fruit, and 30 to be truly productive. In actual fact, olive trees have incredible root systems, and can send up new shoots/trunks even after being burned to the ground. There's olive trees that are thousands of years old!
ADWD Dany was not as attentive to detail as she is later on in The Weirwood Queen, so amongst her MANY concerns, the specific details of olive tree husbandry/cultivation didn't come up. Now, technically there shouldn't be any olives fruiting until winter ends, but... look, rule of symbolism, the seasons make no sense anyway, fuck it, ASoiaF olives can bear fruit during wet Mediterranean winters.
2) The winds preventing news from Volantis are based on the levanter, a winter wind in the Alboran Sea (the westernmost Mediterranean) which blows from the east.
3) Dany gave Sansa a length of dhaka muslin, the finest cotton ever woven. The technique was developed over centuries in Bangaledesh, where a particular species of cotton was woven in very specific conditions which allowed staggering thread counts. True muslin was reputed to possess a thread count as high as 800-1200; modern attempts to recreate the lost art have only managed 300. Why was the art "lost?" Thank the British, who thoroughly fucked over the weavers during their takeover of India.
Chapter 137: Bran IV
Chapter Text
Sometimes, the grey star pretended to be a prince.
Within the weirwoods, in the midnight sky among the stars, it was different. Limbs did not ache; neither belly, bladder, nor bowels distracted him with their frivolous demands. But when the joy of flight was stolen away, replaced by a cage of frail flesh and skin and bone...
The singers carried the grey star back to the sleeping chamber, so small after the vast emptiness of the cavern where the last greenseers sat upon their weirwood thrones. The brightness of the fire made his eyes water when the singers set him down beside it, on a stone bench covered with soft furs.
"Now rest," said Leaf. The flames of her torch shone in the singer's gold-green eyes, on her sharp black claws. "Rest, and eat, and be a man."
A cripple of thirteen was not a man, no more than the grey star was a prince, but he acted as though he was. The singers might carry him through the long passages of the caves, but within the chamber, he fended for himself. With the aid of his trestle he dragged himself across the chamber to the shaft that served as their privy, ignoring the soreness in his arms. Already the muscles ached, as though he had spent the day doing press ups, not flying free.
When he finished relieving himself, he dragged his body back across the chamber, to the ledge where he slept. The tunic and breeches which awaited him were a patchwork, sewn from garments too small to fit his growing frame. The once white tunic had been pulled apart at the seams, and sewn back together with awkward stitches and strips of brown wool. Down the sleeves they ran, and under his arms against his sides, and at the hem so as to cover the tops of his shrunken legs. The breeches had been treated the same, the grey striped with green. Once dressed, he felt more a jester than a prince, though the wool was soft and smelt of the soap the singers made from goat tallow and wood ashes.
Ashes were all he tasted as he ate. The dried reindeer meat was as tough as it was flavorless, and he chewed until his jaw was as sore as his arms. True, it filled up the hollow ache in his belly, but it was the poorest sort of fare, made worse by comparison to the heady bouquets within the trees. When he slipped his skin he drank in the scents of a hundred banquets, a thousand dishes, tender stews and juicy steaks, sweet fruits and fresh vegetables, hard cheeses veined with wine and soft breads flavored with spices whose names he did not know.
Once sleeping and waking had seemed as one, his dreams and his lessons blurring together. Now they did not. Vivid colors and fragrant aromas belonged only to the sky within the roots, the world beyond the world. Darkness and pale roots and a gleaming red eye belonged to the cavern of the greenseer; firelight and food and nightsoil belonged to the chamber of the prince.
So did the others, the girl and the boy and the direwolf who had brought him here. Try as he might, the prince still struggled to put them aside, to detach himself from their mundane concerns. When he thanked the girl Meera, she was my friend for her hunting and cooking, the prince wanted to feel his heart behind his hollow words. When the boy Jojen, little grandfather, he said my dreams were real bent over his needle and thread, the prince wanted to ask him why his eyes were so sad. When the direwolf Summer, his name is Summer dropped a rope at his feet, nudging it with his nose, the prince wanted to take it up, to play tug of war like they used to.
Sometimes the prince failed to pretend. On those days Bran clasped the girl by the hand, feeling Meera's warmth as she whispered her doubts, not only of his teacher's rules but of his teacher himself. On those days Bran sat beside the boy on his stone bench, sharing stories that made Jojen smile wanly as they remembered days in the sun. On those days Bran took up the rope, heedless of how it tore at his palms, the direwolf growling and yanking before he trotted away victorious, his tail held high.
On those days Bran did not stop his ears to the music of the night. Instead, he listened. Listened to the crannogmen's duets Meera sang with Jojen; listened to the wolf songs Summer howled to the moon in the cold white world beyond the cave. Listened when his mother visited his dreams, sitting in a chair beside his featherbed and singing lullabies he thought he had forgotten long ago.
And in the mornings, when he woke with tears upon his cheeks and a strange grief upon his heart, somehow, Bran felt stronger.
Was Meera right? Every teacher must make mistakes sometimes; Maester Luwin was proof of that, with his half-true tales of the singers. Could Lord Brynden have erred?
A thousand times the words almost came to Bran's lips, when he sat upon his weirwood throne, waiting for his teacher to grant him entry to the wonders within the roots. But then the red eye opened, filled with terrible wisdom and ancient sorrow. Bran quailed before its gaze, remembering how sternly the greenseer had spoken of his rules, how important it was that they set aside the bonds of ordinary men. A crow could not fly with chains dragging him back down to earth, tying him to those who could neither understand nor share his burdens.
And so in silence the grey star bowed his head, and closed his eyes, and slipped his skin.
Dark was the sky within the roots, and darker was the wound that slashed through its heart, a bottomless abyss whose edges shone with ice-blue fires. The fires of the abyss strove and strained against a palisade of blood-red fires, seeking gaps and finding none.
Guilt gnawed at the grey star. Once the red star struggled to keep the blue light and cold winds at bay, but of late he was growing larger, stronger, his fires brighter. The grey star could not say the same; if anything, he felt smaller, dull and frail, unable to help protect the rest of the stars from the abyss like the red star did.
The task seemed to wear upon the last greenseer. It often felt as if the red star was merely a hollow shell, a mighty fortress left unguarded as the greenseer wandered, seeking the glimpses of the future which eluded him. Rarely did the red star speak to the grey; their lessons were few and far between, leaving the grey star to wander alone through visions of the past, within the bounds set by his teacher.
He must do better, the grey star told himself.
The grey star must stay in the roots longer, he must travel farther. He must leave behind the prince who was so easily tempted to chain himself with the bonds of friendship. The last greenseer needed his help; it was their fate to destroy the monsters, like knights who wielded blades of magic instead of steel. It was childish of him to chafe beneath the many rules, they were for his own good, to prepare him for the battles ahead. It was not his place to question the knowledge gained from countless years within the roots; the last greenseer had delved into their secrets deeper than the grey star could ever hope to go, with so little time left before the war began.
And so the grey star put aside thoughts of home and hearth, of kith and kin, and flew.
Colors burst across his eyes as he soared, almost drunk with joy. The torchlit chamber and pitch black cavern were a distant dream; this was where he truly belonged. The grey star watched suns rise and set a thousand thousand times, painting the sky with brilliant hues beyond those any mortal man could see; he heard the groaning of mountains as they jutted up from the earth, heard the cracking of an ocean floor as it rent apart, heard the thundering of the great wave it sent racing across the sea to crash upon the rocky shore, smashing cliffs as easily as a child might knock over a tower made of toy blocks.
Then, somehow, he was back at Winterfell again, looking down upon his father. Lord Eddard sat on a stone beside the black pool, cleaning his greatsword Ice in the waters, washing away every last trace of blood. Mother was there too; his eyes followed her as she stepped up beside his father, her eyes full of sorrow.
"Ned," she called softly.
His father looked up. "Catelyn," he said. "Where are the children?"
Here, I'm here, Mother, please— the grey star choked back the words, unspoken.
"In the kitchen, arguing about names for the wolf pups." His mother spread a cloak upon the humus that lay upon the godswood floor, sitting with her back to the heart tree. Bran wanted to cry out for her, to make her turn and see him, hear him—
You must never seek out those whom you loved.
Hot shame filled him as he remembered the rule too late. With a silent wail the grey star fled south, suns rising and setting as he flew past swamps and lizard lions, past branching rivers and leaping fish. He flew past a great rock of golden stone, whose weirwood was a twisted thing, half-dead, with jealous roots that filled its cavern and choked out all other growth. He flew over mountains and hills, over rolling fields and orchards filled with winter fruit, until at last he came to a bustling city by the sea.
Never had he seen a city so vast, so beautiful. A great river ran through the city, and over its waters rose arching stone bridges, connecting dozens of square towers and round domes. Even more lovely was the city's sept, a graceful edifice of black marble set with rows of stained glass windows. Every window boasted brilliant colors that shone like jewels, even in the dim light of dusk. There were crimson swords and amber hammers, golden lamps and emerald scales, sapphire flowers and pearly white seeds, and hidden amongst the rest, little grey skulls, with white teeth and black holes in place of their missing eyes.
But even the sept could not compare to the hightower. Its white stone walls rose from an isle set amidst the river's mouth, up up up, taller than even the Wall, casting a long shadow that dwarfed the city below. A beacon fire burned atop the tower; within its tallest chamber sat an old man and his daughter, one frowning over an ancient tome, the other staring into a candle of black glass, her brow furrowed in thought, her lips moving. Suddenly the woman stiffened, turning toward the grey star.
You must never be seen.
The grey star dove, leaving the chamber and the woman behind. Before he knew it, he was at the base of the tower, looking upon a fortress of black stone. He knew those walls, he had seen them rise beneath the hands of giants, had seen them slain by Deep Ones, the waters of the bay running red with blood.
Now the waters of the bay shone purple in the dusk, dotted by ships both large and small. He saw fishermen hauling in their nets, and fishwives crying the day's catch. Some sold the fish still wriggling from the sea; others roasted them over braziers, whence they were soon snatched up by passersby in exchange for a few coins. He saw an inn where grey-robed youths sat and quaffed tankards of cider, some bare-necked, some with leather thongs strung with metal links which the bare-necked ones eyed with envy.
"Another link for the Sphinx," complained a youth as he pulled up a chair beside them. A few scant links adorned his neck, dangling over a silk tunic striped green and gold. "That makes six in two years, the Others take his eyes. I thought with the mastiff gone the menagerie would kick the mongrel out."
"Is it true, Leo?" One of the bare-necked boys asked. "Marwyn's ship sank?"
Leo gave the others a sly look. "How can I share news of autumn storms with my throat so dry?"
Bored by the argument that ensued, the grey star turned and followed after a serving wench instead. She was almost as pretty as Meera, though her eyes were hazel instead of green, her brown hair curly instead of straight, her hands carried tankards rather than with net or spear. But when she smiled there were dimples in her cheeks, and to his dismay he felt a strange warmth in his belly and a twitch in his loins.
You must always look from above, never from below.
What was he doing? Gawking at girls was for ordinary boys, boys who were blind to more important things. It was not for him, not for a star that dwelt in the heavens above, aloof to the petty hopes and fears of common folk. He was a greenseer, a dreamer, a knight sworn to save the fragile world from a winter that would never end. One girl did not matter, not when millions lay in peril of the dark.
Up the grey star soared, above the rosy clouds, higher and higher until the realm was no more than a tapestry woven of green and grey and gold. Across a narrow sea he flew, heedless of the sun rising in the west and setting in the east, over and over and over. Beneath him proud cities shrank to hamlets and then vanished; deserts grew lush, dry basins became seas, until at last he came to mountains draped in shadow, where dragons hatched from eggs cradled by streams of molten rock.
The grey star paused, overcome by wonder. Once more the sun rose in the east and set in the west as he watched the hatchlings learn how to hunt, how to breathe flame, how to stretch their wings and soar through the skies. Across the world they spread, seeking out burning mountains like those from whence they came. Most made their lairs upon a peninsula drenched by the warmth of the sun, one whose dark mountains ringed a fertile plain where pale-haired shepherds tended flocks of sheep.
Centuries passed, quick as hours. In the blink of an eye the dragons were tamed; another blink, and he watched as the dragonriders went forth beyond their mountains, searching out wild dragons and slaying them one by one—
Then suddenly he felt a sharp pain, and the cavern swallowed him up once more.
He sat among a forest of black stone daggers that grew from both floor and ceiling, their edges as sharp as Valyrian steel. Beside him yawned the chasm, its depths echoing with the sound of the cold black river that coursed through the caverns like blood through a man's body.
A single torch flickered in the darkness, casting shadows that danced upon the ground. The grey star's blood thundered in his ears; his skin felt cold and clammy; his body shook from the waist up as the world spun dizzily. He liked the cavern better in the dark. In the torchlight he could see the corpse lord on his throne; his stomach roiled at the sight of tattered skin and shriveled meat overgrown with mushrooms, so thick they almost hid the yellow skull and jutting ribs.
That is Lord Brynden, the greenseer, he reminded himself. Even so, the grey star shivered and looked away, down at his own frail flesh upon its weirwood throne. Rocks the size of his fist were scattered at his feet and tossed haphazardly about the cavern; had they been there before? He could not remember, nor could he remember when he had torn his sleeves and the knees of his breeches. Nor could he recall why his palms were scraped, why his elbow bled, why his arms ached.
Not half as badly as his shoulder ached. It was seized in the tight grasp of a hand as small as it was strong. Leaf's eyes were wide and white, almost frightened. Bran blinked back tears as the singer let go, drops of blood marking the tips of her claws.
"Too far," she whispered, eyes darting to the corpse lord on his throne. "Too long."
Behind her stood Snowylocks, Ash, and Coal, each clasping something in their claws. His stomach groaned and gurgled when they set the food before him. There was blood stew, roasted mushrooms, and goat's cheese, with a skin of creamy milk to wash it all down. Once relieved of their burdens, the singers formed a ring around the last greenseer, as if to defend his throne.
All save one. Whilst Bran ate, struggling to command a body that felt strange and unfamiliar, Leaf talked.
She began with the dawn of days, when singers and giants wandered the earth. Some became nomads, who drove their herds from one pasture to another with the changing of the seasons; other settled in the places they loved best, fishing from the seas, hunting among the forests, and raising crops from the land. Some had even lived at the end of the world, beneath the veils of colored light that shone when the souls of the dead danced to mark the coming and ending of winter.
"The veils were many colors, before the Others came," Leaf said, ignoring Bran's shudder. "When their sorcery turned the veils to ice, it only hastened the dwindling that began when men first set foot upon our shores. It is easier to kill than it is to give birth, easier to destroy than to build something new atop the ashes—"
Snowylocks cried out a word in the True Tongue. Suddenly the grey star was back in the roots. For a moment he saw a vine of gold-green light wrapped about his middle, then it was gone.
If he asks, speak only of dragons, the gold-green star warned.
Before the grey star could answer, there was a flash of blinding red light that burst across the sky. The red star shone luminous with power, swollen with strength. It eclipsed all the other stars, turning white stars to pink, yellow stars to orange, and orange stars to red. The grey star felt himself turn the shade of dried blood; the gold-green star to a rotting brown.
It is time to talk of spells. The red star gleamed, ruby-bright. Just as knights cross swords, so must we strive against the enemy using his own tools against him.
Warlocks and witches, alchemists and bloodmages, all know the true heart of a spell lies in the caster's intent. First you must want a spell to work, more than you want anything else in the world. But that is not enough. Your purpose must be clear, your focus absolute. Should your resolve be weaker than that of the forces you hope to command, they will devour you.
The grey star shivered. Is that why you need me? He asked, afraid. Thrice the grey star had strayed from the rules, heedless of the heavy burdens that he bore. Was that what the rules were for, to test his resolve?
No, said the red star, to the grey star's great relief. The spell requires you for the same reason the singers required me.
Why we sought you out. The gold-green star corrected, softly. Striving against the Others saps our strength; it is all we can do to keep the earth alive beneath the onslaught of their false winters. When we realized the cause of our weakness, the curse they laid within our blood, we called to the dreamers found amongst the wildlings, begging them to aid us in our hour of need.
And the Others heard our call go out, and slaughtered every dreamer beyond the Wall.
The grey star shuddered. He remembered those jagged spires of ice, shining blue-white in the sun, just as he remembered the bones of a thousand other dreamers impaled upon their points. The grey star could not remember the Wall half so well; he was not allowed to look at it, not even for a moment. If he did, he would surely enter Jon's dreams, to share his terrible knowledge and beg for help that would never come.
What about the other dreamers? The grey star asked, as he tried not to picture his brother's face. What of those south of the Wall?
The children cannot reach south of the Wall, said the red star. No more than the Others can reach across it to enthrall the dead. Only those slain north of the Wall fall subject to their will.
The grey star supposed that explained why the last greenseer was a black brother, but it did not explain how a three-eyed crow could haunt his dreams at Winterfell. When he said so, the gold-green star flickered, almost guilty.
The direwolves, she said. A mother from beyond the Wall, carrying six pups to awaken six dreamers.
And one came, said the red star, in a tone of great satisfaction. Crippled as you are, you are still young, blessed with more strength than the shriveled shadow the years have made of me. Yet with age comes wisdom, wisdom to see the path which lies ahead, treacherous though it may be.
I'm ready, the grey star said, trembling, though whether from fear or excitement he could not say. Will we forge swords of magic, to battle against the Others?
The red star gave a laugh. No, no. You are the sword, and I the knight. Did I not say we would be as one? With the power in your blood...
The red star broke off abruptly, then began again. A spell shall be their end; I have foreseen it. We have been shaped for this purpose, long before the seed from which we sprouted was sown. When the time comes, I shall be armed with your strength and with all the secrets of the ages, and with them I shall forge the spell that shall slay these Others and send them screaming down to hell.
The strongest spells are songs of power, said the gold-green star. A harmony sung not by one voice but by many.
The red star glowered. No. The risk is too great. One voice alone shall suffice, chanting in the True Tongue with strength drawn from those who dream in silence, unknowing. I will not chance them waking; I will not have them gaze into the heart of winter and turn upon us. One rabid dog is enough, let alone a pack of rabid wolves.
Fear curled icy fingers around the grey star's heart.
A rabid dog? He asked, afraid.
Every star dimmed as one.
The Wall... the red star hesitated. The Iron Isles are only weakly defended by its magic. Years ago, there was a dreamer there, a boy of ten so strong the children reached out and called to him. And the boy looked into the heart of winter, and he was not afraid, and when he flew he laughed, and when he woke he crept into his brother's sickroom and slew him without shedding a single tear.
A vision stretched across the sky. A great stepped pyramid looked down upon the city below, each level made with different colors of brick. Near the apex was a level whose bricks were a deep plum, its terraces lush with greenery and clear pools. Upon the terrace strolled a slender girl with silvery hair, a three-headed dragon roaring from the heavy golden crown atop her head.
"Gods are for lesser men," said the man who walked beside her. Thrice her age, he towered over her like a spectre of doom, his hair dark as night, his lips bruised and blue. A dark patch covered one of his eyes, the other blue as a summer day. "Why should their laws command those whose power outstrips their own? It has always been the right of the strong to demand fealty from the weak. With a dragon at your command..."
"The Harpy and her sons would rue the day they raised blades against my children," said the silver girl, her eyes hard. "I will have justice for my freedmen, captain, justice for them and their dead. With the dragonhorn—"
The silver girl upon her terrace faded away, swept beneath a stormy sea. In their place a great fleet rode upon the waves, led by a galley with a red hull and black sails. Within the captain's cabin stood the one-eyed man, surrounded by pirates who watched as he pointed at a map, giving orders. When they were gone the one-eyed man stripped bare, save for his eye patch, smiling as a beautiful woman with dusky skin bathed him with a sponge.
"Fools," the captain laughed. "Plunder they will have, those that still live when the morrow dawns. When the Red Temple of Volantis is a pool of molten slag, her priests charred to a crisp. Maybe they will thank me for it; they say R'hllor prefers burnt offerings."
A dull roar echoed through the ship; the dusky woman flinched.
"He must be hungry again," the captain said idly. "Never fear, tonight Rhaegal shall dine on priest, not whore. Be sure to thank me upon my return; you know how battle warms my blood. The victories shall be even sweeter when we sail west; my brothers have dwelt in peace for far too long."
When the captain left his cabin, he was garbed in scaled armor dark as smoke, the Valyrian steel graven with glyphs that shone like fire. His crew cowered before him, mute, afraid to meet the gaze of that piercing blue eye. One brought him a whip of barbed steel; others ran to unchain the doors of the cargo hold, which blew open with a blast of hot air as the dragon's maw emerged from below, the jade scales shining—
The vision blurred, twisted, the light of early dusk giving way to the darkness of night. With a terrible crash the dragon landed upon the deck, almost crushing his rider against the mast. Smoking blood dripped from the arrow that pierced the dragon's eye, the pool of molten bronze already edged black with rot.
For a moment the crew faltered, keeping well away from the keening beast and the screaming rider. His patch was gone, revealing a black eye that rolled and spun in agony just like the blue. Then the rider's eyes turned white, and one of the crew fell to his knees. Unlike the rider he screamed without a sound; his mouth gaped to reveal the stump where his tongue had been cut out. As if against his will, the mute drew his dagger and slit his own throat, blood gushing hot and red as he slumped upon the deck.
That woke the others from their stupor. A few ran to the dragon; others ran to unchain the rider from his saddle, careful not to touch the angry red wound that slashed across his temple, hissing and foaming as it ate away at his flesh.
The world spun. Now the captain lay upon a sickbed, still writhing with pain, attended by priests and warlocks who glanced nervously at the mutes and their swords. Bandages covered half of the captain's head, but he did not need his own eyes to see. When a black brother staggered down the companionway, one of the mutes stood ready to greet him. His lips twisted in the captain's terrible smile as he accepted a wooden box, opening it to reveal a cracked warhorn bound in bronze.
"I did all you asked," said the black brother, falling to his knees. "Please," he begged. "Please, leave me be, just let me sleep—"
The mute's hand cupped his cheek, almost tenderly. The black brother leaned into the gentle touch, his eyes fluttering shut. A moment's peace was all he had, before a vicious backhand cracked him hard across the face. Blood and teeth went flying; the grey star cried out in horror.
And the mute turned and looked him full in the face, still smiling as he drew a finger across his throat.
Notes:
Hahahaha *whispers* what the fuck. Cannot wait to hear what y'all think in the comments :D
To my baffled astonishment and delight, The Weirwood Queen is now the second-ranked fic in ASoiaF going by comments. Holy shit. Also, uh, this chapter puts it over 500k words. Yet again, I would like to remind everyone that this was supposed to be a small silly side project. Things... got out of hand.
Thanks so very much to everyone who has read, left kudos, or commented 💕💕💕
NOTES
1) Bran's growing disconnect from himself was really unsettling to write. Him almost never calling people by their names is a deliberate choice, as is Brynden not saying Euron’s name.
2) The section at Winterfell with Ned and Cat was March 298, at the beginning of AGOT; the Quill and Tankard with Lazy Leo the racist Tyrell was 301 AC, when it was still autumn. Bran is wandering very timey wimey.
3) Look, if Bran still has enough feeling below the belt to use the bathroom (an issue GRRM is understandably vague about; actual sensation and function varies depending upon the type of spinal cord injury) then he has enough feeling for awkward puberty side effects when he looks at pretty girls.
4) Buckle up, I have a LOT of thoughts on that tiny glimpse of dragons :D
There are as many takes on dragons as there are fantasy stories. In The Silmarillion, dragons are evil, bred by the fallen Valar (archangel) Morgoth to be used for war against the free peoples of Middle Earth. They are also sentient, although it is unclear how. A staunch Catholic, even when making up a mythos for pre-Christian England, Tolkien was pretty firm in stating that no one but Eru (the Almighty God) can create true life/souls. While Aule (Valar/archangel of the earth/smiths) made the dwarves, desiring children/students of his own, they did not possess souls until Eru blessed them for Aule's sake. The first orcs were made from corrupted/tortured elves; Balrogs were lesser angels, spirits of fire who followed Morgoth into darkness. Based on all this, I would guess that Morgoth bred dragons from natural animals, then fallen spirits took up residence in their flesh.
Meanwhile, in The Immortals quartet by Tamora Pierce, dragons are a sentient race of immortal beings, who live forever unless slain. They dwell in the Dragonlands, on another plane of existence from the Mortal Realm; they study lore and cast spells, and are powerful enough to threaten violence against the gods. That said, while dangerous, dragons are just like people; some are good and some are nasty.
Going back to ASOIAF, we get... a somewhat jumbled interpretation of dragons. GRRM has referred to Dany's dragons in interviews as being nukes. In the extended materials dragons are less malevolent than in ASOIAF proper; hatchlings cuddle with baby Targs, etc. In the main ASOIAF novels, it is difficult to tell how sentient Dany's three dragons are. AWOIAF and F&B imply intelligence beyond that of a dog, but not human level.
AWOIAF includes several possible origins for dragons. The Valyrians claimed dragons came from the Fourteen Flames, and that the dragonlords were somehow descended from them. Terrifying blood magic and dragon-human experiments are implied. Qarth claims dragons came from a second moon that cracked; Asshai claims that dragons first came from the Shadow. Regardless, AWOIAF states dragons were found across the Known World:
...there were dragons in Westeros, once, long before the Targaryens came... If dragons did first spring from the Fourteen Flames, they must have been spread across much of the known world before they were tamed... dragon bones have been found as far north as Ib, and even in the jungles of Sothoryos.
I favor the idea that dragons are natural, magical beasts, who once roamed the world. After the Valyrians discovered how to tame the dragons who dwelt near them, they slowly wiped out all other dragons, to prevent anyone else taming them and becoming their rivals. Once wild dragons were gone, the dragonlords claimed them as uniquely Valyrian to legitimize their empire.
Regardless of their origin, in the ASOIAF fandom opinions on dragons are pretty divided between "dragons are awesome" and "dragons are abominations that eat children and should go extinct again."
While I can get on board with both interpretations, if written well, in this fic I've split the difference. Dragons are not uniformly evil, nor an unequivocal force for good. Rhaegal, Drogon, and Viserion are more intelligent than ordinary animals, but still very much animals, not sentient beings who would totally read books. They are also shaped by the manner of their birth, and vastly different from each other as a result of their experiences.
Chapter 138: Jon VI
Chapter Text
In the faint light of dawn, the Wall shone red as blood.
Thank the gods it is not weeping, Jon Snow thought as he looked up. The cliff of ice towered over Castle Black, seven hundred feet high, so tall the rangers atop the Wall looked like ants, the base so thick that neither pick nor axe could ever breach it, not if a hundred men had a year to tunnel. Thousands of years it had stood, as eternal as the changing of the seasons, as unyielding as a mountain, the great bastion that defended the realms of men from the Land of Always Winter.
Even so, it was a hard life, dwelling in its shadow when the days grew short and dark. It was one thing to endure winter in the bright sun of sixth moon, when night lasted a scant third of the hours upon the sundial, even less upon the solstice that marked the middle of the year. The Wall shone deep blue, weeping tears clear as crystal. The snow in the yard went from thigh deep to ankle deep; the stewards had filled endless casks with fresh water from the snowmelt.
Winter in twelth moon, though... the sun rose late, and set early, abandoning the world to the darkness. The snows were knee deep again, now boasting layers of ice hidden beneath the drifts, where the snow had melted only to freeze once more. A howling wind shook the winch chains; men glanced up nervously as their clamor echoed over the yard like the rattle of death.
Ser Axell Florent, Hand of the King, remained unmoved. Jon wondered if the man had frozen solid; his heart was surely cold enough. Fervently devoted to the Lord of Light, Ser Axell had done nothing when the red priestess burned his brother Alester for a northward wind, nor when she burned his niece Queen Selyse in a futile attempt to hatch a dragon's egg. Jon wondered if he had smiled when Davos Seaworth burned; it was his death that made Ser Axell the new King's Hand.
At present Axell Florent stood bandy-legged beside his horse, the hood of his thick fur cloak casting his face into shadow as he spoke to one of his knights. Thus shielded, the wind barely ruffled the tufts of coarse brown hair that bristled not only from Ser Axell's chin but from his nostrils and from his prominent ears.
The men-at-arms who sat atop the wayns meant for the Nightfort were less lucky. Their thin cloaks flapped in the wind, their faces burnt red from the cold. More than one had lost the tip of a nose or part of an ear to frostbite; fearful of losing more, they huddled close for warmth as they awaited their orders. Ser Axell did not seem to notice their discomfort, but went on talking.
Was he mad, or just stupid? Heavy clouds had begun to gather, promising snow. Already the roads between one castle and the next were a hellish slog, kept open only by the efforts of teamsters, whose furry oxen dragged weighted wooden plows atop iron blades. In summer it might take two days to ride the fifteen leagues from Castle Black to the Nightfort; in winter, it was like to take five, and then only if they dared to keep moving after dusk.
Finally Jon could stand the sight of shivering men no longer. He strode toward Ser Axell, Ghost following at his heels, along with the four sworn brothers that served as his honor guard. King's Hand the man might be, but Jon Snow was Lord Commander of the Night's Watch, and he was ready to see the back of his unwelcome guest.
"It is a long hard road, my lord," Jon said when he drew near. "And night shall fall sooner than you think."
"I am well aware, Lord Snow." Ser Axell waved a dismissive hand, then turned away. Short as he was, he had no trouble putting a foot into the stirrup and swinging up into his saddle. He looked down at Jon with a smile as wide as it was false. "You have the king's thanks for the supplies, such as they are."
"King Stannis shall dine as well as I do," Jon replied mildly.
Ser Axell wrinkled his nose, a frown creasing his brow. No doubt he was recalling last night's dinner, a stew made from pickled fish that tasted heavily of vinegar despite Three-Finger Hobb's best efforts. Perhaps he would have preferred his fish salted, to suit his humor, or smoked, to suit the god he worshipped.
Though Jon would have preferred to dine alone, or with his brothers, courtesy dictated that he must invite Axell Florent to sup with him whenever he visited Castle Black. Ostensibly he came to fetch the latest wayns of meat and grain bound for the Nightfort; in truth, he came to attempt to cajole the lord commander into giving them better fare.
Last night, the second of twelfth moon, marked yet another such visit, one just as tedious as the last.
"The Night's Watch shall not be forgotten when His Grace sits upon the Iron Throne," Ser Axell had said, giving the black bread a dubious look before tearing into it with his fingers. "That day would come sooner, were the provisions more generous."
"They are as generous as those I keep for my own men," Jon replied. And the Long Summer will come again before Stannis ever sits the Iron Throne, he thought, keeping his tongue firmly behind his teeth.
Stannis Baratheon might remain at the Nightfort, brooding over a cracked dragon egg that still refused to hatch, but even the red priestess could not stop the cold from sinking into a man's bones. When last he saw the king, he was a gaunt grey shadow, his eyes as hollow as his cheeks, the line of his jaw sharp as a knife. The king's continued survival was so inexplicable that more than once Jon had to stop Pyp from taking bets on when and how Stannis would finally give up the ghost.
Yet even the sight of their corpse king could not quench the fires that burned in the hearts of his remaining stalwarts. That was Lady Melisandre's work, he knew, fanning the flames with her prophecies and her visions. The egg would hatch, she swore, she had foreseen it, just as the red priestess had foreseen a dragon rising over the Wall before sweeping over the realm, his wings casting shadows over the Hightower, over mighty Harrenhal, even over the Eyrie atop its lofty peak.
It was a fool's hope, but the only hope that remained, and they clung to it fiercely. Ser Godry Farring and his crony Ser Clayton Suggs boasted of the glory and rich lands which would be theirs; Ser Axell waxed at length as to how he would remake the Seven Kingdoms when they knelt to Stannis as they had once knelt to his ancestor, Aegon the Conqueror.
"The less men, the greater glory," Ser Axell was fond of saying. "When Aegon landed upon the shores of Westeros, he had only a thousand men, yet in a few short years he ruled from Dorne to the Wall."
Stannis did not even have a thousand men left, though he had brought near three thousand when he landed at Eastwatch. Some had perished fighting the wildlings beneath the Wall, more had perished hunting through the haunted forest in hopes of finding Mance Rayder, and hunger, sickness, and cold gnawed their numbers lower still. When Stannis went forth to burn wights, a mere thousand rode beneath his golden banners, and only a hundred had returned, starved and frostbitten. Between them and the skeleton garrisons left to hold the Nightfort, Stonedoor, and Sable Hall, the king could perhaps boast five hundred men.
All of the king’s men had gathered at the Nightfort in hopes of seeing a dragon wake from stone. After watching what had transpired through Ghost's eyes, Jon had insisted that all of them remain there. To his shock, Stannis had not protested. The loss of his smuggler seemed to have cut much deeper than that of his wife. What became of Selyse's charred bones no one knew, but those of the Onion Knight had been sent to his wife in Braavos, whence she and her sons had fled rather than surrender or be slain when knights sworn to the Lannisters marched toward their little keep on Cape Wrath.
Castle Seaworth had been the last to fall. Not a single keep nor holdfast in the Seven Kingdoms still flew the banners of Stannis Baratheon, a fact which bothered Ser Axell little and less, or so he had said at dinner.
"We are not friendless," Axell bragged, sopping up the last of his stew with a crust of bread. "The usurping bastard and his bitch of a mother make new enemies every day, enemies eager to rise up and seat a rightful king upon the throne. I receive word from across the Seven Kingdoms; why, when I left the Nightfort there were more letters newly arrived. Some nonsense about Volantis, not worth troubling with until my return."
That had made Jon's blood turn to ice. Eastwatch had heard news of Volantis too, of dragons battling above a burning city. Maester Turquin dismissed the rumors entirely, thinking it more likely that some Volantene lord had tried to quash the slave revolts by setting their quarters alight, or that the slaves had burned down the mansions of the masters as vengeance for their suffering. Jon prayed Stannis thought the same.
"The Temple of the Lord of Light in Volantis is the greatest in the world," a soft small voice piped up.
Princess Shireen sat at the foot of the table, painfully straight and solemn. She wore a gown of gold and ebony, with a matching coif and wimple that covered her dark hair and the greyscale scars that marred her neck. The scars upon her cheek could not be so easily covered; the stony skin cracked as she began to speak again.
"Archmaester Gramyon wrote that it is thrice the size of the Great Sept of Baelor," she said, giving Ser Axell a hesitant glance, as though worried her great uncle might chide her for impudence.
"Is it, indeed?" said Ser Axell.
His tone was jovial, but his eyes were cold. They had been even colder on the day Princess Shireen refused his invitation to return to the Nightfort. Good Ser Davos had made her swear to remain at Castle Black, and at Castle Black she meant to stay, unless her lord father commanded otherwise. She and her ladies kept themselves in strict seclusion, guarded by her knights; sometimes he almost forgot they were here.
Ser Axell had not forgotten. When at last he gave orders for his men to move out, the wayns creaking on their runners, he reined up beside the lord commander, close so that no one might overhear.
"Be sure to keep our princess safe," Ser Axell said. He glanced at the knights sparring in the training yard, his mouth twisting in distaste. "You swore she was under your protection."
Jon gave him an icy stare, the sort that was wont to make black brothers go silent. "I keep my oaths."
"See that you do." And with that, Ser Axell put his heels into his horse and trotted off.
Truth be told, it was an easy enough oath to keep. Before last night's dinner, he had not seen Princess Shireen since near the end of ninth moon. That evening she and her ladies had emerged to pray at the nightfires and observe a holy day. She had told him it was the day on which the Lord of Light had bestowed fire upon mortal men, the day he gave his word to the prophets who wrote The Book of the Threefold Path, the holy text of those who followed R'hllor.
How gangly Shireen had looked, too tall for a girl of fourteen, her skinny arms clutching a leatherbound tome etched with golden scrollwork and leaping flames. When her ladies finished singing hymns, she opened her book to read scripture in a sweet strong voice, then led her ladies in prayer. She prayed for her father, for her mother, for Ser Davos the Onion Knight and for his family in their grief. She prayed for the realm, she prayed for summer, she even prayed for Lord Snow and the brave brothers of the Night's Watch.
Jon hoped the prayers had given her some solace. His own never did, not anymore. Though he flew on the wings of Mormont's old raven and perched in the branches of a weirwood every night before he went to sleep, he found neither peace nor wisdom in his silent vigils.
The training yard was anything but silent. Jon turned his steps toward the sound of steel, making his way through the snow toward the sparring knights. Longclaw rode at his side, the sword rattling in its scabbard. It was odd, not having the blade slung over his shoulder. He had carried it there for almost four years; so long he feared that he would never grow tall enough to move it to his hip. As it was, he still stood less than six feet tall; he'd grown more pimples than inches, though thankfully most were on his chest, shoulders, and upper back, hidden from sight.
There was no hiding the knights of the Vale. They stood out like peacocks amongst the white snow and black brothers, their heavy wool surcoats dyed with the bright colors of their houses. There were Waynwoods in green and Belmores in purple, Redforts in white and red and Coldwaters in white and red and blue, Shetts in checkered black and white with golden wings, Hunters in brown with their silver arrows.
"Well fought," Yohn Royce boomed, light glinting off the runes graven into his bronze armor. Though he was sixty, with hair as grey as his eyes, the Lord of Runestone stood tall and proud as he extended a hand to his fallen foe, a beardless youth in the pily grey and black of House Tollett with a fat bump rising on his head. Over his shoulder Jon heard Dolorous Edd snort, doubtless unsurprised by the humiliation of his distant kinsmen.
Edd was less pleased when Jon dispatched him to take the swaying Tollett youth to the sickroom. Roone was still giddy over finally earning a silver link in healing; the novice could use some practice. Granted, Jon did not know if there was much Roone could do about dizziness and a swollen head, but even so.
Like Yohn Royce and his hapless opponent, most of the men from the Vale were greybeards and youths, at least those of noble birth. The men-at-arms were another matter, all in their prime, strong and steady and eager for battle. A captain of middling height and age who wore the bronze badge of House Royce was currently running drills with Iron Emmett and his men, doubtless teaching them some new tricks.
For a while Jon stood to the side, watching the men train and wishing there were more of them. Lord Royce had departed Gulltown with nearly fifteen thousand men, a third of the Vale's strength. When his battered ships made anchor at Eastwatch, less than half remained, and those sick with grief.
First the rough seas of the Bite had taken their share; old Lord Eon Hunter and several of his ships had been wrecked against the rocky shores of the islands called the Sisters. Then the fleet had to fight its way past Widow's Watch and into the Shivering Sea; more ships, including that of Lord Melcolm, had gone down in a storm that lasted for a week. Finally, a tempest had blown the fleet halfway across the Bay of Seals, toward Skagos rather than Eastwatch. A dozen ships had been lost there, along with two nephews of Ser Symond Templeton, the Knight of Ninestars. A cresting wave had washed one overboard; the other had jumped into the sea in hopes of rescuing his brother. Neither were seen again.
Even with only half their strength, Eastwatch was ill equipped to house so many men. Most of their tents and pavilions had been on the sunken ships, forcing the tempest tossed survivors to cram together in the halls and towers which were fit for habitation. Held in such close quarters, the bloody flux had run rampant, along with winter fever and the grippe.
In the end, only five thousand valemen remained, those either lucky enough to be spared from getting sick, or strong enough to fight it off. Yohn Royce had come down with both the grippe and winter fever, and repelled them with the same vigor with which he hammered opponents in the training yard.
He had plenty of them. Jon had welcomed Yohn Royce and eight hundred of his men to Castle Black. Another seven hundred remained at Eastwatch to annoy Cotter Pyke; five hundred had taken the long road west to the Shadow Tower, to be hosted by an almost giddy Ser Denys Mallister. The remaining men Jon had divided up equally, sending two hundred to each of the fifteen keeps that had once been abandoned, including Sable Hall and Stonedoor, left empty with Stannis's men all at the Nightfort.
The king's men had not been prepared for winter. They came from the sunny fields of the Reach and the warm, rainy woods of the Stormlands, where one might simply throw a fur cloak over thin silks to keep off the chill. But the knights of the Vale came from the mountains, or near enough to know the threat of snow and ice. Beneath their furs they wore quilted coats and layers of wool; fur gloves warmed their hands, and neatly trimmed beards shielded their faces from the cold.
"Edd," said Jon when the squire returned, just in time to watch Bronze Yohn step aside, chest heaving, having now hammered a Redfort into the ground. "When did I last have Lord Royce to dinner?"
Dolorous Edd frowned. Jon could almost see him counting on the fingers hidden beneath his fur gloves.
"A week past, m'lord," the squire finally said. "Hobb sent up a nice sharp cheese, oatbread, roasted turnips, onion pies, and stewed beef. You could barely tell the beef had been salted; he soaked it so long I half thought I'd see it rise up and start swimming."
He supposed the squire must be right; Edd paid far more attention to meals than the lord commander did. Mindful of Maester Turquin's orders, Jon ate every bite of his winter rations, but he did not savor them, not even when Hobb seasoned his meals with some of the few remaining spices.
Jon did savor the next hour he spent in the training yard. Iron Emmett gave him a good bout, and a pair of younger rangers pressed him hard when he faced them both at once. The knights of the Vale were quite another matter. Their skills had been honed with masters-at-arms, and they spent half their days training with each other, not buried in parchments or making the rounds about Castle Black. When the bitter cold finally drove them back into the vaults beneath the Wall, they sparred there too, claiming the dim torchlight was good preparation for battling at night.
In short succession, Jon defeated Ser Uther Shett, a pimply youth who could not have been more than twenty, fought to a draw against Ser Ben Coldwater, a thickly bearded youth of twenty-three, and then lost to Ser Edmund Belmore, a well-muscled man of forty and the heir to Strongsong.
He managed better against Bronze Yohn, much to his surprise. Jon had expected to be pounded into the ground or driven into a snow drift. Instead, the bout ended with a draw, both men breathing heavily, their faces beaded with sweat.
It was a week before Jon's duties allowed him the time to host Bronze Yohn for dinner. They supped in his solar near the top of King's Tower, the dark walls brightened by some surcoats Dolorous Edd had found and turned into banners. A pointless exercise, the lord commander had thought, but he could not be bothered to scold Edd for it.
Yohn Royce's bronze velvet tunic made a mockery of the faded, moth-eaten surcoats, as did the fine velvet doublets of his companions. Their colors were as resplendent as if they had been dyed only yesterday, the cloth embossed or embroidered with the sigils of their houses.
At Dolorous Edd's insistence, Jon was garbed almost as richly. The lord commander wore a black velvet tunic, high leather boots, a silver chain about his neck, and a wide belt with a silver buckle about his waist. The clothes were oddly familiar, though Jon kept forgetting to ask Dolorous Edd where he had found such finery.
The other high officers who dined with them did not dress nearly so well. Bowen Marsh, the red-faced Lord Steward, Othell Yarwyck, the lantern-jawed First Builder, Black Jack Bulwer, the narrow-eyed First Ranger, all wore wool. So did Maester Turquin, though he was garbed in robes rather than a tunic, the many colored metal links of his maester's chain shining in the light.
As a dinner guest, Bronze Yohn was as predictable as he was courteous. Conversations might begin anywhere, but sooner or later they would invariably turn to his three favorite topics: the Vale, the latest news from the rest of the Seven Kingdoms, and the King in the North.
Thankfully, there had been no ravens from the Vale since their last supper a fortnight past. Lysa Arryn remained in the Eyrie, along with her son little Lord Robert and a dozen children who served as his playmates, among them one of Yohn Royce's granddaughters, a great-niece of Ser Vardis Waynwood, and Ser Edmund Belmore's youngest cousin, the only son of his deceased uncle.
"A shame, a damned shame," Ser Edmund groused, shaking his head. "Victor is a good-hearted child; that was why he was chosen to ward with Lady Lysa."
"My Lorra is much the same," said Yohn. He furrowed his bushy eyebrows. "Ten, she was, on her last nameday. She asked her mother if she could come home as a nameday gift."
Half the table winced; Ser Vardis looked stricken as he made the sign of the Seven over his heart. When first they arrived at Castle Black, the lords had been confident that Ser Brynden Tully would force Lady Lysa to see sense. Surely she would trust her former Knight of the Gate to escort herself, her son, and her wards down the mountain.
Much to their dismay, Lady Lysa had not only refused to budge, but Ser Brynden had broken his leg in three places on the descent. Supplies still went up the Giant's Lance, but since the mishap Lady Lysa refused to accept any noble visitors, though ravens still flew back and forth as nobles sought to cozen her into returning their children.
"Small wonder," sighed Ser Ossifer Coldwater, stroking his grey beard. "Lord Jon always said his wife had more heart than sense, poor child. She was a shy, timid little thing, before all those miscarriages and stillbirths set her nerves awry."
Ser Edmund snorted. "Nerves? The woman had a pot boy thrown out the moon door; claimed he was deliberately provoking Robert's shaking fits by clattering when he served at table." Across the table Bowen Marsh shook his head disapprovingly. "And then there was the bastard girl she had caned for knocking Robert over, and the master-at-arms she dismissed for daring to give Robert a wooden sword—"
"Not that he could wield it," Yohn Royce said gruffly. His huge gnarled hands held a loaf of warm bread; he broke it in half, and offered Jon the larger piece. "Nothing like his namesake, poor lad. The gods are cruel to let him suffer so, and to torment Lady Lysa with a child that she will outlive."
"Only if the supplies keep going up," said one of the young squires at the end of the table. Jon Redfort was a homely lad, with a solemn face that did not suit his fifteen years. "Much more snow and the paths will close; even the wildest of mountain clansmen would be hard pressed to make the ascent."
"Must be hard to make the ascent even now," said Othell Yarwyck, spearing an overlarge chunk of sausage on his dagger. "How many men have fallen off the mountain?" He popped the sausage in his mouth, chewing noisily.
Ser Vardis eyed the first builder with a look of vague distaste. "More than a dozen. Lord Nestor has been forced to offer higher pay as an inducement; any man who dies on the mountain will have his pay doubled, the coin given to his next of kin."
Black Jack Bulwer laughed without humor. "Clever, that. What happens if he runs out of men fool enough to take such a generous offer?"
"Let us pray it does not come to that," said Septon Tim.
The short, jowly greybeard was one of several septons who had accompanied the Vale lords, much to Septon Cellador's dismay. It had taken them less than a week to take note of Cellador's fondness for drink, and less than that to decide that such sinfulness was not becoming of a member of their order, even one that ministered to the black sheep of the Night's Watch. Jon had never seen Cellador so sober, or so miserable.
Clydas was also rather miserable of late. The septons were all ardent correspondents; the ravenry had never seen so much use. Poor Clydas, old, half-blind, and hunched, was kept busy not only sending their letters, but delivering those they received from fellow septons and septas across the Seven Kingdoms.
To Jon's surprise, many of the ravens came from Harrenhal. Yohn Royce might despise the Lannister lickspittle who served as the High Septon in King's Landing, but the High Septon of Harrenhal had annulled his daughter Ysilla's marriage without so much as a by-your-leave. Bronze Yohn had been heard to say his daughter did not deserve to be saddled with a husband mad enough to spurn a Royce of Runestone, whose blood was ancient as her name, let alone scorn her for a bastard girl.
While Jon filled his mouth with the soft bread Lord Yohn had given him, Septon Tim filled his mouth with words, regaling them with reports from the most recent batch of ravens.
The Queen Regent, Cersei Lannister, remained busy as ever. Not only had the queen regent taken massive loans from the Iron Bank, but she was now using them to build a new royal fleet. The queen regent had also issued a series of edicts to suppress the unruly peasants of the Westerlands, though the laws applied not only in the west but across all the fiefs that bent the knee to little King Tommen. The High Septon of King's Landing had preached a sermon in support of the edicts; copies had been sent to every castle, keep, and holdfast, though Septon Tim had not yet had time to read the one he had gotten his hands on.
There were a dozen other small matters after that. Jon mostly listened in silence, content to spoon up stew while everyone else argued over each tidbit and its level of import. The conversation flowed smoothly; it do not even pause when a steward came to summon Maester Turquin to the sickroom to deal with a brother who slipped on a patch of ice.
There were more pirates on the Stepstones than usual, and trouble in the crownlands. An attempt to squash common banditry had somehow resulted in a riot at Duskendale that left Ser Balon Swann of the Kingsguard gravely wounded and half his knights dead. The new King's Hand, Lord Randyll Tarly, had been forced to ride out personally with a small host to put an end to the disorder and hang all those responsible.
"King Robb would have smashed them with half as many men," said Lonnel Redfort, a look of near worship on his pimpled face. "King Robb is as brave as Ser Mychel; braver, even."
Yohn Royce gave the squire a dubious look, his good humor balancing on a knife's edge. On the one hand, Yohn was never pleased to hear praise of the gallant Ser Mychel Redfort, champion of tourneys and annuller of marriages. On the other hand, he liked Robb so much that when the king gently refused the offer to wed a Royce, Yohn had blamed his daughter's sharp tongue rather than the king.
"A bold brave man, is our Young Wolf," the lord finally said, to Lonnel's evident relief. "The Whispering Wood, Oxcross, Sweet Root, victory after victory, every time with the odds against him. He spoke humbly of his triumphs when we visited Winterfell for the tourney, and spoke most courteously of my son Waymar-"
Singers will praise everything he does, while your deeds go unsung, Jon thought with a pang of envy, letting the words wash over him. Lord Mormont had warned him long ago, so why did it still hurt? No one wrote songs about slogging through counts and inventories, of trying to keep the peace between northern lords and wildlings, between black brothers and southron knights.
Worse, Jon did not know this hero king of whom men spoke with awe. In his memory Robb was just his brother, heir to Winterfell, a boy of fourteen with snowflakes melting in his hair. But in the letters from Winterfell, Robb was the King in the North, King of the Trident, King of Mountain and Vale. Jon had put aside his old family when he swore his vows; he could not write of the doubts in his heart or the weariness in his soul.
Instead, Lord Commander Snow wrote to King Robb of grain and glass, of snow and storms, of maintaining garrisons and mustering troops. Though a part of him still longed to have his brother at his side, a proven general to command the Watch against the armies of the dead, when King Robb proposed raising a northern host and marching to the Wall, the lord commander had dissuaded him.
It was hard enough already, keeping thousands of men fed and housed. Their numbers spread across three hundred leagues of Wall, and even with constant plowing the roads were a mess. Besides, there was no host to fight, not yet, anyway. The Night's Watch was besieged by winter, not by wights that could be slain with steel and fire.
That fact had not pleased the knights of the Vale. The greybeards were eager to die in glorious battle, sword in hand, rather than perish of age or illness. The youths were just as restless, but none of them expected to die. No, they dreamed of making their names fighting monsters out of legend, of returning south in triumph to be fawned over by pretty girls and given lands and titles by grateful lords.
Though neither a youth nor a greybeard, Ser Edmund Belmore was no less determined to bring battle to the foe. Soon after his arrival, Ser Edmund had demanded to lead a ranging beyond the Wall. Jon had already forbidden the black brothers from such rangings, but that did not trouble Ser Edmund. Nor did telling him of Stannis Baratheon's shattered host. After all, Stannis was a Stormlander, unused to the cold. Worse, he had abandoned the protection of the Seven to follow a foreign demon. Seeing Ser Edmund would not be dissuaded, Jon had reluctantly let him go.
Ser Edmund had returned a week later, pale and shivering. Not a single Other or wight had he found, but he had lost a tenth of his men. A pair of stragglers who fell behind as dusk descended; a sergeant with a weak bladder who wandered too far from camp when he went to relieve himself; an older man who went to sleep with a sore arm and a light head only to wake an hour later with burning blue eyes.
After that, Jon had extended the ban on rangings to include the knights of the Vale. Though they were not sworn brothers, the Wall still belonged to the lord commander, a fact of which Yohn Royce sternly reminded all and sundry when they came to him to complain. Such complaints were maddeningly frequent; when Jon returned his attention to the dinner table, he found Dolorous Edd pouring wine and Lonnel Redfort pouring out his woes.
"I'm almost a man grown," Lonnel protested, oblivious to the crack in his voice. "Ser Vardis said he thinks a second ranging might be more successful than the first, we just need to take more men. How am I to earn a knighthood unless by doing some great deed?"
Yohn Royce gave Ser Vardis a flinty look.
"Is that so?" He did not wait for an answer. "Perhaps there has been some misunderstanding. Surely there is no cause to doubt the son of Eddard Stark. He is the brother to our king, the lord commander of the Night's Watch."
"Your first battle will come soon enough," Jon said mildly. "Tell me, do you know the vows we take?"
Red-faced, Lonnel shook his head.
"Night gathers, and now my watch begins," Jon recited, softly, slowly. In the silence one might have heard a pin drop. "It shall not end until my death. I shall take no wife, hold no lands, father no children. I shall wear no crowns and win no glory."
"I shall live and die at my post," said Black Jack Bulwer. "I am the sword in the darkness."
"I am the watcher on the walls," Bowen Marsh and Othell Yarwyck intoned in unison.
When Jon spoke the last words, every brother in black spoke with him.
"I am the fire that burns against the cold, the light that brings the dawn, the horn that wakes the sleepers, the shield that guards the realms of men. I pledge my life and honor to the Night's Watch, for this night and all the nights to come."
Lonnel stared at the sworn brothers, mouth agape. He is only a boy. That made Jon sad; what sort of father let his son leave hearth and home so young?
"We are the shield that guards," Jon told him, ignoring the vise tightening about his heart. "A shield defends against the foe; it is little use if you lower it, let alone if you drop it. Our shield is the Wall, the greatest shield ever built. Mance Rayder's giants could not smash its foundations; his magic horn could not bring it down. But even the mightest wall requires men to guard it."
"Poachers and thieves, debtors and outlaws, rapers and killers." Yohn Royce shook his head. "And too few good men like the officers gathered here, as Lord Mormont learned to his sorrow."
Jon thought of Pyp, always japing as he worked, of Grenn, stolid and faithful, of Hobb, fretful as a mother hen over his Mole's Town boys.
"Too few men," he agreed, rather than let his temper flare. "We owe you a great debt for coming to our aid, my lord."
The rest of the meal passed swiftly. Picking up on Jon's manner, the other officers took pains to praise the knights for their gallantry. Soon Ser Vardis was boasting of how swiftly the knights of the Vale would best the Others when they came. Why, he would not be surprised if they vanquished the foe before King Robb could even reach the Wall.
Jon kept his doubts to himself. Confident as the northern lords were in the strength of the Wall, King Robb meant to leave little to chance. He was prepared to march as soon as ravens flew to herald the beginning of battle.
Mustering levies was hard and slow in summer, when men spread out among the thousands of villages and holdfasts that dotted the open land. In winter, though, many clustered around the largest keeps and holdfasts, and grain and salted meat kept just as well sitting in wayns in the freezing cold as in the cellars and graineries.
Bowen Marsh was the first to depart, pleading weariness at the late hour. Othell Yarwyck and Black Jack Bulwer took their leave soon after, as did the knights of the Vale. Dolorous Edd and two of Hobb's kitchen boys cleared the table, Edd grumbling beneath his breath, Ben and Alyn sneaking bites of the choicest scraps that remained before carrying the last of the dishes off to the kitchens.
They were the last to leave, save for Yohn Royce, who sat alone by the hearth. The flames cast shadows in the lines of his face, and lent a sheen to his grey eyes until they almost looked wet. Jon took a chair beside the old lord, hesitant to break the hush that had fallen over the room.
"In a few hours it will be the eleventh," Yohn Royce said, his voice faint.
"Do you know, I had almost forgotten that Ned was visiting Runestone when Waymar was born. Always fond of children, was Ned. Your father gave Robar a sweet once, not knowing his mother had forbidden it. Robar had just learned to walk; he toddled after Ned every day after that. He was begging for a sweet when I came to fetch him to meet his new baby brother, and Ned came along with us."
He peered at Jon. His eyes lingered over the long face, over the long brown hair, as though searching for his father's ghost.
"Strange, that when I close my eyes I can still see them. Ysilla, her brown hair drenched in sweat, half asleep from her exertions. Waymar, swaddled in her arms, looking just like her; Robar wiggling in mine because I would not let him leap onto the featherbed. Ned, standing to the side, quiet as always, with tears in his eyes and a smile on his lips."
Yohn closed his hand into a fist. "Gone, all of them. Damn that bloody horse for missing his footing, damn the Lannisters for their treachery, and damn Loras Tyrell for his reckless wrath. Nigh on a year after Robar's death, Loras sent me a raven to apologize. As if he thought I would wish to hear condolences and excuses from the man who slew my son, let alone an account of how brave he died."
He gave a bitter laugh. "The Others did not even give me that much. What befell poor Waymar I shall never know; his bones shall never be returned to rest with those of his forefathers. I can only pray that they butchered him so badly that he could not rise again. Should I see his shade in battle..."
Tears dripped down the lord's wrinkled nose. Unsure of what to say, Jon said nothing. Instead he laid a hand upon his arm, and gave a gentle squeeze. For long moments the lord wept in silence, only wiping his eyes once they had run dry.
"Trueborn or not," Yohn said, in a thick voice. "You are truly Ned's son. I would be glad to tell you of his boyhood, if you would like."
Wordless with shock, Jon could only nod.
Later, when he went to sleep, it was with stories of Eddard Stark racing through his head. Though the tales began when Eddard was eight, and ended when he was eighteen, they were all of a kind. His father had been gentle, his father had been thoughtful, his father had been so honorable that the news of Jon's birth had caused weeks of quiet argument and confusion amongst the high lords of the Vale.
"On the Sisters, they say your mother was one of theirs." Yohn Royce had told him. "A fisherman's daughter, they say. A brave girl who helped Ned cross the Bite so he could get home and call his banners; a sweet girl who offered him comfort for the loss of his father and his brother at the hands of the Mad King."
Soon after that Yohn left, not knowing that he had shook the foundations of Jon's world asunder.
Jon turned over, wrapping his arms around Ghost. It was the direwolf's habit to take up half the bed, his warmth almost worth the mornings Jon awoke with fur in his mouth.
He was still thinking of the fisherman's daughter, wondering who she had been, when he realized that she could not be his mother. Jon was of an age with Robb, though younger by a month. Lord Eddard had crossed the Bite more than half a year before wedding Catelyn Tully at Riverrun, and after that he was riding from one battle to the next.
Was my mother a camp follower? Was that why Lord Eddard had never told him? Perhaps he had thought it better to keep silent, rather than sully an honest tongue with a well-meant lie. Was his mother as shameful as his father was honorable? Had she taken up whoring, or thievery, or committed some terrible crime whilst he was in her belly? Even if she had, Jon would have still liked to know her name. All the other bastards knew who their mothers were, from the meanest of black brothers to the proudest of bastard knights who had come from the Vale.
When he woke the next morning, Jon flung himself into his work, desperate to forget the nightmares that had plagued him. King Robb might rule, but Lord Commander Snow was bound to serve. It was his duty, his burden, to keep the Night's Watch alive long enough to fight the Others and their wights.
It was a hard task. Not long after breakfast a sad-faced messenger called him to the sickroom. Jon arrived to find Roone lying upon a bed, pale and clammy, his eyes closed as if in sleep. Only when Maester Turquin turned the corpse's head did Jon see that the back of the skull was caved in. There had been a patch of black ice; one slip had sent him rolling down the stairs to crash into a stone block, briefly left there by builders who needed more men to haul it.
Nor was he the only victim of winter's cruelty. In third moon Jon had thought it awful that he should lose a man almost every month; now he was losing a man almost every week. Some slipped and fell badly on patches of ice. Others slipped away in their sickbeds, taken by grippe or winter fever or one of the many other illnesses that fed upon the cold and hungry.
Many of the oldest sworn brothers were also troubled by weak hearts and frail lungs that struggled to breathe in the bitter cold. A few begged their officer's leave to take to their beds, in hopes of recovering their strength. More doggedly kept at their work until they collapsed, panting, complaining of pain and numbness before clutching at their chests.
"It's not Maester Turquin's fault he cannot save them, my lord," Armen the Acolyte told Jon, after they lost a builder who was only fifty. "We can make a salve for dry cracked skin, we can cut away frostbite and bind up the wounds with vinegar, but we cannot mend a heart that has given out."
Sometimes Jon felt so helpless that he wanted to scream. The days continued to grow darker as the solstice approached, the cold sinking ever deeper into his men. Both the septons and red priests agreed that the last day of the year was an evil day, one when foul magics were most potent, when shades and demons escaped their bonds to walk the earth.
Jon found it hard to disagree; those who followed the old gods believed the same. That was why the new year was always celebrated with bonfires and the like, to drive away the dark. Of late even his dreams were shrouded in darkness; he dreamt of a three-eyed crow pecking at him, snatching at his cloak, trying to drag him toward the cave the Old Bear's raven had refused to explore. When that failed, the three-eyed crow landed on his shoulder and cawed into his ear; Jon had awoken to a stinging slap upside the head, his hand throbbing from the force of the blow.
As if Jon did not have enough troubles already. The winch chains at Castle Black might be fixed, but Othell Yarwyck reported that many of those at the other keeps were cracking from the cold. Chains had snapped at three keeps; another four had taken theirs down for mending, relying on switchback stairs to climb the Wall, a much slower, riskier, and more laborious ascent.
And then there was Bowen Marsh, in a perpetual state of panic over the storeroom. The moment the Great Walrus ceased sending furs, the lord steward had gone into a conniption fit at the very thought of feeding the ungrateful wildlings. There were less supplies from the Vale than he had expected, and storms plagued the regular shipments to Eastwatch. Should supplies cease coming, they would only last six months, perhaps a year if the hunting was good.
The supplies that had arrived from the Vale were also causing problems. The lords and knights had brought all sorts of dried fruit and sweet jams, jars of golden honey and chests of fragrant spices. Though kept locked away in their cells, that did not prevent attempts at theft. Jon had been forced to confine Lync in an ice cell for a day after he was caught with his hands in Ser Ossifer's spice chest, holding three pinches of pepper in his cupped hand.
Lync had wept when brought before Jon for judgment, babbling and pleading. He only wanted a taste, he said, just one meal that did not taste of cold. Jon could not make out the rest. The steward was sobbing too hard, his face covered in snot and tears. Ser Ossifer had wanted Jon to take the thieving hand with Longclaw, and only agreed to the ice cells after much persuasion. Not that Jon's mercy had done any good. The next morning they had found Lync dead, curled up into a ball, tears frozen on his cheeks. And for what? A pinch of pepper he never got to taste, and the heartless savagery of a greybeard's pride.
A quiet dinner with Princess Shireen on the twenty-fourth did nothing to soothe Jon's anger. The invitation had only come about to serve as a pointed reminder that the princess was under his protection, and that the vows of the Night's Watch required him to take no part in the quarrels of the realm. He would not have thought such a reminder necessary, until one of the knights of the Vale idly raised the idea of imprisoning Shireen's guards and seizing her as a hostage to ensure Stannis's good behavior. And to restore her to the Faith, of course; the knights and their septons were appalled at her allegiance to the Lord of Light.
He did not expect a dinner with quiet, gentle Shireen to turn into an impassioned sermon. What began as a quiet defense of the Lord of Light and the principles set out in The Threefold Path somehow escalated into a firm yet polite defense of both the Lady Melisandre and of her father King Stannis. Melisandre had saved her life when no one else could, aided by the Lord of Light. Of course King Stannis would turn to R'hllor's teachings; he had only lost the Battle of the Blackwater because he lost faith in his god.
Queen Selyse's faith had never wavered. Her mother had told Shireen what she meant to do, had hugged her close and told her of Nissa Nissa and the burden of sacrifice. Her mother had gone willingly to the pyre, as brave as any knight. So had good Ser Davos, who told her the whole world depended upon her father's victory against the dark, and made her promise to remain at Castle Black so the king would not lose his heir to the chills of the Nightfort.
"Yet the egg did not hatch, princess," Jon told her gently.
Shireen bit her lip, the way Arya used to. "Maybe the Others interfered with the magic," she said. "Or maybe the day was wrong, or the witnesses didn't keep their faith. Spells aren't like sums, Lady Melisandre says. They're like dancing, or singing, where everything has to fall into place just right."
Jon could have used a bit less singing as he went about his rounds the next day. He had made the mistake of accepting a tail, and compounded his folly by asking Pyp to be one of his guards, along with Grenn, Pate, and Rory. Much to his displeasure, Pyp spent the entire morning humming to himself, when not singing under his breath. The mummer's boy was in a fine mood, thanks to the crates of preserved lemons newly arrived from Dorne.
Jon had not been able to enjoy them. They tasted different than the lemons he had eaten as a boy, but those fruits were for the folk of Winterfell, not the bastards of the Night's Watch. Even so, last night he had dreamt of wandering the glass gardens, all alone among the pale blue blossoms of the winter roses.
Yet despite his dour mood, more than once Jon found himself humming along with Pyp, his breath steaming in the cold as he made his rounds. The lord commander was almost smiling as he crossed by the training yard on his way to the wormwalks beneath the Wall.
Until he heard the shouting, and saw the knights gathered round a fallen lord.
No.
Snow flew beneath Jon's bootheels as he broke into a sprint, toward the armor shining bronze beneath the rays of the pale noonday sun. The knight lay flat on his back, his chest heaving, his right hand clutching at his left arm. A squire removed his helm, revealing a lined face dappled with sweat, the knight's breath rattling as he fought for air.
Jon dropped to his knees, heedless of the clamor all around, men pushing and pointing and yelling, boys gone pale with fear. Yohn Royce's went wide when they saw him, one hand reaching up as if to caress his cheek.
"Way?" He choked out. "Way..." There was another terrible rattle. Jon took the old man's hand, the tips of his fingers brushing against the wrist, feeling the pulse beat rabbit quick, faster faster faster faster—
"Let go of him, my lord."
Jon looked up. Maester Turquin stood over him, light flaring off his chain collar from a sun that was no longer directly overhead. Cold snow had soaked through his breeches where he had knelt, and his ears were numb with cold, his hood having fallen down.
"He's gone, my lord," said Bowen Marsh. He stood behind the maester, his broad face crumpled.
"Gone," cawed the Old Bear's raven, who sat perched atop an archery butt. "Gone."
The lord commander released his grip on the dead man's hand, folding the old knight's arms across his chest. Someone had already closed his eyes, but something still looked wrong. A few moments digging in the snow turned up a tourney mace; Jon placed it atop Yohn Royce's chest, folding his fingers about the handle.
"Leave me," Jon rasped when he was done, drawing up the hood of his cloak so to better withstand the rising wind. There was always a last vigil for a fallen knight; Jon knew little of the Seven, but he knew that much. He would stand vigil here, until someone brought a stretcher, and then follow it back to the old knight's cell.
"Beg pardon, Lord Commander, but my tidings cannot wait."
"Can't they?" Jon snapped. Now that he had risen to his feet, Longclaw hung heavily on his hip. "Perhaps you had not noticed that one of our staunchest allies lies dead right beneath your nose. What tidings matter more than that?"
Bowen Marsh took a step back, his jowls quivering. "The princess is gone."
"Gone," cried the raven.
Jon blinked, blood pounding in his ears. He could not have heard that right.
"Ser Axell Florent came, not two hours after daybreak," Marsh said, trembling. "He left his escort behind on the road, and fetched the princess from her cloister. Sawwood saw them leave; Ser Axell gave him a silver stag to say nothing. When he lost it dicing with Hobb, he came to me. The princess went willingly, he said, though they brought none of her ladies. I was coming to find you when the smuggler's boy burst into King's Tower, ranting and raving and demanding to see the lord commander."
"His name is Devan Seaworth. He's the king's own squire."
That was important, though Jon could not presently remember why. Ghost bared his teeth at his heels, his fangs whiter than the snow, his eyes red as garnets. Red as blood.
"Thank you, Bowen. I'll see him now."
The lord commander's voice was as calm as a pool on a windless day. He could not fathom why Bowen Marsh should look so alarmed. The Old Pomegranate stood frozen in place, glancing at Pyp and Grenn as if he wanted them to seize their lord commander.
When Jon began striding toward King's Tower, Marsh hurried after him, babbling nonsense. The storehouses urgently needed him, no, the builders, no, the knights of the Vale would surely wish to hear of their proud lord's last moments-
Only the effort of climbing the King's Tower stairs finally put an end to Marsh's blather. It resumed at each landing, as if Bowen Marsh thought a few feeble words would make him turn around.
When Jon reached his solar, it was to find Dolorous Edd hovering over a sweat-soaked squire. His sodden furs had been hung by the fire to dry; his doublet was gold and black, with a ring of ragged threads where someone had ripped off the flaming heart of R'hllor once sewn on the breast.
"Thank you, Devan," Jon said, when the lad finished the tale, his words pouring out like poison from a wound. "Now rest. Edd will take you to the maester, and I expect you to stay there."
"But—"
Devan fell silent at the look on the lord commander's face, and went without another word. A few barked orders, and Pyp and Grenn followed, giving each other nervous looks as they fetched Pate and Rory, who'd stood guard at the door.
"You cannot do this," Bowen insisted when they were gone. "The men are already nervous of the coming solstice, and Yohn Royce's death will make matters worse. Let Stannis destroy himself; his madness is none of our affair, and there will be less mouths to worry about feeding. The Nightfort is five days each way, anything could happen whilst you are away—"
"Do not tell me what I can and cannot do, my lord steward." Jon bared his teeth in a terrible mockery of a smile. "You swore a vow, and you owe me your obedience. Until I return, Castle Black is yours, as it was when the Old Bear left upon his last ranging."
"You swore vows too, as I recall. The Night's Watch takes no part."
"I mean to reason with Stannis, not to slay him."
"You cannot reason with a madman."
"Perhaps," Jon said softly. "But I can try, and you will not stop me, my lord."
It was dusk when Jon swung into the saddle, turning his garron west into the setting sun, Ghost trotting at his heels and a hundred black brothers riding at his back. Enough to make Stannis take pause, not so many as to seem a naked threat. Pyp and Grenn had chosen the men; Rory and Pate had secured provisions and packhorses.
There were not a league from Castle Black when they passed a horse lying dead beside the road, his sides lathered with frozen sweat. On their return he would have to have someone see that it was butchered; no sense letting good meat go to waste. Hopefully Turquin would inspect Devan thoroughly; running half a league in the snow and wind could not have been good for him.
In the songs gallant knights galloped through the night, intent on rescuing their lady fair. Jon and his men were not so fortunate. They rode at a walk, letting their mounts pick their footing. They moved even more slowly when they encountered drifts that had blown into the road, the snow rising higher than the garrons' knees. Every time their garrons' sides began to heave, the men dismounted, giving the poor beasts a rest until their breathing cleared. And so six days crept by.
When they finally sighted the broken towers of the Nightfort in the distance, limned against the setting sun, it was the last day of the year. Jon's nostril flared at the scent of smoke and ash hanging in the air; heedless of the danger, he nudged his garron to a trot.
Please, gods, he begged as Mormont's raven abandoned his shoulder to take flight. They had flown together each evening after making camp, marking the distance between Jon's party and that of Ser Axell. We were only a few hours behind, gods, don't let us be too late.
They were approaching the yard when a flash of movement caught Jon's eye, a body plummeting from atop the Wall. For a moment Jon thought the guard must have slipped, until a second man followed, then a third, falling past the empty space where the winch chains should have been. Ser Axell must not have heeded Jon's warning about the brittle iron.
"Pyp," he called. The mummer's boy groaned, and turned his garron toward the base of the switchback stair.
"Where is everyone?" Grenn muttered into his beard. The yard was full of tree stumps, with nary a man to be seen, no sound but that of the wailing wind.
Your Wall is one of the hinges of the world, the red woman breathed. I am stronger in its shadow than I have ever been.
It was Ghost who led them to the scaffold they had built beneath the shadow of the Wall, hidden behind a cluster of shattered towers. It sat within a pit whose depths were piled high with wood, surrounded by hundreds of men who clasped blazing torches in their hands, bearing silent witness as a red shadow bustled about the pyre.
Less silent, when they saw Jon and his men approach. The king's men muttered angrily as they looked up at the black brothers still astride their garrons, ice and snow crunching beneath their hooves as they drew near. Grenn rode before Jon, his peace banner raised high, an extra layer of defense against the king's madness.
"I would have words with the king," Jon shouted. "Where may I find him?"
"Here," a hollow voice rasped. "And you can save your breath, lord commander."
Stannis Baratheon emerged from the crowd like a skeleton from a crypt. It was as if all his flesh had been stripped away, leaving only skin and bone behind. His eyes were sunken in dark sockets, his jaw clenched tight.
"Devan?" The king asked.
Jon nodded, searching the king's eyes for that shade of unnatural blue, for some sign of the madness which had taken him in its grasp. He found none. This was no wight, no thrall, only a shadow of a man with slumped shoulders and sorrow written upon his brow.
"The shadows are strongest, on the last day of the year," the king said. He faced Jon, placing his back to the pyre as the red priestess mounted its steps, her arm wrapped about the shoulders of a slim golden shadow that swayed but did not fight as she bound it to the stake atop the scaffold.
"Lightbringer is not a sword, you see," the king said, his eyes as dull and weary as his voice. "It is a comet streaking across the sky, a beacon to wake fire in men's hearts, a dragon to melt away the cold. A king defends his people, or he is no king at all. Would you turn away from them, and say the sacrifice is too great? Would you weigh your heart against the world, and deny which tipped the scales more heavily? I did not ask for this burden, and you will not turn me from my course, peace banner or no. Stand aside, or I swear your men shall perish before the sun has set, and you last of all."
Jon looked at the king, at the crowd of men-at-arms and knights who surrounded him. We are ahorse, but they have four times our numbers. More than that, he realized, when he glimpsed the ant slowly climbing the switchback stair.
"It is not your heart against the world," Jon finally said. "It is your daughter."
"There is no difference." And with that, the king turned away.
Helpless to interfere, helpless to leave, Jon watched, Ghost panting at his side, as the red priestess leaped down from the scaffold, having placed the dragon egg beside the stake. A dread hush fell over the world as she returned to the king's side at the edge of the pit. All eyes fixed upon Melisandre as she raised her white arms above her head, chanting and singing in a tongue that rose and fell like the flickering of flames. Only the king looked away, his eyes fixed upon the top of the Wall, staring into nothingness, the icy wind snapping at his cloak.
Melisandre cried out; the wood in the pit burst into flames. They shone white-hot, with nary a trace of red nor gold to be seen. Soon they were lapping and licking at the edges of the scaffold, their edges shining blue as smoke rose over the pit.
As if roused from slumber by the fire's warmth, Shireen suddenly began to struggle. Her first cry was hoarse, her second silent, as though she had already wept and screamed her voice away. Gangly as she was, there was no strength in her limbs; she fought against the ropes to no avail, coughing and choking as the smoke grew thicker, the flames hotter, heedless of the howling winds that fanned them.
The Night's Watch takes no part, Jon reminded himself as the scaffold began to burn.
The Night's Watch takes no part, Jon reminded himself as Shireen's coughs grew louder.
The Night's Watch— Shireen slumped against the ropes, and suddenly Jon was galloping toward the pyre, Longclaw rising and falling as he slashed and parried at the men foolish enough to stand in his way, his brothers bellowing war cries as they charged in his wake, Ghost racing ahead, leaping to clamp his jaws around Ser Axell’s throat.
For a moment the pyre disappeared, hidden behind the billowing smoke. A gust of wind shrieked across the sky, and suddenly he could see once more. Whilst Jon fought his way through the crowd, Stannis had leapt into the pit, into the narrow path left between the cords of wood. The edges of his cloak were already aflame as he vaulted onto the scaffold, his sword in hand, his eyes fixed on the girl he meant to sacrifice—
The ropes fell to the ground.
"TAKE HER!" Stannis roared.
His shriveled frame struggled to bear his daughter's meager weight; he half carried, half dragged her toward the edge of the scaffold. The garron shrieked as Jon drove him into the pit, the smell of burning hair stinging at his nose, the garron almost crumpling as the king shoved his daughter's limp form over the saddle, Jon gripping her tight as he turned the garron away from the flames.
A breath and a prayer, and the garron leapt free of the pit as though he had wings. Through the battle they charged and out the other side, Grenn and Long Hal somehow finding him in the crush and following after, Ghost rising out of the snow with jaws that dripped red with blood.
"Get her inside, and keep her safe," Jon bellowed. Grenn lifted the princess down from the horse, the sound of her coughs the sweetest music Jon had ever heard.
It was not the only music rising in the darkness. He turned back to the pyre for the first time since leaving it behind, his ears pierced by the despair of Melisandre's song.
Stannis had not left the scaffold. He stood tall beside the stake, ringed in by the flames, watching them unblinking as they drew ever closer. The song rose, and winds wailed, and the fires blossomed, wrapping their arms about the king, pulling him close, swallowing up his screams in a blaze of ecstasy.
And the noise of a great crack rent the world asunder, and in that instant all the fires went out, and there was nothing in the darkness, nothing but the shriek of the priestess as two eyes opened with a glow like moonlit ice, blue as the last flames which had devoured the king.
The shadow uncoiled, its maw opening. Embers blazed ice blue within its gullet; its dark wings beat at the air. Wings too small to bear its weight, though it was a slender beast, no taller than his knee.
“Come,” he heard Melisandre cry in the darkness. “Hail, Lightbringer!”
The dragon turned toward the sound of the voice. He reared up on his legs, ash flying as he beat his wings again, screeching to the skies in a voice that cracked like ice, calling the priestess to him.
Longclaw in hand, Jon advanced, his gaze fixed on the burning blue eyes and glowing maw, the only light in the world. Around him he could hear men fumbling in the dark, some praying, some cursing, some fleeing. Jon ignored them all.
Melisandre reached the dragon before he did, her form dimly lit by the embers in his maw. The priestess scooped him up carefully, a look of wonder in her eyes as he nuzzled her, blue steam rising from his snout—
The priestess screamed. Each puff of the dragon’s breath was as cold as the deepest frost. Her skin turned red, then blue, then black, the ice dragon growing larger as it wrapped her in its coils, drowning her in its shadows.
Jon could not fight the winter, but he could fight a dragon. Intent on consuming its mother, it was blind to all else. He gripped Longclaw in both hands, raised it high, and swung.
Whatever magic had woken the horror, it was no match for Valyrian steel. The dragon’s breath guttered out as its head went flying, spurting black blood as it landed with a dull thump that sent up a cloud of ash.
There was no light, he could not see. Jon raised his scarf to keep the ash out of his mouth, and let his spirit fly with Mormont’s raven, which soared above Pyp as he reached the top of the Wall and looked out.
Both men and raven screamed as one. There was light beyond the Wall.
It was the light of thousands upon thousands of eyes burning blue.
Notes:
Uh... at least Other attempt #1 to break the Wall failed? Yay?
Jon: exists
Adult man: that’s my son now
Adult man: *promptly dies*
Next Up:
139: Olyvar V
140: Dany VI (last in Part IV)
141: Edythe III (last in Part IV)
142: Cersei V (last in Part IV)NOTES
1) Winter affects everything, in ways that are less obvious than just "oh travel is hard." First of all, whether you remain indoors or outdoors, winter can substantially affect both physical and mental health. Dry skin, Seasonal Affective Disorder, poor blood flow, asthma, disease spreading among those confined indoors... not great!
While lotions and moisturizers were not ubiquitous, there were ointments used for dry skin, made from animal fat, oil, or beeswax.
Then there's the difficulty of travel; here's my source on how horses cope with snow/ice.
2) The Vale host which sailed north is composed of the strongest Robb partisans. I chose them from the same houses Yohn Royce rallied to form the Lords Declarant in canon. We also see members of houses sworn to Runestone. Vicious winter storms smashing fleets is not exactly shocking; whether the Others are helping worsen those storms is deliberately ambiguous.
3) Disease was a huge deal for most of human history, an omnipresent killer except from roughly 1930-2019, when improved sanitation, knowledge of disease, and vaccines combined to substantially reduce epidemics and lower mortality rates. The grippe is an old name for influenza; winter fever is pneumonia; the bloody flux is dysentery.
4) Embossing velvet means using hot metal to stamp it with shapes; the technique dates to the 16th century.
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The fancy clothes Edd brought for Jon is the outfit Benjen wore at the feast at Winterfell in AGOT. It was left in his cell when he went out on his last ranging 😢
5) So, the population beyond the Wall. Hoo boy. In ASOS, we're told Mance has rallied almost the entire wildling population, supposedly 100,000, to march on the Wall. These are the survivors of years of pressure by the Others, the refugees driven further and further south.
Now, because I'm a masochistic maniac, I decided to try and calculate a plausible population for the lands beyond the Wall,taking the (dubious) 100,000 estimate as accurate. The show went full arctic for the lands beyond the Wall; though it isn't a perfect comparison, I based my estimates off of Norway, which had a population that grew from 150,000 in 1000 CE to around 400,000 in 1300 CE. The lands beyond the Wall are way bigger than Norway, but also far less hospitable, so close enough. In the best possible circumstances, let's place the usual population beyond the Wall at around 300,000 wildlings as of 1,000 years ago, then slowly declining to the 100,000 number as of 299 AC.
In canon, we know of at least ~4,000 wildlings coming south under Tormund in 300 AC. Here, due to various ripple effects, the surviving wildlings do not come south until mid 301 AC, but when Tormund came, he brought basically everyone he could find who was still alive, around 17,000 who scattered across the Gift.
As for the rest of the 100,000, plus those who perished for a few years earlier… uhm. Uhm. Well. At least they make good night lights??
Chapter 139: Olyvar V
Chapter Text
There was too much light, he could not see.
Thousands upon thousands of fires blazed, their flames burning red and orange and yellow and blinding white. High though he flew above them, Olyvar could still feel their heat. The shirt beneath his chainmail stuck to his chest; sweat poured down his brow.
Viserion screamed. The dragon's cry split the air, louder than any warhorn ever blown, so loud he thought to see walls crack and towers fall. It was a warning cry, but it was also a cry of pain. Men and women ran for their lives far below, and Olyvar shared both their terror and the agony of the dragon close at hand. Smoking blood still pulsed from the stump of his tail; without it his flight was erratic, his balance thrown out of kilter.
Olyvar channeled the dragon's fury into their work. Downwind they flew, to the edges of the fire, Viserion still screaming as he swooped lower and lower, until his screams ceased, replaced by the roar of the inferno. He bathed the world in pale golden flames, scorching row upon row of cramped apartments, praying all those who lived there had already fled, but knowing they had not, he could hear children wailing—
He bolted upright, strangling the urge to cry out. The cat beside him was less circumspect; he made a noise of surprise, and sprung off down the featherbed.
I'm in Meereen, Olyvar reminded himself, his chest rising and falling as if he had run a race. He drew a shuddering breath, trying to forget the stench of smoke and burning hair and charred meat. One hand grasped out blindly, his fingers wrapping around the hilt of the sword lying to his right. It was not a spear, but still better than nothing.
Thank the gods he had not awoken Sansa. She lay on the other side of the sword, asleep, her breaths soft and steady. Olyvar echoed their rhythm, his eyes looking out the windows of the terrace. The sky was a dark, velvety shade; he guessed it was perhaps the fifth hour after midnight. Dawn would not come for long hours, but Sansa would be up soon anyway, used to rising before the Hour of the Crone.
Olyvar never rose so early. Nor did he join his wife when she went to bed several hours before midnight. They might share a bed at her sweet, stubborn insistence, but he could not bear to share it through the long watches of the night. And so he let her sleep it half away before joining her in repose, knowing she would rise long before he did.
Not today, though. Olyvar knew he would not be able to fall back asleep, not with his heart beating so fast, his pulse pounding against his throat. He bit back a groan as he rose from the bed, the greatsword still gripped tight in his fist.
A brazier stood in one corner of the room, its glow the only light other than that of the moon. Olyvar turned the greatsword, watching the firelight wake the ruby eyes of the dragon crossguards, watching the sapphire pommel gleam and shine beneath the gentle moonbeams.
It will need a name, he thought as he laid the scabbard back down upon the featherbed. Every blade of Valyrian steel required a name, one suited to its purpose and that of its bearer; his spear would need a name as well. Olyvar fetched it, feeling his breathing slow as he examined the smith's work.
It was far simpler than the sword, elegant rather than showy. The spear bore no jewels at all, save the little onyx eyes of the slim golden snakes that twined around the lower half of the socket. A golden sun in splendor stretched across the top half of the socket, drawing the eye away from the howling wolfs' heads engraved on the wings, each wolf crowned with weirwood leaves. The shaft was weirwood too, pale and strong, so different from the leaf-shaped spearhead dark as smoke.
There had been so much smoke, that terrible night. Fires raged across Volantis, but they had raged within the Black Walls too. Rhaegal had melted a few postern doors, sending the sellswords who guarded them fleeing. Whilst Olyvar and Viserion were busy making firebreaks, slaves had poured in in their hundreds and their thousands, some armed with steel, some only with years of sorrow and rage.
He knew nothing of the Black Walls, not until later. Olyvar and his dragon had remained aloft for hours, making firebreaks long through the night, past dawn, until near midday, when rains finally began to pour, quenching some of the flames. Then he had turned back for the Lightning Tower of the Red Temple, sagging in his saddle as the battle fever drained away.
Only a few red priests remained atop the tower, and only with great difficulty did he persuade them to inspect the stump of Viserion's tail. Even then, they would not lay a hand on the dragon for fear of losing it. Olyvar could hardly blame them; he tended to the wound himself whilst Lady Irri conversed in rapid High Valyrian with one of the widow's sons.
Dysaria had laughed herself to death, Lady Irri told him, when he was done with the dragon and she was done talking with Ko Aggo and her surviving archers. The old widow's lieutenants and the red priests were trying to restore order to the city; the foreigners and their dragon were to return to their hidden cove and await further orders.
Olyvar might have shared Lady Irri's resentment of such presumption, if not for how exhausted he was. Viserion did not fly back to the cove so much as droop in its general direction. When they landed, Olyvar slid out of his saddle, remained standing just long enough to lock himself in with the dragon inside the cargo hold, and fell asleep almost as soon as he laid his head against the dragon's heaving flank.
He had awoken to a bucket of water to the face and a very angry sister. Nym did not appreciate that she had learned of his survival from a member of the crew, or that she had to take an hour breaking into the cargo hold to check on him. She scolded him for at least another hour, while forcing him to eat as much as his roiling stomach could handle.
Sometimes it felt as though Olyvar had a stomachache for the entirety of his time aboard ship. It was strange, being surrounded by Dothraki and freedmen, most of them strangers, and all of whom clearly held him in deep suspicion. Lady Irri did not even try to hide that she was watching him, and she'd watched him even more after their meeting with Dysaria.
Olyvar should not have lost his temper with the callous old woman, he knew that. He should have just kept his mouth shut, not gone off in defense of Daenerys. As unsettling as he found Dysaria's bloodthirstiness, he could understand the well from whence it sprang.
He could not understand why Lady Irri seemed so determined to think him stupid or lazy. He would not have minded if she had judged him for his terrible jokes, or for being half a craven. Olyvar was sick with fear almost the entire way to Volantis, especially when he and Viserion were circling the Red Temple, waiting for the green dragon to arrive. True, he had kept his head once the battle began, but any fool could focus on the moment, thinking of nothing but one step and then the next. Somehow he doubted Aegor the Conqueror had vomited immediately after the Field of Fire, choked by the stench of the dead.
Perhaps if he had, he would have been a better man, one less quick to wreak destruction. The voice sounded rather like Sansa. Olyvar glanced at the featherbed, making sure she was still asleep. His wolf wife's hearing might be astonishing, but she could not hear his thoughts.
She could hear Viserion's thoughts, though. How Olyvar had missed her, those long months at sea. He might sense the dragon's moods, perhaps even vague semblances of meaning, as though he looked upon a mosaic, but he could not speak to the dragon directly. Not that Viserion liked speaking to Sansa; he said her voice was grating. Rude beast, and wrong besides.
Olyvar dressed in the darkness, careful not to wake Gilly and her son, who slept on a pallet near the windows, or Edric, who slept near the door, as though standing guard even in his sleep. He might be Ser Edric now, not a mere squire, but nevertheless he would not be budged from his place. With light steps Olyvar crept through the door and into the hall beyond. He did not need an escort for so short a journey as he meant to take.
It was a short, brief climb to the Great Pyramid's little sept. It stood on the thirty-first level, near the queen's council chambers. Olyvar tried not to focus on the walls of scarlet brick that surrounded him, but on the seven altars. Over each hung a painting in the Myrish style, depicting the Seven as though they were born from Valyrian stock. All save the Stranger, of course, whose face was cowled and hidden in shadow.
Since returning from Volantis, Olyvar prayed seven times a day. The aroma of incense helped him forget the ghastly perfumes of war; the sound of a hymn drowned out the wailing of those he could not save. The septon was startled to see him at the Hour of the Crone, though. Olyvar usually only came at the Hour of the Father, three hours hence, observing the rest of his prayers wherever he was when the bells rang out the holy hours.
Please, wise lady, he thought, looking up at the painting of a wrinkled crone, her white hair in a widow's knot. Please, show me the path that I must walk. Guide my steps when they falter, and lead me home, if it be your will.
If he had his way, Olyvar would have arrived in Meereen, slept a single night, and then set sail for Westeros the following day. Alas, fate was not so kind. The Summer Islander fleet would not return from making the trader's circle of the Jade Sea until fourth moon. As tempting as it might be to hire other ships, Olyvar did not trust their ability to see him safely through the storms that churned across the Stepstones and the Narrow Sea.
There was a reason most captains avoided sailing those routes in winter, all save the most experienced or most foolhardy. Olyvar did not want to risk the chance of employing one of the latter going about in the guise of one of the former. Losing a few ships was inevitable, but by no means could he risk losing the one upon which he sailed. Meria's shade would haunt him through all seven hells.
Meria was extremely angry with their prolonged stay in Meereen. Make haste, she'd written. Or so help me, I will shove my qithara so far up your arse that you can pluck the strings with your tongue.
The letter from Aunt Mellario at Dragonstone had been almost as angry. She had ordered him to force Arianne to see sense regarding the appalling betrothal between his cousin Trystane and the bastard Myrcella Waters. Mellario must have been desperate, to think writing to him would do any good. So far as she knew, he was only one of Oberyn's many bastards. Of course, her son Quentyn was too mild and dutiful to argue with Arianne as the head of House Martell, and her son Trystane was too besotted to oppose his own betrothal. The elder sand snakes must have ignored Mellario, as they had ever since she left Dorne behind, weary of endless battles betwixt herself and her husband Doran.
Olyvar rose, brushing his knees off. A useless gesture, as he then promptly knelt before the Warrior's altar. Warrior Above, please. Help me be brave, without being foolhardy. Help me be strong, without being cruel. He had his own war to worry about, one fought with steel, not words. Heart in his throat, he beseeched the Warrior to help him know when he must avoid battle and when he must seek it out.
When Olyvar finished praying to the Warrior, he moved on to the Father, who oversaw not only the scales of justice but counting scales as well. Returning home would require more than the Summer Islander fleet. They would need meat and grain in vast amounts, not only when they landed upon the shores of Westeros, but regular shipments thereafter.
Father, please. Our cause is just, please help us prevail, and I vow to bring justice back to the realm.
There was not enough gold. They still had some chests of gold remaining from what Lady Cedra Santagar had assisted Prince Oberyn in smuggling out of King's Landing, stealing from Petyr Baelish's unknown heir what he had already stolen from the royal coffers. There was the gold made from the previous voyages of the Summer Islander fleet, and whatever gold they might make on their final round of the Jade Sea. So much gold it seemed, when Ser Gulian Qorgyle first showed him the sums, but not enough to feed the whole realm, should winter be as dire as his wife, the King in the North, and the Citadel all predicted.
Olyvar might not yet brave the rough seas, but Ser Gulian Qorgyle soon would. Someone must serve as their envoy to the Iron Bank, and the man had a keen head for ledgers and figures. Olyvar prayed that the Iron Bank would hear him out, at least. It was a long journey to make with so little hope of success. Meria's letters said the Iron Throne was in good standing with the Iron Bank, but he must try anyway. Perhaps the Father would smile upon him, and the Lannisters would suddenly run out of gold with which to pay the usury.
Olyvar snorted. Small chance of that, with all the mines of Casterly Rock at Cersei's disposal. Meria was dropping endless hints about the audacity of the Iron Bank, to demand such high usury, but it was to no avail. Greedy the Lannisters might be, but they did have some common sense, alas. Ser Kevan Lannister's word was law, not Meria's supposedly drunken giggles about those rude Braavosi, pestering the queen regent with their copper counting foreign ways.
At least the Tyrells remain in play, he thought as he knelt before the Maiden's altar. According to Meria's last letter, Lord Mace Tyrell was near apoplectic with annoyance at the queen's disrespect, compounded by her refusal to wed little Tommen to Lady Margaery. Protect her from the queen, o Maiden, just as you protect my sisters and my lady wife. Thank the gods the queen regent was so firmly set against a new queen being crowned. If Cersei had the sense to wed them, she would have Lord Mace eating out of the palm of her hand. Although, perhaps not. Once there was a new queen, it would be much easier to discreetly set the old queen aside. Lord Regent was a far better title than Master of Laws.
Olyvar knelt before the Mother's altar. Mother, help us defend our young and innocent, and I swear I shall do the same.
His own mother's words echoed in his memory. Do not, by any means, allow Mace to keep a council seat, mother Elia had advised in her last letter. At least one of his sons, surely, but never Mace. His ambition is endless; Meria says even Willas admits as much. I suppose you might wed Margaery, if you find it difficult to obtain grain from the Free Cities.
That said, you had much better stick with Princess Sansa. A wife who can speak to dragons is irreplaceable for a dragonrider, especially since your children would likely share her gifts. With your babe in her belly, I very much doubt Robb Stark would think of threatening war, not in winter, and especially not if the Others and their thralls threaten the North as the Night's Watch claims they soon shall.
Thank the gods he had asked Sansa not to read that particular letter, though he gave her leave to read all the others that arrived whilst he was gone. Princess Elia made it all sound so simple. It was both calming and infuriating, as infuriating as the lack of details in the letters from the North. Winter had arrived, they knew, but there was little from the Night's Watch as of yet, save reports that Stannis Baratheon had set out beyond the Wall with the intent of hunting down wights. That was almost a year ago; for all he knew, Stannis might have smashed the Others already.
Olyvar shivered as he knelt before the Stranger. What sins had brought the wrath of the gods down upon the Seven Kingdoms, that the Others should walk the world once more? Thousands of years they had lain forgotten, fading into memory, the stuff of winter tales beside the fire. All men must die, but surely not all of them at once, nor their women, nor the little children. How have we offended? Olyvar asked the Stranger yet again. How have we erred, what wrongs must we set aright?
Last of all he knelt before the Smith. Help me, he prayed, bowing his head even more deeply than before. Help me mend what has been broken, without breaking too many lives in the mending. Even a righteous war left men crippled and dead. Women might be raped, children orphaned, holdfasts burnt, fields abandoned. Let me be steadfast in my duty; help me bind up the realm's wounds and heal them stronger than they were before.
As much solace as he took in solitary prayer, the services every seventh morning were almost as soothing. On those days every worshipper of the Seven at the Great Pyramid visited the sept at the Hour of the Father. Together they held silent stillness as the septon made his sermon; together they raised their voices to chant prayers and sing hymns.
The first senmorn after his return from Volantis, Olyvar found himself leaving the sept not with Sansa, nor with Deziel, as he usually did, but with Aegor.
"I missed you, coz," Aegor admitted as they settled into the prince consort’s solar. "I hoped to speak with you yesterday, but Dany needed me more than you did."
Several days had passed since Olyvar made his reports to Daenerys, a meeting which had gone very badly. Though that was hardly my fault.
"How angry is the queen?" Olyvar asked. He could almost feel himself slipping into his murderous stare as he pushed back the nerves threatening to make his voice shake.
"A little less angry," Aegor sighed, running a hand through his silken silver hair. "Dany expected you to blast Greyjoy from the skies, not leave him free to wreak havoc in the future."
"Sorry to disappoint." Olyvar let a touch of anger seep into his voice. "The firebreaks mattered more than the pursuit of the enemy. When Viserion was rested enough to fly we searched for days, and found no sign of the pirate fleet. Lady Irri assured me that the manticore venom would make quick work of both Greyjoy and dragon, and that returning to Daenerys mattered more than continuing a fruitless search."
Aegor winced. "She told Dany the same, but... uhm. Irri also pointed out that even if Greyjoy lived, he'd be more intent on slaying you than on risking another encounter with her archers. I wasn't so sure, but Moqorro said his flames agree. Euron Greyjoy will sail west, not east, he said. That mollified Dany a bit."
"How comforting for her," Olyvar said through numb lips, praying he could hide the wave of fear washing over him.
Last night he had dreamt he was in Volantis again, but this time Rhaegal was spitting gouts of swirling green fire at the Water Gardens, not the Red Temple. When he tried to make a firebreak, Viserion's flames consumed first his mother, then Oberyn and Ellaria, then his sisters and cousins one by one, and last of all, Deziel and Sansa, who were still reaching out their hands to him when the flesh sloughed off their bones.
It was not the first time he'd dreamt that nightmare, only the first since returning to Meereen. Nym had tried to comfort him, in her way, but even so, his composure had hung by a fraying thread. Olyvar had raced up the many levels of the Great Pyramids, he had slammed open the door to their chambers, he had waited, panting, as Sansa shooed away her guests—
And the instant they were alone, the thread had snapped. I've got you, she had said, tenderness in her voice and warmth in her eyes, and he had crumpled to pieces in her arms.
Nym was in pieces too, but her humor leaned more towards wrath than sorrow. Little though she liked the Vhassars, she had liked their deaths even less. Rhaegal's flames had consumed their palace, among many others. The former Triarch Nyessos had been atop his lavish tower, screaming orders at the slaves below, when the walls turned to slagged stone and engulfed him.
Nyessara and her daughters had been less lucky. They had hidden in a wing of the palace unmarred by flame, relying on their slave soldiers and sellswords to keep them safe. Instead... Nymeria had tried to slap the widow's son, when he told her what befell her mother and half sisters. Thank the gods for Olyvar's quick reflexes. He'd caught her wrist before the blow could land, and half led, half dragged her away.
Trials and beheadings were one thing, the justice of the mob another. Nyessara had not been forced to face her sins before the gods, to suffer the calling of witnesses, to pay weregild to those whom she had wronged. No. She and most of the other slavers had been beaten, tortured, raped, and murdered by whomever found them first, just as many of their treasures were plundered by those who had no right to claim them.
"Olyvar?" Aegor's voice was impatient. "For Seven's sake, I'm working on Dany, there's no need to look at me like that."
"Apologies," Olyvar rasped, looking about for something to wet his dry lips. "My thoughts were elsewhere." He found a flagon of water, and drained it.
"Westeros, I suppose?" Aegor made a face. "Better you than me, Seven be thanked."
"Yes," Olyvar admitted. How strange it was, that the person who best understood Olyvar's many burdens was the imposter raised to carry them in his stead. "I was thinking of mobs, and how dangerous they are."
Aegor furrowed his brow, his indigo eyes thoughtful. "So?"
"So..." he paused, thinking. "Mobs are wild, unreasonable, or so my maesters taught. Fools driven by rabblerousers and petty grievances. But... the mob in Volantis... cruel as they were... I cannot find it in me to condemn them as Nym does. How can we say that we would have shown more restraint, were we in their place, when we have never felt the sting of the lash, nor the feel of a collar against our necks?"
"You sound like Aegon the Unlikely, coz." Aegor grinned. "The prince who was an egg, beloved of the smallfolk and despised by the lords. Are you planning to sojourn among them when you return? Perhaps take up carpentry, or forging plows?"
Olyvar gave him a flat look, unamused.
"I was thinking of Daenerys. Once, I was trying to explain the difference between serfs and slaves, and she could not grasp why they were different. I told her that serfs are not bought and sold at auction, nor bred like horses, that the lowliest serf and the lowliest slave live far different lives. The queen asked me if a serf's comfort depended upon the lord and his bailiffs. When I said yes, she said that a slave's comfort depends upon his master and his overseers."
"She has a point," Aegor said. "From high lords to landed knights, every fief has different laws for their smallfolk, just as every Free City has different laws for their freeborn and slaves. Haldon said it's rather arbitrary, as the laws change every time the lord does."
"What if they didn't? What if the king issued edicts that encompassed all the realm, that provided a stable foundation that all lords must abide by?" The thought had gnawed at Olyvar as he sailed across the long leagues, thinking of how to ensure Westeros never suffered as Volantis had.
"Definitely Aegon the Unlikely." Aegor glanced out the terrace window, as if hoping the rain would let up and permit him to take his usual swim. "What, did you read some tome about him before bed last night?"
"No," Olyvar snorted, somewhat offended. "Aegon the Unlikely was an well meaning idiot, who put his children's happiness ahead of the realm, and thought dragons would compensate for his refusal to play at politics with lords he disliked."
Marriage alliances were well and good, but hardly enough to knit the realm together, especially when Aegon the Fifth's children refused to play their part. The lives of thousands mattered more than the happiness of two lovers, no matter how high their birth, nor how dear they were to the king.
"At any rate, coz," Olyvar continued. "Queen Daenerys also had a point about the power wielded by the high lords. Tywin Lannister spent much of his life acting with utter impunity, heedless of the laws of the realm, because his gold and his armies rendered him a law unto himself."
"The Reynes and Tarbecks... my mother says Jaeherys the Second was appalled by Castamere, but dared not intervene, not with how precariously he sat the Iron Throne in the wake of Summerhall. The High Septon made some fuss about the murder of innocents, even considered pronouncing an anathema until such time as Ser Tywin repented of his sins and humbled himself before the Faith... and then recanted his objections as soon as the Lannisters bestowed some of their gold upon the Great Sept of Baelor."
"I had wondered, what exactly I would do with the man who thought he slew me as a babe, who had slain my sister and sought to have my mother raped." The rain had slowed to a drizzle; Aegor strode to the windows and began stripping off his garb. Olyvar began to do the same, though more slowly, taking care to drape his finery upon a chair, not just fling them haphazardly at the closest flat surface.
"But I am Aegor, not Aegon, gods be praised, Tywin the Faithless moulders in his grave, and you get the dubious pleasure of unseating his daughter and his grandson."
And of fighting the Others, most likely, Olyvar thought as he followed Aegor onto the terrace and slid into the pool's crystal waters. Lucky me.
The rest of the morning passed with swimming and quiet conversation, occasionally punctuated by the laughter of children drifting down from above. Daenerys spent most of her leisure time in the garden atop the apex of the pyramid, sitting beneath an olive tree and watching the foundlings at their play. Olyvar hoped the diversion would soothe the queen's temper; he needed all the help he could get.
The Volantenes were not entirely pleased with how Queen Daenerys' envoys had served them. The red priests were grateful enough; Dysaria's lieutenants and freedmen less so. Yes, the white dragon had helped drive away the green, but the ruin they wrought between them was such that the Volantenes did not want any dragons near their city ever again. Nor did they have any interest in bending the knee to the Empress of Dragon's Bay and becoming one of the cities which paid her tribute.
Angry as she was at Greyjoy's survival, Daenerys was much angrier that Lady Irri had taken it upon herself to have her archers purposefully target Rhaegal, the queen's wayward child, and almost speechless with fury when she learned that Lady Irri had also intended to remove Viserion and his rider from the world.
That revelation had occurred to Olyvar at some point between landing atop the Lightning Tower and collapsing in the ship's cargo hold afterwards. Then he was too exhausted to fret about it, and by the time he was rested, he was too busy trying to hunt down Greyjoy.
Kings made enemies, after all. Olyvar had known Lady Irri considered him a threat to Daenerys; he supposed it was not shocking that she'd meant to deal with him the same way she'd dealt with Greyjoy. He'd almost died a hundred times that night, what was one more? If the Dothraki were going to shoot him, they would have had done with it when he landed atop the tower to lure Rhaegal closer, not risked losing what might be their only chance. Ko Aggo had not even drawn his bow, much though he might have wanted to.
Unfortunately, Nymeria did not share his tranquil resignation. Olyvar had known she would not; it was why he had not told her. She remained thankfully oblivious for the entire voyage back from Volantis, until, by unhappy chance, some passing remark made her freeze on the gangplank from the ship to the dock.
Lady Irri had already reached the bottom, and was turning to say something when a flash of steel flew threw the air. At the precise moment the dagger stuck in Irri's shoulder, Olyvar shoved Nym off the gangplank into the filthy waters of the harbor below. That had been enough to make Aggo lower his arakh, thank the gods. He had already charged halfway up the gangplank, with murder in his eyes. Olyvar held his gaze, ignoring Nym's spluttering and swearing as she swam for the opposite end of the dock.
"A matter for Queen Daenerys, not us," Lady Irri gritted through her teeth, one hand holding the dagger's hilt. Aggo had retreated, to help see to her wound, and Olyvar had gone off to secure Nym, lest she make a second attempt. Shortly after it had begun pouring rain, hard enough to cool the hottest tempers. Almost.
"What in the seven hells were you thinking?" Olyvar snapped as Nym swung into her saddle. "This close to leaving, and you injure one of Daenerys' most trusted ladies?"
"I was aiming to kill," his sister answered, teeth bared. "She dares—"
"She dares? What about you? You swore to take me for your king, and you do not have my leave to attempt murder unprovoked. What if I hadn't shoved you when I did? A throwing knife is no use against an arakh, they're barely of use for anything except flinging at stationary targets when you want to show off! Let alone at flinging at a well loved retainer of an ally we cannot afford to offend!"
With a sullen glare, Nym kicked her horse to a gallop, heedless of the mud and pouring rain. Olyvar followed, chasing her all the way to the gates of the pyramid. There he had placed her into the waiting Ser Symon Wyl's keeping before racing up to his own chambers, pushed beyond the utmost bounds of his endurance. In his wife's arms he fell apart, and with her help he pulled himself back together, enough that Olyvar could face Daenerys in the morning and explain all that had transpired.
There had been less shouting than he expected, at least. Daenerys could not decide whose actions outraged her most, which meant the brunt of her ire was shared among Olyvar, Nymeria, and Irri, rather than taken by any one of them alone. Too, she was upset at the absence of Drogon, who had not been seen for some weeks.
"Do you think Queen Daenerys will deem my quest fulfilled?" Olyvar asked, when they were drying themselves off later, his muscles pleasantly sore from his exertions. He would never have Aegor's flat belly, but he did not think he shamed himself much by comparison. He could only hope some women preferred a man with a solid build, rather than a lean one.
"I should think so?" Aegor shrugged. "Give her a few more days; perhaps by the solstice she'll be ready to think of you more kindly. I doubt she would have been nearly so angry if not for all the trouble she's had with the Brazen Beasts, and Ser Barristan into the bargain."
"Oh?"
It was almost a relief, listening to Aegor recount the troubles of Meereen, rather than thinking of those Olyvar faced himself. Over a light repast he leant his kinsman a sympathetic ear, careful to offer advice only when it was sought, not whenever ideas popped into his head. He did not know Meereen, not as Aegor did, and attempting to muck about in the city's affairs based upon his limited knowledge was bound to end badly for all involved.
It seemed only the blink of an eye before the solstice came, with the accompanying festivities to mark the ending of the year. The morrow would mark the beginning of the year 304 AC in most of Westeros, where the years were marked by Aegon's Conquest. In Dorne they would celebrate the year 1424 CR, counted from the coming of the Rhoynar. In Meereen, they counted years from the doom of Valyria, and the new year was 406, an auspicious number, according to the red priests.
Olyvar was not sure that he agreed. Though it was not the time of her moonblood, Sansa was suffering a severe headache, one that left her weak as a kitten. Rather than bringing his wife to the queen's feast, he had left her tucked in bed with a damp cloth on her brow. Lady Toland and Gilly would take good care of her, he knew, but Olyvar would have rather tended her himself. His wife was unaccountably fond of him singing her Rhoynish lullabies when she was ill, and had cozened several out of him before he was forced to depart, leaving Robett Glover to guard their chamber.
Queen Daenerys greeted him politely, if coolly. The rest of the Dornish received warmer greetings, especially Brienne and Edric. He would need to ask Deziel more about that, among other things. There had not been nearly enough time to catch up on all that he missed whilst he was away. At least Ser Gulian was off to Braavos. Now that was done, Olyvar was slowly trudging through the latest correspondence from the Seven Kingdoms.
"I feel like I've barely seen you," Olyvar lamented as they strolled about the garden atop the pyramid, enjoying the sight of dusk across the city. Though wine had flowed like water during the feast, he had drunk little. His belly was full with better fare, the taste of rice and chopped herbs with fish lingering on his tongue.
"I knew you would be busy," Deziel shrugged, snagging two cups of wine from a passing Unsullied. The queen did not permit common servants about her person, not since Azzar. Best not to think about that; he should enjoy the evening as his wife implored.
Olyvar accepted the cup of wine, toasting his friend before taking a sip. "I've heard you’ve been busy too. A whole garden on your terrace, Sansa said, the loveliest she's ever seen."
Deziel's shoulders drooped. "It was, before storm flies attacked my gladiolus. I've been plucking them off one by one, but the leaves are still rotting. I had hoped to make a gift of them..."
He stared into the distance, at the small cluster of children gathered beneath the olive tree, gorging themselves on fried pastries under the watchful eye of a slightly tipsy Queen Daenerys and a sober Brienne of Tarth.
Olyvar slung a sympathetic arm over his friend's shoulder. "You know," he teased. "I think Queen Daenerys would have rejected your suit anyway. Aegor won't shut up about how well they've been doing of late. It's rather sweet."
Though he could have lived without some of Aegor's raptures about how much better lovemaking was when a man and wife at last overcame the walls that stood between them, when they joined together not only their bodies but their souls. Alas, aspiring kings could not dunk prince consorts into the terrace pool, no matter how tempting or deserved it might be.
Deziel snorted. "Right, yes. You've caught me, I admit it. It was the perfect plan. A rare gladiolus, blue as the summer sky, was surely the way into her heart. I'll have to try again; not like there's much else to do until fourth moon."
"Coz!" Aegor descended upon them, his cheeks flushed with wine. "There you are! Oh, and you, Ser Deziel, well met."
Without so much as a by-your-leave he jammed himself between them, slinging an arm over each of their shoulders. "I've got a gift for you, coz. A good one, really good. Wait, where did I put it?"
Aegor rummaged in his pockets, oblivious to the contortions Deziel's face was making as he tried not to laugh. "Found it!"
"It" proved to be a book, small enough to fit in the palm of one's hand. Gifts were traditional upon the new year, but Olyvar had not expected to receive one from his cousin, let alone one delivered with such... enthusiasm. Aegor watched intently as Olyvar opened the book, turned beet-red, and closed it so fast he heard a quiet thump.
"Don't tell Dany," Aegor giggled, smiling a fond smile. "She thinks I just know what I'm doing— Are you well, ser?"
Dez was wheezing rather alarmingly. "Quite well," he gasped. "Please, do go on."
Aegor brightened at the encouragement. "Right! So, the first thing to know is that while men are more akin to dogs, women are akin to— to the other ones." He frowned. "You know. With the teeth and the purring."
"Cats?" Deziel prompted, his shoulders shaking.
"Cats!" Aegor beamed. "You see, you've got to pet them—"
Mercifully, it was at that moment that the musicians began to play a very loud, very cheerful tune. Whirling dancers formed a ring about the largest bonfire, drawing onlookers from amongst the crowd, including Aegor, who promptly flung an arm around a bemused Ko Jhogo, drawing looks from the queen's councillors and Dornish alike.
Not the Kingslayer, though. He lurked at the edge of the garden, a ghost garbed in wildfire green to match his eyes and gold to match his thinning curls, eyed by both the Unsullied and by Ser Barristan Selmy. Why on earth had the queen seen fit to permit him to attend? Now that Olyvar thought of it, he needed to ask Daenerys about what she wished to do with Jaime Lannister.
When Aegor convinced her to let the Kingslayer live, it was so they might use him to prove Tommen's bastardy. Olyvar supposed he should do the same, though he misliked it. There were many crimes for which the Kingslayer should be tried and executed; at the very least, he would have liked to break his nose again. Sansa avoided Ser Jaime like the plague, and no wonder, though he could not countenance why Lady Brienne tolerated the man as a sparring partner. She certainly never spoke of him.
Indeed, when Lady Brienne noticed the way the Kingslayer was staring at her, she looked desperately uncomfortable, and promptly left. Olyvar would have gone after her, to see that she was well, but Edric and Deziel cornered him by the fountain, eager to catch him up on all he had missed.
Sansa had briefly told him of the incident at the queen's nursery which resulted in Edric becoming Ser Edric, confiding her terror when the sound of steel made her recall the slaughter of her father's men. She had not mentioned that she required only a few short minutes to regain her composure before taking hold of the situation.
Of course she had. When Olyvar strode into their chamber splattered with Azzar's blood, she had panicked, but panicked in a manner that was utterly sensible. She woke Gilly, began packing her most costly jewels, all the while talking to herself about the best way for the Dornish to flee the pyramid before the queen's Unsullied had time to catch them. When he took her in his arms, she had calmed almost immediately, listened to his explanations, and only then had she sobbed all over him.
"I wonder why," Deziel said flatly, having apparently missed the entire point Olyvar was trying to make. "Hmm. Edric, any thoughts?"
Olyvar raised a hand before Edric could speak. "No. Not this again."
For days before Olyvar departed for Volantis, almost every Dornishman had come to him to entreat him to consummate his marriage before he left. His wife was of age, his wife was surely as fertile as her lady mother, surely he should do his best to plant an heir before he sailed off to risk his life—
"Swive all this talk of duty, duty says you should be swiving your wife," was how Ser Symon Wyl had crassly put it.
"My marriage bed is not up for discussion," Olyvar told them, just as he’d told Ser Symon. "Must I make it an order from your king?"
Deziel furrowed his brow. "I wasn't going to talk about your marriage bed, actually. Nor will anyone else. A jest of mine went amiss shortly before you returned; for a moment I thought Princess Sansa seemed like to turn into a wolf and bite me.” He gave Olyvar a knowing glance. “After that I told everyone else to stop making remarks on the topic."
"Oh. My apologies, ser."
"I was going to say that duties are easier to bear when one has a loving wife to share them. The septons and the maesters agree that love is a wondrous thing for the spirit; why should you not draw strength from it?"
"Draw strength from what?" Robett Glover seemed to appear from out of nowhere. Firelight shone off the silver mailed fist on his scarlet tunic, and off the grey streaks in his brown hair. "Tarth relieved me, ser," he grunted, seeing the look of concern on Olyvar's face. "The princess remains well guarded."
"We were talking of love and duty," Edric piped up helpfully. His pale cheeks were pink with wine; he sounded more like a squire of twelve than a knight of almost seventeen. "Like how my love for Dorne helps me train to better defend her."
"Indeed." There was a long pause. "Both love and duty are matters of respect, above all else," Glover finally said. "Respect for one's liege, for one's kin, for one's station." And with that, he wandered off again, leaving them to sit by the fountain in awkward silence.
You seem to treat Princess Sansa with respect, he recalled Glover saying, a few days before her sixteenth nameday. You will continue to do so, or you will answer to myself and to the King in the North.
What, precisely, that was supposed to mean Olyvar could not figure out, and dared not ask, not when Robett still eyed him skeptically at odd moments. It would hardly improve matters if he explained to Robett that he refused to lay a hand on his wife because he feared ensaring her as Rhaegar once ensnared Lyanna. The Tower of Joy was far from the North, but Meereen was even farther. He could not live with himself if he took something that was not freely given.
Robb Stark's letters were no help either. Olyvar kept a tactful silence regarding the marriage, save that it remained unconsummated. To his annoyance, the King in the North followed suit. King Robb did not outright demand the annullment of his sister's marriage, nor encourage that it remain, so much as he wrote around the fact of its existence. Did he think a dragon wiped out the stain of bastardy? Or had Robett told him the secret which so many had guarded for so long?
Olyvar had asked Glover not to reveal his true lineage, not yet. But the man would not swear an oath to that effect, saying only that Olyvar must trust him, as the King in the North trusted him with Princess Sansa's continued safety. No such sentiments were in Robb Stark's letters; his most recent had spoken more of Daenerys than of Sansa. To Olyvar's alarm, Stark hinted quite heavily that he should slay Daenerys, before her madness endangered Westeros.
What about endangering your sister? Olyvar had wanted to shout. Daenerys had knights, Unsullied, and armies of freedmen, for Seven's sake; to move against her whilst dwelling in her pyramid would be suicidal. How could King Robb have misread their letters so badly? Such extreme actions were not even necessary, not with Daenerys resigned to remaining in Essos where she belonged. Granted, things might be different if she had claimed Drogon, but somehow he doubted it.
A thin whistle pierced the air, followed by a crackle and a flash of light.
"Lovely," Deziel breathed.
Fireflowers burst across the sky, blooms of flame that vanished almost as soon as they appeared. From Yi Ti, if he recalled aright. Unlike the sickly green wildfire of the pyromancers, the fireflowers shone with every shade of the rainbow. The children clustered about the queen clapped and gasped, making oohs and aahs of delight at each new bloom. Olyvar manfully resisted the urge to go play with them, aware that it would do neither himself nor anyone else any good.
The wine had certainly done Aegor no good. He was pale and queasy when he visited Olyvar's solar the next morning, keen on apologizing for his behavior.
"I confused a flagon of strongwine with a flagon of sour red," he admitted, one hand cradling his head. "I had meant to give you the gift today, quietly, as a— a gesture of goodwill. Not to make an ass of myself and embarrass the both of us. I can take it back, if you want."
"Returning a gift is ill luck, coz," Olyvar replied, hoping Sansa wasn't listening from her seat on the terrace. "But I'm not going to read it." Yet, anyway.
"Fine," Aegor grimaced. "Serves me right. Though you should read it, unless you'd rather follow the way of the Unsullied and adopt a foundling for an heir."
The next fortnight crept by slowly, each day's routine the same, a welcome respite of mundanity and monotony. At the Hour of the Father Olyvar prayed in the sept, then spent the rest of his morning poring over the letters from Westeros and the useful notes which Sansa had compiled when she read them. There were even tidily labeled charts, sorted by subject and by house, with sigils sketched atop the pages in his wife's careful hand.
Whilst he occupied himself with reading the notes, adding his own thoughts in the margins, Sansa occupied herself with filling fresh pages. At some point whilst he was away, she had taken it upon herself to begin collecting songs and stories, as skálds did. Thus far she had jotted down Gilly's northron tales, and those she knew herself, before moving on those from Dorne.
When her hands grew stiff from writing, Sansa would take a turn about the solar, or walk on the terrace, if the day was clear. Regardless of the weather, she would sing to herself under her breath as she walked, a pleasant hum at the edge of his hearing as Olyvar bent over his own work.
Their lunches were spent with a different member of the retinue each day. Whilst Olyvar sought their counsel on matters of state, Sansa asked after their various pursuits; when argument grew too fierce over some point, Sansa smoothed things over; when she wearied of company who remained too long, Olyvar made tactful dismissals, with the excuse that he must return to his letters.
When Lady Nymella Toland lunched with them, she brought her great-niece with her. Now three, Sylva was permitted to sit at table, though she did not remain there long. Her chubby fists were not very adept at feeding herself without creating a mess, so Gilly scooped her up and fed her on the terrace with her son. A year older, Samrik was quite capable of feeding himself, and kept trying to show his playmate how to do it.
When the meal was through, Sansa asked for Lady Nymella's thoughts on a composition. Instead, she found herself playing and singing for an adoring pair of toddlers, who ran in from the terrace almost as soon as her fingers touched the strings of her high harp. For a moment his eyes betrayed him, turning the children's dark brown hair to auburn and silver...
Afternoons were for letters and notes and planning, followed by tending Viserion, but when Lady Toland left, Olyvar found himself unable to concentrate. Somehow a conversation that began about their childhoods shifted into one about the proper upbringing of children. Though they had been raised thousands of leagues apart, their thoughts aligned on most matters.
"I wonder, sometimes, what Joffrey might have been," Sansa confided, her eyes sad. "When I was a girl, I thought he was the cruelest boy to ever live, but he was still a boy. Where did he learn cruelty, if not from his mother, or from his fathers both feigned and true?" She touched the locket that hung beneath her gown. "Lord Eddard taught us lessons Joffrey never learned."
Olyvar restrained the urge to ask what lesson Sansa had learned when Lord Eddard slew her direwolf. One daughter's wolf had been allowed to run free; could he not have done something to save the other? It utterly bewildered him that Lord Eddard could be so unfailingly honest, yet fail to warn his daughters of the danger in King's Landing, of the perilous game they played.
The last time he had questioned Lord Eddard's sense had let to a bit of an argument. Olyvar had been poring over all the reports he had of the Night's Watch and the Others when he made the mistake of asking why anyone in his right mind would let his beloved son join the Night's Watch.
After all, Ned Stark had raised his son at Winterfell, in defiance of all custom. Even in Dorne, bastards were fostered with trusted friends, not raised in the lord's keep alongside his trueborn children. That was why Prince Oberyn had never wed; a wife might tolerate a paramour, but not a brood of bastards underfoot who might someday usurp her own children's place.
"A lesser lord would have found himself at war with his wife's family over such an insult," Olyvar huffed. "Why would Lord Eddard risk so much to raise Jon Snow himself, only to let him waste away amongst rapers and murderers?"
"Sins are wiped away when a man joins the Night's Watch," Sansa had replied, flaring. Passion turned her cheeks to roses, her eyes bright. "Uncle Benjen called them the black knights of the Wall; he took my half brother there himself to swear their holy vows. It was a hideous, crookbacked black brother who smuggled Arya out of King's Landing, not some dashing knight in a white cloak."
His breath caught in his throat. "You are the northwoman, not I," Olyvar murmured. "I yield the point."
Sansa frowned at him, suspicion lingering in her eyes. "So easily?"
Olyvar shrugged, his heartbeat thudding in his ears as he trembled upon the edge of a precipice. "You are a part of my councils. I respect your judgment; why should I not heed your thoughts?"
The rest he left unsaid.
As first moon drew to a close, Olyvar found himself regretting the steady pace at which he'd worked. All the old correspondence had been thoroughly reviewed, and initial plans drawn up for all the arrangements which must be made before they finally departed Meereen. There was little else to be done; he could hardly begin buying grain until he knew how much gold he had to spend. The Summer Islander fleet was not due to return until fourth moon, and with the narrow sea so rough, Ser Gulian Qorgyle would not return from Braavos for months.
Sansa had her stories, Deziel his garden, Nym her sullen sulks, Lady Toland her harp and her great-niece, but Olyvar found himself at his wit's end. The reports of the Seven Kingdoms from the sailors on the docks did not help; they were so confused and contradictory as to be useless, even compared to reports nine moons out of date.
Lacking anything else to occupy his time, Olyvar set himself to the problem of Queen Daenerys. Something must be done to secure her friendship in the wake of what had happened with Volantis. As the weeks went on, she'd leaned toward favoring Lady Irri's account of events, praising the Dothraki woman's loyalty and bravery.
Oh, Daenerys acknowledged the role Olyvar had played in luring Greyjoy to the archers, but that could not soothe her hurt over the loss of her child Rhaegal. Whether or not he survived his wound, the jade dragon was lost to her forever. Unwilling to blame Lady Irri, the Mother of Dragons instead blamed Olyvar, who meant to steal away her second child and never return.
"I think the loss would not have cut as deep, if not for Drogon," Aegor confided during one of their swims. After weeks of frequent sightings toward the end of the old year, the dragon had suddenly vanished shortly before Olyvar’s return, and had not been seen for nearly two moons. "Dany asked me how she could be the Mother of Dragons, when no dragons remain to her?"
That gave Olyvar an idea. A terrible idea, granted, but one that just might work. He voiced it first to Aegor, then to Daenerys. Only after receiving the queen's wholehearted support did he bring it to his wife and bannermen.
As expected, every single one of them hated it, despite the queen's promises of support should he succeed. Perros Blackmont spent several days thinking up alternatives, each worse than the last, and was crestfallen when Olyvar rejected them. Glover demanded to know whether he had taken leave of his senses; Deziel stared at him for a good ten minutes, then swore so vehemently he accidentally cut an entire branch off the pomegranate tree he was pruning.
Every single one of them hated it, except Sansa.
"This will work," she said to herself, eyeing Viserion nervously. They stood in the dragon yard, with Daenerys, Aegor, and the rest of the Dornish looking on from a safe distance. "I frightened Drogon away, after all. All we have to do is bring him back, and then we can go home."
"And then we can go home," he agreed, watching the sunlight dance upon her auburn hair. It was braided into a coronet around her head, to shield it from the wind. "Ready?"
Sansa drew a deep breath. "Ready."
The dragon's saddle was akin to one used for jousting, with a high pommel, a high back, and a high cantle in between Olyvar's seat and the pillion where Sansa would ride. Gowns were hardly compatible with dragonriding, but it was odd, to see her in tunic and breeches over chainmail. Sansa shifted uncomfortably as he helped her secure the saddle chains that would bind her during flight. Once satisfied as to his wife's safety, he saw to his own, the warmth of the dragon settling over him like a blanket.
Olyvar had just finished checking his own chains when Viserion let out a cry. The great wings spread, and in a crack of thunder they were aloft, the world falling away, an ear-piercing scream in his ears. For a moment he was worried, until the sound turned to giddy laughter, then gasps of awe at the sight of the city below.
North, south, or east, Olyvar prayed as he waited for Viserion to choose their path. Anything but west, please.
Drawn by the wisps of magic that still bound him to his black brother, the white dragon turned west.
Olyvar could only hope they would not follow a trail of charred corpses. A dragon that ate children did not deserve to live. Sansa hoped that if Daenerys claimed the dragon, she might command him to eat only sheep. It was an opinion Olyvar did not share. Only the presence of Lady Irri and her archers had convinced him he was right to risk the black dragon's return to Meereen. If the queen could not stop the dragon from devouring children, her Dothraki archers certainly would.
Days spent on dragonback were far different than those spent in the pyramid of Meereen. Only a fourth of each day was spent soaring through the skies, lest they overtax Viserion. The dragon seemed to bear their weight easily, with eastern winds to speed their flight. Soon after sunset, the dragon would descend upon some lonely spot beside a lake or river. Whilst Sansa set up their canvas tent and gathered firewood, Olyvar hunted or fished for fresh meat, then cooked whatever he had caught over their fire. Before midnight they retired to bed, sleeping with the dragon's saddlebags between them; before dawn, they rose, broke camp, and returned to the air.
On days when the autumn rains grew too fierce, they did not break camp. Instead, they remained in the same spot for a day or two, huddling by the fire or holing up inside the tent, talking of everything and nothing. Mostly they talked of Winterfell and the Water Gardens, though sometimes Sansa talked of the hollow hill, and Olyvar of his days as a squire.
"That was when I learned how to make these," he told her one day, handing her a warm flatbread.
Olyvar had only barely kept the fire going long enough to cook them, what with the rain pouring down in sheets outside their tent. They were lucky to have bread; the dragon's saddlebags could not carry much. When the small supply of flour, honey, and oil ran out, they would be forced to rely on meat and fish alone. They brought little else with them. They each had only a few sets of clothes, soap and tooth powder, thin cashmere blankets, their tent, some coin, and a few other things, like the dried apple rings hidden away for the next time his wife got her moonblood.
"It's wonderful," Sansa said, sighing as she took a bite. "Much better than when we were walking through the Riverlands. We scavenged what we could, and Arya could catch rabbits, but none of us knew how to cook them. Except Meri, we'd have starved, if not for her. Still better than when I was in my wolfskin, though." She shuddered. "I never could get used to eating meat raw and bloody."
Olyvar could still not quite get used to Sansa saying such things. That the same girl who was so kindhearted that she wept for Joffrey was also capable of regularly opening her veins to spill her blood on the roots of weirwood trees was... unsettling. Bands of faded silver scars still marked her forearms, almost invisible, unless one knew they were there. What sort of gods asked for such grisly tribute?
Then again, those same gods had blessed her with her wolfskin, had blessed her siblings with their direwolves. In ancient days the Rhoynar had offered up men and women to Mother Rhoyne; the ancient Andals had carved seven-pointed stars into the bodies of unbelievers before they slew them. Sansa had only made offerings with the meat of animals and her own blood, freely given.
The next day dawned without a cloud in the sky, and their journey resumed. They flew over old Valyrian roads of fused black stone, they flew over mountains painted in stripes of rust and rose, gold and grey, jade and jet, they flew over foothills and forests.
As they drew closer to Volantis, Viserion began acting very strangely. One night he dropped a pile of bones on Olyvar, another night he shoved Sansa into a pond, and he kept blowing smoke and flames for no reason, though he was careful not to set anything ablaze. Even his presence felt different, or so Sansa said. Perhaps it was the regrowth of his tail that was bothering him? Viserion was not sure; his tail itched, but otherwise bothered him little. Nor could they think of anything else amiss; his appetite was fine, his moods otherwise placid.
They had been flying for just over a fortnight when they finally reached Volantis. Thankfully, Viserion was more than willing to give the city a wide berth. Olyvar did not doubt there were archers everywhere, watching in case the jade dragon should return to plague them once more. Instead, Viserion followed the Rhoyne northward, toward a pair of cities that sat astride the river. His dark brother was near, the dragon told them, and they would find him soon.
The ruins of Sar Mell rose from the morning mist like a maiden from her bath. The walls of her palaces were wrought of pale sandstone, covered in delicate carvings of flowers in lavish geometric patterns. Her abandoned courtyards were overgrown with wild blooms; a few of her pools and fountains still ran with clear water; the Rhoynar had built their cities for strength and for beauty.
Volon Therys was less lovely. Abandoned a few short years ago after being sacked by a Dothraki khal, the old Valyrian city jutted proudly from the western bank of the river, as though determined to master it. Its edifices were of ghostly white marble, polished to an unnatural sheen. Row after row of cramped slave apartments ran throughout the city, their walls of unadorned cold caement. Even the palaces of the mighty boasted few carvings, and those upon the trim of the pillars and upon the friezes.
When Viserion landed upon the eastern bank of the Rhoyne, neither of them objected. Sansa was halfway through undoing her saddle chains when Viserion reared up, shrieking.
Everything happened at once. Drogon rose from the ruins of Volon Therys, his great black wings torn, a thousand useless arrows embedded in his flanks and chest. The arms about Olyvar's waist went limp as Sansa slumped against him, attempting to speak to the dragon as she spoke to his brother. Drogon roared, Viserion shrieked, and at the same moment Viserion took to the skies, the saddle chains gave way.
With frantic fingers Olyvar undid his own chains, the dragons forgotten, his eyes fixed upon the blue river, upon the spot where the body had fallen with a splash of white. Viserion was still rising slowly above the river, so high that Olyvar really should not dive—
Mother Rhoyne, help me!
Olyvar dove.
He slammed into the river like a stone into a wall. He coughed out a lungful of air, and choked in river water, his legs kicking desperately toward the gleam of golden fire overhead, his arms pulling—and then suddenly his feet stood upon something hard, and he was rising, rising, until his head broke the water and into the open air, until he drew a shuddering breath and looked down—
He stood upon the back of a great horned turtle, one even larger than the dragons grappling over their heads. The turtle looked at him with eyes the same mossy green as its shell. One flipper waved gently in the water; Sansa clung to the other, gasping for air, bloody tears streaming down her face and blood streaming from her nose.
"Old Man of the River." Olyvar bowed his head, his chest heaving. "Thank you."
The turtle's eyes glinted; it raised its head and bellowed, the sound thrumming through the air. The dragons screeched as one, their bodies locked together, but they left them in peace as the turtle swam to the eastern bank of the river. No sooner had they limped ashore then the turtle dove beneath the waves with a mighty splash.
It was almost dusk when Viserion returned to them at Sar Mell, Drogon having vanished into the clouds above Volon Therys. Too weary to hunt, and unable to set up camp without their saddlebags, they had sunk down upon the stones of one of the less overgrown courtyards. With a disapproving snort Viserion coiled his length around them, tucking them under his wings as though they were wayward hatchlings.
Both his dragon and his wife fell asleep almost instantly, but Olyvar could not. It was his folly, his arrogance that had led to this. No gold nor grain nor army ever raised was worth losing so much in exchange. With or without Drogon, as soon as Sansa was well enough to travel they would return to Meereen, and from there return home. And gods help Daenerys if she stands in our way.
Notes:
Can’t wait to see what y’all think! ☺️ It’s my birthday in a couple days so comments are extra 💕💕💕
Last year for Valentine's Day, we got Jaime stabbing Tywin through the heart. This year, we get lots of dragons and politics, with a side of the Olyvar-Sansa anxiety slowburn from hell, lol. All hail the king and queen of overthinking and denial.
All POVs from here on out are the last ones (in Part IV) for each character 👀
Chapters Remaining
January-August (?) 304 AC
140: Dany VI
141: Edythe III
142: Cersei V
143: Olyvar VI
144: Jaime IIIAugust-December 304 AC
145: Arya VII
146: Sansa VI
147: Bran V
148: Jon VIIWibbly wobbly timey wimey AC
149: Epilogue (Theon)
Olyvar’s (as yet unnamed) spear and sword by ohnoitsmyra
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NOTES
1) Most lower class Romans lived in apartment complexes called insulae, which is what the slave housing of Volantis is based on.
2) Just as fortnight means every fourteen nights, I could have sworn sennight is used in canon to mean a span of seven nights, but apparently not. I've used it here before; now I'm adding senmorn to refer to the Faith's equivalent of Sundays, with the equivalent holy services.
3) The celebration of New Year's Eve in Meereen is vaguely based on Nowruz, the Persian new year, although Nowruz is celebrated on the spring equinox.
4) Gladiolus is a type of iris, known for symbolizing strength. They're also called sword lilies, a fact which is so perfect I cannot believe it.
5) Swive is a medieval term for having sex. Think "fuck" but less intense.
6) Let's talk dragon speeds!
GRRM deliberately leaves himself plenty of wiggle room, but I needed some guidelines or I was gonna lose my mind figuring out distance/timing issues. In canon, we know Visenya managed to fly nonstop from Dragonstone to Pentos to fetch Maegor, and that Rhaenyra and Daemon used to race their dragons from the Red Keep to Dragonstone and back. Rather than do my own calculations, I scanned a lot of old message boards on Reddit and the wiki, and after looking at other people debate the various factors, settled on a range of up to ~150mph max sprint, and a low of 25mph.
For a long distance journey, stopping each evening to preserve the dragon's strength and let the rider rest, I used around 40mph as my guidance point, keeping in mind that headwinds versus tail winds could substantially affect a dragon's speed.
7) I based the Painted Mountains of Essos upon Zhangye National Geopark in northern China.
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8) Rhoynar architecture is based on Islamic architecture, Valyrian is based on Roman. Yes, caement is the name I made up for Roman concrete/cement.
9) Yes, you can cry blood, a condition known as haemolacria.
Chapter 140: Daenerys VI
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"All kneel for Daenerys Stormborn, the Unburnt, Empress of Dragon's Bay, Queen of Meereen, Khaleesi of Great Grass Sea, Breaker of Shackles, and Mother of Dragons!"
The herald's voice rang through the open air; as one the guests turned toward Dany and bent their knees. Even without the Seven Kingdoms, my titles weigh almost as heavily as my crown, Dany thought as she strode through the crowd. Perhaps it was time to remove the title of Khaleesi too. She had not seen the great grass sea in years, not since the death of her sun and stars...
But that time was done, she reminded herself, looking up at the husband who walked with her arm in arm. Prince Consort Aegor smiled down at her, the onyx dragon on his crown glimmering in the torchlight. She could not have found a man less like Drogo if she had tried. His hair was as fine and silvery as her own, his eyes deep indigo pools, his face cleanshaven, his form lean and lithe as he led the queen to her dais.
Once atop the dais it was time for her to receive the worthies of Meereen deemed important enough to celebrate the ending of the old year with the queen. Whilst the sun set to begin the longest night of the year, Daenerys greeted her counselors one by one.
There was Ossalen, her chief scribe, whose golden eyes made her think of Naath and sorrow. There was Mollono Yos Dob, commander of the Stalwart Shields, eager as ever to talk of Volantis and of war. There was Skahaz mo Kandaq of the Brazen Beasts, gruff and obsequious by turns. The glares he gave the Unsullied about the terrace were less friendly; when he saw Grey Worm approach, the Shavepate took his leave with surly silence.
The queen ignored him, pleased to welcome the general of her Unsullied and captain of her personal guard. Grey Worm's son Essalor trailed at his heels; Dany presented the boy with a set of toy soldiers wrought to look like Unsullied. Essalor accepted them with a look of delight that made her heart clench, even after father and son strode away.
Admiral Groleo fairly beamed as he introduced his wife and children, finally arrived from Pentos, along with letters from Magister Illyrio Mopatis. Aegor stiffened at that, his grip on her arm tightening. While Dany pitied his discomfort, she could not help the warmth in her belly at the hint of anger simmering beneath his smile.
The appearance of her nephew Olyvar and his Dornishmen quickly quelled her husband's bad mood. Aegor gave them a fulsome welcome; Daenerys greeted them more coolly, lest Olyvar think she had forgotten their quarrel.
It was hard to remember her anger, on such a fine night. The garden upon the apex of her pyramid was lush with winter flowers blooming from the shrubs that lined its narrow paths. Tiny green olives dotted the branches of the tree at the center of the garden; in the fading light of dusk its leaves cast shadows over the fountain and terrace pool, where candle lights floated atop the water.
Once the greetings were done, the guests settled themselves at the feasting tables arrayed atop the terrace. Lavish couches surrounded each table; guests reclined, eating in the fashion favored by the highborn of both Old Valyria and Old Ghis.
Though Daenerys had been in the habit of dining at a table set with chairs in the style of the Seven Kingdoms, of late she favored it less and less. Couches with plush cushions were much more comfortable. And it was expected that guests share couches, providing ample opportunity for Dany's hands to wander over Aegor as she waited for the Unsullied and their rats to finish tasting all the food set before her.
Ser Tumco Lho and Ser Barristan Selmy loomed over her as she ate, resplendent in white scaled armor. The lines of Ser Barristan's face were deeper than usual; he frowned as he stared at the table furthest from the queen, where a golden-haired man reclined alone, ignored by his companions.
Ser Barristan had been most displeased when she decided to permit the Kingslayer to attend the feast. Even the worst of knights deserved one evening away from his cell. Save for his wagging tongue, Ser Jaime Lannister had behaved himself throughout his long imprisonment. Not once had he tried to escape, and he had told Aegor much of use, before Olyvar came. He deserved some reward, small though it might be. Whatever happened when she handed the Kingslayer over to her nephew, somehow she knew he would not live out the coming year, not with the fell hunger that glimmered in the green of his wildfire eyes.
Dany soon forgot the Kingslayer, swept away by the pleasure of bidding the old year farewell. The past week had passed in a blur of revelry as the queen presided over her people's many festivals. Ossalen had helped her judge the tourney of songs put on by Naathi freedmen in bright robes and butterfly wings; Ser Larraq the Lash of her Queensguard explained to her the meanings of the ritual dances put on by freedmen from the Summer Isles.
This afternoon Daenerys had gone out to one of the fields beyond the city to honor the Dothraki rites. Ko Jhogo and his wife Morriqui led her through the ceremony, chanting prayers as she offered milk tea to the earth mother, surrounded by her khalasar garbed all in white. Tomorrow she would honor the Lord of Light at the Red Temple; Moqorro had not come to the banquet, too busy leading the sacred prayers which must be said on the last night of the year to drive away the darkness.
What darkness? Dany wondered to herself. The night was cool and fragrant; from atop her pyramid she could see the nightfires blazing across the city, surrounded by happy worshippers.
While they danced and sang, their queen ate delicacies with her fingers. Her husband pressed the choicest morsels upon her, feeding them to her by hand. She wanted to kiss his fingers and lick them clean, but resisted, letting him wash them in a bowl of clear water. When they drank it was from the same cup of sour red strongwine, though Dany let him have most of the flagon. Half a cup was enough to make her head swim, and she wished to remember this night.
She could not remember most of the unhappy solstices spent with Viserys. His name day was early in the new year, and he always spent the week before it in a bitter sulk, refusing to let her join the celebrations in the streets of whatever city they were in. Unless their host demanded their presence, of course. Those years were worse. Viserys would go, unable to offend their patron, but he would spend half the night hissing complaints in her ear, pinching her hard whenever a guest disrespected him, as if it was her fault.
It was your fault, she could almost hear Viserys snarl. You were born too late for Rhaegar; he would never have fallen for some northern slattern if he had you. We would still have our throne, our gold, everything, if you had only been born more timely. Eyes filling with angry tears, Dany had told her brother it was his fault, for not being born a girl. That had woken the dragon; the bruises those words won her had taken weeks to fade. Now her skin was pale, unmarred; her brother was gone, and Dany was here.
When the last of the sweets were taken away and the feast ended, Dany fled for the olive tree, leaving Aegor behind to fend for himself. Unsullied carried away the feast tables and couches, so the guests might stroll the open terrace. Her foundlings had not dined upon couches. They dined beneath the olive tree, either kneeling or sitting cross legged. Wet nurses washed their sticky hands and faces before letting them approach the queen; once clean they immediately bolted for Dany, taking turns wrapping their arms around her legs and pressing their noses into the soft amethyst silk of her stozar.
"They love Your Grace very much," a shy voice said from above her head.
Dany looked up to see Brienne of Tarth, her broad shoulders slightly slumped. None of the children had approached the hulking Westerosi, whether put off by her six and half feet of muscle or by her coarse, homely face. Whatever the reason, even the queen lost their attention when they saw an Unsullied approach with a platter of Tyroshi honeyfingers.
"They owe you and Ser Edric their lives," the queen told the warrior maid as the children ran off. "Have you thought upon what boon you would have of me?"
Brienne made no answer, her sky-blue eyes gazing into the distance. Dany turned to look, unable to tell who had drawn the lady's eye. Olyvar and a few of his Dornishmen stood clustered together by the fountain; far behind them she could see the Kingslayer prowling at the edge of the terrace.
"Coz!"
Aegor's shout of delight echoed across the garden; Dany muffled a snort as her drunken husband descended upon Olyvar. Shortly thereafter the musicians began to play, and Aegor abandoned the Dornishmen to watch the dancers whirling around the largest bonfire. For a few minutes he swayed in time to the music, leaning with one arm around Ko Jhogo. When that grew dull, Aegor sought her out, practically beaming when he spotted her beneath the olive tree.
"Dany," he sighed in her ear. He pulled her to him, her back pressing against his chest. "You look sweet as summerwine, my lady, my queen, my all." He pressed a kiss to her hair, his hands drifting to her hips.
"There's still the fireflowers," she reminded him, breathless, feeling her heartbeat flutter between her legs. Still, Dany could not help herself from slipping a hand behind her back, nor from smiling when her husband gasped at the feel of her hand upon his length.
They remained in the same spot throughout the entirety of the fireflower display, the popping and whistling of the fireflowers covering their soft groans and drawing away any eyes that might have noticed something untoward. The children noticed nothing; half of them were up in the branches of the olive tree, the rest clustered by the fountain.
It was easy enough to slip away as the last fireflowers faded, their laughter mingling as they raced down the steps to their chambers. They were so desperate for each other that they did not bother undressing; Aegor shoved up the skirts of her stozar and took Dany against a wall, holding her up as though she weighed nothing, his words gentle as he panted her name, his thrusts so rough she almost screamed.
After, she lay awake, deliciously sore, her husband spooned around her, one hand cupping her breast, the other lying against her belly. Ever since Aegor was released from bedrest, their lovemaking was as frantic as that of animals in rut, a change as welcome as it was unexpected. What sort of man took his wife so eagerly, knowing no seed of his would ever take root?
Of that Moqorro was certain. Both the red priest and Haldon Halfmaester swore that bearing a child was sure to kill her. The children Moqorro had seen the queen hold in his flames were the foundlings, not children of her body. Dany had not wanted to believe them, but they were both so sure... it was Aegor who had convinced her to take the monthly potion Moqorro brewed to keep her belly flat.
"Mothers made too young oft turn barren," Haldon Halfmaester had said gently. Fool. It was the fault of the maegi Mirri Maz Duur that Dany would hold no child in her arms, not that of Drogo, who loved her so, who named her the moon of his life. But what was a queen without an heir? Who would take her throne when she was gone; who would claim Drogon, her first child and her last? Dany was still wondering as she drifted to sleep, and dreamt of all the new year might bring.
For Aegor, the new year brought a pounding head, the price of indulging in strongwine. Dany kissed her husband's brow and sent for a draught from Haldon Halfmaester. When it arrived, he drank the entire thing in two swallows without uttering a word of complaint, though he did beg leave to visit Olyvar and apologize for some untoward remark.
"Very well," Dany allowed, "but you must return quickly, lest we keep Moqorro waiting."
Whilst she waited for her husband, Dany visited the nursery. The foundlings slept in apartments close to her own, guarded at all times by one of her Queensguard and by Unsullied. All of them were fast asleep when she crept into their chambers, their little faces content, their little hands wrapped around the new toys she had gifted them. Some slept together, curled up like a litter of puppies, a sight that made Dany turn away, though she gave them one last wistful look before returning to her chambers to dress.
Thousands of her people lined the streets to watch as her Queensguard and Unsullied escorted Daenerys to the Red Temple, all of them cheering and waving as she passed them by. Dany smiled and waved back, trying to ignore the weight of the crown upon her brow. Aegor bore his more easily, but then, his crown boasted only one dragon, not three, one for each child she hatched upon the Dothraki Sea.
Once, when she was only a girl, Dany had cleansed herself in the cool waters of the Womb of the World, the vast holy lake that lay beneath the Mother of Mountains. She had washed away the blood of the stallion's heart, washed her sore jaws, her swollen breasts, her distended belly. She wished she could have washed again, after her sun and stars took her before the cold eyes of his bloodriders and the disapproving whispers of the dosh khaleen. That night Dany had found her thighs sticky with his dried seed and her dried blood, the gifts of the khal's frantic need to mount his khaleesi, who carried his son, the stallion who mounts the world.
Today there would be no such displays. Both the queen and prince consort remained fully dressed in their silks as Moqorro gave his sermon, beseeching the Lord of Light to burn away the dark follies of the old year and bless the new with the light of wisdom.
When the sermon ended, it was time for the cleansing. Deep ditches lined the plaza beneath the Red Temple, each filled with fire. Hand in hand, the queen and her consort leapt over the dancing flames, a great cheer going up from the many worshippers gathered to await their turn.
Dany waited for them on the other side of the ditch. The heat brought a blush to her cheeks; her skin grew slick with sweat until she could no longer clasp Aegor's fingers. The firestorm bathed her, its shimmering waves washing away all doubt. The flames washed away her fear of the assassins who had plagued her, the terror she felt when her husband collapsed, the bitter tears she had wept for Missandei and Lyanna and the men she loved who had misused them.
Late that afternoon, when they returned to the Great Pyramid, she led Aegor to the kennels, rather than the steps to their chambers. It was there that her gift awaited him, a hound with a long nose and silky ears, the kennelmaster's pride and joy. Aegor thanked her with another round of passionate lovemaking, the hound Nosewise banished to the terrace until they were through. A dog was a poor replacement for a dragon, but an easier companion to bring with him as he went about his labors.
They had many labors, when the second day of the year dawned much too early. Cleansing away the troubles of the old year might please the gods, but jumping over a flaming ditch did nothing to diminish the burdens of ruling. As the queen had not held court on the first day of first moon, she must hold court on the second.
Dany had a headache by the end. Her crown felt as if it was made of lead rather than gold and silver by the time she and Aegor returned to their chambers, him to take a swim in the terrace pool, her to sink onto her couch.
Things had seemed to be going so smoothly back in ninth moon. Irri and Jhiqui's assistants had taken over Aegor's work with the Dothraki and the freedmen's council, and Missandei's scribes had handled the rest of his duties. Daenerys had almost been able to relax as she waited for her husband to recover his strength, when she was not busy holding court or meeting with her council.
Then came the first day of tenth moon, and with it, the thunderbolt of betrayal. She could still recall the look on Daario's face as he burned, his hard blue eyes melting to run down his cheeks, the oil in his beard and curls bursting into shimmering flames.
Missandei had not shared that sight, poor girl. The queen had put her heartbroken herald on a ship bound for Naath, guarded by archers and Unsullied. Other Naathi had joined her, freedmen who longed to return to the shores from whence they came. Dany hoped Missandei found the grandmother whom she sought, and tried not to lose herself in anguish over the loss of a friend so dear she was almost a sister.
With Missandei gone, Dany had spent the last weeks of tenth moon keeping up her spirits by thinking of Volantis, of Olyvar and Irri returning in triumph. Olyvar had proved his mettle when he slew the assassin Azzar without suffering so much as a single scratch. Her nephew would surely handle Greyjoy just as easily. After all, the gods loved Olyvar well; they arranged the world about him as though he was a hero from the songs. The king who was a bastard, the squire who slew the Mountain, the gallant knight who stole a northern bride from one queen and a dragon from another.
Confident in her nephew's victory, she did not spend eleventh moon fretting like his wife. While Princess Sansa hid in her rooms, struck down by a sick headache, Dany rode through groves of olive trees with Aegor and Ser Deziel Dalt. She barely listened as the Knight of Lemonwood bent her ear with all the wondrous properties of olives. Dany was too busy drinking in the smell of damp earth and growing things, marveling at the life which had sprung from a field once covered in naught but ash and charred trunks.
Still, she felt badly for her anxious goodniece. When a merchant from Great Moraq presented her with the first pick of his wares, the queen bought not only scarlet muslin for herself, but teal, azure, and copper for her Dothraki ladies, and gold for Missandei, before she remembered she would never see her again. Last of all, she chose a pure ice-white for Sansa.
Dany had hoped when her nephew returned to find his bride garbed in starlight, Ser Dullard would finally make love to her as he ought to have done long ago. Dany would have suspected her nephew a lover of men, if not for how openly besotted he was, and for the way he avoided looking at his lady wife whenever Sansa's gowns showed even a hint of her full bosom.
Instead, the day her nephew returned was full of strife, not lovemaking. Not for him, anyway; she was entwined with Aegor when Ser Tumco Lho, Lord Commander of her Queensguard, interrupted their passion by knocking on the door. She would have told him to go away, had he not announced that the ships from Volantis had returned late the previous evening. Ser Olyvar Sand waited without, come to make his reports to the queen, along with Lady Nymeria Sand, Lady Irri, Ko Aggo, and Kheshig Baido.
Deeply annoyed at being interrupted, Dany was already in a foul humor when the visitors entered. Her mood did not improve as Olyvar explained all that had happened in the skies over Volantis, how they had lured Greyjoy into a trap, how Rhaegal had bitten off Viserion's tail, how the archers had wounded both rider and dragon with poisoned arrows. That was when he faltered, and turned to Irri, whose shoulder was inexplicably bandaged.
Irri's report proceeded much more slowly than Olyvar's. She could barely get two sentences out before Nymeria began interrupting. To Dany's surprise, Olyvar was the one who lost his patience first and removed his sister, one hand gripping her upper arm as he dragged her from the room.
While he was gone, Irri finally explained why her shoulder was bandaged. Her voice was low, almost seething with rage as she spoke of how dangerous it was for any man to ride a dragon, how she would pay any price to protect her khaleesi from harm at their hands. How at the last moment, Irri chose to spare the white dragon and his rider, for they had brought the green dragon to her waiting archers, despite knowing they placed their lives in her hands.
"It was not your choice to make," Dany snapped as Olyvar entered the room.
She barely heard his apologies and talk of House Vhassar and dead mothers, too afraid of what was coming next. Any moment he would ask for Irri's head, and she would have to give it to him. Drogo would not even have asked. Her khal would have raped Irri the moment he realized her betrayal, then slaughtered her and all her archers and made a pile of their heads.
To Dany's utter astonishment, the request never came. All Olyvar wanted was for Lady Irri to be guarded at all times until he left, and that she and her archers be barred from coming within arrow range of Viserion, or of himself. He also promised to keep Lady Nymeria confined to the Dornishmen's level of the pyramid, only to be let out if accompanied by knights and men-at-arms who would keep her away from Lady Irri. Last of all, no one was to know of what had happened; he had forced Lady Nymeria to swear an oath of secrecy, and bade Daenerys do the same with her people, lest his Dornishmen learn of what transpired and grow wroth.
To this Daenerys readily agreed. Even so, she was so shaken by the near calamity that she took sweetsleep for the next few days to calm her ragged nerves. Thankfully, she could not taste it over the sour, bitter tang of fermented goat's milk with which she took it.
Thirsty and hungry from ruminating over her troubles, Dany sent an Unsullied to fetch her a plate from the kitchens. Gods help her if any new calamity should arise in the first months of the new year. Haldon Halfmaester had warned her she could take no more sweetsleep for at least six moons.
A few grains of sweetsleep were potent medicine to slow a pounding heart, but taken in excess it turned to poison in the blood and stopped the heart forever. The Unsullied had gathered up all the sweetsleep to be found in Meereen, soon after one of the first attempts on her life. They had found several pounds of the stuff; Haldon Halfmaester kept it in a locked casket in his chamber.
Instead of sweetsleep, Dany sipped a cup of persimmon wine, the taste both tart and sweet. It went well with the goat cheese and flatbread, but the best part of the meal were the olives, the first fruits from the groves outside Meereen. When Aegor came in from his swim, she shared them with him, nibbling away happily.
To her annoyance, Aegor would not stop talking of Olyvar as he petted Nosewise, tossing the hound bits of flatbread. He was determined that she forgive her nephew, but the longer Dany dwelt upon his failure, the more it angered her. Olyvar was supposed to slay Euron Greyjoy, free Rhaegal from his sorcerous chains, and bring her wayward child home for Aegor, who had no dragon of his own. In her more childish daydreams Rhaegal then proved a she-dragon, and laid eggs upon her return.
Olyvar was not supposed to shy from battle, leaving Irri and her archers to take care of Greyjoy, and to put an arrow through poor Rhaegal's eye. At least Moqorro was sure that Rhaegal yet lived, though sadly, so did Greyjoy. Neither would fly east again, a thought that made her feel both safe and sad.
Dany felt even sadder when she wended her way to the terrace and looked down at the dragonyard. Though Olyvar spent his days shut up in his solar, he spent each dusk with Viserion. The cream and gold dragon coiled about his rider like a lover, a sight that made her heart burn with envy. It should be Drogon down there, it should be Dany who vaulted into the saddle to ride dragonback.
Instead, she left the terrace, and made her way to Irri's chambers. She found Irri bent over a vest, a paint brush in her hand. Her maids Alagai and Ujin sat beside her, one embroidering a dēl, the other a babe's swaddling clothes.
"Khaleesi," Iri said, lowering her eyes as she rose to bow. "I am honored to receive you."
"Stop that," Dany said, irritated by the formality.
Dany was in no mood to suffer Irri sulking about suffering the consequences of her behavior. Irri thought the wound in her shoulder should have been enough to satisfy everyone. She was most vexed at being excluded from every feast Olyvar graced with his presence, including the solstice banquet atop the pyramid. Nor did she have Jhiqui to keep her company; her sister was still with her new husband Khal Rhogoro.
"Is there any word from Yunkai?" Dany asked, settling herself on a couch. She missed Jhiqui's easy smiles and playful gossip, along with her deft touch with the freedmen's council.
"From Vaes Vishaferat?" Irri corrected, taking back up her paint brush. "No, khaleesi, not since the last letter. Sarnai suspects Jhiqui is with child, but the khaleesi cannot be certain for another moon's turn."
Dany made a face. "Very well. What of the letters? Have you read them all?"
Irri's assistants had handled the minor affairs of the Dothraki in Meereen whilst she was away, but the friendships she sought to build with the khals of the Dothraki Sea were too delicate for anyone else's handling. Irri knew the many khalasars far better than anyone else, save perhaps Jhiqui. She recalled all she had heard as a daughter of Khal Dhako, all she had heard whilst a handmaid in Khal Drogo's tent, and all she had gathered from writing letters to Khal Rhogoro and his wife Sarnai, who led the first khalasar to make alliance with Meereen.
"All, khaleesi," Irri said, inclining her head. "Khal Jommo..." she swallowed. "Khal Jommo is ready to offer more than just friendship. His khalasar will follow the Mother of Dragons, if we meet his terms." She listed them; most were reasonable. "And last, he offers to seal the alliance with blood. His fourth wife is dead, and he would have me take her place by his side."
Dany pondered for a moment, wishing Irri would not stare at her so. "No," she decided, choosing not to shame Irri by noticing her gasp of relief. "Rhogoro holds Jhiqui in honor as his second wife, but a fourth wife is another matter. You deserve better."
Besides, unlike Vaes Vishaferat, the foothills of the Painted Mountains where Jommo grazed his herds were far from Meereen. Rhogoro might be content to let Jhiqui remain a part of her court, but Jommo would hardly wish to keep a wife he never saw. Irri was blood of her blood, her place was here, not in some stranger's khalasar.
"That reminds me," Dany said, glad that Irri had remained seated, not prostrated herself to give thanks. "You have my permission to wed Rakharo—" Irri's face broke into a radiant smile "—once the Westerosi leave."
Irri huffed, but did not protest. Ser Olyvar might trust his sister to hold her tongue, but Dany was less confident. Best not to provoke an unseemly outburst that might lead to bloodshed; Aegor said Nymeria was positively livid about her brother's betrayal in the wake of her mother's death.
Dany could not understand such pointless fury. From what Olyvar said, Nymeria had barely known the noblewoman of Volantis who gave her birth. What did she have to rage over, she who had a brother by her side and half a dozen sisters back in Dorne, along with a father and not one but two foster mothers?
Dany had not had three parents who loved her. She had one brother who hated her. Why couldn't Ser Willem Darry have taken them to Dorne? They could have dyed their hair and hidden among the happy children of the Water Gardens, like Olyvar and his sister. Instead they had Braavos, and a house with a red door.
Once Viserys had told her that Dorne had abandoned them, that when Ser Willem was dying, he sought to meet with Prince Oberyn Martell in Braavos, only to be refused entrance to his manse. Soon after Ser Willem had died, and they had been put out into the street. Thereafter they were wanderers. Many common children in the Free Cities shared their silver hair and purple eyes; sometimes Dany had wanted to be one of them. She wanted to fade away, to choose a city and make a humble life there.
But it was not to be. The Usurper's hired knives would find them if they remained in one place too long. No, she must always be a stranger, condemned to leave a city as soon as she began to know it, condemned to follow Viserys, who grew crueller and colder with every passing year as his longing for home consumed whatever was left of his heart.
Her own heart was not so small nor mean. Dany could feel its gentle beat whenever Aegor took his leave by taking her hand and brushing his lips across her wrist. That was how they always parted ways, whether he was leaving their chambers or yet another council meeting the day after her talk with Irri. His departure left the room empty save for herself and Moqorro, who sought a private word.
"Magnificence," Moqorro said, his deep voice like thunder, the flames tattooed on his dark cheeks gleaming yellow, orange, and red. "Do you know what day it is?"
"The twenty-third," Dany answered, after a moment's thought. "Why?"
"Deep in the mountains, hidden behind a high blue waterfall, there is a secret grotto. Within its humble walls dwells the eternal flame, the blessed fire which the Lord of Light bestowed upon men at the dawn of days. For thousands of years my brethren have kept watch over the sacred fire. Spring or summer, autumn or winter, it endures, burning steadily without oil nor wood, as unchanging as the course of the sun and moon."
Moqorro turned his dark eyes upon her, as though he peered into her soul. "Save thrice. It blazed at the moment Azor Ahai thrust Lightbringer into Nissa Nissa's heart. It roared on the day the Doom fell upon Valyria, over four hundred years ago. And upon this day, not five years past—"
"My dragons hatched," Dany breathed, overwhelmed by memory.
How could it be five years? Sometimes it seemed an eon, when the burdens of rule made her feel like some ancient crone. When Dany recalled she was not yet twenty, it felt as though mere moments had passed since she kissed Drogo farewell and set her torch to the pyre.
"You were reborn in the same flames from which you drew Lightbringer," Moqorro rumbled. "The black dragon is the flaming sword, and you are Daenerys Stormborn, the Unburnt, Azor Ahai come again to deliver the world from darkness."
For a moment Dany saw herself astride Drogon's back, looking down upon the world. Dark fire gouted from the dragon's maw, consuming pyramids and palaces while men small as ants screamed and burned, until there was nothing left but ash that fell like snow. Only then did the dragon carry her away to the next city, on and on and on, until she knew nothing but the stench of burnt hair and charred flesh—
"Delivering Meereen from darkness is enough," she told the red priest, her stomach churning. "At least until Drogon returns."
Drogon's absence occupied her thoughts more and more as first moon waned, along with her anger at Irri. Foolish though she had been, Dany could not question her loyalty. Greyjoy had corrupted Rhaegal beyond saving; Irri had been right to act, to save a third city from being devoured by green flames like those which swept over Qarth, then Volantis.
Much though she loathed the thought of losing Viserion forever, her anger at Olyvar also began to dim, after Aegor explained the suicidal peril of engaging another dragon at close quarters. Her nephew had not dumped his quest in Irri's lap, he had sought to fulfill it without sacrificing himself. It was only right that Dany grant him safe passage, along with her blessing and perhaps some gold and ships to aid him in conquering the ancestral home she would never see.
Dany's faith was immediately rewarded when, without any prompting, Olyvar offered to search for Drogon and bring him back to Meereen. She accepted gladly, promising gold and ships upon his return.
When the day came for his departure, Dany and Aegor watched from the dragonyard as her nephew prepared to take flight. Viserion waited patiently, his nostrils steaming, his creamy scales shining in the sun, while Olyvar helped his wife into the pillion seat and began securing her saddle chains.
It was queer to see Princess Sansa in tunic and breeches rather than a gown. Dany had never realized how long of leg she was, nor the breadth of her hips. Birthing hips. If the gods were good, perhaps the girl would be with child when they returned. Gods only knew why Olyvar was so set on bringing his wife with him, if not for the chance to finally consummate their marriage away from prying eyes and wagging tongues.
"That will be us someday," Dany whispered, squeezing Aegor's fingers. Her heart ached as she imagined Drogon swooping down from the skies, bowing his head before presenting his back for her to mount.
Oh, it would be so sweet, to see Drogon once more. Her last glimpse of her dragon had been from a distance, his shape a dark blot against the sky. Dany and Aegor had been called away to speak with Grey Worm, and while they were within the pyramid, the black dragon had flown straight at the garden atop the apex, before screeching and flying away.
The foundlings had been wild with excitement, all save one, a Lyseni girl of five with the pale golden hair and bright blue eyes of old Valyria. Dany had found Neida hiding in the branches of the olive tree, trembling like a leaf whilst the other children laughed at her cowardice. The dragon was too big, too hungry, the girl had whispered when she was safe in Dany's arms.
"There is no shame in fear," Dany had told the little girl as she stroked her hair, thinking of Viserys, of Drogo. "But you cannot let a dragon see you tremble. If you show him you are brave, then all will be well."
Yes, all will soon be well, Dany thought as Viserion took to the sky like a flash of lightning. Aegor gasped at the sight, drawing her gaze to his handsome face, his shining eyes. In the meantime, lacking Drogon, she did have another dragon eager to carry out her will.
Blackfyre or no, she could not ask for a more faithful consort than Aegor. Whilst she sat upon her throne to dispense justice, he stood by her side, whispering in her ear, providing useful advice and suggesting questions that had not occurred to her.
There was always some new dilemma to be handled. As soon as the queen began solving one problem, her people brought her another. The masons repairing the wells and drains were having difficulties; apprentices from the Weaver's Guild had complaints over their treatment by the journeymen; the freedmen's council wished for her to establish a bank in Meereen.
Dany could not fulfill all of their requests, not if she had an entire lifetime to do it. Building a city took time, let alone rebuilding one half drowned in the dust of ages. Her grand notion of taking down the pyramids had stalled as the Great Masters began to perish, having only dissembled a scant few levels of their pyramids.
Unable to justify the expense of hiring laborers to continue their work, Dany left the slightly shorter pyramids as they were, each entrusted to the keeping of one of her counselors or retainers. The queen did give orders that gardeners continue moving most of the Great Masters' trees and shrubs to the public gardens being built upon the squares formerly used for slave auctions.
Alone, Dany might have crumbled beneath so many burdens. Thankfully, she had Irri, and her counselors, and Ossalen and his scribes. Soon she would have Jhiqui, now with child, and expected to return from Vaes Vishaferat within a moon's turn.
Best of all, she had Aegor. Since his illness her husband had grown bolder; though he did not speak against her in public, they often fought in private, until one of them grew bored and yielded the point, or until their arguing turned into lovemaking.
Sated though she was by her husband's ardor, Dany could not help growing restless during the long days when she held court. Council meetings might be short or long depending upon her mood, but her people deserved to be heard by their queen, and that meant keeping consistent hours during which she heard petitions. Her buttocks grew stiff, her crown heavy, yet still she kept her seat.
As she waited for the next petitioner, Dany found herself daydreaming of flaming the slavers plotting to retake Volantis. It was a dream that could never be; the Volantenes wanted every sort of aid except that of a dragon.
What would she do, when Drogon returned, if not ride forth to protect those who could not protect themselves? She supposed she might wander the world on dragonback, seeing the wonders of Yi Ti and Leng and the Shadow Lands beyond Asshai, but then who would rule Meereen? Besides, she would not be able to bring any of her people with her, save Aegor. Much as she loved him, she could not imagine leaving behind Irri or Jhiqui, or her foundlings; the loss of Missandei already stung enough.
The next petitioner who stepped forward was a copper-skinned youth of Dany's age, with close-cropped black hair and a broad flat nose. For a moment she thought he was Dothraki, until he began to speak in the sing song tongue of Lhazar. Thankfully, Ser Tumco Lho and Ser Avram the Red Lamb were guarding her today, and Ser Avram still fluently spoke his mother tongue.
"His name is Yoram," her Queensguard translated. "He comes to petition for redress from the heirs of his former master."
Dany frowned. One of the first laws passed after Aegor began serving as her hand, the law of redress ordered that former slaves receive recompense for their years of suffering.
Those enslaved by the Great Masters had been paid soon after she turned against the Harpy, but the thousands enslaved by lesser masters had more difficulty enforcing their rights. The cunning freeborn had tried to escape their obligations by claiming the former slaves had belonged not to them, but to a recently deceased relative. Dany had responded by issuing an edict requiring heirs to pay a slave from their inheritance.
"This is a matter for the common courts," Dany said gently, watching Yoram's face as Ser Avram translated. Yoram held himself stiffly as he replied, shrinking away from her like a dog who feared a blow.
"The court turned him away, and would not hear him."
Dany shifted in her seat, displeased with whatever officer or justiciar had turned away one of her people. "Why?"
"Because his master was Drogo."
Dany could not hear herself think. Her court was filled with Meereenese, all of them shouting and jeering. Someone threw a clay jar; it shattered at Yoram's feet, a shard cutting his bare leg. He barely twitched, but his eyes pierced her, their gaze so soft and sad.
"Stop!"
It was Aegor who called the command, but it was the nod from Dany that set her Unsullied to pounding the butts of their spears against the floor, until at long last the crowd fell quiet. She gripped the arms of her throne as she thought in silence, ignoring the shocked faces of her counselors, ignoring the way Irri clenched her hands into fists.
Dany was able to speak calmly by the time she had questions ready for Ser Avram to translate. Yoram answered them, his voice trembling.
It was Khal Pono who had driven Yoram and his kin from their village in Lhazar to the slave markets of Astapor. From there Yoram had been sold and sold again, first to New Ghis, then Elyria, then to Tolos, where he had finally managed to escape his last master and begin the long walk to Meereen. For though Khal Pono had sold him, it was Khal Drogo who had taken him, and the Breaker of Chains, the Mother of Dragons, was Drogo's widow too.
And suddenly Dany was fourteen again, her swollen belly jutting against her saddle as she sat her silver, watching little Eroeh sob and wail as riders mounted her atop a pile of corpses, trying not to sob and wail herself. The faint echo of Ser Jorah's voice thudded in her ears, speaking of the best prices for young girls and boys, of the profit to be made in flesh if the khal made for Meereen. Enough profit to buy ships to take them across the sea, enough profit to win her son an Iron Throne.
A gentle hand rested upon her shoulder, shaking her from her reverie.
"The law of redress is for a slave's last owner, not his first," Aegor said doubtfully, quiet so only she could hear. "And what will happen if you pay him? Khal Drogo took thousands of slaves before he wed you; are we to pay them all? And he might be lying, preying upon your kind heart. Has he any proof?"
That was a fair question, and she bade Ser Avram ask it of Yoram. He replied in the tongue of Lhazar, slowly, tears rolling down his cheeks, his chest shaking.
"He saw a silver-haired girl astride a silver horse, her belly fat with child," Ser Avram finally said.
Dany frowned; any man might guess that much.
"He saw the khaleesi take many girls as her slaves, and the riders growled and spat at being made to give them up."
Dany shifted in her seat; she supposed men might have talked of such strange behavior.
"One of them was his sister, Eroeh."
Irri choked on air, her cough a harsh and ragged thing. Dany stared at Yoram, looking in his face for a glimpse of a timid girl she once knew.
"Pay him," she commanded, her tongue thick and heavy in her mouth, her lips dry as bone. "And dismiss the court. We are done for today; the rest may be heard a week hence."
That night she dreamt of the Dothraki Sea, of cruel-faced men riding through long grass turned brown and brittle by winter's chill. Mago was there, the rider who had protested so angrily when Dany stole his prize. But only for a little while. Eroeh's limp body was slung over his saddle, her throat cut, his face splattered with her life's blood. Around him riders laughed and pointed at the dead girl. She saw Khal Jhaqo, who had made Mago his bloodrider and raped Eroeh after him; she saw Khal Pono, who had abandoned Drogo as he lay dying.
Last she saw Drogo, alive once more, yet different than she remembered. He did not look at Eroeh, nor weep as Dany did. Her sun and stars loomed over her, a hulking giant, his face hard, his eyes cold, his hands rough as he seized her, her cry of fear when blood gushed from between her thighs only enraging him further—
"Dany?" The dim light before dawn limned Aegor in silver. "Are you well? You cried out."
"A nightmare," she shivered. Nosewise nuzzled at her hand. Dany petted the dog's silky ears, stroked the long soft snout, felt the cold wet nose. "Nothing more."
When they awoke again, hours later, Aegor resumed fretting over her. At his behest she permitted Haldon Halfmaester to examine her, though he found nothing amiss. Septa Lemore was less easily convinced; the priestess recited several prayers over her before she took her leave, after pressing a kiss to Aegor's brow.
"Are you sure you feel up to the council meeting?" Aegor asked as Irri helped her dress while Nosewise gnawed on a bone. "I can have Ser Rolly—"
"It's fine," Dany soothed.
She should have met with her council two days ago, had Aegor's morning swim not been so distracting. There would be twice as much work to be done today. Irri had just placed Dany's crown atop her head when a rap came at the door, and Ko Jhogo stuck his head in to announce Jhiqui had returned.
In the end, the council meeting had to wait for a few more days. Dany had not realized how deeply she missed Jhiqui; even her happy glow as she rested a hand over the curve of her belly and cooed over Morriqui's fat babe could not sour Dany's joy at their reunion. Jhiqui told her all about Vaes Vishaferat, about her husband Rhogoro and fellow wife Sarnai, about the sweet children to whom she was now a second mother.
In exchange, Dany told her of the foundlings, of little Neida and her fear of dragons, of Xanda and Nevio, always whispering to each other, of Collio, always begging for sweets, of the little Lyseni boy who refused to answer to any name until he was given one by whoever adopted him. He would be waiting a while; even the bravest Unsullied shied from adopting a child whose Valyrian looks made him a target for those still eager to strike against the queen by harming her children.
Jhiqui almost vomited when Dany and Irri told her of the butchery which Ser Barristan Selmy had hidden from her for so long. The murders had begun in fifth moon, but she had not learned of them until eleventh moon, when Grey Worm informed her after Brienne of Tarth and Ser Edric Dayne happened upon a pair of dead women in Mazdhan's Maze, not a stone's throw away from the queen's nursery. Both were wet nurses, both shared the queen's silver hair and light eyes, and both had been raped and killed for it.
Dany would still know nothing, had Ser Barristan had his way. The old knight kept interrupting Grey Worm's report, urging her to leave this business with the Brazen Beasts to him, until she finally ordered him out of her sight so she might have a moment's peace.
Nearly a hundred women dead, all told. That was the price of her ignorance. Ser Barristan had set the Shavepate and his Brazen Beasts the task of finding the murderers and stopping them, never guessing that the murderers might have friends among the city watch, or be Brazen Beasts themselves. For that she had removed him as her Lord Commander, and placed her safety in Grey Worm's capable hands.
Unsullied he might be, and no knight, but Grey Worm had never lied to her. It was he whom Dany charged with seeking out the truth of what had happened, and rooting out the traitors from amongst the Brazen Beasts. All of them were confined to their barracks, save the Shavepate, who protested his innocence most violently.
It was the beginning of third moon by the time Grey Worm was ready to report what he, his Unsullied, and their scribes had found. The blood bride murders were the work of a dozen Brazen Beasts, eager to collect one of the many exorbitant bounties placed upon Dany's head by the terrified slavers of the Free Cities.
At first they had hoped to get near the queen using their place in the city watch, only to find that her Unsullied guarded her too closely for them to survive such an attempt. Thus stymied, one of them had gotten the idea to use the weakness of women to their advantage. They need only push the queen until she broke and slew herself, then find a slaver willing to pay them for their cleverness. After months passed without the queen obliging them with her suicide, they had turned upon the nursery which she was known to frequent, and at last been caught.
"They would have been caught earlier, my queen," Grey Worm told her. "But when the families of the slain women sought the aid of the courts, saying that their sisters and daughters were taken by Brazen Beasts, the courts would not hear any word against Your Grace's men."
Some of the Brazen Beasts had noticed something was amiss, but coin and beatings soon silenced their qualms. It seemed the Brazen Beasts were quite free in using their cudgels, not only against each other, but against her people, extorting bribes from small merchants and poor shopkeepers, safely anonymous behind their brass masks.
Well, her people would suffer such mistreatment no longer. In the course of a single afternoon Dany stripped the Shavepate of his command, arrested him to stand trial for his crimes, barred the use of masks by the city watch, and set a new commander over them, an officer who had served directly under the Shavepate but did not share his brutal face or many accusations of corruption.
Her council meetings grew even more busy when the winds shifted, bringing ship after ship from the west and the Free Cities. Drogon had been seen in Volantis in first moon and driven off by archers; Viserion had been sighted flying north above the Rhoyne in the middle of second moon.
Whilst Dany awaited their no doubt imminent return, she spent her days treating with envoys from Volantis. The Volantene freedmen were holding elections for new triarchs, elections in which all freedmen could vote, though not the freeborn, nor women.
Meanwhile, Triarch Alios was in the Disputed Lands, raising a horde of sellswords to retake the city. Meereen was forgotten; all eyes were on Volantis, the first daughter of Valyria, lest her revolts spread across the Free Cities. Myr, Tyrosh, and Lys had put down their own slave revolts, and were supporting Alios with all their might. Mantarys was already marching for Volantis by way of the demon road; New Ghis's iron legions would soon join them, once they hired enough sellsails.
"Leave that to me," Moqorro rumbled. "The Lord of Light will burn their ships before they leave port, I promise you."
That was not the only aid the Volantenes wanted. More than anything, they wanted steel, and plenty of Unsullied to train their levies in using it. The steel was no trouble; the tribute she took from Tolos alone would cover the cost.
Dany was less certain about parting with any of her Unsullied, upon whom she depended so heavily. Meereen would be the slavers' next target if Volantis should fall; above all else, a queen must protect her own people. And she needed the rich trade which was to be had with Volantis; though all the ports around the Jade Sea were open to her, half the Free Cities had closed their ports to her ships. Braavos, Ib, and Lorath were willing to trade, but they were far away, across long leagues of sea churned by winter storms.
Then there was Pentos. When word came that Pentos would open its ports to her, Aegor had smiled at the envoy, and then smashed a gaudy, expensive vase once they were alone. Dany had enjoyed watching it shatter; it had been a wedding gift from Illyrio Mopatis, and though she dared not move against him, she could only wish him ill.
That her sweet husband should come from such a man defied all she knew of reason; that Illyrio should abandon his child to another man's keeping defied all she knew of love. It was Ser Jon Connington who Aegor mourned, not the father who hung a false name about his neck. At least he had given him Haldon Halfmaester, Septa Lemore, and Ser Rolly Duckfield, who still remained with him, as loyal as Nosewise, though much better smelling than the adoring hound who trotted at her husband's heels.
Even so, her nephew remained her husband's favorite. The two of them had grown thick as thieves; each day that passed as they awaited Olyvar's return, Aegor seemed to droop just a little more. Why was Olyvar so dead set on risking a winter war? Aegor would be heartbroken if his truest friend drowned whilst crossing the tumultuous waters of the narrow sea, and Dany did not want to lose the little kin she had, nor his odd wife and proud Dornishmen.
The Dornish were even more disconsolate than Aegor, on the rare occasions that they left their rooms. Lady Brienne was the sole exception; she rode through the city every day, accompanied by Ser Deziel Dalt, the Kingslayer, and a heavy guard to ensure he did not attempt escape. Dany would have refused the boon, if not for the solemn pity in Brienne's eyes as she spoke of the cruelty of keeping a lion in a cage for years without even a moment outside the walls of the Great Pyramid.
Ser Edric Dayne's boon had been much easier to grant. In a fit of chivalry that might have come from a song, the young knight begged a single chaste kiss and a lock of her hair, so in his old age he might prove he once met the Mother of Dragons. This she granted, with an amused Aegor and most of the Dornish looking on as witness.
Third moon crept on, the westerly winds still blowing strong. Dany thought little of it when she heard of ships arrived from Naath; the Peaceful People kept up a brisk trade with Meereen. That is, until she returned from a council meeting to find Missandei standing in her chambers.
Dany dropped her husband's arm, and ran for her little scribe with a heart so full she thought it must burst. Missandei's laughter was sweet as bells as she returned Dany's embrace, chattering so fast the queen could barely keep up. She had laid Mossador's bones to rest beside those of the grandmother who died a few short months earlier, but her cousins were yet living, and she knew them, and they knew her, and all of them had followed her back to Meereen.
"To stay," Missandei finished, almost gasping from lack of air, her cheeks flushed, her eyes bright. "And there was a girl from our village, who liked Marselen when we were small, and she came too. She doesn't care that he's Unsullied, when I told her he still thought of her, she came! And when he's back from Volantis—"
"He's already here, little one," Dany smiled. "The Mother's Men are patrolling the hinterlands; he should be back on the morrow. But why are you here? Why would you leave Naath behind?"
The girl looked at her, golden eyes gleaming. "This is my home, Your Grace."
Her giddiness over Missandei's unexpected return lasted almost a week, the time it took to prepare a suitable celebration. But as Dany presided over the feast, picking at a Naathi sourdough flatcake filled with spiced vegetable stew, her happiness ebbed. Whilst Aegor briefly saw to some minor matter with her scribes, she was left to recline on her couch alone, nibbling at her meal and watching her guests.
Missandei reclined closest to the queen, a place of honor, but she spoke to Dany little. She had three cousins crammed beside her, all of them whispering to Missandei in Naathi whilst casting adoring looks at the queen. Ko Jhogo and Morriqui shared a couch, their plump babe dozing between them. The sisters Irri and Jhiqui lay together, heads bent as they giggled over some secret, Ko Rakharo glancing wistfully at Irri from across the table before turning to talk of his new foals with Ko Aggo.
Her spirits did not lift until the arrival of Ser Tumco Lho. Viserion had been glimpsed wheeling above the city; did the queen wish to greet Ser Olyvar and Princess Sansa in the dragonyard?
"What of Drogon?" She asked as they strode down the steps, leaving the feast behind. "Has he been seen?"
His answer did not please her. Nor did the long descent from her banquet hall near the top of the Great Pyramid, nor the absence of Aegor, still busy with Ossalen. By the time she reached the dragonyard she was out of breath, her bad ankle twinging from a missed step. She would have tumbled, had Ser Avram not caught her by the arm.
Dany expected to find the yard quiet and deserted, save for a tired Viserion, his weary riders, and the Unsullied who guarded the dragonyard.
Instead she found a scene of chaos. Still saddled, the cream dragon hunched beneath the scorched wooden canopy built to shield him from wind and rain, hissing and screeching as he clawed a hole in the ground. Ser Olyvar was shouting and waving his arms to no avail; his wife stood well away from the dragon, hugging herself and biting her lip.
Princess Sansa straightened when she saw the queen and her Queensguard. "Your Grace," she curtsied, forgetting she wore tunic and breeches. "I—"
"Where is Drogon?"
The girl shifted uneasily. "Following, we hope. Perhaps a few days behind? He sleeps, he hunts, he gorges, he sleeps again—"
Viserion let out another screech, his claws sending dirt and mud flying. Olyvar had given up shouting; he watched in silence as the dragon squatted over the hole he had made—
The nest she had made.
The eggs slid from Viserion, one after another, their jeweled scales shining for only an instant before they disappeared into the dragon's nest. The last three did not fit, but sat atop the others, green and purple and a deep true red she had seen but once before.
As if in a trance, Dany approached the she-dragon. Slowly, her hands outstretched, her violet eyes fixed upon the dragon's eyes of molten gold. Viserion blew smoke from her nostrils, but there was not even a whisper of flame. She was almost close enough to stroke the dragon's flank when Olyvar's voice rang out.
"What are you doing?" Gone was his awkward, murderous stare; Olyvar held himself like a king, implacable, inexorable. He did not say your grace, she thought with a pang of rage.
"Taking what is mine," Dany said. "You would not have Viserion if not for me, and she would have no eggs if not for Drogon." The knowledge had come to her as she spoke, but she knew it was true.
"What is yours?" Olyvar snapped. "No Targaryen ever rode a second dragon; what use have you for eggs you cannot claim? You have no heirs; will they grow as wild as Drogon?"
"Drogon is not wild, he is unclaimed," Dany flared. "And what of Aegor? Will you deny our kinsman, my husband, the same chance that I gave you?"
"One egg," he gritted.
"Three," she answered, astounded by his greed. Was it not enough that he had a dragon, a wife, a family, and the Iron Throne? How much more could he take from her? "One for each quest you failed."
"He did not, Your Grace." Sansa draped a hand over her husband's arm; almost unconsciously he rested his hand on hers. "You bade him tame Viserion to prove his worth; you bade him defend the Red Temple from Greyjoy; you bade him search for Drogon and bring him back. All this he did; you cannot ask for more."
"What?" Dany was almost speechless with fury. "It was his idea to look for Drogon!"
"Beg pardon?" Sansa let go of Olyvar's arm, her eyes narrowed as she looked at him. "You said—" she glanced at the queen. "We shall speak of this later."
In the end, it was Aegor's arrival that finally stopped the arguing. None of them were happy when they parted ways, least of all Viserion, who required much coaxing before she let them examine her eggs, count them, and decide where they would go.
Ten she had laid, every one a different color. Seven they left in the dragon's nest, those which would sail for Westeros with her nephew. The largest was gold, speckled with every color of the rainbow; the others were amber and emerald, deep sapphire and pale aquamarine, dark grey with veins of gold and bone white with dapples of crimson.
Beautiful as they were, they could not compare to those she carried away to her chambers. Aegor had chosen an indigo egg flecked with black, whilst Dany chose the other two, one a rich olive green with a streak of wine, the other the red egg which had drawn her eye. She cradled it against her breasts as they walked up the steps, trying not to imagine the dragon which would someday emerge from the shell. It was Drogon who was hers, Balerion come again, the largest and most terrible dragon to walk the earth for centuries, not some fragile hatchling not yet born.
"It's warm," Neida exclaimed a few days later, her hands trembling from the weight of the olive egg. The foundlings had been playing atop the pyramid, splashing in the pool and playing with their toys, until they saw the queen approach, an Unsullied carrying the pillow which bore her greatest treasures.
"Let me feel!" Collio begged. He laid a hand upon the shell, then wrinkled his nose. "No, it isn't."
One after another, all the children touched first the olive egg, then the indigo, then the red, their small hands gentle. Dany could feel no warmth in the olive egg, nor could Aegor, nor could any of the foundlings, save the nameless Lyseni boy, the one with the silver hair. He touched it last, still sucking his thumb, a look of wonder on his face. When he asked to hold it, she could not deny him, not with the pleading look in his sweet lilac eyes. The child held it carefully, when he laid down upon a patch of soft grass to take a nap, he wrapped his entire body around the egg.
The red egg did feel rather warm, but that was just the noonday sun. Dany sat beneath the olive tree, its leaves keeping her as cool as the indigo egg in Aegor's lap. He soon handed it to Irri, who took it away to be locked in their chambers. His hands freed, her husband took up his harp, his sweet tenor voice echoing across the rooftop garden as children climbed in the tree above their heads, picking the ripe olives and popping them in their mouths.
Whilst her husband sang, Dany watched the skies, looking for the dark speck. It rose above the clouds, then vanished from her sight. Yesterday Drogon had finally been seen, circling the far edges of the city, but drawing no closer. That would not do. Lacking any better idea, Dany had bade Olyvar and Sansa fly to Vaes Vishaferat this morning as soon as the sun was up. Surely it was Viserion's presence in his territory that made Drogon shy away; with the she-dragon gone, her mate would wish to inspect her nest and the eggs which she had laid.
Olyvar had gone without protest, though he had asked to speak with Irri first. Dany had not liked that. Drogon was not Rhaegal, a rabid monster to be put down by archers and their arrows. Irri did not agree. She freely admitted she would have had the dragon shot on sight, were it not for her khaleesi. Though she promised not to act without Dany's leave, she still kept Aggo and Baido about her at all times, their bows slung over their backs.
"The black dragon is not ensorceled," Irri had told her before she took the egg away, a quiver in her voice. "Drogon is worse. He has the spirit of his namesake, khaleesi, and does nothing but what he wills."
Dany was still pondering what that meant when the clouds broke, and the shadow descended. Almost as one the children gasped, scattering to make room for the dragon to land beside the olive tree.
The delight in their eyes faded as the dragon drew near. He was immense, nearly twice the size of Viserion, a hulking shadow streaked with red. He landed with a thud that seemed to shake the pyramid to its foundations; his roar bared teeth long and sharp as knives as he stretched his long scaled neck toward the closest child. Xanda fell backwards, trying to scramble away on shaking legs.
Then somehow Dany was between them, her hands outstretched, her eyes holding the dragon's burning gaze. All would be well, so long as she did not look away. In the distance she could hear children screaming and crying as Aegor and the wet nurses shepherded them below, until only the nameless Lyseni boy was left, frozen on his patch of grass, thumb in his mouth and the olive egg in his arms. Aegor scooped him up with one arm, the other holding the red egg. Her husband was calling her name, begging her to follow, but he did not know, he did not understand, and then he was gone, the door to the apex slamming shut behind him.
Everyone was gone; why could she still hear screaming? It was a shrill, ululating voice, almost a song; she could hear the roaring of a pyre's flames, followed by a crack that split the world.
"You know me," she told the dragon as he looked down upon her. Dany could feel his heat, his power, his hunger; they were hers, they had always been hers. Her fingers reached for the dragon's snout, but she could not reach, not unless he bowed his head. "I woke you from stone," she pleaded in the silence. "I nursed you at my breast, I kept you safe in my arms and fed you from my hand."
A branch snapped, and the dragon whirled, his eyes fixed on Neida as she clung to a broken branch. She made no noise, but her eyes were wide and white as she dropped from the olive tree to the ground, staring at the dragon. His nostrils twitched; he sniffed the girl who looked so like his mother, he opened his maw as if to lick her face—
And breathed out a tongue of black flame.
Once, twice, the cavernous jaws snapped, and it was over. With a contented rumble Drogon curled his length about the smoldering trunk of the olive tree, ash smearing his crest and spines as burnt leaves crumbled in the breeze.
Only when the dragon shut his eyes did Dany finally turn away, unable to hold back her bile any longer. Tears burned down her cheeks as she retched and retched until she could retch no more. On numb legs she staggered for the door, her fist trembling as she knocked a feeble knock.
Ser Tumco and Ser Larraq admitted her, their faces masks of shame. It was not their fault she kept them posted within, just as it was not Ser Barristan's fault that it was his turn to sleep before standing guard through the night.
But the bruised pride of her knights must wait for later, when there were not weeping children clinging to her vomit-splattered skirts. Even Aegor leaned against her, his whole body shaking. He still held the nameless boy and the red egg; she did not know where the olive had gone. The Lyseni boy buried his face in her chest, sobs wracking his little body as she stroked his back.
"Khaleesi!" Irri's face was streaked with sweat, her archers at her heels. "Are you— may we—" she gestured helplessly at the children, then at the door.
Dany's heart clenched. "No," she said.
A heartbeat passed; Irri nodded, her neck tight, her eyes hard. One by one, Dany loosened the little hands fisted in her skirts, shushing and soothing as the wet nurses took their charges in hand. Last she gave the Lyseni boy back to Aegor; her husband would keep him safe, she knew. She must take her eldest child in hand; it was the only way.
Alone, Dany returned to the rooftop garden. She could not have been gone for half an hour, but the world was changed. The lush green foliage was trampled and torn, the clear pools had been drunk dry. Drogon lay beneath the olive tree, sated and content, his maw still smeared with Neida's blood.
Her feet would not move. I must claim him, Dany told herself. There could be no more Hazzeas, no more Jezhenes, no more Neidas. The dragon must be tamed, just as she had tamed Drogo.
Drogo was never tame, a voice inside her whispered. He was the rider, never the mount, he was the arakh, never the plow.
If she claimed Drogon, would she become the same?
Memories blurred in the shimmering heat of the dragon's breath. Men fought and died in the dust of Astapor, in the fields beneath the walls of Yunkai, in the burned olive groves of Meereen, the legacy of Azor Ahai. Was that who Dany must always be, nothing but fire and blood?
No, the voice whispered. This was not her child; her children were her people. And then she knew what she must do.
When Irri crept atop the apex, she quailed at the sight of the sleeping dragon. But her dark eyes were clear, her hands steady as she listened to the khaleesi's orders, her mouth a widening O of surprise.
"Khaleesi," she whispered. "Daenerys... are you sure?"
Dany could not speak the words, only nod.
It took several Unsullied to haul up enough fermented goat's milk to fill the bottom of the empty pool. It took only one to carry the locked casket. Grey Worm placed it in her hands, unflinching, before handing her a small brass key. Even once empty, the casket seemed to weigh more than the whole wide world. Dany gave it back to one of the Unsullied, then sent them all away. All save Irri, who would not leave her side.
"Drogon," Dany called.
It took several more calls to rouse the dragon from his slumber. He blew smoke at her, unhappy at being disturbed, a whisper of flame dancing at his jaws. Until he saw the goat's milk. He drank it greedily, gulping it down almost as quickly as he had devoured poor Neida. Dany watched, her skin rippling with goose pimples, waiting for any sign of his displeasure.
It never came. Another gout of smoke stung at her eyes and made her choke, but that was all. He curled up beneath the olive tree once more, and she retreated, Irri's hand clasped tight in hers.
Moments passed like years as they waited. The burning eyes had just begun to flutter shut when the dragon realized what she had done.
The dragon jerked his head, his throat contracting like a bellows. Pale bile spewed from his jaws, followed by wisps of dark flame, but it was too late. He thrashed, he roared, and then at last he lay still.
Dany looked upon the corpse of her dragon, upon the ruin of her garden. Somehow, her heart still beat the same, stronger, even. The olive tree would grow back, just like the groves below. Some of the plants might yet be saved, the rest replaced; the pools could be scoured and filled with fresh clean water. It would take time, she knew, but someday the garden would bloom again, would ring with children's laughter. Arm in arm with Irri, she left the garden.
The children and their nurses were gone, save for Aegor. He awaited her on the other side of the door, his face wan, the Lyseni boy clasped in his arms, asleep, still holding her red egg. Dany drew her husband into an embrace, both boy and egg pressed between them. Their son would need a good name, a proud name, one which he could bear with honor.
"Aegor," she whispered, softly, resting her fingertips upon the dragon's egg. "Do you think someone might make paint of this shade?"
Her husband startled, confused. "What?" He looked down at the egg. "I suppose so, why?"
Dany smiled. "We're going to need a lot of it."
And as she drew her little family close, she could swear she felt both her children's hearts begin to beat in time with her own.
Notes:
Well, uh. Holy shit. Can't wait to hear what y’all think in the comments.
Thus ends Dany’s tale in this fic, aside from an epilogue via Olyvar’s POV. A girl who wanted nothing more than a home and a family, and finally realized she could make one.
Also, at over 12k words, this is the longest chapter in the fic by about a 1k margin. I'm sorry but also not sorry; I ran it by four separate people trying to figure out what to cut, only to be told they were "load-bearing scenes" (accurate) and to accept that Dany's final chapter would be a chonky boy. Yeah, as chonky as Drogon after visiting a kids eat free buffet.
Only 9 chapters left in Part IV! Next up: Edythe III, Cersei V, Olyvar VI.
Viserion’s eggs, by ohnoitsmyra
NOTES
1) As I've consistently said, Dany is a fascinating, complex, flawed character, far more than the White Savior Girlboss Barbie of her stans or the Crazy Dragon Hitler of her haters. In this story, she builds the bonds of friendship she never formed in canon, and those relationships help her grow and learn and become a better version of herself. Is everything in Meereen gonna go perfectly? Nah, but she's going to stay, and she's going to try, and she's going to have support doing it.
2) The banquet with people reclining on couches is based on how ancient Romans preferred to dine. However, they would have dined in a room specially built for hosting feasts, not al fresco in a garden.
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3) I got Nosewise from this incredible list of medieval dog names.
4) The eternal flame cave of R'hllor is based on a real cave in Orchard Park, New York. The flame is the result of natural gas leaking from a fissure beneath the cave. Nature is so fucking cool?!?!
5) Look, I really like Septon Barth’s theory that “dragons are neither male nor female, Barth saw the truth of that, but now one and now the other, as changeable as flame.”
Viserion laying eggs was also inspired by this Dany line: “The cream-and-gold I call Viserion. Viserys was cruel and weak and frightened, yet he was my brother still. His dragon will do what he could not."
Viserys did not heal from his trauma before his death; Viserion got the second chance her namesake didn’t. Then there’s this quote:
"'Viserys said once that it was my fault [Rhaegar ran off with Lyanna], for being born too late.' She had denied it hotly, she remembered, going so far as to tell Viserys that it was his fault for not being born a girl."
Meanwhile, Viserion, like some lizards, could and did change sex. Though she did it as a young adult, not as an embryo, because magic *jazz hands*
Chapter 141: Edythe III
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Edythe woke in silence, her heartbeat gently thumping in her ears.
Dawn would not break for hours yet, but still her day began. Edythe rose from her straw pallet, wincing at the stiffness in her knees as she stretched. While she donned her pale undyed coif, followed by her yellow wimple and robes, the other two lay sisters awoke, covering yawns as they reached for their own garb.
Edythe was stoking the embers in the solar's hearth when Sister Alys emerged from their small cell, clean as a spring day in her white robes as she fetched the kindling and fresh wood. Sister Maude had the task of shooing away the cats curled up in odd corners, frowning when one of them brushed against her legs.
"And I only just got the last of their hair off," Sister Maude sighed as she squinted at the hem of her blue robes.
The fire in the hearth was flickering away when His High Holiness emerged, attended by the three lay brothers who slept on pallets in his bedchamber. All towered above the holy dwarf, who stood less than five feet tall. Old Brother Joseth wore green, young Brother Dale wore pink, and even younger Brother Wat wore the same humble brown as the High Septon himself.
Paul the Pious did not hold with wearing lavish vestments at all hours of the day. Golden robes and a crystal crown were for senmorn services and meetings with high lords, not quiet prayers at the Hour of the Crone. As they followed His High Holiness into the winch cage, the light of their candles shone on his bare head. He was bald, save for a tonsure of brown hair; his bulbous nose and heavy cheeks were ruddy from hours out in the sun and wind.
Built for some lord with a clubfoot, the winch cage was a welcome reprieve from climbing and descending the many steps of Kingspyre Tower atop which the High Septon resided. Edythe's knees barely ached at all when she reached the back of the sept and knelt beside the other lay sisters. Still, serving the High Septon also meant she must kneel in the first row of lay sisters, under the curious eye of all and sundry. None were foolish enough to chatter at her, knowing she would make no reply, but the attention still grated at her as she listened to Septa Utha lead the prayers to the Crone, assisted by Septa Prunella.
When the prayers were over, it was off to the kitchens. Whilst the cook fetched His High Holiness's breakfast tray, Edythe broke her fast upon a thick slice of oat bread, well buttered, with weak beer to wash it down.
The High Septon's meal was also simple, porridge, smoked fish, and a pot of chamomile tea. Edythe covered the tray with a cloth, lest it grow cold. His High Holiness was deep in meditation before his altar when she returned; she made no sound as she placed the tray on a table, then took her place beside it, her hands clasped in front of her.
Meditation was the most peaceful time of day. No one might disturb His High Holiness with the cares of the earthly world; it was a time for contemplation of the heavens. Head bowed, stubby fingers pressed together, Paul the Pious opened himself to the voices of the Seven Who Are One, a humble vessel for their will. Quiet awe filled Edythe, as it always did; she was a peasant's daughter, who never thought to stand in the presence of the gods themselves.
Yet it was a man who ate the bowl of porridge she had brought, who slipped morsels of fish to the pair of cats who mewled beneath his chair, who poured a cup of chamomile tea for Sister Edythe, and anointed it with a touch of honey.
"'Twill be a long day, Sister Edythe," His High Holiness said kindly as he handed her the cup, taking no heed of Septon Pate as the scribe placed a stack of papers on the desk. "There are messages for you t' run this morning, about the folkmoot. After the Hour o' the Mother we'll be visiting Harrentown."
Most of the Most Devout would have expected a spoken answer. For His High Holiness, Edythe need only nod before she bowed her head. Thank the Mother for her mercy. She did not look forward to all the talking she would need to do today.
While His High Holiness led the services for the Hour of the Father in the sept, Sister Edythe and her fellow lay sisters prayed silently in his chambers before setting to their usual work. The linens must be changed, the featherbed fluffed, clothes taken to the washerwomen, dirty rushes removed and new ones brought in, and all the other small chores required to keep His High Holiness's apartments pristine as the Maiden's innocence. But today those pleasant chores were left to Sister Alys and Sister Maude; Sister Edythe's duties took her elsewhere.
Brother Wat ran most of the High Septon's messages. A boy of fifteen, Brother Wat was quick and tireless, but, as Brother Delp was wont to say, as observant as a rock at the bottom of a well. And so when His High Holiness wished to know how his messages were received, he had Edythe deliver them.
Thankfully, Edythe need not run all over Harrenhal like Brother Wat. With the Most Devout all sharing Kingspyre Tower, their chambers below those of the High Septon, she might walk at a sedate pace, to spare her knees for the afternoon. In her hands she clasped the messages, each marked with a dab of colored ink and a symbol to indicate to whom it must be carried.
Unlike Paul the Pious, whose birth was as common as the holy house near Maidenpool where he once served, all of the Most Devout were highborn. The highest born of all were those who had followed His High Holiness into exile. When the lions' lapdog expelled them from the Great Sept of Baelor, there were seventy. That was three years ago; the Stranger had called some of the Faithful to the heavens since, as age and illness took their toll.
Crone be praised, Edythe did not have to run messages to all sixty who remained. Only ten, the High Septon had said, but it felt like a thousand as she girded her loins and knocked on the first door. Edythe's nerves churned beneath a mask of calm as the lay brother or sister who answered at each door escorted her to the Most Devout whom they served.
Of course, none of them stopped their work to greet a lowly sister, even one who served His High Holiness. Septon Gunthor she found at his desk, a chisel in his hand and wood shavings on his amber robes as he carved the likeness of the Smith from a lump of wood. Septon Brynden bent over a leatherbound tome, squinting as he used an awl to dot out an intricate design of a hammer. Septon Timoth was in his solar, nose deep in a book of law; Septon Mern was in the largest sept, preoccupied with supervising the tuning of the immense pipe organ which had just arrived.
Septon Josua made her wait long minutes before giving her his attention, preferring to stare at the corner of the canvas which he was painting with a grotesque scene of sinners being punished in the seven hells. Septa Myriame saw her right away; it was hard to believe the softspoken, courteous woman had been sent to the Faith after a youth which would make a harlot blush. How wonderful, the Seven were, to redeem those fallen to sin and make of them holy men and women.
Septa Prunella's class of novices to the Crone all gawped at Edythe; Septa Falena's septas and lay sisters of the Maiden had better manners, keeping their eyes on their spinning and embroidering. Septa Utha was in the midst of copying a text, her penmanship as smooth and delicate as her hands; Septa Darlessa was in the midst of hearing monthly confession, the only time her silent sisters might speak.
Different though the Most Devout might be, Edythe watched them all the same. She took note of their expressions as they read the messages, the way they stood, whether they made her wait for them to speak privily with another Most Devout before scribbling replies on parchment or giving her a few words for His High Holiness's ears beyond their acceptance of his invitation to dine with him anon.
Edythe finished just before the Hour of the Mother, her steps as weary as her soul. To her shame, she was one of the last to enter the sept before the bells tolled noon. As penace, she made sure not to let her mind wander during prayers, though Septa Myriame was one of the poorest speakers among the Most Devout, her White Harbor accent stronger than her whispery voice.
When prayers ended, she returned to waiting upon His High Holiness. Unlike the sinful blasphemer in King's Landing, Raynard, who spent his days debauching whores, Paul the Pious devoted his days to holy toil. He did not only sit in his solar hearing reports from the First Mothers of the motherhouses and First Fathers of the septries, oh no. Paul the Pious visited the sacrists who kept the sacred texts and holy relics, the cellarers who had charge of the storehouses and slaughterhouses and granaries, the infirmarians who tended the sick and the almoners who had charge of giving alms.
This afternoon, they were bound for the almshouse in Harrentown. His High Holiness rode a placid mule, accompanied by a dozen Most Devout on horses. Their lay brothers and sisters followed afoot, carrying baskets filled with medicines too delicate to be jostled in the wayns which held clothes, shoes, and foodstuffs.
Edythe felt rather like a mother duck, with so many lay sisters of the Crone trailing after her. Among them was Sister Pia, who followed so close she almost trod on Edythe's hem. Simple minded and eager to please, Third Sister Jonelle had taken charge of Pia after finding her cornered in the buttery by some lay brothers with ill intentions. The men had been caned before being locked in their cells to do penance, but no one could bear to cane the girl, not after seeing the marks left by Lord Bolton's men. Instead, she had been offered the chance to become a sister.
"His High Holiness should wear his senmorn robes every day," Pia chattered. "He looks so fine, so holy, in cloth o' gold and silk, and t' crystal crown sparkling. It would lift t' poor's hearts, t' see him all in splendor—"
"Sister Pia, hush," said Third Sister Jonelle, exasperated. "We visit the sick today; His High Holiness's robes shall be scalded upon our return like everyone else's, lest we bring sickness into Harrenhal. Cloth of gold cannot be treated thus."
Cowed, Sister Pia held her tongue, her eyes alighting on the staff His High Holiness bore. Six feet tall it was, made of gold, topped with a seven-sided crystal that fired rainbows whenever the sun came out from behind the clouds.
As they drew nearer to the almshouse, the sun seemed to disappear entirely, the day turning grey and cool. Every pallet in the almshouse was full; some pallets had been set outside, in hopes of a breeze to cool the fevers of those who lay upon them, sweating despite the chill.
With so many poor folk crammed together in Harrentown, it was no surprise that illness ran amongst them. Winter fever and grippe assailed the old, measles the young, and scrofula those of any age. Third Sister Jonelle had suffered scrofula in her youth which left her nearsighted, and which had returned a sixmonth past. After His High Holiness laid hands upon her, the swelling in her neck had gone down, though Third Sister Jonelle remained thin, tired, and ill at ease.
Long hours passed. Whilst His High Holiness and the Most Devout walked amongst the sick, Edythe and the other lay sisters gave their baskets of medicine to the infirmarian. Then they made for the wayns, where Septon Pate the almoner bade them fill their empty baskets according to the needs of the poor. The burly lay brothers delivered the bushels of grain; it fell to Edythe to deliver shoes to various widows for their children.
Edythe thanked the Crone it was not her duty to work with oblates and foundlings. Children were beloved of the Seven, and thus she must love them too, but it was much easier from a distance. Even as a child herself, she had little patience for sticky hands and screaming mouths, let alone the chaos so common amongst children whether happy, sad, or angry. Well behaved children were the worst of all; you never knew whether they would remain quiet or suddenly turn wild.
"Thank you, sister," said the last widow, Goodwife Liane. A boy of six clung to her skirts, his hand clutching a fraying toddler's tunic with a red leaf embroidered on the hem, the same as the one embroidered on the cuff of his mother's sleeve. "Pate, what do we say to the good sister?"
"Thank you, sister," the boy lisped through a mouthful of baby teeth.
Edythe was turning to go when the goodwife laid a gentle hand on her wrist.
"Sister," Liane pleaded. "Please, a moment?" When Edythe made no attempt to leave, the goodwife smiled nervously. "We hear so little from the fishermen, half of it false. I was told you serve His High Holiness; is it true?"
Unable to lie, Edythe nodded.
"Oh, Seven be praised," Liane sighed, giving her a look of near worship. "Please, sister, is there any word of Princess Sansa?"
Edythe blinked at her, utterly confused.
"Sansa Stark?" The goodwife tried again. "Lord Tully's niece, the Young Wolf's sister?"
Edythe shook her head; the goodwife's face crumpled. "Oh. Thank you anyway, sister."
The bells had not yet rung the Hour of the Maiden; there was still time for a quick trip to the backhouse before prayers. Unfortunately, the backhouse was already full, forcing her to wait outside with a dozen other lay sisters, one of whom looked near tears as she asked if anyone had a moon cloth handy. Edythe would have, before her courses stopped, but since then she did not carry any. Nor did the other lay sisters standing near, all of whom were too old for such things, save Pia.
"Sorry," Sister Pia shrugged when the sister turned to her. "I never got my blood." She frowned, then dug in her pockets. "Would a kerchief work?"
Problem solved, both Pia and the sniffling sister followed Edythe into the backhouse, and then to prayers. Not until she returned to Harrenhal was she able to shake her tail; their duties took them away from Kingspyre Tower, gods be good.
Several hours remained before the Hour of the Smith. After changing into clean robes untouched by sickness, Edythe spent one of them recounting what she had seen whilst delivering messages. His High Holiness listened thoughtfully, stroking his chin as Septon Pate the scribe jotted down notes on a wax tablet. Paul the Pious could not read, no more than she could, but then, some highborn could not read either. There was no shame in relying upon scribes. If anything, it made the lay brothers and sisters love their High Septon more.
"Your High Holiness?" Edythe asked tentatively, when she had told him all that she could recall. "May I have leave to speak?"
"All that, and she wants to talk some more?" Septon Pate snorted. "If I went to the stables I'd not be surprised to find a horse riding on a man's back."
"Hush, Pate," the High Septon said, his voice coarse but kind. "Aye, good sister," he said, his eyes crinkled in a half smile. "Say on."
"Something odd happened in Harrentown," she told him. "A goodwife asked for word of Princess Sansa."
Paul pressed thick fingers to his brow, then sighed. "Did you happen to see a weirwood leaf on her clothes?"
Edythe nodded, confused. The High Septon sighed again; it was Septon Pate who took pity on her.
"When the princess escaped from King's Landing, she vanished for nigh on a year before the Kingslayer caught her. Some of the folk in Harrentown say she and Princess Arya hid in the Riverlands amongst folk who fled the fighting, protected by outlaws and wolves. They claim Princess Sansa ruled over a hollow hill as if it were a keep, and her a girl of twelve. They say the weirwood leaves were stitched by her as a mark of favor; her sister, even younger, taught ragged children how to escape unfriendly hands."
Were it not entirely improper, Edythe would have sat down.
"The Most Devout are rather upset," Septon Pate continued. "Because the smallfolk swear, every one, that the elder girl could skinchange into the form of a red direwolf, whilst the younger commanded not only her direwolf but a pack of common wolves who gelded rapers."
Edythe really, really wanted to sit down.
"Tales grow taller in the telling," the High Septon said firmly, much to her relief. "Unlike me. Princess Arya's direwolf is no more than a faithful dog writ large. As for Princess Sansa, while a red direwolf protected the girl, it was slain by the Kingslayer. I saw the Maiden's doves save her champion from the Mountain; one of them alighted on her shoulder at the trial by combat. The Seven would not so bless a beastling. Princess Sansa belongs to the new gods of her mother, not the old gods of the Starks."
"And now she belongs to Ser Olyvar Sand," Septon Pate said, yawning. "And neither has been seen for nigh on three years, since they sailed from Sunspear to tour the Free Cities." He sniffed disapprovingly, as if the very thought of leaving the Seven Kingdoms offended him.
Edythe was offended by having to serve at table that evening, after the prayers for the Hour of the Smith ended. The Seven sometimes ask much of us, perhaps more than we can give, the Third Sister had once told her, but even the honor of waiting upon His High Holiness could not make her relish enduring yet more company, with more talking to follow before bed.
Septon Pate could hardly sit at table and take notes whenever the High Septon dined with guests. Edythe, however, went completely unnoticed as she poured wine. Most Devout and lords and ladies, all spoke freely in front of her, never dreaming she would later recount all they had said, or at least as much as she could remember. This evening, the High Septon's guests from amongst the Most Devout spoke of everything except the messages which she had delivered in the morning. Instead, they began by talking of troubles far away.
When the septons at the Wall first began writing to Harrenhal, their letters contained little beyond complaints of snow and cold and common illness. That changed after the end of year solstice, when His High Holiness received several letters all at once, all of them panicked.
The unbeliever Stannis Baratheon and all of his men were dead, burnt alive by his red priestess to hatch a dragon made of shadow. The Lord Commander of the Night's Watch had slain it, only to find an immense host of unholy demons gathered beneath the Wall, summoned by the witch's unholy sorcery. Wights, they called them, corpses risen with uncanny blue eyes and hearts empty of aught but hate.
Without the witch to aid them, the wights had abandoned the Nightfort. Now every castle along the Wall besides the Nightfort played host to an army of dead men, who stood silent vigil just beyond arrow range.
"Moonstruck madness," Septon Prunella grumbled under her breath whilst Paul was occupied speaking to Septa Utha. "Or frostbite of the mind. When Septon Tim arrives, we'll see if he says the same after he's thawed out in a proper bathhouse."
"What happened to the daughter, that's what I want to know," said Septon Gunthor, a Stormlander by birth. "No one knows where Lord Snow sent her, really? Her claim to Storm's End—"
"War already plagues the Stormlands," Septon Josua said gravely, his silk robes as crimson as blood. "Let us pray no ambitious lord takes hold of Shireen Baratheon and weds her to press her claim. As for this talk of wights and Others... I have heard nothing ill of Septon Tim. The Seven's wroth must be great indeed, if it is their will to curse us with monsters out of children's tales."
The entire table made the sign of the Seven, save for Septa Darlessa. Her calm poise was infamous, even for a silent sister well used to handling rotting corpses.
"Even if the Others walk again, the King in the North will slay them where they stand," said Septon Brynden, crossing his arms. "Robb Stark's never lost a battle. Let him sally forth beyond the Wall; it's hardly going to fall down."
"King Robb's problems are ours," the High Septon said calmly, Sister Myriame nodding her approval. "If these reports prove true, the entire realm is in dire peril. Should these demons slay him, we will find ourselves facing the dead men next. Unless we flee south, to fling ourselves upon Queen Cersei and Lord Tarly's tender mercies."
Even Septa Darlessa winced at that.
King Tommen might be king in name, but it was his queen mother and her hand who ruled. Ser Kevan Lannister was not even in his grave before the Queen Regent and her new Lord Hand turned from misrule to tyranny. Whilst Lord Tarly was slaughtering honest knights in Duskendale to defend the corrupt Rykkers, Queen Cersei was taking loans from the Iron Bank, turning the gold to ships and swords as she amassed a royal navy and an army of her own.
"Surely the small council must take her in hand," ventured Septon Mern. "Lord Mace is no coward, to stand by whilst the realm bleeds. The Iron Bank is calling in all their debts, now that the queen refuses to pay any usury on the gold they lent her, the mad woman."
"Mad?" scoffed Septon Timoth. "More like cunning and greedy. What can the Braavosi do to her? Every merchant in King's Landing could go begging before that one would part with even a penny of Lannister gold. I supposed they might have backed Stannis, if he yet lived, or Daenerys Targaryen, if they were not violently opposed to dragons."
"Lord Mace will do nothing," said Septa Utha. "Why should he? Any gold not spent on swords is being sent on the feasts and follies to celebrate his daughter's marriage to the king." She pursed her lips. "It will be different once Lady Margaery has presented the bastard boy with his heirs."
"What heirs?" retorted Septon Brynden. "Wedded but not bedded, all men agree. The Queen Regent would not have it; she has their chambers guarded night and day, with the king and little queen attended at all hours to keep them chaste."
On and on they went, Edythe doing her best to keep up despite being bored. She did not particularly care for whatever madness was going on at the Wall and in King's Landing; why should she, when she could do nothing about it? When the meal finally ended, it was almost the Hour of the Warrior. Edythe said her prayers alone before making her report to Septon Pate, then sank gratefully onto her pallet, only awaking briefly for the midnight prayers to the Stranger.
As if he knew how badly so much talking had worn on her, the High Septon bade Edythe spend the next few days in the kitchens and gardens. The familiar feel of kneading dough and digging in the dirt was a welcome solace, as was not having to say a single word for four days. Alas, her respite proved all too brief. For on the fifth day, near the end of third moon, a long expected and most welcome visitor arrived.
Lord Edmure Tully and his tail rode into the yard to find half of Harrenhal gathered there, eager for a glimpse of their beloved liege. Though of middling height, he was a handsome man, with striking auburn hair and eyes as blue as crystal waters, though dulled by care and sorrow. His young wife Lady Tully looked half a ghost beside him when she emerged from her carriage, shivering, her pale face wan, her big brown eyes wet with tears as she cradled her babe to her breast.
Whilst Lord Tully and the High Septon made their formal greetings, it fell to Edythe to escort his lady wife and suckling babe to their chambers. Lady Roslin Frey walked slowly, humming to the babe under her breath, as though the lullaby might give him strength. Edythe hoped it did; the babe was near the size of an infant, and him five moons old.
Not ten moons after the Red Wedding, Lady Roslin had delivered her husband an heir, Hoster Tully. The Mother must have smiled down upon her, for the babe was hale and hearty, all agreed. Her second labor was not so easy; a frantic raven from Riverrun had begged His High Holiness to pray for Lady Roslin, who labored three days to bring forth Perwyn Tully.
Thus far the Stranger had spared both mother and child, but the Smith had not seen fit to restore their health. That was why Lord Tully had come, so the High Septon might absolve his wife's sins and beseech the Seven to bless her and the babe.
Seven septas and seven lay sisters attended Lady Roslin when the day came for her to be cleansed of her sins. It was the first day of fourth moon, four years to the day since the Red Wedding carried out by her blasphemous kin of House Frey, whose very name had become a byword for treachery and disgrace.
Lady Roslin wept with shame throughout the ritual bath as a septa recited the crimes to which she had born witness, her thin arms hugging her knees to her breasts as milk leaked into the soapy water. That is a hopeful sign, Edythe thought as she brought the septa a jar of oil. The Mother has not withdrawn her blessing entirely, or she would have had no milk to nurse her babe.
The babe was worryingly quiet as he was carefully washed, dried, and dressed in a penitent's undyed gown. He was fast asleep by the time his lady mother brought him before Paul the Pious. The High Septon awaited them at the altar, his plain face seeming to glow as much as his golden robes. Nor did the babe wake during the service, not during the sermon about repentence, nor the hymns of forgiveness, nor the prayers and offerings made by his lord father and lady mother.
Only when the High Septon finished his blessing did the babe finally stir. As the High Septon raised his crystal high above the babe's head, it cast a rainbow over the child's face. The babe blinked in wonder, then began rooting against his mother, suckling at the air. Quickly Lady Roslin unlaced the front of her gown and pressed him to her breast, whilst Lord Tully looked on, tears in his eyes.
In the end, Lord Tully remained with them a fortnight. Whilst mother and child rested in the lord's chambers, sating their growing appetites with stew and bread for the mother and mother's milk for the babe, Lord Tully conferred with His High Holiness.
Edythe did not mind serving at table, not for such a one as Lord Tully, and especially when he dined privily with His High Holiness. It was a blessing to stand quietly in the corner, ignored save for when she poured wine for the two men. Patiently she served, and listened as the High Septon and the Lord of Riverrun spoke of the Riverlands, of the winter now upon them and the troubles yet to come.
Desperate though the winter might be at the Wall, here the hardiest of winter crops could yet be planted, poking up through the dusting of snow that covered the ground. There were fish in the rivers and lakes, and game in the forests and fields, but whether there would be enough to last a long winter was less certain.
Normally the riverlords might have sold some of their grain to the ironborn, but not this season. What grain they had they meant to keep for themselves, and besides, none wished to trade with the men who'd wreaked ruin upon the western coast of both the North and Riverlands alike. If the Iron Islands suffered a famine, that was their own fault, for cleaving to a demon of the deep waters.
"And a famine seems likely," Lord Edmure said, his noble brow furrowed. Rainbows arched over his cheeks, cast by the crystals in the High Septon's golden crown. His High Holiness disliked wearing such finery at table, but it was a burden which must be born in the presence of a high lord. "The Harlaws and the Farwynds have full granaries, but they're the only ones. Others are drowning rebellious thralls to save feeding them."
"The Seven have a long memory," the High Septon sighed. "So much holy blood has been spilt upon the isles, and now the debt comes due. The Greyjoys boast that they do not sow, yet they shall reap a terrible harvest all the same."
The Greyjoys were not the only ones who might soon feel the bite of winter's teeth. Lord Tully was grievously worried over his nephew, Lord Robert Arryn, and his elder sister, the Lady Lysa. Both remained atop the Eyrie, trapped by an avalanche which had broken the stone bridge which led to the world below.
"No one can climb the mountain now," Lord Edmure said, anguish in his large bright eyes. "If the fool would have just gone with Uncle Brynden... Lysa has perhaps a year before they starve, and the Citadel says this winter will last far longer."
"The good maesters are men of study, not faith," His High Holiness soothed, laying a coarse, stubby hand upon Lord Tully's arm. "Through the Seven, there is always hope."
Lord Tully snorted, one hand rubbing his chin and the soft, fiery red beard which covered it. "As you say, Your Holiness, though I cannot see it now. How are they to descend from the Eyrie? One of the mountain clans swore they could fetch my sister and her son down the mountain, no doubt eager to slit their throats at the bottom."
He spat into the rushes, his comeliness briefly marred by a scowl.
"Nestor Royce knows the Vale better than anyone, after running it for so long. Nestor says the Burned Men are the worst of the clans, godless savages; they stole Jon Arryn's niece years ago, and Alyssa Waynwood was never seen again. The Winged Knight is more like to descend from the heavens than a Burned Man is to prove worth trusting."
Alas, it was the will of the Seven that all good things must come to an end. Once Lady Roslin and little Perwyn both began to put on weight, it was time for Lord Tully to return to Riverrun, and to three year old Hoster, the son whom both parents so dearly missed.
With Lord Tully gone, the long, wearying, noisy dinners with the Most Devout resumed. It was almost time for the folkmoot to begin, and His High Holiness was determined to ensure that it would go well.
For months the poor had trodden to Harrenhal, drawn by word of the Faithful who had made the cursed castle into a blessed refuge. Some came alone, some in twos and threes, once there were a dozen from the same distant village. To Edythe's confusion, they came not to toil in the lands of Harrenhal, but to seek wisdom from Paul the Pious. His humility and charity were known across the realm, even in fiefs whose septons bowed to the lion's lapdog and slandered His High Holiness as a false prophet.
Holding a folkmoot so the supplicants might lay all their complaints before the High Septon was well and good, but Edythe did not know what His High Holiness was supposed to do besides share his wisdom. Most were from lands where the Queen Regent held sway, her edicts as cruel as the winter winds, and a constant topic during the dinners in the High Septon's solar. Edythe poured and served, and tried not to think of all the terrible news which they discussed at length.
No longer would lords in King Tommen's lands sit in judgment before condemning folk accused of a crime. Any common man who defied his lord or threatened revolt might be slain upon the spot. The punishments for the crime of idleness or disobedience were near as harsh. A churl would lose his few hides of land, a peasant the right to leave his lord's land without permission. Should a peasant be caught out of bounds, he would have the choice of losing his ears or becoming a serf. Rebellious serfs could not be threatened thus; instead, they were to be taken to the nearest quarries or mines, where they would labor until they died.
They said Casterly Rock had never had so many miners. Though the edicts applied throughout King Tommen's realm, the Westerlands faced more unrest than anywhere else, and the Lannisters most of all. Small wonder, when their lady was the daughter of Tywin the Faithless, an oathbreaking, murdering craven. False Queen Cersei seemed determined to match her sire's infamous deeds with her own. Incest, adultery, murder, high treason, regicide, it was if the woman wanted to spend eternity drowning in the depths of the deepest hell.
Of course, one could not say such things in the Westerlands unless one wanted to lose one's tongue. Not that that stopped the commons from gossiping; if anything, it made them angrier. Septon Timoth said it was a miracle that Lord Lydden had gotten from Lannisport to Deep Den in one piece. Shortly after his ship docked in the harbor, a pair of begging brothers had been hanged for speaking treason. A riot had ensued, and the mob made off with much of the steel intended for Lord Lydden's many, many freeriders. The mob had also slain the castellan of Casterly Rock, Ser Damion Lannister, his son, Ser Lucion, and many of their knights.
Of course, there were always more Lannisters, everyone knew that. Ser Willem Lannister now had charge of Casterly Rock, whilst Lord Lydden, having rousted out the rebels from his seat at Deep Den, was charged with raising the banners to smite the rest of the rabble.
Septon Josua found it very odd that the lord had not called upon the Marbrands or Crakehalls, some of the most powerful and loyal bannermen of Casterly Rock. Instead Lord Lydden had called upon the Farmans, Leffords, Brooms, and Estrens, who were all raising men. And Deep Den was playing host to Lady Cerissa Brax, whose brother Lord Flement Brax and his Frey wife had been slain by outlaws. Their three young sons dared not leave Casterly Rock where they were fostering, for fear of sharing their parents' fate if they should return to Hornvale.
"What did Lord Flement expect, with his wife so proud of her family's crimes?" Septa Utha scowled as Edythe poured her more wine, a sour red lightly watered. "And what does Raynard do? He makes Luceon Frey one of his most trusted advisers!"
"I daresay Luceon wrote most of that vile sermon," Septon Brynden replied, to general noises of disgust.
It was not enough that the lion's lapdog had banished half the Most Devout to the Starry Sept in Oldtown for daring to oppose his misrule. No, Raynard was determined to prove himself the worst sinner to ever bring shame down upon the Faith. Soon after the queen issued her edicts, he had preached a sermon so blasphemous that Septa Prunella had near shredded the parchment when she read it aloud to her novices.
Raynard cared not for the suffering of the poor. No, he condemned all of them as a godless rabble, rabid dogs who must be beaten and leashed. The queen's edicts were fair and just, he said, for the poor had violated their oaths of loyalty by rising against their lords. It was a crime against the Seven to steal and to kill, and an even worse crime to do so in the name of the Seven. All violence required to subdue the rabble was righteous; slain lords and knights were holy martyrs, for rebellion was the worst sin against the Seven.
Lies and blasphemy, all of it, so far as Edythe could tell. The poor were refusing to pay taxes with crops they could not spare, and the outlaws were robbing granaries, not almshouses. Lords were supposed to share their bounty with the lowly who worked their fields, not hoard it all to themselves, nor treat their subjects unjustly. If the commons made to defend themselves, that was no sin, no more than it had been a sin for Edythe to slay the brigand who tried to rape poor Aemma Sweetdarry.
Still, Edythe did not appreciate the High Septon commanding that she remain by his side throughout the folkmoot. She was a lay sister, not even a septa. It was one thing to wait upon His High Holiness whilst he spoke with a dozen Most Devout, but it was another to stand behind him on a dais whilst hundreds of voices all clamored to be heard.
Seven be praised, when the appointed day came, Edythe awoke with a sickness of the bowels. Whilst Paul the Pious presided over a crowd of arguing supplicants, she hid in the privy, reciting prayers of penance. Edythe had known what would happen when she asked if she might have a few pints of milk from the dairy, and she had drunk it all anyway. If the Crone had wanted her to attend the folkmoot, she would have turned the milk to water; as she had not, the Seven could not be too angry with Edythe.
In the end, it took the smallfolk several days to hammer out the petition which they meant to present to King Tommen, in hopes that the bastard king would prove more merciful than his counselors. He was almost thirteen now; surely the gods would not have let an abomination born of incest hold the throne for so long unless it were for a reason. And they had Brother Bonifer to lead them. The greying knight had friends in the goldcloaks and in the city who might rally to his holy cause, perhaps even Lord Tyrell, who once judged him victor of a tourney in his youth.
It would take at least a moon's turn to walk to King's Landing, through mud and rain and snow and crownlands plagued by robber knights. A difficult journey, but it was always hard to walk the righteous path. His High Holiness blessed Brother Bonifer and his followers on the day they were to leave. Edythe stood near him, swinging a censer full of sweet incense. The last notes of the last hymn were just fading away when Brother Wat came sprinting into the yard.
"Your Holiness!" Brother Wat panted. "Raynard—heart—" Brother Wat wheezed, grasping at a stitch in his side. "Seven save us—"
"Slow down," the High Septon chided him. "Breathe, my son."
The High Septon turned to Septon Pate, who had followed after Brother Wat at a trot. The High Septon's eyes narrowed as he took in the open letter in his hand and the inappropriate grin on his face. "Is it true?"
"It is," Septon Pate declared, still grinning. "I never thought the Stranger had a sense of humor. Raynard was—" he paused, shoulders shaking as he choked back a laugh. "He was atop a whore when his heart burst. The whole brothel went mad; half the city knew before the body was cold. The Queen Regent—" he shook harder, his face turning red as he finally burst into raucous laughter.
"Oh, give me that," snapped Septon Timoth. He snatched the letter, his eyes darting back and forth as he read. "The Queen Regent demanded the Most Devout name a new High Septon at once. They chose—" He blinked, his eyebrows leaping toward his hairline. "They chose Luceon."
The yard burst into chaos. Holy brothers and sisters alike forgot themselves; shouts and curses and wild laughter split the air, some fell to the ground in either mirth or outrage. All were in a tumult, save for the High Septon, who stood steady, a rock amidst the storm, and Edythe, who bent her head in silent prayer.
Thank you, Crone. There could no longer be any doubt that Paul the Pious was the gods' own chosen. From the Sept of Baelor to the Starry Sept to the Sept of the Snows, all the faithful would kneel before him, and with the Faith once more as one, the High Septon might begin to mend this broken realm.
Notes:
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142: Cersei V, with those nasty Tyrells
143: Olyvar VI, with the departure from Meereen
144: Jaime III, with a lot of soul searchingThe High Septon of Harrenhal, Paul the Pious
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NOTES
1) Paul's holy regalia is cloth-of-gold with silk embroidery and gems using the colors and symbols of the Seven. Ohnoitsmyra is a genius, her take on the High Septon's tall crown as “a glory of crystal and spun gold” is the only one I've ever liked. The canon art looks like someone just stuck a chunk of quartz on someone's head; their necks should be broken from bearing the weight.
2) Winter fever= pneumonia, grippe= influenza, scrofula= tuberculosis. Why are so many people named Pate? Because in the medieval era, everyone shared like six names spelled ten ways, and it's a terrible running joke that makes me happy.
3) I named the peasant conference a folkmoot because assembly and council both sounded wrong, and there's already usage of moot in canon for the kingsmoot held by the ironborn. The folkmoot and the petition they came up with is based on the Twelve Articles drafted by an assembly of Swabian peasants in 1525.
4) Even high ranking medieval priests had hobbies to occupy their time, when not fulfilling their administrative duties. I decided to expand on that in Westeros; a nobly born son or daughter could not degrade themselves by becoming a professional artist or smith etc, but pursuing such activities in the service of the Seven would be acceptable. Here's a fun article on leatherworking. Septon Josua is based on Hieronymus Bosch.
Also keep in mind, the Most Devout expelled from King's Landing were essentially the radical, reformer wing, plus less radical members who were originally from the Riverlands and North and were very pissed at the Lannisters and at Raynard, their blatant puppet. The Most Devout remaining in King's Landing are the most corrupt or cowardly, because they're the only ones willing to tolerate Raynard. The ones in Oldtown are a mix of the corrupt (but anti-Lannister) faithful that Raynard expelled, pro status quo, pro moderate reform, and a few radicals who secretly agree with Paul.
5) There's a ton of paintings of the Virgin Mary breastfeeding with one breast exposed; some of them include front-lacing gowns. While wet nurses are common in ASOIAF, many noblewomen are noted to have nursed their own children; I think it's plausible that the cult of the Mother would encourage pious mothers to breastfeed, with wet nurses as a last resort.
6) GRRM doesn't really set up ranks among the smallfolk. Basically everyone below a lord, knight, or rich merchant just gets called a peasant. Really there should be a WIDE variety of ranks among the commons. For simplicity's sake, I am using the following system:
serfs: those bound to the land with minimal rights; cannot leave or get married without permission. Most are field laborers, but could include craftsmen like millers, blacksmiths etc.
peasants: tenants who pay rent; they may leave the land (if they can afford it, which is unlikely), and marry without seeking permission; includes crofters. A knave would be a homeless peasant who wanders looking for work.
churls: those who own land (even a tiny, tiny parcel) and consequently have the right to bear arms, speak and be heard in the local court, and pay dues directly to the landed knight/lord rather than his bailiffs
7) Raynard's sermon is based on Martin Luther's screed against rioting peasants.
Chapter 142: Cersei V
Chapter Text
"The Starry Sept has done what?"
The queen's voice was soft as the silk bedrobe she wore whilst her maids prepared her for bed. Even so, Grand Maester Pycelle recoiled from the look in Cersei's eyes, one wrinkled hand grasping the letter, the other clutching at his chain of office. An ugly thing, forged from every metal known to man, glittering with gems of many colors that sat uneasily together.
"Your Grace..." the old man swallowed, the loose wattles under his chin trembling. "The Most Devout said the choosing at the Great Sept of Baelor was invalid. They insist Luceon must give up the crystal crown, and have chosen their own High Septon, Septon Torbert."
The queen's nostrils flared. She remembered Torbert. A plump, sedate sort of man, always fawning over her. Years past, before Raynard became High Septon, he had always made much show of getting on his knees to wash the queen's feet whenever she visited the Great Sept.
That had changed after Raynard forgave the debt the crown owed the Faith. Torbert had proved so mutinous that the High Septon had no choice but to punish him. Some men might have had Torbert caned or slain, but in his mercy Raynard had merely banished him and the other wagging tongues among the Most Devout to Oldtown, where they might fill the Starry Sept with hot air. She should have known Torbert would betray her. He was born a Beesbury, staunch bannermen of the Hightowers, and they were the most powerful servants of Highgarden.
"We shall talk of this in council tomorrow," the queen decided. "Lord Tyrell will be eager to provide his counsel, I do not doubt."
By the time the queen was curled up in bed, her racing thoughts had calmed. Why should she fret over a second pretender? The High Dwarf had remained at Harrenhal nigh on three years now, and troubled her little. Oh, the dwarf might stir up treason amongst the lesser orders, but so had dozens of his kind during the reigns of other kings, and all of them had died screaming. Torbert was a mealy-mouthed lickspittle, and squeamish to boot. The rose's puppet was nothing compared to the lion's.
Luceon was the perfect choice, a canny, clever man, for all that he looked like a weasel. One could not reason with the commons. Like a pack of unruly hounds, one had to beat them when they misbehaved, perhaps feed them when their begging grew too loud. It was a truth Luceon knew well. One day he might write a sermon against rebellion and strife; the next he might hand out alms and hardbread to the poor.
And so when Raynard inconvenienced her by dying, she had moved quickly to ensure Luceon was chosen, rather than some Tyrell toady. Her new High Septon was as toothless as the old; she would not suffer one that might conspire against her. Luceon could not betray her even if he wanted, not when most of the nobility in the city politely shunned him, knowing he was born a Frey.
Thank the Seven the commons did not know. The queen had made certain through her informer Bel before seeing that Luceon was elevated. One never knew when gossip might tear through the city like wildfire. When Raynard died in a brothel whilst atop some poxy whore, the Street of Silk had burst into chaos, and what the whores knew, the rest of the city learned before nightfall. The queen had been irritated with Bel for that, but then, the brothel madam was a mere peasant randy for gold, not an ambitious, clever schemer like Petyr Baelish. Littlefinger would have found a way to hush up Raynard's death, no doubt, and robbed the treasury blind whilst doing it.
That night the queen dreamt she sat atop the Iron Throne. Petyr Baelish was dragged before her in chains, sniveling, his garments rent, his pointed beard half torn out. He begged for mercy, and Queen Cersei smiled as she bade Ser Ilyn Payne take him away. Next the guards brought her the High Dwarf, his bulbous nose smashed in, his mouth bleeding where they had torn out his tongue. Him she gave to Lord Qyburn, the crowd laughing and jeering as the dwarf struggled against his bonds.
Last they brought her Tyrion. Her little brother looked as he had looked in life. His mismatched eyes burned as he stared at her, and for long moments she met his gaze, trapped by the fierceness of his hate. When she called for the guards to take him away, the dwarf began to shake, his features turning even more grotesque. Pointed teeth sprouted from his mouth as he shredded his gag; claws sprouted from his stubby hands and rent his chains asunder as he lunged for her.
There was nowhere to run. The queen reeled back, only to find herself impaled upon the blades of the Iron Throne. Cold steel sliced into her flesh, cutting her right arm down to the bone—
The queen awoke to the sound of bells tolling the fifth hour of the morning. Her right arm still hurt; Cersei rubbed it, feeling the slick sweat upon her skin. It will snow today, that is all. Ever since the valonqar broke her arm, it pained her when the weather turned cold. Still, it would be good to see the filthy city covered in a blanket of fresh fallen snow, like the shroud they draped atop a Kingsguard when he died. No, she musn't think of that. No one knew, save a pimple faced squire who might have guessed too much. But he would never breathe a word, and if he did, who would care?
Ser Kevan Lannister, now, there was a kinsman worth mourning. Her uncle had served her faithfully and well, had given his very life in her service. Now Queen Cersei was the only one who could keep House Lannister in its rightful place, who could keep her son upon his throne. A hard task, when she was surrounded by flatterers and fools and enemies who hid behind smiles.
The Tyrells had slain Uncle Kevan, she knew it, thanks to her faithful lord confessor. Qyburn was all that Pycelle had once been, diligent and learned, but he was subtle too. One had to be subtle, if one meant to move against foes as perilous as Highgarden. Mace Tyrell did not want Tommen upon the throne, he wanted a grandson of his own blood, a babe whose name he might use to rule the realm.
How shocked he had been, when she proposed their children wed at last. A terrible sacrifice, but a necessary one. The queen must keep Tyrell fat and happy. Meria Sand had been quite distraught on the queen's behalf when she told the girl of her plans over a flagon of arbor gold. The bastard had hiccuped and wept while pleading that Tyrell could not be trusted, that the marriage would only endanger her beloved queen and her brave son.
"Never fear," the queen had soothed, patting the girl's hand. "A rose may have thorns, but the lioness has claws."
The queen stretched, her lips quirking in a smile as she heard maids quietly enter to stoke her fire. Today would be a good day, she knew it.
The bells tolled six times as she entered the royal sept to pray at the Hour of the Crone. A golden-robed septa lit incense at the altar as Cersei knelt, bowing her head piously. Lift your lamp to light Jaime's way back to me, she prayed to the gilded statue of a bent old woman. And grant me your wisdom. The queen would need all her wits for the days ahead, and the Crone's patience besides. Cersei was well used to waiting, she had waited half her life to step out of men's shadows and into the sun; she could bear a few days of shade before she returned to her proper place.
When her prayers were done, the queen broke fast, then bathed. She had time to enjoy a long, hot soak before she dressed; the small council did not meet after ninth hour, when the lords descended upon the royal sept to pray to the Father Above. Tommen would be with them, guarded by Ser Addam Marbrand, whose devotion to his king was unmatched, and by Ser Daemon Sand, who was so skilled one could almost forget he was Dornish. Ser Boros Blount held the drawbridge to Maegor's Holdfast, as usual; the stout blowhard was useless for much else.
It was Ser Lyn Corbray who escorted the queen to the small council chambers to await her counselors. Ser Lyn was a handsome, deadly man, the most dangerous sword of the Kingsguard, just like Ser Mandon Moore before him. The queen could still recall the last time she saw Ser Mandon, his white cloak flapping in the wind as she bade him keep Tyrion as safe as her brother had kept her, the knight's eyes flicking to the plaster cast hidden within her sleeve.
Lord Randyll Tarly was the first of her counselors to arrive, as usual. The queen regent had chosen her lord hand well; he wasted as little time as possible upon prayer, just like Lord Tywin. If she squinted there was even a slight resemblance in the lean frame, the bald head, the cold eyes and thin lips that rarely smiled. Lord Randyll was a man of action, a man as stern and unyielding as Valyrian steel. Knowing he could not be beguiled, the queen greeted him as she would her lord father, with plain courtesy, and a compliment of his son Dickon's ability in the yard.
The rest of her counselors, though, they wanted to be welcomed with charm, and the queen obliged, all smiles. Let them think her beautiful and modest, let them think her head was filled with nothing but thoughts of the grand masked ball she was planning for Tommen's name day at the end of fifth moon, scant weeks away.
"Your Grace looks more beautiful every day," Mace Tyrell said as he kissed her hand. "The Mother's white suits you well."
Cersei gave him a winning smile. Her gown was ivory samite, her dagged sleeves lined with cloth-of-gold. Let him think her the Mother; when she looked in her mirror, she saw Jaime, elegant in the pale raiment of the Kingsguard. White suited both twins well, but not so well as the crimson and gold she would wear when this farce was done.
Her smile turned sly when Prince Oberyn Martell came to pay his respects, his dark eyes lingering on her bosom, his lips lingering on her hand just a touch too long to be proper. He was desperate to bed her, she knew. Not that she would condescend to suffer the Dornishman's attentions; she had no appetite for the leavings of countless women and at least a few men. Still, his lust made him a useful ally during council.
Lord Tybolt Crakehall loomed over her next, as brawny as the boar of his sigil, and as thick-witted. She much preferred his company to that of Lord Mathis Rowan, who had resigned his council seat soon after the king's wedding. Thoughtful of him, to allow her the opportunity to replace one of Tyrell's bannermen with one of her own, especially with Lord Paxter Redwyne soon to return from the Reach.
When Redwyne returned, Aurane Waters would no longer be her lord admiral. The bastard of Driftmark knew it too; his greeting was courteous, but cold. Most thought Waters sulked at the thought of losing his council seat, but the queen knew better. His sulk had begun the day she banished him from her bed, sick of pretending he was Jaime, and weary of his constant whining for more rewards.
Waters spent gold as soon as it was in his hand, and then came begging for more. She had offered him one last chance, promising he would return to favor if he bedded Margaery Tyrell, but placing him in the chambers closest to Ser Loras had proved useless. His creditors were demanding payment; already one had sent a sellsword to collect. Sadly, Waters had slain the sellsword, rather than the other way around.
Inconsiderate wretch, but his time would come soon enough. She must remember to have Qyburn send another sellsword, she'd forgotten to mention it to him when they spoke this morning. It must be done soon, before Waters decided to start slandering the queen's good name. Or perhaps some unhappy accident would serve; Qyburn could work wonders.
And horrors, she thought as Lord Gyles Rosby dragged dry lips across her hand. His cough was long gone, but powder could not entirely hide that her master of coin was grey as a corpse, nor could perfume entirely conceal the stink that clung to him. She would need a new master of coin soon; this one had outlived his usefulness.
The same was true of Pycelle. The doddering old worm's incompetence had let Uncle Kevan die; it was a pity his health remained so good. No, that is ungenerous, the queen thought as he kissed her ring. Pycelle had seen to Jon Arryn, after all, and when he passed the Citadel was like to send her some Tyrell lickspittle. But even the trial of enduring Pycelle could not shake her good humor, not with so much to look forward to. The queen nearly brimmed over with cheer as she let Varys simper at her before gliding to his seat, lavender robes billowing behind him.
"Shall we begin with the Faith?" Tommen asked. Her son wore his crown of golden antlers, studded with black diamonds; his doublet was velvet, gold slashed with black. His breeches were black too, save for the hems. Those were dusted with cat hair from Ser Pounce, who curled beneath the king's chair.
Spending time with Dickon Tarly might be necessary to keep her son away from his new wife, but it had also resulted in a streak of willfullness the queen misliked. First he commanded that beets never grace the royal table; next he had asked to be the one who opened small council meetings. Cersei had allowed it, if only to keep Randyll Tarly from thinking too highly of himself on days when the queen did not attend.
"The Westerlands," the queen corrected gently. "Your Grace must see to his own people first."
Tommen's brow furrowed, but he hesitated only a moment before turning to Lord Crakehall. "My good Lord Tybolt, what news?"
The Westerlands remained in turmoil, thanks to the simpleminded rabble who had chosen treason over faithfulness. Lord Mordryd Lydden was calling the banners to Deep Den to assist him in putting down the revolts; Lord Tybolt was rather disappointed he would not be joining the fray. Crakehall had brought a small host to King's Landing, and Lord Mordryd thought it prudent to keep them there to protect the royal family.
A thoughtful man, Lord Lydden. It would be a pity if the rebels slew him, but the queen could not spare a man of her own blood for the task. After a mob murdered her castellan of Casterly Rock, Ser Damion Lannister, and his son Ser Lucion, her cousins through her mother Lady Joanna, the queen was finding herself rather short on dependable kinsmen.
Lord Tywin's three brothers had only sired four sons. Tyrek, the son of her Uncle Tygett, had vanished during the bread riots, never to be seen again. As Uncle Kevan's eldest son Lancel had died during the Battle of the Blackwater, that left only the twins, Willem and Martyn. Oh, and Aunt Genna and her appalling half-Frey sons and grandsons. All of them were safe at Casterly Rock, with Ser Willem reluctantly serving as her new castellan.
"It is grievous, the losses Your Grace has suffered," Lord Mace said to Tommen. "It will be a happy day when you have children of your own."
"A joyous day indeed," Cersei said merrily, ignoring the urge to wipe the smirk from the Fat Flower's face. "Though Willem and Martyn will be wed soon enough, and fill the Rock with their children."
She would have to ask Aunt Genna to select suitable brides, maids of high birth who were fertile, loyal, and quiet. There should be plenty to choose from, with so many knights and lords killed during the War of Five Kings and in these irritating uprisings. As it happened, the uprising in Oldtown was the next order of business.
"A misunderstanding, surely," Lord Mace blustered. "Though not one which may be resolved by raven. An envoy, though, might bring about a reconciliation."
Cersei allowed herself a gentle laugh. "My lord makes it sound so easily done. As master of laws, surely you would be best suited to explain why they have misread the laws of the Faith and thereby caused this unfortunate quarrel."
"Your Grace is too kind," Mace chuckled. "Patient, too, and wise. How could I be better fitted to take up this burden than our beloved queen regent?"
And leave Tommen helpless in your grasp?
"Perhaps," Cersei allowed. "My burdens here are so heavy, though. And there is the king's thirteenth name day to consider." She gave Tommen an affectionate smile. "I can hardly abandon my son just before his special day; we have all worked so hard to ensure the masked ball shall be a celebration to remember."
"After His Grace's nameday, then," Mace urged.
For a few moments the queen let him sweat, frowning as if in contemplation.
"Yes," she finally said, noting the Fat Flower's look of deep satisfaction. The thought of her leaving the city might please him, but was that all it was? "Yes, I see it is the will of the Mother that I mend this disharmony."
From there business moved on to the rest of the Reach. Lord Mace was pleased to remind the council of his new grandson at Brightwater Keep, the first child of Lord Garlan Tyrell and his wife. Mace might sigh over regretting that his duties prevented a visit, but she was not fooled. The man would soon perish than abandon his council seat, even temporarily.
"Lord Redwyne is sure the ironborn remain on Pyke?" Lord Randyll said sharply.
"Quite sure," said Mace. "As I said they would, now that Paxter has thrashed them."
"Good. Let them stay there; winter will take them soon enough."
"Too true," the queen agreed.
Better to keep her thirty new dromonds in Blackwater Bay, not risk sending them off under Aurane Waters. He might try to take Pyke and make himself its new lord, or he might sail off to parts unknown. His sailors were the scum of Flea Bottom; when she had disposed of Waters, she would need to find some hardened captain to whip them into shape.
If only there were two of Lord Randyll, and one of them was a sailor, she thought as she enjoyed the sight of Lord Mace being lectured by his own bannerman. The talk had turned to that of the proper way to deal with unruly smallfolk, a subject upon which both men had decidedly different opinions.
Her master of laws would have coddled the ungrateful wretches, but her lord hand was made of sterner stuff. Most of the queen's new edicts were his ideas. Tarly had accepted few of her suggestions, and then only after she framed them as wisdom she had once heard from Lord Tywin. Not that the edicts required many changes; they were of the same mind on the importance of law and order.
There was little news from Dorne. Princess Arianne now had a second babe at her breast, another girl. There were reports of minor troubles with the smallfolk, but Prince Oberyn assured her that the new edicts were proving most effective in subduing them.
Prince Oberyn was growing quite bored with his council seat. So bored, in fact, that he was vaguely threatening to abandon it so he might go whoring and adventuring as he had in his youth. Sour grapes, no doubt. He must have realized he would never bed the queen, and grown tired of bedding Ser Daemon Sand and Lady Cedra Santagar. Little though she liked the Dornish, the queen appreciated the conceited airs which made them disregard the value of a seat at court, and the ear of the Iron Throne. So long as Dorne kept paying taxes, all was well.
The Stormlands were less obliging. Displeased with Lord Mace's judgments during his time there, the queen had sent ravens summoning half of them to court so she might hear their complaints. Not satisfied with killing each other on their own lands, some had taken to brawling within the Red Keep. Varys reported that last night Red Ronnet Connington had broken the arm of some Cafferen knight who offended him; now Lord Cafferen was baying for blood.
"Let him keep baying," the queen sighed, resisting the urge to laugh. Instead she let her shoulders droop, as though saddened by such discord. "I am sure Ser Ronnet had his reasons."
If Cafferen retaliated, so be it. Both Connington and Cafferen had supported first Renly, then Stannis. Lord Tywin might have welcomed them back to the king's peace, but it was an insult Cersei had not forgotten. Nor did she forget that both houses had once raised their banners for Aerys Targaryen; even now they might plot to join his daughter Daenerys should she ever come west. Better that they fight each other.
To her delight, the eunuch reported that Vale lords were also fighting amongst themselves. While Lysa Arryn and her feeble son remained trapped atop their mountain, the lords down below argued as to how they might rescue their lord and the foster siblings, who came from the noblest houses of the Vale. Even better, the mountain clans were descending from theirs to raid the folk who dwelled in the warmer lands below. How thoughtful of Tyrion, to arm his savages with steel, and of Lord Tywin, to exile them from the city when they had outlived their usefulness.
And have you outlived your usefulness, my lord? she wondered as she watched Varys shuffle through his papers. Qyburn had realized her uncle had been poisoned; how had Varys not overheard some warning of what Tyrell was up to?
The eunuch claimed to know everything that happened within the Red Keep, but it was not so. There were ways to avoid his little birds; was that what Tyrell had done, or had Varys wanted her uncle to die? Regardless, she was having Qyburn gather his own whispers now, carefully, so she might see if the eunuch was playing her false. What secrets hid behind those pale eyes, whose colors changed in every light, seeming grey, then blue, sometimes even purple?
"The waters of the Bite and the Shivering Sea remain most treacherous," the eunuch was saying. "There are always captains willing to brave perilous winter seas for the promise of gold, but with so many ships lost..."
"The lords of the Vale will not be sailing from Gulltown to White Harbor at their leisure, not with drowning so likely," said Lord Randyll. "Nor, I think, will they make the long journey to Winterfell by road. Perhaps the bite of winter will help them reconsider swearing fealty to Stark."
"We can only hope," drawled Prince Oberyn.
Then there were the reports from further north. More nonsense about Others and wights and snarks and grumkins. The queen did not doubt Stannis Baratheon's red priestess had attempted some foul sorcery, but she refused to acknowledge the rest of the tedious prattle which Varys insisted on bringing to their attention. Oddly, his voice sounded deeper when he spoke of the Wall, and she could have sworn there was fear hiding behind his eyes.
The rest of the council did not share his concern, nor did the court. Lord Randyll thought it some trap to lure their armies north to be slaughtered, as did Lord Tybolt.
"Aye, northmen are treacherous," said the lord of Crakehall, as she had known he would. "They might be in the city even now, awaiting a chance to strike."
"Winter has already lasted over a year," Varys insisted. "And with a bitterness that is not natural, not this far south. The ground has been frozen for the past five moons, the snow drifts are as deep as a man's knee, and the Blackwater is choked with ice."
"The Blackwater froze solid in Aerys' day," Tarly said dismissively.
"My lord was misinformed," said Pycelle, stroking his ponderous chain. "I remember well, there was a crust of ice for a few days, thick enough for foolhardy children to walk across, but that was all."
"Imagine how foul the winter must be in the North," said Lord Mace. No doubt he was thinking of the profit to be made trading with Robb Stark, the grasping traitor.
"And in Braavos too, I imagine," said the queen. "Have you any new reports since the last?"
A fortnight past, the eunuch had informed her that he had finally discovered the whereabouts of Shireen Baratheon, last of her line. To the queen's amusement, rather than give the girl to Robb Stark, the boy's bastard brother had packed her off to Braavos, where she was hiding with the Onion Knight's wife and few surviving sons.
In her mercy, Cersei had decided to let the girl live. No one would be using such an ugly child to lay claim to Storm's End, even if she did live long enough to breed. Not that anyone would want to. The queen recalled the child being as ugly as her mother Selyse, even without the greyscale scars.
"Nothing new, Your Grace," the eunuch simpered. "The Iron Bank remains most wroth with the Iron Throne, but they have taken no action against the crown."
"Good. Inform me at once should there be any change," she told the eunuch.
The Braavosi were quite vexed with her refusal to pay the usury on the loans which she had taken out at the end of the old year. As soon as the gold was safe in the royal vaults, the queen had informed the Iron Bank that she would pay them when winter was over, and not before. Cersei required every golden dragon to build up her fleet, to pay for the goldcloaks and for sellswords, not to mention the expense of maintaining an elegant court.
To her annoyance, almost the entire council had been displeased with her decision. She had quelled most of their concerns by asking if they wished to pay the usury from their own coffers. Only Lord Randyll and Prince Oberyn had truly supported her, Lord Randyll because of how much gold was going to the royal army she had asked him to build, Prince Oberyn because he held a grudge against the Iron Bank from when he had lived in Braavos for a few years. And Meria, of course, but Meria supported every word that came out of the queen's mouth, especially when she drank with the queen of an evening.
"Your Grace," she had hiccuped. "Your Grace knows best, and should do as you please."
And so she had, and now the royal treasury had ample gold for her needs, and the only price was rude letters from the Iron Bank, whose envoys the queen refused to see. That, and the fretting of merchants who lacked the funds to pay the debts which the Iron Bank had called due. That was the merchants' own fault; they should not have taken loans they could not repay.
"One final matter," the queen said as the council drew to a close. "I have finally found the perfect master of horse for the royal stables. I have no doubt Lord Celtigar will prove equal to the task."
"I had not known Lord Ardrian was still alive," Aurane Waters said disdainfully. "He must be what, eighty?"
"Seventy," the queen informed him with a smile. "And still vigorous."
Not very vigorous, in truth, and as sour as a lemon, but Lord Celtigar was the one who proved greediest for the empty title, outbidding a dozen younger, poorer lords and knights. Cersei could not wait to see what sort of wealth men offered her when she announced her intention to appoint a master of revels.
"I'm sure he will do well," Tommen ventured, giving his mother an uncertain glance as the bells tolled twelve. "We should let my lady mother get to her prayers. I'm sure good Ser Balon could use them."
That provoked pious mumbling and nodding of heads, and on that note, Cersei took her leave.
Even bundled in furs, the walk from the small council chambers to the royal sept was not pleasant. The bitter wind tugged at her loose hair, and knocked her golden crown askew. When the queen reached the royal sept, she paused inside the door to tidy herself before she went in.
The royal sept was blessedly warm, thanks to the hearths which were always kept lit. They had to be; the royal sept had thinner walls than the other buildings in the Red Keep, and grew cold quickly. In most castles, the sept would be packed at the Hour of the Mother. Not here, though; Cersei was not one to suffer unwanted company, especially when she was on her knees. This place was hers, and no one was allowed to disturb her, save a counselor with urgent business.
The statue of the Mother looked down upon her from above the altar. Wrought from pale marble, she looked almost like a woman of flesh and blood, turned to stone by some witch's spell. Her hair was gilded, her eyes were pearl and emerald; in her delicate hands she bore three sprouting seeds.
Mother Above, have mercy upon Ser Balon Swann, the queen prayed. Ser Balon's mishandling of affairs at Duskendale had left him gravely injured, but thankfully not dead, praise the Seven. Lord Mace was quite keen to pin Jaime's cloak about his son Loras's shoulders; were Balon to perish in the next few weeks, she would be unable to refuse. But it would not come to that, she knew, the gods were with her.
When her prayers were done, it was time to ride through the city. Tommen was already ahorse, talking to Dickon Tarly whilst they awaited her, along with a heavy escort of goldcloaks and several Kingsguard. The queen had thought to find Lady Margaery with them; her absence was an unexpected pleasure, though it meant she could not torment the girl with barbed words.
The absence of her grasping rival only improved the queen's mood, and Cersei waved graciously as Tommen threw alms to the poor. When they drew nearer to the Great Sept, where the streets were busier, the queen even condescended to throw alms herself. It was how the game was played, after all. She could not win the love of the commons away from the insipid Tyrells, but she must give the mob their show.
The city smelled sweeter than she could ever recall. Small wonder, with fewer bodies to clutter it with their filth. The lord mayor believed that of the near half million living in the city when Robert died, perhaps four in ten had died of famine or from the bloody flux. It still ran rampant through the city; the pyromancers were burning corpses in the Dragonpit every few weeks, the towering green flames visible from atop the Red Keep, the wildfire as beautiful as it was perilous.
The bells were tolling three when they arrived at the Great Sept, where the queen would pray for the Hour of the Maiden. Whilst she was busy for a half hour, the king and his companions would enjoy a brief visit with His High Holiness. Luceon awaited them on the steps, resplendent in golden robes embroidered with swords of crimson silk, their pommels studded with rubies. No doubt the High Dwarf scorned such finery. Cersei imagined the fool went about barefoot in roughspun, with a beggar's bowl about his neck, to remind all men how lowly he was.
Such men were a groat a dozen. The queen saw plenty of them in the streets when they emerged to find it snowing. Most of the street preachers fell silent when they saw the king's banner, the Kingsguard gleaming in their white armor, but a few only shouted louder, yelling of the wrath of the gods and the ending of the world. Luckily, they could barely be heard, thanks to the other street preachers who were screaming over them, blaming the woes of the world on the demon worshipper Robb Starks and his vile followers. Qyburn did good work; every golden dragon she gave him was repaid threefold.
As they rode into the square at the center of the city, they paused to observe a troupe of mummers putting on a show. The Romance of Aemon and Naerys, yet again, she noted, pleased. They were finally growing sick of Strongspear the Squire, the absurd play about Ser Olyvar Sand and his duel with the Mountain to win the love of a moonstruck maid. To win the right to mount a little bitch, more like. She hoped the girl was suffering, wherever she was.
The queen would have banned Strongspear, if not for both Lord Mace and Prince Oberyn assuring her there was no treason in it. Cersei could not bear to suffer through the thing herself, not after Lord Mace waxed on at length about the role of the lily knight, the most gallant knight to ever live, who dubbed Strongspear at the end of the play. She supposed the playwright must have been well rewarded by the Tyrells for that bit of bootlicking.
Thankfully, the mad craze for Strongspear had yielded to shows of Aemon and Naerys, of Duncan and his Jenny, and various other romantic twaddle. Soon there would be a show about the life of the Great Lion; Cersei had found the best quill in the city to pen it. She would not have the mob forget Tywin's strength, nor his wealth, nor his power, all of which were now hers to wield as she saw fit. But a paltry mummer's show was nothing, nothing compared to the masked ball which the queen had planned for the end of fifth moon.
Over the next few weeks, she was consumed by preparations for Tommen's thirteenth nameday. There would be no jousts or mêlées, not with the weather so rotten, but there would be every other sort of entertainment imaginable. Staged duels and battles indoors, with lords dressed as gallants from the Age of Heroes, singers and mummers, jugglers and tumblers, elaborate banquets and sumptuous feasts, the celebrations were to last for a full week.
The crowning glory, though, was to be the masked ball which opened the festivities.
Ever since the king's wedding, every lord and lady of note had been readying themselves for the shows which they were to put on in honor of the king. Cersei had thought it fitting that there be four shows, one for each of the fiefs which had remained loyal to King Tommen.
The lords of the Reach were to present a show about the life of Garth Greenhand. Lord Mace was to play Garth himself, Lady Margaery was to be Maris the Maid, and Ser Loras was to be Gilbert of the Vines. Rather obvious choices; the queen thought. Maris was the ancestor of their mother Alerie Hightower, and their grandmother Olenna Redwyne was descended from Gilbert, a rather unimpressive fellow who supposedly taught men how to make wine. Cersei had laughed until she cried when Meria Sand informed her that Ser Loras had contrived to somehow make the discovery of wine the result of a gallant duel between Gilbert and a giant.
Of course, the Dornish were intent on outshining their rivals. Their show was to be of Nymeria, played by Lady Blackmont, with the Red Viper as Mors Martell, and the rest of the Dornish playing supporting roles. As most of them were greybeards, she could only hope their performance would be sadly lacking when it came to staging a pitched battle.
The rehearsals for Durran Godsgrief were a battle, or so she heard. The stormlords were spending more time fighting with each other than with the sea god and wind goddess who had opposed Durran after he stole their daughter Elenei. Red Ronnet Connington had won the right to play Durran, after dueling with a Wylde and a Mertyns to settle the matter. His Elenei was played by a maid of House Estermont, until she was caught in bed with a singer and replaced with a maid of House Mertyns, who then fell from her horse, broke her ankle, and was replaced by a maid from House Cafferen.
It was a pity no one would get to see the plays, the queen thought, smirking. Especially the one about Lann the Clever, with Tommen in the lead role. He was learning his lines quite diligently, though his mother would have been the better choice. Cersei was the proud legacy of Lann's ancient line, as cunning as her forebear, if not moreso. Someday women would fight for the chance to play Queen Cersei in mummer's shows, and her grateful descendants would build shrines in her name.
In the meantime, the queen regent must be certain all things were ready for the night of the masked ball. Singers must be chosen, menus planned, the decorations prepared and arranged.
Lord Mace had objected to the use of the Queen's Ballroom, rather than the Small Hall or the throne room, but she had overcome his doubts. A masked ball should be intimate, the queen had told him, the attendance limited to the highest of lords and ladies. The Queen's Ballroom might only seat a hundred, but it was the most beautiful of the halls in the Red Keep. Silver mirrors backed every wall sconce, drowning the room in light, the walls were richly carved wood, the south wall lined with exquisite stained glass windows. True, the guests would be packed in tightly, but that was for the best, so that young ladies and their admirers could not slip away unnoticed.
Unfortunately, the intimate size of the queen's ballroom also made it impossible for Cersei to escape the High Septon when he descended upon her one afternoon, his cloth-of-gold robes quite disheveled. Apparently the commons had somehow learnt that Luceon was born a Frey, and now he could not leave the Great Sept without being jeered at, even accosted by the boldest of beggars.
"And," Luceon said, his chest heaving, as if he'd run to the Red Keep, "the street preachers are blaming the cold and snow upon the wrath of the gods. They say the Seven are angry, that the Others have come again—"
"Really, Luceon," the queen tsked, watching as a group of serving men rearranged chairs and tables to her liking. Must she do everything herself? "If you dare not ride out openly, then use a litter. Ask Ser Jacelyn Bywater for a larger escort of goldcloaks, and if the street preachers slander you, why, that is why we have the black cells, and Lord Confessor Qyburn."
"I suppose Your Grace is right." Luceon hesitated. "But—"
"Do not fret yourself overmuch, Your High Holiness," the queen smiled. "The mob shall soon forget all about it, I promise you; trust in the Mother Above, and all will be well."
Really, it was the mother below who would be distracting the mob from their hatred of Freys, but the queen could hardly tell him that. Discretion was of the utmost importance, she had learned that at her father's knee.
A few days later, another visitor interrupted her whilst she was hearing a troupe of musicians. Lord Tarly did not bring whining complaints, he brought a boar that he had slaughtered whilst hunting in the kingswood with the other lords of the Reach.
"I hear it was a vicious battle," the queen said, lowering her eyes and calling a blush to her cheeks. "The largest boar ever seen, or so His Grace told me." Tommen had shared the whole story over luncheon, having heard it from Dickon Tarly in the yard that morning.
"A monstrous boar, Your Grace," Lord Randyll agreed. "Lord Mace declared it impossible to slay, and would have let it be. I was not so easily daunted." He did not smile, but she could see the sated bloodlust in his eyes.
The queen stepped a little closer to her lord hand, pretending she could not hear him over the sound of pipes and fiddles.
"They say the blood of House Tarly is the fiercest in the Reach," Cersei whispered. "Sometimes... no, I should not say such a thing, not of our good master of laws."
Lord Randyll's eyes glittered, hard as stone. "Your Grace?"
The queen looked about; no one else was standing near.
"My lord... I fear Lord Mace is not the man I once thought. What if Lady Margaery's children share her father's blood? The Iron Throne devours the unworthy; I would that my grandchildren shared your blood, rather than his. I hear your daughters are sweet girls, modest, all that a mother should want for her son. Oh, if only I had not been trapped by my lord father's promises to Highgarden..."
"The king is wedded." Lord Tarly's face was a bloodless mask, but there was a hint of something in his voice, a hunger.
"But not bedded," the queen said softly. "That is why I have them guarded and kept apart at night, I could not— Lady Margaery is so much older than Tommen, past twenty now, with a woman's lusts. I would wager my son's life that she is no maid, yet I cannot prove it. Worse, I fear Lord Mace suspects I know of her guilt, and fears the day I at last have proof enough to set her aside, so Tommen may wed a worthier maid."
For a long moment Lord Tarly was silent. Had she dared too much?
"They say tomorrow's weather will be fine for hawking," her lord hand finally said. "Though too cold for Lord Mace to stir out of doors."
"The cold is nothing," the queen smiled, intrigued. "I would be pleased to accompany you, my lord."
Indeed, the cold the next day troubled the queen little and less, so focused was she on her conversation with Lord Tarly. It was well worth losing a day of preparations, which she left in Meria's capable hands. She would miss the bastard girl when she left court; Meria had been hinting at her need to secure a rich husband before she grew too old to attract one with her wiles. Of course, there were always more ladies eager for the queen's favor, but rarely did one find such a useful puppet.
Mace Tyrell seemed to think the queen regent his puppet. He was always dropping in on her, to gloat and share useless tidbits from the small council meetings she was missing. The queen ignored most of them, content to know that Tommen was behaving himself in her absence. Oh, he was trying to propose his own ideas, no doubt at Lady Margaery's behest, but Lord Tarly was brusquely ignoring them, as he should. Lord Mace's interruptions would have annoyed her, if not for the opportunity they proved to charm and tease and jest with a man ignorant to his danger.
"I am sure the masked ball shall be the most magnificent ever held, Your Grace," Lord Mace said agreeably, as they practiced the dance which they would perform together. For all his size, Tyrell was surprisingly light on his feet.
"My lord is too kind," Cersei demurred.
"And when the week of revels is over, Your Grace takes ship to Oldtown?"
"Of course," the queen gave him a dazzling smile. "I cannot wait."
The trumpets sounded the final measures of the dance, and Cersei spun away, allowing herself a breathless laugh. Oh, Mace Tyrell was a dangerous foe, and no mistake. The patricians and commons alike toasted his generosity; his household guard were as skilled as they were loyal, ready to defend him from hidden knives, just as tasters defended him from poison.
But Tyrell was not so invulnerable as he wished to appear. Nor was he fool enough to openly reveal his plans as Eddard Stark once had when he told her to flee Robert's wrath, never imagining her own. Even so, it did not matter. Cersei had known Tyrell meant her harm long before Lord Tarly asked her to go hunting.
A motherhouse on the outskirts of Oldtown was the fate Tyrell had planned for her, or so Lord Tarly had surmised from Mace's careless blustering. The breach with the Faith would be mended, the High Septon of the Starry Sept would give up his crystal crown, and the queen would retire to a motherhouse, content with the good work she had done.
Or so Lord Mace would tell the world when he declared himself Lord Regent. A tidy story, for such vile treachery. She wondered how many shriveled septas he thought would be needed to seize a lioness; at least a dozen, if not more. Did he really think a motherhouse's walls could contain her long, when she had her wits about her, sharp as Jaime's sword?
She did not need Lord Tarly's blunt offers of assistance. Cersei had pretended she could not believe such infamy of Lord Mace, and asked Lord Tarly to do nothing, not until after the week of revelry. Of course, he was quite right to keep his men close at hand, in case of unexpected treachery. Lord Randyll already had a small host in the city, the banners he'd called to deal with the mess in Duskendale.
Unlike Duskendale, the masked ball would run as smoothly as summer silk. Cersei had her hands full making the final preparations, giddy as a girl as Tommen's name day drew ever closer. Even Pycelle pestering her with ravens from Stokeworth, where a raving Lady Tanda claimed to have seen thousands of peasants marching south, could not dull her glow. She ordered Pycelle to send a raven to Rosby, just in case, then returned to more important business. The cook's dainties must be nibbled and approved, exotic wines tasted to ensure they were worthy of the occasion. Just a taste, of course, the queen required a clear head.
Her thrice daily prayers in the royal sept were the only time Cersei had to herself. The day before the masked ball, Qyburn joined her at the Hour of the Crone, slipping in after she sent the septa away so she might pray in holy solitude. The lord confessor's robes were white velvet, decorated with whorls of gold, as if he were some secret Kingsguard who dealt in whispers rather than steel.
"All is ready, Your Grace," the lord confessor said as he knelt beside her, bowing his head as if in prayer.
"You are sure?"
At Tommen's behest, the commons were to be let into the outer yard of the Red Keep, to be given bread and beer and the leftover delicacies from the feast. Cersei had approved of the notion, and suggested that they also be permitted into the middle yard. The red cloaks were rather nervous about it. From the middle yard, it would be all too easy for some wayward peasant to reach the serpentine steps, then the lower bailey, perhaps even the drawbridge to Maegor's itself.
"I am sure," the old man said. Not too old, though; Qyburn's hair was grey, not white, his words as deft as his hands. "I have gone amongst the red cloaks as you wished, Your Grace, and chosen those which shall guard the gatehouse, the steps, and Maegor's Holdfast itself. The best of them shall guard the king, of course."
"Of course," the queen smiled. "Your faithful service shall be well rewarded, as always. The goldcloaks have another dozen traitors for your keeping."
Qyburn bowed his head. "Your Grace is too generous. One other matter, if it please you? I have at last secured an agent in Gulltown, and there are whispers from Braavos."
"Oh?"
Qyburn withdrew a slip of parchment from his voluminous sleeves. "The Iron Bank has at last bestirred themselves against Your Grace. A treasure fleet departed Braavos at the end of fourth moon, her sails set for Meereen."
"Meereen?" The queen said, dumbfounded. "Lord Varys said nothing—"
The knowledge struck her like a bolt of lightning. How many times had the eunuch bade her ignore the threat of Daenerys Targaryen? For years he had spoken of a Volantene invasion that never transpired, then suddenly Volantis was burnt to the ground. Not by dragons, though, the eunuch had assured the council, showing them the pitiful skulls of the last dragons, malformed and tiny. Yet Aurane Waters said the sailors had seen full grown dragons who battled over Volantis...
And it was Varys who brought me to father.
Lord Tywin had summoned her over some urgent business, the eunuch had said, but why would her lord father send Varys to fetch her, rather than a red cloak? When they found the body lying naked over his desk, the solar reeking of nightsoil, Varys had quivered as he always did, but was that some mummer's trick? Strange enough that Lord Tywin should be pierced through the heart by some sorcerer's shadow, but that her Jaime should vanish from the White Sword Tower without a trace, with not a whisper of him for years... and then Cersei knew, she knew who held her twin captive, and how Jaime had come into her power.
The day of the masked ball dawned bitter cold. Dark clouds shrouded the world, the wind cutting like a knife as Cersei made her way to the sept for the Hour of the Mother. She was escorted by Ser Lyn Corbray. The tall knight wore a cloak of pured miniver clasped at his neck; the Valyrian steel sword Lady Forlorn rode at his hip, thirsty as ever for blood.
No one was out of doors, too busy bathing and dressing for the masked ball. No one else, save Varys. His soft slippers made no sound on the stone floor of the sept as he came to her at the altar of the Mother, his lilac robes rustling as he knelt.
"Your Grace?" He asked, obsequious as ever.
The eunuch's face was a powdered mask. If he noticed that the septa was gone, or that Ser Lyn stood inside the door, he gave no sign. The queen ignored him, keeping her head bowed in prayer. Mother, defend me, and defend sweet Tommen from these false friends. It was so hard not to smile, but the queen managed it, keeping her long silence whilst the eunuch tried not to fidget.
"The bells will soon toll one," Varys said at last. Through the stained glass windows she could see the snow beginning to fall. "Surely the masked ball is more important than a mere master of whisperers."
"Many things are more important than you are," Cersei agreed. "A treasure fleet of the Iron Bank bound for Meereen, for instance."
Varys opened his mouth, but when she held up her hand, he closed it. His eyes gleamed purple beneath pale golden eyebrows; she could almost see his thoughts racing. Too late, my lord.
"I am disappointed in you, Lord Varys," she tsked. "They say one should never underestimate a eunuch, but to underestimate a queen is even more foolish. Tell me, which Targaryen managed to sire a bastard in secret?"
"I was trueborn," the eunuch said, his voice different somehow. "And—"
"Oh," the queen sighed as she rose to her feet. "I beg your pardon; I forgot that I don't care. Ser Lyn, if you would?"
Varys' eyes widened as he realized there was nowhere to run. His powdered fingers grabbed for the queen, as if to use her as a shield. Too late again. Cersei was already halfway across the sept by the time Ser Lyn drove his sword deep into the eunuch's gut.
When the eunuch finally finished dying, there was blood everywhere, except on her pale skirts. She should have had Ser Lyn snap his neck, but that would be depriving the Kingsguard of his sport. As the bells tolled one, there was a soft knock at the door, and Qyburn and his assistants entered.
"Clean this up at once," the queen ordered as one of the men handed Ser Lyn a cloth to wipe his blade. "This evening must go perfectly, do you understand?"
"Of course, Your Grace," the men murmured as one.
"We shall need the head, for later," the queen told Qyburn. "Cut out the tongue, and pickle it for display." One could not always take trophies, alas, but this was one she would treasure.
The queen felt as if she was floating on air as she bathed and dressed for the ball. Her maids shared her good humor, laughing and giggling as they scrubbed her, gasping with awe when it came time to lace the queen into her first gown of the evening.
It was the loveliest, costliest gown Cersei had ever had. Smallclothes of deep crimson silk clung to her like a lover, though they were concealed beneath a shift of ivory cashmere. The gown was ivory too, plush velvet heavily embroidered with the Mother's seeds and sprouts worked in golden thread. Her long sleeves were trimmed with ermine; her train was ten feet long, the lining made of crimson silk, as though her steps left a trail of blood.
The neckline was modest, the better to draw the eye to her carcanet. The golden necklace boasted seven fiery teardrop rubies, set amongst dozens of small white diamonds. Her earrings matched, as did her crown and her narrow mask. Others might find it amusing to conceal their faces and feign ignorance as to whom they spoke, but she would have no man wondering as to the identity of the lady who outshone all others.
With Ser Boros Blount and Ser Daemon Sand guarding the bridge to Maegor's Holdfast, it was Ser Lyn Corbray who had the honor of escorting the queen from her apartments to the ballroom below. The musicians in the gallery filled the air with sweet music as the queen entered, having arrived late, the better to display her peerless beauty.
It took rather a while for the queen to make her way through the crush of adoring courtiers, starting with those from the Westerlands. The crowd had to part to let her pass, with her ladies following after her to carry her train. Of course, that did not stop lords and ladies from coming up to her to chatter over her grand entrance.
The Dornish accosted her next. Lord Dagos Manwoody and his wife Corinna, him in his seventies, her ten years younger, vowed they had never seen such a sight. Lord Harmen Uller and his brother Ser Ulwyck agreed, pressing gallant kisses to the queen's hand, before apologizing for the absence of Lord Tremond Gargalen, still dressing, and of Prince Oberyn Martell, who had gone to speak with Ser Daemon Sand.
When the Tyrells came to pay their respects, Cersei noted to her annoyance that their costumes were almost as lavish as her own. Lord Mace was resplendent in velvet the same color as the many, many emeralds on his golden mask; the sleeves of his doublet were slashed with cloth-of-gold. Lady Margaery's costume was even more elaborate; some cunning smith had fashioned vines which wrapped about her arms and bodice, with delicate golden roses set amongst steel thorns. Ser Loras was, for once, the least flamboyantly dressed; his costume was a green velvet surcoat over steel chainmail washed with gold, with a sword at his hip and a laugh on his lips.
"Your Grace is a vision of loveliness," Meria Sand gushed, once the Tyrells finished their courtesies and glided away. More compliments followed as the girl paid the queen her due, though her last remark was rather unexpected. "Your Grace, if I may... my lord father is quite nervous about the commons being allowed in the keep."
"Prince Oberyn should rest easy," the queen laughed, brushing a kiss to the girl's cheek. "I trust my gallant Kingsguard and my puissant red cloaks, not to mention the many fine warriors within the ballroom." Almost all of whom did not have swords, just as she had hoped.
As a bastard, Meria could not wear the scarlet and orange of House Martell. Her gown was green silk embroidered with sunflowers of yellow silk, not costly golden thread, and the seeds of each sunflower were made from jet, rather than onyx or diamonds. She was supposed to be some maid of Dornish legend who suffered many trials to wed her lover. Ysabel the Glad or some such; Cersei had not been paying attention.
The queen did note that the girl's bosom was half out, as were those of most ladies in the hall. Cersei had encouraged daring necklines; the men would be preoccupied all evening, thanks to the little sluts' unwitting assistance.
Not that every man could be so easily distracted. Lord Gyles Rosby would not have noticed if every lady in the room arrived naked as her name day. The queen had set Meria Sand to the task of handling his costume, knowing he would not see to it himself. Though he held a cup of sour red wine, he barely sipped at it unless reminded. Lord Gyles had served well enough as master of coin, but she would be glad of the chance to replace him.
The Stormlords descended upon the queen last, all desperate to curry favor. There was Lord Philip Foote of Nightsong, fresh from his victory against the Selmys of Harvest Hall. There were several Estermonts, eager to claim kinship, a Wylde and a Mertyns, both eager to claim lands from the Penroses. Last came Lord Cafferen, red faced and sour, half his attention on his maiden daughter, who was on the arm of a smirking Red Ronnet Connington. Red Ronnet already wore his Durran Godsgrief costume; the black wig was so absurd atop his ginger hair that the queen had to suppress a fit of laughter.
"I do not see Lady Tanda," Lord Cafferen grumbled, after passing a few words with the vacant Lord Gyles. "Was she not expected to attend?"
"You know how the Stokeworths are," the queen smiled. "I dare say she will arrive in splendor upon the morrow, and weep to have missed this evening's festivities."
"Hmph," Lord Cafferen grumbled. "Well, at least the eunuch isn't skulking about; I despise the stench of his perfume."
Cersei furrowed her brow, glancing about the ballroom as if perplexed. "Why, you are quite right, my lord. How odd. He did mention a meeting with an informant, something about northmen in the city? Nothing to fret about, I'm sure."
Qyburn's absence went unremarked, as she had hoped. Eventually someone might start to wonder where the lord confessor was, but that was no matter. Nor did anyone remark on the absence of Aurane Waters, who had not merited an invitation. No doubt he was sulking in his chamber in the Maidenvault.
She found Tommen waiting for her atop the dais, surrounded by Estermonts heaping praise upon his costume. The queen had wanted her son dressed in Warrior's crimson with Baratheon gold, but he had resisted her. Instead he wore gold velvet, slashed with Baratheon black. His doublet was covered in prancing black stags, though she had insisted on the addition of lions crouching hidden in the grass. She had also insisted on the mask, an elaborate likeness of a golden stag which covered her son from crown to chin.
"It's too heavy, mother," Tommen huffed as she took her seat beside him, the Estermont girls scattering to their seats beneath the dais. "I can barely see."
"But everyone can see you, and is in awe of your splendor," the queen told him, picking a cat hair off his doublet. She lowered her voice as she glanced up at Ser Addam Marbrand, who stood behind the king. "Is Pate ready?"
"Yes, Your Grace," the Kingsguard said, torchlight shining off his copper hair. Unlike the rest of the crowd, he wore his usual garb of a white cloak over white plate. "Though why you should need the whipping boy—"
"Call it a mother's intuition," the queen said, cutting him off as she saw Lady Margaery draw near the dais. She softened her words with a smile. "I daresay I am being silly; you are good to humor me."
Trumpets blared as soon as Lady Margaery took her seat beside the king. Tommen welcomed the revelers in a clear strong voice, with only a few brief cracks to show his youth. Then it was time for the banquet to begin, the tables groaning beneath course after course of magnificent food.
Cersei sent all the choicest dishes straight to Lord Mace, who sat beside his insipid daughter. Let him stuff his belly; men were always slower of body and of mind when they were full. The queen did taste the wines, though only a sip of each before she had them taken away. The Tyroshi pear brandy was as sweet as her humor, the Pentoshi amber wine deep and rich as the mines of Casterly Rock. There was fire wine from Myr and apricot wine from Norvos, and a priceless vintage of golden wine from the Jade Sea which was so peerless she had a servant take the cup to her rooms for later, along with what was left of the flagon.
Meria, who served as her cupbearer, was less prudent. By the time came for the sweet, she was giggling and cooing over the queen's shoulder, whispering witty barbs over the costumes of the courtiers. Lord Cafferen was far too fat to play the fawn of his sigil, his daughter Roelle far too bold as she made eyes at Red Ronnet. The Knight of Griffin's Roost did not return her gaze, too busy watching the pair of plump fawns striving to escape her bodice.
A troupe of tumblers entertained the revelers on the floor whilst those on the dais went their separate ways. Tommen and Margaery descended into the crowd, closely followed by Ser Addam Mabrand, whilst Cersei and Lord Mace slipped away to change into their dance costumes, attended by the lords and ladies who would also take part in the dance. Wooden screens were set up at the end of the hall behind the raised platform which would serve as a stage; in one corner the lords changed, in the other, the ladies.
Thankfully, a surfeit of wine had not dulled Meria's senses entirely, and the bastard proved equal to the task of supervising the maids who helped the queen out of her ivory velvet gown. The queen would miss her train, but she could hardly dance with it. For the dance she wore a white kirtle that displayed her shapely hips, with a scooped neckline that bared the top of her snowy bosom.
"I'm sure Your Grace will be light as a feather," Meria said as she checked the laces and draped a golden veil over the queen's hair, pinning it carefully into place.
"Why, I could almost fly." The queen laughed, giddy for the dance to start. Cersei examined her reflection in her gilded hand mirror; her cheeks were roses, her eyes wildfire. "Do stay close, it would be a shame were anything to happen to you."
"Your Grace?" The girl asked, puzzled.
In answer, Cersei patted her cheek, then pressed a kiss to her brow. "Oh, nothing, sweet girl. Enjoy the show; it shall be talked of for years to come."
Meria's brown cheeks seemed to blush; her eyes widened. For a moment the queen was confused, until the girl pressed a hand to her mouth before bolting in the direction of the chamber pots at the other end of the hall near the doors. The queen graciously let her go; it was time for the dance to begin.
Other nobles might act or sing like prancing jackaknapes, but the queen was above such absurdity. Cersei was no mummer, no wet nurse to tell stories by the hearth. She was the Queen Regent of the Seven Kingdoms, and if she must put on a show, the dance was the only art worthy of her attention.
Lord Mace had not objected to dancing, nor to the style of dance, but they had rather more difficulty choosing their theme. The queen regent proposed that they should portray Truth and Humility; the master of laws proposed that they should portray Peace and Plenty. Unable to agree, they split the difference.
With Cersei's white kirtle, golden veil, and golden mirror, she was the very image of Truth herself. Lord Mace came in the guise of Plenty, his tunic sewn from cloth-of-gold with sheaves of wheat picked out in amber beads. In his hand he bore a golden scythe as if it were a king's scepter, as if he meant to cut her down, a chance that he would never have.
The stage bore a circular dais at its center, ringed with steps so one might ascend or descend from any place along its rim. Once Truth and Plenty were atop the dais, lords and ladies circled around them. Their costumes were far simpler, though still ornate. She espied Lord Tybolt Crakehall amongst the dancers, a broad grin on his broad face.
The queen would have preferred Lord Randyll Tarly, but the man would sooner cut off his own foot than take part in such a performance. Nor had he taken much care with his costume; the lord hand wore a helm instead of a mask, and plate armor instead of doublet, though it had been adorned with gems. Over his back he wore the greatsword Heartsbane, as though ready for battle at every moment. How thoughtful she was, to give him one when he least expected it.
"Your Grace?" Lord Mace asked, his gaze flitting to the gallery. "Shall we?"
"A moment, my good lord," Cersei said, her eyes searching the crowd until she found a boy in gold wearing a golden stag's head. Beside him stood a Kingsguard, his face disguised by his helm, with no sign of Lady Margaery's green skirts. Good. The queen nodded to the musicians in the gallery, and the dance began, the music so loud one could hear nothing else, all eyes fixed upon the stage.
Lord Mace clasped her hands, his brown eyes as warm as his smile. She returned it with equal warmth, savoring each note the musicians played. The steps were simple, yet elegant. Truth and Plenty glided past one another, turned, clasped hands, then glided again. Below them the dancers circled hand in hand, pausing to turn, kick one foot, then the other. The circle drew close to the steps of the dais, then retreated back. Standing in place, they stamped their feet to the music, clapped, then resumed circling, wheeling like hawks. No time at all seemed to pass before the trumpets blew the last measures of the dance.
Perfectly on cue, the world erupted into chaos.
Garbed in furs over grey and white surcoats, the northmen poured into the hall, their steel flashing in the torchlight. Lord Gyles Rosby was the first to fall, but not the last. Next they cut down old Lord Tremond Gargalen, followed by a Fossoway, a Wylde, and a Banefort. Men swore and ladies screamed, but the queen screamed louder still.
"The king!" She cried, seizing hold of Lord Mace's arm as he whirled, confused. "My lord, where is my son?"
"Let go of me !"
The Lord of Highgarden shoved her behind him, his golden scythe raised high as he faced the northmen charging the stage, his eyes searching for a golden stag mask that was not there. The red cloaks were searching too, those that were not running to defend the queen. Lord Tarly was in the fray, Heartsbane dripping with blood, but he was one of the only men armed, and he was at the other end of the stage, leaving Lord Mace unprotected.
Still screaming, Cersei made for Lord Tybolt, who had somehow gotten ahold of a spear. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she hid behind his bulk, crying for Tommen, for the Seven, for Jaime and for Lord Tywin, as if she had lost her wits. A northman gained the stage; Lord Mace cut him down with his golden scythe, sending blood flying through the air. The second he cut down as well, but he never saw the third, nor the fourth.
Lord Mace staggered as Lannister crimson spread across his tunic of Lannister gold, the sweetest sight she'd ever seen. She wanted to laugh, but she shrieked instead, a piercing shriek that cut through the clamor like a knife. Lord Tarly was shouting orders at the red cloaks, slaying northmen left and right. Lord Tybolt tried her pull her away from the stage, but the queen resisted, flinging herself beside Lord Mace's body, grasping his trembling hand and kissing it before she began reciting the prayer for the dying.
When the battle was done, she could still taste the blood upon her lips. The copper tang mingled with the salt of her tears as she listened to Lord Tarly explain what had happened, how the northmen had hidden amongst the commons, then forced their way up the serpentine steps, through the lower bailey, and across the drawbridge to Maegor's Holdfast.
Ser Boros Blount had died defending the bridge; Ser Daemon Sand had been knocked off the bridge and into the moat. The snow had cushioned most of his fall, but one of the spikes had pierced Ser Daemon's leg, and he was sorely wounded. That was a pity; she'd hoped he would be dead, the better to fill Prince Oberyn's heart with thoughts of vengeance against the vile northmen.
"What of my son?" The queen begged. "What of my gooddaughter, Queen Margaery?"
The king was safe, Lord Tarly told her. Ser Addam Marbrand had acted quickly, taking half the red cloaks with him as he and the boy abandoned the Queen's Ballroom for the safety of the king's chambers deep with in the holdfast. No one save herself and Ser Addam knew that Tommen had left before the dance started, leaving behind Pate the whipping boy in his place.
Lady Margaery, however, had not yet been found, nor the last of the northmen, who had fled Maegor's Holdfast soon after Lord Mace was slain. That was as she expected; Qyburn had offered to double their already impressive wages if they could manage to carry Margaery away into the city, have their way with her, then leave her body somewhere it was apt to be found quickly.
Half the lords and ladies in the room had fled screaming, or so it seemed as she looked around the cavernous hall. There was no sign of Meria Sand, nor Prince Oberyn either. That did not surprise her; Dornishmen were always the first to make themselves scarce when battle threatened.
Cersei had not expected the gallant Ser Loras to vanish from the ballroom. No one had seen him after the dance began, though that was to be expected, with everyone watching the performance. Had he gone off in pursuit of Margaery? The queen had not dared to hope she might slay three birds with one stone, but it would make the ruse even more convincing.
"Alert Ser Jacelyn Bywater, I want every ship in the harbor seized," the queen commanded. "These northmen cannot flee through the snow, they must risk the sea. If they seized my goodaughter, if they harmed one hair on her head, they shall die screaming."
They would die screaming regardless, of course, should any live long enough to meet Qyburn at the appointed place for the remainder of their payment. Hopefully they would bring a pair of pretty heads with them, with brown eyes and brown curls.
When the queen finally returned to her chambers, it was with sorrow in her face and joy in her heart. Meria Sand appeared to help ready the queen for bed, a process made more difficult by her drunkenness. Really, the queen was the one who had downed an entire flagon of golden wine, it was hilarious that Meria should be the one reeling dizzily and struggling to take hold of the queen, whilst Cersei remained perfectly still despite the way the room kept spinning. She did not bother to put on a shift, but curled bare beneath her sheets, without a bedmaid to disturb her slumber.
When she dreamt, she dreamt of Jaime. His golden sword shone red with blood as he pierced a silver-haired girl through the heart, then stepped over her body to clasp Cersei in his arms. Their lovemaking was frantic, passionate, almost violent; she sobbed and wailed, yet still he ravished her, until her loins ached and blood ran red between them.
When the queen awoke, she was alone. The sheets were tangled, and there was a damp patch beneath her thighs. It took no time at all the bring herself to her peak, once, twice, thinking of Jaime and of her victory the night before. Cersei was nearly to her third peak when the bells tolled seven times, soon followed by a knock at the door.
The queen did not acknowledge the knocking until she was ready. She washed her hands and anointed herself with perfume, to cover the smell of her musk. Shift and bedrobe served to preserve her modesty; her hair she left undressed, as if she had only just awoken.
Ser Jacelyn Bywater entered, his gold cloak soaked from the snow still falling outside her window.
"Your Grace," he said, bowing. "I have urgent tidings."
"Is there word of my gooddaughter?" She made herself tremble, made her eyes well up with tears.
"No, Your Grace," Ser Jacelyn said, brusquely but not unkindly. "Nor any sign of the northmen. Lord Tarly is combing Flea Bottom; the rest of the keep is still abed. We'll find them, Your Grace, the harbor master held every ship, just as you ordered. Save one, of course."
"Of course?" The queen asked, confused.
Ser Jacelyn frowned. "Lord Waters, Your Grace? You gave orders that he take a ship to wait beyond the bay, lest the northmen try to slip out from some hidden cove. He sailed on the morning tide, with two officers to help manage the crew. Lord Aurane took one of the smaller dromonds, Maiden's Luck; she was last seen sailing north."
The queen stared, astonished beyond words, her thoughts racing. Could Aurane have so easily betrayed her, she who had given him all he could desire and more besides? Bastards are born of deceit, she remembered, cursing herself for a fool. She did not dare send ships after him, not without risking the Tyrells ruining all with their wild accusations.
"Fetch me Lord Qyburn," the queen commanded. "I fear Aurane Waters may have been in league with these northmen who attacked."
The Stepstones teeemed with more pirate ships than had been seen in living memory; they must keep sailing north, unless they wished to be taken by reavers. That meant Duskendale, Rook's Rest, or Crackclaw Point, and Qyburn had agents in all of them, men who cut throats without asking questions. If they were mad enough to sail further north, the cruel sea would soon send them down to watery graves.
"I shall, Your Grace," Ser Jacelyn said, frowning deeper. "But there is more urgent news, I fear. Just after dawn, a mob appeared at the Gate of the Gods. They are led by Ser Bonifer Hasty, who called himself Brother Bonifer, and begged leave to lay a petition before the king."
"He may not have it," the queen yawned, her good humor returning as she imagined Margaery drowning beneath dark, pitiless waves.
Really, how could this have happened? Pycelle's raven to Rosby had returned within the same day; Lord Gyles' ward had sworn there were no rabble about. The cunning vermin must have realized they were spotted at Stokeworth, and given Rosby a wide berth to avoid being seen. Not that it mattered; the city walls were more than equal to a horde of unwashed peasants.
"Begging your pardon, Your Grace." Ser Jacelyn was sweating, how odd. "His Grace, the king- the king awoke early, and when he heard of the trouble at the Gate of the Gods..."
The queen's heart plummeted, her skin as cold as if the Stranger had passed her by.
"... King Tommen is gone, Your Grace. He left over an hour ago."
Notes:
This is the last Cersei POV of Part IV. Depending on how/when the muse strikes, there might be a Tommen POV oneshot of the revolt. Can't wait to hear what y'all think!
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Chapter 143: Olyvar VI
Chapter 144: Jaime IIINOTES
1) In canon, Varys probably has Tyrek stashed away somewhere. Here, the kid just died during the riot.
2) Varys was the seventh dragon in Moqorro's vision, the "bright" one. His weird insincere obsession with the realm never quite made sense to me, so I like to headcanon that he's the grandson of Aerion Brightflame, trueborn, with a better claim to the throne than Aerys had.
Aerion's son Maegor disappeared from the canon records after the Great Council of 233 AC. Aerion's wife, Daenora Targaryen, also vanishes at that point. As Aerion spent several years in Lys, I thought it was plausible for Daenora to return there, in hopes of being forgotten now that Aegon V was on the throne, and to keep her son from being used as a pawn. Maegor was born in 232AC; it would be plausible for him to sire Varys, who is of vague middle age, and first became Aerys' master of whisperers in his youth in 278 AC.
So, basically, Daenora raised Maegor quietly in Lys. Maegor grew up, got married to a local minor noble, and had Va(e)rys, who was born in 253 AC (a plausible birth year base on canon). Maegor and his wife both died of accident or illness within a few years; Varys does not remember them. Daenora raised Varys until he was 5-8 years old, at which point she also died of natural causes.
Having nowhere else to go, Varys was adopted by a troupe of mummers whom Daenora had patronized. Eventually, the leader of the mummers sold him to a wizard who wanted a boy with king's blood. Varys spending most of his life as the spider in Westeros, putting all his efforts behind Faegon, makes way more sense if he has a personal grudge, and if he wants to dethrone the Targaryen branch which dispossessed his dad. Unable to sire children himself, he sought out the last Blackfyres, found Serra in Lys, and set her up with his friend Illyrio.
Oddly enough, while Varys has no book canon eye color, but the graphic novel gave him purple eyes, a fact I learned literally halfway through outlining this chapter, long after I came up with the entire backstory above. Also, fuck's sake, Varys is just Aerys with a V added and an e removed! It's a very Targ style name!
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Varys: "I was trueborn. And—"
Cersei: "Oh, I beg your pardon; I forgot that I don't care. Ser Lyn, if you would?"
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3) We get mentions of masked balls in canon, but they're never seen on page. I decided it would be very fun to remedy that :D Catherine de Medici threw EXTRAVAGANT parties as a display of royal power and to distract feuding nobles. Cersei’s ridiculous train on her grown was inspired by this great tumblr post.
Funny thing, there was a medieval masked ball that had even nastier (if fewer) fatalities, than here, the Bal des Ardents. Four noblemen dressed as wild men got accidentally burned to death when their costumes caught on fire.
Cersei dressing as Truth was too hilarious to pass up. The veil and mirror symbolism is extra hilarious because she's constantly hiding the Truth, rather than revealing it, and she's extremely vain.
There's limited sources on medieval dances, but circle dances were popular.
4) While Cersei vastly overestimates her own genius, she is not a complete idiot. She excels at short term planning, she's just terrible at thinking long term. Cersei favors stealth and plausible deniability; if she got caught, or the plan failed, she would have pinned it all on Qyburn. It's also a rather ridiculous, over the top production; Cersei could have just had Mace poisoned somehow, but nope, she wants the ~drama~ of it all, since she can't savor her victory openly.
Chapter 143: Tommen
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Tommen couldn't sleep.
Ser Pounce curled against his belly, the cat's warmth even better than the hot bricks the servants used to warm his bed. Tommen buried his face in the soft white and ginger fur, sniffling as he tried and failed to keep tears from spilling down his cheeks. He was thirteen now, too old to be crying like a baby. So what if his lady mother had been too busy to come see him before bed? She was Queen Regent, with all the cares of the realm on her shoulders.
Sometimes, when he was little, Myrcella would share his bed. Not always, of course, his big sister had her own chambers. But on days when Mother and Father screamed at each other, when Joffy pinched and hit and called him names... on those days his sister would sneak into his rooms. Myrcella's septa didn't dare argue with the princess. His sister would cheer him up saying rude but funny things about Joffy, and then they'd think up ways to avoid their big brother the next day.
Now his sister was on Dragonstone, and though they sent each other ravens every few sennights, it wasn't the same. Myrcella's letters were all about the eerie old castle, and cyvasse, and her betrothed Trystane, and sometimes complaints about Trystane's mother Lady Mellario, who didn't like Myrcella for some reason. Tommen couldn't imagine why, his sister was clever and sweet and beautiful, just like their lady mother.
Mother didn't like to talk about Myrcella. Maybe it was because it made her sad; his mother had red eyes for days after his sister sailed away to Sunspear. Oh, his mother would skim Myrcella's letters from Dragonstone, and sometimes write a reply, but that was it. As Queen Regent she was always busy with court and council meetings and the like.
That started bothering Tommen more and more as he grew older. He was the king, not his lady mother. Why should she have to do all the work? It was better when Uncle Kevan was alive. Uncle Kevan was faithful and clever and Mother trusted him with all her heart. Family mattered more than anything, she said. That made sense, cousin Willem and cousin Martyn were his best friends, until Uncle Kevan died and they went back to Casterly Rock to bury their father in the Hall of Heroes.
Tommen had cried himself to sleep for a sennight after his great uncle died. Mother had come to him the first few nights. She stroked his hair and kissed his brow, like when he was little, and promised him that all would be well, that Lord Tarly would be almost as good as Uncle Kevan, that his son Dickon would be Tommen's truest friend.
Tommen wasn't so sure about Lord Tarly. The lord hand was stern and cold even on a good day, and grew even colder whenever Tommen dared speak up during one of the endless, dull council meetings. But his son Dickon was a good friend, even if he hit too hard when sparring in the training yard. And he didn't like applecakes at all, and thought cats were only good for catching rats. Dickon preferred hounds, like the ones his lord father kept for hunting.
Tommen thought that was silly. Hounds belonged in the kennels with their pack, where they could play together. And hounds would bark and howl and jump all over you, not like cats. Cats were quiet, solitary creatures. If they bothered you at all, it would be with a soft meow or brushing against your legs. Then you knew you could pet them, even pick them up and cuddle them, if they were as friendly as Ser Pounce.
Even Mother allowed herself a laugh sometimes, when Ser Pounce sat up on his haunches to paw at a ribbon dangling over his head. Tommen liked seeing his mother's smile light up her face. When Father was alive, most of her smiles were brittle and didn't reach her eyes. Sometimes when she tucked him in at night, her bedrobe would shift, baring part of her shoulder or arm, and he might see a pale blue bruise hidden beneath a coat of powder. Being king was hard, and father had a temper, the same one he gave to Joffy.
But Father only yelled in public, he never hit. Joffy would hit Tommen and his friend Robert Arryn right in front of their septas, and then tell Mother that nothing had happened. The septas wouldn't say anything, not against the crown prince, so Tommen had to pretend Joffy was right, and Robert was making things up. Poor Robert. It wasn't his fault he was so sickly, or that his counselors in the Vale who ruled for him were evil men.
Not as evil as the men who ruined mother's masked ball. Mother had been so excited about it too, as if it were her nameday, not Tommen's. He'd never seen her so happy, so radiant, all her words soft instead of sharp. And the ball had been ever better than he'd dreamt, at least at first. All the costumes were beautiful, though he could barely see them through his stag mask. Tommen was allowed to take it off during the feast, and he'd stuffed himself silly on the most delicious food he'd ever tasted. It was hard to give Margaery the finest morsels that were her due as his lady wife.
It still felt strange, having a lady wife. The wedding was as grand as befitted a king, far more elaborate than the little wedding mother had thrown for the lovestruck Ser Olyvar Sand and poor mad Lady Sansa Stark. There were seventy-seven courses instead of seven, the tables groaning beneath the finest foods of the Westerlands and the Reach rather than those of Dorne.
But at the end of the feast, there was no bedding. Of course not, Mother said Tommen was much too young for that, and Grand Maester Pycelle agreed. So the king and queen had kissed once, then gone off to their separate chambers, Tommen escorted by Dickon and a gaggle of squires, Margaery by her cousins and a pair of septas.
Tommen hoped Margaery was safe, wherever she was. When the servants helped him get ready for bed, they had softly told him all that he had missed after Ser Addam Marbrand took him back to his chambers, leaving Pate in his place. Mother's dance with Lord Mace had been beautiful, graceful, a vision of loveliness, until the northmen attacked, and the masked ball became a massacre.
Now jolly Lord Mace, who always encouraged Tommen to speak up in council, was dead. The northmen had murdered him right in front of Mother, who wept as she clasped Lord Mace's hand and comforted him in his dying. Old Lord Tremond Gargalen was dead too; never again would he be able to wheedle the gruff Dornish lord for tales of the War of the Ninepenny Kings. Ser Garrett Fossoway with his terrible japes, Ser Jon Wylde, with his constant flattery, Ser Morgon Banefort, with his pride and his unsettling sigil, all had been slain, and Queen Margaery and Ser Loras had vanished without a trace. And where was Tommen? Safe in his chambers, like a helpless baby.
"I saw Lord Gyles die," Pate had whispered, when a gaggle of red cloaks led by a red cloak in white Kingsguard armor brought the whipping boy to Tommen's chambers. "One slash of a sword, and his chest burst open, like a pig rotting in a gutter. I almost threw up, it stank so bad."
Tommen shuddered. Lord Rosby always smelled rotten, but mother said he was imagining things, that old men often had a queer scent. He supposed that must be true, but Tommen had never seen an old man with such grey skin. It was if Lord Gyles were dead already, a hollow shell who barely spoke nor ate.
Even small Ser Pounce ate more, especially when the servants brought him chopped meat. Tommen asked them to, just in case Ser Pounce wasn't getting enough rats to eat. Lady Stripes and Lady Cinders also haunted his rooms, as did Ser Whiskers, when he wasn't in the Maidenvault, following people through the halls. Ser Loras found it amusing, the lord admiral Aurane Waters less so, but he'd been grumpy for months.
Perhaps he was feeding Ser Pounce too much. The tom cat had lean limbs and a noble face, but a paunch dangled from his belly, swaying and jiggling whenever he ran across the room. That always made Tommen smile, and sometimes the servants too, though not as big as they smiled when he gave them an extra coin on holy days.
Today is a holy day, Tommen remembered as he heard the bells toll four. There were seven holy days for each of the seven, and today was the Father's Fast, a day for solemn prayer and for hearing weighty petitions. As Hand of the King, Lord Tarly would hold court all day, handing down judgments whilst Tommen sat upon the Iron Throne to listen and learn.
Maybe the Father would bless them by making all the northmen repent of their evil and surrender. If they did, he could ask Lord Tarly to be merciful and send them to the Wall. Even if the stories about the Others were made up, surely there had to be something wrong, for Lord Varys to act so nervous during council.
Suddenly, a knock came at the door. Startled, Tommen bolted upright.
"Come in!" Tommen called.
There was no need to shoo away Ser Pounce before he received whoever it was; the cat had abandoned his place at Tommen's side when he sat up. There would be plenty of cat hair on his shift, but it wouldn't show too badly, not with the room dark. It brightened only a little when Ser Addam Marbrand entered, a torch in his fist, his white armor shining.
"What is it, ser?" Tommen tried to keep his voice calm, like a king's should be. "Is there word of Queen Margaery and Ser Loras?"
"I'm so sorry, Your Grace, but no." Ser Addam drew closer. The Kingsguard stood tall as ever, but he was worried, Tommen could tell by the furrowed brow. "I should have gone to the queen regent, but she commanded she was not to be disturbed, not even for her morning prayers, and sent away all her maids. With the horror of last night, I thought it best to leave her be."
"You did right," Tommen assured him, thinking of how angry his mother grew when one was foolish enough to disobey her. Besides, his lady mother needed her rest. Her sleep would be plagued by nightmares after witnessing such awful bloodshed, a sight no lady should have to see. "Whatever it is, you can tell me."
Ser Addam hesitated, as though his tongue had suddenly grown too thick for his mouth. "Your Grace... there is a crowd of smallfolk at the gate, led by Ser Bonifer Hasty. He calls himself Brother Bonifer, and begs leave to present a petition to the king himself upon this holy day."
Tommen threw off the covers, the stone floor cold against his bare feet as he stood. He knew what he must do, just as he knew the Father's prayers and the duties expected of a righteous king.
"Your Grace?" Ser Addam had not moved, but watched his king with troubled eyes.
"I must go and hear their petition," Tommen said. With a grunt he opened the heavy lid of a chest, considering what he should wear. A king must always dress in fine regalia when in public, but not too fine, Margaery said, and today was the Father's Fast. Something somber, then, and suited to the bitter cold outside.
"Your Grace, I am not sure if that is wise. Lord Tarly is scouring Flea Bottom for the men who attacked last night, it is not safe to leave the Red Keep."
"Yes it is," Tommen insisted, proud that his voice did not crack. Everything would be fine, he knew it. Not like the day of the bread riot. That day had haunted his nightmares for months; the scream of the poor beggar woman, his lady mother's panicked wail. But that was when he was a boy, only eight. Things were different now that he was almost a man grown.
"I shall have an escort of gold cloaks, twice as many as usual. And we can bring Ser Daemon Sand—" he faltered when he remembered that the gallant Dornish knight was gravely injured, and growly Ser Boros Blount was dead. For a moment he paused to think, trying to recall the lords present in the Red Keep who were fiercest in the training yard.
"I mean—" Tommen cleared his throat, trying to sound more kingly. "We shall bring Prince Oberyn, and Lord Crakehall, and Ser Ronnet, and all their men-at-arms. It will be no different than our rides through the city, and my lady mother lets me take them almost every sennight. Besides, I am thirteen now. Daeron the Young Dragon was only a year older when he set out to conquer Dorne."
Ser Addam's face cleared; he almost looked proud. "You are the king, Your Grace," he agreed. "And as brave as your Uncle Jaime."
Tommen felt his chest puff up a little at that, a warmth spreading through him that did not ebb as he summoned his valet to help him dress. Smallclothes, two pairs of hose, black cashmere breeches, a yellow cashmere tunic heavily embroidered with lions and stags. All of them were lightly dusted with cat hair; the valet plucked them off one by one with a wry smile, knowing he would get a silver stag for his trouble.
Once that was done, Tommen broke his fast with applecakes and sausage, careful not to let Ser Pounce hop into his lap. He did allow one of the servants to approach, a lanky pot boy who bent to whisper in his ear. Mother would punish such impertinence, especially if she didn't like what she heard, but Tommen liked hearing all the rumors and gossip from around the keep, even if half of it wasn't true.
This morning's gossip was promising. A Cafferen man-at-arms had seen Queen Margaery and Ser Loras leave the Queen's Ballroom before the massacre began, and a kitchen girl swore she saw them heading for the Maidenvault. Alas, his hopes soon proved as unfounded as the gossip, for when Tommen sent a red cloak to the Maidenvault, he returned to report that he had found Ser Loras's rooms empty.
That made Tommen's belly clench in a tight knot, but he ignored it. He finished every bite of his breakfast, then checked himself in the looking glass one last time, brushing the crumbs from his collar. His reflection looked back, his face still slightly plump despite his training with Ser Addam, his curls shining like gold, his eyes green as grass.
Mother said he favored her and his Estermont grandmother, just as the Starks all favored Catelyn Tully. That wasn't quite right; Lady Arya and the bastard Jon Snow had looked just like Lord Eddard. Tommen wished he looked more like his father King Robert. If he had black hair and blue eyes, or if Myrcella or Joffy shared their father's look, then men wouldn't dare make up nasty lies about his lady mother and his brave uncle.
Mother wouldn't speak of Uncle Jaime either, not since he disappeared after lord grandfather died. Uncle Kevan said Jaime must be dead too, after so long with no word of him, but Mother couldn't bear to admit it. Ser Addam agreed, as did Lord Mace, and most of the court.
Not the Dornishmen, though. They tried to make mother feel better by talking of Viserys the Second. Everyone thought Viserys had died during a battle, only for the prince to return years later when it was revealed he still lived in the lands across the Narrow Sea. Prince Oberyn had told the tale more than once when dining with the king and his lady mother, his voice as smooth as his silk robes.
When Tommen rode through the gates of the Red Keep, it was with Prince Oberyn and Lord Crakehall at his side, and Ser Ronnet behind, all of them armed and armored. They looked almost as splendid as Ser Addam, who rode before the king with the king's banner on his lance. His coat of arms was halved, with his father's crowned black stag on gold and his mother's golden lion rampant on crimson. Their fierceness helped Tommen keep his head up despite the weight of his antler crown.
The further they rode down Aegon's Hill, the more smallfolk they saw in the streets. Some were angry, some confused, but all of them yelled about northmen and holy brothers and bread. As always, Tommen carried a purse filled with copper pennies, groats, and stars, with a few silver stags mixed in for good measure. He threw them all before they even passed the Street of the Sisters; too many faces in the crowd were pinched by hunger and red with cold. Snowdrifts lined the streets, deep as a man's thigh, and few of the smallfolk had thick cloaks or a quilted coat like the one he wore under his ermine cloak, the bright yellow cashmere blazoned with his noble stag.
It was sad that the lord mayor and the patricians could not do more. Baelor the Blessed and Daeron the Good had both made ample provision for the poor during winter, but his lady mother said there was not enough money in the royal treasury that they might do the same. Maybe he could ask Lord Tarly about it; the King's Hand met with the lord mayor every moon, to ensure the city was kept in order.
The city was not in order at the moment. The streets grew more crowded as Tommen drew near the Gate of the Gods; he even saw a band of ragged men shoving their way through the press. They passed by the king and his train with barely a glance, though they kept a good distance away from the goldcloaks and their spears. An unfamiliar captain led them; Ser Jacelyn Bywater had been busy at the harbor.
It was a relief when Tommen finally reached the Gate of the Gods. The faces of the Seven graven in stone over the arched gate looked down upon him, their holy faces stern yet kind. He needed their strength as he listened to the captain of the gate, who sweated despite the cold as he made his report.
Brother Bonifer and his followers had appeared in the middle of the night, having walked the long leagues betwixt King's Landing and Harrenhal. Most of them were courteous, if coarse, but some of their number were bold and brash, those who followed a smith who had led them from Duskendale. Brother Bonifer had been content to await the king outside the gates. Jack the Smith and his men had been less patient, charging again and again, making vile threats, until a band of frightened goldcloaks let them in, their captain having ridden off to fetch reinforcements.
"That was ill done," Tommen told the captain, trying to look stern from his seat atop his golden stallion.
A captain should never abandon his gate, just like a lord should never abandon his seat nor a king his throne. He supposed Ser Jacelyn Bywater would take the man's gold cloak and exile him from the city, but there would be time for that later. For now, he must treat with Brother Bonifer; Jack the Smith and his men had entered the city already and disappeared into the crowd.
Ser Bonifer Hasty had always been pious, so everyone said. Still, it was strange to see the lanky old knight in roughspun pink robes, with a small iron sword hanging from the leather thong about his neck. But Brother Bonifer's narrow, wrinkled face lit up when he saw the king ride through the gate, flanked by his courtiers and his escort of goldcloaks. He dropped to his knees, as did the rest of the men who followed him.
He had brought no herald; he did not need one, not with Ser Addam by his side.
"All hail His Grace," the Kingsguard cried. "Tommen of the House Baratheon, the First of his Name, King of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Lord of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the Realm."
Tommen looked down upon a sea of bowed heads, their eyes lowered as the gazed at the ground. Only when Brother Bonifer rose to his feet did the rest slowly follow. Their eyes were uncertain as they beheld their king astride his horse just outside the gate; he must show them that he was a lion, bold and unafraid.
"Well met!" He cried, his voice echoing over the crowd. Most were smallfolk, but among them were holy brothers and sisters, the colors of their robes signifying to which of the Seven they pledged their devotion. "May the Father's blessing be upon you, as he balances his scales upon this sacred day."
That drew some murmurs of agreement from the crowd, though he saw neither loyalty nor love in their dull eyes. Still, it was enough to begin.
"Your Grace," said Brother Bonifer, with a frown as if speaking pained him. "We come before you seeking redress for the grievances your people have suffered. Winter falls dark as the Stranger's cloak, and grows colder every day; bloodshed, plague, and famine sweep over the land to chastise us for our sins, and the poor cry out for succor with no one there to hear."
"I am here," Tommen said. "We will hear you."
Brother Bonifer drew forth an oilcloth pouch from beneath his robes, and from the pouch drew forth a parchment.
