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Crosshair, Come Home

Summary:

Omega cannot accept Crosshair's decision to remain behind on Kamino. Crosshair cannot accept the steps she takes to bring him back to the team. Or maybe he can't bring himself to accept something more important...?

Notes:

I'm back with another story! This is the sequel to "Be Brave, Omega". It can be read as just that, or as a sort of prequel to Yatzstar's amazing story, "Mind of a Child". If you haven't read it already, be sure to check it out!

There are also references to the potent struggle in chapter 1 of wwheeljack's "Hollow Souls" as well as the fabulous "Unshaken" story by the same. Both are worth a read!

The updates will be slower than those of "Be Brave, Omega", but I promise you they will be steady.

This story is for those mentioned, and of course you, my readers, especially anyone who is lonely or struggling, particularly in families.

I sincerely hope you enjoy this story. :)

Chapter 1: Omega Tries

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Omega sat silently in the copilot's seat as she had when she had first left Kamino. Now she was leaving Kamino for the second time with Hunter and the others - but someone was still missing.

She had wished so much for the time when they would catch up to Crosshair at last - or when he would catch up to them - now it had happened. And it hadn't turned out at all how she had expected.

Whatever had happened between Hunter and Crosshair on Kamino had only seemed to push Crosshair further away. Omega didn't understand why or how. Crosshair's words had seemed obvious enough, but there was something else to the whole mess - if only she could figure it out!

She knew she couldn't. Not yet. She was only a little girl after all, though she tried so hard to do everything like the Batchers.

There had been a time when she felt guilty and alone if she hadn't done exactly as Hunter would demand of himself to do. That had changed, but she still couldn't seem to brush away the need to fix everything like Hunter always seemed to.

Omega glanced sidelong at Tech who was piloting the Marauder, flying the ship away - farther and farther away from where Crosshair stood on an abandoned landing platform in the midst of a lonely ocean.

She wanted to ask Tech what it was in Crosshair, what had happened between the sniper and Hunter that had made Crosshair refuse to come back. Hunter was able to make everything better. He always had, as far as Omega knew...

But this problem, Hunter couldn't fix. No one could. Tech had said it himself: "Crosshair has always been severe and unyielding. It's his nature. You cannot change that. He cannot change that."

Omega knew what Crosshair was, but she didn't agree with Tech completely. She had seen how Hunter and the others had changed. Why couldn't Crosshair change, too? But for now, there was nothing she could do, so she swallowed back her question and turned to look over her shoulder at the others.

Echo was crouched in the hall behind the cockpit. He sat between the rows of seats with AZ and a pile of tools on the floor in front of him. His brow was furrowed as it often was in concentration or when he was annoyed (mostly at Tech when the two of them worked together); but this time Echo's brows were knit in the way they did when Echo was upset.

Omega furrowed her own brow.

Wrecker and Hunter sat side by side just behind her. Wrecker was hunched over in his seat, his clasped hands resting across his knees, and his left leg bouncing continuously. That always happened when he thought hard.

Wrecker glanced up at Omega and gave her a sad, lopsided smile.

Omega tried to smile back, but she couldn't. The weird feeling in her stomach and her confusion wouldn't let her.

Hunter was still. His head was tilted up against the back of the chair and he seemed almost to be asleep. But Omega saw his face turn slightly in her direction as she continued to watch him.

Slipping from her seat, Omega quietly walked up to him, and when she put her hands on Hunter's vambrace, he opened his eyes.

They were rock hard.

"Hunter?" Omega didn't quite know what to say, but she had to say something. The confusion at everything that had happened on Kamino was starting to scare her more than the incidents themselves. Maybe it was because she knew she couldn't understand. But she wanted to so badly, so she would try.

Hunter finally slid his gaze to meet hers.

Omega picked at the hard edge of Hunter's wrist comm and scrunched her face up.

"Hunter, why couldn't...why wouldn't Crosshair come with us?"

Hunter sighed and sat up, dropping his arms to his knees. "I don't know, Omega."

"Why not?"

Hunter blinked up at her. "What...? Because... Because Crosshair isn't who he was."

"Or who we thought he was," Wrecker muttered miserably.

Hunter shot him a glare, then stood and strode to the bunkroom. Omega heard the unusual sound of the lock activating after the door slid shut.

Wrecker sighed and got up, then slumped over to Echo. After a short, whispered conversation, Echo gathered up his tools, Wrecker picked up AZ, and both of them headed into the hold.

Omega watched them climb down the ladder, then slumped back into her seat.

The awkward and lost way in which everyone was acting hurt worse than any pain Omega had ever felt.

She stared out of the viewport, thinking hard.

Hunter seemed to think that letting Crosshair stay behind was the best thing. Omega didn't think so. Hunter had been wrong before.

So have you, a small voice inside her said.

Omega shook it away and pressed her lips together, determined to help make things right. It was not okay to leave Crosshair behind. He was wrong, but that could be fixed. He couldn't help but change his mind when he saw how much the others still loved and missed him.

But he has to have the chance to see it, she thought.

Omega hopped from her chair and moved up to Tech.

"We have to go back," she whispered. "I know we couldn't go back when Hunter got caught, but this time, we can!"

Tech did not look at her. Her heart began to pound in desperation.

"Please, Tech!"

"Hunter ordered it then, he ordered it now."

"Actually, he didn't. You were the one who said we should leave..."

" Hunter ordered the takeoff. As for my suggestion to leave, there was no time for pointless debate."

Omega felt herself beginning to shake. They were almost out of time now. In a few more moments, the Havoc Marauder would be in the openness of space, and it would be impossible to return for Crosshair.

She said the only thing she could think of. The only thing that made any sense in the whole situation.

"But, Tech! You're a Bad Batcher! Hunter said the reason you've all survived is because you were willing to not follow orders all the time!"

Tech swallowed, but his face remained carefully impassive.

"Through the war, we were given objectives to complete and a set of instructions on how to achieve the desired results. Hunter is the sergeant. He bent or broke the rules on how to go about things, and we followed."

"But you can't just leave Crosshair there! He...he doesn't know what he's doing!"

Tech let out a strange little laugh. "Oh, I assure you, Omega, he does know."

"But...but...we didn't get to give him his new commlink!"

Tech ignored her.

Omega jostled his elbow. "Suppose the Empire's scouts don't find him? He'll need to get help. Hunter took his helmet and gun and his pack! The empire tried to kill Crosshair! What if they just shoot him down if they do come?"

Tech's hand inched towards the hyperdrive computer, and Omega seized it.

"Tech, please!"

"Crosshair...he..." Tech seemed to want to continue, but then he clamped his mouth tightly shut. Omega squeezed his hand harder, and after an unbearably long silence, Tech turned fully to face Omega.

"I will need your help," he said and jerked his head towards the copilot's seat. "Get ready."

Omega could have hugged him right then and there. But she jumped to her station and seized the steering yoke just as Tech spun the ship around and sent it streaking back to Kamino once more.

Chapter 2: Above Kamino

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Pale whisps of the billowing clouds rushed towards the Marauder only to dissipate before they could collide with it's viewport.

Omega gripped the controls harder, being careful not to shift them despite the nervous tremors that shivered in her stomach and made her fingers tingle.

Tech sat rigidly in the pilot's seat, his face set, and Omega settled herself more firmly into the copilot's chair, determined to play her part as well as she could. They must - they would get Crosshair back.

Already, the Havoc Marauder was accelerating to well beyond the speed Tech would normally allow the ship to reach when flying in atmosphere.

Omega couldn't help but breathe faster. The others would definitely feel the change in the Marauder's speed and direction, and what would happen when they found out what Tech and Omega were doing?

Omega knew that Hunter was forgiving and understanding in many things, but she was sure he would not be happy about this.

She pursed her lips, anxiety drawing her eyebrows up her forehead.

Hunter would be grateful later. So would the others. She just couldn't bear to see them all so sad because Crosshair wouldn't come back.

She didn't know how Crosshair could be gotten onto the ship at all. But she would try. She had to try. She had tried on the landing platform to help Crosshair come with them, but it hadn't done anything at all. Not that she had seen, anyway.

Wrecker had asked if Crosshair was coming, and Crosshair refused. Omega wasn't sure exactly how the sniper had said "no", but he had managed to communicate that all the same.

Echo had said nothing, Tech hadn't gotten involved at all!

Thankfully, he was now making that right by helping Omega now.

And Hunter...had said something Omega didn't understand. In the end, Hunter had just let it happen.

Something needed to be fixed. Omega was absolutely sure.

And going back for Crosshair, even if he didn't want to be with them, was the start.

The trap door to the hold popped up behind her at the same moment that the bunkroom door unlocked and slid open with a sharp hiss that blended with Hunter's gasp of surprise.

"Tech, what are you doing?"

"It appears we have forgotten something!" Tech called back.

Omega made herself as small as she could in the copilot's seat.

"Tech." Hunter's tone was heavy. "We've been over this. He doesn't want to come back."

Tech didn't reply. Then, "That is where you are mistaken, Hunter."

"Look, Tech!" Hunter started forward, and Omega got ready to take over piloting if Hunter tried to make Tech turn the ship around.

Tech ignored Hunter's approaching footsteps. "This is not the safest speed, Hunter. Kindly strap in."

Hunter stopped short. "What? Tech, this is ridiculous! Crosshair...is...He doesn't -"

"Uh, Sarge? Ya better listen," said Wrecker.

Omega peeked around the right side of her chair, still hoping Hunter wouldn't notice her, at where Wrecker was pointing to the left side window of the viewport.

Hunter growled. "Imperials. Already!? Tech, get us out of here!"

"Assuredly! Once we pick up Crosshair."

"You are not going to get us caught by the Empire for a man who is part of it and will refuse to come with us anyway!" Echo snapped.

"Please strap in, or you might break your head," said Tech calmly, and jerked the Havoc Marauder into a sharp, downward spiral.

Echo and Wrecker went staggering to the flight chairs behind the cockpit, and Hunter stumbled, slamming into the back of the copilot's seat.

"Hang on!" Tech cried. The ship levelled, and Hunter swung the chair about, grabbing for the restraints.

Omega smiled sheepishly up at him.

Hunter's eyes widened. "Omega, what are -? Oh, I don't have time for this."

Hunter scooped Omega up and sat her on his lap, securing the straps around both of them.

Omega wriggled, trying to reach the controls.

"I have to help Tech!"

"No." Hunter pulled her hands back. "Wait. Wrecker! Get on the guns!"

"Right!"

The Havoc Marauder burst from the frothing sea of clouds and soared over the rising waves of Kamino. Sunny weather never lasted long on this planet, but Omega wished the rain would hold back just a little longer - just until they got Crosshair!

The Imperial ships closed in.

Tech pulled back on the controls, slowing the Marauder's descent and executing such a tight roll that Omega yelled. The Empire's pilots whizzed past. Tech cut the thrusters, jerked the ship around in a complete 180 and banked into a dive.

Omega heard the rear guns go off. Wrecker hollered in victory.

"That's two down! Get me the others, Tech!"

Omega jerked forward in Hunter's hold, pointing frantically out the viewport. "There's the landing pad!"

She stared as hard as she could and saw, or rather imagined, Crosshair standing on the surface, gazing up at the battle taking place above him.

"Tech! They're alongside us!" yelled Hunter.

"We cannot lead them down to Crosshair!" said Tech.

"You'll have to!" Omega cried, sudden panic seizing in her stomach. "Look!"

Tech's eyes flicked briefly in the direction Omega was pointing, and behind her, Hunter groaned.

"Oh, no..."

One of the Imperial fighters had broken off from the others and was screaming towards the landing platform. It's wings angled downwards and the gun on the underside of the ship swiveled, aiming directly at where the Bad Batch had left Crosshair only a short time ago.

Omega glanced helplessly at Tech, and the pilot's eyes narrowed. The Marauder held steady, Wrecker yelled at Tech to "Move!!!" and after a moment that seemed to swallow up forever, Tech fired.

The Imperial vessel jolted in it's flight and slowly began to rotate. The motion increased in speed, and within seconds, the enemy ship had spiralled completely out of control and collided with the landing platform.

A column of smoke rose from the metal surface, and Omega gasped. The remaining three fighters were quickly destroyed, but Omega barely noticed.

One thought shrouded everything around her from view. Hunter was saying something, but she couldn't hear the words. Her own question rang too loudly in her head.

Is Crosshair alive...?

Chapter 3: Waiting

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Hunter unfastened the seat restraints, and Omega tumbled from his lap, tripping over his ankle as she rushed to the door.

Echo grasped her wrist as she reached for the controls.

"Hold up, Omega. Let Tech land the ship first."

Omega listened impatiently for the sounds that accompanied the Marauder's landing sequence to reach the correct portion of hisses and beeps so she could safely open the door.

Hunter's hands wrapped around her shoulders from behind, and he pulled her back.

"I think you should stay here, Omega."

A flare of anxious worry pushed up Omega's throat and came out as irritation. "But Hunter! Crosshair could be hurt!"

"That's precisely why I want you to stay." His features twitched, and he added, "I need someone to get the medbay ready if Crosshair is hurt."

Omega knew Hunter had added that last bit to soften what his first response had been. But she also knew that worrying wouldn't help Crosshair or the others at all. Obeying quietly would keep things as smooth as possible, so she nodded.

"I'm sorry, Hunter. I'm just worried."

"I know, kid. We all are."

Omega heard the final hisssssssshhhhhh that said the ship was fully secure on the landing platform. The door opened, and Echo, Wrecker, and Tech slipped by them and hurried down the boarding ramp. Hunter squeezed Omega's arms once more and hurried after them.


Omega paced up and down between the rows of flight seats. It had been nearly ten minutes since the others had left. The medbay had been made ready in five (there wasn't ever much to do - it was always ready), and now there was nothing to do but wait.

Finally, Omega left the empty seats and clambered into her room. She supposed she could tidy it up again, but all that would mean would be to refold her blanket.

Lula and Trooper sat limply in one corner, flopped against the new communicator Tech and Omega had made for Crosshair. The stuffed dolls guarded it day and night. Wrecker had even told Omega she could keep Lula there as back-up for Trooper - the communicator was too special for just one guard, even though Trooper was excellent at guarding things.

Things like Mantell Mix for example, Hunter's razor (that had been a scary adventure. Hunter wouldn't let Omega use his knife so she took the next best thing - but she 'fessed up when Echo told her it was wrong to take things without asking. She hadn't thought of that at all) and even the drawings Omega had made to decorate the Marauder. (Trooper had to act as a paperweight for those until a suitable place to hang them had been found. Tech said the pictures were very nice, but he needed to see the screens in order to work.)

Omega picked up the communicator and turned it about, brushing her hands over every part of it. She had liked helping to put it together, and for the first week after it had been completed, whenever she saw it she thought, "I really hope Crosshair likes it!"

Tech had even shown her holos of Crosshair, explaining how he was using the pictures to change the outside pieces of the communicator so they would "exactly replicate Crosshair's original communicator" as Crosshair was "quite proud of how - 'unshiny' he appeared". Tech explained that this was because the Bad Batch's reinforced armor took quite a lot to earn any dents and marks. And as Crosshair was the sniper, any scratches his armor received were few and far between.

"Add to that the general skill level we share, and the chances of him getting any is almost nonexistant!" Tech had said.

Omega smiled and tapped her finger along a big scratch that Tech had let her cut, right on the side of the speaker's mount. Hunter had let her use his knife for that, and -

The communicator's light blinked once, and Omega blinked back.

"Omega!"

Omega snatched up the comm. "Hunter?" she called, scrambling down the ladder.

"Omega, get out here. We found Crosshair, but we can't get to him."

"On my way!"

Omega shut off the communicator, and, setting her mouth in a grim line, she bolted out the door.

Chapter 4: Crosshair Trapped

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The landing platform was coated with shards of metal, sparks and smoke. Omega gave the crashed Imperial ship as much distance as she could and hurried to where Hunter and the others were clustered. They stood around the opening on the platform where the ladder came up from the ocean. All of them were looking down, their shoulders stiff with worry.

Omega slipped past Hunter to look down as well.

The walls of the landing platform's support that jutted out on either side of the ladder were held a wide strip of buckled metal between them. It was more like a vertical tunnel now, and Omega could see a silvery tint a short distance down the shaft.

"Crosshair!" She turned back to the others, panic rising inside her once again. "What happened?"

"He must have climbed down there when the fight started," Echo mumbled.

"The metal angled outwards as it fell between the walls," said Tech. "That makes the opening too small for any of us - but you..."

"Can't Wrecker bend it back?" Omega gasped.

"'Course I can!" Wrecker shouted. Hunter interrupted.

"We can't risk it just coming free," he said. "Crosshair could fall. Omega, we need you to get down there and hang onto him so that Wrecker can move this -"

He cut off abruptly, and Omega stepped into the shaft.

It was a tight squeeze, but thankfully the space widened the further down she climbed. Six steps down, her feet were on level with Crosshair's head.

Shifting as close as she could to the left wall, Omega shimmied down even further until she stood alongside the sniper.

Crosshair was pressed hard to the right, only held upright by a twisted piece of metal that had split free from the main plate. It curved against his left side and had stabbed hard into the wall, securing Crosshair from slipping off the ladder.

Crosshair's breathing was shallow, and he wasn't moving. He was leaning partly against the wall and slightly forward, his hands resting limply on the ladder rung in front of him.

Thankfully, he was secure, but Hunter was right. It wouldn't be enough to stop Crosshair from falling once the temporary back of the tunnel was shifted.

Omega put an arm around Crosshair's waist, careful not to touch his side, and grabbed the ladder rung in front of the sniper's stomach, gripping a step slightly higher up with her left hand to secure herself and Crosshair. She craned her neck up and saw Hunter's face at the opening, watching her.

"I've got Crosshair!" Omega called. "But part of the metal came loose, and he's trapped!" She eyed the broken metal around Crosshair and gulped. "I think it's smashed his armor!"

Hunter's head tilted. "Hang on, okay?" he said.

The shadow overhead disappeared, and Omega could see a small piece of sky in the opening above her. There was no blue in it anymore, only darkening clouds, and within seconds, large drops of rain were falling.

Several made it down the shaft and splashed onto Omega's face before breaking into smaller droplets. The fine mist sprayed the stairs and Crosshair's armor, and at the base of the ladder, the ocean began to rise.

Omega swallowed hard. She didn't want to be trapped with water rising all around her again. The waves had nearly reached the top of the landing platform when they had first landed on it, and there was no doubt they'd come at least that high again. It might not come this high...  And she had only been in the shaft for a couple minutes anyway, but still...

Omega wished the others would hurry.

She could hear them talking hurriedly above her, but couldn't hear any words. Soon even the voices were drowned out by the pouring rain. The wind was rising as well.

Crosshair's quiet breathing grew more rapid and he shifted, lifting his head with a gasp. The rain fell harder, covering every other sound with a roar of wind and water. The metal backing of the shaft rattled loudly under the rain, and Omega gasped into the cold air and clung to the ladder as tightly as she could.

"Hang on, Crosshair," she whispered. "We'll get you out of this. You don't have to worry."

"What - are you - talking - about!"

Omega startled and bent forward to look up at Crosshair's face. She hadn't realized he was conscious.

His eyes were squeezed shut and his face was very pale - but maybe that was just the shadows. Hopefully.

Omega bit her lip and looked towards the sky again. The walls of the shaft seemed to be closing in, and Crosshair's breathing was becoming heavy. Where were the others?

Please hurry! she thought and wondered if maybe this feeling, this uncertainty of what would happen and the waiting for it in such a small space, was something like what Crosshair might have felt under the influence of the inhibitor chip.

Either way, she didn't like it. Omega had had to wait for help in a small shaft not too long ago when Sullo Pria, Tech's former handler, had been hurting Tech. Omega couldn't prevent Tech's being hurt then, and she couldn't stop Crosshair being hurt now, but at least...

At least Crosshair wasn't waiting alone.

The small area darkened, and the hard raindrops stopped falling into it. Wrecker was crouched over the shaft.

"Omega! I'm gonna push this back, okay?"

Tech's head suddenly popped into the opening as well.

"Once the opening is large enough for me to get in, you will climb out and I will get Crosshair."

"Got it!" Omega called. "Please be careful! He's hurt!"

"I don't - need you - whining for...m-me..." hissed Crosshair.

Omega clung harder to the ladder rung and attributed his comments to pain. She would not get annoyed. She needed to be quiet and not give Crosshair any more reasons to be annoyed with her. Some things she couldn't help. But what she could help, she would control.

"Omega!"

Overhead, Tech and Wrecker disappeared rather violently, and then Hunter was peering down at her. Water dripped from his hair, further soaking Omega's as it fell, and the wild wind began to carry heavy drops over Hunter's shoulders and into the shaft again.

"Omega, try and guide that metal away from him, okay?"

"Right!"

Omega scooted down another step. Her boot slipped on the wet metal, and she gasped, grabbing at the piece that pressed against Crosshair's side.

Crosshair shuddered.

"Sorry!" Omega squeaked, and the backing of the ladder shaft began to creak.

Crosshair suddenly turned and glared down at Omega. She could feel his angry gaze boring into her and kept her own eyes on her work. If she had looked up, she would have seen confusion underneath the anger, but she kept her head down and held on tighter. She only heard the irritation in his voice.

"Why did you come back?"

There was a horrible sccreeeeech!!!!, and suddenly the small space behind them expanded. Crosshair jerked and pressed his face against the ladder rung in front of him.

Omega squeezed his arm, pulling it forward against the ladder so he wouldn't fall backwards if he ended up letting go. Her arms were shaking and she knew she couldn't hold him up if he did lean back. This had definitely been a gamble.

Crosshair sighed, and Omega couldn't keep quiet any longer.

"Crosshair! Are you okay?"

Crosshair raised his head and glared balefully at her.

His face was moist with sweat - or maybe it was the rain? Hopefully... - and there were hardened lines around his eyes. But despite his obvious exhaustion, he managed to fling out his words with the most irritated scorn and disgust that Omega had ever heard.

"Oh, go away..."

 

Chapter 5: Goodbye, Kamino

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It had been several minutes since Tech had clambered down the ladder. And no matter how much Omega hopped or fidgeted, it was several more before he called up to the others.

"The metal has been worked free! We're coming up!"

"Do you need any help?" Hunter called back.

"Maybe...once we reach - the surface!" Tech's voice sounded strained, and Omega could hear the muted clang of boots falling heavily on metal rungs.

Tech emerged first, his already smoothed-back hair plastered flat against his head from the rain. He scrambled to the surface of the landing pad and turned, reaching down into the shaft.

There was an unsteady pause.

Then,

"Crosshair, don't be stubborn!" Tech snapped. "You could very well die without proper treatment."

"I didn't ask you - to rescue me!" the sniper growled back.

Tech lay flat on his stomach and reached into the shaft with both hands.

"For your information, I did not. We wouldn't be here if it hadn't been for Omega." A pause. "Come to think of it, neither would you."

Omega bounced on her toes in a near fit of apprehension. She didn't care about any of what was being said right now. She didn't even care about how it had all started or how it had come to this! She only wanted Crosshair to be back home with them and safe.

After another moment of silence, where all that could be heard was the steady rush of wind and splattering, pounding drops, Crosshair sighed.

Omega wasn't sure how someone could snarl a sigh, but Crosshair managed.

Tech reached down a little further, then he was stumbling to his feet, Crosshair's wrists caught in his hands, the sniper's fingers wrapped tightly around Tech's forearms.

They staggered in place. Omega hurried forward and tried to steady Crosshair, and Crosshair slowly lifted his head and glared at her.

He couldn't glare at Tech because Tech was standing alongside him, one of Crosshair's arms over Tech's shoulders for support. But Omega felt that if Crosshair had been able, he might have glared at Tech, then shaken him as well.

Crosshair was trembling. Omega stepped away, unsure of how to help. Perhaps she should just stay out of the way until Crosshair had cooled down. She had never seen anyone so angry.

Crosshair stared hard at Echo, then at Wrecker, then finally landed his piercing gaze on Hunter.

"You...perfect...fools!" he growled. "Fools!"

Omega cringed, and Hunter stepped forward, then paused when Crosshair bit back a cry and doubled over. Wrecker shoved his way forward, catching Crosshair as the sniper collapsed.

Wrecker carefully lifted him and backed away, turning towards the Marauder. As Wrecker passed by Hunter, Crosshair lifted his head from Wrecker's arm, and Omega closed her eyes as Crosshair's opened. She didn't want to see them, even though she knew Crosshair was looking at Hunter and not at her. She hated how cold and bright Crosshair's eyes were. They scared her. But she couldn't help hearing his voice - wavering and weak, but angry.

"You...You could - have...died..."

Omega couldn't tell if the soft sigh that followed was Hunter or Crosshair.

Once she was sure Wrecker had passed, Omega opened her eyes.

Hunter was gazing after the sniper, watching as Wrecker carried Crosshair to the ship. Tech tripped after them, hovering his datapad near Crosshair's head.

Hunter poked Echo on the arm and jerked his head towards the ship. Echo gave him a searching look, then followed after the others, his boots clicking heavily on the landing platform.

Omega waited. She didn't want to leave Hunter all alone to stare at the now empty ocean with only his thoughts. No more than an hour ago, he had climbed aboard the ship with only a few parting words to Crosshair, and with a steady face and silence. Now, there was no silence.

The wind dashed across the raging sea, tossing the waves into foaming peaks. The water had climbed all the way to the very edge of the landing platform. The waves lapped helplessly about the rim, as if they were struggling to pull themselves onto solid ground.

Omega looked up into Hunter's face. The heavy storm clouds cast a shadow across his face, and it seemed to Omega that some had even crept into his eyes. They were gray now, and though he stood motionless against the wind, his hair whipped across his brow and sent the shadows in his eyes shifting all about like strange flashing lights Omega didn't recognize. The storm was inside of Hunter, and if she hadn't trusted him so completely, Omega would have been terrified.

A bolt of lightning split the clouds and sent a piercing clap of thunder rolling through the air. Omega jumped and clutched Hunter's hand. She squeezed it harder and harder as the storm grew more wild, and finally, Hunter let out a single, quiet sigh.

Hunter was facing the storm that raged all around - the storm outside as well as inside. Omega swallowed. She didn't understand why the storm inside Hunter was there at all. Things had never seemed so hopeless and complicated. Omega wanted to be upset, but she looked up at Hunter again and saw that his eyes were less pale than before. He was brave. Omega knew how to be brave, too.

With a deep breath, Omega released Hunter's hand.

She hadn't noticed, but Hunter had been holding on as well. Without looking at her, he tapped her on the arm and turned her towards the ship.

"Let's get off this planet."

Omega nodded, wondering how Hunter's soft tone could sound so desperate.

She reached the boarding ramp and scrambled to the top, her boots sliding and squeaking against the water pouring over the steps. Echo was at the top, and he gripped her shoulder, looking out over the rainswept ocean as well.

Echo had been invited into the Bad Batch. So had Omega. But Omega knew that she and Echo would never be to Hunter what Tech, Wrecker and Crosshair were. Echo and Omega were apart from the others somehow. Not often and not by much, but apart enough that in a time like this, they were unable to do anything for Hunter. Wrecker, Tech, and Crosshair were not out in the storm with their sergeant. Their brother.

Hunter was alone.

He walked slowly towards them, and Omega felt such a surge of unknown sorrow that she was frightened. She stepped back, leaning into Echo, and pressed her arms over her heart which was pounding fiercely.

It beat faster and faster, and her knees began to shake as she struggled not to collapse.

A powerful gust of wind surged from behind them, then switched directions and collided with a neighboring breeze, sending a perfect sheet of rain streaking across the landing pad and obscuring Hunter from view.

Omega jumped forward, and Echo pulled her back, but she continued to struggle.

"Hunter! Hunter!!!"

The rain blew upwards then, and Omega coughed at the sudden burst of air that slammed against her face.

She could see Hunter again.

He was standing, poised as if he were about to jog up the steps as he so often did, but he was motionless, looking back over his shoulder as the ocean swelled again.

A huge wave climbed high above the edge of the landing platform. It rolled forwards, growing ever higher as it approached, then, with a frantic reach, it collapsed, crashing onto the surface and sending a spray of foam shooting out in all directions. Ripples of water crawled foward and brushed over the toes of Hunter's boots. Then the wave died and slowly slid back into the sea.

Omega was so captivated by the scenes playing out around her that she didn't notice when Echo stepped back. She didn't feel him guiding her to the side so Hunter could climb slowly into the ship. She didn't hear Echo leave for the cockpit, but when the door of the Havoc Marauder closed, it was like a thunder clap. The solid cllunng! and the hissssss of the seal and lock shut out the storm on Kamino forever.

But not forever.

As Hunter passed Omega, he looked down at her, and Omega looked back at him.

He smelled of wind and cold, wet rain. His eyes still held a ghost of the stormy clouds. It was as if he were a mirror for the storm. But reflections were quiet, and for a long moment there was nothing but silence.

The Havoc Marauder trembled as it lifted from the landing pad and took off through the storm. Soon, Omega could no longer hear the familiar sound of rain on the viewport anymore. They were leaving Kamino forever, where so many storms had happened. But they were taking a worse storm with them, a storm Omega hadn't wanted.

Hunter turned away.

The dim lights on the control panels blinked slowly...on...off...a glimmer here, a small flicker there...like fading lightning. Their glow barely reached Hunter's face, but Omega could still see the water sliding down Hunter's cheeks.

Droplets of salt water. Salt water from the final, desperate wave.

Or perhaps they were tears.

Chapter 6: Mind War

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CT-9904 was annoyed. Annoyed was the only word he could come up with to describe how he felt, but he thought there must be a better term. If only his head would stop hurting.

He felt sick in his bones. They were cold and aching, and more than once he'd twitched, unable to maintain rigidity as the others treated him.

To his left, CT-9902 was wrapping thick gauze around his leg, and on the right, CT-9905 held a blinking scanner over his torso.

They have names a voice inside his head whispered. A different voice than the cold mechanical one he'd heard so often.

But, no. CT-9904 would call them by their designations. They were clones, soldiers of the Republi-... Empire...meant to serve...unswerving loyalty...

His head twinged so sharply he hissed through his teeth and tossed his head back on the table he was lying on. A hand touched his forehead.

"Crosshair?"

That only made his headache worse. Cross-... CT-9904 fought down the urge to attack them. Not yet.

CT-9902's booming voice almost made him reconsider.

"Ya think he got hit when he tried to get off the platform?"

"Most likely," said CT-9905. "He is behaving less like himself than before. At least he could communicate semi-rationally. Now, however... It is just like when we...when he stayed on Kamino the first time."

The sound of boots entering the hold brought CT-9904 struggling upright. He knew those steps. They were more than dangerous.

Panic spurted through his stomach, and once more, hands were pushing him gently, but firmly to lie back down on the table.

At least they weren't rough like the droids. They seemed...familiar somehow.

Of course they are, the different voice said. They're your brother's.

CT-9904 refused to even acknowledge the voice. It was irritating, often snide, and was the whole reason for his monstrous headaches.

The footsteps continued to approach. Soft and steady...

