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Frozen: The Spirit and the Drage

Summary:

Elsa Learns what being the fifth Spirit truly means as not only many different demanding tasks and quests test her but also the strange being that she can't help but be drawn to.

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"Staring out the window won't make time go by quicker." The queen of Arendelle glanced to the left, prompted by her husband's good natured quip. Anna's breath fogged the glass temporarily before resting her forehead against it with a dull thud. Arendelle's atmosphere was what could be described as warm, which may have been due to the July sun which had just descended behind the mountains.

Fireflies floated along the city—avoiding capture from children—while adults mingled, talking to a passerby they recognized, and shopped. Lantern rays of light sent an orange haze casted over cobblestone and faces. Despite herself, Anna wanted to enjoy the homely setting. It was like a picture was quaintly painted in real time before her, if only she could muster away this damn anticipatory feeling that felt as if time couldn't move fast enough.

Her nerves relaxed somewhat while Kristoff's hand firmly grasped her shoulder, his long fingers adeptly massaged some tension away, while his other hand rested on Anna's opposite arm giving small circles drawn with his thumb. It was an invitation for Anna to rest her head just below the crook of his chin. She sighed in the position for what felt like the hundredth time in the past few hours. "I wonder what's keeping her."

Kristoff shrugged, displacing Anna's head momentarily. "Probably being a spirit." His sarcasm, conspicuous as it was, did not get a rise out of Anna like he intended to in order to distract her.

"Still… I mean, it's always something, you know? Either she's having to reroute migration routes for animals, or she's accosting poachers, or stopping a herd of reindeer from stampeding off a cliff from being spooked by said poachers!" She threw up her hands, nearly smacking Kristoff in the chin before breaking away from the embrace, sitting on the couch. Her legs crossed, bouncing. 

"She does have time to relax and take it easy but when things get busy, they get hectic." Kristoff said, joining her on the couch. "And that was just last week." At first, Anna had assumed two years ago when she had ascended to the throne and her sister ascended to her... non secular position. The overly stressed woman would be able to live and frolic with the other spirits, pursuing whatever venture she so pleased. While, yes, she did do those things, Elsa was still Elsa; Altruistic and courageous. She lended a hand wherever said hand was needed, fiercely protecting the forest and all of its inhabitants. No matter how big or small.

Anna grinned in recollection. Last year Elsa spent the summer helping a duckling find his flock. It was comedic seeing the spirit bend down while holding the small animal gently in her cupped hands, presenting him to numerous wild hens asking: "Is this her? No? Okay, don't worry. We'll find her." Oh, how happy Elsa was when the little duck nearly leapt from her arms and swam out onto the pond, quacking loudly at an adult hen who guided it to fall in line with his siblings. Her smile was gigantic when she turned to Anna who found the expression utterly contagious.

Even Kristoff began chuckling at the end of the story Anna brought up. He ran his fingers through his already disheveled hair. "She spent. The entire summer-" a giggle bubbled from his throat. "-Interviewing ducks!" The irony was not lost on Anna. Elsa went from writing tax legislations and charters to interrogating possible parental water fowl. She leaned against him, still laughing silently. That was her Elsa and she wouldn't have her any other way.

A shrill scream followed by bellows of fear had Kristoff and Anna upon their feet instantly. They only looked at each for a second before rushing to the window to see people running, some grabbing their children and families ducking into buildings. "What the hell?" Anna breathed. A large object fell in front of them causing her to jump back and yelp. Looking down they saw that it was a piece of the castle's roof lying splintered on the courtyard below. "Go find Olaf and Sven, get them inside." She ordered Kristoff who looked hesitant at leaving her.

"You stay inside as well." He ordered back with a pointed finger before kissing her head and rushing out the room leaving the door ajar.

A large shadow appeared hulking over the roof, footsteps sounded as if a giant cat had made its perch. Returning to the window, Anna's pupils blew out when a fast glistening blur consisting of different hues of blues, grays and light purple spread out its wobbly wings and glided downward to an adjacent roof of a shop. Anna watched in terrific horror at the beast, which scraped and distressed tiles trying to gain balance. Its body was held up by four strong legs, going down to paws which possessed lethal talons. 

The long tail ended in a trident like fluke. A flow of cyan fur—darker than its skin—trailed from the shoulder blades to a shaggier mane, which grew slightly over the eyes between two ear appendages. Below the shoulder blades, where the fur ended, a curved spin began going down its tail in slightly indented ridges. And the eyes, those eyes. Anna's heart raced at the expression of the creature who seemed to be now staring back at her. Its pupils were slits, intelligent, and angry. It growled crouching, poised like a lynx.

Archers took aim and shot at it but their arrows simply bounced off the surprisingly armored creatures body, it didn't look to be so hard yet the iron could not pierce its hide. It roared at them, high pitched and guttural with fangs being put on display. They were terribly sharp. They dripped with saliva, as its lips retracted back to expose more of the weapons. Anna pressed her hands against the window when its chest lit up ominous sapphire traveling up to its neck. Mouth closed, it inhaled deeply. Anna screeched "Move!" The men must have had the same thought, since it was impossible for them to hear her. They retreated, as it spewed blue and pink flames which seemed to escape its nostrils as well. The flames spread out below the building it resided on. It wasn't aiming at them? Anna didn't take time to calculate the creature's misfire and ran down the hall, the entire castle was in a frenzy.

Once at the stairs, Anna bumped against a chest sending her to the ground ungracefully. "Your majesty? Are you alright?" Mattias panted, helping Anna to her feet quickly surveying her for injury then looked down at the commotion of men rushing outside.

"Oh, yes, I'm fine, I'm fine. What-" Anna began, hands raising to her head not quite touching it before halting, words seemed impossible to form for both of them at the moment.

Anna moved to head outside when Mattias ignored protocol and impeded her physically. She looked up at him daringly but he met her gaze with kind worry. Concern was an understatement for the man. "Your majesty, I couldn't possibly let you go out there with that-" as if punctuating his sentence another roar followed by bellowing of men traveled to them. While he was distracted Anna took the sword from his sheath, hiding a wince. The sword was heavier than expected

She hurt her shoulder brandishing a weapon so cavalier. "My husband is out there Mattias, and so are my people. I refuse to hide here while they're in danger." She resolutely held the sword in two hands with a determined scowl. Sighing he had seen that look before. What was more dangerous? Rock trolls or a mysterious monster that controlled the fire of Hell itself?

"Your Majesty," a soldier bowed to Anna, he hid his surprise quite well at the sight of his queen but Anna still caught it. She chose not to take offense. He then turned to his military superior. "General Mattias, the creature has moved to the north side of the city." He reported. His chest showed that his breaths were haggard and fatigued, as soot clung to his once neat uniform and face.

"Should we evacuate?" Anna asked.

Mattias looked around at the destruction. "I don't know yet, but it doesn't seem able to completely demolish buildings. Any casualties?" The soldier shook his head drawing a relieved sigh from Anna. Yet, wasn't that odd? She kept her thoughts to herself, just willing to be grateful for the oddity.

Her eyes glanced back, searching for any sign of Kristoff, Olaf and Sven. "Just a few injured but I don't think we'll have to amputate this time sir." Mattias chuckled shortly at the soldier's ability to wisecrack in a situation like this while Anna gave a small grin.

"I have to go find Kristoff, on the way I'll start guiding people to the castle for refuge." Anna declared. Her general nodded in her direction.

"We'll spread the word to those residing on the north side, and hopefully either drive the monster out or slay it."

Anna frowned. She didn't like the word monster even if it wasn't in reference to Elsa. Still she grunted in confirmation and ran eastward toward the castle yelling instructions in the streets to meet her there for shelter.

Mattias and the soldier winced at how she was swinging the sword around during her sprint. 


"You aren't supposed to be here, you know!" Nokk neighed wildly as if in agreement with Elsa. She raised her hand blocking the alternative path the animals tried to take. Halting on their hindquarters they quickly diverted to the correct way. They growled and yipped as Elsa rode behind them, brow set downward. At first it was quite confusing for them to be chased by a prey animal but Nokk was not and never had been anyone's prey.

Her eyes scanned ahead for any cracks or nooks a wolf could slip thr- "Oh for crying out loud!" She exclaimed as one did exactly that. She leaned down caressing Nokk's neck. "Keep them in the right direction, don't hesitate to give them a little bath if they give you trouble." He grunted glancing back at her slowing down only slightly so she could hop off and chase the wayward wolf. To keep up Elsa created a slip stream of ice to glide on into a small ravine. The wolf whined at the inconvenience of the dead end being nothing more but a sheer wall of rocks. "I told you not to come this way." The calm voice earned a growl but the spirit remained resolute, his haunches raised and ears lowered. Sensing his tightening stance and impending charge, an ice pillar was erected just in time which Elsa stood upon. The animal looked confused at first then to Elsa's surprise looked up and tried jumping at her snapping his jaw audibly. Elsa smiled, shaking her head.

She wondered if he was this much trouble for his family. Despite his fruitless efforts to bite her he banged his head at the base only stepping away to paw at his ears... She frowned looking down. "Stop that." She berates. "You'll hurt yourself." Jumping down the pillar lowered while Elsa began slowly stepping to the left. The wolf copied her, their gazes on each other never wavering. She continued the dance until his back was to the way they came from. "Go on you, back to your pack." She commanded softly yet held firm. He barked saliva flinging from his jaws. Elsa smiled at his stubbornness. More bull than wolf.

A fast spritz of fire alighted along the ground and stopped by Elsa's side. "Hey big guy." Bruni didn't greet her back and charged the wolf with his back alit in pink and purple flames, screeching a supposed war cry. The wolf yelped at the heat and sprinted back to the pack but they'd trail him just to be sure. "You coulda got here earlier you know?" Animals did tend to fear fire more than ice.

Bruni squeaks climbing up her dark blue pants leg to her neck. Elsa chuckled, casting some ice over her shoulder extinguishing Bruni's lingering flames. He started to complain so she doused his mouth with snowflakes before taking off in an easy jog after the pack.


The rain brought on an extra giddy canter to Nokk's steps while Bruni slept behind her hair like a curtain. Her body was sore from the day's exertion and Nokk's bounce didn't placate it by any means but he was having fun and she wouldn't ruin it. Elsa cracked open one eye to see even his head was swinging to some imaginary beat. Moments like this were rare for the usually stoic steed, who only played with her and Bruni. 

He's probably just humoring us if anything.

Picking up the pace so she could make it to Arendelle before the sun completely set would only be possible if she took the shortcut by sea.

Entering Northuldra, Honeymaren waved at Elsa as she trotted by. "Elsa, you better hurry! Anna sent a second letter this time, so someone's in trouble.'' She waved the sealed parchment, allowing Gale to carry it over to Elsa who playfully winced and thanked them both, stating she would read it once she reported her success to Yelena. As she made her way through the village, she saw the others taking refuge in their huts and shelters as the rain became heavier.

Going inside of Yelena's tent the woman was looking over a map on the wall marking what looked to be the canyon that Elsa had herded the wolves through. "Hello Elsa, how was it?" She asked calmly.

Elsa was careful to freeze the water she was soaked in and flung it outside to not damage the soft carpet. "Well, we trailed them all the way back to the path, which would lead them to the base of the north mountain and to the north woods, but I don't doubt that they'll be back. Unmarked territory with prey animals would be far too tempting for them to resists." Still Elsa didn't worry about the wolves or other animals that wandered into the enchanted forest, since slowly but surely they would be reintroduced to the ecosystem by Elsa and the other spirits when the time was right. As well, when the Northuldrans were properly educated about the different species.

"Yes, well, hopefully animals are all that wander in." Yelena thought solemnly as she finished marking the path with a circle from where the wolves entered and left the territory. "You're probably eager to get to your sister so I won't keep you. Thank you, Elsa."

Elsa smiled warmly. "All in a day’s work." Outside, underneath a tree, she opened Anna's letter which Bruni sniffed curiously. "How mad do you think she'll be this time?" She asked Gale who was swirling rather oddly in her hair. The wind didn't feel playful as it usually was, more stressed and strained if anything. Humming, Elsa looked down and began reading. The more she read the quicker her breath became before she stopped altogether dropping the letter into the wet grass.

Ryder yelped, jumping into his sister's arms as Elsa rode Nokk dangerously fast past them. They looked after her quizzically at the sudden and abrupt behavior. Glancing at each other, neither had an answer.


Anna heard cheers erupt as Elsa galloped into the castle courtyard, worry furrowing her brow. She leapt down from Nokk who neighed and began counting on the cobblestone. She was enveloped in a tight hug but it was welcomed as the comforting chill and scent of her sister wafted her senses. She exhaled heavily. "Are you okay?" Elsa said into her hair. She nodded, not wanting to break the embrace. Elsa pulled away, scanning around. "Is Olaf alright, what of Kristoff and Sven?"

"All fine." Anna confirmed. "Kristoff is helping Matthias calm everyone, and Olaf is calming Sven."

"Elsa!" Elsa smiled as the snowman grabbed her legs.

"I stand corrected." Anna said. Elsa knelt and hugged him until his attention was turned to Nokk.

"And Puddles!" he squeezed Nokk's leg, who slowly lifted it from his grasp. "You know, I feel like we don't ever hangout."

"Whoa." Elsa took in the damages caused by the supposed creature. Roofs were destroyed with debris laying here and there, the rain turned out to be very serendipitous indeed having drowned the flames.

"What happened?"

Anna grabbed her hand and began leading her inside. "You're going to want to sit down for this one."

Elsa shook her head. "I don't think that's going to be true." If anything she was sure the details of the attack would cause her to stand of all things but she let Anna lead her to what used to be her study.

It was less organized and evidence of Anna making herself quite comfortable over the years was evident. From the books out of alphabetical order to a plate that surprisingly was left with one scone which had a bite in it. Elsa pointed to it as Anna basically plopped down with a huff. "Was that yours?" She asked crafting a chair to sit beside Anna who nodded. Elsa delicately took it and began eating. She waited patiently for Anna to begin. She retold the events that happened a few hours earlier. Elsa remained hooked on every word, leaning closer.

"How did they escape?"


"Come on men! Don't let it escape your sights!" Arrows knocked against crossbows and bows aimed at the beast as it skidded rather clumsily from rooftop to rooftop. Until it ran out of space to jump It turned and the familiar glow rose up in its chest. Mattias cupped his mouth to amplify his voice. "Take cover!' he ordered. The men yelled ducking into alleys as others who didn't have a choice dove into the water. Mattias gritted his teeth as heat blazed near the gutter he hunkered down in. Satisfied that pursuit was now impossible due to the flames it jumped from the roof and ran as best it could along the bridge. Mattias watched as it limped into the treeline.


Elsa grabbed Anna's shoulders and pulled her close. This was all her fault she concluded, if she could have been on time she could have maybe hel- "Stop it." A soft voice pulled her back to see Anna eyeing her gently yet forthcoming with her displeasure. Elsa sighed, it wasn't often as before she'd fall into self deprecation but during extremely specific situations such as these the old habit wormed its way back to mind in order to attempt and replant itself growing weeds of doubt and guilt.

"I'll find them Anna." Elsa promised, looking forward.

"Elsa we don't even know what it is-"

"But we have a description. I can track them down and drive them away. If fire is their main weapon then I'm the best defense we have against them." Anna sighed then reached up and flicked her forehead. Elsa's neck retracted back then she glanced to the side at her. "Anna, I'm not just meant to protect the enchanted forest, but Arendelle as we-"

"That wasn't for our previous discussion which isn't over by the way, but because you were late to game night."

Elsa made an oh face then gave an apologetic smile. "I'll try to avoid that."

"What kept you anyways?"

"I was herding a pack of wolves." Anna sat up then frowned. Her mouth opened then closed several times putting her hands in her lap.

"What?" she finally asked, turning her head.

Elsa chuckled and then explained her and the spirits conservation efforts to reintroduce the Enchanted forest into a stable ecosystem. She left out Yelena's worries of humans finding it and exploiting it, angering the spirits once again. Elsa then would remind her that she too was a spirit and would not only protect the forest but educate potential visitors of its importance, how crucial it was to keep the bond between man and nature alive and strong.

That night however Elsa kept diligent watch over Arendelle. She sat perched up on her bed as Anna snored, secured snuggly into her side. She gazed out the window. She would begin tracking the creature tomorrow morning. This was a thorn in her plans of staying in Arendelle for a few days, but she had to protect her people, her family. She just hoped whoever was out there was in a listening mood.

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Okay, so maybe the creature wasn't in a listening mood after all and decided to just drop off the face of the earth but Elsa could not leave that to chance. She frowned as her eyes skirted across the green and vibrant summer landscape. She was grateful at not being prone to sunburn due to her constant lowered temperature. This allowed her to wear less constrictive clothing, her white short sleeved tunic was opaque and billowy exposing just one shoulder while the other shoulder had a intricately woven snowflake crest of the spirits upon it. Her blue pants were more tight yet flexible meeting above where her ankles were, and her feet well. . . Elsa had discovered she enjoyed open toed shoes and sandals when her environment allowed it. Sometimes going completely barefoot with simply compacting ice along the palms of her feet allowing to feel the earth more intimately.

Materializing a telescope she took one more sweep of the valley below. Grunting in dissatisfaction she held on as Nokk reared to back away from the cliff's edge galloping down the ridge. So they weren't in the valley but based on what Mattias had reported the creature was injured and no animal Elsa had ever encountered stayed in the open during a vulnerable state. Still she would leave no stone unturned and keep her promise to Anna.

"Any sign of them?" She asked Gale, gusting by her head. The fellow spirit left with a somber mood, Elsa huffed as Nokk tredd to the forest, lowering his speed to a rushed trot. Elsa had never felt her eyes become so hyper focused in all her life as every slight movement caught her attention. Unfortunately every other movement was either a rabbit, a bird or nothing.

"Well Anna has absolutely no need to be concerned, since I can't even find them." Dejected Elsa let her mind wander to the early morning.


"Are you sure you don't want to take Mattias with you or some guards? They'd be more than willing." Elsa bemoaned at Anna's bemoaning and took her eyes from the last of the books that she was packing into her satchel, some were objective to figuring out what she was exactly tracking, others were more indulgent reads she found while scouring the library for Intel. Slinging the strap around her shoulder Elsa took a cleansing breath. Before she could reply Kristoff beat her to the punch.

"She'll be fine Anna, if Elsa can herd a pack of wolves she can drive away whatever that weird beast was." If Elsa didn't know any better she would have sworn she heard reverence in Kristoff's tone as he consoled his wife who still didn't look convinced.

Elsa finally stepped in taking Anna's two hands in her own. "If I encounter the creature then I'll be able to bring closure to this whole situation easier if I'm not surrounded by people to protect-No offense General Mattias." She glanced at him apologetically.

He raised a hand. "None taken, I'm well aware what you're capable of Elsa and well aware of who would be protecting whom but uh know you have backup here in Arendelle if you so need it." Elsa smiled gratefully nodding to the man. Her attention was then turned back to her family.

It was rare for Olaf to look so melancholy but when it did happen it was usually the result of Elsa leaving. She knelt before him expression just as grieved. "I'll be back soon, Olaf, but I have to catch this creature before they seriously hurts someone, besides I'll have Gale, Nokk and Bruni- even the earth giants will help."

"But you were supposed to stay."

Elsa placed a hand on his cheek running her thumb along it. "Hey we can have the best, biggest sleepover when I return and while I'm away you can plan it and I'll do everything in your itinerary." His pep returned instantly as he clapped his stick hands.

"I better get to preparing. I'll need a list or- what no no a list of all our slumber party activities. Oh and Sven can come-" He leapt and kissed Elsa's cheek and bounded off to tell the reindeer. Elsa, Anna, Kristoff and Mattias watched after him fondly.

"Almost everything." Elsa's after thought drew a giggle from Anna. Her eyes turned serious as they made contact with Elsa's. The spirit did not enjoy looking into people's eyes. She saw fear, so much fear in many eyes before and although she knew that was no longer her predicament it still made the activity unenjoyable.

"Promise me you'll come back safe." Anna's tone rarely sounded as it did at the moment. Closing her eyes slowly Elsa nodded. "Say it." Anna urged.

"I promise." Elsa said, holding Anna in her arms once more. Kristoff smiled; he never expected Elsa to be so touchy and it initially took him by surprise. She was definitely more comfortable with giving touch than receiving it and only reserved her touch for family and friends. Speaking of, said woman smiled at him and held out her hand. He took it and allowed himself to be pulled into the embrace. He was the last to join and the first to pull away, Elsa had let him. Another aspect of her touch he noticed, she never enforced it.

"Alright, well remember our deal?" Elsa nodded. "I return every week to report back to you, my queen." Elsa could see the blush rising to Anna's face as she looked away before clearing her throat.

"Right well." She kissed Elsa's cheek and held on to her until she mounted. Elsa waved as she and Nokk took off. Something inside told her this would be no easy task.


At least it would be If she knew what the creature actually was! That would at least give her some indication of where they went. Did they go off in search of food and water, did they seek a river to dwell in or a den?

When there were no traces of them she headed to Northuldra. Ryder waved her over to the fire pit he and Honeymaren were currently seated at and handed her a wooden plate of Gáhkko with a knife and a small bottle of cloudberry jam. Thanks was given to him quietly. Honeymaren smiled in pity watching Elsa fix the jam on her bread pointedly, the spirit took failed tasks very seriously, maybe a little too seriously. "I'm guessing no luck." She started as Elsa took a bite. Swallowing, she shook her head. "Any theories on what it might be?"

"I have a few but they only share two traits with one of the possible choices." Elsa reached in her bag as Bruni glided over climbing up her lap. He punched his tongue against the smeared jam that was on her knife.

Honeymaren took the notebook offered and opened the marked page. "You think it's a dragon?"

"But haven't they been dead for like centuries?" Ryder added as he was handed the book.

"Well that's the only lead I have."

"I wouldn't put it past the thought. Arendelle, besides the enchanted forest, is one of the strangest places ever." Elsa smiled nodding slightly. Honeymaren was right, Arendelle could possibly be the only nation on earth which still had magic; it was only befitting that dragons were added to the mix as well.

"What are you gonna do with it when you find it?" Elsa looked back down at her plate mulling the question in head. What was she going to do with the creature when she found them? She had told Anna she'd drive them away but was that such a good idea? She had never heard of such an animal or even read about them. They had to be incredibly rare and if they were a dragon they may have been one of the very few left. Based on the measurements Mattias and his soldiers gave her they weren't as big as the dragons of old so perhaps they were a hatchling. That poses another problem, were dragons incredibly maternal and paternal? And if so, how far away were the parents? Would it be smart to study the creature and then perhaps drive them away if they still posed a threat? Elsa decided to let the situation decide if she found them.

"I'll drive them away."

Ryder and his sister did not look convinced. "I do not like how long it took you to answer that." He admitted quickly. "You were doing that face." Elsa tilted her head in confusion at Honeymaren's accusation while she rubbed her temples.

"That face you make when you're contemplating something or figuring something out or debating on it. Elsa, if the stories from Arendelle aren't exaggerated this thing is dangerous."

"I won't let them hurt anyone."

"And yourself?"

Elsa's shoulders dropped, she stood up and thanked them for the meal and began walking to the village's edge. Honeymaren met her there, clasping her hands tightly. Dread clenched her brow and stomach. "Elsa, your sister writes to me telling me to keep you from doing anything asinine and dangerous, she warned me that there may be moments where you put yourself in danger for the sake of helping others, please tell me this isn't one of those moments." Elsa hated causing her friend such trepidation. So she gave an undaunted nod and mounted Nokk.


 

At night she looked up at the northern lights then down at her sketch of her query wistfully. "Why did you attack Arendelle?" She asked the picture. Were they scared? Or perhaps ill? She remembered when Ryder's Reindeer Emil was sick with a virus she would aggressively attack the village or at least attempt to. Maybe Arendelle's attacker was sick or injured. Mattias did say they walked with a limp. If that was the case Elsa hoped to find them before they injured themselves. Maybe they'd be grateful for medical care which would give Elsa the chance to learn about them. Her mind meandered to less quintessential questions.

Are they a boy or girl? Neither? Was it a youngling?

Reclining back gave Bruni the chance to crawl onto her knee and contemplate the sky just like his friend. His little paws caused steam to evaporate from her exposed knee. It was then she leaned up surveying him. He glanced back sensing the scrutiny but then opened his mouth as if asking for payment for being observed. Amphibians and reptiles weren't related but they definitely were close in other aspects. There was just so much to possibly learn. How could she pass the opportunity?

Her previous conversation when Yelena discovered word of Arendelle's mild destruction had caused her to seek Elsa out. She too sensed Elsa's hesitation to cast the creature away. She did not like it one bit. It disturbed her.

"Elsa I understand that there could be much to learn but at what expense? The forest is in a delicate state and this is not one wolf seeking refuge but a great beast!"

"We cannot take that risk! Our village is not as fortified as Arendelle. . . Yes we have you and other spirits to defend us but I would prefer it to not get to that point, what if you get hurt?"

Elsa didn't want to admit that it irritated her, everyone's concern. It wasn't an insult per say, just misplaced worry. The only ones that weren't worried were Kristoff and Mattias. She knew it was silly to think that perhaps it was a female trait because Ryder had also shown perturbations at the idea of her keeping the possible dragon around. There were always outliers however. He definitely was that. Red took residency on her cheeks when she remembered his proposal to her.

He took her wide eyes and blank face as a positive shock. "Rendered Utterly speechless" as he put it until Elsa found a voice and told him "Um uh- no- no thank you." Then jumped onto Nokk and raced incredibly fast away from Northuldra in a panic attack. She hid in Arendelle for a few days seeking comfort from Anna.

Returning was just an awkward affair as leaving and Elsa feared it was even worse when she saw Honeymaren slap the back of his head urging him to approach. Elsa's own anxieties eased into pity as he apologized, shoulders hunched eyes casted downward, for making her uncomfortable and being a "vagrant" as his sister had said. He begged that they could just write it off as another one of his clueless blunders. Elsa confirmed they could by giving him a tender hug.

A bubble of a giggle rose as she remembered all the marriage proposals that came in and still hadn't slowed down that she and Anna would sit up at night and read, the poems were especially hilarious. Still Elsa found that her disturbance was not union itself but who was proposing it. She couldn't begin to imagine what it would be like to have a romantic partner. And at this point it seemed silly to even think about. It wasn't the first time she had thought of it by any means and didn't even understand the need. She had her family and friends, a purpose that was far beyond anything she could imagine, her freedom. All amazing things on their own and put together made an amalgam of perfection. It felt selfish to even think of wanting more.

She stared at her hands wondering though, What would it feel like to hold another's in a non platonic manner? She then felt along her lips slowly. What did it feel like to kiss someone's else's lips? She remembered how tolerant Anna and Kristoff were with her when she stared intently at them kissing from time to time. Was this just an innate nature of curiosity wanting the answer to everything or was it a desire?

Sighing she gave up asking, pressing her notebook against her breast slipping down against the tree. She didn't want to go to her cottage tonight and instead allowed sleep in where she lay.


Bruni would have to confess hanging on to Elsa's shoulder as she sailed through the forest was even more difficult than running.

The woman giggled propping him into a better position, she was especially ecstatic today after five whole days of searching high and low.

"Gale at the rivers divide it's a left correct?" She asked, the spirit of air went left at the fork and Nokk followed. They were in-between a ravine that grew more narrow and more flooded. Reason being the blockage a rock troll's leg provided, perhaps Gale had instructed him to do so their fire breathing friend would stay put. Elsa wondered why they didn't simply fly. Detection avoidance could be their desertion to taking flight.

Eventually as they drew close the troll lifted his leg allowing Nokk to rush past with the water that had collected, Elsa ran her hand along the troll's. The river led to a grassy shore she dismounted upon. She froze Nokk so he could follow. She took note that there was quite a bit of underbrush around. This part of the enchanted forest was definitely uninhabited, well until recent.

Gale gusted in front of them and sped forward deeper into the bush. A low hanging fog appeared claiming the ground. It was incredibly lush green. A weak waterfall that casted a small rainbow explained the fog. Elsa's eyes were so busy taking in the environment she missed the Blue and gray mass shifting a few feet ahead of her in a clearing. Her Yelp when Nokk grabbed her purple half cape was short when she hit the ground behind a fallen log. She glared at him until she saw him kneel on his front legs thrusting his neck forward. Her head slowly rose just above the log. Her eyes widened and breath held at the sight.

They had a slipstream body, smooth that appeared to seamlessly curve into other body parts. Incredibly elegant when they moved even with a limp. The very little light that filtered in through the trees caused their skin to glisten. Not very inconspicuous. Elsa shrugged, but still pretty all the same. Their tail, light gray with a blue underside which covered the entire under belly and chest, long and perfectly controlled definitely perhaps acted as a rudder with the way the end was shaped. They looked as if they were built for high speed. Their fur also seemed to glitter with some particles littered throughout.

Elsa immediately began memorizing the face, elongated muzzle but still somewhat round. A cute little fang was poking from an unadjusted curled lip. They're eyes intrigued Elsa the most. On the outer side of the pupil a dark slither of purple sat, lightening as it rounded toward the cornea and followed into a pink turning blue. The iris was slightly rounded, but still more vertical than horizontal, grew and shrunk accordingly when they faced the light and looked away. Almost cat-like.

"Gorgeous." Elsa breathed adjusting to a more comfortable position. Bruni titled his head then looked at Elsa then back at the dragon and began crawling towards them until Elsa grasped him firmly shaking her head.

The creature shooed away the fog in a little circling prance which made they're captivated audience grin. They moved regally, steps dainty and light. It reminded Elsa of a princess. . . Not like Anna, she had never been an ordinary princess.

The wings were large and ended in sharp tips. The top of them matched the creature's skin but the underside was a dusty purple that fused into a blue.

Elsa looked at the fur again, which somewhat disparaged her dragon theory, she had never seen a dragon having fur in any book or painting.

The body stiffened and they rose to their hind legs sniffing the air, the appendages on their head rotated and swiveled listening for audio cues. Elsa Clenched her teeth and ducked down. They had caught the scent of her. She heard them chitter curiously and waited till she was sure it was safe. Peeking out again the creature was looking her straight in the eyes.

The temperature dropped.

A low growl showcased sharp white fangs, the appendages now flattened against the head. They chose to not fly over the waterfall and were backed against a ridge. Taking a deep breath Elsa stepped from her hiding place. Nokk followed snorting irritably. Being the only thing between the creature and escape. They gave a quick bark standing once again on their hind legs flapping powerful wings disturbing the foliage and remaining fog, a clear threat display. Bruni responded with his own. That's when Elsa noticed the gaping hole in the right wing.

So that's why they didn't fly.

The chest began to light up which Elsa had been warned meant fire was to be blown. She shielded herself and her friends with ice ready for exertion of heat but the fire was aimed three feet in front of her. That is perplexing. This suddenly reminded her of when Bruni flexed his power by shooting past her at a tree, he too titled his head intrigued by the flames. She flicked her wrists and suffocated the fire. The slitted irises widened for a short moment in surprise then returned to their previous state as the creature began lowering down to a near crouch. They gained eye contact which Elsa kept. Then slowly took one step to the left. Elsa copied. Then another step. Again Elsa mimicked smiling now. They were trying to switch positions with her to escape. After three steps Elsa refused to move again. They growled this time trying the right, again only managing to get three steps out of Elsa. She giggled at the deadpanned exasperation on their face shoulders and wings lowering. She herself had made that face many times when an animal was stubborn. With a low chirp it bucked a ducked head forward signaling Elsa to get lost. Instead she took a step forward hand held outward.

"I won't hurt you." She assured gently but it was clear she was not believed and received a growl and hiss. So instead she retreated and sat on the log taking out her notebook jotting down all details of the interaction. It watched her still crouched stiff, remaining so for two hours. Impressive. Till finally, in a slow cautious manner as if Elsa would attack if they made any sudden moves, they lowered to the ground keeping pressure off the injured leg watching her. When they wrapped their tail around themselves Bruni glided over. He was regarded with curious eyes and every now and then it still glanced at Elsa but now Bruni claimed the foreground of attention.

Elsa saw how he crawled onto their paw without fear. A little worry tugged at her chest when the large paw was raised but instead of slapping him away the dragon leaned back to sit on their rump forearm dangling while the one that held Bruni was raised for closer inspection. He titled his head which was copied. Elsa giggled and was glared at, the ears lowered again in agitation. She folded her lips to keep her amusement to herself.

It chortled at him, he chortled back. Are they communicating to one another? They allowed Bruni to explore their body which urged a little envy into Elsa's heart for the salamander. In closer viewing Elsa discovered the skin was covered in fine scales. She filled fourteen pages with notes while Bruni made acquaintances. Nokk kept his distance. Gale blew through the dragon's fur, messing it into a comical up do. Elsa smiled.

After sitting and just watching the spirits interact with the strange- Elsa still wasn't sure if they were a dragon or not. She found herself wishing she resembled less of a human since Bruni's new buddy seemed more accepting of creatures except humans. What had led it to attack Arendelle? Was it even an attack?

Standing, Elsa shifted hearing bones crack as she stretched. Bruni understood and crawled back to her after casting one more gaze at the larger animal. Gale too pulled away. Their arms dangled lamely at the sides as the company began to leave. Elsa felt remorse for them. "I'll be back tomorrow okay? I'll bring food this time." Even though I have no idea what you eat, most likely a carnivore with those fangs. She could always bring a variety. Maybe they liked chocolate. Arendelle would have a chocolate shortage at that point for sure, the kingdom was barely hanging on supporting her and Anna's addiction as is.

Her head made frequent turns toward the small waterfall. They now settled themselves near the small reservoir and began drinking watching the spirits leave. She longed to stay but she had other matters that required her attention. She had to remind herself she'd be back tomorrow and most likely even if they did change location they wouldn't make too great a distance with their injuries. 

"Hopefully they aren't infected." Elsa mused aloud, sending Nokk in the direction of her cottage.

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"Elsa what are you doing with all that fish?" Elsa jumped, turning to the question. She remained silent for a moment staring at the ground. Her mouth opened four seconds before she actually began to speak.

Her next words made her nearly curse herself to an early grave. "What fish?"

Honeymaren raised a brow in sync with her Reindeer Erin.

"The ones you just stuffed in that bag?" Honeymaren pointed to the sack Elsa clutched tightly. Her tone also added the question: Are you going insane?

"Oh these fish well um. . ." Elsa smiled, patting the sack, her closed fist reached her mouth while she coughed, clearing her hoarse throat. "Dealing with bears." The regret was instant clogging her chest at Honeymaren's stressed eyes. She had heard of bears but never actually encountered them yet. By their description she had tried to convince Yelena and Elsa that the forest was perhaps better without them, they sounded aggressive and large. Not a good combination.

"Need some help?" She sat up on Erin readying her stirrups then jumped at Elsa's quick objection.

"It's fine, nothing I can't handle." This was just getting worse. Elsa never really knew if she was a good liar or not due to not being one prone to lie. She had that to her advantage at least but still deception was not an action she revelled in and would never understand anyone who did.

Her morality falling by the wayside had dampened her entire Outlook of the day so she quickly turned away and leapt onto Nokk giving a single wave at Honeymaren. Still the alternative was sending the whole village into a panic. They all began to believe she was now just on a devoted wild goose chase for her sister's sake and that the "Monster" was long gone. She'd tell them eventually but for now she had to visit said "monster" and then her sister. Her pupils dilated. Anna . Could she lie to Anna, would it even work? They both were able to read the other with a gained ease down to certain tones to the micro expressions that occured from time to time. She swallowed hard. She needed a plan.


Or maybe she didn't since the very essence of her dismay was nowhere to be found at the moment, she flapped her arms haplessly against her hips. "Where did she get off too?" She whispered to herself. Bruni began sniffing the ground like a hound then raced up into the trees searching the area with Elsa just below him. Certainly she couldn't have gotten far. The spirit kept her pace slow, it was surprising how well the animal was at blending into the lush environment.

Once again Elsa was in the wrong and it was barely the afternoon. For her dragon had gotten far on her injured leg and was nowhere in sight. What if she had fallen prey to another animal? No, even injured what normal animal would fight a creature able to breathe fire? But then again an animal had fought her at some point that much was obvious from her leg. Still why the sudden change in behavior. Elsa had been here the day before yesterday and the day before that and always found her either resting soaking in the water or licking at her wounds.


"Oh hush you." Elsa scolded softly as she walked into the clearing at the dragon who was growling, she then raised her head from her paws eyeing her, they craned over to the sack Elsa carried over her shoulder. The Spirit lowered the bag with a huff letting it hit the ground causing a thud. It had taken quite a bit of effort and stealth to gather the various meats, and fish Elsa presented. She was reminded of the difficulty everytime the dragon snubbed her offerings hissing. She would then limp away and lick at her wing and leg.

She brought a new variant of food for the past three days but still not a bite was taken. "You must be a youngling of sorts if you're this fussy." She mumbled emptying the bag onto the ground. Triggering an ear appendage to swivel in her direction and growl to gurgle in the air.

Looking up she could see her dragon's indignant expression. She raised her hands palms facing forward. "So you're not a youngling? Huh, then you're a lot smaller than what I would have thought to be an adult dragon." The dragon's expression did not change. Elsa cringed at it. She had committed the same mishap twice.

Apparently age and size were a sensitive topic for dragons. And humans too, she supposed. So Elsa began a little damage control, wrapping her hands behind her back pacing languidly around, her head nodding to the dragon while her eyes averted. "Not to mention how cute you are didn't help in gauging your age." She said casually. The dragon's irises widened and it was her turn to avert gazes. The only thing missing from the sheepish expression was a blush.

"Still fussy though." Elsa whispered loudly, she ambled closer not yet alerting the dragon until her hand raised. Elsa fully expected she would move away hissing but still was disappointed when it actually happened. A loud puff of air escaped her nostrils that resembled white smoke. "It's okay, we just met, I understand. Believe it or not I'm not very keen on being touched either." She sat down on the ground. "I won't touch you until you're ready for that, if you'll ever be ready." A few minutes later she felt a large presence beside her. The dragon had seated herself on her haunches, ears not quite lowered but down.

This was the closest she had ever come to Elsa willingly. Elsa smirked, staring for only a few moments before watching the rainbow shimmer in the waterfall when a deep exhale escaped her chest that was followed by the dragon's own deep breath.


 That had been yesterday and here she thought it was a huge step in the right direction. Now she had been casted ten steps back. After leaving the fish by the water she summoned Nokk at the river's edge, her mood casted down even further and started off for Arendelle.

Anna squeezed Kristoff's hand a bit too tightly then released the instant when Elsa entered the courtyard. Anna hugged her with her arms wrapped around Elsa's neck but when she pulled away her smile vanished to nothing at the sight of Elsa's falsified mimic of one.

"You didn't find it? Huh?" Elsa nodded. Anna felt some relief at that but knew Elsa probably felt as if she had failed.

"You still get your super awesome slumber party with Olaf." She couldn't even ask why Elsa seemed so crestfallen before the woman replied. Anna's frown deepened immediately.

"Yeah…" 

Anna's eyes trailed to Kristoff who shrugged.

After painstakingly not mentioning Elsa's mock enjoyment of the activities Olaf and Sven planned, Anna entered Elsa's room. At first it seemed she wasn't there until she heard a soft. "Where are you?" Come from the balcony. Elsa was leaning against the railing fluttering snowflakes around idly.

Anna's eyes followed where Elsa's stared out. "Hey." The snowflakes grew exponentially with Elsa's fright. She quickly flicked them away, turning.

"Anna, what are you still doing up? It's late." Her voice was nurturing.

Anna smiled tilting her head slightly at Elsa, the queen didn't have a bedtime but big sisters still had to sister she guessed. She joined her leaning on the rail. "I could ask you same question Els."

"Me?" Elsa pointed to herself, Anna nodded. "I don't know."

Anna leaned in. "I think you do." Anna didn't want to bring it up, the creature those eyes still terrified her and she thought of herself to be extremely brave. Maybe Elsa's worry was getting the better of her. "It's fine, I doubt it'll come back." She placed a hand on her sister's shoulder. Elsa raised her own. "I'll protect you." Despite the chuckle she said it with she meant it unknowingly stirring up more guilt in her already guilty ridden sibling.

"Anna what if-" Elsa stopped. She was choosing her words carefully. When she found them she faced her. "What if that wasn't an attack?"

Anna shrugged, gripping the rail. "I mean- what, I..." Talking seemed difficult for both of them at the moment. "I don't know what else it could have been Elsa. It sure looked like an attack to me."

"But what if it wasn't? You said it yourself, ones who got hurt were injured accidentally-"

Anna interrupted this time a bit more sternly than before. She had been learning how to firm her words and voice since becoming queen, pushy dignitaries and royals would do that to a person. "Elsa I'm not mad at it, but I also have a responsibility to our people and a family to protect." To emphasize her point she poked Elsa's shoulder. "That includes you. I'm happy it's gone, hopefully wherever it came from."

"I know Anna, like you I agree she didn't-"

"She?" Elsa flushed at Anna's sharp inquiry. "Well- I mean-"

"Why did you say she?" She inched closer resembling a cat to Elsa who reflexively backed away similar to a mouse. Then the pieces fell together. "You found it!" It wasn't a question, Elsa scoffed at her careless slip. She usually wasn't so loosely lipped but around Anna a lot of her barriers came down. "Elsa you found it! And you didn't tell anyone! Not even me!" Anna was angry. She ran her fingers in her bangs down to her face groaning.

"It isn't what it seems, she's not a mindless animal that just attacks." Elsa defended.

Anna turned back to the door of the balcony. "I need to sit down." She admitted taking a spot on the bed. Elsa stood in the entry wringing her fingers together. "You lied to me!" Her head snapped up at the sharp words.

"Technically I didn't, I can't find her."

Anna crossed her arms. "Oh so that means you lost it."

Elsa's face became impish, after a pause of ten seconds she looked away. "I didn't say that either."

"Semantics!" Anna threw her arms up. "You're going to give me gray hairs, you know that? I'm not ready for that. I like my hair." She caressed her braids mournfully. Now Elsa felt all the day's misdeeds encompass her at once when she joined Anna on the bed. The younger crossed her legs hiding them under her nightgown. She didn't want to look at Elsa at the moment. she didn't even know if the blonde had sudden-

"Anna." That voice, that sweet and gentle voice beckoned her eyes to Elsa's who looked truly regretful. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I found her, and for earlier. Misdirection is still a lie."

"I'm glad you think so." She sighed. "What are you actually planning on doing with i- her?" Her mind didn't even touch base on how Elsa knew it was a girl, that was usually something one had to get close to conclude. except for humans... sometimes.

"Well learn from her and hopefully nurse her back to health. Gain her trust." Elsa felt a weight lift from her chest. It felt good to be honest. If lying felt that bad then she'd avoid it as much as possible in the future especially with her loved ones.

They sat in silence for a small while. "Well alright." Elsa felt Anna smile against her shoulder. She looked up and smiled a bit more calmly than before. "I give you my blessing to study and earn the trust of the…" Tapping her chin she cued Elsa to finish the sentence.

"Dragon."

"Right the dragon, by Odin's Ravens you actually just waltzed up to a dragon." Elsa didn't think about it that way. So instead she filled Anna in on the interactions she had with the dragon.

"So she's a big Bruni?"

Elsa shook her head. "No Bruni is an amphibian and dragons from what I've read are reptiles, while similar there are too many contrasts."

"Like what?" The older hadn't expected that question since it was hard finding someone interested in the same things as her, Honeymaren was interested for the sake of avoiding ignorance as well as Yelana who did it for the sake of her people. Although she would love to pull Anna in she knew better than anyone how busy being a monarch made her. Anna's free time was spent traveling around with Kristoff or music and painting. The queen had discovered her passion for the violin, singing, and painting be it with oils, water, whatever she could get her hands on. Elsa even had her first completed work hung up in her home. It was abstract, a view of a winter scape, mountains and a frozen lake with trees in contrasting bloom from the perspective of a cabin porch. Still the girls would sometimes collaborate and Elsa would allow Anna to paint her while she read a book aloud.

"Well reptiles are usually dry to the touch and amphibious animals usually create a slime like mucus, that's just one of the many differences." Anna made a disgusted face which Elsa always found endearing. She then went on explaining how the dragon refused to eat anything she brought.

"Maybe they eat people." Elsa stared pointedly at Anna after the remark. She simply shrugged, closing her eyes.

"I'm tempted to bring her some chocolate at this point."

Anna's face flashed many emotions before her voice lowered to almost a whisper. "I forbid it."

Elsa laughed at her leaning back against the bed joined by Anna. "Well just don't get eaten okay, I've grown rather fond of you."

This didn't help Elsa's laughter. "I should be so lucky.


It took nine days more of sitting for hours waiting for her return. Elsa spent the time reading and taking notes. She had taken a break from the books of researching nature and decided to indulge her choice of reads. She was currently studying the maps of star constellations and astrology. Many nights she stayed up especially on particular dates to try and catch sights of them. She had learned her own birth chart and which specific stars aligned in which order on her birthday December 22nd. Elsa looked up from her work feeling a prickle in her skin but shook her head dismissing it.


"Would you like me to make you a birth chart Anna?" Elsa asked from the table over the song Anna played. She paused, opening her eyes. "Sounds messy." She replied to which Elsa began explaining what it actually was and soon Anna agreed, being more intrigued at having her birthday be tracked, June 21st.

"Can it tell my personality?" She asked while tuning her violin.

"No."

"Future?"

"Anna, don't be silly." Elsa chuckled at her disappointment as she walked back to the window mumbling. "Well that's dumb can't even tell me my future."

Her head popped back over unexpectedly. "What's Kristoff's?"

She had also asked Honeymaren who politely declined she was more interested in the actual myths and tales Elsa had to share about the constellations.


Spreading out the large parchment she began charting when an exhale moved the small hairs that escaped her ponytail. Don't overreact. Glancing backward there was her dragon looking over the papers inquisitively. She hummed lowly and moved her eyes as if reading. One paw was raised off the ground as she peered over. Elsa sat back on her knees. "You like it?" She then pointed to the map. "This is what the sky looked like when I was born, or a rough draft of it. It's supposed to be the Capricornus constellation." She rubbed her chin then continued drawing. "Half goat and half fish. It's one of the twelve zodiacs and one of the 48 constellations listed by the Greek mathematician and astronomer Ptolemy."

Elsa half expected the dragon to walk away or be drawn to other distractions but that was not the case this time. Instead it held a position beside her glancing from the paper to the woman occasionally. "Its name means “the goat” in Latin, this constellation has been known by the Sumerians who knew it as the goat-fish. It marked the winter solstice during the early Bronze Age. The ancient Greeks associated the constellation with Amalthea, the goat that saved the baby Zeus from his mother, Rhea, so his father, Cronos, wouldn't devour him. Knowing the tales of Zeus he may have done the world a favor if he left well enough alone. But anyways It was also sometimes associated with Pan, the god with a goat’s head who saved himself from the monster, Typhon, by growing a fish tail and jumping into a river." The dragon balanced a book in her paws reading over the pages. 

"So you can read?" Elsa asked. The dragon merely mewled. "Well then I could bring you some books and we could read some Greek tales together they're um well- what's the word- unique?" The dragon seemed to like this idea settling down on her stomach, ears perked and eyes wide in fascination.

Elsa did a double take from her work to Dragon, she licked her lips, opening and closing her mouth shyly before speaking in a hushed voice. "Would you like me to make you a birth chart?"

 

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Elsa's height seemed to be diminishing slowly to anyone who would have left and came back a few minutes later, but to her audience the answer resided in the snowy path she paced upon. Her feet created deeper and deeper indents.

"I may not know much about people or how they work but I do know animals...well at least the ones I've encountered." Ryder admitted.

"Believe it or not Emil hated me when I first met her." Elsa did find that revelation very hard to believe. The man and that reindeer had a bond that rivaled even Sven and Kristoff's.

"How are you so close to her now then?" Elsa asked incredulously, ceasing her pacing.

"She didn't fit in well with the other reindeer. She was lonely and I felt a kinship to that." His previously despondent eyes lit up.

"It took weeks of me being stubborn and spending all hours approaching her, trying to feed her, she even broke my arm when I tried to ride her. Then I left her alone and we became friends."

"Wait what?" Elsa asked surprised.

Ryder nodded.

"I left her alone and let her approach me and that's when our bond began to grow, slowly but I would take what I could get."

Elsa thought about this for a few moments. So many worries had plagued her mind since the dragon entered the forest. What if animals attacked her? What if poachers saw her and hunted her down as a prize? What if she was unable to hunt on her own and starved or succumbed to injury?

As if reading her trail of pessimistic outcomes Ryder spoke up a bit louder. "Now I'm not saying you avoid her at all costs but just try not to be so overly eager."

Elsa blushed. Had she been overly eager? Her answer was yes, yes she had been, but she never concluded that it was driving the dragon away.

She smiled attentively at him. "Thank you Ryder."

"You are most welcome, try not to get eaten also." He laughed at Elsa's heavy audible sigh as she walked from the campfire, hoping that her being eaten didn't become a customary goodbye that others gave her.

It was late but perhaps she could try her no hands on approach now. Was that still her being too eager? Maybe, but all of her visits had been during the day, if the dragon was sleeping she'd let it alone. Nothing said fervid like waking the object of obsession up in the middle of the night. 

At their usual meeting place Elsa affectionately began calling Drage Den the dragon definitely was not sleeping since she wasn't even there, Elsa mentally pinched herself for not recognizing the nocturnal traits of the dragon's eyes. Her eyes are much akin to a cat or more closely an owl no doubt. So of course she wasn't sleeping.

Elsa quickly jotted down her theory. The dragon's eyes widened when the creature wanted to take in more of the environment, not just during the night but also during times when curiosity got the better of her. This theory was backed by when the dragon was reading and her pupils would expand to great widths or when she licked the snow pile Elsa had made for Bruni during their usual lunches together.

As Elsa scoured her brain for more evidence she sucked her teeth in frustration as another important detail shook the foundation of her hypothesis. If the dragon's widened pupils allowed it to take in more information then why did they slit so tightly when it was angry or irritated?

Elsa had even more examples of this occurrence, she knew humans eyes dilated during certain times of stress or infatuation. So the same could be said for a dragon's sudden contraction of the pupils to also be tied to its emotional states. "And who's to say it can't be both theories." She concluded aloud.

A snapped twig brought her attention back to her current position. She realized she had stopped in the middle of the woods to write her findings.

Hastily she closed and put the notebook back in her satchel.

Elsa walked for thirty minutes before a loud screech drew her head North. That sounded as if it came from the beach. She frowned.

Gently moving a bush's branches from her face she set her sights across the landscape until they settled on her dragon standing on a cliff side, dangerously close to the edge gazing out into the night.

"Couldn't sleep?" Elsa asked good naturedly, as she stood next to the dragon who didn't turn to acknowledge her presence.

The ocean seemed quite restless that night, as it splashed against the shore and rocks in a comforting sound Elsa would find herself being lulled to sleep for many nights.

"Is there someone out there waiting for you?" This question caught the dragon's attention, and she turned to the spirit. Elsa noted her very large and dilated eyes slit just slightly. Then this time she noticed when she turned back that the dragon wasn't looking at the horizon of the ocean but up at the stars.

Elsa's eyes trailed to the dragon's wing. It was the least worrisome of the dragon's injuries, it was old and wasn't so much as a wound as it was a terrible disabling scar. When caught before looking away she could see traces of a smirk on her companion's mouth.

"You miss flying huh?" She'd miss it too if she had the ability. So to see perspective Elsa thought about losing her powers. She chuckled aloud at the irony of the sadness it brought her now.

"Six years ago I would have happily surrendered my magic no questions asked, but now my abilities help my people and my family, the power that once was my own prison both mentally and physically now is the source of my freedom. No more a curse but instead a gift given to my mother for saving my father. I suppose flying was never a curse for you though..." An ear twitch was her response.

"Or are you looking for your July birth constellation? Cause if so unless you were born on the first you won't spot it." The dragon rasped folding her ears as Elsa chuckled.

Bruni took them both by surprise when he zipped by lit aflame. This mesmerized the dragon who called out and followed, Elsa ran after them.

Bruni led both his friends to the beach below, careful to remain a good distance from the shore. His dragon friend still lay chase to him. Even with the limp she kept a good speed but anyone could still see the hindering it caused. Elsa only hoped she didn't strain the old and now pus filled wound.

Bruni allowed himself to be caught under a gentle paw but as soon as it was lifted ran away. The dragon rolled onto her back with a groan kicking her legs in a clownish fashion, as if she were a turtle flipped on its shell. She let her tongue roll out of her mouth. Bruni approached her mouth slowly peeking inside. When close enough a cloud of gray smoke was blown at him causing swift retreat.

Elsa tilted her head and grinned genially as they continued to play.

Small rocks blended into sand, the dragon squished it with her toes as if testing the texture. She stared at Elsa as she created an ice bank to sit on careful to not get any sand on herself.

She wasn't too fond of it like Anna was when they came to the beach, it always caused her to itch when it got stuck in her clothes and shoes.

As if having an intuition of her disinclination to touch it, the dragon approached her. Elsa feeling the ulterior motives in her movements leaned back slightly. "Hey..." She greeted lamely. A low and deceptively innocent mewl answered. The dragon then dug the side of her paw into the sand.

Before Elsa could question it, sand was flung at her head causing her to yelp and stand sputtering to spit it out and wipe it from her face and hair.

A strange sound reached her ears as she wiped her tongue on the sleeve of her plain white ice tunic as a last resort to remove it from her mouth. Seeing the dragon stare at her with a jovial expression allowed the woman to conclude she was laughing at her.

Shaking her head she smirked and placed her hands akimbo. "So that's how it's going to be huh?"

The dragon pranced in a circle then crouched low readying to run. Elsa hid her hands behind her back so the dragon couldn't see the magic emanating from her fingertips.

Her wings lowered in disbelief when something wet splattered on her head. Shaking it away she saw Elsa readying another snowball and set off down the beach turning to see Elsa did give chase.

Taking the opportunity to slow and turn she threw more sand at the woman's torso when she drew close enough, then galloped down the beach. "Ah! Oh get back here you giant gecko!"

Bruni munched on a beetle thoroughly entertained by the snow and sandy battle that erupted before him.

The ammunition was traded for water when the chase led to the ocean as they splashed and rolled in the waves. Elsa lost her footing when preparing another attack and crashed down into the water surfacing to find the dragon laughing at her again.

Comeuppance was swift when a wave filtered the salty and bitter water into her mouth which was spat out. Leaving her tongue dangling, the dragon retreated back to the shore wiping it with her paw in almost the same manner Elsa had earlier.

Elsa giggling approached taking pity on her plight. She doused the dragon's mouth in snowflakes larger than what she provided for Bruni. With a little tail flick droplets of water plastered on her forehead. "That's a very unique way of saying thank you." she snickered.

When settled she became aware how close they had become, she could feel the warm breath of the dragon who seemed to also notice this as well. She made no move at all but saw the conflict in the dragon's eyes. She sat up on her haunches looking between her paws and Elsa. Seeming less agitated at their proximity and more so frightened with her quickened breaths.

Elsa's eyes drew to her leg and then wing. For the past few weeks she had thought it was an animal that had inflicted them. A human did this. All evidence pointed to such.

At close inspection she spotted a green arrowhead that was jammed in the dragon's leg. She raised her hand to it slowly looking up at the dragon who was watching her carefully. She sat there frozen as Elsa's hand without touching her enclosed around. Quickly Elsa yanked it out drawing a pained roar from the dragon who licked her bleeding leg clean. "Sorry." She winced.

Elsa examined the weapon, it had jagged teeth running on both sides, ensuring great pain to whoever was its target. She knew the stone was neither emerald or peridot. What caught her attention was the strange writing within a symbol, two mountains resting upon clouds that had a waterfall pooling into a lake below surrounded by tall stick-like trees.

Elsa turned her attention back to the dragon. She didn't seem furious or angered, just in pain and shockingly was the one to approach Elsa in a shy manner when she put the arrow away in her satchel.

Elsa half smiled. "Hey..." The dragon looked at her, she appeared completely vulnerable. It hurt to see. Elsa used to see it in herself. "I used to fear people as well, for opposite reasons however... I was afraid of hurting them. You're afraid of being hurt by them. I can tell you not all humans are bad, I know this for a fact. I know some of the most amazing people, who are brave, loyal and full of love." Elsa placed her own hand on her chest.

The dragon glanced down at her paws then to Elsa again. "When you're ready, and only then." Elsa turned to leave when Bruni crawled up her body taking his place in her hair, turning she glanced over her shoulder smiling. "Goodnight."


"The only problem with your discovery is whoever shot her, if they're still out there..." Kristoff didn't need to finish the sentence for Elsa to know what he was implying. She nodded gravely facing forward. Elsa took the arrowhead to Arendelle. There wasn't really anyone she could ask, as her dragon for now was secret between herself and her closest friends, not that she expected anyone outside of her circle to have an answer for her anyways.

She immediately began investigating numerous books and scrolls about Norse runes, but this rune was not Norse. It had very distinct lines that Elsa didn't recognize. It frustrated her when she realized it was assuredly a different language and how small her actual knowledge of the world was.

Kristoff gave slack to the reins and turned to her. "There's two ways this could go, if they are out there and come here then we could take them down so they don't hurt anyone else." Elsa nodded rather quickly, she liked that outcome. "Or they could come here find the enchanted forest, exploit it, kill the dragon and go after you next, which isn't too far fetched since they managed to do that much physical and mental damage to a dragon that breathes fire." Elsa stopped herself from nodding absentmindedly. This was one of the times she didn't appreciate Kristoff's blunt nature. "So what're we going to do?"

"Well if they are out there and track her here whether she leaves or not won't matter and it seems more of an advantage if she stays and they come for her."

"How so?" Kristoff asked, incredulously.

"I could protect her." He opened his mouth once and nodded. His silence was loud.

Elsa took her weight off of her elbow and slowly looked at Kristoff. Feeling her scrutiny his eyes quickly darted toward her.

"What?"

"What what?"

He relented with a slow exhale. "Elsa you..." He searched for the proper way to continue, Sven glanced back at them and bellowed, he then looked to Elsa who had a single brow raised. "Are a rescuer through and through."

"But?"

"But sometimes, not always, but sometimes it does tend to get you...into trouble." He finished the last part quickly, wincing.

Elsa scoffed quietly. "Anna gets into trouble, only now she can't be grounded due to being queen." She crossed her arms.

Kristoff shrugged, focusing on driving. "You take turns."

"Example?"

"The bear that tried to eat you while you released it from a trap."

"He stopped trying when I got him loose."

"Those hunters that tried to kill you."

"They were hunting out of season, and I was just supposed to let them?"

"The lynx kittens from the north mountain."

"That cave was going to collapse, I couldn't just leave them in there."

"The madly in love Elk bull."

A tense silence followed.

"You promised you wouldn't bring that up again." Elsa mumbled.

Kristoff chuckled at the blush that took over her cheeks. "Look all I'm trying to say is, you and Anna are more similar than you are different, and you both worry each other and I have to be the one who wakes up in the middle night to take Anna to the enchanted forest cause she received a letter from Gale that her sister was possibly suffocating in a cave collapse. I haven't had a nap since the day I met you two."

Elsa sat up and responded in a way that reminded Kristoff that she used to be a queen. "I refuse to take responsibility for your obscure sleeping patterns."

"Fair enough, but I mean I would prefer that I wasn't woken up to Anna crying that her sister has been spit roasted by her own pet lizard."

"Kristoff..." Elsa began, exasperated.

"Elsa..." He copied her tone.

"Just promise me that, if it ever comes down to your safety or even your life and being a savior... You'll choose the former."

Elsa quiet was all the response he needed but at least she had heard his words and wouldn't forget them.

The rest of the way was either in light conversation or a comfortable silence the two always shared when alone together.

When they arrived Kristoff helped Elsa out of the sleigh. "Let's hope Grand Pabbie has some answers for us."

Yeah, Elsa thought, looking at the green Arrowhead. Let's hope. She had a feeling that whatever the answers might be she wasn't going to like them.

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Elsa stepped aside allowing the numbers that rivaled an army's, of rocks overtake Kristoff with a small smile of amusement. Some trolls tugged gently at the hem of her white skirts urging the woman along as they passed the clearing to a cave with a large and rounded entrance. Elsa heard the chorus sounds of her name, Kristoff's and other excited exclamatory remarks that were drowned out by the cacophony their visit had brought.

Both Elsa and Kristoff ducked low to avoid being jabbed by the teeth of the stalagmites and stalactites that claimed the roof of the cave's entry tunnel. Crystals of varying sizes and colors lit the way in the same glowing semblance as the ones that hung from some of the trolls' necks, just larger and more luminescent, no doubt from being connected to their original sources.

Elsa was careful to not trip on the rolling boulders that filtered into the cave at surprisingly high speeds past her legs. Kristoff's less careful maneuvers fared easier than she already passed the low hanging ceiling into the dome mega-den of the trolls. Holes of varying sizes littered the walls leading to different rooms and sections. It always reminded Elsa of an anthill, alive and humming with life and constant activity. She lowered her head quickly as a speeding troll flew past her head ramping from one hole to the next. The ceiling once inside was covered in moss and thousands of Panellus stipticus troops and other species of bioluminescent mushrooms.

Probably much safer, Elsa considered, to have overhead than crystals.

As Kristoff asked one of the older trolls about the whereabouts of Bulda and Pabbie Elsa's eyes trailed from him to a small young troll staring at her from his elevated perch on an actual stone. She grinned awkwardly offering a small wave. His gaze and smile didn't falter. "Can you help me to that ramp?" said the small voice.

Elsa's line of sight followed to where he was pointing, seeing the ramp he referred to to her left. "Um..." Her consideration of this was heavily influenced by his sweet and cute smile. "Ver-very well." 

When Kristoff returned after going back and forth with one of his cousins in a terribly irritating guessing game they finally relented thus ending his suffering and rolled off to fetch Pabbie and Bulda. He smirked, crossing his arms taking in Elsa's predicament. He heard her labored breathing from a few feet away. Her face beet red from helping one of the unexpectedly heavy troll younglings off the rock platform and onto a ramp. She turned to help the next, and then the next but paused before taking him into her arms. "Wait, I just did you." He awed and rolled to the back of the line.

"Alright guys that's enough of your game." All the children booed and jumped off the rock dispersing the line filed.

"Game?" Elsa gasped, nearly dropping the child in her arms but instead placed him down gently.

She followed after Kristoff, arms dead at her sides. "They used to pull that with me, I stopped at age twelve." Kristoff informed, as they followed his cousin into one of the larger tunnels.

Elsa nearly caught her breath, chest still heaving heavily. "He said he needed help to the other side."

"Elsa that ramp leads to nothing, the kids have access to all the places they are allowed to go." She groaned tiredly, her arms didn't even burn this much when she used excessive amounts of magic. Kristoff's smirk never died on his lips. He didn't look back at her expression which probably had her brows drawn together in confusion. "Why didn't you just use your magic?"

Elsa raised a delicate eyebrow, staring at the side of Kristoff's face. "He said my magic could hurt them, they don't have their crystals yet." she explained as if it was obvious common knowledge.

Kristoff should have known.

He pulled back the moss curtain for Elsa to enter first, replying nonchalantly. "Another lie."

She stood there for a moment, her face placid and deceptively hard to read, a million conclusions could have been drawn up from her eyes alone, before entering with a small shake of her head.

Inside the smaller cave lay perfectly circular gours, connected like the roots of a tree. Much more intricately built crystals, larger ones housed smaller ones at the foot of the crystalline beds. Mossy beds housed different trolls completing different tasks, while adolescent trolls guided by those more mature than they held their hands over the crystal deposits till one shined at their proximity and was delicately plucked. The younger and now excited trolls followed the ones carrying the crystal away to a different room.

Bulda and Grand Pabbie overlooked the entire menagerie of small ceremonies with serene faces. The trolls, sensing their presence, turned to the two. Bulda lit up at what Elsa guessed was the sight of Kristoff but was corrected when Bulda rolled over enclosing four legs in a hug instead of two. "Elsa we haven't seen you in..." Bulda held up her stone fingers and began counting. She looked to Grand Pabbie who nodded softly, then turned back to the spirit supposedly settling on an unspoken number. "You shouldn't be a stranger sweetie."

Elsa smiled apologetically, her hands folded in front of herself when she glanced away. "Being a spirit kind of keeps me occupied most days, Bulda, Grand Pabbie. I'll try to make more frequent visits." She jabbed her thumb over her shoulder. "Not to play 'Help me from this rock to the ramp' with the little ones though." She ended in a chuckle. Both trolls joined.

Bulda nodded satisfied, then to Elsa's and Kristoff's Shock jammed a hard and somewhat painful finger into his knee. He yelped and rubbed it furiously. "And you Kristoff! What's your excuse?"

"Being a prince consort isn't easy either, especially when Anna has me read her letters while she signs papers." Elsa's not so well hidden wince and pursed lips had him staring narrowly at her. Her avoidance of eye contact confirmed she had something to do with the redhead's "ingenious" idea.

"Still Kristoff there's no excuse for you to not visit, we're your family too." Bulda reprimanded with a still threatening finger.

Kristoff aggrieved, gestured to the deceivingly innocent looking Elsa, silently asking why her excuse was acceptable.

"And I'm guessing you came cause you need something." Bulda sharply pointed out while Pabbie chuckled quietly, holding his staff in both hands.

"Actually..." He began with a smug half smile. "Elsa is the one who brought something she needs you and Pabbie to look at."

Bulda and Pabbie looked to the spirit who half smiled and half cringed. "Well what did you bring us sweetie? I'm sure we can figure it out." Elsa wasn't certain of the unfair treatment that was parried in her favor but she wouldn't complain nor question it.

Kristoff balked and then sulked away mumbling. "I'm going to go play 'Help me from this rock to the ramp'."

Grand Pabbie gestured for them to sit on a moss bed. "Before I actually show you, I just have one question?" Both trolls regarded her with inquisitive eyes.

"What do you know of dragons?"

They both chuckled which for a moment had Elsa thinking she had made a foolish or ridiculous inquiry. It was when she recoiled slightly that Bulda rested a reassuring hand on her arm.

Grand Pabbie spoke once composure was gained again. "Forgive us Elsa, it's just that asking such a question in that manner would be like asking you about the plant life of Arendelle, the enchanted forest, and all the surrounding land." It was true her fascination with fauna had inspired Elsa to keep track of the many different species of plants, flowers and trees, noting their healing or poisonous properties. She now understood, it wasn't that her question was foolish, it was much too vague.

"My apologies, what do you know of dragons in Arendelle? If there ever were any." She hoped her rephrasing would yield some results. Grand Pabbie looked down as if reminiscing about such a time. It was difficult to tell if the question made him feel repentant or simply nostalgic.

"There haven't been dragons in the northern realms for centuries. There used to be an age when they dwelt in all realms but the age of the dragonslayers had brought that time to a close." Elsa frowned. Not the most conceivably joyful of starts to this already bleak conversation. 

"The North was the most aggressive in the war with dragons producing some of the most fiercest dragonslayers, dragons were not the bloodthirsty monsters as they were portrayed as nor were their murderers heroes as the romanticized tropes in stories." Elsa's mind imagined the plethora of dragon books she read in hope to find some answers but they all began or started as more of the same. Dragon kidnapped princesses or terrorized town, knight or dragonslayer was employed to slay the beasts rescuing those plagued by them. All ended in the same outcome. Slain dragon. It rendered her heart in a constricting painful grip when she thought of her dragon. Elsa had seen firsthand intelligence, mischief, curiosity and fear in those eyes...

Her chest tightened as did her hands around her satchel. This did not go unnoticed by Pabbie or Bulda who shared a certain look.

"Already scarce the last of the dragons skedaddled east, where some worshiped them or other's revered their nature." Bulda added.

"Then what?" Elsa asked, leaning forward. "Are they still there?"

Grand Pabbie's grim eyes answered her question. Bulda resting a sympathetic hand on his back sighed. Elsa too felt commiseration for the troll. It was not lost on her how spectacular dragons were if her friend was anything to go off of, she didn't envy the troll who probably had to watch such an astonishing species be killed off by man's lust for death and glory.

"Dragon slaying although not as popular in the East still resided there non the less. In the end the violent humans seemed to be the ones to decide their fates." A thick lachrymose took over the air that surrounded them juxtaposed by the giggles and idle chatter that filled the rest of the caverns.

A determination entered Elsa's eyes setting them ablaze when she silently decided that the fate of her friend's kin would not befall her. Her magic sizzled beneath her pores. Grand Pabbie and Bulda exchanged glances before sharing their visible bafflement with what had shook the woman's core and magic.

"I have possibly the last dragon with me in the enchanted forest." Bulda gasps turned into a high squeal clutching her hands to her cheeks happy tears pooling in her eyes.

Pabbie did not seem so convinced as Elsa met his apprehensive stare with her own resolute one. "Are you sure, child? How can you be sure? Perhaps you have mistaken them for another."

But Elsa remained absolute. "I don't know of any other being with wings that breathes fire." Instead of confirming this only bewildered Pabbie even more. "Wings? Fire? No dragons from the East breathe fire or have wings."

Elsa shrugged at a loss until the other spoke, lifting her morale. "Western dragons do! More specifically ones from the North, South and West!" Bulda chimed in, clearly she was not willing to barge Elsa with doubt of the possible Dragon's existence. She took both her hands firmly speaking with the most conviction Elsa had ever heard from her. "Elsa the life you are tending to is very important, there are perhaps many who would wish to capture them or harm them, control them!" Elsa nodded understanding perfectly what the Troll woman meant, she tried to move to reach for the arrowhead satisfied that this segued perfectly into her next question, but her hands were still held ransom.

"And precious," Pabbie contributed moving in closer toward the hunched woman. "Dragons are creatures of pure light, they brought a balance to the world that it has not experienced in a long, long time. Eastern dragons bringing water and life, and yes even Westerners which were thought to only bring fire and death. They all had a light inside them that took the form of either fire or water when released from their bodies, that could not only destroy but heal and create as well. If what you say is true Elsa than you may not only be the protector of Arendelle and the Enchanted forest but the protector of the last Dragens lys."

Elsa's mouth parted slightly as she absorbed every bit of the information given no matter how overwhelmingly daunting it was. Pabbie chuckled at her mesmerization. As if breaking a spell she shook her head and retrieved the green Arrowhead from her white satchel. Once retrieved she hoped that a sign of recognition would show in the trolls' eyes as they looked on at the weapon closely but saw none so she went on explaining carefully.

"I found this embedded in the dragon's leg last night." This brought a grim expression to them as Bulda more delicately than she needed picked it up holding it even closer to her face. After two minutes she handed it off to Grand Pabbie who had his hand outstretched.

"This is Kanji." He said rubbing his chin. "The stone is Jade." He continued his examination without much more explanation so Bulda stepped in.

"Kanji is the Japanese alphabet, these here mean Mikoto, I'm not sure what the crest means, I've never seen it before." Elsa was taken aback glancing at the arrowhead squinting if only to catch another glimpse of it as it was carried away by Grand Pabbie to a better light source. "Jade is a very strong stone- stronger than steel- found in China."

"This weapon is very odd to have been found in what-"

"I described to be an Western dragon. An unsettling Peculiarity indeed." Grand Pabbie and Bulda both look impressed by the woman who also now stood and began pacing.

"Unique weapons like these were treasured for their hardness and ability to pierce a dragon's hide."

"It means either the dragon has traveled a great distance and encountered an experienced dragon hunter in the east to which they'd most likely follow her here," Elsa had drawn in her arms hugging herself as she wrung her hands, her loose braid now trapped between her body and arms. "Or they traveled here all the way from the East looking for her. Both possibilities-"

"Very very very bad." Bulda finished. Elsa looked up at Grand Pabbie who also seemed to be in deep methodical analysis of the situation albeit more quietly.

"Elsa we must protect her and the enchanted forest, no doubt an experienced dragonslayer would see you and the spirits as prizes as well." Elsa nodded in agreement before she could turn and leave in haste Bulda gripped her sheer blue skirt. "There are many nuances to housing and associating with a dragon Elsa, no doubt Grand Pabbie she'll need someone to-"

"Bulda wishes to visit so she can see the magnificent bringer Of light under the guise of giving you lessons about Dragons and the intricateness of their societies." He approached with a much warmer smile for now impish Bulda, that gleamed with a playful fondness.

"I'd appreciate a few lessons disguised under any intention from you two." Elsa admitted, it seemed she was completely inept on those intricacies, feeling some anxieties this visit had brought to quell down at the idea of the two much more experienced trolls taking over the situation.

"We will meet you in a few weeks once this class of younglings have settled into their crystals, do you think you can keep her safe and healthy until then Elsa?"

Elsa was very tempted to ask if they truly both had to stay but did not want to give the impression of unreliability on a task as great as this. Taking a breath she nodded twice. "I better keep this here for research," Grand Pabbie stated, placing the arrowhead away in his moss cloak. "Hopefully by the time we venture to the enchanted forest I'll have an answer for you."

Elsa surged forward down the tunnel, fixing her satchel on her shoulder to discover Kristoff had indeed been playing with the younger trolls. Elsa caught his eye immediately, spotting her he grunted, placing the boulder baby down who booed simultaneously.

Before leaving Elsa constructed a small ice slide they could easily climb gaining their cheers and possible place as their favorite visitor. She and Kristoff ran through the entrance. "You just have to keep making my family like you more than me eh?" Elsa's giggled echoed through the tunnel as they raced towards Sven who bellowed a greeting and Sleigh.

"Onward Sven!" Elsa heroically exclaimed pointing Northward after jumping in enthusiastically. Her newly acquired role as protector of the Dragens lys fuelling her dramatic flair.

She hadn't however realized that Kristoff was not in the sleigh but taking out a troll child stowaway.

"Hey! Hey! Hey!" He cursed as he ran after them.

Elsa glanced back then turned forward to Sven. "Oh, stop Sven." The reindeer huffed annoyed but complied. Without having heard the request the sleigh halted, causing Kristoff's momentum to shoot him forward into the trunk flipping onto his back.

Elsa guilty, hunched her shoulders as he grimaced and crawled over the seats into the front. "Sorry." She apologized quietly.

"No you're not!" He said indignantly, cracking his back then spurred on Sven who double checked that everyone was on board this time. "Oh I'm getting old."

A swift light smack to his arm followed the comment. "What?"

"We're the same age." A slightly vexed Elsa pointed, out placing her hands gracefully on her lap.

"Oh right of course... Well we're getting old."

With a flick of her wrist swift justice was served to her cheeky brother in law who complained about his now frosted hair. 

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Her arrival did not raise the same trepidation as it once did for the dragon who now merely accepted it As ambiance. What did break her from her napping torpor mid yawn was the brusque tone of voice Elsa took with her declaring that her purportedly protracted fast had come to an end.

Her face was contorted in discernible frustration accumulated by the weeks of denial from the dragon but it did not have the desired effects since the dragon continued studying her, features indecipherable.

As she quickly laid out various vegetables, and to her visible disgust raw meats and fish the spirit knelt balancing delicately on the balls of her feet. "I don't understand, I've brought you everything I can think of, from desserts, to fruit, rice, wheat..." Running fingers through her hair didn't seem to displace the tresses further than the hike from the stream where she left Nokk due to his distrust for the dragon who also seemed to hold a similar disesteem toward him.

"... I implore you to just eat. You can't just live off of Bruni's snowflakes." As if to emphasize this point the dragon acted on her words, sharing Bruni's already placed pile of snow. Watching them with hooded eyelids she rose when the dragon took a sniff at the food then turned away quickly. Not swift enough however for Elsa to notice the same fear that entered her eyes when she attempted to touch her.

She stared at the spread. The dragon must have had a bad experience with food in the past, the same or similar type that led to her aversion to touch. Shaking her head Elsa picked up one of the vegetables. Elsa had already seen her try to hunt which was unsuccessful due to the injuries she wasn't allowed to tend to. Now led by desperation, Elsa lifted the vegetable to her mouth, when she was certain she had an audience took a bite while maintaining eye contact.

The dragon's ears twitched back to the front twice more, placing her tongue back inside her maw, she let out a pitiful mewl.

That was... Something. Elsa just didn't understand what, whether to announce this silently as a victory or loss was undetermined.

Placing the bitten potato back down, she forced herself to swallow the bitter food and backed away slightly, an unnecessary precaution.

It was a victory! The dragon sniffed the root veg before taking it into her mouth, chewing deliberately keeping her gaze on Elsa who kept herself from a happy adolescent squeal of delight. Her grin did attempt to reach both ears.

As an urgent afterthought she hurriedly albeit clumsier than she would have liked reached for her notebook, furiously scribbling.

July 12, first food intake: Raw potato. Eaten after example. Herbivore or omnivore. Undecided

The dragon blew white smoke from her nostrils over the other food.

Well if example was the only way to get the dragon to eat then an example Elsa would give.

She hung her head mumbling to herself before creating a knife perhaps more dull than it should have been to cut through the flank of salmon. She grimaced at the idea and promised to kick herself if this didn't work. She had long since discovered that meat had not agreed with her stomach nor tastes and avoided it when possible.

Taking a deep breath she held it as the slimy flesh was pressed between her teeth, lips lifting to avoid touching it as much as possible, she barely chewed before swallowing. It took a very determined amount of willpower to not shudder. An irrational fear that the dragon would surely take this as a sign of something being amiss.

She began swallowing all the saliva in her mouth trying to rid the taste out of it.

The dragon snatched the carved fish away. Elsa's attention was now completely on her as she burned the fish with a small flame cooking it before devouring the salmon with soft appreciative warbles.

Elsa's mouth gaped slightly, searching her memory for if she had- no she had given the dragon cooked food. She rubbed her face with harsh pressure banishing the idea that she had eaten raw fish for not.

No, there was a reason. The dragon apparently did not trust enough to not be poisoned or most likely drugged.

It wasn't too far-fetched of a conclusion she decided having seen many sovereigns have food tasted before deciding to partake. Either way the most important feat of the day was that she had finally eaten.

When her eyes darted to the elk meat then back to Elsa expecting the same treatment, that is where she had to draw the line. Defeated, she sighed. "I don't like meat. Please just eat." Narrowing her eyes the dragon regarded it carefully with an experimental lick.

Elsa's breath remained held until after a few tense moments where not even Bruni moved she gave the meat the same treatment as the fish and began eating. The amphibian joined his friend briefly, tongue punching the meal before deciding it wasn't for him and crawled up to Elsa's hair.

With the spread now gone the dragon settled on a sunspot stretching before laying on her side to turn over onto her back. She gave Elsa an upside down winsome smile chuffing breathy.

Elsa chuckled, tilting her head in half attempt to put them at equal perspectives. Adorable overgrown gecko. She understood a dismal when one was given and raised a hand gracefully standing, leaving the dragon to sleep with a full belly for maybe the first time in weeks.


Elsa stood on the hill next to Nokk who neighed at sight of their home galloping straight towards it, her little haven, tucked away in the woods, bordering a large lake which fed into streams, to the ocean.

Elsa grinned, it had been two years since she built it but the same sense of accomplishment entered her as it always did whenever she stayed away for a period of time and returned.

It had a humble front yard, and a porch, below the porch was lined with healthy flower beds which Elsa kept with very careful tendency, above them was hanging plant beds resting in baskets that swung slightly whenever the wind or Gale passed through. The entire front was lightly guarded by a small crystalized ice fence centering at a spaced picket gate held shut by a small latch.

Bay windows which were only shut when she was away to allow Gale or Bruni free agency to come and go as they pleased, had the frames of dark wood stenciled with reinforced white ice.

She unfroze the rounded porthole shaped oak door stepping through into the front entryway.

An array of plants and flowers Elsa shared with hindered her from using her powers too much in the construction of her cottage. Anna had insisted on sending workers, Kristoff included, to help when Elsa had finally chosen the location but she declined only accepting pieces of furniture, rugs and other house essentials Anna personally delivered and declared to be housewarming gifts.

Still everytime she entered or dwelt in the abode Elsa had to admit the months of studying woodwork, and speaking with artisans of Arendelle helped bring her envisioning to fruition, having an already higher than average understanding of architecture also aided immensely.

A splashing sound drew her eyes to the open area she refused to close off with walls connecting to outside of the lake. Nokk counted the water with his hooves clearly in a jovial mood. He dispersed into the waters after Elsa tenderly smoothed her palm along his snout.

The ice support beams upon the ceiling doubled as another storage means she could keep her plants not wanting to waste any space. The wooden steps creaked slightly under her weight when Elsa descended entering her study room. It took a shape very similar to her old one which Anna had inherited. Elsa used a bit more of her magic, in the book shelves and desk facing the door.

Meticulously books were put away according to titles, genres, and dates they were written. Except one particular work. Anna had ordered for her to further her research. It was a Japanese legend of the supposed myths which were Eastern dragons, thankfully translated, from Corona. Elsa put writing a thankful letter to send to her cousin in her itinerary for later.

Carefully she opened the book where she had left off and began her research. Grand Pabbie was proven correct by the colorful illustrations of the serpent like dragons. Not that she had ever doubted the wise troll's words in the first place.

From her readings, oriental dragons were held in a higher esteem than their western cousins. Even considered by many to be the guardians of the heavens. What really garnered her interest was the stories and anecdotes about the dragons being protectors and controllers of both the weather and the very elements of earth, favored by wind and water. Are you a spirit of a different land?

It was difficult to believe that such powerful creatures who not only had immaculate abilities but very diligent followers, worshippers, were overtaken by dragonslayers armed with nothing but particularly hard weapons.

"What happened?" Elsa pondered aloud, sitting back in her chair. She glanced out to her right at the glass balcony double doors. It was an indulgent whim, but reminded her of the faithful awakening she had in her ice castle.

She stared at the book and her carefully crafted notes stacked in a neat pile beside it. None of it made sense to her. It was all so close in relation yet each piece of information couldn't seem to bridge the gap to properly form a correlation.

The dragon was not an Eastern dragon or at least didn't share their anatomy, yet supposedly came from the East, specifically Japan. The god-like dragons which fell victim to man's violent tendencies. How had they rallied enough support to begin the slaughter of dragons so long ago? How old was the dragon which seemed to narrowly evade the dragonslayers? Where did she really come from? How were there still dragonslayers with such expertise if dragons had been extinct for centuries?

As if sensing her stress a gust of wind blew through her papers nearly sending them off her desk if Elsa had not intervened placing her hands upon them. "Hey!" The wind blew through again this time more aggressively. "Gale!" She laughed as the spirit blew through once more, twirling her hair high letting it drop against her back.

Now with her thoughts impeded Elsa ran gentle fingers in the wind. "Is this very disadvantageous interruption a call for dinner?" Bruni climbed upon her desk, eyes irked. The sun had gone down, a tell of the hours she had spent reading and writing. An impatient neigh resonated through the hall.

Accepting defeat and being outnumbered, Elsa rose, stretching her cracking bones. "Alright, alright. I'm coming down.


It was a peaceful ritual the spirits developed together in the evenings they spent in their home.

Elsa would cook in the kitchen listening to Bruni irritate Nokk by either setting something aflame which Nokk would irritably extinguish or by climbing upon the water horse alit causing steam to resonate off him.

They continued the games while Elsa sat at the small round dining table either engrossed by a book or watching silently content to not pick sides unlike Gale who would intervene occasionally, defending who they deemed in the wrong at their whim. Usually it was Nokk.

Elsa then cleaned the kitchen as well as the dishes and made her way upstairs to her room.

It was this room she made almost entirely of ice, minus the books upon her shelf and thin sheet she used to cover herself at night, more so out of habit and comfort than to actually conceal warmth.

More of Anna's art littered her walls, with pictures sketched by Arendelle and Northuldran children.

After exiting her washroom, hair wet from bathing, Elsa sat at her vanity brushing the long locks. This part of her evening always pulled her thoughts to Anna. A bittersweet small smile graced her lips as she thought of the nights her queen would brush her hair, sometimes lovingly, and other times teasingly.

"I don't even know why you bother brushing it, miss 'my hair never tangles.'" 

Elsa hummed, placing the brush down.

Once in bed she managed to get in an hour of reading the book which sat on her nightstand under the light of a snowflake hovering above her head till fatigue got the better of her, claiming the spirit for the rest of night. Bruni nestled in her hair.


A loud bang sent Bruni flying across the bed sheet when Elsa bolted upright chest heaving from the fright it gave her. They exchanged glances then raced downstairs as the knocks grew more anxious the longer she took.

She peeked through a small hole and was about to answer when she realized she was in a simple white slip. "Just a second!" She called creating a white robe to tie around herself in maintaining modesty.

"Ah Elsa thank goodness you're home." Ryder haggardly breathed. She took in his appearance. Covered in black smoke spots, disheveled clothes rumpled.

Elsa's eyes slowly panned up above his head to see a large black plume cloud circling blotting out the sky.

Nokk bayed and ran through the living room wetting the floors to the front door.

As they rode towards the cloud, Ryder updated Elsa as best he could upon Emil. "The herd was separated at Eastern point but we managed to get one half clear but the fire is spreading too quickly for anyone to safely put it out."

A dark, low hanging smoke perfumed the forest suffocating life out as animals fled in various directions, Elsa and Ryder coughed drawing near. White blazed from her arms which extended in whatever way flames tried to devour the foliage.

Ryder took her upon a high hill so as to see the depth of the destruction moving rapidly across the land. They saw briefly Gale gust the heat towards water sources working quickly, smaller pyres were easily snuffed out.

Rock trolls carried the frightened Northuldrans and some reindeer high above and away from danger. Others who were not providing transportation gathered dirt in their palms, scattering it across the ground in powerful throws.

"Make sure everyone gets to safety, and steer clear. Move them towards Arendelle if things get out of hand." Elsa's unshakable voice spoke above the blizzard that was forming, cooling the already putrid hot air.

Snowfall moistened his already damp cheeks, whether it be from crying or from the tears jerked by the smoke Elsa could not tell.

"But what about the other half of the herd!" He yelled over the growing winds of hail and sleet. "I'll find them. Now get out of here!"

With that said a short hesitation from him was given before he spurred Emil into a retreat to fulfill Elsa's orders.

Navigating down into the valley and forest she dismounted Nokk allowing him the ability to drown the flames much easier. Bruni leapt from her shoulder seeking out the fire's sources, guiding Elsa to wherever they needed to be quenched. Her snowfall and winds covered more ground than she was able on two legs or by sliding along the frost covered surfaces. Her winter gales had unfortunately covered the south end of the forest in blankets of snow as Elsa followed Bruni closely, pelting branches of trees or anything else which had caught fire with rapid blue and white swirls.

The spirits worked in a circle containing the disaster to a choke point to cease its spread.

A very large clump of earth hurtling towards Elsa was blocked by an ice wall as she ducked avoiding debris littering across.

A branch snapping was the only warning Elsa had as an arrow directed towards her.

Before she could bring up another protective block reflexively the head of the weapon deflected against an armored scaled chest.

The dragon roared in the direction of the trajectory, breath hot against the cold air, standing to full height akin to a bear, wings beating furious winds, tail thrashing out behind her.

Her scales individually rubbed against their neighbor creating distinct dangerous low rattling almost hissing warning.

It had nearly muted the noise of breaking bushes and thickets. Glancing at each other they took after the fleeing assailant. Who now rode away on horseback.

Elsa aimed after the attacker but her arms fell once he disappeared from sight. Resting her hands on her knees she bent over to catch her breath.

She'd get them later, there was a reason they attacked her and she had a sneaking suspicion it had to do with the fire as well.

This wasn't over. 

The dragon continued further snorting but she too had to end the pursuit sitting down allowing her limp leg to sprawl out. She rested her head upon her paws huffing in short spurts.

Wanting to examine the damage Elsa slowly rid her magic in the environment packaging it in a giant snowflake neatly before breaking it down to mere dust which lingered in the air.

Tired, she leaned against a tree sliding down to ground dipping her head low and her arms upon her knees. Bruni climbed upon her leg and titled his head nuzzling her limp fingers.

Elsa's mind tried to process the night as she stood as sluggish as her attempt was.

Whatever the causes her questions were about to be answered when twenty minutes later a reindeer below rang out from a distance. Elsa squinted past the smoky haze Gale had yet to blow away.

Ears tuning into the noise the dragon rose but fell back down once more. Less graceful than her usual movements she clambered to her feet ignoring Elsa's protest who jogged toward her and limped off deeper into the wood.

"Elsa!" A voice called. Soon the spirit was enveloped in an embrace from behind. Breaking from her stupor Elsa turned in Honeymaren's arms returning the hug. Ryder's arms enveloped both of them tightly.

"Are you alright?" Elsa, unaware that she had even been unable to speak, nodded meekly. As if not believing her the siblings checked her over for injury but found nothing but her soot stained robe and skin.

"Is anyone injured?" She asked, finding her voice once more.

"Everyone got away unharmed." Yelena's revelation gave the spirit an unspoken invitation to seat herself upon a fallen tree in a heap.

Honeymaren continued rubbing her back in soothing circles as the three allowed their exhausted friend to collect herself.

"The fire grew while we slept, awoken by the cries of our animals." Yelena began. "It grew at unnatural speeds as if we had happened upon a dry season similar to the flames that overtook Arendelle some weeks ago..."

Gasping at the implications Elsa stood and took a couple careful steps towards the elder. "When the fire settled I was attacked by a mysterious figure in black and gray cloaks..." Ryder and Honeymaren shared worried glances, not used to the intensity Elsa spoke her convictions in. "The dragon who is taking shelter in the forest came to my aid. We chased them but the assailant fled."

They all took in the new intel. It certainly complicated things.

"Where's the dragon now?" Ryder's worried voice cut the tension as Emil drew closer to him less for her comfort than it was for his.

"She went back to her den..." A worried shake resounded in her tone.

"I'll gather capable warriors and we'll hunt down this attacker." Honeymaren reported her palms closing in shaking fists. Before departing upon Erin she rested a hand on Elsa's sagged shoulders offering a placating smile. "Get some rest Elsa, you've done more than enough." But it wasn't enough. Not only did she have to worry about whether these men had been possibly involved with the dragonslayers, but now they had gotten away from her and showed a promising tendency for arson.

Ryder spoke up again offering an escorting arm to Yelena. "We'll gather those who don't join us to salvage what they can and take damage reports." Yelena joined him on his small cart.

Nodding Elsa spoke up as an afterthought. "Perhaps I'll join you to get some medical supplies... If they're available."

Ryder perked up before reaching behind. "Sure! We didn't know quite what to expect so Honeymaren brought this just in case." He handed over a small box which Elsa gratefully took.

"Honeymaren is correct Elsa," she said, taking the younger's hand gently as if sensing the reckless aura she endowed. "Please rest, we can discuss more tomorrow morning."

Elsa watched them ride off, box clutched to her chest when a wet nose pressed into her shoulder earning a gentle stroke. Kneeling Nokk steadied as Elsa swung herself onto his back.

Rest. Shaking her head Elsa spurred him off toward the Drage's den.

She'd do anything but.


The dragon despite her best efforts wasn't able to make it to her den. Elsa's heart broke when she witnessed her leg shake from the strain of being dangled above the ground while she hobbled further on three legs.

She can't go on like this. 

Making her presence known Elsa broke from the treeline. The dragon puled pathetically at her, ear appendages flattening against her head.

Looking down at the ground Elsa held up her hand showing her intentions. As if sensing a promise breaking the dragon tried to gather herself continuing her cries.

The louder they grew the more Elsa's hand trembled.

"Where the north wind meets the sea.."

Her fruitless escape attempts ceased upon hearing the Spirit's melodious voice regarding her with large pupils.

"There's a river full of memories..." Elsa's voice cracked from the emotion welling in her throat but her audience didn't seem to mind as she drew closer.

"Sleep, my darling, safe and sound." She looked over her injurious leg, reaching into the box. She beckoned Nokk over and when the horse refused to come closer to the beast. Elsa looked over her shoulder whispering. "Please..."

Snorting rather dramatically he walked over offering his mane to the cloth she held.

When it was drenched he gained distance again and hurried to get away.

The dragon complained again, Elsa cooed gently lifting the rag to the wound. "For in this river all is found."

Cleaning it as gently as she could she hummed the hymn, wincing whenever a high whine was released. Slowly the puss, and dried blood rinsed away.

After some prompting the dragon lifted her leg while Elsa carefully wrapped it round her mid thigh.

"In her waters, deep and true- You know," she started, while focusing on her work. "I have an idea of what to name you. I just need to double check my sources before I tell you."

The dragon chuffed sounding a bit more sanguine than prior. "Lie the answers and the path for you."

"I'll fix that too if you'll allow me." Elsa said mid hum. The dragon looked to her gestured wing lifting it up, the moonlight shined through the gap on the ground in a near perfect circle.

As if more curious than anything by her process the dragon offered her wing to Elsa once her leg was securely wrapped.

Elsa felt a swell of pride as her dragon seemed less tightly wound. She gauged the wing's membrane elasticity and structure with a rapt heed.

Closing her eyes, Elsa heard a surprised guffaw as her magic overtook the hole enclosing it. Blue and white swirls connected the sinews together before settling.

Bruni climbed upon the wing inspecting her work. He licked the icy dust before Elsa picked him up wagging a humorous finger in his face.

"Besides Olaf, Marshmallow, and my palace, I'd say this is one of my better works. Wouldn't you agree, Nokk?" The horse rebuked her trotting in a circle.

Slowly both wings rose as the dragon tested it tilting toward the wind. Elsa backed away, giving her space to fully extend them.

She was not expecting the dragon who wiggled her rear end to bound into the sky gaining altitude, taking off eastward with a spin, voice exploding in the air with a victorious drum, before Elsa could even utter a 'Wait.'

She stood there hopeless among the flying dust and leaves. Her breathing wanted to quicken to compensate for her thundering heart.

She tried to calm shakily sitting down on the ground by the waterfall.

Everything caught up, the fires, the damaged forest, the attempt made upon her life, the last existing Dragens lys having had just left. She failed Grand Pabbie and Bulda having lost the last of pure light in the world in a blink of an eye.

When her brain settled on the many problems which all lacked viable solutions stinging tears pooled in her corneas and fell turning into full sobs.

She hugged herself as she crumpled.

Nokk approached slowly, not disturbing the fragile air that surrounded the woman. Bruni rested his small head on her lap.

A snowfall began to fall around them. It was quiet and small, as if reflecting Elsa's last spent energies. A hard cry hurt the muscles in her chest as it tried keeping up with her haggard hiccuping breaths.

Nokk backed away, but Elsa didn't have the strength to open her eyes. She snorted, nose congested.

A gentle pressure rested atop her head. Elsa's shot nerves jumped at the feeling which lifted when she lurched upward.

Paw, still suspended in the air, held still while Elsa roughly wiped away her tears and mucus on her robe sleeve to get a better look at the dragon, who sat beside her tail curled around them. Elsa blinked a couple times as if she hadn't believed her vision.

She watched her before resuming to pet Elsa's hair tenderly.

Elsa's heart beat slowed to a reasonable tempo as she curled her knees closer to her chest. Elsa closed her eyes once more testily leaning against the dragon's side...

Her brain deemed rest the priority as it packaged all the worry and stress away finally emptying enough to allow Elsa sleep.

 

Chapter Text

"But how do we know it wasn't the dragon residing in the woods!"

"You dare doubt the Fifth Spirit's witness? Her life was threatened!"

"I am merely giving the benefit of the doubt-"

"I'll give you the benefit of doubt before I punch you in the face." Ryder placed a hand on his sister's bicep lowering it down to the table. Honeymaren's face remained deep red, Elsa could have sworn she saw an angry vein hidden beneath the small wisps of hair that hung free from her head.

"Enough. I am just as weary of the dragon's presence as any of you but I will not veto Elsa's testament." Yelena gave the current context of the conversation a significant look but it was not reciprocated since Elsa was daydreaming out of the window wondering when the meeting would reach some conclusion. She had already reported her story to them and they had already given reports to the damages caused in the village and forest, but it seemed Yelena wouldn't adjourn until everyone had some semblance of peace and security.

It wasn't that she blasé to their concerns, she actually considered them very heavily but the accusing of her dragon had brought on a sense of indifference defense, in addition to a meeting she had in less than hour with Arendelle's Monarch albeit was a lot more informal still Anna's time had extreme value and she would not be tardy.

All silenced when she began to speak when she turned her eyes upon them all deliberately.

"The dragon is no threat to the village and her safety and health is my imperative. I understand everyone's trepidation at her stay and do not wish to stress you all, I will take full responsibility for all her actions but she was not the one who caused the fires last night I assure you. Honeymaren?"

The woman straightened upon hearing her name giving Elsa her full attention instead of the fools she had been arguing with all morning, nodding with her brows furrowed.

"Any news back from the scouts you sent out last night?"

"Nothing yet but their search remains diligent."

Elsa nodded at her now regarding Yelena who gave an equally respectful stare. "I will try to keep her from the village until everyone has good faith that the attack was not hers." Satisfied Yelena graciously called the meeting to an impasse yield until some results were conclusive.

Elsa was the first out of the temporary council tent and upon Nokk before Honeymaren could run out to stop her.

"Elsa?" That was a call she could not ignore but was surprised to hear nonetheless. How did Yelena make it out before Honeymaren did? How fast did she move to be standing calmly beside Nokk hands folded with nothing out of place, not even a breath?

"Yes?" Yelena made certain others were out of earshot before answering. Her tender voice drew up Elsa's brow in shock. "I'm worried about you." It took the younger woman much longer than she would have liked to recover.

She dismounted Nokk, leveling their gazes; she had always been taught it was rude to speak formally with someone atop a horse when you were either below their station or of equals.

"I have some concerns that you are putting the world upon your shoulders again instead of distributing its weight among those who would happily take it, those who care about you." Yelena certainly did not open up like this often. She voiced her concerns yes, but all emotional ties were usually put at the back, stating them as facts rather than the state of her being.

"I'm sorry to cause-" She couldn't even finish the thought in her head before she was interrupted. There was no point in rushing Yelena was clearly in command of the conversation from the moment she said Elsa's name.

"You're doing it again, there is no reason for you to apologize for my... anxieties." Elsa didn't believe that for a second. "I know I'm keeping you but all I ask is that you try not to punish yourself in penitence for things out of your control, even silently." Yelena left Elsa to digest her words thoroughly.

"Please." The quiet plea said over Yelena's shoulder when she turned her head back concreted the discussion in Elsa's subconscious. She was snapped out of her silent arguments she began developing by the anxious Nokk counting the ground.

She had to meet Anna at her cottage and if she wanted to remain punctual she could afford no more delays.


She sighed in relief upon arrival seeing that she had beat her sister, immediately dismounting she ran in leaving the door ajar kicking off her flats to set up the tea nook in the back gardens.

Every visit she always hosted them back here, not caring to admit it but silently accepting the reason being the compliments and pride Anna drowned her older sister in be it about the flowers Elsa grew or how picturesque the view was of the lake, mountains, how at the right time of dusk the sunset would hit the lake and make it shimmer and at night when the peaceful waters were still how the night sky reflected in the pools as if a thousand stars also resided here on earth.

The cups, food platters, and other dishes clinked together as Elsa sped walked down the cobble path to the small table setting down the china and cutlery. Teacups hung on her fingers to save the trip.

She practically ran back inside to retrieve the small Hors d'oeuvres she prepared, unable to hide her elation she always had when her sister and brother in law visited.

Anna had written that they would be spending the night to taste test a bottle of spirits with Elsa she had received as a late birthday gift from a Ruskland duke. It was known the queen was partial to the drinks, as Anna had put it 'they made fun even more fun' though Elsa had a strong disagreement to that sentiment.

Observing the table Elsa's hand cupped her chin as she wondered what was missing that continuously tickled the back of her mind.

Snapping her fingers loudly they danced together spawning a vase and ice chrysanthemums Anna's favorites. She had been very accommodating to Kristoff as well fixing up his favorite type of bacon wrapped cranberry appetizers.

Going over the details once more and now being satisfied she gave a small nod. Not particularly fancy enough for a state visit but still intimately pleasant.

"Elsa!" Anna called entering her home while Kristoff unloaded the sleigh with their belongings. This would definitely take him two trips due to his wife's tendencies to over pack insisting every single article in her trunk was an absolute necessity.

"Elsa!" Olaf repeated, hugging her legs.

Now fully constricted, Elsa hugged back tightly, before she attempted to pull away but was held by Anna's arm around her waist. At least she could walk since Olaf had released her legs.

Chuckling as her sister led her to the couch in the sitting room. She was released when Anna Ooed at the chocolate truffles Elsa set out helping herself to a handful. Olaf gave himself a tour of her abode talking to himself animatedly as he always did when he visited.

Decorum abandoned, Anna spoke as she cheeked the treats. "So tell me all about last night.." she swallowed with a loud gulp. "Why you're still running into fires like you're mental." She shot a warning deadpan look Elsa's way, grabbing her sister's chin who was distracted by Kristoff's noisy grunts in the entryway.

"He's fine, he needs the exercise anyways." Kristoff balked at Anna's comment, resting his elbows on the trunk he set down vertically.

"Excuse me but I'm not the one who eats at least four desserts in a single day."

Elsa giggled behind her hand when Anna threw a truffle his way aiming for his head but the trajectory was changed as he opened his mouth catching it.

Olaf hid a loud whisper behind his hand to the man. "I wasn't going to say anything but I think you both could do with carrying in a few trunks."

"Alright you lost your smelling privileges." Kristoff snatched the carrot as Olaf chased him back outside.

Elsa then with prodding went over the events of the previous night keeping out many details that would make her endeavors sound too dangerous.

Her prudent attempts all derailed upon mentioning the arrow despite her efforts to draw attention to a certain dragon's preventative actions.

"We're going to need this sooner than I thought..." Anna mumbled pouring the liquor in a cup. "Anna, it's barely passed one." Kristoff berated taking the bottle.

She shrugged. "You're right we should be sharp minded when we meet the hero dragon." A moment's pause had the man staring off before he grumbled pouring three glasses.

Olaf clapped. "We're going to meet a dragon! I've never met a dragon before." He tapped his snowy chin when recollection hit him. "Oh! Except for the one that destroyed our roof, and blew fire all over the city, and attacked Mattias and the soldiers, and ran away into-"

Giggling, Anna handed Elsa a glass which she had begun to refuse stating they'd be trying it tonight but Anna pushed it into her hands brow raised.

"You know it's quite rude to refuse a drink from your queen." She knew where the target was to coerce Elsa and hit dead center.

Relenting Elsa took the glass. "You're very pushy, you know." She lamented cradling the glass carefully in her palm.

"All the more reason why I am surprisingly great at politics."

They held up the cups standing in a circle. "Here's to Elsa giving me nothing but gray hairs and not dying."

"To Elsa not dying!" Kristoff repeated.

"To Elsa not dying!" Olaf cheered happily that his surrogate mother wasn't dying. Or was she and they were trying to stop it?

Elsa shrugged. She could drink to that. "To not dying." a smile began forming and bled out into her cheer.

They tipped the glasses and down the liquor. Elsa's pupils dilated as she sputtered, coughing, placing a hand on Kristoff's shoulders to steady herself from both embarrassment and the burning in her chest.

Anna sputtered, dribbling some of the liquid on her green and black travel clothes laughing at her sister's blunder. She wiped her chin with the back of her hand.

"Are you drunk already?" Olaf asked curiously. It usually took Anna two drinks to get 'there' as Mattias called her states of when she was buzzed. If Kristoff wasn't around he would take over being her drunken caretaker, while not abandoning decorum, and has even been known to not only cover Anna's drunk rants about specific dignitaries and royals Anna had a distaste for but tuck her in to bed when she either fell asleep at the table, on the table, standing up, on her throne, or just about anywhere.

She shook her head at Kristoff who did not join in on her mockery then gestured to Elsa. "Oh come on, that was funny, the spirit can't handle her spirits."

"I beg to differ." Elsa said, not quite finding the humor, flicked her wrists summoning a handkerchief to wipe her face and blue tunic which had remained tucked into her white breeches. "So tea." She offered, gesturing to the back yard.

"Oh! Tea I can't drink it but I do enjoy the smell- Kristoff I need my nose back."

"Ah damn it!" Anna complained, stepping outside. "We could have poured the vodka in it."

Elsa shook her head grinning. "No thanks."


"So uh... Where is she?" Olaf asked.

Elsa's eyes scanned the skies with her hands shielding them. They were dejectedly empty save for a few puffy white clouds which glided along slowly.

"I told her to meet us here this morning." Elsa frowned. She had picked the perfect place to show the graceful beauty in flight.

"I have very important people for you to meet this afternoon so I would ask you kindly to look presentable-" Elsa emphasized the word taking in the dragon's mud covered scales as she was caught mid lick with a fish.

Elsa could see her considering her word carefully as she stood up and before the woman could duck in cover shook the mud as a dog who would attempt to rid moisture from their pelt.

Elsa spit out the mud which coated the side of her lips, she gave a gracious slight head bow. "Th-Thank you."

The dragon mewed, looking quite pleased with the ordeal, examined her body for any traces of mud or muk which she accumulated by following a deer's idea of wallowing. 

"You told her?" Kristoff yelled dubiously.

"Kristoff can-can you steer us away from the cliff side?" Anna clutched his tan tunic sleeve nervously. She truly hated them, always stating she needed to lay down when faced with the sheer faces of the ones near the fjord.

"Don't worry Anna, it's only an endless drop down into the ocean below, so if you fall you won't hit the ground." Olaf patted her knee as she paled further.

Elsa tended to her swiftly placing both hands on her shoulders rubbing them up and down.

He took a bite of Olaf's nose before kissing her head. "No worries my sweet sweet carrot top-"

"I told you not to call me that, the tops of carrots aren't even good you toss those out." Anna leaned into Elsa's touch, her cool hands did help chase away the dizzying effects the cliff's edge had.

"We're not even close to-"

"Kristoff!" Anna cried.

Elsa reacted quickly, shooting a blast from her fingertips, as she jumped from the sleigh, rushing to the edge of the drop. Her icy rope lassoed around his ankle stopping his plummet.

Kristoff sucked in air from screaming as he reached up clutching the rope. Sven bellowed and grasped the back of her blouse between his teeth, while Olaf grasped his tail tightly, yanking her backward.

A large shadow passed over them.

Kristoff landed upon Elsa with a rough tumble. She groaned in pain climbing from up under the large man. Anna had already thrown her arms around him kissing every inch of his face before running her hands along his chest and neck checking for any harm.

The man was locked in shock, eyes expanded to almost impossible widths as Sven sniffed his hair.

Elsa looked up and frowned. Anna's eyes followed hers now understanding the cause of the ruckus. She stood and pointed at the ground. "Get down here now!" Elsa gulped at how the anger shook her throat and words.

The dragon landed stumbling slightly, looking confused as to why the mountain man was still alive.

Upon regarding the scene before her she no longer felt proud of herself that much was certain when her chest sunk slightly, between Elsa's look of bewilderment and Anna's red cheeks, she garbled lowly ears folding back almost apologetically.

Olaf tried to rush forward, arms extended. "Hi I'm Olaf-" he spoke the rest of his greeting behind Kristoff's hand who clutched at him tightly in his lap.

Anna stepped forward. "First you destroy my roof then you go and chuck my husband off a cliff!" The dragon's neck leaned back, eyes darting to the side at Elsa who offered no aid. She slowly and diffidently copied Anna's peeved stance, arms akimbo, foot tapping.

"Do you hate me? Is that it? I didn't do anything to you!"

The dragon tucked her tail, eyes downcast, looking like a scolded kitten letting out barely audible pitiful noises at her chastisement.

At this Anna softened slightly. She approached further, "Can we start over?" A little glance at her told Anna yes.

"I'm prin- er- Queen Anna of Arendelle. Resident of castle Arendelle, owner of the roof you broke." Anna held out her hand which was dwarfed by the paw which jiggled her fingers lightly.

She giggled, raising her shoulders up to her ears.

The dragon's attention was caught by small twigs enveloping her forepaw tightly, while the sisters helped Kristoff to stand on his still wobbling legs.

Elsa was endeared to the moment as Olaf giggled at the dragon who dragged her large slightly forked tongue over his head.

Well besides the attempt on Kristoff's life, this was going great. Elsa had witnessed the big curious goof the dragon became as she grew more comfortable with her surroundings and less fearful.

Anna tried persuading her husband to join her by the dragon's side but he went on how he needed to comfort the now traumatized Sven.

Anna put a hand upon the dragon's right flank slowing when she recoiled slightly but held still bravely as she touched her scales which quivered underneath the flighting caresses.

"Whoa." Anna ran her hand up and down the scaly surface, noting the intense heat. "I'm petting a dragon!" Her cheers only grew with small jumps as the dragon crooned at her. It was similar to the pleading tone she gave Elsa the night she finally mended her leg and wing. A cry the spirit now personally identified as 'Don't hurt me, please.' 

She wrapped both arms around the now stiff creature who, similar to Kristoff, froze while keeping eye contact with Elsa. "Mmm I could use you in the winter." Elsa nodded in encouragement, trusting that if anyone could be a representative of the good and happiness humanity could bring it was Anna.

"She has the warmest hugs I've ever received." Olaf too went in full body.

"Elsa this big Ole cutie gave you all that trouble? If she hadn't scared the living daylights outta me I wouldn't believe it." Elsa opened her mouth to protest the dragon's remarkable permissive behavior to Anna and Olaf's curious handsy greetings, but decided against it, this was what she wanted after all.

She knew half of her family were near impossible to refuse, be it a stubborn lawyer who did not want to pass a bill of law to a dragon who now wrapped a tail round the two purring.

"Kristoff, you have to feel our friend here, she's so sweet." Olaf refused to release his new obsession unlike Anna who now just rested a hand upon her shoulder, her eyes met the content looking at Elsa's silently speaking.

Anna understood now.


"I could have died!" Kristoff protested, folding his arms. He had wearily offered a pet which the dragon initially moved away from probably sensing the man's budding negative opinion of her, but the dragon soon abandoned her ruminative thought of him when she discovered teasing him was very entertaining, much like Anna in an abstract sense but different in action.

Twenty minutes into their introduction Kristoff received the second biggest fright of his life when the dragon crouched shaking her shoulders pretending to pounce on him but instead landed a few inches from his face which fell away as he peeled backwards quickly and clumsily.

"Yes but you didn't so it's funny now."

Anna rested her head on his shoulder.

"Yea but why me? Why couldn't she have grabbed you?" The latter most likely would have drawn an even darker opinion in the man about the dragon.

Anna thought for a moment, tapping her chin slowly. "Because I look like Elsa." She pointed at the woman who tilted an incredulous head at her brows knitting together. She and Kristoff spoke at the same time.

"I don't think that's the correct reason."

"She couldn't have seen you from up there."

Again Anna shrugged leaning against the tree now watching the Dragon try to draw closer to Sven who kept his distance with Olaf in tow trying to convince him how warm she was. A secret the sisters shared, if anyone wanted to know at times how Kristoff was feeling outwardly, look to his reindeer who sometimes served as an inverse mirror to the man.

"What's her name?"

"She doesn't have one yet." Elsa answered, picking imaginary dirt off her pants, it was a bit of shame that made her desire to meet Anna's eyes grow less and less. At those moments when she and the dragon interacted a name was less of a necessity than figuring out how the dragon felt and could be helped. During those times Elsa concluded that the dragon's scars flowed deeper than physicality; enough exposure was evident to anyone paying attention.

"What? Well Elsa what have you been doing these past few weeks?"

Elsa began counting upon her fingers, looking up, her voice oozed of sarcasm. "Oh well let's see: Stopping forest fires, visiting the trolls, tracking down a dragon, important research about how the last dragon may right in front of u-"

Anna grasped her fingers saluting a peace, she silently cursed herself for drawing attention to how busy her sister had been. "Fair enough. We have to name her though." She hummed, taking in the dragon's appearance carefully.

"Periwinkle."

"What?" Elsa and Kristoff asked simultaneously.

"Periwinkle." She stated as if they were missing the obvious. "It's cute and she's cute."

"That's really dumb." She slapped Kristoff's arm lightly. "Oh yea let's see what you come up with 'Mr. Judgy"

Kristoff regarded their subject pursing his lips. "I like Paul." He said simply.

"We are not naming the dragon, Paul." Anna ridiculed. "She's a girl for one."

"How do you know?" Both their eyes turned to Elsa when hugged herself not meeting their eyes, her mouth hid behind her fingers as she cradled her elbow in the opposite palm.

"Cause she's-she's pretty." She felt even more foolish when Kristoff rolled his eyes.

"Paul."

"We're not naming her Paul." Anna nearly growled. Elsa rubbed her temples in circles.

Both names are terr-

"Let's ask her," Kristoff cupped his mouth and yelled. "Paul!" The dragon looked up momentarily from her play in the field with Sven and Olaf before turning back now distracted by a dragonfly she gave chase to.

"Rest my case." He said clapping his hands ending in a rub together as one would do before eating a long awaited meal.

"Oh yea," Anna yelled even louder. "Periwinkle!" Again the dragon gave them her attention albeit a bit more annoyed than before. The dragonfly got away.

"She looked at me longer."

"Both those names are..." Elsa continued carefully. "Not ideal."

"Oh yeah well you didn't even have a name for her." Anna challenged.

"I have a name for her I just didn't tell her yet." With expected eyes on her she continued. "Well I was going to name her Ryu."

Kristoff shot up an inquisitive brow. "What's that mean?"

"It's Japanese...for... Dragon." She replied quietly.

"You were going to name the dragon...dragon?"

"Says the one who wanted to name her Periwinkle." Kristoff grumbled under his breath. It was still heard and led to a debate Elsa tuned out since it did not seem overly serious. Her gaze fell to the sweet creature in the fields.

Her charging legs had displaced a caterpillar and its perch. Skidding to a halt she looked over the small plant she destroyed. Allowing it to crawl up onto her paw the dragon placed it upon her nose.

Elsa's head titled as a warmth spread through her chest watching the dragon show the small life to Olaf and Sven before placing it gently on tree branches. She grinned warbling softly at it, tail slowly wagging completely astounded.

Elsa's unconscious sigh cut through the arguing unintentionally. The couple stared at her, the expression she had odd. They looked at what kept her attention.

Paul/Periwinkle was laying on her back allowing Olaf to jump upon her stomach among flowers, the pollen entering her snout snapping her head forward in a sneeze.


They had said their goodbyes to the dragon who took off of the cliff over the ocean. Elsa was tempted to invite her to her home but the dragon was gone before she had even come to the conclusion. Another time perhaps.

Elsa remained silent for the ride, occasionally answering Anna and Kristoff's questions about anything pertaining to the dragon. Olaf took over the silence telling his tales of the adventures they had wandering off to a brook.

Apparently the dragon liked to swim and more importantly splash. From his stories which sometimes began at the middle and ended in the beginning she was just as easily distracted as he, from what Elsa could interpret, but also managed to actually focus on multiple predicaments at a time a skill Olaf was inherently lacking.

At Elsa's cottage in the sitting room more drinks were poured as Elsa presented her notes and learnings to them upon the center living room table.

She almost wished they were numbered but to Anna that hadn't mattered and Kristoff was able to decipher which ones were connected.

She sat with her leg hiked up on the couch tucked nearly underneath its twin, the drink already loosening her inhibitors.

"Dragens lys." Anna read carefully speech slightly slurred. She took in her physically and mentally tired sister who was rubbing the bridge of her nose. "Uh-huh." Anna shook head head, eyes closed when the weight of what was happening finally settled like a fog over her aura.

Kristoff read the room before he and Anna exchanged glances. Anna left hurriedly while he grabbed Elsa's hand startling her briefly. She looked up at him perplexed. "Come on dance with me."

"Wha- there's no music and I don't dance." As the words left her mouth a light cheerful room sounded from the stairs.

Anna wiggled her brows nudging her head forward, fingers almost expertly playing at the strings of her violin, the tune filled the cottage riding it off the detriments of the task that slowly presented itself to the misfit family.

Elsa sighed, dragging to her feet. Kristoff was a bit more exuberant in dance than she was until his energy soaked in like a contagion.

Elsa giggled as he swung her around. Anna paused in short intermission reaching to pour more drinks.

"Elsa! Elsa let me show you how they cheer in Russia- you're gonna freak out- uh where can I break a glass." Elsa's brows rose at the inquiry. Pointing to the outside pathway, she already was reserved to whatever customs they beheld in Russia upon entry to the idea but her curiosity had taken center stage in the forefront of her mind.

Anna led them to the back and took the shot. Elsa jumped when glass Was shattered into stone. "Huzzah!" Anna shouted laughing, her throw was Abit too close to their legs for Elsa's liking but no one appeared to be injured so she copied, her aim a bit further away, she, completely flushed, took her shot, face sour then copied Kristoff who had also aimed his glass a bit farther.

"Huzzah." She shook her shoulders a little, festively in a little cheer. It was fun.

Upon returning from Sven in the gardens Olaf challenged them to an impromptu round of charades.

Elsa was still stiff when it came her turn unsure of how exactly to act out the dragon. How topical.

Unsure, her fingers curled in tiny hooks by her cheeks in an attempt to create fangs.

"A pincher bug!"

"A- Uh pincher bug!"

"Hey that was my answer."

She flapped her arms lightly, keeping her elbows tucked into her sides.

"Bird!"

"Chicken."

"That's still a bird." Kristoff explained, legs crossed.

When time ran out Elsa sat down showing Anna the paper. "You get the easiest ones!" She complained, taking her turn.

She read the paper. A spitting politician. "You gotta be kidding me."

"Hey no talking."


Elsa sat on her balcony in her study, the moon now full, she didn't know why she was out there. Maybe the flush of her cheeks felt pleasant against the night air. Perhaps she enjoyed the crickets and other ambience the forest had to offer. Or maybe she wished to see a dragon's silhouette against the full moon.

That dragon had become her reason for a lot of things. The Dragen lys. Was that why she felt such an obligation to care for her? Her mind imagined her limping along in the field of wildflowers rolling around, carefree. No, Elsa shook her head. Her actions would remain the same had in another life there was no such a thing as Dragens lys.

"Ryu." It was soft, barely speaking into the night. A test of sound. It sounded lovely. The name raised questions about the strange creature it embodied, so many parallels that all made sense if one took the time to really delve into the subject. What did it mean? Where did it come from? Why had it been?

Elsa felt a slight curve of her lips, her legs lazily kicking from the bench while her arms supported her weight. Should she say it again? The question made her bubble in giggles steadily rising in octaves at the silliness of it. She could say it as much as she wanted. "Ry-"

"There you are." Anna plopped down beside her barely giving the older girl time to make room for her. She lifted the bottle of liquor. "You wanna finish this?" She slurred. Elsa daintily took it from her grasps. "No and neither do you." Anna awed, begging her for one more drink.

"Fine. But that's it. I don't want you getting sick in my kitchen again." Anna cheered as they took one more swig. Elsa sneakily hid the bottle under the bench tucking it back with her toe.

No need to repeat her twenty third birthday. The thought caused an involuntary shudder.

"Hmm?" Anna asked, roused from the small tremors, lifting her head from Elsa's shoulder.

Elsa merely played in her hair resting her cheek against Anna's head. She closed her eyes, arms around her sister. They had found themselves here at this time many times before, drunk, sober, crying both tears of happiness and sorrow.

This place was slowly becoming a crucial point in both their histories and futures. It was where time stopped and it was just the two of them watching the moon which was also frozen in place. The sun would never rise so long as they sat there.

"What's wrong Anna?" There it was again. That strange intuition her sister always had about her feelings and the feelings which of course could not deflect onto herself.

"I'm scared." There was no use to denying it. Both of them knew denial would be just a waste of time.

"I know, 'of what' though is the question?"

"Well... Our family has a habit of falling into a happy pattern, we all reach a point in our lives where we're happy and it doesn't even feel long since it's been so long if that makes sense, and then..." Elsa prodded on Anna to continue. "and then?"

Her lips quivered in an effort to not cry. "And then something bad happens to uproot us. Something drastic, hell it's even happened when we're not happy. Hell I'm not ever afraid to change anymore, it can be good, yet the consequences of what it brings still haunt me." The pain was audible, Elsa knew what haunted her sister. What drove her still adverse reaction to change.

"I have felt like I've never needed to learn anything else from life before which was foolish, but life always has proved me wrong." It always did, and it always hurt. Each time escalating the last as if life said but wait there's more at the end of each needed yet still painful lesson it taught all of them.

"Anna," Elsa began. Whether the drink had loosened her lips she didn't know but she had only hoped that this was what her younger sister needed.

"At the end of each lesson, sometimes in the short perspective of things it seems not worth it, the pain, the efforts we give and take, but it's necessary to help us grow as we should be doing always, and with growth change will never stop, and never stop being needed, and I'm happy about that since I get to see you become all the more this amazing, spectacular person you've become, and I'm amazed every single time."

Anna lifted once more and planted a sloppy kiss upon the corner of Elsa's mouth.

Elsa hummed, rubbing her arms. "What was that for?" She asked quietly.

Anna shrugged. "Guess I've grown fond of you...over the years." Her voice groggy covered a yawn.

"I should be so lucky."

"You are."

After a few minutes just when Elsa thought she was sleeping she spoke again.

"Elsa?"

"Hmm?"

"You love me?"

"You know I do."

"Then promise me you won't ever leave me."

Elsa parted her lips and inhaled a small breath.

Chapter 8

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

There were a few rules that the dragon lived by, live and let live and enjoy life and all it had to offer are the two Elsa had learned were a part of her true character. She had stored the pain that her dragon felt and tried to carefully address it whenever she was able.

However if the situation was uncalled for such behavior she did not.

Whenever she wanted to bring forth the pain of touch and all the subtle implications that had been accompanying it in the past she found it inappropriate as her new companion had been busy with the inhabitants of the forest.

Currently she was balanced on a sturdy branch crooning for a baby bird to join her family in the sky who had abandoned her. The bird's mother could not be faulted Elsa concluded as she had limited time and other young to care for and teach to find food.

She did give quite a significant amount of prompting to the chick before taking off, more than what Elsa had seen inspired by determination to help her young to fledge but despite all her efforts they were ignored.

The dragon decided to become a participant in the lesson climbing the tree and after some strong convincing became either a non threat or an inevitable variable in the chick's untimely demise.

After some attempts to demonstrate how flight was achieved the dragon much to the chick's detest began nudging it gently out of the nest, paying heed to not destroy its delicate structure.

Elsa's anxieties rose as she did from her rock perch as it neared the edge of the branch trying to hop Over the dragon's rounded snout. She hugged her arms and hair in a learned behavior to curve her negative emotions which increased.

The dragon hadn't waited for the robin chick's consensus to draw the conclusion it was ready to. She had seen it, it was not sick, weak, or suffered any inflictions it simply didn't want. That was why she persisted, not willing to let the chick waste the precious life it had been gifted.

Upon the edge the dragon used her tongue to nudge it forth. The chick drew out a pleading squeak upon the long fall to ground, yet it never met the ground and instead in the rampant effort of flapping met the end of a snout underneath.

Deposit the safety net she provided the dragon had remained powerless in whether the bird would survive but instead increased its chances by not allowing it to drop too low whenever they failed to catch their weight with their wings. After an hour of falling, flapping, and catching the bird had learned how to navigate the air as a novice.

Elsa didn't know why she was hesitant to glance to right where the dragon who was too busy overwatching the bird's flight stood. Perhaps it was the conclusions her mind regarded no matter how foggy they may be.

Her gaze became a magnet when the dragon turned her head to her. Why had she been so nervous? It was a comfortable stare they held together.

A chirp broke their regarding of one another. Instead of dwelling in the moment the dragon drew forward lifting to her hind legs. The noises she let out were exclamatory in pride that made the woman jealous as they represented everything she wished for growing up.

They definitely inspired the bird to leave the wood heading for the open fields. Their tutor started in the direction, turning as if sensing Elsa's lack of following she summoned her with a growl and head jerking in the direction. 

In the field what was to be respected as the bird's family resided to which they joined gaining height. The dragon flapped her wings instinctively wanting to join but with great restraint held back. She had not developed the same understanding with the other robins as she had with the fledgling.

After a couple of minutes of watching the family take the sky Elsa approached however shyly to her companion and nudged her flank unsuccessfully moving her in any manner physically. "They're amazing, want to see some other friends of mine?"

The contemplative ooh said yes as the dragon followed the spirit back to the forest. They walked longer than Elsa would have expected had it not been for the multiple stops they made along the way to say hello to some very frightened brown rats, a few stoats, and some toads which the dragon tried to copy by hopping along in the streams creating splashes Elsa avoided.

Elsa denoted their arrival with a waving gesture over her arm to a bees nest which bustled so busily they're arrival had not been noticed. She placed a halting hand upon the eager dragon's chest spreading her fingers causing an involuntary shiver.

"I don't think they're as eager to be your friend as the stoats were."Her voice chastened, as she felt the strong and powerful inhales and exhales of the creature. Reminding her of life's very essence, to take in each moment and live it fully. Was that what it meant to be a dragon, to know oneself and be just that?

Her dragon had unapologetically introduced herself, nothing but herself, to other creatures wanting to know more of them while also showcasing who she was to them hoping that they would like her. If they did they learned much more than if they hadn't known her and if they weren't interested it was a loss however sad not debated long enough before she moved on.

They observed the bees before Elsa continued. "Humans work alot like bees, everyone fulfilling their respective roles."

"However fulfilling and empty those roles may be." The dragon met her eyes with a question that could not have been avoided. The spirit felt more critical of herself reminding her of when she affronted among family gatherings or even during political events. 

Her body deviated from their respective spot as an audience trailing away.

"Sometimes it all makes sense when it happens, you fall into it, and it fits you perfectly. And... Then you feel selfish for wanting more, and you wonder if anything will ever be enough, after you get that... What if you just continued to want more?"

Elsa reigned herself in at seeing the dragon contemplate her words. She had reprimanded herself for voicing such whimsical woes to someone who hurt so thoroughly. She wasn't the last of her species, she wasn't the one being hunted possibly for her whole life, or being mutilated-

A pulling vociferate drew her in from her mind. The dragon's expression was readable if it had lasted for longer than a few seconds before she turned to the beehive exhaling loudly. Elsa's cheeks reddened at her spacing before joining her once more. She decided to guide the one-sided conversation to a more lightening direction.

"The beautiful thing about humans is unlike bees that we know of, we value individualism much more. Spectacular individuals that break from the norm in remarkable ways are held in a high regard."