"This," he said, holding out the parchment to Ser Addam, "is our petition. Your Grace is young, and misled by unworthy counselors. Humbly we beg you to set the realm aright, for though all men are sinners, through the Seven all things are possible, and no wrong cannot be set right."
Tommen nodded, and accepted the parchment from Ser Addam. The ink was smudged, but the penmanship was clear enough.
A Petition to the Iron Throne
Seeking That the King Should Cast Off His Faithless Counselors and Rule According to the Teachings of The Seven-Pointed Star
There were a lot of words after that, all about how loyal and true the smallfolk were, or would be, were it not for their suffering. Tommen was not so sure about that. The folk before him seemed gentle enough, but the ravens from Casterly Rock spoke of robbery, rape, and murder, sins which no suffering might render needful. Impatient, the king skipped ahead to the list of demands.
First, that the condition of serfdom, though an honorable one before the Seven, should no longer be imposed upon babes at birth, but only as punishment for most grievous crimes;
Second, that the poor be permitted to hunt game and fowl, and take fish from the rivers, for many lords lay claim to all the Mother's bounty, rather than sharing it with their fellow men;
Third, that the poor be permitted to cut firewood from the forests of the realm, so that they might keep their hovels warm in winter, and live to toil when spring returns;
Fourth, that there be more meadows and pastures set aside for common use, as they were in the days of King Aegon the Fifth;
Fifth, that those owe labor to their lords should not be made to toil in the fields upon holy days owed to the Seven, which has been the law of the land since the days of King Aegon the Third, but which has been disregarded by many lords and knights greedy to take more than what is owed;
Sixth, that either the Faith or the crown should take measure of the rents owed by the poor, and adjust them according to the Father's scales, for many pay in excess of what is just, and their wives and children go hungry;
Seventh, that the practice of taxing widows and orphans be prohibited, until they should find employment or come of age, as it is done in the fiefs ruled by godly lords and knights;
Eighth, that no longer shall brothels, which exist as fonts of corruption, be suffered to remain open should they serve adulterers, rather than turning them away and informing the proper authorities, nor should brothels be permitted to offer boys and unflowered girls for fornication; further, that all fallen women should be required to attend senmorn services, that they may repent of their sin and be cleansed upon their death;
Ninth, that The Seven-Pointed Star requires that all free men, from the lowest churl to the highest of lords, should have no judgment meted upon them for their crimes, but that they should be publicly arrested, tried by a panel of their neighbors of equal rank, and only then given over to their liege lord for the King's Justice;
Tenth, that—
Tommen rubbed his eyes, then scanned down the page. The sun had come out from behind a cloud, light shining on the parchment. There were fourteen demands in all, and the rest of them were even lengthier than those he had read. What on earth was he supposed to do? For now the crowd was quiet, waiting for the king to finish reading, but soon he would have to say something.
A few of the demands seemed simple, almost reasonable, but that was just his ignorance talking. Mother said local lords knew best how to rule their people, and that the crown should leave them to it, so long as they paid their taxes and called their banners promptly at the king's behest. Father used to say much the same, come to think of it. King Robert had no patience for lords who came to him for every little squabble. What did Tommen know of the thousands of fiefs spread across the realm, each one different from the next? Wait, that was it!
"Good people!" Tommen shouted, rolling the parchment back up. He had to shout; there was some clamor behind him. "We have read your petition, and heard your prayers. But such weighty matters cannot be judged in one day. You have my leave to enter the city; I shall call a council of learned men, lords and knights, septons and maesters, and with their aid, we shall—"
There was a scream; Ser Addam and his lords drew close; the goldcloaks formed a circle around the king, pointing their spears outward. When Tommen turned to look, he saw a throng of men clustered by the inside of the gate. Four of them held the High Septon over their heads, his golden robes ripped and torn, his face a mass of blood and bruises as he whimpered and begged for mercy through broken teeth.
For a moment the king wanted to vomit, until shock and outrage saved him.
"How dare you?" He roared over the clamor. At first they did not hear him, but when Tommen spurred his horse toward the High Septon, they scattered before his knights and goldcloaks.
"He's a Frey!" Bellowed a balding man, who seemed to be their leader. He clutched a massive cudgel in a fist the size of a ham, his muscles bulging through his sleeves. Jack the Smith, he realized, aghast, as the man brandished his cudgel. "Not fit t' step foot in Baelor's Sept, nor wear t' Seven's crown!" He spat. "All o' them must die, afore the Stranger slays us for their sins!"
For a moment Tommen's tummy lurched. Lord Gyles' ward was Olyvar Frey, and Rosby was between Duskendale and the city. Had they slain Olyvar too, and his poor simple wife Lollys?
"Put him down," Tommen bellowed, the cold air making his lungs burn.
To his dismay, they obeyed by letting go of His High Holiness. He dropped to the ground, gasping and wheezing and clutching at his belly, whilst Brother Bonifer and a pair of holy sisters rushed to the injured man's side.
"Men are responsible for their own sins, not those of their kin," Tommen shouted. "Dragging His High Holiness from the sept and beating him half to death is not justice, and—"
This time it was the thunder of hoofbeats that silenced him. Dark clouds blotted out the sun as trumpets blared, horns blew, and Lord Tarly charged into the fray, his sword in his hand.
"Treason! Goldcloaks, defend your king! Arrest the traitors, slay all who resist!"
Lord Tarly swung Heartsbane, the blow as vicious as his voice. His sword was Valyrian steel, and his victim was a peasant clothed in roughspun. There was a shriek of pain, then a severed arm went flying through the air, spraying blood upon the snow.
"No!" Tommen cried.
Lord Tarly did not seem to hear, but drove his stallion toward Brother Bonifer. The old knight bore neither sword nor shield; it took only an instant for Tarly to run him through.
A few of the smallfolk dropped to their knees to yield, but the rest tried to flee, and knights and men-at-arms in the livery of House Tarly charged after them. Some bore lances, some spears, some swords, but all soon ran red with blood.
Tommen could only watch, his mouth agape, unable to stop the slaughter. A man fell to his knees and was trampled beneath the hooves of a goldcloak's horse. Another man cried out for mercy as he banged on the closed door of a house, only to be pinned to it by the thrust of a Tarly knight's lance through his back.
"ABOMINATION!"
And suddenly Jack the Smith was clubbing his way through the goldcloaks. There weren't as many as before, with so many gone chasing the smallfolk with Ser Ronnet. Ser Addam was trapped by the press; by the time he cut Jack down, the man was a mere yard from the king. The body fell to the ground with a thud, and Tommen's stallion reared, screaming. The reins slipped from his grasp; he would have fallen, if not for the sudden aid of Prince Oberyn, who shoved him back in his seat with a look of shock upon his face.
"To the Red Keep," the Dornishman bellowed at Ser Addam.
The Kingsguard nodded and began shouting orders. The remaining goldcloaks drew tight around the king; Lord Tybolt was so close Tommen could almost see the whites of his eyes through the slit in his helm.
I want Ser Pounce, Tommen thought helplessly as they galloped up the road toward Cobbler's Square. I want my mother. His eyes burned as he tried not to weep, his nose filled with the stench of blood and death. It was different this time, but not the way he hoped. Seven, why have you forsaken us? I meant for it to be better, not worse.
Notes:
Sweet summer child, I feel so bad for him 😭 can't wait to hear what y'all think in the comments.
Yeah, so... Olyvar VI was supposed to be next, and is already half-written, but then I ran into an issue. You see, this was supposed to be a side oneshot, until I realized that it really didn't work as a stand alone. Also, since it's IMMEDIATELY during/after Cersei V, it didn't make sense to post Olyvar VI first, not to mention Olyvar VI goes straight into Jaime III.
Long story short, last night I had to re-number ALL my chapter lists and outlines for Part IV and V. Also, I wrote this entire oneshot today, because it's so short/simple. A chapter that's a single morning??? What???? (Meanwhile, Olyvar VI is May-September, gahhh)
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Chapter 144: Olyvar VI ⏳⛵️
Chapter 145: Jaime III ❤️❓
Chapter 146: Arya VII 🗡💍
Chapter 147: Sansa VI 🌊🐺NOTES
1) There are many differences between what Tommen notices/knows versus what Cersei notices/knows. It was a really fun exercise to get inside Tommen's head and see his perspective on the court and the city. Note that he's been influenced by his upbringing; Tommen has a sweet nature, but a lot of misconceptions about the plight of the smallfolk and the realities of life in the Seven Kingdoms, not to mention the, er, overall moral standing of House Lannister.
2) This oneshot was loosely inspired by Wat Tyler's rebellion, aka the Peasants' Revolt of 1381. Brother Bonifer is analogous to John Ball, Jack the Smith to Wat Tyler. Tommen is a much better person that Richard II, though. Poor kid.
3) As I mentioned previously, for the list of smallfolk demands, I took inspiration from the Twelve Articles written in 1525 during the German Peasants' War. The meeting held to draft them is considered the first constituent assembly to be held in what is now Germany.
4) To my mild surprise, the medieval Catholic Church viewed prostitution as a necessary evil. Why? Well... basically to protect the virtue of nuns and unmarried women, to provide a release for the violence caused by men suffering from excess sexual energy, and because brothels were great sources of revenue. Also, prostitutes were expected to rat out married men who sought their services, and only tend to the needs of bachelors and widowers.
In ASOIAF, a lot of characters are MUCH more negative about sex work. Baelor the Blessed scourged all the whores from the city; Stannis wanted to ban brothels (???); Ser Bonifer calls Pretty Pia a "font of corruption" who "flaunts her parts" etc.
Chapter 144: Olyvar VI
Chapter Text
For what he wished was the last time, Olyvar looked down upon the city of Meereen.
The plaza beneath the Great Pyramid hummed with activity. Whilst laborers painted doors red, men and women went about their business, no doubt eager to return home before dark. When Olyvar looked west he could see the sun low on the horizon, sinking slowly into the waters of Dragon's Bay.
Oh, how he wanted to sail into the sunset.
Olyvar had hoped to leave in fourth moon, when the Summer Islander fleet finally returned from the Jade Sea, their holds packed full. But whilst the sale of those goods had swelled his coffers, it was not enough. Ser Gulian Qorgyle should have been back from Braavos by now; they knew his ship had arrived safely, but there was no word since. The backing of the Iron Bank would change everything; Olyvar would not let his impatience drive him into folly. Unfortunately, that meant he was stuck here until Ser Gulian returned.
With a heavy sigh, Olyvar left the terrace. He might be stuck, but his envoys would depart upon the morrow, bound for White Harbor. Nothing could be left to chance; the friendship of the King in the North must be secured before his conquest began. With storms wracking the northern end of the Narrow Sea, he was sending two ships, in hopes that one might survive the journey. Robett Glover would sail upon Bitter Clove, whilst Anise Breeze would carry Ser Deziel Dalt.
Olyvar had intended to send Sansa with Glover. His lady wife was a natural choice, perfectly suited to the task of winning her brother to his cause. But to his dismay, Sansa had refused to even consider the idea.
"We left together, and we will return together, ser," she had insisted, stubborn as a mule. "What if you need my aid with Viserion? What if you take a wound that needs healing?"
Pointing out that most men survived wounds with the aid of a maester failed to persuade Sansa; if anything, it only made her more determined. Olyvar had known his lady wife could heal a cut with a song; he had not known she'd saved half his arm after the Mountain crushed it in his grip.
He would have sent her with Glover anyway, had she not threatened to change into her wolfskin in public. That had forced him to back down, afraid of how his Dornishmen might react to her secret. Gilly and Samrik had taken it in stride, being of the wild lands beyond the Wall, but Deziel and Brienne were very unsettled when they were first entrusted with the knowledge. Across the Seven Kingdoms men might swear by the old gods and the new, but even so...
"The tales of skinchangers are writ in blood," Deziel had said grimly. "Danelle Lothston was accused of far less, and they burnt her alive."
At the moment, Dez was occupied in more mundane matters, checking his reflection in a looking glass. His deep purple doublet complemented his dark brown skin; his thick, tight curls shone with the oil he used to keep them from growing brittle.
"Ready?" Olyvar asked, resisting the urge to check his own appearance yet again.
"I suppose," Deziel sighed, frowning as he fastened his half cape with a lemon brooch.
The farewell feast was held on the same level of the pyramid which held the empress’s council chambers, its terrace being larger than those of the guest chambers occupied by the Dornish. The apex garden was not fit to use, not with repairs still underway. After their argument over Viserion's eggs, he had feared returning from Vaes Vishaferat to find Empress Daenerys had claimed the vicious Drogon. He had not expected to see the dragon lying dead amongst the ashes of the garden, slain by Daenerys herself.
The empress seemed almost serene when she graced the feast with a brief appearance. Her husband Aegor stood by her side; her son Daeron sat on her hip, his thumb in his mouth. At the empress's heels followed one of her Dothraki bloodriders, Ko Jhogo, and his wife Morriqui. Their babe had the chubbiest cheeks Olyvar had ever seen; for a moment he imagined returning from a council meeting to kiss his wife and take their child from her arms, blowing raspberries on the babe's belly—
"Aegon?"
Olyvar forced himself back to the present. "I beg your pardon," he said, giving his aunt a polite smile, as if he had not wandered a thousand leagues away. "You were saying?"
"You look very kingly tonight," Daenerys said.
Her eyes trailed up and down his form, taking in the regalia which he had donned for the first time in honor of the occasion. Olyvar's silk doublet was parti-colored, with an orange phoenix rising against a vivid blue sky and a red three-headed dragon sinister on black, with golden flames below.
"What are the flames?" Aegor asked. "A rising sun?"
"A hearth fire?" Guessed Daenerys.
"You are both right," he told them.
"I have never seen you wear our colors before," Daenerys said. "You spoke of Rhaegar with such loathing, I thought you might put them aside entirely."
He had considered it, though only briefly. Olyvar could hardly claim to be a trueborn son of House Targaryen if he scorned the coat of arms which was his due.
"No, Your Grace," he said. "Our house is like every other; it has produced heroes and monsters."
It was a truth it took him too long to acknowledge. As a boy he was bent on hating the Mad King and his faithless son forever, and all of their ancestors with them. Yet Aegon the Third had knit the realm together after the Dance; Baelor, awful as he was to his sisters, had made peace with Dorne and fed the poor; Aegon the Fifth, though he failed with his children, had still succored the smallfolk for years before his folly at Summerhall.
Olyvar could not deny half his blood; he was Aegon long before he was Olyvar. And so he halved his sigil, with the dragon for his house and the phoenix for himself. His Valyrian steel sword and spear he had named in the same fashion. Ash and Ember he called them, for fire might bring death or life.
"Would you care for some wine, Your Grace?" He offered, realizing he had remained silent too long.
"No, Your Grace," Daenerys replied with a gentle smile. "We shall pay our respects to Ser Deziel, and take our leave." She rose on her tiptoes; taking the hint, he leaned down so she might kiss his bearded cheek, a courtesy which he returned.
Thank the Seven for the empress's friendship. Nym was still angry with him; she hovered at the edge of the terrace, staying close to Jenn. Olyvar could only pray that his sister someday forgave him. His own anger was finally beginning to fade; though as a younger brother, he appreciated his sister's protective streak, as a king, he could not have her trying to kill people without his leave.
With the feast over, the musicians had begun to play a tune better suited for dancing. Olyvar watched as Ser Symon Wyl led Sansa onto the floor. Despite the slight stiffness which suggested a budding headache, his wife's smile was still breathtaking. How she loved to dance! Her eyes crinkled; dimples bloomed in her rosy cheeks.
"You're staring," Deziel said dryly.
Denying it was no use, but if one could not parry, one could still slash. "As if you're any better about Lady Brienne."
"Accurate, but still rude." Deziel leaned against the terrace wall, his hands in his pockets. "The rest of my plants are safely packed aboard ship, by the way, so kind of you to ask after them."
"Except for the gladiolus?"
That won a tentative smile; Olyvar clapped his friend on the back. "See, I told you she would say yes."
"Oh, she didn't." Deziel shrugged, unbothered, his eyes resting on Brienne's tall form. After a moment she turned and met his gaze, blushed, then turned away again. "But now Brienne knows, and whilst I am gone, she may consider whether she might one day feel the same. You know, the gladiolus was almost as blue as her eyes, but not half so sweet to look upon."
Olyvar thought of another pair of eyes, blue as the sea rather than the sky.
"Pray excuse me, I think I shall join the dance."
Thankfully, as with most dances, the partners changed often. He clasped Sansa in his arms only briefly before passing her off to Edric Dayne as Jynessa Blackmont whirled to take her place. He danced with an amiable Lady Toland, with a polite Jenn Fowler, even with a sullen Nym, before Sansa at last returned to his arms.
"If you have a headache, you should retire to bed, my lady," he whispered, never missing a step.
Sansa bit her lip, her eyes darting to the rest of the dancers. "Are you sure?"
The song ended; the lords bowed to their partners, and the ladies curtsied.
"Quite sure," he said, shaking his head at the musicians before they struck up another tune. "There will be plenty of time to say farewells on the morrow."
When Sansa left, most of the others soon followed. Olyvar and Deziel were the last to remain, leaning against the terrace wall in companionable silence as servants cleared away the dishes and the musicians put up their pipes and fiddles.
"You will be missed," Olyvar confessed once they were alone. "This parting could not be helped, but I hope it will prove brief."
"May the Seven make it so," Deziel said softly. "I shall do my best with Robb Stark; the rest is up to you." He looked at him sharply. "Speaking of which, before I leave, I should like to know where you stand with your lady wife. Perhaps you might begin with why you decided to take up sleeping in my chambers?"
"Sar Mell."
Deziel stared at him, unimpressed.
"I should have told you earlier," Olyvar admitted. "When Sansa fell into the Rhoyne... after, she was weak, covered in bruises, too sore to ride dragonback." Odd, that. He had dived from a greater height, yet suffered nary a bruise himself. "She did not recover until the beginning of third moon, and when she did, we spent a fortnight on the Rhoyne. We saw the ruins of Ny Sar..."
Knowing he would never return to Essos, Olyvar had not been able to resist the chance to see Nymeria's city. Hand in hand they had strolled along the empty streets, marveling at the beauty hidden amongst the mud and overgrown purple moss. Her towers might be fallen, her domes broken, but there were still graceful fountains and faded mosaics; almost every arched doorway bore carvings of flowers and leaves and suns in splendor.
Much as she loved wandering the city, Sansa did not enjoy her time spent in the saddle. Her fall into the Rhoyne had made her anxious of heights; she would not even bathe in the river, unless in wolfskin. Apparently she was not a strong swimmer; that had always been her sister Arya's talent. As a slender maid Sansa feared being swept away by the river's current, but as a direwolf near the size of a horse she could tolerate the rushing waters long enough to cleanse herself.
"Sar Mell, Ny Sar, what does that have to do with anything?" Deziel demanded.
"When we returned to Sar Mell, Viserion was in a mood, and flew straight through a cloud, soaking us to the bone. The way she looked..."
He swallowed at the memory of Sansa scolding the dragon when they dismounted, heedless of the tunic and breeches clinging tightly to her skin, the sodden fabric outlining the curves of breast and hip as if she were bare. Olyvar had never realized how long her legs were, nor imagined how they might feel wrapped around him. Their kiss over a year past had left him warm and wanting, but he had resisted those urges so long, only to have them come back even stronger.
As a hotblooded youth he never felt such lust, not even during his unsuccessful attempt at sex with a tavern maid soon after his sixteenth nameday. They were both bare when Olyvar suddenly remembered that while bastards might indulge in such wanton behavior, princes should not. He had fled the girl's bed with mumbled apologies; he could not even recall what she looked like, save for dark hair.
But the thought of his lady wife, of Sansa, naked as her nameday... once that got into his head, it would not leave him be. Nor would the memory of their kiss, the thought of what would have happened had they not been interrupted, nor the vivid dreams which haunted Olyvar both waking and sleeping, the ones that led to long baths which ended in relief mingled with shame.
"I could not trust myself," he said, almost choking on his guilt. "A sword between us was not enough. Not that night, nor those that followed. So I left her the tent, and slept under Viserion's wing."
"And then when you got back to Meereen, you abandoned her bed for mine," Deziel groaned. "Of course. At least you're a decent bedfellow; Brienne—"
A ginger cat brushed against their legs. Eyes narrowed, Olyvar watched Buttons for a moment, wondering whether his lady wife was inside the cat's skin. As if feeling his stare, the cat looked up, tilted his head, then walked away, tail held high.
"Sansa?" Deziel asked in a low voice, watching the cat sit down beneath a pomegranate tree.
When the cat began washing himself, Olyvar relaxed.
"No," he said, relieved.
If Sansa were there, the cat would be twining about his legs, begging for attention, for pets and caresses. Really, his lady wife was not as subtle as she thought she was, bless her sweet innocence.
Innocence? A part of him whispered. It was not innocence that made her eyes shine and her cheeks blush when she begged you to sleep beside her, the bedroll laid out with the sword nowhere to be seen.
Every night Sansa asked, from Sar Mell to Meereen, and every night he shook his head, smiling as if nothing was amiss, as if he knew nothing of desire. Olyvar could not trust himself to speak his denial lest his tongue betray him, lest he beg her leave to seal their vows with the act that would make them one flesh, one heart, one soul, until their dying day.
"As I was saying," Deziel continued. "Brienne does not enjoy taking your place as bedmaid. Every few nights she awakes to Sansa trying to curl against her, and when she wakes, Brienne says she looks so guilty and bereft it would break a man's heart. I know the japes did not help matters, but this has gone on far too long. You leapt from dragonback into a river for her sake; can you possibly doubt the depth of your regard for her?"
"Doubt it?" Olyvar looked away from the cat, whose steady gaze unnerved him. Instead he stared up at the stars, his heart in his throat. "I cannot begin to compass my regard for her; that is what troubles me. When I slept beneath Viserion's wing, each morning I woke with my hand outstretched, as though seeking for her even in my sleep."
"When we were young, I thought little of marriage, beyond how I might serve to make some alliance as a bastard son of House Martell. Oh, I meant to be kind to my wife, but I never listened to the singers and sat dreaming of a love worthy of a song. And now..."
The Moonmaid glimmered beside the King's Crown, her shy beauty piercing him like a dagger.
"And now you have a love worthy of a dozen songs at least," Deziel said, covering a yawn. "Why should that trouble you? I should think it a blessing, to have found the other half of your soul."
Olyvar frowned. His soul was his own, just as Sansa was whole without him. Yet how could he explain that together they were more? Meat and mead, pipe and fiddle, all of them might be enjoyed alone, but were thrice as sweet when paired with their mate. No, he could not say that, not even to Deziel.
"A blessing, aye,” he said instead. "A bitter blessing, to suffer love I cannot have. Though I wake yearning to find her clasped in my arms, I cannot put my heart before the realm. Sansa is my strength, but she is my weakness too. It was neither impulse nor instinct that made me undo my saddle chains, but willful folly. I knew I should not jump after her into the Rhoyne. I knew, and leapt anyway."
"To be fair, I suspect you would have leapt for anyone," Deziel remarked, watching the cat stretch, then begin sharpening his claws on the tree. "Well, almost anyone. Were it the Kingslayer, I daresay you'd gladly watch him drown."
"And why is that, pray tell?" He paused as if thinking, then snapped his fingers. "Oh, yes, because the Kingslayer's love for his sister has led to nothing but death and sin and ruin."
Deziel snorted; the cat hissed, trying to yank free a claw which had gotten caught in the bark.
"Were you not my king, I'd slap you upside the head for trying such a witless argument. There is a bottomless chasm betwixt committing adultery with one's sister and consummating a marriage with one's lady wife. If you had let Sansa drown, what sort of king would you be?"
"A living one," Olyvar said, trying not to think of a world that no longer held his lady wife. "Years of scheming and plotting, all for naught. I would have died if not for the Old Man of the River smoothing my fall, and I cannot expect countless miracles to save me from myself. If anything the fault lies with me; I endangered Sansa by bringing her. Were she to have died..." His breath caught in his throat. "Bad enough that she almost perished at Harrenhal for my mother's sake, and that was before- that was before—" Olyvar swallowed. "That was before I loved her, and she loved me."
"Seven forbid, your wife loves you?" Deziel threw up his hands, feigning a look of shock. "Has anyone informed the Citadel? There might be a crab at the bottom of the sea who hadn't noticed yet. Everyone else certainly has, and yet you refuse to see sense. By the Smith's hammer, I've seen mules less stubborn than you two."
"She loves me now," Olyvar said softly. The cat had freed his claw, but still stood on his hind legs, motionless, as though he would fall without the tree to hold him up. "But love can fade. Mellario and Uncle Doran loved each other, until they did not. Sansa longs for Winterfell with every breath she breathes, and King's Landing is long, long leagues away. Were our marriage annulled, Sansa believes her brother would wed her to a lord of the Vale; she might visit Winterfell every year. As queen her duties would allow few such visits, she would be trapped. I had rather see Sansa happy than see her by my side."
"Well, you've convinced me of one thing, at least." For a moment Olyvar was hopeful, until Deziel shook his head, disgusted. "You've convinced me that you're a fool who thinks too much."
And with that, he strode away. As if in agreement, Buttons soon followed, taking a swipe at Olyvar's calf as he walked by before vanishing into the darkness.
"Better a fool than a knave," Olyvar whispered to himself. Men suffered broken hearts every day and lived to tell the tale. And in the end, what was a king, if not a man? For a long while he watched the stars, but they told him nothing, nor soothed the sorrow writ upon his heart.
The way back to Deziel's chambers passed by Sansa's door. Like the fool he was, Olyvar entered, to see if her headache had improved. He found his lady wife already asleep, with tears clinging to her cheeks. The headache must be a foul one. Sansa had gone to bed without allowing Gilly to change her day shift for a sleeping shift, or tidy her hair into its usual braid. Instead her long auburn hair spread across the pillow like gossamer, like a soft cloud made radiant by the first light of dawn. Olyvar pressed a gentle kiss to her brow, placed a flagon of water and a cup upon the bedside table, and then left, as though he was never there.
With Deziel gone, the rest of fifth moon passed slowly. Olyvar's nights were restless, his sleep marred by nightmares that made him wake covered in sweat. They had not been so bad when he slept beside his lady wife, nor when he slept beside the man he counted as a brother. But now he had neither of them, and the featherbed was empty and forlorn. Oh, Ser Edric slept on a pallet by the door, the better to guard his king, but his presence did nothing to staunch the blood soaked visions that tormented him.
His days were not much better. Hours dragged by like years as Olyvar swam with Aegor, sparred with his Dornishmen, hosted them for meals with his lady wife, and did whatever else he could to keep them content whilst they awaited news from the docks. All the while, Olyvar pretended to be serene, confident, resolute that their conquest would succeed whether the Iron Bank said yea or nay. It was hard to keep up his kingly mask, when he itched so badly to be gone. Impatient as he was, though, there was little he could do about it.
Most arrangements could not be made until he had whatever gold which Ser Gulian could secure from the Iron Bank. Much of what Olyvar had on hand had gone to fill the coffers of the Golden Company, whose contract he had secured. A small part had gone toward banners and badges with his sigil and luxuries to gift to the first lords who bent the knee; all the rest had gone toward grain and other supplies. But it was not near enough, not unless he was willing to forage on the march. Seven forbid it should come to that. Foraging in winter was hard already, and he dreaded the thought of stealing food from the mouths of his subjects.
It was a rainy morning in sixth moon when word came from the docks of a Braavosi fleet upon the horizon. Olyvar would have leapt into the saddle immediately, but a king should not rush to the docks like an eager boy. Instead, he sent for his queen, dressed in his regalia, then paced Deziel's chambers, thinking how sad and lonely the chambers and terrace looked without most of the garden which had adorned them.
Less lonely, with Sansa, and when Ser Gulian Qorgyle arrived with an emissary of the Iron Bank at his side. Olyvar received them sitting in the largest chair in the solar, the spear Ember clasped in his hand like a sceptre, its blade sheathed. His lady wife sat by his side in the next largest chair, her waves of auburn hair loose and flowing beneath a diamond and silver hairnet, her gown cloth-of-silver trimmed with crimson weirwood leaves embroidered upon white silk.
Tycho Nestoris was a tall stick of a man, made taller by an elaborate three-tiered hat. Though his command of the Common Tongue was elegant as his robes, Olyvar quickly gathered that the Iron Bank felt some unease at the thought of allying themselves with dragons. Of course, that was before Cersei Lannister decided to take vast loans and then refuse to pay a single cent of usury.
"Not until winter passes, the queen said, as if the Iron Bank were a common moneylender." Tycho's eyes were hard. "Ser Gulian assured us that you take debts more seriously."
Olyvar inclined his head, careful not to let the spear tilt or sway. "Your usury will be paid promptly, Lord Tycho, I promise you that."
Tycho smiled thinly. "Your Grace is as wise as Ser Gulian promised. It is our great pleasure to lend our support to King Aegon, the Sixth of His Name."
When the banker was gone, Ser Gulian told them all that had transpired in Braavos. Months of waiting for an audience, mostly, followed by a sudden about face once the Iron Bank realized it would receive no coin from the Iron Throne. Then the bankers feted him like a king, the negotiations as prompt as they were arduous.
"Another matter, Your Grace," Ser Gulian said. "I learned that Lady Shireen Baratheon was in Braavos, and took it upon myself to speak to her. It took a week of daily visits before Lady Seaworth would even let me over the threshhold, once I convinced her I meant no harm. I found Lady Shireen most overcome by grief; her voice was hoarse, her breaths strained."
"When I suggested Lady Shireen might claim the Stormlands should a new king take the throne, she had me thrown out of the manse. I returned some days later, and Lady Shireen informed me that she would never return to the Stormlands. Further, she had just come from the sept, having wed Devan Seaworth lest we think to carry her off and use her hand in marriage as a prize."
Though she had remained quiet before the banker, that was enough to make Sansa finally break her silence. "As if my lord husband would do such a thing," she said, frowning. She looked to Olyvar. "I had thought we were hoping the Penroses might suit."
"We were, my lady. Their claim was strongest, aside from that of Stannis and Shireen." He turned back to Ser Gulian. "Speaking of which, how fares Stannis at the Wall?"
Ser Gulian's face fell. "Your Graces had not heard? I thought by now word would have reached Meereen— Stannis is dead."
The tale that followed was so wild Olyvar would not have believed it, were he not wed to a wolf. Stannis and his sorceress had sought to wake a dragon. Instead, they woke a demon of ice and shadow who devoured them both before being slain by the Lord Commander, Jon Snow. Sansa squeezed his hand even harder at that, her eyes wide with both pride and fear.
Despite the death of the demon, a host of wights now besieged the Wall. Day turned to night, yet they did not sleep, nor eat, only stand and stare up at the rangers, their ice eyes aglow in the darkness, a nightmare that would not end.
The dire tidings only worsened Olyvar's need for haste. Sixth moon and seventh moon crawled by like eons as he flung himself into the preparations for his conquest. Whilst Daenerys had her routine of court, council meetings, time with her adopted son, and time with her newly hatched red dragon, Olyvar spent his days buried in meetings with the Golden Company.
Though the Golden Company were the worst of villains in old Lord Tremond Gargalen's tales of the War of the Ninepenny Kings, there was no denying their usefulness. War made strange bedfellows, and he could not afford to place his scruples above being well prepared. Olyvar did, however, amend the rules of the contract before signing it, laying out strict terms for the good behavior of those who chose to follow him to Westeros.
Homeless Harry Strickland argued with him, but in the end he yielded, when he realized Olyvar would not be moved. He meant to conquer Westeros, not pillage it, and the men of the Golden Company would act accordingly or find their necks meeting with Ash's sharp blade. Nor would he guarantee them the lands of their ancestors. Lords who bent the knee would keep their titles; only lords who supported King Tommen after Aegon raised his banners would be attainted.
Thank the Seven that the Golden Company's quartermasters were well used to dealing with the acquisitioning of supplies, if never before in such vast quantities. Olyvar had possessed a vague idea of the provisions needed for a campaign, but he had never imagined the dizzying array of items which a host required. Oh, he had known he would require regular shipments of grain, and all the wool which could be had, not to mention weapons, medicine, and general supplies such as soap and shoes and wine, but that was only the beginning.
A host required many things when in the field. Smiths must have their forges, and carts to carry them, along with iron and steel ingots for their work. Bakers must have ovens and mills, along with exorbitant amounts of flour. Carpenters must have boards and nails and chisels, fletchers must have wood and feathers, washerwomen must have lye, and so on, and so forth, until he thought his brain might leak out of his ears.
Thank the gods for Sansa, who sat at the desk and jotted down notes whilst he received the quartermasters in Deziel's solar. One of the Golden Company's scribes also took notes, but those were just lists of what had been discussed, not thoughts and questions for later. Some were things Olyvar had already thought of himself, but others were sensible ideas and prudent notions which had not occurred to him.
For instance, his lady wife had opinions about ensuring proper treatment of the many women who followed the Golden Company, both those employed in cooking, laundering, and nursing, and those who made a living tending the baser needs of soldiers. At her behest, rosters were drawn up not just for the men, but for the women too. The king also gave orders that cloaks of heavy yellow wool be made for them to wear over their roughspun gowns. The cloaks would mark the women as part of the host, and keep them from freezing when they reached the cold shores of Westeros.
Once such matters were well in hand, the next problem was getting the host across the narrow sea. Olyvar wished they had a better idea of what they would be sailing into. Their letters from Sunspear and King's Landing and Winterfell were over a year stale, and Ser Gulian's reports from Braavos were, while extremely welcome, not particularly detailed.
Ser Kevan Lannister was dead, and the new Hand of the King was Lord Randyll Tarly. King Tommen had wed Lady Margaery, a crushing blow to their hopes of a Tyrell alliance. Lord Robert Arryn and his mother Lysa were trapped in the Eyrie atop their mountain; peasant revolts roiled the Westerlands; a massive fleet of pirates plagued the Stepstones, sinking and burning every ship to cross their path, as if seizing plunder was not worth their while.
That news was the worst Olyvar had heard since that of the Wall. He knew who led that fleet, and the thought of a second meeting haunted his nightmares. Ser Gulian's treasure fleet had gotten through, but only at the cost of losing half the warships who served as their escort. And the Stepstones were not the only difficulty they must face. Many ports opposed Meereen and the Empress of Dragon's Bay, and would thus be closed to their fleet. New Ghis did not dare attack Daenerys, but stopping there was out of the question. Nor could they risk docking in Volantis, where war raged between the freedmen and an immense host of sellswords hired by Triarch Alios.
Daenerys was determined that the revolt in Volantis succeed. Her Unsullied were training thousands of Meereenese freedmen, and upon arriving in Volantis, they would train the Volantenes too. In the meantime, her Dothraki allies were raiding the slavers' armies, cutting their supply lines, stealing all that could be carried and ruining the rest.
It would be the work of a lifetime, to keep Volantis free when so many stood against her. To his surprise, Daenerys seemed undaunted by the challenge, now that she had the heir she had always wanted. Not only that, but she had a new sigil too. Though his aunt had kept the three-headed dragon, red on black, its coils now wrapped around an olive tree. Thank the gods the empress had given up her claim to the throne so easily.
Granted, Olyvar also could not fathom why the gods had chosen him to rule. What were the Seven thinking? He would do his best, of course, but he would never have asked for such a burden, not in a thousand years. Somehow Olyvar kept thinking of the vows of knighthood, of how duty might be an act of love, of how sacrifices could be born so long as one was free from doubt.
Did the same thoughts run through Robb Stark's head? His lords had crowned him at fourteen; he had not set out to conquer. Now his goodbrother held three kingdoms, whilst King Tommen held the other four. Dorne would declare for Aegon the moment he landed, but the others he must win to his cause. Whilst his lady wife worked on her songs and stories, the occasional strains of music gladdening his heart, Olyvar spent hour after hour reviewing the notes from Meria's letters. Mostly he focused upon the Reach, Stormlands, Crownlands, and Westerlands, organizing the lists of high lords and key bannermen by how likely they were to turn against the Lannisters.
The Riverlands and the Vale posed different problems. Edmure Tully was uncle to both Robb and Sansa, but it was the King in the North who drove the Lannisters from the riverlands. That said, the High Septon of Harrenhal seemed likely to support a faithful king over a virtuous unbeliever, and the Vale were already fractious with Stark's rule. Meria and Prince Oberyn both believed they might be won over, leaving Robb Stark to rule over the North alone. The North had always followed their own way; whilst they paid taxes to the Iron Throne, they did little else. Nor had the Targaryens troubled the North much, save for giving away the New Gift, and driving away the ironborn once or twice.
"And it would be one less realm to feed, with such a terrible winter," Olyvar sighed one evening in their solar. Whilst Sansa sat by a window and played her harp, Brienne sat by the fire, stroking the purring cat who sat in her lap. As for Olyvar, he sat by the desk, slumped heavily in his chair. He had been reading for half the night; his eyes watered, his head pounded. "Let that be King Robb's problem, we have enough of our own."
"I beg your pardon, ser?" Sansa's voice was ice as she looked up from her harp, her fingers gone still. "Feeding the North, a problem? Would you have my father's people starve?"
Olyvar frowned, confused, then winced when he realized what he had said. "I must beg my lady's pardon. I meant that as the lord of Winterfell, King Robb would best know what must be done for his people. My head is swimming with names and numbers; the last page took four tries to read. In my weariness, I chose my words poorly."
"Oh," Sansa said. "Better a fool than a knave," she grumbled under her breath, with a venom he had never heard before. Though the phrase seemed oddly familiar, he had no time to ponder it. "I wish it was snowing," she continued, with a glance out the window at the pouring rain.
"A strange wish, when my lady keeps having nightmares about blizzards," Olyvar pointed out, bemused.
"That's different, ser, and you know it," she said, cheeks dimpling as she resisted the urge to stick out her tongue, even though they were alone save for her maid. "Summer snows are fun. Some of my happiest memories are of watching the snow fall, then running outside to make snow knights and throw snowballs.
"The only snows I've ever seen were in the distance, atop the tallest peaks of the Red Mountains."
Sansa made a face, appalled, and returned to her harp. Her song was of a snowy morning, of frost covering the world like a lacy veil, of ice that shone brighter than diamonds. The first few verses were enchanting, the verses about two lovers meeting beneath a weirwood tree even more so.
Against his will, Olyvar found his thoughts drifting to a locked chest which sat in Deziel’s chambers. Within its depths hid an ornate jewelry box, the pale wood carved with weirwood leaves inlaid with garnets, the inside lined with velvet. Aegon the Sixth could not choose his crown; it awaited him in Oberyn's keeping. But Aegon's queen might wear any crown she liked, and, like an idiot, he had not been able to resist having one made by the finest goldsmith in Meereen. His gaze drifted to Sansa, imagining the graceful crown atop those waves of thick auburn hair—
"The hour grows late, Your Graces," Brienne coughed nervously. "And my lady sleeps little enough as it is."
Sansa kept playing as if she had not heard, but her cheeks and neck flushed a dark red. He had forgotten himself, again; thank gods for his wife's sworn shield. With a bow Olyvar took his leave; as he pulled the door open, he could hear the music cease as Gilly began to fuss over her lady.
"Not a wink last night, m'lady," the maid tsked. "And the screams being back too—"
Olyvar's heart sank into his boots as he strode back to Deziel's chambers. His lady wife had not screamed in her nightmares for ages; was it an ill omen of what awaited them in Westeros? He should ask, he should, but if she told him, he would want to comfort her, and if he comforted her... well, once he could embrace her without fear, but no longer. Even if Olyvar kept his nerve, he could not trust that his lady wife would do the same; a single kiss from her would unman him, as the last one almost had.
At the end of seventh moon, the Cinnamon Wind departed for Sunspear, bearing his sister Nymeria, Jennelyn Fowler, and a chest full of letters. Eighth moon began with a storm that lasted two days, drenching the city once called Meereen. Of late men were beginning to call her Mele Nernar, the city of red doors. There were other changes too; the Empress had declared years would no longer be counted by the Doom of Valyria, but by when she conquered the harpy's city and made it the dragon's. Aegor said the scribes were overwrought at all the work to be done, but the freedmen were more than pleased with the change.
Olyvar would miss his kinsman when they left. The day for their departure was set for the end of eighth moon, when all would be ready, and when the priest Moqorro assured fair skies and fresh winds. Little though Olyvar liked taking the word of a red priest, Septa Lemore claimed the Seven also looked favorably upon the end of eighth moon, when there was a holy day sacred to the Smith.
That was fitting, he supposed. The Father brought justice, the Warrior victory, but it was the Smith who mended broken things, and the realm was broken half to splinters, even without the threat of demons from legend invading from beyond the Wall. Olyvar would have liked to land part of his fleet at White Harbor or Eastwatch, but he dared not, not with gales raging across the Bite and the Shivering Sea. He could only pray the swan ships carrying Deziel and Robett Glover got through unscathed, but a fleet of stout carracks, fat-bottomed cogs, and trading galleys was another matter.
And so instead, the fleet was bound for Dragonstone. However well the island was defended, from Viserion's back he should be able to force surrender. His lady wife would ensure no ravens flew to warn of their coming; the fleet would prevent any fishermen from fleeing to warn Varys the spider.
"Varys will be a problem," Aegor warned him as they climbed down the many steps of the Great Pyramid, bound for a visit to the kennels. "My father— Griff said that the eunuch worked hand in hand with Illyrio, but that he could not be trusted, not for a moment. I know your sister says he has been sowing doubt in the small council that dragons have truly returned, or that Daenerys is a threat, but to what end I do not know."
"To smooth the way for your coming, surely," Olyvar said. "If Illyrio still knows nothing of our plans, as you claim."
Aegor's lips tightened. "I cannot say for certain, coz. He must have heard of your fleet being gathered, and that the Golden Company has sworn their swords to Aegon, the Sixth of His Name, but more than that..."
"If we face trouble in Pentos, I will not blame you," he said softly, his voice almost drowned out by a chorus of barks as they entered the kennels.
"Hmph," Aegor replied, and went to speak with the kennelmaster.
When he returned, it was with a dog trotting at his heels. Not a lady's lapdog, nor a stout mastiff, but a common hound, the same kind that usually followed Aegor everywhere. His ears were silky brown; his long nose twitched when Aegor bade him sit so that Olyvar might examine him.
"I thought he might help," Aegor said in a low voice. "His sister Nosewise is my dearest companion, save Dany, and you look like you haven't slept in weeks."
Olyvar squatted on his heels, holding out a hand for the hound to sniff. His eyes were a warm dark brown, his tongue bright pink when it darted out to lap the tip of Olyvar's nose. No one was around save Aegor, so he allowed himself to laugh, taking the dog's head in his hands and ruffling his ears.
"Does he have a name?" he asked. The dog flopped to expose his belly, which Olyvar promptly scratched.
"Holdfast, they call him. As stubborn as you are, I fear," Aegor smiled. "When he seizes hold of a stick, he brings it to be thrown, yet will not let go of the stick, nor chew it, but just holds it, drooling."
"Perhaps it is a very nice stick," Olyvar said absent-mindedly, still petting the dog's soft belly. "Chewing it would ruin it, and if he lets go of it, he might never get it back."
Aegor gave him a very odd look. "I suppose? At any rate, he's yours, and we should probably go get ready for dinner with our lady wives. It does not do to keep queens waiting."
That was true enough. A quick word and a gesture had Holdfast following at his heels, and Aegor explained the dog's commands as they climbed the many steps back up the pyramid. Olyvar would not miss climbing so many steps, though the exercise had turned his legs to iron as he descended each morning to check on Viserion and her clutch of eggs. The she-dragon guarded them quite aggressively, warning men away by blowing smoke and growling deep in her throat.
For once they dined not in the Daenerys' solar, but in the chambers which they had used for the farewell feast for Deziel and Robett Glover. The Empress had invited them to dinner so many times, it was only fair that they return the courtesy.
With the prince consort's help, Sansa had directed the cooks to prepare all of those dishes which the empress loved most, along with those favored by Aegor. Daenerys was delighted by sausages grilled with garlic and hot peppers, Aegor by the duck glazed with a sweet ginger sauce. To his surprise, most of the other dishes were Dornish; there was an aromatic chickpea and lamb soup he'd always loved, there were crisp asparagus with lemon and coriander, and the qatarmizat made from lemons, orange blossom water, and honey which both he and his lady wife enjoyed.
"Tart and sweet," Daenerys said approvingly when she tasted it, after it passed the test of Unsullied and their taster rats. "Not so fine as lemon wine, but fresher, somehow." She gave him a wistful smile. "I suppose you have this in Dorne all the time. Your Grace is lucky."
"We do, and I am, Your Grace," he said. He reached for his aunt's hand, a gesture she accepted. "I am lucky to have such an aunt, and to have won your friendship. I hope we shall meet again someday, when winter ends."
Daenerys squeezed his fingers, then let go. "I pray your winter is brief," she said. "It will be long years before my red hatchling grows large enough to bear riders; who knows when Aegor and Daeron's eggs will hatch."
"Probably before you have a name for your hatchling," Aegor jested.
"Names are important," said Sansa, her voice soft as a kiss. "A name should suit its bearer, for they will carry it all their days."
"And a name may shape one's destiny," Daenerys said. Her mouth twisted, her eyes glancing at the ceiling as though she thought to see a black dragon perched atop the pyramid once more.
"A name may portend good or ill, but destiny?" Olyvar shook his head. "It is the gods who hold the scales of fate, and men who choose the paths they walk."
"Are the paths on the scales, or next to them?" Aegor raised an eyebrow, a smile tugging at his lips.
"Neither," Olyvar said dryly. "I wonder, were you named Aegor because a bull gored your head? It would explain rather a lot."
"Like why on a clear day I can see sunlight through his ears?"
Daenerys and Aegor stared at Sansa, who put a hand over her mouth, horrified. Then something much stranger happened than his lady wife forgetting herself. Daenerys, Empress of Dragon’s Bay, giggled.
"My husband is outmatched, I fear," she said, still giggling whilst Aegor chuckled. "Were you not a king, you would make a fine Florian the Fool, and your lady wife the loveliest of Jonquils."
Though the rest of the dinner passed in amiable conversation, the words still cut him to the quick later as he readied himself for bed, and were the first thought upon his mind when he awoke, better rested with the dog to keep him company. Frustrated, he occupied himself inspecting the ships. Holdfast trotted at his heels; Ser Edric and Ser Symon Wyl guarded him, accompanied by an escort of Unsullied.
The Feathered Kiss was much as he remembered. Captain Chatana Qhoru showed him the cabins which had been prepared, the wood polished until it shone, the furnishings replaced with finer than was usual for a trading ship. The captain's cabin boasted a bunk with a plush featherbed, blankets, and pillows for Sansa and Brienne, with a hammock to one side of the cabin for Gilly; the first mate's cabin boasted a narrow bunk and featherbed for himself, and a hammock for Edric.
When he returned to the pyramid, he found Ser Barristan Selmy waiting outside his door. He stood tall in his gleaming white armor, his white beard neatly trimmed, his blue eyes sharp despite the milky cast to one of them.
"If I might have a word, Your Grace?" The old Queensguard asked.
"I suppose, ser," Olyvar allowed, trying not to show the misgiving that had awakened at the old knight's words. A few words of his own sent Edric running to fetch Sansa; he would need her counsel if Ser Barristan was here for the reason he feared.
Unfortunately, once Sansa arrived and they were both seated in their usual chairs, Ser Barristan quickly proved his suspicions correct. The Empress no longer relied upon him, favoring the young knights he had trained; the Empress no longer listened to his tales of Westeros, for she had heard them all; the Empress meant to stay in Meereen forever, a decision he respected, but he yearned to return to the land of his fathers, to die in service to the true king.
"The true king?" Olyvar asked.
Ser Barristan nodded. In one smooth motion he drew his sword, and knelt to lay it before Olyvar's feet.
"My sword is yours, sire," the old knight said. "If you would have me."
Olyvar rose to his feet. "Rise, ser."
For a moment the knight smiled, until he saw Olyvar made no move to take the sword. "Your Grace?" He asked, still kneeling.
"I would have you wait in a chair, or standing, not upon your knees."
"Wait, Your Grace?" The old knight rose slowly, his knees stiff, his eyes confused.
"I must needs confer privily before I decide. The terrace, my lady?" Olyvar gestured to Sansa. She rose, gathered her skirts, and followed him outside, though not before giving the old knight a gentle smile as he sank into a chair.
"What is it?" She asked when they were alone. They stood beside a fountain, its waters burbling softly, birds chirping in the trees. The sun shone down upon her hair, waking echoes of fire.
"Am I a fool if I say no?"
Sansa stared at him, nonplussed. "I- why would you say no? The smallfolk love him as dearly as Aemon the Dragonknight."
"And why do they love him so?" He asked. "For a joust in his youth, for slaying Maelys the Monstrous, for saving Aerys single handedly at Duskendale."
"And many other victories," she reminded him. "He rescued a lady from the Kingswood Brotherhood, and fought bravely at the Trident, and led the attack on Old Wyk during Greyjoy's Rebellion. Ser Barristan could advise you in your battles, and lend legitimacy to your claim."
"Will he?" Olyvar frowned. "Men will believe my claim based upon my dragon and my mother's word, or not at all. Would they believe Ser Barristan, if they doubt such proof? They might name him a pretender; it is more than five years since he left the Seven Kingdoms. And even if not..."
"What truly bothers you?" Sansa asked. Her eyes searched his as she clasped his hand.
For a moment Olyvar thought. "Rhaella," he said at last, thinking of the grandmother he never knew, who suffered decades of torment while brave knights stood by and did nothing. "And Aerys. I... I do not want men reminded of the last Targaryen king he served. Barristan closed his eyes and ears to what Aerys was, even unto the Trident. Dishonorable though he may be, the Kingslayer could see Aerys was not worthy of the throne he sat."
"Then do not accept his sword."
He looked at her, thrown by the ease of her reply. "You say it as if it were simple."
A less elegant woman would have shrugged; instead, Sansa tilted her head to the side.
"It is simple. My king should be able to trust his Kingsguard, as the empress trusts her Unsullied. Ser Barristan might follow every order you gave until the bitter end, but you would never stand easy with him to guard your back." She smiled sadly. "And he is no longer well suited to guarding kings. The empress says he can barely see out of one eye, but will not own to it. Daenerys does not wish for him to die in her defense; he is the closest thing to a grandfather she has ever known."
"Thank you, my lady." Olyvar kissed her hand, trying not to hear the way her breath caught in her throat.
"For what, ser?" She asked, breathless.
"For reminding me that the obvious path is sometimes the right one. I was thinking too much, and would have made a mountain of a molehill."
And so with a clear head and a calm heart, he returned inside, Sansa following behind. Ser Barristan rose at his approach, and would have gotten on his knees again, had not Olyvar stopped him.
"Your sword belongs to Daenerys," he told the old knight. "And for the love I bear her, I will not tell her what happened here today."
After what he had done with the blood bride murders, Daenerys would rightly take offense to this final insult. Barristan might deserve to lose his white cloak, but his aunt did not deserve to have her happiness marred by betrayal.
"Death will come for you when it will; treasure the days you have left. Live for Daenerys, and serve her as she would have you serve. Aegor says you cannot stand to speak much of Rhaella; perhaps you might write all you recall of her, so that Daenerys may know the mother that fate so cruelly denied her."
Ser Barristan's face was bloodless, the wrinkles deeper than ever. Finally, he bowed, and picked his sword up off the floor, the metal ringing as he slid it back into the sheath.
"I will, Your Grace," the old knight said, and strode from the room, head still held high.
Alas, Olyvar still had to deal with another of Aerys Targaryen's seven.
It was a conversation he put off until a week before they sailed. The Kingslayer might be bound to the Great Pyramid, save for when Brienne took him for their heavily guarded rides through the city, but Olyvar misliked giving the man more time to think than was necessary.
Rain drizzled outside as he awaited the Kingslayer, sitting on the chair in his solar. Olyvar could not be bothered to wear full regalia, though he did wear a silk tunic halved blue and black, blazoned with the phoenix and dragon of his sigil. Ember he clasped in his hand, the spear's blade unsheathed, the golden sun shining brightly upon the socket above the twining snakes, the howling wolves hidden upon the wings. Ash hung upon the wall, prominently displayed, the sapphire pommel as blue as the sea.
The chair beside him sat empty. Sansa should not have to endure the Kingslayer's presence, though she had offered to do so, a faint tremble in her voice. No one else would have heard it, he knew, but Olyvar had. That tremble made him want to convene a court and hold trial then and there, but kings could not rule according to their selfish whims, even though Jaime Lannister's crimes were so many that executing him would be more than just.
"We need him," Olyvar had told his lady wife, watching the anger bloom in her cheeks. Holdfast perked up his head; he scratched the dog’s soft ears. "Long years have passed, and too many men have ignored the accusations of adultery and incest made by Stannis and by your brother Bran. Perhaps if we had some of Robert Baratheon's bastards on hand it might be different, but..."
"But what, ser?" Sansa flared. "But men will trust the Kingslayer owning to his misdeeds? His word is worthless; men will say we forced him to testify at swordpoint."
"We are forcing him to testify at swordpoint, my lady," Olyvar said, bemused. "Were he free, the man would never own to his crimes. But the Kingslayer is known for being bold and brash. That he would choose to speak against Cersei rather than die defending her virtue will speak volumes."
When the Kingslayer appeared, he came in swaggering, a mocking smile upon his lips. Ser Edric kept close watch as Jaime Lannister sank into a chair, an insolence Olyvar had expected.
"Your Grace," Lannister sneered, derision in his voice. He glanced at the spear, then at Olyvar's bare head. "What, no crown?"
"It awaits me in Westeros," Olyvar said, keeping his face implacable.
"Ah." The Kingslayer curled his lip. "And I suppose that means Aerys' daughter is giving you my leash as a farewell gift."
Olyvar raised an eyebrow. "A leash? You've been well treated here, Kingslayer, though I suppose we could have some suitable chains made ready."
"Why, I'm hurt," the Kingslayer drawled. "What, is my word of honor not good enough? Is there no trust among knights so far from home?"
"Oh, I trust you," Olyvar said pleasantly. "I trust you to be a selfish beast with no concern for anyone but yourself."
The Kingslayer's smile vanished. "Fuck you, Aegon or Olyvar or whoever you are. Whatever you call yourself, you're a witless weakling, dragon or no. All I do, I've done for Cersei."
Was it for Cersei? Olyvar wondered but did not say. It seemed to him that Cersei would have preferred her brother by her side the past four years. Illyrio Mopatis swore the Kingslayer had crossed the narrow sea willingly, and though Olyvar trusted the man little, there was no other explanation for his vanishing from the Red Keep without a trace. And that he had vanished on the same night Tywin Lannister was stabbed through the heart...
"Whyever you did it, I offer the chance to make amends," Olyvar said. "We both know the parentage of Cersei's children; testify to it publicly, and all of you shall live. Myrcella and her mother shall go to the Faith, Tommen and his father to the Wall. Casterly Rock shall pass to Ser Kevan's eldest son, so long as House Lannister bends the knee. If not, House Lannister shall be attainted, and Casterly Rock given to a worthier lord."
"You would put Cersei in a motherhouse?" Lannister threw back his head and laughed. "What have the poor septas done to deserve such misery? My sister would claw their eyes out and lick the blood from her claws. No, let her live out the remainder of her days at the Rock."
Olyvar rose to his feet. He looked down upon Lannister, Ember still clasped in his hand, candlelight flickering off the Valyrian steel blade.
"This is not a negotiation," Olyvar told him. "Those are my terms, take them or leave them."
"Are these my thanks for all I've done for you?"
Lannister stood; to his surprise, Olyvar overtopped him by a few scant inches.
"Your lady wife could have been squirming in my bed these past few years, had I not told my lord father I would not take an unflowered girl. Tywin meant to wed her and bed her himself, and would have, if not for his... unexpected death." The Kingslayer smiled. "Come now, surely that's worth better terms; I'm sure Princess Sansa would be most grateful."
"I doubt it." Olyvar gripped his rage tight, so that it did not show, and allowed himself a shrug. "Her Grace wanted your head, for her brother Bran's sake."
Lannister's smile froze; Olyvar continued.
"I am inclined to give it to her, if you refuse my terms. There would be a trial first, of course. Sansa is well able to testify to several of your crimes, though not all of them."
"And if I demand trial by combat?" Lannister's green eyes shone like wildfire. "Every knight has that right."
"In Westeros," Olyvar allowed. He would need to have that law changed; how many men like the Kingslayer had used martial prowess to escape justice for their crimes? "But we are not in Westeros, ser. We are in Mele Nernar."
"A spar, then," Lannister snarled. "You and me, you arrogant pup."
"A spar?" Olyvar pretended to hesitate. "Only if you agree to the terms."
"For the chance to put you in your place?" The Kingslayer's smile was a flash of white teeth. "Gladly."
The training hall was quiet when they arrived. Ser Barristan's squires had already trained for the day; there was no one about save for Lady Brienne of Tarth and Perros Blackmont, whose incompetence with a sword still annoyed both student and teacher. And, of course, for Olyvar's Dornishmen, who had followed them down the steps. To his dismay, Sansa arrived just before they were to start, and rushed over to tie one of her kerchiefs about his arm, ignoring the Kingslayer as he smirked at her.
"My lady," Lannister drawled, but she made no reply.
"Try to thrash him at least a little?" Sansa whispered.
Olyvar winked at her, and raised his wooden sword.
"Too scared to face me with blunted steel?" The Kingslayer mocked, taking a graceful stance as Sansa retreated to watch from a safe distance.
"Why bother?" Olyvar replied. He raised his own sword, holding it loosely.
Lannister frowned, then charged. Unlike most knights, he bore the sword in his left hand, the only one he had. Fighting even the poorest left-handed swordsman would prove somewhat of a challenge; Lannister was one of the greatest knights ever born, Olyvar competent at best.
How amusing, then, that he did not intend to fight.
When the Kingslayer's sword came at him in a sideslash, it was a wooden blur. Olyvar's sword went flying from his hand; the Kingslayer pressed the tip of his wooden blade to Olyvar's chest.
"Oh no," Olyvar said, in the same tone of mock defeat he once used with little Elia. Behind him he could hear his Dornishmen laughing. "I yield."
"Again," the Kingslayer demanded, glaring.
Ser Edric fetched the wooden sword; the Kingslayer took several steps back. When they began again, this time Olyvar made a few half-hearted parries before letting the sword go flying.
"Again," the Kingslayer snapped.
"Why?" Olyvar asked. "Clearly you're the better swordsman."
"Are you too craven to even try to face me?"
"I'm already facing you," Olyvar pointed out; in the distance he could hear Sansa give a snort of laughter. "Would you prefer I turn around?"
He spun slowly in a circle, then back to face the Kingslayer. He was not surprised when the Kingslayer lunged for him, this time attacking in earnest. Olyvar at last responded in kind, the wooden swords clacking like thunder from the force of the blows being rained down upon him, hacking, slashing, their feet always moving. Olyvar's steps were quicker, his legs stronger, but the Kingslayer moved as though he danced, making swordwork look almost beautiful. Already Olyvar's arms began to tire, yet the Kingslayer appeared fresh. When he parried too late, the Kingslayer sent his sword clattering to the floor.
"You lose," the Kingslayer said, his sword pointing at Olyvar's throat. "Even trying your best, you could barely withstand me for five minutes."
"As well we both knew," Olyvar said, unashamed. "I was never more than a fair sword, and I am not the one who has spent years living in the training hall. You, though, your skill was renowned throughout the Seven Kingdoms; almost any man would lose to you, especially now that you fight left-handed. I had rather be left to the rest of my work in peace; we are finished here."
He turned to Sansa, who stood amongst his Dornishmen like a flower in a meadow. "Alas, he accepted our terms, so I cannot give you his head."
"A loss worth bearing," his lady wife replied. She gave Lannister a cold look. "If he keeps his word."
The next sennight passed in a flurry. The ships in the harbor were stocked full of cargo, first the supplies, then the camp followers, then the men of the Golden Company. Olyvar's fleet boasted dozens of ships, and more would join them in other ports. All the Dornishmen's chambers in the Great Pyramid were scoured to ensure no baggage went astray; Olyvar and his lady wife made their last farewells with Daenerys and Aegor, a parting that left nary a dry eye.
It was the last day of eighth moon when Olyvar escorted Viserion and her eggs into the hold of the Feathered Kiss. A high-walled wooden box served to keep the eggs from rolling all over the deck; heavy iron locks served to keep any foolish crew member from the temptation of disturbing the dragon.
Of course, no lock in the world could keep Sansa from his side for long.
"Is she happy?" He asked his lady wife, eyeing Viserion as she circled the cargo hold, sniffing and growling low in her throat. Holdfast followed her, a stick clenched tight in his teeth.
There was a long pause. "She hates the stink of salt, and mislikes that the hold is smaller than last time."
"What?" Olyvar frowned. "No it isn't, it's the same size. Viserion is the one who keeps growing."
Another long pause; he could feel the dragon's resigned annoyance even before Sansa spoke. "Viserion says you better let her out to fly every day, not every three days. Unless it's raining, then she'd rather stay dry."
The she-dragon paused her circling, stopping right next to Olyvar. He stroked the dragon's long neck, noting the faded scar on her throat against her creamy scales, the golden horns and spinal crest that somehow shone even in the dim hold. He yawned; it was the middle of the night, and they would sail on the morning tide.
"I should go speak to Chatana," he said, once Viserion had laid down, her long though still slightly stubby tail wrapped around her eggs.
"No, ser." Sansa's voice echoed through the empty hold. "I would have words with my lord husband. By your leave?"
"Granted, my lady," he said, confused. "Though could it not wait—"
"I've waited months," she flared, her pale hands balled into fists. "I know you must focus on your conquest, and I've done my best to help, but whenever I try to speak with you privily, you vanish!"
Olyvar wished he could vanish right now. He might have tried it, if not for the low rumble in Viserion's throat.
"You swore, whatever decision I made, you would enforce at spearpoint. Yet at Sar Mell, when I- when I- you could have come back to our bed, and you wouldn't." Sansa’s voice turned plaintive. "Why wouldn't you?"
"I swore we might consummate the marriage in Westeros," he replied, glad the dim light meant she could not see his blush. "Not here. What if you changed your mind, and it was too late?"
"I won't," Sansa insisted.
"I wed you without your brother's blessing," he reminded her. "And without asking your leave before Oberyn proposed the match to the queen. Were my sisters in your place, I should want their husband to seek my blessing, so that I could ensure their husband was worthy."
"And what if Robb says no?" She demanded.
"A risk I am willing to take," Olyvar said softly. He resisted the urge to take her in his arms. "Rather than leap into folly."
"What if I—"
"YOUR GRACES!" The first mate roared. "Captain's ready to weigh anchor!"
Seven be praised. When they reached the deck, Olyvar found the first mate with the lungs like bellows. Xhothar was rather confused when he pressed a silver coin into the Summer Islander's hand, but took it just the same.
Lady Brienne, Ser Edric, and Gilly were already on deck, murmuring prayers to the Seven with their hands clasped. Olyvar and Sansa joined them; his lady wife slipped her hand in his before he had the wits to place himself between Brienne and Edric. Lacking the resolve to let go, he held on, his grip warm and firm.
All was chaos as they prayed. Sailors shouted in a dozen different tongues as anchor chains shrieked and rigging creaked. Wind filled the sails and gave them swollen bellies; behind them the sun rose, her splendor turning the sky to gold, the sea to purple. As the ship left the harbor, he could feel his heart lodge in his throat, his pulse racing. For good or ill, he'd thrown the dice. In three moons, if the winds and seas were fair, they would land upon Dragonstone.
One by one, his companions went below deck. Olyvar remained, though he walked from the stern to the bow. From there he could better watch the waves part beneath the swan ship's graceful prow, resting a hand on the figurehead of a buxom maiden kissing a bird in flight. Long he stared at the horizon, and when he turned away, it was with a heart somewhat at peace.
Whatever happened now, he had done all he could; the rest was up to the gods. With one last look at Mele Nernar behind them, Olyvar went below.
Notes:
And we're off, finally sailing west into the sunset! Cannot WAIT to see what y'all think :D
The scene with Olyvar pouring out his heart took a massive number of revisions to perfect the prose; I hope y'all enjoyed it :D
Sigil of House Targaryen, by ohnoitsmyra
Personal sigil of Aegon VI Targaryen, by ohnoitsmyraNext up
Chapter 145: Jaime III
Chapter 146: Arya VII
Chapter 147: Sansa VI
Chapter 148: Bran V
Chapter 149: Jon VII
Chapter 150: Epilogue (Theon)And then we're into Part V!
NOTES
1) Not a lot of history/medieval stuff this chapter, beyond all the conquest logistics. There are so many???? Good lord. Thanks very much to Erzherzog and SioKerrigan for their assistance in what Olyvar and his host would need.
2) Olyvar is, in fact, practicing some "benevolent" sexism. Because he's still a Westerosi dude, albeit a very goodhearted one. Also, he's a big chicken and mostly a virgin and terrified of finally consummating after TWO YEARS of build up. Stay tuned for Sansa VI, because girl is about to go feral.
3) I debated whether to include more Dany this chapter, but it didn't really fit with Olyvar's intense focus on LEAVING NOW PLEASE. The glimpses of her are promising, though :)
4) Another discarded idea was having Olyvar and Aegor roadtrip on Viserion to Pentos to yell at Illyrio Mopatis. Alas, there wasn't room for it, and it was a mess for travel times/plot reasons. Oh well, still funny to imagine.
Chapter 145: Jaime III
Chapter Text
Jaime floated, drowning in a sea of countless stars.
They glimmered in the darkness, set amongst clouds of stardust veined with wisps of purple. Little stars peeped from behind the clouds of stardust, shy as maids, while the seven wanderers blazed boldly, scattered across the sky. Like old friends he glimpsed the faint Swan and the bright Crone's Lantern, the Ghost hovering over the Galley, the Moonmaid dancing between the Sword of Morning and the King's Crown. The Ice Dragon was brightest of all, the blue star in his rider's eye pointing north, as if showing the path he soon must walk.
At present he stood, motionless save for the rolling of the ship below. The crow's nest was atop the largest mast, so lookouts might keep watch for other ships, like the fleet that followed them. On ironborn longships, a crow's nest was a mere barrel, with scarce room enough for a single man. But the Feathered Kiss was a swan ship, her crow's nest a round platform encircled by a railing tall as a man's waist.
A crow's nest for a crow, he thought bitterly. This Targaryen king would have him trade his white cloak for a black, and the day of his doom drew nearer with each puff of lusty wind that made the ship's sails grow big-bellied.
Jaime Lannister looked down, down at the waves swelling beneath the ship. When he looked to the west, the sea seemed to stretch on forever, endless leagues of nothing save green-black waters capped with pale foam. An illusion only; they were still within the Dragon's Bay, and would soon near the isle of New Ghis.
The ship rolled and lurched, and his stomach did the same. With a grunt he swallowed back bile, and turned, clambering over the railing and onto the rope ladder. As always, he descended slowly. The fingers of his iron hand were curved, able to catch onto the ropes, but not to grip them as true fingers would. Around him floated the voices of the sailors, speaking in the smooth cadence of the Summer Tongue. Jaime let the words wash over him as he landed on the deck with a quiet thud, the sailors ignoring him as they went about their work.
When he reached the men's quarters below deck, Jaime wondered whether he should have remained in the crow's nest a while longer, his stomach bedamned. At least in the crow's nest he was alone, his skin kissed by salt breezes, his hair tousled by the wind. Below decks the air was stale, the hammocks slung side by side with barely room to walk between them.
Jaime's hammock was in the furthest, darkest corner he could find, but that meant he must pass every other hammock to reach it. He walked by a sailor who snored like a warhorn, past another who grunted and itched in his sleep, past a third whose hammock swayed. For a moment he thought a woman must have slipped from their quarters in the bow, until he realized it was two men who pressed their naked bodies together, the wet sound of their kissing rising over the creaking of the ship.
When Jaime climbed into his own hammock, he pulled it tight around him. Much though he hated them, at least the eunuch and the cheesemonger had provided him with a cabin when they sent him like a lamb to slaughter. And in Meereen, when Aerys' daughter took him prisoner, he had chambers that suited his rank, richly furnished, with a terrace shaded by trees.
Once he had thought those chambers small, and paced like a caged lion as the walls shrank in upon him, endless hours with only his thoughts for company. For months he had suffered, until at last the queen granted him leave to visit the open training hall, whose bricks rang with the sound of steel. Of course, even there he was alone. Ser Barristan Selmy would not allow his squires to spar with the vile Kingslayer, as if dishonor were a pox they might catch.
And so Jaime smiled, and laughed, and trained until his muscles ached. When his guards bade him return to his cage, he did. Then he trained until his limbs shook, until the world spun and he collapsed upon the terrace. Sometimes he dreamt Cersei came, and bathed his brow with cool water; sometimes he dreamt Tyrion came, and splashed him with a flagon of wine red as blood. Either way, he always awoke with a dry mouth. His guards were not nursemaids; they left his meals on a table beside the door, and otherwise left him be.
Bad as that was, the ship was so much worse. From dawn to dusk, Jaime had not a moment's reprieve. Below decks was dark and cramped, a miserable warren that made him think of the hidden passage through which he'd crawled the night he thrust a golden sword through Lord Tywin's empty heart. Above decks was little better; the sailors were everywhere, and passengers were expected to keep out of their way.
During the day the crow's nest was occupied by a lookout, the forecastle by Rhaegar's son and his puny retinue. That left the middle deck, bustling and busy, and the sterncastle, where the captain or first mate had charge of the tiller. To his bemusement, the captain was a woman. Chatana Qhoru had skin dark as pitch, her thick black hair bound up in twists and knots. The burly first mate Xhothar was her son, her nephew captained the ship's archers, and both leapt to her command as if she were a queen, not a middle-aged woman in salt-stained wool.
Jaime turned and twisted in his stinking hammock, as if that would do anything to help him sleep. How could he? He was adrift without a rudder. For four years he sweated and strained to regain his old skill, praying to the Warrior each evening, until at last he was as good with his left as he once was with his right, his swordwork honed sharp as Valyrian steel.
Yet to what avail? Though they had left Meereen, Jaime was still a prisoner, unable to seek vengeance upon those who'd wronged him. Varys must still be giggling to himself in the Red Keep; in Pentos Illyrio Mopatis had doubtless forgotten about him already, busy gorging on delicacies and fucking bedslaves. How sweet it would be, to press the tip of his blade to their throats, to see the rich red blood come trickling out while they begged for mercy, to see it gush like a fountain when he denied their pleas.
Once he'd thought of slaying Daenerys. It was a year after he began his imprisonment, four moons after the Dornish arrived to declare her husband false. How he laughed, that day in the throne room, not knowing the hell about to descend upon him. Before their arrival, the boy he thought was Aegon had sparred with him often, his visits interrupting the tedium of his confinement. After, the boy young Griff visited not at all, nor was Jaime allowed to leave his chambers.
And so, in a fit of madness, he begged a visit from Queen Daenerys. He was allowed no blade in her presence, but he still had one good hand with which to strangle her. But when she arrived, he thought better of his folly. He was a knight, not a common brigand, to slay by the hand rather than by the sword. Besides, she looked too much like Rhaella. Daenerys had the same wistful violet eyes, the same delicate frame, the same look of proud unease in his presence. And so instead of strangling her, Jaime asked her leave to use the training hall.
Tyrion would have persuaded Daenerys to give him far more than a brief respite from his cage. His little brother was the one with the golden tongue, the one who spoke with honeyed words. Tyrion would have put her off guard, winning her with sage advice and clever japes. Soon enough the girl would have freed him and made him a part of her councils. When Ser Olyvar Sand arrived, Tyrion would have cast doubt upon his claims, not blurted out the truth like a witless knave.
Then again, Tyrion would have never fallen for the eunuch's lies. A thousand times Jaime cursed himself for fleeing the Red Keep that night, when the battle fever was hot in his veins, when the guilt of slaying his father burned within him like wildfire. Tyrion would not have followed Varys to a ship and sailed off merrily to be imprisoned. He would have remained in King's Landing, and let some other fool take the blame.
Instead, Jaime spent four years rotting in a pyramid, waiting for a damn Targaryen to begin their conquest so he might sail home to Cersei. Whether it was Rhaegar's sister or Rhaegar's son he did not much care, so long as he joined their fleet. They must needs parley with the queen regent at some point, and he would be there, and he would slay the last Targaryen before fucking his sister beside the corpse.
Or so Jaime thought, when he was a different man. When the madness of imprisonment was on him, when his breaths came fast and shallow and his heart pounded in his ears. Before he had a partner in the training hall. Before he was freed to ride through the city. Before Brienne of Tarth.
He could still recall the way she blushed to see him, that day in the throne room. Jaime had cherished her look of embarrassment and confusion, until Olyvar punched him in the nose. Then all erupted into chaos, and he was forgotten by all. All save for Brienne, who stammered a greeting before the guards returned him to his cell, not to see her again for four moons.
When he began visiting the training hall, she avoided him at first. The Maid of Tarth was a maid in truth, shy despite her command of steel. Teasing Brienne provoked either stammering or sharp insults, but both were music to his ears, after so long in silence. Sweetest of all, she called him Jaime, not Kingslayer; for that alone he would have forgiven her anything.
Soon enough they were sparring together. Jaime's skill began to return more quickly once he had a partner, though only once or twice a week, and then only for a few hours. Else she was sparring with the Dornish squires, or riding through Meereen with the Dornish knights and ladies, or guarding Sansa Stark.
Weeks and months and years passed. Sometimes after a spar, they might talk a little while. He told her of Casterly Rock, of the famous knights he'd known, of the tourneys he'd seen and won. Brienne told him of Tarth, though little else. She knew he could not stand to hear her talk of the Dornishmen, or of the callow youth and half-mad girl who led them. It was pleasant, to have a friend, though she would never equal Ser Addam Marbrand, who he had known since boyhood.
A friend, he thought, until the business with Mazdhan's Maze. Her voice had rung like steel as she recited the vows of knighthood, as she shamed Ser Barristan for daring to say she should have stood aside rather than run to the screams of the innocent. Her broad homely face was flushed with passion, her blue eyes shining like a summer sky, her pale blonde hair tousled about her head like a halo, a spirit of chivalry who spoke with a maiden's voice but wore a warrior's shape.
What a fool he had been, not to see Brienne as she truly was. Though she would never be anointed, never kneel for the vigil or say the vows, she was a knight in truth. When Queen Daenerys granted her a boon, she might have asked for gold or jewels, but instead she asked that Jaime be allowed to ride through the city.
Fresh air and a fine horse were worth more than gold, as was seeing the markets of Meereen with Brienne by his side. Sometimes he almost forgot that they were not alone. In truth they were accompanied by a heavy guard, and by Ser Deziel Dalt. The Dornishman let them talk in peace, but always remained close by, as if worried the Kingslayer might steal a sword and thrust it into her belly.
More fool he. Jaime was fond of the wench, and Brienne almost worshipped him since the day he trounced Ser Barristan for speaking ill of her.
Alone amongst the world, she sees me for who I am.
Jaime had not expected that. After he slew Aerys, only Cersei truly knew him, and even she did not understand what happened that day. Nor did Tyrion, who loved him in ignorance. His little brother never knew the lies he told at their father's behest. He did not know the debt Jaime owed him; Tyrion had died with that debt unpaid. If only Jaime knew who slew him! He would strike the man down in an instant, and laugh as the blood splattered his face.
Tyrion he would never see again, but Cersei, oh Cersei... once he had longed for her every hour of the day, remembering their desperate lovemaking in the month before Tywin's death. She must have been so lost with their lord father gone, left to rely upon their Uncle Kevan. And now Kevan was gone too, and Cersei never had the patience to rule. Strong she might be, and fierce as a lioness, but how could she handle the whole realm by herself? She needed her twin, her lover, her all, and he had abandoned her, and now his heart was wavering too.
All through the night Jaime tossed and turned, restless. When he drifted off it was into a fitful sleep. He awoke groggy and confused, the sound of strange music liquid in his ears.
Royal ships rang bells to mark the time, and the ironborn blew horns. But the Summer Islanders favored the boom of a drum and the whistle of a wooden flute, carved from blue mahoe. Like birdsong it trilled as he dressed himself in the dark cabin, his one hand accustomed to the awkward task. Sailors murmured all around him in the Summer Tongue, the day crew rising to begin their work, the night crew falling into their hammocks.
Breakfast was the same as always, as foreign as it was filling. Bread, sausage, bacon, ale, none of them might be found. The Summer Islanders dined upon bowls of rice steeped in coconut milk, with little fried fish swimming in a spiced sauce, washed down with small cups of palm wine and carefully rationed water. Jaime picked at his food, the spice burning at his mouth, his tankard of water dry before he knew it.
It was mid morning when the coast of Ghaen appeared upon the horizon. The island lay to the north of the slaver city of New Ghis; with its port closed to them, they must replenish their water stores another way. When the lookout spied a river flowing into the sea, every ship in the fleet lowered rowboats, sending men ashore to fill their empty barrels with fresh water.
With the deck less crowded, Jaime had hoped to seek out Brienne for a spar. That hope was quashed when he saw the last rowboat leave the Feathered Kiss. Brienne of Tarth sat at the tiller; in the bow sat Sansa Stark, who kept her eyes fixed ahead of her, as if trying not to look at the sea. Beside her sat her dark-haired northern maid, and the maid's little son, a boy of four. Off to visit the Dornishmen on one of the other swan ships, no doubt.
Annoyed, Jaime fetched a wooden sword and began to practice alone. As he slashed and lunged, the blinding sun beat down, making his scalp sweat. He had had a sunburn ever since the ships set sail, his flesh tender and hot to the touch, his skin peeling. It was an indignity he must endure, at least until he began to tan. Jaime could hardly cover himself in veils like the Stark girl, and he was not about to wrap his head in a scarf like a Dornishman, even the one doing graceful sword drills at the other end of the deck.
Lord Edric Dayne's scarf was the pale purple of his house, arranged in the same style once favored by his uncle Ser Arthur Dayne. But Arthur had been a man grown, tall and broad, the knight to Jaime's squire, then his superior in the Kingsguard. Edric was a youth of seventeen, his height average, his build lean. He had won his knighthood after the incident in Mazdhan's Maze; when Queen Daenerys offered him a boon for his valor, he asked for only for a kiss and a lock of silver hair.
I might have done the same, Jaime thought, watching the youth practice the Guard of the Lady. His form was good; his sword moved with the force of his whole body, not just his arm. He was shorter than Jaime, and less experienced, not nearly so satisfying an opponent as Brienne, but he would serve.
Courteous as always, the youth agreed to a spar. For a while they danced around the sterncastle, their wooden swords clacking as they followed the steps of the most common drills. The Wild Boar's Tusk, the Defense of the Widow, the Flaming Sword, all flowed together, their rhythm smooth as silk.
Edric was no Sword of Morning, but he was quick of hand and light of foot; as they sparred his dark blue eyes seemed almost purple, his hair dark instead of light. A smile came to Jaime's lips unbidden, the sword alive in his hand as he picked up speed, switching to a free spar without warning. The boy kept pace for a few minutes, his brow furrowed in concentration as he slashed and parried, just barely keeping Jaime at bay. Then Jaime began to drive at him in earnest, his blows falling like rain, until at last he sent the boy's sword spinning from his hand.
"Well done, ser," he told the youth, raising his sword in a knight's salute. There was no dishonor in losing to the best. Once that had been Ser Arthur Dayne, who trounced Jaime in a hundred bouts before he grew strong enough to give the Sword of Morning a worthy fight.
Rhaegar's son did not give me a worthy fight, Jaime thought as he wiped the sweat from his brow. He could hears oars splashing as the rowboats returned; he had best get below deck before it was overrun with sailors. He descended the ladder still thinking of Rhaegar's son, of the disrespect he showed to the knight's art.
It should have been a decent bout. Aegon was twenty-two, with broad shoulders and a solid build. He stood six feet four inches, two less than Brienne of Tarth, but two more than Jaime. His reflexes were those of a cat; Jaime had seen them when he watched the boy fight the Mountain. True, Aegon favored the spear, but the sword was the knight's weapon, all men knew, just as all men knew Jaime Lannister was the greatest sword in the Seven Kingdoms.
Jaime had expected the boy to attack, desperate to look a king before his puny court. The youth had certainly acted arrogant enough when he summoned Jaime. He sat his chair like a throne, his spear Ember clasped in his hand, the Valyrian steel shining.
But during their bout, Aegon had not tried at all, not until the last, when he fought in earnest. He still lost, of course, but defeat seemed to trouble him little. Jaime could still remember the arrogance in the boy’s purple eyes when he declared their bout finished, and apologized to his lady wife for not giving her Jaime's head.
At present, Jaime's head was drenched in sweat, salt sticking to every inch of his skin as he stripped naked. There was no copper tub, no glorious bath, only a dark corner in the men's quarters and rag soaked in salt water. It provided some measure of relief, but not near enough. The soap smelled wrong, and would not lather; when he finished scrubbing his head, he could feel strands of golden hair sticking to the bar of rough soap.
Visions of soft blonde hair filled his thoughts as he took himself in hand. He pictured bright eyes, lips swollen with passion as they gasped into his ear. He remembered teats tipped with pink nipples, pale thighs and the bush of curls between them, and imagined the sweetness of thrusting himself inside a warm wet cunt.
That was enough to make Jaime spend his seed, the moment of pleasure crashing over him like waves of flame. The rag chafed him as he cleaned himself up, the salt water itching at his skin. It was no better when he pulled on his clothes; all the laundry was done in salt water, which made the wool stiff and scratchy.
A Lannister should be garbed in silks and velvets, but a tailor had not taken his measure until after they boarded the ships, and was only now making suitable raiment for when they reached the Seven Kingdoms. The Kingslayer must look the part, after all, if they were to parade him around like some exotic curiosity. A lion on a leash, not a knight, not even a man.
Jaime felt more like a man the next day. With all their barrels now full, he was permitted a single freshwater bath, and he scrubbed the salt from his skin with vast relief. For dinner that night there was fresh meat, the sailors having caught turtles whilst ashore. Aegon and his bride did not touch the turtle meat, but Jaime ate his with relish, though he wished it was swan, or suckling pig, or the king's cut off a roast, the beef rare and bloody.
Whilst he ate, he watched the king who presumed to hold his leash. Aegon was polite, if quiet, his brow furrowed as he watched his lady wife pick at her food. They sat together, yet apart, careful not to touch. When Sansa rose to depart, murmuring something about a headache, he watched her go, but did not follow at her heels like the ginger cat she kept. That surprised Jaime little and less; the two slept apart, her in the captain's cabin, he in the first mate's cramped berth.
That baffled him to no avail. Sansa Stark had only grown more beautiful as she blossomed into womanhood, with her waves of thick auburn hair, her eyes blue as the sea, her figure lush and ripe. What sort of man could be wed to such a wife, and not consummate the marriage within the hour? Jaime could not make heads or tails of such pointless restraint. Gods knew he took Cersei as often as he could have her; was the lad a septon or a eunuch?
Brienne seemed to think the lad a king. After Jaime agreed to his terms, the maid was all confusion, those astonishing blue eyes as wide as the summer sky. Not with anger, or with dismay, but with a look he could have sworn was pride, as if he were a knight from the tales she loved so well.
Could I be that knight? Jaime wondered. It would be sweet, to prove them all wrong, to show them he was more than the Kingslayer. Brienne's faith in him was to be cherished; it was as pure as her innocence, and as fragile. For her sake he could do anything.
From Ghaen the fleet turned south, then southwest, toward the isle of Naath. Their passage was slowed by the need to keep in formation, the captains constantly adjusting course and signaling from ship to ship. Most days he spent on deck, training by himself or sparring with Brienne or Edric. His sunburn finally yielded to a tan; the stink of salt air faded as he grew used to it.
It was near the end of ninth moon when the ships sailed into Naath, passing through a tiny fleet of warships. They belonged to the Mother of Dragons; each boasted a few red priests who could throw fire to deter passing slavers. Why Daenerys should care about Naath, he did not know, nor care. All he knew was that a port meant fresh food, and freshwater baths, and a view other than the sea.
Jaime was soon drunk on beauty. The shores of Naath were lush with forests of palm trees and other trees he could not name, decked with flowers and with bright green leaves bigger than his hand. Vast flutters of butterflies hovered about the trees and over the docks, their iridescent wings shining in every hue of the rainbow.
Of course, Jaime could only look from a distance. Jaime was not permitted to go ashore like the common sailors, nor would Aegon risk him leaping over the side to swim to freedom. As soon as Naath came within sight, they fixed iron manacles about his ankles, joined by a length of heavy chain. The metal chafed at his skin and rubbed him raw, even moreso after Brienne tried to speak on his behalf, swearing he would behave if she served as his guard. And I would have, he thought as he stood upon the sterncastle. To misbehave would bring shame upon the Maid of Tarth.
And so he watched, aloof, as almost everyone else left the ship. The docks swarmed with sailors and with dusky-skinned Naathi, who wore cowrie shells about their necks and at the ends of their many braids. Even from the deck, he could smell the food stalls, fragrant vegetable stews simmering in enormous pots, golden flatbreads sizzling as they cooked on hot firestones. For five days they lingered there, the king hiring more ships to add to his fleet, their holds packed full of wine, silk, pickled fish, dried vegetables, and dried fruit.
The Naathi loved their fruit. Every stall on the docks seemed to boast a display of bright fruit, some hanging in bunches, some arranged in bowls. When Brienne returned, she brought him half a dozen to try, though he could not taste them until after she had taken care of her mistress. Sansa Stark was made for cold winds and deep snow, not sweltering heat and air so damp it stifled the lungs; she was almost fainting when her sworn sword helped her up the gangway.
"Gods, it's too hot," he heard the girl pant to Brienne as they went below. "If the Cinnamon Wind was here in the middle of eighth moon, they should be in Sunspear—"
The taste of sweet fruit did wonders for his mood, but it was not to last. After the respite of Naath, returning to the open sea felt like crawling back into a cage. With their prows turned west, the sun chased them each day. From the crow's nest he could watch the dragon Viserion take her daily flights, with Aegon riding on her back; he could watch the sea, sunlight shining through the waves as they writhed and squirmed like maidens seeking their first peak.
Jaime could not bear returning below decks except to sleep. He could not breathe down there, trapped, surrounded by sailors who did not care if he lived or died, so long as he kept out of their way. At first he was glad they did not stare at him, but being ignored was somehow worse. The gazes of the king and his queen might be cold, their purple and blue depths filled with scorn, but at least they saw a knight.
With everyone else, the king and queen were all warmth. Each night at dusk, the sailors would crowd the deck, the night watch to break their fast, the day watch to dine before bed. After the meal, there would be music, dancing, singing, whatever kept the boredom at bay. Aegon and Sansa were always there, clapping and smiling and watching whatever entertainment the Summer Islanders saw fit to provide.
To his astonishment, sometimes it was the highborn who entertained the sailors. The Stark girl sang, played the harp, even told stories, as if she were a wet nurse, while a sailor translated for those who only spoke the Summer Tongue. Aegon demonstrated his skill with a spear, performing drills with the Valyrian steel blade Ember, or having his dog Holdfast do tricks; Edric demonstrated a Dornish sword dance; even Brienne once recited poetry, though she stammered at the start.
Jaime was not a mummer, to play for a rabble of common sailors. Instead he prayed to the Warrior as he did each evening, then watched the stars from atop the crow's nest, trying to shut out the noise of flutes and drums and laughter as the sailors danced. When he could bear it no longer, he fled below decks, past empty hammocks to his pitiful corner. For once he fell asleep quickly, the swaying of waves lulling him to sleep.
He dreamt he was a boy again. Jaime sat at his mother's feet, looking up at her with his curls tumbling in his face. His mother's belly swelled beneath her gown, her crimson skirts swept out around her like a wave of blood.
"Sweet Jaime," she said, brushing the hair away from his eyes and cupping his brow in her hand. "Must you tease your sister so?"
"She's pretty when she's angry," he told his mother, in a boy's high voice.
His mother frowned. "Jaime, you are a page now. Soon you will be a squire, then a knight. You must protect the innocent, as your lord father does, and only chastise those who defy you."
"Cersei defied me," he told his mother. "I wanted her to come riding, but she wanted to stay inside and draw." He made a face. "I made her show me. She said it was a dragon, with King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne on his back. I said it looked more like a blobby smudge with two sticks on it."
His mother's grip on his curls tightened, yanking just enough to make tears well in his eyes before she let go.
"That was not courteous," his mother said. "A brother must defend his sister, not make her weep. When the new babe comes—"
The dream twisted, his mother vanishing as if she never was. In her place stood Tyrion, a boy of thirteen, his mismatched eyes wide with terror as the redcloaks pulled him from the little cottage, Tysha weeping as they dragged her from the dwarf's side. Jaime could only watch, frozen. The world turned dark and spun; he saw Tyrion in gilded armor, an axe in his hand, riding onto a bridge of burning ships. Battle roared, and shouts turned to screams, his brother crying out for Jaime, for their mother, for help that never came. Jaime thrashed and cursed, but his bonds held him tight—
When Jaime woke he was twisted in his hammock, ensnared by the folds. Salt stung at the corners of his eyes as he fought to control his breaths, to slow the ragged panting that echoed in his ears. Was this what Tyrion had died for? So Tommen might keep his crown a few short years, then follow Jaime to the Wall? Myrcella would shine in a motherhouse, might even be First Mother someday, but Cersei never would. You could not cage a lioness; she would try to escape until they killed her.
Yet what could he do? Tyrion would know, he would have some clever plan to save their skins. Gods, he missed him, his sly japes, his knowing smirks, the way he sought to lift Jaime's black moods. Such devotion was all a brother could ask, and Jaime had repaid him with false coin.
The gods seemed to sense his foul humor. When the drum and flute sounded the changing of the watch, Jaime dragged himself upon deck to find the clouds thick and dark as smoke. The sailors were all in a clamor as they swarmed over the deck to prepare for the storm; there were no passengers on deck, save him. With his jaw clenched tight, he returned to his hammock, curling his knees into his chest as the wind howled and the waves roared.
Drowning is no fit end for a knight, he thought as the ship rolled, her timbers creaking and groaning as if they might burst asunder. He could just imagine the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard adding that to his scant page in the White Book. Slew his lord father, Tywin Lannister, Hand of the King, by driving a golden sword through his heart. Fled across the narrow sea, and was taken prisoner by Daenerys Targaryen. Became as great a swordsman with his left as he ever was with his right, and then drowned in the Summer Sea at the age of thirty-eight.
Then Jaime remembered he was the lord commander, and laughed until his ribs were sore. His page must have been ended years ago. The world surely thought him dead, unless Varys saw fit to tease Cersei with rumors of his captivity. He wondered who had finished his page; Ser Addam Marbrand, most like. He was the best of the Kingsguard when Jaime left, and a loyal westerman besides.
Had Ser Addam given him the honor he was due? Had he written all the deeds that Barristan had left out? No, he could not have; he did not know most of them. Addam did not know that Jaime had saved an entire city from the flames, that he had saved Elia of Dorne where Ser Arthur Dayne had failed, that he had saved Cersei from the silent sisters when their father turned against her in his wroth. So many lives he'd saved, and nary a word of thanks.
Except from Brienne. Twice he'd saved her, first from the bear, then from a vengeful Loras Tyrell. For both she'd thanked him, her innocent eyes confused but grateful. As the storm raged, Jaime thought of the Maid of Tarth, of how smoothly she wielded a sword, of how modestly she blushed at his japes, of the brief moments they passed alone together when she joined him in the crow's nest.
When the storm at last ebbed, it was to the crow's nest he returned. The fleet was battered, a few ships taken in tow, a few sailors washed overboard, but nothing of note. Days passed as the sailors made what repairs they could, whilst the ships archer's practiced with their goldenheart bows. He hated archers, every last cowardly one of them, but he had to admit they had their uses. When they drew near the Basilisk Isles a ragged group of ships had thought to give them trouble, but fled after a few volleys where almost every shot slew a pirate.
But the archers were far less interesting than Brienne. He watched her spar with Edric and Aegon on the sterncastle, watched her sit and talk of an afternoon with Sansa on the forecastle. The Stark girl always had something ladylike to occupy her time, whether embroidery or playing music or sketching rough drawings of the sights they had seen in Naath.
Sweet Brienne was not so inclined. Her thick fingers were made for swords, not for needle, harp, or quill. The Warrior himself would have envied her muscles, the Maiden her shy smiles as she watched her mistress at her work. She never smiled like that for Jaime, though he did his best to amuse her at mealtimes.
Everyone ate together on deck, save for when the king and queen hosted dinners in the captain's cabin. Those nights were the most bitter. As soon as Jaime saw a rowboat coming from another swan ship, he knew he would be deprived of Brienne's company. He was never invited to join them, even though he would have been the perfect guest, friendly, witty, charming. On those nights he took his portion of food and ate it in the crow's nest, having grown used to the way it lurched above the ship.
Tonight was not one of those nights. Brienne was his alone as he regaled her with stories of the Kingswood Brotherhood, the meal seeming to end almost as soon as it began. For once he might have stayed upon deck, if only to remain close to her. Then he saw Edric bringing the queen her harp, and made for the ladder to the crow's nest.
"Tonight," he heard the girl say in a clear strong voice, a sailor translating her words into the Summer Tongue. "I will play for you one of our most famous songs, of Florian the Fool, and Jonquil the Fair."
Jaime kept climbing, resisting the urge to scoff. There were at least a dozen songs about Florian and Jonquil, and all of them differed. Six Maids in a Pool was the stuff of brothels, a bawdy tune where more time was spent on the maids bathing than on Florian and Jonquil. Each of the sisters were described at length; there was a whole verse for each pair of shapely teats.
Seven Maids in a Pool was more piously inclined. The maids bathed while still in their kirtles, and at the end Florian only won Jonquil's heart by converting from the old gods to the Faith of the Seven. The version Jaime favored spent most of its verses on Florian and his deeds, the tourneys he'd won and the duels he'd fought, all whilst in a suit of iron motley to put his foes off their guard.
In some songs Jonquil was the youngest sister, in others the eldest; the number of sisters varied too. In some she loved Florian at first sight; in others she spurned him until after he proved his love. In all versions the lovers wed, and some ended there, with the triumph of true love. Others told of their laters years, their many children, their eventual deaths from old age, when they died still clasped in each other's arms.
When the harp began to play, Jaime bit back a groan. The Fool and the Lady Fair was the most popular of them all, and the dullest, a courtly romance with no grand battles, no lusty maids, just a fool and a fair maid who loved him. To his annoyance, he knew the tune by heart, and hummed along as the girl began to sing.
It was a sunlit day in spring
when blossoms bloomed and birds did sing
and by the waters of a pool
there met a maiden and a fool
The pool was sweet and crystal clear
a place of laughter and of cheer
and on that day, three sisters fair
were bathing in its waters bare
When in the distance far away
they heard a donkey start to bray
and soon he came into their sight
and on his back a motley knight
The younger sisters looked in scorn
for he was homely, plain and worn
the eldest, Jonquil, cried "well met"
and in that instant, fate was set
Florian saw her standing there
Her only gown her waves of hair
And in that moment, he did fall
and knew that he would give her all
"Fair lady, I would have your hand
For though I wandered o'er the land
I never thought that I would meet
A maid with eyes so bright and sweet"
Though he might have an honest mien,
Jonquil was wise as any queen
a perfect lady, modest, chaste,
and wary of words spoke in haste
"A lady's hand is not a jest
if you would win me, go on quest
to prove your faith and love are true
we have three challenges for you"
That was all Jaime could abide. While the sisters laid out their three tests for Florian, Jaime clambered down the ladder. The first sister bade him prove his strength and skill by besting a robber knight, the second sister bade him prove his wits by besting a cruel witch, and Jonquil herself bade him prove his love by plucking a fruit from the top of a weirwood tree.
Nonsense, all of it, thought Jaime as he descended below decks, the darkness pressing in upon him like a tomb. Bringing a girl a piece of fruit was no way to prove one's love. Florian didn't even climb the tree or chop it down. No, he just asked the weirwood to gift him a fruit for his lady love, at which point the fruit fell into his hands, along with a shower of blossoms which he wove into a crown for Jonquil. Of course, weirwoods did not bear fruit or flowers except in tales, so perhaps the absurdity was the point.
Once in his hammock, he found himself still thinking of another maid he once saw bathing. The walls of Harrenhal rose about him, the steam of the bathhouse parting to reveal Brienne of Tarth. The steam softened her face, but there was no hiding her body, the thigh pale thighs as muscled as his own, but with a woman's curves at the hip, the broad shoulders and the muscled chest, capped with small firm teats no other man had ever seen.
The Maid of Tarth was a maid in truth, and her now four-and-twenty. A shame, a tragic shame. Brienne deserved to feel desired, to know what it was to be a woman, not a warrior, even if she would never wed nor bear children.
Thoughts of the flesh were hard to avoid, with the fleet drawing closer to the Summer Isles. It might be winter in Westeros, the days growing shorter and darker now that it was tenth moon, but things were different in the far south. If anything, the weather only grew hotter.
Most of the men amongst the sailors took to going about their work shirtless; the women went about with bare shoulders and bare bellies, with only narrow bands of cloth to cover their brown breasts. Were it not utterly immodest, he suspected the Stark girl would be tempted to do the same. The northern girl wilted beneath the blazing sun, so much so that her husband took to giving her some of his water ration, which was dear after so long at sea.
It was the middle of tenth moon when they docked in Tall Trees Town, whose houses were shaded by immense trees over three hundred feet tall, their trunks carved with the history of the Summer Isles. The forests were as lush as those on Naath, but more varied. The Summer Isles boasted the finest timber in the world, bloodwood and ebony, mahogany and purpleheart, tigerwood and pink ivory. Instead of butterflies there were flocks of colorful birds, some vaguely familiar, as though cousins to those in the Seven Kingdoms, others utterly bizarre, like the hornbills which swooped over the docks.
This time when Brienne returned from shore, she brought him a feast instead of fruit. In Westeros dried spices were precious and costly; here even commoners could flavor every meal with fresh spices. He dined upon grilled fish and tender prawns, upon green vegetables that looked like little trees sauced with garlic and ginger, all served upon beds of fried rice.
The locals were as vibrant as their food. Men and women alike, their skin a thousand shades of brown and black, all wore cotton, the cloth covered in bright patterns. It was easy to tell their rank by their garb. The poor had only simple patterns of dots and lines, the merchants the same, though more elaborate, whilst the mighty had thick, complex patterns of flowers and birds so lifelike they might have flown.
Buoyed by his full belly and by the loveliness of the town, Jaime could almost forget the manacles chafing at his ankles, though they clinked when he made to climb the ladder to the crow's nest. To his surprise, Brienne followed, though there was barely room for both of them atop the platform.
"What is it?" She asked. Brienne sat with her knees drawn up to her chest, her arms wrapped around them as if they were children sharing secrets.
"A question for you, my lady." Jaime rearranged himself, his elbow bumping into hers. "You once told me Renly was the king who should have been; I daresay only Loras supported his cause more fervently than you."
That got him a frown; he ignored it.
"After that you swore first to Catelyn Stark, then to her daughter. Reason would dictate that you should pledge fealty to the King in the North, yet here you are, with Aegon the Sixth of His Name, and somehow I cannot imagine you turning on him for the sake of Robb Stark."
"I wouldn't," Brienne said, defensive. "I pledged my faith, and mean to keep it. Tarth will rise for House Targaryen."
"I don't doubt that you would keep your vows," Jaime said, giving her his brightest smile. "But I would ask— what is it that you see in Aegon?"
Brienne stared at him as if he had suddenly grown back his missing hand.
"I- I-" she stammered. "When Renly was slain..."
"Out with it, wench," he teased, knowing it would provoke her. She reddened, but she also found her tongue.
"When Renly died, I was distraught. Lady Catelyn consoled me, and said that a good king cared for his people, and that her son was a good king. She was an honorable lady, strong, in her way. I believed her; I still believe her. Queen Sansa is just as kind, though..."
Brienne hesitated.
"You do not know Her Grace, not truly. She is like silk, both soft and strong, and Olyvar- King Aegon is the same. He works so hard, thinking of how best to serve the realm, how to win lords to his cause, how to help the smallfolk endure the winter. He is all a true knight should be; if you told him why you slew Aerys he would understand, he would see you as I do."
Jaime stiffened. "You did not tell him?"
Brienne blinked at him. Her blue eyes were even lovelier in the sun, framed by long eyelashes that brushed against her cheek soft as kisses.
"No, ser. That was not my tale to tell."
"Thank you, my lady," he said. "Let us keep it that way."
The boy had taken enough from him already; he did not owe him more. He was no supplicant, to go begging forgiveness from an arrogant pup who had already judged Jaime and found him wanting. The lion did not kneel, not to the dragon or to the wolf.
"His Grace is merciful," Brienne said, barreling on. "You have seen that for yourself. How many men would suffer to let all his enemies live in peace? The Faith and the Wall are honorable stations, a chance to make amends. Is that not worth your respect, if not your love?"
"You plead your case eloquently, my lady," he said, taking in her rosy cheeks, the rise and fall of her chest, the bright shine of her eyes. "Perhaps I should try to see him as you do."
When they left Tall Trees Town a week later, it was with yet more ships joining their fleet. At this rate, by the time they departed Pentos, they might have the thousand ships Nymeria once brought to Westeros. Of course, these ships were not packed full of Rhoynar. Instead their holds were packed full of hardwoods, gems, feathers, salted dish, salted fowl, dried fruit, beeswax, and spices.
Besides ships, Tall Trees Town also provided them with word of Westeros and the Free Cities, fresher than that they had in Naath. King Tommen still reigned from the Iron Throne, but his rule was troubled. A mob of peasants had tried to break into the city, only to be defeated by the Lord Hand, Randyll Tarly.
There was little word of Cersei, other than that she yet lived, and had watched Mace Tyrell and a dozen other lords be slain before her eyes at a masked ball. Precisely who dared attack the Red Keep was less clear; there were tales of wolves, sellswords, and northmen, the last of which made Brienne turn red with indignation.
"Robb Stark would never do such a thing," she insisted.
Jaime could hardly disagree. Much as he disliked Lord Eddard, he was not the sort of man to raise a son that would resort to such low cunning. The boy could not get a single man into the Red Keep to rescue his sister; that he would somehow smuggle in a host strained belief. No, Robb Stark was made for open battle, like Jaime, he'd seen that in the Whispering Wood, much to his annoyance.
The news of the Free Cities was less interesting. Myr, Tyrosh, and Lys were all at peace, though an uneasy one, their slaves shackled securely back in their chains. Now their gaze was fixed on Volantis, where war raged betwixt the freedmen and the slavers. Pentos remained aloof, and had even granted a few more rights to the lowest of their common people, lest they get notions of revolt. As for the Stepstones, they were still plagued by pirates, though rumor had it that they had begun fighting each other over the best plunder.
When they reached Lys in eleventh moon, the word from the Stepstones was even better. Pirates from the Basilisk Isles had driven away the rest of the pirates, who had bent their sails westward. Reavers out of the Iron Islands, most like, gone home to enjoy their new salt wives in their dreary halls.
Jaime should have been glad, to know their passage through the Stepstones would be easier. The faster they made it through the Stepstones, the sooner they would reach Pentos, then Dragonstone, then Cersei. Yet the sooner he saw Cersei, the sooner he must face his doom. There would be no more Brienne, no more Cersei, only a black cloak for him and for poor Tommen, who must accompany his father to the Wall.
The Lyseni slaves seemed as downcast as Jaime felt. Their blonde and silver heads were bowed; their blue and purple eyes looked to the ground, avoiding the notice of their betters. It was over a year since the uprising had been quelled; Jaime was glad he would not be here when the slaves inevitably rose up again.
The buxom Lyseni noblewoman who met them at the docks certainly seemed eager to leave, judging by how she embraced a startled Aegon whilst his wife looked on. Jaime would have thought the Lyseni a courtesan, if not for the quality and modesty of her gown. To his credit, the king did not give her the same lustful stares as the sailors, nor seek to draw her aside for a private word. Robert Baratheon would have been up the woman's skirts before she finished telling him her name; Aegon started asking her in High Valyrian about the best merchants for salted fish, seaweed, sugar, and salt. Yet more ships would soon follow them, he was sure.
"Jaime?" Brienne called. He looked down; she was halfway up the ladder to the crow's nest. "Come down, ser," she called. "I have good news."
Good news indeed. In his benevolence, His Grace Aegon the Sixth deigned to allow the Kingslayer leave to briefly go ashore. Not that Brienne said it like that, of course, but the gesture still grated on him. Jaime should not require anyone's leave to do what he wanted.
His resentment faded the instant he walked down the gangway from the Feathered Kiss. Brienne walked at his side; on the docks a few knights of the Golden Company from one of the other ships joined them to serve as his guards. Such was the price of losing his manacles, and one he was willing to pay. He savored the wooden thud of the docks beneath his feet, the feel of cobblestones against his boots when they reached the street.
It soon opened onto a beautiful plaza whose edges were shaded by palm trees. In the center of the square stood a graceful fountain, carved of white marble faded by time. Oddly, there was a long line of slaves beside the fountain, their shoulders shrunken as they stood, waiting. When the slave presently at the fountain departed, tears upon his cheeks, the line shuffled forward.
"What are they doing?" Brienne asked, confused.
For a moment Jaime stared, bewildered. Fragrant perfumes assailed his senses, the scent of flowers and fruit that hung over the entire city. Then the breeze stirred, and he caught the foul scent of acid and rotting flesh, and remembered the old widow in Volantis.
"Not that way," he said, seizing Brienne by the arm. He cast his eyes about; there, a side street, well tended, with prosperous looking men strolling down it without a care. She barely protested as he tugged at her arm, though she turned over her shoulder to look at the fountain once more before he dragged her away.
The side street proved to be full of inns, the better sort frequented by ships's captains and merchants. Mouthwatering smells wafted from their kitchens; pretty girls in slave collars stood outside each inn, boasting of what made it better than the others. Jaime chose the one which had a pleasure garden; there was nothing like a walk among the flowers to cheer a troubled maid.
Brienne did not seem to agree. Her shoulders stiffened and hunched as he led her behind the inn, leaving the knights of the Golden Company in the common room. Once they were alone save for the blossoms, she dropped his arm as if it burned her, her freckled face flushed Lannister crimson.
Oh, Jaime thought, watching her struggle to meet his eyes, instead staring at the closest tree, at the lemons dangling from its branches. What a fool he was, not to realize sooner what she felt for him.
"Brienne," he said softly. When she turned; he clasped her by the hand, lacing his fingers with hers, their calluses pressing against each other. "I think I know why you have been so kind to me."
"Ser?"
"You deserve to be appreciated, Brienne," he said, keeping his voice low. "The world has been cruel to both of us, and soon we will face the bitterness of winter. Why must we face it alone? Life is too short to die a maid—"
She tried to pull away; he tightened his grip, and softened his voice.
"I would not shame you," he said. "I know how to be quiet, how to be discreet, how to find moon tea for after. I cannot stand the thought of you never knowing a lover's touch; let me give you the wedding night that every maid dreams of, before I must take the black and never look upon your sweet eyes again. Though a black cloak would suit you well; we could fight the Others side by side, and die in the most glorious battle ever fought."
"Let go of me," she said, trying to pull away again. His cock stirred, his body eager for more. "You forget yourself, ser, you do not know what you are saying. The perfumes of the city must have addled your wits."
"Addled my wits?" Even with her hand in his, Brienne seemed far away, shrinking in upon herself like a kicked dog. How could he make her understand?
"Harrenhal," he said desperately. "I told you that I dreamt of you, but I never told you what I dreamt."
Again Jaime saw the caverns beneath Casterly Rock, the waters rising toward his knees, the world turning dark as Cersei turned to go, taking her torch with her.
"I dreamt we were alone, in the darkness. I dreamt we were beset by foes, with no light in the world but that of our swords. My sword went out, yet yours burned on, and you raised it to defend me. We are meant to fight together, to honor the Warrior with our skill, to be heroes. You cannot be content to return to the backwater from whence you came, to be forgotten as the years go by. Let them sing of Goldenhand and the Maid of Tarth, who shone so brightly before their light went out."
Her brow furrowed. She bit her lip, those swollen lips no man had ever kissed. Jaime might have let go of her then, might have laughed, might have begged her pardon. Instead, he wrenched her close, and kissed her.
A thousand times he had given Cersei the same kiss, and a thousand times she melted against him. Her mouth yielded to his hunger; her feeble blows turned to caresses. The blow Brienne of Tarth dealt him was anything but feeble; he felt his nose shatter, and tasted blood.
"I said let go of me," she cried, dismayed, tears welling in her eyes.
Jaime spat out a mouthful of blood. "I beg your pardon, my lady," he said thickly, his head still ringing from the blow.
Angry as she was, the wench still found a healer to reset his nose before they returned to the ship. But neither water not wine could wash the taste of blood from his mouth, nor the searing pain that stung his face.
That night be barely slept, plagued by dreams where Brienne welcomed his embrace. He pulled soft sighs from her swollen lips, yanked off her clothes and touched her until she squirmed in helpless need, plunged himself within her hidden depths, and showed her what it was to lose oneself in the pleasures of the flesh.
In the morning Jaime woke, stiff and sore, his nose tender. The moment the queen was occupied on deck, he made for the captain’s cabin. He found Brienne there as he had hoped, standing in the light that streamed through the windows. A harsh command served to make the northern maid scurry away, leaving them in peace.
When Jaime dropped to his knees, Brienne’s eyes went wide. No doubt she would have fled, were he not blocking the door. That was fitting; a maid could not be alone with a man, lest her virtue be called into question, but this was not the time for such niceties.
“My apologies for giving offense,” he began when he could finally bring himself to speak, almost choking on his guilt. “A maid’s first kiss is not a thing to be stolen; I should not have made such improper advances.”
"That wasn’t—" Brienne blushed deep red; had she changed her mind? “Ser, please, I would have you leave the cabin.”
“You must hear me,” Jaime insisted. “I am sorry, my lady, it was a moment of madness, a wrong I wish to set right. How can I atone?”
“Lady Brienne asked you to leave, Kingslayer,” a cold voice said behind him. “Or must I call Ser Edric to remove you?” He looked over his shoulder. Sansa Stark stood in the cramped passage, a fell look in her eyes. Damn the maid, she must have run to fetch her mistress so quickly.
“No need.” Jaime gave her a blinding smile as he stood, anger thrumming in his veins. “I was just leaving.”
“A moment, ser.” The queen smiled back, beckoning to her maid. The girl scurried into the cabin, fetching a lap desk, paper, quills and ink. “You will have so many letters to write; it is meet that you should begin them now. A chair awaits you on the sterncastle; I suggest you go find it before my lord husband hears what happened yesterday and reconsiders the generous terms you agreed upon.”
Jaime went, storming through the passage and up the ladder. The maid he left behind, unable to keep up due to the burden in her arms. The chair he found was as pitiful as he expected, no more than a slung leather camp chair, stained by salt and hot from the sun.
All through the afternoon he wrote until his hand cramped, copying the same letter over and over with the greetings addressed to different lords. The words seemed to blur and dance across the page, lurching like drinking sailors. Incest. Adultery. Treason. All the sins he did for love, for Cersei, for the twin who was his other half.
What madness had possessed him, to think a cow in chainmail was the equal of a queen in silks? Jaime had laid his heart at her feet, and she flung it in his face, as cold and scornful as if she were some beauty with men falling at her feet, not a wretched creature cursed with a maid’s heart and a man’s muscles. She never saw him, that was a lie he told himself after too long away from Cersei.
Well, the whole realm would see him soon enough, or at least they would see the truth so long concealed. No more skulking in the shadows; all men would know Cersei was his, that he had filled her with his seed, that his sons had sat the Iron Throne. And he would prove his love to Cersei, though he did not yet know how. It would take a grand gesture, a feat worthy of a song, and not The Fool and the Lady Fair.
Jaime smiled to himself, the quill scratching on the page. In a coat of silk or a coat of wool, a lion still had claws. And mine are long and sharp, my lord, as long and sharp as yours.
Notes:
Well, uh.... good lord. Let me know what you think in the comments :O
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146: Arya VII
147: Sansa VI
148: Bran V
149: Jon VII
150: Epilogue (Theon)And then onto Part V 👀
NOTES
1) My attempt to capture the breathtaking beauty of the sea was inspired by the incredible paintings of Ivan Aivazovsky.
Black Sea at Night, by Ivan Aivazovsky
Between the Waves by Ivan AivazovskyYeah, I grew up and live inland, and these paintings make me want to hop in the car, drive to the nearest coast, and fling myself into the Atlantic. But what REALLY makes me go feral is imagining the night sky pre-modern era light pollution 😭
2) GRRM tends to take extensive creative liberties with the ships in ASOIAF. Many of them are more similar to the ships from the Age of Sail in the 1700s-1800s, not those which would have been used in the medieval period. He mentions the cabin of one of Illyrio's ships taken by Sallador Saan having (stained glass!) windows; Braavosi, ironborn, and swan ships have crow's nests (not used until the 1800s), and so on.
3) Calculating travel times was a monstrous task. For the speed of a vast fleet, a friend (Erzherzog, bless him) estimated 55-80 miles per day. An individual swan ship would be able to sail much faster, 100-140 miles per day, hence the Cinnamon Wind and Nym being sent on ahead.
The distances between ports I calculated using the map of the Known World from Atlas of Ice and Fire, and a notecard on which I copied the scale and then held up to my screen.
If anyone else is interested in using my rough calculations as a reference, here you go.
4) In one chapter, I gave Naath cowrie shells, and referenced West Africa; in another chapter I gave them Ethiopian cuisine. These choices were based on Naathi being described as having "dusky" skin, and coming from an island vaguely adjacent to the Summer Isles, whose inhabitants are pretty explicitly coded as African, with "nut brown" or "coal-black" skin, a fondness for feathers which brings to mind traditional costumes used during Carnival in the Caribbean, and rum, which is from the West Indies and was not invented until the colonial era. However, the Summer Isles and Naath both have more in common ecologically and geographically with Indonesia than with the Caribbean.
Now, as it turns out, most cowrie shells come from Indonesia, so that detail was fine. The Ethiopian cuisine less so; injera (flat pancake/bread) is made from teff, a grain native to Ethiopia. Now, roti flatbreads are quite popular in Malaysia, so... uh... lets say the injera in Meereen is more of an immigrant dish, with traditional roti being popular back on Naath. Thankfully, the falafel can also stay, as chickpeas are grown in India and Myanmar, which is close enough to Indonesia for me to call it plausible. It's not a 1 to 1, after all :)
5) In canon, the Summer Isles have a wide variety of hardwoods, spices, and gems. I based the ecology of the Summer Isles off of Borneo, which has abundant forests and was one of the oldest known sources of diamonds, and off the Maluku Islands, which have nutmeg, mace, and cloves. The Talking Trees I based upon the tapang tree, as they are called in Sarawak, Malaysia. The patterned cotton fabrics are based on batik, a gorgeous technique used in Java.
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6) I find it really fascinating how stories interact with each other? I only realized halfway through writing this chapter that I was accidentally commenting on some common fandom Braime tropes and why sticking a person on a pedestal and changing “for them” doesn’t actually work.
Chapter 146: Arya VII
Chapter Text
The direwolf scrabbled and scratched, her sharp claws kicking up snow. The rabbit's burrow was here, she could smell it, the scent of hot blood and the stink of fear. Slaver ran from her jaws as she dug deeper, deeper, the night music of the wolfswood loud in her ears—
"Princess?"
Arya Stark opened her eyes. Gone were the hoots of owls and the rustling of branches covered in snow. She stood within the walls of Winterfell, beneath the arched stone door of the godswood. Days were long during seventh moon, the sunlight turning the snow so bright it could blind. But now dusk had finally fallen, draping the world in darkness. Now was the time for shadows and soft steps, for hunting and racing through the trees. Arya might love the night as much as her she-wolf did, but she was not free to roam the long leagues of the wolfswood.
"I just need a little while, ser," she answered, turning.
Ser Perwyn Truefaith frowned at her, his beady eyes filled with worry. Behind him Ondrew and Porther stood at attention, the blades of their halberds gleaming silver in the moonlight. More guards were stationed throughout the keep, but she could not so much as set foot outside her room without these three following at her heels, like hounds trailing a rabbit.
"The hour is late. All the other young ladies are in their beds," Perwyn told her. "And I should like to see how my lady wife and my son fare."
Guilt pricked at Arya's conscience. Wynafryd Manderly was seven moons gone with their second child. Their first, a chubby babe named Wyman, was a year and four moons old, and afflicted with the same cough and runny nose that plagued his mother.
"Just until the Hour of the Stranger?" Arya pleaded, giving the godswood a look of longing.
Perwyn sighed. "The King wouldn't like it."
"The King doesn't have to know," she reminded him.
Ondrew and Porther wouldn't tell. She had commanded them not to, and given them coin as thanks. Robb always holed up in his solar immediately after dinner, so there was no danger of him coming upon them, and the rest of the keep was abed. There was no one to see Perwyn heave another sigh and mutter his begrudging approval, no one to see Arya take a deep breath as she entered the godswood.
Frost and snow might grip Winterfell in their teeth, but within the godswood was another world. Mist steamed from the hot pools, swirling like dancers. Outside the ground had been frozen for months; within the godswood the ground was soft with mud and slush. The trees in the wolfswood bent beneath coats of ice and snow; those in the godswood stood proud and tall.
The heart tree was not proud. Its long face was solemn and melancholy, with deep-set eyes that followed her as she drew near the ancient trunk. Arya's fingers brushed against bark pale as bone as she gazed into those eyes, searching their depths. Sometimes, when she stared until her eyes began to water, she could have sworn she saw her father's face, Lord Eddard's eyes closed as if in sleep. Other times she saw cruel, hard faces, like the ones on the statues in the crypts. The ancient Kings of Winter had forged their realm in blood, the blood of the petty kings they slew and the blood of the princesses upon whom they sired children.
But no matter how long Arya looked, she never found Bran. Nymeria might be sure that Summer yet lived, but her brother had gone where she could not follow. The black pool beneath the weirwood was as empty as her heart, the hot springs quiet and forlorn. She wondered if Robb ever bathed in them after sparring in the yard, like he used to as a boy.
She could almost see the shades in the mist. Robb, younger than she was now, his face dotted by pimples, his cheek unscarred. At his right was their brother Jon Snow, just as young, to his left, their foster brother Theon Greyjoy, five years their elder. Jon sat with one arm slung over Robb's shoulders, his long face calm, his skin dappled by bruises. Theon did not sit so close, but left a gap betwixt himself and Robb. His dark eyes gazed into nothingness, his lips smirked, and then he was splashing. Robb laughed and splashed him back; Jon yelped in anger and surprise.
Arya closed her eyes. Better to taste hot blood as Nymeria feasted than to start weeping like a little girl. There was no time to waste; she had perhaps two hours until the bells tolled midnight. Perwyn stood on the open ground beside the black pool, his sword raised, and Needle hung at her side, eager to be free of its sheath.
When she began, Arya found her steps clumsy, her arms stiff. Properly she ought to have stretched first, to loosen her body, but there was no time for that. Gone were the long mornings when she might train with Oro Nestoris almost from dawn to noon. Now she had only stolen moments alone in her chambers, training in her shift when she ought to be sleeping.
But the forms and drills of the water dance were as familiar as old songs, and dancing was just singing with your feet. As Arya sparred she felt her limbs relax, her steps grow light. The knobbled roots and the uneven ground forced her to watch her step; she was not just the blade, but the godswood itself. Knights might use their eyes and ears, but she used all her senses as she drank in her surroundings. She smelled the scent of Perwyn's sweat and soap whenever he drew close, tasted the patch of rotting leaves that almost made her slip, felt the air move as Perwyn lunged and parried.
All too soon the bells tolled twelve. Arya's face was streaked with sweat, her chest heaving, yet she felt as though she could breathe for the first time in weeks. Until her belly cramped, and fear flooded through her veins. No, she thought desperately, looking up at the heart tree, at the beads of red sap shining in the moonlight.
Please, gods, no, not yet. She was not Jeyne Poole or Beth Cassel, to await her moonblood with bated breath and gasp with joy at becoming a woman flowered. Old gods, please, help me, Arya prayed staring into the heart tree's eyes, ignoring Perwyn's voice as he beckoned her to leave. I planted all the seeds we had left, I have Nymeria bring you offerings, please, please, help me. But there was no answer, and she was forced to leave, her belly still cramping.
Climbing all the stairs to her bedchamber did not make her stomach feel any better. Her bedchambers felt too warm, the hearth fire crackling away merrily as Arya prepared herself for bed. Properly she should have awoken her maid, Meri, who slept in the adjoining chamber with Jeyne Poole. She was lucky Robb had even let her keep Jeyne as her closest lady-in-waiting. Jeyne was only a steward's daughter, not the daughter of an ancient house, but Arya could not stand having some stranger share her rooms. Even Jeyne and Meri, who she knew so well... the featherbed was colder without them serving as her bedmaids, but it was better, being alone, with how she slept since the coming of the new year.
Sleep was a long time coming, and when it came, she wished it had not. There were no wolf dreams of running beneath the moon with Nymeria, no sweet memories of her father and mother cradling her close. There was nothing but the chasm, dark as death, and her drowning it in, naked and shivering, the darkness clinging to her like tar as it gripped her in a suffocating embrace.
Arya, whispered the voice. Sister, help me. Bran's likeness swam before her, dark auburn curls tumbling down his shoulders, their mother's high cheekbones stark in his thin face, his arms strangely muscled.
You're not my brother, she told it, as she always did.
Perhaps someone else might be fooled, but never a water dancer. The eyes were wrong, their blue-grey depths flickering red, and filled with a hunger that frightened her.
I'm Brandon, the shade insisted. The words were muddled, as though two voices shared one mouth. Sister, help me, please, it will be easier if you stop fighting, if you let me.
I won't, she said. You're not Bran.
The darkness held her fast; for a moment Arya could have sworn she saw a thousand red stars gleaming overhead, all of them staring at her. Her belly cramped; it felt as though there was a demon sitting on her chest, digging a claw into her navel. The claw sliced into her in a single stroke, plunging deep into her gut, yet there was no blood. Instead the wound wept shimmering grey light, like a moonbeam, like stardust, the essence that filled her up and made her Arya.
She had no sword, she was bound too tight to thrash or flail. All Arya could do was watch as the demon drank up the starlight which flowed sluggishly from the wound. Intent on gorging, the demon did not hear the soft flutter of feathers, or see the dark shine of crow's wings. But even he eventually noticed that her belly was healing, the wound closing, and cursed when the trickle of starlight ran dry.
Not enough, the demon snarled with Bran's face, his voice cracking. Useless boy—
Arya awoke with a gasp, the world spinning. The chamber pot was beside the bed where she had left it, and she retched until her belly was empty. Still shaking, she reached out for Nymeria, and found the direwolf bounding through the yard, rushing toward the Great Keep. The terror did not come every night, but when it did, the she-wolf always knew. Guards hurried to let her through each set of doors, her claws rasping against the steps as she trotted up the steps of the northwest tower, past the torches in their weirwood sconces, past Rickon's chamber where Shaggydog and his boy slept fitfully.
When Nymeria burst into Arya's room, she vaulted onto the bed with a single leap. The bed groaned from the weight of a direwolf near the size of a horse, but the bed slats held. Arya buried her face in the she-wolf's fur, her cheeks salty with her tears, her mouth still tasting faintly of bile. When she finally fell back asleep, she did not dream.
Arya spent the next few days abed, pleading illness. It was not truly a lie; she felt boneless, her muscles refusing to answer her will. Climbing down the many steps of the tower was out of the question, let alone seeing to her duties as princess. Instead she slept, and ate the food Meri brought her, and listened to Jeyne practice the high harp. She wasn't good, but she wasn't bad either.
"Horns and woodharps are better," Rickon grumbled when he came to visit. "Osha says the old gods gave them to the First Men at the dawn of days, to wake music from the silence."
"Careful, Rickon," Arya warned him. Bad enough he ran in the godswood all day with the youngest wildling hostages, and spoke the Old Tongue he learned from Osha better than the northron Maester Luwin was teaching him. "Don't let Robb hear you say things like that. You're almost nine, you have to act like a prince, not a wildling."
"You were nine when you left," Rickon said suddenly. At his feet Shaggydog gave a low growl, his tail lashing. "You can't leave again, I won't let you. We can stay in the godswood; Robb can't send you away with Shaggydog and Nymeria guarding us. They'd tear Grey Wind to shreds."
Jeyne stiffened, giving Shaggydog a nervous stare as the black wolf bared his fangs.
"No, Shaggy," Arya snapped, as Nymeria stalked to her side. She was bigger than Shaggydog, if not by much, and battle hardened from their time in the south. A few moments passed, then Shaggydog showed his belly, though his green eyes still burned with Rickon's rage.
"You'll be able to visit, stupid," she promised, laying a hand on Rickon's small shoulder, brushing his long dark auburn hair out of his face. "You like the Greatjon, and I'm sure you'd like Last Hearth. There are wildling villages nearby in the New Gift; maybe we could visit them, if you show Robb that he can trust you to behave."
Rickon crossed his arms, scrunching his face up in a frown.
"I don't want to visit stupid Last Hearth. When I grow up, I'm going to go beyond the Wall, and live in the wilds and do whatever I want, all by myself."
"What about Wylla?" Arya asked. "You can't abandon your betrothed."
That made him pause; he liked Wylla Manderly.
"She can be a spearwife," he decided. "And she'll sew my clothes and tell stories at the campfire, and Shaggy and I will hunt snowbears and giant elk. And we'll cuddle every night," he said, giving her an angry look. As if it were her fault that Robb had decided it was improper for a boy of nine and a maid of fifteen to share a bed when Rickon had bad dreams.
The next day Arya felt well enough to leave her chambers, though she leaned upon Jeyne and Meri as they descended the many steps, followed by Ser Perwyn and her guards. When they reached the godswood, it was to find Rickon swimming in the black pool. Arya sat upon a bench and watched, wishing she could join him in the cold waters.
Rickon liked swimming, but not as much as she did. Shaggydog was less enthused. He paced the edge of the pool, tongue lolling, a low whine in his throat. Finally the direwolf plunged in, paddling in circles before gently taking Rickon's wrist in his mouth and dragging him from the pool.
"Too long, Rickon," Arya called from her seat, watching him shiver as he dried off. Cold water might be refreshing, but it was dangerous too. Even a good swimmer could drown if his body grew too cold. Wynafryd Manderly said the fishermen and sailors didn't dare swim the waters of the Bite in winter, even to rescue a fallen friend. Maester Luwin called it cold shock. When a warm body met freezing water, it drove the breath from the lungs, and set the heart racing. Ten, perhaps twenty minutes, and the muscles weakened as a man's body began to shut down.
Wary of the danger, neither Ben Blackwood, a squire of fifteen, nor Rodrik Ryswell, a boy of ten, had joined their friend in the black pool. Instead they soaked in a hot spring, idly talking of horses. Rickon didn't like the hot water; instead he stood beside them, his face red from the steam. The wildling boys and girls who often played in the godswood were absent; that was good. Almost all of them were eager to spar with Rickon, who gave as good as he got, resulting in ripe crops of bruises for everyone, even with sticks in place of wooden swords. Rickon's anger didn't seem to worry them as it did Robb.
"It isn't fair," Rickon had screamed, when Robb told him that Hoarfrost Umber would be coming in ninth moon to fetch Arya away to Last Hearth. "They can't have my sister, they can't, they can't make you!"
"Betrothals are a solemn oath," Robb had told him, as grim and unyielding as the bronze and iron crown upon his brow. "I owe my bannermen the same loyalty and respect that they owe me."
"It isn't fair," Rickon screamed again, tears and snot streaming down his red face. "You're the king, you should make it fair!"
"We don't always get what we want, Rickon," Robb said sadly. "Kings and princes least of all."
Or princesses, Arya thought, staring at the heart tree. Soon she would be back at Last Hearth, confined within its timber walls. No matter that Hoarfrost might have chosen to spend winter at Winterfell, like the sons and daughters of the mountain clans. No, she must foster with her future goodmother, shut up all day to do nothing but sew and sew and sew some more. Lady Marna loved needlework.
Well, Lady Marna didn't have her yet.
Two more days, and Arya felt well enough to visit Alys Karstark in the Guest House. Or so she told Lady Edythe Cerwyn, who kept watch over her comings and goings. Instead, once she reached Alys' chambers she traded her grey and white gown for a warm brown tunic and breeches. Jeyne and Meri changed too, from the elaborate gowns of a princess's attendants into the modest garb of wealthy merchant's daughters.
Of course, there was no losing her guards. Ser Perwyn and Dacey Mormont accompanied her when she left the Guest House, Ondrew and Porther at their heels. With so many guards between the Guest House and Wintertown, one was bound to tell Robb, no matter how normally she behaved as she commanded them to let her pass, as if she had permission to leave Winterfell. But what Robb knew and what he acknowledged were different; so long as she was careful, he would not deny her this.
Ever since they returned from Last Hearth, Arya had slipped into Wintertown once every fortnight or so. A morning, an afternoon, it made no matter, so long as she was away from the court. Most of the nobles preferred to stay within Winterfell, not trudge through the snowy streets, picking their way around frozen puddles of black ice.
Winterfell was almost as packed as the Wintertown. The wildlings had the First Keep, the squat round fortress still gloomy and drafty despite the men laboring to fill the cracks in its old walls. The Great Keep and the Guest House overflowed with lords and ladies-in-waiting, minor lords and petty masters from the coldest lands of the North, not to mention the young ones of the mountain clans. Only the northwest tower of the Great Keep still had empty chambers, being the private domain of House Stark.
The blacksmith's forges were just as packed, with smiths from humble holdfasts and villages eager to earn their keep by forging whatever the King in the North might need. Master Theowyle Steelsnow was vexed at having so many journeymen underfoot, as was Gendry. Gendry would not be a journeyman for much longer, a prospect which filled Arya with mingled pride and fear.
"I won't feel I'm truly a master, less I study with old Tobho Mott," he'd told her a few weeks past, his eyes soft. "I've the coin saved up and all."
"The queen will have you killed," Arya said, her voice strangely high and sharp. "The goldcloaks will come for you again."
"It's been five years, m'lady," he sighed. "I can shave my head easy enough. Queens have more to trouble themselves about than a mere bastard." His mouth twisted. "Even a king's get."
Furious at his stupidity, Arya had left. She was still angry with him, else she would have fetched him to join them in Wintertown. He had joined them before, though he stuck by Perwyn, never standing too close to the princess. Even in simple boy's garb, the folk of Wintertown knew who Arya was. The King and Princess came to the Wintertown often, to give out food and clothes to the poor, garbed in their regalia, mounted on horses with grey and white bardings, with the Stark banner flying above their heads. But folk acted more easy around her when she did not have her bronze circlet atop her head, even if she did have a direwolf trotting at her heels.
Arya Underfoot loved Wintertown more than Princess Arya ever could. Arya loved the wooden houses and the long streets kept clear by men paid to shovel dirty snow and chip away the ice. Arya loved the bakeries and the taverns, always bustling. Arya loved the sense of orderly chaos that came from so many folk all jammed in together, all from different villages and hamlets.
Arya did not love the way the poorest huddled in the cold, their thin wool cloaks flapping in the wind. Arya did not love the sight of women counting coins as they waited in line for the baker, only to be told they could not buy as much as they wanted for their children. The King in the North might keep them fed, but he could not fill their bellies to bursting. Grain and meat, all of it was rationed, lest they run out before the end of winter came. Even then, there might not be enough. The war in the south had depleted their granaries to feed the hosts of men, and though Robb was buying as much grain as he could, there was only so much grain to be had.
Winter rations did not help the sickness that festered with so many gathered together. Grippe and winter fever, measles, scrofula, all of them would have their due of the folk of Wintertown. The aldermen who had charge of Wintertown did their best to isolate the sick, closing off streets to let the sickness run its course, but the guards could only do so much.
The sound of a lash echoed through the air; Arya flinched.
Try as she might, she could not grow used to the public floggings required to keep thousands of folk orderly. The King in the North handed down judgments for the most serious crimes, but the aldermen had charge of those beneath his notice. Brawling, petty theft, perjury, adultery, drunkenness, all merited being hauled before the aldermen. If found guilty, the criminal would be stripped to the waist, tied to the nearest whipping post, and flogged before a crowd that was either tense or jeering, depending upon the offense and the man or woman who had committed it.
"Here," Arya said, passing Meri a coin.
With a nod, Meri slipped into the crowd, Porther following. Princess Arya could not interfere; the King in the North would have no choice but to take notice. But her maid could give the coin to a child and bade him give water to the criminal when they cut him down, his back in bloody ribbons.
Even after the flogging soured her visit to Wintertown, Arya was not ready to return to her duties. With no queen to lead the court, it fell to Arya to entertain all the ladies of Winterfell.
Every minute was an hour, and every hour an age. A princess must sit in a fine chair at the head of a circle, so all the ladies might see her. A princess must keep busy, whether with a book of poetry, playing music, or doing needlework. After the visit to Last Hearth and more than a month of Lady Marna's tutelage, her stitches were much improved.
That should have pleased Arya. Her mother Lady Catelyn was always one for the needle, and had embroidered many of her children's clothes herself. All of them were too small now, but Arya treasured them nonetheless. Still, even her mother's memory could not make her enjoy staring at one tiny spot, stabbing it over and over again. It took hundreds of agonizing stitches just to make one part of a simple design, and thousands for the sort of embroidery Lady Marna and Lady Catelyn favored. Teeth gritted, Arya kept trying, and hated it more with each passing day.
Jeyne Poole didn't want to fling her embroidery to the ground. No, she was quite content, her head bowed as she stitched away at a scene of a shaggy cow in a pasture. Just like her harp playing, it was neither particularly bad nor impressive. Her dancing was competent, her singing acceptable, her knowledge of poetry adequate. Why couldn't Arya be like Jeyne, like all the other ladies-in-waiting? Was there something wrong with her, that she took no joy in any of the womanly arts?
Alys Karstark didn't play any instruments, but she could sing and dance. Pious Catelyn Bracken was a wonder with a needle. Lady Edythe’s penmanship was delicate, her embroidery fair, her knowledge of poetry deep as the sea. At present, she was showing a book to little Bessa Bolton, just turned four, tracing the letters as she read aloud.
Jessamyn Belmore and Cornel Umber knew everything about fashion; Wylla Manderly was amiable to everyone, happy to follow the mood of the room. Even Mya Stone, bastard that she was, with hair cut short as a boy's, even she seemed to fit in with the rest better than Arya did, now that she was pregnant. Mya sat by Wynafryd Manderly, uneasy with her swollen belly, talking of singers and skálds and asking what to expect as her time drew near.
Arya resisted the urge to shudder. In a few short years, that would be her fate. Hoarfrost Umber would share her bed, and she would have to give him children, heirs for Last Hearth. She did not like the idea of sharing a bed with a man near seven feet tall, or birthing his giant children. Arya had examined herself in the bath, and found it ridiculous that an entire babe should somehow come from the maiden's place between her legs. Lady Edythe said her wide hips were made for bearing babes, that her small bosom would swell once she had milk to nurse. Arya didn't like the sound of that at all.
At least when she went to Last Hearth to suffer the discomfort of marriage, she could keep Jeyne Poole and Meri. The betrothal contract permitted her four ladies-in-waiting; she was not sure who else to bring, save Alys Karstark. Wylla and Wynafryd would have been her choice, but Wylla must remain at Winterfell with Rickon. As for Wynafryd... Arya eyed the lady’s swollen belly. Ser Perwyn might be devoted, willing to follow her to Last Hearth, but she could not imagine Lord Wyman being pleased by his daughter and grandchildren removing so far away, especially in winter.
It was a wonder Jessamyn Belmore had arrived in White Harbor in one piece, there to begin the long ride north to Winterfell. The daughter of Lord Belmore, she was the only one of Arya's ladies from the Vale. Rhea Royce had left shortly after the new year, to escort her father Lord Yohn Royce's body home. Lord Horton Redfort's niece had refused Arya's invitation, claiming ill health, yet that had not stopped her from wedding Ser Harrold Hardyng.
"Princess Arya, are you well?" Alys Karstark asked, her brow furrowed with concern. She must have been silent for too long again.
"Well enough, my lady," Arya lied, forcing herself to resume stitching.
Thank the gods Harrion Karstark was so set on pushing his sister at Robb. Alys should have been wed by now, bound to some lord and running his keep. But with Robb still unwed... well, anything might happen. Poor Harrion would be most disappointed when Robb announced his betrothal to Jessamyn Belmore.
Nothing was official yet, but Arya knew it was coming. The Vale was the only kingdom not bound to House Stark by blood, and Robb was the only Stark left to forge an alliance, with Bran lost and Sansa so far away. Robb thought she must be with child by now, despite the reassurances of her maidenhood in the last letter over a year ago. As such, Robb must be the one sacrificed upon the nuptial altar.
"You don't even know Jessamyn," Arya had objected, when she last managed to seize a private word. "She barely talks. For all we know she could be mean, or a liar, or barren, or something. Alys is much better; you can do something else to make the Vale happy."
"You will not have Alys for a goodsister, so cease your pestering. A lord weds for his people, not himself," was all Robb said. "Blood binds an alliance more closely than anything else, and a king must have an heir."
Arya resisted the urge to say that in that case, he should have wed a good deal sooner. Four years after the Red Wedding, and still he mourned, as though they had buried his heart in Jeyne Westerling's grave. If that was what love did to you, then Arya wasn't sure she wanted it. Plenty of people were widowed and still carried on with their lives. Ser Rodrik Cassel and Donella Hornwood had found happiness, even though they were old and grey, and would never have children together. Robb was young, only twenty, even if he didn't act like it.
Arya stabbed her needlework. Robb acted like a king, not a brother. If only she were better at acting like a princess. She was sick of always having eyes on her, always the center of attention. She would have rather faded into the background, like Ser Perwyn and her guards. At the hollow hill, she could do as she pleased, darting into the shadows while leaving Sansa to bask in the sun, playing the role of the lady that suited her so well. Then Sansa had left her behind, off to have adventures over the sea. What was it like, seeing a dragon take wing? The letters had not said, nor described the strange sights of Meereen.
Arya stabbed the needlework again. If Arya had a husband who could ride dragonback, she would have made him take her to see Sansa right away. Dragons flew faster than any bird, after all, and the narrow sea wasn't that big. From dragonback they could go find Bran, and bring everyone back to Winterfell. Although, she supposed it would be awkward when Robb met Ser Olyvar Sand. A bastard wasn't worthy of a Stark princess, even one who could ride a dragon. It was as silly as the notion of her marrying Gendry, and he had royal blood, and was so handsome that maids lingered by the forge for a glimpse of him, much to Arya's annoyance. The other young smiths were just as muscled as he was, even if they didn't have his bright blue eyes or gruff smiles.
At least Sansa got to see the world, not just stupid Last Hearth. Arya wouldn't mind living in a place like Seagard, or Gulltown, or White Harbor, where the docks were packed with ships from a hundred lands, and sailors who spoke dozens of tongues. Miserable as she had been in King's Landing, she could understand why Gendry missed it. Last Hearth was the opposite of a port city, quiet and remote. She could still recall Lady Marna tsking over Arya's calluses as she promised she would grow out of her childish love for the water dance, just like Marna had grown out of her love for archery when she left the mountain clans to wed.
Seventh moon dragged on, as did Arya’s suffering. The only break from her ladies came when she served as Robb's cupbearer during council meetings. Outside the council chambers, Robb spent most of his time with his thane of winter, Hother Umber, and his keeper of accounts, Torrhen Poole. Though he might spend a few hours in the training yards, he did not jape or jest with other young men. At dinner he drank little, but listened in silence to whichever of his men had the honor of taking the extra seat at the king's table that night.
Arya could not recall the last time Robb truly laughed. She watched him as she filled the cups with cider, marking the grey hairs at his temples, the sunken bruises beneath his eyes. Was he sleeping as poorly as she was? Perhaps a wife would do him good, even if Jessamyn was duller than dirt. Ser Patrek Mallister was always in a better mood after he snuck off to tumble Dacey Mormont. A queen could take charge of the ladies when Arya was gone. Gods help poor Rickon, who would take her place as Robb's cupbearer.
As Arya waited for council to begin, she could not help overhearing talk of the last court session which she had missed. The King in the North had passed judgement on a thief who broke into one of the king's granaries, a murderer who slew his wife, and a firesetter who swore he had not meant to set several houses ablaze, just to warm himself in the cold stable where he had taken refuge. All three had been found guilty, and given the choice of the Night's Watch or of the usual penalty. To her shock, both the firesetter and the murderer had chosen death; only the thief had chosen the Watch over losing his hand.
Now the greatsword Ice hung upon the wall, washed clean of the blood from the executions. Robb's chair sat beneath it, with Grey Wind crouched at his feet. The bronze crown with its iron longswords shone atop his brow; his tunic was white velvet, with the grey direwolf blazoned across his chest.
As usual, the meeting began with the Wall. There was little news to report, since the wild events of the new year, when Jon Snow had slain a dragon as large as Balerion the Black Dread, though made of ice and shadow rather than fire and blood. The mad shadowbinder who birthed the dragon was dead as well, as was Stannis Baratheon. There were already songs about them, the evil red priestess and the king whom she ensnared, who burned first his wife, then his lord hand, then his daughter at her behest. Some said the king had flung himself into the flames to save his daughter, but most said it was Jon who saved Princess Shireen, which made more sense.
Robb was still very angry at Jon for sending Shireen to Braavos. The princess's hand in marriage would have been a valuable gift for Robb to bestow upon some worthy lord eager to claim the Stormlands from the Lannisters. After all, Shireen was the last Baratheon, save for Gendry and Mya, who were bastards, even though all men agreed they bore an uncanny resemblance to old King Robert.
"The situation remains unchanged," Robb said grimly, one hand resting on a parchment covered in Jon's cramped scrawl. "The host of wights remains beneath the Wall, clustered around every keep save the abandoned Nightfort. They stand too far out for fire arrows, and the rangers cannot ride out to attack, not with the lands beyond the Wall chest deep in snow and ice. The Lord Commander reports that Westwatch, Hoarfrost Hill, and Rimegate have all gone silent, and half dozen other keeps are down to less than two hundred men, and the cold only deepens as time goes on."
"The Vale has done our part," blustered Gilwood Hunter, Lord of Longbow Hall since his father's death a few moons past. "Fifteen thousand men, aye, and how many shall ever return?"
"And how many came from House Hunter?" Lord Jason Mallister, the thane of ships said sharply. "Monsters out of legend, and the Vale sends less than a third of its strength."
Lord Gilwood swelled up like a frog. "And how many did the Riverlands send, my lord? Where are your mighty hosts?"
"Buried in the Riverlands and the Westerlands," Lord Jason said quietly, his eyes cool. "Slain by Lannisters whilst you hid behind Lysa Arryn's skirts and waited to see which way the wind would blow."
"Enough." Robb's voice was iron. "There is little point calling the banners to sit and watch a foe they cannot fight, and the Night's Watch does not have the food to support a vast host. A wall is only as good as the men who defend it, but the Wall is the greatest ever built. The wildlings swore they would answer to the Lord Commander; let him call upon them."
With that settled, the talk turned to the south. The ironborn remained upon their islands, having glutted themselves upon the bounty of the Westerlands and the Reach. But even with the ironborn gone, both kingdoms remained in an uproar, thanks to the strange events which had transpired in King's Landing at the end of fifth moon.
Lord Mace Tyrell and a dozen other lords were dead, slain within the Red Keep during a masked ball. Who had slain them, though, no one could agree. Queen Cersei claimed a host of northmen were responsible, but that made no sense at all. Willas Tyrell, the new Lord of Highgarden, certainly didn't seem to believe her. He was sitting atop his grain stores, refusing to send a single ship to King's Landing until the crown answered his demands for justice, not to mention the bones of his father, sister, and brother. Queen Margaery and Ser Loras had been abducted during the slaughter, tortured, and slain, their unrecognizable bodies left before the Great Sept of Baelor with a note writ in blood claiming vengeance for Eddard Stark.
That had sent Robb into the deepest rage she'd ever seen. Ravens had flown in their dozens from Winterfell, going forth across the Seven Kingdoms denying any involvement in such butchery. Much as the King in the North despised the Tyrells for making alliance with the crown, it was the Lannisters whose heads he wanted on spikes.
But as Robb had not done it, who had? Hother Umber thought it might have been the Dornish, what with Prince Oberyn Martell abandoning his council seat and leaving with his bastard daughter. But then, a Dornish lord had died in the attack, and Ser Daemon Sand of the Kingsguard, Oberyn's former squire, had been grievously wounded. And if it was not the Dornish, who on earth could it be? No one else benefited from killing the queen's richest, most powerful allies.
The massacre at the masked ball wasn't the only trouble plaguing the city. The day after the attack, a band of holy brothers and sisters and common peasants had descended upon King's Landing. Some knave called Jack the Smith had seized the pretender High Septon Luceon, and beaten him so badly he lost all his teeth and an eye, and would never walk again. And Ser Bonifer Hasty had almost seized Tommen Falseborn, who had tried to reason with them, before Lord Randyll Tarly, Hand of the King, came to his rescue. Hundreds had been slain in the streets, and hundreds more were seized, charged with treason, tortured, and hanged.
The High Septon of Harrenhal had called for all godly men to rise up against the Lannisters; even the new High Septon of Oldtown had condemned the wanton violence against holy brothers and sisters. Weeks of riots had erupted in King's Landing, only to be brutally put down by the hosts of Lord Tarly and of Lord Crakehall. Now the city was quiet, doubtless due to all the free bread the crown was giving out to the poor on behalf of Good King Tommen, the First of His Name. They said the boy was deep in mourning for poor Margaery Tyrell, though he was already betrothed to one of Randyll Tarly's daughters, and would soon be wed.
But those were problems for the Lannisters. Arya stifled a yawn as the conversation moved to the Three Kingdoms which were Robb's domain. Uncle Edmure was still frustrated with the lack of additional grain for the Riverlands, never mind that winter was so much harder in the North. It wasn't Robb's fault that he had so few people, and could afford to lose none of them. In the old days, the Kings of Winter would send old done men and young men who were unmarried south, to raid and plunder the Vale or Riverlands. Robb certainly couldn't do that, and he didn't have enough men to send a host off to attack King's Landing.
The Vale had enough men to attack King's Landing, all those they had not sent to the Wall, but there was no one to lead them into battle. Her cousin Lord Robert Arryn was still trapped atop the Eyrie, his mother Lady Lysa sending ravens begging for aid. Their granaries still had perhaps half a year of food, plenty of time for a rescue to be made. Robb had even offered to send men of the mountain clans to help, men who climbed mountains as easily as stairs, but Lord Nestor Royce, who had run the Vale ever since Jon Arryn became Hand of the King, refused. The mountains of the Vale were taller and steeper, he said, and their own efforts would surely succeed.
If they didn't... well. Harrold Hardyng had the best claim, or so Jessamyn Belmore said. That was why her father hoped to wed her to Harry, before they received the invitation to join Arya's ladies. Instead Harry had wed Lord Horton Redfort's niece. Robb wasn't pleased about that; Lord Horton still bore a grudge over his son Ser Mychel joining Robb's guard after being disinherited.
By the time the council finished going through the latest reports from Gulltown and White Harbor, Arya's eyelids were drooping. Determined not to fall asleep, she kicked herself in the ankle. No matter how long she practiced standing guard in the godswood, in the forge, in the Great Hall, she could never manage the same steady focus during council meetings. There just wasn't enough to see; all the council members sat quite still, their voices droning on and on. Even pretending she was the First Sword of Braavos, here to defend Robb from faceless men didn't help.
Not that it would take a faceless man to kill the King in the North. If Robb wasn't careful, he might work himself into the grave. For every hour spent on the Wall, the south, the Riverlands, and the Vale, he spent two brooding over the North. Once he had lost Winterfell to Theon Greyjoy; he refused to lose it to the winter.
Already winter had lasted for over a year and a half, with no end in sight. Grain, salted meat, wool, those were only the beginning of what Winterfell needed to stay hale and hearty. The supplies of firewood must be kept flowing, with the wolfswood growing colder and more treacherous as snow and ice blocked the roads. Supplies of sand must be bought for the Myrish glassmakers to keep at their work expanding the glass gardens and training apprentices; supplies of salt must be maintained for preserving meat and clearing paths of ice.
While Torrhen Poole read off the latest numbers from the accounts in his dull voice, Arya pinched herself to stay awake. She wished she could move about the room, not stand like a statue behind Robb's chair. Shouldn't she have grown out of this by now? Ser Perwyn could stand in one spot for ages, motionless, perfectly calm and content. Ser Rodrik said someday Arya would be able to do the same, just like Lady Edythe assured her that when she grew up she would come to enjoy the skills at which she worked so hard to make so little progress. Alys Karstark was less sure. She thought if you gave something a fair try and still didn't like it, you probably never would.
Arya worried that Alys was right. As seventh moon ended, she found herself going about her duties as if in a numb stupor. She let Jeyne and Meri dress her in silks and velvets. She presided over the ladies-in-waiting, trying to read, and converse, and sew, and pretend she cared about whether one skáld was better than the last, when none of them held a candle to Old Nan. She still told stories by the fire of her little room in the Servant's Keep; if not in the godwood or training yard, Rickon could usually be found there, along with Osha and the wildling children. Robb allowed it, if only because the stories seemed to calm him when nothing else would.
It was early in eighth moon when a page interrupted Arya's attempts at needlework. Ser Perwyn and her guards waited for her as she traded slippers for boots, then let Jeyne fasten a heavy fur cloak over her gown. One could go from the Great Keep to the Great Hall without stepping foot outside, but she needed the brisk slap of a cold wind, the crunch of snow beneath her feet. It was days since her last secret water dancing practice in the godswood, and even running with Nymeria could not stop her feeling like a fish caught in a net.
When Arya reached the solar above the Great Hall where Robb had summoned her, her cheeks were rosy, her fingers stiff from cold. The sight of Robb's guests was as startling as a gust of cold wind. Arya gaped as she took off her cloak, eyeing the young knight and maid who stood beside the fire. They shared the look of a brother and sister, their hair a mass of rich chestnut curls, their brown eyes like honey. She did not know the maid, but she knew the knight, had seen him with a lance in hand in the practice yards before the Tourney of the Hand.
"Ser Loras?" Arya stammered, baffled.
"My lady," the handsome knight said gallantly, bowing deeply. "I hoped you might recall me." He turned to Robb. "There, Your Grace. Unless you still wish to summon Lord Mallister, to be sure?"
His voice was courteous, yet there was a hint of offense beneath his smile. Hadn't Robb taken Ser Loras prisoner at Sweet Root? Why did he need Arya?
"Lord Mallister is busy," Robb said, seating himself upon a chair as if it were his throne. He glanced at Arya; she took up her place at his left hand. Grey Wind sat at his right, his yellow eyes fixed on theit guests. "I am content with Princess Arya's word, though I wish you had not interrupted a court session. You might have declared yourselves at White Harbor, and bade Lord Manderly send me a raven."
"We dared not, Your Grace," said the maid who could only be Margaery Tyrell. She cast herself at Robb's feet, sprawling across the Myrish carpet like a mummer in a play. "We feared to ask mercy from any save Your Grace himself, lest we be imprisoned for our lord father's folly in supporting Queen Cersei."
She began to weep, her bosom heaving. Already beautiful, her grief seemed to make her even lovelier. Yet Robb remained unmoved, and after a moment, Margaery composed herself.
"Your Grace is even nobler and comelier than the singers say—"
"There is a time and place for pageantry, my lady," Robb said. "This is not one of them."
To Arya's amazement, Margaery smiled grimly.
"Oh, praise the Seven. May I rise, Your Grace?" A nod from Robb, and the lady rose, brushing off her skirts. "Shall I tell it all at once, then? It will be faster, I think."
Another nod, and Margaery began to tell her tale. Ser Loras stood behind her; Arya listened wide-eyed from her place beside Robb.
It started with Prince Oberyn’s bastard daughter pulling Margaery aside during the masked ball. An odd remark from Queen Cersei had put the Dornishwoman on guard; the masked ball was a trap, and treachery was afoot. Margaery was not surprised. The queen hated her, no matter how much she smiled and jested and called her gooddaughter before the court. Lord Mace did not believe her, so Margaery did not ask his leave before slipping from the ballroom, her brother at her side.
"I never thought the queen would hurt my father," Margaery said, her voice thick. "It was me she hated, so I thought if I left..." she began weeping again, less prettily this time. Ever courteous, Robb handed her a kerchief. She blew her nose, drew a shuddering breath, and resumed the tale.
Ser Loras's rooms were beside those of the queen's former favorite, Aurane Waters, the lord admiral. Much as he despised Cersei, it still took gold to persuade him to steal one of the queen's dromonds. They were halfway to the docks when they heard Lord Tyrell was dead.
"The Stepstones are overrun by pirates; we dared not sail home." Margaery sniffled. "Nor did I wish to entrust my safety to the lords of the Vale, who I know only by repute."
"You only know me by repute," Robb said dryly.
Margaery looked at him steadily, her head high and proud. "Your Grace is right, of course, but my brother Garlan spoke well of you after Sweet Root. Besides, Winterfell was the furthest I could get from King's Landing. In the Vale the queen's hired knives might find me."
"And the highest young lords and heirs of the Vale are all wed." Robb's hands gripped the arms of his chair.
Margaery shrugged. "I will not wager my life and freedom on the strength of a lesser lord or knight. Your Grace is better able to protect me than any man in Westeros. We brought all the jewels from King's Landing which we could carry; a meager dowry, I know, but it would not be all. My brother Willas will reward you handsomely when he learns that we yet live. Highgarden's bounty will flow to the North, not King's Landing, and at a fair price. Our lord father swore to Lord Tywin that not a single ship would you have, but as Lord Tywin's daughter killed him—"
Margaery choked back rage. "So, Your Grace. Safety for myself, and grain for the North. Hardly the stuff of songs, but enough to forge alliance."
Robb frowned. "Winterfell is not Highgarden, or King's Landing, my lady," he said slowly. "You would be expected to comport yourself as a lady of the North, or at least pay heed to our customs and traditions."
Margaery bowed her head. "I am well aware, Your Grace. I will not give up my Faith, but the children I bear you will be raised to follow your gods, not mine. Unless Your Grace is already betrothed?" Her eyes glimmered; a sly smile tugged at her lips. "Though I cannot think of any lady of the North, Riverlands, or Vale who could match my dowry."
Robb rose to his feet, as solemn as if he was about to pass judgment on a criminal. "I was not betrothed," he said. "I shall be, as soon as we draw up a contract. I will not wager on the generosity of Lord Willas. Terms must be set forth before I bind myself to a family who ignored Tommen's bastardy for the sake of their own advancement."
"Vile slander," said Ser Loras, his hand on the hilt of his sword. "Renly assured me the rumors were false, spread by Stannis to support his claim over that of his younger brother, and by the northmen to undermine the Lannisters' grasp on the Iron Throne. Nor would my lord father knowingly support a bastard. If the rumors were true—"
Margaery turned on her brother, eyebrows raised. "Oh, Loras," she sighed, placing a hand on his arm. She glanced at Robb. "I hope Your Grace will excuse my brother; his talents lie in battle, not in the council chamber."
The council was in an uproar when Robb summoned them. The king's marriage was of utmost importance; they misliked being backed into a corner almost as much as the king did. Hother Umber had been resigned to a southron bride, but one from the Vale or Riverlands, not the Reach. Lord Mallister was displeased that the Tyrells offered only grain, not swords against the Lannisters. Lord Gilwood Hunter agreed; was it not meet that Lord Willas should swear fealty to King Robb, and turn the Three Kingdoms into the Four Kingdoms?
Yet though they went round and round, in the end they could not gainsay Lady Margaery's terms. They could not afford to turn away a fresh source of grain, and there was no way to compel Lord Willas to bend the knee, unless they threatened the life of his sister and brother. That Robb refused to do. Guest right protected them, and he was no Frey, to turn on those who thought themselves safe within his hall.
Ravens flew to and fro, and Lord Willas quickly agreed to the terms proposed by King Robb. With that settled, an annulment had to be obtained for Lady Margaery, to end her marriage to Tommen Falseborn. King Robb sent a raven to Paul, the High Septon of Harrenhal, whom the Three Kingdoms held to be the true High Septon, but Lady Margaery insisted that one also be sent to Torbert, the High Septon of Oldtown. No one sent a raven to the pretender Luceon Frey in King's Landing.
Whilst awaiting the annulments, there was much to do. With the Stepstones closed by pirates, and storms wracking the Narrow Sea, the grain from Highgarden could not be sent to White Harbor, nor was Bear Island capable of receiving so much shipping. Instead, Robb gave orders that the abandoned harbor at Sea Dragon Point be reopened.
There were plenty of idle men in Wintertown, and plenty of timber to be had at Sea Dragon Point. It lay between the Stony Shore and Deepwood Motte, with two long coastlines jutting to the west. There were lakes full of otters, rivers full of salmon, forests of tall pines. A perfect spot for a bustling fief, were it not for the stupid ironborn who kept raiding it every few decades. Many houses had tried and failed to hold the Dragon's Lair, the port growing smaller and sadder after every raid forced them to rebuild from the ashes. House Saltpine was the last, destroyed by Dagon Greyjoy when he sacked the town and burned its wooden houses to the ground back in the day of King Aegon the Fifth.
Given how displeased Robb was with the Tyrells outflanking him, he seemed amiable enough during the wedding, which took place at the beginning of ninth moon.
Perhaps it was thanks to all the ravens Margaery and Lord Willas sent out after the annulments were finalized. The Tyrells declared that Margaery and Ser Loras yet lived, accused Queen Cersei Lannister and her Lord Confessor Qyburn of orchestrating the death of Lord Mace Tyrell, and withdrew all support from Tommen Falseborn, whose bastardy had just come to light. With any luck the queen's last allies would abandon her; Arya could not wait for news from the south.
Nor could Arya wait to see the guests coming from White Harbor. Months without word from Sansa, and now Robett Glover and Ser Deziel Dalt were riding for Winterfell, having barely survived crossing the narrow sea. Granted, she was angry that her sister was not with them, but at least they would bring fresh news.
Things were so much better now that Margaery was queen. Entertaining the ladies-in-waiting fell to her, and she took to the task like a duck to water, charming and laughing and smiling all the livelong day. With all eyes upon Queen Margaery, people were less apt to notice if Arya fidgeted, or ignored her needlework to daydream, or read books about foreign lands instead of books about running a household.
Soon she grew bold enough to excuse herself to pray in the godswood, Alys Karstark keeping watch while she sparred with faithful Ser Perwyn or with wild Rickon. Arya could almost forget that Hoarfrost Umber was due any day, that Jeyne Poole and Meri were back in her chambers packing away her clothes for the journey to Last Hearth.
She had just sent Rickon sprawling into the dirt when a deep voice boomed across the godswood.
"Princess Arya!"
Arya froze, Needle still in her hand. Rickon's face fell; Shaggydog and Nymeria bared their fangs; Ser Perwyn went white.
Hoarfrost Umber stood beneath the door to the godswood. Though only twenty, he was near seven feet tall, and towered over Alys Karstark, who gave Arya a sheepish look. Her betrothed's dark beard bristled over his long fur cloak, his hands balled into fists beneath his gloves.
"I was told the princess was praying," Hoarfrost rumbled, his face twisted by fury. "What prayer is this, for a maiden flowered to bear a sword?"
"I'm not flowered," Arya snapped, forgetting herself. She tightened her grip on Needle, as if somehow that would stop Hoarfrost from striding toward her while everyone else backed away.
"A lie," Hoarfrost growled. "You should have remained at Last Hearth, not returned south. King Robb was too indulgent, and my father overlooked it, knowing the losses he has suffered. The king forgets he is not the only one who weeps. Your hand should have gone to Smalljon, yet here I stand in my brother's stead. You swore the same sacred oaths, my lady, do not dishonor yourself by breaking your word."
"I'm not lying!" Arya shouted, stamping her foot as angry tears welled in her eyes. "I haven't flowered, and I don't want to!"
Hoarfrost had almost reached her, but he paused as though she'd struck him. "Don't want to?" He said, looking hurt. "Am I so loathsome, that you would say such a thing? I have shown you naught but courtesy, turning a blind eye to your childish pursuits."
He frowned at Needle, then looked at Arya, slowly examining her from head to toe. With the godswood so warm, she wore only tunic and breeches. Her arms were strong from wielding Needle and from drawing her bow; her legs were muscled from riding, not slim or plump like those of the older women she'd seen in the baths.
"Perhaps that is why you have not flowered," Hoarfrost said. "You've a woman's hips, aye, but not a woman's softness."
His arm darted out, and he wrenched Needle from her. Arya screamed in terror, afraid that he meant to break it. The sword looked like a toy in Hoarfrost’s massive hand, the slim blade fragile. Shaggydog and Nymeria were snarling, she heard Ser Perwyn cry out—
Hoarfrost dropped Needle to the ground.
"The King in the North will hear of this," he said.
When he was gone, Arya crumpled to the ground, her hand and wrist throbbing with pain. No bones were broken; the humiliation hurt worse than the force with which he'd taken Needle. A part of her wished she'd stabbed Hoarfrost, just a little, but how could she? Defending herself from Ramsay Snow was one thing, attacking her betrothed another.
She stared numbly at Needle's hilt as Alys wrapped her arms about her shoulders. Ser Perwyn was trying to calm Rickon, who was yelling curses in the Old Tongue while Shaggydog snarled agreement. Nymeria was quiet. The she-wolf's head drooped, as though she felt as ashamed as Arya did.
When Robb came, Arya was still on the ground, her breeches soaked with mud. Robb didn't kneel beside her, but lifted her to her feet, pulling her toward the rock beside the black pool, beneath the heart tree. Dimly Arya could hear Osha chivvying Rickon away, speaking to him in the Old Tongue, her voice sad and stern. Alys left too, as did Ser Perwyn. They were alone, save for the trees, and the mist of the hot springs, and for a little while they sat in silence. Robb was gentle when he took her left hand in his, turning it this way and that, eyeing how it already swelled.
"Hoarfrost should not have treated you so roughly," Robb said when he let go. "Arya, what I am to do with you?"
"Marry me to someone else?" Arya grumbled, staring at the black pool. She could not bear to look at Robb, to see how disappointed he must be. "An unhappy match breeds a weak alliance, you said so when you decided not to wed Rhea Royce."
"It is far too late for that, and you know it."
Robb sighed; she could almost feel him slumping, his kingly posture for once forgotten.
"I suppose this is my fault. Lady Edythe said you were settling in with the ladies; I thought you'd have lost interest in water dancing by now. Ignoring your little sparring sessions seemed harmless enough; the visits to Wintertown had done no harm. But this ends now, Arya."
She shrank away from him, frightened. "No," Arya pleaded. "Don't break Needle, don't, Jon had it made for me."
Robb gave her a strange look. "I'm not going to break it," he said. "But you cannot escape your duties to play at swords. You are a princess of House Stark, not a spearwife."
"Dacey Mormont is part of your guard," she protested. "And, and Brienne of Tarth is Sansa's sworn sword, and Jonquil Darke defended Good Queen Alysanne—"
"Dacey is a widow," Robb said firmly. "Brienne of Tarth is unlikely to ever wed, and Jonquil Darke has been in her grave for two centuries. And they were not Starks, with the safety of three kingdoms resting upon their marriages. Greatjon Umber is one of my staunchest bannermen; I must show him the same fealty with which he has served me. You will marry Hoarfrost Umber, and that is the end of it."
"I still haven't flowered," Arya protested weakly. "Please, Robb, don't send me away, at least until after Robett Glover comes."
Robb heaved another sigh. "Fine, little sister. Come on, let's have Luwin take a look at your wrist."
Arya didn't see the need to have the maester look at her wrist, and she was quickly proven right. When Luwin came to her chambers, he needed only a cursory look before he said there was nothing wrong with it. Arya was less pleased when Robb asked Luwin about her lack of flowering, including Hoarfrost's concern that it was caused by water dancing.
"I doubt it," Luwin said, stroking the chain about his neck. "Spearwives have been bearing babes for thousands of years, and Maege Mormont bore five babes with no trouble at all. But I can examine Princess Arya, if you wish."
Robb hesitated, giving Arya an awkward glance.
"Yes," Arya insisted, crossing her arms. "Hoarfrost called me a liar." She might be a terrible princess, but she wasn't a liar, and the maester could help her prove it.
What followed was rather more awkward. Robb and Maester Luwin left the room so she might change into a loose shift. When they returned, Robb took up a place next to the head of the bed, holding her hand with his eyes closed tight while Maester Luwin gently poked and prodded at Arya with careful fingers. To her relief, it felt no different than when he tended her cuts and sprains, though she felt very uncomfortable during the last part of the exam. Maester Luwin said nothing except that he was done, and rinsed his hands in vinegar while Arya pulled her shift back down.
"Well?" Arya asked. "I'm not a liar, am I?" She looked up at Robb, gripping his hand. "Tell him, maester, tell him."
"I'm so sorry, princess," the maester said, his grey eyes soft. "You are not a liar, no. Your flowering has not come because—" he swallowed. "Because you have no womb."
Arya stared at him, barely aware that she had let go of Robb's hand. Dimly she heard Robb question the maester, asking how he could tell, whether there could be some mistake, how such a thing could even happen. She didn't realize she was crying until she tasted salt and snot, her chest heaving as she began to pant, her breaths quick and short and not nearly enough to fill her lungs with air. Maester Luwin gave her water, Robb put an arm around her, but it didn't help. She was a freak, there was something wrong with her, something that could not be fixed or learned.
Eventually Robb and Maester Luwin went away, replaced by Alys Karstark, Jeyne, and Meri. All of them were quiet as they helped her into a steaming tub, as if a bath would somehow help. Meri scrubbed her back, Alys sang a funny song about a sailor while Jeyne played her harp, and still Arya said nothing, her voice hoarse from weeping.
With mother she could have poured her heart out, all her confusion and anger and shame. She hadn't wanted to marry Hoarfrost, or bear his children, so why did she feel so upset? The old gods had heard her prayers, had rescued her when Robb's hands were tied; shouldn't she be grateful? The betrothal would be dissolved; Hoarfrost needed a wife who could give him sons.
"I want my mother," Arya finally sobbed as they were tucking her into bed.
"I know," said Alys, wrapping Arya in a warm embrace. It was a loss they shared; Alys' mother had died of a bad belly when she was six.
Jeyne said nothing, just climbed under the covers and curled against Arya's side. Jeyne had never known her mother; she'd died giving her birth. A woman's battle was in the birthing bed, men liked to say, but it was a battle Arya could never lose. She wasn't sure whether she wanted to laugh or start crying again.
"I miss my mother too," Meri whispered.
The maid took a damp cloth and dabbed gently at Arya's face, wiping away the dried snot and streaks of salt. When that was done, Meri and Alys crawled into the bed, pressing against Arya like they were a litter of pups in the kennels. Glad though she was of their company, Arya felt no peace. Her sleep was fitful; when the demon who wore Bran's face came, she yielded to it without a fight, and woke sore and weary, barely able to lift a spoon.
Maester Luwin examined her again, and declared she had suffered a terrible shock and must rest. At least that gave Arya an excuse to hide in her rooms. Meri heard all the servants' gossip, and Jeyne all that of the ladies, and all of it made Arya want to start crying again.
Robb could hardly keep her broken betrothal a secret. Hoarfrost had wanted his great-uncle Hother to examine her too, just to make sure Luwin had not erred. To her relief, Robb had said no, and when Hoarfrost tried to insist, Hother flatly refused to conduct such an exam. Thus chastened, Hoarfrost returned to Last Hearth, after giving her a stiff apology for his rough behavior in the godswood, and agreeing the old gods had shown their wisdom in preventing an ill-suited match.
Queen Margaery was doing her best to set an example of soft pity for the court. Jeyne said she kept reminding everyone how common it was for maids to be found barren, though usually not until after they were wed. How lucky Princess Arya was, to be spared the indignity of trying to conceive for years before she learned the truth. Why, plenty of noble lords had sired children born blind, or deaf, or with clubfeet, or missing limbs; a missing womb was nothing compared to that. Not that that stopped Lady Edythe from wondering if the water dancing was to blame, a blow that cut deeper than any sword. Thankfully the gossip moved on when both Wynafryd Manderly and Mya Stone went into labor in the same week, both babes born small but healthy.
Meri said the servants were even less interested in the princess proving barren. She was Arya Underfoot, after all, and the Beautiful Bane of the Boltons, at least according to the idiot singer who had saddled her with such a terrible song. Warrior maids never wed in the tales. They always died in battle, or fell in love with a lost prince, enjoyed a single night of romance, and then died in battle. Either way, they never had children. That made Arya feel a bit better, until Robb started musing whether he should find her a young widower who already had children.
Robb was not handling her broken betrothal very well. He looked almost as bad as she felt; even Rickon looked a bit weak when he came to visit, even though he was delighted by her broken betrothal. When Rickon visited, it was mostly to cuddle and make her read to him. Robb's visits were less calm. Every time he came to Arya's rooms, he paced, muttered to himself about what Lord Eddard would do, and then left. Thankfully, when she protested the notion of wedding a widower, he'd dropped it right away.
Of course, then Robb started muttering to himself about wedding his heir to an Umber girl, as if planning the marriage of two babes not yet conceived could save him. Greatjon Umber was understanding in the raven he sent from Last Hearth, but he was clearly disappointed. How could Robb expect the Greatjon to tolerate armed wildlings at the Wall if his king did not uphold his promises? Arya hoped Margaery conceived quickly, for Robb's sake; gods knew the servants said they were trying their best.
At least court gossip said Queen Cersei was having to deal with far worse concerns. Peasants were revolting all over the Westerlands, and some Lord Lydden had joined their side with a host of knights and freeriders. The Stormlords were all fighting each other; in Dorne the smallfolk were demanding to fight the Lannisters to avenge not only Lord Gargalen, a hero of the War of the Ninepenny Kings, but the deaths of Elia of Dorne's babes so long ago. In the Reach there was fighting between those who supported the Tyrells and those who supported Lord Tarly; in the crownlands Duskendale was overrun with riots which Lord Tarly had to put down. The High Septon of Oldtown was calling for an end to all the fighting; the High Septon of Harrenhal was encouraging the commons to demand justice from their lords, and to overthrow the blasphemous Cersei Lannister, the brutal Randyll Tarly, and their bastard puppet king.
So when Robett Glover and Ser Deziel Dalt arrived on the last day of ninth moon, it was no surprise that Robb should wish to hear their tidings straight away. Arya felt well enough to walk down all the stairs of the northwest tower, but Ser Perwyn insisted that Hodor carry her, like he used to carry Bran. Once they reached the Great Keep, she was allowed to walk on her own two feet, much to her relief.
Robb received the envoys in the Great Hall, sitting upon his throne. The hall was empty, save for Queen Margaery, who sat beside Robb, and for Arya, who sat to his other side. All of them wore their crowns, their garb made of velvet rather than wool. Why such pageantry was necessary, Arya had no idea; Robb seemed oddly tense, as though expecting something to happen.
Ser Deziel Dalt proved to be a handsome Dornishman in his late twenties. His skin was a glossy deep brown, his hair dark and tightly curled, his beard neatly trimmed. His purple surcoat was of a fine heavy wool, embroidered with bright yellow lemons and green leaves. Robett Glover looked rather plain beside him, his brown beard heavily salted, his red surcoat blazoned with only a silver mailed fist. But when Robb told him that his lady wife and children were already at Winterfell, eager to see him, Robett's smile could have lit the entire hall.
"It has been a long hard journey, Your Grace," Robett said. "We barely made it through the Stepstones, and storms forced us to stop in Tyrosh to make repairs."
"Queen Sansa and the rest of our fleet follows behind, Your Grace," said Ser Deziel. That was odd, Sansa was a princess. "Your sister was in good health when we left, I promise you. They should have left Meereen at the end of eighth moon, and arrive on the shores of Westeros at the beginning of twelfth."
"We shall pray that our sister's ship reaches Westeros unharmed," said Robb, all kingly grace. "Yet I am confused, Ser Deziel. You speak of a fleet, and say nothing of who leads it. Not Daenerys Targaryen, I imagine; you know I would not support her claim."
Ser Deziel inclined his head, and opened his mouth to speak.
"Tell me, ser," Robb said, cutting him off. "Why should I support Rhaegar's son, when I would not support his sister?"
Robett Glover snorted, Margaery tensed, and Arya whipped her head to stare at Robb so fast she almost hurt her neck. What? Rhaegar Targaryen's son was dead, everyone knew that, the Mountain had dashed his head against a wall.
"How long have you known, Your Grace?" Ser Deziel's voice was mild, his smile slightly strained.
"Princess Sansa wrote that Viserion preferred her lord husband, no doubt thanks to his blood." Robb raised an eyebrow. "I thought nothing of that, at first. Why should I? All men knew the Martells had a drop of Targaryen blood. That a dragon should bend to one of them was not so strange, or so I thought, until Robett Glover informed me otherwise."
Deziel turned to Robett, glaring.
"When did you tell him? How long has he known?" He demanded, as if forgetting Robb was there. "A year? Two? For Seven's sake—" Ser Deziel caught himself. "My apologies, Your Grace. Queen Sansa was convinced you did not know."
"Know what?" Arya demanded.
"Sansa is not wed to Ser Olyvar Sand, bastard son of Oberyn Martell," Robb said, baring his teeth in a wolfish smile. "Sansa is wed to Aegon Targaryen, the Sixth of His Name, the trueborn son of Elia of Dorne and Rhaegar Targaryen. I wondered if he would survive Daenerys long enough to come west."
"Empress Daenerys remains in Meereen. It is Aegon who is the rightful heir to the Iron Throne, and comes to claim it," Ser Deziel said proudly. "But Your Grace, why did you never say you knew?"
Robb shrugged. "If he died in Essos, his true name would not matter. Robett's orders were to keep Princess Sansa safe at any cost, and bring her home if he should perish." Robb gave Robett a stern look. "I should like to know why she did not accompany you to White Harbor."
"I tried, Your Grace," said Robett. "The princess would not have it."
"For what it is worth," Ser Deziel said sharply. "Olyvar- King Aegon also urged her to sail with us, and Queen Sansa flatly refused."
Arya resisted the urge to laugh. She wondered if Sansa had refused while in wolf shape. First the gods spared her Hoarfrost, now the gods meant to make her sister a queen. Sansa must be overjoyed; why did Robb look so displeased?
"It is done, then?" Robb asked. "The marriage is consummated; is she already with child?"
"Neither, Your Grace," said Ser Deziel, with the look of a man who dearly wanted to punch something. "Queen Sansa is yet a maiden, the gods only know why. She loves the king as dearly as he loves her."
Robb scoffed, unimpressed. To her surprise, it was not Ser Deziel who took umbrage, but Robett Glover.
"Ser Deziel tells it true," said Robett. "Stubborn young fools."
Robb waved a hand dismissively. "Not stubborn, wise, may the old gods bless their restraint. After all, I never gave my blessing, nor was it asked. If she is yet a maid, the marriage can be annulled."
Arya gaped at him, both bewildered and perplexed. "Why would you do that?"
"Why wouldn't I?" Robb said. "I was resigned to this marriage, but now we can set Sansa free. I could not protect Sansa before; I will not make that mistake again. She could come home, Arya, and wed Hoarfrost in your place. Sansa would never have to leave the North again, never set foot in the mire of King's Landing, where they slew our father before her eyes. To be a queen in the south is to live in peril; ask Margaery, if you don't believe me."
"I believe you," Arya said, grudgingly. "But—"
"Your Grace?" Ser Deziel said, with a smile that did not reach his eyes. "Regardless of the marriage, we have other terms. King Aegon acknowledges that you were acclaimed King in the North, and is content that so you should remain. But the Riverlands and the Vale are not the North; faith and custom them bind them to the Iron Throne. When the Others are defeated and winter ends, he proposes that the Riverlands and Vale choose whether to kneel to House Stark or House Targaryen."
"Agreed," Robb said easily. "The Riverlands are bound to the North by blood and battle. As for the Vale..." he allowed himself a grim smile. "I wish him well with them. The details can be arranged later."
"Of course, Your Grace," Deziel said. "King Aegon has entrusted me to treat with you on his behalf. But I would prefer not to remain here long; it is a hard journey south down the kingsroad. His Grace means to land on Dragonstone; I am to meet him in the crownlands."
"Very well," said Robb. "And you shall not go alone. You shall have an escort of winter wolves, eager to quench their thirst with Lannister blood. Randyll Tarly is not a man to let King's Landing fall into King Aegon's hand like a ripe plum—"
Arya ignored him, her thoughts racing. How could her brother be so foolish? Sansa was stronger than he knew, and she was meant to wear a crown, just as Arya was meant to wield a blade. Hadn't that old crone said so, that night atop High Heart? The queen and her sworn sword, she said, her eyes red as weirwood sap. The old gods meant for it to happen, she must make Robb see sense.
Or maybe not. It would be easier to get Robb to let her go south if he thought it was to bring Sansa back. All Arya had to do was convince Sansa to stop being stupid, at least for however long it took to bed her husband. Then it would be too late. But first, she had to convince Robb.
It was the tenth day of tenth moon when the raven arrived from Sunspear, with letters from Elia of Dorne and from Nymeria Sand. A few days after that, Arya finally persuaded Robb to let her go south.
It was much easier to sort out the rest. Jeyne Poole and Meri said yes before she even asked, and Gendry had already planned to go south, though he was less pleased when she explained why she also wanted Mya Stone to join them. Mya readily agreed, entrusting her babe to Wynafryd Manderly and a wet nurse despite Ser Mychel's fretting. Even Rickon calmed down once Arya swore before the heart tree that she would come back to Winterfell as soon as she could.
Yes, Arya thought when the day came for them to depart.
The wide world lay before her, covered in ice and drifts of snow. And it was flurrying again, the snowflakes melting in her hair. Arya might not be much of a princess, but she still had her sword, her direwolf, her friends. What more did she need? With a glad cry she kicked her horse to a trot, her heart soaring. At last, for the first time in years, she felt free.
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147: Sansa VI
148: Bran V
149: Jon VII
150: Epilogue (Theon)NOTES
1) Yes, all wolves can swim; there's even a type of wolf, the coastal or sea wolf, that swims frequently.
2) Swimming in cold water is very dangerous. It takes very little time for the body's core temperature to drop; many people drown before they even reach true hypothermia.
3) GRRM doesn't really mention public floggings, but they were popular in medieval times for a wide range of offenses.
4) Travel times, the bane of my life. Margaery left King’s Landing at the end of May. It is ~20 days to White Harbor, but there were storms, and stops in isolated coves. Aurane was too paranoid to stop in a port, and rightly so! They paid him, and he dropped them at White Harbor. Winterfell is almost 500 miles north/west through the snow, a journey of 33 days minimum.
5) Patriarchy and feudalism suck, and even with the best of intentions, Robb was raised believing in that system. He wants to do right by his people and by Arya, but that means he has to make a lot of hard choices. Even Ned, who let Arya have Syrio Forel, expected she would leave her tomboy phase behind.
Arya cocked her head to one side. "Can I be a king's councillor and build castles and become the High Septon?"
"You," Ned said, kissing her lightly on the brow, "will marry a king and rule his castle, and your sons will be knights and princes and lords and, yes, perhaps even a High Septon."
I love Ned. But. Her lessons with Syrio were a treat; Ned wasn’t gonna let her defy feudal patriarchy long term.
6) Making Arya barren was an idea that came to me early on. It’s one of the few ways for her to escape the default expectation of marrying and bearing children, and while few novels cover menstruation, even fewer (if any?) mention the reality that some girls never menstruate.
Arya’s condition is called MRKH. It’s a birth defect where the reproductive system doesn’t develop completely. It affects 1 in roughly 4,500 women worldwide, or over 850,000 women, including myself. It is so, so weird sometimes, missing out on an experience that is taken for granted as part of “womanhood.”
I repeatedly foreshadowed the existence of barren women in earlier chapters; funnily enough, Jaime suspects Pia is barren in canon.
Chapter 86: Gilly II
Barren Freltha slept with her chisel and hammer, the tools as precious to her as if they were her babes.
Chapter 132: Edythe II
It was a miracle Pia had survived months of torment without getting with child; the girl must surely be barren.
Chapter 141: Edythe III
"Sorry," Sister Pia shrugged when the sister turned to her. "I never got my blood." She frowned, then dug in her pockets. "Would a kerchief work?"
Chapter 147: Sansa VI
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The black dragon's fury overwhelmed her senses. A thousand pins stuck into her flesh; her belly growled with hunger; her spirit raged to feel the not-mother, the cold girl who smelled of winds and pines and icy waters. How dare she encroach upon his territory again?
The black dragon roared, and as if from a distance she saw the white dragon leap into the air, shrieking a challenge, his riders small upon his back, the tall knight and the maid slumped against him. Her saddle chains dangled, half undone, clanking in the wind of the dragon's wings; when he flapped again, they gave way, and she was falling, falling, the river rising up to meet her with a blow that drove the breath from her lungs—
Sansa awoke with a gasp, almost choking as she swallowed down gulps of stagnant air. The river was gone; she was safe in her cabin aboard the Feathered Kiss.
Yet even as she tried to shake free of the nightmare, a part of her was still in the Rhoyne, sinking into the depths as water poured into her nose and mouth. Sansa knew how to swim, but that day she had forgotten. Nothing existed but the river, the river and her memories of another fall. A boy's scream echoed in her ears as he plummeted beneath her, his body breaking on the hard stone which stopped his fall. It would have broken her too, had she not landed atop him, his mangled flesh cushioning the blow. She had limped away with only a broken wrist, had fled into the night following a pair of cats who led her to the safety of a back alley behind a brothel.
A water pitcher sat on the table beside her narrow bunk. Sansa grabbed it and took a greedy drink, to wash the taste of bile from her mouth.
Her leap from atop the traitor's walk could not have lasted even a minute; her fall into the Rhoyne scarce longer. Even in her panic she had heard Olyvar dive into the water with a great splash, had felt the river shift as an immense horned turtle appeared, offering her a flipper to which she clung desperately as he brought her to the surface, her lord husband standing upon the turtle's back like a hero in a song.
Such brief moments, yet in her nightmares they lasted eons. As she fell from the Red Keep, she saw Joffrey limned in golden light, just a boy of twelve, his green eyes wide and frightened. Sansa had not even meant to kill him, not truly. Her wolfskin had made her a wild beast; it was instinct that made her cast herself at her tormenter, not thought. He cut off my father's head, Sansa reminded herself, taking another gulp of water. He sent a man to kill Bran, and had Ser Meryn beat me. Surely the gods had meant for him to die, else they would have slain her too.
And the gods have kept Olyvar safe, she told herself, settling back into the featherbed. He had survived the Mountain with only a broken arm; he had survived the battle above Volantis without nary a burn nor a scratch. Even diving into the Rhoyne... Sansa had emerged with bruises that faded, and a terror of drowning that did not. Olyvar, meanwhile, had emerged completely unharmed, though he worried over her for weeks.
Oh, how Sansa wished they still shared the same bed. Her cabin felt so lonely and bare without Olyvar, who slept in the first mate's narrow quarters. A part of her wished she might climb in with him, if only so she might sleep peacefully in his arms. Alas, it was impossible. Lord Edric Dayne slept in a hammock beside her husband's bunk, just as Brienne of Tarth slept in a hammock near the door of her cabin. One of them would surely awake; even if they did not, her lord husband would not permit her to shoo away Holdfast so she might take the hound's place beside him.
Though he might not be her husband for much longer, the stubborn, pigheaded man. Olyvar's insistence upon receiving Robb's blessing before consummating the marriage should have struck her as sweet and honorable; instead, it filled Sansa with a frustration that ebbed and flowed like the tides. What if her brother said no? What if the King in the North demanded they annul the marriage, and commanded her to wed and bed some stranger?
However honorable or gracious the lord, he wouldn't be Olyvar. Olyvar, who fought the Mountain, not because he thought her beautiful but because he thought her cause was just. Olyvar, who saved her from Queen Cersei, who trusted her to help tame a monstrous dragon, who soothed her nightmares, who shared his concerns and sought her counsel. They had come so far together; why should Robb be able to tear them asunder?
Then she remembered Arya and Rickon. They had not chosen their betrotheds; they had known it was their duty to secure House Stark's alliances. Who was Sansa, to cast off her duty for the sake of her own happiness? Was it not bad enough that she had abandoned her family to go gadding halfway across the world, with nothing but letters for years? But then, Robb had never ordered her to come home either; she and Robett Glover were his eyes and ears in the court of the Dragon Queen.
Sansa buried her face in her pillow, wishing she could scream. Why couldn't Robb just tell her what he wanted before they left Mele Nernar? She had hinted in her last letters that she wished to consummate the marriage, but he did not tell her yea or nay. Had she not hinted strongly enough? Men could be oblivious, after all, even men as clever as her older brother.
Olyvar was certainly oblivious, speaking of how he wished to protect her from a rash decision, as though she were one of his younger sisters. Bold as the sand snakes were, they were mere girls, innocent as Sansa once was. But her innocence had died long ago, when she saw her father's head struck from his shoulders, and avenged him by flinging a king to his death. She was no unspoiled maid, to be coddled and protected from the horrors of the world. Whilst they played in the Water Gardens, Sansa had ruled over a petty fiefdom of outlaws and refugees; had dwelt upon the Isle of Faces and learned songs of magic from green men and singers. She had endured captivity at the hands of her enemies, had suffered the loss of her mother by vile treachery. And when the Lannisters bade her tell their lies at her trial, thinking her helpess, she had spoken the truth instead, and condemned Tywin Lannister as an oathbreaking, murdering craven before the entire court.
Sansa huffed and turned over, laying on her side. How could Olyvar be so stupid, to think that she did not know what she was doing, that she would regret choosing him? She should have had Buttons bite him that night on the terrace. Love can fade, he had said, I had rather see Sansa happy than by my side. Deziel was right to call him a fool; how could her husband not see that she was happiest with him? And when they reached Westeros, she would make Robb see it, she would convince him to give his blessing. With her mind made up, Sansa fell into a fitful sleep, and this time she did not dream.
The next day dawned much the same as the one before. Tyrosh lay behind them; in less than a fortnight they should reach Pentos, their last port before Dragonstone.
Thank the gods they were at last sailing north. Sansa had wilted in the hot, humid air of the Summer Sea. It did not help that she had to wear veils constantly, to keep her pale skin from burning. Gilly handled the heat much better, as if she enjoyed being roasted like a chicken. Worse, though she was as pale as Sansa, she quickly tanned and freckled. Olyvar was just as fortunate, his golden brown deepening to an even richer color.
But no one loved the heat as much as Viserion. The she-dragon reveled in it, basking beneath the sun. She grew so amiable she even let Sansa take a close look at her clutch of eggs when they were between Naath and the Summer Isles. Pretty as the dragon eggs were, they were cold and hard, like jewels. Sansa preferred the wonders of Naath and the Summer Isles, the butterflies and flowers, the vibrant birds and lush trees. She sketched as many of them as she could, in the hopes that later she might have painters capture their beauty.
Much as she loved seeing such sights, Sansa would be glad to no longer be at sea, where the peril of drowning haunted her. If not for that, the journey would have been even more pleasant than it was. Cramped the Feathered Kiss might be, but it was a lively place. Chatana Qhoru kept a tightly run ship, always busy with sailors going about their work, or entertaining themselves when not on duty. So long as passengers kept out of the way, they were free to spend their days on deck.
Every morning Sansa and her companions strolled up and down the deck, to keep their legs from growing stiff. Olyvar always walked by her side, though he did not take her by the arm; Edric and Brienne followed behind. They talked of everything and nothing at all, of the plans for the conquest, of the sights they had seen in port, of the families whom they missed. Sometimes Chatana Qhoru joined them, to talk of sailing; other times her son Xhothar joined them, and taught them words in the Summer Tongue.
By the time they drew near Lys, Sansa had grasped just enough words to realize that the crew were placing bets on when the king and queen would finally bed one another. Chatana Qhoru said nothing about the fact that they did not share a cabin, nor did anyone else within earshot, but they did not know Sansa had the keen ears of a wolf, though she usually tried not to use them. Bad enough that the splashing of waves made her tremble at the thought of falling overboard; she did not need to hear the sounds of creaking hammocks and slapping flesh as the sailors found pleasure with each other.
Most of the sailors seemed convinced that Lys the Lovely would persuade the king and queen to do the same. Unfortunately for them, Lys the Lovely was not so lovely. Oh, the buildings might be graceful, the air scented with perfume, but the people of Lys were another matter. The slaves went about with their heads bowed, whilst the masters looked on, aloof and anxious by turns, with sellswords to guard their every step.
Small wonder that Tessaria Vhassar had rushed to the docks when she heard of their arrival. Olyvar had not been able to turn her away, not when she pleaded for aid in the name of his sister Nymeria, her beloved niece. Beloved, indeed. When Olyvar suggested that she visit Nym at Sunspear, Tessaria had refused, instead asking that they set her ashore when they reached Pentos. Though she did promise to write letters to Nym, and to visit later if their conquest went well.
That had not been the only trouble in Lys. Whatever had happened when Brienne took the Kingslayer ashore to stretch his legs, it could not have been good. When Brienne returned it was with red-rimmed eyes and hunched shoulders, whilst the Kingslayer boasted a broken nose which had been reset slightly crooked. Rather than push Brienne to confide in her, Sansa had let the lady be, and gave orders that the Kingslayer leave the Feathered Kiss lest he harass the poor woman further. Now he shared a ship with Ser Symon Wyl, who kept a close eye on him, assisted by his squire Arron Sand, and by Lady Toland, when she was not busy with little Sylva.
Little Sylva was not pleased to be on a different ship than Samrik, her usual playmate. When the seas were calm, they might sometimes row to the Feathered Kiss for a visit, but not often enough to please a boy of almost five and a girl of four who were used to playing together. With so few cabins on each swan ship, the Dornish had no choice but to split their numbers. Maester Perceval and Ser Gulian Qorgyle were on another ship, and Maester Lonnel and the Blackmont siblings on a third.
Thank the gods all the swan ships had made it through the Steptstones unscathed, along with the rest of the fleet.
From the day they left Mele Nernar, Olyvar had dreaded a second meeting with Euron Greyjoy and the dragon Rhaegal, who were rumored to haunt the Stepstones along with a pirate fleet. In Lys they had heard that the pirates had fought amongst themselves, but even then Sansa had not dared to hope for the good fortune which they enjoyed. When Olyvar flew Viserion ahead to scout, he saw no galley with black sails and a red hull, only a ragged pirate fleet who turned tail and ran at the first hint of pale golden flames.
Not that that had helped Olyvar rest easy. She could not help hearing his nightmares, no doubt reliving the horrors he saw in Volantis, or imagining this was some trap, that Rhaegal would descend upon them at any moment. She longed to embrace him as she had when he returned from Volantis, to wipe the care from his furrowed brow, but she could not. Nor did it help when they arrived in Tyrosh, and heard that reavers had been seen sailing westward, led by a ship with black sails. Did they mean to attack the Planky Town? Oldtown? Lannisport? Pyke?
There was no way to know, and ever since Tyrosh, the uncertainty haunted Olyvar, who kept trying to guess what Greyjoy was up to. Today, Sansa had distracted him by reminding him it was time to take Viserion out for a flight. The dragon grew restless, cooped up in the hold. If the weather was clear, she wanted to fly every day for at least a few hours, scouting ahead of the fleet, or skimming down to the sea to catch a fish. Flying seemed to soothe Olyvar too, as if he could not recall his troubles whilst on dragonback.
Sansa could not take such comfort in his daily flights. Though she knew his saddle chains bound Olyvar fast, she could not stop herself from fearing for him as he flew over endless waves of open sea. It did not help that Brienne had told her of the dangers of falling into the ocean, so much deeper and colder than any river.
No one else seemed to share Sansa's terror. Little Samrik loved clambering up the rigging for a better view of the dragon above the waves, much to the amusement of the Summer Islanders. Gilly didn't fear the sea either. She liked to stand on the sterncastle, leaning on a rail whilst she read a battered old book, careful to keep it dry, and Brienne would spar all over the deck with Edric, neither of them worried that the ship would roll and pitch and cast them overboard.
All will be well, Sansa told herself, taking a deep breath as Viserion vanished into a cloud. By the grace of the gods they had enjoyed smooth sailing thus far, though she was not certain whether she should give thanks to the old gods or the new. Her father's gods were those of the singers and their weirwoods, of rock and stream and leaf; her mother's gods were those of men and their septs, with a holy book, laws, and hymns. But neither were of the wild sea, and so though Sansa said prayers to them both, she still felt uneasy.
They were only two days from Pentos when a storm hit. Waves crashed over the decks, and the wind tore at rigging, masts, and sails, roaring like some terrible beast.
Sansa listened from within the safety of her cabin. Mostly she prayed, and tried not to vomit when the ship lurched in the churning sea. Thank the gods Olyvar, Brienne, and Edric were with her, and Gilly safe in the women's quarters. When the storm passed, they learned two sailors had been swept overboard and swallowed up by the sea. Nor was that the worst of it. Several ships had sunk in the storm, and though all the swan ships had made it through, they were damaged, as were many of the galleys, cogs, and carracks which carried the Golden Company and the cargos of supplies and precious goods.
And so when the fleet limped into Pentos at the end of eleventh moon, it was not for a brief sennight as they had planned. A sennight was adequate to purchase all the grain that could be had, and gather news of Westeros, but it was not nearly long enough to make all the necessary repairs to their ships.
Whilst carpenters and sailors crawled over every inch of the fleet, the king and his retinue took rooms in a comfortable inn near the docks. An entire floor was given over to their use; for the first time in months, Sansa slept in a bed that never moved. Even better, she could send Gilly away so that she could bathe in private.
After so long at sea, it felt the height of luxury to bathe with as much hot, fresh water as she might like. Though the water was cold by the time she finished, having spent her time doing things other than washing. Her hands were as busy as her mind as she thought of Olyvar, of how his eyes crinkled when he smiled, of what might have happened had the kiss they once shared not ended too soon.
It helped, but not enough. Why must she be tormented with such a handsome husband? It was his body Sansa wished to explore, not her own. She wanted to tangle her hands in Olyvar's waves of steel-grey hair, and fall into his eyes, whose purple depths were ringed with amber like sunrise over the sea. She wanted to press herself against him, and feel his hands on her skin, and... well, she was not quite sure how things proceeded after that, but she very much wanted to find out.
After that it was hard to look her husband in the face and hide her frustrated lust, but somehow she managed. There was too much to do; she could not leave Olyvar to handle it all by himself. The letters from Prince Aegor must be delivered to Illyrio Mopatis, and not by her husband. Aegor had been quite firm on that point, and Olyvar agreed.
Instead, after much thought and discussion, they chose Ser Symon Wyl and Tessaria Vhassar to serve as King Aegon's envoys. Ser Symon was blunt and direct, Tessaria charming. Between the Dornish knight and the Volantene lady, they should be able to handle one Pentoshi magister, even one so corrupt as Illyrio.
Both Olyvar and Sansa breathed a sigh of relief when Ser Symon returned, Tessaria having remained behind to enjoy the magister's hospitality. Illyrio Mopatis had read the letters, then sat in silence for a very long while, ignoring his guests, and when his smile returned, it did not reach his eyes. He said nothing of his son, nor Daenerys, nor of Aegon, but he did say that he was always happy to trade with those who had aught to sell.
The next day, the magister's seneschal appeared at their inn. Silks and spiced wine from Naath, feathers, gems, and hardwoods from Tall Trees Town, he was glad to take them all, though at a price that was so low as to be insulting. Olyvar and Ser Gulian Qorgyle spent the rest of the day haggling with the seneschal, whilst Sansa took it upon herself to ensure the best of the cargo was reserved for themselves. King Aegon must needs adorn his court and give lavish gifts to his lords, after all; it would not do to let Magister Illyrio have everything.
Sansa's eighteenth nameday came and went a sennight after they arrived. Olyvar marked the occasion by taking her to the menagerie of the Prince of Pentos, which boasted birds and beasts from all over the world. Sansa was careful to keep her senses in a tight grip; she did not want to learn whether the animals were content in their many gilded cages, so far away from home.
The birds from the Summer Isles seemed happy enough. Their enormous cages soared into the air, filled with flowers and trees from the isles. There were hornbills and parrots, lories and cockatoos, but the queerest bird was a small dark fellow called a bird of paradise. His feathers were black as pitch, save for a bit of blue under his wings. As they watched, he spread his wings out like a cape, pulling his head back until it seemed to vanish. In place of a bird, there was a smear of black feathers, with two bright blue eyes gleaming over a bright blue frown. Then, to her astonishment, the bird began to hop and whirl, chasing after another bird with brown wings and a speckled belly.
"A mating dance," Olyvar said, trying not to laugh as the bird pursued his lady fair.
Several extremely improper remarks came to mind; Sansa resisted them all. There was no point starting a quarrel on her nameday and ruining everything.
Sansa was rewarded for her good humor when they returned to the inn, where a feast awaited them. Almost every dish was made with lemons or oranges, and there was all the qatarmizat that she could drink. The lords and ladies gave her gifts fit for a queen, and gave her husband raised eyebrows and encouraging looks that he politely ignored. When Sansa retired to bed, it was alone, just as she had expected.
The next day was even busier, after the respite of her nameday. As usual, Sansa awoke before dawn; the bells tolled six as she broke her fast. She paused a moment to offer a prayer for the Hour of the Crone; in his chamber across the hall, Olyvar would be doing the same, though then he would fall back asleep. Her lord husband was wont to remain awake past midnight, toiling away at his papers; he would not rise for a few more hours yet.
Whilst her husband slept, Sansa applied herself to her harp. Once she had written a song for her father, to tell the realm of how he was betrayed; now her songs were of a hidden prince, to tell the realm of his honor and valor, of the justice of his cause. Some verses she wrote to fit old familiar tunes, but that did not always suit. It was hard enough, finding just the right words, let alone trying to coax forth melodies to match them.
But the work must be done. Maesters might write their histories, and mummers perform their shows, but the singers were the ones whose songs spread from village to village, from kingdom to kingdom, all the way from Dorne to the North. Even Gilly, who grew up beyond the Wall, even she had heard songs of Florian and Jonquil, of Jenny of Oldstones and her prince of dragonflies.
Sansa wondered if that was a sort of magic, that songs could unite people across such vast distances. On the Isle of Faces, songs were magic. It was a song of healing that mended the gash that ran from her navel to between her breasts, the wound she'd taken as a wolf when she flung herself between her sister and a sword. It was the same song the singers had taught her to heal her own wounds, the same one she used to mend Olyvar's crushed arm and Bel's three crooked fingers.
If only she had learned such magic before Bran fell.
The memory rose like steam from the hot springs. Lord Eddard knelt before the heart tree, his children fanned out around him like a crescent moon. Weeping made their eyes as red as the weirwood's, though Robb and Jon Snow tried to hide their tears. They were fourteen, after all, almost men. Sansa and Arya sniffled as they tried to pray; Rickon openly sobbed. Even bold, carefree Theon Greyjoy looked stricken as he stood beside the black pool, watching in silence. Had he prayed to his Drowned God then? He was only their father's ward, but surely he must have felt some pity for Bran.
Or maybe not; perhaps Theon had always been rotten to the core. The moment Theon had the chance he had abandoned Robb, taken Winterfell, and killed two common boys when he couldn't find Bran and Rickon. Sansa was glad he had disappeared beyond the Wall; he didn't deserve to serve with honor in the Night's Watch. Gilly had met Theon before Jon sent her south; she said he leered at her bosom, and made crude japes about bedding her.
The Gilly bustling about Sansa's chambers bore little resemblance to the timid maid who entered her service at Sunspear. Gilly was almost twenty now, and though she avoided the Kingslayer like the plague when he was aboard the Feathered Kiss, other men no longer frightened her. Even her fear of the Kingslayer had not stopped her from fetching Sansa when he troubled Brienne back in Lys.
Brienne of Tarth still would not speak of whatever had happened. She guarded Sansa's chambers with her usual vigilance, trained with Ser Edric, ate, slept, and barely spoke. Much as that worried Sansa, she had other concerns.
Whilst Olyvar slept she might practice her harp, but as soon as he finished praying at the Hour of the Father, the rest of the day was so busy she barely had time to catch her breath. King Aegon must make the final preparations for their landing, and that meant meeting with the captains of the Golden Company, with the quartermasters who had charge of the supplies and with the captains whose ships would carry them across the Narrow Sea as soon as the repairs were finished.
When the fleet set sail, it would be for Dragonstone. Sansa could only pray that the isle would fall quickly. Ser Arys Oakheart of the Kingsguard had charge of the castle's defenses, and a fleet of dromonds defended her waters. Not the Redwyne fleet, thank the Seven, but the queen's ships, under some unknown captain. Whoever he was, hopefully the sight of a dragon would convince him to yield. Winter was no time for reckless bloodshed.
The news from the Wall remained unchanged. A host of wights still stood silent vigil beyond the Wall, staring up at each keep. The very thought of those cold stares was enough to make her shudder, let alone the thought that Bran might yet be trapped beyond the Wall. He must be alive, he must be, he could not have vanished only to die. Olyvar swore that he would search for her brother as soon as they turned north, but that was long months away; he must deal with King's Landing first.
Once Dragonstone was taken, from there King Aegon might send and receive ravens from across the realm, and determine how to divide his forces. If House Penrose raised their banners for Aegon, a part of the fleet would sail for Storm's End to help them subdue the Stormlands. Dorne was already theirs; a Dornish host should be mustering in the Boneway, whence it would match north. Another host should be coming from the Reach, thanks to her goodsister Meria and to Lord Willas Tyrell, but they would not know for certain until they reached Dragonstone.
Sansa desperately wished that ravens flew across the Narrow Sea. She much preferred Meria's thorough reports to the confused rumors that came from the sailors on the docks. And what wild rumors they were.
In Lys they had heard that Margaery Tyrell was dead; in Tyrosh they heard that she was alive, and newly wed to the King in the North. How on earth that happened was unclear, but Lord Willas Tyrell swore that it was Cersei Lannister who orchestrated the attack which slew Lord Mace Tyrell, dressing sellswords in the garb of northmen. Now that they were in Pentos, the sailors said that Queen Cersei maintained that Lord Willas was deranged by grief, and that an imposter had taken advantage of a poor cripple whose mind was as frail as his body.
Whether or not poor Tommen believed such absurd lies, his mother had already given him a new bride. Talla Tarly was the unfortunate girl's name, the daughter of Lord Randyll Tarly, the Hand of the King. All the sailors agreed that Lord Tarly held King's Landing in an iron grip, his soldiers both numerous and well-trained.
Lord Tarly had acted swiftly to remove traitors amongst the city patricians and guilds, claiming they had turned their cloaks for northern coin. The accused were arrested and given to the Lord Confessor Qyburn; when they confessed their guilt, they were condemned, their property seized by the crown. The city had cheered for justice, enraged by the deaths of Lord Mace, Queen Margaery, and Ser Loras.
Of course, when word came of Queen Margaery and Ser Loras's survival, the mob had promptly rioted. The commons might love gentle Tommen, but they had always hated Cersei Lannister. Alas, the commons had not managed to chase her from the city, as they once drove out the pretender Rhaenyra Targaryen. Lord Crakehall's host of westermen had surrounded the Red Keep, and Lord Tarly was not a man to be easily cowed. The Lord Hand and his soldiers had slain hundreds putting down the riots, and then he had tried and hanged over a thousand more.
"We should have returned sooner," Olyvar said one evening when they were alone save for Brienne and Edric. "If I had not tarried so long in Mele Nernar..."
"Lord Mace might have decided he preferred a grandson on the throne," Edric pointed out. "Your Grace could not have known Cersei would be so mad as to slay her own allies; if anything, King's Landing is more ripe for the taking than we could have hoped."
"I'm sure that's a great comfort to the dead," Olyvar snapped.
"What's done is done, Your Grace," Brienne said quietly. "There will be justice soon enough, when your banners fly above the Red Keep, and you sit to pass judgment on those who have wrought such ruin."
Sansa cast her a grateful look, then winced as a cramp seized her belly. Her moonblood was as predictable as it was unwelcome; she would have a foul headache on the morrow.
The next four days passed in utter misery. With Olyvar so busy, it was Gilly who tended her, bringing her mild but hearty food, damp cloths for her brow, and hot bricks wrapped in cloth for her belly. Of course, her lord husband still checked on her, though only when she was asleep. She could tell because he always left a fresh flagon of water beside the bed, and the scent of his sandalwood perfume lingering in the air.
When her moonblood finally ended, it was the sixteenth. All was ready for their departure, save for the ships, so the next sennight dragged by at a snail's pace.
While Olyvar paced and brooded, Sansa played her harp, and stitched away at a doublet which she was embroidering with phoenixes in flight. The doublet was a rich, deep blue that suited her lord husband perfectly, the phoenixes a warm orange like the embers of a hearth for which he had named his spear of Valyrian steel. She finished the last stitch the day before their departure, and packed the doublet away in her chest, beside a pale gossamer shift made from the mulin Empress Daenerys gave her, so sheer and delicate it might have been woven from seafoam.
When they returned to the Feathered Kiss, the chest came with her, the porters returning it to its place in her cabin. Sansa had almost forgotten how small it was, though at least it had glass windows to let in the sun, and a cushioned bench beneath the windows where one might sit. With their prows pointed west, the light was best in the morning, but it was still pleasant enough in the afternoon.
The next afternoon found Sansa on the bench, too restless to read or sew. Olyvar was off riding Viserion, and for some strange reason, she felt a curious sense of apprehension. There was no reason why she should; all her folk were accounted for. Gilly and her son Samrik were in the women's quarters, playing with Buttons and Holdfast. Ser Edric was on deck drilling with his sword; Brienne sat beside her, gazing out the window, lost in thought.
Sansa shifted in her seat, wondering if she should speak. It was selfish of her to want a distraction, she knew. But surely it would not hurt to ask what troubled her sworn sword, and offer what help she could.
"Brienne," Sansa said gently. "What happened in Lys?"
"What happened, Your Grace?" Brienne said bitterly, a flush creeping up her thick neck. "A friend proved himself a knave, and me a fool."
Sansa flinched, but Brienne did not seem to notice.
"Ser Jaime... I thought he teased me because that was his way, just a lion might lash his tail because he could not use his claws. If he stared at me, it was because he was searching for something to mock; if he favored my company, it was because he knew me better than Edric, and was too proud to mingle with the sailors. When I asked that he might go ashore, I thought only to give him a respite from the ship."
Brienne swallowed.
"When we were ashore, I thought I might tell him about Ser Deziel. But before I could say a word, he- he- he asked me to-" Angry tears filled her eyes. "He said he wanted to take my maidenhead."
Sansa put a hand to her mouth, appalled.
"I tried to pull away," Brienne continued, "but Jaime grabbed me by the hand, he would not let go. He said he dreamt of me, that we were destined to die together fighting the Others. And then he kissed me, and I punched him to make him let go."
"I..." Sansa paused, choosing her words with care. "I am so sorry, my lady. I had feared he made some improper comment, but did not think he would dare do more than that."
Brienne sniffled, and pulled a kerchief from her sleeve. "Nor I, Your Grace. Jaime once told me he had never even thought of a woman who was not Cersei."
Sansa made a disgusted noise, unable to help herself.
"When Jaime came to apologize the next day, he did not even seem to realize what he had done," Brienne said, after she had wiped her eyes and blown her nose. "He thought I was angry because he took my first kiss," she mumbled, ducking her head as she blushed.
Sansa gave her a look of encouragement, not daring to speak lest Brienne retreat into her shell.
"Did you not know, Your Grace?" Brienne said, puzzled. "I thought... Ser Deziel and His Grace are close as brothers..."
"I know Ser Deziel had... hopes," Sansa said delicately. "Olyvar said he spoke to you before he left, but that was all."
"Oh," Brienne said. "Uhm." She rubbed her neck. "Ser Deziel asked my leave to approach my father about a betrothal. He said he didn't need an answer now, only asked that I think of him while he was away." She blushed deeper. "And he asked for a kiss."
"Well?" Sansa asked.
In answer, Brienne did a fair impression of a pomegranate.
"Deziel was so chivalrous, so calm," Brienne told the ceiling. "If I had said no, I daresay he would have begged my pardon and left straightaway. When I said yes... it was a chaste kiss, a brush of the lips, and then he kissed my hand and took his leave."
"And?"
"And I haven't been able to think straight since," Brienne groaned. "Ser Deziel is handsome, and Lemonwood is prosperous; he could have any lady he wanted!"
"And he wants you," Sansa said, bemused.
"I know," Brienne said, burying her face in her hands, clutching at her flax-colored hair. "Seven, I did not think I would miss Deziel so much. I had not realized how dear a friend he was, until he was gone. Do you know, he spent months growing me flowers the same color as my eyes?"
She did not wait for Sansa to answer.
"My father met my mother thrice before they wed; I have seen Deziel almost every day for years, and know he never speaks but in earnest. I had not thought to ever marry, let alone to find a man who did not ask that I give up the sword. Though he did say that he wanted babes, if I would be willing to bear them."
"Would you?" Sansa asked.
"I never thought I would have the chance," Brienne said softly. "But... yes. When we reach Westeros, I mean to accept his offer."
"Congratulations!" Sansa hugged her, overcome with joy. "You deserve every happiness, my lady."
"Thank you, Queen Sansa," Brienne said. She hesitated. "If I may be so bold, so do you and His Grace."
It was if someone had dumped a bucket of cold water on her. "If only it were so simple."
Brienne tilted her head, confused. "Begging Your Grace's pardon, but what impediment stands between you?"
For a moment Sansa considered biting her tongue, but why should she? If Brienne felt free to confide in her, why should Sansa not return her trust? She was not Arya, but she was still a friend; Olyvar had certainly told Deziel his deepest secrets, ones he hadn't seen fit to share with her.
"His Grace fears he loves me too well," Sansa said bitterly. "He fears that our love would make him weak, that he would abandon duty for the sake of love, as the Kingslayer did."
Brienne stared at her in frank disbelief. "May I be blunt, Your Grace?"
Sansa nodded.
"That is perhaps the most witless argument I have ever heard." Brienne shook her head. "Whatever love they share is one that consumes them both, and leaves no room for duty. Meanwhile, neither yourself nor His Grace have faltered in your duty yet; if anything, you are better able to do your duty because you rely upon one another."
"I thought the same," Sansa admitted. "But that was not the only reason. Olyvar wishes to secure King Robb's blessing, and I cannot say that he is wrong. I have not seen my brother in over six years; he is almost a stranger."
Her voice broke; she swallowed.
"What if Robb hates me, for staying away so long? If he refuses to give his blessing, then I should go back to Winterfell, but I don't want to. But how could I stay without it, knowing it might lead to war?"
"I take it back," Brienne said, frowning. "That is the most witless argument I've ever heard."
Sansa glared at her, unamused.
"Your Grace," Brienne said slowly, as if speaking to a child. "There is a host of wights at the Wall, and the Lannisters hold the Iron Throne. No matter how angry he might be, do you truly think your brother would raise his banners to go to war over your marriage?"
Put that way, her fear did sound rather stupid.
"No," Sansa agreed begrudgingly. "But I have a duty to let my brother choose my marriage—"
"Sansa," Brienne said sharply. "If King Robb meant to drag you back, he could have done it long ago. What do you want, my lady?"
Sansa hesitated. What did she want? She wanted her father and mother alive again, she wanted her family safe and whole within the walls of Winterfell. Letting Robb choose her husband would not give her that, could not restore all that she had lost.
"I want my husband," she said at last. "I want to be his wife for true, to bear his children and be his queen."
"Then tell him that."
"I have been!" Sansa protested. "Olyvar thinks I might change my mind, that I might regret choosing him. How can I make him him listen?"
"I don't know," Brienne admitted. "But you should probably talk to him sooner than later."
Brienne was right; why had she not seen it sooner? Olyvar had thought far too much, as was his wont, and made a mountain of a molehill, and she was so caught up in her own doubts that she had let him.
"Thank you, my lady, for your wise counsel," Sansa said.
She rose to her feet, her cheeks warm with anger. As if sensing her mood, the wind picked up, sprinkles of rain pattering against the windows. That was good; Olyvar would be bringing Viserion back before the rain worsened.
"I believe I must needs speak to my lord husband. Now."
And with that, Sansa swept into the passageway, not even bothering to fasten a cloak over her simple wool gown. Brienne followed at her heels, barely able to keep up with Sansa's angry strides; she nearly flew up the ladder, intent on speaking to her lord husband before another moment passed.
Quick though she was, the rain was quicker. It was pouring when she reached the deck to find Olyvar unfastening his saddle chains. Viserion waited patiently, her nostrils steaming, her pale wings held aloft to keep the rain at bay. Sansa ran toward the dragon, too upset to panic at the sound of the churning sea. She would not let him duck and dodge; he would follow her to the cabin, and they would speak privily, and that was that.
"Olyvar," Sansa yelled.
"Sansa?" He called, his brow furrowed. Olyvar slung a leg over the saddle and slid down the dragon's side, his boots hitting the deck with a thud.
"I need to talk to you!" She shouted over the wind.
"You can talk below," bellowed the first mate.
Olyvar grabbed her by the hand, and together they ran for the closest hatch, the one Brienne had just gone down.
"I'll be right there," Olyvar promised, letting go as she began to climb down. "I have to get Viserion—"
A wave crashed over the deck; Sansa clung frantically to the ladder, closing her eyes against the salt spray, against the water cold as ice. When she opened them, Olyvar was gone.
"Man overboard!" Cried a distant voice.
Another voice was crying too, high and sharp, a woman's wail that cut off as soon as Sansa realized the voice was hers.
"Lower a boat," she shrieked instead, clambering back onto the swaying deck.
Sailors rushed to one of the rowboats, but they weren't moving quickly enough, not near quickly enough. The water was freezing, the waves rough; even a strong swimmer would not last for long.
Terror gripped her fast as Sansa realized what she must do. It took everything she had to make herself take one step, then another. Then she was racing to the railing, her numb fingers fumbling at her gown as she tore at the laces, stripping off everything except her thin shift.
"What are you doing?" Brienne screamed through the blinding rain. "My lady, no—"
Sansa took one last, deep breath, reached for her wolfskin, and leapt.
When she hit the water, she was no longer a maid but a direwolf near the size of a horse. Ignoring the ache in her bones, she paddled away steadily, fighting to keep her snout above water so she could sniff for her mate. When she caught the faintest whiff of sandalwood amidst the salt brine, she swam toward it as fast as she could.
Olyvar was barely afloat when she found him. He was struggling to keep his head above the waves, coughing and spluttering as he tried not to gulp down the water that splashed into his face. Half-blinded by the spray, he didn't see the red direwolf until she drew close. Then his eyes went wide and he cried out, his arms desperately reaching for her. Sansa whined as he gripped a fistful of fur. He nearly ripped it out as he strained to put an arm over her shoulders. Her mate gripped her tight, letting the direwolf keep them both above the crashing waves. She paddled doggedly, her limbs already beginning to tire. The rain poured down in sheets, obscuring them from sight. Sansa couldn't paddle forever; how would the rowboat ever find them?
Then she heard the sound of wings. Viserion soared above their heads, breathing pale golden flame as she circled, a beacon that could not be missed. When she beat her wings there was a gust like a furnace wind, warmth enveloping both man and wolf from above whilst the sea chilled them from below.
The sailors gaped with shock when the rowboat reached them. Xhothar pulled Olyvar aboard first, giving Sansa an extremely nervous look. She felt just as nervous as she draped her front paws on the edge, then carefully clambered in, the rowboat rocking beneath her weight. She could hardly change back and be naked in front of everyone.
And I thought you stank before, the she-dragon informed her as Viserion followed the rowboat back toward the ship, her flames lighting the way. You smell like wet dog.
Sansa snarled in answer, then draped herself over Olyvar. Her mate was sodden and shivering; she must not let him grow any colder.
When they reached the deck of the Feathered Kiss, the squall was already subsiding, the rain fading to a drizzle. With great difficulty Sansa followed the sailors up the ladder to the deck, her claws goughing the wood. Getting below deck was equally difficult, but she managed it in the end, falling into the passageway with a thump.
While Edric bustled Olyvar into her cabin, Sansa shook the water from her fur. Gilly approached with a towel, perhaps thinking she meant to change back, but when Sansa rubbed against the towel, she took the hint and began drying the direwolf's fur. Olyvar must be kept warm, and between her size and her fur, she was almost as good as a hearth.
When the direwolf shoved herself into her cabin, she scarce fit through the door. Olyvar lay in her bunk, naked but for a breechclout. Edric was piling blankets over him, but one snap of Sansa's jaws and he retreated, shutting the door behind him.
With him out of the way, the direwolf leapt onto the bed. She could barely fit beside her mate, who curled against her belly, burrowing into her fur. Shivering, Olyvar clung to her, his ragged breaths gradually slowing. Only when her mate seemed to rest easily did the direwolf permit herself to drift to sleep.
When Sansa awoke, it was shortly before dawn, and she was a maiden again. Olyvar lay next to her, on his side. His brow was smooth, his color back to normal. Relieved beyond words, she could not help reaching for his cheek, and his eyes fluttered open at her touch.
"My love," he mumbled drowsily, a soft smile upon his lips. "How sweet you are, to visit my dreams. Much better than the drowning nightmare."
Sansa winced, and the spell was broken. Olyvar's eyes widened, as if only just realizing that she was naked as her nameday—
"You could have died!" Her husband yelped, pulling away from her. He closed his eyes tight, his hands fumbling for something to cover himself.
"And I didn't," Sansa said, handing him a blanket. "Here; stay put, ser. I will only need a moment."
In truth, it took her more than a moment to rummage in her chest, searching for the shift she wanted, and for a bedrobe to pull over it. When she was decent, she sat beside him on the featherbed, though she had to poke him in the ribs before Olyvar would open his eyes again.
When he did, she froze, her breath caught in her throat. Sansa spoke to her husband every day; why could she not do so now? Her tongue felt thick and clumsy; her mind dizzy and stupid. Yet she must speak, before the moment passed; she had come too far to turn back now.
Unable to do anything but stare, she regarded her husband with nervous eyes. King Aegon, the Sixth of His Name, that was what all the officers of the Golden Company called him when they met. King Aegon wore silks and velvets of parti-colored blue and black, graced with phoenixes and dragons. King Aegon was stern and cautious, always willing to listen and heed good counsel.
But it was Olyvar who lay in her bed. He did not look like a king, just a youth a few years her elder, and it was Olyvar she must speak to. Olyvar, who prayed seven times a day that he might prove worthy of the crown which he sought; Olyvar, who loved his terrible japes almost as much as he loved his sisters; Olyvar, who above all else feared acting in reckless haste.
"I leapt after you," Sansa said slowly. "And not on impulse or instinct. I knew I should not jump into the sea. I knew, and leapt anyway."
Olyvar made a strangled noise. "What- you overheard?"
"I did," Sansa admitted. "And ever since I have fretted over how to confess what I overheard, and how to tell that you are wrong."
Olyvar's brow furrowed, but he said nothing. Encouraged, Sansa continued.
"Love is not the death of duty, it is the foundation of it. Hasn't my love helped you remain steadfast, all these long months of preparing for your conquest? Your love has certainly helped me endure long years away from home."
"Home," Olyvar whispered. "I know you long for Winterfell; I cannot keep you from it."
Sansa shook her head. "I long for Winterfell,” she said, wistful, “but in the way you long for the Water Gardens. Those days are done; I cannot truly go back, no matter who I wed. I cannot be a girl again, no more than you can be a bastard boy. You trust my counsel in all else; will you not trust me in this?”
"Sansa.” He cupped her cheek, his gaze warm and uncertain. "Are you sure? There is no going back from this; it is a choice that cannot be undone."
"A choice is what you make of it," she said. "And I choose you. You once said you would only touch me by my leave, and you have it, ser." She hesitated, shy. "Just as you have my heart."
"Oh, my lady." Olyvar pressed his forehead to hers, their breath mingling. "I've been a fool, haven't I."
"A bit," Sansa said, breathless. "But they say fools can always learn."
Olyvar ducked his head, sheepish.
"Ah. About that. I have no idea what I'm doing, I never actually- well, I tried once, but- there's a book in my cabin—"
"You can show it to me later," Sansa said, clasping his hand to reassure him. "I don't know what I'm doing either; does that worry you?"
"What?" Her husband blinked. "Of course not- oh. Well, then." Olyvar brushed the hair away from her face. "May I kiss you, my lady?"
Sansa gave him a look; he laughed. But rather than kissing her, he climbed out of the bed, the blanket falling away. What was he doing? She might not know much, but she was fairly certain Olyvar needed to be in the bed.
"Get back here," she demanded.
Instead, he knelt.
Oh.
Sansa rose from the bed. She stood before her lord husband, her loose hair falling to her waist in auburn waves that shone like copper in the sunlight.
"With this kiss, I pledge my love, and take you for my lady wife," Olyvar murmured, his eyes as soft as the grasp with which he held her hands.
"With this kiss, I pledge my love, and take you for my lord husband," Sansa answered, her heart racing in her chest.
"One flesh, one heart, one soul," they said together.
They paused, drinking each other in. Olyvar’s hair fell to his broad shoulders in steel-grey waves; his arms were muscled, his chest firm and solid, with a light dusting of dark hair that trailed down his belly to his breechclout.
It was not right, that she could see so much, and he so little. Sansa let the bedrobe slide from her shoulders to pool at her feet. Now she was bare, save for her shift of diaphanous muslin, whose silver snowflakes glimmered in the soft light of dawn.
Olyvar's lips parted at the sight of her; his arms reached up to clasp her in an embrace. For a moment that was enough, but only for a moment. Sansa drew him to his feet, and then at last his lips were on hers.
He kissed her as if he never wanted to stop, one hand in her hair, the other around her waist. Sansa kissed him back, pressing her breasts against his chest, the muslin so thin she could feel his heartbeat fluttering as wildly as hers. When at last they broke apart, panting, she brought his left hand to her lips and kissed it.
"I do not regret it," Olyvar breathed as she traced the mottled scars which ran up his forearm, the scars he had won defending her. "Even if I had lost the arm, it would have been worth it."
"I know what you mean," she said, gesturing at her own scar, the line of puckered silver that ran from her navel to between her breasts.
To her surprise, when Olyvar saw it, he startled. "How- what—"
"We can talk about it later," she sighed, and drew him in for another kiss.
After that, things were a bit of a blur. With tender care Olyvar helped her out of her shift and laid her on the bed. While Sansa wound one hand in his hair and pulled him close with the other, he seemed determined to keep kissing her. He began by pressing delicate kisses to her eyelids, her lips, her neck, his beard soft against her skin, but he did not end there. Nor did he object when Sansa decided she would quite like to return the favor.
Their hands wandered, petting and caressing, searching for the spots that provoked gasps and sighs and low, desperate groans. There was laughter too; she had not known both of them were ticklish, and Olyvar almost fell out of bed laughing when she trailed her fingers down his ribs and over his belly.
And there were awkward moments. Hanging loose, her long hair kept getting in the way of their kissing; when they tried to adjust their position on the narrow bunk, Olyvar yanked it by mischance. Sansa yelped in pain, and he quickly moved his elbow.
He then made it up to her with more kisses, followed by something that was more awkward and messy than anything in the songs, but also much more exhilarating. Sansa was almost frantic with need by the time they finally reached the part which was meant to seal their marriage in blood, though to her surprise there was little pain, and even less blood.
After, they lay on the featherbed, both of them slick with sweat but too stubborn to move. Her lips felt swollen from their kissing; she could taste salt upon her tongue from exploring his skin, and there was a tender ache between her legs from their coupling.
"Will you want moon tea?" Olyvar asked. Her husband’s lips were swollen too, his beard damp. One hand lazily twirled a lock of her hair, his eyes soft. "War and winter are enough danger already."
"Let the gods decide," she said. "A king needs an heir, and a babe is a blessing."
Olyvar's smile was almost as blinding as the light now pouring in the windows.
"A babe is a blessing," he said, drawing her in for another kiss. "And I trust your judgment," he said when they came up for air.
He promptly lowered his head, dappling kisses against her neck.
"So soon?" Sansa laughed as his lips trailed toward her breasts. The thought of trying again made her belly flutter happily, her thighs and hips shifting of their own accord.
"We should be thorough," Olyvar said, looking up with mischief in his eyes. "If we mean to make an heir—"
Sansa pounced, rolling her husband on his back, and then nothing more was said for quite a while. When they were finished, Sansa felt the vague need for a bath and a chamber pot, but she could not bear to leave the bed. As there was hardly room for both of them, Sansa ended up slinging one long leg over her husband's middle, her thigh warm against his belly, her head nestled beneath his arm as he held her.
It was in that position that Gilly found them at dinner time. Thankfully she knocked before entering, giving Olyvar time to pull a blanket over them. They were both too sated to be embarrassed. To her credit, Gilly said nothing, only raised an eyebrow as she placed a platter of food on the table beside the bunk.
"Who won?" Sansa asked, her stomach rumbling at the scent of food.
"Won what?" Olyvar asked, bemused.
"The crew have been betting on us," Sansa said absentmindedly, eyeing a morsel of roast duck as Olyvar made a noise of outrage.
"I won, m'lady," Gilly said. She gave the king a look that was almost smug. "I knew His Grace would see sense eventually, if not until the last moment."
"We're still six days from Dragonstone," Olyvar said indignantly.
"And we had better use them wisely," Sansa said. "Gilly, you may go."
When they had eaten, Gilly returned with buckets of warm water, soap, and washcloths. It was only natural that they should help each other bathe, though both were too tired to couple again. They touched simply because they could, Sansa humming to herself whilst Olyvar washed her back, then turned so she might do the same for him.
Once refreshed, they returned to bed, not bothering with shifts. Snug beneath the blankets, they cuddled, Sansa pillowing her head on her husband's chest whilst he murmured of Dragonstone.
They should land upon the first day of the new year, if no more squalls slowed their passage. At Dragonstone they would find the latest letters from Meria, which King Aegon must read before raising his banners and sending word across the realm. And Sansa must write to Robb, and Olyvar to his mother, who would send forth ravens to declare the truth of his birth.
"The singers will go mad with joy," Sansa giggled, nuzzling his chest with her nose. "They may not even bother with my songs; they'll have their own ready before you can snap your fingers."
"Yours are better," Olyvar said, kissing her brow. "Though I doubt the singers will devote so many verses to my looks, such as they are."
Sansa stared at him, nonplussed. "You need a better looking glass," she said firmly.
"I had rather look at my lady wife, the sweetest maid to ever live."
"I'm not a maid," Sansa reminded him, giddy.
When they awoke the next morning, she reminded him again, to their mutual satisfaction. There also might have been some nipping and biting, which was received rather better than she expected.
The next week passed in a blissful haze. There was nothing else to do before Dragonstone, so they had ample time to practice making heirs and pore over the book which Aegor had so thoughtfully gifted her lord husband. Olyvar only left the cabin to tend Viserion, and Sansa left not at all, though she did dress each evening when they hosted Ser Edric and Brienne for dinner. Their sworn swords were mercifully tactful about all that had transpired, and pretended not to notice their king and queen holding hands under the table.
The day before the end of the year solstice should have been much like any other. Yet there was a queer taste to the wind, like lightning after a storm. Sansa's skin itched; her ears twitched at every sound, her nose scenting the air for some unseen foe. Even Buttons and Holdfast seemed to sense something amiss; both cat and hound whimpered at nothing, their tails tucked between their legs.
That night Olyvar fell asleep easily, his arms wrapped around her, but Sansa could not seem to follow him. If she were in her wolfskin, she would have snarled and snapped her jaws, to drive away whatever shade had seen fit to haunt her. They were not alone, she knew; gooseflesh prickled her arms; the hairs on the back of her neck bristled.
The flutes and drums had just sounded the second hour after midnight when Sansa bolted upright, possessed by some terrible dread.
Faint moonlight streamed through the windows. When she turned, she saw a strange demon perched on the bench. It had no form nor shape, but it wore a face like an ill-fitting mask, a face she almost remembered, as if from a distant dream.
"Olyvar," she said urgently, afraid. Her husband was a light sleeper, yet when she shook him by the shoulder, he did not wake.
Beneath the face, a thousand red eyes gleamed, malevolent. Their gaze cut sharp as knives as the moonlight vanished, a chasm dark as death opening beneath her feet. She managed one last scream before the nightmare took her, horrified when she finally recognized the face the demon wore.
"BRAN!"
Notes:
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Finally!!! I cannot WAIT to see what y'all think in the comments :D
Happy two year anniversary to this behemoth of a fic! Can’t believe it’s over 600k, what the fuck???
I am absolutely blown away by the love this fic has received; thank you so very much to all of you for reading, leaving kudos, and commenting. And extra love to all those who have helped with researching/planning/outlining, and most of all to my amazing beta PA2. This fic began as a single goofy idea, but it’s become the creation of a whole community 💕
For this momentous occasion, I commissioned an incredible painting from ohnoitsmyra.
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While multiple people have asked if this was inspired by Klimt's The Kiss, it wasn't. This gorgeous work of art was inspired by Wilhelm List's The Embrace, which was painted in 1905 and actually predates The Kiss by 2-3 years.
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Now, every prior Part has ended with a Sansa or Sansa-centric POV. So theoretically we should be ending here, right? WRONG. It’s back to the Wall and beyond as we close out part IV 🥶
Next Up
148: Bran V
149: Jon VII
150: Epilogue (Theon)And then we’re into Part V 😱
NOTES
1) Thank you so much to the readers who have added to The Weirwood Queen's Tvtropes page. If anyone feels like adding Gilly and Deziel to the character page, that would be awesome; the quotes page hasn't gotten any updates since over a year ago.
2) Fun fact: I use section headers in my chapter outlines, such as "Arriving in Pentos" or "Brienne Convo" or "Overboard." The section heading for That Scene was "FUCKING FINALLY (Fucking, finally!)"
3) Here is what it looks like when a bird of paradise does a mating dance.
Yes, that is a real bird; they're native to Indonesia and Papua New Guinea. You're welcome :D
4) For most of human history, going overboard was really goddamn dangerous, and usually a death sentence. It doesn't take long for shock to set in; plenty of people drown before they even reach hypothermia.
Chapter 148: Bran V
Notes:
June—December 31, 304 AC
Content warning: This chapter contains canon-typical horror, as in Reek and The Forsaken level fucked up shit, albeit less graphic and more psychological. Please be advised.
"I could tell you the story about Brandon the Builder," Old Nan said. "That was always your favorite."
Thousands and thousands of years ago, Brandon the Builder had raised Winterfell, and some said the Wall. Bran knew the story, but it had never been his favorite. Maybe one of the other Brandons had liked that story. Sometimes Nan would talk to him as if he were her Brandon, the baby she had nursed all those years ago, and sometimes she confused him with his uncle Brandon, who was killed by the Mad King before Bran was even born. She had lived so long, Mother had told him once, that all the Brandon Starks had become one person in her head.
"That's not my favorite," he said. "My favorites were the scary ones."
AGOT, Bran IV
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The moon was a gaping hole in the sky, the world below a frozen waste. Spears of ice hung from dying trees and swayed in the bitter winds. When they jostled against one another, they crackled, their voices cold as death, cold as the burning blue eyes of the dead men who surrounded the hill.
In the darkness, the grey star trembled upon his throne.
There were more ways to defend a keep than walls of hard stone or moats of deep water. The dead men could not see the flames of the shimmering red girdle which protected the hill, but they could feel them. The flames crackled and snapped, pulsing with the magic that fed them in place of wood or oil. And so long as the flames burned, the dead men could not enter, could not trespass upon Lord Brynden's realm without his leave. Under the hill was Lord Brynden's domain, and the last greenseer's word was law beneath his roof.
The grey star was not the only one trembling. Deep within the caves, far from the greenseer's throne, lay a direwolf. He huddled in a ball, his grey fur standing on end as he shuddered and shivered, whimpering like a beaten dog. More than anything the grey star wanted to reach for the wolf, to comfort him—
No, a part of him whispered with Lord Brynden's voice. The direwolf belonged to the broken boy, and the broken boy is gone.
The broken boy had to be gone, for the last greenseer to draw from his strength. Lord Brynden was a knight, and the grey star his sword, and swords did not have direwolves. Nor did they have friends with whom to waste their time, or brothers and sisters to miss, or mothers and fathers to mourn. A sword was nothing but a length of sharpened steel that sat quietly in its sheath until needed.
And Lord Brynden always needed him, when the moon was dark.
It began as it always did, suddenly, without warning. A flash of blinding red light, and the grey star was flung away from its frail body, back into the roots, where it floated in a midnight sky. Another flash, and the red star loomed above him, so massive that other stars wobbled as they resisted being pulled into its orbit.
The grey star did not even try to resist; he knew better. A sword could not fight a knight, after all. And maybe, if the grey star was good, someday he could have a name again. All the best swords had names.
Once, the grey star had been foolish. When Lord Brynden first drew on his strength, he shied away, trying to keep it for himself, as if a broken boy knew what to do with the well of magic deep within him. Then the pain started, and... and... it was a mistake he did not make again. It had only hurt because the grey star made it hurt, because he made Lord Brynden show him the error of his ways.
And once the grey star's well was almost dry, then it was time to drain the others. The grey star didn't like that part. Lord Brynden had to wear the broken boy's face, and that meant the grey star had to go with him.
The grey star shuddered as he felt the mask settle over them, the likeness of a boy almost fourteen. The skin was clammy and pale from lack of sun, dotted with pimples and dusted with wispy auburn hairs about the lips and jaw. That wasn't him, not anymore.
A thousand red eyes blinked, and they were atop a cold tower beneath a wall of ice. Within the topmost chamber slept the lord crow, wan and weary, his dreams already dark. A white direwolf bared his fangs; another blink, and the wolf was gone. They were within the lord crow's dreams, alone together within an endless void. All artifice was stripped away; they drifted naked in a darkness thick enough to drown.
Dimly, the grey star felt the broken boy's mouth move.
Brother, Lord Brynden pleaded with the broken boy's thin voice. Brother, please, help me.
In answer the lord crow murmured a name, tears welling in his eyes. My fault, he said hoarsely, as he always did. I should have found you sooner, I'm so sorry—
Help me, Lord Brynden insisted, and the lord crow surrendered to the darkness without another word. Nor did he make a sound when they cut into him, as quick and careful as a maester, nor when they drank up the stardust that flowed from the wound. When Lord Brynden had drunk his fill, it was time to move on.
As always, the sight of the northwest tower was like a knife plunging into the grey star's gut, and he looked away rather than see the familiar keep from which it rose. It was hard enough to bear the sight of the three dreamers that dwelt within the tower; he could not bear to think of days that would never come again.
Brother, Lord Brynden pleaded. He spoke to the king of winter now, a youth with a scar slashing across his cheek. Brother, help me.
The king of winter said a name, frowning. Again? He asked. I'm so tired. A king needs his strength.
The old gods need your strength more, Lord Brynden urged. A pause, a sigh, and the king submitted, just like before.
Next was the wild prince, his hair as shaggy as that of the black direwolf that lay beside him. He cried a name gladly, and ran to embrace the broken boy.
Will this time be enough? The prince asked. You promised you would come home—
Soon, Lord Brynden lied. I need your help.
If only the princess were as willing as the prince.
You're not my brother, the dark princess snarled.
The princess thrashed against the void, intent on escape, refusing to hear a single word Lord Brynden said. At last he was forced to bind her with chains of darkness to keep her still, and even then, the stardust flowed sluggishly from the wound, her very essence still fighting them.
Then at last, it was done. Lord Brynden abandoned the princess, the tower, and his borrowed face, and the red star blazed brighter than before, swelling so large the grey star was swallowed up entirely.
That was for the best. The stardust which gave the red star such power made the grey star feel dizzy and sick. Somehow, he thought it would bother him less if they could just tell the others the truth of what they were doing, tell them why they really needed to borrow their strength, and ask them to fight beside them. But that was more foolishness.
They do not know how to use their gifts, Lord Brynden had said when the grey star finally gathered up the courage to ask. A wild horse is useless, and there is no time to tame them. Bit and bridle, blinders and harness, all are needed to keep them steady in their traces.
And now that they were broken to bridle, there was no need for the grey star.
As the red star pulsed and hummed, the grey star fled. He dared not leave the sky within the roots, but he could hide, deep down within himself, in a place where he could not feel the stolen stardust or the memories that shimmered within their depths. Instead he dwelled on visions of ancient days, of strange cities and stranger beasts, a flood of brilliant colors and fragrant smells carrying him away—
And then, suddenly, the flood stopped. The world spun and spun, and when it stopped spinning, he sat atop a rock beside a black pool, the leaves of the heart tree rustling gently over his head. His ear hurt; when he went to touch it, his fingers slipped in blood.
Wake, cawed the crow. It perched on his shriveled legs, its third eye shining almost as bright as the blood on its long beak. When he tried to shoo it away, it pecked him, hard, right on the web between his thumb and fingers. The grey star yelped as the blood welled up, bringing the hand to his mouth to suck on the wound.
Wake, the crow insisted. You must wake!
No, the grey star told it firmly. Lord Brynden needs me here. I serve the last greenseer, not myself.
Lord Brynden would be busy for ages, searching for the right spells to drive back the Others. The last greenseer could not use the grey star's strength if he awoke, nor use the broken boy's body to wield the stardust they had taken.
He is not the last, the crow cawed angrily, ruffling its wings. There is much you do not know. Brynden Rivers is a liar and a thief—
Stop, the grey star snapped, and the crow fell silent.
How could the crow say such awful things? Lord Brynden had spent long years fighting alone against the dark whilst men slept in ignorance; he had taught the broken boy to fly; had shown the grey star wonders beyond count.
Leave me alone, the grey star said.
The crow's beady dark eyes peered at the grey star, considering.
What about a story?
The grey star hesitated. He wanted to go back to his visions, far away from the godswood and the memories it held. But the crow had never offered to tell him stories before...
One story, the grey star said grudgingly. Then I'm going away again.
The crow ruffled its wings, and hopped to a place on the grey star's thigh.
Once upon a time, the crow began. There was a boy who dreamed of doom.
A hazy vision swam up from the depths of the black pool. The boy was pale as milk, his eyes blood red, hair silver-white, his jaw and neck splotched with a stain like red wine.
When he was young, the crow continued, he dreamt that he would lose his eye. The dream frightened him, and so he told himself that it was not real. He was a king's son, after all, though baseborn; few boys were better guarded from danger. And he had an elder brother to protect him, one who was also baseborn, and whom he loved more than anyone else in the world. It was his elder brother who taught him to use the sword, who praised him when he found his skill lay with the bow instead.
But the boy had another baseborn brother, one whom he hated more than anyone else in the world. As the brothers grew to manhood, the hated brother began to fill the beloved brother's ears with poison, or so the boy told himself. He refused to see the ambition that bloomed before his eyes, nor admit from whence it came.
When the beloved brother asked him to rise in rebellion against their trueborn brother the king, the boy wept, and refused to join him. For though the boy did not love the king, he loved the rule of law above all else, even his brother. When the day of battle came, the boy fought for the king, not the usurper. He and his archers rained down arrows upon the field, slaying the usurper and his eldest sons, and the boy never saw whether it was his arrow that struck the killing blow. When the battle ended, it was a bitter victory. For the boy had lost both his beloved brother and his eye, which the hated brother took as vengeance.
The crow fell silent for a moment. The grey star's eyes were wet; he wiped them, trying not to sniffle.
After that, the boy swore he would never doubt his dreams again. Nor would he let the loss of his eye make him blind. He had always loved learning and delving into men's secrets; now he delved into books of magic, wishing to see what other men could not. When he dreamt of a long winter, he delved deeper still, into books of lore, until at last he found a prophecy of a promised prince, one who would be born from the line of the king.
For the rest of his life, the boy fought to preserve that line. He took little pleasure in meat or mead; he drew away from the woman he once loved. He put no trust in men, only in himself and in the law. Finally, he gave the law up too, so he might slay an enemy he believed must die for the good of the realm. For that, he was banished.
A terrible suspicion seized the grey star as he looked into the pool, upon a man cloaked in black. His hair was white and very long, falling to the hilt of the slim blade that hung at his hip, the metal rippled like smoke. A bloody stain spread across his jaw and neck; one eye socket was dark and empty, and in the other a red eye gleamed like a star.
You tricked me, the grey star said accusingly. And- and- and Lord Brynden was right, to do as he did. His brother was the one who was wrong, to rise against his king. No one should ever rise against their lord, or their king.
Your brother rose against his king, the crow said, his eyes piercing. As did your father before him.
That's different, the grey star protested, looking away as their long faces appeared in the waters of the black pool. The broken boy was the one who loved them, not the grey star. They had good reasons, they weren't just fighting for themselves.
Perhaps, the crow allowed. Perhaps sometimes it is right, then, to rise against one's lord?
Maybe? The grey star said, hesitant. He felt as if he had been tricked again, but the crow ignored his look of dismay.
We were glad, when we felt a greenseer upon the Wall, the crow said, resuming the tale as if he had not stopped. Though it was many years before he came to us. When he did, he was an old man, nearing death. The weirwoods preserved his life beyond its natural span, and in thanks, he shared his strength with us freely. Together we kept the Others at bay, allies, if not friends, for he had forgotten how to make them, and did not care to try.
Years passed. As he descended deeper into the weirwoods, the greenseer began to grow melancholy. He lingered in dreams of his youth, ignoring the battle without. Instead he fought a thousand battles within, trying desperately to change all that had already come to pass, to save the brother whom he had loved.
When nothing worked, he eventually lost the will to try. Instead the greenseer set himself laws, to keep him from returning to his folly. Never again would he seek out those he loved, nor try to be seen, nor lose himself walking amongst the people he had failed. He turned his gaze to the future, never the past, and rarely the present.
When he foresaw the overthrow of his house, he did nothing to stop it. The promised prince must have been himself, he thought. He was a king's son, almost a prince. The red star bleeding was the loss of his eye; the salt was the tears he shed for his brother, the smoke that of the funeral pyre. Only the greenseer could fulfill the prophecy, could forge a realm from naught but ashes.
He's right, the grey star said stubbornly. Who knew more about the Others than the last greenseer? Lord Brynden was old and wise, he must know what he was doing.
Perhaps, the crow said bitterly. Perhaps not. The more certain he grew, the more arrogant he became. Though he still shared his strength with us, it came only at a price. No longer were we allies, but vassals, bound to his will.
So? The grey star asked. He didn't have to come when you called; he didn't have to help.
Didn't he? The crow's caw was a harsh shriek. For thousands of years we carried this burden, keeping the earth alive through winter after winter. When the Andals came, did they thank us? No, they chopped down our weirwoods, so many that those that remained lacked the strength to bear flowers or fruit, for all their magic was needed elsewhere. All those long years, and only once have we been able to bring forth seeds and fruit again, and then only thanks to a child's prayer and an innocent's blood.
Oh, the grey star said, sheepish.
Oh, the crow cackled mockingly. The greenseer repaid our trust with betrayal, and we cannot be turn against him whilst his strength lingers in our roots. But he has never given you his strength, never, not once. You are free to—
No. The grey star shrank back. You're wrong. Lord Brynden will beat them, you'll see. He said that we would write an end to this doom, he just needs more time, that's all. Lord Brynden saw the heart of winter crack and melt, he saw spring come again, and when it does, then you'll be free.
Lord Brynden will win, the grey star told himself, after the crow flapped away, disgusted. Even from his hiding place, the grey star could sense the red star's power. Spell after spell he flung at the bottomless abyss, the one whose edges shone with ice-blue fires, the one which led to the heart of winter. The abyss swallowed them all; if anything, the ice-blue fires seemed to shine more brightly.
We will have to try again, Lord Brynden finally rasped, when he had used up all his strength. The red star was smaller and duller now; the grey star was barely a wisp when he emerged from his hiding place.
Did you find the right spell, my lord? The grey star asked.
The spell is fine, Lord Brynden said irritably. My purpose is clear, my focus absolute, no thanks to you. The grey star cowered, guilty. But I lack the strength to overcome theirs. They draw upon their wights as easily as a man draws water from a vast river, whilst I must rely upon shallow wells that run dry long before my thirst is quenched, and only six of them, against thousands.
Five, my lord, the grey star corrected, confused. Unless Lord Brynden had some other well which he might drain without the grey star's help.
Five, Lord Brynden agreed, after a moment's pause. My wits are muddled from the strain of battle. Come, we must return.
And the grey star was back upon his throne, caged once more in the broken boy's body. For a moment he was not alone, until Lord Brynden released it from his grasp. Strong as he was, the last greenseer could only use the broken body whilst within the weirwoods. Now he slipped back into the corpse atop its throne, the red eye shining for a moment before it closed.
The moon was no longer dark but a waxing crescent. Days had passed within the roots, and the broken body felt stiff and numb. It took hours for the grey star to bend the body to his will; he felt like a ghost, tugging at the strings of a leaden puppet. When it began to move, the weirwood roots that entwined it slipped away, like a mother ending a long embrace.
The body crawled down from its throne, grasping the hand trestle that lay there waiting. It was dark, but that didn't matter. The grey star knew the cavern well, from the two thrones beside the abyss to the dark hidden corner where he was bound. With gritted teeth the body dragged itself across the stony floor, to the thin shaft which served as a privy. When bowels and bladder were empty, it crawled back to the empty throne, hauling itself up with gasps of effort and placing warm furs back over its shriveled legs.
The light almost blinded him when the singers came. There were four of them, led by the gold-green star. In silence the singers took up places beside Lord Brynden's throne, holding high the rushlights clutched in their small clawed fingers. The grey star wished they wouldn't stand there, but he lacked the will to strive with them. Instead he looked, the body's skin pebbling with goosebumps, every hair standing on end.
Grinning, the corpse lord's skull looked back. Within the roots Lord Brynden was untouchable, a red star brimming with power. Outside the roots...
When the broken boy first came, the last greenseer had spoken to him in a hoarse whisper. Now he could not speak at all. His lips were gone, his tongue overgrown with mushrooms that sprouted from between bared yellow teeth. The last shreds of rotten wool had fallen away, as had most of the skin and flesh. The bones were dry and cracking, the viscera wet and shiny, held in place only by the roots which burrowed through and wrapped around them. If he squinted, the grey star could almost see the heart beating through a gap between the ribs.
The grey star shuddered.
When the singers brought him to the cavern soon after the new year, Lord Brynden had told him that he would never leave it again, that it was time for him to become one with his throne. The grey star was so frightened he could not speak; he had wet himself as the weirwood roots snaked over his limbs, dreading the moment they dug into his flesh- but the moment never came. The roots gripped him tightly as the red eye watched; some had even slipped under his sleeves and down under his collar, yet not a single root had pierced his skin.
A rushlight shone in his face; gold-green eyes glimmered like leaves in the sun. As if released from some spell, the grey star looked away from the corpse lord.
"It is time to eat," the singer said, her voice soft.
The blood stew was warm and tender, but the grey star never tasted it. The body chewed and swallowed until its belly was full; drank goat's milk until its thirst was quenched; dragged itself to the privy shaft again when it dimly felt the need.
Later, when the singers were gone, the spearmaid came.
"It's sixth moon," she told him.
Her long brown braid trailed down her back, the hair lifeless and dull. In one hand she bore a three-pronged spear, in the other, a rough hewn bowl. While the body ate, the spearmaid watched the corpse lord, singing lullabies under her breath. The dried reindeer meat was tough and stringy, and there was nothing to wash it down save a skin of water. Even so, the food soon vanished. The body was always hungry, when the grey star returned from the sky.
When the spearmaid took away the empty bowl, the grey star wished it could run and hide. Instead, he yanked at the puppet's strings, following the spearmaid's whispered commands.
The puppet clenched its belly muscles and sat up straight. It placed its hands on its legs, first with the palms down, then with the palms raised, breathing deeply all the while. It stretched its arms above its head, spread its fingers, then bent to stretch its sides.
"I don't want to," the grey star said, back in first moon, when he had the strength to speak.
"For Lord Brynden's sake?" The spearmaid answered, her eyes strange. "You must keep strong for- for him. Please, my prince."
And so the puppet grabbed the back of the throne, and turned its head slowly. It extended its arms and swam through the air. It lifted heavy logs whose middles the spearmaid had whittled thin to create grips; it leaned forward and backward whilst its belly muscles strained; it pressed its hands together in front of its steadily beating heart.
All this and more it did, until at last the spearmaid left him be. Then the spearmaid returned to the little grandfather who languished in the dark, and the grey star drifted into dreamless sleep.
Days blurred together as the moon waxed full, then began to wane. The singers and the spearmaid were almost always with him, and the greenseer never was. The corpse lord's body was frail and ancient, barely able to hold him unless he slept. Even a broken body was better than that.
And when the moon turned dark, it was Lord Brynden's once more.
The red star shone brighter than the sun, and bigger too, almost as big as the grey star had once been. Lord Brynden grew larger as he drank from the wells. The lord crow and the king of winter had almost recovered their full strength, and yielded it up once more without protest. The wild prince was just as willing, if slightly sullen.
The dark princess was not. The dark princess fought harder than before; even when the darkness held her fast, her spirit blazed with fury.
Let me speak to her, this time? The grey star asked. Maybe she would listen, if he said the words himself. A flare of cold anger, and the mouth was his.
Arya, the grey star whispered, a terrible pang in his chest. Sister, help me, he pleaded.
You're not my brother, she snapped, still fighting. The gaze of her grey eyes pierced him like a blade.
I'm Brandon, the grey star said, wincing as Lord Brynden's fury burned him. Sister, help me, please, it will be easier if you stop fighting, if you let me.
I won't, she said. You're not Bran.
A snarl, the slash of a claw, and stardust wept from the wound. The red star pulsed as Lord Brynden gorged, until the wound began to close, and the trickle of starlight slowed, then ceased. Not enough, Lord Brynden snarled. Useless boy— A mighty shove, and the grey star was falling. He plummeted into the hidden place deep within himself, and a door slammed shut behind him.
Shame choked the breath from his lungs. Locked in his pit, the grey star curled up into a ball, crying until he could cry no more. As he wept, he felt soft wings brush against his shoulder; a long beak preened through his tangled hair. The crow nuzzled him, cooing a gentle lullaby in his ear.
I failed, the grey star said, when his tears finally ran dry. Somehow the pit had become a godswood; he lay curled beside a black pool, on a cushion of soft red leaves beneath a heart tree with a solemn face.
You are only a boy, the crow said. It is the elder who is to blame, not the fledgling.
The grey star sniffled, but said nothing. Hesitant, the crow went on, its third eye watching the grey star closely.
The greenseer has lived long past his time, the crow said. Fifty years past, and more. Even with the weirwood to sustain him, he should have died within a year of your coming.
The crow cawed, angry. The black waters of the pool rippled, showing a massive weirwood with a mouth large enough to swallow a man, were it not shut tight. The lips were twisted in a grimace, the eyes closed and weeping red tears. And within the tree... the grey star cried out in horror.
Make it stop, the grey star begged. He did not want this, he did not ask for this, no one deserved to suffer so.
I cannot, the crow said. But you can.
The grey star hugged himself, his belly twisting into knots.
No, he said. I can't.
The moon was fat and full. Again the last greenseer slept; again the grey star tugged at the strings of the broken puppet. The singers came, and the puppet ate, and tried not to look at the corpse upon its throne. The spearmaid came, and the puppet ate, and struggled through the exercises which she made it do, again and again until its muscles trembled and burned.
Guilt gnawed at the grey star as the moon waned. All of this was his fault, he knew. Lord Brynden's spells would not keep failing if not for him. Six wolves the singers had sent, to awaken six dreamers, and the last greenseer needed all their strength. But no matter what the grey star did, he could not reach the last of them, the lost princess who had sailed across the sea.
The moon turned dark. Lord Brynden drank from the wells, and when he was done, he cast the grey star back into his pit. There the grey star languished, deaf and dumb and blind. When the crow came, he ignored it, intent on the ripples of power that hung upon the air. The last greenseer was assailing the abyss again, striving to pierce the void so he might strike at the heart of winter. But it was to no avail; the ice fires rose ever higher.
The moon waxed from crescent to half. The grey star struggled to move the puppet, as if the strings were fraying in his grasp. When the spearmaid came again, he shook his head and closed his eyes, ignoring her entreaties.
Then she slapped him.
"Wake up!" The spearmaid shouted, angry tears welling in her eyes. "You have to move, you have to. If not for your own sake, than for his." She said the last word like a curse, jerking her head at the corpse lord.
That made the grey star angry.
"There's no point," he said bitterly, his tongue thick from disuse. "It doesn't matter, the body will always be broken, and useless, and weak. Just like me."
The spearmaid's eyes widened, afraid. "You're not- you never-" she swallowed hard. "Just a few exercises. Please."
She was weeping openly now, her nose and cheeks turning red. That wasn't right; the spearmaid was the cheerful one, the one who kept them all together on the long journey to the greenseer's cave. He would not be here, if not for her.
"A few," the grey star mumbled, if only to keep his conscience clear.
The moon was almost full. The puppet and the spearmaid were tossing a rock back and forth when the air sparked, as if lightning were about to strike. The rock fell to the ground as the spearmaid darted away; she was already gone when the corpse lord's eye gleamed red.
"We will go now," Lord Brynden said.
A hard yank, and they were in the roots. The broken boy's mask did not seem to fit Lord Brynden properly; the legs were gone, leaving only formless darkness. Worse, they found the first three wells were only half full, though Lord Brynden drank them down all the same.
When they reached the fourth well, the grey star realized why they had come. The dark princess lay still as stone, with tears upon her cheeks and despair within her heart. The grey star should have been glad to see her yield without a fight, but somehow, this was even worse.
Lord Brynden did not seem to think so. He gorged greedily, and to the grey star's horror, he could feel the dark princess's well begin to empty. Lord Brynden had never taken so much before, never. A well could not restore itself if it ran too low, if he kept drinking the princess would surely die— suddenly, there was a sound like the flutter of wings. The wound vanished as if it never was, and the grey star was flung back into his pit.
It isn't enough, the grey star fretted when the crow came to keep him company. The godswood took shape around him; in the distance the red star was assailing the abyss again, with no more success than before.
It isn't, the crow agreed. For all his power, the greenseer is but one man.
A great man, the grey star said. He promised he would defeat them, and he will.
The crow regarded him with its beady eyes. A man's face swam in the depths of the pool, the head covered in bandages but for the lips which were bruised and blue. The lips twisted in a mockery of a smile, then pursed as if to blow a horn. When the grey star recoiled from the vision, the pool turned smooth and black once more.
One man may destroy the work of thousands, the crow said. The horn—
—will never be blown, the grey star insisted.
Lord Brynden wouldn't lie to him, he wouldn't. So what if the grey star had dreamt of a city in flames, a jade dragon screeching as it alighted upon a white tower, its rider holding a horn in his hand? The grey star was not supposed to look into the future, the greenseer said he lacked the skill and experience to do it properly. Visions of the future were unreliable anyways, fragmented and blurred, always changing.
The moon was dark as the abyss. Tenth moon, the spearmaid said, though the grey star did not know if she was right. Lord Brynden slept upon his throne, still weary from his last fruitless battle. When the grey star woke, he was visited by the singers and the spearmaid; when the grey star slept, he dreamt of the three-eyed crow.
Once upon a time, the crow began. There was a boy who dreamed of power. Power to do whatever he wanted, more power than anyone else ever had. But while his father was a lord, the boy was only a third son, and his elder brothers were strong. Once, the eldest punched him during a quarrel. Though the bruise soon healed, the eye did not; the pupil was ever opened wide, so wide the eye seemed black instead of blue.
Soon after, we sensed his promise from afar, and called to the dreamer. We did not know he would look into the heart of winter and laugh. We did not know that he would slay his own brother and dare the gods to prove themselves by striking him down. We did not know that his hunger would only grow as the boy grew into a man, a reaver, nor that he would at last reach out to the heart of winter, coveting it for his kingdom.
And the Others felt him trespass upon their realm, and smiled. For though they disdain all creatures besides themselves, they saw the power that flowed within his veins, almost as strong as that which you possess. They feigned terror at the reaver's coming, and flattered his ambition. When the reaver demanded a crown, they swore they would be his bannermen if only he released them from their bonds. When the reaver demanded life everlasting, they swore it could be done. And when the reaver left, they laughed, for the Others do not keep oaths, not even amongst themselves.
The grey star was still shivering when he awoke. Why must the crow tell him such stories? He knew enough already.
Lord Brynden kept close watch over the reaver, though he was too far away for him to touch. The galley with the black sails and red hull lingered amongst a chain of small islands, attacking each ship which came in sight, save the ships of the other pirates who followed the reaver's banner. Unlike her brethren, the galley's crew took no plunder, only prisoners.
The reaver himself was confined to his sick bed. Flesh sizzled beneath the venom's hungry tongue, barely restrained by the spells of captive warlocks long since slain. Nor did the wound improve beneath the hands of a wizard, nor the potions of an alchemist, both of whom were cruelly killed for their failure. As months passed, the venom gnawed away first the reaver's brow, then his scalp. When the white skull began to show beneath the raw red meat, the mutes grew more desperate.
Why do they obey him? The grey star had asked Lord Brynden once, as they watched the mutes drag three short, swarthy women off a carrack. Any one of them could slit his throat while he slept.
Why does a beaten dog not tear out his master's throat? The last greenseer sighed. They have been taught fear for so long that they remember little else. They never know if he is watching. For all they know, he has taken the body of one of their fellows, and makes it dance like a puppet on strings. Even if they slew him... what would stop him from taking a new body?
If he could do that, then why does he want the old one healed? The grey star asked, tentatively, lest the last greenseer take offense.
His own body is the most powerful, Lord Brynden said. And the reaver is as vain as he is arrogant. He believes he must be healed, for it is his destiny to blow the horn, and become a new god.
That had been at least two moons ago; since then, things had only gotten worse. Where all others failed, the trio of women had succeeded. Their bald, pointed heads had shone in the moonlight as they sang songs over the weeping wound, the rippling harmony making drops of venom shrivel and disappear as the edges healed. No wonder the gold-green star said the strongest spells were songs of power. The song was so beautiful you could almost forget the bloody wounds across the women's naked backs, the ones which had convinced them it was better to sing than to die.
Next the moonsingers were dragged to the cargo hold. The dragon snarled as he paced his cramped den, his eye black and rotten. Whilst two sang the beast to sleep, the third scooped the rot from the socket, cleansing it with vinegar and basting it with honey. Even the dragon's crest and scales seemed to shine more brightly when they were done.
The reaver was on his feet at last, and smiled when he saw their work. His blue eye gleamed as he brought forth a wooden box, and showed them an old warhorn. It was banded in bronze, the rim chipped, a crack running up its length. And all three moonsingers drew away from it, afraid, and would not sing a note.
Half moon came, then full. The horn is as broken as me, the grey star told himself as the galley abandoned the isles, sailing first south, then west. The mutes were able sailors; they might lack tongues, but they still had their strength and wits. They spoke by making signs with their hands, and used whistles and horns in the dark, rain, and fog. And whilst the mutes ran the ship, the reaver ran bloody hands over the cracked warhorn, murmuring to himself as the moonsingers gasped and screamed and died.
How? The grey star asked that night, when the crow haunted his dreams. Nothing had ever scared him so much as the sight of the warhorn shining whole once more, except perhaps the thought of angering the last greenseer.
Any fool can cast a spell, when so much blood is spilled. The crow gave a raucous caw. Blood is life and power, even stolen blood, which is the weakest of all. Blood given freely is much stronger, and one's own blood is strongest of all.
Why? The grey star did not understand.
The crow cawed again, flicking his wings and tail.
Men are born of flesh and spirit both, the crow said. Darkness and light, order and chaos, love and hate, earth and air, ice and fire. All have their place; it is for each man to choose the path that he will walk, the life that he will live. There is a power in that, as potent as any magic, if more subtle.
The grey star pondered that for a moment, considering. Then how are the Others so strong? Do the wights want to be wights?
The crow's shriek almost deafened him.
NO, it cawed.
That is why they must make so many of them; the power they draw from their thralls is stolen. Those they kill become spirits trapped deep within their bodies, lingering betwixt life and death. They cannot control their flesh, only watch it be used against their will. The Others make a sport of it, sending wights after their own kin, savoring their torment. Cruelty is their meat and mead, conquest their only desire. There is nothing they would not do to achieve their ends.
And, the crow said, its voice low. There is nothing the greenseer would not do to stop them.
The moon was dark as pitch. This time when Lord Brynden donned his mask, only the lord crow let him drink in peace. The king of winter hesitated and argued; the wild prince screamed and raged that his brother had not yet come home; the dark princess refused to submit, but fought even harder than she had before.
Yet, to the grey star's surprise, Lord Brynden did not seem angry. If anything, he seemed amused.
What is it, my lord? The grey star asked when the draining was done. Do you have a new spell to fight the Others?
I do not need a new spell. The red star flared, blinding him. I need more strength, and upon the solstice, I will have it. Until then, I must look to days yet to come; we are done here. And, almost gently, he flung the grey star out of the roots, back into the darkness of the cavern.
That night, the grey star dreamt of a godswood.
It rose up from the mist, so familiar it made his heart ache. Steam wafted gently from the hot pools; birds twittered and chirped in the trees. The deep layers of humus smelt damp and earthy; when he dug his hand into it, he found earthworms wriggling amongst the last remnants of rotten leaves and twigs, the shells of insects and the bones of some small animal, all within a cushion of rich, pillowy soil.
Their dying returns life to the earth, so that new life may sprout from what came before. The crow landed atop the rock beside the black pool. All things decay, in the end.
All things, the grey star said, except the Others.
The crow tilted its head, the third eye keen. Water rippled, then the black pool turned clear as a looking glass, as though they looked through a window.
Beneath the bloody light of a setting sun, a pirate fleet rolled upon the waves, led by a galley with black sails. In the distance an island rose from the sea, grey as iron. Beside it, across a great stone bridge, stood a strange castle. Its keeps and towers were heaps of craggy stone, mounted atop a dozen stacks of rock, joined by swaying bridges of wood and rope.
The sun dipped under the horizon, and a shriek echoed over the world. Thunder cracked as the dragon took to the sky. The last light of dusk made his crest and the sheer membranes of his wings shine like bronze, his scales as hard and green as jade. Glyphs shimmered like fire upon the smoky steel of the reaver's scaled armor and dragon helm; his whip of barbed steel bit deep into the scarred flesh of the dragon's neck as he spurred it onward.
It seemed only an instant before the dragon landed atop the tower which stood furthest out to sea. It was sheer and crooked, older than the rest. Salt spray gnawed at the base, which was white and pockmarked; the top was black with soot, and crowned by an iron mast which bore a black banner blazoned with a golden kraken.
One gout of dragonflame, and the banner turned to ash; a second gout set the rope bridge which led to the tower alight. Beneath the dragon's claws, a guard moaned in agony, his body crushed from the weight of the dragon's landing. As if annoyed, the dragon bit off the man's head with a snap of his jaws, gulping it down in one swallow.
"Save your appetite," the reaver laughed. "Patience, patience; the main course is yet to come. You must not scorn my brothers' hospitality."
Don't, the grey star murmured to the black pool.
He did not know how many brothers the reaver had, but he knew they were no match for the dragon. The dragon was a monster out of a nightmare. His teeth and claws were sharper than Valyrian steel, his breath hotter than the seven hells, his one bronze eye hard with malice.
When the brothers appeared, there were only two of them. One was a warrior, as muscled as a bull, his armor heavy plate. His warhelm was shaped like an iron kraken with a crown atop its head and long arms coiling down below his jaw. A golden cloak streamed from his broad shoulders; in his hand he bore a fearsome axe.
The other wore no armor at all. He was a priest, his roughspun robes the color of the sea, his long dark hair and beard woven with seaweed. His face was pale as he looked up at the reaver, wetting dry lips.
"Brothers!" The reaver's blue lips bared in an awful, mocking smile. "It has been too long."
"You are not welcome here," the warrior boomed. He hefted his axe, looking not at the reaver, but at the dragon, considering its missing eye, its long neck, its frail wings.
"No godless man may sit the Seastone Chair," said the priest.
Laughter burst from the reaver's lips; his shoulders shook with mirth.
"Oh, little brother," the reaver mocked. His one eye stared at the priest, blue as a summer sky. "You haven't changed a bit, have you?"
"The Drowned God is as changeable and powerful as the sea." The priest held the reaver's gaze, unblinking. The warrior edged forward, keeping to the side where the dragon was blind, his steps quiet as the grave.
"You are no Storm God, to strive with Him and live," said the priest. "You are only a bully, a madman drunk with arrogance. He Who Dwells Beneath the Waves is mightier than any dragon." The warrior raised his axe. "And no fire can withstand His wroth, and no godless man may sit the Seastone Chair."
Quick as a snake, the dragon lashed out. The warrior went flying; his heavy plate crumpled as he smashed into the battlements. Limp as a ragdoll he lay, unmoving, his neck snapped.
"No one will sit the Seastone Chair, least of all me," the reaver said, smiling. "Your Drowned God is as weak as your king." He kicked the dragon; it advanced toward the fallen warrior, teeth bared.
The priest's eyes were wide and white; his lips trembled. He backed away from the dragon until his back pressed against the battlements. The wind howled between the crenels; the sea crashed down below.
"Now," the reaver said. "My dragon has a hunger. Be a good boy, and remove our brother's armor, and I'll let you have the mercy of a quick death."
"No," the priest stammered, shaking.
"Yes," the reaver laughed. "Though a slow death is more fun for me, I'll grant you. How long has it been since I came to visit you of an evening?"
The priest shook even harder, hugging himself like a frightened child.
"No," he stammered.
"Yes," the reaver smiled.
He began unfastening his saddle chains, his eye fixed on the priest. The priest stood as still as a statue, caught by that terrible gaze. The reaver did not look away, not for a moment, until he glanced down as he swung a leg over the saddle.
Swift as thought, the priest flew. For an instant he stood between the crenels, his robes flapping in the wind like wings, his head held high, his lips murmuring a prayer. Then he was gone, no more than a dark shadow plummeting toward the sea as the reaver cursed and swore.
The grey star woke covered in sweat. Frantically he seized the puppet's strings, clambering down from the throne, across the cavern, to vomit into the privy shaft. When the singers came, the puppet could not eat a bite of blood stew; nor could it stomach the dried reindeer meat of the spearmaid, not until a few days had passed, and the echo of the reaver's laughter faded.
The half moon hung overhead. Slagged stone was all that remained of the strange castle; the docks of the nearby harbor were scorched, a few charred masts poking up from beneath the waves. The pirate fleet had grown, joined by longships whose banners bore a red eye with a black pupil. Every prow pointed southwest, following the galley with the red hull; above the fleet circled the dragon, the reaver on his back.
Where is he going? The grey star asked. Someone has to stop him!
You are someone, the crow said. Why not you?
I can't. The grey star wanted to cry; instead he gestured at his useless legs. I'm only a sword, not a knight. It's the last greenseer you need, not me. His teacher would know what to do; he must have a plan, he must.
Yet as the full moon waned, the grey star's dread waxed. Why would Lord Brynden not wake from his slumber? Some instinct made the grey star uneasy; the reaver was dangerous, he had to be stopped now, before he hurt anyone else. Lord Brynden swore he would never blow the Horn of Winter, but what other ruin might he wreak, with a dragon at his command?
The moon was dark, the solstice drawing near. The puppet ate and exercised in a numb stupor, and the grey star hid himself in the loveliest visions he could find, of wild forests roamed by wolves, of burbling streams full of leaping trout. A godswood was no place for a grey star, especially not the one in which he so often found himself.
Dark wings flapped, and the grey star found himself there yet again. The crow perched in the branches of the heart tree, looking down at the sad solemn face graven into the trunk. The grey star wanted to flee, to forget that face he knew so well.
The last story is the most important, the crow cawed, and the grey star froze, hesitant.
Once upon a time, the crow began. There was a boy who dreamed of spring. Then winter came. Snow fell, and winds howled, and white shadows hunted through the dark, and it was his own father, the Bloody Blade, who led them. In terror the boy fled, and long years he wandered, seeking for the singers, to ask our aid against the foe, and at last, the last hero found us.
On the Isle of Faces, a pact was sworn betwixt the kindreds. With our help, men drove the shadows north, aided by the giants, whose friendship the last hero had also won. All three kindreds built the Wall, just as all three kindreds labored to build refuges against the shadows. For though the spells of the Wall were strong, there is no spell that cannot be undone, no barrier that cannot be broken. And Brandon the Builder named himself the Stark of Winterfell, and his sons took up his work when he was gone.
Centuries passed. There was peace between our kindreds, aside from petty quarrels and brief skirmishes. Fear of the white shadows ebbed, for they had not attacked in nigh on a hundred years, and a Stark, a lord commander of the Night's Watch, wandered far beyond the Wall. And in the snows of winter, he found a woman, and desired her, though her touch was so cold it burned his flesh. For men had forgotten that there were a few women among the Others, spearwives who had gladly followed the Bloody Blade to his doom.
And the lord commander saw her power, and desired it even more than the woman. He named himself the Night's King, and took the Nightfort for his seat. Together they slew the sworn brothers of the Watch and raised them up as wights, a host for the Night's King to lead. The corpse queen could not go beyond the shadow of the Wall; it was the Night's King who rode south to hunt when they grew tired of toying with the wildlings, whose desperate pleas had gone unheeded. In the end, it was another Stark who slew the Night's King, though only with the aid of a wildling chief, who brought a host of giants to the battle.
Were the Starks brothers? The grey star asked, remembering an old woman's creaky voice, the sound of her knitting needles clicking.
No, the crow cackled, annoyed. Cousins. That is not the point. The Night's King forgot the pact, and betrayed all three kindreds for his own selfish gain. But only a few centuries passed before other men began to do the same. Their little realms were not enough; they wished to rule over all they saw. They claimed the land was made for them; that the giants were ugly, stupid brutes, that the singers were demons in disguise.
For every clan of men who remained faithful and stood by our side, another stood against us. It was a King of Winter who slew the Warg King when he refused to bend the knee, and every greenseer who fought beside him was slaughtered. His grandson offered weregild when he was crowned the new king, but no weregild could revive the dead. When the Andals came, our allies were few, our enemies plentiful, and we retreated to wild places where men could not find us.
You let the last greenseer find you, the grey star said.
We have let many men find us, over the centuries, the crow said sharply. Those who intended no harm, those who asked for aid, rather than demand it. Now it is our turn to ask for aid. Your house owes us a debt, and the debt has come due.
That's not fair, the grey star protested, bewildered. I never- I didn't—
You are a Stark of Winterfell, the crow said. Half the north shares the blood of Brandon the Builder, but you were born within the walls we helped him raise, during a summer that only came because we have kept eternal winter at bay, even with the last greenseer sapping us of our strength. Six dreamers we awoke, and told the last greenseer it was for his sake, but it was for our own, so that we might be loosed from our chains.
The crow cackled angrily. The last greenseer laughed, when he saw you fall. Fate, he called it, a blessing from the old gods. Of all the children, you were his favorite. The other boys were too old or too young, one girl too sweet, the other too stubborn. But a crippled boy with a thirst for stories, why, that was the sort of child he might mold and shape to use as he pleased.
He wouldn't, the grey star said, his voice thin. He- Lord Brynden- it is fate, it is, we are meant to be one person, our names are the same—
NO, the crow shrieked. You are your own person, and your name is—
SHUT UP! The grey star screamed. Lord Brynden will win, and then we'll set you free.
His victory is not certain. And even if he wins, you will be in no state to help anyone, not even yourself. The crow pecked him hard, right between the eyes. What is the point of all you have seen, if not to learn from it? A life of thralldom is a bitter one; do not close the shackles about your own neck.
It's too late, the grey star said. He had come too far to start doubting his teacher now.
It is never too late, the crow said.
When the grey star awoke, it was the day before the solstice. Darkness clung to the world like a veil; when dawn came, it was hidden by thick black clouds that shrouded the sky. The morning went on, yet the singers never came, nor did the spearmaid come in the afternoon. Hunger gnawed at the puppet's belly, so fierce the grey star could not escape it by sleeping. All he could do was sit and wait, wait for Lord Brynden to come for him.
The moon was a thin sliver of a crescent, barely peeping from behind the clouds. Fire raced through the puppet's veins as Lord Brynden seized the broken boy in his grasp, the red star already swollen from his last feeding. Overwhelmed, the grey star could barely keep the mask upon Lord Brynden's face as they flew past a smoking island, plunging toward a ship whose prow bore a figurehead of a buxom maiden kissing the feathers of a bird in flight.
The cabin was small and cramped; there was nowhere to perch except a bench beneath the windows. Upon a narrow bunk slept a man with golden-brown skin and silvery hair. Beside him lay the lost princess, a maiden pale as moonlight with hair red as autumn. Why were they here, not in her dream?
The lost princess bolted upright, and stared straight at Lord Brynden, her eyes wide with fear.
"Olyvar," she whimpered, shaking the man by the shoulder.
He would have woken, had not the red star pulsed. There would be no interruptions, not on this night. If the lost princess would not sleep, he would make her sleep. The void swallowed her up, and she fell back upon the bed, limp, her last screamed word echoing in the grey star's ears, the mask falling away as if it had never been.
A thousand red eyes gleamed; tonight there would be no mummery, no pleas in another's voice. A single violent slash, and stardust poured forth, his for the taking. He drank it down, almost every drop, only halting when some unseen force drove him back with a sound like the fluttering of wings that Lord Brynden did not seem to hear. The dark princess was next, then the king and the wild prince, then the lord crow.
One moment the grey star was within a dream, watching Lord Brynden lap at stardust; the next he was outside the dream, floating in the midnight sky. Visions blurred before the grey star's eyes, flashes of the ruin wrought from the red star's gorging, the price of the power which swelled him so large he looked as if he might burst.
As if in a nightmare he returned to the ship's cabin. The silver-haired man clung to the lost princess, begging her to wake up, tears streaming down his face. Next was the silken tent, where a she-wolf ran from the dark princess's bed to the one on the other side of the tent, nipping and whining until two naked girls stopped kissing and rushed to the princess's side.
The world blurred. Now he was in the wild prince's chamber. A black direwolf dragged a wildling woman to the featherbed, his jaws clamped tight about her wrist. He blinked, and he was in the king's chamber. A lean direwolf leapt onto the bed, nuzzling the king as a naked woman cried for a servant, for the maester, hurry, hurry, hurry.
Last was the lord commander's cell, so cold, so empty. A white direwolf bared his teeth, his ears pinned back, his ruff bristling. He scratched at the door, throwing back his head in silent howls. When that failed, he heaved himself against a table; it fell with a crash that brought a grey-haired steward running.
Pack, a part of him whispered as the visions spun, as all five failed to wake, as those who loved them began to panic. He's hurting them.
Red light flared, and the visions were gone. The red star was massive; the few remaining stars began to fall into its orbit, closer and closer until it swallowed them up too. When they were gone, two vast windows spread across the sky. One looked down upon a city by the sea, the other upon the cavern of the greenseer.
Dizzy, the grey star turned his gaze on the city. Ships were clashing outside the harbor walls; arrows, caltrops, and javelins rained down upon the longships from war galleys flying white tower banners.
Overhead the reaver flew, his dragon shrieking, yet he made no attempt to aid the ships that bore his banners. Boarding parties fought and died, spilling their blood upon the decks, and the reaver let them die, intent on a black marble sept—
The grey star looked down upon the cavern. A stone slab lay upon the floor, at the foot of the weirwood thrones. Tree roots twined over the slab like chains, and in their midst lay the little grandfather, flat on his back, his mossy green eyes dull and staring. Singers surrounded him, their eyes hard as they stared at the corpse lord on his throne; the gold-green star stood over the boy, a shard of dragonglass in her hand.
It is time. Lord Brynden's voice was calm as a windless day; the red star shone even brighter than before. We must be as one, and only blood can seal that bond forever.
The grey star stared, speechless with horror. The sept was molten slag; the dragon turned on the domes and towers that lined the river.
Say the word, and it will be done, Lord Brynden urged. We can stop this battle, but there is always a price.
Atop the white tower, a white-haired old man and his daughter chanted, their voices in perfect unison. A glass candle burned in the woman's hand, tall and twisted, with edges sharp as any knife. Still chanting, the woman slashed her arm, her grey hair blowing in the wind as she passed the candle to the old man. He slashed his arm even deeper, yet their blood did not drip to the ground. Droplets hovered and rose, weaving a glimmering red net that soared through the sky and wrapped tight about the dragon's wings, seizing him fast, pulling him away from his prey and toward the tower, his jaws still spewing flame.
You have to help them! The grey star cried.
Somehow, the woman heard him. Her eyes met his; her chant faltered for an instant before she recovered herself.
Our power is needed elsewhere, Lord Brynden said, impassive. It will take all we have to do what must be done.
To smash the horn? The grey star said, frantic. He looked down at the little grandfather, then back at the dragon, snarling and thrashing against the flickering net.
To bring down the hammer of the waters. The red star gleamed, infinitely sad and weary. It is the only way. The horn will be blown; I have seen it. But all is not lost. The Wall may be doomed, yet we may shape a new one. The Neck is already half shattered; a strong enough blow will cleave the North away from the realms of men, and open a vein of molten fire that will burn for a thousand thousand years.
The old man and the woman swayed as they chanted, the dragon thrashing even harder as they drew the net toward the scorpions.
You have to help them! The grey star cried.
I cannot, the red star said. Not without your help. The boy has accepted his fate; he knows this is the day he dies. Say the word, and it will be done, the red star urged. Say the word, and his suffering will end.
"NO!" The spearmaid burst into the cavern, the direwolf at her heels. "Let him go," she shouted at the gold-green star, pointing her three-pronged spear at the singer's throat.
"I wish I could," the singer said. Her eyes darted to the corpse lord on his throne.
The spearmaid Meera, no, what are you doing ran at the corpse, her spear upraised. The next moment she was screaming, her legs shaking and staggering, her arms jerking and jolting like a puppet on strings.
No! The grey star cried. The direwolf Summer, I named him Summer snarled, lunging for the corpse. The spear descended, and the direwolf yelped in pain as it pinned his leg to the floor.
"This is the day I die," the little grandfather Jojen, Jojen NO rasped. The gold-green star flinched, and he met the singer’s eyes, a strange look passing over his wan face.
They are your sworn bannermen, the red star said, impatient, his voice drowning out Meera's screams. The boy is willing; what are you waiting for?
A memory surfaced, unbidden. To Winterfell we pledge the faith of Greywater, they had said together, this boy and girl who would become his friends. Hearth and heart and harvest we yield up to you, my lord. Our swords and spears and arrows are yours to command. Grant mercy to our weak, help to our helpless, and justice to all, and we shall never fail you.
And they had fulfilled their oath, a thousand times over. They had brought the prince here, they had endured long years in darkness for his sake. How could he repay them thus? How was this mercy, how was this help, how was this justice?
Bolts tore through the sky, bouncing off the dragon's scales, tearing through his wings. He snarled and screeched, the net barely holding him.
Say it, the red star flared. Now, boy!
No, the prince said, trembling. I won't. It's not right.
You will say it, the red star snarled, and suddenly, he was a broken boy again. Magic cracked like lightning and he screamed, screamed as the pain washed over him, his arms seizing, his mouth frothing as the red star tried to make him say the words. He clamped his jaw shut, his nails digging into his palms as he clenched his fists, the world spinning faster and faster until feathers brushed against his eyes and all went dark.
He was back in the void. Visions of his pack raced by, faster and faster. Jon Snow soared above the haunted forest on raven's wings, hunting for a brother he never found. Arya and Rickon cuddled in bed, whispering of drinking horns and unicorn back rides, tears upon their cheeks. Robb sat at his desk, reviewing maps of the far North; Sansa wept as a wildling girl told her that her brother had crossed beyond the Wall.
Weak as he was, the broken boy could not let them die. They hovered above the abyss, tethered only by the strength which their direwolves shared with them, even the lost wolf, who died and yet still lived deep within his sister.
Wake, the broken boy cried, sending them all that was left of his meager strength.
Magic flared like lightning, yet there were no screams. His brothers and sisters stirred, still asleep, and suddenly all of them were in the void, clustered about him with tears on their cheeks. He wanted to embrace them all, but there was no time, there was none at all.
I need to wake too, he told them, before they could speak. Can you help me?
Lightning flashed, thunder cracked, and the broken boy awoke, his strength renewed, just as Jojen seized the dagger from Leaf and drove it deep into his gut.
“Be free,” he gasped.
The broken boy and the red star screamed as one. With a snarl the singers hurled themselves into the roots, new stars popping up all around the red star, ringing him in as they blasted him with spells, led by the gold-green star. In the cavern Jojen lay dying upon the slab, Meera still held fast in Lord Brynden's grip, tears streaming down her cheeks as she struggled and strained.
The broken boy watched the stars battle, too weak to intervene, too weak to be of any use. None of the spells seemed to be working; each blast from the singers only made the red star stronger, so strong it shuddered from the weight of all the power it held. Why could they not hurt him?
We cannot be free of him whilst his strength lingers in our roots, the crow cawed in his ear. But he has never given you his strength, never, not once.
And the broken boy knew what he must do, and was afraid.
Can a man still be brave if he's afraid? The broken boy heard himself say. That is the only time a man can be brave, his father replied.
The godswood swam before his eyes. His father sat on the rock beneath the heart tree; his mother lay upon the ground beside the black pool. I am always proud of Bran, his mother said.
Roots dug into his fingers as the broken boy scrambled down from his throne, his legs thudding to the ground as he lunged for the trestle. It scraped across the stony floor of the cavern as he dragged himself toward the corpse lord, his rage frozen deep inside him. Lord Brynden had lured him here, had lied to him, had used him, as if he were only a sword, not a boy made from flesh and blood. Jojen was dying because of him; he had almost killed his brothers and sisters, he had almost sacrificed the entire North—
The broken boy reached the corpse lord's throne. The muscles in his arms bulged as he seized the corpse by the knee to pull himself up. The bone shattered beneath his grip; the legs pulled away from the rest of the corpse, which slumped against the back of the throne. The broken boy gritted his teeth as he grabbed the arm of the throne with one hand, using it to hold himself up; the other scrabbled at the corpse's ribs, determined to find his shriveled heart and rip it out.
The red star shook; red light flared. No matter how hard he yanked, the ribs resisted him, his fingers slipping in viscera as he tried to grab hold, the legs creeping back toward the torso, pulled by the weirwood roots which had no choice but to keep the corpse lord alive.
STOP, the red star boomed, pulsing in time with the shriveled heart, faster and faster. Dimly the broken boy was aware of a shimmering net fraying to pieces; he ignored it, reaching for the ribs again. STOP, YOU FOOLISH BOY—
"My name is BRAN!" He screamed, and yanked the corpse from its throne, flinging it to shatter against the stone floor.
The red star shuddered, trying to pull the pile of bones and rotten flesh back together around the fluttering heart. But Bran had torn him away from the roots; stolen strength no longer held his bones together, and the red star's power was so great that the bones were charring beneath his touch, the heart throbbing slower and slower.
Wait. Though the heart had almost ceased to beat, the red star blazed faster and faster, still swelling. I don't need that body; yours is mine for the taking, with the power I hold.
So much power, the gold-green star agreed, triumph in her voice. And you cannot hold it.
For an instant the red star was an eye, blinking in confusion. The next it filled the entire sky, exploding into a million shards of blinding light. Stardust swirled in heavy clouds, the remnants of all the greenseers Lord Brynden had devoured. As Bran watched, the dust began to swirl, drawing together in spirals that would become new stars. A part of him felt his brothers and sisters wake, shaken but whole; in the cavern Meera was cradling Jojen while Summer whimpered on the floor—
And above the Hightower, a brave old man and his daughter fell to the ground, dead. Their bloody net vanished as if it never was; the dragon flapped his shredded wings, landing atop the tower as the reaver raised a horn to his bruised lips.
NO, Bran said.
Spells might protect the reaver, but he had forgotten to protect the horn. The blue-grey star blazed with all the power which Lord Brynden had once stolen from him. No horn ever made could resist such power, not even this one; all he had to do was shatter it.
And he did, at the exact same moment the reaver filled his lungs and blew.
Notes:
*incoherent shrieking* so uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh YEAH. The FUCK. Please sound off in the comments; this chapter was a beast to write.
Many thanks to my boyfriend, who helped choreograph the final scene, and nearly scared me half to death by acting it out so well. Choreographing Tywin’s death was much funnier.
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149: Jon VII
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Nominations:
•Best Ongoing Fic
•Best Worldbuilding
•Best Chapter: Chapter 81, Olyvar I (Sansa’s trial)
•Best OC: Sister Edythe
•Best Oneshot: A Drowning Grief (the Reynes of Castamere side story from the POV of Gwendolyn Lydden)NOTES*
*I hit the character limit. Please see the comments if you’d like to hear my thoughts on why Bran is severely underrated as a character/POV.
1) Moon cycles! Oh, god. When I realized I wanted to reference the moon for the passage of time, I then realized I needed to, uhm, calculate that.
Since I could not make heads or tails of GRRM's precise lunar cycles, I gave up on adhering to canon. As there's a full moon in Chapter 3, Sansa II, which is late July 298, I looked for a year which also had a full moon in late July, and ended up picking 2002. So that's my basis for lunar cycles in this fic, with 298 AC = 2002 CE, and so on.
Once I figured that out, I went back into old chapters and changed every reference to moon phases to be accurate with that calendar. Thankfully, as I previously avoided mentioning moon phases because I didn't feel up to calculating them, I only had to make four changes.
Fun fact, it takes 29.5 days to go from one new moon to another, and the lunar cycle repeats every 19 years. Less fun fact, I now have a note specifically for tracking moon cycles for future chapters.
2) Bran's physical therapy exercises are based on real physical therapy for people suffering partial paralysis. Yeah, Meera doesn't have medical training, but they've had four years in a cave for her to develop a regimen for Bran using trial and error.
3) So in canon, Euron has one eye "blue as a summer sky" and one "black eye shining with malice." Rather than go with heterochromia, which Tyrion has (one green eye, one black), for Euron I took inspiration from David Bowie's eyes. Bowie's unique look was the result of anisocoria, where a person's eyes have pupils of different sizes. In Bowie's case, one pupil was permanently expanded thanks to a fistfight that resulted in a fingernail scratching his eye and paralyzing it.
4) I'm not sure if GRRM did this on purpose, but I lost my mind with glee when I realized snowflakes always form in hexagons, with six sides, because of how water molecules work. And this man went and wrote six Starklings with six direwolves?!?! :D
5) I'm not going to put my math in the notes every time, but I would like it known that I did calculate the distances/travel times between the Stepstones--> Pyke and Pyke--> Oldtown. Yes, Euron's venom-coma and healing moved at the speed of plot, lol.
6) While the field of stars is a metaphor for the astral plane, I did use a scientific basis. Bloodraven's red star became a massive red giant, then a supernova, then collapsed into a planetary nebula. Fun fact: red stars are some of the coldest, while blue stars are hottest. Bran is a "blue-grey" star, though he's always called grey for short hand; that's the second hottest color of star.
Shoutout to the Pillars of Creation! Thank you, NASA scientists, and everyone even remotely involved in building telescopes to let us see into the depths of eternity.
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Chapter 149: Jon VII
Notes:
November- December 31, 304 AC
Content warning: this chapter contains depictions of depression and suicidal ideation. Please be advised.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jon Snow woke slowly, his chest rising and falling as he filled his lungs with air. Somehow he was both sore and numb; he felt weak as a kitten as he lay upon his bed. The chamber around him was dark, dark as an abyss, save for the last embers glowing dimly in the hearth.
In his dream, there had been no light at all. There had been nothing, nothing but the cold empty darkness, the lifeless void deep as death which his brother haunted. Bran was no more than a drifting shade, a wisp conjured by weariness and guilt. No matter how many times Jon begged forgiveness, the shade always came back, desperate for help he could not give. No power could raise the dead.
Dreadful as it was, to dream of the brother he had failed, his other dreams were worse. At least Bran looked somewhat like himself, if older, with a pimpled face and a cracking voice. The rest of them, though... sometimes they came one by one, sometimes all at once, but they always came with eyes burning blue, grasping at him with hands black as pitch. They wanted him to join them, he knew, to follow them past the veil and into the cold.
Once, he'd woken to find himself standing by the window. It was the middle of the night, yet someone had opened the shutters, and the icy wind bit at his bare skin as he gazed at the ground so far below. Ghost had bitten him too; his jaws were clamped about Jon's wrist, drops of red blood upon his white teeth. Groggy and bewildered, Jon had closed the shutters tight and returned to bed, where the direwolf curled up half on top of him.
Ghost lay beside him now, as he always did. The direwolf took up most of the bed, better than any blanket. When he opened his eyes, they shone in the darkness, garnet-bright against his white fur. Jon stroked the direwolf's ears, trying not to shudder as he thought of the eyes that glowed in the darkness on the other side of the Wall, cold and empty and always watching.
"Snow," quorked Mormont's raven. He perched atop the bedpost, glaring down balefully. "Tree," he cried. "Tree, tree."
"No," Jon grumbled, rubbing at his eyes.
Why must the old bird keep plaguing him? He would find no peace praying to the weirwoods, not with wights standing vigil beneath their pale branches. The old gods never heard his prayers anyway, he thought, burying his face in Ghost's ruff. If they had, Lord Eddard would lead the North, not Robb. The Old Bear would have command of the Watch, and Bran would be alive, safe and whole at Winterfell.
Ghost still felt Summer, somewhere far away, but that gave him no comfort. After all, Sansa yet lived, long after Lady's death. It was not so strange, that a boy should die and his direwolf linger. As if sensing the heaviness in his chest, a warm pink tongue licked Jon's cheek.
"Easy, boy," Jon sighed, wiping away the drool and pushing away Ghost's snout.
The direwolf would not leave him be, waking or sleeping. Jon could feel his thirst for the thrill of the hunt, the hot blood of a fresh kill, yet the direwolf would not abandon him even for that. Instead he ate scraps of meat and bones from the butchers, and haunted Jon's heels like a shadow.
Heaving another sigh, Jon stared at the window, wishing for a glimpse of morning light that never came. At his command, Dolorous Edd had nailed the shutters closed. "To keep out the chill," the lord commander had claimed, lying through his teeth.
Not that there would be any light even if they were open. It was the end of eleventh moon, and the days were growing even shorter. Dawn would not come for hours yet, long after the men awoke to begin their toil. Soon it would be the solstice again, gods help him. He could only pray this year did not end as the last one had.
"I keep my oath," he had told Ser Axell Florent, but he was a bastard, and a liar too. Jon might have kept the oath he swore to protect Shireen Baratheon as if she were his own, but he had shattered the rest of his vows to pieces. The Night's Watch took no part, it never had, not until he led them into folly.
Jon could still see the flames flickering when he closed his eyes. A hundred sworn brothers he had brought; the king's men outnumbered them four to one. But they were afoot, and dressed for the cold in wool and furs. Only a scant few wore mail, and even fewer wore plate armor. Meanwhile, Jon's brothers were mounted on garrons, and clad in ringmail as black as their cloaks.
When Jon charged, it was all too easy to cut men down. Longclaw's smoky blade turned as red as the blood that spurted when Ghost tore out Ser Axell's throat. The rest of the king's men fought desperately, slashing at the garrons and the crows who rode them.
Until King Stannis mounted the pyre. Until he cut Shireen down and draped her limp body over Jon's horse. Until he stood, silent, waiting for the flames to devour him. King's men and sworn brothers alike faltered and screamed and cursed as Melisandre sang her last spell, the one that hatched a dragon of ice and shadow.
With the king, his priestess, and his dragon lying dead, Jon had thought that would be the end of it. Yet when he returned to his own body, having left Mormont's raven shrieking at the host of wights beyond the Wall, he found the battle had resumed. Beneath the dim light of the half moon, half the king's men were fleeing through the snow, but the rest were rushing toward the lord commander.
It was Ser Godry Farring who led them. While Jon reeled, dizzy and shaken, the knight dueled Rory and Pate, who stood between him and their lord commander. Unlike the rest, Ser Godry wore heavy plate beneath his furs, with a warhelm over his brutish face. A savage forehand slash sent Pate to the ground, his helm dented. Rory had already lost his helm, and he lost most of his head to the next vicious blow.
Jon barely got his sword up in time to parry. Ashes fell around them as Ser Godry slashed and hacked as Jon dodged and slid sideways, his steps hampered by the snow. Longclaw glanced screeching off the knight's shoulder, and his cloak fell to the ground. For a blade of Valyrian steel, fur cut as easily as butter, yet even Longclaw could not cut through plate.
It was Pate who had saved him. The ranger lurched to his feet and tackled Ser Godry from behind, knocking off his warhelm. A slash of Longclaw, and the knight's head bounced to the ground, blood seeping into the snow. After that, some of the king's men began to throw down their arms; the rest died, one by one, until the night was silent but for the sobbing of wounded men.
Shireen Baratheon was sobbing too, when Jon found her inside the shelter of the closest ruined tower. Ghost sat at her feet as the princess leaned against Long Hal, her skin dark with smoke, her body wracked with coughs. Grenn stood beside them with a bloody sword, the corpse of Ser Clayton Suggs sprawled on the ground.
"He tried to take her, m'lord," Grenn said. "Said she had to burn."
When Jon left the princess, Pyp was waiting for him in the yard, streaked with sweat from climbing down the switchback stair. His cheeks were red, his lips trembling, but Jon silenced him with a quelling glance.
"We must needs deal with our prisoners first," the lord commander told him.
He was too heartsick and weary to panic, though he was sorely tested when Ser Richard Horpe tried to knife him. Ser Richard had demanded to surrender his sword to the lord commander personally, and gave it up without protest. Then he drew his dagger and lunged at Jon. Before Jon could pull Longclaw from his sheath, Pyp got in the way. As the dagger sank into his chest, he drove his own dagger deep into the knight's gut. Numb and calm, Jon watched as Longclaw descended once more.
Thanks to the gods and his suit of mail, Pyp's wound was shallow. It was almost healed by the time their garrons staggered back to Castle Black. No one seemed to give a damn about their prisoners, or Stannis; all was in an uproar over the host of wights that stood vigil just out of arrow range beyond the Wall.
They should have cared, Jon thought bitterly, turning to hide his face in his pillow.
Once he had played the oathbreaker at Qhorin Halfhand's command, but now he was one in truth. Jon had not thought of the Watch, or his vows, only of the girl bound to the stake. At the time he thought he was right to do so. Yet the longer he brooded as the cold deepened, the more he doubted himself. Was it his interference that made the spell turn sour? Or would the spell have failed entirely, if not for Stannis taking his daughter's place upon the pyre?
Worse, he had compounded his shame by taking charge of Princess Shireen. It was not the lord commander's place to meddle in the affairs of the realm. Yet that had not stopped him from sending the princess to Eastwatch, and from there to Braavos, accompanied by Devan Seaworth, her ladies, and her few loyal knights. They had not known what Ser Axell intended when he carried his great-niece away, and were shocked and appalled when they learned what had transpired.
Perhaps the nightmares came from the gods, punishing Jon for breaking his vows. No matter how long he slept, he never woke feeling rested. The dreams of his brother had plagued him every month since the new year. Though he welcomed the sight of his brother's face, his only respite from the dreams of the dead who clutched at him with cold black hands, somehow those dreams left him even weaker than the others.
Jon knew he should rise. There was work to be done; his burdens would grow no lighter if he tried to shirk them. Yet he was still abed when Dolorous Edd Tollett came to wake him. He was still abed as the steward built up the fire, still abed as he poured red wine into a kettle and added scant amounts of cinnamon, nutmeg, honey, raisins, and nuts.
"Out of dried berries, I'm afraid, m'lord," Dolorus Edd said when he brought over the steaming cup of mulled wine. "T' Old Bear would have growled for days if I served it like this." He pressed the cup on Jon, his grey eyebrows furrowing when the lord commander struggled to sit up.
"Another... spell, m'lord?"
When he received no answer, Edd's plain face looked more dour than ever. He gripped Jon by the elbow, the old squire tugging him upright, then pressing the cup to his dry lips. Jon could barely taste the wine, but warmth spread through his body as he sipped. By the time the cup was empty, he could manage to stand, if only barely. Dolorus Edd helped the lord commander dress, and braced him as he crossed the room to sink into the chair at his desk.
While the lord commander stared blearily at scrolls, ledgers, and account books, his steward returned to the fire. It took time to make frumenty. Water must be boiled, then taken off the heat so pearls of barley could steep, growing fat and soft. Then broth was added, and the whole lot boiled again. Last came the eggs, which were stirred in while the frumenty finished thickening.
Jon's wits felt as thick as his breakfast, as faded as the motheaten banners that hung on the walls. It was only two years since winter began, yet it seemed an age. Was it really summer when he left Winterfell? Six years it had been, not sixty, but somehow he could not recall the warmth of the summer sun.
Some of his men thought summer might never return, no matter what the maester said. Maester Turquin claimed there was no truth to the belief that a long summer meant a long winter; the lengths of the seasons were as varied as they were unpredictable. Why, the winter could end at any moment.
For now, though, it was winter that reigned over the Wall, not the lord commander. The cold sank into men's bones, so deep no fire could drive it out. Brisk men became slow, clever men dull, brave men full of doubt, until at last a day came when they did not rise from their bed.
Maester Turquin could not explain it. Melancholy was a sickness, but it should not stop a heart from beating. True, the men's appetites had dwindled before their deaths, but not so badly that they should starve. Armen the Acolyte pored through books, yet he could find no answers, no more than he could find Roone when he glanced at the table where the boy once studied. Annoying as the novice's gossiping had been, the sickroom was far too quiet without it.
Jon reached for another scroll with a pang in his chest. When he unrolled it, he stared at the list of names. Duties might be reassigned, but there was no forgetting gaps left behind by the absent dead.
Short Pate had whistled as his went about his work. Jon of Woodbridge liked to boast, his stories growing wilder every year. Tom the Bald was sullen, but was the only one who would put up with Roger of Tumbleton and his sharp tongue. When Willem the Mummer shirked his work, he could usually be found with Hobb's boys, juggling or showing off his sleight of hand.
On and on the names went. Ser Wynton Stout, died in his bed at the age of ninety. Richard of Applegrove, died of a burst belly. Jack the Jester, died from weeping sores which festered. Paxter of Brookton, slipped on a patch of black ice, and fell from atop the Wall.
That one was a lie, a last kindness to the dead. The septons would not say funeral prayers over the bodies of men who slew themselves, not even one of their own.
Septon Cellador had been the first to jump. Unable to get drunk with the septons of the Vale dogging his steps, he had ridden the winch cage to the top of the Wall, with a wineskin hidden beneath his robes. The approach of the host of wights had soon turned him sober. Whilst the rangers on watch raised the alarm, Cellador had calmly returned to his cell. After scrawling a brief sermon on the wrath of the gods who had forsaken the realms of men, he returned to the top of the Wall, blessed the trembling rangers, then flung himself to the ground seven hundred feet below.
Since then, a few dozen men had followed his example. Jon Snow and the First Ranger Black Jack Bulwer had tried changing the guard schedules, giving the men shorter watches, or assigning only men who seemed in good humor. Nothing seemed to make a difference. Matthar was smiling until the moment before he tried to jump. He did not manage it, thanks to Satin tackling him to the ground, breaking Matt's ankle in the process.
Once they were friends, when they were new recruits together. When Lord Eddard was killed, Matt asked the septon to light a candle for him. When Jon tried to desert the Watch, Matt was among the boys who dragged him back.
Jon had good hopes that Matt would recover. He was young and strong, and the ankle had broken clean. Alaric had shattered both legs, yet he still lived. Granted, he required a wheeled cart to move about the vaults beneath the Wall where he worked, and could not manage stairs nor the snow and ice outside. But Alaric was as skilled a carpenter as ever when he was strong enough to resume his duties. Matt never resumed his. They might have carried his body down from the Wall, but the rest of him was already gone. He would not speak, nor eat, and wasted away, forgotten as the maester struggled to handle an outbreak of grippe.
Eastwatch was the first to suffer, but not the last. The grippe spread along the Wall from east to west, starting in early fourth moon and lasting for several months. Those who took ill suffered headache, fever, loss of appetite, and severe coughing. Jon's fever subsided after a few days, but the cough lingered for weeks. While most survived the grippe, many died soon after, succumbing to other illnesses, or to the cold, or to melancholy.
Old Ser Denys Mallister was among the dead. For his successor as commander of the Shadow Tower, Jon had chosen his squire, Wallace Massey. Properly, the lord commander should have appointed Blane, the second in command. It was he who replaced Qhorin Halfhand, and he was one of the few to survive the fight on the Fist of the First Men. Even so, Jon did not trust him. The man was from Lannisport, a fact Jon misliked as much as the ranger's cool green eyes. Blane had backed Ser Denys at the choosing, even after the old knight threw his support behind Jon.
Less than five hundred men remained at the Shadow Tower, with the valemen outnumbering the sworn brothers two to one. At Eastwatch there were four hundred, outnumbered three to one; at Castle Black, eight hundred, outnumbered three to one.
All the rest had scattered across the lesser keeps, save for the Nightfort, whose cursed stones remained abandoned. Jon could have garrisoned it, if he wished to lose every man he sent. There was a dread that hung upon the air; messengers rode past it as fast as they could, stricken by sudden terror.
No, it was not worth the trying. Bad enough that the garrisons of Westwatch-by-the-Bridge, Hoarfrost Hill, and Rimegate had all perished to a man. It was seventh moon when the messengers found the keeps silent, naked men strewn haphazardly about the yards. They had died with their arms outreached, their frostbitten bodies lying in burrows which they had dug in the snow drifts.
Clearing the dead was the unpleasant task of the wildlings who replaced them. The King in the North had made them swear to come at the lord commander's call, and they were the closest men at hand. From the New Gift they had come, near a thousand of them, arriving over the course of eighth and ninth moon.
By Jon's command, there were no spearwives among them. The lord commander had not had to geld anyone of late, and wished for it to remain that way. Even without women to cause a fuss, sworn brothers had given the newcomers a dubious welcome, put off by their queer customs.
No matter their clan, every single wildling kept close together. None was ever alone; they shared their fires, their food, and their beds. Skálds followed them about, telling tales over every meal, and from the youngest boy to the eldest greybeard, the wildlings tended to hum or sing whenever they stepped foot into the cold. Though truth be told, their songs were often chattered through their teeth; many of them could not have carried a tune in a bucket.
"You might try it sometime, lord crow," Tormund Giantsbane had told him, the day he set out to take command of Hoarfrost Hill. "Gives a man sommat to think of, other than t' cold."
And with that, he had set off, with his men following at his back. The wildlings were as good as northmen at journeying through the snow. Like northmen, most of them favored bear-paws, strapping the frames of bent wood and leather strips to their boots and to the hooves of their few garrons, who pulled carts on long runners instead of wheels. Similar long runners called skith served to speed their messengers. With their skith and long poles, they could travel perhaps as many as seven leagues in a few hours, though then they had to stop and rest until the next day.
Jon resisted the urge to slump into his chair as he picked up a letter with the latest report from the Shadow Tower. Soren Shieldbreaker and the Great Walrus continued to maintain order over their garrison at Westwatch-by-the-Bridge. Despite the storms blowing in from the Bay of Ice, they had lost less men than any of the keeps which reported to Wallace Massey.
Cotter Pyke's last report from Eastwatch said the same of the wildling garrison at Rimegate. Sigorn, the young Magnar of Thenn, had charge of them, a charge he uneasily shared with Devyn Sealskinner. Sigorn would rather have had Morna White-Mask, but when Jon refused her spearwives, she had vanished, taking her folk south.
Mole's Town lay sad and empty. The men barely complained about the brothel closing; less and less of them could be bothered to dig for buried treasure, when it meant braving the snow and the cold. Queenscrown was abandoned too. Freltha had taken Tormund's folk south, and Dorsten had followed her, bringing all the women and girls who had once escaped from Craster's Keep.
Jon wondered if they had found the warmth they sought. It was fifty leagues to the edges of the New Gift, whose border jutted against the lands of the King in the North and his bannermen. Were the winds milder there, the snows less deep?
The wildlings had wanted to send their folk further south. Clan chiefs and war chiefs alike, every single one of them had sent messengers to Castle Black, begging for the lord crow to intercede on their behalf. There must be abandoned villages in the North, places without a lord where they might shelter for the winter without imposing on some kneeler's good graces. The lord crow was born a wolf; surely his kingly brother would heed his plea.
Jon Snow had known the answer long before the raven came from Winterfell. As he feared, the King in the North refused to even consider the notion. Had the lord commander not already done enough to coddle the wildlings? Had he forgotten the host of a hundred thousand men which once assailed the Wall, intent on pouring into the North and slaughtering folk in their beds?
Hardly, Jon thought bitterly. All of them are standing below the Wall once more.
Nor would the King in the North let him forget their last quarrel. The king had been very angry when he learned that Jon had been diverting casks of meat and grain to the wildlings settled in the New Gift, rather than adding them to the Night's Watch's caches beneath the Wall.
It did not matter that it was the lord commander's prerogative to choose how to allocate his supplies. No, the king accused him of betraying the Night's Watch, of forsaking his vows out of misguided pity. What good was it, letting the wildlings through the Wall, if the men defending it starved to death for their sake?
Perhaps Robb is right. Jon's shoulders drooped as he pressed his hands to his face, glad that Edd was not here to see him crumple. What did Jon know, anyway? He was a bastard, born of lust and shame. Robb was the one born to rule, the one raised to be a leader of men. Even as children, it was Robb who led, and Jon who followed, mindful of Lady Catelyn's suspicious gaze, as if at any moment he would drive a dagger into her son's back and claim Winterfell for his own.
Well, he had shown her. Jon Snow would father no sons who might raise arms against their trueborn uncle. No, he would live and die at the Wall, and be buried in a cloak as black as his heart. His heart must be black, for him to hate Robb so much. The brother he loved was a stranger now, a stranger who had all Jon wanted and could never have.
"Jon gets jealous because he's a bastard," he recalled Sansa saying once, or so Arya had told him before they left Winterfell. She had been right, almost. To be jealous was to fear losing what he had, and Jon had nothing. It was envy that choked him, envy of his perfect brother.
It was not enough that Robb had Winterfell. No, he was a hero too, the Young Wolf, the victor of every battle he ever fought. He had crushed Lord Tywin, had survived the treachery of the Freys and Boltons, had become a legend, and lived the life of one.
Once Jon had daydreamed of wedding some lesser lady, of holding a keep in his brother's name and filling it with their children. But no lesser lady would do for Robb. No, Margaery Tyrell, the most beautiful maiden in the Seven Kingdoms, had cast one king aside only to cast herself upon the mercy of another. They said she had begged to be his bride, having already come to love him from afar. Robb could not help but be touched by her beauty and sweetness, and soon they were wed. Now she shared his bed, and soon would bear him the sons Jon could never have.
His eyes stung. Poor Arya would never have children either, according to the terse note added to a recent raven from the King of Winter. As their sister was barren, her betrothal to Hoarfrost Umber was no more. Rather than foster at Last Hearth, his little sister had ridden south at the end of tenth moon, along with a small host of winter wolves, greybeards and callow youths thirsty for Lannister blood.
As for his other sister... gods. Jon did not know what to think. Robb had told him little enough, and only as a courtesy. It was all well and good that Sansa would soon be returned to the bosom of her family in the North, but the rest of it... hidden princes were the stuff of songs, fanciful nonsense, as unlikely as the return of dragons. Yet dragons had battled over Volantis, and one of them belonged to the same man who had wed Sansa, his royal blood disguised by a bastard's name.
Aegon Targaryen, they called him now, or would, once he landed. The King in the North was grimly pleased with the prospect of his coming, though he assured the lord commander that the Night's Watch remained his foremost concern. Let the southerners battle amongst themselves; the true enemy lay beyond the Wall. When the war for the dawn began, the King in the North would march for Castle Black, accompanied by the might of the North.
For now, though, the lord commander must shoulder his burdens alone.
Several days passed before Jon felt well enough to leave his solar. When he did, he soon regretted it. Drafts of cold air nipped at him in the halls, and when he went outside, the wind cut like a knife. The scars Orell's eagle raked across his eye tingled; he could feel the mark of Ygritte's arrow, and every lash Harma Dogshead once laid across his back.
Sore and aching, Jon went about his rounds, with Grenn, Pyp, Long Hal, and Tom Barleycorn trailing at his heels. His officers might visit his solar regularly, but it was important to see the men at their work. He could not recall who told him that; it might have been Lord Eddard, or Jeor Mormont, perhaps even Bowen Marsh.
When Jon returned from the Nightfort, he had found Bowen Marsh awaiting him in his solar. The Lord Steward's face was pale, his jowls as trembling as his voice as he informed the lord commander what he had done, of the raven he had sent to the King in the North. One moment Jon was listening; the next he woke to find himself shoving Marsh against a wall, his hand upon his throat.
The old man made no attempt to resist, only cowered. Jon loosened his grip, thoughts racing through his mind. He might have executed the man for insubordination, as he had executed Janos Slynt soon after the choosing. But Slynt had defied him in public; the men knew nothing of the quarrel over the stores, and if they learned food meant for them had gone to fill wildling bellies...
"You will resign, my lord," Jon told him. "Your injuries from the battle on the Bridge of Skulls trouble you too much to continue in your post. You shall train your successor, and keep your silence, and in exchange, I shall permit you to keep your head."
Jon's mercy had not availed him much, in the end. Marsh's heart gave out a fortnight later whilst he was crossing the frozen yard. His successor, Left Hand Lew, still struggled to make sense of all the records which filled the lord steward's chambers. Lew was a man in his prime, literate and well liked, but Marsh had served as lord steward for nigh on twenty years.
Keys and chains rattled as Left Hand Lew bade the guards let them into the storehouse vaults. Deaths were not the only bitter reckoning he could lay at winter's door. While some men languished with failing appetites, others grew desperate and hungry. Theft was a persistent problem, one that could only be solved by posting guards and lopping off the fingers and hands of thieves.
They would all starve, if the food gave out before winter ended. Better to lose a few fingers than die shivering in an ice cell. They could not count on the shipments from Eastwatch, not with storms tearing across the Shivering Sea and the Bay of Seals. Thank the gods the King in the North could now buy grain from Highgarden, whose ships sailed north to the makeshift docks of Sea Dragon Point.
After the storehouses, Jon returned to the yard. Appearances must be maintained, even if sparring no longer brought him any satisfaction. Iron Emmett was his first opponent, then he found himself challenged by the knights of the Vale. He acquitted himself well enough. The lord commander won three bouts and drew two before the darkness and the bitter wind drove everyone indoors.
As the solstice drew closer, each day seemed colder than the last. Ulmer of the Kingswood shortened his men's archery practice, and Iron Emmett did the same for those that bore swords and spears instead of bows. Black Jack Bulwer gave orders that all his rangers don even more layers before standing guard atop the Wall, and Left Hand Lew did the same for his stewards, at least them who had to work out in the cold. Firewood must be hewn, the roads plowed to keep them clear.