Stealthy...

...like they had before, the night Crosshair refused help...

Angry...

Not with me...the Kaminoans... Kleal Selri...

Another sharp needle in his brain, and the memories that swirled on the edge of his consciousness swept over him. He felt as if he were drowning. But it was better than the steel emptiness that had filtered through his head.

Again, a hand touched his face, and he felt something settle across his forehead. It was a wide metallic band, and it buzzed incessantly.

Danger...!

He'd fought it before, he could fight it now...

Good...soldiers...follow - orders...

The system has been corrupted. Terminate -

Get out of me!

He was jerking and he couldn't stop. That ridiculous inner voice had to be stopped. The Empire would not accept units unfit for duty and the rigors demanded of them in -

"Tech! What's happening?"

"I don't understand, Hunter! It's similar to when Wrecker's chip responded to the brain scan, only...there is nothing there!"

Good soldiers...follow...

Terminate the traitors.

No!

They abandoned the mission and deserted their unit...

That's not why I didn't go back!

The pressure in his brain mounted to an unbearable intensity, and someone was shouting, further irritating his ringing ears.

...CT-9904

Crosshair...!

01100011 01110100 9904...

No!

Good soldiers 0110011 01101111 01101100 01101100 01101111 01110111 orders ...

Termi - 01101110 - a - 01110100 01100101 comman - 0110100

01100111 01101111 01101111 01100100 - 01110011 01101111 01101100 0110100 01101000 01100101 01110010 01110011 - 01100110 01101111 01101100 01101100 01101111 01110111 - 01101111 01110010 01100100 01100101 01110010 01110011

01110100 01100101 01110010 01101101 01101001 01101110 01000001 01110100 01100101 - 01100011 01101111 01101101 01101101 01000001 01101110 0110100

C- T- 9904

01100011 01110100 1001 1001 0000 0100

01110100...

Terminated.

 

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Omega lay on the soft matress of her bedroom floor. It had been a few hours since they had found Crosshair and brought him back to the Marauder. But it felt like forever ago. Omega had a feeling Crosshair only came because he was unconscious.

She had only ever spoken to him a few times. The other Batchers had been in the conversation for all but two of those times, and what Omega had seen of Crosshair was very intimidating and downright confusing.

He was sparing with words, but when he did speak, his words hit their mark. He stalked about with toothpicks and a perpetual frown, he was grumpy and rather unsociable.

Omega smoothed her blanket and thought, Maybe because he's hurting...?

A thought struck her, and she sat upright. It had been her persistance to bring Crosshair back that dragged him here, she would make him feel at home again. It had been her coming into the team that had made Crosshair lonely, she would be his friend. It had been Omega who had stepped into Clone Force 99's lives, she would make sure none of them suffered for it.

Omega rocked slightly back and forth as she thought. She still didn't understand why Crosshair seemed to hate the others so much.

Before she met them, when she had been living in Nala Se's private labratory with only the Kaminoan scientist and AZ for company, Omega had looked into and accessed all the records and holos of Clone Force 99 that she could.

Crosshair had stuck out instantly to her because he... It seemed he was always so focused on the others that he never had time for himself. When she had seen him alone on recordings of solo exercises or security feeds, his responses to external incidents or his surroundings in situations that didn't pose a threat were very minimal. Sometimes there were none at all.

Omega shuffled forward and picked Trooper off the commlink. Lula tipped over onto it as if determined to obscure the precious device from view. The tooka doll had landed precariously on the commlink, but Omega let her stay if only to make her feel better. She imagined Lula to be something like Wrecker - when Wrecker wasn't yelling or blowing things up: interested in a lot of things, concerned with anything that concerned someone else, thoughtful and eager to help.

That had been Omega's first impression of Wrecker (once he had stopped yelling enough to have an actual conversation with the others), and she was glad her thoughts had been correct.

Wrecker seemed pretty much the same now, only a little sad.

Omega slowly rotated Trooper between her hands as she reflected on the others' reactions to Crosshair's return.

Hunter had been painfully obvious in his hurt. His face remained as usual, alternating between focused and intent, and softly amused. But his eyes bled out confusion and hurt. Omega didn't like it at all. She needed to discover the reason for all this if she was going to fix it.

Echo seemed distrustful of Crosshair, just as he had been when Crosshair was first separated from the rest of the Batch. Echo was the spotter as far as Omega was concerned. He kept a sharp eye on everything, and if something came up, Omega was certain Echo wouldn't hesitate to slam it down in front of Hunter for assessment, silver tray and all.

Smiling to herself at the thought, Omega turned her mind towards Tech. He was curious about things like Omega was, which made him an ideal companion for long hyperspace flights. There was a lot of time on those trips to research different plants and wildlife the Bad Batch encountered on different planets.

Maybe Crosshair would like to hear about the missions Omega had been on!

Omega's smile faltered and she twisted Trooper's limbs about uneasily. Something told her talking to Crosshair about missions she'd been on with the others was a bad idea.

"What should I do, Trooper?" she whispered.

The trooper doll offered no suggestions.

Omega tossed her to the corner, and Lula was knocked off the comm device entirely by Trooper's flailing limbs.

Omega frowned. She needed someone to help her. She wasn't experienced enough to do anything to help Crosshair and the others. She was too little.

Straightening her skirt, Omega hopped to her knees and slipped down the ladder. Tech would be the one she'd ask for help.

So far, aside from his momentary hesitation, Tech didn't seem averse to Crosshair's being back with them. But Omega had seen things change before. People could change, too. And they had changed - but in a direction Omega felt wasn't right.

Tech's words about Crosshair to Wrecker in the underwater tunnel slipped again through Omega's mind. She shook her head irritably. This was all nonsense about people being a way they couldn't change or making decisions they wouldn't change. The others would see that Crosshair was their brother, and Crosshair would know for sure that neither he nor they could be really happy unless he stayed.

Omega set her mouth in a grim little line and ran over her thoughts once more. Decision made and confirmed, she started forward towards the hold.

Crosshair would have to change. She would make sure of it.

Chapter 7: Omega Tries Again

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Omega cast a look about the Marauder and sighed. Everyone was asleep. That was good, except so was the person she wanted to talk to.

Tech's head was tipped forward onto his chest and he snored gently. AZ lay on the ground in front of the flight chair Tech was seated in, a pile of circutry and wires acting almost like a lap robe for the mechanic. A probe dangled from Tech's limp fingers, and Omega took the tool in her more awake hand, setting the probe on the ground before it could fall and clatter everyone from sleep.

A low murmuring caught her ear. The bunkroom door was open and Hunter's voice was drifting out in tired, dejected tones. Omega shuffled closer, wondering what had happened to make him sound so sad, but even at the edge of the doorway she couldn't make out any words. That was probably good, she decided, when Crosshair's sharper voice sounded harshly, and Hunter came slowly out of the room.

Omega stepped aside to let him reach the control panel, her eyes glued to his hand as he pushed the button and closed the door. His fingers were shaking.

Without looking at her, Hunter walked into the cockpit and sealed the door before Omega could so much as call out to him.

Wrecker stirred on his rack. Echo mumbled something unintelligible, and Tech snored a little louder.

Omega sighed again and fingered the sleeves of her tunic. So, she was alone once again. She might as well start now before she became too nervous to even try. If Crosshair had made Hunter leave so visibly despondent - Hunter whom he'd known all his life - how could she, a little girl who had only spoken to Crosshair a few times, do anything to help?

It couldn't be too hard, she thought and turned to face the bunkroom door. From what she had seen, Crosshair felt threatened somehow by the others. While they knew him better, being the newest member of the squad gave her some advantages as well. She wouldn't have to work towards starting over with Crosshair like the others would.

Her hand hovered over the door controls, and she hesitated, wondering what Hunter would say if he caught her - wondering why she felt the others would stop her if they should wake up and notice her.

She didn't actually have a satisfactory reason to offer. And she didn't want to lie.

A hitching sigh from inside the room jerked her from her thoughts, and she was on the other side of the door before she had time to think again.

It seemed forever since Omega had stepped into this room and seen Tech lying awake in his bunk after the others had rescued him and Omega from the wicked Kaminoan on Bora Vio.

Crosshair was in the bunk, but the difference between what Tech had been like and what Crosshair was now couldn't have been more drastic.

He lay on his back, hands clenched at his sides and eyes squeezed shut. The dim light split harshly against the ragged scarring on the right side of his head and was lost in the sharp angles of his face. His whole frame trembled, and despite how hard she found it to be patient with him, Omega found herself hurrying forward to his side.

She was a medical assistant, after all.

But what could she do? The others had treated his injuries...but not all of them.

Crosshair didn't gasp again, but after a single hard tremor, he clapped a hand to his forehead and gritted his teeth.

Omega placed a hand on his arm. She knew it wouldn't fix anything, but maybe it would comfort Crosshair, at least a little.

"Your chip didn't get removed, did it?" she said softly. Hunter would have to be told.

Narrow fingers clamped around her wrist so tightly she squirmed to get away. Crosshair opened his eyes. Omega blinked hard, trying to chase the tears from her own, but she wasn't fast enough to prevent one from sliding down her cheek.

Crosshair was looking at her, almost vacantly. He had stopped trembling and the pained lines on his face were slowly fading.

Omega twitched again, her wrist twinging in Crosshair's unyielding grip.

"Crosshair," she sniffed. "Please let go!"

Recognition flashed across his face, and he dropped her arm as if it had shocked him, then clenched his hand as he pulled himself stiffly upright.

"What do you want?" he growled.

Omega swallowed and rubbed her wrist. The pale marks from Crosshair's fingers were slowly turning red, and she was sure her wrist would bruise.

"H-how are you feeling?" she ventured.

Crosshair didn't respond for several seconds, whether from surprise or annoyance, Omega couldn't tell. She could feel him watching her, but she didn't look up and continued to rub her sore wrist.

Finally he spoke.

"Just...go away..."

Omega frowned. She was only trying to help! But at least she was sure now that the chip was still inside Crosshair's head. She remembered her words to Crosshair when she and the Bad Batch had been trapped underwater on Kamino and wished she could unsay them. But she couldn't. She could apologize, though.

"I'm...sorry for speaking to you like I did back on Kamino." She cast a hesitant glance up.

Crosshair was no longer watching her. His head was turned slightly towards the wall - he was ignoring her.

Omega tried again. "I know it really isn't your fault. The chip made you this way. You can't help it."

Silence.

Omega shuffled her feet, unsure of whether to leave or not. Then Crosshair spoke - bitterly, but very softly.

"Can't I?"

Omega shook her head. "The inhibitor chip -"

"The chip," Crosshair interrupted, still facing away from her, "is no longer functioning properly. It's been shut down."

Omega nodded, determined to indulge him despite not believing him.

"We'll help you. Once the chip is out, you'll feel a lot better. You'll be a lot better, too. I promise."

She knew Crosshair was rolling his eyes. "How touching," he sneered. "Hunter's pet -" he rounded on her, eyes flashing - "is trying to win over an enemy."

"You're not an enemy!" Omega retorted. "You're not Hunter's enemy either! Or Tech's! Or Echo's, or Wrecker's!"

Crosshair huffed. "Aren't you mine?" he snarled.

Omega took a step forward, shaking her head violently. "No! I'm not your enemy, I want to help!"

"You want to help..." Crosshair muttered derisively. "Is Hunter your enemy, then?"

Omega was shocked. "What? No! He's my friend! He -"

"Then why isn't he doing what's best for you?" Crosshair's tone was soft and dangerous. "For the squad?"

"He is!" Omega snapped.

She was angry that Crosshair had dared to say what he had. And folding her arms, she told Crosshair that Hunter had tried to give her a better life and she hadn't wanted it. She had wanted to stay with him, and still did. He might not be able to give her everything Cut and Suu would have, but he provided what he could. All of the Bad Batch did. They were Clone Force 99. They worked with what they had.

Crosshair lifted an eyebrow. "What, I'm no longer part of this squad?"

Omega stammered. "Wh-wha-no! That's not what I meant! I..."

Crosshair turned to face the wall again with a world-weary sigh. "Just forget it."

Omega twisted her fingers together and around her hands. The silence stretched on for several minutes. She wanted to speak, but had no idea what to say. She didn't want to leave - Crosshair might think she was scared of him. But she was also feeling very sleepy.

Finally, Crosshair spoke again.

"Just say it already."

Omega blinked. "Say what?"

Crosshair sighed loudly and tilted his head slightly to glare at her. "Aren't you going to pester me, too, about why I joined the Empire?"

"No. I don't care about that."

Crosshair cocked his head and watched her suspiciously. Omega looked back, wondering what there was in her that he mistrusted so much. She didn't think she was getting anywhere, so she said,

"Do you want to see my laser bow?"

Crosshair snorted, lowering his eyebrows until his eyes were mere slits his face. "No."

Omega shrugged. "Okay. But I have to work on it anyway. Tech's added some different features to it, and I want to make sure I get them memorized."

Crosshair lay back down, rolled over and didn't respond.

Omega hurried out to retrieve her bow. When she returned, Crosshair was asleep.

Positioning herself against the far wall so as not to disturb him, Omega set to work. Within five minutes, she was asleep as well.

Chapter 8: Crosshair Thinks

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The kid was irritating.

Crosshair lay facing the wall, utterly motionless. He listened as she left the bunk room and mentally sighed when she came back carrying something. No doubt, her bow. Her footsteps were less light than before and she stepped with more purpose.

At least she wasn't swinging her weapon about while skipping. So she wasn't completely stupid.

She had shown as much by actually responding to him rather than staring blankly.

The conversation had diverted his thoughts to less exhausting grounds, but not by much.

He didn't understand why she had come, and something not understood, especially when it was (or was of) a person was something to treat with scrutiny and derision. It was the best way to reveal its true purpose.

Most people wouldn't stand to be insulted if they held a rank or some other position of authority. If they didn't, in name or ability, that was when they broke the fastest. With nothing to back up their claims of authority or behavior, their defences crumbled satisfyingly fast.

And when someone had real authority and used it, like Commander Cody, they could be safely respected without the deference endangering Crosshair or his squad...

Crosshair had early on decided to be proud of how different he was. It was the only way to keep from being afraid. And acting on that pride had made him the instigator of practically every fight he was involved in rather than being the subject of premeditated assault.

But Omega was strange. More than strange. Because she was different even than Clone Force 99 was.

That didn't mean Crosshair liked her. He didn't. She was annoying, and so was everything that had happened because of her. Not only that, things had been downright dangerous.

Hunter returning to Kamino for her, the ion blast from the engine no doubt the kid's idea, and all of them nearly dying because she activated the droids when Crosshair was just about to fix everything. He and everyone else had been delayed because of the kid's interference, and that had nearly cost them their lives. Add to that the fact that she had been willing to disregard everything that had happened to Crosshair because of her by risking her life for a kriffing droid.

Crosshair did not like her at all.

He almost turned over, intending to tell her to go away, but decided in favor of ignoring her. His side and leg were buring again, and he knew if he spoke now, he risked dropping a word or two that Hunter would kill him for if the sergeant ever heard the kid repeat them. Hunter had gone soft.

The sounds of the kid fiddling with her bow became less annoying and almost soothing. Crosshair suddenly found himself thinking about Tech and the nights Crosshair would wake to find the mechanic still up and tinkering with various projects.

Crosshair relaxed and let the pain work through his injuries. He didn't have the energy to be annoyed right now. He needed to heal so he could leave and find Admiral Rampart.

The others would try to stop him. Maybe. Hunter would not force him to stay against his will - and if he did, Crosshair could easily make himself so unbearable that Hunter would forget whatever foolish morals held him to take care of Crosshair and side with Echo. Crosshair knew the cyborg was not at all happy about his being onboard.

Wrecker was strong, but too simple to make much of a difference with his opinion. And Tech -

A sudden pain stabbed behind his eyes, and Crosshair flinched. He thought there was something he should be remembering. But when he tried to latch onto the idea, it flickered from his mind and hovered tauntingly on the edge of his memory...

Click-click-tap-tap...

Tech was up working again...That kid had better get some sleep at some point, or soon his eyes would actually appear normal sized behind his goggles, he'd be so tired...

 

Crosshair blinked. Everything was silent except for the low humming of the Marauder flying through hyperspace. Turning over, he caught sight of Omega, her back to the far wall. She was slumped down over her weapon, asleep.

 

Crosshair shook his head and blinked again. He was sure there was something he'd been thinking about, but it had escaped him. And he didn't know why that bothered him so much.

 

Omega shifted, her hand tightening around her bow.

 

Crosshair almost made a move to get up and take the bow from the kid. He had no desire to be shot in his sleep.

 

Pressing a hand to his throbbing leg, he pushed himself up, then looked towards the open doorway and hesitated.

 


 

Someone was taking her weapon. Her mind felt more awake than her body, so Omega didn't mind. She knew she'd fallen asleep on her work.

 

"Thanks for leaving her on the floor," said Echo's voice.

 

A snort. The faintest imitation of a scornful laugh.

Echo was in front of her, and Omega stumbled into his arms. He lifted her. She felt pleasantly warm, despite the cold metal of his scomp link. Her face was too tired to move, so she smiled inside. But the smile turned into a frown as a sneering whisper pushed through her dozing thoughts.

"How...touching..."

Then Echo was carrying her back to her room in the gunner's mount. And the last conscious thought she had was a sleepy wish that Crosshair wouldn't want to fight all the time.

Chapter 9: Sad Morning

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A quiet wind sounded hollowly around the Marauder and slipped over the transparisteel window in the gunner's mount. It hushed the sounds of the other members of the Bad Batch as they prepared for the day. Blinking bleerily, Omega reached for her chrono, but gave up about halfway. It felt way too early.

Omega turned onto her back and pushed herself deeper into the soft floor. The wind sounded cold, and it made her chilly to even think of it. She had just tucked her blanket more firmly under her chin when there was a knock outside the curtain and Wrecker's cheerful voice boomed in.

"Hey, kid! You awake?"

"No..." mumbled Omega.

The curtain slid open, bringing in Wrecker's beaming smile like a glare of sunshine.

"Yeah, y'are!" he yelled.

Reaching out to the outer wall by the ladder, Wrecker flicked on the lights. Those definitely imitated sunshine. It didn't help that the sky outside was coated in thick, heavy clouds.

Omega shut her eyes tightly and frowned. She didn't know why, but she didn't feel like getting up this morning. She tried to be logical and come up with a reason why she should feel this way, but nothing came. She felt...grumpy.

"Do I have to get up, Wrecker...?" she sighed.

"Yes," said Hunter, passing by the gunner's mount without so much as looking at Omega. The sound of his clicking boots faded out as he moved to one of the computers, then stopped completely. Omega kept her eyes shut and held herself firmly still. Just five more minutes...

Hunter's footsteps sounded again, coming back towards the gunner's mount, and Omega sat bolt upright.

Wrecker jumped off the ladder, and Hunter looked up.

Omega squinted down at him.

Hunter smirked and turned off the lights, and Omega couldn't help the grateful smile that tugged at the corners of her lips. Somehow she felt a little less tired, now. Even if she did, she didn't need to frown...

"Get up, Omega. We're heading out."

Omega bundled up her covers and threw them into the corner of her room, knocking over Trooper and Lula who sat stoically astride the precious commlink. "Where? Where are we?"

"Ord Mantell."

Omega flopped back down. "Ugh...I hope Cid doesn't make me play anymore Dejarik matches..."

Hunter chuckled and now Omega smiled fully, too. It was always nice to hear Hunter's laugh. It came rarely, like Tech's smiles and Echo's jokes. And despite his often cheerful behavior, even Wrecker seemed to be losing some of his good humor lately.

Everyone seemed so...tired...

Omega rolled onto her back and stared at the now lifeless string of bulbs on her ceiling.

"Hunter...?"

"Hm?"

"Can we go somewhere?"

Hunter climbed up the ladder and sat at the top. "Like where?"

"Oh..." Omega blinked slowly, suddenly very happy that Hunter was sitting there, talking with her. And she realized, with some confusion, that she missed him. But that didn't make sense. She had seen Hunter every day since she left Kamino with him and the others. She would have to ask how being lonely for someone whom one saw every day was even possible. But not yet. Hunter was still waiting for an answer to his question.

Omega looked up at him. "I don't actually know... Somewhere nice. Where we can all go exploring instead of running away all the time."

Hunter nodded thoughtfully. "Yeah, I suppose we could use some down time... Tell you what. We're going to check with Cid about another job. Now hold on," he said as Omega's face fell. "We're going to get the highest paying one she's got and once it's done, we're taking a trip back to Pantora."

Omega smiled and sat up. "Fixing things?"

Hunter nodded. "That's right. Might as well get that errand out of the way. Assuming the gran doesn't gun me down before I can return his credits."

He chuckled again. Omega didn't think it was very funny.

Hunter tapped her on the nose. "Then, we can take a look at some places and see where you'd like to go for a few days."

Omega fairly wriggled with excitement. "Really!?"

"Really." Hunter climbed down to the floor, and jerked a thumb over one shoulder. "Now get up, get some food in you, and get to watching the ship. We won't be gone long."

Omega bounced to the edge of the ladder and tumbled from her room, snagging her boots in one hand just before she hit the floor. She didn't mind staying behind for a bit, she thought, struggling to pull her boots on as she hopped after Hunter.

The others were already grouped at the door. Omega looked up, nearly losing her balance when Wrecker laughed.

"Whatcha doin' Omega?" he howled.

Tech's head popped up behind Wrecker's shoulder and Echo smirked.

Hunter shook his head and put on his helmet. He punched the door controls and the Marauder slid it's metal ramp out and down, opening itself to the biting sting of cold wind.

"Let's go," said Hunter. "Don't blow up the ship, Omega."

"Wait - she's staying?" said Echo.

Before Omega could respond, Wrecker gave her a gentle pat - in truth, a solid thump - on the back, and followed Hunter down the ramp. "Don't blow up the ship without me!" he grinned.

"Don't blow up my ship at all, if you please," Tech sniffed, tripping after Wrecker.

Echo put a hand on Omega's shoulder and called after Hunter. "Aren't you forgetting something?"

"Aren't you...?"

Omega jumped, falling solidly into Echo at the sudden voice that snaked from behind her. She turned halfway to glance behind her, and remembered with inescapable clarity what was different about today.

Crosshair was leaning against the doorframe, one hand gripping the edge, and glowering.

Omega gulped. He was here.

Then Hunter was back in the ship as well, pushing past Echo to face the sniper. Echo kept a hand on Omega's shoulder, and Wrecker stomed up the ramp and towered behind them.

Hunter removed his helmet. "Not this time, Crosshair. You'll be fine 'til we get back."

Crosshair lowered his head and gazed piercingly at Hunter. "That's not what I meant. Aren't you afraid I'll run off and tell the Empire where you are?"

"No."

Omega felt marginally better at the certainty in Hunter's tone and the open surprise that flashed across Crosshair's sharp features.

"Really..." the sniper drawled.

Hunter nodded firmly. "Really. You're not going anywhere with that leg, and if you try, Omega can shoot you."

Omega didn't feel happy anymore.

Wrecker ducked down and whispered loudly in her ear. "He means stun!"

"I know..." Omega whispered back, but Crosshair had shoved himself away from the doorframe and took a single step forward towards the group.

"And that's another thing. Aren't you afraid I'll injure your little sidekick?"

"Nope." Hunter turned and waded through Echo, Omega and Wrecker, stepped back onto the stairs and walked down the ramp to Cid's landing platform.

Wrecker patted Omega's head and followed, seemingly satisfied to follow Hunter's conviction that all would be well. Omega wasn't so sure.

She didn't miss the furtive glance Echo shot at Crosshair, or the way Echo was lingering as he started down after Hunter.

Crosshair shoved himself forward and Omega had to skip out of the way as Crosshair stumbled and clutched at one side of the Marauder's entrance for support where he clung, gasping faintly.

"And why...is that?"

Hunter turned back and gave Crosshair a hard stare. Omega peeked out of the ship under the sniper's elbow, careful not to get too close.

Echo caught her gaze and bumped Hunter with his scomp link. "Hunter, I don't think -"

Hunter cut him off with with a wave and stepped forward. "Because no one," he said "who risks valuble time, their position and their life in order to prevent another's capture or death is going to do anything to harm a child. I don't believe you ever valued the Empire, Crosshair. Either for itself or for what it does."

Crosshair snarled, slowly pushed himself away from the doorframe and stumbled back to the bunkroom.

Omega watched as the Bad Batch started off towards Cid's. The gray morning seemed even more dreary than it already had, and the biting wind stung her nose. A few forgotten wrappers and some pieces of limp foliage mysteriously present in this "dump" - as Echo called it - floated mournfully past the Marauder and disappeared between the buildings.

Omega wanted to run after the others and leave Crosshair to be grumpy all by himself. But just as she thought she might seriously consider it, Tech, with a final wave in her direction, tapped his wrist controls and closed the Marauder's door. Omega tipped forward and leaned her head against it.

"Can today get any worse...?" she asked the Marauder. Not too loudly - she didn't want Crosshair to know she was in a bad mood as well. It might make him feel victorious.

The ship was silent except for the whistling wind that split and swirled around the folded wings of the ship. Omega puffed out her cheeks and sighed, straightening abruptly.

"Well, I suppose I could go keep Crosshair company!"

The bunkroom door slid shut with an angry hisss!

Another moment of silence. A loud swoosh of wind - and impossibly, it began to rain.

Chapter 10: Mostly Alone

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The rain had not let up all morning. For over three hours it had fallen in fiercely pounding drops, and now there was thunder as well.

Omega leaned on the dashboard, slumped over in the copilot's seat. She watched the swirling rivulets of rainwater streaking down the viewport and sliding off to who knew where. Everything was dark and silent.

Omega wished, not for the first time, that there would be some way to fix everything. She was sure there was, if only she could find it! She definitely needed to talk with the others - perhaps then she'd be able to sort out the confusing swirl of thoughts in her mind. She had so many questions, but that was all she knew. She wasn't sure what those questions were, nor even what they were about. It was frustrating, and that puzzled her.

She idly flipped an unresponsive switch on the control panel back and forth, back and forth...

There was...one question she had - it had come to her that morning while Hunter was talking to her. And that question she wanted an answer to as soon as possible. Perhaps she could discover what else was bothering her if she at least had one answer to work from.

She needed an answer now.

Omega bounced up from the seat and spun about, pausing as she looked around the very empty ship. Empty except for -

Omega sank back into her seat and shook her head. She would be quiet and leave Crosshair alone.

But then another thought struck her. A thought from the previous evening. Crosshair still had his chip. She was sure of it. And she'd forgotten to tell Hunter!

Perhaps she was mistaken, but his reactions and what she had heard from the hold when Tech and Wrecker were patching Crosshair up was clearly not from Crosshair's physical injuries. Also, the way he had looked when she had seen him after... Something wasn't right.

The Marauder's main console communications board flashed at her, and Omega watched the lights dance, letting her eyes slide shut to the mezmerizing patterns. Only to jerk awake as she realized someone was trying to contact her.

She hit the button and Echo flickered into view on the holo. "Hello, Echo," she said.

"Omega? Just checking in - Hunter's still arguing with Cid about our payments. Just letting you know we could be later than expected."

Omega shrugged. "That's fine. Did you find a good job?"

"Well... It pays pretty well - four thousand, supposedly, if Cid doesn't cheat on us again."

"She's pretty tricky, huh?"

"Yeah," Echo chuckled. "Unfortunately, she's the only one we can go to for jobs without risking getting turned in to the Empire - though come to think of it, she might just do that if it suits her."

"Don't say that, Echo," said Omega. "I don't think Cid would turn us in. She likes us, I think... Plus, we've gotten her a lot of money! I don't think she'd risk me as her Dejarik player." Omega always felt very grown up, talking over holo.

Echo sighed. "I hope your right, Omega. But as far as I'm concerned, it's all about the credits with Cid."

Omega nodded along.

"And that's another thing," Echo went on. "Cid found out somehow that we have another person on board! Docking fees just went up because of that!"

"What?" said Omega, trying to sound as affronted as Echo did, but not quite sure she understood what it was all about. "She's charging more because Crosshair is with us?"

"Yup," said Echo. "Force help us if she ever finds out he was Imperial - maybe still is Imperial. How's it going over there? Everything okay?"

"Oh, fine." Omega looked about the ship again. "Crosshair hasn't come out since you left, and I've cleaned up the ship, studied more about those yalbecs -"

"Yalbecs? Why would you be studying about those?"

"Well..." Omega giggled a little nervously. "They are interesting...! And..."

Even over the holo, Echo's raised eyebrow was evident. "And what?"

Omega took a deep breath. "Wrecker said fighting them is the only way I'll be allowed to use a big knife," she blurted.

Echo facepalmed. "Omega, I hope you never have to use a big knife."

"I know..." Omega hid her hands in her lap and stared down at the toes of her boots. "It's just...I just want to..."

Echo smiled faintly. "Maybe later - oh! Gotta run. Look, Omega, we'll...bring you back some Mantell Mix. Okay?"

The Echo holo disappeared as did the sound. But not before Omega had heard Cid's sharp voice over the speakers contending with Wrecker's for volume and Tech's higher tones chirping out, "That is extremely unfair!"

Omega smoothed her tunic and wandered towards the rear of the ship. She wondered how Crosshair was doing.

The bunkroom door was still shut. It was nearing 1300 hours.

Omega knocked. "Crosshair?"

No answer.

Omega checked the controls. The door was no longer locked. Tapping the button, Omega opened the door and stepped inside.

Crosshair was sitting upright in his bunk, watching her.

Omega jumped. "C-Crosshair! How...how are you?"

"What do you think?"

He sounded just as sour as ever. Good. Nothing was seriously wrong.

Omega stepped forward. She wanted to ask him if he had heard her knocking (she was sure he had), but decided a less confrontational approach would be more prudent.

"Are you hungry? she asked.

"Yes."

Omega blinked. She hadn't been expecting such cooperation. Crosshair seemed to guess her thoughts.

"What?" he sneered. "Surprised?"

Omega shrugged as politely as she could. "Um...yes, actually. A bit..."

"Hmph." Crosshair leaned back against the wall and massaged his bandaged ribs. "You're an observant little pest. I figured you wouldn't accept a lie, so...if I answer the way you want, maybe you'll go - away."

Omega sighed and moved to the shelf where Hunter kept the ration bars. She didn't think Crosshair was ready for MREs.

Setting a bar and a water pouch on the pillow, Omega stepped back and folded her arms. "Does that mean if I ask you to eat something, you will? Because I won't go away until you promise to," she said.

Crosshair snorted. "You're so naive."

"I just want you to eat some food!"

Crosshair rolled his eyes.

 

Chapter 11: Quiet Time

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Afternoon stretched into evening. The gray clouds overhead hadn't lightened at all despite the copious sheets of rain they sent streaking down from the sky. The viewport in the Marauder's cockpit was a shimmering mirror coated by a constant ripple of rain. Pounding fingers sounded all over the exterior of the ship, even underneath where water streamed to the surface of the landing platform and bounced up again.

Omega wandered back and forth, around and around.