Pontificating eyes filled Elsa with the wonders of all the things she got to expose the dragon to in the times to come. Not just with knowledge but the art and inventions that existed only in the human world.

If her companion took in consideration the simplicities of a beehive, something she had probably seen so purposively then how would she intake Arendelle's selective collection of art of a species who had hurt her so viciously?

Turning away the dragon had turned to Elsa who hadn't noticed her hand resting upon the dragon's right flank and blew a considerable amount of white warm smoke upon her face.

The spirit coughed shortly before joining the creature in her departure toward the beach. A place she frequently vacated at night Elsa noticed.


"Your majesty, I do not wish to doubt you or your decisions-"

"Yet you do just that." Anna mumbled as she sorted through files. Silence had informed her that either her snarky comments or her lack of usual replies had drawn them to a company that was less than cantankerous than what was offered by their queen whom they would not win any argument with rather due to her ability to be a skilled contrairian to than rank.

Anna had both a beloved and conniving way of always asking why in a discussion that if not favored to her people or family she was less and less inclined to listen to. Despite her inclination to lead with her heart rather than head in a lot of decisions, much to her advisors admonishment, were not finalized until they went through Elsa or Kristoff making them very valuable allies to have in a discussion.

"Knock knock," Anna smiled seeing Kristoff half way through the door leaning against the frame with dinner.

"Come in." Anna sang, eyes going back to the papers littered upon her desk.

Kristoff considered the papers setting the plate where they had not lied. "Mattias had gone over with me the other militant's concerns from Ruskland lords and Weasletown." Anna inhaled deeply as her husband's hands had run over her arms still facing the desk.

"You can't blame them," Kristoff continued in his message. "We may be small but Arendelle is a scary ideal to those not accustomed to magic." He managed this conclusion putting himself in the shoes of a commoner who had not been native to the magical elements and land Arendelle possessed. Now that their sovereign had garnered even more attention than two sisters unmarried, to a sister married with no political gain with another apparently immortal being counted among spirits of magical nature ready at attention to defend their land. Such a promise of gain could not be ignored even by someone as obtuse as Kristoff.

So they had to divide up their attention to actual courts who pledged their allegiance in veneration to kiss asses who wanted nothing more than protection from larger powers with prestige.

Anna had been knee deep happily aiding her people in such discussions bringing forth what some had considered a new age of wealth and trade which benefited everyone down to the lower class of people. She was less inclined to bullies who tried to force their way into Arendelle's way of life.

Kristoff was the last one to be approached by those his wife would impetuously reject, but he much to their dismay, would proceed to discuss the issues with her and at times with Elsa, Anna's reasoning versus the present argument.

When Kristoff could not get through to her despite his biased opinion Mattias spoke for not only the people but also their past which Anna no matter her protest was beguiled to listen to.

"It's difficult to take another's word for peace when they hold such a position of power." The major general began, careful to not offend the already peeved Monarch.

"They're frightened of us..." He took the route of boasting about Arendelle rather than bringing it down. A stance he and Anna could find a commonplace upon. "As they should be, we are a terrifying nation as we have ever been before, it would be unwise to provoke already negative stereotypes they hold, in fear about us. Let's prove them wrong. Show them we are above the greed and hunger of power they believe us to be."

This appealed to Anna's contrarian nature even more so. If other's thought her sister a monster then let them be proven wrong time and time again.

She moved to speak to the woman who was not there. An ordinary occurrence more than what she was comfortable admitting. Nodding, Anna dismissed her general, looking out to night with her arms still wrapped around her body, as if it were a secret that her fingers anxiously pricked at her dress and loose hanging hair.

Kristoff shot him a grateful smile, turning afterward to his wife.

Anna spoke into the silent invention he gave as if the very important diplomatic matter that concluded was nonexistent to them.

"I can still sometimes smell her in the air of the castle when I go through the halls, as if she had just walked by. Does that make me crazy?" Kristoff opened his mouth to answer but was stopped as Anna continued not noticing and giving him time to answer.

"You know if we had that relationship... That we do now I would have told you you were crazy but now instead of thinking of all the impossibilities of it, I can't help but think of the possibilities. Of all the things I wish I said to her. I rehearsed them so much as if they were a memory instead of a figment of my imagination." He definitely did not expect this turn of conversation since conclusions like these always geared towards the spirit and also... Actually no he expected this fully since said spirit was contextual to the conversation prior.

"And yet I get jealous of the words I never got to say the first time around compared to the ones which would be told to her by her lover." Okay, this definitely wasn't the direction her consort had been anticipating.

"They'll get to say all the right things to her the first time that sets off that flame and get to feel all the butterflies she gives them, not knowing how deep her river runs. They'll get her without any strings attached! And I know that it's wrong that I can't move past this but no matter who Elsa ends up with I can't shake the feeling that no matter what they won't deserve the sweet, sensitive, patient, brave person she's become! What if they don't appreciate her properly or take advantage of her?" Anna spun to him now speaking in a tone the servants would most likely gossip about the next morning but to her it mattered not. "I got to see it, how she's grown and they won't! They won't truly know everything even if I myself tell them!"

Kristoff joined his wife unsure where the conversation derailed from Elsa and her fellow spirits posing a threat to other nations to her love life which was as far as he was concerned nonexistent. Truth be told he would rather discuss his and Anna's. Nothing was the trouble in paradise truth be told but Bulda had always told him that there was always room for improvement.

Still he held her there between his chest and arms which covered her back rocking back and forth. Whatever she needed he'd promised he'd be that no matter what.

A gasp drew his attention downward atop her head. Her tear stained cheeks beamed with the same heat he hated and loved whenever she got an idea.

"That's it." Anna whispered as the train of thought took root. She pulled away slightly still resting her arms upon his upturned biceps.

"We can help Elsa find her one and only!" Oh god it was worse than what he had imagined her conclusion would be somehow. "Oh ho oh ho yes! If we hand pick her beloved and make certain that he loved her then things can't help but go perfectly."

"Okay, first of all, how do we know her type let alone what she's looking for?" He held up a second finger. "Second, how do you know she's looking for that right now?"

Anna still had a solution to both. "I'll ask her and second of course she is plus if I get this done and dealt with I won't have to worry about it as much as I do."

Before he could ask her how much thought she donated to this Anna held up her finger to his lip. "Quite a lot and imagine how hard it was to find my true love, I had to fall off a cliff."

"You knew then?" Kristoff spoke between the pressure of the finger, his lips puckered.

Anna took another bite ignoring the coldness of the meal, speaking between a forkful.

"Actually I knew on our sixth date but who's counting?"

"You apparently."


The sky was particularly awake as if aware an observance had been gathered. The dragon's eyes absorbed every small detail of it, not taking a second to look at Elsa as she spoke as if trying to memorize the stars in her head.

"I chose a name for you." she began a knot settled in her stomach as she wrung her fingers. "Ryu. It's Japanese but you probably already knew that." Maybe Anna was right and calling the dragon, dragon but in a different language was a foolish idea. 

The dragon crooned softly, her voice carrying on into the night, she looked even more content then she had previously which seemed like an impossibility with her relaxed body and tail swaying lazily behind her in the grass. 

Throughout the day they had shown each other the wonders they each had been exposed to during their stay in the enchanted forest. One discovery more beautiful than the last. 

Elsa had learned of amazing powers an aggressive stream had upon fish who risked their lives to go up it, starting the cycle of life once more and taught the fact that some plants had an equally aggressive deterrent to keep from being touched. A lesson she regretted illustrating after consuming a plant who had released spices upon her tongue, an effect that did not affect her dragon. The steam delighted her partner to the highest degree who created her own display of steam to match Elsa's which she blew in her face.

Now appraising eyes took her in before speaking. "You were born on the fourteenth." This was not said as revelation as it was confirmed in the low hum that took in more of the July sky and its constellations.

Elsa continued considering the dragon's careful wide eyes as she considered more of the sky and the aurora that danced above them. She hadn't done much that day if her actions were re-accounted by others. Taught a bird to fly, made friends with stoats, saw some bees, flying about in the sun, and traveled to beach, before taking in all Heaven had to offer as if it were made specifically for her. The infinite was rare and too beautiful, too vast for Elsa to write down but she'd be damned if anyone would stop her from seeing Ryu see it.

From her seeing it.

Notes:

the dragon is a Cancer

Elsa is a Capricorn

Chapter Text

A heavy yawn escaped Ryu's maw. She heard her bones crack from the prolonged stasis her nap had put them in while she stretched like a cat, coiling in on herself. Her eyelids were heavy with sleep, which she blinked away. She sometimes wondered if Bruni was on to something with the way he would lick his pupils clean of debris.

Her slow travels around the woods had brought her to a field where wild flowers claimed almost every inch of ground. 

This land was a joy to reside in. The air was cool and crisp from the winds that blew in down from the snow covered mountains. It bristled Ryu's mane which she shook out.

Some animals fled after sniffing curiously in her direction fleeing when they sensed the predatory aura she held. But it wasn't the rabbits or elk that were her query but instead the fish splashing and traveling along the clear shimmering stream. 

Swimming had become exceptionally easy since her leg had been tended to by her spirit friend. Elsa. The spirit had shown her so many wonders while also being a wonder herself. 

Elsa had displayed a kindness Ryu didn't know was possible in humans. She treated her as an equal with respect and a kind of reverence she had never experienced before with the species. Her touch, always tender and asking instead of harsh and presuming. Her extremely cool fingers were a pleasant contrast to Ryu's heated body. 

She was a mystery, that was certain, one that promised a pleasant end result once solved. 

Ryu had been sniffing curiously at a bush while Elsa had been seated delicately balancing upon a rock writing something down in her notebook. 

A cricket jumped out of the bush, as if confessing it was the cause of noise, upon the dragon's nose who leapt back winging in terror. 

Elsa flinched, dropping her notebook placing a hand upon her chest at the sudden intrusion to their symbiotic silence they had been sharing for the past hour.

Ryu leaped away from the cricket hiding behind Elsa looking worriedly over her shoulder. 

When seeing what had caused the response Elsa looked to the cricket then back at the dragon before hiding her giggles behind her hand.

The humor of the situation had claimed her eventually, she snorted in laughter lightly exclaiming at the noise that came from her throat. 

Ryu began her own chortles at the sound, nudging Elsa's elbow with her snout.

Elsa eventually abandoned her mock offense and began chuckling once more. They both were fools for different reasons. 

Her smile and giggle when Ryu did something silly always lightened the dragon's mood. 

Even her sister, Anna, was it? Had a bold sanguineous manner about her. Her sweet bubbly demeanor was appreciated. Perhaps a benignity attracted benignity, there was the ever present fear of pain that still gnawed at the dragon's heart. 

She hated flinching away from gentle touch, it somehow felt as if the opportunity was being taken advantage of to show affection. 

Elsa too had a dark pain seeded in her eyes which were warm like her heart others probably presumed to be cold as the ice which she reigned over. 

The idea of such a woman being hurt was distressing to say the least. All she had done was care for others reflecting their emotions in comradery that very few had the ability to show. 

She had seen the spirit watch over the forest and its inhabitants as a mother in a way. Taking in everyone's perspectives equally no matter how minuscule they may have seemed. 

Ryu stared at her own eyes reflected in the stream. Ryu. She now had finally a name to put to her face. It was a privilege given to her by Elsa. A gift she had not been given upon birth.

The spirit had been nervous to share it, but Ryu thought it was perfect. It was what she was. A dragon. A creature capable of mass destruction and power. 

Meant to be destroyed less you cause the end of humanity and all things good. 

The words echoed in her mind. The haunting image of the one who raised her appeared in the water. Her gaze averted as if hoping that looking away would cause the face to vanish. 

Her simple innocence was tainted by a sin she had not yet committed but was destined to. It was her birth right. 

Ryu didn't want it. She had no desire to kill or wreck havoc, the world was so beautiful, but it was what she was meant to do. 

It was taught to her the only solution would be her death, but she didn't want to die either. It was a crossroad she had been stuck at her whole life. Either eventually destroy or be destroyed for the greater good. 

It seemed a selfish choice she had taken, the choice to live was her great guilt that would follow her from one end of the earth to the other. 

The cool water bubbled around her snout, as air was breathed below the surface. She held still, posture tightened, her jaws ready to snap closed at the first brush of any touch. 

Patience wasn't her strong suit but a necessary bore if she wanted to eat. Elsa had been still adamant about feeding her, which Ryu was grateful for feeling undeserving of such kindness, but Elsa wasn't around today. 

A sudden snap echoed muffled by the water. Ripples waved through it as the still surface was disturbed by the struggle of the fish now trapped between fangs. 

It was charred by flames upon the bank then devoured. Ryu sat and began licking the scales upon her chest. 

A loud scream obstructed the serene peace. Ryu stood, she looked around the forest before taking off in the direction of the noise. 

Why? She at first thought she had no idea but deep down knew. 

It was what Elsa would have done. 


A persistent urge had driven Elsa to awake thirty minutes before dawn for the past few mornings, she found herself awake at night more and more. During the very diligent reports of the morning, whether they had been about the amounts of game, their behavior, about the attacker.

Elsa could only note certain specifics, devoting the rest of her idle brain power to the dragon whenever she was talking to the Northuldra people. 

One report caught her attention though. 

Nina, a little girl, had been missing since the morning. She was last heard of when she went to pick wildflowers in the fields.

Elsa's mind ran through all the possible and mostly dangerous scenarios the child could have gotten into. 

As if sensing her distress Gale blew through her hair. 

"Gale, begin searching the surrounding area, Bruni, you search the canyon. Nokk?" The horse splashed upon the shore and awaited his partner's instruction as the other spirits rushed to follow Elsa's orders.

Elsa's powers spread across the horse's surface, she mounted him taking off in the direction Nina's family had reported. She'd tell the rock trolls to cover ground the other spirits couldn't. Their vantage points being a valuable asset in the search. 


Ryu climbed the rock which overlooked the majority of the field where the scream resonated from. The only noise to be heard were her heavy breaths for a moment when movement caught her attention to a fallen tree trunk. 

There a child was pressed upon its bark in hopes to shield herself from five gray wolves closing in growling.

 Easy prey for them. 

The dragon roared, alerting the predators of her presence. They turned to her at first confused then expressions morphed with a brewing confidence towards the new contender for the meal. They had numbers. 

The child began hyperventilating at the new threat as it climbed down the ridge towards the trunk. She had no other options. After witnessing the speeds at which the beast was capable of she'd have no hope in running. 

The dragon approached slowly going before the tree trunk keeping a trained eye upon the wolves. She stood on her hind legs and roared, it echoed throughout the valley and forest, saliva flung from her teeth. Spreading her wings she flapped them creating powerful gusts of air. 

They grew hesitant at her size and began moving to her left and right flanks. Snarling they clashed into her hips trying to overwhelm the intruder. Their bites were unable to pierce her hardened scales.

Ryu slapped their backs, claws extending, attacking at the same time was fruitless. She proved capable of thwarting the nips and herding behaviors sticking close to the girl.

They pulled back pacing testily, calculating the risks versus the worth of the situation. She falsely charged the animals when they drew too close. 

They ran a few feet away before trotting back. They continued testing one another's limits, both sides not wanting to cause devastating harm in the stand off. 

Hurting them was to be avoided, they were after all trying to survive as all other life was led to do but the little girl deserved that right as well. Glares were shot in her direction before one of the wolves made their decision to leave the scene before critical injuries were made.

One by one they followed their pack back into the trees occasionally looking back. 

Huffing steam into the air the dragon turned to the girl with coos vibrating her throat.

The child lay paralyzed as the dragon drew in closer slowly. She prayed it would be quick. 

Ryu sat on her haunches tilting her head. Opening one eye the girl regarded her. Huh, the dragon didn't look as threatening with her tilted head and flapping ears. 

"Are you nice?" The small voice asked, almost whispering. The dragon glanced back, she mewled softly lowering to the ground crawling upon her stomach towards the girl. She was so small, and flighty. She looked as if given the opportunity she'd bolt into the forest just to be overtaken by animals once more. 

They both studied one another carefully. "Y-you're friendly?" She asked once more, taking a deep breath, she held out a shaky hand in front of her, this time being the one to step closer. When the distance was bridged her little hand rested between Ryu's nostrils avoiding her jaw. 

She hummed lightly looking into her rescuer's eyes. They were so pretty. He was so cute! She felt as if she was going to vomit but in a good way.

The slight wince the dragon gave endeared the girl more to her.

She gasped upon feeling the hot scales while the dragon closed her eyes nudging into the touch more. 

The child giggled and began rubbing her head, a second hand joined the other less shaky, less hesitant. Their height differences despite the dragon laying on her stomach was awkward. 

The girl was spooked however when Ryu sat up on her hind legs and reached out a paw. A surprisingly gentle pet was placed upon her head ruffling her hair. 

A great relief took over the girl. Her life she thought would have ended so easily, she thanked her gods for the luck that her supposed demise instead ended up being her savior. 

She felt less fear at being lost in woods having been found. 

"My name is Nina." She informed. "I don't really know my way home from here." The dragon thought for a moment. She recalled where a surplus of humans were but that was in Arendelle, a place she'd rather avoid. 

No she wouldn't go back there. Perhaps the child could stay with her for now. At least she would be safe in her company. 

Nina squeaked when she was scooped up by a large paw which helped her scramble up to the dragon's back. She straddled her, not minding the slight ridges that dug into her backside. Her hand gave testing squeezes to the fur which blanketed the dragon's neck and head. 

She had some experience having ridden reindeer before and knew they could be guided by slight tugs. The dragon ignored the child's navigational pulls to her hair and headed back to the field, there she could get them to her den.


Elsa rode Nokk frantically, her anxiety had only grown with each passing hour Nina was missing. She had been both grateful and disheartened that there were no signs of the girl anywhere, hoping with all the hope she had that she wouldn't find any traces of blood or Nina's clothing. 

A howl sang in the air at least four miles away. Elsa's cheeks billowed with the excess air they blew out. 

They were running out of time. Nokk followed the noise. The wolves were prowling the woods spreading out to cover more ground, their barks could be heard filling the forest. 

Elsa promised herself she'd find Nina before they did. She had to. Gale rushed through her face and hair in a way she always did in emergencies. 

"Did you find her?" Elsa asked quickly. She wouldn't waste a single second. Gale twirled and flew off ensuring that Elsa remained on her tail. 

Elsa recognized the way they went as Nokk galloped through the ravine. His icy hooves bounced noise off the rocky walls. 

At some point Elsa could feel his intense disinterest to continue on but the horse swallowed it down and trotted into the brush. 

"No, you don't eat the flowers, you wear them." Elsa scrambled off of Nokk following the voice. 

All the tightness in her chest had fled instantly upon entering the clearing. 

Nina admonished the dragon again for trying to take a bite of her carefully crafted flower crown whilst seated upon her forearm. Her brown hair was braided with wild flowers of various colors. She tried to place a crown upon Ryu's head when she reached for it again playfully. This erupted giggles from Nina. 

"You're silly." Ryu turned her soft eyes from the child to Elsa who still stood watching them. Something about the way her white dress clung to her body and blue leggings hugged her calves drew in Ryu's gaze over her clothes which sometimes glistened when they caught the sun. 

Nina, noticing her friend's attention was split, looked behind her back. Her cheeks split in a grin. "Hello miss Elsa!" She greeted not moving. "Wanna make crowns with us?" It was as if she had completely forgotten she had been missing for hours. 

The tempting offer was dismissed with a raised hand and head shake. Elsa would cause no more panic to the girl's father by joining them. 

Once near she bent down. "Your father is missing you terribly Nina." Her hand could not resist sliding along Ryu as she spoke. 

The dragon closed her eyes, soaking in the gentle cold caress. "Oh I know." Nina's head bowed sadly. "I was picking flowers and then I got lost and then these wolves chased me for a hundred miles then my new friend came and saved me from like twenty wolves!" She bounced as she spoke from her arm perch. "He was so brave and strong..." her clasped hands met her cheeks as she rocked from side to side, she spoke in a lowered tone looking at the ground as a blush overwhelmed her face. "...and handsome, and he's my hero." She gasped for air after the rambling and rested her head against Ryu's chest, nuzzling the scales. 

Elsa chuckled at the wide shocked eyes the dragon casted downward at Nina and back at Elsa a couple of times. "Yes Ryu is a hero, she saved me as well." 

The girl turned to the spirit mouth agape. "He's a girl?" Elsa nodded. Returning to her previous position Nina shrugged. "That's okay, I don't mind." She giggled. Ryu quirked her face, expression dubious.

Why did that matter? 

Elsa shook her head somehow she understood Nina's current and seemingly growing infatuation with her friend. Ryu has a little admirer.

"Well I have to take you home now everyone is worried sick." Nina became disappointed fiddling with her fingers. After spending hours with the dragon she now didn't want to return home just yet, but she also felt bad after causing so much worry to her papa. 

"Can Ryu come with me?" She mumbled. Elsa looked at the dragon waiting for her to answer. She appeared completely beguiled by the child, but just Elsa couldn't, she too could not resist her large begging green eyes and pouting lips. 

Grumbling to herself the dragon rose, sliding the girl off her leg. Message quite clear. She'd come too. 

Nina cheered, bouncing up her leg trying to gain height in order for her to climb upon Ryu's back. 

"Alright then let's get going before it gets dark." There were still wolves out there, somewhere. Elsa hoped they would be deterred by Ryu's presence as well as her own being the shy creatures that they were. 

Nina did not allow the journey to the Northuldra camp be made in silence as she recounted the adventures she had that afternoon. 

"She had gotten me some berries, and then she showed me how to make a rainbow with water, she's really clever. I didn't even know anyone like her existed. Did you see her fur? It's so pretty and really soft."

Elsa saw how tired the dragon was probably completely run down by the girl she had taken charge of, but knew she was just as charmed of her as she was. Nina had a remarkable resemblance to Anna when she was younger. 

"We're gonna have to go flying sometime. Maybe during the night so I can see the stars, I think papa would let me so long as I didn't fall off or anything." 

Evidence of the camp came in audibly as the sound of other people danced in the air and reindeer circled about grazing peacefully. It was here that Ryu stopped. Elsa glanced up at her then to the camp. 

She wasn't quite ready to meet so many people with such extreme emotions as worry but soon, soon she'd meet her neighbors. 

Elsa urged Nina to slide off of Ryu which was awed solemnly. "But I want her to meet papa." Tears welled in her eyes, remaining unshed. 

Elsa knelt down, sliding her hands up and down Nina's shoulders. Ryu's anxieties began to show in her lowered ears and tense stance. Her tail stopped swaying and held out straight. 

"Ryu is still a little afraid of people but when she's not I'm sure she would love to visit you all the time." Wait, she would? A questioning warble was ignored by the spirit. "You'll see her again." Elsa promised as Nina hugged Ryu's forearm burying her face in her scales. 

"You mean she only likes me now?" Her voice became hopeful as she shyly peaked at Elsa. 

Elsa opened her mouth, remaining silent scrunching her face. "Well that wasn't exactly what I mean-"

"Okay! I understand! She's just a little scared is all." Scales quivered against Nina's petting, her neck craned up to look into Ryu's face. "I'll see you soon I promise." She ran towards the village but turned around immediately to jump up and plant a peck on Ryu's cheek. 

The dragon's head receded back into her neck, doubling her chin, eyes wide. Elsa snorted quietly. "I'll explain everything to her father. Thank you." She whispered the last part as if it was a secret kept just between the two of them. 

Ryu watched as they walked away. Her ears twitched, a small grin moved her jaws. She sat down wrapping her tail around her paws for a while. One leg reached over the opposing one as she moved to walk back to her den. 

She looked back one more time wanting to follow but fear pulled her in retreat back to her den where she was promised safety and unfortunately solitude. 


Elsa averted her eyes waiting for the queen who was currently embracing her husband to finally tell her why she had summoned her here in her study.

Finally garnering her attention Anna hugged her and kissed her with lips which had just been locked with her husband. Elsa blew away the green envy which tried to wisp into her heart with a deep exhale as she took a seat next to Anna. 

"Sooooo how ya been?" She already didn't like this. Anna had very specific tones that predicted almost everything she was about to say or do. This particular tone was foretelling that an uncomfortable conversation was about to take place. 

"I've been alright, busy. How are you?" Anna shrugged, already impatient with the small talk. "Can't complain."

Elaa nodded her eyes moved to side glance at the redhead who began preparing her notebook and pen. "I was curious..." Anna began turning her stare to Elsa leaning her elbow against the sidearm of the chair. 

"About?" Elsa prompted. Anna thought for a minute on how exactly she was going to present her secret project, it'd be difficult that much was certain, with Elsa's reservations and lack of acknowledgement about the topic. 

"Well I was talking to Kristoff and we were discussing what we found attractive about one another, and then we debated about what your type would be?" Anna had hoped Kristoff could serve a buffer and draw attention away from her meddling. 

Elsa raised a delicate eyebrow. "My type of what?"

"Your type of partner as in what you would find attractive about someone... you're attracted to." Anna thanked the maid for bringing in the cups of tea. 

Elsa frowned. "Well I mean- what- why?" Anna gulped down the hot liquid much harder than intended, Elsa winced, it had to have been hot having been just poured. 

"Just wondering, we never talked about it before and as your sister I'd like to know." Not an entire lie just simply lacking some truths. 

Elsa took Anna's teacup before she would injure herself further and cooled it with her breath returning it. 

She considered Anna's topic of choice. What qualities did she find attractive in a prospective mate? She really hadn't the time to consider those things. She had considered what it would feel like to have a partner but never actually thought about who that very partner would be or be like. 

"I actually don't know..." Her hands rubbed themselves up and down her arms. 

"I can help you with that!" Anna said a bit too eagerly. "Have you ever been attracted to anyone you've met already?" 

After a few moments Elsa shrugged hopelessly. 

 

"Oookay. Let me make it more simple. What kind of person would you find attractive, what would they look like?"

Another little shrug drew a grunt from Anna as she looked down at the blank paper. 

"Anna why are we-"

"Forget about looks." Anna informed taking charge of the conversation once more before Elsa could shut it down. "What qualities personality wise would you like in a partner?"

Elsa was now growing frustrated as her mind offered no solace in an answer. Sensing this Anna gave one last effort to simplify things to a level Elsa could formulate a response to. 

"What qualities would you like in a friend? Like Honeymaren, what do you like about her or Ryder, hell even Nokk? Olaf?" 

Elsa's demeanor lightened as a few words filled her head. "I like that Honeymaren is honest and speaks her mind, Olaf is very pleasant to be around, Nokk is strong and protective." Elsa's stare drew to the paper where Anna wrote the word Honesty

She wanted to question this but Anna once again spoke up. "What else, what would make the perfect person for you to share your time with?" 

"Someone who's kind, and sweet." She was encouraged by the pleased nods offered by Anna who mumbled the words appreciatively. 

"Someone who is... Gentle and smart. Brave. Loyal." Caught up in thought Elsa stood, growing more bold at Anna's expectancy. "Someone who is outgoing." This must have surprised her sister who peered up at her from her writing. "Really?" Anna asked as if giving Elsa a chance to change her mind. 

Elsa nodded, smiling. "A sense of humor," although not a priority Elsa enjoyed laughing and someone who could make her laugh was a huge positive. 

"But that's not a requirement." 

"Not a requirement." Anna wrote the small note next to the word as Elsa continued. "Someone who is-"

"Wait." She shook the pen for more ink. 

"Oh sorry." After being gestured to continue Elsa hummed, drumming her fingers against her arm. "Creativity would be nice."

"Enjoys learning, reading, and unbiased, warm." 

When she heard Anna mumble. "Enjoys books, good convictions, learning, and Alive." She worriedly sat next to her. 

"No no, I mean warm as in demeanor."

"Oooh okay." 

"But I would like them to be alive. Yes, that's good." She whispered. Anna pointed towards her writing, alive. 

"Anything else?" Now Elsa was again lost in thought. 

"How about· able to laugh at themselves?" Elsa's eyes lit up as she nodded enthusiastically. After twelve seconds of staring she tapped the paper. 

"Write-write that down please." Anna snapped out of her own thoughts and logged the trait. 

"Optimistic, and affectionate. I guess I would just want someone like yo-" Elsa stopped herself, Anna's head snapped up almost painfully. Her voice was soft.

"What was that?" 

Elsa shook her head, cheeks glowing red. Anna half smiled understandingly. "Don't be embarrassed, judge free zone in here." She waved to their space. "What were you going to say?"

Elsa bent her head, lips clasping over the other before she said quietly. "S-someone who is...someone... Like you..." Anna rested her head upon her elder sister's shoulder. 

She giggled looking up at Elsa. "I'm married, Elsa." She teased easing the tension in Elsa's shoulders. 

"Well then maybe someone like Kristoff." 

"I have him preoccupied these days." Anna quipped, flipping the page. "Now physically, what would you like? Maybe someone tall, with a beard or-" Anna paused when a disgusted expression took over Elsa's face, scrunching her small nose. 

"Okay so short, naked face annd-" she droned. Elsa shrugged for a third time. The sisters had moved to the couch now eating dinner. Elsa enjoyed having something to do with her hands, as she answered the questions. Anna had enticed hee into some vodka quoting. 'In goes the liquor and out comes the truth, now swallow this." 

Now more relaxed Elsa chuckled as Anna read the number of new marriage requests for Elsa's hand. 

"Oh no wasn't he the one who tripped over himself to try and get to me before I left?" Elsa said between giggles. 

Anna recollected nodding. "Mhm and spilt wine all over himself. I thought from a distance he put on a ginger toupee from how red his head was." 

"Well...write back to him and say maybe." At this Anna collapsed on her side in laughter. "I'll be sure too. Humour was on your list." 

After a while of chuckles they settled into the silence now holding one another. "Do you really think they're out there?" Anna turned her face into Elsa's chest, answering. 

"I know they are, but it won't do us any good just sitting here twiddling our thumbs. We have to find them." 

"How?" 

"Dates!" Anna threw her arms up excitedly. Elsa however did not share her enthusiasm. "I don't know Anna I'm terribly busy, where would I find the time for-" 

"Come on Els, it's not like you have to marry the first man you go out with but exploring this would be good for you and think about how happy you'll be when you find Mr. Right." 

Elsa stared down at the carpet. Mr. Right huh? 

She was beaten; she couldn't think of any more reasons to refuse and the subject did seem to put Anna in a joyous mood. "Alright." She gasped for air when Anna put her in a choking hug, squeezing tightly. 

"Yes! Yes! Yes! And we'll be extra careful, between the two of us appraising them you'll find the perfect love." 

A knock caught them off guard. Mattias entered holding some papers he placed on Anna's desk. 

"Hello your majesty, hello Elsa." She tipped her head to him still smiling. He was about to speak when he stopped taking in the bottle of vodka which sat on the end table and pointed at it. "You're not allowed to have that during the week." His demeanor changed entirely as his arms became akimbo. The two girls' shoulders drew up to their guilty flushed ears. 

"I'm allowed on special occasions!" Anna voiced, crossing her arms indignantly. "What's the occasion if I may ask?" He challenged. Anna balked slightly, searching her mind desperate. "Um Elsa?" Even if it had been said confidently Mattias still disapproved. 

"Well it seems as though the celebration has already been had so I will be confiscating this now." He smiled coyly while taking the bottle. 

"Yes please." Elsa quipped. Anna glared at her treacherous sister.

"But-" 

"I'd get to bed if I were the two of you. Wouldn't want another fiasco with the armed knight decorations like last time." Elsa face palmed herself as all the shame and embarrassment of the incident came rushing affront in her thoughts. 

A drunken evening of her being shoved into one of the knight suits by Anna, creating bruises she questioned the next day. 

"I'm not tired." Anna practically whined laying across the couch armrest dramatically. 

"Trust me you will be, you have a meeting with some of the planning committee first thing in the morning about the upcoming ball and summit." Elsa considered his words, Anna hadn't told her about that. She suddenly felt silly for using precious time to talk of love and romance.

She rose from the couch, taking a moment to recover from the head rush she experienced. "I'll get her to bed Mattias." She promised, dragging Anna to her feet. 

"Well I'll be available if you need anything. Goodnight you two." He bowed with a smile and left the office holding the door open for the pair. 

"He's too strict with my bed time. I'm gonna have to talk to Halima about that." Elsa balked with laughter as Anna dramatically threw herself onto her bed. Whenever the spirit visited the two would either fall asleep in Anna's study together, to Gerda's disliking, or Anna would stay in Elsa's room. 

"You know he means well." She disappeared behind the screening to dress for bed while Anna followed her example getting stuck in her nightgown. 

Elsa tsked at her and came to the rescue, yanking it down. 

Anna settled in her lap content as a cat in the sun, tucked beneath her arm. Elsa stared out the balcony window sighing. "You really think they're out there?" She was convinced that if just one more time of getting assurance she'd actually believe it. 

"Of course they are." Anna replied sleepily. "Just think they're staring at the same stars you are." 

"What if they're inside?" Elsa's voice awoke her. 

"That's why windows exist Els." 

The spirit grinned, while her sister snored and thrashed to her right, she kept her eyes on the sky taking in the twinkling lights elated that somewhere out there her one and only was seeing the same lights she was.


Ryu blinked harshly to stop Bruni from tongue punching her eyeball. The salamander croaked climbing up her head which was tilted upward. 

The stars seemed to have places to go tonight as they shot across the sky leaving trails of light. The moon had not been out giving the center stage to constellations. 

Chapter Text

"What?" Elsa harshly whispered, turning to Nokk, she knew that face. Her friend still possessed strong reservations towards Ryu. 

Elsa gave her an affiliative smile, waving her hand in a small motion at her friend who was standing in the shallow banks of the lake behind her cottage. Ryu raised her brow, ears titling forward curiously. 

"You could join us in the water you know, water spirit." Elsa challenged. Nokk grunted, becoming more agitated. "If you just give her a chance I'm sure you'd like her. Just imagine she's a giant Bruni." Probably not the right thing to say since she received no response whatsoever. 

"Well alright," Elsa turned away, putting on the performance of dropping the subject. "If you're afraid of her then I guess-" 

Her ponytail whipped around her neck as Nokk raced past her and into the water. Shaking her head with a weak laugh she waded into the lake the horse a few feet away sank into.

Once at her side Elsa placed her hand upon Ryu's strong neck, fingers scratching lightly at the surprisingly soft and pliable scales.

Elsa examined them using her thumb and index finger to displace the skin. Huh, she could have sworn she had seen the dragon's armor deflect an arrow before, and Grand Pabbie had informed her that the scales of a dragon were incredibly difficult to pierce. 

Ryu looked at her curiously when a low rumble began vibrating what seemed like her whole frame. It reminded Elsa of a cat, in a way. "Do you like that?" She asked, continuing the massage. 

A light gurgle and muzzle now being pressed into her abdomen said yes. She took a few steps back from the pressure, recovering easily. 

Her other hand stretched itself into the dragon's mane, Ryu raised her gaze to Elsa's hissing white smoke into her face. 

Elsa retreated, inhaling intermittently thrice before releasing a squeaky sneeze. She sniffled hoping she wasn't allergic to the smoke Ryu kept blowing into her face. 

Then she pounced splashing into the water thoroughly soaking Elsa. Her fingers flew up to her face heavily rubbing away the droplets of water. Shrugging she dove beneath the surface. 

Ryu proved to be quite the strong swimmer, not able to keep up with Nokk in the slightest but she was definitely faster than Elsa both above and below the water. 

Her swimming patterns made Elsa think of the otter family she had seen a couple times occupy the lake whenever they had offspring to nurse. Just as playful, the resemblance became uncanny when the dragon relaxed upon her back floating along the light waves Elsa and Nokk had created. 

Elsa berated herself to the dumb idea that kept pestering her mind. She had been tempted to swim up to Ryu and hold her paw, receiving an odd look but she didn't pull away. 

Elsa had gone thirty minutes over her scheduled time of when she was supposed to depart the lake and meet Yelena, and Honeymaren. 

She ignored Ryu's calls to come back in entering her home in a rush. Elsa was grateful that no matter how light she packed she never had to worry about a lack of wardrobe. 

Tying the white sash around the waist of her blue traveling jacket, Elsa waved over Ryu signaling for her to join her at the front of her cottage. 

"Oh." Elsa piped, somewhat shocked at seeing Ryu lounging in her front garden.

She was curious about the two bags Elsa had set on her porch deciding that they required immediate investigation, performed by a prodding nose. 

"Ahem," The spirit knew she was being heard despite the lack of eye communication, Ryu's ears turned to where she stood. "Arendelle this week is having a very, very, important diplomatic summit that I must attend." Anna had been writing to her almost every night stressing the details of the event, also stressing the unnecessary detail that Ryu would not be able to be invited, as it would be the fondant on top of the fear cake other countries had been baking in their rumor mills and tall tales. 

"I need you to take care while I'm away okay? But a good friend of mine very kindly offered to keep you company." Now she had the eyes of Ryu who slowly rose to full height. 


"You want me to do what?" Ryder squawked, nearly falling off of his log perch. 

Elsa smiled impishly, folding her hands together. Ryder had adamantly offered to keep an eye out for Ryu when he asked why the spirit seemed so silent at dinner. She tried to dissuade him that it wasn't necessary but he insisted bravely. 

As she went over her list she had begun pacing in front of the man who hesitantly agreed with a pathetic groan. "Talk to her about…well anything, she'll listen to you. She also likes to smell and look at flowers, her favorite food is fish, she loves bees, please don't let her lick them, but she is afraid of crickets. Oh and don't touch her unless you ask her permission. Her favorite night time activity is watching the stars. She also enjoys reading so whatever books you find in my house please both of you help yourselves." Elsa hummed tapping her chin trying to scrounge her mind for anything she was forgetting. "Oh! She also plays this game where she'll jump out of the bushes and pretend to pounce on you, it can be alarming but after the first ten or eleven times you'll be accustomed to it, if you really want to have fun with her I'd recommend you run away after she pounces and then she'll chase you!" 

Elsa paused her rant, smiling fading away at the horrid expression on Ryder's face. He coughed into a trembling fist. 

"One question; what if she eats me when she catches me, like I heard from you actually that running from predators is kinda dumb?" 

"She won't, trust me Ryder, if it was dangerous I wouldn't have accepted your brave and very sweet volunteering." Ryder nodded, not seemingly convinced but Elsa had helped him more times than he could count. As if hyping himself up he rubbed his hair furiously groaning which rose in volume the faster he messed his hair.

Elsa watched, eyes slightly widened silently. 

Once done, he grinned, his chest rose much faster than before. "Alright let's meet your... Friend." 


The dragon seemed to be processing her words, becoming more and more anxious. Elsa too felt some consternation at the idea of leaving not just the dragon behind but also the forest. There were still no signs of the attacker the night of fire, still this summit was not something she could be absent from as the importance of it and the weight of possible failures had a great influence on Arendelle's, Northuldra's, and the enchanted forest's futures. 

No pressure. 

"Hey," Elsa drawled softly, Ryu allowed her to lift her chin. "You'll be alright, it's only for a week, but I do not want you following me to Arendelle, understand?" Her thumbs rubbed along her muzzle in small circles. "I have to go represent the spirits and make sure our home is safe. And you have to stay here. No following." She wagged a finger in front of Ryu, the serious expression left as quickly as it came. 

"Ryu I'd like you to meet Ryder." The man took a few minutes to realize it was his cue to step out of the house. 

He cracked open the front door slightly and slid out, with his hands behind his back still grasping the knob. His lips folded in a tight strained smile. "H-hello there, Ry-uhh Ryu." 

She looked him over quickly then shot a deadpan stare towards Elsa who showed her teeth in a wide grin. 

"Ryder, this is Ryu." It seemed useless at this point but she continued the introductions. When neither party made an attempt to move she looked to Ryu before rolling her eyes towards Ryder. Go on. Be nice. 

Letting out a complaining moan the dragon approached slowly to the dismay of Ryder and leaned back upon her hind legs, reaching easily six foot five in the stance. Much more like a ragdoll than anything a lazy paw dangled in the air. 

After checking with Elsa who nodded, Ryder went forward stretching his left leg back as if it didn't want to leave the porch. He took the paw in a three finger hold and shaked it twice before pulling away a bit too quickly. 

Elsa sighed, accepting that it was going to be as good as it got for now. They'd be good friends eventually, they were both similar in multiple ways. They were both goofy and... And...

They were similar in one way, but Elsa was certain they could bond over it. 

Elsa wrapped her arms around Ryu's neck and squeezed gently. "I'll be back soon." She mumbled before pulling away.

She fastened her satchels to Nokk's back offering one last reassuring grin before the water horse took off in a trot. 

She closed her eyes, willing away the nagging feeling of dread that everything would implode in on itself and things would be fine. 

Honeymaren was just as shocked at the news that Ryder would be watching Ryu as Elsa was when the man offered. 

"Elsa..." Her hand ran over her face trailing to the back of her neck. "I love my brother, dearly, but he- let me tell you a story. Before Ryder had met Emil he had a pet, named Pebbles and loved him dearly. Then one day while trying to show him something Ryder dropped Pebbles down a very deep earth fissure..." 

Elsa gulped. Oh god.

"He held a funeral for him and was crushed." 

"Poor Ryder, I'm sure even though he may blame himself it's not his fau-" 

Honeymaren's apathetic eyes bore into the other woman who met them with her own confusion. 

"Elsa... Pebbles was Ryder's pet rock."

Honeymaren nodded along as Elsa rubbed her temples. She didn't know if the moral of the story was that Ryder felt deeply for everyone put in his charge and took loses to heart or that he was somehow capable of even killing a rock. 

Honeymaren took pity on her, regretting the harsh reality she had crushed Elsa's idealisms with.

"Still you have good instincts and I trust you. So if you think he can do it then I know he can." Elsa gave a grateful smile. They rode ahead of Yelena in silence for a short while, until Honeymaren's silence became loud. 

"What's wrong?" Honeymaren shrugged, Elsa left the invitation open until she felt comfortable enough to raise her voice. Elsa always had an odd way to draw, even the most quiet in, without even uttering a word to unload their woes to her. 

"I just worry about him. I've always protected him and I always will but I am concerned for if there may ever be a time when I... can't." She could understand that very well. 

"I hadn't had the throne for more than three years, but even then I felt the weight of the responsibilities that came with it. I didn't want Anna to feel the substantial pressure that I felt with being the 'perfect queen', I wanted to keep her safe from how cruel and daunting political and aristocratic society could be." There was a very specific twinkle in Elsa's eyes as continued on, a giddiness that sent tremors in her voice. 

"I was so happy when she showed me and herself that to be the perfect queen was to be herself. How proud I was, just imagine how proud you'll be of Ryder when his day comes. I have a feeling he'll surprise you and even himself, all you have to do is just give him a chance." 

Honeymaren half smiled, looking down. "Well, Anna has a pretty impressive example of a big sister."

"And Ryder has an amazing sister-" 

"You both are some of the most exemplary women I've ever had the privilege of meeting." Both of them turned to see Yelena urging her reindeer to catch up with ease. 

The younger women blushed as Yelena now between them regarded Elsa and Honeymaren appreciatively. 

 

"Although I can admire humility, don't let it turn into self doubt and snuff out the great potential you possess. Both of you." Yelena was the only one Honeymaren and Elsa knew who had the ability to make a sincere compliment into a command.

Honeymaren turned in her saddle glancing behind them when Yelena took the lead of the group. "Wasn't she like-" she jutted her thumb over her shoulder facing forward again. " Thirteen feet behind us?" 

Elsa leaned over face alit with mirth, whispering. "You think she has magical ears?" 

"Definitely, without a doubt, this one time I couldn't stop sneezing all the way in the fields mind you, cause I was allergic to Ryder's dumb new hat, and when I got back to my hut Yelena tossed some handkerchiefs at me, she wasn't even anywhere near the fields."

"You'd think her ears would be bigger if they were magic..." Elsa in jesting contemplation hummed, her mouth moved sideways.

Honeymaren shrugged and spoke in a suggestive tone. "Mm well..."

Their heads snapped forward when the older woman's voice broke through their whispers. 

"I heard that girls." 

The pair erupted in a fit of giggles as they urged their mounts into trots joining Yelena's side. 

Elsa's mind wandered to Ryu, she hoped she was at least being courteous to Ryder. It had only been two hours but a lot could happen in that amount of time. 


"Sooooooo... Ya like corn?" Ryu's eyes slowly glanced to the side at the strange man Elsa left her company to. 

She wanted desperately to follow and even found herself willing to take her chances with entering Arendelle again but the special occasion seemed of imperative significance to the woman and she wouldn't risk it. Plus she had never seen Elsa truly cross and had no desire t-

"I hate it." 


After a few hours the group had entered Arendelle's city. Honeymaren bashfully accepted the gifts which passerbys gave to her and her companions. 

Elsa watched Nokk gallop past Honeymaren and Yelena's mounts which were being taken by the stable master and dive into the fjord waters. 

"Hey Elsa, Yelena," Kristoff greeted them with a wave but not as enthusiastically as Sven who received loving scratches beneath his muzzle from Honeymaren. 

"Honeymaren, I heard you were knocked off your feet by Ryder's latest prank." He said coyly, crossing his arms. 

Honeymaren mimicked the stance. "Oh yea I was right into a poison thicket, I heard you were knocked off a cliff." Kristoff visibly searched his mind for a retort to the playful jeb but was unsuccessful. 

Honeymaren chuckled at the blunder. 

"Stop sending my brother prank ideas." Elsa couldn't help but snicker. When she spotted Anna come from a door leading into the foyer looking quite frazzled. Her chest tried to catch up with her breathing and she walked at a hurried pace. 

"Hello everyone." Despite her appearance her voice remained chipper and full of energy. She immediately attached herself to Elsa's arm slightly tugging her away to the side she and Kristoff stood at. 

Elsa groaned internally, Anna had a jealous streak towards Elsa's friend, it was less aggressive than before but she still had subtle ways of telling Honeymaren that she was Elsa's number one and Elsa was hers. 

Not wanting the pain of an awkward silence the spirit spoke up, clasping her hands together. "Well I'm going to show Honeymaren and Yelena to their room-"

"I told Gerda to, but Elsa we need to talk now, like right now." Anna grabbed her hand and led her up the stairs. Elsa waved back trying not to stumble. 

"I'll see you guys later!"

They watched as she disappeared silently. 

"She's not as subtle as she thinks." Honeymaren snorted at the observation and shook her head, Kristoff nodded. 

"Yea that's not really her strong suit." 


Ryder definitely was a lot more animated than Elsa when it came to chase, his pretend screams were so realistic. 

The man tripped over some roots with yelp and flinched when Ryu pounced, shielding his face with his arms. Ryu sat down staring at him. 

He grunted when a paw slapped his stomach hard, at least it wasn't hard as when Honeymaren punched him in the gut after his pranks. 

Ryu crooned and moved off him after receiving a thumbs up. "Alright you won again." His words paused in-between heavy breaths as he stood up. 

He was fun, a bit skittish, but entertaining nonetheless. Ryu began spinning in place gracefully, ending it with a small jump in an attempt to return the favor. 

Ryder's mouth turned upward slightly as her tail curved around toward her face. "Huh, bravo," he clapped. "You would have made an excellent dancer. I too am blessed with the art of dance." Ryu backed up as he closed his arms around his torso and performed a pirouette. 

Ryder bowed as his audience clapped her paws, humming very delighted. 

"Thank you, thank you." Well, now what? Ryu pondered. There was this nest of bees she could show him. 

"Wanna see something awesome?" Now she was curious as he gestured for her to follow him into the thicker woods. 

They walked for twenty minutes and Ryder had to admit, he could see the charm that Elsa seemed to know the dragon possessed. 

If they came across anything new she would fully inspect, be it with her nose or eyes or... Tongue. She also was much more physical than he expected from Elsa's description of her temperament, while all the same being consciously aware of her size in comparison to his much smaller frame. 

She'd nudged his arms and back hard but nothing too extreme to put him out of commission. Ryder kept an eye on her though ever since she had snuck up behind him and pushed him into a stream. 

"Alright take a look, this has been here for years and I used to think it was a tremor but now I think it was earth giants that made it." Ryu had only seen a place as deep as the earth fissure they were peering into twice in her life. 

When she got too close to the edge Ryder pulled her back by her wing. "Let's not!" He cried, now probably regretting bringing her here. "One of my friends is down there." Ryu looked at him as he sat on the ground placing his arms on raised knees. 

"He uh, I dropped him." Ryu turned her attention back to the deep hole. "his name was Pebbles, he was uh...uh rock I painted orange and yellow." 

That was... Special. 

She regarded him again, his remorseful words bounced about in her skull. 

Before the man could react she jumped off the edge into the hole keeping her wings close to her body. His calls echoed off the walls of the fissure. 

"Not again!" 

She broke her fall clinging to the sides of rock from the descent that lasted for a few minutes. The darkness would have been suffocating if she could not see. 

Her pupils widened to the maximum width taking in all the details of the eerie pit. The sound of claws scraping the rocks echoed, volume taking over the space. It seemed as if she was the only living thing down here. 

A fragile skeleton collapsed as Ryu's back leg accidentally tipped over its skull. Her heart rate increased for a moment at the noisy intrusion. 

She sniffed the air, dust, and the scent of Earth perfumed her scales. 

There are a lot of rocks but one of these rocks is not like the other.

It was fifteen minutes before she turned around and searched the area which was right beneath where Ryder stood. 

Orange and yellow caught her diligent vision. She found him! Ryu rasped gleefully, bounding over and moving the other ownerless rocks aside. 

The colorful pet was gently grasped between her jaws. The way up was much more difficult than down but she managed doing her best to not get entangled in the roots and foliage which grew along the fissure walls. 

The sun hurt her eyes as it spilled from the cracks of the surface.

Her paw clung to the top, claws burrowing into the dirt as Ryu hoisted herself up. 

She huffed at Ryder, his sobbing cries could be heard a few feet down. She approached slowly since he didn't seem to take notice of her return and chuffed at him. 

He gasped, scrambling to his feet. "Ryu why would you do that to me, I had a heart attack! Are you insan-" his rant ceased as he noticed what was held in her mouth. 

"Is that?" She spat into his held out palm, he didn't seem to mind the sticky saliva dripping from his fingers. "You found... Pebbles?" He whispered, lip quivering rapidly. 

Ryu barked lightly, his choking hug was not expected but not rebuked either as praises and gratitude poured from his mouth. 

"Honeymaren is not going to believe this, no one will believe this!" His voice cracked. "I hope Emil won't be jealous." 

Ryu sat down as the boy took in the moment then began backing away from the friend swallowing pit. "Let's get outta here though." 


Dinner was not as an awkward affair as Elsa thought it would be at first, the Duke of Weaselton had sent his son, Lord Thomas Weaselton as his representative.

A cowards way out as Anna had put it when they accepted him in the throne room. The idea of a handsome man being the product of the Duke was hard to believe. Elsa concluded that the man must have inherited his symmetrical sharp face, which sported a brunette stubble, thick brown locks, and light green eyes from his mother. His cheekbones suggested towards the strong physique, hinted at by the way his gray suit clung to him. The way the fabric swelled when he moved his biceps or when the white buttoned up shirt stretched beneath his strong chest. 

The Duke must have been fond of tall women since his son stood at least an inch taller than Kristoff. The thought brought a secret shudder to Elsa. 

"That's his son?" Anna incredulously asked in a whisper.

"Yep." Kristoff answered. 

"Not adopted?" 

"Nope." 

"Ew." 

It seemed Anna had the same train of thought as Elsa. 

His boldness and flirtatious manner was the only inclination that he was his father's son. 

She hated the way he kept his eyes not only on her and Honeymaren's forms but also the maids as well. 

"If I had known Arendelle had such beautiful woman I would have come sooner." His voice wasn't as deep as one would think going off looks alone, Elsa would not be able to listen to it for long periods of time with the lord's tendency to hum after every word. Perhaps he was trying to be suave or he couldn't help it, it didn't matter. 

Anna's well practiced false smile was sent his way, the Lord raised his glass to her. 

Georg Scherer of Ruskland was much more conventional than Lord Thomas. He was quiet but not in a shy sense, his eyes were small, and sharp yet took in every detail of his environment. He had more hair on his face, with his handlebar mustache and short pointed brown beard, than on his head, only possessing hair along the sides of it. 

His age showed in wrinkles and his hefty body, but Georg's energy was that of a young man in his twenties. 

Kristoff had attempted to strike up a conversation with him; he was a writer and pulpit orator in one of the Archduchy of Ruskland. 

Since there were no relations to be made Georg was questioned about his position at court, he was a very opinionated man that proved to be less orthodox than his general appearance alluded to. 

Elsa found herself immersed with fascination with his tales, he was a maven at telling stories. A religious man with philosophies that seemed to oppose the taboo but he did not speak of them with contempt in his deep voice. Instead he seemed to want to know the psychological reasoning in the acts of impermissible deeds. 

"I was once presented with a complaint from a fellow compatriot about two ladies of the church, in regular attendance, who were involved romantically with one another," 

For some reason Elsa leant back swallowing harshly, wanting to put as much physical distance between them, why did she feel such disquietude? Her eyes left the man but her ears were still trained on his words. Perhaps this isn't the most appropriate conversation for dinner. 

Kristoff looked as if he was debating of whether to tell him of the permissible laws in Arendelle regarding same sex relationships, while Anna with the aid of Honeymaren and Yelena thwarted off Thomas' lascivious speak of Elsa which were mute words spoken as far as the spirit was concerned. 

"They were very well practiced in apothecary and were sisters," the resonating clang of a dropped Fork drew the attention of the dinning room to Elsa. 

She cleared her throat. "My apologies." Then tilted her head at Thomas, he took the bait. 

"I know, I know, I can be quite brash but better to miss a shot than never take it." He winked at the spirit. 

Elsa felt Georg's eyes, the stare had taken form as a physical sensation that raped the side of her face. She dared not look up from her plate. Paranoia that he somehow knew her reactions were caused by his words and not the young lord's.

"Lady Elsa," she refused to allow this man to make her flinch but the idea that his attention was now on her was unsettling to say the least. 

Just as Anna's, Elsa's false grin was just as convincing. The distance of the seating had put her in advantage. She did not need to look him in the eye just simply in his general direction. 

"You too seem to be agog with the anomalous nature of man whether or not you take part of or wish to know why is another question." Elsa didn't answer the statement, thinking of a response, it was daunting that this man had made the pronouncement of her oddities she hadn't even explored herself. 

"Yes, being a spirit one would think I am an anomaly myself but I have no right to judge anyone so long as they are not hurting others. It would be akin to a fool being judgemental of the clowns when he visits a circus." Georg smirked and chuckled. Though her voice remained even, eyes remained cordial, and even words had not been a full snub, Georg understood her without elucidation. 

Back off. 

The rest of dinner had gone by much easier, Anna entertained Georg with her contentious opinions that clashed with his own. He still remained calm and content with her keeping those convictions, perhaps it was the queen's warning when he and Lord Thomas began a discussion of faithfulness in a marriage. 'You are not here to preach or convert anyone, we are all aware of your beliefs and whoever it suits and whoever it does not leave them be. Have a nice stay.' 


Ryder was a loud snorer, his calls of sleep traveled through the woods. Ryu had thought the man would return to his home but he insisted that he stay the night with her. 

An arm flopped over Ryu's forehead with a loud 'plap'. Groaning, she nudged him away for the fifth time that night. Curling up her eyes shot open at a particularly intrusive snort. 

Giving up on sleep wasn't as sacrificial for the dragon as it may have been to others. 

All things beautiful existed when the sun retired its light and gave the moon charge over the next watch especially in the enchanted forest. 

Fireflies were one of those things. Ryu held still as one nearly landed on her muzzle. Others followed using the high perch her body acted as. She moved slowly, only disturbing a few. Maybe the ones that stayed were tired. 

Either way she enjoyed the company. Bruni was nowhere to be found in this part of the wood. Did he follow Elsa? 

Her micro sized travel companions glided away when an itch on the ear could no longer be ignored. 

Ryu paused mid scratch at the sound of activity. That wasn't an odd occurrence; plenty of nocturnal creatures dwelt in the wood, what was odd was what was making the noise. 

Nose raised Ryu growled following the trail to a rocky formation which caved over the shore. She crawled low on her belly just a short hair's length from touching the ground and peered downward. 

"Shut up you fools..." 

"No fires. We don't know if any of the natives are dwelling in this area." 

There were three men dressed in leather and gray furs. Their weapons drew her eyes and their scent made her nose curl. 

They stink!

"Why does Julien get to stay in a nice cozy inn and we have to rough it out here?" 

"We wouldn't have been in this mess if he didn't miss in the first place, I could have easily killed the snow bitch with my eyes closed." 

This caused a growl to vibrate Ryu's throat. 

"What was that?" Their questions were answered by a large shadow dropping down onto one of the men's shoulders tearing into it. 

She spat it out, staining the sand. The man writhed beneath her screaming out when a single claw pierced slowly into his back seizing when it hit his spine. 

The arrows were drawn quickly. Ryu admired their aim not that it would help them by any means but their accuracy and speed were impressive. 

"What the fuck is that thing!" One asked his comrade, he couldn't answer too busy unsheathing his sword. 

"It's dead is what it is." That wasn't the right answer, wait... Ryu bent down listening for air. Oh he died. 

A charge was made against her. They gawked when she leapt over their heads but they managed to keep up with the dragon's evasive movements. 

They'd attack at the same time somewhat overwhelming, the shashka swords slammed against her shoulder causing a temporary stumble, before she could recover a blade was stabbed against her side. She roared in pain, when the men saw that her hide could not be penetrated one of them threw his sword onto the ground and fished in his pocket.

Ryu yelped lowly when his gun pointed towards her chest. She hated guns, they were noisy and painfully dented her scales inward. She had only been shot at a few times in her life and was determined to keep it that way. 

Her ears plastered against her head when it fired. 

"Get the rope!" The man bellowed, loading his weapon again. The other rushed to their small boat. 

Ryu stalked like a cat and hissed deep and guttural, she stopped moving, waiting for him to take aim again. Before he could pull the trigger his arm momentarily fell downward in horrific awe when her chest lit ominously and swelled, flames were blown from between her fangs. 

His friend slowly stopped running back seeing his partner ablaze and screeching. The fire obscured his vision making his path to the ocean difficult. He did make it though, that would be his last destination. 

The man stared at the crisp corpse floating, his eyes trailed to the beast who watched him. He slowly backed away, not making any sudden moves till he reached the boat. She let him push it into the water and paddle away. 

The two bodies were abandoned on the beach. She panted climbing up back into the forest realizing what she had to do. 

Light filtered through the thin cracks of her scales, she felt her muscles constrain, everything was so tight to an almost painful degree. Her scales retracted like thousands of needles all over her body then when the tingling of her flesh climaxed she fell back onto the ground with a thud. 

That was way worse than I remember.

Shakily she tried to stand just to fall back to the dirt whimpering.

"Fuck."

Chapter Text

Arendelle was now a magical marvel instead of the daunting leviathan that had angry and frightened people running and attacking her on sight.

The cobblestone beneath her feet worn down by generations of people who walked along them felt warm to the touch.

The buildings all had life teaming in them. Many voices combined in a cacophonous hum. Elsa was right, humans are like bees. 

At first Ryu had been pacing back and forth at the border of the city, not noticing some people watching her wondering if the girl was mental or not. 

Before her nerves could send her back to the forest she sprinted past the border, eyes closed and fist clenched. 

No screams could be heard, and no arrows were shot. Stares were given though and then turned away when interests waned. 

There was a lackadaisical sense of urgency in the air. Everyone was moving quite fast but not in an emergent manner. 

People still took the time to talk and chat with one another, or lightly chastise a playing child for bumping into them. 

Heavy steps turned Ryu around to spot a man heading straight towards her. She gasped and pressed behind a lamp post. 

When he passed the dragon his brows furrowed and lifted to his hairline, shaking his head. 

It worked, they have no idea. 

Confidence rose within her as she shuffled away going deeper into the city. It struck her though that she had absolutely no idea where the castle was. 

If I were a castle where would I live? I guess nowhere since people would live in me. 

She was tempted to ask someone, the majority of the people seemed friendly enough but that would mean she'd have conversed with them. What if she screwed up? What if they discovered her? 

"Kill her! Kill the dragon!" Hundreds of pitchforks were drawn from what seemed like impossible places. Flowerpots, pockets, tankards.

Ryu backed away bumping against a baby carriage. Looking behind her she saw the baby's mouth morph into a devilish smirk as it raised its pitchfork from under its pillow laughing maniacally. 

She didn't notice a woman growing uncomfortable, pinned beneath her distant stare. 

"Miss? Ma'am?" When she felt a tap on her shoulder Ryu yelped scrambling to get away, the temporary blindness from her panic made her smash into a post falling backward. 

A round face slowly made her way into Ryu's vision looking at her upside down. "Are you okay?" 

"Uhuh.." Ryu popped up securing Ryder's hat on her head hiding her hair. "Yesu." She bowed respectfully. Either she was perplexed by the girl's phonetics or her manners, maybe both. 

"Okay, well um stay out of the sun." The woman's warm voice busted through Ryu's defenses. She glanced up at the heated ball in the sky and could not resist asking. "What's uhh wrong with the sun?" 

"Hmm? Oh it can play tricks on you. Are you sure you're alright dear?" What was in the water that made the people in this place so affable? 

Ryu nodded slowly and returned the smile, careful to not show her fangs. "Have a good day." 

She giggled then spoke perhaps too loudly. "You too! Have a good day-ehya!" The woman disappeared into a shop.

Ah damn it, she forgot to ask her. 

In front of the shop Ryu read the sign. It was a general store. Her head thudded against the window as she peaked in, hands cupped around her eyes. 

The woman possibly heard the noise and turned back to the window. Her eyes traveled left and right awkwardly. 

Her hand rose and fingers moved in a come hither motion. Ryu shook her head which only confused the lady even more. She mouthed 'Why?' When she wasn't answered she gave away her position in line and exited the building.  

"Are you not okay?" She asked, Ryu looked down, scuffing her boots against the cobblestone. "I'm... Actually lost eh?" Her worried face grinned as she closed her eyes and drew closer. 

"Well why didn't you say so?" Ryu shrugged quickly. 

"Now where is it you need to go?" 

"The Castu... erm the castle." This seemed to surprise her as she straightened a bit. She gave careful instructions going as far as pointing to the correct streets or their general direction. 

"Erusa..." Ryu whispered looking Eastward, she smiled bouncing a small bit on her toes, taking off she skidded nearly tripping turning back to the woman. "Thank you!" She ran again then repeated her same action of stopping and turning around. "Have a nice day eh-ya!" The woman laughed at her antics and entered the store again. 

Ryu did her best to avoid as many people as she could in her run but this body was much less graceful than her previous. She tripped a few times catching herself on her hands. 

She raised her nose sniffing the air. She would find Elsa and then, she'd figure it out from there. "Okay, fire," sniff. "Sheep," sniff, "Dog uh," sniff, "sweaty kids," this inhale lasted longer than the rest wanting to completely fill her lungs with it. "And... something else?" She followed it, mind now zeroed in on finding the source. Eyes closed so as to enhance the other sense's experience.

A wooden surface collided with her head. "Ow." Rubbing the sore spot Ryu looked up. The sound of her impact drew the attention of a man standing at a cart. 

"Huh?" He looked around then smiled when he caught her gaze. "Hello there! How are you finding yourself today ma'am?" There is definitely something being put in the water here.

"Um, I was sniffing and I am... Here?" He chuckled a baritone laugh belly shaking. 

"Well here is where you want to be." 

She shook her head. "No it's not eh, but I was following the smell." 

He too seemed put off for a few seconds by her which was nerve wracking to his possible new customer but presented what his cart was hiding. 

"Fresh snails. Just out the oven." Her disgusted face drew out more laughter. "No no no, they aren't real snails." A platter was put on the stand from the back. The smell intensified, luring Ryu's nostrils into their savory sweet grasps. 

"Mmm." She hummed, drawing closer. "Care for one?" He got an enthusiastic head nod in response handing her the treat. 

She examined and hesitated for a while. It was too tempting to not try though, she took a bite, eyes expanding just as big as her world was currently. The cinnamon swirl daydream was interrupted by the vendor's outstretched palm. 

"That will cost three crocuses please." Ryu stared at him, cheeks resembling a chipmunk. 

Swallowing, she admitted feeling riddled with guilt. "I...don't have those." He retracted his hand. 

"Well ma'am as much as I'd like to, my cart is not for charity." 

Ryu's shoulders slouched, she really didn't want to but, sighing she tried to hand him back her new favorite food ever but he did not accept it. 

"I can't very well sell that now can I?" 

"Maybe eh if you tried?" She offered, hoping that he wouldn't become aggressive. Clearly from her pronunciation she was not from here so he took pity. "Consider it a free sample, but do not return until you have money, cause you need that to buy things." He sounded almost like he was in disbelief that he was explaining this. 

She nodded then remembered. Reaching into the pocket of her Northuldra garb, she had stolen- well- borrowed from the camp she had snuck into, she released the little treasures she had collected on her way to Arendelle. 

The vendor stared down at the river rocks that now littered his stall. "They're pretty ya." She hoped the stones brought him as much joy as they brought her.

His eyes softened as he took them. "They're gorgeous, and I will accept them this one time, thank you." 

Smiling Ryu nodded. "Have a nice day-eh!" She cheered before running away. 

He only hoped he just didn't get scammed. 


She was back on her mission from the small detour wiping the crumbs away from her face. There was a large bridge that had fewer people upon it than in the city. Behemoth gates stood open. Two men stood sentry outside them. 

They were the same kind of men that had attacked her when she first came to Arendelle. Taking calming gulps of air Ryu straightened up and walked as casually as her legs would carry. 

Don't be suspicious, just don't be suspicious.

"I'm sorry miss but the queen will not be accepting an audience during the summit event." 

It didn't work! Ryu groaned. 

"Hello," she wiggled her fingers at them, grinning. "I um have to get in there eh." They both looked at each other then back at her. 

"Ma'am we can not allow that. I'm sorry, if you have any troubles please head to the guard house its-" she tuned out their words and looked to the left then walked away. 

"Have a nice day ya!" She yelled at them. 

"Ma'am?". Rounding a corner people began murmuring when she walked off a pier into the fjord pools below. 

Their blurry faces could be seen becoming small as she swam deeper and deeper. 

Now behind the castle Ryu clasped at rocks above climbing onto the steep faces. Water lurched from a burp, hunching her back. Wringing out her hat, and other articles of clothing as she removed them, she surveyed the castle.

Changing back to her original form felt so good, less constricting than the opposite action. With her clothes in her mouth the dragon clawed her way up the wall and onto the roof. 


A loud THUMP! above them drew everyone's eyes skyward. 

"What the fuck!" 

"Anna!" Elsa yelled glaring at her sister. 

"Kristoff, go see if there's another dragon on my roof." The man chuckled, shaking his head. 

"Anna, don't be silly, it was probably just a bird." She looked daggers into his face when lighter thumps followed along going right. 

"How many birds do you know that are big enough to nearly cave in a roof?" 

He thought for a bit, lips pursing as he looked down at his lap. "Go check an encyclopedia and come back and tell me." The queen crossed her arms. 

"Actually there are more than several birds which are large enough to-" 

"I wasn't asking you miss knows every bird on the planet." Anna's fear was getting to her, coming out irritably. 

Another bump came from the left. 

"What the hell is going on out there?" She mumbled opening the window hanging half her body out of it, Elsa joined her placing a hand on her back as her torso twisted to look up.

She patted Anna's back four times drawing her back in. "I'll go see." She assured. 

Ice caked to the side of the castle wall outside the window. Elsa climbed on the staircase and ascended. 

After five minutes she crawled back in, shaking her head. "There wasn't anything out there."

This answer didn't befit the redhead at all who held a finger. "Okay I heard it, I saw you all hear it, so why am I acting like I'm the only one who heard it?"

"It was bir-"

"Whoever suggests that the loud clang on the roof was a bird again is being exiled... For thirty minutes" She left the room in hurried shuffles leaving the door open. 

Kristoff snorted standing up. 

"She still gets cranky when she hasn't had lunch." Elsa's tone was doting, as she smiled reminiscently, looking at the open doors. 


Well that was an ordeal Ryu would rather not live through ever again. She leaned against a sill of a window, her damp clothes were uncomfortable and stuck to her skin.

This place was huge and she could tell that just from being in the hallway. Voices caused Ryu to stand up, her body flattened against the wall, eyes darting to look for somewhere to hide. Without a second thought she tucked her head and rolled silently towards a window with drapes... casting them over her body. 

"Her majesty just wants us to check the roof thoroughly."

"If there's another dragon up there I'm... I'm retiring." As the voices grew faint Ryu peeked from behind the curtain and walked with her knees bent. Sensitive ears could detect movement everywhere, spanning in all directions. How many people lived here? Anna must have a lot of friends.

She moved quickly throughout the second level, slightly annoyed that the boots hindered her steps. Her feet were light but she'd still have to be careful. 

Backing away from a door when the knob moved bumped her elbow against a table. Reflexively she caught the vase before it shattered. 

"Whew." She hugged it. 

"Excuse me, can I help you?" Ryu screamed, jumping at least five feet into the air. The loud clatter of the vase shattering did not faze the regal looking man, dressed in a prim pressed green suit and pants

He closed his eyes, calling upon more patience, before opening them and regarding the damp girl. She knelt by the broken decoration and brushed some of the pieces together. 

"Sorry, I can uhhh fix, would need glue."

"How can I help you, miss?" Her head snapped to him then back down at the vase, and to him again. She pointed down at it. 

"Not with that, I will have to ask you what business do you have in the castle." 

Ryu stood, she was tempted to inform him that she knew Elsa but the spirit had ordered that she stay away, and she did the opposite of that, of course Elsa would probably have understood the emergency, but Ryu just couldn't find it in herself to tip the delicate nature of the summit over a precipice with chaos when their home hanged in the balance. She was certain she could remain incognito, and still protect Elsa without ruining the event, and Elsa would never have to find out that she disobeyed her wishes and be mad. Yeah she could do this, no problem.

"I have uh business, um to..." Another person appeared promptly cleaning up the mess. She pointed at them. "That?"

"You wish to apply to become a maid?" She nodded vigorously in agreement. 

"I would not be the one to discuss this with, you would be seeking Gerda head governess of the house." 

Ryu glanced around. This wasn't a house, it was a castle. 

"Please, where is she?" Not wanting the girl to wander around by herself he moved to the side and gestured with an extended arm. "I can escort you to her." 

Stepping around the glass shards she followed him on his flank, leaving the poor person to clean up her mess. She took in more of the castle, stopping every few minutes to gawk and gasp at what could be a painting, something shiny, vases but not too close, a door knob that glistened and anything else that garnered her attention. 

Hopefully he didn't ask any-

"So you are a bit early for your appointment, I do recall Gerda stating that she was looking for a new maid for the summit." How convenient... Ryu always knew deep down she was lucky, despite her life greatly disputing this, it was a fact she held on tight to.

"Punctuality is much appreciated and valued here." He smiled at her. She returned it although she didn't really know what punctuality was but if he wanted her to have it she'd learn. 

"My name is Kai by the way, master of administrations in the castle." 

"Hello Kai, master of admin- mmm, hello!" She had gotten the first part of his name correct at least and this seemed to please him if the faint smile on his lips served as evidence to go by. He seemed to be more amused than charmed but that was still a positive! 

They came upon some stairs, the man remained neutral as Ryu went to the stair banister and ran her hand all the way down it as they descended. It was so smooth.

He knocked upon the double doors gently. Gloved fingers curling. 

"Gerda your Twelve is here." 

A voice which reminded Ryu of a woman who owned a tea shop she had met in France answered. What was her name? Mrs. Kettle, Mrs. Pan. No that wasn't it but she was really nice. 

"Already darling?" Opening the door revealed a stout woman with brown hair dressed in a simple brown and white dress. Her eyes crinkled at the corners when she grinned at the dragon. "Hello there, I'm Gerda, head governess of the house here." She introduced offering a hand. Ryu slowly took it. Why did they keep calling it a house? 

Expecting stares stilled when Gerda spoke up. "And what's your name dear?" 

"Um it's ruh..." She couldn't use her real name, she'd need a disguise. Fun.

She searched desperately for something anything in the room that could be a name! 

Another maid walked past Gerda excusing herself with a tray that held a pastry upon it topped with a red fruit. 

"Tray-pastry- cherry, sorry uh" she shook her head. Gerda looked sorry for her. 'Nerves' she mouthed to Kai who looked taken aback by the outburst. 

"Cherry, it's Cherry." Her voice cracked. 

"How unfortunate." Gerda slapped Kai's arm for the quiet remark. 

"Well Cherry, is there a last name to go with that?" She shook her head, she didn't know she needed two! Why two? Kai excused himself and went back upstairs.

"Have a good day ya!" He waved at her. 

"Do you have any recommendations?" Gerda guided her into the room. It was a small office full of so many interesting finds. Ryu found that the globe was practically calling her name to spin it. 

"I recommended uh me because I..um well I am good at cleaning." She didn't see Gerda but her lips clamped shut. 

"Oh my okay, have you ever worked as a maid before?" 

"No." Ryu shook her head, after a few questions Gerda seemed remorseful but also not impressed. 

"Why do you think I should give you this position?" Ryu turned to her. She was seated at her desk with spectacles resting on her nose. 

"Because I have an important job here, one that can not be ignored, I will take the job seriously, and fulfill it to the best of my ability ya," she looked at her in her brown eyes. "I want to help as much as I can and am able to. I want to... Be there for the royal family with all that I am." 

Gerda held her under appraisal. She looked at her papers. Ryu did not break away from her focus. Expression grave. She was not well spoken in their language as well as she would have liked, was dressed in damp clothes that were too big in size, had only one recommendation from herself, and broke a vase.

"I will discuss your payroll with you after your training, we must see how you fair, of course." Ryu's chest loosened its tightened grip on her heart allowing it to beat freely. 

"You can shadow Kelsey and she will report to me how you perform." As if by magic a younger woman appeared in the doorway smiling politely. Ryu bowed to the governess. 

"Oh yes, dear?" Ryu turned from following the maid. "Why are you...wet?" 

"I walked into the fjord. Have a good day!" Ryu didn't stay long enough to see Gerda's reaction to her words and trailed Kelsey. 


Elsa felt cornered, yes she could have dismissed herself at any time but for some reason letting on her discomfort to Georg seemed foolish. The man had a predatory sense about him, as if horses would flee in his presence.

"Giving up the crown to your younger sister to live life in the forest, a noble but challenging endeavor is it not?" 

"It wasn't difficult at all really, the process and how it came to be yes but Anna is exactly what Arendelle needs and it requires me in my role." 

He hummed facing the flowers in the gardens. "Seems to be every Monarch's worst nightmare imaginable." They had been talking for only six minutes and yet the man had prodded at subjects appearing hopeful that her answers would unveil some detrimental flaw in Elsa's character. As if he were trying to find some explanation to not like her. 

"Yes well I wasn't the average monarch." He spun to her slowly. 

"No you weren't, you were and are remarkable." It gave her whiplash, this man gave her an almost metastasis set of being! It was simply exhausting.

Conversing with him felt like riding a horse that made you believe it was going one way then veer off in the total opposite direction. 

"Thank you." 

"You're very inquisitive Lady Elsa especially about one's character, your intuition is a gift, never betray your instincts, for then you'd be in the wrong." He nodded his head respectfully. "Please excuse me, enjoy these beautiful gardens." Before leaving he spoke in a suggestive voice."You are in excellent company." 

Elsa did not miss court. Nor the chess game it had been. She was generally a good judge of character, great even. People seemed so easy to read, yet Georg was a mystery. Did he know that she couldn't find any grounding around him? Was he merely peacocking that fact or was it a genuine compliment? 

He enjoyed making her uncomfortable and throwing her for a loop that she was certain of. He was correct on one thing, I am in good company. 

Elsa relaxed, running her finger delicately along a soft flower petal.

"I don't like him." 

"AH!" She flinched back from the bush, both her hands were encased with frosty layers. 

Was she going insane? The bush didn't talk, it couldn't have, could it? 

Honeymaren rose slowly up from it, eyes narrowed in the direction of Georg. "He's cocky and he revels in making people squirm." 

Elsa felt less like prey knowing that Honeymaren had been there to witness the interaction as well. She did have her powers but Georg knew that as well. Even if she didn't it would put bad relations to the powerful kingdom of Arendelle at odds with Ruskland. A slight that would not be forgiven on both sides. Elsa couldn't claim bad decorum from mental badgering. 

"There are all sorts I guess." She said, focusing on the flowers. 


The rules seemed a bit... Arduous but Ryu filed away each and every one meticulously. She exited the room in the maids uniform presenting herself to Kelsey. 

"It's on backwards." She winced. Ryu looked down at herself then returned to flip the olive green and gold dress around. Kelsey was nice and pretty, patient, kind, gentle and pretty. She allowed Ryu to explore most nooks and crannies but put her foot down when she wanted to taste a jewel that sat in a glass display case.

"Gud, ya?" 

Kelsey fixed the hat on Ryu's head then smiled giving a thumbs up. "Gud ya." She copied and then waved Ryu to follow. She tucked all of her hair beneath her bonnet, its colors did not exactly blend in and she could not leave any chance of her identity being discovered.

"Now here is your big test, don't be nervous," Kelsey seemed to be the one that was nervous as they walked approaching double doors. On the side table beside the doors was a silver tray full of treats and a kettle. Ryu knew tea when she smelt it. She pointed to the tray and Kelsey nodded. 

Her hand was smacked and held against her chest like a dog just tried to nip her fingers. Kelsey looked apologetic then rocked back and forth on her toes. "It's not to eat, you're going to serve the royal family just like I showed you and remember the rules." She spoke fast and hushed. "Don't be nervous, they're very kind. I'll do the talking. Smile." She pointed to her own grinning face before handing Ryu the tray carefully ensuring that it was balanced, opening the doors she allowed Ryu to enter first. 


"Good afternoon your majesty. Lady Elsa, Master Kristoff." 

Anna's scrunched up sarcastic features sped into a more pleasant expression. "Hello Kelsey!" She bounced. Kristoff waved not looking up from his cards, it required complete concentration if he was to finally defeat Elsa. 

Elsa leaned backwards resting her arm upon the back of the couch. "Good afternoon Kels-?" Her words died in her mouth. Dark tanned skin was freckled somewhat like Anna's except some of hers created patches from being so closely knit, there was a clustered scattering upon one of her dimpled smiling cheeks. The maid's uniform was too big for her and somewhat too long, the skirts reached her ankles.  

They shuffled into the room as she placed the tray down carefully, a little pink of her tongue was showing as it pressed to the side of her upper lip focusing as if she were putting a thread through a needle for the first time. 

"This is my new trainee, Cherry, she will be serving you today, I am just a supervisor." Kesley explained. Only Anna acknowledged her words since Kristoff was still deciding his next move and Elsa could only form one thought.

Why does she seem so familiar?

Elsa watched her bend and straighten to serve the cups, her little hands clasping them shaking. It wasn't too peculiar of a training maid to be nervous during their first time serving the queen and her family, so Anna wasn't very bothered by the rattle of porcelain against a saucer. 

Elsa didn't register that a cup was being handed to her, too occupied with attempting to subtly to get a better view of the new maid's eyes. They seemed pale blue but she could have sworn she saw more. She questioned herself on why that mattered, as if her eyes held an answer. 

"Elsa!" 

"Yes?" Her head whipped to Anna, with her extended palm motioning towards Elsa's front.

"Take your cup." Elsa was confused at first till a cup was raised so close to her face she leaned away so it wouldn't smack her lips when she turned. 

"Oh thank you." She said, very beholden even for Elsa, which was quite a lot since she made certain to express sincere gratitude to the staff whenever they serviced her. 

Cherry returned to Kelsey who nodded pleased with her efforts. When she didn't move from standing right in front of her Kelsey gently gripped her shoulders and herded Cherry to face toward the royals beside her. 

"Kristoff if you don't make your god-damned move..." Elsa cleared her throat, mouth closed, at Anna's colorful language and snickering.  

Anna ignored her, sipping tea. 

Have I ever met her before, perhaps seen her in town, why does it matter so much? Elsa wondered, she couldn't rest on a choice when she heard Anna say it was her turn. 

Without caring about the card she played from her hand Elsa put it on the table, beginning to search her memories. The girl seemed to possess the same ability to create a visceral effect in Elsa as Georg did. Elsa had an impeccable memory, so if something was displaced it tended to befuddle her to a vexatious degree. Trying to not seem overly creepy, Elsa curled her fingers beneath her lips and stole another glance at the maid.

She was shorter than Kelsey who stood at five foot six. Maybe Anna's height. Her eyebrows were curved and eluded to light hair, though Elsa could not decipher the color. She had to keep adjusting her bonet from sliding over them every few seconds while her eyes stayed downcast to the floor. 

I could ask her, but how inconsiderate would that be, she's probably already trying her hardest to not misstep. I'd surely distract her, only causing unease. 

"Elsa!" She offered Anna her attention. Kristoff was cheering, standing up. 

"Yes sweetheart?"

"I finally won! After all these years." 

"No, she didn't even look at her card, I saw her!" Anna accused. Elsa went over the game then nodded. 

"Yes, good job Kristoff you won." Back in the recesses of her silence, she had never heard that name before, she would have remembered specific as it was. 

"Ha!" Anna was not pleased. Since it always was impossible to beat Elsa at cards she won vicariously through her, through relations as she put it. Elsa's victory was Anna's by extension. She threw cards onto the table pouting. 

Kristoff sat beside her and pecked her lips. "Well you're married to me my sweet carrottop, so any victory of mine is one of yours." Anna grinned, snuggling into his side. A new rule had been stated. If Elsa won, Anna won by blood. If Kristoff won, Anna won by marital default, and if Anna won... She won. 

After an hour of watching Anna and Kristoff play and combing through the events of today the maids cleared away the tray and cups exiting the room, when Elsa glanced up she realized they had gone. Bolting up she opened the doors abruptly and faced to the left then spun to the right seeing the maids retreat.

What in the world was wrong with her? 

"What?" Anna followed where her attention was and saw nothing but an empty hallway. 

"Elsa, are you feeling okay?" The back of her hand touched Elsa's forehead. She wasn't feverish but she was a smidge sweaty. Was she okay? She didn't have an answer, maybe the mental Olympics that she had been through for the past few days had finally caught up.

Anna wiped her hand onto her green dress. "Maybe you should go lay down." 

Elsa nodded, weakly smiling a reassurance, heading off to her room. 

Anna watched her, worry and confusion beginning to bloom for her sister. 

Elsa was never sweaty. 

Chapter Text

A waste of time.

That's how Ryu would describe the domestic drudgery she had been subjected to as a maid. Cleaning things that had already been cleaned, polishing the polished, dusting the dusted. Her mouth remained shut, reminding herself that Elsa's life was at stake and her presence in the castle would be a non negotiable.

The hardest part of her endeavors was the fatigue from being up so late into the day. Her eyelids were heavy--her blinks longer than usual. The surface of her eyes burned as the air touched them.

Every now and then a sigh or yawn would escape at a moment's weakness when a task would require them to stay still for a period of time longer than ten minutes. Luckily Kelsey found it amusing than a lack of enthusiasm she'd have to report to Gerda and Ryu had to admit it--she was really good at burnishing. Her large pink and violet eyes, that Kelsey cross examined every chance she got, had an adept ability at detecting small details of dirt upon surfaces. She still wasn't allowed to lick curiosities they came across.

The most curious part of the castle had to have been its inhabitants, humans had proven to be the most diverse species that Ryu had ever known. The dragon found herself marveling at what was important to them, for example the principles of dinner etiquette. This spoon had to be placed in this position; this knife was meant for this food but not that one. Use this herb as a garnish but it was not meant to be eaten. It was almost overwhelming the marvel that Ryu had for the whole ordeal. Almost...

Servants acted as soldiers walking, not running, but still completing duties with total proficiency and speed.

Spending time in different countries had not prepared her for this spectacle. The event being held was not the pinnacle of sophistication Ryu had ever seen, that title would have to be given to the party hosted in the palace of Versailles celebrating the birthday of Louis Philippe I Ryu had snuck into by the roof.

How wrong she had been that humans valued the excessive and baroque manner. While subjects of the castle seemed to uphold the quintessential it wasn't completely to the point of being labeled ridiculous. She still found herself adrift amongst the organized chaos.

Arendelle's castle had the unique ability to capture familiarity in, say, the warm atmosphere, with a splash of a reminding one of the nobility that resided here.

She tucked a curly rogue strand beneath her bonnet once she caught a glimpse of herself in the reflection of a dinner platter that rested among the other meals on the brown, polished table.

It was incredibly warm in this room despite the large windows overlooking the fjord due to the hot platters. Luckily she didn't swelter easily, already used to her high internal temperature.

Meats cooked and seasoned to near perfection, potatoes roasted or mashed, vegetables baked and boiled filled the air with their succulent smells.

But what really drew her in towards the table was the fish dishes' siren call to her nostrils so captivating she hadn't heard the begrudging rebukes that were casted her way by the staff as she wandered into their paths blindsided.

She rested her chin on the table looking up at the intricate silver crocus shaped cloche covering the seafood, she had only ever tasted fish cooked by her own flame. All she'd have to do is lift it slightly, stick a finger in and tast--

"Ay! You've done your job now shoo!" Gasping she jumped away from the table. A whine wanted to be released but she abstained. The man had somehow balanced a large brass pot bigger than his head on one upturned palm. His auburn mustache twitched in annoyance but like the rest of the staff in the castle was surprisingly tolerant.

"You're getting in the way of the rest of dinner attendants, please move."

Sighing and slumping her shoulders Ryu trudged away from the table allowing him to bathe the foods with a brownish broth.

She looked back into the bustling room that was without argument the best smelling room in the entire castle, maybe even the whole kingdom.

"I assure you Lord Thomas my sister is not looking for marriage at the moment." Reactively Ryu wanted to hide under one of the hallway tables or behind the drapes having heard Anna's voice nearing towards the dining room entrance but then it occurred to her. She was incognito.

"I understand the trauma that deposed Prince Westgarde may have put you through."

"No you don't, I'm sure."

Anna and Kristoff had no reason to suspect her of anything. Hiding away and possibly being caught would raise suspicion though. Her best camouflage would be in plain sight. But what was she supposed to do, ignore them, say hello, curtsey?

Her training did not prepare her for what would happen if she encountered a royal without serving them, a huge oversight on Kelsey's behalf, and they only drew closer.

Calming her breathing down, Ryu followed the old protocol she was taught in her homeland.

"I mean no disrespect but this is something you must discuss with her and only her, she'll be joining us shortly but that is not an appropriate dinner conver-" Ryu's eyes scrunched closed as they passed her no doubt noticing her low bow. They paused for a moment then slow steps continued.

"Discuss this with her instead of coming to me to garner favor-" When she heard the dining room doors open then close muting Anna's voice she sprung to her feet and quickly walked from the hall hoping she didn't bump into any more high profiles for the rest of the night...

The free time now gifted to her, Ryu decided to use in the investigation of the assassin that was lurking in the castle somewhere. The very idea lowered her heart into her stomach. Where was Elsa? She sniffed the air of every room she entered, sometimes receiving befuddled stares from those occupying them.

When a room lay empty she searched it for any sign or clue that would help her in identifying the threat.

A large empty room in particular was full of artwork depicting different scenes on the walls. They were beautiful, watercolors, and oils. The room required less searching than the others lacking anything useful besides the occasional sofa and table which had only empty drawers.

Frustration was starting to take root, as room after room reaped no results. How was she supposed to save Elsa by catching the assassin, while remaining anonymous in a place such as this? He could have been hiding in any room, nook or cranny.

Ryu stopped. But why would he? His target was in fact Elsa, who, if Ryu tracked the time correctly, would be eating in the dining room with her family right about now.

The next best place to hold an ambush or trap would be...

Sprinting assuredly abandoned all regulation within the halls but was not even on the bottom of Ryu's priority list until she hit a body which easily tumbled backward. With momentum being so abruptly halted Ryu toppled overhead and landed on her back.

"Cherry, what in the world do you think you're doing thundering around the halls busting into rooms like this!" Kelsey helped her up, and by help meaning holding her hand as Ryu propelled to her feet, energy surging through her smaller frame.

"Kesey ehhh I uh..." Her body whipped about searching for seemingly nothing. The older maid neared how one would to a rabid dog or spooked horse, Ryu knew why. Her eyes had bags beneath them and were sunken in, bloodshot--that only looked more bizarre with the wild spinning her pupils did trying to detect anything around that could ground her from spiraling.

It felt like a million thoughts were all bouncing to and fro within her skull that made picking one monumentally difficult. "Uh Erusa, Lady Elsa- Elsa's room!"

She might as well have asked for the royal crown with how Kelsey's face reacted to her demand. "Why?"

"I..." Come on, think! That's all I've been doing nonstop today. "I was sent to- uh- retrieve something for her."

"Were you now?" Her arms crossed as she leaned on one leg, not the stance of a believer.

Ryu set her jaw. "Yesu."

"By who?" Say someone believable.

"The queen." Damn it!

Kelsey rubbed her forehead. To disobey the queen or even be in the way of that had to have had grave consequences. Detrimental enough that the maid huffed, lowering her arms. "Come on then I'll accompany you."

They weren't walking fast enough, not as fast as Ryu would have liked but it was gratitude to Kelsey for giving her the benefit of a doubt to a lie that kept her quiet.

They arrived at two white double doors marked by angular floral and snow designs and shapes. What if Kelsey wanted to come in too? She couldn't do a proper search with her looming around.

Without thinking the solution manifested physically.

"Hey! Where are you going?" Kelsey cried after Ryu who ran slowly down the hall. "Bu-but the queen!" Kelsey gave chase as intended. This would surely get her in trouble with Gerda but she'd worry about that later. 

She led the woman all the way to the gardens before doubling back at a faster speed Kelsey wouldn't have been able to keep up with.

Her breathing escalated as she stopped looking behind and forward to ensure the off chance that the woman had trailed her from the gardens.

The part of her that felt guilty was strangled out by the urgency of the situation. Kelsey was a nice woman and she'd be fine, she was abandoned in the castle gardens not the middle of the woods. Ryu would have to be quick though before she returned.

Entering the room an inordinate amount of what was definitely Elsa's scent lay siege to Ryu's senses. Small wisps lingered from under the door but nothing like this. Raspberry, chocolate, the crispness of the cold, some night blooming Jasmine, and natural body aromas that were unique to only Elsa's person drenched the air. It couldn't have been this intoxicating to someone without a heightened sense of smell, unfortunately Ryu's nose was very sensitive.

It was like being near her in the woods except now she was everywhere, soaking into Ryu's pores. Sniffing too hard caused a sneeze to wheeze out, no detection of any other foreigner in the room allowed the dragon to relax slightly. She ran her hand along the soft bed and purple duvet. She didn't know why, but from the littered books upon the white nightstand and the light purple canopy drapes tied back around the deep brown headrest, to the soft glow of the lantern next to the books, it all the more reminded Ryu that Elsa was more than just a spirit or snow sorceress or even more than just Ryu's friend. Those identities made her not only want to protect Elsa, but the depth of who she was made the dragon realize she needed to as well.

Giving one last push downward on the mattress, Ryu withdrew her hand not wanting to intrude too much in the private space. She stepped onto the large purple circular carpet toward the white fireplace taking shape as an outward square corner that was wrapped in Selbu patterned snowflakes, blue, white and purple.

A singular painting drew her eyes up, hung above the fireplace. It was Elsa, Anna, Kristoff, Sven, and Olaf. Smiling faces and familial love. The corner of Ryu's mouth quirked towards her cheek upward.

Families seemed like such a commonplace for almost everyone. She knew what one looked like, they could be big or small. They could look alike or be completely different.

She tried not to be jaundiced toward Elsa, she deserved to have a loving family more than anyone Ryu ever knew. She wondered, though what it would have been like to have one. A silly thing to wonder she always thought. The whole point of her life had been she was the last dragon so it wasn't and couldn't ever be possible for her to be apart of a family.

Sighing her head dropped down to the empty fireplace.


Now Elsa was completely certain something suspicious was amidst with the new maid. The girl must have the reassurance that Elsa was supposed to be in the dinning room with her family and guests, but she had discussed with Anna that due to Georg and Thomas--she would arrive twenty minutes before the meal ended to lessen her time among both of them. Anna was to remain 'uncertain' to the reason of her absence.

So she had plenty of spare time to remain concealed by the shadows--sitting in her favorite cushioned chair by the same wall the doors were opened to. The second she heard her them open she flicked her fingers riding the glowing snowflake from existence wanting to see who didn't even have the courtesy of knocking that wasn't her sister or Olaf.

She remained silently scoffing at the maid sniffing around her room... And feeling her bed. She made no move to steal anything...yet and only seemed interested in her family portrait. Elsa couldn't see her face, only sagged shoulders and a ducked head. The way she now carried herself was melancholy. The spirit decided she'd give the girl three strikes before she would intervene.

She turned on her heels and dropped to her knees checking beneath Elsa's bed. Strike one.

She was so distracted with having not found what she was seeking that she remained obtuse that her every move was being recorded. She opened the closet peering in. Strike two. At least she didn't rifle through it.

A window was opened, Next Cherry checked all directions possible, and then crawled out of it shimming to the side.

Elsa's eyes hardened, now incredibly alarmed, gave her final strike.

Recreating a light giving shard above her head she resumed reading her book waiting for Cherry's return.

When she jumped back in from the window Elsa could hear her half taken step freezing in place. She hadn't bothered to look up from the book, rested upon her crossed leg.

It was when the girl spoke that she offered visible attention, flicking her eyes up at her. She had bowed not curtsied. "Hello." The accent was heavy yet could not be placed. Her words sounded casual, as if her job wasn't on the line right now, as if she didn't have a lot to lose and it all depended on Elsa.

Elsa bookmarked her page deliberately, slowly placing it on her side table, then her hands delicately folded in her lap. "Hello, since I am more familiar with my room than you, why don't you tell me what it is you're looking for so that I could aid you." Though on surface level her tone and words were polite, she could see the maid wince at the true intentions behind them.

"I apologize for being in here Lady Elsa but... I do not think I require any assituh-assiten..." Shortly Elsa felt pity towards her struggle but reminded herself that this maid was snooping in her room and any embarrassment or trepidation for lacking eloquence was deserved.

She snapped up in spine breaking speed. "help! I did not find it, so I will leave."

Elsa stood at a normal pace, going to the door at the same time as Cherry providing a nonthreatening blockade. The nerve of her thinking she could leave without answering Elsa's--non direct--but still obvious question.

Finally she had gotten a full view of the maid's eyes, and she had been correct. They had more than one color of pale blue, pink, and violet were mixed in as well. Elsa could have sworn she had seen them before but knew that she had never met anyone with different colored eyes to this degree. She had seen a duke who had one blue and one green before but never different colors in one iris.

She must have leaned too closely, for the girl had backed away casting her stare to the floor, her fingers rubbing themselves at her sides. Back to the matter at hand.

"What were you searching for?" The room chilled along with her authoritarian tone causing a shudder in Cherry's shoulders. She didn't answer immediately no doubt conjuring up a lie, Elsa would let her- having the unnatural ability to detect whenever someone was lying to her.

"I was looking for someone." She stopped breathing for a moment, either this girl was a very skilled liar well versed in the art of deception or she had indeed been looking for someone.

"Who?" It came out more sharp than intended. The fact that Cherry didn't like this question, displeasure evident in her face confirmed the results of the last question to be the latter. When she had begun to speak more truths did the temperature of the room decrease unintentionally until Cherry's words were visible in the smoke that left her mouth.

"I do not know their name."

"And this person they could have been hidden under my bed or in the closet."

The maid nodded. "Hmm."

Elsa stopped a feeling of endearment she had felt once before from developing as the maid nervously pricked at a loose strand in her skirt.

"What do they look like?"

She shook head. She believed her but Elsa's plan to appear incredulous as possible had served her well in the past, and she was confident that it would serve just as beneficial now.

"You don't know what they look like, or what their name is, this friend of your-"

"They are not my friend." The quick, sharp, darkness she spoke in and lour drew Elsa's brow to her hairline. Cherry seemed to remember after a pause the company she kept. It was frightening how quickly her features went from menacing scowl to a now tranquil expression and said more respectfully in bow. "Lady Elsa."

"What would they be doing in my room?" Recovering from the momentary fear, Elsa went away from the door ensured that the girl would not run--not that she'd get far to begin with.

"What exactly they would be doing that I am unsure of."

"How do you know of this person? What's their allegiance?"

"I overheard-a someone speaking of them, of their allegiance I do not know."

Elsa now watching the sky took an audible breath. She was dancing around her words now, Anna had done it all the time. Telling the truth but still lying in admission. She had tried it before but the guilt from it was too much to bare. A conclusion was made, a shiver inducing, dreadful conclusion, that--if correct than Elsa knew exactly who Cherry was looking for and if not she'd abandon the train of thought chastise the girl and send her on her way.

She faced her. When asked Gerda had informed her about the trainee--that she had not been employed as a maid before. That may have been true but Elsa could tell that there was some mentally drilled in discipline from the very specific way she held herself and stood--it was too deliberate- too precise. What the nature of said discipline was had yet to be determined. She had first noticed it at tea that afternoon but wrote it off as hyper vigilance searching for answers in meaninglessness.

It wasn't so pointless now that she could study her without the caution of upsetting her stride in work.

She wasn't from Arendelle, her features were telling of that. She was young but how young Elsa couldn't gouge, and it irritated her further that she couldn't identify her accent, it had to have been from a country which never visited Arendelle before, which only lengthen the list of contenders instead shorten it by that criteria. Elsa filed away the questions for a later time.

"This person... you're looking for..." She didn't want the answer to confirm her suspicions. "Do they wish to harm me?" There was shock in Cherry's eyes that was there for a second then vanished, her lips pressed into a hard line. She began steeling her resolve, as if armoring herself to any outside stimuli.

Elsa had every right to demand an answer after awaiting for one as long as she did-- but that would only escalate things and raise the dramatics higher and higher. And this young woman, despite her invasion in Elsa's privacy, did not deserve that.

"Please..." Elsa had not recognized her own soft voice which unbeknownst to her shattered Cherry's defenses like a feather breaking through a wall of stone, unexpected and not in the procedure of how this interaction was expected to go.


As her arms wrapped around herself, Ryu gulped, then made the largest mistake she had made since entering the room and looked up. Elsa looked so vulnerable with how her arms wrapped around her torso, just as she did that night when Ryu flew away to the beach.

Her breath hitched. Could she tell Elsa of the threat without ruining the political summit and revealing her identity? She had already gotten a good look at her and despite the signs of recognition triggering on multiple occurrences--in the way her brows would knit together and head tilted slightly whenever she studied her, Elsa had no reason to suspect Ryu's identity. For Ryu now it mattered more than just upsetting her, she needed Elsa to not worry about the dragon being so deep in Arendelle's capital and just focus on her own safety, she needed Elsa to not fuss over her alerting the staff and castle residents. That was the Noble side of her reasoning, the selfish side was a deep pit Ryu had no desire to look into.

What would happen if she let just this one secret come to light would the other easily follow? Could she trust Elsa to not trip over herself trying to navigate the attempt that would be taken on her life? Maybe it would prove to be more advantageous with keeping her safe if she was aware of the danger in first place.

Ryu's fist shook as she stammered, attempting and most likely failing to keep emotion from her voice.

"He wants to kill you--I overheard the plot last night, I could not know who had said it. They are gone now. I came... In your room to find them and stop them. I did not want to mess up the summit or lose my job."

Elsa's face softened despite the morbid information she had just received. "May I?"

Ryu nodded not knowing what the question was for until she jumped when cool fingers ran down from her shoulders to her hands gripping them upwards. The same firm and gentle grip she remembered and missed. She looked up into Elsa's sad smile.

"Thank you. You were right about keeping your discretion, Arendelle is trying to form and maintain fragile relationships currently but keeping this from me won't help- it only blindsides me." Ryu nodded, understanding exactly what she meant.

A thumb rubbed along the back of her hand before pulling away. "It was very brave of you to come here to my room alone knowing there might be danger." Ryu could only hope Elsa wasn't subtly accusing her of being in league with the assassin, but her voice held no ulterior motives.

"It was the right thing to do." Ryu said with a fierce conviction.

"I wouldn't want to put you in any danger but you're the closest person who has some semblance of what's going on, perhaps with your assistance I can finally put an end to this." Her brows furrowed, did Elsa have a sneaking inclination that her life was already in danger?

"We'll need a plan," Elsa paced about the room clutching her chin with her long slender fingers, Ryu's head merely followed her. She hadn't really thought of a plan outside of find the assassin--catch the assassin--save Elsa. Those steps seemed to make sense to her.

"I'll confide in some trusted confidants, I'll need more information from you tomorrow, but for now I'd like your involvement to remain a secret for your own protection and mine." Ryu barely suppressed the contradictory glint in her eyes, Elsa raised a hand quieting any protest that might have arisen.

"As I said prior I'll still need your help but remember discretion. Right now our best advantage is ignorance. Or at least the ignorance we're supposed to have." Ryu despite her disguise hadn't exactly been as discreet as Elsa accredited her for, running and barging into rooms haphazardly. She scratched the back of head, face heating up. Maybe it was serendipitous Elsa had caught her tonight.

"We can reconvene in the morning when I have brainstormed some ideas on how to handle this." Was this a dismal? It sounded like one.

"Lady Elsa," a bow then words were spoken with a hot flamed desire to protect the spirit that started out at first as a hearth and now burned like a forest fire. "I hav-'' the growl born of intense emotion that tried to ripple from her chest was covered in a cough. "I have some concerns regarding your safety."

If Elsa was touched by the gesture she hid it well behind a calm smile. "I understand but now that I am aware of the threat I am quite capable of protecting myself." That wasn't exactly the answer she had been hoping to hear but what other answer would have sufficed anyway, if anyone was able to protect themselves in the kingdom it would have been Elsa. The night in the enchanted forest when she had nearly been shot took image in Ryu's mind steadily ascending panic taking her heart in a vice like grip, it beat faster as if trying to escape the hold. She'd stay near tonight, Elsa wouldn't question it with the truce they had now settled together.

"If you'll excuse me eh Lady Elsa." Bowing Ryu turned to leave, face grim.

"Wait please?" She blinks back over the shoulder, noticing how the moon from the window almost made Elsa's blonde hair-- draped at her shoulders--appear silver in its beams. Her long dress seemed like the deep pools of the lake they had swam in, wrapped around her body--moving along with her whenever she took a step. It wasn't made of ice as par her usual clothing, but instead was a satin deep navy blue, contrastingly complimenting to her pale skin. At her knees the front split in an upside down v, within the material had changed from satin silk to a thicker velvet, darker almost black in appearance. The lighter colored sleeves which hung off her shoulders were sheer and glittered whenever they caught the light. Attached to the right one was a short silk half cape, the top black and the underside blue, clasped to her by a golden pin shaped as a crescent moon.

Ryu had learned a great deal about the woman that night--two of the many was- like all of the less fancy wardrobe she wore in the forest; Elsa no matter the location enjoyed having her clothes incorporate sparkles and capes.

"Hm?"

"If I may ask, where are you from, Miss Cherry?" Stepping closer Ryu held up a placating hand, grinning lopsided when she closed her eyes.

"Please you do not have to say Miss, just Cherry. And I... Came from..." She clenched her teeth behind her lips, Would it be too much? Would Elsa figure it out? The woman was proven to be very intelligent, and had great deduction capabilities. She could give her only a little but still not enough, that should do it.

Her arm swung around--in a flourish- as if the room was one giant map that represented the world. "I have traveled all over the world, Lady Elsa." The way Elsa's eyes dilated and body leaned forward made Ryu curse herself.

"All over?" She asked as if not believing that it was possible. Ryu nodded and turned to leave again but Elsa's voice impeded her once more.

"What brings you here to Arendelle?" She chuckled probably at the absurdity of the notion but Ryu could see the thousands of thoughts quickly flashing in her bright blue eyes. She wished she knew what she was thinking, anxiety started pounding in her chest at the woman's silence when she realized it was her turn to speak.

"Just looking somewhere to settle down."

"Really?" She nodded, not liking how excited Elsa was visibly becoming. She tried and failed to hide it, but her eagerness was something Ryu had witnessed before.

"Hm." Please don't be noisy, please don't be curious. Ryu felt like hypocrite with her silent plea as she had just been caught snooping through Elsa's room, good intentions did not justify wrong being done.


The girl appeared more anxious about being asked of her time before Arendelle than when she was caught at the window.

Be it from pain or something more nefarious Elsa mercifully decided she had caused her enough near heart attacks for one night. She turned back towards the window. "Tell me about yourself Cherry?" Relinquishing some of the power she had in the conversation while also gaining some insight to who she was spelled as a win for both of them as far as Elsa was concerned. Now instead of asking specifics she'd let the girl chose what she wanted to reveal.

If she was involved with Elsa's attacker then it would come to light soon enough but for now better to let her think of herself as an ally than to antagonize her and she reveal to him that they had been discovered.

"I umm... I like food, erm." Elsa coughed away a chuckle, the girl's phonetics were... interesting to say the least. While some foreigners she encountered lacked the ability to complete a word, Cherry added extra syllables and noises to hers. It made Elsa wish she was a studied linguist.

"I love umm stars." That itched in her mind, it wasn't so unique, many enjoyed the stars--some more than Elsa herself. She had only met two aspiring astronomers in her life, Ingrid, the little girl who had requested an ice sextant two years ago, and...

And there it was again. The congenital, obsessive perception that scratched at the surface but was trapped under an ice sheet drowning Elsa's discernment. Georg Scherer's ice sheet was thick and contemptible, as he stood on the ice and laughed in mockery at Elsa's lack of mental prowess which was outpaced by his own. Cherry's was thin, as if one small answer would connect all the synapses that she disconnected with her uncanny and esoteric nature which frustrated Elsa even more.

The girl wasn't mocking her, but Elsa felt that if she were it would be justified somehow.

"What did you say? I'm sorry I was lost in thought..." Elsa asked, the girl joined her at the window and had been talking beneath Elsa's scrutiny, a palpable warmth resonated off her body as if her chest contained a furnace, it was almost distracting. She looked as if she were to run at the mere snap of twigs. Elsa cursed her recklessness with the situation. If she was to get answers from Cherry she'd have to tread carefully and not spook her.

"It is okay, I was just saying nothing." She didn't sound dejected, or insulted as she continued taking in the stars. In Elsa's periphery Cherry's fingers drummed against their neighbors and body rocked-- a noticable behavior throughout their conversation, in some way or manner Cherry was always moving, constantly fidgeting. Elsa wasn't sure if it was a nervous tick, or what.

"No please, tell me." When she didn't reply right away Elsa's irritation began its metamorphosis to self degradation.

Of all the times my listening skills had to become subpar it was no-

"I was just saying--no, that the Serpens is my favorite constellation..." Elsa's peripheral glance turned to a full stare. It was ignored in favor of the stars.

"It has more than fifteen stars in it eh. Unukalhai is the neck and Theta Serpentis is the tip of the tail." She really did love the stars. Elsa's identified those exact stars, Unukalhai shining the brightest in the entire constellation.

"I have a collection of favorite constellations," It was Elsa's turn to be watched. She'd return the courtesy of not drawing attention to Cherry's regard of her.

"Boötes, Libra, and Ursa Minor."

"Why?"

Elsa's face was overcome with fondness unaware that every micro expression and twitch was being studied as closely as they were.

"Those show up around and on my sister's birthday." The silence that enveloped them was comfortable, the troubles of the night lulled away to obscurity that would be handled tomorrow.

"Here's a difficult question, what is the most outrageous story as told by the stars to you?" Ryu tapped the side of her temple with her index as her lips folded inward. Elsa observed her contemplation and the detonation of its end when her eyes lit up.

"Ahh eh!" Her choosing had been exclaimed as if it was a personal victory. "Gemini- mhm, Zeusu seduced the Spartan Queen Leda. As a swan no." She shook her head, eyes closed, opening them they found Elsa's shining with mischief, as she wagged a finger as one would to a misbehaving child. "I hope they didn't make kids while he was still a swan." Elsa's lips grew lopsided, engrossed at the maid's enlivening enthusiasm.

"You say now." She prompted, she seemed tempted to touch the spirit with how close her fingers drew but refrained. Elsa had prepped for the question to be fired back at her since Cherry seemed the curious type.

"Well when Zeus transformed himself into the white bull with golden horns, Taurus, when he fell in love with the Phoenician Princess Europa and kidnapped her to Crete." Her regaling was approved by Cherry who folded her arms, her elbow rested in the opposite arm's palm while the one raised towards her face tapping her chin with her index coyly.

"Shame no, both our answers just had to have Jukan- erm I mean 'bestialituh' eh?." Elsa didn't require a translator to know what word she had attempted to say, when Cherry joined her in laughter, Elsa's calmed so as to hear Cherry's chortle closely.

It was light as her voice and followed no uniform pattern but that wasn't why she had muffled her own behind her hand to listen. Her words broken and mispronounced did not conceal the zeal and animated harmonic notes--as if she was singing every other sentence. Elsa wasn't certain if it was the cadence of her accent or her voice itself, and frankly didn't care--She enjoyed listening to her.

Settled Cherry tilted her head to Elsa. "Do you think they uh-"

"I don't know if they had...relations while he was a bull," A heat overtook her cheeks and ears, Cherry seemed immune to such talk. Probably cause she has a fever. "I'm sure there are many translations that differ from one another." Elsa had only known the woman for a day and she had already learned the Spirit's secret penchant at finding darker and unwonted subjects had the potential for humor and even played upon it.

"I should be attending dinner right about now." The girl seemed more reluctant to leave than before, Elsa took this as progress. She hadn't had many wins that day and would take them wherever the opportunity presented itself.

"I do not envy you... Well, except for the fish." Her eyes widened as if she had made a grave error and quickly added. "And other foods, it all smelt so good!"

Elsa hummed, majority of the food she did not partake in, though Anna always went the extra mile to give her lots of non meat options whenever she joined them for dinner. If she was being entirely honest with herself--she would rather have stayed here in her room with Cherry than have to face Lord Thomas or even worse Georg Scherer.

Cherry seemed sharp enough, she had shown some knowledge in not just Astronomy but Grecian mythology, and had allegedly traveled the world. It made Elsa grow intrigued of what other subjects she knew about or studied, what other topics they could discuss and pontificate toget-

"Goodnight Erusa."

What did she just call me?

Elsa spun round to Cherry half way through the door. "I said goodnight, Lady Elsa." Her reply made Elsa realize she had spoken her thoughts aloud, snickering once she shut the door behind her. When alone Elsa rubbed her face paying heed to not redden it despite the urge to add pressure.

If she was to make it through this dinner she'd have to erase all traces of Cherry and what she revealed to her from her mind. Paranoid that Scherer would see somehow right into her memories at their conversation.


Anna dominated most of the dinner conversation to help Elsa, keeping the attention of the majority on herself speaking of nothing and yet everything at the same time. Despite her efforts Elsa still felt his eyes on her. That wasn't the issue though, Elsa was used to being studied like an exhibit--despite how rude and obnoxious it was- during state dinners. The problem was that he wasn't staring at her. He kept his eyes upon the queen with a lazy indifference.

Was he doing this on purpose? Elsa shook her head. No, now she was being obsessive and paranoid. After having not eaten all day Elsa's stomach twisted not with hunger but anxiety.

Even without any effort Georg Scherer had been dictating her emotions. She hated it! A hand upon her knee jerked Elsa back to the present, Honeymaren was concerned and kept her hand upon Elsa's knee who took the invitation to place her hand atop it- enjoying the reassurance. The room had gotten cooler, just a few digits from allowing everyone to see their breaths.

"Excellent display Lady Elsa," Thomas clapped loudly, Scherer was less inclined to praise. "It was quite tepid in here, if I do say so myself. Cooling on demand, what a dream!" His voice chirped as he raised a glass in Elsa's direction speaking in a reverence that made her uncomfortable.

"To Lady Elsa of Arendelle, and her remarkably unfathomable power!" The fellow dinner goers joined in hesitantly to the toast. Elsa nodded to him, tipping her water glass. The cold liquid allowed her to focus on it and Honeymaren's hand.

Thankfully, she kept it there through the entire dinner. It was a simple task, all that was required of her at that moment was to drink water and account the physicality of her friend's grip.

Her thoughts became superficial, counting the grooves of Honeymaren's hand, or how many palmar flexion creases she had on each finger.

Instead of slowing dinner as her previous pondering had done, the menial actions of guessing to herself which picture Honeymaren had traced on her palm sped it up. Some were absurd, others made her chuckle quietly.

And soon dinner was dismissed. Elsa rose first, slinking towards Kristoff, her hand was gripping Honeymaren's who allowed the distressed woman to pull her along. She made certain he was alone before approaching.

"Kristoff, meet me in my room in thirty minutes," she says hushed. "Tell Yelena to come and don't bring Anna."

Kristoff blinked rapidly at being bombarded so quickly while he was just simply minding his own. "Are we finally planning that coup I told you about?"

Despite the gravity of the subject Elsa found herself giggling. "Most definitely." Honeymaren oohed rubbing her hands together in a playful devious nature. The man nodded, turned and was ambushed by the Lord Thomas who looked dejected that Elsa would not be lingering.

Elsa linked her arm to Honeymaren, her eyes flitted about as if they were children sneaking a sweet from the kitchen, just replacing the mischief with a rampant urgency. "Have a conversation with me." Honeymaren nearly stopped walking but the hold her arm was twisted in prevented that.

"Isn't that what we're doing right now?" Elsa shakes her head, denying the true fact.

"No, make it seem important." Now she was completely thrown for a loop.

"I- I don't know how to do that," Honeymaren stammers. "What, do you want me to yell at you or something?" Now it's her looking about, for an answer that isn't in the servants clearing away the table or Anna slowly running her hand down to Kristoff's lower back inviting herself into his conversation with Lord Thomas.

"No, no just-" hands plant themselves upon Elsa's shoulders. She had been so anxious since the Lords arrived in Arendelle.

"It's Georg Scherer." It would have been a guess had it been an actual question and not a statement.

Elsa nodded defeated. Her friend knew that face all too well. She had seen it many times. Elsa felt weak, vulnerable... Scared, and for some reason was guilty about her state of being.

"Hey," Honeymaren watches her shift, her smile broadens. Her tone was proud, cause she was. She was very proud of Elsa who instead of withdrawing into herself, ironing out her emotion to solve whatever problem that was at hand, had asked for help...in a quirky sort of way.

"Come on," her head nudged towards the hallway. "I'll walk you to your room, and then you can debrief me before Kristoff gets there." They walked in their previous position. When Honeymaren brought up Ryu, Elsa began engaging more in the conversation.

She missed the forest, She missed her cottage, she missed Ryu. Elsa didn't have to hide behind masks or double entendres with the dragon who accepted her like her family had, just as she was and gave nothing but her own entirety in return. Elsa wondered if the dragon--if she was to see her now--would be able to recognize this opaque altar of herself she put on during state visits.

They had come across Scherer in the halls which sadly meant a sudden topic change to nothing in particular or that was what Elsa had gathered, she hadn't really been paying attention instead channeling energies into a mock engrossment in what Honeymaren was saying. Honeymaren hadn't been paying attention either, it could have been complete nonsense.

They greeted each other politely to the man who loved to hear himself speak. Before they knew if he would even open his mouth to say more Honeymaren tugged at Elsa.

"Come on, we have to hurry if I'm to show you before it gets too late!" They both hoped he'd let them go without interference before they had to come up with what Honeymaren was supposed to show Elsa. He had.

Elsa let out the breath she kept trapped, shooting a very grateful smile to Honeymaren who was glaring after Georg Scherer.

Her thoughts were clear, practically plastered upon her forehead. The idea that he hadn't pursued similar to before meant- He was cornering me.

Relinquishing her hold on Honeymaren to open the door she gestured for her to enter first. For safety's sake Elsa looked to the left then right down the hallway before proceeding to enter.

Despite her prodding for information Elsa doesn't look up from her notes when she answers, scribbling down some afterthoughts.

"It'll be easier to say it all at once when Yelena and Kristoff get here, and safer." That silenced her for the duration allowing Elsa to sort out her notes, the pages containing what she would mention marked against her private thoughts, observations and plans.

A knock made her snap the book shut, tucking it under her arm as she opened the door inviting them in. Yelena doesn't take a seat upon her bed as Kristoff and Honeymaren did.

The creak of the floorboards telegraphed when everyone was settled.

Still facing the doors she had just closed, she sorted how to announce the conspiracy that had arisen almost overnight.

"There's going to be an assassination attempt towards me in the castle." Her lips pressed into a line at the end of the unintentionally fast admission.

Yelena's face remained unmoving, Honeymaren's fists clenched. The most emotive of the three was Kristoff with his fingers gripping the upper bridge of his nose painfully.

When he spoke each syllable was prolonged by expectancy and placid anger.

"Of course there is."

Chapter Text

"So what you're saying is; that I may not see the report you're already writing Mr. Scherer, and that I am just to take good faith that you'll present the spirits and their magic in a positive light?" The question's purpose was more so to point out the absurdity of it all than get an actual answer. 

Georg Scherer cleared his throat, and sat back more comfortably in his chair, as if preparing to be in the queen's office for a much longer time than anticipated. 

"You're Majesty, please understand that the whole prerogative of this summit was for me to meet the Fifth Representative and report back to Ruskland what I kno-"

"Sorry may I just need to interrupt you ple- please- for a moment," He paused in courtesy to the sheepish yet still fierce ruler. "The whole point of this summit is so you can blatantly report back to Ruskland that the spirits including my sister pose no threat to any of our neighbors and well-" she shrugged her shoulders to the side. 

"It would be foolish to do that- no offense- without getting some proper insight."

"I plan to, your majesty." Anna cringed slightly, she still never understood why everyone had to put 'Your Majesty' at the end of every sentence. 

"I am now just recording my first impressions of Lady Elsa. I can't speak for the other spirits without having met them... at all." Ideas began formulating in Anna, apparent if anyone had ever seen it happen before. 

Kelsey took the liberty of pouring her more water and in return received a bright smile. "Thank you!" She grinned back, then took her place beside her apprentice who had a hard time keeping focus on anything for too long. Anna understood, she had the same problem when working at her desk. Always fiddling with some random trinket or other. 

She had made it a game with herself whenever Georg Scherer went on a tangent to guess how many seconds Cherry would study something that caught her interests before moving onto the next. 

"I know it would be quite...biased to have our input in your reports directly but think for a moment; this could be an opportunity to not just go back and say-" She put on a deeper, much more posh voice impersonation. Whether it was to be Georg Scherer or not was lost on the guest. "Oh the spirits are peaceful they won't hurt us' but to educate your nation and education just spreads if you allow it. People tend to fear the unknown, the more they know of the spirits the less fear that can fester in not just the empire of state but your fellow citizens as well." Anna's eyes flicked to Cherry who was now indirectly looking at her in what seemed to be contemplation. This brought a grin to her face. See it's already working. 

Georg Scherer took a loud breath and nodded, a good sign hopefully. "I will consider her majesty's indepth words in regards to my report. Forgive me for saying I find it... quite contrasting that you wish to spread your educational gospel of the spirits but prevent me from spreading my own here." 

Anna huffed, placing the flat of her palms against her desk quickly to form a rebuttal. "Mr. Scherer I can understand how you can perceive it that way, but the situations are different. My people know and are aware of your teachings and some even believe it themselves versus Ruskland who know nothing of magic and what it entails." 

Anna held up demonstrating hands raising each to represent the different sides. "One is a direct disinterest and the other is a complete lack of knowing. If anyone does wish to know about your religious doctrines they may speak to you about it and you to them, I merely asked that you not force it upon people." 

He grinned, bowing his head to her. "Well met Queen Anna, but I ask you, how can one know what it is they are missing if they do not know of its existence." That Anna could not form a retort to, so instead she sighed. 

"You are correct sir, I veto my own words to you and instead say this; You may... preach? Lightly to anyone you see fit but-" she held up a rigid finger and quirked brow. "If they express disinterest you must leave them be." Her audience both George and Cherry seemed complacent, albeit one more than the other, with this conclusion. 

"Very well your majesty, thank you for the reconsideration. An action that is not common among royalty." 

Anna hiked her shoulders to her ears. "Well I'm not your average royal- not to sound conceited or anything- just less conventional." As she stumbled with her wording they stood and she walked him to the door.

Georg Scherer chuckled, his deep baritone was even in his laugh. "It has come to my understanding that nothing in this kingdom is conventional." His eyes glanced beyond Anna's shoulder into her office. 

She tucked a loose strand behind her ear. "That is something we can agree on." Once he bowed his head and left Anna practically ran to her desk and began writing at a lightning pace. 

She looked at the clock and dropped her head with a thud upon her desk. Kesley, as if by an aptitude, abandoned her station in favor of rubbing small circles upon Anna's back. 

She was naturally a nervous and flighty woman but when it came to knowing when to care for her employers or fellow employees she had a gift. 

Anna turned her head showing the side of her face. "Is it bad that I would rather eat five of Kristoff's custom lutefisk dishes than meet with Lord Weasletown?" Kelsey instead of answering offered a remorseful smile.

A loud entrance drew their eyes to the door which was closed. 

"She's not in- oh there you are!" Olaf chuckled waddling in closer to Anna's desk. "I have something important to tell y- oh hello there." He waved at Cherry who grinned and waved back. 

"Hello Kelsey." He greeted, approaching Cherry. "I don't think we've ever met, although you do look familiar. Have we ever met?" Cherry did not confirm this by shrugging. "Well in case we haven't I'm Olaf, I love warm hugs but also handshakes as well and secret handshakes, Sven has taught me a few-" his twig fingers tapped his icy chin in recollection. 

Anna rested her chin on fists propped up by her elbows. Olaf met a lot of people throughout the day, more than Anna herself, and despite his incredible efforts to recall all their names Anna didn't doubt that one could have possibly escaped him.

"Do you know the secret handshakes?" Cherry thought for a moment then bent down shaking his branch regularly at first before flattening his palm as best she could against hers, pulling them away with kept pressure till his hand reached her pinky which she linked with his own ending it in a wiggle. 

Olaf squawked happily, his little round feet running in place. Giggling, he looked her in the eye. "That wasn't it but it will be added to my vast collection; I know two." Before she could stand he wrapped his twigs around her neck hugging tightly. He lingered a lot longer than usual, exclaiming in amazement. "Anna no offense at all but she has the most warmest hug I've ever had!" 

"That's alright Olaf but let's not-" 

"Wow she's actually really warm, hot even I'd say. Oh kinda like Ry-" 

"My name is Cherry." The interruption was abrupt but not rash or out of anger, the emotion Anna could have named would be more like the jitters. 

Olaf pulled away and wiped his brow. "Whew almost melted in that one, but I didn't!" He said with unnecessary relief. There were a lot of temperatures tested against Elsa's ability to create permafrost, much higher than human body heat. 

"Olaf, you said you had something important to tell me." 

"Oh right," He lit up in recollection, pattering over to Anna. She pulled away from her desk to allow him to climb up into her lap. 

"Now what was it?" He mumbled. "So I was walking in the garden soaking up the sun for my lovely tan. I'm going for a bronze this summer. I think it would really bring out my eyes," Anna listened with a fond grin. The great thing about Olaf was that when one was expecting to get one story they usually got three or four and he was a marvelous story teller with his ability of multitasking upon more than one subject. 

"And who should I see, none other than Bruni! I waved at him but he seemed busy. I think he was looking for Elsa or beetles. I couldn't be sure unless I asked him. So I came to ask you where she was and also how your day is going." Anna perked up at the mention of the little fire spirit. He would sometimes visit Arendelle even if Elsa wasn't present, being the most outgoing out of all the spirits including Elsa. 

Perfect now all we have to do is get Gale here and figure out a way for the rock trolls to attend...they are a little big though. 

"Oh! My day is...going great Olaf. I am getting alot done and will be completely exhausted by tonight." She was completely exhausted now but she'd put on a brave face for Olaf at least, but like all other times his perception never ceases to amaze. 

He sported a soft- totally- not convinced grin. 

"Your day is going way too long, and you're very tired, even though it's only -" he looked at the grandfather clock across from them pointing at it. "That time." He still didn't quite understand clocks yet but it was on his to-do list of things to learn. 

Anna welcomed to cold relief the side of his head provided when she rested against it. He hugged it, not too tightly cooing. He spoke wistfully, stroking her hair. "You know sometimes I get tired too, not really sleepy but I just feel like I wanna do nothing- like this morning I was out in town and this shepherd asked me if I could watch all his baby sheep. They were so cute and bouncy and headbutty and I loved it! Then I counted them to make sure everyone was there, and I started getting sleepy, and then I realized I never knew how many he had to start with and uh- oh yea! I went and asked Sven to watch them for me and when we came back they were missing! So Sven and I spent the entire morning finding them. It was a lot of fun, and turns out the shepherd had taken them all home, which was the last place we looked, which should have been the first and then it would have... still been the last..." 

He began thinking until his pep returned and jolted Anna from the trance he pulled her in. "So I guess in the grand scheme of things nothing matters except the journey to get there! Did that help?" 

Anna, now bleary eyed, nodded slowly. "Great! Say do you know where Elsa is?" A head shake had her lap empty and him heading for the door. "Glad to help you! I'll see you later. Bye Kelsey! Bye..." He hugged Cherry's legs. "Mmm toasty." 

Anna sat back. One part of Olaf's deceptively innocent but morbid story was the part of him recruiting Sven for help. 

Standing she went for the door, pausing briefly in front of Cherry as inconspicuous as she could. Olaf was correct and not being hyperbolic. 

The young woman did exude outwardly a noticeable heat. 

Anna made the mental note as she was excited to have her seen by a physician to ensure one of her staff wasn't working and walking around with a high fever. 


Elsa's day had been running much smoother than she initially expected. 

Her night was long, spending it planning with Yelena, Honeymaren and Kristoff. They all wanted to accompany her today but she explained for what felt like the sixth time that night that it would raise suspicion and that their guise of ignorance to the plot was key. 

They couldn't argue with that logic though she could clearly see on their faces they really, really wanted to. 

Her meeting with Cherry that following morning was more insightful, less urgent emotions surging through them allowed for more concise communications of concerns. 

Cherry, despite having never met him, had a vague description of what the man would look like. When Elsa questioned how she knew it was a man she answered by giving a name. 