Twelfth moon was half gone when Castle Black echoed to the sound of snapping chains. The winch cage plummeted to the ground, landing with a crash that crumpled metal as easily as a man might crumple a parchment in his fist. Othell Yarwyck's builders took charge of the repairs; Manfrey Ironarm and his smiths toiled in the forges, inspecting the old links for cracks, and melting them down to make new ones.
With the winch cage gone, Jon was forced to climb the switchback stairs. It took every spare ounce of will he had to reach the top. There he paused, panting, his lungs burning almost as badly as his legs. Beyond the Wall, the trees of the haunted forest swayed and creaked in a vicious wind. And between the Wall and the forest...
"You know," Jon made himself say, keenly aware of his tail. "It's pitiful, really. There they wait, as if we'd be stupid enough to come down and give them a fight. At least Mance Rayder and his folk were brave enough to try the gates." He shook his head, made himself sigh. "They don't even have the wits to try climbing. Not that it would do them any good."
"The Wall defends itself," Pyp said. His face might be covered by a scarf, but Jon could hear the grin in his voice. "You said that, m'lord, right before we sent Mance Rayder and his men running."
"M'lord did," Grenn rumbled. "They can't reach us, they can't hurt us."
"And if they did, they'd soon regret it," Tom Barleycorn chimed in. "The lord commander would do for them just like he did for that dragon."
"Bigger than Balerion it was," Pyp said, ignoring the sharp look Jon gave him. "You should have seen it, Tom, looming out of the dark, with eyes and flames like frost. And what does the lord commander do?"
"Charged straight at it, bold as brass," said Long Hal, and Tom Barleycorn gasped so loud he might have been in a mummer show.
When Pyp carried on with his tale, Jon ignored him. Let the men have their distraction; his face could give nothing away if they were not looking at it. The Wall felt reassuringly solid beneath his feet, as eternal as the seasons. The ice dragon's breath had never touched it, just as the wights seemed to have no way of assailing it.
Even the Horn of Winter had not brought it down. Jon could still recall the horn he had seen in Mance Rayder's tent, eight feet long and banded with gold. A few days later someone had blown it, its voice strange and sad, as ancient as the earth itself. Nevertheless, the Wall remained unmoved.
On the day his folk passed through the Wall, Tormund admitted it was him who sounded the horn. Mance saw no other way, not with their host scattered by Stannis and his men. Tormund had heard no music, no ancient voice. Instead he heard the rumble of mountains cracking, felt the thunder of an avalanche, smelled the scent of stone and earth. The few remaining giants in their company had startled at the sound, then vanished into the forests, never to be seen again.
Jon rather wished he could do the same later that night, when he dined with the lords of the Vale. He could not stand Ser Ossifer Coldwater, or his preening as he passed around a box of pepper for the guests to sprinkle on their roasted turnips. Ser Edmund Belmore soon surpassed him, producing a small jar of peaches in honey which were ladled atop slices of oatbread.
Every knight and lordling seemed to have some personal cache of rare delights, either for their own use or for showing off when they dined with the lord commander. Whether it was pride or flattery, Jon could not tell, but it grated on him. A dash of pepper and a bit of peach and honey were paltry recompense for having to endure long hours of conversation, rather than be left in peace.
Thankfully, no one expected him to do much of the talking. They said nothing of Yohn Royce, or of the brethren they had lost, or of the war to come. No, they talked of everything and anything else.
When the raven arrived from Septon Tim back in fifth moon, announcing he had arrived at Harrenhal to speak with the High Septon, Jon thought little of it. Why should he care for southron affairs? Even if the High Septon did not dismiss Septon Tim as a raving madman, there would be no swords from Harrenhal, no wayns filled with supplies.
There was, however, a raven from High Septon Paul himself. It arrived in seventh moon, bearing a lengthy sermon for the septons to deliver to the sworn brothers who followed the Faith. To Jon's nonplussed bewilderment, the High Septon believed all that he had heard of their plight. Not only that, but he swore to pray for the brave brothers of the Night's Watch seven times a day, and have the Most Devout and all the folk who followed him do the same.
How that was supposed to help, Jon was not quite sure, but there had not been another suicide for more than a moon's turn, and when they resumed, there were less of them. Senmorn services were packed every week; in an act of irritated protest, many who followed the old gods had taken to praying by an old tree stump in the yard each evening. Jon should have joined them, but he could not be bothered, just like he could not be bothered to care about the argument which had just broken out.
"Seven save me, you're a fool," Ser Ben Coldwater said, exasperated. "The mountain clans fornicate with goats, they don't climb like them."
"They could do both, ser," Lonnel Redfort said, with all the stubbornness of his fifteen years. He was always raring for a quarrel, ever since his brother Jon died of the grippe. "If they could get up to Snow and Sky—"
"The bridge between them is gone, lad," Ser Vardis Waynwood said pompously. "If Lord Nestor and his maester and his masons cannot manage to find a way across, there is none to be found. The supplies will continue to dwindle, and your cousin Adrian shall join the Seven in the heavens above. You should light a candle for him in the sept, as I do for sweet Jennis."
Lonnel Redfort huffed, crossing his arms, but a glare from burly Ser Edmund shut him up all the same. Sullen, he watched the main course be set before them, stewed beef and onion pies, the same as usual.
With Dolorous Edd needed elsewhere, it was Three-Finger Hobb's kitchen boys who served at table. For boys of twelve and thirteen, Alyn and Ben were remarkably well scrubbed. Little Hal's work, he suspected. Their brother was most unhappy that they were allowed the honor denied to a boy of nine. Hobb had told the boy he was too young, and told the lord commander that he misliked the wheeze that Hal had suffered since having the grippe. With so many stairs to climb to reach the lord commander's chambers at the top of King's Tower...
"Now," Ser Vardis Waynwood said pompously, eyeing Lonnel Redfort. "What else can you tell me about your cousin Anya? She must be very grateful to Lord Horton for finding her such a worthy match. Ser Harrold—"
Jon tuned him out, focusing on his stew. A few perfunctory nods were enough to keep them happy; he had no interest in yet another hour of speculation over the succession of the Vale. God forbid Harrold Hardyng should ever visit the Wall. Jon might punch the man out of sheer spite at having to hear about him for months.
When they finally moved onto the latest news from the south, Jon deigned to pay more attention, though it exhausted him. Sure enough, there was fresh news from King's Landing. Hearing of the Lannisters' difficulty holding onto the Iron Throne should have pleased him, yet he felt nothing. What did it matter? Whether or not Tommen Bastardborn kept his throne, the wights would still be waiting beneath the Wall.
Jon tried not to think about them the next day as he strode through the wormwalks, bound for the library vaults. Ben and Alyn trotted at his heels, carrying food and drink. Three-Finger Hobb kept a close watch over the men at mealtimes, and Samwell Tarly had not been seen for more than two days.
When Jon found him, Sam was bent over a desk, his hands stained with ink as he painstakingly copied text onto a fresh page of parchment. Stacks of notes littered the desk, organized using some method known only to Sam. Ever since third moon, the steward was a man possessed, determined to bring some order to all that he had learned from the wildling elders he had visited.
"Tarly." Jon's voice was sharp, sharp enough to pierce the fog of concentration in which Samwell Tarly was lost. He looked up, his pale eyes wide and round.
"My lord." Sam swallowed, blinking in confusion as the boys set the meal before him. "I- there was no need to trouble yourself."
"It was no trouble," Jon lied. It was not Sam's fault that everything troubled him. "Henceforth, you are to present yourself for dinner each evening. That's an order. Alyn will fetch you if you forget."
"Hmph," said Alyn, jerking his head in a satisfied nod, overwhelmed by his own importance. Ben scuffed his feet; Jon would have to find some other task for the boy, though his eagerness to serve the lord commander continued to baffle him.
"Yes, my lord." Sam put a finger to his mouth, gnawing at the nail. "Is there- is there any word of—"
"Your sister." Sworn brothers did not have sisters. Yet if Jon could receive news of Arya, why should Samwell not hear of his family? "Queen Talla remains in good health," Jon assured him. How strange it must be, to have a sister for a queen. Though Talla Tarly was unlikely to keep her crown for much longer. "We heard she gave a feast for the poor of Flea Bottom, with jugglers and singers."
"Oh." Sam gnawed at his nail. "Is there any word of Dickon?"
"None," Jon had to tell him.
There was much and more of Lord Randyll Tarly, Hand of the King, but Sam would not want to hear it. Sam would want to hear of Gilly's return; so far as Jon knew, she was still in Sansa's service. But then, she might have died in the long years since they left Dorne; best not to get his hopes up. Even once Sansa returned to the North, there was no reason she should visit the Wall, or bring a wildling maid with her for the sake of a lovelorn black brother.
While Sam dug into a rapidly cooling turnip pie, Jon glanced at the page which he had been copying. Whilst away, he had taken reams of notes, filling every piece of parchment which he had brought with him. This page boasted particularly small writing; Sam must have written it after he realized he would soon run out. The writing in the margins was even smaller, cramped and tiny, with letters omitted so as to fit more in limited space.
"The Citadel probably has a lot of this already," Sam had admitted. "Or we do, buried in the depths of the vaults. But it would be handy, to have it all in one place."
Jon eyed his friend as he ate. In truth, he suspected Sam had made himself far more work than was necessary or useful. At least when he was down here, he wasn't fretting over the wights, or the family who had sent him away.
Instead, he had spent ages fretting over how to sort the vast amounts of knowledge he had gleaned from the wildlings, trying to make sense of his jumbled notes. Every page was labeled with runes and numbers in different inks, to what end Jon could not possibly guess. At least Samwell Tarly seemed to understand it, even if no one else could.
The task he laid before Sam had seemed simple enough. He was to speak to the wildlings, in particular their surviving elders, and learn all they knew of the Others and their wights. Somehow, Sam had decided that meant he must learn the history of every single clan, or as much as the wildlings would share with him.
Without quill and ink, they passed their knowledge on by rote, handing them from father to son, mother to daughter. Skálds and storytellers were not merely trotted out to entertain, but entrusted with passing down stories unchanged over the centuries. Maester Turquin found the idea absurd; skálds were always changing stories to suit their audience.
"Not these skálds," Sam insisted. "Not these stories. It's a sacred trust; they swear vows before the old gods to keep every word the same."
Whatever the truth of the matter was, the wildlings claimed to know their history going back thousands of years, to the dawn of days.
Grisella the beastling claimed her clan lived beyond the Wall before it was built, driving their herds through the valleys of the Frostfangs. Devyn Sealskinner's grandmother claimed their clan once lived on the northern shores of the Shivering Sea, in the Land of Always Winter. Several hundred years ago, the Great Walrus's clan had lived on the southern edges of the Bay of Ice, until they fled the ironborn and the Mormonts rather than be taken as thralls or forced to kneel.
On and on the stories went. As the Land of Always Winter grew, more and more clans had died of cold, or moved south to survive. Though most clans kept to themselves, spreading over the long leagues of empty land in increasing numbers, the choicest lands near the Wall were hotly contested, their fertile soil watered with blood. The winning clans took the land; the losing clans turned to raiding in hopes of gaining the steel and wealth to take back their lost villages.
"Adga All-Seeing says the raiders used to make alliances with the lords of the Gift, and only raid their enemies," Sam had told him. "The gates of the Wall were always open, so wildlings could come south to trade, or find wives. But eventually, as their numbers grew, some began to wonder why they should be content to remain beyond the Wall. There were rich lands further south that the southron petty lords were always fighting each other over, why should they not do the same?"
Jon did not like the sound of that. Nor did he like Sam's rambling about how when Raymun Redbeard came over the Wall, some of the smallfolk of the Gift had joined his cause, eager for glory and plunder. Raymun and his host had slaughtered the rest, of course, those that had not already fled when they heard of his coming.
"My lord?" While Jon was lost in thought, Sam had finished his meal, and looked up at him, with crumbs in the dark beard that clung to his moon-shaped face. "Did you need anything else?"
Jon shook his head, as if that would clear the cobwebs from his mind. "Nothing, no. Unless you know some clever way to disperse the host of wights at our doorstep."
Sam gnawed at a nail. "No, my lord." He hesitated. "There... there would not be so many of them, if we had let Mance Rayder through the Wall."
"Have you lost your wits?" Jon flared. "The man tried to bring down the Wall; he would have doomed the whole Seven Kingdoms, if it meant his folk could flee to safety. Mance Rayder did not come under a peace banner, he came with steel and fire to take what he wanted."
"If he had come under a peace banner," Sam said softly. "Would the Old Bear have listened?"
Jon stared at him. "Of course he would have. We went beyond the Wall to learn why rangers kept vanishing, why dead men were rising in the night."
"Did we?" Sam had worried the nail down to the quick; he switched to a new finger.
"We fortified the Fist to fight Mance Rayder, not to treat with him. Their outriders slew ours, and our outriders killed them, or took them to be questioned sharply. Mormont didn't send out Qhorin Halfhand as an envoy, he sent him as a scout. When the battle was joined on the Fist, it was the Others who slew almost all of us, not the wildlings, just as the Others slew what was left of Rayder's broken host."
"The wildlings killed plenty of us," Jon reminded him. "How many brothers did the Weeper blind? How many did Alfyn Crowkiller kill to earn his name?"
And with that, he left.
Ghost and his tail of guards trotted at Jon's heels as he weaved through the wormwalks, his thoughts uneasy. Even Tormund, who persuaded his fellow chiefs to treat with the Night's Watch, even he boasted of slaying crows in his youth. Once, drunker than Jon had ever seen him, the old whitebeard dared to say it was a matter of defending himself.
"I stole my first wife from the south, y'see," he had slurred. "A princess, aye, from a great stone castle. Tall and fair, she were, with hips to birth fine babes. Har, it were a fight, getting her back over the Wall. Had to have a woods witch give her a draught to stop her squirming, else I'd have dropped her. Later, the crows came a hunting for her, following the trail. Killed every one of 'em, and took her back to the Ruddy Hall. She came to love it, in time. The bees never did better than when she was tending them; the mead was the sweetest you'd ever taste."
Tormund heaved a great sigh. "It was Dryn that killed her, poor lad. The birth left her weak, and when she took sick, that were the end of it."
"Tormund Giantsbane, Tall-talker, Horn-blower, and Breaker of Ice," Jon had said. "What, was Princess-Thief too many titles?"
"Har," Tormund hiccuped. "Nay, lad. I like living. Weren't wise, to paint a target on meself, less someday the princess's kin came looking for vengeance."
Jon imagined Arya slung over some wildling's back, limp and helpless. Yes, he would want vengeance, no matter how much time passed. Tormund might be a good man in a fight, a faithful ally, but he was a raper still. Yet what could Jon do, slay him for a crime committed long before he was born? Dead men could not make amends, though he did not know whether Tormund's defense of the Wall would please the shade of the woman he had once stolen.
Somehow, Jon thought of Ygritte, of her sigh as she lay dying. At least he knew she did not stand among the host of wights beyond the Wall, eager for his blood. If Mance Rayder proposed a parley with the Night's Watch, Ygritte would have denounced him for a fool. She would have rather slain Jeor Mormont than bandy words with him, just as she had slain the old man they found in Queenscrown.
Ygritte had slain his honor too, the moment she vouched for him to Mance Rayder. Jon could hardly be seen to push her away when she crawled into his bedroll that night. She had straddled him like a horse as she undid his laces, his manhood hardening at her touch. After that, Jon never let her ride him. If he was to sully his honor, he should at least have the courage to do it himself, not be taken like a blushing maid. Soon enough he found pleasure in the act, and where pleasure led, love had soon followed. He would never know love again, nor the feel of a woman's touch.
"You know nothing, Jon Snow," her shade whispered as he stepped out into the bitter cold.
He pulled his hood over his face, and bent his steps toward King's Tower. Nothing, nothing, nothing at all. Jon did not know why the Others should attack in force on the Fist and at Hardhome, yet only harry Tormund and his folk, and remain content to toy with Stannis Baratheon, rather than slay him and every one of his men. Were they like lords, content to rule over their domain whilst the wights defended them from attack?
Somehow, Jon did not think so. Yet what did the Others want? Even the wildlings could not say, and Sam had asked every single one that he had met. How could you fight an enemy when you knew so little about him?
The thought only troubled him more as the solstice came on, inexorable. While the men busied them with preparations for the celebrations to mark the ending of the year, their lord commander struggled to force himself out of bed each morning. Each day wearied him more than the last; he did not go about his duties so much as trudge through them.
The day before the solstice, Ghost lost patience and shoved Jon out of bed with his snout, his landing thankfully cushioned by the furs in which he slept.
"I don't want to," Jon mumbled at the direwolf.
Pyp had begged that the lord commander attend the last rehearsal of the show the Black Mummers were to put on during the meager feast. It was a dismal prospect, one which became even more dismal a few days ago. Little Ben, excited beyond measure, had accidentally let slip that the play was about the lord commander's triumph at the Nightfort.
"Is it?" Jon had said, too disappointed to be angry.
He should have suspected as much, with how intent the mummers were on secrecy. The lord commander had let them have it, and now he must pay the price.
"Should have made them choose another play," Jon said groggily to an unsympathetic Ghost. Of course, it was far too late for that now.
When the rehearsal ended in the middle of the afternoon, Jon was strongly tempted to change his mind. As usual, Pyp had given himself the lead role. To his consternation, Pyp had somehow contrived to mimic both his lord commander's stiff walk and a passable imitation of his voice. There, however, the resemblance ended.
Lord Snow was a leader of men, a hero of the songs. Lord Snow was dauntless, fearless, able to rise to any challenge so long as he had time for a good long brood. Lord Snow was a man of honor, a man who took his vows so seriously that he did not act until the poor princess played by a beleaguered Satin begged him for aid.
Then, of course, Lord Snow charged forward on his garron. An actual garron, not a false one. The poor beast had been chosen for his diminutive size, which allowed him to fit on the stage, and for his poor eyesight, which left him unperturbed by the sight of a massive dragon made from plaster and a wooden lattice frame that allowed a pair of men to stand underneath and move the bedamned thing.
Whether the stewards or the builders were to blame for that monstrosity, Jon could not be sure. The dragon he slew was not much bigger than a mastiff, and distracted by draining the life from the red priestess. Not that you would know from the play. The prop dragon had to be at least eight feet tall, and Pyp dueled the thing for what seemed like hours, dodging flames made of blue ribbons as he slashed with a blunt tourney blade.
"Tomorrow," Pyp said eagerly, when they were through, "the head is supposed to come off when I make the final slash. Hobb's got bladders full of pig's blood for us to stick inside—"
"Absolutely not," Jon said grimly. "No. This farce is bad enough already."
"Farce, m'lord?" Pyp said. His face reddened, as did the tips of his prominent ears. "What farce?"
"This," Jon said, waving an exasperated hand. "Gods, Pyp, you were there. You know it didn't happen like that, and half a hundred men can say the same! The dragon is far too large, I didn't slay Ser Godry Farring or Ser Richard Horpe in single combat, and I definitely did not climb atop the Wall to deliver a stirring speech to a host of Others who fled screaming, leaving their wights behind!"
The lord commander paused, trying to choose what to bring up next. Much though he despised Melisandre and Stannis Baratheon, neither deserved to be cast as cackling villains. Mad as she was, Melisandre thought her spells would forge a weapon to bring the dawn; she meant to fight the dark, not make it worse. And Stannis had rescued Shireen from the pyre of his own accord before Jon could reach her, his last act to save the daughter he had betrayed—
"The men like it, m'lord," Pyp said stubbornly, tired of waiting for him to speak. "The dragon had to be bigger, for it to be seen from across the hall. And you could have taken them both in single combat, if you weren't half dead from slaying a dragon."
"A puny one," the lord commander told him firmly. "Bent on devouring a fresh kill. Any fool could have cut off its head, I just got there first. That hero on the stage isn't me."
Pyp made a noise like a strangled cat. "Permission to be impudent, m'lord?"
The lord commander glanced about. No one else was in earshot; the mummers were busy with their props and costumes.
"Fine," Jon snapped. "You might as well, given you had the impudence to come up with such a play."
"The hero on stage is you, you utter ass." For once in his life, Pyp's voice was deadly serious. "Does it matter if we altered a few small details? Working on the play has lifted the men's spirits. Alaric did half the work for the dragon's frame by himself, after we promised to carry his cart up from the vault so he could watch. You slew a fucking dragon, Jon, but this isn't about you, not really."
Pyp huffed. "Granted, seeing you endure makes it easier for the rest of us to do the same. But watching you stomp about the yard no matter how bad your melancholy gets is not the stuff of songs."
Jon could only blink at him, appalled. "I don't have melancholy," he said thickly.
"Right," Pyp flared, heedless of Ghost padding silently up behind him. "So sorry, m'lord. I forgot that requiring Dolorous Edd to noisily putter about the room for ages before you manage to pry yourself from your bed is a sign of perfect health and good humor."
Ghost sat on his haunches beside Pyp, his garnet eyes fixed on Jon.
"Traitor," Jon muttered. In answer, the direwolf scratched himself.
"And you didn't even hear the song, m’lord." Pyp grinned, sensing that he was weakening. "You're going to hate it, so I had them leave it out. Every line rhymes with Snow, and it's so catchy Grenn has been humming it for weeks."
Pyp whistled a jaunty little tune, then began singing under his breath.
The winter wind began to blow
began to blow, began to blow,
When out of the night strolled our Lord Snow
our Lord Snow, our Lord Snow
A cloak from his shoulders black did flow
black did flow, black did flow,
His hair as dark as the wings of a crow
wings of a crow, wings of a crow
To the Nightfort I think I'll go
think I'll go, think I'll go,
Said the bold and brave Lord Snow
our Lord Snow, our Lord Snow
"Stop," Jon rasped, resisting the urge to back away.
"Are you sure, m'lord?" Pyp asked, deceptively guileless. "I managed to rhyme aglow and tableau, though the rest of the verse is so contorted it's cursed hard to say—"
"I believe you," Jon said, unable to resist the smile tugging at his lips. "And I will suffer through it tomorrow, I swear."
That night, the tune was still stuck in his head as he curled up against Ghost and his pillow. Perhaps the solstice on the morrow would not be so bad. Awful as the play might be, it was kindly meant. Judging from Ben and Alyn's raptures of delight when he found them after the rehearsal, the rest of men would enjoy themselves. And the new moon had come and gone without a nightmare of his dead brother, or the debilitating weakness which always followed. His heart almost light, Jon drifted to sleep.
The void engulfed him once more. He floated there, confused, until suddenly a thousand red eyes glared out of the darkness. There was no brother, no plea for aid, only a knife to his gut that sent stardust pouring into the void. A blazing red star consumed it, swelling larger and larger as his heartbeat slowed, until there was a sound like the flutter of wings, and it let him go.
I am dying, Jon realized dimly.
He hovered in the darkness, caught on the threshold which could only be crossed but once. Yet a part of him was in the waking world; he could feel Ghost turn frantic, so frantic he knocked a table to the floor with a crash that brought Dolorous Edd running. When shaking the lord commander by the shoulders proved futile, he dropped to his knees, tears streaming down his wrinkled cheeks as he prayed.
The room seemed to shrink and fade, his bond with Ghost fraying like a thread. Death could not be so bad, not really. His mother was dead too; it would be good, to finally learn who she was. But... what about his men? It did not matter what he wanted, they were depending upon him.
Jon gritted his teeth and reached for the fraying thread, for Ghost. He could not move, he could barely think, but he could hold on, just a little longer—
"Wake!"
Warm lightning flashed through his veins, renewing his strength. Suddenly his brothers and sisters floated beside him, and in their midst was Bran, not dead but full of life.
"I need to wake now too," Bran said, his wan face determined. "Can you help me?"
Five bolts of lightning flashed as they returned a part of their brother's strength, and then Jon Snow was alone again. He could wake now, he knew, for he could feel his heartbeat growing stronger, yet there was some instinct that made him linger, some foreboding that gave him pause. Absurdly, Pyp's ridiculous song echoed through his head as he waited, for what he did not know.
When a searing burst of red light blazed across the sky, he knew.
Jon opened his eyes.
"My brother is alive," he told Dolorous Edd. He knew that now, as surely as he knew that his brother had vanquished his unknown foe. Almost giddy, Jon leaped from the bed, seizing Edd about the shoulders and whirling him in a circle. "He's alive, he's alive!"
"I know, m'lord?" Edd stammered, bewildered. "The King in the North—"
"Not him," Jon said. "Bran!"
Letting go of the old steward, he raced for the window. Air, he needed air, good clean air to fill his lungs so he could whoop with joy. The nails were stuck fast, but he wrenched and yanked until the shutters burst asunder.
Outside was all blackness, save for the Wall glowing faintly beneath the thin sliver of a waxing moon. He did not care that it was the middle of the night; Jon let out a great whoop as if he were a boy again. Let the solstice do its worst, he could take it—
AAhoooo.
Faint as a whisper, a horn sounded in the distance, its call ending almost as soon as it began. How odd. Some drunken fool, no doubt, overeager to begin the solstice celebrations.
Yet though the horn had gone silent, somehow it kept echoing off the Wall, growing ever louder. The wind was growing louder too, louder and louder until the world shuddered with a sound like the cracking of ice on a winter lake.
And before Jon's eyes, a deep blue gash raced up the Wall like lightning, growing wider and wider until it split apart as the wind screamed in triumph.
Notes:
Holy. Fucking. Shit. Can’t wait to see the comments for this one.
Thus ends Part IV: Desert Wolf, save for the epilogue. Hooooooo boy. 🥶🌳🦑 At least the Wall didn’t fall down???
NOTES
1) The grippe is influenza. I took some inspiration from the 1557 influenza epidemic, which was caused by a highly infectious strain.
2) To be clear, Jon is suffering from depression. Winter plus wight host plus nightmares = massive strain on his mental health, even before all of his regular duties and responsibilities. That depression has a huge effect on his thinking and behavior.
In canon, 16 year old Jon decides to FLAGRANTLY break his oaths to run off to rescue Arya, and thinks "No man can ever say I made my brothers break their vows. If this is oathbreaking, the crime is mine and mine alone." Bullshit, kiddo. This Jon is older, and far more stressed and broken down. He was absolutely in the right to save Shireen, and initially had confidence in his decision, but depression has a way of making you doubt yourself more and more as time goes on. Oh, everyone else thinks Jon did the right thing? Well, they're lying, or wrong, clearly he's the worst.
3) I've mentioned frumenty, a medieval porridge, before. It's made from barley or wheat, with variations on the liquid used for sweet or savory versions. Think like oatmeal; it's a thick, stick to your ribs sort of dish.
4) "Fun" fact, in the end stages of hypothermia, people sometimes strip naked and try to burrow/dig themselves a shelter.
5) Bear-paws exist in canon; they're just snowshoes. I came up with "skith," which are just skis. Did you know that people have been using skis for over 8,000 years? :D
6) The wildling tradition of oral history in this fic is based on the practices of the aboriginal peoples of Australia.
"Without using written languages, Australian tribes passed memories of life before, and during, post-glacial shoreline inundations through hundreds of generations as high-fidelity oral history. Some tribes can still point to islands that no longer exist—and provide their original names."
7) Look, I like Tormund’s paternal bromance with Jon, but… in canon he’s also a raider who endorses stealing women, aka rape. Ugh. “Good” men can do shitty things. The “princess” he stole was Mors Umber’s daughter; he flavored his tale by turning the timbers of Last Hearth into a stone castle. “Giantsbane” indeed. 😔
8) It is weirdly tricky to write a deliberately bad song/poem which is bad in the correct way for the intended author (in this case, Pyp and several accomplices).
9) Due to a cursed and inexplicable chain of events, I was listening to this song when I finished the last few sentences of the chapter. For that I issue my most sincere apologies xD Look, I wrote 8,782 words in the last 24 hours, things got a little weird. Words are currently gibberish.
Chapter 150: Part IV: Epilogue
Notes:
April 300 AC- January 1, 305 AC
Content warning: this chapter contains domestic violence, rape, child murder, and suicide. The descriptions are brief, a similar level of graphic as canon, though not as bad as the worst scenes in ADWD. Please be advised.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
All was darkness.
Theon Greyjoy sweated and strained, held fast by the roots. How could a tree have roots inside its trunk? Let alone ones that moved of their own accord. They wrapped about him like rope, like chains; even if the weirwood's maw gaped open again, he would not be able to flee. This is but a dream, nothing more, Theon told himself.
"When I wake," Theon said aloud, "I'll have the damned tree chopped for firewood, and piss on the stump."
The roots gripped him harder, as if they had heard. His ribs ached; he could barely breathe, and when he did, the air smelt of piss and nightsoil. That only made Theon angrier. He filled his thoughts with visions of axes, and imagined them hacking away at the thick, ancient trunk as it wept red sap. Somehow, the world grew even darker; his head swam, his lungs burned as he choked and wheezed.
"An odd way to die," said a mild voice.
Out of the darkness he stepped, a lean man near Theon's age. But where Theon was black of hair and eye, this man's hair was as white and pale as his skin. One eye gleamed red; the other was gone, the socket raw as if the wound were fresh. A great bloody splotch spread over his cheek; a weirwood bow was slung over his shoulder. Whoever the man was, Theon would have cursed him, had he not lacked the strength.
"You seem to be in some difficulty," the archer observed. "Whatever did you do, to arouse such anger?"
Again Theon saw himself clamber into the weirwood's gaping mouth, but this time he heard its leaves rustling in the wind. Oathbreaker, they whispered. Raper. Murderer. Kinslayer. He saw himself asleep, dreaming of Sansa pressing her bleeding arm to a weirwood's greedy mouth, of Bran sitting in a cavern, staring into nothingness, whilst beside him a corpse lord turned to stare at Theon.
Finally, Theon found his tongue.
"Liar," he rasped. "All of it, lies."
He stared at the archer's one red eye, at the empty socket, and gave a rusty laugh. "You're a liar too. After I chop down this festering tree, I'm going to find you, and feed your bones to the dogs."
The archer frowned. His visage flickered between youth and extreme old age, until all of him was a corpse, with a death's head instead of a face.
Theon laughed again. "Or maybe not. You'll rot to pieces before then, won't you?"
"I have grown weak, yes," the corpse rattled. "I was born long before your grandfather's day. The years have made me little more than a shade, clinging to life. You are young and strong." The teeth bared in an awful grin. "And oh, so very foolish, to trespass blindly into my domain."
A hard punch drove into Theon's belly. Something warm dripped down his stomach; when he looked, he saw that he was naked, with a great gash in his navel. Strangely, the blood was not red, but silver. It sprayed like a fountain, and the corpse took it all, pulling itself back together, its eye shining brighter than a star. A flick of a worm-eaten finger, and Theon was falling, falling, into the depths of a empty pit.
It will be over soon, Theon told himself, shivering in the dark. When dawn came, the black brothers would search for him. The fools needed a leader, and Theon was the only one they had.
In the meantime, he consoled himself with waking dreams. Flames crackled and hissed as the weirwood burned. Women giggled and gasped as he plowed his way through Craster's wives, all of them young and buxom and comely and endlessly grateful to meet a real man, here in the wild beyond the Wall. Theon barely noticed when the corpse returned to drink its fill, once, twice, thrice, though he scratched a tally mark on his arm with his fingernail each time.
After the sixth time, there came another visitor.
The walls of a Wintertown brothel melted away, as did the whore he was swiving. The mists of the Winterfell godswood rose, steaming and swirling, their breath warming the cool night air. Theon stood beside the black pool, his bow in his hand, his quiver on his back. And in the branches of the heart tree, there perched a crow. It looked at him coldly, its three beady eyes judging him.
Caw, said the crow.
Smooth as silk, Theon bent the bow, slipped the string into its notches, drew, and loosed. The crow did not even try to dodge. Yet rather than take the bird in the throat, the arrow veered aside, and stuck in a branch, thrumming. The second arrow went just as wide, as did the third.
Whoreson, Theon cursed. He wished he could drown the damned thing in the pool; maybe that would finally wake him from this odd, overlong dream. What are you supposed to be, the corpse's little pet?
I am no man's pet, the crow cawed, outraged. Its voice was queer, neither male nor female, yet both.
Oh? Theon laughed, to cover his fear and astonishment. What are you, then?
I am many, and one, and none, the crow said, spreading dark wings that shone with iridiscent splendor. I am all who have come before, and all who will come again. I see all, yet know nothing; I know all, yet cannot see the ends which lie ahead.
The third eye gleamed, piercing him like a blade.
But I can see you, Theon Greyjoy. Theon Turncloak. Theon Kinslayer. I see you, and find you wanting. Yet while there is life, there is hope. Repent of your sins, and I shall try to help free you from your chains.
What sins? Theon scoffed, his mouth dry. I've done nothing wrong.
The crow cackled, bating its wings. Take care, Greyjoy, it warned him. I know a story—
This time, when the arrow missed, it spun in midair. Theon blinked. Now it floated before him, the steel arrowhead almost brushing against the tip of his nose.
Very well, the crow said. I suppose the lesson shall have to be learned the hard way.
Then the crow and the godswood were gone. He was within the walls of Riverrun, kneeling at Robb Stark's feet. Upon his head glimmered a bronze circlet, surmounted by nine black iron longswords; it was the King of Winter to whom he knelt.
"I accept your oath," Robb said. He tried not to smile like the boy he was, but there was nothing boyish about his grip as he pulled Theon to his feet. "It's a good plan. Soon we'll have Tywin Lannister wishing he never stirred beyond his Rock. You're sure you can win Lord Balon to our cause?"
"Have I ever failed you before?" Theon drawled. He clapped Robb on the back. Were they younger, he might have ruffled his hair as well. "The Iron Fleet will sail, and Lannisport will be ours."
"Good. May your journey be swift, and the winds fair." Robb smiled grimly. "My lady mother will have to eat her words; she begged me not to send you."
Theon shrugged, his smile stiff. "Whyever not? I should think myself the ideal envoy to mine own father."
"So I said. Lady Catelyn fears Lord Balon cannot be trusted; that I should keep you here, as hostage—"
Cold winds blew at his back as Theon Greyjoy struggled to bring forth the sword. He was eleven again, and Ice was taller than he was, as tall as Lord Eddard Stark.
"Here, lad." The northern lord loomed over him. His cool grey eyes stared through Theon as he accepted the blade; his voice sternly pronounced the condemned man's sentence.
Valyrian steel gleamed dark as smoke. Lord Eddard lifted the greatsword high above his head, and brought it down. Blood sprayed like a fountain; the head toppled, bouncing, the eyes staring at Theon. Robb Stark and his bastard brother Jon Snow were staring at him too, wide-eyed and solemn. In answer Theon made himself grin, and say some passing jape.
Again and again and again, each time a different holdfast, a different condemned man. Years passed, and Theon grew taller and leaner, his smile wider, his japes sharper. At last came the day Bran was to join them. The seven-year-old was as small as his pony, as nervous as his brothers once were when they were as young as him.
The deserter looked terrible when they cut him down from the holdfast wall. The alderman had tried and judged him before he sent for the Lord of Winterfell, but Lord Eddard always thought it his duty to hear from the condemned himself.
"What is your name?" Lord Eddard asked.
The deserter coughed. His lips were cracked, and dry as dust, so dry Theon could not help wetting his lips.
"Gared," rasped the deserter. "M'lord."
"How long were you at the Wall?
"Forty years."
"Your commanding officer?"
"Ser Waymar Royce."
Lord Eddard frowned. "A good man. Young, though. Where is Ser Waymar?"
Gared shuddered, hugging himself like a child. "Beyond the Wall- no. He's gone, gone, gone."
"The penalty for desertion is death," Lord Eddard reminded him. "Have you any last words?"
Gared stared, his mouth working soundlessly. "Burn me," he finally said.
"You do not wish to be buried?"
The deserter shuddered again; in the distance, a crow screamed. Brow furrowed, Lord Eddard gave the command. The head was forced to the stump, the sword raised, the sword descended.
The deserter was old, his face lined and scrawny, with holes where his ears should have been. Yet when the head bounced to Theon's feet, it was his own face he saw, as always. As always, he made himself smile, and kicked the head away with a laugh. Let them see he was not afraid; they must never know how he feared the day would come when Lord Eddard asked for his last words—
The ruin of Lordsport swallowed him up. Theon stood upon the docks, a boy of ten, staring out across a desolation of shattered walls and splintered ships. His mother embraced him, sobbing, the taste of her tears as salty as the sea.
"Let go, Alannys."
Lord Balon Greyjoy's voice was as cold and impassive as the isles themselves, but his lady wife showed no sign that she had heard. His lips thinned; his eyes hardened. With a hard yank he wrenched his last living son away from his mother, who crumpled to the docks with a wail of piercing grief. Theon had never heard her make such a sound before, not even when they brought word of his older brothers' deaths.
"Alannys," his father said again.
This time his mother heard. Her back straightened; she clenched her jaw. When she stood, she was the Lady of Pyke. It was the Lady of Pyke who turned her back on him, and strode away quickly with guards following at her heels.
All was silent as they waited for King Robert Baratheon to descend from his ship, to come and claim his prize. Lord Balon stood behind his son; his hand gripped Theon's shoulder so hard he could feel it bruise.
"No tears," his father hissed under his breath. "Tears are for women, not for you. And never forget what you are."
"A Greyjoy?"
Lord Balon's grip tightened; Theon bit back a yelp of pain.
"A hostage," his father grunted. "A chain wound about my neck, to keep me sweet." He spat onto the docks. "Well, chains can be snapped."
"Father?" Theon did not understand, but then trumpets blew, and gulls screamed, and the corpse lord came for him once more.
It seemed the corpse lord had barely left when the godswood once more surrounded him, the crow squawking at him angrily from its branch.
Go away, Theon shouted.
What had it meant, showing him days gone by, days he'd gladly forgotten? He had done nothing wrong, nothing to deserve such unwanted sights. He reached for his bow, but this time it was not there. The crow cackled at him, laughing, the Others take his eyes.
Fuck you, he snapped. And fuck Eddard Stark, for making a hostage of me.
Stark took you, the crow cawed. He did not make you. Who made you a hostage?
Theon paused, confused. Robert Baratheon, he finally said.
Baratheon made you a hostage, the crow agreed. Why?
Because of Lord Balon's Rebellion, he admitted, the words bitter on his lips.
How could his father have been so stupid? The Iron Islands could never hope to defy the might of the Iron Throne, not by themselves. With the North and the Riverlands as their allies, though, they would have stood a chance. What was Lord Balon thinking, to mass his ships for an attack on the poor western coast of the North, when the wealth of the Westerlands was ripe for the taking?
The crow tilted its head, as if it could sense the chill running through Theon's veins. The ships... the ships were massing to attack the North long before Lord Balon knew his son was coming home. For all he knew, when word came of reavers on the Stony Shore, Theon would have been at Robb's side, and it would have been Robb who struck his head from his shoulders.
It doesn't matter, he told the crow. I was a hostage all the same. They killed my brothers, and they might have killed me just as easily. They never let me forget my place, and I never forgot that I was a kraken, held helpless in the jaws of a slavering wolf. I am no oathbreaker, no more than I am a raper, murderer, or kinslayer.
Still you refuse to see. The crow's voice was cold, yet somehow more feminine than before. Have it your way, then.
And then he was in the long, smoky Great Hall of Pyke. On the dais stood the Seastone Chair, a great kraken hewn from oily black stone. Empty, as it often was. Lord Balon was away again, off to Great Wyk to tend to some matter. The seat to the throne's left was empty too, with Lady Alannys gone to Harlaw. But the right hand seat...
"More ale!" Rodrik bellowed, his face red from drink.
Thralls scurried to obey Lord Balon's eldest son and heir. They filled his horn to the brim, then poured ale for his companions on the dais. Like Rodrik, all of them were in their early twenties, or younger, just barely come of age. At nineteen, Uncle Aeron was younger than his nephew Rodrik, and older than his nephew Maron, but every eye looked to him nonetheless. He was in fine form, swigging ale like water before clambering atop the table with a set of pipes.
As Aeron blew his pipes to raucous approval, Theon sat and listened, hoping his brothers would not notice him. Boys of eight were not welcome here, now that the feast was over and the drinking begun. At best, Rodrik would cuff him for his impudence, before Maron's sharp tongue flayed him as deep as any knife. Still, it was better than visiting stupid Harlaw. Let Asha have Rodrik the Reader all to herself; their mother's brother was the dullest man in the isles.
"Let go of me!" A doe-eyed girl yelped as Rodrik yanked her into his lap. Her gown of soft blue wool was too fine for a thrall; she must be ironborn, the sister of one of the revelers. "Lady Alannys—"
A hard kiss silenced her, as did the grip of Rodrik's hand upon her neck and shoulder. Men pounded the table, cheering as Rodrik yanked down the front of her gown, her small, freckled breasts on display for the world to see. A few sloppy bites and kisses while the girl squirmed and shrieked, then Rodrik released her. His friends on the dais laughed as she fled, clutching her hands over her chest and sobbing. Lady Alannys would have been most displeased if Rodrik had gone any further. Ironborn women were not thralls, even the ones stupid enough to linger in the hall whilst men got drunk.
When Rodrik grabbed a passing thrall, she made no attempt to protest. Of course not; any thrall deemed worthy to serve at Pyke had to know their place. Still, there was something queer about her smile as she pulled off her roughspun gown before Rodrik could, revealing a thin shift stained and covered in stitches where it had been torn and mended.
The thrall was just bending over Rodrik's lap when a firm grip yanked at Theon's ear, and Sylas Sourmouth dragged him from the hall. The steward's breath stank of wine as he dared scold his lord's son for intruding on the revels of men grown.
Yet all Theon could think of was the thrall's queer smile, and of the smug, loutish look on Rodrik's face. Maron never had to lower himself to swiving thralls. He charmed his way into the skirts of merchant's daughters and tavern maids, making them beg for his favor until he grew tired of them—
The deck of the Myraham rocked beneath his feet. Sails billowed as a fresh wind filled them, Seagard disappearing behind the cog's stern. When Theon made for the forecastle, he found not only the fat-bellied captain, but a girl of perhaps twenty who shared his look. Fine dark hair she had, heavy teats, and full lips that quirked when she blushed at the sight of Theon's approach.
As if from a distance, Theon watched himself charm the captain's daughter. What was her name? He could not remember; he rarely used it. A few words of idle flattery soon had her bringing the meals to his cabin; a few gentle, deft caresses soon had her looking at him with wide, curious eyes, letting his hands explore beneath her gown.
Soon Theon was watching himself fuck the captain's daughter every morning and night, her gasps and squeals sweet music as he taught her how to please him. Even within this strange dream, the sight was enough to make him hard, and his hand quickly helped him find release as he watched her bed sport improve with each swiving. Theon had not been surprised when their first coupling left a small patch of blood upon the sheets. If anything, it amused him, to have won the affection of an untouched maid, common though she was.
Too common, he thought as he watched the shores of Pyke draw closer while the captain's daughter begged to go ashore with him. "You could find me a place in your kitchens," she said, eyes shining. "And I could make you peppercrab stew."
Theon watched himself undress her, idly talking of salt wives. The captain's daughter stared at the other Theon, besotted. She did not protest when he caressed her breasts, when he bit her nipple, when he pushed her head into his lap, though she did struggle when he made her swallow his seed. Yet to his annoyance, even that had not served to temper her enthusiasm.
"I can't stay here now," she said.
Had there been that wobble in her voice before? Afterward Theon had not even recalled the girl's name, let alone the words she spoke.
"Why not?" The other Theon said, lacing up his breeches.
"My father," she told his back. "Once you're gone, he'll punish me, milord. He'll call me names and hit me."
"Fathers are like that," the other Theon said. Lord Balon certainly hit his son harder than any southron merchanter would hit his daughter. "Tell him he should be pleased. As many times as I've fucked you, you're likely with child. It's not every man who has the honor of raising a king's bastard."
And with that, the other Theon left, the cabin door closing with a thud behind him.
The captain's daughter remained, bewildered and unmoving. Why was he still watching her, not himself? This was not his memory. But try as he might, he could not leave the cabin. Instead he watched as the girl hugged herself, licking her lips with a grimace. She shook her head, as if scolding herself for misliking the taste of seed, then set to packing the clothes strewn about the cabin with tender care. By the end, tears were streaming from her eyes, though she never made a sound, not until she began talking to herself.
"I pleased him, I did," the girl sniffled. "He said so." She bit her lip, her brow furrowed.
A blink, a flash, and the cabin was gone. The captain's daughter stood upon the pier, looking up at Theon as he turned away with the pack of clothing in his hands.
"Please," she said. Her eyes were red, though not so red as her father's face. "I do love you well, milord."
"I must go." The other Theon hurried away after the Damphair, leaving the girl behind.
Bereft, the captain's daughter watched him go, until the captain grabbed her by the wrist and yanked her back toward the ship. She stumbled up the gangplank, half blind from weeping, the captain cold and silent at her heels. Really, was that all she had to whine about? Theon's own brothers had treated him worse than that, let alone Lord Balon.
"Milord will change his mind," the captain's daughter sobbed as the captain grabbed her wrist again, this time pulling her below decks. "He will, he will."
Her father paused, his grip loosening. Perhaps he would call the girl by her name; it irritated Theon, that he still could not recall it. "You'd best hope he does, you little bitch," the captain grunted. "I've no place for whores or harlots on my ship, who spread their legs for every man in sight."
Another blink, another flash. The captain's daughter paced the deck of the Myraham, forlorn, her eyes fixed on the strand, where the other Theon stood talking to his bitch of a sister, not knowing Esgred was Asha. When their walking brought them near, the captain's daughter leaned over the rail, so far she almost fell as she called for the other Theon in a plaintive voice, only to be ignored.
A blink, a flash. A galley with black sails and a dark red hull rolled upon the sea, and Lordsport roiled with the clamor of the ironborn. Unnoticed, the fat-bellied captain of the Myraham huffed and puffed as he ran toward his ship, bellowing orders to his crew. Clever man, Theon thought, amused. If there was ever a time to slip anchor, it was now.
Theon's smirk faded when the captain's daughter emerged from the cabin, drawn by the shouting. Her gown stretched tight over her swollen belly. When the captain saw her, his eyes hardened, his fists clenched.
"Time for you to be gone," the captain said coldly. "Bad enough all of Lordsport knows my shame; I'll not have another port closed to me by your whoring."
"Father," the girl pleaded. "Milord will come for the babe, he will—"
"He won't!" The captain roared.
Soft and bland, Asha called her, and she was, soft and bland and vulnerable, helpless to defend herself against blows that fell like rain. Balon Greyjoy never hit so hard; it was if Theon could feel every punch, every slap. His head spun, his belly churned; he felt a bone snap in his arm with a flash of white-hot pain—
Pyke's curtain wall loomed up before him. The captain's daughter looked small as a mouse as she staggered toward the gates. Her lip was split and broken, her skin mottled by bruises. One arm she held cradled to her breast, the crude sling made from a scrap of black cloth. A pitiful sight, enough to melt even the cruelest heart— but not enough to move the guards of Pyke.
"Your bastard's no concern of ours, slut," one of them sneered. "Your precious lordling's a black brother now. He'll be freezing his balls off on the Wall till the day he dies." The guard spat at her feet. "There's for him, the fat-headed jackanapes. Now get, afore I show you how a real man fucks a witless whore."
Theon's arrow took the guard in the eye, or would have, had it not vanished like mist. Helpless, he could only watch as the captain's daughter backed away, trembling. How dare they treat her so? The babe she carried might be a Pyke, but it had Greyjoy blood all the same. What, was there no place for her in the kitchens? Even a pregnant wench could work, and when she whelped, why, she could be a wet nurse for some milkless lady or merchant's wife—
"I've no need for another kitchen wench," Otter Gimpknee said curtly. It was morning, and the inn was cold and empty. The air stank of smoke and sex, mingled with sweat and vomit.
"Please, m'lord." The captain's daughter's eyes were wide, her belly like to burst. "I can make the finest peppercrab stew you'll ever taste—"
Gimpknee roared with laughter. "Men don't come t' me for food," he told her.
"I know," she trembled. "But- but every other inn and tavern turned me away, and I thought- the men must be hungry, when they're done—"
The captain's daughter froze as a gnarled hand reached out and stroked her belly. "Poor lass," Gimpknee sighed. "I've no wish t' see a young girl go hungry, and you've a sweet face. Too sweet, for the likes o' me."
Bile rose in Theon's throat as the hand wandered, pinching and groping, ignoring the look of panic in the girl's eyes—
A cramped room, a smoking fire, a straw mattress upon the floor. A band of whores clustered round the captain's daughter. She lay on the mattress, stripped to the waist, grunting and screaming as she labored to bring forth her child. Theon tried to look away, yet his neck would not move, nor his eyes close. Hours passed, and still her agony went on. When the babe finally slid out, it was to gasps and groans of relief. It was a boy, a boy with a head covered in fine dark hair—
"You've healed enough, Alla," Gimpknee said. Frowning, he pulled the captain's daughter away from the babe sleeping in his basket. "Mouth don't pay as well as cunt, and this one wants a taste o' mother's milk—"
Thank the gods, it was then the corpse lord came again. Theon had no wish to see any more of the poor girl's fate, but he had a bone to pick with that bedamned crow.
I treated a woman ill, he admitted, when the corpse lord left and the three-eyed crow returned. I seduced her, fucked her, got her with child, and left her to rot.
You did, the crow agreed. Callous you were, indifferent to her pleas. She warned you of the fate that would befall her, and you looked away.
But I never meant to be cruel, Theon insisted. I am no raper. I never forced a woman, not once. That was Rodrik's way, not mine. No woman ever left my bed sobbing, I swear it.
Not even once?
Theon hesitated. Unbidden, he thought of a nightmare long since forgotten, a feast of the grisly dead that only ended when he beheld Robb and Grey Wind enter the hall. They had bled from a thousand savage wounds, and Kyra had bled from the savagery with which Theon took her when he awoke, marking her with his teeth before fucking her like a beast, leaving her bruised and sobbing.
Once, he said, with a pang of guilt.
It was not Kyra's fault that the nightmare had possessed him with a fury, no more than it was the cap- no more than it was Alla's fault that he had abandoned her without so much as a silver stag to raise his babe.
I am a raper, he said heavily. That fault is mine, and I own to it. But a murderer I am not, nor kinslayer, nor oathbreaker. I have killed men in battle, yes, but never without cause. I never laid a hand on my father, nor my uncles, nor even Asha, sorely though she tested me. And I broke no oaths. Of those sins, at least, my hands are clean.
Think hard, Greyjoy, the crow warned, implacable. This is the last chance; you will not like what comes next.
Theon's anger flared. Was it not enough, to know his bastard would grow to manhood in a brothel, the son of a whore? Was it not enough that he must share Alla's suffering, suffering he never meant to cause? He meant her no harm; he was heedless, not cruel.
You and your riddles can go to hell, Theon snapped.
After you, cackled the crow.
This time, the visions came on fast, so fast they seemed to blur.
Theon watched himself drink with Benfred Tallhart within the timbered hall of Torrhen's Square, laughing and japing. Then suddenly they were by the Stony Shore, Aeron Damphair stalking ahead while a pair of ironborn dragged Benfred toward the churning waves. The other Theon had walked away, but now he was forced to watch the drowning, every moment of it as Benfred fought for breath before finally going still.
One moment Theon watched himself pace Winterfell's forge, waiting for the new sword Mikken had forged him; the next Mikken was choking on his own blood, with an ironborn spear through his throat. One moment Farlen was leading Theon and his hounds on a merry hunt; the next he lay dying at Theon's feet, his neck and shoulders hacked half to pieces, the blood staining Theon's hands as he dropped the axe.
You killed that one yourself, the crow cawed in his ear as Theon bent over, retching. And for a crime he did not commit.
I had to, Theon said, almost choking on bile. Someone had to be blamed for Gelmarr and Aggar and Gynir's deaths.
And why did they have to die? said the crow.
Theon paled. No—
Too late. The Acorn Water burbled at his feet, as clear and blue as the cloudless sky. What? This could not be the day he feared. Confused, Theon watched himself stride toward the mill, leading a horse lamed by a poor jump as they chased after a deer. He was only sixteen, still basking in the glow of conquering Barth the brewer's wife, who had made a man of him upon a ragged blanket in the godswood.
The miller's wife was just as comely, and only a few years his elder, with lush breasts and a merry laugh. Alas, her husband was away, hauling fresh milled grain. As they had no other beasts to carry a lordling back to Winterfell, he rode the miller's wife instead, quietly, so as not to wake the child slumbering in the loft.
After that pleasant encounter, he had visited her often when the miller was away. When she grew fat with child, the miller's wife was almost insatiable, though he avoided her for some time after she had the babe. Squalling infants were not to his taste; when he visited her again, the dark-haired babe was able to toddle about after his brown-haired elder brother. While the boys played in a nearby field, Theon played with the miller's wife. She was just as tight and wet as he remembered as he plowed her against the wall, sunlight pouring in the open window—
The sky turned dark, and blood splattered across the wall. A horrible scream echoed over the world as he watched the miller's wife beg for mercy, her boys terrified and silent as Reek grabbed hold of their skinny arms—
Butchery, cold butchery. One blow of Gelmarr's axe for the miller's wife, and another for each of the boys. Aggar and Gynir stood guard at the door as Reek began his bloody work. Theon could not look away, as the other Theon had. Reek took to his task with relish, savoring the solution he had proposed, but Theon's stomach heaved, his eyes watering from the stink of death and blood.
Yet when the men left the mill, the vision did not end. The sun rose, and set, and rose again. Wheels creaked in the distance as a wayn approached, pulled by an old horse and driven by a man in his late twenties. The miller was as brown-haired and plump as his wife, though his features were coarse and plain.
"Robyn?" The miller called as he took the horse into the stables. "Hallis? Tym?" No one answered.
"Gods, I hope the lordling's not here," the miller told the horse as he unhitched it. The horse snorted, shaking its head.
"Heward, she's too pretty for you, they said. And what if she is? Better t' share honey than gorge on vinegar. So what if a handsome youth catches her eye?" Heward patted the horse's greying snout. "You're too old to be hauling flour by yourself, anyhow. When he tires o' her, mayhaps he'll give her some coin, for the boy, and we can get you a friend t'share the load."
An icy chill ran down Theon's spin as the miller groomed the old horse carefully, humming quietly under his breath. When that was done, he filled a trough with hay, patting the horse's head as he bent to eat.
"Should have seen 'em by now," Heward muttered. "Hallis?" He called. "Tym?"
There was no answer, save the wind, and the soft sound of the horse chewing hay.
"Down by the pond, mayhaps." The miller sighed. "A longer walk than I'd like, with all the grain to unload. Hmm. A bit o' cheese, I think, t' keep up my strength."
Dread crept over Theon as he watched the miller turn toward the house.
No, he begged. Please, no.
No one seemed to hear. Again Theon must watch, helpless to change what he had done. The next sound he heard was a desperate, low groan, followed by a piteous wail as Heward clutched his wife in his arms, sobbing her name as snot dripped down his lips and chin. He sobbed even harder when he saw the bloody rushes that marked where Reek had killed the boys, their discarded tunics lying limp upon the floor.
It was Reek's idea, Theon pleaded as the miller returned to the stable, a rough hewn chair grasped in one bloody hand. The horse looked on, whinnying, his ears back. I never wanted it to come to this, I never did.
Who swung the axe? The crow squawked. The miller had found a length of rope. Again the horse whinnied, but the miller paid him no mind, his thick hands working quickly.
Gelmarr, Theon wept. Reek. The rope flew over a beam; the miller climbed atop the chair.
Who gave the order? The crow demanded. Who sired the younger boy?
I did, Theon sobbed, at the same moment the chair toppled to the ground, and the horse screamed.
Then, blessedly, they were in the godswood again. The heart tree stared solemnly down; the three-eyed crow perched once more upon its branch.
Theon Raper, said the crow, bating its wings. Theon Murderer. Theon Kinslayer.
Theon Oathbreaker, Theon choked.
It was if a dam had burst; Theon's sins poured over him like a crashing wave. How many times had he and Robb soaked in the hot pools together, talking of what they would do when they ruled Winterfell and Pyke? What castles they had built in the sky, those foolish boys. He could still see Robb, a boy of twelve, wide-eyed as he proposed rebuilding Sea Dragon Point to make trade easier with Lannisport and Oldtown.
"Lord Manderly would love that," Theon had drawled, mussing Robb's hair as he ignored Jon Snow's scowl. "Ironborn longships are the best for trade, or so my grandsire Quellon was wont to say. With northern timber and ironborn sailors, we could take the Stepstones, and charge tolls of every ship that passed our waters."
"Maybe," Robb frowned. "Maester Luwin says no one has ever held the Stepstones long."
"Even the Targaryens couldn't hold them," Jon Snow pointed out. "Not even when they had dragons."
"More fools they," Theon yawned. "A fleet of longships would be all I'd need, with the right man to lead them."
"You?" Jon Snow snorted. "You've not been on a ship in years."
"Easy, Jon," Robb said. His bastard brother quieted, sullen, and Robb gave Theon a shrug. "There's plenty of other ways to find glory."
Oh, what glory he had found. Theon could still hear the hush of the Whispering Wood the moment before the battle began, his blood running hot as he charged, riding at Robb's right hand. And Robb had seen his worth, had given him the mission to Lord Balon, taking the oath which Theon freely gave...
The black pool rippled at his feet. Winterfell's gatehouse lay before him, two small, tarred heads mounted on iron spikes. Theon would have vomited again, had the scene not vanished so quickly. Now he looked upon a lady's bedchamber. Robb lay upon the bed, a letter clutched in his fist as he wept in silence. He tore at his hair, he beat his chest, cursing Theon with the same oaths he'd once taught him. When he snatched up a dagger, Theon's heart stopped, until a brown-haired maid intervened, soothing Robb with soft words and softer kisses until he dropped the blade.
The water rippled. He looked upon a massive solar, big enough for a giant, with walls of black stone. Roose Bolton stood before a map, his pale eyes cold, cold as the smiles of the men who stood beside him, all in grey surcoats blazoned with blue towers.
"Winterfell fallen, and Stannis beaten," the Lord of the Dreadfort sighed. "And boy kings are not known for their prudence, I fear. It is time we made new plans..."
The water rippled. Twin towers stood astride a river, with a bridge between them. On the riverbank tents were burning and men were screaming and dying, but it was to the hall that the vision flew, swift as the crossbow bolts plunging into the men of Robb's honor guard as they shielded their king from the slaughter. Bolts had already pierced his leg and under his arm—
Enough, the crow said, and the pool went dark. What's done is done.
And it was all my fault, Theon said, numb. He had seen too much; he had drained the cup to the bitter dregs.
Not all, the crow said. Your actions bore grave consequences, yet each man must answer for his own deeds, in the end.
The end. Theon shuddered. Is that what this is?
Yes, and no, the crow replied. It is a crossroads.
That made more sense than it didn't. Not that it matters, anyway, Theon said. I cannot change the past, nor make amends for what I have done.
You could try, the crow said, its third eye gleaming. Would you, if you had the chance?
Theon shrugged. I don't- yes. Yes, I would, if I could. He gave the crow a doubtful look. Can you free me?
No, the crow squawked. It almost sounded sad. But perhaps there is someone who can. Once you chased him from his home. If you are ever free, it is you who must help him find the way back. Until then, sleep, and do not dream.
And Theon slept. The corpse lord came, the corpse lord went, and each time the crow came after, scratching a tally beside those he had made on his arm. There were over fifty when he suddenly woke, the taste of lightning in the air. Theon Greyjoy lay in the godswood, beneath the heart tree. The carved face was different than before, the features almost as familiar as his own.
Bran?
Cold sweet air poured into Theon's lungs. He lay in the darkness upon a bed hard as stone, a ray of sunlight slim as an arrow's shaft falling across his face. The light was growing, why was it growing? Almost blind, Theon covered his eyes as the world turned white, and he realized.
The tree had opened its mouth.
End Part IV
Notes:
*nervous laughter* what the fuck? So, uhm. Sound off in the comments?
This was a very heavy, dark run of chapters, but we have a breather up next. Part V: Wolf Pack will begin with a Meria Sand prologue in which she spends time with Willas, and attempts to persuade that cranky old biddy Olenna to attend her wedding.
As you might recall, The Weirwood Queen received several nominations in the r/TheCitadel awards for ASOIAF fanfic.
r/TheCitadel Awards Results
•Best Ongoing Fic- WIN
•Best Worldbuilding- WIN
•Best Chapter: Chapter 81, Olyvar I- WIN
•Best OC: Sister Edythe- WIN
•Best Oneshot: A Drowning Grief- THIRD PLACEAs the rules prohibited multiple wins for the same fic, I only get to officially keep the award for Best Ongoing Fic ;) Suffice to say that I am absolutely blown away by the love for Weirwood Queen! I had hoped for at least one win, but with such great competition, I never thought a sweep would be possible. Thanks so much to everyone who voted! If you're not on r/TheCitadel, you should consider checking it out, it's a great community.
Full award results are here. I'm excited to read a lot of these fics once I'm finished writing TWQ and have free time again, lol. I've heard especially good things about Sunrise, a Quentyn Martell-SI fic by Constellat1on.
NOTES
1) The concept of a nightmare tree was inspired by the Sinning Tree in Yu Yu Hakusho. I forgot the tree devours the life force of the victim until *after* I got the idea of Brynden using Theon as a juice box. The part with Alla, the captain's daughter, was very hard to write, but her fear of her abusive father comes from canon. Unfortunately, many "fallen" women in the medieval era were forced to turn to sex work, as stigma led them to be turned away from most other employment.
2) At the beginning of ACOK, Theon is a callous, misogynist asshole. Desperate to prove his manhood, to avoid people laughing at him, he becomes much worse. I'm sure lots of fans cheered when Ramsay backhands him at the end of ACOK, but then, of course, GRRM flips the script in ADWD.
This chapter was extremely necessary, but took a lot out of me to write, given the subject matter. Theon is such a banal sort of awful. There are thousands of him in our world, men who see women as playthings, who would rather turn to violence than be laughed at, who never consider or care about the fallout of their actions, or the harm they cause others.
While I was not interested in the torture porn that is the Reek plot, I did want Theon to face accountability for his sins. That being said... Theon was a hostage. He was forcefully separated from his family and his culture. Ned was kinder than Tywin or Stannis would have been, but the fact that Ned had Theon, his hostage, carry Ice at executions is deeply fucked up. And that's our introduction to Theon!
"They forced [Gared's] head down onto the hard black wood. Lord Eddard Stark dismounted and his ward Theon Greyjoy brought forth the sword." AGOT, Bran I
"Lord Eddard had tried to play the father from time to time, but to Theon he had always remained the man who'd brought blood and fire to Pyke and taken him from his home. As a boy, he had lived in fear of Stark's stern face and great dark sword." ACOK, Theon I
Is Theon being dramatic? Probably. Does he have a valid point about his precarious position as a hostage and how that affected him? Uh, yeah. Theon's streak of callous misogyny is a way of asserting power to cope with his hostage status, and imitate the cruelty of the environment where he grew up.
Anyway, Theon's arc in TWQ stands in deliberate contrast with Jaime's. Both spend around five years in isolation, but while Jaime focuses only on swordwork to regain his former identity, Theon is forced to confront his own past sins, albeit in a brutal fashion, and rejects his former identity.
Torture does not make people better, but Theon does get some perspective. He's not going to suddenly be a Good Person; he's an asshole with a budding conscience. I don't know all of his Part V arc, but I do know the shape of it. He will not be a POV, but he will be an important side character.
3) The 5,000 character limit strikes again! If interested, you can see the comments for some scattered thoughts on approaches to punishment in the medieval versus modern era.
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Chapter 151: Part V: Prologue
Notes:
Banner by ohnoitsmyraEarly January 305
Content warning: brief smut. Canon-level graphic, but far more wholesome.
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Rhaenys Targaryen, Princess of Dragonstone, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyra
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Meria Sand leaned back with a sigh, her belly full. What a relief it was, to have her moonblood over with. Each turn of the moon saw her forced to spend half a week abed, beset by cramps so painful they made her weep and vomit. But today the last traces of suffering were gone, save a lingering ache in her back.
The Mother Above was truly merciful. Today was an important day, one that could not be faced with an empty stomach. Meria had devoured her repast, enjoying every bite of toasted bread spread heavily with butter and peach jam, of soft eggs sprinkled with so much pepper it made Balerion sneeze as he crouched beneath her chair.
Now that Meria was finished, the serving maid took away the carved wooden tray just as briskly as she had brought it. She could not ask for a better maid than Rya, whom she had taken at mother Ellaria's recommendation. A Dornishwoman in her late twenties, Rya was competent, courteous, and best of all, close-lipped.
Though she had lost her head slightly when they reached Highgarden. Rya had always wanted to wait upon a princess. When she learned that she served not one of Prince Oberyn Nymeros Martell's many bastard daughters, but the only trueborn daughter of Princess Elia Nymeros Martell and Prince Rhaegar Targaryen, she had nearly fainted from excitement.
"Princess Rhaenys?" Megga Tyrell was so giddy she looked like to faint herself. A maiden of only seventeen, her plump cheeks flushed apple red as she grinned ear to ear. "May I dress you now?"
"You may," Rhaenys said graciously. She turned to the lady at Megga's side, a willowy girl of eighteen who shared Megga's straight brown hair. "Elinor, fetch the book from last night, and read from the passage where you left off."
"Yes, princess."
Whilst Elinor fetched the book, Megga set to work carefully, almost worshipfully. Like most ladies, Rhaenys broke her fast in only her sleeping shift and a well-worn bedrobe. Golden egg yolks soft as custard and sticky peach jam might be the food of the gods, but they were not kind to silk and lace. By the time Elinor returned, her cousin had removed the dirty sleeping shift and smallclothes, and helped Rhaenys step into fresh ones.
Good girls, both of them, already accustomed to service, Rhaenys thought, not for the first time. Waiting upon their cousin Margaery had trained them well; it would be a pity for such refinement to go to waste. Alas for them, when Margaery sent for ladies to join her at Winterfell, she had chosen only two, her favorite cousin Alla Tyrell, and her friend Meredyth Crane. No doubt she would have many more ladies-in-waiting, but they would be chosen from the wives and daughters of her husband Robb Stark's bannermen.
The bastard girl Meria Sand could not have even a single lady-in-waiting, lest she be thought to have ideas above her station. Rhaenys Targaryen had three; a pair of Tyrells, and her cousin Obella Sand, who was presently haunting the ravenry. Maester Lomys was a bent-backed old man who walked even more slowly than he talked; when the raven from Dragonstone came, she wished to receive its letter at once. If that meant consigning one of her ladies to the ravenry at all times, so be it.
Though she missed Obella's company. No, three ladies were not enough for Princess Rhaenys Targaryen. Seven, perhaps; a pious touch never went amiss. Choosing one's ladies required delicate balance, weighing not only the looks and demeanors of the ladies themselves, but the esteem of their families.
Properly, Elinor and Megga should have been beneath her notice, being only cousins of the main Tyrell line. Still, Elinor was witty, and newly wed to Ser Alyn Ambrose, the heir of his house. Megga's betrothed might be a mere Bulwer cousin, and she might be a terrible singer, but she was a sweet girl, skilled at needlework and at caring for her princess. She snagged barely a tangle as she combed out Rhaenys's hair, still damp from the bath she had taken before breakfast.
"Tomorrow, tomorrow, you'll be wedded on the morrow," Megga gushed happily as she combed. "Oh, it's so romantic!"
"It is," Rhaenys smiled. She was unable to resist the girl's good humor, even though Megga had interrupted Elinor's attempt to begin reading.
"Are you nervous for the bedding?" Elinor asked, the book forgotten. When she tilted her head, the light shone on her hair, elaborately plaited with ribbons as befit a woman wed. Megga paused her combing to stare enviously at the braids, her own frizzy hair in a simple maiden's braid with a jeweled brooch.
"Not particularly," Rhaenys admitted. "I am four-and-twenty, after all, and weary of waiting to be claimed by my true love."
As she expected, both girls heaved adoring sighs. Then Megga resumed combing, and Elinor reading aloud. Thank heavens she need not fear either growing too bold with Lord Willas during the bedding, no matter how much Arbor gold her ladies drank. Though Rhaenys suspected Alyn Ambrose would find himself a very happily married man. And it would doubtless take a stern matron to pry Megga off of Imry Bulwer, lest she do more than kiss her betrothed senseless.
When Megga finished with her hair, it hung loose and straight just past her shoulders, dark as night. Rhaenys' gown was of the same shade, with a bright scarlet bodice. The modest neckline was trimmed with Myrish lace, its only decoration. The seamstresses were already hard pressed to complete a suitable bride's gown with only a few moons to labor. The rest of her wardrobe could wait to be blazoned with dragons and flames and whatever touch she chose for her personal sigil.
A sunflower in the dragon's talons, perhaps, she thought as Megga placed a tiara atop her head, the silver set with fiery rubies.
Meria had loved the costume made for her to play Girasol the Glad, a lady from the Age of Heroes. For a hundred years Girasol had roamed the mountains of Dorne, in search of the sunflowers which would wake her betrothed from an enchanted sleep. The deep green silk had shone against Meria's golden skin, the yellow sunflowers and their seeds of jet reminding her to endure, as Girasol had.
But for now, Rhaenys must show the world a true Targaryen princess. A difficult task, when she had her mother's Dornish looks. As she lacked the purple eyes and silver hair which spoke of old Valyria, her attire must leave no doubt as to her blood. That meant naught but black and red, and touches of silver, like the girdle she wore at her waist, and the matching cloth-of-silver bag which dangled from it.
A love token from Lord Willas, Rhaenys had told her curious ladies. As they were not allowed to open the bag, they wondered endlessly as to its contents. In truth, it held no more than a bar of costly soap, wrapped in oilcloth.
"You look lovely, princess," Megga said dreamily when Elinor brought the looking glass.
A bit prone to exaggeration, was Megga, though her words were meant sincerely. The gown did flatter Rhaenys' shape, and the tiara made her dark amber eyes sparkle. But her nose was much too large, her skin prone to pimples, her height only middling, rather than tall and statuesque or winsomely short and dainty. No, she was not the equal of that bitch Cersei, or of clever Lady Margaery. Nor did she care to be. Being more beautiful meant receiving more lascivious attentions, and Meria had suffered enough of them for a lifetime back in King's Landing.
If bastard girls were harlots, and Dornishwomen sluts, why, then a Dornish bastard must be the most wanton woman in the Seven Kingdoms, eager to share her cunt with any passing knave. Unwelcome hands and mouths had made bold with Meria far too often, even those of a few of the men she had cultivated as allies. Thank the gods she had been able to keep all of them at bay. The lords she refused with soft words, the knights and squires with hard slaps and a request to Prince Oberyn, who proceeded to find an excuse to beat them senseless in the yard.
"Princess?"
"Thank you, Megga," Rhaenys said firmly, returning to the present. "Elinor, my qithara."
Mindful of the tiara and of her silk skirts, Rhaenys was careful indeed as she bent to scratch Balerion behind a tattered ear. He mewled sleepily, his rough tongue licking her finger. The dear old beast slept most of the day, too old and stiff to do much else. Though he could still fight, when roused; no other cat dared cross the threshold to her chambers.
Whilst her ladies stitched scarlet dragons upon bands of black silk trim, Rhaenys tuned her qithara, her ears pricked for the sound of a knock at the door. The raven must come soon. Her brother should have reached Dragonstone before the new year, and that was ten days past. Did King Aegon's banners already fly from the battlements, or had some calamity struck him upon the sea?
No, she must not fret over her brother. It was hard, though. Olyvar had given her the bloodwood qithara for her sixteenth nameday. Even a bastard son of the Red Viper could not afford so costly a gift on his own; he had convinced their sisters to contribute sums from their own allowances.
Cousins, not sisters, Rhaenys reminded herself, strumming the qithara.
How she wished she could have all of them about her, as they once were in the Water Gardens. Now she had only Obella. Obella Sand was a maiden of sixteen, fond of poetry and daydreams and sleeping late. The chance to see Highgarden and enjoy the chivalry of the Reach had summoned her from Salt Shore and her Gargalen betrothed, who was a squire of thirteen, but when Bors came of age... Obella might wish to continue in her service after she married, or she might choose to return to Salt Shore, or Sunspear.
Save for Obella, all of her sis- cousins were in Dorne. Pious, poised Tyene was in Sunspear, serving as Princess Arianne's closest confidant. After the wedding, she owed both of her cousins letters, personal ones, with nary a mention of war or politics. She might ask how Tyene was getting on with the portrait of Uncle Doran she was embroidering as a gift for Arianne's nameday.
And Rhaenys should like to know whether Arianne was recovered yet from bearing her second child back in fifth moon. Delonne, they had named her, for her consort Ser Lewyn Allyrion's mother. Her birth had gone much harder than that of her elder sister. Odd, that. Both maesters and midwives agreed that the first labor was usually the hardest, but Arianne had birthed Eliandra quickly, with little fuss. Her heir was three now, and thriving, despite a bout of grippe which had caused some concern.
Not nearly so much concern as Rhaenys felt when a flock of ravens arrived from Oldtown ten days past, on the last night of the old year. Maester Lomys had not been pleased when the Lord of Highgarden commanded the maester to give his letters to his betrothed if she should ask. Rhaenys did not give a fig for the old man's annoyance; if she could soften the blow of any ill news, she was glad to do it.
And oh, what dreadful news the ravens had brought. They had descended upon Highgarden just before midnight, their wings as black as death. Dark words were writ on the letters they carried, of ironborn longships, of a jade dragon ridden by a madman, of dragonfire upon the city, upon the Starry Sept, the Hightower, and the Citadel alike.
By the time the attack ended, Willas had lost a grandfather and an aunt. Meria feared she had lost a sister too, until she caught sight of a letter with an orange seal, a sphinx pressed into the wax. Gods be praised, her sister Sarella had escaped with only a few burns, taken when she helped rescue a pile of old tomes from the hungry flames. The archmaesters had been less lucky; their tower had been one of the first to bear the dragon's wroth.
No doubt Obara would be delighted at the damage to the city she hated so well. The guests of some lucky tavern would enjoy a round of wine at her expense as she got fearsomely drunk and taught new oaths to everyone in hearing. She did know some rather impressive oaths, though Rhaenys never used them save within her thoughts.
Unlike Elia Sand, who had taken to repeating them at whim, as brazen as only a girl of eighteen could be. Dorea and Loreza were impressionable girls, apt to follow her lead and become hellions like Lady Lance. To forestall that, a perturbed Ellaria had put her daughter Elia under her namesake Princess Elia's supervision. A single oath, and she would find her toes at the mercy of her aunt's wheeled chair.
Rhaenys strummed the qithara, taking up a happier tune. Oh, but she could not wait to see her mother once more. After the wedding, she and Willas would take the roseroad east, bound for King's Landing. Princess Elia was already on her way there, having joined the Dornish host riding north up the Boneway. Much as her mother hated traveling by wayn, she was determined to be there to see the city fall to King Aegon, to see her son rise over the rubble of Tywin Lannister's legacy when his golden daughter and his bastard grandson were finally cast down.
Prince Oberyn was no less eager. They had left King's Landing as soon as they dared after the massacre at the masked ball. Whilst Rhaenys and her escort rode west for Highgarden, her uncle had galloped south to Sunspear, desperate to see his beloved paramour and his daughters.
If only they could have brought all their Dornishmen with them without rousing suspicion! Ellaria's father, Lord Harmen Uller, was as beloved as if he were her grandfather by blood, as was his brother Ser Ulwyck. Lord Dagos Manwoody and his brother Ser Myles were her kin by blood, her great-uncles; Lord Dagos's wife Corinna had given her some of her first lessons in music during a visit to Kingsgrave.
Lady Cedra Santagar had helped her father find and secure much of the gold which Petyr Baelish had stolen from the royal treasury; her husband Ser Aron Santagar had quietly tolerated the mockery of those who presumed his wife had taken up sleeping with a viper. Lady Larra Blackmont she knew less well, for the lady preferred to keep to herself. But she was a good woman, nonetheless, so loyal and trustworthy that she had sent her two eldest children off with Olyvar despite not knowing the true aims of his voyage.
All of the Dornish lords and ladies were supposed to have left King's Landing as soon as rumors of King Aegon's fleet reached the city. Disavowing the pretender as a feigned boy might keep them safe for a little while, whilst Princess Elia kept her silence, but when the day came when she claimed her son for true... they must be far, far from the city before then. Gods forbid Cersei realize that the Dornish host marching north was not coming to defend King Tommen as Prince Oberyn claimed.
Alas, a bout of grippe that swept through the Red Keep had prevented that, and slain Ser Myles Manwoody into the bargain. Then an ice storm had descended upon the city; Blackwater Bay was impassable now, thanks to the perilous chunks of floating ice which choked its waters, and the streets of King's Landing were slick with black ice. She could only pray that the Dornish had succeeded in finally slipping from the city during the chaos of the new year festivities as they had planned. If not... nothing would stop Cersei Lannister from turning on them. She turned on everyone in the end, the vicious cunt.
The qithara gave a jarring twang. In her anger, Rhaenys had snapped one of the sheep's gut strings. When Elinor fetched her a new one, she set to stringing the qithara with a gracious smile. She needed it, to hide the fact that she was thinking the most violent oaths she knew.
None of them felt adequate to describe Cersei Lannister, the smug, cruel, greedy bitch. Lord Tremond Gargalen had not deserved to die so meaningless a death, cut down for no other reason than to make the attack of the queen's feigned northmen seem more real. As if it were not made only so Cersei might watch Lord Mace Tyrell bleed out in her arms, sobbing so hard she almost seemed to laugh, her wildfire eyes blazing.
Poor Ser Daemon Sand had been injured too. His leg would never be the same, not after a fall into the moat which sent a spike through his calf. Ser Daemon was still hobbling about on crutches when King Tommen shipped him off to Dragonstone. Lord Tarly misliked having a Dornishman in the Kingsguard, let alone a bastard suspected of sharing the Red Viper's bed. His crippling made a fine excuse to send Ser Daemon to share Ser Arys Oakheart's task of guarding Princess Myrcella.
How helpful Lord Tarly was. Rhaenys had not liked relying on cousin Trystane, a squire of seventeen, to receive the many letters supposedly sent by the Sand Snakes, written in cipher to disguise their true meaning behind what appeared to be useless prattle. Ser Daemon was far more reliable, and well placed to ensure Dragonstone surrendered when King Aegon arrived.
Rhaenys plucked the string, frowned, then set to tuning it. Had he arrived? When Nymeria Sand returned to Sunspear back in ninth moon, she had sworn their brother's fleet should reach Westeros by the middle of twelfth moon. But with storms churning up and down the narrow sea...
The string twanged; Rhaenys shook her head and tried again.
Nym had been almost as stormy as the sea, judging by the exceptional venom in the letter which she had sent along with Olyvar's reports and commands. Even Obara could not hold a grudge like Nym. Her hatred of Oldtown was a passing thing, forgotten until it came to mind.
Nym, though, Nym would sulk, and worry at a grievance like a bitch at a bone. Nevermind that Empress Daenerys might have had her head on a spike for daring to attack a member of her court, seemingly unprovoked. No, Olyvar was the stupidest, most cowardly of brothers, for daring to shove Nym into the harbor and confine her to her chambers until they left Mele Nernar.
Rhaenys plucked the string, drawing forth a clear, sweet note.
It did not surprise her that Olyvar should write so calmly of Lady Irri, who had considered murdering him lest he turn against her beloved queen. Olly was always a bit too easygoing as a boy, quick to place himself in another's shoes, and even quicker to forgive.
Her little brother Olyvar had been a shy and awkward child, never comfortable with pomp or crowds. Some bastard boys dreamed of a keep and lands of their own; Olyvar was not one of them. The Water Gardens and the Old Palace were his home, his only ambition to be a household knight in service to his trueborn kin. He clung to his family like a limpet, and to Deziel Dalt, once the boys became fast friends.
Olyvar's sisters had taken advantage of his mild nature, as had Princess Elia and Prince Oberyn. Dutifully, if somewhat grudgingly, her brother had learned the spear and sword, law and history, and all the other things a future king should know, never suspecting what lay in store. Cousin Quentyn was said to be just as dutiful, though Rhaenys did not know him well.
Although... Rhaenys plucked a string thoughtfully. She had never heard anyone speak of Quentyn having a temper. Olyvar, however... His usual humor was calm and earnest, with a tendency for witticisms that made children laugh and adults groan. On the rare occasions his anger flared, though, Seven help the subject of his ire.
Once, Ellaria had undertaken to lay upon Olyvar the solemn duties of a knight to protect the weak. He was a boy of ten; she had meant no more than to bid him keep an eye on his younger sisters as they played in the Water Gardens. Somehow, however, Olyvar had taken Ellaria to mean that all the younger children fell under his purview.
It had seemed sweet, when Olly began circling the Water Gardens like a skinny, knobby kneed hawk. Less sweet, a few days later, when an older boy shoved a younger one, who fell and smashed his face against a fountain. Never mind that the elder boy was twice Olly's size. Olyvar had gone into a fury, kneed the older boy in the groin, ordered him to apologize, and then forced him to go fetch a maester to see to the boy he had shoved. The next day, Olly had happily played with both boys in the waves, the offense forgiven and forgotten.
Olyvar had been equally determined to forget the secret Princess Elia revealed to them on his sixteenth nameday. He absolutely refused to speak of it, and then only to make excuses. Dorne could not fight six kingdoms alone, could they? No, surely not, so his birth did not matter, not at all. King Robert was hale and hearty, with two sons and two brothers to come after him, and the favor of the smallfolk and of the mighty lords. It would be suicidal for Dorne to seek to place a Targaryen upon the Iron Throne.
Dorne had quietly rejoiced at King Robert's death less than a year later, laughing at the rumors of his cuckolding by Cersei and the bastardy of his children. Olyvar, however, had not smiled or made one of his awful japes for months. When the Lannisters invited Prince Doran to King's Landing, only a direct order from his lady mother had gotten Olyvar to join Prince Oberyn's retinue. Olyvar was an obedient son; never in his life had he dared go against Princess Elia, Lady Ellaria, or Prince Oberyn.
Until, suddenly, he did. And at the worst possible moment, the gallant fool. True, Olyvar's defeat of the Ser Gregor Clegane in single combat was the stuff of songs, but Strongspear the Squire might just have easily been The Mountain Who Crushed a Sand. There would be no more of that reckless nonsense, not if Rhaenys had anything to say about it.
Thank the gods that she was his favorite sister. Olyvar was a babe in the woods; he needed her, as he always had. Intelligent he might be, attentive and diligent, but he was also prone to taking action before considering the consequences. He was a terrible liar and a worse schemer, though that was somewhat remedied by his impressive ability to keep his mouth shut. And Olly loathed being the center of attention, though where some boys might stammer or shake, he hid his nerves beneath a murderous stare.
Rhaenys finished the song with a flourish, and took up another.
Really, the gods might have been kinder to make him the woman, and her the man. She would never be so foolish as to consider yielding her rightful crown to a foreign queen. Not that it would have come to that, of course, not with Ser Deziel Dalt and Nymeria Sand around to remind Olyvar of his duty.
Although... were she in Olyvar's place, she would have had to claim a dragon, and the very notion was enough to make her shudder. As a girl, Meria cared little for lizards or snakes, to the disappointment of half her sisters, and the amusement of the other half, who put them in her bed. Heights were even worse. She would sooner fuck every weasel-faced Frey that was ever born than stand atop the Hightower and look down, let alone mount a dragon and fly above the earth.
Her fingers faltered. If only Viserion was the only dragon she must needs fear. No one had seen Euron Greyjoy and his jade dragon since they left Oldtown, the dragon barely able to fly, his wings near shredded. Had they landed in some lonely grove to lick their wounds? Or had they fallen from the sky, their mangled bodies not yet found?
Rhaenys forced herself to resume playing, before her ladies noticed her dismay. It was no use fretting over matters beyond her ken or control. Better to think of some matter she might solve, like the absurd knot that was her brother's marriage.
Why, of all things, must Olyvar get the bit in his teeth about doing his duty in the marital bed? Sansa Stark seemed a lovely girl, and her mother Catelyn Tully had been impressively fertile. If Olyvar had gotten his wife with child as soon as the maesters thought her ready, he would already have an heir, perhaps even a spare. But no, of course things could not be that simple. Olyvar had to get it into his thick head that consummating his marriage would somehow be a betrayal of both his honor and that of his lady wife.
Damn his qualms, and damn Rhaegar for giving them to him. Rhaenys did not give a shit for her brother's precious misgivings; it was well past time he got over them. She certainly had. A few smashed harps and a toad sigil were enough to vent her feelings, and then she had turned to the future. If need be, she would march Olyvar to his wife's bedchamber herself, and stand outside the door every night until Sansa Stark was plump as a partridge with his babe.
But if Olyvar died before he got his queen with child... Rhaenys bit her lip, and tried to focus on the qithara, on plucking sweet notes from the strings. So what if her brother had never gone into battle before? The Seven helped him survive Volantis and Mele Nernar; surely Dragonstone would not prove the end of him.
Cersei Lannister was not Daenerys Targaryen, nor even Euron Greyjoy. She had neither dragons nor devoted followers; the smallfolk despised her even more than they loved poor Tommen. The merest semblance of competent governance would be enough to secure King Aegon's rule, a return to the peaceful days of King Robert Baratheon and King Aerys Targaryen before him, but with a far better man upon the Iron Throne.
A cold wind rattled at the shutters; despite the warmth of the room, Rhaenys shivered. Force of arms might easily remove the Lannisters from power, but the winter... in his letters, Olyvar seemed to fear that above all else, save the Others and their wights. Strange, that he should be so afraid. He never saw a wight, not like Rhaenys had.
Five years had passed since Meria Sand stood in the throne room of the Old Palace, and beheld a black brother and his dead man in chains. It seemed a distant nightmare, one that faded with each passing day. Princess Arianne was still sending Dornish fruit and fish to the Night's Watch, who claimed a host of wights stood massed beyond the Wall, but that troubled her little and less. Thousands and thousands of years the Wall had stood, keeping the realms of men safe from the monsters who lurked in the dark.
Should the Night's Watch require more men, the King in the North was upon their doorstep. Robb Stark had never lost a battle, and the Lord Commander Jon Snow surely shared his skill, being his bastard brother. If his goodbrothers required King Aegon's assistance, that was for the best. She doubted aught else would convince the proud northmen to kneel.
Varys had called himself a spider, crawling upon the webs that held the realm together. Rhaenys knew better. Her work was no spider's web, to be woven and then sat upon, waiting for a tasty fly. It was a composition upon the qithara, the notes chosen with care. If her playing should go amiss, why, she need only shift her fingers to cover the mistake, to glide past it as if it were done on purpose. Granted, it was even better when one had a troupe of musicians, who could help cover when one's fingers faltered.
Rhaenys had just taken up a new tune when a knock came at the door. Obella entered like a graceful whirlwind. Her smooth brown cheeks were flushed, strands of loose dark hair stuck out where they had escaped from her copper hairnet, and she bore three letters clutched tightly in her hand.
One letter was addressed to Princess Rhaenys Targaryen, one to Lord Willas Tyrell, and one to the lords of the Reach, but all three bore the same seal of parti-colored wax. To the left soared a phoenix upon a deep blue sky; to the right roared a three-headed dragon upon a field black as night. Well, so much for helping her brother choose his sigil, but Rhaenys was too relieved to take offense.
The letter to herself she opened first, reading so quickly the words seemed to blur and dance across the page. Dragonstone was theirs! King Aegon's banners had flown from its battlements since a few days after the new year, when he had taken the castle without losing a single man. Aunt Mellario and cousin Trystane were safe; Princess Myrcella and Ser Arys Oakheart of the Kingsguard were held captive.
Next she opened the letter to Willas. It proved brief, little more than courtesies and well wishes for a fruitful marriage, and for their journey to King's Landing to prove easy so that King Aegon might see his beloved sister and goodbrother as soon as possible. If only blessings could cure a bad knee! Much as he loved riding, Willas could not mount a horse unaided, and long days in the saddle cost him dearly.
The last letter was writ in an unfamiliar hand, that of some maester or scribe. The ravenry at Dragonstone must be empty, every bird sent forth to spread King Aegon's word across the realm. In bold words the letter declared the coming of Aegon Targaryen, the Sixth of His Name, whose mother had sent her children to safety long before the fall of King's Landing.
To Rhaenys's satisfaction, there was no mention of Olyvar or Meria Sand. That was for the best; hopefully Cersei Lannister would not piece together how thoroughly she had been deceived until the last of the Dornish were far, far from the city. A pity, that Rhaenys could not see the bitch's face when she realized that two and two made four.
For now, though, she must needs take these letters to her Willas.
Light shone through high arched windows as Rhaenys made her way to her betrothed's solar, her ladies following in her train. Three strong curtain walls of white stone might ring Highgarden, along with the briar labyrinth which boasted thorns long as daggers, but the castle they defended was built for beauty. She walked past ornate tapestries of Garth Greenhand and his many sons and daughters, past shallow niches wherein stood statues of fair maids and handsome knights. The knights wore armor, the maids little more than garlands of fruits and flowers and coy smiles.
The sight of them made Rhaenys walk just a little faster. When she reached the lord's solar, she dismissed her ladies to the sept, where she would meet with them anon. Much as she would like to, she could not remain with Willas all day.
When she entered the solar, it was to find Willas behind his desk, frowning over a parchment. A quill was in his hand; pots of ink, a washcloth, and a flagon of water sat at his elbow. A gentle snow was falling in the window behind his chair, soft as a lover's kiss, soft as the light of the stained glass lamps that hung over his head.
Many men might prefer quiet when they worked, but never Willas. As usual, one of Highgarden's many singers stood beside the hearth, strumming a lute. Rickard of Ashby, if she recalled aright. His ginger hair was as distinctive as the absurdly deep voice which issued forth from his lanky frame as he began a new song.
"My lady and I are no strangers to love—"
The Lord of Highgarden waved his hand, and the singer went silent. A deep bow to the lord, another to the princess, and he departed, leaving them to speak privily. Willas set aside his quill, his brow furrowed, one hand running through his tumble of chestnut curls.
"What news, my lady?"
"The Seven are with us," Rhaenys assured him, handing him the letters. "Dragonstone is ours."
Relief swept over her betrothed's face; his brown eyes shone like polished mahogany. Whilst he opened the letters, Rhaenys settled herself into a chair, glad for its plush velvet seat. She would be waiting a while, she knew. Willas would not speak a word until he had read each letter slowly, deliberately, every word fully digested and considered.
While she waited, Rhaenys considered her betrothed. Willas Tyrell might not share his brother Garlan's muscles, nor his brother Loras's startling beauty, but he was still one of the most attractive men she'd ever seen. His close-trimmed beard suited his face; his rich green doublet perfectly fit his frame.
Rhaenys was displeased, though not surprised, when she noticed the remains of a half-eaten breakfast sitting upon his desk. Silly man; he needed his strength. Who cared if he someday had a belly like his sire's? It was not his fault that he could not take exercise in the yard, nor ride as often as he would like. The Mother Above knows, my belly will hardly stay flat after I bear his children, she thought with a sidelong glance at the flagon of water and the washcloth.
She could only pray that when that day came, Willas would still love her as well as he did now. Prince Oberyn had thrown Rhaenys at him as one might dangle a carrot before a horse, as she had realized perhaps an hour after she learned of her true parentage. Sweet Willas did not seem to care that he had been so deliberately ensnared, bless his romantic nature. When he thought her Meria, a mere bastard girl, he had vowed to remain forever unwed, and die with her name upon his lips.
What poetic rubbish, she thought fondly. Doubtless time would have put paid to that; the day would have come when their letters dwindled, then ceased. But when Prince Oberyn entrusted him with the secret of her birth... well. Men always wanted what lay just beyond their grasp. The few letters he dared send her in King's Landing were full of passion and promises, of dreams for the day when they might love openly.
And then, suddenly, everything had gone wrong. Cersei was not supposed to let Margaery and Tommen wed; her very nature revolted at the idea of sharing her son with another queen. Rhaenys had known the bitch must be up to some ill-advised devilry, but she never would have dreamt she would go so far as to have Mace Tyrell murdered in the heart of Maegor's Holdfast.
It had taken Ser Arron Qorgyle over a fortnight to ride from King's Landing to Highgarden, far behind the raven and the letter it carried full of Lannister lies. During the long, terrible days betwixt raven and courier, Willas had thought he had lost not only a father, but a brother and sister too. When Rhaenys's letter came, he learned of their escape, but little else. She could tell him nothing of Margaery and Loras’s whereabouts, only that Aurane Waters had born them away on a stolen ship.
Winterfell, of all places. Rhaenys shook her head. She had not predicted that. If anything, she expected Margaery to sail for Highgarden to seek safety amongst her kin. Granted, it was much easier for Cersei to send hired knives to Highgarden than to Winterfell. One could hardly get any further from Cersei's wrath, unless Margaery decided to become a wildling and live beyond the Wall, or to become a concubine for the Emperor of Yi Ti.
Thankfully, Ser Loras Tyrell remained utterly predictable. Practically the moment Margaery was wed, her brother rode south with a company of freeriders, bent on vengeance against Lord Randyll Tarly, whom he blamed for his father's overthrow. As well he might, with Talla Tarly taking Margaery's place at Tommen's side, the poor girl. Lord Randyll Tarly could not abandon Cersei Lannister now, not if he wanted his blood to someday sit the Iron Throne.
Not that he would get his wish. Cersei had not called her banners until rumor came of King Aegon's fleet, and by then Garlan Tyrell had already gathered a host of his own, drawn from the Tyrell's staunchest bannermen. Redwyne and Rowan, Fossoway and Beesbury, Ambrose and Crane, Meadows and Peake, Costayne and Bulwer, all had risen the moment Lord Willas declared Cersei Lannister's treachery against Lord Mace, not to mention the bastardy of her son.
Alas, some fools had answered Lord Tarly's call instead. Lady Oakheart had received choice lands from King Tommen after the fall of Stannis, and her youngest son Ser Arys Oakheart was a member of the Kingsguard. The Blackbars of Bandallon were half Florent, hopeful of receiving Brightwater Keep if the lion should trample the rose. Lord Cuy remained furious at Loras, who had slain his son Ser Emmon; Lord Martyn Mullendore was fast friends with Randyll Tarly, as were the southern lords Varner, Shermer, Graceford, and Cockshaw.
As matters stood, Tarly would receive few of the men he so desperately needed. Only Lord Graceford and Lord Cockshaw, whose lands were near the eastern edge of the Dornish marches, had managed to march for King's Landing. And their hosts were smaller than they might have been; Lord Meadows and his small host had waited upon the roseroad to bar their way, and put up a gallant fight before being overwhelmed.
The lords whose keeps lay further south, in the western foothills of the Red Mountains, were less fortunate. The roseroad passed by Highgarden, and Garlan Tyrell was more than ready to give them a bloody welcome. Lord Varner was sulking in his captivity, Lord Mullendore had bent the knee only after taking a wound that seemed like to be mortal, and Lord Shermer was already dead, as was his heir, both of them slain by Lord Titus Peake in single combat. The Sunhouse, the seat of House Cuy, was besieged by the Costaynes; Lord Blackbar had tried to take his host and that of the Oakhearts south by sea, only to be caught by Lord Paxter Redwyne in the Redwyne Straits.
Rhaenys resisted the urge to worry at her lip. She had hoped by now Lord Redwyne would be taking his ships east, to support King Aegon. True, there was always Lord Selwyn of Tarth's little fleet, but Lord Selwyn was not to be relied upon, not after the bout of grippe which left him weak and weary, the command of his ships entrusted to a cousin. But the loss of his goodbrother Mace had shaken Lord Paxter badly; he refused to stir from his home waters until he received commands directly from King Aegon.
When Willas finally set down the letters with a sigh, it was with a line creasing his brow. That would not do, not at all. Why, only yesterday he had smiled to hear of the birth of Desmera Redwyne's twins, a pair of healthy girls whom she had proudly presented to her husband Ser Mors Manwoody. Lord Tywin must have been furious when Prince Oberyn swooped in to secure Lord Paxter's daughter for a Dornishman, rather than for Ser Daven Lannister, whom Lord Tywin had foolishly gifted a Frey bride.
Old as the victory was, it still tasted sweet, so sweet she could not help chuckling.
"What is it?" Willas asked, bemused.
"I was just thinking," Rhaenys said. "Lord Tywin's dream has come true." She leaned forward with a mischievous smile, so that Willas might have the view that was meant for only him. "Though not, I think, in the manner he intended. He wished for the Reach and Dorne to play nicely, and so we are."
As she had hoped, Willas glanced down her bodice. Flat-chested or not, he seemed to like her bosom well enough. He smiled as he raised an eyebrow, his brown eyes warm.
"I should like to play with my sunflower even more nicely, if I may have leave to stroke her petals."
"Gladly," she said, breathless. Rhaenys would have laughed, were her betrothed not so sincere, and were she not aware of the pleasure which was in store.
As usual, arranging themselves took a moment. Willas backed his chair away from his desk, giving her room to sit upon his lap. Rhaenys took care to perch in a manner which did not place strain upon his bad knee. He had rested it for days in preparation for their wedding, and she had rarely seen the swelling so low.
Once she was settled on his lap, Willas set to kissing her, one hand in her hair, until they were both aching with want. Then, he began unlacing her bodice slowly with one hand, the other sliding up beneath her skirts. Being pious did not make one a eunuch, and while he might be a romantic, Willas was still a man, with a man's needs—
"Do that again," she said. By the Mother's swollen teats, he knew what he was doing. Thank the gods for whichever of his discreet mistresses over the years had taught him that trick.
"What, my lady?" Willas said innocently, palming a bare breast. "This?"
"Not that," she said, exasperated. Her betrothed smirked, then moved his other hand in precisely the same motion as before. That provoked a gasp, one that made him smirk even wider.
"Just you wait," Rhaenys panted as Willas resumed his work. His fingers set a steady rhythm between her legs; his mouth bent to her bosom. "When we can use a bed—" she bit off a little scream as he suckled at her breast, hard, just the way she liked, with a hint of teeth and a flutter of tongue.
"You'll take your vengeance, I'm sure," Willas said, his breath ragged. "For now though, perhaps a hint of what is to come?"
Neither dared risk her maidenhead, but there were other things one might do, as they had found since almost the instant the betrothal contract was signed. Thank the Seven that Willas's favorite chair had no arms; it was easy to straddle him as he unlaced, then gripped her hips, pulling her down. Her skirts draped over them both, an illusion of modesty as they pressed skin to skin, his manhood snug between her thighs. Riding a man was not so different than riding a horse, and far more enjoyable, even if Rhaenys could not yet mount him as she would like.
Messier, too, once they were finished. The flagon of water and the washcloth were put to good use, as was the bar of soap that hung in the bag at her waist, and a dab of perfume spiced with nutmeg. Her bodice and his breeches were deftly laced and straightened, her hair smoothed. No one might have guessed that anything improper happened, nothing at all, especially after they spent the next hour talking of the letters.
"Are you sure you wish to handle my grandmother by yourself?" Willas asked when she rose to leave. "I might go with you, or alone."
"I thank you, my lord, but no," Rhaenys said firmly. The Queen of Thorns did not come when called, and she would not have her betrothed climbing all those stairs, not the day before their wedding.
"As you please, then." Willas sighed. "My lady mother is still in the sept; might you attend her first? I would, but—" he gestured to the papers piled on his desk, and to his bad knee.
"My ladies are already with her," she assured him.
Indeed, when Rhaenys reached the sept, she found Megga, Elinor, and Obella kneeling beside four of Lady Alerie's ladies, girls and matrons alike bowing their heads in prayer. Even though the bells would soon toll noon, the Hour of the Mother, Lady Alerie knelt before the altar of the Stranger. She knelt there every day, since the news came from Oldtown of the deaths of her father Lord Leyton Hightower and her sister Lady Malora.
With soft steps Rhaenys made her way to the other altars, lighting candles at each. To the Father she lit a candle for the scales of justice to be balanced, for House Targaryen to triumph over House Lannister at last. To the Mother she lit a candle for her own mother, Princess Elia; to the Maiden she lit a candle for each of her cousins. Not all of them were maidens, but all unmarried women fell under the Maiden's protection. To the Smith she lit a candle for Ser Daemon Sand, praying for his leg to mend; to the Crone she lit a candle for herself, praying for wisdom; to the Warrior she lit a candle for Olyvar, praying that he would survive his battles.
Only then did she come to the Stranger's altar. Many candles already flickered beneath the statue of a cowled figure, among the wilted vines at its feet, and she lit many more. The first two she lit for Gawaen and Jonquil, as her mother taught her. Next she lit candles for Uncle Doran, for her great-uncle Ser Myles Manwoody, and for gruff Lord Tremond Gargalen. Last she lit candles for her betrothed's kin, for Lord Mace Tyrell, whom she had failed, and for Lord Leyton Hightower and his daughter Malora, who dared to take a dragon by the tail.
"Willas worries too much," Lady Alerie rasped when Rhaenys knelt beside her. Alerie Hightower might wear the red-rimmed eyes and plain black garb of mourning, but her back was proud and straight, her long silver braid as smooth as silk.
"He would not be Willas if he did not, my lady," Rhaenys said gently. "Have you broken your fast today?"
"I will, when the sun goes down." Lady Alerie paused, her tongue wetting her dry lips. "A cup of water would not go amiss, I suppose."
A glance to Obella, and off the girl went, though not before dipping a deep curtsy.
"A good girl, for being baseborn," Lady Alerie said, her expression slightly pinched. "Though I suppose I cannot protest her place among your ladies, not after my sister Malora's blasphemies."
Rhaenys bit back a sigh of annoyance. Oh, by the Smith's bulbous, weeping hammer. This again?
"Blood magic, of all things," Alerie scolded, as if the dead could hear. "When The Seven-Pointed Star explicitly forbids it, in the Book of the Warrior and in the Book of the Stranger! How is Lord Baelor supposed to call himself the Protector of the Starry Sept when our father and sister profane our family's good name? What must the Most Devout think of us?"
"I do not know, my lady," Rhaenys said tactfully.
Truth be told, Rhaenys rather thought the Most Devout had more immediate concerns. Euron Greyjoy's first target had been the Starry Sept, of which little remained save for molten slag. High Septon Torbert was dead, as were many of the Most Devout, the survivors weakened by burns and by the smoke which had charred their lungs. Who knew when they would find the strength to choose a new High Septon from their midst; they were certainly not about to bow before Luceon Frey.
"None of this would have happened if King Robert had dealt with the ironborn properly," Lady Alerie sniffled, dabbing at her eyes with a black handkerchief. "Lord Balon and all the rest of those vile reavers should be been scorched from the isles."
"King Robert did burn down Lordsport, as I recall," said Rhaenys, slightly thrown by the sudden change of topic. "And they say Pyke is an utter ruin. Greyjoy slew his own brothers, and made another Harrenhal of the keep where he was born, scorching it beyond repair."
"Hmph." Lady Alerie frowned, tucking away the handkerchief. "Not scorched enough. I suppose your kingly brother might finish the job, if Asha Greyjoy lacks the sense to kneel. Or even if she does; the ironborn never keep their oaths."
Rhaenys blinked at Lady Alerie, completely poleaxed. Bugger the Warrior with his own bloody spear. Was Lady Alerie always so bloodthirsty, or only on special occasions?
"I shall relay your wishes to King Aegon," Rhaenys promised.
Though really, she could not imagine Olyvar doing such a thing. Asha Greyjoy might have made herself a driftwood crown and named herself Queen of Salt and Rock, with Ten Towers on Harlaw as her seat, but a woman sensible enough to raid for grain and cattle instead of thralls seemed likely to bend the knee, not risk burning as her uncles had.
Perhaps, if the gods were good, the jade dragon would turn on his rider, and eat him before Euron Greyjoy had the chance to burn any other cities. Or, gods forbid, to fight Olyvar again. Viserion had not bested Rhaegal the last time, only lured him to waiting archers. If it came to open battle...
Rhaenys rose to her feet, smoothing her skirts so Lady Alerie would not think anything amiss. She could do nothing about Rhaegal, save ask that any word of him be relayed to Dragonstone. She could, however, handle the she-dragon brooding in her lair, and it was well past time she did.
When Rhaenys left the sept, it was with a tail of two young girls and four prim matrons. She might not wish to pull Lady Alerie from her mourning, but only a fool would have refused her offer of support.
It took a certain sort of woman to live with Olenna Redwyne for nigh on thirty years. Alerie Hightower was no scullery maid, to meekly bow before Lady Olenna's sharp tongue. She was the Lady of Highgarden, mistress of the household, and she knew it. The gossips all agreed that while the two ladies might present an amiable facade before outsiders, they had waged a courteous war ever since Lady Alerie wed Lord Mace.
Rhaenys allowed herself a sigh as she climbed the steps of the Rose Tower, the highest in the keep. Willas kept his chambers near the base of the tower, so as to be closer to the Great Hall and the other places he must visit on an almost daily basis. Other lords of Highgarden had done the same, those who were cripples, or who lived to advanced age, and could no longer abide the strain of climbing so many stairs.
But Lady Olenna, almost eighty, still refused to give up the chambers she once shared with Lord Luthor, whose windows looked down upon all of Highgarden. Willas swore his grandmother could still handle the stairs on occasion, if she so wished. As it was, she did not. Lady Olenna had not descended from her chambers since her son's death, nor allowed Rhaenys to gain admittance.
On the morrow, she will descend, Rhaenys vowed, her cheeks flushed from the exertion of the climb. She would not have the old termagent cause Willas any further pain, nor undermine King Aegon's cause by withholding her blessing of his sister's marriage to her grandson.
Even the most sturdy of alliances could crumble from within, if cracks were allowed to grow unheeded. Olenna Redwyne might have no banners to call, no army of retainers, but she was neither senile nor toothless. Doubtless she had forgotten more about the politics of the Reach than Rhaenys might hope to learn in a year. Sowing doubt was child's play, and Olenna was as canny as Cersei Lannister thought herself to be. No, a canker could not be suffered to infest the garden, not when she and Willas would soon be gone, leaving others to tend it in their absence.
As always, they found Arryk and Erryk Flowers standing guard outside Lady Olenna's door. Identical twins, their looks were as matched as their green and gold livery. Seven feet tall, they loomed over the ladies, their deep blue eyes and ginger mustaches inherited from the Redwyne cousin who had sired them upon a smith's wife with the build of a bull. Left and Right, Lady Olenna called them. She might believe in taking on any stray kin who might venture from the Arbor, but she could not be bothered to tell them apart, even though the two were little alike beyond their looks.
"Princess," they said in unison, bowing. A little smile tugged at Arryk's lips, whilst Erryk frowned as he itched at his mustache. Rya said he would have liked to shave it off, were it not for his fear of Lady Olenna's wrath.
"Her ladyship is not taking guests, m'lady," Erryk said apologetically.
His gaze drifted uneasily to her tail; his eyes widened as he recognized Lady Alys Beesbury, Lady Jeyne Fossoway, Lady Emma Rowan, and Lady Rohanne Costayne. All four matrons looked back at him, unimpressed.
"Is she not?" Lady Emma said, one eyebrow raised.
"Lady Alerie said she was," said Lady Jeyne. "It would be a pity, were there to be some misunderstanding."
Arryk swallowed, giving the door a nervous look. "A pity, yes, m'lady, but Lady Olenna was quite clear."
Oh, by the Crone's saggy left teat, Rhaenys thought, irritated.
"My good men," she said, giving the guards a pleasant smile. "Your loyalty speaks well of you. However, Lord Willas was most insistent that I speak with his grandmother today. If her ladyship should take it amiss, there are places for you in my service, with a higher wage." She paused. "And you would have my leave to groom your hair and beards however you like."
The sound of the guards scuffling to open the door was one of the sweetest she'd ever heard.
Rhaenys swept into the room feeling as if she walked on air, her ladies flanking her. Much as their support lent her strength, she felt almost guilty as she glanced about Lady Olenna's solar. The chairs placed in a crescent about the fire were empty, all of them, save that upon which Lady Olenna sat.
By the wall stood a serving maid almost as old and wrinkled as her mistress. Her arms trembled as she reached up to dust the gilded frame of a portrait of Lord Mace Tyrell, which took pride of place amongst portraits of Lady Olenna's husband, children and grandchildren. Odd, she could have sworn Willas said that it was his sister Margaery's portrait which was his grandmother's dearest treasure. She was his grandmother's favorite, just as Willas was his mother's and Loras was his father's. Garlan was everyone's favorite, though his grandfather Lord Luthor had favored him before he died when Garlan was four.
"Enjoying the view?" Lady Olenna snapped from her chair. "In Highgarden we favor portraits where everyone has their clothes on, unlike where you come from."
Harridan, Rhaenys thought as Lady Olenna turned to glare at the door, already shut behind them. "Left! Right! Were my orders unclear? I said no one was to be admitted."
When the guards ignored her, her frown only deepened.
"I didn't send for you," declared Lady Olenna. She grasped her cane with both hands, and gave Rhaenys a glare that would have peeled paint. "I think I would recall if I had suddenly gone mad enough to invite a Dornish whore into my solar."
Elinor gasped, Lady Alys stiffened, and Rhaenys smiled, as if butter would not melt in her mouth. Let the harridan do her worst; she had come to bargain, not bicker.
"Lord Willas thought you might like some company," Rhaenys said, beckoning to her ladies to take places by the fire.
Lady Rohanne fetched the high harp from its corner, frowning at the thin layer of dust. Lady Emma drew forth the flute she had sent a servant to fetch before they began climbing the Rose Tower; Elinor took up a place beside Lady Rohanne, whilst Obella, Lady Alys, and Lady Jeyne took seats as far away from Lady Olenna as possible.
Rhaenys was not so craven. She drew up a chair beside the old woman, smiling as the sound of harp and flute and Elinor's passable voice filled the air with music.
"Hmph," said Lady Olenna, after remaining silent for several songs. "In my day, if a guest intruded upon one's solitude, they usually bothered to say something, not just sit about dumb as a stump."
"Of course, my lady," Rhaenys said agreeably. "But I thought it only right to offer your ladyship refreshments first."
Lady Olenna snorted, unimpressed. "We'll be waiting a long while, then. Lazy servants, you'd think their legs were made of lead, the way they drag their feet whenever I send to the kitchens."
To Rhaenys's delight, it was just then that the door creaked open, and Megga Tyrell entered. In her hands was a tray laden with a gilded pot for tea and matching cups, a jar of nettles, and a jar of honey. Behind her came a serving girl, carrying a tray filled with loaves of soft fresh bread, still steaming from the ovens, and a massive wheel of especially sharp cheese, the old woman's favorite.
"Thank you, Megga," Rhaenys told her. Megga placed the tray on a table, dipped a deep curtsy, then went to put a kettle over the fire. When it boiled, she prepared the nettle tea, almost burning herself when she grew unsettled by Lady Olenna's pursed lips and venomous stare.
Properly, Lady Olenna should have poured. When she did not, Rhaenys took the duty upon herself, well used to dealing with sullen sulks.
"Honey?" She asked. Seven knew the shrew could use some sweetening.
"No," Lady Olenna said with a sniff. "It ruins the flavor."
As the nettle tea was as bitter as Lady Olenna, Rhaenys added a generous spoon of honey to her own cup. She gestured for Elinor to sing louder, so she might speak to the old woman privily, then began slowly preparing cups for each of her ladies in turn, thinking as she worked.
Upon returning from King's Landing, Olyvar had said that it was fitting that Lady Olenna had been born a Redwyne, as she always looked as if she were suffering from sour grapes. That struck Rhaenys as rather unfair. Lady Olenna was not Cersei Lannister. Behind her golden curls and wildfire eyes, there was nothing, nothing at all. The bitch was as hollow as Casterly Rock, but her veins were made of blood, not gold, her heart a spiteful, shriveled thing.
Olenna Redwyne was something else entirely. She had little in common with Cersei Lannister, save being the first child of a powerful lord. Were she born in Dorne, Olenna would have inherited the Arbor, and ruled it in her own name.
But Lord Runceford Redwyne was not satisfied with a daughter for an heir, not even when King Aegon the Fifth chose to betroth her to his youngest son, Prince Daeron. It was almost twenty years after Olenna's birth when Lord Runceford's third wife finally gave him a son, whom he named Ryam. Soon after, Prince Daeron broke his betrothal, though the old gossips of Sunspear could not agree whether it was because he would no longer be marrying a great lady, or because he preferred a fellow knight.
Unlike his illustrious namesake, Ryam Redwyne won no glory. A sickly child, his father Lord Runceford made him wed the very day he turned sixteen, and by twenty, he was dead. Alas for Lady Olenna, however, her brother did succeed in siring a son, Paxter, who was born not long before his father's demise.
Fortunately for Lady Olenna, Lord Luthor Tyrell had also been spurned by his Targaryen bride. Princess Shaera had preferred her own brother, Jaehaerys. Rhaenys supposed she should be grateful for their incestuous union, as it had brought forth her grandparents, Aerys and Rhaella. The lovelorn Luthor soon had a new betrothed, a young maiden of House Crane. Alas, Rose Crane drowned during a sudden squall on Red Lake shortly before she came of age, and Lady Olenna, near thirty and still unwed, promptly seized her chance.
Rhaenys glanced over her shoulder at Lord Luthor's portrait, having finished pouring the tea. An amiable man, by all accounts, though he did look rather oafish. Afraid of sharing Lord Tytos Lannister's reputation for weakness, Lord Luthor had been quite happy to let his lady wife be the thorns to his rose, encouraging her sharp tongue and keen judgment.
Highgarden had flourished under her rule, that could not be denied. And Lady Olenna had managed to get her hands on the Arbor in the end, betrothing her daughter Mina to her nephew Paxter almost the instant Lord Runceford Redwyne died, leaving a boy of five as the new Lord of the Arbor.
"You know, my lady," Rhaenys said softly, waiting for her scalding tea to cool. "Willas did all he could to deter Lord Mace from his course. You were right, in the end."
The Queen of Thorns pursed her lips; if anything, she seemed angrier.
"I told him that Cersei Lannister was not a pretty doll which he could move about as he liked. Ned Stark's head was ample proof of that, as I said time and again to no avail."
And time and again, Lord Mace had ignored his lady mother. Lord Luthor, well aware of his own limitations, had always heeded his lady wife, or so the older servants had told Rya. Mace, however, had gotten more of his mother's wits than one might think, though he hid them beneath his father's amiable face. Yet while he might outflank Ser Kevan and trample over Lord Tarly, he could not see the lioness's claws, not even when they were at his throat.
"A man can milk a viper, or kill it, but not hold it in his hand forever," Rhaenys said. "Or so my Uncle Oberyn once told me."
Lady Olenna's eyes narrowed. "Your uncle? Or your father?" She sniffed. "I've seen a thousand Dornish whores who shared your look, and the way you stink of sex."
Rhaenys smiled, well aware that she did not, and gave an elegant shrug. "We are betrothed, and to be wed on the morrow." She took a sip of tea. "Such a blessing, that Lord Mace was born so fat and healthy, despite being born only seven moons after you wed Lord Luthor."
Lady Olenna frowned. "He was not," she said crisply.
"Not a healthy babe, my lady?" Rhaenys tilted her head, glad she had asked Obella and Megga to follow her hunch. "Strange, Maester Lomys said he was near ten pounds, with lungs that could be heard over a battlefield. Or did you mean he was not born seven moons after you wed? The illuminated copy of The Seven-Pointed Star in the sept says otherwise."
"I am glad to see that they teach sums and spying in Dorne, as well as the art of seduction. Did you tell Willas he was the one to take your maidenhead? More fool he, if he believes it."
"I still have my maidenhead, my lady," Rhaenys said sweetly. Not that that is any of your concern, you hypocritical, ill-mannered hag. "Princess Elia Nymeros Martell taught me virtue and courtesy at her knee long before I learned the truth of my birth."
"The truth of your birth," Lady Olenna rolled her eyes. "You look as much a Targaryen as Tommen looks a Baratheon. Have you a dragon hiding in the briar patch? Or is this 'brother' of yours the only one so blessed? Oh, and Euron Greyjoy, we mustn't forget the mad sorcerer."
Rhaenys shrugged again, keeping her face calm. "Even when there were plenty of dragons and hatchlings, not every Targaryen was daring enough to claim one."
Lady Olenna snorted.
"Mad enough, you mean. They say half the Ullers are half-mad, and the other half are worse, but Lady Harmeria at least had the gall to prove a dragon is not invincible, no matter what the Targaryens might claim, the arrogant fools. And mad, all of them, even the ones who seemed sane. House Tyrell stayed well out of the bloody foolishness that was the Dance of the Dragons, and did as little as possible during Robert's Rebellion."
The Queen of Thorns thumped her cane against the floor, her lip trembling with anger.
"Queen Cersei and Lord Tarly are a match made in the depths of the seven hells. A year or two, and they would destroy each other, with no need for us to risk our skins. But Willas would not heed me, not with a she-dragon whispering in his ear."
She clutched her cane even tighter, her nostrils flared.
"So, Rhaenys Targaryen, or Meria Sand, or whatever you call yourself. You've stolen my grandson, and bewitched him into gambling Highgarden for the sake of the same bedamned throne that slew my son. And now you are to be married on the morrow, and you come here to gloat and scheme and beguile me into giving my blessing to the cursed affair. And what do you say to that, you little snake?"
"Dragon, not snake, my lady," Rhaenys said, so she might consider her next move. Oh, fuck this. Tact was well and good, but she had had enough of the old woman venting her spleen.
"Why should you give your blessing?" Rhaenys drew her chair closer. "Because Cersei is doomed, and because you do not want me as your enemy."
"I was her closest confidant for years, and she never suspected my loyalty for a moment. I flattered her worst ideas, and sowed doubt against her best. When Cersei ceased paying usury to the Iron Bank, it was after months of hints and encouragement. When she drove away her ladies, I won them as friends. When she offended great lords, I heard their complaints, and wondered aloud if perhaps a new king would treat them more fairly, should some other claimant arise."
"You may have heard of Lord Mordryd Lydden's revolt? It was I who asked him to delay a few months longer, the better to bring House Lannister to their knees. The hosts of the Westerlands are scattered, fighting amongst themselves and against mobs of angry smallfolk, and Casterly Rock itself is like to be besieged."
The old woman gaped at her, but Rhaenys was not yet done. She had one last arrow in her quiver, one she had asked Willas not to confide in his grandmother.
"And," she said coolly, "it was I who warned Margaery in time for her and Loras to make their escape, though it would have meant my head if I were caught. I do not need your blessing; it is Willas who is the Lord of Highgarden, not you. But Willas yearns for your approval, and he has already suffered enough this past year."
"As have I," Lady Olenna said, her wrinkles deeper than ever. She leaned back in her chair, her wizened face tired. "Willas has my blessing, but I see no need to trouble myself with the wedding."
"If the stairs are too much, Arryk or Erryk can carry you down," Rhaenys said in a conciliatory tone.
"Hmph." Lady Olenna gave her a beady stare, followed by a toothless smile. "And if I do not attend? What then?"
Rhaenys set down her empty cup, shaking her head. "It would break Willas's heart, for one, my lady," she said truthfully. "But you would soon regret showing him such an unkindness."
She leaned close to the old woman, her voice cold.
"When the sun goes down tomorrow, I will be the new Lady of Highgarden. I had intended to leave the household as it is, rather than make any changes before we depart for King's Landing. But if you refuse to show your grandson common decency, why, then I shall have to do the same. Your favorite servants upon whom you sharpen your tongue will be removed, and placed with gentler ladies. The cooks will cease making your favorite meals; you shall drink only mint tea, never nettle, with plenty of honey to soothe your aged throat."
"Or," Rhaenys said, leaning back. "You could come to the wedding. You will have the highest seat at the feast, beside Lady Alerie; the musicians have already been told to play all your favorites during the dancing."
"Bah," said Lady Olenna. "Have them play new ones, princess, or I'm like to die of boredom before the bedding starts."
"Of course, my lady," Rhaenys said, with a flash of white teeth.
True to her word, the next day the Queen of Thorns graced the wedding with her presence. And true to her word, the Princess of Dragonstone and Lady of Highgarden bade the musicians play only new songs, and every last one of them was from Dorne.
Notes:
Welcome to Part V! 🥳 sound off in the comments; this one was so much fun to write.
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Chapter 152: Edythe I
Chapter 153: Olyvar I
Chapter 154: SansaNOTES
1) It was so, so fun discovering Meria/Rhaenys's inner life, and her perspective on her heritage and on the work she did in King's Landing. It's also very fun to see her perspective on Olyvar. We've only seen him as an adult, from his own, Sansa, Gilly, Dany, Irri, and Jaime's POVs, never that of a family member, or anyone who knew him as a child. God, that kid had no idea what was coming for him.
2) News takes time to travel, even if Jon's first thought was "send ravens NOW" versus... actually responding to the crisis that occurred in the early hours of December 31, 304 AC. So... Highgarden will soon be getting a very Not Fun raven, but at least they get to enjoy a wedding first?
3) I've tried to depict a wide variety of menstrual experiences across the female POVs and side characters. Meria suffers from endometriosis, which gives her severe cramps and a miserable period each month.
4) Cats can live long lives, although it is rare, and Balerion’s age is implausible given the lack of veterinary care. For once, however, I don’t care about accuracy, Balerion is still alive because fuck it, it makes me happy. Also, I think it’s very important that all of you know that the record for oldest alleged cat, who lived to 38 years, is held by a kitty named Creme Puff.
5) ASOIAF, like many medieval fantasy works, is ahistorical in the depiction of hair styles. In Westeros, most women wear their hair loose, or in styles which are uncovered. During the medieval era, it was considered immodest for a woman to openly display her hair; veils, wimples, and other coverings were expected to be worn at most times.
Tbh, I don't blame GRRM for this particular inaccuracy. Mostly because I am extremely weak and bisexual, and I love the hell out of Pre-Raphaelite paintings, which depict medieval women with their hair exposed, often loose and flowing. So pretty 🥺
La Belle Dame sans Merci by Frank Dicksee
The Soul of the Rose by John William Waterhouse6) I've been using sunflowers as a shared motif for Meria/Willas, because Meria/Rhaenys (sun) is in love with Willas (rose), so I made their shared motif a sunflower 🌻
...I only just found out that sunflowers, which appear in canon, are native to North and Central America. Dangit, GRRM. As I've said before, when it comes to flora and fauna, I wish he'd have committed to total anarchy, using plants/animals from all over the world, or to accuracy, limiting himself to Old World species. The fact that he uses *mostly* Old World species for his fantasy Europe/Asia/Africa with the occasional random exception makes my brain crazy.
Yes, this is a goofy hill to die on, yet here I am, all the same.
7) It was hilarious when I realized Willas/Rhaenys are the anti Olyvar/Sansa. They were absolutely sexting by raven, and the MINUTE they were in the same zip code, they got that betrothal contract signed and did all the premarital sexytimes they could get away with while keeping Rhaenys a virgin. They're 27 and 24, they've been internet/raven dating for almost ten years, they were DONE, lol.
Also, we've got the fun contrast of Olyvar the awkward, chaste mostly-virgin, who barely thought about sex until he was already in love with Sansa, versus Willas the romantic who, while carrying a torch for Rhaenys, had a succession of discreet mistresses because Men Have Needs and it's societally acceptable.
8) You know how they say the past is a foreign country? Medieval Christian beliefs about sex were wild. Among other things, both masturbation and oral sex may have been extremely rare, as we have little documentation about either.
Of course, who knows what experimenting may or may not have gone on without being recorded. We do know that in theory, at least, sex was forbidden on many occasions, including Sundays and other holy days. I was tempted to include some of these tidbits, but couldn't quite find the right place for them, especially since most of these aren't mentioned in canon.
Chapter 152: Part V: Wolf Pack (Edythe I)
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Edythe I
The gentle flame of the rushlight burned like a golden halo in the dark.
Though the bells had not yet tolled the Hour of the Smith, night had already fallen over Harrenhal. As she crossed the middle ward toward the Wailing Tower, Edythe held the rushlight's iron holder out in front of her, so the melted grease dripping from the pith did not stain her wool cloak or her soft yellow robes. Already flecks of brown stained the hem, thanks to the slush of melted snow and mud that squished beneath her wooden pattens.
By the time the bells tolled six, Edythe knelt in the Smith's Sept at the base of the Wailing Tower. Her pattens she had left at the door, beside dozens of other pairs. From the High Septon himself to the lowest of lay sisters, none would suffer filth to defile hallowed ground.
Outside the sept, the winter chill seeped into her bones. Inside the sept, Edythe felt as if she bathed in the summer sun. Dozens of lanterns hung upon the walls, filling the sanctuary with the glow of the Crone's holy light; even the air was warm as hundreds of faithful knelt together. All over Harrenhal, other holy brothers and sisters would be kneeling too, pausing their work to say prayers.
Usually, Edythe would be one of them. But since the solstice...
"Blessed Smith," intoned Septon Brynden solemnly from the pulpit, resplendent in his amber vestments. "Hear us, in our prayer. O mender of broken things, we beseech your aid, that we may be as your hammer, instruments of your will to heal this shattered world."
"O blessed Smith, do not abandon us in our hour of need. We are sinners all, yet even sinners may do penance, and turn from their evil ways. Though your wrath be just, let there be mercy too. Bind up the cracks that mar the Wall you built, and save us once more from the demons of the cold. Heal the fractured souls of the black brothers who stand their lonely watch, that they may be a shield for the realms of men."
Edythe's belly clenched, hard and hollow. Despite the warmth of the room, she shivered; gooseprickles raced up her arms, the hairs on the back of her neck stood on end. It seemed as if she could not breathe, not until Septon Brynden turned to praying for the wounded of Oldtown.
Though the pretender High Septon Torbert and the Most Devout of the Starry Sept had strayed from the true path of the Seven's will, she still could not believe the fury which had been unleashed upon them. Euron Grey- the blasphemer was a hollow man, accursed and cruel, his heart of stone. Only such a man could turn dragonfire against the sacred wonder of the Starry Sept, against the temple of knowledge that was the Citadel.
Paul the Pious had sensed something amiss, even before the ravens and doves came. The solstice at the end of twelfth moon was the darkest night of the year, when demons strived against the Seven, eager to tempt men into evil and feast upon the souls of the innocent. It was a night for foul sorcery and fouler deeds, but none could ever be so foul as those of the blasphemer. Harrenhal roiled with turmoil as soon as the first news came from Oldtown, and when the ravens came from Dragonstone and from Winterfell...
Stop that, Edythe told herself firmly. Septon Mern had begun to play the pipe organ, the notes of the hymn as beautiful as his green silk robes and as familiar as her own callused hands. Resolutely Edythe joined her quiet voice to the singing, and thought no more of winter.
It was hard not to think of winter when the prayers ended. To reach the kitchens, she must cross the middle ward again. Her feet ached as she trudged through the slush in her pattens, removing them once she was within Kingspyre Tower. Edythe walked half a circle around the base of the tower, into the Hall of a Hundred Hearths which butted against it, and finally through the passage that joined the great hall to the kitchens themselves.
The kitchens were as bright as the Smith's sept, thanks to the lanterns and ovens. Cooks bustled about, kneading bread and stirring stew and chopping meat. It was odd, seeing Sister Beryl stand quietly as she waited for Septa Utha's tray, knowing better than to chatter whilst in the Elder Brother's hearing.
Not that the kitchens were entirely quiet. A gaggle of scullery maids were humming The Fool and the Lady Fair to themselves as they scrubbed pots. Perhaps they imagined the steaming water to be Jonquil's pool, fresh with the scent of spring flowers rather than the harsh fumes of lye soap. An old cook with a white beard was singing too, ignoring the Elder Brother's scowl as he rubbed his thumb and forefinger with a garlic clove, then deftly plucked an egg yolk out of a bowl.
Edythe's mouth watered at the sight; to her shame, her stomach gurgled. But there were no eggs on the tray she received for His High Holiness, nor creamy butter, nor thick brown beer. As the winch cage rattled its way up Kingspyre Tower, her arms trembling from the weight of the tray, she stared longingly at the warm loaves of plain rye bread and smoked trout, wishing for even a dab of honey or a morsel of cheese. But so long as His High Holiness abstained, she was determined to do the same.
She found His High Holiness in his solar, kneeling before the altar. A fluffy cat and a stiff old mastiff attended him, both sitting on their haunches beside the holy man. Light shone off his bald head, crowned by the brown hair of his tonsure. There seemed to be more grey amidst the brown than Edythe recalled, though the change did not surprise her. Paul the Pious carried the burden of being the voice of the Seven Who Are One, no easy task at the best of times. And since the solstice...
His High Holiness would not divulge the vision which the Seven had sent him when he prayed upon the first day of the new year. But all Harrenhal knew that His High Holiness refused to break the fast which he had begun that same day. From dawn to dusk, not a scrap of food passed his lips; when night came, he took nothing but bread, fish, and water to wash it down.
Today marked the twentieth day of his fast. Edythe could only hope that the morrow would mark the last day. Three sennights were enough, surely. Blessed Baelor had vowed to fast for seven sennights, only to perish on the forty-first day. Poisoned by his uncle, some said; others said a king could starve to death as easily as a serf, if he had not the wit to eat.
When Paul the Pious rose from his knees, he showed no such reservations. He blessed and broke the bread, offering portions to Edythe and to Septon Pate, and then tucked into his own portion with a hearty appetite. The smoked fish was divided too, a third for each of them, though much of His High Holiness's fish was wasted on the cat and the mastiff, as if they could not feed themselves on mice and rats and kitchen scraps.
Once the meal was done, it was time for His High Holiness to attend to the letters which had come throughout the day, whether by dove or by raven. Whilst Septon Pate read them aloud in turns, Edythe listened carefully, committing each word to her memory.
First there was a letter from a sept in Appleton, bearing news that Lord Willas Tyrell and Princess Rhaenys Targaryen were now wed. Why the septon should include a list of the worthies in attendance, Edythe did not understand, but she paid close attention as Septon Pate named Olenna Tyrell and a host of other lords and ladies who saw fit to grace the wedding with their presence. And Lord Willas and his lady wife were already leaving Highgarden, following the roseroad east. His brother, Lord Garlan Tyrell of Brightwater Keep, was leading a mighty host on the same journey, though he departed a month earlier.
The next letter was from a small motherhouse near Clegane Keep, not thirty leagues from Casterly Rock. Lord Mordryd Lydden's host of rebellious bannermen, freeriders, and angry smallfolk was close at hand. Rather than give battle, Ser Willem Lannister, the castellan of the Rock, was preparing for a siege; his twin brother, Ser Martyn, struggled to maintain order in Lannisport.
"Boys of twenty, if I recall aright," Septon Pate remarked, when he finished reading. "And no match for Lord Mordryd. We wait below, indeed. They say a badger will fight a bear, if it dares threaten his cubs. Small wonder he dared defy the lions, when his sister died so cruel a death."
Gwendolyn Lydden, Edythe thought sadly. A maid of nineteen, unjustly slain against the laws of gods and men. Each day they prayed for her during the Hour of the Maiden. Lord Lydden's generosity had paid for seven years of mourning for his sister, not to mention vast amounts of food and clothing for the poor.
The last letter was from the Eyrie, high atop its mountain. Lady Lysa Arryn begged His High Holiness to pray for her son Robert, for her children, for herself. The attempts to rescue them had failed, had ceased, her faithless bannermen had given their young lord up for dead. Only a month of food remained to feed too many mouths, the Seven must help her, the Mother must help her, please, please, it was not the children's fault that she had sinned, all she did was for her son, she could not lose him, she could not, the Seven must send a miracle, if His High Holiness would only ask—
A wave of Paul the Pious's hand, and Septon Pate ceased reading. To the altar His High Holiness returned, kneeling with a grunt before bowing his head in prayer. The dwarf's upper back had always been slightly hunched, yet it seemed worse than before. Or was she just imagining things?
With His High Holiness praying, when a knock came at the door, it was Septon Pate who answered. Brother Wat stood there, sheepish, his pimpled face pink. He held a tiny letter clutched in his hand; a brown and white speckled dove perched on his brown tonsure.
Coo, said the dove.
When it took flight with a flutter of wings, Brother Wat winced at the scratches it left on his head. His High Holiness paid no mind, not even when the dove landed on his knee and stuck its head in his pocket, sending grains of millet to the floor.
"Oh, for Seven's sake," Septon Pate muttered, examining the message.
"Is it urgent?" His High Holiness's voice was rough, almost ragged.
"No," Septon Pate declared after a moment, sighing as he ran a hand over the black hair of his tonsure. "The Motherhouse of the Sprouting Seed must have sent several doves, to be sure the letter about Lord Lydden came through. This is the same as the one I read earlier, writ in the same hand."
Edythe frowned. She hoped the motherhouse had sent only two doves. Even as fast as the lay brothers and sisters were breeding them with Septon Callum's guidance, they did not have birds to spare. What if some urgent news arose, before the doves returned home? Or what if both perished on the journey, and the motherhouse had none left until more could be sent?
Doves might be faster than ravens, but they were smaller and weaker too, prone to being eaten by hawks or blown off course by foul winds. Before the conquest, the Starry Sept had boasted of their thousands of doves, who carried messages to and from septs, septries and motherhouses across the Seven Kingdoms, most of whom could not afford a maester and ravens of their own.
After the conquest, the use of doves had slowly faded, discouraged by Aegon the Conqueror, and banned outright by Maegor the Cruel, whose men had slain every dove they could find, as well as their keepers. Jaehaerys the Conciliator had lifted the ban, but the High Septons during his reign had not bothered to restore what had been lost. Under Baelor the Blessed, the breeding of doves had briefly resumed, until the king lost interest, and commanded the birds be fed to the poor.
Or so Septon Timoth said. He had rambled about it at length during a dinner with His High Holiness when Septa Myriame and Septon Callum had first ventured the notion. Paul the Pious required little persuasion; it was meet that even the humblest septon be able to send word to Harrenhal at need. Especially those poor faithful whose septries lay within the bounds of King Tommen's realm, forced to do homage to Luceon Frey, a High Septon as false as his bastard born king.
Long months it had taken to build the dovecotes, to breed the birds, and to train them. It took longer still for humble brothers riding mules and donkeys to carry their precious burdens near and far. Now that they had, it seemed the doves came almost every day, bearing tiny glass vials filled with even tinier rolled parchments. Each night after dinner Septon Pate would read them aloud, His High Holiness sitting very still, Edythe listening hard so she could recite them for His High Holiness when prompted.
Lord Farman caught Banefort ships off Fair Isle. Most sunk. Rest struck their banners.
Castellan of Cornfield yielded keep for lack of garrison. Crakehall and Silverhill threatened by uprisings, bailiffs beaten and slain.
Cerissa Brax returned to Hornvale from Deep Den. Refuses to call banners for either side. Lannisters have her nephew Lord Robert and his brothers at the Rock.
Garlan Tyrell marching east. Host like to reach King's Landing by second moon.
Battle in ruins of Summerhall. Host from Nightsong bound for King's Landing caught by host from Blackhaven. Lord Morgan Dondarrion slew Lord Philip Foote, sending head to Queen Cersei.
Dornish host has left Storm's End. Taking kingsroad north. Oberyn Martell in command.
House Penrose declared for Aegon Targaryen. Golden Company landed at Storm's End with five thousand men. Penrose host sore beset with fighting in the Rainwood.
Worst of all was the letter which came a sennight ago, from a septry near Bitterbridge. The septon had written so small that Septon Pate could not read without the aid of a Myrish lens, his face turning the color of cheese.
Green dragon sighted. Almost fell from sky, landed in a hamlet. Lord Caswell refused to send men until next day. Found hundred dead and one dying. Dragon rider was a madman, clad in armor. Arrows no use, dragon burned archers, ate them. Madman slew the rest, laughed as they cried to gods for aid. Blood, so much blood. Corpses desecrated for sorcery, to make dragon fly again. Left one alive to speak for the madman. Madman said end of gods is nigh, Starry Sept only beginning. Pray to Euron Greyjoy, Night's King, for he is the only god. Last words before dying man choked to death on blood.
Edythe shuddered. Grey- the blasphemer was a rabid beast, drunk on slaughter. He deserved to have his name forgotten. Paul the Pious had said little, when Septon Pate read that letter aloud, but he had forbidden the use of the blasphemer's name. Then he had stoked the fire, prayed, and gone to bed.
When the bells tolled nine times, Paul the Pious did not move. Septon Pate and Edythe sank to their knees behind him, bowing their heads as they prayed silently to the Warrior.
Warrior, please, Edythe begged. Strike down the blasphemer, as you struck down the unworthy pretender who claimed to speak in your name.
She prayed for the black brothers at the Wall, for the hosts of men marching to overthrow the bastard king, for the defeat of the king's hand, who so unjustly slew Brother Bonifer and the holy brothers and sisters who followed him to King's Landing. She thought of her favorite passages from the Book of the Warrior; she sang the most lucky hymns in her head, not daring to disturb the soft quiet.
By the time His High Holiness rose to his feet on unsteady legs, her own legs ached as badly as her weary knees, but her heart once more was clear. Edythe readied herself for bed in a state of utter calm. She slept until the bells tolled the Hour of the Stranger, rose to pray with the other lay sisters with whom she shared a cell, then went back to sleep.
After such a peaceful night of rest, Edythe barely missed breaking her fast after the morning prayers to the Crone. As the bells tolled seven, she stood in the darkness of the outer ward, patiently waiting for the morning walk to Harrentown. Properly she ought to be helping load the wayns, but the other lay sisters would not let her. Sister Pia's influence, no doubt, aided and abetted by Third Sister Jonelle, who had a soft spot for the simple girl's oddities, as if she were an indulgent grandmother.
Edythe frowned. Third Sister Jonelle looked too pale this morning. She clutched her cloak about her, as if it could stop her shivering, or conceal that her scrofula had returned. A wimple might cover her neck, but in the bathhouse Edythe had seen what lay beneath. Swollen blueish-purple lumps grew over her wrinkled skin; some of the smaller lumps had broken, leaving sores that wept pus, her throat marred by an angry red streak.
When His High Holiness finally led the faithful forth from Harrenhal, Edythe kept a close eye on Third Sister Jonelle. Her cheeks were flushed, her brow dappled with sweat. Was it just the strain of their labors that troubled her? Third Sister was a woman near seventy, after all. She walked unsteadily beside Septa Utha's horse, just as Edythe walked behind His High Holiness's mule. Paul the Pious would have rather walked, she knew, if not for his short, bowed legs. His stubby fingers clasped his golden staff, the crystal gleaming dimly in the darkness when it caught the light of the rushlight lanterns.
They reached Harrentown as the bells were tolling eight, the sun just peeping over the horizon. As usual, supplicants already waited in the streets. Some faces were familiar, others new, those of smallfolk from far away who braved a journey to Harrentown for a glimpse of His High Holiness. Almost rapt, they waited as he rode closer—
"I'm not fucking lying!"
The woman's voice pierced the quiet like a knife. Every eye turned toward the sound, which had come from across the village square, where a wild-eyed woman stood, ignoring the folk desperately trying to shush her. Damina, that was her name; the village septon had to reprimand her thrice for quarreling with her neighbors. At present, she looked more mad than quarrelsome; her face was flushed, and there was an empty wineskin in each of her hands.
"A dragon, Seven strike me down if I lie," Damina shrieked. "Last night, at sunset, it landed on t' Isle of Faces-mmph!"
A man who shared Damina's look had come up behind her and covered her mouth with his hand, and with grim determination he dragged her inside one of the houses. But the quiet did not return; too many mouths were muttering as eyes darted side to side. Even His High Holiness was behaving strangely. His broad plain face was still as stone for a long moment before he began to speak, calming the tumult.
When the panic dimmed, supplicants began to cluster around His High Holiness's mule. Gravely he heard their pleas, and bade them join the prayers soon to begin inside the inn. Only once every voice had been heard did he allow Old Brother Joseth and young Brother Dale to help him dismount. Paul the Pious leaned on his golden staff as he strode toward the inn, whose common room was the largest hall in the village. It was too cold to pray out in the square, and the air smelt of snow.
The bells tolled nine, and the Hour of the Father began. His High Holiness preached of the justice of the Father who balanced men's fates upon his scales, who was the giver of law and the defender of oaths. Though the wickedness of men might tip the scales toward evil, soon or late the righteous would always prevail. Edythe let the words flow over her, through her, let them sink deep beneath her skin and into her heart.
When the hymns were sung and the prayers were done, the lay brothers and sisters remained on their knees whilst the Most Devout rose to their feet. It should not take too long for the septons and septas to hear confession in the inn's empty rooms. There were fourteen Most Devout to hear the sins of a scant few dozen, not to mention His High Holiness himself.
A shadow fell over Edythe's heart as she watched the Most Devout leave, their brightly dyed robes a bloom of color in the daub and wattle inn. She knew each of them well enough, but she could not help missing Septon Timoth with his peculiar rambling and his poetry, Septon Josua with his quiet stare as he worked on a painting, Septa Myriame with her gentle courtesies.
All of them were gone, long gone. Their ship should have reached Eastwatch-by-the-Sea near the end of the old year, if the Seven were kind. Storms wracked the Bite and the Shivering Sea; it would take the grace of the gods for them to survive such a journey, and deliver their precious burden to the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch.
The other septons sworn to the Father missed Septon Timoth too. Their arguments lacked a certain something with him away, and they were always arguing of late when they joined His High Holiness for dinner. Mostly about Oldtown, and Lord Hightower and his daughter, and whether blood magic was ever permissible.
The Book of the Warrior and the Book of the Stranger forbade it, all agreed, though they quibbled endlessly over why and when. Then there was the Book of the Maiden, which said the Maiden once healed Hugor of the Hill from a terrible wound using her own blood. And there was the Book of the Smith, which claimed the Smith had once restored a barren field by sowing it with the offal of thousands of fish.
For her part, Edythe found listening to the pointless debates exhausting. She would have much rather looked at one of Septon Josua's paintings, frightening though they were, with their depiction of sin and punishment. That was why he had volunteered to sail north, so that he might paint all that he saw at the Wall as testaments to the Warrior.
Septa Myriame, meanwhile, had volunteered to go solely because she was one of the very few faithful to come from the North. One of the cooks had gotten flogged for daring to say the septa yearned to return to the harlotry of her youth, as the sworn brothers would appreciate the sight of any woman, let alone swiving one who hid a whore's heart beneath a septa's pure white robes. Edythe had not minded watching that punishment be doled out; if anything, she thought he deserved more lashes than he had got.
The other four other septons and septas Edythe had not known well, and thus did not miss. She did pity the lay brothers and sisters whose superiors were either brave enough or mad enough to venture into the wild godless lands beyond the Neck, let alone to the Wall. Paul the Pious had wanted to go himself, until he was talked out of it by several of the Most Devout.
Instead, His High Holiness had taken charge of the precious gifts being sent to the Wall. Grain and meat they could not spare, not in the vast amounts the Night's Watch would find of use. No, Paul the Pious could not fill their bellies, but he might offer them other gifts just as wholesome. The Most Devouts' ship was packed with jars, each one blessed by His High Holiness. And there were the chests, carefully packed with the fruits of months of toil by Septa Falena and the novices and lay sisters of the Widow's Tower.
A cold draft blew through the room as the inn's door banged shut. Edythe shivered, wishing the Most Devout would finish taking confession soon. She did not want to think about the Wall, nor the raven that came from Winterfell a sennight after the new year. The Wall is cracked, the King in the North had written. His host was marching north; it might be three moons before the northmen reached Castle Black, if the wind and snow remained foul.
The Wall is cracked.
Edythe's heartbeat thudded in her ears as she shifted uneasily on her knees. His High Holiness believed it, even though there had been no raven from Castle Black. Were the ravens lost, or had they never been sent? Even seven Most Devout could not fight a host of demons and dead men alone, not if the Night's Watch had fallen...
You cannot panic, she reminded herself sternly. Forcing herself to resume her silent prayers helped, at least for a while. Edythe could not say how much time had passed when a warm breeze wafted through the common room as a pair of serving maids emerged from the inn's kitchens. They carried trays, heavily laden with roasted fish and wheels of cheese and loaves of bread hot from the ovens. The scent made Edythe's mouth water; to her shame, her belly grumbled loudly.
When the maids set down the trays, it was on the table by the hearth. At least a dozen Most Devout sat there, warming their hands by the fire. His High Holiness was not among them. Paul the Pious might begin by taking confession from visiting lords and knights and merchants, but he always ended by hearing the sins of the lowly, who patiently waited their turn.
The Most Devout were waiting too, waiting for His High Holiness to be done. A few of them ignored the trays of food, those fasting from sunrise to sunset like His High Holiness. Others gladly tore at the bread, cut hunks of cheese, and stabbed bites of fish on their daggers.
Much to Edythe's annoyance, almost all of them were talking. The Most Devout were supposed to be above earthly matters, to have forsaken all the bonds of kinship which once bound them to the families of their birth. And today they were not even talking of the Seven, of prayer and charity, but of the affairs of lords and kings.
"The fleet landed at Duskendale, you say?" Septon Gunthor tugged at his amber sleeves, frowning. "But I heard the Golden Company was at Storm's End."
"Some of them," replied an unfamiliar septon in the red robes of the Warrior. "Not all. Aegon had remained at Dragonstone, with the rest of his ships, until now."
"What of Lord Tarly?"
The unfamiliar septon scowled. "Marching up the Rosby road, with fifteen thousand men."
Septon Gunthor clenched his jaw, a vein pulsing in his brow. "The white dragon will defeat them, surely."
"Oh, surely you do not believe the rumors? The news from Oldtown has made men see dragons in every cloud," Septa Prunella scoffed, flicking a crumb off her bright yellow robes.
Septa Prunella had not even believed there was a dragon at Oldtown, until His High Holiness himself declared the green dragon fact. Why His High Holiness refused to do the same for the white dragon, Edythe could not guess. To her confusion, Paul the Pious had bade both her and Septon Pate swear to secrecy upon the altar of the Seven. When His High Holiness told the Most Devout of the raven from Aegon Targaryen, Sixth of His Name, he said nothing of dragons, white or green.
"Whether or not this Aegon has a dragon, he is doomed," Septa Prunella went on. "Tarly may be a brute and a murderer, but he was the only man to best Robert Baratheon."
"Aegon has a dragon," the unfamiliar septon said firmly. "Why else would Tarly bother hauling scorpions in his train? Aye, and plenty of archers too, and wayns packed with wildfire."
"That worked so well for the defenders of Dragonstone," Septon Gunthor snorted. "How many ships set themselves ablaze? Besides, you can't burn a dragon to death."
"No," Septa Prunella agreed. "But you can burn the rider."
"Even if Aegon defeats Tarly, we are still in danger," Septon Brynden fretted. "No conqueror is content with half a realm. He will want to wrest the Three Kingdoms from Robb Stark's grasp. That will mean war in the Riverlands again, and at the Neck."
"He has to take King's Landing first," Septon Gunthor said. He glanced at Septa Utha. "That Dornish host... Princess Elia Martell has not left Sunspear in years. Does she come to denounce a pretender, or to claim her trueborn son?"
Septa Utha raised an eyebrow. "I cannot say. I left Dorne long, long ago."
"Oh, spare me," Septa Prunella sniffed. "As if we didn't know Lady Blackmont is your cousin."
Her aunt, Edythe thought but did not say.
At least Septa Prunella was not weeping over the Starry Sept. Septa Prunella had spent her youth there, had dreamed of rallying her friends to support Paul the Pious rather than the pretender Torbert. Now she did not even know whether any of them yet lived. And when she finally stopped weeping, she had turned to musing on where the blasphemer might strike next, as she was presently doing yet again.
"He burned the Red Temple in Volantis," Septa Prunella said, rather stridently. "Then the Starry Sept. What other prize remains that is greater than the Great Sept of Baelor?"
Edythe resisted the urge to rub at the gooseprickles rising on her arms. Why must they keep talking of dragons? Why couldn't they argue over Baelor again instead?
As a girl she believed Baelor the Blessed to be the holiest king to ever live. So did everyone in her village; everyone knew of his piety and generosity to the poor. Edythe could not believe her ears when she heard the Most Devout arguing over whether Baelor the Blessed was truly worthy of such devotion. As if dinner with His High Holiness was the place for such talk!
Septon Timoth was the worst of them. One night he had claimed, to her horror, that the Blackfyre rebellions would never have happened if Baelor had done his duty and sired heirs, rather than locking his sisters away in the Maidenvault.
"A king must have an heir," Septon Timoth had said. "But Baelor thought himself above his duty. Daena the Defiled would never have taken Aegon the Unworthy for a lover, if Baelor had given her trueborn babes to cherish rather than set her aside."
"Septon Barth did more for the Faith than Baelor ever did," Septon Mern had proudly agreed, scratching one of his enormous ears. "Forty years of peace and plenty he gave the realm. He came from the Reach, you know; he had a drop of the same Gardener blood that my ancestors shared."
Edythe had not known who Septon Barth was, but he kept coming up more and more of late, usually during arguments about Leyton Hightower and his daughter and blood magic. Septa Prunella said Barth was a sorcerer, and Baelor had saved the realm from sin by burning the books he wrote. Septa Utha, meanwhile, took great offense to the very idea of books being burned. Edythe was not sure whether she agreed. All knowledge was sacred to the Crone, but wickedness could pretend to be wisdom.
"Septon Barth was a good man," Paul the Pious had finally said, when even he grew weary of the squabbling. "When Jaehaerys the Conciliator meant to meddle with the choosing of a new High Septon, Barth persuaded him that it was not the Iron Throne's place to interfere. Blessed Baelor was a pure spirit, innocent and holy, but all men sin, and his sin was pride, to think he could speak for the Seven."
A fist slammed on a table, and the memory was gone. Edythe knelt upon the cold floor of the inn, wishing the Most Devout would heed their own advice to their novices and be silent.
"Words and swords are the weapons of the righteous, not blood magic," boomed Septon Gunthor. "If men were meant to wield such power, the Seven would have let the Starry Sept be saved."
"Just as the Seven kept us from being driven out of King's Landing?" Septon Brynden shook his head. "Things are never so simple. Lord Leyton's net halted the dragon's rampage, all agree; the Smith must have leant his strength to the weaving. The damage would have been far worse if he had not. Seven help the Sept of Baelor if the blasphemer should descend upon it."
Had the Seven wanted the Starry Sept to burn? Edythe wondered. It was a holy place, but the pretender Torbert and his followers had profaned it with their corruption, with their refusal to acknowledge Paul the Pious as the gods' chosen.
The red robed septon shifted uneasily. "One of my lay brothers dreamt of Baelor's Sept, of stained glass melting as windows filled with green flame."
The very thought should have made Edythe shudder. And yet, if the Sept of Baelor burned... if the pretender Luceon Frey was cast down just as Torbert had been... why, no man could doubt that only Paul the Pious truly spoke for the Seven.
"Your lay brother was drunk or raving," Septa Prunella frowned. "Though I daresay the blasphemer will make for the Great Sept of Baelor. Seven be thanked, it was scorpions that drove the dragon away, not blood magic, and King's Landing has plenty of them. Alas that we do not. If the blasphemer were not a madman, and had even a drop of the Crone's wisdom, he might think to make for Harrenhal."
At that, the entire room fell silent. Behind her Edythe heard a lay brother give a little moan of terror, his hand shaking as he made the sign of the Seven. Septa Darlessa looked almost as grey as her robes; Edythe had not seen her so frightened since Septon Tim arrived from the Wall to tell the Most Devout all he knew of Others and the dead men they kept as thralls.
"Septa Prunella." His High Holiness stood in the hall. His crystal staff towered over his bare head, his eyes as weary as the frown upon his broad, coarse face. "What says the Book of the Crone, chapter eight, verse four?"
Septa Prunella stared at His High Holiness, her mouth opening and closing as she struggled to find the proverb. Paul the Pious waited a moment, then glanced at Edythe. No, please, ask Septa Utha instead, she'll remember, so long as she read it within the last two moons—
"Sister Edythe?" His High Holiness prompted, as she feared he would.
"Take heed of thy tongue, always, for careless words cannot be unspoken," Edythe recited. She should be glad to be of use to His High Holiness, yet she still wished she could sink through the floor.
"Thank you, Sister Edythe," His High Holiness said. He turned back to Septa Prunella. "I do not expect a learned septa who can read The Seven Pointed Star to memorize chapter and verse as we humble, unlettered folk often do. But I do expect you to follow its teachings, not cause a panic with idle words."
"I have erred, Your High Holiness." Septa Prunella bent her head. "I should not have spoken as I did."
"What if the dragon comes?" quavered a trembling lay brother.
"It won't," the red robed septon said brusquely.
"Peace, Septon Jonothor." Paul the Pious leaned heavily on his staff, the crystal sparkling in the firelight. "The future is known only to the Seven, and always in motion. No matter how dark things seem, we must trust that the Father's scales will tip toward justice, and do what we can to work his will."
Everyone looked as subdued as Edythe felt as they trudged through the muddy streets toward the almshouse. The Most Devout seemed to slump in their saddles; when Third Sister Jonelle swayed and tripped over her pattens, a pair of lay brothers had to carry her the rest of the way.
The almshouse was in a state of chaos when they arrived. Edythe longed to join the other lay sisters charged with carrying baskets to the poor throughout Harrentown, even if it was starting to snow. Instead, whilst His High Holiness conferred with the infirmarian, she waited in an out of the way corner at the end of the hall, watching a pair of puppeteers set up a stage.
Usually, she would have ignored them. But Third Sister Jonelle was lying in a sickbed, sweating with fever, and she could not think of that. I must not panic. No, better to look at the puppeteers, who were paid to lift the spirits of the sick by performing shows, most of them based on the tales found in The Seven Pointed Star.
When Edythe spied the puppets laying on the little stage, she frowned. A golden queen in a crimson gown, a redhaired maid in white, a giant, and a knight. Not a knight, a squire.
"Strongspear again?" One puppeteer hissed to the other, his jowls quivering. "You said the dragon would be ready today!"
"You try making a dragon prop in a week, see how far you get!" snapped the second puppeteer, a youth of no more than twenty with a wispy beard. "They love Strongspear, it will be fine. Mebbe by the time the dragon's done, we'll have sommat more to go on."
"Who needs more? A Targaryen prince returns from the dead, ridin' a dragon no less, and takes Dragonstone! Stop fussin' over what the wings should look like, finish 'em, and pick a color to paint the damn dragon."
White, Edythe thought as the puppeteers continued arguing. Or so said the dove from the little sept on the outskirts of Dragonstone. Paul the Pious had prayed in his solar for the entire day after it came.
A few days later, the raven had come from Aegon, the Sixth of His Name. Two letters it had born, one seeking the blessing of His High Holiness, one declaring his intent to the lords of the realm. Edythe could almost hear Septon Pate read out the terms.
Those who rose for Aegon, the true king, were promised high offices, rich lands, and desirable marriages or wardships. Those who rose for no one but who later bent the knee to Aegon were promised their lives and titles, though they would not gain any lands or incomes like those who fought for the true king. Those who rose for Tommen Falseborn were promised attainder, death, and dishonor, their women and children to be sent to the Faith or to the keeping of loyal kin, should they have any willing to petition on their behalf.
Edythe was not sure what she thought of all that. A prince returning from the dead was less absurd than all that had transpired in Oldtown. The Most Devout, on the other hand, had immediately begun arguing over whether Aegon was a prince or a pretender the moment the first rumors arrived of his fleet back in tenth moon. Or was it ninth? She could recall the rumors, but not when they had come; too much had happened since then.
To the fury of the Most Devout, and the stern disapproval of His High Holiness, many lords were rising for the monstrous Queen Regent and her brute of a Lord Hand. Septon Mern claimed some were good men, afraid of breaking the holy oaths of fealty they swore to Tommen. After all, they knew the measure of Cersei Lannister and Randyll Tarly, even if they did not like them. This Aegon could prove another Jaehaerys the Wise, or he could be another Maegor the Cruel.
As she watched the puppeteers continue to argue over their puppets, Edythe did not think she agreed. Good men did not lend their swords to foul causes. Tommen Falseborn might be beloved for his charity and sweet nature, but there could be no doubt of his bastardy. Even if he were trueborn, his counselors were men like Tarly, who slaughtered Brother Bonifer and hundreds of other holy folk in the street.
She almost wished the common people could rescue Tommen from the clutches of his captors. Some remote septry would suit him far better than a castle and a throne. The abominable stain of his birth could never be washed away, but a life of prayer and toil was open to even the worst of sinners. Not that every sinner was willing to repent; the treachery of Cersei Lannister was beyond belief.
The queen dared not leave the Red Keep, not since the Tyrells exposed her perfidy to the realm. A mob chanting for justice for Lord Mace Tyrell had almost dragged her off her horse, until Lord Crakehall and his men intervened. A pity, that. The mob had once driven out some Targaryen queen; why should Cersei Lannister not share the same fate?
Though Edythe wondered why His High Holiness had not yet sent a raven to Dragonstone. Should he not seek to better know this Aegon who sought his blessing? Or perhaps the Seven had already told Paul the Pious all he needed to know, or sent him visions. She could have sworn she heard His High Holiness muttering about dragons fighting, early one morning as he prayed alone in his solar.
"Damina saw a dragon," muttered the puppeteer of the wispy beard as he tied a broken string. "D'you think if I gave her a groat, she'd describe it?"
"Faugh!" spat the jowly puppeteer. "She didn't see nothin', no more than she saw a maid turn into a wolf. Stay away from her, and from them others with t' weirwood leaves."
Now that, Edythe agreed with wholeheartedly. The folk of the hollow hill were more than passing queer. She supposed she ought to be grateful that they had not abandoned the new gods for the old. Still, she could not approve of their strange beliefs.
There was nothing in The Seven Pointed Star about weirwoods, nothing at all. Yet for some reason, the folk of the hollow hill were determined to revere them as sacred to the Seven. All that grew from the earth was sacred to the Mother, yes, but just because weirwoods were white, that did not make them the white sprouts she grew from the earth. Nor did their red sap prove they were sacred to the Maiden, whose blood flowed through their veins. And as for claiming that sleeping beneath a weirwood brought wise visions from the Crone, why, that was just silly.
The heretics were even worse once word went round that somehow, inexplicably, Aegon's queen was none other than Sansa Stark. How that had come to pass, Edythe had no notion, but every altar to the Stranger had been filled with candles lit for Ser Olyvar Sand. The poor brave man must be dead, for his lady wife to wed again. Giddy as they were to learn their lady yet lived, and was now a queen, the folk of the hollow hill had taken the news of her savior's death particularly hard. So hard, indeed, that they had begged to pray for his soul before the weirwood that stood in the godswood of Harrenhal.
As was only proper, His High Holiness had refused. Letting a Blackwood or a Stark pray in the godswood would be one thing, but encouraging the oddities of a group of smallfolk straying from The Seven Pointed Star was quite another. Then the heretics had begged leave to go on pilgrimage to their hollow hill, whose crest boasted a ring of weirwood trees. Again, Paul the Pious had denied them, at least until the days grew longer and safer for travel.
When a lay sister fetched her from her corner, Edythe was relieved to return to waiting upon His High Holiness. She carried a basket for him, the vials filled with the seven oils lightly clinking as they walked from bed to bed. She prayed in silence for each soul His High Holiness blessed, from the mother suffering childbed fever to the boy with a broken arm to Third Sister Jonelle, still feverish as she tossed upon her bed. When His High Holiness laid his hands upon her bandaged neck, Edythe let out a breath she did not know she was holding. The scrofula went away last time, and it will go away again.
It was almost noon when the procession trudged back to Harrenhal. Flurries of snow swirled through the air, as white as the robes of the septas who led prayers for the Hour of the Mother. The service seemed to pass in a blur; she almost missed the beginning of the prayers for the dead. Thankfully, they began as they always did, with prayers for Catelyn Tully and Jeyne Westerling. Over two years remained until the seventh anniversaries of their deaths, when there would be a last service in their honor before the prayers ceased.
Edythe was glad she need not cease using the winch. His High Holiness insisted that she use it whenever she returned to the top of Kingspyre Tower. She should protest, she knew, but as she neared the end of her forties, climbing all those stairs made her legs tremble, even though she was used to long days of hard work.
His High Holiness could not manage so many stairs either, not with his bowed legs. Making rounds about Harrenhal and Harrentown on his mule tired him enough. When Paul the Pious wished to speak to his Most Devout, he summoned them to his solar, or, more often, to the council chamber one floor below where he held meetings or hosted them for dinner.
Seven be praised that Paul the Pious was somewhat fond of a consistent routine. Mornings were for charity or other business outside Kingspyre Tower, and afternoons for the Most Devout. At the Hour of the Smith, he would pray in his solar in solitude; each senmorn he donned his golden vestments and preached.
When His High Holiness stepped off the winch, he was deep in conversation with Septon Mern. Something about Oldtown, and Highgarden, and forestalling Lady Alerie. Edythe did not catch the rest, and scolded herself for letting her thoughts wander to Third Sister Jonelle.
Passing the afternoon in His High Holiness's solar with her fellow lay sisters did not help her stop fretting. It also did not help that her belly felt hollow and angry, yearning to break her fast. Edythe ignored it. While she stitched a simple seven pointed star on a hat for a babe, Sister Alys and Sister Maude spun thread, chattering away.
They began with the Wall, the Others, and the reports Septon Tim had brought of Lord Commander Snow, the Woodcutter. Gelding men for rape was commendable, Edythe supposed, determined not to think of ice dragons or Others, but the man was still full young. A boy, really, from what Septon Tim said. And a heathen, alas, but he could not help that.
Edythe's mood did not improve when, after the bells tolled three and they paused to pray to the Maiden, the chatter moved from Lord Snow to King Aegon. They should not even call him a king, not when His High Holiness did not, but Edythe lacked the will to correct them. She stitched away, determined to keep her mouth shut, until Sister Maude began wondering whether King Aegon was handsome or plain. As if it mattered; besides, there was no one who could hold a candle to their Lord Edmure Tully.
Annoyed past the limits of her patience, Edythe began singing a hymn under her breath. Sure enough, Sister Alys soon joined in, then finally Sister Maude. The blessed peace lasted long enough for Edythe to finish the seven pointed star she was stitching. She had used all seven colors, and the thread was bright and richly dyed, too costly for most smallfolk to afford. The babe's hat would bring joy to the babe, and to his parents, to see such colors in the midst of the bleak winter. Pleased, Edythe started embroidering another hat.
Alas, it was not to last. The bells had just tolled five when Old Brother Joseth and young Brother Dale came in, their arms piled high with firewood. The younger Brother Wat was with them too, his brown robes splattered with dung, his hands filled with messages from the dovecote and the ravenry.
"Have you heard?" Even for a boy of sixteen, Brother Wat was far too excitable. "Beryl caught us by the kitchens; His High Holiness has commanded Septa Falena to lay aside her needle."
"No," Sister Alys gasped, as though she were a green girl, not a sturdy woman a few years Edythe’s elder. "Why, she barely left her chambers until themselves left for Eastwatch; she might have stitched half that chest by herself."
"So she did," grumbled Old Brother Joseth, his long whiskers twitching. "But—"
"—Beryl said she heard from one of Septa Falena's lay sisters, she was sewing through the night, ever since that last news came of Lady Lysa." Brother Wat shook his head, as if he could not believe it. "Why would she do that?"
"Septa Falena is a Grafton," Brother Dale sighed. "One of the children trapped atop the Eyrie is her favorite brother's granddaughter. As I told you just after we spoke to Beryl, and yesterday. Not that you were listening."
Sister Maude's eyes filled with tears. "Oh, those poor children," she sniffled. "Surely the Mother and Maiden wouldn't let them perish so cruelly?"
"Mayhaps," Brother Wat shrugged. "The Seven must be wroth with everyone of late. Why, the raven that just arrived from Sunspear was battered half to death. Oh, and Third Sister Jonelle passed away this afternoon."
Edythe stared at her finger, at the needle sticking into it. But His High Holiness laid hands on her. Her breaths were strangely loud, her chest fluttering up and down. If she were a girl, this would be when she ran home and hid in a corner of their hut, covering herself with her father's blanket, which smelled like lye soap and the bitter sourleaf he liked to chew. If she was lucky, and her father was nearby, he would hear her muffled screams and come to her, and rub her back and call her Edy-girl until she calmed.
"Sister Edythe?" Old Brother Joseth's voice was rough. "Are yeh well?"
"You are not well," said Third Sister Jonelle’s familiar voice, old and cracked, faint as a whisper. "Edythe, listen to me. Listen to me, Edy-girl. Pick something close by, and focus on it."
Edythe stared at her lap, at the little babe's hat. Thus far the seven pointed star only had one point; she folded herself into it, counting the stitches she had sewn so carefully. As she counted, her breathing slowed; in the distance she could hear the Third Sister singing the soft strains of a hymn to the Stranger. When a calloused, gnarled hand plucked the needle from her numb finger, it did not bleed.
"There, now," Old Brother Joseth said gruffly, handing her the needle. "No harm done. One o' them women's fits, I bet. Water?"
Edythe nodded, resisting the urge to crawl under a table, or better yet, under the altar. Grown women must not act like children, she had learned that at the Motherhouse of the Lifted Lamp, more than twenty years ago. She was a fast learner; they had only had to cane her once for the lesson to stick.
"Do you think His High Holiness will bless King Aegon?" Brother Wat babbled as Old Brother Joseth handed Edythe a cup of water. She wanted to fling it at Brother Wat. Instead, she drank it.
"His High Holiness told the Most Devout he is waiting for a sign from the Seven," Brother Dale said.
"Surely the Seven must look favorably on King Robb," said Sister Alys. "He's won so many battles."
"Plenty o' bad men have won battles," Old Brother Joseth grumbled. "And he's a heathen."
"Not every battle," Sister Alys insisted. "And both his wives were raised in the Faith, just like his mother. Besides, my granny always said the Targaryens were all mad, some just hid it better. Her granny was a girl during the dance; a dragon burned her village down, aye, and all the fields around it, and all the folk in it. And Brother Cletus dreamt o' dragons again a sennight past, roaring and screaming and filling the air w' fire."
"Does that air feel warm to you?" Brother Dale scoffed, gesturing to the window. The shutters were cracked as usual, letting in a cold breeze.
Dragons and kings do not matter, Edythe told herself.
Grimly, she picked up her needle. All that mattered was doing what she could. If that meant finishing a bit of pretty for a crofter's sickly babe, so be it. Babes needed hats, after all, especially in winter.
By the time she finished a row of stitches, Edythe almost felt herself again. Soon the bells would toll the Hour of the Smith; she would pray here, not in the sept. The other brothers and sisters had finally realized they could work in silence, thank the Seven. She could use some more quiet, before she went to the busy kitchens to fetch His High Holiness’s dinner.
Outside the snow was falling thickly, the sun just starting to set over the waters of the God's Eye. Some peace at last, she thought gratefully. Edythe was just putting down her work when a piercing screech echoed over the world, shrill and sharp, followed by the sound of flapping wings.
Notes:
Woooo, glad to have this one finished. Can't wait to hear what y'all think!
Last week was rough; we had guests who helped us with a ton of house projects, which was wonderful but exhausting. And then I had a case of the blahs and minimal spoons for several days. Hopefully the next chapter will take roughly a week; we'll see.
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Chapter 153: Olyvar I
Chapter 154: Sansa I
Chapter 155: Cersei INOTES
1) Someone over on AlternateHistory asked for more rushlights, and I was delighted to oblige. They're really neat, and rarely mentioned in medieval fantasy literature! A rushlight is made by drying rushes, a type of long reed, stripping the skin, and soaking the pith in animal fat to create a wick roughly 12-30 inches long; they were usually placed in simple holders of iron.
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2) Pattens were tall overshoes worn in the medieval era. Usually made from wood, they were used to keep mud from staining shoes and clothes.
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3) Yes, you can pick up egg yolks if you rub garlic on your fingers.
4) Look, ravens are cool as hell, but pigeons are the original badass message carriers, and AWOIAF making fun of how stupid it was for Baelor to suggest using them instead of ravens annoyed me. Pigeons are amazing birds! Scientists still can't figure out how their homing instinct works, but they've been trained as messengers since ancient times.
Also, having a separate message network for the Faith pre-conquest totally makes sense, and Paul wanting to revive it makes even more sense.
5) Third Sister Jonelle suffered from tuberculosis, aka scrofula. The lumps became sores, which got infected; red streaks are a sign of blood poisoning. Disease sucks 😔
Chapter 153: Olyvar I
Notes:
Mid January, 305 AC
Content warning: brief smut. Again. Oops? Canon-level graphic, but far more wholesome.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Soft and warm, the darkness enveloped him. When a hand shook Olyvar by the shoulder, he should have roused immediately. Instead, he drifted, his eyelids heavy, his nose filled with the sweet sharp scent of lemon perfume.
"Your Grace," a voice said, insistent.
Olyvar opened his eyes.
Lord Edric Dayne stood beside the featherbed. The hand on Olyvar's shoulder let go; the other held aside the drapes of black velvet brocade which guarded their slumber from prying eyes. It would not be dawn for hours yet. The only light came from the hearth fire, and from the beeswax candles lit around the room.
"I am awake," Olyvar said in a low voice. "Thank you, ser. See to the saddlebags, then you may return to help me dress."
Edric left, though not before tying open the drapes on the king's side of the bed, and leaving a lantern on the bedside table. A tactful attempt to keep Olyvar from falling back asleep, no doubt, but an unnecessary one. Once he was awake, he was awake, even if he did not wish to leave his bed.
Really, Olyvar should not be on Dragonstone at all. He should have remained at Duskendale with his host. Leaving his lady wife behind was a matter of cool logic; Sansa must be kept safe, lest the battle against Tarly go ill. But that was not the only battle that lay ahead, and he had to see her one last time, just in case...
The lantern light caressed Sansa almost as softly as he had, that first night. Our true wedding night. Olyvar could still see her in her gown of woven air, silver snowflakes dancing down the sheer ice-white muslin as it clung to her bare skin like morning dew.
Now Sansa curled against him in her sleep, her waves of auburn hair strewn over the pillows and across his chest. Olyvar shouldn't have taken out her braid before they slept, but he could not resist running his hands through her hair as they kissed. Not that she minded; she almost purred when he stroked her hair before or after their lovemaking. And oh, the sounds she made when he kissed every freckle on her full breasts...
Thankfully, the covers had hidden her breasts from Ser Edric's view, just as they hid the rest of his lady wife, save for her face and flowing hair. After the joy of finally embracing skin to skin, neither of them could stand to wear a sleeping shift. Beneath the covers, Sansa was as bare as he was, though far lovelier. Her wide hips, whose curves were made to be held; her long legs, that wrapped so sweetly around his waist.
Olyvar resisted the urge to draw her to his chest, to hold her in his arms and never let go. What if some foul sorcery befell her while he was gone? When she awoke on the solstice, pale and shaking, Sansa had sworn the danger had passed, but had it? Her brother Bran was only a boy of fourteen; how could he slay the nameless enemy, the red star who had nearly killed his beloved wife, and all her brothers and sister into the bargain?
He wanted answers, answers he did not have. Failing that, Olyvar hugged himself, and watched his lady wife drool onto the pillow. Her breaths were easy, her cheeks rosy pink. Thank the Seven for that. After her brush with death, he had hoped Sansa would agree to abandon their plan with the ravens, or at least wait for a few days. He should have known better. The moment Dragonstone was secure, Sansa begged his leave to go to the rookery, unwilling to risk delay.
Olyvar found it difficult to deny Sansa's judgment as to her own strength, given how she had saved him from the raging sea. Even so, that afternoon in the rookery was one he hoped never to repeat.
Watching his lady wife converse with the ravens was not so bad, even if he could only hear half the conversation as Sansa spoke aloud for his benefit. As Sansa claimed, the ravens seemed all too eager to cause some mayhem. Apparently they grew quite bored waiting for months before carrying their next letter, especially those who had not been used for years. Following the King's Landing ravens to the city sounded like fun, as did wreaking havoc once there.
"Ravens like to play pranks," his lady wife had said, smiling.
His own smile had faded, the moment her eyes turned blank and empty, unseeing. A King's Landing raven fluttered to perch on Olyvar's shoulder, preened at his hair, then flew out the window, leading the flock south. Long, long hours passed as he waited, unnerved by how Sansa's body slumped in her chair, hollow without her spirit. It was the middle of the night when Ser Daemon Sand and Ser Symon Wyl came to relieve Ser Edric Dayne and Brienne of Tarth, who stood guard outside the rookery. It was almost dawn when his wife gasped as she awoke, her eyes blue once more.
Sansa might claim to know her own strength, but Olyvar had needed to carry her back to their chambers. He had lied to Ser Symon and Ser Daemon, who knew nothing of her skinchanging, but quite easily believed him when he blamed her moonblood, even though Sansa had not had a headache in weeks, not since the ship. For several days she lay abed, pale and weak and ravenous. To her shock, she was unable to even converse with the ginger cat who curled at her feet, or with Holdfast the hound, who hovered over her as his master wished he could.
On the second day, a flock of ravens had descended upon the rookery. On the fifth day, Sansa was finally able to speak with them, or rather with the only raven willing to leave their feast of seeds and nuts and fish. Sansa was almost giddy when she informed Olyvar that not a single raven remained at the Red Keep, save those from Dragonstone come to make trouble. Cersei Lannister would be sending no messages, unless she deigned to reply to the letter from King Aegon.
Somehow, Olyvar doubted it, just as he doubted that the woman had failed to surmise the truth of his birth. Cersei Lannister might be a vain, vicious woman, but she was cunning in her way. Even cut off from her ravens, surely she would come to realize the trick that had been played on her. Sweet as it would be to see the look on her face when she realized Olyvar was Aegon, it was a sight he would never see.
Sansa's face was an even sweeter sight, her lips parted in a shy smile. No, he could not wake her, not until it was time for him to leave. Carefully Olyvar tried to pull himself away—
Long lashes fluttered, revealing deep blue eyes. Olyvar froze, tranfixed. His wife had saved him from the sea; it was fitting he should drown in her eyes instead.
"Olyvar?" Sansa murmured. "I dreamt you left without saying goodbye."
"Shhh," he replied. He smoothed a hand over her hair, pressed a kiss to her furrowed brow. "Never, my love. I won't be leaving until after the Hour of the Crone; you should sleep until then."
Olyvar made to rise from the bed, but Sansa seized his hand in hers, her eyes pleading.
"I'm afraid," she said. "The risk—" she swallowed, her lip quivering.
When she tugged at his hand, he let Sansa pull him back to bed, opening his arms so she could bury her head in his chest. To her credit, his wife did not weep, though he would not have blamed her if she had. Olyvar had wept, when he awoke from that awful dream, his lungs choked with the stink of ash and smoke, his eyes almost blind from the sight of green flames engulfing the world.
"You know I have to go," he said softly, when her breathing had calmed.
"I know."
Sansa looked up at him, her lips parted, her eyes bright. When she pressed a hesitant kiss to his neck, Olyvar was lost. One hand went to her hair, the other to her jaw, tilting her chin up so he could kiss her. He kissed her until they both were breathless, until there was nothing in the world but them. The scent of lemon and sandalwood and sweat tangled together, the sound of their gasps and sighs, the feel of his skin pressed against hers as he set himself to the task of making her come undone, his fingers and tongue slick with the taste of her before at last he sank inside.
After, she burrowed against him, under his arm, her head pillowed against his chest. His finger idly twirled a lock of her hair, the draft from the open drapes welcome as it cooled the heat of their ardor.
"Hey," Sansa said, covering a yawn.
"Is for horses," Olyvar replied. When she snorted, he kissed the tip of her nose, and tried to think of another jape, even worse. "Ewe are too lovely to be a sheep, though your hair is soft enough."
That won him another snort, followed by lazy kisses dappled across his neck, soft as butterfly wings.
"Awful," his wife said drowsily, her eyelids drooping. "Should make you—" she yawned again "—wear motley."
Olyvar did not bother answering; she was already asleep. With tender care he shifted so Sansa lay upon the bed, not on his chest. Knowing she would not suffer the covers long, he closed the drapes behind him as he got up, shaking his head when he saw both Buttons and Holdfast quickly leap to take the warm spot he had left behind.
The bath was already cold when he climbed into the copper tub. Olyvar scrubbed and washed his hair briskly so as to finish more quickly. By the time Edric returned, Olyvar was dry, clad in shift and smallclothes. Edric helped him with the rest, all parti-colored deep blue and midnight black, first hose, then the heavy breeches, then the padded tunic.
Edric had just finished lacing the tunic up the back when the bells tolled six, the Hour of the Crone. As was his wont, Olyvar made for the small altar in the corner of the solar. Above it hung seven carved masks, one for each aspect of God, each face He showed to men so they might know him better. Their hair was gilded, their eyes jet and emerald and mother-of-pearl. All save the Stranger, who had no face, only a cowled hood over a shapeless oval.
Crone, guide my steps toward wisdom, Olyvar prayed. When he began a hymn in his rough baritone, Edric joined in, quiet so they would not wake the queen.
Then it was time to finish dressing. Edric held his mail trousers so Olyvar could step into them, the steel rings cool against hose and breeches. Next came the hauberk. It went over his head as he slipped his arms into the sleeves of chain, the bottom of the coat falling to his knees. A padded coif served to protect both his head and his waves of steel-grey hair; only once it was in place did he raise the steel coif which hung from the neck of the hauberk.
"I still think plate would be better, Your Grace," Edric ventured. The knight ran a nervous hand through his pale blond hair.
"Better protection," Olyvar agreed. "But not worth the weight."
Again he saw the waters of a vast lake at sunset as snow fell from a cloudy sky. If Olyvar fell from dragonback, he would not have the Old Man of the River or the Red Wolf to save him from drowning. And unlike heavy plate, he could slip out of his chainmail without assistance.
Over the suit of mail went a parti-colored silk surcoat, blazoned with his orange phoenix and his scarlet three-headed dragon above radiant golden flames. Last was a wide leather belt embossed with gold, from which hung his mail gloves. The Valyrian steel greatsword Ash was too long to ride at his hip; instead Edric helped him sling it over his back, the sapphire pommel sticking over his shoulder.
"Mrr?"
There was a gentle thump as the cat landed on the floor, having pushed his way through the drapes. Holdfast followed, whining quietly as he pushed his snout under Olyvar's hand. Olyvar stroked the hound's ears, scritched the cat's chin, and returned to bed to wake Sansa as he had promised. Though only after bidding Edric stand outside the door; King Aegon did not need half the kitchens gossiping about how desperately the king and queen clung to each other as they kissed farewell.
When he left their chambers, Olyvar had expected to find Ser Edric and Ser Daemon Sand standing guard with their men-at-arms, or, in Ser Daemon's case, leaning on a crutch. He had not expected a third visitor to be arguing with the knights as they tried to shoo him away.
"I won't- Olly!"
"That's King Aegon, or Your Grace," Ser Daemon said firmly, cuffing Trystane Martell lightly upside the head.
"Your Grace," Trystane said grudgingly. "I wanted to speak with you, coz, and they wouldn't let me in."
"Nor should they," Olyvar reminded him. "This is not Sunspear, nor the Water Gardens. I have much to do; if you wish to speak with me, you must keep up."
As Olyvar feared, when he turned to walk down the hallway, Trystane trotted after him, giving Ser Edric and the men-at-arms a wide berth. Gods, how could Trystane be seventeen? The olive skin and straight black hair were the same, but little else was. Trystane gangled, almost six feet tall, his feet and hands too big for his frame, a thin, half grown mustache on his upper lip. He certainly dressed far better than Olyvar recalled. As he walked, Trystane's yellow silk robes swished, his orange damask half-cape fluttering, pinned to his shoulder by a ruby sun pierced by a golden spear.
"I want to wed Lady Myrcella," Trystane said as they descended a flight of stairs. "You told me to think for a fortnight, and pray to the Seven, and I have. We're meant to be together, like Duncan and his Jenny. We could live in Dorne, in some tiny keep in the mountains, or in the red dunes. Or we could go into exile across the Narrow Sea, it doesn't matter, so long as we're together. You can't make her join the Faith, you can't."
"I can," Olyvar said with a pang. "And I must, for all the reasons I told you before. Kings cannot do whatever we wish. Some will say I have already gone too far, to suffer an abomination born of incest to live, let alone one who might seek to claim the throne. Her grandsire would have had Myrcella killed outright; the motherhouse is a kindness."
Trystane looked up at him, resentful. "Then I'll join the Faith too," he declared. "If I can't marry her, I don't want to marry anyone." He paused. "Can I at least visit Myrcella alone, so we can talk?"
"Absolutely not, not without Lady Mellario present."
"I won't despoil her!" Trystane said, indignant. "I swear by the Seven!"
Olyvar resisted the urge to pinch the bridge of his nose. "I'm sure you wouldn't," he agreed. "But I don't trust you not to get up to some other sort of mischief."
Seven knew, he would likely be up to something, if he were in Trystane's shoes. The two of them were far too clever for their own good. Lady Mellario had already caught them trying to pass secret messages by passing slips of paper to each other whilst playing cyvasse. Olyvar had not the heart to deny them their last few weeks of cyvasse before Myrcella was placed in a motherhouse, but henceforth, neither was permitted access to quill nor parchment.
"But—"
"No, Trys," Olyvar said. He halted mid stride, turning to take his cousin by the shoulder. "I am sorry, truly, I am, for both of you. But this is a wound only time will mend."
"Easy for you to say," Trystane grumbled under his breath. "May I have Your Grace's leave to go?" When Olyvar nodded, Trys made a sharp bow, turned on his heel, and left.
Olyvar turned the other way, down another flight of stairs, followed by Ser Edric and his guards. He could only pray Trystane's broken heart was the worst loss House Martell suffered in this war. How close had Sarella come to burning, when Euron Greyjoy descended upon Oldtown with death and dragonflame? And Sarella wished to stay there for the nonce, to help salvage what could be saved from the ashes of the Citadel.
The rest of his sisters were safe, Seven be praised. Meria and her new husband Willas were even now riding east for King's Landing, with Obella serving as one of Princess Rhaenys's ladies-in-waiting. Their sister Elia would soon reach King's Landing as well; she was with her namesake, his mother Princess Elia, who was riding north through the Stormlands with Prince Oberyn's host. Tyene and Nymeria were safe at Sunspear with Princess Arianne. As for his littlest sisters, Doree and Loree were returning to the Hellholt with their mother Ellaria, and Obara was serving as the captain of their guard.
They could be ladies-in-waiting, in a few years, Olyvar thought wistfully as he descended yet more stairs.
Sansa had already offered to take them, and he had always spoiled Doree and Loree. It would be sweet, to dote on them again. If they even want to come. Dorea's last letter had been full of rage at his absence, whilst Loree's was smudged with petulant tears. Four years were an eternity to girls their age; they were only thirteen and eleven. How many more years would he miss whilst he secured his realm?
Olyvar decended the steps faster, his thoughts churning each time he paused for a guard to open the many locked doors that stood betwixt him and the dragon's den deep below Dragonstone. His stomach rumbled, as if it already knew he planned to ready Viserion before he broke his fast. If only breaking the Others would prove as easy as taking Dragonstone...
They had reached Dragonstone on the second day of the new year, just three days before he turned twenty-three. A small fleet of dromonds guarded the isle, warships well suited to sink his many wallowing, heavily laden cogs and carracks. They were less well suited to deal with his dragon. A screech from Viserion had sent them all into a panic; half the ships had backed their oars and fled in terror.
Those that remained to fight were as foolhardy as they were brave. Arrows and scorpions loosed, falling far short of the dragon. Their catapults had done no better, though Olyvar was dismayed to see the green flare of wildfire.
Thankfully, the sailors must have had little training. The wildfire set their own ships alight, leaving only a few dromonds for Viserion to handle. Her pale flames made quick work of the ships, their sails catching fire as men screamed and died. The garrison watching from the battlements of Dragonstone had taken heed of that, to his grim satisfaction. Viserion had only been wheeling overhead for a short while when they raised a peace banner.
Ser Arys Oakheart might have been willing to fight to the last man and die valiantly, but his soldiers had more good sense than gallantry. The many dragons carved and sculpted into the walls of Dragonstone were one thing, a living dragon quite another. The garrison had trussed Ser Arys and a few of their bolder officers up like geese, unaware that Ser Daemon Sand and his men-at-arms had already locked Princess Myrcella in her chambers. The swan ships carrying Olyvar's queen and his retainers had docked without issue in the port beneath the curtain walls. Only once they entered the castle safely did Viserion finally descend at his command.
After all that, a good night's rest was all he wanted, but the Painted Table came first. It was a massive table, built in the shape of Westeros at the command of Aegon the Conqueror. Whilst his queen quietly stood by his side, their hands entwined, Olyvar stood and stared at the vastness of the realm, upon the rivers and lakes, mountains and deserts, forests and fields, cities and keeps. Three hundred years out of date, all of them. He would have to have Sansa see that it was freshly painted to show the realm as it was, not as it had been.
Impressive as it was, Olyvar could not abide working in the chamber. He had taken the lord's chambers for his own, and it was in that solar that he reviewed the many letters from Meria which had awaited him in Ser Daemon's keeping. The Stormlands and the Westerlands were in chaos, the Reach mostly secured.
There was only one letter from Winterfell, which had inspired both delight and consternation. That Princess Arya should join Ser Deziel Dalt on the journey south was wondrous news, as was her escort of near two thousand winter wolves. King Robb's expectation that his sister Sansa would be returned to him, on the other hand... Olyvar and his queen had taken great care in composing their replies to her brother. On the very day their raven departed, a new raven had come from Winterfell, one bearing far worse news.
The Wall is cracked.
Sansa had already dreamt it, and woken screaming. They had both prayed it was a shadow of the future which might be averted. Well, King Robb's letter smashed that hope to pieces. If the King in the North was marching for the Wall, there could be no doubt. Quickly they had penned further letters to Robb, sending one to Winterfell with a note bidding Maester Luwin to send a courier chasing after the king, another to Castle Black to await the king's coming.
That there was no word from Castle Black was even more ominous. Sansa had faith in her brother Jon Snow, Lord Commander of the Night's Watch, but she had not seen him in many long years. She knew Jon, a boy of fourteen, not Lord Commander Snow, the Dragonslayer.
How odd that was. Once Olyvar had hoped for just one brother of his own, and now he had seven goodbrothers. Sansa had four brothers, after all, and with Meria wed to Willas Tyrell, he and his two brothers were now Olyvar's too. Or did not all of them count? Garlan the Gallant and Loras the Knight of Flowers were not wed to his sister, after all, and Jon Snow was only a half brother, a bastard born to some unknown woman. They were not bonded by blood, not like Olyvar and the cousins who he had been raised to believe were his sisters.
When the guard opened the last door to the dragon's den, a gout of hot air washed over him. Olyvar stepped through the doorway alone, save for the sheep the guards had fetched him.
A great cavern opened before him. The walls were of dark stone, twisted and swirled and splattered where molten rock once flowed from beneath the earth, forming deep pits and high ledges as it cooled and hardened. Here and there glittered chunks of obsidian, green and black, red and purple. Elsewhere he'd set men to mining obsidian, as much of it as could be had. Frozen fire, Jon Snow had called it, the only substance which might slay an Other.
Pale golden fire blossomed as Viserion roused from her slumber. She had caught her rider's scent, and that of the sheep he dragged behind him on leashes. They baaed piteously when he let them go, their wool already shorn so as to not waste it, and to ease the dragon's feeding. Whilst Viserion chased her prey through the cavern one by one, Olyvar leaned against the wall where she had clawed a hollow for her bed, the light of his lantern shining down upon her clutch of eggs.
Seven of them there were, all gleaming like jewels. One shone emerald, soft as summer grass. Another was the faint blue of a winter sky, dappled by pale clouds. Another was black with bolts of gold, another honey over amber, another deep blue over burnt red, another white as bone, save for a crimson blot like a hand. Last and largest was the golden egg, whose scales rippled with all the colors of the rainbow.
Carefully Olyvar picked them up one by one, placing them in a heavy chest lined with velvet. When he and Viserion left, they must be locked away, safe, until they returned. As none of the guards fancied being mistaken for a sheep, Olyvar brought the chest to the doorway where they stood, handing it over to Ser Edric's keeping. In exchange, Ser Edric gave him the saddlebags, heavy with all he would need for his journey.
At last Viserion devoured the last sheep. Her golden eyes gleamed as she approached Olyvar, bowing her head to nuzzle at him with the tip of her snout. Thank the gods Viserion liked him; there would be no managing her otherwise.
Since Volantis her size had doubled. Viserion stood thirty feet tall, her wings stretching at least seventy feet across, and another sixty feet from snout to tail. A dark, angry scar slashed across the creamy scales of her throat, a reminder of a collar grown too small, of her imprisonment beneath the Great Pyramid. And the tip of her tail was flat and stubby; it had not grown back quite right after Rhaegal bit it off.
"We beat him once, and we can beat him again," Olyvar told the dragon as he checked her saddle. Viserion rumbled low in her throat; he could feel her thirst for vengeance, her eagerness to take flight. Good; this was a time for war, a time for ruthless action tempered by nothing save mercy.
There would be no mercy for Cersei Lannister and Randyll Tarly, nor for their cronies either. His victory over them must be swift and decisive, his spear cutting them down before they could fall to their knees. A victory by default was no victory at all. No doubt many of the worst bannermen to profit from Lannister misrule would be eager enough to acclaim him once they knew which way the wind blew. They would smile and flatter and sharpen their knives, and undermine his reign from within.
No, Olyvar must strike before such false friends had the chance to repent, to seek to blame the queen and her lord hand for all their crimes. As if Cersei Lannister had forced them to ignore the many, many times House Lannister had flagrantly broken the laws of gods and men, as if she had made them turn aside and do nothing whilst brave men fought and died to try and right such wrongs.
Dorne at least had the excuse of Prince Doran and Princess Elia's quiet plotting; they had not helped the realm throw off the Lannisters, but they had not lifted a finger to keep the Lannisters on the throne either. House Tyrell, on the other hand... well. Willas he could forgive, given his years of scheming with Meria. Lord Mace, however... if Mace Tyrell were still alive, Olyvar would have many things to say to him, and none of them would be blessings.
True, there were others, those unable to fight back, biding their time for the right moment to strike. Even Meria had no notion that they could expect the support of Lord Olyvar Rosby, formerly Olyvar Frey. Her letters mentioned that Lord Gyles Rosby had a ward, the son of his deceased aunt Bethany, who had been the sixth wife of Lord Walder Frey.
They did not mention that the ward in question had served as Robb Stark's squire until shortly before the Red Wedding, nor that he despised the Lannisters so much that Lord Gyles had kept him a virtual prisoner for years, nor that he had seized the castle with the help of a sellsword knight after Lord Gyles' death at the Masked Massacre. The new Lord Rosby was one of the first to respond to King Aegon's ravens, eager to pledge his support. He was less pleased when King Aegon bade him stay behind his walls, rather than sally forth to attack Lord Randyll Tarly's host when it marched up the Rosby Road.
When Aegon the Conqueror landed upon the shores of Westeros, he had chosen to establish his foothold at King's Landing. Olyvar might have done the same, if not for the ice choking Blackwater Bay. Duskendale was the next best thing, and it was upon Duskendale that Lord Tarly marched, determined to crush King Aegon before he could gather his strength.
Olyvar clenched his jaw as he finished with Viserion's saddle, having checked every strap and chain thrice over. Tarly set a brisk pace; he would reach Duskendale long before the Tyrell or Martell hosts reached King's Landing. If the battle should go ill... if Olyvar should fall...
I will not fail, Olyvar told himself. The Seven had seen him this far; they would not abandon him now. He must not let fear turn his blood to ice, his stomach to gall. King Aegon would defeat the enemies who stood in his path, and then he would march upon King's Landing, force the Queen Regent to strike her banners, and take the Iron Throne.
With grim determination Olyvar forced himself to focus on the matter at hand. There were a few dry spots in Viserion's scales which needed oiling, a few chunks of meat stuck in the she-dragon's teeth which were irritating her. With great care Olyvar removed them, keeping his mailed hands away from the razor sharp edges of teeth the size of daggers.
Only the rumbling of his own stomach reminded Olyvar to break his fast before taking flight. The porridge Ser Edric had fetched him was already cold, but none the worse for that. It was heavily thickened with cream and honey, and the fried fish were still crisp beneath his teeth. A tankard of ale to quench his thirst, and he was ready to depart.
The dawn was slowly creeping over the horizon when Viserion leapt into the sky with a glad shriek. They flew with the sun at their backs, due southwest. The black towers of Dragonstone faded behind them; below crashed the waves of the strait which lay between the isles of Dragonstone and Driftmark. On and on they flew, past the salt-stained walls of Castle Driftmark, past the charred walls of High Tide, past the old ruins of Spicetown, and out again into the cold waters of Blackwater Bay.
Hours passed. There was no sound but the wind in his ears, no task to distract his mind as they flew. Without aught else to do, Olyvar's mind wandered, his doubts rising from the mists of the sea a thousand feet below.
The ease with which he had taken Dragonstone unnerved him the longer he thought of it. The Seven might favor a righteous cause, but there was always a cost, a test, some terrible choice which must be made. Olyvar could only pray that when the moment came, he proved equal to it. Were the Seven smoothing his conquest so he might fight the Others? Or did some trap await him, some peril hanging above his head unseen?
Olyvar shivered, trying not to think of his dragon dream, of what awaited him at the end of his journey. That battle was not a test, it was a consequence of his earlier cowardice. Lady Irri's archers had done the work which should have been his alone. He should have pursued Rhaegal, rather than trusting a dab of manticore venom to finish both the dragon and his rider. How was he to know that Euron Greyjoy had not only the conscience of a roach, but the endurance of one?
No, there was no use dwelling on it. Alas, as soon as Olyvar banished that thought from his mind, another rose to take its place.
Where were his missing Dornishmen? It had not sat well with him, that Meria and Prince Oberyn should leave them behind in King's Landing, but it could not be avoided. Olyvar wished he might have waited for word before having Princess Elia's letters sent out from Sunspear, but time was of the essence. They should have escaped around the new year, yet there was still no word. Had they found an open port to take ship for the south, or were they making the long slow journey by road to a friendly keep?
Either way, Olyvar could not wait to properly introduce them to his lady wife. Especially Lord Harmen Uller and his brother Ser Ulwyck, who were almost kin. Ellaria was Lord Harmen's natural daughter, but after his sons died on the Trident he doted on her as if she were trueborn, and on the brood of children she mothered.
Lord Harmen would have had Ellaria legitimized long ago, if not for his refusal to ask such a favor of Robert Baratheon. Only kings could legitimize those of bastard birth. It would be King Aegon who would make his mother Ellaria an Uller, finally worthy to wed Prince Oberyn Martell and give her name to the daughters she had born him.
Olyvar clenched his jaw as the thought of another bastard girl assailed him. It was not Myrcella's fault that her mother was an adulteress, her sire a black-hearted knave who was both uncle and father.
It was almost a relief when the Kingslayer broke yet another oath. Soon after landing at Dragonstone, Jaime Lannister had burnt every last letter he wrote testifying to his and his sister's treason and to his children's bastardy. When King Aegon had the prisoner brought before him, the Kingslayer was proud of his betrayal, as if it was the death blow to Olyvar's plans, as if Olyvar had not suspected he might go back on his word.
"You can't execute me," the Kingslayer had drawled, a mocking smile on his lips. "You won't hurt Myrcella, we both know that. I'm the most valuable hostage you could hope to have, if you wish to make Cersei surrender rather than fight to the bitter end."
"And if she does?" Olyvar asked, thinking of the wretched city still clutched tight in Cersei's fist. "The Wall and the motherhouse were a mercy in exchange for your testimony. Without it, I see no reason that you should not stand trial for your crimes. Would you send yourself and your sister to the executioner's block?"
The Kingslayer spat. "Better death than a cage."
"That can be arranged," Olyvar said coolly. "Did you know, we had the Mountain's skull made into a cup for my lady mother? Perhaps Queen Sansa would like to have yours."
Jaime Lannister sneered, his green eyes flashing like wildfire. "As if the girl had the stomach for such a grisly token. Cersei is thrice the woman she is, or could ever be."
Olyvar stroked his beard thoughtfully; it would not be kingly to punch a shackled prisoner in the face, no matter how much he deserved it. "No, I suppose Her Grace would not appreciate such a token. Perhaps I should execute you before a heart tree. The septons would not approve of hanging your entrails from the branches, but the roots might drink the last of your life's blood. In the meantime, I wish you well explaining yourself to your daughter."
A gust of wind buffeted the dragon, wailing like a lost child.
Myrcella had not wailed when the guards escorted her to the Kingslayer's cell. No matter that Ser Daemon Sand stood guard; she had shouted and raged at Ser Jaime, demanding to know if the rumors of her birth were true. When he proudly admitted his crimes, Myrcella had seized a flagon of wine and flung it in his face. The heavy flagon would have shattered his skull, had the Kingslayer not dodged. Only red wine stained his white tunic, not brains and blood. Myrcella would have flung herself at him with her bare hands, had the guards not pulled her away, still weeping and screaming.
Ever since, Myrcella had sulked in her lavish, well guarded chambers. A pang of guilt roiled his stomach; Olyvar had not expected the Kingslayer to treat his own daughter so ill. He hoped Myrcella could find some peace in a motherhouse. Perhaps Tommen might do the same, if Olyvar sent him to the Faith, rather than the Wall. Ser Symon Wyl did not approve of either notion, favoring a quick beheading. At the very least, he advised Tommen should be gelded, lest he escape and sire sons who would seek to reclaim his ill-gotten throne.
The throne. Gods have mercy. Once the throne was his, there was so much else to be done. Olyvar had so many sheafs of paper covered in notes as to what should be done to mend the realm, to make it better than it was before.
But King Aegon must not make the same mistakes as his cousin Prince Aegor, who almost worked himself half to death trying to do everything himself. Nor could he be Empress Daenerys, always acting in the moment, only redressing grievances once they grew too large to be overlooked or ignored. No, Olyvar would need a strong small council to help him rule, filled with bold men of education and experience.
Ser Gulian Qorgyle would be a fine master of coin, but he would need other counselors, and they could not all be from Dorne. Meria had recommended several candidates in her letters, but he must take their measure himself, lest he make a poor choice due to haste. He hoped a Lydden might suit one of the offices; Lord Mordryd Lydden had more than earned such a reward.
By now he should have reached Casterly Rock with his motley host of lords and knights, freeriders and men at arms, not to mention the angry smallfolk. Casterly Rock had never fallen, save to the trickery of Lann the Clever, who turned the Casterlys against themselves, but it did not need to fall. That it should be besieged at all dealt a crippling blow to the Lannisters and their allies.
Nonetheless, Lord Mordryd was determined to try. Already Lord Farman's little fleet was blockading Lannisport, though his ships were spread thin. The castellan Ser Willem Lannister had retreated inside the Rock, as had his twin brother Ser Martyn, after being chased out of Lannisport by a mob.
The Lannisters did not have enough men to hold the city, not with so many slain during the War of Five Kings, and the rest summoned to King's Landing to defend the queen regent. Lord Crakehall's mighty host might keep Queen Cersei and her bastard boy from harm, but the castles of Crakehall and Silverhill were besieged by smallfolk furious about their rising rents and the brutal enforcement of the queen's notion of justice.
Elsewhere in the Westerlands, Lord Marbrand's host of queen’s men had been defeated, if only barely, in a bloody battle on the gold road against Lords Sarsfield, Broom, and Estren, who had taken Lydden’s side against the Lannisters. Lord Prester, another queen’s man, had unfortunately fared better against the Kennings of Kayce. Lord Kenning was dead, his host scattered, and Lord Prester and his small host now camped beneath Casterly Rock to defend it.
Many other lords had not even tried to come to Casterly Rock's defense, instead holing up in their castles pleading illness or injury. Olyvar wondered if any would swear fealty to him, and which ones he could trust if they did. As of yet none of his ravens to the Westerlands had returned. Though he had received one raven from the Westerlands, much to his confusion.
Clegane Keep was too small to merit a Dragonstone bird, yet somehow Sandor Clegane had heard of King Aegon. The raven he sent carried a terse, smudged letter which did not offer to pledge fealty to King Aegon, but did offer his sword to Queen Sansa. It was an offer his lady wife declined, though she did not wish to speak of it. Perhaps someday she might tell him why the Hound should make such an offer, or perhaps not. Olyvar would never know all that befell her during her captivity, and he would not press her to speak of it.
When the midday sun shone down over Olyvar's head, he said prayers and sang a hymn to the Mother, his words vanishing upon the wind. He could just see Duskendale in the distance, drawing closer with every flap of Viserion's wings.
Duskendale had yielded without a fight, almost the moment the ships of the Golden Company sailed into the harbor. Lord Renfred Rykker and his uncles and nephews were all away, having taken their strength to King's Landing long ago. Lady Rykker had surrendered promptly, unable to gainsay the smallfolk who had already flung open the gates even before his three thousand men were ashore.
That was only a third of King Aegon's host. The rest of the Golden Company he had sent south, to help secure the war-torn Stormlands. Lord Jon Penrose of Parchments had declared for King Aegon. So had his brother Ser Byron Penrose, the castellan of Storm's End, and a dozen other houses large and small, including the Dondarrions of Blackhaven. They said Lord Morgan Dondarrion had taken unseemly relish in his victory in the ruins of Summerhall, where he defeated Lord Philip Foote of Nightsong, a Lannister lackey from the Westerlands.
Unfortunately, the Penroses were struggling to hold the Rainwood. House Wylde of the Rain House and House Mertyns of Mistwood were both powerful houses, and both had declared for Tommen. Lord Penrose had only barely kept them from marching north, at the cost of losing several hard fought battles before Ser Lester Tarth and Ser Alyn Estermont sailed to his aid, their houses having called their banners for King Aegon.
Thousands of banners flapped in the wind as Viserion wheeled over Duskendale, over the host camped outside its walls. Olyvar had her swoop low, low enough to hear the cheering and yelling of his men before the dragon passed them by. Soon enough he must return, but not yet. Ser Harry Strickland had the Golden Company well in hand, and Ser Symon Wyl watched over him, standing in place of the king until he returned.
Three thousand men had landed at Duskendale, and another three thousand had joined them already. The lords and knights who came from Crackclaw Point had insisted on bending the knee to King Aegon himself, their devotion to the Targaryen cause as fervent as it was unexpected. Meria had not bothered to court such petty lords who never came to court; they had marched of their own accord almost as soon as word arrived of the fall of Dragonstone.
A few days later, Ser Loras Tyrell had arrived from Maidenpool, at the head of some five hundred northern freeriders. Meria had already warned him of his coming, and King Aegon had accepted his oath of fealty gladly, though not without reservations. Ser Loras was as hot-headed as a kettle on the boil, raring to avenge his father. Olyvar hoped he did not meet Lord Tarly on the field of battle; from what Meria said, the Knight of Flowers was as reckless as he was brave.
But that was a worry for another day. Olyvar kept his eyes on the land, on the muddy fields half covered in snow. A raven might fly a straight line bewtixt keeps, but a dragonrider relied on landmarks, on watching for the rivers and castles and roads that would tell him where he was.
They reached the kingsroad around mid afternoon. Viserion landed briefly so Olyvar might pray and eat and relieve himself, and then they were off again. They followed the road north for a few hours, a southern wind speeding them on their way. When at last they turned west, it seemed no time at all before he glimpsed the dark waters of the God's Eye, the light of the setting sun glaring in his eyes.
The sight of the God's Eye was enough to take Olyvar's breath away. The lake was so vast, so immense, for a moment he thought he looked upon the sea. Warm breezes carried the scent of rich earth and sweet waters, of rotted leaves and growing things. Some instinct drew him north, even before he glimpsed the wooded isle that rose from the depths, or the shadow of massive black towers in the distance on the lake's northern shore.
Unable to resist, Olyvar flew closer, trusting the clouds would hide Viserion's pale shadow as she wheeled in wide circles. He must not be seen, must not cause a panic, but he had to look upon Harrenhal, upon the ruin another Aegon had once wrought from atop Balerion the Black Dread. Even from afar Olyvar could see the tops of the towers, the rock slagged and melted. Yet it was woodsmoke that rose from the chimneys, wafting the scent of baking bread, of animals in their stables.
That was enough; he must not be greedy. Olyvar turned the she-dragon back, back to the Isle of Faces. Viserion descended quickly, lest they be seen. He caught a glimpse of willow trees standing by the shore, still green despite winter's chill, but that was all before the ground rose up beneath him, a mossy clearing surrounded by a ring of weirwoods.
Olyvar slid down from Viserion's saddle, his mouth agape. The weirwoods were massive, as tall as a castle's towers with bark white as bone. Faces looked down from every trunk, some old and wrinkled, some young and fair, some with the large eyes and chubby cheeks of children. And all of them, all of them were looking at him.
Olyvar raised his hands slowly, as a man might do to soothe a savage horse, or to surrender to a victorious foe. The eyes of the weirwoods did not blink, but he felt a shift in the air, a whisper of some half forgotten scent. He dared not remove his chainmail, but he pushed down his coif, steel and padding both, and combed his fingers through his hair. A sign of respect, Olyvar hoped, to bare his head before the trees.
"I owe you thanks," Olyvar said when he could endure the stillness no longer. "On behalf of my lady wife, and of myself. You healed her, you shared your wisdom with her, and she saved my life in turn."
No reply came. The sun dipped below the horizon, the sky turning dark. He prayed silently to the Smith, unsure of what to do next. Viserion was still full from breakfast, but when she leaned her head down for a chin scratch, his own belly rumbled, hollow and empty.
"Remember," he told the dragon softly. "Eat nothing, and do no harm to the trees. If you must empty your bowels, do not do it here. We are guests; we cannot defile this holy place."
Viserion hissed softly. She did not like the feel of this place; it itched at her. Annoyed but compliant, she curled her length into a coil, breathing only steam, with never a spark of flame. By the time Olyvar finished gathering fallen wood for his fire, she was asleep, wearied from a long day of flying. There was a ring of smooth grey stones in the center of the clearing; it was there Olyvar built his fire, after making sure there was not a single weirwood twig amidst the kindling.
When the fire was crackling merrily, Olyvar took down his saddlebags, laying out bread and cheese and salted beef. The weirwoods were not the only eyes watching him now; he could feel the hairs on the back of his neck prickling, goosepimples racing up his arms.
"You are welcome to share food and fire," Olyvar called. "Though I doubt there is enough for all of you, I'm afraid."
A ghost of laughter was the only answer he received.
Unsettled, Olyvar looked at his meal, considering. When he rose to his feet, it was with the salted beef in his hands. Tempting as it smelled, he placed it all upon the roots of a weirwood with a maiden's face. They were not his gods, but one must show courtesy in another's hall. That done, he ate his bread and cheese, washing it down with a wineskin of watered Dornish red, and with water from a clear stream he heard burbling just beyond the clearing.
A waning sliver of a crescent moon shone over his head, sharp as a sickle. Perhaps that was why Olyvar struggled to go to sleep, despite the distant strains of sweet music hanging upon the air. Or perhaps it was the discomfort of sleeping in chainmail, even though he lay upon moss and humus and loam, soft as a featherbed. He tossed and turned, until at last he could bear it no longer.
"May I sleep safe here?"
The singing paused, as though the world held its breath.
"You may sleep." The voice was strange and lilting, neither young nor old, male nor female. "Whether you sleep safe depends upon that which you bring with you. You are not one of ours, sand child, sun child, dragon child."
I'm not a child, Olyvar thought but did not say. I am a man grown, with a man's burdens. He yawned, suddenly drowsy. So many burdens...
A thousand barbs of steel rose from a burning hall, forming a chair whose points dripped blood. Blizzards swept over the land, the wind howling and raging as snow buried the world, all life fled or frozen. Fire, so much fire, the whole sky burning green and gold and white—
Suddenly he was drowning. Water poured into his lungs as he struggled to free himself from his chains, from his saddle, he could not breathe—
The water was gone; he gulped fresh air only to scream in agony as a white-hot blade drove into his eye, into his skull—
"Seven, save me!" Olyvar screamed.
And then he was in his chambers again, kneeling before the altar, before the carved masks upon the wall. There were not seven faces, there were hundreds, thousands, all of their eyes cold and dull and empty, all of their mouths agape in silent screams. He saw Sansa and his sisters, his father and his mothers, and looked away before he retched. He saw Deziel's tight curls and Brienne's hair of flaxen straw, he saw Edric with his patchy beard and Trystane with his faint mustache. He saw Quentyn and Arianne and all the Dornishmen who followed him to Meereen and who remained in King's Landing. He saw the head of Drogon and of his mother Daenerys, only a little girl; he saw Jon Connington and Aegor weeping blood, he saw almost a score of children, brothers and sisters, all with dark hair and empty blue eyes. Last he saw a child of three, with dark curls upon her head and vicious wounds upon her golden skin, and a babe, no more than one, his head caved in, his pale hair clumped with blood—
"No!" Olyvar cried, shutting his eyes tight.
And then the faces were diving at him, pecking at him like birds. Wails of regret and sorrow pierced his ears, mingled with cries for help, for mercy, but the worst sounds were the wails of the little children, so small and scared, and he wanted to help them, he must help them, how could he help them—
The pecking stopped; all was silent. Frightened, Olyvar opened his eyes. The faces looked at him, all of him, down to his very soul. The world blurred; there were only seven faces now; it blurred again, there was only one, not a face at all but a blazing star with seven points that burned so hot and bright he fell to his knees. Beside him lay a circlet of Valyrian steel; he tried to pick it up, but it melted in his hand, cracks racing across the rubies until they shattered—
Olyvar awoke to the sound of birdsong. There were tears upon his cheeks; his heart ached, as if someone had tried to tear it out. For a moment he had the urge to check his saddlebags for a certain box hid within their depths. Instead he sat up with a groan, rubbing his eyes until his vision cleared.
He was surrounded again, but this time by people garbed in green, not the faces of the dead. Some looked almost like men and women, their skin varying shades of brown, pale fawn and chestnut, russet and bronze. Swirls of green paint streaked their skin, as though the forest itself lived upon their bodies. Others were shorter, slighter, their skin dappled like a deer, their clawed hands boasting only three fingers and a thumb. And their eyes were huge and wide, some golden as honey, some mossy green, some red as the sap of the weirwoods. The Children of the Forest.
"Well met," Olyvar said, unable to think of a better greeting. "My thanks for your hospitality."
A chorus of soft laughter rang out, only falling silent when a child of the forest stepped forward, his eyes mossy green.
"Well met," the child said. "Did you know your dragon is wounded?"
Olyvar blinked slowly, glancing over his shoulder at Viserion. She still slept, pale smoke rising from her nostrils. Had he pushed her too hard yesterday? She seemed well enough... he must have Sansa see to her, later; for now there were more pressing matters.
"I thank you for telling me," Olyvar replied. "I should like to seek your counsel, if I may?"
Another round of laughter. "You may," the child said.
All of it poured out in a torrent. The realm was broken, it would take a lifetime to knit it back together, why must the Others return now, of all times, after thousands of years? Why must he live in such an age; why must he fight a dragon not once but twice? And what if he failed? What would happen to the realm without him? He was only one piece of a greater whole, he knew that, Seven help him, but he was a keystone without which his followers might crumble. Meria was capable of taking his place, he did not doubt, but she had no dragon, she was no warrior, and what of Sansa—
"Much and more troubles you," the child said. None of them were laughing now; if anything, their eyes were sad and solemn. "But you did not come here for answers, not truly."
"No," Olyvar admitted. "I mean no disrespect, but I cannot ask you to choose my path for me."
"Nor should you," the child agreed. "What, then, do you ask of us?"
"Nothing, save that you permit me to rest here a while longer, to meditate in quiet."
The children and the green men exchanged glances, as if they somehow knew the chaos of command, of leading a conquest, of being so busy one could not think.
"You may," the child said.
And with that, the crowd melted away, back into the forest, leaving no trace of their presence.
It was long past the Hour of the Crone, but Olyvar prayed to her anyway before he broke his fast. His knees were stiff, the weight of the chainmail heavy on his shoulders as he knelt.
Long he thought, letting his thoughts wander as they would, pausing only the pray to Father and Mother when he judged their hour near. He thought of power, and how it was wielded. He thought of tempering compassion with wisdom, of reconciling bitter wrath with cool temperance, of persevering when despair seemed so much easier.
As a knight Olyvar had sworn oaths to be brave and just, steadfast and wise, to protect women, the young, and the innocent, and to always remember that he too must die. What was a king, if not a knight who wielded a sceptre in place of a spear? If he must be King Aegon, the Sixth of His Name, let him be a king who did his duty, who kept a ledger of what he owed the people of his realm, and repaid their loyalty with justice.
It was midafternoon when Olyvar finally ceased his vigil, his heart and mind at last content. The singers and the green men had not returned, but a leather bag sat amongst the ashes of his fire. When he picked it up, he heard them singing, the tune almost familiar. Warmth sank deep into his skin, his flesh, his bones, as if he stood in the Water Gardens upon a hot summer day.
"I would ask one more thing, if I may," Olyvar called. "A great battle awaits me before the sun goes down. If I fail, this isle will burn and die, as will the castle whose shadow falls upon the lake. Twice have dragons danced above your shores. I would witness these battles, if I may, so as to better defend your home."
"Look down," a voice called.
Olyvar obeyed, looking down upon the ring of stone where he had built his fire. The ashes were gone; in their place rippled water clear as glass.
A massive black dragon filled the pool, four times the size of the slim silver dragon who dared challenge him. Balerion and Quicksilver. Their riders were tiny upon their backs; Maegor the Cruel, huge and monstrous, and Aegon the Uncrowned, slim and lean, just a boy. Dark flames swallowed up pitiful balls of silver fire, and then Balerion dove, slamming into Quicksilver with a roar that shook the world. Aegon's head snapped back as the black dragon grabbed the silver by the throat and tore, then turned his teeth on the she-dragon’s wing. She fell screaming and sank beneath the lake, her rider still chained to his saddle.
The water rippled. The bronze dragon was almost as big as Balerion, her scales streaked with flecks of green and blue. Vhagar. Slowly the dragon rose, wheeling in wide circles, Aemond One-Eye constantly turning his head, looking for Daemon the Rogue Prince and the red dragon he rode.
Caraxes dropped like a bolt of lightning. Like Balerion, he went straight for the throat, ripping and tearing with his teeth. But Vhagar was no Quicksilver, small and helpless. Her massive jaws snapped at Caraxes' wing, her claws scrabbling at his soft belly, his entrails steaming. The dragons were barely staying aloft, their wings flapping desperately, their bodies entwined. With a scream Daemon abandoned his saddle, leaping for Aemond with his sword held high. By some miracle, his aim was true. The blade pierced through eye and skull and out the other side even as the dragons plummeted, crushing their riders beneath them as they smashed into the lake.
And Olyvar knew what he must do.
It was hard, waiting. He ate again, relieved himself, drank water to moisten his dry lips, breathed deep to calm his racing heart. Then it was time to pack his saddlebags; win or lose, neither Olyvar nor King Aegon would be returning here. He put his coif back on, and over it donned the helm he had brought with him, a barbute, polished mirror bright. A greathelm was too heavy, quick to overheat and hard to breathe in, and the thin eyeslit made it hard to see.
A light snow was falling as Olyvar secured himself in the saddle. He adjusted the chains to ensure he could release them quickly if need be, though he hoped it would not come to that. Once that was done, all he could do was wait some more. Snowflakes fell, melting and steaming when they drew near Viserion's golden horns and crest and spines. Soon the moon would be out; the battle would not begin until then.
Olyvar had seen it all so clearly, in his dream. The thin sliver of a waning crescent moon, hidden behind the clouds as the snow fell more heavily. The clouds parting, just for a moment, as if to show him his enemy in the light of the setting sun. One could often see more clearly in dreams than in the waking world, where distance blurred men into ants.
It was not a pretty sight. Rhaegal struggled to fly, his wings marred by scars and holes and rips where the scorpion bolts loosed by Hightower men had torn through. Only the biggest holes were healed; the smaller ones were open, or covered in lattices of flesh thin as threads, some of them turning dark as they rotted. Each flap of his wings made jade scales shed from his body, his one bronze eye glazed and dull. His left eye was only an empty socket, thanks to Lady Irri.
The rider looked even worse than the dragon. Euron Greyjoy might wear Valyrian scale armor gleaming with runes, but he had lost his helm. His face was a ruin, pale skin studded with chunks of shattered horn. Half his brow and scalp were gone; the venom had gnawed at skin and flesh until only the skull remained. His eyes were pits, the left eye black and shining with malice, the right eye white and blind, pierced by a splinter of horn the size of a pinky finger.
Any moment now, they would appear. Viserion knew it; she shifted beneath him, eager for battle. Olyvar could feel the she-dragon's bloodlust, her desire to fight and win. She would have wheeled over the isle if she could, rather than preserve her strength by waiting in the clearing. Viserion had not liked it when he told her no; she did not care whether or not the sight of her sent the folk of Harrenhal into a panic, and she was too confident in her own strength to fear wasting it.
"Patience," Olyvar told her.
Thank the Seven the air was calm; even a dragon could not contend against violent gusts of wind. The snow was falling more thickly now, much to Viserion's annoyance, but that could not be helped. Snowflakes whirled and danced—
SCREEEEEEEEEEEEE!
There, to the west, a pinprick drawing larger as it emerged from the setting sun. Quick as thought, Viserion took to the sky with a shriek of defiance. In the dream Greyjoy had made for the Isle of Faces, but Olyvar took Viserion out over the lake, hovering betwixt Harrenhal and the Isle, a shield to defend whichever the madman tried attack first.
Can he even fight? Olyvar wondered as the dragon flapped closer through the falling snow. Rhaegal seemed barely able to keep aloft, let alone climb or dive. The beast was half dead, held together only by some fell sorcery. Then a gout of green flame lit the water, so hot Olyvar could almost feel a furnace wind wash over him. Well, so much for that, he thought as Rhaegal hovered below him, just out of the reach of Viserion's flames.
"BEHOLD!" Greyjoy's voice echoed over the lake, carried by some wind or spell. "I am come!"
"And soon you'll be gone," Olyvar quipped, unable to help himself.
"Only a fool mocks what he does not understand," Greyjoy said. "I am Euron Crow's Eye, the Last Reaver, the Bringer of Doom, the First Storm, and the Last. Who else would dare to break the Wall, to wake the Others from their endless slumber? They are my bannermen, and I am the Night's King. If you defy me, you will die. If you would save your life, abandon your gods and serve me instead."
"I see no king, no god," Olyvar said. His voice was thick with contempt; he could feel the fury pulsing in his veins as fear gave way to the cold calm of battle. "I see nothing but a thief, drunk on slaughter and arrogance. You will defile no holy places this night, nor ever again. I swear it by the old gods and the new. May they show you mercy, for I have none to spare."
And with that, he attacked.
Air rushed past him, his stomach lurching as Viserion dove toward Rhaegal's blind side, blasting flame. Only the green dragon's erratic movement saved him, taking his rider out of the path of the flames just in time. Viserion shrieked her fury as she swooped back up to climb again, the smaller jade dragon screeching with pain as he tried to follow.
Too slow. Viserion might be bigger and heavier, but she was also in far better health. Again she dived, again on to the left, where Rhaegal was blind. Alas, Greyjoy was not. He whipped the dragon viciously, turning him away so that the pale flames scorched his shredded wings, not his rider.
Rhaegal's own gout of green flame missed by a mile, Viserion already climbing again. And as Viserion climbed, Olyvar's thoughts raced. Rhaegal barely heeded his master; he was a slave, a rabid dog on a chain.
This time, when Viserion dived, Olyvar aimed her at Euron's blind side, not the dragon's. Closer and closer they plummeted, yet Rhaegal did not reel away—
And a gout of pale golden flame engulfed his rider, the stench of charred meat choking the air before Euron Greyjoy even had the chance to scream. For a man with no gods has no gods to save him. Viserion did not shriek her triumph; her jaws were clamped on the joint of Rhaegal's wing as she ripped it off with a gush of steaming blood.
The green dragon fell, shrieking, his remaining wing flapping desperately to no avail. Their fight had taken them closer to Harrenhal; he plummeted not into the lake, but onto the shore, with a thud so loud it sent birds into the air, squawking wildly.
It was there that Olyvar landed, near the smoking corpse of the dragon, though he had Viserion blow dragonflame at Greyjoy again, just to be sure. As the man's face resembled nothing so much as a hunk of charcoal, Olyvar was reasonably sure the man was finally dead. Good riddance.
Soon enough men began to emerge from Harrenhal. Some walked, some rode horses, but their leader sat astride a mule, a crown of gold and crystal glimmering on his head and a tall golden staff in his hand. For courtesy's sake, Olyvar dismounted, though he stood close to his dragon. He was not the High Septon's superior, nor his subject, but the rightful King of the Seven Kingdoms, come to defend his people.
His High Holiness was not quite what Olyvar expected. Paul the Pious might be a dwarf, with coarse features and a bulbous nose, but he wore vestments of cloth-of-gold, not the humble robes of a holy brother. And he had a massive tail, seven Most Devout and seven times as many lay brothers and sisters. Oddly, it was not a septon or septa of the Most Devout who stood closest to His High Holiness, but a sister of the Crone. Almost everyone else wore looks of fear or wonder, but her homely face was as impassive as if she stood before the altar of a sept, not before the only two dragons to grace Westeros in over a hundred years.
"Your High Holiness," Olyvar said, when he tore his eyes away from the peculiar woman who refused to meet his gaze. Not that anyone had noticed; they were all too busy goggling at the dragons, one living, one dead. All save the High Septon.
"Hmm," said His High Holiness. He leaned slightly on his staff, whose seven-sided crystal top gleamed in the light of the rushes held by each of his folk.
The dwarf frowned, narrowing his eyes as if to see better. Oh, right, Olyvar had forgotten to remove his barbute and coif. He made quick work of them, cradling the helm under one arm, resisting the urge to smooth out his waves of steel-grey hair.
Paul the Pious kept staring at him, brow furrowed. "We have met before, I think," he said slowly. "But I-" his eyes went wide. "Ser Olyvar Sand?"
"That was the name of my youth," Olyvar agreed, ignoring the gasps and murmurs of the crowd. "But it is not the only name I bear. That is why I have come to seek your blessing. I am Aegon Targaryen, Sixth of His Name."
The murmurs grew to a clamor, holy brothers and sisters all talking over one another. The sister of the Crone was silent, and glaring so hard he half expected the Crone herself to come down and help the Most Devout shush them.
“King Aegon? But—”
“— he rides a dragon—”
“Strongspear, Strongspear!”
“Well met,” Paul the Pious replied. His voice cut through the clamor like a blade; suddenly there was no other voice to be heard. An aura of power swelled up around the holy man, one far beyond his size, far beyond that of the fallen foe chained to his dead dragon. “I believe we have much to talk of… Your Grace.”
Notes:
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FYI, comment replies may be a tad slow; the bf and I are going on a little mini vacation. But I will reply to everyone by Saturday/Sunday; seeing everyone’s comments is one of my absolute favorite things 🥰
Thanks very much to strat, who once again helped with dragon battle choreography.
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154: Sansa I
155: Cersei I
156: Arya INOTES
1) Olyvar and Sansa are very much in the honeymoon phase of constantly jumping each other's bones because sex is new and fun and amazing. Plus, god knows they need the stress relief, lol.
2) Ravens make for a cool aesthetic, and they are very clever, but they would probably be terrible messenger birds. So far as I could tell from my research, they do not have the homing instinct which made pigeons so popular. Also, unlike pigeons, who are relatively docile and trainable, ravens enjoy pulling pranks and making problems. Also, they've been found to remember faces and hold grudges against humans who offend them, sometimes for years.
Sansa: hello, would anyone like to Make Problems?
Raven 1: wtf, it can talk?
Raven 2: YES I WOULD
Raven 3: 👀 problems? Yes? Yes?!
3) During the nearly 1,000 years of the medieval era, there were many varieties of armor, and of helmets. Great helms are the most common in ASoiaF. I'm not sure any of the other many varieties of medieval helm are specifically named, save for kettle helms. There are also possibly hounskulls; their shape matches the description of the Hound's unusual helmet.
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Great helm, sometimes called a bucket helm, 13th-16th century
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Kettle helm, 11th century
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Hounskull, 14th-15th century
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Armet, 16th centuryWhile great helms give full facial protection, they are rather heavy, and make it difficult to see and breathe. Not good when riding on a dragon! The same problem comes up with 15th century armets. For Olyvar, I chose a barbute. Mostly used in Italy in the 15th century, the open T or Y shape would allow more air flow, and the eye openings are often larger than those of other helms
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Barbute, 15th centuryAs for Olyvar choosing chainmail over plate armor, I really liked the visual image in my head, and then worked backward to justify it, lol. While chainmail provides effective defense, including against arrows, plate armor is superior. However, plate armor can be much heavier than mail, especially if you wore a suit of heavy plate on TOP of your chainmail.
Also, hilariously, a chainmail hauberk can be removed by doing a handstand, making it much easier to slip out of if you fall into a body of water.
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Since Olyvar knew he was gonna be fighting over a giant lake, he planned accordingly. And then it turned out to not be necessary, but hey, better safe than drowned.
4) Yes, Olyvar is being a bit hypocritical about Dorne's complicity in the Lannister regime. From his perspective, it's excusable because Dorne was always planning to turn on them and restore justice, whereas other lords were a-okay with ignoring Lannister crimes for their own benefit or due to cowardice. Olyvar would very much agree with John Stuart Mill, who once said "Bad men need nothing more to compass their ends, than that good men should look on and do nothing."
Guess who yet again hit the character limit? Check the comments for notes 5-6 😭😂
Chapter 154: Sansa I
Chapter Text
"Your Grace?"
"In a moment," said Sansa.
Sansa gazed out across the sea, as she had since a servant flung open the many shutters, rather than allow the queen to do such a task herself. Waves rolled and crashed, pale foam cresting over deep green-black swells. The shores of Westeros were long leagues out of sight, yet she looked all the same, wishing Duskendale were not so far away.
She stood atop the Windwyrm, Dragonstone's tallest tower. Its walls were of black stone, its top wrought in the shape of a dragon's head screaming defiance. Within the dragon's mouth was the tower's highest chamber. It boasted a wall of windows looking west, their long frames carved to resemble the dragon's teeth.
At her feet, Holdfast whined, as if the hound knew her thoughts. He missed Olyvar too. Holdfast wouldn't touch any stick save the one his master had given him before he left, and which the hound was slowly gnawing to splinters. It seemed her lord husband had only just returned; how could he be gone again already?
It seemed like five years, not five days, had passed between when Olyvar departed at dawn and when he returned at dusk. Thank the Seven no one else dared enter the dragon's den. Sansa was able to greet her husband with a heartfelt embrace, almost overwhelmed with happiness to see him safe and whole, and in good enough health to sweep her off her feet.
Only after he had kissed her senseless did she notice the crown gleaming upon Olyvar's brow, a circlet of Valyrian steel set with square-cut rubies. Ser Daemon Sand had brought it with him from King's Landing, just as Prince Oberyn Nymeros Martell had brought it from Dorne. How strange it was, to look upon the crown first worn by Aegon the Conqueror himself. Several other Targaryen kings had worn it too, until Daeron the Young Dragon lost his life and crown in Dorne. His bones had been sent home, but his crown had been kept as a trophy, locked deep within Sunspear's treasure vault.
King Aegon was still wearing the conqueror's crown when they met with Ser Gulian Qorgyle in their solar. As of yet, the master of coin was the only member of his small council. Ser Gulian was very pleased with his new office. He had not spoken of Sandstone in weeks, nor of visiting his father Lord Quentyn Qorgyle, whose seat he would someday inherit. Nor did he speak much as Olyvar explained what had transpired whilst he was away, of the brief battle with Euron Greyjoy and Rhaegal, and of the two days spent with Paul the Pious, High Septon of Harrenhal.
His High Holiness was duly grateful for Olyvar's defeat of the green dragon. He had readily agreed to the righteousness of King Aegon's claim to the Iron Throne, and set the crown of the conqueror upon his head whilst thousands of eyes looked on. Only after that did Paul the Pious inform King Aegon that whilst the faithful would support the overthrow of Tommen Falseborn, at present they refused to countenance any action against the King of the North, the Trident, and the Vale, under whose protection they had thrived, heathen though he might be.
Nor was that all of it. Paul the Pious had had many, many questions for King Aegon, and just as many opinions on the work which would be required to heal the realm. There was a thick stack of parchments in Viserion's saddlebags which would require going over, later, when His Grace had time to review the petitions and proposals.
"Once we've taken King's Landing, perhaps," Olyvar said, with a weary frown. "And His High Holiness begged me to fly to the Eyrie. Lord Robert Arryn and his lady mother are still trapped atop their mountain, and running out of food."
"Aunt Lysa?" Sansa had not seen her mother's sister in years. When she last saw her cousin, the Lord of the Vale was but a babe in arms. "As the raven flies, the Eyrie is closer to here than Harrenhal, is it not?"
"It is," Olyvar agreed. "But the mountains are high and cold, and beset with the winds of winter, which blow so strong they send birds and dragons alike off course. A journey of two days might take ten, if the weather proves foul." Under the table, he took her by the hand. "Tarly draws closer to Duskendale every day. I cannot risk such a journey, not until after we have defeated his host."
"King Aegon is wise," Ser Gulian told her, stroking his chin before turning to look at her husband. "Did you say as much, to His High Holiness?"
Olyvar favored him with a grim smile. "I did. His High Holiness vowed to pray for our victory, and for the Father Above to judge Lord Tarly and Queen Cersei justly for their sins."
Her husband's smile faded once Ser Gulian left them alone. "Aegon, again," he groaned, his face in his hands. "Gulian has known me since I was a mere boy, why must he insist on such formality when we speak privily?"
"Perhaps he finds it difficult to switch back and forth?"
Olyvar snorted. "Perhaps. Why couldn't I have been named Aemon, for the Dragonknight? Do you know, as a boy, Aegon the Unlikely was called Egg? I swear, when Gulian calls me ay-gon, I feel as if I have egg-on my face."
Then it was Sansa's turn to snort as she suppressed a giggle. Her amusement soon turned to wonder when her lord husband handed her a small leather bag. Whilst Olyvar spoke of the Isle of Faces, she stared at the small white seeds she held cupped in her palm. That very night she had planted the first seed in Aegon's Garden, with no company save her lord husband, who bore silent witness to her joy. There were no weirwoods upon Dragonstone; she had not seen one since they left her saplings behind when they sailed from Sunspear.
And when they were finished in the garden... well. It was only natural that His Grace should wish to dine privily in his chambers in the Stone Drum, after flying all day. No one need know how quickly the king and queen ate, eager to be done so they might retire to bed. It was almost embarrassing, how much Sansa enjoyed her lord husband's attentions; even now, days later, her breasts still felt tender.
Alas, one night was all they had. The next morning he had returned to Duskendale, intent on giving Viserion as much rest as possible before Tarly came to battle. The she-dragon was amused by Olyvar's caution, and irritated when he insisted that Sansa check her for injury. She found nothing amiss, save for the scar that slashed across the cream-colored scales of the she-dragon’s throat. The edges were inflamed, marked by small blisters. That did not surprise her; Old Nan used to say that soldiers and crones could foretell the coming of blizzards by the aches in their scars and the creaking of their joints.
Once Sansa had sung the blisters away, her lord husband left, leaving her in the dragon's den alone with her tingling lips and aching heart. Olyvar would triumph, he must. There was a fire in his eyes when he released her, his jaw set as he climbed into the saddle, where Lord Edric Dayne waited for his king in the pillion seat. That was several days ago; now Tarly and his vast host were scant leagues from Duskendale, beset by heavy snow. She could only pray more troops continued to arrive to swell Olyvar's host before it came to battle.
Outside the window it was snowing too, the world turning pale and cold. This was not Winterfell, but the sight of snowflakes whirling and dancing was enough to make her smile, as was the continued absence of her monthly headache. It should have come a fortnight ago, with her moonblood; she had never been so late before.
Sansa would have been excited, if not for her stomach's infuriatingly good behavior. Everyone knew that nausea was the foremost sign of seed taking root, yet her belly was calm as a windless day. If anything, she was as ravenous for food as she was for her husband. Not that a full belly seemed to help with how tired she felt of late, but that could not be helped. There was much to be done, and she had spent long enough lingering at the window.
"Kindly send a page to fetch Lady Jynessa," Sansa said, turning away.
"Of course, Your Grace," said Duncan Scales.
Whilst the queen daydreamed, enjoying the view from his solar, the steward had been working patiently, his quill scratching away at a parchment. He continued to work as Sansa gathered up her long skirts of silver damask and took a seat by the hearth, considering all that she must do.
As was her habit, she had risen before the dawn. Sansa had already bathed and dressed before the bells tolled six to mark the Hour of the Crone. After prayers, she broke her fast alone; none of her ladies shared her inclination to rising early. Ser Daemon Sand yawned as he escorted her down the steps of the Stone Drum, his white cloak swirling behind him, his steps slowed by the limp which would haunt him all his days. Sometimes he even needed a crutch, if he pressed himself too hard.
Were it not for the spike which had pierced Ser Daemon's leg, it would have been he who accompanied King Aegon to Duskendale, not Lord Edric Dayne. Ser Daemon Sand was the only member of the Kingsguard at present, but he could hardly protect the entire royal family by himself, even if he were hale and whole.
Really, Ser Daemon could not even protect Sansa by himself. When Ser Daemon slept and trained, Brienne of Tarth took his place. Much as she missed Ser Deziel Dalt, Brienne was as vigilant as ever, determined to keep her queen safe.
The Lannister redcloaks who came to Dragonstone with Lady Myrcella were all in the dungeons, as was Ser Arys Oakheart and most of his men-at-arms. Dragonstone's new men-at-arms were those who had served Ser Daemon Sand, or petty lords and knights across the isle. Brienne trusted none of them, and kept a watchful eye as they assisted her in guarding Queen Sansa. She also tested them in the yard, unimpressed by their skill.
Sansa doubted Brienne would rest easy until the Kingsguard once again had seven members. If Brienne had her way, they would be chosen solely for their skill at arms and their loyalty, not for their birth. Olyvar was not sure whether he agreed; at present he was more concerned with choosing the right men for his small council.
King Aegon was not the only one who must fill a myriad of offices. By rights, Dragonstone belonged to Princess Rhaenys, upon whom Olyvar had bestowed it until he sired an heir. But Rhaenys was far away, and Sansa was here. Someone had to set things in order before they departed for King's Landing. Olyvar could not do it, not whilst in the midst of fighting a war, so that meant the duty fell to her.
When Jynessa Blackmont arrived, she already held a ledger in her hand. When she opened it, the top of the page was already marked with the date, the thirtieth day of first moon. Thank the gods, Jynessa was decent with taking notes, though unfortunately she was far better with languages than with sums.
Sansa would have to find another lady-in-waiting to help her with those, unless she wished to solely rely on stewards and their scribes. Part of her wanted to, but it seemed like the sort of thing Cersei Lannister would do. Her mother Lady Catelyn had checked everything herself, relying on Shyra Cassel to help her, until she died in childbed shortly before King Robert came to Winterfell.
The household of Dragonstone was much smaller than that of Winterfell, but far, far larger than the one Sansa ran in Mele Nernar, where they enjoyed Empress Daenerys's hospitality. There were dozens and dozens of servants, and Sansa was supposed to know all of them, just as she should know what they did and where they worked.
When Queen Sansa descended the Windwyrm, it was with Lady Jynessa, Ser Daemon Sand, and her guards all about her. Below the steward's solar was a chamber where his scribes worked, toiling away at their desks. Duncan Scales seemed to have them well in hand, but could she trust him to hold Dragonstone when they left?
The steward had served as an apprentice scribe under Prince Rhaegar Targaryen. When Stannis Baratheon departed Dragonstone, the master scribe had become the steward, and continued in that office when the castle fell to the Lannisters. Ser Daemon had no complaints about his work, nor that of the other scribes. Lord Stannis expected them to do their work thoroughly, and to an exacting standard. The fief had prospered under his management, and that of his wife Lady Selyse, who scrupulously followed his instructions whilst he was in King's Landing.
When she reached the bottom of the Windwyrm, Sansa paused inside the open door so Jynessa could help her put on her pattens. The wind tugged at her cloak as she surveyed Dragonstone, drinking in the sight of snow falling over the last keep of the dragonlords. The battlements were ornamented with thousands of magical beasts both wondrous and frightening, and every building was of black stone, most of them shaped to resemble dragons.
The bustling kitchens resembled a dragon curled in sleep, with smoke and the scent of roasting meat rising from the nostrils. The Great Hall was a dragon lying on its belly, its doors set within the dragon's open jaws. The Stone Drum, the massive round tower which was the central keep, had windows in the shape of dragon heads; Sea Dragon Tower was topped by a dragon gazing serenely across the narrow sea.
It was like an enchanted castle out of a tale, but Sansa was already desperate to leave. As soon as Olyvar defeated Tarly, she was to join his host when they marched south on King's Landing. Her sister Arya was marching south too, with Ser Deziel Dalt and an escort of winter wolves. They were expected to reach Harrenhal any day; the High Septon had promised to send a raven as soon as they arrived.
For now, though, Sansa had work to do. She began with the cook, talking of menus while waves of heat fanned her face. The kitchens boasted three massive hearths for the commons, and a smaller one used only when cooking for the nobility. At one end of the kitchens one could find the scullery and brewery, at the other a passage leading to the Great Hall.
When done with the cook, she inspected the buttery, finding the butler had kept it well stocked with ale and wine. Sansa was less pleased with the pantler. He struggled to answer her questions, and blamed the baker for the state of the pantry. Its shelves should have groaned from the weight of many loaves, not stood half empty with the midday meal only a few hours away. Every servant required their daily food and drink, a gallon of ale and two pounds of table bread.
It was not the first time the pantler had been remiss in his duties. Gilly said he spent more time pawing at serving girls than attending to his work. Sansa dismissed him, bade the cook choose a better man to take his place, and bade the serving girls to inform the steward immediately should any other servants share the pantler's wandering hands.
In the undercroft below the hall Sansa inspected wheels of cheese, casks of salted meat, sacks of dried fruit, and jars of honey, while Jynessa checked the counts against those taken a sennight past. The counts were good, better than she would have expected. She had not known Dragonstone had thriving farms, let alone such rich soil that her small fields could grow not only plentiful crops of wheat and barley, but grapes and figs, hazelnuts and almonds.
Guards and a massive lock protected the spice locker, packed to the brim with the costly spices they had brought from across the narrow sea. A set of keys hung from Sansa's girdle, as they had since she became temporary mistress of the keep. With one of them she opened the locker, retrieving the spices the cook would require to make the dishes she had ordered.
When Sansa returned outside, the snow had stopped, and the keep was bustling with activity. Soldiers trained in the yard whilst servants hauled water from the well. In the distance she could see the stables and the kennels, and hear the sounds of horses whinnying and dogs barking. Hammers rang from the smithy, the tangy scent of steel heavy in her nose. She could smell sawdust too, from the buildings where carpenters shaped wood and coopers made barrels, and leather from the buldings where cordwainers made shoes and cobblers mended them.
"What's left?" Sansa asked, though she was afraid she already knew.
"The tannery, Your Grace," said Jynessa, wrinkling her nose.
Sansa frowned. Though the tannery lay far downwind, her keen nose could already catch the stink of urine, lime, and nightsoil used for tanning animal skins. Trying not to look petulant, Sansa turned her pattens toward the tannery.
I only have to inspect it once, she told herself as she walked. Queens could not be expected to do everything themselves. Once they were in King's Landing, Sansa would have more to do than just running the household. Though, what, exactly, she had not been sure, Queen Cersei rarely seemed to do anything unless it pleased her.
That made her nervous, so nervous that she set Perros Blackmont the task of reading about what other queens had done. When he shared his findings, Sansa felt very silly. She had already known what he had told her.
A queen was still a lady, and did the same things, just for the realm instead of a fief. A queen bore heirs for her king, and raised them to be worthy princes and princesses. A queen patronized the Faith, endowing motherhouses and bestowing gifts. A queen patronized artists and merchants and artisans, so as to make her court beautiful and support commerce. A queen interceded with her king, seeking to temper the justice of the Father with the mercy of the Mother. And, of course, a queen acted in her husband's stead at need, when he was ill or absent.
So when Ser Elyas Thorne, captain of the guard, came upon her halfway to the tannery, Sansa was not especially surprised. All the highest servants sought her out, when the king was away. It seemed Septon Ulf was at the gate, pleading for an audience, with a score of folk from the fishing village at his back.
It was not difficult to choose whether to hold court or visit the tannery. Whilst Jynessa Blackmont made for the queen's chambers, Ser Daemon escorted the queen to the Great Hall. There was a lord's door behind the dais which led to a private audience chamber, and it was there Sansa waited, considering what she knew of Septon Ulf.
The sept in the fishing village was small, barely more than a wooden hut with a dovecote behind it. The old sept had been made of stone, with seven sides to honor the seven faces of God. That sept was a ruin now, charred by the fires which had consumed it. Dragonstone's sept had met the same fate, the windows smashed, the altars and statues of the Seven burned.
Melisandre. The smallfolk made the red priestess's name a curse. They said she had used her beauty and her bloodmagic to ensnare Lord Stannis, turning him away from the light of the Seven to worship a demon made of shadow. Small wonder he lost the Battle of the Blackwater, they claimed, even a bastard king was better than a blasphemer.
When Ser Daemon Sand arrived from King's Landing, he had brought mummers with him to put on Strongspear the Squire, in hopes of winning the smallfolk to King Aegon's cause. To his confusion, it proved quite unnecessary. The smallfolk might despise Melisandre for winning Stannis for her red god, but they still believed his word when he denounced Cersei as an adultress and her children as bastards. When Princess Myrcella and her escort first arrived, a few men were bold enough to scream obscenities at her in the street, until Ser Arys Oakheart cut them down.
After that, Myrcella rarely left the keep. Ser Daemon said she spent her time much like any other carefree young lady of fourteen. Whilst the steward ran the household, Myrcella read, danced, and listened to music. Her collection of gowns was exquisite, as were her sets of tiles and cyvasse pieces which she used to regularly trounce her betrothed, Trystane Nymeros Martell.
Poor Trystane. Ever since Olyvar left for Harrenhal, she had barely seen him. His mother Lady Mellario said whenever he was not playing cyvasse with Myrcella, he was in his chamber, pacing, or galloping down to the fishing village without so much as a single guard. But she must worry about that later; she could hear Jynessa's quick steps coming down the passage.
When Sansa entered the Great Hall, it was with all the majesty of a queen, a herald's voice echoing through the air as he sang her coming.
"All hail Her Grace, Sansa of House Stark, Queen of the Andals, the Rhoynar, and the First Men!"
Ser Daemon Sand led her in, followed by Jynessa and Perros Blackmont, Lady Nymella Toland, and Maester Pylos. A graceful crown of sunstones and moonstones rested upon Sansa's head, the work of the finest goldsmith and silversmith in Mele Nernar. How silly she was, to think Olyvar would give her up, would force her to return to Robb's keeping and wed some stranger.
Sansa's smile faltered as she stepped onto the dais, her back to the crowd. The Wall is cracked. Gods, why were there still no new ravens from her brothers? Maester Luwin had sent a raven from Winterfell to inform them that he had sent a courier after Robb, but there was nothing from Robb himself, nor from Jon Snow at Castle Black. Had the Others and their wights already crossed the Wall? Surely not, Jon Snow had slain a dragon, and Robb had never lost a battle—
Sansa turned, making herself smile as she sat upon the dragon throne. Lady Jynessa, Perros, and Lady Nymella stood at her left hand, Ser Daemon and Maester Pylos to her right. Ser Gulian Qorgyle would have been with them, were he not so busy dealing with the shipments of grain which should soon arrive from Pentos.
"You may rise," Sansa called. No one enjoyed being on their knees for long. Septon Ulf rose the quickest, brushing off his faded wool robes as he stood.
"May the Seven bless Your Grace," the septon said.
"Well met, Septon Ulf," Sansa said. "What brings you to King Aegon's hall?"
Septon Ulf paused, running a hand through his hair. It was a thicket of silver, whether from his age or from his ancestry she could not tell. Many of Dragonstone's smallfolk had pale hair or purple eyes. They liked to claim they had a drop of the ancient Targaryen dragon blood, but Maester Pylos said that was nonsense. It was more likely they descended from the servants the Targaryens had brought with them from old Valyria.
"We fear for the king's life, Your Grace," Septon Ulf finally said. "And for yours, my queen."
The smallfolk mumbled agreement, some louder than others. Ser Daemon drew closer to her, his hand drifting toward his sword.
"I am well guarded," Sansa assured the septon, confused. "What troubles you?"
"Abomination," hissed someone in the crowd.
Septon Ulf squared his shoulders, his face hard. "The bastard Myrcella, Your Grace. Bad enough that the Kingslayer lurks in the dungeon, fouling the air with every breath he breathes. Yet we hear that his daughter dwells in luxury, as though she were a trueborn princess, not an abomination born of incest."
"Myrcella is guarded day and night," Ser Daemon Sand told him. "Nor is she allowed to leave her cell."
"A cell, or a lady's chamber?" Septon Ulf spat onto the rushes on the floor, then turned his gaze on Sansa.
"The wrath of the gods is plain, Your Grace. The Harbinger was the warning, the bloody red comet that foretold the reckoning at hand. War swept over the realm, and plague and famine and fire soon followed. Now winter is come, and the Wall is cracked!"
Behind the septon the smallfolk nodded and murmured, their fists clenched, their eyes hard as Septon Ulf went on.
"Only blood can cleanse the realm of sin," he said. "The blood of the brother and sister who coupled against the will of the gods, and that of the monstrous children born from their union. Hear us, Your Grace, and take heed!"
"I hear you," Sansa said. Oh, why hadn’t she gone to the tannery? Her skin prickled as she chose her next words with care. "Yet does not the Mother teach us to have mercy, even upon the vilest of sinners? Myrcella is but a young girl, newly flowered."
"Your Grace has a tender heart," the septon replied, shaking his head. "But even young girls can be dangerous, and a fair face may hide a rotten soul. You cannot trust a bastard, let alone one born of incest. What if she is a sorceress, like her mother? All men know Queen Cersei practices black magic, offering up her body to secure the favor of demons. She slew King Robert with the aid of a demon in the shape of a boar, just as she slew Lord Tyrell by summoning demons in the guise of northmen. The black cells echo with the screams of the innocent, whose blood she sacrifices for obscene rites."
Sansa stared at him. Cersei Lannister, practice magic? The very thought was absurd. Then she thought of the weirwood seed sprouting in the garden, and shivered.
"Queen Cersei will soon face the Father's justice," she said. "As will the Kingslayer."
Septon Ulf shook his head. "Your Grace, I beg you, see reason. Every moment you are in danger. Myrcella might be poisoning you even as we speak, just as the red priestess poisoned Lord Stannis. The instant King Aegon returns from battle, the girl and her father should be put to death, the abomination dying with the sinner whose incest gave her life."
Sansa shuddered, trying not to think of Gilly and Samrik, and of the monster in the shape of a man who once lived at Craster’s Keep. "I will relay your words to the king," she promised. Septon Ulf bowed, looking placated, and the rest of the smallfolk followed his example, ducking their heads and smiling and murmuring blessings upon the queen.
It was almost the Hour of the Mother. Ser Elyas escorted her back to the Stone Drum, and when the bells tolled noon, Sansa was already kneeling before the altar in her chambers. Lady Jynessa and Lady Nymella knelt behind her, as did Gilly, their voices rising in a hymn to the Mother.
Sansa tried to focus on the prayer, but all she could think of was Ser Daemon. As soon as the smallfolk were gone, she'd sent him to double the guard on Myrcella's chambers in Sea Dragon Tower. She did not like the thought that some of the servants might agree with the smallfolk, and think to take matters into their own hands. Sansa prayed that the Mother would have mercy and help keep her safe.
Once her prayers ended, Sansa had little time to fret. She had invited guests to lunch with her, and must attend to them from her seat at the head of the table in her solar. Lady Mellario of Norvos had the honor of the seat at the other end of the table, flanked by an empty seat and by a Norvoshi lady who shared her mistress's taste for elaborate wigs.
Why all Norvoshi women shaved their heads, Sansa was not quite certain, and she was so busy she kept forgetting to ask the maester. She dared not ask the ladies, lest she insult them. Along one side of the table sat Jynessa and Perros Blackmont and Lady Nymella Toland. Across from them sat Maester Pylos, Ser Gulian Qorgyle, and her guards. Ser Daemon Sand had reached the end of his watch and would soon go to bed; Brienne of Tarth would begin her watch when his ended.
Sansa would have rather dined alone, truth be told, but it was important, to spend time with her lords and ladies, to show them they were appreciated. The menu was chosen with care to please all her guests. There was crab stew for Brienne, but it was spiced with saffron the way Lady Mellario preferred. There was blancmange for Ser Gulian, the rice gently poached in almond milk with slivers of tender chicken. Alas, the poor man was suffering a toothache, and could not enjoy the soft loaves of white bread studded with raisins.
Lady Toland enjoyed the bread very much, especially with fresh butter dusted with cinnamon. Ser Daemon would be pleased when the sweet came, peaches in honey all the way from the Reach. Jynessa and Perros would gladly eat almost anything, so for them she had a singer who sang in High Valyrian.
While the singer sang, Gilly served. Her maid looked fresh as a spring morning in a grey gown trimmed with white. Upon her breast she wore Sansa's badge, a howling wolf's head, crowned with weirwood leaves. So did her son Samrik, who at five was too young to be a cupbearer, but just old enough to run messages within the Stone Drum.
"Is Prince Trystane in his rooms?" Sansa asked, when the little boy returned, his cheeks pink, his dark brown hair mussed.
"No, Your Grace," Samrik said, shaking his head. "I knocked forever and ever, and then a guard told me he was gone."
"Out riding again, no doubt." Lady Mellario's face was a cool mask. "My apologies, Your Grace. A raven came from Princess Arianne this morning. My granddaughters are ill, and she asks that I return to Sunspear at once. Trystane was not pleased to learn that he shall accompany me."
"I pray your granddaughters recover quickly, my lady. What ails them?"
"Grippe," Lady Mellario replied.
Brienne of Tarth winced, her spoon clattering against her bowl, and Sansa gave her a look of sympathy. Her father Lord Selwyn of Tarth was still recovering from the same illness, which had swept over the Stormlands and Dorne last year. Urging her to go to her father did no good; Lady Brienne refused to abandon her post, not when her queen had so few worthy knights. The maester, meanwhile, had perked up at the mention of grippe, no doubt eager to discourse on the subject as soon as he finished his mouthful of bread.
"When do you depart, my lady?" Sansa asked, to forestall Maester Pylos.
While Lady Mellario rambled about ships and the weather, Sansa silently urged Buttons to go to Brienne. He flopped on the floor beside her chair, mewling quietly while exposing his soft belly of ginger fur. When Brienne leaned a hand down, his rubbed his cheek against her palm, purring madly as she stroked his chin.
When Lady Mellario finished complaining of the annoyance of her maid losing her favorite wig, Sansa steered the conversation away from that of illness. Maester Pylos was happy to answer her questions about the peculiarities of the currents in the narrow sea, which somehow brought freezing cold waters from the Shivering Sea down to King's Landing in winter whilst Duskendale remained untouched. Perros Blackmont eagerly asked the maester more, leaving Sansa free to speak with his sister Jynessa.
When not assisting the queen, Jynessa was reading a book from the Dragonstone library which her mother Lady Larra Blackmont had recommended, but which she could not find in Mele Nernar. As Lady Blackmont was not much of a correspondent, Jynessa was eager to discuss it with her when they met again.
"Is there still no word from King's Landing?" Ser Gulian asked, scraping up the last of his blancmange with a spoon. His younger brother Ser Arron Qorgyle was also amongst the Dornish party who had remained behind.
"Nothing, ser," Sansa had to tell him. "But I received a letter from Princess Rhaenys late last night. She and Lord Willas expect to reach King's Landing early in third moon."
Ser Daemon Sand frowned. "So slow?"
"Lord Tyrell's knee troubles him," Sansa explained. "If riding jostles it too badly, he requires a day or two of rest."
Ser Daemon's mouth twisted; he took a deep sip of wine, and ran a hand through his sandy brown hair. It was strange to see such a dour look upon Ser Daemon's face. Usually the knight was in good humor, his dimpled smile as pleasant as his sky blue eyes. Not as handsome as her Olyvar, but still very handsome indeed.
Sansa wondered if he had a paramour. Or did he still pine for Princess Arianne, whose hand he once sought, or for the Red Viper, whose bed he once shared? To her confusion, Olyvar seemed unbothered by Prince Oberyn seeking out another lover whilst away from his lady Ellaria. He claimed Ellaria would not begrudge him such comfort, not when they were parted by thousands of miles.
Nor was Olyvar bothered by a knight of the Kingsguard having a paramour. The knights of the Kingsguard might be forbidden to take wives or father children, but women could drink moon tea, and men could not bear babes. Either way, a discreet paramour would not break Ser Daemon's vows.
"Besides," Olyvar had said one night, soon after they reached Dragonstone. "I can hardly deny a loyal retainer even half the measure of happiness I have found with my sweet lady." He kissed her shoulder as he spooned around her, running one hand down her spine—
Sansa's belly swooped, and a flush crept up her neck. A long sip of cool water helped with that, as did asking Jynessa about her new gown, which had inexplicably gone missing. Sansa had gifted her the cloth, a soft cashmere from Lhazar which draped wonderfully, and whose rich black shade flattered Jynessa's coppery brown skin. Jynessa's maid swore by the Seven that she had delivered it to the washerwomen, and they swore by the Seven that they had washed it and hung it out to dry, and then never seen it again. The women seemed genuinely baffled when Sansa questioned them; even skeptical Lady Toland could find no fault with their words.
Sansa would miss Lady Toland when she returned to Ghost Hill, just as Samrik would miss her great-niece Sylva, his playmate and milk sister. Alas, Lady Toland's younger daughter Teora was unwell. Her elder daughter Valena blamed her sister's illness on an excess of rich foods which had unbalanced her humors, but the maester disagreed, concerned by how the sickness lingered despite a change in diet. When Lady Mellario noted that she had a spare cabin on her ship to Sunspear, Sansa made herself smile at Lady Nymella's questioning look, wished her a safe voyage, and invited her to join the queen for supper, so she might seek a few last words of advice.
Soon after lunch, the bells rang the Hour of the Maiden. Sansa prayed much longer than usual, for she dreaded her next task even more than a visit to the tannery. She felt vaguely dizzy as Brienne of Tarth escorted her across the yard, her pattens squishing in the mud.
Myrcella's chambers were near the base of Sea Dragon Tower, the windows looking out upon Aegon's Garden. Ser Daemon had doubled the guard as she asked, pulling them from standing guard over the Kingslayer. The dungeons were far more secure than Sea Dragon Tower, after all.
"Good morrow, my lady," Sansa said when the guards let her into the room. Myrcella rose, smoothing skirts of crimson damask blazoned with golden scrollwork. Her two ladies-in-waiting were less finely dressed; they were mere Lannister cousins from Lannisport, though they shared their lady's golden hair and green eyes.
"Good morrow, Your Grace," the three ladies chorused, curtsying deeply.
"I asked to speak with you a sennight ago, Your Grace," Myrcella said haughtily. She did not wait for the queen's permission to sit, though she took the second best chair by the hearth, leaving the best for Sansa.
"I know, my lady," Sansa said, taking a seat. "I have been busy, I'm afraid. There is much to do, and little time to spare."
Myrcella fiddled with her bracelet, a golden band set with onyx stags and ruby suns. "I'm sure, Your Grace," she said, suddenly contrite. "But I- I want to write to my brother, please. I've never gone so long without sending Tommen a letter, he must be so scared."
Sansa hesitated. King Aegon had forbidden her the use of parchment, after Lady Mellario caught Trystane and Myrcella slipping each other scraps written in cipher. Neither Olyvar nor Sansa could blame them, but they also could not allow the former betrotheds to plot mischief.
"One piece of parchment," Sansa said. "And it had best remain whole. You may write whatever you please, though I shall read it before you send it, to be sure there is nothing which would do harm to my lord husband or his cause."
"Thank you, Your Grace, I understand."
Myrcella fiddled with the bracelet, biting her lip like Arya used to do. Gods, the poor girl was only fourteen. Her cheeks were plump, her chin and hairline lightly powdered to hide the pimples marring her otherwise pretty face.
"Your Grace..." Myrcella bit her lip again, so hard a drop of blood welled up. Then, suddenly, the girl flung herself at Sansa's feet. When she looked up, her eyes shone with tears, her golden curls in disarray.
"Mercy, my queen, mercy, I beg of you." She clutched Sansa's hand. "The fault is not mine, but that of my parents. How can I be blamed for my birth? I wouldn't blame King Aegon for the crimes of his grandsire Mad King Aerys, I wouldn't, no one would. If my mother and father must die for their crimes, so be it, but let Tommen go to the Faith, he would not last a year on the Wall!"
"What of yourself, my lady?" Sansa asked gently. Myrcella brightened, her eyes hopeful.
"Your Grace, I am but a girl. I am not a danger to King Aegon, not like my brother might be, if evil men tried to use him. Trys and I love each other, as much as Duncan and his Jenny, or Lady Shella and her rainbow knight. Let us wed, as they did. Send us to the deepest desert of Dorne, or across the narrow sea, or to Meereen, to live as prisoners of the dragon queen. Anywhere, even Yi Ti, so long as we can be together."
"King Aegon means for you to join a motherhouse," Sansa reminded her, smoothing Myrcella's hair to take some of the sting from her words. "You will thrive there, I'm sure. We will not force you to become a silent sister; you might dedicate yourself to the Mother, the Maiden, or the Crone, as you please."
"The motherhouse won't want me," Myrcella said bitterly. "Septa Eglantine said so. "
Sansa frowned. Septa Eglantine had raised Myrcella since she was a small child. The woman must have noticed something of the closeness betwixt Queen Cersei and Ser Jaime, enough to make her wonder at the tales of incest and bastardy. Yet none of them seemed to have troubled her, not until the fall of Dragonstone, when Septa Eglantine professed her shock at such depravity, and abandoned her charge when the poor bewildered girl needed her most.
"Septa Eglantine is but one woman; she does not speak for every septa sworn to the Faith," Sansa said firmly.
Then she thought of Septon Ulf, and shifted in her seat, uneasy. Paul the Pious made no objection to King Aegon's plan to dispose of Tommen and Myrcella Waters, but would all his folk heed his words? Good Queen Alysanne was almost killed by septas once, enraged that she carried the child of her brother King Jaehaerys. Myrcella wasn't carrying a babe born of incest, she was a babe born of incest.
"A moment, my lady," Sansa stalled. "I require a chamber pot." It was no lie; she did seem to require one more often of late.
When Sansa finished relieving herself, she found Myrcella still on her knees, stroking a golden veil. The cloth was embroidered with thousands of tiny golden stitches. Rampant lions snarled and showed their claws, rendered in exquisite detail. Yet something about the veil gave her pause. Perhaps it was the odd green shimmer that danced in the corner of her eye, or the tiny brownish-red speck of dried blood that marred one of the lion's claws, or the vaguely familiar scent which clung to it, some perfume she had smelled long ago.
"What is that?"
"My mother sent it to me."
Abruptly Myrcella called for her lady Rosamund. Whilst she took the veil and put it away, Myrcella poured forth the tale, her voice resentful and wistful by turns.
Her lady mother almost never wrote to her, not like Tommen did. When the rumors began to fly of King Aegon, Myrcella knew nothing about them, not until a ship arrived from King's Landing to carry her to safety. Alas, foul winds had driven the ship back to Dragonstone, and then ice had closed Blackwater Bay.
Not long before King Aegon landed, a trio of ravens had come. One carried orders for Ser Arys Oakheart. Queen Cersei forbade the Kingsguard to take Myrcella to Duskendale, saying the city was overrun with traitors. Dragonstone must hold; there could be no surrender. The other two ravens were for Myrcella. One carried the golden veil, carefully wrapped in oilcloth, the other a brief letter from her lady mother.
Queen Cersei's words had not made much sense to Myrcella. In one breath her mother said the castle would never fall, and in the next she bade Myrcella prepare herself for the worst. If King Aegon should take Dragonstone, Myrcella must hold her head high, and meet him attired as a princess royal, with a golden crown and a golden veil. The veil would protect her, Cersei swore. All Myrcella must do was say House Lannister's words as she knelt before Aegon, and she would be as safe as if she were in her mother's arms. No one would be able to hurt her, or even to touch her, but she must not use it until there was no other hope, for the veil would only work once.
"Stupid," Myrcella grumbled, looking even younger than her years. "It's a veil, not armor, and it itched when I tried it on. And anyway, nothing can keep me safe. My mother made sure of that when she betrayed Fath- King Robert. He would have had my head on a spike if he ever knew. So would Stannis, if he had caught me on my way to Dorne."
"They would have been wrong," Sansa said, taking her by the hand. "King Aegon will keep you safe, I swear."
"How can he?" Myrcella yanked her hand away. "All it takes is one septa to slip poison in my porridge, one knight who thinks King Aegon will favor him for slaying me. But if you let me wed Trys—"
"You know we can't," Sansa said quietly. "It would be a grave insult to the Faith. Aegon's lords would not abide it either, not when they recall the Blackfyre rebellions."
"Never," Myrcella insisted. "I'd never allow it. I have no right, no claim, and I'll declare it to all the realm. Lord Tarly and all the rest, they would have to abandon Tommen and my mother, if I speak against her."
"No," Sansa told her. "They wouldn't. Why should they believe you, when they would not believe anyone else? Their power depends upon refusing to see the truth."
"Shireen's claim is much better than mine," Myrcella said, without a moment's pause. "And she gets to live in exile. Why can't I?"
Sansa blinked, thrown by this new angle of attack.
"And..." Myrcella swallowed. "And Trys and I don't have to marry. I could be his paramour, and drink moon tea, to make sure my line ends with me."
Sansa stared at her, appalled. "Prince Trystane would never dishonor you so."
"I'm already irrevocably dishonored," Myrcella said bitterly, a tear trickling down her cheek. "Trys will listen to me, if that is the only way we can be together. If a scrap of happiness is all I can have, I will take it, be it in Meereen or Yi Ti. "
"But will you be happy?" Sansa cupped her cheek, trying to speak to Myrcella as she would speak to her own sister. "It is a hard thing, to live in a foreign land. Love is wondrous, but... once, I thought Joffrey was my one true love, the one all the songs promised."
"Joff was awful," Myrcella said with a rueful laugh. More tears trickled down her face. "Did you really kill him?"
"I did," Sansa admitted. She ignored the gasps of the ladies-in-waiting, and handed Myrcella a kerchief. "Though I did not quite mean to do it, and I am not sure I should have. He was twelve."
"Joff was a monster," Myrcella sniffled. She blew her nose. "Your Aegon will be a better king, if he's even half as brave and gentle as my Trys."
"He is not your Trys," Sansa reminded her with a pang of guilt. "He is Prince Trystane Nymeros Martell of Dorne. He has a duty to King Aegon, and to his sister Princess Arianne. Would you have him cast his entire family aside for your sake? And if he did, what if a day came when he regretted his choice, and abandoned you?"
"I... but..." Myrcella stammered. "They would forgive him, eventually, he said so. And Trys swore he would never abandon me, no matter what. Please, Your Grace, don't let Lady Mellario take him away!"
"I will think on all you have said," Sansa told her. "But I will not force Lady Mellario to leave her son behind. I will, however, command her to permit Trystane to write to you, so long as you remain upon Dragonstone. Beyond that..."
Her own eyes were wet; Sansa rubbed them with the back of her hand.
"I am sorry, Myrcella, truly. I do not know what else I can do."
When Sansa left, it was with a heavy heart. Myrcella had wept as if her heart would break, her nose running, her eyes red and swollen. When she asked that Trystane be permitted to lunch with her upon the morrow, Sansa gave her leave. When she confessed she was plagued by nightmares, and begged for a cup of dreamwine to help her sleep, Sansa agreed to that as well, though she bade Maester Pylos give her only a small cup.
As Brienne escorted her back to the Stone Drum, they passed Trystane in the yard. He smelt of horse and fish and rope; he must have just returned from the fishing village. Sansa gave him a nod and a wistful smile, and received a sullen bow in return.
Once in her chambers, Sansa took up her needle, her thoughts tangled in knots. Oh, there must be something she could do for them, but what? Princess Arianne and Lady Mellario would not countenance sending Trystane into exile, she knew that for a certainty. But if he remained in Dorne, how could he possibly keep Myrcella, even as a paramour? Even the pettiest of lords would balk at offering him their daughters, let alone the high lords who were surely already seeking to bind themselves to King Aegon by wedding a daughter to his cousin.
Supping with Lady Toland provided no further wisdom as to Myrcella, though Sansa did appreciate the lady's counsel as to selecting her own ladies-in-waiting. They were just finishing the sweet when Maester Pylos appeared. In his hand was a letter from Duskendale, sealed with parti-colored blue and black wax.
Sansa dismissed them both before opening the letter. Her hands trembled as she read, her eyes almost flying over the page.
The battle had still not begun. Lord Tarly struggled to arrange his scorpions and catapults; the weather was cold and snowy, with brisk winds that made Viserion unhappy. The dragon did not wish to fly; Olyvar barely managed to get her to survey Tarly's host before a gust blew them too close to the scorpions for comfort. If the winds fell, Olyvar meant to attack, but if the winds became worse...
Sansa called for Gilly, her mind made up.
When Sansa awoke, it was the middle of the night. Gilly stood over her, a candle in one hand and a warm posset in the other. Sansa drank it down, savoring the flavor of spiced wine and the rich froth of cream. She did not bother to get dressed; she was quite comfortable sitting on the featherbed in her shift, propped up against her pillows. Buttons yawned as he leapt down from the bed, sauntering for the door.
"Brienne is standing guard?"
"Yes, Your Grace. No one is to disturb you, save at dire need."
"Good. Let Buttons out, if you please."
And with that, Sansa slipped her skin.
Minutes passed like hours as the ginger cat trotted from her chambers to the rookery atop Sea Dragon Tower. The raven Olyvar sent from Duskendale was already asleep, wearied from his flight, so she asked the other Duskendale raven for his aid. His belly full of choice nuts and raisins, the raven gladly agreed, though she could feel his enthusiasm dim once they were out in the cold, with an east wind at their back.
Duskendale was hours away. Part of Sansa dearly wished to go back to sleep. Alas, she could not, not unless she wanted to be flung back into her own skin.
Instead, she made herself think about Duskendale. The city had fallen into Olyvar's hands like a ripe plum, thanks to the misrule of House Rykker. With the queen's blessing, Lord Rykker had raised his fines and taxes higher and higher, putting every penny toward lavish garb, fine wine, and other luxuries.
Unsurprisingly, this did not please the smallfolk. When Lord Rykker hanged a band of hedge knights who dared object to his bailiffs seizing their horses without cause, it had begun the first of many riots that broke out over the course of the next several years, all of which were brutally put down with the help of Lord Randyll Tarly. King Aegon was already planning to attaint House Rykker, though he had not yet decided what to do with Duskendale. That, like many other problems, must wait until he had dealt with Lord Tarly.
When Sansa shuddered, the raven croaked his annoyance at her for daring to ruffle his feathers. Sorry, she told him; she knew better than to disturb a bird in flight. Oh, but the thought of battle... how could she not shudder, when Olyvar faced such odds?
Lord Randyll was not Euron Greyjoy, arrogant and half mad. Lord Randyll was a high lord of fearsome repute, the only man to defeat Robert Baratheon. Even before the rumors came of King Aegon, he already had a mighty host gathered at King's Landing, one which swelled even larger when Queen Cersei called her banners.
From the Reach came houses Graceford, Cockshaw, Hunt, and a dozen others sworn to Horn Hill. From the Stormlands came Fell and Errol, Trant and Buckler. From the Crownlands, close at hand, came Rykker and Stokeworth, Blount and Gaunt, Byrch and Hayford, Wendwater and Massey, Sunglass and Rambton.
And so when Lord Tarly marched from King's Landing, it was with fifteen thousand men at his back. His heavy cavalry was two thousand knights, with another two thousand light cavalry for good measure. Two thousand archers came with their bows, eight thousand foot soldiers with spears and pikes, and a thousand engineers who wielded catapults and scorpions and wildfire.
It should only take one dragon to defeat all of them, so the stories said. Sansa wished she could believe them, but she could not help thinking of Meraxes, slain by a single scorpion bolt to the eye. Yet how else was King Aegon to win the day, when his own host was so small?
From the Golden Company he had three thousand men, mostly infantry. The lords and knights of the northern Crownlands had almost doubled that as they trickled into Duskendale, some two and a half thousand men all told. Olyvar wrote her from Duskendale almost every day, and he had told her about them all.
For a moment Sansa could almost see them, kneeling before her lord husband to do him homage. Ser Crispian Celtigar, heir to Claw Isle, whose Valyrian steel axe bore a ruby crab on the pommel, the sigil of his house. Lord Staunton of Rook's Rest, his surcoat checkered black and grey with two black wings on a white fess. A dozen homely Brunes of Brownhollow with brown bear paws on their shields; half as many Brunes of Dyre Den whose sigil was a single bear claw wet with blood.
Then there were the many, many Crabbs. Old Lord Crabb wore pale green, blazoned with whispering severed heads, as did the knights he claimed as his brothers and sons. He did not claim the score of wild men who also declared themselves to be Crabbs, one of whom, a knave by the name of Nimble Dick, provoked a brawl over a game of dice within an hour of arriving.
From Maidenpool had come Ser Loras Tyrell, the Knight of Flowers, newly returned from the North with five hundred freeriders at his back. Why, it was almost like a song, the gallant son come to avenge his father's death. Ser Loras had begged the honor of seeking out Lord Tarly during the battle to slay him, and King Aegon had granted him leave. Mostly, Olyvar said, because he doubted Ser Loras would obey him if he said nay, though Olyvar preferred that Tarly live to face trial and execution for his crimes. Sansa disagreed; she hoped Ser Loras got him.
Following behind Ser Loras had come another thousand men from Maidenpool, led by Lord William Mooton's nephews. King Aegon appreciated their service, if not their fervent love of Prince Rhaegar Targaryen, whom their uncle Ser Myles Mooton had once served as a squire before dying during Robert’s Rebellion. Ser Myles, Ser Walys, and Ser Jonah were mere youths, near her own age. They had been too young to fight in the War of the Five Kings, but old enough to be exceptionally angry that after the loss of his sons, their beloved cousins, their uncle Lord William had spent the rest of the war hiding in his castle.
"We still follow King Robb," Ser Myles had told King Aegon, when he asked about the Stark wolf banners flying beside those of the Mooton red salmon. "But when the rumors came of your coming, I begged leave to raise a host to fight the Lannisters, and the King in the North granted his leave."
But there aren't any Lannisters here, Sansa thought to herself. All the westermen were back in King's Landing, defending the queen regent. She hoped that did not anger the Mootons; seven thousand men was not enough, but still far better than six.
The dawn rose at her back as the raven drew closer to Duskendale, struggling to keep on course. It was snowing now, which made it harder to see, but the real trouble was the gusts of wind that buffeted them from behind. One gust almost flung the raven against a stone watchtower. He cackled angrily at the narrowness of their escape as he made for the edge of the town, beyond the walls, led by the scent of dragonstink and the sound of warhorns.
They found King Aegon's host massing beyond their camp. Drums pounded and horns blew, calling the men to battle. Some were on foot, some ahorse, but all moved with haste as they sought their places. Part of Sansa wanted to flee, to return to her safe warm bed. But how could she? She was a queen now, she could not shrink from battle like a little girl.
The wind roared in her ears as the raven fought his way toward the center of the host. The white dragon sat upon a little hill, and upon Viserion's back sat Olyvar. A helm covered his head, just as a suit of scale covered the rest of him, the Valyrian steel gleaming and shimmering with whorls and glyphs the color of flame. Viserion hissed as another gust blew over them, her wings folded tight against her back.
You again, the she-dragon complained when the raven landed at her feet. Bad enough to be out in this wind, must I suffer you as well?
I wanted to see the battle, Sansa told her as the raven nervously eyed the dragon's massive teeth. And no bird has eyes as keen as a dragon.
If the dragon had a beak, she would have preened. Oh, if you must.
Thank you.
A heartbeat, and Sansa looked through the dragon's eyes. She had not lied, they were sharper than a raven's, at least in darkness and in the haze of falling snow. And they were very sensitive to movement, darting to and fro—
"My love, why are you here?"
Sansa nearly fell out of the dragon's skin at the sound of her husband's voice. Desperately she clung to the scent of smoke and ash, the taste of a morsel of mutton caught between her teeth. Sansa had no way to reply, even if she could think of what to say. Olyvar could not hear the dragon speak with words as she did. He could sense Viserion's moods, catch glimpses of the things she thought of, but no more. Amused, Viserion dug her claws into the half frozen mud, whilst Sansa wondered how on earth Olyvar knew.
"If you're wondering," Olyvar said idly. "I could feel Viserion sulking about the wind and snow, until suddenly she was sulking about pine trees and wondering how a direwolf would taste." He lightly slapped the dragon's neck, well used to her toothless threats. "Ungrateful beast."
More drums pounded in the distance. She could feel the thunder of marching feet, see the banners flapping as Lord Tarly's host advanced. Her heart seemed to flutter in her throat, but both rider and dragon were tense and still.
"Damn him, damn him," Olyvar muttered. "'The wind will drop tomorrow,' Ser Symon said, 'I'm sure of it. Why, it could hardly get worse.'"
A gust screamed in their ears, banners straining against lances and poles. Snow fell from the clouds, thick and soft. The raven huddled under the dragon, pleased by her warmth, if not her smell.
"A little gust of wind is nothing to a dragon," Olyvar muttered, trying and failing to mimic Ser Symon Wyl's voice. "You're far too cautious, Your Grace, scorpions and catapults and wildfire, none of them could possibly aim in time, even if some mischance blew you astray. Oh, gods be good, here they come."
And with that, he fell silent. Like his men, Olyvar waited patiently as the enemy marched toward them, Viserion occasionally breathing flame into the open air as the men nearby cheered. The center was all infantry. The Golden Company were at the front, steady as a bulwark, supported by the crownlands infantry and by the archers. On the right and left wings were the cavalry, holding the flanks. On the left she glimpsed a Tyrell banner, three golden roses on green; to the right she saw the banner of House Wyl, a black serpent on yellow, biting at a man’s heel.
Faster and faster the drums pounded as the enemy came on. To her confusion, almost all of them were afoot, save the officers who led the infantry forward. Where were the splendid cavalry of the Reach? She could not see them, not until the dragon's sharp eyes caught the gleam of knights on horses far away, clustered by huge scorpions and catapults. Why keep them in reserve?
Because he does not need them, she thought, horrified. His infantry alone outnumbered Olyvar's entire host. Once the melee began, Olyvar could not use his dragon for fear of setting his own men aflame. The sooner the hosts clashed, the sooner the dragon was useless, at least against the foot soldiers. And if he tried to go after the cavalry, he would have to worry about the siege weapons that defended them. Tarly did not realize that the dragon was already useless, grounded by the surging gusts of wind. If the wind dropped, Olyvar could scorch the knights from their saddles, trusting speed and agility to keep him away from the scorpions and catapults, but if it didn't—
The next time the wind screamed, it screamed above the sound of steel. Viserion added her voice to the clamor, shrieking as she breathed white-gold flame like a living beacon. The stink of blood and nightsoil filled her nose as men fought and died, the Golden Company holding firm against the onslaught of spears and pikes. She could smell mud too; the half-frozen ground was softening beneath the soldiers' feet, squishing and squelching as it sucked at their boots, pools of water forming in hollows as snow melted into slush.
Sansa could not tell how long the battle raged before Tarly's men began to lose heart. Gaps formed in their ranks as the arrows took their toll. With Tarly's archers held in reserve, not a single arrow touched the doughty men of the Golden Company, nor the wild Crabbs, ferocious Mootons, and implacable Brunes, or any of the other brave men who fought beneath the phoenix and dragon banners. King Aegon was shouting encouragement, his men rallying and yelling war cries as they pushed forward—
Suddenly, there came a ringing of trumpets, their brassy voices cutting through the snow. Hooves pounded like thunder as the cavalry charged, straight at the center of the host, straight at the dragon, sitting helpless on the ground. Banners flying the striding huntsman of Tarly led the way, aiming for a gap between the foot soldiers, a gap which was too small—
Sansa could not cry out, but the dragon could. Viserion screeched for her as they watched Lord Randyll Tarly trample over his own men. They were trying to clear a path, but the mud sucked at their feet, made them slide and slip as they scrabbled to get away. For every three men who fled in time, a fourth fell beneath hooves shod with steel, screaming as they died.
"Make way!" Lord Randyll bellowed above the screaming wind, waving his sword Heartsbane above his head. "The dragon," he shouted, pointing. "Get out of the way, damn you, before the wind drops and it roasts you all!"
As if in answer, Viserion blew a gout of dragonflame into the air, bright as the sun. The host surged around Lord Randyll and his knights like the sea in a storm, a wave of men—
Until, without warning, the wave broke. The foot soldiers were no longer making way for the cavalry, they were routing, running every direction except toward the dragon.
With a blast of trumpets Lord Randyll resumed his charge, intent on reaching the foot soldiers in gold. He was still in the midst of his own men when his horse slipped in the mud, whinnying and screaming as it sank to the knees in a pool of slush. Lord Randyll cursed, slamming his spurs into his horse, whose flank ran red with blood as it struggled to obey, wallowing helpessly in the mud.
Some of his knights rode on without their commander, but other horses were wallowing too, or screaming as they slipped and fell, some knights leaping free, some falling beneath their mounts. From the flanks poured Olyvar's cavalry, slow and inexorable as they picked their way through the mud, one wing led by Ser Symon Wyl, the other by Ser Loras—
And then Sansa was back in her own skin, shivering from the freezing cold water into which Gilly had plunged her hand.
"What?!" Sansa snapped, forgetting herself.
Drops of water sprayed across the featherbed as she yanked her hand out of the basin, sticking it under the covers and between her thighs to get it warm. Oddly, she was ravenous; the thought of rare beef and mashed neeps drowned in butter was enough to make her stomach growl.
"Lady Mellario is without," Gilly told her, her eyes wide and white. "They're gone, both of them, Prince Trystane and Lady Myrcella." A piece of parchment was in Gilly's hand; she handed it to Sansa. "This was on her desk, with her wax and seal."
Whilst Gilly frantically tried to tidy Sansa's hair, Sansa read. The letter was not for her, it was for Tommen. Myrcella bade her brother accept the awful truth of their birth, and surrender while he still could. Tommen must understand that she loved him, she would always love him, but she could not find peace in the Faith, only with Trystane, her true love...
"Forget about my hair," Sansa told her as the bells tolled two. "A bedrobe is enough, then show Lady Mellario in."
When Lady Mellario entered, she was not alone. Rosamund Lannister stood behind her, cringing. Her straight yellow hair was mussed, and there was a red welt in the shape of a hand upon her cheek, her eye already turning black.
"She will not talk, Your Grace," Lady Mellario said. Her wig was askew, her eyes red from weeping. "I already sent guards to the village, but they have not yet returned. My son is gone—" She raised her hand and turned toward Rosamund, who flinched.
"Enough." Sansa's voice was cool and remote, like a trickle of ice. "Please leave us, my lady."
Sansa sent Gilly away as well. She returned with a cut of cold meat from deep in the cellar, which Sansa pressed to Rosamund's eye and cheek.
"I pity them too," Sansa said, willing herself not to cry. "But you are not helping them. If Myrcella is recognized..."
Quickly, she explained about Septon Ulf, about the score of smallfolk who had come with him. All of them lived in or near the fishing village, and all of them knew what Myrcella looked liked. If they should find her before the guards did—
"They won't," Rosamund sniffled. "She has a disguise, a good one."
"Good enough to wager her life?"
Rosamund's lip trembled, her shoulders shook, and then she was talking, so fast Sansa could barely keep pace. Cella was clever, so clever. She had saved the dreamwine from last night, and at lunch, Trystane had slipped it in his mother's cup, and those of her ladies. Cella’s chamber window was not so high up; a length of rope smuggled in by Trystane served to lower her to the ground, where she quickly hid in the bushes of Aegon's Garden.
All Trystane had to do was walk back out the door of her chamber and down the steps, telling the guards he had forgotten something in the garden. From the garden they had stolen to a postern gate, old and forgotten, overgrown with moss. They could not risk horses, but it was not so far a walk to the village, and from there to the docks, where a Braavosi captain had agreed to take them to Pentos when he sailed on the evening tide.
"It would have worked," Rosamund sniffled. "But Lady Mellario woke up too soon; she didn't drink enough of the wine."
"And thank the Seven for that," Sansa said sharply. "Return to your chamber, my lady, and pray to the Mother that the guards find them before anyone else does."
There was no time to lose. The moment the door shut behind Rosamund, Sansa commanded Ser Elyas Thorne to search every Braavosi ship in the harbor. Then, alone save for Gilly, she reached for a nearby gull, huddled atop a tree branch as he waited for the icy rain to stop. He did not like the thought of flying, not until Sansa promised him a feast of shellfish, already removed from their shells.
With the rain pouring down, there was no one on the road. The gull wheeled over the nearby bushes and trees for some time, until at last his keen eyes spotted two shadows sheltering under an ash tree's bare branches. The gull landed quietly above their heads, ruffling his feathers to shake off the rain.
"I can't," Myrcella whimpered. She was not holding hands with Trystane so much as clinging to him. Her golden hair was gone, hidden beneath a wig dark as a raven's wing, dark as the soft gown she wore beneath her cloak.
"I'll keep you safe, Cella," Trystane promised. One hand rested on the hilt of his sword; the other smoothed away her wig so he could press a kiss to her brow. "I arranged everything, just as we planned. The guards passed us by, didn't they?"
"But Trys, what if someone else is in the cove?"
"They won't be," Trystane soothed. "The captain said no one has dared use it, not since Lord Stannis hanged all those smugglers. The Lyseni are clever sailors, he'll get us to Mele Nernar safe and sound while my lady mother is still searching the fishing village."
Clever, clever Rosamund, Sansa thought grudgingly. What were they thinking? They had no knights, no guards to keep them safe. The Lyseni captain might take them across the narrow sea, but he could just as easily take all their coin and jewels and fling them overboard, or take them to Lys to be sold as slaves.
"I wonder..." Myrcella hesitated, then reached into the satchel she was carrying.
"Cella, no," Trystane hissed as she pulled out the golden veil. "Someone will see it!"
Someone was seeing it. The veil shimmered in the gull's vision, covered in swirling green glyphs. Or were they runes? Sansa was not sure, but either way, she did not like them.
"I can cover it," Myrcella insisted, draping it over her head. The gold made her green eyes shine even brighter; strangely, the dark wig seemed to suit her almost as well as her own curls. "It itches," Myrcella complained. She drew up her hood, and the veil vanished.
For a little while the two young lovers stood beneath the tree, hands clasped. As they exchanged chaste kisses, the rain began to slow, then stop. Carefully, they began to walk toward the road, not knowing that in the distance, Sansa could hear the thunder of hooves as the guards returned from the village.
"See?" Trystane smiled as he led his lady with one hand, the other stroking his wispy mustache as if he were a man grown. "Everything will be fine—"
Trystane paused, frowning, only just now hearing the sound of hooves draw near. His eyes widened, then he bolted back to the ash tree, Myrcella struggling to keep up as they ran hand in hand.
"They'll see us," Myrcella whimpered as they leaned panting against the tree.
"They won't," Trystane said, wheezing, trying to sound brave.
I am so, so sorry.
And with that, Sansa took flight, the gull wheeling high over their heads, screeching as only a gull can screech. There would be no ship to Mele Nernar. Someday perhaps they would thank her for it, once she thought of some other way for them to be together. There has to be one, she thought as she watched the children cling to each other. There must be, it is not fair.
"Oh no." Trystane watched as the guards left the road, following the sound of the gull. "Oh, my mother is going to kill me."
"No, she won't," Myrcella pulled him close and kissed him. "They can't touch us, they can't hurt us."
She tugged her hood down, throwing the golden veil over them both.
"Mother, please," she breathed. "Hear me roar."
And a roar echoed over the world. In the same instant a great whoosh of flame leapt up, then vanished, leaving nothing, nothing but the scent of ash, and the screaming of a gull.
Notes:
...I am so, so fucking sorry. Um. Please comment below? I’m gonna go cry now.
See the author’s notes for why that just happened, despite me really, really not wanting to kill Trystane and Myrcella. Also, as an apology for what you just read, please enjoy some amazing art from ohnoitsmyra.
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King Aegon Targaryen, the Sixth of His Name
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Queen Sansa Stark
Myra is also working on a lovestruck version of the above portrait where Aegon becomes Olyvar the instant he sees his lady wife 🥺
Thank you SO MUCH to Erzherzog, Wiverse, and GeekyOwl for helping me with the battle! As much as I love medieval history, the military aspect is really not my thing, and their assistance was invaluable. Especially Erzherzog, who took my very rough ideas/battle outline and turned them into coherent strategy with a timeline of events even I could follow.
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155: Arya I
156: Cersei I
157: Jon I
158: Bran INOTES
1) Viserion's injury is based upon a Marjolin ulcer, a type of skin cancer which can occur when a scar heals poorly.
2) Medieval people ate SO MUCH bread! Servants expected 2-3 pounds of bread a day, plus whatever meat, cheese, vegetables, and fruit might be available.
3) Running a medieval castle, or manor, took an exceptional amount of work. There was a veritable army of servants to manage, and the lady of the household was expected to do so whenever the lord was away. Of course, like with any lord, the level of rigor with which a lady carried out her duties could vary. She might leave much of the work to the upper servants, like the steward, or take a more involved approach to ensure things ran smoothly.
4) Sansa mentions the duty of a queen to temper the king's justice with mercy. This was a real part of queenship called intercession.
In some political situations, it was injudicious for the king to appear to yield or capitulate. A queen had the ability to intervene and moderate the king’s policies without him losing face.
5) Medieval possets were a bit of an odd dish. Made from wine, cream, eggs, and spices, the hot drink curdled. One drank the liquid, then ate the curds that floated on top. I guess it was an acquired taste?
6) Houses Fell, Massey, Sunglass, and Rambton were loyal to Stannis in canon. Here, during the five year gap their lords were all replaced by the next claimant in line willing to declare for Tommen, giving the new lords a hefty incentive to support the crown.
7) I really, really did not want to kill Myrcella, and I originally planned to let her survive. But the longer I mulled it over, the more I came to the conclusion that it would cheapen the story to let Olyvar and Sansa graciously spare her, and take the throne without paying a price in innocent blood. Ditto for Trystane; House Martell used him as a piece in the game, and that had awful, unforeseen consequences.
Further, the fates of Cersei's children always had to rest in her hands, because ASOIAF heavily focuses on how the choices of parents save or condemn their innocent children. It did not feel right to have Myrcella randomly killed by a knight hoping for favor, or by some unrelated incident. In canon, Cersei's children are doomed because of Cersei's lust for power, and her refusal to let go of it. Golden crowns and golden shrouds...
In the show, Cersei almost poisons Tommen when it looks like the Blackwater has been lost, a choice which GRRM approved of. In Cersei I, we'll learn more about wtf Cersei was thinking with the veil, which was loosely inspired by the myth of Creusa of Corinth.
Chapter 155: Arya I
Chapter Text
Somehow, she had not expected the scent of a dragon to be so bad.
Arya Stark wrinkled her nose, trying not to gag. Instead, she focused upon the sight before her eyes, that of a wonder both strange and terrible.
The light of the afternoon sun shone down on the dragon's scales. They were deep green, yet somehow faded, like a jade carving dimmed by a coat of dust. Each tooth was a long black dagger, each claw sharp as a sword. One eye socket was empty and shriveled. The other eye stared, the pool of molten bronze turned cold and lifeless. His horns and spinal crest were bronze too, and the bones of his one remaining wing. The other was gone, snapped off at the root, leaving a wound crawling with hungry maggots.
"Rhaegal," Arya breathed.
Nymeria was less impressed with the beast lying upon the shore. Annoyed by the dragonstink, she loped toward the God's Eye, her paws kicking up snow. While the direwolf jumped into the water with a splash, Arya kept on staring, fascinated. How did a live dragon compare to a dead one? She could hardly wait to find out.
Arya bit her lip. In only a few weeks they would reach King's Landing. In only a few weeks, she would see her sister. It was a reunion she had looked forward to for months. Yet as it drew near, she felt a pang of dread. Sansa was a queen now, and Arya was just Arya, a poor excuse for a princess. Would Sansa even have time for her? She must have proper ladies, dozens of them. Arya imagined them looking up at their queen adoringly, then turning with looks of well bred disapproval when her scapegrace sister dared to intrude upon their circle.
Since they left Winterfell, Arya had grown used to looks of polite dismay. She saw them at each castle where they stopped to spend the night. The lords and ladies tried to hide them, of course, wary of offending the Princess of Winterfell.
But a water dancer was no fool. Arya caught the way their lips tightened when they saw her brown hair fluttering about her shoulders, short as a boy's. She marked how their eyes darted as they pretended not to notice the tunic and breeches Arya wore on the road. As a courtesy, she always changed into a gown for supper. But dagged sleeves could not hide her well-muscled arms, nor a silk bodice create the curves she lacked.
"So, child," a gruff voice said, interrupting her thoughts. "Have you looked your fill?"
"Not yet, great-uncle," Arya replied.
Her eyes flickered to the lake, where Nymeria swam in circles. When she glanced over her shoulder, it was to see Ser Brynden Tully, raising a bushy grey eyebrow. His hair was grey too, his face weathered, his eyes a deep blue that reminded Arya of her mother, his beloved niece. His cloak was the blue-and-red of Riverrun, pinned with a shiny black fish made of obsidian.
"Ugly creature," Brynden Blackfish said. "Though proof, at least, that whatever else he may be, your sister's husband is no craven."
"We knew that already," Arya grumbled under her breath. Her great-uncle might be here as Robb's envoy, but must he always think the worst?
When her retinue of winter wolves rode into the Twins just after the new year, Arya had expected to be greeted by a castellan. Instead, her uncle Lord Edmure Tully had awaited them, along with his wife Lady Roslin and their young sons. Little Hoster was three, and the even littler Perwyn was only one. When Lady Roslin handed him to her brother, Ser Perwyn Truefaith, Arya's sworn sword had almost cried.
Roslin was less overcome by the meeting; she fairly beamed as she rubbed the swell of her belly. "Our third babe should come in fifth moon, princess," she said, seeing Arya glance at her curiously. Then Roslin remembered herself. Arya wished she hadn't. Her crestfallen look of pity had cut deeper than a sword.
Then Brynden Blackfish had come forward to introduce himself and the moment passed. Arya took to her great-uncle like a fish to water. The appearance of Lady Ravella Smallwood raised her spirits further, as did the news she brought. Little Nan was a thriving child. The orphaned babe she and Sansa had found during their wanderings in the Riverlands now belonged to Lady Smallwood's master of horse and his wife, whose own children had died of measles.
Ser Brynden and Lady Smallwood accompanied Arya and her retinue when they left a few days later, leading their horses onto a fleet of barges. Down the Green Fork they had floated, the miles passing by as Ser Brynden filled her ears with tales of battles and hunting bandits. When at last they reached the Ruby Ford they disembarked, returning to the kingsroad.
Arya would have ridden straight for King's Landing, but she had been overruled. Ser Brynden Blackfish and Ser Deziel Dalt insisted on paying their respects to the High Septon of Harrenhal and obtaining his blessing. It was a desire shared by many of the winter wolves, those who came from White Harbor and followed the Seven.
With a sigh Arya looked away from the corpse of the dragon, up at the looming, slagged towers of Harrenhal. It was only a few days since they arrived at the end of first moon, but it felt like an eternity. Could dragons really have fought over the God's Eye a mere fortnight ago? She would not have believed it, if not for the ripe stench of rotting dragon and the babbling of the folk of Harrenhal and Harrentown.
No one would shut up about the dragon battle, or about Strongspear the Squire turning out to be Aegon Targaryen. Ser Brynden's mouth tightened every time he heard the name. Her great-uncle had not shared her satisfaction that the letters declaring Aegon's claim to the throne also declared Sansa Stark to be his queen.
"King Robb did not give his blessing," Brynden Blackfish had glowered just this morning. Ser Deziel Dalt had blithely ignored him, adding honey to his porridge and stirring it in with a smile.
Somehow, Arya thought Robb had other things on his mind as he marched north. The Wall is cracked. The knowledge ought to frighten her, but she obstinately refused to be afraid. It was Lord Commander Jon Snow who held the Wall, and her brother had killed a dragon. What was an Other compared to that? Robb and Jon would beat them, just like Bran had beaten that awful demon with the thousand red eyes. And now Bran was coming home, she knew it...
Arya wondered how Bran would feel when he saw Winterfell again. To her surprise, she missed it less than she had expected. Perhaps it was because she had brought so much of home with her. Jeyne Poole and Merissa of Sherrer stood not ten yards away, pinching their noses and whispering in horror as they looked at the dragon. Gendry did not share their squeamishness. He stood closer to the dragon than anyone else, silent and wide-eyed as he examined every inch from snout to tail.
Well, he might not be talking to her, but at least he was finally out of the forge. A journeyman armorer needed to learn, she knew that, but did Gendry have to disappear every time they stopped somewhere with a master armorer? And when they made camp, he was always working, repairing old armor or forging new pieces to replace what could not be repaired. For Gendry's sake Arya hoped the old master armorer Tobho Mott was still in King's Landing, but she doubted she'd ever see hide nor hair of Gendry if he was.
"How long must we look at the cursed thing?" Dacey Mormont said in a low voice.
Dacey stood further back. She guarded the approach to the lake, her morningstar at the ready. Too far away for Arya to hear, but not for Nymeria. The direwolf trotted over to say hello, soaking wet from her swim.
"Knowing the princess, she'll get bored soon," said Ser Perwyn, sounding resigned. "Thank the Seven. Were she a few years younger no doubt she'd be trying to climb it, and I'd have to get her down before she broke her neck somersaulting off its back."
Arya grinned. It was a pity her favorite sworn swords were rarely on duty together. She had ten in all, warriors chosen by Robb for their skill and loyalty. Two of them guarded her at all times, along with six men-at-arms. Ondrew smirked as Porther tossed him a copper star, having lost some bet over the dragon, whilst Harwood, Therry, Byam, and Gaven stood at attention, halberds in their hands.
The guards barely twitched when Nymeria raced past them, but Arya frowned, confused. Nymeria, come back here. The she-wolf ignored her. A puff of wind had wafted new scents to her nose, ones she much preferred to the stink of rotting dragon. Nymeria ran toward the smell, toward a gaggle of smallfolk approaching from Harrentown.
To Arya's surprise, there were no shouts of alarm when the direwolf loped among them. If anything, the smallfolk walked faster. By the time they drew near the fallen dragon Arya's guards had formed up, their halberds pointing at the smallfolk. Jeyne Poole and Meri stood behind her, one to either side; Ser Perwyn, Ser Brynden, Dacey Mormont, and Gendry arrayed themselves in a crescent between her and the smallfolk.
When all of the smallfolk dropped to their knees, Arya could not help but stare. Her great-uncle stared too, his sharp eyes narrowing as he examined the little crowd. There were perhaps a score of them, men and women, old and young. All of them were unarmed, and all of them looked vaguely familiar. At their head knelt a plump man in a leather apron, who looked up at her as if she were not real. Arya knew him, she did, he was a stonemason, bound for the Wall until Yoren's death sent him to the hollow hill...
"Cutjack?" Arya asked, bewildered.
Jeyne blinked, Meri exhaled, and Gendry relaxed. None of her other guards did. If anything, Ser Brynden drew a little closer. When Nymeria sat on her haunches beside the smallfolk, he raised an eyebrow, as if doubting the direwolf's judgment.
"Princess Arya," Cutjack replied. "Well met, m'lady." He glanced nervously at the halberds.
"Put those down," Arya commanded.
The men-at-arms hesitated, eyeing her great-uncle's tense shoulders and stern expression. Only after Nymeria snarled did her guards obey, returning to standing at attention. Dacey Mormont was less cooperative. Rather than put up her morningstar, she smiled and gave it an idle toss.
"The gods are good," Cutjack said, when Arya gestured for him and everyone else to rise to their feet. "We were that relieved, when word came o' Queen Sansa's return—"
"We never thought to see you here, m'lady," interrupted a gangly young man, grinning. Arya recalled his face, but not his name. Tom? Torbert? "And—"
"I believe an explanation is in order," Ser Brynden said, one hand resting on the hilt of his sword.
The question was put to Cutjack, but it was Arya who answered, eager to make her great-uncle understand. He listened patiently as she spoke of the hollow hill, of outlaws and smallfolk. When she was done Ser Brynden crossed his arms, a deep frown on his lined face.
"We owe you thanks, m'lord," the gangly youth said, after a long pause to make sure he didn't interrupt. Tarber, that was it, and the girl beside him was Shirei. "Everyone knows 'twas Brynden Blackfish who hunted down all the bandits and made the Riverlands safe again." Tarber ducked his head as he bowed, first to the Blackfish, then to Arya. "The princess has your blood, m'lord, even when she were only a girl."
"She does, at that," Shirei chimed in. "Her and her sister both."
"Oh?" Ser Brynden gave Arya a look, as if he had known all along how much she had left out of the tale. "Pray, continue, I should like to hear of their deeds."
Horrified, Arya could only listen as the smallfolk leapt to follow the Blackfish's command. For every deed or kindness laid at Sansa's feet, there were just as many for which they praised Arya. They spoke of the wolf packs who guarded the hollow hill, silent sentinels who served Princess Arya as faithfully as hounds. They spoke of Nymeria attacking Lannister soldiers and gelding rapers, of Princess Arya teaching the little ones to defend themselves.
Arya could feel her face turning redder and redder with every word. It was one thing for the northmen to praise her for slaying Ramsay Snow, even if most of the songs were terrible. This was something very different, and it made her uneasy.
"So, m'lord," Cutjack finally said, when everyone else had finished. "That's why we had to come pay our respects, when we heard the princess were out by the lake."
"And now you've paid them," Ser Brynden said briskly. "I believe it is time the princess returned to Harrenhal, and you to your work."
So soon? Arya had barely had a chance to talk to them, and her friends hadn't gotten to say anything at all.
"But first, they shall walk with us back to the castle," Arya said, raising her voice so it carried. She didn't bother trying a pleading look on her great-uncle. Instead she glared, and Nymeria growled low in her throat.
"Come along, you heard me," Arya said.
And with that, she strode toward Harrenhal. Jeyne, Meri, and Gendry came too, their pattens leaving a trail in the wet snow. After a moment, Ser Perwyn, Dacey, and her men-at-arms followed, leaving the Blackfish behind, his face inscrutable.
Thankfully, her guards did not hover over Arya as she asked after the folk she had once known and protected. Tarber and Shirei were now wed, to the disapproval of gruff Damina and several of the old grandfathers and grandmothers. Liane and her son little Pate were in good health, though the widow lamented the lack of unmarried men in Harrentown. The cousins Bethany and Tansy were widows too, though much older than Liane, who was not yet thirty. Once Bethany and Tansy had taken Meri off in search of cows to milk; now they scraped by by spinning thread, and Patrek and Theo and a dozen other boys and girls found work where they could.
Almost all of the folk of the hollow hill had come to Harrentown, it seemed. Not all, though. Gendry was disappointed to hear that Ronnel the smith had gone back to his old village, along with the only one of his sons who had survived the fighting. And Meri went very pale when she heard that Celia had passed away, the ancient grandmother having never returned to the holdfast from which both of them hailed.
"What of Sherrer?" Jeyne Poole asked hopefully. "Has it been rebuilt?"
"No, m'lady," said Cutjack.
It seemed Lord Karyl Vance of Wayfarer's Rest lacked the means to rebuild all the villages and holdfasts burned when the westermen swept over his lands. Sherrer was a ruin now, her people scattered. Celia did not lie there, in the lichyard where all her family were buried. Instead they had buried her atop the hollow hill, within the ring of weirwood saplings Sansa had planted.
"She couldn’t ask for a finer grave," said Tansy. "Less she were a noble, fit for a tomb in some holy sept. Now t’ Mother, Maiden, and Crone watch over her, and wrap their arms around her bones."
Ser Perwyn sputtered, leaving Arya to ask what Tansy meant. Everyone agreed that the weirwoods belonged to the old gods, not the new. Everyone, except the folk of the hollow hill. Arya listened, bewildered, as they talked of white sprouts and bloody sap and sacred visions.
When they reached the gates of Harrenhal, they pleaded to follow her in. They wanted to pray in the godswood, and His High Holiness would not give them leave. Arya scowled. She had prayed beneath the heart tree each night since they arrived. Why shouldn't they join her?
As Arya suspected, the holy brothers manning the gatehouse didn't dare argue with the Princess of Winterfell. Brynden Blackfish didn't gainsay her either, though he stalked off to Kingspyre Tower. Everyone else followed Arya to the godswood.
As they knelt in the snow before the massive weirwood, some of the smallfolk gave the tree uneasy looks. Unlike Arya, they were not used to the twisted mouth, the narrowed eyes, the pale trunk scarred with thirteen dark wounds. One of the youngest boys cried and hid behind his kneeling mother, while a maid a few years older than Arya kept looking at Gendry's blue eyes rather than the weirwood's red ones. When the maid saw Arya's scowl she blushed and bowed her head in prayer.
Really, Arya should have bowed her head and closed her eyes too, like Jeyne Poole, who knelt beside her. Gendry and Meri did not kneel, but stood close by. They belonged to the Seven, not the old gods. They said their prayers in the sept, one at the Hour of the Smith, the other at the Hour of the Maiden.
The bells were tolling five when Brynden Blackfish appeared. Behind him was the High Septon, Paul the Pious, followed by seven lay brothers and lay sisters. The dwarf carried a golden staff that overtopped him by a foot, its seven-sided crystal shining. His garb was less impressive. There was no crown to cover his brown tonsure and bald pink head, and his brown roughspun robes were as homely as his broad face.
Arya stood quietly so as not to disturb the silence. The smallfolk did not notice the High Septon until their prayers were done. Then they turned toward him, still on their knees. They waited for Paul the Pious to speak, most of them looking nervous, a few hopeful. But the High Septon said nothing, only stood, thoughtful.
It was Brynden Blackfish who bade the smallfolk rise. A glance from Arya, and her friends left the godswood with the folk of the hollow hill. When they were gone, Arya and the High Septon were alone. Save for her guards and his tail, who stood at a distance so they might speak privily. Yet the High Septon still said nothing, his brown eyes contemplative as he gazed at her.
"Your High Holiness," Arya said when she could stand it no longer.
"Princess Arya." The dwarf inclined his head. "I had not expected guests in my godswood."
Arya stared back at him. Did he want an apology?
"Septs are open to everyone," she said bluntly. "Aren't they?"
"They are."
Arya kept staring, waiting for the High Septon to turn away, or to start yelling. He did neither. Instead he gestured toward an older lay sister of perhaps fifty, one who wore the yellow robes of the Crone.
"Sister Edythe will gladly show you back to your chambers."
"Thank you, Your High Holiness," Arya said, biting back the urge to tell him she knew the way. "But I had not finished my prayers."
"Then I shall leave you to them, princess."
And with that, the High Septon left. He was followed by all of his tail but for Sister Edythe, who seemed rather cranky. She stood with her thin lips pursed, staring not at Arya but in her general direction.
Annoyed at having trapped herself, Arya got back on her knees. For a little while she did naught but breathe, letting herself slip through the underbrush with Nymeria. The godswood sprawled over twenty acres, perfect for a restless wolf to ramble. Frost clung to bushes and trees, their branches bare. They would only sprout buds and leaves when spring returned to wake life from the barren world.
Arya felt a pang of anger. She would always be barren, no matter the season. Glad as she was to be spared wedding Hoarfrost Umber and bearing his children, why had the gods chosen to curse her so? She would turn sixteen in only a few moons, but everyone said the true mark of womanhood was moonblood. True, getting it sounded miserable. But it felt so strange, hearing other girls and women talk of an experience she would never share.
"What does The Seven-Pointed Star say about barren women?"
Sister Edythe was the only one within earshot. She must have known the question was for her. Yet long minutes dragged by with no sound but the wind in the trees. Perhaps the sister was hard of hearing? Arya was about to repeat herself when she heard the sister clear her throat.
"And as he walked the hills of Andalos, Hugor of the Hill came upon a weeping woman. Her clothes were torn to show her shame, for she was barren, and her husband had cast her out. Yet as Hugor told her of the Seven, her tears did cease, and a look of wonder came upon her, and she fell to her knees before the gods' chosen."
The sister cleared her throat again. Her voice was raspy, as if from disuse.
"And Hugor said to her, child, do not weep. Pray to the Mother, and she shall show you the way to serve Her will, for it was She who denied you children. And the barren woman prayed, yet knew not the Mother's will, and begged to follow Hugor to the next village, for she could not return to her husband's house."
"Days and days they walked, until they came upon a village. All were in mourning, for the headman's beloved wife had died in childbed, leaving behind six sons and daughters and a new babe like to die for want of milk. And as the babe wailed, the barren woman felt her breasts grow heavy, and knew the Mother's will. She nursed the babe as if it were her own, and the headman took her in honor as his wife. So says the Book of the Mother, chapter two, verse twenty-three."
Arya wrinkled her nose, confused.“Shouldn’t the barren woman have asked the Maiden for help?” Arya might have ignored Septa Mordane’s sermons, but even she knew it was the Maiden who protected women.
Sister Edythe frowned. “The barren woman prayed to the Mother because she wanted children.”
“What if she didn’t?”
Sister Edythe blinked. “I… don’t know, princess. Some barren women become septas, or find some other way to serve the gods.”
Arya snorted. She would make an awful septa. Leaving Sister Edythe in peace, she looked back at the weirwood. How could she serve the old gods? Somehow Arya could not help thinking of another weirwood, a mere sapling. She was so young then, only a girl, but she had meant the oath which she had sworn in the godswood of the Red Keep…
Arya’s thoughts were still a muddle that evening. A half moon shone silver outside her window, and Arya itched to run beneath it like Nymeria did. Instead, she must ready herself for bed and rise early for a long day of riding. As Jeyne Poole was busy packing the last of Arya’s clothes, that left Meri to help her into a clean sleeping shift.
“Sherrer might be gone, but why didn’t the rest of them go home?” Arya could not understand it. Most of the folk of the hollow hill had never gone beyond their lord’s lands, not until they fled the fighting as the Lannisters burned and pillaged.
Meri hesitated, holding the sleeping shift up so Arya could slide her head and arms in.
“Princess…”
“Maybe they wanted to live by a lake?” Jeyne interrupted. “It’s very pretty, and the air smells so sweet.”
Meri’s eyes flashed as she tugged the sleeping shift down and smoothed it out. “No,” she said. “They didn’t go back because they couldn’t.”
“Why not?” Jeyne asked. She bent over an open chest, oblivious to the scathing look Meri was giving her. “They have legs, don’t they? Surely their old villages were closer to the hollow hill than to Harrenhal.”
“If they even knew the way back.” Meri’s face was flushed. “Most of them came from villages smaller than Sherrer. Would you go back, knowing you’d find only ash and bones?”
“No, but their lords would have sent them to rebuild other villages,” Jeyne said, dismissive.
“Villages full of strangers,” Meri snapped. Usually at this point she would be fetching things for Arya to clean her teeth, but she had forgotten the princess. “Or they could stay together, find a new home together. We lost everything and everyone we ever knew, of course they clung to each other!”
Tears welled in her eyes; Jeyne looked startled.
“Winterfell isn’t Sherrer,” she said in a soothing tone. “But it’s a great castle, not a pitiful little holdfast.”
“So? Gendry still misses the Street of Steel, why can’t I miss Sherrer?” Meri sniffled. “I liked working with the cows. And all the other servants, they don’t know the tales my mother told me, or the songs we sang, or if they do, the words or the tune are wrong!”
Meri’s eyes darted to Arya, finally remembering where she was.
“Beg pardon, princess, I… I…”
Arya pretended to yawn as she beat a hasty retreat to her featherbed. Once there, she closed the drapes, the better to ignore the angry whispers and sniffling. She could clean her teeth in the morning. She was already dozing off when Jeyne crawled into the other side of the bed.
That night Arya dreamed of the day she left Winterfell. The heart tree loomed above her, its solemn face as familiar as her own. Silently she prayed for herself, for her sister, for her brothers, for an end to the winter. There was no answer, save for whispers of song fluttering upon the wind, and the sudden warmth of a summer sun.
When Arya awoke the bed was empty and her mouth tasted vile. Thankfully, Meri had already set out a flagon of fresh water on the table beside the bed, along with a rough linen cloth and a small jar of ground salt and sage. After Arya had scrubbed her teeth vigorously, Meri helped her dress in her riding clothes, a leather jerkin, tunic and breeches, all in grey trimmed and embroidered with white.
Jeyne Poole was already dressed, a jerkin laced up over her blue and grey gown. Almost as soon as Arya finished dressing, a lay sister appeared bearing a tray. Jeyne thanked her, and bade her summon porters to carry down the princess’s things.
Arya presided over an awkward breakfast as the porters came and went. Mercifully, one of her sworn swords, Ser Joseth Woolfield, appeared just as they finished eating. Everything was in order; the host was ready to depart Harrenhal at the princess’s leisure.
The skies might be cloudy, the ground ankle deep in snow, but none of that mattered. There was nothing like being on horseback, the waters of the God's Eye gleaming as they followed the lake road south along the shore.
Winter it might be, yet they had made good time on their journey thus far. Heading south was always easier than heading north. All the roads looked worse from a distance than they proved when the host drew near. Drifts of snow and sheets of ice melted into pools from which the horses drank, yet the ground was still firm and frozen beneath their hooves. Arya rarely felt cold; she wore only a scant few layers of heavy wool, and didn't bother with her furs unless there was snow or frigid winds.
"Good morrow, niece."
"Good morrow, uncle," Arya said, biting back a sigh as Brynden Blackfish reined up beside her. He couldn't scold her at dinner last night, not in front of their guests, but she'd hoped that meant he would leave her be.
"Ser Patrek Mallister has the outriders well in hand, or so he claims," the Blackfish said. "Bad winds, today."
Brynden Blackfish scowled, one hand resting on his stiff leg. He had broken it descending from the Eyrie, and though healed, it pained him in the cold. Riding with the column was warmer than riding with the outriders, or so her great-uncle claimed. An excuse to keep a close eye on Arya, more likely.
Fortunately, the scolding never came. Instead, Brynden filled the hours telling her stories about his youth at Riverrun. In those days he was a household knight, already renowned for his service in the War of the Ninepenny Kings. Yet for every story about chasing bandits, there was another about his beloved nieces, Catelyn and Lysa, and his nephew Edmure. It was strange, thinking of Lady Catelyn as a little girl who made mud pies.
"That ended when Minisa died." Her great-uncle's shoulders drooped, just a little. "Cat was only eleven, Lysa nine, Edmure a babe of two. With her lady mother gone, Hoster insisted that Cat take up her duties and begin running the household. She took to it like a fish to water, but..."