Crosshair still had not come out of the bunkroom.

Omega had left only after he had sneeringly agreed to eat the food she had brought him. She hoped he hadn't lied just to get her to leave. He seemed starved.

Omega had worked with people before who were just as unpleasant as Crosshair. In one scenario, even more so. That had been scary. That had been the day Nala Se gave Omega the Kaminoan headpiece to wear, telling her it would "protect" her.

Omega still didn't understand how that poor soldier could have been so awful to her. She had merely been trying to help by giving him pain meds and saying hello.

Nala Se had explained that when humans are hurt, they tend towards aggression as a means of defence and denial of their pain rather than silent acceptance.

Omega wondered now if Crosshair was so mean because he was hurting a lot. She was determined to find out. Maybe the problem with people who get hurt like that is that they drive everyone away by their behavior and soon have no one left to help them.

And Omega did not want that to happen to Crosshair.

Slipping through the narrow path between the the flight chairs, Omega reached Crosshair's weapons kit and slowly wrestled it all the way back to the bunkroom. She knocked.

Again, no answer.

She knocked again, sending a tentative "Crosshair...?" against the forbidding metal door.

She jumped back as the door hissed open, and Crosshair came slowly out. It looked as if he had been about to run her over despite his inability to move quickly, but his eyes darted to the weapons kit and he hesitated.

"Where did you get that?"

Omega shifted the end of the heavy case to lean against her side. She was about to drop it.

"You - left it on...the ship!" she gasped, heaving at the case again.

Crosshair grabbed the top of the weapons kit and hauled it to lean by the door. His searching look flickered down at Omega.

"What else did I...leave on the ship?" he asked.

Omega fidgeted, then grasped her fingers tightly, determined not to let Crosshair see how nervous she was. Perhaps now would be the time to give him his new communicator?

"Well," she began. "You left..." She almost said "your armor" but held back at the last moment. That could wait. She would have to ask Tech about it first. "Your communicator... But it got destroyed."

"And who destroyed it?"

Not "how did that happen". Crosshair, Omega reflected, was a very suspicious person. She opened her mouth but Crosshair interrupted before she even began to speak.

"Perhaps it was Hunter? He never could stand reminders."

"That's not true!" Omega shot back. She held her breath and counted to three. Anger would help nothing here.

Crosshair watched her through narrowed eyes.

"That's not true," Omega repeated again, more calmly. "The commlink got ruined when a bounty hunter smashed it. Hunter didn't get rid of it. He missed you just as much as the rest of us."

Crosshair scoffed. "Then explain to me why he didn't try to get me back..."

"Why didn't you try to come back?"

Crosshair's pale cheeks flushed, anger darkening his eyes. He snatched up the weapons kit from where it leaned on the wall and strode back into the bunkroom.

Omega followed.

Crosshair turned to glance at her over his shoulder, rolling his eyes in annoyance. "Whaaat?"

Now was not the right time to mention that Omega had been wearing Crosshair's old communicator. She scuffed one boot on the floor and said, "Can I watch you?"

Crosshair glared, then studied her almost curiously. "What?"

"Can I watch you work on your weapons," said Omega, pointing to the kit. "Is that...okay...?"

Crosshair said nothing and lowered himself stiffly to the floor.

Omega took this as an invitation to stay, so she slowly sank to the ground as well, mimicking Crosshair's position.

Crosshair opened the black case and took out one of the Firepuncher attachments. He ran a hand along its length, and when a tiny smirk curled up one corner of his scowling lips, Omega was curious.

"Do you like being a sniper?" she asked.

The smirk vanished. Crosshair continued to ignore her.

Omega sighed and tapped her fingers on her knees as she'd seen Wrecker do sometimes.

She didn't know how to make Crosshair happy again, or even if he could be. But it was clear to her that something important was bothering him. So she did the only thing she knew how to do in situations like this. She could try to be friendly, no matter how difficult Crosshair might make it.

"The others all have enhanced skills," she said. "And I can't learn those things. You know, tracking the way Hunter does, or being really smart like Tech, or strong like Wrecker." Omega rocked slowly back and forth where she sat, eyebrows furrowed in thought as she considered her next words. "I know you have enhanced eyes..."

"How perceptive..."

"But maybe you could teach me to be a sniper, too?"

Crosshair continued to work, though the steady pace with which he was rubbing down his gun attachments faltered.

Omega rocked harder, nervousness pushing her to speak further.

"I know it might not be fun for me, but I can work hard! I've been getting better with my bow, and maybe if I practiced a lot, you could teach me to be really good at timing shots and aiming and -"

Crosshair growled and Omega jerked her gaze up to meet his.

"One thing about sniper's," he snarled. "We know how to be quiet."

Omega held her breath.

Crosshair eyed her once more, then returned to his work.

For a long while, there was nothing but the heavy pattering of rain on metal and the soft swish-swipe of a rag as Crosshair cleaned his weapons.

Omega found herself relaxing in the quiet. After a time she could hear each of her own inhales and exhales, as well as Crosshair's soft breathing. It was nice to sit and watch him work. She liked his steady motions of long practice, Crosshair's familiarity with his occupation making Omega feel more confident about approaching him. It didn't matter that he was still acting as if Omega didn't exist. She would have to be patient - maybe in the end he would be friendly like Hunter and the others. Or maybe...this was just the way he was? Quiet. Someone who liked to be alone...

At last Omega heard steps approaching outside the ship. But still she waited, being quiet so Crosshair could work. The peaceful silence was only broken when the door to the Marauder opened, four pairs of boots clomped up the stairs, and Wrecker yelled, "Boy, it's quiet in here!"

Chapter 12: Why?

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Omega bounded upright, clattering out of the room in such a flurry of motion that Crosshair started and jammed his finger into the empty clip case he was working on.

Yanking his hand free, he rubbed his sore finger on the rag that had fallen to the floor, and listened as the others piled into the ship. A few muttered conversations were taking place in the background behind the still unusual sound of the child's voice excitedly chattering away at top speed.

He couldn't catch any of her words aside from "weapons" and "Crosshair". And he told himself he was glad he couldn't understand whatever else the kid was babbling about.

He shoved the clutter of gun parts off his lap and slowly rose as Hunter, with a hopping Omega at his heels entered the room.

How perfect. The master and his faithful little pet.

The master's eyes flicked over the gutted weapons kit and he smiled a little, looking at Crosshair.

"Been working all this time?"

"No," said Crosshair shortly.

The pet scooted around Hunter, a wide grin plastered to her face.

"And I was being quiet like a sniper!"

 

Hunter chuckled and rested a hand on his holster. "Really?"

"Really." Crosshair pulled himself upright and dropped the rag deliberately into the open kit. "Miracles do occur."

Omega smiled happily up at him, her obliviousness to the meaning of his remark more amusing than annoying for some reason.

Hunter, predictably, was not amused.

"You sure are aching for a fight, aren't you, Crosshair?"

Crosshair decided to save his response for later and allowed Hunter to continue. The sergeant hadn't come to chit-chat.

"Cid wants to meet you."

Crosshair frowned and fumbled for a toothpick. His pockets were empty, so he turned towards his bunk -

And found Omega behind him, holding a toothpick out to him.

Crosshair snatched it and turned back towards Hunter, and lodged the toothpick firmly between his teeth.

 

"Cid who?" he growled.

Hunter shrugged. "Just...Cid. She's a trandoshan. Runs a bar not too far from here. And...she wants to meet you."

Crosshair scowled, suspicion driving his brows to well below halfway down his eyes. "Why?"

Hunter shrugged again. "Don' know. I wouldn't worry, though. She's trustworthy... About that sort of thing, at least.

Echo stuck his head around the edge of the door - "Until turning us in gets her more money than we're currently making for her," - and moved on.

Crosshair eyed Hunter. "She's been cheating you."

Hunter sighed, a confused smile twitching across his mouth. "I don't know how she does it. But somehow...every time..."

"And you never figure it out until too late."

A soft laugh. "Nope..."

"That doesn't surprise me," Crosshair hissed. "You never could do a single dishonest thing even if it meant saving someone's life. And you're only getting worse."

 

Hunter glowered and then sent a soft, knowing look at Omega who still stood behind Crosshair. Apparently, there was something to disprove Crosshair's statement about Hunter.

Crosshair stepped back and pushed Omega out of the way so he could sit down on his bunk. "And you want me to come meet this...Cid without knowing why?"

Hunter nodded. "We're not getting any more jobs until she sees you. She made that...very clear.

"What does she want me for? To turn me in to the Empire?" Crosshair spat.

Hunter frowned. "Wouldn't that be just what you'd want anyway? You've got it written all over your face, Crosshair. You can't wait to get out of here."

Crosshair stood and flicked the toothpick onto the floor, anger building behind his eyes. "For once, Hunter, you've got it right. But do you even - know - why?"

"I don't need to understand," Hunter shot back bluntly. "Your actions have said enough. You're not who we thought you were."

He turned his back on Crosshair and started to leave the room.

A surge of hurt and fury forced Crosshair's hands and he snatched up the pillow on his bunk and flung it after Hunter. Omega scurried forward and with a soft "oomph!" she was standing in front of Crosshair, the pillow hugged tightly underneath her chin.

He stared at her for a moment. She blinked back at him and squashed the pillow.

"Hunter taught you to play catch, too? How sweet," Crosshair growled and folded himself over onto the bed to lie stiffly.

Omega walked to the bunk and set the pillow on top of his face. Crosshair smacked it away, scowling as she giggled and skipped out of reach.

"Hunter didn't teach me, actually," said Omega, pausing at the doorway. "Shaeeah and Jek did!"

She disappeared around the doorframe and Crosshair flopped back with a groan and pulled the pillow up to cover his face again.

It all but hid the light in the room from his eyes - he could still feel them burning. It muffled the noises coming from the others as they clattered about the ship, and deadened Wrecker's yelling to a tolerable level.

Slowly, questions slipped into the front of his mind.

When had Omega met Shaeeah and Jek? Why had Hunter gone to the Lawquanes? What was Hunter keeping him here for? What would he have to do to convince Hunter to let him go?

He knew Hunter wouldn't even consider leaving Crosshair when Crosshair was recovering from an injury. An injury he wouldn't have gotten if Tech hadn't interfered and fired on the Imperial ships.

You know that's not true... his head whispered. Crosshair smashed a mental pillow onto his brain.

But it didn't stop its whispering to him. Every phrase it told him, every angry statement he thought it contradicted, the words replaced by the image of Omega.

 

It unnerved him for some reason, so he reached into the cubby at the head of the bunk, retrieved another toothpick and stuffed it into his mouth under the pillow.

It broke. And the uncomfortable whispers in his mind continued.

He almost welcomed the distraction when Hunter leaned back into the room and interrupted the tiring thoughts.

"Come on, Crosshair, we're heading out."

Crosshair shoved the pillow off his head and let it tumble to the floor. "No."

He sneered disdainfully at Hunter, making his annoyance and disregard for the sergeant's words as obvious as he could.

"Your injuries should have healed enough by now to make a short trip easily enough," said Hunter. 

Crosshair froze.

Hunter stepped all the way into the room. "I don't know what your issue is, but I've got a squad to take care of, and you are not going to get in the way. You're coming."

"Make me."

Hunter looked about ready to start forward, but suddenly, Omega darted past him and into the room, a set of folded fatigues in her arms, her eyes glowing with excitment.

"You'll like Cid," she blurted. "She's a little mean sometimes, but she does like us. I think she'll like you, too."

 

She plopped the pile of clothing on top of Crosshair while he looked on in confusion, and Hunter watched with obvious amusement.

Omega reached happily for the box of toothpicks.

"Shall I carry these for you?" she asked.

Crosshair glared.

 

Chapter 13: Rainy Walk

Notes:

Hello, all! Due to life, a lack of brain cells and other issues, updates will be slowing to twice a week instead of one every two days. I apologize!

But hey! I might surprise you with an extra one when you don't expect it, so... 😉

I promise, this story will be completed. By all of Crosshair's toothpicks, I will not abandon it!

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The rain pitter-pattered pleasantly on the dusty stones of Ord Mantell. Omega twirled around once before hopping back to walk alongside Echo. Hunter was at the front of the group, Wrecker stumped along directly behind him, oddly silent, and Tech had his nose buried in his datapad again.

Omega kept her datapad in a little bag at her side, and she pulled it out as she walked, curious as to how Tech was able to work and keep his balance at the same time.

The raindrops plinked delicately onto the screen. Omega wiped them away with her fingers. The watertrails left rainbow streaks on the tablet screen, blurring the lighted image into sharp pixelated spots of color. It was beautiful.

She stumbled. Echo caught her arm, then took her datapad.

"You can do that when you're older," he said, and slipped the datapad back into her bag.

Omega skipped once and tapped the toe of her boot into a puddle. Some droplets jumped up and sprinkled the hem of her already wet tunic. "Technically, I'm older than all of you," she said, tapping her boot harder and making a bigger splash.

The water sprayed onto Echo's kama and several drops flew into Omega's eyes. She blinked hard as her vision blurred, and stumbled into Echo.

Echo steadied her again, his smirk audible in his voice. "Like I said, when you're older."

A soft huff that could have been a laugh sounded behind them. Omega wiped the remaining water from her eyes and turned back.

Crosshair was following slowly behind everyone else, walking stiffly, but steadily. Omega hurried back to him, scuffing her boots into a few more pools of water on the way, and spinning again, she fell into step alongside him, unable to stop herself from clapping her hands.

She was so excited that Crosshair was in the group, coming with them to go on a mission! She couldn't believe how well everything was going, considering how Crosshair had refused to leave Kamino with them.

But now, they were all together again, and things would be so much better! Hunter wouldn't be so tired, Wrecker would smile more, Tech would talk more, and Echo wouldn't be so severe.

It might take a few days for everyone to get used to having Crosshair back, and that was another reason Omega was looking forward to the "down time" Hunter had promised the squad. They would actually have those few days without being interrupted by missions or Imperials shooting at them.

Omega stomped another puddle, delighted by the shining droplets that sprayed out in all directions. Crosshair ignored her still. At least he hadn't told her to "go away".

Omega felt safe enough to venture a question.

"Crosshair? Did you ever...play in the rain?"

Crosshair did not reply, and Omega was glad when Tech unglued his eyes from his tablet screen long enough to glance at her over his shoulder.

"Sometimes we did," said Tech. "But such occurrences as 'playing' were very infrequent and often...less than safe."

"Where did you play?" Omega asked.

"On the roof," Wrecker suddenly cut in. "Boy, that was fun! You could see the whole ocean -"

"Merely a portion of it," Tech interjected.

"-and I wish you could'a seen the sun comin' up, Omega! It was great!" Wrecker beamed, completely undeterred by Tech's interruption.

"One time," he went on, grinning as Hunter's shoulders hunched, "it was really fun! We were sneaking around -"

"That was not fun," Tech quipped. "That was a disaster."

"But there were so many weapons! The armory -"

"Was restricted," Hunter interrupted. "Yeah, that was a disaster."

"You boys sure got into trouble a lot," said Echo. "I know I haven't heard the half of it, but even Fives and I didn't get into messes like that!"

"What happened?" Omega asked.

Wrecker winced, then laughed, then winced again. "Uh...I set off one of the stun grenades...?"

"Oh..." Omega stared at the toes of her boots, not wanting to hear anymore. She could well imagine what had occurred after the Bad Batch was caught.

The conversation seemed to be over. They walked along in silence for a minute or two, Omega splashing every puddle she encountered in her path.

They were almost at Cid's. And so far, Crosshair had said nothing.

Omega opened her mouth to speak again, looking up at him this time. Crosshair was scowling darkly.

Omega breathed once and tugged his hand. "Crosshair, I know you didn't like it on Kamino. But, was that sunrise at least pretty?"

Crosshair glanced down at her, and Omega stared up, confused at the sadness in the sniper's eyes.

Instantly, she ducked her head. "I'm sorry, I was just wondering," she whispered. Her confusion grew all the more when Tech turned back again and looked at her curiously.

Crosshair sighed. "Yes, it was," was all he said.

Chapter 14: Cid's Parlor

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Cid was waiting at the door of her office when they arrived. Bolo and Ketch, her two regulars, waved to Omega as she passed by with the others. Omega waved back, and Cid shook her stick in Hunter's face.

"Where the heck have you been?" she shouted. "It's almost time for me to close!"

Tech checked his chronometer. "I don't know why you would be closing. Technically, there are still several hours before -"

"Bah-bah-bah-bah, I don't wanna hear it, Goggles," Cid retorted and disappeared into her office.

Hunter shook his head and followed, and Tech and Wrecker exchanging a whispered conversation just behind him. Echo went in after them, facepalming.

Omega hesitated.

Crosshair was lingering some distance away from the door, one hand resting on his hip, his head tilted at an odd angle.

Omega went over to him. "Crosshair?"

Crosshair continued to stare at the office doorway. "That's...Cid..." he drawled.

"Uh-huh." Omega nodded. "That's Cid." She was just about tug Crosshair towards the office when Ketch and Bolo, who'd been whispering over their Dejarik game, rose from their table and wandered over to Crosshair and Omega.

""So, 'oo are you supposed ta be?" Ketch piped up, looking Crosshair up and down. His Ithorian buddy slowly sauntered around Crosshair, sniggering into his vocabulator.

"Are you a prisoner?" said Bolo. He poked the gray fatigues Crosshair was wearing, then wiped his fingers on his shirt.

Crosshair glowered and Omega stepped closer to him, confused.

"Yeah," Ketch agreed. "Where's your armor? Are ya with the other guys? They've all got armor."

"Hey, I don't have armor yet," said Omega. "Leave him alone!"

Ketch ignored her. Bolo kept circling Crosshair.

"You don't look like much without it," said Bolo. "What are you, their guest or something?"

"More like their accountant," Ketch sniggered. "Or maybe you're just a stray -"

Crosshair pushed Omega aside and sprang forward. Ketch let out a bark of alarm, and Crosshair wrestled him into the wall, the sniper's forearm pinning Ketch across his throat.

Omega stared, and Bolo went bounding around the room in dismay. Ketch struggled unsuccessfully.

"Watch yourself, Weequay," Crosshair snarled. "I kill for a living."

Suddenly, Cid came stamping into the room and jammed herself in between Ketch and Crosshair, shoving them apart.

"Alright, alright, this round is over. You two!" - gesturing to Ketch and Bolo - "Get outta here! Bar's closed! See you tomorrow! Go ahead and take a bottle with you. Whatever it takes to get you outta here!"

Ketch and Bolo, quite forgetting their former terror, rushed to the bar and started arguing about which drink choice to pick. They settled on "Reactor Coolant" and were gone.

Omega shuddered. Wrecker had tried "Reactor Coolant" once, and after that Hunter had restricted the squad to nothing stronger than "Thermal Detonator".

Except Omega. The only drink Cid served that Omega was allowed to have was blue milk. At first, she hadn't wanted to, mostly because she had some every time the others ordered drinks, and she'd had so much of it that Wrecker told her she might turn into a bantha at some point. And she'd almost believed him. Until Hunter had done that funny thing with his eyebrows.

But she really did like the blue milk. She hoped at some point she could actually see a bantha cow for real. Not just in the pictures Tech had loaded onto her datapad.

Cid was tapping her stick impatiently, sighing in exasperation when Ketch and Bolo's loud arguing could still be heard several moments later.

The trandoshan tapped Omega on the head. "Come on, Tiny." She jerked her thumb at Crosshair. "You, too, Scrawny. Come on. We're waiting!"

Omega trailed after Cid, pausing just long enough to hear Crosshair's slow footsteps following behind.

Once they were inside the office, Cid closed and sealed the door, then stumped around her desk and sat down, looking for all the world like a shrewdly benevolent frog.

It didn't last long. The friendly gleam in her slit pupils shifted into a calculating glower as she watched Crosshair unblinkingly.

But strangely enough, when Omega looked, Crosshair was ignoring Cid completely.

Hunter looked between Crosshair and Cid a few times, then ran gloved fingers through his hair. "Cid, what's this all about? Why'd you want to see him?"

"Because of the job," the trandoshan replied. "Hey, you! Yeah, Scrawny hiding in the back there!"

Crosshair folded his arms slowly and finally met her gaze.

"Yeah, that's right," Cid called. "I'm talkin' to ya, Toothpick! Come on up here!"

Crosshair glared and did not move.

Cid growled and heaved herself out of her chair before waddling up to Crosshair. She walked around him once, then tapped him with her stick. "Sniper, eh?"

Crosshair dropped his arms to hang at his sides and turned to glower at her. "What makes you say that?"

Cid waved her stick at him. "Just look at yourself!"

Omega and Wrecker exhanged a glance and shrugged.

"Cid," Hunter said as the trandoshan went back to her desk. "Why did you want to see Crosshair in particular, and what is this job?"

"It's simple, really." Cid tapped her claws along the engraved desk edge and smirked at Hunter. "You'll be happy about the payment, too, Bandana Boy. Ten thousand credits."

Crosshair stepped forward. "What are the conditions?"

"That's the great part!" Cid cried. "The client needs one man neutralized - I don't care how. The results you boys have given me thus far makes me think you could achieve the desired results without actually killing the target!"

Hunter leaned his hands on the desk top and bent down to peer into Cid's eyes. "We never have taken a job where the goal was to kill a man."

"Who is it?" said Echo.

"Just an Imperial officer," Cid replied, waving her hands about for emphasis on how ridiculous Hunter's serious behavior was. "An admiral, I was told. He's staying for several days at a dignitary meeting on - "

"I don't wanna hear it," said Hunter, and he stepped away. "We'll do retrievals and extractions, but assassination is not going on our agenda."

"What do your boys think?" Cid snipped. "I think you could really use a hefty chunk of credits."

"Would we even get a 'hefty chunk'?" Echo snorted.

"Of course! What do you say to three fifths of the haul?"

Tech tapped his upper lip rapidly. "You would give us six thousand credits out of ten thousand?"

Cid grinned. "Don't you think sixty percent of that kind of a payment is affordable to me? If someone is willing to pay ten thousand, I'm willing to pay good chunk of that, especially after all you boys have done for me!"

Hunter shook his head. "We're not assassins."

"And you don't have to be!" Cid hollered, waving her arms about in irritation. "The client said 'neutralize', not 'kill' the target! Maim him, send him to a nut house, pack him away in a cellar, I don't care!"

Hunter frowned. "I'll think about it. For now, how about something a little more...easily managed?"

Suddenly, Crosshair stepped forward. "Who is the target?"

Cid blink at him. "Huh? Oh, some admiral called...daugh, what was it...? Admiral Boarding Ramp, or something."

Crosshair narrowed his eyes. "Rampart?"

"Yeah, that's it." Cid cocked her head and gazed sidelong at Crosshair. "You're takin' it?"

Hunter clamped a hand on Crosshair's shoulder, pulling the sniper around to face him. "More importantly, what's it to you?"

Crosshair shook him off and turned back to Cid. "The whole job pays ten thousand, you say."

Cid nodded. "That's right. Goggles there already confirmed with me the cut you boys would get." She smiled hopefully.

Crosshair placed a hand carefully on the desk and drummed his fingers once. "What percent of which cut?"

Cid stared at him, her gaze locked with his for a moment. Then, a wide grin split her mouth. "I like the way you think, Toothpick! Maybe we can talk business?"

Crosshair leaned both hands on the desk. "We are right now, aren't we?"

Cid flashed him a nervous smile. "Alright, you win. Six thousand for doing the job."

Tech stepped forward, his mouth twisted to one side. "That was...already confirmed, Crosshair. Unless... Oh..."

Crosshair looked at Cid from under lowered eyebrows. "I'm surprised it's taken you this long to know that you have to deal in simple numbers with someone like her, Tech," he said.

Tech blinked and cocked his head at Cid.

Cid flapped her hands dismissively, "Yeah, yeah, takes one to know one, Toothpick. So. You want the job?"

Hunter pulled Crosshair back and raised an eyebrow at Cid. "I said we'll take something easier to manage."

Cid sniffed, then shrugged. "You'll get four thousand credits for delivering some cargo safely to Pantora. That's the only other high-paying job I have."

"Pantora, huh?" Hunter rubbed his jaw. "And why are you suddenly offering the next best-paying job?"

"So you'll come back, duh," Cid snapped. "Looks like I'm not going to be able to make a living if you keep bringing that Toothpick around."

"Maybe we won't have to if we could trust you not to cheat us anymore. Like you just tried to." Echo gave her a pointed stare. "What do we have to do? Sift through every word you say to us?"

Cid rolled her eyes. "I look out for me, buster. If you can make a bit of cash while making me money too, fine. Anyway, the offer stands. You boys get four thousand credits for making that delivery. Take it or leave it."

Hunter nodded. "Fine. What's this cargo?"

"Drinks, packaging supplies, and a few...valubles."

"What sort of valubles?" said Echo.

"The kind of valubles most people want nowadays," said Cid. "Weapons, boys! That Empire sure sucks them up fast - so I'm trying to make sure a few more get out there to the other guys!"

"Right, and...who are we delivering them to?"

Cid pulled up a small holo and set it on the desk. "It's a Gran named Reeka Mor. He's a shop owner just outside the capital."

Omega came forward to study the image and grinned. Hunter nudged her arm.

"Yeah, we've met that guy," he said. "Pantora it is then."

Cid tossed the holo to Omega, who caught it and slipped it into her bag. "Pantora it is."

Chapter 15: Starting Off

Notes:

Next chapter this Sunday!

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"So, Tiny!" Cid clapped Omega on the shoulder as she followed the squad out of the office. "You going to be ready for more money-making operations when you get back?"

Omega glanced up at Hunter who had turned back slightly at Cid's question, and smiled. "Actually, we're going to take a vacation!"

"A vacation, huh?" Cid tapped her chin with a long claw, then stroked her stick thoughtfully. "Any idea where you'd like it?"

Omega scrunched up her face. "Not...really...? Somewhere nice, though. Everyone needs some down time," she added seriously.

"Somewhere the Empire isn't," said Echo firmly. He stepped back to Omega's side and watched Cid through narrowed eyes.

"Relax, bolts-for-brains," Cid drawled, rolling her eyes. "I'm not interested in interfering with your vacation! I've got a few places in mind if you need suggestions. My informants keep me pretty up to date on which places are Empire-free. For now, at any rate."

"Good." Hunter folded his arms. "Any suggestions? That won't shake whatever trust we have for you?"

"I promise, Bandana. I'm not interested in getting you and your little group involved in my missions if you ain't interested. But yeah. I do have a few ideas."

Tech adjusted his goggles. "Such as...?"

"Well how about Verdacca for starters?" Cid snapped. "Quiet place, plenty of low-life bars here and there, lots of open space!" The trandoshan smiled and cocked her head down at Omega. "And plenty of grass and open sky."

 

"Are there any Imperial forces there?" Hunter asked.

"Not so far," Cid replied. "Seems the Empire's targeting more well-to-do planets first. Not that they're going to do anything to help the less fortunate in those places. Money-grubbing slobs..."

Echo quirked an eyebrow and looked pointedly at Cid.

"Look, metal-head!" she squalled. "I'm not a corrupt politician! I do what I say I'm about! I look out for me! You know that!"

"How is that not corrupt?" Echo muttered. Wrecker elbowed him.

Hunter huffed and shook his head. "I don't know anything about politicians - I'm just trying to take care of my squad. On which note... Tech! How's Verdacca look?"

Tech, who was busily swiping his finger repeatedly up his datapad screen twisted his mouth to the side and studied his device a moment longer before he straightened and put it away.

"Verdacca appears to be a safe option," he stated, and took a breath.

Echo leaned over and glanced down at the datapad. "No more than a few hours jump away, twenty-six hour rotation, close to standard. Hmm..."

Tech frowned at Echo's interruption and pulled the tablet away. "I will take care of preparing the ship," he said bossily. And with a pointed look at Wrecker, "We should also restock on our supplies."

Wrecker reached into his pack, pulled out a ration bar, and took a huge bite. "Good idea, Tech. I think we're running low on these."

Tech face-palmed.

"Alright," said Hunter. "Tech? I'm going to want to talk to you a bit more about this planet. See what our other options are. Wrecker? Go with Echo to restock our supplies. Omega? Let's head back to the ship."

Omega obediently followed Hunter out of Cid's office, but caught his hand outside. "Hunter? What about Crosshair? He's coming with us, right?"

Hunter looked back to where Cid was prodding Crosshair out of the office with her stick. "Yeah," he muttered. "He's comin' with us." He gazed thoughtfully at Crosshair while Cid hissed a few parting words at the sniper's back.

Crosshair ignored her.


Omega stuffed one hand into her bag and fiddled with the holotransmitter. Soon, she and the others would be back on Pantora, and Hunter could pay back the Gran shop owner's credits. And once that was taken care of, they would all go off to another planet for several days of exploring and fun.

"Just think, Trooper!" Omega curled up against the back of the gunner's chair and wriggled excitedly. "Just think! We have five days to see all sorts of things! And Crosshair will be with us the whole time! And we're going to a new planet!" She squeezed the trooper doll tighter and tighter with each sentence until the poor toy's limbs stuck out at odd and uncomfortable-looking angles.

She relaxed her grip and, with a tired squeak, Trooper's arms and legs fell back to their original positions.

 

Omega set her aside and pulled the holo device from her bag. She remembered the Gran. She had nearly broken some of his merchandise while waiting for Hunter to finish bartering. That incident led to the "no touching things in the shops" rule. And Omega tried very hard to remember. Credits were hard to come by, and there had been a few nights where she had seen Hunter and Tech in a late conversation about "economizing".

Wrecker had looked up the word for her the next day.

Omega pressed the device controls, wondering how much ten thousand credits looked like and remembered Crosshair's questions to Cid and Tech's surprised reaction. "What percent of which cut?" She thought she understood what Cid had been doing, but didn't quite see how the trandoshan had managed it. She would have to ask someone. But not Crosshair. She had bothered him enough.

The holotransmitter flickered, and a blue image of the Gran wavered into view. Omega watched the image lazily rotate three times before she straightened. There was a small flash of pale blue that swept down the holo display every few seconds. She almost hadn't noticed it. But now that she had, her attention was gripped, and she stared intently, trying to catch the small figures that flickered through the blue light.

They disappeared too quickly. Omega tried to keep her eyes on the same section of the image as it turned so that she could focus on one figure at a time. It didn't work. The second holo shifted randomly, and despite her best efforts, Omega couldn't catch a bit of it.

She shook the transmitter, turning it over to see if there was any way to slow down the recording. There wasn't. Because it wasn't a recording. It was a projection with a second one built in.

She pressed her lips together in a determined frown.

Whatever it was, it would have to be extracted.

Chapter 16: Omega Listens

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A loud hiss and dull clang from the boarding ramp shot through the ship. Omega crawled to the ladder and peeked out, still clutching the holo transmitter. Echo and Wrecker must have returned with the supplies.

Eager to help bring in the supplies, Omega slid down the ladder, then skidded to a stop as Crosshair staggered into the Marauder and leaned heavily against the wall.

"Crosshair! Crosshair, are you all right?"