Julien. 

"They said his name?" 

"Hm." A curt nod. 

"Why didn't you report this immediately to the queen? Why go all vigilante?" 

"Because it seemed they had already planted him within the city. I suspect the queen would not have dealt– eh– with this situation in a quiet manner, no? He would have already run and waited for another chance to strike." Elsa couldn't ignore the point. 

"What were you expecting to do if you had caught him last night?" The meaning of her statement was not lost but also not directly said out loud. 

Cherry wasn't impressive in size and was just a maid and previous traveler. Luckily she took no offense to Elsa's implications. 

"I would have done whatever I was able to do in the moment to Sutoppu- to stop him." 


They had been trailing each other when the meeting ended. Both trying to subtly follow and spy on the other. Cherry was much more silent and somehow ended up in places Elsa would have never expected. 

She was also less bashful than Elsa when caught. Simply shrugging and once shooed away by the spirit gently and would go back to her duties. 

Elsa once seen sneaking around would unconvincingly find a painting she had probably seen over a thousand times very interesting.

But now she had the jump on her. 

Tucked behind the railing of a balcony overlooking the gardens, a perfect vantage point to see how the maid acted without the knowledge she was being observed. 

She was more of the same when alone, she sniffed some flowers appearing to be most content yet still hyper vigilant of her surroundings. She inspected the gardens and much to Elsa's frustrations sometimes went beyond the visionary capabilities the balcony allowed. 

Elsa felt guilty deep down. Spying on someone felt like a misdemeanor she'd never commit, she'd have to remind herself that even though Cherry had agreed to help and brought light to the danger she was in she still had no proof if the girl was involved or not, despite every suspicion Elsa had that she wasn't. 

She had brought a sense of familiarity that Elsa would have found comfort in if it didn't unsettle her that she couldn't pin down why. 

She watched her move. Like a stream constantly flowing, her motions were fluid as if she knew what steps she'd take ten paces beforehand. She was almost absolutely silent as if she weighed nothing. Numerous times she caused Elsa to duck in cover when she faced the balcony's direction but her eyes never went upward. 

"Ohayō." For some unexplained reason Elsa's heart rate escalated in fear of her discovery only calming when she realized Cherry was not directing her words to her. 

Wait, what did she just say? 

Peaking only up to her nose Elsa's fingers clamped the ledge. 

Bruni! 

The fire spirit crawled up a branch to equal his height to Cherry's who was smirking at him. He hesitated for five moments inspecting her carefully. 

Elsa heard the noise he only made when happy and walked upon her offered hand. 

Interesting

Bruni was generally very curious and friendly. It did take him a while when meeting someone new to get an insight on them to act as personable as he was now. 

She found herself smiling small when the maid giggled as Bruni climbed the outstretched arm to her face. 

He tongued her eye making it close tightly but she didn't appear to mind any, stroking his head gently. He made his way upon hers confused by her bonnet before deciding it wasn't for him and took a place where her shoulder met her neck. 

He chirped at her and she nodded as if understanding everything he said. 

"Right, eh! You're looking for Elsa?" He nodded. 

"Oh, she's up there." 

Curses!

Elsa didn't need to see from her hunched position to know Cherry was pointing to her hiding spot. 

She hid her red warm face in her palms. Peeking through fingers she saw Bruni staring at her. Sighing she held out her hand for him to jump on. Steam wafted from wherever his body touched as he sank down in relief. 

She couldn't very well slink away now as much as she wanted to, could she? 

Straightened to full height seeing that Cherry was not even looking at her but instead taking inventory of the high points of the outside area. When she finally turned her face brightened. 

"Good morning Lady Elsa." Cherry bowed and much to Elsa's embarrassment she bowed back in the same fashion. 

"Good afternoon Lady Ch- uh Cherry, good afternoon. Errh good morning I mean!" Her face grew hotter when Cherry smirked but said nothing of the verbal mishap. 

"Can I eh help uh you with anything?" Her head swiveled left and right as if a table of tea she could serve was available.

Elsa shook her head. Bruni cried at her bouncing up and down. Cherry chuckled and continued on as she was. 

Elsa blew out a small snow flurry from her mouth going back inside while Bruni chomped at the escaping ice flakes. She pressed and slid down the glass balcony doors in mortification. 

Bruni leapt from her shoulder, apparently headed to join Cherry in the gardens.

So Elsa followed, that wouldn't raise too many questions if the Assassin was always watching her somehow. 

A shiver shuddered through her spine at the very notion. 

"Ah it is a nice day Lady Elsa yes?" As cliche as the question was, Elsa had to agree. The sun felt lovely on her skin and had painted Cherry in a beguiling way as she bent down closer to the White Chrysanthemums. 

Bruni went under the bush no doubt on the hunt for any tasty bugs which hid among the foliage.

"Chrysanthemums are beautiful, one of my favorites." Cherry hummed appreciatively at Elsa's goading tone

"Yes they are ah beautiful, I love the meaning of flowers, so much said without speaking a single word deh?" It was the purposeful way she spoke that drew Elsa closer to something so simple yet the meaning hidden in plain sight. 

"I as well enjoy fauna or flowers, what do white chrysanthemums mean?" 

She rose up from the bush, ridding the easy smile on her face for a more serious expression. "White Chrysanthemum means truth telling or grief and sorrow..." Silence lasted for five seconds before Cherry spoke again. Her face flipped over in expression from displaying the meaning of Chrysanthemums to more jovial. 

"Have you ever seen a spider lily, Lady Elsa?" She asks in a light voice, almost smiling. 

Elsa poked at her brain remembering her book of fauna from different regions of the world. "I have once in a book, I don't exactly recall their country of origin though, why? Does that flower have a special meaning?" Cherry grinned lopsidedly at the question. 

"All flowers do. Red spider lily means death. It is said when you see someone for the last time... a spider lily will grow in the place you said your last goodbye..." 

Elsa felt that unease once more, the hope that Cherry wasn't confessing what she thought she was keeping her rooted in place. Her confidence she thought she was gaining recedes in on itself. 

"Have you seen any red spider lilies today, Lady Elsa?" Her chest loosened at the concerned face Cherry casted her way, she was somewhat catching on.

She hoped she was at the very least.  

Her thoughts went to Georg Scherer who would pompously watch her drown in confusion-- Cherry would watch from the shore but instead of leaving Elsa with doubt she threw rafts after to help her ashore.  

"I have not seen any today. I don't know if one has planted itself in the gardens though...without my knowing." The maid looked satisfied.

"What flower means distrust?" This was a topic she'd have to tread carefully on-- not making an enemy out of Cherry but still not accepting her as a solidified ally. 

Her smile broadened, with a finger pointed to the sky, as she closed her eyes, moving so animatedly. "Ah, some say it is the lavender." Elsa followed her over to the flowers they spoke of. 

She smelled them in a deep inhale finally opening her bright eyes which reflected in the sun. "But they also mean devotion. Two sides but almost opposites. A Gyakusetsu some would say in places erm far from here." 

"What does that mean?" Asked Elsa breathlessly. 

"I think the word would be umm," she tapped at her temple. "Paradox!" 

It was perfect. The word Elsa had been unknowingly searching for to explain her feelings towards Cherry. She looked to the lavenders-- a physical representation of her emotions. It was comforting having an answer the very perplexing Cherry led her to.

She had to admit she felt safe in her presence but also didn't. As if she were a mouse sitting beneath a tiger's open maw. 

Cherry was patiently waiting for Elsa to speak, enjoying the company the flowers gave her. 

"The tiger lily must be uprooted, no? From the gardens, I have not seen any today but I will keep looking out." 

Elsa remained silent as her mind performed somersaults to make the connections.

This was their language. 

A common ground they could both meet upon which left others oblivious to what they spoke of while not in private.

She grinned, joining Cherry. Between the sun, Bruni who was nested on her head, and the maid's unnatural body heat Elsa felt as if she'd melt. She chilled the air significantly for Cherry to notice but not be bothered by the sudden climate change. 

"We'll find the tiger lilly...together." They smiled at each other.

Elsa held her breath when Cherry slowly offered a single finger to her waiting. The spirit was just as hesitant with her own left pinky linking it to Cherry's right. 

"Together." 


"Ah Lady Elsa I thought I might find you out here." The robust voice ripped Ryu away from Elsa who also distanced herself, smile shrinking to a neutral expression.

"Good day Mr. Scherer, how are you this afternoon?" Ryu didn't like Elsa's voice when she spoke to the man, or her posture which to the naked eye was regal and polite. 

Ryu knew better, she had seen Elsa in the forest relaxed, on guard, working as the metaphorical mother of nature and the other spirits. She remained graceful, yes but also relaxed. Now she was as stiff as the wood and rock the castle was built with. 

She didn't like it. 

The way his eyes roamed over Bruni in Elsa's hair.

"I should introduce you." Elsa's hand went up to her head, serving as a perch for Bruni to climb upon. She didn't present him in her palm, instead bringing him closer to her chest. 

"This is Bruni, the fire spirit of the enchanted forest." 

Georg Scherer bowed. "A pleasure to meet you. How serendipitous; I was just discussing with the Queen that I had yet to meet the other spirits." 

"How fortunate indeed." It’s a strange instinct. This urge to stay still, stay frozen, for fear of drawing a predator’s attention when he finally took notice of Ryu who kept her lids heavy, her eyes that stared at the ground. 

"And you have company..." He said now fully facing her after his visual examination of Bruni. 

It was her turn to be scrutinized. 

"Yes this is a new member of the castle Staff, Miss Cherry."

"What a unique name, pleased to make your acquaintances." Ryu nodded in false solidarity. He seemed interested-- way too interested when he spoke-- in not only Elsa and Bruni, but herself as well.

"Might I say as impolite as it is for me to point out, your eyes are quite...sui generis." 

She had no idea what that meant but decided to dislike the term. He continued the one sided conversation either oblivious to the discomfort he caused or just didn't care.

"Perhaps a congenital error from birth?" 

Elsa's chest and shoulders bristled like a puffed up cat that had been petted without giving its consent. She stepped in front of Cherry speaking with that authority she harbored and let loose whenever a situation called for it. 

"Mr. Scherer I ask that you please remember yourself and not comment about the physicalities the castle staff may possess-- or anyone for that matter as it is in poor taste." 

Georg Scherer pulled back his neck, his Adam's apple jumped with a harsh swallow. 

Despite his superior height Elsa still managed to seem taller during her chastisement. 

He relented. "Please excuse me, I'm terribly sorry-" he sounded very not sorry. "Sometimes my curiosity gets the better of me when it comes to the unknown." His eyes flicked to Cherry's. 

Bruni jumped the short distance from Elsa's shoulder to Cherry's, curling his body and tail against her throat while keeping his squinted eyes trained on Georg Scherer.

Elsa's skin pricked in his presence as it always did but now she felt emboldened to step in for Cherry's sake not wanting her to feel the same way she did with Scherer. 

She would not allow it. 

"Mine as well, I understand but we must not let it get the better of us at another's expense." 

Fully placating, he bowed asking for forgiveness once more. 

"My eyes Mr. Scherer, they're different I know. From birth." They both turned to the maid who stepped from behind Elsa. Their eyes flicked together before Cherry's met his, no longer hiding them. 

"Ah I suspected as much." He addressed. 

Elsa watched Cherry's throat subtly bob up and down. In a nearly horrific short instance her features morphed from timorous to convivial complete with a slight head tilt as though she was watching a flower she hadn't known the name of yet. 

"You are drawn to the bizarre Mr. Scherer despite being a holy man no." As if contemplating her own next sentence she spoke it mostly to herself glancing away in thought. "Sounds conflicting..."

"You too seem to be agog with the anomalous nature of man whether or not you take part of or wish to know why is another question." 

Georg Scherer's attention was raptly on the maid smiling leerily. 

"Yes, ludicrous is it not, but I can't help myself, even in the mundane I desire to know why. Some would say there's an answer to all matters of subjects and I would like to know them." Elsa had to keep her nose from scrunching or leaning backwards-- the ends of his sentences always sounded as if he was growling but was aware it was nothing more than the gravelly nature of his voice.

Cherry appeared less inclined to flee, her grin still relaxed and unstrained. "You must have seen a lot of strange things to end up like this, no? I heard uh that-tuh people attract the energy they carry or drive away those that have the very energy they wish for with bad intentions..."

The envy was silly, Elsa knew it. The calm manner and full eye contact she hadn't received when she first met Cherry was now being given to the last man on earth she'd thought would be deserving of it. 

"Do you attract the unusual or repel them?" She stared him down in a way that was not appropriate for a staff member, but her tone and posture heavily suggested her affable nature. 

Green tendrils would not be tugged away this time that wrapped around Elsa's heart. Her eyes flicked over to his small ones and large beard. No he did not deserve this, especially after his intrusion to their time together in the gardens. 

His discomfort was barely perceptible, but Elsa had seen it. His smile was dampened, and mustache twitched slightly to the left. 

"I suppose it depends on the nature of the context. Where do you hail from, Cherry?" He answered. 

Elsa's head whirled from Cherry to Georg Scherer. She had given Elsa permission to drop her prefix but not him!

The absolute nerve of this man assuming such quick familiarity!

Before she could bring attention to it Cherry spoke swiftly once more glancing sideways at Elsa. 

She wanted to keep talking to him for some reason and did not want Elsa to intervene. Sighing, the grips her palms had while clasped in front of her caused Elsa's knuckles to turn white, not used to being so irritable. 

"I hail from uh a place where your religion is not dominant." This diverted him from the track he had just attempted to go down. 

"Intriguing, are you familiar with my religion?" 

Cherry shook her head while scrunching her nose as a child would who was repulsed by broccoli. 

In place of offense butted in amusement. "Oh not riveted I would assume." 

"You assume right..." She pointed a finger at him as though he had just come up with a grand idea. 

"But if you are unlettered then how can you decide you're not captured?" 

"It is not-tu- not really your religion per-say but the source doctrine. I have read it before and do not like it alot. Maybe as a story but not as a rule book for my life..." She tapped her chin. "There is one verse that is my favorite..." Then shrugged, closing her eyes. "Kinda like not wanting to drink lemonade for the first time when you do not like lemons no?" 

Elsa cracked a smirk, the first positive visible expression she had since this conversation began.

Cherry seemed genuinely glad at her reaction, softening her eyes when she looked at her, but slammed them back into being wide and alert when they returned to George Scherer when he asked.

"What may I ask do you find off putting about it?"

The maid impishly waved her hands in front her face replying in her sing-song accent-- from a distance any onlookers would think Georg Scherer had offered her some food she didn't want. 

"Too many contradictions in it yah. Is God good and happy and loving or is he vengeful and angry and jealous-nuh when he gets no attention? Is human sacrifice allowed? Or is it forbidden?" She scratched the back of her head giggling at the silliness she found in it. "I have no idea what's allowed and what is not, I would not be a good follower and ask him lots of questions. So God is better off without me!"

Religion had always made Elsa uncomfortable, specifically the Lutheran faith that dominated the majority of Arendelle, and those resembling it like Georg Scherer's Roman catholicism.

She was close to what should have been considered a witch, a sorceress, evil. She didn't feel like any of those things and only wanted to help the world as best she could. Glancing down at her hands her grin grew when she looked up at Cherry who was practically bouncing on her toes waving her arms. 

The way she constantly moved, and sang her words, Elsa knew she enjoyed listening to her, she didn't know what it was-- be it her enthusiasm-- her voice-- just her ideas. Elsa hadn't the slightest clue, but whenever the girl spoke she found herself thoroughly engrossed, even if she would have picked a more compelling topic than this.

Apparently Cherry had shockingly managed to disturb Georg even if signs of this were subtle. It made Elsa wish she had actually listened to the conversation instead of daydreaming and watching the maid hop on one foot. Now even more so as her light voice spoke in such a big way that Elsa didn't even know a tiny person was capable of.

"And then why nouh- does she have to marry a man who raped her eh?" 

Elsa's pupils expanded. 

Oh bother. 

Georg Scherer seemed unsure if he was about to be attacked or assaulted so with raised hands he backed away gracefully. 

"I'm afraid I must be going now, but I am anxiously awaiting our next conversation. Miss Cherry, I admire your passion. Good day Lady Elsa, Miss Cherry." 

They watched him leave. 

Elsa turned her repentant stare to Cherry's. The need to comfort the girl overwhelmed her. But she didn't seem too worse for wear, albeit a bit red faced.

Cherry took her invitation, and allowed Elsa to rub her thumbs along the back of her hands. 

"I'm so sorry about that." Her voice was low and had a slight scratch to it. 

Cherry tightened her hold. "It was not your doing... He is morbidly curious..." 

Elsa nodded in agreement, for a fleeting minute she had felt confidence from seeing someone finally drive away the man that seemed to be a stoicism expert, and tugged on Cherry's fingers drawing her closer. 

"And you aren't?" She teased. Cherry clicked her teeth. 

"I wouldn't say morbid no. I am... pleasantly curious." 

Elsa chuckled, nodding with surrender. 

She didn't want to pull away, Cherry's skin was soft but had slight microscopic grooves that scraped the pads of her fingers, but her hold had reached the timer that deemed it inappropriate. Giving one more experimental rub with her thumbs, she released her. 

They stayed in the gardens for two hours. Cherry would lament the meanings of the flowers or play with Bruni, who was quite fond of her. 

Elsa's ambivalent feelings which rested on a fence now leaned in favor of Cherry. 

"You can't." 

"I can." 

"You're joking." 

"I'm serious." 

"Show me, please." 

"...Yea okay." Elsa backed away and made certain Bruni was safely tucked in her hair before giving Cherry a thumbs up. 

Her arms lifted above her head as her body wound tightly like a spring. 

The screech she let out was maybe a battle cry, maybe a screech of pain, who knew? But Elsa was not expecting it or for her to crouch low to the ground and use her palms to lift her feet up by a few inches, swinging from one side to the other before bowing dramatically. 

It was zany enough that Elsa doubled over giggling, half composed as she rose clapping at the very unimpressive display. 

"If you loved my backflip you are gonna love this, my friend taught it to me!" Hiking her leg up she pirouetted in place-- once again bowing while Elsa claps quickly. 

"Bravo! Marvelous Cherry! Completely spectacular!" Her beaming face made Elsa want to cheer even the little things she did as if they were magic.

She didn't mind being the end target of jokes so long as Elsa laughed, not all of them landed but Cherry's reaction after Elsa would cringe drew out chuckles from her enough that she didn't mind. 

It was difficult to not trust her, while she abandoned decorum and sat in the grass beneath a tree, stretching. 

She turned her head to Elsa and patted the grass next to her. 

Elsa found it to be utterly winsome and joined her, the entente growing between them helped her relax in the breeze. 

There was a peace settling. Elsa hid her giggle behind her fingers when an Apollo butterfly decided Cherry's nose made the perfect rest stop. 

Her face scrunched when his legs tickled her lips but she remained still accepting her new job as an artificial flower. 

Bruni stalked it from her head slowly stepping across her forehead. He was a second too slow in pounce. 

It fluttered around their heads, taking off into the shrubbery. 

 "Tell me about your travels." 

Cherry leaned back against her elbows. She must have felt the same security Elsa did, they were hidden from eyes that entered the gardens. 

"I have been uhh...everywhere I think, I have watched people and their customs. Some seemed like an entirely different species." She sometimes glanced at her captivated listener but kept her eyes forward most of the time. 

"I have been to... France, Germany, London- Persia, others too." 

The questions boiled over in Elsa's mind; she could see her spilling them out fast and hurriedly to get answers, but she kept calm despite the rapture that was overtaking her. 

"That's incredible, I know I just told Georg Scherer off for what I'm about to do-" she picked at her sky blue dress. " But I must ask, you have an accent that I don't recognize at all. Where are you from?"


Ryu sighed heavily. She smiled sadly, folding her lips together. Her fingers caressed Bruni into a nap. 

"I will tell eventually but such things make me sad..." Her eyes fogged with a sorrowful wistfulness. She wasn't looking at anything in the present. 


"I let you beat me!" 

"Oh well how generous of you." She shoved her shoulder into his nearly knocking him off his feet and onto the hard wooden floor.

"Sparring is over now, there is no need for that." The words, although calm, promised a harsh punishment for such uncouth behavior. 

"My apologies, Master Mikoto." She bowed during the man's departure into his office. Susanoo smirked in his father's direction. 

"You may as well call him father at this point." The dragon put him in a headlock after confirming the close was clear and punched his stomach swiftly and hard. 

"I suppose that would give you the role of an annoying little brother. I think it suits you." 

"We're the same age! You oversized lizard" He choked out, escaping and rubbing his abdomen.  

Susanoo waved a key in front of Ryu's face mischievously then placed it in his pocket. "We can finally practice your flying." 

She backed away twirling her fingers. She wanted to stretch her legs and wings but also didn't want to risk another injury or even worse getting in trouble. "I don't know-" 

"Come on, I'll be right there with you-" he grabbed her forearms putting on a resolute face. "I won't let you fall. Never, I promise." 


It was as if she wasn't here. Her gaze was so disconnected. Elsa had seen it before in herself. The shut down, as the emotions of everything one's past had draped across their mind, turning them to stone. 

She felt almost like an intruder in this space. 

Forcing down a swallow Cherry created a fake smile to flash at her, words coming out choked. "Yea eh? I will tell you eventually." 

Elsa nodded while wondering when 'eventually' would be. 

"Have your friends found any signs of the tiger lilly Lady Elsa?" 

The question caught her off guard. The formality of her title sounded odd coming from Cherry even though it was expected. 

"No, they haven't. Have you?" Cherry was now laying completely on her back. 

"Hm." Says Cherry.

"Well... Did you find them?" 

"They may not be in the castle, they may be in town waiting." Her voice darkened. 

That should have brought some relief but for Elsa it doesn't cause any comfort. 

"How do you know this?" 

"Before his accompli- Comrades...left, I heard them mention an inn."

There were many inns in Arendelle, and both Elsa and Cherry assumed the Assassin was smart enough to not use the name Julien. 

"I would send one of your friends to investigate it..." 

Elsa anticipated more but it didn't come. "But-" she ushered on. 

"I think the smartest and the only option would be to wait till he strikes yah." She too seemed to be weighing the risks of this path. 

"Wait until he kills me?" 

She turned to Elsa, squaring their eyes together. The intensity nearly made Elsa look away. 

"I won't let that happen Elsa." 

"Why are you doing this?" It wasn't meant to come out as a whisper. 

Her lips move to speak but the words never make it past them. She sees something, something in Elsa's blue eyes that she doesn't like for some reason and turns away. 

"I am a servant to your family, and to be that means to serve." 

She has said those words before. Elsa's intuition mutters to her. 

Cherry didn't come across as one who always knew what to say unless she had time to think it through. 

They sit in silence for the remainder of their time in the gardens. 

Cherry traveling to the past once more and Elsa wondering, for Cherry, where the past was.


He moved like a lion--skulking about a savannah, searching for a lone gazelle or zebra to pounce upon.

 When he was spotted from the corner of Ryu's eye for some reason she stills, as if moving would give away her presence to the predator on the prowl. It wasn't calculated, it was instinctual and difficult to ignore no matter how doltish it may have seemed to Ryu, it wasn't as if he could harm her. Sweat beaded down her brow to her cheek when he passed her. She could feel his gaze lingering on her shoulder blades for much too long. 

Always much too interested.

That was why she had followed him as contradictory as it was. All nerves and volitions ordered her to go the opposite direction but they were buried deep down in her psyche. Her biceps and calves quivered with anticipation in case flight or fight was to be engaged. 

Now she was the stalker and he was the prey. She took inventory of him in the gardens and was still addled by what she saw. He was average height, heavy set-- his belly protruded like an overstuffed hen, balding, squinty eyes. This was not the lion that rendered her motionless yesterday momentarily in the gardens or just now.

But he was. 

He couldn't possibly be the assassin. 

Her nails scraped the red wallpaper, curling to fists, digging crescents into her palms.

His mouth is set in frown as he strides around. Ryu continues to trail him carefully using her disguise to the advantage, for whenever he would turn, probably sensing her intentions, she takes her rag and wipes idly at any surface present making certain to turn her back to him so as to look no different than any other servant from behind. 

Why was she so interested in this man when there was more pressing matter that deserved to take the forefront of her mind? But she doesn't stop even when having no answer for the questions she asks herself. 

Chapter 14

Notes:

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He saw her. 

Many maids and castle staff had vivid for both his sister in law and his wife's attention in some way or another during celebrations such as this but hers--

Hers was not like any he had seen before. 

So that was why he leaned against a wall, belly filled with drink, and watched her. Her eyes were too keen and vigilant-- that wouldn't have seemed odd until he followed hers to Elsa who was happily conversing with Olaf and Bruni, playfully to divert their attention from the cake that sat on the banquet table. 

That wasn't anything a maid who was interested in gossip should have been diligently watching. 

She had caught his eye when she deviated from the same line of protocol all castle staff had taken during events. Separating herself from the rest even though she was not assigned to the area, the maid was deliberate in her placing which Kristoff had eventually discovered was according to Elsa's.

"All she does is watch her... I don't know if Elsa noticed but if she hasn't we should tell her." Honeymaren nodded at first agreeing to the notion then shook her head, she distinctly remembered Elsa watching the maid as well. Be it if she was suspicious of her or just fascinated as she was yet to be determined. Elsa was always enraptured by anything out of the ordinary as she was herself, and the maid's appearance and behavior had been that. Elsa's usual past time outside of Anna, Kristoff, and Olaf had been having her elbows propped up on the balcony and staring at Cherry down below who was sniffing the flowers showing them to Bruni. 

They spoke together outside of the normal amount of time Elsa spent with the other staff including Gerda and Kai.

This all made the maid a suspect. She arrived the day Elsa had brought attention to the assassination. The coincidences were too strong to ignore. 

"We can keep an eye on her collectively, I just hope Elsa isn't keeping anything from us." Her eyes flicked to the spirit who was calmly watching her sister animatedly speak to Halima complaining about her bedtime enforced by Mattias and Gerda with a fond smile. Not wanting to be the fuel to panic, Honeymaren also shrugged. "But she could just have a crush on the amazing Fifth Spirit goddess." At this Kristoff chuckled, he wasn't convinced but put on a grin. 

It was difficult telling his genuine expressions from false ones since he wasn't very expressive to begin with except when it came to Anna. Once parted the consort followed the maid using many covers; from getting food, to pouring drinks, speaking nothing's to whoever provided the closest and easiest access to the maid. 

She couldn't have been onto him and his intentions that type of intuition was crazy yet started feeling less and less impossible as she thwarted him getting lost in the crowd of party goers in the front castle courtyard. Sven too provided some cover inconspicuously maneuvering towards Cherry.

He got so desperate that he joined a man leaning against a pillar for a smoke of a musty cigar. Hiding his cough, his vision scanned for her. She was by Elsa. Her eyes lingered too long, and it wouldn't have been alarming had it not happen five times since the party began a half hour ago. Before he could follow towards another diversion Anna grasped his arm. 

"This was a pretty amazing idea huh?" She plays off as if their conversation is much more uninhibited than this but he too nods at the spectacle this short planned celebration had been, going along with Anna's aww at the children playing with a ball of snow Elsa made for them. The only ones that had been unable to attend were the earth giants and Ryder perhaps due to keeping Ryu company. He didn't know what it took and wouldn't rebuke the man for upholding such obligations, but knowing Ryder he hoped it didn't end in disaster.

"I wasn't really asking in self praise but more so hoping you'd be a little bit more applauding of the staff who made it all come to fruition." Anna frowned as she held his arm speaking from the side of her mouth. 

Kristoff hummed appreciatively, not wanting to ever sound ungrateful with those he shares a roof with. "Oh right, sorry, they definitely earned a raise." He still can't sound sincere without the influence of an outside distraction, with his attention split in half by the curious maid. 

"Elsa seems to even be having a better time than she usually does at this kind of thing." Her head turned to Elsa, easily charming one of Arendelle's lords, who chuckled generously. Her eyes narrowed, when the man reached for Elsa's hand ceasing when she gently put it out of his reach. "I just hope the theme doesn't make her uncomfortable." She began searching for Georg Scherer, he luckily had left Elsa alone and took to speaking with the locals and writing in his book, and watching. Beady eyes roaming over everyone and everything. She wondered what had changed suddenly. He made a big fuss about speaking to her and getting to know the spirits yet kept his distance like a vulture hunched on a tree.

"Yes dear." Kristoff says absently. 

Anna noticed and followed his gaze. "She's new..." She says while scanning everyone around the courtyard for the appropriate amount of time, smiling at those who caught her eyes and keeping note of attendees who had arrived that could maybe save her and her husband from being wallflowers for too long. 

Before she could throw her own raft for them to join a conversation Kristoff threw his own. "Sven! How's it going buddy!" She allowed Kristoff to pull them towards the reindeer who had been so immersed with Olaf. 

"It's pretty Awkward with that new maid around." 

Anna for once took Kristoff's words as his own and not through the esteem it had been delivered by Sven. 

Kristoff played it off for now but Anna knows by now that he was exposing his own emotions to her in his own way. 

Not an immediate emergency but she'd also to keep an eye on the maid who appeared to be just fulfilling her duties in an eccentric manner.


Elsa wasn't aware of how loud her laugh had been until the music died down from the band who were taking a break to retrieve food and drinks. Eyes now on her caused a blush travel from her cheeks to her neckline, hidden by the slim somewhat form fitting blue and green ice gown. Composed from the humourous outbursts

She couldn't help it, why Gale had chosen to torture Cherry was lost on her but darn if it wasn't entertaining, enough so that Elsa decided to not intervene. 

Gale was a usual trickster either knocking bashful lovers together or cups off of a table or papers from someone's hand. Yes the air had a sense of humor and knew how to entertain themselves but this was just reaching the point of ridiculous. 

If only Cherry could just reach the table to refill her pitcher. This attempt was impeded when Gale flipped her over onto her face... 

She tried the self defense of smacking at the air with her silver pitcher. "Knock it off ya overpowered flatulence ya!" When Cherry finally noticed she had an audience from Elsa-- who was hiding her face to muffle her giggles-- a new set of determination furrowed her brows as she pushed against the gust, feet sometimes slipping on the cobblestone ground. 

Gale took interest in her pitcher and swirled around it, Cherry had unknowingly won most determined maid of the year, refusing to let go of her pitcher even as she was dragged further away from the table. 

She got at least three feet off the ground before she was dropped on her rear. She glared at the wind spirit who now wanted her bonnet but that was no doubt out of the question with her arms firmly strewn across her head. 

Gale whirled into her face dancing in elation when Cherry whistled blowing her own air back at them.


Nokk's loud neigh echoed throughout the courtyard gaining the attention of many nearby to see him rear up when Ryu had crossed his path. She however, seemed unperturbed by his noisy protest and continued on with her duties. 

Finally her pitcher was filled, her task given by Kelsey was done and she could stand by-- folding her hands in front of her.

"Not enjoying the party?" Yelena asked, causing Honeymaren's eyes to become less squinted as she joined her side speaking low. 

"She's a possible variant." Honeymaren spoke even lower, nodding her head towards Cherry. Yelena looked after her grunting. It was indecipherable.

"I've seen that look many times before, it is not the stare of aN assailant, but the eyes of fondness." Honeymaren snorted at the answer. Yelena remained immovable in her opinion though. 

"Yeah, we can't judge a book by the cover." 

"Yet you haven't even looked at the cover." Her sharp words made Honeymaren's cheeks warm, and her mind doubted itself. Was the maid's fondness so obvious that it could be considered the cover to her book?

"I'll speak to her." Before Honeymaren could protest, Yelena had already vanished from her side, nowhere to be seen. 

How did she do that? Did she possess the ability to vanish along with super hearing? 


"She keeps all our attention, you needn't feel so odd about it." Ryu jumped when the voice broke her from her focused trance. She feigned obtuseness until she heard a chuckle and turned to see it belonged to an older Northuldra woman. 

She had seen her before, with Elsa and the others. She was usually quiet and spoke only when she felt it to be important, that Ryu could respect. Many loved to hear themselves talk and flood people's ears with drabble. 

Normally Ryu would have felt transparent and vulnerable having been caught watching Elsa so intently, it was hard enough with that young Northuldra female, Anna, and the clumsy mountain with his reindeer setting their sights upon her for whatever reason. She didn't want to guess why, they weren't as nefarious as Georg Scherer's but still felt negative in nature. 

"Excuse me your-" she paused, unsure what title this woman held. She was noble enough in the way she carried herself but not in the royal manner of the others. Ryu only became more discombobulated when she held up a slow hand. 

"Yelena works quite fine for me, thank you." Her eyes trailed back to the Spirit. 

"She's so elusive yet at home in this environment." Ryu had to agree Elsa played a very expertized middle man for the two cultures of Northuldra and Arendelle. Between the aid of Anna and Honeymaren the trio was unstoppable. 

"Yet just as her previous role one could only think if habits die off so easily. Elsa had let her previous responsibilities consume her and the predecessor to that..."

 Elsa spoke of her life briefly before her title of being the fifth Spirit, but not in much detail, it made Ryu wonder what she had been like as queen. No doubt exhausted and less free as she was now but was she still just as exhausted, yet happily gave her all.

"Those watching see a free soul, a happier soul, but are there any who perhaps share the same experiences and see beyond that?" Having been raised in a world of double, sometimes triple meanings, the art of entendre was not lost to Ryu yet this woman's words still had many meanings and possibilities and not a single one could be deciphered. 

"I don't know." 

Her sharp eyes withdrew an old need in Ryu to stand taller under their scrutiny. 

"I think you do but I could be wrong..." She began walking away before speaking over her shoulder.

"But then again, I usually am not. Huh odd." It didn't seem odd to her at all from the way she spoke. Did she know? Ryu shook her head. 

No she couldn't have possibly. 


Elsa's whole chest shook from holding in giggles at badly ill timed jokes or blunders when Cherry would make a passing comment about either the topic or whomever Elsa was conversing with. 

Elsa doesn't have to look to know she is near. It brings her comfort and makes talking somehow easier than it had been, with insights she'd never would have never thought of.

At first the girl may have been doing it as a courtesy but was now doing it just specifically to see if Elsa could hold in her chuckles when her observations had hit right on the mark. 

" Ugh Elsa please consider the amount of spices I could gift your sisther" Cherry said with a nasally tone, impersonating one dignitary under her breath while serving drinks. 

'Please Elsa become my wife, you are so powerful and I wish to use that power for myself.' it was said with a specifically bad Germanic accent that parodied a lord who was bold enough to ask for a hand in marriage.

Cherry had made her face to split in a grin and unfortunately for the vying suitors it only encourages them. 

She waited until she was alone near the walls of the castle to grip Cherry's arm whispering harshly. "You are completely dreadful." 

Cherry chuckles, whispering back. "I never said I was wonderful." 

So the whole hour Elsa had to stop herself from smiling at the maid behind those she held a conversation with.

It was when the maid went as far as miming them that Kelsey intervened. She understood it cost the maid her job but still wished it didn't end. If things went as far as that she'd explain to Anna to some extent the situation. 

And perhaps the castle staff now thought Cherry insane but it was absolutely perfect.

Now more serious conversation had taken her attention, talking with her mother's people and her father's citizens had always been to some degree easy. 

They always met in middle ground not at first but the cultures did find a concordat, with Elsa reminding them of the past mistakes which led to Northuldra's isolation. Sometimes a deal would emerge from the discussions sometimes it went sour but everyone remained cordial and nice. 


Nokk neighed far too aggressively than this celebration had called for scaring some of the guests. 

Elsa ran to him, petting his muzzle tenderly when Gale gusted through knocking some of the dishes to the floor. Elsa's nerves stood on end while Bruni sought to comfort her and also figure out the reason for the spirits shift in behavior. 

In the madnesses of the whole ordeal she had a constant reminder of why she was here in Elsa's little smiles or polite laughs. She'd be ashamed to admit she had paid more attention to those than the distressed spirits around her four minutes prior.

Had maybe she would have caught up to the situation unfolding before her. Ryu sniffed thrice before catching his scent, seeing the glint of the metal of his crossbow in the late evening sun. The small scales along her chest and back began to rattle. 


Elsa yelped when Cherry tackled her to the ground two seconds before an arrow thumped against a pillar creating a crater in impact.

Elsa stared up at the maid who had her pinned down. Her body heat burned through Elsa's chest like molten lava melting into her stomach. It was terrifying, she had half a mind to push the girl off her lest she melt into a puddle. 

Cherry smiled lopsidedly saying 'Hi' to the woman who sucked in air and replied 'Hello' politely. 


Ensuring Elsa was alright Ryu's neck snapped in the direction of where the arrow came from.

Now she had to act. Already on her feet she can hear Elsa bellowing commands to gather her family together, ice cracking in the creative barrier she crafts around them as people scatter and scream.

Bodies are pushed aside as Ryu finds herself sprinting again to where she had seen the glint. Her eyes zeroed in on the perpetrator who turned away from his perch. 

Her knuckles turn white as she wraps her arm around a pillar hoisting herself upward reminding her mind that this was what she had waited for. Grabbing the cornice of the castle Ryu growled when she made it to the last hurdle crouched low

The faint scent of leather and sweat wisp against her nostrils. Her eyes widened. 

She knew that scent.

That night, of the fire. 

It was him. 

Her face scrunched into a harsh scowl.

Failure is an option for others but not for you. 

The battlement of the castle remained abandoned since Arendelle had not been to war in years, he would have had to know this. 

For Ryu that fact remained serendipitous, no one was up here to get hurt, perfect.

Listening carefully, light footsteps ran to her left barely audible. Following them Ryu found herself in front of the gray clothed assassin. 

They stopped momentarily stifled by the surprise of her landing then improvising took off in the other direction. 

Ryu was already on his tail.

Knowing she is closing in they stop reaching backwards and grabbing her arms, using the momentum to flip her over their shoulder and onto her back.

Forearms shielded over her head to stop a fist hurtling towards her face, the hit was hard and sharp giving the inclination that this man was a seasoned fighter. He flung her a distance away, bashing her back against the railing of the pathway.

Ryu pushed back against the stone wall, stumbling to her feet. 

The assassin didn't seem very interested in fighting, having broken away, he reached into his pocket and flung a ball to the ground. It erupted into a heavy gray cloud of smoke. 

Coughing Ryu threw her hands to and fro to clear her vision.

Amongst the diversion Ryu hadn't seen the assassin in front of her, his leg pulling back-- swiftly moving forward into her stomach with a cracking force. 

The blow stole air from the dragon-- she sputtered resisting the urge to clutch her injured and probably bruised abdomen. 

The next kick was caught by Ryu's hands-- she gripped his knee, squeezing so tightly.

A deep grunt resounded from him when sharp nails dug into the flesh of his leg. She growled when he ripped it away, leaving trails of deep scratches penetrating his leather trousers, fumbling back in a heap. 

She couldn't see his face through the black cloth covering the lower half beneath his nose but knew his teeth were gritted. 

His deep green eyes locked on her own growing wide when scales began rippling to the surface of her skin like a rash spreading. 

Gripping his sword's hilt strapped to his waist he now seemed less inclined to run.

Her stomach hurt. She hated exposing herself like this but the soft pliable skin of her human body would not suffice in this fight. 

The courtyard's screaming, shouts and the unnatural growing of wind flurried in the air around them. A small flame ran to Ryu's feet and the crystalizing powers of water grow beside her. 

Nokk roared by her side shaking his head from side to side. 

Alike, both the assassin and Ryu blinked. "Daijōbu-" she shrugged. "-kare o shutoku shimas!" The spirits did seem to understand her body language rather than her words. 

The assassin unsheathed his sword, the black shaft glowed in the setting sun. A strange glass chamber filled with green smoke ran from the end into the curved black blade, the shape reminiscent of an hourglass, it was at least ten inches long and four inches thick. It looked much too heavy for his average build to wield yet he gripped it in one hand with ease, twirling it in the air like a buck showing off his antlers in rutting season, the movement slow and deliberate.

He didn't seem to mind that he was clearly outnumbered, spreading his legs in a fighting stance. 

Ryu charged first at him instinctually dipping below where his blade sliced through the air aiming for her throat, whistling from the speed the slash was delivered in.

Jolting upright she gained the advantage with his arms lowered and slammed her elbow into his bicep, when his arm lifted the blade another strike was given to his wrist before he shoved her using his broad shoulders. 

Performing a kip-up-- Ryu's legs moved fluidly encircling the man, arms rigid yet relaxed. She felt Bruni crawl up to her poised hand looking back at her then leaped off giving a small furious cry and encircled the man in a ring of fire, zooming around him at impossible speed. 

He jabbed his sword downward trying to catch the speedy salamander, when he wielded the blade the green smoke oozed from it and slowed Bruni when he inhaled more of it coughing. His pink flames died down. A heavy boot kicked his small body away with a pathetic plap against the stone. 

"No!" Ryu snarled. She felt the rage coil, more scales covered her body, her face elongated into a muzzle. 

The assassin watched in horror at her deformed mouth and nose. She snarled loud, ignorant of the volume, and surged forward punching rapidly at his arms, stomach and chest. He brings the sword up while using his arm to block some of her blows.

Ryu is quick to react, dodging to the left and down when the blade changes course. 

His slice at her is too late, fingers are already wrapping around his wrist, twisting. Her teeth clenched in the effort of trying to get him to release his weapon.

He refused, grip unfathomable.

His wrist gave a pop but Ryu did not relent.

She'd break it if she had to.

A strong gust blew against him nearly knocking him off his feet. Ryu cursed under her breath as the wind also pushed her backwards. His other hand punched her in the throat resulting in a crunch of his knuckles as they collided with her hardened scales. 

It was the first time his voice was heard aside from a grunt or growl. 

"Fucking hell. What are you?" His voice sounded funny. Ryu tilted her head and she had heard the cadence of it before yet couldn't place where or when.

Gale had managed to twirl the attacker six feet into the air before dropping them down on their shoulder. 

"Nokk-" Ryu choked out but before couldn't even manage to to finish the plea for help the horse neighed and raced into the Assassin melting down into a wave which encapsulated him. 

If left there he could drown. 

"Bruni!" Ryu ran to the salamander, skidding down to her knees. Her hands shook wanting to scoop him up, yet he looked so fragile laying on his side. A great relief flooded her-- he was still breathing, rapidly, haggard but still breathing. 

"Bruni?" Her voice cracked as fingers gently stroked his side. Her tresses waved against her face. 

Gale too inspected the fire spirit as best they could, wisping against his body. 

It's the sword. It did something to him. 

Ryu had witnessed magic before in the different lands she traveled to, specifically Persia and her homeland, but never encountered anything like this. 

In a moment of clarity Ryu raced forward towards Nokk's water prison, the waves bubbled at the edges becoming foamy, white, agitated. She could hear his whines, he was hurting.

She had been expecting him to be struggling, gasping for air, yet he floated there-- deathly still-- watching Ryu's every move. She tore her eyes from him and stared down the weapon, forcing her arm into the water in an attempt to grab it. 

She had never known the pain of fire before and didn't know what burning felt like, but she knew that this was it, when she gripped the hilt. 

Even Nokk's cool water didn't soothe the burn. 

"Aaahhh!" Ryu screeched, yanking her hand back. It was red, nasty and blistering.

Nokk had reached his breaking point; the water flooded in all directions across the ground and over the sides of the battlement. Dropping the man into a coughing heap. His hand instantly latched onto the sword. 

Ryu reached out. "Nokk!" The water lay there around them twitching ever so lightly. "Why are you doing this?" She pleaded-- he didn't answer instead greedily gulped air into his lungs.

The next breath they took was visible in a chilly smoke. 

Ice crept along the ground and enveloped the pillars and any connecting surface ominously. 

Gale flew forth in assault, all he simply had to do was slash the sword through them to render the spirit in pain blowing to and fro. 

Ryu's mind panicked, helplessness suffocated her nerves. She had no idea on how to ease her friend's pain. 

"Gale!" The assassin took five quick, long strides forward and took advantage of her distracted moment jamming his blade expertly into her stomach. He didn't reach far when a gust of ice forced his arm to move away. A burning cold gripped his ankles.

He tried to move but it was impossible with ice encasing his legs up to his knees. 

Ryu gasped clutching at the newly acquired injury, whining with each struggling breath she took. The blade broke off with the vice-like grip her scales had around the tip, it fell from her stomach with a metal clang. Ryu saw the other end snatched from the Assassin's grip in a clatter a few feet away.

All was quiet, till the stomps of feet charged forward then stopped, probably assessing the scene before them. Ryu couldn't see from her fetal position, crumpled over clutching her stomach. It didn't bleed but definitely pierced her scaly armor to some degree and hurt like hell. Her features tucked back in, the tightness of the constriction a new comfort only leaving faint scales along her neck, arms, and stomach.

Those refused to move. Protecting her stomach and other organs from the fierce cave in. 

The assassin struggled to free himself from the ice; his efforts stopped when the whistle of something moving incredibly fast followed by a harsh thunk sounded through the air as voices yelled and rushed forward. 

Goal still in mind clenched Ryu's fist, her vision was blurring-- she could still see the blob shape of Elsa's assassin. 

Using the last of her strength she pulled her arm back and punched the only place she could reach. 

A grin spread her quivering lips when she heard him gurgle and grip his crotch. 


"Elsa if you think I'm letting you go up there you're insane!" Anna's grip was tighter than a bear trap around Elsa's wrist. The adrenaline from the chaos and quick events that ensued soaked through all of them leaving a thick residue of anxiety.

"Anna I can't just stand by and let people get hurt! Cherry went up there!" Oh god, Cherry was up there. The small maid- traveler had saved her life and pursued after the killer...

"Yeah! Did you see her? She climbed the walls like a lizard, there's something going on with that maid and if she's in cohorts with the assassin then we have an even bigger problem!" It was rare when Kristoff elicited panic, he was usually the strong solid ground that kept everyone stable and present. 

"He's right Elsa, I have my best fighters gathered. I can't stop you from going up there but I will come with you." Mattias said approaching closer to her side. Honeymaren joined them. 

"So will I." She said resolutely. 

Yelena stepped forward not needing to say her clear intentions. 

"Well I'm coming too-" Kristoff sputtered, grabbing Anna's shoulders. 

"Whoa Anna you need to stay down here and keep everyone calm. They're already scared and they need their queen." Anna's mouth opened and closed twice.

"And their king." Elsa reminded.

Sorrowful eyes turned to her and broke her heart

The sisters immediately embraced as Anna took a shaky breath speaking low. 

"Remember your promise." Elsa could feel the quivers in her arms and chest. Anna was close to breaking down that much was certain. Guilt clouded her mind, she had traumatized her sister yet again. 

"I remember."


It was a terrible sight. 

Like a battlefield, with the enemy standing strong and his foes defeated. The assassin looked rather proud of himself until his eyes landed on Elsa spreading an ugly sneer across his covered face.

She'd deal with him later but more important matters needed her attention.

Her family was strewn about, crumpled on the ground. She didn't know who to run to first. 

The group scattered, Honeymaren ran to Cherry, Elsa to Bruni lifting him up gently-- he gave a weak warble which Elsa sadly grinned at. Yelena had begun the search for Nokk and Gale around the wall. 

Securing him to her chest she looked around. They had to be somewhere close. "Nokk? Gale?" 

A disparaging rasping of breath snatched her attention to Cherry whose head was being gently clenched by Honeymaren who ushering words to keep her awake.  

Honeymaren's hands slowly rose from accessing the damages confused as if she couldn't believe what she had just felt. 

"Cherry!" Elsa knelt down towards her, her free hand touching her face before pulling back just as Honeymaren's did. 

She looks up to Elsa brows scrunched tightly. "What, what did he do to her?" 

Elsa stares at the small almost invisible scales and feels them once. She experimentally rubbed them between her fingers. 

"Erusa..." A raspy voice said.

Elsa grabbed her hand, tears pooling down her cheeks. "Y-yes Cherry?" She sniffles when Honeymaren puts a comforting hand on her shoulder. 

The background noises of soldiers struggling with the prisoner and Mattias giving orders fade away when Cherry turns her head at her. 

She noticed her bonnet was gone, her hair... blue was the dominant color mixed in with pink and lavender. Alarms sang off in the Spirit's mind. 

That was why Elsa had run her fingers through it, to both comfort and explore. She had seen these colors before. 

"I don't want you....you to think I left you..." Cherry's eyes moisten, each breath painful upon inhaling.

Before Elsa could ask what she meant Cherry grabbed her hand, breathing out.

"I'm right here... Tell Anna I'm sorry about her roof..." 

Wait...

"Tell Kristoff I'm sorry as well, I shouldn't have thrown him despite how funny it was yah." Elsa shakes her head trying to deny the realization that is slowly settling in. She clutches Cherry's hand tighter, that was how she noticed the burns decorating the inside of her palm, she kissed them cooling them with her lips. 

"Cherry-" she nearly begs but the maid shakes her head. 

"I'm sorry for lying, That's... Not my name." It's as if she can't look at Elsa so she sets her gaze to Honeymaren who is just as bewildered. 

"My name is...Ryu Paul Periwinkle." 

She couldn't move. She couldn't speak. All she could do was stare at her dragon who now had a hole in her stomach. Elsa's heart dropped to the ground, even lower than that. 

Bile wished to rise in her throat, Elsa swallowed it down and raised her voice at the soldiers investigating the battle field. 

"We have to get her to the infirmary now!" Her words are rushed and when she raises to her feet she feels unsteady, as if the ground below is a sand pit which will swallow her up. 

In her bedroom that was Ryu.

Still holding Bruni, Honeymaren helps Elsa lift Ryu up and to the stairs leading down into the courtyard. 

It hurts, the moving, the bending, but she has no energy to protest. 

 In the gardens Ryu

The only ones to crowd around the trio were Anna, Kristoff, Gerda, Kai, Yelena and Kelsey.

Bruni was taken by Kristoff assuring he'd get him some medical care as well, Elsa couldn't thank him, her brain was maxed out on all capable functions. 


The head physician was gifted to remain tranquil in face of Elsa's hysterical questioning. 

"Is she going to be okay?" She couldn't move her watery eyes away from Ryu as she was laid gently on the bed, her breathing was slower, much too slow, staggering when she forced herself to get more air.

The familiar sensation that spread through Elsa whenever she was near Ryu. 

The room gasped at the sight revealed by the assistant who cut through her maids uniform. It was a sight difficult for them to take in. Ugly mangled scales caved in just below her ribbed cage as if her body was vacuuming itself inward. 

The epicenter was the worst of it, black and dark purple as if already infected by bacteria.

"Elsa what's, what-" was all Anna managed to get out, her questions were placed on a shelf witnessing her sister break down at Ryu's bedside, holding her hand to her chest. She poured her powers through to the injured hand hoping to relieve even a little of the pain. 

It was as if she teleported to Ryu's side holding her arms wrapped around her.

The doctor's fingers pried at the scales completely thrown for a loop, he needn't say he had never seen anything like this but Elsa's sorrow inspired him to try and save the strange girl. He delivered her into this world, watched her life's story unfold becoming the woman she was now. If this girl was important to her he'd give his all. 

"Her liver is being crushed by this..." He glanced at Ryu, rubbing away his gray mustache before gesturing to her scales. "Armour that is coating her abdomen. It's safe to assume her liver has been lacerated." He turned to his assistants. "We will attempt to remove the scales and take the pressure off her liver." Nodding they listened closely debating with their superior the best method of removal. 

Ryu whimpered weakly looking around, before settling on Elsa who was stroking her hand quickly. "I don't wanna die yet." She admitted with a nonchalance that was surprising. 

Elsa sniffled, her nose congested with emotion and was noisy and caused her voice to sound muffled. "You're- you're not going to die okay? You're going to be fine but you have to be strong for the doctors alright?" 

Ryu rolled her head to her. Inhaling with great effort yet she still managed a lopsided smile. "I am plenty strong... I just don't wanna die either way no?...plus you may still be in danger...so I have to get better." 

She smiled at the courageous declaration. "Either way-" despite not wanting to see her eyes trailed downward. 

"You're going to let them perform what they have to to get you better." 

Ryu chuckled. "So-eh-so I can serve you tea by morning?" 

Elsa smiled bittersweet, clutching her hand. "So you can live and I can show you my palace on the mountain and you have so many great people to meet " 

Her head dented the pillow when she looked up at the ceiling. "I do not know...I'm not fond of... Doctors. Or touching..." She had the same expression when Elsa had caught her breaking in that night. Unfiltered by raw emotion, maybe she thought herself already dead.

"Bruni?" She croaked. 

"Bruni is being looked at by another doctor. He'll be fine." 

"Gale? Nokk?" 

"We'll find them. Don't worry, just focus on getting better." 

So many things flashed so quickly in her eyes, regret, pain, guilt. "I'm sorry." 

It hurt, the lie Ryu had told her. Concealing her identity. It made Elsa wonder how different things could have been if she had known about Ryu's ability to become human from the start. 

Ryu's eyes slid shut and head dropped. It was worrying but the doctors did not react. 

The tools and medical utensils clanged in the background. Anna rubbed Elsa's back watching both her and the unconscious girl in the bed. 

"Elsa..." Despite the soft tone it crashed through Elsa's worrying stupor. 

"We have to talk. The doctors will take care of her, we should get out of their way." 

She didn't want to, staying at Ryu's side seemed like a better option than going and facing the truth of all that occured. 

Here Elsa could sit in silence and truly study her face. She felt like such a fool. All the signs she was blind to were there yet she missed them all; from her facial expressions, her eyes, mannerisms, the traveling around, her accent. Her determination to keep Elsa safe.

It was all Ryu. 

Sighing Elsa tilted her forehead to Ryu's hand feeling the tiny groves that were now confirmed to be small scales one last time before surrendering the hand to the side of the bed. 

She kept her gaze on her as Anna maneuvered her out of the castle infirmary and to her office. All of their friends were present with the exception of Olaf and Sven. 

Their expressions grave, a tight tension coiled around the room. She felt like a puppet being manipulated by Anna to sit down, her body felt numb yet her mind couldn't share the sentiment. 

After tending to her Anna straightened and walked to her desk taking a seat motioning for the others to follow. 

When Elsa looked up, the soft tenderness that Anna had just a minute ago was gone. Now in its stead was pain, anger, and a cold monarchy stare. 

She folded her hands moving forward. Her voice cut through the air cold as Elsa's ice. 

"You broke your promise." 


Swallowing loudly Ryu had kept her eyes closed. Voices muffled but she had no idea what they were saying. It didn't matter. Fleeting touches made her muscles twitch and shiver. The pain in her stomach would not compare to her failure. 

The scent of nothing plundered her nostrils. No not nothing, it was a strong smell deprived of all other smells. 

The pressure and slight pain made her stomach feel heavy and like lead rested in it.

She didn't know why she was awake right now when her eyes told her that it was time for sleep, voices spoke in echos to her ears. 

"She's awake."

"She shouldn't be."

"Should we give her another dose?"

"No, just in case give her this." 

That was fifteen minutes ago, she still wasn't sleeping. This was pointed out by one of the voices who gave in to his partner and injected a stinging liquid to Ryu's veins. 

Her eyelids, despite her efforts, closed with much louder voices trying to get through the cloud that was her mind yet she couldn't make heads or tails of what they said. 

 

Notes:

This chapter was so difficult to write for some reason lol

Chapter 15

Notes:

Next one I'm planning on making longer, but this is a shorter chapter.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"How are you feeling?" Her soft voice opened Ryu's eyes to see Elsa sitting by her bedside. She didn't know when but at some point they had moved her from the infirmary wing of the castle and while at first alarming she could only hope she hadn't evicted anyone from their own room.

The dusky sun pooled past the curtains crowning Elsa's head with a gleaming halo. Sitting up, Ryu's head tilted, sighing at how the spirit looked, it was a sight that comforted her. 

Her lack of reply must have worried Elsa even more, beneath her large eyes was darkening perhaps from lack of sleep or stress, and her lips were set in a small frown. 

Ryu wanted nothing more in the moment than to see her smile again. 

 "Well..." She began murmuring in a sleepy torpor. "Call me a baby cause I have been de-livered." It took six moments before Elsa's mouth quivered in all directions, her hand reached up to cover her sputters. 

"Oh no-" she giggled. "You still have your liver." Her hand reached out for Ryu's. It felt like she hadn't felt this cool delicate touch in hundreds of years. A bit dramatic but she'd stand by the sentiment.

Elsa's other hand wasn't necessarily demanding her other hand but she'd seen the slight twitch it had as if restraining itself from jumping to grab her left. So she gave it. 

After sitting in quiet, allowing Elsa to rub her hands nearly lulling her back to sleep inhaling Elsa's smell. It was the first tell of her presence. 

She cracked open one eye- Elsa was watching her never ceasing the encircling of her thumbs. 

"I'd like food, I'm really running on an empty stomach." Elsa hummed, shaking her head. She had heard about the fuss the dragon caused when they moved her rooms or refused medicine not liking the sedative effects and promised the doctor she'd keep Ryu on track. 

"I hardly think now's the time for jokes."

Ryu's brows furrowed. "What? Oh! Oooh. Hai, that's funny. But I wasn't joking." The Spirit's expression changed from soft chastisement to sympathy. "You can't eat yet I'm afraid." 


"Oh, Kuso." She didn't need the translation to know the tone of a curse when she heard it. 

Her corneas stung from tears she thought were already long since shed over the past two days but no her body apparently had much more to give. The lump in her throat went down painfully, and when she tried to turn away Ryu clasped her wrists pulling her more onto the bed. 

She didn't allow Elsa to ease her back to recline and instead leaned forward whispering. 

"Hey- hey? It's alright Erusa." 

Elsa sniffled, turning she was surprised to see how close Ryu scooted. She shook her head. "No it's not, what if he had aimed higher into your chest and got to your heart or lung?" Her eyes flicked over the areas she mentioned. Ryu's followed, glancing down at herself. When she looked back up a single corner of her mouth was raised. 

"But he didn't, this-" she gestured to her bandage stomach, finger plying underneath the wrappings feeling the foreign smooth skin of where her scales used to be. "-was just a gib in the plan ya-" 

"This was more than a gib. You got stabbed!" 

Ryu nodded, still grinning. "I was there, I know. But I would have done it all over again if I had to-"

"But why?" 

Why? 

"Why?" Ryu mumbles to herself as if asking the same question, and chuckles madly once finding the answer. "Cause I like you." Elsa finds it in herself to laugh weakly as well. 

"Be serious." Elsa beseeched. 

"I am. I would have done this again and again cause I like you." It was too simple, and was utterly overwhelming. Some others wouldn't even travel to a different city for ones they loved let alone liked. Yet for Elsa, the answer made her feel so much better than she had this past eventful week. 

Grand Pabbie and Bulda would be visiting by the time the summit was over, the very idea that she had already failed them reigned in her giddiness. She couldn't have Ryu throwing herself into dangerous situations merely because she liked her. 

Shaking her head, with a serious expression again. "Don't." 

Her warning was cast aside when Ryu curled her fangs over her lips, showing no intention of heeding her words in the least, looking like the mischievous Níðhöggr himself. 

"No promises." Elsa groans resting her forehead in her palms. She could be happy that Ryu was giggling at least and found more humor in the situation than she did and wasn't running from the hills away from the chaos that was Elsa's life. 

A breath shuddered her chest when the dragon's hand reached up to pet her head just as it did the night of the fire. 

The height and positioning of them made it difficult to reach up so eventually after a while she stopped. 

Thump,thump...

Thump....

Thumpthumpthumpthumpthump.

Elsa turned to the dull patting noise that the girl was making as her hand hit the blanket. She hesitated for a moment- normally she relied on Anna to give some comfort during times as these but-


"You truly do think so low of me that you keep the scheme against your life a secret!" 

"Anna you know I don't, I just didn't want to risk it or worry you." Elsa's tone was practically begging.

Their family had excused themselves from the awkwardness of the yelling (mostly from Anna) allowing the siblings some privacy. 

Anna's face was crimson from anger and probably hurt that shined in her unshed tears. Everytime Elsa approached she retracted, holding her arms up defensively, turning away. 

Elsa's hands hung there in the air, feeling useless as ever, frozen in place. 

"So I'd just be a liability?" 

"What no-" 

"Do you really think I'm that idiotic or incapable of helping?" She turned back to face her. "You don't have any faith in me do you?" 

Elsa looked away, only capable of shakey inhales. She was becoming desperate. "No! I mean yes I do- I just... I listened to Ryu when I shouldn't have since she doesn't know you very well and I..." She sank to the couch like a damaged boat wrecked by the cannonball glares of her sister. 

"I messed up, again and again and I... I'm sorry." 

Anna raked her hands against the nape of her neck huffing before joining Elsa on the couch. 

"You did, Elsa, we're a family you don't have to carry everything on your own. You entrusted me with the kingdom you should have known better to have trusted me with this." Elsa nodded. Maybe then, Ryu And the other spirits wouldn't have been injured and nearly killed. But like most mistakes, someone doesn't know that they are mistakes until it's too late. 

"You're right Anna, it was selfish of me and I hurt you so terribly. I promise I'll never keep anything important from you again-no secrets. Those only get us in trouble." 

Anna balked and laughed somewhat bitterly. "They get you in trouble. This isn't your second time doing this Els- it's a bad habit of yours that you need to break before you or someone we care about gets hurt. Which is basically the same thing since you getting hurt would hurt m-" Anna's words died as she finally let loose her sobs. She didn't move away this time allowing Elsa to wrap her arms around her neck pulling her in tightly. 

God, she couldn't believe how she had been so foolish and had no foresight. 

"I'm so sorry Anna." Composed Anna sat up accepting the ice handkerchief to blow her nose rather loudly. 

Elsa winced when it was handed back to her but said nothing except a quiet. "Oh? Thanks." 

"I know you're sorry, you said that already. I... I forgive you, but we should go speak with Mattias and the guards about our unexpected guest for the summit." Elsa would have entirely believed her had she still not sound so... Despaired. 

"Anna?" The queen glanced up from the floor questioningly before realizing so she took her hands staring at them.  

"Elsa, I forgive you but I'm still hurt. I just- I need time okay?" She could respect that, reluctantly Elsa nods and helps Anna to her feet. She's unsure if she should pull her hand away or not but Anna answers by breaking the physical contact heading for the door.


Elsa submitted to lay -very carefully- on Ryu's lap, so her impromptu head message could continue. 

Curling her legs up, Elsa eventually allowed her full weight to relax. They both released breaths, closing their eyes. She must have dozed off before Ryu, since curious fingers continued to knead through her hair long after she had fallen asleep. 

A light knock jerks her from making sense of the vague images forming into the early stages of a dream. Her hands caught slacking off duty continued petting Elsa. 

Ryu's breathing became haggard to the point of hurting her stomach. She tried to still the urge to squirm as he entered. The scales along her arms raised pricking the sheets and pillows beneath her. 

"Ah hello Miss... Ryu was it? My name is Destin Mattias, General of the Arendellian Army." She had only ever heard him bark orders to his men to stop the Assassin...to shoot her.

Involuntarily, Ryu recalled the day she crawled from the depths to Arendelle's castle. It had to have been ranked the third worst day of her life which led to the best turn of events to have happened to her. She glanced down to the still very tired Elsa then back to the man.

Still having not found her voice it faltered. "Hai." Not much to go off, he seemed to be dealing with his own inner battle as she was. 

Her own bitterness and guilt coiled around one another like venomous vipers fighting for dominance over Ryu's emotional state till their vile juices dripped in her brain, each drop playing a tit for tat.

She had destroyed parts of the castle- They shot her without abandon- she still couldn't remember who shot first- she injured their citizens- they chased her into the forest- before that though she had tried to kill them while they were just defending their home and people. 

Guilt won by pointing out that if Elsa had not been present Ryu would have growled at him, she would have reacted aggressively. No matter how much she tries to find any loop or alternative route that would have happened had the spirit not been peacefully snoozing atop her legs. 

"I came to apologize for...the day you arrived here in Arendelle-" Oh God. She can't look at him. She just cannot meet his eyes! 

As pathetic as it was she wishes Elsa were laying beside her instead of on top so she'd be able to bury her face in the extremely soft pillows provided for her. 

"I swear we're much more welcoming to new visitors than that." He chuckles dryly, ending it with a small smile. 

Ryu nodded, knowing she wasn't deserving of this. She hadn't given anything to him except hostility and even worse was about to again when he entered. 

"Thank you." Her wobbly whisper must have been the only invitation he needed to walk closer, careful of his steps and the volume of his presence to not awake Elsa. 

"May I?" He gestures to the chair by her bed and sits when Ryu nods. 

"She needed this. I've never seen her so tired." They both watch the steady rise of Elsa's slow breathing. 

"Has she not been sleeping well?" Ryu asks. 

"No, worrying about Anna- you." He sighs, sitting up straight, Ryu frowns, this is exactly what she didn't want, Elsa spending all her mental energy with concern for others when it should have been focused on herself.

"Speaking of worried friends-" Mattias reached gently in his military jacket where a now moving bulge was grasped. 

Ryu's frown turned upside down as she reached her hand out. "Bruni!" She scream whispered , letting the salamander jump onto her arm. "He's been weak like the other spirits but recovering well- so I let him hitch a ride." 

His small feet tickled as he traveled up to her shoulders. Ryu giggled, keeping her mouth closed so Bruni could climb along her face freely. 

"The doctors say you'll be allowed to walk by tomorrow, albeit not great distances, strenuous activity is no." Ryu grunted in acknowledgement, he sounded like the parents she had seen in her travels, she had heard only drug induced whispers of her recovery and condition so his small update was welcomed.

"I've been in many battles and fights and never seen anyone recover from a stab wound to the liver that deep." 

The dragon shrugged. "I've felt worse." 

Mattias laughed a small bit at this. "And I've interrogated the man- he's a trained killer- hence the title of assassin actually. Either you have a death wish or you're craz- 

"I'm crazy." She interrupted in a matter of fact manner. 

He stood and headed for the door lingering a moment before leaving. "Then you'll fit right into Arendelle. Welcome." 

The door closing drew a grunt from Elsa who lifted her head a small bit- turning over- she snorted. "Gale cut it out I have thirty more minut-" 

She really was tuckered, which was why Ryu felt bad for what she was about to do. Smirking at Bruni she leaned down and blew smoke into Elsa's face. Luckily she didn't rise, instead sneezing, wiping her nose with her inner wrist in a very undignified manner.

Settled back down, her arms hugged Ryu's legs, tucking in closer. 

Her smirk melted into a fond grin. 

Worth it. 


Honeymaren used the full stride length of her legs as she, despite her superior height to Anna, had managed to walk a few places ahead of her down the dungeon corridor. The cells were practically empty save for a few misdemeanors and petty thieves that would be going free after their short sentences. 

Yelena had agreed to keep a close eye on Elsa along with a few select guards, Kristoff would manage Georg Scherer and Thomas Weaselton, while they went down and interviewed the assassin. 

Anna led the way left down another hallway, heels clicking against the stone floors, it was one of the few interior areas of the castle which still had stone flooring. Honeymaren guessed to intensify the discomfort of the wrongdoers who found themselves at the other side of the bars. 

At the end of the hall a heavy wooden door with two soldiers standing sentry awaited them. 

The guards bowed at the queen who spoke in the not so Anna manner. No- this strong and reputable woman dressed in a deep velvet burgundy gown, who took over when the situation called for was still Anna as much as the happy go plucky girl with pigtails and green summer dresses. 

Honeymaren drew in closer to Anna's flank, her hand rested upon the sheathed staff at her waist. 

The door was opened with a heavy groan as they filed in, the light of a torch crept up the walls and cobble until it touched the cloaked chained man who was watching sunset finish its final rounds on the mountains and fjord. His stance was much more casual than what his charges would have alluded to. 

"Evening your Majesty-" he turned to them, bowing as best he could in cuffs. Honeymaren felt a surge of pride at the shiny knot his temple still sported from her staff. "And company." 

"Evening, Julien." The knowledge of his name brought only a small bit of surprise.

"How may I be of service to you?" This wasn't what Honeymaren was anticipating at all, when she thought of an interrogation she was expecting it would have been a bit more like the books she and Elsa had read together. 

Criminal tied to a chair in a room shouting sneers and curses as he refused to talk and was beaten red and blue by the guards or scorned lover. 

Although the notion of beating this man who dared threaten Elsa's life upside the head with her staff again seemed very pleasant, she'd still treat this as serious of a matter as it deserved and then some. 

"Of service to me?" Anna said blinking then began to pace tapping her chin. "Oh! Well I think that time has long since passed. If that was really your intention then you could have been of service to me by not trying to murder my sister!" Her fist clenched at her sides. 

"Hmph-" he did not move from his spot by the barred window. "Murder? No it was not murder but a cleansing." 

"Cleansing?" Honeymaren accidentally questioned out loud. 

"Indeed, no offense your majesty-" 

Anna held up a halting palm, closing her eyes. "I'm going to stop you right there cause you're about to say something offensive, don't patronize me with flowering euphemisms, we are not colleagues, you are not my citizen and we sure as hell are not friends." 

He grunted in what Honeymaren could have deciphered as a laugh, and she didn't care what Elsa or Kristoff said she loved this Anna, admired her really, it was a shame she usually only was this way in less than savory situations. And despite their differences of having the friendly competition for Elsa's affections they made an excellent team.

"Well then I won't flower my language your majesty but I will not abandon decorum I stand by. We are not friends but you are not my query, just someone who does not agree with it, for that I will not fault you, she is your sister after all." 

"You have very impressive manners for a murderer." Honeymaren poured as much venom into the compliment as her throat would allow. She would not tolerate this man's sick justification for killing Elsa of all people!

"Thank you. It is a shame that Lady Elsa is not sinister by choice, but merely birth right. Based on her actions or what I've heard she does her best to do good but sadly that is not enough." 

"Why!" Anna's sharp voice echoed through the room traveling all the way up to the high ceiling. "All Elsa's ever done is good, she's the most kind, honest, caring person I know. Hell I've seen her step on a roach then apologize to it!" 

He was becoming more and more frustrated at their lack of understanding of his twisted ideals. "Yet she froze your heart-" 

"By accident!" 

"Yes, a human could kill his own brother by accident, maybe even his whole family. Or a young girl could doom her small kingdom to living under the rule of a tyrant. Accidents do happen-" he says, words leaking of implications. "Yet, Elsa's 'accidents' seem a bit more prone to the cataclysmic detriment of things. Say she has an accident that leads to the death of thousands freezing over nations, causing famine, war." 

Honeymaren placed her hand upon Anna's shoulders which shook with her building rage shooting her own narrowed eyes at him. "No matter how you attempt to manipulate the situation with hypotheticals you cannot justify killing an innocent woman." 

"It takes no manipulation to see these hypotheticals coming to fruition. And we will not stand by allowing those theories to become some poor unfortunate souls' realities." 

"We?" They spoke at the same time, leaving swiftly when a smile stretched at the man's lips. 

Mattias met them at the door grasping both their shoulders. "He's not working alone, I mean we already knew that- but I need to find out the totality of this immediately." 

"We will know by tomorrow morning your majesty, who all are involved in his schemes." The general said darkly entering the room with five more men. 

Unlike the curious Honeymaren, Anna did not want to stick around for the extraction of information and swiftly made her way out of the dungeons.


"No Erusa! Nah uh!" 

Yelena looked completely vexed with the droll taking place before her as Anna and Honeymaren entered Ryu's room after searching high and low for Elsa. Considering she frequented the room even when Ryu was in a drugged stupor they felt a bit silly at not searching here first. 

"What's going on?" Anna asked before the trio's eyes casted to her, Elsa tried to answer but Ryu grabbed the bottle off her nightstand and tipped the spoon Elsa held content into it. 

She gasped, snatching it away holding it up to the dragon's clamped lips. 

She turned her nose up at it, closing her eyes as if that would make the medicine vanish. 

"Oh please-" Elsa cooed. "You'll be in pain without it, now don't be stubborn and take it." 

Ryu's lips barely opened, still denying entrance. "I'd rather be in pain, the medicine makes me loopy eh!" 

Elsa giggled. "You're already loopy." 

Perhaps it was the nap that she needed since Elsa looked much more energetic and happy despite being very annoying according to Ryu. 

"They've been at it for thirty minutes." Yelena complained, spectating as one would a sports event or play. 

Anna even found herself laughing. When Elsa glanced back at her smiling shyly she returned it. She was still hurt. They both knew it but seeing her sister kneeling on the bed trying to inch the spoon closer claiming it was a bird and Ryu's mouth was its nest to entice her to give in...

Anna had to admit it was hard being mad at her when she was like this. 

Bruni upon Elsa's shoulder chirped and she lent down her ear to him smirking. "Oh I agree Bruni-" her eyes slid over to Ryu. "She is that thing that you just said." 

Honeymaren took her staff, extending and twirling it expertly while approaching the side of the bed. 

"Want me to pry her mouth open while you pour it in?" 

"I'd like to see you try." Ryu challenged through gritted teeth. 

Sighing, Elsa's arms fell into her lap. "We may have to resort to that so standby." Her attention was once again on Bruni whispering to him as he gurgled. Unable to resist, Ryu leaned forward, uncrossing her arms. 

"You know I can understand him better than anyone no?" Elsa shooed her away gently. "Shush this is special spirit speak you wouldn't understand- uhuh- Yea I know she used to be that but I'm at my wit's end since she isn't anymore." 

"Used to be what?" Anna rolled her eyes. Elsa had many talents, but acting was not one of them, the fact that Ryu was slowly falli-

"Oh, be a big brave dragon who would take her medicine." 

Ryu became completely crestfallen, pointing to herself with a limp index. "B-but I am." This claim was denied by Elsa and Honeymaren's shaking heads. The Northuldran joined them on the bed sitting sideways. 

She raised her shoulders up. "Mm not one who takes her medicine though, you can take a stab to the stomach like a champion but turn into a complete baby with bitter taste." 

Elsa dealt the finishing blow folding her hands together beneath her titled head. "Please-" she beguiled a few octaves higher than usual. "For me." 

"Oh come on!" Anna complained when Ryu slowly opened her mouth and plugged her nose. She doesn't know why but for some reason she was betting on Ryu not taking the bait, maybe because she knew they were totally playing the dragon for a fool. 

Elsa worked quickly pouring the medicine and tipping it into Ryu's mouth. 

She swallowed and gagged at the flavor tongue hanging out. 

Unprepared for Elsa to play dirty and sneak a second dose in there Ryu made a larger fuss than when the doctor had cut her open with a scalpel. 

It was a dramatic death she enacted but entertaining at least. 

"Gah! Goo guh! Gaaaaah!" Elsa got up, reached in a box sitting on the nightstand and casually popped a white chocolate truffle into Ryu's gaping maw shutting her up instantly. 

Her chews were at first cautious but became more enthusiastic humming at the yummy treat. After distributing pieces to Yelena, Anna, and Honeymaren, she gave the last one in her palm to herself. 

Ryu opened her mouth once more extra wide but Elsa gripped her chin and clamped it shut audibly. 

"You get more when you take your medicine." 

"Mm so will I-" Anna mused nodding. "I'll take a spoonful if I have to." 

She sat up despite Elsa's indications to rest and looked outside rather than clock. "When will that be eh?" Her words had already begun slurring. 

Elsa hummed thinking, she laid the blanket on the dragon who untucked her hands clasping the edges. "About twelve hours." 

"I got the chocolate yah?" 

"Ooh well that depends will you take your medicine?" 

Ryu smiled and nodded. "Hai!" Elsa grinned. That was a yes if she ever heard one. 

Anna's brows knitted together when Elsa bent down towards Ryu's hair but then quickly straightened, clearing her throat. 

With the lights dimmed they moved to exit when she shot upright in bed. "You're going to stay, Erusa?" 

Elsa was half way out the door. "Yes I'll be right there." She called back. Then gave an impish look to her friends wringing her hands together. "She doesn't like the medicine's side effects and asked me to stay with her tonight." 

"Just don't stay up too late." Anna warned, Yelena had already bid them a goodnight. 

"And don't worry about coming to wake me if you need me to pry open her jaws." Honeymaren waved as she took her leave. 

"Thanks-" Elsa said grinning, it died a little when her and Anna's eyes lingered, before Anna nervously waved. "Night!" And raced off. 

"Goodnight Anna." 

Elsa closed the door with both hands so as not to disturb the snoring Ryu. Her rhonchus noises reminded Elsa of piglets she had heard befor- 

She jumped back clutching her chest when a snarl-gurgle ripped from the small girl's nose. Or sometimes the hogs. 

Grabbing the book she had brought in on previous visits Elsa looked up and eyed the box of sweets which Bruni had fallen asleep beside. 

Her stealth proved fruitless in retrieving the candy when Ryu snorted half awake. 

"I want one." The hand she weakly batted towards Elsa fell back down when the medicine proved too powerful for her to overcome.

She wanted to sit on the bed, and had been just minutes before, but something about the silent stillness of the room or the darkness of dimly lit candles made Elsa feel like it would have been inappropriate.

She shook her head- It wasn't as if they were spending the night together- and it was only Inappropriate if she made it inappropriate. 

Settling down on the left side Elsa reclined back onto a spare pillow opening up to her book mark. 

After about eight minutes she found herself reading the same two sentences over and over again. The ticking of the grandfather clock in the corner was too disruptive all of the sudden and she was unconsciously timing it with the heartbeat she heard in her ears.

Slowly, her eyes trailed over the top of her novel, across the white sheets and onto the back of Ryu's head. 

As if the bed was too soft the dragon turned over restlessly grumbling. 

Elsa began counting the freckles on her light brown skin, it was slightly difficult since they sometimes clustered together so tightly. 

Eighteen, nineteen, twenty-

Elsa slid a curl that was blocking her view out of the way. She pressed it between her thumb and index maneuvering the tresse in small circles. It wasn't necessarily soft but felt different... There was something uncanny about her face that alerted others that she wasn't human just mimicking. Elsa however couldn't pinpoint what it was that eluded to such illusions. 

Her nose was small, and eyes large, maybe too large? Or perhaps it was simply that she was not human and a pure being of magic. Kind of ethereal, if she was of impressive size that could have maybe given it away but she wasn't. Her dragon body wasn't as big as Elsa would have guessed or had seen depictions of, maybe the same translated in this form as well? She wasn't a large dragon so she wasn't a large human. She'd know when Grand Pabbie and Bulda came to visit. They had at least seen other dragons before. 

Her attention grazed downward to Ryu's lips wondering why. She found the reason and had to stifle a giggle. 

One of Ryu's fangs had been jutting out of her mouth in a goofy expression. Without a second thought Elsa's thumb gently pulled it free. 

A visibly cool breath fogged the air in front of her as she pressed her index finger to trace the pliable skin of Ryu's lips- they were soft, somewhat chapped from her mouth breathing but gave way to the light pressure Elsa exuded upon them nonetheless. She watched with rapt fascination as she moved along them, once- twice- thrice.

Startled by the pink tongue that lazily darted out to moisten the lips pursing them, she yanked her arm back staring on before turning forward clutching her book in a white knuckle grip, whispering in adrenaline and confusion. 

"Okay I made it inappropriate..." 

Notes:

I just broke all of my fingers and hand skateboarding so I will update when I can :)

Chapter 16

Summary:

Kanzen- perfect

Chapter Text

Ryu grunted when giving one last rinse to her face. He was polite enough to let her finish but not polite enough to not enter her room uninvited. She couldn't admonish him too much though she had done the same thing albeit her intrusion was a bit more altruistic.

She wiped her hands over her cheeks and eyes roughly ridding them both of water and the annoyed sneer she sported- turning around. 

"Mr. Scherer." 

"Miss Cherry." 

He seemed more alert than in gardens when she was just a mere maid with odd eyes, aware of what she was and capable of. 

Letting the tense silence slowly constrict their personal spaces together Ryu gestured towards the door. 

"Shall I fetcheh you some tea or maybe some cakes- or how about a lesson in how to knock, knowing when to just may save your life one day no?" 

The man's emotions remained uninfluenced, watching her as she gathered clothes: a plain white tunic and gray trousers, and unceremoniously tossed them onto bed; it was then he began to speak.

"I have come to learn over my years of working with others that the most timorous are more often the ones who hide behind being facetiously cocksure-" 

"Oh yea?" Ryu grumbles with an obvious dilettantism of the garrulous man. 

"-Though I never knew a woman to carry this trait." 

Finally returning her gaze to him, Ryu began slovenly untying her bottoms and shucking them off. 

He was careful with his reaction wanting to lay undetected by her perceptiveness, with how tightly wound his body became, he smelt nervous but he was a man of God after all and to show an outburst of any nature would allude to a nature he hadn't wanted to be implicated giving Ryu the satisfaction. 

She at least had decorum to turn around when removing her shirt. Ryu would let him think it a shyness instead of her being disinclined to put her injuries on display. He'd see the scales on her back and ass but not see that they could be somewhat penetrated. 

"That is kinda like how idiots are most likely to be- what was it teh called-" she trailed off thinking of the pronunciation then snapped her fingers- turning once her shirt was over her head, it was a bit long. "Sesquipedalian." It was a fun word, and ever since she had heard it she had been wanting to try it out practicing how to say it. His sharp inhale told her that she had pronounced it well enough. 

She continued on poking the bear while grabbing her trousers. "Or-or-"A finger was wagged at him impishly. 

"Or eh how the most perverted and twisted hide behind being very pious." She glanced up when his silence became loud and Oh- well she had done it now. 

It was kind of creepy how his face grew darker in vermilion but remained the same. Was he having a heart attack? 

"I will be here in Arendelle for an extended stay-" he drew closer making Ryu wish he would try to assault her in some way, then he'd be dead and wouldn't bother Elsa anymore. Problem solved.

"-which should give me enough time to conclude why a creature like you would attack Arendelle then return under the guise of a maid, only to completely compromise herself in order to protect the Ice sorceress. Forgive me but it seems quite treacherous." 

Ryu scoffed to the side leaning back on the bed. "Well that was not me being me treacherous no? That was uh just bad planning on my part. How would you have done it-huh?" 

Her genuine question was ignored.

"Nevertheless I will find out." 

Her face scrunched up as she straightened to sit at the edge, hands clasped. 

"Don't you have homework from the old egg in Ruskland?" 

"I will tolerate a lot from you because of what you are-"

"-Great." Ryu's jejune smile was wholly disarming given the topic being discussed. 

" -but I will not tolerate you contemptuously referring to the illustrious Tsarina of Ruskland in that diabolical manner." 

"Humans and your titles-" Ryu muses standing up. She spoke as a parent to a child who spent too much time outside and not enough time studying. 

Her fingers gripped the door frame as she momentarily stopped midway out. "I swear if you put as much energy on learning and knowing things to improve huh instead of titles and the privilege they brought...well I'd say you deserved ruling the world but -" taking a breath she lopsidedly grinned at him. "Most of the time no one gets what they truly deserve, eh- feel free to snoop around my room uh."

It was hard going at the pace she wanted, it hurt, the halls were spacey and perfect for speed walking. She'd find Elsa hopefully, maybe ask around. She kept Ryu up to date on how far the investigation had gotten. The answer; not very far at all. Julien had refused to speak no matter the threats or promises made to him. He had a powerful weapon against them that thwarted all attempts; He knew he was right. 

At this rate he'd sooner die than say anything. 

Ryu stopped. 

In the fight, at that moment he had said "Fucking hell. What are you?"

There was the answer. The context irrelevant but the bigger picture wasn't. 

"Fucking hell. What are you?" And she knew what he had said. Perhaps it was the adrenaline that distracted her and even after it did not occur to her that a reflex of translating languages had set them back for days. 

He had said. "Maldito inferno. O que você está." 

Fuck.

"Allo." Ryu tried to play casually with all of the castle residents and from an outsider's perspective it was working and they welcomed her but she knew better. They were still uneasy from her presence akin to hens' side eyeing a fox in their coop. She didn't blame them, or tried at least not to take offense, they were all still adjusting to her now exposed striking appearance, and those who connected the dots of drew the dragon roof incident straight to her. 

She felt terrible the moment she caught a housekeeper's attention for frightening the man into dropping a tray. The loud clatter drew some eyes of others who slowly continued on with their duties. 

She winced. "How may I help you ma'am?" He was still pleasant during recovery retrieving the tray from the ground. 

"Sorry but where do you keep the people in the cages huh?" She spoke too fast that was evident in how he held his mouth open trying to decipher it but eventually gave up. 

"I beg your pardon, what?" 

"Where do you keep-" Spinning her hands around in circles as if it would help. " The people-" 

"The peepholes?" That was how he heard it. 

"People, the bad people. Criminals." She wished she led with that. 

His face lit up with excitement at finally understanding what she was saying. 

"Oh you're looking for the dungeons ma'am!" She shared his enthusiasm, both practically jumping up and down. 

"Hai!" 

He gave very explicit directions to the dungeons which were kept in a separate building only attached by a small corridor. Access was limited but the guards allowed the royal family hero to pass through without much questioning, Lady Elsa's orders were that Ryu would not be bothered by anyone unless it was of utmost importance.

The only light source were lamps and the natural sun rays that trickled in here and there through barred windows and doors. The air was colder than anywhere else in the castle. The dragon jumped every now and then when a loud bang or yell echoed through the halls. 

Ryu's first instinct was to follow her nose, she had his scent memorized. The smells she picked up made her stomach toss like a green sea full of bile.

Julien's led to a hallway, at the end stood a large wooden door and two guards sentry. 

"Halt immediately." A strong voice said. "Turn back around now, no one except the queen and General Mattias are authorized in this area." 

Ryu blinked and did indeed halt for a second at the barrage of words thrown at her face then continued until she stood in front of them. 

Their uniforms looked very clean despite their surroundings, the one who spoke regarded her carefully releasing some of the tensions in his face, even his beard lowered down a tiny bit. 

"Ah the little hero of Arendelle." His tone despite his words were not condescending at all, more so fond. 

"Why little?" Ryu still voiced. 

"Please if you are lost allow me to send for someone to escort you where you wish to go."

She looked past him at the door pointing to it."Julien?" 

"Yes ma'am?"

"Can you open the door please? I want to speak with him." She nodded hands now akimbo as waiting for them to open the door. 

"I'm afraid that goes against the queen's orders and Lady Elsa's."

A few seconds passed. 

"So you not going to let me in there huh?" 

The guard shook his head remorsefully. It was no secret what the assassin had done to Ryu. Some whispers said he had pierced her heart and the amazing royal physician resurrected her, others said she had lost a limb. Either way he was assured that she was the last person who should see the monster kept behind the door.

"Is there a-a way for me to sneak in?"

His companion swallowed down a chuckle. The guard smiled small, shaking his head. 

"I'm afraid not, the windows are sealed by the strongest iron no way in or out." 

Ryu was not pleased in the slightest bit. Her eyes narrowed at the dumb wooden barrier keeping her from her goal, it simply had to go or the guards had to, either one would work, or both. Then when the brainstorming ended she waved at them and turned back. "Have a good day then eh." 

"You as well ma'am."

She paced in the castle halls, if Anna and Elsa were so adamant about keeping her out she couldn't very well turn to them with her theory that had no evidence. She could already hear Elsa's Absolutely not! Are you insane?

Yes the woman was predisposed to anxiety and worry to the point Ryu could deduce it had to be a condition. 

Anna was very stubborn, they both were from what she had seen but Anna was fiery and could shut down an idea she didn't like very swiftly and sometimes viciously. 

She could easily brute force her way through the door but there'd be a chance of interruption she couldn't risk. 

A good distraction would be marvelous right now. 

She could release a bear in the halls but that could be quickly resolved and end badly for the bear... Where would she even get a bear?

The woods duh.

Maybe release a few prisoners. Ryu played out the scenario, rubbing her chin with her index and thumb, shaking her head no. They could run into the castle and start stabbing people in the asses. 

Leaning against the high overlook railing she drew her head back thinking. The soft dancing flickers of a hanging lantern drew in her eyes. 

She could burn the wing down but her fire was recognizable by color. She stared at the dungeon entrance at the end of the walkway. 

Fire was still a very viable means to sneak in. Humans couldn't handle the smoke, lungs too small and weak, the tight space would be suffocating forcing a retreat. 

Someone could die though.

She waves her hand in front of herself dismissing the notion.

She'd make it a small fire, and ensure it wouldn't block the exits. It'd be fine.

She'd get the answers and help Elsa and hey! Anna would be thrilled as well. A little property damage was a small price to pay to get results.

A classic win-win. Nothing was set in stone if her plan needed recalibration or tweeks of improvement that'd be easy. 

She whispered out the one word that described her idea

"Kanzen." 

She would need it to spread quickly and cover all the areas she wanted.

Making her way to the main wing a delicious smell captured her nose. Following it led to the perfect source. 

What place was most likely to catch fire in not just a castle but in any home? 

She smiled broadly, finding the answer. 


If only Elsa could tell him how busy she was, the dire circumstances she found herself in these past few weeks, then he'd feel foolish for pestering her with ridiculous requests such as marriage and all things akin to it. Requests of taking her for a stroll in the gardens. 

Then he'd know she could only spend time with those who were working with her on the investigation. Luckily they were people she wanted to be around and even if it was a luxury that she could afford to waste her time frivolously she'd still only give it to her family and friends. 

"Lady Elsa I think you have misinterpreted my intentions." This caught her attention. 

"Have I? I'm only going off the multiple and very persistent requests given to me and my sister for my hand in marriage." 

"Those aren't my intentions." He shrugged, the action displacing hair that was tucked perfectly back. 

Elsa mocked the surprise leaning forward slightly. "They weren't!" She straightened. "Well you certainly had me hoodwinked, unfortunately I am quite busy and don't have the time to make acquaintances-" before she could make her leave he impeded her path. 

"I do wish to marry you-" 

"Please make up your mind-" replying quickly Elsa began walking down the hall towards Anna's office. 

"I've made up my mind, it may not be the same conclusion but I do wish to marry you, what I meant was that I haven't been asking for your hand I've been asking for a chance." This slowed Elsa's steps a little bit. He took the miniscule invitation and joined her side. 

"I would like to get to know you- court you properly- since I think we'd make good company together." 

Elsa hummed, not convinced in the slightest. 

"My father sent me here to ask for your hand directly and I hated the idea, I never wanted to marry; it's very time consuming and I value my time since there's so much I want to do but now that I've met you I think we would make a compatible match based on what I've observed from you and heard-" 

"Eavesdropped-" 

"Semantics." 

Now they stopped by a window while Elsa stayed silent for a while before pinning him with her eyes. 

"You sound like you don't even know what you want." Her tone was more sympathetic than a barrat. She didn't know how old this boy was but he couldn't have been no older than twenty - three.  

"That's a bit hypocritical coming from you." Elsa's face hardened and taken aback. 

"And you know me so well from the... Twelve minutes that we have interacted together, suddenly you know what I want, you who don't even know for yourself." He met her challenge without aggression but instead an even more infuriating passivity. 

"No I don't, but I only know what I want at the moment. So do you, you just convince yourself that you have an idea of what you'll desire in the future because it gives you security. Everyone does that so don't feel too terrible." Elsa looked away blinking, she didn't feel terrible about that all, she felt terrific. 

"So what's worse, me being honest saying that I don't know what I'll want in the future or everyone else settling on one thing because it's what they want now?" 

His words seeped into the itinerary she had been creating for herself for years. Elsa knew what she wanted, she had goals and aspirations, yet two years ago she thought she had everything she needed and could ever want, her crown, her family, and all that changed then weeks before now when she had convinced herself again she had everything she met Ryu. 

Still this man did not know Elsa in the slightest and she was developing a disinclination towards him for projecting his own inconsistencies on her. 

"Lord Weaselton-"

"Thomas please-"

"Thomas... You don't know what the future holds and that may frighten you- the way it changes constantly for all of us so you don't invest- in anything and just live in the moment and that has brought you here since you're father...is a schemer-" Thomas' face became more relaxed in a silent contemplation. 

Elsa searched for any signs of offense but found none so continued. "So he sent you here to solidify your future- took your life in his hands and plopped it on a path that seems more beneficial for him than for you." 

The Lord nodded, rubbing his stubble. "You're good." He jabbed, bringing a smile to her face for the first time since they spoke. "And right, I always rebelled trying to prove him wrong. That I could live the way I want to and be happy and successful."

"And what happened?" 

"I failed," he answered plainly. "Multiple times actually. One time I ended up accidentally on a ship to the Americas and they had to turn around and the entire crew was fired for their late coffee shipments to France." 

Elsa could only blink trying to process his speedy speech, composed she cleared her throat.

"Well uh- Always double check with the entire crew before you set sail on a ship of the destination but- Thomas you can live your life the way you want to but you're going about it wrong. You need a balance of spontaneity and also caution or you or someone else will get hurt." 

He smiled warmly at her, his bright green eyes nothing like his father's. He was not an investor and Elsa could find some comfort in that, he didn't look at her and see a walking commodity that could be used at further dates, he saw a person to connect with and it was endearing.

"We definitely could teach other things." 

"Like?" 

"Like let's try a little exercise; I'll say what I want in this very moment without thinking of the future, its consequences or anything else- I won't do it I'll just think!" He quickly pacified the reluctant expression forming on her face as he spoke. She already didn't like this. 

"Right now I want to go riding on this beautiful summer day, around the countryside exploring Arendelle." Well that wasn't as bad as she thought it was going to be. "Now you." He gestured his hand towards her. 

Taking a breath Elsa began to thin- "And be honest." 

"Right now I want you to heed my words and leave me alone for the time being." 

"Hmm well at least one of us will get what we want. Have a good day Lady Elsa." His bittersweet expression touched her heart so she called after him before he got too far. 

"Thomas!" He spun around slowly.

"The stables have a wide variety of horses for you to choose from. Just tell them I sent you." 

His grin split showcasing his white teeth, Elsa playfully rolled her eyes at his over exaggerated waist deep bow and continued on her path to find Ann-

"Fire in dungeons! Fire!" Elsa's nerves jolted her powers to her finger tips, creating a blue and white glow crackling like ice scraping. "Quickly it's spreading on the roof!" 

I guess it's time to take Thomas' words to heart. She opened the window and jumped out onto an materialized icy surface climbing up to the roof, that was the first priority, if it caved in someone could get severely injured.


It was easy to sneak in under the protection of smoke and everyone rushing to get snuff out the flames. Everytime they thought they had extinguished them an alcohol bottle tucked in either a rafter or hidden somewhere else would explode, spreading it in controlled bursts.

The guards had dispersed from the wing, locking the doors shut to ensure no escape. Within the stone walls the prisoners' safety was not a concern. 

The door protested, groaning loudly as Ryu shouldered her way in giving consistent pushes and shoves till eventually it gave out. She would have fell face first had she not been clinging to the brass handle. 

She continued hanging on searching the dark grey tinted space. "Allo?" She sang glancing around until Julien was spotted shackled to the wall pontificating the contents of his book. 

He didn't look up when he spoke. "All that trouble just to see me, it won't do you any good, I already said all that I am willing to say."

Shutting the door with one hand Ryu let its thunderous boom settle before she said with a laborious breath. 

"Just take the compliment." 

His eyes panned up quickly to her hearing his native tongue past her lips. He continued on in Portuguese as well. 

"You are a well learned demon. I'll give you that ma'am." 

"And you-" she began pulling out a chair to sit. "Ah I got nothing." She waved her hands. 

"My previous statement still stands. I will not speak." Her light eyes bore into his. 

"But you already have." 

His smugness was not deterred by the assured calm she seemed to possess having encountered enough interrogations in his lifetime. Confidence was key yet also was a dead give away that someone was goading him on if they tried to convince him that they knew too much already by impossible circumstances. 

"And yet you came here asking for more, as long you and anyone else does not have the answers I live and you visit me, and will get nothing until it is too late." 

Ryu leaned back against the chair propping her feet up on the wall, her head rolled to the side."Aw don't be like that!" She cooed. "This visit is so much more personal. Everyone knows that when the tip of a man's blade has been inside you it's rude not to visit him." She had to admit Portuguese was much easier to grasp than the Nordic language in Arendelle. 

"Of course a demon of your caliber finds humor in such debaucherous things."

She hummed, waving her finger. "You speak only as if you say facts, a poor trait of one not willing to learn." 

"What could I possibly learn from you?" 

"We could learn from each other; You could learn about my species-" 

"I know what are-" he began but the abrupt scrape of Ryu's chair when she stood up stopped him. 

"And I know what you are; an idiot." Each step she took closer he met with leaning forward. "I am not a demon because of what I am- I am a demon because of what I've done." She ended with a whisper then recoiled when a particularly loud shout was heard. They stayed silent wondering if their time together was cut short but after five seconds turned back to one another.

"Tell me why of all humans out there you attempt to kill the kindest one?" 

"Kindness is meaningless when paired with insurmountable power, it gets drowned out."

At this she shrugged. "I'd rather be trapped in a room with an incredibly kind lion than a very mean dog. Luckily the dog in this room is chained up." 

"If that's what you think of me, so be it. Elsa could easily wipe out the entire human race at her whim." 

Glancing to the side, Ryu's eyes held no remorse.

"Mm good."

"Of course you do not understand the ramifications of the subject-" 

"Humans have been commiting genocide against every living thing, themselves included for centuries." Her tone consisted of a stultification that would only get worse the more they went on. The rocks that she kicked scrambled across the stone floors echoing in the chamber. "I'm convinced you all could use a good thinning of the herd, at least you're fascinating. There are those out there right now pillaging, raping, butchering. Why not try to stop them?"

"I cannot account for all the sins of the world but I do hold myself accountable for the unholy and unjust that take place before me! Elsa is an injustice against nature!" Ryu smiled. So that was how to rile him up, question his beliefs and he defended them with his very last breath not even considering the slight possibility that he and all others who followed were wrong. So tunnel visioned. No wonder he was absconded easily after trying to shoot Elsa, he didn't take into account other likelihoods for an escape.

"She literally is an element of nature." Ryu deadpans, she was growing quite bored of the routine, already caught on to the gimmick. "Besides, isn't murder a sin?" 

"This is not murder, it's a cleansings for the better of humani-" 

"Spare me the saving humans bullshit." It was all the same, he was like a dog chasing its tail, constantly going in circles never getting any further. He was however more prone to talking during an emotional outburst and more prone to emotional outburst when his morality was rattled. 

Turning from the barred window after testing their restraint- The guard was right they were super strong- Ryu scuffed her shoes against the ground looking along his restraints and to the floor. 

Let's rattle him a bit.

"You know I never completely settle on one belief unless it is backed by facts maybe if you had given me a compelling argument I would have joined your little murde- oh sorry cleansing attempt, but to me it just sounds like whoever you're working for is just jealous of Elsa's power-" the disgust on her face being genuine only helped her act even more. "And if whoever sent you truly is doing the will of God then he sounds just as envious- Envious like a shallow woman who saw an even prettier girl enter the ball!" 

Julien stood and rushed towards her chains rattling as they pulled back against his weight and strength, making the whole dog analogy kinda seem on the nose.

"Do not take the name of the Lord in vain!" 

Cringing Ryu sardonically replied. "Sorry- unless- I mean who is to stop me, no one has ever seen him, you don't even know who you serve."

"I have-" 

"Where?" 

"The only way to see him is through his words." 

"His word?" He nodded, not quite grasping her false mocking dubiousness. 

"Who has time for that?" 

"Those who are enlightened by his words, and set aflame with passion for his will, as I am." 

Squinting eyes challenged him. "You didn't read all of it." 

"I have-" Ryu continued shaking her head. "All seventy three books I have." Her shaking slowed when she backed up putting at least a foot between them. 

"You must have a lot of time on your hands, now onto something else more enticing, Religion makes me nauseous." Physically she was the one being tortured, all she had to entertain herself was whatever was in the cell and what she could make of it, picking at the wall here, kicking rocks there, looking out the window could be but so enjoyable so few times.

"What is a Brazilian assassin doing all the way out here in Arendelle?" She chuckled at his changed expression. 

"Brazil?" 

"Yes, your accent nor the way you speak are from Portugal. Although that would make more sense if you were." She whispered the last part to herself. "But you're not." 

Ryu continued musing aloud now fully ignoring Julien and whatever show she was putting on for him by pacing. 

"How did you get here, to Arendelle all the way from- Oh."

Now she finally looked at him calmly and went for the door. 

"Whatever conclusion you think you came to-"

"You assumptive ass, I didn't come up-" she strained pulling the door open again to be greeted by small wisps of smoke. "-with a conclusion but I did come up with a few helpful tidbits for Elsa. So I bid you a goodnight, your story seems quite interesting, I wish to hear more but for now thank you-". A bow. "You have been in this conversation as you have always been... completely and utterly useless." 


It was awkward even to Ryu who was usually impervious to such tensions, she now wanted to slip through the floor away from the head stewardess. 

She could smell the anger radiating off Gerda like heat from an oven who kept their pace brisk and silent. When Ryu spoke, things only seemed to go downhill from there. 

"So... How ya been eh? I want to um know." 

"Do you now or is that another lie?" 

Her slowed steps kick-started up again to catch up with the older woman after the momentary verbal stunning. It was to be suspected, yes but Gerda somehow managed to transform into everyone's mother, the one person everyone universally feared and rightfully so, they were terrifying.

"Technically speaking I did not lie." 

"Well then that changes things entirely-" Excellent very good, Ryu grinned nodding. 

"You're an even bigger ne'er-do-well than I thought." A what? Ryu didn't know what that meant but it sounded aggressive. 

"What's better, lying to me directly or manipulating the truth?" 

Gerda waited as the dragon tapped her chin thinking, before she could answer her mouth hung open when Gerda instead voiced. "That was a trick question since in both circumstances you took me for an imbecile." 

"What no no... Just gullible." 

She scoffed, rolling her eyes and began escorting Ryu once more to the council room. 

"I was only trying to help the best way I knew how!" 

"And you never once considered the scenario of taking this matter to Queen Anna and Lady Elsa both of whom could have maybe not prevented the Assassination attempt but prepared for it. You could have lost your life young lady." 

Ryu sighed, no she hadn't considered that before. Prior she had thought it best and just improvised her way through and it worked by luck not skill or planning, with how dire the subject at hand was it was beyond foolish to leave such things to luck, she could have lost Elsa. It was a pain far worse than her stomach and heart could handle as they began to hurt and churn. 

Noticing her dour attitude and contemplation Gerda faced her speaking more gently than before. 

"And yet without you we would be in a much more horrible detrimental future than we are now. The day Elsa met you was the day her life had been saved, and in extension all of ours as well-" Again What?

She laughed at Ryu's puzzled brows scrunching together placing a hand on her shoulder, she did not miss the girl's micro wince but kept her hand in place. 

"Elsa is the fifth Spirit, she and Anna are the bridge between our people and the natural magic of this land. Without one we fall and perish as a whole." 

The gravity of what happened and all that hung on the delicate precipice settled upon Ryu like a weighted blanket. Still she couldn't miss the opportunity to look up at Gerda smirking. 

"One would think eh with so many lives on the line you would have a back up bridge." She laughed while Gerda slapped her shoulder mortified and followed after her hearing the words: Simply just an incorrigible child.

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Gerda appearing with Ryu in tow was the only thing that finally drew Elsa's eyes up from her notes that she was furiously writing, the scribble was drowned out by the conversation of the investigative team trying their hardest to gain some ground.  

Her clothes were rumpled and black dust subtly coated the bridge of her nose, the clear signs of a rushed and clumsy clean up attempt. Her shoulders remained pulled back standing with that familiar discipline in the presence of authority. Elsa still couldn't decipher if it was an instinctual habit of dragons or something trained into her; she had not asked deterred by the girl whenever she tried to take a small shuffle into the conversation of her past receiving the reply of 'later'. She now was developing a distain for the word. It was evident Ryu was still was insecure with both the environment and the people she shared it with.

Elsa squinted at her state while the others nodded in greeting, it would have been difficult to notice at a glance and when Elsa's inspection was descried Ryu turned her head away to the right. 

The light filtered in through the large window to the left of the table, giving the wood the illusion as if it had just been polished, the only one not seated was Ryu, she stepped aside as a maid poured her a glass of water to which she nodded to in thanks. 

The chatter momentarily stopped when the dragon stood next to the empty chair, and when her gaze found Elsa's they shared a small smile but kept quiet when Mattias spoke up. 

"As I was saying your Majesty, the linguist have few ideas in regards to country origins of Julien but he has neither confirmed nor denied them and refuses to speak in his native tongue."

Anna did not look pleased. Elsa was tempted to go over and comfort her to ease the tension which coiled tightly in her shoulders. What kept her rooted in place was Kristoff taking the role of being her sister's pillar of support, soothing her with whispered words of encouragement keeping the table occupant's spirits up in his usual cool practicality. 

Elsa watched as he took temporary control of the room. He definitely was a different man than he used to be; more confident which was only aided by his decisively calm demeanour. It was easy for people to listen to him, to trust him, and take comfort in his blunt and direct but kind words.

"Finding out his country of origin will be helpful yes, but the magic he possessed is also alarming and should be investigated as well. Elsa?" 

She looked up from her writing at first with her eyes then head. Placing the pencil down gently she folded her hands politely upon the table. 

"Yes?" 

"How are the other spirits doing since the incident? Any weird-" he moved his scrunched up hands from side to side. "-symptoms effects?" 

"Besides lethargy and a decrease in Bruni's appetite- no- though Nokk is acting odd it could be a physical or mental side effect of which I'm not sure of quite yet." 

Satisfied, Anna nodded removing her index finger and thumb from cupping her mouth and chin when she sighed heavily. 

"Well it seems the best course of action is finding his country of origin and as Kristoff said how he came upon such a weapon as a sword-" 

A small groan was barely heard coming from the dragon who shook her head. 

Elsa looked to her disquieted, before she had the opportunity to open her mouth Anna spoke up staring directly at Ryu. 

"Is there a problem Periwinkle?" 

"Yes, that's a very stupid plan." Anna's eyebrows rose to her hairline at the statement. 

"I beg your pardon." Mattias said now turning his head from Anna to Ryu. 

"No need-" Ryu said simply. "That's just a bad plan all around-eh." 

"We don't really have anything tangible right now to work with, any course of action at this point seems like our best bet-" Kristoff says shrugging. "We tried waiting it out, that didn't work, yes we have Julien in custody but he obviously has friends." 

"Maybe the plan would have went better if the queen wasn't kept out of the loop." Elsa deflected the pointed stare shot her way with a small apologetic cringe writing much more quickly now while Kristoff met Anna's face with indifference. What happened happened, it was in the past and couldn't be changed now.

As far as the queen was concerned Ryu was the last person to be consulted on planning. Her plan was successful yes but it was also unnecessary, risky, and hair-brained. 

It was when Ryu responded that Anna realized she had voiced her concerns out loud in antipathetic murmurs. 

"Yes agreed, I make bad plans uh which is why I know a bad plan when I see one." 

Mattias and Yelena found themselves squinting at the dragon for very different reasons while Anna countered nearly standing with how much force she exuded. 

Honeymaren crossed her arms interjecting without caution. "Not taking action is a bad plan and the greater of the two evils it seems." Her frustration evident from corner they had all been backed into."Besides it seems things just keep getting more and more complicated what with fires now being set in dungeons." 

Anna continued. "We don't even know if it was an escape attempt or jailbreak, there were no suspects found." She wasn't sure how much more she could take, how much more anyone could take. Sleep wasn't something that had been easy to come by lately, staying up all hours of the night either talking, figuring out what to do or just anxiety and worry. 

It was serendipitous for Elsa to look up at the right moment to witness Ryu's abstruse grimace.

 

She didn't...

 

Ryu picked up her glass and took a long deliberate sip, setting it down slowly as if it was the most important task in the world. The spirit had seen that look before when Ryu was caught doing something naughty in the woods. Despite having a different body she still made the same expressions as before. 

 

She couldn't...

 

As Mattias continued to express the details of the incident her gazed fixed for just a few moments when he went over the injuries with an internalizing concentration. When no injuries were reported she returned to the previous manner of conducting herself during the damages report. 

 

She did.

 

Standing up and ignoring the questioning looks Elsa stalked towards the dragon. 

 

Of all the reckless, irresponsible, foolish-

 

Everyone witnessed on confused as she took a stance near Ryu arms crossed, her eyes became angry shards boring holes into the side of her target's head who folded her lips inward sheepishly. 

"Uuuh-" Kristoff glanced at the others for answers but they were searching for some as well.

Slowly, Ryu began to crack under the pressure of Elsa's glare. "It- It wasn't a jail break or escape attempt." Her voice quivered. 

This caused the room's, that is except for Elsa who continued her intense glowering, to keep foreheads scrunched in apprehension. 

Anna would have laughed at her sister had she not been so confused, Elsa rarely made that face that was reminiscent of a child who had their candy stolen from them, it wasn't the least bit intimidating but it seemed to be successful in whatever Elsa's goal was by making Ryu wither.

The air began to grow colder in juxtaposition to the incandescent late afternoon sun. 

"And you know this how?" Yelena finally spoke calmly, face placid. 

Gulping Ryu spoke up with a dry taciturn note hitching in her throat. 

"Because eh uh I am the one who...started it." 

Eight seconds passed for the news to finally take grip of the room. 

Numerous voices, belonging to Anna, Honeymaren, Mattias and his select few trusted men could be heard but the words couldn't be discerned. 

Elsa's shoulders slump as she rubs her face haggardly in sync with Kristoff. 

Many emotions, silent and verbal opinions ricocheted in the room like a a bolt piercing through the air from a high pressured machine. 

"Are you serious? Why are you so determined to destroy my home?"

"If word of this gets out people will begin the rumour mill that you were in league with assassination attempt." 

With all eyes on Ryu, Elsa noticed the scales upon her neck which dipped down into her neckline harden and twitch. 

"I am willing to do whatever it takes to keep Erusa safe-" 

At this Anna scoffed bitterly. "And you think we're not!" Her arm flung gesturing to the table's occupants. 

"I don't know yet, I do know you're all willing to waste time sitting in a room crafting horrible ideas-" 

"How dare you!" 

"At least we're not running around committing arson." Honeymaren said with a sarcastic shrug. 

A flare of emotion erupted inside Ryu reflecting back out in her eyes. Her body was tight- like the string of a bow, looking as if it would snap at any moment from the tension her chest glowed putting those that knew what followed on edge. "I'll commit whatever crime I have to in order to protect Erusa! And happily accept the consequences..." 

It was a difficult argument to say the least for Anna. She understood Ryu's perspective she too would commit many crimes to keep her sister safe but she also had other responsibilities as well to her staff, her people, her family, and setting fires in the castle still seemed so asinine. 

"Why didn't you just ask to speak with Julien Miss Ryu?" Mattias interjected cautiously.

When Ryu answered she kept her eyes trained in front reminiscent of a prisoner appearing before a court on trial. "I was given word from the guards that Erusa and Anna gave orders for me to not have an audience with him." 

"Well yeah he stabbed you nearly taking your life." It was said as if it was obvious, but it wasn't for the dragon who merely shook her head. 

"He is chained to a wall, the worse he could have done was strangle me with the chains, or attempt to I should say. Even if I asked you both would have said no." 

Anna's face became red and heated at the presupposition of her character and judgement. This was the second time the dragon was presumptive of her, what kept her words reigned in was the indecision that squirmed its way into her head. Would she have said no? The incline that lead to yes was tucked away. 

Elsa however voiced her own truth. "I would have forbid it, wondering if you were insane." Anna shot her down with a glare that could melt an ice cap.

At this Ryu upturned her palms deadpanning her eyes in Anna's direction. 

Kristoff stood up deciding to take charge over the room. "Everyone calm down. There's no use fighting amongst ourselves when there are bigger carrots to pluck." 

"I don't think that's a saying- but Kristoff is right!" Kristoff smiled small at Honeymaren's support, while ushering Anna to sit. 

Elsa too nodded in agreement, a hatred formed in her heart for the bickering Ryu and Anna took part of, she had hoped they'd get along. 

"Now that our Allegiances are confirmed, Miss Ryu have you found out anything that could aid us?"

The agitation cooled down inside her chest as she collected her thoughts in a neat little stack. Now finally they could have a conducive conversation, she wasn't entirely unrepentant for the fire infact it stabbed at a deep and large rooted nerve within her heart for reasons she'd rather not visit ever, but it was a necessary misdemeanor and she'd work personally to help clean up her mess unlike in the past. 

"Tracking his country of origin, which is Brazil by the way, is a fool's errand. I am confident that Brazil has no quarrel with Erusa- they have their own problems to worry about." Ryu despite the security of the entire room felt quite pleased with her ever growing vocabulary and pronunciations. She was bit out of practice but language was just like riding a bike... She didn't know how to ride a bike but the principal remained the same to her. 

"It would be odd for Brazil to place a bounty on you-" Honeymaren adds glancing to Elsa. "Would they even know you exist?" 

Elsa looked down at the table in contemplation. "I don't believe we've ever had correspondence with any South American countries. Anna?" 

Looking to her sister Elsa could tell something was bothering her and she had a sneaking suspicion it had to do with Ryu.

Anna shook head no. The eyes of the room returned to Ryu as she continued. 

"And even if there is a chance that-tu Brazil is involved then we have-" she side eyed fleetingly to the clock. "Four to six months give or take...or never if by the likely hood they all die of scurvy and other diseases they'll bring."

Elsa looks up for a moment speaking without reserve mistakenly. "...and then we'll all be dead from exposure to foreign bacterium." A disturbed look scrunched some of their faces besides Ryu and Kristoff who nodded in agreement. 

"And if they have agents already here?" 

"We look for any foreigner who just came here with a weird accent." 

Ryu could sense the small bit of scrutiny in everyone's eyes that were upon her aside from Elsa who was busy writing everything that had been said thus far. 

"Brazilian accent." Honeymaren says correcting herself. 

"Okay, what about the weapon?" Kristoff asks crossing his large arms. 

"It's irrelevant." Elsa concludes. "I've read tales from other lands and fact checked them best to my abilities, they aren't just children's stories. Magic exist all over the world and we don't know if this sword could lead us back to Brazil or Germany or even a few miles away from here, it's sadly a waste of time at this juncture."

A puerile grin graced Ryu's face, she looked thoroughly satisfied with that conclusion.

"So what do we do-" Anna intercedes impatiently."Sit here and wait for them to come shoot you?"

Elsa is rubs her chin actually considering the option. Anna watched in disbelief before throwing a pen in her water cup with surprising accuracy, the result splashing Elsa's face snapping her from contemplation. 

"Ah ah! Hey no! That's bad! We're not doing that... Not again." After some quick thinking Anna snaps her fingers. "We find out where he came from!" 

"We know that already, Brazil." 

"No, no, we know where he's from but not where he came from." 

Both Ryu and Elsa's eyes lit up while the rest watched on in confusion.

Before Kristoff could open his mouth probably to ask for an explanation Ryu spoke up. 

"I know what you mean, That's a much better plan than before, but this means we have no time lose." Resolute she turns heading for the door quickly, letting out a strangled gelk when Honeymaren grabbed her collar absent mindedly in a vice grip.  

"No ships from Brazil landed near Arendelle and unless one came to a different country and he walked here -also unlikely- then he came on a ship that was at port recently." Elsa says. 

"Well then I think my agents and I have much work to do then." Mattias muses. He looked to his queen for dismal which she grants. 

"It still wouldn't hurt to find out where the sword came from." Now Anna and Elsa began to develop a hunch that Kristoff had an interests in the weapon that went beyond the cause. 

"Which should not be a priority right now but go off." 

"Hush you." Honeymaren chastised, dumping water on Ryu's head who remains apathetic.

"It would be much more useful to find out what it does from your grand papa baddie and worry about whether it's feeling homesick later yeah-" she held up her thumb and nodded. "Good." 

Kristoff snuffed a small laugh through his nose. "Either way I need to go see Grand Pabbie."

"Actually he's visiting in a day or two so we can ask him then." Elsa confirmed. The idea still brought her some anxiety, she was supposed to keep Ryu in good health but now she was back to limping with a crater like epicenter in abdomen and heavily involved in a conspiracy against her life. 

"Perfect." 

Finally with the meeting concluded Ryu was released from Honeymaren's grip and into the hallway before anyone had even gotten up. 


"Hey Periwinkle?" Ryu turned upon hearing her name, finding Anna holding her green skirts as she sped walked towards the dragon. 

"Look I-" she began but then stopped staring at the ground as if it had the right words for her to say. Ryu remained patient despite the anxious twitch of her muscles. 

"I just wanted to say to you that the plan you crafted with Elsa will not happen again-"

"I agree." Despite being shocked by Ryu so readily submitting she carried on. 

"Elsa values your opinion and input and just you in general-" Ryu appeared perplexed by this information. "I do not appreciate you telling my sister to keep something as serious as an assassination attempt from me." 

"Okay." It sounded as if an And? Would follow but instead the implication of it was left unsaid. 

"It's undermining to me as both the queen and Elsa's sister, I also will not have you discredit my decisions in front of people." The queenly persona Anna now displayed was entirely different than the bubbly girl Ryu had met prior or seen around the castle. 

"Your decision was idiotic." Ryu stated in a matter of fact tone. 

"Even still it is disrespectful to undermine my authority." 

Ryu hummed rolling her words in her head carefully. "So what you are saying eh you don't want anyone questioning your decisions?"

Anna blinked a couple times as her queenly semblance slipped away. "That is not at all what I'm saying-" she pinched the bridge of her nose. "Just be respectful of the authority I hold here please."

"Anna I'm not going to respect you because you are the queen, I respect you cause you are the person I care about's sister and as an individual as well. I do not pay heed to human titles, useless." She swatted at the air shooing away the word and concept it represented and with that said Ryu turned to go on her way. 

Anna stared after her. W-was- did that go well? She let out a humourless laugh. "I liked it better when you couldn't talk." 

Down the hall she heard chuckles erupt from Ryu who looked over her shoulder with a knowing grin before limping away. 


This certainly wasn't how Elsa hoped the relationship between Ryu and Anna would develop. The meeting had been intense to say the least. 

She rubbed the nape of her neck which ached from watching Anna create a trench in the carpet with her pacing. 

"I mean what if she were to do that in front a dignitary or ambassador? And now Georg Scherer is staying longer than expected we can't afford any trouble Els and while I appreciate her efforts everytime Periwinkle steps into the capital she causes trouble." 

Elsa remained quiet during her sister's venting, she went over their discussion and could understand why Anna would feel confused around the dragon, she did as well sometimes but for different reasons, were they any less frustrating that she wasn't certain of. Placing the tea saucer down to free her hands as Anna sat beside her upon the lounge, she allowed her to snuggle into her side and ran her index finger down the bridge of Anna's nose. 

"I'll have a talk with her if you'd like, I think perhaps it's just difficult for her to grasp the complexity of our lives and all that entails. Apparently dragons have a society all of their own with different customs and intricacies." An unconvinced grunt was her reply, Elsa ventured through the topic carefully she didn't want to sully Ryu's already dubious reputation but still did not want to invalidate Anna's feelings towards the matter. 

Both sides important.

It seemed the list of things she and Ryu had to talk about would keep growing and growing, from Anna's tribulations, to the encounter she had with Julien, her propensity for arson-

 

Her past. 


It felt ridiculous sneaking through her own secondary home, more than ridiculous it felt horribly nostalgic of the days when Elsa was allowed to venture from her room on rare occasions in the night. 

Entering the library she spotted Ryu pouring over some papers. Instead of making her presence known she stood a good distance away and watched the expression of bored concentration etch itself over Ryu's features. 

The way her light brows knitted together ever so slightly, her eyes dilated as they absorbed whatever it was she was reading. 

Here was a dragon that seemingly came from nowhere injured and afraid now standing in the castle library reading. Yes things had changed quite sudden and abruptly. 

Why was she here? What drove Ryu's inclinations towards her? What did the dragon want in the grand scheme of things? 

The words that followed the flicker of Ryu's nose startled Elsa into a small jolt. 

"Still spying on me?" Her voice remained small with a tiny laugh in effort to maintain the quiet, upon closer inspection Elsa saw the pen she held to circle words on the papers. 

Eventually she slowly made her way to Ryu's side, the warmth she felt in the air was palpable, humid almost but easier to breathe in. Without her magic it would have been uncomfortable somewhat for her. 

The dragon scooted a bit to the left allowing Elsa more room to see the contents of the paper. 

It was ledgers from the naval master no doubt regarding the ships that had been in and out of Arendelle's port. 

"Kristoff-eh gave them to me, he said it was important that we record all ships in and out of port and my sharp eyes were needed." Ryu said sardonically.

Elsa nodded noncommittally, she sounded frustrated by the busy work, she had to admit to herself that Ryu never strikes her as one favoring such an abstract pursuit as studying ledgers and charters.

Kristoff's intentions however weren't as subtle as he probably would have liked to both of them. If Ryu was in the library busy then she was less likely to get into trouble, he even used Elsa's safety as an incentive knowing she'd not abandon the task until it was completed. 

"So am I to presume you enjoy this?" 

"I hate it hm, but it is necessary and besides once I have the- the answers I can move forward a way I see fit.

Looking back at the work she noted the Kenji - was that what Grand Pabbie called it? 

It looked as if Ryu attempted to write it in their Nordic language but gave up seeing as it was difficult to read for both speakers of the language and herself. Her writing in her own native tongue was much more neat than the first clumsy attempt. 

Elsa's finger gently traced the Japanese notes written vertically, it was beautiful more likened to art than actual writing. 

"When we eliminate those who pose a threat to you I can teach you if you'd like." Elsa's trance like stupor over the notes was broken sharply. 

Eliminate? Did she mean? 

Debating whether or not she should ask the intentions behind that word instead decided to add that as another topic for them to discuss. 

"I'd like that." Elsa remarks softly. As much as she was enjoying their amiable quiet that was only disturbed by the small scribbling of Ryu writing she gave Anna her word she'd voice her concerns. 

Taking a deep breath she treaded carefully with her words."I well- I told Anna I'd speak to you about the meeting." Ryu merely peeked at her from the side. 

It was all the invitation Elsa was given to continue. "She felt you disrespected her." 

"I know she told-eh me already, I think it is sorted yes." Ryu replied in her usual quick manner of speaking. 

"Yes she told me about that too-" looking off to the side Elsa twiddled her fingers. "It somewhat left her a bit puzzled- that talk the two of you had." 

Ryu seemed to be entirely unsuspecting of this when she finally drew attention away from the ledgers with a brow raised. "And she didn't tell me this why?" 

That was a difficult question, one Elsa didn't have an answer too, she knew Anna wasn't afraid to speak her mind and generally was rather bold and forthcoming. 

"Perhaps she felt some difficulty communicating with you and found it easier if I spoke to you instead."

"Because it is easier for you?" Elsa nodded slowly. She still looked as if she couldn't grasp the notion but acquiesced silently. 

"Her plan was foolish- not outrageously so- but it was no good, I won't apologize for pointing that out." Slowly the pen was laid down. "I'm not much of a planner, never have been- so it seems I have no right to speak, but you do not have to know how to play piano to hear when someone is off key." She gave Elsa the opportunity to process what she was saying. 

It was difficult to argue with those points, Elsa's only backings were emotional and rationality seemed to rule Ryu's heart and mind. 

Except when it comes to me she decides to act in recklessness.

Elsa blinked heavily at the whisper she heard from within feeding into self indulgent recollection of Ryu's motivations.

"I would have done this again and again cause I like you."

She could appreciate the cogent approach to some issues but then sympathy over any hurt feelings always got the better of her so most of her truths were put through many filters before her words would touch the air. 

"You seem disappointed." Elsa hugged her torso shrugging, with her chin pointed down slightly, her gaze casted upward past her lashes. "It's not that-" 

Finding footing was difficult with Ryu leaning back, eyebrow arched, and head tilted looking at Elsa as if she were an intriguing puzzle, even her scales looked softer than earlier.

"I said what I said to help, and it did help, I said what I said because- I don't know." Her once crossed arms now hung at her sides defeated. 

"Well maybe show some more respect as Anna feels you don't"

"If I didn't I would have let her barrel ahead with that idiotic plan instead of warning her."

Finally a connection had been drawn inside Elsa's mind. This must have been one of the few ways Ryu displayed affection outside of the physical. She too appeared to be just as shocked as Elsa by this as if she came to the realization just then. 

"That's entirely understandable, perhaps though we could practice tact." Now there was a word she never heard before. 

Elsa giggled at her quizzical expression and began explaining what it meant. 


"So I should-uh not say what I really feel and think and well just allude to it?" It seemed like a waste of time to her. 

"No, say how you really feel and think but know that sometimes in certain situations it isn't what you say but how you say it." A pregnant pause drew a distance between the two despite their close physical proximity. 

"What I say is what I think and how I say it is how I feel." Resisting the urge to run a palm down her face Elsa instead retreated inside to find a way to put them on even ground. 

"Perspectives are subjective for each individual and vary due to experiences, emotions, personalities, environment, rearing-" It was evident by the Ryu's subtle pout and the way her eyes bounced to here and there as if searching for an answer that Elsa's answer was lost on her, curious but still confused. 

Ryu made a small noise."Hm." 

Perhaps she could turn it into something more physical and less abstract...

"Think of the way we see the world and react to things as a window, everyone has their own window that is shaped and colored uniquely to the lives they live, now you may look out your window and see a white ball that to you is- um what is your favorite color?"

Ryu shook her head. "I don't have one." 

"Oh well alright then- your window is green and to let's say Anna hers is red, you both see the white ball, to you it is green and to her it is red. So you argue about what color the ball actually is. Both right in your own view of things."

"The ball is white so we're both wrong." 

Elsa held up her hand. "In this scenario the actual color of the ball is non-quintessential, the ball just represents a view point white because it is objective. And many others see other colors as well and sometimes people see a perspective or window that opposes their own as antagonizing when it is simply just different." 

After pacing about Elsa drew closer. "Understanding another's perspective can open up an entire new world that is their own of possibilities and opportunities for us to grew and improve but scorn them even without meaning to and they draw their blinds and are less likely to share with you their world, that to me is more important than being right." This seemed to appeal to Ryu's better nature which in turn made Elsa feel quite proud until she spoke up after mulling over what the spirit had lamented. 

"Is that why you hide yourself behind tact? You think your true self will offend them?" 

Elsa's retort whatever it may have been died in her throat. As a puddle would dry up under the scorching sun Ryu's words burned her to exposure. 

She knew the 'them' Ryu had referred to was anyone except Ryu herself, as if she knew that whatever was contained in Elsa's small inner world could never spoil her opinion of the spirit. 