He shook his head.
"I told Hoster that children should be children. I meant for him to ask less of Cat; instead he asked nothing of Lysa and Edmure, save their obedience. Edmure became a man long after he came of age, but Lysa is a child still, governed by whim rather than reason. Soon she and her son will pay for her folly with their lives. Think of that, child, when the next idle whim seizes you. His High Holiness might have made things very difficult, had he taken offense to your antics."
"I will," Arya said grudgingly. Then she remembered something.
"Did Lord Hoster make things very difficult, when you refused to wed?"
Brynden Blackfish snorted.
"Sometimes I wish you were a little less like your mother. Yes, he did. Why, do you fancy following my example?"
"Maybe," Arya admitted. She chewed on her lip.
"Hmph."
For the rest of the day, Arya alternated between watching the road, the lake, and her great-uncle. She knew why she didn't want to marry, but what about him? No quiet rumors followed Brynden Blackfish the way they followed Ser Loras Tyrell. Nor had she heard of some woman he loved and lost. His refusal to wed was odd, but no one cast it in his face.
Perhaps, if her great-uncle could be a blackfish, Arya could be a blackwolf. Wait, no, that was silly. Rickon was the one with a black direwolf, not her. Or maybe the blackwolf was Jon. Back at Winterfell, Ondrew and Porther had argued over whether Jon Snow should be called the Black Wolf, for the Night's Watch, or the White Wolf, for Ghost's pale fur. Arya didn't care, she just wanted to see him again, and every league took her further from the Wall.
But closer to Sansa, Arya reminded herself when they stopped for the night. The closest inn was tiny, and they had passed it with several hours of good daylight left. Arya was glad; that meant they must make camp.
A bustling camp was glorious, almost as good as the Wintertown. Whilst men raised tents and set up horselines, Arya wandered, drinking in the sights and sounds. She saw bakers at their ovens, and wondered how flour became bread. She saw outriders come in to make reports, saw men dig latrine trenches and set up the perimeter stakes, even though the odds of attack were slim. She heard men argue over dice and gambling debts, over whose lord was the most fearsome or valiant, over which camp followers were the prettiest or most skilled.
Of course, Arya was not allowed to prowl alone. Her sworn swords and men-at-arms trailed her, as did Nymeria when she was not exploring. Jeyne Poole never did; she was busy overseeing the princess's household.
Arya had not realized she would require so many servants. At Robb's insistence, she was always guarded by two knights and six men-at-arms. As they served in shifts, and required days off, that meant she must have ten knights, and thirty men-at-arms. Arya found that absurd, but Robb declared he would not be moved. And then there was the cook, the washerwomen, the master of horses and the farrier, the scribes who assisted Jeyne with her work.
At Jeyne's request, her uncle Torrhen Poole had given her lessons on what a steward must know. All Arya had to do was supervise, the way Lady Edythe Cerwyn had taught her. Each week she reviewed the ledgers, checking the tidy rows of numbers and doing the sums again herself. She listened to Jeyne's reports on any problems which had arisen, and settled any quarrels among the servants which required Arya's attention.
Lady Smallwood could not find fault with their arrangement, though she did make a few changes which Arya disliked. Apparently it was not acceptable for Arya to have a quick dinner before practicing with Needle. Nevermind that Arya sometimes agreed to dine with her highest bannermen in their pavilions; no, she must host them herself, at least once every sennight.
Alas, tonight was one of those nights. While Jeyne saw to the cook, Meri helped Arya dress. Her tangled hair was brushed, her riding clothes changed for a gown. Bronze wolf heads hung at her ears; her bronze direwolf circlet sat atop her head.
The bannermen invited to join her this evening dressed just as well as she did. Ser Marlon Manderly's violet doublet was of plush velvet, blazoned with three mermaids in silver thread. His chain was silver too, set with mother-of-pearl seashells and jade tridents. Cousin to Lord Wyman Manderly, Ser Marlon led the largest part of her host, which came from White Harbor and its neighboring fiefs.
Lord Artos Woolfield wore a velvet doublet too. A rich deep plum color, it was covered in embroidered scrollwork, white as his beard and the woolsacks of his sigil. Ser Lew Locke, the elderly brother of the even older Lord Ondrew Locke, also wore purple velvet, patterned with their crossed bronze keys.
Then there were the Flints. So, so many Flints, all in heavy wool. Those in yellow blazoned with blue eyes and waves came from Widow's Watch. Greybeards or youth alike, all were distant cousins of Lady Lyessa Flint, whose eldest son Robin had died at the Red Wedding taking crossbow bolts meant for Robb.
The Flints of Widow's Watch were extremely proud of this, much to the resentment of the Flints of Flint's Finger. They wore tunics, striped black and white, with silver hand brooches upon their chests. All of them were youths, just barely too young to fight in the War of Five Kings, and only allowed to fight now because they were younger sons. The oldest of them, Beron Flint, was the same age as Gendry, only twenty. Despite sharing Arya's middling height of only five and a half feet, he was as burly as a bear, and just as ill-tempered. His cousins all called him the Fist, ever since he killed a man in Wintertown with a single blow.
No one seemed to know why Beron killed the man, though. Arya had heard countless rumors. Some said it was over an insult to his mother. Some said the man had called him craven. Some said the man had dragged a sheep into a tavern, and bade him fuck it because all mountain clansmen preferred sheep to women.
That didn't make any sense. Beron wasn't a mountain Flint. That was the First Flints. Their tunics might be green, but all of them were greybeards, like their leader, Torghen Flint. The Old Flint was not impressed with Beron's fists, an insult which the Flints of Flint's Finger took with ill grace.
Last of Arya's guests was Lord Hugo Wull, better known as Big Bucket. Brown buckets were patterned across his blue tunic, the wool stretched tight over his massive belly. His sons and best fighters had remained with Robb, to help lead him to the Wall, but Big Bucket had insisted on taking every greybeard and callow youth south to quench their blades with Lannister blood.
"Bolton blood would have been just as sweet," declared Big Bucket. "But Ned's girl didn't leave any for us."
Arya took a vicious bite of salted beef, ignoring the roar of laughter from the Flints of Flint's Finger. Lady Smallwood, who sat beside her, frowned, eyebrows raised.
"Surely the songs exaggerate."
Big Bucket grinned as he launched into the tale. By the end, almost everyone was slamming their empty tankards on the table as Lord Woolfield attempted to sing part of The She-Wolf in a Bloody Gown. At least it wasn't The Beautiful Bane of the Boltons.
Thankfully, once dinner ended, Arya could dismiss her guests. One by one they obeyed, the men bowing deeply before taking their leave, while Lady Smallwood dipped a curtsy. It was too early for bed, but too late to practice her water dancing. Annoyed, Arya sat and sulked while Jeyne played her harp.
If Alys Karstark had come with her, there'd be a pretty voice singing over the harp. But Alys couldn't ride with her all day and sing every night. No, her brother Lord Harrion Karstark had decided that since King Robb was no longer available, Alys should wed someone else, as soon as possible.
Alys might have wed Hoarfrost Umber, had she accepted the quiet offer he made before leaving Winterfell. No one had known about that, not even Arya, until Alys told her shortly before she left. Alys had rejected him before he could even finish his proposal, and quickly persuaded Cley Cerwyn to ask for her hand. Now they were wed, and Alys was one of Queen Margaery's ladies-in-waiting, rather than one of Arya's.
Arya also wished she could have brought Wynafryd Manderly. Alas, she was busy with her children. Wyman was almost two; the new babe, Bethany, was only four moons old. It seemed cruel to part Ser Perwyn from his wife and children, but he refused to let her go south without him.
Mya Stone didn't seem to mind leaving her husband and babe behind. Little Myranda Redfort was also four moons old, but unlike Bethany, she screamed all the time. Desperate for sleep, Mya had handed her over to a wet nurse and never took her back. By the time her milk dried up a few weeks later, she was back in the saddle, against her midwife's advice.
"You should be grateful," Mya had told her, one day when they were riding down a clear stretch of the kingsroad. "Not all women are meant to be mothers."
Arya had no chance to reply; Mya had already kicked her horse to a gallop. Arya had not seen her again until they made camp, and then only briefly. Mya had berated her men to raise her tent faster, then hidden inside it, weeping so loud that everyone could hear. The next day, it was if nothing had happened.
Whatever Mya's thoughts on motherhood, Arya had to admit it was nice not to bleed every month. Meri had been wincing all day; Nymeria could smell the heavy flow of blood that seeped into the moon cloth she wore inside her smallclothes. Losing that much blood couldn't be pleasant, and cramps sounded even worse.
"Meri gets a foul temper, during her moonblood," Jeyne said later, as she helped Arya take off her gown. Her voice was lofty and superior, as if she were seventy, not seventeen. "That's why she forgot herself last night."
"No, it isn't!" Meri snapped from across the tent, where she was mending a torn hem. "I lost my temper because you refuse to understand! The folk of the hollow hill are our people, they should have come with us, and you wouldn't even let me ask!"
"The Blackfish wouldn't have let me, anyway," Arya said bitterly. She already had a household; she didn't need dozens of new servants. "He'd have said it was a silly whim."
"The princess is right," Jeyne agreed, her face turning a splotchy red.
"If the Blackfish said no, that would be one thing." Meri stabbed the needle into the cloth. "But he might have listened, if you let me ask Princess Arya, instead of giving up without even trying."
There was nothing to be said after that. Nor the next morning, when all of them rose, sullen and silent. Brynden Blackfish was with the outriders today, leaving Arya to ride with Ser Perwyn Truefaith and Ser Deziel Dalt. To her annoyance, both were in good humor. They took turns singing songs, most of them ballads about knights who missed their lady loves.
"Sing something more cheerful," Arya finally said. It was late afternoon, and if she had to hear one more ballad, she might have Nymeria bite someone.
Ser Perwyn obliged, singing Wolf in the Night, a song about Robb's victory at Oxcross. Ser Deziel responded with Flowers of Spring. There were far more verses than Arya remembered, about all the lovely flowers found only in Dorne.
The song had just ended when an enormous inn appeared in the distance. It was three stories tall, with a bell tower atop the roof, a long stable to one side of the inn, and a sty full of squealing pigs to the other.
"Pay up," Ondrew yelled. "It's the same size as the Crossroads Inn."
Porther and Byam groaned. They didn't know Ondrew had cheated; she'd heard him asking about the nearby inns back at Harrenhal. It wasn't fair to let him win when he kept placing bets he already knew the answer to.
"What's in the courtyard?" Arya called.
"A block of marble, princess, veined with gold," Ondrew answered.
Then he realized they couldn't see the courtyard yet. Arya smiled for the first time all day as she listened to the other men-at-arms yell at Ondrew and demand their money back. Then Byam threatened to stab him, and Arya hastily intervened, ordering Ondrew to pay back every coin he'd won in the past fortnight.
"If he doesn't, he'll answer to Nymeria," Arya promised as they rode into the stableyard.
Normally, Nymeria would growl at that point. When she didn't, Arya looked over at her, confused. The direwolf's entire body was rigid, her ears pricked, her nose pointing at the sky. The horses sensed something amiss too; all of them stared the same direction as the wolf, ears held back, the whites of their eyes showing. There was a speck of white against the grey clouds, wheeling like a bird—
Arya's eyes widened in disbelief. Not a bird. A dragon.
Viserion descended slowly, oh so slowly. By the time she landed, Arya and those who had ridden with her were afoot, their anxious horses given over to the stable boys. Nymeria crouched at her feet, teeth bared; in the distance she could see Brynden Blackfish galloping toward the inn.
Princesses were not supposed to stare with their mouths open, but Arya had never been very good at being a princess. Everyone else was gaping, why shouldn't she? The dragon was huge, bigger than the corpse they had seen beside the lake. Her scales were the color of cream; her spinal crest and horns shone like gold. When she opened her mouth, it was like looking into a furnace filled with pale golden flames.
Arya barely noticed the rider until he slid down from his saddle. A few pats of the dragon's flank, and then he was striding toward her. His surcoat was halved blue and black, blazoned with an orange phoenix and a crimson three-headed dragon rising above golden flames. His crown was a circlet of Valyrian steel, set with massive rubies; the hilt of a greatsword poked over his shoulder, the pommel a great sapphire. And his face... Arya's belly swooped.
Sansa had always wanted a handsome husband, and now she had one. Her goodbrother's skin was a rich golden brown. His hair fell to his shoulders in waves the color of steel; his eyes were brilliant purple, ringed with amber. Behind her, Jeyne Poole made a little whimpering sound. For her sake, Arya hoped Meri hadn't heard it. Before Arya could say anything, Ser Deziel stepped forward.
"If I may, princess." Ser Deziel's smile was blinding. "Before you stands Aegon Targaryen, Sixth of His Name."
"I noticed," Arya said to a ripple of laughter. Was she supposed to curtsy? She wasn't sure, and it was too late to ask Lady Smallwood.
"Princess Arya." King Aegon held out his hand. "May I?"
Arya offered her hand. When he kissed it, Jeyne sighed, and Ser Deziel snorted. A frown tugged at King Aegon's lips; he let go.
"An embrace seemed inappropriate," he muttered. There were lines at the corners of his eyes; they were a little red, as if he had not slept. "I had hoped to find you still at Harrenhal, princess."
"Harrenhal?"
King Aegon nodded. "Queen Sansa and I arrived there this morning. I have come to take you to her, if you are willing to ride with me upon Viserion."
Arya glanced at Jeyne and Meri, at Ser Perwyn and her other guards. They didn’t need her to lead them to King’s Landing; Lady Smallwood could keep an eye on them. The only trouble would be the old knight dismounting before stalking toward her.
"I would be glad to see my sister, Your Grace," Arya said, pitching her voice so it carried. "I accept your generous offer. But first, I must acquaint you with my companions."
"My great-uncle, Ser Brynden Tully, the Blackfish." Her uncle nodded as he came to stand beside her, his craggy face unamused. "Ser Perwyn Truefaith and Ser Joseth Woolfield, my sworn swords." Both men bowed. "Lady Jeyne Poole, my lady in waiting, and Merissa, my maid." They curtsied. "Oh, and Ser Deziel Dalt, the Knight of Lemonwood, but you already know him."
Ser Brynden’s lips twitched, just a little. "Thank you, niece."
"Sansa is at Harrenhal," Arya told her great-uncle. "King Aegon is going to take me to her." She turned back to Aegon. "When do we leave?"
“Not so fast, princess,” said King Aegon, eyeing the Blackfish. “There are matters to discuss first.”
"Tarly’s lost, then?" The Blackfish did not wait for an answer. "You would not be here if his host were still a threat, not unless you were an utter fool."
"We destroyed his host six days ago," King Aegon said calmly. "But these are matters best discussed privily."
Soon enough they were all crammed in the Goldstone Inn’s largest room. A featherbed took up much of it, forcing everyone to stand. At the Blackfish’s insistence, Arya had asked several northern lords to join them. She had chosen Ser Marlon Manderly, Lord Woolfield, and Big Bucket Wull; there was not enough room for all the Flints, and the rest of her highest bannermen were at the tail end of the column.
King Aegon spoke clearly and quickly, eager to depart before the sunset. On the last day of first moon, he had defeated Lord Randyll Tarly in a battle outside Duskendale.
Lord Randyll was among the dead. He had fallen beneath his horse and been trampled by his own men. Ser Loras Tyrell found the lord of Horn Hill dying in agony, and gave him the gift of mercy with his own sword, Heartsbane, which Ser Loras now bore. Upon seeing their lord slain, Tarly’s infantry had routed, as had his archers. The cavalry, on the other hand, had continued their desperate charge toward the dragon, a decision which they had soon regretted.
“Why wasn’t the dragon in the air?” Brynden Blackfish demanded.
King Aegon smiled grimly. “She could not fly. Tarly knew his only chance was to attack during a storm, though the gusts were far worse than the snow. The Battle of Bitter Winds, the men are calling it.”
It had certainly been a bitter battle for Cersei Lannister and Tommen Falseborn. King Aegon had lost only four hundred men. Tarly had lost over a thousand, with thousands more wounded or taken prisoner. There would have been even more prisoners, had King Aegon possessed enough cavalry to pursue them.
Instead, his men had set out to capture all the highest lords and knights amongst Tarly’s host. Conveniently, most of them had charged with the cavalry, eager to claim the honor of slaying a dragon. Only those with the reserve had managed to escape, like old Lord Wendwater, and his squire, his great-nephew Simon Errol.
“Lord Errol now, I suppose,” King Aegon said. “Viserion roasted his father, Lord Sebastion Errol, when he charged at her.”
Lord Sebastion Errol wasn’t the only one. Lord Buckler, Lord Blount, Lord Rambton and his brothers, all had died in an inferno of dragonflame. Lord Graceford was dead, slain as he gave a mortal wound to Ser Symon Wyl. Lord Cockshaw was dead too, having made the mistake of trying to stand between Ser Loras and Lord Tarly.
Then there were the captives, the ones lucky enough to flee the dragon’s wrath, or wise enough to give up the charge when they saw Tarly’s horse wallowing in the mud. Lords Trant and Rykker, Gaunt and Byrch, Sunglass and Fell, all had been offered the choice between execution or the Wall.
“Still no new word from the Wall?” Brynden Blackfish asked. When King Aegon shook his head, the whole room seemed colder.
Lords Trant and Rykker had chosen death. King Aegon had beheaded them himself, with his Valyrian steel greatsword Ash. The other four lords had chosen the Wall, and would be escorted there soon, along with any of their knights who chose to go with them.
In the meantime, ravens were flying to the seats of the slain and captured high lords, who were all attainted. Their widows and heirs were instructed to choose a minor estate to which they would retire in obscurity. Or, if they preferred, the widows could return to the families of their birth, or request a dowry to remarry or join the Faith. As for the lesser knights, whether landed, household or hedge, they might keep what they had, though only after paying steep ransoms to obtain their release.
“We captured all of Tarly’s siege engines, and his caches of wildfire.” King Aegon grimaced. “And I fear there may be trouble with outlaws, with so many men fled.”
“What of Your Grace’s host?” Ser Marlon Manderly asked.
“Marching on King’s Landing,” said King Aegon. “I’m to rejoin them, once Princess Arya is safely reunited with Queen Sansa at Harrenhal. Rosby is ours, but Stokeworth is not. I intend to demand Lady Stokeworth’s surrender myself, since she ignored the raven informing her that she is attainted.”
"Lady Tanda, that vapid old woman?" Brynden Blackfish raised an eyebrow. "She is no Cersei Lannister, to warrant being made an example of."
"Tanda Stokeworth is a grasping lickspittle." King Aegon said in a low, cold voice, his face murderous. "But she is not Lady Hayford, a babe of six, forced to rely on a castellan too fearful to risk angering the Queen Regent. Lady Stokeworth is a woman grown, free to rule as she wished. She might have remained on her lands, and sought to avoid being noticed. Instead, she dedicated herself to seeking Cersei Lannister's favor. When Cersei required grain, Lady Tanda gladly sold it to her. She filled her coffers with Lannister gold, and thanked Lord Tarly when he slaughtered her starving smallfolk for daring to seek succor from their liege."
For a moment, all was quiet.
"But she is no Cersei," King Aegon admitted. Suddenly, his face was drawn and full of sorrow. "I hope no woman in the realm is as monstrous as Cersei Lannister. Her daughter Myrcella is dead, and the blood is on her mother's hands."
The whole room listened in silent horror as King Aegon recounted the events which transpired on Dragonstone whilst he was away fighting Tarly. Prince Trystane Nymeros Martell loved his former betrothed, even after he learned the truth of Myrcella's birth. Desperate to avoid being separated, the young lovers had tried to run away together. When the guards found them, Myrcella had thrown a golden veil over herself and her love, as if it were a shield. Then there was a flash of green flame, and the lovers were gone, turned to ash by an inferno of wildfire which erupted from the veil.
"The veil was a gift from Queen Cersei, sent before the fall of Dragonstone. So swore Maester Pylos, Ser Daemon Sand of the Kingsguard, Queen Sansa, and Myrcella's own cousins who served as her ladies. She was meant to don it when she knelt before me. But Cersei did not tell her daughter what the veil would do, only that it would protect her."
Ser Marlon and Ser Deziel made the sign of the Seven. Big Bucket Wull swore, Brynden Blackfish spat, and Jeyne Poole ran to the chamberpot and retched. As for Arya, she gripped Needle's hilt so hard her hand hurt.
His voice heavy, King Aegon finished the tale. Myrcella's septa was being sent to the silent sisters. Septa Eglantine had abandoned her charge when Dragonstone fell; had she done her duty, Myrcella would have never managed to escape her rooms. Myrcella's cousins had aided her escape; they had been given the choice of marrying loyal household knights or joining the Faith. Both had chosen the Faith; they would be sent to a remote motherhouse to dedicate their lives to the Maiden.
"Together?" Brynden Blackfish frowned. "They should be separated."
"I hear you have given the King in the North wise counsel, ser," said King Aegon, inclining his head. "But I am not the King in the North. Nor I was seeking counsel on matters already decided."
Arya snorted.
"Now," King Aegon said, as if he had not heard her. "I require a privy word with Ser Deziel, and then we must depart, if we are to reach Harrenhal before dark."
Arya was the last to leave the room; as she shut the door behind her, she saw the men embrace, and heard the word Brienne. That was no surprise. Ser Deziel often talked of the Maid of Tarth, though not as often as he talked about plants. But this was not the time to wonder about the woman who had taken her place with Sansa; she had other concerns.
Brynden Blackfish could not overrule her decision, but he still gave Arya an earful about the dangers of entrusting her person to a man they barely knew, and returning to Harrenhal without any guards of her own. Lady Smallwood did not approve either, but she helped Arya make the necessary arrangements with Jeyne Poole. Nymeria was even less happy; a direwolf could not ride dragonback.
"Keep Jeyne and Meri safe, hmm?" Arya scratched the direwolf's rump just above her tail. "And try to distract Ser Perwyn if he frets too much."
Nymeria growled low in her throat. She enjoyed teasing the weasel-man, but she did not like the idea of her girl going away. Jeyne and Meri hadn't been very happy either, truth be told. Ever since the new year, one or both of them insisted on sharing Arya's bed every night, no matter what she said about the red-eyed demon being dead.
"I still think this is a bad idea," Ser Perwyn said as they waited for King Aegon to check that the saddle's pillion seat was secure. The dragon did not seem to notice; she was asleep, her immense golden eyes shut.
"What, riding a dragon, or going anywhere without you to guard me?"
"Both. The King in the North told me not to let you out of my sight—"
Arya made a disgusted noise. Why must her brother be so ridiculous?
"And yet you sleep, and go to the privy, and share your shifts with my other sworn swords."
A screech cut through the air; the dragon had awoken. Viserion yawned and stretched her neck as King Aegon helped Arya into the saddle, checking the chains thrice before he was content that she was secure. Only then did he tend to his own chains. While he checked them, the dragon unfolded her wings, their bones golden, the sunlight shining through thin membranes the color of cream.
"How do you tell the dragon to go?" Arya asked, curious. "Do youAHHHHHHHHH!"
The wind swallowed her scream as the ground fell away beneath the dragon. Her belly swooped; her heartbeat thudded in her ears, just as it did during the thrill of a spar. Arya laughed, her fear forgotten, and drank in the view of the world below. Almost everything was white, from snowy fields to the snow-covered roofs of a fishing village beside the blue-black waters of the God's Eye.
How King Aegon was steering, Arya could not say. There were no reins, no bit. Yet he must have guided the dragon somehow, directing her north along the lakeshore. All too soon, Arya glimpsed the towers of Harrenhal, rising like five fingers of black stone. Snow clung to the battlements; icicles dangled from roofs and gutters.
When Viserion landed, it was at least a mile from Harrenhal. That didn't make any sense; she had landed much closer to the Goldstone Inn. When Arya said so, King Aegon gave a weak chuckle.
"I wished to speak with you, before we reach the castle. There are too many ears there, and there is much I must say before I take you to Sansa."
"What?" Arya stopped in her tracks, eyeing Aegon's tense shoulders, the redness in his eyes which she had thought came from lack of sleep. "What's wrong with Sansa?"
"I wanted to bring her to you on the road," Aegon said, gesturing for her to start walking. He was almost a foot taller than Arya, but when he saw her struggle to keep up, he shortened his stride.
"Why didn't you?" Arya asked.
"I dared not. She was weak and weary, and I did not trust the saddle chains."
Myrcella and Trystane had died on the same day as the Battle of Bitter Winds. Once his commanders had matters well in hand, King Aegon had meant to fly to the Eyrie. Instead, he had been blown toward Dragonstone. When he landed, it was to find Sansa had not slept since she watched Myrcella and Trystane die through the eyes of a gull; she had not even opened the ravens telling of his victory.
"Sansa finally drifted to sleep against her will, but she woke screaming and refused to sleep again." Aegon shook his head. "She blames herself for their deaths, for I left them in her care."
Nothing Aegon said seemed to lessen her guilt. Nor did long baths, nor resting in her chamber. When King Aegon tried taking her to sit in Aegon's Garden, where she had planted a weirwood seed, Sansa started panicking and gasping for air, babbling frantically about bloodmagic and the fates of sorceresses.
Sansa refused to slip her skin, or use the keen senses of a wolf. She trusted her sworn sword Lady Brienne and her maid Gilly, who knew of her secret, yet even so she lived in terror. What if some other servant marked her as a beastling, a sorceress? What if they learned of the blood she gave to the weirwoods, and despised her as they despised Queen Cersei and Melisandre of Asshai?
Worse, Sansa had begun to fear Aegon would someday turn against her.
On the way to Dragonstone, King Aegon had fallen into the sea, and Sansa had slipped into her wolfskin to rescue him. Unfortunately, many sailors on the Feathered Kiss had borne witness. As sailors were infamous gossips, after the fall of Dragonstone, Aegon had sent the ship to the Summer Isles, rather than risk all those wagging tongues.
"Sansa asked if I sent them away because I was ashamed of her," King Aegon said, his voice breaking. "She asked if I thought she slept with demons, or plotted to slay me as Cersei slew Robert. Nevermind that she's saved my life at least thrice, and the only blood she sheds is her own. There is no evil in it, I told her. Wolf or no, she is still Sansa. But I could not reach her."
Aegon looked at her helplessly. "I cannot mourn Trystane with my sisters. But I can give Sansa hers."
Arya stared at him, resisting the urge to repeat every oath she'd ever overheard from soldiers. "How am I supposed to help her, if you couldn't? You're her husband!"
"I don't know!" He threw up his hands. "The High Septon offered to speak with her, but that scared her even more. Sansa is terrified that he will look at her, know her for a sorceress, and command that she be given to the flames. But you, you already know her secrets, and she missed you every day you've been apart. If you can't reach her..."
He swallowed.
"You're her sister. If you can't reach her, I fear no one can."
When they reached Sansa's chamber, it was to find several lay sisters standing guard. Some wore white, some blue, some yellow, but all wore identical looks of worry when they rose from their curtsies.
Soon after His Grace left, Queen Sansa had begun speaking to her father Lord Eddard as if he were in the room, pleading for forgiveness. Concerned by the queen's delusions, and aware she had not slept in days, they had tricked her into drinking a cup of dreamwine.
"Her Grace slept half the day, then woke sobbing," Sister Alys said. "And she refuses to take even a spoonful of porridge, even though her stomach growls. Sister Edythe has gone to ask His High Holiness to come pray over the queen."
"A kind gesture, but I wish to speak to His High Holiness most urgently." King Aegon gestured at Arya. "Princess Arya shall watch over her sister."
They entered the chamber alone, the heavy wooden door shutting with a creak behind them. Rushlights glimmered from lanterns; a fire crackled in the hearth. Otherwise the room was silent, save for the muffled sound of weeping. Sansa lay upon the featherbed, her face half-buried in the pillows.
"My love?" King Aegon said in a soft voice.
There was no reply, save for a pitiful whimper amongst the weeping.
"Hey, stupid!" Arya yelled.
Sansa sat up, her eyes wide and white as she turned to look over her shoulder.
"Arya?"
"You should go now," Arya muttered.
Aegon obliged, though not before clasping her by the hand, his grip firm.
When he was gone, Arya walked to the featherbed, and stood at her sister's right hand. Sansa stared at her, mouth agape. Then, to Arya's surprise, she fell back against the pillows.
"You're not really here," Sansa sniffled. Her sleeping shift was white, her nose was almost as red as her eyes. "Father wasn't here either, the sisters said. It was a delusion."
"Would a delusion do this?" Arya pinched her arm.
"I could pinch myself," Sansa said, shaking her head.
Arya frowned. Slapping Sansa wouldn't do any good; she could slap herself. Arya glanced around the room. When her gaze fell on the window, she smirked. It was the work of a moment to throw open the shutters. As she hoped, the window sill was covered in a thick coat of wet snow. Arya gathered it in her hands, shaping it, smoothing it, pressing it together until it was a hard ball. Then, she turned, and flung it straight at Sansa.
"OW!"
Sansa yelped, clutching her hand to her breast. Arya's aim was good; the snowball had struck dead center. Granted, it was an easy target, Sansa's bosom was much larger than Arya's.
"That hurt," Sansa snapped.
Arya rolled her eyes. "Don't be a baby, I didn't throw it that hard."
"Yes you did, you-" Sansa's eyes widened. "You're really here?"
"If you start crying again, I'm leaving," Arya lied. "Move over."
Sansa scooted to make room on the bed, and Arya plopped down beside her. There was much more of Sansa than she was used to. Her sister was still slender, but she was also six feet tall, or near enough. Her face reminded Arya of their mother, with her high cheekbones and dimpled cheeks. But Lady Catelyn would have never let her long auburn braid get so snarled and tangled.
Sansa had started babbling, something about her fault, and disappointing Robb. Arya let her babble while she hunted for a brush. When she found one, she started undoing Sansa's braid.
"Who are all the major houses of the Crownlands?" Arya asked, interrupting. "House Mooton, right?"
Sansa paused, thrown. "House Mooton is from the Riverlands," she corrected indignantly. "Really, Arya, you should know that."
And then she was off. While Sansa listed houses and lords and their sigils, Arya brushed her sister's hair, doing her best not to yank. It took a while; her hair was very thick and very tangled. Once the tangles were gone, Arya plaited it into a braid, undid the braid, and then plaited it again. She was not sure how many braids she had done before Sansa finally asked what she was doing.
"Keeping you distracted," Arya said, finishing the braid. "Are you ready to talk, or are you going to start gibbering again?"
Sansa glared at her. It might have been intimidating, if not for Sansa's stomach suddenly growling. The lay sisters had left the bowl of porridge on the table beside the bed. Arya picked it up, and shoved it in Sansa's hands.
"I don't want it," Sansa mumbled.
"You need to eat, stupid," Arya told her. "So either feed yourself, or I'm going to feed you, like mother used to feed Rickon, and porridge is going to get everywhere."
Sansa stared at her, appalled. But when Arya reached for the spoon, Sansa grabbed it first, lifting a small spoonful of porridge to her mouth.
While Sansa ate, tiny bite by tiny bite, Arya talked. She told Sansa about Castle Darry, and the weirwood growing in its godswood. Lord Lyman Darry was a boy around Arya's age, easily persuaded to let her give the tree a face. She told her about Lady's weirwood too. There was no sign of the direwolf's grave, but the tree was much, much bigger than she recalled.
By the time the bowl was almost empty, Arya somehow found herself talking about her broken betrothal, about the womb she did not have. Sansa said nothing, but she winced in sympathy, and clasped Arya by the hand, and a knot in Arya's stomach seemed to loosen.
"I'm glad you won't have to marry Hoarfrost Umber," Arya said. "Robb was thinking about it, if you hadn't consummated your marriage with Aegon."
Sansa waved a hand dismissively.
"Robb mentioned it in his letter. He wasn't sure about it though. Robb didn't expect the Greatjon to be almost as angry as he was about how Hoarfrost treated you."
Arya blinked at her, noticed the porridge was gone, and sent for more food.
While Sansa devoured an impressive amount of mashed neeps drowned in butter, Arya continued telling her about the North. Sansa was very pleased to learn that Jeyne Poole and Meri were with Arya's host, and she almost smirked when she learned Arya had brought Gendry and Mya Stone.
Her smile fell when Arya shared the dream she had of the Wintertown a fortnight ago. Queen Margaery had gone to welcome a new shipment of grain from Sea Dragon Point, accompanied by knights and guards and Prince Rickon and Shaggydog. All was going well, until a merchant from the Reach tried to offer Margaery a cup of Arbor gold. Before Margaery could say yea or nay, Rickon had set Shaggydog on the merchant, and the black direwolf had ripped the man to bloody shreds. Only afterward had the guards found an empty vial in the merchant's pocket.
Arya still felt uneasy about the look of glee on Rickon's face, the satisfaction that he had defended his pack. It did not help that Sansa was currently tearing into a venison steak, her usual manners forgotten. How long was it since she had properly eaten?
To cover the noise of Sansa's chewing, Arya returned to talking. She told Sansa about Alys Karstark, who would have been an even better goodsister than Margaery. She told her about Robett Glover, who was still at Winterfell when she left, doting over his children. She told her about Ser Perwyn's adorable babes, and her surprise that he would leave them to guard Arya.
"I look forward to meeting Ser Perwyn," Sansa said. She dabbed her mouth with a napkin, as if she had not just inhaled a second venison steak with a relish that would make Nymeria blush.
"Lady Jynessa Blackmont and Lady Brienne are lovely, and Gilly is irreplaceable, but a queen requires a very large household." Sansa smiled sadly. "Truth be told, I worry about finding retainers as faithful as the ones you are blessed with."
That gave Arya an idea. Or, rather, Meri had given her the idea; Arya would have to thank her later. With the help of Sister Maude and a small cup of dreamwine, she put Sansa back to bed. Once her sister was napping, she slipped from the room. Harrentown was not so far; the stables would not deny a princess a horse.
The moon gleamed silver overhead as Arya led Sansa down to the godswood. Sansa started crying again when she saw the folk of the hollow hill standing beneath the heart tree, rushlights in their hands and smiles on their faces. Thankfully, she managed to stop sniffling long enough to take them all into her service. One by one they gave their oaths of fealty before the heart tree, some of them weeping almost as much as Sansa.
When the last oath was said, it was Arya's turn to kneel. She laid Needle at her sister's feet, just as she had so long ago.
"I am yours, my lady," Arya said. Sansa covered her mouth with her hands, tears streaming down her face. "I will shield your back and keep your counsel and give my life for yours, if need be. I swear it by the old gods and the new.”
“And I vow," Sansa said, her voice thick, "that you shall always have a place by my hearth and meat and mead at my table, and pledge to ask no service of you that might bring you into dishonor. I swear it by the old gods and the new."
And with that, her sister hugged her, so tight she could barely breathe.
"You need your own sigil," Sansa said. "I'll make you one. Nymeria, maybe, rampant, with Needle in her paws."
"Sure," Arya gasped. "Now please let go."
After, they had a late dinner in Sansa's solar. King Aegon returned shortly after they did, though to Arya's confusion, Sansa called him Olyvar as she rose from her seat to embrace him. For a moment they seemed to forget she was there. Olyvar kissed her sister's cheek, her eyelids, her brow, her lips. Only after that did he escort Sansa back to her chair, murmuring to her in a low voice, one hand stroking her hair.
Arya rolled her eyes, then closed them, reaching for Nymeria. The room in the Goldstone Inn was dark, save for the coals in the hearth. The direwolf lay on the floor, ignoring Jeyne Poole and Meri as they undressed each other, pausing to argue and trade kisses as Jeyne slid a hand under Meri's shift.
Arya opened her eyes. Did people never think of anything else?
"— if you could ask His High Holiness about me taking them?" Sansa was saying.
"You need to ask him yourself, my love," Olyvar said. He rubbed her sister's hand with his thumb. "You cannot avoid the High Septon until we leave, you know that."
Sansa hesitated, fear creeping back into her eyes.
Best to lance the boil.
"The High Septon is not going to burn you for a witch, witless," Arya said. "Unless he wants to be fed to a dragon."
"It's not—"
"I'm not saying you should slip your skin in front of him," Arya said, barreling over her sister. "But it's in his best interest to ignore the rumors."
"That was what I said," Olyvar grumbled. "More than once."
"She wasn't listening," Arya told him. "No one listens when they're panicking. You made it worse by trying to have Sansa rest so much, she didn't have anything to do except panic."
Olyvar gave her a thoughtful look. "Really?"
"She's right," Sansa said slowly. "I... I need to be busy, to be useful."
"Besides," Arya said, taking a drink of cider, "even if the High Septon did want to burn you, he'd have to fight almost the entire Riverlands. Do you know how many smallfolk I've heard going on and on about Strongspear the Squire and the Weirwood Maid? Let alone all the songs about the red wolf, the brave maiden who succored the smallfolk and defied Tywin Lannister. Oh, and all of Harrentown lost their wits about Olyvar Sand and Aegon Targaryen being one and the same; there's already a puppet show about it."
"So much for Cersei not catching wind of that.” Olyvar groaned, burying his face in his hands. “If there are any Dornish left in the city... at least Trystane's death was quick."
Sansa flinched guiltily. "I know, it's my fault—"
"No, it's not," Arya interrupted.
"She's right." Olyvar said gloomily. "If I had only sent Trystane home earlier, or had Myrcella's possessions taken away... the responsibility is mine."
"You're both idiots." Arya slapped the table. "How could either of you have known Cersei would try to kill her own daughter with a- a- magic death veil made of wildfire? Cersei chose to do that, not you."
Her point made, Arya dug into her rapidly cooling beef and barley stew. It was good, plain fare, though there was not as much beef or barley as she would like. And the loaves of bread were a bit stingy on the raisins, though there was plenty of cheese and butter and honey. That made sense; Harrenhal had long leagues of pasture where cows dug in the snow for grass, and the faithful were obsessed with keeping bees.
Neither Sansa nor Olyvar said anything else during the meal. They were too busy sharing the same cup, trading choice morsels, and giving each other tentative, apologetic looks. As soon as she was done eating, Arya folded her arms and huffed.
"If you're going to swive each other, could you wait until someone finds me a guest chamber?"
"Arya!" Sansa said, blushing.
"What?" Arya shrugged. "You'd both feel better; people are usually in a good humor after they've—"
"ARYA!" Sansa's face was almost the same color as her hair. "You shouldn't know that!"
"So I'm right?"
Sansa spluttered. Olyvar's eyebrows were in his hair, his shoulders shaking as he tried not to laugh.
"Don't worry, I haven't swived anyone, I'm not stupid." Arya shrugged again. "Nymeria wanders the camp. There’s always people sneaking off and coming back smiling and smelling different."
Sansa’s face fell; she hugged herself.
“For days, I could smell nothing but ash,” she said quietly. “Even when I dabbed perfume under my nose.”
Olyvar tugged Sansa close, wrapping an arm around her shoulders. Sansa leaned against him, pressing her cheek to his chest. Suddenly, Arya felt as if she were intruding.
There were papers scattered at the other end of the table. As they were not quite within arm’s reach, Arya got up to take a better look. Almost all of them were letters and notes written in Sansa’s elegant hand, along with a few blocks of wax and some seals.
“Those are from Dragonstone,” Sansa said. “Olyvar brought them, so I could resume my work.”
Arya frowned. One letter was not in Sansa’s writing. The hand was that of a younger girl, full of extra loops and flourishes. The signature was even more ornate, and done in rich golden ink. All my love, your sister Cella.
“Sansa,” Arya said slowly, picking up the letter. “I think you need to send this.”
Notes:
Hell yeah, our first Starkling reunion, but not the last! It's so good to be back. Can't wait to see what y'all think in the comments!
Sorry for the accidental week off; I had a crappy few days at work that spiraled into a bout of writer's block. Ugh. Reminder, if you’re curious about my progress, I provide updates on my tumblr. Hopefully we're back on track; I'm proud of my consistency. In other news, ohnoitsmyra finished her gorgeous Sansa and Arya portraits!
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Queen Sansa Stark
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Princess Arya Stark
A few behind the scenes observations:
The moonstones and sunstones in Sansa’s crown call back to chapter 96, where Olyvar thought:
"Lady Margaery is dutiful and clever, but Sansa is kind. What a queen she would make. He imagined her for a moment, older and more womanly, a crown atop her brow, moonstones and sunstones glimmering against her hair— what is the matter with you, fool?"
On Olyvar’s part, the gold/sunstones and silver/moonstones are a nod to House Martell and House Stark, respectively. On a meta level, they are also a nod to Sansa and Arya’s canon associations with the sun and moon- their bond is a crucial part of the fic, and important to both sisters.
The pearl earring intentionally does not match the crown. Sansa’s pearl earrings have been mentioned before, as the last gift she received from Lady Catelyn on her eleventh name day 😭
Arya’s circlet takes inspiration from Robb’s canon crown, being made of bronze and iron.
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156: Cersei I
157: Jon I
158: Bran I
159: JaimeNOTES
1) Yes, people in the medieval era practiced good dental hygiene. Rough linen clothes were used to scrub the teeth, and powders and pastes were made from various ingredients, usually a crushed abrasive to help scrub and an herb or spice to freshen the breath.
2) Mya Stone is suffering from post partum depression, which affects many new mothers. While plenty of women suffer mild depression after childbirth, post partum is much more severe, with intense symptoms that can include mood swings, withdrawal from friends and family, difficulty bonding with the baby, insomnia, anxiety, panic attacks, and thoughts of self harm.
3) Sansa's terror and panic is mostly the result of sleep deprivation ratcheting up her anxiety. She saw two innocent young people die, freaked the hell out, and then got stuck in a guilt/panic spiral. Sleep deprivation has been classified as torture; severe sleep deprivation can cause hallucinations, among other nasty side effects.
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4) Some people find quiet relaxation helps with anxiety. Other people, like Sansa and myself, do better when we can keep busy, rather than hyperfocusing on a source of stress.
Chapter 156: Cersei I
Chapter Text
"There's still no raven from Cella?" Tommen asked, his voice cracking on the last word.
"Myrcella." She did not like that the boy had grown tall enough to look her in the eye. "No, nothing," the queen said, cold as the drifts of snow that ringed the yard. And there never will be, you foolish, foolish boy.
Hard metal bit into her hand as Cersei gripped the golden brooch which had fastened the king's cloak until she noticed it had been pinned askew. It was worked in the shape of a pair of lions rampant, male and female, with claws as sharp as the pin she thrust home to secure the cloak properly.
The ruby eyes of the lions were the only touch of crimson the king wore. His heavy cloak was black fur trimmed with ermine, his surcoat cloth-of-gold blazoned with a stag as black as his breeches, his crown of golden antlers studded with black diamonds. The queen's crown was far more beautiful, the spun gold set with fiery rubies that matched her gown of crimson damask, the velvet patterned with whorls of gold.
"Your Grace?" Talla Tarly asked, timid as a mouse. The little queen was already ahorse, looking down upon the king and his mother with wide eyes as dark and dull as her stringy hair. "The- the High Septon is expecting us, and the almshouses—"
"His Grace will mount when he wishes, Talla," chided her brother Dickon Tarly. His surcoat was the same green as his sister's gown, blazoned with the scarlet striding huntsman of their house.
"Talla is right," Tommen said. When he pulled away from his mother without so much as a by-your-leave, the queen could have slapped him, if not for the crowd of onlookers.
The King of the Seven Kingdoms could not ride out into the city without a retinue befitting his birth and station. Ser Balon Swann of the Kingsguard, who kept a close eye on Lady Talla; Lady Darlessa Marbrand, scowling at having to go out in the cold to keep an eye on Tommen in his mother's stead; Ser Norwin Banefort, newly knighted and far too proud of himself; Ser Harys Swyft, chinless and bald; pious Lady Alyce Graceford and her septa, always eager to pay their respects at the Great Sept of Baelor.
Then there was the king's escort, twenty redcloaks and half again as many goldcloaks. Much to the queen's annoyance, they were led by Ser George Graceford of the Kingsguard. The queen had been forced to appease Lord Randyll Tarly by granting Ser George the place left vacant by Ser Boros Blount. A cousin of both Lady Alyce and Lord Randyll, the queen did not trust the man as far as she could throw him.
The queen would have preferred Ser Addam Marbrand. Alas, even the doughty knights of the Kingsguard had to sleep, eat, and train; he would not guard Tommen until later in the day. Although... Cersei's lips thinned as she watched her son mount his palfrey.
Ser Addam was proving troublesome of late. It was not enough that Ser Addam and Ser Lyn Corbray were always at odds, eager to usurp Jaime's place by acting as lord commander in his absence. It was not enough that Ser Addam oft trounced Ser Lyn in the yard, depriving the queen of the handsome face and sharp wit of her preferred Kingsguard when the bruised Ser Lyn sulked through his duties. No, a fortnight past, Ser Addam had dared to insist upon a private audience with the queen, and used it to demand she have Ser Lyn gelded.
"King Tommen cannot afford to suffer another Lucamore the Lusty upon his Kingsguard," Ser Addam had declared. "No true knight would act as Ser Lyn does; he disgraces his white cloak every time he—"
"Enters a brothel?" Cersei had interrupted. "Men have used whores to slake their lusts since the dawn of days."
Ser Addam glowered. "The sort of whores he favors—"
"Better boy whores than married women," Cersei said sweetly. "Adultery is such a foul accusation, is it not, ser?"
Oh, how she had enjoyed the sight of Ser Addam staring at her, speechless, his red face clashing with his copper hair. Moon tea might prevent bastards, but it did not prevent Qyburn from hearing whispers, and Ser Addam was not nearly so discreet as he ought to have been in his dalliances with sundry ladies of the court.
There were no such rumors about Ser Balon Swann. Although he had finally recovered from his wounds, it was all he could do to fulfill his duties. As such, the queen had set him to guarding Talla Tarly; she would not entrust Tommen to a knight whose diminished abilities might endanger him. Besides, Ser Balon was worth far more living than dead. His father, Lord Swann, was a powerful marcher lord; she could not risk his loyalty wavering.
And if it did... Castamere had once taught the realm to fear Lord Tywin. If need be, Stonehelm might teach the realm to fear Queen Cersei. A Lannister always paid her debts. Lords who kept their oaths would find themselves rewarded with high offices and fertile fiefs, but betrayal could only be repaid with blood and death. Though Stonehelm would have to wait; there were other traitors to be dealt with first.
Rage simmered beneath her breast as Cersei watched the king and his escort ride out through the gates of the Red Keep, and tried not to think of golden crowns and golden shrouds. The turncloak Ser Daemon Sand would die screaming, oh yes, as would the craven Ser Arys Oakheart for failing to hold Dragonstone against the Targaryen pretender. Whatever fate had befallen Myrcella, her blood was on their hands, not just upon those of whoever killed her...
"Your Grace?" Ser Lyle Crakehall boomed. His snowy cloak snapped at his broad shoulders; his beard bristled as he looked down on the queen. "The small council awaits."
Let them wait, Cersei thought.
"Lead on, ser," she said, accepting the knight's arm.
Ser Lyn Corbray might be faster and comelier, but Ser Lyle was a worthy addition to the Kingsguard. Most called him Strongboar, for he was as big and brawny as the boar which was his sigil. A bit of an oaf, but clever men were often more trouble than they were worth. Besides, the Crakehalls were westermen, loyal to the bone.
Lord Randyll Tarly, on the other hand... another traitor. He would have made himself Lord Regent already, if not for how openly Tommen despised him since that sorry business with Ser Bonifer Hasty. Tommen wanted to remove him as Lord Hand, until the queen regent overruled him. They could not afford to lose a commander of Lord Tarly's repute, nor his armies, not until after they dealt with the pretender intent on stealing Tommen's crown.
Even now, Lord Tarly marched upon Duskendale, with a mighty host at his back. Traitor or no, Lord Randyll was the only man who ever beat Robert Baratheon in battle. He would vanquish the pretender Aegon Targaryen, dragon or no. He could hardly fail her as badly as Lord Philip Foote, whose defeat in the Ruins of Summerhall had ended with Lord Morgan Dondarrion sending the queen his head, along with a letter which simply read For Beric, whatever that meant. Still, it galled the queen to allow Tarly to command not only the bannermen of the Reach, but those she had called from the Stormlands and Crownlands.
Alas, she had no other choice. Lord Tywin could not lead armies to war unless he rose from the grave. Many of his most experienced commanders had died during the War of the Five Kings, as had far too many westermen. Betwixt Lord Tybolt Crakehall, Lord Maynard Serrett, and Ser Harys Swyft, and all their bannermen, she had perhaps seven thousand men to keep Tommen safe.
And keeping Tommen safe was no easy task. After the foolish boy nearly got himself killed by the mob, Cersei had no choice but to give his whipping boy to Qyburn. When Pate returned without a tongue or fingers, Tommen wept until he vomited. The queen had comforted him in her arms, and wiped his tears away. Then, to her surprise, Tommen began talking of vengeance against the lord confessor for hurting Pate.
"Lord Qyburn is sworn to obey the Hand of the King, who bade him punish Pate for your misbehavior," Cersei said, taken aback by the fury on her son's round face. "I shall speak to Lord Tarly; even he cannot defy the Queen Regent."
Tommen was almost as furious several moons later when he learned Robb Stark had kidnapped Margaery Tyrell, not killed her as they had thought. Nevermind that Tommen had already wed Talla Tarly; he wished to send gallant knights to rescue Lady Margaery from the direwolf's jaws. Cersei had nodded and smoothed her son's tangled curls, and that evening she had bade Qyburn send catspaws north to make sure the little bitch's second death proved more permanent than her first.
Snow crunched beneath the queen's pattens as they drew closer to the small council chambers. Today there would be no Randyll Tarly to talk over her, no Tommen to chime in with silly questions and impudent suggestions. As if the Wall was any of their concern! Cersei doubted the cursed thing was even cracked, and if it was, that was all to the good. Let the northmen waste their hosts defending it; when spring came, their lands would be ripe as a peach for the plucking.
"Daeron the Good was always generous to the Night's Watch," Tommen had argued just last week, barely flinching when his mother kicked him under the table. "And Baelor the Blessed said the Others were demons, and The Seven-Pointed Star says everyone who follows the Faith has to fight demons. Maybe we could parley with this pretender Aegon—" he faltered at the look on her face.
"There will be no parley," Cersei had snarled, wishing she could have Pate's tongue removed a second time.
Thus cowed, Tommen had not said another word for the rest of the meeting, not until everyone had left. Then he had begged leave to visit the Great Sept of Baelor and pray for Lord Tarly's victory with the High Septon. Cersei had chosen today, the seventh day of second moon, in hopes that the Seven would better hear their prayers. The queen hoped His High Holiness kept them praying a good long while; the less time they spent visiting almshouses afterward, the better.
When Cersei strode into the small council chamber, all the councillors rose to their feet. Lord Maynard Serrett of Silverhill, her master of coin, his hair as silver as the peacock brooch upon his breast; Lord Casper Wylde of Rain House, her master of ships, his doublet blazoned with a blue-green maelstrom; Lord Tybolt Crakehall of Crakehall, her master of laws, slightly smarter and shorter than his younger brother Strongboar.
Only after the queen seated herself at the head of the table did she notice the empty chairs. The chair for the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard was empty, as it ought to be; no one could take her Jaime's place. Nor was she surprised to see the High Septon's empty seat; Luceon Frey barely left his sept since the mob almost killed him. It was the other empty chairs that troubled her, three of them where there should be none.
"Where is Lord Hallyne?" Her voice cracked like a whip; Lord Casper almost spilled the Arbor gold he was pouring into her cup. "Where are the Grand Maester and the Lord Confessor?"
"Your Grace?" Lord Tybolt blinked at her, one hand tugging at the brown whiskers of his beard. "I thought—"
"Good morrow, Your Grace!" called Grand Maester Gerold, sweeping into the room with a smile as bright as his golden curls. "A thousand pardons, I was making some adjustments to my star charts and quite lost track of time."
"Perhaps Lord Qyburn might help you remember the time better," Cersei snapped.
Grand Maester Gerold paled.
"N-no need for that, Your Grace," he stammered, as if he was a boy, not a man ten years her elder. What was his fool mother thinking, to name a Lannister of Lannisport after Lord Tywin's own grandsire? "It will not happen again, I swear by the old gods and the new."
Gerold fidgeted with his chain. There were a few links of silver and gold, iron and black iron, copper and pewter, but the vast majority were bronze, for the study of the stars. Gerold cared for little else; he lived for the queer instruments that littered his chambers. An astrolabe, a quadrant, several Myrish lens tubes of varying sizes, including a massive one which sat upon a tripod, a peculiar bronze sphere covered in concentric rings, each of which could be moved.
It was enough to make her miss Grand Maester Pycelle, damn him. Soon after the new year, the old fool had upset some of the ravens in the rookery. When the birds attacked, Pycelle had fallen, broken his hip, and died before his frantic assistants could fetch a maester. That very day, almost all the ravens in the rookery had suddenly abandoned the Red Keep, making it impossible to send messages. Nor were new ravens arriving; the only news came from couriers and from Lord Qyburn's informers.
"Your Grace?" Lord Serrett hesitated. "Lord Hallyne is not coming. Your Grace forbade him to set foot in the Red Keep until the Alchemists' Guild made amends for their failure."
"Is that so, my lord?" It sounded like something the queen might have said; council meetings often blurred together.
"So you did, Your Grace," Lord Crakehall agreed as she sipped her wine. "You told him you wanted jars of wildfire, not excuses."
"I recall now." The queen drained her cup, the sweet taste of wine soothing her fury.
All the gold she had lavished upon the Alchemists' Guild, and yet, in her hour of need, they suddenly found themselves unable to make more of their beloved substance. Hallyne had a thousand excuses. The ingredients were rare and costly, and could not be replaced as quickly as they were being used. No, the recipe could not be altered, nor ingredients substituted.
Nor did they have adequate reserves of wildfire already made. Lord Tyrion had used almost all they had when he burned Stannis Baratheon's ships upon the Blackwater. All the wildfire the pyromancers had made since then had been used to burn the corpses of those who died of bloody flux, to supply the dromonds that failed to defend Dragonstone, and to supply Lord Tarly when he left for Duskendale.
"Bring out the maps."
Lord Wylde had left the flagon by the queen; she refilled her cup herself as Gerold hurried to obey. A pitiful excuse for a Grand Maester, though at least he was a Lannister. That alone made him preferable to whoever the Citadel would try to foist on her once they were no longer preoccupied.
Lord Qyburn would have been the better choice. He was a skilled healer and a wise councillor, blessed with all the experience of old age, yet all the vigor of youth. But the Citadel had taken Qyburn's chain; he could not be her grand maester. Besides, all her lords misliked him, no doubt jealous that a common-born man should command such favor with the queen.
Whilst Gerold laid out the maps, the queen swirled the wine in her cup. When he placed the carved wooden pieces upon them, she drank it down. The rose piece drew ever closer to King's Landing, moving east along the roseroad followed by a host of smaller pieces. For a moment she imagined chopping down the rowan and ripping the wings off the crane, squeezing the grapes in her fist until they burst, crushing the bees and ants beneath her feet.
Gerold's words only increased her ire. Garlan Tyrell would arrive in a fortnight, or sooner, but they could not be sure. Their only news came from the few loyal bannermen who had thought to send couriers in case their ravens were lost in the winter winds. As couriers were far slower than ravens, what little news they had was old and stale, almost useless.
When Gerold began placing pieces in the Stormlands, the queen almost spilled the flagon she was pouring. The sun piece and its followers should have been in the Stormlands, not already past Wendwater Bridge and into the kingswood.
"That cannot be right," Lord Crakehall blustered.
Gerold glared. "I assure you, my lord, I took great care with my calculations, taking into account the host's pace thus far."
"But you have forgotten other considerations." Lord Serrett pointed at the map. "House Buckler of Bronzegate, House Fell of Felwood, House Errol of Haystack Hall, House Wendwater of Wendwater Bridge. They would not allow the Red Viper to march up the kingsroad unmolested; all of them are true and loyal to King Tommen."
"And all of them are with Lord Tarly," Gerold said, pointing to the pieces he had placed near Duskendale.
"As they should be," Cersei snapped, her anger blazing. Was Serrett senile or stupid, to forget a matter of such import? "Once Lord Tarly crushes the pretender, the Red Viper will be the next to fall."
The queen rose to her feet. "Lord Tarly's host has more than five times their numbers," she said. Wine sloshed over the rim of her cup as she gestured, golden droplets spattering the parchment. "This pretender is an untried boy, with no support save the Golden Company."
"And a dragon," Gerold muttered, impertinent.
Cersei waved a dismissive hand. "A mob of unwashed smallfolk once killed five full-grown dragons within the Dragonpit itself; Lord Tarly can surely handle a single half-grown dragon."
If there even was a dragon. Lord Tarly had sworn to bring King Tommen the pretender's head, but if all had gone aright, the pretender was already dead long before his host met Lord Tarly's. The queen could almost taste her victory as she imagined a golden veil bursting into green flames that turned a silver-haired shadow to naught but ash.
That made the queen almost feel like herself again, enough to smile when the heavy door swung open and Lord Qyburn stepped through. Her smile faded when she saw the men behind him. The greybeard's white surcoat and its three trees were splattered in mud; the old man swayed with every step, and would have fallen had he not leaned heavily upon a squire dressed in orange.
"Lord Wendwater!" The grand maester rushed to the old man's side, relieving the squire as he helped the man to the nearest chair.
The queen's mouth was dry; she wet it with a gulp of Arbor gold.
"What is the meaning of this?"
Lord Qyburn looked at her, his warm brown eyes solemn.
"Your Grace, on the last day of first moon, Lord Tarly met the pretender and his dragon in battle, Your Grace." Qyburn hesitated. "It grieves me to say that Lord Tarly's assault failed. He is slain, his host broken."
Dread wrapped its hands about her throat; for a moment she felt as if she might choke on it. It could not have been the pretender, he is dead, he must be dead, they must have found some dragonseed to take his place.
"Get out." Cersei's voice was strangely raspy, her tongue thick and clumsy. "Get out, all of you."
No one moved.
"Get OUT," she shouted.
Gerold was the first to bolt to his feet, but not the last. Lord Serrett and Lord Wylde scurried after the grand maester, struggling to fasten their cloaks as they fled out into the cold. When the door slammed shut behind them, that left only Lord Qyburn, his hands hidden up his sleeves, and Lord Crakehall and the nameless squire, who struggled to help Lord Gerren Wendwater out of his seat.
"Never mind that," the queen told them.
With her own hands she poured a cup of sour Dornish red for Lord Wendwater. He sipped at it slowly, the wine staining his teeth and lips like blood. To be courteous, the queen finished her own cup of Arbor gold, though her hands shook so hard she almost spilled the wine.
"How could this happen?" The queen could feel her cheeks flush red with anger. "Tarly swore he would crush the Golden Company as he once crushed Robert; did he lose his wits, or did the sight of a dragon turn his bowels to water?"
"Neither." Gerren Wendwater dared to look her in the eye, the insolent knave. "The pretender had twice as many men as we expected, traitors from the crownlands who flocked to his banners. Again and again our foot attacked their center, yet the Golden Company held firm. The dragon was behind them, roaring and breathing flame, yet the pretender did not take flight. When Lord Tarly realized it could not fly due to the winds, he led our cavalry against the dragon—"
"The dragon was not even in the air?" Cersei could scarcely believe what she was hearing. "The gods were good enough to keep the dragon on the ground, and Tarly still lost?"
"The horses floundered in the mud," Gerren Wendwater said stubbornly. "By the time the remaining knights reached the dragon—"
"Did the gallant fools forget they had scorpions and wildfire?" The queen demanded.
"The scorpions could not be brought near enough," the squire protested hotly. When the queen raised her hand, the boy flinched. "Your Grace," he said hurriedly, taking a step back before she could slap him.
"Simon is right." Gerren Wendwater's face was a stiff mask. "As for the wildfire, Lord Tarly believed he did not need it, not to defeat so small a force. The stuff was too volatile, too dangerous; he did not wish to use it unless there were no other choice. His caution—"
"His cowardice, you mean," the queen flared. "Is this how you serve King Tommen, with dishonor and disgrace?" She swept the striding huntsman and all the pieces beside it off the map, sending them to the floor with a crash that made the squire jump.
"Your Grace—"
"Lord Tywin would have sent his foes screaming down to the deepest of the seven hells within a hour, do not deny it! Is there no other man in the Seven Kingdoms with even half his mettle? Must I do everything myself?"
"Your Grace can rely on me," Lord Crakehall said stoutly, thumping his chest. "Casterly Rock has never fallen; if the king withdraws—"
"Retreat?" The queen said, aghast. Were her cup not empty, she would have drained it. "Would you have the king abandon the Iron Throne and let the pretender take it without a fight? Lord Tarly may have lost his battle, but the king has not lost his war. The Stormlands are still disputed; it is only a matter of time until the Mertyns and the Wyldes crush these treacherous Penroses and their allies. Once the remnants of Lord Tarly's host regroups, the crownlands are ours for the taking."
Lord Crakehall's brow furrowed. "But Aegon Targaryen- Your Grace, he has a dragon, and if he wins Robb Stark to his cause—"
"He will not."
All of them gaped at her, save for Lord Qyburn, who gave a ponderous nod. Men loved having a scapegoat upon whom to vent their spleen, and she would give them one. The queen could hardly explain why she knew the pretender must already be dead, his death kept quiet so he could be replaced by some proxy.
"Lord Qyburn has at last unraveled the truth of Varys's plotting," the queen said. "There were secret papers hidden in the eunuch's old chambers, all of them written in cipher. My lords, even I could hardly believe the depths of the eunuch's betrayal. For nigh on twenty years he plotted the downfall of House Baratheon, desperate to place his puppet upon the Iron Throne."
She drew a ragged breath, calling tears to her eyes.
"Jon Arryn suspected something was amiss, but King Robert would not heed him. My lord husband was always too generous, too trusting; he told Varys of Jon Arryn's suspicions as if it were a jape, and within a fortnight, Lord Arryn was dead. Of old age, we thought, but Lord Varys poisoned him, just as he poisoned Eddard Stark into betraying Robert as soon as his body was cold."
Grief slurred her tongue, lending credence to her words.
"For the love my husband bore him, I would have allowed Lord Eddard to take the black. It was Lord Varys who conspired to have him killed, who had Joffrey killed and the Stark girl spirited away. It was Lord Varys who plotted the Red Wedding, who betrayed my father Tywin and my brother Jaime, slaying the one and abducting the other. It was Lord Varys who sowed dissent among the Faith, who hired sellswords dressed like northmen to drive a wedge betwixt Lannister and Tyrell. If we had only discovered the eunuch's treason sooner..." She shook her head.
"The eunuch made fools of us all," Lord Crakehall rumbled, giving her a handkerchief. "I never trusted the man."
"Eunuchs aren't men," the squire said.
"Too true," Lord Wendwater agreed, his mouth twisted. "And he was a Lyseni, raised on plots and poisons."
"My lord is right," the queen said, giving him a sad smile as she dabbed at her eyes. "The men of the Free Cities cannot be trusted to follow the laws of gods and men. Guest right, kinslaying, incest, these crimes come to them as easily as breathing."
"And this pretender Aegon Targaryen was raised in the Free Cities," Lord Qyburn said, shaking his head sadly.
Lord Qyburn wove a chilling tale. His informers had discovered the pretender was a whore's bastard born in Lys, a boy whose fair face concealed a rotten heart. In place of the Seven, he worshipped R'hllor, the fire demon whose priests corrupted Lord Stannis to their cause. In place of war and history, he learned blood magic and black sorcery, the same dark powers which he had used to steal a dragon. When that brave knight Ser Olyvar Sand happened to cross his path, the pretender welcomed him like a brother and slew him that very night, taking poor mad Sansa Stark as a prize so that he might use her to slake his unspeakable lusts.
"So you see, my lords?" the queen said. "Robb Stark has every reason to despise the pretender as much as we do, now that the truth has at last come to light. Lord Eddard and Lady Catelyn would not be dead if not for the eunuch's scheming, nor would his sister have fallen into the hands of a vicious brute."
"No- none of the northmen will believe such a tale," Lord Wendwater said dubiously. "Stark loves us not."
"All men will believe it," Lord Qyburn assured him.
"But..." Lord Crakehall scratched at his beard, as if that would improve his thick wits. "Princess Elia of Dorne swears the boy is truly Aegon. She sent ravens out across the realm swearing that her children did not die in the sack, that they were sent away and a pair of lowborn children died in their stead."
"The words of a feeble cripple, a mother deranged by her grief." The queen shook her head, the room spinning slightly. "She wishes to believe she saved her children, so she lies to herself as well as the realm."
"No doubt," said Lord Wendwater, his voice troubled. "But this pretender has Dorne, and half of the Stormlands, and most of the great houses of the Reach. Lord Willas Tyrell claims to have taken the Princess Rhaenys to wife—"
"Another pretender!" the queen said impatiently, throwing up her hands. "A Dornish slattern, a student of the red priestess who stole Stannis's soul."
Lord Crakehall and Lord Wendwater stared at her, confused. Must she explain everything? Annoyed, she went to refill her cup, only to find that the flagon had gone dry.
"No common slut could convincingly play a princess," the queen told them, "no more than a princess could be mistaken for a girl of common birth. Clearly the girl used sorcery to ensnare poor Lord Willas. But she is of no consequence; only the pretender matters. We must slay this Targaryen before he can lead more good men astray."
Lord Crakehall gaped at her. "Your Grace? He has a dragon."
"No man can ride a dragon all the time," Lord Qyburn pointed out. "Knives and poison work the same on dragonriders as they do on other men. A king must be seen in public, and once he is out in the open..."
"I suppose," Lord Crakehall said, slowly. "If Aegon Targaryen is dead, his allies will scatter to the four winds; they would not follow a woman in his place."
"Exactly," the queen declared. Nevermind that the pretender was already dead; whoever this second pretender was, he would soon join him in hell. "Now, I must needs speak to Lord Qyburn privily. Lord Crakehall, if you would see that chambers are prepared for Lord Wendwater and—" she could not recall the boy's name "—and his squire. Summon the grand maester to attend him, and inform the rest of my council that we shall meet again on the morrow to discuss how this false dragon may be slain."
Lord Qyburn had little to report. His informers were quiet of late, no doubt due to the difficulty of traveling in the cold and snow required by the loss of their ravens. They had heard nothing of Dragonstone, nor Princess Myrcella, but he hoped to receive word soon.
"A thousand pardons, Your Grace," Qyburn said solemnly. "However, if it is any comfort, my work in the black cells continues to bear fruit. I have learned much from the traitors Your Grace was so generous to entrust to my care." Qyburn allowed himself a little smile, as though quite pleased with himself. "They shall do no more treason, I do avow."
The queen did not doubt that. With all that he had learned from Gyles Rosby, Lord Qyburn was certain he could save the life of any man, so long as he still drew breath. Or even if he did not, though she did not like to think of that. But when it came to the queen's enemies... no, best not to think of that either. What went on in the black cells was none of her concern, only the results of Qyburn's labors.
"I hope the High Septon's scars will soon cease to trouble Your Grace," Qyburn promised, as affable as a grandfather bestowing a sweet upon a favorite grandchild. "I believe I have sufficient teeth, though implanting them has proven more difficult than I anticipated."
The queen frowned, wishing she had more wine. It was Qyburn who had saved the man's life after the mob nearly beat him to death. Luceon Frey had lost an eye and all of his teeth. Much as she missed his flattery, she could not say she missed the sight of his ruined face.
"You already made His High Holiness a set of false teeth," she reminded the lord confessor. "And a false eye." Though the High Septon refused to wear the eye made of gold and enamel, claiming it was too crude and painful.
"Your Grace is right, as always." Lord Qyburn brushed at his long white robes, one finger tracing a whorl of gold upon his sleeve. "Yet what man would not prefer to have a set of his own teeth, rather than ones set in wax? Glass eyes are well enough, but imagine how wondrous it would be if a blind man could see again."
The queen's belly lurched. "A wonder," she said through dry lips. "Just take care that your work remains discreet. There are already too many queer rumors in the city."
"Of course, Your Grace." Lord Qyburn bowed deeply.
As the bells tolled noon, Strongboar escorted the queen across the cold yard to the royal sept. The ground was icy; more than once she might have fallen, if not for the knight's thick arm keeping her upright.
"All the ladies of the court pray for Princess Myrcella too," Strongboar said as they drew near the sept. "Have courage, Your Grace."
"Do not presume to speak to me of courage, ser."
The queen wrenched away from him, throwing open the heavy door herself. Cersei hoped he froze as he stood guard outside the door. She would not invite Strongboar to stand guard within, not after such impertinence.
The royal sept was warm, fragrant with the sweet scent of incense. A beautiful place, in truth, the altar and its ornaments of gold, the walls and floors of pure white marble. A small red-brown stain marred the center aisle, marking the spot where Ser Lyn Corbray had slain Varys. Qyburn had used his arts to preserve the head for her before they displayed it upon a spike, the eunuch's face forever locked in a look of exquisite agony. The carrion crows would not touch the thing; when they took the head down, she would have to have it put in a jar.
But she was not here to savor old victories.
The queen's stomach growled as she knelt before the altar, upon the plush velvet cushion placed there for her use. She should have had a servant fetch her a meal, but there was no time, not if she was to pray at the Hour of the Mother. Cersei had done so every day since she realized her sweet daughter would never return to King's Landing.
Damn the ice that had closed Blackwater Bay, and damn the cowardly captain who turned back for Dragonstone rather than risk his ship. Drowning would be a kindness compared to the suffering Myrcella would endure if she fell into the pretender's clutches. No doubt the pretender was as cruel as the grandsire he claimed, and King Aerys had never lacked for cruelty. After the Defiance of Duskendale, he had condemned Serala of Myr along with her husband Lord Darklyn, blaming her for leading him astray. They said Lady Serala had been locked in the barracks with the king's soldiers for seven days and seven nights before she was given over to the torturers who had torn out her tongue and womanly parts before burning her alive.
Cersei could not risk such a fate for her child, her precious princess. She had been frantic with worry until Qyburn swore he had a way to prevent it, to protect Myrcella and to slay this pretender into the bargain. Desperate times called for desperate measures; she would pay any price to keep Tommen on his throne.
And oh, Mother save her, what a steep price she had paid. Poor, sweet Myrcella. At least she had died without pain; she made certain of that, even though it meant sparing the pretender the agony he so richly deserved. The pretender must be dead, he must be.
Yet as septas filed in, singing hymns to the Mother, doubt began to gnaw at her. How could there not be a single whisper of the pretender's death since Dragonstone fell almost a month past? How could they find a dragonseed so quickly, let alone one that could claim the pretender's dragon? On and on the septas sang, their voices like knives in the queen's ears. When the bells tolled one, she could stand it no longer, and fled back to her chambers.
By the time the queen finished picking at her meal, her stomach was a hard knot. To calm it, Cersei sent for a flagon of golden wine from the Jade Sea, the same prized vintage she had so enjoyed the night of the masked ball. Not as sweet as Arbor gold, but even smoother, smooth enough to help her think.
Something must have gone awry. Perhaps Qyburn and Hallyne's spells had failed; perhaps the veil had been taken before Myrcella could use it; perhaps the raven had plummeted into the sea along with the slim oilcloth bundle it carried. Whatever had happened, the pretender must have survived, damn him. As for Myrcella...
Cersei shuddered, then drank deep. She should have ordered Ser Arys Oakheart to spirit Myrcella away, to burn Dragonstone to the ground behind them using all the wildfire her dromonds carried. She should have had Ser Arys slice Ser Daemon Sand open from throat to cock, him and every cursed Dornishman on the isle. All Dornishmen were snakes, vipers waiting to turn on their betters, but the queen knew how to deal with them, oh, yes.
A sudden impulse seized the queen. She shouted for her ermine cloak, for her fur-lined gloves and the warm boots that matched them. A maid helped her into them; she had sent Jocelyn Swyft away, unable to stand her insipidness any longer. Perhaps she should ask Lady Taena Merryweather to take her place; the Myrish woman was amusing, if not as witty as the bastard girl Meria Sand. It was a pity the girl's father had not shared her honesty and loyalty.
The wind tugged at her cloak as Ser Lyn Corbray escorted her across the yard. Luckily the steps to the battlements were inside the gatehouse, untouched by the ice and snow. Up the queen climbed, relishing every step that brought her closer to the sight which awaited her on the ramparts.
The air was even colder atop the high battlements. Ser Lyn knew her well; the moment they reached the summit, he sent a redcloak running for hot mulled wine. The remaining redcloaks he directed to stand where they would form a windbreak; it would not do for the queen to catch a chill. The sound of their wool cloaks flapping in the wind was irritating, but that could not be helped, nor could the faint sound of chattering teeth.
Unlike her guards, the heads spiked above the walls of the Red Keep were quiet. A pity; she would have liked to hear the Dornishmen's screams. They had barely begun to enjoy Lord Qyburn's hospitality when Ser Addam Marbrand presumed to steal them from the black cells at Tommen's behest. The queen was enjoying a cup of wine and a long bath; by the time she dressed and made her way to the quickly filling throne room with Ser Balon Swann, it was too late.
King Tommen sat the Iron Throne, his crown glimmering almost as brightly as his tears. In a faltering, cracking voice he demanded an explanation for why the Dornishmen had sought to steal from the city under the cover of darkness, why they had slain near a dozen goldcloaks who sought to stop them in the name of their king.
"You are no king of mine," declared Ser Arron Qorgyle, blood and spittle spraying from between the gaps left by his missing teeth.
"Nor mine!" shouted Lord Harmen Uller, defiant.
Tommen looked at the prisoners queasily, as if he wished to vomit but dared not. Lord Harmen swayed heavily upon his feet, blood seeping heavily through the bandages that marked where the goldcloaks had wounded Lord Harmen, just as they had wounded his brother Ser Ulwyck, who lay upon a stretcher. Most of their household knights and men-at-arms had already died of their wounds, as had old Lord Dagos Manwoody, whose heart had burst when Qyburn's men began to tie him to the rack.
Ser Aron Santagar had fared better. He had survived Qyburn taking his eyes, though he clung to his wife as a drowning man clings to a rope. Cedra Santagar's face was purple with bruises, her eyes red with weeping. Lady Larra Blackmont stood beside the Santagars, her gown torn, her face drawn with pain, then suddenly twisted in anger.
"Aegon is the true king," Larra Blackmont shouted over the jeering crowd.
"Be silent," bellowed Dickon Tarly, who stood at the foot of the throne. "Tommen Baratheon is the true king!"
"Never!" threw back Cedra Santagar, struggling to support her husband's weight. "And even if he were, we all know who rules, and it is not the sweet boy who dances like a puppet upon his mother's strings!"
"Ser Balon," cried the queen, out of patience with this folly. "Drag these traitors back to the black cells, let them be questioned sharply before they lose their tongues for these lies!"
"Let them speak!"
Tommen's words echoed over the hall, the king's high voice suddenly deep and clear as a bell. Dickon Tarly frowned; Ser Balon halted in his tracks; the goldcloaks who had already grabbed hold of Lord Harmen Uller and Ser Aron Santagar let them go. Lord Harmen kept his feet, but Ser Aron slid to the ground in a dead faint before his wife could catch him.
"Prince Oberyn isn't marching to defend King's Landing, is he?" Tommen's face was crumpled, but the tears were gone. "I thought I could trust him. I thought... I thought you were my leal lords and ladies." His voice quavered. "Why? What have I done, that you would repay your king with betrayal?"
"Oh, child." Larra Blackmont stared up at the king, her face strange. "It has naught to do with you."
"I am the king," Tommen insisted. "It has everything to do with me."
"No." Lord Harmen Uller's dark eyes blazed with hate. "Aegon is the true king, the son of Prince Rhaegar and Princess Elia of Dorne. The crown was his the moment Aerys fell; that was why Robert Baratheon thought to steal his throne over the corpses of slaughtered children."
"King Robert didn't kill children!" Up on the throne, Tommen's face was turning red; down on the floor, Cedra Santagar bent over her husband, who lay still. "That was the work of false knights, my father said so!"
"Robert was not your father!" Cedra's voice was a piercing shriek as she dropped her husband's limp arm and stood, her eyes wild. "Have you no eyes to look in the mirror, no ears to hear the truth? Your mother is a murderess and an adulteress, who fucked her own brother and placed his bastards on the throne!"
"ENOUGH!" Tommen screamed.
The goldcloaks surrounding the prisoners leveled their spears. Ser Addam Marbrand and Ser Balon Swann moved as one, descending from the dais. Dickon Tarly followed, drawing his sword and placing the point just below Cedra Santagar's chin.
"Back to the black cells with them!" The queen cried, fury thrumming in her veins. This time she would watch the lord confessor at his work, oh yes. "Let Lord Qyburn—"
"NO," the king said, sounding almost panicked as he cut her off. Dickon Tarly lowered his sword; every eye looked to the king. "Let Ser Ilyn Payne show them the king's justice. Take them to the block, your king commands it."
That had been a fortnight ago, yet the row of heads looked remarkably fresh as Cersei eyed them, savoring a sip of her mulled wine. Ser Ilyn had beheaded each of them with a single stroke; her son was far too merciful, too soft. The queen would have had the Dornish questioned for all they knew of the pretender's plans. Then, when they ceased to be of use, she would have had them flayed and torn for daring to besmirch her name.
As it was, the queen had to be satisfied with having Qyburn cut out all their tongues when he prepared the heads for display. Their mouths still gaped red, though the blood had long since dried. Thank the gods Tommen had believed none of their slander. Nor had the rest of the court, who had heard such rumors before and dismissed them. It was well that Cersei had the foresight to dispose of Robert's flock of black-haired bastards before anyone could use them against her son. If only every threat could be so easily removed.
Turning away from the heads, the queen looked down, down at the city which sprawled beneath the Red Keep. Black smoke rose from thousands of chimneys; silvery grey icicles hung from roofs covered in white snow. Ants struggled to traverse streets thick with slush and mud; the lord mayor and his patricians seemed utterly incapable of keeping even the largest streets clear.
The queen almost suspected their incompetence was deliberate, though Lord Tarly claimed none of Mace Tyrell's cronies remained in the city. He had seen to it, having arrested them as soon as he finished dealing with Bonifer Hasty and his mob of malcontents. A little time with Lord Qyburn and the traitors had sung like birds, admitting to conspiring to let the mob into the city so they might murder King Tommen.
Even so, the patricians and guilds continued to roil with unrest, resisting every edict the lord mayor issued. The smallfolk were even worse, the festering rabble, ever since word came of Lady Margaery's survival and her many slanders against the queen. The last time Cersei rode through the city, Ser Jacelyn Bywater and his goldcloaks had barely kept order long enough for the queen to ride back to the Red Keep, and she had not stirred beyond it since. Not that she cared a whit for the mob's opinion. They had hated Lord Tywin too; it was the way of the world for sheep to fear the lion.
Well, this lioness would not be chased out of the city. Not like Rhaenyra Targaryen, who had skulked away in the dead of night, fleeing to the ancient seat of her house. More fool she; that was where her brother, Aegon the Elder, had slain her, even though the gods despised kinslayers. Not that that had stopped the Targaryens. Such fools the Targaryens were, to squander their dragons quarreling amongst themselves.
Cersei drank deep, letting the spices warm her as she finished off the mulled wine. Rhaegar Targaryen had squandered his strength the day he condescended to wed Elia of Dorne. She could only hope the pretender Aegon Targaryen was as weak and sickly as if he were truly the cripple's son.
The queen did not believe for a moment the preposterous story woven in the letter from Princess Elia which a courier had brought from Hayford. Lord Tywin did not make mistakes; Aegon Targaryen and his sister Rhaenys were dead. If by some miracle Rhaegar's children had survived, the Martells would have sooner sent the babes to the Wall than to be raised by strangers in the savage lands across the narrow sea.
Granted, she had briefly considered the absurd notion that the Martells had raised the children in their midst. Olyvar Sand was the right age, his eyes a rich true purple... then she had laughed at her own foolishness. There was no sign of Rhaegar's beauty in his face, nor in his dark hair and golden skin. Besides, the Dornish would never have dared parade Rhaegar's son before Lord Tywin, whose keen eyes could pierce men down to their very souls, whose mind was sharper than Valyrian steel.
Of course, the commons did not share even a pinch of wits between them. The mob were eager to believe the pretender and support his claim, drunk on their hatred of their rightful queen. Ragged street preachers declared him blessed by the gods; singers sang of Aegon the Unlikely and the years of prosperity he had given the realm; puppeteers put on Strongspear the Squire, that wretched show about the treacherous little bitch who had made a mockery of justice before escaping the queen's clutches.
It did not seem to matter that the black cells were packed full of traitors. For every man the goldcloaks seized, three more slipped through their fingers. And there were fewer goldcloaks than she would like; they kept freezing to death during the long watches of the night, or getting maimed or killed by rabble who attacked them as they sought to arrest traitors to the crown.
Worse, on the last day of the old year, there had been a riot that somehow resulted in an inn and a stable bursting into flame, though how the mob got their hands on wildfire no one could say. The goldcloaks and their water wagons had barely contained the blaze by drenching the nearby buildings, letting those that had already caught fire burn to the ground. More than a dozen goldcloaks had perished from the flames or choked to death on smoke, and the number of recruits dwindled even further.
"A warm pallet and a full belly only goes so far, Your Grace," Bel had presumed to tell her yesterday, when the queen summoned the whore from the Street of Silk. "But I am sure men would flock to serve King Tommen, if the wages were not so low."
"When I require the advice of a whore, I shall ask for it," Cersei had told her, already displeased with the pitiful, useless whispers the Dornishwoman had brought from her brothel.
At least she could be sure the woman was not a traitor, thanks to Lord Qyburn. After the betrayal of the Dornish lords, Cersei trusted nothing from Dorne. As such, she had directed Qyburn to sharply question one of Bel's prettier whores. When the girl proved to know nothing, the queen had graciously returned her, albeit without any teeth.
Quick to take a hint, Bel had apologized for any offense and begged the queen's forgiveness on bended knee. When the queen demanded two more girls for the lord confessor's personal use, as a reward for his good service, Bel agreed without protest, although she did ask that the lord confessor return them in one piece when he tired of them. Thus far, Qyburn seemed very pleased with the whores hidden in his chambers; better yet, he chattered less at the queen about all the good work he did in King Tommen's name.
As Lord Qyburn's informers were not bringing much news, the queen had set them to spreading rumors instead. Euron Greyjoy's attack on Oldtown was a punishment from the gods, whose wrath had been aroused by vile treachery. Had not the Seven struck down the pretender Torbert, who had led the people away from the true faith? Had the Seven not struck down Lord Hightower, who dared sacrifice men and women loyal to King Tommen in hopes of using their innocent blood to claim Greyjoy's dragon for himself? That was how Aegon Targaryen had claimed his dragon, by slaying the valiant Ser Olyvar Sand and raping his weeping widow over her husband's corpse, and now the madman was coming to burn their city to the ground!
Nonsense, all of it, lurid stories of the sort wet nurses and old men liked to tell by the fire. The mob should have lapped it up like honey, yet they stubbornly refused to believe a word of it, even after Lord Qyburn had his men leave some of his dead traitors scattered around the city, with arcane runes and symbols drawn around them in their own blood. It did not seem to matter that the goldcloaks had arrested the purported bloodmages, who had been publicly tried and executed after confessing their crimes; the commons blamed Qyburn, yowling like cats about his unholy reign over the black cells.
Let them yowl, the queen thought. They could not touch her here, though truth be told the Red Keep was nothing to the might of Casterly Rock. There was no greater fortress in the realm, and it was hers, the proud legacy she had inherited from Lord Tywin.
A sudden pang of longing seized the queen. How long had it been since Cersei had seen the Rock? Could it really be ten years since Lord Tywin's tourney? She had given Robert no peace until he agreed to go, and then they remained for almost a year.
Cersei had been content to remain in the same palatial apartments where she had grown up, their gilded depths full of hidden corners where she and Jaime could fuck. The children were often busy with their lessons, and Robert spent his time roaming all over the Rock. He climbed up to take in the view from atop the ringfort; rode his horse through the long passages; took a winch cage down to the deep caverns that lay in the bowels of the Rock beside the port where ships arrived from the Sunset Sea.
She hoped Robert had choked on the stench. The docks and wharves always stank, thanks to the drains which carried the Rock's sewage away lest it taint the deep wells which drew water from below the earth. Nothing lived down there, now that the last of the caged lions had died. Oh, there were plenty of abandoned mining shafts, to be sure, and cells which housed the worst of the prisoners. Her castellan Ser Willem Lannister had been most concerned about those cells, some complaints about sewage which she had ignored. His ravens about Lord Mordryd Lydden, on the other hand...
The queen clenched her fists, her nails digging into her palms. Would that she had Lord Lydden's head on a spike. Pycelle had trembled when he brought her the raven back in ninth moon, as if even he could not believe the depths of treason to which men would stoop. Vengeance for Castamere, the man had claimed, as if she were to blame for her father's deeds, as if the Reynes had not deserved their deaths.
The dead of Castamere shall not rest in their graves until Lord Tywin's line is cast down, the traitor had declared. Let the Bitch Queen and Bastard King take heed! The debt is long past due, and by the will of the gods, I come to collect what is owed.
Lord Lydden would find it difficult to make good on his threats. It did not matter how many treacherous nobles flocked to his banner; they would soon abandon him when they had their fill of the rebellious peasants he had whipped into a frenzy. Let them come, let them do their worst. Even Lann the Clever, bold as he was, had known he must resort to trickery, not brute force.
Lann had entered the Rock by a secret way, long since lost. Some said it was near the Lion's Mouth, others said it was by the sea, but all agreed that Casterly Rock had never fallen since; it could not fall, so long as there remained one Lannister willing to defend it. Ser Willem and his twin brother Ser Martyn might be poor excuses for Lannisters, but their father Kevan was Lord Tywin's own brother, and Tywin had trusted him as she could never trust Tyrion. Last night she had dreamt of him again, waiting in the dark beneath the Rock, a faceless monster who leapt from the shadows to strangle her.
Cersei shuddered. She stared at the spiked heads, but they brought her no solace. The queen had stood in the cold too long; her right arm ached, just as it had when the Imp had broken it. It had hurt far worse when the break was fresh. Pycelle had fretted and tsked over her as he splinted it, and given her plenty of milk of the poppy for her broken arm. The queen had drunk none of it, preferring to suffer sharp pain rather than dull wits; she feared for her life whilst the Imp still drew breath.
The valonqar is dead, he cannot hurt me, she reminded herself.
No thanks to Ser Mandon Moore, who had drowned himself better than he had drowned Tyrion. How that stammering squire had managed to save him Cersei did not know, nor did she care. All she knew was that Tyrion must not wake to make good on his threat to tell Lord Tywin the truth of what lay between her and Jaime. The squire would not leave the Imp's side, so the queen had smiled, and soothed him, and lulled him to sleep in her arms, and found the stoppered flask hidden in her pockets. And in the morning, the squire had awoken, and the Imp had not.
Hunger woke inside her as the queen descended, leaving Traitor's Walk behind. With quick sure steps she strode back to her apartments, leaning on Ser Lyn Corbray so she did not slip on the ice. At least she could look forward to an excellent dinner.
Some enterprising fishermen who lived along the Blackwater had managed to catch quite a lot of eels from beneath the filthy green ice that floated upon the river. The goldcloaks had orders to claim the best eels for the king's table, and this morning they had confiscated several damp sacks of still wriggling eels. The cook had orders to prepare them for the queen's dinner, turned inside out, stuffed with spices, breadcrumbs, and tender meat, and then cooked in a fine red wine.
The queen reached her chambers to find an apprentice pyromancer waiting nervously outside her door, fidgeting with his long robes. When he saw the queen, he bowed deeply, to her approval. Cersei approved less of his message, some nonsense about Ser Jacelyn Bywater finding a cache of wildfire beneath the Gate of the Gods.
"Let Lord Hallyne deal with it," she told him, irritated by his nasal voice.
A nap would not have gone amiss, nor a cup of wine. But no sooner had Cersei seated herself in a plush chair than a knock came at the door, so soft it almost went unheard and unremarked.
"What is it?" The queen snapped.
"Queen Talla is without, Your Grace," Ser Lyn called through the door. "She begs an urgent audience."
Seven save her, could she not have a moment's rest? "Send her in." And Lady Talla best pray she has a good reason for disturbing me, or she shall wish she had not.
The girl who was ushered into her room was just as mousy as she recalled. Talla Tarly was still in her riding furs, her prominent ears and snub nose red from the cold.
"Your Grace," the girl stammered. "Your Grace, the king- the king-"
The queen rolled her eyes, and handed her cup of wine to the girl, commanding her to drink deep. That only made matters worse; the girl swallowed it too quickly, and started coughing. Unwilling to be coughed at, the queen strode to the door. One redcloak she sent running for Grand Maester Gerold, another for Lady Darlessa Marbrand, a third for the captain of the redcloaks who had escorted Tommen through the city.
Darlessa Marbrand arrived first, out of breath and out of temper. A few terse words sufficed to explain why Lady Talla was so distraught. Shortly after returning to the Red Keep, a raven had lit upon King Tommen's arm. A letter had been tied to its leg, a letter which made the king turn pale as he read it.
"The king sent for Ser Addam, but would not say another word." Darlessa shrugged irritably. "No doubt my nephew will have reached his king by now. When last I saw Tommen, he was striding for the throne room, with the little queen struggling to keep up."
By the time Ser Lyn led Cersei to the throne room, she had a stitch in her side and an escort of redcloaks at her back. The great oaken doors were shut; Ser Addam Marbrand and a dozen goldcloaks stood guard. She could feel her teeth chattering; she had not bothered to put on a cloak, and the cold wind pierced her like a blade.
"Admit me," the queen demanded.
Ser Addam did not so much as blink. "The king is not to be disturbed."
"You dare?" The queen could not believe his presumption. "I am Queen Regent, and you will obey me!"
"I obey King Tommen."
Ser Addam stood straight as steel, glowering at her with a venom she had never seen before. He wore no helm, yet when she slapped him across the face, it was as though she had slapped a stone wall. Furious, she made to push past him, when suddenly the ground rose up and slapped her.
"He laid hands on the queen!" Ser Lyn roared.
Everything was a blur, clouded by a haze of pain. Cloaks of gold and cloaks of red whirled and spun; steel clashed; blood splattered her face; wood groaned. Then all was quiet again. Rough hands helped Cersei to her feet, helping her step over the white knight who lay upon the threshold, his throat a red ruin.
Once they were inside, Ser Lyn barred the door. The Kingsguard took up his post, still holding his naked blade in his hand. Lady Forlorn shone red with blood; the queen could taste its coppery tang upon her lips. But that did not matter, nothing mattered, save her son.
The Iron Throne loomed at the other end of the hall, its blades and barbs drinking in the light. Tommen sat in their midst, a crown upon his head and a cat upon his lap. All was silence as the queen strode toward him, save for the soft sound of her steps echoing off the walls, and that of her heart thudding in her ears.
Once, twice, thrice she called his name, yet Tommen did not seem to hear. Up the steps Cersei climbed, careful not to cut herself on the jagged steel. By the time she reached the top, her mouth was dry; she would have killed for a cup of wine.
"Tommen," she snapped.
She tried to shoo Ser Pounce away. The cat hissed, laying his ears flat against his head. His ginger and white fur bristled, his claws dug into the king's surcoat as if he would not be dislodged. Her son still wore his cloak; the twin lion brooch was askew again, though the gold and rubies still gleamed brightly.
"It's all true," Tommen mumbled. He looked up at her, his eyes red-rimmed. "It's all true?"
"What?"
"My sister..." Tommen sniffled.
One hand rubbed at his nose; the other clutched a letter. The parchment was crumpled and torn, but the writing looked familiar, full of girlish loops and swirls, though the bottom of the letter had been written in a different hand. Cersei squinted, trying to make out the words, something about a veil- her blood ran cold.
"Cella..."
"Myrcella, sweetling," the queen corrected.
Tommen drew a shuddering breath. "Cella- she and Trys were trying to escape- and they- and they- oh, gods..."
"Lord Qyburn will pay for this," Cersei swore. She bent and embraced him, forcing the cat to scramble off his lap. "Oh, my sweet boy, there, there, don't cry. Myrcella is safe now, the usurper cannot touch her—"
And suddenly her son was shoving her away, so hard she almost fell.
"I'm the usurper!" Tommen stood, his whole body shaking. "I'm a- a bastard, an abomination! Cella wouldn't lie to me, she wouldn't—" Tommen paled. "Poor Lady Cedra, oh, gods what have I done?"
"These are forgeries!" the queen snarled. She ripped the letter from his grasp. "Lies, poison, a trick to make you give up your rightful throne. "
"It's not my throne," Tommen said hollowly. "I told Talla to fetch the Grand Maester. I will summon the small council, and tell them I will bend the knee. If I join the Faith, maybe I can make amends—"
"No!" Cersei hissed, cutting him off. "We cannot give up the throne—"
"I'm the king, not you!"
Tommen fumbled at his cloak, ripping off the twin lion brooch and flinging it away. The crown of golden antlers was harder to remove; it had caught in his golden curls. When he yanked it free, a tangle of hair came with it, making Tommen yelp with pain.
This time, the queen was ready. When Tommen threw the crown, she caught it. It did not matter that her son loomed over her; there were only a few steps between them. All it took was a single long stride, and Cersei was struggling to place the crown back on his head as Tommen fought with her, until with a mighty shove, he fell back onto the throne, the crown still on his head.
"There," the queen panted, bending over to catch her breath. She was amazed that she had not cut herself on the throne. There were blades sticking up every which way; Robert had often complained that he could not even rest his back against the damned thing. "Now, there is no need to act in haste; you cannot be so rash, that is Jaime, not you."
Cersei looked up at the sound of Tommen's gasp, a wet, shuddering sound. When he gasped again, blood splattered her face. Only then did she see the glint of steel where a sharp point emerged from his breast.
"No!" That shrill cry could not be the queen's, it could not. She fell to her knees, clutching her son's hands in hers. "Nonononono!"
A voice was screaming for Ser Lyn, for Qyburn, for the Mother Above, oh please, oh please, let him keep breathing, Tommen must not die, he could not die, not so long as his chest still rose and fell—
When Qyburn came, her son was still.
Notes:
😔😔😔 Uhm. Oh god I'm so sorry. Uhm. Cersei is very funny until she isn't. See you in the comments?
My apologies for the slow pace; reminder you can get updates on my tumblr. Also, this chapter puts us over 700k. Christ.
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1) Cersei’s small council meltdown was partially inspired by the Downfall meme.
2) Maester Gerold's bronze sphere is an armillary sphere.
3) Dentures are mentioned in ASOIAF; Dywen has a set of wooden teeth. In real life, crude dentures existed in ancient Rome, although full dentures do not appear to have existed until they were invented in Japan in the 1500s.
4) The world of ASOIAF features dungeons in many castles. However, the pop culture idea of a medieval dungeon is a myth, taken from Ivanhoe by Sir Walter Scott:
"This extremely popular work of fiction has done a lot to shape people’s minds when it comes to the Middle Ages, as have other novels, movies and video games. The image they almost always show is that within a castle there will be a place underground which is dark and grimy. It will be here that prisoners will be chained to the walls...
...The reality is that it is very hard to find castles that have anything like this."
You can read more at the link, but I'm appalled that such an iconic aspect of medieval fantasy is a fabrication. I don't expect perfect accuracy, but given how fiction plays a pivotal role in how many people view history, there should be *some* attempt at fact checking.
5) Speaking of dungeons, let's talk about medieval torture. Hooooo boy. If you google "medieval torture", you will get a ton of results featuring Iron Maidens, pears of anguish, and other horrifying devices... almost all of which are 1) not from the medieval era, but from centuries later; 2) weren't actually torture devices, or, 3) in the case of the Iron Maiden, are a straight up hoax/fake. The widespread amount of misinformation is dizzying and infuriating.
Thankfully, GRRM uses none of these devices. He does, however, seem to have mixed up stocks, boards with holes which restrain the ankles of a person sitting down, and the pillory, which restrains the neck and wrists of a standing person who is bent over.
"...stocks were hammered together for pretty Pia and the other women who'd shared their favors with Lannister soldiers. Stripped and shaved, they were left in the middle ward beside the bear pit, free for the use of any man who wanted them."
ACOK, Arya XUh... setting aside whether this sort of public rape would be plausible in a medieval setting, even under Roose Bolton, here's what stocks look like:
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Versus pillory:
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...yeah, pillories are what show up in BDSM porn, not stocks. Dangit, GRRM.
6) Eels were a common part of the medieval diet, as I found out from a delightful twitter account run by a Doctor of Medieval History who is really into the history of eels. Apparently Glastonbury Abbey actually had a guy whose job was to swipe the best eels from local fishermen! The inside-out eel dish was a real thing, a French recipe that sounds annoyingly complicated to make, which is perfect for Cersei, who loves inconveniencing people.
7) The enormity that is Casterly Rock is overwhelming. As a reference, I used this analysis by joannalannister.
Chapter 157: Jon I
Notes:
Early February, 305 AC
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Jon Snow, Lord Commander of the Night’s Watch, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyra
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Night fell slowly, cold and dark as death.
Jon Snow waited atop the Silent Tower, as he always did, a shadow clad in black. Sable fur lined his heavy cloak, the hood drawn up to shield him from the cold. Beneath the hood was a fleece-lined cap to cover his ears, and a woolen scarf to cover his nose and mouth. Fur mitts covered his leather gloves; a surcoat covered his plate and mail. Beneath the frozen steel he wore a quilted gambeson, and under that a lambswool tunic, linen undertunic, thick wool breeches, and two pairs of hose.
All those layers, yet nothing could save him from the jaws of the biting wind. Dusk would soon be over; the sun gave little light, and less warmth. Already Jon's scars throbbed with pain; little flickers of lightning flashed across his cheek, his back, his right hand and right thigh. It could not be helped; there was no better place to survey the field of battle down below.
It had taken long hours of work in the bitter cold to throw up the first crude barricade of casks and barrels, logs and beams, old wayns turned on their sides and sharpened stakes driven into the ground. It had taken even longer to build the timber palisade which had replaced it. The palisade was a pitiful excuse for a wall, only six feet high, barely taller than Jon. Below it was a sloping earthen dike, built one shovel at a time with the frozen earth the men had dug to make a ditch as deep as a man's chest. Soon it would be deeper still.
If we can hold. If we survive the night.
Jon forced himself to look up. Overhead loomed the Wall, just as it had every day since he arrived at Castle Black. Vast beyond reckoning, it stretched from horizon to horizon, immense and imposing. The full moon gleamed silver amidst the darkness, and everywhere the pale ice glimmered like diamond.
Everywhere, save directly in front of him.
Once, there had been a gate, a tunnel through the ice, defended by iron bars and murder holes and the rangers who stood high atop the Wall. That was where Mance Rayder had thought to force his way through, where he had sacrificed countless wildlings to break the gate. When it broke, they found Donal Noye and his men waiting. Every wildling who entered the tunnel had died there, down in the dark. So had Donal Noye, who had slain Mag the Mighty, king of the giants, and been slain in turn.
Now the tunnel was gone, as was the ice above it. There was nothing, nothing but a black void, the rent where the Wall had torn asunder. Shards of shattered ice jutted out long and sharp as spears, like rows of jagged teeth around a gaping maw. And in the maw...
Foul and familiar, the stench of dead men came wafting through the night. Ghost bared his teeth in a silent snarl, his fur bristling, his ears back. Already knowing what he would see, Jon raised the Myrish eye.
From the depths of the haunted forest the wights emerged, their host beyond counting. Once the lord commander would have posted rangers atop the Wall, keen-eyed men who could ascertain the enemy's numbers. But the winch cage was nowhere close to being repaired, nor the switchback stairs, which had suffered damage when the Wall cracked. Without eyes up above, they could only wait for the sun to rise, so that they might count the wights they had slain each night.
Three thousand, two hundred and thirty. Or so said the Lord Steward, Left Hand Lew, who counted by the number of heads they burned. Black Jack Bulwer, First Ranger, judged the number higher. He insisted it was nonsense to count heads when some of the wights who attacked them were already headless.
But no matter how many wights they had slain, the host shambling toward the Wall never seemed to grow smaller. On the wights came, inexorable, a tide of burning blue eyes. They blew no horns, pounded no drums, screamed no war cries. They made no sound at all, save that of snow and ice crunching beneath thousands of clumsy feet.
"Edd," Jon said, keeping his voice light. "Sound the horn; the fools have come back for more."
"Aye, m'lord," Dolorous Edd Tollett said gloomily. One hand pulled down the scarf that covered the squire's nose and mouth; the other raised a warhorn to his lips.
Uuuuuuuhoooooooooo.
The horn's call echoed through the air, sure and strong.
Uuuuuuuuuuuuhooooooooooooooo.
Dolorous Edd gasped, his face red, and drew a deep gulp of air.
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
On the third blast, a chorus of horns joined in, rising from the black ranks behind the palisade. Every captain and serjeant was blowing while their men banged their shields, making such a noise Jon half expected to see giants wake from slumber.
And still the wights shambled onward, undaunted and unafraid.
Dead men did not feel fear. Dead men did not wail when they stepped on caltrops hidden by the snow, the sharp nails piercing their rotten boots or bare black feet. Dead men did not fall when arrows pierced their frozen flesh. Even fire arrows were little use; the wind too often blew them out before the wight caught fire.
And the wind was already rising as the horn calls faded away. Torches guttered out; watchfires flared in their iron braziers. Behind the palisade, the rangers waited, eager to fight the unseen foe. Large as it was, the crack in the Wall was still a bottleneck. The palisade formed three sides of a square; Iron Emmett had the left, Black Jack Bulwer the center, and Ser Theodan Hood the right. The palisade and the men defending it were the cork, the only thing stopping the wights from pouring freely into the realms of men. If the cork failed...
"Just one more night," Jon reminded himself grimly.
Dolorous Edd muttered something into his scarf.
"What was that?"
"It's been thirty-eight nights you've said that, m'lord," Edd grumbled. "And no end in sight. The Long Summer will come afore we make a dent in their numbers. You think they stink now, imagine them ripening on a hot summer evening."
"Take heart, Edd. We're as like to wed pretty maids and sire a brood of fat children as we are to see the Long Summer."
"Maids." Edd shook his head. "A nice widow would be enough; she'd be less likely to run screaming at the sight o' me."
Jon ignored him. The wights had reached the palisade, and were beginning to climb with witless determination. The lord commander could only watch, the brass rim of the Myrish lens freezing cold against his skin.
When the first wight dropped to the other side of the palisade, it met a shield wall of battle tested rangers in black. Armed with swords, they promptly cut the wight to pieces. The next few wights met the same fate. To Jon's horror, one of them was a child, his naked frame shrunken and starving. A single slash cut the boy near in half, yet still his eyes burned blue, his small black hands scrabbling at the ankles of the man who had cut him down.
That was the problem with fighting wights. It did not matter that they did not carry weapons; they would use yours, if they could. Failing that, they had hands to grab and punch and strangle, feet to kick, heavy bodies to tackle you to the ground. And every man killed by wights soon rose to join their ranks, turning against his own sworn brothers, who had no choice but to slay him.
Would that he could descend upon the wights with fire, and watch them melt away like snow knights yielding to the sun. Alas, they had neither the time nor sufficient oil to defend themselves with ditches filled with fire. Not that they would work; the wights might be slow witted, but they were not stupid enough to hurl themselves into the flames. Perhaps once the switchback stair was repaired, he might post men atop the Wall, armed with pots and barrels of burning pitch. He dared not use them from behind the palisade; it was not worth the risk of it catching fire.
When the wights came over the palisade in force, the black brothers were hard-pressed to keep their feet. The wights thudded against their shields, battering away as swords flashed in the moonlight, ruthlessly lopping off every bit of wight that could be reached. It did not matter if you cut off the head, an arm, a leg; the maimed wight would keep attacking until it was in shreds.
Wights never grew weary, but men did. On the left Grenn raised a horn to his lips and blew, soon followed by Pyp, who shared his sense of caution. One by one, other serjeants began to blow their horns, single short blasts that sent their men toward the back of the ranks, while new serjeants and their squads advanced to take their place. On the right flank, Luke of Longtown was the last to retreat, but not until one of his rangers fell when a headless wight crashed into his knees, and another was choked half to death by a severed arm that tried to throttle him.
On and on the wights came. Most were wildlings, men in scraps of bronze armor, women and children in ragged furs, elders with hair as white as their pallid skin. And, here and there, speckled amongst the host, were brothers in black.
Soon after the solstice, he had seen Kedge White-Eye, his eyes like blue stars. Last week it had been Ser Ottyn Wythers, who had died in the fighting on the Fist of the First Men. In life Ser Ottyn had been as cautious as he was small and shrunken; in death he had been relentless, hellbent on murder. Thoren Smallwood had always hated wildlings; tonight his wight marched among them, though he led a band of dead black brothers, making for the left flank of the palisade, where the fighting was thickest.
It had been hours since the fighting began. By now even the freshest of the black brothers would be sweat-soaked under their plate and ringmail, their arms burning, their legs trembling, their vision a blur. Hard as they fought, they could not kill the wights quickly enough, not with so many swarming over the palisade. His rangers needed time to rest, to retreat inside where it was warm before men started dropping from the cold.
Jon looked down at the timber halls and stone keeps below the Silent Tower. Banners flew over every building, faintly lit by the moonlight. From the Shieldhall flapped the black iron studs of House Royce, the silver bells of Belmore, the broken black wheel of Waynwood, the blue pall of the Coldwaters, the red castle of the Redfort. The sigils of a dozen other houses of the Vale flew over sundry other halls, the smaller, draftier ones. Only one banner flew over the Grey Keep, the largest banner Jon had ever seen, its scarlet field blazoned with an intricately embroidered giant who roared in his shattered chains.
"Tell Ser Theodan, Black Jack, and Iron Emmett to pull their men back. It's time our guests had a go at them."
"Which guests am I fetching, m'lord?" Dolorous Edd said doubtfully. "The fussy ones or the loud ones?"
"The ones who've fought wights before."
Edd sighed with resignation. "Yes, m'lord. The fussy ones it is."
Trumpets heralded the knights of the Vale when they stepped out into the cold, forming their ranks behind the black brothers. Those who stood closest to the torches and watchfires blazed with color; through the Myrish lens he saw surcoats bronze or purple, green or brown, of white and red or checkered white and black. Ser Edmund Belmore led his men to the left flank, leaving the center to Ser Ossifer Coldwater. Ser Ben Coldwater commanded the right flank, as he had ever since a wight caught hold of Ser Vardis Waynwood and twisted the old knight's head until his neck snapped.
Clad as he was in plate and mail, it had taken half a dozen men to finish off dead Ser Vardis when he turned on them, eyes burning blue. Two men-at-arms had followed him to the grave, two had survived unscathed, and a knight and squire had been badly wounded. Ser Uther Shett had lost an arm whilst frantically ripping at the buckles of the wight's armor; Lonnel Redfort, meanwhile, had suffered bruised ribs and a broken leg when he dove at the wight, who had fallen on top of him. Lonnel refused to be knighted for his valor until he could stand without crutches. Or go more than a few hours without bursting into tears. The boy had been fond of stuffy Ser Vardis, eager to follow him to glory.
There is no glory here, Jon thought as he watched Black Jack Bulwer and his men retreat, yielding their places at the center of the palisade to the knights of the Vale, whilst Ser Theodan Hood did the same on the right. Iron Emmett's men remained in place, their shieldwall barely holding back the flood of wights surging over the palisade's left flank.
When his serjeants began a piecemeal retreat, wights poured into the gaps they left behind, led by dead Thoren Smallwood and his band of black crows. Somehow, Thoren had gotten hold of a sword. He waved it over his head, drawing more wights to him. Instinct made Jon clasp Longclaw's hilt, but it was a knight in the bronze of House Royce who knocked the sword from Thoren's clumsy grip.
There were far more valemen than black brothers. Once satisfied that they had matters well in hand, Jon descended from the Silent Tower. Ghost followed after him, as did his tail, Tom Barleycorn and Sober Pate. Dolorous Edd should have returned by now, but that could not be helped. The lord commander had to see to his men, and now was the best, perhaps the only time he dared pause his vigil.
He found most of them in the Shieldhall, wearily filling their bellies. When someone pressed a bowl of porridge on him, Jon ate, though it was lukewarm and tasteless. The sight of a raisin or a chunk of dried apple had not been seen in months; the last of the lord commander's chest of spices had gone to the maester, for use in poultices and infusions.
Once he finished making a round of the Shieldhall, Jon found the rest of the rangers in the common hall, listening to Pyp sing 'Our Lord Snow' at the top of his lungs. It didn't matter that Pyp's voice was hoarse; half the hall was singing with him, though they leaned heavily against walls and or sat slumped on the benches or on the floor. The crack in the Wall might have ruined all the new year celebrations, but Pyp had insisted on putting on his mummer's show the day after the palisade was finished. The men's spirits were so low that Jon had acquiesced despite his lingering misgivings, and now he must pay the price.
Thankfully, Pyp was so preoccupied that he failed to notice the lord commander by the door. Jon managed to commend Grenn, who had not lost a man for a sennight running, before Pyp espied him. Pyp promptly bowed so deeply he almost fell off the table he was standing on. The sound of laughter rippled over the hall, followed by scattered cheers before the singing grew louder, trying and failing to cover the clamor of steel and screams rising from the palisade.
He had lingered too long. Turning on his heel, Jon made for the Silent Tower. Ghost bounded up the steps, but Jon went more slowly, his legs aching as he climbed, breathing heavily through his scarf. He was halfway up when Satin came to explain Dolorous Edd's absence.
It seemed that the old squire had been wounded whilst delivering Jon's message to Iron Emmett. "Edd's with Maester Turquin now, my lord," Satin said. "I'm to take his place, if it please you."
"Fine." Jon focused on the rough hewn steps; there was nothing he could do for Edd, or for any of the other wounded.
Once he reached the top, Jon stood sentinel for long hours, helpless to do anything but watch, watch and wait and pace. At least he was not the only one. Archers stood atop the Tower of Guards, with unstrung bows in their hands and quivers of obsidian tipped arrows on their backs. Most of them walked back and forth to keep warm, save one, who stood and stared at the battle below.
Samwell Tarly might hate and fear the cold, but he endured it better than most. Though his frame had shrunken over the years, he remained vaguely plump, even on winter rations. Tormund had once told him all the wildlings from the furthest north were moon-faced and apt to go to fat, a trait highly prized by other clans. A plump husband or wife was considered lucky, as they were less likely to freeze to death, and more likely to produce fat babes.
Jon supposed that explained why Sam had stammered something about being stalked by spearwives whilst visiting the wildling villages in the Gift. A few had even slipped into Sam’s bed, and taken great offense when he sent them away. He had also stammered when Jon ordered him to join the archers, begging to return to his bed, or better yet, to his books.
"I'm still not very good with the bow, my lord," Sam had pleaded. "I can't- it was the dragonglass that slew it, not me, I mean, I am—"
"You are Sam the Slayer," Jon had told him in a tone that brooked no argument. "The only man of the Night's Watch to kill an Other in living memory. If the gods are good, you'll slay more of them."
Granted, Sam's nerves and inconsistent aim made that unlikely. Still, Jon hoped the sight of Sam would encourage his fellow archers. Some men believed in luck almost as fervently as they believed in the gods, and surviving an Other was exceptional luck.
"No, it isn't," Dolorous Edd had objected when Sam was gone. "It would have been better luck to never see an Other in the first place."
In that case, the entirety of Castle Black was lucky. No matter how many wights attacked each night, they had yet to see hide nor hair of an Other. Their absence made Jon uneasy, his doubts gnawing at him like a wolf might gnaw at a bone. Where were they? In the haunted forest, directing their wights from the shadows? Or were they somewhere else, devising spells to bring down the rest of the Wall?
Wherever they were, they were not here. The night trudged onward on drowsy feet, and the cold sank deep into his bones. Wights crested over the palisade to fall on piles of frozen flesh, the heads, arms, legs, and limbless torsos of their predecessors. When he raised the Myrish lens, Jon caught glimpses of movement in the piles; some of the arms had not yet fallen still, and their black fingers stretched and strained, desperate to break free and resume their attack.
The living were not so tireless. Bravery meant nothing against the constant onslaught of cold and wind and dead men. Shields sagged; swords slowed. Small gaps opened and closed as wights dragged men off their feet and their comrades staggered to take their place.
Though the knights of the Vale were far greater in number than the men of the Night's Watch, they had been out in the cold for far longer. Once their deep ranks had moved forward and back and forward again with the ease of a spinning wheel; now they moved more like the wheels of an old wagon, jerking and shuddering as it bumped over a bad road.
Jon glanced over his shoulder. Satin hugged himself against the cold, standing as close to the brazier as he dared. The wind had knocked his hood askew; the steward tugged it down over his cap, ignoring the ringlets of dark hair which had escaped to frame his pretty face.
For a moment, Jon wished he had Edd. The gruff old squire had already met their new guests when the lord commander dined with them last night, soon after they arrived. Satin, busy elsewhere, had not. Of course, he could hardly fail to find his quarry; there were only so many men that stood near seven feet tall.
The Grey Keep was close by, and Satin was much younger and faster than Dolorous Edd. It was not long before northmen began to step out into the cold, bearpaws already strapped to their feet. A chorus of deep-throated warhorns sent them marching for the palisade, and when the horns fell silent a great howl went up, so loud Jon half-expected Ghost to join in.
Greatjon Umber towered over his men as he led them forward, roaring as fiercely as the giant of his sigil. The Greatjon's sword was the largest Jon had ever seen, but most of his men favored axes. So did his old uncle, Mors Umber, better known as Crowfood, and his distant kinsman, Osric Whitehill, the Master of Last River. Jon did not doubt they knew how to use them, but he could only hope they had listened when he spoke to them and their men before dinner, warning them what to expect during a battle against the dead.
At first, all seemed to be going well. There was some confusion as the knights of the Vale fell back, letting the Umber men take their place, but that could not be helped. Nor did the northmen turn and run when they drew close enough to truly see the wights. Jon was not sure he could blame them if they had. Wights were twisted, grotesque things, but so were most corpses. No, the true terror was in those unnatural eyes. They burned in the dark, unblinking, their icy blue stare filled with cold malevolence as they came on.
Thankfully, a shieldwall was a shieldwall, whether made by black brothers, valemen, or northmen. But the Greatjon and his men were used to fighting living men, not dead ones. Though the skilled axemen sent heads flying through the air, some panicked when the headless bodies kept fighting. Though most had heeded the warning against boot knives, some had not, and screamed when the severed hands scrabbling at their fur-lined boots drew the knives and used them to dire effect. Though the northmen knew those who fell would soon rise again as wights, some of their fellows hesitated too long, and were injured or killed before the wights were cut down.
As the dismal night plodded on, the northmen began to falter. Wights pushed the shieldwall back, and back again. Each time the ranks wheeled to let exhausted men give way to those who were fresher, the wights crowded into every gap, no matter how small. Men fought and died, and all Jon could do was keep pacing, his mind twisting in knots as he tried to recall how long had passed, how long remained until the dawn. Whatever hour the bells had last tolled, he could not remember it, not with the stench of the dead in his nose and the clamor of battle in his ears.
"We can hold them all night," Greatjon Umber had boasted, but he had not known of what he spoke. The northmen needed to be relieved, and soon. But by whom? The black brothers were better rested, but the valemen were far more numerous. And Jon had not liked how the Greatjon spoke of the valemen last night, blustering about their failure to join the War of Five Kings until King Robb had already won, as if such petty grudges mattered when the dead were at the gate.
Jon stood still for a moment, his mind made up. A few brusque words to send Satin running, and then he was pacing again. Every step made his scars twinge with pain, but he had to keep walking, lest his mind become as numb as the rest of him.
By the time he heard the trumpets blare, the sky was turning grey. By the time the valemen had formed their ranks, the attack had ceased, the wights withdrawing back through the Wall and into the haunted forest. They did not stir beneath the sun, whose pale pink fingers reached from the east to caress the top of the Wall.
With the battle over, black brothers, valemen, and northmen alike began staggering off to bed. Those who had slept through the night were now waking; already Othell Yarwyck and his builders swarmed over the palisade like bees, only with hammers and nails instead of stingers. After breakfast, Left Hand Lew and his stewards would join them. They had charge of tending to the dead, dragging them far away from the timber palisade so they could be counted before being burned.
Though a fire was burning in Jon's hearth when he returned to his bedchamber in King's Tower, he felt no warmth as he fell into a restless sleep. Mocking voices haunted his dreams, beckoning him to yield, to submit, to surrender to the inevitable. You cannot hold forever, they taunted. Icy tendrils slithered over his naked skin, binding him fast. Come, come, little dreamer, and you will have all your heart desires.
The world twisted; he looked down upon Winterfell. The whole world was covered in snow; icicles hung from the towers, and the hot pools in the godswood were frozen solid. And there, beneath the heart tree...
My love. Ygritte stood before him, clad in a lady's gown, her belly swollen with child. Her face was paler than he recalled, but her hair was the same bright copper, kissed by fire, her crooked teeth bared in a smile as warm as her blue-grey eyes. In her hands she held a crown, a bronze circlet surmounted by nine spikes of black iron.
Hail, Jon Snow, Ygritte murmured. Hail, King of Winter, and Lord of Winterfell.
Jon stared, speechless. Ygritte's smile dimmed, a strange light flickering in her eyes. Suddenly, a cold wind drove him to his knees; when he looked up, Ygritte's belly was flat, and there were children at her side, all of them dark of hair and grey of eye.
Father, the children whispered. Father, don't you love us?
They need you, Ygritte said, smoothing down a girl's tangled hair. She smiled at him again, almost shy. I need you.
You can't need me, Jon told her. You were slain by an arrow, and we burned your body to ash.
I can come back, Ygritte insisted. You know nothing, Jon Snow, but I know many things. I know that you fight a battle that cannot be won. She drew closer, her skirts swirling in the wind. I know that you are weary of the cruel burdens you bear. She reached out, one hand cupping his cheek. I know that you love me, and that I love you as I always have, as I always will.
Ygritte bent her head to kiss him. Snowflakes danced through the air, light as a lover's touch; for a heartbeat, he was hers. Until—
Ygritte never said she loved me.
And the Other's eyes flared ice blue, and the wind screamed its fury, and the darkness swallowed him whole.
When Jon awoke, it was past noon, and he was sore all over. Ghost lay on the floor, gnawing at a haunch of venison, whilst Satin poured a kettle of hot water into a copper tub. Another kettle hung over the fire, the frumenty already simmering away.
By the time he finished bathing, Jon felt almost human. He dressed and ate quickly; there was too little daylight to let any of it go to waste. It had been even worse at the beginning of first moon, when the sun set the earliest and rose the latest, leaving the Wall in darkness for nearly sixteen hours. Now, on the ninth day of second moon, the last sunlight was gone when the afternoon bells tolled five, and did not return until near seven the next morning.
To the lord commander's dismay, no messengers had arrived whilst he slept. Messengers were all they had; soon after the Wall cracked, every raven the Night's Watch possessed had been found frozen to their perches. After Dolorous Edd gloomily pointed out there was no use wasting good meat, Three-Finger Hobb had plucked them for raven pies. Jon had not seen fit to share his suspicion that otherwise the ravens might have woken with blue eyes to spy on them, a risk he dared not take.
With Mormont's raven and all the birds in the rookery dead, Jon could not fly beyond the Wall to look for Bran. More importantly, he could not send ravens to the Shadow Tower and Eastwatch-by-the-Sea and all the other garrisons. Instead, Jon had been forced to send out messengers with poles in their hands and skith on their feet.
When they finally returned, it was to report that while thin splinters ran up and down the length of the Wall, only the Shadow Tower and Eastwatch had suffered cracks large enough to breach their gates. Both castles were besieged, just like Castle Black. Vast hosts of wights attacked each night and faded away beyond the Wall each day, when the men were too exhausted to pursue.
Almost as soon as they returned, Jon had sent the messengers back out into the snow. Several had raced for Last Hearth, to send word to the King in the North, and to beg his bannermen for aid. Greatjon Umber had brought a thousand men to defend Castle Black; if the gods were good, the men of the mountain clans would soon reach the Shadow Tower, though it would take the Karstarks longer to reach Eastwatch.
Who knew how long it would take the King in the North to reach them. Winterfell was long leagues away. Whatever ravens Robb had sent to Castle Black, none of them had arrived.
Nor had the Night's Watch received any other ravens from the south. No matter what Sansa had told Robb in her letters, he could not rely on this Aegon Targaryen to lend the Night's Watch any aid, not when he had his own war to win. Besides, Jon could not forget that the man was the son of Prince Rhaegar. He had seemed a perfect prince as well, until he carried off Jon's aunt Lyanna, raped her, and left her for dead. Jon doubted Lord Eddard would have trusted a man who had Rhaegar's blood flowing through his veins.
No, Jon must rely on himself and the men he had at hand, few though they might be. Much though he misliked it, he had ordered that the Night's Watch abandon most of their castles. They could not defend every mile of the Wall, and it would be foolish to try. Only three keeps were breached and under attack, and that was where they must concentrate their men.
Jon had sent the garrisons of Sentinel Stand, Greyguard, and Stonedoor to the Shadow Tower, swelling Wallace Massey's command to some six hundred sworn brothers and some fifteen hundred men of the Vale. The garrisons of Woodswatch-by-the-Pool, Sable Hall, Long Barrow, and Greenguard Jon had sent to Eastwatch, giving Cotter Pyke over five hundred sworn brothers and near two thousand men of the Vale. As for Castle Black, with the garrisons of Icemark, Deep Lake, Queensgate, and Oakenshield, Jon had roughly a thousand sworn brothers and almost three thousand men of the Vale.
Each castle should have had another three hundred men, the wildlings who had come at the lord commander's call. But little though the sworn brothers liked the thought of trusting wildlings to guard their back, the knights of the Vale liked the notion even less. And so, for the nonce, wildling garrisons still held Westwatch-by-the-Bridge, Hoarfrost Hill, and Rimegate.
The lord commander was not quite sure what to make of their reports. When word came from the Shadow Tower that the Bridge of Skulls had been shattered by a storm, a wildling from Westwatch soon followed. Jax swore that the Great Walrus had seen giants in the Gorge, as had two of his scouts. And when Leathers arrived from Hoarfrost Hill, bearing a message from Tormund, the messenger swore that when he stopped at the abandoned Nightfort to take shelter from a sudden squall, he'd found a weirwood stump oozing red sap as if it were freshly cut.
Jon shook his head, putting aside all thought of giants and bleeding trees. There were more pressing matters which required his attention, and not nearly as much time as he would like before nightfall. Lord Eddard had taught his sons to always do their duty, and that was what he must do.
First, Jon reviewed the latest counts of their food stores. Not for the first time, he fruitlessly wished that he could increase the men's meager winter rations. They were barely enough for men who spent only a few hours at their labor and the rest of their time idling in the wormwalks, let alone for men who either worked most of the day or fought most of the night.
But with no end to winter in sight, Jon dared not risk the food running out. The Wall must hold, and that meant feeding the thousands of hungry men who defended it. The lord commander could only pray that when the King in the North arrived, he brought plenty of food for his men, and increased the erratic shipments of food arriving at Eastwatch. If not... it would not matter how well they fought, if they defeated the wights only to starve to death.
Next, the lord commander made his rounds. Ghost needed only his white fur to keep him warm as he padded after him, but Jon wore his black cloak and gloves, with a scarf wrapped about his face. Satin wore just as many layers, as did Long Hal and Tom Barleycorn, who served as his tail.
When he entered the yard, he found Iron Emmett and Grenn bellowing at the squads of rangers they were drilling. Jon paused briefly to watch, and to lead an attack on their shieldwall. Wielding a blunted sword was not the same as wielding Longclaw, but it was better than nothing. His arms ached by the time he was done, his boots sodden with snow, his eyes stinging from the smoke in the air.
Most of the smoke came from the pile of ashes which had once been wights. Not all of it, though. Smoke rose from hundreds of chimneys around Castle Black, as it did every day. The stewards were kept busy chopping wood to feed the fires; Jon made sure of it. If he pulled them from their usual duties, they might think something was amiss. Besides, they were going through their stores of seasoned wood, and fresh cut green wood took at least six moons to dry. Wet wood was almost impossible to burn, and while damp wood could be burned at dire need, it gave off more smoke than warmth, and choked the chimneys with foul black soot.
"Poor buggers," Long Hal said as they watched a group of shivering stewards haul a tree trunk toward the wormways, where it could be chopped into smaller logs away from the freezing wind. "D'you think they'd rather be fighting wights? Between m'lord and Iron Emmett, I bet we could train 'em."
"Perhaps," Jon said, his temper flashing. "Would you like to take their place in the forest? Or would you rather freeze to death when we run out of firewood?"
Long Hal gaped at him, his already red face turning redder. "Sorry, m'lord," he mumbled.
Suddenly, Jon felt ashamed. It was he who should apologize, for losing his temper, but the words would not come.
"Never mind," the lord commander said stiffly. And with that, he turned his steps to the long wooden keep which held the sickroom. He had stalled too long; it was time to find out how many men he had lost.
Maester Turquin delivered the butcher's bill whilst dabbing vinegar over what remained of Toad's ear. The tip had turned black from frostbite, and the maester had cut it off before the rot could spread.
Tonight, the Watch would have nine less rangers to send against the foe. Three were dead, and another six too wounded to fight. Luke of Longtown had a hard reproach coming; two of the dead and one of the wounded came from his squad.
Another man might have rejoiced at such low casualties, but Jon knew better. At the solstice, Castle Black could boast over two hundred and fifty rangers. Now, they were down to two hundred, including the rangers who had arrived from other garrisons. And of course there were injuries among the builders and the stewards too, though far less of them. Most notably there was Dolorous Edd Tollett, who had had the singular misfortune to slip on a patch of ice and somehow fall in such a way that he had broken his arm in a dozen places.
"Don't let him cut it off," Edd slurred, delirious from the milk of the poppy Armen the Acolyte had given him. "I'm already too skinny, I can't lose any more weight."
"Will it have to come off?" Jon asked.
Maester Turquin frowned. "The swelling is already severe, the risk of infection high. With the bones so badly splintered, there is a danger—"
"I'm not dangerous," Edd insisted thickly, his eyes fluttering shut. "I'm harmless."
"And like to be armless," Satin quipped under his breath. Armen the Acolyte looked down his long nose disapprovingly, whilst Long Hal and Tom Barleycorn guffawed.
Jon did not join them. Maester Turquin's other reports were just as concerning. His stores of wool wax were gone, forcing him to rely on poorer remedies to treat the men suffering from raw, chapped skin on their hands and faces. The number of frostbite amputations continued to grow steadily, and there were too many wounded for Turquin and Armen to see to.
"I'd like to borrow Ben from the kitchens, if it please m'lord," Turquin said. "The boy has a strong stomach and quick wits, and Hobb says his hands are steady."
"Very well."
Jon's last stop before dinner was the Flint Barracks, where he found Black Jack Bulwer. At his behest the First Ranger summoned all his captains and serjeants, and stood by frowning whilst the lord commander laid into Luke of Longtown. Rickard Ryswell was next; it seemed the man had formed a habit of bullying his subordinates into giving him some of their rations. For that Jon knocked him from captain to serjeant, and raised up Ser Ulrick Sand to take his place.
That done, Jon made his way to the common hall. Black brothers filled the benches and waited in line as the cooks ladled out bowls of thin grey stew and handed out chunks of coarse black bread. As he expected, guests already sat at the lord commander's table upon the dais. Three-Finger Hobb and his boy Alyn brought the high table slightly finer fare, chunks of turnip and mutton in pastry coffyns and roasted carrots with the merest hint of butter, accompanied by soft white bread. Ghost did not eat, but lay down behind Jon's chair, his head on his paws, his eyes gleaming like garnets.
Greatjon Umber and his uncle Crowfood quaffed tankards of black beer, as did Osric Whitehill, Edwyle of Long Lake, and Willam Lightfoot. At the other end of the table, Ser Edmund Belmore, Ser Ossifer Coldwater, and several of their fellow knights sipped goblets of wine. Jon contented himself with a cup of cider vinegar, well watered and as sour as his mood. Not that anyone else appeared happy; the Umbers kept glaring at the knights of the Vale, who returned their scowls with interest. Until Crowfood happened to glance down at the benches and spied Jax and Leathers, their brown furs standing out amongst a sea of black.
"Wildlings." Crowfood hawked and spat.
"Ah, you've noticed our savages." Ser Ossifer wrinkled his nose.
"They should never have been let through the Wall." Crowfood took a deep gulp, draining the tankard of beer and holding it out to be refilled. One of his eyes was gone, replaced by a chunk of dragonglass; the other burned with hate.
"They are rude, noisome brutes," Ser Edmund agreed. "Though I must admit they are damnably fast on their skith."
"And skilled at working dragonglass," Jon said. "Or had you forgotten that all our dragonglass arrowheads, daggers, and spears were made by the Thenns? Surely not; their village in the Gift is but a few days from Last Hearth."
"Aye," rumbled the Greatjon, wiping beer from his mouth and giving Crowfood a stern look. "King Robb and Princess Arya visited them whilst they were with us."
"Speaking of which," Jon said evenly. "We will soon have more wildling guests. They are of no use sitting and watching an empty stretch of Wall; it is time they helped defend it."
"Defend it?" Ser Ossifer's mouth twisted in a bitter grimace. "You cannot mean to ask us to fight alongside these, these—"
"Rapers," Crowfood growled. "Thieves and brigands."
Jon resisted the queer urge to laugh. He had once heard Lady Catelyn call Crowfood and his brother Hother Whoresbane a pair of hoary old brigands, but that was neither here nor there. Though she was likely right; Crowfood's tankard was already half empty, his weathered face ruddy from drink. Old he might be, but he was still powerful, and near as huge as his nephew.
"Thirty-five years," Crowfood muttered, fingering his shaggy white beard.
"Beg pardon?" Ser Edmund asked, confused.
Crowfood drank deep, and gave no answer. It fell to the Greatjon to explain how wildlings had carried off his uncle's daughter Drynelle, never to be seen or heard of again. Ser Edmund and Ser Ossifer were quick to make the proper sympathetic noises; Ossifer even seemed sincere.
Though Jon could have done without the old knight rambling on about the Burned Men who had stolen Jon Arryn's niece Alyssa Waynwood. Then Ser Edmund began to hold forth about why the mountain clans of the Vale were almost as foul as the wildlings, and Jon lost his patience.
"Foul or fair, they are still men," Jon snapped. "This is not a summer dance, where you may set one partner aside and choose another more to your liking. The Others will gladly kill us all, if we do not have the wits to set aside our petty quarrels."
Ser Ossifer stabbed at a carrot with his dagger; Ser Edmund tore off a hunk of bread. Greatjon Umber scowled, taking a massive bite of pastry that split the coffyn in half. Edwyle of Long Lake stared at his plate unseeing, whilst William Lightfoot wrung his wrinkled hands under the table, his rheumy eyes darting from Crowfood to the lord commander.
"Petty?" Crowfood rose to his feet, his face murderous. No one else stood, but Ghost sat up on his haunches. The direwolf was near six feet tall from his paws to the tips of his ears; when he bared his teeth, his fangs gleamed white in the rushlight.
"Petty, my lord," Jon said with icy courtesy. Down on the benches men were muttering and turning to look, their bowls of tasteless stew forgotten. "I am sorry for the loss of your daughter, but the wildlings shall fight beside us. The Wall is mine, not yours, and—"
The heavy wooden doors of the common hall flew open with a thunderous crash.
All eyes turned toward the sound. Dywen stood in the doorway, the old poacher's black cloak frosted with snow. His companions were far more colorful. Seven of them there were, septons and septas whose cloaks and robes were each a different shade of the rainbow. For a moment, Jon was at a loss, until he recalled a message from Cotter Pyke which had made passing mention of a band of faithful arriving at Eastwatch.
Down the center aisle they came. They were led by a septon in his forties, a man of middling height with dark hair, light brown skin, and a snub nose. His robes were a lush green, bright as a meadow in spring, save for the hems, which were soaked with snow and stained with mud.
"Seven blessings to you," the green-robed septon called as the faithful drew near the dais. With quiet dignity, his fellows lined up beside him, though the effect was slightly ruined when they caught sight of Ghost and stared at him wide-eyed. Some recovered more quickly than others, but they all bowed and curtsied to the lord commander in perfect unison.
Then, finally the introductions began. The man in green was Septon Timoth, a septon sworn to the Father. He and his companions were Most Devout, chosen by Paul the Pious to make the long journey north from Harrenhal. The knights of the Vale muttered at that, favoring the newcomers with smiles and curious looks.
The scrawny man in vivid amber robes carrying a covered basket was Septon Harbert, whilst the one in brilliant red was Septon Josua. Septa Joyeuse was the thin-lipped woman in rich blue; the woman in shining gold with a roll of oilcloth under her arm was Septa Cassana. Last were Septa Emberlei, a pockmarked silent sister in grey, and Septa Myriame, an older woman in snowy white, plump and pretty. For some odd reason, Willam Lightfoot blinked at the septa, then elbowed Crowfood, who looked up before draining his tankard in a single swallow.
"By the will of His High Holiness, we have come to succor you in this evil hour," Septon Timoth finished.
"Succor us with what?" the Greatjon asked in his bass rumble. "With prayers to gods we do not keep?"
"With prayer, my lord," Septa Myriame agreed, her voice soft as a whisper. She ignored Willam, who was stroking his grey beard and smiling at her. "And with gifts."
"Even now our lay sisters and brothers draw near, their wayns laden with the Mother's bounty." Septa Joyeuse was still shivering despite the warmth of the hall, but her voice was clear and strong. "Jars of honey from our hives, dried apples from our orchards, wool wax from our flocks, wholesome herbs from our gardens and milk of the poppy from Dorne."
"And we have brought holy art with which to adorn your sept," Septon Harbert continued as Septa Cassana unrolled her oilcloth. "Embroideries, tapestries, and paintings of scenes from The Seven-Pointed Star, their rare beauty wrought to bring glory to the Seven and uplift the hearts of men."
Jon started to open his mouth, to say his courtesies... and then Septa Cassana shook out the cloth she was holding, and held it up with a flourish. The Greatjon dropped his tankard, the knights of the Vale made the sign of the Seven, and the lord commander stared, utterly taken aback.
They looked upon a tapestry, near as tall and wide as the septa. It was covered with thousands upon thousands of stitches in threads of silk and gleaming gold, depicting a scene of battle so lifelike it took his breath away. Beneath a wall of shimmering blue ice, knights in black armor fought pale demons with burning eyes. The Seven watched from above, each rendered in exquisite detail, from their flowing hair to their solemn faces to the arms they held out to bless the black knights.
"A kingly gift indeed," the Greatjon said, breaking the silence. "My lady wife would weep to see such fine work."
Septa Cassana smiled. "You are kind to say so; our septas and sisters spent long months at their needles."
Having finally found his tongue, Jon thanked the Most Devout with all the warmth their generosity deserved. He immediately found himself thanking them again when Septon Harbert uncovered his basket to reveal jars of honey. The most ornate jar he bestowed upon the high table, but as for the rest, he begged the lord commander's leave to anoint and bless the sworn brothers' bread, leave which Jon was pleased to grant.
And so Septon Harbert took up a place by the cooks, waiting patiently as sworn brothers rushed to form a line. Fighting might have broken out, if not for Grenn, whose size discouraged defiance, and Ser Ulrick Sand, whose stern good humor had a similar effect. As for Septa Cassana, she remained by the dais, still holding the tapestry so the men might come and look. To Jon's surprise, some of the men ignored the honey and bolted for the tapestry instead, staring at it with rapt fascination and queerly wet eyes.
The rest of the Most Devout were seated at a table close to the dais, though Three-Finger Hobb was near tears himself at having to offer such holy folk the same thin stew as the sworn brothers enjoyed. To their credit, the Most Devout accepted his apologies. Though they picked at their food, not a bite remained when Satin escorted them to the best chambers the stewards could make ready at such short notice. Jon would have taken them himself, were the sun not sinking toward the horizon.
When Jon reached the top of the Silent Tower, the light was fading fast. The sky glowed pale pink, with a slash of red across the western horizon. A good omen for sailing, the ironborn claimed, but Jon saw only a smear of blood.
The crack in the Wall loomed above him, dark as the swiftly falling night. Would that war were as glorious as it seemed in the songs. The battle was not yet begun, and already Jon yearned for his bed, for a respite from his nightly vigil in the freezing cold. The sweet taste of honey seemed a distant dream, as did the sight of an embroidered black knight slaying an Other with a Valyrian steel blade whilst a white direwolf howled at the sky.
Just one more night, Jon told himself as he watched the wights approach, their numbers as vast as ever.
Just one more night, he thought as Greatjon Umber charged at a bull moose who had leapt over the palisade, stomping and kicking as it broke through the shieldwall.
Just one more night, he prayed as half a dozen men carried the injured Greatjon away, as he sent Satin running to fetch reinforcements, as the shieldwall faltered like a candle in a storm, as he bit his lip until he tasted blood.
But if the gods were listening, they were as silent as the tears freezing on his cheeks.
Notes:
Our poor boy 😭 sound off in the comments; I'm so excited to finally share this with y'all and see what you think, battles are so hard to write.
Reminder you can get updates on my tumblr. I hope y’all enjoy ohnoitsmyra’s incredible portrait of poor, exhausted Jon. We were aiming for the sweet spot of homely and handsome, young and trying to look older, tough but exhausted. If you zoom in, you’ll notice Jon’s got zits.
Thank you so much to the incredible Erzherzog, SioKerrigan, and CaekDaemon, whose knowledge of medieval warfare was absolutely invaluable. Military history is not my thing, and warfare isn't my comfort zone AT ALL, but the War for the Dawn kinda requires some battle! Lol. I also mayyy have taken it as a challenge when a reader commented on Sansa I that they were bummed I kept cutting away from the battles. And as usual, my deepest thanks to my main beta, PA2, and my invaluable back up betas brydeswhale and avislone.
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161: Bran IINOTES
1) The Umbers have no canonical bannermen. House Whitehill exists in canon, its location unknown, so I put it by Last River and made them a masterly house sworn to Last Hearth. Ditto House Lake, which I stuck by the northern end of Long Lake, and House Lightfoot, who are... somewhere in Umber lands, I dunno, let's say they're in the hearthwood.
2) Wool wax is an old name for lanolin, a substance secreted by sheep. Crude lanolin makes up 5-25% of the weight of fresh shorn wool. Lanolin is a part of many skincare products; pure lanolin is often recommended for breastfeeding mothers suffering from sore, cracked nipples. It would also be an excellent treatment for chronic chapped skin during severe winter conditions; left untreated, that's a nasty infection risk.
3) Medieval people loved honey, and pretty much every region of Europe kept bees. There was also a roaring honey trade, as many distinct varieties were known and appreciated.
4) Jon is wrong to call the embroidered piece a tapestry; tapestries are woven. The Bayeux tapestry is also not a tapestry, lol. The specific details of the embroidered pieces sent to the Night's Watch were inspired not by the Bayeux tapestry, exquisite though it is, but by a set of pieces I happened to come across during my research, and which are so gorgeous I could not resist bringing them into the fic. Just look at them! 😍
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The Litany of Loreto embroideries are of unclear provenance. They date to the late 1800s, when they were made in an English convent; it is uncertain whether they were a solo project or completed by a group of nuns. So far as I can tell, the materials and techniques used would have had plausible equivalents in Westeros.
For more jaw dropping close up photos, see this blog post by a needlwork enthusiast who saw them in person.
5) Sometimes, I get an idea from careful consideration and thoughtful pondering. Sometimes, a hilarious shitpost gives me an idea I can’t resist. Here’s the origin of me deciding the Greatjon should fight a moose; enjoy. And yes, I doubled checked, a moose can in fact jump a 6 ft wall. Don't fuck with the prehistoric megafauna, kids.
Chapter 158: Bran I
Notes:
Early February, 305 AC
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Brandon Stark, Prince of Winterfell, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyraContent warning: This chapter deals heavily with grief and mourning the loss of a family member. Please be advised.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
AAhoooo.
Half a heartbeat later, the Horn of Winter burst apart, sending shards everywhere. The reaver clutched his face, blood trickling over his blue lips, his screams chasing the blue-grey star away. Later he could feel sorry for the old man and his daughter who fought and died atop the Hightower, for the folk of Oldtown lying slain and those who yet lived to battle fire and foe.
For now, though, the blue-grey star turned north. On and on he flew, growing more afraid with every mile. Was Lord Brynden right? Had the Wall fallen as he had foreseen, shattering to pieces like a pane of glass? The moon was a mere sliver, the night so dark he could barely see the long leagues racing by, until at last he came to a great cliff of ice. Cold and vast, the Wall loomed over the world like a giant, a sight so beautiful the blue-grey star could have whooped from the joy of his victory—
Instead, he fell back into his body to the sound of a woman's wail.
Bran lay at the foot of the corpse lord's throne, dazed and dizzy. Rushlights cast long shadows over the cavern floor where Meera knelt upon the great stone slab, her face in shadow as she clung to her brother. Jojen's mossy green eyes were dull and empty, as dark as the stain that spread across his belly, the wound still weeping blood.
Summer was crying too. Singers surrounded the direwolf, who made a high, awful whimpery sound as he struggled to rise, his claws scrabbling uselessly. His right front leg was pinned, pierced by a three-pronged frog spear that had caught in a crack in the floor. Bran almost retched at the sight of blood and bone and sinew, and he quickly looked away.
That was a mistake. Bran had not realized he lay beside a skeleton, one with long white hair and charred black bones. Lord Brynden. His heart pounded rabbit quick; his breath caught in his throat. Bran gulped for air, only to choke on the stench of smoke and blood and rotten flesh. Nausea overcame him and he heaved, vomit splattering the floor, his mouth acid with bile.
"Bring Jojen back!" Meera screamed at the singers. "You bring him back, I know you can!"
"We cannot," Leaf said. Her gold-green eyes shone as she stroked Summer's fur with her claws, his whimpers fading. "He was dead the moment he gave his life to free us. He is gone, child."
"He can't be gone." Meera's voice was half a shriek, half a sob. "Use your magic. If you need a life, take mine instead."
"He made his choice." Leaf's large, slightly pointed ears drooped. "No magic can unmake it."
"No." Meera shook her head, her face anguished. "No." She cradled Jojen's body in her arms, rocking him as if he were a babe. "No." A river of tears flowed down her cheeks and dripped onto her brother's face.
Bran's own eyes were wet as he pushed himself up on bleeding hands, his muscles tingling from the effort. He crawled toward Meera, dragging his legs behind him. He was almost close enough to offer her a hug when her head snapped up and she saw him, and the fury in her eyes made him flinch away.
The singers did not seem to notice. They stood around Summer in a rough circle, tending to the injured direwolf. Leaf and Snowylocks were petting him and singing in the True Tongue, whilst Black Knife examined the frog spear. Black Knife tugged at the shaft, frowned, then bent to look more closely at the direwolf's leg.
When Black Knife drew his knife, Bran cried out. No one seemed to hear; Summer's eyes had fluttered shut, the singers were intent on their work, and Meera knew nothing but her grief. Horrified yet fascinated, Bran watched as Black Knife shaved the direwolf's shoulder bare of fur. Once that was done, the singer set to work with the dragonglass blade which had inspired his name.
When he finished, Ash bound up the wound with a plaster of honey and pine needles and weirwood leaves. The sight of them made Bran suddenly remember another weirwood tree, fat and huge, its mouth shut tight. His brothers and sisters were free, but he had forgotten the last of the wells from which Lord Brynden had drawn his stolen strength.
Quick as thought Bran slipped his skin. One moment he was in the roots; the next he was in the godswood of Winterfell, looking down from the eyes of the heart tree. Beside the black pool lay a man asleep, curled up tight and bound by pale chains. Theon Greyjoy had slept long enough; it was time for him to wake.
Jojen would never wake. All through the day Meera kept her vigil, utterly ignoring Bran and the singers. She would not speak to them, nor let go of Jojen, nor touch the food the singers brought, nor return to the chamber where they dwelt. Not daring to leave her by herself, when night fell Bran wrapped himself in furs and slept upon his weirwood throne.
In the morning Bran felt better, but Meera looked worse. He did not think she had slept a wink; her eyes were bloodshot, ringed by dark circles. In the end, the body was beginning to stink by the time the singers pried it away from her. Leaf promised to return Jojen's bones, but that didn't seem to help. The moment the singers were gone, Meera flew into rage, screaming and weeping as she seized hold of Lord Brynden's bones and flung them into the abyss.
Bran would have almost preferred screaming and weeping to the bitter silence that fell once Meera's tears were gone. She haunted the caves like a ghost, wandering where she would. Bran would have followed her, but the paths and tunnels were too hard for him to manage with only his arms and his trestle. The singers had to carry Bran and Summer back to their chamber, though once there he could drag himself around well enough whilst the direwolf rested, so weak he had to be fed by hand.
Bran would have rather remained in the cavern, atop his throne. He needed to fly, and not with a mere raven. The haunted forest was almost as dreary as the cavern, only grey and white instead of black and brown. Within the roots was another world, one rich with bright colors and fragrant aromas and sweet music. In truth, he had not realized how much his happiness depended upon the hours he spent wandering through the ages of the earth. After, he could almost abide the cage of his body and the misery of the companions who had followed him to the cavern.
A few hours should be enough to raise his spirits, Bran decided. Though time passed strangely in the roots, he was sure Meera would not notice he was gone, even if he should happen to remain there for days. If anything, it was for her benefit that he should go. Once he was in a better mood, he might be better able to comfort her. Yet when he asked Leaf to have him carried back to his throne, she refused.
"The Others think us gone, perished with the last greenseer," Leaf warned, her claws digging into his arm. "Our spells have hidden the hill, and their wights are busy elsewhere, but should you draw their notice..."
She refused to explain any further, nor was she moved by Bran's pleading. Worse, Leaf declared that since he required something to do, he could begin learning the Old Tongue. The True Tongue would have been better, she allowed, but the mouths and tongues of men could not manage it, not even those of the greenseers born among them.
"Am I the last greenseer now?" Bran asked. How could he be, if he must stay away from the roots? A greenseer could not be confined to the darkness of the cavern, imprisoned beneath the earth. Besides, he was a prince, and Leaf was only one singer among the hundred who dwelt within the caves. "Am I your lord, like Lord Brynden was?"
Leaf grimaced, her ears back and her nostrils flared.
"You are our ally, not our master," she spat. "Do not take our kindness for submission. We cannot defeat the enemy alone, little though we may wish to rely upon the fickle promises of men."
"We're not fickle," Bran protested.
"Prove it." Leaf's eyes gleamed. "Swear that you will not enter the roots. Swear by the old gods, by the memory of your parents, by the direwolf we sent you."
Bran swore, and soon regretted it. He itched to be back in the roots, away from the awkward shell that was his flesh. He almost wished he was a grey star again. At least then he might pull the puppet's strings from a distance, rather than be forced to confront his frailty every waking hour.
He was not used to being trapped for so long; it was like wearing gloves that no longer fit. Bran's hair and skin always felt greasy; angry pimples marched up and down his face, hurting whether he tried to pop them or left them be. Peach fuzz crept over his upper lip and along his chin, but it was so thin and wispy he might have shaved it off if he knew how.
Bran wished he knew how to comfort Meera. The half moon was in the sky when the singers brought back her brother's bones, cleaned by the beetles who dwelt in the depths of the caverns. Her voice shook as she spoke the words of the funeral rite. Bran spoke them with her, trying not to think of when he and Rickon had spoken the same prayers for their father Lord Eddard.
When the prayers were done, Meera tucked the ancient offerings amongst the bones. An acorn seed, pressed into a lump of earth and splashed with water. The bronze prong which had snapped off her frog spear, and Jojen's iron eating dagger. Last was a chunk of ice from outside the caves and a coal from the ashes of the fire in their chamber.
Bran barely noticed when Leaf and Meera began to speak in low, tense voices. His thoughts were elsewhere, dwelling upon the roots which he so yearned to enter once more. He belonged amidst glittering stars, or soaring over the countless ages of the world, not sitting in a dank, dark cavern as a girl of twenty-two and a singer of two hundred argued in whispers. Bran was a greenseer, a knight who wielded magic in place of a sword. Only he could hope to succeed where Lord Brynden had failed, to find the spell which would make an end of the Others. The Others must have been shocked and dismayed when he thwarted their attempt against the Wall; there was no better moment to catch them off guard.
Yet when he interrupted to say so, Leaf's gaze was so sharp it almost cut.
"The time is not yet ripe," she said, her voice certain as the sunrise. "South we must go, and soon."
"The sooner the better," added Meera in a stiff tone.
Bran gaped at them, both astonished and confused. Leaf and Meera were never of one mind; why should they agree on this, of all things? The world beyond was a forbidding wasteland of ice and snow and bitter winds; hard as their journey north had been, their journey south would be much harder.
Yet a part of him wished to leave at once, desperate to be somewhere, anywhere else. But they couldn't go, not yet. Summer had only begun to stand on three shaky legs; he needed more time to heal. The singers could not mend wounds in a trice, only help the body repair itself more smoothly. And even once Summer was healed, a lone direwolf could not take on every enemy that stood between them and the safety of the Wall. Meera was a good fighter with her frog spear and her net, and Leaf knew spells to hide them from wights, but neither of them were warriors. They needed an archer. They needed Theon.
That was why, whilst Meera clung to her dead, the singers had bade Coldhands bring Theon to the hill. The ranger could not enter the caves, so when the singers sent him on his way, they had left the weirwood bow and the quiver of obsidian-tipped arrows on the hill outside the door. The Others liked prey who fought back, but only if they had no chance of winning.
"The Others wouldn't be so bad, if they didn't have so many wights," Bran said peevishly that evening, when Leaf brought him a bowl of blood stew. Meera was already asleep, curled around the leather bag that held her brother's bones. "You should have made more like Coldhands."
"Would that we could," Leaf answered. "It has been many long years since we freed him, and then only by chance. He died upon our doorstep; we reached him before the enemy could make him a thrall chained to their will."
"Chains can be broken," Bran said, mutinous. "See how they like trying to fight a whole army like Coldhands."
Bran's temper seemed to grow with the moon as it waxed to full. Meera had begun talking to him again, but only so she could tell him what to do. There was much to be done to prepare for their journey, and all of Jojen's chores had to be done by someone.
"You have hands, my prince," Meera said. Not a trace of her former good humor remained; even her face was lean and sharp, her cheeks hollow. "You best learn to use them."
So while Meera hunted and the woodworkers among the singers worked on sleds, Bran found himself scrubbing and mending clothes, along with a dozen other duties that proved much harder than they looked. Meera's instructions were curt and confusing; more than once he almost slipped into the roots, tempted by the notion of escaping Leaf's lessons in the Old Tongue, and of watching other hands do the tasks with which he struggled.
Summer was struggling too as he learned to walk with only three legs. While Bran sat and worked, muttering in the Old Tongue to himself, the direwolf limped tentatively around the cavern, choosing each step with care. His bond with the direwolf seemed stronger of late; sometimes he felt Summer could almost speak.
The direwolf was glad of the corpse lord's death, just as he was frightened of Meera and fond of the singers. His boy though... his boy he was not sure of. Summer did not like it when Bran drifted off into a daydream, relieving one of the many memories crammed inside his head. To Bran's annoyance, Summer formed a habit of nuzzling at him whenever he daydreamed too long, forcing him back to whatever awful chore he was supposed to be doing.
The night of the full moon, Bran tried to mind his manners and be courteous to Meera. She was a woman, after all, and that meant she must be suffering her monthly moonblood. She didn't seem to be in a worse mood than usual, but everyone knew that women on their moonblood were apt to fits of rage or weeping at any small offense.
When dinner came and went without any such explosion, Bran was both surprised and relieved. To his annoyance, Summer was not impressed. The only blood the direwolf smelled on Meera was that of the reindeer she had butchered yesterday. In fact, the direwolf seemed convinced that Meera hadn't bled in months. That didn't make any sense, but Bran was too tired and grumpy to think about it. He'd worked hard at his chores all day, and Meera hadn't even thanked him when she came in from the cold.
Someday, she would smile again. Bran would make sure of it. He was the Prince of Winterfell; once they returned home, he could give her everything her heart desired. Fourteen was old enough for a betrothal, he just had to convince Robb to give them his blessing. It wasn't like any other houses would be eager to wed their daughters to a cripple. And none of their daughters were friends who had stuck by him through thick and thin, not like Meera. A beautiful face or a rich dowry was nothing compared to a loyal heart.
His own heart was acting queerly of late. It fluttered in his chest whenever Bran's thoughts drifted to the roots, whether he was at his lessons in the Old Tongue or occupied with some tedious chore. Worse were the pangs of guilt he suffered whenever he thought of the dead. It did not help that he still bore the marks of where his nails had cut him as he clenched his fists, resisting Lord Brynden's command to sacrifice Jojen even as spasms of pain washed over him.
Leaf had tended the wounds and rubbed them with a stinging poultice. The little cuts should have healed without a trace, yet still they taunted him, a row of four angry red lines across the middle of each palm. Faith he had kept, and Jojen had died anyway, by his own hand. Lord Brynden, though... Bran had killed his teacher himself, though he bore no scars to show how he had ripped the corpse from its throne to shatter on the floor.
Lord Brynden had deserved to die, Bran knew. Nor was there any trace of his soul left behind to dwell within some lonely raven; the singers were sure of that, to their relief. He wished he could share their relief, their triumph, yet it eluded him. Bran could not forget that it was Lord Brynden who had made a greenseer out of a cripple, who had lifted him beyond the cares of ordinary men. It must have been madness that made him act so cruelly, some illness caused by so many long years of solitude.
Bran was not the only one who had given up a part of himself, though his teacher had lost only possessions, never his name. The singers would not allow Lord Brynden to enter the cave with anything save the clothes upon his back. All else he had placed in the trunk of a hollow tree, a yew, whose bark had long since grown over the wound.
It was there Leaf had found the weirwood bow and arrows meant for Theon, the ones Coldhands had taken with him when he left. Nor was that all she had retrieved. Lord Brynden's sword was Valyrian steel, so beautiful it almost made Bran gasp. Dragon scales covered the hilt; the pommel was a dragon's foot, with a ruby clasped in its claws. And the blade was slim, so slim a woman might wield it.
The moon was a waning crescent when he presented the sword to Meera, sitting in their rocky chamber before the fire. It had taken days for Bran to persuade Leaf to allow the gift, and to gather his courage. In a faltering voice he told Meera of the sword's name and her history, gleaned from Leaf and from his memories of wandering in the roots.
"You should have Dark Sister," Bran finished, handing her the sword and its scabbard, whose black leather had faded to a dark grey. "She's much better than a frog spear, even if it weren't broken."
Meera stared at him, her eyes dull, never looking at the sword she held. "You honor me, my prince," she said at last, "but I am no swordswoman. I'll keep my frog spear, such as it is."
"But—" Bran could not understand. "But you've come so far, endured so much. You deserve a blade of legend, not a rusty old spear. I want to protect you, Meera, like you've protected me. You deserve everything, and when we're married—"
Meera leapt to her feet so fast he almost thought to see wights bursting into the chamber, startling Summer, who lay on the floor between them.
"The King in the North will never consent." Her cheeks were flushed; her voice shook. "Greywater Watch is too humble, too poor. I am no fit bride for a Stark of Winterfell."
"Yes, he will," Bran assured her. "And yes, you are. You're a maiden of noble birth, and..." he faltered. How could he explain how he saw her, why he loved her? Meera was clever and gentle and brave, but she was so much more than that. "When I tell Robb how you got us north, how all these years you've kept me safe—"
"Safe?" Meera shrieked.
The direwolf whimpered and flattened his ears. Summer's remaining legs were so tired. Otherwise he would have run away from the noise, and hid in some quiet den.
"Oh, aye, I've kept you safe," Meera spat. "Safe upon your wretched throne, too busy dreaming to care for aught else. I have been huntress, laundress and scullery maid, maester and master-at-arms, and what are my thanks? Jojen is dead, and it was my fault that I could not save him!"
"It's not your fault!" He said, appalled. "You- you would have stopped Lord Brynden, if he hadn't skinchanged you, and Jojen chose—"
"YOU chose!" She stamped her foot and flung the sword to the ground, tears welling in her eyes. "We came here for your sake, not Jojen's. We came to this accursed place so you could learn to fly, and you did, you flew away and left us behind, and wouldn't hear a word except the poison Lord Brynden whispered in your ear!"
"It wasn't poison!" Bran snapped. He could feel his face darkening with anger, his heart racing. Oh, if only he could slip into the roots and take her with him, if only he could make her understand. "It was knowledge, the knowledge we'll need to defeat the Others! I know you miss Jojen, I miss my brothers too—"
Meera gave a piercing cry of anguish.
"Your brothers are alive," she screamed through her tears. "I only had one, and instead of returning him whole to our mother and father, all I can give them are his bones!"
"I'll be a good husband," Bran said desperately. His cheeks were wet; Summer hid his eyes beneath his one front paw. "I'll make it up to them, and to you. Somehow, I will, I swear."
She let out a bitter, strangled laugh.
"Will you put the flesh back upon his bones?" Meera snatched up the sword. "Will you call back his shade to haunt me?" She drew it from the scabbard. "Will you give your life, as weregild for his?" She pointed the blade at his heart.
Bran stared at her, not daring to breathe. Meera's hand trembled; the firelight skittered over Dark Sister's smoky blade as it shook.
"Nay," she whispered, her voice breaking. "There is nothing you can do."
Nerveless fingers unclenched; the sword fell to the ground with a soft thud. With a sob Meera retreated to her bed, curling up around the bag that held her brother's bones. She was asleep by the time Bran dragged himself across the chamber to her side. He pulled the furs over her, tucking them in lest she catch a chill. Maybe she was right, maybe he couldn't fix things, but he still had to try.
Several days passed in awkward silence. Bran had the oddest feeling that he had forgotten to tell Meera something, though what he could not recall. Regardless, Bran did his best to do his chores without complaint, even though he still felt miserable and cranky.
Daydreaming about the roots helped a little, but not much. Leaf showed him no sympathy, and he didn't dare ask to be released from his vow, not when she reminded him of it every time she came to teach him the Old Tongue. Leaf was making Bran repeat the proper greeting to a giant for the fifth time when Meera suddenly bolted into the chamber, her frog spear in her hand.
"There's an intruder," she said, low under her breath. "A black brother, but not Coldhands. I saw him climbing the hill, climbing toward the door. If he saw me- if he follows—"
"He followed," Leaf said quietly. "Can you not hear his steps?"
Meera frowned, straining to listen. Summer twitched his nose; he knew that smell, or had known it once, long ago. Bran let out his breath with a sigh. All was well; when he heard the steps of their guest draw close, he felt no fear.
Yet Meera did not share his calm. She whirled on Leaf, her frog spear raised, her net hanging at her hip. "The dead cannot get in, you swore it!"
"I'm not dead," a wry voice called.
Theon Greyjoy entered the chamber with a swagger and a sly smile. Both vanished when Meera gave a shout, cast her net over him, and yanked. Theon only barely managed to break his fall by catching himself on his hands, rather than let his head smack against the hard rocks that littered the chamber floor.
"What the fuck?!" Theon shouted. He wriggled in his bonds, trying to untangle himself from the net and from the black cloak which had gotten wrapped around him.
"Who are you?" Meera demanded. She jabbed at Theon with her frog spear. She would have drawn blood, if not for the black ringmail under his black surcoat.
"Meera, stop!" Bran said, frantic. "Theon is supposed to be here, you know that, I told you!"
Meera froze, save for her head, which turned slowly to look at him.
"Theon." She said, ever so softly. "Theon Greyjoy. No, my prince, you did not tell me."
"Yes, I did," Bran said uncertainly. He must have told Meera, surely.
"No," Leaf said, her voice high and sweet and unwelcome. "You did not."
"I don't care," Theon snapped from the floor. "But if that bitch doesn't get me out of this damn net, I'm going to cut it to pieces."
Meera did not move. Neither did Leaf. He hated how they loomed over him. He would be taller than them if he could stand, not just sit uselessly on the ground. Bran gritted his teeth, and began dragging himself to Theon's side. The seams of his tunic's sleeves strained against the thick muscles of his arms, his wooden trestle thumping and scraping against the stony floor. Untangling the net was almost easy compared to that. A few twists and tugs and the net was free, as was Theon.
"Thank you," Theon huffed, getting to his feet with a groan. A handsome man in his middle twenties, his father's ward was leaner than Bran remembered, with hollows in his cheeks and bruises beneath his eyes. His hair, eyes, and shaggy beard were as dark as his cloak, a stark contrast to the pale weirwood bow slung over his shoulder and the quiver of arrows on his back.
"This is Meera, of House Reed," Bran told him. "And that's Leaf, of those who sing the song of earth." With the introductions done, he dragged himself toward a rock that served as a bench. Anything was better than being on the floor, looking up at everyone else as they stood over him
"Leaf?" Theon smirked, opened his mouth- then closed it, once he'd gotten a better look at the singer's narrowed eyes and sharp claws.
"Why is he here?" Meera's spear was still raised, the prongs pointed at Theon's throat.
"The gods willed it." Leaf's eyes gleamed gold and green. "They have brought him hither, just as they will send us on our way."
"I brought myself," Theon objected. "Once the weirwood—" he shuddered "—once Bran let me go."
"And who guided you?" Leaf asked. "Who smoothed your path? How did you come to us, if not with their aid?"
"How did you get here?" Bran asked, curious.
Theon told the tale in fits and starts, keeping one eye on Meera's spear. He had awoken inside the mouth of the weirwood at Whitetree. The village was abandoned, empty and desolate, and so cold he'd built a ring of nightfires around the little hut where he slept. There had been plenty of firewood, left by whatever rangers had been in Whitetree last.
"And plenty of fresh meat, too," Theon said. His lips twisted in a mockery of a smile.
Bran tilted his head, confused. "What meat?"
Theon's smile flickered. "Feral hog," he said, after a long pause. "There were several of them wandering about; one almost gutted me."
"Oh." Bran supposed that made sense. Long ago, when they were journeying to the cave, Coldhands had found a sow in the woods, a veritable feast after weeks of starving. Although... "Why would the wildlings leave their hogs behind?"
"It is hard, to control a passel of hogs." Leaf's eyes were fixed on him, her voice strangely intent. "Their masters turned south long ago, but a swineherd can only drive so many. Eventually, a few escape his grasp, to wander back to the sty from whence they came."
"He saved me from them," Theon muttered. "The ranger."
Coldhands had found Theon fighting a particularly big, mean hog, one night when his fires had gone out before the dawn. It was Coldhands who had slaughtered the brute, and Theon who cooked it up for breakfast. When the meal was done, the ranger led him toward the cavern of the greenseer.
"But the dead men followed us," Theon said, shivering. "More of them, every night. When we came to an old village a few leagues from here, Coldhands decided we must take a stand. All through the day we piled firewood and kindling between the huts and the longhall, and when night fell, Coldhands lured them into the trap. When I tossed him the torch—"
"But he's afraid of fire!" Bran's voice cracked, to his shame.
Theon shifted, uneasy. "It was the ranger's idea. One of us had to lure them into the trap so that the other could escape. When the village burned, it made a ring of unbroken fire that devoured every wight within. If it hadn't worked- if Coldhands hadn't- he said I had to reach you, that this was the only way."
"You should have sacrificed yourself, not Coldhands," Meera said angrily. "Why aren't you on the Wall? Did you desert?"
"No." Theon looked indignant. "I had command of a ranging, with orders to investigate Craster's Keep—"
Leaf made a terrible noise, a snorting-wheeze that made all three humans stare at the singer. Theon sank onto the bench beside Bran, swearing under his breath, while Meera lowered her frog spear, having seemingly forgotten her foe. Bran shivered; he could feel the hair on the back of his neck stand up.
"Who's Craster?" Bran asked.
"A craven," she answered. "Years ago, before any of you were born, there was a foul winter. Blizzards blew, rivers froze, and larders ran dry. Whilst the women and children remained huddled by their hearths, the men went out to hunt. Some returned bearing meat, and lived to see the spring. Some perished, struck down by cold, by unhappy chance, or by the white shadows who stalked through the night."
"Craster would have been one of them, if not for his cowardice. When the Other raised his sword, Craster begged for mercy, offering the life of his newborn son in place of his own. The Other only laughed, and took him by the ear and forced him to his knees. Then Craster offered all his sons. The one in the cradle, the one at the breast, and all the other sons he might ever sire. And the Other smiled, and the bargain was struck, and for almost forty years, all of Craster's sons were given to the cold."
"But- what did he do to his daughters?" Meera asked, wan and frightened.
"He wed them, and raped more sons into them." Theon rose to his feet, his face bloodless. "It has been a very long, miserable journey, there is a kettle of water boiling on the fire, and I haven't bathed in almost five years. Unless you wish to help me scrub, get out."
For a moment, Bran thought Meera was going to stab Theon. Instead, she sneered at him before walking away. Leaf did not even bother to do that much; she almost seemed to melt back into the darkness of the cavern.
"You can stay," Theon said carelessly as Bran picked up his trestle. Theon had already found buckets of cold water, into which he was pouring the steaming water from the kettle. "That peach fuzz is an embarrassment. Once I've shaved, I can show you how to get rid of it."
"No." Thrown by the sudden change of subject, Bran folded his arms, trying to look stern. Theon had no right to be so rude to the girls, or to tell him what to do. "I don't want to."
Theon shrugged. "It will grow back faster if you shave."
Bran hesitated. Was that true? A beard might make him look older and more handsome, more like a prince worthy of Meera's hand.
"You can show me," Bran said, "if you apologize to the girls. Leaf may look like a child, but she's old and powerful and wise, and Meera is a highborn lady."
Theon gave a bark of laughter. "A fishwife, more like. I saw her hands, all rough and red and hard with callus. What sort of lady has those sort of hands?"
"The best kind." Bran paused, trying to think of how to make Theon behave. "Meera is going to be my wife someday, and she's under my protection. You should be as nice to her as you would be to me."
Though Theon hadn't always been nice, now that he thought of it. So to drive home the point, Summer bared his fangs and rumbled low in his throat. The direwolf might be injured, but he was still almost as big as a horse. And he was walking better now, having finally found his balance. Though his gait did look rather odd; rather than stalking gracefully across the cavern, he approached Theon with a hop and a hobble.
Theon glanced at the three-legged direwolf, his face impassive. "Agreed," he drawled.
Unsurprisingly, the shave went much more smoothly than the apologies. When Meera came back, she fetched Jojen's bones and her sleeping furs, then left the chamber before Theon could get even halfway through asking for her forgiveness. As for Leaf, she did not return until the next day, when she came to teach Bran the Old Tongue. At least the singer listened to Theon's words, although she also told him she only half accepted the apology because he only half meant it.
Thus chastened, Theon refused to even try apologizing to Meera again. As the new moon shifted to a waxing crescent, they spoke only of arrangements for the journey south, and then only through Bran. Irritated by serving as a messenger raven on top of his irksome chores, he was sorely tempted to have Summer bite them. Jojen might have known how to mend the breach, but Bran's attempts ended in failure, no matter whether he scolded or pleaded.
By the time the moon waxed to half, Theon and Meera had stopped making Bran relay their messages. Instead, they began openly yelling at each other. They argued over everything and nothing at all, from the proper butchering of game to the amount of salt needed for the journey south to the best way to prevent lice. Leaf remained aloof, directing the other singers as they finished preparing the sleds and summoned reindeer from the forest to help pull them.
Matters came to a head on the tenth day of second moon. The moon was full, and they were to leave on the morrow. All was in chaos as they prepared to depart, so much so that Bran forgot that it was Jojen's nameday. He remembered when a relatively calm argument over what time they should rise before dawn somehow turned into a shouting match when Meera discovered Theon had been using the soap that had been Jojen's.
Attempting to calm her down only made her angrier. Giving up, Bran focused on the seam he was mending. He tried to ignore the voices echoing off the walls, but the argument only escalated, Meera striding back and forth in her fury, whilst Theon squatted by the fire.
"No one wants you here." Meera's face was flushed red; sweat beaded on her brow. Even her long brown braid looked disheveled, loose hairs escaping every which way. "I don't want your help, you're the one who drove us here!"
"Me?" Theon snorted his derision as he poked at the coals. "My sins are grievous, I admit, but I cannot see how I am to blame in this."
"If you hadn't marched on Winterfell, we wouldn't have had to leave it!"
Theon recoiled as if he'd been slapped. The blood drained from his face; his thin smile vanished. For a moment, silence reigned.
"I-" Theon stammered. "I—"
"Theon drove us away," Bran burst out, interrupting. "But... you're not really angry with Theon, because he didn't slay Jojen." The words came unbidden, his tongue letting slip the thoughts he'd pondered so long in silence. "You're angry at Jojen, because he slew himself."
"He had no right." Meera's shoulders shook; her voice was a ragged, broken thing. She sank down on the bench, burying her face in her hands. "How could he go, without my leave? If he had told me- to free the singers, I could have- he was my little brother, it was my duty to- why would the gods take him, when they could have taken me?"
"I don't know," Bran whispered. "Jojen was so melancholy, at the end. Maybe he knew there was no other way, maybe he saw you had another path, maybe it was for the best."
"For the best?" Meera's head jerked up. He had never seen such hatred in her eyes. "My brother is dead. All that I drink is vinegar, and all that I eat is ash. Greens are grey and the sky is dark, and the sun will never shine again."
And with that, she grabbed a rushlight and strode angrily from the cavern. Bran called after her to no avail, his belly hot with guilt. He wanted to follow her, but her sleeping chamber was up a steep tunnel, one he could not manage with his trestle and his shriveled legs.
"I made it worse," Bran said miserably. "And- and I can't-" he gestured helplessly at his legs.
Theon stood. "I'll go after her."
Bran couldn't walk, but he could fly. There were plenty of ravens in the tunnels, and he could slip his skin as easily as breathing. The raven's wings carried him to Meera's chamber so quickly that they reached it before she did. A crevice in the wall above the doorway provided a perch, and it was there they waited, until the sound of voices broke through the darkness, followed by the orange glow of the rushlights.
"Stop following me," Meera said, harsh and angry.
"No, my lady, not until I've spoken my piece."
Meera paused on the threshold, below the raven's crevice. Theon stood a few steps lower down, forcing him to look up at her.
"My lady?" She gave a jagged laugh. "I thought you said I was a fishwife."
Theon reddened. "I beg your pardon, my lady, I should not have said that."
"Why not? You've said and done far worse."
Theon flinched. "I have. Worse than you can imagine, I do not doubt. But believe me, you cannot hate me as much as I hate myself."
"Can't I?"
"No," Theon said. His eyes were fixed on Meera as he stepped closer, so close they almost touched. "You've kept all your hatred for yourself. I've seen how it gnaws at you, how it chokes your breath and clouds your sight. But hate will not bring your brother back, it will not feed you or keep you warm."
"I haven't felt warm in years." For a moment Bran could have sworn her eyes flicked to the raven, though it was invisible in the dark. Meera folded her arms, watching Theon warily, as if judging how many inches stood between them.
Theon gave a rusty laugh. "Nor I. Alas, there are no wenches to—"
Meera closed the space between them, yanked Theon by the tunic, and kissed him. It was an ugly kiss, frantic and messy, devoid of love or tenderness. She bit his lip, drawing blood; he wrapped her braid around his fist, and pulled until she whimpered, one hand going for the laces of his breeches.
"Wait," Theon panted, breaking the kiss. "You're a maiden, you're betrothed. You don't know what you're doing, I have to protect your virtue."
"I'm not his betrothed," Meera growled, "and I don't want to be. You want to protect me? Then ruin me."
And Bran was back in the cavern, unable to blame the smoke of the fire stinging at his eyes for the regret dripping down his cheeks.
Notes:
We’re back, baby! Hooo boy, sound off in the comments!
God, July was a bitch of a month, I'm so glad it's over. Being busy + writer's block = not fun. Reminder that you can get updates on my tumblr.
Thank you so much to my main beta PA2, and to Wiverse, Avislone, Shadow, and Erzherzog, who also provided feedback and ideas, some of which got pushed to Bran II.
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159: Jaime
160: Bel I
161: Bran IINOTES
1) Bran isn't super close to get a good look, but Summer's leg was badly mangled when Bloodraven forced Meera to stab him back in Bran V. With the leg hanging on by barely a thread, Black Knife chose to amputate.
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Tripod animals can recover and enjoy full, healthy lives. I got my info on the recovery process from Tripawds. Summer was partially inspired by Champion from Parks and Recreation.
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2) Bran's discomfort after being cut off from the weirwood roots is partially based off the symptoms of cocaine withdrawal. Turns out being suddenly deprived of magical cocaine/escapism is no fun.
3) Meera's lack of moonblood, or amenorrhoea, is due to severe stress and malnutrition. She spent almost 5 years in a cave, hunting in the cold to survive because she didn't trust the singers' food, eating as little as possible to give more food to Jojen and Bran, and fretting over how to prevent Jojen's approaching and seemingly inevitable death.
Also, yes, Bran thinks women get their moonblood every full moon, at which point they become irrational rage or sadness monsters. Look, he left Winterfell when he was nine, he didn't exactly get proper sex ed, and Meera handled her moonblood quietly and privately on their journey until it became erratic and then stopped coming. I wanted to highlight boys and men being ignorant about women's health issues; god knows plenty of modern men have even weirder ideas about women's health despite sex ed and internet access.
4) Alas, Theon's weirwood "vacation" didn't suddenly make him less of a misogynist tool. He got new perspective, but bad habits take time to unlearn; plus he's just had a miserable journey through the snow, so he's lashing out. But... he's trying?
5) Yes, the "feral hogs" were... uh... well, Theon wasn't eating pork. Welcome to the wight cannibalism club, my dude; Dywen made t-shirts YIKES Bran is still in denial about the "sow" they ate on their way to Bloodraven's cave in both ADWD and in TWQ canon.
Side note, a group of hogs is called a passel or team, and a group of swine is called a sounder. Yeah, pigs and swine and hogs aren't technically the same thing? Weird. Turns out a pig is a young swine, and a hog is a swine over 120lb.
6) Some of Leaf's reactions, like flattening her ears and snort-wheezing to show anger, are based on deer behavior. Other sub-species of singers that I made up back in Chapter 122 would also have some traits/reactions based on the various animals with whom they share similarities due to their spirits/shapes being influenced by the places where they live.
7) "Greens are gray and the sky is dark" is a verbatim quote of something my bf said, almost out of the blue, while we were talking about this chapter. He was talking about Bran's withdrawal, but I thought the quote worked even better for Meera's trauma at losing her brother :(
8) Sometimes good people make terrible decisions, especially when in the midst of debilitating grief and anger and isolation. Please don't judge Meera too harshly for grabbing onto a way to guarantee she wouldn't be eligible to marry Bran. While Theon has treated other women horrifically, in this case, things were consensual, if incredibly messy and unhealthy and a bad idea. And for anyone who is worried, no, this is not going to be a ship, just a one-night stand.
Chapter 159: Jaime
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Heat washed over him in shimmering waves. The coals in the brazier burned bright as rubies, attended by neither smoke nor flame. That would not do. It was near the end of second month, when the sun sank early and rose late. Outside the silk tent it was a cold, moonless night; the wind howled like a pack of wolves intent on slaughter.
Split logs had been left beside the brazier. With his good hand Jaime Lannister threw one atop the coals, his fetters clanking noisily. They had shackled him hand and foot; manacles wrapped around his ankles, just as they wrapped around the flesh wrist of his remaining hand and that of the iron hand strapped over his stump. Heavy locks dangled from each manacle, the metal glinting in the firelight.
When Jaime was but a boy, there was a dwarf in Lannisport, a mummer who earned his keep by striding across a bed of hot coals. He did other tricks, of course; he juggled, he tumbled, he told clever japes, but it was the fire walk that drew a crowd. Uncle Gerion had taken Jaime and Cersei to see him once, to get them out from under their mother's swollen feet. They had watched with rapt fascination, gasping and cheering like common children, their troubles briefly forgotten.
Neither of the twins were thrilled with Lady Joanna's pregnancy. They had each other, after all; a new brother or sister would just get in the way, trying to come between them. But it was Lady Joanna who had divided them, soon after that day in Lannisport. Jaime's separation from his sister had felt like an eternity, though it lasted mere weeks. Once their mother died birthing Tyrion, there was no one to keep them apart. How they had clung to each other, two little lion cubs garbed all in mourning black.
Jaime could not cry, but Cersei wept enough for the both of them, until her sorrow turned to rage. The next time Uncle Gerion took them into Lannisport, she had dragged them all over hunting for the dwarf mummer, her eyes blazing. What she meant to do, Jaime never learned; the dwarf mummer had vanished, and was never seen in Lannisport again. Nor were any other dwarfs, save his little brother, though Lord Tywin had preferred to keep Tyrion within Casterly Rock, the better to be forgotten.
Now everyone had forgotten Tyrion, it seemed. After his return to Westeros, Jaime had waited a long time before he heard his brother's name. No one spoke of him at Dragonstone, where he dwelt in an unsettlingly warm dungeon beneath the castle. Nor at the recently captured Stokeworth, where he had dwelt atop a drafty turret whose shutters creaked in the slightest wind. By the time his captors dragged him to Rosby, Jaime had given up all hope, distracted as he was by more pressing concerns.
For it was at Rosby that the retinue from Dragonstone rejoined with Aegon Targaryen. Whilst young Lord Olyvar Rosby, formerly Olyvar Frey, welcomed his guests alongside his lackwit wife Lollys Stokeworth, fatter than ever with the child she was carrying, there were no such courtesies for the Kingslayer. Jaime was flung into a cramped cell barely fit for a household knight, and left there to rot.
When he did have visitors, they were unfriendly. Lord Rosby came once, and smugly recounted Robb Stark's victory at the Battle of the Whispering Wood to his daughter Robyn, as if a child of three cared or understood. Annoying as that was, it was a break in the monotony, as was the unexpected appearance of Sansa Stark and her sister Arya a few nights later.
"You," the younger girl had said, her voice dripping with contempt.
"Me," Jaime drawled. "Were you expecting someone else?"
Arya Stark stared at him. The elder sister might look a Tully, with her mother's auburn hair and blue eyes, but the younger was all Stark, with nothing of Lady Catelyn in her. Dark brown hair fell to her shoulders, framing a long face; her eyes were as cold and grey as those of her father. But he had never seen Lord Eddard's eyes move so fast, darting hither and yon, measuring him from head to heel, missing nothing.
"You look different than I remembered," the girl finally said.
"I lost a hand," Jaime said wryly. His fetters clanked as he raised his iron hand in a mocking salute.
"That wasn't what I meant," the girl snapped.
"Oh?" Jaime stretched, his chains clinking. "Do tell; it grows tiresome up here, all alone."
He gave the girls a closer glance. Sansa Stark was buxom and beautiful, in a velvet gown that made her look every inch a queen. Arya Stark was almost flat-chested, boyish in a tunic and breeches with a thin, short blade at her hip. The girl might be called pretty, he supposed, but only if a man had never seen her sister. Robb Stark had named them both princesses, but Arya did not look the part, as he suspected she knew. And he had heard her betrothal had recently been broken... Jaime smirked.
"Though if you've come to take your pleasure of me, I'm afraid you'll be disappointed." Both girls tensed; sensing weakness, he made his thrust. "Even were it not for my devotion to Cersei, I have little interest in maidens other men found too ugly to wed."
Arya turned red with anger, but it was Sansa who spoke. "I told you there was no point in coming here," she murmured, calm as a windless day. "Are you satisfied?"
"No." Arya folded her arms. "I want to hear him admit what he did."
Jaime rolled his eyes. What offense could she possibly blame him for? He'd been imprisoned for nearly five years, and before that he'd barely met the girl. "You'll have to be more specific; what have I supposedly done to you?"
"Not to me," she scowled, incredulous. "I want you to admit what you did to Bran!"
"I flung him from a window," Jaime shrugged. "I could hardly let him run and tell everyone what he had seen. Robert would have had our heads, and those of Cersei's children, when the fool realized they were not his."
He had hoped for shouting, or weeping, or perhaps an attempt to skewer him with that thin blade. Alas, Jaime was sorely disappointed. Arya Stark's eyes narrowed, then she straightened, her face as smooth as summer silk.
"He's only a man, playing at being a monster," she said, dismissive. She turned to her sister. "I'm glad I came, but we have better things to do."
"Indeed." Sansa Stark gave him a cool look. "You have much to answer for, Kingslayer, and the time draws near when you shall."
Jaime suspected he had Sansa Stark to thank for the last visitor who had been inflicted upon him at Rosby. Septon Jonothor was a member of the Most Devout of Harrenhal, those who followed the High Dwarf rather than the High Septon in King's Landing. Jaime misliked him from the moment he entered his cell in a swirl of crimson robes, a chain of silver swords hanging about his neck, his arms laden with religious tomes. A long, pompous lecture on the Book of the Warrior and on knightly virtue sank Jaime's opinion even lower. He was contemplating strangling the man with his chains by the time Septon Jonothor finally stopped blathering and left, leaving the books behind.
After that, Jaime had seen no one. Bored out of his mind, he spent his days exercising as best he could in chains, using a long candlestick as a sword. When his body was too sore to continue, he flipped through the dull tomes. As he expected, they were a tedious slog, full of hypocrisy and contradictions. But hidden amongst the sermons and proverbs were a few useful nuggets, ones which made Jaime think long and hard. It was too bad Septon Jonothor would never know the role he played in those thoughts, which sprouted and blossomed into the makings of a plan.
The plan had been nearly ripe when they finally departed for King's Landing. They made Jaime ride in the midst of the column, flanked by knights and men-at-arms. Glad as he was to be back in the saddle, it had not been a pleasant journey. Brienne of Tarth continued to ignore him, saving all her conversation and shy smiles for Ser Deziel Dalt. The Dornishman had ridden ahead, catching up with them on the road a full day before the rest of the northern host with whom he'd ridden south from Winterfell.
The next day, Jaime had taken some small solace in conversation with one of his guards, a lean, rangy sellsword named Ser Bronn of the Blackwater. Formerly a household knight at Rosby, the man had once served Tyrion, championing him in his trial by combat when Lysa Arryn tried to take his brother's head. Ser Bronn's dry account of how Tyrion outwitted Lady Lysa was enough to make Jaime smile, until a familiar grey direwolf came loping up, frightening his horse so badly that he almost lost his seat.
"Nymeria, to me!"
A flash of white fangs, and the massive wolf was gone. The she-wolf sprinted to the head of the column, falling in beside the Stark sisters. They welcomed the monstrous beast with smiles, as did the young lady and the lady's maid who had ridden up beside them. As for Jaime, he spent the rest of the day fuming, vexed by a hazy memory of being treed by a pack of wolves led by the direwolf bitch who belonged to Arya Stark.
Jaime's mood had not improved by the time they reached King's Landing a few days ago. His sister's city was already under siege, thanks to Ser Garlan Tyrell and the host of Reachermen he'd brought up the roseroad, and to Prince Oberyn Martell and the host he'd brought up the kingsroad from Dorne. In summer the Blackwater would have kept them south of the city, at least until a bridge could be built. But now it was winter, a winter that had lasted over two years with no sign of it ending anytime soon. There was no need for a bridge, not when the river was frozen over. The ice was at least a foot thick, strong enough to bear the weight not only of mounted knights but of heavy wayns.
A grim smile tugged at Jaime's lips. Winter might have helped the besiegers, but it would damn them too. Supplying a host was difficult enough in summer, when there was plenty of forage to be had. They needed to take King's Landing quickly, else they would starve, dreaming of the full granaries within the city walls. If they didn't freeze to death first; one good blizzard would be enough to devastate the lesser knights and men-at-arms already shivering in their ragged, drafty tents.
Jaime was adding another log to the brazier when he heard the distant sound of tolling bells. Once, twice, nine times they rang, announcing the Hour of the Warrior. Chains clinking, he knelt, bowing his head in prayer. He needed the Warrior's strength now more than ever, though he would have preferred Tyrion's cunning. His little brother was the one with a gift for plots and schemes, not Jaime.
Still, Jaime was far from witless, and he had no intention of being executed, whether before a roaring crowd or a silent heart tree. That was no death for a lion, nor for a lioness. I am coming for you, sister. How lost Cersei must have been without him, how lonely, how scared. Small wonder she had bungled things so badly, once Uncle Kevan was gone and she had no one trustworthy to give her advice. Cersei might be brave, for a woman, and vicious when thwarted, but she lacked a warrior's instincts, the mettle to deliver the killing blow.
The Masked Massacre had been Randyll Tarly's notion, he suspected. Tarly was a soldier, stern and unyielding, not a man made to suffer amiable fools like Mace Tyrell. From what Jaime heard, Tarly proved a competent Hand, until his disastrous defeat at the Battle of Bitter Winds. Jaime had laughed himself sick when he heard how the proud lord had died, trapped beneath his horse, covered in filth. He hoped Tarly was suffering down in the seven hells; there was no excuse for losing when the gods were so good as to ground the damn dragon.
Of late, the winds had been calm. Aegon Targaryen had ridden Viserion nearly every day at Rosby, a sight Jaime could see from the tiny window of his turret. Yet when the retinue marched southwest for King's Landing down the snowy leagues of the Rosby road, Aegon had not joined them, instead flying away to the northeast. Thus far, he had not returned, though he was expected any day.
And when the white dragon returned... Jaime smiled thinly as he stood. The Warrior must have heard his prayers. Having finished with their own prayers, the guards who stood outside his tent were gossiping again. Listening to the witless gabble of men-at-arms was a poor way to gather information, but far better than the silence he had endured long ago when he was a captive at Riverrun.
Most of their chatter was useless. Bald Pate and Jon the Short argued for what seemed like hours over everything from which latrines were the closest and cleanest to whether or not there was any truth to a rumor that there had been a raven from King Aegon.
"Ravens fly t' ravenries, not army camps, lunk," said Jon the Short. "The maesters train 'em t' go from one castle t' another, and back again."
"I had it from Gap-toothed Tim, who had it from Burly Alys, who had it from Shirei of Harrentown, who serves the queen herself," Bald Pate said stubbornly. "Shirei were carrying blankets for Queen Sansa, who was to be giving them t' some men-at-arms who had none of their own, and t' bird lit on t' queen's shoulder right in front of her."
"Aye, and there were them cats that wandered into camp and made straight for Her Grace t'other day," Jon the Short replied. "Her Grace'll feed anything, animals know a soft touch, that's all it is. A waste, if you ask me."
"No one asked you," one of the other guards grumbled.
"I heard, back at Dragonstone, Her Grace were giving the ravens nuts and raisins, and such like," Jon the Short continued. "Soon they'll be no raisins left for our porridge, mark my words."
"I don't like raisins," Bald Pate muttered. "Chewy, sticky things."
"Raisins are well and good, but I'd rather have slivers o' almonds," interrupted Will the Red. "That's fine fare for a man's belly, not a raven's."
"Forget almonds, I'd rather have honeyed apples," chimed in Murch the miller's son.
A prolonged debate followed regarding the best accompaniments for a bowl of porridge. Every single type of fruit was considered, followed by every type of nut, then by the few spices they had been lucky enough to try at fairs or feasts.
"There's nothing like cinnamon," Murch the miller's son insisted. "I had it once, it warms you from top t' toes."
Will the Red snorted. "I'd rather be warmed by a woman. They say the brothels in King's Landing have the prettiest whores in the Seven Kingdoms."
"Not prettier than Freckled Alys," Bald Pate retorted. "She says she'll have me, if I can get a few hides o' land."
The other men hooted derision.
"Freckled Alys, really?" Jon the Short scoffed. "She has a plump arse, I'll grant you, but even Brienne the Beauty has bigger teats. Small wonder she's wedding a Dornishman; no one else was mad enough t' take the get o' a cow and a giantess, until she became one of t' queen's favorites. What was his name again, Davos Dalt?"
Ser Deziel Dalt, Jaime thought, fuming. A pitiful excuse for a knight, one who preferred gardens to the training yard. Were he a better swordsman, perhaps he would have won enough renown for his name to be remembered by this pack of fools. They agreed Ser Deziel's name was Davos, and moved on to discussing which camp follower had the comeliest face, whether teats or arse were better (Murch the miller's son did not care for either, preferring a fine pair of long legs), whether Sweet Nella's bed tricks were worth the coin she charged...
Jaime let the words wash over him, barely listening. There was no woman who could hold a candle to Cersei. Her golden curls were always fragrant with perfume, her green eyes bright, her lips soft and red and meant to be kissed. When he clasped her in his arms, nothing existed but the two of them, their love and passion beyond that of any song. Cersei had been made for him, as he had been made for her; his sister understood him as no one else could—
"—parley, on the morrow, if King Aegon returns," said Jon the Short, his gruff voice breaking Jaime's reverie.
"I'd rather have a battle, meself," laughed Will the Red. "The sort you hear about in songs."
"Aye," said Bald Pate. "There'll be no plunder if the city surrenders. King Aegon won't have it, not unless they choose to fight."
"I heard," Murch the miller's son butted in eagerly, "that the westermen got rich as lords when Lord Tywin sacked King's Landing—"
A flash of panic went through Jaime, sudden as a knife in the dark. For a moment he smelt roasting flesh; tasted the acrid smoke of wildfire; heard the thin high screams of the dying.
"The traitors want my city," hissed the voice of Aerys Targaryen, hoarse and cruel, "but I'll give them naught but ashes. Bring me your father's head, if you are no traitor." His armor, he needed his armor, the gold, not the white, where was it, he had to find it—
"Eh, Kingslayer, stop all that clanking and go to sleep!"
And Jaime came back to himself. His hands were trembling; he wrapped them in a blanket to stop the chains from rattling. He was in a tent, not the Red Keep. He had no armor; hostages didn't need it. Aerys Targaryen was dead; he'd slit his throat himself, with a slash that cut so deep he'd almost taken the king's head off.
It was so easy, killing a king. He wondered that no one had done it sooner. Dozens if not hundreds of knights had born witness to the Mad King's rages. Jaime had soon lost count of the petty lords Aerys had burned in the throne room, their alleged treasons as nonexistent as their trials. No one had done anything, or said anything, not even when Aerys grew so foolish as to burn Lord Rickard Stark of Winterfell, along with his son and heir, Brandon, and half a dozen other lords and their heirs. Yet the noble knights of the Kingsguard had remained loyal to the end, all of them, save Jaime.
The next morning dawned much the same as the one before. Bald Pate brought him porridge to break his fast, without even a hint of fruit or nuts to be seen. What was different, however, was the unexpected appearance of a tub, hauled in by Jon the Short, who was near six and a half feet tall and built like a draft horse. That done, it was time for the guards to change.
The rumors of a parley must be true, Jaime surmised. He could think of no other reason for his captors to grant him the luxury of a bath, unless it was to better display their prize hostage. He almost sighed with relief when Robin of Lockesly removed his shackles and his false hand so he could undress to bathe.
The tub was small, the water lukewarm, but that could not be helped, nor could the inferior soap. Jaime lathered it as best he could, and scrubbed every inch of skin from head to heel. Gods, he could not wait to have his sister in his arms. Ever since he left King's Landing, his skin seemed to ache for lack of touch. There was no Cersei to kiss him, to caress him, to clutch him close as he drove into her.
No one else dared touch the Kingslayer. Save Tyrion, who sometimes clapped him on the shoulder after a jape, or Robert when he was so drunk he needed a pair of Kingsguard to help him to his bed. If he only knew how many times Jaime had taken Cersei there, claiming the cunt Robert thought belonged to him alone. Adultery was a sin, all men agreed, but Cersei was his long before she was Robert's. How could it be sin, when all they did was for love? Jaime never felt so alive as when he was inside her, unless it was in battle. The septons said men were made for love and war, and he had been denied both for far too long.
When Jaime asked for a razor, that was also denied him. He got a barber instead, just as he had hoped. Cersei had always preferred him clean-shaven; he wanted to look his best. The barber even saw fit to allow him the use of a toothpick, though he was annoyed when Jaime dropped it and it could not be found.
"My apologies," Jaime said, smiling. He could condescend to be gracious; today was going to be a good day, he could feel it. Not that the barber appreciated the courtesy; he was still grumbling when he went out, leaving behind a guard to help Jaime get dressed.
They began with layers of hose and breeches and shirt, all made of good thick wool to keep the cold at bay. Over that went another pair of breeches, crimson silk with golden lions running up the seams. The tunic was crimson too, blazoned with the rampant lion of Lannister. Though the embroidery was clumsier than Jaime would have liked; the lion's snout was crooked, a paw was missing, and the mane was thin in places, as if it were not yet finished. Last was a cloak of pured miniver, white as snow, clasped with a golden lion's head brooch.
It was near noon when the guards escorted Jaime from his tent, once more in fetters. He jangled with every step, the locks glinting in the sun as they swayed. Snow crusted his boots as they walked toward the edge of the camp facing the city, men jeering and spitting and cursing him for a Kingslayer as he passed.
"Ser Jaime?"
The speaker was a young knight in purple and white chequy, with gold coins in the checks. Why was a Payne here? There were no westermen amongst King Aegon's host. Then the knight drew closer, and Jaime recognized his thin hair and skinny neck, and the sty under one eye.
"Podrick," he said, hiding his confusion with a knowing smile.
"Ser Podrick, my lord," the boy stammered. "I just- just earned my spurs last month."
"Earned them from who?" The boy had been Tyrion's squire once, then Jaime's, though only briefly. Who had taken him when Jaime was gone?
"Prince Oberyn," the boy said, ducking his head. "He- Ser Olyvar- I mean, King Aegon- we used to spar together, and—"
The rest of the story emerged in fits and starts. Lacking a squire, Prince Oberyn had decided to take on Podrick Payne, thanks to a sudden whim of either benevolence or, more likely, boredom. It sounded as though the Red Keep's master-at-arms had overseen most of his training, though he waited on Prince Oberyn as a proper squire would, tending his arms and armor and serving him at table. Perhaps the Red Viper had hoped to glean Jaime's secrets from his former squire, not that Podrick had any to share.
"I-I wanted to thank you, ser," Podrick stuttered as they left camp along the kingsroad, bound for an open expanse where a few of Aegon Targaryen's courtiers were already milling about. The snowy field lay between the camp and the Gate of the Gods, well out of range from the catapults and scorpions atop the city walls. A decent place for a parley, if neither side trusted the other enough to meet in the close quarters of a pavilion. As of yet, he saw no sign of the king or queen, or of any dragon.
"If- if you hadn't seen fit to, to—"
"I took you for Tyrion's sake, not yours," Jaime said, cutting him off. "At least you gave him the dignity of dying in a sickbed, not drowning at the bottom of the Blackwater."
Podrick hesitated. "Ser- Ser Mandon Moore drowned," he said. "He- he was on the bridge of boats, with, with Lord Tyrion. Queen Cersei, she-she- she asked him. Ser Mandon, I mean. She asked him to keep her brother as safe as he had kept her. Tyrion, not Ser Mandon. She-she- her arm—"
"Ser Podrick, what are you doing?" Lord Edric Dayne stood before them, his pale purple cloak flapping in the wind. "You're supposed to be with Prince Oberyn, you know that."
No sooner had Podrick Payne been shooed away than Jaime found himself standing amongst the courtiers. He barely glimpsed the peace banner, seven long tails streaming from seven rainbow stripes, before his guards closed in around him. In short order they checked that his fetters were secure, gagged him with rope, and pulled a canvas sack down over his head.
The indignity was almost more than he could bear. His only comfort was knowing Cersei would be here soon, their long separation finally at an end. What had he been thinking, letting Varys persuade him to flee? Lord Tywin's death could have been explained away; Jaime's place was with his sister, protecting her as he always had. Instead he had sailed across the sea, to languish in a cell when his sister needed him most.
But those years had not been a waste, not entirely. Jaime Lannister had endured trials and humiliation, he had fought to regain every bit of his former strength and skill. Simpleminded fools might call him a monster, but he didn't care for their opinion, he never had. All that mattered was Cersei, and Cersei saw him as a hero, just as Tyrion had. He had failed his little brother, but he would not fail his sister.
For now, all Jaime could do was wait, wait and listen. Banners flapped in the breeze; boots crunched on snow; courtiers murmured to each other. When the murmurs grew louder, he judged Aegon and his queen must have arrived, though he heard no flapping of wings. Where is the dragon? The parley was to begin at noon, and the sun was almost overhead.
Then he heard a sound so sweet he forgot all else. Hoofbeats, muffled by the snow; more than two dozen horses at least, coming from the city along the kingsroad. Strange; Targaryen must have known Cersei and her courtiers would be mounted. Yet before they pulled the sack over his head, Jaime had not seen a single horse on the edge of the camp.
To his surprise, it was not Aegon Targaryen, but Sansa Stark whose voice rose above the throng. She greeted Tommen Falseborn, Lady Cersei Lannister, and their court, welcoming them to this sacred parley beneath banners of peace and before the eyes of the old gods and the new.
Tommen's voice was deeper than Jaime remembered. That was to be expected; the boy was thirteen now. But he had never heard little Tommen speak his courtesies in such a wooden, empty tone, his words devoid of either warmth or nerves.
"Are you well?" Sansa Stark almost sounded concerned.
"It is nothing," Tommen answered dully. "There was an attack. Traitors, disguised as goldcloaks. Ser Addam and Ser Lyn slew them all. I was barely injured, thanks to my lady mother, the Queen Regent. Henceforth she shall speak for me; it is her wise counsel which I rely upon most."
"Good morrow," said Cersei, sweet as poisoned honey. Jaime turned toward the sound of her voice, clinging to it like a drowning sailor to a spar. "It has been too long, Lady Sansa. Dear child, are you well? It seems something has gone dreadfully amiss. It was your pretender who called this parley, and yet I do not see him here."
"My lord husband shall join us anon." He could almost hear her smile. "Never fear, my lady, King Aegon is prepared to accept your surrender."
"Surrender?" Cersei made the word crack like a whip. "You presume too much. I am here for Jaime."
"He stands before you."
A yank, a tug, and darkness gave way to blinding light. Burning stars danced across Jaime's eyes as he looked, looked upon his beloved Cersei. Like all of her party, she was ahorse, with Tommen almost hidden behind her. His sister met his gaze with eyes like wildfire, her cheeks flushed, her hair as golden as the setting sun.
"Jaime." Cersei made his name a caress, a prayer, a blessing all in one.
Jaime gnawed at his gag, desperate to say her name in turn. It was no use, the rope was too thick. His teeth having failed him, he willed his eyes to speak for him instead, but Cersei had already turned away, returning to exchanging civilities with Sansa Stark.
Unable to do aught else, Jaime could only look, drinking Cersei in with a thirst that could not be quenched. Both his sister and her son wore crimson and gold. A twin lion brooch clasped the king's cloak, as golden as the queen's crown, which gleamed with fiery rubies. Tommen's crown was made of golden antlers set with onyx; beneath his peace banner flew the stag of Baratheon halved with the lion of Lannister.
While he had known his sister and her son at a glance, most of Cersei's councillors were strangers. He recognized Lord Tybolt Crakehall, a big, brawny man wearing the chain of linked hands that marked him as the Hand of the King. There were a brother and sister in Tarly colors who must be Queen Talla and Lord Dickon; Lord Serrett and Lord Wylde he knew only by their sigils. He did not know the new Grand Maester at all, though the thick gold curls suggested he was some distant Lannister cousin.
Last and least were those at the back of the company. Jaime spied a pyromancer in green robes blazoned with tongues of flame, a half dozen Most Devout in their raiment, and perhaps a dozen patricians, dressed in humble garb. There was no sign of Varys, but then, the eunuch might be hidden amongst the escort of goldcloaks, watching from the shadows. The escort was queerly large, thrice the number he would have expected, with even more goldcloaks waiting in the distance beneath the Gate of the Gods.
And the queen appeared to have brought every sworn brother of the Kingsguard too. Ser Addam Marbrand, who kept closest to the king, the helm of his visor closed. Ser Lyn Corbray, with a smile as sharp as his sword, Lady Forlorn. Ser Balon Swann, sitting his horse with a stiff, careful posture that hinted at ill health. Ser Lyle Crakehall, better known as Strongboar, taller than his brother and even thicker, both of muscle and of wits.
There were two other men in white plate, knights that Jaime did not know, but try as he might, he saw no sign of a seventh. Cersei had not replaced him, then, even though the small council must have urged her a thousand times to give his white cloak to another man. His blood ran hot in his veins; his cock stirred; he would have taken her then and there, were he not gagged and chained.
To calm himself, Jaime made himself look to the side, at Sansa Stark, still stalling as she traded barbed courtesies with his sister. Her cloak was halved like her lord husband's sigil, with a screeching orange phoenix on blue and a three-headed scarlet dragon on black, over a damask gown of Stark grey and white. To either side of her stood Ser Daemon Sand and Ser Loras Tyrell, their white cloaks rippling in the wind. Just behind them stood Arya Stark, in chainmail under a surcoat blazoned with a direwolf holding a bravo's blade in its paws. The girl stood sideways, her eyes watching Cersei and her courtiers like a hawk, her stance somehow both graceful and motionless.
The other courtiers were less complacent. Ser Gulian Qorgyle stroked his dark beard, murmuring quietly to Jynessa Blackmont, who looked angry, and Perros Blackmont, who seemed worried. Brienne of Tarth shifted uneasily where she stood, ignored by Ser Deziel Dalt, who kept looking up at the sky, and by a dark-haired northern girl, who was fidgeting with her gloves. His eyes slid past her, past a dozen Most Devout, past Garlan Tyrell and his lords of the Reach, past a cluster of northmen, one of whom was pointing at the sun, past a tall, dark-haired brother and sister who looked oddly familiar, past a knot of Dornish ladies, until at last he saw the princess whom they served.
Elia of Dorne sat in her wheeled chair as if it were a throne. There were no tracks behind it; someone must have carried the chair to the parley, then carried her over and placed her in it. Jaime doubted she could have managed the distance herself. When he knew her, she had oft relied on a cane to walk. Now Elia's legs jutted stiffly into the footrest of her chair, barely moving even when a cough wracked her body. She must have felt his gaze; she turned with some difficulty, frowned, then looked back at the battle of pleasantries which were becoming less and less pleasant.
"Where is this dragon of which we've heard so much, and seen so little?" Cersei was asking. "I am told it was gravely wounded." She tsked. "How peculiar, that a Greyjoy should ride a dragon, with never a drop of Targaryen blood in his veins."
"Euron Greyjoy stole the dragon Rhaegal by fell sorcery," Sansa said, unbothered. "King Aegon's bond with Viserion is as true as his blood; they defeated Greyjoy without so much as a scratch." She smiled. "Never fear, my lady, my lord husband shall be here presently."
"Your new lord husband, you mean." Cersei's smile was all teeth. "So kind of him, to take a bride already used, and not a single babe to show for it. I know you've had plenty of seed; I'm told that Dornish bastard shared you at every brothel he visited in the Free Cities."
Cersei's councillors were as stone-faced as Aegon's, but Sansa Stark gave a laugh.
"Brothels? Someone has sold you a groat for a dragon. I know Prince Oberyn is fond of tall tales, but even he is not so inventive. I was a maid when I wed, and I have bedded no man save the lord husband you so kindly gave me."
"Which lord husband?" Cersei flared. Wait, did she not know? "What happened to Ser Olyvar Sand, pray? Did the pretender slay him, and take you as a prize? Or did you slay him yourself, in hopes of a better match?"
"You—"
Sansa abruptly fell silent. For an instant he could have sworn her eyes were white, but then he was distracted by the great screech that echoed over the world. A white dragon dove through the clouds, the sunlight shining on her golden crest and spines, her rider small upon her back.
Horses screamed and reared; Cersei nearly lost her seat, and several of her councillors and her goldcloaks were thrown. Lord Serrett staggered to his feet, clutching a broken arm; at least one goldcloak was not moving, his neck grotesquely twisted. Well, that explained why none of Aegon's company were mounted.
Viserion landed with a thud, some fifty yards behind Aegon's company. Aegon himself dismounted with ease, and made for his courtiers with long, sure strides. They parted to let him pass, lords bowing and ladies curtsying as their king went by. Aegon Targaryen could not hope to match Queen Cersei's splendor, but he had tried. The Valryian steel and ruby crown of the conqueror sat easily upon his brow; around his neck was a chain of gold and silver set with the icons of the Seven; the lifelike phoenix and dragon blazoned on his parti-colored regalia gleamed brightly in the sun.
When Aegon reached his lady wife, Sansa curtsied so deeply that a less graceful woman would have fallen, and did not rise until her husband took her by the hand, raising her to her feet before pressing a kiss to her knuckles. Their eyes met; some private, unspoken knowledge passed between them, followed by Aegon wrapping a possessive arm about her waist, allowing Sansa to whisper something in his ear before looking up at him with a smile so sweet it made Jaime want to retch.
"My lady," she said, blissfully ignorant of the baffled fury in Cersei's eyes. "I have the honor to present Aegon Targaryen, the Sixth of His Name, King of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Lord of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the Realm." Her duty done, Sansa stepped back to stand beside her sister, yielding the field to Aegon.
"So good of you to finally join us," Cersei snapped, when she managed to draw her eyes away from the dragon. Some of her councillors were openly gaping; one of the Most Devout had dismounted, falling to his knees to pray, as had several patricians.
Aegon ignored them all, looking only at Tommen. "I would beg pardon for our tardiness, but it is only just noon."
Tommen blinked at him, dazed, as if surprised to be addressed. "Ser Olyvar?"
Cersei's eyes widened; her cheeks went from red to white.
"And the penny drops."
Aegon allowed himself the merest hint of a smile, as did Sansa. Arya Stark, less dignified, was grinning gleefully; Ser Deziel Dalt and half a dozen others gave a bark of laughter. For that Jaime could have cheerfully killed them all, and would have, were he not chained. Cersei was speechless with rage; her hands shook as she gripped her horse's reins tight.
"My thanks for the match you made me," Aegon continued, giving Tommen a nod. Tommen returned it vaguely, after a moment's delay. "I could not ask for a better wife. But then, you always were a generous boy. My sister Rhaenys said she had never met a more gentle, open-handed lad."
"Rhaenys?" Cersei almost choked on the name.
"You knew her as Lady Meria Sand." Aegon's smile grew. "Princess Rhaenys asked me to pass along her deepest thanks for taking her into your service, she was so disappointed she could not be here for your surrender."
Cersei looked as if she could spit blood. "There will be no surrender. Tommen is the rightful king, the trueborn heir of King Robert—"
"Enough." Aegon's smile vanished, replaced by a murderous mask. "We did not come here to be insulted with threadbare lies. Lords and ladies, gentles all, if you think to look upon the blood of Robert Baratheon, you will find no trace of it in Tommen Falseborn."
He beckoned behind him, summoning the dark-haired brother and sister Jaime had noted earlier. Both were in their early twenties. The boy was brawny, the girl lean, with different noses and different lips, but they shared the same coal-black hair, the same deep blue eyes, the same strong jaw. There could be no doubt how they had come by those features.
Whilst Aegon presented Mya Stone and Gendry Waters, Jaime cursed Robert Baratheon to the deepest of the seven hells. How many bastards had the man sired? And how had Aegon come by these two? He could have sworn Cersei had said something about taking care of all the little brats after Robert's death.
Once finished with the bastards, Aegon drew forth a folded parchment. Implacable, he read off a litany of crimes, beginning with adultery, incest, and treason, and ending with allegations of murder, black magic, and vile sorceries. Cersei said not a word, nor did her councillors, who listened with faces ranging from queasy to furious.
"Your misrule is done," Aegon concluded grimly. "If you defy us, we shall attack. There will be no quarter. You will be slain, your houses attainted, your ancestral seats given to worthier lords. Yet it is not too late. Yield the city, and there will be mercy. The boy Tommen will enter the Faith; there shall be trials for Cersei Lannister, the Kingslayer, and all others accused of taking part in their crimes. Those found guilty may choose between the sword and the Night's Watch; your heirs will keep your seats, though your lands and incomes shall be much reduced. This is no time to play at war; surrender, now, lest winter and the Others take us all."
Lord Serrett frowned as he shifted in his saddle, still cradling his broken arm. Lord Crakehall and Lord Wylde glanced at each other, then at the dragon, then at Aegon. At the back of Cersei's company, the Most Devout and the patricians buzzed like a hive of bees. Cowards.
"Absolutely not," Cersei began. "I- King Tommen requires time to consider your terms. A week, at least."
"Why? Stalling will not avail you," Aegon said, inexorable. "My army is at least twice the size of yours. There will be no reinforcements. Your allies in the Stormlands are almost vanquished, and Casterly Rock is besieged by Lord Lydden."
Jaime snorted into his gag. Lord Lydden could besiege the Rock all he liked, it would never fall. Even Lann the Clever had been forced to use cunning, not force of arms, tricking the Casterlys into slaying each other.
"You may have three days to consider terms. Further," Aegon continued, "we are willing to give you the Kingslayer, now, in exchange for my great-uncle, Lord Dagos Manwoody, and all the other Dornish lords and ladies who were in his company."
Cersei did not even pause to think. "Done. Give me Jaime, and once we return to the city we will send out your Dornishmen."
"Send you their bones, she means." Lord Serrett's mouth twisted in distaste. "They're dead, all of them."
Aegon flinched. Jynessa Blackmont gaped in stunned disbelief; her brother Perros clutched at her, his body shaking as he began to sob. The dragon Viserion gave a piercing screech, and spewed pale golden flames into the air. Alarmed, some of the patricians turned tail and fled, galloping back toward the city.
"Damn you," Aegon said, his voice a ragged whisper. "You have until dawn to open the gates. Get out of my sight, before I do something I shall regret."
After that, Jaime could hardly wait for dusk. To keep himself occupied, he practiced drills inside his tent, using a spare tent pole for a sword. Even limited by so cramped a space, chains jangling with every move, he could feel his old skill. Jaime would need it, if he was to succeed in his quest.
The sun was beginning to set when Bald Pate brought his dinner. Through the flap of the tent Jaime glimpsed gathering clouds, the sort that promised snow. He ate his dinner with relish, savoring every morsel. He would need his strength for the night that lay ahead.
Jaime did not see which guard came to take away the empty bowl and flagon of watered wine. He was already under his sleeping furs and blankets, his back turned. "Finally, some quiet," the guard grumbled, going out. Soon enough he heard the familiar strains of gossip.
That was the signal. With the ease of long practice, Jaime wrapped the corner of a blanket around the fetters fastened to his wrists. When he drew forth the golden lion's head brooch and the iron toothpick from his pocket, it was without a single clink or jangle.
Hugor of the Hill's grandson Artys had used the quills of a swan to free himself from the dungeon of a demon king. The lockpick Tyrion sent to free him from Riverrun had had a bit of wire and two good hands. As Jaime had only one, he clenched the lion's head brooch in his teeth, holding the pin inside the lock fastened to the manacle on his false wrist. His good hand held the toothpick, poking and prodding for long minutes until, with a soft click, the bolt came free.
Barely breathing, Jaime set to work on the manacle on his good wrist. The fingers of his false hand could be moved a little, just barely enough to hold the lion brooch. It was much trickier using the toothpick with his teeth; for a moment he feared the lock would never give way. When it did, he said a silent prayer of thanks to the Warrior, then turned to his ankles. When the last shackle fell on the bed with a quiet thump, Jaime felt as if he could fly.
It was snowing when Jaime emerged from his tent, having crawled underneath the back. All the men would be huddled in their tents or at the cookfires, save for those unlucky enough to stand guard. No one wasted torches or rushlights in winter; without the light of the moon, the night was dark as pitch. Against the snow, a man shrouded in a white cloak was no more than a shadow.
His boots were soaked through by the time Jaime reached the edge of camp. Here the tents were patched and dirty, much like the hedge knights to whom they belonged. Rather than risk a loud confrontation, Jaime waited until he saw a knight leave his tent. When the coast was clear, he slipped inside the empty tent. There was no sword, but there was a gauntlet for his good hand, knives for his belt, spurs for his boots, a gorget that fit and a suit of rusty mail that did not. Thus equipped, he stole back outside, to take his choice of the shabby horses picketed nearby.
As Jaime rode away from the camp, a wave of giddiness washed over him. What did it matter if the horse could barely find his way through the snow, and walked at a pace that would shame a turtle? For the first time in years, he was free. The air he breathed was cold and sweet; the night belonged to him alone, him and the Warrior who guided Jaime's steps. Not even the stars saw his escape; they hid behind a diaphanous veil of clouds, the snow falling light as a lover's kiss.
This was the glorious quest for which he was always destined, the moment when he rescued the princess from her tower and carried her away. Never again would they be sundered by capricious fate or cruel mischance; their love had survived every tempest, and never waned nor faltered, not since the moment they emerged from the womb together, Jaime clasping his sister by the foot.
Still, his nerves were sorely tested as he rode through the darkness, knowing any moment his horse might slip or stumble or step into a hidden hole. But the Warrior was with him, and Jaime reached the Blackwater Rush without mishap. There was no point trying the gates, and while scaling the walls with grappling claw and rope sounded well in stories, all it took was one halfwit fool to cut your rope or fling you to your death. No, Jaime had a much better plan. He had slipped from the Red Keep once before; he need only retrace his steps to find the way back in.
Or so he thought. The Red Keep looked quite different covered in snow, as did the rocky bluff upon which it stood. When at last he found the secret steps carved into the cliff face, they were much smaller than he recalled, due to being crusted over with ice. Damn the eunuch; Jaime had hoped Varys would have kept them salted. He would enjoy gutting the man like a pig.
Ascending the steps in winter took much, much longer than descending them in autumn. Clutching a knife in each hand so he could drive them into the ice helped a little, though it was still a precarious climb. His spurs were no help at all. When Jaime was halfway up he slipped, only catching himself at the last moment by dropping the knife in his good hand and grabbing onto a jagged rock that jutted from the cliff. His heart was racing when he finally reached the top, so fast that he had to pause to catch his breath. When he felt steadier, he pressed on, confident that the worst was over.
The hearth was cold, the bedchamber silent, when Jaime emerged from the tunnels beneath the Tower of the Hand. The boar of Crakehall hung upon the wall, but there was no other sign that time had passed since the night he slew his father. Stifling a laugh, Jaime took a sword down from the wall, where it had hung on display.
To his disappointment, there were no guards outside the door, nor in the passage which connected the Tower of the Hand to the Small Hall, nor in the outer yard. Only when he reached the throne room did he finally see a Kingsguard and a squad of goldcloaks, shivering in the cold as they stood watch outside the door.
"Kingslayer?" The Kingsguard asked, stunned.
"That's Lord Commander, to you."
And with that, Jaime shoved open the great oaken doors.
The Iron Throne loomed above the hall, a great beast of blades and barbs. A small red shadow sat in its mouth; a white shadow stood guard at its feet. And in the beast's jagged shadow stood the missing guards. There were dozens of them, goldcloaks and men-at-arms in the livery of the lords whom they served. All of their spears were raised, pointed at a cluster of redcloaks who surrounded a woman in black, defending their queen.
As if by fate, it was Cersei who saw him first. A glad cry burst from her lips; heedless of her danger, she pushed past her guardsmen. Jaime strode toward her, his heartbeat throbbing with every step, then suddenly his sister was in his arms. Her nose was red, and there was a cut on her brow and a spreading bruise on her cheek, but none of that mattered, not when Cersei clutched him as if she never meant to let go.
Still holding her, Jaime glanced around. The redcloaks were already being forced to give up their arms by the goldcloaks, while the lords of the small council stood assembled behind three knights of the Kingsguard and the remaining men-at-arms. Lord Crakehall was thunderous, Lord Wylde stunned. Talla Tarly clung to her brother Dickon's arm, her face wan; Hallyne the Pyromancer trembled with fright, whilst Lord Serrett was as stiff as the plaster cast on his arm.
"What, no words of welcome, my lords?" Jaime gave them his brightest smile. "And after all the trouble I took to be here."
"I told you he would come for me!" Cersei said, defiant. "Jaime will defend the city, if you are too craven—"
"For the last time, no one is defending the city," Lord Serrett snapped. "At dawn, we will open the gates; there is no other choice. Your Grace should go to the royal sept, and pray that at your trial you can refute these vile accusations which have come to light—"
"Vile accusations?"
Jaime winced; his sister had shrieked in his ear. He released her, letting her turn her fury on the small council who had already decided to betray them.
"The Targaryens wed brother to sister for centuries, and none dared say them nay. Jaime and I were wed in the womb; we were born sharing one flesh, one heart, one soul. He is mine, as I am his!"
Jaime's heart leapt into his throat. He had never loved his sister more. Cersei was magnificent in her rage, brazen and unashamed as she declared their love in the sight of gods and men. Although, come to think of it, none of the courtiers had twitched so much as a hair, save Talla Tarly, who looked queasy.
"And you knew," Cersei hissed, so viciously that Hallyne the Pyromancer took several steps back. "Stannis Baratheon and Robb Stark declared the truth to the realm, and none of you gave a damn until you decided to save your own wretched skins. Is this how you repay my generosity, with insolence and ingratitude?"
"With treason, rather," Dickon Tarly said coldly.
Jaime glanced up at the throne. Tommen sat in silence, forlorn and forgotten. No boy of thirteen was ever so listless, let alone a king whose councillors had just turned against his mother. Something was amiss, something that made Jaime's skin crawl as he looked away.
"Strongboar, Ser George!" Lord Crakehall boomed.
Steel shone as the two knights of the Kingsguard drew their swords, advancing with a squad of goldcloaks behind them. There were too many to fight, but even so Jaime's hand flew to the hilt of his sword. Cersei cried out to Tommen, but the boy's reply was so faint it could barely be heard. Nor did anyone heed it. Another moment and the twins were surrounded, Strongboar ripping Jaime's sword from its sheath before he could give it up.
"Get them out of my sight," Lord Crakehall growled. "We have much to do before dawn."
And with that, Jaime was a prisoner again. They were marched out of the throne room to the sound of Dickon Tarly volunteering to inform King Aegon of the Kingslayer's recapture and the imprisonment of the Queen Regent. There was not another word from Tommen, nor from Ser Addam Marbrand, who remained at the foot of the throne, a statue all in white.
The outer yard was deep in snow. Cersei shivered as she walked; they had not allowed her to fetch her pattens or her cloak. Jaime swept his cloak over her instead; he did not need it, not when battle fever made his blood run hot, his thoughts racing as he considered his next move.
"The white cloak suits you, Strongboar," Jaime ventured. Ser Lyle Crakehall bristled, looking rather like the boar's head that clasped his cloak. "But I don't believe I've had the honor of meeting our other sworn brother."
"Ser George Graceford," the knight said tersely.
That explained the constipated look on his face. The Gracefords were so pious they'd taken the Mother's face for their sigil, and were known for producing almost as many septons as knights. No doubt Ser George was beside himself at having to endure the presence of an adulteress and a Kingslayer.
"Where are you taking us?" Jaime asked casually as they crossed under a portcullis into the inner bailey. "Not the black cells, surely; that is no place for a highborn lady."
"Not the black cells," Strongboar grunted. "The queen's apartments."
Jaime hid a grimace. That would not do; there was no way out of Maegor's Holdfast, at least none that he knew of.
"I'm glad to hear it," Jaime lied. "I feared Lord Crakehall meant for you to lock us up in the Tower of the Hand. My sister's apartments are far more comfortable than the Hand's chambers."
Thank the Warrior that Strongboar was so predictable. Jaime was hard pressed not to smirk when Ser Lyle turned on his heel, making for the Tower of the Hand rather than for the serpentine steps they had almost reached. Alas, once they reached the Hand's solar, things took a turn for the worse. While Strongboar and the goldcloaks remained outside, Ser George Graceford had the gall to follow them into the room. Cersei was busy warming herself by the dying fire; it fell to Jaime to get rid of him.
"I'm surprised to see you here," Jaime drawled.
"I have no intention of letting you out of my sight."
"How diligent of you." Jaime bared his teeth in a mocking smile. "A Kingsguard is sworn to celibacy, but I suppose watching doesn't count."
Ser George's eyes grew narrow. "You swore to celibacy, ser."
Jaime had to laugh. "That never stopped me before." He tapped his lip, thoughtful. "I suppose it would be novel, having a witness. You could keep count of how many times—"
"Jaime!"
"Have you no shame, ser?"
Jaime shrugged, ignoring his sister to give Ser George another blinding smile. "Our days are numbered; why should we not lose ourselves in pleasure? They can hardly kill us twice. Besides, I've been away so long, with nothing to think of but all the depraved acts I should like to do to my sister."
To his delight, Ser George actually gagged, clapping a hand over his mouth before leaving the room.
"What are you playing at?" Cersei demanded when the door had slammed shut behind him. "Now is no time for bedding! You've trapped us—"
Jaime silenced her with a bruising kiss. For a moment she struggled, trying to push him away, trying to bite, but that only made his lust blaze higher. Another moment, and Cersei melted into his arms as she always did, pouring all her anger and despair into the kiss.
"We're not trapped," Jaime told her, when they finally broke apart. "Come on, we must hurry."
With that, he seized her by the hand, dragging her into the bedchamber. Cersei was talking again, but he didn't hear a word, too busy searching the hearth for the little bit of iron that would open the entrance to the tunnels.
"—absolutely filthy, what are you—"
A soft rumble, and there it was, the secret door.
"Bring a taper," Jaime ordered.
And with that, he dropped to his hands and knees, disappearing into the darkness before Cersei could waste their time with protests. Sure enough, the light of a taper soon appeared behind him, along with the sound of skirts rustling as his sister entered the tunnel behind him. Through the cramped silence they crawled, on and on until they came to the rungs of a ladder. When they reached the bottom, Jaime jumped down, landing on a mosaic of a three-headed dragon wrought in red and black tiles.
"Maegor's tunnels," Cersei said. She frowned, trying to brush the dirt from her black skirts, ignoring the dusty white cloak still clasped about her neck. "How did you know?"
"Varys. By the by, where is he?"
"Feeding the worms." In the light of the taper, her green eyes shone with triumph. "I discovered the eunuch's treasons, and dealt with him that very day. You should have seen it, Jaime; Ser Lyn Corbray gutted him like a pig."
So the eunuch has escaped my vengeance. Jaime was not sure whether to curse or laugh. For so long Cersei had dithered over what to do with Jon Arryn, with Robert Baratheon, with Eddard Stark, yet she had shown no such hesitation when it came to dealing with Varys. Perhaps she had learned something of the Warrior's instinct from her twin, enough to survive while he was away.
"Jaime?" The taper flickered as Cersei turned, looking at the five doors which surrounded the small round chamber in which they stood. "Which way do we go?"
He paused. They could not go out the same way he had come in; the cliff steps were far too dangerous. Jaime stared at the other four doors, one at a time, trying to judge which path to take.
"I'm not sure," he finally admitted. "The eunuch said the tunnels go all over the Red Keep, save Maegor's Holdfast, and there are several paths that lead outside the Red Keep, but I do not know all of them."
His mind made up, Jaime grasped his sister by the hand. Only one door had a passage that sloped downward, and he pulled her toward it, yanking when she hesitated. There was no light but the taper flickering in his sister's hand; the darkness swallowed them up, soft as a funeral shroud.
"Why did Varys kill Father that night?"
The passage twisted; two doors lay before them.
"He didn't." Jaime took the left, drawn by the scent of earth and water. "I did."
"You?" Cersei took a sharp breath, almost stumbling on the rough bricks. "Why?"
"Lord Tywin learnt of our affair. He meant to marry me off, and send you to the silent sisters, without the tongue which had led me astray. Varys found me with his blood still on my sword, and hurried me away before I knew what I was doing."
This time it was Cersei who kissed him, desperate and trembling. His cock was already stiff as he kissed her back, shoving her against the wall so hard she almost dropped the taper.
"Jaime, we have to go back," she gasped when he began to rut against her. "We have to- Tommen—"
"There's nothing we can do for Tommen," Jaime said brutally. "There are too many guards. He is already dead."
As he spoke, it came to him that his words were true in more ways than one. Jaime recoiled from the thought. Instead he kissed her again, this time tasting the salt of her tears. Mothers always grieved their children, but that was to be expected.
"We'll make another son together," Jaime soothed between kisses. "We'll go home, and fill our halls with lion cubs."
Cersei sniffled. "Home?"
"Where else?" He cradled her neck in his good hand, stroking her throat with his thumb. His sister shuddered, her pupils blown so wide that he could barely see the green in her eyes. "Fuck the Iron Throne; we shall be King and Queen of the Rock."
"But- the dragon- we shall be pursued—"
Jaime let go of her, exasperated. He offered her escape, and his sister gave him doubts.
"All we need is a distraction."
"I wanted to fight." Cersei rubbed at her throat, panting. "Ser Lyn Corbray thought we could hold the city long enough to starve them out, so long as the mob didn't open the gates." She shuddered again. "They nearly pulled me from my horse, when we returned from the parley. They were throwing rocks and snow and worse."
"Where is Ser Lyn?"
"Gone." Cersei's mouth twisted. "When the council began to talk of surrender, he slipped away. The Wall is not for him, nor the executioner's block. He'll go down bloody, and if the gods are good, he'll take Aegon and that little bitch with him. A pity; I was so looking forward to flinging wildfire at them."
"What?" Jaime backed away from her, suddenly light-headed. The air was stale, the passage far too cramped.
"How else would you fight a dragon?" his sister asked, as if he were a slow child. "After what Greyjoy did to Oldtown, I had scorpions and catapults placed atop the three high hills, and the Guild of Alchemists provided wildfire to defend the Red Keep, Baelor's Sept, and the Dragonpit."
"Are you mad?" Jaime demanded. "You might have burned down the Red Keep, and the Iron Throne with it!"
"Better that than let the usurper have it!" Cersei froze, her eyes wide. "That's it," she breathed. "Aegon thinks he's won. The traitors will let him into the city, and he will come to claim the throne. And when he does..."
Jaime could taste bile at the back of his throat. "You sound like Aerys."
Cersei scoffed, dismissive. "Have you a better idea? Or would you rather let his grandson claim his throne?"
The Red Keep swam dizzily up at him out of the dark, wreathed in green flames. Aerys licked his lips and laughed as men begged and screamed and died. Rhaella wept and pleaded for help that never came; Cersei lay in silence while Robert claimed his rights, the bed creaking and groaning as if it were giving voice to the anguish in her soul. And all the while, Jaime stood by, doing nothing, his white armor heavy upon his back.
"Let it burn," Jaime rasped. "But without Hallyne..."
"We don't need him. I have someone else who can help, once we get out."
If they could find the way out. The tunnels seemed to go on forever. Rats scurried across the floors, darting into passages locked by iron grates. One juncture boasted a cold brazier and piles of chicken bones; another boasted chests of motheaten costumes. Jaime found the sword, breastplate, gauntlets, and shield of a goldcloak captain, and took them for himself, whilst Cersei covered her jewels and velvet gown with a plain one made of wool. It was so large Jaime suspected it had been worn by Varys. Rather than remove her crown, she covered it with the hood of a ragged cloak, giving the white fur cloak back to Jaime.
After that, the passage twisted left, then began to descend more steeply. There was a faint stink of fish, one that grew more pronounced when they finally emerged near Fishmonger's Square. It had stopped snowing, but Cersei's taper flickered in the wind as they trudged up the Hook; barely a nub remained when she knocked on the door of a nondescript manse.
"Are you sure we can trust him?" Jaime asked in a low voice as they waited in the cold.
"He's proved his mettle a hundred times," Cersei replied, just as quiet. "I trusted him with my children's lives, and he did not fail me."
Jaime did not want to think about that. Nor did he want to think about the rumors that the man had lost his maester's chain for practicing necromancy. Thankfully, he did not have to. The door opened, letting out a rush of warm air and the soft yellow gleam of a lantern.
Qyburn looked much as he remembered. There were a few more lines around his brown eyes, a few less hairs atop his head, but that was all. He welcomed them with all the grace of a courtier, despite the pair of silent sisters who scurried away when they entered the manse, one of them naked save for her wimple. There were servants too, all of them queerly pale and noiseless, who stoked up the fire and brought refreshments at their master's command.
"Never fear," Qyburn said, catching his eye. "They are not very clever; nor would they think of breathing a word of your presence, my lord." Probably because they lacked tongues, Jaime suspected. "Now, how may I be of service to you and to Her Grace?"
Cersei had always been good at getting what she wanted. Whilst Jaime drained a cup of wine, she explained everything to Qyburn, who listened patiently, never interrupting. Only when Cersei finished did he ask a few questions of his own, to help him carry out her orders properly.
"Noon, then," he concluded. "Of course, Your Grace. I take it you wish to be gone from the city—"
A knock came at the door, loud and unexpected. When there was no answer, there was a second knock, then a third, followed by a steady pounding.
"Open up, in the name of King Tommen!"
Jaime rose to his feet, sword in hand. "Let them in," he said, sliding his arm through the straps of his shield, "before they wake half the city."
When Ser Balon Swann and a squad of goldcloaks entered the room, there was no one there but Jaime. One moment the goldcloaks were crying out in alarm; the next he was charging at them. They scattered like mice, abandoning Ser Balon to face him alone. A decent fighter, Jaime recalled, but his stance was weaker now, his movements slower.
"I don't suppose you would stand down?" Jaime asked as he raised his sword.
Ser Balon raised his shield. "Never."
"I was hoping you'd say that."
And the song of steel began. Ser Balon wore a helm and heavy plate, whilst Jaime had only a breastplate and gauntlet, but that made no difference. Jaime was a whirlwind; he was the Warrior; he was himself again. Slash, parry, high, low, driving the knight across the room whilst the goldcloaks watched in stupid awe. The sword was a part of him; his left hand was better than his right had ever been. When Ser Balon stumbled into a table, Jaime was ready, the sword darting between his legs to trip him and send him crashing to the floor. A heartbeat, and Jaime stood over him, driving his sword through the eyeslit of his helm.
After that, the goldcloaks proved a disappointment. None of them could hope to match Jaime; he might as well have been dueling with a flock of geese. The goldcloaks certainly squawked like geese when he barreled in among them, targeting the weak spots in their suits of rusted mail. Jaime hacked, he slashed, he tossed his sword in the air to flip his grip, using the crossguard to bash in a goldcloak's skull.
When the others returned, they found Jaime standing amongst his fallen foes, his face and his cloak splattered Lannister crimson. Qyburn licked his lips at the sight of the carnage, his smile wide. Cersei looked less pleased, though perhaps that was because she had exchanged her velvet gown for the robes of a silent sister, all of her beauty covered save for her eyes. There was a new disguise for Jaime too, a set of serviceable armor without the goldcloak insignia which would draw attention once outside the city.
There was a stable behind the manse, and it was there Qyburn led them, trailed by a pair of servants carrying heavily laden saddlebags. Soon they were riding down to Fishmonger's Square, where a bribe and a postern gate gained them passage through the city walls, out onto the Blackwater. They rode through the darkness south along the river, careful and slow lest they injure their mounts.
"Shall we make for Chestnut Grove?" Jaime asked, keeping his voice low. The keep was close at hand, only a day's ride away. King Aerys had burned Lord Chelsted alive; his widow ought to be willing to hide them from Aerys's grandson for a night or two, long enough to catch their breath.
"No," Cersei snapped. "When I bade Lady Chelsted call her banners to defend the rightful king, she bade me go to the seven hells. The bitch is still at Storm's End, but her castellan would have us seized the moment we rode up to the gates."
The sky was turning grey by the time they stopped at an abandoned towerhouse, a ruin which had once belonged to some lowly knight. It had been Cersei's notion; she was already exhausted. Truth be told, Jaime was flagging too, wearied by a night of seemingly endless toil.
Yet when he picked the lock on the towerhouse door, Jaime suddenly found his strength renewed. He swept Cersei up into his arms, carrying her over the threshold and up the stairs to fling her on a dusty bed. Their coupling was as frantic as it was passionate, as if it were the wedding night they had been so long denied. Jaime claimed her every way he could, wiping away every trace of Robert, of their years apart, of every fool who had ever tried to come between them. Their flesh was the world, and through it their hearts and souls rejoined at last. When at last they finished, Cersei was weeping.
"From joy," she told him when he asked. "I never thought to see you again, and now..."
Jaime kissed her tears away, lest he start weeping too. Without a fire, the room was cold, but neither of them could bear to dress. Instead they held each other close, skin to skin, with the white cloak over them. Cersei soon drifted off, but Jaime was less lucky. No matter how he lay beside her, he could not feel at ease. Green flames danced before his eyes; he could almost hear Aerys laughing.
Aerys would have burned the whole city, he reminded himself. Thank the gods those caches of wildfire had been left to spoil in the darkness. A sword would have rusted away to shards by now, though he was not sure what happened to wildfire. Perhaps it dried until there was naught but dust, or separated like oil and water. Tyrion might have known.
The thought was like a blow to the gut; for a moment Jaime missed his brother so much he could hardly breathe. His eyes stung; he rubbed at them with the heel of one hand and the stump of the other. Tyrion might be lost to him, but he still had his sister. Besides, what happened to old wildfire did not matter, so long as Cersei's fresh wildfire was enough to reduce the Red Keep to rubble. With that comforting thought, he slipped into sweet oblivion.
When he awoke, it was midmorning, and it was snowing again. Whilst Cersei slept on, Jaime dressed himself. He did not bother to strap his false hand back on; he did not need it. It only took one good hand and a stump to fetch food from the saddlebags he had left on the horses picketed outside. That done, Jaime stripped naked before climbing back in bed to wake his sister with kisses.
It was only after they had broken their fast in bed that Cersei pulled away from him. Her teats swayed enticingly as she crossed to the window; when she flung open the shutters, he could see the love bites he had left all over her pale chest and thighs. With a groan Jaime rose from the bed; three strides and he was wrapping himself around her. His good hand clasped a breast; her arse pressed hard against his groin. It was enough, for now. Together they stood, looking at the three high hills, waiting for the glorious sight of blooming green.
Notes:
God, planning and writing this chapter was fun!!! I happily await your screams in the comments :D
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160: Bel I
161: Bran II
162: Olyvar II
163: Jon IINOTES
1) Firewalking is an ancient practice which has been conducted by cultures all around the world. Basically, it works because the coals are relatively cool, only 1,000 degrees F, bad at conducting heat, and a brisk, confident walk is fast enough to get the person across before their feet have time to burn.
2) Jaime wouldn't know or care, so I couldn't fit it in, but FYI, Lollys Stokeworth's bastard child, named Tyrion Tanner in canon, was also born healthy in TWQ. He was named Pate Waters, and given up to the Faith after Cersei had Lollys married off to Gyles Rosby's ward (who Cersei did not realize was Olyvar
FreyTruefaith, a Robb loyalist).3) Some poor tailor and/or seamstress is so mad they didn't get time to properly finish Jaime's stupid tunic. Also they had a grudge against the Kingslayer and made it wonky on purpose. Note the details which are wrong, and then compare them to Jaime 👀
4) Lockpicking is a thing in canon, based on this bit from ACOK, Catelyn V:
"They pledged me their peace and surrendered their weapons, so I allowed them freedom of the castle, and for three nights they ate my meat and drank my mead whilst I talked with Ser Cleos. On the fourth night, they tried to free the Kingslayer." He pointed up. "That big brute killed two guards with naught but those ham hands of his, caught them by the throats and smashed their skulls together while that skinny lad beside him was opening Lannister's cell with a bit of wire, gods curse him.
As per usual, I got curious and decided to research how Jaime would pick his locks. Turns out, lockpicking, in the sense of using two sticks or a bit of wire to manipulate a lock, was not really a thing in the medieval era. Apparently, the style of locks at the time, warded locks, required the use of skeleton keys to open. Darn. However, as I really liked the idea, and as pick-able locks exist in ASOIAF, I decided to handwave it :) But I thought I'd provide the historical context just for fun; the history of everyday objects is really, really neat.
Chapter 160: Bel I
Notes:
Late February-Early March, 305 AC
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Bel, 305 AC
By
ohnoitsmyra
Content warning: This chapter mostly takes place in a brothel. There is consensual sexual content, but there are also non-graphic, brief references to past sexual assault, past child sexual assault, survival sex work by underage girls, and loss of a sibling.
I also changed the fic rating to M, which tbh I probably should have done a while ago, given that I tend toward the intensity level of the books, though usually with a tad more delicacy and a tad less graphic detail 😬
Hi there readers from AlternateHistory! Thanks for clicking over, I was not willing to put in the effort of doing a redacted version of the chapter.
FYI, this chapter is an absolute unit, but I think that it’s some of my finest work, and I hope that y’all will agree 🙂
Map of King’s Landing
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When the bells tolled the sixth hour of the night, Bel was busy refilling the oil lamp. It was a gaudy thing, a globe of leaded red glass wrapped in curls and swirls of iron that swung from a heavy chain beside the door of the brothel.
Bel would never have wasted precious coin on such a fancy lamp. But as it was already hers, Bel meant to keep it in one piece. She could still see a thin little crack in the glass from the one time she'd been foolish enough to let Hubard fill the lamp, the clumsy oaf. Her plump brown fingers were deft and careful, even though the cold wind tried to make her shiver. Not a drop of oil went amiss, nor was the glass allowed to come to harm.
Once the lamp was back in place, Bel stepped back, taking in the sight of her brothel. It was three stories, made of timber and plaster, less ramshackle now that she'd had a carpenter in to make repairs. The timbers were all solid, the rotten wood cut away and replaced with new. Beside the new timbers the old plaster looked shabby, faded and dingy against the bright white of the snow that blanketed the thatched roof. The shutters of the small upstairs windows were shut tight to keep out winter's chill; only the downstairs windows had panes of leaded glass. Their shutters were open, so that passersby could see the warm, welcoming glow of the common room.
Shivering, Bel stepped inside, passing beneath the rough hewn wooden sign of a tolling bell that hung above the door. The sound of laughter greeted her, warm as the fire burning in the hearth. Thank the Mother she'd had all the girls make their weekly visit to the bathhouse early; the common room was already bustling.
With the door pulled shut behind her, Bel paused for a moment, brushing her dark hair away from her face. Her eyes were not what they had once been, now that she was a few years past forty, and she had always been farsighted to begin with. Up close, the world blurred, making her squint and stare. Bel saw better from a distance, where things were sharp and clear. At the moment, what she saw pleased her.
When Bel wanted to know if it would be a profitable evening, she always looked to Morra first. The Dornishwoman sitting next to the hearth was even older than Bel, with black hair, a middling bosom, burly arms, delicate hands, and dim eyes that grew blinder with every passing year. Lord Baelish had refused to add such a woman to one of his brothels, no matter that she was Bel's oldest friend, and desperate now that her eyes were too bad for her to sew.
How sweet it had been, to drive the knife into his gut and twist. Morra and her daughter had moved in the next day. True, Morra never drew as much custom as any of the younger girls, but she did well enough. Some men liked an older woman; others enjoyed bedding a whore who could not see their warts and wens and hideous scars. Tonight, Morra already had an admirer, even though it was yet early. Bel didn't recognize the man, who was young and bald and clearly anxious about it, but no doubt Morra would have sent him off already if his pockets weren't deep enough.
A delighted gasp drew her attention next, from the corner where Nettles Crabb dandled on the lap of a goldcloak captain with a harelip. Her sharp skinny face was screwed up with concentration as she removed a bandage from Ser Woth's bulbous nose to reveal a gruesome scab. She stared at it intently, as if she were a boy of twelve, not a woman of three-and-twenty. Thankfully Ser Woth seemed content to be ignored by Nettles, given that his calloused hands were busy groping her ample bosom.
A table over, Hazel was paying far better attention to Bryen Knotwaters. As she should. Ser Woth merely patrolled Fishmonger's Square, one goldcloak captain amongst many in the city. Master Knotwaters owned the largest manse in Fishmonger's Square, being a master in the rope maker's guild, and one with plenty of coin to spend.
Hazel's long brown hair shone in the firelight as she ducked her head and blushed at some bawdy jape, as if she were the innocent maid she'd been when she came to the city at sixteen. Alas, the lordling from the Riverlands to whose household she belonged had died not a fortnight later. Her pretty face and bright blue eyes had quickly won her a new position serving Grand Maester Pycelle, which she had liked, until she discovered the old man also liked having a girl to warm his bed. Of course, when she fell pregnant, he'd been just as quick to be rid of her.
Bel frowned as she glanced at the pair of sisters huddled on a bench beside the fire, across from Morra. Violet and Daisy were certainly not the girls' true names, but they were well chosen. Violet claimed to be seventeen, Daisy a year younger, and both were as soft and fragile as the first blossoms of spring, with the wide brown eyes of a doe and waves of shining black hair. That Violet was the elder sister was as obvious as the dainty nose on her face, given how she hovered over Daisy, but as to their ages...
Better she be in here than on the street, even if she is fourteen. For neither the first time nor the last, Bel cursed their father. A master jeweler should know better than to run up so many debts and make so many enemies within his guild that his orphaned daughters found themselves homeless and penniless within a month of his passing. The Mother knew they would have frozen to death by now, had Prudence not found them in the clutches of a passing squad of goldcloaks. The law forbade girls from selling themselves on the street, just as it forbade the selling of girls who had not yet come of age. Such indecency offended both the patricians and the septons, not that they bothered to see the law was enforced.
The impulsive Prudence had claimed that there was a mistake, that the girls worked at Bel's, just up the way. The goldcloak serjeant had bought Prudence's excuse, though he had not bought Prudence. When he visited Bel's every evening for the next sennight, he paid not a single groat for the pleasure of her company. Softhearted fool that she was, Bel had only taken half the loss out out of Prudence's wages, and she'd let the girls stay.
Unsurprisingly, neither poor Violet nor poor Daisy had been virgins by the time they got to Bel's. Of course, Bel still sold their maidenheads; she ran a brothel, not an almshouse. Everyone must earn their keep, no exceptions. Though men who bought virgins were a queer lot, many of them apt to be cruel, excited to despoil a frightened maid, perhaps even ruin her for other men. Bel had made sure to stop the bidding when the winning bids were from men that her other girls already knew, men who would treat the sisters kindly.
Arthor, a master stone carver, had won the bidding for Violet. That had pleased Bel; he was handsome, even if he did have a clubfoot, a slight stutter, and a tendency to change his mind every other minute. The next morning Violet reported that Arthor had taken her as tenderly as if she were his bride, never suspecting that the blood on the sheets came from the onset of her moonblood, not the breaking of her maidenhead. Daisy had not even flowered yet; she'd had to nick herself with her nails to produce the expected bleeding. Bel had lit a candle to the Mother, and thanked her that Ser Woth had never lain with a virgin before, being too ugly and too lowborn to attract a wife.
Bel was lighting candles to the Mother rather often of late. When Lord Qyburn came to take his pick of her girls, she had locked Violet and Daisy in their little room, and informed the lord confessor that they were not available, being severely afflicted with grippe. The old man was a former maester; she could barely breathe for fear that he would demand to see them himself. But the moment had passed; he had given her back Prudence, though in an awful state, and taken Calla and Frynne.
Now Violet and Daisy played host to Calla and Frynne's usual admirers as well as their own. They were surrounded by a pack of baying hounds, nearly a dozen men from sixteen to sixty, all eager to make the sisters blush and cover their faces with their hands. Such shyness would not serve them much longer, but for a few more months... with how much Bel charged for them, the sisters saw less custom than any other girl, even Morra. Violet was saving every penny, though she would never save enough by the time their novelty wore off, and men expected them to take less coin to perform much lewder acts.
At the sound of a rippling laugh, the hounds turned. Alys limped down the stairs with a wide smile, her blonde hair newly dyed auburn. A few soft coos and bawdy compliments, and a pair of hounds broke away from the pack, having found a fresh rabbit to chase. A girl of nearly twenty, Alys might have a small bosom and crooked teeth, but there was no one better at flattering a man's vanity. One could almost forget that she was deaf in one ear, with a nose that had been broken at least once and a slight limp from a broken ankle that had healed wrong.
Another laugh rippled, low and sultry. Bel resisted the urge to roll her eyes. Seven forbid that anyone should keep Ynys from being the center of attention. For years Ynys had commanded the highest price of any girl at the brothel, until Violet and Daisy came. Alys might have to compensate for her lack of beauty with charm, but Ynys was too beautiful to bother giving flattery when she might receive it instead. Although closer to thirty than to twenty, with her hourglass figure and brilliant violet eyes Ynys was the loveliest girl at Bel's, and smug about it.
Hazel and Morra had hoped Ynys would look awful when she decided to bleach her dark hair and dye it auburn. Alas, to their annoyance, Ynys looked just as lovely as before. Vain creature. Bel had agreed that Ynys might benefit from some humility, though she could not regret the coin that would pour in from men whose blood ran hot after their first glance of the new queen. Ynys was well suited to playing such a role. Few men would guess that she had been a crofter's daughter in a small village outside of Starfall, until she and her cousin ran away with a sea captain.
Garibald, better known as Gari, was currently passing out tankards of ale. Bel noted that the men seated around his cousin received their tankards last; Ynys and Gari must be bickering again.
"How's the store of ale?" Bel asked when she reached him.
"Joss says we've enough for t' night," Gari replied. "If they don't wax too thirsty."
Bel frowned as Joss emerged from his kitchen, with a heavy tray covered in bowls of stew and loaves of bread. There was a hunch to Joss's shoulders she misliked; his short straw-blond hair was mussed, his loose tunic and breeches spattered with fresh stains. Had he even checked the cellar, or was he too busy cooking? Tanselle was a good girl, but Morra's daughter was only fifteen, and apt to shirk her work in the kitchen when she was upset. That wasn't fair to Joss, not with Prudence to take care of already.
"Best not risk it. Run t' Quhuru's and get some more."
Gari dashed off for his cloak, grinning. Quhuru ran the Painted Lotus, a tavern just a few blocks up the Street of Silk, and it was one of Gari's favorite places.
"And no drinking, and no dawdling!" she shouted after him.
The men gathered in the common room had braved the cold to be here, a cold so deep that beggars froze to death in the night. Those too slow or too poor to get one of the girls tonight would want ale to warm them instead, and plenty of it, to forget their troubles.
For weeks King's Landing had stood upon a knife's edge. It had started early in second moon, when poor sweet King Tommen suddenly abandoned his habit of riding into the city, and Queen Talla ceased her visits to the almshouses. Soon after, the bitch queen had ordered the destruction of the riverfront. Lord Garlan Tyrell was marching on the city, and before he arrived the Lannister bitch saw to it that every house and hovel between the city walls and the Blackwater was burned or pulled down with firehooks.
There might have been riots, were the smallfolk not so cold and hungry and afraid of the goldcloaks and of Lord Crakehall's army. Seven thousand men were naught to sneeze at, pitiful though they were. The finest men had perished in battle against Stannis and the Young Wolf; most of those who defended the city were the dregs of the westerlands, greybeards and beardless boys and cripples. Some were in the Red Keep, some in the gatehouses, some upon the city walls.
Thankfully, none of the westermen were currently in her brothel. Lords and landed knights favored Chataya's. It stood at the high end of the Street of Silk, looking down its nose at the rest of the brothels and taverns much like Chataya herself was fond of doing. Her brothel was the finest to be found in the city. The first floor was stone, the second timber and plaster, the whitewash kept blinding white where it was not painted with brightly colored birds and flowers. And Chataya's girls were all young beauties, who wore silk robes and jewels as if they were ladies, not whores.
Silk was far too costly for her girls to wear, not that Lord Baelish had agreed. He had forced the girls at her brothel to wear wisps of silk, putting them so far into debt that it was almost impossible for them to set aside any coin for themselves. Bel had stopped that nonsense after he was dead. Her girls wore wool, with a bit of pretty embroidery on their necklines and sleeves. Bel herself only had a single gown of pink silk, to wear when she sang for the nobility.
Tonight, though, she sang for knights and merchants and craftsmen, the sort rich enough to afford her girls. A bawdy song about a sailor and a mermaid soon had the men laughing and pounding their tankards, especially the chorus about how to pry open the mermaid's slippery clam. Bel followed with a romantic ballad; much as they might deny it, even men liked to imagine themselves in love on occasion, and The Fool and the Lady Fair could make anyone sigh. Of course, after that she sang the lusty Six Maids in a Pool, at the end of which Alys took her first man of the night up the stairs to her bed.
Dusk fell as she sang of Jenny and her Prince of Dragonflies. Bel was halfway through the song when she spied Naet come in, stomping his boots to shake off the snow. Her cousin's brown cheeks were rosy from the cold, his gloved hands full of fried dumplings, still hot and crowned with wisps of steam. He must have gotten lucky; Zhi always closed the Fat Dumpling early. The YiTish grandmother had scraped and saved for years to afford her own tavern, rather than a stall by the harbor, and Zhi refused to let drunks make a mess of it at night.
As was his wont, Naet wandered through the common room, greeting the regulars and the few new faces with equal good humor. He listened more than he spoke, content to nod and shrug and take bites of his dumplings as crumbs of fried dough fell to the floor. The dumplings were long gone when Naet found Bel at the bar, drinking a tankard of watered ale to soothe her throat.
"Morra's new man is a journeyman cooper," Naet told her as he got a tankard for himself. Bel frowned; journeymen were not known for being free with their coin. "Rupert, son of Rolland," he continued. "His father is a respected master cooper, and Rupert is almost finished preparing his own masterpiece t' present t' the guild."
"Good." Bel eyed the man in green robes who had come in soon after Naet, and whom Naet had chatted with beside the fire before making a round of the common room. "Who's the pyromancer?"
"Wisdom Munciter." Naet shrugged, smiling amiably. "He said Chataya didn't have any girls left."
"You'll take him his next tankard of ale," Bel ordered. While she might begrudge Tanselle for failing to help Joss in the kitchen, she did not blame her for refusing to serve today, not after how she had been manhandled last night. "Morra heard sommat about the pyromancers mucking about the Gate of the Gods in the middle of the night a few weeks back, and then at the Mud Gate not long after."
The common room was getting rather crowded; the cats had already run off to hide. Naet almost spilled the tankard twice before he reached the wiry pyromancer, who accepted it with with a polite nod. That was good. Naet was so friendly and patient that he could get anyone to talk about themselves for hours, a useful skill both for gathering information and for appeasing customers as they waited for their turn with a girl or for another tankard of ale. That reminded her, where was Gari? He ought to have been back by now—
"Knives, knives!" Ser Woth's nose was bright red with drink. He'd gotten Nettle's bodice half unlaced, her breasts spilling out from her lowcut shift to the delight of every man near her table. Nettles didn't seem to have noticed, more concerned with asking about the nasty boil one of the other men sitting near her had on his chin.
"Knives, knives!" Master Knotwaters chanted, looking up from pressing kisses to Hazel's neck. Hazel had given up on blushing. She now wore the sly smile which so many men appreciated, and which she never wore outside their company.
"Knives, knives!" Morra added, smirking without seeing, one hand resting on Rupert the Cooper's lap.
When Bel drew the throwing knife that hung at her belt, it was to a chorus of drunken whoops. Carefully she backed up, marking the distance betwixt herself and the door, upon whose back was painted a crude yellow bell. Not too close, not too far, just fifteen feet. Wait until the men had cleared the path, make sure no one was about to lurch into the way, get her grip upon the knife just right, and throw!
The knife thudded into the center of the bell's clapper.
Bless them, the men roared as if Bel had just won a tourney after promising to give them all the prize money. Ser Woth was loudest of all; Nettles winced as he staggered up the stairs with her, clinging onto her bare breast like it was a handrail. By the time they vanished, Daisy had managed to escape the hounds long enough to pry the knife from the door. With her help, Bel managed three more sticks out of five throws, a respectable count. Though she wished the men wouldn't laugh quite so hard, nor smile quite so fondly. Throwing knives might be useless against armored men, but they were still knives; she was not a dog doing tricks.
Bel was barely a verse into her next song when one of the hounds decided to make trouble. Short Pate the Mason had stood for near an hour, watching Violet and Daisy blush and stammer on their crowded bench. Calla would have taken him upstairs by now, but with her gone, and Nettles busy (though she'd be back soon; Ser Woth never lasted long) there was no one to distract him from the younger girls, neither of whom he had the coin to buy. When Arthor left his usual seat between the sisters to take a piss, Short Pate shoved through the hounds to take his place.
"C'mere," Short Pate slurred. He grabbed Violet by the hips, yanking her onto his lap as she squeaked with terror. With one meaty hand Short Pate held her fast; the other he shoved down her bodice, which ripped.
In Lord Baelish's time, such behavior was laughed at, even encouraged. Men were men, after all; what better way to drive up a whore's price than to let the customers fight over her like dogs over a bone? If the whore were bruised or frightened, well, the sight of a quivering girl made some men's blood run hot. Guards would only spoil the fun.
Well, sometimes the "fun" needed to be spoiled. Bel paid wages for four guards, and two were always on duty at night. Still singing, Bel watched with satisfaction as Ser Lorent Storm stepped out of the shadow by the wall where he'd been standing with the other guard, Bu. Unlike Bu, who was a mere stripling of seventeen, Ser Lorent was a hedge knight in his prime. It was the work of a moment to lay a gauntleted hand on Short Pate's shoulder and squeeze, hard.
With a yelp Short Pate released Violet. She scrambled off his lap and into Daisy's arms, letting the younger girl hold her as she trembled. The hounds bayed and laughed as Ser Lorent dragged Short Pate toward the exit. Bu flung open the door, and Ser Lorent tossed Short Pate out into the snow.
"That's how it's done," Ser Lorent rumbled, heading back to his post.
Bu followed, with a look of mingled awe and terror. Well, at least he'd opened the door, which was something. Unlike Ser Lorent Storm, who grimly enjoyed cracking skulls, Bu was not made to be a guard. Alas, he was not much use at the Fat Dumpling either. A shame; with his plump golden face and dark eyes that crinkled when he smiled, Bu rather looked like the dumplings his grandmother Zhi was so proud of. And rightly so; Zhi's dumplings were delicious, pillowy balls of steamed dough filled with spiced meat, though some idiots preferred them fried.
Bel's mouth was still watering as she sang a song about the return of summer. Oh, why hadn't she made Hubard fetch her some dumplings before the evening began? Zhi let her pay half price, since she'd agreed to take Bu off her hands before he could ruin any more dumplings. That had been a few months past, and Bel was still not sure if it had been worth it. She had no use for folk who did not earn their keep.
Speaking of which...
"Naet!" She snapped when the song was done.
He startled, as did Hazel. Whilst Master Knotwaters buried his face against her neck, his hands busy beneath her skirts, Hazel had been glancing at Naet out of the corner of her eye.
"Go get Gari back from the Painted Lotus," Bel ordered.
With a shrug, Naet obeyed. Unsurprisingly, Hazel chose that moment to giggle and pull Master Knotwaters upstairs. Not that Naet saw her go; his gaze had wandered over to Ynys, whose irritatingly perfect breasts were half out of her bodice so that the men clustered around her could admire their shape and size and beg for the honor of touching them first. Naet blew her a kiss as he left, a kiss which Ynys pretended to catch with a coy smile. Nettles caught a glimpse of it as she came down the stairs with the sated Ser Woth, and gave Ynys a glare that might have peeled paint.
If Naet were not her cousin's son, Bel would have tossed him out for that. He belonged down by the Blackwater, ice fishing in winter and poling his flat-bottomed ferry in summer. It was a good life, for an orphan of the Greenblood forced to leave the Greenblood due to offending the wrong people too many times. That had been the fault of Naet's elder brother, she suspected; Naet himself never gave offense to anyone but her.
Between his happy nature and his knack of knowing the Blackwater better than anyone else, Naet made plenty of coin, enough to afford lodgings when the bitch queen had the waterfront destroyed. Seven hells, he might have squatted in one of the many houses and hovels left empty by the famine, bloody flux, and grippe which had killed so many folk in the city over the past five years. But no, he must loiter at cousin Bel's, as if he had not already hung around far too much back in eleventh moon. He'd spent a month seeing Hazel so often on her days off that she had begun to cherish hopes he meant to marry her, not just bed her.
Fuming, Bel spat on the floor before beginning one of the bloodiest songs she knew. Damn Naet for his inconstancy, and damn Gari for lingering at the Painted Lotus. She ought to have sent Hubard instead, rather than leaving him to tend the stable. No doubt Gari had forgotten about the casks of ale, and was busy making eyes at Lijja, the pretty serving girl he hoped to wed once he'd saved up enough coin to satisfy her father Quhuru.
Naet and Gari were still not back when the door opened and Master Tobho Mott stepped in, brushing snow off his fur cloak. The moment her song was finished, Bel bustled over with a tankard of ale. Master Mott was very high up in the armorer's guild, and since his wife died of grippe early in first moon, he had been one of her favorite regulars. Not that he seemed to enjoy himself much; though he was polite and tipped well, he never looked any happier when he left.
"Welcome, welcome," Bel purred. "We are glad to see you again, good Master Mott."
"Good evening, Belandra."
He said not another word, not when he took his cloak and hung it on a peg, nor when she apologized that Nettles and Hazel were already busy. So was Morra, who had disappeared upstairs with Rupert the Cooper not ten minutes past. That worried Bel; though Master Mott had tried every girl, save Violet and Daisy, he seemed to favor Morra. Or perhaps it was because Morra was most likely to be free when he arrived.
"I should not think to make a man such as yourself wait for a girl," Bel offered, as Master Mott gloomily sipped at his tankard.
"No, I had rather not wait," he allowed, his eyes distant.
Bel glanced at the throng around Ynys. None of them were dangerous men to offend, but she would rather not upset them either. Alys had finished with her man, but Master Mott liked her least of all the girls. Alys said the one time he’d had her, he had told her she looked unfinished. He had not even bothered to bed Alys, just lain in her arms, taken a nap, and left without even seeing her naked. Prudence was not fit to see anyone; she was still hiding in Joss's kitchen.
The thought of Prudence made anger simmer over her for a moment, but she pushed it aside. Joss would not like it if Bel offered herself, which left only one option. Or two, rather; she had just heard the creak of the back door opening, and the thud of casks being set down.
"Perhaps a boy might do?" Bel asked, keeping her voice low.
Master Mott blinked at her, then shrugged. Bel smiled, pleased that she had guessed right. A mouth was a mouth, after all, and an arse was an arse, as sailors on long voyages and soldiers lacking sufficient camp followers often discovered. Even the proudest men were rarely offended by the notion of being serviced by a boy, even if they declined. A few preferred boys, and even fewer preferred to be the ones doing the servicing, though such men kept their affairs very, very quiet.
"A bowl of something hot first, if you please," Master Mott suddenly said, interrupting her thoughts. "I was so long at the forge I forgot to eat."
"Of course, of course." And with that, Bel bustled off to the kitchen.
As she expected, she found Joss bent over a pile of dirty dishes, scrubbing away. With a sigh Bel stepped up behind Joss, wrapping her arms about his waist and resting her chin on his shoulder. Joss allowed it; when she let go, he turned to press a kiss to her cheek before going back to scrubbing. There was no sign of Tanselle, or of Prudence.
"I sent them t' bed," Joss explained as Bel ladled stew into a clean bowl. "Tanselle wouldn't stop asking questions about cookery, and I weren't in the mood for it."
"Fair enough. Could you fetch Gari from the cellar and Hubard from the stables?"
"Aye, if you'll give the cauldron a stir, afore the bottom starts to burn."
Bel smiled to herself as she stirred the massive cauldron which hung over the hearth. Joss might be the cook, but cookery was beyond him. All their bread came from the Street of Flour; when they killed one of their pigs or chickens, they had a butcher prepare the meat. Oh, Joss could make plain fare, the same stews and pottages he'd learned to make long ago, when they were young. Joss had despised laying with men, so much so that he often hid in the kitchen at Mother's brothel and made himself useful there.
Of course, Joss had been Jess then, skinny and scared, a girl of twenty-two, all knees and elbows and small shapely teats in the lowcut dresses the brothel girls had to wear. Though five years the elder, it had taken Bel an embarrassingly long time to realize that her closest friend was pining for her. When she did, it had felt like a punch to the gut; in an instant, her friend was her lover, and they had not been parted since. When Bel left Mother's and bought her brothel, Jess had come with her, and finally cut her hair short to celebrate. When Lord Baelish stole the brothel out from under her, Jess had stayed, even though it amused Lord Baelish to remind customers that any girl in the brothel was for sale, and had they noticed the ripe teats the cook was hiding under her gown, so plump ever since she gave birth?
When Lord Baelish died, Jess had given up all her gowns, and then given up being Jess. The customers had barely noticed; no one bothered to learn the cook’s name. The girls didn’t much care either, though Ynys asked if it meant that the few roasted chickens they got would be any less dry. For that Bel had made Ynys do her own chores for a week, rather than let her get away with shirking them as she usually did.
The (admittedly dry, Ynys might be a bitch but unfortunately she was not wrong) chicken did not improve, but other things did. Joss was a happier lover than Jess, though much the same otherwise. He was still too skinny, where Bel was good and fat. He still kept a cleaver close at hand; he tried to talk Bel into buying better, costlier cheese and butter for their customers; he still refused to go anywhere near Flea Bottom, where he had grown up until the day he accidentally kicked the ladder out from under his father whilst he was thatching a roof, just as his father had accidentally stumbled into the wrong bed of a night and left bloody sheets behind him.
Bel's nostrils flared as she heard Joss stomp up from the cellar and go outside bellowing for Hubard. No man would ever do such a thing to their Wren. Noble, merchant, or sellsword, Joss would gut them with his cleaver, if Bel didn't get them with her knife first. Joss might have been the one to give birth, but Wren was theirs.
When they presented themselves in the kitchen, neither Gari nor Hubard looked especially pleased to be summoned. Their usual duties were stabling horses, tending the chickens and pigs out back, and running errands. But they were all smiles when she brought them before Master Mott, to let the master armorer take his pick.
"This is Gari," she said, gesturing for him to bow. Gari obliged, his dark curls falling over his face. Though not nearly as pretty as Ynys, he was comely enough, with dimples in his cheeks and a lean and lithe build that belied his twenty-eight years.
"And this is Hubard."
Hubard was almost burly, with dark brown hair and a strong jaw, but men tended to pick him more often than Gari, much to his annoyance. Perhaps it was because he was short, or because his eyes were a rich deep blue, or because he looked closer to fifteen than twenty-two in the flicker of the rushlights.
"It's Bard, actually," Hubard said, lightly.
Bel hid a grimace. He had no right to call himself Bard, not when he constantly hummed with all the tunefulness of a cat being strangled. Except, after a minute or so, the cat would be dead, and Hubard's humming had been plaguing her ears for nigh on five years.
"Gari." Master Mott said, not even pausing for a second look. And with that, he made for the stairs, leaving Gari to follow him up.
"Thank the gods," Hubard muttered. He might tolerate lending a hand when it was busy, but he didn't like it. Gari didn't mind; it meant more coin to put toward marrying Lijja, and Ynys claimed he actually enjoyed bedding men, if not as much as bedding women. Alas for Hubard; she was about to send him back to the stables when one of Ynys's admirers spotted him, lit up like a new year's bonfire, and promptly took him upstairs.
Thus the evening passed away. Girls went up the stairs with their men and returned, the girls rumpled, the men pleased. All but Violet, whom Arthor the stone carver had bought for the whole night, and Daisy, who remained surrounded by admirers eager to sample the goods, even if they were not rich enough to take her upstairs. For them and for the others still waiting their turn, Naet and Joss made rounds of the common room with tankards of ale and bowls of stew, and Bel sang. To keep the crowd happy, Bel let them shout out suggestions for the next song. She even got out her qithara, and played the way she had as a girl, when her fingers danced across the strings and her sister danced across the floor.
When the bells tolled the Hour of the Stranger, a sudden chill came over her. A few quick excuses served to free her from the throng; Bel darted upstairs, all the way to the third floor, to the little room she shared with Joss. A side table stood beside their bed, bare but for a rushlight lantern and a beeswax candle. There were plenty of coals in the hearth; the candle's wick caught fire so fast she almost burned herself before setting the candle back on the side table and kneeling before, and began singing a hymn to the Stranger, soft under her breath.
Lena would have been thirty-seven today.
Girls of fifteen died all the time, but Bel had not thought to lose her own little sister. A city that opened its gates was never sacked, or no city would ever open its gates again. Not that Lord Tywin Lannister had cared. His westermen had swept over King's Landing like demons from the seven hells, looting and raping and killing at will. The district between the Hook and the Muddy Way had born the worst of it, the low-lying streets where Dornishmen and foreigners lived.
Bel's family were from Sunspear, musicians who had followed Princess Elia's train when she came from Dorne to wed Prince Rhaegar. There was good money to be had in King's Landing, where they were some of the only Dornish in the city. Patricians and merchants liked to show off their wealth by providing a novelty at their dinners, and nobles hired them to please Princess Elia during the rare times she left Dragonstone to come to court.
The night of the Sack, they had been practicing songs from the North, the Stormlands, the Vale, and the Riverlands, to welcome whichever army arrived first to overthrow Aerys and crown his grandson Aegon. The rumors they meant to crown Robert Baratheon were ignored; there had not been a king with Dornish blood on the Iron Throne since the last Aegon, Aegon the Unlikely, whose mother had been a Dayne.
"Mother Rhoyne always has her way, in the end," Lena said cheerfully as she spun.
Bel could still recall how her sister's skirts swirled around her, her feet featherlight, her arms graceful as swans as she raised them above her head, the slim copper bracelets on her wrists shining in the light.
"Valena!" their father's voice called. "What have you done with last night's wages? Your mother needs a new string for her oud!"
Lena had tsked and rolled her eyes, and insisted that the copper bracelets had been necessary, they looked so pretty when she danced, surely it was only right that a dancer look her best. Bel had laughed as she agreed, and proposed they make up the difference by spending their evening at a tavern nearby. An evening of music and dancing should get them enough coin to get a string for the oud; perhaps they would even meet handsome young men with deep pockets, the kind who might overlook a girl's meager dowry for the sake of her charm and beauty.
They were in the streets when the Sack began. One moment Lena was behind her; the next she was gone. There were shrieks and screams coming from every direction, too many for Bel to pick out her sister's voice. It was all she could do to stay alive, to escape from the soldiers with her virtue still intact and hide herself away until the carnage ended.
Three days later, she had found Lena in a gutter, in a state so awful that Bel's father had wept for the first time in his life. Bel wept too, not just that day but every day for weeks. She could not eat, she could not sing, she could not play, not with three broken fingers.
By the time her family decided to return to Sunspear, Bel was a shadow, one they were glad to leave behind. She was a fallen woman, after all; when her father assumed Bel had lost her virtue in the Sack, she had not bothered to correct him. It didn't matter, none of it mattered, with Lena gone. Mother's brothel had sold Bel's virtue, and then kept selling the rest of her. It had taken years before she climbed out of the dark pit, before she felt almost herself again, enough to begin saving money for a place of her own.
The candle flickered, and Bel frowned. Beeswax was costly; she ought not to waste it. She said one last prayer to the Stranger, blew out the candle, and left.
The door across the hall was the only one in the brothel with a lock, and only Joss and Bel had keys. Bel drew hers from her pocket, slipping it into the lock with a gentle clink. The door creaked as it swung open, the tiny room pitch dark save for the coals in the hearth.
Lord Baelish had kept papers in here, stacks and stacks of them, ledgers covered in scribbles and account books lined with rows of sums. None of the girls could make heads or tails of them, not even Ynys, who could actually read and write beyond basic sums and a few simple words and her own name. Bel had no use for such mysteries, and no intention of gifting Tyrion Lannister anything else, after the chests of gold she'd dared not keep. The papers had all burned, and Bel had filled the room with far more precious treasure.
Wren laid on her straw pallet, quiet and peaceful in her sleep. She was curled around Kem, Hazel's son, a boy of five. Had he always looked so small, or had Wren grown again? Bel could not believe she was eleven already. It seemed only yesterday she was a squalling babe, swaddled in Bel's arms. The babe had not been her idea. Bel had fought against the notion for months, but in the end, she could not deny her lover a child. Jess had even convinced Naet's elder brother Ferris to bed her, so the babe might have both their blood. Poor man, he had died of a festering splinter soon after Wren's birth. Joss was the only ma or da that Wren had ever known.
Dark eyelashes fluttered; a brown arm stretched.
"Auntie?" Wren yawned.
"Shhh." Bel kissed her brow. God forbid they wake up Kem, or poor Prudence, who slept on a pallet in the corner. "Go back t' sleep."
The common room was still lively when Bel returned, though slightly quieter, save for the sound of her qithara. There was no need to sing, not at present. Some of the men were beginning to head home, unwilling to wait for their favorite girl to be free. Those who remained were either less picky or more patient.
Most patient of all was the goldcloak serjeant sitting by the fire. Usually Bel would not let a mere serjeant in her brothel, but Dale had the good fortune to be present at the parley this morning betwixt the bitch queen and King Aegon, and everyone on the Street of Silk knew Bel was always eager for gossip. When he told her everything that had happened, Bel had laughed so hard she feared she might crack a rib, and promised him any girl he wanted for half price, so long as he waited until the end of the night. With giddy delight, he had paid enough coin to take both Alys and Hazel, once they were done with their higher ranking suitors.
Dale was currently telling the tale again to a rapt audience. Even Ynys looked intrigued, having come back downstairs after bedding first Wisdom Munciter, who'd flattered her the most, then Master Morgan of the mercer's guild, who'd given her some gift. Properly she should be leading her next man upstairs, not sitting on his lap naked as her nameday, but Ynys loved to make her men wait, getting them so worked up that they fucked her through the bed. And it drew attention away from Daisy, who grew more and more anxious as the night went on, and the odds of a drunken suitor deciding she was worth the exorbitant price went up.
"I thought the bitch's face was like t' catch on fire, she was so red," Dale laughed so hard he almost choked on his beer. "And the Kingslayer, starin' at her like she were a bit o' tasty meat, and him like t' gobble her up, and the small council glarin' and wishin' they dared surrender on the spot, instead of waitin' t' open the gates at dawn. Aye, they've got the bitch locked in a cell already, you mark my words."
"D'you think she'll get beheaded?" Nettles asked, having come down to get her next man. She had not bothered to lace her bodice back up, though she'd tugged it shut.
"Doubt it," Dale grinned. "King Aegon was like t' kill 'em then and there when 'e found out she'd killed all the Dornish lords up at the Red Keep. His dragon reared up, sun shinin' off his white scales, blowin' these golden flames, and the king, he told the bitch t' get out o' his sight afore he did sommat he'd regret."
"Maybe he'll burn 'em," ventured Master Tim, upon whose lap Ynys was sitting. "Her and the Kingslayer. Old Aerys loved a burning."
"He wouldn't neither," Nettles said indignantly, ignoring Ser Lucos, who had come up behind her, and was caressing her breasts as he freed them from her bodice. "I bet he'd feed 'em t' his dragon, like Queen Rhaena did t' that husband o' hers. Not Maegor, t'other one."
"Who?" Daisy asked, bewildered.
"Don't ask," Ynys warned.
"Why not?" Nettles scowled. "We're good—"
"—dragon men, up Crackclaw way," Ynys finished, rolling her eyes. "And if you let her get started, she'll go on about how Prince Rhaegar was the noblest prince to ever live, and him and Princess Elia meant t' wed Lyanna together, and be just like Aegon the Conqueror and his wives." Ynys made a face. "Only without the incest bit."
"Y' can't go carrying off ladies that are betrothed to other men," Master Tim said, giving Ynys a playful swat on the arse.
"Aye, especially not a daughter o' Winterfell," Dale agreed.
"Strongspear did," Nettles said stubbornly. "Our King Aegon—"
She might have said more, but Ser Lucos, tired of waiting, clapped one hand over her mouth and the other over her upper arm and pulled her toward the stairs. Remembering she should be working, not talking, Nettles gave a muffled giggle and let him, pushing past Hubard and the man he had just seen to. When Bel gave the lad a nod, he gratefully returned to the stables.
"You know," Ynys purred, twisting to display herself at a better angle, "I have a bit o' dragon blood. My mother slept with a dragon prince, just like her mother before her, and her mother before her."
Master Tim groaned, which thankfully covered the sound of Bel's snort. She hoped Master Tim didn't keep his own account books. If he knew his sums, he'd have realized only Rhaegar or Aerys might have sired Ynys, and neither was in the habit of bedding the villagers around Starfall. The Daynes were, though.
"Tell us about the trial by combat," Master Tim urged, slipping a hand between Ynys' legs, a thick finger petting at her cunt. "All of it, just like you did before, and don't leave anything out."
Oh, Seven spare her. Bel liked the tale, but she did not need to hear it again, let alone while Ynys moaned and gasped between every other word whilst the hounds eagerly watched and stroked their cocks. Really, she should start charging extra whenever Ynys felt like putting on a show. At this rate Ynys would let Master Tim take her in front of them, and poor Daisy did not need to see that.
Instead, after a glance to make sure Ser Lorent and Bu were ready to intervene if necessary, Bel fetched the girl from her bench. Thankfully she did not need to make many apologies; Daisy was forgotten, now that every eye was fixed on Ynys. She was only too glad to follow Bel up the stairs to the third floor, where she locked Daisy into the same room as Prudence, Wren, and Kem. Not that Bel thought any of the men she allowed in her brothel would dare finish with a girl they'd paid for only to go and rape one they couldn't afford, but best not to take chances.
Bel ought to have gone back downstairs, to keep watch over the common room. Instead she lingered in the dark hallway on the second floor, surrounded by grunts and moans from behind closed doors. When Master Mott slipped out of one of them, she barely noticed, nor when Gari followed after him whistling happily. Gods, but she was glad King Aegon had come. Much as she enjoyed playing with the bitch queen as a child might taunt a cat with a bit of string, the swipe of her claws was worse than Bel had feared.
She had been so careful. Every piece of information Bel fed the queen was true, just carefully chosen to play upon her worst fears and cruelest impulses, to encourage her to uplift her foes and slight her friends. Her Grace should know that Lord Aurane Waters favored young, pretty blonde girls when he visited the Street of Silk, that he had been heard to say he was weary of bedding a shrew with sagging teats and lines about her belly and hips from giving birth. What he meant, of course Bel could not guess, she did not know the affairs of the nobility, but did Her Grace think perhaps Lord Aurane had a mistress? Some old crone, no doubt; he must be desperately in love with the queen's beauty, as most men were, and eager to bed the closest thing he could get.
Oh, how Bel had stroked and soothed her vanity, had flattered and kissed that Lannister bitch's arse even when her blood ran hot with hatred. Joss thought she was foolish, that she was juggling wildfire, but Bel had trusted herself to do it. She had given no reason for the bitch queen to mistrust her, not one. And yet one awful day back in first moon, a squad of redcloaks had come with Lord Qyburn and stolen Prudence away. Bel could do nothing to stop it; the queen regent might have burned the entire brothel to the ground on a whim, and no one would have gainsaid her. The last time she'd seen the bitch, at the beginning of second moon, the queen had let Lord Qyburn take Calla and Frynne away as if they were a child's dolls, and given no payment but the return of Prudence.
"Unharmed," the queen had said, with a smile as bright as her golden curls. "Mostly. Why, the men might even like her mouth better now."
Bel shuddered, then spat at the floor. Poor, poor Prudence. She had been a lively girl, with her ginger hair and warm brown eyes. Her lips were always ready with a kind word or a silly jape, her hands were always busy spinning thread, or tossing scraps to Rattail, as if the bald tailed cat didn't have a belly full of mice.
Prudence of Flea Bottom had wanted to become a weaver. At twelve her pretty face and sweet manners had won her a position as a serving girl in a rich merchant's house, which she hoped would allow her to save enough for her apprentice fee. Instead, when she was fifteen she had fallen in love with the merchant's son, a boy of her own age, and he with her. They had plighted their troth before a septon whilst the merchant was away, and shared a glorious four months together before the merchant returned to find his grandchild growing in a serving girl's belly.
A bribe to the septon, and the marriage vanished from his records. Cowed by his father, the merchant's son said nothing when the merchant threw Prudence out, replacing her with a girl whose dowry was the only thing to recommend her. Prudence miscarried within a fortnight; within another fortnight, she found her way to Bel's. The merchant's boy had come too, soon after, but Prudence had cried and sent him away.
Prudence had not wept again after that, not for three long years. She had not wanted to make a living on her back, but she was good at it. Ugly or old, handsome or crippled, it made no matter. It was not weaving, but it was better than anything else, and Prudence happily spent almost every coin she earned on little gifts for herself or for the other girls. Then Lord Qyburn had taken her, and returned Bel's sweet girl with eyes filled with tears and a mouth empty of teeth.
Bel clenched her fists. Damn him, why had the barber not finished the false teeth yet? He had taken a beeswax mold of Prudence's mouth soon after she returned, and that was weeks ago. Bel could not bear Prudence's long silences, the way she lisped and slurred her words when she could not help but speak, covering her mouth with the painted vellum fan which Ynys had given her.
If only the mob had managed to get the bitch queen off her horse. After the parley, they had chased the Lannister bitch up Aegon's Hill, flinging nightsoil and snowballs filled with chunks of ice. At least one had caught her full in the face, or so gossip said.
Bel wished she'd had the chance to fling a few snowballs herself. For so much of her life, she had done nothing, content merely to survive. When Lord Baelish brought her a young northern lady and a maid from the Riverlands, Bel had been grimly resigned to their eventual fates. Oh, she had hidden Jeyne Poole and Merissa of Sherrer in the kitchen with Joss, but she had known that could not last. She might spare them for a few months, as she had once spared Lily, but then Lord Baelish would have put his foot down, and the poor girls would have been trained, nevermind that they were no older then than Wren was now, or Lily was then. Bel dared not risk defiance; protecting Joss and Wren and all her other girls mattered far more than saving a pair of strangers.
Then Arya Stark had followed a band of ragged cats into her brothel, bold as brass, looking like a ragamuffin and sounding like a princess, with the same dark brown hair as Lily, the same grey eyes, and Bel had finally snapped. To hell with the consequences, she would get those girls out, not just for their own sake but for that of the other girls she couldn't spare. It had felt almost like a fit of madness; she might have thought she'd dreamt the bit with the red direwolf, had Joss and Nettles not seen it too, and Naet, when he poled the girls and the wolf up the river to drop them on the northern shore.
And oh, how Mother Rhoyne had smiled upon her. Lord Baelish had believed her when she blamed the girls' disappearance on the eunuch Varys, just as Tyrion Lannister had believed her when she told him the same tale. Better yet, every word Lord Tyrion spoke rang with contempt for Lord Baelish. If the lord hand hated the master of coin, why, no one would inquire too closely if the master of coin should happen to perish in some common brawl.
The septons said The Seven-Pointed Star did not hold with vengeance. Vengeance could not rebuild a ruined village, nor restore a cripple to wholeness, nor revive the dead. Nonsense. That wasn't the point of vengeance. The point of vengeance was killing the bastard so he couldn't do it again, and if Bel enjoyed the killing, well, that was between her and Mother Rhoyne. Nobles would always do what they liked, but she had seen to it that Lord Baelish would never sell another girl, and she would soon see the last proud lions of House Lannister struck down, and be glad she'd played some small part in their ruin. Bel almost wished she could descend into the seven hells, just for a moment, just to see the look on Lord Tywin's face.
Ynys said he'd looked fit to choke, the day of the trial by combat. Bel could not bear to go, to see yet another Dornish boy die at Lannister hands. The Mountain was the fucking Mountain, and Prince Oberyn's bastard was just some squire. Well, the gods had punished her for doubting them. Bel had gotten to see the knighting ceremony on the steps of Baelor's Sept. Alas, Tywin the Faithless was much too far away for her to see his face when Ser Loras Tyrell dubbed Olyvar Sand a knight, nor to see anything of Sansa Stark save a glimpse of shining auburn hair.
Bel flexed the fingers that had once been crooked. There was something queer about that girl. It was not natural, that Queen Sansa had broken and reset three fingers with naught but a bit of song, as if she were some kindly witch out of a tale, not a lady of thirteen. Queen Sansa hadn't even asked before she did it, not that nobles ever asked before doing what they wanted. Bel supposed she ought to be grateful the girl had thanked her at all; both children and nobles were more like to pitch a fit over nothing than give thanks to one who had risked everything.
That day Bel had barely kept her composure long enough to flee the Red Keep, and then only because she'd just come from Naet's the day before and seen something almost as queer. Poleboats weren't supposed to go upriver so easily, as if the current were running backwards and pulling it along, the water lapping at the boat like a dog frolicking at a man's feet. Not that Naet would admit anything was strange. It was just luck that he was the only ferryman who never hit a snag, the only fisherman who barely had to make an effort to cut holes in the ice to fish. No, the river liked Naet, as if it were a proper river like Mother Rhoyne, not a river filled with the city's piss and shit, the ice tinged green from all the wildfire that Lord Tyrion had burned on it.
If Bel could get her hands on wildfire, she'd have a much better use for it than burning ships. She'd like to see how Lord Qyburn liked being tied down, helpless, unable stop the pain from coming. Even calling him a lord chafed, though she could not break the habit. He was nothing more than the youngest son of some minor lord or landed knight, if she did not miss her guess. Oh, the man might look like a kindly grandfather with soft hands and a twinkle in his eyes, but a whore knew how to spot a man that was wrong, the kind who could just as easily pay her for an ordinary night or see to it that she was dead before dawn.
Bel could only pray that her girls were safe, that Lord Qyburn treated them as gently as he had when he decided to sample them before taking them away. Wide-eyed Calla (who never forgot a face, and had the ears of a fox, but was so gullible she’d lost her virtue to a potboy who claimed he was a prince) said he had only used her mouth, and rambled the whole while about the important work he was doing for Her Grace the Queen Regent, his most beloved patroness. As for the skittish Frynne, who burst into tears if shouted at and jumped at sudden noises, she found it odd, the way Lord Qyburn watched her play with herself whilst enjoying Calla's tongue, but none of the orders he gave her were strange or unpleasant. Her own husband had done far, far worse to her, before Frynne ran away.
At least Bel didn't need to worry about any of Lord Qyburn's servants molesting her girls. The nobles might call him lord confessor, but the smallfolk knew better and called him a necromancer. There was no other way to explain why the traitors he tortured in the Old King's Square lasted so long before their agony ended, nor why his personal guards smelt like rot and never spoke. Horrible as that was, she was glad for Calla and Frynne's sake. Dead men did not think for themselves, let alone think about using their cocks.
When Bel heard the sound of Alys opening her door, she realized she'd lingered much too long. She strode briskly down the stairs, down to a common room emptier than it had been before. Ynys was still busy amusing herself; Bel doubted she had to feign any of the noises she was making as Master Tim took her over a bench, the hounds still watching happily. Dale was even happier; he finally had Hazel on his lap, his hand on the slight curve of her belly. Bel misliked that the curve was larger than she recalled; she had not seen Hazel's breasts look so plump since... then Dale saw Alys, almost dumped Hazel on the floor when he jumped up with excitement, and the thought was gone.
"Just be done before the curfew bell," Bel yelled after Dale as he bolted for the stairs, dragging a bemused Hazel along with him. Alys followed, having just barely managed to gently push her previous man out of the way before he got trampled. Thankfully, Master Praed hadn't noticed; he was always drowsy after he spent. Naet and Hubard would need to help him onto his horse, no doubt.
Master Praed wasn't the only one ready to sleep. Even the sight of Ynys being thoroughly fucked could only do so much, though Bel wondered if Master Tim was half a eunuch, to rut so long before he spent his seed. All the hounds finished before he did. One by one they cleaned themselves up, tossed a few extra coins on the table, and went back out into the cold, already yawning. Joss bustled about the common room, carrying dirty tankards and bowls back to the kitchen with Gari’s help. Dale was just stumbling back down the stairs with a dazed grin when the bells rang two, commanding the city to bank their fires and go to bed.
Bel was happy to sink into her own bed, to have Joss curl against her in the soft darkness, and kiss her as if they had not seen each other in days, his hands busy between her legs. Alas, Bel was halfway to her peak when Joss rose from the bed, cursing and shaking his head, sending droplets of freezing cold water everywhere.
"I told you there was a leak," Joss snapped, irate. "And it’s not the only one. Patching isn't enough, we need the roof thatched new!"
"Fixing the draughts was already costly," Bel flung back. Why must Joss start this argument again, instead of loving on her and letting her love on him? "It'll last—"
"We have enough coin put by!"
"No, we don't." Bel flailed for the words to make him understand, even though she could already see him moving dimly in the darkness, pulling back on his tunic and breeches. "Didn't I tell you what the cobbler charged for mending all our shoes? And we'll have the barber t' pay for Prudence's teeth, and we've earned nothing from poor Prudence or Calla or Frynne for near a month, and—"
"And there's always some excuse," Joss said bitterly, and went out.
Bel's bed was cold that night, and not from the drip of melting snow. She slept badly, and woke before dawn. Quietly, carefully, Bel dressed herself, retrieved money from the locked box hidden in the cellar, and woke Tanselle and Hubard. Gods knew she couldn't send Gari, who got lost immediately every time he left the Street of Silk.
When Joss came down to the kitchen to start the porridge, Bel was waiting for him.
"You're not making the porridge," she said briskly. "We'll break our fast on bread, if it please you."
Joss gave her a tired look. "It does," he allowed.
With a sigh, he set to cleaning, as if he meant to do it all himself. That wouldn't do. With a grimace, Bel rolled up her sleeves. Soon enough Wren wandered down, clutching the dolls to whom she told bloodthirsty stories, then Hazel and her son Kem, who chattered at her happily as he asked why stairs were called stairs and a dozen other peculiar questions, then Prudence with her fan, then the rest of them, all wanting to be fed.
When Tanselle and Hubard returned, Bel could have fainted, she was that relieved to see Joss smile. Bel had told them to get the good bread, the kind made with dried cherries and walnuts, even though plain was far cheaper. She'd even given Tanselle enough money to get either cheese or honey or butter. An awful expense, but Bel comforted herself with the thought that King Aegon's host would be eager to spend their coin on pretty girls.
"I got cheese," Tanselle told her as Joss set to divvying up the bread. "The cheesemonger said it were good and sharp, nice t' melt." She ducked her head and bit her lip. "I thought, mayhaps I could try t' make a few soft eggs, for Prudence, and put the cheese on top?"
"You may," Bel said, hiding a wince. She'd forgotten Prudence couldn't manage the bread; she'd only been thinking of Joss, who loved cherries.
Although the gates were supposed to be opened at dawn, they took their time with their breakfast, savoring every costly bite. Nobles hated rising early, and besides, they would want to give the crowds time to gather, so King Aegon could enter with the sort of pomp a conquering king deserved.
Alys ate her bread quietly, as always, too exhausted to talk or smile after an evening of charming the men. But she was the only quiet one, other than Prudence. Everyone else was eager to talk, after they’d thanked Bel for the surprise of such a fine breakfast.
"Master Morgan gave me a gift," Ynys said, taking a dainty bite. Her hand went to her pocket, drawing forth a small square of gleaming cloth that could only be silk. It shimmered in the light from the hearth, changing from blue to purple every time she crumpled it in her hand.
"It's called shot silk," she told them, with the casual tone of someone used to such finery. "T' match my lovely eyes, he said."
"It's the wrong shade of purple," Hazel said waspishly, handing Kem a piece of cheese much larger than the one she’d kept for herself. Really, she spoiled him far too much of late; she would not have been so indulgent a year ago.
"It is," Gari added gleefully as he took a place by the fire, unbothered by Hubard's awful humming.
"Violet?" Tanselle interrupted, still busying herself with the eggs Kem had collected from the chicken coop. "Did Master Arthor really pay for a whole night?"
Violet shifted uneasily in her seat. "He did," she admitted. "He- he-"
"He said he didn't like the thought of anyone else having her," Daisy finished, with a hesitant smile.
Bel considered lighting another candle to the Seven. Master Arthor was only thirty, not too old at all, and the bloody flux had taken both his parents. If he got it into his head to wed Violet, there was no one to stop him from having her, or from letting her little sister live with them, maybe even giving Daisy a small dowry. Stranger things had happened, though it was best not to let Violet get her hopes up. Even if he did marry her, the other men in his guild would mock him, and their wives would make life very hard for Violet. They wouldn’t care that she was so pious she prayed to the Mother, Maiden, and Crone every day, and made Daisy do the same.
"— it go with Master Mott?" Hubard asked.
"Fine," Gari shrugged. "He was sad at the start, though. Well, sadder than usual. He said you reminded him too much of an apprentice he once had, a boy who was almost as good as a son."
"What happened t'—"
"—filthy pillow talk, and then he had me from behind," Morra said, quietly, so her daughter would not hear.
If the gods were good, Tanselle would leave as soon as Morra saved enough coin to either marry her off to a cook or to apprentice her to one. Tanselle was still a virgin, and all of them were determined to keep it that way, even Ynys. It helped that she was plain, with coarse features and scars from the pox that had killed her father when she was a girl. Morra still missed her husband. A tailor like her father, Wyl had taught her to sew so Morra might help him with his shop, and never grudged that her work far surpassed his.
"—and then Ser Lucos gagged me with a kerchief, and licked my cunt until I nearly fell off the bed, it felt so good, and then he fucked me so hard that I actually—"
"I'm glad Ser Lucos didn’t bore you t' death for once, Netty, but lower your voice!" Hazel hissed, her hands clapped tight over Kem's ears. “I swear, if he asks me 'why' one more time this morning…"
“Sorry.” Nettles brightened. "Oh! Did you see that boil—"
"Well, I peaked thrice, just with Master Tim," Ynys bragged, raising her voice louder. "And at the end, Naet came back—"
"He did not," Bel said, cutting her off before Hazel gave Ynys the slap she was asking for. "He was in the stables, helping Hubard with the horses."
That reminded her, her lout of a cousin hadn't come down with the rest of them. With great pleasure Bel filled a pitcher with ice melt and made for the stairs. Naet woke spluttering and swearing, though not a drop of water sank into his tunic. The tunic remained queerly dry, as she suspected it would, as he gnawed on his bread and passed along all the gossip he'd gathered last night.
Although, Bel wasn't quite sure what to do with the gossip, now that she wouldn't be selling it to the bitch queen. And she was rather confused by what Wisdom Munciter had said before claiming a turn with Ynys. Alchemists made wildfire and put it places, they didn't remove it. And how had there come to be wildfire under the Gate of the Gods and the Mud Gate? If the Lannister bitch was mad enough to try flinging wildfire at a dragon, she ought to have the sense to put it atop the three high hills.
When Bel returned to the kitchen, she found Morra elbow deep in dishwater. Thank the Seven; perhaps because she was almost blind, Morra scrubbed every pot within an inch of its life. One would never know she’d once embroidered so finely that she’d been entrusted with stitching a doublet for Lord Renly Baratheon, and he’d been the best dressed man in the city, before he went off and crowned himself and got himself killed by either a ghost or by Lady Catelyn Stark.
Necromancers and water witches and skinchangers who sang healing songs were one thing, but ghosts were quite another. No, Bel’s money was on Lady Stark. She might have looked like a proper lady, but she also looked like the sort who’d knife a man if she had to. She’d slit Lord Frey’s throat, after all, and died for it. Little Arya had had the same look, and she’d killed some bastard—
“Pleeeeeaaaase, da, just one more?” Wren’s voice was a piercing whine as she looked up at Joss, pouting. “Mine barely had any cherries.”
Joss might be able to resist those enormous brown eyes, but Bel almost never could. Bel handed her another piece, and tried not to laugh when Wren held it over her head and did a little dance, her happiness as obvious as the gap in her smile where she’d just lost her last baby tooth.
“Thanks, auntie,” Wren said. She plopped down by the hearth, where Wobble was rolling on her back, her white belly exposed, her three black paws in the air.
“She still hasn’t finished her mending,” Joss scolded under his breath.
“She can finish it later,” Bel replied. Today was no ordinary day, after all.
That reminded her; the last of the bread needed to be handed out. Ynys and Alys got the largest portions; with their hair dyed red, they were sure to get fucked bowlegged, even if Bel raised their prices as high as she dared. So was Prudence, if she could bear it; in rushlight, ginger was not so far from auburn. Bel bade Tanselle give her a few more eggs, then sat beside her at the hearth, speaking in the low, soothing tone she'd used when Wren was a babe. Once Bel promised that her mouth would not be for sale, only the rest of her, Prudence lisped agreement from behind her fan.
"I'll have Wat by you all evening," Bel promised. "When a man takes you up, I'll even have him go with you and stand outside the door. You know he won't let no harm come t' you."
An old, grizzled sellsword whose only daughter had died in the cradle, Wat was fond of young girls and sharp-tempered with anyone fool enough to harm them. When an angry drunk had mistaken Tanselle for a whore two nights past, and near ripped her gown off, Wat had broken his wrist in one quick twist.
Before Bel could get up from the hearth, Hazel came and found her, having entrusted Kem to Nettles for a moment. As Bel feared, Hazel was with child again, perhaps three moons gone. Kem had been born because old Grand Maester Pycelle could not be bothered to make moon tea for the serving girl he was fucking. Alas, when Hazel got to Bel's and first had moon tea, it made her violently ill, so ill she ought to have died, had Nettles and Joss not nursed her.
Unable to rely on moon tea, Hazel made every man she bedded spill on her belly or wear a bit of sheepgut to catch his seed, and tried to time her few days off so that they fell when she was most like to be fertile. It did not always work. She had miscarried when Kem was two, and born a daughter, Essie, when Kem was three. Unlike Nettles, who'd given up her daughter to the knight's son who'd fathered her when he took Nettles's virtue, Hazel had been determined to keep her daughter, and had wept bitterly when the grippe took Essie four moons past. That had been just before she took up sleeping with Naet...
Unlike Master Tim, Bel could do sums. When Naet came down and started flirting with Ynys, she could have stabbed him, were she not busy counting last night's coins. Once done, she entrusted them to Joss, who took them down to the cellar for safekeeping in the lockbox.
Joss had already offered to stay behind to make sure the brothel was secure, which eased Bel's mind somewhat. Morra had no interest in braving the crowds either; she might know the brothel like the back of her hand, so long as no one moved the benches or tables, but bustling streets were not to her taste, and she wouldn't be able to see the revelry anyway.
Just to be safe, Bel charged Ser Lorent Storm and Qarl with standing guard. She had hired Qarl at the same time as Ser Lorent, after the Blackwater. Both had fought for Stannis, been taken captive in the battle, and ruined by paying steep ransoms. Though Qarl was only a middle-aged squire, with warts and crooked teeth, he fought almost as well as Ser Lorent. Joss thought she was being silly, and she probably was, but Bel did not like the way her skin itched.
The rest of them got ready to leave in the common room. The sky outside the windows was overcast; it would be a cold day without the sun. All the girls wore warm wool gowns, with two shifts, two pairs of stockings, boots, and pattens; Bel insisted. She had not liked spending the money, but girls with wet feet oft took ill and could not work. The girls also wore matching cloaks made from decent, heavy wool, though the pink dye was mottled and uneven, and bleached in spots.
When winter began some two years past, Bel had spent hours arguing with the dyer, haggling down the price of the ruined cloth until it was almost theft. The dyer's apprentice had gotten a beating for mucking up so badly, but as Bel had thanked him quite thoroughly both before and after, she did not much care. Joss had not been pleased when he found out; that was the last time she'd used her mouth and her cunt to save her coin. She had not liked the way his face crumpled, though her lover had said nary a harsh word.
"It ought to be sunny, for the king," Violet fretted, bending down to check that Daisy had tightened the straps of her pattens enough.
"Maybe the Seven will send him rainbows," Daisy said dreamily as she fastened her cloak.
"Fool, it would have to rain first." Ynys rolled her eyes. "No thank you. It's hard enough t' get in a good walk, with all this ice and snow."
When they stepped out into the snowy street, Bel took a good long look at the sky. They had to wait for a bit anyway; Bu was fetching his sisters and cousins from the Fat Dumpling to join them. The grey clouds hanging over the city were fat too, with barely a gap between them. There'd be snow within the hour, she judged, if not sooner. As if the city were not wetter than Ynys with an audience already.
Snow and ice clung to every building; from the grim red stones of the Red Keep atop Aegon's Hill; from the seven towers of white marble and crystal of Baelor's Sept atop Visenya's Hill; from the black domed ruin of the Dragonpit that loomed above her at the top of Rhaenys's Hill. Beneath them crouched the manses of the wealthy, their high stone walls set with windows, their timber framed roofs covered in slate tiles that never leaked. Lower down the manses were stone and timber, then timber and plaster, the whitewash painted with colorful designs and murals that spoke of the owner's craft or his family or his deeds.
The Street of Silk ran partway up the Hill of Rhaenys. At the high end of the street, Bel could glimpse the round turret on the corner of Chataya's, its window paned with red and yellow diamonds of stained glass. Oh, how Bel hated her. Whoring was not the worst sort of work; even the septons agreed it was a necessary evil, to keep men's lusts away from honest women and maidens. But it wasn't holy. What sort of woman sold her own daughter? Chataya had the coin to get Alayaya apprenticed, or to give her a fine dowry. She didn't need to sell her, just like she hadn't needed to produce Wynafrei, the girl of thirteen who King Robert had taken as a mistress instead of poor Lily.
Lord Baelish had been so angry. Lily had been prepared for weeks before King Robert appeared at their door one day, half drunk and laughing at Lord Baelish's japes. Then he'd seen Lily and gone quiet. "A pretty girl," he'd said at last, chucking her under the chin. "I might have had such a daughter, if... have you brought me to see her sister?" The king laughed, and for a moment, Bel had loved him. "You promised me a woman flowered, and this one doesn't even have teats yet." But it didn't matter that the king had spared Lily. She was dead before she turned twelve, and not six months after, so were Wynafrei and the babe she'd named Barra.
And that bitch Chataya had been Lord Tywin's creature, or Bel was no Dornishwoman. No one dared say it aloud, but you barely had to squint to see how much her girl Marei resembled Cersei Lannister. Chataya had raised the girl herself, ever since she'd killed her mother in childbirth. Sad and solemn she might be, and fond of reading, of all things, but with her green eyes and pale gold hair, Marei had more custom than there were hours in the day.
Chataya had charged a staggering price for her, until Lord Tarly took her as his mistress. He'd sent her back more sad and solemn than ever, covered in bruises with a fat belly about to burst. She'd given birth not a week later, shortly before word came of Lord Tarly's death in battle. Bel wondered if Lord Tarly's widow was as glad to be rid of him as Marei was, or so the girls at the Blue Pearl claimed.
The Blue Pearl was just down the street from Chataya's, where it had stood for some two hundred years. The owner was near as old, a doddering crone who'd lost most of her wits. Business had been good of late, though, ever since High Septon Raynard had died whilst in the midst of fucking Fair Meg. The canny girl had made herself a novelty by bragging her cunt was so sweet he'd died with a smile on his face, and wouldn't it be something, to say that you'd fucked the girl who'd fucked the High Septon? Granted, half the Street of Silk had fucked Raynard, but it still worked. Fair Meg had retired not six months later, and her only nineteen.
Bel's lips thinned as her gaze fell upon Mother's. Most of the brothel's girls had died when the bloody flux ran rampant through the city a few years past, and then last year the rest of them had caught the grippe. Thank the gods Violet and Daisy hadn't found their way there. Mother's had needed new girls, and they'd gotten them off the street, the younger the better. Younger girls sold for more, and unlike Bel, the owner of Mother's was none too choosy about the men she sold her girls to.
A proper High Septon would have got wind of it, and called down the wrath of the gods and the goldcloaks. But High Septon Luceon refused to leave the safety of Baelor's, lest the mob try to kill him again for the crime of being born a Frey. Joss had thought she was mad for daring to spread such juicy gossip, even though Bel had waited a few weeks to make sure Cersei Lannister had forgotten she'd shared such a potent secret with a mere whore. Oh, it would be sweet to see that bitch finally get what was coming—
"Auntie, you're squeezing too tight," Wren whined.
"Sorry, sweetling." Bel loosened her grip.
She or Joss always held Wren's hand when they left the brothel; their daughter was used to it. Not that Wren left the brothel often, and when she did, it was always with someone Bel trusted to keep her close. There was far too much trouble a girl might get up to, especially a girl on her lonesome.
It was starting to snow when Bu returned, without his family in tow. Grandmother Zhi was determined to make more dumplings than they had ever made before, and that meant she needed everyone to stay and help. Except Bu, of course.
Now that Bu was back, everyone was eager to go. Ynys whined even more than Wren when Bel insisted on her usual scolding, the one she always gave if they went out when the feel of the city gave her an itch. No one was to fall behind. No one was to stop unless everyone stopped. If someone must leave the group, they must not do so alone.
Nettles was to keep an close watch on Kem, in case he managed to get away from Hazel. Tanselle and Alys were to keep an eye on Prudence, Ynys was to stay close to Gari and Hubard (and not wander off, again, or Bel would shave her eyebrows, and make her draw on false ones) and Bu, Wat, and Naet were to stay close to Violet and Daisy at all times. Really, Bel wished she had more cousins, or more guards, but it was too chancey to hire on short notice, not knowing if they'd turn on you.
But such grim thoughts soon flew away. As they walked down the Street of Silk, there was a certain sweetness to the air, the sort that came when folk were in a festive mood. Scraps of Targaryen black and red cloth hung from balconies and windows; some even had a bit of blue or orange, for King Aegon's own phoenix on a blue sky.
How Bel loved her city! Much as she had loved Sunspear as a girl, it could not compare to King's Landing. The main roads were the broadest and straightest she'd ever seen, though there weren't that many of them. The Street of the Sisters ran south from the Dragonpit to the Great Sept of Baelor, crossing Old King's Square just before it ended. From Old King's Square, if you turned southwest, you could take the God's Way all the way to Cobbler's Square and past it to the Gate of the Gods which opened onto the kingsroad. If you had turned northeast instead, you’d be on the King's Way. From there, if you turned right you could follow the Muddy Way straight to Fishmonger's Square on the Mud Gate, but if you stayed on King's Way, it led up Aegon's Hill to the Red Keep.
Aegon the Conqueror hadn't bothered to build any other roads. All the other streets and alleys had grown haphazardly, winding and doubling back and ending abruptly when you least expected it. Gari had once gotten lost not five blocks from Bel's. Not Ynys, though. She liked to wander the city on her days off, and had the uncanny ability to find her way home from anywhere, even from the districts furthest from home. It was Ynys who led them through the back alleys and across side streets, lest they get stuck amongst the men and horses that would be crowding the Street of the Sisters.
The Street of Silk was in the midst of the taverner's district, on the northwest side of the Hill of Rhaenys. Oh, there were cheaper, less reputable brothels all over the city, but the best were on the Street of Silk, just as the cheapest were down by the harbor. Although it was sad, to think that no ships had docked there in months; even before the bitch burned down the waterfront, Blackwater Bay had been closed by the same ice which coated the Blackwater Rush.
Even before then, the city was not what it once was. However many folk had lived here before the War of the Five Kings, there were far less of them now. First there had been the famine, then the bloody flux, then the grippe. The famine had not touched them, thanks to the coin Bel had gotten from Lord Tyrion (bless him, but he had been a decent sort; she might have liked him, had he not been a Lannister) but the bloody flux had hit them hard. Almost all of her girls had gotten sick at least once. Joss might have died, had Bel not forced him to drink so much water he could almost float. Becca, who had been Ynys's only friend in the brothel, had been even sicker, and though she recovered, she had died a few weeks later when her heart suddenly failed. As for the grippe, though they'd only lost Essie, others had been less lucky.
When they reached the Street of Looms, they almost lost Prudence. She had paused to look in one of the windows, staring wistfully at a woman who sat weaving striped cloth. Thankfully, Tanselle and Alys had been paying attention, and pulled her away.
Bel tightened her grip on Wren's hand, and pretended to pay attention to the story she was recounting at full speed, some nonsense about an evil necromancer who bathed in blood until a gallant knight challenged him to a duel and ran him through with his lance. Perhaps she shouldn't let Wren spend so much time with Nettles; she lingered far too long on all the gruesome injuries the necromancer suffered.
Ynys, meanwhile, was boasting about some skinny watchtower she'd climbed. Bel only vaguely knew the watchtower she was talking about. It stood atop the steep little hill that someone had named the Hill of Daenys, which lay between the Hill of Rhaenys and cobbler's square. Maesters used to use it for stargazing, until it caught on fire some ten years ago. The green flames had not burned for long, but the tower had been gutted, and no one had bothered to make repairs. They had bothered to look into the fire, though not with any success. The pyromancers claimed someone must have stolen some of their precious wildfire, and that was the end of it.
"Hundreds of steps, there were," Ynys said. "But oh, such a view!"
At present, the only view was of thickening crowds. They'd left the alleys behind and emerged onto the God's Way, bound for Cobbler's Square. Folk of all ages surrounded them, boys and girls, greybeards and bent old crones, husbands and wives still in their prime, many with toddlers on their hip or a fat belly under their gown. Winter made them breed like rabbits, what with spending so long inside. Though many of those born might not live to see spring, unless the granaries were kept full.
The bells were tolling the tenth hour of the morning when Bel caught her first glimpse of the dragon. Viserion swooped over the city, a white shadow that breathed pale golden flames into the air whilst the crowds gasped and cheered and pointed. They cheered even louder when King Aegon and Queen Sansa rode into Cobbler's Square, their train following behind them, the lords and ladies in garb as bright as their banners, the knights in shining plate; even the common soldiers wore cloaks dyed with the colors of the houses they served.
Violet and Daisy cried happy tears as they hugged Bu and Wat; Hubard and Gari whooped, their hands cupped around their mouths; Ynys had two fingers between her lips, her piercing whistles rising over the clamor; Nettles and Tanselle were jumping up and down; even Alys and Prudence were smiling. Hazel had Kem up on her shoulders, the little boy waving with both hands. Bel couldn't lift Wren up like that, not anymore, but her and Naet each grabbed a leg, and boosted Wren so that she could see over the throng. As for Bel, she could have sworn she saw sunlight gleaming off the king and queen's crowns, even though the snow had not stopped.
Bel couldn't see much else. They were too far back; no doubt every shoemaker and cobbler in the district had been waiting since dawn so as to have the best view. She thought she spied Princess Elia of Dorne, she could not think of any other lady who would be riding so near the king, all dressed in scarlet and orange and golden trim. The slim girl in grey and white behind the queen must be little Arya, though oddly the princess was wearing surcoat and mail rather than a gown. And close behind the princess rode a young lady and a lady's maid, both of them vaguely familiar, surely it couldn't be—
Suddenly, a hand grabbed her by the shoulder. Wren yelped as she fell into Naet's arms, and Bel whirled, her left hand grabbing for Wren, her right going for the knife at her belt—
"No no, Bel, Bel, it's us!" Calla's blue-green eyes were wide and panicked, tears streaming down her cheeks. "Queen Cersei, we saw her, she came t' Lord Qyburn's last night—"
On and on she babbled, so fast Bel could barely catch one word in ten. Something about the Kingslayer, and silent sisters, and wildfire, of all things, as if necromancers and pyromancers were the same. And the girl was sweaty and red-faced, even though she wore only a gown and slippers, without a cloak to keep off the cold. Frynne didn't have a cloak either; she was shivering, her heart-shaped face drawn with pain.
"Is she drunk?" Bel demanded when Calla finally paused for breath. All of her girls had gathered round, a small tight circle amongst the mob. "Or did Lord Qyburn realize how gullible she was and decide to amuse himself?"
"Neither," said Frynne. She winced, and leaned against Wat as if otherwise she would fall.
"Lord Qyburn's, last night," Frynne panted through gritted teeth. "He was about t' fuck us when there came a knock. He sent us away. Calla overheard, some of it. Wildfire, at the Red Keep, t' burn the new king and queen. Pounding on the door. Queen Cersei came and took Calla's robes, slapped her, said she'd have Qyburn take our tongues. She left. I found a knife. Qyburn came back, excited. Nothing about tongues. Said he'd fuck us right, later, and locked us in. Forgot about the window. Broke it, jumped out, started running."
When Frynne paused, whimpering, Bel saw the cuts on her bare hands, the way she favored her left leg, the ankle swelling up like a melon beneath her stocking.
"She slipped on some ice, ten blocks back," Calla explained as Nettles bent to see to Frynne's ankle. "We thought, if we screamed, if everyone screamed, to warn King Aegon—"
"Don't be a fool," Ynys snapped. "We'd all be trampled, and His Grace none the wiser."
"She's right. " Everything felt queerly sharp; Bel's wits had never moved so fast before. "The crowds will slow them, but not for long. We can't let them get t' the Red Keep."
Queen Cersei and the Kingslayer must be long gone, but Qyburn had meant to come back, to enjoy himself after his work was done. When he found Calla and Frynne had vanished, he would flee through the crowds, out of the city, somewhere no one could touch him, where no one could make him pay.
"Bu, Gari, Tanselle. Get Violet, Daisy, Prudence, and Kem home, now."
Hazel didn't like it, but she stayed put as the others left. Everyone knew she was the fastest runner among them, after Hubard.
"Naet, you and Hazel go get Ser Woth." His barracks were all the way in Fishmonger's Square, damn him, but she didn't know any other goldcloak captains who'd listen.
"Ynys, Hubard, Calla. Run to the Hook, and find out if anyone saw where Lord Qyburn went. Wat, Nettles, Alys, see if you can find Master Mott on the Street of Steel, his apprentices all know what Lord Qyburn looks like, he's bought enough queer tools there." The more eyes, the better chance of finding a needle in a haystack.
"What about us and Frynne?" Wren asked. Her dark hair blew out behind her as the wind picked up, a strong west wind that knocked off hats and blew down hoods as it blew toward the sea.
Bel bared her teeth in an awful smile, the only way she could hide her terror. "Why, sweetling, it's up t' us to warn the king." She turned to the others, all of them white-faced and wide-eyed. "Meet back at the fountains in Old King's Square, under the statue o' Good Queen Alysanne."
I ought to have sent Wren home too, Bel thought madly as they pushed and elbowed their way through the crowd, Wren's little hand clutched tight in hers, Frynne whimpering as she limped as best she could. Everyone else was trying to get to Cobbler's Square, and here they were, going the opposite direction. But there was no way to get close to King Aegon, not here, where she was one face among thousands. Old King's Square was bigger, and if you climbed up the plinth of Good Queen Alysanne's statue, you could been seen and heard from anywhere in the square, if your lungs were strong enough.
Bel had spent much of her life yelling back and forth with Joss across the brothel, and more of it singing for hours almost every day. That part did not worry her; it was much harder to think of what to shout. Bel racked her thoughts as they scrambled through the crowd, and racked them again as she stood atop the plinth, waiting for the king and queen to reach her, whilst Frynne and Wren sat at her feet.
Everyone was shouting for King Aegon and Queen Sansa, even for Princess Arya; calling their names wouldn't do any good. Jeyne Poole, perhaps? But six years was a long time, long enough to forget Bel. A highborn lady like Jeyne Poole would not wish to remember that she'd ever set foot in a brothel, let alone stayed there for weeks scrubbing pots as if she were no better than Merissa, a lowly peasant girl.
Then the bells were tolling eleven. Dragon and phoenix banners flapped in the wind and the bardings of the horses shimmered as the head of the column drew near, just about to pass them by. With a desperate prayer, Bel filled her lungs and bellowed, putting all her fear and rage into the scream.