The holo device clattered to the floor as Omega ran forward. The sniper looked up at her just as Hunter hurried from the cockpit followed by Tech, and Omega froze at the fierce grimace on Crosshair's face.

"Crosshair...?" she whispered.

Hunter strode up to Crosshair and grasped him beneath the arms. Crosshair did not resist as Hunter helped him towards the bunk room.

Omega panted, startled by the suddenness with which Crosshair had burst into the ship, and the even more sudden interference of Hunter. "Tech! Is he okay...?"

"He will be all right," said Tech quickly. "Omega, please return to your room."

"But -!"

"Please."

He didn't wait for her to respond, but hurried into the bunk room after Hunter.

The door closed, and Omega was left alone.

She shuffled back to the gunner's mount, thoughts swirling about in her head until it began to ache. She checked the chrono and sighed. It was nearly 2100 hours, and Wrecker and Echo were still not back with the supplies.

What had Crosshair been doing out alone? He hadn't returned to the ship with Tech and Hunter, and Omega didn't think he'd been helping Echo and Wrecker. Or maybe he was helping them, she scolded herself. Maybe that's why he was so...tired? No, he wasn't just tired, he was injured. He had been struggling on the way to Cid's, and the brief scuffle with Ketch and Bolo in the trandoshan's parlor had probably not helped him any.

Omega lay down and tucked Trooper tightly under her chin. She stared sadly out at the familiar interior of the Havoc Marauder, unable to help noticing each blinking light and glowing dial. She had practically memorized the positions of every control on the main dashboard, and was well on her way to committing the placements of the navicomputer's controls to memory as well.

Trooper rattled inquisitively as Omega pulled the blankets up, so she scootched up a bit further on her pillow to let Trooper see out as well.

Everything was quiet, seemingly all was well. But it wasn't.

There was a low murmur of voices from the bunk room, and Omega sniffed, unable to stop the tear that slipped down her face when Tech's voice snapped, "Why didn't you say something?" and Crosshair's voice hissed something Omega couldn't catch.

"I shouldn't have made him come," Omega whispered. Trooper did not reply.

Suddenly discouraged, Omega sat up and threw the doll from the gunner's mount. It skittered across the floor and stopped with a muted clink as it collided with something on the floor. It could be one of Wrecker's explosives for all she cared.

The voices from the bunk room faded, and silence pervaded the ship once more. The sky outside was completely black, and the soft glow from the dashboard illuminated the slow trickle of raindrops on the viewport from the inside. It looked strange, the shining drops eerily soothing as they slithered in pale tracks down the transparisteel.

The steady pattering of rain was interrupted by varyingly sharp and muffled taps as the metal casing of the Marauder shifted and settled. It was almost as if the ship were breathing, each breath slowing the more activity inside it settled down for the night...until it drifted off to sleep.

 

Omega didn't notice when her confusion fled to be replaced by a comforting darkness.

 

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At first, Omega thought it was morning. She turned slowly and blinked blearily at the chrono, groaning tiredly when the numbers 0100 registered in her muddled brain. Besides, it was still very dark. She couldn't see any of the cockpit controls... Someone had slid her curtain closed.

 

The rain had stopped, but now there were footsteps moving about the ship - the heavy thuds of Wrecker's boots mixed with soft metallic taps from Echo's, and Hunter's quieter shuffling.

 

Omega shoved herself up on her elbows and blinked rapidly. What had woken her? It must have been noise of the hatch when Echo and Wrecker came back.

 

Swiping a hand down her face, Omega curled up and tugged the blankets around her shoulders as tightly as she could. Sitting up had made her cold, and she pushed her face hard against the pillow until she felt tired enough to drop back off to sleep.

 

The stealthy footsteps in the main area below blended together, accompanied by whispers and Hunter's low voice. Omega liked Hunter's voice. It rumbled when he talked quietly. The quiet conversation continued for some time and rain began to fall again. These nighttime sounds made a sort of lullaby, and Omega thought it would be nice to hear one.

 

She had tried to sing before. AZ was her only listener as Nala Se was often busy with her work, and once she had started helping the Kaminoan in her work, Omega had stopped singing. She didn't remember any of the tunes she used to hum anymore, and she didn't remember if she had ever put words to them.

 

Tech's voice started to drone, and Omega slipped halfway back into her dreams, drowsily wondering if any of her squad mates ever sang.

Words tapped against her mind, and Omega turned over, then woke up with a start.

The others were talking...about Crosshair!

"I don't know what he was doing hanging behind," Echo said, tone still hushed. So, they must think she was still asleep.

"I did not notice him drop back," said Tech.

"Look, it doesn't matter," Hunter said. "I'm not sure we should be acting like probe droids with him, but at the same time..."

"Does he even want to be with us?" Wrecker muttered, volume level surprisingly controlled for his usually vociferous tones.

Hunter hummed thoughtfully. "I don't see that we need to do anything about it..."

"Hunter," Echo cut in. "I understand you want to act as if none of this happened, but we just can't. What if Crosshair is out to turn us in? We'll be executed for sure, and who'll take care of Omega?"

Omega bit her lip, heart pounding as she gingerly plucked at the edge the curtain, pulling it aside with the crooked tip of her index finger.

Wrecker was sitting in one of the flight chairs across from Tech who sat hunched on the very edge of his seat. Echo stood facing Hunter whose arms were folded stiffly across his chest. Hunter's head was bent in thought and he stared intently at the ground. His eyes were dark gray.

"He's sad..." Omega whispered to herself.

Hunter sighed through his nose and looked up at Echo. "For now, let's just take a break. Crosshair's stuck with us for at least five days. I don't understand why those injuries haven't at least closed fully, but he needs more time. I'm not just going to dump him out somewhere."

"And what if he wants to be dumped somewhere?" Echo hissed. "Hunter! You can't drag him around like this! He's going to snap or something. He betrayed us!"

Wrecker rubbed the back of his neck uncomfortably. "Yeah, but...didn't we betray him, too?"

Echo shot him a look, then turned back to Hunter. "He doesn't want this, Hunter."

Hunter pursed his lips. "I... Once he's healed...we'll let him go."

Echo looked closely at Hunter, then closed his eyes. "Hunter? If this is what you're deciding on, I'm not going to cause a problem. But I've got a bad feeling about this. People like Crosshair don't just...turn around overnight and come back. He's got some ulterior motives in mind - and he's going to go after his goals."

"He said he didn't want us dead," Hunter snapped.

"His chip was removed," Tech put in.

"Tech!" Hunter clamped his mouth shut and pinched the bridge of his nose. "Tech, we don't know that for sure. Look, I know you don't want to trust him, Echo. He hurt all of us by what he did. But...Wrecker's right. We hurt him, too. I broke a promise we all made at the beginning. I'm going to live by that promise now, even if Crosshair doesn't live up his end of it."

"I will as well," said Tech.

"Me too!" Wrecker waved his hand enthusiastically, only to be stared down by the other three.

"Shhh! You'll wake Omega!" Echo warned.

"Ooh, sorry." Wrecker clapped a hand to his mouth before resting his elbows on his knees. "Hey, Hunter?"

"Hmm?"

"What if Crosshair doesn't...want to keep it anymore?"

Hunter didn't reply for a long moment.

Finally, Tech raised a finger and smiled slightly at Wrecker. "I believe he does, Wrecker. He just may not...know how..." His smile faltered, and he tapped his foot anxiously.

Hunter laughed. "Huh, yeah... Look, Echo, I'll talk to him. For now, let's just...take a break. Speaking of which... How'd it go with Cid?"

"Aw, it went fine." Wrecker grinned. "She wasn't too happy about those thousand credits upfront, but we got it from her easily enough."

"A little too easily," Echo frowned.

Tech cocked his head inquiringly, and Wrecker went on.

"So after the supplies, we got enough fuel to...uh..." he glanced at Echo who frowned again.

"It's too easy, Hunter. It's almost like Cid wants us to go. She's a real haggler about pricing and deals, but this time she gave in with barely her customary complaint! And she refused to give us the fuel."

Hunter raised an eyebrow. "But it's part of the deal - we finish the mission, the Marauder gets a full tank."

"I know, I told her that," Echo growled. "She just said if we were walking out with a thousand credits upfront, she'd need assurance we'd come back to Ord Mantell at all."

Hunter scrubbed his forehead. "Isn't she ever going to let us out of her grip?"

"I guess she wants to keep us on her list of potential employees," said Echo.

"So what does that mean?" Hunter looked at Tech.

Tech pushed his goggles up the bridge of his nose and blinked. "It means we have enough fuel to reach Pantora and back - with enough left over for 1.376 trips to and from Verdacca."

"And that's another thing," Echo snapped. "Why Verdacca? What's there that she's so eager for us to run into?"

"Nothing that I can see," said Tech. "In this case, I believe Cid was being honest."

"So there's no danger in going there?" Hunter asked.

"No," said Tech. "I have done extensive research of the planet in the past - the climate is extremely similar to that of Naboo with the exception of the planetary rotation time and seasonal fluctuations since the planet was first discovered in -"

"Anything else, Tech?" Hunter sighed.

Tech blinked twice. "The population is comprised of over one hundred species - one hundred and thirteen, although there were some minor discrepancies between a few of the articles I found. I tapped into the communications between Ord Mantell and Verdacca, isolating the data transfers to pathways directed to and from the most...isolated terminals in the capital."

"He means the trashy places," Wrecker whispered loudly.

Tech coughed delicately and continued on. "It seems Cid was right. The influence of the Empire is almost nonexistent there. Negotiations have only just begun in the capital. Verdacca remained neutral during the war. And their exports are not valuable enough to interest the Empire - yet. They can all be easily acquired from other planets in the Coruscant sector. Verdacca mainly supplies Ord Mantell, and -"

"Yeah, we figured," Wrecker yawned. "So we goin' there, Hunter?"

Hunter chuckled softly and nodded. "We'll go to Verdacca then. Thank you, Tech."

Wrecker stood, and he and Echo went into the cockpit.

Omega was just about to release the curtain when Hunter caught Tech by the elbow as the pilot stood.

"Tech, is there any way to know for sure whether or not Crosshair's chip is removed?"

Tech frowned thoughtfully and gave Hunter a strange look. "When we were treating him after we left Kamino, I did attempt to use the scanner Omega and I built."

Omega was too focused on what Tech would say next to really notice that he had mentioned her helping him build the chip scanner.

"There...there was something Crosshair appeared to be fighting," said Tech. "But I am not certain. I cannot be certain. It may have been his inhibitor chip, or it may be the effects of the scanner working on...nothing... But that does not make sense."

"No it doesn't," Hunter agreed. "Look...can you try it again?"

Tech nodded slowly, then shook his head. "I do not want to risk something happening," he said. "If it's not Crosshair's inhibitor chip, it is something else. I would not advise using the first scanner - but we could use the AZ unit."

"The droid?"

"Yes. I came across something peculiar while working on its central processing unit. It seems this droid has performed the scan before. We may have to go to a medical facility to acquire the proper equipment, but -"

"Okay," said Hunter. He clapped Tech on the shoulder. "We'll work with what we have for now - maybe Crosshair will tell us something in the next few days that'll make it easier to help him."

"Does he...require help?" said Tech.

"Yes," said Hunter. "Our squad doesn't just...do things like that - I need to know exactly when he got out from under the chip's influence, if at all. Or if it was ever active in the first place."

He patted Tech once more, and wandered into the cockpit.

Tech remained staring at the floor for a long moment. "Be careful, Hunter," he sighed.

Omega watched him, worried by how confusing everything was when Tech looked up at her and sighed again.

She hastily jerked the curtain closed, burrowing into her covers and trying to act sleepy when Tech climbed up the ladder and pulled the curtain aside.

"Omega?"

"Hmmm...?"

"Do not pretend - you were listening, weren't you?"

Omega swallowed and nodded against her pillow.

Tech watched her with slightly narrowed eyes - Omega hoped it was because he was tired.

"We will be leaving Ord Mantell in the morning." he said. And without another word, he climbed down the ladder and went into the cockpit.

Chapter 17: Early Morning

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Crosshair pressed his cheek against the cool metal of the door and listened as Hunter's footsteps retreated to the cockpit. His chest felt tight - something he had experienced only a few times before. He didn't like things that were unfamiliar and strange. Being afraid made him angry.

He heaved a breath and froze, straining to hear the soft words that floated through the barrier. So Tech was still there.

Crosshair's hand hovered over the door lock. He was inches away from beginning what he hoped would fix the mess with Hunter and the others, and seconds away from deciding against the risk of making it worse.

Not making it worse, his head whispered. You're afraid of being on the wrong side of the line. Something Hunter will never forgive you for.

"I don't need forgiveness," he muttered. The room offered no reply. Silence rang in his ears like the echo of a far away scream.

Crosshair shuddered and limped back to his bunk. His leg throbbed uncomfortably, and he hissed, pressing a hand to his stinging side. The stim shot had done a good job, and the injuries were not life-threatening. He could have avoided the others noticing anything wrong if he hadn't been delayed by the karking trandoshan.

But perhaps he should be thanking the kid's persistance - he didn't want to leave yet, but he would be unable to avoid the problem of having to make a choice once he was healed. Her enthusiasm and Hunter's obvious and leadership-stunting affection for her had certainly helped things for Crosshair. Hunter hadn't been paying attention.

He rolled onto his side. What good was delaying the cure? Even if it had been unintentional. The others had already decided what he was about, and had already condemned him as a traitor. He hadn't spent the previous day and night in mental distress, pacing back and forth and around the bunkroom until his injuries tore, for no reason.

What did it matter? They couldn't be convinced. And he would not let himself be pushed into making a decision he'd regret the rest of his life.

Leaving the squad had not been his intention. They had left him behind. And now they expected him to apologize for it.

"They're all fools," he sighed.

Tucking one knee against his chest, Crosshair closed his eyes. Maybe tonight he would see something other than the pale faces of Saw Gerrara's refugees and the burning hole through Taa's brain.

Hunter might want to believe the inhibitor chip had forced Crosshair to defy his leadership and do things Hunter obviously found unacceptable. And for now, that suited Crosshair well enough. Tech's nosy tendencies had cost him an accidental blessing of delayed healing, although someone would have noticed eventually.

But even a day longer - a day to explain. They hadn't given him that chance. And from what he had heard, they wouldn't ever give him the chance if they found out about what had occurred shortly after his trip to Bora Vio.

It was pointless, really. It had seemed so clear when he had first approached them again. Was Hunter so dense he couldn't see beyond his own selfish goals? How could he honestly believe that what he had decided to pursue was good for the squad? And the kid?

Crosshair twisted onto his back and slid off the bunk. He limped around the room twice, again...then again. It hurt, but it was better than the intangible pain in his head. Desperation made a man do things he might laugh at with a clearer mind. But Crosshair didn't have a clear mind right now. Because if he did, Hunter had gone crazy. And that didn't seem likely. The others would all be dead by now were that the case.

There was one thing Crosshair could try, however. He had to prove somehow that he only wanted the best for Clone Force 99 - and the girl. And maybe, just maybe they would believe him if they knew that he had risked everything for them - even before they had met again in the training arena on Kamino.

Why removing the threat of the elite troopers hadn't convinced them, Crosshair wasn't sure. And they didn't know that he hadn't tried to come back to them... He had tried to get them back multiple times - on Bracca, he had tried to catch up to them, to stop them. And he had risked ever helping them again by deterring to Bora Vio with the elite troops in tow.

They could have easily turned him in to Rampart. But he had been successful. And it was only because he had properly wielded his authority from the very beginning.

Crosshair had tried to listen to Hunter, but Hunter's actions had nearly gotten the squad killed. Crosshair didn't mind so much for himself, but he could not stand by and let the others die for nothing.

He shook his head, massaging his temples.

Why couldn't he see what Hunter and the others so clearly understood? They knew something they weren't telling him. They had something he didn't.

Or maybe, he thought, they never cared...

But he cared. That was why he had been willing to risk the most important things for their sakes, even to fighting his sergeant. His own brother...

The room suddenly felt too small. Crosshair stumbled to the door and held his breath, listening carefully for any sounds outside.

All was silent.

Crosshair gingerly pulled on the fatigues again and opened the door.

The ship was dark - the cockpit was sealed. No doubt the others had been discussing him further in there.

Crosshair could hear Wrecker's unmistakable snoring, then someone stretched - from the sound of things, it was Echo - and Wrecker grunted as he was undoubtedly clipped on the jaw by the reg's scomp.

Crosshair smirked. So things hadn't changed...

And yet they had changed. This was something he was no longer a part of. And he didn't know how to become part of it again.

His smile faded, and he looked towards the hatch, then hesitated. It would be too loud.

Crosshair made his way towards the rear of the ship, feeling his way along the wall. He could get outside through the gunner's mount. It would be chilly and damp, but at least there would be air and open space.

His boot struck something that clattered. If Hunter didn't come out to investigate, it was only because of Wrecker's snoring, Crosshair thought, crouching slowly to find what he had struck.

His fingers closed around an elongated object - and then brushed against a flat metal disc. Crosshair retrieved them both.

"Leaving your tools out, Tech?" he muttered. "You are sloppy..."

He bent over the navicomputer's dully glowing control panel to see what he held. A holotransmitter, and...a doll?

It must be the kid's. So now Hunter was letting a child throw her toys around the ship without consequence? Hunter had gone soft indeed. Soft and stupid.

Slipping the transmitter into his pocket, Crosshair started forward once more. The doll rattled softly in his hand, and he briefly considered hiding it. It would be amusing to see how long Hunter would shirk his duties as sergeant in order to hunt for the brat's doll.

The mental image of a crying Omega flickered through his mind, and he dismissed the half-hearted notion without a second thought. It was always a challenge to test people's limits, but the effects of such an action would produce unwanted tension and noise. Although if a missing doll would cause the girl to throw a fit, she probably deserved to have her toy hidden.

Crosshair pulled himself slowly up the ladder to the gunner's mount and frowned. His previous thoughts hadn't afforded him as much amusement as scheming against his brother's usually did.

His brothers...

But the kid wasn't one of them. She was not someone to be cautious of, for whatever reason, Crosshair didn't know. Perhaps because she wasn't one of them. An outsider...like Crosshair was now.

Something soft brushed Crosshair's nose and he swatted briefly with his hand. A curtain hung down above the ladder. He pushed it aside and pulled himself up the last step. Was Hunter letting the kid decorate the ship now?

He crawled forward and froze as his hand brushed something on its way to the floor. It was too late to pull back.

"Oh, no," he breathed, and hung his head in exasperation, waiting for the inevitable.

There was a soft, sleepy hum, and then Omega was looking up at him, her silhouette visible in the faint gray light outside.

"Crosshair?"

Chapter 18: Morning Mist

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"What are you doing here?" Crosshair snapped.

Omega blinked in confusion. "This is my room."

Crosshair froze, caught halfway between two responses. Omega sat up and he slipped around her and headed for the gun controls.

"Where are you going?"

"Out." Why was he responding to her? It was none of her business what he did.

Omega hopped into a crouch. "Can I come with you?"

Crosshair ignored her and opened the gun hatch.

"Crosshair!"

"What?" he snarled, glancing back just long enough to glimpse her pale face and wide eyes upturned towards him.

"Is that...Trooper?"

Crosshair shrugged, suddenly realizing he was still holding the kid's doll. He tossed the toy to the padded floor and slipped through the open hatch. He had to squirm a bit to make it past the gun, but he was able to fit. Unfortunately, so was Omega.

Crosshair lurched to the left side of the ship and started up, just as Omega's boots hit the cobbled pavement with a damp thud.

Well, he could still climb. She, most likely, could not.

Crosshair heaved himself onto the nose of the ship, then up the viewport to the side wing. The cool morning mist made the ship's exterior slippery, but that had never posed a problem before, and it felt good on his flushed cheeks. His forehead was clammy, and he pressed a hand to his ribs and sank back against the dorsal stabilizer at the top of the Marauder.

There was a soft squeak of metal followed by another like to a womprat's. So now she was trying to follow him? Wonderful.

Her efforts were futile and each attempt unrewarded despite her determination. But after the third pair of squeaks, Crosshair sighed and looked down.

Omega was looking around the ship's frame, the pathway Crosshair had taken too difficult for her to traverse on her own. She was too short.

Of course. She was a kid. And a noisy one at that. Those constant squeaks would wake the others, and it had been hard enough getting out of the ship to risk that now.

Crosshair shook his head - it wasn't defeat, it was tact - and slipped down to the ground, caught Omega by the elbows, and hoisted her up onto the front of the ship. He clambered back up himself, then reached out, allowing his hand to be used like a grappling hook and his arm like a tow cable.

His side was burning by the time he settled down again with the kid next to him. He shouldn't have to add shifting cargo to his list of activities, and the kid's persistance was irksome.

She was either an intentional gnat or stupid. Probably both.

He turned to say so and started.

The girl was looking at where his hand gripped his side, her disapproval as clear as a sunny day on Naboo. Without the sunshine.

"You're still hurt," she said.

Crosshair snorted.

"You shouldn't have climbed up here like that."

Oh, she was a persistant little fly.

"A little late to start worrying about that, don't you think?" Crosshair growled.

She frowned and sat back, mimicking his position exactly.

Crosshair shifted and she did, too. Seemingly unconscious of either change, she did it again when Crosshair's altered a third time.

How Hunter had not given her the airlock to sleep in was a mystery.

 

"Thank you."

 

Crosshair grunted again, not really wanting her to expound that statement.

 

"Thank you for helping me up."

 

Crosshair ignored her - and quickly found that was a mistake.

 

Omega took his silence as an open invitation to continue, and started talking.

 


 

Omega wished Crosshair would speak; but he didn't. He sat stiffly, shoulders slumped and back rigid against the wing, his eyes as cold as the morning mist that brushed against their faces.

 

Omega patted her bangs, wiggling her eyebrows a bit as some of the moisture squeezed from her hair and tickled down her forehead.

 

Crosshair still hadn't spoken, so she did.

"Do you like it up here?"

A snort.

Omega giggled. She was nervous. "I don't really understand what that means."

Crosshair fished a toothpick from one sleeve and stuck it between his teeth. "Guess".

"Yes?"

Omega frowned as Crosshair turned away with a sneer. She tried again.

"Do you come up here a lot?"

"Depends."

"On what?"

"The noise of the general surroundings."

Omega froze, then clamped her lips together. She felt Crosshair glance at her, but eventually she forgot the strain of being quiet and started to take in the view surrounding them.

Ord Mantell looked different from higher up. More of the pavement could be seen at once, and the street stones glimmered dully on their edges. There was a heavy fog on level with the rooftops, and a thinner mist hovered about the first floor windows and the nose of the Havoc Marauder.

Omega waved her hand up and down in front of her face, trying to catch the droplets on her fingers. They slipped through and disappeared, but she could see them! They should be staying.

She tried following one misty particle with her eyes, but she soon lost it in the swirling mass of its fellows. The dancing cloud in front of her eyes confused her vision. It seemed a wall of muted static was rushing about her head, and try as she might, she couldn't catch it.

Crosshair huffed lightly. "Your eyes are crossing. Try focusing on something more distant."

Omega looked out across the buildings and blinked. Her vision split, then everything merged in a clash of blurred images and she squinted hard and blinked again.

Her vision adjusted, and she pushed back against the hard wing which felt cozy despite the unusual sensation of cold metal against her back. But a moment later, something pricked her memory and it didn't feel cozy anymore.

She shifted forward, crossed her legs and stuffed her clasped hands into her lap.

A fuzzy line floated near her right eye, then slid in front of it.

Omega pulled back, eyes crossing as she tried to see what the object was.

"You might occasionally try reverting your gaze to something nearer home," said Crosshair and handed her the toothpick.

Omega took it and twisted her mouth in confusion. "Uh, thank you...?"

Crosshair glanced sidelong at her and shifted his own toothpick from one side of his mouth to the other. "That will hopefully make you stop fidgeting," he said.

"Oh..." Omega studied the bit of wood pinched between her fingers and hesitantly placed it in her mouth.

She caught it between her teeth and chewed experimentally. That didn't feel so good. The wood was hard, and it irritated her. She pushed the toothpick further back and bit it with her molars instead. The wood split with a soft crack and slid, scraping her gums.

Omega bit the end of it hard. It hurt and made her whole middle feel hot. She yanked the wood from her mouth and glared at it. "Ugh, that hurts! Is this why you're so grumpy all the time?"

The soreness faded from her mouth and she sighed. She knew she shouldn't have said what she did. But when she brought her guilty gaze upwards, Crosshair was smirking.

"Try balancing it instead," he told her. "You'll get the hang of it."

Omega settled back again and tried rolling the toothpick like she'd seen Crosshair do it. But a minute later, it dropped from her mouth as she gaped and flapped her hand wordlessly towards the structure-studded horizon. She jumped to her feet for a better view

"A-ah-C-Crosshair! Look! What is it doing?"

Sunlight was glowing more brightly above the fog now; daylight had come so gradually, Omega hadn't noticed. And now the mist was rising, curling from the rooftops in bands of steaming white. It was magnificent and a sight Omega had never seen. She danced about in excitement waving towards the buildings.

"Look! Look!"

A hand grasped her belt and pulled her back.

"Quit squawking like a rooster, and sit down before you fall!" snapped Crosshair.

Omega sat, coerced into obedience by Crosshair's tugging. She wriggled where she sat, unable to pry her gaze away from the dancing mist.

"But what is it doing?"

"Evaporating."

Omega repeated the word. She knew that word, but it felt even more real and mysterious all at once now that she had this sight to compare it to. "It's amazing," she breathed.

"Yes, very pretty." Crosshair flicked his toothpick to the street below and pulled himself to his feet. "Time to get inside."

"But why?" Omega hopped up to stand alongside him as he rose. "Please, I want to see it finish!"

"Tech's warming up the ship," said Crosshair.

As if on cue, a steady thrumming rippled across the surface of their perch. The vibrations swarmed beneath Omega's boots, and she sighed and gazed longingly out to where the delicate tendrils of mist rose softly into the morning air.

Crosshair growled. "I knew I shouldn't have let you come up here."

Omega slumped. "I'm sorry," she whispered. "I got excited."

Crosshair stepped lightly across the top of the Marauder and looked down towards the nose of the ship.

"Ordinarily, I take a different route. But since you're with me, we'll slide down," he said.

Omega wished he would stop talking. His words were making her feel more guilty, and then a thought occurred to her that made things even more serious.

"Oh... Crosshair? I didn't tell Hunter I was going outside..."

"Relax. He knows," said Crosshair. "Here."

He caught her arms and pulled her against him, and then walked her towards the top of the ship's front.

"Sit."

She sat. "Does Hunter really know?" she asked.

"If he doesn't, this squad is in worse shape than I thought," said Crosshair and lowered himself beside her.

He pushed off, and they started down. Omega couldn't help the laugh that burst from her throat. She caught a faceful of lingering mist and distinctly heard Echo's startled yelp as they shot down the viewport.

Then Crosshair twisted, caught Omega under the arms and dropped. He landed unsteadily and Omega's smile faded as he dropped her with a labored grunt.

"Are you okay?" she blurted.

Crosshair straightened and clapped a hand grimly to his side. "Lose some weight," he hissed.

Omega sighed and trotted after him as he headed for the hatch.

The ramp lowered and Wrecker grinned down at them. "Good morning!" he bellowed.

Crosshair shoved past him and stalked towards the rear of the ship, but Wrecker didn't seem to notice. He picked Omega up and swung her into the air.

"Off we go!" he cried.

"To Verdacca!" Omega cheered.

"How about Pantora first?"

Omega tried to smile at Hunter when Wrecker put her down, and she was able to after a moment of looking at his face. Apparently, Crosshair had been right. Hunter did know where she'd been.

"Have fun?" he asked.

Omega nodded.

"Well, get settled then. We're takin' off."

Omega hurried to strap herself in and waved cheerfully to Tech as he tripped past her on his way back to the cockpit. He quirked a smile down at her and settled at the helm with Echo. She would tell them all about the mist later.

A soft pressure bounced into Omega's lap and she stared at the toothpick in confusion, then looked up at Crosshair.

He watched her for a minute, then lowered himself stiffly into the flight chair furthest from the cockpit to Omega's right.

She held up the toothpick and Crosshair disdainfully tipped his head in her direction.

"You lost yours when you got excited. Remember?"

Omega smiled and slipped the toothpick into her pocket.

 

Chapter 19: In Transit

Notes:

So... This chapter is about 3k. I sincerely hope it is enough to hold y'all over until the next updates! ...Which, sadly, are reduced now to one per week.

I hope to pick up my chapter production to two per week again soon! Life has been a bit busy lately, but fear not! There will be more chapters!

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Long flights through hyperspace were not unusual for Clone Force 99. Everyone found ways to keep occupied while the Marauder took them too and from missions. Crosshair found himself sitting back in a flight chair, watching the others carry out the activities he'd so frequently been a part of before.

Wrecker hoisted Gonky about the ship and argued with Tech about whatever crazy contraption Tech was currently working on. Wrecker's arguements and inquiries weren't any different than the last series of debates he'd bellowed out over Tech's formally delivered obnoxious reasoning.

Crosshair couldn't help Wrecker discover the real reasons why Tech couldn't make the lights brighter, the explosions bigger, or the sound louder, and he didn't want to. The heated debate was strangely therapeutic - and it became even more interesting when Gonky eventually became Omega, and Wrecker broke off the life-changing issues he was discussing in order to give the kid a ride about the ship.

Hunter floated from monitor to monitor like a worn out scrap of paper blown by a lazy breeze. He still fiddled with controls, ever ahead of the curve, and then settled down in the flight chairs to read from his holo pad.

Crosshair smirked, remembering the time Hunter had been reading some series or other, and Crosshair had read the very last chapter simply to know the conclusion of the story before Hunter.

That arguement had lasted for several hours, goaded by Tech's righteous indignation on the proper way to read a story, and Wrecker finally asking if they could just blow the stories up.

In the background, the detonation debate started up once more in earnest, and Crosshair stood from his seat and glanced about the main area of the ship.

Hunter looked up as he passed by. "Y'all set, Crosshair?"

Crosshair scanned the cockpit and turned back. "Where's the reg?"

"In the hold," said Tech without looking up from the mess of wire couplings and ports that was tangled about his ankles.

"Doing what?" said Crosshair.

Tech balanced a red wire in between his fingers, tilting his head about like a bird as he studied it and the ports in his hands. "He is attempting to power up the AZ unit that we brought from Kamino. It appears there are more variables than just a loss of power which has made it impossible for us to activate it. And it would be ideal to have full access to its memory banks."

"Why?"

"So it can help us get yer chip out!" Wrecker barked.

Tech rolled his eyes, Hunter rose from his seat, and near Gonky, Omega hesitated in her work of attempted GNK unit maintenance.

Crosshair frowned his deepest, unsettled. "You are not going to perform more of your filthy scans on me," he snarled. "I already told you. The chip. Is gone."

"Yeah, well, we don't believe that," said Hunter.

Tech sniffed.

"I don't believe that," Hunter corrected. "Neither does Echo. We found something in AZ's files that suggests another clone had his chip removed well before we figured it out. AZ did the surgery."