The feeling of alienation that had once terrified Elsa didn't, now that she had someone else on the lonely island that marooned her from the rest of the world. 

"I don't hide." This didn't shake away the doubt that gripped her assuredness. No she didn't hide, she was through with concealing, she had learned that lesson twice now. Thrice if Anna's birthday when she had gotten sick counted for anything. 

The look Ryu gave her spoke a thousand and one variations of one word. Bullshit

"You do even from Anna," Ryu swayed back and forth, arms swinging as they dangled at her sides. "Things- certain things." 

The mention of her sister had brought on a level of defense Elsa had not felt since before when Ryu was just Cherry. "Are you assuming you know me?" 

A giggle hiccuped in Ryu's chest. "I'm assuming I don't." Elsa had still heard it even though it was a whisper. "Even though I'd like to." 

The reverence she spoke in gestures to Elsa as if she was some grand puzzle to be solved, and it seemed to thrilled Ryu more so than frustrate her. 

"I could say the same thing in your regard." 

Ryu snorts. "I'm nothing more than a dragon, a creature of destruction who likes cinnamon snails... What more is there?" Despite her efforts to evade the terrible implications of the remark with a glib tone, Elsa's heart still cracks for her and the fragility that just threatened to spill over.

"Alot more, there's a whole world of more...but alas we have reached a impasse." Another word Ryu did not know. 

"Impasse is more like when an immovable object meets an unstoppable force." 

The dragon hummed drumming the pen across her palm. "We could continue to hold ourselves ransom against the other or..."

"Or?" Elsa prodded.

"I give you a bit of me and you give me a bit of yourself in return." 

Well that would solve a great deal of the emotional turmoil that would have came with asking Ryu about herself and her past. Perhaps if it were more transactional she'd be more inclined to share and Elsa could help her, in exchange she'd give herself. 

Although Ryu's innate curiosity still perplexed her to no end, sure she had interesting stories to tell and almost impossible situations happen to her- outside of the fantastical occurrences Elsa as an individual considered herself bland. She was reserved, cared deeply for her loved ones, could create winters- something that was a gift for her mother's heroics and altruism, and enjoyed simple things; Reading, writing, mapping the stars, fauna, spending time with her family, friends and academics. 

Anna was the more exciting of the two according Elsa. So it seemed she had nothing to lose. 

"Deal." They sealed it with gentle smiles before Ryu spoke again.

"And... I- well I suppose I could practice having... Tact?" Elsa's smile grew. 

"You are alot more easily persuaded than I would have thought."

"Or maybe you're very convincing, plus it seems important to you and you are a very intelligent person so I would like to know why."

Unsure of how to respond Elsa merely began translating some of the words learning it was much easier to understand the language than to speak and writing it for Ryu. 

Even though the previous discussion wasn't the most jovial it still offered a great relief to Elsa, a comfort that with those Ryu cared about she did not mince her words or thoughts, she had no filter, her thoughts came out of her mouth without editing. 

Still it felt hypocritical to enjoy the sense of security from Ryu's transparency while she hid behind opaque glass with most. 

She'd definitely explain this to Anna.

With that matter settled she ventured to a different topic. 

"Two friends of mine, Grand Pabbie and Bulda, will be visiting to see you, so we should probably prepare to return home after gathering more information of course." 

"Why do they wish to see me?" The trepidation was obvious in her question not wanting to raise alarm Elsa swiftly went on to explain their draconian history and expertise, this calmed and even intrigued said dragon who nodded. 

Looking to the papers she gestured to them with a head jerk. "We can continue the investigation there I suppose and maybe you'll be safer." 

It was then it dawned on Elsa, would Ryu be staying in her home or remain in the forest? 

This was one of the rare occasions Elsa considered what she wanted, did she wish for Ryu to stay with her in her cottage? 

"Chikushou!" Ryu cursed the pen shaking it for more ink. It exploded in her face during her perusal of its tip, regretfully she licked the corner of her mouth ridding it of ink.

"Nnnguh!" She choked out disgustedly.

Yes. 

She did want Ryu to stay even if for a little while. Her mind already came up with numerous reasons on why that arrangement would benefit the both of them and would bring those reasons up when they left for no other purpose than the fear of her offer being rejected by the dragon. 

Elsa hid her giggles behind her fingers. Ryu shook her head. "You shouldn't eat ink." She warned as though it was Elsa that licked it off her lips instead she herself. 

"Hm I had no idea- Ah!- don't wipe your finger on me!" She protested laughing along with Ryu's mischievous chuckles while manifesting an ice cloth to clean her now stained forearm. 

She really is an imp.


While many desired for the sweet nostalgic reprieve happy childhood memories bided, to him they were nothing but a curse, a reminder of a foolish time when it was thought that love and compassion were enough to change one's inherent nature. 

The moments of laughter and innocent play pure and right meant nothing except willful ignorance and contradictions. Could a fox raised in a chicken coop lose its appetite for fowl? Would it still bark or would it cluck? When the fox turned on the chickens whose fault was it? The chickens who instead of purging it out while it was young kept it for senseless sentiment, or the fox for simply doing what every fiber in its being ordered it to? 

The sound of wood groaning from the abuse casted upon it from the strong summer monsoonal waves had become a comfort, this had been his home for the past six years, more than what was deserved, still the water could not cast away the guilt of still planning to show mercy when it was undeserved, the guilt of loving someone so wrong.

Something so wrong. 

Only when he was awake could his mind focus on the memory of damp stone steps that barely alerted to one's presence, the gurgled out cry of his brother gasping for his last breath and her...

That damned creature who made him love her as his own, standing over the body with the audacity of reflecting fear in her glowing eyes, then unremorseful in ignoring the wails of a mother who had just lost her son to run away from what she was, what she was destined to be.  

This memory was the truth, not the warm, sanguine ones that came in the night while he slept and lacked control over his own mind, but the one filled with cries, blood, and death. 

A knock interrupted the ambiances of his deep meditation. "Speak please." His strong voice commanded not breaking the difficult position which kept him upside down rested upon his forearms for balance. 

"Lord Mikoto, we have received word from your agents in Austria." The Lord opened his eyes and gracefully descended down to the ground till his bare feet met the wood of the floor. 

Opening the door revealed the captain with a small parchment offered up. 

Going over the contents the lord took a deep breath, they were still a few weeks out from Europe, which did not bode well for their query. If it decided to not stay long in Austria then it was fairly possible for them to lose its trail if this was approached recklessly. 

"Captain Sato?" The large man nodded before his lord, the rings braided into his long dark beard clanging together from the movement. 

"How stocked are we from our last rendezvous?" Lord Mikoto began flicking a jade knife impatiently between his fingers as he waited for the captain recount their supplies. 

"We have enough to comfortably last for four weeks my lord, with lower rationing I'd estimate six."

He wandered to map hanging up the wall. "Then so be it, lower the rations and tell the men that we must remain frugal with any perishables. We won't be stopping for a long time." 

"It shall be done as you say my lord," The hesitant tone of the captain brought up his lord's gaze. His eyes swam across the captain, dark grey irises circling around his space like sharks in stormy waters. 

The expectancy of the air encouraged Captain Sato to continue. "Though the men may question this my lord, the uncertainty of whether that would be worth it if the dragon continues its randomized path-" 

"Please excuse me captain but he-its paths are not randomized at all. I would not expect a crew new as it is or someone novice in this hunt such as yourself to recognize the patterns."

The captain straightened up rolling his shoulders. "Patterns my lord?" He said dubiously.

Staring at the map Susanoo eyed Europe intently then trailed his knife along. "Yes- before our encounter in Siam when she lost her ability of flight perhaps then it was random but now-" his knife led from Siam to locations the dragon had traveled to mostly by water, sometimes by land. 

"It prefers to not remain landlocked, sea faring nations have been its main target as well as countries which are close in proximity, with easily crossed borders..."

"Shall we set swift course to Germany then my Lord and then travel to Austria?" Captain Sato could not hide his surprise when in reply he received a curt and resolute no. 

"I shall write the correspondence to my agents myself. We shall however set course for Copenhagen."

"Denmark?" 

 

"Indeed."

 

"An excellent calculated guess. Mayhaps it would be also an asset to see what others in the area know of its whereabouts when we arriv-" 

"Majority of the time what people know is useless, some know dragons do not exist... How useful is that piece of knowledge Captain? This is no mere prediction."

Receiving no further explanation Captain Sato bowed and backed out of the cabin. 

Susanoo only opened his cabin's door once more that night to receive his stationery and was not to disturbed for the rest of the evening. 

He'd split his men at different scouring points in Amsterdam, Brussel, Paris, and London while he and small crew investigated Denmark, it wasn't certain but would serve as the best choke points they could afford. 

Staring at the letter his mind wandered and wondered, albeit silly, if the love he gave his dragon was not enough, it hurt to think about more than he'd ever admit to himself for what he gave her... it was all he had in his heart. 

Chapter 18

Notes:

Short chapter next one will be longer.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"I know Anna I'll be safe I promise." It felt like the hundredth time Elsa had to reiterate this for her sister just this morning. She still didn't seem happy with the arrangement but they both knew Elsa couldn't stay in the capitol forever. The evidence was clear in the queen's slumped shoulders and slight pout- she didn't want her sister to leave during such a precarious time- deep down she understood however it was for the best and safest option.

Keep contact every week. That was easy enough. 

Check in the investigation every week. More of the same 

Lock the doors at night, understandable.

Stay out of trouble. Now that was the difficult part but Elsa still agreed more or less. 

Sympathy gripped Elsa's heart, so she hugged Anna for the thirteenth time that morning, even Nokk's impatient neighing and counting of the cobblestone couldn't break the embrace.

They pulled away only enough to face Ryu and Bruni who was perched on the dragon's wrists teaching her the benefits of licking one's eyeball. Kai eyed the pair nonchalantly as Kelsey beamed at his side clearly more enchanted than her supervisor. 

Clearing the emotions from her clogged throat she spoke up after whispering a few words to Elsa, the spirit nodded looking characteristically repentant. 

"Ryu?" 

The girl abruptly twisted her head almost completely around at them expectantly, Elsa seemed to find this less disconcerting than Anna did. She had seen Ryu do this before the knowledge of her changing magic had been discovered. She had a very flexible spine and neck. 

Ryu's tongue hung out in the air drawing away from her eyeball.

"You promise no secrets?" The dragon considered the words before giving her attention back to Bruni with a lazy 'Nah' which sounded more like a yawn than an disagreement. 

Elsa chuckled, resting her hand on Anna's shoulder. 

"Well at least promise to protect Elsa?" 

That had caught her attention though her stare remained on the amphibian who resolutely responded with a nod of his head. 

"With my life." 

Elsa was certain her gulp could be heard all the way to the kitchens with how abrupt it had been. For some reason she couldn't find it in herself to be left alone with Ryu and desperately searched for some type of buffer. 

"Olaf!" The snowman grinned and bounded over to them from Nokk. "Would you like to come and stay with me for a week or two, I could use some help with my garden?" She knew Anna was currently squinting her eyes at her from the side but paid no heed to the stare. 

Her attentions were drawn naturally to the snowman who clapped his hands excitedly in agreement. When Elsa straightened she pursed her lips. 

"It's ashame to see you depart so soon my lady." A meandering Thomas states. If he felt any trepidation from Elsa's departure he hid it well the only sign being that of his more solemn demeanour. 

While Anna wanted to object she couldn't help but feel her attention divided by the confusing conversation happening between Bruni and Ryu. 

"-but your tongue is longer than mine so that's probably why." Did she really understand the little lizard?

Elsa plastered a fake smile onto her face. "Well I do have many things to attend to-" 

"Perhaps I could visit you at your estate." Now Elsa was floundering upon herself. If anyone knew her well enough they'd know she valued her home immensely, as it was an extension of herself and did not extend invitation to many. 

"Elsa she has-is very busy-" Anna stumbled, soon Honeymaren joined the verbal fray hurriedly putting an arm on both Anna and Elsa. 

"And! It would be important for a lord such yourself to visit Northundra!" 

Anna found footing among the excuses that tumbled from both their mouths. "And tours-" 

Honeymaren nodded with the importance similar to that of a council member backing a new law. 

"And the tours! For you to visit... And get them Elsa will be there." The spirit readily agreed. 

"Yes! Of course a Spirit's work is never done." Anna had heard Elsa utter that line so many times to people that it now felt like an inside joke between the two. 

Before the baffled Lord could catch up on the conversation unfolding between them Elsa gently albeit quickly called. "Nokk, Bruni, Gale, Ryu shall we be off then?" And before he could protest she had already gathered the small entourage together for travel. 

Whether it was the urgent need from Elsa to get away or that Nokk had warmed to Ryu a bit more since their battle with Julien he seemed more ambivalent towards the dragon even while being tired of the teasing she and Bruni shared towards him, both finding comradeship being creatures of fire.

Ryu however seemed confused as to why she was mounting Nokk behind Elsa. The spirit could hear her groan and glanced back to see what was wrong. 

A large yawn broke her words. "Why can't I just fly to where we're going?" Elsa who lowered her voice considerably answered. 

"Because I think some of the residents could do with some adjustment to your presence."

Ryu considered this and much to Elsa's dismay poked holes in her logic. "But doesn't adjustment usually require exposure?"

"Well generally yes but due to given company perhaps less conspicuous travel is best."

After questioning the word and hearing the definition Ryu continued. 

"Is not a Japanese woman, lizard, and blonde lady riding atop a horse made out of water more...Conspicus than-" 

"It'll be fine and you'll be safe... -" Elsa glanced back furrowing her brows. "Safe- if you were doing anything else with your hands than what you're doing right now-" Ryu adjusted from reclining back with her palms bracing against Nokk's rump to a more appropriate position of resting them in her lap. 

"Oh." 

Elsa nervously looked between the dragon's large yawn exposing her canines to Thomas, luckily the Lord didn't seem to notice. 

"Ryu that's not a safe way to ride bud." Kristoff warned approaching them. "Oh..." The dragon complained. "I've never ridden a horse before I use my legs no." 

He shrugged causally. "Just wrap your arms around Elsa." He said it as if it were obvious but from the way Ryu haphazardly throw them about her waist evidently it was not. 

Elsa grunted small closing her eyes at the vice grip. If she had to ride the entire hour with Ryu suffocating her in her heat she was sure she'd melt half way there. 

Shaking his head Kristoff adjusted the hold to one that was more appropriate while Ryu ragged dolled herself. Elsa shot him a grateful grin while manipulating herself so as to allow the dragon to be more comfortable. For she wasn't diurnal or even nocturnal as Elsa first led to believe but more crepuscular and it was about ten in the morning so she was long past the time she'd be awake adding this to the list of things she'd ask Grand Pabbie and Bulda about. 

"And here is Olaf." Anna said hulling the snowman to sit in front of Elsa. 

"We'll bring you back some sun tea when we come to visit!" Anna and Kristoff both nodded being very fond of the Sun tea Elsa made them on occasion. 

"You have fun big guy keep Ryu and Elsa out of trouble." Olaf saluted Anna as Ryu grumbled something about being terrifying and fierce from the rear. He chortled whispering to Nokk. "Isn't she adorable?" 

"Well that's one way to describe he-" 

A loud ruckus drew them to see Ryder stumbling into the courtyard on Emil. He rested his hands on the perturbed Thomas who despite being confused still allowed him to bear weight upon his shoulders. 

"Elsa!" He called, both Honeymaren and Yelena rushed to him. 

"I was with okay umm- so I have been looking for days I don't know what happened but I've been riding for days hence- hence the name Ryder I guess but anyways-" he sputtered as his audience grasped at some semblance of sense. "But anyways I've been looking for Ryu for days! And she just vani- oh hey Ryu." 

The dragon groggily nodded mumbling. "What you want?"

"She vanished for days-" all mouths went agape at the instant recognition that flashed in the young herder's eyes until he too turned to the girl who appeared next to him pointing. "What? Wha-wha?" So he wouldn't out the entire situation Honeymaren snatched him up by the nape to Yelana grumbling quiet and sometimes passionate words. 

From the distance he could be seen pointing at Anna, Kristoff, Elsa, Ryu in disbelief... The consort joined them solidifying Honeymaren's support before returning.

"What's going on over there Kristoff?

"I dunno." 

Elsa stared then patted Nokk's rump gently as he grew to be more impatient pulling Ryu back up with her. 

Ryder returned to the small circle pale and tired it almost made Ryu feel guilty. Almost. 

"I think I need a drink... Not the fermented honey kind of drink." He whined as his sister patted his back a bit too hard for his liking. 

 

Sven puffing out his chest approached Emil while conveniently waving his head. He warbled a greeting which went seemingly unnoticed by the female who busied herself searching among the cobblestone for loose grain left by any other mounts. 

When he turned to Kristoff helplessly the man at that moment regretted keeping the education of Mating a mystery to both of them. He stuttered turning to Anna. She shrugged just as clueless. "Throw her off a cliff?"

"I didn't throw you we fell." Kristoff reminded. 

"Uh-oh look out Anna there's a new power couple in Arendelle." She guffawed at this leaning on Elsa's leg. 

"As charming as Kristoff is I don't think he's Emil's type." She then turned serious when facing Elsa. "Remember your promise." Elsa smiled affectionately and kissed her head. 

"I'll never forget it, darling." Her face instantly changed when Ryu leaned down and also placed a kiss atop her head.

Elsa chuckled, she had talked to Ryu about getting along with Anna that morning. It wasn't exactly what she had in mind but it was a start. 


During the ride Olaf kept Ryu awake talking about anything that seemed to cross his mind and despite being tired she humoured him most times reaching excellent concluding parts only for the snowman to throw a log into the discussion keeping the dragon on her toes. 

Whenever the conversation would turn nonsensical she found herself inescapably drawing in. 

"So if you're so warm why aren't doctor's using that to treat hypothermia or at least prevent it?"

 

"Well because some people are afraid of me?" 

 

"Why?" 

 

"Because I'm scary to them."

 

"But they don't know you yet so how can you be scary to them?"

 

"I don't know Olaf, I guess cause I'm different. Some people would be afraid you." 

 

"That's very sad then since they don't know me, I'd be a great friend to them." 

 

"I truly believe you would be." 

 

"Ryu?"

 

"Yes I've heard there are different types of teas around the world and they all seem warm and nice-"

 

"Do not get me started." 

 

And so the great tea debate began Elsa could hold a foot in the race, she was fond of alot of them but from the way Ryu had described the difference between English and Asian teas she began to doubt her stance on it. When trying to ask the difference between Mid-Eastern and Eastern tea Ryu had been silently plucked from Nokk's back which should have caused panic but to see the earth giants treat her so fondly as one would a small kitten as they rubbed her chin and back while she purred it had been errant they had already made acquaintances and recognized her even in this more human like body. It made Elsa feel foolish for being so oblivious to when She had met Cherry. 


"It is really no worry Erusa-" but Elsa apologized again having seen the observant nature Ryu had while they explored her home. Olaf had gone off to walk the earth spirits to their favorite resting spots promising to return for dinner. 

Had she really not invited the dragon in since she had known her?

Elsa felt as if she had snubbed her new friend, but Ryu made no point in shedding light to this. The worries were abandoned as Elsa explained certain books and art pieces she had collected in time. 

"Oh that was a gift from Andulsian king and oh! That one was from a small girl named Ingrid she drew that for me two years ago." 

"This one is my favorite Anna painted it for me. " Every single one had its own place and purpose, even the plants Elsa had named affectionately. At some point Ryu could have sworn that each fauna had it's own personality. 

Elsa would have normally felt silly yet with how interested Ryu was in every piece of her home even the furniture asking for explanations it felt...

"And what tuh- is this one's name?" She'd ask while holding up a small budding flower pot.

"Where'd this one come from? They gave it to you? For free? Why? Oh- good." 

 

When they finally reached her office Ryu's eyes dilated as they absorbed all the titles, some translations of books she had seen before while others-

"Oh that isn't a published work- I wrote that or am writing it." Elsa said impishly to a notebook Ryu held in a delicate grip. 

"Would you prefer me to not look?" She asked gently but Elsa shook her head turning to face her desk listening carefully as Ryu turned the pages. 

"You should publish this." Her gaze turned upward towards the dragon still pursing the words on the pages. 

"Really?" She whispered. 

"Mhm. Although I would put a pun to make it fun for the reader a bit more in- in context of the chapter eh- I have seen this plant before-" Elsa looked to see the fly traps she had written about not by experience but from another book she had explored herself. 

"I had no idea that it was eating bugs I thought it was trying to eat me-" Ryu now chuckled at the absurdity of the notion. "I - after seeing them I always looked where I sat in the forest." 

Elsa chuckled joining her closer over the book. "It is all very clinical the way you describe them but with plants that I saw downstairs you speak of them as if they are people. That is normal but it would be very good book if you describe them all like that. Personal to help eh the reader." 

She nodded and admitted to herself she didn't even noticed the differences in definitions. "Have you encountered alot of plants and habitats?"

Ryu nodded. "And animals although ya odd enough you probably know more about them and what they are called then I do. Hmm-" she closed the book and put it on the desk. "Good " A tiny breath skipped as Elsa thought of the travels and things Ryu had probably encountered in her life.


"Again I am sorry I would have prepared more-"

"You apologize so much it is okay- is fine to me food is food and welcomed whenever possible." Elsa thought on this while she set the table and Ryu politely stood aside and even offered to help but after one decline she ceased asking. Olaf took his place at the round table where he often did and even managed to bring Elsa to laughter multiple times till they began speaking of Ryu's travels. She didn't make show of the struggle she had with the utensils and Elsa made certain to not ask why. 

Even with the little sauce that she could provide the dragon ate politely, and quickly save for the slight slurping from her bowl. She cleaned her plates both times making it clear that even if she was not fond of Elsa's vegetable mix she was grateful, such a juxtaposition to Elsa's food offerings when they had first met. 

As Elsa recalled this smiling she continued watching quietly as Olaf and Ryu spoke while Bruni and Gale teased Nokk. 

At the end of the meal she said with a slight bow Gochisousama-deshita which Elsa could only accept as thanks. It brought her back to when Anna would report how much the girl would bow when assuming her Cherry alias and even after that. 

"I brought you auh- teacup." Elsa guffawed at the offer but upon seeing Ryu's sincerity couldn't help not to decline. 

"I didn't know we were bringing gifts."

"Mm no you have eaten here before." Ryu assured which didn't put the disgruntled snowman at rest. They played a game of hide the object which Elsa excelled at. Olaf would hide the hidden object while they searched for it diligently which Olaf would fascinate Ryu with either random or specific facts. 

It was becoming obvious that Olaf was much easier to conversate with when they went outside to gaze at the stars together. Elsa rested her head on Nokk while Bruni jumped back and forth between the stomachs of Ryu and Olaf. 

"I mean isn't it crazy to see something we have no idea about and just make up stories to explain it?"

Ryu chuckled. "A human trait I'm sure of." 

"What do you mean?" Elsa dreaded the answer of humans fear of the unknown, yes they had a fear of that which even she shared at some times. 

"Well you don't have answers for things so you make them- don't know how we all got here boom religion explains it all- and even after learning from the wrong answers it's - some move on and accept change and some don't but that's okay-" Was it okay? "You can see it from now that you move on whether others wish for us to or not you still do and that is which drives and inspires people to come up with new answers that make sense and make life better."

"Is that how you feel? " Even though the question had not been her own it puzzled her. Elsa could see how humans lost their sense of wonder, magic and wondered if it was the better route or if there was possibility for a balance. 

"If my kind vanishing from the world means it gets better than yes. Yes I do." Was it the pain in the way Ryu's voice cracked or from the very notion itself Elsa couldn't tell. She could only be happy that she was here before the magic of world had ceased to be. 


"I still cannot believe you drink that!" 

Ryu snorted careful to not spill her warm water on Elsa's couch. 

The owner defended herself sounding a bit more frantic than usual having the fatigue of the day setting in and staying up past her usual bed time. 

"It's comforting for me, besides you eat foods that incorporate it!"

Ryu huffed taking another sip. "Yes but I don't have to see it or taste it, why drink the milk of other baby animals? Don't you assert enough dominance of the earth? Why don't you collect human milk?" The notion painted a pink tinge on Elsa's cheeks. 

"I don't think it's about that I think it just tastes good?"

"I've tasted it and it is not good without help." Elsa soon challenged her on things that tasted bad but then good by Japanese stance of cooking but found none. And soon they began the badinage of Ryu's past again. 

" -and there would just be thousands and thousands of colors and fish I did not know what to do with myself. I stayed there for as long I could." The vaste listings of colors, sponges and aquatic life reminded Elsa of dream she had and when Ryu told of the predators or dangers of said place her pulse quickened- Ryu being the natural raconteur that she was kept her single audience member clinging to every word. 

When she brought up the beavers that had duck bills and who laid eggs with a poisonous touch Elsa recalled seeing an exhibit of such animals and suddenly dragons seemed the less mythical to her. 

"To see one in person I could not imagine it would probably make you doubt what is and isn't possible."

"I think you could. They seem less magical when you are on a bank fighting for your life because of its deadly nature..." Elsa side eyed her companion. 

That seems very specific.

"God imagine what we could fill books up with you and I-" Ryu agreed with a half smile while they both pontificated the ideas that bounced back in forth with conversation.

Some questions Ryu obviously deflected asking her own instead. 

"So-" she began quietly glancing away at the carpet. "Ahto-mm damn it the big glacier is like a library place- thing where you spy on people?" Elsa's cheeks billowed as she chuckled softly. 

"No, it's kind of hard to explain but remember that story I told you of when I was twenty four." Ryu nodded. "Well Ahtohallan is the source, almost like a mother-" her words caught slightly hitching her tone up. "A mother of sorts to all of the spirits and our magic and the magic of Arendelle and Northundra, the rock valley, all of it." Ryu could hear the sadness in Elsa's tone shift towards more a reverence as she spoke of the river. It was peculiar, she always saw Elsa as the mother of forest and other spirits but as she watched her and Gale tease Bruni with snowflakes she could now consider that instead of a mother Elsa was more of older sister to all of them well experienced in the role naturally. 

"I mean I mostly go there to visit or for guidance or for very important answers. I don't use it to spy on people. Besides they only show me the past sometimes to learn for the future." 

Ryu gulped harshly and took a shakey breath. Noting her rising anxiety Bruni crawled up her shoulder and nuzzled his face into her hard scales, nipping at a loose one. 

"They probably wouldn't show me yours-" Elsa added attempting to make it seem as an after thought. "Only events that have transpired in the waters that pass through are shown." For a split second Ryu felt a tad bit of relief until the very idea that she herself had lived in the seas near and bordering Arendelle for a few months rose back to the forefront of her memory. Still she was certain Elsa wouldn't pry without her consent. 

She stared at the grinning spirit who was slowly looking through a large tomb. 

She had spied on me before, but that was before she knew it was me... Still.

Ryu exhaled heavily, closing her eyes and only opening them when Elsa carefully scooted closer sharing a view of the book. For some reason the artwork didn't thrill her as much as Elsa. The Eastern words and designs poked small needles into her brain till they reached the nerves of memories Ryu would prefer to keep buried. 

 "Do you like it?" She asked. How could Ryu say no when Elsa's expression looked so buoyant- with her big blue eyes? 

"I do yea umm just uh I don't know much about dragons except what I've told you and you don't agree so I won't be of much help." Elsa would not be deterred on the matter though. Her face set to a firm and gentle expression. 

"Well we can compare and contrast ideas and research of course-" she placed notes of various notebooks and papers upon the coffee table in front of them. She organized them as Ryu's stare fell upon a small brown notebook. "May I touch?" Elsa although engrossed nodded humming. 

Ryu flipped through the book. It was numerous notes and sketches of herself! The various body parts- some in detail and some vague. When Elsa finally faced her she cleared her throat wringing her hands together. 

"I apologize for that I probably should have asked first." Ryu leaning back titled her head to rest on the couch cushion. 

"You can draw whatever you like." She murmured, in her life she had never heard of someone needing permission to draw someone else. 

Whether Elsa took it as her pointing out common sense or giving her permission to continue she didn't know. 

Reading and listening to Elsa go over some of details about Eastern dragons stirred many ingredients into Ryu's pot of cantankerous emotions. She hated it. None of them made any sense. 

Jealousy over their power and those that loved them? What did it matter they were dead now. 

A small sense of security that not every single member of her race was a monster? Mute ideals, the only one now left was a monster.

Anger that the humans killed them and those reasons weren't specified? Humans killed everything that walked or breathed even things that didn't. 

Or fear- if Dragons so powerful in their prime who banned together did not stand a chance, what hope did barely past being a fledgling stand on her own, alone in a world full of them. 

That feeling was the worst one, a baby chick trapped in a den of foxes and yet she had always been told she was the monster and for the most part believed it, where monsters ever afraid of their quarry? Were human's the heros in her story and she the villainous coward? 


Navigating some the information was to say the least extremely difficult, silent the entire time Ryu was immensely uncomfortable. Her shifting eyes and hard scales that twitched ever so slightly, to tightly tucking her limbs underneath her body as best she could. It reminded Elsa of a small hedgehog which would curl into a spikey ball of protection. 

Ryu was trying to reign in her emotions but they were coming off her like fumes- It was like smelling the heavy grey clouds before the storm arrived- Elsa considered the book- she did not want to ever indirectly make Ryu feel threatened especially in her home but when Elsa would tip toe or skip a passage she was told to read it. 

It was only when Ryu changed the topic to coral reefs as they spoke of the elements, specifically water, that Elsa goaded her on to try and draw it to lighten the mood but they discovered... Ryu was terrible at drawing. 

When she drew a particular creature Elsa slowly closed her eyes failing at hiding back a smile. The deviant grin meant the perverted design wasn't lost to Ryu either. She leaned back snickering then after a brief pause mumbled. 

"God is a pervert." Finally Elsa's chest let loose the laughter it had been trying to retain. She rubbed her face groaning. "Are humans related to starfish?" Gale finding delight in the now lifted spirit twisted in the living room. Already prepared for the sylph Elsa placed the weighted coasters she kept for such an occasion on their paperwork. 

"Seems the starfish are the ones wining if that is the case. Look at the size." 

Both their hands landed on the notebook when they dared to look up at each other. 

"Mine." Ryu stated gripping the notebook tighter. Still smiling Elsa shook her head. "No that's mine."

"You said I could have it." Bruni sided with Ryu's peccadillo ownership over the book. 

"No I didn't. I said you could use it."

"Haaaaveh."

"Uuuuuse." 

"Huse."

Elsa lost her composure now, her laugh sounding like an old man wheezing, Ryu wouldn't tease her though still recovering from embarrassment of 'Huse.'

Finally calm Elsa looked her in the eye and gave her own contribution to their blarney. "Uave." 

"Mine was better." Ryu giggled.

"Oh my goodness I think the time is getting to us, I don't usually stay up past nine-thirty." It was Eleven. 

"No, I do not sleep at night I'm just like this." 

"Still-" Elsa states standing to clean up the notes. "You haven't slept well yesterday or today so maybe some rest would be good for you." She turned to Ryu brows lifting. "No?

After considering Ryu leapt to her feet. "Okay." 


In Elsa room she searched for a gown or shirt that would fit the dragon. 

Finding one she turned to spot Ryu pushing against her bed. 

"I've never slept on bed before I got hurt." Elsa held the dress allowing her to explore a bit more until she came across Elsa's friend. 

She reached out and touched his cheek gently. "Allo." 

"That's Sir Jorgenbjorgen." Elsa reminisced how he would listen to her talk about anything and everything when she was isolated growing up. 

"Hello Sir... Borgus smor-' slowly looking to Elsa who shaking her head sympathetic. "He also goes by Sir." He didn't but for Ryu he could. Picking him up Elsa sat on the edge cuing for Ryu to as well handing her the small puffin. 

Tenderly she caressed his features and glove cape. Elsa saw how her nostrils flared as she leant her face closer to him subtly scenting him. 

"He winking at me." Ryu tilted her head. Elsa chuckled waiting till she gave him back to her. 

At first she was a bit embarrassed by having Ryu see something so sophomoric in her room but that worry had long been gone and as Ryu dressed Elsa wondering if she had gone nose blind brought the puffin up to her nose and inhaled deeply smelling nothing but comfort and herself. 

Once dressed Ryu trailed Elsa to the room across and watched as she made the bed so deliberately she wondered if all humans or at least most performed the task and how important was it. 

"Well I know you aren't going to sleep but... Goodnight Ryu." Ryu just watched her as if the words traveled at a much slower pace then they were spoken at. Elsa held her eyes in her own nothing but the blood rushing through her ears, her heart beat joining her body's symphony when Ryu smiled contently. 

"Goodnight Erusa." 


As much as she wanted to slam the door that would have been an overreaction, Elsa was sure. The moment, though happening only seconds ago, replayed over and over again. How Elsa practically ran out the room to her own felt so childish. 

Her head rested back against the door. What was that? Curiosity of one another? 

From Ryu's stories it seemed she was just as curious of humans as Elsa was of her from the limited contact she had with them. Most likely curiosity on her part but Elsa's...

This seemed to do nothing to comfort her. Sitting upon her bed after getting ready she glanced at the book sitting atop her night stand. Laying back she propped Sir Jorgenbjorgen on her lap in the crook of her arm and attempted to read. 

The words all muddled together not making any sense even when Elsa could register them she retained nothing. Giving up she laid down pricking absently at her stuffed friend's hairs. 

All the days events and words Elsa dosed recounting. Bruni watched when he finally arrived back at Elsa's magic manifest her dreams, some of the images like Ryu and himself and Anna made sense but other confusing shapes that wafted anxiously in the air made his head tilt. 

Her fizzing fingertips brought Elsa back to the woken world she shot upright seeing the results of her dreams. That was odd... She usually didn't get so restless in her sleep for her magic to act upon its own accord, at least not since she was child. She decided to throw on her robe and check on Ryu. 

As quietly as she could she cracked open the door to see Ryu's bed was empty. Swallowing she slowly pulled away standing in the dark hallway. What was going on with her emotions lately? It wasn't an absurd thing Ryu was creature of a the night of course she wasn't in bed. 

 

A sweet creature. 

"I just need to get a grip-" light stretched itself from under her office door illuminating a small portion of the hall. 

Peaking in Elsa hoped she didn't cause too much of a commotion. 

Ryu was sitting at her desk pouring over her fauna book she had written. Elsa's chest tightened causing her heart to beat against its restriction defiantly as if it wanted dance. As she went back down the hall to her room she enveloped Sir Jorgenbjorgen in a giant hug, and her grin was kept all throughout the night even as she slept. 

Notes:

Gochisousama-deshita - a thanks in Japanese although formal to all those involved making the meal.

For those wondering, Ryu initially was getting the hang of speaking the Nordic language of Arendelle again due to not having spoke at all in a long time, her phonetics at first were a little off, but after hearing and speaking it she caught on to the syllables and how many were needed for words. Also due to her accent that did not help.

Chapter 19

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Be sure to let me know how it goes?" 

"And any intel we can share with the village about Ryu..." Yelena interrupted before Elsa could answer as she packed the fish and other ingredients into a pack. 

Elsa looked up and smiled smally. "Of course." 

"Can you even begin to think about the possibilities this could bring!" Elsa chuckled at Honeymaren's enthusiasm. "I mean Elsa we've probably seen more than most people around the world, magic, spirits, you-" her hands grandly gestured to Elsa bringing a blush to her cheeks. "- and now dragons! I've been doing some reading and I don't think any other place has such a plethora of wonders." 

Elsa couldn't open her mouth to agree before the less jovial Yelena interjected. "All the more reason we must proceed with caution. I have seen the greed of humans and what it is capable of. A greed so great that they would sooner destroy something precious if they cannot contain it for themselves. Even now Elsa's life is being threatened and by extension the balance of the bridge." She shared a glance between them. 

"Besides reading, have you had any reports back from your warriors Honeymaren?" 

"No, but we're still scouring every inch of the forest, the beach is next on our list."

"Now it is imperative that we must focus on protecting our people, our home and each other. We will keep any new developments small and to ourselves." The last part was spoken in a hushed tone. 

Both young women bowed their heads respectively. Yelena gave an acknowledging grunt and left them when a hunter beckoned her away to the large communal goahti. 

Elsa appreciated both efforts and thoughts from Honeymaren and Yelena although the motivations seemed mildly different. While they both share similar temperaments and ideals Honeymaren had always been more in touch emotionally in her endeavors, her heart was incredibly strong. 

The mind and heart both have their strengths and weaknesses, do not favor one over the other. 

"Would you like to join me when I introduce Grand Pabbie and Bulda to Ryu?" The question came fast and unsuspected by both of them. Elsa wasn't entirely certain why it had crossed her mind. Maybe it was the way Honeymaren tensed up when Yelena spoke, or the way her eyes became crestfallen when she was asked of any reports to share, either way Elsa had a feeling she could use a break from her duties for the day. It wasn't as if it wouldn't be conducive. 

While Honeymaren debated silently what answer to give Elsa reasoned with her sense of duty by stating. "It would be best if both of us heard and were educated by Grand Pabbie about dragons... To share with everyone." 

That seemed to do the trick as Honeymaren let out a loud and sharp whistle. Soon Erin trotted over to them nuzzling his nose against Honeymaren's chest

"Ready when you are." She smiled at Elsa's ice knapsack then looked over at Nokk. 

"And maybe we can take some of those supplies off you two." 

Elsa relaxed somewhat atop of Nokk with the morning fog spreading beneath his hooves as Erin easily kept up. She glanced back at them and wiggled her fingers creating small snowflakes which fluttered into Erin and Honeymaren's noses. She wiped away the itch with her tunic sleeve and playfully glared at the spirit. "That's enough of that." 

Elsa laughed watching as Honeymaren bent down and scratched Erin's nose. 

Yes she was certain that Honeymaren would make an amazing successor for when Yelena retired... If she ever did retire. 

She also couldn't wait for the time when both Northundra and Arendelle could accept the dragon and Ryu could soar through the skies to her heart's content. 

And as she rode back to her cottage those thoughts are what she used to wash away the grim anxiety of Grand Pabbie and Bulda's arrival. She'd meet them at noon Gale informed them based on their route they had taken. 

The cross road of telling them of the attempt made upon her life was easily resolved, they could use all the help they could get and the wise trolls would be a powerful asset with their immense knowledge and surprising worldliness. 

Still... She knew it would be disappointing to them that a precious rarity as the Dragens lys was involved heavily in murder conspiracies.

"So-" Honeymaren poked her head in curiously. "Where is she?" 

Elsa hummed, resting the supplies down on the counters. "Probably still sleeping. Hungry?" Honeymaren shook her head but slowly stopped when Elsa raised her eyebrows and began unpacking. 

"-I could probably eat again." She mumbled quickly to which Elsa nodded, satisfied knowing the girl had skipped breakfast. 

While she cooked Honeymaren wandered around until she made her way back to the kitchen. The silence was telling and after thanking Bruni for lighting the stove she faced Honeymaren. 

"Do you have anyone you can talk to about it?" At first Honeymaren's expression was nothing but caught off guard and perplexed. 

"Huh?" Elsa drew in closer, pouring her a cup of tea.  

"Your worries. They aren't the same ones are they?" Sighing Honeymaren took a sip and shook her head. 

"No you were right I can't and shouldn't force Ryder into becoming someone's he's not thinking it would make him better. He's already great- albeit eccentric- but great all on his own and shouldn't be molded into who I think he should be." The spirit's cocked brow only brought a new layer of confusion.

"What?" 

Turning back to the eggs stirring them up Elsa thought of how to proceed. "Have you tried applying that same standard to yourself as well?" Honeymaren pursed her lips together focusing on her cup of tea. "Yelana has done an excellent job in training you everyone can see that but- but you aren't her, and you try very hard to complete your responsibilities as if you were and it stresses you out." Grabbing the plates Honeymaren held them as Elsa loaded some eggs and fish onto them. "There are some traits that leaders can share but what makes them amazing leaders is they themselves-" placing the plates down she gripped Honeymaren's hand sharing a mutual gaze. " And Honeymaren you are remarkable just as you are." 

For a few moments the younger woman choked down some emotion as she hugged Elsa tightly. Recovered, her smile shifted to a smirk. "You're a bit of a hypocrite, you know that?"

Elsa balked, pulling away to pick up the plates. Playfully scoffing she says in a haughty tone. "I have no idea what you are talking about." She rolled her eyes at the coy 'Uhuh.' Following her up the stairs into the guest bedroom. 

"Whoa Elsa is this where you keep your dirty laundry?" The spirit shook her head as she examined the large pile of linens, towels, and blankets alike atop the bed. 

The giant heap seemed to be moving steadily... No, it was breathing.

The small fat of a gray tail was poking out not giving any clue as to where it began and ended. 

Honeymaren watched as Elsa scratched the scales, making them twitch, tightening, and stretching much like the hide of a snake, until the annoyance was put to an end as it tucked in. 

A low grumble mewled. After three minutes of attempting to pull and yank at the pile to awaken the dragon all efforts came out fruitless. It was a well known fact to Elsa that if Ryu did not want to do something she wouldn't and negotiations were tough if one didn't know the proper bargaining tools. 

"Here..." Said Elsa, grabbing the plate of laks og eggerøre. She held a piece of laks in front of the pile. A little wiggle here and some shifting there. 

A light gray muzzle rooted its way out an opening of the blankets. The nostrils flared in a deep inhale. Her mouth opened as if to eat the smell. 

Honeymaren covered her chuckles with her hand while the dragon gently maneuvered towards the fish which Elsa mercifully gave, smiling as she chomped on it.

A large head followed wrapped in the blanket. 

"Good morning Ryu." Elsa states softly. Ryu's irises slitted from the sunlight filtering in through the window. Clearing away some of the blankets Elsa placed the plate in front her. 

The smell even drew out groggy Bruni whom Elsa was not expecting to be in the pile as well. 

"Anyone else in there?" Honeymaren jested lifting some of the sheets. 

Noticing Bruni's attention on her food Ryu glanced between him and the plate, offering a bit of egg which he chewed curiously. 

Honeymaren sank into a chair against the wall while Elsa created her own to sit beside her. Ryu didn't pay much attention to the conversation as she juggled eating and observing Honeymaren closely, deciding she didn't mind her either much like her brother, though Ryu could say that she was more impartial to Ryder. Honeymaren and Elsa seemed to share an understanding for one another as well as similar interests, one key difference between them was noticeable right away. Honeymaren seemed much more brazen than Elsa which could be alarming at times, but she had an understanding for the mystical and occult though and from the bits Ryu picked up held a respect for said subjects. 

"So need any help dolling her up for the trolls?" Ryu's stubby tendrils pricked up at this. 

Elsa mulled over the idea and after sharing a quick expression with Ryu nodded. 

"Probably."

"Well-" Honeymaren rose, collecting the plates. "Let's get to it then shall we!" 

Ryu being the least unenthusiastic of the three tried to burrow her way back into the comfy nest she had constructed but was intercepted by Elsa throwing the blanket off. 

"Oh no you don't!" Elsa chastised, shaking her head at the growl she received in reply. 

"Ryu we have two hours according to Gale to prepare you for the visit." She told her. 

Still this did nothing to raise the dragon's disposition. So she sulked, she knew of the visit and had been dreading it everyday since. One part of her feeling overjoyed to know more of her own kind and the other part feeling very self conscious of meeting dragon experts knowing she herself was a disappointment having been told by her previous household. It was much better being surrounded by those ignorant to what she was, she wasn't the grand and terrifying beast of old but rather a caricature and now she had to represent her entire species. 

What would they tell Elsa? That she managed to save and find the shadow of what dragons once were? Would she be disappointed? 

"Hey-" Elsa says a bit more gently, her palms cupping Ryu's muzzle rubbing her thumbs the way she knew relaxed the dragon. "There is nothing to be worried about. I know it's a lot of pressure but I like to think I have impeccable judgment-" she giggled then smoothed Ryu's mane from her eyes. "They'll be in awe of you." 

Sighing Ryu retreated into the blankets and Elsa watched as the sizable lump grew smaller and smaller. Changing had become easier the more she did it, not as painful but more so uncomfortable tucking herself into a smaller body till everything was secure and in place. 

Elsa yelped as Ryu bursted out from the nest starkly nude. Covering her eyes Elsa carefully wafted her hand and used the quick memory of Ryu's form to cover her in a long tunic. 

Elsa's cheeks were so red she'd felt as if she'd expire from the inexplicable embarrassment. Warm hands pulled at her wrists to see Ryu frowning and cocking her head. "You okay?" 

"Yes I am!" It was a louder octave than what was necessary, either Ryu didn't notice or she simply didn't care. 

"Good." She said curtly. They both turned to Honeymaren calling in the hall. 

"Elsa!" She entered the room once more. "I couldn't find any towels- oh that's right they're all on the bed." 


With the towels gathered Elsa and Honeymaren managed to warm a bath up for Ryu as she hovered over them inquisitively as they filled the tub with a eucalyptus and other fresh smelling concoctions. 

"Alright hop on in-" Honeymaren made work of the ice tunic pulling it over Ryu's head, Elsa looked away. She was clearly more prudent of nudity than either of them and only turned back around when she was sure Ryu's form was obscured by the bubbles. 

Honeymaren removed her hands from the situation when Ryu growled at their aid, she held them up in surrender and was content to just sit back and pontificate the small scales littering her neck and shoulders. She left after a while to retrieve some clothes Elsa said that were in her wardrobe. 

When Elsa took a comb to her hair she frowned glancing at Ryu as she taste tested the bubbles. Gripping the ends to not hurt the girl, the comb still did not want to go through the wetted curls. 

"Ryu?" 

"Yesu?" 

"How do you usually comb your hair?"

"I don't." The clanking of the comb hitting the ground turned her around, gripping the sides of the tub to lean over. Ryu reached down and handed it back to Elsa before turning around. 

With it back in her hand Elsa found her voice again. "Why ever not?" 

Ryu shrugged. "Never needed to plus it hurts." Elsa smiled sadly at the wispy light blue and pink locks. 

"Well the more you do it the less it will hurt, if your hair tangles it can fall out." She flicked her wrist and disposed of the ice comb replacing its teeth with her fingers instead. 

A constant purr rumbled through Ryu's throat and chest as the soft fingers worked their way through the knots, sometimes it smarted but it wasn't anything she couldn't handle, the pleasure definitely outweighed the pain in this instance. 

"Why does that matter?" Her voice shook. 

It was sad, the young woman was deprived of a lot of things that much was certain, but to be deprived of basic self care Elsa just simply could not wrap her head around. It made her feel a bitterness towards Ryu's household she had been raised in. 

"It'd be a shame if your hair fell out- you have such pretty hair." This heightened the volume of Ryu's purr as she closed her eyes leaning further into the touch.

Messaging deeper revealed she had more prominent scales all over the entirety of her scalp. Some fell out easily which was alarming but somewhat expected. 

Honeymaren retrieved a simple white cotton dress for Ryu to wear and despite the expectancy of protest she wore it.

"I look like a lilly." Honeymaren agreed and Elsa nodded. They probably would have to remind her to take it off before changing bodies though. 

"Or like a snowflake cause of how light your hair is." Honeymaren ruffled Ryu's curls causing her to purr for a couple of seconds. 


Olaf had joined them for their walk to the meadow where Grand Pabbie and Bulda would meet them but before entering Honeymaren and Olaf gave Ryu some tips on how to present herself. 

"Give a little flourish-" Ryu folded her head tendrils sideways. "After all they haven't seen a dragon in- how long, Elsa?" 

"Centuries." She replied quietly.

Honeymaren's stare lingered a bit longer on the woman before smiling at Olaf and Ryu. 

"Olaf, why don't you show Ryu some good twirling effects." 

"Ah! Come here watch carefully, it's not as easy as it looks- actually let's do it in the sun come on!" The snowman cheered, leading Ryu a small distance away. 

"Hey-" Elsa turned to Honeymaren's concerned face. "What's going on in that head of yours?" 

Elsa opened her lips a few moments before she could speak. "I- just a little nervous is all." Honeymaren's mouth pressed together disapprovingly. 

"Elsa..."

"I just, I already feel as if I failed." She breathed out. "I was supposed to keep Ryu safe and healthy and I- I did the opposite." 

"Well not really, the opposite of that would have been... Mm not good. You did the best you could-"

"And it still wasn't enough, it's like I'm a sundial for danger." 

"Or life happens and happens to all of us quite fast, I've seen the way she is with you Elsa. She doesn't trust easily cause she's been hurt but she trusts you- do you trust her?" Elsa nodded. 

"Then trust that she trusts you, besides she seems a good judge of character." They both glanced over. 

Ryu twirled in place her paws tapping the ground like a ballerina to the claps and cheers of Olaf. 


"Elsa! Olaf! Honeymaren! It is a great pleasure to see you all again." Grand Pabbie cheered as they approached the trolls. Bulda gave everyone a long and strong hug- careful to not crush Olaf's snowy physique. 

"It's an honor to meet you both again." Honeymaren respectively bowed. 

"We haven't seen you since last year, please sweetie don't be a stranger." 

Elsa grinned at Bulda's repetitive saying. They chatted idly, catching up before Honeymaren bumped Elsa's elbow with her own. 

It was time. 

"Oh right yes umm-" she coughed into a closed fist. 

"Grand Pabbie, Bulda-" They gave their full attention. 

"Allow me to present to you-" they all were excited, no one more than Olaf who could not contain his joy interrupted Elsa with a sing-song voice. 

"The Dragen Lys!" His stick arms waved to the sky. 

Elsa awkwardly recovered. "Well... Yeah." Honeymaren clamped her shoulder giving it a little shake. 

A roar tore through the air followed by a swift shadow that passed over them. Bulda squealed, holding her fist up to her mouth. Grand Pabbie's face remained neutral but more enthused than normal. 

Ryu twirled in the air wrapping her wing round herself and dove towards the ground, landing with a cat-like grace displacing some grass and dust around her large frame. Her tail loosely curled around her legs. She performed the twirl she and Olaf practiced ending the show with a loud guttural roar. 

To Honeymaren it was reminiscent of an eagle cry, and bear growl. 

Elsa lips split in a grin and chest filled with pride from the awed expressions of the trolls at the regal specimen she presented before them. 

They stood still allowing the trolls to take in the sight before them. Bulda wiped away a few tears clasping Grand Pabbie's hand which rested upon her arm. 

"Allow me to introduce you formally please." Elsa spoke up walking to Ryu. She petted down from her head to her muzzle locking eyes with Ryu.

"Ready?" It felt as if there were no other options for Ryu but to match Elsa's determined gaze with her own. She chortled low and deep. 

Turning back she followed Elsa to the others slowly as they watched her every move. 

"Grand Pabbie, Bulda this is-" Elsa hesitated for a moment. Would they judge the name chosen for Ryu? Her hand flattened against Ryu's hard neck. Strong and resilient. If Ryu could face the trolls with such Elegance and stunning composure, so could she. 

Besides, Ryu liked her name so what others thought of it did not matter. 

"This is Ryu." Grand Pabbie confidently approached gripping his staff. He bowed his head to the dragon. "It is an honor and blessing to make your acquaintance."

Ryu mimicked the gesture to him and Bulda. Elsa noticed the trolls made no move to touch the dragon. 

Eventually they settled into each other's presence as Elsa retold the events that transpired the past few weeks. The trolls listened and simultaneously kept attention on Ryu as well. 

When they sat on the grass Ryu laid behind Elsa wrapping her tail in front the two of them lazily. 

Honeymaren had to admit the goofy and stubborn dragon looked nothing short of royalty with her head held high, shoulders straight and forepaws crossed. She welcomed Olaf to sit in her lap as she reclined against the tree shading them. 

When Elsa approached the assassination attempt portion of the story she had began to stammer a small bit to her mortification. Ryu twisted her head to face the spirit warbling at her softly. Shifting somewhat her chest pressed to Elsa's shoulder putting them at the perfect height for the top of Elsa's head to tuck snuggly into the crook of Ryu's neck and chin. 

The trolls soaked up the interaction as well as Elsa's words. "Can they see it?" Elsa asked, looking up at Ryu. The dragon growled cementing herself into the grass, she had no intention of showing anyone her caved in scales, why did they have to see it? They could take Elsa's word for it. 

"This does complicate things immensely." Grand Pabbie mused scratching his chin. "We will help you with this matter as best as we can, Elsa." 

Elsa let out a held breath in relief. "Remarkable isn't it Pabbie?" Bulda chirped, shaking his arm. 

"Now onto the reason for our visit. It would seem Ryu is not exactly a Western dragon." Elsa glanced at her. 

"And she does not look like any eastern dragon's I've seen before either." 

How could she be neither? 

"She does share qualities with both however."

"Like-" Honeymaren goaded on. 

"Like her coloration-" Bulda said. Ryu regarded herself. "Western dragons tend to be more dramatic and darker in colors, richer you could say while Eastern dragons are more lighter and pastel, glittery." She fluttered her fingers in effect. 

Elsa began noting down the information. 

"And she has fire breath?" 

"Oh yes, she's quite enamored with fire actually." Ryu impishly looked away from Honeymaren's suggestive tone. She did at least help clean up the dungeon fire, but she had a sneaking suspicion the woman would never let her live it down. 

"A Western dragon trait! But her features and scales are much, much more smoother than dragons of the west, almost slipstream as if she were built for the water." Elsa grinned she hadn't caught herself till it was too late, she was already affectionately nuzzling into Ryu's chest thinking of the lavender back in Arendelle. 

My little Gyakusetsu.

"Oh and think of all the temples that are possible to visit now!" Bulda's exclamation was met with Grand Pabbie's caution. 

"Dragons had temples?" Elsa asks. 

"Indeed, dragon temples have been lost to the world since their mass murderers, only a dragon has access to such places, most are underground or hidden within mountains."

Bulda cut in."They were places of communion, and guidance. Hatchlings, chicks, fledglings, and even primed dragons within the community would gather there for social events, guidance and teachings provided by elders and later during the war for refuge." 

"However-" he shot her a warning glance. "They are unstable and dangerous now without upkeep. Many humans have lost their lives searching, hoping to find treasures and riches when the famed lies of dragon hoards were believed." The meaning was not lost to them, there would be no visits to such places. 

"Grand Pabbie please reconsider, such a place could answer so many questions for us, for Ryu- it's a part of her heritage."

The troll looked remorseful at this. "I'm afraid even for a fledgling like Ryu-" Elsa made an awkward face. Ryu was a fledgling? She'd need more elaboration on that later. 

"Such a visit could be dangerous. The dragons may be gone but their magic still dwells in the temples, unruly, and untamed. It is best to not disturb them."

Elsa's shoulders slacked, she looked to Ryu who was staring down the troll defiantly. She had seen the expression before. Ryu did not really pay heed to authority and she wasn't going to start now. 


"And she loves flowers, and water, excellent swimmer-" 

They listened while walking back to Elsa's cottage as Olaf lamented facts about Ryu for the trolls' information. Grand Pabbie and Bulda could only stay for three days, but during that time they'd trade off as much intel as possible and now it was Olaf's turn to contribute. 

"What in the world!" Honeymaren exclaimed seeing one of her troops standing sentry outside of Elsa's house. One of the windows was broken and the door was ajar. 

The group rushed forward to the man holding a spear. 

"What's going on here Juffe?" Ryu brushed past them sniffing the ground leading into Elsa's house. She let out a dangerous growl when the intruder's scent was picked up. 

"I was on my way to inform you that we found troubling evidence of the assassins at the beach, the spirits were in Elsa's home in a frenzy when they zipped off. My guess is one of the assassins attempted to break in but ran off at the sight of them. I will keep post here in case they return."

After checking every inch of the house nothing had been stolen just out of place, a few plant pots broken and papers thrown haphazardly. 

"Perhaps when they found you to not be home they decided to snoop about." Bulda added. 

"Perhaps." Grand Pabbie agreed grimly. 

"I should go help the other spirits." Elsa stated, standing. "And warn Yelena."

"Umm perhaps it's best if you come to the beach Elsa at least to see what we've found." Juffe said. 

"What did you find?"

"Bodies."

Elsa's stomach sank to her feet. Ryu just continued to stare blankly, she changed, shaking up some of the room a bit. Elsa looking away quickly retained her modesty cloaking her in the same Icy tunic as earlier but she was indifferent to it. 

"I did it." 

"What?" 

She lifted her hands. "The bodies, they- they were the men who I spoke of before, I killed two of them." She said plainly.

Silent, Elsa retreated into the kitchen to fix and gulp down a glass of water, small crystalline patterns spread across the glass when she held it. Her hands gripped the counter top, frosting it turning her knuckles white. Her head sank between her shoulders which shook taking uneven breaths. 

Ryu followed, looking lost to the reaction. 

Elsa rallied her rapid firing thoughts inside a box to compartmentalize them into actions reigning in her magic's stress response. 

She had to go to the beach now, those men had been killed for her sake. Recomposed, she returned to the living room with nothing more than a cold chill following her. 

"Juffe, can you return to the village and inform Yelena of what has transpired." He bowed and left immediately. 

"Grand Pabbie, Bulda I apologize for the state of my home-"

"Nothing to apologize for Elsa."

Rolling over Bulda caressed her leg. 

"Olaf would you mind helping Grand Pabbie and Bulda settle in?" The snowman hugged her legs. 

"You can count on me, You're not going to danger are you?" Elsa smiled down at him shaking her head. 

"We'll be back for dinner." She promised. 

"Ryu, Honeymaren." She called them outside. 

Taking a deep breath Elsa bounced in place shaking her hands, out came residual snow and ice. 


For some reason a shame filled Ryu watching Honeymaren relax Elsa. It was confusing, those men had wanted to kill her yet Elsa seemed full of grief. Yes, killing was bad but it was necessary sometimes. Those men worked with Julien and were cold blooded but with the disappointment in Elsa's eyes Ryu felt like even more of a monster than she already did. 

She had killed before- once, and the guilt ruined her life so she calloused herself to it, avoiding it mostly unless it was necessary, with the prospect of her actions about to be shown to Elsa those calluses softened to red nerves.

"To the beach?" Honeymaren said. 

"Yes, Ryu? Ryu?" The dragon kept her eyes casted downward and merely jerked her head towards her back. 

Slowly Honeymaren touched Ryu's flank but she didn't react just waiting for her to hoist herself up. 

"Whoa okay, I've ridden Emil I can ride a dragon." Settled on Ryu's back she offered her hand to Elsa. 

Before getting on Elsa placed her hand on Ryu's neck. "Are you alright?"

When given no reply she retracted her palm and climbed up taking Honeymaren's hand. 

It wasn't a weight Ryu was used to but it wasn't detrimental. Slowly her wings unfurled as her rump raised in a bow. Four hands gripped tightly her mane when she leapt into the sky.  

Notes:

Happy 4th of July to anyone who celebrates it.

Chapter 20

Notes:

Long ass chapter

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kristoff's face felt numb from the constant rubbing of his hands which smelt of ink. His head ached from dealing with the organization of the tours for Lord Weselton and Mr. Scherer- what a fine bunch they turned out to be. 

Thomas was no different than all the other gregarious dignitaries and royals who came to Arendelle bright eyed and curious, if not a little annoying but he couldn't blame them. Outside of being hyperbolic Arendelle was a magical place, one of the few nations left that openly had magical properties. The Lord as far as he had seen was generally harmless; liked pretty women, drinking, and adventures. 

Scherer... He was another type entirely, tongue as sharp as his wit, bold, presumptuous, really. He made not just other residents and staff of the castle uncomfortable but also Elsa and Anna as well. 

Unlike the rest of the council who still doubted their queen based off her actions six years ago he learned that Anna, when thinking clearly had an impeccable judge of character albeit she did not always trust this intuition and ignored it at times possibly due to doubt she had of herself or the impartial instinct to not assume the worst in people he wasn't sure. 

A knock on the door did not draw his eyes up from the plans he was pouring over, nor did he look to see who entered already knowing based on the strong scent of sandalwood invading his nostrils. 

"Peterssen- didn't we send you away on vacation?" He gave the lord a stern look, the playful haze only shining in his eyes. The man in return mockingly wilted. 

He was of short height, average build, with a roundish nose and symmetrical face many consider welcoming. 

He opened his mouth to speak quickly darting his eyes around the room then spoke in the same eccentric way he always did. 

"Ah yes your majesty-"

"Kristoff-"

"Kristoff- right well- umm I was of course fulfilling my duty to the crown's orders to relax umm- however..." Eyes deliberately trailed up from the desk to Kristoff's face, smiling tight lipped. "I couldn't help but overhear rumors about the capitol being in a bit of trouble, word of an attack um- dragons setting fires to things-" 

The man trailed off when Kristoff pinched the bridge of nose, releasing a deep exhale. Of course rumors were to be spread. It's what people did, one of the traits he found most exhausting about society. 

"How did people react to these rumors? Do you know?" Peterssen thought for a moment deeply, folding his arms and lifting one hand from clutching his elbow he replied. 

"Most seemed dubious at least about the dragon portion, I guess people can only suspend their belief but so far." He said it as if it was a foolish notion and it was, in a world where princesses turned to solid ice and back again, and other royals could shoot ice, and rocks could come alive before your very eyes dragons seemed the most believable on the list. 

Kristoff leaned back and huffed in dry humor. "And you just came running back huh? Couldn't relax even if your life depended on it." The Lord smiled at this.  

His appearance of being a worldly man, with curly brown hair and lucrative ways of living a private unmarried life, had gained him the reputation of a respectable rake but the royal family knew he was anything but, his eyes were warm, deep green, reminding those even during the winter months of the blooming grass hills, and his presentation of himself was that of humility and dignity. Even his wardrobe reflected Kristoff's dark brown trousers, simple green shirt and purple sash at his waist, though Tobias wore a burgundy shirt topped with a black vest, pants akin to Kristoff's and a mustard silken waist sash. 

His father, Lord Tobias Peterssen I, had worked for the royal family and proved to be a considerable asset training Elsa for her reign as well as serving as regent for the kingdom till her coronation. He promptly left the capital to focus on his family. It was when he passed that his son, Tobias II stepped up to his father's position as Viceroy for the new Queen Anna, while his younger brother was being trained to inherit the title as Duke of Harmon, a smaller duchy some miles away from Arendelle's main town. 

Tobias grinned lightly. "Well I could either have stayed in Harmon and twiddled my thumbs and worried over cups of tea and laks, pressing my ear towards any hint of gossip that may or may not be true-" Then gave a little shrug. "Or I could come back and be of some use to my queen and king."

He paused briefly in case Kristoff wanted to say something, anything, and then when he did not and continued to stare, said, “I apologize for indirectly disobeying, I am not ungrateful for the time off- really I'm not- I enjoyed time with my brother and mother really I did it's just-" by now Kristoff was already standing leaning against the front of his desk shaking his head. 

"Are you really apologizing for cutting your holiday short and coming to help us Tobias?" The viceroy had no response to that even though the proper answer would have been yes, yes had. 

"Come on I'm sure Anna will be super glad to have you back." He clapped the man's shoulders and ushered him out the room. Kristoff gave a briefing on the situation while Tobias remained quiet. 

"Have you spoken to Mattias yet?" He asked as they sped walked down the hall. 

"I did though he also suggested I speak to you and the queen as well, things seem to be a bit messy." He ended in a hush. 

Grabbing the door knob Kristoff shook his head mumbling. "You have no idea." 

Entering Anna's study her eyes locked at first with Kristoff's. "Kristoff I was just about to come get you this is urg-" then they widened at the sight of who accompanied him. 

"Tobes?" Her voice was laced in both shock and hiking in octaves as she quickly abandoned her previous thoughts and papers scattered about to walk around the desk to hug him so tight he grunted at the effort but gently returned it. Punctilios be damned. 

Pulling away her brows furrowed despite the grin not leaving her face. "I thought you were on holiday." She looked between the men. 

Tobias wagged a finger. "You know you are the-" he thought for a moment. "Fifth person to say that- anymore inquiries and I'll begin to believe I haven't been missed." Their smiles grew as Anna pffted at that, shooing away the thought with a wave of her hand. 

"You said you had something urgent to share?" Kristoff said, nodding, Anna waved both of them over to her desk and showed a list of names in sections from the harbor. 

Looking up so abruptly that they thought her neck would snap, she spoke rather quickly. "Have you been updated on everything that's going on?" 

"Yes and no, I was given a short summary from Mattias, and a slightly less vague briefing from Kristoff so I saved asking the details till I spoke to you." Anna's lips flatly curved to the side as she blinked at Kristoff slowly. 

He offered his palm. "I gave him the important cliff notes cause I am not so skilled with the other-" he twirled his finger rapidly looking for the right word. "Stuff- as you are." 

Anna casted a remorseful look on Tobias. "It's true." She beamed at Kristoff resting her chin in her hands. "What would you do without me?" 

"Probably be somewhere cold, lost, without a purpose... A virgin." Kristoff lamented making Anna guffaw, Tobias suppressed his amusement, lowering his head to swallow his own laughter. 

Having Tobias back during such a vexing time gave some comfort to Anna. Sure she had an amazing support system from everyone in her life, Tobias filled the gap her inner circle had been lacking: Elsa had experience as queen and training but she wasn't as worldly and socially experienced. Kristoff was pragmatic and wickedly smart, still the life of royalty sometimes left him floundering and despite having come a long way he still had some adjusting to do. Kaia, Gerda, and Mattias were the most experienced and wise out of all of them, however their age differences did tend to show in their traditional ways and with other duties Anna felt bad for burdening them with issues outside of their job descriptions. 

Tobias had experience at court and other courts outside of Arendelle, he was sensible and offered impeccable political advice, and still was not pushy like some other council members, just a year older than Anna put them on some even ground. 

With Kristoff seated on the couch, Anna on his lap allowing her husband to draw patterns into her back as she went over the past week's events and Tobias sitting across from them in an armchair clutching his teacup listening intently he was soon caught up. Some parts were much more disturbing than others, he even had to cast a hand across his chest during the bit when Elsa had nearly been shot dead. 

"Now onto what I discovered- well actually Mattias- well actually the harbor master but-anyways." She waved her hand and got up to retrieve the leather bound book and dropped it on the low center table with a thud making Kristoff jump. 

Kneeling, she opened it up and angled it so they all could view the contents. 

"Mattias had a long discussion with the harbor master and apparently there are some names missing from the Ruskland ship, well no not missing just unaccounted for. Since the docking laws require keeping a head count of all the names of the passengers for events, safety, and health regulations." Kristoff was tempted to interrupt since he learned of this already when he visited the docks a few days ago, but he let Anna continue on. 

"Sure I mean none of the names are Julien-the assassin I told you about earlier." She looked to Tobias who nodded. Anna rubbed down her hand and back over her fingers repeatedly.

"But I mean that's why alias' exist." 

"Well if this Georg Scherer is as undesirable as you say-" 

"Creepy." Anna confirmed. 

"Yes, this will have to be handled with utmost caution." 

"You're right-" Kristoff agreed. "I'm sure someone must have seen the ship docking. I'll tell Mattias his men have a new quarry." 

Anna stayed silent then abruptly sprung to her feet. "We're going to dinner with Scherer." She declared confusing her audience. 

"I thought the plan was to hide in our study till late tonight with the excuse of planning Scherer and Weselton's tours in Northuldra."

"I just had an idea, we tell Scherer about the missing passengers." 

"What?" Kristoff and Tobias said simultaneously. 

Standing Kristoff grabbed Anna's arms with very concerned eyes. 

"Is that a good idea? We promised to keep this between only a few people and Scherer definitely wasn't on that list." Kristoff would have rather confided in the talkative Thomas than that man. 

"We can use ignorance as our best asset. We'll pretend to only be concerned about them because of the harbor master and see how he reacts." 

Kristoff was still dubious about this fork being thrown into the plan. "You've seen the man haven't you, I'm pretty sure if his hand were to be cut off he wouldn't even blink."

"Yes but he does have micro aggressions and slight tells, everyone does!" 

"Okay what are they?" 

Opening and closing her mouth thrice Anna raised a finger. "That I am... Not sure of- but we can find out tonight. It will be our test run. We work him out a bit then when the moment is right boom!" She slammed her fist into her palm rendering Kristoff speechless. 

"This idea is crazy." He deadpanned.

"No more than my other ones." 

He drew closer, a smile forming. "You're crazy."

"No more than my other ones. Wait what?" 

"What?"

Instead of answering Anna pulled him in for a sweet kiss, relishing the way his arms wrapped around her lower back. His strong body was just as sturdy as his support she leaned on. She almost deepened the embrace when they both remembered Tobias. 

He was still sitting politely, tapping his legs, brows raised, adeptly examining his teacup. 

"If this goes wrong..." Anna bemoaned but Kristoff pulled her worrying hands away from squeezing themselves. 

"Hey-" he called gently, drawing her to look up at him. "I got you." He stated, tucking a loose copper lock behind her ear. 

"You gonna join us?" Anna asks Tobias, keeping her hand on Kristoff's arm. 

Tobias looked at her blinking rapidly. "For dinner or the kiss?"

"Take your pick." Kristoff quipped, painting a blush to the man's face. 

"I consider myself a rather... monogamous creature by heart so despite my own reluctance I chose the former." He ended with a warm grin. 


Elsa was convinced her stomach and its contents were left on the ground far below them. The reservation of hurting Ryu by pulling her mane too tightly was put aside. 

Honeymaren was faring no better, switching back and forth from squeezing Ryu to Elsa's midsection. The incline was the most daunting. Elsa clutched her legs tightly around Ryu's shoulders only lessening the tension in her hold when they straightened out. 

She released a held breath looking about the sky with wonder. A shot of endorphins ran rampant through her body drawing out a bubbling laugh. The reason for this whole trip temporarily forgotten in favor of the idea that no human had ever been this high up before, no one else had ever witnessed the views they were seeing. Her vision had already adjusted to the high winds, she wiped the constant tears pouring from her eyes. 

She looked behind them to see a trident-like tail moving accordingly with their directions. 

"Ryu this is amazing!" Ryu screeched in response, dipping to the left. Experimentally Elsa copied the movement with her own body. 

"You're amazing! Ryu thi-" she glanced back again over her shoulder. "Honeymaren open your eyes."

"No! This is nothing like riding Erin!" 

"You'll like it." Inspired by the promise, Honeymaren squinted her eyes open, keeping her face pressed against Elsa's shoulder blade. Feeling a bit more adventurous she pulled away but the first thing she did was look down. 

"Ahh!" 

Elsa giggled. "Why would you do that!" But she found herself doing the same seeing the almost microscopic trees and mountains below, it seemed Ryu was taking the scenic route. Her head snapped forward immediately though as she gulped, closing her legs tighter once more. 

There was turbulence whenever Ryu flapped her wings. Looking down at the dragon's much jovial expression Elsa grinned, spreading her arms only grabbing on when Ryu became much more cavalier in her maneuvers. Elsa created a few flurries throwing them in the air. Ryu caught some on her large tongue then roared into the air, blasting a burst of flames beneath them in excitement. How long has it been since she had been able to fly? 

It made Elsa almost regret telling her she couldn't yesterday, witnessing how much happiness it brought her. Elsa could tell the dragon was holding back with both speed and agility. It was what she was meant to do, what she was built to do. 

And despite not having wings of her own Elsa believed a part of her was meant for the air as well. 

Reaching out to the clouds they wisped passed Elsa's fingers, they were somewhat wet and reminiscent of fog. She was probably the first ever to touch a cloud in the past hundreds of years. 

Wait till Anna hears about this. 

Oh how Elsa would have loved it if her sister were here to experience this-this absolute splendor. 

Thankfully for Honeymaren Ryu brought them to descent at a much slower pace, their stomachs twisted in an unnatural manner. Elsa leaned back into Honeymaren, tilting her lower body forward and up to match angles with Ryu and keep her and Honeymaren balanced.  

When they began to hover. Some of the Northuldra warriors were a bit alarmed at the sight till they saw Elsa and Honeymaren wave them down.

Ryu hovered a bit longer than what was needed, weary of the men and their staffs and spears, Elsa rubbed her tendrils easing her temper. 

Landing in the sand with a slight crouch she shook her scales and mane out knocking the women down in very ungraceful slides to the ground, luckily they caught themselves. 

With her hand on her chest Honeymaren patted Ryu's flank. "Whew thanks for the ride I never... It was wow." She ended in a chuckle. 

Ryu chuffed and did a swift once over of Elsa who rubbed along her neck. 

The men approached slowly nodding to them. The adrenaline wore off when the reasons why they had come shifted the air mixing in with the salt of the small waves. 

Ryu flattened her ears and dipped her head as they followed the men to a rocky overpass. 

She watched Elsa take a deep breath, steeling herself before moving forward. Honeymaren gripped her hand firmly.


Ryu lagged behind glancing over her shoulder, should she leave? Make herself scarce? Were they better off without her?

Maybe, but this was an opportunity to not run away from her actions and consequences as she had always done. 

Elsa and Honeymaren gasped covering their mouths at the sight of the rotten corpse in tattered clothes. 

His gray flesh had been torn into, body mangled, the injuries she inflicted upon him were unrecognizable among the others. 

At first Ryu had been tempted, seeing Elsa turn away with watery eyes, to state she hadn't mauled him like this, it had to have been animals but...

She might as well have, this was her fault and no amount of deflection would change that. 

"You said there were others." Honeymaren questioned when Elsa walked away. She hadn't spared any glances at Ryu. Though part of her wished Elsa had, it was better this way. 

"Yes one more, he is... Over there." The man led them over to where a cluster of sharp rocks pointed out of the water, Honeymaren used her staff to lean over, his body was charred blackened, scent of decay and death clung to the air refusing to disperse. Snow began to fall on the beach. Ryu welcomed the cool flakes upon her scales, imagining it was Elsa's touch forgiving her for her sins, even the ones she committed before coming to Arendelle. 

"Elsa go home, I'll handle this." Honeymaren whispered, clutching her hand. Elsa shook her head. 

"Anything else?" Her voice quivered.

"Yes, their weapons, a few guns and swords." 

"Let's see them." Honeymaren said. The weapons were put in a pile, she picked up a sword weighing it in her hand and she looked to Elsa for answers. She took it examining the slightly curved blade and gold gilded pummel. 

"This is a shashka- mostly used in Ruskland territories." Oh god. 

Elsa's face flushed and neck tightened. Honeymaren's face tried its best to mask her fury at the implication. 

Ryu sat low on her haunches, wrapping her tail tightly around herself. 

"I don't really know much about guns, I'm afraid." Elsa said, eyeing them on the ground. She had never even held one before. 

They continued discussing the findings with the others till eventually Ryu could no longer take the sadness clouding Elsa's once bright eyes. 

They had a ride back to Elsa's home judging by the carts led by reindeer parked higher up on the grassy banks, quietly she slipped away into the forest. 

She warned Elsa, she warned her of what she was! Why didn't the woman believe her!

Arendelle was the best thing that had happened to Ryu and just like all other good things in her life she had to ruin it. The actions of the ones who raised her were starting to make sense. As a chick she thought them to be just mean and maybe wrong about what she was. Things would have been much more simple if she had just listened. 


The young dragon chick couldn't help but smile at the stoic nod gifted to her by Lord Izanagi who stood observing on the balcony. Her chest heaved from exertion and muscles ached, all signals she had pushed herself. She bowed to her teacher then to Lord Izanagi. The man turned and went back inside. 

She could take this as one sign...

Progress. 

Dismissed she too went inside to find an empty rec room and stretched wincing when a bruise or torn muscle was tested too much against the movement. 

"You have been summoned to lady Izanami chambers." The small voice startled Ryu, she turned faster than what her body would have liked creating a burning sensation in her neck. The girl paid no heed to her discomfort and kept a good distance between them, her delicate pale face remained unchanged. Her movement matched Ryu's in maintaining a space between them. Lady Izanami's handmaidens were the most apprehensive of the strange little creature possibly from the hearings of their mistress. According to them the dragon was unpredictable, wild, and flighty who had a tendency to bite in her first few years in spite of discipline. 

Wincing Ryu stood, the pain in her neck was forgotten in favor of the knots forming in her stomach. Breathing became a difficult task, a task she would have to perfect on the walk to the other side of the large Estate.  

Her mind would not stop drawing up possible conclusions for the summons all of which psyched up her anxieties. 

Glancing at the maiden walking in an elegant yet swift manner ahead Ryu thought it best to distract herself with anything and everything her vision could absorb, from the beautiful floral trees decorating the handmaid's yellow kimono that were accentuated by the lanterns reflecting off the red and tan walls, to her delicate hair wrapped around itself and pinned up by the glass Kerria. It made Ryu jealous when she would watch the shogun's harem giggle and gossip in the gardens braiding and decorating each other's hair. They were always so pretty and sophisticated. Ryu wasn't quite sure what they're purpose was but they did keep the lord and lady company at times. 

The longing to be a part of the harem grew the more her eyes soaked in the details of the woman in front so she turned her attention to the side while keeping pace to the art decorating the walls. She had seen them all throughout her life and thanks to Susanoo knew the stories of every single painting, even the intricate ones decorating the display vases. 

A small grin began to form, yes she could think of him on the way there till every ounce of her concentration would have to be geared towards how she conducted herself.

Like the times he'd sneak her out to the forest for their flying lessons or the way he'd slip her his Yakimono and Mizumono during meals, or teach her how to read and write. 

Sneaking around together took up pretty much all their time. 

Facing the shoji covered with colorful depictions of beautiful women dancing atop of waves felt like a gamble, a gamble one did not want to take part of but must. Ryu could hear muffled sounds of the shakuhachi being played accompanying the harps. 

The doors slid open casting the light upon Ryu's face. Squinting her irises entered a state of Miosis, the woman who retrieved her returned amongst her peers who were kneeling upon pillows here and there around a purple long couch which seated Lady Izanami. Ryu fell into a bow touching her forehead to the ground. 

A smile began to grow across the lady's red lips when she spoke in a smooth voice some considered a gift stating she was the closest example to a celestial. "There you are." Her words dangled like shiny lures to fish that was Ryu. 

"Come." Robotically Ryu rose to her feet and approached, some of the handmaidens shuffled out of her way taking residency in a new area of the room. Ryu's nostrils flared as a rich, smokey, and sweet fragrance filled her nose. 

Nothing went unnoticed by the lady who held out her hand to be passed the incense burner. "Do you like it? I know you do-" her voice was haughty, almost teasing in a way as Ryu gulped more of the spicy scent. 

"I had this imported just for you all the way from Sumatra." A few beats of a moment passed before Ryu bowed again. 

Izanami watched her and after handing the incense off to someone folded her hands upon her lap. "Did your teacher cut out your tongue as well?"

"Thank you, my Lady." It was her favorite name to be called by Ryu on some occasions and judging by her mood today it seemed now was one of those times. 

"Well since you enjoy it so much you'll bathe in it, I had a warm bath prepared for you-" reaching out her hand pulled aside the collar of Ryu's gray Keikogi, running a single finger along her scales. 

"Was I wrong? Do you not enjoy the scent of Amber?" Ryu counted the golden stenciled stars that trailed along the lady's purple gown. 

"You are right, I do, my lady." From her shoulder a hand rested atop Ryu's hair, clutching her head firmly, it stayed there for two minutes until the hand traveled down to her chin lifting her face to her mistress'. 

"You like my gown?" Ryu stared at an empty space behind Izanami's shoulders. 

"Yes my lady. It's beautiful." 

"I knew you would, that is why I decided to wear it for you this evening, since you will be in my company and in my company you shall stay." That familiar fog which clouded her mind in confusion returned steadily with the gentle strokes upon her chin from Izanami's thumb. It was one of her games, for a time she'd treat Ryu's opinion with the utmost consideration, what could be called doting. Then other days said opinion was forbidden from being voiced, for according to Izanami it no longer existed. 

If there was a food or smell Ryu hated then her lady would watch her consume them telling others how much Ryu loved them. 

If Izanami said Ryu enjoyed it then she enjoyed it. 

Ryu's opinions mattered when Izanami said it mattered. 

The lady of the house had many moods she conducted herself in but this one was the most dangerous Ryu had learned. 

She was being forced to traverse a huge canyon across a tightrope as a hazy mist shrouded the entire way to the other side. The only hope she'd have would be to keep balance as best she could and assume the path was straightforward but knowing her luck it most likely wasn't. 


She wasn't sure how long she had been walking but it was long enough to bring her to a cliff side with just the sea as the view. 

What was she doing?

Running. 

Breaking another promise. 

Was it worth it? Continuing the cycle until Susanoo caught up and ended her. He had lost her thanks to traveling by water, he most likely would never find her again. 

The very idea of him finding this place, telling his mother...

Ryu shuddered and knew now for sure that Elsa was unlike any person she had ever encountered. A being of pure kindness and light. They had called her the Dragen Lys but that title seemed more befitting to Elsa who wasn't even a dragon. Her sweet nature held no secrets, it was just as it was. No lies. 

Ryu gazed out to the horizon. She wasn't worthy of a place such as Arendelle, it deserved better than a coward. The people were good, the nature beautiful and magic precious. 

So Ryu made a new promise, not to herself or another person but the land itself. 

And if she broke it, then she was sure her soul was certainly damned. 


"I already sent word to Anna, and the burial arrangements are already made. I have time." 

Bulda sighed exasperated as Elsa rushed from the inside of her cottage, Bruni jumped from a beam onto her hair.

"She probably just needs space right now don't you think sweetie? Besides, is it wise to be traveling alone while those vagrants are still out there?" Bulda offered but Elsa shook her head no. 

"I know what she's going through better than anyone. isolation is the last thing she needs, I can't risk her running off thinking she's some kind of monster all because she was trying to protect me." There was no point in arguing with Elsa who was bristled towards the trolls that stood helpless in her front garden. 

Grand Pabbie gripped his staff leaning against it. "I do agree to some extent Elsa, Ryu may be contemplating leaving but it will be very difficult for her to do so." 

Elsa narrowed her eyes at the elder troll. "How do you know?" 

"She has taken responsibility to you." 

Elsa's eyes widened causing Grand Pabbie to chuckle. 

"I saw it earlier during our first meeting, dragons as a people, especially those of the west protect their own." He waved her off though. "Go and find her for your own sake but she'll be back." 

Elsa's gaze softened when Olaf emerged from behind the cottage with a basket full of cucumbers. 

"Elsa! Where's Ryu? I picked some cucumbers for you to try in an Italian dish I read about, I memorized the recipe." He chortled. "Well most of it."

Elsa knelt down to him kissing his head. "I'm sure we'll love it, I just got to go get Ryu for dinner okay?" He nodded and waved as Elsa set off. 

After walking for thirty minutes she puffed out her cheeks then held out a hand for Bruni to jump upon. 

"Do you know where the others are?" Bruni looked about then shrugged which Elsa copied pursing her lips. 

She tried to trail the most logical path for Ryu to have followed. Though her legs grew tired after walking for an hour and a half she kept on. The culpability of what she had put Ryu through weighed her down some. 

She refused to stand idle and allow her friend to punish herself merely for wanting to protect those she cared about, Elsa had been the reason she killed in the first place. 

"Ryu!" She called passed cupped hands into the forest. Her calls echoed into nothing. 


Ryu lazily wagged her tail as she remained perched up watching Elsa nearly trip over an above ground root. 

A force nudged her shoulder, she snapped her jaws at the Earth's giant's finger and was bonked on the head in consequence. She shook away the stinging sensation. 

Huffing she stood and pounced off of the rock giant's knee and made her way toward Elsa. 


"It's not the first time you know." Elsa's magic shimmered in her palms she held up in defense but quickly lowered them at the sight of Ryu finishing her change. Reflexively Elsa looked away and coated her in a white dress. Bruni jumped down and climbed up to her shoulder. She grinned at him and rubbed his head cooing. "Allo little boy."

"I was worried about you." Elsa stated but Ryu continued her previous thought. 

"It is not even the second time I have killed but it is the first time the people were deserve- they deserved it." She still refused to look at Elsa instead just watching Bruni crawl along the forest floor. 

"I- I won't say that I agree with the choice you made but I do understand." Ryu smiled sorrowfully in her direction. 

"I don't believe anyone is deserving of death, it's a right we all share no matter class or rank or race." It was a face of disbelief Ryu made to the statement. 

"If someone's life doesn't matter then no one's does and that is unequivocally not true." Ryu wisely made no reply until she was ready. 

"I did not feel sorry about killing them, I would have not preferred-eh to but it was you I felt bad about." Elsa neck muscles tightened making swallowing at the moment difficult. 

"It's a difficult decision I know, some people have to make it. I hate that I drove you to such a choice."

Ryu shrugged then smiled bitterly. "I know the feeling no, the type of guilt that uh you have when someone does something horrible for your sake or behalf-" now Elsa drew closer intrigued and also scared of what her friend would say next. 

"You did not even have a choice, it was forced upon you." Elsa pulled Ryu into her embrace, smoothing her hair back as she spoke into her shoulder. 

"The worst is I know what you feel now and I'd still do it again." Ryu whispered. What could she say now? Ryu's ideals were not as easily moved as getting her to rise out of bed. 

"Allow me to show you an alternative way, hmm?" Elsa pushed her away a small bit. "That was our deal wasn't it? That we share ourselves with each other. I've seen this side of you and I don't like it. I won't lie, so now you'll see why I believe in what I believe and maybe you'll change your mind." 

Blinking Ryu nodded and coughed away her emotions, bottling them in a neat little glass. "Good." She said curtly lifting a thumb. 

"Okay let's go." She scrunched her brows then asked where toward Bruni but he only pointed ahead with his tail. 

Elsa's stare was wide and simple. "It's time for dinner." Ryu forced herself to exhale and followed her, expression dubious as if she couldn't fathom that Elsa would still invite her to her table. 

Later that night as they all ate no one had brought up what transpired and instead listened to the trolls speak of the time of dragons. 

Grand Pabbie had slipped a scroll to Elsa regarding the Mikoto seal. She'd read it in private later.

They partook in a fun guessing game the trolls called 'Moss or Grass' where the opponents would have to guess what the person drew and put on their forehead based on the facts given to them. The trolls said goodnight and feeling much at home under the stars retired to the gardens while Elsa set up an ice bed to tuck Olaf into. 

"I have a great idea, Ryu, sing a song in Japanese." 

"Oh yes, why don't you?" Elsa chimed clapping her fingers together but Ryu shook her head. 

"I cannot sing as good as some." Elsa didn't believe that for a second smirking at her, the girl practically sang whenever she spoke. 

"I'm going to have to insist." 

"Please." Olaf spoke softly, placing his hand on her knee. Sighing Ryu closed her eyes and cleared her throat.

Both Olaf and Elsa snuggled together on the side of the small bed forming an audience. 

Their smiles slowly died as Ryu began to sing what was maybe a lullaby? 

"Remind me next time when she says something to take her word for it." Olaf whispered behind his hand. Elsa hid cringing as best she could when Ryu's voice cracked and stuttered on notes especially the high ones. The girl was completely tone deaf and the melody was definitely lost to her.  

"Ta-da!" She bowed. 

Elsa clapped her hands with a forced smile elbowing Olaf to follow along reluctantly. 


Her eyes trailed over her notes to the corner of the couch where Ryu was curled up reading her fauna book resting her head on a closed fist. Subtly Elsa switched the papers out for her pencil and notebook and began sketching, sneaking a glance to Ryu every now and then. 

When she cleared her throat Ryu gave her attention. 

"If whenever you get tired, you can always sleep here, or just rest or come here to socialize-" occasionally Elsa's eyes darted to her note book as she struck Ryu with a borage of smooth spoken albeit quick words. 

Ryu grinned and nodded to her. "Thank you Erusa." 

Nearly a minute passed when Elsa drew on.  

"And eat here and bathe if you'd like and store anything you'd like and just relax here and sit here and take refuge from the rain or heat or cold or anything, anytime you want to." She spoke as casually as her voice would allow, busying her adroit fingers. 

The message had been received of what Elsa was insinuating with her generous offer. 

Ryu left the cottage that night into the forest but instead of letting her nerves get the better of her Elsa washed the day away in a lovely room temperature bath and on her bed dressed in a white nightgown poured over her research till she startled herself awake when her head lulled to the side too much for her unconscious' liking. 

It sounded like knives being dragged across the wooden floor followed by heavy rhythmic thuds. 

Elsa's eyes shot open at once hearing the sound, she watched a dark shadow pass beneath the crack of her door. The clock read at about twenty past four in the morning. 

It could have been from a horror story- the noises she heard- parents used to tell their children to coerce good behavior from them. Elsa chuckled, tickling Bruni's back as he slept on her pillow. 

"She's not a monster-" she whispered moreso to herself than Bruni. "Just a big gecko." 


A strong wind outside told of Gale's presence, some leaves and small debris pattered against the glass. Anna opened the window inviting Gale inside.

They flew in messing up Anna's plaited updo but she didn't mind any chuckling as papers flew about. 

"Hey Gale, do you like it?" Anna showcased her autumn red and orange dress, down the sides of it were dented inward v shapes and the inside fabric sparkled. The wind examined her dress and blustered underneath it, Anna squeaked and pushed it back down and into place. They liked it. 

"A joke for a letter?" The wind spun around Anna, happy to oblige in their traditional exchange.

"Okay, I know what your favorite day of the week is..." Anna said with a cheesy grin. "Winds-day. " 

Gale zipped in a tight circle. 

Anna could never tell if the spirit was humoring her or actually enjoyed the jokes she traded. The letter dropped in her hand. 

"Ahem totally came up with that one on my own-" Anna mused before reading over Elsa's message. 

When finished she blinked a few times and stood in silence as if her body was filled with too many emotions and could not decide which to go with. 

She puckered her lips. Her stare went to the door Kristoff opened, frowning at Anna's current frozen state. 

Recovering she waved the letter, planting it in his hand. "Some call it foresight, I call it my 'Annatuition'."

Kristoff read the contents exhaling heavily. "What's your 'Annatuition' telling you now?" 

With her shoulders straight and head held high Anna offered her arm to Kristoff which he took. 

"It's dinner time." 

Notes:

The names Izanami, Izanagi, and Susanoo belong to ancient Japanese deities with very interesting stories.

Kerriai is a yellow Japanese flower

Yakimono is a grilled food apart of a multiple course meal-kaiseki

Mizumono is either a cake, ice cream, special fruit or desert of kind apart of kaiseki

Shoji is a paper screen serving as a wall, partition, or sliding door.

Keikogi is a uniform worn for japanese martial arts training, it emerged in the 19th century but I'm taking liberties here.

Chapter 21

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Those colors flatter you quite nicely Queen Anna." Anna's smile was tight, quickly vanishing when sat in the chair Kristoff pulled out for her, at the head of the table. To the naked eye it was a diplomatic dinner hosted by the queen to strengthen and appease Ruskland's ambassador, and it was for the most part. A situation as delicate and paramount for Arendelle received only the best the staff and kitchen had to offer. Extravagant roasted meats and vegetables glazed to absolute perfection, highest quality of vodka, the flavor of the borscht was telling that the chef had probably pulled his hair out trying to perfect the taste on such short notice. 

Anna would definitely give the man paid leave for pulling together such a feast. For now she had to reign in her focus on the true nature of tonight. This was a game of chess in a way, Anna was blessed with a natural adroitness at the game surpassing any who played against her. This game would have much higher stakes for the loser than giving up their desert or gloating rights. 

"Quite the lovely spread of yours, majesties, your kitchen staff's abilities is definitely something to marvel at." Georg Scherer said, taking a sip of his water. First move. 

"Yes Johan is an excellent cook, he helped me realize that there are more flavors than salty, sweet, and bitter?" Kristoff replied simply. Anna forced herself to not directly stare at Georg Scherer, wanting to appear as casual as possible. Elsa was so much more adept at that than she. Always knowing where to look and for how long. What facial expression was appropriate and how to hold herself. 

The conversation of Arendelle's culinary attributes drifted away with shortening replies. Anna began eating her borscht, seeming impressed with its tastes. 

Tobias flashed his eyes from the queen under the pretense of searching the room for an attendant's attention, requesting a shot of vodka to be poured for him. The flicker of brief discomfiture was adjusted accordingly; he would have served his own but had an image to upkeep. Second move. 

Georg Scherer removed his attention from Kristoff to Tobias with a serene, curious smile.

"Lord Peterssen, your father, Tobias Peterssen I, served as regent before former Queen Elsa's reign, correct?" Anna stared at the man. It took all of her willfulness for this ploy to work to restrain herself from voicing her affronted protests at the pitiless question. Georg Scherer truly did not have any forethought on the feelings of others. She would have to pack those away for a later time and push forward the sympathy she felt for Tobias.

If he was affected by the reminder of his father's passing he was a master at hiding it. His face turned to Scherer remaining nonchalant. He kept the cup of alcohol he had been nursing on in his hand, taking a sip before answering. 

"That is correct. He was, I was just a boy really, only now do I realize the true reasons he had been so busy, the utter priority it needed." Georg Scherer didn't even offer condolences! What an absolute cunt.

Okay so that was a strong word, but what else could she call someone so callous towards someone they barely knew?

Anna was dragged from her glowering at the touch of Kristoff's hand underneath the table gripping hers. Her thumb rubbed over his knuckles rhythmically. He looked her over and saw him, nodding. 

Georg nodded. "Ah so you have quite large shoes to fill as they say don't you? A daunting task indeed." This reply made Anna wonder just what was the man's goal with this conversation, was he merely just trying to implant a seed of doubt in Tobias just for the hell of it? His plays were as unpleasant as she expected. She had no worries though if it would take hold however, Tobias may have been quiet, appearing passive to some, his mind had conviction. 

He took his time to answer, eyes glittering over the contents of the table. "Yes well, to me everything has its time and era before forward thinking sets it aside for another. Rulers, laws, people, services, beliefs, even religion. We are ever changing." Third move. 

Anna did a swift scan of Georg Scherer's face, noting the subtle falling of his expression. She turned back to Kristoff. He lifted her hand and began going over useless observations disguising his flirting. 

"I hope there won't come a time when I must fulfill my father's shoes and expectations, for his role was brought on by tragic necessity." Goerg Scherer grunted, taking a break from conversation to eat. Anna prepared herself for when he would speak again. He was certainly thinking of what his next move would be. 

"What do you think his opinion of you would be now?" It was unspoken. The rumors of Tobias' rakish lifestyle of occasionally entertaining women discreetly, drink, and travels did not align with the pious pulpit orator, and they certainly were not exotically taboo enough to intrigue a religious controversialist. Sometimes there was no seedy or secretive reason for enjoying such activities besides that they felt good. 

Tobias grinned, glancing upward as if recalling a fond memory. "I think he'd probably join me on my escapades, we Peterssen's tend to enjoy life to its fullest." Georg Scherer exhaled heavily through his nose as if he were disappointed that he couldn't make Tobias ashamed of his harmless lifestyle. Fourth move

"Queen Anna," Anna blinked towards him under, mocking that she hadn't been listening and watching but instead was engrossed with Kristoff, even occasionally giggling. "You're usually so not dissociative, sometimes even leading the dinner conversation?" 

"My apologies Mr. Scherer," the words tasted like stale milk and vinegar. "I merely have been so busy as of late that Kristoff and I barely get any time for ourselves." For effect she batted her lashes lovingly at Kristoff. That had been the easiest ruse to pull off. She and Kristoff hadn't been able to give one another the attention they both longed for with the investigation going on. Even though they had seen each other every morning they woke up and every night when they would kiss each other goodnight and cuddle together, she missed him so much and could see how much he missed her reflected in his beautiful, safe brown eyes.

"It is quite rare to see two monarchs in love." He was ignored by all except Tobias who watched Anna and Kristoff get captured by the other's gaze. 

"Yes it is." He replied warmly. 

Anna pulled away first blushing, inside her stomach churned at the idea of exposing something so precious to Georg Scherer. Back to the game. 

"Mr. Scherer, have you ever been in love?" Georg, taken aback by the bluntly asked question, straightened in his chair. Kristoff looked at Anna pondering. She was going off script most likely due to impatience and irritation. Fifth move. 

"Yes I have, though not conventionally." At this Anna tilted her head, folding her lips in. 

"Was it with a man?" Sixth move. Kristoff and Tobias sputtered on their drinks. Georg Scherer balked, his face flushing red but not by embarrassment nor prudence. Anna kept her eyes on his, leaning forward with interest, gauging what emotion he was feeling at the moment. 

"No your majesty, and I must say that is a rather insulting inquiry-"

"Why? Nothing to be ashamed of-" 

Kristoff and Tobias jolted when Georg Scherer's hand impacted the table loudly, while Anna locked away the smile that wished to grow on her lips. 

"IT IS! AND THE VERY INSINUATION- That I, a man of God am a reprobate! Why is it a great dishonor to me as a man, my empress who appointed me and my beliefs!" A thick silence consumed the room making it a challenge to not get up and walk away.

Checkmate

Kristoff desperately wanted to pull Anna to him but she seemed to be none the better, once again proving her resilient prowess. Swishing the wine in her glass watching the liquid swirl. She tipped the lid to Georg Scherer impishly. 

"My apologies sir, that was not my intention to allude to you possibly having an attraction to men-" 

"No please, I must apologize to you, your majesty." Georg definitely did not want her to finish that sentence. "I tend to be... Zealous in demeanor when it comes to my values being questioned. I beseech for forgiveness Queen Anna, King Kristoff. That was uncalled for and highly inappropriate. I know there is no excuse for my actions." He truly did appear repentant, it was very interesting to see other emotions from this person who enjoyed making others uncomfortable with his snarky apathy. 

"Well-" Kristoff began, his fingers drummed on the table top. "It is uhh- we all have different opinions and sometimes we'll butt heads but as long as we don't tear each other's antlers off, a bit of passion is okay." Tobias raised his glass to that. 

"That's right-" Anna agreed, raising from her chair enthusiastically. "I forgive you Mr. Scherer and thank you for apologizing. An action that is not common among men of your demeanor." She knew she was pushing it, reciting his words back at him, but he stayed true to his word and kept calm. 

"Well I'm not your average man of faith." He might as well have whispered it with his gravelly voice doing him no favors with volume. 

"Indeed. You. Are. Not. And! To prove that there is no ill will, I invite you to our parlor for after dinner drinks and desserts. A Queen's personal invite." Anna turned her bright smile to the head attendant who returned it with his own and bowed before exiting the room. 

She hated throwing around her title to get what she wanted, despised it actually, but Georg Scherer was not only a remorseless shrew of a man but also a traditionalist and it would be considered a breach of tradition to refuse a seemingly generous invite from the queen. 

"I look forward to it your majesty." He stood as well to bow. "Please excuse me a moment before I join you." He went towards the doors of the dining room, turning around. "King Kristoff thank you for having me and for being so for being so magnanimous."

Kristoff wrapped his arm around Anna's waist and waved. "No problem." 

"Lord Peterssen it was a pleasure to make your acquaintance." 

"Wish I could say likewise." Tobias muttered under his breath, speaking louder when he rose and nodded. "Yes, tonight has been... Riveting, never a boring moment." 

"Queen Anna exuberant conversation as always expected." When his eyes befall Anna her first instinct was to shudder at not only his gaze but the way her name sounded coming past his lips, Anna remained stubbornly jovial in stance and waved as he exited. 

The group groaned, falling back to their seats in a heap finally enjoying a moment's respite. It was as if the room was constricted by a large snake whose grip only grew tighter and tighter by the second till it finally slithered away. 

"I know you warned me but somehow I still felt unprepared." Tobias mused to no one in particular. 

Anna rested her head on Kristoff's chest, closing her eyes when he began to stroke her hair in the way he knew she loved. 


When they gained privacy Anna squeaked, being scooped up in Kristoff's arms. "You have never stopped amazing me with everything that you do." Anna couldn't really say anything to that having used up her mental energy in the dinner game, so she kissed this time deepening it. It was exploratory as if they had never kissed before. Both trying to memorize and map the other's features. Anna's hands roamed slowly over his hair, neck, shoulders, until they reached his chest. 

She felt Kristoff squeeze her frame to his, moaning contently from the embrace. She loved it when he did that, as if he didn't want to let her go and no one of any feat of strength would be able to pry her from his grip. He always mixed the perfect blend of gentle romance with primal intimacy. 

Pulling away, they were both left breathless. "I think we deserve a break later." She whispered against his lips.

"What kind of break?" 

Toying with the hair on the back of his head which she knew drove him crazy with desire she replied coyly. "The kind that would make Georg Scherer most likely choke on his values." Kristoff grimaced and Anna giggled, kissing the corner of his mouth. A stubble tickled her lips and she gave herself a reminder to tell him not to shave this time, curious to see him in a beard again. 

"Please don't bring him up during said break." Now it was Anna's turn to frown in disgust at the thought. 

"I'd rather think of Grand Pabbie than that guy." Setting her down Kristoff rested his head on top of hers shrugging. 

"Or we could think of neither, also an option... A preferable one. Let's get this over with, I want us in our room by-" he took a quick check of the clock. 

"Ten tops."

Anna beamed up at him with her radiant grin, he had seen it more than a thousand times but still could not figure out how anyone could be so summery, beautiful, charming, smart, bold- he could go for days with the list. Despite all the magic he had seen and experienced she was the most extraordinary rarity in all the world. 

And when he smiled down at her Anna was reminded of the lesson he had taught her, she didn't love him just as a prince charming or knight in shining armor. She loved him because Kristoff was Kristoff, her husband, support, best friend and family. Someone who obsessed over love and all it came with Anna was still unprepared for the feeling of purity and strength it entailed... 

"It's a date." 


Elsa was awake but still remained in her bed with her eyes very reluctant to open and greet the pink and red hues of the sun's imminent return. She ordinarily awoke an hour after dawn but she had a fitful sleep in thanks to her lower back flaring up in pain and no position was comfortable for very long.

This would not be ideal by any means when her day assuredly entailed lots of physical activity. It was an old injury she obtained in Ahtohallan, she hadn't even noticed it until a few days later when it began to ache with each bend and twist. It lasted for about six weeks give or take but returned after Arendelle's annual ski event during the winter solstice celebrations. Elsa's body had grown accustomed to the exertion she regularly exuded upon it so there had to have been a plausible deviation to explain it but Elsa couldn't think of a single- oh yeah. 

Ryu tried to be accommodating in their flight; she knew that much but riding a dragon had proven to be much more strenuous than riding Nokk who still posed a challenge than the average horse with his wild nature that could never be tamed. 

Today was much too important to spend trying to rest and recover, Elsa decided she would just have to grin and bear it. At least she had time to relax. Judging by the sun she'd be able to lay in bed for thirty more minutes before she'd get up and make breakfast. Going back to sleep was not an option so Elsa entertained herself with her magic crafting snowflakes of varying shapes and designs until Bruni awoke and she gave him chase with his favorite treats. 

Groaning Elsa sat up slowly, she swung her legs over the edge and scooted. Standing was the hardest challenge and as much as she wanted to lift her arms and reach in the air the ache disagreed. After throwing on a sky blue housecoat to cover her matching Nightgown, she offered her hand for Bruni to perch on. 

 She endured fifteen minutes of standing in the kitchen scrambling eggs and placing it upon slices of toast. With Grand Pabbie, Bulda, and Olaf exploring the forest this morning with the rock giants it gave Elsa a moment of quiet to herself in her home. Bruni leapt out the window to probably go find the others. 

She'd take Ryu's plate up- Elsa looked to the creaking of the stairs, surprised to see Ryu trudging down, hair disheveled, in a billowy white blouse and pants tied in the front by laces. 

She rubbed her eyes aggressively, only one of her pupils was dilated. Elsa watched with fascination as they adjusted to the light rays of the early sun reflecting off of some of the structural ice of the small dinning room and kitchen.

"Good morning." Elsa greeted in a scratchy voice from a dry morning throat. She glanced at the small round table, somewhat disappointed she hadn't set it properly unaware that Ryu would be awake before ten. 

"Ohayō." Ryu grumbled, Elsa was tempted to ask the meaning of what she just said but inferred it most likely meant good morning. 

"I made you breakfast." She stated, placing short glasses of a dark reddish juice next to their plates. 

Elsa eyed Ryu as she smelt the glass, her eyes grew in surprise and recognition, and then dipped her tongue in it, working the flavor throughout her mouth. She waited for her opinion of it. 

She looked as if she were trying to figure out on her own what it was before her eyes flicked up to Elsa. 

"Lingonberry." Elsa answered calmly, taking a bite of her eggs. 

"It's uhh- sour." Elsa nodded, taking a sip of her own. Ryu then dipped her finger into the juice looking closely. There were probably a lot of things in Arendelle Ryu had yet to taste, see, experience. If she was this thorough with everything new she came across it'd probably take them years just to visit and explore the valley of living rocks alone. 

Elsa sighed contently, turning her view to the bay window they sat adjacent to, watching the flowers of her garden sway gently to the early breeze. It was a welcomed moment of peace since the summit. 


As Ryu ate she kept her stare fixated on Elsa who seemed most appreciative of the simple view they had. It was perplexing how others couldn't see it. It made Ryu even less remorseful for killing those men remembering the harm they wished to wrought upon Elsa. 

Julien's terrible words echoed in her mind. "Elsa is an injustice against nature." It was the most ludicrous oxymoron Ryu had ever heard. Elsa was a direct gift from nature itself, Honeymaren had told her and she could see it for herself. 

The peace she brought everywhere she went. She was incarnate– winter's snow untouched by footprints, reflecting off the morning light. The biting nip of the air. Yet also her demeanor reminisced the warm relief of a hot beverage. And her scent... It was a bit overwhelming at first in small spaces, there was raspberries, dark chocolate, the smell of the forest that was always orbiting her, fragrances that were surface level. Humans had a scent that came from within, Ryu learned, that was unique to each individual. 

She was beginning to figure out Elsa's, when she was sweaty from either riding Nokk or running in the forest she smelt of salt, seawater, moss, and dirt. If she wasn't sweaty then her odor reflected her magic, and the foods she ate, specifically the lingonberry. It was a constant reminder that Elsa, despite being a spirit, was very human. 


The small thud of something mushy struck Elsa's temple, she turned from the window to look down at the table spotting a piece of egg. 

With an eyebrow quirked up she turned her attention to Ryu and deadpanned. "Did you just throw an egg at my face?" 

Ryu's raspy giggle proved her culpability. "I think you can answer that one for yourself." 

"And I think you'll find that the better and more polite solution would be to just call my name." With that said Elsa looked back down to finish off her meal. 

"Erusa?"

"Hmm?" Looking up proved to be a foolish thing to do, when Elsa did another piece of egg smacking her in the forehead.

"Okay I think that concludes our breakfast this morning." She stated, trying to hold in her chuckles. Ryu quickly finished her plate entirely, including the pieces of egg on the table. Standing Elsa couldn't hide her small wince. Ryu hurriedly took the plates from her, rushing them to the sink. 

"What is wrong? Are you hurting?" She searched Elsa's form for any visible injuries and found none. 

"It's nothing, just an old back injury that flares up from time to time. I'll be fine." Elsa's assurance didn't convince Ryu though whose brows still furrowed as she followed Elsa into the kitchen. 

Ryu's hand gently hovered over her back. "Can I touch?" She asked. Elsa nodded, keeping focus on cleaning their dishes. 

She was being gentle, far too gentle than what was necessary. "Where does it hurt?" Elsa heard her mumble from behind. Reaching behind she guided Ryu's hand to the aggrieved area. 

"I could help?" Elsa began to shake her head thinking she was referring to the dishes when she realized she meant her back. Did dragons have healing capabilities with their magic? 

"How?"

"Come on, I will show ya!" Ryu grabbed her wrist pulling her into the living room. She gestured to the carpet. "Lie down on your uh belly." Elsa hesitated for a moment before complying, removing her housecoat, she grunted from the strain but with help she was lying prone on the floor. She turned her head to the side to see Ryu on her knees matching the angle of her head with her own. 

"Comfy?"

She winced. "Mm no. Can you pass me a pillow from the couch?" Ryu did as requested. With some support for her head Elsa tried to relax, closing her eyes. 

"Don't worry I am a profession-nen-nal and will get you all fixed up." Ryu quipped smacking Elsa's rear lightly. She yelped, her cheeks burned red so she buried them into the pillow. Best not to bring attention to it in the risk of things becoming awkward. 

"Erusa?" 

"Hmm?" 

"Your butt is so jiggle, it jiggles." Elsa heard her blitheness in her voice when she began rocking Elsa from side to side. 

"That's fascinating Ryu, I-" 

"Fa-ass-inating." Elsa blinked rapidly then lifted her head once more. Her face remained impassive. 

"Right well-it's... Not my butt that is in pain Ryu." 

"Oh right it's your bac-"

"It's my back yeah." She heard Ryu clap and rub her hands together. She placed them both on Elsa's shoulder just rubbing downward lightly. The thin material of the nightgown she wore did not hide the intense warmth of Ryu's palms. Though it wasn't exactly the mythical idea she had when Ryu offered to help, she couldn't color herself disappointed. 

It was soothing, like warm compresses gliding across her back increasing in pressure as they gained confidence. Elsa wondered if her extreme difference in temperature was uncomfortable to touch.

"You are very tense, Erusa." Ryu stated quietly. "You do not have to worry about anything else right now, just think about how it feels and breathe." Ryu's words reminded Elsa that she had stopped breathing regularly. Ryu audibly inhaled and exhaled to which Elsa followed along with. 

"You know... You don't have to do this." 

"I know." Elsa could hear Ryu's smile in her voice when she straddled her calves keeping her weight off of Elsa's body. Her fingers dug in and moved with circular friction along the sides of Elsa's spine down to her hips. 

"Ryu?"

"Yesu?

"Thank you." 

Elsa wasn't sure how she felt about the massage, she had never received one before. She could tell Ryu was trying to figure out the balance between firm and gentle. When she reached her problem area Elsa's hiss made Ryu retreat briefly before returning. 

"I know, I'm sorry." She mumbled with pity. "How did this happen?"

"In Ahtohallan, there was a ledge and I thought there would be water at the bottom and there wasn't so I had to land in the safest way I could." They both remained quiet for a little while until Ryu spoke up again. 

"How far a fall?"

Elsa tried to calculate, how far did she fall? And could only come up with a rough estimate of the height. Ryu dryly chuckled, shaking her head. 

"You are crazy." Elsa grinned, at the time it felt like the only option she had. 

Twenty minutes passed, Elsa had nearly gone back to sleep when Ryu stood. "How do you feel now?" She questioned. Elsa sat up crossing her legs and began stretching, the pain was not completely gone but it certainly was better than this morning. 

She looked up gratefully at Ryu. "I think I'll be able to ride Nokk without killing over." Ryu gave a thumbs up nodding. "Good."

Elsa loved when she said the word, knowing she meant good but coming from Ryu it sounded like 'Gud.'

"Speaking of we should probably get ready to go meet the others in Northuldra." Standing Elsa scratched the scales on Ryu's shoulder and neck in passing heading upstairs. 

Bruni climbed up her shoulder, she regarded him with a sad smile, the idea of meeting a group of people left a knot in her stomach that almost made her want to vomit. "You'll protect me today won't you?" Bruni nodded, licking her pupil. Ryu scrunched the eye shut rubbing it with the knuckle of her finger. 


Honeymaren waved over Elsa, Nokk, and Ryu who had Bruni sitting on her muzzle to the large fallen log she and the trolls with Olaf had been resting at. She crossed her arms drumming her fingers on her bicep when they approached. "We expected you guys earlier." 

Elsa grinned apologetically. "I'm sorry, my back decided to begin hurting again this morning." She circled around Elsa rubbing her shoulders. 

"Oh jeez, when are you planning on getting a new one?" Elsa smirked and shrugged. 

"As soon as I find one I like." She opened her arms to Olaf who hugged her legs. 

"Hello Ryu." Grand Pabbie rested his hand on her cheek when she leant down to him and Bulda who laughed joyously when Ryu blew thick smoke into her face. 

"Aww what a lovely greeting." Grand Pabbie said. 

"That's a greeting?" Elsa asked, looking around at the dispersing smoke. 

"Oh yes! It's a very friendly way of saying they're happy to see you." Elsa watched Bulda pet Ryu's leg thinking back. She wondered how many things Ryu did that she did not notice or understand. 

Olaf bounded up to Ryu's lowered face and blew air into it. She chuffed at him, nudging his head. He grabbed his midsection, twisting it in place and spoke up in a delegating tone. "Alright time to set up for the party, Ryu we may need an extra hand to help out today since Elsa's back is so old and brittle."

At this Elsa stood with her arms akimbo, somewhat offended. "Olaf, my back is not brittle, it's just...sore."

"We should probably announce that you're finally here. Just to get everyone prepped." 

"I'll do it!" And before anyone could protest Olaf set off for the village yelling. "The dragon is coming! The dragon is here!" His friends winced at the wording not being exactly what they were looking for. 

"Oh Walnuts." Elsa groaned, turning back. "Help me catch him?" Chuckling Grand Pabbie and Bulda rolled after him with Elsa and the other spirits. 

Honeymaren began jogging when she slowed, noticing that said dragon was hesitating looking intensely at the log. 

"Hey." She called softly, going back. "You coming?" Ryu didn't answer, instead using her paw to displace some dirt. 

"I get it, you're probably nervous huh?" Sitting down with her legs crossed. "Well, I'm not going to promise that everything will turn out perfectly, my village can get rowdy and be loud and... Other things." She scratched the nape of her neck self-consciously. "But I wouldn't be lying if I said they're great people who have seen a lot of weird things even more strange than you. They may be a bit apprehensive but the kids are way scarier than you'll ever be." Honeymaren chuckled thinking of the little monsters that wreaked havoc. "And I know you don't know me as well but you know Elsa, and she hasn't introduced you to anyone horrible yet has she?" Ryu glanced at her from the side and shook her head. "So trust her. Come on it's now or never- well not never probably later but it's best to get it over with." She bumped Ryu with her shoulder and stood up and headed for home with Ryu trailing behind. 


The voices of the village hushed when Honeymaren entered the clearing with the dragon behind. Elsa looked around at the varying reactions to her presence. She wanted so desperately to rush over to Ryu and comfort her. She looked absolutely terrified, ears folded backwards and wings and tail tucked in tightly. When she tried to step up Grand Pabbie drew his staff in front of her. 

"She must learn to handle her fears on her own I'm afraid." Elsa knew he was right, she couldn't always be the one to break the ice between Ryu and a stranger. She had seen how socially skilled the girl was once she grew comfortable. 

Ryu's eyes found hers looking expectantly. If Elsa wasn't going to come to her then Ryu would go to Elsa. 

"Ryu!" The cry startled Ryu when she was attacked by a small child sprinting over wrapping her small arms around her neck. "I knew you'd come visit me again! Papa, this is Ryu, my hero!" Elsa giggled at the dumbstruck expression on Ryu's face. 

Nina's father came to his daughter's calls and bowed his head to Ryu, he wasn't a large man, a bit stout with kind brown eyes. "I'm glad I finally have a chance to thank you Ryu." 

Nina's face held only awe and admiration. She dragged Ryu over to a small group of children who at first were a bit frightened to approach. "She's nice, see." Nina demonstrated pecking Ryu's flank. Ryu laid down tucking her limbs which gave a particularly bold kid the opportunity to climb on her back, his prize being her ears which flickered as he touched them. "Don't crowd her! I'll show you how to do it!" Nina growled, throwing her arms backwards leaning against Ryu's chest. 

 Elsa couldn't very well rescue Ryu now, being surrounded by children herself as well. Elsa knelt down as a child climbed onto her knee to play with her hair. "Miss Elsa, can you spend the night here?" Elsa over acted in thinking, tapping her chin, thrilling the little ones with her theatrics. "Well I hadn't planned on it but since you asked, yes." She bopped the little girl's nose. The children begged her to make it snow for them. 

"Alright, alright let's do it over here so as to not get in the way- hey Nunenuk no pushing."

"Oh they are goners." Honeymaren said leaning against Ryder. "At least they'll keep them distracted so we can get some work done." He replied watching as the children switched back and forth from exploring Ryu to playing in Elsa's small snow fall with Olaf and Bruni.


The village had grown accustomed to Ryu's presence a lot quicker than what Elsa expected. She did her best to keep Ryu in her peripherals but that was difficult when everyone wanted her attention, especially the adolescents. 

Bulda and Grand Pabbie answered alot to Yelena and other elders who were either concerned or curious about the strange creature inhabiting the forest now. It definitely aided in dissipating the tension. 

Ryu stood when she lost sight of Elsa looking around anxiously. "I'm riding a dragon!" The boy on her back exclaimed. She trotted trying to pick up Elsa's scent in the air coming across a man struggling to push a wagon with a oven like contraption on the bed. Setting her rump on the ground slid the boy off to his disappointment, the grief short lived when he ran off after his peers. 

The man yelped when the wagon he shoved with his shoulders moved forward sending him to the ground. He peered around from the back, Ryu had the front clenched between her jaws walking backward. 

"Oh right there that's perfect!" He exclaimed when they made it to the table. "Thank you." Ryu panicked when his hand came towards her too quickly she hissed, backing up until she was startled by the table hitting her thigh. A large basin of some type of alcohol spilled to the ground knocked off by Ryu's tail. 

Her tendrils flattened when others came over to help with the mess. 

"Oh you're fine, don't get all sulky, we have plenty for the party tomorrow." Honeymaren said, clapping Ryu's flank. Ryder leaned in whispering. "If you ask me, everyone here could do with a little less." 

"Ryu!" A little voice rang through the village, Ryu's eyes widened as she leapt away from the thundering tiny footsteps coming towards. 

It wasn't as bad as she was expecting par Honeymaren's description of them, but she had already been poked in the eyes twice. 

Finally! 

She found Elsa conversing with three older women and a man laughing at something she just said as they sat around a fire pit. She was much more relaxed and informal than in Arendelle speaking a different tongue than the native Nordic language in Arendelle. More inclined to touch and being touched. Either a hug, arm pat or a shoulder squeeze of someone passing by. 

In fact that had been a regular behavior of everyone present with one another. Ryu felt her scales soften somewhat as she watched the forest people from a distance. Some stared at her as well, it wasn't as unnerving as before they were curious glances, holding fascination rather than fear. 


The afternoon sun tried its best to breakthrough the birch trees and blossoming plants. Sounds of nature and of the Northundrans crafting a gentle synchronous humdrum. 

Having sensed the stare Elsa turned and smiled showing teeth when she spied Ryu sitting on her haunches by a tree. She waved her over to the circle. Ryu delayed but eventually trotted over. 

"Here she is." Elsa said in Northuldran to the group. 

"Will she get any bigger?" One of the elders asked. Elsa shrugged regarding her. Grand Pabbie had said she was a fledgling, and still had two more age groups to go. 

"Oh yes! She has a long way to go. Growing for dragons is quite a strenuous and tiresome task. The younger and smaller the dragon the more they are likely to be aggressive in defense." They all listened intently to Grand Pabbie's musings. 

One of the elders lifted a hand to Ryu's snout for her to retract her head hissing deeply. He wasn't offended the slightest, laughing heartily. Elsa sucked in a breath sharply in worry. "I won't harm you." He promised, not moving to touch her again. Ryu probably had no idea what he just said so Elsa translated. 

Ryu's tense shoulders sagged somewhat, happy to have the attention off her. 

"So Elsa, any word on the monsters who broke into your home?"

Elsa sighed, straightening up. "Unfortunately it's not good news. It seems they came from a powerful nation Arendelle is in correspondence with. On the bright side we can probably settle this matter cordially." They contemplated this with hums and nods. Elsa was glad that they didn't push to know what nation had sent the assassins. 

Said nation would be visiting tomorrow. Northuldrans were slow to trust and somewhat slower to forgive when one of their own were threatened and would not welcome Georg Scherer if they all knew with open arms even if he wasn't involved. 

An elderly woman grunted, crossing her arms. "I'd hardly call an attempt on your life a 'matter' Elsa. And they tried to burn us out!" 

Elsa placed a hand on her arm giving an affable smile. Ryu mewled when she felt something sucking on her lower belly or at least trying to. Rising a small white reindeer calf kept nuzzling at her paws. 

Elsa giggled, scooping up the small animal in her arms, cooing at it. Its eyes were foggy and slightly pink. "Misty no suckling on Ryu, she doesn't have any milk for you-" Elsa side eyed her with a smirk. The baby bemoaned latching onto Elsa's inner wrist. "This is Misty, she tries to suckle from anyone who has a heartbeat. Let's go get you fed little one." Elsa rose slowly with the baby and began walking off. 

Turning back to Ryu her head jerked in the direction she was heading to. "Come on! You haven't met everyone just yet."


"Is she hungry?" Ryder asked atop Emil leaning on her antlers. 

"Oh she's starving. Always is." As if agreeing, the baby cried out. 

He was surrounded by reindeer grazing peacefully, that is until they caught the scent and sight of Ryu beginning to bellow and scramble away in disorder. 

Including Emil who sent Ryder lurching forward, clutching her antlers desperately. Elsa groaned, nestling the calf in the crook of her right arm lifting her left. "Step back okay?" Ryu complied. Elsa spun around elegantly creating a corral of ice enclosing the animals in so they wouldn't go stampeding out into the field and village. She stretched backward. 

Ryder handed her a satchel with a nozzle. Elsa held up the bag which the calf grasped frenzied, bobbing her head quickly. The herd still kept trotting around perturbed. "Alright everyone settle down-" Ryu was almost convinced to turn and go back to the village. "Oh don't go anywhere Ryu, they have to get used to you somehow. And you little one breathe!" Elsa pulled the nozzle out of the calf's mouth with some difficulty. 

"Well this is the herd Ryu, sorry they're a bit skittish." Ryder introduced grandly gesturing to the reindeer numbered at about fifty or so. Ryu peaked through the fencing. It was understandable to all present. Reindeer were prey animals and Ryu definitely had the aura of a predator, but the animals trusted their caretakers nonetheless. 

Honeymaren strode over from the village looking over fencing. She had Erin at her side who was much more bold in regard to Ryu, almost completely apathetic to her really. 

"They got spooked huh?" She asked her brother, hopping the fence with one arm. "Yes but they'll get used to her... Eventually."

Misty was set down when the satchel was emptied in record time and walked until her head hit the fencing. She slid it along until her nose poked against Ryu's. She couldn't see her but she definitely could smell her. 

"Well at least Misty likes you." Honeymaren mused. 

"Well I better get back and help with the decorations." Elsa said, flicking her wrist creating a path in the fence for her to walk through. 

"Oh so you're going to help and not sit on your butt chatting?" Honeymaren teased. 

"Hahaha-" Elsa mocked Honeymaren's jape while she held a reindeer's hoof, Elsa draping a leg and arm over the fence said in a contrary manner. "I was actually having a very serious conversation." 

"Well excuse me I had no idea the importance of how baby beavers are the cutest animal you've ever seen are a very pressing matter." Elsa's face blanched. 

Oh she heard that part.

"I think they're calling me back actually." She held her hand up to her ear nodding. They definitely weren't. "Do you two want me to keep this up?" 

"Nah they're fine, gonna have to get less nervous if we're going to be inviting bears, wolves, and a dragon." Honeymaren waved her hand to Ryu. 

Nodding Elsa lifted the fence and turned back with Ryu in tow. 


They were preparing for a party but the preparation felt like a party in itself. Ryu had even garnered some praise for helping some people as a living step ladder to reach the trees and hang lanterns, while Elsa used her magic for more intricate designs along the branches. As they worked through the day it waned off into the night meaning the sweet smells of roasted meats and vegetables filtered through the air. Multiple fires lit and huddled around where conversation was traded. 

Elsa was caught sprinkling tiny snowflakes on Ryder's head, whenever he would turn back to her she quickly pretended to be listening to Yelena resting her chin on a closed fist. "Elsa I know it's you!"

"Huh?" She questioned, seeming confused. "What's me?" 

"You keep putting-" he touched his damp head. "Snow in my hair." 

Elsa remained calm and confused. "I don't know what you're talking about." She all but mumbled. "Probably raining." 

He pursed his lips at her. "Oh right, right, it's raining just and only on me?" 

She shrugged. "I don't know, I'm not a water Spirit ask the water Spirit."

"Wha-"

"No, no, Ryder, I think you're confused. I am not a water Spirit, I am the fifth spirit, I control winter. I make things cold, not wet."

Honeymaren hummed loudly and deliberately at this coughing. 

"What?" 

"I don't know, I used to be the most eligible bachelorette in the tribe and then you came and now-" Honeymaren smirked devilishly. "I think the ladies would beg to differ about you making things wet." Elsa's face against the fire light looked even redder than what it probably was as she hid it in her hands. 

Ryu wasn't sure what the statement meant but it certainly made Elsa bashful and smell nervous. Honeymaren handed her a cup which she took and sniffed pulling it away. 

"No." Elsa tried to hand it back to her friend but she refused. 

"Elsa we are having splendid fire conversations, drink it." Honeymaren mocked in the accent they spoke in Arendelle.

Elsa frowned and cradled the cup in her hand. "Why is everyone always trying to get me drunk?" 

"Cause you're hilarious when drunk." A young man piped up from across the fire pit. 

"That's not true." Elsa mumbled through a pout. Ryu laughed, drawing in everyone's eyes at the strange sound when Elsa choked on a sip of the drink. 

Elsa shook her head coughing. "She's laughing at me, don't give her attention." She rasped. 

"Eat this." Ryu glanced down to see Nina holding a piece of flatbread. It smelt as if it had butter on it and some kind of berry similar to the juice Elsa gave her this morning but not quite the same. 

"Take it." She insisted, pushing it closer to Ryu who stared and then glanced around for some assistance. 

"She's not going to leave you be till you take it." Ryder spoke as if he had experience with the situation. 

"It's rieska." Nina confirmed. Gently Ryu used her lips to take the flatbread when she swallowed, she nuzzled Nina's neck sending her into a fit of giggles. 

"I too have something for you to try Ryu." Honeymaren said holding a cup that was dwarfed by the dragon's large muzzle. Ryu swallowed the burning liquid before huffing her alcoholic smelling breath in Honeymaren's face. 

She mimicked her chuckling. "I take it that means you like it." Honeymaren leaned against Ryu enjoying her warmth, when a child bounded up and plopped themselves on Elsa's lap. Like birds, more and more children flocked to her. "Tell us a story please!" They all bounced agreeing with the one who spoke up. Elsa smiling placed her cup away from them and exhaled heavily, already exhausted. "Mm why don't you tell me a story?" She suggested, the children thought about this for a while but one by one they began shaking their heads. "Tell us the story about um- about um Ahtohallan!" 

"I wish I could go there.". One boy lamented. 