"MERISSA OF SHERRER!"
And one of the horses stopped dead. Merissa of Sherrer gaped at her, bewildered, so long that the lady who could only be Jeyne Poole looked back to see what was wrong. Another moment, and Lady Jeyne was pointing at Bel, and Princess Arya Stark herself was bringing her mount toward the statue of Good Queen Alysanne, the crowd parting before her.
Princess Arya looked up, her brow furrowed. "Bel?"
"It's a trap, princess," Bel explained, praying the princess would believe her. "My girl," she gestured at Frynne, "she overheard Queen Cersei and Lord Qyburn. When King Aegon reaches the Red Keep, they're going t' fling wildfire at him. At all of you."
Princess Arya's grey eyes examined her for a moment, just one. "Stay put."
And she was gone, riding back to Queen Sansa. Queen Sansa listened as her sister spoke, just as King Aegon listened to his wife. When he started calling orders to his knights, who went streaming off in all directions, with the largest number making for the Guildhall of the Alchemists, Bel could have wept with relief.
"Auntie, auntie, Princess Arya looked at me," Wren said, bless her.
Bel let her babble while they waited, staying put as Princess Arya had commanded, and as she'd meant to do anyway. No doubt they'd wish to question Frynne, if they remembered they were here. The royal procession had halted in its tracks; Queen Sansa was letting folk bring their children up to greet her, and King Aegon was tossing coppers, albeit with a slightly murderous look on his face, his eyes darting hither and yon, occasionally glancing up at the dragon wheeling overhead through the thickening snow.
That was how Wat, Tanselle, and Alys found them. To Bel's dismay, they had no word of Lord Qyburn. Master Mott had set his apprentices and journeymen to searching, though, and he himself had gone off to rouse some goldcloak captains he knew. There was no sign of the others; they might still be down by the river, or mere blocks away, elbowing through the crowd. Uneasy, Bel sent Tanselle and Alys home with Wat. Then, she forced herself to pause and think, keeping her hands busy tidying Wren's hair into a braid.
Where would Lord Qyburn go? Frynne said he would always take her and Calla together, watching one while he used the other, and Prudence had lisped that he'd tortured her personally, with a smile on his face. That sort of man would want to see the carnage for himself. But how? The necromancer would not want to be burned or trampled, and that meant he must get away from the Red Keep and off the streets. The gatehouses and the city walls were a good high view, but they were teeming with guards who might arrest him at any moment. Lord Qyburn was not the sort to risk his own skin, only those of his inferiors.
That only leaves the other two high hills, Bel thought as the bells began to toll noon. But Visenya's? Or—
Blinding green lightning flashed atop Baelor's Sept, atop the Dragonpit, atop the Red Keep. Flames, so many flames, the greatest beacon fires ever lit.
"Auntie?" Wren stood, clutching Bel's leg like she had when she was small. "I thought they were going t' throw—"
BOOM!
Wren screamed as the thunderclap drove them to their knees, the air turning hot, the earth shaking beneath them. Frynne was shaking too, making an awful, high keening noise as she hugged herself. Baelor's was gone, but for a smoking crater filled with hunks of pale marble and melted glass.
"What—"
BOOM!
A huge bolt of green fire erupted from the Dragonpit, flinging rubble every which way, but most of it flew straight up, then back down, plummeting into hole where there had once been a dome, the black stone walls wreathed in dancing green flames as they shuddered and began to collapse—
BOOM!
A wave of smoke billowed over the city, followed by a dull roar like the thunder of a waterfall. Snow and ice steamed as they melted; the air was so thick that Bel gagged and spluttered when she drew breath. She barely noticed the king shouting orders across the square; the queen on her horse, trying to calm the panic all around her; nothing mattered except Wren, and the awful way she was wheezing, struggling for air.
Somehow, Bel grabbed hold of herself, clinging to reason by her fingernails. She had kerchiefs, she always had kerchiefs, and the snow on the plinth was so wet. She pressed the first damp kerchief over Wren's nose and mouth, the second over Frynne's, the third over her own. When the dragon swooped down from above, Bel nearly choked on her kerchief; Viserion was already rising again, with King Aegon on his back, by the time she had regained her wits enough to hear part of what Queen Sansa was shouting.
"—keep the fire from spreading! Fetch buckets, and make a line to the fountains; King Aegon and Viserion shall make firebreaks—"
A tall knight in quartered pink and blue shouted something at the queen, though what Bel could not hear. Suddenly Queen Sansa slumped in her saddle; over the Hill of Rhaenys, Viserion screeched, flapping her wings. The she-dragon drew back, just before another pillar of wildfire erupted out of nowhere, perhaps halfway up the hill. At the tops of the three high hills, the rest of the green flames were already beginning to fade, even as they gave birth to flames of red and orange on the roofs of the manses close by.
Down below the plinth, all was chaos, even after Queen Sansa sat bolt upright and resumed shouting across the square, only putting a wet cloth over her face when she was finished. Some folk were running for the city gates, desperate to get out; others ran to shops and houses and returned with buckets and pails and kettles; still others broke away, making for the Guildhall of the Alchemists.
When Naet and Hazel fought their way out of the crowd, Bel had never seen a sight so sweet. Both of them were covered in a thick coat of mud; their hands slipped as they pulled themselves up onto the plinth, away from the crush of folk passing buckets by the fountains.
"The Blackwater's flooding," Hazel gasped once she'd caught her breath. "The ice, it's gone. Steam went up, and come right back down, like someone'd flung a bucket of water. The waterfront, Fishmonger's Square, the Dornish quarter—"
"I didn't do it!" Naet yelped as Bel grabbed him by the tunic. "I don't know what happened!"
"You do," Bel growled, shaking him. "And you're going t' go back home, right now, and do whatever it is you did again, and tell Joss- tell him—"
Bel couldn't think, not with so many people shouting for water buckets and screaming for help, not with Hazel babbling something about Lord Qyburn right in her ear. The King's Way? Why would he take the King's Way? King Aegon's men filled Old King's Square, and even if he went around before getting back on the God's Way, all the gates would be swarming with goldcloaks, he'd never be able to get the high view he wanted, not there, and the only other place was—
"The Others take him," Bel swore. She scrambled down from the plinth, Naet following half a second behind.
"Bel, what—"
"The brothel, now!" She shoved Naet toward the Hill of Rhaenys, then looked back up at the plinth, where Hazel and Frynne were gaping at her, and Wren was watching Naet run off with a frown on her little face. "I know where Qyburn is, and I'm going t' get him. The rest of you, when the others get back, tell them t' make for the watchtower on the Hill of Daenys, but until then, stay here—"
Wren flung herself off the plinth, knocking the wind out of Bel as she caught her by instinct before putting her down.
"Auntie, you can't go alone," Wren insisted, high and frantic. "No one goes alone, you said!"
Dammit, why hadn't she sent the girl with Naet? Bel searched the crowd, but he was already gone. Neither Hazel nor Frynne were strong enough to keep hold of Wren if she wanted to break free and follow after Bel. She could stay and argue, but every second wasted gave Lord Qyburn more time to escape.
Cursing and swearing, Bel pressed her kerchief back against her face with one hand, seized Wren's hand with the other, and turned her steps toward the Hill of Daenys.
Below the safety of the plinth, the world was a waking nightmare. Ash and snow fell heavily over the city; she could barely see in front of her, or beyond the next few blocks. The crowd surged and pushed around them, heedless with fear; when an old man fell, he was almost trampled beneath the crush before he managed to stagger to his feet. Now and then she heard the sound of breaking glass over the tumult; she could only pray none of the looters made their way to the Street of Silk.
But she could not think of that, not now. Wren's hand was so small in hers, her little legs barely keeping up when Bel broke into a run the moment she saw a path through the press. They raced against the spreading fires at the tops of the hills, they raced against time, they raced against their own terror. When they reached the foot of the skinny watchtower, Wren collapsed on the ground, clutching a stitch in her side.
Panting through her kerchief, Bel looked up. The four-sided watchtower was scorched black, with a gaping hole where the door should have been. That explained how Ynys had gotten in. The roof was open to the sky, and one wall had crumbled away. But the other three walls still stood, and on one of them, high at the pinnacle, stood Lord Qyburn, his white robes almost glowing against the dark stone balcony.
With grim determination, Bel pulled Wren to her feet and through the doorway. Slowly, carefully, they climbed the many steps, straight up. It was hard to see; the stairs were dark, save for a few scattered torches that hung beside the doors of empty rooms, and everything close to her was blurry as usual. Wren was dead quiet, even though Bel was surely gripping her hand just as hard as she was gripping the hilt of her knife.
Silently, they entered the topmost chamber. Lord Qyburn still stood on the balcony, his back to them. He had a quill in one hand, and a book in the other; a bottle of ink and a metal jar with holes on its lid rested on the ledge of the balcony. His robes were queerly spotless, save for the golden whorls which rippled over them.
"Lord Qyburn."
To her disappointment, there was no yelp of surprise, no flash of dismay. Lord Qyburn turned as casually as if he had expected them, his quill still in his hand. When he saw the knife in Bel's, the necromancer did not even twitch.
"I knew I ought to have brought some of my guards." He sighed. "Alas, they were all needed elsewhere. I take it that I am your captive?"
"You are," Bel said, after a moment. "My lord." Sweet as it would be to kill him, the reward for taking him prisoner would be even sweeter when she handed him over to the king's justice.
"Very well, then. If I may?"
The necromancer reached for the jar, sprinkled dust on the page he had just written, then blew the dust away. That done, he tucked the book into a pocket of his robes, which made a soft clinking sound.
"Now we may proceed."
Using the knife, Bel pointed for him to go first. With a sigh, Lord Qyburn obeyed, though he walked rather slowly. She supposed that made sense; necromancer or not, he was an old man. He paused for a moment when they reached the first torch, and again when they reached the second, each time bending over with one hand pressed to his chest. Even so, Bel kept close behind him, lest he think to start running. His legs were fresh, and hers were not; she was surprised she was still upright. The smoke was making her dizzy, now that she didn't have a hand free to press a kerchief over her face, and everything in arm's reach was even blurrier than usual.
When Lord Qyburn paused for a third time, it was not beside a torch, but by an empty doorway.
"A moment," he gasped. His legs trembled, as if he were about to fall. As Bel had no intention of carrying the necromancer across the city, she let go of Wren, just for an instant, to help the old man stay on his feet.
Instead, he grabbed Wren. With the strength and speed of a much younger man, Lord Qyburn dragged her daughter through the doorway and across the chamber, so far away that Bel could almost see him clearly as she stumbled after him with a shriek, her knife still in her hand.
"There now," the necromancer said lightly. "This is much better. Don't come any closer, now, or I'm afraid I'll have to hurt this dear girl."
"You're unarmed," Bel said, praying it was true. Wren was shaking; she could smell the sharp tang of piss, though whether it was hers or Wren's she did not know.
"I am," the necromancer agreed. "But children are such delicate creatures." Lord Qyburn chuckled as he wrapped a wrinkled hand around Wren's neck, the other keeping a tight grip on her shoulder. "The bones in the neck, for example, snap so very easily. And oh, it takes so little pressure to cut off the air. The face turns such a lovely shade of blue."
"Auntie?" Wren asked. Her voice was thin and quavering, as weak as her fruitless attempt to pull away from Lord Qyburn.
"I would back away, if I were you," Lord Qyburn said pleasantly.
"Shh, sweetling," Bel soothed. She backed away, carefully, her eyes fixed on Lord Qyburn, until a clear fifteen feet lay between them. "If we do as the necromancer says, all will be well."
"Necromancy is so imprecise a term," Lord Qyburn tutted as Wren went still. Pleased by her compliance, he let go of Wren's throat, instead holding her with one hand on each shoulder. "I am a scholar, not just of the mysteries of death but those of life, of the world itself. The altar of learning requires sacrifice, the archmaesters could never understand that. I have probed the depths of a woman's womb whilst her heart still beats; I have seen the lungs pulse as a man draws breath; I have—"
You have no armor on, Bel thought. Lord Qyburn was too busy talking to see her hand move, but Wren did. At the same moment the knife stuck in Lord Qyburn's chest, Wren yanked free of his faltering grip, and sprinted across the room to fling herself into Bel's arms, sobbing.
It was perhaps an hour later when Ser Woth and his goldcloaks found them. Wren had fallen into an uneasy sleep, cradled in Bel's arms. Lord Qyburn lay where he had fallen, trussed up like a goose with strips of cloth Bel had cut from her cloak.
Her knife ought to have killed him, but Bel had forgotten to account for necromancy. Even as he lay dying, Lord Qyburn had managed to pull a gleaming vial from his pockets. Part of the elixir had gone down his throat, the rest over his wound before he pulled the knife out. Lord Qyburn's skin looked queerly pale, and he smelled like death, but there was naught else the matter with him, not that she could see. That was a shame. Bel would have liked the satisfaction of killing him; there was no hope of a reward, not when Ser Woth could claim the credit for himself. Ser Woth did, at least, have the decency to bid a pair of goldcloaks see them safely home.
In the end, the flames raged for three days, with occasional bursts of wildfire, before finally surrendering to the combined efforts of men, gods, and a blizzard that dumped half a foot of snow on the city. There was more looting than rape, though Frynne and Nettles had nearly been yanked down from the plinth by a squad of men-at-arms before a very angry knight in pink and blue had intervened. Ynys, Hubard, and Calla had returned just after that, filthy and bruised, but otherwise unharmed. It was them who'd sent Ser Woth, rather than coming themselves.
As for the brothel, it still stood, though it was badly damaged. It would take all of Bel's savings to put things aright, and even that might not be enough. Naet had managed to soak the entire block so well that not a single spark caught on the roofs of either Bel's, the Fat Dumpling, or any of their closest neighbors, but the water had leaked and flooded the brothel several inches deep. Naet had apologized for that; he'd not noticed until it was too late, and by then he'd been so exhausted he could barely drink a glass of water, let alone do anything with it.
"It was Mother Rhoyne down by the Blackwater, not me," he'd muttered, when she finally got him to speak. "Water witch or not, I couldn't do that again, not if I tried."
After that, Bel let him alone. There were plenty of other queer stories flying about. There was the mother on the Hook, who'd lifted a huge chunk of rubble to free her trapped child. There was the guard who'd somehow been flung from atop the Dragonpit and landed in a dung heap, burned but still breathing. There was Queen Talla, who'd taken shelter in the godswood of the Red Keep, and been found beneath the battered heart tree. There had been a shard of rubble in her belly that ought to have killed her, but had been removed by the grace of the Mother. Queerest of all, Ynys and Hazel were sharing a bed now, to the uneasy bafflement of everyone, given that they still insulted each other at every chance.
Bel was too weary to care. Joss had had to fight off a looter with his cleaver; she'd brought Wren home to find bloody fingers scattered across the common room floor. There had been blood all over Joss too, but Bel hadn't cared, not when he was alive. So were all of her girls, and the guards too, although Bu had gotten a black eye.
Their chickens had been less lucky; the smoke had smothered them. Thankfully, Tanselle took charge of cooking all the chickens. It was too costly to salt all the meat, not when the pigs might still die, and when everyone in the city was trying to salt their dead chickens, as well as all the small dogs and stray cats who'd succumbed to the fumes. Wobble was fine, having hid in the cellar, but no one had seen hide nor hair of Rattail. That had made Bel weep for almost an hour, her, who almost never wept.
To her confusion, Bel had wept even more when word came of what had happened at Chataya's. Being so high up the street, a piece of burning rubble from the Dragonpit had struck their roof. When it caught fire, Chataya had gotten all her girls out, and gone back in for Alayaya. With Chataya's help, Alayaya had gotten Marei free of the fallen timber that had pinned her, leaving Chataya behind to get Marei's babe. All of them had emerged from the brothel in one piece, but the babe was already dead, choked by the smoke, and Chataya had died soon after.
Bel could not let go of her hate, but she did light a candle to the Mother for Chataya, just as she'd lit candles to thank the Seven for watching over King Aegon and Queen Sansa. The Seven were with King Aegon, they must be, even if he would never sit the Iron Throne. It was destroyed, along with the rest of the Red Keep. The royal court had removed to the other side of the Blackwater, to the hill where Lord Garlan Tyrell had started building a fort soon after beginning his siege. Yes, with time, King Aegon would put all to rights, Bel knew.
Or so she thought, until the day they reopened the brothel, battered as it was, and (with Chataya's still closed) a pack of northern lordlings came to sample their wares.
"King Aegon isn't staying," Lord Wull blustered. He took a deep drink of his fourth tankard of strong ale, wiped his mouth, and then returned to contemplating Violet and Calla, unable to pick which he fancied. "You mark my words, he'll be going north afore long. Good lad. King Robb may need his help to defend the Wall."
"Defend the Wall, my lord?" Bel asked faintly.
"Aye, hadn't you heard?" Lord Wull drank deep. "It cracked, at the solstice, and we've not had a raven since."
He belched.
"Too busy slaughtering the Others and their wights, no doubt. King Robb might have done for them by now, knowing His Grace." He laughed. "The septons say it is the Long Night come again, more fools they. You, lass, with the sweet eyes, come here." And with that, he set the empty tankard down, pulled Calla onto his lap, and set to enjoying himself.
Bel could not. She sang and played for the rest of the evening in a dull stupor, and when the night was over, she got her ragged cloak, a weary Joss, and a sleepy Wren. Hand in hand, she led them down the street and up an alley. The pitiful candle in her room was not enough, not for this. The nearest sept was small and cramped, but there were carved wooden statues of the Seven before the seven altars, and it was there the three of them knelt, and prayed for solace that never came.
Notes:
I can’t WAIT to see what y’all think in the comments 💕
I solemnly swear Bran II will be MUCH shorter, lol. This sort of word count will not be a trend, but Bel and her girls grabbed me by the throat even harder than Edythe did back in her introduction.
Since last chapter, The Weirwood Queen has now passed 5k kudos and 16k comments 😳 good god, y’all. Like much of King’s Landing, I am blown away (sorry). I was also blown away by the new Hozier album, Unreal Unearth, which I listened to a looooot while writing the prose; y’all should check it out, it fucking rules.
Shout out to CaekDaemon, his EXTENSIVE posts about the wildfire situation over on AlternateHistory and his willingness to let me bombard him with follow up questions about fire and medieval cities was super helpful and gracious of him.
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1) Yes, medieval people considered prostitution a necessary evil, and an acceptable profession for "fallen" women. It was by no means a good situation, but it was a relatively normalized one. So far as I can tell from my research, it could run the gamut from being vaguely shitty (just like any other job can be), to being extremely shitty and dangerous in awful and specific ways due to the societal norms which devalued sex workers.
2) Nettles Crabb is based on Dick Crabb's nameless sister, who is mentioned in canon as having gone to King's Landing to become a whore.
"Had a sister once meself. Skinny girl with knobby knees, but then she grew a pair o' teats and a knight's son got between her legs. Last I saw her she was off for King's Landing t' make a living on her back."
3) Firehooks were a tool used in the medieval era to pull down buildings to prevent the spread of fires.
4) The medieval peasant diet was heavily focused on pottages and stews. Meat was expensive; rural peasants might have lots of dairy, if they had cows. Food preparation was a highly specialized skill; a cook would generally not butcher their own meat, but buy it from a butcher, just like the vast majority of people would get bread from bakers, not make it themselves.
5) Bu is a canon YiTish personal name. There were very few canon YiTish names for women; as Yi Ti is based on medieval China, I looked for Chinese names. Somehow, I landed on Zhi from the Empress Lü Zhi, who was married to Emperor Gaozu, the founder of the Han Dynasty. Of course, the moment I fell in love with the name, I then realized the time period was completely off, as the Han Dynasty lasted from roughly 202 BCE - 220 CE, loooong before the medieval era. Oops.
6) Medieval people did not think of sexuality in terms of identity, but in terms of acts.
7) Curfew bells were an indication for everyone to cover their fires for the night, since unattended fires were a huge fire hazard. Curfew times varied; 2am is quite late, but my excuse is Shakespeare having a 3am curfew in Romeo and Juliet.
7) Shot silk is "silk woven from warp and weft yarns of two or more colours producing an iridescent appearance." It has been around since at least the 600s, and was extremely popular in the 1600s-1700s.
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8) Just FYI, moon tea may be mostly effective as birth control in Westeros if you're not allergic like Hazel, but in the real world, there is NO safe dose of moon tea. Most of the ingredients GRRM mentions in canon are toxic and should not be played with.
Chapter 161: Bran II
Notes:
Late February-March, 305 AC
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Brandon Stark, Prince of Winterfell, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyraContent warning: This chapter deals heavily with grief and self-destructive tendencies. Please be advised.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When the three of them came to pray, the moon was dark, the snowdrift pale and deep and cold.
Theon Greyjoy shivered as he helped Bran kneel before the faceless weirwood, lowering him down onto his useless legs. The muscles in Bran's belly trembled; it took all their strength to hold him up. He might have fallen, if not for Theon keeping him upright. Unthinking, Bran reached for the white tree, for the life he could feel within its sap, within its roots... until he recalled what he had sworn, and yanked his hand back as if burned.
Leaf did not seem to notice. The little woman was still but for her lips, which moved as she sang in the True Tongue. Though the night was windless, as Bran prayed to the old gods he could hear the dark red leaves rustling over his head. He could hear Theon too, mumbling something about mercy, his words lost beneath the rippling warmth of Leaf's song. Strange. For so long, Bran had smelled naught but the cold, yet for a moment he could have sworn he was in the godswood of Winterfell, drinking in the scent of humus and sunlight and growing things after a hard rain.
A gust of wind, and the moment was gone. Leaf rose to her feet, adjusting her heavy goatskin cloak. Theon lifted Bran with a grunt, carried him a few scant yards to his sled, laid him down on the wooden seat, and then started piling furs over him as if he were a child.
"I could have crawled, if I had my trestle," Bran grumbled.
"You shouldn't have to," Theon said. He frowned, then tucked the furs tighter.
Swaddled like a babe, Bran could barely keep hold of the leather traces he used to drive the pair of reindeer who pulled his sled. Their breath steamed in the cold as they dragged him through the trees of the haunted forest, following Leaf. The singer stepped lightly atop the snow, deft as a deer. Theon trailed behind, panting slightly as he raised and lowered his bear-paw clad feet.
Their tent was a queer sort of shelter, little like a knight's pavilion save for the shape. It was a tall cone, made from sapling poles from the forest which had been draped in skins brought from the cave. Smoke rose from the hole atop the cone's point; they always had a fire at night, lest the cold take them in their sleep.
The old gods must not have heard his prayers. Summer was glad to welcome them back, but when Theon helped Bran inside, they found Meera already asleep. As usual, she was curled up into a ball, wrapped around the bag which held her brother's bones. Bran tried to take comfort from the fact that she trusted the direwolf to stand guard, but then, Meera never looked at Summer the way she looked at him.
At least they could bathe, sort of, once Leaf stood guard by the flap of the tent. There was boiling water from the kettle and handfuls of cold snow from outside, and they had plenty of soap. But it was one thing to sink into the pools of a hot spring, or at least take one's time washing all over with buckets full of warm water. It was quite another to strip as quickly as possible within the cramped confines of the tent, scrub briskly with a warm washcloth, then get dressed again while still damp and shivering.
Bran didn't bother washing his hair. It would still be wet when he awoke, and he didn't fancy having icicles on his head and neck. He was used to the grease on his scalp, though he did comb out the auburn tangle as best he could. Theon had trimmed it to his shoulders before they left; if only the fuzz on Bran's cheeks grew as fast as the hair on his head.
Theon's beard wasn't much better. When they were in the cave, Theon had shaved each morning. After they left, that habit had soon fallen by the wayside. His hair might be straight, but his beard was a patchy snarl of curls, as black as his eyes and his cloak.
Bran wasn't sure what to make of Theon. He would rather have had Robb, or Jon Snow, but they were far away. It seemed centuries since the days when they piled into the same bed, before Jon Snow had ridden off to the Wall and Robb had ridden south to war. When they were gone, Rickon had sometimes crept into Bran's bed; somehow, Bran had never managed to kick his little brother out, though he kicked in his sleep, even woofed as though he were Shaggydog.
Theon didn't kick or woof. When they were both dressed again, he wrapped himself around Bran, covered them both in furs, then promptly fell asleep. It was the best way to stay warm, Bran knew, but he would have much rather cuddled with Meera Reed. She refused to cuddle with anyone, even with Summer, who stretched out his length and his three legs between where she lay to one side of the fire, and where Bran and Theon lay on the other. Leaf remained by the open tent flap, alone, her gold-green eyes fixed on the white world beyond.
The little woman was still there when Bran awoke in the morning, groggy and sore. Why Leaf insisted on standing guard, he did not know. The singer insisted the wards she sang around their tent each evening hid them from the Others and their wights. Not that there were any nearby; Leaf swore they were far away, down by the Wall, by the grace of the old gods.
Meera didn't believe her. "I believed in Jojen and his dreams," she'd told him last night, when Bran asked her to come pray to the weirwood Leaf had found. "I believed in the old gods, in magic, in fate. I might have taken us to White Harbor, or to Greywater Watch, but instead..."
Meera hugged her brother's bones to her chest. "When we left, our father said Jojen's fate was in his own hands, but that the old gods would see me safely home." Her lips thinned. "If they don't, swear to me that you'll get my brother's bones home to Greywater Watch."
"But," Bran stammered. "You can't- you won't—"
"Swear it," she insisted.
"I swear, by the old gods and the new."
"Good," Meera had said, her brown eyes colder than the snow.
Her eyes were just as cold when Meera awoke. Wisps of brown hair framed her skinny face; the jagged edges hung about her ears and jaw as she pulled on her boots and her bear-paws, and went outside to fetch something from the sleds.
Breakfast was a quick, tasteless affair. They filled their empty bellies in silence, knowing they would not get another bite until they stopped for the evening. Bran gnawed at the hard bread he had made last night, wishing he had something to distract him. Today marked a fortnight since they had left the cave. It was a fortnight and a day since Theon returned from Meera's bed; a fortnight and a day since Meera came stomping in after him, looked straight at Bran, then chopped off her long braid and flung it on the fire, filling the chamber with an awful stench as it burned.
Bran's chest had burned too, later that night, when Theon bathed, and he saw the bloody scratches on his back, the bruises dappling his neck and shoulders. Closing his eyes had only made it worse. A phantom maid had risen from the dark, as fair as she was naked, to twine herself around Theon while Bran looked on in speechless horror. He was even more horrified when he awoke the next morning stiff as a spear, though to his relief it had gone away after he emptied his bladder.
Dealing with his bladder and bowels was much harder away from the cave. Theon and Meera could slip behind a tree or squat beside a bush, easy as a snap of the fingers. Bran had to crawl on his hands and knees with his trestle, dragging himself through the snow, until he found a rock or fallen tree trunk that might serve to help him do his business.
"A cripple shouldn't have to do so much," Theon muttered when Bran returned to find them taking down the tent. He looked down at Bran, and lowered his voice further. "If you had help, we could move faster, leave sooner. Meera should help you."
Not low enough. "Oh, should I?" Meera said icily.
Bran thought she might have slapped Theon, were she not holding a pile of skins from the tent. Instead, she stomped back to her sled, utterly ignoring him as she packed the skins away. When Theon brought her the rest of the skins, Meera paid him no more mind than she might pay a rat skittering along the wall. She ignored Bran too, as if it was his fault Theon was being stupid.
All in all, Bran was in a foul mood as he settled into his sled, his arms already twinging a little. It wasn't like he would be any use helping to get the reindeer in their traces. They were ready to go, having grazed on the lichen hidden beneath the snow whilst the humans struck camp. There were ten reindeer, a pair to pull each of their three sleds, and the rest to follow behind should they be needed.
Summer would have liked to chase them, or better yet, eat them, but the direwolf knew better. Back by the cave, there had been plenty of beasts in the woods. There was no need to dine on reindeer, not when there were lemmings and voles, ptarmigans and snow hares, even elk and musk ox. True, there were also snow bears, snow foxes, and shadow cats lurking in the trees, but they kept to themselves, so long as they were not provoked. Both Summer and Theon had hunted well, whether with bow and arrow or teeth and claws.
Now as they drew further south, game was scarcer. Bran could feel the reindeer, though not nearly so well as he could feel Summer, but he could not feel much else. A family of hedgehogs slept in a thicket of brambles; beneath an ironwood a badger poked his head out of his sett; atop a sentinel pine perched a crow. Only the burrowing and flying creatures had stayed; the rest were long gone, having either fled the Others and their wights or been slain by them.
Leaf said it had been over a year since the Others descended upon the Wall. There was no trace of their dead men in this part of the haunted forest, nor of their queer cold scent. Yet some wrongness still lingered upon the air, like smoke curling over the smothered remnants of a fire.
Bran shivered. Winter might be even more dangerous than the Others. Frostbite was not a crystal sword, but it could still take noses or ears, fingers or toes. To guard against it, they covered their faces with scarves, their heads with hats, their hands with gloves, their feet with hose, stockings, and boots. Theon's garb was all black, whilst Meera and Bran's was a mix of the clothing they had brought from Winterfell and that provided by the singers.
Like those Leaf wore, their gloves and hats were made of goat fur and leather, as were their scarves. Meera still had her brown cloak, whilst Bran's was made of mossy green wool. He had outgrown his old grey cloak, which he used as a lap blanket. And the green cloak would not fit for much longer, if he kept growing.
Thankfully, the cold did not seem to bite as hard as it had yesterday. Perhaps it was how Bran had tucked himself into his furs, or the weak slivers of sunlight that found their way through the canopy above their heads. Summer seemed in good humor as he waited patiently beside the sled, standing strong on his three legs. Bran would have liked a sled pulled by wolves, but Leaf wouldn't hear of it. Keeping one wolf fed was hard enough, let alone a pack of them.
Instead, Leaf had called reindeer out of the haunted forest. Bran liked the shaggy beasts, though he would have preferred riding on one's back to sitting down low in the sled. But Leaf said you couldn't really ride a reindeer, it hurt them too much, even if you sat on their shoulders. And reindeer were shy of the singers, and even shyer of humans; the few who had come at Leaf's call had once belonged to wildlings.
Their sleds had once belonged to wildlings too, who had carved and shaped their frames, who had strengthened their long wooden runners with bronze graven with runes. Bran thought there was a rough-hewn beauty to them, even though the sleds must have been used to carry loot plundered from the south.
No group of wildling raiders had ever been so well armed as they were, though. Meera's frog spear might be plain bronze, with dragonglass spearheads bound to its two remaining prongs, but Dark Sister rode on her hip. Theon wouldn't stop sulking; he wanted to carry the Valyrian steel blade, even though he already had a weirwood bow and arrows tipped with dragonglass.
"She doesn't even know how to use a sword," Theon complained as he stepped atop the footboard of his sled, his gloved hands gripping the handles tight.
"As if you didn't lose half your bouts with Jon and Robb," Bran threw back, peevish.
He was sick of hearing him whine every morning. Bran vaguely recalled watching his brothers spar in the yard of Winterfell; though several years older, Theon had been a fair swordsman at best, more often found at the archery butts than practicing with a blade. Besides, Bran liked that Meera bore his gift, even though she insisted she would not keep it.
Truth be told, Bran wished that he could wield such a fine blade himself. All he had was a dragonglass dagger, the same sort that all of them carried. Leaf claimed all it took was a single stab, a glancing cut, and an Other would melt away like morning mist. The Others did not come out during the day, and they always made camp long before dusk, but it was best to be prepared.
It was midmorning when they at last set out. Meera led the way, with Bran following after and Theon trailing behind. Leaf rode on Meera's sled, tucked amongst a bundle of furs whilst Meera stood on the footboard. After being on guard all night, the singer would sleep for most of the day.
Now Summer served as their scout. The direwolf loped through the forest, keeping an eye out for rocks, steep drops, and thick clusters of trees. Bran rode inside him, to help watch for obstacles. Three sleds were loaded high with precious supplies; it would be a disaster to lose even one of them. The singers had repaired the sleds as best they could, but they were still a bit rickety, especially Theon's.
Though Theon's sled was most apt to get stuck in low spots, all the sleds bumped and shook on uneven ground. The forest floor might be covered in thick drifts of snow, but the land still rose and fell beneath the canopy of ice-covered branches. Sometimes the trees grew so thick that Summer had to hunt for a way through; sometimes they suddenly parted to reveal an open clearing.
Bran hated those clearings. With no trees to block out the sun, the snow was blinding white, so bright it stung his eyes. It was almost as bad as when they first emerged from the cave; Bran had blinked back stars for what seemed like hours before his eyes adjusted. It was so strange to be outside whilst in his own skin, without ancient walls to keep his body safe whilst his spirit wandered.
Time seemed to pass differently in the world beyond the cave. The hours in the sled felt long and tedious, yet the days ran together like deer in a meadow, here and gone in an instant, taking him ever closer to the Wall, to the realms of men.
They were halfway there already, if Leaf was right. She claimed it should only take a moonturn to cover the long leagues between the singer's cave and the Nightfort. That was strange; it had taken over two moonturns when Coldhands led them north from the Wall.
But then they had not had reindeer, or sleds. Coldhands had ridden a giant elk who could barely hold his weight, whilst Bran rode on Dancer and the Reeds went on foot. Their horses had refused to walk down the long steps of the well that led to the door beneath the Nightfort. Even Dancer had not wanted to go, until Meera blindfolded the mare and led her slowly down the winding steps while Bran was in her skin, soothing and shushing her the whole way down.
Poor Dancer. The journey to the Wall had not daunted her, nor the coming of winter, nor being tended by the singers who let her graze with their goats. No, it was colic that had taken the mare six months past, and Bran had not even known, caught up as he was in Lord Brynden's battles. When Leaf told him, he had tucked the knowledge away, deep inside; there would be time to mourn her later.
For now, there were other things to keep him occupied. Bran was not sure the men of the Night's Watch would be pleased to welcome unexpected guests, let alone a cripple, a three-legged direwolf, a spearmaid, a sworn brother back from the dead, and a child of the forest out of legend. Jon Snow was their lord commander, they would not dare harm his trueborn brother Bran, a Stark of Winterfell, nor his wolf, but as for the rest... Brave Danny Flint was not the only song about the bloody fate that befell those who crossed the black brothers.
No, Bran did not want to think about that either. The way ahead looked clear; Summer had not yipped or barked to turn their path for ages. There was no harm in returning to his own skin, to slip inside the daydreams he had brought with him from the field of stars within the weirwood roots. Leaf said he must remember all he had seen, though she still forbade him to so much as touch the weirwood they had prayed beneath, lest he slip into the roots by accident and draw the Others' notice.
Bran was soaring above Winterfell, watching giants raise great walls of stone, when he was rudely interrupted by the horrible sound of Theon's voice. The song was very bawdy; Bran could feel his ears turning redder with every word as Theon sang louder and louder. His mouth was dry, too dry to speak, so Bran wet his lips—
"Would you shut up?" Meera snapped.
"If you don't like my song, then sing your own!" Theon shouted back. "I heard the mud-men were famous for their songs; what, were the tales false? Or do you all croak like frogs instead?"
"Meera sings well," Bran said, so offended on her behalf that he forgot himself. "She used to sing duets, with her—"
Theon cut him off. "OH, TOOTHLESS TESS WAS A LUSTY WENCH, WHO—"
"—just because you love the sound of your own wretched voice—"
"—UPON THE FISHERMAN'S POLE—"
"—ironborn, you're disgusting—"
"Shut up!" Bran yelled. Leaf stirred beneath her furs, but did not wake; in the distance he could hear Summer snarling at a passing shadowcat. "Both of you, I order you to shut up!"
Silence fell, but only for a moment.
"As it please Your Grace," Meera said, colder than the wind.
"Fine," Theon drawled. "I don't remember the rest of the song anyway."
Not another word was spoken for hours. Bran drifted in and out of daydreams, when he was not riding with Summer. Driving off the shadowcat had put a spring in the wolf's three-legged gait. He mght have lost a leg, but the direwolf still loved bounding through the snowdrifts, so much that Bran could feel a small smile on his lips when they stopped at midafternoon and he returned to his own skin.
Of course, the smile did not last. Setting up camp was an onerous chore, one that put everyone in a foul mood, except for Leaf, who was still asleep. It didn't help that Theon hadn't wanted to stop yet, or that their bellies were growling, having passed the long hours since breakfast without a bite to eat. Bran felt like he could devour an aurochs all by himself, but no, first they must get what they needed from the sleds, and set up the tent, and get a fire going, all of which took ages.
The sleds were loaded with hundreds of pounds of supplies, all packed carefully together. Theon and Meera began by fetching bronze axes, the ones they used to cut saplings for the tent each night. When they had enough poles, some forked, some straight, they raised them on their ends, arranging them into a frame. Once the skins were draped, Bran crawled down from his seat, and dragged himself inside the tent with the help of his trestle.
When Theon and Meera left to gather firewood, Leaf finally awoke. Bright-eyed after sleeping all day, the little woman darted between the tent and the sleds with quick sure steps as she fetched supplies. Sleeping furs, a bronze cookpot, a wide flat stone, a bucket, a wooden spoon, four wooden bowls, a sack of oat flour, a yeast ring made from the spine of a goat, a bag of dried snow plums, a stalk of dried garlic, a small jar of precious salt, a few turnips, several hunks of frozen elk. Leaf was still fetching and carrying when Bran crawled off to relieve himself, and she was gone by the time he returned to find Theon starting their fire.
As he could not hew firewood or raise a tent, cooking dinner had become Bran's chore. The singers had taught him how to make oat bread back in the cave, after Meera lost patience with his ineptitude. Snowylocks had shown him each step, whilst Leaf explained what the other singer was doing in the Old Tongue. First he melted snow in the cookpot, just until it was warm. Next he scraped yeast off the bone with a knife, dropping it gently into the water before adding a snow plum he'd cut into slivers. Yeast needed sweetness, Leaf said, to wake it from slumber.
While Bran waited for the yeast to foam, he grumpily removed his gloves. He could not stitch with his gloves on, and he had to mend Theon's stupid cloak, even if his fingers were stiff and a little cold. Theon had torn his cloak yesterday, when the wind blew it into a thornbush and he had yanked it free without thinking of the work he'd made for Bran. Or maybe he should blame Meera; he wouldn't be surprised if she'd shoved Theon into the thornbush.
Summer usually stood watch while Bran was cooking, but the direwolf sometimes trotted off in search of game. Yesterday he'd found a burrow full of snow hares, and just barely managed to dig them up and eat them before a pair of arguing two-leggers came stomping through the underbrush. Summer could not quite make out what they had been arguing over, only that it had to do with mating, and that the welt on the smirking-not-brother's unusually somber face looked like the work of a tree branch.
Serves him right, Bran thought. He was glad it took so long to chop firewood and hunt for game; he didn't want to see either Theon or Meera.
When the yeast had foamed enough, Bran set aside his needle and shoved up his sleeves. Carefully Bran added oat flour to the foaming yeast, mixed them together, then began to knead. He hated how sticky the dough felt against his hands, how it got between his fingers and under his fingernails. He had to knead for long minutes before the dough began to lose that stickness, to cling to itself in the shape of a ball, growing soft as a woman's skin.
Was Meera's skin soft? Bran did not know. Her hands were as callused as his, rough and red from labor, and they were the only part of her that he had felt. Their hands could not help brushing against each other when they handed each other things; any other touch would not be proper, not when Bran was a prince, and Meera a highborn lady. He certainly could not cup her cheek, or tuck her hair behind her ear, or press his lips to hers.
Theon, though, Theon had done much more. Maester Luwin had once said the ironborn took what they wanted, and Theon had agreed with a smile, even though it hadn't been meant as a compliment. How could Bran have ever trusted him to look after Meera? Theon should have comforted her, but instead he had taken her virtue. How could he do such a thing? How could she? Was grief a sort of madness, to make Meera forget herself? She should have shoved her grief away like Bran did, buried it down deep inside, to be forgotten until the day came when there was time to mourn...
The bread dough felt stiff in his hands, too stiff to knead. Bran muttered an oath under his breath, a really foul one he'd heard Theon use. He had worked the dough for too long, again; he could tell even before he pulled the dough from the cookpot. With a quiet thump Bran placed the loaf on the wide flat stone, nestled it in a bed of coals, then turned over the cookpot to cover it.
The scent of baking bread was in the air when Leaf returned. Where she had gone, he was not sure; Summer had seen her clamber up a tree as nimbly as Bran used to, even though the bark was slick with ice and snow. But then, Leaf had claws on her hands and feet, claws that helped her move through the canopy as easily as a man might cross a ditch with the aid of a well-placed log.
"I had messages to send," Leaf told Bran when he asked what she had been doing.
That was what she always said, just as the singer always spoke to him in the Old Tongue. Bran supposed she was sending messages to the singers back at the cave. Soon after they left, Summer had seen the little woman with a bullfinch cradled in her hands, whispering to it before it flew away. A few days later, a raven had suddenly swooped down whilst they were traveling, landed on Leaf, quorked very loudly until the singer woke up, and then quorked quite a bit more before she fed it some seeds and it flew away.
Bran would have liked to fly away, rather than sit in the tent like the cripple he was, while Leaf walked around the tent singing the songs that would protect them through the night. It was even worse when Theon and Meera came back, having failed to find any game. They took their usual places; Theon sat so close he jostled against Bran's shoulder, whilst Meera sat on the other side of the fire, glowering.
Cooking was even less pleasant, now that he had company. Leaf might be still and silent as she carved a bit of soapstone in the fading light of dusk, but it was hard to ignore the sound of Theon and Meera's arguing. It echoed in his ears as Bran took the bread off the fire and flipped the cookpot over so he could fill it with water from the bucket of snow he'd set near the flames. To that he added the hunks of elk, which were still mostly frozen despite over an hour inside the warm tent.
As it would take ages for the stew to be ready, Bran decided to pass out the oat bread. The crust was hard, so hard that when he cut the loaf, the slices crumbled in his hands. Still, it was better than nothing, especially since no one could argue with their mouths full.
Or so Bran thought, until he noticed the noise of Meera's chewing, loud and wet. She gnawed each bite a thousand times before swallowing; Bran was on the verge of crawling out into the snow by the time she reached her last slice. Meera stared at it, her shoulders hunched. "I don't want the rest."
She held out the bread. Before Bran could take the slice, Theon grabbed for it. Meera tried to yank back, but Theon's grip was stronger than hers. The bread tore, the larger portion still clenched in Theon's hand, the rest splitting into crumbs and falling into the fire.
Meera clenched her fists; were the tent not so small, he suspected she might have stood. "You selfish, greedy—"
"He sits on his arse all day!" Theon protested, almost choking on his mouthful of ill-gotten bread. "I've been stomping around in bear-paws, and chopping firewood, and—"
"—running your mouth?" Bran said, cutting him off. "Taking things that aren't yours, like you always do?"
"Oh, gods, not this again," Theon groaned. He shoved the rest of the bread in his mouth, chewed, swallowed, then took a long draught of water from the bucket. "I said it last week and I'll say it now, I'm not apologizing for taking that straw knight." He wiped his mouth, frowned at the crumbs in his beard, then brushed them away. "You were five, how do you even remember that?"
"Because it was mine, and you shot it full of arrows!" Bran said hotly.
"Robb said you were done with it—"
Leaf muttered something in the Old Tongue.
"What was that?" Theon asked. He turned on the singer, his voice even whinier than before. "Can you use words all of us can understand, or will you just gabble away like a craven fishwife?"
"I said," Leaf said, her tone dangerously even, "that you are too old to bicker like a child. You shame yourself, and the mother who bore you, and the father who sired you."
To Bran's surprise, Theon Greyjoy gave a laugh, harsh and short. "My father Lord Balon thought all I did was shameful. No doubt his shade is howling in the Drowned God's halls, having fits of wroth every minute that I keep company with those he'd have me slay."
"And your mother?" Leaf asked, so soft.
Theon said nothing, only stared at the cookpot. "The elk's thawed enough," he finally said. "It needs to be cut smaller now, and the turnips added, or it'll be dawn before we eat."
Bran's belly growled as they waited for the stew to be ready. The cookpot was filled almost to the top; they had to eat a lot of meat, to keep up their strength in the cold. He missed fresh meat; it was so much better than frozen. Though he was glad Meera and Theon handled the hunting and butchering. The sight of bloodied hands and knives made Bran queasy, let alone the thought of having to do such work himself. Thankfully, all Bran had to do was wait until they were done, take the meat, and roast on a spit until it was tender and juicy.
Even the raw flesh that Summer ate would have been better than the stew. Only hunger compelled Bran to force down every bite of barely cooked turnip and stringy elk. The dinner was almost flavorless, save for the garlic and salt he sprinkled on top of each bowl when he ladled out the stew.
The stench of garlic lingered as they prepared for bed. All of them had scrubbed their teeth with a paste made from salt and elderflower, but Theon's breath was still so rank that Bran gagged when they curled up together under the sleeping furs. The only relief was the draught of fresh cold air which came in from the tent flap where Leaf crouched.
Usually Bran fell fallen asleep quickly, wearied by a long day of travel and chores. Tonight, though, sleep eluded him. When at last he began to drift off, he was roused first by Theon's snores, then by a high whimper as Meera turned in her sleep, the bag of bones clutched tight in her arms. Summer was quiet, but Bran dared not reach for him. Not when the direwolf was dreaming of the godswood, of days spent playing with his brothers and sisters, days that would never come again.
At last Bran could bear it no longer. Slowly, carefully, he freed himself from the grasp of Theon's arms. His trestle was close by; it was not hard to pull himself across the scant few feet that lay between him and where Leaf stood guard.
"You should sleep," Leaf said, soft in the stillness of the night.
"I want to," Bran answered, speaking the Old Tongue as she did.
Leaf spoke the Old Tongue so smoothly it was like a song; even the harshest words seemed beautiful. Yet despite nearly two moons of practice, the same words felt strange upon Bran's lips, as though his tongue were a quill gone dry, a sword gone to rust.
Truth be told, he would rather have spoken in the Common Tongue. When someone spoke the Common Tongue, Bran knew their meaning right away, and could begin thinking of his reply before they finished talking. Speaking the Old Tongue was so much harder. Bran had to work at it, to focus on each of the words so he could recognize them, then understand them, then put them together to figure out what Leaf had said. Only after all that could Bran start thinking of what he wanted to say, and grope for the words that would help him say it.
"I'm sick of the fighting," he finally managed.
"That is the wrong word," Leaf said. She repeated the last word he had said, then switched to common. "That is fighting with claws or weapons, not arguing with words." Slowly, Leaf sounded out another word in the Old Tongue. Bran imitated her, once, twice, thrice, until the little woman nodded.
Annoyed by the interruption, Bran tried again. "I'm sick of the arguing."
"As am I," Leaf agreed.
"Why you stop them?" Wait, no, that was wrong. What was the word for don't? He couldn't remember. "Why no you stop them?"
Leaf sighed, then got up to add a log to the fire. "Why don't you stop them?" Before Bran could repeat the sentence, she spoke again, this time in the Common Tongue. "When I wish to rear children, then Black Knife and I will have one of our own, if the gods should see fit to bless us. In the spring, perhaps, if it ever comes again."
Bran blinked, confused. "You're married?" He blurted. "To Black Knife? But- you don't- I never noticed—"
"You noticed nothing but the last greenseer," Leaf said flatly.
"That's not true," Bran protested.
"Oh? Then name my sister."
Bran hesitated. Leaf had a sister? He wracked his memory, trying to think if any of the singers shared her look. All of them had gold-green eyes, though some were mostly gold, others mostly green. None had Leaf's hair, which was a tangle of russet and chestnut and wheat. Bran glanced at the pale brown spots dappled across her nut-brown skin, trying to find a pattern, to think of whether he'd seen such a pattern somewhere else.
"Coals?" Bran guessed tentatively.
Leaf's lips thinned. "He is male, and we share no blood."
"Snowylocks?"
"No." A pause. "She is my father's aunt."
At least he was getting closer. There were only two female singers left among the dozen or so whom Bran had met. Surely he would be third time lucky. "Scales is your sister," he declared.
The silence was so thick and heavy that Bran could have used it to build a bridge.
"Ash?" Bran ventured, wincing.
For a long time, Leaf said nothing. Bran sat in his ignorance, chafing. It wasn't his fault Lord Brynden kept him so busy, that the world within the roots was so enthralling. The singers had brought him beyond the Wall to learn, hadn't they? And Bran had learned, he had learned so much, and when the time came, he had rid them of Lord Brynden.
Although... Guilt curled in his belly; Bran almost squirmed, like he would have when he was small. He wasn't the one who had freed them, that had been... that task had fallen to someone else. And learning about one's hosts was the simplest of courtesies. The other singers didn't speak the Common Tongue, but Leaf did. He could have asked her about her kith and kin, could have asked her to translate so he could speak the same courtesies to the other singers.
"I... I'm sorry," Bran whispered, the Old Tongue stiff upon his lips. "How... family? Safe?"
"Safe as they can be," Leaf answered in the Common Tongue. "The cave is well defended. Those who remain will do what they can to lessen the brunt of winter. We are not so weary as we were, with the last greenseer gone and a part of our strength restored. Perhaps, if spring returns..."
"Yes?"
Leaf hesitated, then shook her head. "Never you mind. It is not the hour to speak of dreams. You must sleep; dawn will come soon enough."
When dawn came, Bran felt as though he had barely slept a wink. He crawled off to relieve himself, and returned to find Theon still snoring away. Bran glared at him with dull resentment. Why should he get to sleep when Bran couldn't?
At least Meera was already up, ladling what remained of last night's stew into bowls so she could use the cookpot to make the morning bread. While she washed out the cookpot, Leaf and Bran ate their stew. The meat was better after simmering overnight, but the turnips were worse, mushy and soft. Theon's stew was cold and greasy when he finally woke up, not that it stopped him from inhaling it.
Meera was less enthused. She picked at her stew as she waited for the bread to bake, and when the bread was done, she gave herself the smallest portion. Bran didn't mind, that left more for the rest of them, and the loaf was well made, golden and crusty without and soft and airy within.
The good humor brought on by a decent breakfast proved brief. By midday the lack of sleep was beginning to tell; Bran could barely keep his eyes open, even though Theon was pushing his reindeer hard, as he always did, forcing Bran and Meera to pick up speed too lest they be trampled. Summer didn't seem to mind; he romped through the snow, darting hither and thither as he found the best paths through the trees.
Both Bran's head and his bladder were aching when Meera finally agreed they should stop for the night. With frantic haste he crawled behind a snowy boulder, getting his manhood out just an instant before he wet himself. Next time, he would order Meera to stop, no matter how much Theon argued and complained and insisted they must go faster, farther, hurry hurry hurry.
Well, Bran was sick of it, sick of both of them. The cold was less bitter today; why should he not take advantage? He took his sweet time emptying his bowels, rather than rush as he usually did. When that was done, he crawled back to his sled and covered himself with furs. Bran spoke no word, just glared balefully at Theon and Meera as they finished putting up the tent. It was a windy day; their scarves kept falling out of place to reveal cheeks and noses turned cherry red from the exertion of finding and cutting saplings.
They ate late, Bran having prepared the meal with the slow, steady pace of a dying turtle crawling uphill. Let his belly growl, let Theon's temper flash, let Meera sniffle and rub her nose, he didn't care. Only Leaf escaped his ire; still feeling guilty, Bran talked to her as he cooked, putting much more effort into his lessons in the Old Tongue than he usually did. He asked Leaf about her sister Ash, about her great-aunt Snowylocks, about her parents, both of whom were dead.
Perhaps that was why Bran thought of his own parents later that night as he tried to sleep. He was so weary; rest should have come easily, even with Theon's weirwood bow poking him in the shoulder. But no; all he could think of was his father, his mother, of the brief glimpse he had caught of them the last time he was in the roots. It would be so sweet, to see them again. If only there were a weirwood tree close by! A moment would be enough, just one glance; surely that could not cause any harm.
Then Leaf got up to put another log on the fire, and Bran remembered the oath he'd sworn to her. No, he couldn't, not even if a weirwood tree sprouted from the earth. Not that that stopped him from dreaming of Winterfell when at last he drifted off. Mist rose from the pools of the godswood. The leaves of the heart tree glistened red, red as the sap dripping from the deep-set eyes that looked at him so mournfully he felt a pang in his chest.
Stop that, Bran told the heart tree. He was a prince, a man grown. He couldn't weep and wail like a babe, even if he wanted to, even if his belly felt hollow as he thought of days gone by, of his father sharpening Ice beside the black pool, of his mother lying upon her cloak, of a boy in mossy green wrestling with Summer, then turning to look at Bran...
Bran woke with tears upon his cheeks and the weirwood bow clutched tight in his fist. He released it at once, filled with fear and wonder at the sight of a tiny bud sprouting from one end of the bow. Oh, gods, what had he done?
Terror haunted Bran from that moment on, even though he had pinched off the bud and eaten it before anyone could see. Leaf did not seem to suspect anything amiss, not when he was careful to keep showing her every courtesy. Bran prayed she never suspected he had broken his oath; she already had so little patience with the others.
The arguments were worsening with each passing day as they drew closer to the Nightfort. Bran sulked and snapped, irritated both by Theon's coddling and Meera's blunt hostility. Theon veered between mocking Meera, making lewd comments, and, most unsettling of all, trying to dote on her as she suffered from a lingering cold that made her cough and sniffle and sweat when she sat too close to the fire.
For her part, Meera paid him back in insults. Theon was an oathbreaker, a murderer, a brigand. Theon was an arrogant jackanapes, a reaver who couldn't even sail a ship, a whoremonger without the least idea of how to please a woman, a false friend who tried to make amends for his sins by acting as though Bran was helpless.
"He's just a boy, and a cripple, or had you forgotten?" Theon shouted one snowy afternoon. He was so loud that Leaf woke from her slumber, even though Meera's sled was long yards ahead of Theon's. "You push him too hard—"
Leaf swore an oath in the Old Tongue, leapt off the sled, and vanished up a tree. Whether to scout ahead or to sleep, Bran was not sure, but he envied her. He envied Summer too; the direwolf had run ahead chasing the queer sound of singing ice. Icicles shaking in the wind, no doubt; the trees were covered with them. One fell to the ground as a raven flew by, cackling. Perhaps it was flying to the Nightfort; they were only a day or two away.
Bran would have liked to follow the wolf, or to drive his sled off some other direction. Alas, the trees were so close that there was only one path for the reindeer to take. And the day was dark and gloomy besides; the clouds were so thick they blocked out the sun, even though it was not yet dusk. Truth be told, they should be stopping now, before the full moon rose.
"—you spoil him too much! I am not a nursemaid—"
"—just fourteen, and if you hadn't left Winterfell—"
"—well, if you hadn't taken it—"
"I can speak for myself!" Bran yelled, grateful that his voice did not crack.
"I know I shouldn't have taken Winterfell, but you should have stayed there!" Theon bellowed, ignoring him. "Or taken him to some loyal bannerman, and returned as soon as I was gone! You should have taken him home to Robb, not to some thrice-damned cave beyond the Wall—"
"I wanted to!" Meera screamed, her voice thick. "I wish—" she coughed. "I wish—"
Summer's howl echoed over the wood, followed by frantic barking as he burst out of the trees. The reindeer screamed as Bran yanked hard on the traces, his sled skidding to a halt. Meera's sled had already stopped; she leapt off the runners, her frog spear in her hand.
Only just in time. The Other charged out of the gloom with his crystal sword raised high, and brought it down on Meera so fast she barely caught the blade between the prongs of her spear. Ice and metal shrieked as tendrils of frost bloomed against the bronze; behind him Theon was shouting for Meera to move, get out of the way—
Meera ignored him. The frog spear was already falling to the ground when the next slash of the crystal sword cut the shaft in twain; another moment, and she freed Dark Sister from her scabbard, gripping the hilt tight with both hands. The Other smiled as he raised his pale slim blade, pointing it at Meera as if they were boys in the training yard.
"No," Bran cried. "Don't—"
Meera lunged, taking a clumsy swing at the Other. The white shadow danced out of reach, his steps feather light atop the snow. Summer should have been helping her, but he wouldn't leave Bran's side; the wolf snarled and snapped, defying the cold enemy to come for his boy. Shooting, why wasn't Theon shooting—
Bran turned at the sound of Theon's shout. Two pale shadows advanced on the black brother, too close for his bow to be any use. All he had was a dragonglass dagger, which Theon held out in front of him as he backed away from the two Others. Odd, Bran had not expected them to be so short, or to seem so pleased with themselves as they hacked at Theon's sled with their crystal swords. Where are the rest of them? Where are their wights?
The leather traces parted. One reindeer fled into the woods; the other screamed as a crystal blade opened its throat. The Others stared at the dying beast, their blue eyes wide, as if they had never seen so much blood before—
Meera screamed as the Other knocked Dark Sister from her hand. The sword flew into a snow drift; she was grappling for her dagger when the Other knocked her to the ground. Meera landed flat on her back, wheezing and gasping for air. The Other might have finished her then, but instead he laughed, carefree as a summer day. It was almost lazy, the way he strode across the snow, the way he slashed at the reindeer, once, twice, their screams replaced by gurgles, then silence.
Only then did the Other turn back to Meera. She tried to scrabble backwards, but the snow was too thick, too wet, and when the tip of the Other's blade touched her cheek, she froze. Bran's heart thudded in his throat as the slim cut wept blood, the edges of the wound turning blue and black. The Other stared, intrigued, almost confused— and Meera drove her dagger into his foot.
A horrible scream rent the air. White steam hissed from the black dragonglass dagger, from the wound it had made. The Other reeled away, clutching at his foot, only to scream again when his hand brushed against the dagger. There were other screams too, those of the pale shadows running toward their wounded comrade.
Theon was forgotten, until his arrows whistled through the air. The first arrow took one Other in the back; the second took the other in the leg. Both fell to the ground on their bellies, wailing and shrieking and writhing in agony, until at last they fell still, as still as the Other who lay in the snow by Meera.
"Is that all of them?" Theon had an arrow notched, his bow raised. "Is that all of them?" He shouted, as if it would make Meera catch her breath any faster as she staggered to her feet. When she reached Bran, she leaned heavily against one of his reindeer for support, panting and gasping, her nose red, her forehead slick with sweat.
A flash of movement caught Summer's eye; followed by a muffled whimper. There, hiding behind a tree. A fourth white shadow, even smaller than the rest, as small as Rickon had been when Bran went away. A child. Bran looked away, frightened, hoping the others had not seen—
"There!"
The white shadow bolted. He ran across the uneven ground, into the depths of the woods, as fast as his little legs could go, snow flying behind him as an arrow whooshed over his head.
"Let him go!" Bran cried, desperate.
Theon hesitated, an arrow already notched to his bowstring. Meera did not seem to hear; she was yanking at the traces. Heedless of Bran's protests, she freed a reindeer and clambered onto its shoulders, where she swayed awkwardly for a moment before digging her boots into the reindeer's sides.
The reindeer took off, ungainly on his legs, and lurched unsteadily toward the trees. Bran kept shouting, frantic to break through Meera's stubborn foolishness. He ordered, he begged, all to no avail. By the time the reindeer and his rider vanished into the trees, Theon had strapped skith onto his feet, his bow slung over his shoulder so his hands were free for the poles.
All Bran could do was wait. Summer paced in a circle around him, gnashing his teeth, as if more Others might appear at any moment. None did, and Bran was careful not to look at their fallen foes. Long minutes passed before Leaf appeared with a raven perched on her shoulder. Bran explained what had happened as best he could while Leaf listened, dismayed.
Dusk was falling fast when Theon returned. Meera was in his arms, dangling limply, her leg bent at an awful angle. As soon as he set her down, Theon was off again, swearing under his breath. They could not move on; they must camp here for the night, and that meant Theon must raise the tent by himself, as quick as he could.
While Theon gathered saplings and Summer chased after the reindeer who had fled, Leaf tended to Meera. "Will she… will she live?" Bran asked, barely remembering to use the Old Tongue. Meera was very pale and still. Leaf examined her head, her chest, her leg, frowning all the while, yet still Meera did not stir.
"I do not think she hit her head," the singer finally said.
Leaf spoke very slowly, so he could catch the words. That was a relief; before she sent the raven away, she had spoken so quickly in the True Tongue that Bran had almost felt dizzy. Unfortunately, the lack of injury to Meera's head was the only good news. Her leg was broken in three places; the pain and shock of the injury had made her faint. Worse, Meera was already sick with fever, and weak from lack of food.
While Theon raised up poles and draped skins, Leaf sang in the True Tongue. She kept singing while Bran gathered cooking supplies, while Theon dug through the snow to salvage what he could from the wreckage of his sled. When dinner was ready, Meera was awake enough to eat some stew, though they almost had to force it down her throat. And she wouldn't touch the bread at all, even though Bran hadn't ruined it this time.
Meera soon fell asleep again. With stiff, tense words, Theon explained how he had found Meera in a gully. She must have tried to jump it, even though it was far too wide, too deep, the rim slick with ice. Meera was lucky she had not died; her reindeer had broken both his leg and his neck.
"The healing would not take," Leaf said suddenly.
Theon startled; she had used the Common Tongue. "Why not?"
"Her flesh is willing, but her spirit resists. I cannot heal her if she will not let me."
Bran had expected Leaf to be angry. Somehow, the sadness in her eyes, the softness in her voice, was so much worse. What did Leaf mean, that Meera wouldn't let her? That didn't make any sense. No one would resist being healed, unless... unless...
"Why didn't you know there were Others near?" Bran blurted. "You said you could feel them, you said they could only come after nightfall."
Leaf hesitated. "I... may have erred." She huffed, frustrated. "How were we to know? The Others keep their young ones close, hidden out of sight. We have only glimpsed them now and then, at the edges of a raid or skirmish. They watch from the shadows until the slaughter is done, then feast on the flesh of those too badly butchered to serve as wights."
"These ch—" Theon stopped, his eyes strange. "These had no wights."
Leaf shrugged. "The wights only heed the Others born in ancient days, not those made from the babes of men. They are weaker, as men are, though they grow quickly, as men do, and must sustain themselves on flesh. They cannot take thralls, nor draw power from them. And they must speak to their sires in the tongue of ice, rather than by thought alone, as the Others do, ever since their minds were forged together in the heart of a blizzard, bound by broken spells and bitter curses."
There were plenty of bitter curses the next day. When Summer returned at dawn, it was with only a single reindeer. That made three, when once they had ten. Now five were dead, two fled, and the one Summer found had injured herself in her flight.
It took Theon most of the morning to unpack their supplies, determine what could not be left behind, and load the sleds lightly enough that one reindeer could pull Meera whilst the other two pulled Bran. The entire time, Meera lay on her sled where Theon had gently set her, weak and wan, her brown eyes as hollow as her cheeks, the bag of bones resting on her lap.
Bran couldn't bear to look at Meera, but looking away was worse. The Others were supposed to melt when touched by dragonglass, not turn to corpses as men did. The Other who had fought Meera could not have been older than Robb was when he went away. He was a slim youth, almost as beautiful as a girl. His empty blue eyes still burned as they stared up at the sky, his pale skin dappled blue and black as though he had been scorched by frost, not slain by frozen fire. The other two boys looked much the same, though they were smaller, perhaps the size Bran's sisters had been when he last saw them.
Leaf was even smaller as she stood beside his sled, helping soothe the hungry reindeer. The grazing had been better further north, when the snow was a fluffy powder. Now the snow was wet, crusted over with ice that made it harder to dig for lichen. Bran felt sorry for the reindeer, but less sorry for himself. He was glad the cold did not bite as deeply as it had, before they prayed at the weirwood.
In the end, it took four painful days to reach the Nightfort. Theon went on bear-paws, holding the traces of Meera's sled since she could not steer herself, not after the fever set in. Leaf slept at Bran's feet, curled up into a ball. She lacked the strength to walk; she spent all night awake on watch, the wards as powerful as she could make them, fearful that the Others would return to finish them off the moment they realized the child Others had failed in their first hunt.
When they reached the Black Gate hidden beneath the Wall, Bran could have wept with relief. Theon was less pleased. He shuddered as he approached the weirwood door, and bit his lip until it bled when blind white eyes opened in the ancient face carved into the wood.
"Who are you?" The door asked with wrinkled lips.
Theon shook, and made no reply.
"You have to say the words," Bran reminded him. "The vows you swore, when you took the black."
"I..." Theon Greyjoy stammered, his gaze fixed on the door's lined face, its vast mouth. "I am the sword, the sword in the darkness," he said. "I am the watcher on the- on the walls. The fire that burns against the cold. The light that brings the dawn. The horn that wakes the sleepers. I am the shield that guards the realms of men."
"Then pass," the door said gravely. The lips opened wide, stretching out until there was nothing between them but a gaping hole, so large and tall that two men could walk abreast. Theon was still shaking as he carried Meera through, set her down on the other side, and came back to get Bran.
Bran would have none of it. He had already gotten down from his sled, digging his trestle into the snow as he pulled himself forward. The muscles in his arms didn't even burn; they were used to the work. While Bran crawled over the door's lower lip with Summer by his side, Theon had to content himself with gathering an armful of supplies from their sleds, just as Leaf had when she got down.
Crawling up the steps of the well proved much more tiresome. Bran's arms were aching by the time he reached the top, emerging into a cavernous kitchen that was much different than he recalled. The twisted weirwood that had grown beside the well and up through the domed roof was gone, leaving only a sad stump covered in dried sap. The dome had been mended, as had the cracks in the walls; the ovens had been repaired; there were tables now, covered with pots and bowls and rolling pins and suchlike things. But there were no cooks, no pot boys, no aromas of bread or meat.
There was firewood, though, and plenty of kindling. Bran already had flint and steel in his pocket; it was easy enough, to get a fire started in one of the smaller hearths. The kitchen was big and cold, so cold that Theon should not have been sweating so much when he carried Meera up from the door down below. Leaf followed behind, with a pile of furs in her arms and three nervous reindeer at her heels, their hooves clattering and clacking on the stone steps of the well.
While Summer roamed the Nightfort and Theon and Leaf carried up supplies from the sleds, Bran set to making oat bread. Most of the flour had been spilled and ruined when the Others hacked Theon's sled apart. He was not sure how many loaves he could make with what little they had left; it was hard to judge, even though he had counted the sacks and weighed them in his hands.
When the bread was done, Bran made Meera take the biggest portion. He was less successful at getting her to eat it; she was feverish and queasy, able to do little but cling to her bag of bones. Bread was all they had for dinner that night; both Leaf and Theon were too tired to haul the frozen meat up. Bran almost stopped breathing when he saw Leaf start to doze off, rather than keeping watch.
"The Others will not come," she promised, the Old Tongue slurred upon her lips. She had to repeat herself more than thrice before Bran managed to grasp the rest. The Others had lost a battle here, one they had expected to win. Furious at being thwarted, they had not come near the place since.
"They're busy, anyway," Leaf mumbled groggily. She leaned against the weirwood stump, with furs draped over her. "Gone south, through the cracks, to raise new wights while the black brothers fight the old ones."
"Cracks?" Bran's voice was so high and sharp it hurt his ears. "What cracks?"
But she was already asleep.
When Leaf awoke the next morning, Bran soon regretted asking the many questions which had raced through his head as sleep eluded him. Yes, he had stopped the Wall from falling when he destroyed the Horn of Winter, but it had cracked instead. How many cracks, Leaf could not say. It had been difficult to persuade any birds to fly over the Wall, let alone enough birds to cover the many long leagues between Westwatch-by-the-Bridge and Eastwatch-by-the-Sea.
"Some of the cracks have sealed," Leaf told him, her brow furrowed. "And I could have sworn that I smelled..."
She fell silent, and said no more. When they finished breaking their fast on oat bread, Theon descended the steps of the well, to fetch the rest of their supplies. Bran expected Leaf to follow. Instead, she set out to explore the Nightfort, once she finished helping Meera use a bucket as a chamberpot (Bran had looked away, as he always did).
When Leaf returned, she laid a hand atop the weirwood stump. To Bran's surprise, her fingers came away sticky with fresh red sap. Leaf seemed as confused as he was; he had never seen her gold-green eyes blown so wide.
While Bran washed the dishes from breakfast, the little woman paced back and forth across the kitchen, mumbling to herself in the True Tongue, only pausing to press the back of her hand to Meera's forehead as she tossed and turned in a feverish sleep. More than once, Leaf almost tripped over Summer, who lay on the floor beside Meera, and when Theon came huffing and puffing up the steps Leaf did not even notice, not until he set a hunk of meat down right beside her.
"She could help," Theon grumbled, quietly to himself.
"I would," Leaf said, in the Common Tongue. "But I cannot. Time is short; I must leave before midday."
"What? Why?" Bran did not understand. "We need you, Meera needs you."
Leaf shifted, uneasy. "I know. Her fever... I would not leave, but I must." She reached out a hand, showing him the sap that clung to her fingers and claws. "This is a message, one that must be answered. I must try to find the giants who left it, before their trail goes cold. If Joramun is with them..."
"Joramun?" Theon asked.
Bran gaped owlishly, trying to recall what Old Nan had told him long ago. "He was a King-beyond-the-Wall, during the Age of Heroes. A wildling. Joramun tried to invade the north, but when the Night's King came, he made an alliance with the King of Winter, Brandon the Breaker, and they cast him down together after Joramun used a horn to wake giants from the earth."
"Joramun was a giant," Leaf said. "The giants he woke were his kinsmen, who slumbered in their mountains, heedless of the world passing them by. Joramun joined them, when he felt his days grow dull. Before he slept, he made a marriage for his daughter, a crown for his son, and a horn for his people, to wake him again at dire need. And so it was. His horn was sounded five years past, not long before you came to us. Every giant at the Wall heard its cry, and abandoned Mance Rayder for their true king."
Leaf glanced at Meera, frowning. "You must tend her while I am gone. This fever must break, and soon. If it does, I shall try to heal her again upon my return. If it does not..."
Summer whimpered, low in his throat.
"We should take her to Castle Black," Theon argued. "They should have a maester, to tend the ravens. If you helped, I could haul up the sleds—"
"She cannot be moved," Leaf said, implacable. "She is too weak; the journey here already sapped her strength. And what of the wights roaming betwixt here and Castle Black? They may shun the Nightfort like their masters, but when you step beyond it, they will be drawn to you. Were you to go alone, perhaps you might get through, but you have two others in your charge, and only a direwolf to help defend them. Their lives are in your hands, Theon Greyjoy. Can I trust you with them?"
Theon swallowed. "I swear it," he rasped. "I swear it by the old gods and the new, and by the Drowned God of my house."
One moment Leaf was showing them how to care for Meera, and the next she was gone. The rest of the day passed slowly as Bran and Theon slogged through their work. Bran took inventory of the supplies Theon carried up, worked on tidying the kitchen into some sort of order, and tried to keep Meera comfortable as best he could.
When night fell, Meera's fever was worse. Sweat streaked her skin, even though they had made her bed of furs a good distance from the fire, even though Theon brought handfuls of snow to press to her brow, even though Bran had made her drink the medicine Leaf had left, and made her chew a few mouthfuls of stew that had simmered on the fire all day.
"There isn't much meat left," Bran whispered, when Meera had dropped off to sleep again.
"I know," Theon said. "I carried it, didn't I?"
Bran glanced at the three reindeer, who used the far end of the kitchen for a stable. They were good beasts, faithful and brave. They had brought them here, they had survived an Other attack. But...
"We only need two to pull the sleds."
"It won't be enough," Theon said in a flat voice. "Only a third of their weight is good meat. Even if we butchered one of them, the meat would only last a fortnight, and Leaf said she might be gone for a moon's turn." He drew his knees up to his chest, his eyes fixed on the sleeping Meera. "I swore I'd keep you safe, and I will." His mouth twisted. "You're lucky that I'm a better hunter than she is."
"What hunting?" Bran asked. "All the birds and beasts nearby must have fled long ago, just like the game north of the Wall."
"Never you mind," Theon said sharply.
"I want to know," Bran insisted. "You have to tell me."
Theon looked at him, his dark eyes as bleak as a starless night. "Birds and beasts were not the sort of game I had in mind. Leaf said it herself; when I step foot beyond the Nightfort, the meat will come to me."
"The wights," Bran said, numb with horror. "But- we can't."
"I already have." Theon gave a dreary laugh. "There were no hogs at Whitetree, Bran. Meat is meat, when a man is starving, when he has no other choice."
Bran choked back bile. There had been ancient Starks who were brutal warriors, who sacrificed their enemies to the old gods, but they hadn't eaten them. Cannibals were the worst sort of monsters in the stories, like the wildlings and Skaggs who went mad with bloodlust and devoured their foes after battle. How could Bran eat another man's flesh, even a wight's? How could he feed such a meal to Meera, even after all she'd done to hurt him?
A flash of pain broke Bran's reverie. He had clenched his fists too tight; his nails dug into his palms like knives. They pressed into the scars left behind from his battle of wills with Lord Brynden, from the day Meera's brother had given his life. Bran already knew what he must do, he just didn't want to do it.
Summer raised his head with a low whine. His boy was weeping, and the wolf did not know why.
"A reindeer would last a moon's turn, or more," Bran said thickly through his tears. He forced himself to meet Theon's eyes. "If the meat was meant for only one mouth."
The next night, there were two cookpots over the hearth. One held reindeer stew, the other… It was Theon who’d slain the wight, who’d butchered its still wriggling limbs, yet Bran could feel the blood upon his hands.
Notes:
*slaps the roof of the chapter* this bad boy can fit so much petty bitching and trauma into just 11k words! :D Speaking of which, this chapter got delayed because my car is having problems AGAIN, and being stressed out about mechanic bills makes it harder for me to write. Ugh. Reminder, you can get chapter updates at my tumblr; my ask box is always open :)
That being said, god this chapter was fun for me, if not for Bran or his companions on the world's worst road trip. Sound off in the comments! 💕
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162: Olyvar II
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164: Arya II
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1) The use of sleds, reindeer, and reindeer, and lavvu tents was inspired by the Sami. The Sami are an indigenous people who live across northern Scandinavia and eastern Russia, a region which they call Sápmi, but which Europeans traditionally called Lapland. Unfortunately, the governments of those regions have attempted to erase Sami culture and practices for centuries. While the Sami continue to fight back, they remain marginalized, and their languages are endangered.
2) The song Butchered Tongue was very much on my mind already, and learning more about the Sami's fight to keep their languages fed into how I portrayed the language lessons going on with Leaf and Bran, whose ancestors spoke the Old Tongue long ago but gave it up, replacing it first with northron, then Andahli (the "Common Tongue").
3) A quick beef with GRRM: reindeer and elk are very difficult and impractical for even a single person to ride, due to their bone structure. Yet in the Varamyr prologue of ADWD, "[a] great elk trumpeted, unsettling the children clinging to his back," and then in Bran I, we are told that Coldhands, Meera, and Jojen all ride the elk simultaneously. Uhm. No? Even though the kids are starving, that's still like 350-400 pounds on the elk's shoulders/back, the equivalent of half the elk's body weight!
4) Did I *need* to research how Bran would make camp bread? No. Was it fun? Yes! Yeast rings are real; they were made from various materials, including wood, straw, or, yes, an animal spine formed into a ring. The ring would be soaked in beer as it brewed to absorb the foaming yeast. Once dried, the yeast could be used later by scraping it off the bone and soaking it in water with honey or dried fruit, which provided the sugar to activate the yeast.
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5) To be clear, Bran, Theon, and Summer were eating WIGHT flesh at the end, saving the reindeer meat for Meera. They are not eating Summer as a couple of commenters guessed (to my utter horror) before I edited the last paragraph.
As my boyfriend just said, “they’re doing cannibalism, not canine-nibble-ism.”
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Chapter 162: Olyvar II
Notes:
Early March, 305 AC
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King Aegon Targaryen, the Sixth of His Name, 305 ACBy ohnoitsmyra
Map of King’s Landing
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Content warning: Body horror via medieval style execution.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The necromancer was already bleeding when they dragged him up the steps to the gallows. His white robes were badly stained, the golden whorls spattered with slush and mud. Blood dripped from his wrists and onto his hands; the ropes had chafed and torn his skin as the horses dragged him through the crowded streets to Old King's Square.
King Aegon had decreed that Qyburn should die in the same place where he had once tortured Queen Cersei's enemies. As the old gallows had burned during the great fire, the goldcloaks had been forced to raise a new one, though it stood in the same spot near the center of the square. Already the plaza was packed to bursting. Some jeered, some cursed, the clamor of voices so loud he could barely hear the bells tolling four. Guild masters and apprentice boys, old matrons and young maids, all shoved forward for a closer look, intent on blood.
And they will have it, Olyvar thought grimly.
Qyburn's crimes were beyond count, beyond belief. It was only fitting that he be given the same cruel sentence which he had carried out with such relish. The necromancer had already been drawn; now he would be hanged, gelded, flayed, disemboweled, and beheaded.
Beneath his kingly mask, Olyvar's stomach roiled as a goldcloak strung a noose around Qyburn's wrinkled neck. He gripped the reins of his palfrey tight, trying to focus on the pressure of his fingers, the feel of the smooth leather of his gloves. No one deserved to die like this, no one. But the city needed vengeance, vengeance for the dead, for the burned and maimed, for the children and babes smothered by smoke.
His lady wife did not agree. Although even Sansa had allowed that beheading was too merciful, she had proposed the usual penalty for firesetters instead. Why shouldn't Qyburn be burned at the stake, or by Viserion's golden flames?
"Because such a death is far too quick, my lady," King Aegon said, firm but gentle. "The wrath of the city must be appeased."
Or so he had told Sansa before his council. It was the truth, but not all of it. Only later, when they were alone, had Olyvar spoken to her of Aerys and his pyromancers, of the night Volantis went up in flames. Though she still misliked his judgment, Sansa had understood.
At a nod from King Aegon, the goldcloaks moved. The trap dropped; the body dangled; the crowd roared. A broken neck would have been a mercy, but the goldcloaks knew their work. Olyvar watched as the old man clutched desperately at the rope around his neck, the wind making his robes fly up to reveal scrawny legs kicking frantically as urine sprayed the snow.
His mare whickered; Olyvar's stomach churned. Thank the Seven that Sansa need not see this. He did not want to see it either. Father or uncle, Prince Oberyn still knew him well; he had offered to do the honor of having the sentence carried out, to spare his nephew this gruesome burden.
Olyvar had wanted to accept, but Aegon could not. I am the king, Seven save me, and King's Landing is mine. It was his duty to see that justice was done, not only here but across the realm. From the coasts and fields of the Crownlands to the orchards and sands of Dorne, from the forests of the Stormlands to the rolling fields of the Reach, from the mountains of the Westerlands to the Mountains of the Moon...
His belly clenched. The North and the Riverlands were not his concern, not yet, anyway, but the Vale was another matter. It was over a moon's turn since His High Holiness beseeched King Aegon to fly to the Eyrie, to rescue little Lord Robert Arryn and the folk trapped with him atop the Giant's Lance. High Septon Paul had taken his oath, and Olyvar intended to keep it, as soon as he could.
Yet despite his best efforts, the events of second moon had conspired against him. When he set out for the Vale after defeating Lord Tarly, the winds had blown him to Dragonstone instead, to find his cousin dead and his lady wife in the depths of despair. The moment he finished seeing to his lady wife, he had returned to his army, and led them south as far as Rosby.
Only then had Olyvar permitted himself another attempt. The march from Rosby to King's Landing would take at least a week. It was only a day's journey to the Eyrie on dragonback, if the weather was fair, which it was when he set out.
The weather did not remain fair. Viserion had just reached the Bay of Crabs when black clouds began to gather; they barely made it across the bay to Wickenden before the squall came. Lord Edmund Waxley had given King Aegon a very courteous (if rather nervous) welcome, followed by a remarkably fine dinner and a soft bed for the night.
Alas, the weather the next morning was even worse. Sheets of freezing rain pelted the shutters, and the winds raged so fiercely that Viserion would not set claw outside of the hastily vacated barn in which she had taken shelter. A few freshly shorn sheep served to placate the she-dragon, though not the quivering stableboys charged with keeping her water trough filled.
In the end, Olyvar remained at Wickenden for several excruciating days. He mostly spent them losing at tiles to the very gossipy Lady Waxley. When she paused for breath, Lord Waxley was happy to fill the silence. He expounded at length upon the superiority of his ancestry, the inferiority of the fellow lords of the Vale with whom he was quarreling, and the purity of his beeswax, which he declared so exceptional it was fit only for a king.
Olyvar was so pleased he could have wept when the weather finally cleared enough to send off four battered ravens. Two had flown to King's Landing, to bid Queen Sansa to arrange a parley. King Aegon had followed the next day, arriving only just in time.
The other two had flown to the Gates of the Moon, and this morning, at long last, he had received a reply. Lord Nestor Royce, High Steward of the Vale, declared he was pleased to welcome King Aegon beneath a banner of peace. Lord Nestor lamented that he had not sent a raven sooner, but the weather had been doubtful; only now was it at last agreeable to the honor of such a visit.
Olyvar would already be on dragonback if not for Qyburn. Not that that made it any easier to watch the necromancer gasp and choke as the goldcloaks cut him down, removing the noose to reveal a wide black bruise around the old man's neck. When King Aegon jerked his head, a goldcloak removed the old man's robes, then his breechclout, leaving him naked and shivering.
"Now, the gelding," Prince Oberyn muttered.
Olyvar allowed himself a brief glance away from the gallows. His father had not taken kindly to the news of the death of Lord Uller and the rest of the Dornish lords and ladies in King's Landing. There was a thin smile on Oberyn's lips as he waited, watching intently. Ser Daemon Sand was watching too, motionless save for the flapping of his white cloak. Lord Edric Dayne was less composed; he winced and looked away as the knife descended.
King Aegon did not look away. The necromancer screamed, the crowd gasped, and Olyvar choked back bile as blood spurted from the wound. When he felt the horse beside him draw closer, he was so grateful he could have wept.
"You can look away a little more, Your Grace." Ser Deziel Dalt kept his voice low, wary of the many ears around them. "No one will think less of you; they might not even notice."
"Someone always notices." Metal gleamed as a goldcloak drew a flaying knife. "And even if they didn't, I would know."
Then the goldcloak set to work on Qyburn's right arm, and there was too much noise to talk. Horrible as they were, somehow the old man's screams of agony did not trouble Olyvar half so much as the way he had behaved during his trial.
It had taken two days to hear all the witnesses testify against Queen Cersei's lord confessor, master of whisperers, and pet necromancer. First came the nobles who had heard dire rumors of what went on in Lord Qyburn's domain. Then there were the patricians who swore they had been sharply questioned without cause, and only released upon proving their loyalty to the queen. Next came the armorers who had forged queer instruments for Qyburn's use, the porters who had delivered sundry goods into the hands of guards and servants who said no word and stank of death, even a pair of whores who claimed they had serviced Qyburn and heard him boast of his deeds.
Qyburn listened to every voice in silence, smiling all the while. When it was his turn to speak, he confessed his crimes proudly. All he had done was in the pursuit of knowledge; his only regret was that he would be denied the chance to write a full account of all that he had learned.
"You might have had that chance," Olyvar had said, barely keeping his temper, "had you not set fire to the city. Were you mad?"
"Mad?" Qyburn looked faintly indignant. "The Citadel called me mad, for daring to consider matters their small minds could not grasp, for daring to delve into the mysteries of life and death. Nay, I am not mad, I am loyal. Queen Cersei honored me with her patronage; I had not failed her before, nor could I fail her in her hour of need."
Onlookers cursed and gagged and retched as Qyburn explained, at length and with great relish, all the wonders that he had done for his beloved queen. Sansa managed to endure his recounting of the golden veil he had made with Wisdom Hallyne, but had to excuse herself when he boasted of how he had "saved" King Tommen and Ser Addam Marbrand. She was not the only one; much of the crowd had cleared by the time he reached his role in the Great Fire of King's Landing.
All the wildfire Queen Cersei possessed was already atop the three high hills, to be used as defense against Viserion. Following the queen's orders, Qyburn had sent his dead henchmen to the Dragonpit, the Great Sept of Baelor, and the Red Keep. "Wildfire makes men nervous," the necromancer said, smiling. "I knew no one would object to my men removing it from the walls."
And so they had, piling all the wildfire in the center of the Dragonpit, in the undercroft of Baelor's, and in the cellars of the Red Keep, with orders to set it off at noon. When the bells tolled twelve, the poor dead thralls had done as their master commanded, their torment ended by the blazes they had helped set.
"The wildfire was even more potent than I anticipated." Qyburn sighed, his eyes twinkling. "I suppose I shall never know how there came to be wildfire elsewhere in the city; Her Grace was most firm that the pyromancers reserve all of it for royal use."
Olyvar's eyes itched from staring; he rubbed them as the goldcloak finished with Qyburn's hand and moved onto his fingers. The necromancer had finally screamed himself hoarse; he dangled, almost limp, between the two goldcloaks who held him fast. Whether from loss of blood or from a burst heart, he should have been dead by now. The Seven must be very angry, to prolong his suffering so.
Mad King Aerys had not suffered. Jaime Lannister had slit his throat in one stroke, just as he'd slain Lord Rossart the pyromancer. Brienne of Tarth had cringed as she told that half-forgotten tale, ashamed she had not known its import until it was too late.
After such easy victories against Ser Arys Oakheart, Euron Greyjoy, and Lord Randyll Tarly, Olyvar had expected a roach in the pudding. He had planned accordingly, trying to anticipate what might go amiss, whether it be the arrival of a blizzard, plague, or hostile army. He had not planned for the fucking city to catch on fucking fire because his fucking grandfather somehow managed to surpass himself and achieve new heights of villainy. Were it possible to descend into the seven hells for a day and return unharmed, Olyvar would have gladly hunted his grandfather like a deer; kinslaying didn't count when the man was already dead.
Olyvar did not doubt that Aerys's shade would be quite pleased with the fruits of his long-delayed vengeance. The Great Sept of Baelor was gone; High Septon Luceon and almost all his Most Devout were dead. The few surviving septons and septas were broken creatures, desolate at the loss of the many rare and holy artifacts and books which had been lost to the flames. The Dragonpit had collapsed in on itself; Flea Bottom was a scorched ruin, its people made homeless.
But the worst of the damage had befallen the Red Keep itself. Most of the top of Aegon's Hill was gone, as if some immense giant had crushed it in his fist. Shattered chunks of red stone littered the broken hilltop and the slopes below; a vast lump of mottled steel was all that remained of the Iron Throne.
And yet, somehow, one soul had survived. They had found Talla Tarly beneath the heart tree, which stood lonely atop a small spire of earth that jutted from the craters below. The leaves had been burnt away by the fire, the branches cracked and mangled, yet still the weirwood endured, its carved face weeping bloody sap onto the girl sheltering beneath its trunk.
To the amazement of all, Talla was unharmed, save for a shard of rubble in her belly, and for the grief which lingered long after the shard had been removed. Dickon Tarly had arrived at the Red Keep soon after it went up in flames, screaming for his sister, only to perish when the rubble shifted and he plummeted into a cellar. All Talla had left of her brother was his bones, that and a hound he had given her. The faithful beast had refused to leave her side since they found her; no doubt it would accompany her when she departed for Horn Hill, to rule as Lady Tarly over the few lands King Aegon had permitted her to keep. It was not Dickon or Talla's fault that Cersei Lannister had escaped, nor that she had refused to abide by her small council's surrender.
All of the small council was dead too, save for Grand Maester Gerold, who had decided to quell his nerves by getting so drunk he had blacked out inside the finest tavern in the city. He had not awoken until late the next day, when the city was already on fire. Once the fires were out, the grand maester had turned himself in to the first knight of the Golden Company whom he had seen.
The knights of Tommen's Kingsguard had not been so lucky. Ser Addam Marbrand, Ser Lyle Crakehall, Ser George Graceford, and Ser Jason Hill had perished in the throne room with their king, and Ser Balon Swann's corpse had been found at Qyburn's manse. As for Ser Lyn Corbray, Lady Talla swore she had not seen him since the queen and the small council returned to the Red Keep after the parley. Whether he had escaped or been blown to bits, no one could say.
But Qyburn had not escaped, thanks to the Seven and a goldcloak captain named Ser Woth. A fat purse for his men and a fatter purse for himself was not enough. There would be further rewards in store for good Ser Woth, once Olyvar had time for such things.
King Aegon meant to be openhanded, but he was not emptyheaded. He needed to carefully ponder the allotment of lands and titles, the wardships of young heirs and the marriages of heiresses. Olyvar could not hand them out on a whim and begin his reign by setting thoughtless precedents. Giving presents can wait; at present, more weighty concerns require my presence.
Olyvar might have smiled at his own bad jape, were he not watching a goldcloak flay Qyburn's left hand, having finished with his right. He ought to have grown used to the sight by now. Yet, if anything, he felt even more queasy than before.
There had been no time to be queasy during the fire. After the explosions, the flashes of green and the first shock of terror, his memories were a blur. Olyvar recalled bellowing orders at his lords and knights; he recalled leaping onto Viserion's back, taking her up over the city to survey the spreading flames; he recalled the she-dragon's fear and fury as Sansa suddenly plunged into her skin and yanked, pulling her out of the way moments before a fresh pillar of wildfire erupted without warning.
After that, Olyvar had not dared to try making firebreaks. Instead he had flown to Blackwater Bay, and carefully used Viserion's dragonflame to melt away the largest chunks of floating ice, enough to open the harbor. Most of the ships had managed to weigh anchor before the sparks from the fires reached their flammable sails and timbers.
Once that was done, Olyvar had swept in circles over the rooftops, using the view from dragonback to guide his men toward the most dangerous outbreaks of fire. Thankfully, some of the wildfire had been in older manses made of stone. The infernos burnt so fiercely that the timber frames of the manses collapsed, the falling stones smothering the fires before they could spread. And Ser Jacelyn Bywater's goldcloaks had acquitted themselves well, directing the water wagons and helping form chains of men and women to pass buckets between the fountains and the fires.
The hardened men of the Golden Company had proved less helpful. Sellswords were made for battle, not keeping the peace. True, their discipline had helped prevent the great fire from turning into a sack, but there had still been looting and rapes amidst the chaos. King Aegon had bade his commanders try and punish every thief and raper, but it was an order which some lords took more seriously than others.
Up on the gallows, Qyburn collapsed, finally overcome by the pain. As the goldcloaks doused the necromancer with water, Olyvar glanced at the lords who surrounded him. Dez gave him a subtle nod of encouragement, which Olyvar returned. Prince Oberyn was still smiling thinly; Lord Edric Dayne was dabbing at his sweaty brow, looking quite green; Lord Mathis Rowan was muttering something to Lord Garlan Tyrell, who frowned.
"No, my lord," Lord Garlan said quietly. "My men have found no trace of them on the gold road, not yet."
Olyvar clenched his jaw as the goldcloaks hauled the necromancer back on his feet, still trying to revive him. Damn the Kingslayer, damn him to the deepest of the seven hells. Queen Cersei might have given Qyburn his orders, but it was Ser Jaime who had given her the notion, Olyvar did not doubt. He should have struck the Kingslayer's head off after the parley, as Prince Oberyn and a dozen other lords had urged. But no, King Aegon had insisted that the man face a proper trial, that Jaime and Cersei Lannister's crimes be exposed to the light of day, their sentence carried out before the eyes of gods and men.
Instead, Olyvar had been in the midst of making love to his wife when Prince Oberyn burst through the flap of their tent. Sansa squeaked with dismay, blushing so red she almost glowed as she hid beneath the furs. Olyvar was less overcome. Too furious to worry about modesty, he had risen from the bed, seized his uncle by the collar, and reminded him in no uncertain terms that he was his king, not his son, and an interruption of this kind would not happen again.
"Noted, Your Grace," Prince Oberyn had said, jerking free. "But this news cannot wait. The Kingslayer has escaped; I thought you should know before the guardsmen rouse the entire camp."
The Kingslayer was no stranger to murdering men; it was almost fitting that he should murder any hope of sleep. Olyvar had been up the entire night, directing the search for the missing hostage. His mood briefly improved when Dickon Tarly rode into camp beneath a peace banner, bringing the welcome news that both Jaime and Cersei Lannister were being held in the Red Keep, and that the small council would be opening the gates at dawn.
Of course, no sooner had they entered the city than Ser George Graceford of the Kingsguard appeared to inform King Aegon that, inexplicably, both the Kingslayer and Queen Cersei had vanished from the Tower of the Hand. King Aegon had quickly sent the knight back to the Red Keep with orders to have it searched from top to bottom.
Only later would they learn that the Lannisters had already fled the city before daybreak, damn them. It made no matter; soon or late, they would be caught. There were few travelers in winter, and even fewer one-handed knights traveling alone with beautiful golden-haired women. If by some miracle the Lannisters were not taken on the gold road, they would find Lord Lydden and his host stood betwixt them and their precious Casterly Rock. Unless they have the wits to flee elsewhere. The gods knew it would be cursed hard to find them in the Free Cities, no matter how generous the price on their golden heads.
Qyburn's head lolled as a goldcloak shoved a vial under his nose. The hartshorn reeked so badly that Olyvar's mare snorted at the stink. Let him be dead, gods, let him be dead, Olyvar prayed. To no avail; another whiff, and Qyburn's head jerked up as he gasped for air, wheezing and shaking, his lips contorted in silent screams of pain.
King Aegon nodded at the goldcloaks, and Olyvar said another prayer to the Father Above as the vile business at last came to an end. A flash of a knife, and entrails spilled forth, wriggling like snakes, to be burned before the necromancer's eyes as the crowd cheered. They cheered even louder when the goldcloaks shoved Qyburn down onto the block, and loudest of all when the axe descended, cleaving his head from his shoulders.
Their bloodlust quenched, the mob began to disperse. To Olyvar's relief, the necromancer's body was limp and lifeless when the axe descended again. With brutal efficiency the corpse was hacked into seven parts, one for each of the city's seven gates upon which they would be displayed. When each sad piece was mounted atop a spear, Olyvar finally looked away. A quick kick and his mare broke into a trot, the crowd parting before him as he made for the King's Way.
As usual, the royal procession was infuriatingly slow. A king could do nothing simply, not even ride home. A standard-bearer rode ahead of them, the halved dragon and phoenix banner hanging proudly from his staff. Ser Daemon Sand kept close to the king's side, as did several of his most trusted men-at-arms. King Aegon tossed coppers to the smallfolk as he rode, as did many of his lords, who had taken to following his example. An escort of goldcloaks kept the crowd from drawing too close, or from overwhelming the servants who trailed at the tail end of his retinue, passing out blankets and loaves of bread stamped with the queen's seal.
The Street of Flour and the Street of Looms were kept busy day and night by King Aegon's command. Not that either the bakers or weavers were especially thrilled about the king's custom. He had directed Ser Gulian Qorgyle to strike hard bargains, paying fair prices rather than generous ones. The royal treasury was not limitless; he could not risk emptying his coffers faster than he could refill them.
When he turned onto the Muddy Way, there was less throwing of coppers. King, lord, or goldcloak alike, all had to watch the road carefully, lest their horses miss their footing. Though the floodwaters had receded back to the Blackwater Rush, they had left behind puddles and pools that quickly froze over, only to be buried by the half foot of fresh snow which had put an end to the last of the fires.
With the Blackwater Rush no longer frozen over, and so high it overflowed its banks, the royal party required ferries to pole them across the river. Why no one had bothered building a bridge, Olyvar was not sure. Mindful of his duty to make conversation, he posed the question as soon as the ferry pushed off, and listened attentively as his lords pondered the answer aloud, some more thoughtfully than others. Lord Celtigar thought it had to do with the width of the river and the strength of the current, Lord Rowan thought a bridge would make the city more vulnerable to attack, and Lord Edric Dayne just shrugged and blamed the expense.
The discussion continued when they reached the southern bank, and as they rode toward the hill which lay between the kingsroad and the shores of the sea. A forest of pavilions surrounded the base of the hill; on its flat-topped summit perched a wooden fort. Phoenix and dragon banners flew from its walls; with the Red Keep so much rubble, King Aegon had taken the fort as his seat, at least for the time being.
Olyvar would have liked nothing more than to ride to the top of the hill. Instead, he made for the pavilions, dismounting before one of the largest, an extravagance of silver silk blazoned with a golden tree. A septon and an altar awaited inside, and Olyvar knelt before them even as the bells tolled six for the Hour of the Smith.
Of course, he could not pray alone. No, his courtiers knelt behind him; almost all of those who had followed him to the execution had also followed him inside the tent. Save Oberyn, who only prayed at the Hour of the Warrior and the Hour of the Father, and Edric, who already knew Olyvar well, and preferred to spend his time elsewhere. Annoying Princess Arya for a spar, most likely.
As usual, Lord Rowan knelt closest to the king. No one dared object, not when he had given up his own pavilion to serve as the king's sept. The little statue of the Smith which took pride of place had come from Lord Celtigar, just as the other six statues of the Seven had come from the personal altars of sundry other lords and ladies. So had the altar itself, as well as the embroidered cloth and ornate candlesticks which sat upon it.
Olyvar watched the candles burn, their flames soft and steady. He was grateful for the peace and quiet, though he would have preferred a nap. He still had to play the king at dinner, no matter how drained and dreary he felt. Small wonder Daenerys and Aegor had run themselves ragged, and they didn't have dozens of lords and ladies and knights all clamoring constantly for their time and for their favor.
Hopefully the flood of flattery would lessen once he finished filling his small council. Ser Gulian Qorgyle was proving an adept master of coin; already the next fleet of ships were on their way from Pentos, their holds packed with grain. Olyvar was equally assured of his choice for master of laws. Lord Willas Tyrell was of a scholarly bent, and it would take a scholar to untangle the mess Queen Cersei had made, not to mention poring over the follies made during King Robert's reign and that of Aerys before him.
With Dorne and the Reach already represented, Olyvar was inclined to choose his master of ships from the Stormlands. Or perhaps the Vale, if he should succeed in winning their fealty. His master of whisperers might come from anywhere; all he required was a lord of amiable temper who would not get in the way of Princess Rhaenys. Meria had spent long years honing her skills; he intended that his sister continue to use them.
No, it was choosing a Lord Hand which would pose the most difficulty. He would have liked to appoint Deziel Dalt; the man was steady and thoughtful, amiable but firm, and above all, capable. Of course, he was also Dornish, which would displease every lord not from Dorne. More importantly, Dez would see the appointment not as an honor but as a burden; Olyvar would not inflict the handship on a friend who had already done so much for him.
King Aegon required someone else he could trust, someone who would follow the king's will whilst he was away. More than a sennight into third moon, and there were still no ravens from either the King in the North or from the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch. Olyvar wished he could share Sansa and Arya's blind faith in their brother Robb and their half-brother Jon Snow, but the silence troubled him more than he could say. Winter had already lasted for over two years; Seven forbid it should last ten years as summer had.
Then the septon began a hymn, and Olyvar's scattered thoughts fell by the wayside as he raised his baritone voice in supplication to the Smith. He did his best to focus on the words, on the simple tune, though it was hard not to be swayed by the chorus of voices around him. Meria would have wept at the way Ser Walys Mooton shouted the words, even though he did not seem to know all of them, not to mention old Lord Crabb's tuneless mumbling. Though perhaps the rich bass of Ser Bennard Brune would have soothed her; it contrasted nicely with Lord Rowan's middling tenor.
When Olyvar emerged from the pavilion, he found a bear cub waiting for him.
"Your Grace." Little Samrik bowed, or tried to; he was bundled in so many furs it was a wonder he could bend at all. "Queen Sansa says dinner is ready, whenever His Grace wants it." The boy frowned, his breath steaming. "Whenever Your Grace wants it?"
Olyvar ruffled the child's dark hair. "You did well," he said quietly. Then, more loudly, "Her Grace is too kind; tell her I shall attend her presently."
Samrik nodded, bowed again, then spun on his heel and started jogging back up the hill. For a moment, Olyvar watched him go. Though only five, Samrik was a clever lad, bright and curious and eager to please. It was a shame he would soon have noble squires and pages to attend him, but such was life.
King Aegon remained outside the pavilion a little longer, to bid farewell. Any delay to his dinner was unwelcome, but as he would not see his lords until he returned from the Vale, such courtesies must be observed. Mother Elia said a gracious liege had less trouble with his vassals, even if they didn't always agree with his edicts. Olyvar hoped she was right; he hated wasting his time, especially when his stomach was growling so loud he feared Lord Rowan must hear it.
Mercifully, Olyvar was soon riding up the hill, bound for the wooden fort. Unsure of how long the siege would last, Garlan Tyrell had kept his men busy. A three-story royal hunting lodge had already stood atop the hill; Garlan's carpenters had built around it, raising a timber keep, watchtower, longhall, and stables. It was there Olyvar left his horse, tossing a copper to the wide-eyed stableboy before striding away.
He found Sansa in their chambers on the third floor, already gowned and crowned, with her thick auburn hair caught up in a silver hairnet. She wrinkled her nose slightly when he embraced her; his lady wife's sense of smell was even more sensitive of late, as if she had the nose of a bloodhound rather than that of a wolf.
"I can wash, my lady, if the scent bothers you," Olyvar offered. What scent he did not say; neither of them wished to think of how he had passed the afternoon.
"No," Sansa sighed. She reluctantly drew away. "Our guests are already in the hall, my love. The sooner we dine, the sooner we can retire for the evening."
All too soon they were at the doorway to the stone hall which stood on the lowest floor of the hunting lodge. Everyone in the hall stood as King Aegon escorted Queen Sansa in, leading her to their seats at the center of the table on the dais. Really they ought to have sat at opposite ends of the table, so as to converse with more of their subjects, but that was a sacrifice neither was willing to make, not after spending the long day apart.
Besides, no one could object to them sitting together. Such behavior was commonplace for newlyweds, as was drinking from the same cup. It was only right and proper that King Aegon should feed his wife the choicest morsels of each dish which struck her fancy. Although Olyvar could have done with less innocent smiles from Deziel. He might as well shout "I told you so" and make an end of it. At least Dez had Brienne to distract him; else he'd have been insufferable. Just to spite him, Olyvar pressed a quick, courtly kiss to Sansa's fingers, a smug reminder that a husband could take far more liberties than a mere betrothed.
Of course, Olyvar could not focus all his attentions on his wife, or on the faithful hound and cat curled up under their chairs. A host must be hospitable, or there was no point in dining in company rather than in their small solar.
Yesterday, it had been the lords of the Crownlands who followed his banners from Duskendale. Lord Crispian Celtigar had drunk far too much, when he was not speaking quietly to his stepmother. That was no surprise; he was still disconsolate from the death of his elderly father, who had served as Queen Cersei's master of horse and died in the destruction of the Red Keep. Lord Staunton and Lord Crabb and their wives had been in better humor. So had Lord Rosby, possibly because he had left his wife at home. The various Brunes were never in good humor; Olyvar appreciated their constancy.
The night before that had been the lords of the Reach. Olyvar had spoken most with Garlan, whom he had placed in charge of helping Ser Jacelyn Bywater and his goldcloaks restore order to the city, and with Lord Rowan, whose brusque manner was more welcome than the honeyed words of his fellow lords and ladies. Sansa was better equipped to deal with them, thank the Seven.
She had not done quite so well on the night previous. It had begun promisingly enough. The northmen and the rivermen were fond of Princess Arya, and despite their mingled feelings toward King Aegon, they were quickly growing just as fond of Queen Sansa. Ser Marlon Manderly spoke eloquently of White Harbor's beauty and prosperity, and Lord Artos Woolfield was much more pleasant than when they had met long ago at Sunspear. The young Flints and Mootons were practically boisterous, and Lord Hugo Wull (who appeared to be better known as Big Bucket, to Olyvar's bemusement) was delighted when he learned that Sansa could speak northron, albeit not as fluently as Arya.
The trouble had come with the sweet. Sansa had worn a gown of Tully red and blue in a show of familial respect, and when the spiced cakes came, she had offered the first one to her great-uncle, Brynden Blackfish. He had accepted it, with a rare smile and a "thank you, little Cat." Both Sansa and her uncle stiffened, then the moment passed unremarked. Save by Lady Smallwood, who suddenly saw the need to seek a private word with the queen. When Olyvar returned to their chambers later, Sansa's cheeks were red from weeping, and neither of them had seen the Blackfish the next day.
Tonight, their only guests were a dozen or so Dornishmen. Deziel and his betrothed Brienne of Tarth sat to Olyvar's right; to his left sat Sansa and her sister Arya. Princess Elia sat in her wheeled chair at one end of the table, speaking to Lady Aliandra Jordayne whilst keeping a beady eye on little Elia. She sat between their cousin Quentyn and his wife Gwyneth Yronwood, who was now one of Princess Elia's ladies. Olyvar was not sure whether to be relieved or concerned that little Elia seemed much the same at twenty as she had been at fourteen. An Uller who stood heir to the Hellholt could not be as wild and reckless as a Sand; he only hoped his mother's firm hand would triumph over her namesake's stubbornness.
Olyvar eyed Prince Oberyn, who sat at the other end of the table with Ser Ryon Allyrion, Ser Dickon Manwoody, and a few others. Elia had come by her stubbornness honestly; her father was worse than a mule. Promptly legitimizing Ellaria Sand and her daughters by royal decree and declaring Ellaria as Lady Uller of the Hellholt had pleased Oberyn... until King Aegon informed him that he must return to Dorne.
"Mother Ellaria's cousins are likely to dispute her claim, as you well know," Olyvar had reminded him. "She needs you far more than I do. How long has it been since you've seen her, or Doree and Loree?"
"Less than a sixmonth," Oberyn said. "When I returned to Dorne to bring you a mighty host."
"For which I am duly grateful," Olyvar said, rubbing his temples. "You have served my cause long enough. I cannot go home to Dorne; I thought you would be pleased to return in my stead."
"I miss Dorne every day." His uncle's dark eyes were almost soft. "But Ellaria understands that duty comes first, even before her."
"And I say your duty is to go home, to wed Ellaria and defend the Hellholt." Olyvar stood, his belly flopping queerly as he realized he overtopped his fath- uncle by several inches. "I am not sending you into exile. When I return from the north, I hope you and Ellaria and my sisters will come to court. But for now, my lords must see the son of Rhaegar, not the Red Viper. You will go to Ellaria, not leave her to mourn our dead alone."
A wave of grief washed over him, sudden as a squall. Ellaria was not the only one who mourned. Her father Lord Harmen Uller and her uncle Ser Ulwyck had died in good company. Ser Gulian Qorgyle mourned for his brother Ser Arron, and buried his grief in his work as master of coin. Lady Jynessa Blackmont and her brother Perros were inconsolable over the loss of their mother Lady Larra Blackmont, so much so that they had declined his invitation to dinner.
Unlike the Blackmonts, Princess Elia hid her sorrow. He had not known how bereft she was at the loss of Cedra Santagar, not until Olyvar sought out his mother for comfort with his own grief. It was to her that he had poured forth his regrets over the deaths of his cousin Trystane, his bannerman Ser Symon Wyl, the faithful Dornishmen who had been slain in the Red Keep. And all the while, his mother had held his hand in hers, her grip as stiff and familiar as the way her words slurred when she spoke.
Another squeeze of the hand returned him to the present, as gentle as the reproach in Sansa's eyes.
"I beg your pardon," King Aegon said. "My mind was elsewhere. Pray, say on, Ser Dickon. I trust Lady Desmera's recovery from childbed fever proceeds apace?"
Ser Dickon Manwoody huffed, but soon forgot his displeasure as he rambled on about yet another dispute with his brother Mors, now the Lord of Kingsgrave since the death of their father Lord Dagos in the black cells.
"Lady Desmera may have been born a Redwyne," Dickon fumed, "but my brother must have been drunk to allow her to name my nieces when she was feverish. By the Mother's soft—" he remembered ladies were listening "—er, hands, Paxta is no fit name for a Manwoody, nor for any child!"
"Paxta?" Edric Dayne choked back a laugh as he poured the wine. "Gods, what did she name the other one?"
Dickon crossed his arms, a muscle in his jaw twitching. "Having honored Paxter Redwyne with a namesake," he said, "she decided it was only right and proper that both of her twin girls be named for their grandfathers."
"Dagosia?" guessed Deziel.
"Dagora," ventured Arya.
"Daga?" said Sansa, clearly trying not to smile.
Dickon held out his cup; when Edric filled it, he drained it in one swallow.
"No." He wiped his mouth with a look of disgust. "No, nothing would do for Desmera but that my brother's eldest daughter, my niece, the heiress of Kingsgrave, be named Dagos. Mors thought his wife was like to die; the sentimental fool summoned the septon and had the girls anointed within the hour. A girl named Dagos!"
Olyvar glanced at Deziel, who quirked a sympathetic eyebrow. He knew Olyvar was struggling manfully with the unkingly impulse to point out that a man named Dickon Manwoody could not rightly object to ill-considered names. Brienne was less amused. She sipped at her cider with a look of vague unease, no doubt pitying poor Lady Dagos's rotten luck. Arya did not share Brienne's discomfort; her smirk was as wide as it was improper.
"I think—" there was a pause; Sansa must have either kicked her sister under the table or had Buttons bite her "—that Dagos is a lovely name," Arya finished, as sincere as a cloistered septa.
A moment later Arya slipped a bit of meat under the table. Sansa must have kicked her, then. Buttons was an incorrigible beggar, even though both king and queen did their best to ignore him. A soft whine from Holdfast, and more meat disappeared beneath the table. Never mind that feeding animals at table was unseemly. No doubt his lady wife would scold her sister yet again once they were alone, and yet again, it would not work.
Arya could be petty when the mood struck her, and she had not been pleased when Sansa forbade her from bringing Nymeria into the hunting lodge. The direwolf frightened most of the courtiers, and every servant who had not come from the hollow hill. Not to mention the direwolf was near the size of a horse, and apt to show her fangs at the least provocation.
"Nymeria was only teasing," Arya had said, defensive. "She thinks it's funny when two-leggers squeak. It's not her fault Lord Staunton wet himself when she snuck up on him."
Regardless, the direwolf did not seem to mind being banished to the Kingswood. Nor did the northern lords make any protest. Most of them had laughed uproariously at the southron lords' discomfort with their princess's she-wolf, at least until whispers of warg and beastling began to spread. Then there had been several very quick, very bloody duels, thankfully between young mountain clansmen and household knights rather between their liege lords.
King Aegon could not intervene in matters of honor, at least not when they were decided before he caught wind of them. He could, however, make frequent, pointed remarks about his respect for the old gods of the northmen and his approval of Princess Arya serving as her sister's sworn sword.
Of course, water dancer or not, Arya was still a girl of fifteen, and she never protected Sansa by herself. Four of Arya's sworn swords always accompanied the sisters when they left the hunting lodge, along with at least a dozen men-at-arms. Not that they left often. Whilst Olyvar spent most of his days riding around the city, Sansa spent them in their chambers.
When they returned to their chambers after dinner, Ser Loras Tyrell of the Kingsguard stood guard, with a squad of goldcloaks around him and the greatsword Heartsbane slung over his back. A few pleasantries from King Aegon, and then they were through the door. Olyvar breathed much easier when it was shut; he could almost feel the tension dripping away.
Knowing the bells would soon toll nine, Olyvar sank to his knees before the small altar they kept in a corner of their chambers. It was too much bother to ride down the hill in the dark; he could pray to the Warrior just as well with no company save Edric. And his lady wife and her attendants, of course. They always helped Sansa change for bed behind a carved wooden screen; the gods knew otherwise Olyvar would have found it difficult to focus on his prayers.
By the time Edric lifted Aegon the Conqueror's crown from his brow, Jeyne Poole was already tucking the crown of sunstones and moonstones back into its velvet-lined casket. Olyvar rolled his neck, trying to work out a crick that had started to irk him during dinner. He almost groaned with relief when he felt his lady wife's hands, so soft and warm as they kneaded the ache away, as he clasped one hand in his and tugged.
Sansa giggled as Olyvar pulled her to him, wrapping his arms around her with a contented sigh. He pressed a kiss to her brow, to her eyelids, to her cheeks, to her lips. Only then did he release her, impatient to get undressed so that they could send everyone away. Edric knew what he was about; the king's clothes were soon back in the wardrobe, and Edric was following Jeyne Poole and the maids Meri and Gilly out the door.
That was his cue. Olyvar flopped back on the featherbed, clad in naught but a sleeping shift. A moment later, Sansa lay down beside him.
"C'mere, my love." He raised an arm, so as to allow her to snuggle into his shoulder as was her wont. She promptly obliged, tucking herself against his side, her sleeping shift riding up as she draped a long leg over his belly.
"You need to choose squires."
"I missed you too," Olyvar teased. "Who was pestering you today?"
"Who wasn't?" Sansa huffed. "Lady Celtigar told me about her grandson for half an hour before Arya frightened her off by telling her what she did to Ramsay Snow. I'm sure Arthor Celtigar is a lovely boy, but..."
"You could have sent just Lady Celtigar away yourself," Olyvar reminded her.
"No," Sansa said, snuggling closer. "Lady Celtigar is prickly, and besides, it put Arya in a good mood. She actually behaved herself at luncheon, even though Lord Staunton was still sulking about Nymeria. Also, don't change the subject, you need to start choosing squires and pages."
"I know," Olyvar sighed. "But as I'll be stuck with them for years, I mean to choose carefully."
He would miss Edric Dayne, but it was not fitting for a knight to act as a squire, and he needed to return to Dorne with Prince Oberyn anyway. His Aunt Allyria was to be wed, and she had strongly urged that the Lord of Starfall return to rule his own lands rather than find a castellan to replace her when she departed. Olyvar agreed; Edric's duty to his house and his bannermen must come first.
"But my place is with you," Edric had objected this morning as he helped the king dress. "If we are to fight the Others—"
"And risk Darkstar inheriting if you should fall?" Olyvar would sooner entrust his sister Elia with a lit candle and a bucket of wildfire than entrust Ser Gerold Dayne with both High Hermitage and Starfall. "Absolutely not. If you need something to do, work on begetting some heirs."
"I'd need to be wed first," Edric pointed out. Then, abruptly, "Princess Arya looked striking last night."
Arya's short hair did suit her long face, and Olyvar supposed her grey eyes were pretty, when they were not suspiciously mild or filled with the threat of imminent violence. When little Elia declared herself the best horsewoman in the city a few days past, his sister and his goodsister had nearly come to blows. Thank the gods neither girl was stupid enough to try racing in the snow—
"Olyvar?"
He blinked at his wife. Whilst he woolgathered, Sansa had doused the candles; there was no light save for the fire in the hearth. When she began to take off her shift, he did the same, tossing it aside before closing the drapes around them.
The sheets were cold, the conversation warm. They curled up together beneath the covers, face-to-face, to talk of the day in low whispers that would not disturb the rare quiet.
Lady Celtigar was only one of many who had sought the queen's attention while the king was busy. Before her it had been Ser Podrick Payne, come to beseech that a certain Dornish boy be chosen to serve as a page for the king. No doubt Prince Oberyn thought his former squire might charm Sansa with his blushing and stammering.
A clever ploy, but a waste of time. Olyvar had already told his father that he did not intend to surround himself solely with Dornishmen, and he and his lady wife were of one mind on the subject. King Aegon was king of the entire realm, not just Dorne; he had no intention of repeating the follies of Daeron the Second. Besides, most of the Dornish boys in the city were aghast at the mild cold; Olyvar could hardly take them with him into the bitter northern winter, unless he wished to be attended by—
Olyvar snorted.
"What?" Sansa demanded, slightly annoyed at being interrupted. Not that Olyvar felt any guilt; a laugh always lifted her spirits after a tiring day.
"What do you call a frozen squire?"
Despite the darkness, Olyvar could feel her brow furrow, her eyes glance side to side as Sansa tried to anticipate the jest.
"A squicicle."
That earned him a peal of laughter. High and sweet, it rippled through the air, covering his own low chuckles at the awful jape. Sansa was far easier as she recounted the rest of her day, the ladies seeking rewards for the gallant deeds of their husbands and sons and brothers, the septons wanting aid for the almshouses, the patricians and guild masters with their questions and doubts.
"And all day, I could not shake the feeling that I've forgotten something," Sansa sighed. "I cannot recall what it was, only that it was important."
Olyvar cupped her cheek, stroking gently with his thumb. "I'm sure it will keep," he soothed. "Were it urgent, either my mother or Jeyne would have reminded you."
"I suppose," Sansa said uncertainly. "How was your day?"
"Unpleasant. I had rather not speak of it."
A pause, then he felt Sansa shift, rolling over onto her side. Olyvar required no further invitation. He pressed against his wife's back, wrapping his arms around her and pulling her against his chest, their legs tangling together. One hand grasped a soft breast; he could feel her heartbeat flutter slow and steady as she drifted off to sleep.
Lying spooned around his lady wife was familiar, trying to fall asleep with her less so. Usually Olyvar would be awake for hours yet, reading in their solar and jotting down notes. Not tonight, though, not when he must rise before the dawn.
It seemed Olyvar had barely shut his eyes when he roused to the sound of the bells tolling twelve. With a yawn he rose and padded over to the altar, led by the dim glow of the hearth. Holdfast and Buttons perked their heads up from their rug beside the fire, then returned to ignoring him as he murmured prayers and lit candles to the Stranger.
The last candle hurt the most. King Aegon could not yet send ravens, but he had begun to receive them, and yesterday there had been a raven from Sunspear. Though Arianne's firstborn daughter Eliandra was at last recovering from the grippe, her secondborn had been less fortunate. Olyvar would never meet her, not unless it were in the seven heavens. Delonne was not even one yet. Children were so frail, so quick to take ill, and babes were even more delicate...
Olyvar blew out the candles with a pang of fear, the same fear that clung to him as he clasped Sansa in his arms once more. He knew his wife's mind, just as his hands knew her body, knew every inch of her. The faint lines on her arms, the dimpled scar on her knee, the little cluster of moles on her spine.
The growing curve of her belly, though, that was new, as new and as frightening as the sudden lack of headaches which portended her monthly moonblood. Sansa had not spoken of it, not yet. That was for the best, when it was too early to be certain. He could still recall how Ellaria had wept to lose her third babe, the one who ought to have come between Obella and Dorea. And poor Daenerys, rising from her bath... no, do not think of that, not now.
Olyvar opened his eyes, and the bright red of blood yielded to a darkness black as pitch. There was nothing here. Nothing, nobody, only the body pressed against his own, skin to skin, as if he and his beloved were one. His breaths slowed, his heart calmed, matching hers beat for steady beat, until at last the vast emptiness embraced him and he knew no more.
Their parting the next morning was as bitter as it always was. The world was still dark when Sansa woke him with kisses and caresses, delicate as the dawn. Olyvar could not help but return every touch; soon they were making love, soft gasps in the blissful silence. They had only just finished when the knock came at the door, forcing them apart long before either wished to let go.
King Aegon's crown weighed heavily upon his head as he chained himself into Viserion's saddle. Olyvar would have rather stayed abed with his wife, or brought her with him. But no; he would be gone for several days, perhaps a sennight; he could not deprive the city of both their king and their queen.
And so when Viserion leapt into the air, it was with only one rider on her back. The city dropped away beneath him; rooftops and charred ruins gave way to snow-covered fields. Thousands of men and horses had tramped down the Rosby road; it was easy to find. Olyvar followed the road toward Duskendale, keeping close watch on the winds.
The sun was sinking toward the horizon when the she-dragon flew over the southernmost arm of the Mountains of the Moon. The day had been dim and grey; when the clouds briefly parted, the snow was bright enough to blind, so bright Olyvar could have sworn he saw giants moving atop the peaks as he blinked the stars from his eyes.
Thankfully, his vision cleared long before he glimpsed the square towers of the Gates of the Moon. As promised, a peace banner flew from atop its walls, flapping above the heads of guardsmen who gaped and shouted when the dragon descended, landing in the snowy yard with a dull thud and a sharp screech.
"Be nice," Olyvar scolded as he unchained himself.
A dragon's presence was threat enough; she did not need to show off. Not that Viserion agreed. She wanted to blow her golden flames, and might have, had he not swatted her flank as he climbed down. The Valyrian steel greatsword Ash was already slung over his back, but the spear Ember hung from his saddle. Olyvar freed it, and managed to pull his own peace banner over the sheath just before the lords of the Vale came out to greet him.
Thanks to Lord and Lady Waxley, Olyvar knew them all on sight. Lord Nestor Royce, bald and barrel-chested, was the first to bid him welcome, his manner as proud and stern as if he were the Lord of the Vale, not merely the High Steward. King Aegon accepted his offer of bread and salt with grave courtesy, mindful of which eyes were upon him, and which were upon his dragon.
Lord Andar Royce and Lady Anya Waynwood kept their gaze on the king, watching as he sipped Lord Nestor's wine. Lord Horton Redfort and Lord Gerold Grafton glanced from king to dragon, unlike Lord Benedar Belmore, who had eyes only for Viserion as he openly gaped, his fat face almost as purple as his cloak. Symond Templeton, the Knight of Ninestars, had rather more dignity. He looked down his beaky nose as if the dragon were merely a queer sort of horse, although there was the shine of sweat upon his brow.
"What a fearsome beast."
The speaker was a handsome lordling who stood behind Lord Nestor, his sandy hair dancing in the breeze. His cloak was fastened by an enameled brooch in the shape of a shield, quartered with the heraldry of House Arryn, House Waynwood, and House Hardyng. So this is Harry the Heir.
"She is indeed, Ser Harrold," King Aegon agreed.
"Lord Harrold," Lord Redfort corrected mildly.
"That is not yet decided," said Lady Waynwood, stern and unyielding. "But come; it is too cold to talk of such things in the yard."
Instead they talked in the Great Hall, where yet more lords and ladies awaited, those unwilling to brave the ice and snow. "The view from the windows was enough for them," Lord Jasper Melcolm told him. A cane rested by his hip; the old blind lord had needed it to find his way to his seat upon the dais.
"I could describe Viserion to you, if you like," King Aegon offered.
"No need; my son already has. Jon has keen eyes; he painted quite the picture. No, I had rather hear tell of King's Landing, and how you came to take it."
The whole table listened with rapt interest as King Aegon recounted all that had transpired since his landing at Dragonstone. The ladies seemed especially fascinated, perhaps because the tales of battle were unavoidably gruesome. Lady Ruthermont stared at him the entire time, barely blinking, as intent as a hawk upon a mouse, a gaggle of maidens who sat below the dais kept bursting into nervous giggles, and Lord Nestor's twice-widowed daughter Myranda kept making gasps and sympathetic noises and offering to fill his cup, even though he had barely drunk any wine whilst he was talking.
It was tempting to drain an entire flagon once Olyvar finished. Lady Waynwood and Lord Redfort needed no prompting to resume their argument, the same one which had consumed their hours since the coming of the new year, or so the Waxleys said.
"You see," Lady Waxley had mused, pondering where to place her next tile. "It was only a matter of time until poor little Lord Robert died, and now he's likely dead already. When was the last raven seen leaving the Eyrie, a fortnight past?" She did not wait for her husband to answer. "No, a moon's turn, I should think. Well, now, everyone knows that Harry the Heir is next in line, but what he'll do once he's acclaimed, ah, that's less certain. Will he heed Lord Redfort, and declare himself King of Mountain and Vale, or heed Lady Waynwood, and do homage to the King in the North?"
Olyvar would prefer that the Vale pay homage to King Aegon. There were hopeful signs as he focused on his meal and let the conversation flow around him. Lord Redfort and his partisans spoke little of crowning Harry, instead focusing on their many grievances against the King in the North, claiming he showed far more favor to the North and Riverlands than to the Vale.
Though truth be told, Lord Redfort seemed far more displeased about the fact that Robb Stark had offered a place in his household to Lord Redfort's youngest son, whom he had disowned. Lord Belmore was extremely vexed that King Robb had invited his daughter Jessamyn to the North, with a betrothal all but certain, only to promptly wed Margaery Tyrell instead. Ser Eustace and Ser Harlan Hunter were oddly displeased that their childless elder brother Gilwood sat upon the king's council, rather than remaining at home where he was needed; Ser Symond Templeton bore a grudge over the deaths of his two nephews, who had died at sea on their way to defend the Wall.
"You cannot blame King Robb for that," Lord Andar Royce insisted gruffly. "No more than I blame him for the death of my own sire."
"True, true, my lord," Ser Harrold agreed, turning away from Ser Symond and toward Lord Andar.
"You can blame him for the loss of your daughter," Lord Redfort said. "My grandson Adrian and your daughter Lorra would not have gone to the Eyrie if King Robb had not commanded Lady Lysa to foster highborn children as companions for her sickly son."
"For our liege lord, you mean, Robert Arryn, the Defender of the Vale," Lady Waynwood said sharply.
"King Robb could not have foreseen Lysa's stupidity," objected Lord Melcolm. "Her folly was all her own."
"And yet whoever is to blame, I will never see my Sharra again," said Lord Grafton, his voice quiet instead of booming.
A moment of silence fell.
"You shall see her, my lord," Olyvar said. "On the morrow, I mean to fly to the Eyrie at first light."
"You'll find naught but bones," Lord Lynderly said, breaking his long silence. Doubtless he's right; I delayed too long. Hot guilt washed over Olyvar; were he in private, he might have wept. "Though whether starved or slaughtered only the gods can say."
King Aegon furrowed his brow, utterly thrown. "Slaughtered?"
Lord Nestor explained, brief and to the point. No amount of gold could persuade any servants or smallfolk to attempt the path to the Eyrie, not with the Giant's Lance cloaked in ice and snow. Then, a fortnight past, a band of Burned Men had appeared. The winter had hit their villages hard, so hard that the Burned Men were willing to serve their hated enemies for the sake of food and shelter for their folk should they succeed.
"A futile quest," Lord Redfort said impatiently. "Even if the wildlings could manage the ascent, Lady Lysa would never trust them with her son's life."
"She might have," blustered Lord Belmore. "My brother's youngest boy is up there too," he told King Aegon.
"As is my nephew; an attempt had to be made," Ser Symond Templeton agreed. "If you find these Burned Men have played us false, their villages will burn in the spring, when our Young Falcon descends to avenge his kinsman."
When dinner finally ended, Olyvar had much to think on as Myranda Royce— "please, everyone calls me Randa," —escorted him to a tidy chamber. What on earth were the vale lords doing, sending wildlings up the mountain?
"I fear the chamber is a bit drafty, my lord," Lady Myranda warned him. "I should hate to see you suffer any discomfort."
"Hmm?" Olyvar had not been paying attention. "My pardons, Lady Myranda, you were saying?"
"Has the cold gotten to you already? You must be so weary from your journey." Lady Myranda gave his arm a friendly if improper pat. "I asked if you would like your bed warmed."
"Oh, no, I don't need any hot bricks, thank you, my lady."
Olyvar could feel no hint of a draft; besides, the cold barely seemed to trouble him. A few layers of fur and wool during the day, a good blanket at night, and he was as comfortable as his northern bride. And there was a hot bath already waiting for him, along with a body servant. Lord Nestor had insisted on sending his own man to tend King Aegon's needs, a gesture of courtesy as appreciated as it had been expected.
That's it, Olyvar realized as he bathed. Expectations matter to him.
The High Steward was expected to put his duty to his lord above all else. No matter his displeasure with Lysa, Lord Nestor was loyal to House Arryn, and to the Vale, which he had ruled for nigh on twenty years. If anything could be done to rescue Lord Robert and the other worthies atop the Eyrie, then it must be done, even if it meant allowing wildlings to scale the Giant's Lance.
And no matter the outcome, the lords would win. If the Burned Men succeeded, the lords would have their children back, and the sickly Lord Robert would be in their hands, not Lysa's. If the Burned Men failed, they would die in the attempt, and the lords would be rid of them. And on the off chance that the Burned Men decided to wreak bloody vengeance against their ancient foes, the lords would have an excuse to make war when spring returned, the sort of war where their new Lord Harrold could prove his mettle.
Olyvar wondered what Harrold Hardyng would do when King Aegon brought back Lord Robert's bones. Hardyng was utterly ordinary, the sort of impressionable young lordling who spent more time in the practice yard than in a solar. He had not asked to be the heir, but he bore Lord Robert no ill will, though he had spoken disparagingly of the boy's frailty. It was commonly known that the boy suffered from the shaking sickness; Lady Lysa had nursed him far too long in the belief that it would prevent his fits.
Hardyng had never suffered a fit in his life. He was tall and clean-limbed and comely, and well aware of it. Even though Hardyng and Olyvar were the same age, Meria's letters said Harry the Heir had already had three bastard children before he took Lord Redfort's niece to wife. Not that he had seen any of them since he wed Anya Redfort, a fact of which Lady Waxley had approved.
Olyvar had not. Paying coin to the mothers was not enough; a man ought to take care of his children, even if he could not raise them himself as Oberyn had. Hardyng had certainly been quick enough to boast over the imminent arrival of his first trueborn child. His wife Lady Anya had been absent at dinner because she was like to have the babe at any moment. Olyvar could have sworn he heard faint screams as he was rising from his bath; he hoped they were the sounds of a woman in labor, rather than of a rising wind.
The morning dawned cold and noisy. Lady Anya had taken to childbed; the Gates of the Moon buzzed with excitement even before they were treated to the sight of a dragon taking flight. The clouds were gone; the sunlight glimmered off of Viserion's creamy scales and golden horns as they climbed up the sides of the Giant's Lance.
Up, up, up they flew. Past the fat round towers of the waycastle Stone, past the timber keep of Snow, past a deep crevasse with edges of broken rock. Once there had been a high stone saddle there, a yard across and eight yards long; now there was only a crude rope bridge, which swayed and swung in the wind. A blink, and they were past it, still rising, following the path up the mountain. Here and there dark blots lay in the snow, some alone, some huddled together, some cloaked in furs, some bare as babes, all of them still.
But then, just when all hope seemed lost, Olyvar glimpsed a sight that made his heart leap almost as much as the cold thin air. Smoke, grey plumes of smoke, rising from Sky. And there, six hundred feet above, another plume of smoke, rising from the Eyrie, whose white marble walls perched atop the mountain's shoulder.
Viserion landed in the smallest godswood Olyvar had ever seen. A garden, really, not even a godswood. There was no heart tree at its center, only a short empty plinth where some statue must have once stood. From here he could see there were two plumes of smoke, not one as he had thought. One rose from what looked to be the kitchens; the other from a set of apartments whose balcony overlooked the garden.
Olyvar cupped his hands to his mouth. Once, twice, thrice he hailed the balcony, until at last the door creaked open and a pair of scrawny, hollow-eyed squires came out. Both looked to be about twelve; the one clad in purple could only be Victor Belmore, just as the boy in red and white had to be Adrian Redfort. Their eyes were wide as boiled eggs as they gaped at the dragon, whose flanks rose and fell as she panted. After a full day's journey the day before, such a steep ascent had wearied Viserion. It did not help that the scar on her neck was troubling her again, nor that the air was so cold and thin.
Unsurprisingly, Olyvar had to patiently introduce himself several times before either of the boys grasped a word of it. Or Victor did, at least; he ducked inside, leaving Adrian to keep gaping whilst Olyvar dismounted. He waited in the cold for long minutes, unsettled by the quiet of the Eyrie. Some knight or retainer should have come down to escort him, not Victor himself, who shuffled through the garden on legs as skinny as sticks.
"The snow is too deep here," King Aegon said, keeping his voice light. "It might be easier if I were to carry you."
Victor hesitated, then raised his arms. It was far too easy to lift him; Olyvar barely felt the weight when he settled the boy on his hip.
"Sweetro— Lord Robert's apartments are this way, Your Grace," the boy said.
"Lord Robert is my kinsman by marriage," Olyvar told him as he strode in the direction the boy had pointed. "I'm wed to his cousin, Sansa Stark of Winterfell. Have you ever been to the North?"
Victor had not, but he had been to Gulltown once. King Aegon asked him all about it as they crossed the garden, through a door, down a hallway, and up a set of winding stairs. When they reached the door of Lord Robert's apartments, Victor slid down, landing with a wince before knocking a pattern on the door.
When the door opened, Victor led him through the solar and into the bedchamber, where they were greeted by three skinny girls. As they curtsied, Olyvar marked their gowns and jewels; the short girl in red and black blazoned with a burning yellow tower was Sharra Grafton, the long-faced girl with the broken wheel necklace was Jennis Waynwood, and the girl with bronze runes at her ears could only be Lorra Royce. Adrian Redfort had come in from the balcony; he held one end of a heavy log, which he threw on the hearth with the help of the pockmarked boy in yellow and black who had let them in, and who must be Tim Templeton.
And in the featherbed, propped up against the pillows, lay the Lord of the Eyrie. Robert Arryn was a boy of twelve, with sandy brown hair and enormous blue eyes. His skin was splotchy, his cheeks hollow, but there was more flesh on his bones than that of his companions, though he looked small as a baby bird in the blue velvet robe trimmed with fox fur that he wore. His mother's, no doubt. Where is Lysa?
"Are you the Winged Knight?" Robert asked, his voice thin and weak. "Mother said the Winged Knight would come for us."
"I am King Aegon," Olyvar said. "I've come to take you down the mountain, my lord, down where you'll be safe."
"Down the mountain?" Robert shrank back, trembling.
"To the Gates of the Moon." Olyvar grasped the boy's hand gently. "Your lords will be glad to see you."
"No," the boy sniffled. "No, they won't. Mother said, she said they want their Harry."
Olyvar winced, but King Aegon did not. "Only because they feared you lost, ever since the ravens stopped two moons past. What happened?"
Robert said nothing, only trembled, his eyes welling up with tears.
"Maester Colemon died of a burst belly," Jennis Waynwood said, drawing a kerchief to dab at Robert's eyes. "There, there, Sweetrobin, don't fret, he's gone to the seven heavens."
So had the rest of the Eyrie, Olyvar gathered as he carefully pulled the story from the children. With the maester gone, there was no one to send the ravens. The maester's assistants were long gone, sent down the mountain with the other servants to try and build a bridge over the crevasse between Sky and Snow. None had returned. Nor had the knights Lady Lysa had sent after them, nor the ladies-in-waiting who had gone as a last desperate resort.
The Burned Men had come, though, crawling up the handholds of the rocky chimney which led from Sky up into the undercellars of the Eyrie. The trapdoor had been latched tight; the wildlings had almost smashed their way through when the noise drew the notice of Septon Allard.
"The Warrior gave him strength," Tim Templeton said solemnly. "He dropped a slab of stone over the trapdoor and shoved a heavy crate over it so they couldn't break in."
"Where is Septon Allard?"
"I can fetch him, Your Grace," Sharra Grafton offered. Whey-faced, the girl rose from her chair, and almost immediately stumbled.
"No need, my lady," Olyvar said, catching her before she fell. "Just tell me where the septon can be found."
The septon was in the kitchens, tending a hearth over which bubbled an enormous kettle of pork stew. Septon Allard was even skinnier than the children; his hands were knobbly, his eyes dull, his legs so weak that when he fell to his knees at the sight of King Aegon, he could not get back up.
Septon Allard was the only one left, save the children. The cook had thrown himself out the moon door some weeks past, rather than steal food from the children's mouths. By Lady Lysa's command, the septon had taken up his post, minding what little remained of their once vast stores of food and preparing it as best he could.
"Even with the cook gone, there was not enough," Septon Allard said hollowly. "The grain was gone, and almost all of the meat. I prayed to the Seven, and the Mother came to me. She said the children mattered most, more than anything. When I told Lady Lysa of my vision..."
The septon sighed.
"Lady Lysa already gave most of her portion to Sweetrobin. After that, she gave him all of it, and pretended she had already eaten. When the hunger brought on a delirium, she believed all seven children were hers, not just the child she had born, and that it was her holy duty from the Mother to protect them. Lady Lysa bade me do whatever must be done to save them. When I swore I would see the children safe, she smiled and was content, and on the morrow, she did not wake."
"Whatever must be done," King Aegon repeated. He eyed the kettle over the fire.
"Whatever must be done," Septon Allard agreed. "The Mother is merciful; she guided my hands as I laid Lady Lysa to rest. Her bones are interred in the same tomb of those of her lord husband, Jon Arryn." He hesitated. "The children... Lady Lysa did not watch her tongue. They knew the meat was almost gone before Lady Lysa passed. Sweetrobin alone does not know; the others have protected him, shielded him, as well they should."
"He suspects nothing?"
"By the grace of the Mother, the stew was transformed; it looks and tastes of naught but pork. We told the little lord that we found a frozen hog in a forgotten corner of the cellars. That is the tale the children will tell, lest men prove less understanding than the Seven."
When King Aegon swore to tell the same tale, the fear went out of the septon's eyes. Olyvar left Allard on the floor, to let him gather his strength. Alone, he returned to the children, his steps echoing through the empty halls. He quickened his stride when he glanced outside a window to see the sun was gone, hidden behind pale grey clouds that billowed in the rising wind.
When King Aegon told the children a storm was coming and they must make haste, Sweetrobin began to shake again. He shook even harder when King Aegon explained how he meant to get them all down the mountain.
"We can't trust the Burned Men," Sweetrobin protested. "Mother said they were savages, that they couldn't be reasoned with."
"Not even with a dragon?"
"A big one," Victor Belmore added. Adrian Redfort nodded fervently, as did the other children; they must have staggered to the balcony whilst he was gone.
"I guess," Sweetrobin said with a doubtful look. "But take the others down first."
Septon Allard did not like the plan any better than Sweetrobin had. He muttered prayers under his breath as Olyvar chained him to the pillion saddle, grabbed him by the waist when Viserion leapt into the air, and squeezed even harder when they promptly landed beside the crescent-shaped wall of Sky.
"The Seven sent you a dragon," Olyvar hissed under his breath as Burned Men emerged from the waycastle. "I trust they will preserve you from mere wildlings. Or would you have me leave the children at Snow without any protector to keep them safe?"
Septon Allard stiffened, sat up straight, and let go of his death grip. Nor did he attempt to interrupt as King Aegon parleyed with the Burned Men's leader, a fierce one-eyed young man named Timett son of Timett.
"I can get the children down to Snow," King Aegon said, "but you'll need to take them the rest of the way, before the storm passes if you can."
Timett son of Timett laughed. "The Burned Men men have skith, and we have carried packs heavier than your children are like to be." He spat, and placed a hand upon the silver chain that he wore. "We will have them down the mountain before the sun sets; I swear it by the old gods and by my mother."
Whatever that meant, Olyvar did not have time to ask, just as he did not have time to ponder why a mountain clansmen should swear upon a soaring sapphire falcon who perched atop a broken wheel. That was a puzzle for later, after he had left Septon Allard at Snow, after he had coaxed Viserion back up to the Eyrie even though she wanted nothing more than to find somewhere warm to curl up and sleep.
The children needed coaxing too. Victor Belmore went first, to prove it could be done, though he vomited when they landed at Snow. Tim Templeton was next; he whooped and screamed so loud Olyvar feared he might go deaf. Adrian Redfort was too terrified to scream; only manly pride persuaded him to make the descent before the girls. Jennis Waynwood was petrified, Lorra Royce was grimly determined, and Sharra Grafton was so giddy when they landed that she asked if she could fly again someday.
Last of all was Sweetrobin. Viserion panted as Olyvar carried the boy out into the garden, her jaws open wide to show teeth long and sharp as daggers. Sweetrobin recoiled at the sight, burying his face in Olyvar's chest with a whimper.
"Is she going to eat me?"
"No," Olyvar soothed as he set the boy in the saddle. He could not have the boy start to shake, not now. "A dragon cannot sweat; she is weary, that is all. Once we reach the Gates of the Moon, Viserion will eat a fine meal and sleep for at least a day."
Sweetrobin trembled as Olyvar wrapped the chains about his scrawny frame, checking each one thrice despite the darkening clouds. He could not rush, not with this, even though fat snowflakes were beginning to fall.
"The Arryn sigil is a falcon," Olyvar remarked, keeping his voice calm. "Is it not, my lord?"
"Everyone knows that," Sweetrobin sniffled. "It's been our sigil for thousands and thousands of years."
"My sigil is a bit newer, I'm afraid. What do you think of it?"
Olyvar opened his cloak for a moment, to show the regalia he wore underneath. Sweetrobin stared, his nose running as he bit his lip until it bled.
"The three-headed dragon is for House Targaryen, but I don't know the orange bird."
"It is a phoenix," Olyvar said as he returned to securing the chains. "A bird of legend who cannot die, for it rises from the ashes of its own funeral pyre. So you see, we are both Winged Knights."
"Winged Knights," Sweetrobin muttered. "And knights have to be brave."
"Can you be brave?"
Sweetrobin's eyes filled with tears; he nodded. "Mother said I have to be brave," he whispered as Olyvar turned to securing his own chains. "Mother said I had to be strong for her, when she was gone, but that she'd always be with me." He sniffled, hugging himself. "Mother was very brave. I know she was, even if the others think I don't."
"I'm sure she was," Olyvar said, ignoring the feeling of dread trickling down his spine. "Hold tight to my waist; yes, like that. Are you ready?"
"Wait! I forgot, I have to—" the chains clinked as Sweetrobin wiggled "—the Vale is yours, Lorra said I should kneel—"
The wind howled, swallowing up the boy’s words as Viserion braced herself with an angry hiss.
"There'll be time for that later," Olyvar shouted. "Now grab my waist and whatever you do, don't let go."
The boy obeyed, burying his face against Olyvar's back. Gods, he would have to be very careful when he chose Sweetrobin's foster father. Lady Lysa's sacrifice must not be in vain; he could not entrust a frightened, sickly boy to just anyone. But who? Sweetrobin needed delicate handling, else he would die from either malice or neglect, and the lords would have their Harry as they had planned.
The boy will live, Olyvar swore as Viserion spread her wings with a screech. He could only pray that his affairs in King's Landing would keep; it seemed King Aegon would be remaining in the Vale longer than he had planned.
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163: Jon II
164: Arya II
165: Sansa II
166: Cersei IINOTES
1) Qyburn's execution is mostly based on the medieval penalty for high treason of being hanged, drawn, and quartered. Weirdly, the order is not the same as the term, or fully accurate. The victim was drawn, THEN hanged, then tortured, then beheaded, THEN quartered. The point of the brutality was to discourage people from committing high treason by making the penalty so heinous no one would risk facing it.
Interesting side note: being hanged, drawn, and quartered was only a penalty for *men* convicted of high treason. For reasons of public decency, women convicted of the same crime were "merely" burnt at the stake. If they were lucky, they might be strangled first, and only burned after they were already dead, or the king might show mercy by commuting the sentence to a quick and painless beheading.
While there is no hanging, drawing, and quartering in ASoIaF (to my knowledge), Joffrey did mention he could have had Ned "torn or flayed" instead of showing mercy by having him beheaded, hence me adding flaying to the process.
2) Smelling salts have been used since Roman times. They are usually ammonia based; one medieval method of making smelling salts involved the use of shaved deer horns and hooves, which led to the name hartshorn. The stink is so vile it triggers the inhalation reflex, increasing oxygen flow.
3) The tragic events atop the Eyrie drew inspiration from the real life story of Uruguayan Air Force Flight 571, which crashed in the Andes in 1972. The survivors of the crash were trapped in the mountains at an elevation of over two miles.
Out of options and desperate, the survivors resorted to consuming the remains of fellow passengers who had already died. The decision was made collectively, and with much reluctance, but it saved their lives. All of the survivors were Roman Catholic; some of them made their peace with the cannibalism by viewing the act as like that of the Eucharist. Even so, the survivors were skin and bones by the time they were finally rescued over two months after the crash.
Chapter 163: Jon II
Notes:
Early March, 305 AC
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Jon Snow, Lord Commander of the Night’s Watch, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyraContent warning: this chapter contains depictions of depression and suicidal ideation. Please be advised.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When the battle ended, Jon Snow was as stiff and quiet as the Silent Tower atop which he stood. The men down below were another matter. As the wights retreated through the crack in the Wall, men waved and shook their fists, and when the last of them vanished back into the haunted forest, a ragged cheer went up, followed by the ringing of trumpets.
Jon could not pretend to share such joy. His heart was too numb, his belly too hollow, his eyes too weary from long hours of staring through a Myrish lens. And oh, he felt so very cold, even before a freezing wind blew down from beyond the Wall. Louder than any trumpet, the wind screamed and howled like a rabid beast, heedless of the creeping dawn, merciless in its fury. Its teeth tore at banners and snapped at cloaks; its claws swiped at rushlights and torches, which guttered out one by one. Even the watchfires cowered, their flames bent beneath vicious gusts.
The Others are angry. They must be, to raise such a wind despite the brightening sky. Already deep blue yielded to rich purple, edged with a band of amber upon the horizon. It was third moon now; each day the sun rose earlier and set later, as it would until the mid-year solstice.
Sixty-six times, the dead had come. Sixty-six times, the living had thrown them back. Yet even as the nights grew shorter, they felt longer, colder, darker. Dolorous Edd Tollett blamed the bitter winds; Maester Turquin blamed the exhaustion that danced attendance on battle-weary men forced to fight so often without adequate food and rest.
And for what? Left Hand Lew reported they had slain over five thousand wights, but the Lord Steward could not even begin to guess how many dead men remained. The Others had been killing wildlings and raising them as thralls for years before Mance Rayder gathered the hundred thousand who fled south beneath his banner. Stannis Baratheon had shattered that host to pieces, killing a few and putting the rest to flight. Less than a fifth of the survivors had eventually passed through the Wall with Tormund Giantsbane, but as for the rest...
They cannot all be here, Jon reminded himself. Castle Black might be sore beset, but so were the Shadow Tower and Eastwatch-by-the-Sea, who were besieged by their own hosts of wights. But where are their masters? Would that he still had Mormont's old raven, upon whose wings he might have searched high and low until he found the Others wherever they might be. Even if he failed to find the Others, he should have been able to count how many wights assailed Castle Black. But Jon could not fly upon a raven's wings; he could not even climb the switchback stair to the top of the Wall that loomed above his head.
It had taken two months of backbreaking labor for Othell Yarwyck's builders to repair all the damage the great wooden stair had suffered the night the Wall had cracked. Then, when only a few hours of toil remained before the work was done, a sudden ice storm had come raging out of a clear blue sky. Hailstones fell like rain, some small as dice, some as large as a man's fist.
Largest of all had been the one that slew Othell Yarwyck. The bloodstained stone had been twice the size of the lantern-jawed skull it had smashed to pieces, killing the First Builder with one fell blow and splattering the men around him with blood and brains. Nor had the other builders escaped unscathed. The deluge of ice only lasted brief minutes, but that was long enough to concuss heads, crush shoulders, break arms, and pile the stair knee-deep in hailstones.
As Othell and his men had been working near the top of the switchback stair, it was long hours before any help could reach them. The night's battle had already begun by the time the last of the injured builders finished their descent, and none of them had climbed the switchback stair since. No one had; no one could. When the day after the ice storm dawned clear and sunny and strangely warm, all the men had taken it as a good omen, even Jon.
More fool he. By the time night fell and the cold returned, the piles of hailstones had melted into a thick coat of ice, rendering the switchback stair utterly useless. That news had struck the builders harder than the wounds they had taken. Kegs had not wept a single tear for his ruined shoulder, but he had bawled like a babe for the loss of the stair. "But... m'lord, we were almost done," Albett had pleaded, his voice breaking. "We worked so hard, it can't have been for naught."
Of course it was, Jon thought bitterly as the wind fell and the sun rose.
He almost wished it wouldn't. Darkness and the chaos of battle concealed more than firelight could reveal; even with a Myrish eye, it was hard to see much at night. Surveying the aftermath, though, that was all too easy in the clear light of day.
Beneath the jagged crack in the Wall, the three-sided timber palisade still stood, straight and proud. That was more than could be said for the men who had defended it. The knights of the Vale had been fighting all night; small wonder that their shoulders slumped and their legs trembled as they dispersed, staggering off in search of a hot meal or a soft bed.
That was not their first stop, though. Long lines of weary men-at-arms stretched outside every backhouse, eager to claim one of the ten or twenty seats that each could boast. It was far too frigid to relieve oneself outside, and unlike their nobles and their officers, most of the common men did not enjoy the comfort of a private chamber pot.
Granted, Jon supposed the backhouses were closer at hand. It was no surprise to see a few knights pushing their way to the front of the backhouse lines; suffering the indignity of fouling one's smallclothes was for lesser men. No man enjoyed wagering the fullness of his bladder and bowels against the length of time it would take him to reach a privy. At least the backhouses currently stank less than usual; the stewards had just finished emptying the pits beneath them by his command, though he had not told them why—
"M'lord?" White breath steamed from behind Dolorous Edd Tollett's black scarf, just like it steamed from behind those of the half dozen men who served as the lord commander's tail. "Will you be having a rest now, or do you mean to watch until the yard is empty? Not to be impertinent, but that wolf of yours is looking awful peckish, and there's naught to feed him up here. I 'spose he could finish off what the maester left of my arm, if he likes his meat tough as old boots."
Jon Snow narrowed his eyes. Dolorous Edd looked back at him blandly, and Ghost licked his chops, his garnet eyes gleaming. What were they playing at? The steward knew full well that Ghost wasn't hungry. Edd was the one who had brought Ghost a haunch of mutton before the night began, and the direwolf had devoured every scrap, enough to keep him full for days.
Suddenly, Jon was very aware of his own empty belly, and of the fact that he had not visited the privy in quite some time. Gods, he should have been abed by now; he would need all his strength for the afternoon that lay ahead.
"The wolf doesn't need feeding," Jon said curtly.
And without another word, he left. Ghost trotted down ahead of him as he descended the steps of the Silent Tower, leaving his tail to trail behind. The sworn brothers followed him through the gloom, their cloaks as black as the shadows on the walls. The only break in the darkness was the direwolf, whose pale fur gleamed in the flickering torchlight.
There was no need for torches when Jon Snow stepped into the yard. Beneath the rising sun, the drifts of snow turned bright enough to blind. By the time he passed the Flint Barracks, the white stars had gone away, but his eyes still stung as he blinked away the tears that remained, welling up unwanted.
Jon strode across the yard with brisk determination, focusing on the way the snow crunched beneath his boots rather than the way his men called "Lord Snow" as he passed them without so much as a glance. They could not see him, not like this. A lord commander had no friends; he could not, when every soul in black lived and died by his command.
And so many had died. At the beginning of second moon, there had been two hundred rangers sleeping in the Flint Barracks. Now over fifty of those beds lay empty and cold, their precious pillows and blankets divided up amongst the mere hundred and forty-seven who yet lived to defend Castle Black. Not that they were allowed to. The knights of the Vale would not hear of it.
"The Night's Watch is sworn to guard the realms of men," Ser Ossifer Coldwater had told the lord commander, the reminder as pompous as it was unnecessary. "Would you have us sit by and watch it be extinguished to the last man? That would be most unchivalrous."
Jon Snow was still not sure how chivalry entered into it, and it was too late to ask. Old Ser Ossifer had perished in battle a few nights later, trying to save the even older Ser Alec Hunter from the wight that had knocked him off his feet. Neither man had ever stood again. They were still flat on their backs, their eyes burning blue, when a squad of men-at-arms descended upon them led by Ser Uther Shett. Since surviving the loss of his arm not a month past, the knight seemed to think himself invincible, and flung himself into the fray each night with more gallantry than good sense.
But there was no doubting his courage, nor that of his fellows. Ser Lonnel Redfort had insisted on returning to battle the moment he was knighted, even though he limped so badly he ought to still be on crutches. At least Ser Edmund Belmore was keeping him well in hand. Knighted or not, Lonnel was only sixteen. Jon did not relish the thought of seeing his name on the growing list of casualties which Ser Edmund also kept. Of the nearly three thousand men of the Vale who defended Castle Black at the solstice, less than twenty-one hundred remained, and more fell almost every night—
With a muttered curse, Jon Snow halted in his tracks. Lost in thought, he had forgotten where he was going, and habit had led him to the King's Tower. Biting back a curse, Jon spun on his heel, making for the Lord Commander's Tower instead. That was where he belonged, from now until the end of his days. He ought to have moved there long ago, but the builders always seemed to be needed elsewhere. Then the solstice had come, and the Wall had cracked, and he had known he could delay no longer.
The few comforts of the King's Tower were not meant for him, not anymore. A fortnight past, the work had finished, and the lord commander had moved his abode to the highest chambers of the Lord Commander's Tower. Hard as the builders had worked, one could still tell that the tower had been gutted by fire. Though the wooden floors and ceilings had been replaced, the stone walls remained charred and black with soot. And the scent of smoke lingered, despite all the peculiar remedies Dolorous Edd Tollett kept trying to drive it out, aided and abetted by Satin.
There was neither smoke nor fire in Jon Snow's dreams. There was only the crypts, and the shade who haunted the darkness of its deepest vault. In life Eddard Stark had never looked so pale; it was the Other who wore his skin, who reached out with hands turned black and cold, who cursed him with his father's voice when he fled in terror of that dread embrace.
There was no way out but up, and up he ran. The Other pursued, chasing him through the lowest level and the rubble that buried it, up the twisting stairs, down a long row of statues that marked the tombs of the Kings of Winter. Jon barely noticed them as he sprinted past, intent on his escape. Then came a rumble like thunder, and he could not help glancing over his shoulder. The Other was only a few yards back and gaining, and behind him the stone kings were waking. Cracks raced over the granite, starting with the fingers and creeping up their arms. When the cracks reached their necks, the kings' heads turned one by one, their hard stone eyes fixed on him.
Jon's steps faltered; his eyes stared, unable to look away. A mistake, a foolish mistake, and one he only realized when the ground rose up and slapped him. His head swam dizzily, and for a moment he lay stunned. When he tried to stagger to his feet, it was already too late. His father loomed over him, his long face grim with disappointment.
"Why must you make this so difficult?" Lord Eddard sighed. A push of his hand, and Jon was on the floor again. "If you would only yield, there would be no need for any of this."
Casually, almost absent-mindedly, his father kicked him in the belly. Pain lanced through him like lightning as Jon's vision went white. He doubled over, heaving. When the vomit came, it was thick, so thick he choked and gasped for air, tears streaming down his face as he cried out for his father, for his mother, someone, anyone.
"You are no son of mine," Lord Eddard laughed.
"No son of his," echoed the stone kings.
Lord Eddard glanced at them, frowning. Through his tears Jon saw that the cracks had reached their feet; one by one, the stone kings were breaking free. The crypts shook as they stepped down from their thrones, every stone king gripping an iron sword in his fist. Eager though they might be to join the slaughter, their steps were slow, their tread as heavy as the earth itself.
"It would be so much simpler if I could kill you," Lord Eddard complained. "Our hour has come at last, the world stretches before us for the taking, and where am I?" His face twisted with annoyance, and he delivered another kick. Jon heard his ribs crack; there was a sharp ache in his chest that flared higher with every shuddering breath he took as he coughed up blood. Lord Eddard laughed again, and drew back his leg for another kick—
And suddenly there was another shade standing over him, tall and slim, with a sword in her hand and a crown of blue roses on her brow.
"You leave him be," the girl screamed.
She slashed down hard, but to no avail. Before the savage blow could land, the Other disappeared, vanishing as if it had never been. With a muttered oath the girl sheathed her sword, heedless of the stone kings or the danger they posed. Turning, the girl bent over Jon, her face hidden by a fall of long brown hair. Even with his sight blurred by tears, he knew her, just as he knew the warmth of her hand on his shoulder...
But it was only Satin, shaking him awake.
Gone were the days when he could laze abed until Ghost shoved him out. He could not let Satin suspect anything amiss; it was bad enough that Dolorous Edd had taken note of his melancholy, let alone told Pyp. It would be a relief when Dolorous Edd was restored to health and Jon no longer had need of Satin.
It was several weeks since Maester Turquin had taken Dolorous Edd Tollett's left arm just below the elbow. The next day, Dolorous Edd had insisted on returning to his duties. Or rather, he had insisted on being let out of the sickroom, lest death prove catching. Satin had kept doing most of the actual work, whilst Dolorous Edd puttered and pondered how to manage his tasks with one less hand.
In the meantime, Jon Snow had tasks of his own to do. Groggy as he was, he made haste to bathe, dress, and break his fast. Today of all days, nothing must go wrong. If that meant rising early to make his rounds on only a few hours sleep, so be it.
When Jon stepped out into the bracing cold, the yard was almost empty. That was no surprise; most men preferred to use the wormways that ran beneath Castle Black. The maze of tunnels connected every keep, tower, and tunnel, providing refuge from the bitter wind and treacherous ice. If only the passages were not so dark and cramped, with walls that always seemed to be closing in...
Ghost butted him with his snout, startling him from his reverie just before he slipped on a patch of black ice. Jon went around it, cursing himself for not paying better attention to his surroundings. He could not afford to injure himself, nor to look a fool before his men. After all, the escort that tailed him were not the only black brothers in the yard. A pair of stewards heaved a headless corpse onto the pile of wights waiting to be burned; a squad of builders busied themselves shoring up the battered timber palisade. He would come back to them later, after he visited the vaults beneath the Wall. For now, Jon passed them by, just as he passed by the wooden keep that held the sickroom.
"Lord Snow!"
A plump older woman waved at him from the threshold of the sickroom, her silk robes as white as the snow at her feet. Biting back an oath, Jon doubled back. At least it was like to be good news, judging by the look of satisfaction on the septa's lovely face as she shivered in the cold.
"Lord Umber is much improved, my lord," Septa Myriame told him when he drew close, her voice back to its usual whisper. "Another week, and I daresay his ribs will be mended, by the mercy of the Smith." The septa tsked softly. "Though I cannot vouch for his temper, or his good sense. That moose ought to have killed him; he was fortunate not to puncture a lung."
"And we are fortunate to have you here, my lady."
Septa Myriame smiled, her rosy cheeks dimpling. "And how is your poor steward? Does his stump still trouble him?"
"It aches and itches, but nothing to signify." Jon hesitated. "How do you and your septas fare?"
"Quite well, my lord, quite well."
When the septa went back inside the sickroom, Jon breathed a sigh of relief. Grateful as he was for the Most Devout, their presence made him nervous. Since their arrival, the faithful were always underfoot, sticking out like sore thumbs in their bright robes. Only seven Most Devout had come, but each had brought a dove, seven septons or septas sworn to their god, and another twenty-one lay brothers and lay sisters to serve them.
Two hundred and three, all told, and to Jon's vast dismay, over half of them were women. Oh, the knights of the Vale had brought camp followers with them, but those were burly washerwomen and seasoned whores, the sort of women tough enough or desperate enough to follow a host to the Wall. True, at first there had been a few rapes and geldings, but after that the black brothers had grown used to ignoring them, unless they had the coin or charm to tempt a willing whore into their bed.
Fresh meat, though, that was different. Thankfully, the Most Devout sworn to the Mother, Maiden, Crone, and Stranger seemed well aware of their peril. The lay sisters who served them were either old, homely, or both. As for the septas, although some were young and some were comely, all of them were highborn and imperious. And, of course, they had their guards, pious hedge knights who had accompanied them from Harrenhal.
Piety seemed to be in endless supply of late. The Most Devout held prayers seven times a day, and seven times a day, the largest halls to be found at Castle Black were full to bursting with worshippers, those who were off duty or whose officers were as godly as their men. Those stuck at their posts often prayed there; one day, Septon Timoth had gone out into the forest so the stewards could hear him preach as they chopped firewood.
Even the stolid Maester Turquin seemed overcome by religious fervor. Perhaps it was because the Most Devout had brought him a wealth of supplies to replenish his dwindling stores, or perhaps he was merely giddy at having so many helpers. Septa Myriame and her brethren were all skilled at nursing, having been trained in the healing art which was sacred to the Mother. Dolorous Edd claimed Armen the Acolyte had almost wept at how neatly the septas stitched up wounds, and thanks to their lay sisters, the sickroom was so clean one might have eaten off the floor.
The vaults beneath the Wall were another matter.
As the heavy doors swung open, Jon Snow could already smell the rank stench of sweat and piss. Some of the largest vaults had collapsed when the Wall cracked, and those that remained whole were too small and cramped to comfortably hold near nine hundred men. Little though they might like following orders, the free folk had come when he called; he only wished he might have given them better lodgings.
He found Tormund Giantsbane amongst his men, singing a song in the Old Tongue. Though he stood with empty hands, not one of the men seated about him was idle. Each had a piece of wood in one hand and a knife in the other, the bronze glinting in the ruddy glow of the brazier as they whittled away, squinting to see in the dim light.
Another contest, no doubt.
Soren Shieldbreaker had begun the nonsense soon after his arrival from Rimegate, when he promised one of his beloved axes to whomever could best him at throwing them. Since then there had been contests for wrestling, dancing, juggling, and the gods only knew what else. Last week the Great Walrus had gotten the notion of offering a plush fur cloak to the skáld or singer who could tell the saddest tale, a contest which had lasted several days. It ended with the Great Walrus blubbering so hard that his weeping could be heard echoing through the many wormways connected to the vaults; sound had a queer way of traveling beneath the earth.
Doubtless they could hear Tormund too, the way his voice boomed and rolled like thunder. Jon wondered what he was saying. The few words he knew in the Old Tongue were those useful for giving brief orders to errant wildlings, not translating what seemed to be a rather lengthy ballad. Tempting as it was to interrupt so he might say his piece, Jon resisted. The Giantsbane would not like what he had to say; it was best to keep him in good humor.
Jon Snow was still waiting for the song to end when a glint of silver caught his eye. It peeped from beneath Tormund's furs, a round silver band graven with runes that dangled from the end of the fraying leather cord that hung about his thick neck. A large ring, perhaps, or a small baby bracelet. Whatever it was, it was soon hidden again, and he thought no more of it. He had more pressing concerns.
"A fair song," Jon said when at last the Giantsbane fell silent. "I would have a word, if you please."
They had many words, in the end. Most of them were as unpleasant as the dank closet where they went to speak privily. The lord commander had not expected the wildling to rejoice at the news he brought, but he had not anticipated such rancor. Grievance after grievance was flung at him, accompanied by a rain of curses and spittle.
"And there'll be no kneeling, I promise you," Tormund Giantsbane declared.
"I had not expected that there would be," Jon replied evenly. "Nor do I care, so long as your men continue to keep the peace."
"Aye, or they'll answer t' me." The wildling gave him a shrewd look. "If there's a fight, it won't be started by me or mine, Lord Crow."
And on that ominous note, the conversation ended.
The lord commander's talks with the other wildling chiefs went much the same. Soren Shieldbreaker and the Great Walrus heard him together and agreed to his terms, though only after raising the doubts which filled their hearts. Devyn Sealskinner wept and pleaded; Sigorn, the Magnar of Thenn, was so tense and so terse he might have passed for a statue.
Septon Timoth, on the other hand, was almost frantic with excitement when Jon stopped by Castle Black's library. When the lord commander offered the Most Devout use of the library, he had meant it as a passing courtesy. Septons liked books, after all, and the tall wooden shelves were packed with thousands of them.
Instead, he had awoken a pack of scholarly monsters. Samwell Tarly said that when the Most Devout first beheld the library, Septon Timoth had fallen to his knees in rapturous prayer to the Father, and Septa Cassana had been so overcome she actually fainted.
Thankfully, at present Septa Cassana was quite calm as she lit candles on a small altar to the Crone. Her gold-robed septas and lay sisters were just as sedate as they worked. Some were taking inventory of the shelves, while others assisted the green-robed septons and lay brothers who toiled with quill and parchment to make copies of the most damaged texts.
Not all of them appeared enthused with their work; one septon was scowling as he sharpened a quill with unwonted venom, and one of the lay brothers was drawing in the margins of his page. Carefully, Jon moved closer, and saw what appeared to be a rather unflattering portrait of Septon Timoth with a gag over his mouth. As for the septon himself...
"—only fragments, let alone a full copy!" Septon Timoth exclaimed, gesturing wildly. "And in Barth's own hand! Granted, much of the Unnatural History is nonsense, or obviously meant to be allegorical, but—"
He was interrupted by a deep, loud knock on the door of the vault. A lay brother scurried to open it, and just as quickly scurried back to his work when he saw who stood without.
Mors Umber was almost as much of a giant as his sigil. A huge, powerful old man, he wore a leather patch over his missing eye and a look of vague uncertainty upon his ruddy face. At his heels, Ghost sniffed; as usual, the scent of ale clung to Mors Crowfood like perfume, and he started with surprise when he saw the lord commander.
"Lord Snow," Crowfood said brusquely. "I had not thought to find you here."
"I am glad that you did."
Once he escaped the rambling septon, Jon had meant to visit the Grey Keep which housed the Umbers and many of their men. Instead, he spoke to Crowfood in an out of the way wall niche which Samwell Tarly yielded to their use. Unlike the free folk, Crowfood was pleased with his news, so pleased that he didn't fly into a rage when Jon informed him that the wildlings would assist the men of Last Hearth in defending the Wall tonight.
"The buggers can fight, I'll give them that," Crowfood grunted. "But we don't need their help."
"Consider it a precaution, then. The valemen are worn to the bone; let the wildlings be your reserve."
Crowfood fingered his beard. "Aye. Since they crossed the bloody Wall..." he spat. "Let them bleed to defend it."
That was the best Jon could hope for. With a headache pounding at his temples, he left, bound for the wormway which led to the kitchens. He ought to thank the gods daily that Crowfood had given the wildlings a wide berth since they arrived. Tormund Giantsbane was similarly prudent, and kept himself and his wildlings well away from the northmen as much as he could.
The wormways, though, those were a problem. Nearly everyone used them at all hours of the day and night, and the Grey Keep was regrettably close to the vaults beneath the Wall. And when wildlings and northmen met down in the dark, in passages that were often so narrow that only two men could walk abreast...
Angry looks and swearing were the least of the lord commander's worries. Pushing and shoving were far more common. More than once fights had broken out; last week there had been a stabbing. That was why he had gone to the wildling chiefs himself, rather than summon them to his solar. None of them went anywhere alone, and though their tails were usually only two, perhaps four men, that was plenty to start a fight.
I ought to have had the builders widen the wormways long ago, Jon thought angrily as he ducked beneath a low lintel. True, the builders had been busy elsewhere, but still... it would have been bloody carnage if the likes of Alfyn Crowkiller or the Weeper had lived to come south. Fortunately, Qhorin Halfhand had done for Alfyn, and Theon Greyjoy had done for the Weeper. Not long after, he had vanished into the haunted forest, never to be seen again. And thank the gods for that.
The rest of the morning and early afternoon passed with excruciating slowness as Jon continued making his rounds. Three-Finger Hobb gladly agreed to provide as fine a dinner as possible for the lord commander's table. He was less pleased to be told that he could not have Ben help him with the making of it.
"I need him more than Hobb does," Maester Turquin insisted when the lord commander stopped by the sickroom.
More like you've grown fond of the boy, Jon thought as he eyed the many septas and lay sisters who were helping nurse the wounded. Turquin was as loathe to give up his young novice as Jon was to mediate the dispute between his maester and his cook. Ben seemed content to wield either lancet or cleaver, though Satin said he'd made a habit of slipping down to the kitchens without permission to see his brothers Alyn and Hal.
Men of the Night's Watch did not have brothers, but that was an impulse Jon understood all too well. Especially late that afternoon, when at last his rounds were done and he stood waiting in the yard with his heart in his throat. A few hours before sunset, the scout had said when he reached Castle Black last night.
He had better be right. The cold was so sharp that it hurt to breathe, and the scars on Jon's cheek, back, hand, and thigh were already throbbing with pain. Clouds of breath rose from the hosts of shivering men who waited with him. Dolorous Edd clutched at his aching stump; he could see Black Jack Bulwer stamping his feet to keep warm, and hear Iron Emmett's teeth chattering beneath his scarf.
Then the blast of warhorns came echoing up the kingsroad, and around him the crowd roared so loud they must have heard it in Dorne. Again and again the horns blared; again and again the hosts answered. The valemen cheered and sounded their trumpets, the Umbers howled and beat their shields, the black brothers hooted and clapped.
Even the sullen free folk deigned to give a few ragged shouts, though only after Tormund filled his lungs and blew into his prized horn. The horn was taller than Tormund; it stretched high over his head, the long bronze stem graven with runes, the head shaped in the likeness of a boar. The boar's tongue waggled as it sounded, its voice somehow both mournful and triumphant, like the trumpeting of a dying mammoth as it crushed a foe beneath its massive feet.
There were no mammoths in the mighty host riding up the kingsroad, but there was a king. The King in the North's banners went before him, their ice-white fields blazoned with wolves as fierce and grey as the direwolf who loped beneath them. There were other banners too, those of the lords who rode alongside their king. Jon marked the merman of the Manderlys and the crossed keys of the Lockes, the bull moose of the Hornwoods and the horse head of the Ryswells, the mailed fist of the Glovers and the battle-axe of the Cerwyns... and then the king drew closer, and he forgot all about the banners.
Is this my brother? It had to be Robb; no one else would don a crown of bronze and iron upon his head, nor sling the Valyrian steel greatsword Ice across his back. The auburn hair was much the same; there were even snowflakes melting in it, as they had that day at Winterfell when they parted. But as for the rest...
Through the air, a herald's voice rang out. "All hail His Grace, Robb of House Stark, the First of his Name, King in the North, King of the Trident, King of Mountain and Vale!"
Almost in unison, the northmen and valemen bent their knees in homage. In fits and starts, the black brothers followed their lead, though only after glancing at their lord commander first, looking for a signal that never came. Let them kneel. The Night's Watch took no sides, but the King in the North had taken theirs, and the Iron Throne was no friend to the Watch.
Jon Snow's own knees remained unbent. So did those of the free folk, who watched with grave solemnity, their misgivings writ upon every face. The King in the North regarded them coolly as he dismounted, handing his reins to a squire before striding toward the lord commander. As he waited, his brother met his gaze with deep blue eyes. Lady Catelyn's eyes.
Whatever Jon meant to say, he could not recall. His wits had deserted him; his tongue felt thick and clumsy. "Your Grace," he said at last. "I welcome you to Castle Black. Our hospitality is yours, the shelter of our roofs and the warmth of our fires."
"My men and I shall be glad to share them, Lord Snow," said the king who wore his brother's face.
For a moment, Jon searched for the boy of fourteen from whom he had parted. Robb's jaw hid beneath a close-cropped beard; there were strands of grey at his temples, and a scar slashed across his cheek. Grey Wind was different too. The direwolf had grown much larger, though not so large as Ghost. The wolves sniffed at each other warily, both of their tails held high and stiff.
The pleasantries Jon exchanged with King Robb were just as stiff, though mercifully brief. There was no point in lingering in the yard, unless one wanted to court frostbite. The crowd dispersed quickly, the wildlings returning to their vaults, the Umbers and knights of the Vale to their keeps and halls. As for the newcomers, they followed the stewards who led them to their barracks, eager to get out of the cold.
Not that it seemed to trouble their king or the lords who accompanied him. Though the chill of a winter wind woke roses in their cheeks, there was no shivering, no chattering of teeth. Even Jon felt oddly warm as he escorted them to the best bathhouse Castle Black had to offer.
"A proper wash at last," Lord Daryn Hornwood sighed. "I haven't felt clean since Last Hearth."
"Nor I," said Lord Galbart Glover. "Lord Snow, are there sufficient bathhouses for the men?"
"There ought to be, my lord, so long as they are not overfond of bathing."
Othell Yarwyck and his builders had been hard-pressed enough as it was. Making all of Castle Black's abandoned towers, keeps, and halls habitable again had been a mammoth undertaking, one only completed shortly before their guests arrived from the Vale. Then the poor builders had been set to work building new keeps and barracks out of timber. The King in the North had promised to bring them ten thousand men; it would not do to have them camp beneath the Wall in canvas tents.
"What of backhouses?" King Robb asked, frowning. "The ground is too frozen to dig latrines. The risk of bloody flux..."
"There are plenty of backhouses," Jon assured him. "And Maester Turquin has done his best to prevent the spread of grippe and winter fever, though they have taken more men than I would like."
King Robb's mouth grew tight and hard. He brooded in silence, and spoke not another word as they entered the bathhouse. Then Jon attempted to take his leave, only to pause at the touch of a hand upon his shoulder.
"Stay," the king said, in a strange voice that was neither request nor command. "We have much to speak of before dinner."
When Jon nodded, Robb let go. There was something soft in his brother's eyes, something that made Jon want to reach out and hug him. His arms were already moving when he faltered, stricken by the voices echoing off the walls. Then he saw the way Robb's hands twitched, as if ready to shove him away, and the impulse died as quickly as it had been born.
Bathing together in the bathhouse of Castle Black was little like bathing in the hot pools of Winterfell. Then they had talked of their lessons with the maester and master-at-arms, of castle gossip and petty sibling squabbles and whatever else took Robb's fancy. As they grew older, and Theon intruded more often, the talk had often turned to girls and glory and how they might be won.
There was no such talk now. King Robb spoke of council meetings and ledgers, of grain and glass gardens, of marriages and the mustering of hosts. Little was required from Jon as he soaked in hot water, save for the occasional nod or murmur.
King Robb seemed particularly frustrated at the lack of word from Winterfell. Soon after the host marched, a courier had come from Maester Luwin, bearing a letter from the south. Aegon Targaryen had seized Dragonstone and raised his dragon banners, claiming the Iron Throne by right of birth and right of conquest. To Robb's cool displeasure, he had also claimed Sansa as his wife and queen, consummating the marriage rather than annulling it.
"She sent a letter too," Robb said. He lowered his voice. "Damn the Dornishman and his wiles. She's more besotted with this Aegon than she ever was with Joffrey. I should have known Sansa was already lost when she refused to sail with Robett Glover. Gods, she should never have left Winterfell."
"Our father—"
Robb sat up, making the water slosh. "Father ought to have refused King Robert. My mother said he meant to, and would have, if it hadn't meant leaving him to the Lannisters. And then the Lannisters killed both of them anyway."
"And the girls survived," Jon reminded him.
"Barely," Robb scoffed. "And at the cost of Sansa running across the sea and Arya running half wild."
Jon thought of the girl from his dream, of how bravely she raised her sword in his defense. Little sister. "How is Arya?"
"Well enough." Robb shrugged. "Brynden Blackfish and a score of guards should keep her from working any mischief. I daresay Arya would take ship for Yi Ti were she not aware of her duty; Margaery said she's never met anyone who knew so much about Lomas Longstrider's travels. Visiting the south should slake her thirst for wandering for a few years, and give me time to find her a suitable match in Gulltown."
"You would send her to the Vale?"
"The port greets ships from a hundred different lands, which ought to please Arya. The difficulty will be finding the right husband. There are few widowers of high birth who already have children, and I'd prefer not to bestow her hand upon a drunkard or a brute, or a man thrice her age."
"I should think not," Jon said frostily.
Robb gave him a cool glance. "And the honor of such a match will please the lords of the Vale. I would have wed a maiden of the Vale myself, if not for Margaery."
"You are to be congratulated; from aught we have heard the lady is the perfect bride."
"Perfectly beautiful, perfectly courteous, perfectly clever." Robb's tone did not match his words. "And she is with child already, or was when I left Winterfell. Rickon was not pleased."
"By the babe?" Jon asked, ignoring a pang of envy.
"By the babe, or by anything else. Rickon wept for days before I left, when he wasn't picking fights with his companions in the training yard. Then, after the solstice..." Robb's mouth tightened. "He was frantic to come north with us, to go beyond the Wall and search for Bran."
"No one goes beyond the Wall." Grief and guilt made Jon's stomach churn. "After the solstice, I wanted- I couldn't- the wights are too many, and my men are too few. They would not last a sennight, let alone long enough to find a boy lost in the wild. However Bran has managed to survive thus far—"
"Only the gods know," said Robb, cutting him off. "Bran's life is in their hands, not ours. Regardless, I reminded Rickon there must always be a Stark in Winterfell, and told him it was his solemn charge to guard Queen Margaery in my absence. That ought to be enough to keep a boy of nine busy."
Jon shifted uneasily, the stone tub hard against his back. "Arya was a girl of nine when she set Nymeria on Prince Joffrey. Sansa was twelve when she slew him. What if Rickon follows their example?"
Robb laughed without mirth. "Wild as he is, I doubt Rickon will manage to surpass our sisters. Winterfell is a peaceful place; there are no princes for him to attack, nor kings for him to cleave to against my will." He furrowed his brow. "Truth be told, I wonder that Sansa had the nerve to do such a foolish thing. Do you know, Arya says she only slew Joffrey by accident?"
"Defying Tywin Lannister was no accident."
Robb smiled grimly. "It was not, I'll grant you. Margaery said the old lion looked so furious she half expected him to have Sansa's head off rather than allow her a trial by combat. But there is more to being a queen than making pretty speeches. Our sister is too gentle a soul to play the game of thrones, and I do not trust this Targaryen who hid so long beneath the sands of Dorne."
"Be that as it may, Sansa is still bound to him," Jon said. He hoped she knew what she was doing, but whether or not Robb was right, there were more important concerns than his sister's nuptial bliss. "Does Aegon Targaryen still intend to come north?"
"Once the Lannisters are overthrown and his realm is secure, or so his letter said, but that was near three months past. For all I know Aegon might still be stuck on Dragonstone, wondering why I never replied to his raven."
A cold sense of foreboding passed over Jon. "We haven't received any ravens since the solstice. From Winterfell, or anywhere else."
"I feared as much." Robb made a fist. "On the day that I marched, I sent three ravens to Castle Black. When I reached Last Hearth, I meant to send you another, and to send a raven south to Dragonstone. But there were no ravens to be had. Frozen to death, all of them, still clinging to their perches."
And when the host left Last Hearth and crossed into the Gift, it was then that the Others came.
There had been no battles, no skirmishes. The Others made a mockery of war, just as they made a mockery of the northmen. Night after night they taunted them, always from a distance. Outriders who did not return to the column before dark were never seen again; sentries glimpsed pale shadows in the woods beyond the camp, their armor shining like crystal; bakers and cooks heard echoes of icy laughter when they rose before the dawn.
The boy Jon knew would have chased after the Others with horse and lance. King Robb knew better. Charging into the woods at night was foolhardy even in summer, let alone in winter when drifts of heavy snow covered the uneven, unfamiliar ground. One might as well gift the Others a ripe crop of mounted wights. Thankfully, Robb had grown too circumspect to take such risks. Jon was pleased to learn that whether mounted or on foot, all those who perished on the march had been promptly burned rather than buried or left to rot.
Even so, now and then men died in the night and rose with eyes like burning blue stars. Some attacked their bedfellows; others made for the king's pavilion, to die a second time upon the torches of his guards. The northern host had seen no wights save their own; however the Others had passed the Wall, the Night's Watch still held their host of thralls at bay.
"The greatest part of their strength is here, at Castle Black," Jon told the king. "Though Eastwatch-by-the-Sea and the Shadow Tower are hard-pressed, the hosts besieging them appear to be far smaller than ours."
Cotter Pyke's reports from Eastwatch were short and to the point, each with a running tally of how many men he had lost and how many wights they had killed. If only Wallace Massey shared Cotter Pyke's restraint. His messages from the Shadow Tower were always lengthy, filled with pleas for men Castle Black could not spare and aimless fretting over the presumption of Blane, a ranger of long experience who believed the command ought to have fallen to him. The arrival of reinforcements from the mountain clans had not helped. Massey found them an uncouth rabble, especially their commander, Cayn Knott. Knott's habit of leading from the front with his mace dismayed Massey almost as much as his habit of agreeing with Blane when it came to matters of battle.
It was battle that they talked of as the already tepid bathwater turned cool. The Young Wolf was the victor of every battle he ever fought; it was no surprise that Robb should listen intently as the lord commander apprised him of the state of affairs at Castle Black, never interrupting save to pose direct, thoughtful questions. Amongst other things, he inquired as to the depth of the snow beyond the Wall and as to whether any tunnels through the Wall remained open. Neither answer pleased him.
"I had hoped we might encircle them," Robb said, frowning. "If my horsemen went beyond the Wall before dark, and waited for the wights to attack the crack in the Wall as they always do..."
Jon finished for him. "...they would be caught between your horsemen and our host at Castle Black, and smashed to pieces."
"Between the hammer and the anvil," Robb agreed. For a moment he looked almost wistful; when he rose from the bath, water trickled down his chest like tears. "It makes no matter." And with that, he turned his back on Jon and strode away to dry and dress.
"His Grace will think of another plan, my lord, never you fear. Our Young Wolf is invincible," Daryn Hornwood called cheerfully from where he sat in the nearest tub. He shared it with several other northmen, all of whom were eyeing Jon. Save for Galbart Glover, who was busy gesturing for a steward to bring them more hot water.
"No man is invincible," Galbart Glover said once the steward trotted off. "Nevertheless. Even as a boy of fourteen, tactics and strategy came to His Grace easy as breathing, thanks to Lord Eddard's tutelage." He favored Jon with a small smile. "I am glad the Night's Watch had the wisdom to choose another son of Lord Eddard to serve as their lord commander."
The murmured agreement of the other northmen still echoed bitterly in his ears as Jon Snow dressed and went out. They would not say such things once they knew him for the fraud he was. The Wall had cracked upon his watch; soon or late, some would begin to question whether such a calamity might have been prevented by another, better man. Jon could not even take credit for holding the Wall against the wights; the Night's Watch would have been overrun long ago if not for the knights of the Vale and the northmen that King Robb had sent to their aid before marching north himself.
But Robb is here now, Jon reminded himself that night at dinner.
Not that he truly needed such a reminder. King Robb sat at his elbow, his crown gleaming in the rushlight. Their paltry rations forgotten, the men down on the benches craned their necks for a better look at the king in all his splendor. The King in the North's raiment was simple yet costly; his velvet tunic was pure ice-white, blazoned with a direwolf worked in shining silver thread that matched the damask lining of his slashed sleeves.
Jon prayed the king's garb remained spotless. Alyn was nearly shaking with excitement as he helped Satin pour the wine. Little Hal was so busy staring at the king that he almost tripped as he climbed the dais with a tray heavily laden with loaves of fragrant bread, butter, honey, and rosehip jelly. Thankfully, he did not drop the tray, and the grateful northern lords fell upon the food like ravenous wolves.
The king and the lord commander ate sparingly, preoccupied by talk of stores and supplies. By the mercy of the gods, Sea Dragon Point and White Harbor remained open, but for how long, King Robb could not say. And though ships full of grain still sailed into their ports, finding captains willing to haul such cargo up to the Wall was proving remarkably difficult.
"And the captains willing to make such a journey seem to think my treasury is theirs for the taking," King Robb said heatedly. "Never mind that the seas have been queerly calm of late. Though who knows how long that shall last when the Others can conjure foul winds and storms."
"Perhaps," Jon said. "Or perhaps not. The wildlings say the Others cannot abide the sea."
Samwell Tarly had told him that. When they caught the scent of hot blood, wights would do anything to pursue their prey, whether by stalking them through forest and field or by wading through river, lake, or sea. Their masters, though... all the clans of the Frozen Shore and the Bay of Seals agreed that the Others hated and feared the sea, though they could not agree why.
"The wildlings." The king's face was a mask. "I hear you mean to have them fight tonight."
No, I mean to have them dance a jig, Jon thought. "I do," he said, biting his tongue. "The Umbers have less than nine hundred men, they cannot hold the Wall for an entire night by themselves. The wildlings shall serve as their relief; their numbers are of equal strength."
"The men of the Hornwood would be better suited to such a task," Daryn Hornwood offered, looking up from his meal.
"No doubt, my lord," King Robb replied. "Were they not weary from long weeks of marching. No, the lord commander is right. A night of rest will do them good, and allow us the chance to learn our foes and their dispositions."
And so when dusk fell and Jon climbed the Silent Tower, it was with a king by his side and a pair of direwolves following at their heels. The king waved away the offer of the Myrish lens with an impatient hand; he already had one of his own. The bronze tube was not battered and tarnished like that of the lord commander; it was polished to a bright sheen, and the lens was so finely made that one could almost count the white hairs that escaped from beneath Crowfood Umber's hood as he raised his mighty axe.
Jon felt a prickle of unease as he glanced at the halls where the free folk waited to keep warm whilst they were held in reserve. Over the past few years, the black brothers had grudgingly grown used to the wildlings, but the men of Last Hearth... for generations it was their holdfasts and villages who had born the brunt of wildlings raids, their wives and daughters who had been carried off.
It made no matter that both the wildlings and northmen alike prayed to the same gods. If anything, that made matters worse. There were no weirwoods at Castle Black to pray to, only an old tree stump in the yard which was shared by all those who worshipped the old gods. The valemen looked askance at that, and at the runes of the First Men which the Umbers had begun carving into the timber palisade as soon as they arrived. The Umbers had not been pleased when the wildlings started adding runes of their own, nor when a few valemen began japing that the only way to tell a northman from a wildling was to see whether he carried steel or bronze.
Sam was rambling about that, Jon thought absently as he raised his Myrish lens. Something about the abundance of tin and copper in the Frostfangs, and the clans who had once prospered thanks to their control over the choicest mines. Truthfully, he had not been paying attention. History was all very well, but the wights emerging from the haunted forest would not be slain by songs and stories.
Steel and bronze though, those were made for slaying. For long hours Jon stood vigil as the Umbers defended the palisade, their axes shining in the light of the waxing moon. King Robb kept vigil too, as did Septon Josua. Thankfully, the septon did not stand atop the Silent Tower but atop the Lance, which he had taken as his vantage point. Whilst Septon Josua painted scenes of battle in honor of the Warrior, his red-robed septons and lay brothers made themselves far more useful down below, where they carried wounded men off to the sickroom.
There were plenty of wounded by the time Crowfood Umber finally blew his horn. The wan and weary northmen retreated carefully, yielding the field to the wildlings with ill grace. At least they yielded. Jon had feared Crowfood Umber might try to hold for the entire night rather than accept their aid. Tormund Giantsbane seemed to share the lord commander's wariness; he kept well away from Crowfood as he and the other chiefs led their men forward. King Robb looked on, intent, a line creasing his brow.
The long cold hours that remained until dawn passed slowly. Whilst the lord commander watched and gave orders, the King in the North did naught but ponder and pace, his expression inscrutable. Whatever thoughts troubled him, the king confided none of them to Jon, but retired to the King's Tower at first light without more than a cursory farewell.
When Jon Snow finally fell into his own bed in the Lord Commander's Tower, he felt like a puppet whose strings had been cut. The Wall might be his domain, but battle was his brother's. Any fool could endure a siege; it took a skilled commander to devise the sort of clever stratagem which would break one.
Attending King Robb's war council that afternoon only confirmed his hopes. Robb's words were clear and well-chosen, no detail overlooked or left to chance. He acquainted his lords and captains with all that he had learned from Lord Commander Snow and from observing the night's battle, heard their concerns and questions, and addressed them with the ease of long practice. Nor did his tongue fail him when he spoke to the fifth of his host which he had chosen to get the first taste of battle. The northmen listened with rapt attention, and when the King in the North's speech ended, a deafening chorus of wolf howls went up, beginning with Grey Wind before rising from two thousand throats.
Five nights passed; the moon waxed to full and began to wane again. The shock of battling wights failed to dismay King Robb's men, all of whom fought with equal fervor when they took their turns to defend the Wall. Each morn Left Hand Lew counted up the number of wights slain, and each morn the count was higher than that of the night before. When on the sixth night King Robb bade the northmen rest, they looked almost disappointed at the thought of letting the valemen take their place. Their king might be stern and sober, but his men were drunk on glory.
As dawn crept over the horizon, Jon Snow felt tempted to share their high spirits. Thanks to their reprieve, the valemen had fought with renewed vigor; they had not even needed the Umbers who waited in reserve. Better still, he could have sworn that the host of wights which retreated through the crack in the Wall seemed smaller, unless his eyes deceived him.
The yard was crowded when Jon left the Silent Tower. With Castle Black bursting at the seams with men, the wormways had grown too cramped and crowded for everyone to use. Groggy black brothers stepped out of the Flint Barracks, bound for the common hall to break their fast. Valemen, northmen, and wildlings milled about between the keeps and halls; the usual lines of men shivered and stamped their feet as they waited outside the backhouses.
Crowfood Umber towered over the other men when he emerged from one of the backhouses. He swayed on unsteady feet; beneath his scarf his cheeks were red with more than cold. No doubt Crowfood had warmed himself through the night with plenty of ale, as he always did.
Jon would have disapproved, if not for the fact that ale seemed to mellow the old brigand. Though Crowfood scowled when he saw the Great Walrus leading the other wildling chiefs and some of their men in prayer by the old stump, he otherwise left them alone. Not that the wildlings were foolish enough to linger. Jon was still walking toward them when the Great Walrus rose to his feet, followed by all the other wildlings. Tormund Giantsbane was the first to draw up his hood against the wind, but not the last. It blew briskly as they quit the stump, their cloaks flapping and snapping as they turned their backs on the northern lord.
"Hold!" For a heartbeat Jon was afraid. Then he saw Crowfood bend and dig a massive hand into the snow. "You dropped—"
At the same moment Tormund turned back, Crowfood fell silent, staring at his hand, at the silver baby bracelet he held, still dangling from a broken leather cord.
Crowfood charged with a roar like nothing human, his ham-sized fists upraised. The first wild punch knocked Tormund to the ground; the second missed and sent Crowfood reeling. He fell flat on his face, landing on the same patch of ice which had made him slip. Blood streamed from Crowfood's lip as he struggled to stand, just as it streamed from Tormund's face as he grabbed for the bracelet which had fallen in the snow.
All was chaos. Crowfood slipped again, then rose to his feet, cursing loud enough to wake the dead. Every wildling in the yard made for Tormund; every northman made for Crowfood. By some miracle old William Lightfoot reached him first, grabbing hold of Crowfood's cloak to yank him back.
A futile effort, but one which gave Jon's men time to act on the orders he was bellowing. Grenn and Iron Emmett seized hold of Crowfood; Ser Theodan Hood and Black Jack Bulwer and Pyp put themselves and a score of black brothers between the northmen and the wildlings. The other chiefs had formed a ring about Tormund Giantsbane; their men stood with them, weapons drawn, every blade pointed at Crowfood as he struggled against his captors.
"Stop," Jon screamed with desperate fury, once in the Common Tongue, once in the Old.
The Great Walrus and Devyn Sealskinner lowered their weapons, as did their men. Soren Shieldbreaker and Sigorn and their folk did not. Then Tormund was bellowing at them in the Old Tongue. One fist shook with rage; the other clutched his broken nose as blood seeped through his fingers to stain his white beard. With great reluctance, the rest of the free folk sheathed their blades.
The lord commander had worse luck with the northmen. As he kept shouting, many heeded his commands, but not all. While the other northmen retreated, Osric Whitehill, Daryn Hornwood, and a cluster of armed northmen advanced on the free folk, or rather, on the line of black brothers who stood in their way.
In the blink of an eye Ghost was between them, his fangs bared in a silent snarl. Faced with an angry direwolf the size of a horse, Daryn Hornwood and Osric Whitehill hesitated. That might have been a relief, if not for all the northmen pouring out of keeps and halls, drawn by the commotion. Gods, they outnumber us ten to one. If Jon couldn't put an end to this, it wouldn't be a riot, it would be a slaughter. Robb, he needed Robb—
And then Robb was there, striding across the yard, his crown upon his head and thunder upon his brow.
"PUT UP YOUR STEEL, ALL OF YOU," Robb shouted, "IN THE NAME OF YOUR KING!"
Defying a lord commander was one thing; defying the King in the North was quite another. Every northman in the yard bent his knees, even Daryn Hornwood and Osric Whitehill. Their men followed their example, nearly tripping over each other in their haste. The order to disperse was obeyed with similar alacrity. The yard emptied, save for Robb's lordly bannermen, Jon's black brothers, and the wildlings who stood in a circle around Tormund.
The free folk don't even have steel, Jon thought inanely as Robb came to stand beside him.
"Unhand me," Crowfood raged. He was still trying to wrench free of Grenn and Iron Emmett, as heedless of his king as he was of Grey Wind's approach. "Unhand me, and bring me my axe!"
"You forget yourself," Jon snapped. "We are all allies here, sworn to keep the peace."
"Fuck your peace, bastard," Crowfood snarled. "I—"
"You would do well to recall to whom you speak." King Robb's voice was ice. "Jon Snow is the son of Eddard Stark, the brother of your king, and the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch. Upon the Wall, Lord Snow's word is law. You will treat him with the courtesy he is due, or else you will answer to me."
Grey Wind growled low in his throat. Mors Crowfood eyed the direwolf, then his king, and then the fight went out of him. His apology was grumbled, but he made it. When Grenn and Iron Emmett cautiously let go, Crowfood made no attempt to resume his attack. Instead, he knelt before Robb, his shaggy white head held high.
"Your Grace," he rumbled. "I seek the king's justice, justice for crimes committed against me and mine."
Robb frowned. "What crimes, my lord?"
Suddenly, Jon remembered the silver baby bracelet, and the look upon Crowfood's face when Tormund seized it from the snow. Giantsbane. Despite the cold, his skin felt slick with sweat. Gods, how could he have been so blind?
"Abduction," Crowfood said. "Rape and murder. Blood calls for blood—" he raised a shaking hand, pointing, "—and my Drynelle's blood is on his hands."
"I never killed her." Tormund pushed forward, past the wildlings who had shielded him. "Drynelle was my wife for near twenty years, afore she died in childbed."
"And how did Drynelle become your wife?" Robb's eyes were hard.
"I stole her," Tormund admitted freely. "Har, I was young and bold, eager to prove meself. And so I did. No man could boast a finer wife than my Drynelle, though the taking of her near killed both of us." He gave a fond, sad smile. "The Ruddy Hall were never the same without her."
"Your Grace, he confesses." Crowfood was so angry he could barely speak. "Give me his head and make an end of it."
"The penalty for rape is gelding," Jon reminded him.
"The usual penalty," Robb said, dismissive. "But the laws of the North allow—"
"We are not in the North, Your Grace." Jon's gut was a hard knot. "We are upon the Wall."
A deathly silence fell. The lord commander met the king's gaze, unblinking. He could feel every man's eyes upon them, waiting to see who would yield.
"Har, bugger that." Tormund spat a gob of blood and phlegm upon the snow. "If he wants my head, let him try to take it himself, if he can."
"A trial by battle?" The King in the North looked at Tormund, then at Mors Crowfood, who overtopped the wildling by more than a foot. "I have no objection, so long as it pleases the lord commander."
It did not please the lord commander. Crowfood might be huge and powerful, but he was also angry, half drunk, and missing an eye to boot. Tormund, meanwhile, was calm, sober, in possession of both eyes, at least a decade younger, and as spry as he was canny. One misstep and Crowfood would be done for, and there would be a riot after all. Unless...
"Let the old gods sit in judgment," the lord commander said, his stomach lurching. "But first I would have words with the accused."
His words were brief, each chosen with care. Tormund listened, though whether he heard, Jon Snow could not say. Gone were his boasts and blusters, replaced by grim resolve. When Jon finished, Tormund said no word, only jerked his head in a motion that might have been a nod.
Or was it? As he watched the men prepare for battle, Jon's mouth felt dry as dust. This was no southron trial by combat where arms and armor might give advantage. Both champions came before the old gods as equals, without plate, mail, or shield.
When all was ready, Jon cleared his throat and stepped forward. "Mors Umber accuses Tormund Giantsbane of the abduction and rape of his daughter, Drynelle Umber. The accused has invoked the right to trial by battle, a right as ancient as it is sacred. Each man has chosen to serve as his own champion. The battle will not end until one of them lies dead, by the will of the gods."
"And no man may interfere," King Robb said, with a pointed look at the wildlings.
Mors Crowfood had choice of weapon. He hefted his long-handled, double-bladed battleaxe as if it was part of his arm, whilst Tormund knelt to pray before the old stump one last time.
"It hardly seems fair," Ser Ben Coldwater mused from amongst the onlookers.
It isn’t.
Crowfood fought much as Jon feared he would. Though he wielded his axe with ease, his blows were sloppy. Tormund dodged and circled, keeping just out of reach, letting the big man tire himself with each brutal chop that missed its quarry. Crowfood's feet were already slow and clumsy; all Tormund had to do was wait, wait for him to find a patch of ice or uneven ground—
But it was Tormund who fell. One moment he stood on two sturdy feet, an axe in his hand and a grimace on his lips, the next he went sprawling, and landed hard upon his back. Crowfood roared his triumph; this time when the axe descended, it found its mark. Blood sprayed out across the snow as the crowd shouted, the northmen and valemen cheering, the free folk swearing.
Jon Snow had sworn too, and he meant to keep his vow. He raised his hands for quiet, doing his best to ignore the look of satisfaction upon the King in the North's face. It would not last, but he must speak, now or never.
"The gods have spoken," Jon declared. "Let this be the last blood spilt between us. Northmen and valemen, black brothers and free folk, the Others and their wights make no difference between us. We must fight them together, side by side, a shield to defend the realms of men."
"A cracked shield," Soren Shieldbreaker growled, his arms crossed. "Fight for Lord Crow, Tormund said. Fight for him and his king, and your folk will be safe in the Gift."
"A lie," spat Sigorn, Magnar of Thenn.
"Again and again we have asked, we have begged." The Great Walrus's voice was dangerously soft. "Not for ourselves, but for our women and children, our sick and our elders. We will die for you, we said, but let our people flee further south, out of harm's way."
"And now the Others stalk the Gift." Devyn Sealskinner sounded close to tears. "And still this king will not hear us."
Jon was ready for that. "His Grace has heard you," he said, rather than give the King in the North the chance to reply. "Your folk will be permitted to leave the Gift, so long as they swear to continue to keep the king's peace. A blood oath, before the old gods, the same oath that you must swear."
Quiet changed to tumult in a heartbeat. Devyn Sealskinner rushed forward, weeping and babbling thanks. Mercifully, he went for the lord commander, not the king. Whilst the free folk sagged with palpable relief, the King in the North's bannermen surrounded him, all clamoring to be heard.
"We shall speak of this later," King Robb told them curtly. When he turned toward Jon, his face was a stony mask. "At present the lord commander and I have matters of import to discuss."
The chamber atop the King's Tower was warmer than Jon recalled. Or perhaps he was feverish; he had not felt cold since the king came to stand beside him in the yard. But there was no warmth in Robb's face once the door shut behind them, leaving them alone with their wolves. Ghost sat on his haunches; Grey Wind paced, his tail lashing.
"Have you lost your wits?" Robb demanded. "How many times have I told you that the wildlings must keep to the Gift? My lords already mislike having them south of the Wall; how dare you presume to make such an announcement without my leave?"
"Be grateful," Jon snapped. "My presumption saved Mors Crowfood's head. Or would you have preferred having to explain his death to the Greatjon?"
"You should not have interfered," Robb flared. "The wildling was guilty, the gods would have given the victory to Crowfood."
"Would they? You saw how badly Crowfood fought. Tormund would have killed him, if I had not vowed to see his people safe."
"The Others take his people," Robb swore. "We are well rid of that brigand."
"That brigand?" Jon wanted to hit him. "Tormund Giantsbane was his name. Tall-Talker, Horn-Blower, and Breaker of Ice. Tormund Thunderfist, Husband to Bears, Mead-King of Ruddy Hall, Speaker to Gods and Father of Hosts. When Harma Dogshead near whipped me to death, he saved my life. When the wildlings came south, he persuaded them to treat with the Night's Watch and accept your terms. When a pair of knights from the Vale tried to rape innocent wildling girls, he came to their aid—"
"Why, so he could rape them himself? Or have you forgotten what he did to Drynelle Umber?"
Jon could taste bile in the back of his throat. "He was guilty of that, I do not deny. But—"
"Would you disgrace our father's memory? Have you forgotten everything Lord Eddard taught us of justice?"
"Have you?" Jon threw back. "Tormund may have deserved to die, but his people don't! The women and children, the elderly and the sick, they pose no danger to the North. All their men are here fighting for us; the Gift is defenseless. How can we ask them to leave their people to the Others?"
"You don't understand." Robb ran his fingers through his hair. "Greatjon Umber is one of my staunchest bannermen, but even he took umbrage at letting the wildlings through the Wall. If Arya had wed Hoarfrost, perhaps he might abide wildlings on his lands, but now..."
"Now Crowfood has Tormund's head mounted on a spear," Jon pointed out, wishing he could forget the sight. "That ought to soothe his temper. And the Greatjon has said naught ill of you or Arya since he arrived."
"No." Robb gave a rusty laugh. "Were he angry, every man for a hundred leagues would know. The Greatjon keeps no secrets. But I have other lords to think of, men who keep their own counsel. I will not risk another Roose Bolton or Walder Frey, not for the sake of a few thousand folk not even mine own."
"Don't be absurd. You have ten thousand leal northmen who would die to keep you safe, and the knights of the Vale—"
"Fuck the knights of the Vale." Jon had never seen Robb so angry. His neck was rigid; a vein pulsed at his temple. "Had they bestirred themselves sooner..." his fist shook as he clenched it tight. "Would the Lannisters have dared execute Father? Would the Freys have dared the Red Wedding?" Grey Wind whimpered. "Nearly my entire honor guard were killed taking arrows meant for me, my mother sacrificed herself to get me out, and my- my- my wife—" his voice broke. "Jeyne saved my life at the cost of her own. And when she was cold in my arms, when there was nothing to be done, then the knights of the Vale came to pledge their useless swords."
"Far from useless," Jon said sharply. "The knights of the Vale have done good service here. I could not have held the Wall so long without them."
For a long moment, Robb said nothing. Grey Wind whined as he nuzzled against him, letting Robb bury his fingers in the wolf's thick grey fur.
"I am sorry for your grief," Jon said gently. "But the Red Wedding was long ago. You have a new wife and a child on the way, does that not give you comfort?"
"Comfort?" This time, Robb's laugh was bitter. "I should sooner seek comfort from a snake than from Margaery."
Jon blinked at him, poleaxed. "What's wrong with Margaery?"
"Nothing," Robb fumed. "Nothing at all, except that she ensnared me against my will. Stannis Baratheon would have won upon the Blackwater if not for Mace Tyrell's ambitions and his utter lack of scruples. Tyrell knew of Cersei's adultery, of her children's bastardy, and he did not care, so long as his grandson sat the Iron Throne. I would never wed the daughter of such a man, but she gave me no choice."
"No choice?"
Robb gave him a scathing look. "Margaery came before my court like a mummer, talking of love and chivalry. Her words were as pretty as her tears, and as false. Two years of winter already, and who knows how many more? I needed the bounty of Highgarden, and Margaery wanted a husband who could protect her from the Lannisters." He snorted. "More like she wanted a crown, and thought a plea for succor would win her more favor than naked avarice. She's certainly been quick enough to work her charms on the rest of my court. By the time I left almost all of them were singing her praises."
"What, would you rather they all hated her?"
Robb gave him a stricken look. "I would rather they recall her crown once belonged to another. Jeyne..."
Jon felt a pang of guilt. Truth be told, he had forgotten Jeyne Westerling too. So many years had passed since her death, and Robb's marriage had lasted no more than a sixmonth. Yet still longer than I knew Ygritte.
"At least Margaery does not feign to love me," Robb continued. "That I could not abide, not when I know I shall never love her. She cannot touch my heart, not when it lies buried with my Jeyne."
Jon could not help himself. "At least you have a wife. Not the one you would have chosen, but a wife nonetheless, to give you children, to warm your bed and share your burdens."
"Burdens I never asked for," Robb said. "You became lord commander of your own accord. I never sought a crown, let alone three kingdoms. My subjects look to me to see them through the winter, and I intend to, no matter how my bannerman balk and quarrel. I cannot please them all, but I will give them peace and plenty when all is said and done, just as Lord Eddard would have, if a crown had passed to him."
"Lord Eddard would have let the wildlings flee south." Whether that was another lie Jon could not say, nor did he care. It did not matter, so long as Robb believed him. I swore a vow. "Justice comes before all else. Would you let innocents die because you fear your own bannermen, because you are too craven to bring them to heel?"
Grey Wind growled; Robb was red with fury. Another man might have quailed, but not Jon. He had already plunged the dagger; there was nothing left to do but twist. "If one of us is a disgrace to our father's memory, it's you."
The next thing he knew, Ghost and Grey Wind were wrestling on the floor, a blur of grey and white. Distracted by the wolves, Jon didn't see the fist flying toward him until it was too late. Robb punched him in the belly, so hard he could not breathe, so hard he almost fell to the floor.
Then, all of a sudden, Robb caught him. Tears streamed down his cheeks as he pulled him into a fierce embrace. Angry as he was, Jon couldn't help but hug him back. How long had it been since someone held him? He did not know, but he knew he could not deny his brother.
"I missed you so much," Robb said when they finally broke apart. "I haven't spoken so freely in years."
"What about Arya? Or Rickon?"
Robb gave a watery chuckle. "What, and risk worrying them? Arya is but a maid, and Rickon... gods. I'd sooner bare my throat to an Other than show weakness to Rickon. He's hard enough to manage as it is."
Jon hesitated, considering. If Robb could confide his doubts and troubles, surely Jon might do the same.
"I—"
"You're an ass, Snow," Robb said, cutting him off. "But you're right. Father would have shown mercy to the wildlings, his bannermen be damned." He sighed, then punched Jon lightly on the arm. "Gods, you might have warned me though. Sorting this out is going to be a headache and a half."
"There wasn't time, Stark."
"No, I suppose not. But do you have time to dine with me? I was about to break my fast when I heard the commotion in the yard."
Much as Jon yearned for his bed, he could not refuse. Whilst King Robb called for food, he stroked Ghost's fur, tidying the mess Grey Wind had made of it during their tussle. To his relief, neither wolf was bleeding, though Grey Wind kept a beady eye on Jon, as if he had been the one to punch his brother rather than the one who had gotten punched.
While they waited for their meal, they ought to have talked of free folk and northmen. Instead, somehow, they talked of Jeyne Westerling. Robb's voice was strange and hollow, as if he did not know how to speak of her. Yet he spoke all the same. He talked of her shyness, her sweetness, her love of healing which had led her to offer to nurse the brave young king, enemy though he was.
"Grey Wind frightened her, and I frightened her," Robb admitted. "But she forgot to be timid once she had bandages and poultices and the purpose to use them. Jeyne liked mending things; she had a tender heart. Too tender. When I... when we... the blame was mine. I forgot my honor, and hers. I could not let Jeyne pay the price alone, not when she only meant to comfort me."
After the food came, the talk turned to battle. Jon had to hide his shock when Robb made another unexpected confession, namely, that he had no idea how to break the siege.
"Every stratagem I think of requires cavalry." Robb stabbed a boiled egg with his dagger. "Or if not cavalry, foes who can be tricked or misled. But the wights are not men, nor do they act as men do. And as for the Others... my men have not seen hide nor hair of them since we drew near the Wall. What are they playing at? Dragonglass arrows and spears will not avail us if we can't find the damned Others long enough to use them."
"Maybe we don't need a stratagem," Jon mused. "The host of wights looked smaller this morning, I'm sure of it. The Others are scarce in number; why else rely upon dead men to do their fighting for them? If we can deprive them of their wights, the war is half won."
When Jon at last retired to his bed, it was with a full belly and a full heart. Leathers and Jax were already on their way to the Shadow Tower and Eastwatch; when they returned, he would know whether their hosts of wights were dwindling too. If they were...
Then Robb has saved us. Jon had known he would. How foolish he had been to doubt, to fear that this king would be a stranger. It was no stranger who cried upon his shoulder, who shared his deepest sorrows. His brother had returned to him, had confided in him as he confided in no one else. What did it matter if Jon did not return that trust? His troubles were his own; he need not add to Robb's.
Let Robb have his wife and his babe and his kingdoms. Jon did not need such things, nor could he have them. All he would ever have was the Wall, and the Night's Watch, and the burden of command. And unlike Robb, once the war was done... oh, how sweet it would be when the day came that he could set his cares aside and give himself up to dreamless rest, the rest that never ceased.
Perhaps, if the gods were kind, they might even send him his little sister again. It would be good to see Arya once more, if only as she led him into the dark.
Notes:
Can't wait to see what you guys think in the comments. Seriously; the comments mean so much to me and really helped me keep going when I was struggling with this chapter.
As y'all may have noticed, this update took... a lot longer than expected :( The Jon II outline came together relatively easily, but starting the prose...first we were out of town traveling to see my bf's family, and then we had to deal with replacing my car, and a bout of depression, and a cake-pocalypse, plus literally everything going on in the news is fucking horrifying, what with the rising tide of fascism in the US and the ongoing slaughter of civilians in Gaza and- well, you get the idea. This is a fanfic site, not a current events forum.
At any rate, Jon chapters are almost always the hardest, along with Bran chapters, and there's been several of them quite close together. That plus dealing with IRL obligations and mental health = a gap of like, 2+ weeks between when I finished the outline and when I went back to revise it, and when I finally got to the prose it was like pulling teeth.
Tbh, I was genuinely terrified this might be when I finally hit the wall. I don't think I've ever taken so long between updates; the approaching end of October spurred me into a panic because I've never gone a full month without a chapter. Unfortunately, that panic did not get the chapter out before October ended. My sincere, deep, and eternal thanks to the regular and pinch-hitter betas who helped me on the many occasions that I got stuck. Thank god the upcoming chapters should be easier.
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164: Arya II
165: Sansa II
166: Cersei II
167: Bran IIIA little sneak peek at what's ahead: my outlines divide Part V into three distinct arcs. Cersei II will be the final chapter of Arc 1: the War for the Throne. Bran III will begin Arc 2: the War for the Dawn 👀🥶
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Robb Stark, King in the North, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyraNOTES
1) I would like everyone to know about the fact that yes, medieval monks drew and wrote in the margins of the texts they were copying by hand. It was a tedious, time-consuming process, and people are people; no wonder they doodled and made snarky comments.
2) I am DELIGHTED to inform you that Tormund's warhorn is based on the carnyx, a Celtic wind instrument which dates to the Iron Age. Carnyx (carnices?) have been found in Scotland and France, and they sound SO FUCKING COOL.
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And just for fun, here's the spectacular tumblr post which brought this to my attention.
3) In ACOK Jon VIII, we are told by Jon that "Wildlings did not mine or smelt, and there were few smiths and fewer forges north of the Wall."
Uh... what? I'm choosing to chalk that up to Jon being ignorant, because elsewhere the wildlings are repeatedly said to use bronze, just like the First Men they are descended from, who used bronze until the Andals came and taught them iron smelting. Styr, the Magnar of Thenn, is specifically noted to have a weirwood spear with an ornate bronze head.
As tin and copper ore can be found near each other in nature, it would be plausible for the wildlings to predominantly use bronze if the materials to make it were readily available whereas iron was scarce. IRL, tin is a bit rare, whereas iron is plentiful. Here's a neat article on the shift from bronze to iron in Eurasia.
4) Song rec of the day: Northern Attitude by Noah Kahan with Hozier. Kahan isn't quite my thing, but the song has a great guitar line, and Hozier absolutely kills his all-too-brief feature. I maaay have listened to this for several hours on repeat while finishing the chapter 🫣🤫
Chapter 164: Arya II
Notes:
Mid-Late March, 305 AC
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Arya Stark, Princess of Winterfell, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyraMap of King’s Landing
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Dark and thick, the clouds blotted out the sun, as though it were dusk, not midmorning.
Arya did not mind her name day being gloomy. Sunlight played tricks. It drew the eye to sparkling jewels and shining snow, it blazed off mirror-bright steel and blurred one's vision with shimmering white spots. A clever fighter could use that to his advantage, but not today. The blunted tourney swords were as dull and grey as the armor of the knights who bore them, the yard of the Aegonfort ringing to the clash of steel.
White cloaks flapped and swirled as two knights dueled in the center of the yard. Arya watched, fascinated. Ser Daemon Sand might be older and broader of shoulder, but Ser Loras Tyrell was fast and cunning. One of Ser Daemon's legs was weak from an old wound, as Ser Loras knew full well. He aimed his blows carefully, forcing the Dornish knight to put his weight on his bad leg as the younger knight drove him back. Ser Daemon parried a flurry of hacks and slashes before one finally cut his leg from under him and he fell in the mud and slush with a curse.
That ought to have been the end of it, and would have been, had Ser Loras not drawn closer to gloat. Suddenly, Ser Loras was on the ground too, his sword flying from his hand. However good the Knight of Flowers was with lance and sword, he was no wrestler. In short order Ser Loras lay flat on his back with Ser Daemon astride him, a dagger pressed at his throat. Ser Loras yielded with ill grace, and both men were still red with anger when they stood up and removed their helms.
Arya ignored them. The bout was done; she cared nothing for the arguing that came after as the two knights of the Kingsguard stalked off toward the men's bathhouse. She had much better things to occupy her time, like watching Brienne of Tarth. Brienne sparred two men-at-arms at once, wielding her sword and shield as though they were a part of her. And despite her suit of heavy plate, her footwork was as fast and graceful as a dancer.
Not a water dancer, though.
Arya would never have Brienne's broad shoulders, thick arms, or excessive height. Speed, though, that she had aplenty. Her eyes and reflexes were cat-quick. So were her feet, at least when she wasn't wearing chainmail. Arya misliked the extra weight, just as she misliked how sweaty it made her.
It was the itch of salt clinging to her skin that forced Arya to leave the yard. As it was late morning, the women's bathhouse was almost empty. Of late the fashion was for ladies to rise early and begin the day praying at the Hour of the Crone. Arya shuddered at the very notion, glad that she need not follow their example.
She did not pray to the Mother, Maiden, and Crone like Sansa did. Nor did she need to flatter her way into her sister's good graces. No, Arya kept her own routine. She rose late, broke her fast, then made for the training yard. Today she had sparred with Ser Perwyn Truefaith, a few northmen, and a young knight named Ser Podrick Payne.
For all his stammering and sheepishness, Ser Podrick had proved a surprisingly difficult opponent. Needle had flashed, a blur in her hand, the end tipped with cork, but she could not manage to stab Ser Podrick's eye slit, nor any of the joints in his armor. Perhaps it was because Ser Podrick was fresh and Arya was not, wearied by both her chainmail and by her prior bouts. Ser Podrick had been more embarrassed by his victory than Arya had been by her loss.
Arya made a face as she scrubbed herself with soap. She'd rather lose a fair fight than win the way she always did against Lord Edric Dayne. Arya had seen him spar Brienne of Tarth and other knights; she knew he was fast and skilled. The five years since Riverrun had given Edric height and muscle, even if sometimes he forgot to put all his strength behind his blows. Yet Edric still lost on purpose, even though he watched Arya so intensely during their bouts that she always wondered if she had something on her face.
No one ever pretends to lose to Brienne, Arya thought resentfully as the lady in question entered the bathhouse. No one could deny she had earned the right to guard Queen Sansa. Brienne had won a mêlée and been part of Renly Baratheon's Rainbow Guard. Even a few of the knights who misliked women wielding swords had grudgingly admitted she had an unnatural talent after trying and failing to put her in her place.
Arya, on the other hand... lords and ladies weren't as good at whispering as they thought they were. She'd heard them chuckle about Princess Arya's silly, childish notions, about how her stroke of luck in slaying some untrained bastard had gone to her head. As if Ramsay Snow had tripped and fallen on her dagger and cut his own throat! They said that Queen Sansa was kind to indulge her sister's fancies, that water dancing was useless, a mere idle pastime for bored Braavosi.
Never mind that Arya won so many of her bouts. Some said all her foes were losing to her on purpose, not just Edric Dayne. It didn't help that Dacey Mormont and Ser Patrek Mallister always held back. They still saw her as a little girl, their king's precious sister. Ser Perwyn didn't hold back, but when she used her cloak to yank away his sword, men had laughed at him for falling for the same trick again. They didn't know or care how long it had taken to learn that technique from Oro Nestoris, or how hard it was to get the timing and the aim just right.
Well, Arya would show them. Today she was six-and-ten, at last a woman grown. Gathering her courage, Arya broke the quiet of the bathhouse.
"Could you spar with me sometime?"
Ever since they met, Arya had hoped for the day Brienne crossed the yard and asked to cross swords. She was tired of waiting in vain to spar such a worthy opponent.
Brienne dropped her soap into the tub, clearly flustered. "Princess?"
"You spar with some of the squires," Arya said. "Why won't you spar with me?"
"I..." Brienne looked deeply uncomfortable. "I did not want to shame you, princess."
"Arya," Arya said impatiently. "What do you mean, shame me?"
Brienne hesitated. "You have skill, I do not doubt. Water dancers are highly esteemed in the Free Cities, as they should be. But a bravo's blade is not meant to fight against a longsword or a greatsword, nor against armor. Let alone a bravo's blade that is far too small."
Arya ignored the insult to Needle. "I hold my own against Ser Perwyn, and against other knights. You've seen me."
"Ser Perwyn is a good man," Brienne said, her shoulders hunched. "But he is neither a tourney knight nor a sellsword. Ser Perwyn's talent is middling at best; he does not shame himself, but he will never win renown."
The fact that Brienne was right only made her words sting more. "So what, I'm not good enough to spar with you?"
Brienne went from pink to red. "No, princess, I... I only meant... I hear what the courtiers say of you, and of me. Were we to spar, half the keep would come to watch, and when you lost..."
Arya sank down in the tub, wrapping her arms around her knees. She knew what they would say. She knew, and she didn't care.
"I still want to spar," she insisted. "It's bad luck to refuse a name day boon, everyone knows that."
Brienne frowned. "I've never heard such a thing."
Bother, Arya had thought that would work. "Have you never been to the North?" Arya asked, already knowing the answer. "Boons are sacred to the old gods. Didn't Sansa tell you?"
When Arya left the bathhouse, it was with a skip in her step and the promise of a bout upon the morrow. So long as Brienne doesn't ask Sansa about name day boons.
The bell was tolling noon as Arya took up her watch outside the small council chambers. Dacey Mormont and Lord Edric stood guard at the door, having taken the morning watch. Dacey smiled at her, and Edric talked to her of horses. When Ser Loras Tyrell came to relieve him a few minutes later, Edric was oddly reluctant to leave. Thankfully, then Brienne arrived to take Dacey's place. When she reminded Edric he was supposed to lunch with Ser Deziel Dalt, the Dornishman finally left.
Fortunately, when Ser Loras began complaining about Ser Daemon Sand to a stone-faced Brienne, Arya did not need to stay and listen. Unlike Ser Loras and Brienne, Arya didn't have to stand in one spot, guarding the door with her life. That was for knights and their men-at-arms, not a water dancer.
Instead, Arya prowled the hallway and the nearby vicinity. By now she knew every nook and cranny, thanks to the tutelage of Syrio Forel and that of the cats and dogs and mice who roamed the Aegonfort. Her keen eyes looked for anything amiss; her ears pricked at every sound; her limbs struggled to grow used to the weight of the chainmail which Sansa had gifted her.
Sansa seemed to take to being a queen like a duck to water. With her husband still in the Vale, and no Hand of the King to take charge in his stead, overseeing the small council's few members had fallen to Sansa. They met almost every day, to talk of securing the Seven Kingdoms and restoring King's Landing and all the sundry decisions that must be made and tasks which must be done before King Aegon journeyed north.
Arya was very glad that she didn't have to serve as cupbearer as she once had for Robb. Dull meetings were not to her taste, not like Princess Rhaenys. She attended every meeting with the excuse that her husband Lord Willas Tyrell, the master of laws, required her to take notes. If that was true, Arya would eat her boots.
When the small council meeting finally ended, Rhaenys accompanied Sansa to her solar. Arya followed, more than ready for a chance to sit down. Avoiding small council meetings was one thing, but there was no escaping the time Sansa set aside for her ladies.
As she took a chair by Sansa and looked around the solar, Arya was struck yet again by how queer it was that she had more ladies than her sister did. Jeyne Poole and Dacey Mormont, Mya Stone and Lady Smallwood, all of them were in Arya's service. Sansa only had Lady Jynessa Blackmont, and she was soon to return to Dorne. Lady Jynessa had not taken her mother's death well; her eyes were as dull and lifeless as her black mourning gown. When Jeyne Poole whispered to her, Jynessa barely responded, nodding or shrugging or shaking her head by turns until Jeyne gave up and came to ask Sansa something about livery for her household and that of the king.
Jeyne Poole was very busy of late. Sansa had asked her to take up the duties Jynessa could no longer handle. Jeyne might be called mistress of the queen's household, but that was just an odd way of saying she served as Sansa's steward, just as her father Vayon Poole had once served Lord Eddard Stark. Meri was not pleased, not that anyone except Arya could tell. Lady Smallwood wasn't very happy either, though she was doing a fine job of running Arya's household now that Jeyne was needed elsewhere.
Arya much preferred her own duties. Being a sworn sword was fun, though she missed having Nymeria with her. The direwolf much preferred the snowy depths of the kingswood to the cramped halls of the Aegonfort, even before Sansa banished her for frightening Lord Staunton. Her sister might be inclined to politely ignore the knights and lordlings whose eyes lingered on their queen's bosom, or who made bawdy jests outside her hearing, but Arya was not. Her sharp elbows and sharper tongue had seen plenty of use of late; the fools had grown especially bold with Sansa's husband gone.
Princess Rhaenys was very upset when she reached King's Landing only to find her brother had just left. At least, Arya thought she was upset, since she'd hidden in her room for several days. Her own ladies delicately hinted that Rhaenys was indisposed due to her moonblood, which made her weep and vomit and take to her bed with violent cramps. Curious, Arya had tried to check by slipping into Balerion's skin. She had promptly been thrown out by the very, very angry old tomcat, who threatened to piss in her shoes and shred all her clothes if she did not leave his poor sick two-legger alone.
His two-legger seemed perfectly healthy now. When Sansa began to tell a story from Mele Nernar, Princess Rhaenys sat straight and tall, ignoring the needlework on her lap so she might pay better attention to the tale. Her ladies followed her example; Obella Uller closed her book of poetry, Megga and Elinor Tyrell ceased their gossiping, and Lady Alys Beesbury put aside the letter she was writing.
Though everyone else listened to Sansa's tale, Arya paid it little heed. She had already heard of the battle with the Brazen Beasts from Edric, who was so proud of how he had earned his knighthood that one night at dinner he had insisted on telling her about it at length. "Although it was not so great a deed as His Grace's defeat of the Mountain," Edric had admitted, with an admiring look at his king.
Arya had barely managed not to snort. King Aegon might awe his subjects with his dragon and his crown of Valyrian steel, but after observing her goodbrother for over a moon's turn, Arya was not particularly impressed. Though almost as stern as Robb, King Aegon seemed far more uncomfortable with giving speeches and mingling with his lords. He was handsome, but not nearly as handsome as Gendry. He was skilled with the spear, but not nearly as skilled as his uncle Prince Oberyn. He was competent with the sword, but not nearly as competent as Ser Loras Tyrell, or Ser Daemon Sand, or Brienne, or Edric, or at least a dozen others, and apparently he wasn't any better at the joust. Come to think of it, her goodbrother was a rather lackluster knight.
Her sister had been very, very offended when Arya said as much. "There is more to being a knight than using a sword," Sansa had flared. "Olyvar is brave and gentle and just."
And odd, Arya had resisted the urge to add.
Try as she might, she could not get used to her goodbrother's insistence on using two different names, nor to how differently he behaved in public and in private. King Aegon was solemn and stiff; Olyvar was boyish and playful and made the worst japes Arya had ever heard. Once, she made the mistake of asking him the difference between unlawful and illegal. Rather than give a sensible explanation, Olyvar had grinned and told her that one was a sickly bird. Besotted as she was, Sansa had laughed so hard she cried, but Arya had groaned and resolved to keep such questions for Great-Uncle Brynden.
Princess Rhaenys was even less impressed with her kingly brother. The moment she emerged from her rooms, she had requested a private audience with her beloved queen and goodsister. It had not gone well, or so Sansa fumed to Arya that evening when they were alone. Oh, Rhaenys had been polite, even affectionate, but beneath her courtesies had been a litany of complaints.
Olyvar should have left Meereen sooner. Olyvar should have begun siring heirs as soon as Sansa came of age. Olyvar should have consulted with his sister, not followed the disastrous impulse to pay homage to High Septon Paul, who could only claim the fealty of a third of the faithful at most. Olyvar should have executed Jaime Lannister the moment he discovered the Dornishmen in King's Landing had been killed; Olyvar should have remained in King's Landing, not jaunted off to the Vale on a fool's errand—
Arya smirked. Sansa had been so, so smug when the raven came from the Gates of the Moon. Not only had Olyvar rescued Robert Arryn, the Lord of the Eyrie had knelt to him, and their cousin Sweetrobin remained in his charge whilst he negotiated with the lords of the Vale. Rhaenys had been both surprised and delighted, not that it stopped her from reiterating her prior concerns, and giving lots of advice about future decisions. Honestly, Arya thought sometimes Rhaenys had a point, not that she was stupid enough to tell Sansa that. And Arya did not appreciate how much Rhaenys fretted over the loss of the Dragonpit, the Great Sept of Baelor, and the Red Keep, whilst remaining indifferent to the continued silence from the Wall.
When it was time for dinner, her brothers still occupied Arya's thoughts. Sansa had put together a modest name day feast. There were to be as many of Arya's favorite dishes as could be had, but the guests were less to her liking. She wanted Jon and Robb and Bran and Rickon, not fine lords and ladies. And she could have done without Lord Willas Tyrell's ginger-headed singer, and the stupid song about some stupid lord who refused to give up his stupid lady which kept getting stuck in Arya's head.
Mercifully, Sansa dismissed the singer as soon as the first course arrived. All Arya had to do was eat, leaving her sister to make polite conversation. She was the perfect hostess, gracious and sweet, happy to lend an ear to every guest. She began by inquiring as to the health of her goodmother, Princess Elia of Dorne.
"Well enough," Princess Elia replied, covering a slight cough. Her face was drawn; her hands gripped the arms of her rolling chair. "My brother was kind enough to keep me company and assist with my plans for the new sept."
"Anything for my dear sister." Prince Oberyn said fondly. He heaved a heavy sigh. "I only wish I might be of more help."
"Our loss shall be Dorne's gain." Sansa smiled. "I pray you have a safe journey, and a warm welcome at the end of it. No doubt Lady Uller shall be a lovely bride."
"Lady Ellaria is a worthy lady," said Prince Quentyn Martell, his attempt at gallantry as awkward as he was. His wife Lady Gwyneth didn't seem to notice, too busy chatting with Obella Uller.
"My mother is more than worthy," Elia Uller put in, her arms folded across her chest. "My father ought to have wed her long ago."
A tense silence fell. Princess Elia raised an eyebrow at her niece; Brynden Blackfish studied his wine; Big Bucket Wull ripped an excessively large hunk of bread off the loaves being served by Gilly.
Then Sansa sailed in, smooth as silk. "Lord Willas, what was it you were telling me about Grand Maester Gerold?"
Lord Willas Tyrell's brown eyes lit up as he smiled, turning away from his wife Rhaenys, who had been murmuring something in his ear.
"Your Grace is good to ask. I did not expect King Aegon to request so detailed an account of the laws of the realm, and I do not have sufficient scribes who are learned enough to aid me in my labors. Nor did I expect the loss of the libraries of the Red Keep and the Great Sept. Grand Maester Gerold may have been born a Lannister, but he could still be of great use to me, if Your Grace would permit."
"I shall consider it," Sansa allowed. "What of asking Septon Jonothor for aid? He must know septons in the city who have enough education to serve your purposes."
"Septon Jonothor." The warmth was fading from Willas's eyes. "I shall speak to him, Your Grace." Behind him, Gilly bit her lip, looking queerly thoughtful as she continued serving the bread.
"Has there been any word of when His Grace means to return?"
Arya regarded Rhaenys suspiciously. There was no word, as Rhaenys knew full well.
"Not since the last raven," Sansa said, looking slightly crestfallen. "Why?"
"Oh, you know how sisters worry." Rhaenys smiled sadly. "It has been so long since I last saw him. It gladdens my heart to hear the city sing his praises; I cannot imagine what they shall do without their king when he sails north."
"My son is brave, but I fear for him," Princess Elia said, her voice thick with tears. "The sea swallows ships as easily as a snake devours a mouse."
"It is too far to march," Sansa reminded her goodmother gently. "The risk is necessary."
"Is it?" asked Willas. "It will be many moons before King's Landing is anything but a shade of her former self. The Westerlands and the Stormlands are in turmoil. So is Oldtown; Lord Hightower struggles to keep order. Then there is the matter of the many lands and titles seized from Queen Cersei's followers. The lands King Aegon took from Horn Hill are choice and fertile; many loyal lords of the Reach will be eager to claim them."
"Not to mention the faithful lords of the Dornish Marches," drawled Oberyn.
"True," Willas nodded. "His Grace will have his hands full; surely his realm must come before aught else."
That was when the penny dropped. Arya gripped the stem of her goblet, wondering what her sister was thinking behind her neutral gaze.
"There is a reason no one goes north in winter," Oberyn continued. He inclined his head at Big Bucket Wull and the northmen beside him. "No offense intended. Northmen are doughty enough to endure the intense cold, the deep snow and thick ice, but we southron men are not bred for such frozen climes."
"Yet the knights of the Vale have endured," Brynden Blackfish pointed out.
"The mountains of the Vale are near as cold as the North," Oberyn said, dismissive. "But I promise you, no other men born south of the Neck will welcome a journey to the Wall. The good will King Aegon has earned is fragile as a newborn foal. To ask men to leave hearth and home to fight monsters out of legend, monsters some do not believe to exist—"
Pushed to her limit, Arya snapped. "Are you calling my brother a liar?"
"Lord Commander Snow sent many accounts of the wights," Sansa added, her eyes flinty. "Accounts which King Aegon believes. Princess Rhaenys beheld a wight herself, the one the Night's Watch sent to Sunspear."
Quentyn shifted in his seat, looking like he would rather be somewhere, anywhere else. "My uncle did not mean to call Lord Snow a liar, I am sure. Though they were never friends, my father Prince Doran spoke highly of Lord Eddard Stark's honesty and his honor. No son of his would be either a liar or a madman."
"That's right," Arya muttered.
"But-" Quentyn swallowed. "Begging Your Grace's pardon, not all men are wise enough to believe as we do. Though the Wall is cracked, that does not mean King Aegon must defend it. King Robb has never lost a battle; let the northmen defend themselves."
"We haven't heard anything from the Wall, not for months." Arya fought back tears; she must not cry. "Anything could have happened!"
"I'm sure King Robb is fine," Big Bucket said gruffly. "Ravens oft go astray in winter. Here, princess, never you fret. When King Aegon flies north, I bet he'll find King Robb has already defeated the Others."
"See?" Rhaenys soothed. "The northmen themselves agree they do not require King Aegon's assistance. And if they should, why, it would not take a host, only a dragon. Viserion would melt those frozen demons away, easy as breathing. And when she did—"
Abruptly, Sansa cut in. "Oh! I beg your pardons. We have forgotten our due to Princess Arya; she ought not wait any longer for her gifts."
And with that, the argument ended. Arya tried not to scowl as she received her presents, some of which she liked far better than others. There was a looking glass, a silver casket studded with garnets, a mantle embroidered lavishly with wolves, earrings and necklaces, gifts of silks and furs. From Sansa there was a grey tunic and breeches made of soft cashmere; from Great-Uncle Brynden, a shrug of apology.
"Gift giving has never been one of my talents," the Blackfish admitted. "You may have a favor instead. Just the one, mind."
When they retired for the evening, Arya was still pondering what favor to ask. She had nothing else to do; Sansa was busy using the chamberpot again. She had gone thrice during the afternoon; Mya Stone had been rather queer about it.
Arya didn't care how often her sister used the chamber pot. She did wish Sansa would stop embracing her so much. And she could do without hearing her sister complain nightly about whatever had happened during the day when she was apart from Arya.
"I'm sorry Prince Oberyn was being a nuisance," Sansa sighed as Gilly removed her crown and put it away. "There is only a sennight until he departs; no doubt he hoped to have better luck swaying me than he has had with Olyvar."
"Could you make him stay? If you wanted to?"
Sansa furrowed her brow. "I am not sure, truth be told. Olyvar can be as stubborn as you are when he believes himself to be right." She yawned. "Alas, Willas was not wrong. There is so much to be done, and so little time to spare."
Arya did her best to sympathize as her sister recounted the small council meeting. Queen Cersei and the Kingslayer had yet to be found. The merchants of Pentos were trying to charge more for grain than the master of coin wished to pay. The Faith was still in an uproar over the destruction of the Starry Sept and the Great Sept of Baelor. There was word of a thrall revolt in the Iron Islands.
"And I've forgotten something important, I know I have, but I can't remember what it is," Sansa fretted as Shirei brought her sleeping shift. "It's been gnawing at me for days. And there's still no sign of Ser Lyn Corbray. Ser Jacelyn Bywater is extremely vexed. There have been a hundred reports from sundry folk, all of them confused and contradictory. Ser Jacelyn believes most like Ser Lyn perished when the Red Keep burned, and these tales come from those willing to swear false oaths for the promise of coin."
Arya frowned. "What do you think?"
Sansa hesitated. "Ser Jacelyn shared all the reports he gathered. There was a porter who thought he saw Ser Lyn leave the Red Keep soon after returning from the parley. He saw neither white cloak nor white plate, nor the ruby pommel of Lady Forlorn, only a dark-haired man in a dark green cloak."
"Ser Lyn could have disguised himself."
"That was what I said, but Ser Jacelyn thinks it more likely the porter saw some household knight. The man was old and squint-eyed, and could not say for sure whether it was Ser Lyn's face he saw. But... I don't know. Ser Lyn might be dead, as Ser Jacelyn thinks. If he is not..." Sansa shuddered.
As she went to bed later that night, Arya was still pondering all that Sansa had told her of Ser Lyn. Arya had taken the measure of every member of Queen Cersei's party at the parley, and something about Ser Lyn had made her skin crawl. Learning how Ser Lyn had behaved toward Sansa during her captivity in King's Landing had only made matters worse.
But what could Arya do about it? She wasn't the Commander of the City Watch, with thousands of goldcloaks at her beck and call. She was just a sworn sword. Her place was with Sansa, not searching for a missing Kingsguard. Arya should be grateful to be with her sister once more, not suffering a belly ache whenever she thought of the brothers she longed to see.
The black direwolf lay beside the fire, cracking a bone in his massive jaws. His boy leaned against him, looking up at old-old-pack-mother. Her toothless mouth moved as she spoke, her gnarled, wrinkled hands busy with two long sticks. The woman beside her was motionless, her hands resting against the slight swell of her belly. She was pack too, the mate of his brother's boy. He had killed to defend her, yet still she feared him—
The white direwolf stood atop the tower, pacing upon silent paws. The men beside him were silent too, his boy all in black, his brother's boy in grey and white with a crown upon his brow. Together they looked down upon the battle, upon the stinking dead two-leggers who knew nothing but slaughter—
The grey direwolf stalked the passage, hearing nothing but the click of his claws. The scent of meat drew him to the kitchen. His boy had finished making dinner; he was feeding the pack-sister-who-is-not-a-sister. She was sitting up now, that was good. Suddenly, the direwolf tensed. He could smell a dead man near at hand, and hear the faint sound of a scream—
The she-wolf raced through the kingswood, howling to the moon. Her prey fled before her, but not for long. The deer was sickly and slow, too slow to keep up with his herd as they raced to save their own skins. There was nothing like the thrill of the hunt—
When Arya woke before the dawn, she knew what favor she wanted. Sansa wouldn't mind; she might even help her persuade their great-uncle. Sparring with Brienne would have to wait; the hunt came first. Ser Jacelyn Bywater had failed her sister. Arya would not. No one would dare doubt her again once she found Ser Lyn Corbray and cut him down.
Not that she was foolish enough to tell Great-Uncle Brynden that. All he needed to know was that Sansa was afraid of Ser Lyn Corbray and that Arya was determined to keep her sister safe. The goldcloaks had a thousand other things to do. Surely it could not hurt if Arya took an interest; there were plenty of other swords who could guard Sansa for the nonce.
"If I am to serve as your escort, you must agree to heed me," the Blackfish insisted. "My indulgence only goes so far; I will not have you put yourself in harm's way."
There was no chance of being in harm's way, not at first. Arya was no longer the headstrong girl who had set out after Ser Amory Lorch with no idea what she was doing and no help save Needle and Nymeria. No, a proper hunt could not begin until one knew one's quarry. That meant staying put in the Aegonfort. Arya was a princess; she need not go out in search of witnesses when she could just summon them to her solar.
Talla Tarly and Grand Maester Gerold had seen much more of Ser Lyn Cobray than her sister had. So had the few servants who had fled before the destruction of the Red Keep. All of them said Ser Lyn was a vain, impulsive man, prone to sharpening his tongue on those who displeased him. Though he once had a serving man beaten for spilling wine on his doublet, he otherwise paid little heed to the servants, save to give orders, or to give the customary coins upon holy days. He paid far more attention to his squires. They had been some of the most promising in the city, thanks to his tutelage.
That did not surprise Arya. Ser Mychel Redfort had once squired for Ser Lyn, and though he misliked the man's pride and hot temper, he still revered his skill at arms. Even for a Kingsguard, Ser Lyn was a very dangerous man, one armed with Valyrian steel.
And King's Landing was the perfect place for such a knight to vanish. The city was immense, crawling with thousands and thousands of people bundled up in cloaks and scarves and hats. If Ser Lyn wished to go out, no one would think it strange if a man covered his face against the biting wind.
Or Ser Lyn might have gone to ground, to hide in the household of some friend or ally. Both the city nobles and patricians had quickly sworn fealty to King Aegon, as had the guilds, but that was because no one fancied arguing with a dragon. Some of them had surely thrived under Lannister rule; they could be plotting treason already.
Brynden Blackfish certainly seemed to think so. Arya had hoped when they rode through the city it would be just the two of them and perhaps a few men-at-arms. Instead, she somehow ended up with not only her great-uncle and a dozen men-at-arms but Ser Perwyn Truefaith, his brother Lord Olyvar Rosby, Elia Uller, who was eager to escape the scolding of her namesake Princess Elia, and, for some reason, Lord Edric Dayne.
Arya would have rather had Ser Deziel Dalt. She liked the Knight of Lemonwood, even if he spent more time fussing over plants than sparring in the yard. He wouldn't have interrupted her thoughts to make conversation. She had no idea why Edric thought she would care about his Aunt Allyria wedding Lord Morgan Dondarrion.
"That's why I have to go home," Edric explained. "Because my aunt's leaving for Blackhaven. I have to look after Starfall myself, for a time, at least. I barely know my vassals, and it has been too long since I saw my lands. The Torentine is the loveliest river you'll ever see, and there are so many places to ride—"
"Elia!" Arya called. "Race you to the ferry!" And with that, she kicked her horse to a gallop.
The ground was well trampled, clearing a path of hard mud which ran through the snow. Thank the gods there was no ice, or Arya wouldn't have dared try racing. Not that it proved a very satisfying race. The distance was too short, and despite her head start, both horses reached the ferry together.
"That was subtle," Elia snorted. "Fuck the Crone's wrinkled arse, I would have had you if I hadn't tired my mare out yesterday."
"What's your excuse for last time?"
Elia glared. "What's your excuse for the time before that?"
"Princess, my lady." Ser Perwyn reined up, looking beleaguered as usual. "You are both accomplished horsewomen, and you both know racing ahead is unseemly."
United in their irritation at being reproached, Arya and Elia stuck together on the ferry. As the ferryman poled the boat across the Blackwater, Arya listened to Elia brag about the Hellholt, the seat she would someday inherit from her mother Lady Ellaria. She did not seem concerned by the Uller cousins who threatened to claim the Hellholt for themselves; they were no match for the Red Viper. Arya had heard a Rowan man-at-arms say half of the Ullers were half-mad, and the other half were worse. As Elia did not seem mad, Arya supposed the unlucky cousins must be both mad and worse.
But Arya could not possibly imagine any Uller could be as awful as Queen Cersei and the Kingslayer. The stink of ash and death filled her nose as they landed on the northern shore of the Blackwater, the scent so strong it overcame the fishy, salty smell of Fishmonger's Square. Above the city loomed the three high hills, their tops blackened and flat.
Men said there was naught left atop the summits, only rubble and craters where the Dragonpit, Great Sept, and Red Keep had once stood. Beneath them were the gutted shells of roofless manses, their stones dark with soot. Here and there the fire had spread down the slopes of the hills, devouring timbered houses and leaving behind naught but the crumbling skeletons of their frames. As they rode toward the Street of Steel, she saw smallfolk with bandages and with ugly burns; in the alleys crouched ragged beggars, huddled down away from the wind.
Her great-uncle had noticed her staring. "There is a reason King Aegon discouraged your sister from visiting the city until he returns," Brynden Blackfish said. "The gods only know how many are homeless; Ser Jacelyn cannot get an accurate count. Still, we should count ourselves lucky that the entire city didn't go up in flames like Flea Bottom did."
The Street of Steel had fared better than most. Armorers and smiths were no strangers to fire; their guilds had water wagons and men trained to use them. When they reached the high end of the street, they found Tobho Mott's huge house almost unscathed. The plaster was freshly whitewashed to hide the stain of smoke; the small section of roof which had burned already boasted new timbers.
When Master Tobho Mott bustled out to greet them, Arya had to hide her disappointment that he was alone. She ought to have expected nothing would tear Gendry away from his forge, not after daring to refuse King Aegon's offer of knighthood. Knights wore armor, they did not make it. Mya Stone was less stubborn than her half brother. She had gladly accepted the honors and incomes King Aegon bestowed upon her, his thanks for showing men the difference between a bastard child of Robert Baratheon and a bastard born of Queen Cersei's adultery and incest.
"Queen Sansa's crown is not yet complete, I'm afraid," Master Tobho told her. "Finding suitable garnets has proved difficult, but His Grace was most insistent that rubies would not serve."
"I'm not here about that," Arya said impatiently. "Ser Lyn Corbray bought all his armor here. What do you know of him?"
Perplexed as he was, the master armorer humored her. Ser Lyn had often honored his shop with his custom; nothing satisfied him but the very best. Alas, Ser Lyn was not prompt in handing over the sums he owed for such costly work. He had grown very wroth indeed when Master Tobho refused to let him commission a new helm until he paid his debt.
"Ser Lyn warned me not to make an enemy of him. He smiled as he said it, his hand upon the hilt of his sword." Master Mott grimaced. "I dared not cross a Kingsguard, not one so high in Queen Cersei's favor. Not after what she did to the Silversmith's Guild."
Why Queen Cersei had fined the guild a ruinous sum, Master Mott could not say, only that Ser Lyn had been involved. But he gave her the name of a master on the Street of Silver, a cousin of his recently deceased wife. He also recommended a reputable inn where they might find a good meal after Arya's stomach gurgled so loudly she turned pink with embarrassment.
The innkeeper nearly fell over himself to welcome Princess Arya and Ser Brynden Tully, babbling how honored he was to serve the queen's own sister and great-uncle and their noble friends. Arya did her best to politely accept the innkeeper's fawning, mindful of her great-uncle watching. Ser Perwyn and his brother Olyvar had the freedom to be amused, and Elia Uller rolled her eyes as she claimed a bench by the fire. As for Edric Dayne, he made for the singer in the corner.
When the singer burst into yet another song about King Aegon, Arya was not surprised. There were a lot of them. Sansa had even written a few of the better ones. She was surprised by how downcast Edric seemed when he returned.
"I'm sorry, princess," Edric apologized. "I asked the singer to play The Beautiful Bane of the Boltons, but he didn't know it."
"Thank the gods," Arya muttered, taking a gulp of cider.
The inn's cook was as good as Tobho Mott promised. The bread was soft and light, the roasted chicken tender with crisp, golden skin. Once their bellies were pleasantly full, they made their way to the Street of Silver.
When they met Master Osmund, Arya wished she hadn't eaten quite so much. His tale was as gruesome as it was sad. Another master silversmith, Master Tristimun, had wrought several pieces for Ser Lyn Corbray. When it came time to pay, Ser Lyn had found fault with the work and offered only half the agreed upon price. Refusing to be cheated, Master Tristimun demanded to be paid in full. Ser Lyn had paid, but promised vengeance.
A sennight later, Master Tristimun's wife was found slain upon his doorstep, her throat cut. Master Tristimun named Ser Lyn Corbray as her murderer, as did the Silversmith's Guild. Arrogant fools that they were, they had appealed to Queen Cersei for justice. Instead, the queen had punished them for daring to defame a member of the Kingsguard. For the guild the cost of insolence was a hefty fine; for Master Tristimun, the hangman's noose.
That night, Arya tossed and turned, plagued by worry. Great-Uncle Brynden thought it most likely Ser Lyn was dead or fled, but she could not agree. The Kingsguard was in the city, she knew it, just as she knew she must find him before his blade found those responsible for his downfall.
Over the next several days, Arya scoured the city. Whilst Ser Edric Dayne and Lord Olyvar Rosby visited inns and taverns in search of gossip, Arya and the rest of her escort rode through the streets, searching for the other merchants to whom Ser Lyn had given his custom. The Street of Gems, the Street of Velvet, the Street of Spices, they visited them all, though they learned little.
Arya was frustrated beyond measure by the time they circled back to the harbor. Only the sight of a pair of bravos dueling on the docks beside a Braavosi galley gave her some cheer. She cheered up even more when her great-uncle let her spar with them the next day. Arya wasn't as fast as the bravos, not with her chainmail on, but she didn't shame herself too badly either. Although she could have done without the bravos making fun of Needle's size. Needle was a part of her, it was Jon and her father and Winterfell; so what if it was a little small?
"You know, it seems rather a waste that you weren't born a boy," Olyvar Rosby said as she climbed back onto her horse.
"Thank you?" Arya said, baffled. He had meant it as a compliment, she knew, yet somehow it felt like an insult. Why should she want to be a boy? Having a manhood wouldn't make her better at water dancing, it would just make other people act less stupid about it.
Rather than bite Olyvar's head off as part of her wanted to, Arya rode along the docks. With the harbor reopened, there were dozens of ships riding at anchor, their holds filled with goods from across the Seven Kingdoms and from across the narrow sea. What would it be like, to sail off and see the shores from whence they came?
As the time drew near for Prince Oberyn and his retinue to depart, Ser Edric grew more and more determined to be gallant for no reason. He recited poetry whenever he was riding within her earshot; he commented on the loveliness of her hair, short and messy as it was. Arya supposed he must be practicing on her. Sansa had mentioned Edric needed to get married soon so he could start siring heirs for Starfall.
And so, after dinner, when Edric begged the honor of accompanying her to the tiny weirwood sapling which Sansa had planted by the Aegonfort, Arya saw no harm in letting him. Great-Uncle Brynden wasn't very good at hiding his indifference to the old gods, and she was tired of his hovering. Of course, she went nowhere without at least a few men-at-arms. Ondrew and Porther trailed at a respectful distance, bickering quietly.
"Do weirwoods always grow this fast?" Edric asked, eyeing the knee-high sapling.
"I don't know," Arya shrugged. "Why?"
"Did you know King Aegon gave your sister seven weirwood cuttings as a wedding gift? They were planted in Sunspear. Thus far, all seven have survived."
"I know. The folk of the hollow hill won't shut up about them."
Sansa had mentioned the weirwoods while Shirei was gathering her shifts for the washerwomen, so of course Shirei had told the rest of the queen's household. They had lit candles to the Mother, Maiden, and Crone for the next seven days, and made offerings to the little weirwood too.
Edric seemed to struggle with himself, then took a tentative step closer. "If seven weirwoods can grow in Sunspear, maybe one could grow in Starfall. If you liked."
Arya gaped at him. "What?"
Edric looked at her, his eyes soft. "If my lady would do me the honor—"
"I'm barren," she blurted, before he could make matters worse. "I, uh- you need heirs, and I can't- I thought you knew? Everyone knows that was why my betrothal was broken."
"Not everyone, it seems," Edric said, red-faced. "I- I must beg your pardon, my lady. I had only heard the match was ill-suited, and did not think it courteous to pry."
"Oh."
Edric looked like he wished to say something else. Instead, he made a bow and took his leave.
Arya let him. She did not need an escort, nor company for her prayers. She knelt before the sapling, her knees pressing into snow already dented by the prayers of others. Sansa prayed here too, her and the folk of the hollow hill and the more pious northmen. The weirwood her sister had planted in the godswood of the Red Keep was not convenient; it was all the way across the river, and barely clinging to life besides.
The sapling was another matter. Its branches shone silver-white in the light of the waning crescent moon, its crown of bloodred leaves rustling softly. The tree did not yet have a face; she could only hope that the old gods would still hear her prayers.
That night, Arya dreamt of Robb's wedding. Again she watched from the dais as lords and ladies gathered round the bride and groom. The men shouted bawdy jests as they tugged at Margaery's clothes; the women giggled as they tugged at Robb's. Arya looked away, back at Margaery. Her pretty goodsister was flushed and breathless as she threw witty barbs at the men unlacing her bodice; Arya could feel her own face turning red with embarrassment as she ducked her head.
In the morning, Arya was weary and waspish. She could not avoid getting up early to bid Prince Oberyn and his party farewell, but nothing could have made her enjoy it. Edric would not look at her, occupying himself with Ser Deziel Dalt instead.
Arya did not like the thought that Brienne and Ser Deziel might be leaving soon too. Lord Selwyn of Tarth was very ill. More than once Sansa had encouraged Brienne to go home to her father, to wed Ser Deziel and then to assist the Penroses in securing the Stormlands. Brienne would have none of it. She had sworn her sword to her queen, and refused to leave Sansa's side until there were more than two Kingsguard and a few trusted knights to defend her.
That was true, no doubt, but Arya wondered if Brienne had other reasons. Being a queen's sword shield seemed like much more fun than getting married, even to a decent fellow like Ser Deziel. And marriage meant the messy business of bedding and babies. Meri might have enjoyed staring at Margaery, and Jeyne at both Margaery and Robb, but Arya did not see the appeal of seeing people naked. She saw naked people all the time, women in the bathhouse and men through the eyes of cats as they roamed the keep. There was nothing exciting about it, nothing at all.
Arya huffed. Great-Uncle Brynden had been very displeased when she tried to ride toward the Street of Silk. Nor would he allow her to summon Bel to the Red Keep to sing, even though Sansa said Bel had been invited to sing for Prince Oberyn and for Queen Cersei. The Blackfish said something about how there were different rules for maidens than for princes and widows, and that was the end of it.
Well. Her great-uncle could stop Arya, but he couldn't stop her from sending Ser Perwyn Truefaith to visit Bel in her place. The day passed with agonizing slowness as Arya guarded her sister. By mid morning she was restless; by noon she was impatient.
When Ser Perwyn at last returned in the late afternoon, Arya was amply rewarded for her waiting. Frightening as he was, even Ser Lyn Corbray could not prevent whores from quietly gossiping amongst themselves. Bel knew much and more of Ser Lyn, more than Arya had dared hope of.
Ser Lyn Corbray favored boy whores, but never the same one for long. Ser Lyn Corbray was generous with his coin when pleased and stingy when angered. Ser Lyn sometimes slipped into the city to enjoy himself. He watched mummers perform plays, but only the ones with lots of wit or lots of fights. He gambled on bear baitings and cockfights, or sometimes at dice and tiles. He grew very ill-tempered if he lost too often in the same sennight; a few patricians who'd dared humble him had been found mysteriously slain months later.
Sansa acted as if she was the one who had been stabbed when Arya shared what she had learned. "That was what I forgot," her sister said, horror-struck. "Bel must be generously rewarded. If she had not warned us of the wildfire...if she had not helped us flee the city..."
While Sansa set to the task of sorting out a proper reward for Bel, Arya pondered over all that she knew of Ser Lyn. Wherever he had hidden, he had hidden himself well. He would not reveal himself until he saw his chance. King Aegon had been well guarded when he went into the city, too well guarded for Ser Lyn to risk attack. Queen Sansa had not entered the city at all, not since her husband left...
Two days later, Arya had the makings of a plan. It had filled her thoughts for every waking hour, even now, as she listened to Bel sing for Princess Elia. The little solar was empty save for the royal family. Ser Woth of the goldcloaks might receive a public show of thanks before the court, but not so a brothel keeper. Queen Sansa, Princess Elia, Princess Rhaenys, and Princess Arya expressed their gratitude with no one to bear witness save Jeyne Poole and Meri, both of whom wept when it was their turn to thank Bel for all that she had done.
Then it was time to present Bel's reward, such as it was. Sansa had wanted to give her lands and incomes, the sort fit for a prosperous landed knight. Princess Elia had quickly dissuaded her, saying such a reward would soon turn sour. Even the queen's favor could not convince highborn lords and ladies to welcome a former whore amongst them. A year, perhaps less, and Bel would happen to choke on a chicken bone, or tumble down a flight of stairs, or meet some other mishap.
Instead, Bel was to have a purse of coin, a fat one, and another just like it at the turn of every new year whilst she lived. Should Bel marry, the crown would dower her. Should she have sons, the crown would pay for their apprenticeships, or find them places as pages with the chance to become a knight.
"I'm already wed, Your Grace," Bel said. "And I've a daughter, Wren, if it please you."
"She was with you, in the Old King's Square." The memory almost made Arya smile. Bel had been frantic, but the little girl beside her had been calm, staring in awe as though Arya were a proper princess. Of course, Arya had immediately forgotten about the little girl, what with the city going up in flames.
Nor was there much time to talk of Wren now. Septon Jonothor had begged an audience with the queen, and Sansa was too courteous to make him wait past the appointed hour. After that came needlework with some ladies from the crownlands, then dinner, then finally, finally, Arya had her sister to herself.
To Arya's relief, Sansa readily agreed to her plan. "Septon Jonothor requested more aid for the city almshouses; visiting them myself will please him. Good Queen Alysanne held women's courts; surely it would not go amiss to permit the poor a chance to be heard. But are you sure we should keep our true purpose between ourselves?"
"Yes," Arya said firmly. "Great-Uncle Brynden doesn't even think Ser Lyn is in the city, and if he did, he'd try to stop us from leaving the Aegonfort." And if everyone knew they were on a hunt, everyone else would try to steal her prey, to snatch the victory that belonged to her.
"You know the Blackfish better than I," Sansa said. "Very well; I trust you."
That trust sat heavily upon Arya's shoulders when they crossed the Blackwater a few days hence. She watched like a hawk as she rode through the streets beside her sister, keeping an eye out for men of Ser Lyn's size amongst the cheering smallfolk. Arya doubted he would try to attack in the open, but she stayed vigilant nonetheless.
The front of the almshouse was surrounded by smallfolk when they reined up. Ser Loras Tyrell barked orders for goldcloaks and men-at-arms to clear a path; Brienne of Tarth helped Sansa dismount. Arya swung down from her saddle with ease, careful to keep close behind her sister as they entered the enormous hall of timber and plaster.
Throngs of smallfolk packed the almshouse. As the herald cried Queen Sansa's coming they sank to their knees, only rising once she had reached the low rough dais prepared for her. Ser Loras and Brienne took up their places between the crowd and the queen, leaving Arya free.
While her sister heard petitions, Arya slowly circled the almshouse. She watched the septons in their cowled robes, the merchants and guild masters in their furs, the poor folk in their patched and faded wool cloaks. Hair might be shaved or covered with a wig; height might be changed by crouching or bending. If he kept his face covered, Ser Lyn might even pose as a woman. However he had disguised himself, she meant to find him.
Yet though she looked long and hard, her nerves on edge, Arya did not find Ser Lyn. There were plenty of men near his height, but none whose face resembled the one she had seen at the parley. A mummer might change his seeming with powders and paints; she could only pray Ser Lyn did not know such tricks. Though even if he had, his disguise might have melted off. Every hearth boasted a blazing fire, and with so many people clustered together, the hall was hot and stifling, the air stale.
When she heard shouting coming from outside, it was almost a relief. Whilst Ser Loras and several goldcloaks made for the front door to find the cause of the commotion, a septon escorted everyone else to a side door that led to an alley.
"I shall send a boy to have your mounts fetched from the stables," the septon told Sansa. She was oddly tense, as if she wanted to fidget but knew she mustn't. "Is there aught else I can do for Your Grace?"
Sansa turned pink, then asked after a privy in a low, quiet voice. His ears just as pink, the septon pointed the way. Her sister was much less tense when she emerged from the privy, though Arya wished she had not had the task of assisting with her skirts.
When they returned to the side door, the septon was glad to tell them that their horses were ready. He was less glad to tell them that there were some beggars in the alley, no doubt hoping to benefit from the queen's largesse. Sansa reached for her purse as a pair of goldcloaks went out first, then Brienne, then Sansa with Arya close behind, followed by more goldcloaks.
As she stepped into the alley, some instinct made Arya pause. There were more than a dozen men huddled against the wall of the almshouse, as if sheltering from the bitter cold. But beggars did not wear chainmail that peeked from beneath their ragged cloaks, nor sit strangely to conceal their swords, nor dart their eyes around as they looked for some signal.
Everything seemed to happen at once. As Arya cried out in alarm and yanked her sister back, one of the beggars stood. Ser Lyn Corbray laughed as he drew his sword, the ruby pommel gleaming red as blood, the blade the dark smoke of Valyrian steel. He was looking at Sansa and Brienne, at the goldcloaks forming a circle around them, not at the girl standing behind the queen. Arya was almost used to her chainmail; if she could be quick enough, she might be able to thrust Needle through his throat before he saw her—
A bravo's blade is not meant to fight against a longsword or a greatsword, nor against armor, Brienne had told her.
I trust you, her sister had said.
And so with gritted teeth, Arya let the moment pass. It was Brienne who charged for Ser Lyn, Brienne who crossed swords with him as the other beggars attacked the goldcloaks. Arya stuck close to Sansa, forcing herself to ignore the duel. Nothing else mattered, only keeping her sister safe. When a goldcloak fell and the beggar who had killed him surged forward, Arya was ready. Her cloak yanked his sword away; her blade slid through his throat, blood splattering on her face.
Then, just like that, it was over. Ser Lyn lay on the ground with Brienne sitting atop him, her sword thrust through his face. The beggars turned and fled the alley, but they did not get far. One of the goldcloaks pursued them, shouting "Treason! They attacked the queen!" as he ran. The alley led to the front of the almshouse; Arya could hear the mob roar their fury as they echoed the goldcloak's call.
In the end, only two of the false beggars survived the mob. As Arya suspected, they were sellswords, hired only a few hours before the queen was to arrive at the almshouse. None of them had known their employer was Ser Lyn Corbray, just as none of them had known he meant to attack the queen. All they had known was that some of them were to start a brawl in front of the almshouse whilst the rest waited in the alley.
Or so they claimed, anyway. Arya didn't believe them, just as Great-Uncle Brynden did not believe her attempt to deny using Sansa to bait Ser Lyn into the open. Nor did he approve of her plan, even though it had worked, if not quite as she had intended.
"I don't care if Her Grace agreed to it, it was still foolhardy beyond measure," the Blackfish snapped. "What were you thinking? Or were you thinking at all? I warned you against idle whims—"
"It wasn't an idle whim!" Arya protested. "It wasn't my fault Ser Loras ran off—"
"If Ser Loras knew the queen was being used as bait, he would not have left her side," her great-uncle snapped. "Lady Brienne ought not to have had to duel Ser Lyn by herself."
Arya gaped at him, bewildered and offended. "Brienne didn't need Ser Loras! She defeated Ser Lyn all by herself."
"Aye," the Blackfish said. "And now Lady Brienne is not fit to stand guard, not for a moon's turn at least. Had she known to expect an attack, perhaps she would not have been injured."
"I couldn't tell anyone but Sansa, because Ser Lyn Corbray was supposed to be mine," Arya insisted, wiping away angry tears. "If I slew him, that would prove I was a real sworn sword. Not a helpless maiden who only wins bouts when people lose on purpose."
Great-Uncle Brynden stared at her. "Gods be good," he swore. "Child, if men underestimate you, it is for the best. You are no knight, no Kingsguard. You are your sister's shadow, her last defense at dire need. But you are not her only defense, just as Nymeria does not hunt alone."
"The lone wolf dies, but the pack survives." Her father had told her that once, long ago. What would he think if he could see her now? Arya would never know, just as she would never know what it was like to feel like she belonged.
Notes:
Fuck yeah, Arya! Can't wait to see what y'all think in the comments ☺️
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165: Sansa II
166: Cersei II
167: Bran III
168: Olyvar IIIFun fact: I wrote 355,008 words in 2023. Christ almighty, what.
NOTES
1) My source on customary gifts was this archive entry on New Year's gifts presented to Queen Elizabeth I of England. Unfortunately, I couldn't figure out how to view the 1559 roll which the archive entry is about.
2) Bel was essentially awarded a yearly pension. Pensions did exist in medieval Europe. One amusing example is that of the poet Geoffrey Chaucer, who was granted a daily pitcher of wine by King Edward III.
Chapter 165: Sansa II
Notes:
Late March- early April, 305 AC
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Queen Sansa Stark, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyra
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"You ought to have stayed in the Aegonfort where you belong," Brynden Tully said bluntly. Her great-uncle paced the length of her solar, his face thunderous with fury. "The first rule of war is to never, ever give the enemy his wish. And yet you, in all the wisdom of your eighteen years, saw fit to approve your sister's wild plan rather than dissuade her from such folly."
"Folly?" Sansa flared. By the hearth Buttons hissed and fluffed his ginger fur, sharing her displeasure. "What, did I only dream the sight of Ser Lyn with a sword through the eyeslit of his helm? Or must you see the corpse yourself before you admit that Arya's plan succeeded?"
"Success does not excuse stupidity," her great-uncle retorted. "The risk was too great, and needless secrecy made it greater. A thousand things might have gone wrong. Had Ser Lyn hired a dozen more sellswords, or even a single archer or crossbowman... he died and you lived thanks to the grace of the gods, not your sister's imprudent, ill-considered plotting. And as for Brienne—"
"Your opinion is noted, ser." Sansa was not sure whether she wanted to weep or scream, but as neither would suit, she chose cold courtesy instead. "How kind of you to remind me that I meant to visit the sickroom. I shall return anon."
Brynden Blackfish bowed with a scowl almost as dark as the dusk falling outside the windows. How could the sun be setting so soon? It seemed like a few mere minutes since the attack, not the long hours which had passed before she granted her great-uncle's request for a privy word.
It was a good plan, Sansa told herself as Ser Daemon Sand escorted her through the Aegonfort. Lyn Corbray was a nightmare lurking in the dark, a wraith who haunted her night and day. Now he would trouble her no longer, though she could not say the same for her other cares. Sansa's days were as long as they were busy, filled with demands for her attention which came from all directions. Small wonder she had forgotten the reward she owed to faithful, clever Bel. She could only pray she would not forget anything else important, not now that the great weight of her terror of Lyn Corbray had been lifted from her.
As she drew near the sickroom, Sansa could almost hear the sounds of the attack echoing in her ears. The flap of a cloak, the grunt Arya made as she slew a sellsword, the clash of steel as Brienne dueled Ser Lyn Corbray. The memory flashed before her eyes; Ser Lyn, trying to sweep Brienne's legs out from under her with a kick; Brienne, twisting away just in time. Her knee made a terrible popping noise, but whatever hurt she had suffered, Brienne had not seemed to feel it. Bold with battle fever, she flung herself at Ser Lyn. Metal rang as two suits of plate clashed together; there was a hard thud when they hit the ground, and a soft thump when Lady Forlorn went flying to land in the mud and slush.
Ser Lyn groped for his dagger, but it was too late. In a heartbeat Brienne straddled him; in another heartbeat, her sword plunged down. Blood sprayed, bone cracked, and it was over. An awful sight, but not so awful as the sight of Brienne of Tarth when she tried to stand, only to crumple with a yelp of pain, clutching at her knee. Unable to stand or ride, she had returned to the Aegonfort in a litter, to be tended by Maester Perceval.
Maester Perceval was still with her when Sansa reached the sickroom. Both he and Ser Deziel Dalt rose to their feet, greeting her with a bow and brief words of welcome. Brienne did not. She lay abed, sleeping flat on her back, her face pale.
"How is she?" Sansa asked softly as she sat beside the bed, taking the chair which Deziel had vacated.
"As comfortable as I could make her, Your Grace," Maester Perceval said. "I only gave her a little milk of the poppy, so Lady Brienne should wake soon."
"How badly was she injured?"
Her heart sank when both Deziel and Maester Perceval winced.
"With time and a brace, Lady Brienne shall walk again," the maester said heavily. "But her knee shall never be the same. At best it will be unstable, apt to locking up or buckling without warning. At worst, she will suffer a permanent limp and require a cane. Either way—"
"I can still fight." Brienne's voice was a quiet slur as her eyes fluttered open, their sky blue depths bright with tears. "I can, my lady, forgive me—"
"There is nothing to forgive," Sansa said firmly, her stomach like lead. "They will sing songs of how bravely you fought. How many warrior maids have slain a knight of the Kingsguard, or claimed a legendary blade like Lady Forlorn?"
"Lady Forlorn?" Brienne asked, confused.
"Is yours, my lady," Deziel said. "Once I clean off the mud." He gave a wry smile. "No doubt Lord Corbray will pitch a fit. I look forward to laughing at the ravens he will send complaining of this outrage. Perhaps I shall send him a drawing of the new pommel, once I have designed one to match your sigil and your armor."
"My lady should not wear armor," the maester said firmly. "Even when the swelling goes down, carrying such weight will strain the knee further, and as the damage grows, the knee will give out more often. A second injury would be all but certain, one more likely to fester and require amputation."
Sansa stared at the maester, horrified. Gods, what have I done? She trusted Brienne with her life; why had she not warned her of Arya's plan? If Brienne had known they were setting a trap, if she had not been taken by surprise...
"Let Lord Corbray have his brother's sword back," Brienne said bitterly. "What good is a blade that I cannot wield?"
"You will wield it," Sansa said. She felt queerly calm, even as her heart raced. "Maester Perceval, might you explain the nature of this injury?"
The maester sighed, then fetched a ponderous tome from the table. Once it was carefully set on the bed between Brienne and Sansa, he opened it to a marked page. One side showed an elaborate illustration of the bones of the leg; the other showed the muscles.
"Most men know that the leg relies upon both bone and muscle to function. But it was the archmaesters of the Citadel who delved deeper into the mysteries of the human body. Bone and muscle are not enough."
The maester pointed.
"Here you can see that the bones must be joined to each other, and to the muscles which they use. The stiff white ropes of flesh which join bone to muscle are called tendons, whilst the supple yellow ropes which join bone to bone are called ligaments. For instance, there are four ligaments in the knee which join the thighbone to the shinbone. Lady Brienne has torn at least one of them, perhaps two. I am sorry, Your Grace, but I fear such an injury does not heal."
Sansa furrowed her brow. "Are you sure that is the injury Lady Brienne suffered? How can you tell?"
"I examined the knee both by sight and touch," Maester Perceval said, patient as ever. "And I tested the range of motion by carefully attempting to bend and straighten the knee."
Despite her terror, Sansa pressed further. "But you might be mistaken?"
Deziel gave Sansa a pregnant look, then stiffened.
"Her Grace is right," he said smoothly. "You said yourself that the test is not as reliable if the limbs are not relaxed. My lady was tense as a lance, as I recall, thanks to the severity of the pain. And it could not have helped matters that the swelling was so pronounced already."
Maester Perceval hesitated, then made a sympathetic noise. "It is possible," he conceded. "Though not likely. But all men err, even maesters, loathe though some may be to admit it."
The moment the maester was gone, Deziel turned on her.
"Olyvar said you healed his arm," he breathed, his voice low. "Could you- could you heal her knee?"
"Maybe?" Sansa shifted uneasily. "I beg your pardons, if you will excuse me for a moment."
Fortunately, there was a chamberpot hidden behind a carved screen. Unfortunately, her skirts did not fully muffle the sound of using it. Sansa could feel herself blush as she returned to her friends, grateful that they pretended they had not heard.
Deziel looked away as Sansa gently drew back the covers. Brienne's knee was misshapen and grotesque, so red and swollen that Sansa almost feared to touch it. The skin felt hot beneath her palm; at the slightest hint of pressure, Brienne bit back a whimper.
Weary as she was, it took longer than she would like for Sansa to clearly recall the songs she had once learnt upon the Isle of Faces. It took even longer to use them once she had sung Brienne to sleep. Shallow knife cuts, a crushed forearm, a pair of broken fingers... those were simple. A knee was not. Sansa's voice felt hoarse by the time she could even feel the ligament, let alone nudge the broken ends toward each other. They wanted to scar, not knit back together, but Sansa bore down. She sang, sang until her head spun, until her eyes watered, until—
She woke to the taste of lemon wine.
"You fainted," Deziel said, his dark eyes warm with concern. "Are you hurt?"
"No," Sansa rasped. "Water?"
She drank deep, drank until the cup was dry. When Deziel refilled it, she drank again, explaining what she could between sips. Deziel listened in silence, looking not at her but at his betrothed, who lay motionless upon the bed.
Sansa leaned heavily upon Ser Daemon Sand's arm as he escorted her back to her rooms. He tried to cheer her with dry jests at the expense of Ser Loras Tyrell, but her head was too muddled to appreciate his wit. Thank the gods she had already decided not to host anyone for dinner. After sending the Blackfish on his way, she could not tolerate any more company save that of her sister. Once Sansa had apprised Arya of Brienne's condition, they ate in silence. Sansa ravenously devoured far more than her fair share of the modest repast sent up by the cook, drawing a curious stare.
"Healing is exhausting," Sansa said defensively. Granted, that was not the only reason for her appetite, but it was the only one Arya needed to know. She refused to think about the other reason, about the moonbloods and headaches which had not troubled her since she left the Feathered Kiss. Not now, not yet.
Sansa felt exhausted when her maid roused her before dawn. Her breasts ached as Gilly helped her change into a clean shift and a simple gown, murmuring all the while in northron. Sansa replied in the same tongue, determined to master it as Arya had.
The bells were tolling six as Sansa lit candles to the Crone. The pavilion outside the Aegonfort which served as a sept was filled with ladies, some bright-eyed, some yawning, all eager to win their queen's favor. Few remained in the sept when she rose to depart, save a few Dornish ladies in black who stayed to make offerings of river water to the Mother and the Stranger in honor of their dead.
Mercifully, Sansa was allowed to break her fast alone. Though first she had to wait, expectant and hungry, wishing Shirei would hurry up and return from the kitchens. In the meantime, Sansa flung open a window. A cold breeze caressed her, scented by the smoke of the kitchen fires. The window faced north; for a moment her heart leapt as she thought of Winterfell, of seeing her brothers once more. But that journey could not begin just yet, not until Olyvar returned and finished setting his kingdom to rights as best he could.
Once her belly was full and her bladder empty, it was time for Sansa to bathe and dress, though she would rather have curled up in her soft, inviting bed with Buttons. Gilly, Shirei, and Liane gossiped as they fetched hot water, scrubbed her skin and washed her hair, and set out the clothes and jewels she meant to wear. Sansa would miss their fond smiles and slightly improper familiarity when highborn ladies-in-waiting attended her in their place.
Her heart twinged when Jeyne Poole arrived just as Gilly helped her into her thin silk hose. When they first reunited upon the kingsroad, they had wept and embraced like the truest of friends. They were the truest of friends, as they had been ever since they were small. And yet... five years was so very long. It was not fair that Arya and Merissa of Sherrer knew Jeyne better than she did, that they were in all the stories Jeyne told.
Still, when it came time to choose a replacement for poor Jynessa Blackmont, there was no other choice. Jeyne Poole had plenty of experience running Princess Arya's household; it was only right and proper that she be elevated to running that of Queen Sansa, with the faithful Meri always by her side.
As Gilly laced her into a bodice of violet damask, Jeyne reviewed matters which required the queen's attention. The cooks and the bakers were quarreling again; the kitchens had been built to serve small royal hunting parties, not an entire royal court. The carpenters and stonemasons were desirous of heartier fare to sustain them as they labored in the cold to expand the Aegonfort; there was an outbreak of winter fever amongst the stableboys, and many were too ill to work.
There was much and more, too much for Sansa to hear at present. Once her crown of sunstones and moonstones rested atop her hair, it was time for the small council meeting. Olyvar had left them in her charge whilst he was away; she must not be tardy. When she left, Holdfast trotted at her heels, begging scritches from Dacey Mormont and Ser Elyas Thorne. They steadfastly ignored the hound, as they always did when it was their turn to guard the queen.
Lord Willas Tyrell did not share their scruples. As soon the queen entered the small council chamber, the master of laws paid his respects first to Sansa, then to Holdfast. The dog's tail wagged furiously as Willas ruffled his ears and Princess Rhaenys cooed over him, drawing a smile from Ser Gulian Qorgyle as the master of coin set down his ledgers. Ser Jacelyn Bywater, the Commander of the City Watch, was not so moved. Sansa did not think she had ever seen Ser Jacelyn without his usual expression of grim resolve which he wore every time he came to report to the small council.
"Will Princess Elia be attending council today?" Sansa asked Rhaenys. Her goodmother came when she could, glad to offer her advice, but her health was delicate, especially in winter. The chill strained her weak lungs and made her legs ache; sometimes she remained abed all day.
"My lady mother should join us presently," Rhaenys told her. "Lady Aliandra brought word shortly before Your Grace arrived." Both her goodsister and Willas smelled of soap and perfume, with another scent hiding underneath. The tips of Sansa's ears turned pink when she recognized the faint musk, her tummy flipping as she recalled sweet hours spent with her own lord husband.
To distract herself, Sansa eyed the empty chairs that sat around the table. Olyvar had yet to appoint a King's Hand, nor a master of ships or a master of whisperers. His new Grand Maester should soon be sent from the Citadel, once they managed to hold a Conclave to choose a replacement for Grand Maester Gerold. Most of the archmaesters had been killed during Euron Greyjoy's attack on Oldtown; their places had to be filled before the Conclave could meet.
The creak of wooden and iron wheels announced Princess Elia's coming, though Sansa's keen ears heard them long before anyone else took notice. Elia Uller was surprisingly gentle as she pushed her aunt's rolling chair into the room, setting it at the only place at the table which had no seat. She was just as careful as she poured wine into a monstrously large yellow-white cup which sat atop a golden stem. Sansa repressed a shudder; she was still not accustomed to seeing her goodmother drink from the Mountain's skull.
"Good morrow, my lady," Sansa said. "I hope the cold does not trouble you too badly today."
Princess Elia smiled. "A little, but better, now that I am with Your Grace. I had always heard Winterfell was warm as a summer day, but I did not know that you Starks could bestow your tolerance for the cold upon those in your presence."
"Don't be silly," Ser Gulian chuckled. "It is youth and vigor that makes the blood run hot, that's all. I thought I was like to freeze to death when we were marching down the kingsroad, but King Aegon barely noticed the cold."
"Just so," Sansa agreed, feeling uneasy.
She knew when the cold and bitter winds had last troubled her. It was at Dragonstone, before she prayed to the weirwood sapling she had planted. Olyvar had complained frequently of the cold when they landed in Westeros, yet never once since his visit to the Isle of Faces. And Ser Perwyn Truefaith said Arya's scorn of heavy layers of fur and wool was no recent habit, but had begun the day they left Winterfell... but Sansa had neither time nor inclination to think on that. With all assembled, it was time for the meeting to begin.
To the displeasure of everyone, there was still no word of Jaime and Cersei Lannister. Nor had the king's raven returned from Casterly Rock. However the castellan Ser Willem Lannister and his twin brother Ser Martyn meant to reply to King Aegon's offer, their answer must remain a mystery for yet another day.
As for King's Landing, it remained in a state of general disorder. Between Ser Jacelyn's goldcloaks and the knights of the Golden Company, the king's peace was being kept, if with some difficulty. With the Lord Mayor having perished in the blaze of wildfire which had consumed the Red Keep, the patricians were arguing amongst themselves as to the best candidates to proffer to King Aegon, rather than governing the city as they ought.
Thank the gods neither they nor the smallfolk were aware of Wisdom Munciter's survival; they would have torn him limb from limb. Never mind that he was the only pyromancer who yet lived and had the knowledge to supervise the hunt for any caches of wildfire which still lurked beneath the city. Last night a cache had been found beneath a tavern; when night fell, they would be removed in secret.
Lord Willas was expressing his concerns over Septon Jonothor's preaching when Sansa was forced to excuse herself to visit the privy. When finished, she glared out the small privy window, irritated by the dull grey sky. She yearned for sunshine, or a flurry of falling snow, not the bleak sameness which made her want to abandon her council to crawl back in bed.
Sansa wanted to be a good queen, she did, but why was there always so much work to be done? No one sang songs about enduring interminable meetings, or told tales about trying to manage fractious nobles, a skeleton small council, and a household that was only half formed. At least fighting against the Others would be as exciting as it was terrifying, though Sansa was glad that the field of battle belonged to the men, not to her. Women fought another sort of war, and if she was right, she would be called to battle before the year was out...
Almost no one was pleased about King Aegon's plan to go to war. The small council wanted him to stay here, and leave the North to whatever fate the gods had in mind. So did the smallfolk, whose faith in their king's ability to protect them had been fanned to feverish heights by Septon Allard's account of King Aegon's miraculous rescue of Lord Robert Arryn from the Eyrie.
"In the pot shops they are calling him Aegon the Blessed," Rhaenys said, her lip curling with satisfaction.
Willas was almost as pleased when he reported on his work as master of laws. Between the assistance of Maester Gerold and Perros Blackmont, he was finally making progress in reviewing all the edicts set forth by Queen Cersei on behalf of her bastard son. "And the scribes are more efficient of late, thanks to Your Grace's notion of having their wives help them."
"Thank you, my lord." It had been Gilly's notion, in truth; Sansa would have to reward her later.
The news that Lord Baelor Hightower had sent from Oldtown was also welcome. There was no need to fear the ironborn attacking the beleaguered city; they were too busy fighting amongst themselves. The few survivors of Euron Greyjoy's fleet had been set upon as soon as they dropped anchor in the Iron Islands, butchered by ironborn intent on avenging King Victarion and his brother Aeron Damphair, a priest of the Drowned God. Somehow, that battle had spiraled into a thrall revolt; Queen Asha would be hard-pressed to keep her driftwood crown.
Sansa's crown was making her head hurt by the time Princess Elia concluded the meeting with a discussion of the sept which would replace the Great Sept of Baelor. For years she had wanted to build a small sept dedicated to the memory of Gawaen and Jonquil, the babes who had died in place of her own. Princess Elia had even had a famed Braavosi architect draw up plans. Of course, those plans were not nearly grand enough. Once the rubble was cleared from atop Visenya's Hill, new plans must be drawn up, plans for a glorious sept which would honor the Seven as they deserved.
When Sansa escaped the council chamber, she expected to find Arya waiting for her. Instead, she found little Samrik, who informed her that Princess Arya was visiting Lady Brienne. Sansa wished she could have done the same, rather than having to summon a dozen ladies for an afternoon of needlework and polite conversation.
By the time dinner came, Sansa was in a foul temper. She wanted nothing more than a custard pie all to herself, one made with crisp pastry and lots of fresh berries on top. Failing that, she would have settled for rare roast beef, slathered in butter and sharp cheese and served with hot brown oatbread. Alas, Princess Elia and Rhaenys were to dine with her, and Sansa must be solicitous of her goodmother's health. That meant Gilly served them pottage, a fine rich pottage made with saffron and mutton and egg yolks and beans and herbs and the gods only knew what else. At least there was still bread, but it was the sort favored in Dorne, a short round white loaf made from wheat.
As Sansa ate her bread whilst trying to hide her resentment, Arya shared the latest news from the sickroom. The maester judged that Lady Brienne's injury might be less severe than he first thought, but the lady was still in great pain. Milk of the poppy had helped, enough so that Deziel had finally left his betrothed's side to bathe and sleep, but Brienne's spirits were as low as could be.
"I will keep her in my prayers," Rhaenys said, genuinely stricken. "To suffer such a grievous injury... perhaps my Willas might give her some comfort. And I am sure our maester would be glad to consult with Maester Perceval and render what help he may."
This was the side of her goodsister that Sansa liked, the one whose heart was as warm as her conversation. Rhaenys knew as much of poetry and music as Sansa did, though their taste in songs differed. And Rhaenys preferred the sound of her bloodwood qithara to that of Sansa's high harp, though she allowed Sansa had the finer voice.
Sansa was much less fond of the other side of her goodsister. It did not matter that Rhaenys was a scant few years older than Olyvar; one would have thought she was ten years the elder, with how confident she was of the wisdom of her advice. Princess Elia was no help either, being apt to favor her daughter four times out of five.
So it was when Sansa returned from the privy. Awaiting her she found spiced honey biscuits, mulled wine hot from the kitchens, and a debate which raged even hotter.
"Like it or not, King Aegon will be going north," Arya huffed, her arms crossed. "Everything else can wait until the Others are defeated."
"Everything else?" Rhaenys asked, an eyebrow quirked. "My dear sister, I know matters of state are not your concern, but kingship is a heavy burden, one which cannot be so easily set aside."
Princess Elia sighed. "King Aegon ought not abandon his capital, not with the realm in such disarray."
"The realm will be in far worse disarray if the Others breach the Wall," Sansa said, her voice even.
"If." Rhaenys took a sip of wine. "King Robb has never been defeated, not by any man."
The Others are not men. "Even the greatest commander requires adequate troops." Sansa delicately bit her biscuit, then kicked Arya under the table before she could interrupt. "King Aegon will bring him more men and more supplies, not to mention Viserion and her flames."
"Why should King Aegon rush to defend King Robb's subjects?" Rhaenys ignored Arya's look of outrage. "If King Robb knelt, however... why, if the Seven Kingdoms were reunited, as they should be, that would be different."
"Oh, fu—" Arya shut up, with a glare at Sansa for kicking her again. Sometimes Arya's lack of decorum was useful, even welcome, but now was not the time.
"My lady is full of surprises." Unlike her surly sister, Sansa spoke with a voice as honeyed as the biscuits. "I never thought to hear such words from a proud daughter of House Martell. Unbowed, unbent, unbroken. Aegon the Conqueror himself could not force Dorne to kneel, not even with both his queens and three dragons."
"No," Princess Elia said. "But we did kneel, in the end. After countless Dornishmen had been burned and slain and starved. Mayhaps Torrhen Stark had the right of it when he chose to kneel rather than fight."
"Too true, alas," Rhaenys said, shaking her head.
Arya gave the Dornishwomen a look of scathing disbelief, followed by a string of curses that were thankfully in northron. Sansa feigned scolding her sister in the same tongue, though the effect was almost ruined when she said "of course they don't actually think Dorne should have knelt, but let them have their say," and Gilly had to cover a laugh by pretending to cough.
The battle of wits finished in a draw, as it always would until her lord husband returned. When her guests departed, Sansa was exhausted. She barely remembered to give Gilly a purse of coin before her maids undressed her, then fell into bed with a grateful groan.
Mere minutes seemed to pass between when Sansa closed her eyes and when she opened them. Her morning was a blur, her mind dull and slow. Every duty took undue effort, as though she walked through knee-deep water. When she happened to cross Lord Symond Staunton's path, Sansa refused to grant him a smile. Imprudent as it was for Arya to make such a display in public, he had earned having Nymeria set on him.
Mathis Rowan, on the other hand, warranted as much courtesy as she could muster. The Lord of Goldengrove was well liked for a reason, being as sensible as he was amiable. He accompanied her to the sickroom, and only took his leave after saying a few gallantries to the ladies within.
Arya was in a sulk, either due to frustration that she had not been the one to slay Lyn Corbray or due to guilt over Brienne's injury. While she and Brienne watched nervously, Sansa examined the knee. She found the ligament whole, albeit tender and fragile, as delicate as a whisper. Sansa was pondering whether to leave it be when an itch prickled at her skin, as though a candle flickered at the edge of her senses before bursting into a roaring hearth.
Sansa's skirts rustled as she leapt to her feet. In the blink of an eye she was sweeping down the hallway, Ser Loras Tyrell and his men-at-arms following at her heels. Around a corner they went, through a door and out into the yard. Sansa gazed at the sky, her breath steaming in the air, warm despite her lack of cloak.
Viserion descended with a ragged screech, the nearby banners flapping in the wind of her pale wings. When Olyvar slid out of the saddle, Sansa wanted nothing more than to run to him, to leap into his arms and have him carry her to their chambers. Instead she was forced to settle for an embrace and a kiss, both of which ended much too quickly.
"Oh, my love," her husband murmured. "It has been too long. Are you well?"
"Quite well, my love," Sansa assured him, ignoring the way his eyes had darted to her belly. "Though better now that you are here."
Olyvar gave her a rueful smile. "I am sorry I could not return earlier, though I am sure you kept things well in hand. How fares the realm?"
"Decently enough, though your sister will say otherwise. Rhaenys is not pleased that we mean to go north at all, let alone so soon."
Her husband blinked at her, his brow furrowed. "We? My love, do you jest?"
"Jest?" Cold foreboding trickled down Sansa's spine.
Olyvar glanced at the courtiers nearby, then lowered his voice even further. "Sansa, you know you're not going north with me. You're staying here, to rule in my stead."
"What?" Sansa's voice was strangely flat; she was too stunned for either anger or sorrow.
"Your Grace?"
Sansa looked up at the scrawny boy still chained in the pillion saddle. "Lord Arryn," she called, forcing herself to be merry. "Well met, cousin!"
While Olyvar dealt with the little Lord of the Eyrie, Sansa busied herself with Viserion. The she-dragon was in a foul temper, sick of both the cold and of her aching throat. My scar hurts, she said, her teeth bared. No thanks to you, useless wolfgirl. Viserion's sullen growls sent everyone backing away, and easily covered the soft sound of Sansa's singing.
You smell worse than a privy, Sansa informed the dragon when she paused to take another look at Viserion's throat. The blisters were gone, the scar closed, but she did not like the lingering redness. And I've met rats with better manners.
"What are you doing?" Lord Robert Arryn's eyes were huge in his wan face. Slight and small, he could have passed for ten, not four-and-ten. Olyvar towered over him, as did Deziel and even Arya when they finished crossed the yard.
"Her Grace is busy," Olyvar said, taking the boy by the hand. "Here, my lord. This is your cousin Princess Arya, and my bosom friend Ser Deziel Dalt. Ser Deziel shall take you to the bathhouse, so you may wash away the stench of dragon."
Robert shied away, uncertain. "Couldn't you take me?" he whined. "Please, your Grace? You'll have to wash too."
Olyvar sighed. "Very well, but I must speak to Queen Sansa first. Give us a moment, there's a good lad." With a firm but gentle shove, he pushed the boy toward Arya.
Sansa paid no heed to Olyvar's approach. She could not look at him, not when her heart felt as hollow and cold as her gut. Through her tears she could see wispy visions playing across Viserion's creamy scales; of her brothers, of Winterfell, of wolves gathered beneath the heart tree. It was a relief when Olyvar left her be, turning to Deziel instead. Sansa blocked out the sound of their talking, listening to her breathing and that of the dragon. Until, sharp and strident, her husband's voice broke through—
"Arya did WHAT?"
That night, the feast was as proper as could be. King Aegon was the soul of courtesy as he introduced Lord Robert Arryn to the high lords assembled to meet him, just as Queen Sansa was all that was sweetness and light as she did her best to put her cousin at ease. By the time the roast came, she had been granted permission to call him Sweetrobin. By the sweet, she had heard the entire tale of how Sweetrobin had been brought down the Giant's Lance by King Aegon and a wildling inexplicably named Ser Timett son of Timett.
No doubt Olyvar would explain that later, but not yet. Rather than returning to their chambers when the meal was done, Sansa excused herself. Her husband and her cousin's safe arrival was a blessing; she must thank the old gods, just as she would thank the new gods upon the morrow.
The weirwood was hale and healthy, a slim white sapling that rose almost as high as her knee. Sansa was careful not to let Ser Daemon Sand see her cut her arm, nor hear her sing the wound shut once her blood had dripped upon the roots. She would have done the same for the heart tree which stood atop the shattered crest of Aegon's Hill, if only she were able to reach it. Deziel had gone more than once, to prune away the charred wood and broken limbs from the living trunk, and he said it was still very difficult to climb through the rubble. One of the gardeners Deziel had recruited to help him had fallen into a hidden cellar; the man had cracked his skull and broken his arm.
Sansa wanted to break something when her prayers were done. As she walked back inside the Aegonfort, she could think of nothing but the argument which had been left unresolved. How dare Olyvar try to leave her behind? Mathis Rowan was steady and prudent, a fine choice to serve as King's Hand; he did not require Sansa's guidance.
She was still fuming as Gilly and Shirei helped her undress behind a screen. On the other side, Sweetrobin assisted Olyvar, who explained what his new squire should be doing with utmost patience. During the long pauses whilst Sweetrobin tried his best to follow each instruction, Olyvar shared more news of the Vale.
"We stayed at Wickenden last night; Lord and Lady Waxley send their warm regards. So they ought, with how much beeswax and honey the crown promised to buy. They shall also be sending us a daughter to join your ladies, if it please you, once she's old enough. At present the girl is only five."
"I suppose if it pleases my lord husband, it will have to please me," Sansa said curtly. "How kind of you to ask."
Inept as his squire was, Olyvar still finished undressing first. She heard him settle Sweetrobin in the little sleeping cell formerly occupied by Lord Edric Dayne, just as she heard him climb in bed with a rustle of curtains and a faint creak of wood and rope. Once she'd sent her maids away, Sansa had no choice but to join him. Spurning her husband's open arms, Sansa curled on her side of the bed, as close to the edge as she dared. Buttons mewled, dismayed by the change in routine, but Holdfast was quick to take advantage, his tail wagging frantically as he claimed a spot by his master.
In the quiet of an unspoken truce, Olyvar confided the rest of the news of the Vale, that which could only be shared with the curtains drawn around them. He spoke of Sweetrobin, of the open smiles and cold eyes which had greeted the Lord of the Eyrie when he alighted in the yard of the Gates of the Moon. He spoke of lords and ladies clamoring to foster their liege lord, of Sweetrobin's terror of strangers and King Aegon's doubts as to whom he could trust.
"Too many would rather have Harry the Heir," Olyvar told her. "And those who prefer Lord Robert... well, strict discipline and a firm hand might toughen the boy, but it might just as easily break him. Lord Andar Royce thinks the boy's shaking sickness is nothing more than hysterics brought on by coddling. Lady Waynwood disagrees, but her maester thinks the surest remedy is to open a small hole in the boy's skull. He believes it is an excess of phlegm which brings on the fits, either that or a tumor which presses upon the brain."
Of course, when King Aegon announced he would take the boy as his squire, the lords of the Vale were less than eager to let their little falcon fly away. To assuage them, Lord Grafton would be joining the small council as master of ships, while minor offices would be found for old Lord Melcolm and a few other lords. Olyvar was well aware he had not won the Vale's devotion so much as benefited from their squabbling amongst themselves. Should King Aegon not prove open-handed, he feared some would gladly crown Harrold Hardyng, whilst others would fight to bend their knees to Robb Stark once more.
"To forestall such temptation, I invited a number of their heirs to court as honored guests." Olyvar smiled grimly. "Some of the lords were not pleased, but they had no choice to accept."
There was more and worse before her husband finished his tale. Haunted by thoughts of naked bodies in the snow, Sansa rushed through the most important things which had happened whilst Olyvar was away. She left out the affair with Lyn Corbray; Deziel had already told him quite enough, and Sansa was in no mood to resume the argument when she ought to have been asleep hours ago.
Sleep came hard and lonely without her husband's embrace. Whilst he slumbered, Sansa tossed and turned, torn between numb exhaustion and the wild desire to have Olyvar make love to her, as if that would solve anything. When she finally slept, her dreams were dark, filled with burning ice-blue eyes and screaming winds. Then she roused to use the chamber pot, and afterwards drifted back to a blessedly dreamless sleep.
Over the next several days, Sansa avoided both her husband and their quarrel. It was not a difficult feat; whether he went north with or without her, King Aegon had much to accomplish and little time to spare. Sweetrobin was entrusted to the care of Maester Perceval, and of Ser Brynden Blackfish, who gave him lessons whenever the maester was otherwise occupied. When the Blackfish's considerable patience with his haughty great-nephew reached its limits, he foisted Sweetrobin off on Arya, or Sansa, or on King Aegon. More than one courtier had to muffle a laugh at the sight of Robert Arryn, Lord of the Eyrie, Defender of the Vale, Warden of the East, trailing after the king more like a lost puppy than a squire.
There would be more of them soon. Olyvar had decided he would have seven pages and squires, one for each of the Seven Kingdoms and the seven faces of god. Lord Monterys Velaryon, a boy of twelve, would soon arrive from Driftmark; Hugor Hasty, even younger, was being summoned from the Stormlands.
From the Reach King Aegon had chosen the bold Owen Costayne; from Dorne, the shy, stout Yoren Yronwood. Whether that would please Lord Yronwood, Rhaenys could not say. He had sent his nephews Archibald and Yoren north with his daughter Gwyneth in hopes that the elder would be made a Kingsguard, not the younger a mere page. Ser Archibald was big, broad, and a dangerous opponent in the training yard, but alas, the Kingsguard already had a Dornish knight.
The Kingsguard's ranks were growing swiftly. Ser Clarence Crabb, old Lord Crabb's second son, was more than glad to accept the honor of a white cloak. A seasoned warrior in his forties, the knight had proved himself more than worthy at the Battle of Bitter Winds. Olyvar hoped Ser Loras Tyrell's brashness would be balanced by Ser Clarence's steady temper; the knight was a widower, his children already grown. Another white cloak would soon grace the shoulders of Ser Alyn Estermont, who had saved the life of Lord Jon Penrose during the first Battle of the Rainwood and slain Lord Mertyns' heir in the second. Assuming, of course, that Ser Alyn responded favorably to the raven which King Aegon had sent him.
Countless ravens flew hither and yon, keeping Maester Lonnel busy at all hours of the day and night. Lord Marbrand begged to be given his son's bones before he accepted his attainder and struck his banners; Lady Mallery pleaded for men to drive off the outlaws plaguing her villages and holdfasts; Ser Gerold Dayne, the Knight of High Hermitage, petitioned for ownership of certain lands, as did dozens of other lords and knights. There were ravens from the High Septon at Harrenhal; there were ravens from the Most Devout of Oldtown who had survived the burning of the Starry Sept.
But no ravens brought word of Jaime and Cersei Lannister. Sansa wondered where they were, what they were doing, whether they knew the fate that awaited them when they were caught. Their trials would be brief, unlike their deaths.
The Kingslayer was to be drawn, hanged, gelded, flayed, disemboweled, and beheaded. Only her womanhood spared Cersei from sharing the gallows with her twin; the former queen was to be burned at the stake. And she would not be so lucky as Myrcella, who had perished in a flash of wildfire without knowing either fear or pain. Cersei would be forced to walk to her own doom, to be bound fast to the stake, to choke on suffocating clouds of smoke, to scream when the first flames grasped at her feet.
The very thought might have given Sansa nightmares, were she not busier than a hive in spring. Sansa meant to go north, and that meant setting her affairs in order so that all were beyond reproach. Her persistant exhaustion could not be indulged with lying abed or taking naps; all the duties which had fallen to the wayside during King Aegon's absence had to be picked up again, and more besides.
The queen's household obligations came first. Sansa spent long hours conferring with Jeyne Poole, and with Meri, who had taken charge of training the folk from the hollow hill. Shirei was proving a competent maid; her husband Tarber seemed likely to make a decent gardener. Liane and her son Pate were ensconced in the kitchens, the young brothers Patrek and Theo in the stables.
"Damina might serve as a laundress," Meri frowned, "if she stops picking fights. And Bethany and Tansy—"
Sansa bolted for the chamberpot, cutting her off. When she returned, Meri resumed making her reports. Placing her folk in jobs that suited their talents was only the beginning. All must be clothed according to their station; her household must not look shabby. That meant livery, livery as elegant as befit the queen's own servants. Doublets and tunics and breeches, gowns and hose, shirts and shoes, cloaks and gloves, all in Stark grey and white, with deep red trim to match the weirwood leaves which crowned the howling wolf Sansa had taken as her personal sigil.
The queen could have howled herself when Jeyne Poole told her how much dressing her household would cost. Thank the gods she had her own lands and incomes now, courtesy of her lord husband. There were sundry small but prosperous holdings, all taken from attainted lords of the Crownlands, but the richest jewel was Stokeworth. The keep and the lands were hers, save a southeastern portion which had been gifted to Lord Olyvar Rosby, whose lands adjoined. Lands and incomes had been gifted to Princess Rhaenys too. She would need them when the day came that she must yield Dragonstone; it was only hers until an heir of King Aegon's body was born.
But she must not think about that. There was no time, no time at all, and no Mother to guide her. Oh, how Sansa wanted her mother! Princess Elia helped when she could, but she was often ill, or busy with her sept. Princess Rhaenys was too overbearing; Lady Smallwood too unfamiliar. At least she had Jeyne Poole, whose steadfast support was as welcome as the gossip she had Meri gather from the servants.
Sansa was not quite sure what to make of Jeyne and Meri. No one else seemed to have noticed anything queer about their closeness, about the way their eyes followed each other. Ladies were often fond of their maids, and maids devoted to their mistresses. Nor was it unusual for a lady and her maid to share a bed. But that the scent of musk should linger on Jeyne's lips and hands, that Meri should hide lovebites beneath the high collar of her gown... well. It was one thing for ladies to keep company with other ladies; in Meereen it was barely a secret that Nymeria Sand and Jennelyn Fowler were lovers.
The thought of lovemaking put Sansa in a sour mood. Angry as she was at her husband, she still ached for his touch. Caressing herself in the bath was not enough; she needed Olyvar. But the argument still lay between them, unresolved, and she would not yield to her ardor until Olyvar gave way.
In the meantime, Sansa had yet more work to distract her. King Aegon was not the only one who must choose courtiers to surround him. Queen Sansa must have ladies-in-waiting, the women who would surround her night and day, serving her purposes in public and tending her most intimate needs in private.
Lady Nymella Toland had offered plenty of advice on how to choose her ladies; Sansa wished she had remembered to write all of it down before Lady Toland sailed back to Dorne. Politics was part of it, of course; her choices must not provoke offense. Already some grumbled that a northwoman ought not be mistress of the queen's household; she must not show excessive favor to any one family or kingdom. Beauty, birth, and riches must be taken into account, not to mention the lady's character and reputation.
Above all those considerations, Sansa wanted ladies she could trust. But how, when she knew so little of them, when their acquaintance could be measured in days or weeks rather than years? How could she possibly choose ladies worthy of coming north with her, or remaining behind as her eyes and ears? At least she could hope to trust Valena Toland, Lady Toland's eldest daughter and heir, who was expected any day. And one of the Celtigar girls was promising, although Sansa was loathe to reward Lady Celtigar's ceaseless hectoring.
Visiting Brienne gave Sansa a ready excuse to escape the old woman's clutches. Maester Perceval was baffled by her improvement, or rather, that he had so badly misjudged her initial injury. Regardless, the maester strongly urged another week of bedrest, followed by the use of crutches for several months. The knee was a tricky thing. With time and care, the ligament might remain strong enough to allow Brienne to take up arms once more. Or, if strained excessively before it healed, it might snap and render the leg permanently lame.
"Either way, my lady," the maester said, "your agility will never fully return, and you will never be able to trust that knee." And with that he left, though not before a few pointed questions about the queen's health which Sansa pointedly ignored.
"I'm so sorry, Your Grace," Brienne said when he was gone. She sniffled, tears watering her cheeks. "I failed you."
"Even the greatest warrior can be wounded," Sansa objected hotly. "You did your best; I could ask no more." She shifted in her seat, uneasy, troubled both by her bladder and by guilt. "If anything, it is I who owe you an apology. I ought to have warned you we meant to lure Lyn Corbray into the open."
Brienne frowned. "Perhaps." She gave her knee a bitter look. "If you had, I might still be whole."
"I broke faith with you, when you never broke faith with me." Sansa swallowed, resisting the urge to cry. "I beg your pardon, my lady. If by word or deed I can make amends, you need only speak your wish and I will make it so."
"Your Grace—"
"Sansa," Sansa corrected.
Brienne ignored her. "When Renly died, I meant to avenge him and then follow him to the grave. Your lady mother would not let me. Lady Catelyn gave me new purpose, to find and defend her daughters and return them to her arms. I failed that quest, but since you accepted my oath of service, I have done my utmost to protect you. I followed you to Sunspear, to Meereen, to Dragonstone, and never regretted it, not for a moment. Now..." Brienne hesitated. "Sansa, I want to go home. I want to see my father, if he yet lives; I want to walk upon the shores of Tarth and wed my betrothed. Yet when you pressed me to visit, how could I accept? You had so few worthy swords about you; I could not abandon my duty and leave my queen defenseless."
"Then the gods saw fit to take a hand. I cannot guard you now, perhaps ever again. As such..." Brienne took a deep breath. "I ask that you release me from my vows."
"I release you. If you will excuse me?" And with that, Sansa ran for the privy, tears running down her face.
After that, visiting Talla Tarly was nothing. The former queen was wide-eyed and frail in her mourning clothes, as wispy as the shade which she claimed had bade her flee the throne room and take shelter beneath the heart tree. "It was Tommen's ghost, it was," she insisted, stroking the one-eyed hound who sat at her feet. The dog was all she had left of her brother Dickon, just as Ser Pounce was all she had left of Tommen. The ginger and white cat would not be parted from Talla; her bedmaid had told Meri that the cat even crawled beneath the covers to comfort his girl in the night. Sansa was glad Lady Talla would have some company on her long journey to Horn Hill.
Septon Jonothor would be much happier when she was gone. It did not please him that Lady Talla had begun praying to the weirwood sapling, nor that she had met some folk of the hollow hill there and promptly adopted their heretical views. Ser Marlon Manderly, unimpressed, informed Sansa that if anything, weirwoods would be sacred to the Stranger, not the Mother, Maiden, and Crone. Or so one of his ancestors had said, before the High Septon caught wind of Lord Warrick Manderly's queer notions and pronounced an anathema upon the Lord of White Harbor until he repented of his folly.
Then Lady Celtigar found her, and Sansa heard no more of ancient heresies. Instead, she was treated to a prolonged, insincere bout of flattery, followed by an absurdly lengthy list of Arthor Celtigar's many admirable qualities.
"I am sure he is a very fine boy," Sansa told her, yet again. "But King Aegon has already chosen Lord Monterys Velaryon to be his page from the Crownlands."
"But does His Grace have a squire from the Crownlands?" Lady Celtigar asked shrewdly.
A petty impulse seized her, too tempting to resist. "Why, I had not thought of it that way, my lady. You should broach the idea to my lord husband yourself, as soon as he returns."
Olyvar had flown off yesterday, determined to quell the last scattered fighting in the Stormlands. The Trants had surrendered, as had the Errols and the Swanns of Stonehelm, but the Fells, Bucklers, Wyldes, and Mertyns had proved recalcitrant. No doubt they would find good reason to reconsider when they caught sight of Viserion above their walls.
Sansa wished she could fly away. Failing that, she settled for an afternoon ride in the snowy kingswood. Arya was delighted to accompany her. She hadn't been to the kingswood since she went hawking with Ser Patrek Mallister and a group of lords and ladies, and she was growing deeply bored by endless hours standing guard outside Sansa's chambers. Sweetrobin rode pillion behind Arya, being too new to the saddle to try riding by himself outside the yard, and too stubborn to accept being left out. Sansa was glad their cousin had Arya to look after him, though Arya herself still had much to learn. They had been apart for too long; she needed the gentle guidance of a loving elder sister.
Sister. The wind shifted; she caught the scent of pack. Sister, her sister was here, not just her girl-sister but her pack-sister. Sansa itched with the urge to slip her skin, to run free on four paws, to howl and hunt with the pack. But she dared not, not in her current state, nor with so many courtiers about. As it was, when Nymeria came sprinting out of the trees Elia Uller startled, and Ser Loras Tyrell swore with a vehemence he usually reserved for his arguments with Ser Daemon Sand. Well used to the direwolf's antics, Ser Perwyn Truefaith chuckled; even Sansa could not help smiling as she nudged her horse to a trot.
She would have liked to ride through the city too, had she the time for it. Instead Sansa was forced to rely on Arya to be her eyes and ears. As Nymeria loped between them, Arya told her all that she had seen. The giving of queen's loaves to the poor, a notion which Sansa had conceived while crossing the Narrow Sea, continued to go well. There was not enough bread to go around, but at least some bellies would not go empty.
Sansa was giving coin to the almshouses too, and to the dozen singers she had hired to lift the people's spirits. Some had come with her across the sea, and knew every song she had ever written. Others were locals, hired to write their own songs about all that had transpired since King Aegon landed upon Dragonstone. Galyeon of Cuy had a song about the Battle of Bitter Winds; Alaric of Eysen, meanwhile, had composed a ballad in honor of Princess Elia, and Bethany Fair-fingers already had a tune about Brienne's defeat of Ser Lyn Corbray.
"You should have written some songs about the Others," Arya said bluntly. "Everyone seems to know King Aegon means to fly north, and most of them aren't happy about it. The Wall might as well be in Yi Ti, or on the moon, for all they know or care."
Sansa scowled, just as she scowled later that night when she tentatively told Arya and Jeyne about her argument with her husband. "How could Olyvar possibly think that I would stay behind?" she fumed, keeping still so Gilly could take down her hair. "The North may not be my home anymore, but I'm still a Stark of Winterfell!"
"And his lady wife, the Queen of the Seven Kingdoms," Jeyne reminded her. "It is only natural that King Aegon would think to have you remain here. His lady mother is sickly, and his sister has her own affairs. He needs someone trustworthy to keep an eye on them, and on his new small council. Someone who will send regular ravens to keep him informed of all that happens in the city and at court. Who will do it, if not you?"
Taken aback, Sansa groped for an answer. "Someone that I can trust to stay here in my stead?"
The same realization struck both Sansa and Jeyne in unison. Sansa grinned, almost giddy. Jeyne covered her face with her hands and gave a most unladylike groan.
"I don't want to," Jeyne said, almost on the verge of tears. "I missed you so much, and we've only been together for what, two moons, if that?"
"I know," Sansa said, taking her truest friend by the hands. "But there is no one else in this city that I know half so well as you."
"I'm right here," Arya grumbled.
"Oh, go polish Needle." Sansa rolled her eyes. "We both know you'd rather marry a widower with six children than be forced to play politics with courtiers for who knows how long until I return."
"Rude." Arya stuck her tongue out, making Meri cover a giggle. "I mean, you aren't wrong, but still."
Both amused and annoyed, Sansa made no attempt to stop Arya when she stood and made her exit without even asking the queen's leave. Jeyne was her only concern at present. They talked and talked until the bells rang the Hour of the Stranger, then curled up in the queen's bed and talked some more. She had forgotten how pleasant a bedmaid Jeyne could be. Her barbs about Lady Celtigar and Lord Staunton made Sansa giggle; her careful questions about Maester Perceval's persistent pestering of the queen made Sansa rethink her stubbornness as she drifted to sleep.
And so when during Sansa's midmorning visit to the privy she felt a mild cramp, and noticed faint brown spots on her smallclothes, she sent for Maester Perceval. The maester smiled and hummed to himself as he examined her, his plump hands gentle. When he finished, Perceval asked her a number of odd questions, followed by asking that the next time Her Grace used the chamberpot, she have a maid bring it to his chambers.
An hour and several cups of water later, Shirei bustled off to the maester. Outside her open window Sansa heard the babbling of voices; Viserion had returned. The sky was grey and bleak, the winds unkind as they wafted the stench of dragon through the air, upsetting her keen nose until she bade Gilly close the window.
Sansa was still pondering whether to greet her lord husband when he strode into their chambers. King Aegon's face was streaked with soot, his eyes hollow. Gilly did not need to be told to quit the room; she fled without a word, only a quick curtsy.
When they were alone, Olyvar crumpled into her arms. She could not refuse him, not when tears ran down his cheeks, his breath catching as he sobbed. Sansa stroked his hair and kissed his brow, her heart aching when he refused to tell her what had happened, how the defiant lords' schemes had miscarried. All he would say was that Lord Wylde was dead and the Rain House had yielded, as had all the other keeps.
"But enough of that," Olyvar said wearily. "I have no stomach for it. I had rather resolve this rift between us, as I should have before I left. When next I leave, your place belongs in the Aegonfort, not the north."
"I must go north," Sansa pleaded. "Not just for my own sake, but for yours. How could I let you face the Others alone, without hope of succor until you return? And what of my brothers? Two kings have not fought beneath the same banners for centuries; if Robb proves difficult, I am the only one who could bridge the gap between you."
"I do need you," Olyvar sighed. "But the realm needs you more."
"The realm will be fine," Sansa snapped. "King Robert and Queen Cersei left the capital for nigh on six moons when I was a girl, and King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne spent almost a year in the North when they went there on a royal progress—"
"During peacetime," Olyvar interrupted sharply. "Not while securing a new conquest! The gods only know how long I may be stuck up there, and—"
A sudden knock came at the door, sharp and loud. They might have ignored it, but the knocking continued, insistent. Olyvar scrubbed at his eyes, unable to tell that he was achieving nothing but smearing soot over the tracks of his tears. Once he had composed himself, King Aegon's voice rang out.
"Who is it?"
"Maester Perceval," came the reply.
"Bid him enter," Sansa murmured, her nerves aflutter.
The maester was sweating when he entered, his face red. Had he sprinted all the way from his chambers? Why would he run? Sansa gripped Olyvar by the hand, her stomach roiling.
Then the maester smiled, giddy as a boy. "Her Grace is with child."
Sansa's heart skipped a beat; for a moment, silence fell. Then Olyvar whooped, so loud they must have heard him at the Wall. He leapt to his feet, pulling Sansa up with him so he could sweep her into a dance. Round and round he twirled her, until they were both flushed and Sansa was breathless with laughter. The spell did not break until the maester asked leave to be excused, leave which Olyvar quickly granted.
Alone again, Olyvar kissed her senseless. Sansa kissed him back, overwhelmed by the feel of his hands upon her hair and waist, by the feel of his skin as she clutched him tight, by the warmth between her legs as they frantically undressed. Once they were naked, Olyvar lavished her with kisses and compliments, praising everything from her gasps to the cherry-red freckles that marred her breasts and the slight swell of her belly. Their lovemaking was all Sansa had wanted and more; she had never felt so treasured, so cherished, so adored.
After, they lay abed, panting and sweaty. When she asked him to open the nearest window, Olyvar groaned good-naturedly. "As my lady pleases. I could hardly manage to refuse you anything even before you carried our babe." Once he had obliged her, he came back to bed, followed by a brisk draft of cold air so sweet that Sansa could have basked in it all afternoon. Sleepy and content, she lay back upon the pillows, savoring the thought of cuddles and a nap.
Then Olyvar spoke. "My love, surely now you must see reason. This is no time for a long journey, not in your delicate condition. The risk—"
"Pregnant women have traveled before," Sansa flared, suddenly wide awake. "Maester Perceval has delivered dozens of babes; he is more than capable of ensuring I come to no harm."
"Women lose babes all the time," Olyvar reminded her, his voice gentle.
"Some even die in childbed," Sansa said. "Could you forgive yourself if you left me behind and I perished whilst you were away?" She was breathing much too quickly; her eyes blurred with tears. "If I went through my labors without you, if I cried for you knowing you would not come, if I breathed my last upon this bed, and was buried before you ever knew, before you even had the chance for a last glimpse of my face?"