"What clone?" said Crosshair.

This was getting more and more complicated. It was making his head hurt. Weren't the memories bad enough? The memories and what he didn't remember as well? He had fought the chip before, and he had beaten the heart of its commands, only complying enough to feign subjugation.

It had been removed. He remembered.

A stuttering of hesitation rippled through his mind as Tech straightened and adjusted his goggles.

"It was CT 27-5555, Echo's friend."

"Fives?" Crosshair breathed.

He remembered Echo talking about the ARC trooper before. Most of the details had come out when the reg finally fell into a fever from all of the Techno Union's forcible "modifications and improvements" to Echo's body. But Crosshair had never known a reg to so much as hear of the chips before the Emperor employed them -

A sharp jab behind his right eye made him take a step back, and he sank into one of the seats before he was aware he'd done so.He just wanted everything to stop, even momentarily - enough to allow him to think.

A hand on his arm made him jump. He looked up, prepared to tell Hunter to back off, but it was Omega who stared down at him.

He made the mistake of looking back a moment too long. Omega's eyes softened and her gaze flicked towards Crosshair's scars.

He stood, unable to stomach the idea of having her whine after him in misplaced sympathy - any sympathy actually was abhorrent to his pride. The squad didn't exactly thrive on indubitable rapport.

He returned to the bunk room and was glad when he heard Hunter forbid Omega to follow.

The jade-tinged semi-darkness of the bunk room was a welcome relief from the mess of lights and noise in the cockpit. Here it was silent, empty, and familiar.

Crosshair still couldn't remember what had sparked in his memory so recently. He knew it was the pass code to Hunter's accepting what he'd been told as fact without arguement.

He sank down on his bunk and buried his face in his hands. His breathing sounded loud in the silence, the air echoing back at him from inside his cupped hands.

Why did Echo care about the droid's memory banks? What could it possibly know about Fives? It made sense that even if it had known anything pertaining to the chips, its memory would have been wiped.

Or would it have? That droid was with the kid, and -

Crosshair allowed himself a groan of irritation. It was becoming even more difficult to formulate solid ideas behind the foggy awareness.

He started to get up, but his injuries, further aggravated by the morning's activities and still not healed from his mindless pacing routines throbbed unpleasently. But instead of increasing mental ability, Crosshair found himself exhausted and weary.

He pulled himself all the way onto the mattress and closed his eyes...


"Greetings, CT 9904."

So the droid was back again. It hovered about the exam table as Crosshair grudgingly lay down, the mechanical flicker of photoreceptors disappearing beyond the edge of the surgical pod as the table slid inwards.

The long-necks hadn't bothered strapping him down after the first treatment. He was well able to hold himself in place - enough to stay on the hard surface until his consciousness faded.

Crosshair wasn't exactly afraid of the pain, but it wore at his strength and made each awakening an embittered reality. He had been promised after the second treatment that there would be no more pain, but there was. There always was.

He wondered if this was what Hunter felt like after the trainers had set off the EMP grenades when clone force 99 had broken into the armory.

Tech had been furious, a silent ball of contained energy for the first day afterwards, but the trouble had only gotten worse from there. He had been up for hours, hacking into the Batch's medical records and altering the information so that Hunter's next observatory tests were postponed for the next two months.

It was weakness to rely on such a fragile thing as memory to distract himself from the wiring of the machine. His brothers had proven false, but that didn't mean he would hate them.

Crosshair shrugged mentally. Whatever worked to get him through this session. It would be better when he woke up.

The intermitent buzzing in his head increased tenfold, and Crosshair abandoned his former creed, pushing a memory of Clone Force 99 as close to the front of his mind as he could before popping lights of searing purple swept the image away.


Admiral Rampart came to the barracks after the EC squad returned from Onderon.

Crosshair rose when he arrived, only because the man was his key to survival right now. But the loathing had begun earlier. When Crosshair had said things. Done things he knew were necessary to say and do, but afterwards left him empty and sick inside. He hadn't realized he could be so ruthless.

He had killed sentients before, but always in self defense. This time...

No. The orders mattered... Why had they mattered so much? Didn't the others matter more? Not enough. And he didn't matter enough to them.

Rampart smiled benignly about the room as the other troopers stood at attention. The Admiral stepped to the floor and addressed Crosshair who looked him directly in the eye.

"Excellent work, Commander. The insurgents have been successfully routed. It seems you and I have a similar mindset." His dead-fish eyes roved the barrack's occupants and he tutted gently. Crosshair's stomach seethed.

"In what way, sir?" he hissed.

Rampart's eyebrows traveled a smidgen up his brow, and he tipped his head in a manner that suggested a calculating vulture. "In that if examples are needed - and I assure you, they are with such a lack of discipline -, examples will be made. You have done well, Commander."

Crosshair said nothing, but he could feel the three remaining EC troopers staring at him in a mixture of anger and fear.

So there were four of them again. He'd cut down the moral voice of the squad. Crosshair stepped forward until he was mere inches from Rampart's nose.

The Admiral looked up at him from under hooded lids, the in trigued attention of a man studying his most valued possesion all that was apparent in Rampart's eyes.

Crosshair hid none of the disdain in his own. He allowed the ire and confusion to pour from his mouth in tones of the most bitter resentment. "Have I, sir? Have I done well...?"

Rampart appraised him in silence, then caught his elbow and guided him towards the door. Crosshair followed, suddenly wearied.

"The need you feel to question your descisions concerns me, Commander," he said, voice low and stern as if he were scolding a child. "Do you harbor any feelings of remorse?"

The question caught Crosshair off guard and made discomfort squirm in his stomach.

"I want honesty, Commander. Not a show of bravado," said Rampart.

Crosshair considered his options, and spoke...


Aged metal creaked above and beneath him. He'd been right in anticipating the sergeant's next move. Their position on the artillery deck had the traitors securely cornered.

Hunter stood in front of him, DC-17 pointed at his helmet. But CT 9904 felt nothing but contempt for this man. A solid plan for survival and continued existence if one could rise in the ranks... Hunter had thrown it back in his face.

"Crosshair, this isn't you!"

Oh, how little he knew.

"It's your inhibitor chip!"

He could take that from the sergeant. He'd argued enough that at this point, it didn't matter what Hunter thought. This time it would be Crosshair who would stand tall amongst destruction and pull the others up with him. They were too weak to save themselves.

"He's telling the truth! The Kaminoans put chips in all the clones!"

The mental twinge was enough to cause CT 9904 to falter.

There she was. A definite danger, no doubt about that. The kid had usurped Hunter's authority, and had dragged the squad into hostile territory. The threat had to be eliminated.

"Aim for the kid."

His own voice echoed strangely in his ears, and anger at the sergeant's blatant ignorance in the face of danger nearly made CT 9904 pull the trigger right then and there.


Hunter's actions were slowly killing the squad. But no. If he couldn't reach the kid from his position, he'd have to reach her through Hunter...


Rampart's dusky eyes stared impassively down at him as he struggled against the raging inferno behind his eyes. He had decided, he had chosen, and the Admiral would make sure he didn't forget it. If he could survive this failure and accept the responsibility of his actions without cringing away into a broken shell of a man, he would be a good soldier indeed.

The key to survival was survival itself. And Crosshair would survive.

The admiral caught his gaze as the surgical pod lights dimmed away. "Do you have a question, Commander?"

Crosshair shook his head, aware that it was all pointless if they were going to recharge the chip again. But he been recalled from the foggy haze by that voice. That feeling. The awareness that someone in his squad was in danger. Perhaps we're not so separated after all... he thought.

A powerful surge of misplaced remorse and unavoidable regret rose from the lesser parts of his soul as he struggled against aching memories. It was cowardly, but in his weakness, he almost welcomed the familiar hum of powering up machines and the tingling sparks that increased the flames in his head beyond endurance. But instead of burning the memories away, it only seared them into his mind.

The combined agony from the thoughts and the lasers entering his brain swelled like a gale in his chest until he couldn't contain it.

He heard Rampart's distinctive disappointed sigh and the calm voice of a Kaminoan.

"We will lose him if we continue. We must remember that they are human and can only tolerate so much at one time before their systems collapse."

Rampart snorted. "Are you certain?"

"Yes. The indicator on the display reads beyond the danger point. He is falling into shock."

Crosshair could barely hear them above the animal roars in his ears. Eventually he ran out of air and could only feel the pressure of the examination table on his shaking limbs. Temperature distinction had fled.

He felt Rampart come up alongside him and raged in his mind that he couldn't prevent the straps being secured.

The Admiral's tone was heavy with scorn, his voice laced with dispassionate appraisal. "Then we'll remove it."


Crosshair was afraid. The faded throbbing in his skull erupted into sharp spurts of flashing lights in his mind, and it was only just now starting to dissipate into familiar darkness.

They had removed his chip.

He breathed slowly, bringing his heart rate to an almost standstill as he tested his other senses. The bed covers were rough and heavy. The mattress firm. He was in his barracks. The vague scent of cleaners still lingered in the silent air, and rain pounded on the transparisteel. His tongue felt fuzzy and rigid in his throat.

Footsteps clicked up to the door and paused, the sound followed by voices thickly muted behind the metal casing.

"It was a success, Admiral. The effects of the enhancement might deteriorate within a few days, but proper management should ensure immediate and unquestioning compliance. It is not something we designed the clones for - effectiveness as fighting units, you understand. But it is possible to realign the brain functions and confuse chemical flow for less varied and consistant results. Inclination monitored by a separation in the mind between actions and the reasons for those actions is the main ingredient to produce total compliance."

"I am most pleased, Prime Minister. And as for when the functions fail?"

"Judging from your particular methods, I would suggest immediate termination. But only as a last resource. CT 9904 is not known for natural compliance to instructions. That is why Experimental Unit 99 was such a succesful product of our labs. Human tendencies bonded with experience and natural personality made them an effective force, able to confront any problem they were faced with." Lama Su sounded nervous.

And you have a right to be, Crosshair thought. He himself was gripping the bedclothes as if they were a means of escape from what was being discussed outside.

"And now I find myself faced with the problem of Clone Force 99," Rampart sighed. "Or one of its members at least. And you do not need to promote the clones' abilities to me, Prime Minister. I have no interest in whether they live or die. If they live under my command, well and good. But I like to know all the cards in my hand. Sometimes it is easier and wiser to start with fresh chips than a handful passed from another player. I do not gamble lightly." His delicate chuckle carved the breath from Crosshair's lungs.

The door opened, and he pulled himself upright, turning to face Admiral Rampart and his horrendously enfuriating smile.

"Ah, Commander. How are you feeling?"

Crosshair ground his teeth together. "Mad."

"Indeed?" Rampart inspected his fingernails and his gaze flitted briefly to the side of Crosshair's head. "Mad animals are not what I like to deal with. Any wise leader would bring a leash. Which I have."

Crosshair permitted his mouth to twist in disdain. "What is that supposed to mean?"

He found himself amused as before, but not scoffing. Why should he scoff at Rampart anyway? It was important to maintain his position and rank in order to survive and have a voice to speak for his brothers when they returned...

"It is nothing but an encouragement to help you become a better soldier," Rampart soothed. "I do not prefer coercement. I prefer free choice."

Crosshair hesitated.

And he remembered.

He stepped forward and lowered his headbefore meeting Rampart's searching gaze. "I have chosen."

"Indeed?" The Admiral checked his fingernails again, then straightened his immaculate jacket cuffs. "And may I ask your reasons?"

Crosshair frowned, turning his face away as a storm of emotions rushed against his walls. "I am not required to explain my personal motives to you, Admiral," he breathed.

Rampart did not appear fazed in the least. "Permit me to remind you, Commander, about the lack of dicipline I mentioned to you before. There are less pleasant ways of extracting information; but I trust you."

Crosshair looked up in surprise. Rampart nodded graciously.

"That is correct. I said I trust you."

"Trust what exactly?" Crosshair hissed.

"That you'll perform your duties to the utmost of your ability without hesitation or arguement," said Rampart. He stepped closer. "After all I've seen, I have decided not to have your first squad killed. You are a formidable man, Commander. I value strength. But examples must be made. I wouldn't want to increase the intensity of your squad's punishment when they are retrieved. Would you?"

Crosshair stared through the hard eyes in that placid face to the power-hungry mongrel beneath.

"I'm the commander, correct?" He struggled to keep civility in his tone. He was walking a knife's edge as it was. "Wouldn't any disciplinary measures be my call?"

"Not 'any', Commander. 'The'. We cannot permit any lapse in rigid adherance to order. Chaos needs only a little leeway to break free. Cell block A on my flagship will be left free for your use. I do hope to see you all together again, Commander. Strength in numbers is nothing to the forged bond of loyalty between brothers."

The sneering undertone was so strong Crosshair barely held back from cramming his fist down Rampart's throat. This game had ended up with Rampart holding every Ace and Crosshair left with the joker.

The joker in the form of his 773 Firepuncher.

He envisioned a sniper bolt punching through Rampart's brain as the man smiled and turned to stride in elegant dimissal back to the barrack's entrance.

He looked back once, and after a moment of locked gazes, Crosshair conceded.

It was all about survival. Survival for his squad. And that was why he'd chosen.

 

Chapter 20: Questions

Notes:

Sorry about the wait!

Just wanted to say again how much I appreciate all the kudos and comments!

I have a tremendous favor to ask of you all... There are some difficult things happening right now, and I wonder if you could please say a quick prayer for me and my family?

Thank you so much if so. I would really appreciate it.

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Omega twiddled her thumbs. Wrecker had shown her how, and it annoyed Echo. Which was why Omega let herself do it while watching Hunter twirl his knife, because Echo wasn't here.

He hadn't come up from the hold to so much as gripe at Wrecker once for the loud crashes that had sounded about the ship when Wrecker tripped while hoisting Gonky about, and he hadn't come up for "chow time".

Omega flopped back against her seat. "What is Echo doing down there?" she wondered aloud.

"Attempting to fully access the AZ unit's memory banks," said Tech. "I already explained it to Crosshair, and you were here."

Hunter humphed quietly.

"I know," said Omega. "I mean... Why has he been down there so long? And why did he want to be alone?"

No one answered, so Omega made a guess.

"Is it...because of Fives?"

Wrecker shifted his shoulders, and Tech bent almost double in order to focus all his attention on connecting a pair of wires which were, for all intents and purposes, very nicely joined together already.

Hunter sighed and touched Omega's arm. "Sometimes when things happen to people, it's...really hard to get over them," he said. "They can act a bit strange - strange to us, at least. Because we don't see everything that pushed them to act that way..."

"Oh," said Omega in a small voice. She sat back in her seat and fiddled with her toothpick while she thought. "There was a soldier I saw once," she said.

"Hm?"

"He was hurt, and Nala Se was working to help the troopers, so she brought me with her to the ward that day. He was in bed crying."

It felt strange to talk about it now - to talk about it all the way. Omega shifted as Hunter leaned forward and turned a bit to look at her. Wrecker stilled his pacing, and Tech put down the wires.

She shivered a little at the memories and went on. "I tried to talk to him, but he just yelled at me and said things kind of like you did on that video feed, Hunter."

Hunter sat up, cheeks coloring slightly. "What feed?"

Omega twirled the toothpick between her fingers, suddenly feeling very small in all her thoughts.

"The time you thought Wrecker was dead. When the detonator went off - and that happened." She pointed to Wrecker's face.

Wrecker rubbed the back of his head. "Aw-haw, it was nothin'," he blurted.

"Well, Hunter thought you were dead," said Omega. "And then Crosshair fell off the tower and Tech couldn't get to you? I've watched every video of you all that I could," she explained.

"What became of the soldier?" said Tech.

"He was really angry," said Omega, unconsciously reaching up to touch the ornament she no longer wore. "I had been trying to sing before that morning, and so I tried to sing to him. He kept shouting, and then he grabbed me and pushed me away. That's why Nala Se..."

"Gave you that headpiece," Tech finished. "I wondered why you wore that when no other enhanced clone did."

Omega nodded. She felt a lot better for some reason, having told them about that. The tiniest things could last for a long while inside her head, bothering her, and she wouldn't know it for a long time.

"I remembered because Crosshair reminded me of that soldier," she said.

Hunter bent to look at her face. "Did he hurt you?"

"He's hurting a lot," Omega mumbled. "And now Echo is starting to remind me of that, too... That soldier had lost all of his squad. And Nala Se said that clones aren't supposed to respond that way - breaking down..." she finished, feeling more than helpless now.

Tech stood and started packing away his mechanical mess. "It is true that the Kaminoan's engineered us to withstand incredible levels of stress - but that does not mean...we do not get affected."

"Like with you and Sullo Pria?" Omega asked.

Tech nodded. "Precisely."

Omega gripped the toothpick, suddenly uneasy. She felt she shouldn't have mentioned it at all. But it had just popped out! And now that she had actually spoken about it...it pushed to the front of her mind.

"Tech?"

Tech scooped up the pile of wires and metal paraphernalia and walked by Omega and Hunter on his knees. He pushed the jumble onto one of the flight chairs and sat down on the free one opposite it.

"Yes, Omega?"

"Tech, we didn't get to give Crosshair his communicator yet."

Tech cocked his head.

"Maybe..." Omega scrutinized the now moist stick of wood between her fingers. "Maybe we could fix up all of his armor for him? His old stuff."

Hunter planted his hands on his knees and tilted his head. "Crosshair's very...particular about things," he said.

"Especially his stuff!" Wrecker laughed.

"Yes, Wrecker, we gathered that," Tech sniffed. "'Fixing up' Crosshair's armor would take some paint - which we do not have enough of to complete the task - and also a place to work without his seeing it." He adjusted his goggles and tipped his head down towards Omega. "Assuming you wish it to be a surprise, that is."

Omega giggled and almost clapped her hands, holding back at the last minute to avoid snapping the toothpick. "Oh, yes!"

 

"Great." Hunter stood and headed into the cockpit. "Guess we'll have a bit of shopping to do once we reach Pantora."

 


 

Omega lay on her back, tilting her feet from left to right as she stared at the dead string of lights above her.

 

The tune she was making up had a solid refrain now - there was only the main melody to decide on. She tried different combinations of notes in her head, but none of them sounded quite right.

 

Earlier that afternoon, Omega tried combining her refrain tune with a catchy sequence of notes she'd heard Tech humming once while he worked.

 

Wrecker had heard her humming it and told her to do a different tune - because the songs from 79's bar weren't always nice.

 

Omega had tried reversing and mixing the notes from everything she'd thought of, but still nothing came. She gnawed her toothpick and scowled.

 

There was a soft tapping outside her room.

 

It was a surprise to see Echo's face appear as Omega pulled aside the curtain. He gave her a smile, which promptly faded as he caught sight of her staring down at him with a toothpick dangling from her lower lip, and climbed up a step higher.

Omega scooted further into her room to give him space to crawl in. Echo perched on the edge of the gunner's mount, eyed the toothpick one more time, then reached his hand to where he had a small container tucked under his scomp arm.

"Brought your Mantell Mix along," he said.

Omega smiled and accepted the treat. "Thanks, Echo!" She offered him some first, but he declined with a politely raised hand, so Omega sat back, set her toothpick beside her on the mattress, and began to pick away at the Mix herself.

"Uh, howth A-thhee?" she asked around a mouthful.

Echo brushed the shower of crumbs off his kama and raised one eyebrow. Omega gulped and swallowed before trying again.

"Getting anywhere with AZ?"

Echo smiled slightly, then looked away and sighed. "Well," he said, "seems the droid's memory banks were purposefully altered. There's no way to access any of his former data."

Omega slumped and looked sorrowfully up at Echo. "Really...? When? How? But, he seemed the same to me when I talked with him -"

"AZ's main programming was duplicated to another chip," said Echo. "Certain portions of data were included, but that means there's no way to access anything...before all this," he finished rather limply. "No deleted data to restore. Nothing."

Omega scrunched her nose and thoughtfully chewed another piece of Mantell Mix. "But Echo, if they copied some of AZ's original data to a new memory for him, wouldn't that very connection give you any access to his old stuff?"

Echo shook his head. "Already thought of that. Already tried. Found the pathway, but there's nothing on the other end. It's all at the bottom of Kamino now..."

Omega sat quietly for a long moment. Perhaps not saying anything would be best, but Echo seemed to want to talk. And she knew him well enough to know that he would easily refuse to give information he didn't want to share. She had wondered about things for a while,

"Echo?"

"Hm?"

"Would you mind if I ask you some questions? About...back then?"

Echo humphed gently. "Why would I mind?"

Omega shrugged. "Just checking. In case something happened that it was hard for you to get over...?"

Echo waited for her to continue, and Omega watched him as his gaze lingered on the toothpick resting by her knee.

"Echo, did AZ see Fives?" she asked.

Echo blinked, apparently caught off guard by the question. He inhaled a second later and nodded slowly. "The droid was involved with what happened."

"What did happen?"

Echo studied his scomp link, tilting his head as if searching the cold metal for answers.

"When I talked to Rex," he said slowly, almost carefully, "he told me that Tup, an old friend, friend, had a malfunctioned chip. Tup killed a Jedi in the middle of a battle and no one knew why. Remember the 1500 transmission that played on the day we met you?"

Omega nodded. She hadn't really cared about what was being said by the Chancellor at the time. She'd been too excited at spotting Hunter and the others there to pay much attention to something she didn't understand anyway.

But now, for Echo's sake, and everyone else's, she wished she had paid more attention to everything that had been happening around her although Nala Se had rarely taken her from the underwater lab.

Determining she had done everything she could have with the knowledge she had at the time, Omega shook off the sad thoughts and focused on Echo as he spoke again.

"That man, Chancellor Palpatine, lied to everyone. Fives investigated the chips, and when he found out too much, Palpatine had him killed. General Shaak Ti told me everything she could, and so did some files."

Echo spun his scomp link and winked at Omega who smiled back, suddenly feeling very small.

"I'm sorry, Echo," she said. "Is that why you were working all day...? To find out more about what happened to Fives?"

Echo let out a silent huff of laughter and brushed his fingers over the metal stubs on his scalp.

"Actually, I have enough information to know what happened, to a certain extent - Kaminoan computer's were built just like everything else and can be broken into."

"So why - "

"I wanted to see him," Echo said bluntly, though he smiled a little. "I wanted to see him, but the last I would have seen from AZ would have been Nala Se drugging him, so..."

Echo cut off and glanced at Omega. "Sorry, 'Mega," he said. "I wasn't thinking."

Omega shrugged and sent him a brief smile. "It's okay, Echo. I know Nala Se wasn't always nice."

It sounded flat compared to the reality, but Echo nodded, supposedly content to let her words be the end of it.

Omega finished her Mantell Mix and handed him the container. "Thanks, Echo," she said.

Echo took the box, then leaned over and plucked the toothpick from the mattress as well.

Omega started to protest. "Um, Crosshair gave me that," she said.

Echo put it in the box and started down the ladder. "I know. But let's just leave Crosshair's things with Crosshair, okay?"

Omega moved to the edge of the ladder, confused.

Echo turned back and tugged the curtain partway closed.

"Good night, Omega. Thanks for the chat."

Omega lay down as Echo walked away, and the scary, squiggly feeling that she hadn't wanted to ever have again collided into her stomach from the memory of Echo's words: ...Nala Se drugging Fives...

The words hurt, and the more Omega thought about what she remembered of Nala Se, the more the words hurt. Because that wasn't her. It couldn't have been. But Echo said, so Echo must know.

Omega hugged her blanket to herself and stared hard at the lights which now seemed even more dead than when the lights were simply off. Now they were off in a way that made them negative dark.

Omega became drowsy despite the strange fear, and as she dozed off, the rest of the melody came to her.


Crosshair lay quietly in his bunk. He hadn't forgotten the dreams when he woke up - they teased his mind despite his attempts to drive them away.

Crosshair sat up and glanced about for a distraction. The motion jostled something near his leg, and he slipped a hand into his pocket and pulled out the round holotransmitter he'd picked up from the floor that morning.

Feeling listless, he switched it on and lazily observed the blue-tinged, three dimensional projection of the Gran, Reeka Mor.

Crosshair blinked and sat back, ducking his head closer to the hologram.

There it was again.

A secondary image was flickering at randomized intervals through the projection. It was binary.

Crosshair squinted, able to make out a few letters at random. Dispite his exceptional eyesight, he couldn't spell out anything definite. The image came and went too fast, and after a few more minutes of trying to follow from combination to combination, Crosshair's eyes were watering.

He turned off the transmitter and returned it to his pocket, certain that the binary message inside the device was not accidental.

Cid had included a message.

 

 

Chapter 21: Pantora Arrival

Notes:

I'm ba-aaack!

Hello, all! Thanks for coming! Updates should pick up again.

I just want to let you all know that things are getting better, and thank you SO MUCH for all the prayers and support! It was a lovely surprise and helped so much.

Thank you all and God bless!

Chapter Text

The slow thrum of the ship exiting hyperspace pulled Omega swiftly from sleep. She sat up, all her former weariness rolling off her as she detangled herself from her blanket and skidded down the ladder.

"We're here?"

Hunter looked back at her as she hurried forward into the cockpit, and smiled. "We're here," he said.

Pantora came into view like a bubble caught in wind tunnel. The streaks of starlight melted away, and the planet loomed, its multi-colored orb bringing both excitement and hesitant memories to Omega.

She hopped up and down by the dashboard, her curiosity and the thrill of traveling again muting any shivers of unpleasantness that flickered in her mind.

Tech brought the ship into atmosphere, and they shot down towards Pantora's surface; it took impossibly long, Omega thought, for Tech to finally level out over the buildings and maneuver the Marauder into position over the very same landing pad they'd visited before.

Tech paused before entering the landing sequence and fiddled controls, hesitating as Hunter gazed thoughtfully down into the landing area.

Omega wriggled.

Finally, Hunter clapped a hand to the back of the pilot's chair and huffed loudly.

"Does it matter where we land? We're only here for a little while."

"We were cleared for this docking zone," Tech replied.

Hunter shrugged. "What's it to be? A fine if the cops catch us? Or risking problems with that double-crossing Sullustan?"

Wrecker stamped into the cockpit and leaned over Omega to look out the viewport. He kept one of his hands pressed firmly against the roof of the Marauder and braced the other on the dashboard.

There was a solid creak of metal, and Tech shot him a look as he held the ship in a hover over the pad.

"I'll handle 'im, Sarge," said Wrecker, a bit too cheerfully, Omega thought. She wasn't really sure what would happen or why, but -

Hunter tapped her arm. "Come on, kid. We've got a mission to complete."

Tech completed the landing sequence and stood, pushing past Wrecker to grab his datapad. "If you can call 'shopping' a mission," he said.

"Well, it sorta is!" Wrecker boomed.

Omega jumped, carried away by Wrecker's energy and her own enthusiasm. "And we'll get the paint for Cr-" She stopped herself, clapping a hand to her mouth. She made sure to lower her voice when she spoke again. "And get paint for Crosshair's armor?" she whispered.

Hunter smiled and ruffled her hair. "And a new outfit for you," he added.

Omega hopped up and down as hard as she could. "Really? I get...new clothes?" She looked about at the smiling faces surrounding her, then faltered in her exhilaration and came to a stop.

"Wait... Do we have the credits for that?"

The others looked about at each other, then Hunter nodded firmly. Wrecker gave her a thumbs up, Tech scrutinized his datapad and observed everyone else, and Crosshair came out of the bunkroom, glared at them all and sighed.

"'Course we do," said Hunter. "You need something else, so we'll get it."

Omega shifted from one foot to the other. "Because I'm part of this squad, I have to earn it, right?"

Hunter smiled. "Glad you're not spoiled," he chuckled. "If you really want to, you can help earn the supplies. But maybe this time we'll consider it a gift. Squad mates take care of each other."

Omega squirmed self-consciously. She didn't know what to do with the gratitude that suddenly overwhelmed her, so she hid her face against Hunter and hugged him.

There was a low, derisive snort.

Omega pulled away and turned about, wishing she still had her toothpick so Crosshair would know she hadn't forgotten about him. Just then the door to the hold slid open, and Echo climbed out.

"Heading out, Hunter?" he asked.

Hunter nodded and accepted the pouch Echo handed him.

"Don't lose those credits," said Echo. "It's pretty much all we've got."

"Not likely." Hunter shook the bag once and handed it to Tech who stuffed it into his utility belt.

Crosshair stepped fully into the cockpit and leaned against the wall, folding his arms so tightly his chin nearly disappeared behind them. "And what...?" he asked, then spread out his hands, tilting his eyebrows in a mildly bemused manner at Hunter. "I just get to sit here and wait for you all to come back?"

Omega looked up at Hunter, hoping with all her might that he would let Crosshair come along. Hunter didn't say anything for a long moment, so she turned back to Crosshair. "I think it would be nice if he came with us - he could help!"

Tech opened the Marauder's hatch and stepped out. Omega followed after him reluctantly when Wrecker gently pushed her, guiding her to leave.

"Echo, we'll be back," she heard Hunter say.

Then he was following her down the ramp, the hatch slid shut, and she was out on the streets of Pantora once again.


The reg didn't know what to do with him. Crosshair knew that - he could see it. One point to him. Minus one from Echo's nonexistent supply of 'Crosshair management' skills.

So far, Echo had done nothing but fiddle with the blasted AZ unit. And Crosshair had nothing to do but watch and get more irritated by the nervous way the usually mechanically adept clone was maneuvering his project.

After another ten minutes of barely contained sneering, Crosshair stood, nettled to the brink. He needed his rifle.

"Where is it?" he asked.

Echo looked up and blinked. "What?"

"Where is it?" Crosshair repeated. "My gear. Where - is - it?"

Echo merely studied him. Crosshair held the gaze, unwilling to break eye-contact with someone who was literally on a lower level than he was. Finally Echo went back to his work. "Safe," he said.

Crosshair stepped forward and bent over the reg. The meaning in those words was blaringly obvious - so much so even Wrecker could have hit it. With a slug-thrower no less.

"I'm not safe?" he hissed.

Echo ignored him.

"So my gear was brought on board," Crosshair continued, not even trying to hide the sneer in his voice. "But you couldn't bring me."

"We've been over this, Crosshair," Echo replied without looking up. "We couldn't take you with us - you were...being controlled. You tried to kill us."

Crosshair snorted and gazed pointedly at the inactive AZ unit beneath Echo's fingers. "And you weren't helping to kill your brothers when you were under control?"

Echo's mouth became very tight, but he said nothing. Crosshair warmed to the attack and stood while Echo continued to work on wiring the droid.

"Perhaps you've forgotten," said Crosshair, "that you were left for dead. Oh, I'm not saying you should have been, but you were. They didn't know you were still alive. Although I suppose you ought to be grateful. You probaby wouldn't have survived - well..."

He paused, anticipating the exact moment when Echo darkly replied,

"...if they hadn't tried to turn me into a droid."

Crosshair shrugged, "It isn't exactly for me to say, but I wouldn't wish that on anyone - even if they deserved it."

Echo looked up from under his brows, hands pausing in his work as he studied Crosshair. "Uh-huh...?"