"Well Ahtohallan is less of where and more of a whom." They gasped at the wonderful, playful intrigue Elsa's mask of mystery invoked. 

"Mhm and she's looking out for every single one of you. That's why Gale, Bruni, the rock giants, Nokk, and I are all here to protect you and keep you safe... Ahtohallan is our mother in a way, she birthed the magic that inhabits here and even Arendelle." The slight quiver in Elsa's voice drew Ryu's eye to her as she continued on telling the origins and nature of the glacier. Her smooth voice drew out a yawn in some of the youngsters and even Ryder. 


After the story the children were put to bed by their parents, the last to go was Nina who clutched at Ryu's chest and had to be pried off by her father's strong hands. 

They sat and talked until the fires died down and more people began to retire. 

"Alright-" Elsa yawned, stretching when she stood up very wobbly on her legs. "Alright come on Ryu let's go." Honeymaren smirked mirthfully at Ryu who merely raised where her brow would have been. 

She was drunk, but Ryu couldn't judge her for it. When she too stood she found herself unstable and had to take a few steps to regain balance. Elsa rested her arm around Ryu for support as they walked- stumbled really away. Ryu had not been drunk in a very long time and although it made her more reactive to sounds and sights, she liked it. She felt as if she were thinking everything and nothing. 

Elsa hummed a happy tune trying to lean against Ryu but also lead at the same time, her lovely voice through a drawl in slur was still lovely all the same. "If I were to dance for you... I'd dance like no one's watching... If I were to sing to you... I'd sing like no one's listening... If I were to love you, my love would have no end- for you are my friend." When Elsa pulled at Ryu's neck they found themselves in front of a goahti.

"Well this is it!" Elsa proclaimed too loud than what was appropriate. "My home away from home. I have blankets and books and...blankets...pillows...and things to read and some chocolate stored in there but don't tell anyone if the little ones knew they'd ransack me." It was nice and much suited Elsa with its blue linens and coverings stenciled with the same Selbu patterns as her fireplace. If there was one thing Elsa was, it was consistent. She liked what she liked and kept those things and aspects with her wherever she went.

"Okay, come on in!" She said excitedly scrambling in the front flap. When Ryu did not immediately follow due to being unsure she'd fit, a hand slowly came past the flaps and a finger beckoned her in. Crouching low the dragon slipped a few times while taking care to not bump or ruin anything. To her it felt more like a nest, and she was honored by the invitation even if Elsa was a bit tipsy. 

Elsa grabbed her neck again and pulled until the dragon could fit inside and landed her chest upon her stomach with a large oof. Soon after the spirit laughed her wheezy laugh. "See you fit just fine- it's fine, perfect, okay! Good job team." Elsa cheered, sitting up when Ryu regained her footing. 

"You have a good day?" Ryu thought about changing to her more talkative body but the insecurity of being that vulnerable in a new place when she could have the choice to not be was too great. She was exhausted and a bit overwhelmed too. 

She huffed lowly. Elsa tilted her head crossing her knees. "Yes it was pretty tiring huh?" Ryu sat in front of the entrance and curled her limbs in closing her eyes until she heard the sweetest voice she'd ever known whisper. "I'm so proud of you." 

When her eyes opened Elsa's smile confirmed that she only spoke the truth. Elsa looked as if she were about to cry but her grin conflicted with this. Ryu had heard others be told this before but never herself. 

"You were so brave, and gentle and I-" Ryu made a confused noise, she had definitely not been, hissing at three people and causing five fires to the decorations, but maybe Elsa's standard for her was that low. No. She wouldn't let that spoil it, this moment she didn't know she had been waiting for all her life and didn't even know was possible. 

"Northuldra is my home, as much as Arendelle and my house on the hill. I'm really happy I got to show it to you cause-well... you're my friend. I hope to someday be your friend." Elsa was so eloquent when she was nervous, Ryu had noticed, sounding like a queen speaking among subjects she didn't know how to please, specifically slow and clear as if every word was carefully considered. 

Grinning a little bit, Ryu crouched and crawled towards the spirit who busied herself setting out pillows and blankets and blew smoke into her face, warm and somewhat moist from spittle. Elsa closed her eyes and coughed then blew a contrasting cold smokey breeze to Ryu. 

It was thrilling being understood, to be spoken in a language she wasn't adept in but knew deep down inside. 

"What'd you say we light this place up huh?" Ryu could have reminded Elsa the lighting qualities of her magic, and also the fact that her eyes perfected seeing in darkness but her energy was strong from her crepuscular tendencies and the way Elsa's face already seemed to be so enthusiastic with the idea she couldn't resist.

So they ran, straight to the meadow, the path lit by Bruni who found them joining the sprint and Gale blowing through their hair vigorously. It was thrilling, they stumbled and scared the nocturnal forest life half to death with the they bursted from the bushes. Elsa would definitely regret this in the morning, from her back to the bruises and scrapes that decorated her knees but for she didn't care. 

When they cascaded through the bushes like the waters of a wild bursted dam the fireflies scattered decorating the northern lights like a billion stars. 

"Haha get em!" Elsa growled pointing towards their tiny prisoners. All the same they were gently rolling and chasing each other through the tall grass rather than the original quarry. 

When they finally settled painting laboriously the fireflies slowly fluttered and landed on Ryu's scales who resisted the urge to itch as they crawled about. 

Elsa gasped and hovered her finger above one which flew away. "I have read that fireflies enjoy warmth and humid temperatures. Are they cold?" Elsa asked with the concern of a mother who was watching her children shiver. She turned her frown into a smile and backed her hand away. 

"Well they have you now." Ryu gurgled, displacing some but they drew right back into her chest. Ryu inhaled deeply. Elsa smelt salty, exhilarated yet calming, balsamic, and spicy. She smelt of the forest and blood, of the dirt beneath her fingernails from scrambling to stand up from the ground. Someone who meandered up the north mountains and came back with scars that told their story. 

Her smile was small, hopeful, telling of how she was feeling just as much as her scent was. The familiarity they shared reminded Ryu of ancient books, ones read by many and known by all, the green pines, the alcohol they drank tonight that lulled them into silliness and would give them headaches in the morning to laugh about and regret. 

Elsa smelt of all the things they did that day. Something that Ryu had never known in her entire life of wandering the earth. 

Elsa smelt like a friend. 

Elsa smelt and looked like home. 

Notes:

Rieska is a Nordic flatbread eaten by many Nordic people including the Sámi tribes.

Anna is by cannon very excellent at chess, which is her favorite game reflecting on the great queen and strategist that she is.

Chapter 22

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Gotcha!" Elsa laughed at the screeching giggles and squeals the children erupted in when she caught one in the game of hide and seek they had been playing. She hung upside down from a tree branch her legs had been gripping and tickled the kid for good measure before letting him go and run. It was his turn to seek but the rules had been getting bent. All the children wanted to do was hide but Elsa didn't mind.

Climbing down she caught sight of Ryu reclining in the grass, she was in a cycle of dozing off and jerking awake when Nina asked a question. Wearing clothes Honeymaren lent her while Nina decorated her hair in flowers and jewelry. 

"These are one of Miss Elsa's Favorites!" Nina said holding up a purple Heather, she had been glued to Ryu's side the entire day. Ryu flipped her hair and leaned over. "Put 'em in." 

"Miss Elsa!" Elsa turned to the voice that was behind a tree. "Come find me!"

Elsa meandered over to the tree, hands clasped behind her back. "I wonder where Nunenuk is-" she wondered loudly, checking behind all the wrong trees. "Is he back here?"  

"No!" She chuckled at his growing frustration and decided to put the boy out of his misery and 'found' him. 

"Wow-" Ryu said, looking herself over in the little mirror Nina held up. "I look beautiful." She said it with a confidence Elsa almost found herself being envious of and humourous all at the time. 

"They're here!" 

"The queen's here and her friends!" 

The cries alerted Elsa and Ryu who stood to speed walk to the entrance of the village, the children hot on their heels. 

Red hair was the first thing Elsa's eyes zeroed in on. It was as if her presence could be sensed by Anna. She turned around from speaking to Yelena over her shoulder then jogged over to Elsa who braced herself for the momentum of the impact. 

Encircling her arms around Anna's hips allowed her to twirl her. 

"Miss me?" She asked coyly. Anna scrunched her nose and offered the same expression. 

"You?" She dug a finger into Elsa's chest gently. "Absolutely not.

"You look absolutely beautiful." Elsa replied softly. Anna blushed, rubbing her fingers. Anna's attire wasn't necessarily formal, as if she were expecting some strenuous activity, Her slender green dress was complemented by the purple sash tied around her stomach, with a black military like short jacket decorated with purple lapels clasped by gold buttons. 

Kristoff in his brown tunic and tan pants, clearly did not want to be dressed up by any means while traversing. 

"I have so much to tell you!" They spoke simultaneously, staring a few moments before laughing. 

As the rest of Anna's traveling convoy arrived. It seemed she had ridden Kjekk faster than everyone else. His heavy panting was a tell. The horse neighed when Anna stroked his strong neck apologetically, sometimes forgetting his much older age. 

"Olaf!" Kneeling she scooped up the snowman and held him up in a bridal hold. 

"Anna! I have so much to tell you! We made sun tea this morning, and Bulda and Grand Pabbie are here-oh and some men broke into Elsa's house- and she flew! We had a picnic and dinner-" 

Anna shook her head fervently, Elsa could see the information overload make her nearly drop Olaf, she still held his head but his body had fallen to the ground. 

"Olaf, slow down- we don't want to overwhelm Anna. Don't worry, we'll tell her everything but later." Elsa said in the austere way that got the message across to him. 

"Oooh." He hummed as his head was put back in place. "Sorry it was just so exciting and also kind of scary but don't worry Anna I kept Elsa and Ryu out of trouble- well not really but I thought about it." 

Anna smiled, placing a hand on his cheek. "Thank you Olaf, Kristoff and Sven missed you too you know." Her eyeline trailed to Kristoff unhooking Sven's harness. 

They watched him race over to Kristoff and Sven, both unsure of what to say next. Elsa observed Anna quietly to not disturb her sister from processing everything Olaf had just said. Her expressions seemed to match the train of thought and her eyes fluttered as if she were actually reading something. Once everything was neatly organized in her mind Anna looked back to Elsa much more calm. 

"Your letter." Elsa nodded, gripping Anna's arm in hopes to assuage her worries and growing anxiety. 

"God Els-" Anna lowered her tone. "This is getting out of hand, but don't worry I have a solution." Elsa quirked her brow. 

"Which is?" 

Anna's eyes flicked to Georg who dismounted, watching everyone and everything with his beady gaze, back to Elsa and led her away from the crowd on a secluded walk through the forest. 

She had caught that. The atmosphere of the warm summer, friendly air, and laughter was scared off by the looming Scherer. Elsa hated having him here, she hated exposing her people, the forest, her friends, and family to this type of person. The type that had a dangerous thirst of knowledge and was willing to get it no matter the costs simply because they were agog. It was a defiled curiosity. 

Elsa wouldn't let him have his way. Not here. She'd show him the magic of the land was not only peaceful and benevolent but also powerful when tempered with. 

Her grip on Anna's arm tightened, her face became placid yet underneath it was a bellicose scowl. 

"Anna, why don't you say– find Honeymaren and Ryder while I go back to greet Mr. Scherer privately? I need to explain and show some things to him." Her voice was steady, holding a confounding fluidity of strength. Her eyes azure blue yet held the same reflection of a wolf's golden gaze which caught sight of prey. 

Despite trusting her sister, Anna could not ignore her own urges to protect her. 

"I'm not leaving you with that man alone, not knowing what I know." She tried to match Elsa's tone but instead sounded riddled with anxiety. Elsa thought for a moment, she knew Anna wouldn't let her have the time she needed with him. 

"Is it... That you don't want me to hear what you say to him?" She couldn't help sounding a little hurt at the notion. 

Elsa faltered, shaking her head. "No! Not at all! Sweetheart-" she cooed, Anna leant her cheek into Elsa's palm she had cupped on her face. 

"I need him to think we are alone for this discussion and he is a very smart and allusive man. Suspicious." If Anna wanted to take part she would need a level of discretion that many would assume be easy to obtain in the forest but Elsa had seen how well Georg could read his environment, they'd be moving around as well so Anna would have to follow, it was a risk she couldn't take.

"I'll be introducing him to the other spirits and I need to study how he reacts. If we're alone I can safely assume his micro-aggressions will be genuine. He acts differently around people than when it's just him and I." 

Elsa began pacing, her mind whirring into many possible outcomes, some end results being undesirable. They still would need to depend on Georg for a good report back to Ruskland. 

Her sister wasn't exactly the most stealthy of people either, Anna wouldn't have been able to be close enough to hear but not be seen. How could she-

She rubbed away the prickly feeling spreading along her arms. It was a familiar sensation. 

Elsa halted, her eyes dilated as the bright smile she casted towards Anna slowly became a smirk. Closing her eyes she chuckled, arms crossed to call fondly. "Ryu? You can come out now." Anna tilted her head and began looking around. 

Elsa had no idea where the dragon would come from but was answered a minute later. Anna yelped when she looked to the left and saw Ryu swaying her arms by her sides. 

"Were you spying on us?" Anna asked, taking her hand down from her chest. Ryu shook her head no. She adjusted her hat which looked incredibly similar to Honeymaren's, she probably stole it from Ryder. 

Grinning Elsa took her hand and led her closer to Anna. "Ryu, could you do me a favor?" 

She shrugged. "Depends on what it is." Anna raised her brow when Elsa glanced at her.

"Do you think you could help Anna accompany Georg Scherer and I... Without him knowing you both were present?" Ryu now studied Anna closely enough to make her squirm under the scrutiny. 

"Yesu, I was going to anyways-" 

"I know you were." Elsa said, sounding both amused and exasperated. Anna's dubious scrunched face did not leave Elsa's calm resolved expression. 

She knew no one better at not being seen or heard than the dragon who spent her entire life watching humans closely enough to know some of their cultural practices and behaviors without detection.

Ryu's manner of movement reminded her of the cats that dwelt on the rooftops and in the shadowy alley ways juxtaposition to how loud and careless she could be in general. Everyday proving to Elsa how much of a walking contradiction she was. 

Ryu pulled her leg back while the other bent, keeping her balanced, her hands moved purposely as if she were mimicking Elsa's hands when she wielded her magic. 

Her accent thickened considerably when she spoke. 

"Anna I will teach you the art of ninjutsu-"

"Wha- what's Ninjutsu?" Anna began trying to copy the stance holding her arms out like a flapping bird for balance. Her leg couldn't stretch as far behind her as Ryu's nearly sending her toppling. 

Else watched with a hand gripping her chin, brows furrowed in confusion. 

Ryu expertly stood and pressed her fist into her palm bowing, Elsa was positive that she was just being overly theatrical. "It is the beautiful mixture of war and espionag-eh." 

Anna was beginning to become entranced at the thrilling idea, she loved learning anything new and again Anna copied bowing as well. "Wait, how is this going to help us?" 

"Do not question your senpai." Both Anna and Elsa blinked at her then looked at each other worriedly. 

It seemed Ryu had taken the inch Elsa gave and turned it into a thousand miles. 

"We have much to prepare for Kohai if you are to learn Ninjutsu- Forō shite kudasai!" They watched Ryu take off into the woods flipping over a log. 

"Umm- okay, I think that means I'm supposed to... Follow her?" A few steps in and Anna turned and waved at Elsa who waved back. 

"I'll see you later." Elsa said softly. 

Anna smirked over her shoulder. "No you won't." Elsa winced when Anna tripped over a root landing in some bushes. 

"I'm okay! I'm alright, supposed to look forward when you walk."

Anxiety began gripping Elsa's heart and stomach causing a terrible ache. She glanced at Gale over head when she blew down swirling next to her while she continued staring in the direction Ryu flipped and Anna tumbled in. 

"What have I done?" 


"Hello Honeymaren." The sanguine voice turned Honeymaren's head to see Tobias holding two goblets. Honeymaren grinned and took the offered cup speaking after a sip of the wine. "Tobias!" Her brows set downward when she questioned. "Aren't you supposed to be on holiday?" 

He released a long exhale and blinked slowly. "It was cut short by dragons, assassins, and scheming villains." 

She nodded as he joined her overlooking the party that began shortly after everyone settled. 

Elsa and Anna were who knows where, Ryu was probably stalking them, Kristoff had stowed away with Grand Pabbie and Bulda probably to speak with them about the mysterious weapon of nefarious magic, and Ryder was- well he seemed to be overtaking Lord Weselton who appeared engrossed with whatever they were talking about. 

Mostly she had been listening in to the lighthearted bickering between Mattias and Yelena. 

Tobias apparently didn't know what to say next, they had only spoken a handful of times in the past but from what she could tell he was a sensitive soul, empathetic to most. 

"Well I hope you enjoyed it while it lasted. The royals do keep us on our toes don't they?" She glanced at him to see his quiet laugh. 

"Yes they do, we'll be gray by the time we reach our thirties I presume." He then retreated into his mind for a few minutes occasionally looking at the side of her face. A small noise sounding like the beginning of a word was stopped then he spoke again. 

"Would you care to take a walk with me, enjoy the forest for what it is?" In his eyes Honeymaren observed a specific type of fondness swirling in them. Oh boy that's not good.

She wouldn't assume though, and hoped the fondness was for nothing but her character, his outstretched arm offered to her implied something else entirely. 

"Sure! Just let me grab my brother." Tobias graciously bowed his head, lowering his arm, keeping his face and eyes pleasant. Guilt tried squeezing into Honeymaren's heart, but she sealed the cracks. She liked who she liked and wasn't willing to compromise on that. 


"Ah Miss Yelena-" Georg Scherer bowed in a manner which made Yelena unabashedly roll her eyes. "A pleasure to see you again." 

"I wish I could share the same sentiment Mr. Scherer." There was no use in hiding it, yes they were not formally in a conflict, they both were on opposite ends of a subjective spectrum of beliefs and principles, and had nothing in common. Scherer remained polite as he could be despite this. 

"Your people are a wonder I must say, frozen in time, connected to the magic of these lands." 

"I know our history." She replied curtly without sparing a look in his direction. 

"Well I compliment you on how quickly you are all adjusting to joining us in the real world." Now she faced him. 

"I do not accept your compliments for I do not believe that they are truly complimentary but instead you use it as nothing more than a lubricant to slither your way in any crevice you can spot with your nose." His mustache twitched upward. 

"Listen to me and listen well I do not repeat myself, and I know you are not deaf given how much you love to hear yourself talk, if you bring any harm to my people- Elsa and Anna included- or these lands I will ensure that you believe that your God has forsaken you, from when you cry out for mercy and he does not answer." 


When Elsa happened upon Georg and Yelena her hurried footsteps hesitated at the stare down that they were initiated in. The air around them tight, constricting any who passed or approached. 

Elsa coughed into her fist gaining their attention. She forced a smile and nodded to Yelena. 

"I'll let you two be." She stated, leaving slowly. Scherer looked after her and grunted. 

Elsa had no desire to be left in the man's presence not by fear of any potential lethal intentions towards her but the emotional fatigue he caused. The situation and company was much more favorable if the less hostile composure he once held himself in was any tell. This slighted an offensive nerve deep within Elsa but it mattered not. His underestimating of her would soon be his downfall that she was certain of. 

Clearing her throat again Elsa spoke. "Mr. Scherer-'' no Pleasant to see again, or hope you're faring well. flowery words and greetings would be no use. They both knew they'd be a lie and just noise getting in the way of what really mattered. 

"Ah Lady Elsa not accompanied by your dragon companion I see." The word became nasty and implicative when he said it and Elsa would make certain to hopefully never hear him say it again. So he decided to snoop around Arendelle and after reaping no fruit debased his ears with lowly gossip and rumors. 

Elsa held her chin high and voice confident. "She's a bit busy, I'm afraid entertaining, guests for the party." He gave a noncommittal grunt as if he couldn't believe a beast capable of possessing such gifts as hospitality and manners.

"A shame if I had known a simple maid was a creature of myth I would have dissected her more thoroughly." 

Elsa took a calming breath keeping her goal in the forefront of her thoughts instead of wrath. "I do believe I promised you a meeting with the other spirits of the forest did I not?" He followed her unspoken invitation to a forest trail. 

The petty side of of Elsa wanted to take- a high social man of Scherer's stature- through what some considered the rough patch of the woods but this opportunity was too important for such a spiteful ruse- Elsa watched his beady eyes silently scoff at the beautiful nature that surrounded them and hid back a sneer- as tempting as it was. 

First stop on the tour was a stream Nokk frequented which trickled banks along almost the entirety of the forests connecting to other channels of water serving as his own personal highway. 

Georg had seen the watery steed before but never in his own element. Once his anamorphic change was complete he paid no heed to the man greeting Elsa as tenderly as he always did.

"This as you know is Nokk, he's as brave and noble as he is stubborn and surefooted." The horse had no qualms with that description, snorting in agreement. He held his head high and proud. As they spoke on about the science behind his existence Scherer transparently shocked that Elsa had no answers and appeared content with that. Even with Gale and Bruni, the answer was just simply magic and it almost felt disrespectful to pick apart the matter's intricacies, as if one was doing a disservice to the immaculate that was their existence. 

"Mr. Scherer? Do you question the lord's existence? How he came to be? How he conjured the ability to create life itself?" The man shook his head no slowly. 

"Then why question us? We simply are like this because he made us to be. If I wasn't meant to have my powers-" Elsa crafted a small flurry to add effect to her words. "Then I wouldn't, my parents performed no acts of sin when conceiving me, no rituals or spells. They had union in holy matrimony in the eyes of the church. So I was born just as I should be." The notion that Elsa had been ordained by gods to have such power did not taste well with her but she had to relate to the man in some way and if she had to feign the idea of such implications then so be it. 

"I had no idea that you had any standing with faith Lady Elsa." He challenged. Elsa shrugged then bent low to tend to a sapling which was struggling to sit upright from being trampled by an animal. 

"I don't, but I've been and have been continuously challenged in what I thought possible and impossible so who am I- a person who has seen magic trolls, water horses, winds with personality and character, and talking snowmen- what right do I have to tell someone their faith in any God is false?" 

Georg Scherer watched Elsa gently stroke the budding plant with the consideration and love some parents even lack for their own children.

He remained silent searching for an answer while she waited for one thus draping them in silence. 


"How is this supposed to-AH! He-help me be more stealthy!" Anna's arms flayed to and fro as she desperately tried to grasp at the air and balance on the wood Ryu sent her adrift on in a small water reservoir.

Ryu closed her eyes, grinning. "Ah the answer is simple, stealth is not a single action but a group of many actions and balance is one of them no?" Anna in her panic did not see the dragon sink down into water swiftly approaching. 

Anna barked out a laugh of triumph when she found balance finally. Her head snapped up to where Ryu sat on the bank or more so where she once sat but was now missing. 

"Ryu?" Anna called looking around. She yelped when a sudden tremor sent the drift wood back into wobbling. A reflection beneath the water's surface told her where the dragon had gone. That little imp! 

"Ryu! This is cheating!" Ryu surfaced still bumping against the wood. "Adapt! Overcome!" She cheered until Anna fell into the water with a splash and cry. 

Ryu stopped treading to laugh at the now soaked queen who floated to the top. Her face was not amused until she heard the laughter and thought about how she must have looked flopping all over to keep afloat and finally joined in with her own giggles. 

After a few...lessons Anna learned pretty much nothing about the art of ninjutsu as Ryu called it but she could at least crouch and walk at the same time without tripping.

"Now we just have to find Elsa-" Anna mused, wringing out her hair. Ryu, lifting her nose, sniffed thrice then moved ahead somewhat. "She went that way." Anna's eyes followed Ryu's pointed finger towards the streams. 

"You know I used to think it was a bit strange you can do that, but it's actually kinda cool." Anna said joining Ryu's side. 

"Oh?" The dragon seemed genuinely shocked by this as they began the pursuit. "Yea I mean what are you even smelling for?" She shrugged. 

"Erusa." It almost made Anna feel stupid for asking had Ryu's tone held any teasing or ill intent but it hadn't so she continued. 

"Well yeah obviously but I mean what does that mean? What do you pick up?" 

"You mean what does she smell like?" Anna considered this. She did know what Elsa smelt like, memorized it even. She recalled all the times as a child and even a young adult when she would catch an article left behind be it a pillow or glove, or blanket that once belonged to her sister and how she would inhale its air gluttonously while crying. She'd cling to the object until Elsa's smell faded, replaced with her own. With Ryu however it seemed the scents she picked up from Elsa as she described them were much, much more intimate. An invasion of privacy if one were silly enough to take assault from it, but Elsa knew Ryu had been tracking her now and in the past from how adept the dragon was at it and was fine with it. 

So Anna shook away the thought and followed her until Ryu began slinking lower and lower to the earth, she mimicked as best she could but Ryu proved to be more quick and fluid in her motions pausing a step at random, freezing like a sculpture in positions that looked completely uncomfortable. She moved as if she weren't in a more human-like body on her hands and bare feet. 

The only thing moving on her were her scales which twitched every now and then. If Anna didn't know any better she'd say the two of them were hunting Elsa and Scherer. The latter, she wouldn't mind, if Ryu decided to pounce on the man and do with him as she wished. 

Anna snapped from her surprisingly morbid train of thought when she heard Elsa speak about religion and ducked out of sight. She tried to steady her breathing and focus on the words being said. 

Her hands supporting her crouched body shaking from exertion, she looked right to see Ryu still as a rock, miosis irises glued to Scherer's back past the bushes which concealed them. 

For an hour they successfully trailed the two needing less caution when the rock trolls came lumbering by and Anna felt very proud of herself. 

"Elsa you are an amazing individual to say the least-" Why did Anna feel as if a but was coming on? And since when were they on a first name basis? 

"I sense a 'but' is to follow Mr. Scherer." Elsa did not turn to him, instead keeping an eye on the trolls clearing away debris which were forming a dam down in a ravine. 

"Ever perceptive. Do you believe that anyone is capable of change?" Elsa sighed now staring at the horizon's setting sun. 

"Yes I do, anyone is capable of changing, if they will change or wish to is an entirely different matter." 

"I sense altruism in your statement, so if someone is capable of changing for the better, why should it be any different for a person to change for the worst?" Anna watched her sister's shoulders tighten and arms cup their neighbor's elbow. 

"If I am following your insinuation correctly you are alluding to that even if you believe me to want to bring only good and peace as well as the other spirits there is still the worry that that may change in the future." 

"Correct. Now it is not a matter of whether you will, the possibility of that you could is still a... Threat." 

Elsa's voice became more disheartened at this. "It's a lot to ask of someone.

"Indeed it is." 

Anna did not like where the conversation had led them. She could understand both perspectives, she knew her sister would never intentionally bring harm to even her enemies but no one else who did not know Elsa truly could be assured of this. It made her pity those that feared her sister, living with worry of their safety and she couldn't blame them. She learned harshly the pitfalls of trusting too easily and swiftly. 

Yet she still could not just let Scherer tarnish her sister's or the other spirits' name just from a fear especially since he did not have the assuredness she did. 

Anna finalized a plan that had been brewing in her mind for the past two days. 


Ryu watched Mattias, Tobias, and Halima bid goodbye to Northuldra and the royals with Scherer in tow. The conversation was still buzzing in her mind as she kept her eyes trained on the back of him. When she finally looked away and noticed Anna had been doing the same as well, she was clutching Elsa's hand tightly. 

Even Thomas knew not to overstep the queen and try to garner Elsa's attention for himself so he clapped joyously and clasped Ryder around the shoulder. "With the old stiffies now gone perhaps you can show me how you party in properly in the Northuldran way eh?" 

"Uuuh-" Ryder opened his mouth when Honeymaren stepped in, already delegating orders to the crowd and her brother. 

"Ryder, why don't you show Lord Weselton where we keep the mule wine while everyone else gets the food and music started?" 

"Oh yea um sir? My lord?" Thomas waved away Ryder's stammer, not removing his hand. "No no, titles here just call me Thomas my good man!" 

The gregarious Lord led Ryder away into the crowd. 

Elsa, now surrounded by Anna, Kristoff, the trolls, and Olaf, eyed with a hard stare Honeymaren, Yelena, and Ryu to follow them into a large goahti. 

"Kristoff I know it doesn't sit well with you-"

"Sit well with me, I can point out at least three issues with this idea Anna. One: If Arendelle's crown is going to make a formal statement in person to the Ruskland empire wouldn't it be odd that the queen is without her consort? Two: as far as we know now Julien came aboard a Ruskland embassy ship which makes Ruskland enemy territory and three: this doesn't sit well with me in fact this doesn't even stand or have any good position with me." 

Despite his even tone Kristoff was incredibly disturbed by the idea of Anna going back to Ruskland with Scherer and this would not be an easy thing to sway him on. "Kristoff's right Anna we'll be safer if we go as a group." Elsa added squeezing her shoulder.

"I second or third? the notion the more backup we have the better." Honeymaren twirled her staff easily. 

"Hai!" Ryu bowed her head which drew all eyes towards her with scrupulous expressions of doubt. 

"Hey-" Anna greeted, waving her fingers. "You're not coming." Ryu's face fell, after all they had been through together what with her throwing Anna in the water and tossing her from the tree branch... She- well Ryu thought they had a connective understanding! 

"I am." 

"You're not." Kristoff voiced, shaking his head. 

"I am." Ryu shrugged.

"No." It was Honeymaren's turn to protest. 

"But yes." 

"Ryu, it's probably best that you don't come-'' Elsa cringed at her betrayed face. "Those in Ruskland aren't as accustomed to..." She thought of careful words. "To well people like us there and if word of a dragon in Ruskland got out then it could travel to those hunting you and put you in even more danger." Ryu sighed and pouted. She'd never get any leeway at this rate. It was when her expression morphed to a wry smile that her friends became more and more concerned.

"What?" 

"Oh nothing..." She trailed off haughtily. "Just eh everyone has a choice they're free to make in life, you can choose to not let me come and then I have freedom to choose to follow you very easily without your knowing of my location or you can let me come on your own turns." Anna's jaw clenched so tightly it could be seen in her temple while Elsa rubbed her nose's bridge. 

Ryu was able to ignore the side eye glares, feeling quite pleased and smug with herself giving Anna her focus when she was able to speak again. 

"Are you threatening us?" 

"If you consider my presence a threat then yes."

Anna groaned then mumbled. "A threat to sanity yes but if you're going to come we have rules for you to follow."

"I wouldn't suspect anything less." 

Taking a calming breath Anna grounded herself. "Let's think about tomorrow tomorrow and let's think about tonight tonight. "

"Anna, are you sure that's how it goes?" 

"Yes!" Was Ryu's new favorite thing to question what Anna said? Because evidence suggested yes. 

She tapped her chin."I thought it was 'think about tomorrow next week."

"No cause then that would be thinking about last week when we're in next week."

"So the saying is 'be reminiscing of the past?"

"No! It's 'worry about tomorrow tomorrow." 

"But then it wouldn't be tomorrow when tomorrow happens it would today." 

Kristoff had already begun tuning out the conversation as Honeymaren left the tent. 

"So think about yesterday yesterday and think about today today?"

"It would be impossible to think about yesterday yesterday since it already happened."

"But technically it is possible if we think about today today cause then tomorrow it'll be thinking about tomorrow's yesterday today or actually yesterday if we're in tomorrow."

A foreign voice caused them all to jump, seeing a Thomas who seemingly appeared out of nowhere. 

"In this context-" 

"Has he been there the whole time?" Elsa whispered. 

"No, we just came in." Says Ryder. 

"I think I do believe the verbiage is circumstantial entirely. Elsa, am I using that word correctly, circumstantial?"

"Mm no." Elsa replied casually leaving the tent as well with Ryu by her side. 

She'd leave the gathering early to set up her house to entertain Anna, and Kristoff, the non verbal consensus being they'd stay the night. 

The only problem was that if they stayed in the guest room where would Ryu sleep? 

Ryu watched her pontificate the question. Elsa was certain the dragon wouldn't mind frequenting some other place afterall she did sleep in the woods but it felt rude to banish her from the cozy comforts of bed to house her sister and brother-in-law. 

Would it be inappropriate for them to share a room Elsa was sure she could make a cot for herself to sleep on. 

Clearing her throat she finally turned to Ryu who gave her attention. "Well um Ryu?" 

The dragon blinked at her. "Would you mind resting in my bed while Anna and Kristoff stayed in the guest room?"

"Would you mind me resting in your bed, Erusa?" That was entirely unfair to do and warmed Elsa's cheeks and neck. She shook her head entering her bedroom and set to creating a cot. 

"Erusa?" Elsa turned to Ryu who was seated upon the edge of the bed gingerly. Ryu's brows scrunched sympathetically. "We have slept near each other before and I don't think a cot would be good for your back. I don't mind sharing the space with you but if it makes you more easy I can uh lay on the cot." She nodded towards the one Elsa had set up, smiling softly. 

Elsa hadn't meant for the "I don't mind sharing with you." To come out as breathlessly as it had but it did barely pass as a whisper. Ryu nodded and watched her retreat into the washroom. Her bosom rose quickly with each breath which hammered away. What was this reaction? Elsa asked herself. Entirely ridiculous is what it was. She had slept near Ryu before sharing her bed was no different than the times Ryu had fallen asleep with her head of muzzle resting upon Elsa's lap in the gardens and forest. 

As Elsa changed and freshened up a part of her wished to find Ryu as a dragon curled up on her bed but instead she walked in to Ryu lacing up a nightshirt still seated on the mattress. 

Swallowing Elsa signaled to the door when she heard Sven's sleigh in the yard. 

Anna wondered why she barely spoke as Elsa put Olaf to bed and bid goodnight to her and the trolls. 

Elsa was in her head tonight and there she'd stay. She lingered outside her door and almost knocked when she opened it. Her face felt as if it was burning in spite of her efforts to cool it down at the sight of Ryu leaning against the headboard atop of the sheets. She smiled sweetly at Elsa who bit her lip attempting to grin back. 

Elsa stood at the edge of the bed, the only other person she had climbed into bed with were her parents, Anna, Honeymaren and Olaf. For some reason this felt... Different. 

Pulling back the sheets Elsa climbed into her bed and sat back twiddling her thumbs. She could feel Ryu's eyes on her intently. 

"How was the- the ninjutsu training?" 

"Anna learned nothing... But I got to throw her into a pond." This drew a chuckle from Elsa easing some of the tension. She glanced at Ryu's legs and tugged at the blanket. "I know you probably don't have to but you can get under it you know." Ryu got up as Elsa peeled back the corner letting her crawl into the space. 

Once settled Ryu grabbed her fauna book and began reading, so Elsa copied the action and started her own venture into literature. Eventually things became much more comfortable and Elsa found the small noises be it a sniffle or shuffle from the dragon to be a comfort. Usually at this hour she'd be here alone but now... Her eyes flicked to the side at Ryu who seemed very content... The silence was a comfort instead of being a result of one lacking company. Even the page turns were nice. Elsa valued her alone time greatly but this, just existing together was something she could get used to and enjoy. 

They stayed like this naturally drifting closer and closer till they were just merely inches away from not touching for about two hours when Elsa yawned. "You can dose the light if you'd like." Ryu commented, appearing to not stop her reading. So Elsa did and still Ryu kept on reading as the spirit laid on her side clutching Sir Jorgenbjorgen to her chest. "That must be handy." Said Elsa. 

Ryu lifted her head, Elsa couldn't see her expression but heard the smile in her voice. "It is. Oyasumi Erusa." Giggling when Elsa's sleepily replied. 

"Oyasumi Erusa." 

Notes:

Oyasumi Erusa means goodnight Elsa

Next chapter will have swashbuckling fun ;)

Chapter 23

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

She looked rather dashing if Ryu said so herself... And she did. After giving one last twist in the mirror, turning, hands akimbo she looked to Bruni perched on a chest. "Well what ya think?" Tilting his head, eyes squinted in appraisal he licked his eyeball. 

Snapping her fingers Ryu nodded in silent agreement and scooted him off the chest containing spare clothes and cloths. "Ah-ha!" She lifted a black garment and set to work manipulating it to take the shape of her desire. Sure this excursion's purposes were very perilous in nature but that didn't mean it also couldn't be fun. 


The last provisions and luggage were loaded onto the Royal full rigged ship Fredriksværn Jernbre, the pride and joy of the Royal non combative naval Fleet of Arendelle. The ship was a namesake for Elsa and Anna's Great-great grandfather Fredrick Árnadalr. The large vessel brandished green wood with gold gilding along the sides. The prow's nautical figurehead was a beautifully carved Eagle. 

Elsa had only traveled upon it thrice, the first trip to the kingdom of Corona was one of frequent snow storms of anxiety from sea travel both Anna and Elsa possessed, the last ones went by much smoother with the help of Nokk aid's. Elsa had finally conquered her fear of oceans, the bitter wounds had turned to dull scars. Fear would not rule her life any longer. 

The ship's Captain, a long weathered naval officer and well respected in Arendelle's navy, had earned every single medal his green and black pressed uniform adorned. 

"Ah Lady Elsa, I must say it is an honor to be accompanying you, please if you need anything-" his large calloused hands gestured to the entirety of the ship. "Do not hesitate to ask." Elsa knew the proper thing to do was to offer her hand to him if he so asked for it and she would have, possessing nothing but high regard for him and his services. Her esteem for him increased tenfold when he made no request instead allowing her to walk beside him along the dock. 

"A small bird told me that we will be having an... Unexpected guest joining us- she was very eager this morning to board-" his goading tone made Elsa withhold a wince knowing exactly who he was referring to. 

"Yes that is correct, Captain Saunes but rest assured she will be on her best behavior and prove to be no detriment to your crew or Fredriksværn Jernbre and I will take full responsibility for all her actions." This must have satisfied him enough to turn his attention to Anna and Kristoff bowing deeply, paying the Royal couple the proper reverence. 

Anna of course was the most casual of the group in greeting with a beaming smile. "Hello Captain Saunes-" her attention was immediately taken by the ship and its crew who moved with such precision and fluidity of cogs in a clock, she whistled in veneration. 

Kristoff too nodded, holding his large knapsack carrying everything he'd need over his shoulder. "It's big." The simple statement earned a nudge from Anna. "She's more than big she's - she's-"

"Big." Honeymaren finished for her, jogging up the dock to join them except her tone fluctuated at the sight, she had never seen a ship like this before in her life let alone travel upon one. Her eyes bounced from the large beautiful sails rolled up doned in purple and green with the golden crocus taking centerfold. 

Elsa and the captain shared a chuckle at her gawking. 

"So where is Ryu?" 

The question broke Elsa from her observations of Honeymaren's reaction to a frown. She turned to the captain. "Didn't you say she was already on board?" 

His eyes looked past her shoulder with an unreadable expression. 

"I wouldn't quite say 'On board' any longer." This perplexed Elsa further as she tilted her head at him. 

"What do you mean by th-" before she could finish her question she felt a force grip her waist tightly speeding up into the air. Her scream stopped short when she realized she was swept up in the arm of Ryu with the other gripping a long rope attached to who knew what swinging them away from the deck as her friends and captain stared at where she once stood before she was snatched off her feet. 

Time slowing seemed impossible till then for Elsa, as she stared up at her dragon clad in a billowy blouse barely laced at her clavicle covered by a black leather vest- Where did she steal those clothes from!- looking nothing short of the swashbuckler pirates Anna would read to Elsa enthusiastically at bedtime when they were children. 

Her hair slit back from the forces of the wind as she twisted left to angle the velocity at which they traveled, for the first time Elsa noticed how lithe and strong the Dragon's human body was. When they landed on a deck without any haphazard crashes Elsa released her fingers from clinging to the dragon's vest with a deep flush, Ryu's hand hadn't removed itself from the small of her back until she was certain Elsa was planted firmly on her legs. 

Ryu smiled brightly, still hanging onto the rope. 

"I see you um-" Elsa waved to her outfit's boots and brown riding trousers. She definitely stole those. "Are excited for this aren't you?" She ended in a breathless giggle. 

"Are ya kidding this is the first time I've ever been on a ship and not shackled!" That was something Elsa would definitely inquire about later. "I deem myself-" Ryu's hand placed theatrically upon her chest before reaching in her pockets pulling out two makeshift eye patches. She spoke in her best rendition of a stereotypical pirate accent. "Paul Periwinkle the blind eerr pirate." With both eye patches in place she outstretched her arms to stumble forward. 

Shaking her head Elsa looked between the stumbling dragon and her friends, gripping Ryu's shoulders she held her in place with a sheepish shrug. "It's Blind Paul Periwinkle the pirate?" 

Instead of the expected irritation at her antics Captain Saunes bellowed a laugh. "We usually lock pirates up in the brig."

Honeymaren shook her head grasping Ryu's shoulders. "Oh that won't be necessary unless she decides to set fire to anything."

Finally Kristoff asked the question they all had been pondering. "Why are you wearing two eye patches?"

"Because arg! I be blinded by my parrot who betrayed me and stole me treasure-" lifting one of the patches she narrowed her eye at him speaking in her usual voice as if it was obvious. "I mean- I- it's in the name." 

Anna folded her arms. "Book idea, called it."

Ryu nuzzled Elsa. "Come on Elsa be a pirate with me!" Elsa glanced down at her own very un-pirate attire of a blue blouse and white tights, her light cyan heeled boots. 

"Um-" she began awkwardly waiting for the group to disperse but the only one to leave to delegate the crew was the captain. 

"Yea Elsa, let's hear your best pirate voice." Anna devilishly goaded crossing her arms with a shit eating grin. 

Elsa felt like they were playing a game of charades except this time in public. She hugged herself and leant forward slightly. "I uh- I can't do impressions especially Gaelic or accents I uuhh-" taking one look at Ryu's pleading eyes growing in width was a mistake and entirely unfair. 

"Uh Argh should we-" What do pirates say? "What'da ya say should we take them out back?" Even Elsa had to break down in laughter at how she sounded, it probably couldn't even be considered an accent, more akin to a shady salesperson luring in a victim while drunk. 

All the same it made Ryu happy, and Anna cry with how hard she was laughing, Honeymaren was chuckling so hard the wheezes stayed locked in her throat.

"You be a funny lass, so I shall make thee me first mate."

"Well thank you." Elsa bowed her head graciously. 

"But don't you have to be captain to have a first mate?" Kristoff asked as they were led to the cabins. 

"Don't you have to be captain to be a first mate?" He whispered again to Anna who shrugged apathetically and trailed behind as Elsa looked over her shoulder and nodded, taking care that Ryu didn't notice the silent message sent between them. 

"Uh oh I forgot something up on the deck!" Anna declared urgently halfway on the steps. "Honeymaren, Kristoff can you guys help me with it? Kinda heavy." 

"Oh uh. Sure!" They followed her back up.

Perfect, Ryu seemed more so excited at the aspect of sea travel than curious as to what was going on. Her demeanor ebullient as she practically skipped beside Elsa down the ships short hall. 

"Well-" Elsa began standing in front of a wooden door, she grabbed the knob turning it. "This will be our home for the next two weeks and then another two weeks."

The cabin wasn't as extravagant as the one Anna and Kristoff would be occupying but luxury wasn't really a priority for Elsa. A nice desk with a lovely window above a sunbed, perfect for gazing out at the sunset over the ocean's horizon. A book shelf probably unused for quite some time, a door which led to a washroom..and a sizable bed. Ryu seemed pleased though if she wanted to stretch as a dragon she'd have to do so above on deck, and even Olaf was content sitting on the edge of the bed.

Wait a second-

Elsa did a double take. "Olaf!" She shut the door quickly. The snowman waved at her kicking his small stubby legs. 

"Hi Elsa! I didn't know we'd be bunk mates. The room is a little cramped though for three people so Ryu may have to sleep in there." He pointed to the washroom but Ryu shrugged. ''I don't mind."

Elsa rubbed her temples and began pacing. She wasn't going mad was she? Cause she distinctly remembered explaining albeit in a painful goodbye that the snowman and other spirits would have to stay behind. Sure they were welcomed and loved in Arendelle but if the assassination attempts were due to her magic that very well could make them targets as well. 

Nokk took the news the hardest but was far more understanding of the situation than Olaf which was very evident by the fact that he was right here in front of her ready for an adventure. 

She knelt in front of Olaf cradling his small sticks. Her voice, comforting yet remorseful. "Olaf, this is a very dangerous mission we're on. I explained to you this morning that while I would love for you to come, it's too dangerous and I couldn't bear anything happening to you." 

Olaf bowed his head in shame, mumbling apologies. 

Ryu watched, leaning on the desk with a somber expression. She almost regretted their exchange that morning after her heart to heart with Nokk. 


It was difficult waking so early but the fear of being left behind spurred Ryu to awaken. She still didn't beat Elsa to being an early riser. When she opened the door to her bedroom her sheets were neatly tucked and the room devoid of her presence so was the house.

Out the front door she found the spirits gathered around in what appeared like a solemn discussion. Elsa too was quiet when she noticed her and took shakey inhales before mounting Nokk. 

"Are you ready?" Her scratchy voice trembled.

"As I'll ever be." Ryu replied quietly, changing forms quickly. Elsa set the horse into a trot but Ryu lingered behind. Bruni was utterly depressed and didn't even acknowledge the dragon who approached him. Was Elsa really leaving him behind? 

If she was, Ryu knew it was only out of anxiety, probably for the little guy's safety. She regarded him very closely and nudged his side. The salamander still did not respond climbing up into the rafters of Elsa's roof.

Ryu's nomadic lifestyle had hardened her heart to good-byes, all of them being permanent through her travels. She had met benevolent creatures of all shapes and sizes, stayed with them for varying periods. Some tried to kill her at first yet still endeared themselves to her and some were crucial aspects as to why she lived to this day. Still even with this short period they would be away it hurt and she wasn't sure if she was synthesizing with Elsa's emotions at being separated for so long with those that she considered-no- those that were her family or what. To some bizarre reasoning she felt herself feeling more for Elsa with recondite emotions than she did herself and could not concur the truth behind it. 

Perhaps it was simple: she hated seeing the woman in any form of trepidation.

Perhaps that's why when Olaf cried icy tears sharing them with Elsa's, she waited for the woman to leave the courtyard and corresponded with him when she was out of sight. 

Directly influencing him to disobey Elsa was not difficult with the reasoning that there was much more to the snowman than many in his life believed. Deep down Ryu could sense a unique intelligence and wisdom in his jejune manner of going about things, Elsa knew this, Ryu had seen both her and Anna take his council without question and have success yet their fear of his safety sometimes superseded that. 

This quest they were on was both diplomatic and delicate and Ryu was recondite in all of those aspects as far as she knew. Perhaps the snowman could provide insight to things that were lost to others who over complicated matters. Afterall he was a combination of the love Elsa and Anna shared for one another and both were naturally perspicacious in different ways. 

"Olaf Elsa needs us, for different eh reason yesu but she needs us." Those words were enough to convince him to stowaway on board. Even if he was just for moral support Ryu sensed that he was needed and she, just like with Elsa, would protect him. 

The vow became solidified when Nokk tugged at her sleeve before boarding the ship. They locked eyes and for once Ryu understood the stallion. Her eyes bore into his with determination that burned within her chest. 

"I will protect her, with all that I am. No matter what Elsa will return to you safely." She'd have to add it to her many promises she made in her life, some broken some still in the process of being kept but Nokk believed her, she could tell he accepted and passed on his hopes to her and Ryu would freeze over hell before she broke trust they had developed in the quick intense exchange. 


How could Elsa send Olaf back when he needed her, and she needed him? They had already been through hell and high water together. Despite the debate within herself it was never to be undone or resolved. The shift beneath their feet signaled the ship's departure from the docks. What was done was done. Sighing tiredly she stood and faced Ryu with a confusion of what emotion to feel. 

Ryu met her stance that made their height difference vanish. 

"You will never say goodbye to any of them."  

Elsa squared her shoulders and kept their stares locked, enabling Ryu's ability to deny or look away, her muscles froze her body in place. Elsa's eyes were beautiful- sweet- yes but they possessed an ability of becoming dark, dangerous.

"We. All of us will never say goodbye." 

Ryu nodded understanding, yielding. 


As the crew busied themselves with setting the sails Queen Anna once again made an appearance as she entered the lower brig which smelt of burnt wood, gun powder, rats, and other things she wouldn't rather mention or think of. Despite being part of the Royal convoy the brig was rarely used on this ship until now. 

"Comfy?" Honeymaren stoically asked, feeling as much satisfaction as Anna and Kristoff did seeing Julien shackled and gagged. The man remained eerily calm as expected; it took quite a lot of goading and mental fatigue to get him going. He stubbornly refused to relieve his joints and body upon the wooden cot provided.

Anna took surveillance of the heavy military guard and patrol he was placed under. It wasn't so much the lack of protection for her traveling party but to keep a certain curious dragon out. She had already felt it risky to have Elsa in on the plan of bringing him back to Ruskland but Anna trusted Elsa despite Elsa's seeming lack of trust in her as of recent months but as queen she'd lead an example for her subjects, and even her older sister at times. 

She shared a small smile with Honeymaren, both women knew their rivalry for Elsa's affections at first may have been serious but now was a playful jest between them, as maturity set in, silliness of many matters took root as well. Besides, Honeymaren was as formidable as a Valkyrie with just her staff and spear alone. 

Returning to the upper deck the trio could see Ryu already getting more than comfortable with life at sea. The girl was all over the place climbing masts, using very tolerant sailors' and seamans' shoulders as jump boosts to get to higher places or as a platform.

At first Anna thought herself irate to dragon's antics but seeing the fledgling's wonderment and somewhat submissive- absolute incredulousness to her surroundings and those she shared it with Anna found herself beginning to grin in observation of her. She was still fearful of humans and obviously testing the boundaries of her freedom at sea. There was an innocent mischief in her actions and mannerisms that Anna recognized in both herself and Elsa. The behavior of an older individual who never had the chance to be a child during their years of youth. 

Even now at twenty-six Elsa would hide in trees dumping snowy tricks on the queen. Anna of course would rebuttal with her own antics and pranks. They played games and teased each in ways that many would deem immature for their age, but they couldn't bring themselves to care... Well except Elsa who still sometimes among certain audiences played the prim and proper mature sibling but Anna knew the truth that she was just as much of an awkward goofball as herself. 

Anna left Kristoff and Honeymaren to talk amongst themselves to join Ryu who was leaning severely far over the edge of the ship's railing looking at the waters with familiarity and fidgeting from the way her scales twitched and shivered rocking back and forth on her heels, she hardly even noticed Anna resting her elbows on the wood gazing at the waters sloshing lazily against the hull. 

She overheard Olaf? And Kristoff. 

"How did you even get on the ship, Sven wasn't allowed to come- did Elsa sneak you on?"

"Actually it was Ryu."

"Of course it was."

Anna shook her head, she'd deal with that whole situation later but now... 

"You know..." Anna began nonchalantly fiddling with her fingers. "Everyone aboard knows that you're dragon and when we arrive to Ruskland you won't be able to be you're true self-" she glanced at Ryu who stopped moving but still did not look at her. "I don't know- maybe it's best to get all of that...'dragon energy' out for the two weeks we're sailing so you won't be so-so antsy." 

Ryu still seemed dubious of the woman's intentions, so she kept looking to the water and back at Anna so quickly in a way that made Anna truly question how old she was. 

Closing her eyes to sigh was a mistake since she didn't have the awareness to prepare herself for the loud splash of salty bitter seawater which burned her eyes and puckered her mouth. She groaned, almost giving up on ever predicting what Ryu would do next. She definitely knew now that even without it being intentional Ryu was determined to torture her in some way or form. But when the burning was rubbed away Anna found herself transfixed on the submerged configuration of the gray dragon maneuvering under the water's surface swiftly on varying motions. 

There was a sense of unabashed freedom and wildness Anna wished for herself. To move freely in life is inhibited. Yes she had learned responsibility and how to control the compulsive nature that still roared within her. That same control kept her from leaping into the waters and joining Ryu in her gallant frolic. 


"Captain! Reporting that our passenger has flung overboard and a large creature is in pursuit." Captain Saunes looked to the worried Elsa who rushed to the side of the ship and sighed with relief. Taking her reaction to heart he patted the young and nervous sailor on the shoulder and assured him they'd be seeing a lot of that on their voyage. 

Elsa smiled at the captain and followed Ryu's fast swimming along the deck apologizing to anyone she'd bump into. Taking out her notebook she scribbled that when a swift evasive action was required the dragon's trident tail flukes and legs would tuck against the sides of her body for her to slither and move forward by means of lateral wavelike motions of the tail- like a crocodile- and for more broader and long range motions she'd spread her flukes out flat and moved in an up-and-down motion to accelerate similar to a whale. It was exhilarating seeing Ryu use different motions of animals Elsa had both read and seen in an aquatic environment. 

The minutes felt like seconds and the hour felt like minutes. Elsa was utterly bewitched. Sometimes Ryu would completely vanish underneath the depths which worried Elsa in case she'd be left behind but she was quickly assured when she'd seen a swarm of fish scurry to the surface to be flung into the air and seemingly played with by Ryu's tail and snout, above water they'd be burned, by purple pink flames just to be chewed and swallowed. 

Poor fish. 

These behaviors that Ryu repeated; diving, swimming, and entertaining the ships occupants with complicated acrobatics of breaching and flipping, soon were joined by a pod of dolphins who took the opportunity of the hunt deciding that Ryu proved to be more symbiotic than predatory. This made Elsa feel guilty as much as she felt elated. Ryu's communication with the dolphins seemed fluent, sometimes they'd butt heads but altogether the brief relationship formed benefited both. More and more dolphins appeared realizing that the strange creature following the boat meant food for their young and kin and was less of a threat. Their cries and flips awed all present in appreciation.

Elsa though, enjoying the show as much as anyone else present, was saddened by the what if pessimism that swarmed her brain. Had she been keeping Ryu from miraculous events such as these? Dragons, as Grand Pabbie told her, were a perfect equilibrium of nature to exist in peace and bring light, with symbiotic understanding in keeping balance and kinship with all living creatures. How far had humans' selfish destructive tendencies go to destroy such a egalitarianism and torture those left behind? For the first time ever Elsa felt a disdain towards humans she had never experienced before. It startled her so much she recoiled physically from seemingly nothing finally returning from her thoughts to the present show at hand. 


After four hours Ryu courteously returned to the ship and recoiled as if her nature and instincts were a blight upon those present but instead of rebuke she received praises upon her acrobatics and skill.

Some sailors even joked about bringing her along on fishing trips and more royal expeditions if not for her benefit but to simply be an enjoyable sight to see. 

She tried to hide her timid appreciation in a rigorous shake. Water flung from her scales not phasing the well seasoned men. Her scales rattled in a way that further pulled Elsa in though Ryu could not see the appreciation as simply an acceptable response, she refused the possibility, keeping her guard up to not frighten anyone. It made Elsa's curiosity grow.

Taking a few steps upon the deck she looked around, head low but no one seemed to exploit her acquiescent manners. This was odd and she craned her neck to look for any transgressors yet found none. 

For the first time since she arrived in Arendelle Ryu felt truly spent, sprawling on the deck in a corner. Her limbs splayed out on her side, as she panted. "Oh you're bleeding." And that was how Elsa found her looking perfect as usual in her icy garb and heels sounding like music as they clicked on the wood. Ryu watched the spirit waltz over as if her presence meant nothing, as she didn't know the effect she had on others. The nerve of her! in her blue tight blouse, little white cape and form fitting white trousers. Hair tied in a perfectly messy ponytail. Seriously, how could someone so natural look as if they were crafted purposely to allure the unexpected into a trap of heaven yet hone so much authority in a caring and giving manner? 

Ryu had known two aspects in life. One domineering in force and power and one yielding submissively without choice. Yet Elsa was both. How could that be? Her regal nature beguiled those to follow in assurance of safety, security, promising to care and guide yet soft and submissive to not force one; to instead protect and shield from the harshness of the world.

 She was utterly inveigling in her soft and firm touches. Ryu couldn't help but be clay molded into whatever Elsa wished her to be. It was as terrifying as conformity that settled in Ryu's body. To be told what to do- no not told- but bewitched, promising nothing but pleasant things ahead if she listened. 

Elsa's expression of awe quickly changed to that one she had when she found an injured animal or plant, honestly Ryu felt both insulted and flattered. 


She knelt in front of her tutting at Ryu grasping her muzzle, rubbing circles into it with her thumbs. "Your nose." She cooed remorsefully and flicked her wrist, summoning an ice cloth to gently dab and wipe away the blood. Ryu's eyes shut allowing Elsa to rake her own over all the features of the dragon. She grinned, noticing that even in this form Ryu had a light dusting of freckles which were fainter due to her coloration. Pretty soon the blood was long gone but still Elsa wiped and pressed, focusing intently on the feel and give of Ryu's face and head. 

There was no more bleeding coming from her nostrils, and thus no more reason for Elsa to keep tending to her but-

I need to examine where the injury came from in the first place! And maybe check her for more,Yes!

Placing the cloth down she brushed Ryu's soaked mane from her eyes which opened looking up at Elsa with more trust than she had ever seen from her. 

Elsa's heart bashed against her ribs, pulsing audibly in her ears. She felt an excitement thrumming through her at what she was about to suggest. 

"Those dolphins might have banged you up, so let's go to my cabin and I can check and get you all dry before you catch something." It was silly, obviously Ryu was resilient enough to not have to worry about growing ill from dampness, afterall she spent a good portion of her life at sea but-

Better safe than sorry. 

Nodding Elsa stood up and half turned till she realized Ryu had already begun morphing. Gasping, she worked quickly to dress the girl in a thin gown. Ryu didn't care or was prudish about nudity but Elsa would not allow her to go stark naked around the deck for the sailors to gawk at. 

They were a respectable crew, but everyone had their limits of piety. 

Ushering her away she gave Anna a notice of her plans but was in such a hurry she didn't catch the chary way Anna raised a brow at her retreating form. 

Entering the cabin Elsa shoulders slacked at Olaf's serendipitous absence but hadn't the slightest notion of why. Shaking the thought away she washed her hands and returned with a towel to find Ryu sitting with her legs crossed on the bed. 

She looked sleepy and yawned. Ryu must have been fatigued from how she still left small bits of her draconic features exposed, her ears weren't traded for the appendages which drooped down and more scales covered her skin than usual. 

Hesitation kept Elsa from climbing onto the bed for a few moments till she was gently rubbing and kneading the towel over Ryu. The only thing to be heard was her loud purr resonating in her chest. 

The air was warm and lanterns created the perfect atmosphere for the pair's tête-à-tête as Elsa tenderly encouraged Ryu to lay back against the pillows murmuring. "Let me take a look at you." The dragon was obliging and this only made Elsa giddy and scoot closer. 

"I want to make sure you're alright." Ryu nodded and dazedly watched as Elsa's hands hovered above her arm, signaling permission.

Elsa's fingers slid up and down her bicep tracing the scales, commiting how they felt to her memory. Her hands trembled as they traveled up to the shoulders. She was so warm. 

Her scales, soft and somewhat pliable.   

When her eyes closed Elsa became more bolden with her perusal. A greed was born inside her, a compulsion to know Ryu inside and out. Ideas circling in her mind for future endeavors they'd pursue, knowledge they'd discovered together. 

Finally.

The exploration made Elsa lose herself, she hadn't noticed how close her face was or how repetitive her caresses were. 

Ryu looked to be on the cusp of sleep, her contentment assuaged Elsa's arguments within that this was wrong, that she was taking advantage and her ulterior motives were not of pure intent. 

When Elsa reached her belly, running fingertips roused the dragon, her eyes opening. Elsa's head snapped up and her probing hands slowed. 

"Does this hurt?" She whispered slowly, removing herself. Ryu shook her head and grabbed her wrist pulling it back to her stomach, the cave in was less prominent and bruising was completely gone. The only tell of her previous injury was the lack of scales. 

"It feels nice-"she said in a hoarse voice. Her breathing quickened when Elsa continued and a noise that wasn't like her purrs uttered passed her parted lips. It was whining and needy. 

Elsa glanced at Ryu's eyes which were blown out, she had never seen them that way before and it was startling, especially when she sat up easing closer in proximity. 

"Erusa-" her breath wisped across Elsa's mouth. 

"Yes?" They both looked down at Ryu's hands, coaxing Elsa to proceed. 

"I like that." Elsa would have never guessed, with how Ryu hid her soft underbelly from everyone going as far as to hiss at offenders who tried to defile that boundary. 

And now- with her head resting against Elsa's shoulder, body leaning into her chest and hands guiding her wrist in different motions- now Elsa felt honored to have the privileged exclusivity. 

Elsa had never witnessed Ryu so relaxed, adding to the list of firsts for them. The only part of her not at complete ease were her hands which clung to Elsa's shirt as if to prevent escape. Elsa giggled silently at this, as if there would be any reason to escape. She promised to care for her Drage lyse and that's exactly what she'd plan on doing. 

Her dormant hand tickled along Ryu's spine and shoulders until she reached her nape giving the little fluffed up scales her signature scratch. 

This pleased Ryu even more, so she reciprocated Elsa's message, petting her torso and neck. 

She's so sweet and needy. Deep a pleasure grew in Elsa from being needed so much. 


Reason was gone, logic nowhere to be heard inside Ryu's mind, whatever it was Elsa was doing to her she prayed it didn't end. She couldn't explain it, didn't understand what was happening. All she could do was react in ways that should have been embarrassing but that didn't matter right now. 

Never had she felt so cherished, so cared for. As if she mattered, Elsa handled her as one would handle a delicate old tome, whose paper and seams would fall apart at the slightest carelessness. 

Her pressing body forced Elsa to lean more into the pillows with a chuckle. Was Elsa mocking her? Maybe, she didn't care, her only concern was touch and smell, specifically Elsa's touch and her amazing scent. Normally overwhelmingly sweet but now intoxicated Ryu like whiskey warming her stomach and her nose became a magnet attaching itself to Elsa's neck. 


The woman stiffened in her arms but did not cease her ministrations. "Ryu?" Her tone inquisitive and also confused. She was answered with Ryu's tongue, lathering the exposed shoulder. Elsa tasted of berries, and seasalt, ready- for what Ryu had no clue. It was pleasant nonetheless. 

This has to stop. 

Elsa could barely hear the still inner voice above her shuddering breaths, rolling her head to the side, it was the opposite of what she should have done, enticing Ryu to behave like this. 

It wasn't wrong, and was not selfish. 

This had to be the way of dragons, how they treated those they cared for and Elsa just so happened to enjoy it. This was their language and Elsa would speak said language and allow Ryu to bask in her instincts. She wasn't like the others and those who raised the dragon. Ryu could be herself entirely with Elsa without rebuke or shame. 

In over indulgence she pressed face to Ryu's hair inhaling while her dragon licked up her neck ending each swipe with a soft nip. 

What were they doing? Elsa battled against the notion, if somehow this was wrong, that nagging intuition that she was taking advantage still tried to worm its way in but was snuffed out by the warmth gathering in her lower abdomen. For a rare time in her life she felt hot all over and her skin flushed pleasantly. 

She had cuddled Ryu many times before, and they were friends, friends would cuddle. Dragons would cuddle their friends. She wasn't even touching her anywhere that was less than appropriate, Ryu enjoyed it and so did she. 

Elsa's eyes shut when the dragon's tongue was replaced with teeth, tenderly nipping at her jawline. Grand Pabbie had explained this behavior before, it was a form of grooming. 

Why was she doing it now though?

Elsa's eyes opened at the question. It was platonic of course, she didn't know how grooming could not be. 

They continued like this with the occasional whine or pule from Ryu when Elsa would stop, all signs of drowsiness gone. Eventually she allowed Elsa's hands to rest, took to curling around her tightly and grooming her wherever possible while Elsa would pet her at random now falling asleep herself. The only thing keeping her awake was the tingle she felt shiver up her toes and spine when Ryu's hot tongue dragged across her cold skin.

The peace was shot down by the thunderous knocking scaring Elsa senseless, she jerked upright. Ryu dug in her claws to her side growling dangerously. 

That was definitely an overreaction, especially since the person on the side of the door was a very concerned Anna. 

Her eyes raked across Elsa's flushed form and disheveled hair to Ryu who was glaring heatedly at her. 

"Is something wrong?" Elsa asked, only to be looked at like she was crazy. 

"Uh I should be the one asking you that?" Elsa's head titled. 

"What are you talking about?" Anna pointed to the window. 

How did Elsa not notice it was snowing... In July! 

Anna grasped her hand frowning. "I was worried that maybe... You were sick or something?" They both knew what type of sick Anna was referring to. 

"No I'm fine I was actually falling asleep- is it bad?" Elsa asked, cringing. 

"No, just a light snowfall, were ya dreaming?" 

"Not yet, hmm odd.." A musing Elsa glanced at Ryu while tapping her chin, the dragon still did not look blithe, borderline wrathful if Anna were to guess. Turning to Anna she smiled. "I'll be up to fix it in a minute." 

Anna casted one last dubious look at Ryu before retreating

Shutting the door Elsa pressed her forehead to it, breathing heavy. "Erusa?" Ryu's call was utterly pathetic and it plucked at Elsa's heartstrings. 

She sat at the edge of the bed. Trying to lighten the mood she bopped Ryu's nose. "I'm going to go fix the surprise snowfall. You rest up okay? I'll even bring you back something sweet." Ryu was not appeased. Rising up she fixed her gown and stormed out of the room slamming the door so hard it rattled the walls leaving Elsa perplexed and a little hurt. 

"What had gotten into her?" She asked aloud. 

On the upper deck Honeymaren also looked thrown off jogging up to Elsa. "Thanks for the snow, was getting pretty humid- What's up with Ryu?" Everyone seemed to appreciate it as well stretching in the cool weather, some of the men were busy laughing at Olaf telling surprisingly well and morbid jokes. 

Elsa looked around. "Why where is she? " It seemed all anyone had was questions and no answers. 

Honeymaren's hands flung upward."She just became a grumpy dragon and flew off, before though I asked her where she was going and she told me to tell you, don't bother waiting up for her, she'll be back later. And poof! She was gone." 

Elsa replayed all of what transpired in the past hour while absentmindedly ridding the skies of cold air and snowflakes. 

She examined Ryu, Ryu enjoyed it, they cuddled, Ryu groomed her almost to sleep then Anna came. Was she really getting huffy enough at the interruption that she'd storm off? 

Usually Elsa would just let her simmer and try to talk it out later if it were anyone else but Ryu- while being impulsive was exceptionally rational and level headed- so this was very much out of character for her. 

There was nothing Elsa could do now but convene with her family and wait for her to come back. 


This was a terrible idea. Flying over the vast ocean was reminiscent of living on the run in the past. Hunted down like prey. The moon reflected off the dark waters beneath casted in a quick shadow of Ryu's body. 

Baka, Baka, Baka! 

Ryu berated herself, the frustration she felt when Anna knocked for a completely innocent reason did not deserve the aggression Ryu directed at her, nor did Honeymaren or Elsa deserve such treatment either, and now to make matters worse Ryu's anger chose herself to be its next target. She'd swear she was a glutton for punishment. 

She was having such an amazing experience with Elsa discovering new things about herself and then of course she ruined it. But why? 

The lack of emotional control frightened her, the neediness and longing frightened her. Sure she always had a pull towards Elsa, she was her best friend but when the spirit did what she did it- it triggered something and what that was Ryu had no answer for. 

How would she explain this to Elsa and the others when she got back? Best thing to do was to just apologize and blame crankiness from lack of sleep and hope- pray even to whatever God existed- that Elsa wouldn't see past the redirection with her accurate intuition. 

Notes:

Next chapter hints: Demons, pirates, rum, and sea shanties oh my

Ryu's reaction is scientifically based but based off of what...

Baka means stupid or idiot in Japanese

Chapter 24

Notes:

Longest chapter in the series

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The flat was empty and completely devoid of noise, the occasional bang or rise of mindless chatter from those who were employed by the Manor would have to be tolerated.No, that wasn't what the bother was or the servants who tried to curry favor from the young, foreign, mysterious Lord and his correspondents. 

After witnessing the stares of Susanoo's glowering, cimmerian eyes when someone would enter the dusty, cold study, either finding him pouring over papers upon a desk or staring out the window, the locals' opinions of him changed. He wouldn't have it any other way. He hated their country and disdained those who called it home. 

The man had been in many undesirable locations, arriving in London he finally received missive from his mother, yet from the tone of her words bluntly shining light on her son's ineptitude in completing his mission she gave him what some would consider aid but both parties knew it was punishment of the harshest degree. He had been put to shame. 

So here he waited, in some desperate attempts he had his men continue the search discreetly for any evidence of their query's whereabouts.

That had been two weeks ago. 

A knock rasped against the door timidly. The irritation held his patience in a shakey hold stretching it like a rope that would snap as soon as any pressure was applied. 

The knock location was lower in height than any of the servants' statures would allude to. 

"Come in." The sound of his voice must have intimidated the visitor, it took fifteen seconds of hesitation before they finally opened the door to reveal themselves. 

Susanoo stood from the chair, the legs of it scraping loudly against the polished wooden floor. The steps he took were silent until he casted a shadow looking down at the dirty boy.

The ornate chest was either too heavy or he was terrified for some reason perhaps hearing the rumors and taking them to heart. His arms shook. Why had the staff entrusted this child with the package? Perhaps too busy or saw themselves above the work of being a carrier and saw it more fit for a child ignorant of its contents and how detrimental their choice had been. 

"Put it on the desk please." The boy nodded, rushing over to do as he was told, wanting the task to be done and over with. 

Susanoo half expected him to dash out of the room but he manners, enough decorum to back away and wait.

Turning from him he inspected it closely. His meticulous eyes absorbed every curve, every groove. He nearly missed the small four smudges on the locked lid. The way they smeared upward allowed him to concur that these markings did not come from transportation, they were small and faint of someone who was attempting to be careful. 

Sighing he rose slowly to full height. "You tried to open it." He stated, not needing to turn around to know the boy nodded, shutting his eyes tightly. 

This certainly changed things. 

In silence he began removing his suit jacket. The delivery boy watched him fold and drape it over one of the lounge chairs then fix the cuffs to his black button up. The suit was ill fitting despite being the correct size, more so it was an aspect of personal preference. 

Once again he was in front of the child looking down at him with considering eyes. If he met the lord's gaze he would have seen glimpses of compunction. 

The next words from his mouth changed the feeling of the room from cold and dusty to still as if all the natural occurrences, such as the clock, the ambient noises of the outside and the occasional creaking stopped. 

"I will have to kill you now. I apologize." 

The boy didn't suffer. He most likely didn't even register what was happening until the dagger was swiped across his throat, leaving a clean slit that only began bleeding when his head dropped down as if trying to see and his hands tried to touch the injury.

The thud of his body released the tension of the room. Susanoo exhaled, crouching he turned the corpse over and gently shut his eyes. It was always a shame that curiosity ended like this, it was a terrible trait when possessed by those with dull minds. 

As swiftly as the traveling party came, they left that night in carriages and on horseback. With the package secured they rode further into the country, off road, into the woods. 

Clutching the chest, Susanoo produced the key and listened as the latch released. Green illuminated the chest from the cracks of the box.

A nervousness crept up on his heart despite its hardness, vines trying to infiltrate a Stonehenge.

He relabeled the emotion as concern and well placed. What he was about unleash; wild, single minded, unpredictable. The essence of everything he hated but his mother deemed necessary to complete the hunt. 

The forest lay still, no sign of life except the heavy foliage occupying the space. Even the moon hid her face from the ritual about to take place, not wanting to donate any light to shine upon the abominations. 

There he was alone, his convoy instructed to wait till he was done. Kneeling down, Susanoo placed the small tomb down, made from wood carving in designs of kanji and mountains graven into the sides and top, black as ebony and still casting small shimmers of what was inside. 

He spoke words that had been taught to him as forbidden and dangerous in a hush whisper. The casing heard his prayer and opened temporarily blinding him in emerald luminescence till the inhibited magic settled to a soft glow. There lay on black silk amulets, carefully he picked up the first circular piece weighing it in his hands. He could feel the energy crackling beneath it waiting to be freed. 

A snake. Fangs sharp and mouth open, coiled in a pose to strike. A signal horn rested upon its snout. 

The next, a tiger with wide jaws and powerful, terrifying claws, body rippling, frozen muscles laid beneath. 

And lastly, one which confused him. 

The Phoenix wings spread open, flames dripping from its feathers, and talons spread wide. 

He didn't know if they represented anything, a message coded by his mother but if they did it was lost to him. 

With the jades clutched in his palms Susanoo stood unmoving. Once they were set upon the world there'd be no going back, no one to stop them until they completed what he failed to do. He thought the dragon had sealed its fate long ago on the temple steps, but this moment, he was the one giving it finality. The notion both thrilled him for the justice that would finally be fulfilled and rendered his body immobile. 

He hadn't felt doubt of his goals since their first encounter in Siam years prior. 

The jades were flung into the air giving off harsh low whistles as they flipped. 

The ground shook as the first landed, anthropomorphized in a large shaking animal followed by its siblings. Their roars filled the night as consciousness seeped in. The tormented spirits let their agony take hold then reigned it in. 

It was out of his hands now. They had their goal and orders embedded and would stop at nothing to fulfill them. 

The jade golem tiger roared, encircling Susanoo clearly taking charge. Voice loud like thunder, it decided he wasn't worth its time and chuffed at the other two. 

The snake hissed, snapping at its Phoenix sibling who took flight. It shouldn't have been able to fly being completely made of jade and yet there it was displacing leaves, and dirt with the turbulent winds its wings created while flapping then took off. 

The snake slithered at inhuman speeds after it but the tiger turned its head to regard Susanoo once last time. The unnatural gold light from its eyes haunted. It snarled a warning. One he understood. He would not intervene, he had no purpose now stolen by the Jade beasts. It took off leaping over the bush in a sprint to catch up with its pack. And with them all the light, and noise gone leaving behind a man who crumpled to the floor in a disgusting show of emotion, tears blurring his vision, his nails dug into the soil. 

He knew what the future held. He knew what was to come and worked almost his entire life to accomplish it. It left him empty, a hollow shell only filled with death, and ruthlessness he was not proud of. 

He knew. 

He knew that the power his mother wielded was not her own, was not meant for man, and had no hope it wouldn't be the end of them all. 


"So you took off growling and huffing because you were... Tired?" Kristoff repeated the explanation as if tasting the ridiculous nature of it on his tongue. 

Ryu ducked her head, folding her lips together, her eyes took in the faces of her friends who all seemed a little doubtful but accepted the explanation nonetheless. "Yesu and I'm sorry I just- I just haven't been that exhausted since I've been in Arendelle- well except when I almost died- but I wasn't tired I was dying." Ryu bowed stiffly to each of them. " I am sorry and apologize for my behavior." 

The first to speak up was Anna who ruffled Ryu's hair playfully. "Well we all had a feeling you were a brat to begin with so no harm done." Honeymaren scoffed and slapped her shoulder. "As if you aren't when you get hungry!" As they bickered Ryu smiled down gratefully at Olaf who hugged her leg and spoke in a soft voice. "We forgive you." 

Elsa didn't miss the small flinch when Anna touched Ryu's hair nor did she believe the explanation to be valid. It was simple and she knew Ryu. She was usually honest but it appeared she was practicing tact in the wrong way. She refused to allow the reason to be the truth, giving some benefit of the doubt it could have played a role in what transpired but there was something deeper in Ryu's emotional reaction and she'd get to the bottom of it. 

"Ahem!" Anna cleared her throat talking in a mockery of her most queenly tone she could muster. "As punishment for your behavior-" Ryu began wilting away, Anna stared her down then winked. "You owe me a ride in the sky." 

Ryu grinned up at her and nodded. "Hai!" The redhead wasn't expecting Ryu to grab her hand and pull her towards the starboard of the ship. "What! Now?" She gawked as she was dragged away half expecting Elsa to intervene. "Aren't you tired? Isn't that the whole reason why you stormed off in the first place?" The points and Ryu's actions seemed so counterproductive. The dragon perched easily on the ledge and looked back at Anna grinning. 

"Yea but-" she studied the sky, the stars and aurora shimmering high above them. "I was planning on staying out longer anyways, besides I don't sleep at night." She slowly rose, brow quivering with a worrying smirk, words oozing with coyness. "Your majesty eh- your chariot awaits." Diving off the ship, Anna braced herself, shaking out the nerves. 

When Ryu flew upward she leapt off grasping at anything she could on the dragon to not fall into the water. 

"Be careful!" Elsa's anxious calls yelled from the boat. Grunting Anna finally managed with some help from Ryu's muzzle and paws to straddle her back. It was evident from the indignant growls that Ryu hadn't expected Anna's insane leap onto her. 


Now able to take in the feeling of flying, the wind whipped her braid back when Ryu leveled out. Anna's mouth remained open as she could barely begin to comprehend the overwhelming beauty surrounding her. 

They weren't high up by any means that she could smell the salty sea and hear the waves churn beneath them. Ryu's brow furrowed at the woman's silence worried she wasn't as impressed as she thought she'd be. 

"Ryu-" Anna's voice was raw from all the emotions flooding her heart. Ryu's ear swiveled backward to hear what she'd say next. "I mean Elsa and Honeymaren told me about this but... They really failed in how remarkable this is-" a warm hand spread upon her flank. "You get all this. All the time. This is awesome!" Anna cheered, flailing her arms and legs in laughter. Craning her head up she closed her eyes allowing the winds to crash against her skin, the thin green jacket covering her blouse didn't provide nearly enough insulation to not be somewhat chilly but it was July and Anna frankly didn't care. She had never felt this way before. So free, as if any laws of the world below didn't apply to her. The sky was no longer the limit, a few tears escaped her eyes. She never in a thousand years thought she'd be able to see the world like this. It wasn't even so much a privilege as it seemed like an impossibility.

Sentimentality reminded her that every single individual in her life was spectacular in their own way- even Ryu- who yes was annoying and crazy- as she was enthralling and capable of rare and spectacular things with her existence alone. Her past was dark and full of terrible things Anna was sure yet she was like a paintbrush crafting any she encountered in beautiful colors and lights of the sky and universe. She was a gift that kept on giving. 

Her stomach adjusted to the speeds and she learned quickly to tighten her legs around Ryu's back to keep a good grasp. 

Looking back she could still see the dim lanterns on the ship that were growing smaller in distance. They were going fast but she had a feeling Ryu could go even faster!

"Hey?" Ryu mewled in answer, keeping them on course to go straight. "I have a feeling you're holding out on me here." Anna leaned down mischievously. "You're a dragon right? So fly like a dragon."

Looking back Ryu searched Anna's face for any doubt, Honeymaren and Elsa had been terrified of flying despite also finding its wonder. She found no fear or indecision. Just longing and anticipation in her teal eyes which reflected the Auroras hues. Gurgling, she turned forward and clenched determined to see just how much the queen could handle. 

Their speed increased dramatically, flinging Anna's torso back. "Whoa okay! Should have braced myself- my fault! My fault!" Anna reached a couple of times to clutch Ryu's mane. 

They rose in the air leaving the earth far below, still Anna showed no signs of being frightened in the sudden increase of pace delighted to find them among the northern lights. 

"Yes!" She cheered egging Ryu on to dip suddenly, building momentum in their movements. Anna repositioned herself, ducking lower and lifting her hips slightly as one would upon a galloping stallion. This allowed Ryu to move more freely with the lack of friction her body would create against the forces of the gale. 

Some ice and rock formations came into view, putting an idea in the dragon's mind. Her tridents tucked in as well as her wings soaring through the air like an arrow in between the ridges, she twisted upside down roaring along with Anna's continuous whoops and screams of delight weaving through the obstacles. 

She could feel Anna's body move in tandem with her own, the speed and velocity they flew at disturbed some of the resting birds who took off from the rocks along with them. 

Anna's stomach was left a few miles back, each time Ryu maneuvered closely to a rock she thought they'd painfully crash but every single close call was saved by a single inch. 

They weren't out of self induced danger yet, Anna knew the dragon was testing her limits and met the challenge head on. 

Out of the ridges Ryu's powerful wings propelled them up higher than Anna would have thought possible till the clouds could now be considered the ground. They didn't feel as Anna would have expected, more akin to mist than the fluffy pillows they looked like. She wondered what Ryu was planning but didn't have to wait long to find out. 

The dragon ceased her propulsion and went limp; they stilled in the air then descended in a life threatening free fall back to earth. 

Anna couldn't scream, adrenaline at all time high till she felt a calm wash over her once accustomed to falling. With eyes closed slowly her grasp on Ryu lessened till she drifted away from her. 

Letting go felt like salvation rather than damning herself to death. There was no way to control what was happening and for the first time in her life Anna felt at peace with that, all she could do was react and have faith in Ryu's reaction as well. 

It felt mad, but also comforting. There were two outcomes yet Anna knew in heart everything would be alright and she decided to trust her heart. It had led her astray in the past but now it was strong enough to lead her to what was right. 


The nosediving dragon tilted her head to see Anna no longer attached to her. Was this woman insane? Ryu's respect for Anna surpassed far beyond what she was expecting it to ever be. She was bold, brave, and trusted Ryu enough to save her from their plummet. 

Her safety was no issue, Ryu wouldn't have done this unless she was ensured Anna would come out in one piece. Anna didn't have this knowledge though and yet still took a chance. Ryu studied her calm, beautiful face. As if sensing this Anna opened her eyes tearing up from either the wind or emotion it was hard to tell. 

Anna had to be the bravest person Ryu had ever met, including herself. 

After watching the other Ryu wiggled her tail to gain speed and dipped underneath Anna spreading her wings as they closed in towards the water. Anna grunted from the impact, knocking herself into Ryu's back. 

Ryu's heart skipped when she felt her paw graze the water. Okay that was a little too close. 

Shaking her head Anna lifted on the dragon's back and smiled dazedly. 

They flew for a little while longer enjoying the views, no more tests or tricks Anna had shown she was more dragon than human. 

The juxtaposition of how lonely and vulnerable Ryu felt while flying alone, sharing this with someone else was therapeutic. She didn't feel like prey, or terrified for her life. She felt comradery and was certain this would be the closest she'd ever get to flying with her own kind. 

This was the best idea ever. 


"This isn't one of your best ideas I must admit." Elsa flicked her eyes to Kristoff in her vanity mirror seated on her bed. She buttoned up the gold on the white and blue military jacket she was wearing ensuring every aspect of the uniform was perfect. 

"I've had worse ones." She commented off-handedly, adjusting to the feeling of the saber wrapped around her waist. The uniform was a modified version of her father's. She'd concluded that the look would humanize her enough in Julien's eyes, showcasing her respect for order, laws, and the ways of ordinance. She was a spirit yes but still a part of humanity. Regarding herself in the mirror she swallowed harshly seeing traces of who she was, hair in the tight bun similar to the style she wore during her coronation-it no longer hurt to wear, that many had forgotten since she became the fifth spirit.

Elsa Agnarrsdotter Oldenburg Árnadalr. 

A name that meant so much, a trait humans and Dragons shared. Their names were who they were and held power and influence. 

Kristoff joined her resting a hand on her shoulder not caring if he wrinkled the perm press jacket. "You look great but are you sure you want to do this alone?" He had no problem with joining her, him or Honeymaren maybe both, but Elsa shook her head. She needed to speak with Julien alone, she needed the truth out him, if he truly hated her along with all those that followed. Most importantly she needed to know if she could change his mind about all this. 

Kristoff and Honeymaren would wait outside the door, refusing to compromise any further. Elsa grinned weakly at them as she entered the brig. 

With his gag removed by the military present, Elsa dismissed them fully expecting the hesitation they gave her but they wouldn't question their former queen, many of having seen what she was capable of. 

Staring the other down both not moving, Elsa allowed him to study her as she studied him. He was not a man of easy character, it showed in his scars, his hard face and dark eyes. 

Her anxieties began taking grip, there was no point in putting on a facade, he'd see right past it. So Elsa would be herself; all of herself. 

"Would you care for something to drink?" He titled his head back at her gesturing to the table where a tankard and pitcher rested. He wouldn't answer so Elsa poured it. Placing it between the bars within his reach. 

"Never been offered a beverage before during an interrogation." He chortled, suggesting there had been many of those in the past. Taking the drink, his shackles clanked against the ground. 

"This isn't an interrogation." Elsa replied, waiting for him as he downed the water. 

"No? Then why are you here then, Miss Agnarrsdotter? I'm sure you cannot say anything that hasn't been said already." The fact that he knew her maiden name was unsettling but not surprising, she was after all his target, he probably knew a great deal of her, all superficial facts, and rumors. 

"I'm here to converse with you, ask some questions? -" he barked a laugh. 

"An interrogation-" Elsa shook her head clasping her hands in front of her, resisting the compulsion to rub her fingers raw. 

"You don't have to answer them, I won't be using this information to further incriminate you, there'd be no point. I mean, I'm out here and you're in there." He chuckled at her pointing between the two of them, her words weren't malicious or smug just stating simple facts. 

"Very well then Madam. Please ask away." 

Elsa thought of her first question she had planned on what to say, she was going to ask why he wanted to kill her but she already knew. Fear and a sense of justice deeply rooted in him with an unshakable faith that was admirable. 

"Why did you leave Brazil?" Quickly the smile faded and amusement replaced by disquietude. 

"Why do you want to know that madame?" 

Elsa shrugged Innocently. "I've read about it, it seems like a beautiful place full of such a unique culture. What led you to come here?"

His lips pursed and throat bobbed as if he was swallowing down emotions, his eyes looked like Ryu's when they would discuss her past. His alluded pain became Elsa's for his sake. 

"I left because of the slave trades." Elsa had heard of such practices frequenting the Americas but she did not delve into the subject matter, not wanting to face its evil and hideous nature. 

"I had witnessed so many horrors. Men selling men and women, children. Herding them onto boats like cattle. Endenturing my town to help them carry out their bidding. My mama and sisters- i led them to safety but could not stay. Something in me burned like a fire to stop men from becoming powerful enough to hurt and kill. This led me to my faith and a man and his group promising to equalize the world. Telling me of a great threat that was born in a little Nordic nation called Arendelle. A woman so powerful she froze an entire country. So powerful she could create life, a goddess walking among us." 

Elsa held her breath, moving closer to the bars of his cell. 

"So we planned, gathered more like minded individuals, and finally struck." 

Elsa's tears did not faze him, he watched her covering her mouth and composing herself. What she did say though twisted his mind the likes of which he hadn't felt since he left home. 

"I'm so sorry." Now Elsa had finally realized the fear she instilled upon not just her own people but those around the world who had heard of her with her past mistakes and actions. 

"You have been through so much pain and torment and now you see yourself being punished for trying to do the right thing. And I could tell you that I'm not the enemy and would never hurt anyone intentionally ever again but those are just words and you've seen the horrors that people are capable of so of course you're frightened. I'm terrified as well." 

Standing he came as close to the bars as possible and she met him halfway. He held a remorse for her as she did him each for different reasons. Shaking his head he reached for her hands which she let him take and stroked them with care everyone on this ship probably did not think possible. Elsa twitched, wanting to pull away from his calloused grip, her fingers and hands being incredibly sensitive. "I am sorry Elsa, I can tell you did not want this, you cannot help what you are. Just like a jaguar kept as a cub which grows into a mighty beast and must be put down by their master." Elsa snatched her hands away. 

"I'm not a beast and I have no master. We'll find a way to fix this. We will. Without death or murder or any more terrible deeds! You cannot stop a forest fire with more fire! You cannot fight fire with fire cause then everyone burns!" Her raised voice brought in the guards and Kristoff. Honeymaren wrapped an arm around her seeing her distress and shot a glare at the man. 

Elsa allowed her to lead them out back onto the deck. "What happened in there?" She promised to tell them later and found Olaf who was watching the ocean. 

She sat on the bench he was occupying and stared at the horizon. The snowman stared at her till he decided to climb onto her lap to snuggle into her chest. 

Elsa wrapped her arms around him stroking his head. He was beautiful and full of love, her ice castle was beautiful, the joy and smiles her snow brought to children and adults alike was beautiful. She'd keep creating beautiful things and prove to everyone that power did not beget evil. Malic and destruction did. 

It was the same motivations that brought on the slaughter of dragons. Man projected their own wickedness onto those more powerful assuming they were like them when they weren't. 


"Come on you lazy reptile-what are you two doing?" Anna had been searching the ship high and low for Ryu to go on a flight, a routine they both had settled into for the past week and so happened to find the dragon mouth wide open with Elsa digging in her lower jaw with various swabs careful not to prick herself with any of the sharp fangs. 

Her eyes were comically large behind her spectacles, almost as large as the grin she had when she looked up at Anna from the stool she was seated upon. "Anna! Come here! This is amazing- you'll never believe what I discovered." She returned back to her work as Anna closed the door to their cabin. 

"Based on the things that have happened to us my suspension of belief is pretty far out there Elsie." She giggled while joining her sister in front of Ryu. Curiously she ran a fingertip along the thick and wicked looking fangs. 

"Nice." She mumbled appreciatively. Spittle squirted both their faces when Ryu tried to gurgle a thanks. Wiping it away from her lenses- Elsa was the least concerned of the mess, mildly surprising Anna since she was so fastidious of the two. Elsa's fingers pressed and stroked Ryu's large tongue fondly. It was official in Anna's mind, Elsa was obsessed spending most of her days studying and fussing over Ryu, she had already filled three books full of notes.

"Ryu has two pouches of scent glands resting on the left and right side of her oral mucosa- they seem to secrete different musks which then somehow travel between the scales of her lower jaw and neck." As Elsa went on her hands demonstrated the areas, grasping beneath Ryu's jaw and gently clasping what looked like pouches of skin. 

Anna blinked in stupefaction at her sister placing her hands near her nose taking a long inhale. 

"There's no consistency to the scents though so it must be hormonal or perhaps a means of communication-" she jotted down the last theory on paper, swiveling to the desk on her left side briefly. 

"Umm-" Elsa grabbed Anna's wrist placing them underneath Ryu's muzzle, releasing it she nodded for Anna to follow example and take a whiff. 

Reluctantly she did, casting her eyes from her fingers to Elsa's expectant ones. She knew what she was silent asking with her fidgeting. 

"I mean it's I don't know-" Anna took another smell trying to think of words to describe what she was experiencing. "Kinda, salty? Piquant, but somewhat pungent. Like cinnamon but if cinnamon was musty." 

Elsa nodded bouncing in her chair. "Exactly!" She tapped Ryu's muzzle, allowing her to close it. Elsa rubbed her nose along Ryu's and looked in her eyes humorously whispering. "What are you trying to tell us?" 

Ryu shrugged casually, not having an inclination either. 

"Well I'm glad you're having fun Els." She truly meant it. Yes it exasperated Kristoff and Honeymaren at times when Elsa would info load them with all that she had discovered but Anna had to admit it was kinda... amazing learning about a race that existed before she was even thought of. 

Elsa made a come hither motion with her fingers, the pair must have mastered silent communication cause Ryu knew exactly what to do. 

"So what was it you needed, sweetheart?" Elsa asked, not looking up from examining Ryu's webbed toes. 

"Huh? Oh I just was actually coming to steal Ryu from you for some flying, I'm a little bored to be honest-" Anna scratching the back of her head saw that Elsa wasn't too keen on her stealing Ryu. 

She adjusted her magnifying glasses before removing them. "You could always join us." Ryu yawned loudly. "After this I was going to read to Olaf while Ryu got some rest." Rising up Elsa tucked the large dragon into the bed with pillows and a blanket covering her. 

She's such a mother hen. 

Anna snorted. "She literally rests all day!" She could not take this anymore especially with Elsa jutting out her bottom lip and resting her head atop Ryu's. She petted her sadly. "Yes but she gets so sleepy." Ryu mewled nuzzling into her chest, but Anna caught that sly slip of a smirk on that overgrown gecko's smug mug

She watched on in horror. Wa-Was Elsa seriously using a baby voice to a dragon? 

"You could join us, Ryu likes the stories too."

"Elsa you can't even fit on the bed!" Anna was convinced that Elsa probably slept on the floor at this point. 

The comment was dismissed with a flimsy wave of her hands. "Yes I can don't be silly- umm-" she scanned around for a spot to sit, then seized the opportunity when Ryu lifted her arm for Elsa to scramble under. After some shuffling and scooting her large paw rested in Elsa's lap holding her like a living teddy bear. 

"Ahh see-" her hands drummed on Ryu. "Wanna join us?" 

"Where even would I-"

"Here." Elsa folded back a piece of blanket patting a spot that not even Olaf could fit on. 

It was midday in July! And she wasn't about to spend it squished beneath a live furnace. Sure Elsa could tolerate it but she controlled her own body temperature which assuredly was not fair by any means. 

Anna grimaced a fake smile and held up her hands. "No thanks, I'm gonna go play chess with Honeymaren.... For the fifth time today." 

Elsa shrugged. "Suit yourself, send Olaf down please. It's his turn to pick."

"Sure thing." Anna waved out the door, shaking her head mumbling about the pair and what a total sucker Ryu was turning her sister into. Olaf bounced passed her acclimated to the routine Elsa set for them. It was story time.


The deck was not so boring anymore, sailors rushed to and fro. The captain held a grim look that made him look even older yet fierce despite his graying streaks in short black hair. 

"What's going on captain?" Anna questioned joining him at the bow of the ship. 

"Here you are your majesty." Taking the offered telescope she followed his direction pointing it she spotted exactly what the issue was. 

A half rigged armored ship was sailing towards them and fast, the ship sported no distinguishing look or colors, except a black and gray flag. 

At first she was fearful that it could have been Julien's friends taking on pursuit to free him and try to harm Elsa but the Captain sighed tiredly turning away. 

"There is another ship flanking, they're planning on herding us into position to be boarded. Sea-Wolves."

That wasn't as bad as what Anna was anticipating. She had heard of the Sea-Wolves band a few times, they were nothing more than seafaring bullies taking advantage of whatever vessel they came across, wannabe pirates not letting go of the past. 

"I'll go get Elsa." She bemoaned, rushing down the stairs, on the fifth step she collided with a mass and tumbled downward landing on top of it in a heap. 

"Ouch, damnit- Elsa?" There lay her sister flat on her back, arms spread. Anna's stomach sank when she didn't respond. "Elsa!" She shook her enough to at least get a groan from her. 

"What's going on? What happened?" Ryu knelt by Elsa's head propping her up. 

She finally came too moaning in pain rubbing her head. "Ouchy" she complained in a groggy voice. "What happened, why? Just why?" Burying her face in her palms. "I didn't even do anything." Elsa whined. Anna spewed out a slew of apologies when Ryu noticed an ugly knot misplacing some blonde hair. Curiously she poked it. 

Elsa slapped her hand away. "No- no- no. No touchy, that hurts." She hissed. Ryu and Anna glanced at each other, Elsa was acting... Not like Elsa, maybe drunk Elsa but not normal Elsa. 

The realization of what was going on set in as they tried to assist her to stand on unbalanced legs. Ryu and Anna both uttering. 

"Fuck." 

"Kuso." 

Ryu became accusatory towards Anna. "Why'd you go on ahead and do that eh?" 

Anna guffawed. "I didn't mean to, I was rushing to get Elsa cause we're under attack or will be in about six minutes." 

Elsa pushed silencing fingers to both their lips, propped against the wall. "shh shh no more fighting between you two, I don't like it." She slid down slowly to the floor. 

"Hey, no falling asleep Els- you have to stay awake okay?" 

"I wasn't, I'm not sleepy just mm-" She stared off at nothing, mustering an answer while Ryu and Anna spoke. "I dunno." 

"What's attacking us?" 

Anna sucked her teeth. "Some dumb group of pirates that think they can bully people-" 

Ryu's eyes expanded, shimmering with glee. "Pirates!" She parroted, without saying anything she abandoned them in the hall to run into her cabin. Some rustling of things being thrown could be heard on the other side till Ryu bursted through the door in her pirate costume. 

"Arg! Where they be?" Anna rolled her eyes and grabbed Elsa. She was not dealing with her sister, not even making sense mumbling about who knew what- and Ryu's lunacy at the same time all while defending from an attack. 

"You take Elsa into your cabin and stay there, do not move, keep an eye on her and keep her safe." Ryu awed as Elsa's arm was wrapped around her shoulder. 

Lifting her head Elsa rubbed Ryu's nose smiling. "Hey cutie." She cooed. 

Anna shuddered, luckily the sight was interrupted by loud bellows from the upper deck. "Ryu, keep Elsa safe! Elsa?" 

"Yep!" 

Anna smiled, shaking her head. "Get better." Giving her arm a squeeze she casted one last glance back at them on the stairs. 

Elsa tugged at Ryu's arms towards their cabin nearly tripping, mushing her face into Ryu's cheeks. "I'm going to explore your mouth s'more. Come on you!" They fell through the door together like two drunken men stumbling out of a bar. 

"I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate." Anna chanted, jogging up the stairs. 


Ryu fumbled, getting Elsa onto the bed, waking Olaf in the process. "Sven? No, don't kill him." He exclaimed half asleep. 

Elsa giggled rolling on the covers, she grabbed the snowman and gave a sloppy kiss delighting him. 

Ryu smiled at them then crawled on her knees to the window pressing her palms against the glass. She could barely see anything except the mass waves caused by the two ships on either side of them. She whined, feeling restlessness overtake her body. 

She must have caught Elsa's attention, feeling her arms wrap around her midsection, ensuring there was no space between her back and Elsa's front. 

Her chin rested on Ryu's shoulder. "Whatcha looking at? What's wrong?" She asked, Ryu nearly yelped as her scales rattled. Elsa, uncoordinated, took to trailing her mouth on the nape of her neck. It was apparent she was attempting to mimic the grooming techniques Ryu had done to her. 

Speaking was the most difficult for some reason with Elsa's nuzzling and... She wasn't even licking the girl, instead just dragging her mouth along the little scales that coated her neck. 

Ryu had half a mind to toss the woman off her but it was endearing that Elsa was attempting to comfort her in her own language... Even if she was concussed. 

"Is Elsa trying to eat you?" Laughing at this Ryu saw Olaf waddling towards them on the sunbed. 

"No buddy." She replied with a smirk. 

Elsa's head flopped backward. "It's grooming son." 

Ryu tried turning around in her arms to face the woman but this was difficult with Elsa flopping around like a cod. Gunshots startled the whole room and increased Ryu's determination. "I have to go out there." 

"Mmm just stay here with me-" Elsa slurred into her skin. "We cuddle. You like that." Managing to half twist when Elsa's busy hands took to her stomach. Ryu growled at herself to resist the temptation. 

"I want to help too!" Olaf inspired sounding uncharacteristically serious. 

"You can Olaf. I need you to keep Elsa safe okay. I'll be back." She pinned Elsa beneath her, grasping the spirit's wrists and pushing them into her chest. Elsa cackled. "You're so much stronger than me." Demonstrating this by trying to resist Ryu's hold. 

"Elsa I have to go." Elsa whined at this like a child. 

"You're not allowed to say goodbye." Ryu stared at her for a few moments then nuzzled their noses together. 

"I'm not, I'll be back." She helped the pouting Elsa sit up and laid her down on the bed smoothing back her hair. "Remember Olaf, keep her safe." Then was gone out the door. 


"What's our plan of action captain?" Kristoff asked among the gathered group. 

"I can set them on fire." Some of the sailors jumped at the sudden appearance of the enthusiastic dragon. 

Anna opened her mouth but Ryu rolled her head in annoyance, answering loudly. "Elsa and Olaf are safe tucked away in the cabin."

The captain rubbed his neat beard considering what Ryu added. "That actually might be a good idea." Ryu's chest was already aglow. 

"Absolutely not!" Interjected Honeymaren. "Elsa would be extremely upset if we sicced Ryu on them, she has a fire addiction that we're trying to break her out of." 

Captain Saunes deadpanned at the very notion. "She's a dragon..." 

"Yes but, their ships are probably full-" a gun shot sounded overhead interrupting Anna. "Of gunpowder. And I'd rather not have so many casualties on our hands if we can help it." 

"We could just beat the shit out of them until they go away." Kristoff offered the most simplistic and yet most reasonable advice that all present seemed to agree with. 

"Alright Ryu no setting fire to things." 

"Hai." She nodded curtly. 

"Everyone else give these pirates trauma when they leave upon hearing the name Fredriksværn Jernbre." Anna's Valorous words were met with the undauntable cheers of the crew. 

The temptation to burn was too great when she was a dragon so Ryu grabbed a sword from an unsuspecting sailor's sheath. 

"That's mine." He said simply. 

Ryu hugged it to her chest, hopping away from him. "I need it." Giving up, the man left to find a spare as Ryu weighed the weapon in her hand. 

This'll be fun. 


Elsa scrunched her eyes shut, it hurt terribly. How did they expect her to sleep when they were causing all that racket above her? 

What did Anna say they were doing again? A play? Musical... Party.

Elsa's eyes shot open wide. Parties meant fun, and fun meant messes and messes. Gasping, she sat up. Her poor many greats- grandfather's ship! 

Standing she stumbled backward, the world felt watery and she felt nauseous but there was work to be done! 

"Olaf?" She slurred to him. 

"Oh you're awake! Honestly I found it a little rude that they're making so much noise up there." His eyes trailed up to the ceiling. 

"I agree, but we still have to play our part, so I assign us to clean up duty." 

He clapped enthusiastically. "Wow, that sounds- not fun." But he sounded enthusiastic all the same following Elsa out of the cabin to the hall. 

Up on deck where all the commotion was coming from everyone was running around, yelling, throwing sharp things at each other- How irresponsible!- and it smelt of sweat and sulfur. Elsa wanted to wretch from the disgusting display but she had a job to do. 

"Come on Ralph." She waved at Olaf to follow. 

"Is that my clean up duty name?" He asked curiously. Elsa shrugged going to the mess closet. She tried to push it open but the darn thing wouldn't budge. Scanning around she spotted a behemoth of a man in leather garb. 

He banged his head hard against a sailor sending him to the floor. Elsa wobbled up to him and shook her head. "That's not nice." But he didn't notice her until she tapped his tree trunk sized bicep. 

"I need your help please." He grunted at her and the snowman with confusion so she'd show him what she meant. Taking his arm he allowed the little blonde lady to lead him to a closet. 

"Can you open this for me please?" She gestured to the closet. 

"We're on clean up duty." Olaf explained. Looking around he was beyond himself and obliged, pulling the doors open with ease. 

Elsa leaned over to Olaf. "It was a pull-"

"Oooooh that explains a lot." 

Wagging her finger between them, it all made sense now. "We were pushing." 

"Ma'am." The large man bowed and threw himself back into the fray of violence.

Elsa dazedly watched till Olaf pulled her fingers towards the cleaning equipment.


Anna panted, blocking the swing of a sword hurtling towards her, she kicked the assailant down some stairs. Her muscles were sore, she really needed to get back to her sparring lessons when she got back home. 

Fatigue must have been playing tricks on her mind cause could have sworn she saw Elsa on the other side of the deck mopping.... With a bucket on her head as a helmet. 

"Nope- no" She shut her eyes tightly and opened them. Sure enough Olaf was wiping things down with a wash rag including the heads of men knocked unconscious.

"I can't- what is that!" Her hand spastically gestured towards the sight to a man mid swing paused and considered what she was looking at. "A boat?" 

Anna shook her head walking away. She needed to get to Elsa who was humming and mopping along the deck causing whoever was left behind to slip on her ice trail. 

Her path of cleaning led her between two fighting men.

"Elsa!" Anna cried out, pumping her legs faster. 

"Excuse me." Elsa said politely and they separated, ceasing all violence letting the woman pass. 

Anna had been toppled over by Honeymaren who had just been thrown off. The woman gripped her spear ready to take on the brute.


"Can I have your hat?" Ryu asked the pirate she had been lazily fighting with. She didn't even need a sword, these men were unaccustomed to her flexible Taijutsu techniques. 

"What? No!" He bellowed, swinging a sword toward her. She performed a Ushiro sabaki, back sliding in evasion. 

Then I'll take it. 

The Ago kin geri swiftly knocked him out. Triumphantly she took the Monmouth cap and placed it upon her head. "My hat." 

"Ryu!" She looked down to the main floor upon hearing Kristoff's call as he was locked in combat. "Elsa!" He pointed to the woman underneath her spraying a bottle and wiping away dirt on a barrel. 

She was in her own little world. 

Another pirate came charging at Ryu, glancing at the rope she smirked. 

Oh this would be too good. 

She dived rolled underneath his attack and grabbed him from behind spinning them around off the top deck down until he was tangled up in rope.

They landed right next to Elsa swinging from side to side. He screamed on his way down and screamed when they landed. Probably breaking his ribs. 

"It was fun hanging out with you!" Elsa giggled at the pun and fist bumped her. 

What were they so worried about? 

Ryu questioned, observing Elsa collecting guns, even confiscating them from people both Pirate and sailor. 

She was fine. She even had a bucket to protect her injury.

And a makeshift cape out of a towel. 

"Always with the capes." Ryu mumbled. 

"No! I absolutely hate guns. Hand em over, come on." Reluctantly they surrendered their pistols to her only for her to throw them overboard watching them sink. "Bad guns." 

Well for the most part. Fine. 


Arendelle proved victorious in the end. The Sea-Wolves leader knelt in front of the queen and her entourage in shame. 

Elsa knelt before him, sprayed his nose and wiped away some smoke, in concern she whispered. "What led you to a life crime?" No one wanted to hear his life story, Kristoff picked her up as Anna gave her verdict. 

"I hope this taught you a lesson- probably not but still- you don't have to do this, you can make something of yourselves. Arendelle's navy is formidable and could use some expert seamen such as yourselves. You'll get pay, training, food, and sometimes rough up some scallywags that stir up trouble. The choice is yours. You can either go there and become something or you can continue on this path till you mess with less than merciful enemies and find yourselves as fish food." Some of the defeated considered her words carefully, and she had a sneaking suspicion she'd see some of them in a couple months at the recruitment offices. 

"You're free to go- oh wait! As a recompense you will hand over all the rum on your ships." 

"Or else." Honeymaren backed wapping her staff against her palm. 

Ryu coiled around Anna growling, her large teeth sealed the deal. 

"Ahem." Sounded Elsa from Kristoff's shoulder. He turned around so Elsa could see Anna, with the face of a reprimanding big sister. 

"Please?" She goaded on. With a relenting sigh Anna crossed her arms and addressed the men. "Give us all your rum... Please" 

"Or else." Honeymaren repeated. 

Ryu's roar led some men to wet their trousers retrieving what was asked. 


A small party was thrown in celebration of the win. Ryu watched from a high railing. She'd join the merriment if her head wasn't reeling and emotions clouded from her earlier encounter with Elsa. 

"Ahoy pirate Paul Periwinkle." Kristoff greeted easily, hoisting himself up to her perch holding two small notebooks. Ryu offered a weak smile. 

"Not very pirate like of you to not have a cup of rum." Ryu shrugged. She wasn't in the mood to party. 

"You're a... Hard to read gal." She hadn't anticipated this direction. "I have no idea how Elsa does it. You seem to even confuse yourself sometimes."

What else could she do but nod? It was true. Ever since meeting this group of weirdos Ryu's compression of her emotions had been slipping away from her. 

"You grew up pretty isolated from social settings, I grew up raised by trolls. They like to think they understand humans but they missed a lot of marks. I have the same problem. I get these feelings and I don't even know what to call them, or where they came from ever since I met Anna." Ryu gazed at him, he kept his eyes trained on his wife down below having a jovial conversation with the captain at a long table. 

"Anna had the same issue funny enough, as did Elsa, we're all fucked up." That! Ryu could agree with. 

"Anyways, Anna told me that I'm a very physical man." He chuckled at the grossed out face Ryu made, nudging her shoulder. 

"Not like that, but I comprehend things easiest when I can see them physically. So she gave me this." He handed her one of the notebooks, looking at him he nodded his head for her to open it, quickly turning a page nervously that looked like it had a lot of writing on it to the middle of the section. 

There was a date in the corner, and some sloppy handwriting. Ryu could barely make out the 'I miss Sven.' turning the page several times they all read the same thing. 

"I take it you miss Sven?" She riposted back. He laughed breathlessly. 

"Point being it helps. Doesn't have to be deep or poetic or well written just write down how you feel. Here, this one's yours." Shakily she took the empty book rubbing her fingers down the cover then pushed it to her breast. Her eyes misted, stirring a brief panic in Kristoff that he did something wrong but then suddenly her arms wrapped around his neck. 

Awkwardly he patted her back.

"I've never owned anything before." 

He choked back his own sorrow at the confession and hugged her back more earnestly. "Well now you do Paul." 

Pulling away they sat contently, till Ryu punched Kristoff's shoulder. 

"Ow! What the hell is wrong with you!" Ryu pursed her lips while he rubbed the pain away. 

"I saw one of the sailors do it to his friend. I thought it was another way humans show affection, no?" 

"It's definitely not!"

"Oh..." She folded her hands in her lap, continuing to watch the party. It did look fun, with the dancing and music- 

"Ow! Damn it!" Ryu came to seeing Kristoff clutch his hand. He'd tried punching her back but her scales reflexively tightened. 

"Well come on then Paul, might as well join them-" he began climbing down. "I think Elsa is feeling a bit better now." 


"Are you certain I didn't cause any trouble with my powers or anything?" Ryu overheard Elsa questioning the Captain and Anna. 

"Peshaw no Miss Elsa, you were a bit out of it but nothing eventful occured I assure you." 

Elsa nodded gratefully. "I'm just thankful there were no casualties." 

"Ah a few broken bones and bruises are nothing we are not accustomed to, they'll be healed soon enough." 

A beautiful sailor's voice rose over the chatter in a jovial shanty, in harmony, fiddles, tin whistles, mandolins and squeezeboxes floated across into ears. 

It was uncontrollable, the tap of Ryu's foot, she too felt the tingle of gaiety that reached everyone. Even Elsa swayed moderately to the melodies and laughed at the stories the songs told. 

More and more of Ryu's body was captured like a true sailor lured in by sirens. She was truly a closeted audiophile. 

Elsa's attention was divided between the story of Johnny boy's wife left at home and Ryu dancing in the corner to herself thinking no one could see her. 

She was ousted when a Sailor hailing from Spain caught her singing in his Latin tongue. He petrified her jumping from the table and grabbing her hand tugging her into the complicated footwork of his flamenco, he motioned for her to give her own display. Gulping nervously, her feet tapped, circling gracefully, earning cheers. 

Shock and elation surged her on to continue dancing even the Norse and Gaelic ones she wasn't so well versed in her mimicry came in handy, some variations were either her own made up dances or ones from cultures Elsa had yet to witness. 

Elsa's inhibitions were lowered considerably by her concussion, it took her five minutes of leering at Ryu to figure out she was gazing right back at her. 

Was Ryu dancing specifically for her?

It was such a hedonistic notion that Elsa wouldn't let go of, she knew better but everyone was drinking themselves to singing and dancing stupors so why couldn't she have her own little intemperate thoughts?

"What dance is that?" Anna asked, watching Ryu move. 

"I don't know I made it up just now." 

"Do dragons make up dances?" 

"Well I'm the last one so I guess they do!" 

"Aye, Miss Paul Periwinkle?" The man singing the last song asked clasping her shoulder. 

"Huh?" 

"How was the music of Japan in your youth?" Elsa was also interested in the answer to this as well. 

Her dragon did her best to be courteous of the man and those present, masking the growing consternation, her scales braced and her breathing quickened. Instead of hissing or immediately fleeing she snickered a parody of her true laugh, blabbering out a slew of excuses. 

Elsa stood much too fast making the world spin so she held out a hand to steady herself coming back from vertigo and searched for Ryu. The singer shrugged. 

What had she said? Something like they didn't really have music there? 

Why lie? 

The man kindly directed Elsa to the less occupied side of the boat, she spotted Ryu speed walking up the stairs to a ladder leading into the crows nest. 

Elsa pursued, she'd have no hope using the ladder so she crafted a small case of stairs lifting the hem of her purple skirt, it was arduous and she felt so drained reaching the top. 

"Erusa!" Ryu chastised offering a hand to the spirit in her to sit on the circle benching. 

"What are you doing up here?" 

"I could ask you the same thing. Why did you leave the party?" Ryu looked away shrugging. Elsa lolled her head to the side at Ryu, she was tired and not in the mood to dance around words or tip toe in conversation. 

Ryu exhaled. "Dragons love music so much. I was taught that in Japan, but like many other things like growling, or clawing, flying... I was forbidden to partake." Elsa's cold grip around her anchored her from drifting in a sea of grief. 

"It all made sense at the time, whenever I rebelled or indulge someone got scratched or scared and I wondered, why I even existed. Would I have been better as a sunset, something to end? I'm just so tired of being me at times. The world seemed better off without me some days."

Elsa mulled over all the things that Ryu said that were true for herself. After a while she spoke, mapping the constellations. "I would- when I was locked away and forced to not be me- I would stare out the window and pretend in my head that I wasn't me. Even as queen I still wasn't me, not truly but I was on the way. Those thoughts plagued me however." 

"Do they ever go away?" Ryu's hope, her longing for the right answer constricted Elsa's resolve to tell a stretch of the truth. 

"Yeah." 

Ryu nodded, hope still alive. "Let me ask you something Ryu. When you saved my life- twice- did you wish you weren't you then or didn't exist?"

"N-no."

"And when you meet my people, or when we played with the stoats or when you played with Olaf and Bruni?"

"No."

"What about when you take Anna flying that she can't stop talking about endlessly, do you wish or have those thoughts then? Do you wish you weren't a dragon or you?" 

They knew the answer was the same. 

"... No." 

"Then there you go. You hate your past, and the things did to you but not yourself. Not the true you, you hate what they made you believe you were, but let me tell you something-" Elsa leaned in closer shushing her voice. "I am a genius-" Ryu bubbled in laughter along with her but she knew it was true even if Elsa was joking. 

"Well maybe not a genius but certainly much smarter and better judge of character than the people in your past and I say; you are beautiful, you are smart-" Even while Ryu shook her head, beginning to cry Elsa gripped her chin firmly forcing Ryu to see the truth behind her eyes. "You are funny, you are brave, you are kind and gentle. You are a gift to me, as I was to my parents and I will not squander you. I will cherish you- I will protect you- I will teach you- I will lo-" Elsa faltered, blaming it on a coughing. "I will love every moment we get to spend together." 

Ryu tucked her head beneath Elsa's chin wrapped in her arms hiccuping. Bulda had told her it was a dragon trait, the tucked dragon seeking safety and the one atop if they did not withdraw promised to provide those things. Elsa let the weight of her head rest on Ryu's closing her eyes. Ryu could lean on her, depend on her and she knew in return she could do the same. No matter what awaited them in the future. 

"Is it a requirement that every-eh- everyone you know have shitty childhoods?" Elsa giggled genuinely at the joke. 

"It would seem so." Elsa rubbed her nape scales eliciting a purr. Ryu's lips ghosted along her clavicle and neck, whispering her name. 

"Erusa." 


Anna found Elsa leaning on the side of the ship, one leg resting against the back of the other watching the water, watching Ryu. 

She had seen them. Anna realized what her sister needed, could see what she desired but she also had a responsibility to protect her. And what Elsa longed for was wild, unpredictable, and dangerous as she was wonderful. Her mind hadn't decided yet, her heart told her to proceed with caution. She would continue her previous plan and help Elsa but first she had to make something right. 

When Elsa noticed her presence she smiled then went back to watching the sea. 

"Hey Els?" 

"Yes sweetheart?" 

"I'm sorry." Elsa moved closer, rubbing Anna's arm. 

"Hey it's not that bad, the doctor in the infirmary said I'll be better in five days tops." 

"No not that- well yes that- but I'm sorry for pressuring you to go on dates and stuff. You should only do that when you're ready if you ever want to in the first place." Anna took a deep breath from her rambling. "I was controlling all because I wanted the best for you but that's not my place to decide. It's yours." 

Elsa absorbed all she had been told, remembering the night Anna got her to agree to open up to the possibility of dating. It felt so long ago. "I guess I'm not... Against the idea of finding love." 

So many unspoken words, so many truths they both didn't want to face. Anna halfheartedly smiled. "Honest, speaks their mind, pleasant to be around-" Elsa grinned back playing along.

"Strong, protective."

"Gentle, smart." 

"Loyal, kind, sweet, outgoing." They both chuckled at Anna's initial shock at this. 

"Sense of humor-" 

"Creative would be nice."

"Yes it would be. Enjoys learning, reading, and unbiased, warm." 

"Enjoys books, good convictions, and Alive."

"So alive." Elsa breathed out the words as Anna continued. 

"Optimistic, and affectionate. Short, no facial hair annnnd like me." She sounded a little proud of that last one. The humor set itself aside for more awkward layers that the girls wouldn't peel away, at least for tonight. They were both terrified, both nervous for what all this could mean. 

"Well as long as you know you have options-" 

"Right options, the world's too big with too many people... Not to meet." So forced, the conversation wouldn't have a natural end that wasn't uncomfortable or gauche. 

Anna slammed a kiss to Elsa's cheeks momentarily forgetting her injury, catching her when she fumbled sideways. 

"Sorry um- goodnight Elsie"

Leaning over, she called down. "Night Ryu, don't keep Elsa up too late!" A gurgling roar was her response when the dragon submerged again. 

Anna lingered at the stairs observing. 

Ryu climbed back aboard and shook her scales and manes from any excess water soaking Elsa. 

"Hey!" In vain her arms lifted to shield her face. Ryu laughed her weird laugh when she was in this body. Elsa slapped her rump. 

"You brat." 

The dragon rubbed the length of her body, from her chin to the tip of her tail, along Elsa's side leading the way to their cabin. 

Anna rushed away to her room. Kristoff lay snoring peacefully in bed as she pressed her back to the door, hearing the muffled laughter of her sister and Ryu's footsteps. 

Notes:

Elsa Agnarrsdotter Oldenburg Árnadalr.

Since Elsa is no longer a royal her maiden name as custom in Norway would be Agnarrsdotter- Agnarr's daughter, and Oldenburg was one of the ruling house which historically they would have some relation to and Árnadalr as Anna stated in the movie for royals and people of high social status their last names would be of their hailing countries and territories so Árnadalr- of Arendelle.

Taijutsu - is a Japanese blanket term for any combat skill, technique or system of martial art using body movements that are described as an empty-hand combat skill or system. Sub form of ninjutsu.

Ushiro sabaki - Back sliding step evasion
Ago kin geri - heel kick to chin.

Chapter 25

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Black."

"Black?"

"Black." An amazing color one which would not attract much attention such as its reputation preceded. It was a smart choice and would provide them enough anonymity. The only trait that would accentuate any oddity was Ryu's eyes. It was inconsequential so long as they kept it such.

Kristoff huffed. "Guys I think she gets it." His comments from the corner of Elsa's cabin ignored in favor of fussing and meticulous details which were in the broad scheme of things ridiculous, he'd just stay leaned against the corner- arms crossed. Satisfied with the results Anna gave "Astrid '' Elsa's personal Lady in waiting the last bit of instructions to her role in their court. The alias' creation segued into a long discussion of the possible routes they could go, bodyguard; "That would give Ryu too much freedom to crisping anyone she felt was even close to threatening Elsa. Cofferer; Ryu didn't even fully understand the concept of finances, she thought that humans measured how rich they were by the amount of livestock they accumulated- Elsa loved that reasoning. 

Her position was delegated unanimously, one that would keep her in close proximity to Elsa, and remain inconspicuous.

Dressing to represent the royal house of Arendelle had to be accentuated, Honeymaren had brought a formal silver gákti, sleeves embroidered with gold hexagons. It wasn't the attire a chieftain would don but someone of high standard and ranking among her people.

Elsa took great care in dressing Ryu, Anna had brought some clothing mostly fitted for herself but Elsa refuted this vehemently birthing an uncomfortable end to the discussion.

Once alone Elsa, taking advantage of creative liberties, wove a sky blue brocaded gown, simple by most standards yet intricate with threading individual snowflakes along the skirt and fitted sleeves. It was reminiscent of her own gown, but she had to remind herself that hers had to be a bit more extravagant than what her Lady in waiting wore. It was pleasant though to see the dragon in her own designs and fabrics. As silly as it was, it gave Elsa a small sense of security for Ryu. 

The desired effect for her own dress was a success despite her magic's uncooperative behavior. Every attempt she made ended up shadowing Ryu's clothes until Elsa willed her focus and requested silence from her friend. Ryu knelt in front of Olaf tying his green and orange bow-tie neatly around his neck and flattening the twigs on his head wistfully commenting about his appearance with a fond voice. "You look very handsome."

"Thank you, you look very pretty, I'm so excited. You know I've only ever been to Corona- it's an amazing place, they call it the land of the sun- have you ever been there?" Ryu shook her head, multitasking between listening and perfecting his appearance. "Oh I'll have to take you, Anna and Elsa's family live there-" Ryu had only heard passing comments about the cousin whose life rivaled the girls' in excitement and adventure. She was curious about the extended royal family who had also seemed magical, perhaps it ran in the family.

"Whoa." Heard Elsa from Ryu when stepping from the washroom breathe upon seeing her. The translucent sleeves, somewhat billowing her arms glittered when catching the light leading to the slim fitting deep indigo dress, giving the appearance of silk becoming lighter and lighter in shade as it descended down into a pooling skirt nearly touching the floor. The middle crystal brooch; Arendelle's crocus, surrounded by teardrops flowing downward. Her cyan heels could not be seen unless she took a step showcasing the same design upon their vamps.

Ryu noticed the lower length of Elsa's locks were left in slight curls, her left bang delicately pinned by a clear ice crocus overlapping the hair that lay behind it. Smirking, Ryu tugged lightly at the white velvet cape attached to her shoulders by two silver ringlets, tutting her teeth. Swatting her hand away Elsa did a final once over of herself and Ryu. Initially Ryu thought Elsa was the picturesque image of a queen until she saw Anna, arm linked to Kristoff's. She turned to them away from the sight of the strange foreign land. Anna's red hair rivaled the sun's gleam, some coifs escaping in bangs and the rest pulled back into a bun of curls hiding behind her silver enameled a crown, circling it were well placed emeralds diamond in shape. reaching from the peak of her head. The shirt black, traveling along the sleeves were ornate orange leaves following their slanted journey across her breast tucking into her side. Her skirt was split off to the left, one half dark pine green and the other inner layer a mesmerizing lime. The inside of the cape covering her shoulders was purple, top spilling over in the same color Ryu had seen decorate the Arendelle flag, centered with an orange large design of the Royal symbol. She and her husband matching, Ryu could barely recognize the man, this was the most colors she had ever seen him in. His buttons polished gold and hair coiffed in the front like Anna's.

Her eyes shimmered when she saw Elsa, filling with pride when her sister took her rightful place on the queen's left with Honeymaren flanking Kristoff's right. Ryu had stopped her trailing of Elsa in shock at how splendorous the group looked. It reminded her of their stations and regal blood, and for the first time she felt like a commoner among them.

That was good. Their ruse would be believable. Hopes dashed, hopes of an uncertain future, she was brutally reminded that she and Elsa were not equals. Elsa was a goddess of winter, former queen and savior of an entire nation compared to what she was, a caricature of an extinct race, a coward, a monster, a murderer who did not deserve the grace and care Elsa extended to her.

The spirit believed in her, that she was strong and brave so she'd be those things. Yes she would break, but she'd break carefully not shattering everywhere and when this was over she could pick up the pieces and glue them back together again.


Elsa looked over her shoulder to ensure Ryu was in her proper place and not sniffing around. She had been to Ruskland before and showed great restraint when it came time to fully dock. It was a bizarre sight seeing the dragon look like nothing more than a servant in not only dress but demeanor as well, even her steps light and not cumbersome- a proper little lady of court with her hands folded in front of her, head slightly bowed and eyes glancing but never staring. It both soothed and rattled Elsa's nerves, they wouldn't be discovered if Ryu kept her manners up yet it felt wrong to have a creature such as Ryu behave this way. She even refused to hold Olaf's offered hand. 


Ryu did not attempt to look around though it was tempting, she had been in this capital before, the air in comparison to Arendelle was not warm, tepid, not welcoming or quaint. Where Arendelle preferred wood and using the natural resources of its environment, this place valued stone, and various marbles, statues decorated the streets.

Their naval presence was not heavily relied upon but still present. The Neoclassical buildings were tall and strongly held up by dark cobblestone roads filled with people and carriages despite the harsh and vast landscape surrounding the opulent city. All eyes were upon the royal party as they entered the territory.

Ryu closed her eyes briefly. She held no desire to retreat back into herself and bring forth the subservient shut down prisoner she imagined still existing within a hunched dark corner not cowering outright, instead dead in the eyes; a ragdoll who stood apathetically carrying out any order given, obedient, ignoring all instincts.

Hearing their approach first, synchronous footsteps which number could not be discerned until they were seen. 

Fourteen soldiers, broad-shouldered, and large in stature led the charge, fitted in infantry coats shining in gold-braided galloons tied around their hips. Their sharp eyes matched the pressed uniforms of thick, cotton, black trousers, spic and span white gloves and hard-heeled black boots. At their rear an officer marched along in a summer cherkeska. His medals were heavy, crested in gold and silver which he wore proudly attached to his red chest. His command choreographed a split of the soldiers into two ranks, not breaking stride in their mission to greet the royal family who had never seen a display such as this. Beside him a stiff little woman in a corseted white dress, puffing out at a pale blue skirt, the torso laced with gray trimmings, looking entirely out of place among the gruff men. Her features were delicate and small, one could see her face was set by her nature; commanding, calm, and conscientious. "This is a little much if you ask me." Olaf whispered to Anna forcing her to stifle a laugh.

They halted in front of the Royal family of Arendelle awaiting a tall and thin announcer with a mismatched loud boisterous voice to introduce the caravan. "Presenting Dutchess Ophelia Maria Alexandrovna Dmitrieva-Mamonova, as well as Major General Konstantin Grigory Sokolov of Her illustrious majesty's Army." Everyone, including Elsa and Anna, found themselves shocked not saying a word, they kept this masked behind placid modest smiles. The ruler of Ruskland had sent her highest ranking General and a duchess who, given her last name and house, was of some relation to the Royal family to greet them.

It drew the question in their minds, how much impression and reputation Arendelle, being small and quaint, had built with the rest of the world to be granted such an audience immediately upon arrival. Stepping forward was the dutchess who spoke first addressing them, again superseding expectations, by both not allowing the General to take charge of the interaction-in a society that was incredibly patriarchal- and speaking in a poised English accent which made her Nordic words come off way more posh sounding.