Olyvar stared at her, stricken. "Sansa, don't talk like that," he said, choking back a sob. "I can't- you won't-" he drew a ragged breath. "The gods would not let—"
"The gods want me to go north! Or had you not noticed the cold never seems to hurt me, just as it cannot hurt you, or Arya?" A beam of sunlight shone through the window, so unexpected that Sansa gaped and Olyvar turned and looked.
"Is that not a sign?" Sansa demanded, hiccuping through her sobs. "Or have you forgotten you would not even be here if not for me? You, your sister, your mother, all of you were dead and buried before I was born, and you would have stayed that way if I had not- if I had not-" she hiccuped again, trying to find her words. "Harrenhal- the blood- the weirwood- so much magic, it hurt, and I- and then- and then- and then everything changed, but no one knew, no one remembered—"
Strong arms wrapped around her. Olyvar stroked her hair as she wept into his chest, keeping silent save to offer to fetch her a cup of water, an offer Sansa refused.
"This is a terrible idea," he murmured when at last she could weep no more. "You would have to leave soon, before it grows too dangerous to travel. And without you at court..."
"Jeyne Poole will stay here," Sansa sniffled. "I already spoke to her. I can trust Jeyne to keep watch, to report anything amiss which the small council might not share. And you will have your lady mother and Rhaenys too, and Viserion to bring you south should anything urgent arise."
"Would that I could be in two places at once," Olyvar sighed. "But as I cannot... oh, your sister is going to be insufferable."
"What? Why?"
"I ran into Arya in the yard," Olyvar told her. "She was about to ride into the city. When I asked her to run an errand to the Street of Steel, she told me that I was being stupid, and whatever we were fighting about, I should just let you win."
As if she had been summoned, Arya's familiar quick knock rapped at the door. They scrambled to make themselves decent; Sansa could hear Arya tapping her foot as she waited outside. When Olyvar finally granted her permission to enter, Arya strode in, a jewelry casket in one hand and a letter in the other.
"Here," Arya said, handing them to Olyvar. "With compliments from Tobho Mott and from Maester Lonnel."
Arya glanced around the room, raising an eyebrow when she saw the rumpled sheets. Sansa blushed. But her embarrassment was forgotten when Olyvar presented her with the open casket, a bashful smile lighting his soot-streaked face.
"Oh!" Sansa gasped in wonderment. She had barely begun to admire the Valyrian steel crown, wrought in the shape of delicate weirwood leaves and set with garnets, when some instinct made her look at Olyvar. He stood frozen, staring at the tightly rolled parchment in his hand, his eyes wide.
"What is it?" Sansa asked. "Who is the raven from?"
Olyvar held out the letter, showing her a golden seal, stamped with the lion of Lannister.
Notes:
Dun dun DUUUUUUUUN! While it took longer than I'd like, I am so proud of this absolute banger of a chapter. Sound off in the comments, I've missed y'all :D
As always, you can find me on tumblr @redwolf17.
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169: Jon IIINOTES
1) Despite what you see in many films, plate armor was exceptionally useful protection. Getting around it required aiming for the joints of the armor, which were still protected by mail, or for the eyeslit.
2) The late medieval era and the Renaissance were times of great leaps forward in the understanding of human anatomy. As maesters are mentioned to have dissected dead bodies in canon for hundreds of years, a similarly solid (albeit limited) understanding of anatomy is justifiable.
3) Brienne suffered an ACL tear. The ACL is a major knee ligament; ACL injuries are relatively common among professional athletes. The injury is usually caused by sudden stops or pivots, where the thighbone and shinbone twist in opposite directions. If you're lucky, the body works around the injury, though a "trick knee" is highly likely. A severe tear will not heal itself; in the past, that could cause a permanent limp, but today, surgical intervention is used to repair the damage by replacing the torn ligament with a tendon.
4) Although early in the medieval era kings and queens often shared a single household, later the king and queen had separate households. Royal households were vast, complicated, and expensive. You should check out this fascinating discussion of how the households operated; see pages 96-105.
5) Yes, trepanation, aka drilling a hole in the skull, was a medieval remedy for epilepsy.
6) Here's a few more assorted links about medieval households.
The Household Staff in an English Medieval Castle
Fantasy Guide to Employment: Household of a Castle
7) One medieval method to detect pregnancy was mixing urine with wine to observe the results. It was actually somewhat reliable, because the proteins in a pregnant person's pee can cause a reaction with the alcohol.
8) Here's just *some* of the many, many pregnancy hints, specifically the ones from BEFORE Sansa got pregnant:
Olyvar VI
Wind filled the sails and gave them swollen bellies; behind them the sun rose, her splendor turning the sky to gold, the sea to purple.
Jaime III
A crow's nest for a crow, he thought bitterly. This Targaryen king would have him trade his white cloak for a black, and the day of his doom drew nearer with each puff of lusty wind that made the ship's sails grow big-bellied.
Arya VII
The Vale was the only kingdom not bound to House Stark by blood, and Robb was the only Stark left to forge an alliance, with Bran lost and Sansa so far away. Robb thought she must be with child by now, despite the reassurances of her maidenhood in the last letter over a year ago.
...
"It is done, then?" Robb asked. "The marriage is consummated; is she already with child?"
"Neither, Your Grace," said Ser Deziel, with the look of a man who dearly wanted to punch something. "Queen Sansa is yet a maiden, the gods only know why. She loves the king as dearly as he loves her."
One chapter later: *the one where Sansa gets knocked up* 😏
Seriously, I made sure to mention her moon blood when the timing for her fertility window/ovulation would line up with their week of nonstop sex xD
Chapter 166: Cersei II
Notes:
Content Warning: This chapter features dubious consent and intimate partner violence.
PSA: Domestic violence is a serious and all too common crime. Unfortunately, 1 in 4 women will experience DV in their lifetime. Here is a list of early warning signs that might help you recognize potential abuse in your relationship or that of others. Anyone can be a victim; no one is "too smart" or "too strong" to be abused. I'd also like to note that men can be victims and women can be abusers, although female-on-male abuse is less likely to be reported due to stigma. Female-on-female abuse is also likely underreported.
Emotional, verbal, and mental abuse are usually precursors to escalating to physical abuse. Further, although all abuse and especially physical violence should be taken seriously, strangulation is a massive red flag, and often the last step before murder.
If you or someone you know is being abused by a partner, you can call 800-799-7233 or text START to 88788 (US only).
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Late March-early April, 305 AC
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
As ever, they rode into the sunset. Though it sank toward the horizon, the sun still shone. Bright and beautiful, its light gleamed upon the snow, so dazzling that it took her breath away to see the whole world turned to gold.
Save for beneath the gathering clouds. Their long shadow loomed over the road, reaching for the travelers like a cold dark hand.
The queen shivered, yearning for her silks and furs. Her cloak was made from thin wool, and though the cowled grey robes of a silent sister covered everything but her eyes, they were not warm. Beneath her robes, Cersei wore only smallclothes and a thin shift, woven from coarse roughspun wool that scratched her delicate skin. Such garb was barely suited for a whore, let alone one who had the honor of serving Lord Confessor Qyburn.
But Cersei had nothing else she could wear. Once she had dozens of gowns, made from smooth silk and delicate cashmere, from opulent damask and from shining cloth-of-gold. Each morning, her maids dressed her in whatever shade she fancied. Most often Cersei wore the crimson and gold of her house, but she had gowns of every color. Sometimes she favored a lush green which suited her eyes; other times, the pure ivory which flattered her rosy cheeks and made her feel close to Jaime.
Now her only gown was black, the rich velvet crushed and crumpled to fit into a saddlebag. Her crown was wrapped in the gown's soft folds; the queen's head still felt bare without it. Cersei was lucky to have any crown at all. Jaime would have had Qyburn break it apart, as he had her necklace and earrings and the bracelets and rings which matched them.
"Even a fragment of gold or a single small jewel may still draw unwanted attention," Qyburn had tsked as he examined the pile which Jaime had brought him whilst she changed clothes. Nudging aside her lavish golden carcanet with its dozens of white diamonds and seven fiery teardrop rubies, he picked up a thin golden chain. "Oh, this is lovely."
"Leave it be," Jaime said, taking the chain from Qyburn's hand. He draped it over her neck and tucked it beneath her robes, the slim golden sword which hung from the chain dangling between her breasts. The very image of Brightroar writ small, or so Jaime had claimed when he gifted it to her long ago. Cersei had always hated it; she would much rather have had a real sword. It was sheer chance that she had thought to wear it that day; she did not need a love token to remind her of the bond she shared with her twin.
Jaime's disguise was far less humiliating than her own. A hedge knight was still a knight, though she could not grow used to seeing plain steel armor in place of white enameled scales or gilded plate. A battered helm covered his face; she hoped he could feel it freezing against his thin padded cap each time the wind blew. There was no hair to warm his head. Soon after they left King's Landing, Jaime had shaved his golden curls, and the stubble slowly growing back was thinner than it ought to be.
Yet a lion is still a lion, even one shorn of his mane, Cersei told herself. Only a lion, only her Jaime would dare escape his captors in the dead of night, climb an icy cliff and race through the dismal tunnels beneath the Red Keep, all for love of her. It was the two of them against the world, just as it always had been.
And thus far, Jaime had kept them safe, even though the bounty upon their heads was no doubt the richest ever offered. They had skirted every castle and holdfast, only taking shelter from winter's chill in villages off the beaten path. There was no one they could trust, no one save each other.
Soon Aegon Targaryen would rue his cowardice, if he did not already. The moment he heard his Dornishmen were dead, Aegon ought to have slain her twin where he stood. Instead the fool had let Jaime live. That was a grievous error, and one that would be his doom. As soon as they reached Casterly Rock, the queen would be safe. There was no mightier fortress in the world, no better place to regroup and sharpen her claws. Once Jaime smashed Lydden and his band of treacherous curs, the Westerlands would be hers again.
But first she must endure the journey home.
Nearly a thousand miles lay between King's Landing and Casterly Rock. In the songs, persecuted ladies and their sworn swords galloped day and night, traveling vast distances easy as breathing. Singers were such liars. No horse could gallop all day, let alone through the dark of a moonless night. Even a courier changing horses as often as he could required ten days at the very least, and that in summer when the roads were dry.
Winter was less kind. Even with Jaime pushing the horses as hard as he dared, they had ridden west along the goldroad for almost a moon's turn. Snow and ice were their foes, as were the surly innkeeps who refused Jaime when he tried to trade their worn out mounts for fresh. Some sweetened when offered a bit of gold or a tiny diamond, but not all.
"Them's my hosses," one innkeep had said, confused. "Raised 'em up from when they was foals and all." He ducked his head at Cersei and made a pitiful imitation of a bow. "Beggin' the sister's pardon, but the Stranger can't have 'em."
"This is a diamond," Jaime had told the man, his teeth bared in a cutting smile. "And the last of the poor sister's dowry from when she entered the motherhouse. You could buy ten horses for what it's worth."
"From who?" The innkeep shrugged his sloped shoulders. "It'll be weeks afore we see any merchants, and I need my horses now."
Cersei wished the Stranger would take the grey nag Jaime had gotten for her two nights past from an innkeep with far more sense. Bad enough that she had oozing, bloody saddle sores on her bottom thanks to long days riding upon the cheapest, most ill-fitting saddle she'd ever had the displeasure to sit. The grey nag did not seem to like the saddle either. First, she had tried to bite Jaime when he put it on this morning. Then she had tried to crush the queen's legs against the stable door, and against every tree that lay between the miserable little village and the footpath which led back to the goldroad.
Fortunately, there were few trees along the goldroad itself. It ran west through the floor of a valley surrounded by hills, the largest of which boasted keeps of stone or timber. Many of them were charred, their walls scorched black. Plainly that was the work of ungrateful peasants, whose fruitless attempts to overthrow their betters could only be quelled by the sword. A few keeps were untouched, no doubt those which belonged to lords with the sense to follow Lord Tywin's example and keep a well-trained garrison.
Oh, but it felt so good to be back in the Westerlands. Cersei had hated riding through the Reach, whose open plains were as flat as they were dull. Her heart had leapt when she first glimpsed mountains rising in the west, their peaks white with snow and their slopes green with pines. This was the queen's true domain, not that stinking city filled with malcontents.
Still, it chafed that she must enter her own lands by stealth. A queen ought to travel in a state befitting her rank. A lavish feast and kneeling courtiers ought to have greeted her at Deep Den, not a squad of sharp-eyed guardsmen in Lydden green and brown who challenged every traveler that sought to pass by their castle.
Thank the Seven that the queen had the wits to evade them. A silent sister could not speak, but Jaime could. At her direction, a few days before they reached Deep Den, he begged leave to join a small party of merchants going the same way. The silent sister he guarded was ill, so ill she could barely sit her horse. Might she ride in the back of one of their wayns? Only for a few days, to recover her strength; a holy woman would never wish to impose upon their hospitality except at dire need—
"Hey, I know her!" One of the merchant's sons cried, eagerly stepping closer. Cersei's heart thudded, rabbit quick; of course a queen could not go unrecognized, of course she would draw attention, even a veil could not conceal her beauty—
"Aunt Alys, is that you?"
"Not this again," one of the older merchants groaned. "Amory, half of Lannisport has green eyes, not just your aunt. I don't care how sweet she was to you when you were a toddler, you can't bother every silent sister we meet." The merchant cuffed the lad's ear, then turned to Cersei. "Begging your pardons, sister. The boy can't seem to get it through his head that his aunt had a common look."
Her, common? The queen could have slapped the merchant for that, and would have, had she not needed the witless fool's wayn. It was an awful, rickety thing, with wheels that creaked and jarred her about until her head ached even worse than usual. Jaime had not been lying when he said she was unwell; Cersei had felt poorly almost since they left King's Landing.
And why shouldn't the queen feel ill, when she was so ill-used by their journey? Winter was no time to travel, let alone suffer long hours toiling across longer leagues. There was less snow once they were away from the city, but the air was still freezing, the wind sharp enough to bite. Even so, some days she felt too warm, her skin slick with sweat, her mind clouded by fever.
Cersei was glad she did not feel feverish at present. The tremors that shook her hands as she held her reins were bad enough, as was the headache that had plagued her since she finished her midday prayers to the Mother. Now it was almost dusk. In the distance she could see smoke rising from the chimneys of a goodly sized holdfast, and from the well-kept towerhouse that looked down upon it from atop a nearby hill.
When they came upon a meandering footpath, they took it, leaving the goldroad behind. Soon after, the grey nag was up to her tricks again. More than once she pretended to stumble, no doubt hoping to be rid of her rider. Cersei clung on, choking back bile as her stomach roiled. It was not fitting that a queen be forced to vomit beside the road; hopefully they would reach the inn before it came to that.
Much as she hated sharing a common room with insolent peasants, she hated the old patched canvas tent Jaime had bought on the outskirts of King's Landing even more. Sleeping on hard ground rolled in a few shabby blankets was a soldier's lot in life, not a queen's. And even the poorest inn had more than melted snow to drink, though she was sick to death of small beer and ale.
They did not stay in the sort of inns which could afford to keep costly Arbor Gold on hand to please any worthies who chanced to pass by. Such places were large and bustling with travelers, travelers who might think to wonder at a green-eyed silent sister and hedge knight even before King Aegon's men came in search of them. No, they stayed at inns which were not even proper inns, more like a tavern with a spare room or two that sat dusty more oft than not. If they had any wine at all, it would be either cheap swill or half turned to vinegar.
Or so Jaime said; Cersei could not taste it for herself, not without ruining her disguise. Even the most mutton-headed knave knew that silent sisters did not indulge in such pleasures of the earthly flesh. Silent sisters were miserable, lifeless things. When they entered the motherhouse their worldly goods were given up to the poor, their heads shaved bald with razors, their tongues bound forever in vows of sacred silence.
Thankfully, no one saw anything amiss in a silent sister taking an interest in the cats who lurked underfoot in even the humblest tavern. The queen hated the sight of them, hated the way they made her heart squeeze and her eyes sting. A few nights past, a pox-scarred peasant boy had dared pick one up and place it in her lap, mistaking her staring for affection.
"Gyb is a good 'un, sister," the wretched lad had told her. "Kills every rat 'e sees, and never puts his claws nowhere 'cept where 'e should. And Gyb'll keep you nice and warm if 'e likes you, that he will."
Unable to refuse, Cersei clung to the cat. Gyb's fur was orange and white and whisper soft, so soft she could not help petting it, nor carrying the cat to bed with her despite Jaime's look of derision as he settled onto one of the two pitiful straw pallets that had been laid out for them beside the common room's hearth. Not that Gyb had endured her company for long. All too soon he tried to scamper off, and when she tried to stop him by cuddling him tighter, the cat hissed and scratched until she let go.
Mercifully, there were no orange and white cats in the ramshackle tavern which they found just before dark. Small wonder, with a wrinkled old mastiff snoring by the hearth. The dog must be ancient, to sleep unbothered by the inferior singing of a local man whose voice was as thin and reedy as he was. The song of summer he had chosen was so simple even he could not ruin it, though it would have been better had it not lacked the harmony of other voices which it ought to have had.
There were plenty of other voices in the smoky common room, all of which fell silent at the sight of guests. Not for long, though. After a brief chorus of "ser"s and "sister"s, the locals returned to their tankards and their talk, though one old man was good enough to inform Jaime that he had best see to their horses himself, as there was no stableboy and the taverner was in the privy.
"It'll be a while," the old man chuckled. "Forley's got the runs again. Mayhaps if the sister prays for him, he'll be back sooner."
Cersei inclined her head, glad her veil hid the look of disgust upon her face. The lowborn were appallingly uncouth amongst themselves, apt to sharing every thought that came into their empty heads. They would never dare speak so freely if they knew it was a queen who graced them with her presence.
The grey robes of a silent sister did win her some slight courtesy. While Jaime went out to tend the horses, she took the warmest seat by the fire, a pox-scarred man having readily yielded it when he saw her approach. Cersei barely resisted the urge to demand that he yield his tankard of ale too. Her mouth was dry, so dry, and her tremors always seemed to ease once she had quenched her thirst.
For now, all the queen could do was wait, wait and listen to the locals' witless prattle as she had in every common room between here and the Blackwater Bay. At first all the gossip had been irritatingly out of date. Oh, the smallfolk knew of Aegon Targaryen's coming, perhaps even of Lord Tarly's loss at the Battle of Bitter Winds, but little else. She had been forced to endure a sennight of fools toasting to Queen Cersei's inevitable surrender before rumors began to spread of the burning of King's Landing.
"King Aegon and his dragon burned the Red Keep, just like the Conqueror burned Harrenhal," a pot boy slurred. Free ale had begun to flow as soon as the boy arrived from the nearby holdfast, red-faced and quivering with excitement to share his news, and the boy was already drunk.
"Horseshit," a teamster scoffed.
"It's true!" the pot boy insisted. "I heard it from the cook, who had it from the serving girl."
"Darla listens at doors," another local told the teamster. "Ser Ronel don't have a maester, but his sister married better 'n he did, and sends a courier whenever her husband gets a raven with sommat juicy."
"I heard it was wildfire, not dragonfire," the teamster said. No one but her seemed to notice Jaime take a long, long draught from his tankard. "Heard the whole city went up in green flames, and there's naught left but ash."
Not the whole city, fool. That would have been a sight to see. The memory was close and sharp, so clear she could almost taste it. She could almost feel the ghost of Jaime's hand between her legs, making her slick so he could slide home in a single vicious thrust. Her heart had fluttered inside her chest as she looked out the tower window, her ears listening intently for the bells to begin tolling noon, her eyes watching for the burst of green. When it came, so did she, with tears streaming down her face.
The queen had not expected that. She had thought she had spent all her tears already, weeping for her son. Tommen, oh, sweet Tommen... Qyburn had saved him when she could not, had worked a miracle to snatch him from the Stranger's grasp. How could Jaime make her abandon their son, the king they had made together? That was all Cersei could think of the first time her twin claimed her in the grey dawn, no matter how passionately she kissed him back, no matter how hard he bit and sucked and pinched and thrust. She did not even know she was crying until her brother asked why she wept.
"From joy," she had lied.
Only a fool would ask such a thing, or believe her answer. Her grief was hers alone; no man could understand a mother's pain, not even Jaime. He had kissed her tears and held her tight, so tight she could barely breathe as Cersei drifted off to sleep. She woke to more kisses and a meal already laid out upon the bed. When her belly was full, she pulled away from Jaime, glad for an excuse to escape his touch. Instead he followed her to the window, clasping her in an embrace that was as possessive as it was suffocating. He had not let go of her until after their second coupling, withdrawing from her with a soft wet sound. Seed trickled down her thighs as she watched the flames, unable to look away as Jaime did.
They had not coupled since. Cersei would not have it; the risk was too great upon the road. But Jaime would not be denied, not entirely. In inns and taverns he must go without, but never in the tent. The saddle sores were unsightly enough to spare her aching loins, but not her hands and mouth. Sometimes Jaime toyed with her instead, her face pressed down into a blanket to keep her quiet as he wrung pleasure from her with his tongue, making her peak until she was so sore and sensitive that she shoved him away. Sometimes he let her, laughing low in his chest. Sometimes he did not. His ardor should have thrilled her; the years had not dulled her beauty, nor his desire. Yet as the days passed she began to dread the coming of night, the time when her body was not her own.
Tonight, though, tonight she was safe. When Jaime returned from taking care of their horses, he could do no more than claim a seat beside her, and submit to the impertinent questioning of the locals. What was ser's name? Where had he and the silent sister come from? Where were they bound? Her twin answered each question with lazy ease, well used to suffering fools. Ser Robert Flowers was a poor hedge knight from the northern Reach, charged with escorting a silent sister from her cloister near Deep Den to a motherhouse in Lannisport.
"Deep Den?" the pox-scarred man asked. "Have ye seen his lordship, then?"
"I hear Lord Mordryd's a fine, fierce sort of man," gushed a homely goodwife as she bustled out of the kitchen. When she saw the woman had a tankard of ale in each hand, Cersei's mouth watered. When she saw the goodwife set them down beside two locals, her fists clenched beneath the folds of her robe.
"Begging yer pardon, ser, sister," the goodwife said, oblivious. "My husband would have seen t' ye at once, if'n he weren't in t' privy." The goodwife bit her lip. "Oh, I don't like it," she fretted, anxious. "His piles have never been so bad afore. One o' them is stickin' right out, like a bubble made o' blood, big as my thumbnail, and when he tries t'—"
Thank the gods, she shut up when Jaime interrupted her to ask for ale. The goodwife ducked her head and bustled away again, fretting to herself under her breath.
"Have ye met t' badger, ser?" a young redheaded boy piped up. He gazed at Jaime as if he looked like himself, a proud Lion of the Rock, not a scruffy baseborn ruffian. "T' Mad Badger?"
"No," Jaime drawled, clearly bored.
"Mad Badger," a greybeard snorted. "Mad is right, sure enough, there's naught else t' call it."
"Not this again," the pox-scarred man grumbled.
"Lord Tywin were a good man," the greybeard said, stubbornly plowing on. "What he did to t' Reynes weren't right, but neither were Lord Tytos lettin' 'em do as they pleased. A toothless lion ain't no use. Ye couldn't go to a summer fair less ye wanted some robber knight t' take yer crops for hisself and rape yer wife and daughters afore he let ye go, if he let ye go at all. Lord Tywin put an end t' it, so he did, and not an outlaw dared set foot in the west while he lived."
"Why bother?" The pox-scarred man scoffed. "There weren't much left t' take, not w' taxes rising so high."
"Bah," the greybeard said. "There were plenty o' plunder when my boys returned from King's Landing, and—"
"Who cares about that?" The redheaded boy wrinkled his nose. "My da said Lord Tywin never won no battles." Cersei clenched her fists tighter, both to still the tremors and to keep herself from slapping him. "Lord Tully whipped him, and then t' Young Wolf whipped him, and then he run back t' King's Landing w' his tail between his legs."
With a clunk, the goodwife set a tankard of ale on the table in front of her. Weary of waiting, the queen seized it immediately, careful not to spill as she brought it up under the veil that draped over her face. An irritating way to eat and drink, but she had grown used to it. The ale was middling at best, but the tremors eased almost at once; by the time she finished the tankard, her headache was beginning to go away.
Her anger was not. The lowborn swine would not stop singing Lord Lydden's praises. Lord Lydden gave generously to the almshouses. Lord Lydden heard the unwashed mob when they came whining about their supposed grievances. Lord Lydden had not only offered safe harbor to the rebels and traitors, but had the cunning notion to feign that they had captured his keep and his children, so that he might gather swords and sellswords in King's Landing without arousing suspicion.
"He fucked t' queen harder than her brother did," a hunchbacked crone cackled as she spun thread. "Serves t' bitch right."
"Oh?" Jaime covered a yawn, his eyes glinting in the firelight.
"Aye," spat the pox-scarred man. "Lord Tywin's taxes were high, but ye could pay 'em, if you weren't too fond o' a full belly when the harvest were poor. He'd a never raised t' taxes in winter, nor had his knights hangin' beggin' brothers from trees. That's what comes o' havin' a woman rule. T' moonblood puts their humors out o' balance and makes 'em veer back an' forth like t' tides. Either they're softer than goose feathers, or crueler than poison."
"Not my ma," the redheaded boy objected.
The greybeard laughed. "Your ma ain't barely had her moonblood since she were wed," he said, ruffling the boy's hair. "Soon as Jenny were off the teat, yer da put ye in her belly, and as soon as ye were off the teat, he put Pate in her belly. D'ye know what they mean to name t' new babe?"
"Ma said I could name it," the boy said proudly. "Jenny said it'll be any time now; ma started having her pains yesterday."
"Poor Letty," the goodwife tsked, setting bowls of thin pottage before Cersei and Jaime. "I hope it ain't born still like t' last babe. Never saw her smile for months, not till we went t' see Lord Lydden marchin' by. Oh, did ye ever see such banners!"
Cersei would have rather seen the goodwife hanged than see the banners she described at length. There had been far more than just badgers on a field halved green and brown. There had been a greying lion with its heart cut out, a dwarf lion shrouded in green flames, a lion mounting a lioness from behind, a lioness that transformed into a boar and gutted a stag. The last made the queen smile behind her veil.
"And there were a bunch o' banners w' writing on 'em, all alike. More ale, sister?" the goodwife asked, picking up the empty tankard. Rather than fetch the ale as soon as she saw Cersei nod, the goodwife kept blathering on. "I asked one o' the soldiers what they said, and he said t' banners said—"
The door swung open. A cold draught of air swept in, as bitter as the wailing of the man who entered. Several children clung to his legs; another was slung over his hip. All of them were weeping too, so loud she almost missed the cry that burst from the redheaded boy's lips as he ran to them.
Cersei's ale was forgotten. The goodwife blubbered like a baby as she flung her fat arms around the man, still chattering like a squirrel in between her sobs. It seemed an age before the man worked out what she was saying, and when he did, he looked straight at Cersei.
"T' Seven are merciful," the man said dully, "t' send a silent sister t' bury my Letty. She were always afeared o' dyin', and us w' no septon nor mule t' take her to t' the one at the holdfast. Septon Lorimer come through two moons past; he won't be back t' bless t' grave for a year or more."
"I'm sorry," Jaime said, rising to his feet. "But the sister has urgent business; we must leave at dawn." The man's face crumpled, crestfallen. "But she can prepare the body, and sit vigil until the Hour of the Stranger."
Cersei could have killed him for that. She dared not refuse, not with the offer already made; no silent sister would shun her duty so. And so, rather than enjoy the meager pleasure of a second tankard of ale, she found herself back out in the cold, following the widower and his sobbing brats.
The hovel was small and poor, though tidier than she expected. Upon a musty straw-stuffed mattress lay the dead woman. Her features were so coarse and weathered that she looked too old for childbearing, but the naked babe wailing in the corner said otherwise. A girl who could not have been more than thirteen rocked it in her arms, trying without success to calm it.
Sick of having her ears assaulted, Cersei strode across the room. Startled, the girl yielded up the babe. Its face was red and wrinkled, still slick with the waxy milk of its mother's womb. There was a kettle on the fire; after a few sharp gestures it was brought to her, along with a pile of rags. Washing a common babe was beneath her, but still better than looking at the dead woman. And the babe quieted a bit once it was clean and swaddled.
"Thank ye, sister, bless ye," the father said, taking the babe and resting it against his shoulder.
She could stall no longer. Her stomach roiling, Cersei turned back to the bed, looking but refusing to see. A weaker woman would have run or vomited. The queen did neither. With cool composure she washed the dead woman, starting from her face and working her way down. Her hands trembled as she lifted the blood-stained shift, but she lifted it all the same. A corpse was nothing, nothing but a statue made from cold flesh rather than gold or marble.
When she finished, every rag was sodden with blood, and the queen's hands were stained red to the wrists. Hot water and lye soap served to free her from the taint of common blood, but they could not free her from the trap in which Jaime had flung her. No, she must sit vigil, all through the long hours that remained before midnight when the Stranger came for the souls of the dead. The father did not join her, instead taking the babe and the children back to the tavern, whose homely mistress was his sister.
And so Cersei sat, alone with the dead woman. There was no one to see the queen's tears when they came, flowing from her eyes against her will. And when your tears have drowned you, a hideous voice croaked, the valonqar shall wrap his hands about your pale white throat and choke the life from you.
No, the queen thought, never, never. It meant nothing that she wept each night; what sort of mother did not mourn her children? Besides, it did not count if no one saw, if no one knew. Once she had let Jaime see her tears, but no more. She only wept once he was asleep, once she was curled up in a ball, her skin red and raw beneath her shift, her saddle sores throbbing, her head cold and naked without her hair.
Trembling, the queen touched her cowl, the wool chafing her hands. She had only wanted a bath. A chance to soak in hot water, not just scrub with a washcloth and a bit of hard lye soap. The tavern near the Redgrass Field was large enough to have a few rooms, and one of them boasted a wood-and-copper tub, so large it took the serving girl ages to fill it with water from the kettle over the hearth. How was she to know the girl would come back after being dismissed, let alone enter without knocking?
"I found a bit o' soap for you, sister," the girl said, shutting the door behind her. "Much nicer than that awful stuff we keep for ordinary guests." Cersei could barely hear her; outside the wind howled, battering at the shutters like a beast desperate to be let in. "I—"
The girl turned. Cersei sat in the tub, naked as her nameday. The bath concealed her sex, just as her hands concealed her breasts, but there was no hiding the mass of golden curls which had lain hidden beneath coif and cowl.
"I- I don't," the girl stammered. "Wh—"
That was the last word she ever spoke. Busy staring at the queen, she did not notice the door open and close behind her. She never saw Jaime, nor the heavy pitcher which he brought down upon her head. The girl fell to the floor with a soft thud, the soap dropping from her hand. Jaime stepped over her, his mouth twisted in distaste.
"What were you thinking?" Cersei hissed, careful to keep her voice low.
"I dared not give her time to scream," her brother replied, just as low. "The sword would have been too messy; pools of blood lead to questions."
"So do dead bodies!" Was Jaime mad? Had he forgotten that wretched day at Winterfell, the day everything began to go wrong? "We could have bribed her or frightened her into silence, or taken her with us if need be, did you leave all your wits in King's Landing?"
"My wits got you out of King's Landing," Jaime sneered, looking down at her. "You weren't complaining then."
"Because I thought you had a plan beyond reckless heroics! A plan to rescue your queen and your king, a plan to deal with Aegon Targaryen and that little bitch Sansa—"
Jaime laughed. "Reckless? It was not I who arranged that disastrous marriage. Father must have been cursing you from the seven hells; it's a wonder his shade doesn't haunt you."
Cersei slapped the water angrily. "Father was the one who was stupid enough to allow a trial by combat—"
"Because you demanded the girl be put on trial!"
"I wouldn't have even had Sansa Stark if you hadn't brought her to me!"
Jaime stared at her as if she was witless. "Of course I brought her to you, not that you ever thanked me! No, all you cared about was your vengeance, never mind that I had lost a hand—"
"Because you let Edmure Tully wound you!"
"I was escaping—"
Cersei cut him off. "You wouldn't have needed to escape if you hadn't gotten yourself captured—"
"If you hadn't beheaded Ned Stark—"
"That was Joffrey's idea, not mine! And Stark never would have known about us if you hadn't flung his son from a tower!"
"You told me to!" Jaime snarled.
"I did no such thing! And even if I had, you were the one who insisted on swiving me then and there, even after I told you it was too risky—"
A knock came at the door, sudden and loud. Cersei ducked beneath the water, huddling down so she could not be seen. Jaime strode to the door, opening it the merest crack to reveal the burly taverner.
"Beggin' your pardons, ser," the taverner said. "But I heard voices, and I can't find Tansy nowhere."
"The sister sleeps like the dead," Jaime told him, so smooth the queen could hear his wry smile. "When Tansy offered to warm my blankets, I saw no harm in letting her. A man grows lonesome with only a silent sister for company."
That was enough to send the taverner off, cursing under his breath. Cersei finished her bath as quickly as she could, then donned her robes again. She did not leave the room for the rest of the night, not even when she woke to hear Jaime creeping through the dark silence of the tavern, the girl slung over his shoulder. It must be convincing, she had told him; no one could think anything amiss.
"I left her by a patch of ice," he hissed in her ear when he returned. "With a rock beside her head and the rest of our coins in her pocket."
After that, it was easy. The next morning, the taverner did not question Jaime when he said the girl had snuck from his bed whilst he slept, taking all his coin with her. It was not long before a stableboy came running in, his face white with shock.
"Serves her right, the thieving slut," the taverner growled. "Begging your pardons, sister. I'm sorry, ser, I never had no trouble with her before." A few more apologies, a few coins as a donation to the silent sister's motherhouse, and then they were on their way again.
That night, there was no tavern. Jaime put up their tent in deadly silence, never looking at her once. When it was done, he lifted the flap for her, a courtesy as welcome as it was unexpected. She was eager to be out of the cold, so eager she did not see the knife in his hand until he had already pinned her to the ground, his weight smothering her as he hacked at her hair.
Cersei only struggled for a moment, too startled and too frightened to resist with a knife so near her throat. He had not shaved her, but he had cropped her curls as short as he could. After, he had whispered tender words in her ear, and held and kissed her with a sweetness she could not recall since before she and Robert were wed. But that night she had dreamt of the Imp and woken in a panic, her skin slick with sweat. It was only a nightmare; Tyrion could not hurt her, no one could, not with Jaime to protect her. Jaime could protect her from anything, even Lord Tywin's wrath.
How did Father know? Cersei wondered as she shivered, wishing for the awful vigil to be over. She had not stood vigil for Lord Tywin; it was absurd that she sit with some common woman too hideous to be loved and too weak to survive childbed. Did Varys tell him? Why? The eunuch pretended to know everything, but he had never given any sign that he knew of her trysts with Jaime. And if Varys had known, why choose to reveal such a choice secret to Lord Tywin? Her lord father had never trusted the simpering eunuch; he would have had the man killed for daring to make such a vile accusation against his own son and daughter.
Cersei would have done the same, if some foul creature dared besmirch Myrcella with his lying tongue. A lioness defended her cubs, always. It was she who had comforted Joffrey after Robert dealt him a vicious blow, so vicious even Stannis was taken aback, or so said the serving man who had run to fetch her. Joffrey was only seven; when she found him dazed on the floor, crying and clutching at the baby teeth which he had lost, she had known she would do anything to keep him safe. She had promised Robert that she would kill him in his sleep if he dared lay a finger on her son, and fool as he was, the man had sense enough to believe her.
As she sat in the cold silence, it was hard to resist the call of sleep. As the few logs in the hearth crackled and hissed, the queen drifted in and out of dreams. She dreamt her children played together in the gardens of the Red Keep, Tommen toddling along on unsteady feet as Myrcella held his hand, both of them trying not to be caught by Joffrey as he gave chase. Of course her bold little cub caught his prey, with a bright smile and a glad cry of "catch me, you have to catch me!" before he raced off again. How Joffrey had loved that game, at least until Myrcella grew fast enough to catch him.
Mother, a voice screamed. Mother, catch me! But the queen was too late; she was always too late. Joffrey lay upon the hard stones, bloody and broken, his eyes unseeing. From above came a merry laugh; Sansa Stark stood upon Traitor's Walk, exulting in her victory. Cersei ran for the steps, but the girl was already gone, vanished in a plume of green flame. Myrcella stood in her place, a golden veil upon her golden curls. Mother, she whispered. Hear me roar. Then she was gone, heedless of her mother's screams. The queen fell to her knees; when she looked up, she knelt beneath the Iron Throne. Mother? Tommen said. Blood bubbled from his lips, dripping onto the great barb steel that pierced his breast. Mother, he pleaded. Mother, help me.
Will the king and I have children? a girl's voice asked.
Mother, her children cried, mother mother mother—
Mother, a hag croaked in a mocking voice. Mother of kings, mother of death.
The girl with the golden curls turned and fled, fled from the warty old woman with her sour breath and sour words. Mother, she wanted her mother, where was her mother—
A door appeared before her. Not just any door, a bloodwood door, with gilded lions carved deep into the crimson wood, the handle made from solid gold. The golden girl seized it without thinking; the maester was gone, gone to find Father, and that meant he couldn't keep her from Mother, not any more. The door was heavy, and the golden girl was younger now, no more than seven, but she yanked and yanked until the door opened just wide enough to slip in.
No, the queen told her, no, stop, you little fool, no!
The girl never heard. She could not, not with the babe screaming and the maids weeping, weeping so hard they never saw the little girl draw near the bed, just near enough to glimpse her mother...
The nightmare should have ended there. The girl should have turned and run, run so fast and so quiet that no one ever knew she was there, no one but Jaime, who held her as they sobbed together, the last time she had ever seen her brother weep. Instead the little girl stood, frozen, staring at the bed, at the bloody sheets, at the pale white corpse as it sat up.
"Sweetling," her mother called. "Come, daughter, come, I've missed you so." She reached out to the little girl, her arms open to embrace her—
Cersei leapt from her seat, panting as if she had run a thousand leagues. The hovel was cold and empty, the fire dying down. There were logs sitting by the hearth; she tossed one on the fire, hissing when a splinter pricked her hand. It still hurt by the time the father and his children finally returned to release her from her vigil, to be escorted back to the tavern by the redheaded boy. His eyes were red now too, his nose and cheeks smeared with half frozen snot.
"No, that holdfast never had no revolt," a squat man was telling Jaime when she stepped inside. "Ser Morrec Hetherspoon is a godly man, humble and goodhearted, just like his father Ser Tybolt was. There weren't a dry eye when t' septon buried him; once Ser Morrec started t' weep, ye couldn't help but join in."
Cersei's belly flipped; no doubt she would feel better if her mouth were not so dry. She gestured for a tankard of ale, wishing she could roll her eyes and mock Ser Morrec with Jaime. Only a fool showed such weakness to his smallfolk; soon or late, they would turn on him. The mob could never be trusted, no more than courtiers could. Only family could be trusted, true family like Jaime and Uncle Kevan, not the twisted little demon that had killed her mother. And he would have killed the queen too, if she'd let him have the chance...
The next day, they returned to the goldroad. The grey nag seemed to have tired of her tricks; she gave the queen no trouble as they trotted past the holdfast, past the tower, past all folk who might be close enough to hear. Only then did Cersei break her silence.
"You should not have made me tend that woman," she complained. "They would have left me be, had you not suggested it."
"You said I must be convincing," Jaime said coolly. "What, sweet sister, were you frightened?"
"Never," Cersei replied, feeling her cheeks flush. "But—"
"Good; then shut up. Lannisport is only a few days ride; it would be a shame if your wagging tongue gave us away so close to home." And with that, Jaime kicked his horse to a canter.
The queen clenched her reins tight, wanting nothing more than to scream. Her head ached; she felt so sick of everything, of weak ale and thin stews, of saddle sores and squalid beds, and of silence most of all. There were too many thoughts shut up in her head, thoughts she could not share with anyone save Jaime. How dare he refuse to hear her?
It is the journey that makes him cross, the queen consoled herself. Jaime will be himself again when we are home. They had always been happiest there, before the world came between them, before Mother died, before Jaime was sent away to Crakehall and came back talking of nothing but knighthood and the sword that he would one day wield.
"Ser Sumner says the greatest knights always died in battle," Jaime had told her. "A hero's death, fighting countless foes to defend their lord or their lady love."
Cersei had not liked the sound of that. "The greatest knight would defeat his foes and go back to his lady love, to live with her all his days."
"Don't be silly," her twin scoffed. "There's no glory in dying of old age."
There is no glory in dying at all. But the queen did not want to think of that. Jaime might refuse to hear the thoughts she'd meant to share, but he could not make her suffer them alone.
Instead, she thought of Casterly Rock. It was hers, hers as it always should have been. She was the eldest, the one meant to rule, Lord Tywin's rightful heir. She could almost see the Rock before her, an immense hill of golden stone that stretched two long leagues from west to east, and half a league north to south. From the proper vantage point, it looked like a lion at rest, waiting for the right moment to pounce.
The ancient ringfort atop its peak was the least of its defenses. Watchtowers, walls, and gates guarded every approach; the Lion's Mouth, the main gate which lay to the south, had never been breached. Nor could the Rock be taken by siege, not when the western side of the Rock thrust against the Sunset Sea. Caverns lay beneath the rock, carved by the sea over thousands of years, so vast the ancient Kings of the Rock had built a port inside them, with docks and wharves and shipyards that would put those of Braavos to shame.
And the apartments within, oh... no palace in the world could equal their beauty. The leeward side of the Rock might stink from the mines and forges and the slovenly peasants who toiled in them to bring forth gold, but the windward side was where the Kings of the Rock had carved out their domain. Fresh sea breezes danced through the windows and ventilation shafts, keeping the air from growing stale and close. The tapestries in the Golden Gallery always fluttered as they hung upon the gilded walls, drawing the eye away from the ornate statues which stood between them, sparkling with gold and gems, the work of dozens of master goldsmiths and jewelers over the centuries.
"Even across the narrow sea, men talk of the power of Casterly Rock," she heard Lady Joanna say. It was the oldest memory she recalled, somehow both faint and clear. Her mother stood between the twins, holding them firmly by the hand as she led them through the halls. Servants bowed or skittered away as they passed, as awed by their lady as they ought to be. It did not matter that Lord Tywin was away; his lady wife ruled the Rock, just as he ruled the Seven Kingdoms.
The Hall of Heroes was even more magnificent than Cersei had dreamed. Suits of empty armor stood guard over the bones of dead Lannisters, some scarred and dented from battle, some so gleaming and perfect it was if they were newly forged. As they walked through the hall, Mother told them of each armor, and of the Lannister who had worn it. The twins listened raptly, gasping at each feat of cunning or strength or skill.
Mother had liked that. She smiled each time Cersei asked questions, and laughed when Jaime declared he would be the best knight there ever was, even better than Lann the Clever.
"Lann the Clever wasn't a knight, sweetling," Mother had said. "He used his wits to defeat his foes. When he saw cave lions vanish into the Rock, he realized there must be a secret way within. In the dead of night, he stole inside, and for a year and a day he haunted the Casterlys, tricking them into fighting amongst themselves. When the last of the Casterly brothers slew each other, Lann claimed their sisters as his brides and the Rock as his domain."
"That's boring," Jaime huffed. "Lann must have been craven, or he would have fought them himself."
Busy staring at a golden sword, he did not see their mother frown, nor feel the air turn chill. Not until Mother yanked at their hands, her grip so tight it hurt as she dragged them away. They were not ready for the Hall of Heroes, she had said, not if they would dare insult the founder of their ancient line.
Cersei had thought that was unfair; Jaime was the one who had ruined things, not her. But when she started to cry, that had made it even worse. A lion did not weep, let alone in the hallways where anyone could hear. Mother had pinched her by the ear, scolding her in a soft, disappointed voice. When Cersei could not stop weeping, she had returned her to the nursery, and not come to see them again for a week.
That had been Cersei's fault; children were such little fools. But she had learned, learned faster than Jaime had. Mother wanted to be kind, and she was, but she couldn't be kind unless her children made her proud. Cersei had made her proud, so proud, until that day the wretched maid had caught her and Jaime...
And then the Imp had killed Mother, and Cersei could never make her proud again, nor see her smile. Aunt Genna smiled far too much, and Lord Tywin's smiles were much harder to earn than Lady Joanna's had been. He only smiled for Cersei, and then in secret. Not that she saw him much. Being King's Hand was no small task; he was more often at court than at home.
And when he was... Lord Tywin was a generous father, so long as you knew your place. That was the way of the world, where defiance was punished and obedience was rewarded. No girl in the Seven Kingdoms had finer gowns and jewels. The moment her riding master judged Cersei ready for a horse, Lord Tywin gave her the loveliest palfrey ever born, a dun mare with a chestnut mane, her tack and saddle embossed with gold and studded with tiny rubies, her bardings of crimson silk.
Cersei had never felt so powerful as when she sat astride that mare, wishing Prince Rhaegar could see how beautiful she looked, how well she kept her seat. Father had sworn she would wed the prince and be his queen, and Lord Tywin always got his way. Mad King Aerys's reign was doomed long before the Trident; it was doomed the moment he refused to wed his son to Lord Tywin's daughter.
But the strong always triumped over the weak, and Lord Tywin had his victory in the end. The son Aerys had stolen slit the Mad King's throat; the daughter he deemed unworthy of Rhaegar had wed the man who slew Rhaegar and claimed Aerys's throne. Cersei was queen, as she was always meant to be, and when Robert was dead, she had taken his throne and given it to her sons. No more must she suffer being gainsaid and balked; the rule was hers, and all must bend the knee or perish.
And so it would be again, she knew it. Cersei had lost King's Landing, but the Rock was where she would rise again, even stronger than before. A lioness was always most dangerous on her own lands; Cersei had known that all her life. How could she have forgotten?
By the day they rode into Lannisport, the queen's heart was almost light. A bustling port had plenty of inns, and even the middling ones had wine. It was Jaime who bade a flagon of sour red be brought to their little room, but it was Cersei who drank it, once she had barred the door. For the first time in weeks, her head felt clear, her hands as steady as the Rock itself.
Jaime did not seem to share her good humor. He was cold as ever when he returned from wandering the city, so cold that when they went down to the common room for dinner, a merchant's sniveling brats backed away in fear. So they should, the queen thought. They would never meet a more fearsome knight. Her twin might have lost one hand, but the other was just as deadly with the sword. No one else could have slain Ser Balon Swann and all his men; no one else could have been worthy of serving as her strong right hand when the Queen of the Rock raised her banners high.
"Shh, shh," the merchant said, crouching down. "You needn't be afraid, sweetlings. That's not an outlaw, that's a hedge knight."
"Is that his wife?" lisped the youngest child, a girl no more than three.
"No, dear," said the merchant. "Don't you see her robes? That's a silent sister; she's the Stranger's wife. The hedge knight is sworn to protect her, just like he's sworn to defend the weak."
And with that the merchant chivvied the children over to a table. The merchant's wife stayed behind, and dipped a sloppy curtsy to Jaime. "Pardons, ser, they didn't mean any harm." She dipped another curtsy to Cersei. "Pardons, sister, and may the Seven bless you for all that you do. Would you share our meal?"
Pleased by the show of deference, Cersei nodded. Nor did she regret her choice. Though the children pestered Jaime for stories, the merchant and his wife would not let them bother a holy sister. She enjoyed her meal unmolested, the best meal she'd had since leaving the Red Keep. She could not drink wine in the common room, but there was plenty of cider, and soft bread and butter, and a stew that actually had chunks of meat in it, well seasoned with garlic and herbs. The queen devoured every scrap, relishing the thought of the feast she would enjoy upon the morrow in the warmth of her own halls.
The next morning dawned cold and foggy. The grey nag's hooves clattered against the cobblestones as they rode down to the docks, down to the rowboat Jaime had hired. The fisherman barely glanced at Cersei as he took their coin; there were plenty of ships in the harbor who might have need of a silent sister to tend a fallen sailor.
Cersei was glad of the fog. The mist hid them from sight as Jaime rowed out, out past the fat cogs and stout carracks, past fishermen waiting by their nets, past the war galleys that had bottled up the port. Jaime had seen their banners flying when he prowled the docks, the three silver ships of the Farmans and the burgundy grapes of the Redwynes. They would pay for their treason soon enough, and when they did, it would taste sweet as Arbor Gold.
Waves rocked the little boat as Jaime rowed on, careful to cling to the coast. Whilst her brother kept watch for the rocks which littered the shallows by the shore, Cersei disrobed, almost giddy as she flung the hated robes into the sea. Gooseflesh pimpled her bare skin as she pulled on silken smallclothes and a silken shift, badly wrinkled from being crumpled in a saddlebag. Her gown was wrinkled too, but the black velvet hid most of the creases.
Her crown was as beautiful as ever as she set it atop her close-cropped curls; she only wished she had the rest of the jewels which went with it. Lacking anything else, she donned the thin golden chain, only to remember it looked poorly with her gown's neckline. Annoyed, she tucked the necklace beneath her gown, the slim blade of Brightroar cold and sharp against her skin as it hung between her breasts.
Lannisport was only a mile south of the Rock, yet it seemed as though Jaime had been rowing for ages by the time the mountain emerged from the thinning fog. The Rock ought to have shone golden in the sun, it ought to have struck awe into her heart. But the stone was as dull and grey as the sky, the hilltop and its ringfort shrouded by darkening clouds.
It will be beautiful on the morrow, Cersei told herself. There were golden days ahead; winter could not endure forever. That comforted her as Jaime steered for the caverns beneath the Rock. In the light of the flickering torches she could see the water marks that stained the walls, marking the changing of the tides. It was low tide now, when the salted scent of the sea was marred by a stink like rotten eggs. There was a faint stench of nightsoil too, much to the queen's displeasure. But that was nothing; she need never visit the docks again, not when she had those of Lannisport.
Most Kings of the Rock had preferred to sail from Lannisport, she recalled. The lowest levels were dark and dank, riddled with countless caverns where the ancient kings had built their dungeons and oubliettes. In later years, Loreon the Lackwit had flooded them in hopes of using them to raise fish. The fish had died, of course. His grandson Loreon V had the sense to drain the oubliettes, though not the sense to refrain from wearing his wife's clothes. Still later, Tyrion the Tormenter had used them to house common girls, who could only obtain their release if they proved strong enough to endure his tortures and skilled enough to please him during the bed sport that followed.
Fools, all of them. Their names would be forgotten, but hers never would. The singers would sing for a thousand years of Cersei, the First of Her Name, Queen of the Rock, Light of the West. She would lead her kingdom to the greatest heights it had ever known, greater than any King of the Rock ever had or ever could.
The red-cloaked guardsmen along the docks nearly leapt with fright when Jaime hailed them. Some hastened to help Cersei out of the rowboat; others ran to fetch the castellan. They ought to be on their knees, begging for the honor to escort us in, the queen thought, annoyed. But she was in a gracious mood; she could wait a little while. Still, she marked the guards' faces well; there would be plenty of time to reprimand them later.
It seemed an age before her cousins appeared. Willem and Martyn looked much the same as ever, identical twins of eighteen who resembled their chinless mother far more than they resembled Uncle Kevan. Both wore handsome tunics of plush crimson velvet, though Willem had hung a golden chain of seven-pointed stars about his neck, and Martyn wore a sword at his hip.
"Your Grace," Willem said, sinking to one knee. Martyn knelt too, though stiffly, his face oddly blank as he looked at Jaime. "Welcome home."
Willem was the soul of courtesy. He was most gallant as he took her by the arm, and apologized immediately when she remarked upon the foul smell that clung to the tunnels. "That would be the sewage, I'm afraid, Your Grace. Despite my best efforts, the drains continue to cause problems, as you will recall from my letters."
Cersei did not recall, but that did not matter. She was more than willing to listen to his apologies, which were as lengthy as they were eloquent. He had plenty of time to make them; the tunnels beneath the Rock were long and tangled, winding hither and yon at whim. Many maesters had tried to map them without success. There were too many, all carved by generations long since dead. Oh, the largest tunnels were easy enough to map, but the smaller ones... some were wide enough for three men to ride abreast, but some were so narrow that horses could not fit, only men, and then only single file. And then there were the cave ins, the tunnels shrouded in cobwebs due to falling out of use, the tunnels at the furthest edges of the Rock where the mines had been emptied and no one ever went anymore. More than one foolish young Lannister had been lost in those tunnels, trying to find Lann's secret way.
Finally, the tunnel began to climb. Fresh breezes danced through the air; arrow slits began to appear in the walls, revealing a bleak winter sky. Torches danced merrily, clasped in the paws of gilded sconces shaped like lions; tapestries hung upon the walls, woven with the many exploits of Lann the Clever.
"I must beg your pardons yet again, Your Grace," Willem said, "but your old apartments are shut up, as are Ser Jaime's, and the lord's apartments too."
"The queen's apartments, now," Cersei reminded him. "Your solar will do, until they are ready."
"I will see to it at once, Your Grace," Willem promised.
The castellan's solar was warm and inviting, lit by dozens of beeswax candles. Whilst Willem went to see the steward about having the queen's apartments prepared, Cersei lounged upon a plush crimson couch, careful to lie on her side so her saddle sores did not ache so much. Her twin sat in a chair beside the fire, his swordbelt tossed haphazardly on the floor. Jaime hated using inferior steel; there were dozens of better swords awaiting him in the armory. One of them would serve until the queen had a new sword forged, one worthy of her brother's skill.
It was not long before a serving girl appeared, carrying a tray laden with a flag and three cups. The queen enjoyed her wine at a luxurious pace, savoring every sip of Arbor Gold as she waited for the cook to prepare their lunch. She felt almost herself again, more than equal to questioning Martyn as to the state of her domain, though Jaime kept interrupting with questions of his own.
Lord Lydden's siege continued much as it had these past months. The words of House Lydden were we wait below, but we wait outside would have been more accurate. The eastern side of the Rock was surrounded by traitorous lords and unwashed rabble, all thirsting for Lannister blood. They would die with that thirst unquenched; the Rock had never fallen, and never would, not whilst there yet lived a single Lannister to defend it.
No, Lydden would never set foot inside the Rock. Once she had raised an army of her own, Jaime would smash his pitiful host to pieces. A badger could never hope to match a lion. And when Lydden fell, then she would be free to turn on her other enemies. Dragonrider or not, Aegon Targaryen was but a man. Good assassins were not cheap, but they would be well worth it to toast the death of the last dragon and his little wolf wife. And once Aegon was dead, her enemies would tear each other apart, if they did not freeze or starve to death first. Or maybe the Others would get them; the notion was so droll she had to laugh.
The first flagon of wine ran dry shortly before lunch finally arrived, sometime around mid-afternoon. It was not quite the lavish feast she had imagined, only roast chicken, crisp and tender and spiced with saffron; carrots drizzled in honey; mounds of mashed turnips thick with butter and cream; hot-baked bread with hard sharp cheese, and a second flagon of Arbor gold to wash it all down. She almost felt as if she were floating in some pleasant dream as she watched Jaime question Martyn as to the garrison's dispositions, her belly full, her headaches and tremors a thing of the past.
The queen had forgotten about Willem entirely until a knock came at the door, prompting her to rise from the table. At last, her apartments must be ready. A bath was all she needed to make her day complete, a proper bath with sweet perfumes and an obedient maid to scrub her from head to toe and soothe all her hurts with oils and creams.
"Enter!" Cersei called, stretching her arms before covering a yawn. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Martyn stand, hovering behind Jaime's chair. That was odd; why would he—
Then Mordryd Lydden walked through the door.
A heartbeat, a crash, and it was too late. By the time Jaime rose from the floor, having won his wrestling match with Martyn, Lydden guardsmen already held Cersei fast, with a dagger pointed at her throat. More guardsmen seized her brother, whilst Willem saw to his. Martyn had a split lip, thanks to Jaime's iron hand, and when he turned his head he spat out a tooth. Her Jaime was unmarked, save for a bruise that would soon become a black eye.
"You know," Mordryd Lydden said, with an air of faint bemusement, "despite myself, I'm impressed. I never dreamt I would be so fortunate as to catch the lions in their own den. I thought you'd be taken long before you could reach the Rock. The Seven are good indeed, to grant me such an unexpected boon."
"And I'll be so good as to grant you a quick death," Jaime snarled. "Single combat, you and me. Or do you lack the guts for it?"
Mordryd Lydden raised an eyebrow, regarding Jaime as a maester might regard some arcane but useless artifact. "The guts for what, suicide? I heard what you did to Ser Balon Swann, and I was never one for reckless folly even when I was young. I have waited many years for this moment, ser, and I do not intend to squander it.
"Craven," Jaime spat. "You—"
"Gag him," Lydden said, as casually as if he faced a mewling kitten, not a roaring lion. "I grow weary of the Kingslayer's tongue." He glanced at Cersei. "Must we gag you too, or will you keep silent, my lady?"
Your Grace, Cersei thought, her fists clenching with rage as she nodded. She could be silent, but Lydden would die screaming for this. Her nails bit into her palms as the guards muzzled Jaime, tying the gag tight between his teeth.
"Oh, if only Lord Tywin were here," Lydden sighed. "Though I suppose his heart would have burst with sheer outrage by now. Ah, well. I suppose a pair of lesser lions must suffice."
Lesser? Cersei would have slapped him, were the guardsmen not gripping her arms.
"If the gods are good," Lydden continued, "perhaps he can hear and see us, even from the blackest pit of the seven hells. I hope so. He deserves to watch, just as Gwen deserves to watch from her place in the seven heavens."
Cersei stared at him, bewildered; through his gag, Jaime made a noise of confusion.
Lydden's face turned hard. "You don't know what I'm talking about, do you? No, I suppose not. You were not yet born when Castamere drowned. Kevan did not remember, not even when I challenged him to his face, even though he was there. I was not, yet I cannot forget, not since the day the raven came."
It seemed that Mordryd Lydden had once had a sister. He was a boy of thirteen when Gwendolyn Lydden left to visit their aunt at Castamere, a journey from which she had never returned. No matter that the fool should have fled the moment the Reynes decided to revolt against Lord Tywin. No, her death was Lord Tywin's fault, as if he should have offered traitors mercy for the sake of one lackwit maid.
"So many nights, I dream my sister drowning," Lydden said, pacing before the hearth. "The water rises, and Gwen weeps, and I cannot help her, no matter what I do. We could not even grant her the simple decency of a burial, nor give alms so that septas and holy sisters would pray for her. Seven days of quiet mourning was all my lord father would allow, and then it was as if Gwen had never existed. Angry as he was at the affront to our house, my father saw the chance to rise now that the Reynes and Tarbecks had fallen. Speaking of Gwen would not bring her back, but it could jeopardize those plans. And so I bit my tongue, and waited, waited for the day to come when I would have my chance to avenge her."
"Years passed. I grew to manhood, I wed, I sired children, all the while waiting for the gods to grant me justice. But Tywin's power only rose; I could not touch the Hand of the King, the Lord of Casterly Rock. I was only a third son, bound to live by my father's whims. And I had no wish to attempt ill-conceived schemes, though some others tried in the aftermath of Castamere. They paid for their failure with their lives, and Gwen would not have wanted me to die for her."
"When the War of the Five Kings began soon after my father's death, I thought the gods had finally heard my prayers. Surely Stannis Baratheon would see to Lord Tywin, if Renly or the Starks did not get him first. Alas, Robb Stark was not so obliging, though he did have the courtesy to get my eldest brother killed in the Battle of Sweetroot."
Lydden's face contorted with rage. "Lewys never gave a fig about Gwen; he said it was her own fault for not fleeing when she had the chance." Cersei decided that she liked Lewys Lydden. "With Lewys dead, the lordship passed to my brother Joffrey. We both toasted when the raven came bearing word of Tywin's death, but the wine tasted bitter. A shadowy assassin sent by a red priestess was not justice, it was not vengeance." It was not what happened, Cersei resisted the urge to add.
"And so when Joffrey insisted we welcome Lord Tywin's funeral train to the Rock, I snapped. It was not the first time he had put his own advancement before Gwen's memory, but it was the last I could abide. Joffrey had mourned her more than Lewys, but he barely spoke of her as the years went on, and he never missed the chance at Lannister hospitality."
"Well, the Seven might command me to obey my elder brother, but they also commanded me to be generous to the poor. When I noted the discontent simmering toward revolt, I encouraged it in what small ways I could. Joffrey was an incompetent ruler, more concerned with his cook and his tailor than with managing Deep Den. When he did intervene, it was with the same brutality he had learned at Lord Tywin's table, though unlike Lord Tywin, he had the courage to do his dirty work himself. He had been lord for two years when they flung his body at the gates of Deep Den, a seven-pointed star carved on his brow. I did not mourn; my brother was dead to me the day Joffrey forced me to stand by his side as he sang funeral hymns in the Hall of Heroes."
Lydden spat. "Hero indeed. Oathbreaker, murderer, craven, more like, damn him. Well, he enjoys his gilded tomb no longer. Whilst you dined, I entered the Hall of Heroes. It was the work of a moment for my men to pry open the tomb. Lord Tywin's bones looked the same as any other man's; it's a wonder he did not give orders that they be gilded. His tomb is empty now. As Gwen's bones were never laid to rest, it was only fitting Tywin endure the same fate."
"What did you do to him?" Cersei demanded, the words bursting from her lips before she could stop herself.
Lydden shrugged. "I had thought of having Tywin buried in an unmarked grave amongst the common rabble, but that seemed too much work, and I was eager to see you before you realized aught was amiss. There was a privy close at hand; I tossed his bones down the shaft myself."
"And you let him?" Cersei snarled, aghast at Willem's treachery.
"He did," Lydden replied. "Once I agreed to spare his father's bones the same fate. Kevan was never the leader, only the follower. That was why I gave him a gentle death, tart and sweet as blackberry wine. But not half so sweet as seeing the utter ruin of all Tywin's works, his legacy kicked to splinters. I had only hoped to cause what trouble I could, but Princess Rhaenys hinted at even greater opportunities, if I had the will to finally seize my chance."
Lydden smiled, foul and dark as the depths of hell. "King Aegon has more than delivered upon her promises. Not only do I get to enjoy the downfall of House Lannister, but I get to claim Casterly Rock as mine own. I daresay this night will be the finest sleep I have had since I was a boy of three-and-ten. You, on the other hand... there will be no gilded cage for Lord Tywin's whelps. The oubliettes will serve, one for each of you, but never fear, you will not be forgotten. After you rotted for a few days, you shall be taken back to King's Landing to be tried and executed for your crimes." The smile widened. "I can hardly wait to watch."
"You won't," Cersei flung back, defiant, but Lydden had already turned away.
"Ser Willem, if you will have the servants prepare the lord's chambers? Though you'd best send a few of my men to fetch my things from my pavilion. I am quite happy to claim Tywin's bed, but I have no taste for crimson sheets." He glanced at Cersei and Jaime. "Oh, and you may take them away, if you please. Don't dawdle, though; King Aegon will wish to receive the raven with your surrender at once."
And so a squad of Lydden guardsmen marched them first to the steward's chambers, then to the hall where a hundred Lydden men-at-arms stood waiting. A few of them carried banners, some blazoned with the Lydden badger, others with words. Oathbreaker, murderer, craven. She could have spit with fury at that, and at how they jeered and laughed as they pointed at Jaime. He was gagged and bound, his false hand and his real one locked in manacles joined by a short length of chain. Jaime had tried to resist being chained, had even broken free long enough to seize her in a bruising kiss before they dragged him off her. They had not bothered to chain Cersei; she held her head high as the men yelled taunts, praying the guardsmen did not notice the thin red line against her neck, nor the glint of gold in Jaime's hand.
Granted, one could not see much as they descended into the lower tunnels. There were no torches in the sconces on the walls; the guards had to carry their own. They let Cersei carry one too, lest she trip on the uneven ground and hurt herself.
"We don't need any distractions," their captain grumbled. "Keep your swords and your eyes on the Kingslayer; he might still be fool enough to try something."
Brave enough, more like, Cersei thought. Jaime was already up to something, and it was up to her to make sure no one had the wits to notice. Besides, she had held her tongue long enough; she was more than ready to unleash her fury on her treasonous cousins.
"How dare you," she hissed, so venomous that Willem actually recoiled from her. "How dare you turn against your kin, how dare you betray us to the man who slew your father?"
"Father deserved it," Martyn said, cold as ice. "A man has a right to vengeance."
"Castamere was an affront to all the laws of gods and men," Willem said, even colder. "And Father stood by and did nothing, because he worshipped Tywin above all else, even the Seven. The Seven shall judge whether Lord Lydden's vengeance was a sin; at least he granted our father a merciful death. The women and children of Castamere received no such mercy. House Lannister is tainted by Lord Tywin's crimes, and if we do not repent, that taint will be washed away in dragonfire."
Cersei could not believe what she was hearing. "The Rock cannot be taken; a dragon could never get in."
"But dragonflame could, through a thousand windows and vents. Tell me, have you ever seen Harrenhal? Our lady mother says the tops of the towers are naught but molten slag."
"Dorna Swyft," the queen said, "is a frightened hen with the spine of a jellied eel."
"Even if she is, she's still a better woman than you are," Willem flung back. "The Seven-Pointed Star bids a wife be faithful and obedient, a loving mate to help her husband with his labors. Yet as soon as Robert had your maidenhead, you conspired at adultery, incest, and treason! And you!" He whirled on Jaime. "Violence against children is one of the vilest sins, especially for one who has sworn the vows of a knight! Knights are supposed to protect the weak and helpless, not fling them out of windows to their deaths! Have you no honor, have you no heart?"
"He has a heart," Cersei cried. "And it is mine. Jaime was protecting me, he loves me as no man ever loved a woman! We are one soul in two bodies; when we were born, he was clutching me by the foot. He has never loved anyone but me, has never so much as glanced at another. He had my maidenhead, not Robert; we were wed in our hearts long before I ever endured that drunken sot's unwanted touch. The Targaryens wed brother to sister for hundreds of years; why should we be condemned for doing the same?"
The queen paused for breath, her chest heaving. A faint clinking echoed off the walls as Jaime fidgeted with his manacles, prompting one of the guards to laugh and mock him for losing his nerve. Though Jaime stopped fidgeting, her heart was in her throat, terrified that the guard would look closer—
"The Targaryens shouldn't have done it either," Willem insisted, so loud the guards turned and looked for a moment. "Paul the Pious was right; incest is an abomination. King Aegon could have burned you for your crimes, he could have had you flayed or torn, but instead he offered to let you live, so long as you surrendered! The Wall and the motherhouse would have been your fate, a gentler fate than either of you deserved, but rather than accept such a generous offer, you burned down half the city!"
"Do you know what it looks like, when a child is burned? Do you know how many perished in the flames, or choked to death on smoke?" The veins in his neck and forehead bulged; Willem was almost as red as his tunic, utterly oblivious to Jaime's fidgeting, which had resumed once his shouting covered the clinking of his chains.
"I had rather not burn in the seven hells," Martyn growled, "but if I do, it will be for my own sins, not yours."
"You'll never hold us," Cersei taunted. "The Rock is filled with loyal retainers; they will free us the moment your back is turned."
"We will not turn our backs," Willem said. "You will be guarded by Lydden men, night and day, until the time comes for you to depart. King Aegon's terms were harsh, but we must accept them. The Rock and all its lands and incomes will go to the Lyddens, after we pay a heavy weregild for the crimes of House Lannister. All of us will keep our lives—"
A burst of hysterical laughter escaped the queen. "What, all two of you?" A thought occurred to her. "Where is Aunt Genna? Does she know of this? She will not stand for it, I promise you!"
"Aunt Genna," Martyn replied, "fled to the Free Cities almost as soon as word came of King Aegon's coming. She took her husband and her sons, and a ship laden with as much gold as it could carry. The servants are fond of her; we knew nothing until Willem found the note she left on his desk."
They were descending lower, down into the dark. The tunnels twisted and turned, almost as if they were doubling back upon themselves, so narrow that only two could walk abreast. They began to pass by cramped cells, their iron grates rusting away. The stench of nightsoil assailed her nose, stronger than before.
"I suggest," Willem said grimly, "that you meditate on your sins, and pray the Seven take mercy upon you. King Aegon certainly will not."
Cersei glanced at Jaime. He nodded, the motion so small she almost missed it. "Oh!" She cried, reeling as if she swooned. By instinct, Willem tried to catch her, every eye on the queen rather than on her brother.
The manacles fell to the floor, Brightroar's golden blade gleaming in the lock. The first guard was dead before he realized Jaime had taken his sword; the second died just as easy, blood spurting from his throat. Jaime was a whirlwind, a wonder, his sword flashing in the torchlight. Martyn was no match for him, not even if he had been wearing armor instead of velvet. Jaime's sword plunged through his chest, and when it caught, Jaime left it there.
A backhanded blow from his iron hand, and Willem let go of Cersei. Jaime seized her by the hand, pulling her deeper into the dark, her torch their only light. They could not go back the other way, not with half the guards in hot pursuit as Willem screamed at the rest to go get help.
They ran, ran as fast as they could. The guards were slow, slow and wary, and soon fell slightly behind When the tunnel split, Cersei took the lower path, knowing the guards would assume they took the higher. Down, down into the dark they went, splashing through puddles that only grew bigger with every subsequent turn they took. When at last they heard no sounds save themselves, they paused a moment to catch their breath. Jaime ripped his gag off, his chest heaving as he panted.
"There must be a way out," he muttered. One eye was green and open wide, the other black and swollen shut. It was a hideous sight, one she had hoped to never see again. "We will not die down here."
"Of course not," Cersei told him, swallowing back bile as the stench of nightsoil grew stronger. She raised her torch. "This way."
Long hours passed as they walked through the dark. The puddles grew deeper and more frequent, no matter which way they went. Jaime began to argue with her, yanking her one way rather than another. The tunnels grew smaller and more cramped, so cramped they must go single file.
The water was at her ankles now, thick and black, with a stench so sharp her eyes watered. It was even harder to choose a path with her vision blurred, but wiping her eyes only made it worse. An awful sound began to rise through the tunnels, a low roar that ebbed and flowed, growing ever louder. Once she thought she heard a girl's voice, echoing as if from the bottom of a well, and the queen cried out, afraid.
"It's just the tide coming in," Jaime snapped. "Come on, this way."
This way was yet another tunnel, so small they could barely fit. The ceiling was thick with cobwebs; veins of gold gleamed faintly in the walls. This could be Lann's way, Cersei thought, her heart racing with excitement. Wouldn't that be a story for the singers! The last of Lann's true heirs, escaping treachery by the same route he had once used to find his way in. She could almost forget the murmuring of the tide as it tickled at her calves, forcing her to wade rather than walk, her torch held high.
The water was at her knees when they reached the cave-in. Piles of fallen rock blocked the tunnel, some dark and dull, some sparkling with flecks of gold. Behind her, Jaime halted, the water sloshing about his legs.
"We have to clear it," Jaime said, as if she had not already thought of that. "Before the tide rises any higher."
"I'll do it," Cersei insisted, stepping forward before he could try to get around her. Seven forbid Jaime begin seizing rocks at random and bring the roof of the tunnel crashing down about their ears. Such an ignominious end was not befitting of a queen; she would not have Jaime doom them both.
And so she set to work. One hand held her torch; the other pried at the stones, though only after careful consideration. It was hard work, made harder by the stench. The tide is not all we are standing in. But Cersei must not think of that; nothing mattered but clearing the path ahead. They certainly could not go back. She paused for a moment, frowning, still holding a rock in her hand as she tried to decide which rock to remove next—
"I was the one who told Tywin about us."
The rock fell to the ground with a plop. "You did what?" Cersei hissed. She chose her next rock at whim, and yanked at it with unwonted venom until it came loose.
"Father meant to marry you off, no matter what I said. I was sick of his orders, sick of having to live a lie."
"Sick of using your wits, more like." She yanked another rock, resisting the temptation to fling it at Jaime's head. "All those long years you were gone, and we could have been together, if only you had not been so rash! I was so lonely; I did not even have Lancel to com—" she bit her tongue, so hard she tasted coppery blood. Gods, what was she thinking? The rocks, she must focus on the rocks.
"How did Lancel comfort you, pray tell?" Jaime asked, his voice dangerous.
"Not so well as you did, but better than nothing," the queen spat. "I would have rather had you, were you not rotting in Riverrun's dungeons." She seized another stone.
"I kissed Brienne of Tarth."
Cersei laughed, the sound echoing off the walls until it sounded like some old crone's cackle. "Why, were there no cows to be had? At least Aurane Waters was pretty."
"You fucked him too?"
"More than once," Cersei said, grasping for another rock. "I did not know if you were alive or dead for four years! I missed you so much; I was alone, scared, frightened that any day might be Tommen's last."
"Poor sister, so helpless without me." This time it was Jaime who laughed. "However did you survive until my return?"
"I wasn't helpless," Cersei flared. "I survived Eddard Stark, no thanks to you. Mace Tyrell and his plotting, Varys and his simpering, even the Imp..." she laughed bitterly. "And he wasn't even the valonqar, in the end, but how was I to know Aegon Targaryen would return from the dead?"
"The valonqar?"
Cersei hesitated, biting her lip as she chose her next stone. The prophecy could not hurt her now. No matter how angry Jaime might be over Lancel and Aurane, he would still defend her from Aegon, just as he always had.
"When I was small, I went to see a witch woman in Lannisport, to hear her tell my future. She said I would be slain by the valonqar, the little brother. I thought she meant Tyrion."
"Tyrion?" Jaime asked, confused. "Why would you fear Tyrion? There are thousands of little brothers in the world. You might as well have feared the Hound, or Loras Tyrell."
"How could I not fear Tyrion?" As Cersei groped for another rock, the words spilled out like poison from a wound. How the Imp had sworn to serve her, then betrayed her at every turn. How he had stolen Myrcella, how he had sent away Kevan, how he had plotted with the High Septon to steal Tommen from her.
"I could not let him have my son," she explained, her eyes filling with tears. "And so I had my men seize his whore. I promised she would be safe so long as Tommen was safe, and for that Tyrion broke my arm. When I wept for mercy, he swore that if I ever crossed him again, he would choke the life from me himself, and I believed him... but I survived the Imp, in the end. He was no valonqar, only a dwarf that no one ever loved."
The tunnel was silent, save for the murmuring of the tide. Stone by stone, Cersei worked at clearing the path; after all her toil, she finally had a hole almost big enough for a clenched fist, a hole that almost seemed to breathe as the wind brought a draft of fresh air into the fetid depths of the tunnel.
"—as safe as you kept me," Jaime whispered, so low she could barely hear. Confused, Cersei turned, her torch in one hand and a rock in the other. Jaime's face was a mask of despair; tears streamed down his cheeks.
"What?" she asked.
Jaime advanced, his face hard. No, no, he could not know, no one knew, even that stammering squire had not suspected. "I loved Tyrion." The queen took a step back, but there was nowhere to go. "And you of all people, sister, should know the things I do for love."
And then his hand was around her throat. Breathless, she flailed. An iron hand knocked aside her torch; in an instant all was darkness. Jaime never saw the rock in her other hand, but he felt it, when she brought it down with her all might and smashed it against his skull.
A groan, a splash, and suddenly, she could breathe again. The queen clutched at her throat, gasping and wheezing; her vision blazed with dancing stars.
No, she tried to say, but her voice would not come. Her throat was on fire, the pain worse than any she'd ever felt. No, Jaime, I didn't mean to, I didn't, you made me, I had to!
The queen reeled; only the walls of the tunnel kept her from falling as she coughed. She was frightened, so frightened, but a lion must not weep. The cave-in, she must clear the cave-in. She would not die down here in the dark with the whirling stars, she would not die with Jaime. He had betrayed her, but she didn't need him, she didn't need anyone. She was the Light of the West, and a fire would never go out so long as it had fuel and air—
Coughing hurt, it hurt so much, but she could not stop. She would rest a moment, just long enough to catch her breath. What was she doing? She could not remember. Something heavy floated in the stinking sewage, brushing against her waist. Whatever it was, it would not have the queen. Something else had her though, some invisible hand that clenched tight around her throat. Dizzy, she was so dizzy, so dizzy she fell to her knees. No, no, a queen never knelt. The water only swallowed her up to the neck; why did her eyes feel wet? Her skin was cold; the stars had gone, leaving nothing in their place but for the pain as she coughed and choked—
And then the coughing stopped, and Cersei Lannister knew no more.
Notes:
😳 so, uh. Holy shit. This was a long time coming, and I think it turned out well. Let me know what you think in the comments!
Thus ends Part V, Arc 1: The War for the Throne. There are only 24 chapters left, plus an epilogue and an appendix with an art gallery and all the TWQ memes people have sent me. I'm so excited!
Reminder, you can find me on tumblr @redwolf17. Also, if anyone feels like updating the TWQ TvTropes page, feel free. I loooove seeing what people put on there ☺️
If you want to know the full story of Mordryd Lydden's grudge, check out A Drowning Grief.
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1) I have so, so many thoughts about Cersei. Hilarious as it can be to watch Cersei shoot herself in the foot while being bitchy, at heart she is a tragedy, a victim trapped by Tywin's awful parenting, by the sexism of Westeros, and by her own hubris. But all her suffering turns to hatred; she almost never sees the pain of others, only her own, and lashes out when challenged. Cersei refuses to admit her mistakes; everything is always someone else's fault. She cannot trust, she cannot love, except in her very limited family circle. Even then, her love is erratic and selfish; she is abusive to her children and to her siblings because she was raised in a toxic environment and absorbed it rather than questioning or rejecting it.
2) Alcohol withdrawal symptoms are NASTY. Cersei isn't fully off the wagon, but being limited to small quantities of weak beer at night means she is getting far less alcohol than when she was sipping lots of wine all day.
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3) Fun trivia: Gyb was a popular medieval cat name.
4) Lydden's rude banners were inspired by this flag from the English Civil War, which mocked the Earl of Essex's well known marital difficulties.
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5) I was still mulling over Lydden's cameo when I got this utterly wild ask about Tywin's corpse being disrespected. Thank you so much, anon, bravo for an incredible idea :D I hope you like what I did with it!
6) I really, REALLY dislike the trope of a sympathetic man killing a female romantic partner either "for her own good" and/or because she's evil. It's one thing for a male hero to kill a female villain; it is quite another to depict the worst possible end result of domestic violence as a good thing.
As such, I was extremely careful with handling the valonqar prophecy. Jaime trying to kill Cersei is not a heroic act! Attacking her won't bring back Tyrion, not to mention the fact that from Cersei's point of view, killing Tyrion was rational and justified. Tyrion broke her arm! He threatened to choke her to death! Heck, even without the valonqar prophecy, that's fucking terrifying!
Further, I seriously doubt that if Jaime kills Cersei in canon it will be portrayed in a good light. I swear, people forget that in ASOS and AFFC, Jaime doesn't turn against Cersei because of her violence and hatred, he turns against her because she refuses to publicly acknowledge their relationship (which would be MONUMENTALLY suicidal) and because he knows she has been unfaithful.
Yes, their relationship already had problems due to them both being selfish, awful at communicating, and prone to sexually assaulting each other, but the repetition of "she's been fucking Lancel and Osmund Kettleblack and Moon Boy for all I know..." and the repeated misogynistic thoughts about Cersei being a whore are... ominous. Granted, Jaime doesn't know that Cersei had 0 interest in Kettleblack and only let him fuck her to keep him loyal, which is so sad and gross. Cersei groomed and raped Lancel, but with Kettleblack, she suffers sex she does not want in service of trying to wield power by using her "woman's weapons."
See the comments section for the rest of my Lannister thoughts; I hit the character limit again xD
Chapter 167: Bran III
Notes:
April-May, 305 AC
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Brandon Stark, Prince of Winterfell, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyra
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An Other, by toastyydoodles
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Bran could not stop coughing. The sound echoed off the cavernous walls, as if it were the only sound in the world. The darkness was absolute save for the glow of the hearth; he was alone, with no one to help him. Bran coughed and coughed some more. His eyes watered; his throat was sore; he must do something. Then a faint memory stirred, and Bran drove his fist into his belly as hard as he could.
A final cough, and at last the morsel came flying from his mouth. It landed with a splat, the overlarge chunk of meat and gristle chewed to a sodden brown pulp. It might have been pork or beef, elk or reindeer. But it was not; Bran knew it was not. He could only pray that Meera need never know.
His stomach churning, Bran contemplated the rest of his supper. There was no bread; the flour was long since gone. All that remained was stew, stew and more stew. It simmered day and night in the two cookpots which hung over the hearth, the broths sad and bland without anything but salt to season them. The stew he and Theon ate was thick with chunks of tender meat, unlike the reindeer stew which grew thinner every day.
It was more than a moon's turn since Leaf left them, and little remained of the stores of frozen meat from the poor reindeer Theon had butchered. If the meat ran out before Leaf returned to the Nightfort...
Summer whined. The direwolf lay beside the fire, cracking a bone to get at the marrow. He had no objections to his supper; meat was meat. But his boy's distress made him uneasy, especially when he could do nothing to remedy it.
"Good boy," Bran murmured. He gestured to the direwolf.
Summer got to his feet with a slight wobble, leaning his weight on the only foreleg that he had as he slunk to Bran's side. The direwolf was near the size of a horse, a horse covered in shaggy, soft grey fur with teeth like daggers. His breath stank of blood as he washed Bran's face with a wet, raspy tongue. Once satisfied with his work, the direwolf leaned against Bran, draping his neck over his boy's shoulder gently so that he didn't knock him off the bench he was sitting on.
Frowning, Bran pushed his stew away. His belly muscles ached from keeping himself upright; he ought to have made Theon find him a chair with a backrest. He would have, if Theon weren't so set on treating him like a helpless baby. Well, he didn't need Theon's help, he didn't need anyone's help. His arms were strong, strong enough to get down off the bench as long as he held onto Summer. Carefully, Bran lowered himself onto the floor where his trestle waited for him.
It was the work of a few minutes to drag himself to where the three pallets lay by the fire. Two were empty, and Meera lay on the third, already asleep. Bran eyed her nervously, watching for any sign that there was aught amiss. Her fever had broken not long after Leaf left, but that was the best that could be said for her. Her leg was broken in three places, and Leaf had dared not set it before she left, not when Meera was so weak.
Despite their attempts to fatten her, Meera was still frail and fragile. Oh, she ate well enough, too listless to resist, yet none of the reindeer meat seemed to restore her wasted flesh. Her face was wan; upon her cheek bloomed an ugly wound, an open cut with edges bruised the blue-black of frost, the mark of the Other's blade. Each day Bran dabbed the wound with honey to keep it from festering, but that was all he could do until Leaf returned.
She must return soon, she must, Bran thought as he curled up beneath his blankets, weary and heartsick. He did not bother scrubbing his teeth; he could do that when he rose at dawn. Someone always had to keep an eye on Meera lest she take a turn for the worse. Bran stayed with her from dawn until dusk, and then until after supper. Once he came back from the privy, it would be Theon's turn to watch through the long hours of the night; he would not sleep until after he woke Bran in the morning.
Maybe, when he woke up, Leaf would be back. Bran could almost imagine the little woman standing in the middle of the kitchens, between the mouth of the dry well and the skinny weirwood stump which grew beside it, the firelight dancing in her gold-green eyes and on her dappled brown skin. It was harder to imagine the giants who would be with her. He had seen many sorts of giants when he slipped into the weirwood roots; which sort were Joramun and his folk? Bran did not know, but he knew that they would be tall and strong and powerful, so powerful they could fix all the cracks in the Wall and crush wights with one blow of their massive fists.
It would be good to have the giants help fight the wights. Slow and dull as they were, they were not stupid. One had almost gotten Theon a fortnight past, sneaking up on him whilst he was busy dragging back the trussed up corpse of another wight for their dinner. Theon had shrieked so loud he could have woken the dead. He had certainly woken Summer, who had raced to help him fight off the wight.
Bran did not want to think about that, or about how pale Meera looked, or how sadly Theon paced when he came back from the privy. He closed his eyes tight, and tried to think of something, anything else. He had seen so many wondrous visions within the roots; all he must do was think of one and let it carry him away.
Yet tired as he was, sleep seemed to elude him. Bran tossed and turned, feeling more restless and irritable with every creeping hour. He was sick of dwelling upon the same old visions. He wanted to slip into the roots of the weirwood stump, to fly, to soar, to see things no other man had ever seen. A few moments would be enough to content him, to help him slip into peaceful slumber. But Bran dared not. He had sworn a vow; he could not break his oath again, not even though the stump called to him so loudly that it made his teeth ache and his skin itch.
Theon's pacing did not help. Bran wanted to scream at him, and would have, if not for the fact that it would have woken Meera. Back and forth, back and forth, the soft steps scratched against the cold stone floor. Summer did not care; he dreamt of being a pup once more, romping with his brothers and sisters in the godswood. Bran wished he could be so lucky; it seemed as though he had only snatched a few moments of sleep when Theon woke him.
Bran was in a foul temper as he did his morning chores. Bad enough that he felt exhausted, that he must break his fast on the same stew he ate for every meal. Was Meera going to ignore him forever?
Oh, she let him nurse her following the instructions Leaf had left, but that was all. Meera barely spoke, or did anything except hug her bag of bones, her eyes hollow, her face wan. He wished she would yell at him and Theon again; at least that would show hot blood still flowed in her veins. When Theon began whimpering in his sleep, Meera did not even twitch a hair. When he cried out, she huffed and closed her eyes.
In Old Nan's stories, people woke themselves shrieking, or leapt to their feet, panting and sweaty. Theon didn't. The whimpering came and went; he curled in on himself, stretched, turned, then curled up again even tighter. When his dark eyes finally fluttered open, it was long minutes before he rose from his pallet, dazed and groggy. He yawned as he ladled stew into a bowl, and stared into nothingness as he ate it. Once every scrap was gone, the bowl scraped clean, Theon sat back, his shoulders hunched, his face buried in his hands.
Quite abruptly, Theon stood. "Bran, a word?"
Then, without waiting for a reply, he stalked off. Bran looked at Meera, hesitant. She looked back, her eyes cool, her head tilted slightly, as if telling him to go.
Bran went. His trestle clunked and scraped against the floor as he dragged himself down the hallway, the weight of his shriveled legs even heavier than usual. He found Theon waiting for him in a small snug alcove, sitting on the floor with his back against the wall. His dark hair fell over his face, but it could not conceal the redness of his eyes, nor the salty wetness of his cheeks.
Bran drew back, confused. "What- why—"
"A moon's turn, at the longest, she said." Theon's voice was hollow and strange, as if it came from the bottom of a well. "And yet the moon has turned, and still we wait. No longer. The reindeer meat is almost gone; tomorrow we must strike out for Castle Black, before it is too late."
"Leaf said she would be back, and she will," Bran insisted. "She's been delayed, that's all. Maybe the giants were far away; maybe a blizzard caught them on the road."
"Maybe she's dead," Theon said harshly. "And maybe it was my fault, for letting the Other go."
Bran blinked at him. Again he saw a small pale shadow running through the trees, saw Meera pursuing it on reindeer back and Theon racing after her on his skith.
"I... I said we should let him go," Bran said, tentative. He did not want to think about the other three pale shadows, the ones they had slain. "But when you came back, I thought..."
"I should have killed it. Meera meant to, else she would not have given chase. When I found her in the gully, I could feel it watching me from behind a tree. My bow was already strung; it would have been the work of a moment to notch a dragonglass arrow and shoot it when it tried to flee. But I..." Theon clenched his fists. "Other or not, it was a child, and I could not bear to have a child's blood upon my hands. Not again."
Dawning horror prickled up Bran's spine. "Again?"
By the time Theon finished speaking of the mill upon the Acorn Water, Bran felt so shocked and sickened he would have run away had his legs still worked. As they did not, he must rely on his trestle, but Theon had picked it up as he spoke. He twisted it absently in his hands; once, he hit himself with it, hard on the thigh, as if that would bring back the miller's boys, or their mother, or the miller.
Bran was about to demand his trestle back when, without warning, Theon changed the subject. "We must leave tomorrow, we must. It is only four days journey; I can defend us for that long, so long as I do not sleep at night."
"We have to wait for Leaf," Bran said. "She isn't dead, I know she isn't."
"Do you?" Theon frowned. "How? Have you spoken to her through the trees, or seen her through the eyes of some beast?"
Bran did not want to answer that, or think about Leaf being dead. "The reindeer meat will last another week, with how little Meera eats. And I bet the giants will bring lots of food with them when they come. Why do we have to leave tomorrow?"
Theon gripped the trestle so hard it creaked. "Never you mind."
"Tell me," Bran said stubbornly. "Or- or I'll—" he struggled, trying to think of a threat.
"I have another son." Theon's face was bleak with despair. "A bastard, borne by a girl I took on a whim and discarded just as easily. The three-eyed crow showed them to me, and ever since they haunt me in my dreams. I must do something, I cannot... the babe has Greyjoy blood, and my uncle Victarion is as dutiful as he is dumb. If I send a raven, he will take them in. I can only pray he is not so dutiful as to show the letter to Euron Crowseye. If he does..." Theon shuddered.
"He won't." The Hightower loomed before Bran's eyes, a dying dragon roaring atop its peak as the reaver who rode him raised a horn to his blue lips. "But your other uncles won't see it either. Euron killed one of them, and the other one killed himself."
Theon stared at him, speechless. He barely seemed to notice when Bran took his trestle back, pulling it away from nerveless fingers. With much thunking and scraping, Bran dragged himself back to the kitchens. Meera was pretending to be asleep; there was no one to judge Bran for sitting beside the warm hearth, daydreaming of ancient days. Gone were dark walls and the scent of cold, and in their place rose ripe fields of grain and orchards filled with gleaming fruit. Small men and women with gold-green eyes walked amongst them, singing as they worked. Some pulled weeds with sharp black claws; others used hoes to clear the ditches which brought water from a nearby river; others called birds to peck at the bugs who assailed their crops—
"Ow!"
Summer looked at him balefully, his jaws still clamped tight around Bran's arm. His boy had gone away too long again. Smirking-not-brother was coming back, and his boy's breath stank, and the table was cluttered with dirty dishes, and sad-not-sister needed to eat.
Resentfully, Bran grabbed his trestle. When Theon strode into the room, he was scrubbing at his teeth, the taste of salt and elderflower clinging to his tongue.
"Did you ever see my sister?"
Bran ignored him, scrubbing harder.
Theon scowled. "Damnation. Well, if I have to ask that bi- bitter old hag, then so be it. Now, stop cleaning your teeth, I need you to help pack for our journey."
"We can't leave tomorrow," Bran snapped. How could Theon have forgotten? Well, if he needed the reminder, Bran would give it to him. He glanced over his shoulder, at the pallet where Meera lay, limp and forlorn. Theon followed his gaze, his lips tightening. "We have to wait for Leaf, and that's that."
"Fine," Theon said, his shoulders slumped. "We wait for Leaf. But we're packing now, so we can leave as soon as she returns."
And so, rather than daydreaming once he was done pestering Meera into eating her stew, Bran found himself forced to help gather the supplies strewn around the kitchens. Their few clothes and furs were dirty and smelly; Meera had been their laundress, until she was injured, and neither Bran nor Theon knew how to wash them. Bran did know what to do with the scanty jar of salt and the even scantier jar of honey. He set them carefully aside, along with Leaf's medicinal herbs. He would have packed the bowls and spoons and such next, but all of them had to be washed, an irksome task Bran had been putting off.
While Bran scrubbed at bowls caked with dried stew, Theon's task was even worse. He had to haul their sleds up from the bottom of the cavernous well. At first Bran thought he would never manage it; no matter how he tried to bear the weight, Theon could not haul Bran's sled up by himself. Then he got the notion of rigging a rope harness for the direwolf, who warily allowed him to put it on. Whilst Summer pulled the front of the sled, Theon lifted the back, and step by grueling step, they brought the sled up the steps to the kitchens. Both man and direwolf rested for a while, panting and sweaty. One gulped melted snow from a waterskin, the other from a trough, then they went back down for the second sled.
"Fuck," Theon hissed when he at last collapsed beside the mouth of the well, leaning against Meera's sled. Summer, less weary, strained and wiggled at the rope harness, determined to get free. With a grunt of annoyance, Theon set to undoing the harness.
"Can't you find Leaf?" Theon asked, fiddling with a knot. "Use your-" he, paused, wiggled his fingers, and gave a nervous look at the weirwood stump.
"Leaf is busy," Bran said. Whether he could find her, he did not know, nor did he care to try. Leaf had said she would be back, and she would; there was no need to exhaust himself searching for her.
"Castle Black isn't that far," Theon continued, as if Bran had not spoken. "Summer could make the journey faster than we could. He could find Ghost, and bring back help. Surely Jon Snow would send a maester to tend his brother, the long-lost Prince of Winterfell, a maester with ravens to keep the Lord Commander informed." A maester for Meera, neither of them said.
"Ravens that would fly to Castle Black, not Pyke," Bran reminded him. His belly twisted; no ravens could find Greywater Watch, or so Meera had once said. "And anyhow, it's too risky. Summer would have to run all day, and then he'd be alone all night. What if wights got him?"
"You could ride with him," Theon urged. "Between your wits and his size, that would be enough to keep him safe. I could keep watch over Meera."
That made Bran angry. Was it not enough that Theon was the only one Meera allowed to help her with the chamberpot, to bathe her and change the bandages on her leg? "She must be kept clean; if her leg festers, nothing will save her," Leaf had said. "It's nothing he hasn't seen already," Meera had said.
"Fine, but I'm staying," Bran had said. Each time Theon helped her, he remained close by, his back turned. Summer crouched by his side, teeth bared, ready to pounce if Meera made the least noise of distress. But she never did. She never said anything, she hadn't for days.
Until, suddenly—
"No one needs to keep watch over me," Meera said, her voice hoarse from want of use. "All of you should go, now. Leave me, and let Leaf find you if she can."
Theon flinched. "No—"
"—not leaving you," Bran said, ashamed of the crack in his voice.
"Why?" Meera laughed, a dry, awful sound. "Because you will miss me when I am dead and gone?"
"Yes," Bran said. "And—"
"No," Meera said, harsh as winter as she cut him off. "You think you will, but you won't." She clutched the bag of bones which lay in her lap, a tear dripping down her cheek. "You don't miss Jojen; you've made that clear enough."
"Yes, I do!" It was as though Meera had driven her frog spear into his belly, only instead of guts spilling out, it was words. "I miss him, and I hate that he's gone, and I—"
Meera gave a hysterical, wild laugh. "Oh, aye! You miss him so much you will not even speak his name—"
"JOJEN!" Bran yelled, trying to hold back the tears stinging at his eyes. "Jojen, Jojen, Jojen! There, are you happy?"
"Never." Her laughter had turned into a shuddering sob. "Never, never."
"Horseshit." Theon crossed his arms, his face strange. "You seemed happy enough when you let that branch smack me in the face."
Startled, Meera hiccuped. "You're an ass, Greyjoy."
Jojen knew a song about an ass, Bran remembered.
Bran had almost forgotten that day. It seemed so long ago since he sat in the godswood at Winterfell, unable to enjoy a morning with the Reeds and Rickon without also being forced to endure the loathsome company of Big Walder and Little Walder Frey. When they were finally gone, Jojen had sung a funny song from the crannogs, all about some southron hedge knight whose ass was smarter than he was. The donkey sang most of the song, making witty japes as he lamented being forced to serve a fool who thought he could earn glory by hunting crannogmen as easily as they hunted frogs. But the hedge knight couldn't find any crannogmen, not one, for they slipped away and hid as soon as they heard his blundering and boasting. In the end, the donkey threw his rider into a swamp, whereupon the hedge knight was eaten by a lizard lion.
He could barely recall the tune, but when Bran began to hum, Meera listened. So did Theon, for once in his life. Unable to think of what else to do, Bran kept humming. It seemed an age before Meera began to sing the words, her voice low and soft and thick with tears. Bran could almost hear Jojen singing with her, could almost see the smile on his lips as he lay on the grass in the sunlight.
When the song was done, Bran hummed another, one of the crannogmen's duets he remembered them singing in the cavern of the greenseer. On and on Bran hummed, hummed until his throat was sore and he could not recall any song left unsung. After that, their dinner passed in silence, but Meera ate more than had been her wont, her eyes and cheeks still red.
The next day, Leaf returned.
It was noon when the singer came, the waxing moon long since faded from the sky. Summer heard her first, and raced to the yard to greet her, barking the alarm as he ran. Bran rode along with him, eager to see the giants. But there were no giants; Leaf stood alone. They must be following behind, Bran reasoned as the singer stroked Summer's furry ears. Giants surely had enormous appetites; feeding them on the march would be even harder than feeding men.
When Leaf reached the kitchens, Bran was back in his own skin. He welcomed the singer in the Old Tongue, haltingly but sincerely, and took heart when she smiled faintly at the show of courtesy. Without waiting even a moment, she turned to Meera, speaking to her in the Common Tongue as she examined the invalid. Only once satisfied that Meera was not upon death's door would Leaf take any nourishment, and only after she finished her bowl of reindeer stew would she finally agree to tell them of her journey.
Unfortunately, at that point Leaf insisted on returning to the Old Tongue. And so, rather than a flowing tale, the story came in an agony of fits and starts as Bran struggled to translate for Meera and Theon. Leaf did not seem to care how often he must stop and ask her to tell him a word he did not know. No, she meant to speak in the Old Tongue, and in the Old Tongue she would speak.
The giants had expected Leaf when she arrived. Or, rather, they had expected one of the woh dak nag gran, the squirrel people. They had greeted her at the doorway of their mountain hall, and offered her the meat and milk which would grant her guest right.
"Not bread and salt?" Bran asked in the Old Tongue, confused.
"No," Leaf told him.
Giants did not grow grain or make bread. Those who lived in the mountains relied upon their giant goats, just as the giants of the frozen steppes relied upon following herds of mammoths. Nor did they swear oaths before the weirwoods as the singers did; their oaths were witnessed by sacred stones. Pebble or boulder, crag or cliff, all were the bones of the earth.
The giants had been born from those bones, or so their elders claimed. Giants had no greenseers, no skinchangers who could slip their skins and fly. But they had stoneseers, wise maesters who read rocks instead of words; they had stoneshapers, who molded rock as a baker molded dough. And whether shaped by stonechangers or by ordinary giants, their buildings were meant to endure the ages, for they lived long lives as the singers did, and treasured the work of their hands.
"Did King Joramun help build the Wall?" Bran said eagerly.
"No; it was built long before his birth," Leaf told him. "Nor is he a king, not in truth." What Joramun actually was, though, seemed harder to explain. After much muttering, the closest translation Leaf could give was something more akin to an honored ancestor, a teacher who was yet a student. That didn't make any sense to Bran, but he let it go.
"Is Joramun a stoneseer?" Surely he must be, to be so revered. "Did he see you coming through a sacred stone? Did he see us waiting for you?"
"Joramun is not a stoneseer," Leaf said, impatient. "Men took him for a king because war is his province, but he is only one member of the council who governs the giants of the Frostfangs."
The giants of the Frostfangs had lived all their lives in quiet isolation, knowing nothing of men beyond the tales of their elders and their stoneseers. When Joramun and his kinsmen awoke amongst them, there had been both rejoicing and alarm. The same reaction had greeted the arrival of their distant kin, the giants of the steppes who had belonged to Mance Rayder's host until the Horn of Joramun sounded and they departed for the mountains.
Once the giants had gathered their strength, they had called a council, as they always did in times of peril. Joramun was but one of many; there were council members young and old, male and female, from the mountains and from the steppes. Some had been chosen by the drawing of stone lots, some by vote, but all had listened as Leaf recounted what she knew of the world of men, and of the events which had transpired in the cavern of the last greenseer.
"The council was very angry," Leaf said; Bran could have wept at finally having a simple sentence to translate after so many difficult ones in a row. "They cursed Lord Brynden's bones, and cursed my people for our foolishness in seeking his aid. Nor are they pleased with the men of the Night's Watch. The Wall was no easy thing to build, even for giants, and they will never build its like again. That their labor should be wasted—"
"What do you mean, wasted?" Bran said, so indignant that he forgot himself and used the Common Tongue. When Leaf said nothing, he remembered, and rushed through translating her last words for Theon and Meera so that he could repeat his question in the Old Tongue.
"Never you mind," was Leaf's only reply. "Suffice to say that the giants are not coming, and by the look of the food stores, we have more pressing concerns."
Leaf said little else for the rest of the afternoon, which she spent nursing Meera. Theon and Bran helped the little woman as best they could, which was not very much. Oh, Bran boiled water and fetched jars of herbs, but it was Leaf who sang Meera into an enchanted sleep, who made fresh poultices and spread them over the places where the flesh had swelled, who grasped the leg in her small strong hands and set the bones before applying the crude splint Theon had made.
"That is all I can do," Leaf said at last. Her lips were dry and cracked, her eyes puffy and red-rimmed. "Her spirit no longer fights against the healing, though it does not welcome it either."
"Is she strong enough to travel?" Theon asked, the instant Bran finished translating.
"She is as strong as I can make her," Leaf said. "What she needs is time, time and ample food. As to where she gets it..."
The singer eyed the pots of stew bubbling on the fire, one thin and watery, the other thick with meat. She spoke not a word as Bran and Theon glanced at each other, then at Meera, then at each other again.
They left at first light upon the morrow.
The chill gloom of the Nightfort was nothing, nothing compared to being out in the cold and wind again. Ice and snow buried the road which ran parallel to the Wall; no one had cleared the path in ages. The only sign of other travelers were jagged, narrow tracks, the sort left by couriers on skith. Theon avoided them, keeping his own skith and poles well away from the deep ruts which shone with slick ice.
Bran and Meera steered their reindeer with equal care. Only two remained, one to pull each sled. They could not afford to lose either of them, not with Leaf was too worn down to heal them should they be lamed. Nursing Meera had sapped her strength; almost as soon as she curled up on Bran's sled, the singer was asleep. She did not wake until they stopped to make camp, and lifted nary a finger to help Theon raise the tent. Only after eating her fill of reindeer stew did Leaf sing her spells around their tent, the wards which kept the wights at bay.
It was hard to sleep in the tent. It was not the cold that troubled him, not with Theon pressed to his back and Meera to his front, sharing their warmth beneath the sleeping furs. No, it was the screaming of the wind, the stink of dead men which hung upon the air, making Summer snort and snarl even as he dreamt.
When at last Bran's eyes fluttered shut, he dreamt he was a ptarmigan, her feathers as white and soft as the snow in which she hid. She must not be found, not by the direwolf slumbering in the queer two-legger nest of saplings and skins, not by the dead-cold-wrong two-leggers who surrounded it, their eyes burning blue. Still, she must keep still, she must not move, not even at the sound of heavy feet crunching through the snow. Living or dead, two-leggers were feeble, stupid creatures. They could not smell her with a wolf's sharp nose, could not see her with a shadowcat's bright eyes, could not hear her with a weasel's keen ears. She would not be a meal this night; she was safe, just so long as she stayed still—
And then the cold black fingers wrapped around her, and their grip was hard as stone.
They were breaking camp when Summer dropped the ptarmigan beside Bran's sled with a whine and a whimper. The poor thing had been crushed; smears of frozen blood marred her white feathers. She didn't do anything, Bran thought. His eyes welled full of tears; his ribs ached as he remembered the awful feeling of being squeezed. Then, somehow, he thought of Dancer, the horse who had carried him beyond the Wall; of Coldhands, who had guided them to safety; of Jojen and his dreams, even of Lord Brynden and his lessons.
As Summer ate the ptarmigan and Leaf slept and Theon readied the sleds, Bran found himself weeping, weeping so hard he could not breathe. Snot smeared his face beneath his scarf, his eyes stung and swelled until he could barely see, and yet he could not stop. Why could he not stop? He was a man grown; it should not be so hard to keep the tears from falling. Yet they fell all the same. Bran was too weak to stop them; it already took all of his strength not to think of- of- no, no, he must not think of them, not now, not with Theon's weirwood bow so close at hand.
Distraught as he was, Bran did not realize Meera was telling him a story until it was halfway done. But that didn't matter; it was one she had told before, long ago, the one about the Knight of the Laughing Tree. Bran tried to listen, tried to picture the slim mystery knight with his old mismatched armor and his fresh painted shield, the device a white weirwood on a field of green, with red eyes and a jolly red mouth. Slowly, his sobs went away.
"It is past time we were gone," Theon said when the tale was done. There was an odd look on his face, but Bran didn't care. It was a good tale, a tale about a little crannogman who defeated three knights to revenge himself on their squires, who had set upon him the day before. The crannogman was no knight, but he had jousted all the same and won, even though his foes were champions in the lists.
I must be like the little crannogman, Bran told himself as the reindeer pulled the sleds back to the road. The crannogman had not wept and sniveled; he had fought, even though he was small and weak, and the old gods had given him the strength to win. That was what Bran must do; it was up to him to learn from Lord Brynden's mistakes, and put an end to the Others and their wights once and for all.
But first, he must convince his brothers to let him.
When they sighted the towers of Castle Black on the afternoon of the fourth day, Bran's belly was a hard knot. Somehow, he wanted more time to prepare himself, after so many long years apart. Summer did not share his nerves. The direwolf raced ahead, his tail wagging madly, snow flying behind his three paws. Meera was neither excited or nervous; her eyes were as placid as a pool on a windless day. Theon, though, Theon's eyes were wide and white. He could not hide behind a smirk, not with a scarf already hiding his face.
They had just stopped within hailing distance so that Theon could switch from skith to bear-paws when Leaf awoke, sudden and silent. Bran should not have been so startled; the little woman had made no secret of the fact that she did not intend to find out whether a crowd of strange men would welcome a child of the forest.
"Leave your window cracked at night," Leaf told him.
A few words sung in the True Tongue, and Leaf's cloak of white goat fur seemed to ripple. It shimmered like fresh fallen snow as she slipped away, melting into the patch of forest which grew beside the road. The sight made Bran shudder as he recalled shadows rippling over crystal armor, over icy blades that shone mirror bright.
Then he heard a shout, saw a guard go running, and knew the time had come.
The reindeer who drew his sled was not pleased when Theon lifted Bran up, placing him on her shoulders. Bran clung to her neck, wishing he had a saddle to sit on. Not that he could sit properly. He could not grip with his knees; his legs just lay there, limp, one on either side.
"Shhh," Bran told the unhappy reindeer, stroking her soft fur. "I know you don't like it, but it's just for a little while."
The reindeer snorted. She had walked all day, and she was tired and hungry. She did not like having a two-legger on her shoulders, apples or not.
Bran would have promised the reindeer far more than apples if need be. He would not be down on the ground for this meeting, lying on a sled like an invalid in bed. Sitting on a reindeer was uncomfortable, but it was still sitting up, even though he had to clench his belly muscles to keep upright. The effort made him pant, just a little. When he grew sick of his breath steaming through his scarf, Bran unwound it. The cold was not too bad; it was worth it, to feel the fresh air against his skin as he waited.
He did not have to wait long. The guard was not halfway to Castle Black when Summer sprinted past him, howling with a gladness Bran had never heard before. Only one howl answered, but it was clear and strong and so close Bran's heart leapt into his throat. When he saw two direwolves burst from beneath the shadows of the towers, one a blur of grey, the other white, he felt as though his heart was singing. The direwolves were as giddy as he was, nearly frantic with wild joy as they slammed into Summer.
And right behind them, charging through the snow, a brother in black and a king in a bronze crown, with what seemed like all the men in the North chasing at their heels.
When they were boys, Jon had always been the better runner by far. Not so today. Robb's legs pumped with desperate fury as he closed the distance between them; he did not even seem to notice when his crown went flying from his head. No, he had eyes only for Bran, whom he reached a scant moment after Jon.
But it was Jon who swept Bran from his precarious seat, wrapping him in a bonecrushing hug that Robb immediately joined. Bran could have wept buckets, and would have, if not for the promise he'd made himself. A man grown did not weep, let alone a prince.
But no one seemed to have told his brothers that. As he hugged them back, Jon's eyes shone like steel, Robb's like deep waters. All around them the crowd was roaring and screaming; it was as if the entire world had erupted into happy hysteria. His own heart felt like it could burst, even without sharing Summer's glee as he wrestled Grey Wind and Ghost in the snow. They snapped and snarled, tussling like pups, both of them careful to avoid the stump of their brother's missing leg. Suddenly, Bran remembered his own legs, dangling uselessly for all to see—
"As touching as this is," a wry voice interrupted, "I don't suppose there's a maester in all this rabble?"
Robb let go, turning. Jon did not need to turn, only look up. When he did, he squeezed Bran even harder. His brother's face was a stony mask as he gazed at the black brother who stood between the two sleds, one empty, one occupied.
"You," Robb said, cold as winter.
There was a moment's pause, thick and awkward. "Your Grace." Theon swallowed, drawing closer to the occupied sled, as if that would protect him. "May I present the Lady Meera of House Reed?"
Robb looked down, his brow furrowed. Dimly, Bran heard captains and officers shouting at their men, trying to shoo them back to their barracks with only middling success. They were too busy staring, their countless eyes all fixed on him.
"Put me back," Bran commanded, barely keeping his voice steady. He had to say it again before Jon heard him and obeyed, much to the displeasure of the reindeer. Grey Wind and Ghost were even more displeased as they stalked toward Theon, fangs bared, Grey Wind snarling, Ghost silent and intent.
Robb was just as intent as he exchanged a few brief words with Meera. When that was done, he began bellowing orders, no longer a brother but a king. The crowd started to disperse; from their midst, several maesters came running, almost tripping over each other in their haste.
Greatjon Umber did not make haste. His stride was slow and steady as he approached, somehow even bigger than Bran remembered. Massive as they were, the Greatjon's hands were gentle as he lifted up the crown of bronze and iron and placed it back atop Robb's head. A bow from the lord, a nod from his king, and then the Greatjon took his leave.
Meera looked like she wanted to leave too, not that she could. Her reindeer lay in the snow, exhausted, and her sled was surrounded by a flock of pigeons in grey. The maesters twittered and cooed with concern, their hands tucked into their sleeves as they pecked at her with questions. Once she answered them, the maesters conferred amongst themselves for a moment, then bade their servants carry Meera off to the sickroom.
When she was gone, the last of Theon's strength seemed to go with her. He fell to his knees in the snow, watching nervously as Grey Wind and Ghost circled him, their jaws dripping with slaver. Bran didn't like that. Neither did Summer. He pushed past his pack brothers, his ears flattened against his head as he stood between them and the smirking-not-brother. Summer would have marked him too, had Bran not stopped the direwolf when he began to lift his leg.
"Bran, call him off." He had never heard Robb's voice so deep, so stern.
"You can't kill him." Though Bran's heart thudded in his chest, he kept his face still, his tone calm.
"No," Robb said bitterly. "I can't. A black cloak cannot hide a black heart, but it has robbed me of my vengeance all the same."
"Has it?" Jon asked. Almost idly, he rested his hand on the hilt of the sword at his hip. Bran was hard pressed not to gape at the sight of Valyrian steel, or at the snarling wolf's head pommel, carved from pale stone and set with garnet eyes. "A sworn brother lives and dies at his post, not wherever he pleases," Jon said, dangerously mild. "Desertion is a foul crime, and there is only one penalty."
"He didn't desert," Bran said, indignant. "He..." Bran hesitated, trying not to squirm as his brothers stared at him, incredulous. How could he explain?
Best to keep it simple. "It was the will of the old gods," Bran said firmly. He clenched his fists in the reindeer's fur; his belly muscles hurt from keeping himself upright for so long. "The Others and their wights would have gotten us, if not for Theon."
His brothers kept staring, motionless as statues.
"That's right," Theon said. If he meant to sound cocky, he had not succeeded. He staggered to his feet, one eye on the direwolves, the other on Jon Snow. "Now, if it please my lord, I believe I have overstayed my welcome. May I have your leave to go?"
When Jon jerked his head, Theon went, striding away as fast as his bear-paws would allow. Summer followed, lest the other black brothers prove less understanding than their lord commander.
And Jon did not seem very understanding. At some point his scarf had fallen off, revealing a long, solemn face framed by lank brown hair, so much like Father's. But Father had not had red pimples hiding in his beard and along his hairline, nor pale scars raking across one grey eye. Were Jon's eyes darker than Father's? Bran could not remember.
There was nothing of Father in Robb's face, save for how long it was. No, he had the Tully look, just like Bran, only much more kingly. His auburn hair fell in loose waves, just like Mother's, clean and well groomed, with none of the grease that clung to Bran's scalp. His cheekbones were high and fine, his jaw covered with a handsome beard that made Bran think of his own peach fuzz with a blush of shame.
It was Jon who broke the silence. "It is almost nightfall," he said, glancing at the purpling sky with a frown. "And there is little time ere the battle resumes." He stepped closer to the reindeer, his arms outstretched. "Let me—"
But this time, it was Robb who scooped Bran from his seat. "You should be heavier," he muttered as he adjusted his grip. Robb carried him like a bride, with one arm under his legs and the other at his back. Bad as that was, it could have been worse. At least Bran was not slung over his brother's shoulders like a fallow deer; he could not have endured such humiliation.
His brothers put him in the King's Tower, in the highest chamber which belonged to the King in the North. Though there was only one bed, at its foot there was a pallet, with sleeping furs and a feather mattress. A squire's pallet, Bran thought with a pang. But he was not Robb's squire; he never would be. It was some other boy who followed Robb and Jon out when they left, some other boy who would spend the night by their sides whilst the battle raged.
As for Bran, he spent his evening being waited upon. One squire heated water for the tub in the corner of the room, whilst another fetched a tray from the kitchens. Bran could not recall when he last had such a fine meal, let alone one he had not had to cook for himself. The bread was white and soft, with a glaze of butter and honey that made the warm loaf shine in the firelight. The stew had onions, turnips, and carrots, not just chunks of mutton, and there was even a small hunk of sharp cheese with dried apples for the sweet.
Bran savored every bite, glad of the excuse to ignore the squires' attempts at conversation. He did have to speak with them a little, once dinner was over and he was ready to bathe. His trestle had been left back on his sled, which meant he must suffer being carried to the tub. They would have undressed him too, if Bran had not stopped them with a sharp word.
Instead, they put him in a chair. Bran undressed as quickly as he could, uncomfortable with how they stared at his pasty, shriveled legs. Once he was naked, they lifted him up again and set him in the tub. The water sloshed around him, steaming hot, and fragrant with the scent of perfumed soap. Bran sighed, so cozy he could almost melt. Then he remembered he had company, and every muscle turned stiff.
Thankfully, he had a notion of how to get rid of them. All he had to do was tell the squires to go fetch his things from his sled. Unable to ignore an order from their prince, they bowed and ran off.
And yet, when they were gone, Bran still could not enjoy his bath. Too many thoughts filled his head, all clamoring for attention. How long had Robb been here? Was the battle going well? It was hard to tell from what little his brothers had said before they left. Surely it must be going well, Bran thought. There were thousands and thousands of men to fight the wights, and his brothers were brave and smart and strong.
But... they were so different, now. How could he tell them about the tree roots and the field of stars, of the magic he had used and the visions he had seen? They must believe in Lord Brynden, they had seen his power for themselves, but as for the rest of it...
Bran squirmed, uneasy. Maybe Uncle Benjen could help him explain. He must know something about magic, to have found the Horn of Winter. Bran had seen his uncle bury it in a dream, just as he had dreamt Jon finding it later.
True, he had not dreamed of his uncle since, but he must be around here somewhere. Uncle Benjen wasn't just a Stark, he was a man of the Night's Watch, the First Ranger. Winterfell might have been the home of his boyhood, but Castle Black was where he belonged. Although, it was rather odd that the black brothers had chosen Jon Snow as their lord commander instead of Uncle Benjen. They must have had their choosing before uncle returned from his ranging; oh, how he must have smiled, to see Jon rise so high.
The water was cold by the time the squires returned, panting from climbing so many stairs. Bran was glad to have his trestle back so he could drag himself to the pallet. Though he had to clench his teeth to stop himself from shouting at the squires. They muttered to each other as they watched him cross the chamber, as if he was deaf as well as crippled. He supposed he should be grateful they left the window open a crack, though only after trying to argue that a cool breeze would be perilous to his health.
For the first time in weeks, Bran slept soundly. No dreams troubled him, save a brief glimpse of the three-eyed crow. It squawked and cackled at him in the Old Tongue, and when he woke, the scars on his palms were tingling.
Whatever the crow had said, Bran forgot it as soon as he saw his brothers standing over his pallet. A glad cry escaped him, and Robb and Jon smiled, the weariness in their eyes fading away. That made Bran happy, so happy he did not protest when Jon carried him to the table, ignoring the trestle that lay beside the pallet.
Bran was even happier when breakfast began and he learned of the surprises which his brothers had for him. Robb had already spoken to his master of horse, who was to train his cleverest garron to carry Bran just as Dancer once had.
"Though the saddle will be a problem," Robb said, frowning at his bowl of frumenty. "Maester Luwin ought to have the design amongst his papers, but..."
"In the meantime," Jon said, "you shall have a dog cart, perhaps even a wheeled chair. There are skilled carpenters amongst my stewards; I shall put them to work as soon as breakfast is done."
"I'd like a new trestle first," Bran told him.
Jon glanced at the old trestle, at the branches tied together with rawhide and wrapped in worn furs. "Of course," he said. "Though I cannot imagine you will have much use for it."
Bran resisted the urge to stick out his tongue. Instead, he ate a spoonful of frumenty. It was thick and creamy, with raisins scattered here and there. He was barely halfway done when Jon ladled more frumenty into his bowl, giving him almost all that was left.
"Shouldn't you save some for Uncle Benjen?" Bran asked, confused. Now that he thought of it, there were only three places set at the table, not four as there ought to be. Why would they leave their uncle out? He needed Uncle Benjen, needed him to help him explain the magic that lay beyond the Wall. "He's coming, isn't he? When he finishes whatever he's doing?"
Jon looked stricken. "Bran... Uncle Benjen..."
"He was lost before you left Winterfell," Robb said bluntly. "Remember?"
"I remember," Bran said, offended. "But—"
"He never came back."
Bran's belly gurgled; he felt as if he might retch. Instead, he forced down another spoonful of frumenty, not that he tasted it.
"Uncle Benjen could still come back," he insisted, once he could trust himself to speak. "I did, didn't I?"
"By the grace of the gods," Robb said. "But though I will thank them for this miracle until my dying day, I dare not hope for a second."
Jon looked at Bran, his face strange and solemn. "Speaking of miracles," he said carefully, "what happened upon the solstice?"
Bran swallowed, trying to find his words. His brothers looked so old, so serious as they waited for him to speak. They were a king and a lord commander, not the boys he'd known at Winterfell. Your brothers are not like us, Lord Brynden whispered. They would condemn you as mad, and through their folly bring doom upon us all. He wanted to tell the truth, he did, but would they listen? His tales were even wilder than Old Nan's, and some of those had been so wild that Bran himself had scoffed.
In the end, Bran told his brothers as little as possible. Oh, he told them of Lord Brynden Rivers, that could not be helped. And he told them of the three-eyed crow, and of the singers who dwelt in their stony hall beneath a frozen hill, and how Theon had come to be taken captive, then freed.
But he did not tell them of the way he had treated Jojen and Meera and Summer whilst enthralled by his teacher, nor of the long days spent away from his own skin, nor of the field of stars. There was no need for that. Bran must share his knowledge of the Others, he knew, but that did not mean he must share how he had come by it. By the time he finished, Robb was pacing back and forth over an already well-worn rug, and Jon was slumped in his chair.
"Knowledge of the enemy is well and good," Jon said, as tired as if he had not slept in months, "but what use can we make of it? This changes nothing."
"Not yet," Robb said. "But time will tell. One never knows; what appears trivial now may prove their undoing later, if we have the wits to use our knowledge to advantage." He stopped pacing, and covered a yawn. "For now, though, I must to bed."
"Me as well," Jon said. "Come, Bran; I'll have Dolorous Edd see to you whilst we sleep."
"No need to trouble him," Robb said with another yawn. "I've already taken care of it."
And so, as soon as Jon left, Bran found himself in the care of Greatjon Umber, one of Robb's stewards, and what seemed like a small army of servants in Stark grey and white, none of whom he remembered from Winterfell. One of them trimmed his hair; another took his measurements, compared them to Robb's with a look of alarmed dismay, then scurried off to raid the chests of the smaller squires.
Once that was done, the Greatjon seemed to take it into his head that he must give Bran a tour of Castle Black. Bran was too intimidated to resist, but tried to hide it as best he could by imitating Jon's solemn, sullen expression. It seemed to work; by the time the Greatjon carried him down into the wormwalks, he had stopped talking as if Bran was still a boy of eight.
Castle Black was even bigger than Bran had imagined. There were stone towers and timber keeps, row after row of barracks and guardhalls, and endless tunnels running between them underneath the frozen ground. There were kitchens full of cooks and forges full of smiths, there were stables full of horses and backhouses full of nightsoil, there were wildlings, wait, why were there wildlings—
"Stop staring," the Greatjon bellowed, so loud the black brother walking past them yelped in fright. "What, you've seen a Stark afore, haven't you?" The black brother nodded frantically, bowed, stammered an incoherent apology, and then fled.
Bran wished he could have borrowed the Greatjon's booming voice at dinner. He sat up on the dais, with his brothers, and while the lords and black brothers who surrounded them were too well-mannered to stare, the men down on the benches weren't. Robb and Jon didn't even seem to notice, too busy introducing him to an overwhelming number of unfamiliar faces.
Bran wanted to tell them to go away, to let him have his brothers all to himself, but he couldn't. The feast was in his honor, though it did not seem like much of a feast. The meal was simple, the portions modest, though Bran's portion always seemed to be bigger than anyone else's. Bran ate it all, too sheepish to admit he felt full already. He paid for that later that night, when he had to drag himself to the chamberpot to vomit. Robb was not there to hear; he would not return from battle until the dawn.
And when dawn came, Robb went to bed, leaving Bran alone again. Well, not quite alone. Greatjon Umber had charge of him, as did Grey Wind, who followed them wherever they went. Bran would have rather had Summer, or maybe Ghost. But the white direwolf never left Jon's side, and Bran dared not call Summer back. Too many eyes watched Theon wherever he went, and none of them were friendly.
The maesters in the sickroom, on the other hand, were so friendly that Bran wanted to hit them with a stick. So were the red-robed septons, whose presence Bran found bewildering no matter how many times someone explained about sparrows and schisms and Paul the Pious and Septon Tim. It did not help that he was mostly naked, with a pair of fretful maesters poking at his ribs and prodding at his arms and staring at his legs. His brothers had been most insistent that he be examined, and when he tried to protest, Grey Wind had pointedly used his bulk to block the doorway. That was just rude; Bran couldn't run away, not from the examination or from the baffling conversation.
"Who's Septon Timoth?" Bran asked, confused. "Is that the one from the library?" Plenty of Most Devout had introduced themselves, their blindingly colorful robes sticking out like sore thumbs amongst the black brothers.
"Not Septon Timoth," said Maester Turquin. "Septon Tim. He is at Harrenhal now, but he came north with the knights of the Vale."
That didn't make any sense, but Bran didn't care, not really. He was much more interested in visiting Meera, which he did as soon as the maesters let him put his woefully baggy shirt and tunic back on. She was still wan and frightfully skinny, but her eyes seemed a little less dull, and her cheeks almost had some color. She even talked to him, though not very much before a plump white-robed septa came to shoo Bran away.
"And take this with you, if you please, my prince," the septa said, holding out Dark Sister. "It's distracting my sisters from their chores. It belongs in your chambers, not in a sickroom."
"But—"
"I don't know how to use it, Bran," Meera sighed. "And even if I did, I wouldn't want to keep the sword that belonged to him."
"How did you come by that sword?" the Greatjon asked, later, when they were back in Robb's chambers. In answer, Bran shrugged. The Greatjon could always ask Robb, and Bran was tired of being around so many strangers.
But there was no reprieve to be had. Jon had been right; when his new trestle came, he found little use for it beyond his chamber. The mere act of descending King's Tower required someone to carry him; there were far too many steps to crawl, even without the embarrassment of being underfoot. There was no one servant charged with carrying him, no Hodor whom he knew and trusted. No, one day it was a burly Burley from the mountain clans; the next it was a black brother the size of an ox named Grenn.
Bran would have rather stayed in Robb's chambers all day. Not that he saw much of Robb other than at meal times. After they broke their fast together with Jon, both of his brothers went to sleep. Summer and Theon slept too, down in the barracks, with the direwolf draped over Theon's feet lest some enemy attack. And so Bran spent his mornings alone, daydreaming to stave off the boredom. That ended when Robb awoke. The daily war meetings were held in Robb's chamber, and Bran was not invited.
"You'll like the library," Jon said with a tired smile. "And there's someone there who is eager to see you."
Bran did not like the library. He did not like the musty smell of thousands of books and scrolls, nor the dozens of septons, septas, brothers, and sisters who bustled through the aisles. Nor did he like Samwell Tarly, who stammered so badly when he saw Bran that he had to repeat himself five times before he made any sense. Grey Wind seemed to like him, though; he licked his hand before stalking off to guard the door.
Why Sam should keep apologizing, Bran did not understand. Coldhands had made him swear an oath, and he had kept it, just like he was supposed to. That had been years ago, when Bran was younger and Sam was fatter. He had looked better then; now his skin hung too loosely on his face, like a juicy grape that had shriveled up.
"What's that?" Bran interrupted, pointing. Most of the tables were covered in books, but one was empty, save for a lump draped with a linen cloth.
Sam shuddered. "Septon Josua's been trying to paint an Other."
"I am succeeding, thank you," said a nearby septon, one with a lined faced and crimson robes. "Your assistance has been most useful." With a flourish, he swept the linen cloth away, revealing an easel and a painted canvas.
Bran tilted his head, frowning.
"I know, I know," the septon sighed. 'It isn't done quite yet. Samwell only saw the Other briefly before he slew it, and alas, his memory is not that of an artist."
"It looks wrong because it should be smiling," Bran said. "Not a nice smile, though. And the skin's the wrong color, and their armor doesn't look like that."
The vault was queerly silent. Septon Josua looked at him, then at the painting, then back at Bran. "You seem very sure," he said quietly. "Have you seen one, my prince?"
Bran snorted, unable to help himself. "I've seen—" Thousands? No, that would prompt questions "—dozens of them."
The silence continued. Then there was a thud somewhere in the stacks, as if someone had fallen over.
"Did Jo- the Lord Commander tell you what I've been working on?" Sam babbled. "Here, Grenn, bring him over here, you should see."
What Bran had to see, apparently, was a niche hidden in a stone wall amongst the rows of bookshelves. It was covered with quills, jars of ink, and piles of pages that were either blank or filled with careful, cramped writing. But at least it was away from everyone else. No one bothered them as Sam rambled on and on about wildling runes and northern runes and suits of bronze armor.
"You might like some of these books," Sam said, fussing with the shelf closest to his table. "I gathered every scrap I could find about the Others, but I also found books about the children of the forest, and about magic too." He placed a tome in front of Bran, opening it to a marked page.
Bran looked at the book. There were no illuminations; the parchment was covered with line after line written in an ornate hand. A few of the shorter words looked familiar, but the rest...
"I've seen the Others for myself," Bran snapped. "Why would I want to read some moldy old book?"
Sam's face crumpled. He looked down at the book, one hand resting gently on the page, the other in his mouth so he could gnaw at his nails. Bran would have left if he could, but Grenn had set him on a chair and then gone off to see to his other duties. Whether he liked it or not, Bran was stuck here until the war council ended and Grenn came back to get him.
Bran clenched his fists. Why couldn't he attend the war council? Maester Luwin had let him meet with lords when he was only eight. Now he was fourteen, practically a man grown; how dare his brothers try to exclude him? They might have Grenn carry him away, but they had forgotten that they could not keep him out.
Ghost went everywhere with Jon Snow, after all.
His brother's direwolf was harder to slip into than his own, and when he managed it, Bran feared Ghost might throw him out. The direwolf was confused, unsettled by having his boy's brother inside his skin. Please? Bran asked. I just want to listen. Don't tell Jon?
The white direwolf eyed his boy, considering. He stood beside Robb, his eyes bruised from lack of sleep, a slip of parchment in his hand. Please? Bran tried again. I want to help, if I can, but I can't help if I don't know what they're up to.
That decided it. Mollified, Ghost let him stay, not just that afternoon, but on those that followed. Bran heard lots of things, some more interesting than others. He had no idea why Greatjon Umber and his uncle Mors Crowfood seemed so smug, nor why a bunch of the other northern lords seemed annoyed with Robb.
He did know why Jon was angry at the commander of the Shadow Tower. It seemed Wallace Massey kept sending couriers to share his endless complaints. He bemoaned anything and everything, from the impudence of his officers to the quality of his rations to the number of men under his command.
"Now," Jon snapped, "he claims that the Shadow Tower is harder pressed than any garrison since that of King Bernarr II Justman when he was besieged by the Hoares, whatever that means."
"He means he's on the verge of crushing defeat, my lord," said a knight of the Vale.
"Oh, aye, and Wallace said the same two moons ago," snorted a black brother, one of the officers whose names Bran could not keep straight. Black Jyck? Black Joseth? Black Jeren? "Does he think we are not hard-pressed?"
"And how many couriers were lost to bring that message, I wonder," said another black brother.
Jon's lips tightened. "Wallace Massey sent three, but only Leathers made it through. A pair of Others stalked him the entire way. Each night they haunted him, circling his tent as he huddled by the fire within. Though they spoke to him in their own tongue, somehow Leathers knew their meaning. So many promises, all of them sweet. Eternal rest, eternal peace, eternal life."
"One night, Leathers could stand it no longer. He left the tent, drawn to their call. Yet when he fell to his knees before them, they smiled. When he cried out, begging for their mercy, they laughed and turned away, leading him into the woods. Only the sunrise saved him, for as it drew near, the Others grew fearful, and vanished before he could catch them. Then Leathers came back to himself, and raced to Castle Black as quick as he could. The maester thinks he may yet die of exhaustion; he was almost delirious when he arrived."
Some courier from Winterfell gave a similar report, or so Robb said the next day. That courier had only gotten through because he took to sleeping with rags stuffed in his ears. Robb's frown grew even deeper as he relayed the courier's message. There had been an attack on Queen Margaery, though Prince Rickon had forestalled it. Thankfully, Her Grace had not lost the babe; by now she would be nearly six moons gone with child. Strange as it was to think of Robb being married, it was stranger to think that Bran might soon be an uncle—
A small hand tugged at his elbow, and Bran fell back into his own skin. It was the kitchen boy, again, here to plague him. Was it not bad enough that the three-fingered cook hovered over Bran at dinner, giving him extra portions whether he wanted them or not? Glaring at the cook didn't do any good, and neither did complaining to Jon. With ill grace, Bran snatched the little bun from the kitchen boy's tray. It was still warm, and studded with a few scant nuts and raisins. He ate it up, barely tasting, the sooner to slip back inside Ghost's skin.
He was not sure how much he had missed. Something about Cotter Pyke, and the ships Aegon Targaryen had sent to Eastwatch.
"— several dozen lords and knights, and a few hundred men-at-arms who chose to join them. There was a letter from Aegon; he says he means to follow on dragonback as soon as he can."
"As soon as he can?" Greatjon Umber spat on the floor. "That might be tomorrow, or a year hence, or never."
The other northern lords rumbled their disapproval, as did the knights of the Vale and the black brothers. Bran agreed with them. Dragonflame could slay wights far faster than even the greatest warrior. Why should his brothers and their men have to fight on alone? Didn't Sansa remember that night in the void? He had saved her life, and those of their siblings, and then they had lent him the strength to vanquish Lord Brynden.
"I thought Sansa would understand," Bran told Leaf a few days later, when she climbed in his window just before the sunrise. "She... she felt different than the others, somehow. Is she a greenseer too?"
"I do not think so," Leaf said. "Lord Brynden would have known. Whatever she is, she is not that."
Bran frowned. He supposed Leaf must be right. After all, Leaf could speak to birds and beasts, but that didn't make her a skinchanger. And Jojen had had green dreams, but he was no greenseer. But what was Sansa? He still remembered his sister whimpering in a cave, a red direwolf too frightened and confused to remember how to return to being a girl. How could that girl be the tall queen he had seen in the void? And then there was Arya and Rickon—
"What of these couriers?" Leaf asked.
Puzzled, Bran answered. His brothers had not received any couriers since the one from Eastwatch, but they had not expected to. Couriers were only sent once every sennight or so, given the risk of being taken by the Others, or of freezing to death. The days might be growing longer, but the nights were bitter cold.
"And growing colder," Leaf told him. "The Others hate the sun, for it weakens them just as it strengthens all living things. And so they put forth their power, turning breezes into winds and winds into gales, turning the air to ice."
"Then why doesn't it snow all the time?" Old Nan said that during the Long Night, blizzards had buried the world a hundred feet deep in snow.
Leaf shook her head. "The Others can walk atop the snow, but not their thralls. Why would they wish to lose the use of one of their weapons?"
"They'll lose them soon anyway," Bran said proudly. "My brothers have slain thousands and thousands of them, and their numbers are dwindling."
That was what Jon had said, when Bran asked about the vast host of wights he had seen through Summer's eyes. Why, his brothers might not even need his help. The Others relied upon the power they drew from their wights; they would be almost defenseless without them.
Leaf did not seem to share his confidence. Her face was closed, her eyebrows knitted. When she left, she told him she would not be back for some days, and to keep his window shut tight until the new moon.
Bran did not know why the singer was so concerned. His brothers were more than capable; they were heroes. Maybe Leaf would have understood if she'd seen the Black Mummers put on their play about how Jon defeated an ice dragon, slaying it with his Valyrian steel blade, Longclaw, or if she'd heard the northmen sing songs about how Robb had outwitted the Lannisters, winning every battle he'd ever fought.
The things Bran heard about himself, on the other hand... he could not help overhearing when men spoke of him near Summer. One moment Bran was with Ghost, listening to the northmen argue tactics with the knights of the Vale; the next he was guarding Theon, his keen ears pricked at every sound nearby.
"I tell you, it's not natural for a cripple to survive so long in the wild," a black brother muttered as he tore apart a loaf of hard black bread. "I'm glad for Lord Snow, I am, but—"
"—there's sommat wrong with that boy," said an Umber man-at-arms as he waited in line for the backhouse. "His Grace wept, aye, and the Lord Commander too, but the prince never did."
"So?" retorted a greybeard, a serjeant in Winterfell grey and white. "Lord Eddard were so solemn you'd have thought him a ghost when he come back from the south."
"But he never came back from the south," the Umber man said, confused.
"After Robert's Rebellion, witless," the greybeard said, cuffing the younger man upside the ear. "When he came back with his bastard boy and Lady Lyanna's bones. Lord Eddard didn't weep a single tear at the funeral, nor his mother neither. Lady Lyarra were always a quiet sort, but that day..." the greybeard shuddered. "I never want to hear a woman wail like that again. And the way she looked—"
"—never seen a child that skinny," tsked a burly laundress from the Vale as she poured hot water into a tub. "And his eyes... why, it was as if he looked right through me. Mayhaps he's not a boy at all."
"Give over," groaned another laundress, one with thick red hands and a wen on her nose. "What else would he be?"
"A grumkin," the burly laundress said, her voice low. "There's all sorts of queer creatures beyond the Wall, ain't there? Mammoths, and giants, and children of the forest, and who knows what else, Seven save us. A crippled princeling would be easy prey for any o' them. My granny said grumkins steal children and put 'em back with one o' their own wearing their skin."
"Mebbe you're right," said the wen-nosed laundress. "'Twould explain why the boy acts so strange. I thought he were just shy, or scared. But..."
Back in his own skin, Bran clenched his fists. Scared? He wasn't scared of anything. How could he be? He had flown over the wide world and across the ages, he had seen cities rise and empires fall, he had seen giants and dragons and the nameless terrors who roamed the Shadow Lands. The laundress was stupid, stupid and ignorant. He bet she'd never even seen a wight, too busy sleeping while the men fought.
Bran was still upset as he got ready for bed that night, so upset he almost forgot it was the night of the new moon. The squires had already left when Bran remembered he must leave the window cracked. Rather than call them back, he dragged himself across the chamber, his trestle thumping against the floor. The shutters were too high for him to reach; it took a chair and quite a lot of effort to unfasten them, and to crawl back to his pallet once he was done.
And yet, when Bran woke just after dawn, he was alone, and the room was cold. He shivered, clutching at his sleeping furs. It was a wonder he had not frozen; the shutters had blown open during the night, and the hearth fire was down to cinders. With a deep sigh, Bran grasped his trestle. He must shut the window before his brothers returned; somehow, he knew they would approve even less than the squires did.
Then, without warning, Leaf was at the window. Her hair was a disheveled mess, her eyes wide and white. She leapt down into the room, her feet silent on the stone. When she turned to close the shutters, Bran cried out in alarm.
"They'll be back any min—"
Behind him, the door swung open. "Bran," Robb called. "Bran, wake—"
Everything happened at once. Leaf turned, her claws leaving deep gouges in the shutters. Robb burst across the room in what seemed like a single step, grabbing hold of Bran and yanking him away from Leaf. Jon was right behind him, his sword drawn, the Valyrian steel gleaming in the dim room as he stepped between his brothers and the singer.
"Put down your sword," Leaf said. Bran started; he could not remember when he last heard her use the Common Tongue.
"Why should I?" Jon demanded. "You come into my keep, like a thief in the night—"
Bran squirmed, trying to get out of Robb's grip. "She's my frie—"
Leaf cut him off. "The Shadow Tower has fallen."
Robb let go of Bran. He landed on the floor with a smack, too horrorstruck to catch himself in time. It was Leaf who helped him up as his brothers stared down at her, stunned.
Jon recovered first. All the color might have drained from his face as he lowered his sword, but the questions he put to Leaf were short and clear. Soon enough, Robb was adding questions of his own, drawing forth a tale as terrible as it was brief.
The wight host at Castle Black had not just grown smaller thanks to the King in the North's host. No; the Others had slowly diverted their strength to the flanks of the Wall, to the Shadow Tower and Eastwatch where there were less men to fight back. Eastwatch still withstood their assault, but as for the Shadow Tower...
"We must march there, at once," Robb said. "If I take half of my men, or even a third—"
"To what avail?" Leaf asked. "The wights have already poured through the crack in the Wall; they will be gone long before you reach the Shadow Tower."
"I could hunt down their host," Robb insisted, stubborn.
"There is no host. They have scattered across the land, the better to serve their masters' will. The scent of hot blood calls them to hearth and home, hamlet and holdfast. Those they slay will become more of their kind, just like those their masters slew as they roamed the North whilst you were busy here."
"What about Eastwatch?" Jon asked, his face bleak.
"Whether Eastwatch will stand or fall, I cannot say." Leaf shook her head. "It might have fallen already, or it might endure for another moon's turn. Their fate is in their hands, and those of the old gods, not yours. You have a harder task, I fear. The Others wax more powerful with every thrall they bend to their will, and you cannot withstand them long. You must retreat, retreat to a place built to defy their power."
"Winterfell," Bran breathed.
"No," Jon said sharply. "We cannot abandon Castle Black. The wights will swarm through the crack in the Wall and down the kingsroad, killing all in their path."
"Not if we kill them first," Robb said grimly. "She said the host was smaller, didn't she?"
"Not as small as it looks," Leaf warned. "It amuses the Others to toy with their prey. That is why the wights conceal their numbers in the woods. Not only to confuse you as to their true strength, but to taunt you, to raise your hopes and then dash them away."
Jon grimaced. "How thoughtful of them," he said dryly. "I must think on how we can repay such a fine gift."
"I wish we could set the giants on them," Bran huffed. "If only they hadn't told Leaf no."
"Giants?" Robb asked, one eyebrow raised.
Briefly, Bran explained about the weirwood stump at the Nightfort, about how Leaf had met with Joramun and his council. Leaf let him, though she did not seem very pleased with his summary, nor with how Robb and Jon turned to her as soon as Bran was done.
"We must send envoys to the giants," Robb said. "Can you guide them to Joramun's hall?"
"Robb?" Bran did not understand. "The giants, they- they already said no."
"To a child of the forest, who spoke only for herself," Robb said, dismissive. "Not to the King in the North and the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch."
"All of us face a common enemy," Jon said. "If northmen and wildlings can fight together, why not men and giants?" He turned to Leaf. "I know we already owe you and your people a great debt for all that you have done for Bran—"
"You do," Leaf said. "But if I lead men to the hall of the giants, even envoys, they will be slain as trespassers, and me as a betrayer."
"What if you returned alone?" Robb asked, a canny look in his eye. "Would Joramun treat with you?"
"The council would speak to me," Leaf said grudgingly. "But—"
"Please?" Jon dropped to one knee as if he knelt before a queen. "Please, my lady."
"Please," Bran said in the Old Tongue. "I know they'll listen this time."
"Perhaps," Leaf replied. "Perhaps not."
"Even if they don't," Bran pleaded, "it can't hurt to try."
"That," Leaf said doubtfully, "depends on what message your brothers wish to send."
Whilst Robb and Jon tried to sort out the message that Leaf would carry, Grenn carried Bran down to the sickroom. Grey Wind followed, as did the burly Burley, huffing and puffing from the weight of the wooden chest he bore. He was sweating when he set it down between Meera's bed and the chair which had been drawn up beside it for Bran.
Maester Turquin and Septa Myriame were not pleased by the notion of allowing Bran a moment alone with Meera, but Grey Wind soon made them reconsider. Dismissing the will of a crippled prince was one thing; dismissing the will of the King in the North quite another. Still, sending them away would not have worked if not for the screen rigged from poles and linens which hid Meera's bed from the rest of the pallets in the sickroom, most of them occupied by common men.
Ill-tempered as she was from her journey inside a chest, Leaf was pleased by Meera's improvement. Her leg was in a proper cast now, her color almost back to normal, save for the wound on her cheek which she had taken from the Other's blade. Maester Turquin was growing increasingly outraged by the wound's resistance to his remedies.
"I cannot heal it either," Leaf admitted. "Would that the Others had never found us."
"It was my fault," Bran blurted, his guilt too much to stand. "I was dreaming of the godswood, of my parents and of–" he faltered, pierced by the memory of mossy green eyes. "And- and someone else I lost," he said. "When I woke, I was holding onto Theon's weirwood bow. But I didn't mean to break my oath, I didn't!"
"But you did," said Leaf, glowering.
"Who else?" said Meera, her eyes sharp.
Bran looked at her, fighting back tears. "You know who."
Meera might have pushed, might have made him say her brother's name. He would have, even if it choked him. But instead she took him by the hand and squeezed. Bran squeezed back, and for a moment, there was nothing, nothing but the grief for Jojen that both joined them and rent them asunder, the grief that had almost killed his truest friend. Please, Bran prayed to the old gods. Please, let her live. Let her go home.
Bran said another prayer for Leaf when she left upon the morrow. Surely her second visit to the giants must go better than the first; that was how it always went in the stories. And Aegon Targaryen should be here soon; help always came just in the nick of time.
But as the days went by, and the fighting dragged on, Bran began to doubt. The cold grew deeper, the winds fiercer, the men slower and duller. One night, Bran was watching the battle through the eyes of a snowy owl when he saw a squad of black brothers suddenly break, tossing away their weapons as they ran, screaming about a bear. That didn't make any sense; they were fleeing from a wight, an old man with a huge bald head and a shaggy grey beard flowing over his chest. His guts were spilling out from the wound that had killed him, and his face had been pecked at by ravens, but he was still just another wight.
Jon did not appear at breakfast the next morning. "He wasn't hungry," Robb said, with a smile that did not reach his eyes. "The maester gave him a sleeping draught; he'll eat when he wakes." But Jon barely touched his food at dinner, or at breakfast the next day. And Robb was acting strange too, always muttering and tossing and turning in his sleep.
The men weren't doing much better. The Black Mummers had stopped bothering with their plays, too busy elsewhere. The sickroom was full to bursting; each battle saw more men injured than the night before. Why wouldn't the dragon come? What sort of man was Aegon Targaryen, to make his brothers and their men suffer so?
But the dragon never came, though it took a brutal fortnight before the host of wights was finally slain. Still exhausted, the men set to preparing for their retreat. Two full days passed before the wayns were ready to move out, two days during which Jon spoke nary a word unless it was to command his men. His eyes always seemed to return to the Wall, drinking in the vast cliff of ice as if he would never see it again.
But on the morning that they left, Jon never looked back. He rode at the front of the column beside Robb, the black banners of the Night's Watch flying beside the white banners blazoned with the direwolf of Stark. The King in the North and the Lord Commander forked shaggy garrons, but the Prince of Winterfell was not so fortunate. Training a horse took time, and Robb's master of horse could not yet vouch for the mare he was training for Bran.
And so instead, Bran rode a wayn set upon runners, drawn by a pair of oxen. Samwell Tarly had the task of driving it, though he winced every time he had to use the whip. Inside the wayn were Bran's few possessions, his trestle, the clothes that had been altered for him, the wheeled chair that was still unfinished, and Dark Sister. The rest of the wayn was taken up by Sam's books; he had crammed as many of them as would fit, then shoved in a few more. Why he bothered, Bran did not know. The knowledge they sought wasn't in some dusty old book, it was in the weirwood roots.
And once they were at Winterfell, Bran could slip into the roots once more. Winterfell was safe; once Leaf released him from his oath, he would be free to find the answers Lord Brynden never thought to seek. Back in the cavern, Leaf had said the time was not yet ripe, but it must be drawing close. Then he would unravel the mysteries of the heart of winter which lay in the deepest north where no man had ever dwelled, and of the abyss ringed with ice-blue flames which sought to consume the field of stars.
But for now, all he could do was wait, wait as the host trudged south on weary feet. It would be at least two moons before they reached Winterfell, two moons of ice and snow and bitter winds. Nor would they be safe from wights. Those at Castle Black had been destroyed, but one never knew when a band of their fellows might come out of the woods.
And then there were those who perished on the march. On the first day, Robb gave orders that those who died during the day were to burnt, lest they rise at night with burning blue eyes. On the second day, Jon set guards to keep watch over the injured and wounded, not only to slay them again should they die during the night, but to keep them safe from those who thought all the injured should be slaughtered and burned rather than risk them rising.
On the third day, the Others found them.
They came at night, lingering on the outskirts of the camp. Archers were little use; more oft than not the arrows went astray, blown off course by the icy winds. Yet even so, the Others did not try to press forward, to attack the camp filled with crackling nightfires. They did not need to, not when they could convince their prey to come to them. A dragonglass spear or dagger was no use if a man left it behind in his tent, drawn to the voices that whispered on the wind.
"They go because they feel as if they must," Jon told Bran. "Dorsten said the Others can supplant a man's will with their own; even as a part of them recoils in terror, the Others make them want to be taken."
And men were not only vanishing at night. Robb was not surprised when the Greatjon reported another dozen of his men had deserted; Last Hearth was a much shorter journey than Winterfell. Northmen, valemen, black brothers, and wildlings alike were tired, wet, and cold. Every few miles a sled or wayn got stuck, requiring men to toil to free it. When they stopped to make camp, more men chopped firewood from the trees along the road.
No matter how hard they labored, there was never enough firewood, not to keep everyone warm and ring the camp with nightfires. Tempers grew short; one night, Theon almost got punched in the face by one of the Black Mummers when he refused to chop firewood because he would be up all night standing guard with his bow.
"Greyjoy is a cunt," Grenn growled, not realizing that though Theon had stomped off, Summer was still in earshot.
When the mummer beside him stayed silent, Grenn frowned. "Pyp? Didn't you hear me? I said Greyjoy is a cunt."
Pyp shrugged halfheartedly.
"Come on," Grenn said with a nudge. "I said Greyjoy is a cunt. Now you say something clever, like that you'd be happy to see a cunt, but you're never happy to see Greyjoy."
Still, Pyp said nothing. A few nights later, he snuck out of camp, and was almost past the archers when he was tackled by Samwell Tarly. "Don't tell Jon," Sam begged, but somehow, Jon found out anyway. Bran had never seen his brother look so forlorn, so desolate. Maybe telling him stories would help. Bran tried the tale of the Dragonknight in Disguise, he tried the Knight of the Laughing Tree, he even tried a stupid wildling tale Sam had told him about a bard named Bael.
Nothing worked. As they plodded along in the weak light of midday, Jon was in a mood as black as his well-worn cloak. Robb wasn't doing much better, he just hid it better. No one besides Bran seemed to notice the growing circles under Robb's eyes, or how little he was eating. And Bran didn't expect a king to bother with regalia on the road, but he'd never seen Robb so unkempt before—
Suddenly, an awful stench assailed Bran's nose.
"What in the seven hells is that smell?" Robb said, gagging.
Jon frowned; Grey Wind and Ghost looked up, sniffing, their ears flattened. What it was, they did not know, only that it was a beast, something big and powerful. But Bran knew, just as he knew that stench, though he had only smelled it within the weirwood roots.
"That," Bran said, his heart as bitter as the cold, "is the smell of dragon."
Notes:
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1) In canon, the giant Wun Weg Wun Dar Wun is a vegetarian who prefers roots, onions, turnips, and raw neeps, and roasted vegetables. This did not work very well for my concept of the surviving giants as predominantly mountain and steppe peoples who rely upon herds of giant goats (my invention) or mammoths (canon). So, uh... let's say that Wun Wun is just one giant with particular preferences, not a representative example of the typical giant's eating habits.
Giants have very limited technology in canon, wielding simple clubs made from logs, stone axes, and crude mauls made from wood with boulders tied to the end. I choose to interpret that as the result of their current status as part of a host of wildling refugees, not as an indicator that they lack intelligence and craftsmanship skills in general.
2) Look, the multi-year winters should be killing everyone north of the Neck, and a lot of people below below it. You can only store grain for so long before it rots, keeping horses and draft animals fed on the march is hard even in summer, and shipping was VERY difficult pre-modern era, and- gahhhhhhhhhhh.
So yeah, while I do my utmost with logistics in general, let's just handwave the general premise of everyone not being super dead already three years into the winter. 😬
Chapter 168: Olyvar III
Notes:
April-Mid May, 305 AC
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King Aegon Targaryen, the Sixth of His Name, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyra
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"This," Olyvar said, his heart aching, "is why I will miss you so."
"Oh, hush," said Deziel. "I did it to amuse myself, not to please you. Well, not just to please you, anyway."
Olyvar looked at the parchments that lay on the table in front of them. The illuminations of trees and flowers were as numerous as they were carefully drawn and colored, each labeled with a scribbled note. Other pages were covered with rough sketches of circles and triangles, squares and seven-sided stars.
"As my original draft was drawn with the Red Keep in mind, I had to start over from scratch," Deziel admitted. "But I'll be able to make more progress once the plans are drawn up for your new seat."
"As soon as they're finished, I'll have them sent to you," Olyvar promised.
"I look forward to seeing them," Deziel said. "Though the Long Summer may come first, at this rate."
"Mayhaps." Olyvar laughed ruefully. "My lady mother wanted me to hire her Braavosi architect. She was not pleased when I told her that I intend to solicit proposals from the finest architects in the realm and across the Narrow Sea. I had rather take my time, not make a decision solely based on convenience."
"Of course you would," Deziel said fondly. "Seven forbid you make anything easy for yourself."
Olyvar frowned. "When a choice seems easy, that always means there's a trap hiding in it somewhere."
Deziel snorted. "Not always, surely."
"At any rate," Olyvar said, "we have happier things to discuss, such as your wedding gift."
As many seeds as Deziel had acquired during their travels, there had been some too rare and costly for the limited purse of the Knight of Lemonwood. It had not been particularly difficult to bribe one of Deziel's servants to keep an eye out for such seeds, nor to go purchase them later. Granted, that had only worked on their journey to Meereen, before Deziel went ahead as his envoy to Winterfell.
"On the way back, I had to guess," Olyvar apologized as Deziel crouched to examine the chest full of little boxes. "So you probably already have some of the seeds I found in Naath, and—"
In one fluid motion, Deziel rose and pulled him into a hug. "There is no need to apologize," he said, with a squeeze as fierce as his words. "Oh, my dear, dear friend."
Olyvar hugged him back just as fiercely. For a moment it was as if they were boys in the Water Gardens again, not men grown. But they were men grown, and the moment could not last. They broke the embrace at the same moment, Deziel with a grin that belied the shine in his eyes, Olyvar with one hand already wiping away the wetness from his own.
"Thank you, from the bottom of my heart," Deziel said. "I shall miss you every day, almost as much as I miss Lemonwood."
"High praise indeed," Olyvar said with a watery chuckle. "How soon do you travel there?"
Alas, that happy day was as yet uncertain. Much depended upon the health of Lord Selwyn of Tarth, whose recovery from the grippe remained slow. If the Seven were good, he might be strong enough to give the bride away. If not... then Brienne must take up the burden of the Evenstar, a burden her new husband could hardly leave her to handle by herself, let alone whilst in a knee brace and on crutches.
"Once you get to Lemonwood, I hope you can stay there as long as you wish," Olyvar said fervently.
"Careful, now," Deziel teased. "I might stay forever. Lemonwood is so much more beautiful than King's Landing, after all, and far more peaceful than court."
"You could stay forever, if you wanted," Olyvar said, ignoring the pang in his chest. "I would never order you to court against your will."
"No," Deziel said slowly. "I don't think you would." He clapped Olyvar on the shoulder. "Gods, you haven't changed, and I hope you never do."
But I must, Olyvar thought sadly that night, as his squires helped him prepare for bed. Or rather, Owen Costayne prepared him for bed. Sweetrobin was on the floor, playing with Holdfast again. Thankfully, Owen was sure and steady, unlike yesterday, when he had managed to spill wine on Lord Rowan's snowy doublet. Never mind that his arms had been shaky from an arduous morning in the practice yards; Owen had been mortified even before King Aegon gently reproached him, and sullen after.
"This would go faster if I had help," Owen grumbled as he unlaced the king's tunic.
"In a minute," Sweetrobin whined.
The hound's tail thumped happily as the boy scratched his ears; when he flopped to the ground and rolled over, Sweetrobin promptly set to bestowing belly rubs. Well, at least the boy wasn't scared of Holdfast anymore. Hopefully his terror of other dogs would fade sooner than later. It was hardly becoming for the Lord of the Eyrie to start with fright every time some lord's mastiff or lady's lapdog came trotting through the halls of the Aegonfort.
The Aegonfort would not be the same without Dez. So few of his courtiers had known Olyvar before he took up the mantle of King Aegon, and whilst that was for the best, it still made him sad. He would have gladly kept Deziel by his side forever, but... Dez had his own desires, his own obligations, his own life to live. Only the Seven knew when next they would meet again.
Sansa was almost as bereft at the loss of Brienne. The Maid of Tarth would never be her sworn sword again. Whether or not her knee healed well enough to permit her to wield Lady Forlorn, Brienne's marriage must come between them, as must her duties to her father and to Tarth.
"She told me that the godswood at Evenfall Hall hasn't had a weirwood since the coming of the Andals," Sansa confided once they were finally alone, spooned together in their bed with the drapes drawn. "Even the stump was torn out, hundreds and hundreds of years ago. But Brienne said Deziel can plant one of the seeds I gave him, if Lord Selwyn will give him leave."
Olyvar raised an eyebrow, surprised. Much as Deziel had enjoyed the challenge of taking cuttings from a weirwood for Sansa's wedding gift, that had been when he still believed the trees to be no more than a queer rarity, the tales of their power mere superstition. He had been quite unsettled by the revelation of Sansa's connection to the trees and the magic they had granted her; thank the gods he had not witnessed her change her skin as Robett Glover had. Even so, Deziel had only tended to the heart tree atop Aegon's Hill after Sansa asked, and he had spoken of the mangled yet still living weirwood with a mixture of awe and disquiet.
Awe and disquiet aptly summed up how Olyvar felt as he clasped Sansa in his arms, one hand on the growing bump of her belly. That is our child, he thought, for at least the thousandth time. Maester Perceval judged her to be almost four moons gone; within a few short weeks, the babe should quicken and begin to kick. But he would not be here to share that moment, not unless things went badly awry.
"I hate that we must be parted," Olyvar whispered, his eyes stinging.
"I know, silly," Sansa said, her voice as fond as it was sleepy. "Now rest, my love; you will need all your strength for council tomorrow."
That was true enough. A mere landed knight like Deziel could come and go at his leisure, but only the most arrogant or foolish king did the same. Olyvar might not wish to abandon his lady wife, but King Aegon must not only fly north into the teeth of winter to fight monsters out of legend, he must fight for the privilege of doing so.
When they first landed at Dragonstone, Olyvar had hoped to fly north as soon as possible, perhaps in third moon. Not to stay, of course. No, he had meant to meet with King Robb and Lord Snow, take the measure of the war that lay ahead, and return south to gather his forces. Then Cersei and Jaime Lannister had blown up King's Landing with the help of his grandfather Aerys's malevolent shade, and Olyvar had been putting out fires ever since.
When I am not forced to start them, Olyvar thought, his stomach roiling.
"My love?" he whispered.
"Hmmm?" Sansa said drowsily.
In answer, he kissed her shoulder. When she responded with a soft, happy sigh, he continued, kissing his way to her neck. Then she rolled over to press her lips to his, and his troubles melted away like snow beneath a summer sun.
The next morning, he woke sated and refreshed. No dreams had marred his slumber, though the same could not be said for Sansa. Another nightmare had come for her, one of icy winds and darkness and eyes that burned like frozen stars. Though barely conscious, Olyvar had comforted her as he always did and soothed her right back to sleep. She slept well of late, now that the exhaustion which plagued her had finally passed.
His queen was bright-eyed and glowing as they knelt together before the altar of the Crone, bowing their heads in prayer as the bells tolled six. Olyvar begged the Crone to share her wisdom, just as several hours later he begged the Father to show him how to balance the scales of justice. He needed all their help to handle his small council.
Although rank and reputation mattered, King Aegon had considered ability just as important when he selected the members of his small council. Goodbrother or not, Lord Willas Tyrell was far better suited to serve as master of laws than as the King's Hand. That plum had gone to Lord Mathis Rowan, who was blunt, capable, and renowned for his loyalty. Much as he liked Ser Gulian Qorgyle, he was only master of coin thanks to his skill with sums and ledgers, just as Lord Gerold Grafton would not have been chosen as master of ships if not for his many years of sailing in and out of Gulltown. King Aegon needed men who could be trusted to help rule his realm, not muttonheads or lickspittles.
Alas, muttonheads and lickspittles would have been less vexing.
"If I did not know better, I should think Your Grace was jesting with us," huffed Lord Mathis. "Eighth moon was already far too soon. But now you speak of departing in fifth, only a fortnight hence? When so much and more remains that must be done to set the realm aright?"
"My lord, setting the realm aright will be the work of years," King Aegon replied. "But such work will be for naught if the Others and their wights descend from the north to kill us all. There has been no word from the Night's Watch since the solstice, nor from King Robb since he marched for the Wall. Does that not trouble you, my lords?"
King Aegon glanced around the table, meeting each man's eye. Ser Clarence Crabb, his new Lord Commander of the Kingsguard, yawned and scratched his neck. Lord Gerold shifted uncomfortably, Ser Gulian frowned, Willas tugged thoughtfully at his beard, and Lord Mathis gestured for Sweetrobin to fill his cup. Sweetrobin obeyed with careful dignity, pouring without spilling a drop. When finished, he withdrew, with a look of smug satisfaction on his skinny face that made Rhaenys quirk an eyebrow and Sansa cover a smile.
"Aye, it troubles me," Willas said at last. "Just as it troubles me that my sister Margaery lies in harm's way should the battle at the Wall go ill. But I did not bend my knee and swear the fealty of Highgarden to the King in the North."
Olyvar bit back a groan of frustration, knowing what was coming.
"Your Grace, reuniting the Seven Kingdoms cannot wait until after the end of winter," Lord Mathis said, gruff as ever. "This talk of summoning a great council is folly. Lord Robert Arryn may have brought us the Vale, but Robb Stark will never give up the Riverlands, not unless you force him to yield his crown. Stark needs them too much, just as we do."
"I know the worth of the Riverlands, my lord," King Aegon said evenly.
The borders of the Riverlands touched not only those of the North but those of the Westerlands, the Reach, and the Vale. Her many rivers flowed with fish and with trade; her fertile fields had served as the breadbasket of King's Landing for centuries, just as her prosperity had fed the royal coffers. And one must not forget Harrenhal, which might yet become the new center of the Faith if Paul the Pious had his way.
"However," King Aegon continued, "the terms were already sent and agreed upon months ago. My lords, I will not break my word."
"Break your word?" Rhaenys feigned confusion. "Surely no one would ask Your Grace to do such a thing. Your council merely suggests that you negotiate new terms, unless I mistake their meaning."
"Princess Rhaenys has the right of it," agreed Willas, giving his wife's hand a fond squeeze. "The original terms were far too generous, and offered before you had a small council to advise you. Now you have claimed your birthright, and you have fleets, gold, armies, and alliances far beyond Robb Stark's wildest ambitions. Fly north, I say, and Stark will realize that he must bend the knee. Once he does, you may fly back to King's Landing to rule your realm and gather any additional help which the North requires."
"And if my brother does not kneel?" Sansa asked, oh so softly.
Ser Gulian Qorgyle shrugged. "Then it is not our problem unless Robb Stark loses."
"He won't," Lord Gerold Grafton boomed, "though the war would likely be far longer and more devastating without King Aegon's aid."
"Stark will kneel," Lord Mathis said, impatient, "just as Torrhen knelt to Your Grace's namesake. True, Viserion is not the equal of Balerion, but she is still a dragon."
"And?" King Aegon said. His mouth felt dry as ash. "Robb Stark and I have already sworn an alliance against the Lannisters and the Others. Even if we had not, I am wed to his sister, and he to my goodsister. He knows full well that I cannot burn him."
"Certainly not," agreed Ser Clarence Crabb. "Nor any of his bannermen, unless one should be so foolish as to break Robb Stark's truce."
"Your Grace is a man of honor," Ser Gulian said, in a tone of affection mingled with exasperation. "But Stark does not know you as well as we do. If you let him believe that Viserion poses a threat—"
Sansa stiffened, and Olyvar stared, appalled. "And sully the negotiations by playing him false? Seven forbid. We must place our trust in diplomacy, not dragonfire."
Thank the gods he would not have to use Viserion against Casterly Rock. Willem Lannister's surrender had prevented that, though the boy had not prevented his vile cousins from escaping his grasp. Lord Lydden was still hunting for them in the depths of the Rock, unsure whether they were dead or fled. They ought to be dead, given the labyrinth of flooded tunnels into which they had recklessly descended, but Olyvar would not believe it until their bodies were found.
Ser Gulian was having rather better luck finding men to run the treasury. There were a dizzying number of positions, from the four lofty Keepers of the Keys down to the hundreds of tax farmers, wool factors, toll collectors, and so on. Rather than scour the city for new men capable of such service, Ser Gulian had sensibly kept on the old ones. Oh, a few of the highest officers had been dismissed, those who had been Lannister lapdogs. Not the lowlier officers, though. Most were men of middling birth and long experience, who had toiled away at their duties since the days of Robert Baratheon.
"We might replace them all, if Your Grace wishes," Ser Gulian offered.
"We have other concerns more worthy of your time, ser," King Aegon replied.
Sending a host of men north would be costly, never mind keeping them clothed and fed. And then there was the matter of finding the coin to start work on a Sept of Remembrance; such a project was like to take twenty years or more, not to mention however long it would take to build a palace worthy of taking the place of the Red Keep. The expense of so many masons was like to be staggering, not to mention carvers and carpenters and all the other craftsmen required for so vast an undertaking.
Whilst his master of coin spent the rest of fourth moon busy with ledgers and accounts, King Aegon busied himself with his court. There were dozens of minor offices which must be filled, from the master-at-arms to the master of revels to the master of the kingswood. King Robert had chosen keen drinkers and huntsmen; Queen Cersei had preferred flatterers and those willing to obtain honors by honoring the royal coffers with generous donations. Olyvar was not surprised that Rhaenys's letters had said few troubled to actually fulfill the duties of their offices beyond the least that would be expected.
As for King Aegon, he chose as best he could, given limited time and knowledge. The largest portion came from the Stormlands, Crownlands, or Vale, whose support was most fragile. Only then did he turn to men from the Reach or Dorne. Willas Tyrell could hardly complain, not with a small council seat for himself and Lord Rowan as King's Hand. The Princess of Dorne did complain, already offended that he had passed over Ser Daemon Sand for Lord Commander of the Kingsguard.
In response, Olyvar sent cousin Arianne a long letter. He reminded her that firstly, it would not be prudent to favor Dorne too highly until his crown was more secure. Secondly, he informed her that Ser Daemon Sand, despite his usual good temper, refused to cease his constant bickering with the headstrong Ser Loras Tyrell. One would think they were squabbling squires, not knights of twenty-nine and twenty-three. Ser Clarence Crabb, on the other hand, was as forthright and sensible as befit a widower in his forties, and well suited to serve as Lord Commander.
By early fifth moon, Olyvar could turn some of his attention towards the host which would sail north. Truth be told, it was a much smaller host than he would like. Asking only for volunteers had seemed prudent at the time; calling the banners so soon in his reign was sure to be met with suspicion if not hatred. No one fancied a winter war, let alone one in the North. His own small council still doubted the seriousness of the threat, and they knew far more than most of his bannermen. Still, he had hoped that plenty of men would willingly rise to defend the realm.
Those hopes had not proved fruitful.
At first, things seemed to be going well. Lord Olyvar Rosby was nearly bursting with excitement at the chance to rush to the aid of Robb Stark, as were the three young Mootons. Almost all the petty lords and knights of Crackclaw Point had pledged their swords, firmly convinced that the Others and their wights were both real and exceptionally dangerous. That was the work of Lord Crabb, to whom Olyvar was duly grateful, although he wished the old lord would stop muttering about squishers.
But when Garlan Tyrell departed with his host, the largest in the city, only a few lords and landed knights had remained behind, young men eager for honor and glory and old men keen on a noble death. There were a smattering of Dornishmen, those with kin in the Night's Watch who had written to them of all they had seen, only to suddenly go silent after the end of the year solstice. Some had marched up the Boneway with Prince Oberyn and stayed in King's Landing when he left; they would sail with Sansa. The rest, those still in Dorne, would have to make their own way north.
Homeless Harry Strickland refused to take the Golden Company north, not for any price. He preferred hunting the remnants of Tarly's broken host, those who had turned outlaw and now plagued the Crownlands. At least the sellswords were being useful; there was no point being angry with them.
Olyvar was angry when his ravens to the Stormlands and Westerlands were answered with naught but excuses. He should not have been surprised; raising men in winter was never easy. But that so many should utterly disregard the dire peril which lay ahead... that disappointed him more than he could say.
Sansa had rather better luck with her raven to White Harbor. Lord Manderly was delighted to welcome a daughter of Eddard Stark, and quite effusive in warmly sharing the praise he had heard of her. By contrast, the portion of his letter regarding King Aegon was positively frigid. By King Robb's explicit command, Lord Manderly must permit the southron host to stop in his city before continuing on to Eastwatch, and so he would. However, his king had said nothing of welcoming any dragons. Should Viserion come within five leagues of White Harbor, Lord Manderly would be most displeased.
"I fear my smallfolk would panic and run riot," Sansa read aloud as they waited for Sweetrobin and Owen to return to their solar with dinner. "I'm sure King Aegon recalls the madness which possessed the mob who assaulted the Dragonpit in the days of the Dance of Dragons. My city guard are not equal to quelling such disorder, not with Ser Marlon and so many of my best men away."
Olyvar grimaced. "I've heard more subtlety from your sister." And from Lady Celtigar, who kept pestering him ever since he returned from the Stormlands.
"Arya does have her moments." Sansa put the letter aside. "Love, did you do something to offend Ser Marlon?"
"Not that I can think of?" Olyvar scratched his head, grateful they were alone for once. "But... Ser Marlon's men-at-arms are a nosy lot, and Rhaenys says he rewards them for choice gossip. If one of them found out that I mean to ask your brother to kneel..."
Sansa's lips tightened, but mercifully, it was at that point that dinner arrived. Even better, the cooks had remembered not to send anything which would offend his lady wife's sensitive nose. This sennight, it was onions. Olyvar had not realized how much he liked onions until he could not have them. But then, it was a small sacrifice to ensure her comfort. Pregnancy was hard enough already, though Sansa seemed to bear it well. At present only her nose and leg cramps bothered her; otherwise, she was happy as a lark in a sandbeggar tree.
Olyvar wished he could be happy when the raven arrived from Casterly Rock later that evening. Yet as he read the words written in Lord Lydden's bold hand, he felt numb. Two corpses had been found, near frozen by the cold water and covered in filth. But it was not the water which had killed them, or so the men discovered once the bodies had been washed clean. The man's temple had been caved in by a terrible blow; a dark, vivid bruise ringed the woman's pale neck.
That should have shocked him, or roused some scrap of pity. Instead, Olyvar's numbness turned to rage. Only the Father could judge Jaime and Cersei Lannister now. There would be no trial, no public reckoning, no gruesome execution. They had escaped the justice of men, just as they had escaped King's Landing.
But Olyvar could not dwell upon the fates of fallen enemies, not when more treacherous foes awaited him.
It was the eleventh day of fifth moon when King Aegon finally took to the sky. Viserion screeched as they turned northeast, following the Rosby Road. Olyvar had half a mind to screech with her, if only to give vent to the pain he felt from saying his farewells.
His parting from Sansa had been the first and most bitter. His lady wife could not watch him fly away; at the moment she could not even come near Viserion without being nauseated by her stink. It was in bed that they kissed and talked and wept before the coming of the dawn, careful to dry their eyes before their squires and maids appeared. Whilst the king dressed, the queen bathed, finishing just in time to put on a shift and join him in praying to the Crone at their little altar.
When they were done, Olyvar helped his lady wife to her feet. Sansa's eyes shone with unshed tears; he could not resist pulling her into one last embrace. Her hair was wet and cold, the thick locks clinging to her skin. Olyvar gently brushed them away from her face, her rounded belly bumping into his as he cupped her cheek and pressed a kiss to her brow.
"Give my love to my brothers," Sansa told him, "and take care of yourself."
Olyvar could only pray that the Mother would take care of Sansa whilst he was away. Maester Perceval had sworn no harm would come to the queen, but a maester should know better than to make promises he could not keep. Mother had the best midwives and maesters a woman could want, but Princess Elia had still been bedridden for half a year after birthing Rhaenys. Birthing Olyvar had almost killed her, and left her unable to bear another child.
But this morning, she had felt well enough to have little Elia push her wheeled chair into the yard. Mother had looked at Viserion with quiet pride, the same way she looked at Olyvar when he bent to kiss her cheek. He stayed there for a moment, so they could speak privily without the crowd of onlookers overhearing.
"Remember," Princess Elia said, "you must always think before you act." One stiff hand reached up to adjust his crown, twitching the circlet of Valyrian steel until the largest ruby was once more centered on his brow. "There, now you are ready. Go with my blessing, and may the Seven grant you victory."
"Fly safe, little brother," Rhaenys whispered in his ear when he came to hug her. "Remember, you are the King of the Seven Kingdoms. This is your realm and your hour, and you had better fucking act like it." And with that she stepped away, with a smile as innocent as if she'd said the Traveler's Prayer.
Last of all had been Sweetrobin. All of the king's squires and pages had helped ready Viserion's many saddlebags, albeit with close supervision. But only Robert Arryn dared approach the dragon as King Aegon prepared to mount. Worse, he had wrapped his skinny arms around the king's waist and begged desperately for the honor of accompanying him on his travels.
There was no time to be gracious. King Aegon's sharp rebuke had made Sweetrobin weep, to the awkward embarrassment of the other boys and to the exasperation of Arya, who had swooped in to help pry her cousin away from him. Poor lad. Olyvar would have hugged Sweetrobin back if he could, would have spoken to him gently and explained all the reasons why he was not bringing anyone with him, let alone a sickly boy of twelve whose health would not tolerate such a long journey.
But King Aegon could not do that. Not when he needed to leave right away, and certainly not in front of a bevy of courtiers and servants. Everyone knew a soft-hearted king was almost as bad as a soft-headed king, and Olyvar could not be either. The realm depended upon him to be fair and firm, steadfast and strong, wise and worthy; in short, to possess every virtue which his predecessors Cersei, Robert, and Aerys had so conspicuously lacked.
For now, though, all Olyvar had to do was fly.
His first night passed at Brownhollow on the southern shore of the Bay of Crabs. Dusk had not yet fallen when Viserion landed; Olyvar might have continued across the bay to Wickenden, if he had wanted. He had not. Olyvar could not endure another game of tiles; better to be hosted by dour Brunes than gossiping Waxleys.
Ser Bennard Brune's wife was not so dour when he finished praying to the Smith in their little sept. The Smith himself might have made the guest gift he had brought to thank Lady Matrice for her hospitality. The vase had come all the way from Myr, the glass a brilliant blue-green, the swirling handles as elegant as they were delicate. Thank the gods it had not broken; carrying costly, easily damaged gifts in a dragon's saddlebags felt wrong, no matter that the vase had been wrapped in silk and packed in straw.
His second night, King Aegon stayed at Coldwater Burn, a keep near a river west of the Fingers. This time he gave his hosts a Myrish flagon, tall and narrow, with white filigree patterned over glass that was as clear and colorless as crystal. Lord Royce Coldwater agreed to share a cup of wine from it, but otherwise, his courtesies were as chilly as his name. Like the Royces of Runestone to whom they were sworn, the Coldwaters were staunch supporters of King Robb. When he woke at the Hour of the Stranger to a howling gale rather than tolling bells, Olyvar was aghast; he did not wish to pause his journey, let alone spend another night beneath an unfriendly roof.
Perhaps he ought to have stopped at Harrenhal instead, inconvenient though it would have been. Paul the Pious's letters were warm, albeit more forceful than Olyvar would like. Mighty as they were, even the Seven could not bestow more hours in the day. He meant to read the voluminous notes the High Septon had given him, he did, and to respond at length, but there were so many urgent matters which kept interrupting him. Now and then he snatched a quarter hour to peruse them, but...
Fortunately, the Seven did not appear to be offended by the delay. The gale which had begun before midnight dropped soon after breakfast, and Olyvar was able to say his midmorning prayers to the Father from dragonback. Viserion flew over a spur of low-lying mountains, over a river, over another, taller spur, and then they were over the Bite. The she-dragon hissed her displeasure; though the sea was queerly calm, the air was growing colder.
It was just as cold at Oldcastle, where they spent their third night. It was the lord's widowed sister who greeted them, as Lord Varly Locke had called his banners to follow the King in the North to the Wall. Lady Gilliane was a quiet, nervous woman, who shook with shock when she came to see the dragon which had landed beneath her walls. She was still twitchy at dinner; when King Aegon presented her with a Myrish goblet and asked her to share a cup of wine, Lady Gilliane drank almost all of it, barely noticing the colorful designs upon the bowl or the ornate stem which she gripped so hard her knuckles turned white. Feeling rather guilty, Olyvar sought and received permission to send ravens ahead to Hornwood and Last Hearth.
The fourth host of his journey was the most pleasant thus far. Lady Rhialta Hornwood did not seem particularly bothered either by Viserion or by the absence of her husband. She was far more interested in showing off her children, Halys, a boy of two and a half, and Emphyria, a girl of ten months.
"Named for my sister; we call her Emmy," Lady Rhialta explained.
Even after the nursemaid and the wet nurse took the chubby cheeked children away, they were the subject of most of the dinner conversation. Lady Rhialta had little interest in other affairs, not when she had frequent letters from her sisters and cousins to keep her well informed. That was a lucky coincidence, as her gift was a quill rest from Yi Ti made of fine porcelain. Lady Rhialta gasped and marveled as if he'd given her a dragon's egg, and when she excused herself to check on the nursery, Olyvar felt welcome enough to ask if he might come with her.
The lady gave her enthusastic assent. And so Olyvar happily spent the rest of the evening watching Halys demonstrate his mastery of sentences such as "me want ball", whilst Emmy circled the nursery on wobbly legs, clutching hard onto her mother's finger, her little face screwed up in concentration. Then a bell tolled nine, and the nursemaids came to put the children to bed, whilst Lady Rhialta offered him the use of her own little altar to say his prayers to the Warrior.
That night, Olyvar went to sleep wishing for a daughter of his own. King Aegon might need a male heir, but Olyvar's heart stubbornly hoped that the babe Sansa carried was a girl, one with his eyes and her hair. The boy could come later. After all, they were young and healthy. Queen Alysanne had managed to birth thirteen children, though Olyver would never ask such a thing of Sansa. No, they had agreed that a few girls and a boy or two would be plenty; there were not enough hours in the day for more than that.
When he spent his fifth night at Last Hearth, every hour seemed like an eternity, even though dinner was as brief as it was tense. Lady Marna Wull might have been kind to Arya, but she was positively frigid to King Aegon, to the extent that her son Hoarfrost, the heir to Last Hearth, seemed faintly embarrassed. When he gifted them a porcelain plate from Yi Ti and asked that they use it to share their bread, Lady Marna curtly refused, though her son did not.
Viserion was in an even worse temper than Lady Marna. She was sick of flying, of landing in snow and sleeping for only a few hours before she must take flight again. Never mind that she could devour a sheep and then sleep from dusk to dawn, rather than spend long hours playing the gracious guest regardless of how his host behaved. No, Viserion would have slept all day if he allowed it, perhaps longer.
It was before dawn when a serving man named Pate came to wake him. Mindful of the less than subtle hint, Olyvar dressed quickly, ate his stingy breakfast, and took his leave. Much as he dreaded the end of his journey, an early start would not go amiss. He had looked at the maps last night; Castle Black was perhaps seventy-five leagues away. They should reach it long before nightfall.
"Almost there," Olyvar told the she-dragon as he mounted up. Grey clouds shrouded the sky; the sun was only just creeping over the horizon.
Wise Crone, I beseech you, he prayed, though it was not yet her hour. Lend me your knowledge and your prudence. Guide my tongue upon this day, just as you guide my steps upon the path that I must walk.
As if in answer, a ray of sunlight pierced through the clouds. When it fell over Viserion, her scales gleamed gold and cream. She blew a tiny gout of flame, pleased by the hint of warmth. Then, as the dragon stretched her wings, some instinct made Olyvar turn. In the corner of the yard stood a bent old woman. One hand held up a lamp that burned brightly amidst the gloom; the other rose from the folds of her cloak to point northeast.
The Crone could not have given a clearer sign if she had sent a letter by raven. It seemed Castle Black and his meeting with his goodbrothers would have to wait.
His first glimpse of the Wall was no more than a line on the northern horizon, drawing closer with every resentful flap of Viserion's wings. As the distance lessened, it seemed to swell, until it became a vast cliff of blue ice that loomed over pale snow and dark trees. Olyvar shivered, his crown cold against his brow. Wondrous it might be, but even with magic, how could such a thing exist?
The men of Eastwatch seemed to feel the same about the dragon when she descended from the sky. Some stared, too stunned to do aught else. Others screamed and ran, to Viserion's gleeful amusement. She was less pleased with the careworn men who ran toward the dragon to form a broad circle around her. The valemen in colorful cloaks far outnumbered the northmen in furs and the sworn brothers in black, but when the men parted to let their commanders through, there were only three of them.
Though smallest of the three, it was the lean, wiry black brother who pushed furthest forward. Cotter Pyke was his name, the commander of Eastwatch and of the men who defended her. In short order, he managed to make curt, uncouth introductions, a complaint about the insufficient number of men King Aegon had sent from the south to take the black, and an insult about Viserion's size and ferocity.
"Way those bloody buggers went on, I thought she'd be t' size of the Black Dread," Pyke said, rolling his eyes.
"Perhaps someday," King Aegon replied. Gods, he hoped not. Viserion was already enough of a menace, and though he loved her, foul temper and all, he did not trust her to submit to another rider when he was gone. "She is still young."
"How young?" asked Lord Harrion Karstark, giving the dragon a wary look.
"Viserion is six."
"Six?" Ser Wyl Upcliff's eyes were as big as eggs. "Six?"
Cotter Pyke did not give a rat's arse about the dragon's age, only the use he could make of her when night fell. As Olyvar had expected that, King Aegon readily agreed. He did not expect to learn that since the solstice, Eastwatch had lost of half its garrison either to sickness or in battle as they defended the wooden palisade which surrounded the crack in the Wall. And yet despite how many wights they had slain, the host only seemed to have grown bigger of late. Olyvar hoped Cotter Pyke's steward had miscounted; after fighting every night for over four months, the men looked like they had been chased through the seven hells. That would be enough to kill most men; of course the survivors would exaggerate the number of dreadful foes.
Then the sun sank, and Olyvar learned how wrong he had been to doubt.
When the burning blue eyes emerged from the darkness, it was as though the winter itself seized hold of him, wrapping his limbs in freezing chains. He could only stare, motionless, as Viserion lashed her stubby tail. She did not want to go any closer to those cold dead things, or to the nasty wall of ice that stood between them. Why had she let her rider bring them here?
I don't want to be here either, part of him wanted to shout. Olyvar wanted to go home, to dote on his pregnant wife and dole out justice to his peaceless kingdoms. Why must it be his lot to deal with ice demons?
Because someone must, another part of him answered. The haggard men at the palisade had not asked for this fight, but they fought on all the same. How can a knight, a king, do any less?
And so, with gritted teeth, King Aegon took Viserion up.
The crack in the Wall was a jagged, cruel gash, lined with shards of ice that jutted out like teeth. Viserion screeched as she flew through the gap; in a heartbeat, they were above the mass of wights. Their terrible eyes shone as they looked up at their doom, a last blaze of blue before the dragon unleashed her fury and the world turned to golden flame.
For a moment Olyvar heard nothing but the blood pounding in his ears and the fire roaring from the dragon's mouth. Then a clamor went up behind him, an onslaught of shouts that soon turned to screams. Smoke stung at his eyes; through his tears he glimpsed orange flames engulfing row after row of caement apartments, green flames leaping from roof to roof, pale golden flames devouring the top of a tower crowned with a maelstrom banner—
King Aegon clenched his fists. There were no screams, not here, not now, and he had a job to do.
When Viserion finally landed, it was amongst a cheering throng. King Aegon ought to have given some grand speech, or at least stayed put to bask in the applause. Olyvar though, Olyvar could barely manage to keep himself upright, boneless with exhaustion. Better that King Aegon should let Ser Wyl Upcliff help him stagger to a chamber than risk falling face first in the snow.
Instead, he fell into a nightmare. One moment his sooty face was buried in pillows; the next, it was sweating beneath a steel barbute. Viserion's wings rose and fell, keeping her within earshot of the tall battlements. Upon it stood archers, men-at-arms, and a lord garbed in blue-green and gold.
"I had no part in my father's treasons," said Lord Willem Wylde, far too amiable for a man in his position. "Come, Your Grace, be merciful. A feast awaits us within, one worthy of a king. I ask for nothing, only to keep the ancient lands of my house. Grant me that, and I shall bend the knee, and be your most leal servant thereafter, I promise you."
"I have told you my terms," King Aegon replied, implacable. Surely he cannot be such a fool. "You have until sunset to strike your banners. If you do not..."
And Lord Willem laughed and laughed, until his eyes turned to molten jelly and the flesh charred and shriveled from his bones.
Olyvar jolted awake, his mouth acid with bile. He almost tripped over the chamberpot in his haste to find it in the dark. His gut was a nest of snakes; his chest heaved over and over as he brought up what seemed like a week's worth of meals. He had only meant to slay Lord Willem. How was he to know that the dragonfire that consumed the lord's chamber would spread through half the tower before it was put out? His lady wife, his children, their attendants... so many innocent lives lost, and for what? Lord Willem was not even going to lose the Rain House, only a large portion of its lands.
The Fells had not been so stupid. The instant Viserion began circling above Felwood, they had struck their banners. Young Lord Buckler was less obliging, irate at the death of his father at the Battle of Bitter Winds. The pimply youth did not even manage to finish spitting on King Aegon's terms before his own men-at-arms seized him whilst his knights looked on, unwilling to intervene.
If only Lord Wylde's men had acted thus. But no, they had stood by their lord, staunch and faithful to the end. There was nothing else to do; King Aegon had to carry out his threat. A king must not show forbearance to his enemies, his father Oberyn had taught him that. If only he learned the lesson sooner, Jaime Lannister would have lost his head, and King's Landing remained unburnt. At least the Mertyns had surrendered meekly, cowed by King Aegon's sudden appearance at Mistwood with the soot of the Rain House still streaking Viserion's wings.
Though he finally dozed off, Olyvar slept fitfully, waking and going back to sleep half a hundred times. Yet somehow, it was well past noon when a steward came to rouse him. Olyvar had to pray to the Crone, the Father, and the Mother before he could enjoy a hot bath and a lukewarm breakfast, a heaping bowl of creamy porridge laden with chunks of crab and slices of onions and topped with a knob of butter. King Aegon had not dined half so well with his hosts last night; no doubt he had Viserion to thank for such generosity.
A crowd of worshipful onlookers gathered to watch King Aegon feed Viserion her well earned meal. Cotter Pyke's men had provided several wheelbarrows heaped full of fresh-caught fish, which he tossed to her one by one so she could roast them with a spurt of dragonflame before gulping them down. To his dismay and surprise, Viserion did not even try to show off as she usually would. The moment she finished her meal, she curled up in a tight ball and went back to sleep.
"Is she sick?" Ser Wyl Upcliff asked, concerned.
"Merely tired," King Aegon told him. The scar on Viserion's throat had not troubled her since Sansa last healed it; it must be the journey and the cold which wearied her. So much for flying on to Castle Black. The she-dragon never slept for less than a few hours, and by then it would be too late to arrive before dusk. "A day of rest is all she needs."
There was no rest for King Aegon. He could hardly hide in his chambers until dinner; no, he must be social. His hosts were eager to hear his stories and share theirs in return. They had time to spare; tonight's battle would be practically easy with so much of the wight host burnt to ash. Thank the Seven for that; he did not think he could wake Viserion even if he blew a trumpet in her ear.
Getting her up the next morning was as difficult as he expected. Viserion "accidentally" flung a pile of snow at him with her stubby tail as he fetched her breakfast, wasted time by showing off tossing fish in the air and bouncing them off her snout several times before eating them, to the delight of the crowd, and, when Olyvar finally mounted up, took flight the instant he finished securing his saddle chains rather than waiting for his cue.
Ill-tempered beast, Olyvar thought irritably. He did not need Viserion's nonsense; he was nervous enough already as they followed the Wall west. Hopefully she would follow his command not to tease the direwolves. Olyvar did not need Sansa to tell him that Robb Stark and Jon Snow would not shrug at his dragon taunting their wolves the way Arya shrugged off the she-dragon's little spats with Nymeria.
But there were no direwolves at Castle Black. There was no one, no one at all.
Olyvar's hands shook as he tried to drink from his wineskin. When he swallowed, the noise was unnaturally loud; all was quiet save for the wind whistling across the empty yard. It battered at the empty stone towers and timber keeps, it shook the bare poles which should have flown proud banners.
At least they did not leave in haste, Olyvar thought as he strode to the nearest tower. Panicked men fled as fast as they could; they didn't pause to retrieve their lords' precious banners. They had even taken the chamberpots; he had to try several rooms before he found one forgotten under a table.
Once done with it, Olyvar turned to tidying himself. He could do nothing about the soot which clung to his blue and black regalia, but a spare rag served to shine his new breastplate. The front was graven with his halved sigil of a rising phoenix and three-headed dragon, studded with orange topaz and red rubies; the back bore images of the Seven. That gave him the strength to return to Viserion and mount, though not until after a last look at one of the parchments in his saddlebags.
A blind man could have found the host's trail. The kingsroad which led south had been trampled flat, leaving a broad sheet of ice which ran between tall drifts of snow. As Viserion flew on, they began to pass broken wayns; now and then they saw clearings amongst the trees marked with the remnants left behind by a broken camp.
Olyvar girded himself, aware the tail end of the host might appear at any moment. Surely his goodbrothers would be pleased when they heard what King Aegon had done at Eastwatch. That ought to help. And Robb Stark of all people ought to understand the burdens of kingship, just as Aegor had. He and his kinsman had become fast friends despite everything, and though it had been much harder to win over Daenerys, he had managed it. He would win over his goodbrothers too, and if the Seven were kind, the Crone would lift her lamp and show Robb Stark the wisdom of bending the knee.
The sun was directly overhead when the ants appeared, dark and small against the snow. There would be no time to finish his prayers to the Mother. The lone stragglers were already behind him; now he looked upon a mighty host, thousands of men marching south as one. As Olyvar aimed for the banners which flew at the head of the column, he suddenly wished that he could have had a peace banner made to stream from Viserion's tail. Then he made the mistake of imagining it. The sight was so ridiculous, as was Viserion's indignant horror at the very idea, that he nearly burst out laughing as he circled overhead.
But King Aegon's face was solemn when he landed on the kingsroad just ahead of the host. Horns and trumpets blew; everyone halted, save for a pair of men on garrons and, oddly, a wayn which followed close behind, the oxen's breath steaming in the cold. King Aegon watched them approach, doing his best to ignore the rest of the host shouting and pointing.
He could not ignore the direwolves racing toward him. All three were the size of horses, but there the resemblance ended. One could have almost been Nymeria's twin, though his fur was a darker grey. Grey Wind. Beside him ran the largest wolf, one with fur white as snow. Ghost. As for the last- wait, why were there three? Rickon was at Winterfell, and Shaggydog was black, not grey and missing a foreleg. Olyvar's heart leapt; Sansa's prayers to the old gods had not been in vain.
The sons of Eddard Stark looked much as he had pictured them when they drew near. Robb, King in the North and King of the Trident, handsome and broad-shouldered, with the Tully hair, high cheekbones, and a vicious scar across his cheek. Jon Snow, Lord Commander of the Night's Watch, sullen and lean, with brown hair and a long face, so like that of the portrait Sansa kept of her father. And sitting on a wayn driven by a wide-eyed black brother was a boy who could only be Bran, Prince of Winterfell. He looked more like Sansa than like Robb. Fortunately, his lady wife had never had so many pimples, nor peach fuzz shrouding her chin, nor, puzzlingly, a scowl so fearsome it could have curdled milk.
"Well met!" King Aegon hailed his goodbrothers.
"Your Grace," King Robb answered coolly. "I would offer you bread and salt, but as you can see, I have no roof to shelter you. Nor can we march onward with a dragon blocking the road, and it is far too early to make camp for the night."
"Of course," King Aegon replied. "I would not wish to delay you. I shall fly ahead, then, if you will tell me how far you mean to go."
"Another five miles," said Jon Snow. Prince Bran said nothing, too busy glaring.
A few more words, and then Viserion was in the air again, though not for long. She landed beside the kingsroad in a likely spot for a camp, happy to be away from the wolfstink and done for the day. Olyvar wished he could share her rare good humor. What had gone wrong? He had said nothing to offend; he had not even had the chance. But then, Arya said King Robb was always busy doing something; perhaps he was merely irritated at being interrupted. Olyvar winced; the sight of a dragon would certainly distract men who ought to be focused on marching as far as they could before making camp.
Indeed, it took longer than expected before the host appeared. Whilst King Robb and Lord Snow were occupied giving orders, King Aegon managed to get the attention of one of Lord Snow's men, a dour grey-haired fellow whose left arm ended at the elbow.
"I can get Your Grace a brazier and a nice big kettle," the black brother told him, "but the red wine we've got won't taste any better hot than it does cold." He gave a mournful sigh. "And you'll want to make it in the king's pavilion, not the lord commander's tent. Unless Your Grace fancies not having enough room to swing a dead chicken without hitting yourself with it."
King Aegon's lip twitched. He jerked his head in a nod, manfully strangled the urge to laugh, and turned on his heel to stalk away before the man could say anything else.
It was Perros Blackmont who had told him of the ancient First Men custom of a guest thanking his host for bread and salt by bringing a drink to share. Olyvar had never heard of such a thing before, nor had Sansa, though she vaguely recalled a lord from the mountain clans who once brought mead as a gift for her father. Still, there was no harm in trying.
As forcing Viserion to carry casks of wine was as impractical as it was suicidal, Olyvar had instead brought all that he would need to make mulled wine. The scents of oranges and honey, cinnamon and clove, cardamom and ginger came as a pleasant relief after smelling naught but dragonstink, cold and snow. Greatjon Umber took a great whiff and gave King Aegon an appraising glance when he came in, which was something, at least.
More appreciative was the fellow who carried in Prince Bran, a burly mountain clansman in blue and white. A Burley or a Harclay most likely, but which had a knife, and which had moons? King Aegon wished he had his parchment, the one Sansa had covered with illuminations of all the northern sigils she knew and the houses to which they belonged. At least he could recognize Lord Daryn Hornwood, Lord Galbart Glover, and Ser Edmund Belmore by their colors without any trouble, though he did not know the two black brothers who accompanied them.
The mulled wine was just ready when King Robb and Lord Snow finally appeared. King Aegon poured a cup for each guest at the table. He was about to offer a toast to friendship when Prince Bran spoke for the first time in his presence.
"Meer- Lady Meera should have some too," the prince declared, his voice cracking slightly. He looked at the clansman who had carried him in. "You should take her a cup, Artos."
"Of course," King Aegon said graciously, to cover his annoyance and confusion. Why was a lady here? Then he remembered. Two of Lord Reed's children had gone with Bran, a girl and a boy. "Will her brother be joining us?" King Aegon asked. "If not, there is enough wine left to send a cup to him as well."
"No," Bran snapped, his scowl even deeper than before. Now that he had a closer look, King Aegon misliked what he saw. Boys of fourteen were supposed to be plump or gangly, not have hollow cheeks and bony hands. It was not hard to guess why one of his companions might not be joining them, even before he saw Lord Snow shake his head.
"I am sorry for your loss," King Aegon said. "Winter is cruel, as is war. Let us toast to the memory of our dead. May the gods grant them rest, and give comfort to those they left behind."
"Hear hear," said King Robb, much to his surprise.
When King Robb lifted his cup, so did everyone else. Silence fell as every man took a sip, then a chorus of quiet sighs echoed through the tent. That was even sweeter than the taste of the wine as the flavor of orange and honey and spices blossomed on his tongue.
The wine was the best part of the dinner. The portions of stew and bread were modest, though there were jars of rosehip jelly and butter and a little casket of black pepper to add flavor. If this was how the king dined, King Aegon cringed to think of how the common men were eating.
Olyvar wanted to cringe a thousand times during dinner as he hid behind his kingly mask. After a round of thanks and compliments for his mulled wine, the conversation soon went downhill. The tale of his triumph at Eastwatch was as well received as a marcher lord in Dorne.
"A useful trick," King Robb said. "Had you come earlier, it would have saved many lives lost in the defense of Castle Black. We had expected to see you sooner, given the promises made by Ser Deziel Dalt, and by the letter you sent to Eastwatch."
"I came as quickly as I could," King Aegon said. Much to the displeasure of my small council, not to mention the folk of King's Landing, he resisted the urge to add. Whining and excuses was not seemly. Better to make a gesture of goodwill.
"No doubt you will be glad to hear tidings of the winter wolves you so generously sent south. Several asked me to bring letters for their king and their kinsmen, as no ravens seemed able to reach the Wall." He looked at King Robb and Lord Snow. "I also have letters for you from my lady wife, who sends her love."
"Our sister," Prince Bran said sharply. "Her name is Sansa."
King Aegon inclined his head. "Yes, from Queen Sansa. Princess Arya also scribbled short notes on each letter, I believe." He gave Bran a sympathetic look. "Though I fear there is no letter for you, my prince, as we did not know of your return. Sansa will be overjoyed when she learns you are well; she prays for you at the weirwood every night."
Not tonight, though, Olyvar abruptly realized. It was the eighteenth; her ship ought to have set sail for White Harbor today. Gods, what was he thinking, letting Sansa come north? The realm mattered more than his own desires; he ought to have told her nay, never mind his terror that something might happen to her whilst they were parted. But... surely the small council ought to be able to manage without her. And Mother and Rhaenys would keep an eye on things, as would Jeyne Poole—
Someone had started talking; King Aegon yanked his attention back to the conversation at hand.
"—Lord Snow slew a dragon last year," Black Jack Bulwer said, ripping off a chunk of bread. "Or had Your Grace not heard?"
"I heard of it," King Aegon said. "A demon born from ice and blood magic, if the tale I heard was true." He lifted his cup in a toast. "To Lord Snow, dragonslayer."
Everyone toasted, though not before several glanced at him, baffled. Even Lord Snow's face was as stiff and stern as ever. What, was he not supposed to acknowledge his goodbrother's bravery? Facing a dragon with a sword was an act of suicidal heroism, the stuff of songs.
"My brother is a dragonslayer," Prince Bran said. He gave Lord Snow a proud look, then turned and gave King Aegon a look that would have peeled paint. "No one else has killed a dragon, not for ages and ages."
King Aegon blinked at him, too bewildered to think before he spoke. "Ah. That's, uh, not quite true. Not that you would know, I suppose. I fought the dragon Rhaegal, which Euron Greyjoy had stolen and ensorceled—"
"No, you didn't," Bran said scathingly. "Unless you were the one who shot them with arrows when they attacked Volantis, and you don't look like an archer. And you definitely didn't do anything to help Oldtown, that was an old man and his daughter."
"Bran," Lord Snow chided, looking slightly unnerved. "What are you talking about?"
King Aegon stared at the boy, poleaxed. "How did you know about Lord Leyton and Lady Malora?"
Bran said nothing, only crossed his confusingly muscular arms over his chest. If the boy noticed the way the rest of the table was staring, he gave no sign.
After that, Olyvar felt he had no choice but to explain. He began with Daenerys and the dragonhorn on a beach outside Meereen, continued with Greyjoy's senseless attacks on Volantis, Pyke, and Oldtown, and concluded with the battle over the Isle of Faces. At that point, Lord Hornwood proposed a toast. All lifted their cups, save Greatjon Umber.
"You should have finished the job in Volantis," the big man rumbled. "King Robb never leaves a battle until the field is his."
Then why are you retreating? Olyvar thought.
"King Robb's prowess as a commander is well known," King Aegon said. "The Whispering Wood, Oxcross, Sweetroot, all victories worthy of a song. Has my lord heard of the Battle of Bitter Winds?"
Lord Umber had not, save a few scattered rumors. King Aegon was more than willing to enlighten him, though he made sure to give due credit to Ser Symon Wyl, who had devised the plan of attack, and to Ser Loras Tyrell, who had led the cavalry after Ser Symon was slain. Then, remembering a knight of the Vale was present, he glossed over the taking of King's Landing so that he might get to his visit to the Eyrie. Ser Edmund Belmore was pleased to learn of the rescue of his young kinsman, though not so pleased as King Aegon had hoped.
By then, the meal was long since finished. It was no surprise when King Robb and Lord Snow dismissed their guests so they might speak privily with King Aegon. Even burly Artos and glum Dolorous Edd were sent away, though not before receiving orders to fetch a Septon Josua and someone named Pyp.
King Aegon was ready to learn of how the war against the Others proceeded. He expected Lord Snow to tell him how the Wall came to be cracked, or for King Robb to explain his dispositions and strategies, not to mention why his host had abandoned Castle Black. He did not expect both the king and the lord commander to turn to their little brother, whose blue-grey eyes were suddenly fey and far away.
"The Others were a mistake," the boy began. "They were men, once, who lived in ancient days. When the Long Night came, they were in the midst of a war against the singers—"
"The children of the forest," King Robb corrected.
"Let Bran tell it," Lord Snow said softly. "I'm sure King Aegon will ask questions when he has them."
Olyvar was too horrified to ask questions as Bran continued, speaking of bloody slaughter and skies turned dark for months on end. Magic was no man's plaything, but the men who became the Others had never learned that lesson. How could the gods allow men to become demons? How could a demon be made of ice and magic rather than flesh and bone? How could such demons survive for thousands of years, wreaking havoc upon the seasons at their whim, changing helpless babes to more of their foul kind?
"So they mean to kill us all," King Aegon said at last, his lips as numb as the rest of him.
Bran frowned. "No. They like playing with men. Killing all of us would spoil their fun."
"How comforting."
"Isn't it?" Lord Snow agreed dryly. "Almost as comforting as knowing they do not need ravens or couriers to enact their plans. Their minds are knit as one, their thoughts shared no matter the distance between them. The Others have scattered across the North, but the moment one saw our host, all knew."
"The Others have attacked the host?" King Aegon asked, his stomach like lead. "When was this battle?"
King Robb clenched his fist. "There was no battle, damn them. The Others come at night and linger beyond the edges of camp like the cravens they are. And then..." he grimaced, and called for Septon Josua and Pyp to come join them.
They came at once, pushing aside the drape which separated the king's sleeping furs and makeshift solar from the rest of the pavilion. Septon Josua had a covered canvas, whilst Pyp had nothing but a browbeaten expression. When the septon unveiled his canvas, the black brother looked away, shuddering so hard that he might have been having a fit.
King Aegon wished he could look away. He had never seen anything so terrible as what was painted upon the canvas.
The Other stood alone, upon a barren field. Moonlight shone upon crystal armor, reflecting back as if it were a mirror. Its sword was crystal too, sharp and delicate, a shard of ice forged to deadly perfection. And the face... there was an uncanny beauty to it, an unnatural symmetry, as if a sculptor had carved the ideal man only for his statue to come to life. But no living man had ever had skin pale as snow, nor ice-blue eyes that burned like stars. The worst part was the Other's smile, wide and mocking and filled with malice.
"It still isn't quite right," Bran muttered at the septon's back.
"The prince's assistance has been invaluable," Septon Josua said in a tone whose serenity belied his scowl.
"I apologize for my brother's lack of courtesy." King Robb eyed his brother sternly. Lord Snow did not, too busy putting an arm around Pyp's shoulders and muttering to him.
"I'm sorry, septon," Bran said, clearly trying not to squirm. "You're a good painter," he added, almost as an afterthought.
"Truly, the Other is so lifelike it looks as though it might step off the canvas," King Aegon agreed, wondering why the black brother was here.
But Pyp did not turn around until after the canvas was covered and the septon had taken his leave. Then King Robb prompted him to speak.
The tale he shared was ghastly, and only came in fits and starts. Olyvar listened, his pity and his dread growing in equal measure. Then Pyp faltered and fell silent for long minutes. He did not speak again until after Lord Snow put an arm around him and made him drink a bit of leftover mulled wine.
"Next thing I knew, I was on the ground, with Sam on top of me," the black brother finished.
"And yet he still fought," Lord Snow murmured. "He begged, he pleaded, he promised Sam that the Others would bless them both. All they must do was go to them and bend the knee, and all would be well."
It did not seem to matter that the King in the North and the Lord Commander had ordered all their men to sleep with rags stuffed in their ears. Each night a few men either forgot or did not stuff their rags tightly enough. And when the Others called to them on a whispering wind...
"I have sent all my couriers out, bound for the largest keeps and holdfasts they can reach," King Robb told him. "Most of their folk will already be gathered for winter, but they must be warned of the danger nonetheless. And I have ordered them to send messengers to the smaller holdfasts and villages lest they be taken unaware. The Others might strike anywhere they please, and each wight adds to their power."
"There is something I do not understand, " King Aegon said. "The Wall defended the realms of men for thousands of years without suffering so much as a rathole. How did it come to be cracked?"
Jon Snow turned white; Bran turned red.
"Because you didn't kill Euron Greyjoy," the boy spat. "He got the Horn of Winter and blew it from atop the Hightower, and I only barely shattered it before the whole Wall came down."
Olyvar was lost. "You were in Oldtown? How?"
Bran crossed his arms. "I wasn't there," he said, almost as rude as Arya in a temper. "I was greenseeing."
As Olyvar had no idea how greenseeing worked, beyond a weirwood being involved, that made more sense than it didn't. "Was Greyjoy the red star that Sansa spoke of, the one from her dream?" Sansa was certain that her little brother had destroyed the malignant thing, whatever it was, but—
"No," Jon Snow answered. "That was Lord Brynden Rivers, who lured our brother beyond the Wall to teach him greensight."
"To use him as a puppet, more like," King Robb growled.
Outside the pavilion, the direwolves snarled. The hair on Olyvar's arms prickled, as did the hair on the back of his neck. He dared not ask how a sorcerer who had been dead for at least fifty years entered into this, not tonight.
"I am sorry I was not able to slay Greyjoy earlier," King Aegon said instead. "However you shattered the Horn of Winter and slew Bloodraven, the realms of men owe you a great debt." He bowed to Bran, who blinked at him as if he had started speaking YiTish. Oh, of course, how rude of him. "And I should be glad to give my thanks to Lady Meera, and say prayers to the Stranger in honor of—" King Aegon struggled, groping for a name he did not know.
Tears welled in Bran's eyes; he rubbed them away angrily. King Robb stepped to his brother's side, hiding him from view. A moment's pause, and then his brother was in his arms, his shrunken legs dangling.
"His name was Jojen," Lord Snow said when they were gone. "Jojen Reed, son of Lord Howland Reed of Greywater Watch. I am not sure how he perished. Bran will not speak of him, other than to say that he died bravely. I cannot ask Lady Meera, and Theon doesn't know."
"Theon?" It couldn't be Greyjoy; surely there must be plenty of other northmen and ironborn named Theon.
It was. Of course it was. Seven forbid anything make sense. When King Robb returned, Olyvar half expected him to announce that Lord Eddard Stark was waiting without, his head under his arm, here to provide counsel in this time of need. Or perhaps Prince Aemon the Dragonknight, or the last hero himself. Why not?
"You will not upset Bran," King Robb said fiercely. "Did you not see how frail he is? It is a miracle he lived to return to us, let alone bring the knowledge he gleaned from the children of the forest, and from Lord Brynden, damn him. Bran may act stern and solemn, but he is a child still."
A child who has gone beyond the Wall and lived with the children of the forest, he thought. "I will keep that in mind," King Aegon said. "For now, however, I would rest, if it please Your Grace. It has been a very long day."
Given the utter failure of an evening, there was no chance that King Robb would ask him to be his bedfellow, goodbrother or not. When offered the choice of sharing the king's pavilion or taking a tent which had been set up for his use, King Aegon chose the latter. No doubt Robb Stark would prefer some privacy; Olyvar himself felt more than weary of seeing and being seen.
An honor guard of black brothers accompanied him to his tent, led by Ghost. King Aegon gingerly offered a hand to the white direwolf, who sniffed it, snorted, and then trotted off, seemingly satisfied. Mayhaps he smelled Nymeria, though Olyvar had not been near her in weeks.
Exhausted beyond measure, Olyvar fell asleep as soon as his head hit the pillow. The rags stuffed in his ears must have worked; though he suffered fearsome nightmares, when he awoke in the middle of the night he felt no urge to leave the warmth of his tent. All he could do was stare at the ceiling and ponder, ponder how to he could possibly rally his kingdoms against a foe more dreadful than his worst imaginings.
Olyvar was still pondering when Dolorous Edd came to wake him. He pondered as he dressed, he pondered as he said his prayers, he pondered as he fed Viserion. His head ached; he yearned to go back to bed. But no, King Aegon must break his fast in the king's pavilion so that they might talk some more whilst the men broke camp.
Only Lord Snow was at the table when King Aegon arrived. Prince Bran would not be joining them, and King Robb was busy with his commanders. Probably discussing how to fight a dragon if talks go poorly, Olyvar thought resentfully. He had done nothing to be received with such suspicion and ill humor; how could he have known Greyjoy meant to blow the Horn of Winter? He could almost hear Rhaenys shouting at him for just standing there and taking every gibe without so much as bristling at the offense. Well, there would be none of that today. If King Robb and his brothers could be forthright and direct and not trouble overmuch with courtesies, well, two could play at that game.
And so, after a few brief pleasantries when King Robb appeared and breakfast was served, King Aegon dropped the tidings most like to give offense, the ones he had withheld last night.
"After I rescued him from the Eyrie, Lord Arryn knelt to me."
He might as well have dropped a jar of wildfire. So much for hoping King Robb had meant it when he told Deziel he wished them well with their attempts to win the Vale. No, King Aegon was a liar, for seeking the submission of the Vale now, rather than after the winter as they had discussed.
"I am not a liar," King Aegon said firmly. "Sweetrobin knelt of his own accord; I did not ask it of him."
"Oh, he knelt of his own accord," King Robb scoffed. "More like he fell to his knees for fear of Viserion eating him if he did not."
"I beg your pardon?" King Aegon stood, so abruptly that his camp chair fell and hit the floor. "I am not the sort of man to threaten children, nor feast my dragon upon human flesh. Whatever else you think of me, I am a man of honor."
"So Sansa claimed in her letter," King Robb shrugged. "But my sister is an innocent, blinded by love." His frown deepened. "And now she is with child, though Ser Deziel Dalt swore you had not yet touched her when he left Meereen."
"I hadn't," King Aegon said, his cheeks and ears suddenly hot. "The marriage was consummated during the crossing of the Narrow Sea. Did you not receive the letters we sent from Dragonstone? Sansa read me her letter before I wrote mine; she made her wishes very clear."
"Oh, I received them." King Robb's eyes were cold; he did not even seem to notice when his brother laid a hand on his arm. "But you had no right, not without my blessing. But then, I suppose you cannot help your blood. I should be grateful you have not done worse. You might have abandoned her to die as Rhaegar did Lyanna, or slaughtered my brothers and I as Mad Aerys slew my grandsire and my uncle—"
"Aegon is not his father," Lord Snow interrupted. "And he came north, when he might have left us to fight on alone."
"True," King Robb allowed. "Though I see no host, only a dragon arrived too late."
"Late?" King Aegon's fury burst forth like dragonflame, sudden and white-hot; outside, he heard Viserion screech. "You speak to me of being late?" He yanked at his left sleeve, shoving it up to reveal the mottled flesh beneath. "I won these scars serving as your sister's champion against the Mountain. Should I reproach you for not being there to save her from the Lannisters? It was I who spirited her from King's Landing, not you, just as it was I who sailed across the world to treat with the dragon queen."
"Daenerys—"
"Is no threat to the Seven Kingdoms," King Aegon said, ruthlessly cutting him off. "Because I convinced her to remain in Meereen. I claimed Viserion, I fought Euron Greyjoy twice, I fought Tarly, I dealt with King's Landing going up in fucking flames... the south is an utter mess, my small council didn't even want me to come for at least a few more months, and I came anyway, because I swore to come as fast as I fucking could!"
King Robb's face was thunderous; Lord Snow stared, his expression unreadable. Gods, what was he doing?
"I should not have lost my temper," King Aegon forced himself to say. "You have fought long and hard, I know. You should not have to fight on alone. I would gladly share your burdens, if you will let me. I am sworn to defend the Seven Kingdoms. Is the North one of them?"
"Never." King Robb's voice cracked like a whip. "You may have gotten the Vale to kneel, but the North and Riverlands never will. While you were sitting on your arse in Dorne, I was defending them from Lannisters—"
"Prince Doran judged it better to wait, rather than take so great a risk. I was a boy of seventeen—"
"And I was fourteen when I left Winterfell to lead my northmen south," King Robb said, implacable.
"I would not ask you to kneel unless I must," King Aegon said, frustrated. "I would have rather left such matters for later, but I must answer to my small council and my bannermen—"
"So do I! Do you think the Greatjon is eager to bend his knee to some stranger? Do you think my Uncle Edmure would abandon— "
"ENOUGH!" Jon Snow roared, leaping to his feet. "Damn your crowns, may the Others take them! And they will, if we fight amongst ourselves rather than side by side! Petty politics can wait until the war for the dawn is won, because if we lose, none of this will matter!"
Both kings stared at the lord commander. Dimly, Olyvar heard the sound of men breaking camp. He took a deep breath, unclenching his fists.
"The lord commander is right," King Aegon declared.
"My brother often is," retorted King Robb.
"However," King Aegon went on, "my lords will not like this. Before coming north I was only able to muster a small host. Viserion cannot be everywhere, and I will not give commands which will be obeyed halfheartedly at best." He paused, hesitant, thinking of Arianne and of High Septon Paul. "But if we can convince them that this threat is real..."
"How?" King Robb asked. "You could summon them to see for themselves, but..."
"That would take far too long," King Aegon agreed. "The proof must be brought to them on dragonback. Whatever evidence you can gather, and a witness to explain it, one who has seen the terrors that wake in the dark."
Lord Snow laughed without humor. "Just the sight of a pair of kings on dragonback ought to be enough to convince some of them."
"His Grace didn't mean me." King Robb smiled wolfishly, his eyes glinting. "Who better to speak of the Others than the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch?"
"No," Lord Snow said flatly. "I cannot leave my men."
"Oh, yes, you can," King Robb said. "Do you not trust your officers? Do you not trust me?"
Lord Snow reddened, trapped as neatly as a hare in a snare. "The dragon will not abide a second rider," he protested.
"Oh, she will," King Aegon told him. "She's carried Sansa before, and Viserion was smaller then." Viserion would not be pleased to resume their travels, but that could not be helped. At least they would be flying south; that ought to soothe her temper.
Indeed, Viserion was almost friendly when they prepared to leave the next morning. She waited patiently as Olyvar loaded her saddlebags with Lord Snow's heavy cloth-wrapped jars and the few other things he had brought, and only snapped at his direwolf once. Ghost paced back and forth, his tail drooping, watching with bright red eyes as Lord Snow nervously mounted up and Olyvar chained him to the saddle.
"I'll be back soon, boy," Lord Snow called down. "Watch out for Bran for me?"
Now that Olyvar thought of it, the three-legged wolf Summer was almost never with his master. Not like Grey Wind, who was always beside King Robb during the day and stretched outside his pavilion at night. Lord Snow watched as his white direwolf tilted its head, then trotted off toward the wayn being readied to leave. Was that wistfulness, or was it nausea?
"If you think you might vomit, do it now," King Aegon warned his new passenger.
"I won't," Lord Snow said, grimacing. There were dark circles under his eyes; mayhaps he was just tired.
They had not gone three leagues when he heard the clinking of chains and felt a weight press against his back. Jon Snow slumped against him, dead asleep. With a pang, Olyvar wondered when the man had last had a good night's rest. Well, let him sleep. The gods knew they would both need all their strength for the journey that lay ahead.
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Rhaenys Targaryen, Princess of Dragonstone, 305 AC
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Robb Stark, King in the North, 305 AC
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171: Arya III 🤬🤺
172: Bel II 💰🐦NOTES
1) For dragon travel, I aimed for 500 miles/day. For distances, I used the privatemajor timeline or estimated using Atlas of Ice and Fire.
2) GRRM refers to "guest gifts" twice. In ACOK, Jeor Mormont gives an axe to his host Craster. In ADWD, Wyman Manderly gives palfreys to his Frey guests when they depart.
Gift giving was an important medieval practice. Here's an article about an exhibition of medieval gifts. I was also intrigued by an article called Princely entries and gift exchange in the Burgundian Low Countries.
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This article treats the first entry of a new prince as the start of a series of exchanges between the prince and his subjects. On the occasion of an entry, gifts in all kind of forms, subsistence, luxury and symbolic goods, were exchanged with the intention of establishing a bond between the new ruler and the subjects. These gifts were not standardised in the Burgundian Low Countries. There was a wide range of gifts, from wine to silverware and from money to horses. Some gifts can be linked to the princely right of lodging in places he passed on his itinerary, whereas others refer to marks of honour offered by the host. However, not all gifts were given spontaneously, but were the result of a negotiating process between the town and the prince's officials on the one hand and between the different towns of a principality on the other. Those officials benefited as well from entry gifts that trickled down to lower levels in the official hierarchy. Therefore, the gifts can be considered as personalised items in a bigger process of exchange and as a confirmation of the outcome of political negotiations.
Alas, the full article is paywalled.
3) The glasswork from Myr was inspired by 16th century Venetian glass.
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Murano vase, around 1600, Hermitage Museum
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Covered Filigrana Beaker (Stangenglas), 1550–1600
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Enameled cristallo stem glass, around 15004) The porcelain from Yi Ti was inspired by Chinese ceramics from the Ming Dynasty era (1368-1644)
Plate with Lotus, China, 15th century
Brush Rest with Persian Inscription, China, early 16th century5) Here's the inspiration for Olyvar's breastplate.
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Armor of Emperor Ferdinand I (1503–1564)6) I invented the First Men ritual of a guest bringing alcohol as a gift to be shared with his host. I decided to have the ritual be uncommon outside the mountain clans as a way to work around the ritual not popping up in canon.
Chapter 169: Jon III
Notes:
Mid May- Early July, 305 AC
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Jon Snow, Lord Commander of the Night’s Watch, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyra
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jon needed all his strength to sit up straight as the wind rushed by. High above the world they flew, between the clouds and the ground so far below. He sat pillion behind Aegon Targaryen, both of them bound to the saddle by chains that clinked and clanked. Jon's eyes watered, not just from the glare of sunlight on snow but from the foul stench of the dragon Viserion.
Oh, how he missed Ghost. His direwolf was as silent and solemn as the old gods themselves, unlike the she-dragon. Viserion gave an ear-piercing screech whenever a nasty gust of wind buffeted her off course, and that was not the only noise she made. She growled when he got too close whilst she ate; she hissed at snow drifts that displeased her; she slapped her tail loudly against the ground when she wanted attention. How Targaryen could be so fond of such an ill-tempered beast, Jon did not know or care.
The one thing that could be said for Viserion was that she was fast. Long leagues that would take days of marching passed in hours. Each flap of her enormous cream-colored wings brought them nearer to Winterfell; if the weather held, they would land around midday.
In the meantime, Jon could only wait and brood, his heart heavy in his chest. His place was at the Wall, not here. He had never thought to see Winterfell again, nor any of his siblings. Jon still could not grow used to seeing Robb every day. No matter how busy the King in the North was with his duties and his bannermen, he always made time for Jon, just as he made time for Bran after his return.
At least they have each other, Jon thought with a pang. Robb would look after Bran, just as he had when Bran awoke after his fall, crippled but alive. Jon had not known that boy. He had only known the boy Bran was before, the one who ran and climbed and dreamed of knighthood.
Seven long years had passed since then. Gone was the sweet, sturdy boy who had made friends with Tommen despite knocking him down half a hundred times in the yard. In his place was a half-starved lad of fourteen, one with a sullen scowl and eyes that had seen too much. At least Bran would talk to his brothers, if not to anyone else. Poor Samwell Tarly was trying his best, but the results thus far had not been promising. Robb thought perhaps Bran was merely ill and unused to so many people, and privately fretted over how to restore their brother's health and good humor.
Robb had fretted almost as much when he finished reading the letter from Sansa which Targaryen had brought. "Not a word misspelled, not here or in any of her most recent letters," Robb said, his brow furrowed. "Did Targaryen discover her code and make her stop?"
"If Targaryen knew she was using a code, wouldn't he have Sansa keep using it?" Jon had asked. "Telling her to stop would be far more suspicious than having her write that all was well."
"I suppose," Robb said grudgingly. "Damn him."
"Targaryen was never warmer than when he spoke of Sansa," Jon ventured, careful. "You said all her letters declare her love for him; is it so strange that he might return her affection?"
"Why shouldn't he?" Robb replied. "Sansa is all that a maiden should be; Targaryen must have thanked the gods for his good fortune when he contrived to bring her to the marriage altar. A peerless wife and a hostage against the North, taken in one fell swoop." His brother buried his head in his hands. "Gods, she was thirteen, and they wed her against her will to a man grown who might have claimed his rights whenever he pleased. And where was I? Not there to save her. And now she is with child..."
Robb groaned, defeated. "Well, if nothing else, she has Arya." He snorted. "What were you thinking, gifting her Needle? She's declared herself to be Sansa's sworn sword, as if she were some common spearwife."
Jon rubbed his neck. "I wanted to give Arya something before I left, something that she would love."
His brother gave a weary grin. "She does love Needle, I'll grant you that. I suppose it will do no harm to indulge Arya until the end of winter. Either Sansa will calm her wildness, or they will drive each other mad and Arya will quit her service."
Frowning, Jon tried to imagine his sisters. He remembered red-cheeked little girls chasing each other, flinging snowballs and taunts before Jory pulled them apart. But no matter how hard he tried, he could not see a queen and her sworn sword, no more than he could recall the glimpse of them he had seen in his dream on the night of the solstice.
Much as he longed to see his sisters, Jon wished they were not coming north. Each word of unearned praise in Sansa's letter had cut like a dagger. He was the lord commander who lost the Wall, not some hero as his sisters seemed to think.
The note Arya had added at the bottom made him feel even worse. Part of it was spent lamenting that she could not ride for Castle Black to see him, part of it on fondly mocking her new goodbrother, whom she referred to as Olyvar rather than Aegon, and the rest explaining an alarming incident involving Ser Lyn Corbray of the Kingsguard. That had certainly not been in her note to Robb, and Jon had not seen fit to inform him. Robb was already upset enough, thanks to Targaryen.
Jon glowered at the back of Targaryen's head. How dare he talk of kneeling when Others stalked the night and the fate of men hung in the balance? Thank the gods both the King in the North and King Aegon had the sense to heed him and set aside all talk of crowns. If they had not...
When Targaryen shouted, Jon looked up, startled. A grey speck loomed in the distance, rising from the fields of snow. As he stared, the speck grew larger, sprouting high walls and tall towers so familiar that he might have known them in his sleep. Jon's eyes stung; he rubbed at them, cursing the wind and the dragonstink.
Viserion descended slowly, circling round and round. When the dragon landed in the snowy inner yard, Targaryen was as taut as a bowstring, no doubt thanks to the archers who watched from atop the gatehouse, the armory, and the Great Keep. Jon ignored them as he undid his saddle chains, his black cloak billowing in the wind as he dismounted.
Queen Margaery awaited them on the steps of the Great Keep. She was pretty, with masses of glossy chestnut hair plaited with shimmering green ribbons and topped by a slim crown of gold and emeralds. Her cheeks were pink with cold, her soft brown eyes as big as the belly which swelled beneath her sable cloak.
To her credit, Queen Margaery's voice barely shook as she greeted her unexpected guests. As Jon explained why his brother had sent them, Robb's wife kept her eyes fixed on him and on King Aegon. She did not look at the dragon until Viserion shrieked without warning. Half the folk in the yard jumped with alarm, and the queen flinched back, her face pale.
"My apologies, Your Grace." King Aegon cast a worried glance at the queen's belly, then an annoyed look over his shoulder. "Viserion is merely being dramatic; she will do no harm so long as men keep their distance. Though a few goats or sheep would not go amiss."
"Of course," Queen Margaery said pleasantly, hiding shaking hands beneath her cloak. "Does Viserion prefer her prey alive?"
"Yes, thank you," King Aegon replied. "But shorn, if you please? Getting wool in her teeth annoys her."
"And wastes good wool," Queen Margaery agreed, resolutely ignoring the dragon as she bared her massive teeth. She turned to Jon. "Would you wish to meet with Prince Rickon first, or with the king's council? Or both, if you like; Prince Rickon often serves as their cupbearer."
Jon's heart leapt. He opened his mouth—
"The council first," King Aegon said firmly. "What we have to tell them is urgent, and not fit for the ears of a boy so young."
"That is good to know, Your Grace," Queen Margaery said gently, "but I was asking Lord Snow."
Jon clenched his fists, then gave a grudging nod. "The council, please, Your Grace."
Whilst Queen Margaery beckoned servants and began giving orders, Targaryen drew close to Jon. "Sorry," Targaryen muttered in his ear. "I figured it would gall you to see your brother for a quarter hour and then abandon him for a council meeting, rather than stay with him as long as you pleased. I would feel the same, were my sisters here."
"You only have one sister," Jon said, to hide his anger and confusion at such well-meant presumption.
Targaryen huffed, careful to keep his voice low. "I was raised with Prince Oberyn's daughters. My cousins by blood, but my sisters in truth. The youngest— Loreza— she'll be twelve in a fortnight. Every nameday, she used to wake me by leaping onto my bed at the crack of dawn. I'd carry her around on my shoulders all day, and at night, I'd give her a new gown for her favorite doll." A note of sorrow crept into his voice. "I haven't seen Loree in five years, not since I brought Sansa back to Sunspear."
As Queen Margaery led them to the council chamber above the Great Hall, she and Targaryen conversed as if they were old friends. It did not seem to matter that they had only met briefly in King's Landing, nor that House Tyrell had rescued the Lannisters from Stannis. No, they talked of her brothers Willas, Garlan, and Loras, all of whom Targaryen had seen much more recently than she had.
Jon could not help thinking of his own brothers as he climbed the steps, going slowly because he had Queen Margaery leaning on his arm. Robb had nearly squeezed him breathless when they parted, and it had been even harder leaving Bran behind. "When you get back, I'll be riding," Bran had told him, his voice cracking as he tried not to cry.
Maester Luwin did cry when he entered the council chamber shortly after they did. The maester was wrinklier than Jon recalled, and his sparse grey hair had turned white. But he clasped Jon's hand with a strong grip, and murmured warm blessings before he spared so much as a glance for King Aegon. Gaunt Hother Umber clapped him on the back; Torrhen Poole, a short, homely man whom Jon faintly recalled, remarked on how tall he had grown since he went away.
Courtly Lord Jason Mallister and red-faced Lord Gilwood Hunter were strangers. They did not trouble themselves with such nonsense, but asked questions straightaway as soon as Queen Margaery slipped from the room. Targaryen watched her go, frowning, then returned to the matter at hand.
As quickly as he could, Jon explained the battle at Castle Black and the retreat which had followed. His stomach was a hard knot as he remembered leaving his men behind. Much as he trusted Black Jack Bulwer and Maester Turquin, he was the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch, not them.
And what of the free folk? Robb had sworn to see the host safe to Winterfell, but he did not know or trust the free folk, just as they did not know or trust the King in the North. They trusted Jon, though, as much as they trusted any kneeler. More fool they, Jon thought bitterly. Eastwatch might yet hold, but the Shadow Tower had fallen, and he had only himself to blame.
When they left the host on the kingsroad, Jon had insisted they fly west in search of survivors. Targaryen had not argued, but urged Viserion on, no matter how the dragon balked at the cold winds and falling snow. They had reached the Shadow Tower the same day. On the next, they had found a scattered band of men in furs, clansmen from the northern mountains.
"What became of the surviving black brothers, I do not know," Jon told the council. "Cayn Knott said First Ranger Blane was still alive when the wights broke through, but what became of the black brothers after he could not say. As for Knott, he gathered all the northmen he could and is leading them home, to warn of the wights and to defend their people. " So long as a blizzard does not catch them on the way and kill every last one of them on the road.
"Can wights climb mountains?" Lord Hunter asked.
Jon shrugged. "They will face most any hardship, so long as they scent hot blood nearby. After assailing the Wall for months on end, climbing mountains might seem easy."
Lord Hunter took a hearty gulp of wine.
"I'm afraid it gets worse, my lord," King Aegon said grimly.
"How so?" Lord Mallister looked like a man who feared nothing, but there was unease in his voice.
"Wherever the wights go, the dead rise," Jon told him. "Those who die in battle, those who die in their sleep, all wake in the night with their eyes burning blue."
Lord Hunter shuddered so hard he spilled wine on his brown doublet, the red staining the silver arrows blazoned on it. "Gods," he spluttered. "Every lichyard will birth an army."
"Don't be ridiculous," Maester Luwin said sharply. "Living or dead, a man cannot claw his way through a coffin and six feet of dirt, especially when the flesh has long since rotted from his bones."
Lord Mallister frowned. "What of those too poor to be buried in coffins?"
Maester Luwin tucked his hands in his sleeves. Jon had seen him do it a thousand times before; why should his throat suddenly feel tight? "Their bodies rot even faster," the maester said. "A year, and there is naught but bones. A few decades, and there is naught but dust."
It was mid afternoon when the maester led them to the ravenry. Later the king's council would send ravens across the North, once copies had been made of the letter which Robb had entrusted to Jon. For now, King Aegon laid claim to the best scribe amongst Maester Luwin's assistants. Pate scratched away with his quill as Targaryen dictated letters, one for each lord who would soon be playing host to a dragon, a king, and a lord commander of the Night's Watch.
The lord commander had no letters of his own to send, only those which had been placed in his care. At his behest, several of the knights of the Vale had written letters to their kinsmen. Maester Luwin took them and then bustled off, intent on finding the ravens to Runestone, Strongsong, the Redfort, Ironoaks, Coldwater Burn, Grey Glen, and Gull Tower.
The last letter Jon kept aside. He stared at a bare patch someone had worn in the maester's rug, turning the tightly rolled parchment round and round in his hands.
When Theon Greyjoy demanded to send a raven the day after he arrived at Castle Black, Jon had almost laughed in his face. If anyone had saved Bran, it was the children of the forest, not Theon. The fact that Summer trailed at his heels made no matter. After years in the wilderness, no doubt the sight of a familiar face had been a relief, even if it came with an obnoxious smirk. As such, Jon had refused his request without a single qualm.
"You are a man of the Night's Watch, not a lordling who may send ravens on a whim," Jon reminded him.
"It isn't a whim," Theon said, his fists clenched.
"Oh? Then what is it?"
"None of your concern," Theon snapped. "Don't be an ass, Snow, this is important."
"You forget yourself," Jon said coldly. "I am the lord commander; no raven flies without my leave."
Theon grimaced. "Fine, my lord," he spat. "There's a girl in Lordsport, Alla. She was a merchant captain's daughter when I took her maidenhead and left her with my bastard in her belly. Now..." Theon swallowed, a vein throbbing in his forehead. "Now she and my son live in a brothel at the mercy of a drunken whoremonger, and they will remain there unless my sister heeds my pleas to take them in."
Jon looked down at the parchment in his hands. Despite their mutual loathing, he had not enjoyed telling Theon that all their ravens were dead. He had never seen Theon so downcast, so helpless. And so, with great reluctance, he had sent Dolorous Edd to find him before he left for Winterfell. Whatever Theon's crimes, the girl he had seduced was not to blame, nor was the bastard she had borne him.
Maester Luwin was perplexed when Jon bade him send a raven to Ten Towers, but he obeyed without question. Targaryen did not even notice. He was still busy dictating to Pate, whose fingers were growing increasingly spattered with ink. He only paused when a pair of Queen Margaery's ladies-in-waiting arrived. The younger girl was a blonde dressed in green and teal, the elder a brown-haired girl close to his own age, her black lambswool gown patterned with white sunbursts. They curtsied gracefully, then introduced themselves. The girl in green was Wylla Manderly, Prince Rickon's betrothed; the sunburst girl was Alys Karstark.
"Her Grace is resting, but she looks forward to seeing both of you at dinner," Lady Alys said. "If you wish to refresh yourselves first, your rooms have already been prepared."
"Thank you, my lady," Targaryen said distractedly. He turned his head, the square-cut rubies in his crown gleaming deep scarlet against a circlet of smoky Valyrian steel. "But I do not think I will be finished here in time."
Jon did not care about refreshing himself. He had discharged his duties; there was nothing left to stand between him and his youngest brother. "Where's Rickon?"
Lady Wylla smiled. "I do not know where the prince is, Lord Snow, but I know where he is apt to be. Shall I send a few servants to search the most likely places and bring him to your chamber?"
"No," Jon said impatiently. "I had rather search for him myself. If my lady would escort me?"
"Gladly."
Their first stop was the practice yard. Ser Rodrik Cassel's whiskers were even bushier than Jon remembered. His breath steamed as he shouted advice to the lines of boys drilling with wooden swords and spears. For a moment Jon could almost see himself amongst them, a young boy who panted as he parried Robb's blade and lunged to make an attack of his own.
But Rickon was not there, and so they walked on.
Though the footpaths had been cleared, Jon's black boots were caked with snow by the time they reached the Servant's Keep. The little room was smaller than he remembered, as was the woman who sat beside the fire. Her bald scalp was covered with an embroidered coif, her eyes white and unseeing, but he knew her all the same.
"Here, who is it?" Old Nan asked. Needles clicked away in her knobby, wrinkled hands, knitting a patterned scarf. Jon tried to speak, but there was something caught in his throat.
"That can't be little Lyanna," the old woman tsked, still knitting. "The steps were too steady and too quiet. Ned, is that you? I've known cats who made more noise. Come, little lord, I'll tell you a story, like I used to before Lord Arryn took you away." Old Nan chuckled. "Lady Lyarra says he ought to have taken Brandon instead, with all the trouble he's given her of late."
"Nan, it's me," Jon said. He knelt before her chair, clasping her hands in his.
There was a long pause as the old woman frowned, gathering her thoughts. "Mind the needles," Old Nan scolded. "Jon, what are you doing here? Ben said he was leaving at dawn; you should have been on your way to the Wall hours ago."
"I went to the Wall," Jon told her, his voice breaking. "Years and years ago. I'm lord commander now."
"You can't be lord commander," Old Nan said crisply. "I may be blind, but I'm not deaf. You can't be more than seventeen."
"Lord Snow is one-and-twenty," Lady Wylla gently corrected. "He has led the Night's Watch for a long while now."
Old Nan hesitated for a moment, then scowled. "I know that," she said, waspish. "He's the one who saw fit to let wildlings through the Wall, as if they wouldn't like to kill us all in our beds. That Osha knows her place, I'll say that for her, but the rest of them..." she shook her head. "Ah, never mind." She patted Jon's cheek with a leathery hand. "There now, you're a good lad, and all men make mistakes."
Behind him, he heard Lady Wylla smother a laugh. "Have you seen Rickon today?" she asked.
Old Nan licked her lips, considering. "The little prince brought me an applecake, then ran off to the godswood." She patted Jon's cheek again, this time pausing to wipe away the wetness. "I hope you brought stories for him," she said, almost wistful. "He knows mine too well, though he asks for them all the same."
"Rickon visits her almost every day," Lady Wylla said as they made their way to the godswood. "He brings some of the wildling children too, the ones he likes to play with. Old Nan doesn't notice, now that they know better than to speak in the Old Tongue around her."
Jon winced. "How many times did that happen?"
"Just the once. Some of the children thought it was funny, and pretended to attack her. Maester Luwin thought Old Nan might die of shock, either from terror of the wildlings or from Rickon shouting at her to stop stabbing at them with her needles. But the next day, she was right as rain. The wildlings weren't. The maester had to sew one of them up, once he pulled Old Nan's needle out of the boy's shoulder. Rickon said he deserved it, beat the other ones who scared her black and blue, and made them swear to never do it again, a proper oath said beneath the heart tree."
That was where they found Rickon, swimming in the black pool. A squire and a page kept watch, sitting on the rock beside the pool. Its waters reflected the heart tree overhead so that Rickon seemed to swim between pale branches and rustling leaves. They vanished with every stroke and kick, only reappearing when the water stilled behind his wake. Jon had never seen him swim so fast before. Rickon used to cling to his mother, frightened of the black pool. Lady Catelyn had only just finished teaching him to swim when King Robert came.
When Rickon emerged from the water, wet and dripping, Shaggydog burst out of the trees. His eyes were green and wild, his fangs bared, his long snout quivered as he sniffed at the intruder. The black direwolf was taller than he was, almost as big as Ghost. Jon stood stock-still, hoping none of the slaver would drip down onto his face.
"Shaggy?" Rickon took a hesitant step forward. His auburn hair was plastered across his forehead, dark as blood.
In answer, Shaggydog nuzzled Jon's shoulder. Cautiously, Jon extended a hand and scratched the underside of the direwolf's chin. Shaggy allowed it, his tail drooping slightly, then trotted away.
But Rickon did not move a hair. Not when Jon called out to him, nor when Lady Wylla reminded her betrothed to dry off and get dressed. In the end, the beaky-nosed squire had to towel him off and help him into his clothes.
At that point Rickon took refuge behind Lady Wylla. Could this be the same boy who had set his direwolf on a poisoner? If he were still three, he would have hidden behind her skirts. But Rickon was nine now, and less than a foot shorter than his bride to be.
"What are you doing?" Lady Wylla demanded. She tried to move out of the way, but Rickon followed her, still hiding. "Don't be rude. Lord Snow is your half brother, not some stranger. Look at him, you know him."
Rickon took a quick glance over her shoulder, then ducked back down. "No," he mumbled. "I don't."
Jon felt as if he had been punched, and Lady Wylla gasped. Then her eyes narrowed. Suddenly, she twisted, grabbing her betrothed by the shoulders and dragging him in front of her. Rickon squirmed, trying to get free, but she held him fast, hugging him so his arms were trapped at his sides.
"Don't you dare stomp on my foot," Lady Wylla said, "or I won't speak to you for a week."
"I wouldn't!" Rickon insisted, hurt.
"Good. Now, look again."
Stubborn, Rickon shook his head, his gaze fixed on his boots. Jon's heart fluttered in his chest, as though it might shatter itself to pieces. "Please?"
And Rickon looked. The world seemed to hold its breath as he stared, his blue eyes wide and frightened. Jon waited, hoping for a flash of recognition, a cry of joy, perhaps even an embrace. Instead, Rickon tilted his head, squinting.
"You gave me sweets," he said at last.
"I did," Jon said, his voice thick. "I would give you my pynyonade."
He had almost forgotten what it tasted like. Three-Finger Hobb had neither the time nor inclination to roll pine nuts in spices and then toss them in honey, letting it set until it formed a hard, sticky brittle. Robb didn't care for pynyonade, and Arya preferred lemon cakes, but Jon would have eaten it by the handful if he could. One day, he had offered some to Rickon. After that, he always had to share, unable to resist his little brother's begging.
There was no pynyonade at dinner that night. Jon wished there was; it might have helped. Rickon presided over the meal in silence, sitting on the dais in the high seat of the Starks with Queen Margaery and King Aegon to one side and Lady Wylla and Jon to the other. Ser Rodrik and Maester Luwin sat by him, whilst Robb's council had places of honor beside the dragon king.
With Rickon so shy, Jon was forced to converse with his other companions. Ser Rodrik asked about the Wall, and told him how Rickon's training progressed thus far. Maester Luwin asked about the Wall too, though not until after answering Jon's questions. Unsurprisingly, Rickon was a restless pupil, indifferent to most subjects.
"But he speaks northron well enough, thanks to Lady Wylla's encouragement," the maester noted.
"I hear you speak the Old Tongue too," Jon said to Rickon. Rickon shrugged. "With Osha, and my friends." He scowled. "Robb doesn't like it, but I don't care."
"King Robb simply wishes for you to apply yourself to your other lessons," Queen Margaery said, taking a serene bite of roasted pheasant. She patted Rickon's leg, then leaned in close, her voice so soft Jon could barely hear. "Careful, now, do not speak ill of your brother before King Aegon. You must comport yourself like a prince, remember?"
"I remember," Rickon mumbled. "If I do well, may I skip my lessons tomorrow?"
"Done," Queen Margaery agreed. Rickon grinned, and Margaery smiled back for a moment before grimacing. "Oof," she grunted.
"May I? May I?" Rickon almost shouted, his hand outstretched.
Margaery nodded, and Rickon placed his hand on the swell of her belly. "Finally, he remembers to ask," Ser Rodrik grumbled under his breath. Jon tried not to stare, but Queen Margaery caught him anyway. Thankfully, she did not look offended. "He likes to feel the babe kick," she explained.
"I'm going to be its uncle." Rickon puffed his chest out proudly. "Margaery said I can do the nameday blessing if Robb isn't back before the babe is born. It should come at the end of seventh moon, the maester says."
"Queen Sansa should be here by then," King Aegon said, glancing up from his conversation with Lord Mallister. "And if the gods are good, in ninth moon you will be an uncle twice over."
Rickon did not seem sure what to make of that. As soon as the sweet arrived, little cakes glazed with rosehip jelly, he asked leave to be excused. Queen Margaery paused her talk with King Aegon, gave her assent, and a lean, scarred woman led him off to bed.
"Why does he need an escort?" Jon asked, puzzled. Arya had not needed one at that age.
"Osha makes sure that he goes back to his chamber," Ser Rodrik said, pausing his conversation with his wife Lady Donella. "Not to the godswood, or the stables, or the First Keep—"
"She's dead?" Queen Margaery's voice was much too loud. "Truly? There can be no mistake?"
"Cersei Lannister is no more," King Aegon said gravely.
The next thing Jon knew, a lady-in-waiting was filling his cup with summerwine. She smiled as she poured, careful not to spill on her turquoise gown, her necklace of golden cranes gleaming in the candlelight. Once all the cups were filled both on the dais and at the tables below, Queen Margaery lifted a toast to the ruin of House Lannister.
It was almost midnight when the drinking finally ended. Jon could still hear men singing in the distance as he climbed the steps of the northwest tower, Targaryen following at his heels. Though neither of them had gotten drunk, Targaryen seemed less sure of his footing than he ought to be. And he kept muttering to himself, something about Florian and Jonquil. Jon left him at the door to Sansa's old chambers, then continued on to his own.
Little seemed to have changed since he went away. The featherbed was soft and inviting, the sheets smooth against his skin. Even so, Jon slept poorly. He dreamed he was at Castle Black, fighting Lord Mormont. His eyes burned blue as he wrenched Longclaw from Jon's grip, driving it into him again and again until entrails dangled from his belly just like they dangled from Mormont's.
After that, Jon had no appetite for the blood sausages served at breakfast. He still felt queasy when he took his leave, trailing after Rickon as if he were Shaggydog. He had nothing else to do; he had told Robb's council everything yesterday. Now it was up to them to carry out their king's bidding, and to make plans with King Aegon on his behalf. Laying in sufficient stores for the host returning from the Wall would take an immense effort, not to mention preparing to feed whatever men Targaryen brought from the south.
"We must pray that the White Knife and the Wolfsclaw remain unfrozen," Hother Umber had growled last night. "If ships cannot bring additional supplies from White Harbor and Sea Dragon Point..." The thane of winter left the rest unsaid.
"I miss Margaery," Rickon complained as they left the Great Hall. "She used to take me for rides through the wolfswood or Wintertown, and she'd wander around the castle with me." He made a face. "Now her belly is so big that Margaery can't do anything fun. Wylla said she's bored to tears of needlework and reading. Not drawing, though. She's already drawn Alla and Merry and Alys, and now she's drawing Wylla."
"Mayhaps the queen will draw you next," Jon teased.
Rickon wrinkled his nose. "No. Alys said she had to pose for hours, and she couldn't move, not even a little bit." He shuddered.
The morning seemed to pass in a blur. One moment he was being introduced to Ben Blackwood and Rodrik Ryswell, Rickon's foster brothers. The next he was being deluged with questions about the Night's Watch and ice dragons and Others. Jon did his best to answer, wondering if his Uncle Ben had ever felt so dazed and overwhelmed. But the longer he spoke, the more awed Rickon looked, until finally he began asking questions of his own.
Yet his happiness was tinged with guilt. Jon was a man of the Night's Watch, the lord commander. His brothers wore black, not grey and white. But he could not help himself, especially when Rickon began talking about Arya.
They spent the afternoon in the training yard. Rickon was a whirlwind, one that used far more force and speed than skill. "I fear the Long Summer will come before he learns discipline," Ser Rodrik grimly confided as they watched Rickon spar with the other boys. "Losing does not chasten him, not when he still wins a third of his bouts." The master-at-arms shook his head. "He is too unpredictable, and prone to low tricks. Not like his brothers."
Though meant as a compliment, the words stung. Whatever honor he had in the training yard, Jon was no stranger to low tricks. His mood soured, Jon stalked off to get a blunted tourney sword. There were no shortage of men eager to face the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch, Lord Snow, slayer of the ice dragon.
By dinner, Jon was sore and bruised all over. Queen Margaery was kind and solicitous of his health, and sent to the kitchens for a tea her brothers swore by. "Garlan and Loras would always have it after sparring," Margaery told him. "The milk is steeped with mint leaves and ginger and served hot with honey, to refresh the body and spirit."
With Targaryen and the council still busy at their work, the dais was mostly filled by Margaery's ladies-in-waiting. With Rickon demanding much of Queen Margaery's attention, Jon found himself talking to Alys Karstark and her husband Cley Cerwyn, who were seated close by. A nasty bruise was forming on Cley's hand; their bout had been as one-sided as it had been short.
"I should spar more often," Cley said ruefully. "But ever since my father passed, I have so many other duties."
"And my lord has been ill," Alys added as her husband covered a cough.
"Nothing to signify," Cley protested. "It is the winter, that is all. What better time to lose one's appetite and sleep an extra hour or two?"
"True enough." As a singer approached the dais, Alys turned to Jon, a mischievous look on her face. "Have you heard The Beautiful Bane of the Boltons yet?"
"The what, my lady?"
Cley snorted, and Alys's smile widened.
The damn song was still playing in Jon's head the next morning as he listened to Old Nan tell stories by the hearth. Rickon sat at her feet, surrounded by a pack of free folk children. They listened intently, quiet as mice. Sometimes Old Nan trailed off, confused. Then Rickon would pipe up, filling the gap until Old Nan came back to herself and picked up the thread she had dropped.
After, Rickon dragged him to the First Keep, Osha and the other children following behind. When Jon left, it had been a ruin, left empty for centuries. Now the squat round drum tower was filled with free folk, the hostages the King in the North had demanded from each clan. The walls had been hastily repaired; pale fresh mortar and fistfuls of broken stones sealed up the holes, keeping out the wind and cold.
The eldest hostages were Jon's age, the youngest no more than seven. Most were boys, but there were a few spearwives and girls too, the sisters, daughters, and granddaughters of chiefs with no living sons. Rickon soon disappeared amongst them, speaking rapidly in the Old Tongue.
"I'm surprised the king allows this," Jon said to Osha.
The spearwife shrugged. "The little lord is too fierce for his liking. When he starts a fight with some kneeler, or speaks out of turn, that makes trouble. But if he does the same with us..."
"Ah."
Osha smiled grimly. "He was a terrible bully, at first. Then Myrtle lost her temper and punched him. When a week passed without the King in the North demanding her head, the others realized they could hit back without Rickon telling tales. Now he gets as good as he gives."
At present, things seemed calm enough. Rickon had joined a cluster of older boys playing some sort of catching game with a wooden ball. Jon was not sure how long he had been watching them when he felt a tap on his shoulder.
"Lord Crow," a deep voice rumbled.
Toregg looked much as Jon remembered. He was far taller than his father, with a bushy ginger beard and a mane of bushy ginger hair. Jon had always thought he must have gotten his looks from Tormund; now, he wondered whether they had come from Drynelle Umber. His heart sank into his boots as he greeted Toregg, knowing what was coming next.
"How is my father?"
Jon glanced about the busy room. No, not here. "We should speak somewhere more private."
Toregg's face darkened. He said not a word as Jon led him to the broken tower, nor as he spoke of Tormund's last fight and why he had chosen to lose it.
"The next day, the King in the North sent couriers to the Gift, to spread the word that they had his leave to journey south," Jon told him. "Your father's people will be safe, them and all the rest of the free folk."
"Those who survive the road." Toregg shook his head, his eyes distant. "Me mother... she tried to take me south, once, when I were a wee small lad. Father had gone hunting, and most of his men had gone with him. Mother packed up all the food she could carry, bundled me in furs, and slipped away the next morning before dawn."
"It was me first winter. The snow drifts were taller than I was, and it were cold, so cold. I don't know how far we walked afore Mother turned round. We were out of food and starving when we made it back to Ruddy Hall. Father was home already, drunk and angry."
Toregg's mouth twisted. "She could barely walk when he were done. When spring came, she was nursing Munda. Mother said we'd leave once Munda were big enough to travel, but by then she were carrying Torwynd. Father were kind to her when she was carrying a child, always bringing her the things she liked to eat. When Mother had a craving for cinnamon, he rode all the way to Eastwatch to trade for it. And he stopped hitting her when I were five."
"He did?" Jon asked, feeling both sick and relieved.
"Aye," Toregg said. "After I bit a chunk out of his leg to make him stop."
Jon laughed without mirth. "If Hother Umber comes looking for you, be sure to tell him that."
Whoresbane might be shut up with the council, but Jon would have to tell him before they left on the morrow. He ought to be at dinner; that would serve. A public conversation seemed prudent; who knew how he would take the news that several of the wildling hostages were the sons of his long-lost niece.
Not well, as it turned out. Hother got roaring drunk, so drunk he almost managed to start a fight with King Aegon, who bumped into him by mischance as they were leaving the hall. Fortunately, Targaryen ducked Whoresbane's wild swing. Unfortunately, he responded by grabbing a flagon of water off the nearest table and flinging it at Whoresbane. Thoroughly soused with both ale and water, it took four men-at-arms to "assist our good thane of winter to his bed," as Queen Margaery so tactfully put it. There was no need to assist Targaryen; he had already stomped back to his chamber.
"That could have gone much worse," Queen Margaery remarked as they slowly climbed the northwest tower. She gently gripped his arm for support, her posture straight and upright despite her bulging belly. Her ladies-in-waiting trailed after them, gossiping quietly to each other.
"It could have, Your Grace."
Queen Margaery tsked. "Come, my lord, you are my husband's beloved brother. Won't you call me Margaery?" She paused, tentative. "And I should like to call you Jon, if I may."
When he said she could, a flicker of relief passed over Margaery's face. She chatted amiably the rest of the way to her chambers, and once there, she bid him join her in her solar for a cup of hot cider. Whilst Alys Karstark fetched spices and Merry Crane got the kettle bubbling, Alla Tyrell entertained them with a song. The rest of the ladies vanished into the queen's bedchamber, no doubt to check that all was ready for the queen to have a good night's rest.
Once the cider was ready, the other ladies retreated too. They took up seats by the window, close enough to see but not to hear. Jon took a sip from his cup, waiting. The cider was weak but full of flavor. Spices curled on his tongue, mingling with the taste of apple.
When at last Margaery spoke, her voice was low, almost fragile. She had never thought to marry for love, nor cared to. Love was messy, unpredictable, dangerous. It made wise men lose their wits, and virtuous women lose their modesty. The best marriages were founded on mutual interest, upon respect and trust. But Robb did not trust her; he did not even seem to like her.
"I know he mislikes how our marriage began," Margaery said, frustrated. "I had hoped time would soothe his temper, but what if it doesn't?" She placed a hand on her belly. "When I told Robb I was with child, I thought he would rejoice. Instead he thanked me, as if I was some lord who had paid his taxes earlier than they were due."
"Robb still mourns his first wife," Jon told her, wishing he was anywhere else.
Margaery huffed. "I know that, do I look like a fool? Jeyne Westerling can have his heart, poor girl, and may the Stranger bless her memory. But she is gone, and I will not humiliate myself trying to take her place." Exasperated, she gestured to the small, fluffy, curly-tailed dog sleeping by the fire. "I'd have better luck trying to convince Robb that my lapdog was Grey Wind."
"Most likely," Jon said, choking back a laugh. "I'm sorry, Your Gr- Margaery, but what would you have me do?"
"Give me counsel," she pleaded. "How can I win Robb's trust?"
"I don't know," Jon admitted. He hesitated, wondering whether he should break his brother's confidence. "Robb said that you were perfect, that you had won his court over so quickly that they forgot all about Jeyne. I think that angers him, even more than the wound to his pride."
Margaery sat back, her brow furrowed. Silence lingered for a long while as she thought. Jon had nothing to do, naught but to drink his cider and think of Drynelle Umber. She had been taken to Ruddy Hall against her will; she had not fled there seeking refuge. Nonetheless, Margaery belonged to Robb now, just as Drynelle had belonged to Tormund.
"Do you regret it?"
Margaery blinked at him, confused. "My marriage?" When Jon nodded, she gave a soft laugh. "No, not for a moment. True, I miss the splendor of Highgarden and the bustle of King's Landing, but here I finally have a place, one that I chose for myself. My husband is a man of honor, not an anxious boy trapped beneath his bitch of a mother's heel. I may not have his love, but he shall love our child as I do, and the child shall love us both. The air is crisp, the skies are sapphire blue, and the snow may be irksome, but it sparkles like diamonds when the sun comes out."
Jon wished the snow would sparkle a bit less when Viserion took flight the next morning. He squinted, hoping the she-dragon was not half blinded by the glare like he was. He might not like the irritating beast, or her loathsome stench, but he didn't want her losing her way.
Doubt gnawed at him with every passing league. Men of the Night's Watch were meant to stay within sight of the Wall, save the few who journeyed south to find new men to take the black. No lord commander had ever abandoned his post and his men, save Brynden Rivers, the bastard of a Targaryen king who had vanished on a ranging. That precedent was not comforting, especially now that he knew what had become of Bloodraven afterwards.
As he stared at the back of Aegon Targaryen's head, Jon wondered if Bloodraven had shared the same waves of steel-grey hair. Then Jon remembered that the man had been an albino, with hair that must have been as pale as his skin. Targaryen was not pale. Like many of the Dornishmen amongst the black brothers, he had golden-brown skin; only his hair and his purple eyes marked him as a dragonrider.
Jon did not know what to make of this southron king. He could not imagine Stannis Baratheon bothering to trouble himself with old northern courtesies, let alone personally mull wine for his hosts. Nor could he imagine Stannis keeping his temper for so long, especially not when being deliberately provoked by a boy of fourteen. Jon ought to have scolded Bran for that, but his brother had already cried himself to sleep by the time he went to check on him.
That night, they camped in the barrowlands. Targaryen raised the tent, just as he had raised it on their way to the Shadow Tower. That was unexpected; Jon had thought the king would insist on finding the hospitality of a keep. Rather than contemplate that or stand idle, he gathered firewood. By the time Jon got the fire going, the king had finished with the tent and was singing a hymn to the Smith in a middling voice.
"Why not stop at a keep, Your Grace?" Jon said once the king was done.
"A keep?" Targaryen repeated. He looked up from the saddlebag he was digging in, his brow furrowed. "Oh, I should have asked. I just wanted some peace and quiet; being a guest can be wearying." He sighed. "But I suppose you would want to visit as many lords as possible."
Jon pondered for a moment. As he thought, he eyed the dragon, who looked back at him with eyes of molten gold, smoke rising from her nostrils. No, better to keep the king in good temper and let him have his way.
"A few minor lords whose keeps happen to fall along our path will make little difference," Jon admitted. Besides, he did not deserve to sleep in a featherbed, not when his men must endure the hardships of life on the march.
Targaryen prepared dinner with an air of calm relief. The flatbread was warm and soft, unlike the hard sharp cheese and the leathery dried meat which went with it. After, Targaryen brought out dried apple rings, dusted with a hint of spice. The taste of cinnamon was still in his mouth as Jon tried to fall asleep, lying in the tent with only a few scarce feet betwixt him and the dragon king.
It seemed an age before Jon fell asleep. When he did, he dreamed of Ghost. The white direwolf paced outside a grey and white tent, his fangs bared at the voices whispering in the wind. Then there was another sound. The direwolf tensed, his ears pricked. A two-legger staggered out of a dark blue tent. His eyes wide, Osric Whitehill stared at the trees beyond the nightfires at the edge of the camp. No, Jon thought, horrified. But as the two-legger began walking, Ghost did not move a muscle. His place was here, protecting his pack.
Two days later, they reached Riverrun. Lord Edmure Tully greeted them with bread, salt, and what appeared to be his entire garrison. The men looked at Jon with curiosity and at his companion with open hostility. The she-dragon seemed amused by that; the wretched beast blew tiny gouts of flame, just enough to make men startle and piss themselves. To Lord Tully's confusion, Targaryen scowled, swatted her on the flank, then begged pardon for his dragon's lack of courtesy.
Though not so easily frightened as his men, Lord Tully seemed understandably nervous about having a dragon in his keep. The truce between the King in the North and the dragon king pleased him, but he had other concerns, which he broached over a pleasant if modest dinner. Men going north to fight the Others was all well and good, but Lord Tully did not want them marching up the kingsroad and through his lands.
"They can go by sea, or not at all," Lord Tully declared, his face almost as red as his hair and beard. "The Riverlands have suffered enough; I will not have my people give up their meager stores to feed every passing host."
King Aegon frowned at that, and at the rest of the conversation. As most of it was about High Septon Paul, something called a folkmoot, and the sundry riverlords who were quite unhappy about it, Jon did not bother to pay attention. Instead he gathered his thoughts, considering how to best lay his case before Lord Tully's court upon the morrow.
The Great Hall of Riverrun was full of lords and knights when Jon Snow stepped forward to speak, his heart pounding in his chest. In a loud, clear voice he told them of rangers disappearing beyond the Wall, of Othor, the dead man who had risen in the night to slay the Old Bear.
"Wights are no more than a wet nurse's tale," scoffed a household knight who stood near the front.
Jon smiled grimly, more than ready to answer such doubts. A table lay before him, draped in a sheet of white cloth. It was the work of a moment to yank the cloth away, revealing three large glass jars set upon a bed of snow and ice. The household knight reeled back; the lord he served covered his mouth, trying not to vomit as he looked.
And upon the table, the eyes of the dead men looked back, burning like blue stars. There was no hatred in their gaze, only an awful emptiness. But their eyes still moved from side to side, their teeth gnashing, as if desperate to bite their hot-blooded foes.
Unlike the heads, their foes did not lack for bodies and limbs. A dozen men drew their swords, their faces twisted with fear and fury. As Lord Tully shouted for order, Jon slid Longclaw from its scabbard, the Valyrian steel dark as smoke. Most of the men were heeding their lord's command, but not all. The wight heads must not be destroyed; if anyone was stupid enough to try, they would regret it.
Then, suddenly, Targaryen was beside him. The spear in his hand was sheathed, but the look on the king's face was as sharp as Valyrian steel. "You heard Lord Tully," Targaryen snapped. Outside, the dragon screeched. "Or do you mean to ignore him, and ruin the proof Lord Snow risked his life to bring you? I had thought the men of the Riverlands were wiser than that, unless I am much mistaken."
Grudgingly, the last few blades lowered. Longclaw was the last sword to be put away. Thankfully, there was not nearly as much alarm when he unveiled Septon Josua's painting. Not that anyone looked at it for very long; no matter that it was only oil upon canvas, there was something unsettling about the Other. Hot guilt washed over him; how could he have left his men to face such a perilous foe without him?
The only thing that slightly assuaged Jon's conscience when they left was knowing that he had won a few more men to their cause. Not as many as he hoped, in truth. And Edmure Tully refused to come north himself, too busy with his wife, his young sons, and his duties as Lord of Riverrun.
From Riverrun they followed the river road, headed southwest. Though the Riverlands were warmer than the north, with shallower drifts of snow, the Westerlands were warmer still. When they made camp that night, the snow was not even a foot deep. When they reached Casterly Rock the next day, the first day of sixth moon, only a smattering of snow dusted the hilltop and its ringfort.
Lord Mordryd Lydden, the new Lord of Casterly Rock, greeted King Aegon with the most pomp Jon had ever seen. Dinner was a lavish feast inside the Great Hall; seemingly endless platters of fish and crabs and mussels made the tables groan, and both wine and ale flowed freely.
Whilst Lord Lydden claimed the king's company, Jon found himself seated beside three of the lord's five children. Owain, the eldest son and heir, was at Deep Den with his wife and children. So was Gwendolyn, the elder daughter, who was about to give her husband a second child.
"My lord father was very disappointed that Gwendolyn couldn't come," Ser Perceval Lydden told him. He was a widower in his late twenties, or so Targaryen had said. He meant to offer him a place in the Kingsguard, if he wanted it.
"Gwen is his favorite," piped up Gareth Lydden, a young squire. "Father let her pick her own husband, even though she took years and years. Elaine didn't get to, she's been betrothed since she was ten, and she's supposed to get married next year when she comes of age."
Whether Elaine Lydden took offense to that, Jon would never know. The maid was too awestruck by King Aegon, whose conversation with her father had her rapt attention. The girl must be besotted to endure dry politics at a feast. Even a taste of it was more than enough to make Jon's head ache. He did not care about Willem Lannister joining the Faith, or about the woes of little Lord Jast, an orphan caught between two ambitious uncles, or about the fate of the Banefort, or about what was to be done about Lady Cerissa Brax's half Frey nephews.
His head was still throbbing after dinner. Jon had hoped to go straight to the lord's private solar, there to finally discuss the Others. Instead, Lord Lydden insisted on showing them to the Hall of Heroes. Lord Tywin's tomb was a monstrosity of gold and marble, with an empty gap where the headstone had been removed.
"The stonemason is still carving a new one," Lydden said. "It was hardly fitting for it to bear Tywin's name when his bones lie in the sewers."
But the tomb was not empty. Jaime and Cersei Lannister lay there now, their corpses locked in an eternal embrace. The new headstone would record the downfall of Tywin's line, and the end of the last Lannisters of Casterly Rock.
Jon should rejoice, like Robb had when they first heard the news. Yet he felt numb, distant. What did it matter? The only Lannister he still remembered was Tyrion, promising to help Bran. And so he had; the new saddle being made for Bran was based on one of Tyrion's design. When his brother rode again, it would be because a dwarf once took pity upon a cripple. Whatever crimes Tyrion had done after that, his kindness had outlived him. Jon could not despise Tyrion, not as he despised the Kingslayer and Queen Cersei. But much as he hated them, their deaths had availed him nothing. Lord Eddard was still no more than a memory; he would never see his father again.
"You have the Stark look," Lord Lydden remarked when they were finally ensconced in his solar. "I never met Lord Eddard, but I saw Lord Rickard a few times when I was a lad." Lydden picked up the flagon which sat on a nearby sideboard. "Here, let me pour you a cup of wine. Never mind Arbor gold or Dornish red. Deep Den has the finest blackberry wine in the Seven Kingdoms, and I'm sure my father never sent any of it to the Wall. His Grace will have the first cup, of course, but perhaps the lord commander would do us the honor of giving the toast?"
It did not take long to fill three cups. Jon raised his goblet, wishing his head would stop pounding so he could think. "To the return of spring," he said, lacking any better idea. Targaryen and Lydden echoed him as they lifted their goblets. The first sip of blackberry wine was tart; after the second, a hint of sweetness lingered on his tongue.
After the third, Jon began to talk. Though he had heard this speech before, Targaryen listened intently. So did Lydden, his satisfied smile replaced by a growing look of incredulous dismay.
"I wish that I could name you a liar," he said when Jon was done. "But no son of Eddard Stark would tell such a falsehood, not even a bastard." Lydden clenched his fist. "Would that I had slain Tywin and his line long ago. The Seven's wrath must be great indeed, to call down monsters out of legend to punish us for their sins." He shook his head. "I will send what aid I can, Lord Snow."
The rest of their stay did not go half so well. At least the lords of the west did not try to attack the wight heads when Jon presented them. The same could not be said for the folk of Lannisport. It had been Targaryen's notion to exhibit the heads in Loreon's Square, but it was Jon who had to give a speech to thousands of gawking smallfolk.
The City Watch barely managed to keep order as the crowd shouted and shoved. Some tried to flee from the ghastly heads and their burning gaze; some tried to push closer so they could smash the precious, grisly evidence. Lord Lydden's knights formed a tight square around the platform upon which the king and the lord commander stood; it felt like hours before the clamor calmed and they were able to ride back to Casterly Rock.
Oldtown was even warmer than Lannisport. The air was humid and thick with the smell of salt and fish, and only a scant few inches of snow dusted the black marble of the Starry Sept. Most of the windows had melted; blobs of stained glass oozed in ugly, twisted rainbows, with lines of dark grey to mark what was left of their lead frames. Septon Timoth and his Most Devout would have wept to see their ruin, just as Sam Tarly would have wept to see the domes and towers of the Citadel scorched with smoke.
Jon did not weep. Though he might have, with the headache that was plaguing him as they landed atop the Hightower. Lord Baelor Hightower looked as awful as Jon felt, his mourning garb dark and dour, his handsome face pale and drawn with grief. "Baelor Brightsmile, they call him," Targaryen had said. But no man smiled brightly after losing a father and a sister.
"Malora was always a bit odd," Lord Baelor said as he led them down a spiral stair. "Arcane books and strange artifacts interested her more than any suitor. When Alerie dubbed her the Mad Maid, Malora laughed and said she'd rather have spells than a preening Tyrell. Our lord father indulged her, and as he grew older, her studies intrigued him. Harmless nonsense, or so I thought until they held a dragon." He heaved a heavy sigh. "But come, let us dine before we speak of death and dark tidings."
Thankfully, Targaryen did most of the speaking at dinner. Jon listened, his head throbbing, content to be left alone once Lord Baelor had finished inquiring after his niece Queen Margaery. He also inquired after Princess Elia of Dorne, to the sly amusement of Lord Baelor's three sons and the scarcely concealed annoyance of King Aegon.
"The princess is a rare woman indeed," Lord Baelor said. "Merely saving her children was a remarkable feat, but to openly raise them herself whilst plotting to restore their birthright? Why, 'tis the stuff of songs."
"True," agreed Ser Garth Greysteel, one of Lord Baelor's brothers. Ser Garth's wife was not so gruff. Lady Shiera Westerling raised her cup and gave a flowery toast to Princess Elia, all the while smiling sweetly at King Aegon. Whatever that was about, Jon did not know or care. All he wanted was a cup of willowbark tea, and once a servant brought it, he downed it and asked for another.
The next day, Jon Snow's head was throbbing yet again by the time he finished meeting with the new archmaesters. Maester Aemon had once warned him that the Citadel scoffed at magic, skeptical of aught that they could not explain. The sight of a wight head had provoked upheaval and alarm, but no promises of support.
"They have none to spare, my lord," said the acolyte who had insisted on escorting the lord commander back to the Hightower. Alleras was a slim, pretty youth who spoke in a Dornish drawl as soft as his tightly curled black hair. Some two dozen links of various metals were strung on the leather cord about his neck; burn scars marked the brown skin of his hands and forearms.
"But they can spare you?" Jon asked, irritable. Sweat beaded his forehead as he climbed the seemingly endless steps, his legs aching.
"Yes, my lord," the acolyte said serenely, adjusting his grip on the stack of tomes he carried. "They are eager to win King Aegon's goodwill."
"But not mine."
Alleras gave a laugh which soon turned into a cough. "The Night's Watch does not have an ample treasury," he said when he had caught his breath. "The crown, on the other hand..."
Jon grimaced. Fools. Coin would avail them nothing if the Others won. "I hope His Grace has better luck with the Most Devout."
Alleras shook his head. "That is unlikely, my lord. The Starry Sept has never suffered such a calamity before, not in a thousand years. Many of the faithful are still confined to their sickbeds. Those that are not argue amongst themselves, debating why the Seven are so angry and how they can be appeased. The septries and motherhouses struggle to provide for those in need, and in the streets begging brothers preach of doom and the end of days."
Targaryen's grim temper when he returned that evening seemed to prove the acolyte right. Oddly, he started at the sight of Alleras, and bade the acolyte join him for a privy word after dinner. In the morning, Targaryen was almost as buoyant as the barge which carried them from the Battle Isle across the Whispering Sound.
Jon felt nervous even before he began his speech. The Great Square of Oldtown was twice the size of the one at Lannisport. The smallfolk stood shoulder to shoulder, crammed together so tightly that the crowd seemed like a beast, one with thousands of heads.
This time, Jon did not even have the chance to remove the cloth which covered the glass jars. The moment he said the Others and their wights had breached the Wall, a cry of terror went up from a thousand throats. The crowd buzzed and roared as panic took hold, the vast mob surging like the sea in a storm. King Aegon shouted at the crowd to no avail, his voice lost beneath the chaos.
"You've no place in a riot, Your Grace," Garth Greysteel bellowed. "You, Ser Ormund, get horses for the king and the lord commander!"
"No need," Targaryen yelled back. "Look to your city, ser, and may the Warrior defend you!"
When Viserion descended from the sky, countless screams pierced the air. Unlike the crowd, who ran away from the she-dragon, Jon ran toward her. It took three trips to shove the wight heads back in her saddlebags, packing the jars in sawdust and ice. By then Targaryen was already in the saddle fumbling with his chains. Jon clambered up behind him and chained himself to the pillion seat. He finished only a heartbeat before the dragon screeched and took flight.
Like every city, town, and holdfast, Oldtown was surrounded by a sprawl of fields and pastures. They landed on the far outskirts of the city, amidst rows of winter wheat.
"We are not doing that again," Targaryen panted as he undid his chains. "Thank the gods we had already packed; I wouldn't fancy returning to the Hightower just now. Come on, you best relieve yourself, unless you mean to wait until Highgarden." And with that, he slid down from the saddle.
Jon stayed put, trying to control his fury. All those hours spent in Oldtown, and for what? A waste, a ruinous waste. Part of him wanted to scream at Targaryen until he agreed to turn north; the other part wanted to weep.
It was near dusk when they descended upon the shining white towers of Highgarden. Three walls of white stone encircled the hill upon which it stood. A great labyrinth of green briars grew between the middle and inner walls, and the godswood was large and lush, filled with trellises of winter flowers.
Lady Alerie Tyrell did not seem interested in meeting a dragon. She awaited them in the Great Hall, sitting in the lord's seat upon the dais. Beside her stood a maester; to her other side sat a wizened old woman. Lords and ladies in velvet and knights in gleaming armor filled the rest of the dais; men-at-arms in sumptuous gold and green livery stood guard throughout the hall.
So this is the power of Highgarden, Jon thought as King Aegon observed all the proper courtesies. They had already begun dinner; steam rose from tables heaped high with loaves of bread and bowls of thick, creamy soup. Jon's mouth watered even as his belly twisted with guilt. His men would not dine half so well tonight, not even the officers.
"Lord Snow, are you deaf?" a creaky voice demanded. "Or do you have ice blocks in your ears?"
"Mother, really," Lady Alerie said reproachfully.
"Your pardons, Lady Olenna," Targaryen said, giving a gracious little bow. "The lord commander and I have had a most wearisome day. After the austerity of the Wall, I daresay the splendor of Highgarden has overwhelmed him."
"Flatterer," the old lady sniffed. Nonetheless, she seemed slightly mollified as Jon apologized and belatedly introduced himself. It did not hurt that Targaryen had brought Lady Olenna some candied ginger from Oldtown.
"No doubt Rhaenys told you they were a favorite of mine." Lady Olenna smiled toothlessly. "I suppose my Willas might have done worse." She turned, snapping her knobbled fingers. "Lord Peake, get up! His Grace will want to sit beside Lady Alerie. And you, Patrice or Perriane or whatever your name is. The lord commander can sit by me."
"It's Philippa," the young lady muttered. She vacated the seat beside Lady Olenna promptly, though not before giving Jon a look of pity. Her eyes were large and dark, her loose hair the color of honey.
"Well? Sit down before you fall down," Lady Olenna said crisply. "Or have you been struck dumb again?"
"Your pardons."
Jon forced himself to smile as he sat. One servant brought him a bowl of soup; another filled his cup with wine. All the while, Lady Olenna stared at him, her beady eyes still sharp. "Bastard or not, you certainly have your father's face. More's the pity. Lord Eddard was never much to look at, not like your mother."
Jon choked on his soup. "What? My- who- what?"
The old woman cackled, her eyes glinting. "Lord Eddard never told you? No, I suppose not, not with how things ended." She pursed her lips, then rapped him on the knuckles. "Stop gawping at me like a lackwit, you'll put me off my dinner. Be a good lad and eat your soup, and I'll tell you all about the beauty who made Eddard Stark forget his honor. Oh, and to think I almost went to bed early."
They were still serving the sweet when Lady Olenna tottered off to bed, escorted by a pair of burly knights. Jon stared at his fireplum tart, then reached for the wine instead. His belly gurgled unhappily; he had not managed to eat anything besides the soup and a bit of bread. Mercifully, no one bothered him, not until Targaryen got up to take the seat Lady Olenna had left empty.
"Are you ill?" Targaryen whispered, all brotherly concern. "Lady Olenna can be a trial, I know, but you look as if someone hit you upside the head with a cudgel. Should I send for a maester? Or perhaps some chamomile tea? Sansa drinks it sometimes when she has her- uh, her headaches. She used to drink willowbark, but Maester Perceval said chamomile was better for the humors."
"No, Your Grace," Jon said curtly.
Targaryen frowned. "You can call me Aegon, we are goodbrothers. And there must be something, surely."
Jon scowled. "No, Aegon."
"Have it your way," Aegon said, doubtful. "But I give you fair warning, there is to be dancing as soon as the sweet is done, and it will give great offense if we do not oblige the ladies."
"Oh, of course," Jon said scathingly. "That is why I came south, to amuse pampered ladies whilst my men starve and freeze and die."
Aegon narrowed his eyes. Suddenly, Jon felt a sharp kick against his shin. "You can tell them about the Night's Watch, witless," Aegon hissed, looking almost murderous. "If I must indulge Lady Alerie by recounting every single encounter I have had with Willas, Margaery, and Loras since they left their mother's side, you can dance with some pretty young ladies eager to hear of the Wall."
Jon crossed his arms. "I haven't danced in years."
"Tell them that. The ladies will find it charming and teach you."
To Jon's annoyance, Aegon was right. Lady Philippa was the first to sidle up, clearly hoping to be asked to dance, but she was not the last. At least Aegon was also being kept busy.
"Your Grace must be so lonely away from your lady wife," purred the young lady in his arms.
King Aegon blinked at her. "My lady is kind to ask," he said, his cheeks flushed red with wine. "I hate being parted for so long, especially now that Sansa is with child. I can only pray her ship reached White Harbor safely..."
"Oh, Your Grace," Lady Florence replied, her voice soft with sympathy. "Is there anything I can do to help?"
Jon's eyes narrowed. But however Aegon replied, he would never know. The dance swept them apart, and when the next dance brought them close together again, Aegon had a new partner, even prettier than the last. Jon's sword hand itched. If Aegon thought he could declare his love for Sansa and then slip into another woman's bed, he was sorely mistaken.
"And then, for my twenty-first nameday, Sansa wrote me a song about Aemon and Naerys." Aegon sighed, missing Lady Leyla's look of disappointment. "Her voice is so lovely, and when she plays the harp—"
"His Grace is very enamored of the queen," Jon's partner said, wistful. "No, we go left here, my lord, not right. No; your left, not my left. Yes, like that. Is Queen Sansa really as beautiful as they say?"
"I don't know, my lady," Jon replied truthfully. "I have not seen her since before I left for the Wall."
For the rest of the dance, they spoke of the Night's Watch. To Jon's confusion, Lady Maris seemed awestruck, as if enduring night after night of battles made him some gallant figure. Lady Florence was even worse.
"You really slew an ice dragon?" she gasped, pressing a hand to her bosom. Was her neckline always so low, or did she just tug it lower? Either way, Jon was grateful that the dance was short. As soon as it ended he retreated to the dais, pleading exhaustion.
To no avail. Lady Florence followed, as did a dozen other ladies and their brothers. They surrounded him, begging for stories. At least Lady Philippa kept his cup full of wine; else he could not have endured the next few hours. No matter how grim and terrible the tale, the ladies kept sighing and fluttering their eyelashes at him, whilst the lordlings and squires gasped and hooted. Thankfully, their mothers and fathers eventually appeared to shoo them off to bed.
All save one, a plump, dimpled girl in one of the simplest gowns Jon had seen. "I'm a bastard too, my lord," she confided, shy. "I'm Selyse Flowers. Lady Olenna told me to keep an eye on you, and make sure you got to bed in one piece."
"No need, my lady," Jon said, rising to his feet. The room spun; when his legs buckled, he had to grab the table to keep from falling.
The next thing he knew, he was leaning against Selyse. Her shoulder was somehow both soft and sturdy, and there were freckles on her chest. "I don't mind," Selyse insisted.
She seemed much nicer than the last Selyse he had met. "You don't have a mustache," Jon said stupidly. He felt very dizzy; each step took immense effort.
Selyse giggled. "No, of course not. Why would I? Here, watch the steps. Don't worry, my lord, it isn't far."
The bedchamber was large and lavish, decorated with colorful tapestries and paintings. Jon staggered toward the bed, too unsteady to let go of Selyse. When he tripped on the edge of the Myrish carpet, they both fell, him with a grunt, her with a breathless laugh.
"You can't sleep down here, my lord," Selyse teased, poking his chest. She smiled, her lips full and pink and—
Jon kissed her. Gentle fingers carded through his hair as Selyse kissed him back, pressing her body against his. As they kissed, their hands wandered. Somehow, he lost his cloak and tunic, leaving him in only a shirt and a pair of breeches. Selyse had no cloak or tunic to lose, but the laces on her bodice had unaccountably come undone. The shift beneath was sheer; he groaned at the sight of the curves of her breasts and the dark buds of her nipples.
Dizzy and overwhelmed, he paused to catch his breath. Selyse was panting too, her eyes bright and her cheeks dimpled. When she wrapped her arms around him, Jon leaned into the embrace. She was as soft as the plush carpet upon which they lay, as warm as the fire flickering in the hearth. Something tender unfurled deep in his chest; it was so long since he had been held like this.
"Selyse, I..." he stopped, unable to grasp hold of his thoughts. He sat up, hoping it would help. "I haven't..."
Selyse gave him a curious look. "You haven't- oh." She hesitated, tentative. "I haven't done this before either," she admitted, "but I liked how you kissed me." She glanced at his breeches, her cheeks pink. "I think you liked it too," she whispered, both nervous and proud.
"I did," Jon rasped. Her eyes sparkled; he could not help pulling her into his lap so he could kiss her again. He should stop, he knew he should, but he couldn't remember why, and he didn't want to. It felt so good to be desired, to be caressed, to be rewarded with sweet, delicate sounds of pleasure when he slipped a hand under her skirts.
"Yes," Selyse gasped into his mouth. "Oh, please."
Then she reached for his laces. Jon stiffened, made sober by sudden panic. He only meant to push her hands away, but the next thing he knew, Selyse was on the floor.
"My lord?" she asked, wide-eyed. "Are you well? Did I hurt you?"
"No," Jon told her. His belly churned; he could taste bile in his throat. Gods, what was wrong with him? A bastard girl was not a lady, but she still had her virtue, and he had almost dishonored her, just as his father had dishonored poor Ashara Dayne.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have- I swore vows, Selyse." I shall take no wife, father no children.
Ygritte had not given a damn for his vows. Selyse, though, Selyse smiled a tremulous smile, dressed herself, and went away, leaving the room colder without her. When Jon slept, he dreamt of death. A woman flung herself from a tower; a man's head thudded down a set of steps, drenching them in blood.
The wolf dreams were worse, sharp and clear in a way the nightmares were not. Gaunt men shivered as they stood watch around a massive host camped in the snow. A freezing wind blew from the north, howling as it yanked at cloaks and swiped at guttering torches. The white wolf bared his fangs in a silent snarl as he stalked after always-frowning-one-paw, his muscles bunching as he prepared to lunge—
"Are you sure you're not ill?" Aegon asked the next morning. They were alone; no one else was either brave or stupid enough to come near Viserion, let alone fetch things from her saddlebags.
"I'm fine," Jon lied. What did it matter if Ghost had saved Dolorous Edd? Only the gods knew how many of his black brothers had already been taken by the Others whilst he was away, feasting and drinking whilst they struggled and starved.
Aegon gave him a look. "If you were any paler, I'd think you were a wight. Was it the wine? I drank too much myself; Lady Alerie did not see fit to inform me how strong the vintage was. Thank the gods I left to pray to the Stranger. Else I would have thrown up in the hall rather than in the chamberpot in my room."
"It wasn't just the wine," Jon muttered. "It was Lady Olenna."
Aegon made a face. "Gods, I can only imagine. Did she scold you for being a bastard, or for being a northman?"
"Neither," Jon snapped angrily. "I don't want to talk about it." Why must Aegon insist on fussing over him?
"Are you sure?" Aegon asked. "Whatever it is, Lady Olenna will probably needle you about it until we leave. Lady Alerie may have her own quarrels with her goodmother, but she also has her pride, and it will do the Night's Watch no favors if you lose your temper at the Queen of Thorns."
Unfortunately, Targaryen had a point.
And so whilst the king inspected his dragon's scales and rubbed the dry spots with oil, Jon tersely recounted what Lady Olenna had told him. How a mystery knight called the Knight of the Laughing Tree had ridden in the tourney at Harrenhal to defend the honor of a mere crannogman. How the beautiful Lady Ashara Dayne had been heard to praise the knight's valor, and that night given the honor of the last dance to the quiet Eddard Stark, even though it was his brother Brandon who had made her laugh. How after Robert's Rebellion Ashara Dayne had flung herself from atop the highest tower at Starfall, and soon after, Ned Stark suddenly had a bastard son, even though it was known that he did not trifle with women, unlike his friend Robert Baratheon.
"My lady mother was never sure whether it was Brandon Stark or Eddard Stark who dishonored Lady Ashara," Aegon finally said. "Either way, it was not Lady Ashara who bore you."
Jon stared at him in disbelief. "What? How could you know that?"
Aegon focused on the dragon, refusing to meet his eyes. "Because," he said, "Lady Ashara entrusted her son to my mother. Gawaen had fair hair and purple eyes; when Mad King Aerys summoned Princess Elia to King's Landing, she presented him in my place. My sister and I were safe in Braavos when Tywin Lannister sacked the city. Gawaen and a girl named Jonquil were not. They were slaughtered in our stead."
There was nothing to say after that. Whoever Jon's mother was, it was not Ashara Dayne.
That should have made it easier to endure Lady Olenna's little comments, but it did not. To his credit, Aegon did his best to keep her away from Jon, and to soften the barbs she aimed at him. Still, at least the old woman had tried to tell him who his mother was, not knowing she was wrong. Lord Eddard knew, but he had never given Jon so much as a hint. No, he was motherless once more, and when they left Highgarden, it was not a moment too soon.
True to their name, the Stormlands proved rainy. Irked by the weather, Viserion was temperamental and unhappy. Aegon was in a strange mood too. Though still considerate, he spoke little, retreating instead into solemn reserve. Annoyingly, Jon found himself regretting the absence of the king's former friendliness. He almost missed how Aegon would try to draw him into conversation about his siblings or about the Watch, or ask if there was anything amiss when he picked at his food, or make terrible japes now and then when they were alone together.
"Lord Peake was complaining for so long, I was sorely tempted to ask a page to fetch him a wheel of cheese," Aegon had said one day.
"Why?" Jon asked.
Aegon grinned, looking much too pleased with himself. "Because he ought to have some cheese to go with his wine."
Jon stared, befuddled. "What wine?"
"No," Aegon groaned. "He wasn't drinking wine. He was whining." He frowned, clearly disappointed. "Sansa would have laughed herself silly," he muttered. And with that, he stalked off, leaving Jon to wonder if someone had hit the king upside the head.
There was no japing on the day they reached Storm's End. It was a forbidding place, even from the air. The curtain wall was massive and thick and unnaturally curved, the stones perfectly joined together. There was only one tower, a colossal drum topped with fearsome battlements. Banners flapped in the wind, two white quills crossed upon a brown field, the sigil of House Penrose. King Aegon had bestowed Storm's End upon Ser Byron Penrose; there were no Baratheons left, save one.
But Aegon had warned Jon not to mention Shireen Baratheon, nor her father. Ser Cortnay Penrose, Lord Byron's sire, had died mysteriously soon after he refused to yield Storm's End to Stannis. The Penroses blamed him, him and his red priestess. They had not been happy when Queen Cersei refused to send ships north to put an end to Stannis, nor when she claimed Storm's End for Tommen.
"My lady aunt nearly had an apoplexy when she told me I was to be made a mere castellan," Lord Byron said as he escorted them into the keep. "Our claim was the strongest by far. My grandmother was Lady Argella Baratheon, sister to Lord Ormund Baratheon. His great-great grandmother was a Baratheon too, and before the Conquest, no house wed more daughters of House Durrandon."
Jon did not give a fig for Lord Byron's lineage, only for the men and supplies he might send north. But Lord Byron seemed determined to speak only to King Aegon, and only about the state of the Stormlands. His wife and aunt were coolly polite; when after the second course they began to speak with him, Jon wished they had remained silent.
The dark-haired, dark-eyed Lady Penrose had been born Lady Cyrenna Morrigen. All three of her elder brothers had died for Stannis, Ser Guyard at the Blackwater and Lord Lester and Ser Richard at the Wall. The only kin she had left were female cousins and a younger bastard brother. Ser Emrys Storm had reclaimed the Crow's Nest from Lord Merlon Crakehall shortly before King Aegon landed. No fool, Ser Emrys had quickly pledged fealty to the new king and been rewarded with a decree of legitimacy.
Or so Jon gathered, after nearly an hour of rambling. As for Lady Ellyn Chelsted, she listened, staring at him intently. A handsome woman in her late forties, Lady Ellyn had greying hair and deep lines about her lips and mouth. Her eyes were daggers; with bitter irony, Jon thought of Stannis, whose gaze had once pierced just as deep.
It was Stannis that Lady Ellyn wished to talk of when she finally spoke. "I was most wroth to hear the Night's Watch had offered him succor," she said, her lips pursed. "Lord Stannis slew my brother Cortnay by some vile sorcery, and when he claimed Storm's End, his witch burned both the godswood and the sept."
"Lord Stannis's men outnumbered my own," Jon replied, choosing his words with care. "The Night's Watch fed and sheltered him, my lady, but we had little choice. His host drove away the wildlings who threatened to break through the Wall. For over three years he helped us defend the Wall; he even went beyond the Wall himself in hopes of forcing battle with the Others."
"No doubt his red priestess decreed it was his destiny." Lady Ellyn's voice was scathing. "Never mind that, Lord Snow. It is not the last years of his life that concern me, it is his death. Some say the red priestess summoned a fire demon which burnt the Nightfort to the ground. Others say it was a monstrous beast made of shadow, a hellhound which claimed the witch for his bride and devoured Stannis in a single bite."
"Neither, my lady." Jon repressed a shudder, trying not to think of that dreadful night. "There was a fire upon the solstice, that much is true, but it was a witchfire. Melisandre meant to hatch a dragon, but her spells went awry. The dragon was born of ice and shadow rather than fire and flesh, and it consumed her."
Lady Ellyn licked her lips. "There was another rumor," she said. "A sailor's tale, terrible beyond belief. They spoke of bloodmagic, of a king willing to slay his own daughter for the sake of power. Yet the girl lived and the father perished, pierced to the heart by a blade of Valyrian steel." She glanced at the wall behind him, where Longclaw and a dozen other swords hung on pegs. "I would gladly reward the man who wielded that sword."
Lord Eddard was a man of honor. Jon Snow was not. Winter was here, and survival mattered more than the truth. "If my lady wishes to show her gratitude," he said, "the Night's Watch would be happy to accept your patronage."
Lord Byron was not nearly so generous as his aunt the next day, not even after a good, long look at the wight heads. Jon wanted to scream at him and the other stormlords; instead he stomped out of the hall in a cold rage. Damn them, damn their excuses, and damn the miserable rain that poured down on him the moment he set foot outside. Swearing, Jon retreated to his chambers. He remained there for the rest of their stay, impatient to be gone.
As soon as Aegon finished handling his lords, they turned south once more. The dark green of the rainwood gave way to the deep blue of the Sea of Dorne, then to the sandy coastline of Dorne itself. The tent seemed to have been forgotten; when Viserion landed, it was at the Tor, whose lady Aegon embraced like an old friend.
There were no embraces for Jon, only looks of curiosity and alarm. He was used to that; it was only fitting for a lord commander who had abandoned his post. The introductions were just finished when a bell tolled, calling the faithful to their prayers. King Aegon and Lady Myria Jordayne made for the sept, leaving Jon in the care of a young squire.
Once the squire had shown him the way to the battlements, Jon dismissed him. He did not need company to stare at the sea and wonder what had befallen his brothers and his men since his last wolf dream. Robb must be haggard from strain, and as for Bran... gods, Bran. He had put on a little weight, but not nearly enough. And he was so strange, so withdrawn, nothing like the sweet boy he used to be. Had that boy died when he fell from the broken tower? Or had Bloodraven slain him in the darkness of his cave?
For a long while Jon brooded, hearing nothing but the waves crashing against the shore. Then, behind him, a set of footsteps, steady and solid.
"There you are," Aegon said. "Lady Myria wishes to ask you about the Night's Watch."
With a curt nod, Jon turned and made for the steps. When the king failed to follow, he glanced back over his shoulder. Aegon stood by the parapet, staring at the horizon. "The view is even lovelier at sunrise," he said, oddly wistful. "The sky blushes gold and rose, and the waves turn purple."
When they left for Sunspear the next morning, the dawn looked just like any other. Jon was far more concerned with the bleak memory of his wolf dreams, and with the dry air as they flew south over the desert. His mouth felt dry as dust, and the day was warmer than it had any right to be.
"This is winter?" Jon demanded when they stopped at an oasis.
"Aye," Aegon said, handing him a waterskin. "And a hard one at that. I shudder to think how cold the sands will be after nightfall. Below freezing, I fear."
After a moment's disbelief, Jon came back to himself. He drained the waterskin, thanking the gods his direwolf was not here. If this was winter in Dorne, he dreaded to think what summer was like. Viserion might enjoy basking her scales in the sun as it beat down, but Ghost would sweat to death beneath his fur.
Jon had no fur, only a black cloak and garb of velvet, wool, and linen. Even so, by the time they reached Sunspear he felt overheated and queasy. He ought to have been grateful. Jon rarely felt truly warm, save with his brothers. And with Aegon, but as the man rode a fire-breathing dragon, that was to be expected.
Instead, Jon felt irritable and unhappy. He did not like the palace and its towers built in the graceful, ornate Rhoynish style. He did not like drinking the brew of honey and lemons which the Dornish called qatarmizat, nor eating the queer foods they favored. The asparagus made his piss stink; the couscous was almost impossible to eat without making a mess.
Worst of all was the lords and ladies. Half of them were kin to the king, so close that in private they called him Olyvar rather than Aegon. And even those who called him Your Grace were elated by King Aegon's return. Princess Arianne Martell threw a feast so extravagant that Jon could barely stomach a bite; Lady Nymeria and Lady Tyene, the king's foster sisters, organized singers and mummers to perform Strongspear the Squire. The ending was rather different than Jon remembered. Rather than finishing with the wedding of Strongspear and the weirwood maid, the play ended with Strongspear mounting a prop dragon and chasing the false queen and the false white knight off stage.
"That was not what happened," Aegon muttered. His cheeks and the tips of his ears were bright red; despite his ill mood, Jon was hard-pressed not to laugh. "Thank the gods my fa-uncle is not here, I would have died of shame." Prince Oberyn Martell had left shortly before they arrived, bound for the Hellholt with a small party of household knights and men-at-arms.
"More than enough to deal with those impudent Uller cousins," Lady Nymeria had sniffed as she shared a cup with a lady whose earrings were sapphire hawks. "Lord Harmen always said he wished for Lady Ellaria to inherit, and now that Olyvar so thoughtfully legitimized her, the Hellholt is hers by right."
Viserion would no doubt have preferred to turn west for the Hellholt rather than north for King's Landing. When they prepared to depart, the she-dragon hissed with outrage as Aegon checked over her saddle and inspected her neck. With the king occupied, it fell to Jon to deal with the saddlebags, packing away the heavy jars in yet more ice and sawdust.
The Dornish lords and ladies had reacted to the sight of the wight heads and the painting of an Other much the same as the lords and ladies of the Stormlands, the Reach, the Westerlands, and the Riverlands. Horror and terror came first, followed by a volley of curses, prayers, and questions. Some pleaded a wealth of excuses; others made extravagant promises of support. Whether the Night's Watch would ever see such support, however...
They do not understand, Jon thought. A day, a week, a moon's turn, and they would forget those burning blue eyes, those snapping teeth. It would be nothing more than a tale for their children. Mayhaps they would realize their folly when they discovered that winter had come to stay. Or mayhaps that day would come when the Others had slain all the people of the North and made them their thralls. Three wights heads in jars were one thing; millions of wights descending past the Neck were quite another.
When they reached King's Landing, Jon felt as dismal as the view from above. The tops of the three high hills were craters, the Red Keep, the Great Sept of Baelor, and the Dragonpit all blown to bits. Buildings crowded side by side, some charred by smoke, others reduced to piles of cinders, leaving great gaps like missing teeth. Dingy snow filled the streets, turned brown and grey and yellow by the filth of the city.
The royal seat on the south side of the Blackwater was no more than a hunting lodge with a timber fort built around it. "Lord Willas dubbed it the Aegonfort," Aegon said, grimacing. "I wish he hadn't, but I was not consulted."
Jon had no idea what to make of that. Not that he had time to reply; there was already a welcoming party awaiting them when they swung down from the saddle. Princess Elia of Dorne sat in a great wheeled chair, her hands stiffly clutching at the armrests. To his bewilderment, Jeyne Poole stood at her side, no longer a little girl but a maiden grown. She dipped a curtsy, as did the maid in Poole livery who had charge of the handles of the wheeled chair.
But it was Princess Rhaenys who stepped forward to make the introductions, as elegant and demure as the black and scarlet velvets which she wore. The lord leaning on a cane was her husband, Lord Willas Tyrell of Highgarden; the stout, florid older fellow was Lord Mathis Rowan, Hand of the King. And there were others; Ser Gulian Qorgyle, the master of coin; Lord Gerold Grafton, master of ships; Ser Brynden Tully, the Blackfish, the King in the North's envoy to the court of the dragon king.
"Your chambers are ready, and chambers have been prepared for the Lord Commander," Princess Rhaenys was saying to King Aegon. "There is ample time to refresh yourselves before dinner. And perhaps I might have a private word, sweet brother? Our lady mother and I have missed you dearly."
King Aegon's smile had rather more teeth than such a gracious welcome merited. "I'm sure you have," he said, " just as I have missed you. But more urgent matters must come first. How thoughtful of you to gather all the small council to greet me; we may proceed to the council chambers without delay."
Princess Rhaenys barely had time to blink before Aegon took her by the arm. And where the king went, everyone else followed. After a quick rummage in the dragon's saddlebags, Jon trotted after them, eyeing Princess Elia's wheeled chair. Might something similar be made for Bran? But that thought was soon forgotten; he knew why Aegon had summoned this meeting.
"I cannot shout at my own small council," Aegon had told him. "Well, I can, but I'd rather not unless I must. True, I could bellow at them, or cow them with Viserion, but that does not mean they will agree with me, or properly carry out my commands whilst I am away. You, on the other hand..." Aegon smiled grimly. "Well. If they had listened to me earlier, this meeting would not be necessary. As they did not, you have my leave to do your worst."
Yet once the small council was ensconced in their seats, Jon did not know what to say. His rage was gone, leaving only bitterness and despair. What was the point? Even if they listened, any help they sent would be too little, too late. For lack of any better idea, he unveiled the wight head and the painting of the Other without preamble, paying no heed to the gasps and looks of revulsion.
"Now," Jon said, his voice hollow, "imagine hundreds of Others, perhaps thousands. The night is their domain, the winter their ally. No weapon can harm them, save dragonglass. Not that they get close enough to risk their own skins. No, they send their thralls, dead men who know neither fear nor pain."
"We slew all those who besieged Castle Black, and Eastwatch still holds, but the Shadow Tower was overrun. Only the gods know how many wights have passed the Wall; by my best guess, there are no fewer than a hundred thousand at the least. On and on they come, night after night, inexorable. Fire and steel will slay them, but only at great cost. And meanwhile, all those who die whilst the Others or their wights are near? They wake as hollow men, new wights to swell the ranks of their former foes."
Silence fell. Lord Rowan was pale, Princess Rhaenys was still as stone, and Princess Elia was staring at him, her brow furrowed. The rest of the council was staring too, waiting for the lord commander to speak. But Jon could not find his words; he felt weary to the bone, listless and stupid.
"I have seen it myself," King Aegon finally said. "The lord commander bade me watch a man dying in his sickbed. When the Stranger came for him, a holy sister shut his eyes and began the Stranger's Last Prayer. She had not yet finished when the man's eyes opened, blazing blue. He would have throttled the holy sister had the lord commander not struck his head off. Yet still the body thrashed and struggled; the corpse had to be cut to pieces and burned before the fell sorcery released it from its grasp."
King Aegon's face hardened; he straightened his shoulders, his voice shifting deeper. "My lords, these foes are too dangerous to be left unchecked. I have made alliance with King Robb, and we must make haste to join our strength to his."
"King Robb," echoed Ser Gulian Qorgyle, disapproving. "He would not kneel?"
"Dealing with the Others is a more pressing concern," King Aegon said in a tone that brooked no argument. "The Blackfish once told me that the War of the Ninepenny Kings forged the Seven Kingdoms anew. Why should a war for the dawn not do the same? When the war is won, then we may argue over titles."
"And if you leave the North to fight on alone," Jon said quietly, "I fear we shall not win the day. And once we are dead, the Others will have millions of wights with which to assail the Neck and the rest of the Seven Kingdoms, and no host ever raised would be able defeat them."
"Even so," said gruff Lord Mathis Rowan, "it will be cursed difficult to persuade His Grace's bannermen to take up arms and leave hearth and home."
"His Grace already thought of that, my lord," Lord Willas Tyrell said dryly. "I doubt we are the first to see these ghastly heads and this unnatural painting, unless I miss my mark."
"I daresay they have been shown at every keep from which His Grace sent us a raven." Princess Rhaenys bowed her head. "His Grace is wise."
When the council meeting ended, Jon lingered for a moment outside the chamber, leaning heavily against the closed door. Why shouldn't he? He was exhausted, and there was no one to stop him. Ser Alyn Estermont of the Kingsguard was asleep, and the men-at-arms charged with guarding the chamber did not seem inclined to argue. Everyone else had gone on their way, save the princess, who had respectfully begged a private word with her brother.
But what Jon heard through the door was anything but respectful.
"Olyvar, you pox-ridden, addlepated, cockless coxcomb! Have you the balls of a man or those of a mouse? All you had to do was make Robb Stark kneel, and you couldn't even manage that?"
"It can wait," Aegon- Olyvar? replied. Jon had never heard him so angry; the king was remarkably even-tempered. "I'm sorry for any trouble that will cause whilst I'm away—"
"And after all I've done for you! If you think—"
"Milord?"
Jon turned his head. The speaker was a servant in the green and gold of Highgarden. "If it would please the lord commander," the servant said, "Lord Tyrell is in his solar, and he would be most grateful if you might come speak with him for a little while."
When Jon arrived, Lord Willas was all that was amiable. Soon Jon had a cup of choice wine and a seat by the fire. There was no talk of politics; instead Lord Willas talked of Queen Sansa and Princess Arya, regaling him with tales of what his sisters had been up to before sailing for White Harbor.
"Her Grace was quite pleased to leave," Lord Willas said, smiling. "She longed most ardently for Winterfell. It is only fitting that Queen Sansa bear her child in the home of her youth." He sipped at his wine, then sighed. "If only King Robb would not be so obstinate. After all, the heir to the Iron Throne will be his own nephew. Were he to change his mind and kneel, no doubt the small council would be glad to make concessions. Dorne already enjoys certain privileges; why should the North not share their good fortune?"
Jon was not fool enough to rise to such bait. Instead, he took a small sip of wine and praised the vintage. Lord Willas was quick to take the hint. Smooth as butter, he changed the subject, inquiring as to the health and happiness of his sister Margaery. He was visibly relieved by Jon's answers, and begged the lord commander do him the favor of carrying a few sundry gifts to his sister.
It was no hardship to agree, but it was a hardship to endure the next few days in King's Landing. Jon belonged with his brothers and his men, not feasting with strangers who had never even seen the Wall. The only folk he knew were those in his wolf dreams.
Not that one would know from how King Aegon behaved. The lord commander was invited to accompany him everywhere, and if Jon failed to appear, some gangly squire would appear at his door looking for him. When Jon declined to join the king for dinner on the last night of their stay, the king sent a page, a tiny boy who could not have been more than seven. The boy begged him to attend in a high lisping voice, his enormous eyes shining with admiration.
Jon's head ached, and his belly was all knotted up. Nevertheless, he went. Aegon seemed determined to win his good opinion, and though Robb would be galled to hear it, he was succeeding. Jon could suffer through one more dinner for his goodbrother's sake.
Giddy with victory, the page practically skipped as he escorted the lord commander to dinner. It proved to be a family party. Jon saw Lord Willas and Princess Rhaenys, her cousins Obella Uller and Quentyn Martell, his wife Gwyneth, and a few other Dornish lords and ladies whom Jon did not know. The Blackfish was there too, as was Jeyne Poole, who sat beside him.
The only empty seat was between Aegon and his mother. Aegon smiled, warm as ever. Princess Elia regarded Jon more coolly, and once he apologized for his tardiness, she turned back to her son.
"Now, Olyvar, as I was saying." Her voice was different than it had been in council, slower, with deliberate pauses every few words. "If the frigid air of the North cannot temper Elia's wildness, you may send her back to her mother. I can plan a sept or attempt to improve my hellion of a niece, but I do not have the strength to do both."
"If she's that unruly, I'm surprised you didn't break her foot with your rolling chair," Olyvar said, trying and failing to look serious. Jon was starting to understand why he and Arya got along so well.
Princess Elia frowned. "I considered it, I'm ashamed to say. Alas, she had already taken to wearing steel sabatons over her boots. Seven help Ser Perwyn Truefaith. As Elia has attached herself to Princess Arya, he agreed to help your lady wife keep an eye on her." She sighed. "I would have preferred Valena Toland, but she refused outright."
When Princess Rhaenys drew the king's attention, his lady mother fell silent. Eating seemed to give her some difficulty. Her hands were stiff and awkward, and she moved them with great deliberation, careful not to make a mess of her meal. The servants were clearing away the roast venison and laying out cheese and fruit when Princess Elia finally spoke to him.
"You have your father's look, "she said. A slight frown creased her lips. "Lord Eddard was not one for smiling either, though he never looked so sallow and half starved. My lord should try this sheep's milk cheese; it is from Dorne, and most healthful."
Obediently, Jon cut two portions of cheese, one for himself and one for the princess. "You met my father?"
"Twice." Princess Elia paused to take a long drink of lemonwater. "At Harrenhal, and when he escorted me back to Dorne after the sack. Though he had little reason to smile then. Robert's Rebellion cost me a husband I had come to loathe, an uncle whom I loved, and a pair of friends whom I trusted. Lord Eddard lost a father, a brother, and a sister, though he did not yet know of Lyanna's fate. He wore his grief as openly as his sigil, aye, and his fury too."
"His fury?"
Princess Elia gave him a look. "When Tywin Lannister laid two slaughtered babes before Robert Baratheon, Lord Eddard named it murder. Or so Jon Arryn told me. Lord Arryn was too noble to approve of their deaths, but too sensible to regret them. After all, if they lived, my children might someday rise to challenge his precious Robert. So he did his best to placate me for the deaths of the children he thought were mine, then handed me over to Lord Eddard's keeping and sent me home. Lord Eddard did not object. He was headed south anyway, to lift the siege of Storm's End and search for his lost sister."
The princess shook her head. "How Lord Eddard meant to find her, I shall never know. Luckily for him, when he asked if I know aught of her whereabouts, I was able to tell him precisely where she was. There was an ancient tower in the Red Mountains by the Prince's Pass, small and crumbling yet still beautiful. Ser Arthur Dayne was the one who found it, but Rhaegar was the one who loved it. When they returned from the south with boots caked in red dust, it was not difficult to guess where Rhaegar had caged his little winter rose."
"My aunt Lyanna," Jon said.
The princess nodded. "Poor, foolish girl. I told Lord Eddard if the gods were good, she would lose the babe Rhaegar claimed he had put in her belly. Girls that age oft miscarry, and my faithless lord husband had left her neither maester nor midwife, only a maid to wait upon her. If the babe survived... well. Lord Eddard might have the nerve to shout at his king, but never to defy him. Rhaegar's last babe would not have lasted a fortnight once Robert knew of it."
"Lyanna was with child, my lady?" Jon knew his aunt had been stolen and raped, but little else. It made his father too sad to speak of her. What little he knew he had gleaned from Old Nan, and from some of the less cautious servants. "I never heard that."
"Why should your father wish to speak of his sister's shame? A fever slew her, or so I heard some time later. Some whispered she had died of a broken heart when she learned Rhaegar was dead; others wondered if she had died from whatever torment he inflicted on her."
"What do you think, my lady?" Jon asked, curious.
"I think she miscarried and could not recover from the loss of so much blood. Or perhaps she died in childbed, and the child with her." Princess Elia shrugged. "Whatever happened, none lived to bear witness save Lord Eddard."
"And Howland Reed," Jon remembered faintly. The little crannogman had saved his father's life. Else Ser Oswell Whent would have slain him, as he and Ser Gerold Hightower and their men-at-arms had slain the rest of his father's companions.
Princess Elia frowned. "Whoever that is, I never heard of him. I kept to myself during the journey south, lest my words or actions betray the trick which I had played to save my children's lives. Out of respect for my mourning, Lord Eddard and his northmen gave me a wide berth. One of them even carved me a cane as a gift; in those days I had not yet begun to use a rolling chair."
Jon smiled sadly. "My brother Bran would love to have such a chair. He cannot walk; he broke his back when he was seven. He caught Jaime and Cersei Lannister together, and Jaime flung him out a window."
"I had forgotten that was one of the Lannisters' many crimes," Princess Elia said, her nostrils flaring. "Prince Brandon will have a chair. I shall have my carpenter draw up the plans at once."
Alas, the plans would have to be sent by raven. They left early the next day, the dragon stinking as she always did. Though Jon had thought they would make straight for the north and Robb's host, Olyvar had other ideas. Harrenhal lay betwixt King's Landing and Winterfell, and Olyvar refused to pass it by without stopping to confer with Paul the Pious. He was the only High Septon who yet lived after the destruction of the Starry Sept and the Great Sept of Baelor, at least until someone bothered to elect new ones.
Holy or not, Harrenhal was a grim place. The five towers were ugly and black, their tops turned to molten slag long ago by Balerion's dragonflame. The corpse of another dragon, Rhaegal, lay rotting by the shore of the God's Eye. Viserion screeched and blew a gout of pale flame when they passed over it; Jon had not known a dragon could be smug.
Whilst Olyvar spent a full day in prayer with the High Septon, Jon took refuge in the godswood. Upon being shown the wight heads, Paul the Pious had insisted that the poor souls be laid to rest. Two of the men had followed the new gods, but one had followed the old. Jon burned his head in a firepit, and scattered the ashes before the roots of an enormous heart tree. The weirwood glared down at him, frozen sap dripping from its eyes like tears of blood.
Jon could not remember the last time he truly prayed. The leaves rustled over his head as he knelt, thrusting the point of Longclaw into the earth. His father had often done the same with Ice, praying with his hands clasped around the hilt.
The sun was beginning to set when Jon rose to his feet. His knees were sore, and his cloak fluttered in a warm breeze. Useless as his prayers might be, he had said them all the same, and on the morrow, he would finally return to his men.
Of course, then Olyvar insisted on remaining for a second day to confer with the High Septon. Lacking anything better to do, Jon returned to the godswood. It was peaceful there, and no doubt the faithful were glad to be spared consorting with a heathen. Tired as always, he fell asleep beneath the heart tree, and dreamt of a slender knight with a laughing weirwood on his shield.
When he awoke, Jon thought of his mother.
Bronze Yohn Royce had thought she was a fisherman's daughter from the Sisters; Olenna Tyrell had been certain she was a lady from Dorne. But neither of them were right. Though he hated to admit it, only one explanation accounted for his age and for his father's silence. Jon and Robb were born scant weeks apart; they must have been conceived around the same time. Yet their father had been in the middle of fighting a war; there were no feasts and dances where one could meet comely maids.
Once, long ago, he had nearly throttled Toad for daring to call his mother a whore. But camp followers were the only sort of women who went to war, old cooks and burly washerwomen and pretty young women who warmed the soldiers' beds. Lady Olenna had thought it would take a great beauty to make Lord Eddard stray, but Jon knew better. What was beauty to a kind heart and a gentle touch, to a moment of comfort amidst death and sorrow? No, Jon could not begrudge his father that.
Jon was in need of comfort himself when they resumed their journey. The further north they flew, the worse the winds blowing down from the north. Viserion shrieked her fury as she struggled to cope with the sudden gusts which threatened to blow her off course; it was a wonder Olyvar could even get her in the air. Urgent business or not, he would have thought the she-dragon would rather eat her rider than submit to flying through such awful weather.
They were near Winterfell when the dragon reached her limit. The north wind was fierce, too fierce for the dragon to fly into it head on. Large as Viserion was, the wind buffeted her about like a puppet on strings. She almost crashed into the armory as she descended, only barely managing an ungainly landing in the inner yard.
"You'll have to ride the rest of the way to the host," Olyvar told him, looking increasingly alarmed by the flurries beginning to fall. "Thank the gods Viserion had that aurochs last night. The day is still young; with a tailwind and a full belly, she should have enough strength to get to Sansa, sick as she is. I thought we had more time..." Olyvar's hand went to his face, touching the blemishes on his forehead with a look of dismay.
"Sansa?" Jon asked, confused. "Who's sick?"
If Olyvar heard him, he did not care to answer. The moment Jon's feet touched the ground, the dragon took flight, this time with only one rider on her back. And not a moment too soon. The flurries were already thickening; by nightfall, he feared it might turn into a blizzard.
This time, Queen Margaery did not appear to greet him. It was now the second day of seventh moon, and her babe was expected by the end of the month. As such, she had entered her confinement. Alys Karstark welcomed him instead, as she was one of the few ladies not keeping the queen company.
"Prince Rickon is at his lessons, but he will be very pleased to see you once they are over," Lady Alys told him as she led him into the Great Keep. "You are not our only unexpected guest; Lord Howland Reed arrived last night."
"Oh?" Jon could not recall Lord Reed ever visiting Winterfell before. "What brings him here?"
Lady Alys gave him a look of pity. "He has come to wait for his children." Her voice was low and sad. "They are with King Robb's host, he said."
Jon winced, then a sudden impulse seized him. "Take me to him," he said. Jojen had died for Bran; assuring Lord Reed that his daughter Meera was on the mend seemed the least he could do.
They found Lord Howland in the godswood, sitting cross-legged amongst the roots of the heart tree. He was a small, slight man, with mossy green eyes and a thatch of greying brown hair. In place of furs he wore layer upon layer of wool. His cloak was embroidered with swirling runes, and pinned by a bronze lizard-lion.
As soon as she had made the introductions, Lady Alys took her leave. Her steps made no sound on the soft floor of the godswood. There was no sound at all, save the rustling of the trees in the wind and the noise of his own breath. The hot pools were breathing too, their steam rising to meet the falling snow.
It felt wrong to break the silence, but break it he must. Jon's tongue felt clumsy and awkward as he spoke of Lady Meera, trying to remember everything of importance which he had seen or heard. "Maester Turquin believes she will make a full recovery, now that the danger is past," Jon told him.
"No doubt he speaks of her body, not her spirit." Lord Howland sighed. There was a weirwood leaf in his hands, red as blood. Slowly, carefully, the crannogman pulled it to pieces that fell into his lap. "I thank you, Lord Snow, nonetheless."
Jon knew a dismissal when he heard it. Yet he hesitated, wondering.
"My lord?"
"Howland," the crannogman said absently.
"Howland," Jon continued. "Could I- if- you rode south with my father."
The crannogman looked up, his face as blank as a mask, his eyes keen. "So I did, long ago. The Lord of Winterfell called his banners; I had no choice but to join him."
"You followed him throughout the war," Jon insisted. "You followed him all the way to Dorne, and saved his life from the Kingsguard."
Howland smiled without humor. "A knight is naught but a fish, once you catch it in a net."