Crosshair waited a heartbeat more. Slow...wait. Fire.

"I wonder what Fives would think of being turned into a droid..."

Echo jerked his head up and slammed his hands down. "All right, smart guy, just what are you insinuating by that?"

"At least I can make a difference with my gear," Crosshair snarled. "I don't see how transforming Fives into a digitized memory serves anybody but yourself."

Wires scattered and metal plates and screws tumbled to the floor as Echo scrambled to his feet. "I don't need you to talk to me about Fives!" he yelled. "Yes, I want to remember more than just a face, I want to see what happened as much as possible -"

"Why?" Crosshair snapped. "It won't do him any good."

"Like you're even seeing the good to be done right in front of you!" Echo shouted. "You weren't here, and now you think you can waltz back in as if nothing were wrong and tell me I shouldn't have a problem with losing my best friend and brother when you haven't lost anyone! We lost you! None of my batch survived - somehow you all have! Doesn't that mean anything to you?"

Crosshair folded his arms and watched the effects of his word rounds strike true. They always did. "You're jealous," he said.

Echo thrust his hands down at his sides and glared at the pile of AZ on the floor. "Yeah," he mumbled. "I guess I am. Can't see how you ever could be, though. You don't care about anything. No more than - a toothpick."

That explained the lost look on the kid's face that morning. Omega had been staring between nothing and Crosshair, and her eyes had flitted to Echo more than once. But those words had struck some mark Echo hadn't been aiming for - Crosshair was reasonably sure, anyway - and he struggled to hold in the comeback, reluctant to give the reg any indication that Echo's shot had struck home.

"If you really cared about making things better for that kid and the others," he said, lowering his voice until he almost didn't recognize it, "you'd give me - my gear."

Echo shook his head and looked for a long moment at the droid in pieces on the floor. "No," he muttered. "I'm busy."

"Busy with what?" Crosshair snapped, irritated to verbal impatience now.

Echo sighed. "Picking up the pieces and putting them away," he said. "You're...right, Crosshair. It's time to move on - and stop letting the past hold me back."

Crosshair spun on his heel and stormed from the bridge. He was outside before he knew how or remembered why. Echo needed space after a phrase like that - so did Crosshair.

If the reg was giving up on clinging to a dead brother, well and good. But the events that had made Crosshair lose his squad - yes, he had lost everything - were far too fresh in his aching mind. The past was not only effecting him, but the others as well. 

He wished he didn't, but Crosshair did care. 

There was nothing left to do but find the others and prove Echo's despicable statment one hundered percent false.

 

Chapter 22: Among the Shops

Summary:

I'm BAAAAAACK!!!! ...Again!

Lots of stuff, starting a new job, planning a move, all that jazz.

HOWEVER!!! Here's a new chapter.

Enjoy!

Chapter Text

The churning mass of voices and people swirled around Omega as she followed Hunter through the streets. Neon lit signs flashed their gaudy arrays around the higher street perimeters, higher being halfway up to the sky.

The lights peeking out through the windows of the high-rises twinkled cheerfully. During the first trip to Pantora, Omega thought they looked like stars. Now they didn't seem like anything but lights in windows that were too high up.

Omega scrunched up her face at the squiggly feeling that spiked suddenly in her stomach. It felt...scary. She slowed until Wrecker came alongside her, then reached for his hand. "Wrecker? We won't be doing any...high up shopping, will we?"

"Hah! Not if I can help it!" Wrecker boomed. He squeezed her hand which made Omega feel better. "I don't like goin' up high either, kid."

Tech trotted past them and fell into step with Hunter. "We have arrived."

The supply shop he indicated was an out-of-the-way, rather dingy type. But it sold paints. Hunter nodded and cast about a moment before turning to Omega.

"You take care of getting the supplies with Tech and Wrecker," he said. "Comm me when you've finished."

Omega waved good-bye, and together with Tech and Wrecker, she stepped into the shop.

It was quiet and dim in the supply shop's entry hall. Dust swirled down from the walls when Omega trailed her fingers across their rough surfaces. It tickled her wrists as it drifted down, the thick scent of stilled air inside the building clogging in Omega's throat in a comfortable sort of way.

"Where do we look first?" Omega asked.

Tech pointed to the front counter where a droid with very round photo receptors was goggling studiously at them. It reminded Omega of Tech for some reason.

The droid directed them to a back area of the supply shop for the paints, and Omega trailed after Wrecker while Tech tripped off to collect wires and other additional supplies for his various projects in maintaining the Havoc Marauder. Omega had no idea what sorts of things those would be - Tech's purchases seemed more and more varying and complex each time they happened.

As she moved through the store with Wrecker, Omega found the silent atmosphere tickling at her mind again. More questions bubbled to the surface, but she was with Wrecker, and he shouldn't mind talking. Especially since this was vacation time shopping. Wrecker paused before a cabinet full of cans and tubes and started looking through them. Omega took a breath.

"Wrecker?"

Wrecker grunted and continued shoving different paints about on the shelves.

Omega rubbed at her ankle with the toe of one boot and sighed. "Do you like Crosshair?"

"'Course I do!" Wrecker laughed, but Omega thought his response died away rather too quickly to have been genuine.

"Except..." she prompted.

Wrecker shrugged, then finally selected some spray cans and a small tube of some color Omega couldn't see, turned, and started back towards the front of the shop.

Omega trailed after him, confused and a bit nervous that she'd stepped in a bit too far this time.

Wrecker dumped the items on the counter in front of the droid.

The droid gazed sullenly down at the paint cans and began scanning them as slowly as was possible for a machine.

Wrecker eyed the droid and stumped away through a row of shelves calling,

"Hey, Tech! Ya done yet?"

Tech's hand appeared beyond another row of the shelving, and Omega saw bits of wire with metal tabs entangled in it all caught up about his arm and fingers.

"I shall be with you momentarily," he said.

Wrecker rolled his eyes, but grinned. "That means 'fifteen'," he whispered to Omega.

The droid was still on the third can. Wrecker had only picked up five.

"Let's go outside," said Wrecker.

They left the shop and sat on the front step.

Wrecker hit his comm, and within moments, Hunter responded. "Done in ten," said Wrecker.

"Perfect," said Hunter. "On my way."

The comm shut off.

"So..." Wrecker hesitated. "Why're you askin' me that...?"

Omega picked at her sleeve cuff, a habit only recently developed, but quite damaging to her already worn tunic. "Crosshair doesn't seem happy here," she said. "With us. And I don't know why not... Are you mad at him? For shooting you? And not trying to come back...? You did ask him; you said you would have taken him back if he'd tried..."

Wrecker listened to her speak, but his eyes were closed up inside although they remained open, and he stared across the street into the crowd of citizens, tourists, shoplifters, business agents, families, the majority of the people nondescript and hidden.

Then, "I think," he said slowly, "that Crosshair doesn't like himself..."

Tech came tripping up behind them just then, a large box balanced under his chin, and the paint cans tucked under both arms.

"How about helping me with some of this, Wrecker!" he squeaked.

Wrecker shot a glance at Omega, then stood and took the box from Tech.

The started up the street just as Hunter rounded the corner ahead of them. "All set?" he asked.

"Uh-huh!" Omega pointed to Tech who had trapped all the paint cans against his side with one arm while he held his datapad in the other.

"We got lots for Crosshair," Omega said.

Hunter nodded and led them back up the street and down another road Omega recognized this time. They paused after a walk of only a few minutes and faced the entrance of the first shop they'd ever visited here.

Omega unconsciously pressed herself closer to the others when she heard a whisper behind her from somewhere in the milling mass of people.

"Wait, is that Katarn class armor? Who are they?"

She was certain Hunter had heard the murmuring, too, because he hesitated, then looked between Reeka Mor's shop and Tech, Omega and Wrecker.

"No disguises this time, huh?" he smirked, then stepped into the entrance and up to the front counter.

Omega waved to the gran as they approached. "Hello!"

Reeka Mor frowned at her and waggled his head furiously while he shook his fist at her. "Hands off my merchandise unless you're ready to pay, kid!" he squawked. "You break it, you buy it!"

Omega shrugged and smiled back. "I remember," she called.

The shop owner ignored her and fixed his attention on Hunter. "Selling anymore fake droids?" he snapped.

Hunter braced his forearms on the counter and cocked an eyebrow. "No law?"

Reeka Mor shook his head. "Pulling in the law is more trouble than it's worth nowadays," he sighed.

Omega turned away from empty display shelf where the trooper dolls had been. It was empty now, except for a single doll with all its limbs popped out of the torso. Hunter saw Omega looking at it and turned back to the gran.

"Silent protester?"

"Talking only invites the world to pull apart your entire business," Reeka Mor snapped. "And if it's a personal legal matter -" here he leaned forward and stared significantly at Hunter. "That's the fun they love to have. All sorts of wiggle room to settle into your personal life and all that. So, if you've got any more of those charges, I'll take one - free. You owe me, buster."

Hunter chuckled and shook his head. Omega wished she could understand.

"I guess even reputable businesses have secrets," Hunter said.

"Let's just say that I won't involve legal terms in reclaiming my money," the gran snapped. "Cheat me, I get bounty on you. Besides which, my cameras are on."

Omega saw the twitch in Hunter's neck.

"That won't be necessary. We came to return your credits."

The gran put on his hands flat on the counter and leaned in very close. Omega wished he wouldn't. It felt scary.

"Come again?" Reeko Mor hummed.

"Here." Hunter took the bag of credits from Tech and tossed it down. They landed with a clinky thud. "This is the remainder of our payment for delivering certain packages to you from Cid on Ord Mantel," said Hunter. "Three thousand credits will be wired to you directly. Cid's taking care of that now, actually. Check your numbers if you like."

Tech and Wrecker hesitated behind them, and Omega watched as they turned and left the shop

Reeko Mor looked down at the bag, then up at Hunter.

"Why?"

Hunter shrugged, looking a bit uncomfortable - which made Omega uncomfortable. But she wanted Hunter to feel better, so she took his hand and tugged it.

Hunter tugged his collar and cleared his throat.

"We-ell," he coughed, "I cheated you. That was wrong, I apologize, and I'm returning your money."

The gran huffed and shoved the bag back towards Hunter. "Not checking the product before trading was my fault," he admitted. Then he pounded a fist on the counter and jabbed his finger at Hunter. "But if I find you cheated on the amount once I contact Cid, I'm going to call in those police bots and then you'll be sorry!"

"I did not cheat - this time," Hunter corrected himself. "No need to track us. Please." He lowered his voice. "We're in enough trouble keeping a low profile as it is."

Reeko Mor pulled at his chin, eyes bobbling thoughtfully. "Trouble, eh? Like... Imperial trouble...?" He was eyeing Hunter's armor.

Hunter shushed him harshly, then shook his head as if surprised by his own reaction.

"Thanks for your time. We'll be leaving. The order will be left for you tomorrow."

Omega could feel how tense he was. His fingers were squishing her hand, and he was sweating. Or she was. She was tense, too.

"Thanks for stopping by," said Reeko Mor. "You're a strange one. Can't think of why you'd return credits, 'specially these days."

"It was the right thing to do." Hunter tugged Omega's hand and they turned away.

But Reeko Mor wasn't finished. "The right thing? What? You had no better reason to do it? No catch? No side goal?"

Hunter turned back, a frown pinching the bridge of his nose. "I need no other reason," he said. And they walked out of the store.

Omega watched her boots scuff the pavement as they stepped outside the gran's shop. And so she bumped into a tree.

The tree shifted and shot her a mildly curious glare from its silver grey crown.

"Hello, Crosshair!" Omega was surprised, but happy to see him. Hunter seemed only surprised.

"Crosshair!" He lowered his tone and stepped aways into the shadows that lined the street sides. "What are you doing here?"

"Getting the coordinates for the drop off," Crosshair said. "And saving your sorry hide from being hunted - at least from this location. I missed some others back in the crowd."

He surveyed the shop with passive disdain and held up a card key.

Hunter squinted his most confused expression which made Crosshair sigh. Omega didn't see how anyone could refuse further explanation when Hunter made that face. It was genuine, but he looked so confused it was almost painful.

"That gran won't be able to do visual search or turn in feeds to any authorities." Crosshair sniffed with pleasure. "I jammed his security cameras while you were inside."

"How did you do that?" Hunter asked, and scrutinized the card with confusion again.

Crosshair waggled it under his nose. "Imperial Commander," he stated.

There was a cough from somewhere behind him.

Crosshair rolled his eyes. "And Tech."

The glimmer of Tech's goggles floated out of the darkness like some weird insect. Omega was glad when his face came into view behind them. She was tired, she realized. Very tired.

"Are we ready, Hunter?" Tech asked.

He was closest, so Omega leaned against him.

"All set," said Hunter. "Let's get back to the Marauder and head to Verdacca."

Tech stepped away, and Omega staggered, but Wrecker scooped her up. "Hear that, kid?" he whispered in his quietest shout. "Now we're really goin' to Verdacca!"

Omega gave a sleepy hum and wiggled her fingers to show she'd heard.

She did not fall asleep during the walk back to the Marauder, but it was very cozy in Wrecker's hold, and it was so nice to know that Crosshair was with them - silent, but walking with them - that she didn't mind when the bright lights above the Marauder's boarding ramp blinked on into her eyes.

Wrecker set her down and she tripped up the stairs, nearly squirming internally with delight as she heard the four distinct pairs of boots following up after her.

Wrecker's solid stomp, Hunter's steady stride, Tech's measured tripping, and Crosshair's stealthy pace.

Echo came out to greet them. "How'd it go?"

"Fine," Wrecker said, and promptly dumped the two boxes of their purchases on the floor. Tech let the paint cans clatter on top of the pile.

Echo glanced from it to Wrecker with a slight shake of his head.

"Had a little help from Crosshair," Hunter added, and he clapped Crosshair lightly on the shoulder. Crosshair didn't respond, but he was directing a penetrating stare at Echo - it was so hard Omega thought Echo must notice.

But Echo paid no attention.

"Got AZ functional," he said. Omega clapped her hands.

"AZ is working now?" she cried.

"Functional," said Echo. "He can follow commands and all. I need to leave him on partially connected until after - later."

Omega started to ask "After what?", but Tech was already directing her to her room.

She made a disappointed face at Wrecker who shrugged and mock pounded Tech on the head.

Omega laughed and hurried off to her room.

She pulled aside the curtain, ready to dive into her room and dream about all the fun they'd have on Verdacca when Echo's voice floated up to her making her jerk awake with a start.

"I think we're ready to remove your chip, Crosshair."

Chapter 23: The Sniper and the Scientist

Notes:

Title and permission for its use from Lapis01. Thank you, Lapis01, and thank you for all those lovely stories! I look forward to more!

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Crosshair hadn't remembered leaving the cockpit. All he knew was that the bunkroom door was locked and the murmurings outside had stopped long ago. His heart still pounded uncomfortably hard, and it was strange to note that, when he came to himself, he was poised in a defensive stance, ready to pounce on any intruders, though unharmed except for a throbbing ache in his head.

"...remove...inhibitor chip..."

Crosshair sank down on his mattress and buried his face in his hands. He knew it. Rampart had re-chipped him. The master and his faithful pet. Crosshair had willingly thrown himself at the mercy of a man who had none. And he'd paid for it.

He couldn't think. His thoughts slammed behind his eyes - he pressed his palms against them, snarling in exasperation. He needed a distraction...

Cid's message.

Crosshair looked about for his pack. He needed that datapad to slow down the transmitters recording -

A sharp spike shot through his head, and he gasped, instantly clamping a hand to his mouth.

He remembered now what he had needed to remember so badly. What he needed to tell to prove to the others that everything he had done had been for them. That he did care. The datapad. The recording. Bora Vio... Would they even believe him...?

There was a soft clicking, and Crosshair sighed. He was a fool to even try for their trust. Especially after running when removing his chip was suggested. Now someone was unlocking the door - they couldn't even leave him alone for a minute.

He straightened as the door opened, unwilling to let anyone see him as if he were defeated.

Tech walked in and came to a halt in front of Crosshair. He held out a pack which was balanced on one arm.

"Echo said you were looking for your gear."

Crosshair took the pack and set it between his boots, pulling open the slide and rummaging through the contents. "And my weapons?"

"I don't know."

Crosshair looked up sharply. "You don't know?"

Tech shook his head, and Crosshair turned back to pulling his items from the pack. He needed to find it...

Tech's hand hovered below his face, and Crosshair pulled back and stared at the object Tech held out to him.

"Were you searching for this, perhaps?"

"Yes..." said Crosshair. The hollow tone of his voice just made the alarm he felt that much more potent. "I...Tech, I was going to tell you."

Tech shifted his weight to one leg and flipped the datapad over. "And you didn't."

"I couldn't remember!" Crosshair stood, numb warnings flashing behind his eyes. He angrily shoved them away. "Tech..."

Tech's eyes continued to study the datapad until finally, he looked at Crosshair. And Crosshair found he couldn't look back.

"Why didn't you destroy the recording?" said Tech. "What if Omega had found this? Crosshair, I would have assumed you to have more discretion than to keep such things as this lying around."

Crosshair fumbled for some response. What could he say? That he had kept the file as a reminder that his staying with the Empire was the only way to prevent more of what he'd seen from happening to his brothers? That it gave him some strange comfort to know it had pulled him from the chip's complete control? That it gave him something to remember the others by...?

"It wasn't lying around, was it?" Crosshair hissed. "Hunter took my gear."

"I took your gear," said Tech.

"What...? Why?" Crosshair pressed a hand to his stomach, uncomfortable with the anxiety writhing there. Tech cocked his head, and Crosshair shifted his hand to his side, although the injury wasn't paining him enough to warrant it. "Did you delete it?" he asked

Tech sighed loudly through his nose and powered on the datapad.

"I did not. The one sent to my current device was removed. You are saying you had forgotten you needed to inform me of this?"

"Yes," Crosshair whispered. "Hunter doesn't trust me. You don't trust me. Echo sure doesn't either."

"And Wrecker?"

Crosshair shook his head. "I don't know."

"Well," Tech snapped. "Omega certainly won't trust you if she becomes aware of this." He began busily swiping through files and pulled up the very recording Rampart had played for Crosshair. Crosshair shuddered, but the solid bitterness that sprang up at Tech's reply pushed him to speak again.

"Strangely enough, Tech, I think the kid would understand more than you," he spat.

Tech didn't answer. He was studying the screen, eyes dull.

"I am assuming you viewed it in its entirety," said Tech quietly.

Crosshair nodded, anger muted. It was now or never. "I felt something," he muttered. "It was after Bracca. I knew something was wrong...and I knew you were in it..."

Tech cocked his head.

Crosshair bit his tongue and took a breath. The words felt strange and heavy, but he forced them out anyway, dropping his gaze to the floor.

"Rampart tested me. The first chip had been removed - and I became aware of the second after that test..."

"He...found this file?" said Tech slowly.

"He did. I could feel something was wrong. I knew it was. He..."

"...used this to see where your loyalties were," Tech finished.

Crosshair took a breath. "I have to go back..."

Tech said nothing. He tapped the screen and slid through the recording.

"Tech...?" Crosshair shifted his weight.

Tech's face was pale, even in the dim lighting.

"Tech, put it away."

"I have," said Tech calmly.

Crosshair nodded, unwilling to contradict him.

Tech watched for a moment longer.

"Why do you want to return to the Empire, Crosshair? This Rampart, presumably your superior, will not likely accept you back under his command, especially once he discovers you have been with us. Weren't we ordered terminated?" He tucked the datapad under one elbow and stepped forward, blinking owlishly at Crosshair. "You do realize that torture and execution are what await you if you go back."

Crosshair huffed a laugh. "Rampart won't get the chance. He'll never know I was here... I'm good at my job."

Tech's eyes narrowed, but he stepped back. "Where were you when you...sensed this discomfort about my wellbeing?"

"On Kamino."

"And the time this file was created...?"

"Rampart showed it to me about ten minutes after I...felt it. It cut the chip's control. Tech, listen. I know you don't trust me, but..." He faltered, unsure of how to continue.

"Hm..." Tech sniffed and scratched his chin. "Well, it would not be the first time I have heard of such a thing... I have experienced it myself on multiple occasions, but not to the intensity you are describing. The chips are...powerful."

"Look," Crosshair snapped. He was tired of the back-and-forthing and wanted out. "It cut the chip, that's all I know. I know you don't trust me -" he tried again.

"Why should I?" said Tech. "You said you were going back to the Empire."

"I am," Crosshair growled.

Tech shot him a piercing look. "That is precisely the reason I do not trust you -"

"What!?"

"-with your gear," Tech finished.

Crosshair started to sputter, but Tech held out the datapad and surprised him into silence.

"So far, you have given no reason for me to trust you. I want to, Crosshair. I want to. And I might be able to - slightly."

Crosshair took the datapad, and Tech continued. "Please destroy this recording. You know the methods to disrupt a file's integrity before the layers of deletion so that even I cannot recover it. I do not know why you kept this. But get rid of it now."

Crosshair sneered, hurt and angry by the former subject. "How do I know you haven't sent Sullo Pria's recording to your personal datapad?" he scoffed.

Tech twitched. "I have not," he said.

"Why not?"

"I have forgiven her."

Crosshair shifted, irritated and confused. Tech had seen more in Crosshair than even Crosshair thought at first. He was sure of it. But asking directly would only confirm what he knew Tech suspected - that his loyalty to the Empire had long been dissolved...

"Why do you want me to get rid of a stupid file," he spat.

"Because Rampart gave it to you," said Tech simply.

He cut Crosshair off with a wave of his hand. "We will talk again once your chip has been removed. I cannot be certain that you are not acting under its influence."

And he turned around and left.

Crosshair sank back onto the mattress and clutched the datapad. His hands were shaking, and he had the sudden, violent urge to fling the device as far from him as he could. There was something in addition to the hinted suspicion in Tech's manner and words that pained him, and he couldn't place a finger on it - which made the confusion that much more potent.

With a sigh, he opened the tablet and prepared to follow through with Tech's request; but some bitter memory caught him abruptly, seizing up his chest, and he growled, working quickly to open the file again - memories, memories, memories! - he could access far more if he wanted. He remembered all of Tech's old passwords and data keys.

Tech had never changed much of his security information. He had no reason to, Crosshair thought. He trusts us. ...He used to trust me...

That whispering voice... But will he ever trust you again now...? Get rid of it! This is the chance he gave you...!

Crosshair batted the thought angrily away and started the video.

Another little test from that scientist? he shouted in his mind. To prove I don't hold some petty hatred for that kriffing admiral? I would never be so sloppy...

He pushed himself as far back in the bunk as he could and left the volume down, not wanting to hear what had startled him so much upon his first being informed of the file's existence.

His thoughts tumbled over themselves, and he lost himself in the down spiral of madness, feeling the hot anger rushing through his limbs. The hot anger and the fear. What he was seeing now, playing out before him, was exactly what Rampart had promised to each of his teammates if and when they were "returned" to the Empire...by Crosshair.

Crosshair gripped the device until the casing creaked under the pressure of his fingers. The orders he'd received, the things he'd done to help his squad, to secure his own survival... Rampart had caged him inside his own mind, and the only way to escape that Crosshair had seen was to carry out his orders long enough to gain the Admiral's trust, and then quietly step to a position where he could secure

What could Tech possibly want to forgive? And for what? Sullo Pria had tried to turn Tech into a monster - and once, her efforts had been successful...

Crosshair's heart pounded, and he let the erratic thumping drown out the lightning thought that Rampart was succeeding in the same effort with him...

The video Tech was writhing madly, mouth clenched in a silent scream which Crosshair heard despite having muted the recording.

I have a reason to risk myself - Sullo Pria needed to be killed just like Rampart needs killing. This can't happen to anyone else - myself, my squad, no one!

"No one needs killing... Not like this..."

Crosshair started, then flinched in fury. That had been Hunter's voice. Of course it was. He recognized it now. All his other thoughts, those whispers that kept tugging him back from time to time, were a blend of Tech's, Wrecker's, Echo's, and Hunter's voices. That voice was all of them.

He considered this strange thought for no more than an instant before sinking back into the miserable hatred stirring in his breast. Rampart needed to die. 

Hunter's voice tried to sound again, but Crosshair turned up the video's volume a single click. That was enough to shut up the sanctimonious monologue. But despite reinforcing his anger at every creature like the Kaminoan now beating Tech on the screen, he couldn't silence Hunter's voice entirely.

He's trying to tell me something. And an instant later -

Ridiculous! He doesn't understand!

The video clattered, and Omega came clambering down a storage rack. Crosshair tapped at the screen, but instead of shutting the file, it skipped to a scene Crosshair had unconsciously avoided his first time viewing it. He fumbled with the datapad, but couldn't secure it until after Omega had been shocked into a screaming fit.

A bone-weary chill swept through him and he swiped angrily at his eyes. Closing down the device, he followed Tech's instructions with shaking hands, and once everything was completed, he threw it across the room.

Silence.

The voices were quiet. Waiting.

Crosshair tipped his head back against the wall. Being alone had always been what he'd done. Being alone to watch over the others, being alone to maneuver a mission and come out alive with those defeated never knowing it had been he who had taken their lives...before it had been droids. Only once before he had been shipped out from Kamino with the others had it been a sentient.

Tech hadn't been on that mission. He had come to meet the others one their return, and Crosshair had pushed him away and fled, unable to contain the horror of what he had done. He had learned very early to harden himself against others and his own mind... Always, he had been pushing, hiding...running - despite that he had told the others to stop running... It was for a very different reason.

Echo had his ideals, Hunter, his morals, Tech, his fascination with and need to understand everything he encountered, and Wrecker, an open, caring heart. Wrecker was, by far, the least infuriating of the bunch right now... But approaching him would only pull the others along, too.

Crosshair groaned. He couldn't continue like this. He had never felt so alone in his life.

Nowhere was safe, least of all his own mind. And the only one who had neither the knowledge nor the skill to attack him...

...was Omega.

Chapter 24: Before Going Under

Notes:

DID YOU ALL SEE THAT NEW TRAILER????? OMGOSH!!!! 😱😱😱😱 CODY!!!!!!!

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The ship was too quiet - again.

Omega held Trooper limply between her hands which felt heavy and numb, and Lula slouched against the wall, her floppy limbs askew.

Omega sighed. She was...tired. Tired of everyone milling about each other and not knowing what to do, tired of her own exhaustion, and...tired of...Crosshair...?

But, no.

She straightened, almost smacking Trooper to the floor with the determined jolt. She couldn't be tired of this! She had urged Tech to go back for Crosshair, it was really because of her persistence that the sniper was with them now!

And yet...she couldn't help but feel as if he didn't want to be with them. It seemed he had something else on his mind that separated him from them all somehow.

Omega sank back against the wall and began to pick at Trooper's elbow joint.

"Oh, Trooper," she sighed. "I just don't understand!"

She wouldn't throw the doll again; she wouldn't let herself become that discouraged. But the cold plastic face and silent flopping of the toy made Omega feel less than comfortable. It was almost an angry feeling, and she didn't like that at all.

She did set Trooper down near Lula and the comlink, then shuffled to the ladder and clambered down.

Only Wrecker was in the cockpit. She had tried to talk to Wrecker before, but they hadn't had much time to talk. She wandered in and, squeezing between the dashboard and Wrecker's knees, she faced him and folded her arms.

"'S'up, kid?" said Wrecker.

Omega shrugged.

"Tech says we'll be on Verdacca in an hour or two," said Wrecker.

Omega did her best to raise an eyebrow. "Tech said that? Phew, he must be distracted...!"

Wrecker scratched his head. "Uh, I don't remember the exact thing he said," he mumbled. Then, brightening, "But I know it'll be in about an hour or two! And then we can have some fun, huh, 'Mega?"

Omega tried to smile, but her mouth got stiff and floppy all at once. "Wrecker, does Crosshair want to be with us?"

Wrecker scrunched up his face in thought, then leaned out and patted her clumsily on the shoulder. "Nah, don't start worryin' 'bout that again!" he stated jovially. "We got Crosshair all taken care of!"

"Really?" said Omega. "I don't know why, but... Wrecker, I have to tell you something."

Wrecker tipped his head back and stuffed his arms behind his neck. "'Kay, what is it?"

"Well..." Omega shifted from one foot to the other. It felt so odd to say, but she needed to. The question couldn't wait. She just hoped Wrecker had an answer.

"Wrecker, I've been wondering something - is it possible to...miss someone even when you're with them all the time?"

Wrecker's face relaxed into something unusually pensive. He blinked slowly at the ceiling, then pulled one hand free to scratch the tip of his nose.

Omega held her breath.

"Yup," said Wrecker.

Omega waited. Wrecker sat up straight and nodded vigorously. "Yup, I know whatcha mean. Yeah."

Omega grinned in sudden relief. Wrecker was looking at her as if waiting for her to continue, so she did.

"I mean, everyone is so much like that right now, and I don't understand!" she blurted. Wrecker nodded along. "I miss them all, and they're just so different, but I don't know why! I thought Crosshair coming back would fix everything, but it didn't..." Omega faltered and blinked hard.

"I don't understand, Wrecker," she whispered. "I wanted to fix Crosshair so he would be happy, but he's always so cross!"

Wrecker chuckled a little, and she shoved at him half-heartedly. "I'm not joking!" she cried. "Really, Wrecker. Why is Crosshair that way? Tech said he couldn't help being that way, but I don't think that's true! We could change Crosshair, and then everything would be all right!"

"Wait, Omega..." Wrecker looked confused. "I don't think anyone can change Crosshair... I mean, that's why we're gettin' his chip out, right? But listen."

Wrecker pulled Omega close and boosted her onto his knee. Omega sat very still, not wanting to miss a word of what he said. It felt very important to her right now.

"Omega," said Wrecker. "We're doin' what we can for Crosshair. He's almost better, but if he doesn't want to stay here, we're not going to force him. That would be doing just like the Empire is doing to other people. Right?"

Omega nodded. "But there is a chance taking the chip out will help him see better," she prompted.

Wrecker smiled a little. "Yeah. We'll see what happens."

"Is everyone downstairs getting ready for the surgery?" asked Omega.

Wrecker nodded and shifted her off his knee. "Yeah. Hunter's kinda like you right now. He's really hoping taking the chip out will make Crosshair better..."

There was a sharp hiss. Omega peeked over the back of Wrecker's chair -

- and jerked back with an involuntary start.

Crosshair peered at her from across the cockpit, and Wrecker spun his chair and waved cheerfully at him.

"Heya, Cross!"

Crosshair sent him a brusque nod, and Omega squinted in confusion as she noticed Crosshair slip a gray disc into his pocket. What was he doing with a holotransmitter...?

"Crosshair -" she faltered.

Crosshair was stepping up to Wrecker. And there was something wrong with his eyes.

"Are they almost ready?" he asked.

"For?" said Wrecker.

"Aren't you going to remove my chip?" Crosshair said.

Wrecker stood and nodded. "Yeah, they're just finishing up with the droid."

"AZ, right?" said Crosshair. "He was my...personal droid, you could say, for all the tests and things."