"It is an honor to make your acquaintance and for you to prestige our great Empire with your audience. Her Majesty Queen Anna Oldenburg Árnadalr, Guardian and Sovereign of the Northernmost Realm among the Nordic isles, Commander in Chief of the Fridtjof Nansen Fleet and Sten valkyrja army." Her curtsy in the dress seemed impossible until she performed it with nothing except elegant dignity. Turning she addressed Kristoff paying the same respects to him and Elsa. "Consort Prince Kristoff Bjorgmen to her illustrious. And Lady Elsa, blessed fifth spirit, gift to the Northern Realms, personification of Skaði's kiss upon the world." Elsa gulped quietly, while flattering it was also jarring hearing the titles she had been given by the rest of the world. She especially hated the comparison or having any Affiliation with gods and goddesses of her Nordic culture. Impressively the woman held her equanimity when faced within what should have been an unknown person but once again proved to be completely erudite when nodding her head to Honeymaren. "And greetings to friends of Elsa's, Honeymaren Nattura of Northuldra and master Olaf Árnadalr."

"Master?" He questioned aloud but was ignored by the woman who kept her trained eyes blinking towards the queen.

Stillness paused between the two groups, The dutchess did not seem misplaced by the slight lack of decorum from Anna's hesitation to speak faltering slightly as she began. "Thank you Dutchess Ophelia for this most... Gracious and prestigious welcome it is a great pleasure to meet you and you as well General Konstantin."

The grim faced man bowed at the queen's recognition. His accent was that of Ruskland, thick, deep and smashing the Nordic tongue harshly but expertly. "We hope your stay is prosperous and enjoyed. We have prepared carriages to escort the Royal family to the Dmitrieva-Mamonova palace." They followed his gesture to three lavished chariots gilded with gold and red satin, led by large Don horses. Anna was taken aback when they boarded. She and Kristoff were to share their space with the Dutchess, while Elsa- needing not to be directed- took to the carriage behind hers with, Honeymaren and the general.

Elsa gave Anna a look of apologies but beseeching her to understand. The siblings in Arendelle may have been inseparable there, it was not the custom here. Instead of being the sides of a magical bridge, equal yet different, here Elsa was a lower rank than Anna, a hard concept she would have to get used to. Elsa was most expecting. Anna wasn't the only one perturbed with the arrangement. Ryu and Olaf would be riding in far back together alone, when she approached the horses neighed and tried rearing up in agitation with her presence causing a minor disturbance. Their handler berated them back into submission, clearly annoyed.

Clasping the handle to enter Elsa lingered watching, her brows furrowing and lips set downward, a robust voice spoke from behind. "Our horses here have brave hearts, strong bodies, and stubborn minds." He sneered but only in jest moving towards their steeds "Riding one is not for the faint of heart, I've seen one cripple a man!" The hearty slap on the horse's rump triggered a small kick. Jumping back the General chuckled while pointing to the animal. Elsa grinned back, he was one of infectious laughter dispersing all precursors to what he'd be like when they first saw him. 

"I am very fond of them-" he continued climbing in after the women politely sitting across from them. "Fond of all, beautiful animals. They can read people." Elsa and Honeymaren giggled at his joyful thick brows rising in wrinkles when he pointed at them. "I truly believe it, I believe it. They know a man's heart like no other. Lady Elsa?" She gifted him her attention, already feeling at ease in his presence. Admittedly having a soft spot for any who treasured animals and their intelligences. "You have a water bronco, uuuh-" he trailed off. "Nokk." She corrected, he gave an enthusiastic nod. "Tell me everything we have about forty minutes to the capital no doubt Dutchess Ophelia is filling their ride with history and- hm- let's speak of more important things- and Lady Nattura your people live and protect reindeer-" his giant hands moved as he spoke animatedly. "I am a stranger to them but I must admit... I uh hunt them for food, pelt. I hope that is not too big a blight for you." 

Honeymaren remained calm and realistic, shrugging her shoulders. "Not at all, if it was I'd be a hypocrite, we hunt deer, and fish and birds. Reindeer provide us with milk and fur so no it's not General Konstantin... " As she spoke he poured three glasses of vodka, handing them out. Oh goodness gracious. Elsa took a deep breath. She did not want to be inebriated in the slightest when meeting the ruler of Ruskland, but she'd have to balance respecting customs and not getting sick. Honeymaren gladly accepted the offering having no problem in holding her liquor. So with fingers Elsa took the glass which iced over instantly in grasp. The General made an appreciative noise of shock and awe at the display of anxiety unbeknownst to him.

"May you please?" He said handing her his own. She obliged and so they spoke in a delightful conversation as the vodka settled and burned her poor insides. Ahtahollan give me strength.


"Why won't you talk to me? Did I do something wrong?" That snapped Ryu out of her daze of sitting, straightened back, palms folded in her lap while staring out the window. She sighed heavily. "No Olaf, it's not you it's just..." She'd have to remain conscious of the footman sitting ahead upon the roof. "You can't treat me like a friend here-"

"But you are my friend, no matter where we are." He scooted closer to her. "Well yes I am but here the rules are different, I'm a servant and servants are not friends. You're going to have to ignore me most of the time-" finally she looked at him. "I'll still protect you, and keep an eye out but you have to do this okay? Remember we're working together-'' her eyes went to the windows seeing some civilians stop and gawk at the convoy. "I need you to keep an ear out for anything pertaining to Elsa for me and for her." Ryu knew she wouldn't be able to be everywhere Elsa and Anna went.

She was in a position of heavy restrictions once again and it hurt to the point of her promising once alone in privacy she'd vomit all the contents of her stomach. When agreeing to this she didn't take into account the entirety of the suffering this role would entail. It wasn't the role itself by any means but the behaviors which were so heavily related albeit in a less oppressive way to the way she was raised. It was a light roleplay that still dug nasty teeth and claws into old scars turning them into bloodied red wounds pulsing with each heartbeat.

"Okay." 

She hated depressing him. Olaf was joy incarnate and any who took pleasure in displeasing him were inherently evil as far as Ryu was concerned.

She nudged him. "Hey, when we get back to Arendelle think of all the fun and amazing things we'll do together okay. You still have to show me around and I still have to take you flying." He inhaled deeply, holding his breath with his excitement. "Mmm okay let's get this over with! And Sven can join!" She shushed him giggling, it was a reprieve from her current state, the silence they say in less tense and more promising. Eyes flitting to the side she could see the smirking determination of her little buddy. Funnily enough, she had first thought he'd provide Elsa with emotional support but now... She clung her heart to his as one clung to a torch surrounded by pitch darkness.


The Dutchess, Anna had learned, was a strong woman juxtaposed to her small stature with a voice strong and eloquent in pronunciation and dignity. She almost reminded Anna of Elsa- if Elsa was ridden of anxiety and more outwardly spoken- as she led the conversation of the cities history and culture. She was well educated and knew it, confident in who she was but not arrogant. She was somewhat of a stickler and stiff. "-though the many of the structures you witness before you were destroyed in revolt, they have been built up, efficiently and some opinion might say more glorious than before in the same baroque style as of the past. Differing opinions wanted a more modern approach."

Anna, chuckling, spoke in a playful manner. "If it isn't baroque don't fix it." Kristoff looked to her eyes brimming with adoration as if he fell in love with her all over again. An opposing reaction came from the Dutchess with an arched brow, unamused face. Slowly turning to the window uttering a single. "Quite." Ending all conversation till it was picked up again minutes later.

Anna couldn't help but feel as if the Duchess was no longer holding them in the same respect, speaking now as if she were educating children, going over the etiquette of court and behavior expected from their family and entourage. Simply speaking; Don't touch anything that looks expensive. It was a rule for children, yet Kristoff knew it was very necessary for certain members of their party, his wife included.

Upon arrival it was evident that the city was nothing more than the shimmering scales of a serpent protecting and obscuring the resplendent, daunting, leviathan that was Dmitrieva-Mamonova palace. Everywhere one would look they were bathed in riches and palatial views from just the courtyard alone if one could even name it such a thing. Polished to perfection, every surface was a mirror, from the marble roads, unparalleled opulence of the high and detailed vestibules, three-story building built around a quadrangle, and strong columns sporting sandy tan backgrounds, with golden stucco moldings. Along the roof's statues made by the finest artists in the world, various positions of dance, war, and history of the empire. Even heaven's gates would be envious of the large doorways which surpassed the height of Arendelle's entire castle's tallest peak.

Every step of the party could be heard when they entered. The Duchess didn't have to delegate the staff of the important state visit, maids, and servants bustled around them attending to every need as the nobility of the estate bowed and showed respect to the passing royals. Stopping at the entry of the wing, every member of Ruskland moved in a scary procession to the precise areas of their station. The duchess was especially pleased at the awed and slacked expression of her guests.

"Our staff will be moving your belongings and household items to each designated room of your majesty, as well as escorting you to your chambers. You will meet with her Imperial Majesty tonight at six before a grand feast is served at eight. Please do not hesitate to ask but please-" She pinned Anna beneath a knowing subtle glower speaking purposefully, as if knowing it was within some present's character to wreak havoc. "Hesitate to touch anything within the halls as they hold not just unimaginable monterey value but that of the imperial family's history and esteem."

"You'd think they'd keep such important things away from where they could be broken or shattered if they valued them so much." Olaf's musings enacted small subtle, blink and miss eye twitch from the Duchess.

Honeymaren was simultaneously amazed beyond belief and disgusted with how distanced from the earth this place and its people seemed. The signs of any nature were well kept exotic plants placed decoratively throughout, none seemed native. As if the residents wanted to be as far away from land as possible while still living in the middle of it.

Elsa sparred a confused glance to her sister debating if something had happened to create such a defensive and embittered tone from their host who had been only perfect and courteous until now. Breeching decorum she grabbed Olaf's hand glancing back at Ryu who remained quiet and still. It was eerie to say the least. Sure she didn't want the girl to cause trouble in a place such as this with stakes so high... Just the way she... Shut down as if she didn't exist at all, vanishing within the crowd like a drop of oil in the ocean was... Unsettling. As they were led to their room every single one of them let out a cleansing breath when the servants were shooed away and assured many times that they could manage on their own.

Kristoff laughed as his wife threw herself onto the oversized bed that could fit as far as he was concerned at least twenty people. The room was gauded out with art pieces, plush rugs covering marble floors and a grand window. In fact grand was the only way to describe the gold and crimson room. They had a sitting room, a large bathroom that was the size of their own chambers back home and the master bed, with four pillars decorated with burgundy velvet canopies.

"Well this is... Just think this is the guest room and I'm getting a headache just thinking about what the Empress' room looks like." Anna giggled at this leaning up on her elbows.

"I couldn't even imagine this in all the books I read and yet they're scared of us?" Humourous and incredulous she still couldn't believe the wealth she was surrounded by.

"I'll need a map just to find you in the bed." Anna hummed at this raising a coy brow, she eyed Kristoff who knelt on the other side of bed realizing how soft it was. "Hmm and why would you need to find me?" Tone leaking of coquettish intent as he removed his outer coat and shrugged. "Oh to rendezvous for the mission."

Anna sighed, laying on her side eyeing him in appreciation as he lay on his stomach trying to relax beside her, his hand rested upon the dip of her hip. "I think the Dutchess has it out for me."

"You two are literally opposites." He comforted. "And that's okay, she's... " He searched for the right word. "I get the feeling she loves rules." Upon hearing this Anna scrunched her nose in disgust which was kissed by her husband.

"Gross."


Olaf and Elsa stared at Ryu's back facing them as she gazed out the window, probably taking inventory of the view, mapping it out. Exchanging looks Olaf went to explore the vast room as Elsa stood beside Ryu also taking in the view. "Ryu, you're... Breaking down." The statement wasn't refuted, answered with an absence.

"Yes."

"Why?"

"For this to work." Was there another plan Ryu had in mind? The only plan they'd have was that Ryu came as back up to protect if need be while under a guise. Elsa tried lifting morale while also getting answers but Ryu's posture didn't change from the old discipline she had always kept under certain circumstances to match Elsa's playful goading. "Diverting from the original plan?"

"No."

In the spirit of honesty Elsa spoke her truth. "Ryu please... Don't do this to yourself. I don't know what it is nor will I pretend to but-"

"Erusa, what I am doing is needed, I trust you are smart enough to know why. There is something here, dark that wants to hurt you and to uncover it... I must play the part." Elsa now knew what it was. Ryu was suppressing herself, what she was doing to Elsa, it would be like keeping her powers buried and retorting to wearing gloves again, and she hated it not thinking it would go to this extent after they had come this far. Every thin synapse connected. This was a less abusive role Ryu fulfilled before she escaped Japan. The servitude, and deadened reactions; in Arendelle Cherry was following her own rules, and going solo as vigilante to save her friend she hadn't met too long ago, only knowing that she was the only one who had shown her kindness in her entire life.

This was in far contrast with more at stake. Elsa felt a silent rage beginning to stir towards so many at the same time, from the Mikoto household who crafted Ryu's fear and pain, to herself who was unintentionally doing the same, to the others Ryu encountered showing them the worst of humanity blaming their aggression on the something she couldn't help. She'd protect her, she'd keep Ryu and her family safe while completing this mission. She had faced worse odds before. "Ryu I know you're dedicated to this but... " What was the point not matter what else could have been said, she knew Ryu would not take heed to her word or any ultimatums and options she offered but she'd still have to try, sickened by the small part herself that hoped Ryu's selfish preservation trait was still alive somewhere in her.

"If this becomes too much you'll back out. We can accommodate you easily."

"Hai."

It wasn't an agreement, just a mere acknowledgement to what she said. "I'm still going to keep my promises, nothing will keep me from that." She hoped it provided comfort to help Ryu through whatever inner turmoil she was going through. Feeling helpless, she'd have to look at this through another perspective for the sake of her sanity and keeping a level head. If she was to gain back some control of the situation she'd have to bend to the rules Ryu self inflicted upon herself. 

Ryu- committed to the role with her unpacking and tending things around the room as Elsa watched her with intense gaze- was her lady in waiting, thus Elsa had a responsibility over her, to not just allow Ryu to care for her but to care for Ryu as well. In her culture Ladies in waiting and handmaidens were respectful women of lower rank catering to their mistresses as companions most notably from middle classes of families, and sometimes mistresses of the Robes- Elsa froze her thought process. It should not have led there, but either way Ryu in this guise or Astrid of Harmon was- legally speaking- hers since she was not married. Elsa's. Both as a guardian and authoritarian, so long as Ryu was under the Alias of Astrid of Harmon she belonged to Elsa giving the woman some semblance of reprieve and in the darkest reaches of her mind a clandestine itch was sniffing out to be scratched clasping at the opportunity like a wild dog to a calf, not willing to release until it had eaten its full. "Ryu." The dragon stopped her task unpacking, not turning to Elsa as if sensing the shift in tone and demeanor of the woman.

"Yes Lady Elsa?" She answered, turning slowly enough to send a shiver down Elsa's spine. Ignoring her consciousness that told her no, that this was self satisfactory. "Come here." Elsa had never spoken with such authority unwarranted to Ryu before but the dragon approached her at an appropriate distance. Elsa closed their gap, boring down on the girl unwavering with intent that couldn't be shaken from her by concepts like moral ambiguity. She held her eyes exuding all she felt until Ryu could sense it too and hopefully find security and protection.

"If you are to play this part to its full extent then I must too. If we are to be believed. You are my lady and mine in any circumstance legally and morally to protect, and guide...and Have while we are here. You are to obey me and abide by what I say. Do you understand this?" She searched in the purples, pinks and blues for any resistance or perturbation to the arrangement and found none. Ryu kept her gaze, and breathing even, Elsa could see the battle of her nature fighting and thrashing against these words, she wanted to growl and snarl at what was being said to her. Her dragon wrestled it down and fought, at what was now crucial to their mission, what had to be done. Submission was not an easy thing to give when one had been tormented by it all their life, finding freedom then once again relinquishing it. She wasn't like the others, who only desired power, and complete reign of a dragon, wanting to beat it down till their strength could be controlled and redirected to carry out their bidding, she was more than that, better than that. Elsa prayed that she was worthy enough to do such a task and fulfill such promises.


It wasn't happening again.

A small voice told Ryu. She was compelled to lash out and handle all this the way she saw fit that would have been easy. It was Elsa who stopped this compulsion. Elsa did not require respite in this small sacrifice but it was who Elsa was. She looked- no- she was a goddess before Ryu. The setting sun illuminating her figure, her white and blue dress glowing as she easily towered over Ryu. Who was she to refuse this being? Winter incarnate, ending the world if she so willed yet did not in a kindness thought unattainable. Elsa had saved so many lives and had done the unimaginable. She deserved every bit of reverence she requested and more. She had chosen Ryu to be her follower in this task of preserving her life and thus the lives of thousands. It was calm for Ryu, ducking her head held up by a weak neck and bowing upon wobbly knees. Perhaps this was her chance. A final chance to do something good, a chance to maybe repent for all the sin she had committed against the innocent and undeserving, and if sacrificing what she could pay the price or came remotely close to it, she'd gladly do so without question.


The servitude Elsa felt radiating off of her dragon was intoxicating yet disgusting. She soaked in the sight of the prostrated girl until her resolve broke and she knelt lifting her back up smiling. The storm of emotion she had witnessed in her face, Elsa silently asked if they had gone too far. Ryu didn't have an answer.

"Erusa?"

"Yes?" Elsa whispered back, Ryu bit her lip glazing downward then back up again. "I know how my station behaves and the deeds they perform generally both from my life in Japan and from watching people but... I don't-" she sounded completely callow. "Could you tell me my duties to you here now." Elsa inhaled sharply and stood nodding.

And so she began instructing Ryu on what was expected, the dragon wasn't a complete novice already anticipating some of the tasks beforehand but accepted Elsa's tutoring and learned something new. They stood in continued silent existence as Ryu mimicked the folding Elsa showed her with their wardrobes which were delivered. Ryu's fingers and arms moved carefully accepting nothing except but perfection in her performance as Elsa felt a new freedom in her stares at Ryu's body then she had before. Liar.

Ryu made her a liar.

Promising to protect her from such attention Elsa was inflicting upon her, she was also a novice with controlling such growing urges and interests she hadn't felt before in another's body. Ryu's was ideal, at least as far as one could go appraising attraction. From her stature she was short, this seemed to compact all her feminine features to embolden themselves. Her chest was not large or supple enough to be noticed unless she were to wear something tight yet they were there, most of her weight and fat congregated to her thighs, hips, and rear. She had put on some weight from being fed regularly than what she had been needing to hunt or scavenge or go without when Elsa first met her. Her mind wandered to the Arendellian maid uniform barely fitting.

Ryu had been underweight substantially and maybe could still be considered such, even in her dragon form her ribs had shown when she twisted or turned, now they showed just a whisper that existed at a certain angle. Upon closer inspection Elsa found herself noticing that minus the obvious differences Ryu as human was shaped similarly to how she was as a dragon. Delicate, strong, and definitely female. Was there sexual dimorphism in the species? She wondered- eyes lidded, watching her move about the room. Every flex, twist, or bend, noticed. She sometimes moved comfortably almost floating- bouncing coyly- seemed not all her mannerisms were completely muted and buried. 

Good.

A knock jolted Elsa from her appreciative leering like a child caught stealing a sweet. Ryu answered the door speaking with the visitor with a professionalism Elsa hadn't known she was capable of. "Well seems it's time to for you to take audience with the Imperial Majesty." She didn't need Ryu's sardonic exaggeration, her nerves were already dreading this moment, the idea that she could have been meeting someone of incredible influence who wanted her dead or was subverted ignorant of schemes brewing underneath her very nose.

Ryu watched her with sympathy take deep breaths.

"I'd come with you if I could…"

Notes:

cherkeska - chokha also known as a cherkeska is a woolen coat with a high neck that is part of the traditional male dress of peoples of the Caucasus

Chapter 26

Notes:

New longest chapter in the story.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The implications of the food that lay in front of her were heavy and of deep consequences that Elsa found to be just a challenge in prodding it gingerly with her fork to show some interest. 

There were no traces of any meat in the dishes placed closest to her and on the plate. Two paths formed in her mind as to the meaning of this. It was no secret that meat did not agree with her and wasn't too outlandish for that information to reach the Ruskland kitchens, a noble would state this fact to his party in conversation as if he had audience regularly with Elsa or if they dined often enough for them to be in on the know. Or it was to trap her into a corner that lacked no means of escape or excuse to not eat the poison laced food, but this was unlikely. It would be too traceable of a crime. 

There were too many stimuli in the intimate dining room, triggering all of one's senses at once if they could not find a means to turn them off and enjoy one experience at a time. The classical preludes played beautifully from the quartet in the background, the shining surfaces showcasing wealth, the staff shuffling in the background silently to and fro like shadows on a frequented street known for its active nightlife, the many scents wafting up from the table, to the conversation which overtook the music at times.

It made Elsa envy Anna and Kristoff who were not comfortable but still seemed able to function and fare better than she could. She blinked for longer than usual, everytime willing her powers to sooth down its hum. 

The meeting with the queen had been anything except orthodox. She was a stout old woman with a dull expression answering every utterance made to her as she sat on her pedestal. That face remained the same, until Anna entered with Kristoff and Elsa at her sides. The queen's moss green eyes roamed over them, looking past their backs and around expectantly. 

Grunting she leaned back in her cushioned chair not hiding the frown which created even more wrinkles upon her weathered face. She didn't address them first as the crier began introductions. 

"Presenting-" 

"Shut up!" The Empress ordered. "I know who they are and they know who I am." 

Leaning over an attendant leant his ear to her. There was no need for the proximity since her voice was loud enough that even Anna could hear it from where she stood. 

"I thought I extended an invitation to the little snowman Edgar." 

Elsa rescued the man who shot up his brows in a quiet panic at a blunder which probably wasn't even his fault. "Your majesty Olaf will be taking his dinner in my Chambers tonight, we did not think it possible for him to sit still long enough for our dinner, he is umm quite... Exuberant." 

The empress turned in her chair, pursing her lips. The way she spoke made Elsa feel as if she were an adolescent but she determined that must have come with her age. 

"Who told you he would have to keep perfect behavior or his exuberance down in order to attend dinner? From Ophelia's description of him it was the reason for his invitation." Well that explained it. Having already glanced around when they first entered the room seeing exotic contortionists and dancers performing intricate maneuvers upon giant golden ringlets dangling above the ground, they had barely received any attention for the displays. Olaf was to cure the Empress' boredom of her own court. 

The Empress' expression was now indiscernible, squinting eyes and tightly puckered mouth. "Tell me Lady Elsa, is he safe under proper security?" 

The alarm bells rang off inside, Olaf was indeed safe under the watchful eye of Ryu whom Elsa knew would uncover her disguise to protect him, so the only concerning aspect of the question was that of its nature. 

"He is." Anna interjected with no further elaboration, she too must have felt the same consternation as Elsa. 

"Excellent. He is a treasure no doubt. Rare. A living snowman. Who had ever seen such a thing but a small nation of people. If you do require help in keeping him safe and sound do not hesitate to ask for more guards to secure his person-" Elsa's brows scrunched watching the Empress reach out having a sizable jewel placed in her palm. Looking at it as if it was just a hunk of coal. 

"Do you like it?" She held it out for them to see. 

Kristoff was not impressed but still kept his manners. "It's very beautiful, and expensive I'm sure." 

The empress scoffed at his answer. " You don't believe it is beautiful, you believe others think it's beautiful. I know your type. Practical yet wise in taste- you don't even know what type of stone this is." She continued her examination of the stone. 

"Alexandrite-" Elsa stated, stepping a bit closer to her sister and brother. "A rare gem that is said to change colors. Emerald by day, ruby by night." 

Alexandrovna was not impressed by neither the Jewel nor its accurate description. All present jumped when she threw it upon the ground harshly, not breaking it but definitely lowering the current value.

"What's a treasure worth if it's not alive? What are you to do with it? Stare at it, impress others with it? What good is it to me? Who do I need to impress?" They watched one of the most powerful women in the world sit bitterly and lament on. "I'd- I'd say that this jewel is worth a million times less than your precious... Olaf was it?" 

Anna opened and closed her mouth in confusion. Was this woman about to try and buy Olaf? 

"Arendelle is full of treasures such as him and yet I'm the lucky one..." 

Elsa stepped closer daring to study the downcast eyes of Alexandrovna Dmitrieva-Mamonova, there were so many emotions that one would not suspect to be found in a woman of her age and stature. 

Contentment, passion, restlessness, bitterness, loneliness. 

A dangerous mixture as far as Elsa was concerned if handled illy. 

That was why she needed to shut down the sensory noise which filled the room trying to distract her from the dinner conversation. It had been nothing more than the Empress asking Anna and Kristoff to tell their love story. 

Kristoff let Anna handle the details and excitement while he handled the facts. Elsa had heard the story over a thousand times but it still always made her smile fondly. 

The empress laughed, stuffing another pastry in her mouth. "You truly did tug him off of a cliff as a giant threw a tree at you? " 

Anna nodded enthusiastically. 

"Absolutely outrageous. I have had so many royal couples and pairings ask for my blessing to the match and regale their "riveting"  stories of how they saw each other across a room and fell in love or someone's father wanted a merger on a deal to make it more legitimate," a roll of her eyes gave the answer of how often this occurrence was. 

"Yes it wasn't instant for us-" Kristoff began. "I did not want to help her at all-" Anna giggled at the bluntness of his voice, as did Elsa. "I thought she was crazy. I was only in for the sled at first, and then I got to know her and I was goner. Even when I was determined to leave her behind to a perfect prince..." His eyes shimmered when he stared at his wife. "I couldn't."

Elsa was finally pacified enough at the story and sound of her siblings' voices to take a bite of her food right when attention were turned on her. "And what of you Lady Elsa?" She choked on a roll, recovering as gracefully as possible. 

"Oh no, sorry there are no epic love tales for me nor do I think there will be." 

"Really? No knights in shining-" the empress turned to Kristoff briefly. " Leather, to sweep you off your feet. No daring storms of castle rescues fighting off fantastical beast?" 

Elsa grinned, shaking her head. "I'm afraid not. I'm a very simple person-" at this Anna and Kristoff sputtered over their wines looking very dubious at this, Elsa ignored them. "-so if love ever does come my way it most likely will be the kind to bore you."

The empress observed her closely. " My dear girl, I hope you aren't planning settling-" 

"Oh no, no, no-"

"Because to settle on love means a lifetime of regret.''It sounded as if she was speaking from experience. "Besides your beauty affords you the ability to not have to do such a thing. You deserve more than just some handsome man who thinks he is entitled to you cause he's handsome and brave, when your own accomplishments and power supersedes his own." Anna agreed vehemently to this spreading a blush on her sister's cheeks. 

"Now on from sentimentality and to more pressing matters." Oh boy. 

"Arendelle is an ancient relic still alive as if it never left the days of old. A land frozen in time-" Anna and Elsa exchanged glances. 

"A prize really overlooked as being nothing more than a seafaring nation that likes little festivals and fish... But that time has passed- others are beginning to notice you. Some will be kind and some deceitful, some will be both. Your only Ally, Corona. Another simple place filled with magic. Birds of feather no doubt." 

Anna spoke up, her gleeful voice replaced with one hard and cutting. "We scare other nations, so we're currently showing them they have nothing to fear, hence why we're here."

"Then you're doing a terrible job at it-" the older woman shook her head in disappointment. "I do not fear you personally but if this is how you present yourselves to others they will either think you fools who are incapable of defending yourselves or a threat and one that needs to be wiped out quickly." 

"And which one are you?" She smiled at Kristoff's question fondly. 

"The same one I've always been; The smartest person in the world . We both have what the other wants." 

Anna doubted this highly. "Which is? " 

"You have a land full of beautiful treasures, ones I wish to experience and behold and be a part of the preservation of, and I have the means to preserve and protect it." Elsa's head shot up in response to the conversation's direction. 

"You wish to fill our home with Soldiers and weapons controlled by you." It was a foolish offer when put that way but the croon empress shook her head. 

"I wish to be allied with you, the world is changing- advancing much quicker than Arendelle. Soon others will take it be it for the magic or so they can rest easy at night knowing their world won't freeze over. I however know that removing magic from the source is foolish, be it a lamp in a cave, or a spell from a witch that turns your mother into a bear, or perhaps the heart of a goddess, once benevolent turned malevolent." 

Elsa had read these stories as well and agreed entirely. If the Empress wanted Arendelle she could have easily taken it, maybe not have won but cause serious damage and casualties, she wanted to drink from the river instead of building a dam that would overflow and flood everything. 

"Could you protect Arendelle from say... I don't know- a nation like Japan?" Anna stared harshly at her sister silently asking what she was up to. The Empress chuckled at her like she was a fool. "Japan is of no threat, they have their own problems and are far too landlocked away from you, traveling by sea to a naval nation is just stupidity at its highest degree, but if they were to try anything they'd have to go through Ruskland."

Anna continued on keeping her eyes locked with Elsa's. "And if nations were to see our alliance as an even bigger threat enticing them to attack even more? " She was waved off. 

"Germany, England, Finland could gather and still be wiped out. Besides, many of Europe are allied with my crown. To threaten you would be to threaten me, and to threaten me would be to threaten more than half of Europe." 

Elsa took a shuddering breath staring down. Half of Europe. Half of Europe as an ally to Arendelle. She could help Empress Alexandrovna Dmitrieva-Mamonova, and in return the Enchanted forest could be left be, her home would be safe, her people...Ryu. 

She'd have most of Europe possibly backing her in the protection of the Drage lys. She could introduce the dragon to the Empress once a fidelity was formed. She promised to protect Ryu and truly believed she could but if there were others out there such as Julien who wielded sorcery that could harm the magic of Arendelle... 

"You've presented us with a lot to think over and discuss." Kristoff's voice knocked Elsa back down to Earth. Anna was still keeping an eye on her as they bade farewell after more casual conversation over tea tomorrow and the activities they would have to look forward to during their stay. 


Anna felt as if her head would explode from the dinner they just had, ushering Kristoff who was explaining what had happened to Honeymaren, and Elsa into their Chambers. 

"Elsa-"

"Anna I think we should lean with a favorable consideration of the Empress' preposition." It was sudden and abrupt, and shocked her friends and family. 

"Elsa-" Anna began holding up her hands. "We still haven't figured out if the Empress is the one who wants you dead-" Elsa hugged herself and began pacing. 

"I don't believe it was her, if she wanted me dead she has the power to ensure that it would happen. She's not like Georg or Julien, she's... She hates her life and she wants more and believes that Arendelle is the key to a happier road that has more meaning than... " She threw an arm towards the display case of collective eggs and gems and fine china. 

"And you came up with this all on your own from the what- five hours we met her?" Elsa nodded. 

Rubbing his beard Kristoff sighed and conceded his own thoughts on the matter. "I agree with Elsa." Anna whipped her head to him so fast it should have cracked. 

"What?" She couldn't keep the small bit of betrayal from her voice. "So we should just make allies with an empire! Without even considering the negatives this could bring, without even consulting the council?" For her to bring the council into this, a group she considered to be stuffy old farts that were stuck in the past, meant Anna was truly not in favor of the idea at all. 

"Anna's right-" Replied Honeymaren. "What if the Empress tries to impose her ideals on us or plants militia in Arendelle's capital or even the enchanted forest? What if this is all a plan to get us under her thumb like she did with the other countries of Europe?" 

"Honeymaren, we're stronger than that, we could protect the enchanted forest from her or anyone who wished to cause it harm but we can't block out the reason that there could be many people who do and we may need help." Whipping her head from side to side Anna stopped when something that had itched at her brain during dinner surfaced once more to the forefront of her mind. 

"You're doing this to protect Ryu- because you think it can protect Ryu..." 

Elsa sighed, closing her eyes at the true accusation, it wasn't the only reason she was in favor of this. "It could aid in that as well yes-" 

"Oh my god Elsa! Do you not realize the gravity of this situation? Are you really blind to it because you want to protect your dragon!" 

"She has a name-" Elsa responded quietly, it was somewhat insulting that Anna would think she was merely doing this for a short sighted interest and didn't consider the extensions or possible outcomes. 

"And you're in on this?" Anna poked Kristoff's chest. 

"Look, we can't stay hidden from the world forever, no matter how much we'd like to. And Elsa- Elsa is going to protect Ryu and so are the trolls with their lives... And the people who are hunting her who do not care, they're ruthless. If we can get some help against them then we won't have to take those risks." 

Anna studied Elsa who refused to look at her during the duration of her scrutiny, uttering a small whisper. 

"You promised." 

Finally she looked at her. "I'm not breaking that promise, I never will." Rushing over she let Anna grab her holding on just as tight. 

"We have to go about this carefully Elsa." 

"We will, we still have a lot to investigate here-" Elsa pulled away and ran gentle thumbs over her cheeks. "If you were listening I said consider it favorably, not decided ya peanut." Anna grinned up at her resting their foreheads against each other. 

"Together?" 

"Always." 


"Olaf I told you, I'm not your friend here." Elsa paused with her hand on the handle decidedly slipping into the room as quietly as she could.

"Well yeah but no one is around. Plus how am I going to get stories to you if we can't talk?" She heard a sigh, most likely from Ryu. They were in the tea room and from how faint their voices sounded seated upon the sun couch looking out the window. 

"Olaf you have to understand-" 

"No, you have to understand!" Elsa's brows rose, she had never heard Olaf speak so assertively before to anyone, it was odd and kind of terrifying enough to shut Ryu up. 

"You're not the only one on this mission Ryu, I know you said you have a part to play but so do I and that part was given to me by you- and I... I can't do it alone, I need Anna, Kristoff, Honeymaren and Elsa... I need you..." A pang of guilt resounded like a gong within Elsa's chest for underestimating how seriously Olaf took their mission, how he felt about it. Ryu had explained he wasn't just a stowaway or tag along. He was integral and needed. 

She was right. Elsa now knew that without him, her Olaf- despite being made from snow was spring incarnate- she'd go insane in a place like this. She needed him and from the sound of it Ryu needed him as well if at least to talk some sense into her stubborn skull. 

"I guess being in this role again, it took me to a very dark place inside me."

"Yea but you have friends now and you don't have to go there alone anymore." 

Ryu trusted her word to a certain degree but Olaf's council was indispensable to the dragon, even if she disagreed with it, she hung on his every word. 

"There has to be compromise and it can't only be in favor to you. Compromises make healthy relationships. You can't have one without it." Peeking from the corner Elsa could see Ryu's pupils dilate as she leaned in closer to him. 

"Really?" He grinned and chortled. "Of course, even if it's for the good of others, their feelings matter. Did you know that someone can die of a broken heart?" Ryu's head shook slowly. 

"I had no idea."

"It may seem silly but if you love someone, you should not just keep them safe but also happy, it'll make you warm and cozy inside but you may not need help with that, Miss Furnace." A twig finger poked Ryu's chest, she scooted closer to him and just as Elsa was about to make her presence known Ryu spoke up again. 

"Olaf?" 

"Yes?"

"I- I think I love you." 

"Aww well I can't say the same thing right now but I like you alot."

"It doesn't bother you?"

"I always welcome love, it feels great and I can't wait till I love you too. I bet it feels as exciting as being loved by a dragon." 

To not intrude Elsa slipped into the bedroom and purposely slammed the bathroom door closed and open again .

 As she predicted both Olaf and Ryu had made their way to the bedroom when she emerged.  

"How was dinner?" She scooped Olaf up and sat on the edge of the bed as Ryu retrieved the things she'd need to get ready for bed. 

"It was interesting, the Empress missed you, so you'll be coming with us tomorrow." This excited him as well as Ryu but she kept herself a bit more composed. 

"You know Ryu, you don't have to be Astrid when it's just us. It'll make communication a bit more difficult don't you think?" When she said this Ryu's hands stilled as she straightened from hoovering in the wardrobe. Half turning her eyes fluttered to Olaf's who had his brow quirked then back to Elsa who kept up an innocent facade.

Inhaling deeply she mouthed a word that Elsa could barely make out. 

Compromise

"You're right I guess I was being a little dramatic earlier." She ended with a chuckle. 

"Well I wouldn't call a trauma response being dramatic." Elsa nodded along with Olaf's remark, setting him down. 

"Here, why don't you help me brush my hair." She sat at the vanity and eyeing Ryu in the mirror just in time to catch her rolling her eyes. 

"I thought you just said I didn't have to be a lady-in-waiting in private." Ryu didn't have a clue as to why she was arguing, she needed something to do with her hands otherwise she'd go crazy and Elsa knew that. 

"You don't, so I'll ask if you would like to." Relenting the dragon approached and began the task gently removing the pin and brushing out the curls. 

"Oh so I'm only Astrid when it's convenient for you huh?" Elsa was quick with her riposte. "Being my lady in waiting means everything you do is for my convenience." 

Elsa went over the dinner and the Empress' proposal and if Ryu's expression was evidence to anything it was that she did not trust it. 

"This all seems pretty coincidental, which I was taught to not trust." There was a reason behind everything even if said reason was never discovered or could be explained. 

"I don't believe she's behind the attacks, Ryu." 

"Elsa, that is a big coincidence which is an even bigger problem." Similar to Elsa, Ryu definitely would not have minded having more allies to the cause of keeping herself and Elsa alive but the very thought of trusting someone who could have ordered Elsa to be killed in the first place... 

"Maybe the queen needed a problem so she could give a solution like the book I read about how to create an immoral business and how they succeed. They're called solution salesmen I think." Olaf tapped his chin, a usual habit he had when thinking. 

His conclusion wasn't lost to Elsa or Ryu. They exchanged thoughts through staring at the other's reflection in the mirror. If they were to safely consider the deal then the villain behind Julien and all his little friends would need to be uncovered and brought to justice discreetly. 

"You're the David Hume of Arendelle Olaf, you know that right?" Elsa commented softly. He regarded her with a smile. " I don't know who that is." 

Ryu placed her hand on his head shuffling around the snow. "He gets it from you-" picking him up in her arms. "Alright time for bed... For both of you." 

Elsa twisted on her bench watching as Ryu put Olaf on the large bed, practically tossing him. "Is my lovely Lady-in-waiting telling me when I should rest?" She jested joining them on the edge as Ryu sat up on her knees and jutted a finger in her direction. "Your totally awesome, amazing, gorgeous, lady-in-waiting is ordering you to rest." It was pleasant that this distressing gambit of theirs was now something they could joke about. A comfort really, if Elsa could keep Ryu in good spirits about it then she could keep her from closing in on herself and fracturing again. 

"It is now officially! My responsibility to take care of you." Elsa giggled while the dragon tucked her in next to Olaf. Her lips went down when Ryu turned off the lamps and went to the window seat. Sitting up she tilted her head feeling foolish for expecting the dragon to actually sleep in a place such as this, hoping that she'd be a light enough sleeper if she was to detect if Ryu decided to explore or investigate in the night on her own. 

"Ryu?" She looked at her holding Elsa's book of fauna open to a bookmark. "Oyasumi Ryu chan." 

"Oyasumi Erusa chan."


Not being one to beat around the bush of conversation the Empress, dipping a spoon of sugar into her porcelain asked. "So have you given further thought to my offer, Queen Anna?" 

Anna froze mid-sip, eyes flitting from both Kristoff to Elsa at the round table. Lady Ophelia must have been informed about it as well but her opinion of the subject was unreadable. She was poised and proper as usual sipping her tea quietly letting the empress control the conversation unless intel on a particular subject was needed. 

"We still need time to consider it, I hope you understand that an alliance of the nature that you're prepositioning to Arendelle is well-" Anna shrugged as she thought of the right word. 

"Paramount." Ophelia provided. The empress regarded both of them. She'd give them time but akin to Anna, she was a woman of action. An attitude dangerous for a young monarch to have, a lethal one if the ruler was experienced and weathered in the world of politics to others. 

"Ophelia I do hope you haven't been whispering paranoia into the hearts of our guests." 

"Paranoia is the foolish fears of an imbecile plagued by impossible outcomes, caution is wisdom of someone who only trusts in what is possible." Her stare roamed across the guests, briefly landing upon Ryu who was standing at Elsa's left leisure. "I am not frightened of being attacked by a lion within my own study, but if I were to be alone at night on the savannah is a subject entirely different."

"Hello there everybody!" The tension was sliced in half by Olaf's cheerful greeting as he meandered upon the terrace from the gardens neighboring them. 

The Empress clapped with a chirper laugh, boisterously speaking. "Hello master Olaf, I hope you are enjoying your stay here." Olaf beamed at her climbing upon Anna's lap. "It's a big place but I don't think I could ever live here, it would be like living in a big mirror." 

This caused laughter to rouse the table and in the entrance hall turning heads to see two almost identical figures with gender being the only difference to determine they were not clones. 

"Oh my god is that a snowman!" A chirper voice yelled. Anna was taken aback by the young woman crowding her to get a good look at Olaf. By her well made gown sporting the Dmitrieva-Mamonova crest it could be deduced that she had to be a member of the Royal family, her decorum or more so lack thereof was the persona of someone who knew the rules but held themselves above it without care. 

She knelt down, eyes glowing with wonder at him sending a friendly smile to Anna. "Hello there," she spoke as one would to a child. "I'm Darya."

"Hi I'm Olaf." 

"Please excuse Darya-" the male version stated stealing a grape from the empress' plate. She smacked at his hand making him chuckle. "She tends to forget her company and herself when excited." 

"As do you." Lady Ophelia scowled. He squinted playfully at her taking a seat besides Elsa. She already knew his type and braced herself for what was to come. 

"Well that's why we have you, to remember for us less we forget our identities entirely." He turned to Elsa. "My name is David or was it dale-" he rubbed his light facial hair in thought. "Something with a D, like Darya, my father loves alliteration."

"Perhaps it was Daniel." Darya chimed, sitting beside Ophelia and the Empress. 

Rolling her eyes, Ophelia addressed Elsa, Anna, and Kristoff. "Please excuse them, they went without air for three minutes after birth. This is Prince Demetrius and Princess Darya."

Demetrius snapped his fingers and grinned at Elsa leaning in. "That was it! That's my name." She winced a smile back. "Nice to make your acquaintance Prince Demetrius." She knew his character already. He was handsome, dark haired, charming, and thought of himself as witty; with a juvenile boyish air.  

His sister constituted herself in the same manner. With her mouse-like features that were pretty, delicate, with a bubbly persona that rivaled Anna's, lacking the maturity her sister had developed over the years. 

"I take it was a very important matter you two were attending that explains your lack of audience at last night's dinner." 

Darya pouted, serving herself the food which was most likely cold. "It's less of an oversight on our behalf then it's the simple fact that we weren't invited." 

The Empress' silence confirmed this to be fact, Elsa could understand. Given the sophomoric nature of the two and the gravity of topics discussed at dinner the two forces just wouldn't mix. 

"And where is Alyona?" Alexandrovna asked Darya who shrugged. Demetrius scoffed. "Probably with Enrique commiting deeds I dare not say due to the given company." 

Conversation buzzed more fluidly with the twins leading the charge. 

Elsa gradually fell silent save for the polite responses she offered to Demetrius, luckily he read her signals and turned his attention to Kristoff speaking of more masculine topics he probably did not get from his family. 

Olaf had told a joke which had even the empress laughing and Ophelia subtly grinning. With the others distracted Elsa stole a glance at Ryu.

It was remarkable the amount of restraint she held in the situation. Still as a statue, eyes constantly casted to the floor. Elsa knew that she was soaking up every bit of information her eyes were not allowed to partake in, compensating with hearing and smell instead. 

Elsa had to admit it was nice having a second pair of ears to capture any subtleties she may have missed. It was surprising that the empress had four children, three girls and one son, she did not mention her children once but Elsa had seen in passing portraits of three in the halls and rooms, the fourth child must have been a mystery that she'd ask about it when it was appropriate in case it was an ill topic. 

"By God have you all been given a tour of the palace yet?" Kristoff shook his head. 

"The tour is scheduled at noon today, and will be hosted by me." Ophelia was waved off by the prince who rose from the table. 

"Nonsense we can give them one right now-" 

"If they're schedule allows it." His sister joined in looking to her mother for permission. 

"Very well, I will not join you. I am quite content right here. Ophelia?" The lady stiffened knowing what was to come next from her Empress. Dread filled her whole aura of being. 

"You will superintend the tour." Ophelia inhaled an entire lung full of air and stood slowly folding her hands. 

"Very well. Do come along, we shall begin in the Northern corridors and make our way from there." Darya and Demetrius booed at the punctilious instructions and shot winks to their guests. 


Throughout the tours Honeymaren had joined the group introducing herself or more so allowing Lady Ophelia to introduce her. 

Demetrius tackled breaking through Elsa's glacial demeanor while Darya and Anna chatted away, sneaking touches as they passed by with some of decor much to Ophelia tribulation yet she held fast and began rushing them out the rooms with the most expensive and extensive history. 

"Here we have a portrait of Emperor Igor's first hunt in 1788 in the Kamchatka-Kurile taiga peninsula in its complete accuracy." It was of classical design in dark water colors of a group of men and hunting hounds chasing a herd of boars over fields of gold. 

Complete accuracy huh? Ryu doubted it, the painting was made in favor of the hunting party casting them all in valiant poses and the boars with ugly faces and tusks. It was a group of males which wasn't plausible by any means. If anything it would have been a group of sows with their young and maybe one male, unless it was during mating season, but it wasn't. The painting showcased summer weather and mating season was during the fall and winter months for boars. 

The painter must have been very skilled and fast to capture such an event. 

Ryu smiled at the joke and looked to Elsa who was listening intently to Ophelia's lecture, wanting nothing more than to whisper the jape to her. 

Demetrius took to her side and whispered his own jest earning not quite a laugh nor a scoff. It must have been humorous enough to catch her off guard. 

For some reason this hurt. Sharply. Inside seeing them continue to converse. Sighing, Ryu turned away. To the world this was right. She had lived it before throughout her life. 

She remembered the same pain when she was taken to galleries with the Mikoto household. How she wanted to tell jokes and make fun of the art with Susanoo but it was forbidden especially in public and just like them she'd keep her jokes about the art and artist to herself to enjoy alone. 

Olaf wasn't very fond of it and decided to veer off from the tour and take a closer look at whatever was in the adjoining room. 

"Olaf?" Ryu whispered, trailing after him. She found the snowman atop a chair looking down into a vase, his voice echoed from within. 

"I never understood keeping a vase if you're not going to put anything in it." 

"Olaf, we shouldn't stray away no?" She chastised joining him to lift him away but his bowtie with the crocus pin in the center caught upon the rim and fell into the deep dark hold of the vase. 

"It ate my pin!" He cried, setting him down, Ryu pet his head. 

"Don't fuss and fret-" Ryu placated. "I'll get it." The vase was smelly like a hollowed out ram's horn. Much too deep for her arm to reach the bottom. If she maneuvered in just the right way she could get her shoulder and head through to reach. 

"Got it!" She could hear Olaf's cheers from within but the celebration proved premature when she began to pull out but couldn't. 

"Kuso jigoku." She spat between her teeth. After many attempts to squeeze and wiggle free she realized the only way would be to dislocate her shoulder or break the vase both were not options she hadn't wished to explore. 

"Looks like Urn in trouble there." 

Laughter echoed in the vase walls before she cleared her throat. "Olaf go get Elsa please." 

"On it!" He saluted running out the room just to return. "Don't move okay?"

Ryu pulled herself upright making the vase sink further down along her ribs, instead of a reply of sarcasm she kept her mouth shut and nodded the vase. 


“...I didn't...I mean, I wasn't...” Anna tried to explain, while Darya wiped her eyes as Ophelia's twitched. 

"Your majesty please understand that every piece of art was curated back before you or even I were born and deserve the utmost respect despite what Princess Darya and prince Demetrius may think."

"Sisters." At first Elsa had thought the murmur from the prince was for her own sibling but from the way he coyly eyed Ophelia...

Oh... Well that explained some things. 

Speaking of touching things she scanned around for Olaf panicking briefly before she felt a pat at her hip. 

There he stood tapping his twigs together sheepishly. Kneeling down she gave him her ear. 

"Um Ryu and I kinda need you in the other room... She's kinda... Come with me." 

Elsa's anxiety returned as she followed Olaf to the room. 

"How?" She began at the sight that met her. Ryu was taking advantage of her flexibility by using her feet to try and pry herself from the ceramic hydria bohemian prison. 

Rushing over she sat her up. "Ryu, how did this happen? Are you alright?"

Ryu chuckled, her voice muffled. "Oh hey. I'm alright, I guess you could say I get really into art." 

Elsa snickered and examined the rim tightly holding Ryu's right torso. "I'll say. Goodness, just hold still." 

They tried pulling, they tried twisting, and prying, but to no avail. "Elsa, can you use your magic?" She had thought of that already but how could ice and snow possibly help the situation? To test the give she could get between Ryu's neck and the rim Elsa's finger prodded along. Pressing down she felt Ryu's beaded scales flexing beneath her touch. 

"Ryu soften your scales dear." The whispered instructions were followed as best to the dragon's ability, Elsa could understand. She was stressed and in an embarrassing position that was not of her own volition. 

"We haven't even been here for a day." Elsa grinned painfully over her shoulder at Honeymaren. She knelt down tapping the vase. 

"Hello?" Ryu answered. More anxiety creeped into Elsa's consciousness with the sound of footsteps and faint voices of their tour group nearing. 

"What are we going to do?" She harshly whispered to Olaf and Honeymaren. 

"I'll distract them." Olaf was being gravely dramatic about his pseudo sacrifice running out the room. 

"Oh hi Olaf, where's Elsa?"

"Well that'll buy us... Six minutes." Honeymaren droned. "Maybe we can just stuff her somewhere." 

"I doubt that'll work." The others may not notice but Lady Ophelia definitely would note the vase's absence. Looking to the table and back at Elsa, an idea shot like lightning into Honeymaren, she nodded to Elsa to follow along. "I've got an idea! Look natural." 


"In this room we hold many private functions such as auctions and charity events towards the church. In honor of that they commissioned a vase from the famous Joseph-Théodore Deck whic-" 

Honeymaren mocked studying the vase closely next to Elsa who for a better lack of words did not follow her friends instructions at all and if she was trying to this only further concreted the notion of her being a terrible actor. 

Anna's eyes squinted with worry as Kristoff's did the same but with suspicion seeing Elsa there hand upon her hip leaning against a table, face plastered with a toothy fake smile. 

"Umm?" Anna began. 

"Oh you decided to move ahead in the tour-" Lady Ophelia deadpanned regarding the vase centerpiece. "And touch the Mavericks Saint Cruiseo." Oh, that name sounded important. 

Honeymaren laughed, rubbing the back of her hair. "Oh-oh-oh yess see um we were just captured by its-" she waved Elsa over to her side. "beauty-" 

Lady Ophelia curtly replied. "It's upside down." They both looked back as if checking to see if she was correct. 

"Yes it is-" Elsa agreed. 

"You see in our culture-" 

"Yes Northuldran." 

"Yep! We are-"

"Believe-"

"Believe! We believe that it is bad luck to... Have a vase with nothing in it right side up-" 

 Elsa held up a finger to emphasize her words then pointed to the left of them. "Whilst being right of a southern hemisphere centric window."

"What?" Kristoff crossed his arms, boring his eyes into his friends. 

Honeymaren nodded pursing her lips. "Yes it is a very bad omen and we just couldn't help ourselves."

Demetrius and Darya seemed very intrigued by this idea. "Oh we didn't mean to disrespect your culture I wish we would have known. Ophelia!"

Not wanting to be one with an oversight Lady Ophelia called to a passing servant. "Please for the sake of our guests so they will not touch anything else, put all the cases in the Palace that are..." She checked the positioning. "Right of a southern hemisphere centric window upside down." The servant opened and closed his mouth but did not question the strange request and left. 

Satisfied, she turned back to Elsa and Honeymaren. "Shall we move on?" 

"Ahh we have to stay with it for about-" 

"Twenty minutes." 

"To cleanse ourselves of the... Bad luck." 

Anna was completely thrown and approached Elsa whispering to her ignoring Olaf tugging at her arm to leave. "Don't worry, it'll be fine we'll catch up with you guys." she assured her knowing she'd have a lot of explaining to do later. 

As they left Kristoff put his fingers to his eyes, turning them back on The woman who waved in sync. 

"I think I know a way I can get her out." Elsa listened intently. " Can I get up now?" Ryu asked from kneeling behind the stand. 

"Ryu, Honeymaren said she can get you out."

Ryu gasped and perked up waddling over. "Really?" 

Honeymaren had her hands akimbo nodding. "Yep! Just have to dislocate your arm." 

"Oh okay." She and Elsa said together then paused. 

"Wait what?" 

"What!"

"Come on, I can put it back into place when we're done okay?" Elsa did not like this idea but did they really have any other options?

"Ryu you can hold my hand as she does it."

"Actually Elsa I'm gonna need you to pack some snow in the rim to lubricate her so she slips out easier." They set to work, Honeymaren testing the pull of the best angle to yank at while Elsa packed the rim with the softest snow she could muster. 

Ryu sputtered as some leaked through hitting her face and mouth. "What is this? Why eh! Erusa what are you doing?"

"I'm lubricating you, it'll help." Once finished they set the vase right side up and balanced Ryu. Elsa froze it to the ground to prevent movement of any kind. 

"Alright, ready?" Honeymaren gripped  her shoulder and side, planting her feet on the handles. 

"No, go ahead." 

"On three. One. Two. Three!" Elsa yanked at Honeymaren's hips when she leant back to the left pulling Ryu out with a sickening pop. 

They landed in a mess of rumpled dresses, clothes, and entangled limbs. 

Ryu lay prone, in her right hand was Olaf's bowtie. "I've had worse." She moaned, closing her eyes when she sat on her rump. Elsa immediately began checking her limp shoulder. 

Honeymaren chuckled, dusting herself off. "Now the worst part is over, let's get this back into place shall we."  Dragon bones were a bit more fluid and flexible than humans and the joints were differently placed. 

A particularly high pitched yelp and growl had Elsa covering Ryu's mouth using her other hand to gently caress her cheek. 

"Done!" She proclaimed stepping back as if Ryu would turn feral and project her aggression towards her, placing the vase back in place. 

Instead she slumped over defeated mumbling. "Thanks guys." 

Elsa helped her to her feet fussing over her shoulder. "I'll ice it later." Elsa offered as they exited the room none of them intended on ever returning to. 

"There's a tiny crack but since no one ever touches it they won't notice. That's still coming out of your salary." She side eyed Ryu winking. 

Ryu fell back, sniffing the air inquisitively, then frowned at what she picked up. "You coming?" 

Taking one last whiff she answered quietly. "Yesu." 


Ryu was taking the news that she would not be able to attend the party that was being hosted tonight very well. A little too well. 

"I will bring you back something special though, I promise." She received only a half-hearted response, coming from the bathroom Ryu was lounging near the window gazing out into the night observing the gray clouds looming closer. Her expression, solemn and far too serious. Elsa could tell it wasn't due to her lack of invitation however. 

Ryu jumped not even noticing when Elsa approached, startled by the gentle squeeze of her shoulder, she craned her neck up to see Elsa's eyes brimming with concern. 

"Hey, are you alright?" Her hand rubbed a cooling sensation along her sore shoulder drawing out a hum. "That feels nice. Thanks." Ryu was definitely in another world, in a delayed reaction she did a once over of Elsa's wardrobe. 

"Red?" Elsa smiled down at herself. It was an odd color of choice, she never really wore such bold and saturated colors as these. "Prince Demetrius said to wear something daring and flashy as par with tonight's party theme."

Ryu nodded, turning back to the window. "You look nice." Elsa frowned sitting beside her, she wanted to say more but had no inclination of what those words would be. "Thank you..." Before pulling away she sighed and pressed her face into Ryu's neck nuzzling her. It was reciprocated dryly.  

Her fingers lingered when she stood on Ryu's shoulder, hesitant to pull away and go to the door. She casted one last glance at the brooding dragon. 

What is going on with her? 

The question remained as a fog in Elsa's brain, even with all the colors, sights, sounds, and people eagerly vying for her attention greeting her as she entered the party. 


Ryu was doing well, her goal held little consequences and reaped large rewards if it was successful. Her attire was black, just like her hair and would allow her to melt into the shadows, to be in plain sight but not seen. She already had an excuse reeved up in case she was caught. Ryu scowled at the notion. She would not be caught. 

Casually leaving Elsa's chambers she wouldn't draw attention as long as she kept in mind while in the guest wing, passing guards and servants, she belonged here. 

She was confident she could balance the regality of being a lady in waiting, a proper lady, and still pale perfectly when catching the eye of a guard or any male that skulked about in the halls. She was small and feminine enough to not be considered suspicious or a threat. Especially with the knowledge of the foreign royal family's visit. 

There was one male though that she would have to avoid at all costs. 

He was here. Ryu was sure of it,  now was as good time as any with Elsa and everyone else distracted by the party. 

Exiting the guests wing Ryu subtly sniffed the air picking up so many smells it almost made her dizzy. 

She followed the trail where it began to grow stronger and stronger ignoring the foul taste it left in her nostrils and sullied memories it roused in her mind. It was an awful mix of cigars, ink, and something similar to rotting tree bark, as if there was something dying inside him that oozed from his pores. 

His noxious gas led her to the eastern wing of the palace. It was darker and devoid almost entirely of life, a little too cliche for Ryu. She'd have no choice but to take to the stone sills outside. The windows weren't easy to pry open, even with her superior strength.

Outside her back hugged the stonewall shimming to the side. She heard the clicking of someone deciding to close her way back in enticing an eye roll. Whatever, it wasn't as if she were locked out completely she could find another opening. As the saying went, windows were just doors for the brave. 

Being outside did have the disadvantage of not being able to follow the scent trail, so Ryu would have to improvise checking carefully along the rooftop and other ledges for any sign of Georg. She wondered if he was attending the celebration tonight or if the saint was too holy for such debauchery she knew the Ruskland court was capable of. 

What if he ran into Anna or Elsa? Shaking away the what ifs to focus on the here and now, Ryu braced herself to climb up. The height was formidable to one afraid of falling, luckily Ryu knew how to navigate buildings. She leaped across an impasse tucking and rolling and was met with an instant regret from the pain that throbbed in her shoulder. 

A passing guard was looking straight at her but she knew he would only see a black shadow hunched like the gargoyles which decorated the stone arches along the roof. 

She checked the window after window, highrise after highrise till she used her legs to hang upside down, not feeling up to jumping downward in case this one turned out to be stale too. 

"Kanzen." Fangs splitting into a triumphant smile when the horrid smell slipped between the sill and window cracks, leading into a dark study. Her pupils dilated to their fullest, taking in every detail that they could absorb. 

Flipping upright she brute forced her way in through the locked window, the momentum sending her in a brief roll on the magenta carpet. She sprang upright and began her search for anything, anything that could incriminate the man and prove his involvement with Julien. 

Her claws made easy work of the lockbox she found within the desk popping it open to find a journal. Patience was not a key player, with the way she turned page after page in the middle of the book but none of it made any sense; it was just his life written in perfect print in a language she had a slim grasp of. She'd keep sifting through it until she found- her eyes moved quickly across the pages and stomach clenched tighter with each word she read. 

"Anata wa byōki no rokudenashi..." 


Finally some fresh air that wasn't polluted with the smell of cigars, sweets, perfumes, and alcohol. Honeymaren slumped over the garden railing pricking her cuticles. 

"May we speak in private Miss Natrura?" She screamed at the even tone preparing to strike whoever invaded her personal space and time but relaxed her battle stance when She saw Ryu standing somewhat similar to Lady Ophelia. It was so bizarre seeing her like this. 

"Uh sure? Why'd you have to sneak up on me like that?" She complained as they went back inside in search of an empty room, very few people could. "It was not my intention to frighten you." Entering a dark and dreary study Ryu shut the doors behind them and relaxed her posture. 

"I found out who is behind the assassin attempts." She said evenly. 

Honeymaren however could not keep calm and grabbed Ryu's arm pulling her further into the room. 

"How? I mean who?" She sputtered. 

"Georg Scherer." Her blood began to boil, she knew it! She knew it! Knew that man was a rat! 

"How did you find it?" 

"I read his journal. Turns out he's a witch hunter who took to the church and came here but before then he..." Ryu paused, turning pale as she recalled what she had read. 

"He did unspeakable things to people who he believed were a part of the occult. Just recently before coming here he... " 

"He did what?" Honeymaren probed unsure if she wanted to actually know or not. 

"I'd rather not say right now but that explains so much. " 

"If he's been dealing with magic for a long time then it only makes sense he'd know its weaknesses." Ryu's hand subconsciously hovered over her stomach with a grim look. 

Honeymaren shared the same expression, that same monster had been left alone with Elsa many times, that same monster had been in her homeland, among her people. 

"We have to tell the others. Did you find out if the crown was involved at all?" Ryu shook her head. 

"It only recounted his life story before coming here, but I mean they have to be involved somehow. Why else would he come to Arendelle under their orders." Honeymaren wanted to be objective to the matter as Elsa had been but found entertaining the ideas and hopes insufferably naive. 

"We'll tell them tomorrow night." 

"Why wait!" 

"Because tomorrow no one will have the time, the empress and her children have filled up all of our schedules. So we'll meet up for dinner just between us and make it seem like we'll be discussing her proposal- which I guess in hindsight we will be. Elsa and Anna seem a bit distracted tonight anyways so it'll be for the best, I just have this feeling we should wait." 

Ryu examined her own feet. She didn't want to in the slightest and instead wanted to rush to Elsa and spew everything she had learned. One thing stopped her and that was she trusted Honeymaren and wanted Honeymaren to trust her as well so she'd keep this between them for now. She didn't understand the hesitation but she'd go along with it. 

She met her stare and nodded reluctantly. Honeymaren grunted and headed for the door. "I'm going to go back, they'll be wondering where I am, want me to walk you to your room first?" 

Ryu shook her head. "No, I'm going to walk around a bit more and try to listen out for any whispers, if Elsa gets back before me just tell her I went for a walk. Tell her not to worry." 

"What about Georg?" 

Ryu shooed her out of the room. "I'll be able to spot him way before he'll spot me." 


It was an extraordinary sight seeing Elsa in red and black, the colors just emboldened her light hair and eyes, like an angel disguising itself in hell. 

Anna attached to her side wrapping their arms together as they navigated the party. She too felt out of place wearing yellow but the twins did say bright colors and the party proved if they had worn anything dull they'd be incongruous. "Why do you have to look gorgeous in every color you wear?" The anger and envy behind her clenched tooth murmur, complementary and teasing, were met with a similar coyness from Elsa who leaned in to whisper. "I was going to ask you the exact same question." Anna shrugged scanning the fashionable crowd in their smocks that she'd only consider wearing at a costume party in Arendelle, her searched ended landing on the banquet tables of sweets, one sweet that was specifically coveted- 

"I reckon you have a battle plan for how we're to get over there unscathed." Elsa must have either been following her line of vision or had the same idea. 

"I'm thinking, I'm thinking." She hummed surveying guests to guests and which could provide the shortest conversation and safe passage to the tables and which were most likely to apprehend them in an hour long soliloquy sharing their life story. 

With a jerk of her head Elsa led her sights to a stout man, holding the line of chatting women of the court and off to left hunger wolfish men already eying her and her sister. 

"Lord Cliesse, a man of little to say and the disposition of porcupine-" Elsa was impressed, raising her brows whilst avoiding eye contact with the other gentlemen, if she could even call them that with their lascivious stares. "You've been studying?"

Anna shook her head. "No Darya told me about him twenty minutes ago." 

Elsa took inventory. "Alright so we say hello to him, then make our way to the ladies over there, chat with them then excuse ourselves to the table and oh dear." 

"What?" 

She sighed heavily. "The food table is the perfect place to ask for a dance or make conversation..." That was the last thing she wanted right now, what with so many issues plaguing her thoughts, her temper was short tonight. 

"I'm not worried, I'm married." Anna's blaise answer had Elsa shooting her a beleaguered look. "I'm not." 

Anna's grip tightened on her arm. "Don't worry, I'll protect you."

Elsa choked on a laugh. "My hero." Operation retrieve the sweets without being absconded by any matrimonial hungry predators or their...mothers. Anna shuddered at the very thought of it. They felt the eyes of many following their steps as they made their way over to Lord Cliesse who proved true to Darya's intel was a man only interested in his flask and speaking of those he wished to form deals with, they made short work of him exuding his social prowess, he excused himself rather shortly after introductions leaving them to join the flock of court birds. 

Elsa let Anna handle their gossip and questions answering them with enough flair that the women were completely entranced, no man dare try to breach the perimeter they created around the sisters following them to the banquet table. 

Remaining cordial and pleasant was an easy task, the conversations happening around them were actually dare Elsa say entertaining, listening to them regale how useless or stupid their husbands and suitors were. How simple it was to ensnare them in marriage by playing the virtuous damsel who would bat her eyes at just the right time and laugh at the perfect pitch at jokes that weren't even funny. 

It brought on the realization to Elsa how facile it would be to get a husband, she could even probably get one tonight, but also with that came to light how challenging it would be if she were to pursue her true love story, one that was real and meaningful. To her that seemed fair. Nothing worthwhile came to the effortless. 

Anna grinned watching Elsa look completely content and adorable to gracefully eat, watch the acrobatic and exotic performances, and listen to them talk. She was almost jealous, almost if she wasn't a social butterfly herself. She knew even if she wasn't she'd all do the same for her. 

A crowd gathered to spectate Olaf deciding to join the contortionists with disassembling his parts with ease to match their expertise. It made the onlookers laugh and Olaf smile wide when he was applauded even by the Empress. 

When Kristoff approached the circle the women actively blocked him from reaching Anna and Elsa with impatient head tilts at the interruption."Need something Master Kristoff?" The leader of the flock asked. He held up a finger folding his lips together. "Umm my wife?" He shut up quickly seeing Anna behind their backs making rapid gestures for him to not intervene and whisk her away, surely dispersing the group and leaving Elsa with no shield from the possible suitors making rounds and circling the group of hens like foxes, ever on the search for a way in. 

"I'll just go... Find Honeymaren check on her." Nodding quickly he left. 

They kept their gazes on his back then returned back to Anna. "Your husband is so..." One lady began. 

"Big." Her friend assisted, Elsa paused mid bite glancing sideways at all of them without moving.

Anna's grin grew lecherous, wiggling her brows at them. "He is." They cackled in an uproar except Elsa looking like a pathetic swan among hens who desired nothing more than to stuff her beak with food and dive her head underwater and remain there for the entirety of the evening. 

Anna shoulder bumped her smirking. "Nothing comes for free." Elsa nodded, waving her off in favor of sipping some champagne she distractedly thought to be water. Her eyes widened examining the glass of bubbly fluid, it was delicious!


The ladies retired to a sitting room later on in the evening, Anna hadn't remembered the last time she had this much fun talking to strangers of this caliber but did ensure to memorize all of their names and get their information so she could invite them to Arendelle's next large holiday or festival. 

Even Elsa seemed to be enjoying herself, though that could have been due to her being a bit drunk, which Anna determined when she started rocking a small bit to the music closing her eyes and humming, she made an ice baggie not caring who saw and began packing away some deserts for later. Anna looked around, cringing, she'd need to get her sister out of here before someone took advantage.

"My legs are jelly." She complained. One of her new friends agreed with a frowning nod. "I was a fool for wearing heels."  The rest echoed the notion. 

"I know a place we can sit. It'll be quiet and I'll get someone to bring us food and drinks!" A young blonde stated. 

"Lead the way, Cosette!" Anna grabbed Elsa who was perplexed as to where she was being dragged to but didn't argue. She couldn't help the smug formation taking over her lips as she took away the prize of the evening and disappointed the trail of expressions that followed them out. 

She tapped Kristoff's shoulder after finding him huddled in a corner with Honeymaren, both looking bored and miserable. He'd been warding away any men seeking a night or conversation with her sticking them together like glue. Anna hated dashing his hopes when he caught her eye, probably expecting her to tell them it was time to retire but she wasn't quite done yet. "Keep an eye on Olaf. I'm going with these lovely ladies to another room." 

"We already are." Honeymaren said. She wanted to join the foreign festivities or at least have a conducive conversation with someone but the women were hard to talk to and the men all seemed more interested in her than discussing the societal differences in a culture exchange. It kind of made her miss Tobias. Yes his attention was still unwanted but he at least respected that and would still talk about the most interesting of topics that could at least lead to some action of betterment for her people and his. 

"You are really pretty." Cosette giggled in surprise and gave Elsa her warmest smile. "Thank you so much you're so sweet, you know I've heard so many things about you and not at all like any of them, well except you are a bit mysterious." 

Anna chuckled, she'd let Elsa have her much needed fun, she herself felt relaxed as well this group was nice and funny although a bit crass. She liked them. 

"Elsa and Olaf are the sweetest people in all of Arendelle." Elsa had a permanent grin on her face leaning her head on Anna's shoulder. She grabbed her hand rubbing circles along the back of it. "Stop it." Elsa's cheeks reddened from embarrassment at her sister's praises. 

"Do you all wanna see a magic... Thing." Oh boy what was Elsa planning. 

The group gasped, clapping their hands. "We were waiting for you to ask!"

"What are all of your favorite aminals- animals?"

They went silent for a minute thinking over the question. 

"Uuh- Rabbits, they're the cutest things." 

"Cats. I have three."

"Horses." 

"Pigs, they look funny."

"Dogs, loyal beasts. My wet nurse was a dog." 

Elsa looked up at Anna who tapped her nose. "You know already."

"Yes I do." She said proudly sitting up and rubbing her hands. 

"Okay." Gasps filled the room, some of the servants paused before leaving to see the magical figurines come into existence. Once complete Elsa left them on the table. "Ta-da." 

The boldest of the group picked up her dog half expecting it to freeze her hand and tested the surface of the ice. 

"Every winter festival Elsa makes toys for the children. They'll never melt even in the summer." Anna boasted as they all looked over her work. 

"Thank you so much Elsa." 

"Yes thank you, you're such a dear." 

After their gratitude Elsa bashfully waved her hand. "It was nothing." She took her place back to leaning on Anna growing drowsy. The atmosphere changed for the better, after the little gift exchange, they became much more forthright with information and gossip even personal problems seeing the genuine affection and authenticity between the sisters. 

"So Ruskland seems like a busy place, you just get visitors and imports from all over, huh?" Anna took a swig of vodka. 

"Yes we do, someone is always ordering something or someone coming from distant lands to trade, especially recently." 

Perfect. 

Anna remained nonchalant. "Really, Arendelle hardly gets imports from far away. Where do they come from?"

The women exchanged looks then began speaking in a more hushed tone. "Well it's no secret that the empress has exotic tastes we all do, but I do believe it is rubbing off on the church. There's a possibility they could be using the finance from the crown to satisfy it." 

They groaned and tutted. Anna goaded them on further with indignity. "And they have the nerve to say that we women don't need a scarf from France and tell husbands not to overindulge you." 

"Precisely what I'm saying, just three months ago I tried ordering a new dress from Italy, and you know what my husband told me?" 

Anna raised her brows in question. "I don't need it. Yet we give money to churches for them to receive imports from Places like, Germany, the Americas and the Eastern isles." 

"The Americas?" Anna had the mental prowess to cover up her shock and falling nerves with a laugh that came out sounding more like disbelief. 

"I know! The Americas, what do they have that we don't? The south and the North. Ridiculous."

"Absolutely absurd." Anna closed her eyes. So this evening hadn't been a waste after all. A duper's grin teased her lips. "And they have the nerve to call us wasteful, but alas the church is run by men and you know how they are." 


Entering the room Anna set Elsa on the bed as she turned her head to and fro. "Where's Ryu?" She asked, taking the the water glass from Anna.

"I'm not too sure, maybe she went to the kitchens to get some food." Elsa held up the ice baggie pouting. "But I brought her macaroons." 

A very disheveled Honeymaren burst through the doors collecting herself in heaving breaths. "You alright?" Anna asked in concern. 

"Yea I'm fine, I was just uh taking a walk with Ryu and she was uh just stretching her legs." She scratched the nape of her neck. 

"I should go find her, what if-" 

"She'll be fine Elsa-" Honeymaren assuaged. "She has this Lady in waiting role on lock, I just came by to check on you." 

"I'm alright. Just- Anna I'm sorry, I was not intending to get tipsy tonight, I should have-" Anna instantly was sitting next to her rubbing her arms. 

"Hey, hey it's completely fine Elsa, you had fun, I had fun. And hey you actually helped me alot." Elsa's face remained incredulous to this, if anything Anna was her hero tonight.

She laid against her, happy to receive the head rubs that followed. "Thank you." Anna smiled and kissed her head. 


Ryu felt like a fool, not for her being caught by Honeymaren who was much more understanding and lenient than she would have ever admitted previously, but for the fact that turning a corner she collided with someone who gripped her shoulders to either siege or steady her she wouldn't wait to find out. 

Free from their grasps, a handsome face greeted, one that possessed a deep smooth voice sounding seven years her senior at least. 

"Woah there miss, what's with the hurry? Last I checked there was no fire." He spoke in Ruskish with a thick accent. Ryu sighed in relief as she took inventory of his red, gold, and black uniform. 

Ryu righted herself as a proper lady should. "I was simply out stretching my legs, I'll be returning to my mistress now. Good evening. "After the initial surprise of her knowing his tongue faded he tried impeding her quick escape, by mirroring her steps which she predicted going the opposite direction and off on her way. 

Matching her quick strides with her was easy for the guard to keep pace with. "May I help you?" 

"Not entirely but my mother would sooner see me hung than to allow a pretty maiden such as yourself roam these halls filled with drunks alone." She rolled her eyes. 

"I assure you I can handle myself quite well." She replied simply. He chuckled at this but it wasn't in mockery. 

"I can believe that." 

"Why is that?" 

"Because I could see the look of a fighter reflected in your eyes, before you realized I was guard, you didn't see me as a threat-" he squinted his eyes at her. "Just merely an annoyance." 

Ryu kept her gaze ahead as they walked the halls towards the guest's wings. Was she really that transparent or was he very astute? She supposed that knowing someone's non verbal intentions came with the duty of his line of work. She deflected the unease she felt at being so easily read by a stranger. "The fact that you are following me confirms that I still do, sir." 

His laughter fully echoed through the large open area alerting some other passerbys. "I'm not following you, I'm walking with you, there's a difference." 

"Yet both irritate me all the same."

"You mentioned a mistress earlier, may I ask who she might be?"

"E- Lady Elsa of Arendelle." His eyes expanded. 

"Well then now it is no longer a deed of good merit, I must return you to her in good health and safety." 

Ryu wouldn't argue, he could provide a buffer in case anyone tried to stop her- "How does one come to be the lady in waiting for Miss Arendelle? I hear she's quite reclusive and- forgive my saying so- difficult in temperament." -If only he'd do so in silence. 

"If anything I'm the more difficult one between the two of us, Elsa is merely doing me a charity." 

"Still serving royalty or Noble is not an easy feat. It's like they're a different species or breed of human altogether." She offered a half smile as he spoke. Yes humans all shared many qualities and instincts despite class and their regional distances yet were still all so extremely unique. It was dizzying to even try and keep track of. 

"Yes, well humans are unlike any animal I've ever come across." The wording caught the guard's attention, so he looked down at her. "Animals?" Oops, Ryu cringed at her slip up. 

"Humans must be the worst animals to ever exist, at least from what I've seen." His line of sight took hers to spot a man cornering a woman of court pathetically trying to win her attention. 

"Well animals kill, abandon their young, or and are prone to violence yet, you can't blame them, they do it for survival. Hu-we humans do it simply cause we're bored or didn't like the way someone looked at us." She hated grouping herself in with them yet felt comforted by the idea that in this moment she wasn't a monstrous dragon. If humans were this horrible and deemed dragons monsters, she couldn't fathom how deplorable her species truly were. As if Satan himself was wincing and scoffing at one's actions in disbelief that they could be capable of such atrocities. 

 

"You have an interesting take on the matter Miss..." 

"Astrid... Astrid of Harmon." 

"Miss Astrid of Harmon." He repeated, commiting the name to his memory. "The way you carry yourself is unlike any Lady I've ever met. My name is Petyr, Petyr Goulse." It was meant to be a compliment but to Ryu it felt as if someone had ripped her disguise off and yelled to a crowd her true identity. 

"Thank you Mr. Goulse." She replied stiffly. 

As they arrived at Elsa's door she turned to the guard to take his leave but before she could voice a goodbye the door clicked open revealing Elsa in a house robe. Her face softened fondly at Ryu then immediately hardened when she noticed Petyr. 

"Is something wrong?" Ryu pursed her lips at the worry etched in Elsa's voice, knowing how this must have looked. Her being escorted back to their room in the company of a Palace guard. 

He bowed deeply. "Lady Elsa, nothing is amiss I assure you. I was merely escorting Miss Astrid back from her walk to your rooms to ensure her safety." His smile was disarmingly attractive. His whole face and body were and Ryu decided after studying his features while he talked that she liked his dark brown eyes and hair, along with the light stubble creeping up his cheeks. 

When she turned to Elsa her face changed but demeanor stayed the same this time the aggression was targeted at Ryu leaving her completely confused. What had she done in the last twelve seconds since Elsa opened the door?

"Thank you very much for keeping her safe-" It was Ryu's turn to scowl, he hadn't kept her safe from anything! He only provided conversation on the walk back. 

He took his leave with another bow and bid Elsa farewell, turning back a few steps away. "Goodnight... Miss Astrid." Ryu couldn't resist returning his grin but the spell that kept their eyes locked was interrupted by Elsa lacing their fingers together and gently pulling her into the room. 

Locking the door, she faced Ryu and put her finger to her mouth, shushing her. There on the bed lay a snoring Olaf who slept with a smile on his face dreaming of the eventful night he had with the Empress' and the performers. 

Elsa led them into the tea room shutting the door. Spinning around, her white night dress whipped about with the force when she removed the robe draping on the chair all while keeping her eyes locked on Ryu with an intensity she was not accustomed to seeing from Elsa.

Is Elsa readying to fight me? 

The spirit cocked her head and gave her a rather assessing glance, as if she had been reading Ryu's whereabouts on a piece of paper attached to her forehead. Ryu had seen that look before; Elsa was concocting an idea of sorts. Decidingly, Ryu found the experience and silence somewhat unnerving.

Finally Elsa chose to break the tense silence. "I wish I could have brought you to the party-" she said, finally tearing her eyes away from Ryu in favor of retrieving a bag that lay on a small round table. "You would have enjoyed so many colors and people and music and food..." Elsa sighed as if it were some great tragedy that Ryu did not attend. "Nevertheless I brought you a surprise." Ryu sat on the couch when Elsa motioned for her to do so. Her muscles melted into the soft fabric. 

Elsa sat down beside her, maybe too close allowing their thighs to touch. She was moving especially bold tonight with her movements and behavior, with her fingers rasping across Ryu's back.

"Now-" she started turning so Ryu could not see what she had in bag. "I'm sure you've never had these before. So for your surprise..." Facing her again this time with her hands hidden behind her back, smile wide and excited. "Close your eyes and open your mouth." 

Ryu blinked at her a few times before she complied, somewhat nervous but also very curious as to what Elsa was up to. Something flakey and sweet touched her bottom teeth and tongue when she heard Elsa whisper. "Bite." 

Elsa was correct, she hadn't had something like this before. It had to have been a dessert of some kind. The outside was crusty but inside was a delicious smooth and creamy goo that tasted of raspberry. 

"What is that?" Ryu asked, keeping her eyes closed. "A macaroon. They come in all different flavors and I got you one of each." Elsa sounded quite proud of herself pushing more of the treat into Ryu's mouth. As she ate Elsa rubbed her shoulder tenderly working in a chill to soothe the inflamed sinew. Ryu melted into her embrace leaning in closer as she fed her more macaroons. 

"Is that better?" Elsa mumbled, getting a nod and heavy exhale in reply. Ryu's body was like a magnet to Elsa's attaching itself to her as best she could, entranced by the cold respite of the physical ventures endured that day. 

Getting into the message Elsa began using both hands one caressing Ryu's face experimentally and the other scratching the nape of her neck. 

Soon a groan drowned out by purrs rose out of her throat when she rolled her head to the side. 

"What were you up to?" Elsa asked gently.

"I was..." She almost told her, almost broke the pact she made with Honeymaren a few hours ago and that startled her into coming back from the blissful paradise Elsa's fingers created. The feeling of wanting to be at her mercy completely vulnerable. 

"I was just taking a walk, being in this room was driving me insane." There wasn't a lie, and Elsa would know that. 

"You're tired aren't you?" Elsa knew the answer to that question. Ryu hadn't been able to sleep during the day and night her body still fought her to stay awake challenged by the patter of a heavy July rain typing against the window and roof. 

Before she could protest Elsa scooped her up in her arms. "I want to watch the rain." Ryu tried worming her way out of Elsa's grip but her sluggish attempts meant nothing.

Elsa had sat them on the window bed, Ryu resting against her curled up legs. She too wanted to watch as well. Her silken dress felt better than the sheets of the bed. Elsa misplaced her hair, staining her hands in the black dye slightly. 

"You want to tell me what you were really up to Tenshi no akachan." The words had Ryu's body tighten and eyes shoot open looking up into Elsa's face as she watched her gaze at the rain, for that was all that could do. 

Did Elsa know what that meant?

If so Ryu found it to be entirely unfitting, if anything it was more suited to be directed at Elsa than herself. 

They were still having lessons in Japanese and Kenji, Elsa's pronunciation was impressive and she was quick to grasp things like syllables and writing. When Elsa looked down at her with those impossibly deep azure eyes Ryu couldn't look away. Elsa had trapped her, she was immobilized and felt her sanity slipping away through the cracks of her wall Elsa's gaze and touch had created. 

It was at this moment Ryu was convinced that living couldn't get any better and she wondered why Elsa gave up heaven so they could be together. 

"I was snooping around, I think I found something useful but I'm not too sure. I was going to explain it tomorrow night to you and the others, see if we can make sense of this." She added a finality to her tone in hopes that Elsa would accept that answer. 

She felt Elsa lean down and squeeze her firmly. "No more secrets okay?" 

When Elsa relinquished her spell from Ryu to face the window again, Ryu buried her red face into Elsa's stomach, nodding. 

Elsa whispered into her ears as she drifted off which would repeat itself in her dreams the entire night.

"Watashi no tenshi no akachan." 

Notes:

Kuso jigoku- fucking hell

Kanzen- perfect

Anata wa byōki no rokudenashi - you sick bastard

Tenshi no akachan- angel baby

Watashi no tenshi no akachan- my angel baby

Chapter 27

Notes:

I'm back baby
Gonna try to update regularly life happened unfortunately.
Please enjoy.
This was a difficult chapter to write.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Elsa wasn't certain what time it was, it was still dark outside, she awoke surrounded by a balmy, almost unfamiliar warmth radiating on her back and midsection. 

As her eyes adjusted to the dark, her inspection of the room led her from Olaf snoring, propped up by her legs to the empty window seat where Ryu once sat. 

Elsa almost bolted upright in panic but with the arm slung over her waist and body pressed into her back- both kept her from flinging herself and Olaf to the floor. She glanced behind her and found Ryu sleeping, occasionally letting tiny growls and grunts escape. 

Sighing Elsa slunk back down onto her pillow rearranging herself to comfortable perfection. 

Her heart slowed following the ticking of the clock until a few moments passed. Elsa's small grin faded and her eyes snapped open at once. 

Ryu hadn't left the room, Ryu had gotten into bed most likely at her bedtime of three in the morning...

Don't panic and make it weird. Elsa scolded to her heart's increasing tempo. Friends spoon friends. She spooned Anna all the time and Anna her. It was no big deal. 

Carefully she turned over to face the girl buried underneath the blanket. Reaching, Elsa slowly touched her finger to Ryu's face, pressing down. 

The snores emboldened her light touches of brushing Ryu's hair back, fingers lingering too long on the scaled skin. She committed every scale, every mark to her mind's core library. A small purr ruptured giving Elsa no time to react. 

A purple, hazey stare greeted her when she looked into Ryu's eyes. Elsa froze stiff, holding eye contact. She felt like a total fool, of course Ryu wasn't fully asleep, she had just gone to bed if the clock was correct in time. There was no escape and no excuse. 

She had been caught. 

It was only natural that Elsa remained repentantly still when Ryu returned the favor of testing the feel of her skin. The way her eyes flickered back and forth across Elsa's features, gaze curious and bright, it was like a mirror. 

Ryu was much less apologetic and careful with her exploration which led to the palm of her hand clasping above Elsa's chest, the way her heart thundered inside, it felt as if the organ would break through her rib cage. Ryu looked up at her. 

"Are you scared?" She whispered. Elsa shook her head glancing down at the hand on her chest. Sliding back down neither removed their hands, and continued grafting every single inch of the other's face and hair. 

Everything was clenching, every part, every muscle. Elsa's stomach hurt, in a way she wouldn't mind feeling again in the future. She wasn't entirely sure the cause, perhaps the alcohol she had last night, yet this didn't feel that way. It was more so tingling and lightness to her head than feeling weighed down, dizzy and sick. 

Ryu was in deep thought, Elsa could see the detonation of the choice made burst from her expression. 

She moved in closer and tucked her head beneath Elsa's chin. 

Hugging her Elsa stared at the wall, unable to do anything other than squeeze Ryu close. It was like a hug, hugs could be given anywhere. Olaf taught her that from various positions. 

Turning her head Elsa rested against Ryu's and inhaled deeply. It reminded her of a cat pushing their head against a human or each other.

Between Ryu's purring and arms wrapped around Elsa's waist, split her lips into a wide smile. Closing her eyes she rocked her dragon a small bit in giddiness. This was a new sensation—this sensation of being wrapped in another’s warmth— body to body. Not thinking, not worrying, just feeling and loving it. 

Elsa always valued mental and emotional connection, now she realized how much she neglected her physical needs, how disconnected she had been from it. 

A worm of self degradation tried to find some loophole to slither in, if just to remind Elsa in this little exchange the more she took the more she'd want. She'd never be satisfied, first she wanted Ryu to trust her, let her help her, then she wanted to know Ryu mentally and emotionally. And now... Now—

I want her physically. 

Elsa shook her head at the thought trail.

Platonically!

"We could continue to hold ourselves ransom against the other or..."

"Or?"

"I give you a bit of me and you give me a bit of yourself in return."

"Deal."

She'd give more of herself to Ryu. Elsa fell back asleep with that promise on her mind. 


It was a wonderful morning.

Ryu took a risky stolen glance at Elsa with an almost invisible smile. She looked absolutely, breathtakingly beautiful. The golden yellow cape draped to the front and, clasped by a pendant, shimmered when the sun caught it from the window. Her silk dress beneath it was soft, cream, and layers upon layers of light materials creating a shade of lemon. 

Almost as soft as her skin was last night. Wonderfully cold and smooth. How could Ryu feel jealousy after the moments she and Elsa stole together when no one was watching? It was proving difficult to keep the duping delight in check.

Elsa was dressed like the summer sun and her bright dazzling smile lifted the spirits of the Mamonova family as she displayed her adroitness at the piano forte. The music echoed through the dome like room. 

"Pleased by the music, are we Miss Astrid?" Ryu sighed signaling her attention to the guard...

What was his name? Pedro? Pesto? Arnold?

"Elsa is so talented." She stated, scooting over to keep some distance between her and the guard. 

"Yes she is full of surprising charm." Ryu scrunched her nose, why was everyone so perplexed by the idea of Elsa being a prodigy capable of magnetism? Yes, she was a bit awkward and skittish but she was warm and fun as well. Adorable even which Ryu had no idea humans could even be capable of. 

It was evident with the way the noblemen eyed her whenever they walked by in the halls or gardens, they didn't even know her, just that she was beautiful. 

Petyr chuckled at Ryu's neutral expression to what he had just said, clearly she wasn't listening and was not even attempting to hide it. 

"Funny really, Elsa is the kind and considerate one out of the two of you. Impressive you radiate heat yet still manage to keep a demeanor of ice." Ryu didn't budge. 

"Yeah."

"Am I really that unpleasant to converse with?" She shrugged. 

"It's not that, I just have no interest in talking with you. If you think You're an unpleasant conversationalist then go ahead, but the responsibility of cause is not mine." She expected him to huff or leave or even berate her, what she wasn't expecting however was a smirk and eyes full of some sort of positive emotion, she couldn't pinpoint what emotion it was exactly. She'd deny it if asked about how when he laughed at her in a non mocking manner that it did boost her ego a little. She'd deny how he made her feel seen in this opulent environment. 

"Well said-" Petyr lifted his hands in a pretend surrender. "You've bested me. I apologize for bothering you." 

Ryu rolled her eyes. "If you were annoying me I would have told you already." 

"You have."

"Oh yeah, still you are very assuming it's annoying." They continued watching Elsa blush under the lavish compliments and attention of the royal family as well as her own. 

"Most people are." 

"And most people are very annoying all the same."

"Perhaps it's just a part of our nature, though it always made me wonder, do humans even have a set nature? We share qualities and yet at the same time are so different. Good, bad, boring, spontaneous." It did make Ryu question as well, did humans have a set nature and if so what was it? Who was right and who was the outlier? 

"Maybe the nature of humans is change?" It sounded dumb at first to her ears, Petyr instead actually contemplated that. 

"It would make sense, it's the only thing we all have in common. Some fight it but in the end everything always changes."

"I like change." Ryu's voice became quiet when she confessed it. Petyr smiled with his teeth. "Me too. Care to take a walk with me through the market? I am sure you'll find some very interesting vendors. And perhaps we could continue our talk from the previous night about man versus nature." He held out his arm to her, she studied Elsa a bit hesitant to leave her presence. His eyes followed hers. "I'm sure your mistress will be alright without your company, there are many servants to attend to her every need." Still Ryu felt as if it were an unwise choice to wander off...

On the other hand it did sound boring just standing here watching her get fawned over when she couldn't do any of the fawning herself. 

"I guess being gone for a little while wouldn't hurt." She mumbled stepping past the offered arm out of the room. "Let's go Pedro." 

Petyr jogged to keep up and set the pace. "It's Petyr." He chuckled. 


There was that guard again bothering Ryu. Elsa's face beneath the light smile was scowling, what did he want anyways? It made her nervous to have someone so focused on the disguised dragon and intent on capturing her attention. She was certain there was a motive, there had to be. Yes Ryu had a sweet face, her appearance and dress were plain. Meant to blend in, it seemed for someone in Ruskland their taste would never lie in anything plain and yet him. When she was certain no one was looking she'd sneak spying glances on the two talking. Ryu didn't appear to be vexed at him, Elsa had seen that expression before, she was intrigued? What was he saying to her? 

When she looked away for too long to listen to the princess go over her interactions with a few famous composers she turned back to see the man luring Ryu away! She stared down their backs hoping Ryu would turn around so Elsa could communicate the worry in her eyes but she never did. 

"Elsa?" 

"Elsa!" 

Her head whipped back to Olaf tugging on her sleeve. "Yes my love?" She replied sweetly. "What was the name of the song you taught me on the piano?" 

"Twinkle twinkle little star." He bounced and tried cracking his twigs. "Yes, ahem I will be performing twinkle twinkle little star but as my own rendition." 

"Ever the daydreamer Miss Elsa." Demetrius teased. Honeymaren and Anna, sensing her distress, were immediately fussing over her speaking through their eyes. 

When Elsa answered Anna began troubleshooting instantly. "Um, please excuse us for a moment." The group dismissed them while Kristoff and Olaf went directly for roles of distractions. 

"What happened?" She whispered as the three of them huddled away from the rest. 

"I don't know yet but someone just lured Ryu away." They all looked to the spot of where she once stood by the door. "What! Do you know who?" 

"A guard, Petyr, I believe his name was. I'm not sure about his intentions but I am worried about what he's after, it... Unsettles me." Elsa needn't explain further. Her friends and family had learned it wise to trust her inner intuition, it proved to be right the majority of the time. 

"I'll trail them and see if anything fishy is in the midst. You guys keep talking with the royals and maybe try to separate them from Ophelia, get 'em to talk, see if there are any clues of what they know and how involved they are with the... With..." she didn't want to speak his name aloud knowing even walls could have ears. 

"The spider lily." Elsa shrugged at their questioning looks. "It works." 

Anna squinted her eyes. "Sounds too complimentary." Despite the situation Elsa giggled and shook her head. "Trust me it's not. I'll explain later." 

Everyone dispersed and took their battle stations. Anna, being the ever wonderful actress she was, put on a bright smile and clapped her hands together. 

"What games do you all play on a lovely day like this?" The royal siblings rubbed each other's chins playfully mulling over the options. 

"I was actually going to go visit the markets in town, let my legs breathe and my lungs stretch." It was funny enough to make all laugh except of course Ophelia who nodded respectfully to Honeymaren's decision. "Please do enjoy. I can have a guard escort you if you so desire." 

"That won't be necessary, thanks. I can handle myself." She took her leave slow and calm to not seem as if there was a hurry. That was very difficult with the prospect of Ryu being in danger dangling in front of her nose. 

"As for your inquiry Queen Anna we do have croquet in the gardens if something physical interests you?" The twins' eyes lit up and they cheered. "Oh yes! We haven't had a good game of bat 'n' ram in ages!"

The prospect of getting dirty or rowdy or even worse both did not sound very appealing to Ophelia but she respected the sportsmanship and skill it required. 

"I never played croquet." Kristoff stated simply. "Neither have I, I mean unless I have played and since I never played it before I wouldn't know that I am playing it." Elsa helped Olaf off the bench and folded her hands in front of herself as he lamented on. 

"We can teach you!" Darya shouted, already heading for the gardens. 

"So you can knock your opponent's balls out of the way and mess them up?" Olaf asked, holding the small ice mallet Elsa made fitting his size. 

Demetrius nodded, wolfishly eyeing Ophelia like she was a deer, she glared at him choosing a different start position. 

"So if I were to say hit Anna it-" 

"Don't you dare!" Anna warned not to deter her husband. "It's a love tap carrot top." 

She squinted in the sun, shading her brows. "I don't want your love taps." She proclaimed making Elsa blush and chortle like a schoolgirl. 

"That's not what you said last night." Kristoff whispered to himself. Ophelia humphed thoroughly scandalized by the foreigners. "Please try to avoid misconduct during the game, and it will be enjoyable for everyone, I assure you." 

Demetrius crossed his arms, an overgrown pouting child. "I never feel assured by your assurance." 

Kristoff had managed to knock Anna and Demetrius' balls way off center. Anna played her part of disgruntled wife beautifully following the prince after them. He didn't seem to mind too much, laughing as he gave chase. 

When they were a good distance away, looking as casually as she could Anna made conversation. "So are you the youngest or somewhere in the Middle of your siblings?" 

He grinned, testing his swing. "I'm the youngest." That made a lot of sense. Many had always told Anna they could tell Elsa was her senior. "Being the youngest has its pros but definitely cons as well. Especially in royal families, you're raised differently, educated differently, a just in case child if you will." 

 He snorted at this." Understatement of the century!" There was some underlying aggression in his whack to the poor ball, not far enough to get them back to the group but enough to gain some ground.

"I seem lucky, blessed with only sisters, but my father many thought him fool when he put Polina in charge instead of me. She's a very capable young woman-" he managed to mix admiration in bitterness. "A lot like a mother in a way so I guess we're in better hands than if I were in charge." He didn't speak of a longing but Anna had been watching them all interact. He gets along well with Darya but there was a strain there, queerly more of strain than he had with Ophelia, he used humor to undermine the stuffy woman's requirements for protocol. She supposed all younger siblings suffered from the same symptoms of feeling like a spare. She hadn't given Hans any mental energy wherever he was but he entered her mind, how he lusted to be seen and for power, bullied and overlook by thirteen others, now down the line her anger turned to pity for him, his desperation. Desperation was a dangerous thing indeed but useful. She'd feel guilty for exploiting this prince but if he was possibly involved with the attempts of Elsa's life... 

She pondered the best approach when it was her turn to hit her ball. "I can understand that, I felt completely under prepared to become queen." 

"Yet you're still doing a fine job of it from what I've heard, your sister respects you and your authority greatly. If I ever became emperor my sisters would still mock me, keep things from me and not listen to a damned word I'd say." He chuckled, while shaking his head and closing his eyes. 

"You and Dayra seem close though, I'm sure she'd listen to you-" Anna's words died on her lips when he shook his head denying everything she said. 

"She doesn't even respect me now well enough to tell me things. She's more involved than I in court. We love each other but she'd be the worst one, probably would hop on my throne with the entire nation present." 

"She probably has her reasons and means well enough." 

"If you find out those reasons, be sure to let me know." The air turned sour, the prince was nice enough to not aim his attitude towards Anna knowing it wasn't her fault she brought up a touchy subject, it wasn't her doing which led to his family's flaws being so deeply rooted and layered. So he changed the topic. 

"That Kristoff of yours sure has a wicked arm on him." She grinned watching Kristoff strike carefully avoiding the much slower Olaf. When the snowman swung, missing the ball, his entire torso spun around from the effort setting him backwards. He chuckled to himself waving to Elsa who waved back. 

Before she could aid him Ophelia was by his side. "Master Olaf, if I may demonstrate, I believe your technique could improve. You're plenty strong enough to make an impact but first you must aim, here." After Elsa set him forward she helped him practice hitting the ball gently. 


Elsa was startled by her ball being shot forward from behind. She turned to see Darya smiling. "Sorry Elsa!" She most certainly did not look sorry. Elsa saluted her, it was all in good fun. 

"By all means please do keep inching me further Darya." She gestured to their balls in the grass. 

"As long as it means my brother doesn't win then so be it." Elsa maneuvered hers out of the way and gently tapped it. 

"You don't seem to be in too much of a rush." Darya observed. Elsa's swings were calculated and reserved, she could win easily if she'd like but that wasn't in her plans for today. 

Aggressive play was on the agenda for Kristoff, Anna and the twins. Darya again whacked her ball too far right into the dirt patch of a tree. She raised a playful brow, side eyeing the princess before going after it. Darya's ball flew past her ankles and she could hear her whine from behind. 

"Kristoff!" 

Her jog quickly caught up to Elsa waiting for her to take her turn. She aimed quietly, stopping her swing short when Darya's voice broke her concentration. "I envy you Elsa." That was entirely out of nowhere. Elsa craned her neck up, glancing at nothing in particular, blinking back to her with surprise. 

"Once you dedicate more energy into aiming than speed I'm sure you'll make an exemplary player." The princess giggled rolling her eyes, she moved like a child at least of the age of fourteen yet she was older. 

"I meant how you carry yourself and how mature you are. When you speak, everyone wants to listen." 

Elsa chuckled a breathy laugh at this. "Let's just say I had to grow up early." 

"My god I'm sure you did. Everyone at court was talking about you and the stuff you've been through. God you're so brave too. I don't think I could do what you did without fear-" she mumbled looking down at her nails. " I'm always afraid it seems." 

Elsa hummed at this. "To not be afraid of anything is foolishness. To fear and still do it is true bravery. I can assure you I am very much afraid of things." As they followed their balls Elsa thought the conversation came to a natural conclusion but the Princess disagreed with the notion. 

"Are you ever afraid of your powers?" An uncomfortable itch plagued Elsa's skin making her want to fidget but she resisted the urge. 

"I used to be, but love helped a lot from those around me and from within." 

The princess wistfully sighed at the romantic notion. "I think if I had powers I'd use them to prank my brother." Elsa laughed along with her. 

"I do that to Anna and Kristoff, all my friends really."

"Are you ever afraid of hurting them?" 

"Not anymore, my magic used to be a reaction and still is but now it's more so of an extension of my intentions, and since my intent is to protect and love them my magic acts accordingly." 

"So it's a thing that lives inside of you-" Darya mostly said this to herself but Elsa nodded. "Do you ever feel guilty for when you-" she stopped herself and winced at her curiosity getting the best of her. "I'm sorry I really shouldn't have asked that I guess I inherited my mother's fascination with the whimsical, but I'm sorry-"

"It's quite alright-" Elsa held up a calming hand. "and to answer your question; I have regret, yes but the guilt has subsided. It used to be terrible but My family and country forgave me. I trust their judgment and so I learned to forgive myself as well." They stopped and right after swinging Darya stared her down with a look of awe, shaking her head as if she couldn't believe Elsa was real. 

When they began she wrapped their arms together, if she noticed how Elsa stiffened she didn't seem to pay it any mind. "I wish I could keep you." She said fondly, leaning into her side.

"Nope, nope, nope, you're not getting past me." Kristoff took to gatekeeping the siblings out of the player area with his masterful hits and aim, now the game became 'get passed Kristoff'. The twins betted on who would succeed first. 

"Wonderful hit Mister Olaf, your aim is improving." He beamed up at Ophelia. "Thank you! I love this game but can confirm I have never played it." 

"We should set up a game like this at Elsa's house in Arendelle. That way we can play all the time like your family." Ophelia faltered somewhat in her hit. "Well my family doesn't play it too often I'm afraid." 

"Why is that?" 

"I am far too busy for games." 

"Well when you're not you can just ask your family. " 

"They're all busy as well. Even Princess Darya and Prince Demetrius."

"Well, just play with your friends." She hated shooting down every one of his suggestions, they definitely came from a place of purity and sweet naivety. "I don't have any." She replied rather blunt instead of taking offense as she assumed he would, she made a small noise when she felt his arms wrapped around her skirts. 

"You do now. And maybe you can even visit Arendelle and we can play there ooh! I can introduce you to Sven, and Bruni, and Nok, and Gal, and Ryder, and Emil, and Samantha, I still have no idea who that is but she's a friend. You'll have so many friends during your visit, then maybe you won't be so lonely." Ophelia patted his head awkwardly, when he didn't let go it gave her some time to determine it was nice. Perhaps she could make an acquaintance with this little fellow. He wasn't the sharpest weapon but he was by no means a fool, some would mistake it for stupidity but she knew it was just innocence. And by the end of the game Ophelia found herself more inclined to smile and humor him. 

If more people in her life were like Olaf, she could say to herself in honesty she wouldn't have minded it. 


"But if your parents love you why would they want you in a dangerous occupation?"

"My father believes there is honor in falling in battle for your country." 

"Your father's an idiot." She replied casually taking in more of the sights and smells of the market as she left the laughing Petyr behind. Everything was rich and colorful, full of life, a regular ecosystem. Some scents smelt of delicious places she had visited before others were unrecognizable but still just as delectable. Despite having been here in previous years she never had this much agency to walk among the people, hear the words in Ruskland pour from their mouths in quick loud barks, negotiating prices and bargains. Again Ryu found herself comparing it with Arendelle which was a busy place though not as quick and merciless for the slow as Ruskland. 

"I suspected you'd say that, despite his disappointment he truly is a great man-" Ryu doubted it but bit back her reply. "If we make a left by the fountain the spice salesman will be-" 

Honeymaren? Was she enjoying the market as well? The thought of having her join them crossed Ryu's mind, she did look rather busy trying to remain inconspicuous, maybe looking for any evidence to help their mission. Ryu observed the woman ducking behind carts and carriages. 

The dragon shook her head. She'd let her be for now and joined Petyr's side once again heading left. 


Anna sighed. "Elsa." 

"I mean why else would he have singled her out out of our entire traveling staff-" Elsa insisted. 

"Besides the fact that she is the youngest and only unmarried among our staff." Anna muttered to herself, speaking louder when Elsa's pacing only doubled in speed across the carpet, exasperation bleeding into every word. "Elsa, Ryu is a young woman and Petyr is a young man. The guards and maids back home are always flirting even while on duty, that's probably the status quo here too. If we draw attention to it then that's only drawing more eyes towards Ryu." Truth be told, she would have rather been going over the information they had uncovered rather than Ryu's dating life. 

"But that's just it Anna-" the stress made Elsa's words tremble in the way it always did when she didn't feel heard or seen about something important. "Ryu is incredibly important! How do you think Grand Pabbie and Bulda would react to the fact that the Dragen Lyse is walking freely with some strange man, unprotected, alone, going who knows where, talking about who knows what-" 

Anna snapped her fingers when her eyes lit up at the idea. "Maybe she's investigating the palace staff. Genius!" Her excitement was tucked away when her sister failed to share her enthusiasm instead pouting in complete misery. 

"That wasn't a part of the plan." Elsa mumbled. 

Anna's mouth opened then clamped shut when Honeymaren entered the room rubbing her red and watery eyes. She sniffled loudy relieved when offered a cool icy handkerchief from Elsa. "I don't like the spice market." She whimpered pathetically. 

"Are you alright?" Anna stood flanking her left. She held out a hand waving off both royal's concerns. "Yea I'll be alright I just never been exposed to so many smells."

Elsa treaded carefully with her next choice of words so as to not sound so selfish and disregarding Honeymaren's wellbeing."Did you spot anything... Odd?" 

"Oh Ryu, yeah she's fine, they just walked around, she stole some food, he paid for it and they talked about not really anything. He doesn't seem to have nefarious intentions with her. They're walking back now." Anna pointedly stared down Elsa with an 'I told you so' expression. Elsa receded into herself and turned away from them, wringing her hands together. 

Some worries were soothed with the intel but the good news only bred new ones. Why wasn't she appeased by this? Now all of sudden she felt worse with her stomach and chest twisting in knots. 

Faint sounds of footsteps and voices filtered through the cracked door. Elsa was there in an instant signaling for Anna and Honeymaren to remain quiet as she listened in. 

"I must say Miss Astrid you are unlike any woman I've ever met." Elsa couldn't stop the rolling of her eyes at the brown nosing. 

"And I can say that you're not as annoying as I thought you were." Ryu replied sounding genuinely surprised by this. 

"Considering how sharp your mind is, I'll take that as a compliment." 

Ryu blinked at him, giving a single nod. "Okay. Thank you for the umm bag of spices... Come to think of it-" She began musing examining the bag. "Why- I don't cook- why did you buy me this?" 

"As a keepsake." He beamed a smile at her that had Elsa squinting at him, usually she didn't default to distrust but it was challenging. This man was completely unaware of who he was trying to garner favor from and similar to when Scherer had said her first name when they met in the gardens, she felt him completely undeserving of Ryu's attention. 

"Perhaps tomorrow we coul-" 

Elsa opened the door, Ryu turned around and her dull expression morphed into one of joy and serenity. Elsa grinned back knowing that this was probably the first time her dragon had genuinely smiled all afternoon. Her knots calmed and the small blizzard that was whirling around in the room had ceased. 

Ryu and Petyr bowed in respect. "Mr. Goulse, hope you are faring well-" she lied through her teeth but he took her word as gospel. "I'm afraid I must whisk my lady away from you, urgent matter." If Elsa's words hadn't gotten the message across her tone certainly did.

You are dismissed.

"Of course Lady Elsa, I should return to my duties as well.-" he returned his sights back to Ryu and kissed her hand gently. Elsa decided his hand remained on hers for far too long. Hypocrite. She shook away the nagging voice from within. "It was a pleasure spending time with you Miss Astrid. Until we meet again." 

Before Ryu could muster a goodbye she was tugged into the room abruptly, the door shutting behind her. 

She stiffened when her eyes landed on Anna. She curtsied perfectly. "Good afternoon your Majesty." 

Anna casted her hands akimbo. "Quite it." Ryu relaxed, chuckling. "But I'm a lady-in-waiting." Anna placed a hand over her bonnet and reigned in her reaction. "You're doing an amazing job at it but in private it's just-" she searched for the right word to not discourage Ryu's good behavior. 

"Strange." Honeymaren finished for her having experienced undercover Ryu for herself. 

"Just a little. So!" She clapped her hands rubbing them together like a thief that found a purse containing three coins. "Find out any juicy details among the palace staff?" Ryu rubbed her chin in thought going over her afternoon conversations. 

"All the guards had lice last month except Petyr cause he bathes more regularly." Elsa shook her head, closing her eyes. "That is not quintessential to anything." 

"I found something of use while playing with the Prince this afternoon." Anna offered, Elsa thought about bringing up her interactions with the princess and if there was anything it could offer them as Anna regaled the events of the croquet game. 

"So we have a princess and Empress mesmerized by magic, irregular imports from the Americas for the church, an assassin we can't present to the royal court until we know who hired him, and a young prince feeling as if he isn't respected or seen in his family." Elsa bemoaned, she smiled small at the comforting hand Ryu rested on her back.

Honeymaren and Ryu exchanged glances both fitting in the piece of information they had recovered from last night. "Ryu?" Elsa called from bending over the table to write this down in her journal. "What was it that you learned yesterday?" 

Ryu sought permission from Honeymaren. "Wait Kristoff should be here for what you have to tell, where is he?" 

"He's with Olaf and the prince in the parlor." Anna absent mindedly answered more so focused on what Ryu had to say. They sent for a servant to fetch him and Olaf immediately under the pretense of a decline in Anna's health. 

He bursted through the doors looking frantic. "Anna? What's wrong? Is it your stomach?" He planted a hand on her abdomen, brows scrunched up. "No I'm alright, Ryu just has something to tell us."

Satisfied Honeymaren nodded while Olaf locked the door, and nudged Ryu forward. The young girl took a breath and began bouncing in place, her face pink, her mind felt like a dam ready to burst with thousands of gallons of water. Words coming out in rapid succession recalling the things she had witnessed yesterday. 

Her friends did their best to keep up until she had to be calmed and interrupted once Japanese began pouring from her lips. She had to be shushed when they raised at an inappropriate volume. 

Elsa scratched her invisible scales to ease the both of them needing something to do with her hands. 

"I knew it!" Anna proclaimed

"Shush." Elsa said gently. Anna's arms flayed about in every direction, anger, excitement, perturbance all making an appearance on her face at least once. "I knew, he was a creep, that ooooh- we need to arrest him for treason." 

Olaf snorted, climbing up onto the table. "Oh that won't work silly." 

"We can't just let him walk around freely-" Honeymaren protested with a growl. "I knew there was a reason he was avoiding us, there's no way he hadn't heard about our arrival." 

"But if we say anything then he'll continue to walk around freely. Like when Ryu cracked the vase, if they were to find the crack do you think she'll confess that it was her or stay quiet about it?" 

"Wait what?" Anna and Kristoff looked down between them at the dragon who avoided eye contact with anyone in the room thus driving home Olaf's point. "That's coming out of your salary..." 

Ryu guffawed. "You don't even pay me, I- ugh! Look-"She crossed her arms indignantly and closed her eyes. "The evidence is in his possession ya, it's not like back in Arendelle where Anna has power over the justice systems. This is a pretty big accusation that is coming from foreigners from seemingly nowhere, no?"

"I hear a lot of things shooting down solutions and no one actually coming up with one." Honeymaren was growing impatient, they were still at square one with just a bit of information under their belt. 

Anna stayed silent for a minute. Her demeanor became that of a queen that would leave no room for rebuttal. "I'm going to bring this up to the empress today." The shocked looks shared around the room weren't that much of a surprise even from Elsa who came to her side immediately. "Look if the Empress is behind it then we can go from there not like we have a choice anyways, and if she isn't then we'll have a good footing in this race. Either way the risk of having that pro outweighs the con." 

"Con being that she wants Elsa dead." Kristoff deadpanned. Ryu growled at him. "She won't be able to kill Erusa without a head on her shoulders." 

"Whoa okay!" Elsa held up her hands calling for a time out. "Before we start committing to acts that would cause a detrimental war, let's discuss this with her and see what she has to say first, if she doesn't have anything to do with Georg or Julien then we have an ally and if she does-"

Ryu punched a fist into her palm. "Then we kill her." Her voice was so devious and malicious. Elsa gripped her head in her hands looking her in the eye. "No! We hear her out and try to negotiate a peaceful compromise. Remember? We don't have to kill." 

Her thumbs rubbing across Ryu's cheeks and pure blue eyes did the majority of the assuaging the wrath inside of her dragon, relenting with a sigh. "Fine." Ryu bit out. 

Now with the subject of murder behind them for now, Kristoff needed to ensure they covered all their bases."Ryu do you think you can sneak back into Scherer's office and steal any evidence we can present to help our case?"

"Hai." She nodded with a determined smile. 

"Alright then, Honeymaren and I will go secure Julien, Anna you and Olaf go over how you're going to bring this up to the Empress-"

"I'll go with Ryu to make sure she's safe." Elsa offered. 

"Alright let's move out Snow Group!" Olaf cheered running out the door. 

"Is that what we're calling ourselves now?" Honeymaren deadpanned. 

"I like it." Elsa chirped. 

"You would."


A blink and miss moment. That's how Elsa would describe Ryu's slight twitching and resurgence of a rogue scale tucked in the collar of her dress. 

"Hey?" Ryu grits her teeth at Elsa's soft call. They had attracted some attention but in this wing there were less inhabitants frequenting the halls. "You okay?" Elsa already knew the answer and they both knew Ryu was lying when she said yes. Truth be told she was just as anxious, the situation could go south very quickly with the smallest of misstep. She needed Ryu focused, if small bits of her identity were slipping through the cracks of her skin now.... 

The dragon gasped when Elsa acted quickly, shoving them both into a dark dusty broom closet freezing the knob. "Uuhhh-" Ryu gathered herself cocking her head to the side, what in the world had gotten into Elsa? Did she spot Georg. Her pupils dilated not only from the darkness but the cool slender fingers that danced in a massaging dance against the nape of her neck. Her purr was obnoxiously instantaneous, but her chest whined in protest as Elsa drew closer, until there barely was a distance between them at all. And it’s hypnotizing, the rhythm of Elsa's breath as it puffed across Ryu's mouth, her instinct demanding she relinquish any other feeling besides contentedness. Elsa grinned, still working her fingers to draw out more chills and shivers from her dragon until she feels a hand shakily push her away. A weak attempt but Elsa conceded. 

"Erusa not right now." Ryu groaned, thudding her forehead against Elsa's collarbone. 

"I thought this would relax you." Her voice was too sweet, filled with concern as to why the care she was exuding was being rebuffed. 

"It does- it does, but I don't want to be THAT relaxed." It dawned on Elsa what she meant crafting an oh face. 

"I'm sorry." The spirit went on the retreat. She was still trying to figure out what caused the visceral reaction in that particular place. 

Ryu's chuckle was broken, her voice cracked when she spoke nuzzling Elsa. "It's okay, thank you." Elsa closed her eyes, relaxing somewhat against Ryu's warmth. The gesture felt so familiar, to see and feel Ryu behaving as a dragon after concealing it for so long. 

Elsa met the familiar with the familiar replying. "Dōitashimashite." 

They held each other in an embrace, silently reminding the other that everything was going to work out while doubting it themselves.

It had to. 


"This is the window." Ryu whispered, they both peered out of it, it'd be easy for Ryu to sneak out there but Elsa... Well she was much more noticeable than the dragon shockingly enough. 

"The only way in I noticed is through those doors, you can watch them for me?" Elsa nodded, then clasped her hand around Ryu's wrist when she tried to unlock it. "I need a way to signal to you that someone is coming." 

Ryu hadn't thought that far ahead and had no solution to solve the hiccup. Elsa thought of many possibilities and outcomes that could work. She made a little noise when she concluded the best line of action. Grabbing Ryu's hand she carefully crafted a simple ice ring, slipping it slowly onto her finger.

Ryu examined it. "Pretty." 

"No, no see-" Elsa hovered over it, shushing her voice. "It's how I'll get my signal to you. If someone is coming then it'll melt and when the close is clear it'll stay put." Ryu hummed, twisting the cold jewelry around her finger. 

"Wow Elsa-" she said with reverence. "You are so smart and talented." She didn't see the other woman's blush as she climbed through the window swiftly, closing it behind herself. 

Elsa seated herself on a bench causally, creating a book that held no words but anyone who looked on would have never known. 


"Dokoda, dokoda, dokoda?" Ryu chanted as she scrambled through piles of papers and files. "Ah!" She shouted gathering every paper she could stuff into her pockets even the ones that at the moment did not seem relevant. Most importantly she stored the journal within the treasure box in her corset keeping it pressed to her chest. Liquid pooling at her feet made her look at her finger where the ring once sat snug. 

"Tawagoto." She cursed not caring any longer if everything was left in its proper place, that wouldn't matter in a few hours time. She flung herself out of the window tumbling down the roof. She would have fallen had her feet not skidded her momentum to halt. Shuffling to her feet she climbed up to the window. Elsa was nowhere to be seen cause of course she wasn't if she sent the signal. 

Something uneasy settled at the bottom of Ryu's stomach, her body began pumping itself with adrenaline. She didn't care who saw Elsa's lady in waiting sprinting down the hallways anymore. The whispers and gossip didn't matter, nothing else mattered except finding Elsa and delivering these papers to Anna. 

Hands yanked her hard back into a utility closet, clasping over her mouth to keep her from screaming. 

She pushed them down so she could speak in haggard pants. "You gotta stop dragging me into closets." 

"Sorry. I had to hide, Georg was approaching." Elsa winced, her face was flushed, chest moving like a rabbit's that just avoided a hound.

"I figured." 

 "He had the princess with him." 

"What!" Elsa shushed her harshly. 

"Did they say anything?"

She shook her head. "She was just scolding him? For hiding. Did you get the papers, the journal?" Ryu patted herself proudly. Elsa cupped her cheek beaming. "Good job, so proud of you." She shrugged, she had done it before it was hardly a challenge but she'd take praise from Elsa for anything. 

"We have to act now." 

"What's the next step?" Elsa took a calming moment to sooth her jolting nerves. "We get these to Anna, we bring them to the empress and hope for the best, we have fifty-fifty chance of her not wanting me dead. Who knows maybe I've appealed to her better nature." 

"I've had worse odds." 


"And you're sure this is everything?" Anna questioned raking her eyes over the documents, ledgers, and journal.

Both Ryu and Elsa nodded, organizing the papers was a difficult task but not as difficult as battling the feelings of anguish at the thought that they had welcomed a witch hunter into their home. Anna felt like a fool, her only comfort was holding Olaf close to her chest. 

The worst story they had read was the murder of 70-year-old Elise Plainacher of Mank, a Lutheran, who raised her granddaughter Anna. The girl had suffered some medical condition that was believed to be caused by her grandmother's hexing. The whole ordeal ended with the innocent woman being burned at the stake. The similarities in names only drove the perturbation further home. Anna had seen enough and stood up from the desk, Elsa however wanted to know more no matter how sick and disturbed each story escalated to in detail. The man was sick and needed to be brought down. 

Ryu still for the life of her could not fathom why they couldn't just kill him and have it over and done with, but he didn't deserve a quick beheading, no this man deserved a slow agonizingly slow demise. He deserved to burn starting with his feet working the flames up till they would consume him. 

Her chest began glowing watching the sisters collect themselves. With Kristoff and Honeymaren in place to present Julien outside the throne room doors. The situation was beyond any of the guards or servants.

To gain an audience with the Empress was easy, the monarch probably assumed they had an answer to her proposal and if the smug way she sat upon her throne was any tell, knew that the answer would be yes. Ophelia stood to her left brow raised in question, surely they could have discussed this after dinner. 

"Well dear Queen Anna, do you have an answer to my preposition?" Anna's face remained grave, voice firm and unfaltering. 

"Yes I do, we have thought it over carefully and accept your generosity under one condition." The empress waved that off as if nothing they could request would be out of her power to grant. 

"We can make the formal arrangements after dinner, I believe a celebration is in order. See Ophelia? I told you the Queen was smart." 

"Perhaps before we get ahead of ourselves your Majesty we should consider what the one condition may be." The empress rolled her eyes, landing them on Anna. 

"Earlier this month my sister's life was threatened as you know, our request is that you bring the people responsible to justice-" the Empress remained passive at this, having the complete confidence that it could be within her ability to do so. "first being Julien of Brazil who gained access to our shores through a ship originating from this nation-" Ophelia balked in an undignified squeak. 

"Do you have proof of this Queen Anna?" 

The weeks, days, hours of toiling away, ripping her hair out, the threat against her sister's life all became lava pooling into her face resulting in a deathly glare. It was unfair really, she knew that Ophelia was suspicious by nature and if she were in her position would probably demand proof as well, but her patience was thin and she would not be challenged. Honeymaren and Kristoff accompanied by the royal convoy's guards bursted through the door with a very battered Julien in shackles and gagged, after being dismissed Arendelle's guards marched back out to leave the royals in privacy. Had they beat him before they came in? Anna wondered noticing the bruises and lumps decorating his head.

Good. 

"I do, the next accused is your pulpit orator in the Archduchy of Ruskland, Goerg Scherer. We have documented evidence of his contractual connections with the assassin as well as personal history that further back up such claims." The thick silence which followed did not have a chance to settle with the Empress kicking it back up to cloud the air around them. 

"Very Well then... We'll put them to death." Anna and Elsa's eyes widened at the blaise calm in the Empress' words. "Your majesty!" Ophelia rebuked but was silenced. 

"Of course Ophelia you can look over the documents presented by the Queen and Lady Elsa while we have dinner. Is that all?" The sister's had wondered if Ryu had gotten to the Empress somehow. 

"Uumm-" Anna began now at a loss for words. "No? We believe there is some connection to whomever sent him to Arendelle in the first place." 

Now the monarch began paying attention but she spoke as one would to a child who had asked them to check under their bed for monsters. "It was me, I sent him but if I wanted Lady Elsa dead you would not have been able to track it back to me. I'm not so sloppy." 

It was both reassuring and very unsettling, so much so that now they all were positive that the empress had done such a thing to others. 

"Actually if I may my Majesty point out that Arendelle's magic was first brought to your attention by-" 

The doors opened a second time producing a confused Princess Darya, she slowed her steps awkwardly smiling. "Ooh God everyone looks so serious." She chuckled. Her eyes locked with Elsa's still smiling as she approached her mother's throne. 

"Darya I'm afraid I don't have time for you currently, I'm in the midst of an arrest." The princess' hands flew to her chest. "Who?" She looked around. 

"This here, Brazilian fellow though I think Arendelle has already seen it and Georg Scherer. No loss on our account so no need to be concerned." 

Darya's smile didn't falter though there was something rather unhinged slipping away, as if her makeup was being melted. "Oh mother, that won't be necessary." 

The Empress finally looked at her, growing irritated. "It is if I say it is." 

"And what I hear you saying is that you don't care for the good of our empire." The puzzle pieces fell into place for the old monarch. She exhaled long and hard, rubbing the bridge of her nose. "Oh Darya..." She said woefully. "Have you been being a cunt lately?" 

"Another mess for me to clean up." Ophelia muttered, shaking her head. 

"Don't be so dramatic O." She rebuked, turning to face the shocked foreign royals. "You think we are fools. That you could come running to my mother with your problems and have them solved by holding hands and making friends. That you could hold the very end of the world in your arms and say that love solves all." When the word love passed her lips she gazed heatedly at Elsa. "Do you not realize how terrifying it is to exist in a world with someone who can control the breath of Skadi herself and to just be expected to take your word for it... That you're nice." 

Elsa held out her hand to deescalate the situation as best she could ignoring her sneers. "Darya, I mean no harm to anyone, I never have and never will. There is a dark side to my magic, to all magic but there's a light side as well that can help and heal. I am still human and can't control the fact that I have magic, I can't control how strong it grows, but I can control what I do with it. I have a choice just like everyone else and I chose to be good." Her other had clasped Anna's arm when she surged forward not knowing what her temper would make her do to this woman. 

Darya broke down in laughter clutching her stomach. "Oh Elsa, you actually believe that-" 

"That is enough!" The empress shouted, echoing it throughout the room but Darya's rage continued marching forward. 

"You actually believe that you can convince everyone that you're a saint! When you froze over your own country with fear. When you froze your own sister's heart!" She descended down the steps to face Elsa who held her place. She touched her face gently searching inside her, Anna wanted to pull her sister away but Elsa held out her palm. She knew there was good inside her and she wanted Darya to see it. "As you said you're still human and all humans have a breaking point. I don't want to find out yours." The remorseful confession was followed by a greater pain than Elsa had ever experienced. 

"Elsa!" She heard her family cry but she was too stunned to go to them, instead crumpling down on knees holding her left side. She bled like everyone else, and wailed like any other human would. She wanted to stop the bleeding but found her left hand useless for producing magic. 

Darya examined the black blade stained with blood. 

"What have you done you foolish, stupid, girl!" Her mother cursed while Ophelia stood between the two of them to protect her Empress. 

Anna rushed to Elsa's aid trying to put pressure on the womb while Kristoff punched the princess in the face with a force that knocked her off her feet with Honeymaren confiscating the blade from her. The glass chamber filled with green smoke ran from the end into the curved black blade, the shape of an hour glass. She stared at it then to Elsa, green tendrils slithered through her left side like vile snakes. 


Ryu's head lifted from its perch on her arms. Something wasn't right. It was approaching fast. A feeling of illness spiraled her into a panic as she sank to her knees looking around the room. Olaf swiftly ran to her. "What's wrong Ryu? Are you sick? Do you need a doctor?" Her mouth gaped open as she took quick gulps of air in. 

"Olaf..." she rasped, squeezing her head. "Something is not right. I just-" Her ears burned and rang. "Olaf get down!" She tackled the snowman to the ground clutching him tightly. The wood, rock, cobblestone and glass bursted in an explosion, opening the room out to the outside air, a gigantic mass stumbled and struggled to gain its feet letting out terrible screeches and guttural croaks. The bird bellowed, breaking the furniture and scratching the floors barreling towards them. Ryu froze in place at the sight of the known magical nightmare from her last coming to haunt her. 

This couldn't be real. 

It couldn't be. 

It wasn't. 

"Ryu we have to go!" Olaf yelled. 

It was. 

Olaf used his body to push her out the crater the bird had made in the side of the palace.

Crashing down to the ground, when he landed his body splattered leaving only his head intact. The snow pillows accumulated back together.

Ryu had face planted, starting a vicious nose bleed when she smacked the cobblestone. The Phoenix leapt down towards her. She transformed to meet its impact with her own large clawed feet and threw the heavy jade beast off of her. She stood between it and Olaf not emitting very ferocious sounds, more so pathetic pules with her tendrils pulled tightly back against her head. There was running and screaming alike at the strange monsters inhibiting the courtyard. 

The behemoths encircled each other, sizing their opponent up. The bird's glowing yellow eyes held no regard for Olaf who clung to Ryu's leg. She bent low keeping an eye on the monster while helping him scramble up to her back between her wings. Her lips curled revealing slobbery sharp fangs, scales rattling to hiss. She reared up on her hind legs creating gusts of strong winds with her wings. 