"You were close to Lord Eddard," Jon went on, stubborn. "Perhaps closer than anyone else." He hesitated, gathering all his nerve. "I want you to tell me about my mother."
"No," Howland said softly. "You don't. Let the past be forgotten; it will bring you only grief."
"Who are you to tell me what I want?" Jon said hotly. "I've spent years wondering about my mother, from the moment I first realized I did not have one. I must have asked my father about her a thousand times, but he would not even say her name. Now he is dead, and there is no one I can ask but you." His voice broke. "Please, I don't care that she was a camp follower, just tell me something, anything, even if all you knew was her name."
"Your mother was not a camp follower," Howland said sharply. "The truth is far kinder and far crueller than that."
"What?" Jon did not understand.
And then, to his vast bewilderment, Howland began telling him the tale of the Knight of the Laughing Tree. "I already know this story," Jon interrupted. "I heard it from Bran, who heard it from Meera. And then I heard it again from Lady Olenna Tyrell, of all people."
"Patience," Howland said. His eyes were distant, and he had begun to shred another weirwood leaf. "A tale may grow in the telling. The shape changes, the color blurs. Dull truth gives way to fanciful falsehood; dogs become wolves, lizard-lions become dragons."
Yet at first, the tale seemed much the same. A crannogman left his swamp, intent on finding adventure in the world beyond. The Isle of Faces was his first destination, Harrenhal his second. A great tourney was being held there, the sort men would tell their children about.
"But the southron men looked down upon a man from the crannogs," Jon said. "Three squires set upon him, cursing him and beating him until a wolf came to drive them off."
"A she-wolf," Howland corrected. "Lady Lyanna of House Stark. She was yet a girl, slender as a sapling, but she was tall and hale for a maid. She beat them with a tourney sword, and brought me back to her tent to bind my wounds and meet her brothers."
Lyanna was not the sort of lady to tolerate an insult to her father's bannerman, no matter that he was a stranger from the crannogs. By the time she finished tending his hurts, she had decided Howland was under her protection, much to her brothers' amusement. Clothes were found for him so that he might attend the feast, and by the end of it, he was fast friends with all the young Starks. When Lyanna pointed out the squires who had abused him, young Benjen offered to find him horse and armor so he might challenge them. Howland declined that offer, but he accepted Eddard's invitation to share his tent.
In the morning, Howland had risen bright and early to watch the jousting. When he went to the stands, the only Stark he found was Brandon, the eldest. "The others drank too much," he laughed. "They're still abed."
That could not be true; when Howland left the tent, Eddard's bedroll had been empty. Yet he said nothing, unwilling to break confidence with his new friend. When the jousts began, young Benjen was the only one to join them in time. Eddard's stomach had taken an ill turn, no doubt from indulging the night before. Alas, he was stuck in the privy, and likely to remain there until the jousting ended. Lyanna was sick too; the same dish must have made both of them ill.
Brandon had accepted the tale without question, but Howland wondered. When the Knight of the Laughing Tree appeared, his doubt became certainty.
"And then my father defeated all three knights whose squires had attacked you," Jon finished, "and asked no ransom save that they teach their squires honor."
"No," Howland said. "Benjen knew well enough to mix a falsehood with a truth. Lord Eddard was sick, so sick that he never touched a dish spiced with juniper again."
Jon frowned. "But if my father was sick, he couldn't joust. The only one who could joust would be..."
"Lyanna." Howland smiled sadly. "Later, she told me that she had jousted against Benjen now and then for sport, though only when their lord father was away. She was much better with her horse than with the lance, but just good enough to defeat three middling knights. Afterwards, I wished to the gods that she had lost."
"Why?" The Knight of the Laughing Tree was a fine tale, and that a maid should defeat three knights only made it better.
"Because, lad," Howland said. "Had Lyanna not won renown that day, then Rhaegar would never have thought to seek out the Knight of the Laughing Tree when he vanished, nor crown Lyanna his Queen of Love and Beauty."
"So?" Jon demanded. "What does any of that have to do with my mother?"
"It has everything to do with your mother," Howland said, "because your mother was Lyanna."
For a moment Jon stared, dull as a stump. Then, slowly, cold realization trickled down his spine. His stomach churned; he reeled back, horror-struck, and tripped over a root. He bit his tongue as he fell, filling his mouth with coppery blood. Howland was saying something, but Jon could not hear him, only the blood thrumming in his ears.
The next thing he knew, he was in the stables. Jon could not stay here, not for another moment. When Hodor brought him a horse, he leaped into the saddle and dug his heels into the horse's flank. The horse bolted out the stable door; it was a miracle that he did not trample the little crannogman in his haste.
It was not difficult to leave Winterfell. Guards tripped over each other to fling open the gate, eager to obey the King in the North's brother. But I'm not, Jon thought, trying desperately to hold back the sob threatening to rip its way out of his throat.
He failed. An awful, keening sound escaped him, as high and shrill as the wind screaming in his face. The snow was so thick he could scarce see the kingsroad, but that didn't matter. He had no place at Winterfell, he had no place anywhere, save with his men.
And if he died trying to reach them, so be it.
Notes:
😱😱😱 well, uh. Hoo boy. Can't wait to see what y'all think in the comments!
Sorry this one took so long. I had a busy start to the month, then I was out of town visiting family for a week, and when I got back, my attention span was shot. You can thank Too Sweet by Hozier for helping get me back on track; it's a goddamn bop.
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Rickon Stark, Prince of Winterfell, 305 AC
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170: Sansa III ⛵️🛷
171: Arya III 🤬🤺
172: Bel II 💰🐦
173: Jon IV ❄️ 🌌NOTES
1) No, we are not having undead skeletons pop out of graves, let alone heavy stone tombs. That was stupid when the tv show did it, and it's not gonna happen here. The Winterfell crypt isn't in the tundra, ffs, nor is it supposed to be below freezing. And if the North were covered in permafrost, there'd be even less people than there are in canon.
For a fascinating read on the science of how bodies decompose, see this article.
2) The fully grown direwolves are roughly as large as horses. Viggo Mortenson, aka Aragorn, is 5'11, close to Jon's height in this fic. Here's him with Brego in The Two Towers:
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So, imagine that's Shaggydog and Jon. Fun!
3) Pynyonade was a sort of medieval sweet made with pine nuts, spices, and sometimes honey, which may have made it rather like a modern nut brittle.
4) I really, really wanted to gesture at Margaery having an internal life and depths beyond what we've seen thus far in Sansa, Cersei, Arya's POVs. A lot of fics just have her as either a perfect queen or a scheming minx, neither of which portrayal necessarily feels very textured or human. As I didn't want to go the obvious route of having Margaery be super into flowers/gardening, I pondered for other options.
In canon, Margaery is very active, always socializing while doing an activity like riding, hawking, boating, etc. However, most of those activities are neither winter nor pregnancy friendly. As Margaery is never noted to have an affinity for needlework or playing an instrument, I figure she'd need something to deal with the boredom of being trapped inside for so long.
I think art occurred to me because watercolors were an acceptable pastime for women in Jane Austen's novels/era. Painting and drawing were far less common hobbies for noblewomen in the medieval era, but I did find an example from the 1500s (technically Renaissance, but shhh).
Elisabeth of Valois was a French princess, daughter of Henry II and Catherine de' Medici. At one point Henry VIII negotiated for Elisabeth to marry his only son Edward, but the betrothal was never finalized, and she ended up marrying Philip II of Spain after his second wife, Queen Mary of England (Bloody Mary) passed away. At some point prior to the wedding, Elisabeth had already become an amateur painter. After her marriage, she employed an Italian noblewoman, Sofonisba Anguissola as a lady-in-waiting, court painter, and tutor.
Having found this precedent, I felt comfortable with letting Margaery have art as a hobby :)
5) In canon, the night Ashara danced at the feast was *before* the Knight of the Laughing Tree made his appearance the next day. Olenna got the details wrong! Unlike Howland, she wasn't closely involved, and it was a few years after the tourney by the time she heard about Ned, his bastard, and Ashara's death, and added up her misremembered details to form a coherent (albeit wrong) narrative.
Chapter 170: Sansa III
Notes:
June-early August, 305 AC
Queen Sansa Stark, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyra
Sansa's weirwood crown, by ohnoitsmyra
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Chapter Text
When the queen arrived at White Harbor, it was to the sound of screaming.
In summer, it would have been the screaming of seagulls as they swooped over the port. But it was winter now, and the seagulls had flown south long ago. No, the screams came from amongst the crowd gathered on the wide cobbled streets, the high keening of a babe whose wails made her heart clench and her belly lurch.
Sansa hid a grimace as Ser Clarence Crabb took her by the arm. She was sick of her belly lurching. Mother's stomach had not troubled her on land, but the rolling of the sea and the constant scent of salt and fish was another matter. She murmured a prayer to both the old gods and the new, grateful that she need not step foot on another ship anytime soon.
It was risky to sail north in the first place, as Olyvar had incessantly reminded her. Winter storms were never a laughing matter, but especially not at sea. Thankfully, the narrow sea had been as calm and obliging as she expected, so much so that there were arguments as to what could cause such unseasonable weather. Big Bucket Wull attributed it to the mercy of the old gods, Septa Lyra to that of the new, and Maester Lonnel to some unknown natural cause.
But though the gods agreed with her desire to return home, an icy wind still tugged at her cloak as Sansa slowly descended the gangplank. Old Megga had raised a grey eyebrow when the queen bade the clothier bring forth her maiden cloak. The pearl snowflakes were as bright and perfect as they had been on the day of her wedding; the embroidered wolf's head shone silver against the white velvet. Another silver direwolf pinned her cloak, and upon her brow rested her weirwood crown of Valyrian steel set with garnets.
"Some might say that a queen should wear her husband's colors," Old Megga had commented dryly as Gilly fetched a looking glass.
"And I shall," Sansa replied, touching the locket which hung about her neck. "But not today."
I am in the North, she thought giddily as her boot touched the dock. She did not need to feign pleasure as Ser Wylis Manderly welcomed Queen Sansa and Princess Arya on behalf of his father Lord Wyman. The crowd cheered and shouted, wild with excitement, so loud she thought she might go deaf even before Nymeria added her howls to the chorus.
"STARK! STARK!"
"THE BOLTON'S BANE!"
"RED WOLF!"
"PRINCESS ARYA!"
"STARK! STARK! STARK!"
Beaming, Sansa waved to the smallfolk. Her departure from King's Landing had not gone nearly so well. The smallfolk who lined the streets as she made her way to her ship had wept and wailed, begging their queen not to leave them. Taken aback, Sansa had paused to make a speech. She had done her best to explain about the dire peril of the Others, about how deeply King Aegon cared for his subjects that he would venture into the frozen North to defend them. That dried some eyes, but not all, and the few cheers were halfhearted.
By contrast, the folk of White Harbor were so welcoming that Sansa almost regretted having to climb into the litter which would carry her up the hill to the New Castle. It was Lord Wyman's own litter, ornately decorated with silver mermen and hung with green damask curtains. Her sister Arya might fork a spirited grey mare, but a woman heavy with child ought not do the same. Oh, her belly was yet small enough that she could ride, but Maester Perceval strongly advised caution.
Unwilling to take any risks, Sansa had heeded him. She was in her sixth moon of pregnancy now. Her weariness was a thing of the past, as was the soreness of her breasts. True, she could no longer sleep on her back, and her nose was distressingly sharp, but what did that matter? A fortnight past she had felt the babe quicken for the first time, every few days, she felt another flutter, and if her midwife Bethany could be believed, soon the babe would begin to recognize her voice.
That was well worth Maester Perceval's grandfatherly hovering. Pregnancy was not half so bad as Sansa feared. The dreadful headaches that accompanied her monthly moonblood were long gone, and unlike some unfortunate women, she had not puffed up like a blob of lumpy dough. Her skin was clear and glowing, and though her belly continued to swell, her hands and feet remained much as they ever were.
The same could not be said for her breasts. They strained at her bodices no matter what Old Megga and her seamstresses did, drawing frequent admiring glances from men who did not seem aware of their lack of subtlety. Arya had gotten into the habit of "accidentally" tripping anyone who stared too long, though the trick did not work if her target was seated. Unfortunately, they often were. And Sansa could do without the patient smiles of lords and ladies who seemed to think that pregnancy had somehow dimmed her wits.
Granted, she was a tad absentminded of late, but she was neither deaf, blind, nor stupid. For instance, based only on their letters, she knew perfectly well that Lord Manderly disliked both her husband and Robb's wife. She knew that Elia Uller had a concerning penchant for kissing handsome grooms and stableboys, thanks to Gilly and Shirei's quiet gossip. And thanks to her skinchanging, she knew that the ongoing war between Ser Daemon Sand and Ser Loras Tyrell of the Kingsguard had escalated to a private duel whilst they were docked at Gulltown. It had ended in a draw, though only when Sansa urged Holdfast to interrupt them by barking up a storm and racing back and forth. Predictably, the knights had raced to follow the hound back to their queen's side, fearful that something was amiss.
Nothing was amiss when Sansa reached the Merman's Court. Arya had not told her how beautiful it was. Floors and walls alike were painted with lush seaweed and rolling waves, with fish and crabs and sharks and all manner of beasts that lived in deep waters. Yet lovely as it was, a pang of longing assailed her. This was not her father's hall; this was not her brother's court.
As Queen Sansa approached the dais, Lord Wyman Manderly smiled down at her from the high seat. His face was broad and wrinkled, one eye bright and keen, the other dimmed by age. He was the fattest man she had ever met, so fat she could not help thinking of seals and walruses.
Sansa set that unkind thought aside as she returned Lord Wyman's warm greeting. A thousand wonderful scents assailed her nose; her mouth watered as she thought of the feast which about to begin. Half the chairs upon the dais had been left empty for Lord Wyman's guests, and he was all affable courtesy as he bade Queen Sansa and Princess Arya take the chairs to his left and right.
"Well cushioned, I promise you," Lord Wyman told Sansa, his eyes twinkling. "Only the best for King Robb's sisters. And for his kinsman the Lord of the Eyrie, of course," he added as Sweetrobin took the seat nearest to the queen. He was careful to keep well clear of Nymeria. The direwolf had settled down on the floor near Arya, her golden eyes gleaming.
The servants are like to step on your tail if you lie there, Sansa warned the wolf. Arya certainly wouldn't bother, not when she was busy talking with Elia Uller and Ser Perwyn Truefaith. Her mistress did not even notice as Nymeria gave a low whuff, unmoved. She would lay where she wanted, and the two-leggers had best not tread on her.
If they do, it will be your own fault, Sansa returned, annoyed. And you will not bite anyone, not unless you want me to have you muzzled until we leave the city.
Nymeria bared her fangs, displeased. She thought the boy had deserved to get bitten. Who was he to interrupt the she-wolf's dinner, to toss sticks at her and point and shout? It wasn't her fault that the boy had ignored the warning growls and snaps—
"Your Grace?" Lord Wyman asked, quizzical. "Is aught amiss with the princess's direwolf?"
Sansa blushed. "No, my lord. Pray pardon me, my thoughts wandered off. It has been a long journey, and my appetite is more than ready to pay homage to the hospitality of your table."
Lord Wyman chuckled. "No doubt, no doubt. Lady Leona was always ravenous when she was carrying my granddaughters. And as for her wits, why, I daresay she could not have found them with a map, not until well after each babe was born."
With a sip of cider to cover her displeasure, the queen let the insult go unremarked. She had more important matters to attend to. As the first course arrived, hot and steaming, she asked Lord Wyman about the Merman's Court. Its splendor was the equal of all the sights she had seen across the narrow sea; might Lord Wyman indulge her with a bit of its history and that of the noble ancestors who had built it?
His lordship was quite happy to oblige. Sansa paid close attention as she listened, taking dainty bites of each dish which her host urged her to try. Whenever Lord Wyman paused to eat, the queen spoke with the sundry nobles of White Harbor who were within earshot, or with Sweetrobin, who kept staring dubiously at each unfamiliar dish.
"Everything is fish," Sweetrobin whined. "I don't like fish."
Fortunately, her cousin kept his voice low. Unfortunately, neither the Blackfish, Arya, or Sansa had yet managed to break him of the habit of crossing his arms to indulge in an all too obvious sulk.
"I know it is not what you were accustomed to at the Eyrie," Sansa said gently. "But you must be courteous nonetheless. Try the crab pies; they're less fishy than the salmon."
By the time she had nudged and wheedled Sweetrobin into doing as he was told, Lord Wyman was ready to bend her ear again. Now the subject was White Harbor, of whose prosperity he was exceptionally proud. True, the port was quieter during winter, but the Braavosi still sent ships to buy good northern timber. And there was much profit to be made from trading with the Reach, whose ships had sailed north ever since Highgarden finally threw off the Lannister yoke.
"Though only after Cersei slew Mace Tyrell and nearly slew his son and daughter." Lord Wyman bit the head off a prawn, chewed, and swallowed. "Seven forbid the Tyrells risk their delicate petals unless they have no other choice." He gave Sansa a long, searching look. "You knew Queen Margaery when you were in King's Landing during the war, if I recall aright."
"I did, my lord." Sansa took a sip of cider. "We passed perhaps half a year together before I was wed, though I did not see her often."
"That is more than I ever saw of her." Lord Wyman shook his head. "I am too old and frail to travel far, even for a king's wedding. I have not left White Harbor in nigh on three years. All I know of Queen Margaery comes from letters from my Wynafryd and my Wylla. Wylla writes far more of her betrothed Prince Rickon than of her future goodsister, and Wynafryd praises her to the skies as if she were a besotted maid."
Lord Wyman snorted. "There was a time when lords and ladies praised Cersei Lannister to the skies. Including myself, I fear. She was charming beyond measure, and the most beautiful woman I had ever seen." He paused, eyeing Sansa for a moment. "Your mother was almost her equal. Someday you shall surpass them both, I think, once you look more the woman and less the maid."
Sansa barely kept herself from scowling indignantly. How dare he say she looked like a maid? He could hardly miss the sight of her belly bumping into the table. She was a woman wed, not a mere girl like Arya.
"What do you wish to know about Queen Margaery?" Sansa asked, keeping her voice light and innocent.
"I want to know what you thought when you took her measure. Is Margaery all she seems? Or is she another Cersei, a viper nursed on the same venom?"
"I don't know," Sansa said slowly, putting a hand to her neck. "But she gave me this."
Lord Wyman blinked in confusion when she drew forth the silver locket. Carefully, she opened it. Her father looked up at her, his gaze as steady as ever. Her heart clenching, she turned the locket.
"It is a true likeness," Lord Wyman finally said, his eyes still fixed on the miniature of Lord Eddard Stark. "A wedding gift?"
"Yes," Sansa told him. "Given to me on the morning of my wedding, even though the night before I had declined her grandmother's offer to have me spirited away to Highgarden."
Lord Wyman's brow furrowed. "You refused a chance to escape King's Landing? I should think being a hostage of the Tyrells would be far better than being forced to marry the Red Viper's bastard." He paused. "Unless... no, I cannot think that Aegon Targaryen was foolish enough to reveal his true name to a captive maid."
Sansa's temper stirred. "He did, soon after we were wed." There was no need for Lord Manderly to know that Olyvar had blurted the secret out by accident. "I was not sure what to make of Ser Olyvar Sand, but he had slain the Mountain for my sake. Should he have proved cruel, I meant to run away once he had taken me from the city."
"You took a great risk," Lord Wyman said. He shook his head. "You are fortunate he was not truly the Red Viper's son. Oberyn Martell is a dangerous man. When he jousted in the tourney at Harrenhal, he killed a man in his first tilt. Some knight from the Westerlands, whose only crime was being heard to say that Princess Elia of Dorne looked so frail he doubted she would outlast the year. And when Prince Rhaegar passed over Elia to crown your aunt Lyanna as his queen of love and beauty, it is rumored that the Red Viper poisoned the prince's favorite horse before leaving in a fury."
Disconcerted, it took Sansa a moment to find her words. "I had not heard such tales before, but I can assure you my lord husband is a man of honor."
"Is he?" Lord Wyman asked. "Death by wildfire is no fit end for a maid, not even a bastard born of incest. Though no doubt his grandfather Aerys would have been proud. He would not have hesitated to slay Myrcella, nevermind that she was a child and a prisoner in his care."
"Myrcella was in my care," Sansa flared, shoving down a pang of guilt. "King Aegon was leagues away at Duskendale when Trystane Martell helped her flee her cell at Dragonstone. When my men hunted them down, they tried to hide themselves beneath an enchanted golden veil which Queen Cersei had sent her daughter. Myrcella did not know that the veil had been soaked in wildfire and bespelled by pyromancers. When it burst into flame, both she and Trystane perished in an instant. There was nothing left to bury, only ashes."
Annoyed by Lord Wyman's look of doubt, she continued.
"At his trial, Qyburn testified as to how he helped make the veil. Queen Cersei meant for Myrcella to don it if Dragonstone fell, and use it to slay herself and King Aegon. You may ask Lord Wull if you do not believe me; he and a dozen other northmen were present at Qyburn's trial."
"Thank you, Your Grace," Lord Wyman said. "I shall."
After that, the conversation took a more pleasant turn. Talk of the Others could wait until the morrow. Instead, they spoke of King Robb and of Prince Rickon. Sansa listened, greedy. Interrogating Arya was not enough; she wanted to soak up every precious scrap of the long years she had missed, even though it made her heart ache.
But heartache was nothing compared to the dread the queen felt the next day once Lord Wyman apprised her and her lords of the state of the war against the Others. When Sansa left King's Landing some twenty days ago, she had thought the Wall was holding strong. Robb had never lost a battle, after all, and Jon Snow would not have sought to become Lord Commander of the Night's Watch unless he knew that he could do it.
Those comforting thoughts were soon dashed to pieces. The Shadow Tower, fallen. Castle Black, abandoned. Eastwatch, barely holding against a horde of wights. King Aegon and Lord Snow had flown south on dragonback to raise a host; meanwhile the King in the North and his host were marching down the kingsroad, pulling back to Winterfell. All the northmen between Winterfell and the Wall were being warned to shelter in their keeps and holdfasts, to ration their food and firewood and burn their dead as soon as they drew their last breath.
Not everyone had the sense to listen. Some folk were fleeing south in a panic, even though the roads were a mess of ice and snow. If they did not freeze to death, they were apt to starve.
"Either way," Lord Wyman grimaced, "they might as well offer themselves to the Others on a silver platter. Who knows how many of them are roaming across the Gift, or how soon they shall venture further south."
"It doesn't matter." Big Bucket Wull slapped his chest. "We'll put an end to the buggers, sure as sunrise."
"Perhaps," Ser Clarence Crabb said. The Lord Commander of the Kingsguard scratched at his chin. "Did King Aegon's raven say how long he intends to ferry Lord Snow across the south?"
When Lord Wyman shook his head, Sansa's stomach dropped. Arya looked unhappy too. Her face was closed, her hands queerly still.
"Viserion is very fast, isn't she?" Arya asked later, once they were alone. She fiddled with Needle's hilt as she paced back and forth, ignoring Gilly's huffs of frustration when she got in between the maid and the tidying that she was doing.
"She is," Sansa agreed. "But I do not know how many lords Olyvar means to visit, or how long he might stay at each keep."
She rested a hand on her belly, feeling cross. It was good of Olyvar to send her a raven from Winterfell, knowing that she would soon reach White Harbor. But the sealed letter which Lord Wyman's maester had given her was so hastily scrawled she could barely read it, the words full of sweet nothings and empty of any hint as to when her love would return to her side.
In the meantime, she had a journey of her own.
With the roads covered in snow, the queen rode forth from White Harbor in an enclosed winter sledge. The walls were of carved wood, the narrow windows of thick glass. Plush velvet covered the seats; there were pillows for her back and furs for her lap, and a brazier kept full of hot coals. Maester Perceval was aghast at the very thought of Sansa catching a chill, nevermind that the cold barely troubled either her or Arya.
Her host were less fortunate. They bundled themselves in layer after layer of fur and wool, cloaks and gloves, hats and scarves. The lords and knights rode on horseback; their men-at-arms and servants went afoot, save for those charged with driving the wayns. There were dozens and dozens of them, filled with all the supplies required to support a queen and her retinue.
And what a retinue it was, even with the Mootons and their men gone to reinforce Eastwatch. Now that her household was in order, Sansa felt as though she were swimming in servants. A queen must have her own septa and maester, her own steward and herald, a jeweller and a clothier and a master of horse, a larder and a pantler, a butler and a spicer and a cook, and a veritable army of serving men and maids to help them carry out their work.
And then there were the Kingsguard, the lords and knights, the squires and pages, all with households of their own. Not to mention the ladies-in-waiting. As was only proper, they kept the queen company in her sledge, the leagues passing by slowly as they talked or sang or stitched. With her own wardrobe in good condition, Sansa had set her seamstresses to making mittens, which she and her ladies embroidered with weirwood leaves.
Oh, but it was good to be back in the North. Every keep along the long leagues of road had a godswood, and every godswood had a weirwood at its heart. Sansa prayed to them all, accompanied by the lord of the keep, by Arya, and by the northmen who had followed her sister south.
But the queen's ladies were southron, and they followed the Seven. Each morning Septa Lyra led the queen and her ladies in prayers to the Crone, at noon they prayed to the Mother, and at midafternoon they prayed to the Maiden. Sansa asked the Crone for wisdom, the Mother for a healthy pregnancy, and the Maiden to help the maidens in her retinue stay chaste.
There were four maidens amongst her ladies. Gael Celtigar was sixteen, with stars in her eyes and far too much fire in her blood. She blushed prettily every time a man glanced her way, bribed singers to play bawdy songs, and, if Sansa was not mistaken, had a few books in her possession the sight of which would have given old Lady Celtigar a shaking fit.
And while Elia Uller had the sense to steal kisses in private, Gael was not so prudent. Whilst in White Harbor, the queen had sent little Samrik to fetch her from Lord Wyman's gardens. The boy had found Gael with her mouth on Ser Walys Mooton's neck, her hand in his breeches, and Ser Walys's hand up her skirts.
Sansa would have dragged them to the Sept of the Snows then and there, were Ser Walys not already betrothed to a lady of House Hawick. Thank the gods that Ser Walys was to sail for Eastwatch the next day. As for Gael, she had started weeping almost as soon as the queen began her thorough chastening, and had remained subdued ever since. The queen might have promised to allow Gael a second chance, but even so, her reputation could be destroyed at any moment should a certain five-year-old boy forget to keep his mouth shut.
She could only pray that Elaine Lydden would prove less troublesome when she arrived from the westerlands. Lord Lydden's daughter was only fifteen; she would be the youngest of Sansa's ladies. Anya Waynwood and Roelle Cafferen were twenty, ready for marriage but not yet betrothed. Anya had the misfortune to be homely, with a strong jaw and a face even longer than Arya's.
As for Roelle, she was determined to wed no man save Red Ronnet Connington of Griffin's Roost. Alas, not only did her father Lord Cafferen despise Red Ronnet, but Red Ronnet was the sort of knave to toy with Roelle's heart whilst doing nothing to secure her hand. Sansa wished Jeyne Poole were here. She would have come up with a clever, cutting name for Ser Ronnet, one so amusing that it dissuaded Roelle from her course.
Sansa had trouble not giggling whenever she remembered the name Jeyne had come up with for the oldest of her ladies. Denyse Hightower was a woman in her forties, sister to Lord Baelor Hightower and widow of Ser Desmond Redwyne. She was a learned and respectable woman, all agreed, a fine choice to serve the queen. She was also short and squat, so much so that Jeyne had promptly dubbed her Denyse Lowtower.
Jeyne had not dared come up with such a name for Valena Toland. Lady Valena was the heir to Ghost Hill, tall and fierce, with hair even redder than Sansa's. Some of it was starting to grey, even though Lady Valena was not quite thirty. While her mother Lady Nymella attended Sansa in Meereen, Valena had borne two children and lost her husband to a burst belly. Now she and her mother had swapped places. Her four-year-old son she had left in Dorne; her two year-old daughter had come with her, being only recently weaned. Cassella was a quiet child, content so long as she could cling to her mother or her nursemaid. Queerly, she was also fond of Yoren Yronwood, who played children's games with her despite the mockery of the other squires.
Ser Loras Tyrell had charge of the king's squires and pages while Olyvar was away. There were five of them at present, and there would be a sixth when young Lord Robert Brax arrived from Lannisport. No doubt there would be some confusion having two Roberts, but Sansa could hardly encourage all and sundry to call her cousin Sweetrobin as she and Arya did.
Myranda Royce called him Sweetrobin too. She had joined them at Gulltown, along with a proper household assembled by Lord Nestor Royce to tend the little Lord of the Eyrie's every need. He had sent his own daughter to serve as matron and run the household. It was a task at which Lady Myranda seemed quite adept, despite being twice-widowed and childless.
"I served my father by ruling the Gates of the Moon, and Lord Nestor served Jon Arryn by ruling the Vale," Myranda had told her. "If only my lord father were better at picking husbands. The first was so old he died while bedding me, can you imagine? And the second was so busy drinking and chasing after whores that I didn't notice he was missing from our bed until one of the servants came to tell me that they'd found him dead drunk in a snowdrift. A few hours later, he was just dead."
"How awful," Denyse had tsked.
"Ah, well," Myranda shrugged. "I am glad Her Grace has had far better luck with her husband. Young, comely, and faithful. Though perhaps a tad oblivious," she added, her smile oddly sly.
Sansa was not sure what that meant, but it was reason enough to change her mind about inviting Myranda to share her sledge. There was not enough room without making one of her ladies ride instead. No, she would let them stay warm, and let Myranda share a wayn with Sweetrobin and Mya Stone as was her wont.
They were almost halfway to Winterfell when Arya finally convinced Sweetrobin to try riding in the cold and snow. Much like Elia Uller, who was used to much warmer climes, he was deeply unhappy about it. Dacey Mormont laughed at both of them, well used to northern winter. She reserved her pity for Ser Perwyn Truefaith, who shivered terribly every time he rode away from Arya to speak to his brother Lord Olyvar Rosby.
"Perwyn is riding with you today," Arya announced one morning as she stomped into Sansa's pavilion. Holdfast perked up; Buttons, skittish as any cat, ran away and took refuge by leaping onto what was left of Sansa's lap. "And don't fuss at me about not having room. I barely had to ask before Gael agreed she wouldn't mind a day on horseback. The sledge gets stuffy, she said."
The queen frowned. "Fine, but make sure she stays with you and Elia." Gods forbid there was some handsome knight Gael wished to flirt with; better to help her resist the temptation.
"I'll have Nymeria herd her back if she tries to wander off," Arya agreed. "By the by, Ser Daemon and Ser Loras quarreled. Again. Ser Clarence is making them fast on bread and water for a week to atone for their behavior."
"As he should," Sansa muttered, annoyed. "Did Ser Godric get pulled in this time?"
Arya snorted. "No, but Loras blacked his eye after he said that dealing with the pair of them was worse than growing up at Saltsister."
Sansa winced as she scratched Buttons' chin. Ser Godric Sunderland was the newest member of the Kingsguard, a knight from the Three Sisters whose skill had been honed training with his six brothers. He had joined them at Gulltown, as had two of his brothers, whom Myranda had taken as household knights for Sweetrobin.
"What were his brothers' names again?" Sansa asked, watching the cat as he butted his head against her belly and began to purr. Cats didn't need to trouble with such things. There were so many new people about her, so many faces and names and titles to remember. Usually it was almost as easy as breathing, but not of late. The other day she had inadvertently called one of her hosts Lord Helman instead of Lord Harmond more than once before he gently corrected her. Her face had burned hot with shame; she would have happily melted through the floor rather than endure such embarrassment.
"Sansa? Sansa, are you listening?"
Sansa looked up from the cat. "Yes," she said, waspish.
Arya narrowed her eyes. "What are the names of Ser Godric's brothers?"
"I don't know," she huffed. "I was waiting for you to tell me."
"I just did. Twice. While you were staring at the cat."
The queen scowled. "You did not." She might have been distracted, but she was not deaf.
"Did too. Didn't I, Gilly?"
"She did, Your Grace," Gilly said, not even bothering to look up from the cider she was mulling over a brazier.
"Steffon and Mord!" Samrik piped up, eager to help.
Sansa glared at Arya. Her sister smirked back, unrepentant. "If you need a quiet day in the sledge, you could just take one. You're the queen, stupid."
"I'm fine," Sansa lied, "and don't call me stupid."
"Are you sure? I'll tell all your ladies to bugger off so you don't have to."
"Don't you dare! Gilly and Shirei are perfectly capable of informing them I wish for some privacy today."
"Oh, very well." Arya glanced at the maids. "Go on then, you heard Her Grace."
It was not until Sansa was sitting in her sledge with Ser Perwyn that she realized how thoroughly her sister had outflanked her. Worse, it was nice to have only one companion to attend to rather than six, all of them crammed close together.
"Brat," she muttered, both pleased and annoyed.
"Your sister, or Lady Elia?" Ser Perwyn asked, amused.
"My sis- oh, no, what has Elia done now?"
"Nothing of note," Ser Perwyn assured her. "The snow is too deep and the cold too bitter for her to risk her horse attempting any foolishness. When we reach Winterfell, however... gods, and I thought your sister was a handful."
Sansa smiled. Ser Perwyn might be devoted to her sister, but he was not above sharing stories about her. A little prodding and he was off, recounting the time Arya had accidentally gotten drunk and tried to duel Greatjon Umber. Even the babe seemed to like it, judging by the soft flutters in her belly.
The babe did not like the stink of dragon when Viserion abruptly descended from the sky a few days later, just after the start of seventh moon. Sansa was hard-pressed not to vomit as she walked to her husband as quickly as she could; she would have run if not for her belly. Olyvar greeted her with a kiss and a warm embrace, but she had no time to enjoy either before he took her by the arm and leaned close to whisper in her ear.
"Her neck is hurting her again. Can you heal it, my love?"
She could, but it was not pleasant. Viserion barely fit into the barn which they found close by, and at the first whiff of the festering wound on her throat, Sansa retched. She retched thrice more before she finished her healing song. The wound still looked raw and ugly, but at least the rot was gone.
A long bath whilst Olyvar met with his bannermen did much to restore her good humor. On a whim, she had Gilly fetch one of the dragon eggs from the jeweller. Sansa had brought all of them north for safekeeping, locked in a heavy chest which took four men to carry. But Gilly was perfectly capable of carrying a single egg, though with an escort of guards, of course.
Sansa cradled the egg to her breasts. Most of the egg was gold, save for the scales which were speckled with every color of the rainbow. It was beautiful, just like Viserion. But Drogon had been beautiful too, dreadful as he was. Her babe must not have such a dragon; she would not allow it. This dragon would feast on sheep and pigs, on fish and deer. Not children, never children.
"My love, why are you whispering to the egg?"
Rather than answer, Sansa rose from her bath. King Aegon did not need to dismiss her maids; they were already scurrying out of the queen's pavilion by the time Olyvar found his tongue. The next moment he was holding her, kissing her. Sansa could have almost wept from joy; they had been parted for far too long.
Their lovemaking was passionate, though awkward. Her belly was a hindrance, as was her decreased flexibility. By the time they had things sorted out to their satisfaction, they were both starving. They took a quiet dinner together, glad for a respite from their court. Sansa kissed him after every sip of cider just because she could, and Olyvar fed her the choicest morsels from his dagger.
And while they ate, they talked of all that had happened. Sansa went first, as she had far less to say. Her journey had been relatively uneventful; the worst calamity was Gael Celtigar's indiscretion and the childish idiocy which had earned Owen Costayne a bite from Nymeria.
Then it was Olyvar's turn. He told her of his meeting with her brothers, of the arguing that had ensued and of the decisions which had been made. Her heart fluttered as he spoke of Robb and Bran, even her half brother Jon. And when he spoke of Winterfell, Sansa's heart almost burst from jealousy. It was not fair that he got to see all her brothers and her home before she did. Sometimes Winterfell almost felt like some sweet dream, the kind which was forgotten when one awoke. She was glad when he began to speak of Riverrun instead.
"If we win this war, I do not know what Edmure Tully will do," Olyvar said. "From the way he spoke, he means to follow King Robb to the bitter end. But with the Riverlands trapped between the North and the rest of the Seven Kingdoms... Lord Tully cares about his people, and they love him for it."
Little though she knew her uncle, Sansa felt a surge of pride. Family, duty, honor. She felt even prouder of her husband as Olyvar recounted the rest of his travels. Between the wight heads, Septon Josua's painting, and Lord Commander Snow's testimony, even some of the more skeptical lords had been moved to act. At this very moment hosts of men were being gathered and equipped, and fleets of ships were being readied to carry them north from various ports.
"And the small council has given their blessing my plans, thanks to Jon Snow." Olyvar ran a hand through his hair. "Poor fellow. I know you said he was a sullen child, but I've seen more cheerful gravediggers. He didn't laugh at any of my japes, or even groan like Arya does. But," Olyvar said with a weary smile, "by the time I left him at Winterfell, he was calling me Olyvar in private. I'll take that victory, small though it is."
Olyvar was in much better spirits as he told her of the family he had seen whilst he was away. At Oldtown he had seen his sister Sarella. She was well, almost glowing with pride over all the links she had forged. Alas, she was still afflicted with a lingering cough, and the burn scars she had taken would last the rest of her life. At Sunspear he had seen Nym and Tyene, and tried to offer cousin Arianne some comfort for the loss of her daughter.
He had not had time to see Mother Ellaria. She was at the Hellholt, accompanied by her daughters Loree and Doree and by Obara, who served as captain of her household guard. All of them eagerly awaited Oberyn, who was on his way to frighten off the Uller cousins who were so bold as to challenge her claim.
When he reached King's Landing, Olyvar had found his lady mother in good health. Princess Elia remained focused on her sept and on spoiling her niece. Her goodmother much preferred Obella's company to that of Elia Uller, a compliment which both pleased Obella and offended her on her elder sister's behalf.
"And how is your elder sister?" Sansa asked, playful.
Olyvar grimaced.
"Insufferable, actually."
Sansa listened sympathetically as Olyvar poured forth his woes. He had fought with Rhaenys for almost the entirety of his visit. Rhaenys was willing to grant the necessity of fighting the Others, but she was beside herself at the result of his negotiations with Robb. Was Olyvar a simpleton? Now was the time to force the North and Riverlands to kneel, now, when their very survival hung in the balance, and only King Aegon could save them! There would never be a better chance to reunite the Seven Kingdoms. How could Olyvar let it slip through his fingers? Must Rhaenys warn him yet again how much blood and coin would be lost if he must take the Riverlands by force?
"I'm sorry, love," Sansa said once he was done. She was glad that she had not been there to argue with Rhaenys; it would not have ended well.
"I'd rather have sparred with Father for an entire day than endure another hour of her lecturing," Olyvar grumbled. "Rhaenys has a tongue sharper than his spear, I swear, and she always aims between the ribs."
Sansa hesitated. "Lord Manderly told me something odd. He said at the tourney of Harrenhal, Prince Oberyn slew a man for daring to say Princess Elia looked sickly, and that he poisoned Rhaegar's favorite horse after- after-"
"After Rhaegar slighted my lady mother before all the lords of the realm," Olyvar finished for her. "I don't doubt he did. What of it?"
She blinked, momentarily stunned. How could Olyvar say such a thing? Her gooduncle had been nothing but gallant ever since they first met. "But- Prince Oberyn is so, so honorable, so kind."
Olyvar snorted. "Oberyn is kind to family, and to those who he deems worthy. You wouldn't like to hear what he did to Obara's mother. And as for his honor... well, his notion of honor is known to him alone. I could never make sense of it. I may love him as a father, but I cannot deny he has a streak of cruelty, one he gave to my three eldest sisters."
"Lord Manderly thinks you have it too," Sansa told him unhappily. "He asked if you slew Myrcella. I explained what happened, but... what if other lords think the same?"
Her husband stared at her, appalled. "He thinks I killed that poor girl? And my own cousin with her? Gods be good." Olyvar buried his head in his hands, groaning. "As if I could ever- I wouldn't- oh, no, how many people—"
Sansa clasped his hands. "I'm so sorry, my love."
"Don't be," Olyvar sighed. He pressed a kiss to her brow. "Perhaps... perhaps it is for the best. We have declared the truth, but let them keep their doubts. If men think me capable of slaughtering a mere girl, that may give them pause. I never want to have to make another example like that of Lord Wylde." He shuddered.
Sansa's skin prickled. Lord Eddard would have been horrified by the very existence of such a rumor. His sense of honor would not have endured such a vile accusation, nor would his honesty have allowed him to sit in silence and profit from a false tale. Her father would have proved his innocence before the realm rather than be thought a murderer of children. How could the man she married do any less?
Her marriage was often on her mind as they continued toward Winterfell. Olyvar's return should have helped her sleep like a babe, yet Sansa found herself fretting even as he dozed beside her. Robb had not welcomed King Aegon; would he give her the same cold courtesy? And what of Bran and Rickon? She could not even picture their faces; her memory of the solstice was all a blur.
She might have asked Olyvar to describe Robb and Bran and Jon, yet she did not. He had too much on his mind, too many duties to attend to. Sometimes it felt as though she could only make Olyvar smile when they were alone, or when the babe fluttered in her belly.
Besides, it was more fun to try and imagine her brothers on her own. Sansa imagined Robb with a kingly beard, looking down at her as he always had. Bran must be plump from always sitting down; Rickon must be much bigger now that he was no longer three.
It was over seven years and two months since Sansa had parted from her brothers. Or so Arya said. She had done the sums after Sansa snapped a quill in half, upset by her own inability to properly count the days. Her nerves had never felt so ragged, not even before her trial. What if her brothers were strangers? What if they hated her for being gone so long?
As they drew closer to Winterfell, Sansa found her yearning growing more painful by the day. She began to have nightmares, terrible nightmares that seemed real until she woke. Bran never awoke from his fall. Arya was caught by the goldcloaks rather than by Bel. Rickon vanished into the wilderness, never to be seen again. Robb died at the Red Wedding; Jon was slaughtered by wildlings. And all she could do was watch, screaming and sobbing, until she woke with her blood thundering in her ears.
Then, a morning came when she woke to Arya shaking her by the shoulder.
"Get up, get up," her sister hissed, careful not to wake Olyvar. There was a scowl on her face and a ruslight in her hand. "I'm dressed already, how can you lie abed?"
Sansa blinked, bleary-eyed. She might be accustomed to rising early, but it was still hours before dawn. Not that her bladder cared. It wanted to be emptied, just as her belly wanted to be fed. She might not be able to eat large portions in one sitting anymore, but the babe was always hungry. Sansa yawned as she eyed her sister's clothes. Why, that's the same tunic and breeches she had on yesterday.
Her eyes narrowed in suspicion. "Did you even sleep?"
"I couldn't," Arya admitted. "Now come on, you said I could wake you, and I'm waking you. Gilly has hot water and a washcloth ready, and breakfast is on the fire."
King Aegon and the rest of the host would not leave for hours yet, but neither Queen Sansa nor Princess Arya could wait so long. When dawn crested over the horizon, Sansa's sledge was ready to go. Olyvar bid her farewell with a kiss, a lingering embrace, and a caution not to let her nerves overwhelm her.
Sansa made no promises, but she did bring Maester Perceval, just in case. Gilly and Samrik came too, as did Shirei. They were not strangers like her ladies. She could trust them to attend her on this, of all days. For her escort she had Ser Loras Tyrell, Ser Perwyn Truefaith, and Lord Olyvar Rosby, along with a goodly number of knights and men-at-arms and a single fierce direwolf.
Unlike Nymeria, who loped through the snow, Arya kept her company inside the sledge. Though not without much grumbling; in the end, Sansa had to insist. She did not trust her sister not to bolt ahead and risk laming her horse in the snow. It was what Sansa would have done, were she not far too pregnant to ride. Instead she stared out of the sledge's narrow windows, half blinded by the snow, desperate for the first glimpse of grey walls.
When it came, Sansa's eyes welled with tears, so overcome that she could scarce catch her breath. How could she think herself a stranger here? She knew those towers, just as she knew the banners that flapped above them, just as she knew the old song of summer that Olyvar Rosby was singing at the top of his lungs.
By the time he finished, Sansa had dried her eyes and donned her weirwood crown. Arya's bronze circlet was slightly askew; she barely sat still long enough for Sansa to straighten it. Gilly was too distracted, busy staring out the window. "There are so many people," she gasped.
The maid was not wrong. The Wintertown was bigger than Sansa remembered, and packed to bursting. Outside the Wintertown was a sprawling encampment, with banners flying proudly above countless tents.
But Sansa did not care about the camp or the Wintertown. She cared about the main gatehouse, which drew closer with every heartbeat. Her heart felt as if it might burst as they rode into the courtyard, the same courtyard where they had said their farewells so long ago.
Yet when the sledge stopped, Sansa froze, motionless, one hand on her swollen belly. The babe fluttered, just like the butterflies in her stomach. She was not ready, how could she be ready? She ought to have worn a different gown; she ought to have prepared what she would say—
"Your Grace?" Gilly asked, confused.
What was she doing? Only girls panicked, never queens.
"If you would assist me?" Queen Sansa said. It was a miracle Arya had not leapt out of the sledge already.
Nymeria was not constrained by two-legger formalities. As Ser Loras Tyrell handed Sansa out of the sledge, she could feel the she-wolf racing ahead, howling her joy to the skies. A chorus of howls echoed back, one, two, three voices, the voices of her brothers. They burst across the yard, two grey blurs and one black, all wagging their tails like pups as they pounced on their sister. Sansa watched them, wishing she dared join their play. It was so tempting to slip her skin, to become one with the pack—
"Sansa?"
She turned to see three strangers. One was a man, one was a youth, and one was a boy, but all of them shared her hair and eyes. The boy was wide-eyed and wary, the youth pimpled and petulant as he looked down at her from atop a dappled horse. Between the boy and the youth stood the man, a king with a crown of bronze and iron upon his head. Sansa could have sworn she saw a look of shock pass over the king's face before it vanished, replaced by a countenance of stern command.
Sansa's mouth felt dry as dust. "Your Grace."
Behind her, Arya made a noise of dismay.
"I- I-"
Sansa hesitated, fighting with herself. She stood here as a queen, not as a sister, and certain courtesies must be observed. But how was she to do her duty? She could not curtsy to the King in the North, not with her swollen belly, and she certainly could not run to her brothers like a giddy girl, so what—
Then Robb was striding toward her. When he reached her, he pulled her close as if she'd never left. Sansa hugged back, relief washing over her like a wave. Arya made for Bran, who muttered a greeting, only for Rickon to interrupt by shouting so loudly they could have heard him in Dorne.
"You came back!"
"I promised, didn't I?" Arya replied.
With a wild grin, she swept Rickon up in her arms. He must have been heavier than Arya remembered. With a yelp, she plummeted backwards into the snow. She landed with a soft thud, spluttered curses echoing over the yard as Arya swore at the top of her lungs.
Bran and Rickon laughed, but Sansa did not. She was too busy holding onto Robb, sure that he was the only thing that could keep her on her feet. Sansa was proved wrong when he abruptly ended the embrace, turning his attention to Arya.
The rejection stung like a slap. Was she so terrible a sister? She must be, for Robb to abandon her for no better reason than to scold Arya for making a spectacle with her foul tongue. Part of Sansa wanted to weep; another part wanted to hide in her sledge.
But she could not do that. And so, fearful of the reception which awaited her, Sansa approached her younger brothers. Bran was fifteen now, and he looked it. There were pimples all over his face, and thin whiskers on his upper lip and jaw. As for Rickon, gone was the little boy who only came up to her waist. Now the top of his head was as high as her chest; his mouth was a jumble of baby teeth and adult teeth half grown in.
"You're Sansa," Rickon said, hesitant. "Arya told me."
She had not realized her heart could sink even further than it already had. "I am," Sansa replied. "Don't you remember me?"
"A little?" Rickon said, doubtful. "You used to be shorter. And skinnier."
"She's with child, not fat." Bran's voice was much too deep, too distant.
"I know that." Rickon scowled, the expression painfully familiar. "You don't know everything."
"Mayhaps I do, mayhaps I don't, but I definitely know more than you."
When they were little, Bran would have finished by sticking his tongue out. Instead, he turned to look at Sansa. For a long while he was silent, his eyes unreadable.
At last, Bran spoke. "You are taller." He glanced over at Robb, his mouth quirked.
Sansa did not know what to say. Tears stung at her eyes, but she brushed them away. Queens should not weep like babies. She had a thousand questions, and none of them were the sort to ask out in the yard.
"I brought gifts," she said, working hard to keep her voice steady. "For all the name days we missed whilst we were apart."
Rickon tilted his head, curious. "Gifts?"
"Yes," Sansa said, trying not to sound too hopeful. "I brought you a unicorn horn, all the way from Skagos—"
Arya's voice echoed across the yard, loud and sharp. "What do you mean, Jon isn't with his men? Where is he?"
"In his old room," Robb said, his face solemn. "But Arya—"
Too late. Nothing could have stopped Arya from bolting for the Great Keep, not even the King in the North. Ser Perwyn did not even try, too busy making sure Olyvar Rosby did not interrupt the king and his siblings. That seemed to amuse Ser Loras, who stood guard by the sledge. He was less amused by the direwolves. He visibly relaxed when Grey Wind turned and fled, making for the godswood with the rest of the direwolves following close behind.
Sansa wanted to run with them, not just watch them go. The pack was a part of her; she itched to slip away, to don her wolfskin and forget her troubles. But she dared not, not with a babe in her belly and so many eyes to see.
That was what made Sansa come back to her senses. She was a queen, a queen standing in an open yard crammed full of onlookers. She must not shame herself, nor her lord husband or her kingly brother. Desperate, the queen tried to regain her composure, half a heartbeat away from bursting into tears.
"Your Grace?"
Robb stood beside her, offering his arm. Sansa meant to take it, only to stop and stare when she realized she was looking down at Robb, not up. I'm taller than Robb. Only by a scant few inches, but taller nonetheless. How could she be taller than her elder brother? Had the world gone mad?
"Give me your arm," Robb said. His voice was low, but he held his head high, his shoulders straight, every inch a king. A stranger. "My scar may be ugly, but staring is unseemly."
"That wasn't- forgive me, Your Grace." Sansa took his arm obediently, her face burning hot. The scar was ugly. She had not noticed it before, too busy burying her face in his shoulder. Now she saw it. The scar was impossible to ignore, a great slash that cut across Robb's cheek. It made him look older, as did the dark circles under his eyes and the grey hairs at his temples. You can't have grey hair, Sansa wanted to wail. You're only one-and-twenty.
But she could not make such a display. Sansa was a queen, one with a Kingsguard and men-at-arms following at her heels. The king and the princes had an escort too, men-at-arms in the grey and white livery of Winterfell. They were not alone, and she must not show how small and lost she felt in her brothers' company.
"How is your lady wife?" Sansa asked.
"Queen Margaery is in confinement," Robb said curtly. "The babe is expected soon. She bade me pass along her warmest welcome—"
On and on he went, saying nothing of note. Behind them, she could hear Bran and Rickon arguing, their voices low. When had Rickon had learned to whisper? And who was this king who spoke in empty pleasantries, as if she were some foreign envoy and not his own blood?
It seemed an age before they halted at the steps of the Great Keep. Bran's horse could hardly climb the steps of the northwest tower. With brisk efficiency Bran undid the straps binding his legs to the saddle. His lips tightened as a pair of Winterfell men approached. Carefully, they lifted Bran down from the saddle. His shriveled legs dangled as if he sat in an ungainly chair, the men's arms under his knees and his arms over their shoulders.
Once the prince was ready, the king led the way into the Great Keep. Sansa leaned on his arm as they began to climb the northwest tower. They went slowly and carefully, both for Bran's sake and for hers. She could not see her feet, not with her belly in the way, and gods help the babe if she fell. Sansa tried not to think about that, focusing instead on listening.
They were halfway up when Robb finally ran out of courtesies. Bran said nothing, not a word, and after a few questions about his gift, Rickon fell silent too. There was no sound but that of footsteps on stone, that and the soft clink of Ser Loras's armor. All the other guards had been left behind at the base of the tower, but the Kingsguard refused to neglect his duty.
Her nerves fraying more with every second, Sansa could not help but ask the question which had worried at her since Arya ran off.
"What happened to Jon?"
Robb tensed. "Your husband happened to Jon," he said coldly, ignoring Sansa's gasp of startled outrage. "King Aegon was supposed to return Jon to the host upon the kingsroad. Instead, he left him here. That same night, Jon took a horse and galloped north, right into the teeth of a blizzard. Lord Howland Reed went after him the next morning. He found Jon at dusk, lying at the bottom of a ravine beside his frozen horse."
"He should have died of frostbite." Bran's voice was queer, as was the look he gave Sansa.
"The old gods spared him that," Robb said grimly. "Even so, Jon was out of his senses with fever when Lord Reed brought him back. For days he would not sleep, he would not eat or drink—"
"I made him eat," Rickon interrupted. "Once Maester Luwin let me in."
"Falsehoods are unbecoming of a prince," Robb said. He paused at a landing, his disapproval so thick it could have withstood a battering ram. "Try again."
Rickon crossed his arms, scowling. "Maester Luwin did let me in, I just had to threaten the guards with Shaggydog to make him. And I made Gage give me all the pynonyade he could find, and I made Jon eat it until his mouth was so sweet and sticky he was begging for water."
"Jon started eating again after that." With a heavy sigh, Robb resumed climbing the stone stairs. They were worn and weathered, the centers worn down from being trodden underfoot for centuries. "Not that it has helped much. The fever comes and goes, his lungs are weak as a newborn kitten, and his foot—"
Then Sansa stumbled over an uneven step, and the air erupted with shouts of alarm. It took but a moment for her to regain her balance, but it was already too late. Robb grabbed her with a grip like iron; Ser Loras lunged past Rickon as if he meant to catch his queen in his arms. Sansa ought to have appreciated their concern, but somehow it upset her more than the fright of missing her footing. Worse, Robb refused to say another word about Jon, lest she be distracted by whatever news her mishap had interrupted.
Sansa's temper was as sorely tested as the muscles in her legs. Unused to such toil after weeks in a sledge, her legs were cramping and complaining by the time they reached the chamber near the top of the tower. She did not have to inform Ser Loras that he was no longer welcome; he was already taking up a post outside the door as the guard opened it wide to let them in.
The first thing she saw was Ghost. One could hardly miss the sight of a direwolf the size of a horse. He lay beside the window, his head resting on his paws. Ghost's eyes shone against his pale fur, red on white, as if he were a weirwood rather than a wolf.
Like the direwolf, Sansa watched in silence as Arya climbed down from the featherbed. Her sister's face was pink, her nose runny, her grey eyes filled with tears. When she saw the man lying in the bed, Sansa understood why. Jon Snow looked like Father, but much older, worn and weary and pale. He leaned against a pillow, crying as Arya did but seemingly unaware of it. He did not try to rub at his eyes; his tears ran freely down his gaunt cheeks, vanishing into an unkempt brown beard.
The featherbed was enormous, so large it might have held a king and his entire family. There was plenty of room for Bran, whom the men-at-arms settled by Jon's side. The men's eyes darted hither and yon as they helped prop him up, fussing and fiddling with the pillows and blankets as if they were concerned about his comfort, not merely lingering to see what happened next.
Then Robb's voice cracked like a whip. "Prince Bran has no more need of you. Out!"
The men bowed, then fled. Sansa could not blame them; the look on the king's face would have made a monster quail. He seemed taut as a bowstring, a storm ready to break as soon as there was no one to overhear his fury. Sansa drew herself up, grasping her composure by a thread. Her blood pounded in her ears as she anticipated her brother's reproach, unsure whether she would meet it with a plea for mercy or a howl of defiance.
The door thudded shut. Breathless, motionless, Sansa waited. Her siblings waited too, transfixed, five statues all staring at their brother and king.
When Robb turned to face them, he looked different. The look of anger was gone, replaced by a relief so palpable it nearly broke her heart. "I feared this day would never come." His voice was soft and uncertain, that of a boy, not a king. "Yet now that it is here, I feel as if I have wandered into some distant dream. If I have, I never want to wake."
And then Robb lunged, fast as his direwolf. In the blink of an eye he had grabbed Rickon and tossed him on the bed; another blink, and Arya was cursing and laughing as he flung her too. That left only Sansa. Surely he wouldn't dare—
Sansa yelped in surprise as Robb scooped her up, one arm under her knees and the other against her back. How had she forgotten how strong he was? "You got heavy, little sister," he teased, "but not too heavy for me."
One moment Robb was gently putting her down between Arya and Rickon; the next he was climbing up himself. Tears streamed down his face as he embraced first Sansa, then Arya, then Jon. He squeaked like a startled mouse before returning the embrace, one arm around Robb, the other around Bran.
With a shrug and a watery smile Bran shook himself free. Cords of thick muscle strained at the sleeves of his tunic as he dragged himself across the bed, flinging his arms around Sansa and Arya and nearly squashing Rickon in the process. Rickon yelped with outrage as he elbowed Bran out of the way, determined not to be left out.
Sansa hugged both her little brothers back as best she could, laughing and sobbing at the same time. Everyone else was crying too, but it didn't matter, not even a little. Seven years, two months, nine days, and at last, at long last they were together, and nothing would ever come between them again.
Then Jon cried out in pain, and the laughter died in an instant.
"Sorry, sorry," Rickon babbled, horrorstruck. "I didn't mean to bump it!"
"Bump what?" Sansa asked, her belly tight with fear.
And finally, Robb resumed the tale he had been telling her, his eyes as hollow as his voice.
When the horse had stumbled into the ravine, blinded by the snow, it had crushed Jon's foot in its fall. The maester had cut off his boot to find a mangled, swollen foot, with toes already showing signs of festering. Some of the toes had mostly healed, but others had proved stubborn against the maester's remedies. Maester Luwin had been forced to amputate first the little toe, then the one beside it. Yet still the rot lingered, threatening to creep up the foot.
"If it gets any worse, Maester Luwin fears he will have to take it at the ankle." Jon's face was as bleak as a night without stars. "Then I shall be truly useless, not that I was much use before."
"You're not useless." Robb stared at Jon, seemingly confused by the very idea. "So what if you lose a foot? We'll have a false one made."
"And at least you'll walk," Bran said bitterly. He gestured at his shriveled legs. "I'm the broken one, not you."
"Neither of you are broken," Robb said fiercely, almost shaking with outrage. "You are whole, you are my brothers, and I will love you until the day I die, no matter how many limbs you lose."
And with that, Robb hugged them again. Bran gave a squawk of dismay; for a moment Jon protested, his voice plaintive. But Robb would not be resisted, not by his younger brothers. Bran gave in first, his face crumpling as he buried his face in Robb's tunic. Jon yielded soon after, letting Robb hold him as he spoke of Maester Luwin and milk of the poppy and carpenters.
Sansa shifted, her heart racing as she nodded at Arya's look of mute appeal.
"No one is losing any limbs."
Whilst Arya fetched what she would need, Sansa explained herself to their brothers. She began with the Isle of Faces, with the children of the forest who had healed the slash to her chest and the green men who had taught her songs. She showed them her scars, the slim silver lines faint against her skin. She told them of Olyvar's crushed arm, of Bel's broken fingers, of Brienne's wounded knee, and of what her singing had done for them. Sansa said nothing of Viserion; she would not have them doubt either her skill or Olyvar's strength.
All of her brothers watched as Arya gently pulled back the sheets. Jon leaned back against his pillows, resigned. Robb bit his lip, his brow furrowed. Bran leaned close, his face intent. Rickon stared, his head cocked, his eyes wide and curious.
The babe fluttered in her belly as Sansa examined the bandaged foot. She frowned when she caught the dim smell of rot, a smell which only grew worse as she carefully unwound the layers of linen. Not that anyone else seemed to notice; she almost pitied their dull noses.
The foot was a swollen lump, bruised and ugly. The first three toes were knobbly but whole; the last two were missing. The cut had been sure and clean, the stitches small and dainty, but the rot was there nonetheless, lingering in the blood. Sansa eyed Jon, noting the beads of sweat upon his brow, the lack of response when she pressed lightly on his foot. Perhaps numbness was better than screams of pain, but not by much.
A cup of cool water, a few bites of pynonyade, and Sansa was ready to set to work. The song came easily to her, her voice sweet and clear as the rot yielded to her like snow beneath a summer sun. Once she was certain that every trace was gone, Arya helped her bathe the foot with soap and water. There was no more need for the stitches; it was child's play for Sansa to remove them with the help of her fingers and a small sharp knife. Rather than take any chances, she anointed the scar with honey, then bandaged the foot once more.
"I don't know how to set the bones," Sansa admitted as she wound the strips of linen. "Maester Luwin will have to do that once the swelling goes down. After the bones are set, I can help knit the fractures and pull the loose splinters back to their rightful place."
"Jon's foot doesn't look any different," Rickon said, disappointed.
"Don't be stupid," Arya said, rolling her eyes. "It takes time."
"No doubt," Bran agreed, his voice strange.
Sansa glanced up at her elder brothers. Jon's eyes were shut, his breaths shallow. He would sleep for a good long while, and wake hungry. As for Robb, he looked gobsmacked, his mouth opening and closing without making a sound.
Whatever he meant to say, Sansa would never know, for a knock came at the door, sharp and insistent.
"What is it?" Robb called, kingly once more.
"Your Grace! King Aegon is approaching!"
There were many more reunions over the next several hours. Maester Luwin might be part of the retinue meant to welcome King Aegon to Winterfell, but the old maester had eyes only for Sansa. She greeted him as warmly as courtesy allowed, conscious of the crown upon her head and the crowd that packed the yard.
Ser Rodrik Cassel was stout and bewhiskered, just as she remembered, but his daughter Beth was another matter. Gone was the tiny girl who trailed after Sansa and Jeyne Poole. In her place stood a young lady, one with the same dark curls and dreamy eyes. Cley Cerwyn was a lord now, but as friendly as ever as he introduced his wife, Alys Karstark. Arya promptly stole her away to meet Elia Uller, an interruption as predictable as it was irritating.
A queen could not steal away so easily. Long hours passed before she could let Rickon lead her to the Servant's Keep, where Old Nan yet presided over her little hearth. The old wet nurse had grown bald and blind, but Sansa would have known her anywhere.
Alas, the same could not be said for Old Nan.
"Sansa Stark?" she tsked. "Don't toy with me, Rickard. Who is this you've brought to see me? Not Lord Cregan's granddaughter; she died when I was but a wee girl."
"I should have known better," Rickon said, his shoulders drooping. "This morning, she asked one of the maids to lend her a pretty gown so she would look her best for Ser Duncan."
"Ser Duncan," Old Nan sighed, her smile almost girlish. "Ah, now there's a man. Seven feet if he's an inch, and comely too. Even the widows agree, not that they agree on aught else."
Ser Duncan the Tall? Sansa nearly blurted. Then she thought better of it. Wherever Old Nan's aged mind had wandered, it would not be kind to pry her from her dreams. Besides, no tale could wash away the bitter taste of being forgotten.
Her heart felt even heavier the next day as she walked down into the crypts. Olyvar was her only company, come to carry a lantern and to lend her the support of his arm. Sansa needed his support; she could not face so many steps alone, nor bear the sight of her father's tomb.
The last time she had seen Father, his head had been mounted on a spike above the Red Keep. Now Lord Eddard's bones lay at rest, entombed beneath a statue which bore his likeness. Every tomb had a statue, whether it be that of a Lord of Winterfell or a King in the North, but only her father's tomb held two sets of bones. By Robb's decree, Lady Catelyn's bones had been brought from the Twins and laid to rest with those of her husband, reunited in death if not in life.
Once the tears came, they would not stop. Olyvar held her as she wept, his silent comfort all that kept her from falling to her knees. Sansa was not sure whether she cried harder out of grief for her lost father and mother, or out of love for the brother who could not bear to keep them apart.
Her eyes were dry when Queen Sansa paid her respects to Queen Margaery that afternoon. Margaery was little changed, save for the puffiness of her face and the frighteningly large bulge at her middle. Would Sansa grow so large when she reached her ninth moon of pregnancy? She hoped not; it did not look comfortable.
Nor did Margaery's chambers, which were kept dim and quiet so the expectant mother might rest. All the windows had been shut up; all the fires had been lit, even though they made the room stifling hot. Sansa bit her tongue, resisting the urge to scold Margaery's maids for wasting firewood when hot water flowed through the walls of Winterfell.
Thankfully, Sansa need not endure the heat for long. One last month of freedom remained before her own confinement, and she meant to enjoy it. Within a day she had settled into her old chambers in the northwest tower, though to her dismay Olyvar refused to share them. King Aegon and his court had been put in the Guest House, and there he meant to stay. Mercifully, Olyvar still came to her each night, to cuddle her to sleep before returning to his own affairs.
King Aegon had much to do. A dozen ravens already awaited him when he arrived, and most of them required prompt attention. Lord Rowan had sent news from the small council; Lord Morrigen had agreed to serve as master of whisperers; the Citadel had at last chosen a new Grand Maester, Maester Cosgrove, and wished to know whether to send him to the king or to the small council.
Sansa hoped the small council would not give her husband any cause to worry whilst he was away. Lord Rowan was staid and stolid; some Hands of the King might improvise or act without leave, or panic at the first hint of crisis, but never him. The other lords of the small council were just as capable, each well chosen for his office. Should arguments arise amongst them, Princess Rhaenys was more than capable of keeping the peace. After years of dealing with Cersei Lannister, Rhaenys claimed that gathering whispers and managing the nobility was practically child's play by comparison.
Managing Elia Uller was not. Olyvar nearly had a fit when he caught his sister swimming naked in the godswood, unable to resist the lure of the hot pools. Viserion liked them too, so much so that she had dug a burrow between two of them, taken it for her den, and refused to leave it since. At least the she-dragon's presence meant that no one else had been wandering around to see Elia in her name day gown.
Sansa was glad not to have to share the godswood with half the North. She spent much of her time there, drinking in the fresh air while she still could whilst the direwolves romped and played beneath the heart tree. What did it matter if she could not slip into her wolfskin? Sansa was drunk with joy, delirious with happiness. Each day she awoke knowing her brothers and sister were only a few steps away, in the same chambers they had had before she left. Save Robb, who had taken Father's chambers, just as Margaery had taken those that had belonged to Mother. As for Robb's old room, it was a nursery now, ready to welcome the king's heir as soon as the babe came.
It was strange to think of Robb as a father. The thought often crossed her mind as Sansa sat beneath the heart tree. Some of the roots were large enough to make a decent seat, though only after she had Gilly cover them in furs. Bran shared them, leaning his back against the trunk as she did. Pregnant and crippled, they could not spar in the mud like Arya and Rickon.
Not that Sansa wanted to. Bran did, judging by how greedily he watched. He was surprisingly quick with the queer trestle he used to pull himself around his chambers, but it was no match for a godswood covered in snow and mud. Bran was much more excited about the rolling chair being built by Jon's command than by the gift Sansa had brought. He did not seem to care that it had taken months for Sansa to write down all the stories she had gathered in Meereen, and almost as many months for a scribe to make a second copy.
At least Rickon loved his unicorn horn. He had wanted one for years, and was apparently extremely vexed when his nursemaid Osha returned from Skagos without bringing him one. Robb liked his gift too, although Sansa was not sure if he would still appreciate the scepter when he realized the pearls and silver wolves suited only a King in the North, not a King of the Trident. Even so, her lord husband had not been pleased. He did wince in sympathy when she presented Jon's gift, a luxurious black fur cloak with matching fur-lined boots.
As Jon was still stuck in his sickbed, Sansa and her siblings spent most of their time there, when not in the godswood. Robb might be busy with his duties, but Sansa's could wait. Her steward had things well in hand; she would have plenty of time during her confinement to attend to her household and to her ladies. And to Jeyne Poole, of course, whose raven she expected any day. As for Arya, she needed no encouragement to stick to Jon like a burr, Bran seemed to mislike being in anyone else's company, and Rickon was always happy to be excused from his lessons.
With Jon's foot now set in a plaster cast, Sansa carefully began trying to nudge the bones back together. Unfortunately, the process proved both difficult for her and painful for Jon. A sensible man would have taken milk of the poppy, but her half brother was not sensible. It took both Arya and Rickon to hold him down so she could work without her concentration being ruined by his thrashing. Bran just sat and listened, watching as vigilantly as his direwolf watched over Theon Greyjoy. Sansa was glad Olyvar had warned her of his survival; she had not been ready to see the traitor walk into the Great Hall amongst a group of black brothers, looking almost wistful as he tried and failed to catch King Robb's eye.
Well, Theon did not deserve her brother's attention. That belonged to his brothers and sisters, whom Robb joined for dinner in Jon's chambers almost every night. As they ate they traded stories, sharing what they could of the years passed apart. Rickon spoke of his foster brothers and his wildling friends; Arya spoke of water dancing lessons and the night she had slain Bolton's bastard; Sansa spoke of King's Landing and Sunspear and Meereen.
But though Bran was eager to hear Sansa talk of the Isle of Faces, he would tell them almost nothing of his own time amongst the singers. Nor would he speak of the last greenseer who had nearly killed them all, save to explain what Lord Brynden had taught him of the Others. Sansa's belly curdled with fear as he spoke of their power, of their implacable will, of the strange magic which bound them together. Bran did not know what the Others would do when the solstice came to end the year with its longest night, but he knew that whatever it was, it would be terrible, more terrible than the cracking of the Wall.
"Whatever they try, they shall fail," Sansa declared, squeezing Bran's hand to reassure him. The Others might be strong, but her family was stronger. No one could take Winterfell, not when every Stark was here to defend it. Not to mention her husband and his dragon, and all the men and supplies coming from the south.
Sansa had been at Winterfell for a sennight when Margaery Tyrell sent Meredyth Crane to beg the honor of a visit from her goodsister. Though she had meant to pass the afternoon in the sickroom, she readily agreed, especially once she heard why Margaery wished for company to distract her. Maester Perceval had warned her of the false pangs of labor which most women suffered long before their time, and they did not sound pleasant.
Her own babe fluttered and kicked as Sansa climbed the stairs, leaning on Ser Clarence Crabb for support. The more her belly grew, the more ungainly it made her, much to her annoyance. It would not be much longer before her own confinement began, as Denyse Lowtower helpfully reminded her almost every day. Rather than sharpen her tongue on the widow, Sansa had oh so thoughtfully suggested that as Lady Alerie could not be here for her daughter, her mother's sister would no doubt be a welcome comfort. Lady Denyse was more than willing, and Sansa had not seen her since.
When Sansa and her ladies entered the queen's chambers, the bells were just tolling noon. Septa Nysterica stood before a small altar, leading a dozen kneeling ladies in prayer to the Mother. Queen Margaery was not amongst them. She lay upon the bed, her brow beaded with sweat, reciting prayers in a breathy, ragged voice.
Sansa could not sit or lie down. No, her knees ached as she knelt, assisted by Gael Celtigar and Valena Toland. Thankfully, Septa Nysterica was not as long-winded as Septa Lyra often was. Still, it was a relief when the prayers ended. Almost as soon as her ladies helped her back on her feet, Sansa made for the plush chair which awaited her by Margaery's bedside.
"How go the false pangs?" Sansa asked, full of sympathy.
"Your Grace? My niece is not suffering false pangs," Denyse Lowtower said, her brow furrowed in confusion. "The babe is coming; the midwife has gone to fetch the maester."
"Oh!" Sansa made to rise from her seat, only to stop when a hand grasped her tightly by the wrist.
"Please stay?" Margaery pleaded, her brown eyes huge.
"No," Sansa protested, aghast. "It is Robb's child, he should be here, not me."
"Absolutely not," Margaery said, her voice sharp as steel. "Are you mad? I will not have my lord husband see me weeping and screaming like—" she paused, gasping with pain. "Oh, Mother, that hurts," she whimpered. "Please, Sansa, I beg you. My lord husband does not trust me; I fear he shall blame me if aught goes amiss. But if you are here—"
Baseless though Sansa thought such fears, she had no choice but to take pity on her.
Unlike most husbands, lordly or not, Lord Eddard had always comforted Lady Catelyn during her labors. Witnessing Arya's birth had been his last act before going south to fight in the Greyjoy Rebellion, or so Mother always said. Sansa had thought she would like to have Olyvar do the same. Then, several hours into Margaery's labor, she caught the scent of nightsoil.
"That almost always happens, Your Grace," Valena Toland reassured her.
"It is only natural," Denyse Lowtower agreed. "As the babe prepares to come out, it presses against the bowels."
At that moment, Sansa decided she would rather die than have Olyvar present when she gave birth. Bad enough to have the midwife and the maester witness such an undignified sight. As a maid cleaned up the mess, Sansa remained by Margaery's head, talking in a soothing voice and helping her sip cool water.
Time passed, and the mother's pangs came faster and faster. It was late afternoon when the midwife announced the queen's womb had opened enough for the babe to pass. Margaery groaned unhappily, insisting upon more water and a spoonful of honey before she began to push.
"Please be a boy," Margaery panted, "please, oh, please."
Please, Mother, bless both of us with boys, Sansa prayed. Olyvar might want daughters of his own, but King Aegon needed an heir.
The next hour seemed to last an eternity. Margaery grunted and groaned, her face pink and streaked with sweat, her hair wild. When the midwife announced that she could see the head, Margaery cried out, whether from joy or pain Sansa did not know. But when at last the midwife lifted the newborn babe, Margaery wept, almost breathless with panic. Nothing Sansa said seemed to help; the mother only calmed once the babe, now washed and swaddled, latched onto her breast to nurse.
Whilst the babe nursed, Margaery's maids and her ladies swept into action. The afterbirth was carried away, the soiled sheets changed for new. Disheveled hair was made tidy, sweat and tears were washed away with warm water and perfumed soap, and sticks of fragrant incense were lit to cover the scent of blood and nightsoil. By the time Robb entered and everyone else went away, Margaery almost seemed herself again.
"Your Grace," Margaery said. She was as poised as if she were in court, not alone with her husband, her babe, and her goodsister.
"My lady," Robb replied, inscrutable. "I hear I have a daughter."
"Hale and hearty, as strong as her father." Despite Margaery's calm demeanor, there was an air of apprehension in her eyes as she handed the babe to her husband. "If it please you, I have found a wet nurse to tend her. The midwife says I will conceive again faster if I do not—"
But Robb was not listening. He needed only one hand to cradle the babe, her body resting against his arm, her tiny head leaning against his shoulder. The other hand reached hesitantly for a tiny pink fist, and when the babe clutched at his finger, Robb's smile was so bright it outshone the sun.
"There's my girl," he murmured, soft as a dove.
"Our girl," Margaery corrected, grumpy. "What shall we name her, Your Grace?"
"Whatever you like," Robb said, absentminded. He was far more concerned with the babe, who was blearily opening her eyes. "You did all the work, after all, and you did it well."
Something flickered in Margaery's eyes. "Do you mean it?"
"Of course," he said as the babe gave a tremendous yawn. "Will you need time to consider, or do you have a name in mind?"
Margaery's lips curled in a faint smile. "Her name," she said, sweet as honey, "is Jeyne."
If Sansa could have fled the room, she would have. Instead, she reached for the babe. Robb handed her over without argument, his face slack with shock.
"What?" he hissed, appalled. "You cannot name her Jeyne! Gods be good, woman, I may not love you, but do you think I would shame you before my entire court? Everyone will think I named her Jeyne out of spite!"
"And I shall tell them that it was my idea," Margaery replied, almost serenely calm. "From all that I have heard, Jeyne Westerling was a good woman. I see no shame in honoring her memory."
"But—" Robb faltered, looking from his lady wife to the babe fussing in Sansa's arms. Gently, carefully, he took his daughter back, cradling her as if she were the most precious thing he had ever seen. "You would do that?"
"I would not have offered unless I meant it," Margaery said, irritable. "It has been a very long day, and I cannot eat or sleep until the babe has been named. What say you?"
"Jeyne," Robb whispered. Tenderly, he kissed the babe's brow. "Jeyne Stark."
And with that, he handed the babe back to his wife. "You will excuse me," he said, almost choking on the words. "Sansa, if you would?"
Though Robb's chambers were a scant few steps away, he dragged Sansa there with unseemly haste. One moment the door was thudding shut; the next her brother was clinging to her like a drowning man.
"I miss Jeyne so much," he sobbed into her shoulder. "Why are the gods so cruel, that sweet memory fades whilst bitter pain endures?"
"I don't know," Sansa said, helpless. She stroked his hair, smoothing out the auburn waves, as if that would do anything to mend his broken heart. Poor Robb. They had both lost their parents, but he had lost a wife as well. How could he bear it? If she lost Olyvar...
The babe kicked, interrupting her thoughts. No, she told herself firmly. Sansa could not think of that, nor of the war for the dawn. Another war awaited her first, and she could only pray that she survived it unscathed.
Notes:
REUNITED AND IT FEELS SO GOOOOOOD!!!! 💕 Our babies finally get to be together again!!!!!! I cannot wait to see y'all scream in the comments ☺️ Just 20 chapters and the epilogue left! 🥳
As usual, you can find me on tumblr @redwolf17. And if you're interested in chatting about ASoiaF fanfic with other fans, there's a discord for that.
Whilst working on this chapter, tumblr was so kind as to introduce me to the greatest grilled cheese I have ever had. Here's the recipe!
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171: Arya III
172: Bel II
173: Jon IV
174: Olyvar IVNOTES
1) Did I pull a little bullshit re: being able to travel by sea in winter? Yes, yes I did, and I regret nothing. Sometimes, there's just no way to get around an issue with the setting. If you've been paying attention to the references to the sea and the Others in prior Jon and Bran chapters, I did somewhat justify it.
2) Direwolves are not dogs, as Owen Costayne found out. And even a dog will bite if you interrupt its meal and try to force it to play fetch by whacking it with a stick.
3) Pregnancy is a wild and life altering experience that often gets reduced down to "vomiting and then big belly and then baby". Which is a shame, because every pregnancy is different. Even the same person can have completely different experiences for each child; there is no universal standard where every person goes through the exact same symptoms. Yes, some symptoms and side effects are more common, but it varies. The same goes for labor.
4) Sansa's sledge was inspired by this royal winter sleigh from Russia.
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Although the sledge is from 1732, several hundred years too late for the medieval era, I thought a simpler version of the same concept was plausible, especially since Cersei has an enormous "wheelhouse" in AGOT.
5) Royal pregnancies have always been a big event, but the medieval era was next level. Amongst other things, a period of confinement was a common practice, as was the use of holy relics to encourage a safe labor and a healthy mother and child.
6) I've previously mentioned using crocodiles as a basis for dragon behavior, and as it turns out, crocodiles do in fact like to burrow. Viserion would hibernate until winter ended if she could, lol.
Chapter 171: Arya III
Notes:
September-early November, 305 AC
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Arya Stark, Princess of Winterfell, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyra
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Restless, Arya paced the battlements, wondering yet again when war would come to Winterfell.
Down below, the hosts were waiting too. Smoke rose from hundreds of campfires, their flames casting shadows upon tents and pavilions alike. By day they were a dozen different colors; by night they all looked the same, painted silver by the light of the full moon. It hung high overhead, as fat and swollen as her sister's belly.
The queen's confinement had begun a fortnight past, but it seemed like far longer. Sansa could not leave her chambers, but Arya felt trapped too. In the south, serving as a sworn sword had been exciting, a challenge worthy of a water dancer. Here, standing guard was a needless task. There were no vengeful Kingsguard lurking in the shadows, no hired knives trying to slip past the army of men-at-arms who stood between the chambers in the northwest tower and the outside world.
Of course, danger could always be found within. But after long weeks observing the queen's ladies, Arya had found nothing amiss. Denyse Lowtower was just what she seemed, a squat, wealthy widow with a fondness for books, her niece Margaery, and the terriers who kept the rats which terrified her at bay. Anya Waynwood's worst sin was being a bit of a scold, Gael Celtigar's was being as vain as she was accomplished, and Roelle Cafferen's was talking far too much about her stupid Red Ronnet. As for Valena Toland, the only plots she concocted were with the nursemaid who tended to her daughter, a girl of two.
The rest of the queen's household were just as innocuous. Maester Perceval and Septa Lyra hovered so much they might have lived in Sansa's pockets, and the upper servants were well content with the honor of their posts. As for the lower servants, the folk from the hollow hill were trustworthy to the bone, though Arya still kept a close eye on them as she did on everyone else.
Nonetheless, as she paced, snow crunching beneath her boots, Arya felt utterly bored. Shouldn't the Others have attacked by now? Whilst Robb's host was on the road, wights had hunted their stragglers each night, just as the Others had haunted the edges of their camp.
Yet as they neared Winterfell, the attacks had ceased. It was weeks and weeks since the motley host of northmen, valemen, brothers of the Night's Watch, and wildlings arrived, and the only battles had been amongst themselves.
Arya had heard plenty of gossip about the many quarrels. Lords and knights bickered over the best ground to raise their tents; quartermasters and stewards argued over the rationing of food; men-at-arms squabbled over wagers won and lost over dice and tiles. There was little gossip about the Others, nor of their wights, no matter how hard the servants of Winterfell and the folk of Wintertown pressed.
"Perhaps they fear speaking of the Others will summon them," Alys Karstark had mused. Arya thought she might be right, judging by how difficult it was to pry anything out of her brothers.
Though over a month had passed since their reunion, it still felt queer to fall asleep knowing that her brothers and sister slept beneath the same roof. So did their direwolves, who either shared their beds or lay on the floor beside them. All except Summer, who slept in Theon Greyjoy's tent, and Lady, who slept beneath the earth. The pack would never be whole, not truly, just like her family would never be whole without Mother and Father.
Father would know how to comfort Jon, Arya thought as she descended from the battlements, chewing on her lip.
Sansa had saved his foot, but there was no saving the two toes Maester Luwin had already removed. Jon had taken their loss very hard, judging by how quiet he was whenever they visited his sickbed. Gone was the brother who had cried out with joy when she entered his chamber, who had hugged her back and ruffled her hair and told her how much she'd grown. In his place was a sad, sullen man, one who stared into the distance and spoke only when spoken to.
Arya seemed to have better luck than anyone else, probably because she pestered him the most. It wasn't like his men tried very hard to keep her out. Old one-armed Dolorous Edd said he was too crippled to resist her, an excuse that worked for several days before Jon grew waspish and sent the steward back to the camp.
When Arya finally reached Jon's door, it was almost midnight. Thankfully, Dolorous Edd's replacement, a pretty youth named Satin, was just as willing to let her in.
"I told you not to open the door to anyone," Jon growled from his sickbed. The anger in his voice might have been frightening, were Ghost were not already padding over to nuzzle her cheek.
"A hundred pardons, my lord," Satin said. "I told Princess Arya the lord commander was not welcoming visitors, but when I told her you were still awake, she insisted."
"You told her I was awake?" Jon asked, his voice dangerously calm.
"Of course, my lord," Satin replied. His eyes were as dark as his cloak, as big and guileless as a puppy's. "I was always taught it was unchivalrous to lie to a lady, let alone a princess."
Arya scowled, crossing her arms. "I asked if you were awake. Would you have preferred that he lie to me?"
Rather than answer, Jon lay back against his pillows and closed his eyes. Undeterred, Arya took the seat next to the bed. She couldn't make Jon talk, but she could at least punish him by making him listen to whatever thoughts crossed her mind. She was rambling about Lomas Longstrider when she marked the change in breathing that told her Jon was truly asleep.
"Bless you, princess," Satin whispered as Arya crept quietly to the door. "Lord Snow tried walking yesterday, and it went poorly. He didn't sleep at all last night, and Edd's arm will grow back before Maester Turquin can get my lord to take dreamwine."
That troubled her as she got ready for bed, just as it troubled her that Jon refused to explain why he had charged into a blizzard. Robb might blame King Aegon for returning their brother to Winterfell rather than to his host, but Arya saw with clearer eyes. Olyvar would not turn Viserion around early unless he had to. It wasn't his fault that Jon had decided a horse could weather a snowstorm strong enough to make a dragon turn tail. Why would Jon do such a thing? He wasn't stupid; he had to have had a reason, a good one.
But whatever it was, no one seemed to know. Certainly not Olyvar, who had set her brother down in the yard, nor Alys Karstark, who had greeted him. Alys had not sensed anything amiss when she led Lord Snow to the godswood to speak with Lord Howland Reed, save that Lord Snow seemed even more taciturn than usual. Arya supposed that made sense. No one would enjoy having to inform a father that his son was dead and his daughter was grievously ill.
Meera Reed was still confined to a sickroom as she slowly recovered her strength. Sansa and Arya had visited soon after they arrived, to thank her for looking after their brother. Meera was frightfully thin and wan, but there was a little color in her cheeks, and her spirits seemed lifted by having her father for company. He was her only company. To Arya's confusion, Bran did not visit her, even though he asked the maester about Lady Meera's health almost every day.
"Maybe he's too shy to confess his feelings," Elia Uller drawled as they tended to their horses the next morning. Their guards kept watch at the door to the stables, talking amongst themselves. "I would never be so craven."
"Bran isn't craven," Arya flared as her gelding lipped dried apples from her palm. "You shut up about my brother."
"Fine," Elia said, stroking her mare's nose. "My brother is more interesting anyway. Did I tell you Olyvar had a raven? It seems my greedy Uller cousins tucked their tails between their legs and fled as soon as they heard the Red Viper was within ten leagues of the Hellholt. My lady mother's claim is secure; they won't dare try anything again." Her lip twisted. "Not now that he and Mother are wed. Crossing Prince Oberyn's paramour was foolish; crossing his wife would be suicidal."
Arya thought crossing the beloved foster mother of a king with a dragon was already suicidal, and said so. She promptly regretted it. Elia might care more for horses than history, but she knew enough to give a passionate lecture on House Uller's pride at slaying Meraxes, one of Aegon the Conqueror's dragons, along with its rider Queen Rhaenys. Annoyed, Arya fled the moment she finished grooming her horse, followed as always by her guards.
Usually Arya practiced her water dancing in the yard. Not today though. Olyvar was already training there, using his Valyrian steel spear Ember to demonstrate a form which his pages and squires imitated with their tourney spears. Without a moment's pause, Arya turned on her heel. Inevitably, someone would interrupt when they needed the king's attention, and she was in no mood to be pestered by Sweetrobin once her goodbrother was distracted.
The godswood was much better, though not tranquil by any means. Not with direwolves wrestling and racing around, nor with a bad-tempered she-dragon who hissed at them whenever they passed near the burrow she had dug between two of the hot pools. Arya didn't mind. The loam was soft and uneven beneath her feet, perfect to make her focus as she began slowly warming up her limbs. Ser Perwyn did the same, yawning as he stretched his legs.
"I wonder how Lady Brienne is progressing," Ser Perwyn mused. "Has Queen Sansa heard anything from Tarth?"
"Not since the funeral," Arya mumbled, her face hot with guilt. Brienne of Tarth had wed Ser Deziel Dalt two months past, leaning on crutches as he swept a purple-and-yellow bride's cloak over her broad shoulders. Lord Selwyn the Evenstar had passed a fortnight later with a smile on his face, or so Deziel said. Brienne had taken her father's death very hard, too hard to write herself.
"Do you think Wynafryd would help me write a letter to Brienne?" Arya asked. "I keep trying, but I don't know what to say." Anya Waynwood had been aghast when she caught a look at her most recent attempt, the delicate parchment covered in ink blots and scratched out words.
"Perhaps," Perwyn said. "Queen Margaery oft requires my lady wife's company, and if she is not with the queen, she is with our babes." He smiled, fond. "Wyman learned a new word yesterday. The nursemaid was taking Bethany away to put her to bed, and he frowned and said 'sister go?' Wynafryd was so delighted she added that to the letter she was writing her grandsire."
Arya wrinkled her nose. Lord Wyman Manderly might be amiable, but she had not appreciated listening to him ask Perwyn a thousand questions about Margaery during their stay in White Harbor, mistrusting the praise in Wynafryd's letters. It was especially irritating given how staunchly he defended Wynafryd when one of the Mootons offered his condolences upon learning he had no grandsons to inherit after his son Ser Wylis. His smile gone, Lord Manderly had informed them that he had rather have a pair of sensible, capable granddaughters than a dozen witless grandsons. Wynafryd would have enjoyed that, not to mention the look on the Mootons' faces.
But as she drew Needle, Arya set those thoughts aside. "Calm as still water," she muttered. She shifted into a water dancer's stance, her chainmail clinking softly. She was used to the weight now, but she went through her forms slowly, painstakingly, making sure each step and stroke was perfect before she began to increase her speed. Nothing mattered but the dance, the dance and the blade that was a part of her, as familiar as the hand which wielded it.
If only the rest of her day could be so exhilarating. Alas, there were no thrills to be found in the bathhouse, nor in the northwest tower, nor in guarding her sister's chambers. How had Brienne endured such monotony? Had she only agreed to wed Ser Deziel out of desperate boredom? Arya did not think boredom would ever drive her to marriage, but she could not imagine living like this until the end of her days.
Being a princess was bad enough, but being a sworn sword came with expectations too. Unlike Nymeria, she could not leave Winterfell on a whim. No matter how many guards were already in place, her sister's safety still depended upon her. True, she was not always on duty, but even then... Arya could not roam the Wintertown. She could not wander amongst the host outside its walls, nor explore the encampment of wildlings who had fled the Gift, nor enjoy the snowy beauty of the wolfswood. Not unless she wished to don a crown and fine clothes and set out on horseback with a train following after her. And wherever she went, people would be watching her, judging her, smothering her with the weight of their expectations, heavy as chains.
Arya's mood did not improve over the next sennight as the moon waned. If anything, it worsened after Jon abruptly left his sickbed, trading his cozy childhood chambers for the lord commander's black tent out in the encampment. Maester Luwin was appalled. After spending so long in bed, Jon could barely manage to awkwardly stumble a few circles around his chamber, and then only whilst leaning on Satin.
"What was your brother thinking?" Maester Luwin fretted as he examined Sansa.
"Bran wasn't thinking, he was just being a brat," Sansa said, grumpy. There were dark shadows under her eyes from lack of sleep, and her usually delicate hands were as swollen as her belly. "Dark Sister belongs to House Targaryen, but if he must insist on keeping a sword he cannot use, Bran could at least have shown my husband some semblance of courtesy."
"Not Bran," Maester Luwin said patiently. "I was speaking about—"
"Your Grace?" Gael Celtigar interrupted, her voice ringing clearly through the door of the bedchamber. "The serving girl just returned from the kitchens. Should I bring in the tray before it goes cold?"
Sansa's eyes lit up. "Yes, thank you!"
Arya sighed. She wanted to talk about Jon, not wait as Maester Luwin paused so Sansa could devour a soft barley roll laden with melted cheese and honey.
"Do you have to eat all the time?" Arya complained, annoyed. "If you were so hungry, you ought to have eaten more at lunch."
"How?" Maester Perceval tsked, looking up from the draught he was preparing over the fire. "The babe presses on the mother's belly. Her Grace cannot help requiring many small meals rather than a few large ones."
"Mmhmm," Sansa agreed, too courteous to speak with her mouth full.
With her hunger sated, her sister was in a much better mood by the time Maester Luwin finished the exam. As Maester Perceval's draught was not yet ready, Arya seized her chance to bring up Jon. Fortunately, Sansa was almost as concerned as she was. Unfortunately, Sansa had no idea why Jon was acting so strangely.
"Perhaps your brother wishes he could be legitimized," Olyvar ventured later that evening, having returned from riding through the camp with Elia Uller and a retinue of lords and knights. "Jon gave Elia and I the most peculiar look when we stopped by his tent to congratulate him on being back on his feet."
"Maybe," Arya said, dubious.
"I wish I could have gone with you." Sansa gave her belly a mournful look, pitiful in her misery. "Even were it not dangerous, I'm so fat I'd crush the horse. A few more days and I'll look like a beached walrus, just like Lord Manderly."
"Don't be stupid," Arya huffed. "You don't have a mustache, and you're not nearly that big."
Inexplicably, Sansa's eyes filled with tears. "But what if I keep getting bigger after the babe is born? Some women do, the midwife told me, and the maesters agreed with her! What if- what if I get ugly?"
There was no arguing with such nonsense, but Arya did her best. So did Holdfast, who licked her sister's hand, and Buttons, who butted against her sister's legs. Olyvar was no help. He just puttered around the room as if looking for something, only to return to Sansa's side an excruciatingly long ten minutes later with a thick tome in his hand.
"This book has a portrait of the loveliest woman in the world," Olyvar said, his voice solemn.
"Not now," Arya hissed, furious. What was he thinking?
"Who?" Sansa asked through her tears. "Queen Naerys? Jonquil? Arra of the hearthwood?"
Olyvar opened the book and held it up. When Arya looked, her sister looked back at her, her face reflected in the slim looking glass which had been tucked between the pages. One last sniffle, and then Sansa was laughing and babbling endearments, as was her husband.
"I hate both of you," Arya grumbled. Not that they noticed. Nor did they notice Arya take her leave. The babe had begun to kick, and they were talking to Sansa's belly as if the babe could hear them. There was no point in enduring such company when she could seek out Robb instead. Olyvar's notion might be stupid, but a stupid notion was better than none at all.
Unfortunately, there were far too many places Robb might be. He might be with his council, going over the ledgers and ensuring the North and Riverlands could survive the winter. Or he might be with his host, going over battle plans, or with his bannermen, listening to their concerns and soothing them as best he could.
His lords were not happy that the wildlings in the Gift had been allowed to flee south. Well aware of their displeasure, Robb had forbidden the wildlings from taking refuge on any lands save those of the King in the North. Once they made their long march to Winterfell, the wildlings had been given leave to cut wood from the wolfswood with which to build their hovels outside Wintertown. Their women had been set to spinning and weaving wool, some to keep for themselves and some to pay as tribute.
But Robb never visited the wildlings; he would not be there. And with the hour so late, it was unlikely he was with his bannermen, his host, or his council, not unless some urgent matter had arisen. Perhaps Robb was meeting with the Myrish glassworkers again. He was having a new glass garden built as a gift for Queen Margaery, one which would be filled with flowers and trees from the Reach. More likely Robb was in the nursery, doting upon his daughter Jeyne as he did every night.
Arya sighed. Interrupting Robb whilst he was in the nursery was a bad idea. Still, she might as well visit his solar before she gave up. He often went there after leaving the nursery; it could not hurt to try her luck.
As it happened, Robb was in his solar. When Arya asked him about Jon's odd behavior, he leaned back against his chair, his eyes closed and a hand pressed to his brow. That worried Arya more than she could say. Even Grey Wind seemed concerned as he lay on the rug beside the half-open window.
"I wondered if anyone else had noticed," Robb finally said. "When I arrived at Castle Black, I had some of my men ask careful questions of the black brothers. That their lord commander suffered from melancholy was known to all; small wonder, with such heavy burdens resting on his shoulders. But when we were forced to abandon the Wall, something in him seemed to break."
"Truth be told, I was glad when King Aegon gave me both good reason and ready means to send Jon south. He deserved a respite from his duties, a chance to see the world beyond the Wall, to eat rich food and drink fine wine and regain his strength." Robb curled his hand into a fist. "The gods wrecked those plans asunder, them and Aegon Targaryen. Sometimes I dream of Jon, still lost in that blizzard. His lips turn blue, his cheeks turn red, and then the frost consumes him. If not for Howland Reed..."
Her brother fell silent, his eyes wet. Arya's eyes were wet too. She sniffled as she pulled a kerchief from her sleeve, using it to dab the tears away. She had wanted to know why Jon fled into a blizzard, but now she was too frightened to ask, fearing what the answer might be. Desperate, Arya clutched for something else, anything else to talk about.
"Do you think Jon wishes he were a Stark instead of a Snow?" Olyvar's notion seemed even more foolish now, but she might as well mention it.
Robb hesitated, thoughtful. "I... when we were boys..." Robb sighed, running his fingers through his hair. "I think Jon wanted that more than anything. Theon certainly never let him forget that he was bastard-born. After Theon took Winterfell and claimed he had slain Bran and Rickon, I wondered if I ought to make Jon my heir. Kings can legitimize bastards, and it would have been easy enough to bribe the Night's Watch to release him from his vows. But then we found out Theon had lied, and my biggest concern became making amends with the Freys, damn them."
"You could still legitimize Jon," Arya pointed out, refusing to let Robb think about the Red Wedding. "But I don't think the Night's Watch would give him up, even if you could pry Jon away from his men."
Robb gave her a wry, watery smile. "True enough. I'll talk to Jon tomorrow when I'm out at the camp."
The next day, Arya felt out of sorts as she went about her duties. Water dancers were supposed to see things that no one else saw, yet she could not help feeling that she had missed something. And so, while Gael Celtigar sang and Anya Waynwood played the harp to soothe both mother and babe, Arya paced around the solar, trying to recall everything Jon had said or done since she returned to Winterfell.
When the bells tolled three and the septa led prayers to the Maiden, Arya was forced to pause. Once the prayers were done and the music resumed, so did her pacing. She was turning to make another round of the solar when she noticed Sansa wince. False pangs again. Her sister had suffered them more and more since eighth moon ended and ninth moon began. Now it was the middle of ninth moon, and Arya could no longer muster any excitement for yet another round of false pangs. The maesters did not expect the babe for another week at least, and first babes were oft born late.
"Good," Sansa had said fervently once the maesters left. "It can stay in there as long as it likes."
Keeping Margaery company whilst she labored had not helped Sansa's nerves. They frayed more and more each day, as did Arya's after a raven arrived from Jeyne Poole. Sansa might occupy herself with the news of court, but Arya could not help remembering that Jeyne's mother had died in childbed. No, she didn't want to think about that. Much better to think of Jon as she paced and paced and paced—
"Would you sit down?" Sansa snapped. "Bad enough that the pangs are worse than usual; must you make me dizzy as well?"
"Fine," Arya huffed, taking a seat beside her sister. At least she was wearing a tunic and breeches. Crossing one leg over the other was far more comfortable than having to sit with her legs together under a gown. Soon her thoughts were wandering again, pondering what was amiss with Jon. Mayhaps something had happened whilst he was in the south—
A light slap on the arm interrupted her. "You're bouncing your leg," Sansa said, glaring. "If you must do something, rub my back. It's ached ever since I woke up." She paused, grimacing. "Never mind; I need to relieve myself first. Roelle?"
With impressive good humor, Roelle Cafferen rose to her feet and helped her queen waddle off to the privy. When Robb knocked at the door a few minutes later seeking a private word, it fell to Arya to bid him enter. The ladies-in-waiting quickly made themselves scarce, leaving the solar empty save for Arya and her brother.
The look on Robb's face boded ill. Nevertheless, Arya gaped when he told her that Jon had refused the offer to legitimize him. Not only that, Jon had hobbled away almost immediately, not even bothering to make some paltry excuse before he fled.
"You'd think I had offered him a basket of venomous snakes," Robb fumed. "I've half a mind to have the decree of legitimacy drawn up and present it to Jon already signed. He wouldn't dare throw it back in my face."
"Maybe," Arya said, biting her lip. "I'm not so sure."
Robb gave a weary laugh, then ruffled her hair. "At least I can depend on you, little sister. When you tire of being a sworn sword, I shall make you a happy marriage. Aegon may have stolen Gulltown, but there are other busy ports which might satisfy your taste for adventure. White Harbor, perhaps, or Maidenpool, or Seagard."
Arya blinked, taken aback. "What?"
"The difficulty will be finding a widower of the proper age," Robb mused. "One with children and the sense to appreciate having a princess for a wife, even if he must tolerate her going about in breeches as often as skirts. Alas, I fear suitable lords and heirs are like to be scarce. You may have to settle for a younger son. Such a match would be beneath your station, but better than marriage with a man too old or too unworthy for your hand."
"My hand?" Arya said, dumbfounded. "Robb, my place is with Sansa. I swore a vow to the old gods and the new; I am her sworn sword."
"So was Brienne of Tarth," Robb shrugged. "And she was a warrior, not a water dancer. But now she is a wife, and her marriage will bring her more joy than the sword ever did. You were not made to live in your sister's shadow. Tell me truly, would you be happy if you followed Sansa back to King's Landing?"
Arya hesitated. She missed King's Landing, she did. The city was bursting at the seams with life, even in its current sorry state. And she missed Jeyne Poole and Meri, and Gendry, even if he was too stupid to believe her when she promised that she would come back. But the thought of staying by Sansa's side forever and ever...
A door creaked. "Robb!" Sansa exclaimed. She let go of Roelle's arm, gesturing for the girl to absent herself. "What brought you here?"
"My feet," Robb said curtly. Sansa frowned, clearly waiting to be alone before she replied.
But the moment Roelle was gone, he spoke before she could. "You," Robb said irritably, "are a poor influence. Whilst you were gone, Arya did her utmost to perform her duties, even those she found onerous. I saw no harm in allowing her to go south, nor in indulging this sworn sword business—"
"Indulging?" Sansa flared, her face red."Arya is my sworn sword, whether you like it or not."
"Arya is right here," Arya muttered, offended.
Her brother ignored her. "Just because you have forgotten how to be a dutiful sister does not mean you can teach Arya to follow your example and ignore my plans for her."
"Pray excuse me, Your Grace," Sansa said. Her smile had far too many teeth; without thinking, Arya took a step back. "A lady ought to obey her elder brother, or her father, if she still has one. Is that right, or do I mistake your meaning?"
Arya saw the trap, but her brother did not. "So she should," Robb agreed.
"Oh?" Sansa asked, her voice perilously sweet. One hand rested on her belly as she waddled closer, wincing at the coming of yet another false pang. "I must confess I am surprised. It seems odd that you would have us follow your every command, given how you have condemned Margaery for the crime of obeying her father."
Robb flushed red with anger. "That is not the same."
"Is it not?" Sansa flung back. "Mace Tyrell had more ambition than honor, but Margaery could not help that. She did as she was told, until the day came that her father paid the price of his folly. There was no time to wait for someone to come rescue her; she was forced to make her own escape, just as I was."
For a moment, there was awful silence. Robb stared at Sansa as if he had never seen her before, his eyes hollow. "I would have saved you if I could," he said, his voice breaking. "The treaty- I ought to have held Lord Tywin captive until the Lannisters handed you over, but he swore none of his bannermen had found you, and that if one of them did, you would be returned unharmed."
"Lord Tywin spoke the truth," Sansa said bitterly as she winced again. That was odd; her sister's pangs did not usually come so close together. "Or part of it, rather. It was his son who found me, not his bannermen. Thank the gods Tywin died so soon after my trial. He meant to wed and bed me himself, or so the Kingslayer claimed."
Arya gagged; Robb made a noise of outraged disgust. "Would that I could have killed Tywin myself," he spat.
"You ought to have seen Tywin's face when Olyvar slew the Mountain," Sansa said, almost dreamy. "I've never seen such fury before or since, save perhaps when I named him an oathbreaker before the entire court. Or perhaps when Cersei learned that Aegon Targaryen and Olyvar Sand were one and the same, and realized that she had been tricked into giving him my hand in marriage."
"She had no right," Robb said. "Just as you had no right to refuse to return north with the envoys I sent to Sunspear."
"No right?" Arya could not recall when she had last seen her sister so angry. "How dare- all I did, I did to help you!" Sansa shouted. "I could not betray Olyvar by revealing his secret, but I did everything else I could to keep you informed of our movements, of our dealings with Daenerys, of her dragons and the threat they might pose. Are these my thanks? Would you rather have been deaf and blind until Aegon Targaryen appeared from nowhere, with a dragon and a mighty host and a wife who cared nothing for the fate of House Stark?"
Sansa might have said more, but another pang interrupted her. She winced, then her eyes went wide and white. "Get out."
"No," Robb said, stubborn. "If you think that I will endure such insults—"
"I think," Sansa growled, gritting her teeth, "that the babe is coming. Out, out! Not you, Arya, get back here!"
Robb did not need to be told a third time. He called loudly for the maesters as he made for the door, leaving with all haste. Arya wished she could do the same. Scabs and bruises might intrigue her, but this...
"It was supposed to be another week," Sansa whimpered as ladies and servants poured into the room. "I'm not ready, I don't want to."
"Too bad," Arya said bluntly. "You have to."
"So helpful," Valena Toland commented dryly.
At Valena's command, Gilly and Shirei stripped the mattress with all haste, replacing the furs and grey sheets with sheets of bleached white linen. Whilst Arya paced, unsure of what to do, Gael and Roelle helped Sansa out of her gown and into a clean white shift. Usually when Sansa panicked, she breathed too fast. Now she seemed to have forgotten how to breathe at all, and the hymn Anya played upon her harp did nothing to calm the queen.
"Breathe," Arya reminded her. A water dancer breathes slowly, deeply, his mind and body calm. "You can't keep holding your breath, you'll faint."
"So?" Sansa asked as her maids helped her into the bed. "If I faint, I won't have to feel the babe come. The midwife can wake me once everything is over."
Valena Toland snorted. "The Mother is merciful, but not that merciful."
"Should I fetch Olyvar?" Arya asked.
"Don't you dare," Sansa yelped, her manners forgotten.
And so, for the next several hours, Arya remained with her sister. The maesters and the midwife were pleased with the queen's progress, the queen less so. Making Sansa count her breaths did nothing to quell her panic. Nor did bringing her cool water to drink, nor a peach fresh from the glass gardens, sliced thin and drizzled with honey.
When her waters broke, Sansa cried out for her husband. That was all the excuse Arya needed. Olyvar had put the babe in Sansa, after all. He ought to be the one here to look after her. But when she bade Shirei run and fetch him, the maid hesitated, looking between the princess and the queen.
"No," Sansa protested. Her face was slick with sweat, her hair in disarray. "He can't see me like this, he can't."
"Forget about that," Arya said impatiently. "Do you want him?"
A pause, a tremulous nod, and the maid was off.
Shirei returned almost as quickly as she had left, Olyvar following at her heels. Arya yielded him her place, letting him grasp Sansa by the hand and help her count her breaths. Part of Arya wanted to flee, but the rest of her wanted to stay, transfixed by a strange fascination. She could never fight this battle herself, but there was nothing to stop her from bearing witness.
Another hour passed. Maester Perceval lifted the sheet to inspect the queen again, the midwife looking over his shoulder. "We need more cloths," Bethany said briskly. "More ought to have been laid down to begin with, there's not enough to soak up all the blood."
"Blood?" Olyvar asked, his voice cracking. He looked down at Sansa, his eyes enormous. "No, no, please. You can't go, not without me. I'll follow you, I'll make the Stranger give you back."
Arya clenched her fists, her heart in her throat. If Sansa died, she would be no one's sworn sword. Robb could marry her off whenever he pleased—
"This is why husbands don't belong in the birthing chamber," Bethany muttered under her breath, calm as ever as she accepted clean cloths from Shirei. "Rest easy, Your Grace. All women bleed during their labor. Her Grace is faring well, thank the Mother."
"So she is," Maester Luwin agreed. "You have Lady Catelyn's hips," he told Sansa. "Good wide hips, made for birthing children. You'll have an easier time of it than Queen Margaery did."
If this was the maester's idea of an easy childbirth, Arya did not want to see a hard one. Once the midwife judged her womb open enough, it was time for Sansa to push. And so she did, for over an hour, in between whimpers of pain, one hand clutching onto her husband's arm so hard that her knuckles turned white. Useless man that he was, Olyvar kept forgetting to help Sansa breathe, leaving it to Arya to count as her sister inhaled and exhaled and begged for it to be over.
And then, all of a sudden, it was.
Arya stared, utterly bewildered. She had seen plenty of infants, but the babe in the midwife's hands looked nothing like them. It was a strange pink thing, covered in smears of creamy white wax, with a long slim cord sticking out of its belly. Beneath the wisps of pale silver hair the babe's head was queerly shaped, almost like a cone. Its eyes were muddy blue, what little of them she could see beneath the puffy eyelids.
"A boy," Maester Perceval announced, as proud as if he was the one who had just given birth. "A strong, healthy boy."
Sansa flopped back against the pillows, almost giddy with relief. "A boy," she said, her smile as triumphant as it was exhausted. She barely seemed to notice as the midwife cut the cord and took the babe away to wash him.
"Well done, my love," Olyvar whispered, kissing his wife's brow. "Oh, well done indeed."
"What does he look like?" Sansa asked.
"He has your eyes," Arya told her, trying to be tactful.
"Not necessarily," Maester Luwin said absentmindedly, lifting the sheet to take another look between Sansa's legs. "Most babes have blue eyes; it will be months before the color settles. Drink some water, Your Grace, you still have the afterbirth to come."
Sansa refused, determined to hold the babe first. Tired as she was, when the midwife placed her son in her arms, Sansa held him as if cradling a babe was the most natural thing in the world. Carefully, Olyvar sat on the bed beside her, draping an arm around both his wife and child.
"Welcome, little one," Sansa murmured, soft as a dove. "You need a name, sweetling, yes you do." She looked up at her husband. "What shall we call him? He must have a name fit for a king. Aegon, perhaps, like his father?"
Olyvar snorted. "No, gods forbid. You birthed a chick, not an egg."
"What about Aemon?" Arya suggested, feeling left out. That was one of the less silly Targaryen names, and Sansa had always loved songs about the Dragonknight.
"My thanks," Olyvar told her gently, "but I already had a name in mind. This is Gawaen, the first of his name."
Without so much as a warning, Sansa burst into tears. She wept as the midwife took the babe away, she wept as she delivered the afterbirth, and she was still weeping when the midwife brought the babe back so he could nurse. And all the while, Olyvar held her, stroking her hair and singing softly under his breath.
Arya could only watch, at a loss as to what she should do. It was too late in the evening to dance the water dance in the godswood, but she could think of nothing else that would give her some measure of peace. She did not want a babe of her own; why did she feel such discontent, such envy?
Both Arya's confusion and the ache in her belly persisted over the next week. To her disappointment, Sansa failed to notice. She was too busy with the babe, whose routine consisted of sleeping, wailing for his mother, nursing at her breast, and then sleeping for an hour or two before he woke hungry once more.
Gawaen was rather sweet, Arya had to admit. It helped that his head was back to a normal shape. And his cheeks were plump, so plump that Sansa kept poking them with her finger while making ridiculous cooing noises. Still, her nephew looked so small, so fragile, especially next to the golden dragon egg which lay at the foot of his cradle, nestled in a length of silk.
Whether or not the egg hatched, Arya hoped Gawaen took more after his mother. She didn't mind that the babe had silver hair and pale golden-brown skin, but she could not abide the child inheriting his father's sense of humor. And it was even worse of late; Olyvar's elation at becoming a father was such that it sometimes escaped from behind his kingly mask. This morning, Arya had overheard him tell a jape to Hother Umber of all people, listening with dawning horror as Olyvar asked the hoary old man why the mother always carried the babe.
"Because that's what women are made for," Hother said gruffly, his brow furrowed.
"No," King Aegon informed him with a blithe smile. "The mother carries the babe because the babe is too small to carry the mother."
Hother had stalked away, the corner of his lip twitching. Later that afternoon, Jon was subjected to the same attempt at wit when he finally came to see the babe. He was even less impressed, so stonefaced one could have mistaken him for a statue.
"See?" Arya told Olyvar as he rocked the babe in his arms. "That joke is awful, stop telling it to everyone."
"No," Olyvar said, grinning unrepentantly.
Jon ignored him, his gaze fixed on Sansa. "Congratulations. I'm glad the birth went well, and Gawaen seems a fine babe. Now if you will excuse me, I have much to do."
"But you just arrived," Arya protested. "You can't leave so soon."
"Arya, be reasonable," Olyvar sighed, handing the babe to his wife with a look of regret. "I must go as well; I've neglected my duties for too long today already. No doubt your brother has just as much work to do, especially after being ill for so long."
"Indeed," Jon said stiffly.
Sansa gave Arya a look of sympathy. "Won't you join us for dinner at least?" she asked. "Surely your men can spare you for one meal."
"I'm afraid not." Jon's eyes were cold and distant, as if they looked right through her. "I am to dine with my Lord Steward; we must discuss the state of our stores."
"Oh," Arya said, disappointed. She could not argue with that, though she wanted to. Much of Robb's days were spent conferring with his thane of winter, reviewing the figures of grain and salted meat and other foodstuffs. He had no other choice, not when winter had lasted for nigh on three years.
Thank the gods they were all together again. Arya could not recall the last time she had seen Robb truly happy before their reunion. The arrival of his daughter Jeyne had helped even more, as had the company of Olyvar Rosby, whom Robb had proved unable to keep at arm's length like he kept his younger bannermen who sought to befriend their king.
Still, Grey Wind's reports worried her. The direwolf would never betray his boy's deepest secrets, but he saw no harm in sharing that Robb often slept badly, his rest disturbed by nightmares. Poor Robb. She wished his dreams were as nice as hers. When Arya dreamt that night, she dreamt of Nymeria, romping through the godswood with her black brother by her side.
A third wolf joined them as the first pale tinge of dawn touched the sky. Through Nymeria's eyes the she-wolf's fur was brownish-grey, not the red Arya remembered. The direwolves wagged their tails as they greeted her, this strange sister who was both pack and two-legger. For near an hour the red wolf tussled with her grey sister and black brother, until a two-legger's voice came calling from the entrance of the godswood. Then the red wolf sped to the rock beside the black pool. Her wolfskin changed to that of a two-legger, a woman bare as a babe. A shift, a simple gown, and a heavy cloak lay atop the rock. Sansa quickly donned them and a pair of boots, then took her leave.
Ser Clarence Crabb suspected nothing when Arya carefully asked him about his morning later that day. Her Grace often prayed in the early hours, and that she should seek solitude in the godswood was no surprise to the Kingsguard. Queen Sansa might not be troubled by Gawaen's screaming as the nursemaid was, but she still had to wake up each time the nursemaid brought him to nurse.
"Oh, I can hear him every time," Sansa confided that evening, rubbing her ears unhappily. "Would that my ears were less sharp, or the walls thicker. Though that isn't nearly so bad as the smell of nightsoil." Arya shuddered, glad she did not share her sister's keen nose. The stink was foul enough that she could sometimes catch it from across the room as her sister hastily passed Gawaen to the nursemaid.
Sometimes, Arya felt as if all of Winterfell had become a nursery. Sansa had her little Gawaen, just as Robb had his little Jeyne. Margaery was very pleased with her daughter's progress. Though not yet two months old, Jeyne had already learned to smile, a skill which delighted both her parents and all of her mother's ladies-in-waiting.
"My Wyman didn't smile until he was three months old," Wynafryd Manderly said as the boy in question begged his aunt Wylla for a song. "Bethany took even longer, alas." She looked down at the babe nursing at her breast, stroking her fine tufts of brown hair. "She was bald for quite a while too."
"Really?" Valena Toland asked, frowning at the little gown she was embroidering for her daughter. "Cassella was born with a full head of hair, as was her brother."
Arya shifted, uneasy. Couldn't they talk of something else? Anything else? She glanced around the solar, hoping Alys Karstark might provide her a respite from talk of babies. She found Alys quickly enough, but to her dismay, she was sitting between Sansa and Margaery. No doubt she was asking about what to expect now that she was with child; Lord Cerwyn's maester said his lady was perhaps three moons gone.
It wasn't that Arya disliked babes. Playing monsters-and-maidens with little Wyman Truefaith was good fun. So was holding onto Myranda Redfort's small hand as she attempted to walk, her steps as slow and faltering as befitted a babe only a year old. To Wynafryd's frustration and Queen Margaery's quiet disapproval, Mya Stone did not seem to know what to do with her daughter now that she had returned to Winterfell. If anything, Myranda Royce was fonder of her namesake than the child's own mother.
"It doesn't help that Ser Mychel wants to put another babe in her as soon as possible," Arya overheard Myranda Royce tell Wynafryd as they took seats together beside the fire, little Wyman and Bethany having been taken back to the nursery.
"More fool him," Wynafryd said, her voice low. "Mya despised being with child; I've never seen her so miserable. And Princess Arya said she was out of sorts during the journey south, angry and melancholy by turns."
"Oh, Mya," Myranda sighed. "I told her to talk to her husband, but Mya loves him, poor dear. She'd rather drink moon tea than disappoint Mychel by admitting she doesn't want another child."
Then Wynafryd noticed Arya nearby and changed the subject to the new glass garden. Queen Margaery was apparently very excited. Already she had sketched dozens of designs for the gardeners and glassmakers to consider; next she meant to compile a list of seeds, bulbs, and saplings which she would like to have sent from Highgarden or Oldtown.
If only Arya could visit Oldtown. Much as she had loved her first sea voyage, she had loved stopping in ports even more. She could have wandered the docks of Gulltown and White Harbor for weeks and still not had her fill, and Denyse Lowtower said Oldtown was far more impressive than either of them. Arya doubted that, especially after Euron Greyjoy's attack, but Oldtown was still proud and ancient. What would it be like, to sail into the immense harbor and look upon the Hightower? To wander the docks and see sailors from across the world, to hear the foreign tongues they spoke and see the goods they brought from distant lands?
But Arya was not Lomas Longstrider, who had roamed the world at his leisure. She would never see the Titan of Braavos, nor the ruins of the Great Pyramid of Ghis, nor the many wonders of Yi Ti far away to the east. Whether as a sworn sword or a wife, such journeys would never be her lot.
Trying not to cry, Arya stared at the remaining children, those who had not yet been sent back to the nursery. Cassella Toland might lisp at her mother now, but in a dozen years she would flower and be betrothed to some Dornishman. Jeyne Stark might look like any other plump babe, but she was a princess, with a princess's duties. Whether she liked it or not, someday her hand would be given to a high lord of her father's choosing.
As for Gawaen, no one would give him away. No, he would have his pick of beautiful maidens from across the realm, free to select whichever suited his fancy. Gawaen would be the heir to the throne, able to do whatever he wanted, to be whoever he wanted. As the babe yawned and nestled against his mother's breast, Arya wondered who he would become. More importantly, who was she?
Arya's siblings all knew who they were. Sansa was a mother, a queen, the very ideal of womanhood about which Septa Mordane had once preached. Robb was a king, a father, a commander of men and the Stark in Winterfell. Jon was a valiant hero, a sworn brother of the Night's Watch and Arya's brother by blood, no matter how coldly he had treated her of late. Bran was a greenseer, a knight who used magic in place of a sword; Rickon was just Rickon, reckless and wild and utterly incapable of being anyone other than himself.
It was early in tenth moon when Rickon pounded on the door of Sansa's chambers. Thankfully, all the babes were napping in their nurseries; otherwise his thunderous knocks would have been drowned out by a cacophony of wailing. Once Gilly let him in, Sansa firmly reproached Rickon for his lack of manners and made him apologize before she would let him say what he wanted.
"Toregg said there's new wildlings come, his father's widow Freltha and all her kin," Rickon grumbled, half sheepish, half defiant. "I'm going to go meet them, and I want Arya to come with me."
Sansa tilted her head, bemused. She struggled to comprehend Rickon's fondness for his wildling friends, just as she struggled to understand Bran's indifference to his new niece and nephew.
"I wouldn't mind," Arya said. Ser Loras Tyrell already guarded the door; she was hardly necessary. Besides, it would not be long before Gawaen was brought to nurse again; a more interesting diversion was more than welcome. Gilly seemed to agree, judging by how quietly she slipped out the door whilst her mistress was distracted.
"If you like," Sansa finally allowed. She shifted in her seat, oddly forlorn. "I thought you would have already seen Rickon during your water dancing practice."
"No." Rickon's voice was sulky. "Ser Rodrik wouldn't let me. He said I can't learn to joust in the godswood."
Ser Rodrik had kept Rickon quite busy ever since Sansa's confinement began. No longer was the young prince allowed to while away the hours with his siblings. When not training with the master-at-arms, Rickon had lessons with Maester Luwin or one of his braver assistants. Should he behave well enough, he might be given a few hours to spend as he liked, though only beneath Osha's watchful eye.
As Rickon led Arya to the First Keep where the wildling hostages lived, Osha and a pair of sturdy men-at-arm-arms followed after them. So did Dacey Mormont, Byam, and Porther; a princess was never without guards. With Rickon quiet and contemplative for once, Arya listened as Osha and Dacey chatted over whether Maester Luwin had grown old enough to require a younger maester from the Citadel to help with his duties.
"Is Luwin's health really so poor?" Dacey asked, skeptical. "His wits seem sharp enough to me."
"And his bones are creaky as a broken wheel," Osha scowled. "You should hear him climb all the steps to the ravenry."
"And he won't stop hunching over his books," Rickon put in. "Even though he knows it makes his back ache and Osha is always reminding him to stop doing it."
That seemed to remind Rickon of other grievances, which he shared at length. Maester Luwin would not let him skip the lessons which bored him. Maester Luwin would not let him bring Shaggydog into his turret after the direwolf's tail broke some dusty old artifact. Maester Luwin would not let him pester Robb about visiting Jon in the encampment.
"He said Robb and Jon have enough to worry about already," Rickon huffed.
"They do," Arya said, pushing down her own feelings of resentment. Was it too much to ask for a few hours here and there? She was their sister, not some distant stranger. Not that they seemed to remember that. No, all Robb's spare time went to little Jeyne, and Jon hadn't visited the northwest tower since meeting Gawaen.
"Jon said we're not brothers," Rickon said suddenly. "Why would he say that?"
Arya halted, utterly thrown. "What? When did Jon say that?"
Rickon shrugged unhappily. "After the blizzard. When I was trying to make him eat pynonyade."
Easy as breathing, the answer dawned on her. "When Jon was still out of his wits with fever?" Arya asked pointedly.
Rickon had not thought of that. "Oh."
Feeling much relieved, Arya resumed walking. So did Rickon, now complaining about Bran.
According to Robb, they had been at each other's throats almost since the moment they were first reunited. No matter how many times Bran stubbornly insisted that Rickon could not have come with him beyond the Wall, Rickon refused to forgive Bran for leaving him behind. One would have thought they might bond over their shared command of the Old Tongue; instead, it provoked yet more arguments over which of them was more fluent.
After a fortnight of bickering, their sisters had arrived. That had sparked a truce, but it was a truce that proved temporary. Robb and Sansa might be content to forgive and forget their argument on the day of Gawaen's birth, but her little brothers were far less sensible. It did not help that Bran seemed to believe Rickon was still three, and treated him accordingly.
"When I asked Bran why he doesn't have lessons with the maester, he said lessons are for boys, not for men grown," Rickon fumed.
He bent to scoop up some snow, squeezing it hard between his hands to make a snowball.
"I said he's not a man grown, not for another year. And anyway, if he's so clever, he could at least help me with the philosophy book I'm supposed to read. Bran said he was too busy and told me to go away."
With unwonted venom, Rickon flung his snowball. It smacked into the nearest wall, exploding into fine white powder. Arya winced, glad that her brother lacked fangs and claws to express his feelings. Shaggydog, on the other hand... suffice to say, the black direwolf shared his boy's foul temper. Ever since little Jeyne's birth, Shaggydog kept snapping at Summer and trying to pick fights with Grey Wind.
After Grey Wind tore off half his ear, Arya had set Nymeria to keeping the peace. She obeyed, though grudgingly. As the largest of the pack save Ghost, the she-wolf was more than capable of checking the black direwolf's wildness. Arya could only hope that she need not to do the same for Rickon today.
As they neared the First Keep, Arya was startled to see movement in the broken tower which stood beside it. That wasn't right; the tower had been abandoned for over a hundred years, ever since it was struck by lightning. So while Rickon headed into the First Keep to find Toregg, Arya remained outside, her cloak flapping in the cold wind as she looked at the broken tower.
The walls were weatherworn, pitted with holes where stones had come loose. The top third of the tower had collapsed, though the lower levels still stood. The few windows lacked either glass or shutters; through them she could see wildlings working to clear the ground floor. Strong young men lifted ruined beams; boys with weaker arms bustled to and fro, gathering fallen stones and sorting them into piles based on their size. Arya recognized all of them, the hostages sent long ago as the price for Robb letting their clans through the Wall.
But as she stepped through the doorway, she realized she did not know the strange women and girls who gathered in a corner. There were almost a dozen of them, all standing in a circle with their hands clasped. In the center of the circle was a young woman, one who wore the same grey and white livery as the boy tucked beneath her arm. Arya did not need to draw close enough to see their faces. She would have known Gilly and Samrik anywhere, though she did not know why they were here.
Whilst she waited for Rickon, Arya watched in curious silence. Nor was she the only one taken aback by the strange scene. The other wildlings had paused their work, staring uneasily and muttering to each other as one of the women drew forth a bone needle.
She was in her late thirties, with hair the same dark brown as Gilly's. Life had been hard on the woman. Her nose had been broken and healed crooked, several of her teeth were missing, and there was a blemish at the corner of her jaw, a dimple of scarred flesh as big as a man's fingertip.
The woman held out her finger, pricking it with the needle. Blood welled from the wound, a bright red bead which grew until she reached out to smear it across Samrik's brow, murmuring something under her breath. A strange light blazing in her eyes, the woman passed the needle to the girl who stood beside her. She was a maid, Arya's age or near enough. The maid cringed as she pricked her finger, quickly daubing Samrik with her blood before sucking on the wound. The triplets who got the needle next were braver, though they could not have been more than eight.
Once all the women and girls had anointed her son with their blood, the needle passed to Gilly. She drew the needle across her palm, then pressed her bleeding hand to Samrik's brow. Whatever she said, it was too low for Arya to hear. Nor could she hear what the circle said in response, some weeping, some smiling as if in triumph.
But she could hear the other wildlings. They whispered to each other in the Old Tongue, unwilling to disturb the ritual but unable to keep their disapproval to themselves. Arya wished she could understand them. The only words she knew were the oaths which Rickon and Bran hurled at each other whenever Robb wasn't around. But whatever the wildlings were saying, their frowns and narrowed eyes did not bode well.
Then Toregg's voice boomed from the door, so loud that half the room jumped. "Freltha! Dorsten!"
The oldest, burliest woman in the circle turned her head, as did the woman with the crooked nose and the scar on her jaw. "Aye?"
"Stop that witchery and go back t' spinning," Toregg said. He glared at the rest of the wildlings. "And why aren't you working? T' beams and stones won't clear themselves. Or d'you want your sisters to share the First Keep with Craster's get?"
Craster? Arya knew she had heard that name before, but where? There was so much gossip it was impossible to remember all of it. While Arya racked her memory, the wildlings hastily went back to their work. Whatever quarrels the wildlings might have amongst themselves, they did not hold them before outsiders. Not that anyone was fool enough to quarrel with Toregg, not with how tall and broad he was. He almost blocked the small door, forcing Rickon to squeeze past him. After pausing to greet Arya, Toregg made for one of the larger beams, hefting one end whilst three boys struggled to lift the other. Was Craster the one who married his daughters? No, surely not.
Rickon tugged at her sleeve, impatient. "Why is Gilly here?"
That was an excellent question, one much more important than whoever Craster was. Gilly waited on Sansa night and day, tending her most intimate needs. Arya should be able to predict her every move; that Gilly could surprise her was troubling.
"I don't know," Arya said. She glanced across the room, where Gilly and her son remained with the other women and girls. "But we best find out."
When she did, Arya wished she hadn't.
Most maids would have quailed or stuttered, and Arya would not have thought less of them for it. But Gilly was queerly defiant as she recounted the nightmare that was life in Craster's Keep, whose master was a beast in human skin. No, not a beast. Beasts did not commit such acts of wanton cruelty. Beasts only ate their young if they were starving; they did not rape their daughters and sacrifice their sons to the Others.
"All except Samrik," Dorsten told her, giving Gilly a look of fierce pride. "She'd only just given birth hours before, but the wee girl had the battle fever on her. Gilly'd already made the kindest crow promise to help her flee, and so she did, with her babe in her arms."
Arya blinked. How could Gilly make such a dangerous escape, through ice and snow and the bitter cold? Sansa couldn't stand for at least a day after her labors. Margaery had needed almost a week, thanks to the pain in her narrow hips.
But Rickon didn't know or care about any of that. "Were you scared?" he asked.
Gilly shuddered. "Terrified. Craster was dead, but I didn't know if he had already called for the cold- for the Others. I told myself it was better to run and be caught than to sit quivering like a rabbit in a hutch." She hugged Samrik tight, ignored his squeak of protest. "But they didn't catch us, and they never will."
"Did you ever see one?" Arya didn't want to think about the Others, but she could not help herself, no more than she could help picking at a scab.
"Aye," Gilly said slowly. For some odd reason, she was staring at Dorsten's scar as the older woman took out a spindle and a tuft of raw wool already combed to softness. "Whenever Craster gave them a son, all of us had to watch."
Gilly would say no more, not until Rickon and Samrik had been sent away. Once they were gone, she spoke of the Others. Arya listened raptly, her curiosity mingled with both horror and frustration. Gilly's memory was not flawless, and most of her sightings of the Others had been when she was very young. When Arya asked the other women what they had seen, they recoiled as if she had slapped them.
"Lord Snow asked me about them, once," Dorsten said, shivering. "I told him what little I could, and wept for hours after."
"Princess Arya isn't Lord Snow," Gilly replied, taking Dorsten by the hand.
No, I'm not. Arya bit her lip, uncertain. Jon was the one who had defended the Wall, who had slain an ice dragon and battled with wights for months on end. He was the one who should hear whatever they had to say about the Others, not her.
But when she said so, Gilly's mothers and sisters shook their heads. Lord Snow might have let them through the Wall, but to them he was still a crow, black of cloak and black of heart, and nothing Arya said could change their minds.
"What about my brother Bran?" Arya asked. "He's not a crow, he's a greenseer."
"And a prince, and a man," one of the younger women said.
"A boy, sister," Gilly corrected in a gentle tone. "A cripple that cannot walk."
Dorsten and Freltha looked at each other, then drew back to confer in low voices. It was a good long while before they finally came to an agreement, and neither of them looked very happy when Dorsten presented it. Craster's women would speak to Prince Bran, but only under certain conditions. First, both Princess Arya and Gilly must be present. Second, no men could be present save for Prince Bran. Third, they wished to have Arya send them a healing woman as quickly as possible.
"A healing woman?" Arya asked, perplexed. "Why?"
"For Nyra," Dorsten said. "A few days past, the word spread that we were Craster's women. It made no matter that we'd lived alongside the other free folk in peace since we came south. Folk who had been kind to us turned cold; folk who had been cold to us turned cruel." Her mouth twisted. "This morning, Nyra got up early to fetch water. She were coming back with the buckets when a boy tossed a stone at her. Then... then other folk began throwing things."
Terrified, Dorsten had sent Freltha to Toregg. Toregg had gone to Rickon, and Rickon had gone to Maester Luwin. The maester had seen no harm in allowing Toregg to host a dozen kinswomen, so long as they continued to earn their keep by spinning. Arya approved, though she suspected Toregg might not have told Rickon everything. She knew Rickon definitely hadn't told Maester Luwin all of whatever Toregg had told him.
Nor would Arya tell Sansa everything which she had learned in the broken tower. She couldn't, not after Gilly begged her not to on bended knee. The maid suspected she had let enough slip for her mistress to guess at the unfortunate truth of Samrik's birth, but she had said nothing of Craster's other sons, nor of the cruel fate which had befallen them.
Sending for a healer woman for Nyra was the work of a moment. Alas, the same could not be said for persuading Bran to meet with the women now living in the broken tower. All he cared about was Meera, who was on the mend and soon to return home to Greywater Watch.
No longer did Bran avoid her sickroom. In fact, he spent so much time there that Robb forbade him from visiting Meera for more than an hour at a time unless he meant to make an offer of marriage. Arya was sure Bran would like nothing better, but he had hotly refused to do so, his cheeks and ears even redder than his hair. Pitying Bran's embarrassment, Arya decided that the matter of Gilly and her kinswomen could wait.
In the meantime, Arya spent her afternoons with Sansa, slowly dying of boredom. At least Meera's recovery meant she occasionally had company during her morning training. The style of fighting practiced by the crannogmen was not water dancing, but the use of net and spear reminded Arya of how she sometimes used her cloak against her opponents.
And whilst they sparred, they talked. Not much, at first. It didn't take the keen eyes of a water dancer to see that Meera's spirit was not as healed as her body. Still, Arya needed answers, and the crannogwoman was the only one who could give them to her. Bran rarely spoke of his time beyond the Wall. When he did, what little he said only left Arya with even more questions.
Meera, on the other hand, was direct and to the point. She didn't volunteer information, but she answered Arya's questions as best she could, or confessed her ignorance if she could not. Little by little, Arya began to understand why Bran acted so strange, so distant.
"I miss how Bran used to be," Arya confessed one day as she sat on the rock beside the black pool, polishing Needle.
"So do I," Meera said. She examined her net, her eyes narrowed as she looked for thinning strands. "Alas, change is woven into the nature of the world. Bran would not be the same at fifteen as he was at eight, even without Lord Brynden to lead him astray. Truth be told, your brother could have turned out far worse."
They did not speak of Meera's brother. Robb had bestowed rich rewards upon House Reed to show his gratitude to Meera for protecting Bran and to Lord Howland for rescuing Jon, but he could not bring back Jojen Reed. Only Jojen's bones would return to Greywater Watch; unlike Meera, he would never meet the little sister born there whilst they were away.
When the Reeds departed Winterfell at the end of tenth moon, Bran retreated into himself once more. Mindful of what she had learned from Meera, Arya kept a close eye on him. Or rather, she tried, in what little free time she could spare. She would sooner live on bread and water than lose the hours of water dancing practice which gave her solace, and she could hardly abandon her duty to Sansa, no matter how dull it was.
When the babes were present, the queen and her ladies spoke of nothing else. When the babes were gone, the talk turned to the monotony of politics and household matters. Sometimes they listened to music, or read poetry aloud, or sat quietly as they stitched. Alys Karstark was a welcome companion whenever Queen Margaery could spare her, though that was less often than Arya would have liked.
Bran was a far less pleasant companion whenever Arya found time to see him. There were glimpses of the sweet boy she remembered, but not enough of them. He spoke softly and gratefully of the debt he owed to Meera, then sulked in sullen silence until Arya left. He fretted with her over Jon and Robb and the burdens they bore, then whined over his latest clash with Rickon. He asked eager questions about water dancing and admired Needle, then had the gall to tell her that knights were better than water dancers and that Dark Sister was Needle's superior in every way.
"It isn't," Arya snapped. "And who cares? It's not like you can wield it."
She regretted the words as soon as they left her mouth, but before she could apologize Bran sat up straight, his eyes shining.
"But what if I could?"
It took a week of nudging to convince Sansa to look at their brother's back. Brienne's knee had been tricky enough, and the spine was even more delicate. After less than five minutes of examining Bran, Sansa refused to go any further. The bones were too badly broken. She dared not risk anything that might further damage the cord of nerves within them.
"You've healed bones before," Bran insisted, his voice plaintive. "Why won't you do it for me?"
"If anything went amiss with Lady Brienne's knee, her leg would be lamed," Sansa told him. "But if something were to go amiss with your spine..." she fell silent, hugging herself tight. "Pray excuse me; Gawaen needs his milk."
And with that, Sansa gathered her skirts and left, leaving Arya to handle Bran. Tears welled in his eyes as he pulled his shirt back on, his pale skin covered in gooseflesh. Nothing Arya said seemed to help. He was not cheered by the reminder of the rolling chair being made for him, and when she offered to have him carried to the godswood to sit beneath the heart tree, Bran scowled and told her to go away.
Arya went. Her guards rejoined her outside the door, trailing quietly behind. She ought to have returned to her sister, but Arya's steps turned another direction. Sansa could wait; no threats were like to arise whilst the queen was nursing. If they did, Ser Daemon Sand was more than capable of dealing with them. Besides, Nymeria needed her; she could feel it.
When she reached the godswood, Rickon's guards were already standing by the entrance. Arya's men-at-arms joined them, well-used to their princess's desire for privacy. As she walked through the snow and slush, a weight lifted from her shoulders, her spirits rising like the steam which drifted up from the hot pools.
The warmth of the godswood had made the snow wet and dense, perfect for building snow castles. Rickon's was immense, the battlements tall enough for him to hide behind as he dodged the volley of snowballs being flung by Ben Blackwood and Rodrik Ryswell. Shaggydog leapt, his jaws snatching a snowball out of midair. Tail wagging, he retreated, content to gnaw on his prize.
Nymeria had not joined the fun. She waited for her girl beneath the heart tree, her tail high and stiff as she paced back and forth. Arya instantly felt alert, yet a cool calm washed over her as she scanned her surroundings. Her eyes saw the heart tree, its face sad and solemn. Her mouth tasted cold air; her nose smelled the scent of fallen leaves and damp direwolf; her skin felt soft furs and the touch of the wind; her ears heard the shouting of boys as they played, and the low rumbling snores of the dragon asleep in her burrow. All was as it should be, and yet...
What's wrong? Arya asked Nymeria.
The she-wolf pointed her snout up at the branches of the heart tree. Unlike her poor hapless two-legger, the direwolf had a sharp nose. She knew the heart tree's scent, from its sweet woody bark to its tangy copper sap to its crisp earthy leaves. The she-wolf did not know the strange scent now wafting down from the branches, as subtle as a shadow when the moon was dark.
Arya looked. There was nothing there, only bare branches. And yet... why did they seem to blur the longer she stared? What could make air twist and ripple like a cloak in the wind? Magic, a part of her whispered, her skin prickling. Oh, she was so glad she had not returned to the solar.
She was still staring, wide-eyed and breathless, when Rickon and Shaggydog came up behind her. "Come and play," Rickon said, tugging at her sleeve. "Ben got cold, and Rodrik fell in some mud and went to wash it off." When Arya ignored him, he huffed and stomped his foot. "What are you looking at?"
"Me," said a woman's voice, ancient and weary.
The blur vanished, quick as a candle being blown out. A child of the forest crouched in the branches, pulling down the hood of the cloak which had shrouded her.
A fool might only see the child's huge gold-green eyes; Arya saw that they were bloodshot, rimmed with dark circles. A fool might only see that the child's skin was brown and dappled like a deer's; Arya saw that it was dull and dry. And even an utter fool could not have missed the deep lines upon the child's face, etched there by grief and hardship.
That boded ill, but Rickon was oblivious. He stood up straight, almost giddy with excitement. Arya did not recognize the words he spoke in the Old Tongue, but she could guess from the princely tone he used and from the slight bow he made.
"Welcome," Arya added, speaking in the common tongue. "Are you Leaf?" Bran had mentioned the child of the forest before, as had Robb.
Leaf nodded, then said something in the Old Tongue. When Rickon replied, she frowned.
"What did she say?" Arya asked.
"She asked if you speak the Old Tongue," Rickon told her. "I said no."
"So? She speaks common, Bran said so."
Rickon translated what Arya had said, listened as Leaf replied, then translated again. Leaf was too exhausted to speak the common tongue. Her journey had been long and full of peril. The Others had hunted her like a deer, their magic beating upon hers like a hammer on an anvil; she was lucky to escape with her life.
Each word seemed to cost Leaf dearly. When Arya offered to take her to Bran, she shook her head. Rickon's offer to go fetch Jon and Robb was similarly refused. Leaf sagged heavily against the tree, covering her yawns with four fingered hands that ended in black claws as Rickon translated for her. It would not be long before the healing sleep took her. Once it did, Leaf could not be woken. Arya and Rickon must listen closely; it fell to them to serve as her ravens and carry her words to their brothers.
The news was as bad as Arya feared. There would be no help from the giants. Even if they wanted to fight (which they did not), they lacked the numbers. Joramun and his folk would spend the winter resting and making babes. They had made enough walls and keeps for men already, and offered no aid save for a warning from their stoneseers.
Some fell sorcery was coming, certain as stone. The year-end solstice crept closer each day, the longest night of the year when the Others were at their most powerful. Twice before they had used the solstice to work their spells, first to birth an ice dragon, then to stretch their power far to the south so that the Horn of Winter could assail the Wall. The stoneseers had looked upon the coming solstice, hoping to divine the Others' plans, but they had seen nothing, nothing but darkness.
Leaf said little else before her eyes fluttered shut. Fast asleep, she curled up, her small form resting in a dip between the branches that held her like a cradle. When Rickon murmured a blessing in the Old Tongue, Arya echoed it, then sent him to find Robb. As for herself, Arya made for Bran's chambers. Gods knew he could use the distraction, and besides, he was a greenseer.
Bran listened intently as Arya recounted all that Leaf had said, doing her best to not leave anything out. When she finished, Bran ran a hand through his hair, his brow creased in thought. "We need to know more," he said, frustrated.
"You could talk to Gilly and—"
Impatient, Bran waved the suggestion away. "We need to know more about what the Others have planned, not about how Craster gave them his sons. If I could only..." he trailed off, shaking his head. "No, I mustn't."
"Mustn't what?" Arya said, confused.
Bran clenched his fists. "I want to be useful," he spat. "But I can't wield a sword, and I can't- I'm not supposed to—"
Arya bit her lip, uncertain. She wasn't supposed to set a trap for Ser Lyn Corbray, but it had worked. She ignored the pang of guilt that came as she thought of Brienne, and the price she had paid for Arya's attempt to prove herself. She might have failed, but Bran deserved a chance to show his mettle.
"Whatever it is," Arya said, choosing her words with caution, "will it help fight the Others?"
Bran hesitated, his strong fingers tapping his shriveled thigh. "Yes," he said at last. "If the Others mean to attack on the solstice, we must forestall them."
"How?"
"I don't know yet," Bran admitted. "But I can find out."
"Then you should," Arya told him. Why must Bran make everything so complicated? "Defeating the Others is more important than anything else, isn't it?"
Doubt flickered in Bran's eyes for a moment, then he nodded. His voice trembled as he called for his servants; his hands shook as they carried him to the godswood. Yet when they set Bran down beneath the heart tree, she could see him gather his resolve. He drew a long, shuddering breath, then looked at Arya, his eyes bright and earnest.
"I'll find a way, I promise."
When her brother slipped his skin, she knew her work was done. With a sigh, Arya returned to her sister's solar once more. She was not a greenseer, nor a queen. She was no one, no one at all.
Notes:
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175: Edythe IINOTES
1) For most of human history, spinning was an extremely important chore, one usually performed by girls and women. Spinning occurred frequently; it was a task that could be done while cooking, caring for children, and in between other chores. The sails of the Viking fleets, the regalia of kings and queens, the cloths that swaddled countless newborns, all began as raw fibers which were spun into thread by millions of hands.
2) There are many early signs of labor, but every woman's experience is different.
3) Newborns look so weird, y'all. The creamy white wax is the a film that protects the baby's skin. Coneheads are relatively common for newborns due to their soft skulls being temporarily bent out of shape by the force exerted as the mother pushed it through the birthing canal.
Chapter 172: Bel II
Notes:
October 305 AC- January 1, 306 AC
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Bel, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyra
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Chapter Text
No one was foolish enough to disobey Bel's orders as they made their way to Old King's Square. Her girls walked together, hand in hand, never straying from their course. Their pattens crunched in the snow; their mottled pink cloaks flapped each time a gust of wind came howling out of the north.
"Auntie?" Wren asked, her breath steaming in the cold. "Auntie, look, there's a man selling hot cider."
"I don't see him," Bel said, dismissive.
Wren's mouth turned pouty; she pulled her hand free, pointing to the other side of the street. Foolishly, Bel looked. A burly greybeard stood beside a brazier. A kettle hung above it, filled with simmering cider that he ladled into rough wooden cups.
"So he is," Bel allowed. She took a firm grip of Wren's hand. "No doubt he charges a pretty penny."
"Please, auntie?" Wren begged. "We should toast the new prince, shouldn't we—"
A howling gust of wind cut her off. Wren shivered violently, her teeth chattering. She was not the only one. On her other side, Joss's cheeks were bright red where they peeked from beneath the scarf wrapped over his nose and mouth. Ser Lorent Storm was as dour as ever, but Bu looked longingly at the cider-seller. Ynys was complaining loudly to Gari and Hubard; Calla and Frynne were huddling together for warmth as they walked; Alys and Prudence were trembling like leaves.
Bel hesitated.
"Fine," she said, relenting. "A toast to Prince Gawaen."
Bel soon regretted her folly. The cider had been watered down so heavily that she could barely taste the flavor of apple, and if the kettle had ever seen a hint of spices, it was only from a great distance. At least it's hot, Bel tried to console herself, grimacing as she drank.
If not for the birth of the royal prince, nothing could have made her stir outside. When the word came of the bitch queen and the Kingslayer's death, Bel and her girls had celebrated within the comfort of the brothel. The whole city had celebrated with them, drunk on vengeance and on ale, and for a few days, business was good.
Bel's lips tightened. If only business had remained good. Men always watched their coin more carefully in winter, but of late...
"'Ere, the cup's empty, give it back," the cider-seller demanded, interrupting her thoughts.
Bel returned her cup with a scowl, then turned to check on her folk. Alys and Prudence stood warming themselves by the brazier, having finished their drinks already. Tanselle still cradled a cup of cider, as did Violet and Daisy. Odd, that young girls should prove better at savoring a hot drink than those older and wiser. Ynys kept watch over them, annoyed as always at having to play nursemaid. Beside her, Gari was boasting yet again of the coin he'd won off Hubard.
"Didn't I say the Seven would bless the queen with a healthy boy?" Gari gloated. Hubard ignored him, loudly humming a song of summer (and butchering it as usual).
"Gambling is a sin," Ser Lorent Storm said gruffly. "Sides, it didn't get you any closer to wedding your dark love. You best hope Lijja don't have other suitors. Quhuru's a soft-hearted fool t' keep waiting for you to save up enough coin, but he won't wait forever."
Gari's face fell.
"Pay him no mind," sweet Calla urged as the younger girls returned their cups. "Things will work out, you'll see, just like they did for Naet and Hazel."
"I hope not," Joss said, his voice low. No one else heard, but Bel did. As they resumed walking she could still feel the weight of his gaze, heavy with disapproval.
Bel ignored it. It was not her fault that Naet had to be browbeaten into doing right by Hazel. If he had the sense the gods gave a goose, he would have acted as soon as Hazel began sharing Ynys's bed. But alas, her cousin was not the jealous sort. No matter how boldly the girls flirted and caressed each other whenever Naet was around, he paid them little mind. After a month, Ynys had gotten bored and sent Hazel weeping back to her own bed.
"Good as she is with her mouth, she's not a man," Ynys shrugged when Bel scolded her. "And I'm weary of my chamberpot stinking of vomit."
Furious beyond all measure, the next time Naet darkened her door Bel had seized him by the ear. Grateful as she was for his actions on the day of the great fire, she could stay her hand no longer. Her terms were simple: either Naet married Hazel, or Bel named him a water witch in the sight of gods and men. Blood only went so far; she had no interest in keeping the secrets of a man who refused to claim his child.
Pale and shaking with fear, Naet had wisely agreed to take Hazel to a septon. When the babe came in eighth moon, it was a boy, so small and sickly that Kem had asked if his little brother would die like his little sister had. Hazel had wept for days, barely able to tend to the babe without Nettles's help and urging. Naet was little use, too busy ferrying nobles hither and yon across the Blackwater.
"Princess Rhaenys could be riding Naet's ferry right now," Bu told his family when the folk of the Fat Dumpling joined them near Old King's Square.
Both his sisters had come, Feiyan, just turned fifteen, whistling through the gap in her teeth, and pretty Changxu, five-and-twenty, her belly swollen with her first child. Her husband Pate the butcher held her by the hand, smirking whilst Hubard scowled. Whether Hubard had bedded Changxu before or after she wed, Bel would never know, but she did know that Pate had once chased Hubard all the way down the Street of Silk while waving Zhi's largest rolling pin. Unluckily for Pate, Hubard ran very, very fast.
Then there were the cousins. Widow Zhao looked as tired as ever, with a girl of four clinging to one hand and a boy of seven clinging to the other. The gods had not been kind; the grippe had taken her husband, a YiTish spice merchant, his younger sister, and the wife and children of her husband's elder brother. Her own brother Fei, strong and steady, kept close to Zhao; he'd been betrothed to her goodsister before she died.
Yin was filling Feiyan's ear, speaking rapidly in YiTish. The girls were much closer to each other than Yin was to her sister Jieyu. Zhi had disowned her for marrying a mere porter, and only welcomed her back after the bloody flux took Bu's father Hui, who had been Zhi's favorite and last living child. Jieyu still hadn't forgiven Yin for abandoning her; she spoke only to her husband Donnel, and to their six-year-old son, who rode on his father's shoulders, the grippe having badly weakened his lungs.
Zhi had stayed behind, of course, as had Bu's mother, Yuan, and Zhi's youngest grandson, Yue. A pimply boy of fifteen, he doted on his grandmother so much that even the easygoing Bu had once dared to say that his cousin's groveling was unseemly. Then again, Yue was as good at making dumplings as Bu was terrible, so some dislike was to be expected.
Bel wished she had a dumpling to eat as they waited in the cold. There were a few carts scattered around the square, selling pies and skewers of roast meat. The scent made her belly rumble, but Bel ignored it. She would not empty her purse for a few scant mouthfuls of gravy and gristle. Ynys, less prudent, demanded leave to go buy herself some food.
"Fine," Bel snapped. "So long as Gari and Tanselle—"
"— come with me," Ynys finished, rolling her violet eyes. "Yes, your ladyship, of course, your ladyship, we'll be right back, your ladyship."
"I want to go too," Wren asked, tugging at Bel's hand.
"No."
"But auntie—"
"No," Bel said sharply.
Unused to being denied, Wren blinked, dismayed. Her lip quivering, she turned to Joss, her brown eyes wide. "Daaaaaa," she whined. "Please?"
Joss looked at Bel. She looked back, willing him to remember the mornings she awoke drenched in sweat, shaking from nightmares of Lord Qyburn wringing their daughter's neck like a chicken. What did it matter that Wren was almost as tall as her? She was a child still, only twelve, innocent and vulnerable.
"You heard your auntie," Joss said at last.
As Joss did his best to distract Wren from sulking, Bel let the noise of the crowd wash over her. There was naught to do but talk, and gossip filled the air. Bel listened closely, hearing snatches of a dozen different conversations.
"— shouldn't have left," a cooper grumbled. "The northmen can shift for 'emselves, he's our king, not theirs—"
"Don't be a fool," replied the man beside him. "Did ye hear about them heads in jars? Dead for months, but still gnashing their teeth—"
"— how can I have me stables mended when there's no wood?" asked an innkeeper. "The nobles and the guild masters buy every scrap as fast as it comes in—"
"—need another apprentice," a carpenter groaned. "My lad was in such a hurry the other day that he cut the tips of his fingers off—"
"Gawaen?" a merchant's wife said, puzzled. "Why Gawaen? There's not been a Prince Gawaen afore—"
"Septon Jonothor says we should thank the Seven for sending us King Aegon," said a baker. "The bitch queen wouldn't have lifted a finger, not until a host o' wights came knockin' at our gates. Best t' fight 'em in the North, I say, and—"
"Get back here!" a mother shouted, struggling to chase her son through the press.
"— but why did the queen have to go?" a seamstress fretted. "Stark or not, her place is here—"
"You just miss Queen Sansa's custom," a mercer laughed. "I wouldn't leave her behind if I were the king. Nay, if I had a woman that pretty in me bed, I'd—
A roar from the crowd cut him off as Princess Rhaenys and her retinue rode into the square. Bel joined them, cheering as loudly as she could. The princess might dress in scarlet and black, but she was still a Dornishwoman, just like her mother. Princess Elia rode beside her, in a litter blazoned with a sun pierced by a spear. Bel glared at the lord in gold and green who sat ahorse between them. She wondered if Princess Elia mourned to see her daughter wasted on a cripple from the Reach, let alone a Tyrell whose father and sister had leapt into bed with the Lannisters.
Lord Rowan would have been a much better husband than Lord Willas, Bel thought when she glimpsed the King's Hand. True, he was a bit old and stout, but he at least had the honor to give up his seat on the small council as soon as he realized the rumors about the bitch queen and her twin were true. That was what Alayaya claimed, anyway, and she ought to know.
The rest of the small council was of little interest to Bel. Her keen eyes glanced past the lords, searching for a lady in blue and white. Finding Jeyne Poole had been much easier when she rode by a queen, a princess, and a direwolf the size of a horse. The retinue had already drawn up in the center of the square and Princess Rhaenys had begun to speak when Bel at last found her, half hidden behind some knight in quartered red and blue.
Bel's heart twisted in her chest. Try as she might, she couldn't reconcile this great lady with the girl she had hidden in her kitchen so long ago. It had taken hours to convince the steward's daughter that Lord Baelish's men had not erred when they brought Jeyne and Merissa of Sherrer to the brothel, no matter what pretty lies Baelish had fed them. It had taken even longer to calm Jeyne's hysterics when she realized the fate that was intended for her.
"I'm a lady," she had sobbed. "I can't be a whore, I can't, he can't make me."
"He can," Merissa had said, her voice as hollow and dead as her eyes, "and he will."
Bel clenched her free hand into a fist, wishing she could kill Baelish again. He hadn't deserved the mercy of a quick death; he ought to have suffered as Lord Qyburn had. True, Bel had to look away by the end, but only because her belly felt queer. Not like Prudence. She had watched the entire time, her eyes burning with hatred as she bared her false teeth in a gleeful smile. Frynne refused to watch, but she had listened, drinking in the necromancer's screams. Calla would not even do that much. She had stayed at home, weeping with pity for the cruel fate which the old man had so richly earned.

But there would be no weeping today, not unless it was with joy. Bel and her girls cheered lustily throughout Princess Rhaenys's speech, just as they cheered for Princess Elia when she said a few short words. Lord Rowan spoke for far too long, but the crowd's boredom turned to delight when he waved his hand and the fountains in the square began to flow with wine.
They returned home floating on a wave of wine and good humor. Bel scarce noticed the snow and the cold, too occupied by Wren's giggles and Joss's smiles. As soon as Qarl unbarred the door and let them in, Bel and Joss hurried upstairs, laughing and trading kisses before stumbling into their bed.
When they finally went back down to the common room, everyone was clustered around the hearth.
"The fountains are t' run with wine for the rest of the day, by order of the king," Tanselle was telling her mother Morra. "And tomorrow, the queen's loaves for the poor are t' have raisins in them."
"Never mind that," Nettles said. "I'm off t' fetch some wine before dark comes."
Nettles did not need to be reminded to take someone with her. When she ventured out into the cold with a pitcher, Wat went too, the grizzled old sellsword carrying a pitcher of his own. They did not return until just before dusk, shivering and stamping their feet. Nettles took her pitcher up to Hazel's room along with a bowl of stew, but Wat put his pitcher in the kitchen.
"No sense being drunk when the men get here," he said, shrugging. "Mark my words, it'll be packed tonight."
And so it was, praise the Seven. The king had commanded that tenth moon begin with a sennight of festivities to celebrate the birth of his heir, and the city was happy to obey. The nobles threw feasts and frolics; the guilds offered rich prizes which could be won by contest or by drawing lots.
The first contest was held by the armorers' guild. Ser Lorent Storm and Wat both entered, each hoping to duel his way to a fine suit of armor and a sword. Though they failed at that, they succeeded in bringing Master Tobho Mott's custom back to the brothel for the first time since the great fire. He visited them that evening, causing great confusion when he appeared with both a smile and a companion, a tall young journeyman whose dark hair and blue eyes were far too familiar.
"I'll have Morra, if you please," Master Mott said. "And Gendry here is to have whichever girl he likes for as long as he likes."
"Are you sure?" Bel asked, hiding her excitement. "It will be costly."
Master Mott snorted. "Not compared to Alayaya's. Besides, the boy has more than earned it."
"You could have gotten me something else," Gendry muttered, red-faced.
Bel resisted the urge to laugh. Thank the Seven that Ynys was already upstairs. She would have pounced on the poor lad and eaten him for breakfast.
"What sort of girl do you fancy?" she asked. "Shy and sweet? Bold and lusty?" Gendry shrugged, sullen. "Or perhaps you would prefer t' choose a girl for her looks?"
Gendry shrugged again. "Whoever's free, s'long as she doesn't have brown hair."
Bel blessed Master Mott's generosity and Violet's black hair. She deserved to bed a lad near her own age for once, and a handsome king's bastard was even better. "I know just the girl."
Whatever happened, Violet did not speak of it the next morning. Not that she could have, even if she wanted to. All anyone wanted to speak of was the prizes to be won if their lots were drawn. Joss had his heart set on the costly loaves of bread to be won from the bakers' guild, the ones made with soft white flour, dried apricots, orange peels, and spices. Tanselle was more interested in the suckling pigs offered by the butchers' guild, and Ynys in the necklace of diamonds and silver which she had seen in the Guildhall of the Jewelers. She had emptied her purse to buy three lots, and Violet and Daisy had pooled their coin to afford just one.
"Even if your lot is drawn, which it won't be, you couldn't wear it," Bel had scolded all three of them.
"Alayaya's girls wear jewels," Daisy had protested.
"With the patrons they serve, Alayaya and her girls can do as they like," Bel huffed. "We cannot."
Of course, none of their lots were drawn, and the necklace went to the wife of a master in the masons' guild. Ynys shrugged, but Violet and Daisy wept for hours. Joss and Tanselle were just as unlucky, losing to a merchant and a ship's captain who had bought a dozen lots each. They were in good company; though almost everyone bought lots, no one on the Street of Silk won anything. Save Widow Zhao, who somehow won a tiny jar of cinnamon sticks from the mercers' guild. A woman of good sense, Widow Zhao kept one for herself and sold the rest.
The week of festivities ended on senmorn. Like the rest of the city, Bel and her girls spent it in the sept. Septon Endrew led them in prayers for Prince Gawaen, then gave a sermon on the sinfulness of gambling. "Drawing lots isn't gambling," Violet muttered, her cheeks pink. She calmed when the septon focused his ire on games of dice, cards, and tiles.
"Placing wagers is even more shameful during winter," the septon preached. "Who knows how long the cold shall last? The fruits of your labors ought to be saved to put food in your children's mouths and wood upon your hearths. If you have coin to spare, give alms to the sept, and the Seven shall bless your name."
Though Bel misliked giving alms every senmorn, she could not deny that the faithful were putting them to good use. The bitch queen and her court had called Paul the Pious the Low Septon on account of his being a dwarf, but the common folk used the same title and meant it as praise. The Low Septon was one of them, the first High Septon in Bel's memory who seemed to truly care more for the poor and humble than for aught else.
At his behest, Septon Jonothor, Septa Prunella, Septa Falena, and several other Most Devout had come to serve the people of King's Landing. With the Great Sept of Baelor destroyed and most of its folk dead, the septons and septas of the city were not inclined to resist the newcomers from Harrenhal. They obeyed when Septon Jonothor vehemently insisted that every sept offer soup to their poor and when Septa Falena urged them to provide shelter to their widows and orphans, whose idle hands she put to spinning and knitting warm garb. And when Septa Prunella learned of the too young girls at Mother's brothel, she had descended upon the place with all the wrath of a righteous woman and all the goldcloaks she could muster. Other ladies might have left the poor soiled girls to starve on the street; Septa Prunella had taken them into her care and made them novice lay sisters.
No Most Devout had come from Oldtown. Whether they would choose a new High Septon from amongst themselves or yield to the Low Septon of Harrenhal, only the gods knew. Either way, none of them were here to help.
The only person of note to arrive from Oldtown of late was Lord Hightower's singer, whom he had sent to honor Prince Gawaen's birth. Princess Elia was quite fond of the singer, who had composed a good many songs praising not only King Aegon's valor but that of his mother. Bel supposed it was very clever of Princess Elia to ensure that a pair of nameless smallfolk children perish rather than her own, but she didn't see where valor entered into it.
No one talked as they left the sept. The blustery wind was too loud, and it took too much effort to walk with their pattens sinking into the snow. Queen Sansa would never do such a thing, Bel thought as she carefully avoided a patch of ice. Her Grace was kind and good, even if she did sometimes pray to a tree. Queen Sansa couldn't help that she came from the wild, savage north. Still, Bel hoped King Aegon defeated the Others swiftly. The sooner the king and queen returned to the city, the sooner folk could grow to love them as she did.
Queen Sansa had already won Bel's heart. Words of thanks were all very well (and more than she expected) but a fat purse full of coin? Now that was a queenly gift. And Bel was to have another just like it after the year-end solstice, and every year after that for as long as she lived.
Only Joss knew how much coin had been in the purse Bel brought back from the Aegonfort, but all of her girls seemed to think the queen had made her as rich as a Hightower. And, of course, they had plenty of thoughts on how it ought to be spent.
"Been some time since our wages went up," Hubard said casually as he shoveled the drift of snow which had piled up against the brothel's door.
"Lijja's father won't wait forever," Gari sighed the next morning as he carried in firewood. "If I could only earn coin faster..."
"At Alayaya's, they have maids t' do the cleaning," Alys grumbled quietly a week later as she gathered filthy rushes off the common room floor. "Why shouldn't we have one?"
"I don't mind doing it ourselves," Calla said as she started to help. "I'd rather we had a singer, or a tumbler maybe."
"What use would that be?" Frynne asked. "Bel's voice is more than enough, and men don't come here t' see other men do flips and cartwheels."
"Well, I think we should all have new gowns," Ynys declared as she picked up Wobble. She set the three-legged cat in her lap, poking and prodding and teasing her with a bit of knotted string. "There's only so much we can do t' make over the old ones, and men prefer a girl who looks her best."
"You said you'd read t' us if I did your chores," Calla panted as she lifted a heavy armful of rushes, her nose scrunched up from the stink.
"I will," Ynys said dismissively, still playing with the cat. "Later, when you're not walking in and out of doors. Oh, dear, you've got some nightsoil on your apron."
Calla gave a pitiful whimper of dismay, and Bel gave Ynys a light cuff upside the head before returning to the kitchen. She found Tanselle scrubbing a rusted pot and Wren stirring a cauldron of stew, but Joss was nowhere to be seen. In the privy, most likely. Bel waited patiently, glad that Joss had finally stopped pestering her about buying better pots and pans.
In the meantime, she spoke to Morra. She sat beside the fire, spinning, her hands sure and steady even though she could see neither thread nor spindle. Bel praised Morra's work, just as she praised Tanselle's efforts with the rusted pot.
"She's a good girl, my Selly," Morra murmured, low enough that their daughters could not eavesdrop. "Too good t' be a scullion forever. Master Mott is generous, but even so... it'll be two, three years at least before I save up enough t' dower her or apprentice her t' some cook."
Bel frowned. Morra had not asked outright, but Bel heard the question all the same. It hung between them, making the air thick, almost hot. Not that anywhere in the brothel was truly warm during winter, but the kitchen was as good as it got.
Then a cold breeze swept in. "Gods, that privy is freezing," Joss shuddered as he hung his cloak on a peg. "I thought my arse would freeze t' the seat if I took much longer."
"Here," Bel called.
With a sigh and a shiver, Joss stepped into her open arms, letting Bel share her heat with an embrace. Unlike her poor Joss, Bel was nice and fat, much slower to catch a chill. They stood there for a good long while, long enough for Joss to stop shivering. Then he was back to work, and Bel was left with her thoughts.
Tanselle was a good girl, that was true enough. Hiring a scullion to replace her would not cost overmuch; there were plenty of poor folk desperate for honest work beneath a warm roof. But paying for her dowry or apprentice fee... that would be costly. And if Tanselle left, everyone would know that Bel had made up the difference for the coin Morra lacked. Prudence wanted nothing more than to apprentice to a weaver; Nettles had spoken of becoming a midwife's apprentice half a hundred times. If she helped Tanselle, they would want help too, nevermind that they were both behind in paying Bel for their room and board.

Bel glanced at Wren out of the corner of her eye. No, she could not help Tanselle, no more than she could help Prudence and Nettles. On Wren's twelfth name day, she had asked if she might become an apprentice, and Bel had told her nay. "We haven't the coin, sweetling," she'd said, ignoring Joss's raised eyebrow.
"Last sennight, Wren was talking of becoming a serving girl at an inn," Bel said when they were alone. "This morning, she asked Morra if being a seamstress was exciting. Who knows what she wants? Not her."
Joss snorted. "Yesterday, Wren asked me if there was a dollmaker's guild or a cardmaker's guild. Kem distracted her before I could tell her I had no idea. She was supposed t' be watching him, and when she wandered off he came t' find her."
Bel gave a sigh of relief. "See? She's not steady enough t' apprentice."
"No," Joss said, "but we do have the coin."
No, we don't, Bel thought as she fetched her cloak.
Though the cellar was pleasantly cool in summer, it was frigid now. Her breath steamed in the air as she descended the steps, a rushlight in her hand to push back the darkness. The lockbox stood where it always stood, hidden behind casks of pickled fish. Bel drew it out and opened it. As the rushlight flickered, coins gleamed copper and silver. There was even a flash of gold, glinting from the seven golden dragons which hid amongst the rest.
Thank the gods for Queen Sansa. Repairing the damage from Naet's flood was far cheaper than it would've been to rebuild the brothel if it had burnt down, but nonetheless, it had brought her savings dangerously low. Without the queen's generosity...
Bel scowled. The bitch queen certainly hadn't been generous. Cersei only paid for gossip when she felt like it, copper stars if she was in a good humor, and copper groats if she was not. Dwarf or not, her brother the Imp had been far more openhanded. Lord Tyrion had nearly given Bel a heart spasm when he casually tossed two golden dragons and a dozen silver stags upon her table. That money had cleared all her debts and kept her girls fed whilst most of the city starved during the famine, but eventually it was all gone.
Now Bel had more coin than she had ever had in her life, more coin than any of her girls had ever seen. They would have spent it all in a sennight, no doubt. Rich meals, fine wine, frivolous clothes; all were as irresistible to a young girl as a brothel was to a sailor coming into port after a long voyage. No, it was best that Bel look after them. She had seen them through the great fire, and she would see them through the winter, no matter how long it lasted.
Bel bit her lip as she counted coins. Nearly three years already, and no end in sight. The nights still grew colder, the snow deeper, and the prices of food and firewood ever steeper.
And as the winter went on, the number of men willing to brave the elements to bed one of Bel's girls was dwindling. Some came less often; others stopped coming at all. Those who did come arrived shivering, their faces flushed red, their hands stiff and cold beneath their gloves. Most of the girls refused to let a man lay a finger on them until he had drunk a tankard of hot beer. There was no other way to drink it; with the cellar so cold, the beer was nigh frozen. Gari had to warm each tankard before he served it, taking a red-hot poker from the hearth and thrusting it into the beer until it frothed and foamed.
Master Arthor had foam all over his beard (and four beers in his belly) the night he finally decided he had rather take Violet home with him than continue riding through the snow. Not as a wife, alas for Violet, but as his mistress. Daisy wept for days, and even Ynys's most recent foolishness could not soothe her sorrows.
That Ynys should charm a master tailor into gifting her scraps of velvet was as predictable as snow in winter. The use she had in mind for them was not. When Master Hobb appeared with a tiny suit of motley, Ynys clapped with delight, then darted out of the room. When she returned, Wobble was clasped in her arms, the cat's white fur sticking up at odd angles and her head tilted in confusion.
"It ought to fit," Master Hobb said as she set to work, "or I'll give my apprentice a beating when I get home."
"No need," Ynys grinned, almost glowing with triumph. "Look!"
Wobble blinked at everyone. The suit fit perfectly, a patchwork of green and blue and purple and yellow that covered her back and her three legs. Wooden buttons ran down her belly; a collar of red velvet went about her furry neck.
Nettles cooed, Daisy gasped, and Prudence giggled. As for Wobble, she jumped out of Ynys's arms, wiggling and mewling as she tried to get out of the suit. Not that she had any luck. Almost immediately a journeyman chandler picked her up, admiring the workmanship whilst scratching the cat's chin to keep her calm.
As Ynys settled herself on Master Hobb's lap, Bel looked to Joss, speechless with disapproval. Joss looked at Bel, then at Daisy and Prudence, then at the cat, his brow furrowed.
"If she's going t' wear a jester's suit, shouldn't she ought t' have a hat?"
To Bel's deep annoyance, upon Master Hobb's next visit he brought a matching hat. As Ynys tied the hat on Wobble's head with a bit of string, the brothel erupted with cheers and laughter from both her girls and their men. Only Wobble seemed to share Bel's displeasure. She might have grown to tolerate the suit, but the hat was another matter, and she hissed and bit at Ynys. Alas, Ynys was too quick to be bitten. She was not quick enough, however, to stop Wobble from clawing the hat off her head and shredding it with her claws before the hour was out.
Bel might have learned to tolerate such nonsense if Wobble's suit brought in new customers. As it was, the sight of a cat in a suit of motley was not enough to entice men out into the cold. By the beginning of eleventh moon, business had slowed enough that Bel dismissed Qarl. She wasn't the sort of fool to pay wages for a man she didn't need.
She would've dismissed Bu as well, if not for his grandmother's half priced dumplings. Besides, the Fat Dumpling was a choice source of gossip. Whilst Bel's girls spent lazy afternoons telling each other stories and inventing ever more complicated card games, Bel spent them across the street. There she and Wren feasted upon dumplings, sitting at the table by the kitchen where Zhi always sat when she needed a half hour to rest her feet.
Zhi's tongue, however, was tireless. "T' price of flour has gone up again," she fumed as she set her weary bones down beside them. Yue scurried up behind her, a pot of steaming tea in one hand and a cup in the other. Zhi's dark eyes glinted with approval as her grandson poured. When she gave a nod of satisfaction, he bowed, said something in YiTish, then bolted back to the kitchen.
Bel took a bite of her dumpling. It was as soft as ever, the gravy rich and flavorful. And yet...
"Not much meat in here," Bel said, careful to keep her voice low.
The blurry wrinkles on Zhi's face deepened. "The price o' meat's even worse than the price o' flour. We'd have no meat at all if it weren't for Changxu's husband. Pate says t' butcher's guild hasn't seen times list this since afore the battle with Stannis. Thank the ancestors for Ser Jacelyn. If Janos Slynt were still lord commander, the goldcloaks would've milked us dry by now."
"Auntie, can I go t' the kitchen?" Wren asked. "Feiyan said she'd show me how dumplings are made."
Bel frowned. "So long as you don't get in anyone's way. And don't go anywhere else, but come right back here when you're done."
Wren nodded impatiently, then set off. Bel supposed it was a little dull to listen to gossip about such things as the difficulty of finding good lodgings. Jieyu and her husband Donnel had been forced to return to her grandmother when their home was destroyed in the great fire, and were desperate to move out from under Zhi's roof, just as Naet was eager to leave Bel's.
Alas, the mason's guild and the carpenter's guild had far more work than they could handle. King Aegon had commanded them to erect rows of hovels over the ruins of Flea Bottom, but once he left the city, the Lord Hand had permitted them to return to their usual work. Even with the cold and the snow to slow their labors, the carpenters could not get timber from the kingswood fast enough. The nobles and the patricians had promptly hired all the best masters and journeymen to rebuild their houses near the tops of the three high hills, leaving only a smattering of lesser journeymen and apprentices for the rest of the city to fight over.
But Donnel and Jieyu were not rich enough to hire even a lesser journeyman, nor poor enough to shelter at a sept, nor humble enough to suffer living in Flea Bottom. And so they were stuck with Zhi, just as Naet and Hazel were stuck with Bel. Not that Bel minded. With Hazel still abed for half of each day and her child still sick, it was best she keep an eye on them.
Bel kept a close eye and a tight grip on Wren when they returned to the brothel. The foolish girl had been on the verge of sneaking out with Feiyan when Bel caught them at the back door to the kitchen. "We were just going t' the stables next door," Wren protested as they crossed the street. "Feiyan said a stableboy told her there was a horse black as pitch, with bardings of bright teal silk—"
"Good evening, Belandra," a voice called.
Bel looked up. Guy the tax farmer stood beside her door, warming his hands over the little brazier. A middle-aged man perhaps a few years Bel's senior, he was long-faced and broad-shouldered, though not so handsome as his brother, a goldcloak captain. "I know you're not open yet," he said pleasantly. "But the king's business cannot wait."
"Go help your da," Bel told Wren the moment they were inside. "And tell him Guy the tax farmer is here." Still scowling, Wren went. The girls in the common room glanced up from their cards curiously as Bel led Guy to the stairs, then up to her nicest room. Soon Joss and Daisy appeared, one carrying a hot frothing beer, the other a tray with warm bread and honey.
"I already paid my taxes," Bel said flatly once they were alone again.
"Did you?" Guy sipped his beer, smiled, then shrugged. "There is a new tax upon brothels and gaming dens, and I have come to collect it."
Bel eyed him skeptically. Neither the Lord Hand nor the master of coin had decreed any such tax; she would have heard of it. "How much?"
When Guy named the sum, a blind rage filled her. "Liar," Bel hissed.
Guy raised an eyebrow. "You're quite free to ask the lord hand the next time he holds court, if you like." He took a long draught of beer, then wiped his mouth. "Although I fear my brother might take that amiss."
Bel's skin prickled. "I've done nothing wrong."
"I'm sure we could come up with something." Guy tapped his chin. "That girl who brought the bread looked rather too young to be working here. You do recall what happened to Mother's?"
"Daisy is of age," Bel lied.
"Daisy, is it?" Guy smiled. "A pretty name for a pretty poppet. I daresay she'd look even prettier in my bed if you'd like me to take her off your hands."
"Like you took Becca from Lord Baelish?" Bel asked.
"You've a good memory," Guy said. He toasted her with his beer. "I know you've got the coin to pay, tight-fisted as you are. But if you'd like your tax halved, you need only give me a bit of pretty to warm my bed." He drained his tankard, then placed it on the table with a clunk. "You've a fortnight to decide."
When he was gone Bel paced the floor, one hand worrying at the hilt of her dagger. Poor Becca had been exhausted when Guy finally grew bored and returned her. For three months he'd stuck his cock in her morning, noon, and night. And he'd never fucked her for less than an hour at a time, or so Becca had told Ynys. Sweet, shy, pious Daisy would never endure such treatment; at present, she only bedded perhaps two men a week, and at least they paid for her time. Guy might have fed Becca well and let her do what she liked when not in his bed, but he hadn't paid her so much as a copper.
For three days, Bel prayed and pondered. Guy was right; she could not take her grievance to the Hand of the King. Even if she was one of the few petitioners who was heard the next day he held court, why should Lord Rowan believe her? A tax farmer was far more respectable than a whore. Or, worse, she might give the Lord Hand the notion of putting a new tax on brothels. Not that Bel would still have a brothel once Guy's brother the goldcloak captain heard what she had done. Ser Jacelyn Bywater might not stand for corruption amongst the goldcloaks, but he was a busy man, not the sort whom Bel could see at her leisure.
Master Mott and a few of her other customers had the standing to call upon Ser Jacelyn, but Bel hesitated to ask. Even a lofty guild master would probably have to wait a few weeks before meeting with Ser Jacelyn, and she had only ten days left before Guy came to collect. If any of her customers were nobles, that would be different.
Well, Bel didn't have any noble customers, but she knew someone who did.
Bel huffed and panted as she walked up the Street of Silk. The hill was steeper than she recalled, and she was often short of breath since the great fire. So was Wren, whenever she went up or downstairs too fast or tried to run in the snow.
One could barely tell that Alayaya's had been badly damaged in the great fire. The roof was freshly thatched, the burnt and broken timbers replaced, the smoke streaked plaster whitewashed and painted brightly. When the maid showed her in, the air smelt of incense and exotic flowers. Bel waited for Alayaya upon a plush couch in a warm, well lit chamber, nursing her envy with a cup of hot mulled wine that tasted of orange and spices.
When Alayaya finally swept into the room, she looked more like a noble lady than a whore. Gold and orange silks swathed her from head to toe, the colors making her dark skin glisten like onyx. Her black hair was twisted in ornate braids that fell over her shoulder; gems glittered on her belt and at her ears.
Marei looked almost drab beside her. Her face was even paler than her white-gold hair, her green eyes dull. Dark green skirts hid her feet, but Bel could hear the soft thump of Marei's false foot. During the great fire, a timber had fallen on her, crushing her foot. Alayaya had paid for a maester to cut off the flesh before it rotted and for a midwife to nurse Marei back to health. Despite her suffering, Marei was almost as lovely as the bitch queen who had been her half-sister. The lack of disdainful looks helped, to be sure.
Ever gracious, Alayaya sent for more hot mulled wine, as if it cost no more than common ale. Bel sipped hers slowly as she traded courtesies. Yes, the weather was foul; they could only pray winter would end soon. No, the walk up the Street of Silk had not taxed her overmuch; Bel was in good health, and she hoped Marei had recovered from her injuries. Had Alayaya heard that the grippe was going around Flea Bottom again? Alayaya hadn't; neither she nor her girls ever went near that pig sty.
"I pity the poor folk who must live there," Alayaya said earnestly, looking younger than her twenty-three years. "Though I do not share your faith, when Septon Jonothor asked for alms to help ease their suffering, I couldn't help but say yes. I gave him some of my mother's jewels, and he was ever so grateful."
"You've a kind heart," Bel said, trying not to choke on the words. "That- that is why I've come t' ask your help."
Alayaya tilted her head, curious, not noticing Marei's frown. Briefly, Bel explained about Guy the tax farmer, the demand he'd made of her, her desire not to pay it, and the power of a soft word in the ear of one of Alayaya's noble customers.
"Why not just pay?" Alayaya asked, confused. "I gave Guy a cask of Arbor gold and an afternoon with Sallei and Tysane and he was well contented."
"But you didn't owe him anything," Bel protested. "Just as I don't owe him anything."
Alayaya shrugged. "We're lucky the goldcloaks haven't bothered us since Ser Jacelyn took charge, but such good fortune could not last forever. The captains must bribe the harbormaster, the merchants must bribe the customs sergeants, and now we must bribe Guy. It is the way of the world, my mother said."
"Of course she did," Bel snapped. "Chataya always had plenty of gold t' spare. And so she should, the way she turned into a shameless lickspittle whenever she glimpsed a lord."
Alayaya stiffened. "You will not speak of my mother that way."
For once in her life, Bel's tongue was faster than her wits. "Why, because it's true?"
"Chataya feared nobles, and for good reason," Marei said, her voice chilly. She put an arm around Alayaya's shoulders as the younger girl's eyes glistened with unshed tears. "Yaya, sister—"
"Get out," Alayaya whispered. Her shoulders shook; tears began to fall. "Marei, make her leave."
Before Marei could say a word, Bel fled.
The sound of sobs and the glare of wildfire green eyes seemed to follow Bel as she trudged back down the Street of Silk. Thick wool stockings and heavy leather boots could only do so much against the cold, and she shivered as she clutched her cloak about her. Bel was wistfully thinking of summer when her patten skidded on a hidden patch of ice. She fell, landing in a snow drift with a gasp that drove the air from her lungs.
Stunned and breathless, the gods only knew how long she might have lain there, flat on her back and frozen to the bone. But though there were few passersby, one must have seen her and taken pity. A pair of hands grasped hers, yanking Bel to her feet. Before she could recover her wits, the rescuer was gone.
When Bel reached home she was still shaking, and her cloak and her boots were soaked through. She hung them by the hearth to dry, then staggered upstairs. Changing into fresh clothes made her teeth finally stop chattering, but her thoughts refused to do the same. For the next several days Bel warred with herself, trying to decide what to do.
Her nerves chafed themselves raw as the end of the fortnight drew closer. Wren was no help. Unused to being told no, she kept worrying at the notion of an apprenticeship like a dog at a bone. Rather than scold her daughter, Bel forestalled her by blaming their lack of coin. "We've naught to spare," she reminded Wren over and over again. Besides, Guy the tax farmer would soon return, and then what? Bel couldn't pay Guy in full, he'd just come back in a month or two and demand even more coin. But letting him have poor Daisy...
"Go speak t' Alayaya again," Joss urged. "She's a goodhearted lass. Humble yourself and beg pardon, it's the only way."
"No," Bel said stubbornly. "Not if Naet—"
"If!" Joss scoffed. "If they use Naet's ferry, if Naet does as you say, if they listen t' him, if they agree t' meet you afore time runs out, if they agree t' help, and if they have the power t' do aught about it. That's too many ifs!"
But the gods must have heard Bel's prayers, for the very next day, Naet brought her the long-awaited message upon which she'd pinned all her hopes.
With a cloak borrowed from Ynys and her own pink silk dress, Bel almost looked as though she belonged at the finest public bathhouse in the city. The attendant seemed to sense nothing amiss. She promptly took Bel's coin and showed her to an empty chamber, the best in the house. The tub was enormous, big enough for six at least. Steam filled the air as another attendant saw to it that the water was hot; a third brought a tray of perfumed soaps and beautifully carved combs.
Still feeling queasy at the cost to her purse, Bel let an attendant undress her and help her into the tub. Her skin tingled as she sank into the water. She had not felt so warm since winter began. It was no hardship to sit and wait, basking in the heat.
Bel's fingers were beginning to prune when she heard voices outside the door. "M'lady must have our best, of course," the attendant said. "If m'lady will allow me a moment to remove the current occupant?"
"No need," said the lady. Her voice was smooth and polished, nothing like Bel remembered. "And I shan't need an attendant; my own maid shall suffice."
"Of course, m'lady, of course."
And before Bel had the chance to gird herself, the door creaked open.
Lady Jeyne Poole strode into the room as if she owned it. A heavy fur cloak hung from her shoulders; sapphires gleamed at her ears and throat. Behind her trailed a maid, garbed in livery of grey and white and blue. Merissa of Sherrer.
Wary of giving offense, Bel averted her eyes as Merissa helped her lady undress. It seemed an age before she heard the soft splash of a body sliding into the water, followed (to her great surprise) by a second splash. When she looked up, both Lady Jeyne and Merissa sat on the other side of the tub. The water rippled as they adjusted themselves, the lady sinking low to ensure that her breasts were fully covered.
Bel bit back a laugh at such awkward modesty. How could she have forgotten the lady's youth? Lady Jeyne couldn't be more than twenty, if that, yet Bel's fate rested in her delicate, unmarred hands.
Lady Jeyne looked at Bel, her brow furrowed. "You were fatter the last time I saw you." Beside her Merissa groaned; a moment later the water sloshed. "Ow!" Lady Jeyne said. "Don't elbow me, Meri, I meant it as a compliment."
"Thank you, m'lady," Bel replied once she found her tongue. "I'm honored that you agreed t' speak with me."
"Meri insisted," Lady Jeyne gave her maid a look of exasperation, but it was queerly mingled with fondness. "She reminded me that Her Grace might have rewarded you, but as I had not, the least I could do was see what you wanted." She turned back to Bel, her face suddenly expressionless. "I daresay you must want something very badly. Else you would not have dared to ask me for a meeting."
Bel lowered her head, wishing she could cry on command like Ynys. "M'lady, I must beg your forgiveness. I knew 'twas improper, but I'm desperate, and there was no one else I could turn t' for help."
Lady Jeyne tilted her head, clearly intrigued. "Go on."
"It's the new tax on brothels, m'lady," Bel said. "I'm glad t' give the king his due, but the tax farmer... Guy refuses t' take payment unless I give him one of my girls as well. Daisy, a girl only just sixteen, and as mild and timid as a milkmaid. And Guy doesn't want her for a mistress t' be paid with coin. She'll be naught but a plaything, a toy t' keep in his bed until he grows bored and gives her back."
"A bedslave," Merissa whispered, one hand clutching at her lady.
"The old gods and the new forbid slavery," Lady Jeyne said sharply. "And there is no new tax on brothels. But why come to me? Why not go to the goldcloaks?"
Bel gestured helplessly. "M'lady, the tax farmer's brother is a captain in the goldcloaks. Who do you think they would believe, a tax farmer and one of their own, or a whore? But if rumors of slavery and corruption were reported to Ser Jacelyn Bywater himself, and by a lady well known to be beloved of the queen..."
Lady Jeyne looked pleased by the flattery. "Ah. Yes, I see." She pursed her lips thoughtfully. "I suppose I could speak to Ser Jacelyn this afternoon, since I'm already in the city."
Relief washed over Bel like a wave. "Oh, m'lady, would you? I stalled Guy by telling him that I needed time t' gather the coin, but it's only a few more days afore he returns t' take poor Daisy."
"He shan't have the chance," Lady Jeyne declared. And with that she rose from the water, slipped on a bed robe, and made for the adjoining privy.
Left alone, Bel and Merissa of Sherrer looked at each other. Merissa's hair was still a light brown, her skin freckled, her height as middling as Bel's. But while Lady Jeyne had remained flat as a boy, Merissa had grown buxom, with all the lush curves which her mistress lacked. The last time Bel saw Merissa up close, her hands were red and raw from scrubbing, covered in blisters and callus. Now her hands were soft and smooth, unblemished by hard labor.
"Are—" Merissa swallowed, nervous. "Are you well?"
"That depends upon Lady Jeyne and Ser Jacelyn Bywater," Bel said.
Merissa snorted. "Jeyne calls him Ser Jacelyn Busywater. He's not at all friendly, but he takes being the lord commander very seriously, and he hates corruption. The moment my lady says the word, he'll have Guy and his brother clapped in irons."
"I pray he does."
"He will," Merissa insisted. "Jeyne will make him, I'm sure of it, else she wouldn't be able to sleep tonight." She sighed. "Jeyne had no rest last night, not after the ferry man gave me your message. She tossed and turned for ages, and then wept in her sleep."
"You are her bedmaid, then?" Bel asked, careful to not to show her growing suspicions.
When Merissa flushed pink, that was all the answer she needed. "Jeyne doesn't like to remember the broth- the inn," Merissa said, quickly changing the subject. "She used to have nightmares where Baelish came for us before we could escape. If you had not protected us..." she shuddered. "It is a debt we cannot repay."
Lady Jeyne did not seem to agree. When she returned from the privy, she made it quite clear that Bel was not to summon her again. Gods forbid that anyone learn that Lady Jeyne Poole had met with a whore, let alone that she had once spent several months in a house of ill repute.
"Of course." Bel bowed her head. She had expected as much. "I shall take my leave, if it please m'lady?"
"It does," Lady Jeyne said graciously. "I should like to bathe before I meet with Ser Jacelyn."
Bel suspected the lady had other intentions, judging by the way she eyed her maid as Bel quickly dried off and dressed. It was unusual, if not unheard of for a maid to help bathe her mistress by climbing into the bath with her, but that they should sit so close together, their hands hidden beneath the water, their breaths oddly loud...
It will end badly, Bel thought, shaking her head as she closed the door behind her. Nobles could do as they pleased (and did), but those beneath them always paid the price. Soon or late, Lady Jeyne would require a highborn husband. When that day came, Merissa would be abandoned by her lover. Even if Lady Jeyne kept her, Merissa could expect no more than scattered crumbs of affection. And that was the best possible outcome. At worst, the poor lass could be forced to share her favors with her mistress's husband whether she will or no.
But Bel was far more concerned with whether Daisy would share a similar fate. Truth be told, it was all she could think of as she waited to see whether Guy would appear on her doorstep. She could let Nettles worry over Hazel's melancholy and her sickly babe, just as she let Alys waste her time stitching scraps into an ill-fitting gown for Wobble.
The appointed day came, but Guy the tax farmer did not. When a knock came at her door at midmorning, it was two men-at-arms. Bel was about to call for Ser Lorent to send them off when she glimpsed the black and scarlet livery hidden beneath their plain brown cloaks.
"How may I help you?" Bel asked, barely keeping herself from trembling.
"Get your cloak and come with us," said one of the men-at-arms.
They brought her to an almshouse near Old King's Square. No one paid them much mind as they slipped inside. The poor were too busy waiting in line for stew, huddling by the hearths to keep warm, or sleeping upon their sick beds. Septas and lay sisters bustled around the hall, some in yellow robes, some in blue, and some in white.
It was a septa in white who led them to the small solar off the side of the hall. She said not a word to Bel, only gestured for her to go in, then shut the door behind her. Bel was alone, with no company save a table, a few chairs, an altar with a statue of the Mother, and the men-at-arms standing guard outside.
When she heard a herald cry out the arrival of Princess Rhaenys of House Targaryen, Bel thought she might faint. Playing the bitch queen for a fool was one thing; that had been her notion, her means of taking some petty vengeance. But however Bel had drawn Princess Rhaenys's notice, it had not been by her own design. She knew nothing of what awaited her; all she knew was that her heart beat louder and faster with every passing minute.
It must have been over an hour when at last the door creaked open. Nervous beyond all measure, Bel almost tripped over her own feet in her haste to rise from her chair and fall to her knees. That done, she stared at the floor, not even daring to raise her eyes.
"I don't know what Cersei did to you, but you needn't fear me," a gentle voice said.
Bel looked up. Princess Rhaenys was a vision of splendor. Her gown was of black velvet, her bodice and sleeves slashed with scarlet silk. A silver tiara rested atop her dark hair, set with massive oval rubies that blazed in the light of the fire. Her nose was large, her skin as brown as Bel's. That almost comforted her. Almost. Dornishwoman or not, she was still the king's sister.
Before the princess could say aught else, the sound of bells echoed over the city. Once, twice, twelve times they rang, calling out the Hour of the Mother. Her skirts rustling, Princess Rhaenys turned to the altar.
There were several candles sitting by the Mother's feet. Princess Rhaenys lit them all, ignoring Bel as she knelt behind her. It pleased her to see that the princess prayed in the proper fashion, her upturned palms held before her heart rather than pressed together. Bel breathed a little easier as she prayed to the Mother and beseeched her for protection, not just for herself but for Joss and Wren and all her girls.
When Bel finished, it was hard not to fidget. Thankfully, prayer had restored some semblance of her usual control. Bel hid her impatience as she waited for the princess to be done, just she hid her nerves when the princess at last rose to her feet and bade Bel do the same. Her legs were stiff, but she knew better than to take a seat as the princess did.
"So," Princess Rhaenys said bluntly, "Lady Jeyne tells me that the crown has you to thank for the dozen tax farmers and three goldcloak captains whom Ser Jacelyn Bywater arrested last night."
Bel blinked. "M'lady?"
"Stealing from the crown is tantamount to treason." Princess Rhaenys drummed her fingers against the arm rest of her chair. "Yet they dared collect taxes in the king's name, taxes which did not exist, and kept the coin for themselves. Should the crown tolerate such insolence?"
There was a long pause before Bel realized the princess wished for her to respond. "No, m'lady, of course not."
"Just so." Princess Rhaenys leaned back in her chair. "Ser Jacelyn swears he has done his utmost to stamp out such corruption. But he is but one man, and one with far too many duties. These rats are not the only ones to escape his notice, are they?"
"The goldcloaks were much worse under Janos Slynt," Bel said honestly. "But..."
Princess Rhaenys leaned forward, her brown eyes intent. "But?"
There was nothing to do but explain. Bel began with Guy the tax farmer, repeating all that she had told Lady Jeyne and more besides. Somehow that led to talking of the harbormaster and the customs sergeants, then all the other sundry crown officials whom Lord Baelish had once bade her charge no more than half price.
"A few have died, but the rest are still serving." Bel shrugged. "I had a list of some of them written for Lord Tyrion when he was the Hand, but he never did naught about it."
Princess Rhaenys raised an eyebrow. "Too busy managing his bitch of a sister and fighting Stannis, I daresay. And once he perished, no doubt the matter was entirely forgotten. Such affairs were always beneath Cersei's notice, more fool she." When Bel snorted, the princess smiled. "But you would know all about that, wouldn't you?"
Bel froze. "Know about what, m'lady?"
Princess Rhaenys gave her a knowing look. "You forget that I oft served as Cersei's bedmaid. Truthfully, I would have had no notion of what you were up to if not for Queen Sansa. When I first met her in Sunspear, I was most curious how she and her sister had managed to escape the city. Sansa told me, of course. Imagine my surprise when Cersei boasted that the same Dornish whore was bringing her juicy whispers, whispers which always seemed to either flatter her or infuriate her. Tell me, did Aurane Waters really call her a shrew with saggy teats?"
Laughter burst from Bel's lips. And once she started laughing, she couldn't stop. Her shoulders shook; tears welled in her eyes. Soon Princess Rhaenys was laughing too, her eyes crinkling as she covered her mouth with her hand.
When the princess at last sent her on her way, Bel was in high good humor. Miserable as it was to walk back to the Street of Silk in the cold, the weight of the coins in her purse was fine consolation. It was a shock when she entered the brothel to find Joss and Wren huddled together beside the hearth, their faces streaked with tears.
"What is it?" Bel demanded. "Is Hazel—"
The force of Joss's embrace knocked the wind out of her. The next thing Bel knew, Wren was clinging to her and sobbing onto her shoulder whilst Joss babbled in her ear.
"—royal men-at-arms, we were so worried, Ynys went t' Ser Woth but he didn't know anything, only that Ser Jacelyn arrested two dozen tax farmers and goldcloak captains—"
"A dozen tax farmers, and three captains," Bel corrected, patting Wren on the back. "There, there, I've come t' no harm." She pulled out the purse, fat with coin. "See this? It's for—"
"For my apprenticeship?" Wren gasped, her eyes as big as eggs. "Oh, auntie, thank you, thank you!"
"It's not for an apprenticeship," Bel said harshly.
Wren's face fell; Joss pulled away. "Why not?" he asked, his dark eyes cold. "We've the coin."
"And it'd be wasted when she can't even pick what trade she wants to learn!" Bel flung back. "She's not old enough, she's just a babe—"
"I am not!" Wren shouted. She stamped her foot, crying once more. "I'm not a baby, and I'm sick of being treated like one!"
"Then stop acting like one," Bel told her. "You're our daughter, and—"
"No I'm not!" Wren shrieked. "You're not my ma, you're not even really my auntie! I hate you!"
And suddenly Bel's cheek was red and burning. Wren pulled her hand back, her mouth agape. As if it had a mind of its own, Bel's hand flew to return the slap. No, no, a part of her shouted, but it was too late—
Joss seized her by the wrist, stopping the blow before it could fall. "Enough!"
As Wren fled sobbing and Joss dragged her upstairs, Bel's breasts heaved as if she had run a race. She had never struck their daughter before, never, but that Wren should say such awful things... Bel sniffled, her heart aching in her chest. Her cheeks were wet, but Joss had one hand and the other held the purse. She used it to wipe her eyes, the coins clinking faintly as Joss pulled her through the door to their room.
"Explain," Joss demanded tersely.
"Princess Rhaenys wished t' reward me for what I told Lady Jeyne," Bel said. She drew a long, shuddering breath. "Her ladyship was none too pleased t' find out the crown was being robbed blind by its own men. She gave me this purse, and said there's more t' be had if I—"
"If you what?" Joss's voice was dangerously soft. "If you gather whispers for her? I thought Lord Morrigen was the master o' whisperers."
"Only in name," Bel told him. "The court wouldn't abide a Dornishwoman on the small council."
Joss sat heavily on the bed. "I don't like it. No good ever comes o' mucking about with nobles."
Bel laughed with disbelief. "Did I imagine the coin in our cellar from Queen Sansa? Did I imagine Lady Jeyne seeing t' Guy with a snap of her dainty fingers? Did I imagine this?" She shook the purse from Princess Rhaenys, making the coins jingle.
"And how long will such luck last?" Joss asked gruffly. "Or have you forgotten what happened t' poor Prudence?"
Stricken, Bel struggled to find her tongue. "Princess Rhaenys is not Cersei," she finally said. "She's a Dornishwoman, a daughter o' Sunspear."
"And of House Targaryen," Joss replied, implacable. "If you must gather whispers, at least put the coin t' good use. Let Wren have her apprenticeship, aye, and let Tanselle have hers."
"No." Bel clenched her fists tight. "Then Nettles and Prudence will want t' go too, even though their debts aren't paid."
"So? We've plenty of coin. We can take the loss, and find new girls t' take their place. If you let them go—"
"Go where?" Bel shouted. "Off t' live in some other house, with a mistress that might beat them, or starve them, or let them wander the city alone? Nay, I know what's best for them, and it's t' stay here, where they're safe."
Joss laughed bitterly. "How shall you spend the coin, then? On locks for their doors and bars for their windows? Why not, if you mean t' make our home into a gaol?"
Struck speechless, Bel had no recourse but to stomp away, slamming the door behind her.
The weeks that followed were the most miserable she had known in years. Wren refused to speak to her, no matter how many little treats Bel bought her. As for Joss, he spoke to her as he always did, but there was a distance between them, a tension that leeched into the air. Baffled and unsettled, the girls tiptoed around the three of them as if they were jars of wildfire. Gari and Hubard, meanwhile, pretended nothing was amiss, Bu didn't notice, and Ser Lorent Storm and Wat (who had noticed) had the good sense to mind their tongues.
Lacking any better way to vent her displeasure, Bel took to throwing knives each night once everyone else was abed. Not that it helped. Either her aim went awry, or she threw so hard that it took her ages to pry the knife out of the target.
That was how she spent the afternoon of the new year's solstice, flinging knives whilst Joss and the girls attended the lighting of the bonfires, then came back to open the brothel for the drunk men eager to begin the new year in a warm wet cunt. Bel sang for them, prayed to the Stranger for Lena when the bells tolled twelve, then went to bed as soon as the bells rang the curfew.
Bel rose early to the sight of a blue sky and a golden dawn. Hope crept into her heart as she dressed, looking wistfully at the still sleeping Joss. The new year was for new beginnings, a chance to set things right. So what if Joss wouldn't admit he was wrong? After she fetched her yearly purse from the steward at the Aegonfort, Bel would go to the market square. Joss had wanted a new cleaver and a sturdy cauldron for ages; she could part with some of her precious coins for his sake.
Ser Lorent, Wat, and Hubard accompanied her as Bel walked through the streets. She did not like trusting to chance; Seven forbid some thief snatch her purse as she returned from the Aegonfort. Revelers crowded the streets, eager to celebrate the new year, not to mention the first clear day in ages.
Bel's legs were sore and her feet were freezing by the time they reached the Blackwater. Alas, Naet's ferry was on the other side, waiting for a group of knights to lead their oddly reluctant horses aboard. Poor beasts; she wondered what had spooked them. Not that it mattered. She could be patient; today would be a good day, she knew it.
And yet, something made her skin itch as Bel stood by the shore. Her ears felt queer, as if she had dunked her head in water. Her belly lurched; the hairs on the back of her neck bristled; her eyes darted hither and yon, looking for some unknown foe.
But there was nothing, nothing but a bank of thick black clouds way off to the north, and a rising northern wind whose howl pierced like ice. Bel watched with growing dread, her heart thudding in her ears. With each heartbeat the clouds seemed to move faster, rolling and crashing like waves upon the shore, descending upon the city—
And then there was nothing but darkness.
Notes:
Dun dun duuuuuuun! Can't wait to see y'all sound off in the comments 🥰 18 chapters + the epilogue left!
This chapter was so, so hard to write. The outline came together relatively quickly, but then I hit a wall of writer's block when it came to the prose. Breaks always throw me off due to the loss of usual routine, and I've also been running, gardening, baking, and oh yeah, planning a wedding, because I got engaged! 💍 which is so exciting and wonderful, but not so great for my ability to focus on fanfic ;) Here's hoping that I've broken through and July will go better than June 🤞🏻
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173: Jon IV
174: Olyvar IV
175: Edythe II
176: Arya IVNOTES
1) The birth of a royal heir was a pretty big deal, and usually resulted in public celebrations. There were ceremonies, feasts, and sometimes tourneys; when the King Francis I of France finally got his first son in 1518, they took almost 2 months to plan lavish festivities.
2) Public lotteries did sometimes occur in the medieval era, usually to finance fortifications or to help the poor. Using the word lottery or raffle felt out of place in ASOIAF, so I called it drawing lots.
3) Cleaning in the medieval era was extremely labor intensive and used a lot of nasty, intense cleaning agents like lye soap.
4) People are people, and putting animals in clothes is hilarious no matter the era. Ynys dressing up Wobble was inspired by this tumblr post about a tailor's apprentice who made a suit for a cat one evening in 1775 when his master was out.
5) Hot mulled wine would be too pricey for Bel and for some of her clientele, so I looked up alternatives. It turns out that hot beer was indeed a thing in medieval times! "Beer poking" was used to warm up frigid beer, and it had the bonus effect of caramelizing some of the sugars in the beer.
6) Games of tiles are vaguely mentioned in canon; I added card games. Yes, medieval people played card games! Historians have not been able to identify particular games, though, because there weren't really standardized games or rules, or even card decks:
In the late Middle Ages and early modern times, card playing was widely enjoyed by all levels of society, perhaps because it was more challenging than dice and other games of pure chance yet less cerebral than chess.
The cards themselves are not a game but the means for one, and the games played at the time are as varied as those who played them. This was particularly true before decks were standardized; without uniform decks there could be no codified games that all could play.
Chapter 173: Jon IV
Notes:
December 305 AC - February 306 AC
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Jon Snow, Lord Commander of the Night’s Watch, 305 AC
By ohnoitsmyraContent warning: Thoughts of suicide.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Beneath the morning sun, the world was blinding bright.
Jon squinted, trying to blink away the stars that marred his vision. It had snowed again yesterday, covering the godswood in a cold, dazzling blanket. Everywhere he looked was white, save for the dark waters of the steaming hot pools and the blood red leaves of the heart tree. Ghost's eyes were the same shade of red. They gleamed like garnets, his worry plain as he nuzzled at Jon's hand.
Suddenly dizzy, Jon leaned against the direwolf. Perhaps it was nerves, or perhaps it was the pain that gnawed at him, familiar and unwelcome. His boot had been padded to account for the loss of his two smallest toes, yet they itched and ached as though he had them still.
Such phantom pains were common, or so Maester Turquin said. Three-Finger Hobb agreed, as did one-armed Dolorous Edd, and all three men insisted that the cure was to eat often and well. Well-meant or not, Jon refused to heed such advice. He ate just enough to quiet his stomach's growls, resenting every mouthful. After the blizzard he had meant to starve himself to death, and would have, were he not so weak-willed. Instead he had yielded to Rickon's pleading, just as he had yielded when Bran insisted that Jon join the trueborn Starks in the godswood on the morning of the year-end solstice.
At Bran's direction, they stood in a crescent around the heart tree, each with a dragonglass dagger in hand. His heart heavy, Jon looked upon the faces of those he had once called his brothers and sisters. Robb, stern and solemn, with Grey Wind sitting by his side. Arya, her short hair mussed, her grey eyes bright and curious, Nymeria's tail lashing as the she-wolf paced. Rickon, scowling, one hand wrapped in the scruff of Shaggydog's furry neck. Sansa, serene and beautiful and wolfless.
As for Bran, he sat amongst the weirwood's roots, his eyes closed. Summer lay beside him, the wolf's head resting upon the wooden trestle which Bran insisted on using to pull himself around. It was too much work for him, Jon was convinced; Bran had looked flushed, almost feverish when he took up his seat.
That had been just after dawn. Long hours had passed since then. Jon wondered what thoughts occupied the others as they stood waiting. It was a wonder that Arya had kept (mostly) still for so long, let alone Rickon. Rickon had argued fiercely that he be allowed to join his siblings beneath the heart tree, not left out as Robb originally intended.
"The slightest distraction could send Bran's work awry," Robb told him. "You are yet a boy, undisciplined and—"
"—and a prince of Winterfell," Rickon interrupted, stubborn. "Sansa and Bran haven't lived here in years, how come they get to defend our home and I don't?"
They had come to an impasse; neither Robb nor Rickon would budge an inch. Until, despite their endless quarrels, Bran had grudgingly admitted that Rickon would be of use. "So long as he does exactly as he's told and nothing else," Bran said pointedly.
The same went for the rest of them. Unlike Lord Brynden Rivers, Bran would not employ deception to steal their strength in their dreams. But only Bran, a greenseer, could wield that strength. No one else had any knowledge of the spells and sorcery which were his domain, and the weight of that burden weighed heavily upon him.
As the solstice drew near, Bran had grown increasingly moody. Dark circles appeared under his eyes; he seemed almost feverish each time he returned from sitting his vigil beneath the heart tree. Whatever the weirwoods had shown him, Bran would not say.
Nor would he accept Samwell Tarly's many offers to share the books of lore he had brought from Castle Black. Queerly, someone else had. Gilly, of all people, had somehow heard about Sam's books, persuaded him to lend them to her, and was slowly making her way through a tome a week, snatching time to read whenever Sansa did not require her maid's assistance.
"Gilly asked if the singer was awake yet," Sam had mentioned a few days past. "On behalf of Queen Sansa, she said, but..." he put a gloved hand to his mouth, frowning when he realized he was unable to gnaw at a fingernail like he usually would. "Gilly turned pink when she said it, and her face fell when I said the singer was still asleep. And she's been borrowing a new book almost every day now."
Jon ignored that. Sam might be blind to Gilly's attentions, but that was none of his concern. If Gilly meant to tempt Sam into breaking his vows, let her try. Either Sam would blush and stammer himself silly and send her away, or he'd find some much needed comfort in a pair of soft arms. The lord commander could not reproach him for that; the gods knew half the black brothers visited camp followers when they could.
A twinge from his phantom toes brought Jon back to the present. The sun was almost overhead. When the bells tolled noon, Bran would finally begin his work.
At first, there had been cautious rejoicing when reports came that the wight attacks across the North were dwindling. Though Winterfell had been left untouched, the clans of the northern mountains and the folk of Last Hearth and the Karhold had endured dozens of attacks upon their holdfasts and villages. Now those attacks had ceased; the Others themselves had not been sighted in more than a moon's turn.
"The Others have withdrawn beyond the Wall," Bran informed them after an afternoon beneath the heart tree. "The Wall is only cracked, not broken, and its magic still diminishes their power. They are stronger north of the Wall, and strongest of all in the heart of winter. Whatever they have planned for the solstice..."
Bran's voice trailed off. He stared off into the distance, his expression haunted. Suddenly, he clenched his fists. "It doesn't matter. We'll slam the door shut behind them, and seal the Wall so that no one can ever cross it again."
Robb heartily approved of the plan, and though Jon had many misgivings, he chose to keep them to himself. No one else seemed to have realized that if Bran succeeded, the free folk would be permanently cut off from their homes, an outcome which would horrify northmen and free folk alike. But if that was the price that must be paid to defeat the Others...
Please, gods, let it work, Jon prayed. When the war for the dawn was won, he could finally let go. He was more than ready to die, to be buried with the secrets that weighed heavy upon his shoulders. He was so weary. Weary of rising in the morning, weary of being lord commander, weary of dreaming each night. Sometimes Jon wandered in the darkness of the crypt beneath Winterfell. Sometimes he ran through a maze of winter roses, thorns tearing at his flesh as he searched for a sobbing maid that he never found. And once, he had dreamt of a three-eyed crow, which cawed at him for so long that its cawing began to sound like words.
Unsettled, he asked Bran about his dream the next time they were briefly alone. Bran gave no reply, just mumbled something to himself about puppets. He was just as dismissive when Jon ventured to ask whether they should be concerned that the singer Leaf was still asleep.
"Someone once told me that magic is a sword without a hilt," Jon said. "But the singers lived and breathed spells and enchantments. If we had a singer's counsel—"
"Leaf's not even a greenseer," Bran scowled. "I don't need her counsel, I don't need anyone's counsel."
Suddenly uneasy, Jon's eyes flicked to the singer curled in the branches of the weirwood. When the bells began to toll, he almost leapt out of his skin. Yet the singer slept on, heedless of the knells that broke the silence of the godswood.
On the twelfth knell the godswood vanished. In a blink Jon was in the white roots that delved beneath the earth; another blink, and he was floating in a field of countless stars, so luminous and beautiful that it took his breath away. Robb swore; Sansa gasped with wonder; Arya and Rickon stared with eyes as big as saucers.
Bran was unmoved. His gaze was fixed on the darkest part of the night sky, a gaping maw limned with flickering ice-blue light. Whatever it was, it chilled Jon to the bone. If Bran felt the same, he gave no sign of it. He turned his back on the maw, his face determined.
Slowly, deliberately, he lifted his hand.
Something tugged at Jon's gut. Entranced, he watched as wisps of silver stardust shimmered into being. Round and round they danced, spinning as if upon an invisible distaff. Wisps became threads; threads twisted themselves into rope, with one end anchored in his belly and the other clasped in Bran's fist. More ropes of stardust soon joined his, one tethered to Robb and one to Rickon. As for the girls...
"I'm not Lord Brynden," Bran scolded as wisps of stardust spun into delicate threads that promptly unraveled. "Stop fighting me!"
"I'm not trying to," Arya protested. She scrunched up her face; the wisps spun again. This time the threads held, twining into a fourth rope which she threw at her brother.
The silver cloud around Sansa was not so obliging. Wisps of stardust clung to her long auburn hair like wool on a sheep, shining so bright it hurt his eyes. "Something feels wrong," she said, her face pale. "Bran, I think—"
Far below, the Wall stretched across the sky, a vast cliff of cracked ice both distant yet somehow real.
"I don't care what you think," Bran snapped. "Come on, there's no time!"
Sansa's eyes narrowed; lightning flashed. The wisps vanished, replaced by an immense rope of stardust which nearly smacked Bran in the face before he grabbed it tight. "Finally," he grumbled, staring down at the Wall. "Now shush, all of you; I need to concentrate."
For a while Jon watched him work, overwhelmed by awe. With one hand Bran gripped the ropes; with the other, he pinched off a handful of stardust. It melted in his cupped fingers, a pool of silver mortar. Carefully, he let the mortar spill, dripping slowly into the crack in the Wall that loomed over Eastwatch.
He is Bran the Builder come again, Jon thought giddily.
Old Nan said Bran's namesake had raised the Wall with naught but his own two hands and a little help. A mammoth had hauled the slabs of stone and ice from their quarries, and Bran the Builder had used a magical hammer to split them into blocks and stack them up, laboring so hard that the hammer had fallen apart the instant the Wall was finished.
The Wall had been much shorter then. Over the millenia since, men had raised it higher and higher. Mending such an immensity took time, even for a greenseer. Bran was only half through sealing the crack by Eastwatch when Rickon suddenly broke the silence. "Something's pulling me," he declared.
"That's me, stupid," Bran growled, intent on his task.
"I feel something too," Sansa insisted. "Not you, something else. Can't you hear it whispering?"
"I don't hear anything," Robb put in sternly. "Now hush, both of you, you're distracting Bran."
Arya ignored him. "That black star wasn't so close before," she said, worried. "Can't you tell? It's moving toward us."
No, Jon realized as he looked up, horrorstruck. It's pulling us in.
Bran tried to fight back, but it was already too late. The ice-blue light was a circle of jagged teeth, eager to devour its prey. The maw swallowed up all the stardust he threw at it, then swallowed him too. There was no time for Bran to cry out, only to desperately throw the ropes away from him as he fell.
For a moment the ropes trembled, suspended between the maw and the five humans. Then, inexorably, the maw pulled them in. One moment Robb was swearing as he strained against the rope; the next, he willingly flung himself to his doom. Arya screamed as the maw gobbled him up, then screamed again when Sansa stopped struggling, her eyes wide and dreamy.
"Wake up, stupid!" she yelled, but it was to no avail. The darkness consumed Sansa, then Arya too, though she fought until the last. Tears streamed down Jon's cheeks as he watched, unable to save her. He couldn't, not while trying to both stand his ground and listen to the voice that called to him from the maw. That cannot be Father, Jon told himself. It is a trap, a trick of the Others.
No, Lord Eddard said gently. The Others were defeated long ago, in a great battle before the Wall. You led your men to victory, then perished of your wounds.
Jon shook his head. "No." That wasn't true, it couldn't be true. They had retreated to Winterfell, he knew they had, and then- and then- oh, why could he not remember?
Even the dead can dream. Lord Eddard's voice was sad. Come, my son, must you wander the void forever? You have more than earned your rest, and your mother has waited for you for so long.
Mother. Someone was shouting at him, but Jon didn't care. With a sigh of relief, he closed his eyes.
When he opened them, it was spring in the godswood. Jon stood beneath a lonely grey-green sentinel, feeling his hair stir in a breeze that carried the scent of flowers and the sound of laughter coming from the clearing at the heart of the godswood.
The loudest laugh was Bran's. He was dressed as a knight, a sword in one hand and a shield in the other, whirling graceful as a dancer on two strong legs. Robb parried blow after blow, but he was no match for his younger brother. When his sword went flying from his hand, Robb took the loss with good grace, clapping Bran on the back before running to embrace the doe-eyed maid who stood watching with Lady Catelyn and her daughters.
"Well done, Bran!" Lady Catelyn called with a warm smile. "Are you ready for another foe?"
"He better be," Arya said, drawing Needle from its sheath. "Come on, I'll show you how I beat a dozen bravos and won the Sealord's favor."
"They weren't knights," Bran retorted as he raised his blade.
"Neither is Arya," Sansa said, her eyes full of mischief. "Isn't that right, Lady?" she asked the direwolf crouching by her side.
The she-wolf wagged her tail, then bounded off. Laughing, Sansa gave chase, oblivious to Jon's presence. Bran and Arya were just as oblivious, too busy taunting each other as they began their bout. As for Robb, he only had eyes for his lady. She stood tucked beneath his arm, blushing prettily as he whispered in her ear. Jon supposed he ought to be glad to escape Lady Catelyn's notice and the rebuke which would surely follow.
Of course, Jon could not remain invisible forever. Arya was dancing away from a backslash when she saw him. "Jon!" she shrieked, her face lit up with joy. Robb whipped his head around and whooped when he caught sight of Jon; Bran sheathed his sword, beaming ear to ear; even Sansa gave a happy gasp as Lady barked with raucous delight.
The next thing he knew, Jon was surrounded. Arya elbowed Bran in the ribs so that she could fling her arms around Jon first; the moment she let go, Robb seized him in a hug. Ever courteous, Sansa let Robb introduce his lady Jeyne and let Bran enjoy a long embrace before she stepped forward for her turn.
"I knew someone was missing," she said as she hugged him. "Oh, it's so good for us all to be together again."
Not all of us, Jon thought foggily as he hugged her back. "Where's father?"
But it was not Sansa who answered. "Beneath the heart tree."
Jon's heart sank into his boots as he ended the hug. When Sansa stepped back, Lady Catelyn stepped close. Overcome with a sense of awkward dread, Jon gave a stiff bow. To his surprise, Lady Catelyn regarded him without disdain, her eyes soft and mild.
"He's waiting for you," Lady Catelyn said, strangely gentle. "Go to him."
Fury and hope warred within him, but he couldn't remember why. Jon's heart thumped in his chest as he turned away, searching his muddled thoughts to no avail as he passed by the black pool's murky waters. The world seemed to quiver around him; each step seemed to take an eternity. Yet before he knew it, there were branches above his head, their leaves rustling in the wind.
Father looked far better than his statue in the crypt. His long brown hair hung over his face, his grey eyes soft as he offered a welcoming smile. When Lord Eddard patted the roots beside him, Jon sat, clenching and unclenching his fists as if that would help him find his tongue.
"Father," he said at last. "Father, I..."
Before he could say aught else, Lord Eddard spoke first. "I am so proud of you." His voice was thick with emotion, his eyes wet with tears. "So very proud of you, my son."
When Lord Eddard opened his arms, Jon fell into his embrace. Was it Jon who trembled, or was it the whole wide world? It felt like a thousand years had passed since he knew the safety of his father's arms, a thousand years since the last carefree days of his boyhood. But as he buried his face against his father's chest to hide the tears welling in his eyes, Jon felt like a boy once more. Finally, finally, he could rest in peace, the peace that he had craved for so long—
Krssshhhhhk!
With a sound like shattering glass, the godswood rent itself asunder. Clouds of steam rose from the hot pools as they boiled; the air turned thick and heavy, so heavy that the pressure made Jon's ears pop. The earth rolled like a ship at sea; trees crashed to the ground with a roar like thunder.
Yet somehow, Lord Eddard stood. Whilst he made for the black pool, Jon struggled to get to his feet. Again and again he fell; it seemed forever until he managed to stay upright. His stomach heaving, he lurched forward. Walking had never taken so much effort before, but walk he must. Everyone else was already gathered by the black pool, blocking his view of whatever had caused the tremors that were only now subsiding.
When Jon saw, he wished he hadn't. It was wrong, the sort of wrong that made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. An earthquake could make a river shift course or drain a lake, but it couldn't- how- what- there was a rip in the center of the black pool, a dark jagged crack of nothingness. Worse, rather than pouring into the crack, the pool's waters rose, like a waterfall turned upside down.
And then, something else rose. As the head and torso emerged from the void, Jon took a step back, his skin prickling. He knew that tousled mane of auburn hair and that scowling face; how could he have forgotten that there was a wolf cub missing from the pack?
"What's wrong with you?" Rickon screamed. Beneath the waist he had no body, yet he stood in the void all the same, brandishing his dragonglass dagger. "You left me, AGAIN, and for what?"
Lady whined; Sansa hugged the she-wolf for comfort. "Calm down," she pleaded. "Don't you understand? This is the afterlife. We can all be together, forever, with Mother and Father and everyone else we love. Robb has his Jeyne, and I've got Lady—"
"If we're all dead, then where's the other direwolves?" Rickon snapped. "Where's your husband, and Robb's real wife—"
"Jeyne is my real wife!" Robb flared, his face red.
"Jeyne is dead!" Rickon roared. "And so is Lady, and so are Mother and Father, but we're not! But you WILL be dead soon if you don't get out of here!"
Sansa's lip trembled. She clung to Lady, just as Robb clung to his Jeyne. As for Bran and Arya, they clung to their parents. Lady Catelyn and Lord Eddard held them close, ignoring Rickon as if he were not there. Only Jon stood by himself, alone with his doubts.
"You're wrong, Rickon," Robb said, his voice shaking. "Isn't he, Father?"
Rickon made an outraged noise. "That's not Father! Tell him, Jon!"
Jon hesitated. That was Father, wasn't it? He must be real, as real as the godswood around them. Jon couldn't imagine a better afterlife, a better respite from all his cares. And yet... the more he wracked his thoughts, bewildered and torn, the more his misgivings grew. He could feel Lord Eddard and Lady Catelyn's eyes, watching him. Somehow their warm gaze chilled him to the bone; he felt as if he stood upon the edge of a precipice.
Suddenly, Jon knew how he could discern the truth.
"That's not my father," he said slowly, his heart breaking. "He never was."
As the trueborn Starks murmured their confusion, Lord Eddard ought to have recoiled, stricken by guilt. But the Other who wore his face could never show such weakness, could never ruin the harmony of their false paradise. "Of course I am," it said, trying to soothe him with its stolen voice. "You are my son, the blood of Winterfell."
Oh, but he wanted to believe it. There was almost nothing Jon wanted more, not in the whole wide world. As he made his choice, his heart pounded in his chest, frantic as a rabbit.
"Yes, father."
Lord Eddard smiled. As Jon approached, he stretched his arms open wide, releasing a befuddled Arya. She stepped away, rubbing at her eyes and shaking her head. Jon ignored her; his path was clear.
A few paces, and he was once more wrapped in Lord Eddard's arms. With tears upon his cheeks, Jon leaned into the embrace. For a moment, a sense of heady peace washed over him, sweet as summerwine. Then, hating himself and everything that had led him here, Jon drove the dragonglass dagger into Lord Eddard's gut.
The Other shrieked. Dagger forgotten, Jon clapped his hands over his ears, trying and failing to block out the pain of that shrill, sharp cry. The Other fell to its knees, its blood hissing and steaming as it gushed from the wound, the flesh melting off its bones—
And then the godswood was melting too. Sky and trees and earth all warped together, their colors bleeding and blurring, twisting and turning and dissolving until there was no godswood, no field of stars, nothing but the growing cold. Jon cried out in terror as he plummeted, falling through an endless void limned by ghastly visions that flashed past at dizzying speed. A forest of jagged blue-white ice spires standing amongst a sea of bones; frost-covered monsters with too many legs and clusters of empty eyes; a crystal fortress beneath a black sky; a chorus of voices chanting in a harsh, crackling tongue; a circle of sleeping dreamers bound in glassy chains that dripped blood—
One moment Jon was looking into his own wide, frightened eyes; the next, he was thrashing against frozen bonds. A rising clamor filled the air as his sisters and brothers awoke one by one, Arya shouting, Sansa weeping, Robb swearing, and last of all Bran, whose wordless scream smote their chains into splinters. Shards of ice pursued them as they flew, past a curtain of light past the field of stars past the worms who burrowed beneath the earth past the roots past the howling wolves and back into their skins—
Jon coughed, almost choking as he gulped a deep breath of cold dry air. Night had fallen, and so had he. He lay flat on his belly in the snow, with Ghost standing guard beside him. As he clumsily staggered to his feet, his phantom toes screamed in agony. Above the godswood hung the moon, fat and full, its silvery light more than enough to see by.
With mounting dread, Jon surveyed his surroundings. Rickon stood defiant and unharmed, one hand still wound in Shaggydog's ruff. But the rest... Arya and Sansa, Robb and Bran, all lay flat on their backs, with bloody tears upon their cheeks. Bran's nose was bloody too, a scarlet river that dripped down his lips and chin as he stared into the distance, transfixed.
It was Robb who reached Bran first, his eyes wide with panic as he pushed past the whimpering Summer. "Wake up," he begged, shaking their brother by the shoulders. "Nonononono, wake up, wake UP!"
And Bran woke, gasping with fear. "Did you see it?"
"See what?" said Arya, wiping away blood.
"The lights, like frost dancing across the sky. The clouds, dark as night, and the wind..." Bran shuddered, pressing a hand to his chest as if it pained him. "There were voices on the wind, a thousand thousand voices, and they—"
Jon cut him off. "What about the Others?" he asked.
Bran flushed pink. "I... I..."
"Where's Lady?" sobbed Sansa.
"Where were we?" Arya pressed.
"Bran," Robb demanded, "what have you done?"
"What has he done?" snapped Rickon, outraged. "You forgot about me, all of you!"
"The Others bewitched us," Bran said, raising his hands defensively. "If I hadn't—"
"You said you knew what to do, and you didn't!" Sansa interrupted, still weeping. "You said you didn't need my help!
"I don't!" Bran insisted. "I'm the one who has to fix things, it's the only way to make amends for- for—"
"Don't be silly," Sansa said, angrily rubbing away her tears. "I knew something would go wrong, if you had just let me—"
"You fell for the trap too!" Rickon said, brutal. "I'm the only one who didn't, and none of you even wanted to let me come!"
Sansa's face was redder than her hair. Both she and Robb began shouting at the same time, their words incomprehensible as Rickon shouted back even louder and Bran tried and failed to be heard. Only Arya was quiet, her eyes lost in thought as she absently stroked a restive Nymeria.
"ENOUGH!" Jon bellowed, out of temper and out of patience.
To his grim satisfaction, everyone else fell silent as they turned their heads toward him. It was a ghastly sight. Every face save Rickon's was smeared with drying blood, and all their eyes were shadowed by horror.
"The Others matter above all else," Jon reminded them. He gave Bran a long, searching look. "What became of them? And what of the Wall?"
Bran wet his lips, his tongue red with blood. "A few perished in our escape," he said slowly. "But... whatever spell they cast..." his shoulders sagged heavily. "They cast it, and I couldn't stop them. Worse, they used some of our strength for the spell, drawing it from us whilst we thought ourselves safe and happy." His mouth twisted. "We would have died, if not for Rickon. And the Wall remains unsealed; they may return whenever they please."
"What else?" Between the streaks of dried blood, Robb's face was white as milk, his lips pressed into a thin line.
"I don't know," Bran admitted helplessly. "I can try to find out, but—"
"What I want to know," Arya said softly, "is why Jon said Father wasn't his father."
His blood roared in his ears. Jon swayed; if not for Ghost, he would have fallen. Bile clawed its way up his throat, the acid nearly choking him before he swallowed it back down. Perhaps he should have let it choke him. Death would be better than enduring stares that pierced like daggers. Desperate, Jon fumbled for a lie, an excuse, anything but the truth.
"Jon?"
Robb's voice was hesitant, that of a brother, not a king. But he isn't my brother, Jon thought, despairing. He had hoped this hour would never come. Yet come it had, as bleak and bitter as snow in spring.
"I want your oaths that you will speak of this to no one," Jon told them.
After a puzzled glance, Robb stepped forward. As he gave his oath the heart tree bore witness, its eyes sad and solemn. Then, one by one, the rest of Lord Eddard's children gave their oaths. Sansa was the last and most reluctant. "No one at all?" she asked, dismayed. "Not even Oly—"
"Especially not him," Jon said, implacable.
But once Sansa had sworn her oath with a frown, he didn't know where to begin. At Harrenhal? No; there was no need to prolong this agony. Best to be blunt, to lance the boil before it festered any longer.
"When Lord Eddard rode south to war, it was to seek justice for his father and brother—"
"Everyone knows that," Rickon interrupted, impatient. "Prince Rhaegar carried off Aunt Lyanna and raped her, and when Uncle Brandon tried to get her back, the Mad King slew him and grandfather Rickard and demanded Father and King Robert's heads. Only Lord Arryn said no and called his banners, and the Targaryens were overthrown and killed." He wrinkled his nose. "Except for Sansa's husband, I guess."
"And Rhaenys and Daenerys and her brother," Sansa corrected. "And when the battles were over and Father could finally search for Lyanna, he—" she put a hand over her mouth, her eyes wide with dawning horror.
"He what?" Bran asked, bewildered.
"He found her," Jon said. "Dying in a bed of blood, with a babe in her arms."
"A babe?" Robb's brow furrowed. When the realization came, he recoiled as if he had been struck. "No. No. Father would never lie about such a thing."
"Wouldn't he?" Sansa's voice was tremulous, no more than a whisper. "If King Robert ever found out..."
Rickon stomped his foot. "Found out what?" He tugged at Arya's sleeve, but she said nothing, speechless with shock. Oh, why could Jon not die of shame? Why must they make him speak words which he could never take back?
"Found out that Lord Eddard had claimed Rhaegar's bastard as his own," Jon said harshly. And without so much as a backward glance, he turned on his heel and left.
Wisps of steam drifted across his path, the only sign of the dragon Viserion sleeping soundly in the den she'd dug beneath the earth. It was the hour of ghosts, or near enough. The men-at-arms standing guard at the entrance to the godswood stood stiffly to attention as the lord commander passed by. Whilst one lit a torch for him, the others resumed taking turns huddling by the brazier. None seemed to notice the pair of direwolves who trailed behind him, one white, one grey.
Quiet as shadows, Ghost and Summer followed Jon across the yard. No one else was about, save the few men unfortunate enough to be on watch. The solstice celebrations had long since ended, both highborn and lowborn alike fleeing the cold for the comfort of their beds. But the signs of their revelry lingered. Misshapen footprints marred the snow, forming craters slick with ice. The scents of wine and ale and roasted meat still hung upon the air, mingling with that of the smoke which wafted from the ashes of dying bonfires.
Jon could not say whether his phantom toes or his real ones ached worse as he made the long weary trek to the camp outside the walls of Winterfell. It didn't help that he had to walk slowly, mindful of the ice and the uneven ground. He would have been lost without the light of his torch, especially after a bank of black clouds blotted out the moon and stars.
When at last he neared his lonely black pavilion, Summer left. For a moment Jon watched as the three-legged direwolf trotted toward the smallest, shabbiest black tent in sight, then slipped inside the den which he'd dug beside it in the snow.
Ghost had no such den. No matter how hard Jon tried to keep him out, the direwolf insisted on sleeping inside the pavilion. Too big to share the bed, he lay beside it, as faithful as the most loyal hound.
Another man might cherish such devotion, but not Jon. How could he, when it filled him with such guilt? Ghost's white fur might set him apart from the rest of the pack, but Jon wasn't part of the pack at all. Bad enough to be Ned Stark's only baseborn son, a bastard born from lust and deceit. Now he did not even have that. He was a fraud, a pretender, a sheep in wolf's clothing, the ill-gotten spawn of a raper and a stolen maid.
A short and fitful sleep, and then it was morning. The day was overcast and grim, as grim as Jon's mood. What a fool he'd been, to think that magic would be of any use. Thank the gods he had sent out Dywen with a dozen scouts before the solstice, though he feared what news they would bring upon their return.
In the meantime, Jon flung himself into his work. The Night's Watch had been made for a single purpose, and though they had abandoned their keeps, they must hold true to their duty. Unfortunately, the black brothers were ill-equipped to endure a prolonged encampment. It had been easy enough to have Black Jack Bulwer divide his surviving rangers into scouting parties, but as for the builders and stewards... the builders were used to tending the Wall, not fortifying the largest camp any of them had ever seen. It was utterly predictable that the adjustment would prove difficult. Spare Boot, the First Builder, had taken to notching his wooden leg every time he resisted the urge to vent his displeasure by braining someone with his walking stick. As time went on, the carved wooden leg was accruing a worrying number of notches.
Left Hand Lew had less of a temper, but the First Steward was also less capable than Jon would like. In fairness, Bowen Marsh had had long years of experience, whereas Left Hand Lew had been thrust into the position without warning and under unprecedented circumstances. Nor did it help that Left Hand Lew was a slow reader, apt to poring over the same paper thrice before he fully grasped its meaning. The lord commander had no choice but to step in, taking over some of the duties which Left Hand Lew lacked the hours to properly address.
Requisitioning supplies consumed much of his time, that and determining how best to ration them. It was not a pleasant task. During winter the fullness of a man's belly was the difference between life and death. Yet every slice of bread devoured today meant less flour for the morrow's bread, and if the stores should run too low... Jon shuddered to think what would happen to the uncertain alliance betwixt black brothers, free folk, northmen, valemen, and the men King Aegon had brought from the south.
But no matter how busy he kept, Jon could not keep himself from thinking of those he had once called his brothers and sisters.
Ghost was to blame for that. When not cleaving to Jon's side, the direwolf wandered in search of his pack. Grey Wind gave him no welcome. He was as cool and aloof as the King in the North, whose once frequent invitations to the Great Keep and visits to the lord commander's tent had quickly dwindled away. That was for the best; Robb could not look at Jon without anger smouldering in his eyes.
Sansa was avoiding him too. He had seen neither hide nor hair of her since the solstice, save for a brief glimpse of her in the godswood early one morning. Jon had been half asleep when Ghost crept past the guards who kept the queen from being disturbed during her prayers. The sight of Sansa slipping out of her clothes had shocked him, but not nearly so much as the shock of seeing her slip into a wolfskin instead. Ghost didn't care. He happily romped with his pack sister, the direwolves' tails wagging madly as they chased each other through the snow. Odd, that; Satin said Queen Sansa smiled less and less of late.
Bran didn't smile at all, at least not when Ghost was around to see. On the rare occasions when he left his room, he wore his guilt plainly on his face. As he should. The disaster upon the solstice was thanks to his folly. If Bran was any good at being a greenseer, Jon would be at peace, not condemned to keep fighting this thankless war. Summer seemed to share his boy's shame. Once he had looked as fearsome as he ought, a beast out of legend that was big as a horse but with much sharper teeth. Now the massive direwolf stalked Theon Greyjoy around the camp with a drooping tail, forlorn as a beaten dog.
Shaggydog's moods, on the other hand, were as volatile as Rickon's, by turns queerly affectionate and viciously angry. Though Rickon had made one failed attempt to visit the camp after the solstice, his attention had promptly shifted to Queen Margaery. The black brothers who came back from the Great Keep said that Prince Rickon stuck to his goodsister like a burr, behaving solicitously for perhaps the first time in his life. But for King Robb he had nothing but black looks and scowls, and Shaggydog was confined to the godswood yet again after the black direwolf attempted to block the King in the North from making his daily visit to the crypts.
If only Arya were confined to the godswood too. Every day since the solstice she had visited the camp, and every day since the solstice he had refused to see her. No doubt Dolorous Edd or Satin would have let her in anyway, had he not warned them of the consequences for such disobedience. There would be no more feeble excuses like those they had employed whilst Jon was in his sickbed and which the lord commander had humored against his better judgment. Faced with the threat of being banished from his service and reassigned to permanent latrine duty, his squires did as they were told, no matter how desperately Arya entreated them.
For that, Jon was absurdly grateful. He could not bear to look upon her, not when the sight of her grey eyes and brown hair made him think of another maid of only sixteen. Thank the gods that Arya couldn't conceive. Whatever fate her future held, it was not dying in a bloody bed, slain by a child she'd been forced to bear.
But though Dolorous Edd and Satin followed his command to keep Arya out (and had the good judgment to turn away the baffling number of smallfolk who had begun seeking out the lord commander), he had not had the foresight to ban other unexpected highborn guests. First it was Lord Robert Arryn, frail and small, escorted by his septon, Allard. Then it was Elia Uller, covered in furs and stinking of horse. Last had been Ser Perwyn Truefaith, homely and sincere, whose mild yet firm reproach had stung more than Lord Robert's pleading and Lady Elia's scolding combined. Still, Jon had held firm.
Nymeria, however, was another matter. The she-wolf came to haunt Jon almost every day, her golden eyes filled with hurt. If not with him, she was roaming the camp and Winterfell with Ghost. Nymeria pestered the other wolves the same way her mistress tried to pester Jon, and with just as little success. Summer would not be stirred from his melancholy, nor Shaggydog from his changing moods, nor Grey Wind from his haughty solitude. Once, Nymeria and Ghost had the temerity to try to follow Robb into the nursery. Grey Wind blocked the door, his fur bristling as he snapped his teeth at them.
Jon would have thanked him if he could. He didn't need to see little baby Jeyne, with her plump cheeks and toothless smiles. He had almost wept when Robb urged him to hold her a few days after her birth, unable to forget that he would never hold a child of his own. Had it been up to him, he would not have met baby Gawaen at all. Of course Sansa had insisted, though mercifully she had not made him hold the babe.
He had not seen the babe again since, save at a distance through Ghost's eyes. King Aegon sometimes took Gawaen out of the nursery for an hour or two, going about his business with the babe casually nestled against his shoulder. A nursemaid followed behind, ready to take the babe back to the nursery if he should start to fuss.
Black Jack Bulwer thought it unseemly, especially after the babe interrupted a meeting with his wails. Jon's ears were unscathed, as he had not been present. After the King in the North sent his commanders to meet with Jon without him, Jon had taken the liberty of sending the First Ranger to his next meeting with King Aegon. King Aegon had not been pleased, but he also had not questioned the lord commander's excuses.
It was a fortnight after the solstice and the moon was black when Winterfell awoke to the sound of screams. Sansa's guards found her beneath the heart tree, staring up in horror. Every branch was bare, the blood-red leaves fallen to the ground, as black as the clouds which still shrouded the sky.
Dark as the omen was, Jon found himself unable to share the deep unease which swept over the camp. When Satin told him that some of the men whispered that the Long Night had come again, he laughed. And why shouldn't he? Much as he hated living in a waking nightmare, he had finally grown used to it. Let the Others do their worst; Jon would never cower before them again.
So when ravens began to arrive from the north bearing word of renewed attacks by the Others and their wights, the lord commander was undaunted. Of course the attacks had resumed; there was never any doubt that they would. Granted, the news of ice spiders was unwelcome, but not a surprise. Nor was it a surprise when no further ravens arrived from the besieged keeps and holdfasts. Frankly, it was a wonder they had gotten any ravens off before the Others froze their rookeries.
If anything, Jon suspected the Others had allowed the ravens to fly south in hopes of sowing panic. To his exasperation, it was working. High lords and smallfolk alike were wont to take their lead from Winterfell, and the Starks... the glimpses he caught from Ghost's wanderings troubled him more than he could say. First Arya ceased her pestering, as did Nymeria. Queen Sansa began hiding in her rooms and King Robb in his council chamber; even Rickon had turned sullen and withdrawn.
Bran, though, Bran was something else entirely. Ghost hadn't seen him, but he didn't need to. Summer's listlessness was so worrying that Theon Greyjoy, of all people, grew concerned enough to seek out Jon whilst the lord commander was walking through camp with Dolorous Edd Tollett and a pair of stewards.
"Make your brother take his wolf back," Greyjoy demanded, his breath steaming in the cold. "The beast's pining, or ill, or something, and I'll not have it perish on my account."
He's not my brother, Jon thought sadly. "Are you sure?" the lord commander asked, dry as the sands of Dorne. "You'll have no guard to replace him, I promise you. If some northman steals into your tent at night, you're on your own."
Greyjoy shrugged. "I sent my raven ages ago. With any luck, Asha has already found my bastard and his mother. That debt is paid; if I die, I die. "
"What of your other debts?" Jon demanded. "Do you hold your life so cheap?" His anger flared; he stepped close to Greyjoy, seizing his cloak by the collar. "You swore an oath to defend the realms of men against the dark," Jon snarled. "We need every sword to fight the Others, aye, and every bow, no matter how foul the bowman."
Theon's dark eyes were wide with shock. As quickly as it had come upon him, Jon's anger drained away. He felt so weary, as haggard as a man of a hundred. "Keep the damn wolf," he said, letting go. "Winter has come, and your life belongs to the Watch, just like mine. When the war is won, we can die as we please."
His reproach had struck the mark. "You sound like Lord Eddard," Greyjoy said, shaken. He hesitated, a queer look upon his face.
"The day I left Pyke, Lord Balon told me that Eddard Stark was a mangy cur, a lordling of the green lands with naught to boast of but an ancient name and an ancient keep. He was wrong. Lord Eddard was as noble as his blood, with the wisdom of a maester and the courage of a soldier. The North looked to him in times of trouble, just as they looked to his fathers before. They relied upon his counsel and his strength, and he never failed them."
Theon swallowed. "The ironborn say the northmen are as cold as their lands, but when Lord Eddard died, they wept." He looked Jon in the eye, strangely solemn. "They loved him, just as they love his sons."
The words struck harder than a blow. I am no son of his. Coppery blood filled Jon's mouth; instead of unleashing his tongue, he had bitten his cheek. His fury was on him once more; he strode toward Summer, reaching up to grab the direwolf's scruff.
"Go home," he said through clenched teeth. "Go on, go back to Bran where you belong."
Summer blinked at him. For a moment, he tilted his head, considering. Then, to Jon's dismay, the direwolf sat down.
"I don't think he wants to go," Dolorous Edd said unhelpfully.
"Home, Summer," Jon commanded, his voice cracking like a whip as he pointed toward Winterfell.
With a baleful look, Summer rose to his feet. The wolf took a few steps, sniffing the air. Then, with an insolence Jon had never seen before in neither man nor beast, he turned in a circle and laid down in the snow, his head upon his paws.
There were far too many eyes upon him, and Jon could feel them all. I am losing an argument to a wolf. His ears were hot beneath his scarf; he had never felt so ridiculous in his life. His phantom toes twitched inside his boots; the next thing he knew, he was stomping off. Dolorous Edd and the two stewards followed behind, struggling to keep up.
Blind with anger and heedless of where he was going, he was at the gates of Winterfell before he knew it. "I didn't know m'lord was meeting with King Robb today," Dolorous Edd said gloomily as the guards waved them through. At some point, Ghost had joined them, stalking silently through the snow.
"We're not," Jon replied curtly, ignoring the disapproval emanating from his wolf. He searched for a lie. "I thought I'd visit the First Keep. Left Hand Lew says Craster's women have fallen behind on the cloth they owe to the Watch."
They found the women hard at work, humming a song of summer to keep their rhythm as they worked. Distaffs twirled round and round on the floor, the younger girls feeding them combed brown-black wool with fingertips raw from toil. Jon blinked; he had never seen anyone bleed from spinning before. He appreciated their devotion to their labor, but he hoped the blood wouldn't mar the thread. Two of the women were weaving the thread which had already been spun, working together at the wide warp-weighted loom which had been set up beside the window.
The Lord Crow's cloth was coming, Dorsten promised. She'd said the same the last time he sent Dolorous Edd to check on their progress. Jon supposed spinning and weaving was more difficult in winter, with food scarce and the chill seeping into their bones. Though indoors, all the women and girls wore plenty of layers, even Dorsten, who sat beside the fire with Gilly. There was an open book on Gilly's lap, one of Sam's, no doubt. Jon hoped she was drinking moon tea. Sam wouldn't know what to do with himself if he sired a bastard, and Sansa would not be pleased if she found out her maid was warming a black brother's bed.
"How d'ye say it again?" Dolorous Edd was asking Dorsten when Jon came back to himself.
With a sigh, Dorsten repeated herself. It was a word in the Old Tongue, one that Jon didn't know. He'd learned a little from Tormund, mostly courtesies and curses, but beyond that... he frowned. Glancing about the room, he saw Toregg had come in, his face ruddy from the cold. He gave the lord commander a nod when he saw him, and when Jon beckoned him to his side, he came.
"Since when do Craster's women speak the Old Tongue?" Jon asked, keeping his voice low.
"Since my father wed one o' them," Toregg answered with a shrug, not bothering to be quiet. "Most of the folk of Ruddy Hall spoke naught else; they had no choice but t' learn. We taught Craster's widows and daughters the Old Tongue, and they taught my folk enough common t' get by if some northman troubled them."
"Craster said the Old Tongue were for godless savages, not a godly man like him," said Dorsten, having overheard. "If a wildling spoke it in his presence, Craster'd threaten to cut his tongue out."
She smiled unpleasantly, the firelight gleaming on her broken nose. "His mother spoke northron and the Watch spoke common, so Craster did the same. Truth be told, I think he were too stupid to learn the Old Tongue. But I picked it up easy enough, aye, and my daughters too."
"If they had any wits, the whole Watch ought t' know the Old Tongue," Toregg said, shaking his head. "Sense has chased ye yer whole lives, but you crows are faster. Your little brother, now, there's a smart lad. Osha says Rickon took t' the Old Tongue like a snowbear t' a wounded reindeer."
"The northern lords fear he's half a wildling."
"Har!" Toregg laughed, just like his father. "A free folk nursemaid and a grasp o' the Old Tongue is well and good, but he's no wildling. Nay, he's his father's son, a Stark, the blood o' Winterfell." He tilted his head. "What's wrong with ye, Lord Crow? Ye look like you've a bone stuck in yer beak."
Jon was saved from forming a reply by the sudden appearance of Rickon himself. He burst through the door with a pair of beleaguered guards at his heels, his eyes huge with excitement.
"Leaf's waking up!" he announced. "Shaggy said so!"
Gilly gasped, whipping her head up from her book. Dolorous Edd blinked, bemused. As for Jon, he seized the excuse to leave with both hands.
Dolorous Edd and the stewards were soon left behind, unable to keep up with Rickon's sprinting and the lord commander's long quick strides. Ghost had no such trouble. Nor did Rickon's guards, who easily kept pace down the well-salted paths. Jon wondered if they'd been especially chosen for having such a talent. But when they entered the godswood, Jon bade the guards remain without. He didn't think a child of the forest would appreciate an audience of gawping strangers with halberds in their hands. Jon hoped she was in good humor after her long moons of rest.
Leaf was not in good humor. She stood beneath the heart tree, her deer-like ears gone flat. When she saw him and Rickon approaching the child of the forest tensed, her gold-green eyes narrow. Suddenly, Jon was very aware of the long black claws on her four-fingered hands. They gleamed, sharp as daggers, as she pointed at the weirwood's bare branches.
"What have you done?" she hissed.
"I didn't," Jon blurted, startled by the venom in her voice. The direwolves didn't like it either. Ghost showed his fangs, and Shaggydog growled low in his throat.
"It was Bran," Rickon told her, scowling.
"Bran alone could not have done such harm." Leaf's fists were clenched. "Have you neither ears to hear nor eyes to see? The air itself feels wrong, and those clouds..." almost shaking with anger, she lapsed into the Old Tongue. Rickon didn't bother trying to translate; he could barely keep up with answering her questions as it was. Once, he paused and turned to ask a question.
"When did the sun last come out?"
Jon searched his memory. It could not have been on the solstice, surely not. That was over a month past; the sun must have broken through the clouds now and then. Yet if it had, he could not remember seeing it.
Leaf didn't like his answer, no more than she liked what Rickon had to say.
"Men," she spat, making the word a curse. "So eager to act, so heedless of the price others must pay for their folly. Well, whatever doom lies ahead, you'll face it without my help. You, boy, run and fetch Bran. I will have words with him before I leave."
Rickon turned on his heel and ran, leaving them alone. An awkward silence fell, thick as a castle wall. Somehow, Jon could not help thinking of his men. Sad Pyp, whose awful jokes and funny impressions were missed by all. Grenn, stolid and faithful, still trying to rouse Pyp's spirits no matter how many times he failed. Three-Finger Hobb with his love of his kitchen boys, Samwell Tarly with his love of books, Dolorous Edd and Satin and all the rest, they depended upon him, now more than ever.
"Please," Jon asked. "Please, lady. Whatever Bran has done, we'll put it aright, but we need help. I know Joramun and his giants refused us, but Bran said there are other giants, further to the south—"
Leaf stared at him as if he had lost his wits. "Twice I have gone to the giants, and twice they have told me nay. If you think I'll make another thankless journey—"
"Please," Jon broke in, cutting her off. He fell to his knees. "I'll do whatever you want, give you anything you want, so long as it's in my power to give."
Leaf cocked her head, thoughtful. "You truly mean that," she said slowly, an odd look in her eyes. "But you have nothing I want. All I want is to go home, to either help my family survive this winter or to perish beside them. "
After that, there was no more to say. As soon as Bran arrived, poling himself across the godswood in a chair set on runners, Jon took his leave. To his confusion, he passed Gilly lingering outside the godswood. How odd; he could have sworn he'd seen her praying at the sept. But as the gods she followed were no concern of his, he put the matter from his mind.
Leaf's words were harder to forget. They haunted him day and night; he was still thinking of them a week later when Satin came to tell him that Dywen had returned, alone, without any of the scouts who'd gone with him. He had collapsed at the edge of camp; it took two men to carry the old poacher to the lord commander's tent. Dywen's wooden teeth were just the same as he recalled, but the man himself... Dywen was as lean and leathery as a strip of dried meat, his once sharp eyes gone dull.
"They're coming, m'lord," he said, the moment the flap of the tent was closed. "The Others and their wights, aye, and ice spiders too, the wretched beasts. The way the damn things move..."
Dywen tried to spit, but his mouth was too dry. When Jon poured him a cup of wine, he drank it down in a single gulp, his lips stained red. "And that's not the worst o' it," the old man continued. "They travel during the day now, not just at night." This time, he managed to spit. "I thought they were scared o' the sun, but these fuckin' clouds keep it covered, without so much as a peep o' sunlight to warm a sparrow."
The old man shivered violently, his whole body shaking. And once Dywen began, he couldn't stop. Jon called for the maester, but it was too late. When Maester Turquin arrived, Dywen was as cold as the snow outside the tent, his last words ringing in Jon's ears like funeral bells.
Benjen Stark is leading them.
Jon's heart was racing, his breaths coming far too fast. He felt light-headed; the walls of his tent were closing in like a funeral shroud—
"My lord!"
Maester Turquin's cry of dismay was as shocking as being doused with cold water. Jon gasped, then breathed deep, filling his lungs with air. Fists clenched, he forced himself to breathe in and out, slow and steady, until his heart calmed and the world stopped spinning.
"I'm well," Jon lied between gritted teeth, pushing the maester away.
"Are you, my lord?" Maester Turquin asked, dubious. "If I might examine—"
"Your only concern is burning that body before it wakes," the lord commander snapped.
"As it please my lord." Maester Turquin turned back toward the body, then hesitated. His hand plucked at the heavy chain of links about his neck, the many different metals gleaming in the rushlight.
"The men of my order swear a holy oath of service. For more than four years I have served the Watch as a healer and scholar. I have faithfully obeyed my lord commander's orders, just as I have kept his secrets." The maester lifted his gaze, his eyes meeting Jon's. "Let Dywen's last words be one of them. After the body is burnt, let me return to hear his report, and I will give you what counsel I may."
"On the morrow, mayhaps," Jon told him. "First I must speak to the King in the North."
As he strode out of his pavilion, a pang of sorrow assailed Jon's heart. He would rather have had a different maester's counsel. Maester Turquin did credit to his order, but he wasn't Maester Aemon. My kinsman, he realized with a jolt. But no, he could not think of that right now. Duty came before all else, and he meant to remind Robb of that before the night was over.
Jon let his anger show as he stomped through the camp, Ghost loping behind. His men were well-used to seeing the lord commander in a temper. They did nothing more than exchange looks, no doubt pitying whomever had incurred Lord Snow's wrath. Good. Hosts were vulnerable to many perils, from lack of provisions to an excess of the bloody flux, but there was nothing more dangerous than a panic.
Thank the gods he had sent Dolorous Edd and Satin away before receiving Dywen. Both could hold their tongues well enough, but their faces gave too much away. Had they heard Dywen's report, had they seen their lord commander succumb to terror like a green boy... but no. Jon was the only witness to the old poacher's last report, and the maester was the only witness to the lord commander's brief loss of control.
But Jon was in control of himself now. His terror forgotten, he sped across the camp, through the gates and up the steps and into the Great Keep. Breathless, he burst into the council chamber.
"Stark!" he said, his voice a whip.
Robb sprang to his feet. His chair at the head of the table thudded to the ground; from their own chairs the king's counselors muttered with mingled surprise and disapproval. By the hearth Grey Wind stiffened, his ruff bristling.
"Snow," the King in the North growled. "What is the meaning of this?"
"A scout has returned," Jon panted. Unlike Ghost, he felt the effort of dashing so far so fast. His phantom toes and his real ones were screaming, and there was an awful stitch in his side. Jon clutched at it, wincing, trying to catch his breath. "He brought word of the Others."
The king's eyes widened, then narrowed. "Leave us. I will speak with the lord commander alone."
One by one, the counselors rose to obey. Torrhen Poole bit his lip fretfully as he gathered his ledgers; Hother Umber stared at Jon, gaunt and expressionless. Not so Lord Jason Mallister, whose displeasure was writ across his face. When he paused in the doorway, the last to leave, Jon knew it boded ill.
"You forget yourself, bastard," Mallister said, his tone as frosty as his eyes. "We are at Winterfell, not the Wall. Whilst beneath the King in the North's roof, you will treat him with the honor and respect he is due. Do you think you may do as you please just because you look like Ned Stark come again? If so, you are sadly mistaken. Remember your place, Lord Snow, or King Robb's loyal bannermen may see fit to remind you."
And on that ominous note, the door swung shut. Suddenly the crackling of the hearth seemed loud as thunder. So did the sound of Grey Wind's claws, clicking against the stone floor as he made to Robb's side. Jon's heartbeat pounded in his ears. He wrapped a hand in Ghost's fur, trying to find his tongue so he might break the awful silence.
But Robb broke it first. "He was not wrong."
"What?"
"You've always resembled Father. More than I ever have, in truth." There was no warmth in Robb's stony stare. "I have Lord Eddard's blood, yet you have his face. Is that not strange? Small wonder my lady mother believed he had dishonored her."
"But he didn't, and we have far more urgent matters to attend to," Jon replied, determined to change the subject. Then, unable to help himself, he added, "I should think you would rejoice to learn that Lord Eddard's heart belonged to Lady Catelyn, that he kept faith with her and never strayed."
Unlike my father, Jon thought bitterly. Whatever Rhaegar had felt for his wife, he had dishonored Princess Elia of Dorne when he broke his marriage vows. And he had dishonored Jon's mother far more cruelly. The Knight of the Laughing Tree would never have yielded without a fight. Jon dreaded to think how many times Rhaegar must have raped Lyanna before he left her locked in her tower, pregnant with the bastard child whose birth would kill her.
"You think I give a damn about whether Father strayed?" Robb asked sharply, interrupting his thoughts. "Plenty of men sire bastards; any bannerman would have fostered you and thanked Father for the honor. Or if he had to keep you beside him, he could have told my lady mother the truth of your birth. Instead, he did neither."
The king made a fist.
"One of my earliest memories is of us sparring in the yard together. We were four or five, heedless boys with more spirit than sense, apt to declaring ourselves heroes of old as we fought. That day, I yelled out 'I'm Prince Aemon the Dragonknight.' You shouted back, 'Well, I'm the Lord of Winterfell!' Some visiting lord overheard. He pointed at us, muttered something to a retainer, then shook his head at the reply."
Jon huffed, his patience running thin. "Is there a point—"
Robb rode over him. "When you bested me, the bout ended. You ran for the privy; I stayed where I was and kept practicing with my sword. The lord watched, still shaking his head. He must have been either half-witted or half-deaf, else he'd have lowered his voice before he spoke. Such a pity the boy's a bastard, the lord said. I'd rather Winterfell went to a wolf than to a trout."
"I didn't know what that meant, but I knew it was an insult. Bewildered and upset, I ran to my mother. When I told Lady Catelyn what the lord had said, her eyes turned wet and frightened. Nonetheless, her voice was calm as she dried my tears and told me what a bastard was. Thus consoled, I thought no more of it. Until the solstice came. Until I learned the truth which my mother was denied, going to her grave with the lie that shamed her."
"I fear I shall go to my grave before this tale ends," Jon snapped, ignoring Grey Wind's bared fangs. He cared not a whit for Lady Catelyn or her memory, and he was done listening to Robb ramble about nonsense that didn't matter. "The Others are marching on Winterfell as we speak. Does the King in the North mean to face them, or will you flop about as useless as a fish out of water?"
Robb's face had been red with anger. Now he blanched, white as milk. "The Others have passed the Wall? Already?"
"So it seems. Dywen's report—"
But Robb was already striding for the door, shouting for Prince Bran. "You might as well summon all of them," Jon called, waspish. Once Robb would have known he'd meant that as a jape, but no longer. Before Jon could explain himself, the King in the North had sent servants scurrying to fetch Queen Sansa and Princess Arya, even Prince Rickon, though only as an afterthought.
Sansa arrived last, slightly disheveled and extremely cross. "I was nursing Gawaen before he sleeps," she complained, her arms crossed over her swollen chest. "Whatever is so urgent that you send for me as if I were some common maid?"
"The Others," Robb said gravely.
It was Sansa's turn to blanch. "You want Olyv- King Aegon for that, not me." Unthinking, she took a step back. "I... I..."
Silent as a shadow, Ghost moved to block the door. "You are a Stark," Jon told her. "You're going to stay right here, not run back to your rooms like a frightened little girl and send half the keep into a blind panic." He glanced around, giving all of them a scathing look. "That goes for the rest of you as well. Or haven't you noticed that your subjects can sense your fear when you're fool enough to show it?"
"I did not," Bran protested, indignant.
"Oh?" Jon raised an eyebrow. "Pray forgive me, I didn't realize hiding in your rooms and barely eating was a show of strength."
"You're one to talk," Arya grumbled.
"I wasn't hiding," Jon flung back, ignoring the look Ghost was giving him. "I was doing my duty, unlike some. Or did you think the duties of a sworn sword included harassing the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch?"
Arya said nothing, but the hurt in his sister's eyes spoke volumes. It was hard to push his guilt aside and return to the matter at hand, the hinge upon which the fate of the world would turn. Nonetheless, he did it.
"Before the solstice, I sent out a party of scouts," Jon reminded them. "Just before dusk, one returned. Only one."
An eerie calm settled over Jon as he started to speak. It was as if some other man was recounting Dywen's last report, some stranger who stood aloof. He was unbothered by Robb's curses, unsympathetic to Sansa's terrified sobs, unconcerned by Bran's pallor and clenched fists. When Nymeria and Shaggydog began whimpering like frightened pups as they tried (and failed) to hide their bulk behind Ghost and Grey Wind, he almost burst out laughing.
The look on Robb's face stopped him. "What will we do?" he asked, shaken. "My men will fight to the bitter end, but every man who dies shall join the Others' host. If the wights reach Winterfell... if Uncle Benjen..."
"They mustn't reach Winterfell," Arya broke in. "But how... I don't know..." helpless, she threw up her hands. Sansa was still trying to stop weeping; Rickon was hugging himself, his eyes thoughtful.
But it was Bran who drew his eye. Their greenseer was silent, far too silent for Jon's liking. "What did Leaf say to you before she left?" he asked, a tiny spark of hope fluttering in his chest. "Did she offer any counsel?"
Bran started. "No," he stammered. "She- she didn't say anything about the Others."
The spark went out. Numb no longer, despair crashed over him like a wave. "I wish Bran the Builder were here to help us," Jon said bitterly. "But no, all we have is Bran the Broken."
He regretted the words the moment they left his mouth, but it was too late. Arya's jaw dropped; Sansa hiccuped, too shocked to cry; Robb started forward, his fist raised—
"You're wrong," Rickon interrupted, saving him. "We have both of them, it's just that Bran the Builder is down in the crypts. Old Nan says he was buried with all his treasures. His enchanted jewels and his ensorceled lamps, his cloak woven from the light of the summer sun and his sword forged in the heart of winter." He huffed. "I wanted to go look for them ages ago, but Ser Rodrik wouldn't let me."
"The sword forged in the heart of winter," Robb murmured, slowly lowering his fist. "I had forgotten about that."
"Melisandre spoke of a sword too," Jon said, his hope flickering back to life. "Lightbringer, she called it, the sword of heroes, the sword Azor Ahai used to drive back the darkness and wake the dawn."
"That's it," Sansa breathed, her eyes bright. "If we can find it—"
"— the Others won't know what hit them," Arya finished, grimly satisfied.
They had reached an accord. When Rickon made for the door, Sansa and Arya followed behind, each bearing a lantern. Last were Robb and Jon, carrying Bran between them, trailed by the direwolves. "Tell no one of this," Robb warned the guards as they passed. "Should some urgent matter arise, say only that we have gone to the crypts."
Alas, that was easier said than done. It was not long before Jon's arms began to ache, unused to their burden. Then it was the stumps of his toes, chafed raw from rubbing against the stuffing in his boot. Jon could do nothing but grit his teeth against the pain. He could hardly insist that Sansa or Arya take his place, and Rickon was much too short.
By the time they reached the winding stone steps Jon was limping. They descended carefully, the lantern light barely enough to see anything but their breath steaming in the dark. As a boy he had thought the crypts were freezing cold. Now the chill seemed like nothing, not after enduring winter at the Wall. The direwolves were unbothered too, protected by their fur.
At the bottom of the stair, the crypts opened up before them. The tunnel was long and vaulted, the high ceiling supported by pillars. Between each set of pillars was a tomb. The dead watched them pass from where they sat upon their stone thrones, each with an iron sword across his lap and a stone direwolf curled at his feet.
Ned Stark's statue was different. His iron sword gleamed not from his lap but from the floor, its blade scored and nicked in a thousand places. After all, swords were meant to be wielded against flesh, not granite. Still, the statue had not escaped unscathed. Its shoulders and head were marred by chips and cracks, its nose hacked off. Angry as he was, Jon had to admit it was a pitiful sight, one that made everyone gasp and gape.
Everyone except Robb. "It's been like that since the day after the solstice," he said. Though his voice was mild, his eyes were anything but as he looked at Jon with accusation. "Now come, those lanterns will not last forever."
Down, down, down they went. Shaggydog trotted ahead, as black as the gloom. The air grew close and stale, the shadows crowding round. Every noise multiplied as it echoed off the walls. Their breaths, their footsteps, the clicking of the direwolves' claws. From somewhere off in the distance came the sound of shifting stone, as if something was scratching and digging in the dark. Despite the deepening chill, sweat dripped off Jon's brow, as hot as the tight grip of Bran's arm about his shoulder.
Jon was thinking of monsters lurking in endless tunnels when Rickon came to an abrupt halt. A moment later, burning green eyes emerged from the dark. Shaggydog's muzzle was grey with dust, his legs scraped and bloody.
"The path caved in," Rickon said, frowning. "There's a way through, but it's small, so small Shaggy couldn't fit."
"Could you?" Robb asked. His voice was strange, both eager and fearful.
In answer, Rickon reached for Arya's lantern. After a moment's pause, she gave it to him. But she bit her lip as he trotted off, and when the glow of his lantern vanished from sight, she drew blood.
There was naught to do but wait. The wolves whined and paced in circles, their tails lashing. Robb and Jon set Bran down on a tomb, saving what was left of their strength for the return journey. Sansa sat beside him, though only after brushing and blowing away as much of the dust as she could. Arya joined her, then almost immediately stood back up. Unable to keep still, she got on the floor and began doing sit ups, ignoring Sansa's tsk of disapproval.
"There's not enough light for water dancing," Arya huffed. "And the dust will wash off, stupid."
Sansa didn't like that insolence, no more than Arya liked being scolded. They began to argue like they had when they were little, tossing gibes back and forth whilst their brothers bore witness with vague bemusement. How long the bickering lasted, Jon couldn't say. But whilst it went on it filled the air, holding back the dread which waited to swallow them up.
Had Rickon found Bran the Builder's tomb? Or was he trapped, hurt, calling out for help with no one there to hear? There was no way to know, save by watching Shaggydog. The black direwolf paced steadily, pausing now and then to tilt his head before resuming. When his tail began to wag, Bran was not the only one who gasped with excitement. It seemed an age before Rickon returned, covered in dust, his eyes huge and his arms full.
But as they gently examined the treasures, Jon's excitement dimmed. The jewels were those oft found in the North, garnet and amethyst, jet and amber. Most were simply cut, set in armbands and brooches wrought from tarnished silver. Only the largest and brightest were set in gold, and even those were no bigger than his thumbnail, their unfaceted depths lacking the slightest whiff of enchantment.
If the lamps had been ensorceled, the sorcery had not lasted. They were oil lamps made in the ancient fashion, their shallow dishes carved from soapstone and graven with runes. Rickon had found them scattered about the chamber, lying in shattered pieces upon the floor.
"They must've hung from the tomb's ceiling," Rickon said as he presented half a lamp. "But they fell down when the ropes rotted away. I had to dig to find them, the dust was so thick it was like a carpet." He sneezed, then rubbed his nose.
"What about the cloak?" Robb asked, impatient. "Did you find the sword forged in the heart of winter?"
Rickon grinned impishly. Then he darted away, leaving a cloud of dust in his wake. By the time they finished coughing and choking Rickon had returned, his hands hidden behind his back. Jon held his breath, his skin prickling with anticipation as Rickon brought forth the sword.
It was wrapped in a shroud of dingy lambswool whose dye had long since faded. Rickon tossed the cloth aside, revealing a leather scabbard studded with tiny white crystals. A bronze hilt thrust up from the sheath, gleaming as if newly forged. Or was it bronze? As the lantern light shifted, Jon could have sworn he saw threads of many metals, bronze and copper, tin and iron, silver and gold and countless others he could not name, seamlessly woven together as one.
Jon's fingers itched and Robb stepped forward, yet it was Bran who drew the sword. Ancient as it was, it ought to have been forged of bronze or iron. Instead the blade was steel, and as strange as the hilt. Every sword had at least one fuller incised along its length, but Jon had never seen a fuller like this. A pattern covered it from hilt to tip, shimmering in the light. Valyrian steel, he thought for an instant, but it couldn't be. Valyrian steel was dark as ash, with ripples that curled like smoke. Not thin lines that shone blue and silver, the pattern somehow akin to both the rings of a tree stump and the veins of a piece of marble.
Suddenly, Bran slammed the sword back in the scabbard. Rickon stumbled backward, almost falling. "Put it back," Bran told him in a tone that brooked no argument. "Put everything back, now."
Rickon hesitated for a moment, then looked at Shaggydog. Like the other direwolves, he stood with his ears flat and his tail tucked between his legs, his green eyes regarding the blade with a look of utter terror.
That did it. With all haste Rickon sprang into action. With one arm he held his lantern aloft; with the other he gathered up the treasures. It was a wonder he didn't drop any of them as he bolted into the dark, running as if his life depended on it. Perhaps it did. Bran's eyes were as big and white as eggs, and he held a hand over his heart as if it pained him. Nor did he move it, not until Rickon returned and he was forced to sling his arms over Robb and Jon's shoulders so they could pick him up again.
Exhausted beyond measure, they ascended from the crypts. Jon's heart felt as heavy as his feet. Every step was an effort; his arms trembled from bearing Bran's weight. No one spoke; they had neither the will nor the strength for it.
Until they reached Ned Stark's tomb. "Bran," Arya said in a hushed voice. "What happened?"
Bran shuddered. For half a second, Jon thought he meant to bury his face in Robb's shoulder. Then he caught sight of the statue before him. A change came over him; he sat up straight, mouthing some silent prayer.
"The sword was alive," he replied, trembling. "It knew who we were, and what we did, and it was angry. At all of us, but especially me."
"Why you?" Arya asked, her tone devoid of judgment.
Bran faltered, looking guilty. "I broke an oath," he mumbled. "I had a good reason, I swear, but I... Leaf was so upset, she said our only hope was to talk to the three-eyed crow, but I can't, not after- I can't."
"You can," Arya said, as if it were easy. "We'll go with you."
Had there not been enough magical nonsense for one evening? Jon had more than had his fill. But he was too weary to argue, and if anyone shared his reservations, they dared not speak them aloud. The echo of boots on stone faded, giving way to the wet crunch of snow. The next thing he knew, he was helping Robb lower Bran to the ground, setting him in a bed of crumbling black leaves.
The field of stars was as beautiful as Jon recalled. This time though, he paid more attention to those who shared it with him. Robb hid behind his kingliness, stern and stoic. Arya and Rickon gazed with rapt wonder, awed but not overwhelmed. Sansa and Bran floated amongst the stars, as calm as if they belonged there. Perhaps they did. One could hardly turn into a wolf or live with the children of the forest and remain unchanged.
Jon was neither calm nor rapt. He had no mask to hide behind, no secrets to conceal. Defeating the Others was all that mattered; he would do anything to see it done. If that meant seeking the counsel of a talking bird from his dreams, so be it.
The three-eyed crow appeared as if from nowhere, shedding pitch-black feathers limned with stars. "You fools!" it cried, swooping down on them. "You jackanapes, you wretches, you arrogant fledglings!" It pecked at them with every insult, then squawked a dozen more. Again and again it pecked, pecked until they bled, leaving deep gouges in their heads and hands.
"Enough!" Jon snapped. "We came for counsel, not to be pecked to death!"
"No?" The crow cawed. Its beak glistened, wet with blood. "Many shall bleed because of what you have done. Is it not just that you bleed with them?"
Bran crumpled. "Leave my brothers and sisters alone," he pleaded. He kept his eyes lowered, unable to look the crow in the face. "We all know it was my fault."
"No," Sansa insisted, her eyes welling up with tears. "The fault was mine, but I let them blame you instead."
"You're both being stupid," Arya sniffled. "I was the one who messed everything up."
"None of you bear the blame," said Robb, depairing. "If I had done more, if I had been a better leader—"
"You?" Jon snorted. "You did all you could. I was the one who failed to do my duty, who lied because I was too craven to face the truth."
"You think too much of yourselves," the crow squawked. "All were at fault; all share the blame."
"Not me," Rickon piped up indignantly. "They're the stupid ones. The Others would've gotten them if not for me."
To Jon's surprise, the crow shrieked with laughter. "You're not wrong," it cackled. "Wild you may be, but you see clearly, little wolf."
"I didn't," Bran said miserably. "I should've, I knew better."
"You do," the crow agreed.
Arya scowled. "You leave him be!"
"He's just a boy," said Robb.
"Half-starved and melancholy," said Jon.
"And a cripple," Sansa added helpfully.
"And stupid," added Rickon, less helpfully.
"So you say," squawked the crow, ignoring Bran's noise of protest. "And yet you thought it right that a half-starved, melancholy, stupid, crippled boy should bear so great a burden by himself?"
They stared at the crow, struck dumb. Its third eye seemed to look at all of them, piercing through flesh and bone down to their very souls.
"I offered to help!" Sansa burst out. "I did, over and over, and he said no, even though I know what I'm doing!"
The crow cackled. "Do you? Do any of you?"
"Father and Mother would've known what to do," Robb said bitterly. "Would that they were here."
"What if they were?" Sansa's eyes were wide and feverish. "If only... if I... surely it could not be so difficult, not like saving Princess Elia and her babes—"
"You did WHAT?" shouted everyone but Arya.
"— but if the crow helps, I don't see why not—" Sansa knelt, her head bowed. "Please, Lord Crow, I beseech you. Help us save Lord Eddard and Lady Catelyn."
"Not for all the corn that was ever grown," the crow cawed, its third eye fierce. "Luck saved you once. It won't save you again. Your spell worked, but you ought to have bled to death, or drowned in the God's Eye as you swam for the isle. It was sheer chance that you were taken upon the shore."
Sansa stared at the crow, her mouth agape. "But..." she stammered. "But I... I saved them, I did..."
"Princess Elia saved herself," the crow corrected. "She might have ignored your warning entirely, or reacted a thousand other ways. Few would have resulted in her survival. Only death can pay for life, and she paid the price unknowing. Two common babes died to save her children's lives; a wet nurse died to save her own."
"So it can be done," Robb breathed. "Father and Mother could be brought back."
"Did you hear nothing I said?" the crow squawked, furious.
"The crow's right," Bran said sadly. "Even if the spell worked, which it might not, we would be trading life for life. Most likely our own, since we'd be closest to the spell."
"Fuck that," said Arya, blunt as ever. "Father and Mother wouldn't want us to do such a thing." Jon murmured his agreement, telling himself he must be imagining the look in Sansa's eyes.
"No," the crow said, approving. "They wouldn't. This mess is yours to put aright, like it or not. And for all your faults, you have forestalled the Others thus far, though sometimes unknowingly."
"Just tell us what to do," Rickon demanded, impatient. "Or do it yourself, whatever it is."
The crow didn't like that. It buffeted Rickon with its wings, though only lightly. "No," it cawed. "I am neither sorcerer nor god. I am the shadow on the wall, the echo in the hall, naught but memory and morning mist."
"I didn't think mist could peck so hard," Arya grumbled under her breath, poking at the gouges in her hands.
"Quiet," the crow snapped, clacking its beak. "I have counsel, if you've the wits to hear it."
"The sword you found was unlike any other, but it was never meant to be wielded. It was made as a token of friendship. The giants forged it from every metal they knew, the singers inlaid it with their strongest spells, and the man for whom it was made anointed it with his blood as he lay dying. Whilst it protected his tomb, it protected his people, a last defense against the Others should they ever pass the Wall. When the Others ensnared you, that defense was broken. Yet all is not lost. The summer solstice approaches, the day upon which the Others are at their weakest. Endure until then, and mayhaps together you may defeat this darkness."
Wings flapped, stars spun, and they were back in the godswood again, sitting upon the hard ground with a circle of worried direwolves around them.
"What's a summer solstice?" Arya asked, wrinkling her nose.
"The crow must've meant the mid-year solstice," Robb ventured. "The days are longest then, no matter the season."
"That's only a few months away."
Jon's hope sprung back to life, roaring like a bonfire. He barely heard Bran and Rickon's arguing, nor Sansa's complaints about needing to nurse. Who cared if the dawn was grey and dim? There was a light at the end of the darkness, the sweet release of death that would come with either victory or defeat.
Such welcome news deserved celebration. There were at least a dozen fine wines and rich meads in his personal stores, gifts from sundry nobles to the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch. When he returned to his pavilion, Jon meant to taste them all. Of course, he'd have to find some excuse to send Dolorous Edd and Satin away, but that was no hardship. He would fill his own cup, and savor every last sip whilst he still could. The prospect of solitude was glorious, almost as glorious as that of getting thoroughly, inescapably, deliriously drunk.
After all, what harm could it do?
Notes:
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174: Olyvar IV
175: Edythe II
176: Arya IV
177: Sansa IVNOTES
1) God, I feel guilty about putting Jon through so much shit. That poor boy cannot catch a goddamn break, not even in a land of the lotus-eaters type fantasy.
Jon: Ned being my dad would make me happy
Jon: ... of course this is a trap
2) The loom used by Craster's women is based on the warp-weighted looms which were probably used by Viking era Norse. I strongly recommend you check out my source, who researched and then made her own reproduction of a warp-weighted loom.
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Warp-weighted loom being operated by two weavers. (Walton, 1751)
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Reconstructed loom from Moesgård Museum, Denmark (Helle, Plate #4).3) Vikings often buried their dead with grave goods, a practice which I thought appropriate for the ancient Starks. While no gems are mentioned as being native to the North in canon other than amber, I added a few others based on the minerals which can be found in Scotland.
4) Guess who accidentally fell in a research rabbit hole again? I wanted Bran the Builder's sword to be distinct and inspired by Viking artifacts, so I was delighted when I found out about pattern-welding. Although sometimes confused with Damascus steel (GRRM's inspiration for Valyrian steel), the forging process is completely different.
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A modern example of pattern-welding
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Close up of an 18th century example of Damascus steel
Chapter 174: Olyvar IV
Chapter Text
Olyvar rode toward the sprawling encampment in a temper as foul as the weather. The day was grim and gloomy and bitter cold. Though it was almost noon, there was no sun to make the snow sparkle, to gladden men's hearts with its warmth. Like the retinue of nobles who followed at his tail, Olyvar was well-protected from the chill. But the hair on his arms still prickled as he looked up, up at the thick grey clouds which loomed overhead, blotting out the light of the Seven.
There hadn't been a blue sky since before the solstice. At first, Olyvar hadn't noticed. Northern winters were known to be unpleasant, after all. But as the days crept by without so much as a single sunbeam, his heart grew troubled. More troubling still were the whispers of the northmen, whose unease lent credence to his own. The arrival of second moon a few days past had brought no relief; the darkness persisted, as constant as it was unnatural.
Between the overcast skies and the icy streets of Wintertown, King Aegon had no choice but to keep his mount at a slow, steady gait. His palfrey was a cautious mare, chosen for her easy temper rather than for her looks. Still, her plain chestnut coat made no matter, not when she wore bardings of shining silk. They were halved onyx and sapphire, one side blazoned with his scarlet three-headed dragon, the other with his orange phoenix, both sides trimmed with a border of golden flames.
Viserion's flames were far more beautiful, not that he'd seen them of late. The she-dragon grew more sluggish with each passing day. This morning it had taken ages to rouse her from slumber, her golden eyes fluttering open with great reluctance. Though he'd groomed her within the last fortnight her scales were already dull and dry, so much so that he'd sent Owen Costayne running to fetch more oil.
Once the squire returned, Olyvar had spent nearly an hour rubbing oil into every dry patch of the dragon's hide. He could feel Viserion's pleasure as he worked, the oil soothing her cracked skin. She despised this place down to her bones, her heart full of hate for the snow and freezing winds and parched air. She wanted Dragonstone; she wanted wet sea air and the glorious heat of molten rock flowing beneath the earth.
"It could be worse," Olyvar had reminded her. At least the hot pools brought some warmth and moisture to the godswood, if not enough to keep the she-dragon happy. Viserion had made her den between two of the largest hot pools, digging down into the soft earth. It was there she spent most of her time, sleeping curled atop her clutch of eggs.
The she-dragon only woke when Olyvar came to feed or groom her. Lacking the dragon keepers upon whom his ancestors had relied, he had no choice but to tend her himself. Besides, Uncle Oberyn always said that horses were more faithful and obedient to knights who knew them well. A knight who abandoned his mount to his squire's keeping was like to regret it. Of course, there were other duties with which a squire might assist.
Mindful of the eyes upon him, King Aegon bit back a smirk. He might trust grooms to shovel his palfrey's stall, but never to clean up Viserion's leavings. Too cold to fly off and relieve herself elsewhere, she'd taken to using a corner of her den as her privy. The pleasant task of cleaning it fell to his squires, in particular those who required a lesson in humility.
Today it had been Lord Robert Arryn and Owen Costayne's turn. Hopefully a taste of the ripe stench of dragon dung would lessen Robin's enthusiasm for bullying poor Yoren Yronwood. Though several years younger, Yoren was much taller and sturdier than the scrawny Lord of the Eyrie. Unfortunately, he was also far more timid. Owen Costayne, on the other hand, was far too combative; he was on dung duty as punishment for starting a brawl with a pair of northern squires.
Both squires had gagged and retched as they shoveled. Tying linen cloths over their mouths and noses might help somewhat, but linen was an inadequate shield against such noxious fumes. Robin threw up twice before he finished piling his wheelbarrow high with squishy black dung, but the fact that he finished at all was a victory. Feeling merciful, King Aegon had allowed the boy to leave the wheelbarrow outside the godswood rather than push it all the way to the glass gardens.
To Olyvar's dismay, Viserion had gone back to sleep the moment that her den was free of sweating squires. Was it her throat that bothered her? He prayed not. Sansa had healed the inflamed scar several times since their arrival in the North, and each time it grew more difficult for both his wife and his she-dragon. And Viserion's appetite was not what it should be; though the cold ought to make her ravenous, she ate little and less.
King Aegon shifted in the saddle, his crown weighing heavily upon his brow. Stop fretting, Olyvar ordered himself. Not that it helped. A thousand thoughts raced through his head, all vying for his attention. His duties as a father, as a husband, as a brother, as a king; the ravens from the south which required his reply; the matters which he'd meant to raise when he met with the King in the North this morning...
He gripped his reins tightly. The King in the North had not deigned to appear at the appointed time. Instead, King Aegon had received Lord Olyvar Rosby, who informed him that the King in the North was regrettably unable to attend. King Robb hadn't even tried to offer an excuse. The insult stung King Aegon almost as much being sent his own vassal as a messenger.
That was why Olyvar had decided to seek out the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch. "Robb was always closer to Jon Snow than he was to me," Sansa had said. Who better to offer him insight into the King in the North than his brother?
True, the lord commander had avoided Olyvar since he returned to Winterfell, but that made no matter. There were countless duties to keep Jon Snow occupied, and the birth of his niece and nephew couldn't have helped. Poor man; his oath forbade him from ever knowing the joy of fatherhood. No doubt that was why he'd refused to meet Gawaen more than once; he avoided little Jeyne Stark just as fervently.
King Aegon frowned. Lord Snow was avoiding King Robb too, or so he gathered from their brief conversation over a private supper a fortnight past. He hadn't had the chance to inquire further. King Robb had abruptly stormed off as soon as the main course appeared, leaving his portion of tender pink lamb to the page and squire who had been waiting upon them.
Little Hugor Hasty had eagerly devoured the lamb as soon as he finished a quick prayer of thanks. Not a scrap was left for Lord Robert Brax, not that he noticed. Bert was too busy twitching and rocking from one foot to the other as he tried to stammer out an apology. Small wonder the squire was terrified; Olyvar ought to have known better than to have a boy of fifteen with a Frey mother wait upon the King in the North.
Not that Olyvar blamed Bert. Whatever else he thought of Stark, he doubted the man would take such great offense to so small a slight. And an inadvertent one at that. King Aegon had only chosen Bert to serve because Robin had suffered a shaking fit earlier in the day and was in no fit state to wait upon his kinsman.
King Aegon glanced over his shoulder. Robin seemed much better now. He sat his horse with decent posture, his eyes bright, his cheeks rosy from the cold as he chatted with Owen Costayne. No doubt complaining about me, Olyvar thought wryly. That was for the best; he misliked how worshipful Robin had been when the boy first entered his service. Still, the utter faith which his squires and pages had in their king was oddly reassuring at times. That was why he'd brought them with him.
But then, a king went nowhere alone. As Olyvar rode out of Wintertown and onto the snowy road which led to the encampment, his retinue followed. A herald went before him, carrying a banner which flapped wildly in the wind. A dozen household knights in dragon and phoenix livery rode behind his squires; beside the king himself rode Ser Godric Sunderland, his white armor almost as pale as the snowy fields. And on the king's other side—
"I hate winter," Elia Uller grumbled, tucking her long black braid back beneath her hood.
"I know," Olyvar sighed for the hundredth time.
Much as he loved his sister, her complaining was starting to grate on his nerves. He'd much preferred letting her run about with Arya. For all that he looked like a half-drowned weasel, Ser Perwyn Truefaith was a patient and sensible fellow, one (mostly) capable of keeping the pair of them in check. Or so he thought until the day he found Elia swimming naked in one of the hot pools in the godswood.
"What were you thinking?" he'd whispered furiously, keeping his back turned as she pulled her clothes back on. He felt Elia shrug in response. "It reminded me of the Water Gardens," she said. "I didn't—"
"You didn't think what might happen if someone saw you?" he flared. "Someday you will be Lady of the Hellholt, Elia, and you're already the kinswoman to a king. You cannot act the carefree bastard, no more than I can!"
Olyvar didn't remember the rest of what he'd said; he'd been too angry. The words flowed off his tongue of their own accord as he scolded his little sister; by the end he was nearly shouting. Elia had been uncowed, but she had also been uncharacteristically silent. Perhaps that was just shock; he'd never yelled at her before. Of course, she'd found her voice as soon as Olyvar told Elia he was giving her the honor of shoveling Viserion's dung for the next fortnight. But her strenuous objections had been for naught. He remained firm, even when she looked up at him with eyes as pitiful as a puppy's, a trick which used to make him melt quicker than butter beneath the Dornish sun.
A pang of longing struck his heart. When Olyvar first arrived in the North, he'd consoled himself by remembering the same sun shone over Sunspear. Now the sun didn't shine at all, and he felt lost and unwelcome in this foreign land. It isn't foreign, he told himself sternly. The northmen were his people too, or would be, once he figured out how to win their fealty.
Thus far, the only thing that seemed to impress the northern lords was King Aegon's tolerance of the cold. Most of the southerners went about in so many layers of fur and silk that they looked like very well groomed bears. Not Olyvar. The Seven had smiled upon him, and their blessing kept him warm. And those who came near him shared that warmth; Olyvar suspected that was why Elia hadn't protested more strongly to him keeping her on a short leash.
Unfortunately, that warmth could not be shared with his host. When King Aegon's herald cried his coming, there were few to hear. Most of the men were huddled in their tents or in the hastily erected timber halls. The largest had been given over to the Most Devout of Harrenhal. There they tended the sick and injured, doing their best to keep as many men alive as possible to fight the Others when they came.
Alarming as the ravens from the furthest reaches of the North had been, it was far more alarming when they stopped coming. That had been the only word of the enemy's movements; now they were practically blind. The King in the North had not taken it well when King Aegon refused to scout on dragonback.
Lacking any other option, he'd sent out scouts on skith, hardy clansmen from the northern mountains who'd been weaned on icicles. Their whereabouts was what Olyvar had meant to discuss with King Robb. He had no idea whether any of the scouts had yet returned, and thus no idea of how soon to expect an attack.
Granted, the King in the North had made sure that Winterfell was more than ready to face the foe. What with the long months spent waiting for battle and the thousands of men who must be kept busy, both time and the timber of the wolfswood had been put to good use. First had been the wooden palisades which surrounded the sprawling encampment. Next were the rough-hewn watchtowers, placed at intervals around the camp's perimeter with catapults in between. Then there were the Braavosi horses. Though the heavy logs armed with long spikes were most often used against cavalry, they were also of use for closing a breach.
But there was only so much work to be done. Oh, there was no lack of work for those who served the host, the cooks and the carpenters, the smiths and the washerwomen, and so on. But the knights and men-at-arms...
King Aegon was hard-pressed to keep a straight face as he rode past the tents whose banners boasted the sigils of the lords of Crackclaw Point. Much as he appreciated their loyalty to House Targaryen, the snow dragons were getting out of hand.
The Caves had started it, building a clumsy, contorted effigy that resembled a deformed snake more than it resembled a dragon. Then the Hardys had decided they could do better. Olyvar hoped it wasn't an ill omen that their lopsided dragon's head had fallen off the very next day. The Caves laughed, the Hardys fumed, and the Pynes made sport of them both before joining in themselves. Now there were over a dozen snow dragons, all of which Ser Bennard Brune had judged with utmost solemnity.
At least they aren't fighting anyone, Olyvar told himself.
He couldn't say the same for the Boggses. The aging Lord Boggs was not lively enough to come north, but his sons, nephews, and cousins were livelier than Olyvar liked. If a fortnight went by without one of them getting into a brawl with a northman, Olyvar thanked the Seven Above and lit an extra candle. After a sixmonth in the North, he'd lit two candles.
King Aegon could only pray that the reinforcements due to arrive from the south would prove less quarrelsome when they came. If they came. Sailing north in winter was perilous, as was traversing the distance betwixt Winterfell and wherever their ship dropped anchor, and both the city of White Harbor nor the crude port of Sea Dragon Point were many snow-covered leagues away.
When the cluster of black tents appeared in the distance, Olyvar gulped a lungful of frigid air. What sort of welcome awaited him?
Despite all the time spent together on their journey south, he found Jon Snow more difficult to read than any of his trueborn siblings. Arya was mercifully, wonderfully direct. He knew she was fond of him, little though she liked the notion of Robb kneeling. Bran was equally forthright, strange though he might be otherwise. He made no secret of his dislike for his goodbrother. Granted, Bran didn't seem to like anyone save for his siblings. It was queer to see him in a rolling chair patterned after Mother Elia's; Olyvar wished he'd thought of that idea first rather than Jon Snow.
Then again, it might have gone as badly as Olyvar's attempt to cozen Rickon into friendliness soon after arriving. Viserion was not pleased with having such a wriggly, excitable passenger. Rickon would've fallen to his death if not for the saddle chains. Worse, his gleeful shouting and screaming had lasted for the entirety of their flight, nearly deafening both Olyvar and his she-dragon. When they landed he unchained Rickon as quickly as possible; scolding the boy for endangering himself could happen once he wasn't within the reach of a vexed dragon.
And Viserion was very vexed. She wanted nothing more than to snap her jaws, to blow hot wisps of warning flame at the boy who had so displeased her. To Olyvar's relief, the she-dragon did neither, obeying his command to leave Rickon be. Their luck ran out when Shaggydog came bounding up. Viserion swatted the black direwolf with her tail, retreated to her den, and refused to come out for a sennight. Shaggydog was only lightly bruised, but any hope of easily winning Rickon's affection was slain.
And as for Robb Stark...
The sound of his sister's voice abruptly ended his musings. "I know that tune," Elia said, frowning. "But the words are wrong."
King Aegon glanced at the squad of black brothers who had drawn her attention. They were hauling firewood, singing as they went about the tedious, exhausting work. Black scarves muffled their ragged voices, but he recognized the song nonetheless. It was a song of summer, one so simple that even little children could follow along and add their small high voices to the chorus. His heart fluttered in his chest; moved by an unexpected feeling of kinship, Olyvar joined the singing. Only for a moment, though, before King Aegon remembered himself and bit his tongue.
He didn't feel much like singing when he reached the lord commander's modest pavilion. The pair of guards posted outside the tent had unexpected company. The grey-bearded squire Dolorous Edd stood watch beside them, warming his only hand over a brazier. The fellow looked gloomier than usual, if that was even possible.
"The lord commander's not to be disturbed," Dolorous Edd told them. "Your Grace," he added belatedly.
"The matter is of great import," King Aegon replied, his tone commanding.
To no avail. "The lord commander's not to be disturbed," the squire repeated, implacable.
"You could at least inform Lord Snow that His Grace is here," Ser Godric Sunderland pointed out. "Then let—"
One moment there was a rustle at the tent flap; the next King Aegon was face to face with a white direwolf. Ghost stood taller than his palfrey; only a tight grip on the reins kept her from backing away. She whickered nervously as the direwolf drew closer, his great muzzle sniffing at the air. Then, without a sound, the direwolf returned to the tent. He didn't go in but stood halfway through the flap, his bulk holding it open.
"I believe the lord commander is willing to see me," King Aegon said dryly.
His mouth was drier still as he dismounted. King Aegon had grown used to the other direwolves, but not the albino. Viserion might look perfectly natural in her scales of cream and ivory and gold, but the wolf was white, as white as the bark of a weirwood tree. The direwolf stared at King Aegon as he entered the tent, his red eyes gleaming like garnets. Or blood.
But it wasn't blood that stained the lord commander's mouth. Olyvar stopped dead in his tracks, struck dumb by shock. Jon Snow sat- no, he lounged - in a slung leather camp chair, loose-limbed and smiling. Upon the table beside him sat bottle after bottle of wine, some open, some still corked.
"G'boy, Ghost, g'boy," Jon Snow slurred, still smiling. The direwolf's tail wagged, thumping against the flap which divided the tent in half.
Whatever was happening here, King Aegon wanted no part in it. "I'll come back later," he said, preparing to beat a hasty retreat.
Jon Snow's smile wavered. "Nooo." Clumsily, he gestured to an empty camp chair. "C'mon, there's plenty of wine left to taste." He took a long draught from the cup cradled in his hand. "Good wine," he added, giving the cup a happy look. "It'd be a shame not t' share it."
"A kind offer, but one I must decline," King Aegon said firmly.
"Oh, get the spear out of your arse," Jon Snow huffed. "What're you afraid of? D'you think I'll go run tell tales?" He snorted, took a sip of wine, then wiped his mouth. "Besides, it's not like either of us can get drunk with anyone else."
Olyvar ignored that. "You shouldn't be drunk at all."
To his surprise, Jon Snow gave him an indignant look. "I haven't gotten drunk since I was—" he paused, counting on his fingers "—gods, not since I was fourteen. My men can survive one damn day without me. Can't you say the same for yours?"
King Aegon hesitated, staring at the shabby rug as he thought. He wasn't sure whether he ought to leave Snow alone in his current state. He had no urgent matters to attend to, only a meeting which could be postponed. Well, that and catching up with his mountain of correspondence—
"Please stay," Snow urged, his voice strange. Unthinking, King Aegon looked up.
Jon Snow was... pouting at him? His dark grey eyes were huge and hopeful; his lower lip trembled pitifully. Suddenly, for the first time since they'd met, Olyvar remembered that Snow was only two-and-twenty, practically a boy.
It took King Aegon little and less time to send his sister and his squires away. His household knights went with them, leaving behind Ser Godric. The Kingsguard knight stood watch at the entrance of the tent, a white dove amongst three black crows.
Olyvar felt equally out of place as he swept off his fur cloak. His tunic of onyx and sapphire silk shone in the rushlight, contrasting starkly (ha) against the lord commander's garb of drab black wool. But he wasn't sitting down with the lord commander, was he? The Lord Commander of the Night's Watch wore a stern countenance and a bastard sword of Valyrian steel; he guarded his face as carefully as his tongue and deliberately chose his every word, even when pressed into a rare fury.
The lord commander did not light up like a new year's bonfire at the sight of him. But Jon Snow did. "You came back," he said happily, almost spilling his cup of wine. "I knew you would. Arya wouldn't shut up about how decent you are. D'you what she told me?"
Olyvar frowned, dreading the answer.
Jon Snow leaned in, draping a friendly arm over his shoulders. "She told—" already laughing, he struggled to get the words out. "She told me—" he laughed again, unable to help himself. "She told me your sisters call you Olly."
And with that, Snow completely lost what little composure he had left. Olyvar barely managed to pluck the cup from his hand before it spilled; the next thing he knew Snow was doubled over, shoulders shaking, one arm clutching his belly as he laughed himself breathless.
"It's not that funny," Olyvar grumbled.
It was hard for a toddling babe to grasp her first words, let alone manage a mouthful like Oh-lih-var. Why was it so amusing that his younger sisters had all landed on Olly? Unfortunately, pointing this out resulted in yet more laughter. Snow's eyes were full of tears when he finally recovered enough to offer him a cup of wine, an offer which King Aegon refused. He meant to achieve the purpose of his visit, and that required a clear head. If he was lucky, Snow would be more talkative drunk than sober.
Or so he thought until he asked.
"I don't want to talk about Robb." Snow grabbed a new bottle from the table, his face screwed up in concentration as he tried to pull out the cork. "He's your trial to bear, not mine. The Others are quite enough, if you please. Oh, damn it, why won't it open?"
Olyvar sighed. "It would help if you used a corkscrew." There was one on the table, practically under his nose. Rather than use it, Snow handed him the bottle and waited, expectant.
"The King in the North isn't a trial," Olyvar said, somewhat truthfully. He stuck the corkscrew in the cork and began to twist. "But as we cannot fight both the enemy and each other, we must come to a better understanding. That's why I need your help. As Stark's brother—"
To his utter bewilderment, Snow started laughing again. His laughter was different than before, wild and hysterical. The wine had been forgotten; he didn't even notice when Olyvar managed to uncork the bottle.
"What now?" Olyvar asked, annoyed. "There is nothing to jape of here."
"Yes there is," Snow wheezed, his face red from laughing. "And the best part is, you walked right into it."
"Walked into what?" Olyvar demanded.
Jon Snow smiled, innocent as a babe. "Robb's not my brother."
Olyvar blinked with owlish confusion. Gods, how much had Snow had to drink? None of the bottles on the table were empty; in fact, none of them were less than three-quarters full. Bemused, he sniffed at the bottle still in his hand. The vintage smelled pleasant enough, but whatever it was, it wasn't strongwine.
"You've drunk enough," he told Snow in a voice as firm as his grip on the bottle. "Let me summon your squire; he can fetch you an early supper before you go to bed."
"I'm not that drunk," Snow protested. "Not yet, anyway, but the day's still young. Come, don't you want to know the jape? It's one you've never heard before."
With a heavy sigh, Olyvar mustered the last of his patience. "Go on, tell your jape."
Snow grinned, inordinately pleased with himself. "One upon a time, there was a mad king who faced a great rebellion. Now, the mad king was no warrior, but he had a son, a prince, fair of face and black of heart. The prince went away to war in his stead, only to be slain in his first battle. His killer was a mighty lord, proud and strong and full of hate for the prince and his line."
Olyvar's patience dangled by a thread. "Is this a jape or a history lesson?"
"Both," Snow told him, still grinning. "You see, the prince had left behind both a lady and their son. When she learned the prince had been slain, she knew her babe was in mortal peril. To save him, she entrusted the babe to her brother. He claimed the prince's son as his own, raising him as a bastard amongst his true children. Now, here's the jape: who was the lady?"
"Elia," Olyvar answered, exasperated. "Princess of Dorne."
"Wrong," Jon Snow said, to his utter bafflement. "Didn't you listen?" He wagged a finger at Olyvar. "I said a lady, not a princess."
What difference did that make? "What in the seven hells are you on about?" Olyvar demanded. "The mad king was Aerys, the prince Rhaegar. The lady he left behind was Elia, her brother was Oberyn, and her son was me."
Jon Snow tilted his head, thoughtful. "People say you don't look much like Rhaegar."
"No?" The abrupt change of subject left Olyvar bewildered. "I take after my mother, thank the gods. That's why Oberyn could claim me as his own, once we dyed my hair and invented a Lyseni mother to explain my eyes."
"Clever," Snow said, nodding. He leaned close, clapping a hand on Olyvar's shoulder. "Now, here's the jape. Everyone says I look like my father, but I don't, not even a little bit."
With a dull thud, Olyvar set the wine bottle on the table. "Don't toy with me. I never met Lord Eddard, but I've seen his portrait. You've the same brown hair, the same grey eyes, the same long face. Bastard or not, you look more a Stark than King Robb does."
Snow shook his head and tsked, disappointed. "You still don't see the jape? I have the Stark look, but I got it from my mother."
Olyvar stared blankly. There was naught to see, only the flickering shadows which the rushlights cast on the walls. He felt strange and distant; the weight of the crown upon his brow was suddenly too much to bear. With numb fingers Olyvar took it off, setting it gently on the table.
Not that Snow noticed. Unable to take the bottle of wine still clasped in Olyvar's grip, he'd begun sniffing and prodding at the other open bottles, clearly trying to choose one. "My, I didn't think you'd be so slow. I suppose I must spell it out. The babe was me, the uncle was Lord Eddard, and the lady was Lyanna."
It was the easiest thing in the world for Olyvar to lift the bottle to his lips and drink. He couldn't place the wine's flavor, but it was smooth and wonderfully heady. Perhaps if he drank enough of it he could escape this nightmare. He took a long swallow, then a second, then a third for good measure.
Snow was oblivious. Having finally chosen a bottle, the tricky task of filling a cup had consumed him. He poured with painful slowness, a look of intense concentration upon his long face. Sadly, that didn't stop him from talking.
"Did you ever hear such a jape?" Snow asked. He didn't wait for an answer. "I feared Lord Eddard refused to speak of my mother because she was a thief or a whore. He told me nothing and I knew nothing, not her name nor where she'd gone. Except, as it turns out, I did! I knew of Lyanna, the spirited little sister, the maiden kidnapped and raped and dead before she was seventeen. I knew her bones lay in the crypts beside my grandfather Rickard and her uncle Brandon, who sought justice for her and were murdered by the Mad King."
Whilst Olyvar's bottle grew lighter with every word, Snow had overfilled his cup. Frowning, he lowered his head, slurped up a great gulp of wine, then wiped his mouth. "Granted, that's all I know of her. Lyanna's fate was too sad to dwell on. Not that I cared to ask. If there were tales to be told of Robert's Rebellion, I wanted to hear of the battles fought and the victories won."
Only half listening, Olyvar squinted at the bottle in his hand, perplexed. Empty? How could it be empty? The wine was less heady than he thought; he hadn't drunk nearly enough for this.
His cheerful host soon remedied that. A fresh bottle was pressed into his hands, the corkscrew applied and the cork removed. Olyvar drank deep and Snow prattled on, unfailingly amiable. The wine was a choice vintage, a gift to the lord commander from Lady Ellyn Chelsted. She'd sent a dozen bottles of wine by ship to White Harbor, accompanied by all the men and supplies which the Lady of Chestnut Grove could muster.
"I hadn't expected her to be so generous," Olyvar admitted, savoring the bottle's rich bouquet.
Snow laughed. "She thinks I killed Stannis, and I didn't bother to correct her. Another stain on my honor, but what does it matter?" Snow laughed again. Olyvar suspected he'd probably laughed more in the past hour than in the last five years.
Olyvar didn't feel like laughing. If anything his melancholy deepened as he slowly drained the bottle. When the bells tolled noon he staggered to his knees, intent on singing a hymn to the Mother. But he couldn't remember half the words, and the other half came out slurred and offkey. Snow paused his rambling, laughed, then laughed some more. Overcome with shame, Olyvar finished off the second bottle and opened a third.
By the time Snow finally ceased his rambling, Olyvar's tongue felt looser than a - than something loose. Loose. Loose was an odd word. Wait, why didn't loose rhyme with choose? It ought to. Why did choose rhyme with lose?
Unprompted, Snow interrupted his musings. "You've lost your wits."
Well, that was rude. Olyvar had let him ramble on and on and on; why shouldn't he enjoy being left alone with his thoughts for once? Not that he liked being alone. Gods, he missed Dez. A raven from Tarth had come just yesterday, bearing the gladdest of tidings. Deziel was to be a father; the maester said it would be less than a sixmonth until Lady Brienne bore her babe. A sixmonth? Seven help him, he'd been in the North longer than that already. Six months was an eternity and nothing at all. All. All rhymed with everything. Ball, call, fall...
"Gall, hall, maul," Snow put in.
"Hush," Olyvar scolded. Gall, hall, maul, nall—
"Nall isn't a word."
—pall, stall- oh, gods, he needed to stop stalling on his letters. What sort of king made his bannermen wait weeks and weeks for a reply? Let alone the High Septon, the voice of the Seven on earth? Was that a sin? Were the Seven angry at him?
"I'd worry less about the Seven and more about the Others," Snow interrupted. How did he know what Olyvar was thinking? "They'll be here soon, Dywen said. Poor man. Haven't told my men yet. That's a problem for tomorrow. Oh, and the wights are being led by my unc- wait- no, he's still my uncle- Uncle Benjen. And Robb's shunning me, but what does that matter? By the mid-year solstice it'll all be over, one way or the other."
Jon Snow stood and lifted his cup in a clumsy toast. "Here's to us! We're fucked." And with that Snow downed his wine in a single swallow, tottered over to where Ghost lay on the floor, and went to sleep curled against the direwolf's soft belly.
Neither shock nor terror was enough to make Olyvar sober. They were, however, more than enough to make him switch from wine to water. When the bells rang the Hour of the Maiden he said a prayer, gritted his teeth, ate the hard half loaf of bread which he found abandoned beside the brazier, and put his crown back on. Only two things could help him feel better, and he meant to have both of them.
The nursery was dim when King Aegon slipped through the door, quiet as a mouse. Gawaen lay in his cradle, his chubby cheek resting against an equally chubby fist. The babe was lost in peaceful sleep, his tiny chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm. Olyvar breathed with him, the tightness in his belly slowly loosening. Seeing his son was always soothing, no matter the hour or the thoughts that troubled him.
Truth be told, his Kingsguard were growing annoyed with the frequency of their king's visits to the nursery. Not that any of them were discourteous enough to say so. Ser Clarence Crabb, gruff as ever, claimed climbing up and down the many steps of the northwest tower was good exercise. It was; Olyvar's legs had never been stronger. As for Ser Godric Sunderland, he uttered nary a complaint, but the looks of resignation on his face spoke volumes.
Ser Daemon Sand didn't complain either, but he had no reason to. Rather than risk straining the knight's weak leg, King Aegon had charged him with guarding the nursery. That suited everyone, save when Ser Loras Tyrell was guarding the queen. Ser Loras was happy to guard Sansa, especially with his own sister Margaery so close at hand and apt to visit her goodsister at least once a sennight. The only trouble was that every time Sansa visited the nursery, it resulted in the inevitable calamity of Ser Loras and Ser Daemon standing guard together.
Olyvar wasn't sure whether the knights wanted to fuck each other or kill each other, but he'd take either if it put an end to the bickering. Nothing else had managed to make them shut up. Their lord commander's stern reprimands, their queen's gentle reproaches, their king's increasingly testy rebukes, all had failed. A day or two of sweet, blissful silence, and then either Ser Daemon or Ser Loras would break the truce with some scathing remark or unnecessary blow in the training yard and they'd be at it again.
"I hope you'll show more sense," Olyvar whispered to the sleeping babe. "A king mustn't be petty or volatile, at least not a good ki—"
Soft as a butterfly's wings, Gawaen's eyes fluttered open. For a moment he blinked, bleary and confused. Then he caught sight of his father. His mouth opened in a toothless smile; his plump arms waved with excitement.
"Ba-ba," Gawaen babbled.
"Da-da," Olyvar cooed back, picking his son up and resting him against his shoulder. "I know you can say it, can't you? Da-da."
"Ba-ba-ba-ba-ba?"
"Da-da," Olyvar said again, slower this time.
Not that he expected the babe to succeed. Gawaen was not yet five moons old; his son's greatest talents lay in movement, not speech. He could raise himself up on his arms when lying on his belly; he could hold his head up whilst being held; why, the nursemaids even thought he might soon roll over.
Speaking of nursemaids.... Olyvar wrinkled his nose, displeased by the scent of nightsoil. "Liane!"
The nursemaid had been sitting by the fire, quietly spinning thread whilst the king visited his son. Now she set aside her distaff and bustled to the king's side. The nursemaid had just taken Gawaen away when the nursery door creaked open.
Sansa entered with a yawn, her lovely blue eyes rimmed with red. They widened when his wife caught sight of him, a weary smile lighting her face. His heart overflowing, Olyvar opened his arms.
A few quick steps, a sigh, and she was clasped in his embrace. Sansa rested her cheek against his shoulder; Olyvar pressed his lips to her hair. He had been calm; now he was utterly at peace. Nor did his humor change when the nursemaid returned. No embrace could last forever, and their babe was hungry. Sansa nursed Gawaen herself, the very image of the Mother.
Granted, Olyvar's thoughts as he glimpsed his wife's breast were anything but holy. He couldn't help but remember how he had caressed those soft curves, how he had bestowed countless kisses upon the freckles that dappled her pale skin. And the sounds Sansa had made, the sweet sighs and desperate moans...
Such pleasant memories were enough to make his groin stir, but Olyvar tried his best to ignore it. The maesters decreed two moons must pass before a new mother could resume her wifely duties; the septons favored a full three moons, one each for Mother, Maiden, and Crone. Though it was almost five moons since Gawaen's birth, he had yet to slake his thirst.
Not for want of trying. Sansa missed his caresses and gladly welcomed him to her bed. Alas, every time the act of consummation drew near, she turned shy and skittish. What if giving birth had altered her sex? What if she fell pregnant again? She didn't feel ready for another babe, not so soon.
These and a dozen other anxieties plagued her, and as Olyvar couldn't bear to take Sansa trembling, he didn't take her at all. He kissed her brow, praised her for confiding in him, assured her that all would be well, and then, once she was asleep, made for the privy to make love to himself. A paltry pleasure compared to that of making love to his wife, but better than nothing.
At present, it gave him pleasure to watch Sansa nurse. A loving wife and a healthy child; what more could any man ask? The Seven had blessed him, and Olyvar was duly grateful. Here, all was right with the world, at least for a little while.
New, tender thoughts came to mind. In his youth, Olyvar had watched Doree and Loree grow from babes to toddlers. He still recalled the wild joy of the first stand, the first step, the first unsteady walk with their mother holding their plump little hands. Olyvar couldn't help but marvel as he looked at his son, trying to recall how soon each blessed event would come to pass.
When Sansa finished nursing, Olyvar knew he had stayed too long. A kiss for his wife, a kiss for his son, and King Aegon departed, leaving his heart behind. The queen might sleep amongst the other Starks in the northwest tower of the Great Keep, but his place was elsewhere.
King Robb had decreed that the Guest House be given over to the king's household, and it was there King Aegon bent his steps. His head ached, a natural and deserved consequence of indulging in so much wine. Lacking the wits to properly handle his correspondence, Olyvar passed the remainder of the afternoon in a state of weary exertion. He sorted his papers for the morrow, instructed his pages and squires as need be, and entertained his bannermen at dinner.
After, he returned to the northwest tower. King Aegon had done his duty, and now Olyvar deserved to cuddle his wife. More importantly, he needed to talk with her about all that had transpired during the morning.
When he arrived, Gilly had just finished readying her mistress for bed. The maid curtsied before taking her leave, off to the nursery. Gilly was charged with watching over the prince from dusk to dawn; there was no one else Sansa would suffer to bring the babe to nurse in the darkest hours of the night. Lady Denyse Hightower and Lady Valena Toland took no offense. If anything, they were relieved to have charge of the nursery during the morning and afternoon.
"I miss having Gilly wait on me," Sansa lamented once they were alone in bed.
"The maid must sleep and see her son sometime," Olyvar chuckled. "My lovely queen has plenty of good ladies eager to tend her needs."
"I know," Sansa said begrudgingly. "But I want Gilly. Or Jeyne and Meri, or Lady Toland and Jynessa Blackmont. I'd even take Rhaenys, gods help me—"
Despite himself, Olyvar made a noise of outrage. True, his sister waiting on his wife would be a recipe for disaster, but even so.
"—I don't know Beth Cassel anymore, and besides, she's Margaery's lady-in-waiting," Sansa said wistfully, nestling against his chest. "And Alys Karstark seems a lovely girl, but she's Arya's friend, not mine, and she belongs to Margaery too."
"I'm sorry, love," he said sincerely, thinking of Deziel.
Sansa made a pitiful little noise, then hugged him. "By the by, why did you smell like wine earlier?"
Grateful that she had broached the topic, Olyvar explained briefly. But any hope of confiding his doubts and worries was quickly doused. Sansa practically exuded relief; only an oath had prevented her from divulging the secret, and keeping it from her husband had worn on her. How could Jon Snow be so cold and unfeeling? How dare he say nothing for so long, and how dare he make Arya weep by shunning her?
Against his will, Olyvar found himself defending Jon Snow. He could understand why his goodbrother— no, his half-brother— might think it wise to carry such a secret to the grave. Then again, he could also understand why Sansa was so hurt and why Arya was so downcast of late. Everyone was right, everyone was wrong, and it vexed him.
With Sansa in such an unhappy temper, Olyvar decided the better part of valor was discretion. His only aim was to cuddle his wife to sleep. Later he could ask why King Robb had summoned her last night. For now it was best to let it lie, just as he avoided speaking of the question which lay between them.
Sansa was equally, dangerously quiet on the matter. Though she defended King Aegon from her brothers' barbs, she said nothing of kneeling. The King in the North must kneel, but whether she agreed... she chose to be my queen, Olyvar reminded himself. But then why had she given Stark a kingly scepter?
The breathing beside him was steady and even; his wife had fallen asleep. Carefully, Olyvar extricated himself from beneath the covers. Sansa didn't stir. Nor did she stir when Buttons hopped up on the bed to curl up in the warm spot he had left vacant.
Quietly, Olyvar took his leave. King Aegon must sleep in the Guest House, amongst his own people. If only his wife could share his lonely bed! Daily he thought of asking Sansa to join him, only to recall how loudly babes screamed in the night. Then he thought better of it.
Olyvar felt like screaming when he awoke the next morning. A good night's rest was insufficient remedy for the foul hangover which assailed him. His temples throbbed; his stomach roiled. Such was the gods' punishment for the sin of consuming so much wine. Olyvar wanted nothing more than to lie abed, to eat soft buns and eggs with yolks as creamy as custard.
But he had his wits about him, King Aegon must put them to use. He had been remiss; his realm required his urgent attention. Fretting over Jon Snow's parentage could wait for another day. Snow might've been drunker than a Redwyne, but he'd sounded all too sure when he spoke of the Others' imminent arrival. And where the Others came, the ravens perished. Olyvar must send out his letters with all haste, or risk not being able to send them at all.
And so, for the next several weeks, King Aegon spent most of his time in his solar. It was a cozy room. The fire burning in the hearth cast dancing shadows upon the wall, caressing his phoenix and dragon banner and the sword and spear which hung beneath it. His squires and pages fetched whatever he needed; fresh paper, more ink, tea and cider to quench his thirst, meat and cheese and bread to quiet his belly's midday growls. Holdfast either curled at his feet or begged for attention, the hound's tail wagging madly whenever he received a scratch upon his floppy ears.
But such comforts made his work no less tedious. King Aegon had read each letter he received, sought counsel from his bannermen as needed, and now he must write his responses. Mother Elia always said that a lord took note when his liege took the time to write to him in his own hand. Olyvar saw her reasoning and adopted it as his own; he'd been appalled when Rhaenys suggested having a scribe learn to mimic the king's hand.
An abundance of hand cramps soon made King Aegon regret his conscientiousness. There were so many letters which required his attention. To save his hand, he began composing his letters aloud. Little Lord Monterys Velaryon served as his scribe. Though only twelve, Monterys had the best penmanship amongst his squires and pages. His steady hand took down the king's words, and then the king used the notes to compose a letter in his own hand. Crossing out and adding to the page's draft was far, far easier than writing the same damned letter thrice.
He wrote to his small council first. Thank the gods he'd bade Grand Maester Cosgrove make for King's Landing rather than Winterfell. Ser Gulian Qorgyle would need the maester's help to unravel the morass of corruption which Rhaenys had discovered. The loss of Lady Cedra Santagar had cost them dearly. Whatever she knew of Petyr Baelish and his cronies, she had taken the knowledge to her grave.
Many more graves would await the folk of King's Landing if they were not fed. Grain from Pentos was well and good, but bread alone could not sustain them. Lord Rowan feared riot and disorder; the price of meat was becoming far too dear. Amusingly, deer was the king's solution. Several of his bannermen had once hunted in the kingswood with King Robert, and they reported that the place was overrun with deer. King Aegon commanded that his Lord Hand permit the smallfolk to hunt them, along with the hares and squirrels. The boar and elk he reserved for the crown, to be hunted by the king's faithful lords, salted, and sent north to feed the king's host.
The gods knew he needed every scrap. Princess Elia had kindly sent vast wheels of sheep's milk cheese from Dorne, but they had not lasted long. Rhaenys hadn't sent any food at all, instead sending singers and mummers to entertain the host. Olyvar gnawed his lip as he considered what she would think of having a bastard half-brother, then shoved the thought aside.