Wrecker shifted, looking uncomfortable. "Sorry we couldn't get a different one," he mumbled.

"I don't mind," said Crosshair. "I'm used to it."

"We wouldn't do it if we didn't think it'd help ya," said Wrecker. He gestured vaguely towards Crosshair's side. "Uh, how's the other...stuff?"

Crosshair clapped a hand to his side and shifted his leg. "Getting better all the time," he said.

Omega had never seen Crosshair act so...unlike himself before. He was rather frightening, of course, but he was still a person, she sternly reminded herself, and he couldn't be completely okay with the prospect of yet another surgery.

Summoning her courage, she stepped forward and said, "I promise, it'll be better when they're all done taking the chip out."

Crosshair's eyes flickered and a sneer started to curl one side of his mouth. "You can't know that," he muttered.

Then the sneer was gone, and there was only a very tired-looking Crosshair left behind.

"I do understand, Crosshair," said Omega. She tugged his sleeve and smiled as encouragingly as she could when he looked down at her. "I know it's scary, but it's okay to be scared. I've been scared before, too -"

Crosshair pulled his arm free, and the look this time was a glare.

He stalked up to the co-pilot's seat and lowered himself into it without a sound.

Omega shared a look with Wrecker, they both shrugged simultaneously (which made her feel better for some reason), and Crosshair sighed and leaned his elbows on his knees, then buried his face in his hands.

"You don't know what fear is," he whispered.

Images of a cruel white face and brilliant explosions flashed through Omega's mind, and she shoved the thoughts away, looking to Wrecker for some indication as to what she should say next.

But Crosshair continued. "You can't know what it feels like to have your mind torn away and only memories of things you never wanted to do for your own when you wake up. You can't know what it feels like to be unsure of when the pain will end, or what will happen if you can't pull off your aim before squeezing the trigger - you can't know what it feels like to be in the constant terror of maybe killing one of your friends."

Omega was shocked. All this time she had thought Crosshair really didn't care- and he was really suffering things she never suspected. Why he was saying all this now, while it was confusing, didn't actually matter. Crosshair really did want help!

Wrecker looked confused, but betrayed none of the sympathy Omega heartily felt, but maybe that was just because he was surprised by the suddenness of these admissions.

He slowly sat down in the co-pilot's seat and swiveled to face Crosshair.

"I know," he said. His voice was so deep it almost disappeared in his throat. Omega went to him next and gripped his arm. Poor Wrecker.

Crosshair snorted. "How can you?"

Wrecker's brow darkened. "Because my chip malfunctioned, and I almost killed everyone," he growled.

Crosshair's face shifted, and genuine surprise showed through in his eyes. It looked different than before, but Omega wasn't going to make any more swift judgements after the speech she'd just witnessed him give.

"I know," Wrecker repeated.

And Crosshair stared at him in silence for a long moment.

Chapter 25: Chip Removal - Part 1

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If submissive behavior and world-weary attitudes didn't convince them of his sincerity, Crosshair wasn't sure things would ever level to where he could freely maneuver. That would take trust again, and for now, artificial management could hopefully win him some freedom. Perhaps the kid...

He left Omega standing in the cockpit and followed Wrecker down to the hold. Tech and Echo were arguing over the droid which turned from right to left, its photoreceptors somehow managing to look confused.

Crosshair huffed. AZ was a rather entertaining little droid.

"Hey, Hun'er! You ready?"

Hunter turned at Wrecker's call, and even the dim light couldn't hide the surprise on his face when Crosshair walked past him and seated himself on the makeshift exam table.

"Let's get this over with," said Crosshair.

For some reason, Wrecker flinched.

Hunter stared a moment too long, so Crosshair broke the silence for him. "We left the kid looking a little lost up there," he said. It was a bit difficult to keep the sneering tone from his voice, but Crosshair managed. "Better go spend some time with her. She misses you." Whoops. The sneer came through, but the sergeant didn't seem to notice.

Hunter's eyebrows disappeared behind his bandana and he looked at Wrecker with eyes so confused Crosshair was sure he would never see an expression like that again for as long as he lived.

Wrecker shrugged and whispered, not too subtly, "He was like this a while ago, too. I think he wants to be fixed!"

Hunter cocked his head at Crosshair. "You want your chip out now?"

Crosshair smirked and lay back. "I never chose to have it put into me, Hunter. I've been working on fighting it for a long time now."

"I guess you have," said Echo, also tossing him a curious glance.

Tech blinked behind his round goggles and said nothing.

"So you can...think a little more clearly?" Hunter ventured. "You actually...feel in control?"

"Enough," Crosshair muttered. And it was true. But Hunter's thoughts on the results were most likely different - drastically different - then the truth behind Crosshair's motives. But he didn't need to communicate them to Hunter now. Better to just leave things where they were until he was ready to tell Hunter the truth.

Hunter's face had relaxed to an expression of profound relief though his features did pinch somewhat with anxiety. "Crosshair, I'm...very glad to hear that."

"Aw, quite stalling," Wrecker groused, swinging his arms impatiently. But Crosshair knew he was really nervous.

"Very well, we shall proceed," Tech stated, and shuffled around AZ to plug something into the back of its head.

Crosshair decided to push just a bit further.

"I left the datapad near the door," he told the pilot. "And yes, the file is gone."

Tech quirked his mouth up while Hunter, Echo, and Wrecker exchanged looks of varying awareness and intelligence. Then Hunter turned to leave, and Wrecker followed him.

Tech and Echo turned to the droid. "Let's get started," said Echo.

"Oh, yes!" exclaimed AZ, spinning in a circle while its head remained stationary. "I am always happy to do this! I remember I helped two clones before this one here. Are you ready, CT 9904?"

"Yes," said Crosshair shortly.

He didn't feel ready - the prospect of going under yet again while mechanical parts messed about in his head was far from inviting. If he were honest, it was scary.

But Crosshair was not an honest person, at least when he needed to employ deceptions, so he closed his eyes and clenched his fist, and forced himself not to move.

He opened his eyes in surprise when a hand closed over his, and Echo spoke into his ear.

"Hold on, it'll be over before you know it."

Crosshair tipped his head so Echo could insert the hypo in his neck.

"It's when I don't know it that I hate it," he whispered back.

Echo chuckled. "Don't I know it," he said.

Crosshair let his body sink into that strange weightlessness - he floundered in his mind. Echo warped into a literal echo, his voice floating about in the empty spaces between Crosshair's ears and his brain, and Tech shifted into a wild blob of colors with eyes that were too big.

AZ was the most frightening - because when Crosshair looked at fhe droid, the room shifted, and he found himself back on the table in the Kaminoan lab...


The familiar tone of the gray ceiling disappeared in a flash of lights. No matter how many times it had occurred, it was startling and always caused his eyes to burn. Crosshair squinted against the glare, narrowly observing AZ whizz around the lab. The droid floated past the wide control panel, then hovered up to the table and blinked down at Crosshair.

"It seems Admiral Rampart wishes to again test the functionality of your inhibitor chip," it warbled.

Crosshair gradually let his eyes open again. "Did he say why?"

AZ fiddled with the restraint straps before securing them over Crosshair's arms and ankles. "He did not." The droid floated past to check the readouts on the monitor. "You did displease him, though."

The round photoreceptors flickered down at him for a moment. "I am sorry," said the droid.

"Sorry?" Crosshair tugged the restraints, trying to sit up. The table was hurting his back unpleasantly.

AZ bobbed. "Yes. I am sorry, CT 9904."

"You're a droid," Crosshair deadpanned. "You can't be sorry."

"I am a droid," said AZ. "But I am programmed to learn and respond to the environment I am placed in in like manner. I have absorbed and communicated with the speech patterns and personalities of both mistress Nala Se and Omega for over ten years now."

"Omega?" Crosshair couldn't care less about the little intruder, but the conversation did distract him - at least a bit - from the impending...procedure.

"Oh, yes," said AZ. "Omega and I are good friends. I have spent much of my time in the lab with her and Nala Se. Omega always said I was good company."

Crosshair tried to snort, but instead he gave a slight laugh. Then the rush of fear.

Rampart was at the door.

"AZ," Crosshair hissed. "Will you..."

"Stay? I shall have to," said the droid. "I am in charge of monitoring your chip enhancement."

With a sinking weight, Crosshair realized too late the chance he'd had and missed. As Rampart stepped in, he twisted on the table and jerked his chin at AZ. "Can you change it? Not enhance the chip? AZ, don't...! I wasn't supposed to have one anymore!"

AZ rotated smoothly as Rampart approached. "I am afraid I cannot, CT 9904. You are not in charge right now. The admiral is."

Rampart came to a controlled pause by the head of the table and looked down his nose at Crosshair. "I am indeed."

The slick voice and even slicker appearance had Crosshair wrinkling his nose before he could stop himself.

Rampart frowned. "I see."

AZ hovered right over Crosshair's face. Crosshair tried to direct the droid away, but it didn't seem to understand. Rampart looked on with curiosity, and AZ said,

"I would stay anyway, however. Do not worry."

Rampart's delicate snort and pointed look would ordinarily have encouraged resentment and anger for protection, but, with a surge of alarm, Crosshair found himself all but squirming. A miserable worm under the scrutiny of both derision and scorn. Everything he had ever offered in anything he wished to avoid. Offered and forced on even his own squad...

A pang of regret stabbed him through, and he turned away from both sides of himself - the inhuman, blank emotions of AZ, and the model appearance, cold and calculating, of Admiral Rampart whom he now knew wished to give him nothing but pain.

How else could Crosshair - CT 9904 be controlled?


The orders for Daro had come through. The Batch had been sighted, the base was in confusion, and Crosshair scanned the mountainside for any sign of movement. He knew what had happened to him, but he didn't care. He would retrieve his squad, and despite Rampart's orders, it wouldn't work this time. That would cause further tension between Rampart and his commander, but Crosshair was seeking for that. Only ruining the admiral's reputation.

He'd succeeded in one thing at least. Convincing Rampart he was now the mindless slave the admiral wanted. Obeying without retorts, accepting and ignoring mistreatment to himself and others with no retaliation...but that would come.

His mind was crushed behind a wall of steel, but he was aware enough to realize...once Rampart was gone, he would be free...

He was informed of Hunter's capture, but it was still to early. He needed them all before he could execute his plan fully.

So he hid everything away and let the anger push through instead of the greeting he wished to give. That was the hardest not to regret.


Crosshair had seen Cid slip the transmitter into the kid's bag. Perhaps it was ordinary, but it seemed deliberate. His personal suspicions were only intensified by the way Cid had spoken to him, and though the others moved to leave, he stayed.

He knew they'd seen him stay. Echo and Tech exchanged glances, Wrecker looked suddenly concerned and Hunter utterly ignored him as they headed back to the Marauder.

Cid was at his elbow in seconds.

"Seems you've got a lot to tell me, toothpick," she said.

Crosshair shook his head.

"Want that job?" She lifted one claw to poke at him, but Crosshair batted her hand away and stalked into the bar.

It was full of patrons, some happy, some looking a little too happy, some passed out on their tables, and some looking downright miserable. Crosshair pushed his way through the crowd to a table at the very back of the room. No one paid him any attention as they jostled their way back to the bar, loudly talking, rolling dice and flipping cards.

Three or four booze-happy specimens wandered up to his table at different intervals, but Crosshair dismissed them all, coolly responding when necessary (in the form of a dark look), and utterly ignoring them when he could.

The air was thick with the scent of different smokers' picks as well as warm and stale from the milling throng. The music beat into Crosshair's brain, making his head throb, but he resisted the urge to leave.

Here was noisy, full of activity - the perfect spot to avoid the thoughts that had been haunting him since he'd first revived on the Marauder.

It may have been the flashing lights or the heavy thrum-dum of the jukebox mix, but recalling that he'd been pursued by a hurricane of disturbing ideas only set them in motion again.

Crosshair ordered a drink.

Someone smoking potent weed passed by, leaving an acrid clenching in Crosshair's gut. He clamped down on it and drained his glass. The burn was relieving in an angry sort of way -

The smoker was back.

He leaned across the table and snarled at Crosshair. "I don't like your face."

Crosshair sneered and signaled for a refill. A rip-roaring fight would have soothed him somewhat, but he'd already aggravated his injuries from the walk to this dump hive. Kriff Hunter.

The smoker, his selected material obviously being inhaled on top of a drink too strong even for Crosshair, was waiting, seeming to drift.

Crosshair fingered his side and released his cup to put pressure on his leg. Confrontation didn't seem the most prudent.

"I don't much like it either," he muttered back, tossing just a hint that he shared the man's sentiment, but on the other's face, into his look.

The man's attitude completely changed. "'S what ya got," he shrugged. He shifted awkwardly and dragged one filthy hand down his cheek before clapping Crosshair's wrist.

Rampart would have run screaming from hands like that.

"Hey, take it easy," the smoker rasped. He turned to leave, but paused to give Crosshair a parting nod. "Cool tat."

Crosshair lifted his glass and didn't respond.


The trees were dark and the air that pumped in through his helmet filters was moist, pungent, and almost full of the scent of filtered out rotting foliage.

Signal, move out. Send the troopers in. His own rifle weighing comfortably in his hands - an angled shot, slide the scope right, pull right, fire -

The rebel pilot flopped over the transport's controls.

The others hid behind the blast shields in the bay, and CT 9904 marched over the fallen branches and tangled foliage, signaling the final attack by ES 04.

The flames burned at his eyes, even through his helmet's protective visor - the muted colors were hidden comfortably, though, outside of his helmet and the tinted darkness inside that - stifling - bucket...!

Crosshair clawed to get out, shot ES 01 dead, and retreated in his mind while the refugees were executed -

CT 9904... just had to follow orders...


Cid's stick smacking his shoulder jerked him from a fitful doze. Crosshair's start sent the remainder of his drink into her face, for which he thanked the Force.

It had been some hours since he'd taken the table, Crosshair realized. He glanced about the empty bar, ignoring Cid's splutters and threats as she tried to clean the drink from her face.

"Hey, this ain't a soup kitchen, buddy," she snapped. "You ever planning on getting back to that ship of yours? What do I have ta do to get you people to respect the hours of the place? Turn each table into a parking meter?"

Crosshair pushed himself out of the chair and started towards the door.

Cid called after him. "You look a little lost!"

Crosshair kept going.

Cid hurried in front of him and shook her stick in his face. "I recognize 'em when I see 'em," she said. "My place is crawlin' with folks lookin' for a way out of their lives."

Crosshair just looked at her, too tired to even snark back.

Cid shrugged. "I try to help 'em out. As long as helping me out is in there, too. Keep my offer in mind."

Crosshair nodded and she herded him out the door. The entrance was locked, and everything outside the dirty yellow light by the steps was in darkness. Hunter's words crawling back into his memory:

"No one who risks valuable time, their position and their life in order to prevent another's capture or death is going to do anything to harm a child. I don't believe you ever valued the Empire, Crosshair. Either for itself or for what it does."

He couldn't pretend any longer... And yet, he thought as he looked up towards the sky and the stars inside of it, he would have to.

He started back towards the ship, more confused in his mind than before he'd heard Cid's offer. The shadows beckoned to him - he tried to scoff, attributing the startlingly sentimental and emotional ideas to his rattled senses. He wandered between those patches of darkness back the rest of the walk, and didn't look upwards again.

He could barely see by the time the Marauder's lights came into view.

Chapter 26: Chip Removal - Part 2

Chapter Text

Click - click - click -

Crosshair shifted, pushing his shoulder blades into the unforgiving surface beneath him. This game was getting more and more dangerous. Rampart was unpredictable, and Crosshair knew his own mind would betray him in the end if he didn't break free of the Admiral's control.

But what could he do? He'd tried to maneuver, and he'd lost. Rampart had learned of Crosshair's diverting to Bora Vio "in search of the source of a feeling", Rampart had snarled. "Commander, you are proving more and more unreliable each day."

Crosshair didn't respond.

Now, the man was slinking his way around the examination table, his bemused and insulted gaze pressing against Crosshair from every side as he stepped around and around...

Click - click - click...

"To say you have disappointed me is an unfortunate understatement," Rampart continued. He sighed through his nose and straightened the cuffs of his well-fitted uniform top.

Crosshair kept his gaze directed upwards as Rampart paused to bend over him. He could feel the man's breath on his face and fought back the urge to try and shove him away. He turned his head and stared at the monitors instead.

"And disappointing me," Rampart whispered, "is not a clever move, Commander. I don't like getting upset."

Crosshair took a breath and dug his nails into his palm where Rampart couldn't see. "With respect, I understood retrieving the members of Clone Force 99 to be in your interest, Admiral," he gritted back.

Rampart stepped away, paced to where Crosshair could see him, and tapped a finger lightly to his chin. "I recall quite a different matter, Commander," he said delicately. "I remember informing you and the Prime Minister that I had no interest in rogue clones. Lama Su did encourage me to retrieve those clones, but I understood it only to be in regard for his property and not the betterment of the Empire's forces. And you, Commander, were the one to ask me permission to 'hunt them down', I believe your words were. You want them returned for your own personal reasons."

"A reminder, sir." Crosshair propped himself up on his elbows and snarled up at the admiral. Rampart's words had frightened him, badly. And that fear showed through in a complete loss of tactful manners. "You were the one who gave me permission to go after Clone Force 99. And you granted that request because of the damage done to your facilities and the disruption of your goals! We both have personal reasons to motivate our decisions. Isn't that right, Admiral?"

Rampart's face paled, and Crosshair pushed on. It was a gamble between fear and anger. One misstep, and he would never wake up once under. But he'd invited hell in, and the Rampart was far too vain to trade the chance for revenge and sick satisfaction for efficient killing.

Forcing himself up until the restraints chafed against his collar, he leaned towards Rampart, staring directly into the man's face.

AZ buzzed around in alarm and gestured for Crosshair to lie back down. Crosshair ignored the droid completely.

"I've carried out your orders. I've shifted my sights in order to succeed in the missions you assigned," he snarled. "You make the orders with no thought to whether the actions are right or not. I've discarded such moral hindrances in order to meet your expectations, but not for myself! I've heard a lot of talk, but not once have I seen a kriffing example of this bloody Empire doing anything for the good of those it controls. Because that's what it does! Controls!"

Crosshair straightened further, dimly aware he was struggling against the straps now, while his voice rose from a hiss to a shout. "If I have disappointed you, Admiral Rampart, then I can only try to apologize for the sake of maintaining your favor! But I know you don't care. If you decide I'm no longer fit for the tasks you require of me, I'll be executed, and another karking slave will take my place! Is that it!?"

Rampart glowered at him, then pulled back and slapped him across the face.

Crosshair turned with the blow. The sting barely registered, but a storm flooded through him. He schooled his expression and looked back, sneering as he saw Rampart rubbing his palm.

"Hurts, doesn't it?" Crosshair purred. "Have you even shot anyone before, admiral?"

The room was silent except for the soft bleeps and blips from the computers. AZ hovered anxiously, looking strangely uncertain. There was a soft swish of skin brushing against rumpled cloth. Crosshair shuddered. The admiral smoothed one sleeve free of wrinkles a second time - it was most likely an attempt to rub away the pain still smarting in his hand than to remove the minor imperfections in his attire, Crosshair thought.

"It seems termination is now more than necessary," Rampart said quietly. His eyes were glazed, and his lips had gone pale. "Which is a shame. You have so much potential, Commander."

He stepped closer, and Crosshair froze. He'd have one chance, if only his arms were free!

"But not yet," Rampart breathed. "I require your skills a bit longer."

"My skills," Crosshair snarled. "You cower behind me for a shield, using me as a mask to hide your own inability to accomplish anything! You need me, Rampart! Kill me now, and you risk forfeiting your influence, your career, and possibly your life. You can't do it without me."

Rampart shifted his arms and tugged his collar even. His face slowly turned red, and his voice shook. "Look at you," he said. "Madly scrambling for some kind of control..." He tutted gently, and Crosshair seethed.

He decided not to point out Rampart's own loss of control, and bit his tongue. He was in way over his head, now...

"You clones are little more than savages," Rampart continued, his soft voice rendered more disgusting by the incongruity between his tone and his mannerisms. "Bred in tubes, trained to kill, animals. You have no society, no culture. Nothing beyond the violence of war, and your tendencies towards corruption are foul. The Empire has saved you from the pretentions you lived under the Jedi, and directed you towards the freedom of truth. Your reality - your purpose -"

"What is the truth?" Crosshair growled. "If I don't function according to your expectations, I'll be discarded! Where is the freedom in that?"

Rampart raised his hands placatingly. "Try to understand, Commander. You, and your so-called brothers, would exist pointlessly without the Empire."

"We fight to exist at all!" Crosshair growled.

"No, Commander." Rampart smiled with a patronizing tilt of his lips and a smooth gesture of his hand. "You exist to fight - so that someday fighting can come to an end."

"Lies, Rampart," Crosshair snarled. "All lies!"

Rampart gestured to AZ and pointed to the control board. Crosshair stiffened, certain of only disaster when he woke up again. Despair choked him, and he struggled to breathe as panic overtook him.

"I do not lie, Commander," said Rampart coolly. His eyes darkened, and he brushed restlessly at the side of his coat. "I was not lying when I said your former squad will be subject to certain disciplines when they are returned."

"Why do you think I care?" Crosshair snapped, though his core froze and his blood cooled.

"Because you left without permission, altered the orders of unsuspecting squad mates, and displayed concerning levels of compromised behavior - all for the sake of one man," said Rampart acidly. "I have checked up on your files, CT 9904."

Crosshair seethed.

Rampart smoothed the hair on one side of his head and straightened one of his buttons. "It seems disregarding orders was something you did habitually where your brothers were concerned."

"Then why threaten them -"

"To control you? But Commander, have you forgotten when you were summoned by Kleal Selri? That - er, incident, was labeled the most successful treatment for your rebellious nature. A wise leader considers the experience of others - now I am following it." He stepped closer and studied Crosshair, flicking his eyes up and down, curling his lip as if he were disgusted by what he saw.

Crosshair shut his eyes.

The machine powered up, and Crosshair forced himself to relax - if only physically - knowing he had lost. But only this round. His mind - his mind...would be gone again, but if he regained it, small chance though it was, he would know how to enact his scheme for Rampart's destruction. Widen the hole now, push further, then shrink the response in the aftermath. Further submission and exact obedience from Crosshair, and Rampart would preen himself right off a limb. The arrogance in Rampart would convince the admiral of the procedure's success. In his mind, Crosshair would be under his total control.

"You are a strong man, Commander." Rampart's soft voice filtered through the panic making Crosshair's head throb. "Which is why I must use methods more distasteful than I would prefer in order to secure your loyalty. Knowing your attachment to your old squad, I think these steps will be successful - you will all thank me later."

Crosshair wished Rampart would stop referring to the others as his 'former squad', his 'old squad'. It finalized his biggest fear - that they would never accept him back - as their brother. He would be their commander.

The pod's light burned against his forehead, and he squeezed his eyes shut against it.

"After all the Empire has done for you," Rampart sighed. "Supplying you with a home, employment, a purpose! You threaten my position and me personally! And for what? Some ragtag squatters surviving off the government for years and now rebelling against our requests to live civilized, ordered lives?"

Crosshair kept his mouth closed, now very aware of how dangerous he had made things - not only for himself, but for his squad. But if the timing was right... If, if, if!

He could hear Rampart panting slightly. The admiral paced the length of the table - Crosshair could hear the soft shush-hush of the pristinely tailored uniform as Rampart walked hurriedly about.

"The empire seeks to make you a better life, and your brothers, lifelong soldiers and your friends, from what I understand, abandon you, abandon their life, because of their inability to accept anything differing from what they desire!"

Crosshair almost laughed. But his voice caught in his throat when Rampart bent close and shouted, "Look at me!" into his face.

Crosshair looked at him - and clenched his fist harder. Tears stung his eyes - the light was too bright! He shifted his gaze and Rampart grabbed his chin, jerking his head back into position.

"You threaten the empire, you disregard the safety of those around you, all for a handful of traitors! Dangerous traitors, I would add. Well, we will fix you CT 9904," Rampart gasped. "And when your brothers are caught, they will be labeled as traitors and dealt with accordingly. There is always information required, and they're bound to have seen something of the rebel movements on their escapades throughout the galaxy."

Crosshair could no longer hold back. "Clemency," he spat.

Rampart laughed and shot a glance at the ceiling. "You have - the audacity to make that request after everything that has happened?" he asked, disbelief lacing his tone. "Commander, remember you have not only disappointed me, you have disrespected me, threatened me, threatened your government. I can alter some things on your behalf - you are a good commander - so that nothing...permanent is attempted in the future as far as remedying your condition goes. But your former squad, in full possession of their faculties, will not be pardoned so easily. The empire is stable, full of volunteers, conscripted troops, and members of society willing to work for the betterment of the whole. And what of the traitors? Those unwilling to work for the good of this empire? Well," Rampart's eyebrows bounced slowly. "Examples must be made, Commander."

"You find us a threat," Crosshair growled. "You keep us beneath you for servitude, because you can't do the job! You're jealous of our abilities, and you're a parasite, like an inhibitor chip! Living off our efforts, exploiting our successes, grinding us into the dirt because if we rose above you, you would never be accepted by your superiors!"

"Us!" Rampart shouted. "There is no 'us' for you anymore, Crosshair!"

The revulsion with which his own name was spoken, and what he felt at that moment made Crosshair sick. The mark etched over his eye seemed to burn him, and blood rushed into his ears.

"You owe that squad nothing! You are not a part of it anymore! May I remind you," Rampart snarled, "that your filthy sergeant is the one who left you to the mercy of the Empire!"

"What mercy," Crosshair scoffed.

Rampart's eyes flashed, and his lips shivered. "Very well," he said, in a tone so hushed Crosshair could barely hear him. "Very well. It will be as you say. No mercy."

Crosshair jerked as the surgical pod slid over him and the lights grew even brighter. He was momentarily blinded, and coughed in surprised pain.

He heard Rampart stalk to the control board while AZ began running the procedure. "Your men will be caught, put on trial, sentenced, and eliminated! Or better still -"

Bands of energy encircled Crosshair's temples, but he was so angry, so afraid, that he could not fall unconscious. He twitched madly in place and held his breath against the screams. The thunder in his head increased.

"I won't have them killed at all!" Rampart continued. "I will order them interrogated, and if they are like you at all, it will be a long ordeal, less than pleasant. That monster of a man you called sergeant, Hunter, is it? You will be granted the privilege - or responsibility? - of overseeing his stay in our interrogation bay."

Crosshair almost didn't hear the next words because of the fire in his mind and the coarse words flashing through it in relation to his opinion of Rampart. But he still couldn't speak - he would only have cried out if he opened his mouth, and he refused to supply Rampart with further ammunition.

"Oh, we don't have to be efficient," Rampart cooed. "We can take hours and hours, but eventually, Hunter will break. His mind will be gone, and he will fall silent, like a dumb thing with no thoughts of its own. And you can see how powerful the empire is in destroying - then maybe you'll accept our power to grant life. Your own may seem worthless at that point, but I won't permit you to fall prey to that weakness. You may resist tormenting your brother for days, even a year! But eventually your weak and fickle heart will betray you at the last, and you will be so desperate to hear his voice you will take up the implements and proceed on your own, begging to hear him speak! And he will. To scream for mercy as you will, soon!

The pain ground in Crosshair's head until he hissed and reached blindly for something to grab onto. "Don't," he gasped. "Don't you touch him! Don't touch any of them, Rampart, or I'll kill you! I'll kill you! Augh!"

He didn't care that he was screaming now. Rampart snarled, and impossibly, the agony increased until he shrieked. His whole body thrummed from his racing pulse, and he knew he was jolting, trying to claw those terrible, digging sparks from his head.

Something clamped down onto his forehead and he pressed against it - anything to stop the pain at this point! - He couldn't move, he could only shudder internally while moisture dripped down across his throbbing temples and into his ears.

"You have exceptionally clear vision, Commander, and I will see it remains that way. Your mind will be your own," Rampart soothed. "Be assured, Hunter will know that."

Crosshair's hearing disappeared in a rush. Dark wind billowed over his mind, and he felt a mild pressure still in his chest while his voice echoed, miserably shrill, through the storm.

"I'll kill you! I'll kill you! I'll kill you! I'll-kill-you! I'llkillyou-hhh-aaaAUUGH...!"


 

Click-click-click...

CT 9904 gagged on an inhale, and lay still, unsure of what had happened to him.

AZ had been there, but now it was gone. The lights on the control panel faded slowly on and off, thunder rumbled in the distance. And he felt utterly exhausted.

Admiral Rampart was looking down at him, nose wrinkled in thoughtful disgust.

"Such a display," he sighed.

Chapter 27: Sometimes an Echo

Notes:

I find it cool, but also mildly creepy that this chapter has 1,409 words... ;)

Chapter Text

The steering yoke was warm and hard. Omega loosened her grip somewhat - her palms were sweating, making her hold less than secure.

"That's it, you're doing fine."

Omega leaned slightly to the side in order to reach the stabilizer controls, but tugged on the yoke, pulling the ship off course. She snapped back into her seat, overcorrecting so that Echo had to grab his own steering yoke and steady her wild maneuver.

Omega slumped back in her seat.

Echo seemed not to notice. He just flipped the landing gear switch after adjusting the stabilizers for landing and pulled the ship into a level position.

"Take it down the rest of the way, Omega," he said.

Omega grabbed her controls - but only because he let go. He had noticed. Drat.

The Marauder settled in the field Echo had directed her to. A solid creak signified the ship's contacting on solid turf.

At last, they were on Verdacca. Omega was surprised at how wryly she thought those words. The prospect of exploring a new planet and seeing new things was usually something to make her so excited she'd drop from exhaustion well before bedtime. Not this time, she thought.

The ship's thrusters quieted down, signaling the beginning of 'power off', as Hunter would say. So even Echo was satisfied with the landing...

"Good job," said Echo.

"Not great, though," Omega sighed.

Echo leaned over the keypad and locked the landing gear, then hit the hatch control. "Does it have to be?" he asked.

Omega puffed out her cheeks. "Let's just say I'm glad Tech wasn't here to see that," she replied. She didn't feel much like talking about it anymore. But at the same time...

"Well, that's what practice is for," said Echo. "And physical growth. You're arms are too short. That's really all it is."

"I guess..." Omega pulled at her sleeve, then started to unravel a string which dangled from her left cuff.

Echo knocked on the dashboard, snagging her attention. "Omega," he said firmly. "You know very well there is nothing you can do to get beyond where you are until you grow some more. What's the problem?"

Omega kicked her feet up on either side of the steering yoke, sighing loudly as what was really bothering her formulated into words in her brain.

"There's just...so many things I want to fix that I can't do anything about," she huffed. She didn't care that she was fussing. She was tired. Everyone else always seemed to know what to do, and she only floundered without any way to remedy the issues. Issues that kept coming up. She had to wait to see how Crosshair was and had already realized it wasn't up to her to fix him, she had to wait for her own body to give her longer arms, she had to wait on more questions because everyone had so much to do they probably wouldn't want to talk about certain things, and she had nothing she could do.