 Chest glowing with the deep inhale she took, a huge wall of flames poured from her throat enveloping the Jade monstrosity. 


Guards broke into the room yet instead of pointing their spears at the rogue princess they aimed at the royal family, they made quick work of the unsuspecting Arendellen soldiers in the hall. Kristoff and Honeymaren were restrained, kicking and jabbing everywhere, Anna caught against her captors in a more desperate manner as they pulled her away from her sister. 

"Uh I- wa- your highness!" One of the traitors pointed towards the window. 

A giant green rocky bird collided with a dragon, teeth and talons gnashing against one another in mid air till it circled around dragging Ryu with it, on the third rotation it released the dragon sending her hurtling towards the throne room. The collision was catastrophic. Using the chaos to their advantage the royal family scramble to their feet, ripping some weapons away from the unsuspecting. 

"Ryu! Anna!" Elsa yelped, using all of her strength to hobble up to her feet and towards her family. They regrouped near Ryu's panting frame watching the Ruskland guard go into survival mode and usher their monarchs out of the room. Screams erupted in the halls. 

Ryu stood to her legs and shook the pain away. A rancid yet familiar scent stole her focus off of the jade bird to Elsa. Her large head lowered, examining the wound. Elsa gently touched her snout to comfort but also to ensure she didn't attempt to lick it. "Things didn't quite go as planned." She rasped, chuckling.

Ryu shrunk down, moving in haste to carry Elsa bridal style before the bird would attack again. It crashed itself into the building creating more damage and rubble, crumbling the pillars and walls around them. 

Anna screamed, clutching Kristoff pulling him away from the debris. "Come on this way!" Honeymaren called from the double doors which barely hung onto the hinges. The group fled into the halls, they skidded to halt when some guards ran across the adjacent hallway in front of them. Kristoff ushered everyone into a spare room barricading the doors. 

Elsa yelped when placed down on a chair. "Erusa what happened?" Ryu was completely flabbergasted searching with Anna for something, anything that could wrap the wound. 

"Darya-she-" Using her right hand the cool sensation was enough to keep her from fainting. 

"That traitorous little vile cunt!" Anna angrily stormed over with a cloth she ripped off of a piece of furniture. A tremor shook the room cracking the ceiling. "She's the one who sent Goerg, she's the one who wants Elsa dead, she's a part of that creepy little cult Julien mentioned. She stabbed her with the same weapon they used on the other spirits. It's done something to her." Her tone of voice did not match the gentle and soft way she handled Elsa's wound. 

"I'll be alright." Elsa softly offered, Honeymaren gripped her shoulders, before looking up with complete fear in her eyes. "Ryu what the fuck is that thing?" 

"Another one of Darya's pranks?" Kristoff asked stalking to the windows to peer out carefully. 

Ryu took shaky breaths, tears streaming down her cheeks. "No-" she croaked, heart raced too fast, her throat closing up. Her friends were already in danger and now peril thanks to her. "It's a- from- it's from-'' she couldn't say his name less he appeared right inside this very room. She was petrified and certain her bladder was about to release all it had to offer. 

"Hey." Honeymaren left Elsa to grab Ryu to shake her a little. "Hey. It's gonna be okay but we need you. We have to keep clear heads and make sure everyone is safe and we are as well but most importantly-" she gestured to Elsa slumped in the chair. "We have to get Elsa to safety. Slow down your breathing okay." It was Anna's turn to placate grabbing the hyperventilating dragon. She and Honeymaren both glanced at each other, sometimes they forgot Ryu was the youngest here, just a kid really, less than a month into the age of twenty. "Ryu all I need you to do is help me protect Elsa okay? That's it, the rest of us will handle everything else, I just need you to protect Elsa. Can you do that for me?" Ryu licked her dry lips and nodded, she kept on nodding cause that's all she could do, nod and slow down her lungs. Anna slipped a sheet around her naked body. 

"Do you know where Olaf is sweetheart?" Elsa immediately regretted asking. "Hey was on my back when they- the Jade bird threw me! He must have fallen into the gardens! Oh god! Oh no!" Ryu broke down again. She was supposed to protect him. 

"Ryu it'll be okay, I'll find him." Kristoff voiced firmly. "Not by yourself." Anna warned. Kristoff rubbed a palm down his face. 

"Well we can't exactly drag Elsa down there Carrot-top." 

"I'll go with him-" Honeymaren twirled her staff as it extended to full height. "You guys get Elsa to ship and Kristoff and I will meet you there." 

A bellow that was unlike the screech of any normal bird drew up their heads. They held in air watching the door.

"Ryu..." Anna began carefully. "Is that the noise a bird makes?" She whispered. Ryu shook her head slowly. "No it's not." Ryu walked up to the door and listened. 

She pulled away going to Elsa, when she helped her to her feet the strangled noises Elsa released broke her heart. "Come on Elsa. I'm taking you home now."

Elsa could exhale in relief at the sound of that. It wasn't pleasant or easy to stay upright but she could manage with the help of Anna to climb through the window after Ryu had checked the skies. 

Anna kissed Kristoff long and hard before separating on the roof. There wasn't really any time for anything else, they'd see each in a few minutes ideally. 

Ryu stayed silent when she changed, able to support Elsa's body much easier now, she stayed low on her limbs like a cat. They crept along the tiles, avoiding both guards and shadows in the sky whether they were large or small. Anna jumped when she felt Ryu beneath her stiffen, breaking out into a feral growl. 

Anna had to rub her eyes to confirm her vision was still correct. Perched atop a ruined tower sat a giant bird, much bigger than Ryu, made of a deep green stone. Its eyes glowered over the city. The sound of rock rumbled deep whenever it shifted its weight on those terribly sharp talons. The crest of stone feathers went upright whenever something had caught its attention. She hated to admit it but... this creature was absolutely magnificent. 

Elsa too sat up to study it in awe and when she did its neck craned towards them. Instead of attacking it threw its head back and let out an ear piercing caw to the skies. 

Elsa whispered, "It's... communicating.." but not with them. When she and the Jade bird locked eyes they both froze in place unable to look away. "Are you in that much pain?" Elsa muttered. Anna pulled her sister back against her chest frightened that delirium had taken hold.

Ryu was less amazed with the monster. Neither made the first move, refusing to break the tense stand down. 

"Up there!" An archer cried pointing up the two myths. The bird screamed when they began shooting pointless arrows at its hard surface and launched for Ryu. She was quicker of the two not made from stone but rather muscle and sinew. Arrows were aimed at her as well which she carefully avoided maneuvering through buildings. Anna clutched her tendrils tightly aiding in providing a second pair of eyes moving Ryu's head in accordance to avoid arrows and other projectiles thrown their way. 

The twists and turns made them lose momentum allowing the bird to catch up and grasp Ryu's side in talons clawing bloody scratches into her. Her fire did nothing but discombobulate the bird's vision. Anna screamed as she clutched Elsa closer to Ryu's back to avoid being speared. With neither flying beasts looking at where they were going they crashed into the side of a large building. The dragon did her best to stay off of her back to not crush her passengers. When the dust settled Anna growled with the endeavor of coaxing Ryu to lift her large head up and stand to her unsteady paws. 

"Come on Ryu we have to go!" She kept her eyes on the bird dislodging itself from the rubble still hanging on Elsa who had long since fainted from the pain thrusted on her from the fight. Ryu flew up and took off as fast as her wings would carry them. Anna looking behind at the pursuer and then at Ryu's frantic eyes which reflected her terror thought about the water passing beneath them. "Ryu fly up as high as you can go! Go, GO!" Ryu obeyed, taking them in a direct incline towards the sky. The air bit into Anna's skin, she grit her teeth from the exertion of holding Elsa and onto Ryu against Gravity's very will. 

"Now dive!" She ordered once they were high enough, the bird naturally followed. The wind burned her eyes and her thighs begged for some relief of the tension she forced them through. As they plummeted her heart slowed with the water and crashing waves of the sea coming closer and closer to view. 

She needed every single second they could spare.

Not yet. They were seventeen feet above the water. 

"Not yet!" 

Fifteen feet. 

"Wait!" 

Nine feet. She could taste the salt of the water. Elsa's eyes fluttered open taking inventory of their situation through giant eyes, her fingers reached over Anna's in a death grip, she glanced behind her and Anna could only offer an apologetic half smile. She nodded dazedly and turned back to look at the water. Ryu crooned and she too stared back at the both of them. Their gazes held so much hope and faith. 

"Trust me." Anna promised. She faced forward. She did trust Anna and Elsa with all that was in her, she trusted these girls. 

Five feet. 

"Now!" Ryu felt every part of her spine crack in protest at the curve she sliced through the air. Her head was the first to go up followed by her torso and the rest of her body.

As the bird hit the water, they rushed upward to avoid the upcoming tidal waves. Ryu flew them towards the harbor. 

"Kristoff! Olaf! Honeymaren!" Anna waved frantically. Ryu roared at the crew who cheered at the sight of them. 

Kristoff's expression of relief and joy morphed to one of warning waving his arms for them to move out the way they could barely hear his yells and hollars. Ryu twirled to the left avoiding the chomping beak.

Elsa had nearly fallen from the twist crying out to hold on and not plummet to waters below. 

"Elsa, we can try to drop you off on the ship!" Anna announced already trying to concoct a plan of how to make that happen. Maybe they could circle back but they'd have to make it quick, Ryu's labored breathing and grunts notified her she wasn't doing too hot and could not keep this up injured and bleeding. 

"I'm not going anywhere. I'm not leaving you two ever!" Elsa stubbornly gripped Ryu's tendrils tighter facing forward. "We can lose them, trade places with me." She petted along Ryu's back. "Ryu you're doing great honey, just keep us steady, you only have to do this for a little longer." 

The dragon growled, shaking her head violently, exhausted. She evened out in the air allowing Anna and Elsa to carefully trade places. Elsa sat with her back to Anna's. She set to work with her uninjured hand, tethering herself to Anna's waist. "Help Ryu navigate the storm." 

"What storm?" Anna peaked over her shoulder. Elsa decided to answer with action, she dug down into herself shutting her eyes tight before opening them vision zeroing in on the bird which still would not relent. Holding up her right arm she released gusts of icy winds, praying to the closest thing she had to a God and begged Ahtohallan to strengthen her gift. It felt as if her energies were draining the more snow and ice poured and materialized around them. The bird cawed in surprise as the blizzard enveloped them. Her chest burned, her headache, and body felt ready to collapse but still she kept on crafting the perfect storm. The winds would carry it on all the way back to Ruskland so long as she pushed with everything she could offer. 

She tried to send another gale but her arm fell limply at her side as she slumped against Anna's back. "You're amazing Elsa!" She cheered, reaching behind to ensure Elsa's safety. "You as well Ryu, just follow my direction." Her teeth chattered, shaking her words. "You're just getting started, I know it!" She pivoted them off of the straight course to a hard left. If they had been going forward the whole time she could circle back to somewhere near the coast where they could rest, take shelter and lick their wounds. 

It was a full hour and thirty minutes before her eyes could make out some land. Ryu's panic served well to spur her wings to keep flapping. Anna feared a couple of times whenever she felt turbulence that they would crash into the ocean. 

"Ryu look!" Anna pointed to the snowy peninsula. Ryu did not hesitate in her decline. Anna could feel the dragon's ragged body grow heavier and heavier the closer they drew to land. It was definitely going to be a crash landing. Tightening the tether Anna went straight into damage control angling and spurring Ryu's body to angle in a way that wouldn't cause too much causality. 

She bit down growling with strain to tip Ryu's snout upward, closing her eyes at the very last second bracing. Elsa yelped, lifting her wrist to pillow their fall in a patch of soft snow that wasn't nearly big enough but was better than nothing. Ryu spun out bringing the girls to her chest enclosing them with legs, arms, and her wings. 

She landed onto her back skidding her large body forward. Anna clutched Elsa's head screaming. 

When Anna cracked her eye open she shot up. "Elsa!" Head bumping against Ryu's wing. The dragon opened her body shield allowing the women to sit up. "Are you okay?" Anna asked, lifting Elsa up, checking her for any other injuries. "Yes, all the same. What about you oh god Anna." She held her left side using her right hand to do the same checking over her as well then hugged her tightly taking a moment to catch up with the events that had been racing by them. 

Ryu stumbled to straighten her legs and walked off a small distance before collapsing to the ground. "Ryu!" Anna called, she didn't answer, she didn't want to answer. All she wanted to do was lay here in the storm.

She knew in reality she should have dropped Anna and Elsa onto the ship and fly off taking the Phoenix with her. Now here they were stuck, thousands of miles away from home. She swore on every star, yet she was reckless and once again a coward. She'd take them back home. She had too.

They sat there for twenty minutes until Ryu caught up with her pounding heart. 

"Do you think you can walk?" Anna asked, Elsa made a face, nodding. "Yes, yes I can walk. I don't know for how long though." 

"At least for as long as it takes to find shelter." Anna surveyed the area, there were some rocky formations along the coast above those the peninsula led up into dense forest. 

When she turned there stood Ryu offering her back to them. "Ryu-" Elsa began placing her palms against her flank. "You've done more than enough, I'm not going to burden you with my weight." 

"Yeah I'll carry her fat butt, I'm in the best shape out of all of us." Anna quipped. The dragon denied her attempts to lighten the mood and insisted with a growl. Sighing Elsa allowed Anna to hoist her up to the dragon's shoulders. Ryu focused her vision on the distances, pressing her hot body to Anna's to keep her warm as they walked. 

It took a while before they found a cave dry enough facing down wind of the storm. Elsa sat on a snowbank allowing Anna to look closely at her wound. It appeared very irritated, with veins of red and green weaving through it, luckily it seemed to be clotting.

"Hey Els, do you think you can close it off? I know you used a lot of energy in the air but I don't want it bleeding out through the night." Anna cooed, picking up Elsa's hand and placing it on her side. 

Elsa nodded scooting to sit up a bit more. Small flakes of crystal and snow began spilling over the area covering it tightly. Her hand fell with her head. "That's all I got." She replied meekly. 

"Hey-" Anna cupped her cheek, lifting her face to her own to connect their foreheads. "I am so proud of you. You are the strongest person I know." 

Elsa smiled wearily and let her eyes close savoring the feel of Anna's heart and pulse beneath her skin. 

Ryu sat on her haunches by the cave entrance staring out into the storm, turning when Anna called her back in while gathering as much foliage and anything flammable as she could scavenge. "Could you uhh? Do you think you can" Anna moved her hands from her mouth creating what sounded like an explosion. Ryu leaned close to the pile and breathed heavily through her nostrils casting a torch illuminating the cave. The light kept Elsa just on cusp of falling asleep.  

It was now Anna's turn to take a much needed and earned rest against the stone wall. Her arms dangled from her bent legs, green trousers ripped, her stately jacket barely did anything to insulate her from the chilly winds. "We need a plan guys." She could barely be heard over the flickering embers. 

"I have one." Said the naked Ryu crouched, staring into the flames. Elsa averted her eyes, flushing. "I'm taking you and Elsa home." 

That was the best news any of them had heard all day. "Right, good plan, but we're gonna have to figure out how to stop that giant rock turkey." 

"That's just it, you don't." Ryu couldn't meet Anna's blurry mirage distorted by the heat. "I'll handle it."

"And how exactly do you plan on doing that?" 

"I don't know, once I drop you two off I'll figure it out." Now Elsa was awake, sitting up the fatigue was swapped for anxiety, voice trembling in her throat. "Ryu, I'm not allowing that." 

"It's not a matter of allowance Erusa, it will track me down and it will find me. I'd rather not put everyone I lo... Grown to care for at risk. Not again."

"No-I no this isn't right. I am supposed to protect you, we protect each other Ryu, you can't just leave. You have a home in Arendelle and people who care about you there." Anna was at her side pulling her back to recline. 

"I don't think we have much of a choice." Ryu replied defeatedly. 

"Everyone has a choice they're free to make in life Ryu, you can choose to not let us help you with this and stick together and then I have freedom to choose to help you very easily without you agreeing or you can let us help on your own terms." Anna said, feeling quite proud of herself. 

"You don't get it do you? They're Yokai put into Jade vessels, given a task, to either kill me or bring me back maybe both. I don't know. I just know they are spirits, once unruly and angry only calmed by dragon's magic. They served them grateful for the peace. And now Susanoo has control over that magic, and he has given them a task. They don't tire or rest, they're already dead." Elsa thought back to when she saw the phoenix. She heard anguish, and agony, writhing searching for reprieve. It believed that once it completed its mission it would find tranquility and begged Elsa to stay out of its way. Elsa knew. She knew that it would not be granted peace of any kind while in the charge of the Mikoto family. 

"If they're yokai? Was it? Controlled by dragon magic then you should be able to stop them!" Anna voiced. Ryu's face scrunched up in pain and irritation. "Maybe we can try and you can, I don't know, order them to stop? I mean surely they'd rather listen to a real dragon than someone who stole their magic. All we have to do is try Ryu. We don't have to give up." 

Ryu snapped standing up. She growled low, hissing. 

"I can't! I'm not like the dragons of old! I'm a hollow imitation-a mockery of what dragons once were, a coward who still would rather run and hide." She postured her shoulders forward towards the queen who stood up to meet her challenge. Elsa weakly protested just to be ignored. 

"I'm not like you guys, I don't have the strength or bravery to fight!" 

"Bullshit." Anna said with venom, fist balling up, Elsa didn't know if she was going to punch Ryu but she was ready to either leap up between or fall down trying, at least then they'd spend time helping her instead of fighting. 

"You entered a town where people attacked you, shot at you just to save Elsa while nearly dying in the process. You set my home on fire to get answers and stood alone in a cell with a man who ruptured your kidney!"

"Liver-" Ryu offhandedly corrected. 

"I don't care! You then went undercover in a foreign land just to help, then instead of running away when that bird attacked you, you protected Olaf, you protected Elsa and you protected me! You speak of dragons of old whoa scary, how amazing they were. Well I never met one! None of them saved my sister so to hell with the dragons of old. We don't need the dragons of old, we need you! The dragon of new or whatever." 

Ryu changed back to her scaled form and stalked towards the entrance, tail flicking back and forth. 

"You like facts, well those are things that literally happened! You're not a coward. But you are a hypocrite." 

Not the approach Elsa would have made but her mind was too jumbled and lines too crossed. A few stray tears escaped her eyes. Her family was hurting, she wanted nothing more than an answer of what she could have done to protect them better, if there was a thing she could have done to love them better than she had. Ryu and Anna were scared, hurt and there was nothing she could do to keep her safe like she promised. 

"You don't run and hide cause you're selfish and care only about yourself. You do it cause it's all you've known, you know they're going to catch you eventually and you're just biding time. You fight and give your life for Elsa, to protect her. And she cared about you and I care about her and I won't let you hurt her by running away and getting yourself killed. I protect her too... even from you. So we are going to find a way back to Arendelle, to Grand Pabbie and Bulda and stop that jade demon and then we're going to I don't know arrest that bitch Darya." Ryu stood frozen hunched over, exhaustion hit her like a falling mountain. Her eyes looked the same as when she was in the crow's nest. Still questioning her worth, her decisions and even her very existence itself. Elsa very well couldn't let her do that. A determination numbed her own pity for herself and all those around her, numbed the wound. So long as she, Anna, and Ryu were still breathing, no promise had been broken yet. 

"Ryu?" Elsa's sweet call drew her head up. "It goes away." She held out her fingers wanting nothing more than to feel the warmth. Ryu hesitated before limping over to her. She cautiously curled herself around Elsa. Anna stood above them, cranky and disheveled. "Move over." She mumbled. Elsa smiled despite the situation, Anna was finally joining a cuddle session. Sure it took her getting stabbed and a giant bird which almost ate them all but she was finally joining! 

She wrapped her arm round Elsa letting her rest in the crook of her neck. Ryu's heat radiating through them and pretty soon both women were snoring. Elsa's lips held a constant grin and Anna's were leaking drool all over Ryu's scales. 

She watched them sleep for a long while, outlasting the fire they built. She never agreed to what Anna said. They could be left in Arendelle and she'd leave the first opportunity she could. Wasn't that what love was? Being willing to let them go? They'd move on, especially if she was already gone before they could say goodbye. Maybe that's what she was meant to do, with all she had come across, to eventually say goodbye and the more she clung to them the more danger and hurt she caused. They'd remember each other kindly which was more than what Ryu ever could ask for. She'd still consider herself lucky to get so close to love, having been around the world she had seen so many that never got the chance. 

It was okay to say goodbye. All things died, that was a law that no one could break, no man or woman, no lord, no king, no empress... No dragon. 

Ryu wasn't as foolish as one would think, she knew they cared deeply for her, that she'd somehow wormed her way into their hearts and they into hers. 

She'd break all their hearts carefully. 

Notes:

Dōitashimashite- you're welcome

Dokoda- where are you or where is it

Tawagoto- shit

Georg Scherer an actual historical figure (1540 – 30 November 1605) was a Roman Catholic pulpit orator and controversialist. In 1583, Scherer played a role in Vienna's one and only case of witch-burning. 70-year-old Elise Plainacher of Mank, Lower Austria, a Lutheran, had raised her granddaughter Anna Schlutterbauer ever since the girl's mother died. When Anna was 17 her father, Elise's Catholic son-in-law, took custody and moved with Anna to St. Pölten. There, the girl suffered seizures, probably epileptic, that were blamed on a hex placed by her grandmother. Anna and Elise were brought to Vienna, where Scherer conducted a rigorous "investigation" (exorcisms combined with interrogation) at St. Barbara's Church in Fleischmarkt. Over the course of several days, Scherer claimed to have discovered 12,652 demons inhabiting Anna's body and spirit. At length the exhausted and confused girl agreed that her grandmother had hexed her. Elise was taken to the notorious Rogues' House (Malefizhaus) at 10 Rauhensteingasse for interrogation under torture. Her eventual confession was so unconvincing that the mayor of Vienna appealed to Emperor Rudolf II to overturn it, but Scherer brought ecclesiastical pressure to bear and the Emperor declined the petition. Elise Plainacher was burned at the stake and her ashes thrown into the Danube on 28 September 1583.

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Elsa did not sleep well at all, too much heat, too much pain. If she had to rate it, she'd say last night was the most uncomfortable night of her life. All things considered that made her happy and grateful to be alive in the first place. She did her best to not make a ruckus out of discomfort waking Anna and Ryu, when she shifted carefully to sit up Anna's snores stuttered, she turned over reaching out for something to snuggle against and found Ryu's tail bringing it close to her chest. 

Elsa didn't know if she could stand but she'd find out soon enough, her legs shook even with using Ryu's back for support. Icicles hung at the cave's mouth refracting the early sun rays. A part of her contemplated whether waking the girls was a good idea but decided against it. What they had been through yesterday earned them a lifetime amount of sleep. 

She had a limp on the left side which kept a dull ache turning sharp whenever she moved wrong. She was still tired but not completely exhausted like yesterday. So much had happened in less than twenty-four hours and thinking about it all gave her a headache. She'd have to put it on a back burner and focus on the current predicament. They'd have to find a way home and during the ordeal survive the Ruskland wilderness. 

Retreating into the cave she slid down Ryu's torso and sat back dozing off for a few more hours. 

When she woke again the sun was in the middle of the sky. Oh dear, she hadn't meant to sleep for that long. They lost alot of daylight and from the moment they had landed on the coast every second counted. 

She contemplated which one would be easier to wake regarding both. Anna or Ryu and couldn't come up with an answer. At least she could move Anna. 

"Anna?" Anna whined at having her shoulder shaken. "Anna?" She'd need a different tactic. Hovering her finger above Anna's face she sprinkled small snowflakes onto it which were wiped away. 

"I don'wanna go to work t'day." Anna complained. More chilly specs littered onto her cheeks. "I'm already awake, you can stop." She slurred rubbing her eyes, Elsa didn't stop knowing full well that whenever Anna said she was awake she most certainly wasn't. 

Turning her over on her back Elsa created a small wet snowball and let it slip from her fingers to plop right on Anna's nose. 

She sputtered, yelling and punching wildly, almost striking Elsa in the head. "Gah! Yousonofbitch I'll get you!" She looked around frantic, pacified when she noticed it was just Elsa smiling lovingly with her head tilted. "Sorry I didn't mean to frighten you, but I mean well we both know how hard it is to wake you." Anna sheepishly chuckled at Elsa's explanation and took in the sun's position. 

"Jeez sorry I slept in so late, I felt dead to the world." Elsa shook her head placing a hand on the left side of her chest. "Not quite I checked." Anna rubbed her head, her fingers touched her hair jerked away as if she felt vipers instead of tresses, it didn't feel like a bird's nest, in fact it was still in the twin braids from yesterday. "Elsa how's my hair look?" It was such a nonsensical question but she couldn't believe it.

Elsa's eyes raked over her, leaning forward to comb some dirt out. "It looks fine." 

"Wait what! So when I sleep in a comfy bed I look like a hurricane but in a dirty cave laying against a dragon's butt I look okay." 

Elsa tittered. "Well in a bed you thrash about a lot, I think you may have found one sleeping position that was comfortable and stayed in it." 

Anna hummed and then shrugged, it made sense to her. They both leaned back against Ryu who growled, thumping her tail against the dirt. 

"So-" Anna started. "How do you suppose we get home?"

"First things first we have to locate fresh water-" Anna's stomach interrupted with a loud gurgle causing her to blush and Elsa to stare fondly at her. "And some food, then we figure out how to pack and preserve it and head back home." 

"Good plan! Better get started then before nightfall." She jumped to her feet and resumed the process of waking up Ryu. "Hey! Come on, you lazy reptile, get up, time to get going." She grunted while pushing Ryu from side to side, not gaining much ground. Elsa could tell by the breathing pattern that Ryu had been awake since Anna woke up screaming. Ryu was a very light sleeper contrast to what Elsa's friends believed, she just was also very good at ignoring anything she didn't deem important. 

"Ryuuu! Get up!" Anna fruitlessly shoved her shoulders against Ryu's. "Do you have to go through this every morning?" She panted slumping onto her back. 

"Mm no, I don't wake her up in the morning." Elsa said, moving to Ryu's snout. Anna watched with inscrutability as she scratched at it tactfully rousing Ryu. Her purple eyes dilated at the sight of Elsa glowing in front of her, she gave one chirp and blew a cloud of smoke into her face purring once Elsa returned the gesture with cold mist. 

"Ah!" Anna yelped from sliding onto the floor when Ryu stood up and sat back to scratch herself like a dog ending in cat stretch. Her claws had disturbed the scratches she obtained in battle which Elsa tended to as best she could with the small ice bandages. 

"Oh so unfair." She whined following Elsa and Ryu out of the cave. 

Ryu yawned, showcasing her fangs to the sun. It always freaked Anna out a small bit with how wide she could unhinge her jaw, how every inch of her mouth seemed filled with lethal knives. Now awake she ran and leapt climbing expertly up a rocky ridge, standing on her hind legs to scan like an owl the lay of the land. 

When she climbed down Anna stood in front of her. "You see anything?" Ryu didn't even look at her with a small cheeky lip turn gracing her snout. 

"You see anything?" Anna asked again. Ryu nosed her way between the giggling Elsa's legs sliding her down to her shoulders, setting off to walk along the coast. 

"Do I make noise when I talk to you?" Anna jogged and jumped at the dragon's rump hoisting herself up behind her sister. 


They had walked until noon and until hunger plagued all three of them. Ryu would have flown them and planned to... Eventually, but she was incredibly sore and even keeping her wings tucked along her body sent sharp pangs to her nerves. 

Anna did a once over of her team and they weren't looking too good. Time for a spirit rising, moral building speech. 

"We can do this guys! We have the smarts to catch food." Anna pointed to her temple. "We have fire!" Her finger cued Ryu to snort out a puff of smoke from her nostrils. 

"And we have..." Anna held out an arm to Elsa propped up against a tree, she looked around at all the ice and snow on the ground, her dampened powers did not seem very useful to their goals right now but she appreciated Anna's efforts nonetheless and twirled her fingers producing a small flurry of sparkles. 

"An Elsa!" Anna finished grandly. 

"Yay." Her voice cracked in cheer. 

"We got this!" Anna was sure of it, so to join in the meeting a few howls broke out a few miles away to be answered by Ryu. They got the message which echoed through the distance and went silent. Still growling she curled up around Elsa who let her head fall against her flank with a thud.

Anna clasped her fingers together. "That's a good sign! Where there's wolves there's food. Let's move out of the snow group." 

Ryu sniffed at the ground as Anna scouted for food. The woods and coast were teaming with wildlife so they had room to be picky. 

"Found something!" Anna called, it looked like a hairy rock and when she poked it her finger sank in. "You're either food or you're gonna be." She whispered during her inspection. An annoyed bellow followed by the raising of a large mass drew her eyes to large tusks decorated by whiskers which had her backing away grinning. "Ah my apologies I thought- well it doesn't matter what I thought, carry on." She took off towards Ryu tripping over her tail rolling into the dirt. 

Elsa and Ryu glanced from where she came from seeing the lumpy animal hop into the water. "I'm not hungry enough to eat a walrus Anna." Ryu cocked her head at the creature, she's eaten walrus though she couldn't say it was pleasant, besides she wasn't on the hunt for meat, they had enough ailments as is and adding stomach irritation to Elsa's list didn't seem like a wise decision. 

"Better than nothing, what did you two find?" Anna asked, lifting her head from the ground.

"Right now I'm looking for a field or some place damp." Elsa closed her fist into a hole using her hand as a telescope searching the bushes and among the snow for any signs of life. Her circle landed on Anna's eyeball staring into her palm. "Why?" She whispered. 

"To find moss." Elsa whispered back. Anna pulled back. "We're going to eat moss?" 

Elsa chuckled at the notion. "No silly." Elsa wanted moss? Ryu knew where moss would be. Without warning she swept her tail underneath Anna's legs scooping her up to take off in a sprint across the wet meadow. 

"You manhandle me more than my husband!" 

Elsa smiled, despite the circumstances it was fun riding Ryu along the beautiful landscape of the summer tundra, she felt like the adventurers who wrote the books she read information from. Yes she missed home, her friends and the rest of her family yet still it was kind of nice being in a new environment. Unlike in the Ruskland city where cobblestone, and metal reigned here in nature everything was free, untamed and wild. She could tell by the bounce in each bound Ryu made she was enjoying the freedom as well from being trapped on a ship for two weeks and then forced to keep herself hidden in the Palace.

She was indulging. 

"Oh! Oh here!" Elsa tapped her tendril, skidding Ryu to a halt. "There, see!" Low to the ground among moss and some other foliage were stems holding fat little orange and red berries. She stepped onto the offered leg Ryu lifted to get off. When Anna tried to use the same method Ryu removed her leg causing her to fall onto the ground. "Humph! Hey!" She squeaked at the mrrp noise the dragon made as she leapt over her deeper into the field to eat the berries. 

Elsa examined the fruit lifting it to her mouth to taste it, she had never had them straight from the source. 

Anna dusted herself off joining her sister's side. "I didn't know cloudberries grew here." 

Elsa closed her eyes savoring the rich sweet flavor. She moaned both answering Anna and at the taste. After watching her sister eat peacefully for a few moments Anna swatted Elsa's arm. "I think Ryu likes them too!" They watched the dragon clear out a patch of berries as if she was trying to see how much her mouth could fit at once. When she finally noticed she had an audience she sat on her haunches and gave a smile looking like a chipmunk. 

They ate until all were full, packing some berries away in an ice pouch for later. Ryu stretched her sore body around on the soft moss. Rolling back and forth from her stomach to her back finally settling on her belly. She lay there among the foliage watching it displace with the breeze from her nostrils. 

Anna sat up on her knees hurriedly. "Oh wow Elsa look!" Elsa turned her attention from watching Ryu to a large polar bear heading down towards the coast. Elsa frowned and pushed Anna back down onto her butt in the dirt making her roll her eyes. "Oh yea cause I was just going to meander up to him and pet his head. I don't approach dangerous wildlife with my hands outstretched." Anna pointed to herself. "That would be you." She bopped Elsa's nose leaving a smear of juice on her nose. Before Elsa could wipe it off herself Ryu came over and touched it with the small tip of tongue. "Thank you." 

Crossing her paws Ryu also watched the polar bear listening in on the sisters laughing and teasing one another gathering up onto her back.

This was nice, after being alone for so long in the wild a part of her felt like she found what was missing, selfishly she wanted to keep them out here or other places to go exploring together. She could protect them if it came down to it, though a small seed inside still doubted that. It was just something about the way Elsa's eyes twinkled whenever they came across a plant or animal she found interesting, thus rapidly explaining to Anna its behavior and anatomy. Her gentle fingers were careful to not displace anything when she did touch. If Anna wasn't interested in the biology and zoology lessons she hid expertly, always asking questions even if they seemed silly. 

"Well that explains why I never saw the brown foxes in the winter, they all turn white, what a trick!"

"Not all of them but artic foxes do."

"What's the difference?" And so began the in depth lesson of subspecies. 


An hour into their walk Elsa awoke from a nap. "We're not the only ones out here." She was dazed and the color drained from Anna's face, she began whipping her head back and forth. 

"Why did you say that?" 

"Huh?" 

"That, what you just said."

"What did I say?" 

"We're not the only ones out here." 

"I don't know... "

"Elsa, are you going loopy from blood loss?" Lifting her arm she winced when Anna prodded at the hole in her side, it was still green and still honestly quite disgusting to look at. 

"I am not, I'm perfectly, fine doctor." Elsa snatched her arm away. 

"Doctor?" Spending time with the girls listening to them rant or bicker was the most entertainment Ryu ever had while traveling. 

"Don't sass me, I address you by your proper title." Both she and Anna couldn't tell if Elsa was in fact succumbing to madness or joking. To be on the safe side they stopped once more to ensure everyone was hydrated.


Odd Yowls came from the trees. Probably a cat of some kind."Oooh guys I think maybe we're not the only ones out here." Anna mocked moving her fingers like a spider. 

"Don't worry I managed to make a bow, we're practically invincible." Elsa produced an ice bow of a smaller size, it looked as if it would break apart as soon as the first shot was fired. 

"How many arrows did you make?" 

"Uuuh- one piece." Elsa says assuredly.  

Ryu snickered, failing entirely at keeping it hidden. 

Sometimes they rode atop Ryu, sometimes they needed to stop for a few minutes and instead of resting Ryu decided to use this time productively disappearing into the foliage. 

"Hey Els is this edible?" Anna asked leaning down to poke at a plant unaware that a few feet in front of her stalked a dragon slowly crawling closer and closer. Her slitted iris blocked out all other stimuli locking in on the mock prey. 

When she burst from the bushes at the screaming woman Anna ran to her sister putting her arms underneath Elsa's armpits to drag her away from the threat. 

Elsa looked up blinking. "That's your escape plan from a predator?" She asked bewildered at the method, Anna blushed embarrassed. "I wasn't thinking, she came out of nowhere I didn't know she was there." She defended placing Elsa down. 

"That's kinda the point of an ambush Anna." Elsa finally let loose the laugh she had been holding in while Ryu did a victory prance in a circle. 

Anna felt completely undignified. "I hope you guys find it funny when a leopard or bear is eating me." But her sister waved her off. "Pssh no, I'd never let that happen and neither would Ryu. Right Gecko?" 

Ryu was currently taking in all the smells and sights of the forest edge. 

"Gecko?" She gave Elsa her attention not really paying heed with a bored expression on her face. "You wouldn't let something eat Anna?" Instead of answering she went back to sniffing the ground foraging sometimes sharing and other times eating what she found. 

"I feel so valued." Anna seethed comically, Elsa placed a peck on her cheek shoving a piece of fruit Ryu had given to her into Anna's hand. Elsa took in how far her sister and dragon had come. They weren't exactly the closest of friends with Ryu's relentless teasing and tricks, Anna could finally understand what it was like to have a younger sibling. The tension from their quarrel last night still hung around but they'd address it another time or not at all. 

"Don't you dare shake! No." Anna held a finger up inching away, every step she made the muddy Ryu copied. Instead of shaking out her mane as Anna thought she would, Ryu lifted her paw and pushed her into the muddy puddle she rolled in. 

"Oh you've done it now I'ma get chu!" Ryu ran in circles around Elsa with Anna behind her barely keeping up. 

Elsa was just glad they were somewhat getting along resting her chin on a closed fist waiting for them to be done doing whatever it was they were attempting to accomplish so they could continue the journey home.


As the sun dropped so did the temperature and the time to find shelter drew near. Ryu was content to just find a tree and nestle in the branches but for the girls a den would be more appropriate. She didn't trust Anna to not roll over in her sleep and fall, breaking her neck. 

While digging up a nest in rich soil underneath a tree Ryu's tendrils flickered backwards overhearing Elsa coo at some animal that decided to scurry up to her. 

"Hello little one, want a berry?" Her voice was sickeningly sweet Ryu turned, seeing her hold out her palm to a ground squirrel, the fuzzy creature snatched the food and ran. 

"Okay so no shelter that way or that way." Anna shook her head coming back pointing in the directions she explored, Ryu sat patiently by her creation waiting for someone to notice. 

"Wait we haven't searched that part of the wood- wait yes we have..." Elsa chuckled at her blunder. "Ignore everything I was just about to repeat. Guys I'm getting older!" Elsa laments making them chuckle. 

Anna came running past noticing the den underneath the tree. She pointed at it. "Ooo-Elsa I found a shelter!" She yelled, probably alerting anything listening within a three mile radius of their presence. 

"Good job Anna!" Elsa praises balancing on a rock. Huffing Ryu goes to her aid. "Thank you." Once settled inside she removes the ice sheet over the wound hissing at the stinging sensation. 

"Does it hurt really bad?" Anna asked remorseful once inside, kneeling. Elsa frowned, shaking her head grazing fingers over the gash. Ryu gave Elsa's side a tentative sniff, resisting the urge to drag her tongue across it. 

"I've gotten used to it by now." They sat shoulder to shoulder. "Maybe we should clean it though." There was a stream not too far from where they settled. 

"Can you make a pouch? I'm thirsty anyways." Elsa did so, handing it over not expecting Anna to rush into the dusky forest calling over her shoulder. "Be right back." 

Elsa didn't have to voice her request when she slung her head in Ryu's direction. The dragon made a small merp sound and stood, cantering out. Her butt shaked as she prepared to jump and climb up the tree settling on a branch which allowed a vantage point. Her keen vision spotting the rampaging Anna in the brush.

Elsa sighed and leaned against the hollow tree bottom. Her thoughts wandered to the Yokai Ryu spoke of. It didn't wish to harm her, and probably didn't wish to harm the descendant of the ones who set it free from strife in the first place. Yet another victim of selfish greed and lust for power. Maybe they could help the Yokai while also helping themselves as well. 

The forest contained many sounds, some of which Elsa recognized given that Ruskland and the enchanted forest shared similar ecosystems albeit Ruskland was the envisionment Elsa had for her home. 

Elsa's neck snapped up when Ryu barked and came down bounding into the trees, scales bristled. Elsa heard a roar in the distance startling some fowl from their nest. 

"Anna!" 


Anna stood still hugging the water pouch to her breast. 

Ryu placed herself in-between the queen and amur leopard which yowled at the sight of her. What was once an easy meal now became a problem. Anna looked at both predators realizing how similar they both behaved coiled to a stillness that made her very nervous to disturb. 

Ryu broke the stand off with a bark and stamp of her paw into the snow. The cat wanted to bolt yet felt like it couldn't take her eyes off of the bigger animal which claimed her kill. Still watching the puffed up leopard Ryu turned her head and nuzzled Anna's neck trying to find something to grip. Her teeth delicately closed around her jacket collar. 

Anna yelped, nearly dropping the pouch when she was hoisted into the air and carried back to the tree. When she began slipping, Ryu held her up with a paw chomping down on more of the clothing trotting off. 


Elsa tapped at her knee anxiously awaiting their return. "Oh thank goodness'' She would have joked about her sister being carried like a kitten, made fun of the unamused look ghosting her face but the relief that her well being brought overwhelmed those urges. 

Her legs caught the ground when she was dumped. She raced to Elsa showing the water pouch and that the mission was a success mostly. 

"It's fine Elsa, just a leopard." Elsa kissed her forehead and when pulled back her lips kept on trying to break out in a grin. She nudged Anna's arm. 

"What?" 

"I told you she wouldn't let you be eaten." 

"Oh yea that reminds me." She turned to Ryu, grooming her scales. "Thanks ya big reptile." Ryu mewled, joining them underneath the roots. 

Elsa massaged Ryu's shoulders gaining an appreciative mewl, it felt so good she just had to roll over onto her back stretching. 

"Sick of us yet?" Ryu answered by butting her forehead with Elsa's calmly. Her hand traveled up to her cheek stroking her thumb around the scales, occasionally wincing and sniveling as Anna cleaned her injury.

Anna and Ryu allowed and encouraged Elsa to drink the rest of the water left before retiring. 


A few hours later listening to the lullabies of Anna's snores and Ryu's heart beat Elsa woke up bemoaning when she felt a pang of pressure in her bladder. She lied there a couple minutes willing away the sensation but to no avail. She really had no wish to disturb her sleeping sister and Ryu even with her still awake stargazing peacefully but her body protested against her considerate nature. 

"Anna?" She said into the night, Ryu broke away from her thoughts and roughly smacked Anna's face with her tail fluke when she didn't respond. 

"No Sven, don't kill them!" She started sitting up, when she registered the pain in her cheek she rubbed the reddening spot vigorously. 

"What's up?" Elsa sat up looking apologetic and regretful."I um... I have to go." 

Anna stared bleary eyed. "Go where?" Elsa made a pleading look leading Anna to the right conclusive realization. "Oh...Oh!" 

When she began getting up Elsa apologized but was shushed. The three exited the tree, Anna led Elsa to the most secluded spot she could find. Before she could help Elsa settle, both sisters looked to their right where Ryu stood indifferently watching the whole ordeal with affectionate eyes. 

Clearly not getting the hint Anna spoke up. "Do you mind?" Ryu shook her head. 

"Periwinkle, Elsa needs privacy!" When she went away Elsa now directed the same expression to Anna. "What? Me too?" Elsa nodded thanking Anna as she joined Ryu with their backs turned.

She snuck a peak at them. Anna finally regarded the dragon who was staring at her intensely coughing and choking when Ryu blew thick smoke into her face. 

Elsa grinned to herself. 


"Oh come on Els it doesn't even look that bad, and think when this is all over you'll have more freckles like me." The beet red Elsa peered at Anna beyond miserable. Ryu kept to the shade as best she could, shielding Elsa from the July sun. Elsa never had sunburn before with her powers constantly keeping her cool, she apologized inwardly for ever complaining about them. 

Her vision was obstructed when Anna tossed her jacket over her head. "Thank you." Elsa adjusted the jacket like a cloak so she could still see the busy work she made braiding Ryu's mane. "Welcome to my world Elsa." Anna jested patting her back. 

"You don't get sunburnt easily Anna." 

"Nope!" Anna kicked her legs jovially against the side of Ryu's stomach. "Guess I'm just lucky heheh." Ryu twisted her neck towards Elsa and licked her pink hand. Elsa flinched away, keeping her arms out of reach. "Thank you but please don't." 

Anna poked her head out gazing down the dangerously steep rocky cliff side plunging into the crashing waves below. Prepping Elsa double knotted the sleeves around her neck as Ryu inched as far as she could go, her wings spread out full length retracting in and out to stretch. They ached but not unbearably so. All she had to do was curve to the southern north. 

Both women gulped when she hopped from the cliff descending downward to gain some air currents which lifted her to the sky. They had a six hour flight ahead of them. Ryu would take all the assistance she could get. 

"Elsa, did you remember to go before we took off?" Elsa flicked her wrist sending a wet slushy back into Anna's face. 


"Nokk!" Elsa screamed, having half a mind to throw herself off of Ryu's back when she saw the unusual bubbles of glowing water begin boiling to the surface. The horse whinnied vaulting up as high as he could to reach Elsa. Tears stung the corners of her eyes, hand reaching out. "Nokk!" Anna cheered, keeping a hand on Elsa's shoulder not quite trusting her crazy sister to not go after him. Ryu wailed and lowered as far she could slowly. Elsa transferred mounts carefully, not protesting as the bronco bunked and twirled, circling around. She was in for a world of pain later on but for right now- stroking his mane and whispering saccharine words- she couldn't bring herself to care. 

Ryu crashed into the sea as well, submerging her and Anna, surfacing for air. Rather than admonish her she hugged Ryu's neck in celebration of being so close to home then thought for a moment. "If he sensed us coming then that must mean..." As if waiting for a cue, Gale blasted they're way through, almost drying them off. She spun and danced in Elsa's hair.

Ryu surged on quickly beating her wings. Bruni must have been waiting on shore, her boy! She desperately needed to see him. Anna danced along with her gleeful sways and flips to an imaginary rhythm as they raced to Arendelle. 

A tiny spec of fire was zooming around in circles on the sand at ungodly speeds, this pumped Ryu's wings racing for the beach. "Ryu! You have to slow down!" Anna braked pulling back, decreasing their velocity by a hair. It was the third worst crash landing she'd ever experienced and taking into account she's only had two she did not want to make a habit of it. Ryu checked her for injury and seeing her unharmed bolted straight for Bruni, the amphibian crooned and ran all over her body she could barely keep up blowing smoke everywhere, the two wrestled and played in the sand flinging it all over.

Anna, his next victim was tickled by his tiny feet zipping and finally landing on her shoulder. "Oh!- I-wa- there you are." His body curved along with her fingers going down his spine. He abandoned them for the caught up Elsa pelting his body straight into her bosom her palm covered him, Nokk rested over her shoulder tugging her close to his neck. "My boys!" Tears flooded her cheeks. "My beautiful boys." Gale flew so fast in her hair they whistled. "And girls." Anna joined the embrace as what they went through rendered her to a sobbing mess. 

Ryu watched tail swaying slowly only backing away as Nokk snorted and approached, he counted three times before he bowed his neck in her direction. Ryu mimicked the gesture hesitantly and for once did not see consternation in his eyes which held hers. 

She had completed her mission. She had brought them home, but there was more to be done. More to fix and she'd start no later than now.  


When they settled and the energy simmered down Anna's shoulders sagged when an obvious absence made itself known, she turned to the ocean gazing out at the horizon. Elsa joined her solemnly pulling her in. 

"It'll be two more weeks, two more weeks before they know if we're okay- before we know if they're okay!" Her arm fell limply at her side. "They'll be back safely Anna. We can wait it out I'm sure I-" Elsa pressed her lips to Anna's temple whispering into her hair. "They'll be back safely." 

When they turned around Ryu nudged Bruni off from her snout. She had an odd look about her, her body was a rigid crossbow ready to be triggered by the slightest of movement. She seemed impatient. 

"Ryu?" As Elsa's fingers reached out the dragon backed up lifting a single paw off the ground and in a blink of an eye one of Elsa's greatest fears came to fruition when she bounded in the air and took off leaving dust and leaves whirling in her wake. 

"Ryu!" Elsa bellowed, Anna stood flabbergasted staring after Ryu's figure which grew smaller and smaller. 

"She didn't even say goodbye... She just left." Her eyes flitted from the ground to the beach around them. Her stun spell was broken at the sounds of Elsa struggling to mount Nokk fully intending to go after her. "No Elsa! You're still hurt and I won't have you chasing Ryu to all ends of the earth." Elsa's chest rose and fell quickly looking desolately back at her sister now seated Upon Nokk, Anna was very grateful that the spirit seemed to understand this and was in no hurry to gallop off in the direction Elsa wanted. 

"Bu-but Ryu she-" Elsa sniffles, her lips trembling, Anna did her best to dry her tears. "We have to get you back home, don't you worry your pretty head over it. I'll bring her back." Nokk set off in the direction of home slowly. "H-how?" 

Anna smirked, raising a sharp brow. "My dear sweet Elsa, I have friends in very high places." At least it drew a chuckle out of Elsa, a weak one but Anna would take what she could get. 

"You're the queen, you are the friend in a high place." 

"Precisely. I'll drag Ryu back by her as-" she cringed when Elsa glared and quickly corrected. "Tail! If I have to." 

"I'd rather violence not be used." Elsa was incredulous to whatever method she had in mind, she could feel the anger Anna tried to hide rippling beneath the surface of her light and airy tone. 

"Who said anything about violence?" Shrugging Elsa turned around wincing. "It sounds violent." 

"Pfft what? No, I'll gently drag her back of course." And utterly throttle her if she tries to hurt Elsa again. "And then we can talk this out but for now let's get you right as rain." Elsa nodded huffing deeply. 


"If it isn't one thing with you girls it's another. Either one or both are being frozen solid, one is dying, getting shot at, stabbed, recklessness, you must be more cautious, acting as if you're invincible. The world has it out for you I swear it." Anna and Elsa pitied the pillows which were beaten into submissive fluffy clouds. Under any normal circumstance Kelsey and a few other maids would have tended to them but Gerda took charge immediately when she witnessed the state of them stumbling past the castle gates, tired, filthy, exhausted. Castle staff rushed them into the infirmary and stitched back together Elsa's side, disinfecting it, fortunately all of Anna's cuts were superficial.. She hated how distraught Sven became when he noticed Kristoff wasn't there, she managed to sit with him for thirty minutes as they waited for Elsa to be done in the infirmary. The women were cleaned, fussed over, and fed- Anna still was wondering how the ravenous Elsa ate so quickly and neatly at the same time.

Elsa's muscles screamed when she sank into the mattress with Anna collapsed on a pillow drowsily holding a piece of chocolate. No one would be able to pry it from her fingers. 

Elsa sighed, placing the hot chocolate down on her night stand. Her exhausted thoughts led her to Olaf, Kristoff, Honeymaren... And Ryu. 

Gale hung around the room as a barely noticeable wind, displacing papers every now and then. Bruni nosed her limp hands open to crawl into her palm. She stared down at him, he titled his head at her. "I'm sorry.." she said after failing to create the Snowflakes he enjoyed. He cooed and laid his chin atop her thumb. 

Just when she concluded that she had cried all the tears she had to give her body still managed to produce more. 

Ryu, her beautiful, gentle, brave, sweet Gecko. She still had so many words to say, so many things for them to do together. Even if it tore her to shreds, digging deeper than any blade could, she just wished Ryu would have told her before leaving if there was something she could have done to make her feel more safe and protected. If there was something she could have accomplished to make her stop hurting, was there anything she could have done differently to make her feel more loved? She would have done it! All Ryu had to do was just say the word, Elsa hoped she would have lied to her and say she'd be back, deciding false hope was better than none. 

Elsa wanted- needed Ryu to lie to her and say she loved her. She knew she didn't but it'd be the most beautiful lie to ever pass someone's lips, but not all she did was leave. She didn't even have enough mercy to leave all the sweet memories they shared, she didn't have enough empathy to let Elsa feel her smooth scales one last time. No, instead she flew away and took Elsa's heart with her. She couldn't imagine what the dragon could do or possibly want with it. 


Elsa hiccuped, stuttering between sobs and waking Anna. When Anna had seen those glistening big blue eyes she pulled Elsa's head to her chest allowing her to shake and mourn, glaring at the window. Coming home was supposed to be a joyous occasion and Ryu had turned it bitter. From Elsa's reaction her sneaking suspicion between the two became a forefront theory. 

As soon as Elsa cried herself to sleep she gazed down at her tear stained cheeks. She barely heard it when Elsa whispered "Lie to me Ryu..." In her sleep.

Weird.

"Oh Elsie, I wish it could have been someone else-" she smoothed her hair back. "Someone who wouldn't leave you. But you had to go ahead and- I'll bring her back to you. I swear it. " Kissing Elsa's head she got up and left quietly. She jogged to her office, she could be left alone for the most part today since Gerda practically sent the council away like a pack of dogs with their tails between her legs.  

"Tobias!" The man looked up from her desk, placing down the pen calmly. "Your majesty? Aren't you supposed to be on vacation?" Anna grinned embracing him as he stood. He returned it, rubbing her back. 

"We've got a lot of work to do." She announced pulling away. "I suspect nothing less." She did a quick survey of the papers stacked neatly on her desk. It was the cleanest she had seen it since inheriting the throne from Elsa. "Thank you so much for handling things while I was away." 

Tobias' hands clasped behind his back. "It's a part of the job." 

Anna hummed pointing at him. "Yes but you went above and beyond cause you care." Shrugging, Tobias half smiled. "I've been accused of worst." If Anna wasn't pressed for time she'd ask, sitting down she let her eyes slide shut, as tiring as it was it felt good to be back to her duty. 

"Oh thank God." The voice spread a grin on her face seeing Mattias in the doorway. He let out a noise of surprise when Anna ran and hugged him tightly which he eventually returned. "I missed you as well, your majesty." Sentimentality aside they went straight to work. Anna had conquered death more than once making the tasks that lay before her seem as child's play. 

"I want extra guards on duty and soldiers at our borders reporting anything out of the ordinary other than the spirits, if a ship or boat that is not our own within a twenty mile radius so much as points anywhere near my country I want to hear about it. And if they see a flying creature that isn't a normal animal then I will need that report as soon as possible. I would also like to organize a meeting with Yelena to discuss extra security from the north mountains, to the enchanted forest all the way to Harmon and beyond." Mattias nodded, saluting to the delegation. 

"Tobias I want the best hunters and trackers in town and in Northuldra to meet with me." She noticed his puzzled eyes but knew he'd do it without doubt, she could at least offer an explanation. "A certain cheeky dragon flew off with my sister's heart a few hours ago-" She studied the map, eyes flicking from one area to the next. Where are you? You vagrant reptile? 

"And it's time she gave it back." 


"But what if we ask the dolphins to get us back faster politely? They seem reasonable." Kristoff rubbed his corneas at another one of Olaf's theories of how they could move the shop faster to Arendelle, he didn't have the strength to tell him that Anna and Elsa may not even be there right now. The little guy's hope was infectious nonetheless but Kristoff wasn't about to bet all of his emotional energy just for his fantasies to betray him to find Arendelle empty. He didn't think he'd heal from that, barely recovering from what had occured in Ruskland. Seeing his wife in peril made him feel so helpless, like in the blizzard on the frozen fjord, he swore he'd never stand by while his family faced danger and yet here he was; on this godforsaken ship with Anna and Elsa somewhere out there. It was in Ryu's hands- paws now. He wasn't a religious man but every night Honeymaren caught him praying to whoever was in charge to reunite his family again, for old times sake. "Why don't you tell your theory to Captain Olaf." He didn't mean to sound so blunt but seeing how anxious the snowman got as the drew closer and closer to home was going to drive him to insanity, in addition to him wanting to curse himself for not preventing the unpreventable. 

Honeymaren joined him sitting on the bow with impressive balance letting her leg dangle over the edge. She smacked a flask to his shoulder. Titling it to her in thanks he took a swig wanting rum but was met with water. He slowly turned to her tongue-in-cheek. "What?" She was genuinely confused by his reaction but he waved it off. 

"They're safe, you know." Kristoff dropped his head. "Not you too." He groaned. "We don't know if they made it home or not." 

"Slow your reindeer, I didn't say all that." She held up her hands, halting his reaction. "I just said they're safe." He wished he shared her confidence, a better trust in the raw tenacity he had seen in both Anna and Elsa but worry and love had different plans.

"And you know this how?" 

"Cause, I know Elsa would freeze hell over to keep Anna safe from harm and Anna's desire to protect Elsa burns so hot I'm surprised the oceans of the world haven't evaporated." He could agree with that. "I don't know if they're waiting for us or not, they've got two weeks so. Just look for signs."

"What signs?" Honeymaren half smirked down at him. "The world hasn't frozen solid so Anna is alright and we haven't heard the banshee screams echo over the distance so nothing happened to Elsa." For the first time in a few days Kristoff felt himself ease up a bit and grin a little. 

He craned his head up at the night sky. Alright put faith in the love Anna and Elsa had for one another, it was something he'd bet his life on so he guessed that was easy enough.

A large bird-like shadow flew over the ship blocking out the moonlight. The sailors and soldiers panicked. Honeymaren stood up on the ledge watching as well. 

As it drew closer Kristoff threw away the water flask. "You've got to be fucking kidding me." 


It had been a few days since a messenger hawk was sent out for the insert ship name. Anna and Elsa waited anxiously for news, be it from Ruskland of whether the princess was triumphant in taking over the empire, or from scouts about Ryu's whereabouts, if a giant jade bird was going to attack them, or even from their family. 

Anna did her best to keep Elsa in the loop of what was going on as well as her plans without stressing her out in recovery yet. She was gifted a crutch to support her left side. They both put on brave faces for the other despite both of their hearts cracking inside their chests as more time went on. Their castle staff and inner council wondered who would collapse the facade first but they found strength in each other even while feeling equally weak. Elsa gave lessons to the search parties of what to look for and what to be cautious of to ensure no one was hurt, the memories they brought haunted her. It felt like months had passed but reality reminded them it had only been three days. 

"I thought I declared that fishing ships- all ships really belonging to Arendelle- are to be marked with the royal crest." Elsa rested a hand on the stressed Anna's knee, she needn't listen to the voices inside her head, it was all going to be okay, but she was overwhelmed even with help. They shared small smiles, turning back to the godsent Tobias who had been issuing all of the policies with wicked precision. "I suspect they had been away on a fishing trip but they will be notified at once your majesty." He bowed when she thanked him. Anna slouched in her chair, leaning her head back. 

Her eyes shot open at the sound of the alarm bells tolling in the distance followed by shouting. "Fuck!" For a rare moment Elsa didn't chastise her completely understandable reaction and couldn't agree more. Sighing she stood and grabbed her crutch trailing after the storming Anna. She nicked a sword off of a passing soldier in a fluid motion, well accustomed to snatching swords away from running passerbys, she'd have to get her own some day. She hadn't the time to practice but was prepared to stab whoever else dared to invade again. 

Anna stood in the courtyard looking around. "What is it Mattias?" 

"Anna." Elsa called keeping her stare trained on the horizon. 

"I thought we hastened the communications between the patrols!" 

"Anna?"

"What's- what's the point of having them if the threat is going to get to us before the warning?" She exasperated, marching towards him. "Anna look!" Before he could open his mouth Elsa roughly gripped Anna's chin turning it to the sky. 

She held up her hands made into a looking glass before someone slid a real one in her grasp. She dropped it to the floor turning to Elsa with the same shocked expression. 

"Olaf!" They yelled squealing. Anna took off with Elsa keeping up as best she could, waving her arms wildly. "Olaf! Kristoff! Maren!" She stopped running to jump up and down. 

Elsa was jealous she couldn't express her joy through nothing but tears and laughter. Her muscles hummed wanting to leap for joy. 

Ryu roared, picking up speed. "Paul! Careful now! Careful!" Kristoff gripped her paws trying to find purchase, he had been held like this before and he only tolerated it to get to his family faster. Ryu looked between her legs smiling. His screams turned to shrieks when she nosedived towards the courtyard. To his horror she released flinging him at Anna, impatient to reunite the couple. 

Anna held open her arms to catch him not caring how painful it was when their bodies tumbled to the ground. "Looking on from an outside perspective you'd think she hates us." Kristoff casually commented, grunting when Anna threw herself into his lips butting their heads, he was roughhoused more when Elsa too embraced him, she'd give the couple time to kiss and all the other things they wanted to do to each other later. Sven, agreeing with the sentiment, slobbered all over his best friend, firing spittle all over Anna and Elsa. 

"Anna, Elsa I rode a dragon!" Olaf cheered being assisted off of Ryu's back. He and Honeymaren were their next targets for bear hugs. They picked him up and spun him. 


Ryu smiled at the sight, she couldn't believe she had even contemplated keeping Anna and Elsa from this. The grin vanished when she noticed the castle staff and some citizens gathering to witness the reunion as well, tucking herself into her human body. Okay now she was just naked in front of a bunch of people, she guessed this was better? She didn't know they seemed uncomfortable. 

Mattias, her new found savior slapped a long military coat to her back ending it in a rub. "Thanks for bringing them home, kid." She straightened up and bowed her head at the man. 

"Ow!" She suddenly cried out with Anna hanging on her ear dragging her over to the hugging group while also filling said ear with a good reprimanding. "Do you have any idea how much unnecessary worry you caused Elsa and me? I mean I'm super grateful and all but really Periwinkle you couldn't have at least said your plan without barging onward with it?" 

"I wanted to get it over and done wi-OW!" Once near enough Anna released her, she couldn't escape yet and screamed at her absorption into the mass embrace. "AH!" 

So many scents mixed, she knew all of them but it was the arms that suffocated her. She struggled to be released, squirming until a specific body pressed against her own. A cold hand rubbing her neck, with lingonberry, chocolate, and some new medicinal smell filling her nostrils. When they dispersed with Kristoff complaining he was half dead and hungry Elsa and Ryu lingered behind. Ryu couldn't move paralyzed by Elsa's stare. When she cupped her cheeks she blew some smoke into Ryu's face which she returned. 

"You could have told me." She laughed behind tears. It dawned on Ryu the reason explaining the strong emotional response, fore the last thing she had told Elsa was that she would drop her and Anna off, and she had done exactly that but they didn't know she would return. Guilt swelled in her chest. Reaching up she tangled their fingers together tightly. "I'm sorry, you know me when I get an idea I kinda just bolt to it." 

Elsa nodded. "Yes, yes I do know you." Ryu couldn't decipher the double meaning but based on the tranquil expression she knew it was a positive. "Besides I couldn't possibly leave-" she had to look away momentarily or she didn't know what she'd do. She glanced up winsomely. "-still haven't shown me your ice castle yet... And other things." 

Elsa echoed her words positioning them practically body to body. "And other things." Ryu couldn't comprehend how she possibly stayed away from this woman for three and a half days. Even with memorizing every single detail about her, looking at Elsa always felt like the first, as if because they're first meeting didn't go well Ryu got blessed to relive it over and over again. 

Nuzzling Elsa's neck she heard her giggle. "You make me crazy." Elsa stated, her voice was raspy from the whooping and cheering, and perfectly imperfect. 

"I'm not too sane myself, no?" 

"No, no you're not." 

"Come on." Elsa began hopping backwards as if to ensure Ryu would follow even with their fingers still locked. Ryu wanted to keep Elsa for herself all evening to make up for everything she put her through. 

You're so selfish. She rolled her eyes at the thought, noticing the crutch, she grabbed it and tossed it over her shoulder nearly hitting someone. Elsa wouldn't be needing that anymore with her around. The spirit yelped when she was scooped up bridal fashion in Ryu's arms wrapping her own around her neck. If Ryu was tired she didn't show it, reenergized at the prospect of being Elsa's personal pair of legs which only meant she got to touch her, she carried Elsa as if she never wanted to let go. 

And she didn't. 


The royal family was not to be disturbed at all during the night or the next day, exceptions being the ones Anna specified to Tobias, Kai, and Mattias. Dinner conversation was carried by, Anna, and Olaf, as Honeymaren, Kristoff and Ryu wolfed down their food piping up only to add an "Uhuh" or "mhm, Elsa was too busy adoringly making heart eyes at the gorging dragon in Anna's opinion to join the discussion. Yelena and Ryder would visit tomorrow, they had gotten word quickly to Northuldra of Honeymaren's arrival and were just as anxious to get to Arendelle. All was right in everyone's world, even with the looming threats knocking at their doorstep they'd take any opportunity to be happy at this juncture in their lives. 

Retiring to the family game room to think of a low effort activity they could do together they settled on a chess tournament. Sven whined when Kristoff kissed Anna again, gaining both their attention. "Everyone wants you." Anna joked, scratching Sven's chin. "As much as I love Sven only you get me." he pecked her nose. 

"I don't want him." Honeymaren proclaimed from searching the drawers for the chess boards. This made Elsa and Ryu cackle like imps. 

Knocking at the door sent a chill down all their spines except Olaf, he bounced over and opened it to reveal Mattias. Holding a decorative brown bottle wrapped in a gold bow. 

"A welcome home present, your majesties." He humbly presented the gift with a tray of glass type cups. "I apologize for the interruption." 

Anna took it reading the engraved label. "What would we do without you?" 

"Have a mediocre General." His confidence was well placed, how could anyone disagree. 


The chess tournament was no different, other than the addition of whiskey, anyone who lost a piece had to drink their dues except Anna- who drank whether she lost or gained a piece. When Elsa gave Ryu a moral boasting hair ruffle sitting to face off with Olaf. Anna shook her head, closing her eyes. "Traitor." Elsa shrugged off the playful accusation. 

"You can do it Anna!" Olaf patted her forearm. She grinned showing her teeth. "Thank you Ola-" 

"You can do it Ryu." Her smile fell when he offered the same praise to both sides, to him there were no corners of the battle arena, instead seeing it as one big circle everyone sat in. 

"You got this Anna." Elsa eyed her own chess board smirking. 

Anna met her smirk with a playfully coy eyebrow lift. "It would have been you and me playing if you weren't "distracted" when you versed Ryu." Elsa blushed coughing into her hand gesturing to the board. "I find Olaf a challenging enough partner, thank you very much." 

Anna licked her lips in concentration, She wasn't certain of Ryu's patterns and gimmick yet, her moves were so random. Whenever Anna looked to Kristoff for advice a piece was missing from Ryu's side. 

Anna pretended to look away but did a double take catching Ryu pushing her other knight in her mouth freezing at being caught, she sucked it down her gullet audibly. 

"Periwinkle-" Anna began calmly. "Why are you eating your pieces?" 

"Yea she does that." Elsa quipped, thinking it couldn't possibly be a healthy habit. 

"So you don't take the ones I like." Anna squinted, snickering like a teapot. She couldn't be serious. She gained enough courage to ask despite the dreaded answer she may have received. "Ryu do you- do you know how to play?" 

Crossing her arms and closing her eyes Ryu puffed out her chest. "Nope." 

"Don't feel bad Anna, at least you get to keep your pieces." Honeymaren exhaled slowly when Sven snacked on her rook. 

"Olaf you won!" He most certainly did not. Elsa shuddered, taking a shot with little gusto. 


An hour into the game had Honeymaren calling for a break, between Ryu and Sven they were running out of pieces. 

Anna rolled her neck looking at Kristoff with a dumb founded face. He had one arm draped around her shoulders with both their bare feet rubbing Sven's back. Elsa dozed off with Olaf in her lap and Ryu counteracting her lean. They had been watching Honeymaren put on a play with the remaining chess pieces, every role played by a different voice she strained her throat to make, truly a riveting tale. "There's at least seven plot holes." 

She peered over the table top glaring at Ryu. "Yea and one of them is your mouth which you need to shut." 

"Hey, know what I say?" Anna slurred. 

"No, what?" Kristoff was hoping her next suggestion would be to retire to their bed. 

"We play erm that uh game from the Ruskland. With the balls and sticks and we beat each other with em." He made a scrunched up face. "I don't think that happened." Anna gave him a quick peck on the lips. 

"Let's do it. Elsa!" Elsa snorted like a piglet sitting up. "Huh? I wanna play." She rubbed her eyes. 

"We're going to play indoor croquet." 

Elsa tapped her chin. "Sounds like it'll break something." 

Another game they set up in the halls which Ryu had no idea how to play, she was an expert at hitting Honeymaren and Anna's makeshift balls Kelsey procured for them along with some putting sticks made from leftover wood in the kitchens. 

"Ryu you've hit all of us out of the goal except Elsa! You two are in cahoots!" Elsa blinked looking anywhere and everywhere but the aggrieved party's faces. The rules were so confusing and became what anyone said they were at the moment. 

"Okay, okay fine!" She swung sending her ball down the steps tapping Elsa's across the finish line giving her a single hit for the stair obstacle course. "There." Anna facepalmed herself. 

"We shoulda just went to bed." Utterly drained Kristoff set his stick aside and headed towards his bedroom chambers with Sven in tow. "This means war. " Anna declared going after her boys, she poked her head around the corner "Ya need help getting ready for bed?" 

"No I have Honeymaren and Ryu to take care of me, I'm in very good hands. Goodnight onion..." Elsa shook her head laughing. "I mean Anna." 

"Never change Elsa."

Honeymaren had fallen three holes ago with Olaf on a random sofa back in the lounge, draped with a blanket Kelsey gifted to her. 


"No, I mean it." Ryu laughed a little too loud, Elsa shushed her for the thousandth time as they stumbled down the dark hall with no destination in their itinerary, but it seemed they were heading towards the gardens. "I still can't believe that it was you who stole his cake." 

"I can't believe you know about it." 

"Of course I do, he wrote every kingdom within a hundred mile radius the famous tale of the loss of Duke Henry's missing birthday cake."

Ryu chortled in a very unladylike fashion. "He's a cunt anyways." Elsa paused with a frown. "He died a year later of a heart attack." 

Ryu jabbed her finger in the air. "Aha! So I was doing him a favor anyways, too many sweets the dumb fuck." Elsa felt horrible for laughing but she couldn't help it, somehow Ryu always brought out an inappropriate humorous side of her she tried to keep buried deep down. 

The drink fogged her mind, sometimes a plethora of words would spill out and she herself had just caught up to them mid sentence. 

"And after that I vowed to never ever try to keep a squirrel, a badger and a sparrow in such a small space ever again." Why did I tell her that?

Ryu straightened her knees out, falling against the grass nearly hitting her head on the tree they sat under. "So you were so lonely you stole whatever poor defenseless animals you crossed paths with and defiled them." Elsa balked, turning on her good side lying next to Ryu flicking her forehead. "I did not defile them." 

"Kidnapped." Elsa stared down at her, eyes tracing her freckles as if they were constellations to be mapped out, the trees rustled above them sending a fallen leaf down to Ryu's face, she puckered her lips and blew it off. The moon gave them some privacy hiding behind wispy clouds that rolled by in the dark sky only peeking out occasionally. 

"Abducted." Elsa scrutinized her pointedly so intensely she hadn't realized her hand was on Ryu's chest drumming her fingers impatiently. She was proud of Ryu's growing vocabulary but not so pleased that it was being used against her. 

"Why do you keep using such deplorable words ?" Ryu considered her. A heartbeat of a moment passed. 

"Assaulted." Exasperation had Elsa burying her red face into Ryu's neck. "I never hurt them, I just wanted a friend." Her muffled voice was concealing the fact that she was secretly enjoying the banter. 

"So you have a history of seducing random creatures you found in the woods and nature." She lifted her head sniggering. "I never seduced any creatures I found as a child." The verbiage wasn't lost to Ryu

"And as an adult?" She quirked a coquettish brow. Elsa provocatively played with her soft dry lips with a middle finger. 

"I don't know, you tell me." Ryu opened her mouth at first to speak but the finger tracing her mouth was too distracting. Elsa should have pulled away but she was helplessly shackled to the erotic sensation of Ryu's tongue chasing and catching her fingertip every now and then. She nuzzled her lips against Elsa's whispering finger touches. 

They both knew the dangerous game they were taking part of, the rules ever changing and not in their favor. 

Elsa couldn't risk Ryu leaving again but she also couldn't live another day without telling her all the unsaid words which set a metaphorical distance between them. Elsa had more than enough of that distance for the last three days- hell since they met she wanted to bulldoze through her own wall to climb Ryu's. 

She never felt this way before and she didn't think she'd ever feel this way again. She was a starving animal and Ryu was her only source of carnal satisfaction. 

For the first time in weeks Elsa allowed her only existence to be aware of her neglected physicality, she and Ryu were both just two souls interacting with one another. The stillness of the dark cloaked their surroundings, so they sought the only source of light around, it was the same light that made them what they were. 

Elsa's loose hair draped over them like a curtain making Ryu feel safe and secure. 

"Will you fly away from me again?" Elsa murmurs, her bright blue eyes unflinching. Come on Ryu tell me that beautiful lie, never tell me the truth if it means you say you won't go. 

Ryu's throat bobbed, tipping her forehead to Elsa's clavicle, her eyes ceased searching for Elsa's gaze. She takes both her hands, and laces her fingers between Elsa's. “I’m never going to leave you again. Ever."

"Don't ever leave me again Ryu." Elsa repeats anguished to hear it again. 

"Never. I can't." Ryu sounds just as defeatist. 

"Sweet creature." Elsa muttered as she closed the distance between their mouths; she hung there stuck breathing in Ryu's air. A breath that had just been inside her chest. She thought that would be enough, it wasn't, she became even more unsatisfied now knowing how delicious it was. Her body invited Ryu to take whatever she wanted, as much as she wanted. 

She was petrified not of Ryu rebuffing her affections- for if she did Elsa could stop torturing herself with what if scenarios and move on- she was terrified of taking too much, anything she found inside and outside of Ryu, she was desperate for, and longed for Ryu to take as well so she wouldn't be left empty if Elsa lost the control that was slowly slipping away. 

She had no idea if her insatiable cravings were wrong, so what if they were? She was already deemed a witch by the church standards, being wrong was her birthright. And Ryu, the Dragen Lyse, was the closest she'd ever get to sweet purity.

Ryu's purr pulled her in like a siren song, her hand reached behind the nape of Elsa's neck and began caressing, she made a sharp gasp Ryu greedily inhaled.

Elsa swore on her life that if Ryu made one more move her resolve would shatter to dust with no hope of being glued back together ever again. So of course the dragon just had to lean upward and break Elsa with a flick of her tongue licking her mouth. 

Elsa's pupils dilated with lust pinning her down before surging forward committing herself to this sin. With a pressure of their lips connecting, she became a senseless addict with no hope of recovery. It was when the kiss started Elsa realized she hadn't a clue of what she was doing. All she could do was react, her thoughts were too scrambled to try and recall the techniques she witnessed from Anna and Kristoff, her brows winced. She didn't want to think about them right now anyways. 

At first Ryu's deathly still body had her pulling away not even an inch due to a firm hand gripping Elsa's nape tugging her back down to her lips. She groaned at the idea that Ryu didn't want her to go, didn't want her to escape. The audacity of this girl, as if that was a justifiable worry. Elsa would dedicate her life to ensuring every moment Ryu experienced was nothing except spectacular. 

Ryu deserved to be treated like the precious rarity she was, she deserved slow respectful touches, Elsa thought, not the lechery she emanated upon her. It was too late, she couldn't stop. they had kissed all the oxygen out of their lungs. 

Panting she bridged the gap between their foreheads, rubbing her nose and parted lips over anywhere she could reach. Elsa's traitorous hands had wandered caressing up the sides, finding the hem of her shirt, breaking and entering the clothing with fingers that squeezed and groped her sides and back when it arched off the grass. When they first met Ryu's fiery temperature had made her feel sweltering now it was the only heat Elsa felt like she could bask in. 

The sun could piss off. 

Gulping down air of the night that wasn't Ryu's Elsa concurred it couldn't compare. Her words broke into a moan when Ryu bit the juncture between her neck and shoulder growling. 


Their hearts drummed to the same tempo. Ryu whimpered when Elsa rolled off of her to lay flat staring up at the sky. Come back please. Ryu knew she could be pathetic at times but she didn't know how Pathetic she could get until she met Elsa. She wasn't certain what had just happened but if it didn't happen again she didn't see a point in living. She looked over at Elsa whose face was indiscernible then down at their hands resting in the soft grass. 

She wondered if Elsa hated the hesitation to be so close as much as she did. She'd ask but it felt like a crime to use her lips for anything other than pressing them to Elsa, so she used her fingers which reached for her hand. They curled around Elsa's, it was moist with icy dust coating them. Her heart tried to claw itself from her chest when Elsa pulled away, she didn't see her rub her palm on her blue silk dress. Ryu only knew that she couldn't stop smiling when the hand returned, entangling their digits again. 

A question plagued both their minds, nearly ruining what they just shared.  

What are we going to do now? 


Standing on the balcony Kristoff and Sven looked up from what they just witnessed occur down below and side glanced at each other. 

 

"I told you so." Sven 'said'. 

 

"I'm going to bed." Kristoff declared walking back inside, turning off the lights. 

Chapter 29

Notes:

This is a shorter chapter, which is a gushy mess, exploring the beginning of the slice of life and slower pace of this story. Enjoy and share thoughts if you have them

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Ryu liked to think of herself as a pragmatic, logic driven person, she wasn't by any means, but it was still a conviction she held onto. The emotions of others seemed so arbitrary and the majority of times unnecessarily dramatized. No problem couldn't be fixed without the right action involved. Hungry? Forage for food. Tired? Sleep. Someone annoying you? Chase them off. Bored? Find out what you liked to do and do it. It was these sensibilities that kept her alive for so long and it was these same sensibilities that failed her most when it came to Elsa.

Everything surrounding the woman was a complicated maze with walls that would crumble if she tried to push through them, and oh how she wanted to push past the barriers. So many emotions she wasn't aware of existing within surfaced, sometimes all at once leaving her mute and incapacitated. As if hit with a tranquilizer that made her feel everything and also nothing all at once. Especially when she looked at her. Prior to the other night's what could she call it? Prior to that night's incident Ryu had been captivated by Elsa's physical features but more so had been attracted to her mind and soul. They were beautiful and impossibly perfect when combined, now… 

A forlorn sigh escaped her nostrils when Ryu laid her head down on crossed paws gazing from the roof into the courtyard. 

Now she had experienced the bodily sensations Elsa's physicality had created, the euphoria she didn't know was possible to feel from a touch here or there. She didn't know what she had been missing when it came to sensuality. Ryu had decided that it was a completely unfair trifecta. She was now a slave to Elsa's mind, soul, and body and that was a terrifying reality. The chains Elsa unknowingly shackled to her existence couldn't have been real could they? They felt real. 

The very idea of one individual having so much power over her spread a shudder throughout her whole frame.

Ryu had tried to gauge Elsa's stance on what was happening between them but Elsa being the enigma that she was had retreated back into herself, a turtle tucking all her limbs and head into their shell which had Ryu tiptoeing on the thinnest of ice for days trying to coax Elsa out with any means she could muster in that boggled brain of hers. 

She could appreciate Elsa's maturity to not avoid her or the subject entirely but staying so close in reach was even more torturous. And she was so gracious about it cause of course she was, it was Elsa! 

"Erusa, please can we just talk about it?" Looking up from work she had been doing as a favor to Anna Elsa's eyes would fill with pity and understanding upon seeing how fraught Ryu was allowing one hand to slowly pull the shaggy bangs out of her frowning face. A blush consuming Ryu's cheeks at how puerile and restive she sounded. Elsa was busy piecing Arendelle's political positioning right now… 

And all she could do was winge about a kiss. 'What is wrong with me?' Ryu thought cringing. Elsa's grin slowly became a frown noticing the distress she was causing. 

"Oh sweet darling…" Oh sweet fuck. There it was again, that short circuiting from just the sound of Elsa's dulcet tone. "We'll discuss it as soon as we get home, I promise." 

Here she was sitting like a kicked puppy. 

"I promise Anna I won't do anything too strenuous, if my condition changes for the worst even just slightly I'll send Gale to you immediately." Ryu's head whipped up so fast her neck snapped. 

There she was! It amazed her just how fascinating she found this woman. Every twitch, every gesture, every small nuance was a small book of wonders.

Even with her limp she held herself with regality. "I'll be checking on you in three days alright." Elsa nodded with her eyes closed listening to Anna's ranting worries. 

Everyone else Ryu had seen around the world paled in comparison to her. The lip upturn always teasing her lips, her intensely colored eyes that still contained a calm nature, the dainty cheekbones, framed with that amazing head of platinum hair cascading over her shoulders. Her cornflower blue dress' simplicity only drew more attention to her natural features. There was no dampening the strikingly disarming features. Her face had no makeup, she was so much more pretty without it in Ryu's opinion. 

A pebble bouncing off of Ryu's snout broke the stupor she was captured in. "Paul! Elsa's ready to go home, I thought you'd be eager to see Ryder and the earth giants."

What is wrong with me? 

Jumping down she joined them, noticeably her avidity was lacking and it stood out like a dragon in a castle among her friends. Sven nudged underneath her chin in a loving shove. Ryu jolted, she hadn't even seen him. His demeanor towards her had softened immensely since she had brought Kristoff back to him, he still had a little reservation being a prey animal it was his nature. 

She offered a small half smile and joined Nokk's side, finding the anticipation oozing off of his frozen form sickening. She wanted answers but not if Elsa's plan was to let her down tenderly, why else would she be so hesitant to say what was going on in her mind? It couldn't be anything positive.


With assistance Elsa sat upon Nokk holding his ice reigns tightly but he didn't complain. Torn in two, pinning to be home again to see her tribe and her cottage yet… her stomach twisted with dread with the inevitable conversation she'd have with Ryu. She had been praying non-stop playing the scene in her mind on a loop. The withdrawals Elsa had been experiencing didn't help at all either from the intoxicating drug Ryu. 

She could sense the dragon's irritability to speak with her about it; there were numerous possible outcomes; the one that plagued her most was linked to Ryu's solemn behavior. If the dragon reciprocated surely she wouldn't have a storm cloud hanging over her wherever she went. She was less inclined to joke around even when gouged on by Anna, she wasn't sleeping or eating well, and would sulk by windows or outside avoiding the gardens. She had tried to hide it but Elsa could discern from that cute little pout decorating her expressions she was upset. Guilt flooded Elsa subconsciously for thinking how attractive a brooding and moody Ryu could be. 

That's messed up. What is wrong with me? 

Elsa couldn't provide an answer. All she had an answer for was did Ryu's amativeness increase tenfold since that night in the gardens? And for Elsa the answer to that was Yes YES YES! She couldn't stop thinking of those angel eyes which swirled with so much potential of a future where they were both together and happy. Elsa couldn't resist but to indulge in that possibility as well, it was maddening! So many feelings all conflicting with one another. 

There was a plethora of potential. She'd give Ryu everything and anything she wished for, any yearning the girl had Elsa would fulfill and then some. If she wanted time to stop Elsa would go to the ends of the earth testing out every type of magic to complete the task. 

Elsa brought herself back down to earth. She was getting a little ahead of herself- but how could she not get giddy from the prospects! That is until she spotted Ryu laying on the roof watching her with a fervent glare leaving Elsa with a vulnerability from having her soul cross examined. 

She needed to get them home. 

After the goodbyes she sent Nokk into a gallop out of the courtyard hearing Anna and Kristoff yell at her to slow down; they were drowned out by the chants replaying in her mind. 

 Ryu don't break my heart again. 

It played as she watched the earth giants handle Ryu like a cat holding her and petting along her body. 

Elsa wanted to join them up there in the heavens, it was very dangerous though. She wouldn't be able to till she healed a bit more. They took the news well however, relieved that she had returned to them safely sticking around her wanting the close proximity. 

Elsa took a deep breath as Nokk's hooves thundered over the grassy plains, Gale and Bruni joined the trek luring Ryu downward from the heavens roaring gleefully. No matter whether Elsa looked to her right or left there was a friend present riding along with her in their own unique manner. Once again the blessing bestowed upon her caught up. The magic of her home is alive all around. She had felt her own magic humming for days after being laid dormant for so long, today it was damn near bursting forth with her own emotions. She was worried that perhaps the gash in her side was akin to a barrel full of water that leaked from its cracks never to refill again, currently she understood that whatever awful magic the princess and her cult wielded didn't rid her of magic it simply sedated it temporarily. If she herself had known about it years ago… or even her parents. Elsa shuddered at the thought of the person she'd be this day. 

Tears misted the corners of her eyes seeing her humble little cottage still in one piece, just as she left it. Nokk slowed to a trot as they drew closer. Ryu pranced… rather bounced along behind them frolicking with Bruni and Gale in the grass. 

As Elsa opened the door she looked around still not completely believing that she had made it home. The smells and trickling sounds of the lake behind her house were to be heard. Kicking off her flats she needn't look towards the door to hear her friends come barreling in still occupied by Tom foolery. Looking down she noticed tiny little mud paw prints which could only belong to… 

"Oh Bruni, breaking house rules while I'm away I see." She chortled until she heard the morphing sounds of Ryu. That could mean only one thing.

Elsa didn't trust herself to look at the naked woman without embarrassing herself. 

"Proud of ya son." Ryu praised seeing the muddy prints. She must have sensed the tense fog clouding Elsa's joy at being home so she jutted a thumb towards the stairs. "I'll uh go get dressed." She chuckled descending the steps. Elsa listened out for the door to close leaning on the counter. Gale blew into her face drawing her eyes up. 

"What am I even going to say to her?" Her inquiry was answered with an acrobatic sanguine flip. 

"I was afraid you'd say that." She groaned sitting on the couch carefully letting her head lay back to close her eyes. Depending on how the talk went Elsa went over her plans for the evening, reminding herself she'd need to vehemently thank Ryder and Yelena for taking care of her home. 

After a few minutes Elsa sensed a weight above her head and cracked open her eyes. Upside down Ryu was gazing at her with a tilted head from the back of the couch. Elsa smiled. 

"Hi." 

Ryu nodded her head. "Mhm." 

Well she supposed there was no time like the present. Taking a moment to calm her buzzing nerves Elsa patted the cushion beside her. Ryu flipped over the couch and flopped over in the seat. 

Clearing her throat, Elsa clamped her mouth shut when Ryu spoke up rather abruptly. "Alright Erusa I can't take this anymore, I need you to tell me if what happened in the gardens is something you regret." Oh so they were getting right into it then. Elsa could appreciate the straightforward approach no matter how much it intimidated her, so much so she faltered. "I- you are referring to the… kiss?" This only wore down Ryu's patience, judging by the stone scowl and heavy silence. 

Elsa had to look away as difficult as it was and spoke in a hushed voice. "I… didn't regret it." It felt like someone had removed a drenched comforter off of the atmosphere. It couldn't have been due to Elsa; she was still wound up tight. She began pondering if all dragons had the immense influence of the emotional conditions of those around them as Ryu did. It was almost distracting enough to draw Elsa's attention away from the dragon playing with her fingers, her knees supporting her elbows. She looked so… so… 

Witnessing her demeanor softened significantly brought Elsa's mind to the Greek statues she had seen at an exhibit visiting Arendelle. Her dark tan and freckles alluding to her life lived in the sun, the billowy blouse hanging off her shoulders concealing her torso, her raspy, breathy chirp of laughter that left Elsa marooned at its sea. 

She finally turned her head to Elsa with a lopsided grin eclipsing any other interests that could capture her attention. 

"You are the most confusing person in the world." Taken aback Elsa met her gaze challenging this statement. "Wha-how- me?" Ryu nodded simply. 

"Well do you regret the kiss?" 

"How could I Erusa? Have you ever kissed or seen yourself?" 

Elsa blushed from her cheeks to her neck. "No and yes I have, that is entirely negligible to the discussion young lady!" Ryu shared a knowing glance with Bruni who was seated upon the back cushion between them. The serious and dreaded discussion had somehow transformed into a debate. Elsa couldn't help but hide the agitation that she had been self inflicting, all the worry and fear for naught when she could have spent those energies in other pleasant fantasies while still feeling tormented by the idea that her attraction hid slip by unnoticed as Ryu continued. She crossed her arms staring forward with a sour expression.  

"Besides, how could you ask me that when you were acting the way you were?" 

She replied curtly. "What do you mean?"

Ryu flung her arms up. "Avoiding the topic, hiding yourself." 

"I only did that cause I was thinking about how to present the topic to you, I haven't been able to stop thinking about that night-" Elsa said dreamily. "Then I started thinking and was afraid you were feeling contrite with how temperamental you were behaving." Ryu closed her eyes. 

"I was moody because I thought you hated what happened between us." 

They sat there in silence hating themselves knowing that if they continued this it would only invite emotional pain, just not expecting it so soon. Still Elsa thought, she must invite the heartache knowing it is better to have loved once than to never experience the euphoria at all. 

What unsettled Elsa, though, wasn't the intricacies needed to navigate the complexities of relationships. It was the simplicity and how over a very simple concept of jitters she felt for the first time, how they unraveled any sense of logic she thought she possessed. If she had seen this issue from an outsider's perspective she would have deemed both herself and Ryu foolish and actually did deem them as such. Even from the beginning they had been tiptoeing around each other already trying and failing to win the other's favor. 

Here on this couch the gut wrenching anxiety, the fanning and stoking of flames, the enthralling promise of so much ecstasy from such a small interlude of what was to come just merely a fingertip away, second guessing every push and pull she made, the stumbling like newborn deer it was sickening but also so… so… rapturous! 

Elsa's eyes clenched and then opened, she looked down noticing the ice block that fused her hand with the couch. Ryu didn't seem bothered, in fact she appeared glad at the small resurgence of power Elsa displayed. After ridding the magic away they sat in silence. 

"Erusa, are we idiots?" That was the icing on the cake, Elsa broke down into a hearty laugh she hadn't felt in her stomach in a long time, Ryu side eyed her not understanding the humor but continued on. Her head snapped to Ryu hissing in an odd tone that came out creakier than what she intended. "No!" It was Ryu's turn to giggle. 

"I think we might be idiots no?" After some time when the humor died down Ryu couldn't help her curiosity piquing. 

"Soooo are we going to do it again?" Elsa turned her head to her still resting it against the cushion. 

"Yes-" Elsa started carefully, her body drifting towards Ryu, a subconscious invitation. "But we need to exercise some semblance of propriety." Ryu looked disgusted, she didn't know the nature of that word yet but it sounded stiff and boring. 

Elsa grabbed her hands pulling them closer together while rubbing her thumbs up and down the pebbled scales. "We should take this slow, there's no rush, it's not like our time together is limited."

"That sounds boring." Elsa chuckled, connecting their foreheads. "We should savor every last second and build this up together." Even through the obstructed view of their proximity conjoining Ryu's eyes together into one it was still a gorgeous sight to behold. 

"Why didn't you say so?" There it was again that sweet air Elsa had missed inhaling since the night of the "incident". Ryu's attempt to kiss her was halted by a finger pressing against her lips stopping the advance. "There are rules." She groaned upon hearing that instead planting gentle pecks along Elsa's fingers nearly drawing out a moan. They both had learned that Elsa's fingers were incredibly sensitive. Excellent leveraging news for Ryu, detrimental for Elsa. 

"Go on then." Ryu prompted as if her assault wasn't as distracting as someone wearing red at a funeral. Elsa relinquished ownership of that hand to Ryu's lips. 

If this is what they had to look forward to, Elsa could kick herself over not having acted sooner. What was she going to say? Oh right, the rules. 

Opening her eyes she weakly attempted to take her hand back but Ryu must have taken this as a summons to lather her scorching tongue along the exposed part of Elsa's neck. "Must you make everything for me difficult?" Elsa's words were such a juxtaposition to the hand she put behind Ryu's head pulling her tighter against her shoulder. 

Ryu chuckled against her skin. "When have I ever made it easy?" 

"Good point. Fair enough first rule, we must keep discretion from everyone until we figure whatever is going on between us, okay?" Elsa gripped Ryu's cheeks gently, bringing up her face to her own imploring expression. She needed her to share the understanding of the severity one misstep could cost them, all they could possibly lose. They'd have to go about this carefully especially with their lives in peril already, it'd be adding kindling to a house fire. 

"I know Elsa, I know." Ryu husked, her purr gave Elsa some source of confidence that everything would be fine. Suddenly the perception that they had an audience hit Elsa opening her eyes. Bruni was covering his face peeking from behind his tiny digits, Gale sharing the excitement, whirlwinds a batch of summer flowers around them in a frenzy. Finally Elsa's focus landed on Nokk, he was eyeing Ryu dangerously. The new couple shared a glance before Ryu stood walking over to him full of surety. 

Elsa bit her lip, silently hoping that he'd approve of their coupling. 

"I made you a promise that I'd bring her home, now I make a new one; I vow that whenever Elsa wishes to be happy, whenever she requires something no matter how big or small, I will dedicate every breath to fulfilling that wish. Every single color I find is hers. She'll never be lonely as long as I'm alive. No scholar or author be they human or dragon, beginning from birth to their death will be able to fill any book with how wonderful I intend on making her feel… and if I'm ever the source for any kind of pain for her I want you to cut me down-" He looked over the dragon's shoulders to see Elsa vigorously shaking her head at the last sentence. 

"If she were to ask me for the world somehow I'd give it to her, I'd sell my soul and not harbor a single regret." 

Bruni impishly laughed at Elsa swooning over the declaration holding every word to herself as well. It was over dramatic and a bit much for the seriousness of their budding relationship but Ryu was perfectly imperfect that way to her. 

The water spirit regarded them when Elsa came over and held Ryu's fingers in her own. He gave her a specific look. 

Are you sure you want this one? 

Elsa looked at Ryu's determined face, turning back to Nokk she nodded grinning ear to ear. After a few seconds which felt like an eternity the horse snorted and bowed his head before turning with the final say having not spoken a single word. 

They turned to each other elated and embraced tightly with Elsa burying her nose into Ryu's hair. Their whole relationship relied on maybe but it had been worth it so far. 

The moment was interrupted by Ryu's growling belly. Elsa giggled and murmured. "Want to help me make supper?" 

Ryu pulls away. "We don't have any food." The remark had Elsa eyeing the garden outside. 


After the initial introduction to the kitchen and Ryu settled down from her excitement high she proved herself to be a very well adjusted cooking companion. Elsa found herself completely thrown at the idea suspecting that she would be more inclined to hunt than wash vegetables and keep everything neat and tidy. Going back and forth to discard the potato peels she snuck a kiss to Elsa's shoulder. 

Elsa had to take a moment to compose herself, this was more than anything she hoped for, Ryu was everything she wished for but didn't think she'd find. And if she had to wait this long for her… well it was worth it. 

Until I want more. 

The degradation was silenced as Elsa turned to a ruckus gasping when she saw Ryu juggling two large knives. That was a strict violation to the kitchen safety regulations. 

"What are you doing?" She had to keep her distance at the risk of being stabbed again. 

"Cutting the potatoes!" She turned, slicing them swiftly, bouncing to whatever tune was playing in her head. 

Elsa came up behind her, pacifying the frenzy that was her hands calmly. Despite the near heart attack she just experienced Elsa couldn't erase the smile. "Please don't." She demonstrated a slower technique that should have been efficient enough for Ryu. 

It wasn't. 

Elsa jumped when Ryu slashed the other potato up even faster than before cautiously confiscating the knives from her. "Okay that's it, you're off cutting duty, go butter the dish and get the oven started-" she pointed a finger at her. "Do not set the house on fire." 

Elsa felt her soul leave her body for the third time that night at the outrageously loud bang coming from behind her. Spinning around, Ryu had one hand on her chest and the other on her bent knees laughing so hard no sound came from her mouth. 

"I didn't know it would close like that!" She wheezed, it must have frightened her as well, leaving Elsa scoffing. 

"Erusa Psst." Elsa turned to see Ryu red faced looking like she was about to burst.

"Mhm?" The giggles kept her from speaking until she finally got control of herself. She presented a cut stick of butter to Elsa's face. 

"You're my butter half." Elsa dropped the knife squealing into her hands which covered her face, the shaking of her stomach made her side hurt, a bittersweet feeling. She'd never survive. 

Oh Gecko, what am I going to do with you?


Their fill had been eaten leaving them on Elsa's study floor. Ryu nearly dozed off listening to Elsa recite the lovely words resting her head against her lap with her fingers combing through her hair lazily. 

"A slender, lovely, graceful girl,

Just budding into supple line,

And you scare her and make her shy.

Laid her down in a thousand flowers,

And put my soft wool cloak around her.

I slid my arm under her neck

To still the fear in her eyes,

For she was trembling like a fawn,

I caressed the beauty of all her body

And the desire of love wringed my heart

Like a huge cloud cloaked my eyes

And stole the sweetest breath from my chest." 

After soaking in what was just read Ryu cracked open an eye. "Read it again." 

"No." Elsa shook her head, turning the page. "Did you write that?" 

Elsa pffted. "I wish, it was written by Archilochos, the oldest lyric poet in Europe, from the island of Paros, written in 690 BC or around that time." Ryu kept gazing up at her as she read, she didn't even notice. 

"Hmm! I think you'll like these.

Your kiss is laced with birdlime, 

And your eyes, Timarion, with fire. 

Look at me, and I burn, 

Touch me and I am caught.

My image is stamped on your molten heart...

Your beauty is engraved on my soul. 

I know only one utterly beautiful thing,      

 My ravenous eye knows only one thing: ...That is at Mysikos.  

To everything else, I am blind.

I would like to be the wind,

So that as you walked along the seashore..

You could bare your breasts and let me caress you with my breath." Elsa was wrong. Ryu didn't like them, she loved them, until this night she wasn't aware of the depth and meticulous thought humans dedicated to love. It was confusing that a species capable of the atrocities she had witnessed could create such beautiful imagery and sentiment. As Elsa read on not just poems but of the monumental splendor of arts she would display on the pages Ryu concluded she wouldn't mind living in ancient Greece so long as Elsa was there. Looking at the statues and back to Elsa she could spot the similarities. The proportion, poise, and the idealized perfection of the human body were all qualities Elsa claimed. As if statues have souls and she herself was one reincarnated. It was so illogical but Ryu was convinced of the fallaciousness. 

She sat up on her knees, eyes brimming with wonder. "I think I'd do very well in ancient Greece." Elsa closed the book, raising a brow at her. "Is that so?" Ryu nodded eagerly and began her theory. 

"You read that they prized brilliant minds and well- not to say mine is any special but I have a lot of ideas for inventions." Elsa considered herself intrigued, Ryu had never mentioned this before, truth be told she never spoke of this with anyone. "Like?" 

"Like?" Ryu repeated to which Elsa nodded. "Well uh- portable ovens for starters." It seemed ridiculous saying it out loud but Elsa held no ridicule on her face, Ryu still felt a little self conscious so she shifted the spotlight onto Elsa. 

"You'd be a gem there too." This did trigger her derision but Ryu remained steadfast. "You would, you're so smart in so many things, art, sciences, math, history. You could be a scholar." The list of praises warmed her cheeks, she stubbornly shook her head fighting against Ryu's impassioned envisionment. 

"You could have been my mentor." Ryu says this as if this would tempt her. It did but Elsa wasn't convinced it was for the right reasons. "Yea! Seeing as you already teach me things now." Elsa waved her off in hypocrisy with her mind already imagining them in an idealized version of Greece. The hot nights, sitting by the sea just outside of the andron they called home, Elsa reading, writing, with Ryu's electric soul setting her ablaze with new ideas and philosophies. She could picture them so clearly, Ryu playing with her like a child in wheat fields by day, drowning out the cicadas with whatever music they created together on various instruments, Ryu soothing her aching soul by night into the morning, tangled limbs among the sheets… 

Whoa, that is a thought t o explore later without Ryu nuzzling my neck.

"Speaking of academics-" Elsa's voice cracked. "I've been practicing my Kanji, Katakana, and hiragana." It worked. Ryu's attention was now redirected, she jumped up racing to retrieve a pen and paper so Elsa could display her new adroitness. 

She began carefully tracing the lines which would spell her name and Ryu's as well as a few other easy words she memorized. 

"Aww." This made Elsa feel self conscious until Ryu tried her best to look disappointed. "Why's your handwriting better than mine?" 

"Oh hush it is not." 

"It is too, I couldn't have this one thing I could teach you. Nope you had to go ahead and be the best." Elsa's chest drummed at the humorous praise given. Despite Ryu's good impression at sadness Elsa could see the pride her eyes contained. 

"You still have a lot more to teach me, you've been slacking senpai." Elsa quipped. Ryu humphed placing her hands up on her hips. 

"Mōshiwakearimasenga, darekaga watashi o betsu no kuni ni hikizurikomanakereba narimasendeshita." Smirking devilishly Elsa leaned over. 

"Sore wa iiwake ni naranai so no ue, anata wa kitakatta." Ryu dramatically groaned and began crying falsely. "You gotta stop!" Elsa giggled and rapidly bestowed a series of pecks on her lips. 

Ryu groaned, readily succumbing. "Don't stop." She whispered against Elsa's mouth. She needn't worry Elsa would never stop. 

"I continued practicing on my own because it was the only way I felt connected to you." 

Ryu grinned, nudging her nose against Elsa's chin. "Well I'm here now and you can slow down a bit, or else I'll be taking lessons from you eh." 

"You could teach me ninjitsu." Elsa offered. 

"Hmm maybe when you don't have a hole in your side-" she held up an advisory finger. "be warned I've seen what a quick learner you are and won't go easy on you like I did Anna." Elsa squinted her eyes at this. 

"You tossed her in a pond."

"Hai! Although you're a little old to learn it completely." Elsa slowly turned from her writing, face devoid of expression. "You're calling me old?"

Ryu shrugged. "Eh, I've seen older." Earning herself a snowball to the face. Bruni appeared from seemingly nowhere to tongue quickly at the feast decorating Ryu's mug. 

Notes:

Mōshiwakearimasenga, darekaga watashi o betsu no kuni ni hikizurikomanakereba narimasendeshita - I'm sorry, but someone had to drag me to another country.

Sore wa iiwake ni naranai so no ue, anata wa kitakatta- That's no excuse, you wanted to come

Andon is a Grecian house.

Chapter 30

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Routine wasn't a very common matter that would ordain Ryu's actions in the past, but that was the general consensus for many who favored nomadism. Could she actually call it that? What else would she call it? 

Running

At first she would worry that the mundane settling would cause her to become restless, irritable with feelings of stagnation calling her back to the skies and seas but whenever she would look to the horizon their calls fell silent. Truth be told life in Arendelle wasn't as simple or quaint as one would assume. There was always something happening, someone to help in and out of the forest. Her friends made it easy for the days to fly by quickly. From the spirits either wanting to play or show her something, to the locals some still weary and others readily accepting the dragon's aid in pulling or delivering something, setting fires to things that needed burning or keeping the children out of their hairs if only for a few minutes. The true highlight however made Ryu smile to herself no matter who was present. 

Erusa. 

That was the answer of what– well who was keeping her put. The deal continued between them, each day they shared a bit more of themselves with the other, be it through conversations, playing, or simply tending to the house. Elsa would try to help as much as she could but was always rebuked back to resting. Surprisingly enough it was her who had begun to grow edgy during her recovery. 

A day trip to Arendelle could not come soon enough as far as Elsa was concerned. She smiled and waved at citizens who greeted her enthusiastically, taking time out from running their businesses and shopping to speak with Elsa. Ryu waited patiently at her side, that is until the lure of whatever they were selling caught her attention. A familiar scent drew her away from the seamstress who was talking Elsa's ear off about weaving and sewing to a small shop, the door was opened to allow the interior to cool off from the baking ovens on display behind the counter. Entering slowly Ryu drew closer to the ovens taking inventory of how they were built. Now if she could make that but smaller.

"Well if it isn't my little river rock friend!" Glancing up she saw the large robust baker coming from the back. "Do you like it?" He gestured grandly to the store. It was cozy with two round tables seated by the window accompanied with chairs. Ryu nodded. "Less portable than a cart eh?" He chortled at the jest. "As much as I love these–" he nodded to the water bowl housing a few fish and Ryu's last payment adorning the bottom. "I'm afraid I'll be needing actual money this time hmm? Browse around, everything is made fresh by the hour." Ryu examined the desserts displayed in glass, eyeing the Cinnamon snails with envy. She didn't have any money.

"See something you like?" She didn't turn, feeling instead how close Elsa was leaning close to her ear. A hand clasped her shoulder when she nodded. Elsa straightened, greeting the baker. "Ah Miss Elsa! What a great pleasure!"

"Hello Mr.Markus, this new shop is quite impressive-" 

"And we've only been open for one month." The man boasted joyously. "A little less mobile than your cart but very nice." He looked between Elsa and Ryu shaking his head laughing. "What did you pick?" Elsa goaded but Ryu shook her head. "We don't have to." 

"Ah she's being modest, this one devoured the cinnamon snails right in front of me the moment they reached her hands, you should have seen her face, it was as if her world was changed forever." His large hands created a rainbow pattern for effect. 

Elsa giggled looking down at Ryu who for some reason was blushing. "They were good." She mumbled crossing her arms. Elsa scratched her neck ordering one. When offered other deals she politely refused thanking him for the dessert. 

"Thank you!" Ryu took it looking between them, and just as he said she bit into it and smiled, closing her eyes content. "And for the lovely miss?" Elsa shook her head. 

"That'll be all, thank you." Just as they were out the door he gave one last attempt. 

"Well perhaps another time you can try the chocolate croissants. Have a good day." He smirked seeing Elsa halt halfway out the door. She paused for a moment, squinting her eyes in thought. 

"What kind of chocolate do you bake into them?" She tried to keep her voice nonchalant as if she hadn't already been sold. Still she was a connoisseur when it came to certain things and wouldn't accept just any confection smothered in coco. 

 

Markus went into an explanation of the process and the types he used. Their three minute visit had turned to twelve. 

 

"What?" Ryu merely shook her head laughing as they exited with the treats. Elsa of course got the croissant and then she had to get something for Bruni, and Honeymaren, and Ryder, Kristoff and Anna. "What?" Elsa asked again. 

"You'd never survive at a bazaar." Ryu quipped finishing her food. Elsa indignantly huffed at this. "I try to contribute to Arendelle's economy as much as possible. So your insinuation of me spending frivolously is unfounded." She nudged her gently as they walked upon the bridge. It was true, Elsa gave her business to most of the local shopkeepers in Arendelle and traded regularly with her tribe, sometimes connecting traders and sellers with the help of Anna.. 

Ryu ran and jumped up the railing leaning against it looking down at the sloshing water below. The wind wisped her bangs against her head, as the salty taste of the air complimented nicely with the cinnamon still lingering on her tongue. Elsa joined her resting her elbows against the stone. 

"Erusa?" 

"Hai?" 

"Ever wonder what's at the bottom of the sea?" Despite the uncomfortable nature the question held, Elsa still grinned. Inquiries such as this were nothing new when spending time with Ryu. She wondered about so many things, sometimes in hopes to gain something and other times to just simply know. 

"Erusa are all humans the same on the inside?" 

 

"Yes, generally speaking, there are some genetic differences, large and small but the anatomical makeup follows the same rule or at least tries to." Noticing the dragon's perplexed expression she pulled away from her work and motioned for Ryu to come closer. 

Taking her hand she placed it on her heart. "It's nice." Ryu commented. "Thank you, now I have a heart that beats just like every other person in the world, but my heart may be stronger than another's either due to age, or sickness, or simply because they were born with one that is more frail." 

Ryu felt it under her fingers, it's Rhythm picking up the longer she lingered there. "Do I have a strong heart?" She jutted her chest out towards Elsa who grinned. She needn't check to know the answer to that but she pressed her hand to Ryu all the same. 

"Yes, you have a very very strong and warm heart." Elsa murmured. 

Elsa hummed, staring out at the horizon. "I never actually wondered, I've always been more curious about what's in the sky than down below in the water, that is until I met you." It was true, all of Ryu's stories had sparked a curiosity about the depths more than any book Elsa had read. 

Jumping down once she grew tired of sitting still Ryu held out her palm with a wide grin. "Want to hold my hand?" Elsa gulped. She wanted to, even more so that Ryu had asked first but they weren't children nor related. Arendelle was lenient in the aspect of affection and the people's demeanor generally were very friendly towards one another. Still Elsa felt a self conscious pinch nipping at the back of her neck at the idea of it. 

Slowly she entangled her fingers with Ryu's who practically skipped down the pathway. The people did not eye them suspiciously as Elsa's mind kept insisting they were, they did however become more curious of the character when they stopped to speak with Elsa. 

How she wanted to hold Ryu's hand without these nasty fears or emotions ruining the moment. Disgusting shivers of revulsion shook her frame at the idea of some greater being looking down at them in disgust. Ryu didn't deserve that, she was a being of purity and all Elsa was doing was just tainting her chaste legacy red. Ryu did not deserve to ever be associated with guilt and shame. Elsa took an unsteady breath and focused on her warmth. Elsa knew she shouldn't be ashamed of being with her, she wouldn't be, she refused… and yet, shame was there. She wanted to give Ryu everything and more, including herself. Didn't she? 

Elsa did not believe that those who chose the same gender were in need of persecution or wrong, it made her question where these feelings originated from. 

If she was this disturbed by just holding Ryu's hand in public, how could she ever… she gulped… how could she ever move forward in the relationship? 

Ryu didn't raise a fuss when Elsa let go of her hand when they passed the church, briefly hurrying her steps to get away from the building in quick succession. 

Ryu looked over her shoulder, studying it with a frown. Did something terrible happen there to Elsa she hadn't told her about? Sure she knew Elsa's aversion to religion, especially the Lutheranism that dominated Arendelle but this was more than a mere disregard for this building and what it symbolized. She had developed her own demons with religion, having seen too much both beautiful and atrocious. It frightened her, Elsa hadn't even looked back to ensure the girl was still following. 

She jogged to catch up and remained silent. It hurt, how much more relaxed Elsa seemed now that there was no contact connecting them. Ryu's hands made a home in her pockets, she understood. She wasn't bound by the same rules as the spirit. She was already a monster and had no reputation to keep pristine and perfect. Elsa had much more to lose than she. 

She didn't know what it felt like to have so much on the line except her own sanity, but she could understand. They had to be discreet and upkeep propriety. Sure she'd love it if the woman kissed her senseless in front of any who'd dare look but she didn't need it. What they shared was enough, more than enough and Ryu would respect the danger of what they were doing. She didn't mind being a dirty little secret so long as she was Elsa's secret to keep. 


Elsa needed to make it up to Ryu, for so many things; her behavior sullying their outting, the terrible thoughts she had about her and for any future blunders she was certain she'd make, she needed get them out of here yet she couldn't very well drag Ryu all the way back home just to… what was Elsa going to do to make it up to her actually? Maybe she could accomplish two things with one act. She was feeling uncertain about this and Ryu needed an apology. 

Her eyes looked around desperately, Ryu's eyes began scanning too, not sure what Elsa was searching for but eager to help. 

After walking down a narrow alley she found it. Ryu yelped when Elsa urgently pushed her into the rickety old shed, dark and dusty with the only light being any late sun rays that bled through the cracks in the walls and roof. 

"Uuuh?" She began but was silenced seeing Elsa wring her fingers till they turned pink. "May I kiss you?" Ryu blinked at the question tilting her head. "Okay?" Elsa took her cheek gently rubbing it with her thumb. Her eyes were still searching yet for something else entirely. Every now and then a sound from the outside drew Ryu's stare to the door. Elsa leaned in, hesitating, breathing in Ryu's air. It was stuffy in there but her cool fingers soothed any discomfort created by the heat. 


When their lips first embraced Elsa stiffened, till about three seconds in her tight muscles relaxed and pushed her forward. Yes, this felt right. This felt good. She began moving her lips against Ryu's who responded with a purr. Elsa's fingers gripped the back of her neck pulling their bodies flush against the other. This felt too good. 

Ryu licked her lips, it was reactionary for Elsa to capture her tongue and draw it into her mouth gently with her own, and when Ryu squeezed her hips a groan traveled up from Elsa's stomach to her throat. Elsa turned and twisted her head searching for the best angle that would put them even closer if it were possible. This felt right, it was natural even though Elsa knew others would deem it an abomination. Ryu licked her jaw, invited to Elsa's neck by some light head pressing from those cool slender fingers. The small trills and growls Ryu made alongside her randy actions sent currents of electricity throughout Elsa's form, foreshadowing the feral, concupiscent nature that a dragon had. Elsa, aware that her own quiet mewls and rubbing was edging Ryu on to grow rougher, felt a bump hit her upper thighs. Turning back to see it was a shelf Ryu pushed her onto it. Panting against her clavicle, Ryu's dilated pupils focused on her face. "Erusa I… I'm sorry." 

Elsa kept her close, brushing her tresses from her eyes. "Whatever for?" She whispered.

"Your propriety." Ryu winced. Elsa nodded dazedly, not sure she even knew what the word meant anymore. "Uh Uh." She kissed her again, no longer too shy to wipe her tongue against Ryu's, now adding her nails into the mixture of touching. Elsa's mind berated her for her hypocrisy but her body argued there were more pressing matters that required her attention, specifically the eager dragon practically jumping up into her body. Her hands wanted to rub anywhere that was appropriate and knead the muscles along Ryu's back and shoulder. She giggled when Ryu nibbled her ear's shell. 

Elsa studied the contours of what made them both women– breasts touching through her dress and Ryu's blouse, finding a kinship… and affinity. It wasn't the things she had read in books during a woman's first time sharing some semblance of intimacy with a man. Despite everything being familiar, knowing what Ryu was feeling as well it still was just as if not more so intoxicating.

Elsa reluctantly pushed Ryu's shoulders away from her own losing track of their tryst in the shed. She loved the disaster she saw in front of her, from the lipstick smudging Ryu's face and lips, her disheveled hair and wrinkled shirt. They helped each other fix anything out of place and exited the shed after sharing a short chast kiss. 

Did Elsa want this? Yes, well no, maybe not. But maybe yes. Yes, yes, yes a thousand times yes. Perhaps it was the intensity of the emotions Elsa felt towards Ryu that drove her uncertainty, providing a layer of protection, a buffer to keep her grounded in reality, less she became starstruck and so very very vulnerable. 

As they walked to the gates Elsa observed Ryu's little bounce in every step she took, and smiled at the surprise shock on her face when Elsa gripped her hand. Did they go too far? Maybe. Would Elsa mentally kick herself for sending mixed messages and being a contradicting mess? Certainly. Did she regret it?

Once more she side eyed Ryu trying to hold her hand while still biting at a moth fluttering around her head. 

 

No


The outing had Elsa out of breath and back in pain for more reasons other than just the walking, which meant Ryu would administer her medicine. 

With Elsa napping upstairs it gave Ryu the opportunity to work on her own little project she had been ruminating over the past week. 

Kneeling on the ground she unfolded the pieces of folded paper she had been plastering together. Bruni crawled over her shoulder taking inventory of the map. He stared at her for an explanation. 

"It's the outskirts of the North mountains. They're the biggest mountain regions in Arendelle and since dragons like mountains it's my first guess of where any dragon temples would be located." She'd start her search today, she wasn't certain exactly what she'd be looking for but ever since Bulda had mentioned it she felt a longing inside for answers to questions she didn't even know she had. 

"Wanna come?" Bruni nodded, closing his eyes. "That's my boy!" Ryu cheered. Going to the kitchen the search for food began, whatever shelves Ryu couldn't reach she climbed, sometimes tossing boxes over her shoulders when they weren't what she was looking for. Bruni jumped in protest at the clanging and banging she made with the cabinets but was shushed. "You wanna wake Erusa up?" 

They'd be gone for three hours tops back just in time to help Elsa with anything she'd need. If that medicine worked as well as Bulda said it would then Elsa wouldn't even know they were gone-

"Where are you going?" 

"AH!" Ryu dropped her sack after leaping into the air, successfully casting Bruni off her shoulder to the floor. Elsa continued leaning against the wall with her arms crossed and brow furrowed. Her expression of concern meant she had most likely seen Ryu pack away the food, map and other supplies. 

"Erusa I thought you were sleeping." Ryu complained, picking her bag up to set the strap back on. "I was but then I heard all the commotion you were making down here and came to check on you."

Ryu glared down at Bruni. Why'd didn't he tell her they were being too loud? 

Elsa's eyes trailed behind the girl into the messy kitchen causing a frown. "Glad I did." She mumbled. "What are you two doing exactly?" 

"Making lunch." Elsa nodded, her face clearly was expecting more elaboration on the matter. "To go… outside." 

After the silence began choking Ryu accompanied by Elsa's deadpanned face she casted a glance to Bruni who shrugged. "We're going to the north mountains." She stated simply.

Blinking in surprise Elsa seated herself upon the arm of the couch. "Oh I thought you wanted to go together when I fully healed–" Elsa hid the hurt at this, she wanted to play tour guide and show off her castle. 

Ryu, catching the offense she had just spurted, quickly correcting herself. "Not to see your castle or anything. I'm just… " she didn't want to say since it seemed Elsa sided with Grand Pabbie but no more secrets between them. For one it made Ryu feel awful and two only seemed to lead to more trouble. 

"I'm looking for a dragon temple." Elsa's eyes conveyed too many emotions for Ryu to keep track of. She stood and began pacing. "Didn't Grand Pabbie say that would be too dangerous? And you were going to just go find one by yourself?" Ryu opened her mouth to defend herself that she had Bruni with her until Elsa turned around. "I mean they're full of spirits, and probably traps, and dragon magic-" A realization detonated in her brain when she stared at Ryu in awe and glee. "Ryu you're a genius!" The praise seemed to throw Ryu off the defensive axis Elsa's previous words had taken her on; she stood stunned feeling like anything but smart. 

"Umm thank you? But why?" Elsa clasped her hands excitedly. "Dragon magic!" Elsa repeated as if that would answer any further questions. It didn't. 

"The Yokai hunting you, maybe a dragon temple can help us in some way on how to stop it." Elsa rubbed her chin in thought, Gale burst through the window creating a whirlwind in the living room. Snagging some paper from her tornado Elsa sat down and began writing. Ryu peeked over her shoulder making out the words Anna, Kristoff, and quest. 

"Erusa, any temples we find here in Arendelle would have been built by western dragons, Yokai are Eastern spirits." Elsa held up a finger wagging it in the air. 

"Yes Gecko I thought about that, yet from what I've read there are similarities between both western and eastern dragons. Obviously there has been a crossing in cultures at some point. I mean look at you!" Ryu frowned and looked down at herself. She just saw a stain from making lunch while Elsa saw the perfect example of hybridization of a species and cultures. 

When she was done writing a few letters she handed them over to Gale. "Would you mind delivering these to Arendelle, Northuldra, and the valley of living rock please sweetheart?" Gale zipped away taking the letters with her leaving behind a small mess.

"Now let's see it." Elsa demanded. Ryu tilted her head. "See what?" 

Elsa raised a mordant brow crossing her arms. "That map you've been building and trying to hide from me for the past few days." Ryu, feeling utterly diffident, reached into her bag and handed over the map. Elda spread it on the table and clasped her chin, her head tilted forward with concern and disbelief. 

"I- honey–" she began warm heartedly. "This is just a map of the north mountains," Elsa had plenty of those in her study all in varying detail, she gave this one another peek then added. "And it's somewhat inaccurate." Ryu facepalmed herself so hard Elsa feared it would bruise. 

"What exactly were you planning on doing with this and a few sandwiches?" Ryu shrunk down, rubbing her arm. "Go out there and um…" Don't say it if you want Elsa to not think you're a complete imbecile.

"I erm-" Don't. 

"Was gonna look for anything… weird." Elsa's eyes pitied Ryu but she kept her voice even and patient. "Ryu, that's not very smart. For one I'm quite sure dragons would have hidden their temples very well, and for two the north mountain regions are incredibly vast with that approach it'd take you years." 

"Oh… " Elsa hated making her crestfallen but she needed to know all the same. "I'm sure if we explain the necessity to Grand Pabbie he can help us, Bulda can aid us in convincing him, she is Anna's mother in law after all." She held out her hand which Ryu solemnly took. "Just because you may not see eye to eye with someone doesn't mean they're the enemy." Ryu nodded, lesson learned. 


Convincing Grand Pabbie proved to not be an easy task as Elsa thought. Even with the support of her family the old troll was stubborn with his ideals especially when they pertained to forces unknown. 

"I'm not sure where to start on why this task is foolish." He mused tiredly hanging onto his staff. 

"How about from the beginning?" Anna offered, kneeling in front of him.

The shaman tapped his fingers together contemplatively, before nodding "Yes Anna, that seems better than going from bad to worse." They all side eyed each other briefly before the old troll began. 

"Dragon temples; when they lived, served many functions, from a place where council summits were held, to justice halls where the wicked were condemned and sentenced accordingly for their crimes, to educating their young and handling much more complicated matters." Elsa nodded along; she knew this already and was waiting for the but to come dashing her hopes and dreams of finding the information buried somewhere here in Arendelle. 

"Like what?" Anna asked. 

"For example the handling of the vættir." Elsa immediately looked to Ryu who made a face of frustration from her lack of understanding, before she could offer some explanation Grand Pabbie gave his own. "The word's meaning is vague in its own definition dear one but can be used to refer to the full cosmos of supernatural beings inhabiting what was once known as the nine realms, including the álfar–elves, dvergar or dwarves, jötnar–giants, and gods, the Æsir and Vanir." 

"Whoa, whoa, hold on, so you're telling me that Thor, and Odin, Loki, even Heimdall– Asgard! Are they all real?" Kristoff wasn't surprised by Grand Pabbie nodding his head; he was more perplexed by Anna's suspension of disbelief. "Have you met your sister?" He asked, tapping Elsa's leg. She pulled away deeply perturbed to be compared to the Æsir and Vanir. "I'm not a god." Elsa's defensive rebuttal drew a chuckle from Grand Pabbie.

"Nor were the Æsir. Humans were the ones who created gods and goddesses." Well that made sense when she thought about it, by many cultural standards Elsa technically could have been named a goddess of winter as well as the other spirits yet were not. 

"When the nine realms and some branches of Yggdrasil fell back to the other cosmic planes after Ragnarok formed the world we know today." As interesting as Kristoff found this he still wished for a connection. 

"And where do dragons come into play in all this?" 

Grand Pabbie gathered some pebbles from the ground and scattered them across the dirt. "Well not all creatures perished in Ragnarok and even those that did their souls were at unrest, they hadn't a home afterlife, resting place, or anyone to guide them, the sins of the past haunting them to act in wrath." Elsa stared at the pebbles, this all felt familiar, as if it were happening all over again, a history doomed to repeat itself. 

"Some were soothed by wrongs righted and others found respite with the magic of the drage, pacifying and containing them in their temples." 

"And so that awaits us in the temples?" Asked Kristoff growing more concerned about the mission they were presenting, wondering if he were on the right side of the fence. "A bunch of angry spirits and vættir who probably hate humans all the more for killing their saviors in the first place." 

"Not quite-" Bulda interrupted, sounding much less grave than her father and son. She gathered up the pebbles and stacked them carefully. "The drage magic still exists but now it is unwieldy, perhaps laying dormant and if disturbed–" a poke from her fingers scattered the rocks again. 

"So we'd have to ensure not to disturb any of the magic there, no biggie we won't touch anything." Anna said but Grand Pabbie stared down Ryu and Elsa. 

"I'm afraid that won't be enough, magic is almost always reactionary to other magic–" 

Anna caught on. "And Elsa is a whole little ball of concentrated magic." She bunched up her hands to demonstrate. 

"And Ryu is a direct descendant of those that managed to calm them down." Kristoff added. 

"Maybe they'll react positively, after all we still don't know how the Yokai would behave if not under the dragon hunter's influence to Ryu, and it did try to communicate with Elsa." Grand Pabbie and Bulda glanced at Elsa who was hugging herself. "You left that part out." 

"I am so sorry." Elsa replied shakily. 

"High risk, high reward. None of you guys have to come with me." Ryu stood up already having made up her mind, where the others saw this meeting as a means to get permission from Grand Pabbie; she just regarded it as a stop to ask for directions. 

Despite the inside serpent of doubt telling her she didn't deserve to go to the place of her birthright, she wasn't worthy or would even be accepted by whatever was waiting for her there the side that wanted to rid herself of the Yokai and perhaps conciliating anything scornful along the way won. It was the least she could do to protect her friends and others, nothing deserved to remain in agony and unrest for all eternity, especially innocent souls that had been ripped from their own worlds over a war that did not involve them, and if this was all true it was her responsibility, something she hadn't ever known or possessed. 

"That's even worse! You're not going alone Ryu, what did I tell you about wandering off on your own to do shit like this!" Anna chastised. 

"I'll go with you sweetie." Bulda offered, rolling over to Ryu's leg, she marooned Grand Pabbie since someone had to stay behind and to run the village and she knew it, despite his trepidation at this he trusted her and would have to learn that the older he grew and more powerful Bulda became this would not be the last time something like this occurred. Kristoff sighed, getting up. "And Elsa's going with you too, which means Anna's going which means I have to come along too." Kristoff cut off all the volunteering from the sisters. Out of the frying pan and into the fire. 

"This will be dangerous, I have some books and scrolls that will aid you." 

"And the directions of how to get there of course." Ryu followed Grand Pabbie into a cave first which was lit by crystals and luminescent fungi. "Of course." As he gathered the supplies Ryu snooped around looking at the bottles of potions and other ancient scrolls. When they got back she'd have to come here more often. When outside she was taken aback by the masses of round bodies that had encircled the cave entrance. 

She didn't like the way the little rocks were studying her, some even looking at the crystals which hung around their necks then back at her as if expecting something to happen. Unexpectedly they parted like the red sea when she took a step to rejoin her group. Their whisperers were so loud, they weren't afraid of her by any means; fascinated to an alarming degree but unlike the disrespect they had shown to the others by clambering on them and roughhousing there was an aura of reverence they held towards her making Ryu cringe. 

"She's a lot smaller than what I thought a dragon would be." 

Growling Ryu turned scanning the rows of rocks balling her fists. "Who said that?" They stared silent until the perpetrator was revealed when his neighbor slapped him in the back of the head. They weren't exactly what she had expected. Ancient yes, wise yes, friendly and warm especially with the royal family was odd though from such creatures. Who were all probably older than her. 

As they gathered up in the sleigh a voice stopped Ryu's ascension. 

"Dear one." She turned to see Grand Pabbie standing behind motioning for her to follow him to a grotto. Briefly her eyes fluttered to Elsa who nodded for her to go.

As they traveled deeper and deeper darkness consumed them but only for a short while until a shimmering light ahead alluded to the end of the walk. Ryu had to crawl just to follow the troll into the chamber. Strange humming noises filled her ears, they sounded unlike anything she had ever heard from this world. The song was resonating from the hundreds of colorful crystals surrounding the gours. They crept up and out of the water. Seemingly every color existed here, even ones Ryu had never seen before, but how was that possible? The more she stared the more warped her vision had become until she felt the outlines of everything grow wobbly, flaring vertigo in her head bringing her to her knees. She felt fat stubby fingers clutch her shoulders. "This is perhaps the closest you will ever get to light magic as pure as the one within you." Red, green, white, blue and yellow, violet and colors she didn't know the names of contained in shards poked out of the celite in small clutches and large bushels, surrounded on all sides. The water bubbled as she followed him closer to one of the pools. If that was true then why did she feel ill. Ryu didn't know if it was wishful thinking but what she did know was that she wasn't as pure as what the troll believed 

"You must get used to it, as Elsa recovers and prepares for your journey. You will be facing this and much worse in the temple." Ryu changed to her true form growling instead of remedying chaos growing inside her. It amplified the noises and luminous glow of the crystals. The dragon behaved much as Grand Pabbie expected, knocking over one of the crystals to "kill it" if she could but when she touched it the dragon felt tranquilized at the buzz spreading through her. She had never felt this way before but it was comforting, familiar. Changing back she waded into the water and lifted the crystal which towered over her upright, rubbing her palms and forehead on its surface. It pulsed, light flashing in a forgotten language. Ryu didn't know how to respond but could hear, feel what it was saying. An unused portion of her mind understood, the rest just reveled in the sensation. 