As expected, Lord Lydden had been quite helpful. The ships he sent north had cargoes of pickled fish from Lannisport, salted pork from Crakehall, and dried blackberries and blackberry wine from Deep Den. He'd also sent a few hundred men to serve in the king's host, as well as Lord Robert Brax and Lady Elaine Lydden to serve as squire and lady-in-waiting.
Whether his other lords would serve so faithfully, King Aegon did not know. His journey with the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch had won plenty of promises, but whether those promises would bear fruit... thus far less than two thousand additional men had made their way north. Not enough. How many more were coming? Would they arrive in time? Surely the Seven had heard his prayers; surely they would succor his people.
In the meantime, King Aegon kept writing. He settled a dispute over Blackwater Bay between the fishermen's guilds of King's Landing and Duskendale. He assured Lord Nestor Royce of Robin's good health, made sure the boy read and replied to his High Steward's missives, and requested more supplies from Gulltown. The Vale had already sent near a third of its fighting men to the Wall; he would not ask for more.
Lord Lydden was similarly short of men. Tywin Lannister's war had been costly, as had the rebellions against his daughter Cersei's rule. Worse, multiple large stores of grain had been found moldy. Those poor and desperate enough to make bread from such grain were afflicted with strange visions and ill health, but when it was that or starve... all King Aegon could do was bid Lord Lydden to take the matter in hand as he saw fit.
Would that he could fly south to see for himself! Olyvar yearned to feel the wind in his ears, to see his realm from above, a patchwork of green and grey, blue and black, amidst a sea of white. But he dared not. Viserion was his only dragon; risking her was out of the question.
Before the solstice, he'd scouted upon her back and burned whatever wights he could find. Not that he found many. The bedamned things had learned from Viserion's triumph at Eastwatch. They moved in small groups rather than as a mighty host, concealing themselves in the many forests of the North. Dragonflame was not a precise instrument; with the trees dried by winter, the fire meant to destroy a band of wights could just as easily burn down an entire forest.
Olyvar wished he could burn the letter from Lord Hightower. Widower or no, Baelor Breakwind had no business asking after Princess Elia. The Most Devout of Oldtown and the Citadel were proving equally irritating. Rather than act sensibly and acknowledge the High Septon of Harrenhal, the Most Devout argued amongst themselves. All agreed that the gods were very angry, but they agreed on nothing else.
Before leaving King's Landing, he had discussed the issue with Rhaenys at length. Both agreed that Oldtown shouldn't have a High Septon. The Seven had made their disapproval very clear when they let the Starry Sept be profaned, followed by the Sept of Baelor. Three High Septons had made their claim to the holy office; only one had survived.
"But we cannot leave the High Septon at Harrenhal," Rhaenys insisted. "Better that he return to King's Landing."
"It's far too late for that," Olyvar replied. "The horse has already left the stables. No, worse. The horse has left the stables, run across the country, taken up residence in a new set of stables, and raised a family there." Granted, it wasn't one of his better metaphors, but Rhaenys had taken his point.
The Citadel was less obliging. The maesters had claimed they couldn't spare any of the healers he'd requested. King Aegon wrote back a polite but sharp letter informing them that he wasn't requesting, he was commanding. Meanwhile, Oldtown's masters of the seven guilds won his eternal love by asking how they could be of service. King Aegon wrote a letter full of thanks, accompanied by a long list of supplies.
King Aegon also sent thanks to Lady Alerie Tyrell for the grain which she'd sent at Lord Willas's behest. He didn't send any thanks to Lady Olenna. Delicious as the honeyed fireplums were, she'd not sent them to him. Margaery had graciously shared them, though only after showing off the toys and fine cloth which her mother had sent for baby Jeyne.
Nor did he send thanks to the Stormlands. Though the chaos and disorder had ebbed, he was not pleased at the continued delays and excuses from Lord Byron Durrandon (formerly Penrose) of Storm's End. Hopefully the king's pointed letter to his aunt Lady Ellyn Chelsted would prove effective.
Mercifully, all was well in Dorne. Princess Arianne continued to send the preserved lemons and oranges which kept men's teeth from rotting. From Starfall Lord Edric Dayne had sent a bounty of salted fish, along with a complaint that he was not allowed to join the dozen or so lords and landed knights who were expected to sail north with their hosts. Much as he missed his former squire, Olyvar was glad he was safe at home.
The most delicate letter he had left for last. Olyvar felt exceptionally sheepish at how long it had taken him to read the many, many papers which High Septon Paul had given him at their first meeting. His High Holiness was not pleased by the delay, nor by the ongoing schism of the Faith.
King Aegon might have attempted to compel the Most Devout of Oldtown to see reason, but Olyvar had neither the time nor the inclination. Instead, he reminded the High Septon that such affairs were the domain of the Faith, not the crown. King Aegon would not presume to meddle with the Most Devout, just as His High Holiness would not presume to interfere in the king's business. That ought to soothe the sting of bidding the High Septon to set aside his smallfolk petitions until spring. Defeating the Others was of paramount importance; now was not the time for making weighty changes to the realm's laws, nor to the lords and their smallfolk's rights. The High Septon couldn't argue with that, not after declaring that the fight against the Others was a holy war and bidding all righteous men to join the battle.
By the time he sent Robin off to the rookery with the letter to Harrenhal, it had been over a fortnight since his queer encounter with Jon Snow. True to his word, Snow had apprised him of the scout Dywen's last report the very next day. Rather than meet face-to-face, his good-brother— half-brother?— the lord commander had informed him by means of a lengthy letter, noting he'd sent a second copy to the King in the North. No doubt his hangover was even worse than Olyvar's; were the circumstances less dire, he would've been amused.
Following Snow's counsel, both King Robb and King Aegon had told their commanders nothing of Benjen Stark or the foe's numbers. Panic and uproar were the enemies of discipline. No, all they need know was that the Others and their wights were approaching in force. The hosts' current preparations were to be hastened, and additional measures taken to defend against ice spiders. Dozens of messages and visitors from the camp had interrupted Olyvar's progress through his letters; without them he might have been done in only a sennight.
But the messages from his goodbrother were the worst. King Robb had no notion as to Viserion's health, and Olyvar had no intention of enlightening him. Thus, when King Aegon refused his repeated requests to scout on dragonback, Stark waxed angrier and angrier. That was vexing, especially as Olyvar had ready excuses: wind, fog, the pressing duties which required his immediate attention. Besides, there were already northern scouts watching for the enemy, ready to hasten back on their skith. Did the King in the North doubt his own men?
Rhaenys would have cheerfully agreed to scout, so long as Stark knelt first. She thought Viserion was almost invincible, not a creature of flesh and blood. Deziel knew better; he would have told Stark the truth at once. A large part of Olyvar agreed, but King Aegon couldn't be so foolish.
By the end of second moon, King Robb's missives had progressed from angry to irate. Multiple invitations to dine with King Aegon were rebuffed; his goodbrother claimed he was too busy with his commanders. That might be true, but Olyvar knew a snub when he saw it.
It was a relief when Owen Costayne returned from the rookery one afternoon with naught but a single letter, and it was an even bigger relief when Olyvar saw the Uller seal. He sent for Elia at once; she would want to share his joy. Mother Ellaria's letters were always witty and thoughtful, filled in equal measure with news of the Hellholt and stories about Doree and Loree.
Olyvar had just broken the seal when Elia arrived, a book in her hand and a glower on her face. He covered a smile. His sister would one day be the Lady of the Hellholt; reading texts about how to rule a fief was necessary, whether she liked it or not.
Elia's glower dropped the moment she saw the blob of red and yellow wax pressed with the flames of House Uller. "Oh! What does Mother say? May I read it?"
"I haven't read it yet," Olyvar told her. "But you may read over my shoulder, if you like." Eagerly, Elia stepped up behind his chair.
He regretted that generous impulse almost immediately. Olyvar had gotten no further than the first sentence when his usual composure failed him. His eyebrows leapt toward his scalp; his mouth gaped with stunned horror.
Prince Oberyn had been out hunting when Ellaria received a most upsetting letter. Her Uller cousins had not given up on taking the Hellholt; they had just been biding their time. King Aegon was in the far North, too far away to interfere. As such, her cousins now declared their claim. The Hellholt belonged to the men of the desert, not to a slut from Sunspear. She was half a stranger; they knew the fief and its people like the back of their hands.
Even so, they were willing to be generous with the interloper. Why needlessly water the sands with blood? They knew she had no taste for slaughter, just as they knew she was a woman who kept her word. As such, they had taken Prince Oberyn as their prisoner. Once she swore a solemn oath giving up her claim to the Hellholt, Ellaria would receive her husband back unharmed. Being merciful, they granted her a day to reply. After that, they would send her a piece of her husband every twelve hours until she surrendered.
Ellaria had barely finished reading the ghastly letter when there was a clamor at the gates. Her cousins were as foolish as they were arrogant; they had sent the raven before taking their captive. Prince Oberyn had fought like a shadowcat; he had escaped the ambush. Or so Obara said. Only she and her lord father had escaped, and Oberyn was in no fit state to talk. He was slung over a horse, pierced with a thousand bloody wounds.
Behind him Elia burst into loud, choking sobs. Olyvar rose to comfort her, but she yanked away. Still sobbing, his sister bolted from the room. His heart in his boots, Olyvar turned back to the letter.
Whilst the maester tended to Oberyn and Ellaria prayed at his bedside, Obara had taken matters into her own hands. Ellaria had given her leave to search for any other survivors of the ambush, nothing more. Obara had done so, found none, and returned to the Hellholt possessed with a wild fury.
In an hour she'd raised a hunting party; before nightfall she found her quarry. When the sun rose, all of them were dead. Knights, men-at-arms, squires, pages, servants, all. The Uller cousins were the last to die. Obara had taken them prisoner at the start of the assault and made them watch as their folk were slain. Then she'd slowly cut them into pieces, mounted every piece on a spear, and ridden back to the Hellholt with her grotesque prizes.
"As they threatened to do unto my lord father, so I have done unto them," Obara declared proudly. Her hands and face were drenched with blood, none of it her own.
The rest of the letter, and the rest of the afternoon, passed in a haze. King Aegon disposed of his squires, then made for the nursery, trailed by Ser Clarence Crabb. Only the nursemaid's presence kept Olyvar from crying as he held Gawaen. His father couldn't die without meeting his grandson, he couldn't. But if Ellaria was too worried to put on a brave face, to assure him and Elia that Oberyn's recovery was all but certain... that boded very ill.
Too heartsick to host his lords, Olyvar dined with Sansa. She was horrified to learn of Prince Oberyn's condition, and even more horrified to learn what Obara had done.
"The only Uller cousin left was the youngest brother, a youth too sickly to take part in the ambush," Olyvar told her. "Ellaria demanded his surrender and took hostages from every house that aided his brothers. Once that was done, she banished Obara from the Hellholt."
"That's all?" Sansa asked, astonished. "Ellaria was always so gentle. I'd have thought she'd be sickened by such vicious cruelty."
"She was," Olyvar said. "Obara loves her sisters. Forbidding her to set foot in the Hellholt deprives her of Doree and Loree, and Mother Ellaria has forbidden Obella from writing to her. Any further punishment she left to my discretion."
Sansa prodded at her stew. "What shall you do?"
Olyvar ran a hand through his hair. "Truthfully, I haven't decided yet. Father might yet die of his wounds. If he lives, it is only thanks to Obara. I cannot condemn my father's savior, no more than I can condone the slaughter she wrought."
His wife frowned. "You will condone it, if you don't punish her."
"Oh?" Olyvar asked sharply. "Tell me, what would you do if you were in my place?"
"I wouldn't be," Sansa flared. "My siblings would never do such a thing."
"Never, my lady?" he pressed. "What if they had Joffrey in their power right after he had Lord Eddard slain? Or Lord Walder Frey, if Lady Catelyn hadn't cut his throat before she perished? Can you truly say there is no chance, none at all, that any of them might do something terrible when their blood ran hot with wrath and sorrow?"
Plainly discomfited, Sansa made no reply. The rest of the meal passed in silence. But when Olyvar followed his wife to her chamber, she gave no objection. Indeed, she urged Gilly to hurry. That was a mercy. The maid was barely out the door when Olyvar crumpled, no longer able to hold back his tears. Sansa held him as he wept, and when he rose at the Hour of the Stranger she prayed beside him, her hand clasped in his.
A week later, Olyvar longed to return to those peaceful prayers. Winterfell's sept was usually crowded at the Hour of the Father, but it was getting ridiculous. Every pew besides King Aegon's was packed shoulder to shoulder; even the aisles were full. As if the Seven cared a whit about where one prays. There were plenty of septs in the encampment, large rainbow-striped tents where septons led prayers. Would that all the highborn would pray with their men!
But no. No, far too many of them insisted on cramming into the only "proper" sept. And whilst they comported themselves properly during prayers, afterwards was another matter. The moment the service was over, the sept filled with tension. How could it not, with men from across the Seven Kingdoms jammed into such close quarters and so much bad blood lingering between them?
The few rivermen were the most belligerent, albeit with good reason. Tywin Lannister's rape of the Riverlands had not been forgotten. They bore enmity for the neighbors and kinfolk in the Reach and Crownlands who'd failed to come to their aid, and even more enmity for the westermen themselves. The westermen and northmen seethed with mutual distrust; the valemen kept intervening in the quarrels of others whether or not they were wanted.
The clamor of men squabbling in the inner yard blended with the endless, raucous quorking of the ravens in the rookery. King Aegon did his best to be impartial as he calmed tempers and restored order, but it was thankless work. No doubt King Robb would've had more success with the recalcitrant northmen and rivermen, but the King in the North didn't pray at the sept. Nor did he leave his council chambers much of late, though he continued to send missives. Yesterday's had boded ill. There was still no word of the last scouting party King Robb had sent out, though they ought to have returned a sennight past.
For a moment Olyvar considered bearding the direwolf in his den. This business of sending messages was absurd, even childish. Then again, impulsively descending upon the King in the North might make matters worse. No, he must prepare himself, even if he dreaded what such preparation entailed.
When King Aegon arrived at the lord commander's pavilion, a moon-faced black brother was just leaving. He barely noticed the king, too busy muttering to himself about Prince Bran. Oddly, Ser Loras Tyrell smirked at the departing black brother. "That was Randyll Tarly's son, Your Grace," he said.
"Oh?" King Aegon replied, surprised. Young Tarly looked mild as milk, nothing like his sire. "How did he come to take the black? Did he commit some grievous crime?"
"Nay." Ser Loras shook his head. "The only crime Samwell Tarly committed was in his lord father's eyes. The boy was a craven, so weak that even Randyll Tarly couldn't make a warrior of him. When he turned fifteen, he rightly surrendered his claim to Horn Hill and joined the Night's Watch."
King Aegon raised an eyebrow, thinking of Willas Tyrell. But there was no time for reproaching Loras. Dolorous Edd stood in the open tent flap, waiting to show him in. King Aegon swiftly dismounted, handing his horse's reins to Owen Costayne and refusing Monterys Velaryon's offer to serve as cupbearer. "I shall speak privily with the lord commander," King Aegon told the page. "He is my goodbrother, after all."
Half-brother, Olyvar thought as he entered the black pavilion, scowling to himself. How was it that Rhaegar still vexed him from beyond the grave? He'd liked Jon Snow, gloomy as he was. But now a thorny secret lay between them, complicating what ought to be simple. Thanks ever so much, father.
He found the lord commander bent over a table covered with stacks of parchment, his long face solemn. Small wonder no one had ever questioned Lord Eddard. Jon Snow might be clad in black, but even an oaf would mark the Stark look stamped on his face.
Olyvar smiled grimly, thinking again of Rhaegar. Two sons, and neither resemble him at all. If Snow had any affinity for the harp or writing poetry, Olyvar would eat his boots. No, Snow wore the mantle of lord commander as if he'd been born to it. He was stern, implacable, dependable, and he was the best hope for making a proper truce with Robb Stark.
Snow was staring resolutely at his parchments, and Olyvar had been silent for far too long. He should've said something, but instead he cleared his throat. At the table Snow tensed, his head still bowed.
It was Snow who finally broke the awkward silence. "Either speak or go away, Your Grace," he said coolly.
Taken aback, Olyvar fumbled for a jape to break the tension. "Ah. Um." He cleared his throat again. "How do you mend a broken rose?"
Snow said nothing. It was impressive, how loudly Snow said nothing. Olyvar pressed on, determined. "Don't you know? You mend it with a flower patch."
With a sudden jolt, Snow raised his head, his expression appalled. "Wh-wha-what," he sputtered, "what's wrong with you? That's the stupidest joke I've ever heard."
Olyvar smiled weakly. "Thanks, I made it up myself."
"Of course you did," Snow groaned, one hand on his forehead. "Well, now that you've assailed me with your wit, what do you want?"
Relieved, Olyvar told him. He tried to keep it brief: the disharmony between the northern host and the southern, the difficulties with King Robb, and so on. "I've done my best, I assure you," Olyvar said, exasperated. "But this state of affairs cannot continue; I've enough troubles already." He began to pace, his crown heavy upon his brow.
"You're the Lord Commander of the Night's Watch; you know the crushing burden of command." The words spilled out of Olyvar without his leave. "Your every move is scrutinized; every man waits to see whether you will sink or soar. Destiny descends upon you, sudden as a sandstorm, choking you with its dust. You are no longer a man; you are an idea, a symbol, a beacon in the dark. What do you know of rest? The work is never done; the moment you solve a problem two more arise to take its place—"
Snow cut him off. "Did you ever think," he said, dangerously patient, "that Robb might feel the same?"
"No," Olyvar scoffed. "Come, don't jest with me. Stark's as solid as the foundations of his keep."
"Is he?" Snow asked softly.
Olyvar's whirling thoughts came to a crashing halt. Utterly poleaxed, he stared at Snow. There was no laughter on his lips; his dark grey eyes were full of judgment.
That gaze seemed to follow Olyvar as he took his leave. King Aegon's body moved of its own accord; one moment he was mounting his horse; the next he was climbing the steps of the northwest tower. He entered the nursery in a daze, almost tripping over Arya, who was just leaving.
"What's wrong with you?" she said bluntly.
Olyvar stared at her for a moment. No one had lived with Robb for longer than Arya. Save perhaps Rickon, but Olyvar had no intention of asking him. In a halting voice, he recounted what Jon Snow had said.
"Do you think he's right?" he asked.
Arya looked at him as if he were the greatest fool to ever wear a jester's crown. "Of course Jon's right, stupid."
That wasn't the answer Olyvar had hoped for. "Come now," he protested. "I don't believe it. The King in the North—"
"The King in the North," Arya interrupted, "never serves lamb at dinner because the sight of it's apt to send him into a panic."
Olyvar stared at her, dumbstruck and dismayed. "What? Why?"
"Don't you know?" Arya huffed. "That's what the Freys served the night of the Red Wedding."
After that, even cuddling Gawaen couldn't put his mind at ease. That night Olyvar went to bed early, seeking the remedy of sleep. To no avail. Holdfast might snore in sweet repose, but his master was less lucky. Olyvar's thoughts tripped over each other, clashing and colliding as he stared up at the canopy of his bed. Closing his eyes only made it worse. He saw Rhaegar playing his harp, his silver hair blowing in the wind. Then he saw Lord Eddard, clasping the greatsword Ice with both hands, his gaze as piercing as a knife. Stark stood in his shadow, just as Olyvar stood in Rhaegar's...
When the bells rang the Hour of the Crone, King Aegon was already dressed. With a resolve stronger than his exhaustion, he strode to the stables. Ser Daemon Sand and Hugor Hasty trailed at his heels, confused but compliant.
All the Most Devout who had come north dwelt in the encampment. He'd hoped to seek the wisdom of the Crone, but alas, Septa Cassana was occupied in leading prayers. Rather than disturb her, Olyvar moved on. Next he thought of seeking the Father's justice or the Smith's skill at mending, but he had no luck there either. Septon Timoth had just gone to bed after reading all night; Septon Harbert was busy tending the sick.
And so, despite his qualms about such an ill omen, King Aegon found himself stepping inside the red tent of Septon Josua. It was a cramped place, full of brushes and jars and canvases, even a few nearly finished paintings. The only space free from clutter was the altar to the Warrior.
It took a pink-clad lay brother several minutes to find a chair. Once he'd emptied it, King Aegon took his seat, careful not to hit anything with his elbows. He didn't need to wait long before Septon Josua appeared, his mouth dusted with crumbs.
"Forgive me, Your Grace, I was just breaking my fast." Septon Josua eyed him. "Has Your Grace eaten yet? King and common soldier alike march on their stomachs, and though our fare is humble, it is nourishing."
King Aegon meant to demur, but his belly betrayed him with a growl. As soon as he graciously accepted the septon's offer, a lay brother scurried off to the cookfires. He came back bearing a tray laden with warm oat bread, salted fish, a small cup of hot cider, and a large cup of warm barley water.
Whilst the king ate, Septon Josua happily held forth. It wasn't every day that a king sought his counsel, and he clearly meant to make the most of his good fortune. Unfortunately, his advice required some effort to comprehend. The septon spoke entirely in metaphor, save for when he quoted The Seven-Pointed Star.
And yet, despite the dark clouds above, Olyvar rode back to Winterfell feeling like himself again. He had his course; now he must follow it. It was a straight path, one that led him to the King in the North's council chamber. The Seven were good; Stark was alone, having just finished with an early council meeting.
They had barely exchanged stiff courtesies when they were interrupted by a clamor in the hall. "What now?" King Robb snapped. "Pardon, Your Grace," a guard called back through the door. "I said you weren't to be disturbed—"
"I am a knight of the Vale, not some errant squire," a haughty, vaguely familiar voice replied.
"Belmore," Stark muttered under his breath. Then, he called out. "Admit him!"
Ser Edmund Belmore strode in, looking rather satisfied. He was a man of middle age, as well-muscled as he was well-dressed. His doublet and breeches were purple velvet, richly embroidered and spotless; about his neck hung a chain of silver bells.
"Your Grace," he said, bowing.
"Yes?" both King Aegon and King Robb said in unison. Briefly, their eyes met, exchanging uncomfortable glares.
"Begging Your Graces' pardons," Ser Edmund continued smoothly. "I wished to speak with His Grace King Robb, as the matter concerns his sister. Then again, as Princess Arya belongs to His Grace King Aegon's household, I am glad to find you both." He bowed again, not noticing Olyvar's frown. Arya was part of his queen's household, not his.
Heedless, Belmore went on. "Your Graces, the princess must be checked. Her behavior is unseemly and immodest; she is a lady of gentle birth, not some ill-bred spearwife. Princess Arya ought to carry a silken fan, not a sword she is not capable—"
"Not capable?" Stark asked, drier than the desert. "Try telling that to Ramsay Snow's head. I'm sure his shade would find it comforting."
Belmore scoffed. "A fluke—"
"No," Stark said, cutting him off again. He was smiling now, a wolfish smile with far too many teeth. "It wasn't a fluke. Nor is it your place to question the princess's behavior."
"Princess Arya is my lady wife's sworn sword, and so she shall remain," King Aegon added firmly. "King Robb and I have weighty matters to discuss. Yet rather than heed His Grace's guard, you saw fit to interrupt us. Is that not unseemly, ser?"
Belmore reddened. "My apologies, Your Graces. If I may take my leave?"
"You may," both kings replied.
"How often does that happen?" Olyvar asked when Belmore was gone.
"Not very," Stark said, "but more often than I'd like. I shall have no respite until Arya finally tires of her sport and gives it up."
Olyvar blinked, bemused. "You just said yourself that she's capable."
"She is." With a grumpy look, Stark turned to walk toward his seat. "And capable warriors often die in battle. I shall never rest easy until Arya gives up the sword, until I know she's safe."
Olyvar snorted, unable to help himself. "Arya will tire of the sword when her direwolf tires of eating meat. Make her safe? You'd have more luck catching a cloud in a cage."
He regretted the words almost instantly. From the other side of the room came a low growl; he'd not noticed Grey Wind lying on the floor. As for Stark, he whirled in a fury, the sharp points of the longswords on his crown gleaming in the rushlights.
"Tell me this," Stark snarled, in a tone that was half a shout and half a whisper. "Imagine that you marched to war to save your father, but he died before you could reach him. Imagine that you trusted a dear friend, a foster brother, and he repaid that trust by driving your brothers from their home. Imagine that your little sisters were in desperate peril and you couldn't come to their aid. Imagine your youngest sister returned to you, but even then you couldn't protect her. No, she rescued you, after you saved your own hide by abandoning your mother to her death."
Stark's chest heaved; his face was tinged with sweat. "Tell me," he demanded, "after all that, would you ever fail your sister again? Or would you do everything in your power to ensure her safety and happiness?"
Olyvar stared at him, speechless. He'd never heard such agony in Stark's voice before, nor seen the deep lines of grief now etched into his face. Hesitantly, Olyvar offered a reprieve. "Might we continue our conversation in your nursery? Neither lord nor knight would dare interrupt us there."
"If only because most of them can't be arsed to climb so many steps," Stark said. His face was a mask again, stern and impassive. "Very well."
Queen Margaery was holding the babe in her arms when they entered, Grey Wind trailing at Stark's heels. Jeyne Stark was a small, chubby babe, but still bigger than Gawaen. Her skin was paler too, and her thick tufts of hair were a chestnut brown tinged with a hint of red.
"Jeyne has begun sitting up." King Robb swelled with pride. "My little princess crawls, she claps her hands, and she babbles most eloquently."
"That's not all," Queen Margaery added. "The wet nurse just told me that Jeyne's getting her first tooth."
Stark stooped, picking up the babe. "Well done," he told her. "Ba-ba-ba-ba," the babe replied.
Olyvar nodded approvingly. Jeyne was the elder by nearly two months; of course she was more advanced than Gawaen. That was as it should be; he certainly didn't feel jealous. Not at all.
"Your Grace?" Queen Margaery was smiling at him. "I must thank you again for giving our gardeners leave to study the dragon's nightsoil. The results of their experiments thus far are fascinating. Fresh, the nightsoil kills almost every plant they've tried it on. When dried and aged, it still kills half the plants, but the other half flourish and grow like mad."
"You're more than welcome, my lady." King Aegon bowed. "I should like to hear more of their studies; I've a friend who is particularly interested in botany."
"Ser Deziel Dalt?" Queen Margaery asked knowingly.
"The very same." Gods, he missed Dez.
He missed Margaery almost as much when she took her leave. Olyvar had hoped she'd stay and serve as a buffer. She might be Stark's wife, apt to take his part, but at least there'd be another southerner in the room. Then again, he ought to thank the gods that Grey Wind had gone with her. The wet nurse had already made herself scarce; the kings were alone but for the babe.
Little Jeyne had fallen asleep on Stark's shoulder. The King in the North rocked her slowly, unaware that his daughter was blowing tiny bubbles of spit on his doublet. Ah well, spit was naught but water. And so long as the babe was sleeping, Stark couldn't shout at him. Best to get on with it.
"I know about Jon Snow's father."
Stark paused his rocking. "Damn it, Sansa," he cursed under his breath. "Husband or no, she swore not to tell."
"She didn't," Olyvar replied, indignant on her behalf. "Jon Snow told me himself."
Stark's brow furrowed. "He did?"
"Yes," Olyvar said waspishly. "Remember the night when you summoned Sansa late in the evening? The morning after that, I went to seek out Snow. I found him in his pavilion, drunk as drunk could be."
"Drunk?" Stark sounded perplexed. "Jon? But he can't get drunk, not now."
"I don't think he plans to make a habit of it." Olyvar paused. "I spoke with him earlier today. Snow said I was a fool if I didn't realize that your crown wears as heavily as mine own."
Long minutes passed as Olyvar awaited a reply. Stark seemed to be at war with himself. He opened his mouth, then closed it without saying a word. He stood still as a statue; he paced back and forth. Finally, he came to a decision. His shoulders crumpled; his mask vanished. Gone was the King in the North, the fearsome victor of every battle. In his place was a weary young man, only just past twenty, with a babe cradled in his arms.
"Jon was my right hand, my staunchest ally," Stark said. "I relied upon him, I depended upon him, I loved him as a brother. But when Jon learned the terrible truth, did he wait to confide in me? No, he flung himself into a blizzard that ought to have killed him. Jon—" his voice broke "— Jon wanted it to kill him. When that failed, Jon tried to starve himself. Nothing I said or did would make him eat, if Rickon hadn't..." tears dripped down Stark's cheeks into his beard.
"I couldn't help him," Robb whispered. "No more than I can see his face without thinking of my father and the lies he told my mother. I'm the eldest, the king, the Lord of Winterfell. I'm not allowed to be weak. I lost the Wall, I lost our chance to triumph on the solstice—" he faltered. The tears were falling faster now, raining down upon his daughter's head.
"I had to kill my wife," Robb said, so soft he was barely audible. "It wasn't her, not truly, but after Jon slew Father- the Other- oh, gods, Jeyne forgive me—" Ignorant of her father's anguish, the Jeyne on his shoulder continued blowing bubbles.
There was a flagon of water on the sideboard. Masking his confused horror with gentle silence, Olyvar filled a cup. When he brought it to Robb, he took it and drank slowly. Once the cup was empty, he took a long, shuddering breath.
"We've only until the mid-year solstice to put things right. And do you help shoulder the burden? No," Robb huffed. "No, you refuse to scout, even though you easily could!"
Forgetting himself, Robb had raised his voice. Both men froze, but it was too late. Jeyne stirred, waking with a small cry. Whilst Robb shushed his babe and tried to rock her back to sleep, Olyvar pondered.
"Every brushstroke changes the piece," Septon Josua had said. "Colors which seem disparate blend and meld, forming a part of a greater whole. So must the soldier work with his fellows. Though whether he be general or knight, squire or man-at-arms, all struggle toward the same victory. The wise man knows he cannot win a battle alone, just as he knows that he cannot shirk his duty."
The babe had fallen back asleep. When Robb looked at him, Olyvar's stomach clenched into a knot. Blessed Crone, guide me. "There's something I must tell you," he admitted. "There's a reason I refused to scout. Viserion... dragons are not meant to dwell in lands of snow and ice. The longer she remains here, the weaker she grows. The heat of the hot springs helps, but if I were to take her out into the freezing winds..."
"House Targaryen has lived and died by its dragons, or lack thereof." Robb's voice was soft, his eyes sharp. "Why tell me this now?"
"Because we must trust one another," Olyvar said simply. "It doesn't matter whether we like it or not."
Robb gave a bitter laugh. "No. No, it doesn't."
"For whatever it's worth," Olyvar said, "you're not the only one who feels the pressure of kingship. Jon Snow sent me to you because I, er, ranted at him. A bit. I hoped he'd sympathize. Instead, he told me I was an idiot for not realizing you were in the same position. Then I checked with Arya, and she called me stupid."
Robb shook his head, careful not to jostle Jeyne. "Of course she did."
Olyvar hesitated, unsure. "Arya also told me why you don't eat lamb. I'm so sorry for serving it to you, I didn't know."
"It's hard enough to bare my wounds," Robb said tersely, "you needn't repay me by pouring salt in them."
"Let me try to bandage them, then," Olyvar offered. "This business with Jon... I grew up thinking I had nine sisters. I was Prince Oberyn's bastard, his only son, the apple of my Aunt Elia's eye. But when I turned sixteen, my world was smashed to pieces. My father was my uncle, my aunt was my mother, and eight of my sisters were my cousins. Oh, and my true father was the heir to the Iron Throne. Then, a few years later, came the rumors of three dragons. Who hatched them? Why, my dead father's little sister, a girl of fifteen or so. And what did I find when I met her? That she was married to an imposter bearing my name, only later we found out he was our distant kinsman, and somehow he and I became friends."
Robb gave him a sardonic look. "Is making my head spin supposed to bandage my wounds?"
Olyvar shrugged. "Compared to my nonsense, your situation is simple. You thought Jon was your half-brother, he was raised as your brother, and it turns out he's your cousin. So what? My cousins have never stopped being my sisters. Rhaegar's blood may be a problem if people catch wind of it, but why should they, when Lyanna's blood marks him so strongly? And Jon needs you, whether or not he'll admit it. You're his true brother, not a brief acquaintance from the south."
"Speaking of the south, should we expect any more aid?" Robb asked.
Best to be honest. "I hope so," Olyvar told him, "but I cannot say for sure."
"Hmmm." Robb paced slowly, his babe drooling on his shoulder. "I didn't crown myself, you know. My men crowned me at Riverrun, hailing me as King in the North and King of the Trident. They pledged me their fealty, and I accepted it. I will not betray that trust by abandoning my subjects to some stranger."
"I understand," Olyvar replied. "Nor would I ask you to. But by the time the war is won, I hope you shall know me better."
"We shall see. You have given me much to think on. For now, I should like to be alone with my daughter." Robb's face was unreadable. "And Aegon? What I said earlier... you will repeat none of it. Not to my wife, not to Sansa, not to anyone."
Robb didn't elaborate, nor did he need to. "Understood," Olyvar nodded. He turned to go, then paused.
"This nonsense of sending messages back and forth must cease," King Aegon said firmly. "You know how to defend Winterfell; Jon Snow knows how to fight the enemy; I know how to persuade reluctant allies to make common cause. Henceforth, the three of us must act in accord. Dining together tonight would make a fine start."
Robb shook his head. "I'm already engaged to dine with some of my bannermen. Perhaps an early supper on the morrow? I shall invite Jon myself, once I'm done here."
With the matter settled, King Aegon departed. When he reached his solar, he sent his squires scurrying off. His counterpart wasn't the only one with bannermen to entertain.
After dinner, he made his way to Gawaen's nursery. He found Sansa already there, attended by Lady Valena Toland, Lady Elaine Lydden, and several nursemaids. The babe slept in his cradle, the golden dragon egg resting at his feet.
Gawaen was still sleeping when the ladies took their leave. Sansa sat beside the cradle, her former cheer replaced by quiet melancholy. Olyvar took her hand in his, but neither his touch nor his tales of his squires' antics brought back her smile.
Suddenly, a fit of whimsy seized him. Olyvar glanced around the room; he saw nothing that would serve his purpose. With a muttered excuse, he quit the nursery. Sansa's chamber was close by, but it took longer than he'd like to change his clothes, having grown used to a squire's assistance.
Now garbed in bedrobe and shift, Olyvar returned to his wife. She didn't even look up at the sound of the door closing behind him. Thankfully, that suited his plan.
"Sansa," he said softly. "Do you recall the bird of paradise we saw in Pentos?"
"Maybe?" She sounded mournful, as if she'd failed some test. "I don't recall."
"No? How about now?"
When Sansa looked up, Olyvar was already dancing. He might not have wings or feathers, but he had his bedrobe. It whirled about wildly as he spun and hopped, his arms outstretched. Sansa's eyes went wide; a laugh burst out of her. That was all the encouragement he needed. Round and round the room he went, strutting and preening and flapping his arms, dancing to the sweet tune of his wife's laughter.
When another giggle joined in, Olyvar stopped dead. Gawaen looked up from his cradle, his eyes open, his mouth parted in a toothless smile. "Did he just—"
"He did," Sansa gasped, breathless with laughter.
Filled with a joy beyond belief, they passed the next hour trying to prompt another laugh. As it turned out, Gawaen was far more interested in nursing, but that didn't diminish their high spirits. They went to bed still giddy, and what started with Sansa kissing him ended with Olyvar making love to his wife.
"Missed you," she whispered drowsily when they were done. Not half a minute later Sansa was asleep, her head on his chest and her leg slung over his lower belly. He dozed until the tolling of the Stranger's midnight bells. Unwilling to disturb his lady's rest, he prayed for Oberyn from his bed.
It was the middle of the night when both he and Sansa woke to Gawaen's screams. As the screaming drew closer, Olyvar covered his ears with a pillow. Mercifully, the hideous noise stopped once Gilly placed the babe at his mother's breast. Olyvar watched as Sansa nursed, almost dizzy with happiness. "Oh, how I love you," he murmured.
"Me, or the babe?" Sansa teased.
"Both, of course," Olyvar replied, cherishing her wan smile. New mothers were oft afflicted with some measure of sorrow. They couldn't help it; their humors were still thrown out of balance. The business on the winter solstice had made things worse, though she seemed to rally somewhat after the night Sta- Robb- had summoned her. But he could ask Sansa more about that later.
"You," Olyvar said, kissing her brow, "are a pearl among women. Any man would be lucky to have such a wife, and were I to search the whole wide world, I couldn't find a better mother for Gawaen."
"Your lord father is a silly man," Sansa told the babe at her breast. "Go back to sleep, my love."
When Olyvar woke again it was morning, and his mind teemed with ideas. He'd replied to all his letters; now he was free to consider writing new ones. His council would be stuck indoors until spring; why shouldn't he have them prepare for it? Too much work had been neglected for to long. The last proper census had been taken before the War of the Five Kings; the tax code was a sprawling mass of incoherent contradictions; the roads were a disgrace.
Mayhaps I should call a great council, King Aegon mused later. He'd spent the entire morning jotting down notes in his solar, pausing only to pray at the Hour of the Father. As the Hour of the Mother was fast approaching, he must make haste to pay his visit to Viserion.
As King Aegon strode toward the godswood, the cackling of ravens echoed from the rookery above the maester's tower. Olyvar resolutely ignored them. He would not allow their beaks to pop the fragile bubble of his happiness. All would be well, he knew it. After Olyvar said his prayers to the Mother, he would sup with Robb and Jon Snow. They would come to an accord, just as men and supplies would soon come from the south.
Only after he reached Viserion did his good humor begin to falter. The day was colder than usual, and the she-dragon's slumber was very deep indeed. That wasn't cause for concern, not at first. But the longer Olyvar attempted to rouse her without success, the more agitated he grew. He tried everything, every trick he knew, all to no avail.
Why wouldn't Viserion wake? The she-dragon wasn't dead. Olyvar could see the tiny puffs of steam rising from her snout, just as he could hear the low rumble she made as she breathed in her sleep— wait, since when was it quiet enough for him to hear her breath?
Suddenly, a sense of dread clutched at Olyvar's heart. The ravens never ceased their din. There was only one reason that they would fall silent, and he feared it was the same reason that Viserion wouldn't wake.
The Others have come.
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175: Edythe II
176: Arya IV
177: Sansa IV
178: Bran IVNOTES
1) The "Braavosi horses" were inspired by Cheval de frise, a type of anti-cavalry obstacle which was first used in ancient China and which came to Europe during the medieval era.
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2) I've mentioned wine bottles in passing a few times before, but it only just occurred to me to check whether they appear in canon. They do... sort of? There's a couple mentions, but certainly nothing definitive.
During the actual medieval era, Europeans were still storing their wine in casks, which do appear frequently in canon. Wine bottles didn't come into common usage until the 1600s, when advances in glassmaking enabled the creation of sturdier bottles. I shrugged my shoulders and decided to hell with it because the image of Jon having a table covered in wine bottles was very funny to me.
3) The reason it's common for new parents to mark their baby's age in weeks/months is because they grow a lot, very quickly. Although benchmarks vary by child, there's a huge difference between a 1 year old baby and a baby that's 1 year and 6 months old. As Gawaen is almost two months younger than Jeyne, the difference is very noticeable at present.
4) Reminder that this is what it looks like when a bird of paradise does a mating dance.
This moment was inspired by an incident during the pandemic when my fiancé used his bathrobe to do the bird of paradise dance to cheer me up 🥺💕
Chapter 175: Edythe II
Chapter Text
"—signed Aegon Targaryen, the Sixth of his Name, King of the Andals and the Rhoynar and the First Men, Lord of the Seven Kingdoms and Protector of the Realm."
His duty done, Septon Pate fell silent. A hush hung over the solar, disturbed only by the fire crackling in the hearth. Edythe wished she stood closer to its warmth. Alas, the High Septon's desk was near a window. Though the shutters were closed tight the cold still seeped in, a chill which raised gooseprickles on her flesh and made her bones ache.
Paul the Pious didn't seem to notice. The High Septon sat in the raised chair behind his desk, still as stone. His brown eyes stared unblinking at the letter in Septon Pate's hand; his thick shoulders hunched as if carrying the weight of the world.
Thus they remained for long, long minutes. A cat darted along the wall in hot pursuit of a squeaking mouse; the old mastiff unsuccessfully whuffed for attention, then curled up before the hearth. It was the bells tolling the Hour of the Smith which finally spurred His High Holiness to movement. He rose heavily from his seat, a grimace upon his lips. With stunted, stiff legs Paul the Pious waddled to the altar. Septon Pate and Edythe followed, kneeling behind him as they always did.
As usual, His High Holiness prayed in silence. Unlike usual, he said not a word after prayers were done. Nor had he spoken by the time Edythe left to fetch his dinner from the kitchens. After such quiet, the clamor of the kitchens was most unwelcome. Edythe hoped the Elder Brother would soon recover from his bout of winter fever; the Younger Brother who'd taken his place was far too lax about quelling wagging tongues.
Fortunately, the meal for His High Holiness had just come off the fire. A few scant minutes, and his tray was ready. Edythe took it gratefully and fled. Climbing up the steps of Kingspyre Tower might be arduous, but at least she needn't endure dozens of voices chattering away.
Edythe's knees were aching by the time she reached the solar. As she expected, Old Brother Joseth was waiting to let her enter. She did not expect to find a guest with His High Holiness. What was Septon Jonothor doing here? Stranger still, His High Holiness didn't thank Edythe for bringing his tray, nor offer tidbits to the dog and cats who sat pleading beside his chair.
Her distress only grew as Edythe listened to Septon Jonothor share tidings of King's Landing. The city's faithful ought to be heeding the wisdom of Paul the Pious, not balking his Most Devout. But balk they did, displeased by the High Septon's teachings. Not that the cowards dared admit their displeasure outright. No, they had questions, concerns, considerations which had mayhaps escaped the notice of His High Holiness. His interpretations of scripture were well-intended, noble and generous, but...
"They say a High Septon must serve all the faithful, not merely the poor and downtrodden." Septon Jonothor sighed, then blew his nose into a kerchief. "The Seven have ordained that every man has his place. So it has been, and so it must always be."
Paul the Pious furrowed his heavy brow. "I have not preached otherwise," he said, confused.
"No," Septon Jonothor agreed. "But they say your notions of charity and succor go too far. And as for Brother Bonifer's petition..." he shook his head. "They say it's best forgotten."
A strange listlessness seemed to have fallen over His High Holiness. He picked at his meal, his eyes downcast. "Septa Utha says the same. The Lannisters are gone; why rouse the smallfolk against their betters?" His mouth twisted. "Fomenting unrest will not win us friends. Dorne looks to Septon Qyle of Godsgrace, and the good septa informs me that he is apt to ignore Harrenhal as the Dornish once ignored the Starry Sept."
"Fomenting unrest?" Septon Jonothor asked, appalled. "Surely Gunthor brought her back to her senses."
Paul the Pious sagged in his seat. "Septon Gunthor believes the Faith must tread lightly. The Seven chose the highborn to rule; the laws of the realm are their concern, not ours. If not... how could so many generations of high septons err so grievously?"
To Edythe's approval, Septon Jonothor snorted. "He might as well ask how the Seven could allow Maegor the Cruel to drive us to our knees. Truth be told, Septa Prunella's faith was wavering too, until Septa Falena put her doubts to rest. The Seven-Pointed Star says all men err. What is a high septon if not a man, feeble and fallible?"
"The voice of the Seven, and not to be questioned," His High Holiness said drily as the old mastiff butted against him. "Or so says Septon Callum. Septa Darlessa says nothing, but her views are just as plain. No other septa does so much for the poor, nor lives so simply."
"Would that she could speak." Septon Jonothor coughed. "Darlessa is better born and better respected than Callum. But what of Brynden? What of Mern?"
Paul the Pious ran a hand over his tonsured scalp. "Septon Mern advises that I turn my gaze to Oldtown. Septon Eustace survived the blasphemer's attack. Mern urges me to court the man with sweet promises and sweeter words."
"Eustace was born a Hightower." Septon Jonothor blew his nose again. "Wooing him might prove most fruitful."
Anger curled in Edythe's belly, distracting her from her task. Was the gods' chosen to bow and scrape and flatter like some common lickspittle? The heretics of Oldtown ought to kiss the High Septon's feet and beg to atone for their folly—
"— my rhetoric is far too bold," Paul the Pious said wearily. "Septon Brynden fears the smallfolk shall get unseemly notions. Making demands is not their place; they ought to be grateful for their liege's largesse. Even Lord Tully... he gladly granted his poor the right to fish and cut firewood in winter, and waived the taxes owed by widows and orphans. The rest of Brother Bonifer's petition he regards with wary suspicion. He allows that some lords mistreat their folk, but..." His High Holiness's voice trailed off.
To his credit, Septon Jonothor looked as concerned as Edythe felt. His mouth opened and shut several times; one hand fiddled with his crimson robes. "In the sept before I came to you, I heard them praying for Lord Tully's sons. Has some ill befallen them?"
"Measles," His High Holiness said bleakly, scratching the old mastiff's head. "Little Hoster seems like to recover, but Perwyn... and Lady Tully cannot tend the boy herself, not whilst she's with child."
"The Seven will spare the boys," Septon Jonothor assured him. "Lord Edmure is a godly man, generous to his folk and to the Faith. Besides, you wrought a miracle when you healed Perwyn and his lady mother. If the Seven meant for them to perish, why not strike them down then?"
But Paul the Pious had no interest in such talk. As he questioned Septon Jonothor about his work in King's Landing, Edythe did her best to listen carefully. Septon Pate never wrote quickly enough on his wax tablet; Seven forbid that he miss something important.
Septon Jonothor had been very busy. Lord Rowan's token efforts at charity had won him some measure of affection, but they were far too little to meet the needs of the poor of King's Landing. And though the queen's loaves had filled many bellies that would have otherwise gone empty, too many folk still went hungry. Sickness spread through the air, carried by freezing winds that chilled men to their bones.
"And then there's the dark." Septon Jonothor shuddered. "On the first day of the new year, the clouds fell over the city like a black shadow. Not a single ray of sunlight has pierced the clouds, not once. Day comes without a dawn; night falls without a sunset. Folk tremble with fear beside their fires, and begging brothers preach of the Long Night come again." He looked at the High Septon, his eyes pleading. "It hasn't, has it?"
There was no reply but the wind. It howled and raged, clawing at the shutters. Septon Jonothor drew back, his nose red and his cheeks pale as milk. Septon Pate's stylus dropped from nerveless fingers; behind her, Edythe heard Old Brother Joseth give a low groan. The faint scent of piss filled the air, whose she could not say. Her own bladder tried to betray her too. A warm trickle dampened her smallclothes; desperate not to shame herself further, Edythe clenched tight to hold back the rest.
If Paul the Pious noticed their terror, he gave no sign. He was lost in contemplation, his head bowed low. When he finally spoke, his voice was drawn and desolate as he recounted the news which Edythe wished she could forget.
Only Septon Jonothor's coughing provided respite from the bleak tale. When the High Septon paused to bid Edythe go fetch marjoram and a bowl of blancmange for their guest, she could have wept from relief. Instead she took her leave, then raced to the closest chamberpot. Not until her bladder and bowels were empty did she trust herself to fetch a rushlight and resume her task.
Descending Kingspyre Tower seemed to take forever. Much as Edythe missed using the winch cage, such luxury was not for her. She was a lay sister, not a lord or a High Septon. Soon Edythe's knees began to ache again, as well they might. She was near fifty now, and she'd labored all her life.
On the landing halfway down, Edythe paused. With a silent prayer to the Smith, she rubbed at her sore knees. Rest helped more than rubbing, but there wasn't time for that. Edythe stood as soon as she felt a little bit better, forgetting the arched window beside her. When she remembered, it was already too late.
The view was bleak and dreary. Night had fallen over Harrenhal. A scant few torches burned along the walls; wood and pitch were dear. There was no other light. Endless darkness shrouded the sky, hiding the moon just as it hid the sun. Down below, shrouds of pale snow and glassy ice covered the towers and ramparts. Sharp icicles hung from the battlements; drifts of snow blew across the yard.
Edythe pitied the lay brothers who cleared the paths every morning. She'd never seen frostbite before this winter. Nor did she wish to see it again, not that she had any choice. As the wind rose Edythe shivered, gooseprickles crawling up her arms. The wind wasn't howling tonight. It was wailing, crying out like the souls of the damned.
Suddenly, a gust of cold air blew through some unseen crack. The rushlight in Edythe's hand guttered; her belly lurched with fear. She turned without thinking, putting her body between the precious flame and the icy draft which assailed it. Her back was freezing, but that made no matter.
Her little spark of the Crone's lamp endured just long enough for Edythe to reach the Hall of a Hundred Hearths. She thanked the Seven that she was able to light a fresh rushlight before the old one burned out. Without it she'd have had no way to cross the dark depths of the cavernous hall. It had no windows; naught but cold grey ashes filled the hearths.
Edythe clutched her robes against the chill, holding the rushlight as close as she dared. Unbidden, her thoughts turned to the pale golden flames of the dragon Viserion. A fearsome beast, but a beast nonetheless, mortal like any other. And the stench of it, Seven save her; Edythe feared she'd never forget the wretched smell.
Dragonstink had clung to both King Aegon and Lord Commander Snow when they arrived to pay their respects to His High Holiness. As well they should. It was the least King Aegon could do after ignoring Paul the Pious for so long. Nigh on a year had passed since the Seven helped Aegon Targaryen defeat the blasphemer. More than enough time to review the papers which Septon Pate had so diligently prepared, let alone compose a response.
Lord Edmure Tully would never have treated His High Holiness with such disregard. He was as godly as he was handsome. Handsomer than the king, in truth. Any maid would prefer a suitor with fair skin and russet red hair to one with the queer silver hair of Valyria and the dusky brown skin of Dorne. After all, Queen Sansa had the Tully look too, and she was rightly renowned for her beauty.
Not so her bastard brother. Lord Commander Snow had dark brown hair, dark grey eyes, and a mood as dark as his black cloak. Second Sister Maerie said he looked half a wretched boy, half a withered old man. Small wonder. Septon Tim's tales of Castle Black hadn't prepared them to witness the proofs which the lord commander brought. Edythe almost fainted when she saw Septon Josua's painting of the Other, and it had frightened most of Harrenhal out of their wits. The sight of the monstrous heads in jars was even worse. Dead men shouldn't gnash their teeth, nor stare with eyes that glowed like ghostly blue ice. She'd never dreamed there could be such fell sorcery; the ghastly painting and those awful heads had haunted her nightmares for weeks.
But young Lord Snow hadn't dreamt those horrors. No, he'd lived them. For years he'd battled demons and wights, without even the succor of the Seven. Poor heathen. Edythe hoped he took some comfort from the High Septon's support.
Not a sennight after Lord Snow left, Paul the Pious had decreed a holy war against the demons. All godly men able to go north and fight should do so, and with utmost speed. The Seven had blessed their cause, just as they blessed the righteous men who took up arms. Those who lived would have their sins forgiven; those who perished would find their place in the seven heavens assured.
Dozens of ravens and doves had flown across the Seven Kingdoms bearing the High Septon's decree. Not all of them had returned, and fewer still had returned with replies tied to their legs. Septon Callum blamed the winter. His High Holiness didn't argue, but almost every afternoon Edythe found him at his window, looking pensively at the dovecote which stood across the yard.
Perhaps he awaited a dove from the North. The Most Devout who went to the Wall had brought seven doves with them, one for each septon and septa. By order of His High Holiness, any dove from the Most Devout in the far north must be brought to him as soon as it arrived, no matter the day or hour.
The first two doves had come from Castle Black before it was abandoned. The Crone's dove had arrived before dawn, the Warrior's dove long after dusk. During the host's retreat, two more doves had come from the kingsroad. His High Holiness had received the Mother's dove whilst in one of the storehouses, and the Maiden's dove whilst in the almshouse praying over a sickly girl.
The last two doves to arrive had come from Winterfell. Brother Wat had delivered the Smith's dove whilst His High Holiness was fixing a loose nail in his bedchamber. Brother Mortimer the Hapless, less fortunate, had delivered the Father's dove to His High Holiness whilst he was in the privy.
Now only one dove remained. Septa Utha called that a testament to Septa Emberlei's restraint. Mayhaps it was. Still, Edythe thought it an ill omen that the last dove belonged to the Stranger. She wondered what Septa Darlessa thought of that. Not that she'd ever know. Septa Darlessa spoke only to hear confession from her silent sisters, to absolve them of their sins, and to make her own confession to the High Septon.
If only Sister Beryl had become a silent sister, Edythe thought with annoyance as she entered the kitchens. There would be no escaping the gossip this time. Fetching marjoram took no time at all, but preparing a bowl of blancmange...
At least Edythe was able to sit on a bench while she waited. Nor did she refuse the offer of fresh bread, though she took care to use only a dab of costly butter. She ate slowly, savoring the warm, wholesome food. Alas, she could not help overhearing the many words which flew back and forth betwixt the cooks, the kitchen servants, and the lay brothers and lay sisters come to fetch meals for their betters.
"— eaten by pigs, the poor little thing, and only three years old!" Sister Beryl wiped away a tear. "The knight o' Stoney Sept, he put the sow on trial. Called it murder, he did, and—"
"No, I must have some," Sister Gysella pleaded frantically to Poxy Pate as the cook scowled. "My First Mother is already in a sour mood. She ran out o' her favorite blue ink, lapish lazooli or sommat, and His High Holiness won't let her buy more— "
"— cousin wrote t' say there were a bread riot at Ironoaks, and at the Redfort too," said Brother Jon the One-Eyed. "Lady Waynwood and Lord Redfort ain't fools. Ye can't run out o' grain afore winter ends, but hungry bellies don't speak sense. The leaders been sent t' the Wall—"
"T' Winterfell, more like," corrected Brother Harsley as he covered a bowl of stew. "Of all the times t' be sent t' the Night's Watch—"
"Fuck t' Watch," spat young Myles the Beardless. The other cooks gasped in dismay; the lay brothers and sisters began scolding Myles, almost drowning out his words. "Ser Roger made my brother Matt take t' black, and for what? Weren't Matt's fault that ser's squire allus lost at dice, but ser said Matt were cheatin' and said either he'd take the black or ser would take his hand—"
"— highborn ne'er get sent t' the Wall, less they're a brute or a traitor t' one o' their own," grumbled Sister Nolla, one of the newest sisters sworn to the Maiden. "Ser Bill Hawick raped every lowborn girl he took a fancy to and Lord Hawick n'er batted an eye. Not till Ser Bill laid hands on sweet Lady Constance, her that was so gentle and kind t' the poor."
As Sister Nolla departed with a heavily laden tray, Edythe shifted guiltily in her seat. She ought to hope that Ser Bill had repented of his sins and fought bravely to defend the Wall. It wasn't proper for her to hope that he died screaming and afraid, as powerless as the girls he'd forced.
"— wights don't have souls, Septon Mern said so," Brother Pate the Piper huffed to Brother Rennifer the Bald as they came into the kitchens. "Septon Danwell is as witless as he is fat— "
"— speakin' t' the First Mother o' the Maiden, askin' if she'd heard aught from home since the solstice. I've never seen Septa Utha so upset." Sister Harra looked near tears herself as she picked up Septa Utha's tray. "She said after them clouds blocked off the sun, some village near Blackmont went mad. A wandering septon found 'em, all lyin' dead in the village square w' poison berries in their hands and on their lips—"
"— wish the dreams would go away," Brother Cletus lamented to Sister Lily the Lightfoot, who listened sympathetically as she stirred a kettle of soup. "Night after night I see the skeletons dance. High lords in silks and serfs in roughspun, millers and bakers and ladies and milkmaids, all holding hands and dancing round and round—"
Edythe shuddered. Why would the Seven punish Brother Cletus with such visions? Oh, she wished she could cover her ears. For a while she tried to distract herself by singing hymns in her head. But it was no use, not with so many loud voices battering at her.
"— 'tis the truth, I swear it!" Sister Tansy was saying, indignant. "Y'know Septa Janna likes t' gab while she sews. Besides, why would I make up sommat like that?"
"Their lord must've been furious," replied Sister Celia, appalled.
"Oh, Lord Redwyne were none too pleased. Him and his knights rode for Vinetown and clapped every one o' them in irons. Imagine, dancin' naked in the square!"
Edythe choked on her bread, shocked beyond measure. Her eyes watered as she coughed, trying to clear the food from her throat. Sister Hazel the Tall glanced up from the pie she was making, her eyes wide with alarm. The next instant she was behind Edythe, slapping her hard on the back until the gob of bread finally flew from her throat and into the fire. Edythe gave a painful gasp; she barely noticed Sister Alysanne's approach until the sister was placing a cup of water in her hand. She drank deep, the water flowing down her throat as loud voices once more flowed over her ears.
"—hanged the tavern keeper who started the madness, sayin' the end o' the world had come and they ought t' spend their last days like Gilbert o' the Vines, drinkin' wine and dancin' round bonfires and-" Sister Tansy lowered her voice "-lyin' w' each other like animals in the fields, free from sense or shame. There's not a virgin left, I'll wager, neither man nor maid."
"There was dancing in the Westerlands too," Sister Ermesande piped up as she hefted a heavy tray. "Pate the Fisherman- the one with the wen on his cheek, not the one with the limp- he told me there were a village with a dancing plague. Folk started dancing and couldn't stop, not for food nor sleep, until they grew so weary they dropped like flies—"
"I'd rather dance t' death myself than hear any more o' this," Brother Delp grumbled as he came over to stand by Edythe. His arms crossed over his broad chest, he glared at the talkers as if that would make them hush. Edythe almost liked him for that.
At least until Brother Delp started complaining about a pair of squires who'd somehow tricked their lady into giving her confession to them rather than to the septon. The lady's husband had caned the squires bloody, then brought them to Harrenhal for a tongue lashing from their septon uncle, who'd seen fit to put them to work helping the lay brothers with their chores. Of course, the squires were useless.
"And whiny besides," Brother Delp scowled. "And they're t' be with us for a sennight, as if shovelin' snow will teach 'em t' respect t' gods—"
Robert the kitchen boy interrupted. "Sister?" He ducked his head. "I've Septon Jonothor's blancmange ready, if it please you."
It pleased her very much. Blessing the kitchen boy from the bottom of her heart, Edythe took both the tray and her leave. Beside the covered bowl of blancmange a fresh rushlight burned in its holder, ready to guide her through the dark. As she passed through the Hall of a Hundred Hearths, a merciful quiet surrounded her. It lasted a good long while, only slightly disturbed by the few scattered voices she heard as she climbed the steps of Kingspyre Tower.
By the time Edythe reached the top, her knees pained her and her arms were sore. Only a little while until the Hour of the Warrior, she told herself. After prayers Edythe could retire to her sleeping pallet in peace, her day finally done.
The High Septon's solar was as peaceful as it ought to be. Better yet, it was quiet. His High Holiness was absent, most likely in the privy. Old Brother Joseth was gone too, no doubt fetching more firewood. Septon Pate stood by the window, his hand clutching a slip of curled paper with a broken blue and red seal; Septon Jonothor sat in a chair before the High Septon's desk, fiddling with his green silk sleeves.
With a soft thud, Edythe set the tray before Septon Jonothor. Steam rose from the blancmange when she uncovered it, the scent of chicken and rice wafting through the air. Edythe's mouth watered. She hoped the septon didn't finish the bowl. If aught was left, she'd take it back to her sleeping cell to be shared betwixt herself and Old Brother Joseth. They always took care to finish any left over food before Edythe took the tray back to the kitchens. After all, the Mother misliked her bounty being wasted.
For now, Edythe fetched the marjoram and took it over to the fire. Brewing tea was a pleasant task. Warmth embraced her, easing the stiffness in her limbs as she tended the kettle. Absorbed in her work, she barely noticed the minutes slipping by. It was only when she brought Septon Jonothor his pot of marjoram tea that she realized the High Septon had returned.
Paul the Pious stood facing the altar. That wasn't out of the ordinary; His High Holiness often stood thus. And yet... Edythe furrowed her brow, confused. She'd never seen the High Septon so mute and motionless. It was as if he'd become one of the little statues of the Seven which sat upon the altar cloth.
When Old Brother Joseth knocked at the door, Edythe hurried to let him in. Old Brother Joseth's face was even ruddier than usual, his arms piled high with firewood. Edythe relieved him of several logs, their splinters prickling at her sleeves.
Her uneasiness must have shown upon her face. As Edythe bent to stack the logs beside the hearth, wincing at the pain in her knees, Old Brother Joseth leaned close. "'Twas a raven from Riverrun," he whispered. "Lord Tully's son is dead."
Shock punched her in the belly. "Perwyn?"
Edythe's dismayed cry cut through the hush of the solar. Horrified, she put a hand over her mouth. Edythe couldn't remember the last time she'd shrieked. And to do so in front of the High Septon... Hot shame washed over her; she could feel the color rising in her cheeks.
That was when His High Holiness turned towards her. What was he about to do? Edythe didn't know. Would he censure her? Have her caned? Dismiss her from his service? She quailed, blood roaring in her ears, waiting for the blow to fall.
"Not Perwyn," His High Holiness said, his face melancholy. "'Twas Hoster, the heir."
Edythe put a hand to her chest, utterly overwhelmed. Poor Lord Tully. His lordship must be heartbroken. She hadn't even met the child, yet her heart was heavy. She felt sad and somber, as somber as His High Holiness sounded as he dismissed Septon Jonothor, speaking with his back turned as he faced the altar.
If the High Septon meant to reproach her, it wouldn't be tonight. Already dreading the ache in her knees, Edythe walked over to the desk. Old Brother Joseth got there first, his rheumy eyes fixed on the bowl of blancmange. There was a decent portion left, enough to share. But when Old Brother Joseth looked at her, Edythe shook her head. Her appetite was gone. Old Brother Joseth could enjoy their luck by himself.
"Thank yeh," Old Brother Joseth said, his gruff voice low. Yet rather than let Edythe carry the tray out of the solar, he grasped it in his gnarled hands. "Yeh stay here, afore yer knees give out."
A tray weighed far less than firewood, and Old Brother Joseth was spry for his age. Before she could protest, he was halfway across the solar. Then he was gone, the door closing behind him with a loud creak and a louder thud.
Edythe twisted her hands together, unsure of what to do. It was the bells that saved her. Bong, they rang, loud and clear. Bong. Bong. Bong. Again and again they tolled, nine times in all, declaring the Hour of the Warrior and calling the faithful to prayer.
As befitted her station, her place was well behind His High Holiness. Wary of drawing attention to herself, Edythe knelt as softly as she could. Thank the Seven she needn't pray aloud. She never did, save when singing hymns. And so, noiseless, she bowed her head in prayer. She was in the middle of reciting one of her favorite passages when a voice startled her.
"Why?" the High Septon asked. "Lord Tully followed more o' your commands than most. Why punish him and his lady?"
A long silence. Edythe praised the Seven, glad that His High Holiness had ceased acting so strangely. Then:
"Why d'you not answer?" Paul the Pious cried, anguished. Edythe flinched, dismayed. "You've never left my side, not since I came t' King's Landing. The Maiden heard my prayers and saved countless innocents; the Smith freed me from the chains o' my enemies. The Crone led me and my folk t' a safe refuge; the Stranger slew the false septons who claimed t' speak for you. The Mother helped me t' heal the sick and feed the poor; the Father showed me the path o' justice and the Warrior lent me his strength t' see that it were done. You chose me as your voice, but how can I spread your word if you don't speak?"
Another long silence.
"Not that they listen," he said bitterly. Prayers ought to be over by now. But though Edythe's knees ached, she dared not move. "I speak w' the voice o' the Seven on earth, and still they will not heed me. The king dismisses me, too busy w' his own affairs; the lords ignore my call t' holy war. Even my own folk... they followed me from the beginning, yet now they falter, talking o' bargains and flatter—" he halted mid-word.
"The darkness," the High Septon muttered, taking a ragged breath. "I thought it were a test o' faith, t' endure the winter w'out your holy light. But if... if we've already failed..." his voice broke.
She'd already heard far too much. Old Brother Joseth would return soon enough. After all, it was his duty to ready the High Septon for bed. And so, silent as a mouse, Edythe rose to her feet. Her knees didn't like that. A jolt of pain flashed like lighting; she bit back a whimper, determined not to reveal herself. She crept toward the door, wincing with every step, praying desperately that the hinges wouldn't creak.
The hinges creaked. Horribly, thunderously, shrill enough to wake the dead. Edythe froze on the threshold, her heart racing with terror. But the High Septon took no notice. His thick shoulders shook as he wept, wept with a sorrow that would break your heart. His weeping haunted Edythe for the rest of the evening, and she fell asleep with cheeks wet with tears.
She awoke with dry eyes and a wet foot. The old mastiff stood at the end of her pallet, whining and pawing at her. Bewildered and unamused, Edythe yanked her foot away. For a moment she huddled under her blanket, dreading the loss of its warmth.
When she emerged, the old mastiff was still there. Why she couldn't say; he barely fit in their cold little cell. She dressed quickly after she'd shooed him out, shivering all the while. Edythe ought to be grateful. Some lay brothers and sisters slept in cells so cold that they could see their breath. Still, it was cold enough that she could hear Sister Maude's teeth chattering as she put on her coif and wimple. Beside her Sister Alys was pulling on a pair of stockings, even though she already wore the woolen hose which had taken her months to knit.
After yesterday's upheaval, Edythe relished the notion of dull routine. Though her knees already ached a little as she made her way to the solar, she distracted herself by thinking of the wonderfully boring day which was to come.
First she would start a fire in the hearth whilst the other sisters tidied. Next came prayers in the sept for the Hour of the Crone. Once prayers were over, Edythe would go to the kitchens, breaking her fast on good hot food whilst she awaited His High Holiness's tray. When it was ready she'd bring it to him, and when he'd had his fill she'd bring it back to the kitchens. Her knees weren't looking forward to that part. Then, the High Septon was due to—
Edythe blinked, rubbed her eyes, then blinked again, astonished. His High Holiness shouldn't be in the solar, not for some time. And yet Paul the Pious lay before the altar, asleep, his red-rimmed eyes closed tight.
"What— ow!" Sister Maude complained. She rubbed at the spot where Edythe had elbowed her, her eyes welling up. "That hurt, your elbows are so—"
"Shhh!" Sister Alys hissed under her breath, pointing. "You'll wake His High Holiness!"
Sister Maude flushed; the old mastiff whined. With all the innocence and boldness of his breed, he went up to the High Septon. Edythe winced as the mastiff pawed at him, thanking the Seven that His High Holiness was garbed in brown roughspun rather than golden vestments. When his pawing proved fruitless, the dog came back to the lay sisters. The old mastiff's tail drooped; his eyes looked up at them with mute appeal.
Not daring to wake His High Holiness, the lay sisters went about their usual work in silence. Though perhaps they were being overly cautious. When a cat curled up against him, Paul the Pious slept on. When the wind beat against the shutters, Paul the Pious slept on. And when Sister Alys stubbed her toe against the desk, yelping loud enough to wake the dead, Paul the Pious still slept on.
And so it was an extremely strange sight which greeted the three lay brothers when they emerged from the bedchamber. His High Holiness lay on the floor, asleep. The old mastiff lay drooling at his feet; a striped cat leaned its head upon his stubby arm, its belly fat with kittens; a black-and-white tomcat sat curled on his rump, utterly unmovable despite their many efforts to shoo it away.
Brother Dale and Brother Wat gaped in shock. Not so Old Brother Joseth. He was as unmoved as the black-and-white cat. "I told yeh His High Holiness wouldn't go t' bed," he muttered. "There was nought I could do."
Doubts gnawed at Edythe, but she pushed them away. Fretting was no use. No, it was best to continue going about her duties. After milling about uncertainly for a few minutes, the other sisters and brothers did the same. Sister Maude gathered dirty rushes; Sister Alys hunted for a lost button. Old Brother Joseth went to fetch fresh water, Brother Dale emptied the chamberpots, and young Brother Wat trotted off to visit the ravenry and the dovecote.
Edythe was so occupied with her work that Sister Maude had to remind her when it was time to leave for morning prayers. The bells had already finished tolling six when they reached the Tower of Ghosts. They paused inside the door to remove their muddy wooden pattens, then made their way into the Crone's Sept.
As they walked up the aisle, Edythe's skin crawled. She could feel the eyes watching her, judging her. The whispers were too quiet to hear, but she knew what they were saying. The High Septon's own servants, late to prayer? Tsk tsk. His High Holiness ought to be tended by worthy septons and septas, not humble lay brothers and sisters.
I never asked for the honor, Edythe thought irritably as she knelt in the first row of lay sisters. His High Holiness said that waiting upon his person was beneath his septons and septas. They were highborn, educated folk, and their learning ought not go to waste. The Seven needed them to instruct novices and oversee almshouses, not empty chamberpots and fetch meals.
So the High Septon said, so it was, and so it would be. Edythe had long since resigned herself to her place. The gods had made her to serve and obey. She would always follow their will, even if it meant waiting upon His High Holiness for the rest of her life.
Singing hymns to the Crone lifted Edythe's spirits, but going back out into the freezing cold was as miserable as ever. Though she hated the awful noise they made, her teeth chattered nonetheless. The noise only stopped when she reached the warm kitchens. Alas, Edythe wasn't there long. Thankfully, whilst she broke her fast she'd thought of a way to distract herself from her knees. As she climbed Kingspyre Tower she counted her steps, focusing on the numbers and ignoring aught else.
An absurd number of steps later, she reached the High Septon's solar. Oddly, Brother Dale yanked the door open to let her in. He shut it just as quickly, almost catching the hem of her robes. What was wrong with him? Annoyed by such nonsense, Edythe made straight for the desk.
When she turned to face the altar, she was glad she'd already put the tray down.
Paul the Pious ought to be praying on his knees, as solid and steady as the floor beneath her feet. Instead he lay before the altar, prostrate with despair. The mastiff still lay at his feet, but the cats had wandered off. The High Septon's brown eyes were swollen from weeping; snot crusted his bulbous nose.
Edythe didn't know what to do. Were he some common lay brother, she'd grasp his arm and pull him to his feet, whether he liked it or not. But she couldn't lay hands on the High Septon. The gods themselves had spoken with his voice, had hallowed his flesh and made it sacred. She'd sooner seize a rabid dog than seize His High Holiness.
Lacking any better idea, Edythe fetched her sewing from her cell. There were plenty of small hats in need of stitching, and plenty of poor babes who had need of them. She might as well make herself useful, if not for very long. Surely His High Holiness would come to his senses at any moment, and when he did she'd be ready to serve.
As she sat beside the hearth and began on the first hat's seven-pointed star, Edythe approvingly saw that the others had gotten the same idea. Sister Maude and Sister Alys got their distaffs and began spinning thread. Old Brother Joseth put his gnarled hands to work polishing every bit of metal he could find; Brother Wat cleaned up the mess left by the dog and cats; Brother Dale began whittling a little toy horse from a block of wood.
And still His High Holiness slept.
Edythe bent closer to her needlework. Every stitch of red thread was a prayer to the Warrior, beseeching him to share a little of his bravery. Orange stitches were for the Smith's strength, yellow for the Crone's wisdom, green for the Father's just—
A long, piteous groan interrupted her. Stiff as a man twice his age, Paul the Pious dragged himself upright. All of the other lay brothers and sisters started, but Brother Dale ran to the High Septon's side, eager to help him stand.
To Edythe's confusion, His High Holiness waved him away. The High Septon would not speak; he would not stand. Still on his knees, the palms of his hairy hands pressed together, he bent his head in prayer.
Edythe was trying (and failing) to concentrate on her needlework when the bells tolled nine. Relief washed over her; saying her prayers was always a comfort. Yet somehow she found praying to the Father queerly difficult. Edythe knew every passage of the Father's Book, but none assuaged the troubles that lay heavy upon her soul.
Those troubles grew heavier when Paul the Pious finally stood.
How long was he kneeling last night? Edythe wondered, aghast. His robes were stained at the knees, the brown cloth marred by dried blood. Fresh blood shone wetly at the center of each stain; when she glanced at the rushes, she saw little pools of gleaming scarlet that marked where His High Holiness had knelt.
Not that the High Septon noticed. He was lurching clumsily across the room, bound for his desk. Both the desk and the chair behind it had been made to suit the dwarf's height. Even so, getting into his chair seemed to take tremendous effort.
Once seated, his strength left him. The High Septon poked and prodded at his cold breakfast, eating little. The smoked fish was halfheartedly dropped for the begging mastiff and cats, the bowl of porridge barely reduced by the loss of a few mouthfuls. Edythe's nerves frayed more with each passing moment; more than once she pricked herself as she stitched.
When His High Holiness staggered off to the privy, it was as if some signal had been given. The lay brothers and sisters moved as one, abandoning their work to gather in a cluster by the hearth. Frantic whispers filled the air, rolling and churning over each other like waves against the shore.
"—should've left ages ago—"
"—his knees—"
"—looked so weary—"
"—sick? Perhaps a healer—"
"—fetch Septon Pate? We—"
"No."
Edythe might as well have blown a trumpet. Every voice fell silent; every face turned to her.
"No one," she said, "is fetching anyone. His High Holiness is meditating. He is not to be disturbed."
The lay brothers and sisters looked at each other, hesitant and afraid. But Edythe had the strength of her convictions behind her. Already some of the Most Devout sought to balk the High Septon. If they dared that, what else might they dare? Edythe and her fellows had a sacred duty to serve His High Holiness; they must protect him until he was himself again.
"His High Holiness is meditating," Edythe repeated, implacable. "He is not to be disturbed."
When His High Holiness returned from the privy, his desolate mood was unchanged. He didn't notice that only Edythe and Brother Dale remained, one sewing, the other whittling. He didn't notice when Sister Maude and Old Brother Joseth took their places several hours later, nor when Sister Alys and Brother Wat came to take their turn.
Edythe refused to think about what such detachment might portend. No, best to focus on protecting His High Holiness. Luckily, it proved less difficult than Edythe feared. Oh, the highborn made her nervous, just as they always had. But even the Most Devout struggled to argue with a block of wood.
"Come now," snapped Septon Cecil, his fish-eyes bulging. "The matter is of great import, His High Holiness will wish to see me."
"His High Holiness is meditating," Edythe replied, unyielding. "He is not to be disturbed."
Thus she answered every visitor who knocked upon the solar's door. Septon Mern with his advice, Septa Lucinda with her invitation to sup, Septon Callum with his report on the breeding of doves. Sweet flattery, indignant protest, confused bargaining, all availed them naught. Edythe spake her piece, and then she spake no more.
As the days went by and His High Holiness showed no signs of improvement, the lay brothers and sisters settled into new routines. If they were to keep their terrible secret, they must act as if nothing was amiss. Come rain or shine, snow or dark, there was always work to be done.
The first part of Edythe's day remained much the same. She rose; she lit the fire; she prayed at the Hour of the Crone. In the kitchens she broke her fast on hearty brown bread, each day using just a hint more butter than the day before.
Edythe wished His High Holiness would eat half so well. Sister Maude had told the cooks that the High Septon was fasting. Aught else would've seemed strange, what with the High Septon meditating and seeing no one.
To their dismay, His High Holiness had turned Sister Maude's lie into the truth. Every morn and night Edythe brought him plain rye bread and smoked fish, and every morn and night he left more than half untouched. Edythe and Old Brother Joseth took to eating the scraps rather than let them go to waste.
Not that either of them felt good about it. Nor did they feel good about ignoring the old mastiff and the cats. The animals had grown used to being spoiled by His High Holiness and begged most pitifully at meals. After a few days they began sharing the scraps, too guilt-stricken to keep resisting.
His High Holiness neither noticed nor cared. He was a husk, a shell, a shadow lost in a despondent stupor. Some instinct made him eat and sleep and kneel for prayer when the bells tolled, but otherwise... Brother Dale said the High Septon was as lifeless as a corpse each time he washed and bandaged his bloody knees.
When His High Holiness did act, his behavior was unsettling. One morning he'd opened the shutters and stood staring out the window, his robes flapping in the freezing wind. He'd remained there for over an hour before Sister Alys found the nerve to close the shutters, her fear of the High Septon taking ill just barely overpowering her fear of displeasing him.
Edythe almost slapped her for that. Obedience was well and good, but a quarter hour in the cold was more than enough for the High Septon to catch ill and die. She'd have closed the shutters straightaway, no matter what punishment awaited her when His High Holiness returned to himself.
Alas, Edythe had been busy elsewhere.
Over the past six months, His High Holiness had gotten into the habit of visiting the storehouses daily. Whilst the High Septon spoke with the cellarers about counts and inventories, Edythe had the task of reducing them. Paul the Pious had ordained that the wealth of the Faith belonged to the poor, and it was his will that she play a small part in returning it.
By command of the High Septon, each dwelling of the faithful within Harrenhal's domain must have an almshouse to serve the poor. All the motherhouses already did, as required by ancient custom, but the poorer septs and septries did not. And though those almshouses were now being built, there were still hundreds of remote villages and hamlets left wanting. They had no sept, no septry, no motherhouse. They would've had no succor at all, if not for the wandering septons.
Harrenhal often played host to those blessed men. Roaming the countryside was exhausting work; they must have a little rest now and then. At Harrenhal they could rest their weary feet, fill their empty bellies, cleanse their filthy robes. The bootless were given boots, the sick were given medicine. And, before they resumed their wandering, each septon was provisioned with all that he could carry.
Though the High Septon lacked the will to make his rounds of the storehouses, Edythe made her daily visits just the same. It would be a grievous sin to let the wandering septons depart empty-handed. The work was hers; she couldn't abandon it. Even if someone else thought to take her work, Edythe doubted they would do it properly.
Filling the baskets meant for the wandering septons required both care and common sense. A donkey could only carry so much in the panniers slung over its back. A wandering septon who had no donkey could carry even less. Edythe knew what it was like to carry a basket over one's shoulders, and she made sure every pound was worth the weight.
So whilst Sister Alys was risking His High Holiness dying of a chill, Edythe had been hunting through one of the storehouses with a basket on her back. As the storehouses were both vast and dark, the work took time. Her breath steamed in the cold as Edythe picked her way through endless sacks, barrels, crates, and chests, blind save for the few scant yards within the pale glow of her lantern.
Eventually, Edythe had found what she needed. Bolts of wool cloth for warmth; casks of precious salt for preserving meat; casks of iron nails for carpentry. Rennet for cheesemaking, herbs for healing, tallow for rushlights. Last of all she'd found the bags of raisins, though she shook her head as she put them in her basket. His High Holiness insisted that there always be something sweet for the little children. Raisins, dried apples, dried pears, dried plums, any of them would do.
"Dried plums?" Wat the cellarer had once asked the High Septon, bemused. "I beg your High Holiness's pardon, but I thought the sister was mute, not daft. Her basket ought to be filled to the brim with grain, not a jumble of this and that."
"Oh?" Paul the Pious had replied mildly. "Pray, how many mouths would that basket of grain feed for a sennight? A village of seven hundred? A hamlet of seventy?"
Wat's narrow face turned red. "Neither," the cellarer mumbled.
"Aye," the High Septon agreed. He sighed. "Tens of thousands are hungry. Would that we could feed them all, but we cannot. All we can do is supply them with a little of that which they cannot make for themselves. For humble folk even the smallest gift may come as a rushlight in the dark."
Edythe shivered at the memory, her skin prickling. She hated thinking of the dark, yet it was always in her thoughts of late. Second moon had gone and third moon had come and still the black clouds remained, their terrible shadow concealing both sun and moon. Her days were grey, her nights blacker than pitch.
The darkness frightened the highborn too. Their generosity to the Faith waxed the longer the darkness endured. As third moon went on, the usual trickle of donations flowing into Harrenhal's coffers and storehouses swelled to a flood of gold and grain and goods. For all that the gods had chosen the highborn to rule, they were still men. And lord or churl or lowly serf, every man feared the seven hells.
Over the next sennight, three nobles came on pilgrimage to Harrenhal in hopes of washing away their sins. A greying hedge knight donated arms and armor to atone for slaying a friend in a fit of anger in his youth. A beautiful dowager lady donated silks and jewels to atone for her vanity and greed. And an ugly, fleshy lord donated spices from the east and preserved lemons and oranges from Dorne, though to atone for what he wouldn't say.
By chance, Edythe saw him in the yard. Lord Borrell watched as his men unloaded his sledges, his face shifting between anger and dread. When Edythe hurried past he was clenching and unclenching a bare fist, his queer webbed fingers red with cold.
The confession he made to Septa Darlessa was secret, but folk whispered nonetheless. Not that Edythe paid them any heed. She was too worried about His High Holiness to attend to pointless gossip about sisters and lamps and rocky shores. Besides, Lord Borrell's donation paled in comparison to that which arrived a few days later.
Edythe was occupied elsewhere when Ser Willem Lannister rode into Harrenhal. However, Brother Wat was all too eager to share what he had witnessed when he ought to have been working. Ser Willem had come to to take vows as a novice, and had bestowed all his worldly possessions upon the Faith. Chests full of coin and precious heirlooms, the incomes inherited from his father and the lands granted to him by Tommen Falseborn, and who knew what other treasures.
King Aegon might have granted him pardon when he yielded Casterly Rock, but Ser Willem refused to pardon himself. That was right and proper. Someone must atone for House Lannister's many sins, and Ser Willem was the last of his line.
The sins of House Tarly, on the other hand... hmph.
When Lord Randyll Tarly's widow and three daughters arrived in the middle of third moon, everyone expected them to join the Faith. Instead, to Edythe's growing distress, Lady Talla Tarly spent her entire visit pleading for an audience with His High Holiness. Septa Utha was good enough to keep the former queen at bay, but only for a price.
"If His High Holiness will not meet with Lady Talla," Septa Utha told Edythe, "some other sign of regard would not go amiss." The septa's eyes glinted; somehow, it made her feel uneasy. "Being waited upon by one of his own servants would do nicely, if His High Holiness can spare you."
Edythe was trapped. She couldn't lie to Septa Utha. Even if she could, claiming the High Septon couldn't spare her would raise questions.
And so for a sennight Edythe spent her every waking hour tending to four highborn ladies. Thankfully, Lady Talla proved shy and withdrawn. Her sisters Florys and Meredyth were less so. The ladies gave Edythe lengthy, precise commands, being very particular about their needs. Otherwise, they only spoke to each other.
If only their mother Lady Melessa were the same. The lady's grey hair and reserved manner had given Edythe high hopes, but she was sadly mistaken. In private Lady Melessa talked incesssantly, whether or not her daughters were listening.
Given that the lady mostly spoke of her deceased kith and kin, Edythe suspected they weren't. When not praying or eating, Lady Melessa rambled about them at length to her patient handmaid. Her son Dickon, taken by the collapse of the Red Keep. Her father Lord Alester Florent, taken and slain for treason by Stannis Baratheon. Her sister Rhea Florent, taken by a lump in her breast soon after. Her cousin Imry, taken by fire at the Blackwater; her cousin Selyse, taken by madness and a false god; their father Ser Ryam, her favorite uncle, taken in her youth by a fall from an untrained horse.
"Uncle Ryam promised to teach my children how to ride," Lady Melessa said, her voice wan. She picked up the needlework she'd been ignoring. "But Sam was still in my belly then."
Sam was her eldest son, the sweetest lad to ever live. Too sweet for his lord father. Lord Randyll Tarly had been far too pleased when their boy forsook his birthright on his fifteenth nameday.
"For the Citadel, I thought." Lady Melessa shivered. "Sister, another log on the fire."
As Edythe obeyed, she went on. "My Sam loved books the way his father loved the blade. The archmaesters would've adored him, he would've been their pride and joy. But Sam stammered that he wanted to take the black, wanted it so much that he meant to start north before evenfall. And the way he looked at his father..." the lady fell silent.
Lady Melessa hadn't seen him since. For years she'd quietly prayed and fretted, not knowing whether her gentle Sam was living or dead. Then, a few years past, a cousin from the Vale sent word that he'd seen him at Castle Black. Samwell was a steward, a scholar, a favorite of the lord commander. But that was before the Wall cracked, before the Others and their wights assailed Castle Black night after night...
It was only natural for a mother to love her children. Still, Lady Melessa ought to love them in silence. A novice who wagged her tongue so excessively would be slapped or caned. Alas, there was nothing Edythe could do about it. It wasn't her place to reproach one the gods had placed so far above her.
At least Lady Melessa and her younger daughters worshipped properly in the sept. The same couldn't be said for Lady Talla. One lit candles to the Mother, Maiden, and Crone upon an altar, not on the ground beneath a leafless weirwood tree.
Lady Talla had been generous to the Faith, giving both coin and an altar cloth she'd stitched herself. Regardless, the Most Devout were most unhappy about her casual heresy. It gave Edythe no small satisfaction when Septa Utha hinted that the Tarly ladies ought to take their leave, and she was even more satisfied when they took the hint.
But returning to the High Septon gave Edythe no joy. To her dismay, His High Holiness's stupor was worse than ever. He drank naught but water; he ate naught but crusts of hard bread. He was absent, he was indifferent, he was not himself.
And the world couldn't be kept at bay forever. Septa Utha was already watchful and dubious. Other septons and septas must share her suspicions, or soon would. Then it wouldn't be long before they began discussing them, and if they should force their way into the High Septon's rooms... at best, they would subject Paul the Pious to the useless poking and prodding of maesters. At worst...
No, it didn't bear thinking of. The Seven would never allow harm to come to their chosen. Even so, something had to be done. But what?
Many furtive conversations were had about the matter. Edythe didn't join them. She had nothing to say, and with His High Holiness lost to himself, there was no one to make her talk. Edythe needn't memorize letters to recite back later; Septon Pate was barred from the room, leaving the unopened letters to pile up on the desk. There were no messages to deliver and remark upon how they were received, no dinner conversations to overhear and repeat.
Being mute ought to comfort her. Alas, it didn't. Nor did singing in the choir. Despite Septon Mern's efforts, the organ had gone out of tune. With the organ silenced, hymns felt hollow and empty.
The heads of the other lay brothers and sisters seemed just as empty. Despite all their whispering, they had no ideas. Well, other than betraying His High Holiness to whichever member of the Most Devout they thought most trustworthy. As Brother Dale and Brother Wat argued over their preferred septon, Edythe wanted to slap them. Instead she glared at the hat she was embroidering, stabbing her needle into the cloth with righteous ire. She thanked the Crone when the brothers abruptly dropped the notion.
Sister Alys didn't have any faithless ideas, only a queer certainty that somehow King Aegon's letter was to blame. Sister Maude had taken to obsessively plucking cat hair off the furniture; Old Brother Joseth had formed the irritating habit of hovering by Edythe and talking at her once every hour or so.
"The isle o' faces looks sad," Old Brother Joseth mumbled late one afternoon. "What w' the trees all naked."
Edythe ignored him. Trees were supposed to be naked in winter. Feeling rather grumpy, she continued embroidering a seven-pointed star. Unfortunately, neither her aging eyes nor the looming darkness were kind to such work. Squinting helped somewhat, but not enough. When Edythe's vision blurred so badly that her thread faintly glowed, she had to set the work aside.
The journey to Harrentown the next day was a blur of agony. Dealing with the snow and ice upon the road was bad enough, and the wind was worse. Gusts assailed the small train of faithful like knives, viciously cutting through layers of clothes. Edythe's flesh burned, somehow both hot and cold with pain.
If only His High Holiness were here! When he led the way astride his humble donkey the faithful followed with heads head high, their eyes fixed upon the holy dwarf. The sight of the High Septon gladdened their hearts, distracting them from the sunless sky, from their aching bones and freezing flesh. Now they trudged with bowed heads, leaderless and forlorn. Her teeth chattered so hard she feared her jaw might snap; her limbs felt stiffer with every step.
The snow was deeper than Edythe's pattens were tall. By the time they entered Harrentown, her boots were soaked through. Wet stockings clung to her half-numb feet, cold and clammy, making Edythe's skin crawl. She couldn't ignore that hateful touch, that feeling of wrongness that set her nerves on edge.
Reaching the almshouse did little to soothe them. It was a bustling place, full of folk making noise. A young novice sang a song of summer to a crippled old man; a pair of red-robed septons argued loudly about blood magic as they stitched up a knight's gashed leg; a cluster of towheaded smallfolk wept and wailed as they gathered around a sickbed.
As the faithful from Harrenhal handed over their baskets, the lay brothers who took them gabbled like geese. They were always full of gossip. The lay brothers visited the homes of the poor every day, delivering food to the crippled and infirm who lacked the strength to come to the almshouse. With each visit their store of gossip grew, gossip which they were always eager to share. For once, Edythe listened, desperate to keep her mind off the horrible sensation of wet stockings against her wrinkled skin.
A fight had broken out at the Flagon and Wayn last night. Some passing merchant had insulted Legless Lew, not knowing he was Jon the Innkeeper's eldest son, or that his wife was Praed the Smith's daughter. Dainty Tansy had thrashed the merchant; Jon had kicked him out into the cold. Now the merchant was howling for justice, though whether he'd get it no one knew.
Such discord was all too commonplace in taverns. Tumult and lawlessness were inevitable in a house that tempted men to scorn virtue and embrace vice. Everyone knew that the gods frowned on drunkards and gluttons, gamblers and wastrels, but men drank and gorged and wagered all the same. Especially in winter, when there was less honest work to fill the long cold hours of the day.
Alas, those who avoided taverns also seemed to be wasting time on nonsense. Donel the Baker was using up precious flour trying to perfect a dough for sour bread; Wat the Weaver's daughters were vying to embroider the loveliest handscarf for their beloved granny; Jon the Carpenter's apprentices were carving pieces for some game they'd invented.
When the bells tolled, the gossip ceased. Everyone knelt to pray, the almshouse quiet save for the septa leading prayers. Edythe tried to focus on her voice, on the holy words. But she couldn't, she couldn't. Her feet were no longer numb. She felt every thread in the wet stockings strangling her flesh, chafing her skin, overwhelming her—
Wahhhhhhh!
Edythe wasn't quick enough to reach the babe first. She was quick enough to reach one of the other babes who joined a chorus of shrieking. Their screams assailed her poor ears, taking all her attention save that needed to give the babe a brisk inspection. It couldn't be hungry, not with droplets of milk smeared on its lips and chin. Burping it didn't help. Nor did checking its clout for nightsoil. At a loss, Edythe tried cradling the babe against her breast. To her surprise it nuzzled against her, its squalling slowly beginning to subside.
Fortunately, it promptly fell asleep. Unfortunately, that meant Edythe was stuck. Prayers had only just begun. She couldn't risk interrupting them by putting the babe back in its basket. Nor she could hand the babe back to its ailing mother. Dancing Jeyne lay awake but insensible, her eyes distant.
And so Edythe stood and held the wretched little thing, her agitation increasing by the minute. The septa's voice passed over her unheeded, drowned out by the unfamiliar sensation of a babe in her arms and the much too familiar sensation of melted snow in her boots. An eternity seemed to pass as she waited for prayers to be done. When they finally ended one of the almshouse septas bustled over, and not a moment too soon.
"Oh, how sweet," Septa Isobel cooed. Her broad face glowed with approval as she looked at Edythe, then crumpled when she turned her gaze on Dancing Jeyne.
"Poor dear," the septa sighed. "She's not twitched a hair since dawn, not once. At least when she was talking gibberish she'd care for the child. As if there weren't enough winter babes to tend to already."
Without any warning, Septa Isobel scooped up the babe. Seven be praised, it didn't wake.
"Not that I blame Jeyne," the septa added, indulgent. "She's a modest, hard-working girl, aside from the occasional bit of excess gaiety. Alas, she's not been herself since the solstice. Her husband said she claimed she saw eyes in the clouds. She heard voices that weren't there, smelled beef when they were eating fish, complained of thistles when naught was touching her."
Septa Isobel tsked. "I'd call it mother's madness, but those black clouds..." she trailed off, shuddering.
Edythe didn't want to think about the clouds. She wanted to peel off her boots and stockings, dry her weary feet by the fire, and never go outside again. But that was as impossible as a neverending summer. No, her only hope of consolation from her misery was the small cup of hot ale which would soon be hers. The septon who ran the almshouse always had some served to the faithful, to fortify them before they went back out into the cold.
In the meantime the poor came to claim their alms. Some were alone; some were joined by kith or kin. Some brought empty sacks; some brought empty baskets. But all arrived red-faced and shivering, frantic to enter and reluctant to leave.
Edythe pitied them, though her own pain occupied most of her thoughts. The harsh torture of her damp stockings had company. The ache in her knees, the discomfort of enduring being trapped in a crowd. Bodies crammed the tiny entry hall, both poor and faithful pressed elbow-to-elbow. Edythe glanced about, pondering whether the noxious stink of the privy would be worth a brief respite from the clamor.
Her thoughts of escape were abruptly dashed to pieces when three children burst through the almshouse door. The eldest was a girl no more than eight, wide-eyed and breathless with alarm. The younger ones followed behind her, holding hands. The scrawny boy looked to be six; she hadn't a clue as to either the age or sex of the round-faced toddler. Mud spattered their thin cloaks; their faces were streaked with tears. They pushed through the folk ahead of them, wild with distress and heedless of the commotion they were causing.
"—been waiting—"
"—whose brats—"
At a gesture from Septa Isobel, several of her sisters made for the children. One grabbed the girl by the arm. The rest tried to calm the younger ones, albeit with little success.
"Why, Marra! What's gotten into you?" Septa Isobel scolded. "Where's Lyam?"
"Lyam were coming t' get alms," the girl babbled, trying to wrench away from grip of the sister who held her. "But he slipped on a bit o' ice—"
"Smacked his head," the boy said, talking over her. "It made an awful crack—"
"Shut up, Pate, I'm tellin' it!" Marra stomped her foot. "We couldn't get him up for ages, and then he could barely stand, he were so dizzy—"
The disobedient Pate interrupted. "He were talkin' all funnylike," the boy sniffled, wiping snot away from his mouth. "W' the words all mushed together like Toothless Tom when he drinks too much—"
"—barely got him back home—"
"—fell and hit the table—"
"—then he were sick—"
Unwilling to be left out of the beastly torrent of noise, the toddler loudly pretended to vomit.
Edythe took a step back, disgusted. There was a reason that neither children nor healing were her concern. Not that a healer was probably needed for a bump on the head. But then, children couldn't help the unbalanced humors which made them suffer from an excess of emotion.
Come to think of it, Edythe's own humors felt quite unsteady. She needed a reprieve, and soon. But as everyone was shunning the frigid backhouse, there was a long line for the privy. She was contemplating joining it when Septa Isobel called her back to attention.
Septa Isobel had a notion. No, not a notion, a command. A wretched, wretched command, an order that Edythe was bound to obey.
But she didn't have to like it. Edythe followed Marra to the almshouse door as bidden, but she did it with utter loathing. Stepping out into the bracing cold only deepened her displeasure. As she drew the hood of her cloak up, Edythe eyed the toddler with dull resentment. She hoped she wouldn't need to carry it. Walking in the snow was difficult enough already.
Mother be praised, the toddler seemed able to make its own way, though only with help. With one hand it clung to Pate; the other clung to a scrap of ragged cloth. More rags were wound about the toddler's hands and feet in a pitiful mockery of mittens and boots. It was a wonder the wee thing wasn't already frostbitten.
The older children had boots, but they were much too large. They moved awkwardly, trying not to slip on the icy course that had been trodden between drifts taller than they were. Edythe stuck to the edges of the path. Slush squished and crunched beneath her pattens, her boots and stockings growing more soaked with each miserable step.
Mercifully, the children lived only a few streets away from the almshouse. Marra prattled the entire way, pausing only when her teeth chattered so hard that she couldn't speak. Though the wind drowned out most of her words, Edythe still heard more than she cared to.
And given what she heard, Edythe didn't care for Lyam. She gathered that he was much older than his siblings, likely twenty or so. Alas, he seemed to be something of a ne'er-do-well. A proper son would have stepped up when his father died. Lyam had wept and idled and left the care of the family to his widowed mother. Only after her death had he been forced to act the man and take charge of the little ones.
Entering their little house confirmed Edythe's suspicion that Lyam wasn't equal to the task. Someone ought to reproach the feckless wastrel, and sooner rather than later. Terrible as poverty was, it was no excuse for slovenliness.
Wind and snow blew through a dozen cracks in the walls that might've easily been stopped up. Dried stains covered the only table, and there was a fresh purple stain on one corner. Edythe scowled. Alms were meant to buy food and blankets, not wine.
The room certainly looked like that of a drunkard. The rushes on the floor were old and stinking, the hearth was filthy with ash, and the mattress in the corner was leaking straw. She wasn't surprised to find the layabout laying atop the mattress, covered by from head to foot by a few old blankets piled in an untidy heap.
But when Edythe pulled back the blankets and lifted her lantern, she froze.
Lyam was no man of twenty. The boy sleeping on the bed couldn't be more than thirteen. Baby fat still lingered in his cheeks; a scant few dark hairs dusted his upper lip. More dark hair covered his forehead, matted where it half-hid the bloody wound that slashed across his brow.
Uneasy, Edythe removed her glove. She examined the wound delicately, careful not to rouse the poor lad. The dried blood was coarse against her fingertips, thick and bumpy like a scab. Yet the amount of blood belied the severity of the injury. The wound was shallow, the bone beneath unharmed.
To her relief, she detected no sign of fever. In fact, the boy's skin was a tad colder than she'd like. Edythe turned to the wide-eyed children clustered behind her, pointing impatiently at the meager fire in the hearth. Once Marra took her meaning, Edythe turned back to her patient. She was no healer, but even she knew how to dress a wound and take a pulse, though she'd forgotten to do so until just now—
Lyam had no pulse.
That made no sense. Boys didn't die of such trifling wounds. Not unless rot set in, and there hadn't been time for that. Bewildered, Edythe checked his pulse again. The skin of his neck was just as soft, just as cool, and just as still as before. Had she misjudged the wound? No, she hadn't. Though it was odd that the wound was on his brow. Folk who slipped on ice usually fell on their—
Edythe cupped the back of the boy's skull. Her fingers pressed against splintered bone; beneath her palm was a swollen knot. Gently, she drew back her hand, letting the head fall softly upon the mattress. Her mouth was dry; that wouldn't do. The debt owed to the dead was more important than her own desires. Edythe worked her cheeks and tongue, gathering all the spit she could before licking her lips.
"Blessed Stranger," she murmured, "hear our prayer. Have mercy upon your son Lyam—"
Marra screamed like she'd been struck by a mortal blow. One moment she was sprinting across the room; the next she flung herself upon the corpse with an earsplitting wail. Inspired by their sister's violent display, the younger children promptly burst into deafening sobs. Their high shrill voices echoed off the walls, piercing Edythe like a rain of arrows.
The first slap didn't cure the girl's hysterics. The second did. Edythe's hand stung, but that was to be expected. She was more concerned about the tears and snot smeared on her palm. After wiping the mess away as best she could, she put her glove back on.
Whilst she was occupied, the chastened Marra had set to quieting Pate. Unhappily, that left Edythe stuck with the toddler. As slapping was no use with a child so young, she was forced to pick the child up. The child shrieked in her ears as she rocked it back and forth, swaying slowly on her aching knees. It seemed like ages before the toddler finally ceased screaming.
The moment she took the toddler's rag away, it started screaming again. Determined to clean the child's face nonetheless, Edythe glanced at the rag. It was a babe's hat, stitched with a seven-pointed star. Taking advantage of her brief distraction, the toddler snatched the rag out of her hand. Edythe let it. She couldn't abide any more screaming, not when her own kerchief would serve for the task at hand.
Even without any more screaming, getting three distraught children back to the almshouse was a trial that sorely tested Edythe's already raw nerves. Worse, Second Sister Bethany insisted on talking to her rather than the children. She couldn't even enjoy her cup of hot ale. Not when the Second Sister was battering her with questions, all of them scattered and confusing. Most could be answered with nods or head shakes, but not all.
By the time the Second Sister finished with Edythe, the other faithful had long since returned to Harrenhal. As dusk was approaching, Septa Isobel offered her a bed for the night. Edythe would have none of it. She must've shaken her head a dozen times before the septa finally let her be. Edythe also refused the offer of an escort for "our good High Septon's own lay sister," a suggestion which made her blood pound in her ears.
Blood still pounded in her ears as she left Harrentown, the hood of her cloak drawn up to cover her face. Edythe walked as fast as she could, her heart racing in her chest. Her cell, she must reach her cell. It was the only place in the world that was her own, hers and the sisters who shared it and never troubled her. In that little room she was safe to burrow beneath her blanket, safe to scream into her hands, safe to hide within those walls until the panic passed.
Edythe didn't reach her cell. She didn't even reach Kingspyre Tower. The panic that washed over her as she entered the yard was too strong, too overwhelming. Screams clawed at her throat, desperate to burst forth. Everything felt wrong. The sound of the wind, screeching in her ears. The smell of cold filling her nose; the taste of blood filling her mouth. The touch of wet stockings chafing against her feet; the sight of a dead boy's face blurring against the snow.
Out of time and out of wits, she blindly staggered through the nearest door.
It was a long time before Edythe came back to herself. When she did, she had no idea where she was. There were no lights to see, no voices to hear. She was alone in the dark, unable to sense anything but the floor beneath her.
The floor was stone, hard and cold. She lay on her side, curled up like a child. Stiff rushes jabbed through her robes, making her skin itch. Her cheeks were wet, her eyes sore. Her throat was raw from screaming, her gloves damp with spittle from covering her mouth.
Edythe drew a deep, shuddering breath. She regretted it when a foul stench assailed her. Gasping for air, she coughed. As she coughed she heard flapping wings and gentle coos, echoing all around.
It was Brother Mortimer the Hapless who found her. She knew that ruddy face, even with only the faint glow of his lantern. Edythe quickly looked down, the hood of her cloak falling over her face. She was gone the instant he helped her to her feet, shame twisting in her belly as she fled.
Shame and fear were her constant companions over the next few days. But other than avoiding the dovecote like the plague, Edythe went about her duties as usual. No one suspected anything amiss. No one knew that her mind overflowed with thoughts, countless threads tangled in countless knots.
Yet this inner chaos was tinged with a strange indifference. Sometimes she felt distant, remote, another shade haunting Harrenhal. Sometimes she felt as if she had to vomit. Sometimes she felt as if she couldn't breathe. Sometimes, she felt as if her heart could burst and slay her where she stood.
Only her work kept Edythe going. The world might end, but chores didn't. What did they care for dead men rising, or black clouds covering the sun, or Paul the Pious wandering in the wilderness of his mind? Fires still had to be lit, meals fetched, baskets filled. She ended third moon working; she began fourth moon just the same.
So when Brother Wat woke her and everyone else up in the middle of the night, Edythe acted out of sheer force of habit. Arguing over a half-dead dove was as stupid as it was pointless. The very idea of adding the letter to the pile in the solar offended her to her core. His High Holiness had commanded that the dove be brought to him immediately, and immediately it would be brought.
It was easy to take the dove from Brother Wat, thank the Seven. The poor creature was frail, too frail to survive being manhandled. In truth, Edythe doubted it would outlast the hour. The dying dove weighed almost nothing, so light she might've held a ghost. But she could feel the dove's tiny claws, its soft feathers, its body burning hot and feverish despite the chill in the air.
The chill lessened as she entered the High Septon's bedchamber. Old Brother Joseth always kept a good bed of hot coals in the hearth. The nights were long and cold; His High Holiness mustn't shiver in his canopy bed. Its velvet curtains gleamed beneath her rushlight, the cloth shimmering as she pulled back the drapes.
His High Holiness slept, but not well. Paul the Pious tossed and turned, unable to find repose. Dark circles shadowed his eyes; a fur blanket tangled around his stocky frame.
Edythe set her lantern on the bedside table. Normally she wouldn't dare lay hands on His High Holiness. But there wasn't time to fret about that. The High Septon's command had been very clear, and sleeping men couldn't receive urgent letters.
A firm clasp of the shoulder woke His High Holiness. Paul the Pious blinked up at her, dazed. After a moment he shook his head, rubbing at his eyes. That done, he groggily blinked up at her some more. Her nerves fraying with every blink, Edythe held out a trembling hand.
For a long while the High Septon looked at the dying bird, his brow furrowed. He didn't move, he didn't speak. All he did was stare, his eyes a pair of bottomless wells. If wells were brown, which they weren't. Nothing could have made her meet that gaze. Edythe kept her eyes downcast, fixed upon the dove cupped in her wrinkled hand.
The dove was much like any other. Beady eyes, black ringed with red. A small beak, the type suited for hunting grain and fruit. Its neck was short, its body squat, its feathers grey. Edythe supposed that was fitting. The Stranger was grey too, the grey of ashes and dust and death.
Yet color gleamed at the dying dove's throat. A collar of bright feathers shifted in the flickering light, shining green and blue and purple in a thousand shades too subtle to name. A bird from the Summer Isles might be more beautiful, a hawk from a lord's mews more deadly, but this humble creature had its splendor too. Not just the splendor of its feathers, but the splendor of its holy purpose. How else could a mere dove fly a thousand leagues through snow and wind and endless dark?
Edythe couldn't let it die in vain.
When she handed him the dove, His High Holiness accepted it without thinking. Her courage faltering like a rushlight in the wind, Edythe dredged her memory. The Stranger never spoke, but she must. She thought of The Seven-Pointed Star, of hymns and blessings, of proverbs and prayers, begging the gods to help her find the right thing to say.
In the end, she seized upon the High Septon's own words.
"The future is known only to the gods," Edythe rasped. Her mouth was dry as bone. "No matter how dark things seem, we must trust in the Seven. Let their will guide our hands and our hearts, and they shall bless us with the summer that never ends."
To her shock, His High Holiness replied.
"Let the Seven guide us," he muttered, his voice hoarse from disuse. "How, when they don't answer? Unless..."
He frowned, turning his attention to the dove. The bird lay in the palms of his hairy hands, bedraggled and lifeless. Softly, gently, Paul the Pious extended a stubby finger to stroke the dove's feathers.
"As valiant as a pack o' lions, weren't yeh?" he murmured. "Aye, t' be sure. If the Seven were testin' yeh, yeh passed. Yer wings flapped and fluttered, and their blessin' got yeh through the storm. No further, though, yeh poor brave thing."
A hush fell over the bedchamber. For a time, Paul the Pious did naught but cradle the dead dove against his heart. Tears glistened in his eyes; his lips moved in silent prayer. Slowly, the grief upon his face gave way to a tender and terrible resolve, one that made hairs rise on the back of Edythe's neck.
"They're testin' us too," the High Septon said. "I see that now. A blessin''s no good if yeh sit on yer hands waitin' for it. What did Hugor o' the Hill say? Life is a question w' no right answer. Just do what yeh can, and leave the rest t' the gods. Aye, and so we shall."
There was a flicker of movement; Edythe's heart stopped in her chest. Crrrrrr, the dove that had been dead agreed.
Her heart was racing when Edythe brought Septon Pate to the solar as she'd been bidden. The High Septon awaited them at his desk, dressed in his bedrobe. One hand held the Stranger's dove, bright-eyed and cooing as it pecked seed from his palm. The other held the unfurled letter, which he passed to Septon Pate. The septon cleared his throat, readying himself to speak; Edythe took up her usual place, readying herself to listen.
That brief taste of familiar routine was all she got. Most of her usual work was supplanted by whatever His High Holiness happened to need at any given moment. The High Septon was free of his weary stupor. A tireless vigor had taken its place, one that drove him onward all the livelong day. There was no doubt; he was a man possessed, though by which of the Seven Edythe couldn't decide.
When His High Holiness questioned the Most Devout as to the nature of law and charity and justice, she favored the Father. When His High Holiness muttered to himself about solstices and visions and battling dead men, she favored the Warrior. When His High Holiness bade Septon Humfrey and Septa Utha find him a counselor that was the equal of Septon Barth, one fit to help him rebuild the Faith, she favored the Smith.
Queerly, it was the Stranger that Edythe thought of most.
Perhaps it was because of the dove. It refused to be parted from His High Holiness, even though it trembled like a leaf when the cats were near. Perhaps it was because of the approaching holy day. Soon it would be the fourteenth of fourth moon, a day sacred to the Stranger. Perhaps it was because of the sermon His High Holiness was preparing.
Composing his sermon for the Stranger's day occupied much of his thoughts and time. It would be the High Septon's first since he began his bout of meditation. It would also be the first since Septa Emberlei's letter. The Others had besieged Winterfell, had slain every raven in its rookery, but they hadn't slain the silent sister's dove. That news was kept close, a secret known only to Paul the Pious and a few trusted members of the Most Devout. And Septon Pate and Edythe, of course, but they didn't count.
Sharing such dire news with the realm required the utmost care. Septon Pate scrawled draft upon draft of letters upon his wax tablet. Letters to the King's Hand and the king's mother and sister, to Lord Tully and Lord Hightower, to Septon Eustace and Septon Qyle. And there were dozens more, so many that Edythe's head spun trying to remember them all. Once committed to parchment the letters were sent, intended to arrive upon the holy day.
The Hall of a Hundred Hearths was the largest room in Harrenhal. But even it couldn't hold all the faithful who came to hear the High Septon's sermon at midnight on the Stranger's day. Lay brothers and lay sisters stood elbow to elbow, parting only to make way for a septon or septa headed toward the dais.
More brothers and sisters crowded the gallery. Their less lucky brethren tried to listen from outside the many entrances to the cavernous hall. Every wall boasted doors or passages, save for the wall behind the raised dais. It was set with high narrow windows, placed to let sunlight pour down upon the worthies who sat at the high table.
But just as a pulpit had taken the high table's place, darkness had taken that of the sun. The windows were as black as the wall, invisible to the naked eye. The only sign of their presence was their rattling whenever the wind assailed them with chunks of ice and snow.
Even if the sun was out, Edythe was too far away for any sunlight to fall on her. She stood at the other end of the hall, so far back that the dove on the High Septon's shoulder was little more than a white blur. She doubted she'd be able to hear much, not that it mattered. Very few had borne witness as His High Holiness practiced his sermon, but Edythe was one of them. She'd watched Paul the Pious waddle back and forth before his altar; she'd heard him speak the words until they were graven on her heart.
Queerly, there was no need to rely upon her memory. Despite the hall's monstrous size, Edythe heard His High Holiness clearly as he gave the blessing. That done, the High Septon began the holy day's service with a passage from The Seven-Pointed Star. It was a tale from the Book of the Stranger, an ancient tale from before the faithful came to Westeros.
During a bitter winter, a gallant prince and his kitchen boy lost their beloved mothers on the same day. Heartbroken, they prayed to the Stranger. Both begged him to return their dead, and both were set a holy quest. They must make a pilgrimage to the final resting place of Hugor of the Hill. There they must pay homage to the holy man, pluck a fruit from the tree which grew over his grave, and bring it back to their mothers before the sennight ended.
The gallant prince and the kitchen boy left at the same hour. Each journeyed to the grave of Hugor of the Hill on his own; each met many strangers upon the way. The gallant prince ignored them all, thinking of nothing but the completion of his quest.
But the kitchen boy was a pious lad. Guided by the laws of the Seven, he treated every stranger just as he ought. If the stranger needed help, the kitchen boy gave it, though he wept bitter tears at each small delay.
When the last day of the sennight dawned, the gallant prince was almost home. Not so the kitchen boy. When he reached Hugor of the Hill's grave the noonday sun was shining overhead. Despairing, the kitchen boy fell to his knees. But though he knew he could never return in time, the kitchen boy stubbornly went on. He paid homage to the dead, plucked a fruit, and turned his weary feet toward home.
As he walked, the kitchen boy began to encounter the strangers he had met. All recognized him; all offered their aid in fulfilling his quest. By sunset he was at his mother's bedside, dripping the juice of the holy fruit upon her lips. At the seventh drop she woke, alive and healthy once more. The kitchen boy had reaped a miracle, grown from the good deeds he'd sown without any expectation of reward.
"For men's deeds are akin to pebbles dropped in a pond," the High Septon said. "Their ripples grow and grow, to what end the gods only know."
And so it was with the gallant prince, who had scorned every stranger to cross his path. He had no share of the kitchen boy's good fortune. A hundred small delays beset the gallant prince upon the road, each worse than the last. When the sun began to set, he was galloping hard for home. Upon reaching the stables the gallant prince vaulted from his horse, dashed to his mother's bedside, and reached into his saddlebag to find the precious fruit crushed and rotten.
Yet all was not lost. For the kitchen boy heard the gallant prince's wail of grief and came running, bringing the last of the juice he'd squeezed from the holy fruit. But the gallant prince refused to accept the gift. Much as he loved his mother, he feared the Seven more. The gallant prince knew that he had not truly fulfilled his quest. Better to let his mother die than damn her with an unearned gift.
Of course, everything came out as it should in the end. The gallant prince having learned the error of his ways, the Seven restored his mother to life. Years passed. The gallant prince became a pious king; the kitchen boy became a goodly septon.
With the tale concluded, it was time for a hymn. The voices of the faithful rang off the rafters like a sacred storm. When Edythe was still a girl, such clamor would've drowned her. Now she stood fast, pouring her heart into the harmony of the holy song.
After a few more hymns had been sung, it was time for the High Septon to preach. Edythe thanked the gods that she was lowborn. She'd die from sheer terror if someone tried to make her preach a sermon, let alone one of such import. And so, impudent though it was, she said a silent prayer to the Crone on the High Septon's behalf.
Paul the Pious cleared his throat. "A babe cannot walk," he began. "It cannot talk. It cannot feed itself, it cannot use the privy. All a babe can do is cry, as all fathers and mothers know."
The High Septon paused, letting the chuckles echo over the hall before he continued.
"But why do babes cry?" he asked. "Not to be difficult. Not to punish nearby ears. Nay. A babe cries because it has no other way to plea for aid."
Edythe knew that ought to console her. It didn't. The wailing of babes was a wretched torment nonetheless. Worse, one could only stop that awful noise by tending to the babe's needs. That's the point, she realized suddenly. Pleased by this proof of the Seven's wisdom, she turned her attention back to the sermon.
"— ordained by the gods," His High Holiness was saying. "The babe cries for help; the child learns to help himself; the man helps himself and others, or else he is no man."
The High Septon gave a heavy sigh. "'Tis a hard duty, it must be said. 'Tis far easier to think only of oneself. 'Tis far easier to turn away as the prince did. 'Tis far easier to be careless, to be cruel, to wreak wrath and ruin."
"And so we have learned to our sorrow. The Lannisters— "
A hiss rose from a thousand throats, potent and terrible. When empty, the Hall of a Hundred Hearths was as frigid as the world outside. When full, the press of bodies warmed it. Now the hall boiled hot with fury. Upon the High Septon's shoulder the dove beat its wings. Drops of sweat gathered at Edythe's brow as the hissing and jeering went on. It might've gone on forever had His High Holiness not finally raised his hands for quiet.
The next part of the sermon was Edythe's favorite, sadly though it began. The High Septon spoke of the devastation of war, of how the work of a lifetime could be destroyed in an instant. His listeners knew that full well. The Most Devout had been driven from Baelor's Sept; the sparrows had been driven from their cottages and huts.
As His High Holiness talked of burned villages and ruined crops, tears dripped down the faces of those around her. One sister sniffled loudly, then gave a long, shuddering sob. Edythe understood. Sometimes her own grief almost choked her when she thought of the Motherhouse of the Lifted Lamp.
Edythe was glad she hadn't been there to see its fate. She would've never forgotten the sight of the slain septas and sisters. No, the memories that haunted her were ordinary, even dull. Sister Clover winking as Edythe gave her Septa Caryn's mysteriously soiled robes; Sister Mared fussing as she helped Sister Perine into her beekeeper's garb. As her sorrow threatened to overwhelm her, Edythe turned her attention back to the sermon.
"Time and toil may restore what was lost," the High Septon said, solemn as the Stranger. "But that which was broken shall never be the same."
The windows rattled as a chorus of sobs echoed over the hall. His High Holiness indulged them for a little while, then pressed on.
"Do not despair," the High Septon urged. "Take comfort in the gods and the hope which is their gift to men. For as a good deed may sow evil, an evil deed may sow good. That lesson is taught by the very history of our faith."
"How?" some impertinent jackanapes shouted.
Were he close by, Edythe would've stamped on his foot. How dare he interrupt? Interruptions were apt to make His High Holiness forget his place. Once, a nudge from the old mastiff seeking to be petted had resulted in the High Septon getting so badly lost that he had to start over from the beginning.
To her immense relief, Paul the Pious recovered quickly. "I shall tell you," he said. "The faithful being driven from Andalos was a calamity, but it was a calamity that bore fruit. Our forebears brought the Faith to the Seven Kingdoms, and with the help of the gods they built a greater realm than Andalos ever was."
With the help of the gods and Septa Utha, His High Holiness had marshaled a host of other examples. Edythe paid them little heed. It was the last example that made her heart soar, for it was the story of Harrenhal.
Built by one king and destroyed by another, the keep had been long since abandoned to rot and ruin. Yet that ruin had left it empty, ready to shelter the faithful in their hour of need. And by the sweat of their brows, the faithful had given the keep new life. They'd cleaned what once was filthy, mended what once was broken, blessed what once was cursed. Edythe's knees ached as she remembered the long hours she'd spent clearing cobwebs out of forgotten rooms, scrubbing nightsoil from floors, digging and planting and harvesting in the vast kitchen garden.
When the High Septon spoke of how hard it was to labor for the harvest and harder still to labor for a harvest that one might never reap, Edythe agreed with all her heart. It fluttered nervously as His High Holiness went on, knowing and dreading what came next.
"Yet labor we must," the High Septon said stoutly. "For ourselves, for our children, for each other. Together we shall outlast this darkness; together we shall see the coming of a new dawn. The Seven are with us!" he shouted.
"The Seven are with us!" a thousand voices shouted back.
"Blessed be the man who trusts in the Seven," the High Septon cried. "No sinner can withstand their judgment, no demon can defy their wroth. The Seven are with us!"
"The Seven are with us!"
"Even death itself cannot thwart the Stranger." The High Septon raised a stubby hand, pointing at his shoulder. "This dove came to me at the darkest hour of the night. It came through blizzard and storm, through ice and fire, and when its work was done it perished in my hands. And I wept to see the death of so brave a creature, and I prayed the Stranger would honor its sacrifice. And lo! That same dove is here before you."
Without warning, the dove took flight. The crowd gasped as it flew over their heads. Once, twice, thrice it circled the hall, cooing all the while. After the seventh circle the dove returned to the dais, landing upon the shoulder from whence it came.
"The gods restored this dove to life," the High Septon declared, speaking over the crowd and the wind. "We must trust in them, no matter what."
Then, with utter calm, His High Holiness began to talk of Winterfell, and the evil which had befallen it. Despite the heat of the hall, Edythe shivered down to her bones at every mention of the godless Others and every sudden rattle of a window. The Seven must be very, very wroth indeed. Edythe wasn't sure whether she was more frightened of the demons or of their fell sorcery which enslaved the helpless dead.
With such dreadful news to share, it was no wonder that the High Septon sometimes had to pause. The crowd couldn't help but interrupt to gasp with shock or groan with terror. Yet there were no screams, no panic. The crowd was too enthralled by the little man on the dais. Every eye fixed on the dwarf; every ear strained to hear what Paul the Pious had to say.
"Now the mid-year solstice approaches, and with it the day of judgment," the High Septon thundered. "Upon that holy day the light of the Seven is strongest; upon that holy day the hinge of fate shall turn. The Others mean to destroy the realms of men, and only Winterfell and her defenders stand in their way. Shall we let them fight this unholy darkness alone?"
"NEVER!" the faithful screamed as one.
"NEVER!" Paul the Pious roared back. His voice was a bolt of lightning, crashing over the howling wind and rattling windows. "We shall do all that is in our power, every hour of the day. We shall pray, we shall fast, and we shall see the dawn! And—"
And with a shriek that pierced to the bone, a window shattered.
Notes:
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Chapter 176: Arya IV
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End of Arc 2: The War for the DawnNOTES
1) Although not used much in the US today, in medieval England, marjoram was considered to have medicinal properties.
2) I've mentioned blancmange before, but forgot to include a footnote. While modern blancmange is a dessert, in the medieval era it was a dish made from chicken and rice poached in almond milk. It was considered a suitable dish for those who were ill, like chicken soup today.
3) Fun fact: Although milk is full of lactose, due to the way they're made, both cheese and butter contain very little lactose and are thus safe for Edythe.
4) In Europe, a wide assortment of animals were put on trial starting in the medieval era and lasting up until the early modern era. Pigs were some of the most common defendants, and the most common crime was homicide. Seriously, do NOT fall in a pig pen.
5) Brother Cletus's dream is an homage to the Danse Macabre, a popular theme in medieval and early modern art.
6) The anarchic cult in the Reach was based on a Christian sect called the Adamites, The first Adamites popped up in the 2nd century, but there were also similar sects during the medieval era. They believed in the innocence of Adam and Eve, practiced ritual nudity, and endorsed free love. None of the sects lasted long.
7) The dancing plague was an outbreak of compulsive dancing which occurred in France in the summer of 1518. Historians are unsure of the exact cause; the leading theory is a mass psychosis caused by extreme stress and hunger.
8) Much of Paul the Pious's philosophy and charitable actions are drawn from Pope Gregory I. You should check out his Wikipedia; Saint Gregory was damn focused on being a good pope and serving the poor.
9) Panniers are baskets used for carrying goods on an animal's back. They can be made of canvas, leather, or wicker. I couldn't find an image for a medieval example, so here's a Shetland pony laden with kishies, traditional Shetland woven baskets.
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10) Dancing Jeyne is suffering the onset of schizophrenia. Catatonia and hallucinations are two common symptoms. Schizophrenia is believed to result from a combination of factors. It isn't caused by disaster or trauma, but it can make it difficult for people to cope with stressful events. Sadly, most cultural depictions of schizophrenia are inaccurate and harmful.
11) Poor Lyam suffered a nasty concussion when he fell. He then suffered another concussion staggering home with the help of his younger siblings. Sadly, multiple concussions close together can kill.
Chapter 176: Arya IV
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As dusk fell, the wind rose.
Arya tucked the loose end of her scarf inside the hood of her cloak. The wind was as cruel and sharp as shattering glass, and the gusts were always worst atop the battlements. Dozens of silk banners flapped and snapped over the gatehouse, a defiant blaze of color against the dark clouds. There was cloth of every hue and shade, richly dyed and blazoned with the sigils of the lords and knights who defended Winterfell.
The eagle of House Mallister was the first to take flight. Arya raised her Myrish far-eye as the wind viciously ripped the banner from its pole. Water dancers were supposed to see what others missed; she mustn't neglect her practice. Arya found the banner swiftly, ignoring Nymeria's butting against her. She tracked the wisp of purple through the air, watching it twist and turn over Winterfell before finally landing in a snow drift by the Great Keep.
Arya lowered the far-eye with a shiver, burying her other hand in the she-wolf's fur. She'd climbed to the battlements nearly every day for the past month. Arya couldn't help herself, no more than she could help picking at a scab. Stepping up to a crenel was easy enough, so why did she always hesitate before doing what she'd come here to do?
Her heart fluttering with mounting dread, Arya raised the far-eye.
Down below a knight crossed the drawbridge, his horse carefully picking its way through the piles of filthy slush. The same grey-brown slush marked the well trafficked streets of the Wintertown. Snow choked the side streets and alleys; icicles lined the roofs like endless rows of teeth. More icicles dangled from the rough-hewn longhalls which stood outside the walls of the Wintertown, thin tendrils of smoke rising from their chimneys.
But those were nothing compared to the clouds of smoke rising from the countless fires of the camp beyond the Wintertown. With the far-eye's help, Arya examined the ants who stood around the fires. She saw black brothers and northmen and men of the south, grizzled old greybeards and gallant young knights, bakers and smiths, laundresses and camp followers. She even spied a troupe of mummers, shaking furiously in the cold as they walked from the covered wayns where they slept to the longhall where they performed.
Arya wondered when each of them had begun to regret coming north.
Fear cuts deeper than swords, or so Syrio Forel had taught her. The cold cut deeper still. A sword wound could be stitched; there was no stitching up frostbite. Once the skin turned corpse-pale, there was naught that could be done. Next would come the bloody red blisters, then the black rot which ate away the flesh. Cutting away the afflicted flesh was the only way to keep the rot from spreading. Delay too long and the price was death, as even the youngest northern children knew.
But knowing and seeing were not the same.
And she'd seen too much. Noses missing their tips. Ears reduced to scarred stumps. Cheeks and chins bandaged to hide where lumps of flesh had been cut away. Fingers and toes shortened or removed entirely, the former plain as day, the latter only revealed by the tell-tale limp.
Those who worked or stood guard outside suffered the worst, no matter how well they bundled up or how often they took refuge beside a smoking brazier. But woodsmoke wasn't the only smell upon the air. It didn't take a water dancer to notice the scent of fear.
The siege of Winterfell had begun early in third moon. When Arya learned that Maester Luwin's ravens were dead and that Olyvar's dragon wouldn't wake, she'd expected that a vast host of wights would arrive by nightfall. Instead the wights had arrived piecemeal, coming from every direction. By night they trudged implacably through the knee-deep snow; by day they were statues with awful ice-blue eyes that burned like stars, standing vaguely arrayed just outside the range of the camp's catapults.
The catapults ought to have been easy to assemble. All their parts were kept together, stored beneath a makeshift roof to keep them clear of snow and ice. An obvious, prudent measure, and one which worked perfectly. Or rather, it did until the brutally windy night which collapsed the roof.
Between the fallen timbers and heaps of heavy snow, it took half a day and dozens of men to clear the debris. That done, they worked to identify which parts were still usable for catapults. The effort of such hard toil in the bitter cold claimed several lives, and there was almost a riot when each man rose as a wight. But the work continued nonetheless, for the chance to destroy any dormant wights would end at dusk when they were able to move once more.
Arya stared at an ice-encrusted catapult through her far-eye, a lump in her throat. It had been a fruitless effort, in the end. The first volley of rocks crushed a few wights; the second crushed none. The men's cries of dismay could be heard from Winterfell as the wights suddenly broke from their stupor, retreating out of range before resuming their motionless vigil. Some men wept; others raged; all cursed the black clouds which smothered the sun. They weren't even able to take the catapults apart. By morning they were frozen solid beneath a thick coat of ice, a constant reminder of their failure.
That night the wights made a clumsy attack on the camp. The next day Robb sent out groups of northmen on skith to slay what wights they could. The wights moved to defend themselves, but the northmen had the advantage. Whilst the dead men plodded in the knee-deep snow, the northmen darted here and there on their skith, running circles around the dead men as they set them afire or hacked them to pieces.
A petty victory, and short-lived. Every night more dead men had come, thousands of them, forming an unbroken line that encircled Winterfell and the camp.
Biting her lip hard, Arya finally trained her far-eye on the enemy.
Dead men, they called them, but the first wight Arya spied was a woman. A wildling, judging by the style of the furs frozen stiff about her heavy limbs. Her eyes burned blue above a nose and cheeks turned black with rot, stark against the deathly pallor of her skin. Heedless of his ancient foe, a grizzled northman in a black surcoat stood beside her. At some point he must have walked through a thicket of brambles; the thorns almost hid the white sunburst blazoned across his chest.
Nymeria whined as Arya looked away, her stomach roiling. It roiled harder when her gaze landed on a merchant boy. He looked to be nine or ten, but it was hard to tell. An axe blow had cleaved his head right down the middle. The two halves leaned away from each other, the great rent of bone and brains separating the pair of horribly blue eyes. Arya tasted bile in her throat as she stared, wondering at the fell sorcery which could force such a pitiful creature onwards.
And there were so, so many of them. She'd counted fifteen haphazard ranks, but the wights were countless. Distant and terrible, Robb's voice echoed in her head. A hundred thousand strong at least, and gods know how many more will come.
Arya prayed no more dead men came. Bad enough that there were mountain clansmen scattered amongst them, but of late they'd been joined by northmen from further south. The Greatjon stoutly declared that the wights in Umber flame-red and grey must be deserters, cravens who'd abandoned the King in the North's host during the retreat from Castle Black.
"My Hoarfrost would never let Last Hearth be overrun," he'd said, thumping his chest with a ham-sized fist. Yet Arya couldn't help but notice the crow's feet at his eyes, the flecks of grey in his dark hair. That night she'd dreamt of her visit to Last Hearth, of riding with Mya and sparring with Dacey and chatting happily with Jeyne and Alys at dinner. Then frost began to grow upon the timbers of the great hall. Laughter ceased, fires went out, the color drained from the world, and Hoarfrost stepped up to take her for a dance, his black hands as cold as the ice in his eyes.
Arya lowered the far-eye, unable to look any longer. Had Last Hearth fallen? Please, let the Greatjon be right, she begged the old gods yet again. Please, let him be right and not Alys.
For while the Greatjon refused to believe that Last Hearth could fall, Alys Karstark had no such hope for Karhold. Arya fervently prayed that she was wrong. Alys had bade farewell to her father Lord Rickard and her brothers Harrion and Torrhen went they rode south to war, leaving her only her brother Eddard for company. Almost two years had passed before Harrion returned bearing their father's and their brother's bones.
When Jon pleaded for northmen to help defend Eastwatch-by-the-Sea, both Lord Harrion and Eddard had answered the call and survived the fighting. Only one had survived the journey back to Karhold. When Eddard complained of a stitch in his side, Lord Harrion thought it no more than some lingering injury. They were only a few scant leagues from home when Eddard fell from his horse, stricken down by a burst belly which killed him within a sennight.
A nudge from Nymeria brought Arya back to the present. The she-wolf had a keen nose. She knew who was coming long before Rickon emerged from the door to the gatehouse steps. Shaggydog followed at his heels, a massive, furry black shadow. Arya bit her lip as her baby brother came to stand beside her, the air growing faintly warmer as he approached.
Though a scarf hid most of Rickon's face, it didn't hide his scowl. "Why are you always up here?"
"Why are you here when you're supposed to be studying sums and poetry?" Arya replied, peevish.
Rickon shrugged, his breath steaming in the cold. "Maester Luwin got called away. Pate took over the lesson, but he kept getting distracted by something outside the window. So I left."
"Robb won't be happy," Arya warned.
"If he even notices," Rickon said bitterly.
Arya winced. Between commanding his host and dealing with his bannermen, Robb was occupied nearly every second of every hour. There were dark circles under his eyes more oft than not; her brother's face hadn't been so lean since he returned from warring in the south. Even his visits to see little Jeyne had dwindled. Robb only visited the nursery for a few minutes twice a day, once upon waking and once before retiring to bed. That was all the time and attention which his beloved daughter could command; his siblings commanded little and less.
Rickon ought to see more of Robb than anyone else. When Arya left for the south, Rickon had taken her place as their brother's cupbearer. That ended when Robb departed for the Wall a few moons later, leaving Rickon behind as the Stark in Winterfell and taking another boy up the kingsroad.
Robb's new cupbearer was a boy of thirteen named Halleck Crowl. When the King in the North's envoys returned from Skagos with a cargo of precious dragonglass, Halleck had come with them. His father, the Lord of Deepdown, had sent him in hopes that he might find some place at court.
Rickon's place, Arya thought resentfully. Halleck should've been dismissed when the host returned to Winterfell. Instead, for whatever reason, Robb had kept the Skagg rather than return what rightfully belonged to Rickon.
So instead of waiting on their brother, Rickon was here with her. At some point he'd wandered toward the crenel, Shaggydog at his side. Both boy and direwolf stood and stared, gazing out at the camp and the line of foes beyond.
"The war for the dawn," Rickon huffed, unimpressed. "Fighting monsters should be glorious, not boring. Robb might as well be fighting the battle of Sweetroot again."
Arya blinked, perplexed. "What?"
"Don't you see it?" Rickon asked in a tone that suggested she was stupid. "The Others command like Lord Tywin did, sitting on their arse in the back with the reserve. Only instead of knights and men-at-arms they send wights to go and fight for them. They're not risking their pretty faces coming in range of dragonglass arrows or spears."
"I guess," Arya admitted. "But at Sweetroot if you cut your foe's head off he'd stop attacking you, not keep going until you'd hacked the corpse to bits."
And Robb didn't have to worry about his men's slain corpses rising against him, she thought grimly. Thank the gods that thus far only those who perished outside the walls of Winterfell and the Wintertown returned as wights. Arya flexed her hands inside her gloves, remembering the pain of being pecked by an angry three-eyed crow. Some part of Brandon the Builder's protection must still linger, though whether it would last...
"It's still boring," Rickon complained. "We're battling ancient demons and walking corpses! It should be like Old Nan's tales about the Long Night, exciting and thrilling and- and—" he gestured, frustrated. "Not like this."
Arya's mouth was as dry and parched as the air. Unable to speak, she stared at the sky. There was no moon. There never was. Dark clouds stretched away as far as the eye could see, just as they had since the solstice. It was wrong, wrong and wretched.
The sky ought to change as often as a lady changed her gown. There should be days with cloudless blue horizons and nights with endless stars; there should be days where clouds concealed and revealed the golden sun and nights where clouds glowed silver with moonlight; there should be light drizzles and pouring rain, hard sleet and soft snow.
Instead there was naught but the relentless gloom. Days came and went without sunrise or sunset. At dawn the sky slowly shifted from black to grey; at dusk it shifted from grey to black. Minutes and hours and days blurred together, monotonous and bleak and so deep she could drown—
Ser Perwyn's voice broke in. "You'd best not be late to dinner, princess." He eyed Rickon slightly nervously, his gaze flitting to Shaggydog. "Nor you, my prince."
When her sworn sword offered his arm, Arya ignored it. She didn't need Ser Perwyn's help to descend the steps from the battlements. Though always dutiful, her favorite of her sworn swords had become excessively vigilant of late.
Upon reaching the base of the steps, Arya glanced over the other guards who awaited her. Truth be told, all of them had acted strangely since the siege began. Ser Joseth Woolfield spent every free hour in the practice yard. Ondrew had ceased gambling and given all his winnings to one of the almshouses in Wintertown; Porther visited Wintertown as often as he could and returned reeking of ale and musk.
Rickon's guards were much the same. Osha went nowhere without her dragonglass dagger, as if the Others might burst in at any moment. Will Wull was always tossing a heavy stone ball between his hands; Shadd was always nibbling at some scrap saved from the last meal.
Shadd wasn't the only one who sniffed loudly when the scent of bread and meat came wafting through the frigid air. Arya's belly rumbled, eager for the meal. The knights and men-at-arms who crowded the inner yard were just as eager. They only briefly parted to make way for the Starks before they resumed jostling and pushing toward the doors of Winterfell's Great Hall.
Not all of them would be allowed to enter the warm hall. Though a little time yet remained before supper, the Great Hall was already three quarters full. Benches and trestle tables were crammed together to fit as many men as possible, narrowing the center aisle which led to the dais. There was barely enough room for two men to walk abreast, let alone two direwolves the size of horses. Men leaned forward as Nymeria and Shaggydog strode down the aisle, careful to avoid brushing against the direwolves' bulk.
There were no other direwolves in the hall. Ghost and Grey Wind were out in the camp, one watching over the black brothers and the other watching over the northern host. Summer was in the camp too, watching over stupid Theon. Not that Summer was like to be here anyway. Bran never came down to supper.
Sansa was absent tonight too. When Arya left her sister earlier in the afternoon she'd been huddled in bed with a nasty headache and no appetite. Poor Sansa. Her moonblood had returned less than eight weeks after giving birth, much to her dismay.
Maester Perceval, on the other hand, had been delighted. He'd happily declared it a blessing from the Mother, a sign that Her Grace was as fertile as she was fair. Idiot. The maester ought to have noticed that headaches put Sansa in a foul temper. She'd nearly bitten his head off before banishing him from her chamber.
The dais was the warmest part of the hall by fair. Arya left her own usual seat for Alys Karstark, instead taking the empty chair beside Olyvar. King Aegon, rather. Her goodbrother always had his kingliness on in public. The only hint of Olyvar was how he scratched Holdfast's floppy ears as the hound sat under the table.
Wylla, meanwhile, was scratching Shaggydog's shoulder. The direwolf stood at the other end of the table, between Wylla's seat and that of her betrothed. Shaggydog's black fur made Wylla's freshly dyed braid stand out even more than it did already. Bored of her usual green or teal, Wylla had somehow contrived to get ahold of a dye that turned her hair an eye-smarting shade of bright, violent pink. Rickon seemed unsure what to make of it, though he was quickly distracted by Margaery asking about his day.
Robb sat in the high seat with Margaery at his left hand. Jon Snow sat at his right, bareheaded and garbed in faded black velvet. The lord commander made a shabby contrast to the finely dressed kings on either side of him. Grey direwolves raced across Robb's pure white velvet surcoat; orange phoenixes soared and scarlet dragons roared upon Aegon's quartered surcoat of sapphire and ebony velvet. Iron longswords gleamed in her brother's circlet of hammered bronze; fiery rubies blazed in her goodbrother's circlet of smoky Valyrian steel.
Arya wasn't sure whose notion it had been for the two kings and the lord commander to regularly sup together in the Great Hall. Olyvar's, most likely. Odd, that. Her goodbrother was too stupid to realize that Robb was more man than mythical hero until both Jon and Arya told him so. Yet of the three commanders Olyvar was the least solitary, the most diligent about the importance of diplomacy. Then again, Jon cared nothing for who ruled the Seven Kingdoms. A show of unity served his purposes too, just as it served Robb's desire to keep his army in good spirits.
Her own spirits lifted as the meal began. Soon after the start of the siege, Robb had considered putting his household on the same rations as his soldiers. In the field, a commander who shared his men's hardships inspired the deepest of loyalty. Olyvar, however, had strongly disagreed. Soldiers might understand and appreciate such a gesture, but what of everyone else? Gossip was a fearful thing, especially in times of crisis. Seeing the royal families subsist upon plain fare might inspire loyalty. Or it might inspire rumors that the food was running out, rumors that would surely cause a panic.
In the end Jon had brokered a compromise. The royal households would continue to dine as they were accustomed to, but upon smaller portions of fewer dishes. Further, some small dainty or choice dish would be served to those who sat below the salt before they went back out into the bitter cold.
Tonight the first dish Sweetrobin set before her was crabmeat poached in butter. The crabs came all the way from the Whispering Sound, sent by Lady Philippa Costayne and delivered by her brother Ser Garmund. Nor was that the only gift brought to Winterfell by the group of knights from the Reach who arrived less than a fortnight before the siege.
Ser Bertram Beesbury and his daughter Florence had sent the best mead which the Honeyholt could boast, the same mead with which Owen Costayne filled King Aegon's cup whilst staring wistfully at the crabs. Leyla Fossoway had sent dried apples and a barrel of superb cider by way of her cousin Ser Tanton; Perriane Peake had sent peaches in honey, sacks of dried pears, and bags of nuts by way of her exasperated son Ser Barquen.
The most interesting gift had been the smallest. Old Ser Willam Wythers had brought Jon a pair of gloves from his great-niece Maris, black silk lined with grey squirrel fur. When Jon tried to put them on he found another gift tucked inside, a black wool kerchief embroidered with a black silk crow and a white silk wolf. Pinned to the kerchief was a tiny note written in even tinier letters. Jon had reluctantly showed it to Arya a few days later at dinner, hoping that she could decipher the ornate script.
As it turned out, she could. Mostly. "As you have defended us, so may the gods defend you," Arya read. "I can't make out the signature, there's a water mark on it." Teardrops, in truth. But if Jon hadn't noticed, she saw no need to tell him. "I'm not sure... Alyce, perhaps?" She tilted her head. "Ceryse?"
"Selyse." Jon looked stricken. "I... she shouldn't have." He glanced at the kerchief in his hand. With a guilty blush, he crumpled it in his fist. "I... I'd best be rid of it."
"You'll do no such thing," Alys Karstark said indignantly. "Do you know how many hours it must've taken to stitch that? Hours that might've been spent doing something else?"
That had been shortly before Alys gave birth. Unwilling to argue with a heavily pregnant woman, Jon had hesitated. Meanwhile Arya shifted uneasily in her seat, trying not to think about the carved wooden statue of a direwolf shoved deep in one of her chests.
"It's not a marriage proposal, stupid," Arya blurted into the awkward silence. "It's not breaking your vows to let someone show they appreciate you."
"Well said," Cley Cerwyn agreed, covering a wheezing cough.
As if prompted by her thoughts, Cley coughed again as Arya spread butter on bread fresh from the ovens. She chewed it slowly, frowning. Arya couldn't recall the last time a meal passed without Cley coughing at least a few times. His maester had been concerned enough to insist that "young Lord Cley" take a draught to balance his humors before visiting the birthing room to see Alys and their babe. In honor of both Cley's grandsire and his king, the small, sickly boy was dubbed Robard.
"He's drinking a little more milk now," Alys was telling King Aegon, who'd asked after the babe's health. "Though Maester Rhodry mislikes how little he cries."
"He'll be crying soon enough," Margaery said, offering Alys a reassuring smile. "In the meantime, would you like to have his portrait drawn?"
Arya snorted. Margaery certainly didn't waste time. Just this afternoon she'd finally run out of ladies-in-waiting to draw; Arya'd overheard her telling Robb at the start of supper. With Merry Crane's portrait finished, Margaery needed a new subject whose portrait could fill some of the many hours spent cooped up indoors. Boredom wasn't queenly, but Arya would eat her boot if Margaery wasn't bored out of her mind. Truth be told she'd swear Margaery was delighted when Daryn Hornwood and Cley Cerwyn quarreled so fiercely that the queen was forced to intercede before it came to blows.
The arrival of flaky pies stuffed with carrots, parsnips, onions, and chunks of tender beef distracted Arya for some time. When she turned her attention back to the conversation she quickly regretted it. Much as she loved her niece and nephew, it was exasperating to hear them talked of so often. She finished her pie to the sound of Robb proudly informing everyone that little Jeyne had a fourth tooth coming in, her crawling was improving, and she had mastered the words ma-ma and da-da.
All Aegon had to boast of was Gawaen's rapt interest in peekaboo.
"We played for at least a quarter hour and Gawaen still hadn't tired of it," Olyvar said fondly.
"A quarter hour?" Robb asked, one eyebrow raised.
Aegon frowned, acknowledging the silent rebuke. "It shan't become a habit." He paused, thoughtful.
"Of course, a man requires some brief respite from his burdens." Aegon glanced to the side, catching Jon's eye. "Staring at maps and drawing up plans and riding hither and yon is all very well, but it wears a man down to the bone."
Arya bit her lip, nursing a faint inkling of what was coming next.
"That reminds me," Jon said casually. "I meant to seek both your counsel about something."
"Oh?" Robb asked.
Jon idly prodded at his food. "I'm concerned about one of my best captains. From dusk to dawn he leads a squad in the camp's defense; from dawn to past midday he confers with other officers and sees to the needs of his men. A few scant hours of sleep, and then he's back to work."
Robb took a sip of mead. "Why should that cause concern?"
"This captain is well respected and beloved, too beloved to lose." Jon shook his head. "His men suspect nothing amiss, but I cannot help but mark the heavy toll this war has taken on his strength and spirits. Should the captain fall..."
"Captains fall every day," Aegon sighed. "Besides, the captain may be hardier than you think. Why risk removing a capable man when it may prove unnecessary? No, best to wait and see. Should he falter, then you may remove him."
"I disagree," Robb said sharply. "A captain faltering at the wrong moment may turn the tide of battle. You must act, and act decisively. Tell the captain of your concerns, command him to take better care of himself, and be done with it."
The sheer gall nearly made Arya choke on her mead. How many times had she said much the same? How many times had Robb ignored her?
Her brother must've felt her scowl. Robb met her furious gaze, then glanced at Jon and Aegon. Their faces were expressionless. Robb narrowed his eyes, ominously silent.
"I take your meaning," Robb said at last. "Come," he said to Jon, "we will be wanted in the camp ere long." Both Robb and Jon stood, one with a look of grim resolve and the other with a look of quiet satisfaction.
Aegon's face was unreadable as he rose to his feet. "I shall come too." He paused, beckoning at his pair of squires. "Robin, you're dismissed for the night. Owen, run along and see how my lady wife fares, fetch Bert, then meet us in the stables."
Owen hastened to obey, but Robin stayed put. When the kings and lord commander were gone, he slumped into the empty seat beside Arya. "He never lets me go," her cousin said, blinking back tears.
Because you'd be as useful as a snow knight in summer, Arya thought. Battle was no place for a lad who'd only begun learning to ride and fight within the past year. Besides, staying up all night was hard enough for grown men, let alone a fragile boy of thirteen.
"Come, there's no need for that," Margaery soothed from down the table. "King Aegon never takes Monterys Velaryon either, does he?" Robin nodded, sniffling. Margaery smiled. "There, don't you see? His Grace cannot risk losing the Lord of the Eyrie or the Lord of Driftmark."
"Bert is a lord too," Rickon said unhelpfully.
Robin sniffled louder as Margaery glared at Rickon. He squirmed, his fondness for his goodsister warring with his dislike of his cousin. Wylla idly scratched Shaggydog's torn ear, clearly uninterested in getting involved.
"Lord Brax has two younger brothers," Margaery said once she'd gathered her thoughts. "Not like our Sweetrobin. Why, you're not even betrothed yet."
Now it was Arya's turn to squirm. Robb hadn't mentioned a betrothal for some time, but his thoughts on the matter were plain. Respect for the vows of a sworn sword might stay Robb's hand, but not his disappointment. Guilt churned in her belly as Myranda Royce came and fetched Robin, her easy japes making him give a halfhearted smile.
Arya couldn't smile. Not with the question currently lodged in her throat. Keen to avoid being overheard, she moved to sit by Margaery. No one seemed to notice or care, yet it felt as though the entire hall was staring at her as she struggled to get the words out.
"Marry you off?" Margaery's brow creased. "Robb hasn't said anything of late. But you know my lord husband keeps much to himself." She paused for a moment, contemplative. "He did mention Helman Tallhart hinting that his nephew Beren was amiable and near your age."
Beren Tallhart? Arya wrinkled her nose. "What else did he say?"
"Little." Margaery gave an elegant shrug. "He muttered something about clouds and cages and went back to his solar."
That night Arya crept into bed thinking of clouds and cages and battles raging in the dark. She woke at the hour of the owl, roused by a sudden scream. Nymeria shifted at the foot of the bed, her ears pricked up. Long though she listened, there were no more screams, and Arya fell back into a fitful sleep.
The next morning Arya found a rust-colored patch of snow beneath the maester's tower. She stared at it with queer fascination, unable to look away. Her eyes marked the imprint of a body in the snow; her nose marked the coppery tang of blood upon the air.
They buried Pate in the lichyard just before noon. Maester Luwin swayed dizzily, looking as if he might faint. Two of his assistants helped hold the maester up; the rest bore witness, silent and stricken.
Arya bore witness too. At least one Stark ought to be there, and she was the only one willing and able to come. Robb hadn't yet returned from the camp, Sansa didn't know Pate, and Bran never left his rooms. Rickon had refused to come, too overwhelmed by fury and grief.
There were plenty of fresh graves in the lichyard. Theodan the baker, taken by some wasting illness. Nage the groom, taken by a splinter that festered. Wyl the falconer, taken by winter fever; Gilliane the serving girl, taken by a falling icicle larger than she was.
Nightfall found Arya on the battlements, clutching her far-eye so tightly she feared denting the bronze. Wights didn't carry torches, but the defender's torches gave enough light to glimpse the contours of the battle. No longer did the wights attack at random. Their masters had given them purpose, moving their thralls like puppets on strings. Dead men massed first here, then there, probing for a weak point in the camp's palisade. Once Arya glimpsed Robb riding toward one of the camp's timber watchtowers, Grey Wind loping by his side and the Stark banner streaming before him.
Time passed strangely, the days and nights bleeding together in a dull grey blur. Sansa quit her bed, as beautiful and warm and queenly as ever as she returned to keeping her husband's court. That was a task that only she could do, a role that had been her destiny since birth.
Not like Arya. What was the point of being her sister's sworn sword? Sansa had four Kingsguard and more than a dozen household knights, all brave and battle-tested. Arya was untested, unaccomplished, and unnecessary.
Yet it still hurt that Sansa didn't notice the increasing number of hours which Arya spent away from her side. There were no firm reproaches to argue with, no soft hints meant to make her feel hot with guilt. Arya was free to roam and wander as she pleased, and that freedom somehow chafed worse than any leash.
Nymeria shared her restless misery. She stuck to Arya like an enormous burr as she traipsed all over Winterfell in search of she knew not what. As Arya watched cooks chop vegetables and stir pots, the she-wolf sat quietly on her haunches, only moving when Gage banished them with a bun and a bone. As Arya and Rickon listened to Old Nan's tales, the she-wolf lay at the storyteller's feet, dozing as the her voice rose and fell, her cloudy eyes staring at nothing.
As Arya visited the mews so Patrek Mallister could show off his favorite merlin, the she-wolf paced with disappointment outside, her tongue lolling from her mouth. It was a good thing that Patrek couldn't hear Nymeria's thoughts as he stroked the bird's feathers and lamented the deep snow which prevented hawking. The she-wolf also stayed outside when Arya visited the forge, keeping Ser Perwyn company as Arya watched Master Theowyle and his apprentices work steel. They were honing swords, the steel blades shining as their edges grew sharper and sharper.
A pang sharper still struck Arya when she made the mistake of glancing at the lone empty workbench. Suddenly her eyes burned, though the smoke hadn't bothered her before. Arya stomped out of the forge without saying farewell, one hand rubbing savagely at her eyes.
"Is something the matter, princess?" Ser Perwyn asked. Behind him Byam and Harwood traded worried glances.
"Nothing," Arya snapped. "Come on, I want to go to the stables." It was just the smoke, that was all. Seeing her horses would lift her mood.
Though Arya and her companions were used to the stinging cold, the grooms who labored over the watering troughs were not. They shivered violently as they worked, trying to break the thick layer of ice which kept the horses from drinking. Arya felt a stab of pity, so sharp that she halted in her tracks. She bent, fiddling with her boot.
An excuse to linger, nothing more. Her boots were well made, the sturdy grey leather lined with fur. A gift from Jeyne Poole, just as the gloves she wore under her fur mittens were a gift from Meri. The maid had stitched Needle onto the back of each glove, in honor of her sixteenth name day.
That was more than a year ago, Arya abruptly realized. It was weeks since her seventeenth name day had come and gone. She'd spent her name day wondering if she would have another, if she would ever see Jeyne or Meri or Gendry or Uncle Brynden again.
The grooms cheered tiredly as the ice gave way. Arya barely noticed, distracted by the lump in her throat and the ache in her chest.
Lost in thought, she forgot to dodge when she passed Plumblossom's stall. He only just missed, his teeth clacking on air. Arya swore and Nymeria snarled, hungry to teach the gelding a lesson.
Alas, both Nymeria and Plumblossom knew full well that the threat was empty. The horse was Alys Karstark's favorite. Arya couldn't let the she-wolf sink her teeth into him, even if the bad-tempered gelding was the worst of horses.
Her own mounts, on the other hand, were the very best. Arya's spirits lifted as she tended to Cloudmane and Bullock. Ser Perwyn and her men-at-arms watched from a distance as she took first one then the other out to the paddock to stretch their legs. She'd circled the paddock several times on Bullock when they were joined by Mya Stone. She went afoot, leading her old mule Whitey.
Arya bit her lip. She ought to go over to Mya. She was one of Arya's ladies, the only one, really. Jeyne and Meri and Lady Smallwood were far away in the south, and Dacey Mormont didn't count. She was more of a sworn sword than a lady, though she was at ease in either hauberk or gown.
Mya, though... with her husband Ser Mychel serving as one of Robb's personal guards, Margaery should have claimed her as one of her ladies. Why hadn't she? Mya's bastardy couldn't be the issue; King Aegon had legitimized her. Perhaps it was because Mya favored riding leathers over gowns, or because she favored breeding mules over doing needlework or reading poetry.
Or perhaps it was her temper.
"Princess." Mya's voice was flat, emotionless. A scarf covered her lips; a tumble of short black hair hid her eyes, concealing their expression as Arya reluctantly returned her greeting.
For a while the paddock was silent save for the tread of hooves. Arya should speak, she knew, but the words wouldn't come. There was nothing good to say about the weather, and she didn't dare ask after Mya's health.
She hadn't meant to learn the secret which Mya had confided to Myranda Royce. It wasn't her fault that Nymeria had been within earshot, nonplussed by the sound of quiet sobbing. Another two-legger pup on the way was dull news, and nothing Arya said could convince the she-wolf otherwise. Pups were inevitable; two-leggers had to breed just like any other animal.
That gave Arya an idea. "How's the new foal?"
"Well enough." Mya spent more time in the stables than anywhere else. It had been her notion to try crossing shaggy northern donkeys with the sturdy garrons of the mountain clans. The eldest of their offspring were nearly two years old; the youngest had been born a fortnight past.
"The dam won't let it near her," Mya said suddenly.
Arya screwed up her face, a faint memory prodding at her. "Joseth says that happens, sometimes."
"Aye." Mya scuffed at the ground with her boot. "No one knows why. Just that it's most oft when it's the mare's first foal." Her voice went soft, almost lost beneath the wind. "Near a year of carrying the foal in her belly, and she kicked it away rather than have it nurse."
This was a conversation Arya wanted no part of. As the bells tolled the hour, she seized on the first excuse that came to mind. Mya couldn't take offense if Arya had to hasten away because she was late for a visit with Bran.
Unfortunately, Arya was so eager to be gone that she'd forgotten to keep her voice down. "I didn't know you meant to see Prince Bran today," Ser Perwyn said as she returned Bullock to his stall. "Will Queen Sansa be joining us?"
"No." Sansa was too busy; Arya couldn't recall when they'd last visited Bran together. She supposed Sansa must be visiting him whilst Arya was otherwise occupied, not that her sister spoke of it.
By sheer happenstance they met Cley and Alys near the bottom of the northwest tower. Little though she wanted company, Arya was glad to see them. They'd meant to return to Castle Cerwyn back in first moon. The ride only took a few days, even with all the snow. It was Lady Edythe who had persuaded them to stay, convinced that her son was too ill and her gooddaughter too pregnant to travel safely.
Though a month had passed since she gave birth, Alys still walked slowly and deliberately. "King Robb suggested that the queen draw some of his bannermen," she told Arya as they began to climb the steps, Ser Perwyn and Nymeria and the men-at-arms following behind. "My lord husband has the honor of going first."
Cley ran a hand through his hair, his cheeks flushed. "A gesture of boyhood friendship, that's all." He coughed. "What about you, princess? Off to guard the queen?"
Arya gave a curt shrug. "No, to visit Bran."
"May I join you?" Alys asked.
Why? Arya thought. "If you like," she said grudgingly.
"He must be lonely staying in his chambers all day." Alys hesitated. "I'm surprised King Robb doesn't make him come down to dinner."
A memory flashed before her. Arya almost felt Needle in her hand and heard the ringing of steel as she sparred with a redheaded knight whose legs were as quick and strong as her own. Then the vision was gone, dissolved by smoke that stung at her eyes.
"Bran hates having to be carried."
Her brother's muscular arms easily propelled his rolling chair around his rooms, but they were powerless to take him up or down the tower's many steps. That journey could only be made in the arms of Hodor. The huge stableboy carried Bran the same way a husband might carry his bride to their chamber. Bran blushed like a bride too, but with humiliation, not joy. Arya didn't think he'd leave his chambers at all if he didn't have to visit the godswood.
Arya shivered. Bran went to the godswood to sit beneath the heart tree and Sansa went there to slip into her wolfskin, but Arya didn't go there at all. Somehow the awful view from the battlements was easier to bear than the sight of the weirwood. Its leafless white branches looked like bones, as dead and desolate as hope.
Hopeless did not begin to describe the tense mood in Bran's chambers. Samwell Tarly sat by the window, his garb black, his round face white as the moon. One hand rested at his mouth, the other leafing through the pages of a dusty tome. His nails were bitten down to the quick; Nymeria could smell the blood. At present Samwell was gnawing at a thumbnail, oblivious to the arrival of visitors.
Bran, however, was not. After all, her brother was the one who'd told the guard to let them enter, though he'd sounded displeased. Bran rolled his chair across the room to greet them, the thick muscles in his arms standing out as his hands gripped the wheels.
"What do you want?" he asked, annoyed.
"To meet with a gallant prince," Alys said scornfully. "Have you seen one about?"
Then Alys realized how badly she'd forgotten herself. Her scowl melted away, replaced by a blush. Bran was blushing too, his cheeks as red as the pimples scattered amongst the peach fuzz on his jaw. But his blush was one of anger, not embarrassment. With ice in his eyes he opened his mouth to speak—
"How's Summer?" Arya blurted.
Bran turned to face her, his brow furrowed. "With Theon," he said curtly. "Keeping him from being stabbed every time he insists on breaking up a quarrel. Which is happening more and more frequently."
"Everyone does seem short-tempered of late." Alys dipped a little curtsy. "Myself included, I fear. My apologies, my prince."
There was a long silence as Alys waited for Bran to give her pardon. The fire burning in the hearth crackled softly, the coals glowing red. Arya could've sworn there was something like regret flickering in Bran's eyes, but it disappeared beneath a veil of cool indifference.
"You deserved it anyway," Arya muttered.
Bran's manners tended to veer between scrupulously polite and exceptionally rude. Since the three-eyed crow's scolding, it was more often the latter. She'd neither forgiven nor forgotten how gracelessly Bran had refused her offer to bring Craster's women to speak with him. The gods knew they needed every scrap of knowledge that might help them prepare for the mid-year solstice, no matter where the knowledge came from.
At least he'd summoned Samwell. "I don't think the passage is in this book," the steward mumbled, trying to find a place to set it aside. Every table in the room was covered with books and scrolls from the library at Castle Black. Whether they contained anything useful, though...
"What are you trying to find?"
Samwell startled so badly that he nearly dropped the book. "Princess Arya. My lady." He bowed his head twice, once at Arya and once at Alys. "I, uhm. Prince Bran wanted, uhm."
"He was looking for a book I wanted," Bran said impatiently. "An account of the last time the Starks and the Night's Watch and the wildlings fought the Others together, more than a thousand years ago."
"It was written by Benjen the Bitter," Samwell explained. "Or by one of his scribes, maybe. Centuries ago a black brother named Mervyn the Mottled found the scroll crumbling to pieces in Castle Black's library. He made a copy, at least of the parts that were still legible. I know I had it in here somewhere..."
"Why don't we all look?" Alys suggested.
Bran crossed his arms. "I don't read northron runes."
"Neither do I," said Alys, "but surely the black brother could tell us what the book looks like, or draw the runes which we're looking for."
As Samwell bustled off to find ink and parchment, Arya regarded Bran thoughtfully. Her brother didn't read northron runes, no more than she did. And yet... come to think of it, she'd only seen Samwell handle the books and scrolls, no matter what script they were written in. No, the black brother read aloud and Bran listened, his eyes focused and intent.
Arya's suspicions grew as the four of them sorted through the piles of books. The tomes were nigh identical in their bindings of brown or faded black leather, the titles on their covers the only way to tell them apart. If they even had one. Some of the titles had been written on strips of parchment glued to the cover; others had been written directly on the leather. If the title had faded or worn away over the centuries, the only way to identify the book was to open it and read the title page. Or perhaps more than the title page, if the book seemed interesting.
The black brother was the most easily distracted. Samwell was engrossed by seemingly every book and kept pausing for long minutes before remembering what he ought to be doing. Alys and Arya did little better. Alys briefly leafed through each book, commenting on those which seemed especially dull or exciting or which had drawings on the fore-edge in colored ink. As for Arya, she lost more than a quarter hour absorbed by an account written by a Night's Watch recruiter who'd journeyed from Eastwatch to Pyke and back again, stopping at every port in between.
Bran was the only one whose sole object was the task at hand. Her brother went through as many books as the rest of them combined. Small wonder. Bran picked up each book, looked at the title and naught else, then put it back down with a thump that sent up puffs of dust and made him sneeze. It was almost like he resented the books, and Arya felt a twinge of pity as her suspicion turned to certainty.
More than an hour later, Arya had had enough. Nymeria was bored of laying by the window to keep out of the way, Arya was sick of being covered in dust, and they were seemingly no closer to finding Benjen the Bitter's bedamned book. "Couldn't we just go ask the wildlings?" she asked, exasperated.
Bran sneezed, then shook his head. "Why bother?"
Arya blinked at him, taken aback by the brusque dismissal. The wildlings entrusted their history to skálds rather than to ink and parchment; Bran knew that as well as she did. Surely asking Toregg to find all the skálds amongst the wildlings would be far easier than trying to find one fragile book amongst hundreds.
But when Arya said so, Bran scoffed. "What, and trust a wildling's words over those of a Stark?"
"The wildlings have fought the Others more than the Starks have."
Samwell fell silent, astonished by his own audacity. The black brother clung to his book like a drowning sailor to a spar, his eyes wide with fright. Bran turned, his face darkening with anger as he paused to find his tongue.
Alys found hers first. "'Tis true," she said slowly, frowning. "The hostages rarely speak of it, but..." she gave a helpless shrug. "Wildling or not, 'tis terrible to lose all your kith and kin. To know that their restless corpses haunt the night, their spirits fled and their hearts frozen, so merciless that they'd slay those whom they once loved."
Bran shifted uneasily, touching a hand to his chest. Was that pity in his eyes? Arya wasn't sure, for in an instant it was gone. But the moment was swiftly forgotten, shoved aside by an unspeakable thought.
"The wights..." Arya swallowed, her skin prickling with dread. "They're just empty husks, aren't they? Like puppets, or dolls, or cyvasse pieces. They can't- they don't- their souls are gone." Her eyes met Bran's and held them fast. "Aren't they?"
Her brother made no reply. Instead, Bran turned his eyes upon the stack of books at his elbow. He picked one up, squinting at the faded title. He ignored Nymeria's soft growl, just as he ignored Alys and Samwell's stares of dawning horror.
Arya refused to be ignored. She snatched the book out of Bran's hands and shoved it at the black brother, then dropped to her knees in front of the rolling chair. Let Bran try ignoring her when she was at his feet, her hands gripping his, her gaze piercing him like a blade.
"Aren't they?" she demanded.
Finally, Bran looked down at her. "No."
Arya felt light-headed. Her head swam dizzily; blood pounded in her ears. As if from a distance she heard the high whine of a frightened direwolf and the low moan of a terrified man.
"What?" That couldn't be Alys; Alys would never sound so scared.
"At the moment of death, the spirit departs its flesh." Bran's tone was calm, cool, dispassionate, as if he were a maester instructing a child in sums. "The Others hinder that. Their spells catch the spirit upon the threshold between life and death, and bind it there with frozen chains. The Others take command of the corpse with the spirit yet within, unable to flee, unable to act, unable to do anything but watch."
When had Nymeria crossed the room to lie beside her? It didn't matter. Arya clung to the she-wolf, burying her face in her thick grey fur. She was shaking, why was she shaking?
"I... I beg your pardon, my prince." Alys's voice was shaking too. "I've imposed upon you for too long; I must see to my child."
Alys didn't wait for Bran to give her leave. Her skirts rustled as she made for the door, shutting it behind her with a dull thud. Samwell was weeping shamelessly, but Arya refused to do the same. When a wracking sob tried to claw its way out of her throat, she choked it back. Nonetheless, Arya couldn't seem to stop shaking. Her body wouldn't obey her; she trembled like a leaf in a winter storm. At last she resorted to slipping her skin, taking refuge in Nymeria's massive, reassuring bulk until her own body stilled enough that she could quit the room.
When it was time for her usual visit to the battlements, it took all of Arya's strength to pretend that nothing was amiss. You are a Stark, Jon's voice echoed. Your subjects can sense your fear when you're fool enough to show it.
Much as the reproach had stung, Jon was right. Nothing could've compelled Arya to go save for the fear that a sudden change in her habits might cause alarm. And so she climbed the battlements, looked through her far-eye, and went down to dinner with her mouth full of blood which Arya forced herself to swallow. Better that than risk someone seeing her spit it out, though she almost retched at the harsh tang of copper.
Biting the inside of her cheek had been the only way to keep from screaming. How could she not, knowing what she now knew? Young or old, man or woman, Arya couldn't look at a wight without wondering about the helpless spirit caged within.
Did some spirits look away, making themselves deaf and blind to the world without? Did some rage and fight against their chains? Did some weep as their dead bodies slaughtered the living, as they condemned them to the same ghastly fate? Or had suffering such endless torture driven all the spirits mad?
That night Arya's dreams were dark. She dreamt of six crystal spires looming over a six-sided fortress beneath a starless sky; she dreamt of slaying her mother who wasn't her mother; she dreamt of an Other thrusting its blade through her heart. Arya dreamt of her sister and brothers and friends coming to her rescue too late, of her grey eyes turning cold and blue as ice, of her hand drawing Needle without her leave, and then she dreamt of naught but blood.
Sheer defiance drove Arya to the training yard the next morning. The memory of Needle dripping red with heartsblood was a nightmare, nothing more. Not like the memories of Jon teasing her before telling her its name, of Father testing the point with his thumb, of Mother smiling sadly as Arya showed her the water dance. The Others couldn't take Needle from her, she wouldn't let them.
Elia Uller certainly couldn't take it from her. Though always better with lance or spear, since word came of the attack on her father Elia's skill at swordplay was erratic at best. Today it was downright pitiful, likely because Arya had insisted on sparring outside. Usually they sparred in the Great Hall, but she was in no mood to be reminded of sparring with Syrio Forel in the Small Hall of the Red Keep. No, she'd rather endure Elia's complaining. Dacey Mormont said Elia complained even more when not in Arya's or her kingly cousin's presence.
After another loss, Elia excused herself and trudged off toward the women's bathhouse. Thanks to Winterfell's hot springs, one could have a steaming bath at any hour or the day or night. It was a wonder that Elia hadn't turned into a raisin yet; she bathed every day for an hour or more. Arya supposed that was one way to calm one's nerves whilst being besieged by monsters out of legend.
Everyone dealt with the strain differently, Arya had noticed. As Ser Rodrik Cassel drilled Rickon and his friends in footwork, he cast frequent glances at his wife Lady Donella and his daughter Beth. They sat watching from a bench, just as they had ever since the siege began. One would never guess that Donella Hornwood was Beth's stepmother, not with how close they sat, how fervently they refused to let each other (or Ser Rodrik) out of their sight. Arya supposed Daryn Hornwood was lucky to be staying in the camp with the host, else his mother might've tucked him beneath her wing like a broody hen.
Rickon had a similar method of dealing with his emotions. When not dogging Arya's heels, he was either visiting the wildling children with Osha, sparring with gawky Ben Blackwood and stocky Rodrik Ryswell, or off trying to pester Sansa or Robb. His attempts met with little success, though they still fared better than his rare attempts to pester Bran.
A loud yelp drew Arya's attention to the other side of the training yard. Hugor Hasty lay facedown in the slush and mud, groaning miserably. Monterys Velaryon and Yoren Yronwood moved to help him up, but a bark from Ser Loras Tyrell halted them in their tracks.
"Hugor must get himself up," Ser Loras said haughtily. "Do you think he'll have someone to coddle him on the battlefield?"
Ser Loras yearned for the glory of battle, Arya knew. Unfortunately for him, King Aegon thought it best to keep his few Kingsguard alive and whole. And unfortunately for King Aegon's pages and squires, Ser Loras had decided to deal with his disappointment by training them within an inch of their lives.
Arya watched the squires and pages as they practiced. Sweetrobin was slowly improving, if only out of sheer self-preservation. And perhaps due to envy of shy Yoren Yronwood's natural talent. He bullied the poor boy more mercilessly than ever outside the training yard, but never dared when they had swords to hand. Rickon thought Yoren should thrash their cousin anyway, and said so yet again when he came over to Arya after finishing his lesson.
"Sweetrobin is an orphan, and sickly," she reminded him, contemplating a drink of water.
"So what? We're orphans too," Rickon grumbled. "Robin being an orphan doesn't excuse him being an ass." At least, she thought he was calling Robin an ass. Arya didn't know enough of the Old Tongue to understand most of the string of insults which began when Rickon switched from common.
Arya didn't wait for him to finish. She was thirsty, and she meant to reach the water before it was swarmed by exhausted boys. A quick drink, and then she stepped away, letting Ser Loras go next. His brown curls fell away from his face as he drank, revealing odd oval bruises on the side of his throat. Arya was considering what they might be when Ser Daemon Sand stomped into the training yard, a muddy-faced Hugor Hasty trailing behind him.
"Who taught you the meaning of coddling?" Ser Daemon demanded, his sky-blue eyes flashing. "Were they an utter fool, or were you not listening at the time?"
Ser Loras drew himself up. "My master-at-arms," he retorted. "Would you argue with his results?"
Having no interest in witnessing yet another of the knights' arguments, Arya prepared to beat a quick retreat. Then she hesitated, transfixed by another oval bruise, this one peeking out of the fur collar of Ser Daemon's surcoat. She'd seen a bruise like that before, but where? Arya screwed up her face as she searched her memory. Hadn't she once seen such bruises on Sansa and Olyvar? Yes, she had, she remembered because that morning was the first time after Gawaen was born that Nymeria had smelled—
With a noise of disgust, Arya spun on her heel. What neck bruises had to do with mating she didn't know, and she was more than happy to keep it that way. Her cheeks still felt hot when she reached Sansa's solar, having stalked there without thinking.
When Sansa muttered that Arya stank of sweat, she stalked off again, her cheeks even hotter. She didn't smell that bad. Sansa was just being fussy for no reason. Truth be told, she was fussy about everything of late.
Oh, Sansa hid her fussiness beneath queenly smiles and soft words, but Arya wasn't fooled. Her sister wanted her own way, and she always had it. When their queen got the notion of making favors for the lords and knights of King Aegon's host, her ladies were obliged to follow. The few dainties the queen ordered from the kitchens were always her favorites, never those of her ladies, even though Sansa barely nibbled at them. When Sansa wanted music they had music; when she wanted quiet they had quiet.
Infuriating as it was, Arya would take fussing over weeping. When the siege began, she'd feared Sansa would lose herself again, like she had after fleeing King's Landing and after Prince Trystane and Myrcella's deaths. But no, Sansa was as poised as ever, aside from occasionally snapping at Buttons in the privacy of her bedchamber when she grew vexed by his constant mewls for attention. You'd think the Others were a thousand leagues away from how utterly she ignored them.
Arya couldn't— Arya wouldn't— do the same.
Climbing the battlements at dusk was craven, craven and cowardly. Better to make the climb after dinner, after nightfall. That was when the fighting began in earnest; that was when she must bear witness.
Nights blurred together. There was no rest for the pitiful dead, the poor thralls bent beneath the Others' sorcerous yoke. Wights slew the living and were butchered in turn, hacked to pieces until their bodies fell still and their eyes turned dark.
Over and over and over, on and on and on. The number of headless corpses grew, as did the terror they inspired. The lopped off limbs were worse. Dead legs hopped about absurdly, tripping the unwary. Some were quickly yanked to their feet by their fellows; the rest found themselves at the mercy of dead arms whose black hands thrashed and grasped in search of throats.
Such horrors failed to daunt the kings and the lord commander. Through the far-eye they seemed like heroes out of song. The stalwart Lord Commander of the Night's Watch, a shadow in black trailed by a white wolf. The valiant King in the North, straight-backed and stern. The gallant King of the South, his hair like steel and silver, his raiment gleaming sapphire and ebony.
But Arya supped with them upon the dais. She saw how Jon's queer good humor waxed, how Robb's appetite waned, how more and more Aegon's face became the murderous mask which concealed Olyvar's unease. She saw how their shoulders tensed when they rose from their chairs, bound for the camp to give heart to their men as each night's battle began.
All three remained with their men until after midnight. At two bells past midnight Aegon was the first to sleep; at eight bells he was the first to rise. As he awoke, Jon went to sleep, followed three hours later by Robb, who slept last and rose last. Or so Arya gathered from hearsay. She couldn't bear to stay on the battlements past midnight, not that Ser Perwyn would've let her.
Ser Perwyn turned pale as milk when she told him there were wights staggering into the wolfswood. To what end Arya wasn't sure, though it boded ill. Her stomach plunged when she caught sight of the wights days later, returning with thick tree trunks in their swollen black hands.
The camp's palisade had several gates; the wights assailed them all by turns. Boom, boom, boom, the battering rams thundered. Ser Perwyn flinched with every boom, his eyes looking everywhere and anywhere but at the battle. Flames blazed orange and yellow wherever the defenders dared risk the use of fire. Now and then came some poor soul's last bloodcurdling shriek. Wights might burn more easily, but fire consumed the living just as gladly as it consumed as the dead. Breaches were made and closed back up with rocks; rocks were moved aside by wights and put back or replaced by men.
"Why don't they assail all the gates at once?" Arya made the mistake of asking one night at supper.
"Because," Robb said heavily, "the Others must have their sport."
"Sport?" She didn't understand.
"Toying with us," Jon supplied. He shrugged, disconcertingly cheerful. "Like cats with a mouse."
Arya didn't like that, not one bit. But it was all she could think of the next time she was in the nursery. As Sansa nursed, Buttons stalked through the rushes. His ginger tail flicked back and forth; his body hunched, ready to pounce—
Wahhhhhhh!
All at once the cat yowled with fright, leapt straight up, then bolted under the sideboard. With a muttered oath, Arya clapped her hands over her ears. Sansa was trying to put the babe back to her swollen breast, but Gawaen refused to settle. He screamed and screamed, his face red, his eyes screwed up tight.
Usually, Arya enjoyed Gawaen well enough. It was amusing to watch him roll over, to play peekaboo with him, to reply to his babbling. Solid foods were slowly being added to his diet, prompting a wide assortment of faces ranging from puckers of outraged disgust to gaping grins of wide-eyed delight.
But of late, Gawaen was always crying or screaming. Both the midwife and the maesters named teething as the culprit. Arya could glimpse the teeth as the babe screamed, two specks of white erupting from his pink gums. When Sansa handed the babe to Gilly, he screamed even louder.
"He wants his mother," Gilly sighed.
"Or his father," Sansa muttered. She tucked her breast inside her gown, then took Gawaen back, still screaming. She barely seemed to notice when Arya asked her leave to go; she had to ask thrice before Sansa gave an irritable nod. Of course; why bother with a sister when one had a baby?
So when Ser Perwyn asked if she meant to visit the other nursery today, Arya said no without hesitating. Seeing Wynafryd and playing with her children Wyman and Bethany was well and good, but she was in no mood to see Alys with her tiny son.
Where Gawaen cried far too much, Robard cried far too little. His grandmother Lady Edythe had found the best nursemaid that could be had, and the maester visited the babe every day, and yet the one time Arya held him, Alys had warned her not to become too attached. Not that Alys took her own advice. She'd dearly wanted her babe, and it showed.
But no amount of love could save a babe from dying.
The raven from Riverrun had been one of the last to arrive before the siege. Well used to receiving letters bearing Uncle Edmure's seal, Robb had read Roslin's letter first before giving it to her brother. Arya knew something was wrong from the hollow look on Robb's face, from how he beckoned Ser Perwyn away from prying eyes.
Hoster Tully had been both her cousin and Perwyn's nephew. She'd met Hoster, played with him, seen how hearty he was compared to the wan baby in Roslin's arms. Yet it was Hoster that the measles had struck down, just a few days after his fifth name day. Perwyn's namesake, only two, was the one who survived, though he was like to be scarred and lose sight in one eye.
Ser Perwyn wept so hard for Roslin that Arya had to dismiss him for a few days. Not that she was happy about it. She missed his beleaguered sighs, his fond smiles. Dacey Mormont had known her mother too, and Ser Joseth Woolfield was a decent sparring partner, but neither they nor her other sworn swords were Perwyn.
It was a relief when Ser Perwyn returned to his duty, even if he kept constantly talking about his children. Wyman, barely three, was a terror. He refused to let the nursemaid help him dress, refused to eat anything besides hand pies, and refused to play with his sister if there were any older children about to play with instead. Bethany was too young for even simple games. She was one and a half, able to walk but not to run.
That night as she watched the battering rams crash against the gates of the palisade, Arya wondered if Bethany would ever run. The gates couldn't be repaired forever. If they fell before the mid-year solstice...
But what could Arya do? She was useless, powerless. Shoring up the gates was for carpenters and soldiers, not girls of seventeen. Sticking the pointy end in a wight would do less than nothing; Needle was made for slaying the living, not the dead. She was cut adrift, lost in a sea of foreboding, with neither stars to steer by nor a port to call her own.
Nor was Arya the only one. She heard much and more on her ceaseless wanderings, little of it good. She heard of the fights between men-at-arms desperate to sup in the Great Hall, of the baker who lost a hand for stealing bread beyond what was his due, of the apprentice who slew his master rather than go back out into the cold.
What she saw was often worse. Arya would never forget the look of terror upon Beth Cassel's face when Theon entered the Great Hall, nor the way she clutched her throat, struggling to breathe through hysterical tears. Ser Rodrik was running toward Theon with steel in hand when Summer came between them, holding off the old master-at-arms as Theon fled the hall.
The next time Arya wandered by the training yard, Ser Rodrik wasn't there. Ser Patrek Mallister stood in his place, calling out moves for both Rickon and Rodrik Ryswell as they sparred at half-speed. Arya scowled at that, just as she scowled at Ser Mord Sunderland as he sparred with his brothers Steffon and Ser Godric of the Kingsguard. She hoped they thrashed him; it'd serve him right for getting Shyra with child. Ser Patrek Mallister tumbled serving girls now and then when he was merry with drink, but he'd never gotten any of them pregnant.
Osha said Shyra was satisfied with the coin Mord had given her for the babe, but Arya didn't care. Shyra might be a serving girl, but she deserved better than the man her twin sister Bandy had found to marry her. Ronnel was a carpenter, freshly widowed by a bout of grippe that had taken his wife and two of their four young children. He had thinning hair and a lazy eye, and he was positively ancient, almost thirty where Shyra was just past twenty.
But Arya had more pressing concerns than whether Mord got humbled, concerns that took her to the broken tower. Ser Perwyn stood guard just inside the door, unwilling to come any closer. Thank the gods he was too loyal to tell Robb. Though Perwyn rightly pitied Craster's wives and daughters, he strongly disapproved of his princess sharing the company of sullied women.
Well, that was his problem, not Arya's. It wasn't like he had any better idea of how to figure out what Gilly was up to. Sansa didn't care about her maid slipping into the broken tower when she had an hour free, but it filled Arya with growing disquiet. And then there was what Jon had said at dinner last night, about how slow Craster's women were in delivering the cloaks they owed as tribute to the Night's Watch.
"Dolorous Edd passed on Dorsten's excuses," Jon had said, "but I've half a mind to see for myself what they're up to, if I can find the time."
He might not have the time, but Arya did. She might as well look into it. There was more afoot than a girl visiting her kin, she'd stake her life on that.
Thus far, Arya had no evidence of anything amiss. All was the same as on her prior visits. The young girls spun, the women wove, and the old women cut and stitched the cloth into cloaks. The only mystery was why Dolorous Edd had yet to claim any of them.
Arya considered asking, but it struck her as a bad idea. Craster's women were already wary of her feigned interest in wildling cloth-making, and Nymeria frightened the three youngest girls so much that Arya reluctantly made the direwolf stay outside.
Yet she couldn't help but wonder if the triplets' fear was genuine. Though only nine, they'd been even younger when they endured the long journey from beyond the Wall. And it seemed suspiciously convenient that the loss of Nymeria's keen ears meant that Arya couldn't make out a word of the women's whispering. Nor did it help that they only spoke the Common Tongue with Gilly. Elsewise they spoke the Old Tongue, no doubt aware that Arya knew only the simplest of words.
It didn't take long for Arya to tire of lingering in one place. Circling the room over and over again was tedious, as was pausing in one spot to overhear innocuous nothings. Nymeria was restless too, and growing increasingly agitated by their separation. Resigned to having wasted her time yet again, Arya strode to the door. Ser Perwyn went out first, and the door was closing behind her when she caught Dorsten's voice, low and bitter.
"Sometimes I wish my sons were dead."
But they are dead, Arya thought, bewildered. Gilly said so. She'd said that Craster sacrificed all his sons to the Others and that he made all his wives and daughters watch. How he sacrificed them had gone unspoken, and Arya had seen no need to ask after the manner of their babies' deaths. Why should Dorsten wish her sons dead when she'd seen them slain before her eyes? Unless...
Every hair on the back of Arya's neck stood up. Gooseprickles crawled up her arms; her belly clenched tight. Concerned by her girl's distress, Nymeria butted against her shoulder.
"What's wrong?" Ser Perwyn asked.
"Nothing," Arya lied. "I just changed my mind about going to the glass gardens."
Instead, she went to see Bran. As Arya shared what she'd overheard, her brother listened with an expression of vague disinterest. Nor did his expression change when she shared the terrible conclusion she'd reached.
"Tell me I'm wrong," Arya pleaded.
"You're wrong," Bran said. "Now will you go away?"
Arya glared at him, unamused. "Tell me the truth," she insisted.
Bran rolled his eyes. "Fine. No, the babes aren't dead. Happy?"
"No!" Arya cried. "How long have you known?" she demanded. "Why didn't you tell us?"
"Does it matter?" Bran shrugged. "I saw no need. Craster's sons are but a small fraction of the Others' number. And they're weaker than the true Others. They can't speak mind to mind, nor raise the dead as wights."
Arya frowned. "How do the Others raise wights, anyway? Is it like skinchanging?"
"Skinchanging?" Bran furrowed his brow, lost in thought.
Impatient, Arya asked her next question. "Is there a way to tell Craster's sons from the true Others?"
Bran hesitated. "Yes," he said at last. There was some strange sadness in his eyes. "The Others are immortal, ageless. Craster's sons age like ordinary men. The eldest would be in their forties now, and the youngest..."
His voice trailed off, and then Bran would say no more. Not that he needed to. Arya could guess, and the thought chilled her to the bone.
After that, even wandering Winterfell couldn't drive Arya's nightmares away. Not in her own skin, and not in Nymeria's. The direwolf was as trapped as she was. There was no racing through the wolfswood when it might be haunted by the dead and their masters.
Alys was the one who presented a solution. Though Arya had considered asking leave to visit the Wintertown in her merchant's daughter disguise, she'd cast the notion aside. Robb would never allow it, and she didn't have the heart to sneak out against his wishes, not when he always looked so exhausted. When she said as much to Alys, her response was a frown of confusion.
"Why would you ask Robb? His Grace can take issue with your behavior all he likes, but Queen Sansa has the final say over her own household."
To miss something so obvious was mortifying beyond words. Arya asked Sansa's leave that same day and received it. Her sister's only condition was that she take Ser Perwyn and several men-at-arms with her. That was no surprise. What was surprising was Sansa's utter lack of protest. But Arya should have seen it coming. Every hour not spent in the nursery was spent with her ladies; she didn't need her sister around.
Elia Uller didn't want to share her company either. She bluntly refused to go for an outing in the cold, a rejection that was both painful and predictable. Mya Stone was occupied with her mule Whitey, whose health was failing; Dacey Mormont was occupied with taking her morningstar to the smithy. Or so she claimed. Arya knew better. Ser Patrek Mallister was like to be free during the appointed time for her visit to Wintertown. The two of them had started swiving again; there was no fooling Nymeria's nose.
Truth be told, Arya expected Alys to refuse her too. Robard's health was no better. Though nursemaids kept watch over him during the night, during the day Lady Edythe, Cley, and Alys took turns watching over the babe. But as it was Alys who'd given her the idea, it would be rude not to invite her.
To her astonishment, Alys accepted. "I should like to come." She worried at the hem of her sleeve, oddly pensive. "Constantly staring at Robard improves neither his health nor mine own."
And so when Arya quietly slipped into the Wintertown, Alys and their escort were her only company. As they entered the market square, Arya could feel her direwolf's ire at being left behind. Nymeria had not taken kindly to being told to stay in the training yard with Shaggydog and his boy.
But it had to be done. A horse-sized direwolf was impossible to ignore; if she brought Nymeria she might as well dress in fine raiment and bring a herald to cry her coming. That was what Queen Margaery did when she made her weekly visit to the Wintertown. Giving alms seemed to please her as much as it did the smallfolk. Rather than give up her visits when she had grown too pregnant to safely ride on horseback, Margaery had resorted to using an elegant litter. After childbirth she'd kept using it, though only until the maester finally pronounced her healed enough to ride.
Unlike Margaery, Arya and her companions only rode as far as the market square. There was a stable that stood behind the merchants' wooden stalls, and it was there they left their horses and one of the men-at-arms. Even without bardings their horses were so fine as to draw unwanted attention, and one could see more afoot than ahorse anyway.
Still, Arya felt uncomfortably conspicuous as she meandered around the market square. The smallfolk hurried about their business, keen to spend as little time as possible in the cold. Those who stood awaiting their turn at the busiest stalls huddled together for warmth, their breath steaming in white clouds.
After making a purchase at as many stalls as she dared, Arya left the market square behind. She quickly wished she'd had the foresight to bring her pattens with her, or to buy a cheap pair like Alys had at one of the stalls. Wintertown's streets might be lined with rows of neat houses, but the streets themselves were an utter mess. Mud sucked at her boots as Arya followed the well-worn path down the center of the street, doing her best to avoid the piles of slush and the patches of ice.
Thankfully, the Red Cup was a short walk. Apart from its size and painted sign, the tavern was much like the houses around it, built of logs and undressed stone to keep the cold at bay. Even so, patrons clustered around the fire which blazed in the common room's hearth. Was that why the common room's benches were less full than Arya recalled? Or was it the day, or the hour, or something else?
When one of the serving boys burst into a fit of coughing, Arya feared she had her answer. Winter fever was aptly named, and there were many other sicknesses which assailed those already weakened by months of eating lean meals and enduring the bitter cold. As she took a seat by Alys on the benches, Arya wondered which had taken the greatest toll.
Though the portions at the Red Cup were scant, the gossip was plentiful. Arya watched as she listened, observing the smallfolk carefully. Some were loose and loud with drink; some were stiff and numb with fear; some were nervous and jumpy as rabbits. She marked the eyes bruised by lack of sleep, the ears and fingers shortened by frostbite.
The watchman who stood by the fire was especially unlucky. He had half his fingers, a tipless nose, stubby ears, and eyes that were as white and big as eggs. As the watchman spoke, Arya listened with growing unease. Supposedly the lichyard near a certain alley was haunted by ghosts. The watchman claimed to see them as he stood watch, floating hither and yon like wisps of smoke. He described each ghost with lavish, unsettling detail, prompting a chorus of gasps and groans and vows to never use that alley again.
"Mebbe that's why the alderman went mad," said a cook.
From how eagerly the cook launched into his own story, Arya thought that unlikely. Not to mention that the alderman the cook served lived on the opposite side of the Wintertown. Unfortunately, the rest of the cook's tale had the ring of truth. How the alderman had begun to mutter to himself, how he gnawed his nails to the quick, how he frightened his supper guests by speaking of doom and defeat and the ending of the realms of men.
Her eavesdropping at the White Ball was no less depressing. It didn't help that one of the streets on the way was closed off due to grippe, forcing them to double back and go around. Nor did it help that the White Ball's innkeeper tended to stint on firewood, though the smallfolk's shivering slowly lessened the longer Arya was there.
Where the Red Cup's crop of gossip was upsetting, the gossip at the White Ball was infuriating. Soon after they arrived, an argument broke out. A cordwainer's apprentice had scrimped and saved for months to afford to have his fortune told. Now, he sought advice as to which fortune-teller was the most worthy.
No one could agree who the apprentice should favor with his custom, but both Arya and Alys agreed there were far too many fortune-tellers about. They'd seen some of their signs, swaying in the wind. A cloud marked those who claimed to read fortunes in the skies; a rune marked those who tossed magic rune stones; a red teardrop marked the rare few who would prick you with a weirwood needle and taste your blood.
"You'd be better off gettin' a charm from Jorah One-Tooth," a skinny weaver insisted, pounding a fist on the table. "What's better, knowin' the future or knowin' them cold bastards can't touch you?"
"A charm?" Arya asked, curious.
"Aye," said the weaver. "Ye can get a necklace w' a dragonglass charm for the Others, or a bag w' wee bits o' magicked coal to ward off the wights." He thumped his chest. "I've got both. If wights are risin' in the camp, who knows when they'll rise here?"
"Jorah One-Tooth is a fraud," the innkeeper scoffed. "Nay, if ye want charms, go t' Old Sara. She's been the best woods witch in ten leagues of here since I were a boy. Her moon tea never failed any o' the girls I bedded, nor my wife neither when she decided six babes were more than enough."
"Draughts are better than charms," a wheelwright insisted. "Now, you go t' Donnel Longwind, and he'll—"
"He'll do nought," the innkeeper interrupted. "Didn't ye hear? He was flogged near t' death a fortnight past."
The wheelwright startled. "What? Why?"
"Some poor woman gave him all the coin she had for a draught to save her child," the innkeeper sighed. "When the child died, the woman went weepin' and wailin' t' ask for her money back. Donnel Longwind laughed at her and called her a fool, so she went and stirred up a mob. They seized him and took him t' the law, and the aldermen had a trial. Turned out the poor woman weren't the only one cheated by Donnel Longwind. He was sentenced t' a lash for every man or woman he cheated, two lashes if the victim were a cripple or a widow."
"Such is the king's justice," a blacksmith said, nodding approval. "Though I'd not have complained if Donnel swung like Medrick Quicksnow."
The cordwainer's apprentice seemed puzzled. "Who?"
"Your master never lets you out o' the house, do he?" The wheelwright shook his head. "Medrick Quicksnow were hanged for murder nigh on a month ago. I went t' the trial meself, else my wife would've given me no peace. It's not every day ye see a man on trial for murder w' only the dead man's dog t' accuse him."
It seemed that the dead man and his dog had been well known for their mutual devotion. One day, the man's neighbors were startled to see the spotted bitch without her master. The dog went to the neighbors, whining and running back and forth until they followed. She led them to a snow drift where her master lay dead, his wrists slit.
That the dog's master had killed himself seemed obvious. Suicides were all too common of late. Merchants whose businesses were failing; churls whose homes had been damaged beyond their ability to repair; peasants who found themselves destitute and saw only one way to avoid the long torture of starvation. And then there were those who killed themselves in despair. Despair of the loss of beloved kith or kin, despair of the countless enemies who came every night, despair of ever seeing the sun's return or the winter's end.
But when the previously gentle dog suddenly attacked a man without provocation, the neighbors began to doubt. When, weeks later, the dog attacked the same man upon encountering him by chance, their doubts turned to certainty. The neighbors reported their suspicions to their alderman, and the accused was seized. There they came to an impasse, for the dog couldn't speak of what she knew, and Medrick Quicksnow denied his guilt.
The aldermen's solution was to leave judgement to the gods. Trial by combat, man against dog. For weapons the spotted bitch had her teeth, and the accused was given a stick.
"I thought he'd win, truth be told," the wheelwright said. "That spotted bitch had to weigh less than two stones, and Medrick were tall and strong. Then they set her loose. You'd think she were one o' the Starks' direwolves the way she savaged him. Weren't five minutes before Medrick were screamin' his head off confessin' his guilt and beggin' t' be saved from the spotted bitch. The dog were taken by one o' the dead man's neighbors, and Medrick were taken to the gallows."
Arya supposed that was almost a happy ending. But there were no happy endings to be had at the Smoking Log.
To linger in a tavern, one had to eat or drink. Arya soon regretted her full stomach as her belly curdled, churning harder with every new horror.
Children losing their entire families to sickness. Old men and new cripples being turned away from the almshouses for lack of room. Women dying in childbed because their midwives refused to come after dusk, too scared of the icy streets and the pitch-black skies and the clamor of nightly battle.
Ser Perwyn turned white as milk at that. Alys did the same as a gravedigger told of a poor woman who'd perished outside an almshouse. She'd been found on its doorstep at dawn, her stiff body curled up tight around a bundle of thin blankets. When the gravedigger came to take her, he'd discovered a babe inside the blankets, still suckling at his mother's breast. Whether the babe still lived the gravedigger couldn't say, only that he'd given him to the almshouse.
Worst of all was hearing of people turning against each other. More and more, folk were quick to anger and slow to forgive. Harsh words turned to hard blows; hard blows turned to maiming and murder. Quarrels arose between native Wintertowners and refugees; between refugees from one village and those from another; between wildlings and both refugees and Wintertowners who agreed on little save for their mutual suspicion of the wildlings at best and loathing at worst.
Some said the wildlings were cursed. Why would the Others come south, if not to chase their rightful prey? Some said the old gods were angry. Why would they allow the Wall to crack, if not to punish men for their sins?
"There can't be no darker omen than a weirwood w'out leaves," a butcher rumbled. "There's only way t' appease the old gods, and that's for King Robb t' water the heart tree w' blood."
"Whose blood?" Alys said sharply, looking up from the table. "Yours?"
The butcher opened his mouth to make a furious retort, then froze. For a moment he stared at Alys, marking her fine woolen garb and that of Arya beside her. Then his eyes flicked to their escorts. Ser Perwyn gave the butcher a bland, unimpressed look, his hand idly resting on his swordbelt.
"Nay, mistress," the butcher said at last. "It's wildling blood the old gods want, you mark my words."
Outraged, Arya sprang to her feet. "They've had plenty of wildling blood already. Or are you too stupid to notice all those wights besieging us?"
The butcher reddened. "Now see here—"
"Leave it, Barthogan," snapped Sherrit the innkeeper.
"No," Barthogan returned, indignant. "I'll not be insulted by some merchant's dau—"
Sherrit seized him by the ear and whispered something. Barthogan recoiled, his face ashen. When he fled the common room without another word, Arya knew what the innkeeper must have said. She could feel the eyes upon her, hear the murmurs and mutters.
The next she knew, Arya was at the door. Unfortunately, Alys wasn't. Oh, why did she have to use the privy now? Arya was itching with impatience to be gone, and the longer she waited the more likely someone might approach—
And then Sherrit was coming toward her. "'Twas good t' see ye back in the Wintertown, princess," the innkeeper said, low under his breath.
"How did everyone know me without fancy clothes?" Arya muttered, annoyed. "I've not come down here without them for what, a sixmonth? And I've never come without Nymeria."
Sherrit tilted his head, befuddled. "Princess, them that knew Lord Eddard's face don't need silks or a direwolf to know yours."
The innkeeper's voice still echoed in Arya's head that night as she stood atop the battlements. Much as she missed her father, as Arya looked through the far-eye she was desperately grateful that he wasn't here. Her father didn't need to see the wight who circled the perimeter of the camp's palisade, mounted on a rotting horse whose black coat matched his rider's ragged furs. It was hard enough for Arya, and her memories of her uncle were few and faint. No, she was glad Lord Eddard would never see the wight who was once his brother Benjen.
Arya shuddered. The wight was Uncle Benjen, somewhere deep down. Fear cut deeper than swords, but she couldn't help being afraid when she looked at the wights. Thousands of wretched spirits, tens of thousands, all condemned to waking death...
Looking at the Others was easier. Fury simmered in her veins whenever they showed themselves. They were gloating, she knew. They reveled in taunting the besieged. Some nights they kept just out of arrow range, laughing in their horrible cold voices. Other nights they "accidentally" wandered within arrow range, drawing arrows which they nimbly dodged or sent astray with a gust of wind.
The Others stopped doing that after Theon managed to get three of them in one night. He must've found some pattern in how they moved, for though his arrows seemed poorly aimed, they somehow found their target nonetheless.
Arya begrudgingly allowed that it was an impressive feat. Usually when she caught sight of Summer and Theon, Theon wasn't doing anything. Unless one counted wandering around and stopping to talk to every black brother that looked frightened enough to make an easy target. To Arya's satisfaction, Theon's bullying appeared to miscarry every time. If anything his intended victims seemed stronger after they'd sent him on his way.
As Arya couldn't shout at Theon to keep her fear at bay, she distracted herself trying to watch the Others. It was an exercise which required immense concentration and long practice. With the moon covered by clouds and the torches and watchfires far from where they stood, there was little light by which to see the Others. Only their eyes, which blazed ice-blue with inhuman brightness, and their armor, which glowed silver-white like the snow upon which they stood.
Once Arya learnt to see them clearly, she began learning to tell them apart. Bran said they shared one mind, but they weren't identical, even if they all had the same nasty smile as the Kingslayer. And perhaps one in twenty were spearwives, much to Arya's surprise. She supposed terror made it hard to notice or care what was under that shimmering armor, especially when one was fleeing for one's life.
By the middle of fifth moon, Arya had taken to giving rude nicknames to the Others she saw most often. Shorty was the spearwife whose hair was cut short about her ears. Smirky was the one who always wore an obnoxious smile. Stompy was the big one who walked with the heaviest (though still unnaturally light) tread. Jeyne's nicknames would've been wittier, Arya thought with a pang. But Jeyne Poole wasn't here.
She was trying to choose a nickname for an Other who was gaunter than the rest when she saw the first ice spiders emerge from the wolfswood. In an instant the Myrish far-eye was tucked in her pocket; another instant and Arya was striding away, Nymeria, Ser Perwyn, and two men-at-arms following closely at her heels.
Arya was so focused on trying not to show her panic that she went straight past the door to the gatehouse steps and kept on walking. If not for that, she never would've seen the group of black-cloaked wights approaching the south gate, an even larger group of wights trailing behind.
Arya halted and drew her far-eye, her heart in her throat. What was going on? The wights who encircled that side of Winterfell never came within range. They kept a constant, terrifying watch, leaving attacking the camp to the countless other wights. What were these black cloaks doing, why were they—
Suddenly, Arya realized something. The black cloaks' eyes don't glow.
The next half hour was a blur of giving orders, having them questioned, and then giving them again with Nymeria's snarling support. It took another half hour for Robb and Jon to arrive, out of breath and out of temper. Ser Mychel Redfort and several men-at-arms in Stark livery trailed behind the king, just as several black brothers trailed the lord commander.
"You're lucky Aegon hadn't gone to bed yet," Robb told her, his voice ominously low. "And that Patrek Mallister is a capable battle commander as well as one of the best men in my honor guard. Now what is so urgent that you demanded our presence without telling the messenger why? And why are we outside an empty firewood shed?"
"When they came in the south gate, this was the closest place that I could put them," Arya replied, shrugging.
"After who came in?" Jon asked.
In answer, Arya led them inside.
Arya couldn't say how she expected Robb and Jon to respond to the sight of a mountain clansman and two score sworn brothers of the Night's Watch. She certainly didn't expect Jon to burst out laughing. His laughter abruptly ceased when their leader stepped forward, his pale green eyes cool. For a moment he and Jon met each other's gaze, both of them silent and solemn.
Someone had to break the growing tension. It might as well be her. "Robb," she said, "this is Blane, First Ranger of the Shadow Tower."
Robb hesitated for less than an instant, then inclined his head, his crown gleaming. "Men of the Night's Watch are always welcome beneath my roof. Beds shall be found for you, and you shall have meat and mead. Whilst those comforts are made ready, you can tell how you came to escape the fall of the Shadow Tower."
To Arya's satisfaction, the thought of sending her away never occurred to anyone. She listened raptly as Blane told of their long journey. His men chimed in now and then, though not often. They were more concerned with accepting cups of hot (albeit watery) cider, rubbing at their feet, and inspecting the wooden skith which had brought them hence.
The first mention of the Shadow Tower's commander, Wallace Massey, drew a chorus of quiet hisses and jeers that made Jon flinch. Blane ignored them. He spoke only briefly of their last battle at the Wall, of how they had been overwhelmed and scattered by a brutal assault.
When the night's carnage was over, nearly a thousand survivors had managed to regroup at Westwatch-by-the-Bridge. Some seven hundred were men of the Vale, three hundred were black brothers, and a hundred were men from the northern mountain clans who had been separated from their kin during the battle. Though Blane avoided flattering himself, it was plain to see that he was the one who had led the retreat. And there was no missing the looks his men exchanged when Blane spoke of the sledges and skith and rations which had been sent to Westwatch as a precaution should the Shadow Tower fall.
"Massey never mentioned anything about that in his reports," Jon said mildly.
"No," Blane replied, just as mildly. "He wouldn't have."
At Westwatch, the survivors had divided themselves into groups of twenty to forty. Enough men to defend themselves from attack but not so many as to risk immediately starving or becoming a burden on any village they encountered. Each group had a man or two from the mountain clans, those willing to serve as guides for those less familiar with the North.
The rest of the mountain clansmen chose to go home to their mountains. As for the valemen, they agreed to sweep down the eastern side of the mountains to warn as many folk as they could. The black brothers had swept down the western coast, doing their best to lure and kill as many wights as they could.
"It were awful seein' them come up out of the water," one of the men said, shuddering. "Thank the seven the wights seemed stupider by the sea."
Jon frowned, looking thoughtful. "The Others would avoid the sea," he muttered, almost to himself. "They hate it, just as the sea hates them."
"Would that our moat was filled with enough sea water to drown them all," Robb said dryly.
The further south the black brothers had gone, the fewer wights they had seen. Knowing that they must make the rations on their sledges last, they had fed themselves by fishing and by trading with fishing villages. Arya could almost hear the gulls, taste the salt spray and hear the sails flapping freely in the wind.
Making their way from the coast to Winterfell had been the hardest part of their journey. Not because of wights or Others, but because of the snow and the ice and the long distance traveled while short of food.
"It couldn't be helped, not when we were avoiding the roads," Blane shrugged. "The North is immense. Even those blue-eyed bastards and their dead men can't be everywhere at once."
As they drew closer to Winterfell, they began to encounter more dead men. One of them had been a messenger. All wights were stiff and clumsy, but this one was made even clumsier by the skith strapped to his feet, at least until the black brothers had put an end to its grotesque shuffling.
"And we found this on him," Blane said, drawing forth an oilskin pouch.
Robb took it, frowning. As her brother opened the pouch, Arya moved closer, eager for a better look. The pouch contained naught but a letter. Its seal was painfully familiar, stamped in flame-red wax.
An age seemed to pass as Arya waited for the black brothers to be dismissed to their beds. When they were gone, Robb finally broke the seal, cracking the Umber giant to pieces. Arya knew Lady Marna's handwriting right away, though she'd never seen it so messy. There were marks in the parchment where her quill had stabbed through, and blots of ink that looked like tear-stains.
Distracted by reading the letter, Robb didn't notice that Arya was reading it too. She steadfastly ignored Jon's look of mingled amusement and disapproval. Let him be amused. He wouldn't be once he read the letter.
Harrion Karstark was dead. Last Hearth had already been besieged for months when more wights appeared, wights dressed in Karstark white and black and led by Lord Harrion himself. Lady Marna had been devastated and enraged to see her goodson thus. She had also known that was precisely what the Others intended. What better way to kindly inform them that Karhold had fallen?
The next several words had been written in northron. Arya tried to read them, a task made difficult by the line which had been drawn through their middle, crossing them out. Most of the words were indecipherable, but she was fairly certain she recognized an exceptionally foul northron oath.
The rest of the letter was in common. Lady Marna wrote that Last Hearth was still holding out against the dead. However, she had bitter news, news which she begged the King in the North to break to her lord husband.
During the first shock of Harrion's appearance, wights had broken through one of Last Hearth's gates. Being near at hand, Hoarfrost Umber had rushed to defend the gate, bellowing for his men to seal the breach behind him. In the confusion they had obeyed, never pausing to wonder how Hoarfrost meant to get back inside. Only when the breach was sealed did they realize their error. By then, it was too late.
Whatever Hoarfrost had intended, whatever he had thought, his mother would never know. All Lady Marna knew was that her son had charged through the wights like a bull moose, getting as far as he could from the timber walls, hacking and slashing and shouting for his men to throw their last jars of flaming pitch and pray to the gods that their aim was true. Weeping, his men had obeyed.
Thus perished Hoarfrost Umber.
To her confusion, Arya found herself blinking back tears. For poor Alys, she told herself, and for the Greatjon. She didn't know which of them she pitied more. The Greatjon had now lost two of his three sons, and Alys the last of her brothers.
Thank the gods that Harrion had sent his wife Fern Umber and their young daughter south to safety in White Harbor. Fern was carrying their second child; she ought to have given birth shortly after the siege of Winterfell began. Arya hoped the child gave her comfort. She couldn't imagine the pain of losing a husband and a brother so close together, even a brother like Hoarfrost.
Arya bit her lip. She'd hated the idea of marrying him, hated how awkward she felt whenever he tried to make conversation, hated the way he scoffed at her water dancing, hated how he'd tried to take Needle from her. Yet Hoarfrost had still been a person, a man much like any other. He'd mourned the loss of his big brother Smalljon. He'd loved apple tarts and mead but avoided drinking overmuch because he didn't like the feeling of being drunk. He'd once confided that his happiest memory was sitting quietly by the fire, his mother on one side teaching his sisters to embroider, his father on the other teaching Hoarfrost and his brothers to whittle.
Suddenly, there was a warm hand on her shoulder. "We must return to battle," Robb said softly. Behind him Jon was reading the letter, his face screwed up with concentration. "Are you well, little sister?"
Arya didn't know what to say. After a moment Robb sighed, then put an arm around her and kissed her brow. "Go sleep in the nursery. I'll see you there as soon as the fighting's done."
To the nursery she went, but she didn't sleep. Whilst Ser Perwyn and the men-at-arms stood guard outside and Nymeria curled up beside Jeyne's cradle, Arya paced back-and-forth, her thoughts in utter disarray. She tried to lie down on the couch, she did, but somehow she always found herself pacing again.
When Robb finally arrived, the first thing he did was cross the room to open the windows. Cold morning air seeped into the room, fresh and bracing. Jeyne stirred in the wet nurse's lap, blinking dark blue eyes. When she saw her father coming, she lifted her chubby arms.
"Da-da!"
Robb picked his daughter up, favoring her with a weary smile. Jeyne returned it with a grin that showed all four of her teeth, her tufts of brown hair stirring in the breeze. Despite the chill, Jeyne happily leaned into her father's hold, making no protest as he took her to the windows.
"Margaery was rather apprehensive about this," Robb confided. "At first she thought I was japing when I told her that Father did it with all of us."
Had he? As Robb hummed a song of summer and Jeyne babbled, Arya tried to remember. She thought she vaguely recalled Father holding Rickon by the window, laughing quietly when Arya and Bran jumped on Mother, who was still abed. Then her mind wandered to other memories, wistful shadows that faded no matter how hard she clung to them.
She wasn't sure how much time had passed when Robb spoke. "You've been quiet for a good while," her brother observed. "Did you sleep at all?"
"No." Arya scuffed her boot on the floor. "I don't... I don't know how I feel."
"About Hoarfrost's death?"
"About anything!" she blurted.
Despite her best efforts, Arya couldn't hold back her tears. And as the tears spilled out, words came spilling out too. Her anger and her sorrow, her doubts and her fears. How unnecessary and unwanted she felt, how uncertain of her future.
"If I even have one," she sniffled, burying one hand in Nymeria's fur.
Then somehow she was blathering about her nightmares. The ones where she was naught but a useless sworn sword, forever trapped in her sister's shadow. The ones where she was naught but a cheerless wife, forever trapped in her husband's keep. The ones where she was naught but a helpless spirit, forever trapped in her own corpse.
Robb listened without a word. When Jeyne began to fuss and root against his chest he silently gave her back to the wet nurse, who then left the nursery. Probably to take the babe to Margaery. At some point thereafter, her brother must've come to stand beside her. Arya didn't notice until her tears and words ran dry, when she realized Robb's arm was the only thing keeping her from crumpling to the floor.
"I do not know what the future holds," Robb said at last. "But I know you, little sister. I know that you shall always love the sword, and I know that you shall never be happy being only a sword."
He hesitated, then sighed. "Just as I know that you shall never be happy being only a wife, no matter the husband or his seat."
Startled, Arya looked up. Robb's face was calm, but his eyes shone with unshed tears. "I just want you to be safe and happy," he murmured, his voice thick. "My crown and my people come before all else, even those I love, but if you have need of me you need only say the word."
The words came unbidden. "And what of Rickon?" Arya asked. "He needs you too."
Robb flinched. "Does he? I shouldn't think so. He hated being cupbearer after you left, he—"
"Rickon was only nine, of course he hated it," Arya interrupted. "Robb, he barely remembers our parents. I know it can't be easy to play both father and brother, and I know you have a thousand other things to do, but he needs you."
Before Robb could reply, a yawn escaped him. He stifled it, then gave a weary shake of his head. "I shall think on it," he conceded. Robb looked bleakly at the door. "In the meantime, I must inform the Greatjon and Lady Alys of their losses."
"I can tell Alys," Arya volunteered, ignoring a pang of discomfort.
Her brother's surprise and relief were almost palpable. Nothing else could've made Arya resist the urge to take the offer back. Thinking of Robb got her to Alys' chambers, and kept her going when a maid told her that m'lady had gone to the glass gardens.
Though her body was exhausted from being up all night, Arya's mind was oddly clear as she stepped out into the cold, delaying her talk with Alys by taking the longest route possible. She wasn't useless, she'd just been acting like it. True, the burden she'd lifted from Robb's shoulders was a small one, but it was something. And she'd spoken for Rickon, who was too stubborn to speak for himself.
What else might she do?
There were less than two moons until the mid-year solstice. If they were to be Arya's last days, she'd better make them count. What was the point of having the eyes of a water dancer if she didn't act on what she saw?
I could teach Mya to be a lady, Arya thought as she passed the stables, Nymeria by her side. Surely they could find one or two ladylike activities that Mya could tolerate or even enjoy. Mayhaps Patrek Mallister would be willing to help introduce her to hawking; Margaery loved hawking.
Passing by the broken tower spurred her next idea. Thus far she'd told Jon nothing of her attempt at finding answers as to why Craster's women were remiss in paying their tribute. Arya hadn't known what to say, and as such had said nothing. Now, though, she reconsidered. Little though Arya liked the mystery of whatever Gilly and her kin were up to, Gilly had served Sansa faithfully for years. Whatever the maid was planning, some instinct told her that there was no treachery afoot. And it wasn't like offering Gilly her protection would be difficult. Gilly didn't even need to know. All Arya had to do was tell Jon that she'd personally confirmed Dorsten's excuses, whatever they were. Jon would believe her, and he'd leave the women be.
And I ought to leave the battlements be, Arya realized. Hadn't Alys said that staring at her babe did naught to help either of them? Other than espying Blane and his men by chance, staring at the enemy night after night had done nothing to help defeat them, nor to make herself feel better. No, Alys had the right of it.
Thinking of babes prompted another thought, one that made Arya glance at the bleary-eyed Ser Perwyn with guilt and shame and then immediately send one of her men-at-arms to fetch Dacey Mormont. No wonder he often suggested that she go from one nursery to another. How else could Ser Perwyn see anything of his children if he was always trailing after Arya? He was her favorite sworn sword; she ought to be considerate of his needs, not utterly ignore them. Arya had been selfish, she knew that now. But she didn't want to keep being selfish, as much as it would hurt to see less of Ser Perwyn.
It also hurt to see Alys when she reached the glass gardens. She sat on a bench beside her goodmother, chatting amiably. With a sense of mounting dread, Arya took a seat on her other side. Before Arya said a word, Alys already knew something was amiss. Her face turned white; her hands trembled as she reached out, one hand taking Arya's and the other taking Lady Edythe's.
As Arya relayed the contents of Lady Marna's letter, Alys sat still as stone. Her only show of emotion was her grip. It grew tighter and more painful as Arya spoke. By the end she felt as though her bones might crack from the pressure. Then, suddenly, the pressure was gone, as was Alys.
"Some prefer to grieve alone," Lady Edythe sighed as they watched Alys disappear out of sight. Rather than chase after her gooddaughter, she'd stayed put. Now her attention fell upon Arya, whom she looked over with a gimlet eye.
"I seem to recall that you were wearing that tunic yesterday, princess." Lady Edythe frowned. "Judging by that and way you're drooping, I suspect that you ought to be finding your bed."
"As soon as Dacey comes to take Ser Perwyn's place." Arya yawned, suddenly drowsy. "I said she'd find me here; she should arrive at any moment."
Arya couldn't say how long they lingered in the glass gardens, but it was far longer than it ought to be before Dacey appeared. Any thought of complaint vanished after one look at Dacey's face. Her eyes were swollen, her cheeks red, her expression like one who had gazed upon her own grave.
Both Arya and Lady Edythe rose to their feet, but was Lady Edythe who asked the question, her voice trembling.
Whoever died, please don't let it be Robard, Arya begged the old gods as Dacey wet her lips so that she might reply. Nor his father, please. Alys has suffered enough.
It wasn't either of them. Arya would've never guessed who it was. Truth be told, the shock almost made it worse.
King Robb and Lord Snow had been gone from battle for perhaps an hour when a fight broke out. Why, no one was sure. It had begun with a northern captain and a black brother serjeant brawling, then started to spread as nearby northmen and black brothers rushed to the aid of their own. A man had gone running for King Aegon, but he was elsewhere, unable to intervene in time.
Meanwhile, Theon Greyjoy had gone for the serjeant and Ser Patrek Mallister had gone for the captain. Theon had seized hold of the serjeant and hauled him away, leaving Ser Patrek to try and calm the captain, now raving and brandishing an axe.
The next thing anyone knew, the axe was buried in Ser Patrek's face.
"We were the only members of the king's honor guard to survive the Red Wedding," Dacey said, her voice hollow. "He... he was my friend."
Arya wanted to cry, but her tears were spent. Barely aware of what she was doing, she sent Dacey away. The glass gardens suddenly seemed stifling, the air thick with warmth and damp and the scent of growing things. She'd sent a man-at-arms to fetch Ser Joseth Woolfield, but Arya couldn't await him here.
Nor could she get rid of Lady Edythe. When Arya went outside, she followed. Nymeria was pleased to see them. She leapt up from the snowbank she'd been lying in, snow going everywhere as she shook out her fur. The glass gardens were much too warm for the direwolf's liking. She was glad her girl had seen sense and come back to her.
Arya couldn't wander off; Ser Joseth ought to be here soon. Still, standing outside the glass gardens scratching Nymeria's ears was better than sitting inside without her. As for Lady Edythe, she was quiet company. Arya wondered if she knew about Hoarfrost yet. Though born an Umber, she knew the Greatjon's uncles far better than she knew the Greatjon's children. Save Cornel, whom she'd grown fond of whilst she was staying at court.
Robb must've broken the news to the Greatjon by now. Did that mean Arya ought to break the news to Lady Edythe? She certainly didn't want to. All Arya wanted was her bed and a long, dreamless sleep. And perhaps something to eat. She'd forgotten to break her fast, and her stomach wasn't happy about it.
Arya was reluctantly contemplating what to say to Lady Edythe when Nymeria turned towards the godswood, her nose sniffing at the air. Whilst her girl was in the glass gardens, the she-wolf had occasionally caught the scent of ale and salt. Now the scents were growing stronger. Beneath them was another smell, faint and faded, that of a familiar two-legger.
Nymeria didn't know what to make of that, but Arya did. Panic renewed her strength as she sprinted toward the godswood. She prayed she was wrong, but if she wasn't...
She wasn't.
Greatjon Umber had staggered inside the godswood and no further. He sat atop a snowdrift beside the entrance, his bulk leaning against the godswood's wall. Up close, there was far more white in the Greatjon's black beard than she recalled. His black eyes were shut, his cheeks red with drink and weeping.
Arya kicked him. "Get up!" she shouted. Helpful as ever, Nymeria closed her jaws about one of his immense arms, yanking as hard as she dared. However long the Greatjon had been here, it was too long. Arya's presence would help warm him, but if they couldn't get him inside...
"Stop shoutin', little princess," the Greatjon rumbled. His deep voice was queerly soft, his eyes still shut. "Call off the wolf and let me sleep."
"Get—"
"JON UMBER!"
Arya nearly jumped out of her skin. In her haste, she'd forgotten about Lady Edythe. She'd also forgotten about Lady Edythe's impressive lungs, and how shrill her voice could get on the rare occasion that she was out of temper.
"DO YOU MEAN TO CATCH YOUR DEATH?" Lady Edythe screeched, right into the Greatjon's face. "GET UP, THIS INSTANT."
Nymeria put her ears back, letting go of the Greatjon's arm so she could give a warning growl to the two-legger making that awful noise. Stop that, Arya told her. Go get Ser Joseth, quick! Happy to flee and spare her ears, Nymeria sped off like an arrow from a bow.
Lady Edythe, meanwhile, looked like she'd happily set archers on her kinsman. "GET UP!"
"No," the Greatjon sniffled. It ought to be funny seeing him put hands the size of hams over his ears, shrinking away from a woman half his size. But it wasn't, not with the despair on his face and in his voice. "Leave me, I'm going to see my sons again."
Lady Edythe stared at him for a moment, stunned. Then—
"AND WHAT ABOUT MARNA?" she shouted as she grabbed the Greatjon by the ear. "WHAT ABOUT CORNEL AND RIME? AND THINK OF FERN! WOULD YOU HAVE HER LOSE A HUSBAND, A BROTHER, AND A FATHER?"
"They'll be dead soon too," the Greatjon said. "If they're not already." Tears dripped down his nose. "Our doom has come, can't you leave me be?"
Lady Edythe would not leave the Greatjon be. She was still shouting herself hoarse when Nymeria returned, Ser Joseth and a pair of men-at-arms in hot pursuit.
"Get him up," Arya ordered, gesturing for Lady Edythe to get out of the way. Instead, she seized hold of one of the Greatjon's hands. It took her and all three men to haul the Greatjon to his feet, still protesting, his eyes fluttering open then shut. Arya strode up to him as close as she dared without risking him falling on her.
"Now you listen to me," Arya snapped. "If our doom has come, so be it, but we'll meet it on our feet and fighting." Forgetting herself, she moved closer, her finger stabbing at his chest. "Do you know what we say to the god of death?"
The Greatjon blinked down at her, confused.
Arya stabbed her finger at him twice, once for each word. "Not. Today. Not today." She couldn't bear it, Robb couldn't bear it, their folk couldn't bear it. "I forbid you to die," Arya snarled. "And if you do, I'll haunt you through hell, see if I don't."
The Greatjon's laugh was bleak. "Aye, you would. Our fierce little princess, not afraid of anything."
I am, Arya thought wearily as they led the Greatjon out of the godswood. She glanced over her shoulder, looking at the heart tree and its leafless white branches. But I'm done with letting that stop me.
Notes:
Can't wait to see what y'all think in the comments! Happy almost-birthday to me, I'm so thrilled to finally share this chapter.
So, the holiday season was *busy.* We saw family, dealt with some house issues, worked on wedding planning (so much wedding planning, jesus), got whumped with a snowstorm that was fun to see but not so fun to shovel, and then MORE wedding planning and being busy at work and a run of intermittent headaches ☹️ While I'm bummed that my pace has slowed so much, I'd rather take my time and nail the ending than prioritize speed over quality.
Many thanks to von Adler and SioKerrigan for their advice on military/logistical issues.
I'm excited to (belatedly) share that The Weirwood Queen won Best War and Action Centric Fic in 2024 and placed 2nd for Best Expanded Lore and Worldbuilding in 2024 on r/TheCitadel. Over at r/AsoiafFanfiction, Chapter 166: Cersei II placed 3rd for Best Chapter. Thanks so much to everyone who voted!
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Chapter 177: Sansa IV
Chapter 178: Bran IV
End of Arc 2: The War for the DawnArc 3: [Redacted]
Chapter 179: [Redacted] V
Chapter 180: [Redacted] VNotes
1) Busy and tired or not, I can't resist my research rabbit holes. Did you know that medieval books were shelved with the spines tucked in and the fore-edge visible?
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2) I'd like to shout out this tumblr post that helped clarify my thoughts about wights in ASOIAF.
3) For anyone who's curious, here's my sources on teething, on developmental milestones, and on why three year olds can be difficult.
4) Many thanks to Azarias, who made me aware of Daniel Defoe's A Journal of the Plague Year. It served as an absolutely invaluable resource for coming up with what Arya sees and hears in the Wintertown.
5) The faithful dog who identifies his master's killer was based on the apocryphal story of The Dog of Montarges.
6) I didn't realize that "What do we say to the god of death? Not today." was a piece of show only dialogue. Color me impressed, because that fucking slaps.
Chapter 177: Sansa IV
Chapter Text
Daybreak came without a dawn.
Within the godswood, it was as though all color had vanished from the world. Black clouds choked the sky above; black mud covered the ground below. Black water rippled in the hot pools, birthing ribbons of white steam that twined around the white-shrouded trees and made the snow drip-drip-drip. The droplets fell like a rain of diamonds, pure and clear and cold.
The heart tree was white too, the warm ivory-white of bone. Its branches were bare, its ancient roots as thick and twisted as the gnarled fingers of a giant reaching up from beneath the earth. Trails of dried sap trickled down the trunk and onto the face carved upon it, crusting in the deep-cut eyes.
As she shed her wolfskin, Sansa shivered under that watchful gaze. When the frozen sap turned from greenish grey to garnet red, she shivered even harder. Gooseprickles pebbled her bare skin; every hair on her body stood on end.
Clumsy with haste, Sansa nearly tripped as she yanked on her boots. Regaining her balance, she pulled a linen shift over her head, followed by a wool gown. Last was the heavy fur cloak. She drew the cloak tight, holding it closed with an iron grip. The simple, ill-fitting gown was suited to her visits to the godswood, but it was not becoming of a queen. A queen must always look her best, no matter the day or hour.
Sansa gave the sky a wistful look. No matter the day or hour, it was always the same wretched sight. There were no rosy sunrises, no golden noons, no purple dusks. There was naught but endless clouds, as dark and dull as the resentment curdling in her belly.
When she was a girl, Sansa had often daydreamed of all the delights which awaited young highborn ladies. She'd dreamt of feasts where exotic dishes crowded the table; she'd dreamt of frolics where skillful mummers crowded the hall; she'd dreamt of balls where handsome lords crowded to ask for a dance. But alas, feasts, frolics, and balls were as scarce as sunshine.
Not that it matters, Sansa told herself. She didn't need frivolous entertainments when she already had everything she could ask for. No wife had a better husband; no mother had a better son; no mistress had better servants. She wore naught but the finest silks and jewels; she ate naught but the finest food. Why, Sansa must be the happiest girl in the Seven Kingdoms. And why shouldn't she be? After all, she was the queen.
Ser Loras Tyrell awaited her at the entrance to the godswood. The Kingsguard was a vision of chivalry, resplendent in white enameled armor. He took her by the arm, his pure white cloak flapping in the rising wind. There was a foul smell upon the air, foul and familiar and so strong that Sansa wrinkled her nose.
"Is something amiss, Your Grace?" Ser Loras asked.
How could he not catch the stench of death? Her heartbeat thudding in her ears, Sansa made her face go smooth. "Nothing, ser, save the lack of sun."
Ser Loras glanced at her, his face strange. "The sun set long ago," he murmured. "Naught can replace it, and yet... a man cannot live the rest of his life freezing in the dark. Why should finding a warm hearth cause such guilt and shame?"
Bewildered, Sansa gave no reply. Instead, she bade Ser Loras escort her to the Servant's Keep. The cozy little room on the ground floor beckoned. She needed a moment's respite, both from her Kingsguard's queer humor and from the stink of death which filled her nose.
Old Nan welcomed her with a sightless stare, a toothless smile, and the same stench of advanced age which filled her chamber. The acrid, musty stench easily overpowered aught else, to Sansa's relief and sorrow. The serving girls ought to help her bathe more often, she thought with a stab of pity. However often they brought soap and warm water, it wasn't enough.
Old Nan was too frail to visit the bathhouse, or to do much else. She sat beside the fire, small and shrunken. An embroidered coif covered her bald head; a heavy blanket covered her lap. Her hands rested atop the blanket, unnaturally still. Gone were her knitting needles and their constant clicking. Old Nan couldn't knit, not anymore. Her knobby hands were too stiff, her translucent skin too easily bruised. And as for her wits...
"A story?" Old Nan tilted her head. "If it please you, Lady Catelyn."
Sansa flinched. Oblivious, the ancient nursemaid paused, silently pondering what tale to tell. It could be worse, Sansa reminded herself with a pang. At least Old Nan was in good humor. Later she might scream and claw at the hapless serving girls, frightened by her blindness as if it were new. Later she might weep for hours, grieving long-dead loved ones as if their deaths were fresh.
But in the early morning, Old Nan was at her best. Whatever else she had forgotten, she never forgot her stories. Not for long, anyway. Faltering halfway through didn't count. A little prompting was enough for Old Nan to find her place again, so long as Sansa knew the story.
Today, however, the story was one she'd never heard before. Sansa wasn't sure how long she spent guessing what happened next before Old Nan interrupted to correct her, but it was too long. She left feeling unsettled, though whether by the disquieting story or by Old Nan's growing infirmity she couldn't say. The latter, Sansa hoped. Only silly children took fright at hearth tales.
It was no silly child who returned to the queen's chambers. Sansa was a wife, a mother, and the very model of gracious courtesy. She warmly greeted the ladies who awaited her, all dressed and ready to serve. Whilst they helped her bathe, Shirei bustled off to fetch her breakfast.
When she was gone, Sansa bit back a wistful sigh. Shirei was a good maid and loyal to the bone, but she wasn't Gilly. Alas, Gilly was presently curled up in bed, no doubt cuddling her son Samrik. Both of them stayed awake all night. The boy had taken to spending his afternoons with the other lowborn children and his nights keeping his mother company. Gilly was entrusted with watching over Gawaen, soothing him when he fussed and bringing him to nurse as needed. Mercifully, of late he required milk only three or four times throughout the day and once toward the end of the night.
That had been hours ago. Now it was Sansa's turn to break her fast. She did so promptly, well aware of the ample time required to dress. She was to spend the morning with Queen Margaery, and that meant she must look her loveliest. As Elaine Lydden helped her into a cloth-of-gold kirtle, Old Megga fetched a gown of rich purple damask. The color brought out the auburn in her hair and the blue in her eyes; the first time she wore the gown, Olyvar stared at her so much that a few of his lords had taken notice.
The rest hadn't, too busy staring at her themselves. Though modestly cut, the tight-laced bodice fit her milk-swollen breasts like a glove. Margaery wouldn't care about that. Her eyes would be drawn to the bodice by the clusters of perfectly matched pearls and the lavish trim of Myrish lace. Septa Lyra thought the lace rather excessive, especially given the long dagged sleeves. Perhaps it was, but the lace made the gown ever so much prettier.
Queen Margaery and her ladies agreed. "Oh!" Beth Cassel gasped as she entered Sansa's solar behind her queen. "You look so very beautiful, Your Grace."
"My lady is too kind," Sansa demurred, proud of herself for remaining modest. She rose from her seat to embrace Margaery. "Goodsister, you look lovely." It was only fair to pay Margaery her due. Her chestnut curls were thick and smooth, her honey eyes as lustrous as the cloth-of-silver which slashed her ice-white gown.
"Not so lovely as you," Margaery said with a smile and a sisterly kiss on the cheek. "I daresay the men will be struck dumb when they see you at dinner tonight. We can only hope they remember their courtesy before Arya leaps at the chance to chastise them." Alys Karstark snorted; Gael Celtigar giggled. "Where is she, by the by?"
"Out wandering in the cold," Sansa answered.
Arya spent all day tramping hither and yon with Nymeria, heedless of the freezing wind and snow. Even the wildlings had more sense. When the queen quietly muttered about her sister behaving like a spearwife, Gilly had told her that princess was behaving more like a snow bear. Gods forbid Arya stay to keep her sister company, Sansa thought bitterly. But no, staying in the queen's nice warm solar was boring.
At first Sansa had been inclined to deny her leave to roam. Unfortunately, a bored Arya was apt to become a troublesome Arya. Once she'd gotten so bored that she counted all the badgers on Elaine Lydden's gown. On another occasion, she'd observed Roelle Cafferen for so long that the girl developed a nervous twitch. In no mood to have her ladies further discomfited or to suffer such scrutiny herself, she'd bade Arya ramble about as she liked.
Determined to have a pleasant visit, Sansa put her sister out of mind. Margaery and her ladies were full of conversation. The progress on Margaery's new glass garden was discussed at length, as was her daughter Jeyne's newfound talent of waving farewell. Princess Jeyne was also mastering the art of stacking things and passing a ball back and forth between her little hands. Somehow, that led to plump Merry Crane reenacting an amusing snowball fight which had broken out between two groups of squires.
After the tale was over, Alys Karstark gently nudged Beth Cassel. Blushing so pink that she almost matched Wylla Manderly's outlandish hair, Beth shared the sweet little poem which she was composing in honor of her father's nameday. The moment she asked for advice on how to finish the poem, several ladies amiably crowded round.
Sansa was just persuading shy Alla Tyrell to play them a song on her woodharp when Lady Denyse Lowtower knocked at the door. Prince Gawaen had begun to fuss; Her Grace was needed in the nursery.
"I shall return anon," Sansa promised. "Of late he never nurses for more than a quarter hour."
Much to her dismay, Margaery accompanied her to the nursery. Some ladies freely nursed amongst company, but Sansa lacked the boldness to be one of them. Margaery didn't nurse at all. Her own milk had long since gone dry. Robb loved their daughter, but he needed a son, and his wife was resolved to give him one with all dispatch. If that meant giving the babe to a wet nurse rather than taking the risk of being unable to conceive whilst nursing, so be it.
A pang of envy went through Sansa as Lady Denyse deftly unlaced her bodice and Liane arranged a clean linen cloth over her gown. Margaery didn't have to worry about her clothes, no more than she had to worry about the pressure and discomfort of one's breasts swelling with milk. It didn't hurt, not exactly, but it felt so odd to feel soft breasts grow hard, to see the pale skin stretched tight to reveal a spiderweb of blue veins.
As Gawaen no longer tolerated being cradled, Liane gently set the prince on his mother's lap. He sat up, purple eyes wide, clutching for the breast Sansa offered. One of his tiny fingernails scratched her, making Sansa wince as Gawaen latched onto her nipple and began to drink.
"Did he bite?" Margaery asked, curious.
Sansa shook her head. "He can't, not while nursing." She made herself smile as she stroked her son's head. Gawaen's downy silver hair waved slightly in the breeze; she usually nursed beside an open window to help the babe grow accustomed to the cold. "The maester says there are two more teeth coming in." Seven help her. He already drooled and gnawed on everything in reach; anything he could grasp in his chubby little fists was like to end up in his mouth.
A companionable silence fell. Now and then Gawaen became distracted and stopped nursing so that he could look around, but soon enough his hunger was sated. Sansa hoped so, anyway. Once he started chewing on her rather than suckling as he ought, she immediately returned him to the nursemaid. As Lady Denyse helped her fix her bodice and shushed the terrier whining at their feet, Margaery watched another nursemaid set out a tray laden with tiny golden bowls.
"What is your little prince eating now?" Margaery asked. "Jeyne goes quite wild over strawberries."
"I don't think Gawaen has had strawberries yet." Sansa glanced at Liane. "Has he?"
"Not yet, Your Grace." The nursemaid shook her head. "Gilly thought it unwise after how it went with the blackberries."
Sansa's heart fluttered. Gawaen had loved the mushy overripe blackberries from the glass gardens. He'd grabbed at the berries with both hands, grinning and giggling as he shoved them in his mouth. A frightful mess, but one which proved a blessing in disguise. If not for the purple smear across his chin, Sansa might not have realized her mistake until it was too late.
Margaery was looking at her, a question in her eyes. "I forgot there were so many seeds," Sansa admitted with a flush of shame. "If he should choke..." Her throat tightened with fear. "I thought it best to wait until Gawaen was older. He was very upset when I had the nursemaid take the berries away."
To Sansa's surprise, Margaery found her caution both amusing and unwarranted. Her little Jeyne had eaten berries at the same age and come to no harm. Such tiny seeds were naught to fret over. Besides, a firm, underripe berry might be cause for concern, but a mushy one? Never.
Nonetheless, when the Hour of the Mother arrived, Sansa prayed for her son as fervently as ever. She paid little heed to the service. Septa Lyra's preaching was interminable of late, especially with so many thoughts always racing through Sansa's mind. Mothers could worry about naught but their babes. Queens had no time for such luxury, not with a court to manage and a household to run.
In the songs no hardship could daunt a queen, a lesson which Sansa had long ago taken to heart. But after the year-end solstice she'd forgotten herself, paralyzed by dread and despair. Then, one night, King Robb had summoned all the Starks to his council chamber to talk of the Others.
War was King Aegon's charge, not hers. Sansa tried to tell them so, but Jon Snow would have none of it. When he called her a frightened little girl, a flood of hot shame washed over her and dissolved her paralysis. She must do something, but what?
As the Starks descended into the crypts her thoughts had spun in circles, searching for an answer. The inspiration came to Sansa suddenly, born from the gleam of torchlight on an ancient blade. Her brothers were the defenders of Winterfell, the swords in the darkness. Yet how could they endure without so much as a ray of light? The sun had been stolen; only victory would bring it back. Until then, Sansa must shine in its stead.
So when prayers ended and luncheon began, Sansa welcomed her guests with bright eyes and a warm smile. Her hospitality was just as warm. A minstrel strummed his lute in the corner, filling the air with sweet music; beeswax candles burned upon the table, scenting the air with sweet perfume.
The scent of the meal was even finer, humble though it was. Neeps mashed with butter and cream; spiced cabbage pottage cooked with beef broth and marrowbones; roast geese stuffed with lemons and served with cherry sauce; crusty white bread stuffed with nuts and served with butter and honey on the comb.
The serving girls offered Sansa first choice of every dish. She took small portions of everything, ignoring her ravenous belly. A queen mustn't indulge herself, no matter how hungry she felt after nursing. Old Megga approved of her discipline; the clothier was appalled by the ladies who used giving birth as an excuse to turn into gluttonous sows.
Oddly, the longer Sansa kept her appetite in line, the more particular she became about her meals. Rather than trouble herself with serving her guests' favorite dishes, the queen served whatever struck her fancy. Sansa supposed hunger was easier to endure when she could savor every morsel. Still, the meal failed to sate her; even drinking her two allotted cups of qatarmizat didn't help.
Perhaps winter was to blame. The longer it went on, the more it took its toll, as her guests were only too ready to lament to a sympathetic ear. Lord Crispian Celtigar was vexed by the painful stiffness in his joints, Ser Herman Crabb by the perpetual draftiness of his tent. Young Ser Tanton Fossoway had lost an arm to a wight and a wound that mortified; ancient Ser Barris Beesbury had lost his equally ancient brother to a patch of ice and a broken hip.
That was all the sorrow that Sansa's heart could bear. Thus far the minstrel had only played the lute. Now, she bade the minstrel sing.
Slowly but surely the conversation dwindled, yielding before the beauty of music. Rich and smooth, the minstrel's voice was made for song. His fingers danced across the strings of his lute, bringing forth chords to make exquisite harmony. Sansa let the rhythm take her, granting sweet respite from the troubles of the world. She fled to distant lands and ages past, losing herself in the rhymes she knew by heart. She was Princess Daeryssa hiding in the giant's cave, she was Lady Shella waiting in her tower, she was Jonquil bathing in her pool.
And then the music ended, and Sansa was only herself.
In another life she'd loved being a hostess, before it became just another role to play. A queen ought to bid her guests a warm farewell, and so she did, just as she warmly greeted her ladies upon their return. Sansa was grateful that such courtesies came naturally. She mustn't give them reason to suspect how cold their queen felt, cold and heartsick and hollow.
At least her courtiers had the manners to allow their queen to enjoy the minstrel's songs in peace. Sansa's household lacked such scruples. It seemed as though every time the queen's solar fell silent to listen to a singer or skald, someone was bound to find her and take her into their confidence. Despite her increasing frustration, Sansa kept her composure, no matter the person or secret.
Roelle Cafferen was still desperately in love with Red Ronnet Connington, even though she knew she shouldn't be. Anya Waynwood was upset that some of the squires and pages had taken to mocking her looks, seeking vengeance for every time she scolded them. Elaine Lydden was crestfallen by the shortness of breath she suffered whenever she went outdoors, which vexed her because she loved the snow. Denyse Lowtower was grieved and regretful over bringing her beloved terriers with her to the North; Valena Toland was worried about the son, mother, and sister that she'd left behind in Dorne; Elia Uller was distressed by not knowing whether her father yet lived.
Cersei Lannister would've dismissed them with disdain for their presumption and contempt for their hysterics. Not Sansa. She would not be ruled by irritation and annoyance. She listened to their woes with patience and sympathy, then took their hands in hers and assured them that all would be well. A lie, but a necessary one. Gods forbid if their melancholy should be catching; the servants and smallfolk were frightened enough already. Her ladies ought to lift their spirits by spreading cheer, behaving as if nothing were amiss.
Leading by example, however, was easier said than done. Sansa had to work to hide her resentment when Arya unexpectedly strolled into the solar, Nymeria at her heels. The interruption was both rude and unwelcome. Elaine Lydden was halfway through reading one of Sansa's favorite poems aloud; Florian the Fool was just setting out on his third and final quest when her sister came up beside her.
"I want to visit Wintertown," Arya said without preamble. "May I have your leave to go?"
The question stung. Was it not enough that her sister already scorned Sansa's company? Why should Arya wish to range even farther afield, if not to prove her disdain?
"Of course you may have my leave," Sansa replied. Her tone was idle, unconcerned. "So long as you take Ser Perwyn and a proper escort."
Arya blinked in stunned disbelief. "Are you sure?" she challenged her. "I'm not going to go as a princess. I'm sick of pomp and ceremony. I'm going to wear merchant's garb so people don't notice me and make a fuss." Arya lifted her head, defiant. "Do I still have Your Grace's leave to go?"
A queen would not let her sister provoke her. Sansa rose from her seat and lightly kissed Arya's cheek. "You have my leave," she said sweetly. "I hope you have a lovely time."
Sansa passed the rest of the day and the sennight in a state of mild pique. She endured time with her ladies, endured the septa's sermons, endured nursing her son and suffering the subsequent pangs of hunger. However, she refused to endure any unnecessary visitors in the nursery. Instead, she reminded Ser Daemon Sand yet again that no one might visit the prince without his mother's leave.
"And if they claim to have His Grace's leave?" Ser Daemon asked mildly, one eyebrow raised.
"They wouldn't have it," Sansa insisted.
Olyvar wouldn't be so careless of Gawaen's life, not after the tidings of Hoster Tully's death. Sansa had never met her young cousin, but his death had shaken her nonetheless. Measles was no stranger to Winterfell, and there were plenty of other diseases which were trifling to an adult and deadly to an infant. Suddenly, painfully aware of many people were constantly falling sick, Sansa had begged Olyvar to cease carrying their son around everywhere. Her husband had heeded her, much to her relief.
Still, a brief bout of sneezing whilst Gawaen nursed later that night was enough to make Sansa uneasy. Sleep eluded her; she tossed and turned, yearning fruitlessly for her love. Olyvar wouldn't go to bed for hours yet, not when King Aegon was needed elsewhere...
She awoke before first light, tangled in sweat-soaked sheets. Despite the warmth of the bed and the cat curled against her legs, Sansa shivered, distraught. The nightmare was over, yet the horror lingered. Again she heard the brutal clamor of battle; again she felt the bite of the freezing wind. Worst of all was the sight of a young boy. His face had the deathly pallor of a wight, but his hands were neither black nor swollen. The Other-child stared at her, oblivious to the arrows hissing through the air. When a shrill sharp screech rang out, the child's eyes blazed like stars. Sansa quailed at the memory, pierced once more by that ice-blue gaze, a gaze which was terribly, unnervingly, impossibly alive.
Neither the godswood nor her wolfskin proved equal to the task of soothing her frayed nerves. Sansa dressed with fumbling fingers, then made for the Servant's Keep. Alas, Old Nan was not in a comforting humor. The tale she told was one that Sansa had never liked, one about a little girl whose grandmother had been eaten by a giant.
"The story would be better if a hero had saved the grandmother," Sansa sniffed as she stood to leave.
"Nay, child," Old Nan replied. She weakly shook her ancient head. "There are some foes that no hero can overcome."
Discomfited, Sansa departed without another word. She might as well leave her to the children. Highborn, lowborn, or wildling alike, they were always eager to hear Old Nan's stories. Hadn't Arya told her that the serving girls had to shoo the children away at night so the old woman could eat her dinner in peace? Old Nan wouldn't even notice that she had one less visitor.
Besides, queens didn't have time to trouble themselves with hearth tales. Certainly not when there were courtiers to charm and servants to supervise and luncheons to host. Ser Petyr Pyne, Ser Halsten Cave, and Ser Tomard Hardy were to lunch with her today, now that they'd recovered from their illness. And before they came she must write and send luncheon invitations to the Most Devout. Within the past month Margaery had already hosted them twice and Sansa was yet to host them once, as Septa Joyeuse had recently reminded her.
No matter her mood, a queen always had company. Other than when she lay abed, solitude was a stranger. Queen Sansa's retinue of ladies and servants was almost paltry compared to King Robb's and King Aegon's vast retinues. And of course she must give every bannerman his due, whether that meant gracefully accepting his compliments or tactfully acknowledging his complaints.
Her least favorite subject was that of 'the Northern Question.' Mindful of the need for diplomacy, Sansa refused to give any opinion on whether King Robb would bend the knee. Not that they truly cared for her opinion, anyway. If they cared, they would've paid attention to the sceptre she'd gifted to Robb. It was adorned with pearls and silver wolves; the message was hardly subtle. Granted, neither Robb nor Olyvar seemed to have noticed the message either, much to her annoyance.
And so Sansa committed herself to determined, unrelenting neutrality. She smiled, sighed, and soothed ruffled feathers as best she could, without so much as a whisper of complaint. King Robb and King Aegon had scant enough time to eat and sleep; interrupting their duties solely to whine was utterly out of the question.
"Your Grace has more patience than my old septa," Ser Patrek Mallister remarked one afternoon as Ser Merrel Boggs stalked away in a huff. He tugged at his long nose. "Shall I go find Princess Arya? I'm sure she'd be pleased to teach him courtesy." The knight attempted a water dancing stance, screwing up his face just the way Arya did when in a temper.
"A kind offer, ser," Sansa said, her cheeks dimpling, "but there's no need." Ser Patrek meant well, but she had too much dignity to beg for her sister's attention.
Margaery's attention, on the other hand, came without asking. Her visit the next day was as amiable as ever, at least on her goodsister's side. Sansa acted the genial hostess, but she was ill at ease. Other than the low chattering of ladies, the solar was quiet, much too quiet. She was almost tempted to offer to play the harp, though she hadn't done so in weeks. Playing and singing was tiring. Sansa would rather focus on enjoying the music, not making it. Besides, queens had ladies and bards and skalds to make music and tell stories for them.
Much to Sansa's displeasure, today there was neither bard nor skald. Instead, she must listen to Margaery recount how well Princess Jeyne was thriving. Of late she'd begun stacking her toys, an achievement which Gawaen couldn't match. Sansa could at least be grateful that Gawaen remained in good health, unlike poor Alys Karstark's sickly babe.
Still, it was difficult to be grateful when one must endure the constant stench of nightsoil. For all that Sansa often yearned for the nursery whilst with her ladies, whenever Sansa was in the nursery, she couldn't wait to be gone. Guilt haunted her steps each time she departed; Lady Catelyn would never have treated her children thus.
Sansa's only consolation was that Gawaen welcomed her presence. Not that one could tell from how hard he gnawed at her with his new teeth. Elaine Lydden, meanwhile, couldn't set foot near Gawaen or any other babe without immediately upsetting them. She meant well, but her instincts were atrocious. If a child wished to be held, Elaine would set it down and wander off to find an unwanted toy; if a child wished to roam, she'd hold it close in a grip that remained painfully awkward no matter how many times the other ladies tried to correct her.
And so the first half of fifth moon passed, day after monotonous day, a blur of routine only interrupted by mundane concerns. Until one morning, when she awoke before dawn to find Olyvar standing over her, still in his armor, his face streaked with sweat and soot.
Sansa sat up, startled and afraid. Before she could say anything, Olyvar was sinking onto the bed, his shoulders slumped, his hands trembling as they clasped hers. His lips moved but made no sound, the words caught in his throat.
"Spiders," Olyvar said at last. His voice was hoarse, cracked with strain. "Spiders big as mastiffs, Seven save us." He shuddered. Sansa shuddered with him, her skin prickling.
"I was about to go to bed when the men started screaming. They crawl so fast... they came on us all at once, like demons charging out of the depths of the seven hells." Olyvar shook his head, his eyes distant. "I froze like a craven," he said bitterly. "So did half our men, the ones not scrambling to get away. Our line would've broken if not for Ser Patrek Mallister. He held the men together until your brothers came, but then they left, and I was in command—"
Olyvar shuddered again.
The rest of the tale came in fits and starts. The terror of the ice spiders, the struggle of keeping the men in formation, the clamor of a group of northmen and black brothers turning on each other, the snarling of Grey Wind and Ghost as the direwolves raced across the camp. Finding Ser Patrek Mallister on the ground with a northron axe splitting his face in two; trying and failing to keep Ser Patrek's men from rioting until after they'd slain both his killer and a dozen other northmen who'd seized hold of the killer, whether to hold him for trial or kill him themselves no one knew. Striving to restore order, to keep back the onslaught of spiders and dead men until the dawn; striving not to weep when King Robb finally returned to relieve him.
"Why did he and Jon leave in the first place?" Sansa asked, bewildered.
Olyvar didn't know; he'd been too weary to ask. Small wonder, when he ought to have been asleep hours ago. Her husband was only halfway out of his armor when he collapsed upon her bed, utterly exhausted.
Sansa brushed the hair away from his forehead. Her love might lie still, but her heart was racing. Ice spiders? Ser Patrek dead? And what crisis could possibly pull her brothers away from the midst of battle? No, she mustn't think of it, not when she could already feel a headache building behind her eyes as her stomach cramped—
It was her moonblood. Of course it was.
Sansa spent the next few days in her chamber, sulking in her monthly misery. Not that she was spared visitors. Her ladies came with cool cloths for her forehead; her servants came with trays of mild food at mealtimes; her nursemaids brought her son to nurse. And once her moonblood went away, Old Megga brought her a beautiful sapphire gown embroidered with the likeness of a phoenix— perfect for her return to public view.
Dinner in the Great Hall was a grim affair. It was strange to see Greatjon Umber's usual chair left empty, even knowing all that had transpired at Last Hearth. Without the boisterous Greatjon, the high table felt unnaturally quiet. Lord Jason Mallister acted as if nothing were amiss, but the warmth beneath his courtesies was gone. As for Robb, her older brother was expressionless, his kingly mask firmly in place.
The King in the North's cupbearers shared his ill humor. When not pouring mead, Rickon and Halleck Crowl spent the meal glaring at each other. King Aegon had to raise his cup twice before Halleck noticed and hurried to fill it, casting a smug look which Rickon returned with a glower as Shaggydog growled from his place behind the dais.
Robb would've chastised them were he not otherwise occupied. He and Jon Snow had their heads bent together, talking to King Aegon. A kiss to Sansa's brow and a compliment to her beauty were all her husband had spared for her before her brothers drew him into conversation. They kept their voices low; no one ought to have overheard. Unless, of course, one had the ears of a wolf.
"—heard from the maesters?" Robb was asking.
"Blane has twenty men that are hale enough for the journey," Jon Snow replied. "A few require new skith, but that's easily done. They made it here from the Shadow Tower; surely one of them will manage to reach White Harbor."
"And then what?" Robb shook his head. "They'll never return before the solstice. We need every man here, defending Winterfell."
King Aegon tugged at his beard. "Twenty-one men. Three times seven, a good omen. Too few to turn the tide of battle, yet hope of their return may sustain quavering hearts."
"Aye," Robb agreed, "or shatter them to pieces."
"We're like to die either way," Jon said. "We might as well toss the dice." He shrugged, queerly cheerful.
Sansa ought to be grateful that someone else at the table wasn't all gloom and doom. Instead, she itched to wipe the smile off Jon's face. Of late he was always in an excess of good humor, and it grated on her. Where was that good humor when he'd shunned Arya for weeks? She still remembered Arya's tears, just as she remembered the stricken look on Bran's face when Jon Snow dubbed him Bran the Broken. Bran had barely emerged from his chamber since—
Tap tap tap tap tap.
The noise broke her concentration. It was already poor of late, her thoughts wandering hither and yon without her leave. Sansa frowned, doing her best to push the noise away. Unable to tap Needle's hilt with the blade hanging on the wall, Arya was drumming her fingers on the table instead. The gods only knew how long she meant to keep that up. However long it took Arya to sort out whatever she was pondering, most likely. She was in a queer mood of late, intent on some unknown goal. Too often her sharp gaze lingered on Sansa, as if Sansa wasn't under enough scrutiny already.
A surfeit of errands ought to distract her. Should that fail, there were countless people who could be relied upon to divert Arya's attention. Her sister could go anywhere, talk to anyone. She was a sworn sword, a shadow, free to do as she pleased, and neither custom nor cage could constrain her. She mingled with lowborn and highborn alike, as easily as the sea lapped upon a thousand distant shores.
As she stood up from the dinner table, Sansa was already contemplating errands. No one else marked aught amiss with the queen, but her sister was another matter. If Arya should begin to suspect...
She won't, Sansa told herself as her ladies stood and Ser Clarence Crabb came to take her by the arm. She mustn't.
No one needed to know how heavily her lovely crown sat upon her brow. No one needed to know the weight of so many eyes always staring, their depths filled with lust or judgment or awe. No one needed to know that guilt and shame threatened to overwhelm her at each reminder of the battle outside the walls; no one needed to know how little she slept.
The worst nightmare was that of the winter solstice, a nightmare that began in wonder and ended in despair. Over and over she ran to Lady and hugged her tight; over and over she watched helplessly as Rickon came to ruin everything. She couldn't help but scream when Jon drove a dragonglass dagger into their father's belly; she couldn't help but weep as the Other shrieked and melted away.
Then all was chaos. Arya was shouting and Robb was swearing as the Mother-who-wasn't-Mother and the Jeyne-who-wasn't-Jeyne begged and pleaded for mercy. Sansa looked at Lady, staring into golden eyes filled with love and trust. Tears choked her; she couldn't breathe, couldn't think, couldn't act. The sound of another shriek drove her onward, her hands shaking uncontrollably as she drew a dragonglass dagger...
That day, there had been no blood. The Lady-who-wasn't-Lady had dissolved into steam and water and milkglass bones, and then the godswood had dissolved too. Yet in the nightmares Lady's blood dripped scarlet from a thousand wounds, the direwolf whimpering more piteously with every blow of the dragonglass blade.
Sansa stared at her hands, her stomach roiling. The nightmare never ended until Lady's head came off her shoulders and Sansa was sprayed with blood from head to heel. Sometimes when she woke, she could almost see it dripping from her fingertips. Was that mere girlish foolishness? Or was it a sign of a woman going mad?
She wouldn't be the first. Septon Harbert was still praying over poor Ser Bennard Brune, who'd suddenly become sincerely convinced that he was a wight. When the knight begged a nearby northman to slay him, the northman had taken a glance at his brown eyes and refused. Thus thwarted, Ser Bennard had tried to fling himself into a campfire. Olyvar said the knight was being kept tied to his bed lest he try it again.
Fortunately, Sansa was spared such humilitation. Unfortunately, she couldn't help drawing attention during her morning bath. Shirei looked at her askance when she insisted on scrubbing herself, intent on scouring away a crust of dried blood. It wasn't there, Sansa knew it wasn't, yet the coppery tang of blood still filled her nose and mouth.
The queen's skin was raw and tender when she finally stepped out of the bath. Dazed, she was barely aware of Shirei patting her with a towel. "Come on, girl," Anya Waynwood scolded. "Her Grace must be made ready to receive Queen Margaery. Hurry, hurry!"
Shirei didn't hurry. The maid was gentle and deliberate as she toweled her queen dry, then helped her into her smallclothes and shift. Muddled voices rose and fell around her. Eventually, Sansa realized that her ladies were asking her questions, but she knew not what to say. Then Old Megga stepped forward, her beady eyes gleaming.
"Lady Anya is right," the clothier said sharply. "There's no time for being idle. Would you have our queen greet visitors in her shift?"
Gael Celtigar flinched; Elaine Lydden lowered her eyes; Roelle Cafferen blushed from cheeks to chest. They scurried to obey as Old Megga snapped out commands, imperious and implacable.
Sansa stood at the center of the whirlwind, numb and dreamy. She was a child's doll, motionless and stiff save for when someone tugged at her limbs. Elaine and Roelle dressed her in a snowy kirtle, covered with a shimmering gown of deep green samite. Gael arranged her hair, tucking it beneath a hairnet of spun silver and rare garnets from the Summer Isles as Anya hung matching garnets at her ears and throat. They glittered brightly in her looking glass, their color the delicate yellow-green of new leaves sprouting from a barren branch.
When the queen finally entered her solar, it was shortly before the appointed time. Sansa had hoped to have a little while to breathe, to clear the cobwebs from her head. But to her dismay, a different goodsister awaited her.
Elia Uller dipped an irreverent curtsy, her dark eyes dull and lusterless. If Olyvar had taken the last news from the Hellholt like a punch to the gut, Elia had taken it like a hammerblow to the heart. Gone was the bold, insolent hellion whom she'd met in Sunspear. Since word came of the attack on Prince Oberyn, Elia spent her days in a state of listless melancholy. Sometimes, Olyvar, Arya, or Valena Toland took it upon themselves to roust her from her chambers. Otherwise, she left them for one purpose and one purpose only.
The queen's ladies tactfully retreated to the other side of the solar. Elia ignored them, sinking back onto the padded couch with a heavy sigh. Sansa sat down beside her, as she had so many times before.
"I want my father," Elia whispered, her voice breaking.
Usually, Sansa knew what to do. Sometimes she quoted from The Seven-Pointed Star. Sometimes she sent to the kitchens for one of her goodsister's favorite delicacies. Once, she'd convinced Elia to go spend time in the nursery with her nephew, hoping that if Gawaen couldn't cheer her, Valena Toland could.
But today Sansa's thoughts scattered into a thousand pieces, overwhelmed by a flood of memories. Prince Oberyn sat with Queen Cersei, inclining his head as they struck the bargain that determined Sansa's fate; Lord Eddard knelt before Ser Ilyn Payne, bowing his head as the headsman struck it from his shoulders...
Sansa tasted bile at the back of her throat. Lacking any better idea, she took Elia by the hand. The feel of her goodsister's skin was unpleasant, cold and clammy. She held on anyway, hiding her discomfort, hoping it was enough.
Shortly thereafter, Margaery and her ladies arrived. Elia stayed only to exchange a few brief courtesies before taking her leave. No one said anything; no one was surprised. In fact, her departure proved for the best, given the conversation which followed.
Lord Jason Mallister was not the only one grieved by the loss of his son. Ser Patrek had been a friendly man, well-liked by both the northern and the southron court. Sansa hadn't known Margaery to be particularly close to Ser Patrek, but she spoke of him in a voice tinged with sorrow.
When Margaery first came to Winterfell, it was Ser Patrek who had made her feel most welcome. He'd affably warned her about northern customs and eccentricities; he'd shown her the mews; he'd listened to her mourn the beloved birds she'd been forced to abandon when she fled King's Landing.
"When we wed, my lord husband gifted me a beautiful peregrine," Margaery said. "I knew it was Ser Patrek who gave him the notion, even before my lord husband told me so." She smiled sadly. "That was when I first began to understand why this southron knight was one of the few men whom the King in the North took into his confidence."
"After Ser Patrek left with Princess Arya, King Robb smiled less and less." Beth Cassel sniffled, her eyes red. "What will His Grace do without him?"
Margaery sat up, her former poise restored. "His Grace has endured worse losses and survived," she said firmly. She turned to Sansa. "Were you well acquainted with Ser Patrek, Your Grace?"
"Your Grace knew Ser Patrek better than I," Sansa admitted. "We first met when he helped escort Arya to King's Landing. I found him quite amiable, if overfond of drink."
"Overfond of drink," Wynafryd Manderly agreed with a wry smile, "and overfond of flirting. I daresay half the serving girls are in mourning, if not more."
Catelyn Bracken tsked over her needlework. "Even the best men have their sins." Her voice softened. "May the Stranger bless his memory."
"May the Stranger bless his memory," echoed the other ladies who followed the Seven. Save for Sansa, who was preoccupied by the howling wind. "May the old gods and the new grant him peace," she added belatedly as the ladies dabbed at their eyes.
The rest of the morning was a blur. Alys Karstark spent much of it telling the tale of the tourney of Winterfell. Margaery and both sets of ladies listened raptly as Alys recounted how Ser Patrek had led his men to victory in the mêlée. Wynafryd Manderly and Beth Cassel lent their assistance, having also been present. Sansa tried to pay attention but her mind wandered, disturbed by visions of blood-soaked snow and children with burning ice-blue eyes. Only the unexpected sound of giggling drew her back.
"Arya told me she couldn't wait to be free of 'that damned itchy crown,'" Alys giggled. Beth's cheeks were turning pink; Wynafryd was snorting back laughter. "So what do you think Ser Patrek did?"
"Oh no," Merry Crane gasped, putting a hand to her mouth.
"Ser Patrek wouldn't dare!" cried Roelle Cafferen.
"He did!" Alys choked out between laughs. "You should've seen her face!"
"How can a man choose between so many visions of loveliness?" Beth said, in a spectacularly bad attempt at a man's deep voice. "Let Princess Arya—"
"Let me do what?" Arya asked. She stood in the doorway, her grey eyes narrowed. Thankfully, Nymeria was nowhere to be seen.
Somehow, Alys Karstark pulled herself together. "Arya dear," Alys said cheerfully, "do you recall the time Ser Patrek crowned you his queen of love and beauty?"
When Arya crossed her arms with murderous scowl, they were done for. A gale of laughter washed over the room, so powerful that everyone was swept away.
"It wasn't that funny," Arya groused, her mouth twitching.
"Sorry," Margaery gasped between giggles, ever courteous. "It's just—" another giggle "—if you could see your face—" and with that she gave up, surrendering to the giggles.
She wasn't the only one. The entire solar was overcome by hysterical merriment. Wynafryd and Anya snorted as they tried (and failed) to stop laughing; Beth and Roelle were wiping away giddy tears; Merry and Gael were bent double, clutching their sides. Even Sansa was breathless with laughter, not that she could be heard over Alys and Elaine's cackling.
Arya put her nose in the air, the very image of disdainful propriety. Where had she learned to do that? "I beg your pardons," she said. Arya extended her arms, making an extravagant bow. "As a wolf has no place in a hen coop, I shall take my leave."
By the time she was able to compose herself, Sansa's ribs were sore from laughing. It was a pleasant ache, one which didn't last. There was no cause for laughter at luncheon. Her guests stared at the table as they ate, speechless despite her best efforts. Was it exhaustion? Or was it terror?
She had her answer when a longshanks spider descended from the oil lamp which hung over the table. In an instant, Ser Lonnel Redfort was falling from his chair, his eyes wide and white. Ser Ben Coldwater shrieked; Ser Edmund Belmore leapt to his feet, crushing the poor spider in his fist.
"Calm yourselves," Ser Edmund snapped. "There's no need to frighten Her Grace." Sheepish, Ser Lonnel and Ser Ben begged her pardon.
"All's forgiven," Sansa said, more graciously than she felt. Much as she pitied them, the spider hadn't hurt anyone. Meanwhile, the sharp stench of urine was hurting her nose. She studiously ignored it, just as she ignored the damp patch below the belt of Ser Edmund's purple velvet tunic. The moment Ser Edmund gruffly asked to be excused, Sansa gladly dismissed him.
That evening found Sansa wishing that she could dismiss herself from dinner. Tonight Maester Luwin was in attendance. As usual, he brought unhappy news. Sansa listened, feeling lightheaded and distant as she picked at her food.
Rickon and Halleck Crowl had gotten into a fight. Mercifully, Shaggydog had let his boy fight his own battles. The result had been four black eyes, two broken fingers, and one broken nose. That explained why Sweetrobin and Bert Brax were pouring tonight. Ser Rodrik Cassel was also absent from the hall, thanks to a patch of ice and a broken ankle. As for the Greatjon, whilst his spirits seemed to be improving, his body burned with winter fever. Rather than risk the foul miasma spreading, the maester had confined Lord Umber to his chambers.
"I mean to check on the Greatjon again after dinner," Luwin said, tugging at his maester's chain. "I wasn't able to properly examine him this morning."
"Why not?" King Robb asked, his brow furrowed.
"Maester Rhodry had urgent need of me," Luwin explained. His shoulders drooped, his face suddenly drawn with worry. "Lady Mya miscarried," the maester continued, speaking quietly. "We may yet lose both babe and mother. I helped Rhodry staunch the bleeding, but..."
Behind the high table, a door slammed open. "Maester!" a child cried, his high voice echoing over the Great Hall. "Maester, maester, come quick!"
"Samrik, what are you doing?" King Aegon demanded, confused by such unprecedented misbehavior. Sweetrobin was glaring with haughty disapproval; at the lower tables, men were starting to turn and look.
Samrik made a hasty bow, trying to wipe away the tears and snot that streaked his face. "Sorry, I'm sorry," he stammered. Another bow, and he was yanking at the maester's grey sleeve. "Maester, please, hurry, please!"
"Breathe, child." Maester Luwin stood, his face as grey as his robes. "What is it?"
"She was fine, she was talking," Samrik sobbed, "then she drifted off and now she won't wake!"
"Lady Mya?"
Sansa and Arya traded looks of dawning horror. Samrik had no reason to cry for Lady Mya. The only "she" he would sob about was either his mother or—
"Old Nan!" Samrik wailed.
Every single Stark attended the funeral, and every direwolf too. Old Nan's grave looked small and forlorn, a hollow patch of earth amongst the drifts of snow. The hawthorn coffin they lowered into the grave looked even smaller; the Starks had all agreed that Old Nan deserved better than just a shroud and some hay.
As the gravedigger shoveled dirt over the coffin, Robb began the prayer to the old gods. His voice was the only sound in the lichyard, a wonder given the number of mourners. Winterfell's entire household had come, from Queen Margaery and tiny Princess Jeyne down to the kitchen scullions and wildling hostages. Some of the highborn guests had come too, the ones with younger children. There were even folk from the Wintertown. All stood crammed around the grave, their heads either bowed in prayer or uplifted so they could look at King Robb.
Not Sansa. She stared at the grave, stars dancing across her vision. How could she have abandoned Old Nan at the end? She would never see her again, never hear her voice, never clasp her frail wrinkled hand. Old Nan was gone, gone like Mother and Father, gone to bones and dust and memory. The world spun around her, around the grave that was a wound in the world...
"Your Grace!" Ser Godric Sunderland whispered, alarmed.
Why was he holding her arm so tightly? Why were Arya and Bran and Rickon looking at her like that? She wasn't swaying, everyone else was swaying. I'm not mad, I'm not. There was no need for Maester Luwin to wave smelling salts under her nose. They made the world stop spinning and sent all the stars away.
Sansa wished someone would send the maester away. Maester Luwin's face was lined with grief; just the sight of him made her feel sad. But for some reason he still stood beside her, searching the pockets of his great floppy sleeves. At last, the maester produced a little tin box. He pressed it into Sansa's hands, a beseeching look in his puffy red eyes.
Maybe that was why Sansa deigned to eat the cluster of pynyonade. With each delicate bite, the taste of spices and honey overwhelmed her senses. Alas, the texture was overwhelming too. Sansa hated how the brittle stuck to her teeth, the shards of pine nuts jagged and sticky against her tongue. Lemon cakes were ever so much nicer. When had she last eaten lemon cakes? Come to think of it, when had she last eaten?
The moment the funeral ended, Ser Godric Sunderland escorted her away. Aware of her routine, the Kingsguard took Sansa to the nursery. Once there, he sent Liane scurrying to the kitchens and advised Valena Toland to make sure Her Grace ate something when the maid returned. That done, he finally left to stand guard at the door.
Her knees did feel a bit weak. Grudgingly, Sansa took a seat beside the crib. Her heart twinged as Gawaen cooed happily, kicking and smiling at the sight of her. On a whim, she reached down and tickled his belly. Gawaen wiggled, erupting into a fit of giggles. They were so sweet that her heart soared; she almost missed the creak of the door hinge and the sound of steps.
She knew it was Olyvar before he reached her. The next she knew, her husband had taken her in his arms.
"I'm so sorry, my love." The tenderness in his voice made her ache. With equal tenderness, Olyvar pressed a kiss to her brow. "Ser Godric said you were ill. Shall I send for the maester?"
"Buh-buh-duh-buh," Gawaen burbled from his crib. Grateful for the distraction, Sansa bent over, watching as the babe kicked and flailed his arms. "Buh-ba?" He kicked again, smiling ear to ear. "Duh-ba-da-ba?"
"Very good, sweetling," Sansa said fondly.
"Da-ba!" Gawaen replied as Olyvar picked him up. He grinned, grabbing at his father with tiny fists. "Da-ba! Da-da!"
Olyvar froze, blinking in dumb disbelief.
"Da-da!" Gawaen repeated, insistent. "Da-da, da-da!"
Sansa would not cry. "Yes, sweetling," she agreed as Olyvar's face lit up like the sun. "That's your da-da."
Gawaen beamed. "Da-da!"
"Da-da!" Olyvar repeated, grinning with delight.
That grin held Sansa together, just barely. Her love suspected nothing when she excused herself claiming need of the privy. It wasn't even a lie. If she happened to need the privy for weeping, that was no one's business but her own.
Sansa passed much of the last few days of fifth moon in the privy. Usually she did her business quickly, eager to flee the reek coming from the privy shaft. But a privy was the only place where a queen could weep without fear of being seen. Save for her bed, where she could weep at night after the drapes were drawn.
But whether in the plush sanctuary of her bed or the foul sanctuary of the privy, Sansa wept just the same. And why shouldn't she? Gawaen hated her, and it was her own fault.
What sort of mother absented herself from the nursery when she might've stayed longer? What sort of mother resented her babe for making the noxious smells and earsplitting screams of infancy? What sort of mother contemplated throwing the babe out the window just to make the screaming stop? True, Sansa had only considered it for an instant before she came to her senses, horrified with herself, but she should never have thought such a thing in the first place.
Worst of all, Olyvar was blind to her faults. How many times had he praised her as the best mother Gawaen could have, a pearl among women? Sansa knew better. She was a false pearl, the sort worn by mummers and whores.
Every night thousands of men fought and died to hold back the darkness. And here Sansa sat, warm and safe, craven and useless. She felt as if she was back in the Rhoyne, the river dragging her down as she gasped for air and swallowed water.
But Sansa couldn't spend all day hiding in the privy. If she was to drown, she must drown in her duties. Hours passed in a blur of tepid company and halfhearted courtesies. Her guests were too weary and dull to question their queen's sudden lack of liveliness. Now and then some lord or knight tried to engage her as to the Northern Question, but Sansa was done attempting to placate both sides. The kings would have no more help from her.
Not that they needed it. King Aegon and King Robb were warriors, leaders of men. Sansa was only a girl, a stupid little girl. Hadn't the three-eyed crow told her that her greatest achievement was thanks to sheer dumb luck? She'd been a child of thirteen, naive and guileless, convinced that she could make life a song. And to what end? A dead mother and two dead babes, just not the same ones as before. It didn't matter that Olyvar had named their son for his savior, not when their happiness was built upon innocent blood.
Arya would've never done such a thing. Water dancers were taught to look before they leaped, to see the world as it truly was, not how they thought it ought to be. Arya would've marked Sansa's low spirits and excess privy visits in an instant, were she not spending so much time at Mya Stone's sickbed. She was there almost as often as the lady's husband, and Ser Mychel Redfort hadn't left his wife's side since she lost their babe. But that was Arya, so quick to put herself underfoot and help where she could.
Not like Bran. He kept to himself, locked in his chambers with countless books, pondering the approaching mid-year solstice. He was their greenseer; it didn't matter that three-eyed crow had said Bran couldn't save the realms of men by himself. Surely he would tell them when he needed their help. In the meantime Sansa left him be, save for the occasional visit inside Buttons. Once she'd heard Bran mumbling about the field of stars; another time, she'd seen him arguing in the Old Tongue with Rickon.
Even Rickon was more useful than Sansa. Since Old Nan's death, he and Halleck Crowl had come to some sort of truce. If the cupbearers could do anything for their king, anything at all, it would be done in a snap. The gods knew Robb could use some looking after, especially with Grey Wind always at the camp and Margaery often elsewhere.
Sansa always felt tired and strained after Margaery visited her solar, but her visit on the first day of sixth moon was particularly exhausting. For some reason, Margaery had decided to properly educate herself as to the state of the war.
"Hother Umber and Lord Jason Mallister were kind enough to answer my questions," Margaery said. A line creased her brow. "That being said, I should warn you against offering Lord Jason your condolences."
"Why?" Merry Crane asked, her head tilted.
Margaery made a moue of displeasure. "When I tried offering a word of comfort, Lord Jason said he had no use for it. He also said that if every man who lost a son went to pieces, the war would've been lost already."
Alys Karstark scowled and crossed her arms. "I wonder who he might be talking about," she said scathingly.
The Greatjon didn't deserve Lord Mallister's scorn. Still, a small, petty part of Sansa couldn't help but enjoy Margaery's annoyance. Why should everything be easy for her?
Unfortunately, talking of war proved all too easy for Margaery as she recounted what she had learned.
The Others were no fools. Their assault was focused on wearing down the defenders, chipping away at their numbers and defenses. Each evening the wights surrounded the encampment, forming their ranks at every gate. The defenders were forced to man all of them; one never knew which one would receive the brunt of the attack. Sometimes it was one gate, sometimes two or three.
There was no pattern, no rhyme or reason. One gate might be attacked three days in a row, then utterly ignored. Another gate might face heavy assault for half the night, drawing reinforcements away from the other gates, only for the wights to suddenly retreat as another mass of wights attacked a gate at the opposite end of the encampment.
"Our defenders never know what will happen next," Margaery said. "Each man stands upon a knife's edge, praying not to fall."
They're not the only ones, Sansa thought.
Were Margaery were one of her ladies, she'd command her to stop talking, or show her displeasure by sweeping out of the room. But Margaery was a queen, her brother's wife, and the ladies who'd already feebly tried to change the subject had been resoundingly ignored.
"And then there's the dead beasts," Margaery was saying. "Moose and elk, deer and horses, direwolves and snow bears."
The dead beasts led the assault. They crashed against the gates like boulders, if boulders were armed with horns and teeth and hooves and claws. Wights followed in their wake, ready to exploit the chaos. Then the butchery began.
A man could be killed with a single hammerblow or swordthrust. Killing dead men was not so simple. Setting a wight on fire was suicide in close quarters, at least so long as the wight could walk. The dumb brutes had to be hacked apart, the pieces flung on the nightfires, a task made much more difficult when defenders were struck down and rose back up with burning eyes.
When Margaery began talking of ice spiders, Sansa excused herself to the privy. As she actually needed to use it, she was able to leave with a clear conscience. Alas, she could only take refuge for so long; there certainly wasn't enough time to weep and compose herself.
Mercifully, the talk of battle was over when she returned. The rest of the visit was spent listening to an unfamiliar troupe of singers. Sansa was so grateful she could have kissed Wynafryd Manderly for bringing them.
There were six singers, male and female. They chiefly sang hockets, splitting each melody between two parts with one filling the other's silences. Many songs were wordless, relying solely upon the beauty of intertwined voices that swelled and diminished and swelled again. Once such music would've brought Sansa to tears. Now she floated, adrift and distant.
When Margaery and her ladies left, Sansa bid the singers stay. Though unable to save her from talking to her guests, their version of The Fool and the Lady Fair was lovely enough to carry her through most of luncheon. Aside from a brief absence to nurse Gawaen and to say prayers, her afternoon passed in the same sweet oblivion. Whilst her ladies sat and embroidered in silence, the troupe sang all of the queen's favorite songs. Sansa sat motionless, utterly captivated, her own needlework forgotten.
By the end of the afternoon, the singers' voices were growing hoarse. With the promise of generous coin as thanks for their fine singing, Sansa reluctantly dismissed them. Shirei led them away, off to see the queen's steward for their payment.
Sansa would've paid much and more for a troupe of singers at dinner. There was only one bard, a pockmarked youth. His voice was fair but far too weak to distract her from the Great Hall's clamor. Dishes clattered; tankards thunked; mouths smacked and gulped and belched.
Then there were the smells, both foul and fragrant. Hundreds of folk sat crammed together, the salty stink of their sweat wafting across the hall. Other smells lurked underneath: urine and nightsoil, blood and pus. Sansa's stomach was already churning before she caught a whiff of other, more pleasant aromas: common vinegar and rare spices, sweet mead and bitter ale, fresh-baked bread and well-roasted meat.
Famished and queasy by turns, Sansa prodded at her pork. She ought to eat more, or so her lord husband had told her some weeks past. This evening King Aegon's attention was elsewhere, as it so often was. How she missed those days in Mele Nernar. Then her husband had belonged to her alone; now she must share him with his countless subjects. King Aegon's days were spent with bannermen and retainers, not with her. Even the scant time Sansa had with Olyvar must be shared with their son.
Arya's voice broke her reverie. "Sansa? Are you well?"
"What?" Sansa asked. She rubbed at her ear, trying to buy a moment to come up with something. She glanced about the dais, thinking fast. Then she caught sight of two knights in white plate. Yes, that would serve.
"I said, are you well?" Arya repeated.
"Well enough," Sansa answered. "Aside from being plagued by Ser Loras and Ser Daemon's constant bickering." She huffed, lowering her voice. "Olyvar said they'll never shut up unless someone locks them in a bedchamber together."
Granted, she didn't quite understand how the carnal act could work without all the necessary parts. Nor did she wish to know; her only guess was something rather filthy and unpleasant. But however men bedded each other, she'd happily look the other way if it put an end to the arguing.
"I'd offer to lock them in myself," Arya said dryly, "but there's no point."
"Why not?" Sansa demanded. "I just told you, Olyvar—"
"Olyvar," Arya interrupted, "was wrong. If you hadn't noticed, they're already swiving." And with that, she returned to eating.
Such vulgarity was enough to make Sansa blush. Though she supposed that might explain why Ser Loras was acting so strangely the other day. What had he said? She had only a vague recollection of the knight talking to her as he escorted to the godswood. Ser Loras had asked her for advice, she remembered that much, but about what? She hadn't been paying attention, and after she replied with some bland courtesy Ser Loras had fallen into awkward silence.
There was no silence here. Noise pressed in from every direction, growing louder and louder until the hall was a maddening cacophony. There were so many voices, all vying to be heard, and the ones on the dais were loudest of all.
"—letting him bully you, Yoren!" Rickon scolded, indignant. "If you don't—"
"—told you have two daughters, my lord," Alys Karstark said calmly. "Wives and mothers both, if I recall aright."
"You do, my lady." Lord Jason Mallister was quiet. "Rosamund is wed to Ser Ronald the Bad, heir to Atranta. When last I heard, they have a daughter and two sons. Cynthea is wed to Ser Marq Piper. I received a letter that said she was with child shortly before the ravens were slain."
"I hear you have a younger brother and a nephew too," Alys said, her voice tight. "All safe and warm in the south."
"That remains to be seen," Lord Jason objected. "If Lord Tully has sent any men north, then—"
"Then you will still have more heirs than the Greatjon, my lord," Alys snapped. "Or had you forgotten that both of his brothers died in the Westerlands? I'm sure you wouldn't forget what befell the Smalljon, but did you know his bones were never found?"
"I recall marching into the Twins," Lord Jason said stiffly. "My men searched—"
Alys rode over him. "And now not only has the Greatjon lost another son, but for all he knows, Last Hearth itself may have fallen with all his kith and kin. And you dare—"
"Don't yeh see?" a deep voice growled down on the benches. "The Others—"
"—I can't, I can't—" another voice pleaded.
"—the point?" someone whispered. "We'll never beat 'em, we might as well try t' run for it—"
"What, and get ourselves hung?" someone else interrupted.
"—never felt such cold, but Tommy didn't even notice, just kept starin' and starin' at the woods and askin' if I heard 'em calling, next thing I knew he were on the wrong side of the palisade, runnin' for the trees—"
"—always hated puppets," a man said, shuddering. "The thought o' bein' used like one—"
"—think the frost would stiffen all those skinny legs, but they crawl so fast—"
"—gave myself that bruise, hittin' my leg t' keep from fallin' asleep—"
"—can't hold 'em off forever—"
"—led us to our doom—"
Shut up! Sansa wanted to scream. All would be well, it had to be.
Unable to bear another moment in the Great Hall, Sansa made her escape. She would've gotten away clean if not for Ser Daemon Sand's bad leg. His limp forced her to walk more slowly, slowly enough that Lord Cley Cerwyn caught up. The ladies who had followed their queen out of the hall looked at him curiously as he coughed and wheezed, as bewildered as their mistress.
Sansa was more bewildered when Cley asked for a privy word. Had they not played together as children, she would've said no. But they had, so she did, to her immediate regret.
"The coughing is already painful," Cley confided, "and Maester Rhodry tells me that it will only get worse."
"Worse?" Sansa asked, dismayed.
Cley's face was pale. "Eventually the coughs will come harder and harder, so hard that they break my ribs." He shrugged bleakly. "If I'm lucky, one of them will pierce a lung. If not, I won't be able to stop coughing until I die."
Sansa stared at him, speechless with horror.
Cley took a deep, shuddering breath. "I dread the thought of dying. But to make Alys watch me die by inches... she's suffered enough."
"Why are you telling me this?" Sansa asked, helpless.
"Because I couldn't go to Robb," Cley explained, apologetic. "Then I thought... the old gods favor you, Your Grace. I pray in the godswood every night, asking them to show me the way. But the gods are silent and the way is dark."
"I'll pray for you, my lord," Sansa promised, desperate for him to leave.
Cley smiled weakly. "Thank you, Your Grace. I shall await your word."
That night Sansa dreamed of death. Rotting corpses wept bloody tears, their tongueless mouths wailing for succor. Spires of jagged ice rose from a sea of bones, their glassy depths gleaming with visions of memories she'd tried so hard to forget, memories of a golden veil and green fire and lifeless green eyes—
When Gilly shook her by the shoulder, Sansa felt both deaf and dumb. The maid's lips were moving, but she couldn't understand a word. She accepted Gawaen in a blind haze; Gilly had to help her adjust the covers so she could nurse. The next she knew Gilly was taking the babe back; Sansa was asleep the instant she lay her head upon the pillow—
Children wandered through a frozen wasteland. Boys, all of them, with skin as pale as snow and eyes like blue stars burning. Their faces were blank and vacant, but there were frozen tears upon their cheeks...
Sansa crept into the nursery as softly as a whisper. Gawaen slept peacefully in his cradle, the golden dragon egg shimmering at his feet. Gilly sat by the hearth, reading a book by firelight. Little Samrik had dozed off; he lay curled up in a blanket beside his mother's chair.
"Your Grace?" Gilly asked. Her voice was hushed, her eyes alarmed. "What is it?"
Sansa hugged herself, her heart racing. "What happened to your brothers?"
The nursemaid's face turned pale. "Wh-why do you ask?"
"Are they dead?" Sansa asked. Please, oh, please. "Tell me they're dead," she begged.
Gilly gave her a long, heartbreaking look. "Shall I tell Your Grace what you would wish to hear?" she said at last. "Or shall I tell Your Grace the truth?"
That was answer enough. For a moment Sansa trembled, mute with terror. Then she was fleeing back to her bed, her heartbeat pounding in her ears. Buttons mewled in protest as she huddled beneath the covers, desperately trying not to think of children raised without love or lullabies, children who at this very moment were besieging their own kin, unknowing and unnamed.
Sansa had only just drifted off to sleep when Gael Celtigar came to wake her for morning prayers. Her prayer to the Crone was so brief as to be perfunctory; she was in no mood for kneeling at an altar. She hastened to the godswood, Ser Clarence Crabb following behind.
"What was all that noise, Your Grace?" he asked when she returned. "It sounded like the direwolves were fighting."
"No, ser," Sansa said. "Naught but wolves cracking bones for their marrow."
Granted, there'd been no marrow left in the bones she'd cracked between her jaws. She'd destroyed all the bones she could find, leftovers from her pack mates' meals. Then she'd broken some fallen branches for good measure. That had vented some of her distemper, at least enough to proceed with the day.
For some reason, everyone seemed determined to try Sansa's patience. As she dressed, Gael kept asking if she was well, ignoring every rebuff. When she remarked that it was a mercy that Lord Eddard and Lady Catelyn had been spared these troubled times, Sansa felt a cold rage churn inside her.
"Well said, my lady," Sansa agreed in an icy voice. "How thoughtful of the Lannisters and Freys to murder them."
Next it was Sweetrobin who came to bother her. "Lady Anya is a mean old hag," he complained, indignant. "And I'm not the only one who thinks so. She's always sharpening her tongue on us, fussing for no reason—"
"No reason?" Anya Waynwood demanded when summoned. "The squires and pages have been idling about indoors when they ought to be in the yard or stables!" Her nostrils flared. "When Your Grace's other ladies scold them, they bow and scrape and do as they're told. When I scold them, Yoren has the grace to look ashamed, but the rest turn insolent and mock my—"
"We like the other ladies," Sweetrobin said hotly. "And I'm your liege, if I want to say you're ugly—"
"Out!" Sansa snapped.
Hiding in the privy wasn't enough; it seemed an eternity before she could finally retire for the evening. To her dismay, any hope of rest was quickly dashed. That night Sansa hardly slept, nor the next night, nor the next. What little sleep she got was either filled with nightmares or interrupted all too soon by Gawaen. Whether by wailing in the distance or suckling at her breast, her son murdered sleep nonetheless.
Margaery's next visit was a wretched trial. Her goodsister was solicitous, perhaps too solicitous. Was her kindness sincere? It must be, unless she were another Cersei. But Cersei never seemed so genuine, so affectionate. Sansa would've done anything for a sister like Margaery when she was a girl. Now she knew better. It would've been miserable to live with a sister like her, one for whom everything came so easily.
I hope you get a toothache, Sansa thought viciously as Margaery laughed. No, a toothache and a headache. Let's see how easy it is to—
Sansa's conscience pricked at her. To do what? To do her duty? That was all Margaery had ever done. How could Sansa begrudge her that, let alone wish her harm? Guilt and shame swept over her, twisting her belly into knots. She felt confused, confused and cross. Beth Cassel was attempting to make conversation, but Sansa ignored her; doubtless she'd prefer Margaery anyway.
Suddenly, she felt tears begin to well behind her eyes. Sansa wanted friends, her own friends, not one that Margaery had stolen. She wanted to gossip with Jeyne Poole and Meri, to plan entertainments with Lady Toland and Jynessa Blackmont; she'd even welcome a battle of wits with Rhaenys. The ladies who surrounded her were almost strangers; her sister knew Sansa far too well.
I mustn't cry, I mustn't. Sansa took a deep breath, willing away the tears. Desperate for a distraction, she forced her attention back to the present. Margaery was showing several of the ladies a tome that lay open on the table, displaying an illuminated map of the North.
"White Harbor is more than a hundred and fifty leagues away," she was saying. "First Ranger Blane and his men left three weeks past. If they made good time, they should be there already, perhaps even on their way back. This morning, Lord Snow left shortly after dawn with a squad of black brothers—"
Sansa stared in stunned disbelief. Jon Snow? Gone? She'd thought he was jesting last night at dinner when he spoke of using the warmth with which he'd been blessed to speed Blane's return. Just because the black brothers believed their lord commander to be capable of miracles did not make it so. And the solstice was drawing ever nearer; how could he abandon them now? No true Stark would ever do such a thing.
At supper that night, Jon Snow's seat on the dais was occupied by Black Jack Bulwer, First Ranger of Castle Black. Sansa took a queer spiteful pleasure in showering the black brother with all the warmth and attention which she could muster. After a while Arya began staring at her, her fingers drumming louder and louder on the table. If that was meant as some sort of hint, it was one which Sansa refused to acknowledge.
Yet when Arya and Nymeria followed her out of the hall after dinner, Sansa was surprised. Hadn't she ought to be on her way to the battlements? That was where her sister always went after dinner, the gods knew why. Not that it mattered. Arya was perfectly within her rights to help escort her queen to her chambers, even if she did already have one of the Kingsguard.
Ser Clarence Crabb's presence was all that kept Sansa gracious. Arya was humming under her breath, singing a song of summer that Old Nan had taught them long ago. The music made her heart ache and her eyes sting. Were she not on the arm of the distinguished, fatherly Kingsguard, Sansa would have ordered Arya to shut up.
When they reached the queen's solar, Arya and her direwolf followed her in. Yet she made no move to join the women's company as they took their accustomed places about the solar. Whilst the ladies read or stitched and Sansa reviewed figures with her steward, Arya lingered like a shadow, her fingers tapping on Needle's hilt. She said nary a word until the steward departed, but when she spoke her voice was clear and strong.
"Ladies, you may take your leave for the evening."
Anya Waynwood and Denyse Lowtower looked unimpressed; Valena Toland and Gael Celtigar looked confused; Elaine Lydden and Roelle Cafferen looked at each other, plainly trying not to smirk.
"What do you think you're doing?" Sansa asked, struggling to keep her temper. Nymeria was sleeping by the window, but who knew how long that would last.
"I've been neglecting my sisterly duties, Your Grace," Arya said. Her face was placid. "I thought I would assist you in undressing. Surely your good ladies would be willing to share the honor."
"You've not had any practice," Sansa objected. "Do you even know how this gown laces?"
Arya's smile didn't reach her eyes. "I'm sure I could manage, Your Grace. Unless you'd prefer the ladies remain and show me how it's done? Doubtless their company would add to the conversation."
The threat was as subtle as Wylla Manderly's hair.
"It would," Sansa made herself say airily. "But now that I think of it, my ladies do deserve a respite." She turned to them. "Ladies, you may take your leave."
The instant the ladies were gone, Sansa swept out of the solar and into her bedchamber. If Arya thought she would win this encounter, she was sadly mistaken. The queen gave her sister a disdainful look, then turned her back. "You can start with the laces," she commanded, haughty. "Be careful, the samite was very costly."
"As you say, Your Grace," Arya replied.
For a little while, she was quiet. Rather than immediately try the laces, Arya took her time, examining the gown with eyes and fingers before finally setting to work.
"You know," Arya said casually, "just because you can turn into a direwolf doesn't mean you need to act like a bitch."
Only fear of ripping the gown kept Sansa from whirling on her sister in a fury. "I beg your pardon?" she demanded.
"You've been acting like a bitch, Your Grace," Arya repeated, maddeningly calm.
"I suppose you would know," Sansa threw back.
She felt a sudden yank; she'd hit the mark.
"Make that an ungrateful bitch," Arya snarled. "I'm trying to help."
"How?" Sansa asked. "By being a brazen hussy?"
"Me? You're the one being a spoiled brat!"
"Faithless friend!"
"Self-centered cu—" Arya growled, choking back the rest of the foul word. "No. No, you'll not drive me away this time, Your Grace. The instant I finish with this regalia, you and I are going to have a talk."
Sansa couldn't believe her gall. "I'll have you thrown out," she threatened.
"You could." Her little sister's sudden composure was unnerving. "And then I'll have every cat and mouse in the keep find your wardrobe and piss in it."
Sansa trembled with outrage. "You wouldn't dare—"
"Oh?" Arya taunted. "Try me."
To her horror, Sansa realized she was in deadly earnest. The next quarter hour passed in frozen silence. When the gown and kirtle were ready to be put away, Sansa called for Old Megga. The clothier went about her work without a word, her keen eyes flickering between the queen and her sworn sword. They watched as the old woman went out, the door closing behind her with an ominous thud.
Arya was still fully dressed, clad in a knee-length tunic of deep blue wool and matching breeches. Sansa had naught but her shift. Her flesh prickled beneath it as she met her sister's grey-eyed stare. Why did Arya have to look so like their father? Sansa wanted to shout at her, to scream and throw things, whatever it took to make sure she never, ever defied her again. Anything to get away from that gaze which pierced her to the bone, her armor shattering like glass to leave her bleeding, raw and naked.
Leave me alone, Sansa tried to say, but all that came out was a choked sob. She retreated, backing up until she suddenly bumped into her bed. Pain flared at her side; the next she knew she lay crumpled upon the Myrish carpet. Sansa drew her knees to her chest, hugging herself as hot tears filled her eyes and spilled down her cheeks. Her breathing echoed in her ears, the short, shallow breaths growing ever shorter. Her chest felt tight; her belly roiled; bile rose in her throat. But instead of vomit, she found herself retching up words.
"I can't stand it," Sansa cried. "Everything and nothing is happening all at once. Dead men marching and babes screaming and days coming and going and the sun is gone, the Others killed it and they mean to kill us too, they could kill Olyvar any night, they could be killing him right now—"
She paused for a moment, drawing a ragged breath.
"—and I don't want him to die," Sansa wept, "but someday he will, or I'll die first and then Olyvar will be all alone and it'd break his heart, I know it would, just like it'd break his heart if anything happened to Gawaen, but babes are so frail and anything could happen to him at any moment and I just want to go back, I've tried so hard to pretend that all is well but I can't, I can't, because I'm a poor queen and a worse mother and I'm going mad, I know I am, I might as well give up and hide in my rooms until the solstice because only the gods can h-h-help B-b-bran s-s-save—"
She faltered, gasping for air. Sansa was crying hard, so hard that snot was all over her face and in her sinuses. She sniffled pitifully, coughing and hiccupping as she tried and failed to get rid of the wretched stuff.
Suddenly a kerchief was being pressed into her hand. "Blow your nose," Arya muttered. One hand held the kerchief; the other was clenched so tightly about Needle's hilt that her knuckles were white. "Come on, stupid, before you drip on the carpet. I can't yell at you until you can breathe without choking to death on snot. Will you drink water if I fetch it, or must I throw it on you?"
Sansa blew her nose, giving her sister a baleful glare. She could almost feel Arya rolling her eyes as she got the pitcher of water and a cup. She filled it half full, then handed it to Sansa.
"Let me be plain," Arya said, sitting cross-legged on the carpet beside her. "I'm still angry with you, but that can wait. In the meantime, what the fuck is wrong with you?"
The water went up Sansa's nose as she sputtered, appalled.
"Look at me, I'm Sansa Stark," Arya mocked, her voice high and girlish. "I'm so clever and perfect that instead of telling anyone I was feeling melancholy, I decided to stop eating and sleeping and start behaving like a pathetic shell of myself."
"I have not—"
Arya barreled over her. "Must I summon witnesses? I assure you, I have plenty."
"I didn't decide to stop sleeping!" Sansa protested indignantly. "I can't sleep, and when I do I have nightmares—"
Again, Arya rode over her. "And so you went to the maester? Or perhaps the septa? Oh, and what about that husband who dotes on you so, you informed him, surely."
If Sansa could have set her sister on fire with just her eyes, she would have. The fact that Arya was right just made her angrier.
"Ignoring problems doesn't fix them," Arya said, exasperated. "You know that, I know you do. And if you didn't want to confide in anyone else, why couldn't you confide in me?" There was hurt in her voice. "I'm your sister, your sworn sword. If you hadn't been so determined to keep me at arm's length, I would've—" she paused, her eyes narrowed. "Is that why you were sending me on so many errands?"
"Ignoring things was working," Sansa said, mutinous. "And I didn't want you to ruin it."
Arya snorted. "What was there for me to ruin? From what I could see, ignoring things worked as well as trying to drink sea water." She huffed. "I-it hasn't always been easy for me either," she admitted grudgingly. "I'm tired and scared too, Sansa, everyone is. But if Robb and Jon and Olyvar can keep fighting the damned things night after night, we can at least try to do our part. Father once told me that the lone wolf dies but the pack survives. We have to be a pack, all of us."
"I want to be," Sansa sniffled, stung by the reproach. "I just..." she trailed off, her thoughts muddled. "I feel like I'm drowning," she said helplessly.
That gave Arya pause. "The night of the Red Wedding," Arya said slowly, "I had to swim across the Green Fork. It was dark, and the water was roaring, and I was so frightened I could hardly think. But Robb needed me, Mother needed me. So do you know what I did?"
Sansa shook her head.
"I thought about what Mother taught us. I didn't fight the current, or let it drag me down. I swam at an angle, the way she'd showed us, and I got safely across. The only problem was that my arms were too exhausted to pull myself up."
"What happened?" Sansa asked, curious.
"Nymeria had swum across first," Arya told her. "She came back, leaned over, and waited for me to scrabble high enough that she could reach me. Then she took my wrist in her jaws and pulled me out. The point is, when someone offers you help, you have to take it. There's no point pretending you're doing well when you're not, because eventually you'll run out of strength and drown."
Sansa was pondering her sister's words when Gilly brought Gawaen for his last feeding of the day. As the maid passed her the babe he gave a huge yawn, already drowsy. But when she took him in her arms, he snuggled against her breast. His purple eyes fluttered open, his lips parting in a heartbreaking smile before he latched on and began to suck. Sansa gently stroked his hair, the silver strands as soft as silk.
"I wish Mother were here." Sansa's voice sounded small and tremulous, that of a child, not a queen. "I never— I thought when I had children she'd be there to meet them, to teach me how to be a mother. Lady Denyse and Maester Perceval gave me books, but..."
Arya finished for her. "...but it's not the same." She sighed. For a while she watched Gawaen nurse, her face both sad and thoughtful by turns. When Gilly took him away Arya watched her go, her brow furrowed.
Whatever that was about, Sansa neither knew nor cared. All she knew was that she felt so weary she could've fallen asleep right then and there. She felt sluggish and stupid as Arya help her finish preparing for bed, tucking her in like Old Nan had so long ago.
No nightmares troubled her slumber. Sansa dreamt of seeds and saplings, of sinking her teeth into a strange red fruit whose flavor changed with every bite. She dreamt of deep roots delving beneath the earth, of tall trees rising over an isle in the midst of a vast glistening lake, of countless trunks graven with countless faces spread over countless leagues.
All this she dreamt and more, yet when she woke it was to the sound of bells tolling the midnight hour.
Her mind felt strangely clear as she sent for a servant, then sent the servant away. That done, she lay back upon the pillow and let the darkness take her.
Sansa woke again in the middle of the night, roused by the cat leaping off the bed and the weight of a body sinking down beside her. Her husband's hair was cold, still faintly damp from the bath. Olyvar's skin had been anointed with sandalwood perfume, the scent so strong it nearly masked the lingering stink of sweat and steel and death.
"What is it, my love?" he asked. His voice was strained, full of worry.
Slowly, hesitantly, Sansa told him. There were moments when she faltered, moments when she had to pause to wipe her eyes, but eventually she had told her husband all.
"Oh, my love," he said when she was done. "Had I known sooner..." Olyvar sighed. "I know I've been neglecting you." One hand gently stroked her auburn hair; the other cradled her against his chest. "Would that I could be in two places at once."
"But you can't," Sansa said, miserable.
"No," Olyvar agreed.
He lapsed into silence. Sansa could almost hear her husband thinking as she sat with silent patience, waiting to hear what he would say.
At last, he spoke. "I've taken to wearing your favor beside my heart," he confessed in a whisper. "Sometimes, when the bleakness of battle becomes too much... I pray to the Seven for strength and wisdom, but it's your favor that gives me comfort in the dark." He squeezed her hand. "Mayhaps you ought to do the same."
Sansa considered that for a moment. "I suppose," she said, dubious. "What would be my favor?"
Olyvar paused, hmming and hrring. Then, he said, "why not the perfume I gifted you for your nameday when we were at Lemonwood? I can't recall when you last wore it."
"I've been saving it." Of all her perfumes, it was Sansa's favorite. It was the first gift he'd ever given her, a small silver bottle that smelled of lemon cakes and sunny days. "The bottle is half empty, I don't want to run out..."
"The perfume will not keep its scent forever," he reminded her gently. He tilted her chin up, pressing a kiss to her brow. "Wear it, and when your heart is troubled, breathe in the scent and think of happy memories and of how well you are loved."
Sansa kissed him. Olyvar hesitated for a moment, then he was returning her ardor, more than willing to demonstrate his love. Lightning sparked beneath her skin as their bodies twined together, her pulse quickening with every touch. His lips dappled kisses down her neck; his chest hair tickled her sensitive breasts; his hands caressed her back. Sansa buried her fingers in his hair; Olyvar cupped her buttocks and pulled her flush against him. His manhood pressed against her thigh, her nerves tingling as he drew her into another passionate kiss, his hand slipping between her legs to overwhelm her with sweet sensation...
Those blissful feelings lasted far longer than Sansa could've hoped. They were with her when she drifted to sleep in her husband's arms, when she woke to nurse their son, when she knelt to pray to the Crone. They were even with her when she slipped away, leaving Olyvar sprawled across her bed with Buttons by his chest and Holdfast at his feet.
As Sansa entered the godswood, those feelings disappeared. Shaggydog and Nymeria weren't the only ones who awaited her. Arya stood beneath the heart tree, practicing the water dance. Her feet moved light as a feather, keeping their balance despite the gnarled roots and uneven ground. There was an art to it, Sansa knew, and it looked like art, as beautiful and deadly as her sister.
When Arya finished the drill, the look she gave Sansa was just as deadly. Whatever her sister had left to say to her, she doubted it was going to be pleasant. Something had set her off last night, and Sansa suspected she was about to learn what.
And so she did, at length. Arya was not pleased by her behavior at dinner, nor by her behavior toward her own person, nor by her behavior toward Arya herself. Sansa took most of the reproach in stride, only objecting when she thought a particular charge to be unjust.
In the end, she never had the chance to slip into her wolfskin. When Arya ran out of words, she insisted that Sansa accompany her to visit Lady Mya Stone. The lady was still confined to her sickbed, her face pale and bloodless and her mind clouded by milk of the poppy.
Lady Mya's blue eyes fixed on the door as she spoke of how she had come to miscarry, keeping her voice low lest her husband hear her from the privy. Pity and horror warred within Sansa, but it was pity that won. What she'd done was not her fault. Everyone knew that pregnancy wreaked havoc upon the humors; Lady Mya was ill, not evil. Her heart aching with compassion, Sansa told the lady so, urging her to confide in her maester and her husband.
Sansa didn't see the trap until it was too late. It sprung after breakfast when Maester Perceval suddenly appeared, convinced that the queen had sent Princess Arya to fetch him. With Arya all sweet innocence and sisterly concern, there was little choice but to submit to being examined. Sansa even answered the maester's questions honestly, wary of what the reprisal would be if she lied.
"You should've come to me sooner, Your Grace," the maester tsked. "Women's humors oft remain out of sorts for some time after childbed. The eating of certain foods and the use of herbal draughts ought to restore them to their proper balance. As for your rest, a little dreamwine with honey will do no harm to the prince's milk. Just take care not to nurse within the next few hours."
Maester Perceval also recommended she take refuge in Septa Lyra and prayer to the Mother. That advice Sansa was less inclined to take. She could hardly imagine Cersei Lannister confiding in a septa; she was too proud, too jealous of her secrets. But then, why should Sansa want to follow her example? Rhaenys said Cersei had found comfort in wine and cruelty; that was no way to live.
Still, it was exceedingly queer to think of the long-winded septa listening whilst Sansa did all the talking. Her meeting with Septa Lyra was even queerer. Sansa felt uncomfortable and uneasy as she shared some of what burdened her, careful not to say more than she must. Better to err on the side of caution than risk upsetting her with talk of nightmares and magic.
Unsurprisingly, Septa Lyra immediately promised to pray to the Mother for the queen's good health. The septa also gave Sansa a book of prayers, one "well suited to Your Grace's troubles." Then, as Sansa had both expected and dreaded, the septa seized the chance to provide counsel with both hands.
"Only the Seven are perfect," Septa Lyra chided, shaking her head. "If you would have friends about you, you must make them. But true friendship requires mutual trust and regard. To show a false face is to make a false friend; no lasting bond was ever built betwixt closed hearts."
The rest of the septa's slightly pompous and extremely protracted lecture dwelt upon the folly and frailty of men and the virtue of humility. To Sansa's dismay, far too many of the septa's words struck home. She did not like having to once again reflect upon her behavior of late, nor did she like the conclusions she reached.
Sansa had closed her heart and her eyes, not only to others but to herself. Only three weeks remained until the solstice; she couldn't spend them sitting on her hands and wallowing in self-pity. Yet what was she to do? Go to Bran and offer her services? She was no greenseer; she wasn't even much of a healer. Sansa hadn't tried healing anyone in ages, not since her utter failure to help her brother. Bran's back would never mend, he was stuck in a rolling chair forever and it was all her fault—
The scent of lemon filled her nose as Sansa took a long, deep breath. Memories came unbidden. She saw a bedchamber garlanded with blossoms; she heard friends laughing as they teased her; she felt her husband's hand cupping her cheek as he drew her into a passionate kiss.
Slowly, her heartbeat stopped racing. Perhaps worrying about the solstice was best left for another day. Meanwhile, Sansa had amends to make.
Sansa began with Anya Waynwood. Or, rather, she began with her husband's pages and squires.
From little Hugor Hasty to broad Bert Brax, they all shifted uneasily when summoned before the queen. The moment she brought up Lady Anya, Monterys Velaryon promptly confessed to his shameful behavior. So did the rest, some more begrudgingly than others. Owen Costayne's ears were bright red when he admitted to insulting the lady's looks, both to her face and behind her back.
Only Sweetrobin remained unrepentant and stone-faced, at least until she said how disappointed both she and King Aegon were with their lack of chivalry. Then, without warning, Sweetrobin burst into tears. His eyes were red when Lady Anya came to hear the penitents give their apologies, and his shoulders drooped as he and the others left the room.
Once the penitents were out of earshot, Anya decided it was her turn to weep. Sansa consoled her, feeling mildly surprised. Lack of courtesy had been her concern; she hadn't realized Anya had been cut by the boys' barbs at her looks until the lady told her so.
As such, Sansa waited until her tears were dry before offering a reproach even gentler than intended. Correcting wayward squires was right and proper; shouting and scolding like a laundress was not. A lady ought to put her time to better use. As it happened, the queen required a lady with a sharp eye to take over the duty of reviewing the ledgers with her steward. When she offered to entrust the task to Anya, the lady eagerly accepted.
With that settled to everyone's satisfaction, Sansa was free to move on. To Valena Toland she offered a sympathetic ear; she knew the pain of having family far away. For Denyse Lowtower, she had words of comfort. Whatever happened, surely her terriers were happier with their mistress, not left elsewhere to be safe and lonely. After some consideration, the lady agreed, just as she agreed to the proposal which Sansa had already tendered to Valena.
Valena and Denyse quickly set to work. Within the day, the maester had been consulted; by the end of the next, a trustworthy wet nurse had been found. More solid food would do Gawaen no harm, nor would suckling at another woman's breast in the middle of the night. Regardless, Sansa felt rather guilty, at least until she remembered what it was like to sleep through the night, let alone sleep curled against her husband.
Alas, Sansa could do nothing for Gael Celtigar's despair at the thought of dying a maid, nor for Elaine Lydden's desperate homesickness. All she could do was provide a distraction, which she accomplished by putting them in charge of determining the guest lists and menus for the queen's daily luncheons.
Roelle Cafferen, however, proved a harder nut to crack. Little though she liked Red Ronnet Connington, Sansa saw no point in attempting to dissuade Roelle from her dreams of marriage. Still, it would be best to find something else to hold her attention.
Meanwhile, a sennight had passed since Arya sprung her trap. Though Sansa still felt weak and weary, her heart felt a little less heavy by the day. Wearing the lemon perfume helped, as did savoring other small joys. The softness of the cat's fur as Buttons lay purring beside her; the poignant sweetness of a fresh apple from the glass gardens; the breathtaking beauty of an embroidered phoenix wing in flight.
But such pleasures gave Sansa no solace from her moonblood when it returned. For three days her head throbbed and her belly ached, both from cramps and from dreading the visit she must pay Bran as soon as she was well. The solstice was less than a fortnight away; there was no time for dawdling.
Giving Arya a proper apology wasn't dawdling. Neither was calling on Elia Uller to offer proper consolation, along with a request that her goodsister help watch over Olyvar as best she could. And it certainly wasn't dawdling when Sansa paid her other goodsister a visit. Margaery had shown Sansa nothing but kindness; it was only right that she inform Margaery as to where she stood on the Northern Question.
And it was only right that a queen provide succor to those who'd come seeking it. Her supplicants had already waited far too long, forgotten in the wake of her turmoil. Sansa couldn't abide the thought, nay, the insult, of making them continue to wait. And so she considered what they'd asked of her, resolved upon her counsel, and then dispensed it straightaway.
For Ser Loras Tyrell she had a song from The Seven-Pointed Star. It was a song of a woman, a young wife who had lost both her husband and her will to live. Though the widow begged the Stranger to end her pain, it was the Smith who heard her prayer and showed her a vision of a wounded man, a traveler in desperate need of aid. Bowing to the Smith's will, the widow found and nursed the traveler. Whilst she mended his wounds, he mended her heart, and when they wed the Smith himself blessed their union. Whether Ser Loras liked the song she couldn't say, for the knight listened with silent intensity, his thoughts known only to himself and the Seven.
For Cley Cerwyn she had a pair of songs. The first was a wordless tune which confirmed the mortal sickness in his lungs; the second was a song of a Dothraki bloodrider. The bloodrider was afflicted by a wasting illness, one which his khalasar's eunuchs could not heal. Rather than slay the slaves for their failure, the bloodrider laughed, tied himself to his horse, and rode forth to battle and glorious death.
That night Sansa joined Arya and Alys Karstark upon the battlements. It was the least she could do. As they watched Cley Cerwyn ride out into the camp, she inhaled deeply. Without the lemon perfume, Sansa would've lost her breath and her wits at the thought of what was about to happen. Even from a distance, one could see the coughs which wracked his whole body. But she could also see that Cley held his head high and proud, never hesitating as he made for the front of the ranks which defended the palisade.
Within the hour, it was over. Alys descended from the battlements with dry eyes and bloodless cheeks, one hand gripping Arya's tight. Nymeria followed them, but Sansa remained, drawn to the somber specter who stood alone atop the gatehouse.
Lord Jason Mallister was not as she recalled. His courtesies were the same, but there was something hidden behind his eyes, something brittle and jagged. It made Sansa's heart go out to him, made her stay and join his silent vigil. It was some time before Lord Jason asked what she wanted, his voice wary.
"Nothing, my lord," Sansa told him truthfully. "But if you would speak, I will listen."
Lord Jason didn't speak of his son, not at first. Instead he spoke of battle, of tactics and strategy and the Young Wolf who'd mastered both. Ser Patrek was but a shade, glimpsed for a moment then gone again. Yet the longer Sansa patiently listened, the stronger the shade grew, until it was almost flesh and blood. When the bells tolled midnight, she accompanied Lord Jason to the sept. Many candles already burned at the feet of the statue set upon the Stranger's altar. Lord Jason lit another; Sansa lit two, one for Patrek and one for Cley.
She hoped she would not have to light a candle for Jon Snow. There was no word of him, nor of First Ranger Blane. And whatever Sansa thought of what Jon had done, she couldn't deny that he had done his utmost to defend the realms of men. If that meant sacrificing himself, so be it. Robb and Olyvar were the same, and Arya- Arya had told her that if they were to die, she meant to die fighting. As for Bran and Rickon...
I won't let them die, Sansa swore as she looked up at the Stranger's empty face. You can't have them yet. Her sister and brothers, her husband and son, they were hers, and so were all the people of the realm, whether they paid homage to the direwolf or the dragon. She couldn't abandon them now, not when they needed her most.
When morning dawned, a sennight remained until the solstice. Sansa began the day by praying for wisdom, first at the Crone's altar and then beneath the heart tree. She could only hope that both the old gods and the new were willing to answer her prayers. If not...
She meant to go straight to Bran's room, truly. It wasn't Sansa's fault that her feet went another way without her leave; she blamed that upon habit. It was her fault when she chose to keep going, letting some inexorable instinct press her forward.
The little room in the Servant's Keep looked much the same as ever, save for the empty chair. Were it not for the sickly sweet stench of rotten fruit and decaying flesh, one might think Old Nan had just walked out the door. Sansa's knees suddenly buckled under her, forcing her to take a seat by the cold hearth. She stared at the grey ashes and blackened logs, tears dripping down her cheeks, her heart aching inside her chest.
No one at Winterfell could recall a time before Old Nan. She was always there, as much a part of Winterfell as the heart tree and the hot pools. Sansa's childhood was filled with the clicking of her needles, the rasp of her creaky laugh, the gentle touch of her gnarled hands as they tucked her and her brothers and sister into bed.
And oh, her stories! How had Old Nan remembered them all? She had stories for every occasion, so many that no one could claim to have heard every one. There were stories for laughing and stories for weeping, stories that taught a lesson and stories with no point at all, stories that came from history and stories that came from legend, stories of how the world was and stories of how it ought to be.
But now Old Nan lived only in memory. Sansa couldn't hide in her stories, and she was done with hiding in songs. Her people were drowning in fear and grief and despair, and their spirits would not lift themselves. Life might not be a song, but Sansa was both singer and skald. Her voice was her weapon against the dark, and she meant to use it. Perhaps she ought to mention that when she went to visit Bran. She really should be on her way, she'd already delayed too long—
"Sansa?"
The gods must have agreed, for Bran had come to her.
Notes:
I cannot WAIT to see what y'all think in the comments.
Happy pride!!! 🏳️🌈I'm so sorry for the long delay between chapters. Life is... extremely stressful and overwhelming right now. US Politics is a fucking nightmare, we had to pay for several unexpected major house repairs, and it was a ton of work prepping for our wedding.
Speaking of which, I got married! The wedding was absolutely worth all the effort, it was an amazing day. My new husband and I are extremely happy, aside from one not-so-small issue.
Remember how back in Chapter 146 Arya found out that she doesn't have a womb? Yeah, that was inspired by my own situation. Except unlike Arya, I've dreamed of being a mother since I was little. Thankfully having a child is possible with fertility treatments, but it's also extremely expensive. We want to have children ASAP now that we're married, preferably before my eggs shrivel up, but... we'll see :/
Anyway, if you want to see wedding pics or hear more about the IVF stuff, you can check out my tumblr tumblr @redwolf17. I also post writing updates there and I'm always happy to answer asks.
We've got 13 chapters, the epilogue, and the appendix left. I'm so excited for what comes next; I've got a loooot of notes and outlines. Tbh, I wish I could spend the rest of summer break working on TWQ. Alas, I'm working this summer to save up for IVF.
That being said, I promise I'm doing my best to write as much as I can. I appreciate your patience and understanding 💕
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1) In the real world, the winter solstice falls upon December 20-22, and the summer solstice falls upon June 20-22. For Planetos, I've modified this to be December 31-January 2/June 30-July 2, with the official observations of the solstices being held on January 1 and July 1. It makes it all symbolic and tidy :)
2) "Old person smell" is, in fact, a thing, and the science is fascinating.
3) Gawaen is 7-8 months old in this chapter and Jeyne is 9-10 months old. Here's a resource I used as a reference on developmental stages and nursing.
4) Pottage wasn't just for peasants! Nobles enjoyed a wide variety of fancy pottages made with costly ingredients.
5) A "longshanks spider" = a daddy longlegs ;)
6) A hocket is a type of medieval musical composition. It involves splitting a melody into two parts, with one voice or instrument filling the other's silences. It took some time to find a good example, but here's a demonstration of a hocket by The Singing Statesmen of The University of Wisconsin - Eau Claire.
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