"Let's go outside," said Echo.

"Please, Echo, I want to see how Crosshair is doing," said Omega.

Echo stood and gestured, and she had to follow. "I know, Omega, he said. "But the only reason was up here overseeing your landing is because Tech is still monitoring Crosshair's condition, and he had promised to let you land on Verdacca."

"I know..." Omega mumbled. "But don't tell me worrying is pointless because it's going to happen, and I can't stop myself from doing it!"

"Which is why," said Echo, "we are going outside. If you can't not worry, put your attention somewhere else."

"So you're not going to tell me worrying is pointless...?"

Echo laughed. "And what would that accomplish? More stress for you to meet that 'fix' with very little actively helpful results."

"Well, that's what Tech would say," Omega pouted.

"That's Tech," said Echo. "He has his own methods for working through things - hard logic helps him whereas other people can't actually come up with the thing to do after they've arrived at that answer. Because it's not so much an answer as a guideline."

"I can't be all logical like that, though," said Omega. "I've tried with so many things, and none of them go away no matter how hard I do that..."

Echo lowered himself onto the grass with grunt. "I'm gathering you don't actually know what's bothering you?"

Omega scratched the back of her head like Hunter sometimes did. She almost smiled when she realized that, then lowered herself beside Echo. "Sort of...? I just don't want to bring things up that might...be hard for people. Besides which, they happened. So how can anything be done to fix them?"

"Depends," said Echo slowly. "Sometimes it's just a matter of putting them in the right place. As opposed to denying they happened or ignoring that they happened."

"But everyone else seems to ignore that things happened!" Omega cried.

Echo turned to look at her. "So what are you going to do about it? If you need help, don't pretend there is no problem, hoping it will go away. It won't. But that's your choice."

Omega pulled her knees up to her chin, wrapped her arms around them, and buried her face in her elbows. "Maybe going for help means I'm not really grown up, though," she said. "Hunter and Tech and Wrecker, and especially Crosshair don't want a little girl. They want a grown up. A soldier. I know they don't always know what to do with me. Neither do you!"

"But you forget," said Echo, poking her on the arm, "that Commander Tano was under fourteen when I met her. She came to Fives and me plenty of times to just chat and learn and all. No one minded that she didn't know things we did - because she was willing to learn. If she forgot something, it was okay. She just got reminded. Why is it a problem to admit that things are what they are? You don't need to pretend yourself to be something you're not."

"But I don't want to be this way," Omega pouted. "I don't want anyone to be this way..."

"Yeah," said Echo. "But you can only really take responsibility for your own actions. And if you can see yourself...as better than you are now...well, that's the goal. No one expects you to be there right off. But if you want, we'll help you get there."

Omega turned her face on her knees to look at him and tried to feel comforted.

"I guess it's because I know what you're saying is true," said Omega. "But what you're saying I am doing...I'm seeing the others doing it, too. And because they're basically doing the same thing I know isn't the answer, I don't know that I should bring anything up. Because if they don't know how to fix their own problems, how can they help me with mine?"

Echo huffed and stuffed his hand against the ground, worming his fingers through the soft grass. "How do I explain this..." he muttered.

Omega watched him twist and bend the blades. They broke, and a little shower of dirt sprouted up and sprinkled over Echo's wrists.

"No one looks through the same scope," said Echo. "It's really about widening that scope to encompass more things. That way you can have a bigger picture with more information so you can make better decisions. Those decisions will last longer and have ultimately good effects because they will be based on what is true, not what you think is true. Everyone goes through that - all their lives, I think."

He cast her a glance and gave her a distant smile. "I learned some things recently. Things I needed to know that I wasn't seeing in myself because I didn't know how to think differently. But I got help. Granted, I didn't ask for it, but I did need it."

"Who helped you?" Omega asked.

Echo smiled and turned to look at her. "Crosshair," he said.

"Crosshair?"

Chapter 28: Messages

Chapter Text

Rampart was still watching - watching what he thought was CT 9904, but not anymore. Crosshair shifted, testing the restraints pressing at his wrists and torso. His vision was blurry and his head felt utterly empty - strangely devoid of anything after the months of sporadic pain and fogginess that lived there.

Rampart moved slowly away. Keys were tapped, and a faint beeping filtered into the heavy silence.

Rampart turned back, and Crosshair clenched his fists. The figure paused alongside him.

"Ah," said Rampart. "You are awake."

The statement made Crosshair pause.

Rampart either had laryngitis, or - wait.

He opened his eyes further and tried to clear them of the thick, itching film obscuring his vision.

"How do you feel?" said the ever-neutral Tech.

Crosshair took measured breath. "It's out," he demanded.

"Yes." Tech slipped the datapad he held under one elbow and crossed his arms. "It doesn't appear to have caused permanent alterations to your cognitive functions. I would expect residual brain patterns to recur over the next while."

"How long?" Crosshair asked.

"I cannot be sure," said Tech, blinking rapidly twice. "I suspect no longer than the usual period of time that elapsed between your becoming more aware of the influence the chip held on your mind and your superiors, er, recharging it, as it were."

Crosshair pushed himself deeper against the makeshift med table. "My superiors..." he scoffed. "Unstrap me from this thing."

Tech stepped closer, and suddenly Crosshair's vision was filled with the face of his begoggled teammate.

"You did not answer my first inquiry," he said. "How do you feel?"

Crosshair shifted. "Anything but comfortable."

Tech pulled back. "I shall need you to expound on that statement."

"What, you're not going to let me up unless I feel in prime health?"

"No," said Tech. "But you might do more damage to yourself by whatever you plan on next if you get up too swiftly."

"You also don't want to find a hand around your throat again, I imagine?" Crosshair added, irritated and feeling more than a little claustrophobic. But he couldn't fill the phrase with his intended bitterness.

Tech's mouth twitched slightly.

"That would be preferred," he concluded after a pause long enough that Crosshair felt his surprise.

The mechanic released the restraints and looked down at Crosshair for a long moment.

"I'll wait," Crosshair finally sighed, if only to remove Tech. He was not unsettled by Tech's reaction to what he'd previously said. And now he'd spotted an unlikely opportunity.

Tech opened his mouth to speak, but Crosshair anticipated his statement. "Just leave the droid with me. I'll be fine."

Tech nodded, and without a word, turned and left.


Omega straightened, her curiosity and confusion clashing as she looked at Echo.

"Crosshair? How did Crosshair help you?"

A faint smile touched Echo's lips and he inhaled deeply, tipping his head back with his eyes closed.

Omega looked out over the expanse they were in, somehow feeling she should avoid looking at him as he prepared to speak. It was...something important for Echo.

"Fives." Echo opened his eyes and smiled at Omega. "It was Fives."

"Fives or Crosshair?" Omega asked, confused.

"Both," said Echo. "It was rough, coming back to reality after Skako Minor. Accepting reality... I couldn't go back to my former life, my old friends; my best friend was dead."

"That was...Fives?" said Omega carefully.

Echo nodded once. "Right. I never knew what happened to him, just knew he'd be killed by some parasite." A bitter laugh, but gentle. Omega settled back. "It was one in a way, just not the kind they thought," Echo continued.

Omega leaned forward onto her raised knees again, head tilted sideways, and gazed at Echo. She ventured a question, uncomfortably aware of how hesitant she sounded. "And it was Nala Se...?"

"Rex told me - you remember," said Echo.

Omega shifted to stick her chin in between her forearms. She did remember. Rex and Echo had been talking for a long while over comm after the Batch's chip removals on Bracca. And Echo hadn't talked to anyone the rest of the night. Omega had tried to approach him, but he'd gotten up and walked away. At the time she'd assumed he was tired, but something had felt off. And afterwards...

Omega shivered, moving her arms to press against her stomach.

Afterwards had been too full of everything unexpected and frightening for her to remember much about anyone else except Tech for the next several days. And now, she wanted to think of anything but that time. She had gone through nothing of what Echo had, but still, she was afraid.

She was afraid of being hurt again, afraid of seeing her family hurt, terrified of seeing any of them, especially Tech, in such a state as she had seen him. She was afraid of being afraid. It would be so nice not to have to be brave again, but she knew that would never happen. She wanted so much to get help from someone, but -

A finger touched her shoulder.

"Omega?"

"Huh?"

Echo looked into her eyes, seemed to recognize what she was trying so hard to convey in them, and nodded. Not yet.

He looked away, and she relaxed. Message received. Omega slouched a little as she crossed her legs and leaned to rest her elbows on her knees instead.

Echo took a slow breath.

"Remember how I was trying to access the files in AZ?"

Omega nodded. But she also remembered hearing about Nala Se. So where did Crosshair come in?

"I was looking back," said Echo, "without knowing how to move forward. I knew there was nothing in AZ to find, but I kept trying."

"Isn't that...good?" Omega asked.

"Not if it's for the wrong thing," said Echo gently. "I couldn't have helped anyone by looking back. I didn't. Crosshair helped me understand that we don't have to put things back together once they break. Because they aren't the same thing anymore once they're broken. And we aren't the same people."

"So, something different needs to happen..." Omega slowly replied.

"Right. I'm not who I was before the Citadel rescue," said Echo. "But I'm still Echo. Fives wouldn't want me to lose focus in the present by looking back for something that isn't there anymore. At least, not the way I knew it to be."

"I think I understand," said Omega. "Does that mean...I shouldn't look back either?"

"Well, it's not the same for everyone," said Echo, grunting a little as he shifted his metal limbs. "Looking back and remembering is good if it helps you to move on. If not, you're wasting your time in chasing something that you want because you need something it gave you."

"And Crosshair helped you see differently?"

"Yeah." Echo smiled, and his eyes grew momentarily softer. "I've always had everything I need, just not in the way I'd want or expect." He turned and smiled at her. "You do, too."

Omega smiled back, but only a little because it hurt. She started pulling at the grass.

"Echo... Is it...okay...if I miss Nala se?" she finished hurriedly.

"Absolutely."

The fervor in his response made Omega almost feel envious. How could he be so certain of things? Except for the few times she knew of where he didn't, Echo always seemed to know where he was going. Things weren't as straight and obvious in how he talked about them as they were with Tech, but his thoughts were more complete in a way.

"Echo..." She was almost afraid to say it. No, more than afraid. "But wasn't...Nala Se... Didn't she..."

She stopped, unable to go on. Two big, fat tears spilled onto her cheeks and were gone.

"Nala Se drugged Fives, yes. I told you that," said Echo. The latter sentence held more self-accusation than confirmation of a fact.

"So, she was bad," Omega quavered. The tears threatened again.

"No," said Echo. And his voice was so soft, Omega had to look up to hear his next words. "When there is a war, we all have to do things we don't like. Sometimes, the authorities are wrong. A lot of the time they are. Nala Se was told to do the wrong thing, but she may not have known it. And if she did know, a direct command is not an easy thing to disobey, Omega." His voice faded and he sighed again. "And Fives understood that better than most."

They sat for a while, neither speaking, and Omega wished Hunter would come outside. It was so quiet and peaceful. And now that her head wasn't so occupied, she started searching the land in front of them for all the beautiful things she could.

But her mind quickly filled up again.

"She loved me," she blurted.

"Nala Se?"

"Yes..."

Echo leaned to the right and moved his left hand to the provisions pouch on his belt. "We all do, Omega."

He pulled out a toothpick and handed it to Omega. One end was slightly chewed, and she recognized it as the one he'd taken on a short while ago - the night he'd mentioned Nala Se.

Echo stood and Omega hopped up and stuck the toothpick in her mouth. Echo chuckled.

"And we all have different ways of showing it. I see that now."

He started up the boarding ramp. Omega followed, their conversation whirling in her head until two very disturbing thoughts presented themselves...


AZ floated with blatant unconcern right up into Crosshair's face. "Hello, CT 9904. Do you remember me?" it asked.

"Unfortunately," Crosshair snarled. He wasn't unhappy to see the droid, just apprehensive.

AZ spun while keeping its head stationary. "Oh, that is fortunate indeed! You have not lost your memory from the removal of the inhibitor chip!"

"Where is that thing?" Crosshair asked.

AZ whirred to a side tray and returned with a small plastic case. "Here it is!"

Crosshair sat slowly upright, irritated by the thrumming sensation running through his body. In between the plastic AZ held out to him was a small piece of organic matter no bigger than the top half of his thumb. Misshapen, a deep, blistered flesh tone, and spattered with black.

"Get rid of it," Crosshair snarled, leaning back against the wall as nausea spurted through his sternum.

"I cannot," said AZ. "Your Sergeant, CT 9903, has instructed me to retain this for further study."

"Still afraid I'll run wild," Crosshair snapped. "Augh, Hunter!"

"I believe that is what he labeled himself," said the droid, raising one of its fingers like Tech so often did when relating some fact or other.

"You keep my chip, you follow an order," said Crosshair.

AZ's photoreceptors flickered as if it were hesitantly blinking. "That sounds reasonably fair."

"Good." Crosshair stuffed his hand into the left pocket of the fatigues and pulled out the holotransmitter. "The binary. Tell me what it says."

AZ took the device and turned it about before playing the transmission. Just like before, the image of Reeka Mor slowly pivoted, and in between the wide bands of blue energy floating down the holo, the binary flickered again, barely detectable.

AZ said nothing. Crosshair wrapped his the fingers of his right hand over the knuckles of his left and nodded towards the device. "There."

"Oh, it is merely an ambiguous and rather curious message," said AZ mechanically

"Just decipher it," snarled Crosshair, impatience aggravating his fatigue.

AZ put one metallic digit to it's vocabulator light and mad a noise like a preparatory cough. "It reads, 'Contact me through this sequence if you want that job. If I know anything about you, you will.' And then there is a communicator code included at the end," AZ finished.

Crosshair's hands flopped to dangle over his knees. AZ spun about, it's photoreceptors never leaving Crosshair's face. "What can it mean, CT 9904?"

Crosshair looked up, mouth twisting as he processed the full meaning of the message. "It's Crosshair now," he hissed. "And it's a personal communication."

AZ seemed to shrug, then whirred up to the undersized datapad Tech had installed on the wall in place of a full-sized vitals readout panel.

Crosshair sank back against the wall while the droid scanned the monitor. His eyes burned and a single loud beep sounded through the datapad, exploding harshly out of the stream of the neatly paced tempo of Crosshair's pulse.

"A personal message..." he repeated, unaware he was whispering aloud. "From Cid."

Chapter 29: Thoughts

Notes:

Thanks for sticking with me this far! We're almost there!

Chapter Text

Echo's words faded in Omega's memory as she focused on the ideas that had sprung into her mind. Planted there during the conversation, yes; but definitely her own. Perhaps she had always known...and hadn't wanted to see it...?

She missed Wrecker's cheerful greeting and didn't see the thoughtful concern that creased across his forehead.

Echo left, saying something about finding Tech in what she caught from his words.

Guilt wriggled in her stomach, and she started hopping from one foot to the other, squeezing her hands to her middle in an attempt to relieve the discomfort. What if she had made a mistake in forcing Crosshair to come with them? And what if...him being with them...was...bad?

The weight in her chest swelled like a lead balloon and she squeezed her stomach harder.

"Omega?"

"Hunter!" Omega jumped forward and threw her arms around him, smashing her face into his cuirass.

She could feel Hunter's surprise, but turned her face harder against him, not caring what he thought. It was the only thing she could think of that might alleviate the terrible things she'd just realized.

"Omega!" said Hunter again, patting her shoulder. "I'm glad to see you, too, kid."

Omega didn't let go.

Hunter shifted. "'Kay, I've got something for you. Let up, now!" he laughed.

Omega finally released him and stepped back, rubbing her hair about and wishing she could hug him again until everything overwhelming and bad went away.

Hunter tossed a package in one hand before shoving it awkwardly towards her. "Got you something," he said.

Curiosity briefly quelled the spiky discomfort, and Omega took the package. It was soft, and the paper crinkled pleasantly around its squishy interior.

Oh.

She ripped it open, flung the paper aside, and grabbed up the contents.

Hunter shifted when she didn't immediately speak, and Wrecker began to crinkle the paper wrapping.

Omega spun on one heel and clutched the dress to herself.

It was beautiful. Soft fabric flowed and swirled as Omega turned, and she couldn't stop staring at the pale, warm lavender of the material.

Without stopping, Omega spun a few more times and dashed off to clamber into her room. She felt completely numb. Swiftly changing out of her old tunic with the worn, torn cuffs, she kicked off her boots, slipped into the new dress and skidded down the ladder in her socks.

Hunter was still waiting in the cockpit, frozen in the exact position she'd left him, with eyebrows raised in mild shock, mouth half smiling, half perplexed, and his eyes free for a moment of the sleeping storm that had first appeared on their leaving Kamino and the wild, desperate waves.

Omega slid to a halt in front of him, and, unable to contain herself, began bouncing.

"Oh, Hunter!" she cried.

Hunter smiled, and Omega stopped bouncing and burst into tears.

She barely heard Hunter's softly startled, "Woah...!" before she charged forward again and squeezed him about the middle as tight as ever she could.

"Omega..."

How could he be so gentle? How could he be hugging her back when he had never done so before, after what she had done? After she had knowingly pushed Tech to return for the very person that had caused Hunter and the others so much trouble and sadness...! She had thought they needed Crosshair, thought he needed them! And if she was wrong, oh how dreadfully bad that would be!

"You-you-you're s-so n-ng-nice!" she gasped, horrified that she was sobbing, but unable to stop.

Hunter pulled back and ducked to smile into her face. He didn't say anything. He didn't need to. She knew, and she knew so hard it just made the tears come out all over again.

Wrecker stepped forward after a long moment of Omega continuing to sniffle and Hunter unmoving except for the increasingly stiff pats to her shoulder which were nevertheless a comfort. "Betcha Crosshair would like to see that," he suggested.

He understood... He knew! Wrecker always knew.

Omega stepped back, the numbness slid into guilt again, then she dashed away the tears with a furious scrub, and darted off to the medbay.


He heard her scamper in. Crosshair stared fixedly at his cupped hands, then pressed them to his waist, effectively hiding the holo transmitter from the kid before he looked up -

What was she wearing?

She hung back a little, her eyes flicking about for a moment before fixing on his face.

The corners of his mouth tightened, hesitating on the verge of a frown, but he held his face immobile.

Omega rocked in place, leaning from one socked foot to the other and her hands clasped in front of her as she regarded him with too large eyes and her teeth catching at her lower lip. She'd been crying.

Crosshair let his eyebrows slide into a partial scowl, but in observation rather than annoyance. He couldn't afford to frighten her away. Not this time.

He studied her face a moment longer - and waited.

"What-do-you-think-Crosshair?" Omega blurted.

"What?"

Omega spread her hands out, catching the folds of her skirt in nervous fingers. "What do you think?" And she spun around.

As if Crosshair couldn't see the outfit well enough already. It was unsuitable for anything mission related, with very little practicality put into the design. Knee length skirt with too much material to avoid snagging on something with the way Omega capered about; the sleeves looked beyond uncomfortable with their ridiculous shape and ruffled cuffs, and there was a band at the waist with a senseless bow of all things - the only accent akin to camouflage was the minorly darker hue of the decoration to the lighter toned lavender of the base -

Crosshair stopped himself, aware that he was staring rather stupidly at the dress.

Omega's expectant poise struck an odd chord inside a place he didn't recognize.

It was the only way. The others through the kid. Hunter cared enough to spoil the brat, he might as well use the misplaced affection to spare them all the hell they were headed for. With Rampart...and himself. He despised the decision, the familiar ache of betrayal latching into him where he couldn't reach. But difficult choices had to be made. He was good at that now.

He almost laughed.

To be motivated by lies, manipulated from pretended dependency into dangerous vacillation, then discarded without a second thought -

He hated that he'd been used, and now the only way to fix that was to use another. A child.

The thought choked him, and he felt the emotion strike his face before it could be repressed. He was close. Closer than he'd ever thought he could be. There could be no missing this shot at freedom...for them all...

Omega tipped her head, very much like Tech when he observed things. Then she was moving forward.

Crosshair pulled back from the thoughts, shoved them away and pushed forward. The kid would only put up with so much, and after what he'd learned, he couldn't afford to waste any more time.

Dropping his hands to a more relaxed position, he straightened and tried to regard the monstrosity before him paraded as an outfit with something like curiosity.

Omega twirled again. "Hunter got it for me," she gushed.

Crosshair closed his eyes and looked again. Force, it was hard.

Finally, he noticed the coordinating colors of the dress with Omega's hair and eyes.

"Nice," he said.

Omega grinned. It faded as her eyes flicked downwards, and she reached for his hands.

Crosshair shifted back, startled, but she merely slipped her fingers into his palm and pulled the holo transmitter from his hold.

Keep it cool...keep still...

"I thought I'd lost this," said Omega. "I couldn't find it after I..." Her voice wavered.

"I picked it up a while back," Crosshair explained.

Omega studied the device, looking suddenly uncomfortable. "I threw it," she sighed.

Crosshair shrugged. "We've all thrown things."

Omega's eyes glimmered and she jerked her chin downward. "I don't like feeling mad."

This was so out of his depth. He knew she wanted to explain her reasons for being upset, but, Crosshair realized with sinking aversion, he was too overwhelmed as it was. He'd both complimented and conversed with his team's replacement for him in the space of five minutes and it was grating on his nerves. Force help him should she launch into a crying fit.

He shrugged. "It's not my favorite."

Omega looked up at him, eyes penetrating and intense behind the sheen of moisture which had gathered there somewhat quickly, Crosshair noted with rising panic. "Why do you get mad?" she asked, solem and sad as if it where a secret.

"Habit," Crosshair grumbled. "You?"

Omega twisted her fingers around the transmitter. Crosshair held out his hand, palm up.

"I...want to talk about it," said Omega. "Would you...mind?"

Crosshair shook his head once. "Shoot."

"Okay."

Good call, he congratulated himself. The floodgates were closing.

"But...maybe later?" Omega continued, then giggled hesitantly. "You don't look too good."

Crosshair nodded and gestured with his fingers. "I don't feel too good. Now beat it and let me get some rest."

Omega smiled, but her eyes drifted back from alert to intimated.

She reached out and placed the device in his palm, and, crushing an unexplainable sensation of guilt, Crosshair closed his fingers on the transmitter fast enough to catch Omega's before she pulled her hand free. But it directed her gaze to his face. The guilt flared more intensely, but Crosshair shoved through it, and smiled at her.

Now, to secure her focus...

"Thanks for coming to see me," he muttered.

Omega's frown curved into the biggest smile he'd ever seen on anyone in his life. The moisture rushed back into her eyes, and he turned away and pulled himself onto the cot before the frantic guilt overtook his control.

When he turned back, Omega was halfway to the ladder and had started to clamber up before he spoke, halting her in place.

"And maybe switch outfits at some point."

Her puzzled expression was almost too much. Hurt.

Crosshair forced the relaxed smirk back across his mouth. "I can't take you shooting in that."

He jerked his eyebrows at the dress, and Omega squealed with glee and clattered up the ladder, somehow managing to bang the sliding panel behind her.

Crosshair settled back, weary and disturbed. He'd ignored that whispering voice, the word he had applied so often to Hunter and the others in the rare pockets of lucidity during his time under the Empire. Traitor...

Now it was returning, harsher and clearer than before, as if straining to wrap itself around him. And only a faint force was preventing its engilfing him completely.

Crosshair focused on the silence, wating for AZ to return and inform him if the use of the comm code was successful. A heaviness crept up his legs, then down his arms, and he knew he was falling asleep.

He startled awake when the weight of his intended deceit rushed past his defenses, and he sat upright, snarling and irritated. There was nowhere he could turn, he told himself. But the conviction never stayed. And eventually, Crosshair lay down again, unable to rest for the doubts that plagued at his mind.

He was tired. When rested, those thiughts would cease to distract him from the most important mission of his life.

The pathway stretched out before him with a yawning chasm dropping off to either side, and only a narrow perch for a sniper at the end of the road.

And beyond that, who could say?

Chapter 30: Looking Forward

Notes:

Hello, everyone!!!! I'm back!!!!

Just saying...sorry for the crazy long delays in between updates. This chapter has been sitting in my drafts, written except for two or three sentences, for over TWO WEEKS NOW!!! 😅🙃😢 And I'm finally posting.

Hoping to master life and thus FINISH THIS STORY, and really hoping you all enjoy it!

~ Slimtech

Chapter Text

CT 9904, Crosshair?  ...04...sshair? ...Osshair?"

Crosshair wrestled himself up from the pillow and dragged a shaking hand down his face. "What?"

AZ flickered its photoreceptors at him and spun around with a complacent whir. "I have established contact with Cid," it said.

Crosshair slid from the cot and staggered towards the closet at the back of the room. "She there now?"

"Yes. She is waiting for your call now." AZ floated alongside him, the mechanic clicks and gear shifts more penetrating in the dead silence of the med bay.

Crosshair shook his head, willing the webs of sleep away. They clung stubbornly, but he stalked faster to the controls, opened the door, and stepped inside, sealing the closet before AZ could join him. By the sound of the tinny "Oh!" and the dull thud, it had tried.

Crosshair smirked, then pulled out the holotransmitter, activating it and plugging in the code Cid had supplied.

He didn't have to wait long.

"Hey, Scrawny! Took ya long enough!"

"What's this about a job?" Crosshair asked.

"Huh. You don't waste any time getting to the point."

Crosshair glowered. "You said you had some info. Now what is it? Or do I not want to know?"

Cid smiled. "Knew I'd caught a good one," she said. "How bad would you want to know if I told you it involved the location of that Admiral Boarding Ramp?"

He'd been expecting this. Yet his stomach knotted almost instantly, and it took a moment before he ventured an answer.

Rampart's location... It couldn't be anywhere easily accessible. He'd need new transportation -

"I'm not in a position to take off anywhere I please," Crosshair hissed.

"Who says you need to do any flying?" Cid's mouth widened in a gleeful grimace. "I didn't get you guys onto Verdacca by mistake! Sheesh! What kind of business management do you think I run here?"

Crosshair was too startled to be angry. "Here?" he gasped. "Rampart...here!?"

The trandoshan shook her stick, sighing loudly until Crosshair directed his attention back to her.

"Duh!" she snapped.

"Who - who told you?" It was hard to breathe. Shadows flickered on the edge of his vision.

"Hey, focus!" Cid yelled.

Crosshair knew the struggle wasn't visible, but she seemed to know, regardless, that it was there.

He narrowed his eyes at her; her smile widened further.

"Simple mission, easy target," she said. "No need for things to get complicated, no need to give me details. If he doesn't interfere with my client anymore, that's all that's needed."

"No...specific instructions?" Crosshair hesitated.

Cid shrugged. "No need. That's all that was specifically said. You should take a page from that nerdy brother of yours. Technically is all that matters in this case."

Crosshair held his breath, the question on the tip of his tongue.

"Hey."

He shook his head and fumbled for a toothpick.

"Good pay, help you boys out a lot," Cid encouraged. "And who says Bandana boy needs to know?"

Crosshair snapped the toothpick before it ever reached his mouth.

"Give me the coordinates," he hissed.


Omega stopped running only when she collided with Wrecker. The big clone didn't halt her movement however; he grabbed her up and swung her into the air.

Omega squealed, and Wrecker asked, "Whatcha so pumped up for?"

He set her down, and Omega staggered in place, breathless from surprise, sprinting, and excitement. "Crosshair's going to take me shooting!" she babbled, the words tumbling out so fast Wrecker's forehead crinkled up, and he scratched one ear.

"Say what?"

Omega heaved a breath. "Crosshair - is going - to take - me shooting!" she said with more clarity, albeit only a fraction slower than before. It was a struggle, but she managed.

Wrecker grinned a grin that lit up his whole face. "That's great!" he cheered.

Omega clapped her hands, caught up in his obvious glee, and tackled him in a hug. Perhaps things would work themselves out after all!

Wrecker hoisted her up and tucked her under one arm where she wriggled, squirming and giggling as she tried to free herself, until Tech poked his head out of the cockpit, polite irritation ghosted behind his goggles.

His mouth quirked up on one side when he caught sight of them, then relaxed into a compressed line of mild severity.

"Perhaps it would be less destructive if you were to conclude your rampage out of doors," he quipped, and straightened his goggles.

"Destructive is my favorite!" Wrecker boomed, and set Omega down.

A head of dark hair and one without any poked simultaneously inside the open hatch door from outside. "Everything okay in here?" Hunter asked.

"Sounds a little little like a warzone," Echo added.

Tech cocked his head at Omega. "It was rather."

"Sorry, Tech!" Omega panted. "I'm just excited. Crosshair is taking me shooting!"

Hunter and Echo exchanged looks.

Tech's eyebrow arched, neatly framing one circular lens. "So I heard," he said. "You should learn a lot. Crosshair is a competent instructor with extraordinary talent in his field of expertise."

"More so than the rest of you, maybe?" Echo said.

Tech placed a finger to his chin while Wrecker looked confused.

"What do you mean?" Omega asked. "Weren't you all... made special...?"

"We were all given our abilities," said Hunter, and stepped into the ship. "Simple as that."

Echo followed. "I just find it interesting," he said.

Tech gestured with his hand. "What precisely?"

Echo shrugged. "That Crosshair has had to work the hardest at mastering a skill his engineered ability presented him with. You all started with yours."

A heavy silence made the conversation pause, and Omega swirled her skirt uncomfortably. Wrecker looked at her and heaved a silent sigh. Taking the cue, Omega twirled in place, more to snag everyone's attention than for fun.

"Which means I can learn something more...not taking a different skill...?"

Whoops. That went awkward fast.

She twisted some hair around one finger, unaware that the door to the hold had opened.

"I wonder what the main part of being a sniper is?" she wondered aloud.

"Sweat, blood and tears," Crosshair growled behind her.

Omega spun about, but when she'd turned, his face held no hint of a scowl. Aside from the one that seemed to be a natural contouring of his face.

He gave a lazy tilt of his head and gestured with one hand. "Just like for everyone else mastering an ability, engineered or not."

He set his gun case down with a clunk and gazed pointedly at her dress. "Eager for grease and powder burn marks?"

Omega squeaked and bolted for her room. Scrambling up the ladder, she tumbled across the mattress floor, tripped over Trooper and jammed her toe against one of the doll's hard limbs.

Struggling not to think the word 'kriff' - which Echo had wordlessly told her not to say - she wrestled herself into her old tunic and yanked her boots on so hurriedly she hurt her toe again.

Snatching up her datapad for notes, she skidded down the ladder and streaked past the rows of flight chairs, rounding the corner in time to see Crosshair stepping off the boarding ramp outside.

Omega slowed long enough to turn back - just for an instant - and wave enthusiastically at Hunter who was still watching Crosshair with his eyes a little vacant, and mouth compressed in agitated confusion.

But Omega couldn't think about much else other than the promised shooting lesson. And Hunter often held that expression anyway, so Omega noticed it enough to not expect a response to her frantic gesticulations of farewell, and took off down the ramp so fast she nearly fell.

"I'm coming, Crosshair! Wait for me!"