The others sang out wanting her attention as well reluctantly she went to them running her fingers along their surfaces. 

She sat at the edge with the young ones, pleased to finally have their turn. She picked up one in particular and enclosed it with her fist sending it into a rambling frenzy. They had so much to tell. Turning to Grand Pabbie with teary overwhelmed eyes she found her voice. "How do I reply?" He smiled softly, lifting his own crystal that hung around his neck. "We can teach you." 

Nodding Ryu turned back to the pool. "I… I'm not what you think. I'm a dragon but I don't know something is broken inside, I-" she froze mouth hung open, not caring about the dazed drool dripping from her lips. "I don't feel like how people describe the dragons of old. I've done terrible things." 

"Nothing was as many say they were dear one. Hurt lingers and cannot always be explained, you wish to justify all the things that were done to you in the past so your mind creates lies that explains and brings you balance. It is your nature and with it brings the inability to comprehend chaos, the inability to understand senseless violence and hatred that have been exuded upon you." That all seemed so contradictory to what Ryu thought of herself, she was the chaos bringer. Yet the crystals of light, the ones who did not lie, did not know what lying was agreed with the troll. 

"Come now." Ryu looked forlorn at him. Clutching the crystal to her chest. "A little longer… please." She didn't want to go back out there, having just learned of this place she had no desire to return to the outside world. Instead she could remain here in peace among her own kin or the closest she'd get to them. 

"You must resist their calls to you at some point if you are expecting to leave the temple of sound mind Ryu. I will request them to dim their song and glow but only a small bit." Lifting his crystal Pabbie whispered heavenly words to them which translated the message to the others. They all heeded except the one clutched by Ryu. She chuckled at them. "They want to stay with me. They haven't been here long but they have a lot to tell and ask. I'm sorry I can't take you with me. You should stay here." She looked out at the pool caressing the crystal tenderly. They did not understand and their sadness stabbed her heart. With a shaking grip she released the crystal back into their place in the pool and stood to unsteady legs following Grand Pabbie in silence out of the Grotto. 

The others silenced when their eyes fell upon them, Elsa regarded Grand Pabbie then Ryu rushing over from the sleigh. Something kept her from touching the dragon, her eyes were red, puffy as if she had been crying yet also starstruck and mournful all at once. 

"She will be fine, and has agreed to some training to prepare for your mission." Grand Pabbie informed, he patted her calf returning to the others. Elsa remained dubious to the type of "training" she'd be going through and if it made her remain as silent and dissociated as she was now was it healthy? 

Everyone remained quiet in the sleigh sensing something else present within the dragon. Her chest glowed but her demeanor was tranquil. When she finally began to talk she couldn't explain what had happened or what she saw or heard in any words from all the languages she knew.

Elsa could sense it, as well as the other spirits who were just as uncertain as she was on how they should conduct themselves further around her. 

Elsa couldn't put to words the feeling she was experiencing, it was deep and cosmic could not be said to be negative nor positive.

It just was. 


At dusk Ryu would leave for the valley of the rock with an impatient yearning that eclipsed all other interests, when she returned in the hours before dawn instead of trudging upstairs to her room she'd collapse upon the couch breathing as if air wasn't available where she ventured. Elsa had watched closely from a distance unsure how to help or ease whatever it was the dragon was enduring, the other spirits too had been drawn in yet still kept their distance when studying the state of her. 

"Erusa?" Elsa turned from her spot on the couch seeing Ryu standing there using the door frame as support, stupefied. "What are you doing up?" Her voice was too quiet and barely filled the space. For a few moments the spirit just scrutinized the girl, catching small glimpses of the forces infusing into Ryu's person, she saw the kindling etching itself inside. It felt beyond physical, Elsa had always thought she knew Ryu, now it felt as if she were truly seeing her for the first time. A low hum resonated through the air sounding miles away yet its origin was from within Ryu. It was both terrifying and alluring, the song, ancient. As Elsa approached carefully she was reminded that despite Ryu's young development, the creature that stood before her was anachronistic. Conceived and existing in a stasis centuries before her, hatched a mere twenty years ago. 

She decided that to receive more answers she'd seek out the council of Ahtohallan about the piece of history staring into her eyes. To be certain, fingers touched the scaled skin. It was still Ryu, it would always still be Ryu. The side that expected to feel someone different breathed out in relief. 

"Would you like for me to accompany you tomorrow?" Ryu appeared tempted, making the action of shaking her head more difficult but once she began she couldn't seem to stop as if answering the question for herself more so than Elsa. "If you came… I'd have no reason to return. I'm trying to learn to resist entities such as those that exist in gour, I have to." 

Now it was Elsa's turn to be dissected by chasmic eyes. "You're very similar." 

Elsa blinked rapidly. "To who?" 

"The light." She knew it was just an observation but felt like a compliment of the highest degree. Elsa's humility was silenced, accepting this to be true. 

"There's–" Ryu led her to the couch and reclined back, keeping their fingers locked. How could she explain something that didn't exist in words? "The crystals, they grow there and live. The trolls tend to them." Elsa knew that much at least. 

"They're the light of the land, kept underground. They speak to the trolls, some of them. Others they… can only communicate through light. It's not like words that you can forget. Whatever they say stays forever." 

"What do they say?" 

Ryu frowned, craning her neck back to stare at the ceiling. "I don't know, it doesn't exist like our words do. It's nothing that can be expressed or used in this world." 

"Maybe in-between worlds, like between the branches of the Yggdrasil." Elsa theorized, the questions and hypotheses that swirled in her mind felt dangerous, even being a mere mortal and knowing of such things was inviting and tempting peril, let alone understanding them. 

They stayed in silence until the sun rose, minds too awake and aroused to invoke fatigue. 


The august sun beamed down upon the traveling party packing up the last of provisions into Kristoff's sleigh. Nokk counted the ground impatiently, nearly stamping Ryu's foot. Elsa soothed him with pats along his neck and mane. 

"Not taking Kjekk Anna?" Anna shook her head at Elsa resting her chin on her palm. "No, he's been well… old lately." Bulda made a face at the answer. "Lately? I didn't know age was curable." She chuckled as she was lifted in the sleigh next to Olaf. 

"Aging is only cured by death!" Ryu gasped, clinging onto the side, agreeing completely with Olaf. "Dying cures everything." She added, just as jovial as he. 

"Okay!" Elsa interrupted changing the direction of conversation, as interesting as they were she did not want to spend the entire journey listening to Olaf and Ryu trade morbid facts of mortality and whatever else they could think of. 

"We won't need the map until we get to the valley below Fjallit Norða. Sven you can set our pace since you're carrying the most." The reindeer nodded enthusiastically, happy to just be back on the road with Kristoff and Anna again. 

It took an hour to till they saw the last remnants of Arendelle's farms and pastures giving away to more unkempt fields. There were so many topics Bulda wished to discuss with Ryu, Elsa needn't explain to her though of the dragon's sleeping schedule content on just petting her scales as she dozed in the back of the sleigh. 

Elsa, Bulda, Olaf, and Anna chatted the morning away into the late afternoon, even with the sun uncovered by clouds, the air grew colder and crisp as they climbed altitude. Elsa inhaled deeply, loving the mountainous air, Nokk however was not a fan, it was dry and very thin unlike the deep, moist, and frigid winds closer to the sea. By late mid day they reached the outskirts of the Fjallit Norða Valley.

"Whoa what was that?" Kristoff and Anna panicked fleetingly when looking back seeing a heavy dragon leap from the sleigh causing the wheels to creak in protest then hiss of the mitigation her departure left. Nokk spooked, drawing away from where Ryu ran hard past them, trampling through the forest with the agility of a big cat and leaving a trail of dust and leaves charging towards the field. 

Elsa made quick work of calming them down so as to trott after Ryu, Nokk lifted a leg when Bulda rolled quickly in pursuit proving her small size was balanced by the weight she could exude once momentum was gained. 

Skidding to a halt Ryu took in the meadow sniffing the air then letting out a loud yowl that echoed off of the mountains surrounding them. Dismounting Elsa joined her side placing a hand on her shoulder surveying the area for herself. 

"Have a nice nap?" Ryu mewled at her which was interrupted by a yawn. She could have slept more but the smells of a new unexplored territory roused her senses. The meadow was absolutely breathtaking, flowering grass claiming this land as their own swaying in the breeze that blew down from the cliff faces. 

Ryu stretched like a cat rolling down the hill in a manner that seemed painful had she been more frail and less armored. Entering the taller foliage Elsa could hear Ryu's chuffs and gurgles as well as Anna's laughter ring out. 

Bulda followed the dragon, closely garnering attention with her movements triggering the predatory instinct to entice the dragon in a game of chase. When Ryu grew too close she'd charge her startling the dragon to retreat just to return back. 

When Elsa caught her eye that was enough of an invitation for Ryu to crouch low and stalk her. It was intimidating enough to stir her legs to sprint away. Even Nokk joined in the game. From Kristoff's perspective it looked like she was nearly trampled by thundering hooves and paws and worry tugged at his belly when the spirit went limp spreading out her arms and legs, but Anna could see her scrunched face and slowed breathing. Her stillness was enough to lure in Ryu to sniff curiously at her face and probe her belly with her large paw. 

Nokk clucked the top of her head with his hoove making Elsa wince trying to hold in any noise. "Ouch." She groaned, he galloped away before she could retaliate. 

Chuffing Ryu stepped over her to follow she turned around when hands gripped her tail dragging along Elsa's limp weight to the other end of the meadow.

Anna snickered at the comedic sight, hands akimbo she spoke in a coy tone. "Whatcha catch Ryu?" 

The dragon lifted her tail dangling Elsa by her arms with an impressive grip. "Oh wow an Elsa." 

"I hear those are very rare." Olaf said, nodding his head. Kristoff wasn't as bedazzled as the others. "Eh this one is pretty scrawny though."

Anna threw up her arms before leaning against Sven "Well what do you expect? She only eats grass, leaves and plants!"  

Well that's just rude. They only laughed at Elsa's pouty glare as she spun in the air. How dare they! She was not scrawny, a bit on the lithe side but definitely not scrawny. "Excuse me, but that is egregiously false. I also drink milk, fruits and eat eggs, and sometimes my personal favorites on occasions. I just have a sensitive stomach!" 

Both Anna and Kristoff hummed, putting on a show of still not being convinced as Olaf and Bulda picked flowers to make crowns with. 

"Ryu, are you sure you'll be able to take care of it?" 

Elsa balked. It! 

"Yea having an Elsa is a big responsibility, she gets hurt a lot–"

"And heaven forbid she goes three days without chocolate." 

"And you have to feed her grass."

Elsa's eyes narrowed dangerously at Kristoff. "I don't eat grass." She deadpanned. 

Ryu regarded the spirit closely, her light blue jacket was rumpled and had grass sticking to it, and the pale cream belt had been turned around backwards, she had flowers poking from her disheveled hair but to Ryu she was a picture of perfection. 

She was sure Elsa had received many compliments about her gorgeous azure eyes but wondered if anyone ever noticed the equally mesmerizing black of her pupils always going ever deeper to who knew where. She wanted to know. 

Elsa, lacking telepathy, didn't know what was on the dragon's mind and batted her lashes charmingly. Ryu chirped, giving a single nod and continued to drag Elsa away. The prize barked out a haughty victorious "Ha!" 

Anna smirked at Kristoff, he shrugged and followed after them. 


"What's that you're stashing over there Els?" Elsa paused momentarily rummaging in her bag then continued. "N-nothing." Her voice was low and held a tone Anna could recognize in an instant. 

"It's chocolate isn't it?" Elsa's silence answered that, in a rush Anna was peaking over her shoulder. 

"You stinker, you were holding out on me!"

Elsa clutched the small velvet satchels to her torso. "What? No no no, I just this is for the both of us I'm-" her hand splayed across her chest. "Just trying to be responsible and ration it." 

Anna held out her palm. "I'll take my share now please." Elsa backed away, not ready to give up the power over the sweet delicacies. Her response had Ryu and Kristoff half grinning, shaking their heads. The pair to them were perfect, absolutely winsome and they weren't even aware of it.  

"We should save them." 

"For what?" 

"Snacking." 

"I wanna snack now." 

"You just had dinner." 

"What does that have to do with anything? I don't eat chocolate because I'm hungry." 

When they both looked down the velvet pouches were gone, the sisters looked around for it until Anna's gasp and vigorous shaking of Elsa's shoulders led her gaze to a tree branch perching Ryu swinging the bags around by their strings. 

"Please give that back." She shook her head at Elsa. "Why should I?" It sounded innocent enough but the intentions were nefarious in nature. 

"Cause it's ours." 

Ryu cocked her head to the side. "And?" 

"And I'll give you um er…" Anna looked around the forest for something that she could offer. "You can borrow Kristoff for a day."

"What?" Anna winced at the man's distant bark. 

"Hmm, I'll consider it." Anna pumped her fist. "What about you Erusa what are you offering?" She thought carefully about how to word it so that it wouldn't raise any suspicion to the others. 

"I will, Ryu-chan, give you a Jasmine flower later." Ryu considered this and nodded, grinning. 

They backed away to give her landing some clearance. "Hey what about mine?" Anna complained when Ryu tossed the bag to Elsa. Another pouch thumped her against the temple landing onto open palms. 


"Jötunn represented the forces of the primeval chaos and of the untamed, destructive nature, however I'm sure asking anyone about their enemy would produce the most horrid description. Their defeats by the hands of the gods represent the triumph of culture over nature, albeit at the cost of eternal vigilance. It is most likely that Jötunnar were much more in tune with nature than many believed or would want to believe… their allegiance with Dragons alludes to the true nature of the drage as well, perhaps knowing they were the enemies of their gods drew man to the massacre of dragons." 

"Seems the Æsir were much more closely related to humans than they would want anyone to believe." Ryu's sharp hearing picked up the bitter mutterings of Elsa beside her. Biting her lip she spoke up. 

"Bulda what do you call an extinct dragon?" 

The troll tapped her chin looking up in thought. "I don't know Ryu what?" 

"A dragone." Anna bursted out with laughter not understanding why the bad pun got her so badly. Even Elsa found herself laughing as well. 

"I don't get it." Olaf still laughed despite this spreading the joy between him and the sisters. Kristoff was just ready for bed. 

"Hey Elsa, what do the bugs on Sven's back say when Kristoff gives him a bath?" 

Elsa smiled at her fondly. "What?"

"Flee, flee!" The spirit snorted into her hands.

Elsa leaned over watching Kristoff set up his and Anna's bedrolls. "What did the flowers say when the gardener added too much soil?" Ryu stared at her expectantly, goading her to finish. 

"That's too mulch man." Ryu snickered barreling over to the ground holding her stomach. Once more comfortable in her drage body both Elsa and Ryu settled underneath a tree.

"Hey Elsa, do you need a-" Kristoff paused when he glanced up seeing Elsa make herself comfortable among a patch of snow surrounded by Ryu's wings and tail.

"What was that Kristoff?" She pulled her hair to the side allowing Ryu to drag her tongue across her shoulder ending each swoop with tiny nips.  

"Nothing." 

"Uh Elsa, why is Ryu umm…" Anna's finger made small circles pointing towards the pair. 

"Hmm? oh Bulda can explain it better than I can I'm sure." 

Bulda nodded proudly. "She's grooming her, dragons groom each other for comfort, to ease anxiety, to create bonds, to clean they're babies and for potential mates."  

Elsa's pupils widened, regretting giving the reins over to the blunt Bulda, she chuckled waving her hand to potentially shoo away the compromising intel. "Oh but our thing is I'm sure is much more different than um ahem that last one. She's probably a little anxious about the-" Elsa couldn't complete her sentence, embarrassment overcoming her momentarily founded courage, spreading a blush along the spots Ryu continued to groom. 

Olaf hopped onto Anna's lap. "She looks fine to me." His innocent observations were followed by a cumbersome silence, the only ones immune were Bulda, Olaf, and Ryu. 

Kristoff's brows shot up and eyes closed when Anna licked the side of his face from top to bottom. Nodding slowly, anyone present couldn't have guessed what was going on in that head of hers. "Hmm yea I can get behind that actually." He looked completely helpless. 

Ryu and Elsa shared a look and rolled their eyes when they caught his low "later" he whispered to her ear.  


Kristoff sighed heavily, tossing and turning to find just the right spot. When sleep started to pull him under little giggles and whispers dragged him back to the waking world. 

"Flee.. can you picture them with their tiny little arms running away from a giant flood?"  Ryu nodded. 

"Go to bed you two." Elsa did her best impression of him for Ryu. "Go to bed!" But it came out low and nasally as if she were holding her nose shut. 

"Good one Elsa." Anna praised lifting the blanket from her face. 

"I don't wanna hear a peep out of any of you. I'm exhausted." He thought he won when light peeps came from beside him and from under Ryu's wing. The dragon's chirp when she joined in actually sounded like a chick. 

Bulda couldn't help herself. "That's a sound young hatchlings make for their parents." 

Anna peeped one last time before her sides were attacked, sending her into a fit. She squirmed and wiggled away from the tickling digits and slapped Kristoff's wrist. 

"No Kristoff, not tonight I'm tired!" 

"What- I wasn't doing anything!"

"Mmm then who's hand was that? Olaf's?" 

Ryu opened her eyes, witnessing Elsa's nose scrunch in disgust. "Yuck." She whispered, settling down when the dragon gave her cheek one final small lick, nuzzling her neck.


Elsa growled in frustration studying over the map she held in her hands, it was straightforward in guiding them up the ridges, which were steep, vast and had Kristoff clutching Sven's reigns tighter than usual, this time it was Anna comforting him no longer daunted by heights, she'd been higher. Her confidence aided Sven in keeping surefooted when the dirt trail ended giving into rocky terrain, pebbles and rubble would displace falling below into the cavernous depths. "Don't we travel through the mountains all the time?" 

"Not these, there's a reason many ice men avoid these mountains, ever wonder why there's no else around. First the ocean, and now we're traversing god's scalp."

"Mountains form when two large pieces of land collide together." Anna grinned at Olaf over her shoulder. "Is that so Olaf?" 

He nodded. "As long as they have a similar thickness and weight, neither one will sink under the other. Instead, they crumple and fold until the rocks are forced up to form a mountain range." 

"Oh so it's not even solid ground-" Kristoff rasped, shrugging. "That's- I mean that's good to know." 

An impasse was reached, the sleigh would be much too wide for the narrow way forward. Elsa continued walking, not looking up from the map, allowing the others to sort it out. Nokk bayed loudly, yanking on her blue cape with enough force that sent her to the ground. 

She was so engrossed she hadn't noticed the cliff side she almost just waltzed off of. He nuzzled her cheek and she patted his thanking him breathlessly while she rose to her feet. 

As much as Grand Pabbie's translations were appreciated, some still made no sense, his instructions would take them to the peak of Sørkjefjellet then nowhere. Sighing she rolled up the scroll and tucked it away in her belt, all they could do now is follow it and hope. 

"-who's going to steal a sleigh all the way out here?" 

"Kristoff, Nokk can take Sven and Olaf back down to the meadows and wait for us there." Both the Reindeer and his friend were not keen on this line of thought. "Don't worry Nokk will protect them, won't you?" The ice steed nudged his nose into Elsa's palm snorting. Separating was not ideal, but both Nokk and Sven were very much out of their element and Olaf wasn't exactly built for climbing a mountain. Elsa knew the fellow spirit would have followed her into an active volcano if she had asked but she'd never stress him more than what was necessary. 

"Can I be in charge?" Olaf asked to cope with the idea of not being allowed to take a long but he had read a lot about mountains; they required a lot of fingers and shoulder strength besides he didn't want Sven to feel lonely. Sure he had Nokk but the water spirit wasn't the most forthright in sharing stories. 

"Of course you can Olaf." Anna promised them quickly mumbled behind her hand to the horse. "Nokk you're in charge."

So Olaf hugged Anna, and Elsa tightly and allowed Kristoff to place him in the sleigh. 

Nokk made certain Elsa was sure about this, she nodded. Neighing, he called Sven to follow his every step back down the summit with Olaf sitting in the driver seat. The Reindeer glanced longing back at Kristoff after he kissed his snout and waved at him.  

"I'll see you later guys." 

"See ya later!" 

Bulda squeezed Kristoff's calf gently. 

So the journey continued on foot.  


"Stick by me." Elsa ordered as the path narrowed, they hugged the wall as closely as possible, wanting to keep far from the edge of an endless drop. It wasn't worth the risks Elsa decided clenching her wrist; she flexed her fingers and thrusted a hand out creating an ice railing which wrapped along the path. 

Ryu watched the ordeal satisfied they wouldn't be in immediate peril. Looking upward she climbed to an overhang clambering up keeping an eye on them from above leaping from ledge to ledge. 

"Careful!" Kristoff called when a pebble struck his head from a jump Ryu struggled with, the last thing anyone needed was concussion from Ryu's mini landslides. When there seemed to be no way forward Elsa's magic set to work again, the creaking of ice and snow compacting echoed, no matter how many times Anna had seen Elsa defy gravity with materializing platforms and stairs it would never cease to amaze her. Yep that was her sister, Elsa didn't invent the saying where there's a will there's a way but she damn well perfected it. 

Feeling much more relaxed that her family had safe passage, Elsa could watch Ryu's serpent-like body navigate the tricky geography like a leopard hunting goats. Her tail serving its purpose keeping her balanced, the joints at her ankles twisted and swirled in a manner that would have broken if a human had attempted such feats. Even when a perch would crumble Ryu would assess and handle the situation calmly. She had certainly done this before without the security of a patched wing. 

"Have you ever been to a dragon's temple before Bulda?" 

The troll shook her head with a sour expression. "I was far too young to ever receive an invitation. Grand Pabbie has whether or not he has been to this one in particular I'm unsure. From his stories however I'm sure nothing but splendor awaits us. " 

"They discriminated against your age?" Elsa didn't know why she found herself surprised at this, perhaps hearing that temples were places they sometimes housed young ones of their own. 

"I wouldn't say discriminate, age is a very important aspect among the drage, even more important than size. To have access to a temple is an immense honor and responsibility, they are sacred and vital to their culture. I'm protective over my home and Kristoff is grown now as are all my children, but the secrets and security it provides me I treasure and wouldn't tolerate others coming and going lightly." Bulda didn't have to mention the species of the others she was referring to, Elsa knew enough about the nature of humans to understand. She felt the same way about Ahtohallan, only she and Anna had stepped foot among the memory river. The thought of some random strangers feeling entitled to the magical sight made her blood boil; she couldn't imagine how much more intense she'd feel on the matter if the glacier provided as a nursery for her own offspring.

This brought her back to how violated she felt when the Empress wished to visit, not the enchanted forest per say, she would always provide guardianship for both the forest and Arendelle and welcomed any peaceful visitors who would wish to be educated, Ahtohallan though, the idea of opening attendance felt beyond disrespectful.

"Are the temples nesting grounds for Dragons?" She liked to imagine so, a beautiful temple brimming with culture, magic, light, and little babies wrecking havoc just as the pebbles do in the valley of living rock. 

Elsa stared at Ryu gliding from a ridge, she miscalculated the distance and amount of wingspan required resulting in her smacking her face into a wall. 

The conversation made her grow reminiscently curious of what the dragon was like as a chick. From Ryu's and Grand Pabbie's stories it would seem dragon chicks were quick to bite and slow to listen. The drage parents and adults must have had the patience of saints in order to raise them, the cuteness factor Elsa was certain they possessed must have helped them get away with a lot. Elsa didn't believe she could survive as a dragon parent, the minute her baby did something, even as naughty as bite Yggdrasil's root, all the little Nidhogg would have to do is flash their big sad eyes at her and she'd melt. 

"Yes, during the wars when roaming became too dangerous dragon's would migrate to the nearest temple to lay their eggs and hatch their chicks. Ahhh to see the little darlings- well I would have sold my left foot to ever witness such a sight as a baby dragon bursting through their shell." Elsa could agree with that extreme sentiment. 


"Well this can't be right?" Elsa mused squinting at the map, changing how she held it as if that would somehow alter the words she read. 

"What's wrong?" Kristoff looked over her shoulder tilting his head for a better view. 

"It says to find the entrance we must trust the key of the temple enough to follow wherever they may lead." She and Kristoff glanced at each other handing it over to Bulda while she whispered begrudgingly under her breath about Grand Pabbie and his damn riddles. 

"So the key is… there's multiple of them?" 

They puzzled over it for a few minutes while Ryu played amongst herself a game of plummet. 

"Trust them, huh." Elsa's eyes scanned around. "Ryu?" The dragon answered dangling upside down naked, Elsa looked away waving her wrist to dress her in an ice cloak. "Hai!"

"Does this mean anything to you?" She held the paper so Ryu could read it over. Perhaps her training with Grand Pabbie could aid them now. "Hmm do not let Anna or Olaf touch this.

"I take offense to that." Said Anna crossing her arms. 

"No, not that part, this!"

"Nope!" She was being much too blase about this for anyone present's liking, solidifying she had no answers to offer when she changed back now hanging from her tail, limbs tucked in her wings. 

Elsa's magic buzzed in her fingertips the more dead ends they led themselves to. She wanted to blast something, anything, to rid herself of this frustration building up inside. Were they overthinking this? 

Anna groaned from leaning over the map joining Ryu at the cliff side. She followed her example of closing her eyes and allowing the wind to brush hair back against her cheeks. 

Ryu walked away wanting to get a better vantage point of the view as the sun rose to its noon point. She looked back and barked at Anna to follow, jerking her head. She didn't want to experience it alone.

"Hey guys Ryu wants to show me something, we'll be back okay to help."

"Please be careful." Elsa fretted. 

"Pssh Elsa she can fly, we'll be fine. You're great at puzzles, I have complete and utter faith in you!" Anna called following Ryu's steps. Some of the foot holds were far but she had scaled many mountains in her lifetime, this would be no different. 

Ryu cooed at the expanse of what they could see, Anna too felt the rush of the sight. A lazy curl of smoke; be it mist or fog Anna wasn't sure glided across the landscape. The green grass despite some of the scattering snow pooled over the hills and mountains decorating them like long hair cascading down mother nature's shoulders. The snow acted as a beautiful twinkling shawl. Anna strained her eyes searching for where the giant plates of the earth clapped their hands only to never separate. The winds whistled through every crevice carrying the moaning song of the mountains for miles. 

Once every detail was squirreled away in her mind Ryu led Anna to a small stream rippling from a crevice, where the water came from was unknown but it was cool and a pleasant to touch. Ryu lapped at it with her tongue humming when Anna copied, slurping from cupped hands drinking from the spring. It was delicious, she could taste the rocks, and ice that had melted into the beverage. 

Wiping her hands up on her black trousers Anna's chest indulges in another greedy gulp of air. "Anything else you want to show me?" Her reasoning was simple really, Ryu was a dragon, and dragons liked mountains so much so they carved important complexes in them or under them Anna still wasn't clear on what was going on with the temple location, but her inner voice told her that if she were to enjoy being stuck atop a mountain peak than having a dragon as a tour guide was the way to do it. 

Ryu shot her a quizzical stare, this was Anna's territory, she had never even been to this part of Arendelle before, but if it was nice stuff Anna wanted to be shown Ryu was sure she could find some things. 

She rose to her hind legs sniffing around. She picked up a lot, some scents were more interesting and alluring than the others and those were the ones she followed. 

Oh this was something. 

Going up to a wall Ryu aligned her paws properly and hopped up gripping the jagged edges tightly with her pads and claws. To Anna it appeared as if she were standing on nothing but air, hovering like a dragonfly over the water. "Wow! That's amazing! How are you doing that?" 

Ryu wiggled her long tail which kept her balanced with counterweight then showed off her large grippy talons. 

"Let me try." Anna bounced on one leg removing her boots and rolled up her magenta sleeves to her elbows. She launched herself to the wall but only succeeded in bruising her ribs and back when she fell back down to ground. "Ow."

Ryu laughed, nearly falling herself but swiftly corrected. 


The pleasures of the oasis mountains led the girls higher and higher, Ryu following her nose and interests and Anna following Ryu commenting on said interests even discovering some new ones for herself leaving behind Kristoff, Elsa and Bulda to ponder over the map. It's not like they had anything better to do. Sure she wanted to help and went over the words in her own mind but she had no hope of figuring it out. She didn't even know where to begin, and worried that any solutions she offered the group would just fog their minds more than they already were. 

"Oofm!" The sudden force of smacking into Ryu's rump sent Anna onto her tailbone, hissing as she stood up rubbing the sore spot. She stopped short from giving her an earful when she saw the weird head and ear swivels Ryu made, a gurgling hum bobbed her throat in a high frequency. "What?" Anna asked genuinely concerned from the behavior. Ryu barked and yowled noises at a few peaks Anna had never heard from her before. "You wanna go there?" Anna pointed to an encircled range of mountains, sitting like the jewels stop a ruler's crown. The clouds shielded their snowy slopes slowly dragging along. 

Ryu jumped in place. Anna wasn't fluent in drage but that could only mean Yes! Yes! YES! 

She observed them then Ryu, shrugging as she climbed to her back. "Okay." She didn't see any reason why not. 


"Maybe there's someone who will show up and show us the way." It was a bottom of the barrel statement but it was all Kristoff's mind had left, he was slumped over a rock defeatedly and his mind felt fried. Elsa sat with her fingers folded glancing at him with sharp eyes. Even through his well controlled expression a hint of a grimace was let pass. Elsa felt for him.

She fell silent after swapping ideas and let Bulda and Kristoff continue their connections out loud. Grand Pabbie wouldn't have said that unless it meant something, she examined the last part. Follow wherever they may lead. The key was moving. Or mobile. That meant the key wasn't just a simple brass one or password but had an identity. May lead, not asked to lead but to lead of their own volition. Perhaps Kristoff was right, the best thing for us to do is wait here. 

Ryu's roars approached and her loud paw steps could be heard, Anna was with her looking over the group. Elsa couldn't break her focus and look up from the paper, she felt closer than she had ever been in the past two hours, unaware that she was being studied as well. She felt foolish and dim minded. 

Ryu drew closer, Seeing Elsa's brows furrow like cracks in a wall showcased her humanity yet she remained standing strong for those who needed her. Elsa didn't pester or berate her and Anna for leaving to goof around and explore. Instead putting the burden of finding a solution on herself. 

Her eyes sharp went over the words as comb teeth that didn't allow a single hair strand to escape their detangling. They shined with frustration and impatience of mind desperate to move yet was held still with great discipline. 

"What have you two been up to?" Bulda asked. 

"I brought some water for everyone." Anna offered,  tossing the water pouch to Kristoff's lap. 

"Do Grand Pabbie words make any sense yet?" She asked, leaning against a wall. Elsa ran her fingers through her hair pushing it from her face. "We have theories but all they are theories that we don't even know how to implement." 

"Well that's a bummer, Bulda? You know him better than any of us here especially what would be going through his head when he wrote this." The usually perky troll hung her head. "I'd sooner throttle his fat head, you know I never suspected he'd be this sneaky. I know he didn't want us to go the temple in the first place but to send us on a wild goose chase!"

"We'll just have to ask him once we get back from exploring the temple." Anna's words tickled something inside of Elsa's mind drawing her up from her seat. "What- how can we explore the temple without figuring out-" 

Anna's eyes lit up. "Oooh yea Ryu and I found it, it's over there." She pointed to the mountain crest. 

"What?" Everyone yelled, shooting up stretching their coiled and cramped muscles that had been abandoned in favor of exercising their minds. 

"How- I mean how did you?" Anna shrugged sheepishly. "We just kinda mucked about until we came across it. Sorry I wasn't really of any help but I didn't want to distract anyone so I just followed Ryu around until we came across it." That wasn't exactly what happened, it wasn't as lucky as Anna described from Ryu's perspective. As she explored the range with Anna she came to the conclusion that Elsa was a lot like the mountains they resided in. Quiet with her strength, yet a dangerous temptress with her cliff faces. She held her power in reserves yet it still bubbled just inches beneath her skin whenever a powerful emotion would surge through her. The mountains that hid the temple away reminded her most of Elsa, with the way they drew her in with quiet hums, buzzing just beneath the surface. An energy surged through them that she couldn't resist when she came close enough, and the more their proximity grew the stronger the urge became.  

Ryu figured the moment Elsa solved the puzzle it would feel as like a dam that held back thousands of gallons of water but also containing cracks along its surface which existed there for years, but now that moment could never arrive due to her own and Anna's curiosity getting the better of them. She just hoped Elsa wouldn't be mad or disappointed. 

Elsa fell silent once more and her mind's dam broke. And oh boy was it a beautiful sight to see for Ryu. She joyously laughed, hugging Anna tightly. "Anna you're brilliant, you hear? Amazing!" Anna chuckled a long nervously, really it wasn't as big a deal as Elsa was making it. Just her stumbling into the right place at the right time, well more so Ryu doing that, she just went along for the ride. 

"We don't have to ask Grand Pabbie for the translation! Cause Anna you figured it out." 

Bulda squealed, hugging Anna's legs nearly toppling her over had it not been for Elsa's form grip. "I did?" She tilted her head still not catching on. Kristoff joined the group looking to Elsa for an explanation. 

"Yes you did, behold everyone, our key." Elsa waved at Ryu who was in the middle of scratching a pesky itch behind her head. "To find the entrance we must trust the key of the temple enough to follow wherever they may lead. Ryu is that key, Anna and you followed her around the peaks until she was finally able to locate the temple."

Anna made an oh face then gave herself a little pat on the shoulder. "You solved it." Kristoff pecked her lips. 

 "I didn't even know I was! I just wanted to know how she could stand on walls like a goat!" 

Returned was the determination that lit Elsa's eyes ablaze as they casted to the mountains. 

"Let's get to that temple." 

 

Chapter 31

Summary:

Lots and lots of mythology in chapter mostly Nordic but some from other cultures as well. Please leave any thoughts or whatever you want and enjoy.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

From a few miles away Elsa had been deceived into thinking that peaks' crest would act as a half circle wall as means of protection, now standing on the rocky ledge she could see she was half right. The jagged crown was a wall but once one got past it there was a lethal drop into a crater, an endless fall, and if the clouds hadn't shrouded what awaited them, Elsa doubted her eyes could see that far to the bottom.

The wind was unforgiving, Elsa and her companions had the constant need to squint, wanting the ability of having her full– nearly full vision Elsa tamed her long tresses up in a ponytail, giving the same courtesy to Anna, handing over a thin ice band, she gazed back down into the crater. 

There was no path, no trail, just a few connecting parts and naturally formed arches which bent in very unnatural angles downward, even the clouds now that she was looking closer were lenticular clouds drawn towards the epicenter. Elsa had concluded from the walls and formations that like a beast of the sea who opened their large gaping maw sucking in anything above so to were the contents being pulled into the waterless whirlpool, until– feeling pricks at her fingertips did she notice that her magic was leaking from her pores in small incremental wisps. 

The discovery was alarming at first, until Elsa realized she had been the one doing it. The urge wasn't strong enough to inspire her to fling herself off the edge but there was a lure, a force that she was drawn to by her own beguilement, not akin to a siren's song but a pastry that sat on a counter wafting its delectable scent through the air. 

She turned to see the only one affected by this phenomena as well was Ryu. Her reaction was much more perfervid, the dragon passed along the ledge anxiously drumming her fingers along her biceps. She still had the will over herself to not abandon them there but wanted in. 

"Just a straight plummet to certain death." Kristoff's voice echos died down telling of how far the sound traveled before it ricocheted off a surface. Anna kissed his cheek tenderly. "Don't worry Kris, Ryu knows the way down safely." As she said this the dragon shook her head keeping her eyes pointed to the crater with a serious expression. "I don't, I just follow the pull." 

Bulda rubbed her chin curiously at this. "Must be the light magic, which means it's still alive somewhere deep down there. I wonder if they have any crystals." The excitement grew in her voice as she spoke of the prospects but again Ryu shook her head. "It is not the same gravitational force I felt in the gours. That was… concentrated and raw–overwhelming." That made sense to Elsa if she were to go off the stories and descriptions Ryu had graciously shared with her of her training sessions. The way she could make sense of it was that the magic crystals the trolls protected were sources, not diluted, of this world yes but the core of most things magical. It seemed bold to correct an expert that was Bulda but she knew Ryu was only stating the sensations she felt and considered herself extremely intrigued. "This is… like a lullaby. Someone is awake down there and they…" It was like comparing lemonade to an actual lemon.  

An expression of shock, worry, and excitement took over her face at once. "They know I'm coming."

Kristoff sputtered for a moment. "Who is they?" Ryu simply shrugged. "I dunno, let's go!" She morphed and went for the edge. 

Anna bounced into action rubbing her palms climbing onto Ryu's back. "I'll go first, I've already been down there once. Bulda wanna join?" 

"Is moss and lichen soup the perfect remedy for toe jam rot?" Anna blinked at her for a minute befuddled. "Umm… maybe? Yesss?" Bulda laughed, holding her belly. "Of course I'm ready to go! I've been waiting for six hundred and eighty two years for this! To not just explore a drage temple but to be accompanied by one as well." She squealed giddily. "Cliff is going to be so jealous." Ryu didn't want to get Bulda's hopes and expectations too high, yes she was a dragon but she was still just… Ryu. 

Anna leaned down and whispered context in her ear. "That's my father-in-law. You'll meet him when we get back." Ryu had no issue with that, she liked Bulda, she was good times. The rock troll spread out her arms for Ryu to grip her gently with her forearms, holding her like a child holding their teddy bear, rearing up to rest back on her hind legs. She had to brace her arms for a better grip, this troll was sturdy. 

"Okay, you guys take the scenic route Elsa and I can take the stairs and meet you down there." Elsa looked to Anna and understood her face of sympathy and pitied the man. Flying with Ryu could make one who was as ground centered as Kristoff sick to their stomach as the weightless sensations caused all of their organs to float around inside. Anna loved it the moment she felt it but Kristoff, he'd happily stick to riding Sven. 

"I'm sorry Honey but it's not a straightforward way down, there's lots of twists and turns and then a loop da loop–" Anna's finger twirled swiftly. "I still have no idea how Ryu navigated her way there without crashing." Ryu hooted at her. "That's true you did crash on our way out, but let's be honest that ceiling came outta nowhere. Just hang on tight–" Anna squeezed her legs closer to Ryu's torso. "and move your body according to hers. Like dancing!" They stared at each other until Anna remembered a well known fact about Kristoff. Her face fell instantly. 

"Oh that's right." 

Elsa watched her wings spread and take them off the ledge, to her bewilderment Ryu didn't plunge straight down as she expected, instead curving slightly up in their descent, to left then right vanishing into the clouds and darkness. She could hear Anna and Bulda's "Woohoos!" Even from a great distance. 

As they stood, Elsa wanted to comfort Kristoff but her thoughts remained on what was awaiting them, still she wrapped her arm around his shoulders receiving a grateful small smile in return. They both watched the clouds waiting for Ryu's familiar silhouette to appear. 

It seemed the siren calls from magical beings and entities was the life cycle she was destined to follow, it had to be some obscure law of attraction she wasn't aware of yet. 


The directions came quicker, the need to be led grew less required as Ryu memorized the way, she wished she had also focused that much mental energy on exiting, figuring it would be just an inverse. She was proven wrong when as Anna foretold she slammed into the ceiling of a ridge creating a cloud of dust and small rocks falling around the collision.


It took fifteen minutes when Elsa jumped away from Kristoff hearing a yelp reverberate from the crater. It was definitely Ryu. She cupped her hands around her mouth. "Ryu, are you okay!" 

A weak gurgle answered back, sounding closer than the cry. 

"Anna? Mom? How ya holding up?" Kristoff called but his only replies were too faint to be considered discernable. 

They back up for Ryu to land and shake out her body. Elsa touched her gently, unsure of where she hurt herself. Cooing she motioned for them to climb on her back with Elsa upfront. Kristoff's anxiety began to influence Elsa's wellbeing, heightened when Ryu ominously spread her wings teetering over the edge. This was a lot more nerve wracking than Elsa remembered. "Oh god." Kristoff took deep inhales and even longer exhales, his strong grip kind of hurt but Elsa wouldn't deny him the security. "Ryu would you mind if I umm tethered us to you?" Ryu dragon twisted her neck back to them, giving a little shake turning forward. Placing her palms on Ryu's neck, ice crept around her neck to her chest, spreading fractals to her torso, the ropes tied around Kristoff and Elsa's waists keeping them securely locked to Ryu's back. She growled and grunted as they tightened whenever Elsa grew more stiff. "Sorry." Elsa ruffled her mane's fur, very appreciative of her patience with their novice discomfort. 

Her breath jumped at the same time as Ryu did off the ledge following the same path she took before, Elsa could feel herself rising from the dragon's back despite the tether, her organs rose along with her floating the contents of her stomach. She gripped Ryu's fur probably too tightly to gain some semblance of control. Even if she tried she wouldn't have been able to steer the Dragon was now one track minded determined to reach their destination as hurriedly as possible. The speed they went at kept Elsa's ponytail constantly whipping Kristoff in the face. She reminded herself to never doubt Grand Pabbie again. No human would have been able to traverse this maze on their own. The smell of rotten eggs and damp rock assaulted their nostrils. 

Ryu performed a series of twists and turns, Elsa couldn't even see around them, catching only glimpses of rocks and cave-like structures. A small glimmer of light shines through a crack she hoped they could fit through. "Duck Kristoff." Ryu was forced to turn sideways, tucking in her wings and limbs– even her ears to squeeze through.

The first sense to detect anything was their ears flooded with the sounds of water. Opening her eyes, Elsa found herself astounded by the warmth and brightness of the sun hitting her face. 

A punchbowl waterfall descending in a constricted form spreads out in a wider pool, feeding the luscious fauna in the steep walled canyon The mountains cradled. The air smelt spicy and warm like flames were present yet nothing burned, juxtaposed to the cold, crisp, thin air from where they came from. 

Elsa could only stare with her mouth open at the oasis that lay before her. Anna and Bulda waved at them from below when Ryu landed in the grass peninsula shaded by a large tree. Elsa dismounting studied it having not expected a Norway maple to be growing this high up. To be fair she hadn't expected there to be a small little paradise overgrown with various plant life either. 

Even Kristoff was transfixed by what they found, tiny little particles shimmered in the air floating giving away that they were not a bug or insect of any kind. Come to think of it, as Elsa explored around, despite being the perfect sanctuary there were no signs of life other than the fauna present. One conclusion could have been the altitude but inside Elsa didn't think that was correct. 

The ethereal energy was somewhat overwhelming even for her let alone a stray goat or wolf who couldn't understand what they had come across. Across the land bridge Anna seemed to be enjoying herself completely chatting with Bulda seeking the meaning for what they saw. 

Elsa crossed glancing down at the water Ryu morphed and brought up the rear. It was expectant of her to splash around or leap, running from one side to the next, yet she remained tranquil. Even her eyelids weren't open fully but Elsa could tell she was still absorbing every detail no matter how miniscule, she couldn't blame her she was well and felt a deep heavy peace surrounding her being. 

So captivated she hadn't noticed the cairn planted in the grass before them. Oval and arcing, about four feet off the ground, it was hugged by creeping plants hiding the ornate sigils tattooing its surface. As Bulda pulled away the foliage Elsa leaned in closer to examine them more thoroughly. It was so similar to Nordic runes she knew by heart yet distant enough that she couldn't make heads or tails of what they could have meant, too curving and spiraling, all connected. The stone was sterile, lonely, despite the solid composition. 

Anna broke the silence first. 

"Well how do we get in Key?" Ryu shrugged at a loss for words ignoring Elsa's reaction to her nudity as she covered her in another cloak, it was becoming routine at this point. Bulda remained quiet squinting at the symbols, anyone who looked at her could see the connections her eyes were making as they flitted from one side to the other, her trail of reading led to the wall behind the shrine where she called to Kristoff to help in clearing away some of the hanging plants. 

A creepy still, small voice whispered in her ear. "Touch it." The voice did not come from within, feeling the air from Anna's mouth caress her neck startling Ryu to jump away. 

"Why did you whisper?" She complained. 

"I don't know, didn't want to disturb the peace of this place." Her eyes gesture to their surroundings.  

"Wait-" Elsa held out her hand. "Maybe you should wai-" but it was too late. Ryu's body shook as if she was struck by lightning and teeth clenched, looking closely they could see the subtle spasming in her muscles. When the ordeal was over she fell limp to her knees, face planting in the ground and rear end pointing to the sky. 

Anna took her fingers away from cupping her chin in favor "Well that's not ideal." Thirteen seconds when Ryu gasped, bolting upright glaring at Anna, her hand sliced through the air following a sharp whisper. "Stupid fucking idea."

"Aha! Well that's easy!" Bulda called. "It needs to know you're a dragon ryu. Show it." Ryu cringed, great now Bulda was speaking in riddles. Elsa helped her along by blowing cold mist in her face, she couldn't help but return it catching on from the spirit's raised suggestive brow. 

Facing the stone, her friends backed away, slightly uncertain of what would follow after Ryu opened the door. She eyed the pillar, fingers feeling cramped rubbed together as she took hard gulps. The first test, it was silly really, she knew what she was yet inside anxiety brought up terrible what if scenarios of what ifs. If whatever was supposed to happen didn't, she knew Elsa and the group ever determined would pry their way in but the shame of not performing well enough to prevent that… it made her want to throw up. 

Her friends waited patiently behind her. "Come on Ryu, you love burning things." Elsa grinned at the whisper Anna meant for just herself. 

Inhaling as deeply as she could Ryu closed her eyes, bracing her legs, her chest glowed from the build up of flammable substance bubbling. Even when full capacity was reached still she kept stoking the flame unaware that the heat she radiated could be felt by the others. 

Finally she released the flames which spewed out in such copious amounts Elsa, shielding her eyes, feared she would light the glade on fire or melt the stone. 

The shrine, like a dehydrated flower soaking up the first rainfall of the season, absorbed the fire within its crevices, spreading the lumination to the sigils. 

A low, resounding groan awoke behind the shrine. The obsolete sound of stone that hadn't been moved in centuries was heard, crumbling any too sedimentary stone away, it would not be stopped nor delayed. The wall began lifting, tearing away the fauna that had called it home for so long from their roots. It was slow moving but stringent. The dust was a choking hazard refusing to settle even once the wall was fully opened. 

The large corridor was lit by Ryu's flames traveling along the sides contained in the lengthy braziers which seemed to reach all the way to the end. 

Ryu tilted her head. "Where is it taking it?" Bulda joined her side and smiled. "Probably somewhere it can be examined by another dragon. Dragons can identify each other by their flames, each one is unique to them." 

Slowly they entered, traveling along the quiet hall. Bulda was practically skipping appreciating the architecture and they were only in the entrance. Elsa held Anna's hand, needing something to keep her from sprinting down the hall to see what was next, the sensation of the pull only growing more sporadic inside. The symbols on the walls similar to the one on the shrine were at a loss to her. Ryu kept her eyes trained forward, refusing to look at the walls, the two sides of her taking their places ready to battle one another. 

Elsa's breath hitched when they reached the end of the corridor, what lay before them was a great expansive space that could fit at least three of the earth giants comfortably. She had encountered large structures before but this… made her feel like nothing more than a spec. 

"Wow." Anna breathed. Light filtered from various sources including the hole carved in the roof, so many ways to go, the tasks that awaited them suddenly became much more daunting. Along some of the walls, rows of tall statues shaped like beasts of old were erected. Some of them looked like humans melded together with red deer, while others looked like strange birds mixed with lynx cats possessing hooves. Others were bipedal bears and carried weapons that could deal death in one blow. All at least fifty feet high. 

Elsa shivered when she looked into their faces, recognizing some of the creatures from what they represented in her culture and myths… well could she even call them that now– they were history and all shared a trait that created a foreboding sense of dread. It was they're dead, cold eyes, akin to the shrine outside, felt as if they were once filled but now remained empty, eyes that followed the group no matter which angle they took… If it hadn't been for Ryu's presence she would have felt like a proper trespasser. Touching some surfaces Anna noticed that even when being gentle it brought bits of disintegrating materials into her palms.

"This stairway is large." Kristoff points out, hoping the others caught on to what he was insinuating. 

"Of course it is cutie," Bulda chimed. "Dragons aren't exactly small creatures." She laughed at the very notion. "How big did they get?" Anna asked exuberantly. 

"They never stopped growing so no one really knows. A dragon has never actually died of old age before," Elsa frowned at this. Looking at Ryu, she wondered what she would look like as a titan, it plagued her to think of the individuals who wanted to snuff out her young life when she had so many years of growing and loving ahead of her. "The largest one in history, well that is difficult to say since so many interpretations of them exist even among their own kind. There's Bakunawa whose mouth is said to be as large as a lake, he was rumored to have a desire to eat the moon- Then there is leviathan, he was a sea dwelling dragon, said to be three hundred miles long." Anna dropped her water satchel at this. Elsa couldn't fathom such a creature like that existing, how did they eat? How did they move? How did they not rule over the earth itself?

"The list goes on really, but this probably isn't even the biggest space within this temple. Oooh let's go see!" No wonder dragons prized age and size if they had the capabilities to become such behemoths. Ryu remained quiet and perhaps feeling self-conscious regarding the talk of size, it was a sensitive topic for her, whenever being referred to as small made her bristle up like a cat.

Elsa began calculating, if it took Ryu twenty years to reach the size she was at now, she had a very long way to go. Elsa would help her every step of the way, she had no idea how long she had to live and didn't question it all that much taking things one day at a time regarding her mortality, it was a depressing thing to consider her magic prolonging her life. She'd have to watch her friends and family leave this earth but now she at least didn't have to be alone, intuition still told her that Ryu would be alive long past her time though, that was even sadder. The idea of the colossus Ryu roaming the world on her own, last of her kind, all Elsa could do was hope the world would treat her kindly. 

Ryu nudged Anna's arm with a mischievous grin. "If I don't die by the time I get that big, guess who am I going to put in my mouth?" Anna shuddered at the very idea. 

"Just don't swallow." Kristoff warned. "I kinda like her." 

"Nah she'd probably give me food poisoning and kill me." 

Anna huffed, snatching her elbow away from Ryu's grip. "Excuse me but I have heard from a very valuable resource that I taste very delicious." 

"From who? Kristoff? I've seen him eat an onion thinking it was an apple and didn't even flinch. Come on Anna." Ryu ripostes

With how charming she is Elsa was sure she'd have many love stories. Her smile slowly faded at this. She felt sick at the idea of Ryu looking at someone the way she looked at her, to kiss them, to caress them, to assure them that they were her one and only and all other love she experienced in the past were candle flames compared to the forest fires they ignited in her. 

Her hatred at this concept was self-absorbed. Ryu deserved to be loved through her entire existence; she knew it but she couldn't help it. She was the first and definitely would not be Ryu's last. She wanted Ryu to be loved, she wanted her to be protected by someone much more capable than she. All her inadequacies, they were a glaring blot on her existence, she'd die and someone else would come along and take the torch handling it with much more ability than she was capable of. She'd give Ryu everything she had to give and that still wouldn't be enough, and then Ryu would give it to someone worth so much more than she, would Ryu stay with her when old age eventually reached her, or would she grow bored and leave to search for a someone that could keep up with her? And if this terrible reality didn't come to fruition Ryu would be alone. 

So alone… 

She could stop now, she could leave before Ryu loved her and she loved Ryu but that too was a miserable option. No matter what she chose, every path led to pain. 

Her eyes began to sting from tears held back. 

She was going to be ill. Why did she have to do this when she could have been listening to Bulda's lecture? Breathing became difficult, so many thoughts swirling through her head and none of them good. If she had been paying attention she'd notice how her distress carried over the walls and ceilings. She'd notice how the air clenched not from her hyperventilating but the temple itself. The peace was disturbed. 

"Hey I'm gonna go–" she looked around for a way to escape. "Just gonna peek in these rooms to see if we missed anything." Before anyone could question her disappearance she ducked into a smaller hall blindly entering a room. It was a study, so mundane for its location could explain. Elsa didn't care; she needed privacy to calm herself. She felt foolish for letting this get to her as much as it did. They came here with a purpose, a serious one at that and here she was hiding and sniveling like a petulant child. 


"Well that's… unexpected." Anna said, holding out her arms, Ryu wasn't certain if she meant Elsa dipping away in a random hallway or the doorway which was sealed. It was unlike the others, the brightly hued white door was out of place amongst the dark stone. Patterns curved along the front of it the archway was much darker in tone than the actual door. It had no knob or handle, no latch or button to press, sealed tightly fingers couldn't pry it open. 

"Blow your fire at it." Anna commanded. 

"That's not the solution to everything." Yet Ryu still attempted this and nothing. Anna examines it closer, touching the outside. "It looks… flesh-like." She sounded disgusted by this but still continued her probing. 

"I'm going to go see what Erusa found, keep trying to open it." Ryu stated but the prospect of that happening made Anna's stomach churn. 


"Erusa?" Ryu's worry grew when she didn't turn around. "Erusa?" Her voice deepens and a smile disappears from her face. 

Approaching Elsa flinched from the hand placed on shoulder, Ryu looked her over. The only thing out of place was Elsa's puffy face, she sniffled tell tale signs that she had been crying. 

"Erusa what happened? What's wrong?" Elsa's throat bobbed, swallowing the lump that formed. 

"I'm sorry." Her voice quivered. "What for?" Ryu gave a weak chuckle, really what happened? Elsa had been behind them as Bulda talked and then she was gone. 

Elsa rubbed her face with her hands, not believing what was going on herself. "You're going to be alive for a very long time, and you will find and experience so much love, and care." It was a conflicting thing, her voice, sounding both sorrowful and happy. Ryu blinked. That sounded like a good thing to her. 

Elsa turned, putting the tomb down gently on the weathered desk. Clasping her hands behind her back. Her shoulders rose. "I won't be there." Oh

Ryu couldn't help but half smile at this. "Yes you will." Her confidence was puzzling to Elsa, Ryu could tell, she had that inquisitive look on her face. 

"How do you know?" 

"I can not explain it, but you're not like other humans, Erusa. The magic inside of you is not something that ages. It is so close to light magic and that it doesn't snuff out unless it meets an external source." Elsa hadn't considered that. 

"Still, no matter my magic, my body Ryu, my soul… "

"I'll keep it in here!" Elsa choked up at how Ryu excitedly pointed to her chest… her heart. "Bulda was saying dragons can serve as vessels." 

Pulling her in, Elsa caressed her nape and cheek. Feeling calmer already, she took a breath. "And when you meet someone else after I'm gone and want them to stay?" Ryu doubted this would happen, after all she had traveled the world and met no one like Elsa. "You'll have company?"

Elsa winced. "May get rather cramped in there, besides you'd have to die for that to happen." They connected their foreheads, sharing air. Elsa couldn't deny, the idea of joining souls, becoming one in a way she couldn't even fathom, was comforting, beautiful. 

"Erusa I don't know what's going to happen in the future, I may die before you do. But I do know about now, and right now is what matters most because it's happening." Ryu planted Elsa's racing feet back on the ground. "Our time is limited." Elsa rebuttals. 

This didn't deter Ryu, she remained resolute, she never actually focused so much on the future in the way Elsa did. More so it was planning her next move, what country she'd swim or fly to next, where to find her next meal. This concept Elsa was describing didn't solve any problems now even if they could figure it out. It didn't take away hunger, thirst, it seemed to only begot pain. So why did Elsa fixate on it so adamantly? 

"Then let's enjoy it while we can no?" It was true Elsa was jumping ahead, flipping through the book of her life but the pages were blank, not yet written so she theorized the ending to soothe her anxieties just worsening them.

"Hey?" She lifted her eyes. "If you ever worry about this, or anything again… if you want to, come to me." Elsa nodded, savoring the brush of fingers against her cheek. 

"Breath, focus on the now." Focus on the now; Elsa could do that, right now she and Ryu were holding each other's faces. Now there was a blurry girl at the end of her nose, her eyes merging together, it was a funny sight, it meant Ryu was so close. 

"What do you feel?" Ryu gently guided her hands over the table.

"I feel the wood of the table." Ryu nodded. "Good, what does it feel like?" Elsa had no idea how she sounded unfeignedly fascinated from such a simple, inconsequential inquiry. "It's old and will probably give me splinters." It did. 

Ryu grinned, keeping her eyes closed when she felt Elsa jolt. "Only been here for twenty minutes and you're already injuring yourself." Bringing Elsa's hand up to her lips 

 "A new record." Elsa would have told her she could use her magic to push out the slither of wood but the way Ryu sucked on her index finger stopped such protests dead on her throat. The heat from her breath alone was instantaneous, reminding Elsa of how alive Ryu was, spilling over her hand in little puffs of steam as Elsa exhaled. A tingle rolled down her body all the way to her toes which she clenched in her boots. Like a sweet venom, Elsa took note of how wet Ryu's mouth was, wet and hot, potent. How soft and pliant her lips were. Elsa hoped that there was an afterlife and that she could bring Ryu along with her when the time came, even if it was hell Ryu would probably drive Satan insane with all her meddling, and damned curiosity. 

Feeling how gentle she was careful to not pierce Elsa's skin with her fangs Elsa closed her eyes sighing, her other hand occupied itself scratching the nape of Ryu's neck drawing unorthodox sounds from her as well. 

There were a lot of maybe's that awaited them, those weren't written in their books yet, there was no reason to fear doom if it wasn't down yet. 

Why not fantasize about nice things? 

Elsa's fingers found their way to her hair, if asked Elsa would adamantly insist they acted on their own when they pushed Ryu down her finger's length. The dragon didn't pull away, instead hollowing out her mouth to play along. She pressed on the soft parts exploring places her tongue hadn't been yet finding them utterly fascinating. She was drunk off of the feeling. The devotion, and adoring touches. Elsa knew she was forever ruined before but now…

A part of her wished they'd never met, the idea of irrevocable emotions and pinning such as what she experienced were terrifying. She needed to quiet her emotions, they were too loud. The only way she'd survive was if Ryu lied to her, sweet untruths that could keep her from getting out of bed in the morning.. 

This is unsanitary. Elsa couldn't deny that Ryu probably put worse in her mouth, the story of how she drank from stagnant waters still worried Elsa but she must have had a strong immune system. Elsa's fingers were most likely the most sinful though. The thought brought a moan past her lips, she worried the bottom one with her teeth. 

"Umm." The familiar voice brought the pair from their personal heaven turning to the doorway seeing Kristoff frozen behind Anna who looked horrified at what she witnessed. How long had they been there? 

Elsa was also locked in place. She was a fish thrown onto land unable to breathe or move. Ryu dug in her cheeks and pulled out the splinter. "Got it!" She smiled unfazed by what was happening, unbeknownst to her Elsa was eternally grateful. Ryu gave a lopsided grin. Why did everything Elsa do have to be so damn cute? 

Elsa folded her hands in front of her. "Ryu was helping me retrieve a splinter from my finger." Elsa bent the red digit by her cheek, closing her eyes with a fake smile sporting her face. 

"Oh… okay." Kristoff quickly left them, his face red.

As she walked by Anna narrowed her suspicious eyes at both her and Ryu.

"Despite their immense size it seems the dragons were akin to the jotunar." Elsa quickly redirects gesturing to the study, though from Anna's expression Ryu could tell she would not let this matter go soon. Before she could ask any questions, lights leaving a trail of their presence surrounded them. Elsa would have raised her hands staving them off had not their sweet and mischievous nature been sensed from the start. They surrounded the group curling around their limbs, once the physical interrogations were over they settled upon floating among Elsa, Ryu and Anna deciding that the last was their favorite. 


Anna and Elsa, being more pious than the dragon, blushed as they curled and lingered among their body's more private areas. It was a greeting but an intimate one all the same. Anna giggled as one in particular favored her arm and neck. They tickled like the breath of wind yet we're heavier and more grounded in reality. Whenever they touched the skin it tickled like fingertips that never were bold enough to touch.

It didn't take a lot of deduction skill to know that they were flirtatious in their invitations yet still innocent with intentions. As one trailed particularly slowly up Ryu's crotch to her arm she couldn't resist the temptation to smack one away. It didn't hurt luckily but they were just performing their assignment and Bulda pulled Ryu's hand away. 

Elsa blushed profusely, she had been lured and called but never seduced. Though numbers out counted Anna's, the queen's sprites were relatively more enthusiastic.

"Hello." Elsa greeted in a small voice conscious that any loud noise would spook the first signs of characteristic life they had seen. 

"Sprites!" Bulda chimed, holding out her hand to one that ventured too close. "They are relatively harmless. They served dragons for many purposes, like strenuous tasks, to pleasuring and giving more experience to more youthful drage." Ryu strained out a groan from fighting off the adamant apparitions. "Seems to make sense." They reacted differently to Elsa and Anna, almost mournful and sympathetic than the excitement that twirled around Ryu and Bulda's crystal, paying a reverence they didn't offer to the group. 

The rubble that lay beneath Elsa's boots felt unstable initially as she descended more stairs opening to the true center of the crater which cradled the whole temple. The sprites followed them of course, having not had any contact with a living being in so long. The vale could serve as its own habitat to any creature seeking refuge from man yet remained empty devoid of organic life. 

The sprites kept their actions innocent, yielding not so pure reactions. "I don't like how good it feels." 

Deciding Kristoff had enough when a sprite lasciviously crawled up along between Anna's legs."I think I'll name you Romeo." Kristoff intervened in a manner Anna couldn't help but find endearing. "Hey! Hey– she's married." His chastisement was upon deaf ears–if The sprite even had ears, continuing its journey to her neck.


Some of Bulda's stories while riveting became staggering to say the least. Instead of answering questions it instead overtook the dragon's mind. She felt lost and small in this enormous structure; it was familiar and strange. Even with all the overwhelming information and history flooding from Bulda's lips to Ryu's ears something else kept nagging at her. 

 Every now and then a low wail would sound from the temple walls sending down leaves and dust from the ceiling, a giant waking to the call of life to their impingement. It felt like a stranger in the woods hollering their name to identify themselves yet couldn't carry their voice over the distance. The peaceful essence of the temple now was gone, replaced with disquietude that should have been swiftly rectified. 


Since her incident in the halls behind them and Sprites desperately hovering over their shoulders sometimes trying to convince Elsa and Anna to stay in one place pressing forward felt foolish. Moving from a light rain fall into the eye of the storm.

A large tremor shook the ground beneath them as well as above, eyes seeking guidance to Bulda. She seemed unfazed by the earthquakes, even her feet did not stumble when the large stone plates were misplaced, squeezing against their neighbor creating atypical manners.

"Tempelvakten." She breathed in almost a whisper of recognition. 

"The what?" Kristoff questioned. 

"The Templevakten; a giant sentinel that takes care and protects all those who inhabit the temple, ward off intruders, but they're main functions were to manage the vættir." 

"And us being intruders would we have to worry about this… Templevakten?" Bulda shook her head but she still seemed unsure. "No, that little earth shake was probably just the aging temple. The Vakten would be dormant, just as the vættir." He nodded. So everything was sleeping, that boded well for them. 

They'd have to watch their steps now, less cost tripping over a jutting stone that Elsa still could not identify.

Entering a chamber drew Elsa's eyes over the strewn about equipment and artifacts, they still displayed the same type of sigils as were carved into the walls and entry stone. Browsing her attention was drawn to a large greenish gray helm perhaps discolored by erosion of time, it had a repulsion that made her want to kick it across the floor but instead she picked it up flummoxed by the great weight drawing it back to the floor. Remnants of magic still loitered around spilling forth the cracks and visor, queerly it wasn't able to be pried open as a classical knights helmet would. Where a head would fit into was some kind of pale pink substance bunched up in folds.

"Hey Elsie what are you–" Anna's words trailed off as she eyed the strange object in Elsa's grip. "That can't be right, is… does it attach to a dummy or something?" Elsa was glad she caught on to the unusual design quickly. "No, whatever is inside can't be taken out, this isn't meant to be worn but filled." She fingered the puckered middle knob that protruded out. A joint, meant to plug into a cavity of some kind, reminiscent of a human body but much less complex. There was no decay or rot as flesh would over time nor were there signs of an actual human head being inside. This was crafted with an unambiguous design at play. "They look like the doors." It felt stupid to say and in any other circumstance may have been but Elsa trusted her sister's observations with all her heart and jotted down everything she said within her mind. "See? Looks like flesh yet it's dry." Anna's finger trailed the ribbing pulling each fold along. Of all the days Elsa left her journal at home. 

"Whatcha you guys looking at?" Elsa shared the piece over her shoulder to Ryu who was much less disturbed than the siblings. "Huh…" She easily explored the entirety in a more rough treatment than what they had given it. "Synthetic." Handing it back over to Elsa she was drawn in by the more compelling weapon's stand. 

Placing it back down on the table Elsa shook her head, she wouldn't give herself a headache over what another race that existed centuries ago was hoping to accomplish. 

The foliage grew thicker, making Elsa grin. Not even mother nature could be stopped by the powerful forces of dragons and Jötnar. She'd always find a way in if the environment deemed suitable for her children. They now as delved lower the intricacy of the carved crevices made it seem deliberate. The sprites had calmed their endeavors now moving more slothful . Certain windows allowed the wind to blow through creating beautiful sounds, Elsa considered what kind of music Gale would create if let loose here. The images on the wall became more abstract in a puerile manner, there was less meaning but an importance she recognized from the fatuous drawings decorating her own home. These were makings of children. No matter the species, culture or race there was a universal language shared among them all and it was spread by the children.  

One marking Elsa could only name as utterly darling caught her attention. A little paw print, the digits fat, with tiny claw marks scraping the stone. Surveying all deliberate juvenile pictures surrounding it, Elsa could tell–the manner in which it looked desperate yet still imprinted firmly to wall, the way the paint trailed down leaving tiny tracks in stone which lead in a circle–she was witnessing the scene of a little one at first kept from making a mess of the art pushed away. Told by the skid marks, they would not be deterred and would make art just as their elders. Along the wall hand and more paw prints followed, tiny and precious, each varying in size. Perhaps siblings. 

Children were so beautiful, the most precious beings in the world. That was as close humans would ever come to purity and light magic; a child. 

From what Elsa had heard from the women in Arendelle and Northuldra described it as a song with simple melodies then once the soft bundle was held a symphony would be heard. 

Leaning down for a closer look nothing could wipe the wide smile from her lips. Nothing. A longing was born within her. A thirst, one that she couldn't rely on anyone to quench. 

"What do we have here?" Ryu crouched down smirking at the scene. Elsa tore her stare from the wall to return the smirk, her mind made quick work of where she wanted to lead this conversation. 

"Were you ever this small?" Her fingers danced over the paint which did not stain. 

Ryu could never give Elsa children, that was an impossibility and Elsa couldn't find herself trading her in exchange for the chance of reproducing. Still the thought lingered in the back of her mind tucked away for safekeeping, if they were to fill Arendelle full of little dragons, she chuckled at the fumbling she and Ryu would make handling the chicks. Elsa had never really considered herself the motherly type, she had no experience with children officially other than the ones that dwelled amongst her people, she still loved them. Two sides of extremes were possibilities, either her emotional instability would get the best of her and she'd ruin them with neglect or she'd spoil them rotten. She had considered adoption prior and was still but wanted to ensure the child would be entering a stable home first, no assassination attempts, no magical being threatening her friends and family, no danger. That was the future she wanted for any children she may or not have…  


Ryu looked to Elsa and found herself subtly distancing herself from her, she could see the longing in her eyes but she could never fulfill it. She knew that. Having seen Elsa with kids before in Northuldra and based on the drawings she kept in her home the ones in Arendelle were fans of her as well. She was a perfect amalgamation of a mother. Kind, nurturing yet firm, wise, so very very warm, and fun. She had never considered children, it seemed those who were fucked up fucked their children up as well. That had to be true, her adolescent-hood was anything but ideal. 


An arrow flew past her head embedding itself in the tree in front. The young dragon panted bolting upright. Susanoo burst through brush on horseback leading the charge of five or so men. Staring back before running, she could see all she had done through his eyes. All she had taken. She should have run but stood frozen in place regretting it when a bolt pelted her side.

 The years seemed so short, and the dragon would have cherished them more closely had she known they'd lead up to this. She wanted to believe that all stories were lies that her kind were not destroyers of life but how could they be denied now, when all of that came to fruition and even still she'd been given a chance just to sully it and now there now was no longer them. No longer an us the dragon thought as she sprinted through the forest. The mud proved helpful despite being considered a hindrance provided traction beneath her sharp claws which gripped it just to fling it in the air and propel it backward. 

She shouldn't have grown so attached, she shouldn't have let him love her as deeply as he did, for it was the depth of that love which turned to hate and now inspired him to chase her down in the night. Dodging trees and boulders the dragon thought it best to just allow the hunting party to overtake her. That would serve justice for what she had done. Survival forged her legs forward, in spite of the second guessing. She thought of Susanoo as her soulmate but now, she thought of other possibilities; what if her soulmate died, what if as she had been taught she didn't have a soul. It was these thoughts that nearly killed her in this moment twice. 

How she wanted to turn around and tell Susanoo she'd give him everything, even the things they used to share just so long as he gave her back her heart before he killed her. 

She had no idea what lay ahead. All she had to do was keep moving forward, propelled by the sounds of neighing horses and flying arrows. 

She wanted to be back in that cell she had been in a few hours ago, stay there and have quiet conversations with Susanoo, listen to him convince her of lies; that she wasn't a monster and that the fire was an accident. That their father would be proud she could create such flames. She'd sit there forever and listen if it meant he wouldn't hate her. This was a prime example of how far forgiveness and understanding extended which till now the dragon had thought those lines were extremely short till she had been convicted and saw them in Sussanoo's eyes. The world was gigantic but they thought together they were bigger, once… when they were eight and held on to that dream. That dream had them pushing each other past their limits on training, past the points they believed their bodies and minds would break. All because of a dream. They'd feed back and forth ideas and desires long into the night in stories, discarding parts that didn't fit as perfectly as they imagined. 

So foolish and stupid! 

They had learned quickly that dreams were not meant to become plans for the future. The dragon was never really after glory, she just wanted Susanoo to succeed and know things, know why.  

Her small frame nearly fell off the cliff into the raging waters abusing the sharp rocks below. The dragon mewled to whatever God was listening, eyeing the bushes as lights bled through their cracks. Hooves thundering against the night. 

Ryu closed her eyes to clear away their streams, she looked back as Susanoo appeared, a hero upon his noble steed. A future lord ready to take action to rectify a crime against his family name.

The noises that came from her mouth were pathetic and did not appeal to his better nature. He had the best nature. The only one who had ever truly known her, the only one the dragon considered to be good and now he considered her the scum of the earth. Not worth a ceremonial death as those that came before her. 

Fear took over, facing to the cliff her chest rose repeatedly against labored breaths. Only the sky and sea awaited ahead.

"Dragon, stop this tired venture and face your crimes." His voice sounded so strange, so authoritative, to be very curt, harsh, and withdrawn, so much so for his age. She'd driven him to this. His movements and handling towards his favorite mare were much more aggressive. 

Realizing there was no use to reasoning Ryu faced ahead. She spread out her shaky legs but was not stopped, she was still a fledgling, Susanoo knew fore he had pushed her to this stage himself not knowing it would be the bane of his existence. The wings that opened were trembling, drenched, her down fur and scales were weighted making her feel pounds heavier. To her suspicion the dragon wasn't shot, the hunters had to have seen her readying to take flight or die trying. She'd like to think it was compassion from Susanoo behind her that stopped them or at least curiosity of whether she could brave the storm brewing ahead over the waters. She'd never know though, she didn't look back. 

Taking what could have been the last breath the dragon jumped from the cliff's edge plummeting, whether it was the storm winds she had no idea but something carried her novice wings along the air keeping her afloat.

Over the past hour she had learned the errors of moving her limbs in the wrong manner or wings, crashing her into the sea, desperately she'd flap against the waves somehow finding flight again so ready to leave behind the life she had once lived. The dragon didn't know what awaited her; the only tells were the thunder winds and warm waters. 

The dragon became convinced that after fifteen days the east sea was a never ending force and all the tutors she'd eavesdrop on were lying. Fatigue nearly drove her to crash again, as well as the winds which grew stronger the further she went. The dull atmosphere was replaced with a need to keep above as the winds pushed against the dragon's body, so many times she had been tossed and twirled, sucked into the water spouts that formed. Above the commotion she heard yelling. The more optimistic side picked up Sussanoo's voice.

Limbs fruitlessly fighting against the winds the dragon whined. Please Sussanoo take me home. That was not his intention when by pure luck the young girl avoided a harpoon shot at her, nearly piercing her chest.

Maybe it was a foolish whim to hope that he'd come to his senses by now but he didn't. The dragon took advantage of the winds using them to avoid the projectiles aimed at her from the ships below. Diving down she used her dead weight to pull her from the vortex wishing she didn't, for only more ammo was used once she was clearly seen. The dragon cried at Susanoo retreating when he scowled at her with a look she had never seen before. She stared at his wet face, the rain disguised his tears telling of all the tragedies, his soul which loved every part of her. 

The dragon's train of thought became self-centered. Who was going to take her home! Who was going to feed her beneath the tables at banquets? Who was going to defend her when she was chased out of his room by ladies with brooms and their fans? Who was she going to watch grow and conquer the world? 

Not needing to be told twice Ryu flapped away from ships glad that the storm provided her some leverage. 

Who was she going to watch during the sleepless nights dream peacefully? 

She couldn't be the only one who treasured those moments, they felt too real, too monumental to just let go. 

She didn't mean it. The dragon swore to the present day she didn't mean it. She had no defense and her only alibi was trying to kill her! 

It was deserved, well earned but that was music Ryu couldn't face right now if she were to survive, yet inward she knew… was sure that every thought she'd have facing forward in her short life would be plagued by him. A small bit of satisfaction slithered around her heart that she'd had done the same to him in some way. She promised herself she would never love another person as much as she loved Susannoo.


Ryu chuckled, with a small grin. "Smaller." They sat thinking of different things.

Before the next half of a lower level could be reached, the group was stopped by Bulda rolling up the stairs looking doleful and frantic in disorientation. "We should probably explore another part." Ryu immediately went on the defensive for the second time with the rock troll really. Her brows furrowed and she frowned, twisting her head. "Why?" 

"There's nothing down there that would aid us. I'm sure. It smells...wrong." There was a tone some had only heard once from her in their lives and for Ryu and Elsa it was the first. They glanced at each other exchanging a silent message, Ryu being the contrarian that she was and Elsa wanting to be thorough plowed down the troll woman's resolve. "Bulda we can't be certain what would be useful to us or not, it's best we examine every inch of this place if we can. All of us." Elsa's rare finalizing tone left no room for contention, her urgency fueled by Ryu's eagerness to see what was almost hidden from her. Bulda gave up as they walked past her, Ryu and Elsa leading the charge, even her son and Anna's touch gave no comfort. 

The sprites fled as quickly as they had come, fearing where their new friends were heading. 

The scent as they went down grew more putrid, and like old clothes left wet for too long mixed with death, only pressed them on. They couldn't say whether it was morbid curiosity or another otherworldly desire to see what was at the end of the stairs.

The hall was dark, but Elsa remained resolute. Ryu could guide them, she had been avoiding using her magic fearful that it would trigger something, be it the ground opening up and swallowing her whole or the temple collapsing upon them she couldn't say. 

Another shrine awaited at the end of the hall, Ryu made quick work of it by lifting the large wall similar to the one outside. 

Anna had to cover her nose with her wrist protecting herself from gagging at the horrible things invading her nostrils. 

As the fire illuminated the sepulcher she was swiftly taken to Kristoff's side by the arm protectively grasping her shoulder. 

"Fuck." He breathed, the gravity of what they had come across made him wish they listened to his mother.

What else could be said? 

Elsa ceased her breaths, swallowing harshly. The joy that had filled her chest was now consumed by… 

What was it she felt?

Littered throughout the rows of nests, explained the smell. Corpses, skeletons, some mummified by dust and ash, both in wholes and others torn and skewed, missing pieces. Skulls that resembled humans, skulls shaped with elongated muzzles, and horns. 

A tearful Anna had to turn away, never being surrounded by so much death before. What happened? 

Ryu could only stand off to the left silent. She had witnessed lifelessness before, she had seen her fair share of corpses, perhaps she was too calloused to it. She felt remorse, most of it extended to Elsa and Anna. They didn't deserve to be exposed to such atrocities. She wanted to drag them both out of here pretending they hadn't come across it. There was no going back now, she was aware that once it was witnessed it'd be tattooed to the soul forever. 

Elsa took one step further into what was once a place to house young life now encapsulating death. Her head turned to the left, spotting a dragon's skeleton no bigger than a large dog, laying on its side upon a bed of rotten leaves and cloth. Kneeling besides, apathetic to the dirty floor her eyes trailed over every inch of it. 

She folded her lips when she saw it, there scattered, a few small scales gray from dust. She delicately picked up one and cleaned it with her fingers revealing a deep crimson color. 

Elsa's lips trembled as the fate of so many innocent lives that barely had any time in the world finalized in her heart, hardening it with a hatred for whoever could commit such acts of barbarity. 

No. 

She knew who had done this, fury threw resolve away and was replaced by her wrath. Frost began to cover the scale cradled in her hand. 

Elsa silently apologized to it, reigning her powers back in. This little one did not earn any of her anger. 

Elsa felt she owed it to them to take a part, even a small bit, of them with her. "Please forgive me." That I am here, and that you are gone. Please. 

Her eyes stung with the need to cry, she couldn't bring herself to do it. She had no right, she was alive and well, not forgotten in a temple for thousands of years. 

A small seed of revulsion and hatred planted in the soil of her heart towards her own species. 

"Elsa?" Anna's still voice broke the trance from over her shoulder, a hand touched it and squeezed gently. "We should let them rest." Nodding as Anna helped her to stand they wrapped their arms around each other following Bulda, and Kristoff out. Ryu stayed behind them eyeing the back of Elsa's head. 

She saw the subtlety of Elsa pocketing something but would not ask. It seemed peculiar to keep a memento from the tomb but she wouldn't question Elsa's coping methods. 

Elsa didn't want to forget. She'd never forget. The cries and wails of children echoing in her mind, plaguing her thoughts with macabre visions. 


Bulda grew less forthcoming with her words trudging on and she remained at Kristoff's side. A high pitched whistle blew through the halls. Darkness seemed to be bleeding through the walls dimming the environment. 

"Elsie?" Anna coaxed when she noticed her sister had ceased walking staring out a large caved in gap within the wall.

The air around her was cold. She was trembling in effort from keeping her magic from lashing out in an unspoken grief. 

Anna stood beside her following her gaze to the valley, trees clung to cliffs and structures desperately. 

The temple had been so decrepit for a very long time that now the foundations of buildings were barely keeping them erect, all smothered in ivy and vines like a thick curtain and moss flowed sluggishly through the cracks in the stone, both the only thing adhering the cracked walls together and the one thing splitting them apart. Loss carved out in gaping holes.

She turned attention to her sister. "Elsa…" how could she make it better? Turning back time seemed like the only feasible choice but that was impossible. Elsa spoke so hushed Anna almost didn't pick up her words over the wind. 

"I'm sorry I led you to that–" Anna caressed her back in small circles. "We both saw it, how could you have known what was down there?" 

Elsa shook her head bitterly. "I should have listened to Bulda. Stupid, stupid!" How could she have been such a fool? 

Anna needed to stop Elsa's self berating before it consumed her mind, not only that it seemed there were so many things brewing inside of Elsa creating such a nasty storm her features couldn't settle on a single emotion and just feel it out. 

In the fabric of Elsa's jacket her fingers twisted, needing some physicality to ground herself. 

"It was meant for us to see. It's history that can't be erased and shouldn't be left to vanish in obscurity. I don't regret it. Things like this, tragedies– they should be known. And the victims deserved to be memorialized." Elsa heeded Anna's wisdom, it did not erase the responsibility she felt but it was true, forgetting history was a dangerous misgiving sealing that it would only repeat itself in the future. 

Facing her, the younger pulled Elsa in for a hug warming the air around them. With her head resting against Anna's shoulder, Elsa squinted at the distance. "What is that?" She whispered, drawing Anna's head from laying on her own. 

The monolith-like building erected in the middle of everything appeared so out of place they almost didn't trust their vision. No signs of decay or age, timeless as if years couldn't touch it. That's where the pull had come, from the top of the peaks, to the entrance that's where Elsa's insides longed to go. 

"Let's go to it." Elsa glanced at Anna shocked when she noticed the stare she shrugged. "It looks very important. We're here to find answers aren't we?" 

Elsa nodded. 

"Soooo that requires a little–exploration." The way Anna wiggled her shoulders in the direction of their interest accompanied by the lift of her brows, she was definitely trying to distract her elder sibling and get her out of her head till things settled down in there, she had seen the pining in her eyes. 

Despite this Elsa was still overtaken by apprehensions, what if she were taking her sister to another horror just as appalling as the one they had walked in on earlier. Anna entwined their fingers, smiling her grin that could clear away any clouds and turn sunflowers to her direction. 

"It'll be alright Elsie." She wished she shared her confidence. 

Elsa sighed. "We should tell the others before we go." 

Anna waved this off with a flip of her wrist. "I already told them." This got a rise from Elsa's brow. 

"Not that we would be going to the–weird white building but that we would be talking and needed some time." Nodding they peered over the edge then looked up at the large bridge leading to the monolith. 

"How do we get over there?" 

Elsa examined their surroundings and took inventory of what she was working with. They were at least ten stories high, the neighboring structures were too dilapidated to rely on for Elsa to build off of, that didn't matter, she could create their own bridge. She'd require triangles, and lots of them. Calculating the distance she came up with the correct equation. 

Anna watched the gears behind Elsa's eyes turn darting here and there. It always fascinated her, watching her sister connect dots and come up with solutions quietly. 

Stomping her foot once on the floor below them Elsa nodded, content with what she felt. Anna hated to disrupt her thought process but she just had to know. 

"You're going to build a bridge." 

"Mhm." 

"I thought you were avoiding using your powers here… " 

"Well–" Timorously Elsa's slender shoulders drew up to her ears. "I'm not up for putting you in danger with trusting the structural integrity of the centuries old architecture." 

Noticing Anna's dubious posture Elsa leaned in closer with a teasing tone. "I am trying to avoid using my power, but it exists within me already, so technically speaking– dismissing semantics shouldn't make a difference." When there was no change she shrugged. 

"If you don't want to explore we can always rejoin the others–" Anna raised a dismissive hand. 

"Dismissing semantics is my life's work." Elsa giggled behind her hand at this. "Okay–" she huffed out, rolling up her sleeves. Her palms sizzled as the ice and snow crystalized upon them. It felt nice having a project she could work on, and felt even better seeing Anna's impressed expression when the abutments appeared on the platform they'd be landing on. 

Self indulgence had made Elsa make the bridge a bit more dramatic and intricate than necessary but there was nothing to lose from it. Anna's reactions were fun and in case they needed it in the future she'd rather have the ice and snow compacted together well enough to be exerting the same amount of force on… something as heavy as a dragon in equilibrium.

Anna experimentally touched the curved railing rubbing the smooth surface which glided past her skin with ease. "You're gonna have to make one for me back home." She said to the Spirit who stepped proudly up. Elsa chuckled, shaking her head. "Where would we even put it?" 

Anna laced their arms together as they crossed. "I don't know, we'll find a spot even if it leads to nowhere. What's your fee?" 

"Oh you know what my fee is." Elsa replied coyly. Anna groaned dramatically. 

"Quarter dozen." 

"Dozen." 

"Half a dozen." 

"Two dozen." 

Anna blinked at this, rotating her head to Elsa. "You know how bargaining works right?"

"Of course I do, you state your offer then I state what I want and you give it to me."

"You are such a brat!" The last word was emphasized by a thud of Anna's boot impacting Elsa's.

"Me? You just kicked me!" 

"I didn't kick you, I nudged you." 

Elsa hopping on one foot rubbed the sore area."Still smarts." 

Anna cooed, slowing down. "Awww do you want me to carry you?" She was half serious. Elsa thought about it for a moment. 

"Since you're offering…" Walking forward Anna presented her back which Elsa hopped up on gracefully, wrapping her arms around her shoulders. 

"Still think I'm the brat between the two of us?" A grin spread over Anna's cheeks when she felt Elsa rest her forehead against the nape of her neck. 

"Oh most definitely." 


Elsa and Anna weren't sure what to expect once they reached the building, but all of their expectations and theories had not prepared them for this. The structure up close was as imposing and salient as it looked from far away, even more so. 

The design was very deliberate and the aura was much heavier than that in the halls they had already explored. 

Anna wanted to turn around and march right back from where they came, but the look on Elsa's face as she hopped off of her was evidence that she wouldn't follow. 

The stone was smooth, porous, cream with tints of blue shimmering ever so subdued by the outer white layers. 

There was that door again. The same one Anna saw in the temple and hated for some unknown reason to her. It would be pointless to draw attention to, not like they could open it anyways. 

The larger gateway remained cracked. "Odd–" Elsa commented, from the light that shines from the cracks she'd think those who dwelled here so long ago would have kept it closed to keep others from getting inside. 

A silhouette passed over startling both girls backward, Elsa whipped her arm out in front of Anna ushering her to stay back. 

Or keep whatever it was housing in… 

"I'll go first." Elsa assured, turning on her sideways she used her palms to push herself through the thick door. 

Huh. The inside was barren. "It's okay Anna!" She called, unable to rip her stare away from the walls. The stone inside, if it could be called stone, opaque, as if there were another side that couldn't be made out. 

Catching up Anna huffed out visible puffs. Holding her hand in front her face deliberately blowing out more steamy clouds. "What the- are you cold?" 

Elsa's sardonic expression had her instantly holding up surrendering hands. "Right I know it's just– look there's steam as if the air around us was low in temp but I don't feel any changes." This had Elsa examining her closely. "Are you sure?" 

"Yea." Elsa looked around taking note of the low hanging mist that nearly concealed the ground. Following the hall which rounded left was fruitless everything looked the same. 

They stopped for a minute, Anna gripped her chin then in frustration raised her voice which echoed throughout the building.

"Why is this even here!" For such an important building placed in the middle of everything it was pointlessly empty. 

Elsa's mouth opened to offer some answers her mind had come up with then audibly snapped shut. Every muscle stilled like a statute. Her tone remained low and careful. "Anna, don't move." 

Anna obediently kept all parts of her frozen except her wincing face. "Please tell me you're kidding around." Elsa's eyes moved from over her shoulder to her face four times. "No." 

The shadow within the wall grew larger, the top reaching higher than seven feet, keeping its movements in tandem with Elsa who delicately stepped to Anna pulling her away. There was no threat it exuded, but the power could be detected even if she had been in another room. 

"What is that?" Elsa could only shake her head, she had no idea. 

The silhouette confirmed her theory that there was another side to the walls as they watched the apparition slowly melt away filmy layers showing itself. 

Before them stood a giant white bull Elk, ears twitching as he looked the pair over with intelligent eyes. His presences forthcoming that this was no ordinary Elk but a creature of mythos. His deep brown rack decorated with torques contrasted against his snow white pelt seemingly made of strong oak. 

Instead of bolting back outside they remained rooted in place. A flash of recognition flew across Anna's face drawing her in closer. 

"Cernunnos?" 

Elsa drew near her ear speaking in an equally hushed tone. "Friend of yours?" 

Anna frowned. "What? Oh...uh...no, not really. I mean– I know him well, not know him but know of him. He's the King of the wilds, or rather a god or deity of nature." Comprehension dawned on her face. In lieu of all she had witnessed in her life Elsa could not digest this information properly. 

"A deity?" Anna nodded. "Like Loki or Thor… Jesus?" 

Shaking her head Anna closed her eyes briefly. "Oh no, no. He rules over nature and brings peace to enemies like predators and prey. Some say he even is a God of fertility and life but little is really known about him." Elsa was impressed. 

"How do you know all this?"

"I read a book, written by this man. His name was… something… something or other." 

Elsa brought her four fingers from her lips. "Very informative." She'd have to bother Anna later about this book. 

"Point being I think you'd like him." 

"Is it rude that we're talking about him right in front of his face?" Anna rolled her eyes, of course Elsa would be worried about a thing like that. 

"We don't even know if he's really there." 

"Whatcha mean?" 

Anna's arms flailed about. "I mean he could just be a vision or something. Also we don't even know if it's him, could just be some random Elk in the walls." 

"Still just in case I think we should maybe introduce ourselves just to be safe." 

Clearing her throat into a closed fist Anna marched forth hubristically with Elsa as her shadow. "Umm… hey." 

She frowned, that's not exactly how she'd approach greeting a God but it'll do. 

Cernunnos' ear lowered as his muzzle pointed down at them calmly. 

"So I'm Anna by the way, I am a huge fan of your um–work? With nature and everything. Oh! And this is my sister Elsa–" Elsa wiggled her fingers at him in a wave and thus Anna's ramble began. "And you're probably wondering what we're doing here, so we have this friend and they're in trouble with some Yokai– I don't know if you know what those are– but they're angry spirits–" 

Thirteen minutes had passed when Anna began to wrap up the summary of what had driven them here. "–so to make a long story short–"

"Too late." Elsa mumbled to herself under her breath. 

"–we could really use your help or guidance or literally we will take anything at this point. Please." He remained unmoving before turning back and leaping deeper into the void. 

"Oh no, look we offended him." Elsa bemoaned pouting. Anna finally turned to her, devoid of expression. "Was my explanation boring?" Elsa shook her head. No part of anything Anna said could be considered remotely dull. 

"Anna, look out!" The king of the wilds returned charging at them with his head bowed. Throwing her weight into her sister, Elsa yanked her to the side out of the trajectory of his stampede. 

Reaching the barrier he plunged his antlers into the wall. It sparked and crackled creating a kaleidoscope of dangerous colors ceasing as he bucked upward, lifting the translucent layer opening their view to what truly was hidden behind the veil. 

Creatures of all shapes, sizes, and forms traversing the heavenly terrain slowly. It was an Eden, where chimera lay with lambs, and giants walked some similar to humans while others took on more animalistic features. The proud way the king held himself chest puffed out standing straighter than before told Elsa all she needed to know. 

"You were the first…" Elsa drew his attention to her, Anna remained in her stupefaction with her mouth agape. 

The king nodded his head. Anna broke out of her spell. "B-but you're not Nordic, you're Celtic. Aren't only vættir kept here?" 

Cernunnos tilted his head, perplexed by this. 

There were many words that could describe the king; Noble, majestical, Ethereal. One word the sister's didn't know they could add to that list was cute. 

"Come to think of it, many of the creatures I see aren't Nordic either." Elsa pointed out. The king twisted over his large shoulders doing a once over of his subjects. 

"Did the drage place you in there?" The king nodded slowly. "And the others?" The same response followed. Elsa began pacing in front of them, holding her arms behind her back. "They did so using their magic, say for instance the Yokai Anna spoke of earlier the young dragon Ryu, could her magic bring their souls serenity?" When he nodded again Anna fist bumped the air. "I knew it!" 

"Do we need anything? A spell or some sort of talisman, something other than Ryu herself?" He swayed his head from side to side. 

"So it's just a matter of her digging deep I bet!" 

"It can't be that simple Ryu is still a fledgling Anna, not only that but she doesn't have any guidance she's just so–" Elsa growled in frustration. "She's so disconnected from her heritage. She needs help!" 

"Do you know anything about Drage magic, can you help her?" The king shaking his head took some steps back, rattling his torques, the metal creating a beautiful melody of refusal. 

It was uncomfortable the tingling going up her spine at the manner he pinned her with his eyes pointedly. Message received and understood. It was Elsa's turn to back away a single step. 

"What? me?" Elsa squeaked. He nodded. "I don't know anything about Drage magic." He held firm in his stance on the matter. 

"Where would I even begin? How am I supposed to help her?" Teach her of a topic she had no capabilities in… Elsa felt she was entirely unqualified. 

Anna's supportive touch tampered down the rising fear bubbling like a volcano in Elsa's belly, it was her turn to address the king. "Is there a way for Elsa to learn about Drage magic?" 

To their utter dismay he replied no. 

"Then how is she to help?"

Anna clutched Elsa's arm tightly at the loud, deep, wailing bugle that came from the Elks mouth. 

"What severed connection?" Elsa's exasperation completely bypassed the hauntingly beautiful sound the King made. 

Anna's eyebrows scrunched, swiveling her head to throw a surprised look at Elsa. "Since when have you been able to speak Elk?" 

"Beg your pardon?"

"You responded. So when did you learn to speak Elk?" Her hand flew up towards the Elk before falling limply to her sides. 

"I don't." Elsa wasn't exactly catching on until he grunted. "You don't understand him?" 

"Noooo. I don't speak Elk." 

"Neither do I do!" Anna snorted in laughter. "Clearly you do. You're a spirit and he's a spirit and he's spirit–soul–type so maybe that's why?" That didn't give Elsa comfort but she had more important things to focus on. He bellowed at her again, his voice reverberating over the wall like a thunderclap. 

"From all the years of torment no doubt." Anna heard her sister's voice darken dangerously. 

"What's he saying?" Anna intoned. This snapped Elsa back to the present. 

"He says the fledgli–Ryu's connection to her magic has been severed." 

"So how do we–ya know –" Anna brought her two index fingers together. Elsa sighed tiredly at this. "He doesn't know and neither do I." Elsa could only hope that Grand Pabbie had some wisdom pertaining to the matter. She had always been connected to her magic, perhaps a little too much. It wasn't a separate entity existing within her but instead was her. A physical extension of her emotions and inner being. 

The task that lay before them was monumental but if it meant saving her cherished ones and right so many wrongs her species had committed then Elsa would freeze hell over to complete her mission. 

Turning to the king she smiled softly. "Thank you for everything. I'll repair the Drage's magic." She didn't know how to repay him except with an oath. She'd been giving alot of those out these past few years. "Once it's restored we will rehabilitate your home from being abandoned for so long." 

His ears twirled quickly, lightening his disposition instantaneously. With elegance of royalty he bent his knee and knelt down to her and Anna, they mimicked. With one last bleat he returned the wall back to its opaqueness and pranced off into the void. 

Anna looked to Elsa for a translation. "He said you'd make an excellent queen." Giggling at the irony and giving the wall which hid another world one last look Anna caught up to Elsa's quick strides to the exit. 

"So we're going to repair Ryu's magic?" Elsa grinned at Anna's self inclusion. 

"Yep." 

"Do you know how we're going to do that?" 

"Nope." Elsa admitted, still smiling broadly. 

"I like Cernunnos." 

"Me too." 

"Do you think we could let him out once we get this place up and running again?" 

Elsa's eyes furrowed as they squeezed back out the cracked gate. "I don't know Anna, he's in charge of this place and may be the one keeping it in order, if he were gone chaos may break out among the other souls. Besides, he seems pretty content where he is now." 

Anna's steps slowed as something itched the back of her mind, her eyes fell to the floor. "Elsa?" 

Elsa looked over her shoulder. "Didn't Bulda say that the vættir would be asleep?" 

Elsa thought back and then nodded, not sure of the point Anna was trying to make. 

 "They're not." That much was obvious but Anna's worry became contagious.

"If they're not asleep, then that means the Templevakten probably isn't either." 

They stared blankly at each for a few heartbeats until the gears in their bodies spring into motion propelling their legs to sprint across the bridge back to their family. Dreading the tremors they heard quake the temple. 

Notes:

Tempelvakten- Norwegian for The Temple Guard or sentinel.

Vakten- Norwegian for Guard or Sentinel

Jötun- In Norse mythology are a race of supernatural beings that lived in Jötunheimr, one of the nine worlds connected by the tree Yggdrasil. They’re often at war with the Æsir, and are vital in bringing about Ragnarök.

East Sea - The Sea of Japan is the marginal sea between the Japanese archipelago, Sakhalin, the Korean Peninsula, and the mainland of the Russian Far East.

Cernunnos-. Celtic God often depicted as a man wearing or having Stag antlers, he rules over the wild and anything uncivilized, not much is known of him except a few translations.

The book Anna is referring to is called Deutsche Mythologie by Jacob Grimm, published in Germany in 1835

Chapter 32

Notes:

No one can catch a break.

Ryu says her friends are dumb for doing something then ten seconds later does the same thing.

Elsa learns the importance of stretching before physical activities.

Anna gets some therapy.

Chapter Text

This tremor wasn't like the others they had been experiencing in the previous hours; it was constant, shifting the temple's foundations. Running back into the grand hallway Elsa's head drew upward following the trail of a large crack along the walls splitting the ceiling apart. 

Ryu barked at the pair who were shielding their eyes from all the dirt and dust in the air. "Anna!" Kristoff yelled, running from under the refuge Ryu's wings provided. 

He embraced her tightly. Elsa allowed him to check her over as she assessed the situation. "We have to get out of here!" Judging how there was no way they'd be able to go back the way they came unscathed Elsa troubleshooted the main issues. There was an unusual pressure coming from the upper level which was stressing the arcades along the opposing walls into bending. 

Running ahead slightly her arms outstretched, compacting ice rapidly stabilizing four. Clenching her teeth, her legs spread with the forces pushing against her from the left and right. "Ryu! Get them out of here!" The desperation of her tone almost made Ryu take off with Bulda, Anna and Kristoff. The dragon growled, shaking her large head at the notion. 


She was terrified, but the possibility of Elsa being buried alive scared her more. She would not leave her. Bellowing she crashed her shoulder against a developing fissure, pressure scraping her claws against the floor until she raised upon her hind legs, pressing her head against the buttresses. The weight held no mercy for them, brutally sinking downward. 

Over her own distension grunts of effort Elsa could hear Ryu's shrill low screech under the hideous stew of rocks and rubble. 


Seeking shelter among the walls or in one of the rooms, Anna felt the ground beneath her feet giving up demands from the floor of supporting her weight. Her shout was short when the forming hole's gravity tried to pull her under. She made the mistake of looking down, swaying left to right. Time had caught them before any other being that dwelled in the temple. Her hands vice gripped the ledge. She shook in fear of keeping her place, this hold seemed to not disturb the stone she clung to. Her feet kicked forward to find some purchase but found only air. "Kristoff…"  her stifled voice was choked out by the falling rubble pelting her head and cheeks.

This was it. She'd fall, she knew it, from the way her fingers burned bending over the ledge, to the subtle sliding of the stone coming closer towards her. 

Anna bent her head in a way that would cause the least damage when stone fell from the broken floor, she wasn't given the chance to scream.

"Kristoff!" Now her tears were ones of relief but only for a moment. It seemed fate had other plans than what she had wanted. "I got you Anna!" Kristoff glanced back at Bulda holding his waist sash tugging backwards. His biceps bulged as he began lifting her. "We've got you. I'm going to pull you up." He promised, but Anna doesn't allow herself to believe having seen the flooring he was laid across, she noticed how his weight burdened it and how with every move he made it protested more. Anna closed her eyes tilting her head down, she raised her gaze to the ceiling above knowing what had to happen. Adamantly she shook her head, sagging her body down. 

"Not exactly helping feisty pants." He complained slanting further towards the hole. 

"Kristoff–" Anna breathed, gulping. "You–you have to let me go… now." An authority was placed on her last word while the previous ones were broken, trembling. 

"You hit your head huh?" It was ridiculous to him. He continued lifting him but Anna's initial struggle became more urgent as the ceiling shifted 

"Kristoff? I love you." 

"Stop it." He warned darkly, tightening his grip. Anna shook her head. "I need you to run." He wouldn't relinquish his hold on her. Anna knew this. She kissed his palm savoring the feel of him, the strength and dirt caked within his callouses. Memorizing every detail of his hands and face, clasping one she held it tight, then with great regret sank her teeth into his wrist as hard as she could, perhaps puncturing it and letting go of his other hurting both their fingers which were entangled. 

"Anna!" The ceiling had finally enough, tumbling down its load he scrambled backward coaxed by his mother.


Ryu was never good at these decisions, she and Elsa with combined efforts secured this section but not where it also mattered. She gave Kristoff the one thing they didn't have– time– to pull Anna back up and get over here. 

But if he did that he too would sink, the ground beneath him capsized and flooring above also descended another inch dislodging from the summit. Massive cascades of rock and rubble pulled free from the ceiling, shattering and rolling like a hideous stew of earth and granite as it struck the ground

There was definitely a struggle going on at the other end. She looked to the over refinement that was Elsa whose chest labored excessively. 

She wanted to stay with her that's what she chose, yet when she heard Kristoff and Bulda's wail, and Anna's scream which caught Elsa's attention, the dragon abandoned the wall sprinting down the hall, leaping over the elevated mound created by the destruction. 

Grabbing the man by his shirt she used the same amount of strength as on the cracks and flung him and Bulda towards Elsa, unwittingly sending the woman to her knees with the impact his rolling body caused. 

She barely made it past the collapse as she dove into the hole hoping that her weight would quicken her fall enough to catch up with Anna before she hit whatever was waiting for them at the bottom. 

The only noise to surpass the cacophony of the subsiding ceiling was the wail that ripped itself from Elsa's throat. Even the roaring of a shattering empire couldn't compare with the agonized cries echoing off the walls of the hole, so loud it felt like it shook the temple more than the earthquake as her sister was once again stolen away from her. 

The impact her body made with Anna's was not gentle, her limbs and wings that wrapped around her were not delicate, but she'd rather squeeze the woman uncomfortably than risk her slipping out of her grasp.

The first collision had Ryu tucking her head in, eyes sealed shut. Wherever they landed was up to their trajectory now. It hurt, she had to keep reminding herself it wasn't the worst pain she had ever felt to lessen the urge to whimper. They snowballed and cascaded from walls to ledges slowing down the decline. Ryu barreled over the top of herself finally coming to stand still. 

She didn't want to move, or open her eyes. Remnants that survived the plummet cracked against rocks a few feet away and on top of them. 

She was hyperventilating, locked in place holding Anna close to her chest. She stayed still as well, exempt from the trembling she exhibited, keeping her face and balled fist against Ryu's torso. 


Kristoff was a pacific, level headed person, it was what he was known for. That man was now banging his fist into a bloody mess on the floor. It Bulda some effort to stop him from breaking his hand. He yanked his arm away from her small hands but she took no affront allowing him to slump against the wall taking deep breaths. 

Elsa was too busy checking over the rubble destruction beyond the sizable ice dome. There was a clatter of materials here and there among the mess. Her shivering body clambered up nearly slipping and scraping her knees. She covered her sobs with her palm. "Anna… " 

Bulda observed the adults breaking down in front of her meaning the torch of reason had been passed down to her and she'd wield it valiantly. 

She couldn't let anguish consume them or they'd get nowhere. She wanted to comfort them both but that task was on a shelf she wasn't meant to reach. The only solution was to get her daughter back. 

"Well!" She began dusting off the leftovers of what just happened. "That was an awful earth shake, not as bad as the one back in 1812 but sent me for a loop–" as suspected silence answered. "I'm going to go find Anna and Ryu, they're counting on us. Feel free to join me." 

It was all the coaxing Elsa needed. Her feet scampered off the rocky hill at the mention of Anna and Ryu's name. They couldn't keep up with how fast she wanted to go, sending her hurtling on her face, fortunate that she didn't twist or break her ankle. As if numb to it she propelled herself upward. "We have to hurry and find a way down to where they are and get us out of here." She tugged at Kristoff's arms and he stood reluctantly.

It was okay that he wasn't in the mood to talk, so long as he kept on moving Bulda was satisfied. She'd get him to open up eventually. Elsa was content to leech off of Bulda's calm confidence lacking her own. She marched forward at a hurried pace. Her heart felt hollow but Bulda could sense she was already filling it with a new goal that she'd stop at nothing to complete. The longing chewed through the sorrow. They couldn't afford to wallow, the ones they loved were in need and the answer to that need filled their hearts.


"Okay, well it's simple really we just have to find an opening and go through it." Yes that was all, it may have taken a while but Anna was determined to hug both her sister, mother in law and husband. All at once then each individually. The thought calmed her nerves just a tad. As they walked towards the tunnel Anna's shaking knees collapsed and she lurched forward as the intrusive thoughts washed over her like black waves overtaking an already sinking ship. She couldn't inhale properly, odd noises came from her throat. 

So many things were happening all at once. Anna was frozen solid upon the fjord, feeling a cold she couldn't comprehend being possible. She was hanging over the broken dam having missed the jump. They were all happening now. She had to make it to Elsa, she had to face death to save her people. 

Unbeknownst to her she was merely staring forward on her hands and knees, making feeble whimpers with each breath. 

The hand that touched her shoulder sent her doubling away like it burned her covered skin only worrying Ryu more. 

"Anna… what's happening?" Ryu retracted upon seeing the fear in Anna's eyes. 

Collecting herself, Anna stood feeling unsteady wiping herself off.

"Nothin-nothing, I'm fine, let's go." She didn't bother to sound more convincing. It wasn't something she had any desire to discuss or explore. 

"Well that's not true." Ryu replied simply. "If you need more time to rest–" she jutted her thumb over her shoulder. 

"I said I'm fine." Anna turned dangerously towards Ryu. She eyed her only softening her demeanor with a sigh when she heard how she sounded so sharp over the echos not used to hearing it come from herself. 

Luckily Ryu didn't seem offended moreso puzzled. 

"I'm sorry, just a little shaken up is all from the fall, it's nothing." She shrugged as they entered caverns that appeared too well sculpted to be naturally made, Anna could barely see two inches in front of her. 

Ryu scoffed at this. "If there wasn't any confirmation before there is now; that you and Elsa are definitely both related." It sounded both playful and mocking. 

"Excuse me?" 

"You both hide yourselves so much." 

"I do not hide myself." Still Ryu was not convinced. "Maybe not as much as Elsa does, but you hide the bad things, I've seen you do it with her, and her to you and other people." 

Anna should not have continued to reply; she knew it wouldn't lead to anything good or conducive, but her mind was overstimulated even with the lack of stimuli around them additionally the topic was pricking at exposed nerves. "Elsa and I do not hide ourselves from each other. No hiding and no secrets." Anna couldn't see the brow rising on Ryu's face, even if it weren't dark she'd be too distracted worrying about so many things plaguing her mind. She twisted her fingers together. 

"Speaking of what is going on between you guys anyways?" Ryu walked ahead and rolled her head back tauntingly. "Thought there were no secrets between the two of you."

"There wasn't–" Anna hissed, nearly tripping over something. "Aren't– isn't."

"Right, what's it to you anyways?" Ryu's tone went from blithe to downright sardonic and averting which had nearly slipped Anna's detection. They reached a large overturned column which Ryu easily cleared, leaving Anna to find her own way through a gap where it curved. 

"Um, I'm her sister." 

"And?" 

"And it's my job to protect her and so far all of her secrets have just led to her getting into danger." 

Ryu frowned, vacillation spreading with each sprouting scale needling its way out of her skin. "Not all of them." 

"And how would you know? You barely even been in her life for two months! You don't know everything about her." 

"Nor do I want to yet, I have a lot of questions about Elsa but guess what? I don't demand to know, she has a right to privacy without people trying to stay up her ass all the time eh."

"I don't invade my sister's privacy–" 

"I never said that, but you did." Anna had enough of this, standing before her was the same girl that influenced Elsa to not tell her about the assassin and God knows what else putting her in danger for no other reason other than 'wanting privacy'. Judging by how deflective and aggressive Ryu became in such a quick manner only made Anna more suspicious and uncomfortable. 

"I am not going to take your advice on how to behave with my sister. You aren't aware of all that we've been through! You don't understand what it's like to lose family once, let alone thrice in one lifetime." 

"Oh yea and how would you know?" 

Anna, emotionally running on fumes– actually she was sure those were gone now too– holding her tongue considering the detriment her words could have brought. 

But she needn't say it. Her face spoke up without her parting her lips. 

Because you don't have one… 

Instant regret came quickly when something snapped behind Ryu's expression turning it dark and ugly. Her body armored itself in light gray platings which nearly took over her face. Taking a deep breath she shrugged, smoothing her hands over her horripilate hair to smooth it down to no avail as soon as she was done it puffed up again ripping the disguise of an indifferent persona away. 

" I don't have a family. Maybe that's for the best." Anna took a step back stunned. "What– how could you possibly think that–" 

The way Ryu became so inclemently placid, speaking the cruel words to follow in the same manner one would telling their spouse about their day in town. "Easy, hearing about all the stupid actions you all took in the name of love for each other, I think I'd rather be alone." 

"Love is the most powerful thing in the world, being alone is terrible." Anna said, a little more forcefully.

"How? Because you can't handle being alone for more than five seconds without breaking down?" 

"So what! I love being with my family, I enjoy being surrounded by the people I love. Is that so hard to comprehend? Being alone is the worst thing that could happen to someone." Ryu rolled her eyes thinking of plenty worse things. "Where would you be if you hadn't met Elsa, or me, Kristoff and everyone else? Honestly."

"I'd be a quarter way to Australia by now, living as I was meant to." 

"Ryu you can't truly mean th-" 

"Why?" She chuckled humorlessly. Spitting venom, coiled like a snake in the grass. "Because some Queen who stupidly believes that love fixes everything told me so? Kuso, that isn't how the world works, Anna, grow up!" Shaking her head Ryu backed away in disbelief. 

Anna trailed further behind until they reached a fork in the path one led to what seemed to be another part of the temple and the other lower section, perhaps used for mining or maybe an emergency escape. 

Anna trudged left to the upper incline knowing that Elsa was on a level above them so if there was a way up they'd take it… or so she thought it would be, not hearing Ryu behind her she turned seeing her stuck in place. 

"I'm not going in there." 

"Ryu come on, Elsa is probably worried sick about us." 

"I'm sure she is but I'm not going in there." 

"Why?" 

"There's something in there, and I don't like it." Anna groaned, even if there was something she was sure they could overcome it… maybe. She hoped at least but Ryu was not budging. "Ryu we don't have time for this." 

"Then go, I'm not coming. I'll find my own way out." Anna wanted to rip out her hair, instead rolling her eyes and stomping away to the left. It was indeed more of the temple, gulping at what Ryu said she fastened her jacket around herself and moved forward. "I'm coming Elsa."


Ryu traded two legs for four, no longer needing to care about a bothersome, emotional redhead to– quiet sobs caught up to her ears making them fold backward in guilt. 

Those things she said, those horrible, horrible things. And why? Because Anna said something that was somewhat triggering but entirely true. And what had she done? Spit lies and slander from behind the safety of her wall of false stoicism. Even if Anna were wrong and she did have a family, Ryu was certain she'd screw up and drive them away. She couldn't even handle friends– friends who had risked their lives for her just to save her countless times– take her in–show her nothing but kindness and this was how she treated them. The worst being that Ryu couldn't figure out why she said those things to Anna, how it escalated to that point. She said only one intelligent thing during their whole argument: she was meant to be alone but not for her own sake, for the sake of any who dared cared about her. 

If it wasn't confirmed before that she was a monster Ryu was aware it certainly was now. Turning on the spot she trotted back out the lower tunnel and to the left where Anna had gone. She was nowhere in sight, which sped the dragon's legs up, she did sense something, an unknown Ryu didn't want to bother with. 

Monster or not, Ryu wouldn't leave Anna to fend for herself. She wouldn't necessarily approach her, shame prevented that, but she'd definitely keep a very close eye on her from a distance. 


Her tears blurred any peripherals she had. It was so dark Anna thought her lids had slid shut over her eyes without her own will. 

What was on the left and right didn't matter, all that mattered was getting to Elsa. 

That was why she was so easily startled by the blue blaze which sprung up to her face. "Oh! Hello there Romeo." Anna's mood was perked up a bit at the sight of her Sprite friend. They were happy to see her too apparently if one could not tell by the way they caressed themselves against her body and face wiping away Anna's tears. 

"Wanna keep me company?" Romeo blimped thrice following after her listening to her ramblings. 

"Maybe Ryu was right. She obviously knows something I don't about Elsa and I should be okay with that right?" The sprite hummed. Anna frowned, glancing down. "And maybe I am just being overprotective but Elsa is so precious–beyond precious– to nearly lose her thrice then officially twice I guess that has kinda just made me… " 

Crazy

As if reading her mind Romeo twirled quickly then took off ahead turning a corner. Anna's shoulders slouched. Left again. 

The sprite returned floating by the corner bobbing up and down. Anna quirked a brow. "You– you want me to follow you?" 

She slowly stepped in their direction following the sprite to see what he had to show her. Maybe a way out, but that seemed to be too much wishful thinking. 

The wind moaned against the walls making the ghost that haunted this giant tomb harmonize an eerie choir. Between the sounds and environment even with company Anna's flesh remained covered in goosebumps, her heightened senses caused a jolt. What was once sarene, a sleeping giant hidden from the world, had now trapped her family within its belly where Anna sensed horrific things distorted by time. 

She studied the large pulleys and platforms taking up space in the next room she entered, dejected by the fact that there was no opening to the outside or upstairs. It smelt…clean but there was an undertone of medicinal smells that snuck up on the senses. Cold, stale, untouched, sterile. 

"Is this a medical wing?" Anna's question remained unanswered but she was certain she knew right away entering a smaller corridor. Beakers and bottles lay askew upon trays and desks dried up from any contents they contained. She found Romeo encircling a dangling chain– at the end of it a handle. 

His message had been received, an instinct inside telling Anna not to pull it was out voiced by her curiosity. Reluctantly her fingers gripped the handle. A moment passed till Romeo egged her on nudging her arm and blinking rapidly. 

"What can it hurt?" Tugging on the chain Anna closed her eyes bracing for what was to come. 

She hadn't the slightest idea until a warm sticky glob spilled out from a chute onto her head. Recoiling back as it seeped down her face and body she made noises of disgust involuntarily holding out her arms. To keep it from her eyes she continuously wiped at them till they were safe from being covered. 

"Ugh– god Romeo what were you thinking?" She admonished, the sprite seemed very pleased with themselves and perplexed by her displeasure and glaring. 

"I'm not in the mood for pranks right now." It was just a silly trick right? The nagging intuition from within said no. That being covered in the gooey, light blue glowing slop was a huge detriment. Anna, not needing anymore negative fruitions, settled on this being just a mischievous jape, shaking her head, still rubbing as much of the substance off and going back to the larger area of the infirmary. 

"Oh my god!" She flinched away at the sight of Ryu. To placate her racing heart her hand went to her chest. Anna was reaching her limit of frights, nerves were completely shot. Still it was a relief to see someone familiar, although their fight had left a sordid taste. 

Ryu remained still standing staggered at the other end of the room. Anna wasn't sure why the air felt so tense, maybe it was the after effects of vile words spewed out in defensive anger… still there was something else about the dragon's presence that was disturbing. A niggling sense that tickled at first was now ringing alarm bells off inside of Anna's head, preventing her from going forward. 

Ryu made the first move, trotting forward, plunged along by a drive, not sprinting but dead set on her target– had spurred Anna by the sharp rowels of panic to retreat away into the room going to the wooden door and attempting to pry it open, her intuition saying to put as much distance between herself and Ryu as possible. That would be ridiculous right? In the background she heard behind her chuffing and other vocalizations that were unnerving to hear. 

Turning she saw the dragon had taken to licking the floor where the mystery goo had spilled out. She cleaned every drop and just to be sure cleaned it again. 

The door squeaked open causing Anna to cringe. She looked back slowly towards the large creature that had noticed– licking her muzzle, the movement uplifting a lip exposing the fangs hidden underneath, eyeing her. 

Ryu's breathing was quick and irregular, reminding Anna to slow down her own hyperventilation. Continuing her moves slowly Anna turned pressing her back to the door, desiring as much space as she could get. Something wasn't right and this was confirmed by Ryu's eyes, dilated to the max, there was no color left in them, only black. Her muscles were coiled so tightly Anna could see them ripple and twitch despite the rest of her remaining deathly still, exempt from her shoulder sinew she could see protrude favoring whichever limb she pressed forward. Anna could only describe the sight as someone would a great cat stalking their pray, so patient and ready. 

Romeo tried to communicate something frantically flying about, he was not understood, Anna couldn't even tear her gaze away from Ryu to look at the sprite.

A clash and a clatter from some beakers he knocked down broke the stillness. Ryu huffed as Anna scrambled to open the door too afraid to turn around and close it behind her. She sprinted blindly not looking back knowing Ryu was in pursuit of her.

Is this how mice feel? Anna pitied them. She skidded needing a barrier, she wouldn't be able to outpace four legs on flat terrain. She climbed some knocked over pillars, squeezing into any space she could fit. It was a second too late when a large paw missed her. 

"Periwinkle!" Anna's desperate calls were ignored as the dragon circled the crawl space working out how to get in there, after a couple minutes the dragon barked repeatedly seven times before ending the last in a chitter vibrating her throat.

"It's me! It's me Anna!" She was trapped. The arm out reached in the hole Anna flattened herself against the wall when a long toe nearly nicked her skin instead hooking itself in her shirt. 

She needed an out but then what? Obviously Ryu wouldn't make it back to the others in this state and what if they couldn't fix her? Would they have to leave her in this temple a feral beast less she would tear them apart? 

The dreaded sound of rock straining against rock drew Anna's attention back to her predicament. By the way her pillar shield was slowly drawing away, it seemed Ryu had figured out a way in. 

Panting Anna stood, a chill never wavering intensified on her spine. The moment Ryu would burglarize her safe haven she'd take her opening and run like hell. 

The dragon had a different idea of how things would play out though. Anna hated the way it seemed she had read her mind, as soon as the pillar was moved Anna could have sworn she blinked and there was the dragon closing in. 

"Ryu, I– I'm– I'm sure Elsa wouldn't want you to hurt me–" shuffling back tripped Anna onto her rear, using both her hands and feet to scoot backwards against the wall. "Or anyone for that matter. Please, this isn't you!" For the first time since they met Anna was petrified of the creature and what she was capable of.


It felt like hours but had only been one since their separation. Elsa wouldn't entertain the possibilities of fate being even more cruel than any evil in existence stealing away Anna and Ryu from her. 

She'd remain positive for the sake of her own sanity and those around her for if that were to happen her powers would become unpredictably dangerous and as an off chance fetal. So she instead focused on how it would feel to hug them, to kiss them tearily never letting them go again. 

Comforting Kristoff and Bulda would only bring thoughts of her family being hurt to the forefront, it would address realities Elsa refused to acknowledge so they walked in silence. 

The misery which oozed from Kristoff was louder than the resounding thunder from the temple which seemed to be drawing nearer and nearer, but Elsa wouldn't think about that either.

"ELSA!" 

Elsa's heart stopped beating hearing her sister's shrill scream echo throughout the domain. "ANNA!" her answer was just as dolorous. 

Without any regard for their own safety or sense of direction the group raced forward, Elsa managed to stay a few paces ahead, jumping and safely vaulting over any obstacle that dared to lay in her way. 

I'm coming Anna.

A large gap awaited them, Elsa was not deterred, it was an easy fix to make it to the other side and even if it wasn't she'd still make it to Anna nonetheless. 

Initially Elsa had thought another part of the temple was falling towards her but the temple did not possess fingers, nor an arm, nor a face. 

Falling backwards from the heavy contact of an arm leaning against the ledge hauling from the depths of the hole, a creature emerged, pulling itself up revealing more of its form with a low guttural bay, akin to an old man rising from his chair. 

Elsa couldn't believe what she was seeing, but then again, a part of her could. Their limbs shook the entire mountain it seemed, confessing to the crime of causing the earthquakes and cave ins. 

It was no animal. The only word Elsa could use to describe it was enormous. What even was this? 

Elsa had experience with giants, having been in the company of the Earth spirits back home. Gigantic was where the similarities ended. Where the earth giants seemed to be cut from the mountains being made entirely of rock, this creature possessed animalistic features. Covered in shaggy fur, the vines that hung off of their back and shoulders told Elsa that they had just woken up from a dormant state for those to grow.

Their head Elsa recognized to be wolf-like but the rest of them was a concoction of a man. From this distance she couldn't be sure if it also fused to rock or if that was merely armor. She moved backward to collect herself from the apprehension and gut wrenching dread that were poisoning her mind. 

How this decrepit fortress supported his weight was at a loss to her. 

He had set his sights on the stunned Kristoff and less stunned Bulda, his eyes, those eyes, they glowed green like moss grown over a lake. Yet there were pupils or irises, just a swirling vortex swallowed into a black hole, Elsa drew the connection to the lenticular clouds back on the mountainside crest.

Rushing ahead towards them she and Kristoff clasped at one another's elbows."Vakten?" She asked Bulda who nodded, struck with awe. 

"I thought he'd be asleep!" In spite of his voice cracking in disbelief Kristoff retrieved the pickaxe sheathed in his waist shaft readying for battle. 

"He was but something woke him up." They hoped he wouldn't be temperamental as most creatures were when woken up but the angry growl resonating throughout his chest said otherwise. 

His earthquakes were upon them, bouncing anything not nailed to the floor. Elsa took inventory of the circumstances searching around then to her family. 

The tone she spoke in had rarely come out, more popular during her reign, it left no leverage of argument against its authority.

"Kristoff, you and Bulda get away from here, get outside if possible and see if there's any ways to lower levels."

"What? No! I'm not leavin–" he clamped his mouth shut when her eyes bore into his, the intensity did not match her relatively calm face. Defeated, he picked up his mother.

"Elsa honey?" Her stare softened at Bulda's warm call. "He may be more understanding than you think." Elsa could only hope that was true. 

As they retreated, the winds had already begun the process of a whirling blizzard. 

Stepping before the behemoth Elsa stamped her foot, beneath a pillar rose putting her at their eye level. 

They did not appear to be surprised or confused at the display. Elsa didn't care, she wouldn't strike first, rather choosing to showcase her abilities remaining on the defensive. 

Uplifting her wrist summoning ice shoots to coat his feet. Now that he was in place she spoke, projecting her voice as loud as she could. "I mean you no harm!" The winds and snow ceased all movement in a manner nature could not explain. 

"I am Elsa Fifth spirit of the Enchanted forest. I came here seeking answers for my friend's predicament– she's a dragon and in danger. I do apologize for the intrusion, we thought you'd be asleep–" Elsa fumbled, shaking head and hands realizing how that may have come across. "Not that we were going to invade your home while you were asleep, we had no intention of disturbing you or any other inhabitants." 

The triangular and octagonal shapes in his glass eyes twisted and shifted, Elsa watched carefully feeling exposed to an unfathomable degree waiting for his response. He lifted his legs one by one, shattering the ice shackles. A deep audible cut through the air followed his mace's wallop to her pillar, collapsing it, an ax to a tree. She didn't even notice the weapon. 

Elsa yelped as she fell caught by the large palm. His fingers easily juggled her body to be enclosed in his fist. She tried pulling out of it but her physical strength could never dream to match his. 

Placating the pang of guilt she burrowed down into his hand and caged herself in an encasing of ice, compacting as much as she possibly could before allowing it to expand outward forcing his palm to open.

Falling down she spun facing the ground blanketing it with snow to break the fall. 

Unfortunately she landed on her back. Elsa whined, closing her lids. Blowing a puff of air out her lips to remove the rouge tresse of hair that flopped over her eye Elsa shot upright, removing her boots, a sheen of ice coated the bottom of her feet. 

The giant immediately made his move, she had time Elsa convinced herself, enough to at least shed her jacket and tie up her loose hair. Bouncing on her toes she awaited till he was within range. "Okay, you're cranky understandable, let's see if I can cool you off." Her arms raised, charging up an arsenal of hail and ice. Rapid shots impeded the mace boring downward towards her. The force staggering him momentarily. 

His free hand reached to grab her once more, Elsa evaded leaping and rolling to the left. "Oh no you don't!" 

His blows were heavy, his size only giving him more speed then she could muster alone her only advantage was her magic and agility. 

Elsa's keen vision calculated the environment, all the nooks and crannies she could fit into. Maybe her size also provided an advantage as well. 

Barreling straight between his legs, narrowly dodging the palm trying to capture her. She sprinted for the arches, turning he advanced upon her, probably predicting she'd head for the way she came. Elsa shook her head when his left hand slammed against the small entry she snaked her path to right, he proved to be just as well versed in strategy as she was colliding his mace down destroying the arches. Instinctively Elsa lowered herself to the ground skidding beneath the rubble through an opening. Her hands planted on the lowest part of the mace's shaft vaulting her legs over it. 

"I should have stretched." 


"Ryu if this payback for earlier yo–" Anna grunted from tumbling over the stairwell. Her body ached, covered in black and blue and horrible scraps."You've made your point!" Anna gave her a trail to follow striking out from off the flat plain of a path she had been running along, following into the labyrinth that the temple had bestowed upon them. 

She executed a series of intricate loops retracing when Ryu was near to catching her again and again making all of her dodges and spirals feel fruitless. Weary, Anna was insistent with hands and face lashing out to clear away anything be it dust or thick foliage hanging from any structure, to meet her sister. 

The dragon continued her pursuit through the column stumps and maze-like hallways. No matter how much Anna tried to trick her through doubling back curving this way and that she remained on her heels.

Anna sought another means of escape which in her hindsight had been so foolish to attempt with a creature that could fly– she went up, clinging to any cranny or crevice her fingers could successfully grasp and hoisted herself up until she met the beams of ceiling.

Reaching a support she knew she had an advantage above Ryu being more fitting for the small spaces she had led her through which gave her enough time to flatten herself down on the limb, through a screen of dust and darkness almost as thick as a rich soup, she watched, covering her mouth with her palm to muffle the quick air that was exhaling and inhaling from her lips and nose. 

Ryu burst through the small doorway, having to contort her form by the desperate way she flexibly wormed her way in. She sniffed the ground, seeding a dread within Anna turning on her back. She had felt that power up close, with one particular paw swipe the young dragon could lacerate her upper body, not initially per say but that would be a tortuously slow death. 

Her brain had slowly imagined wolves hunting her instead of the ancient beast below whose sound remained unfamiliar and horrifying. 

She had heard the scrape of large toes against stone lift up. The dragon wasn't exactly trying to be stealthy or maybe she was just a clumsy fledgling unaware that the best strategy for prey was the quarry to  not know of their presence. Either way Anna thanked whatever powers at hand for her predator's recklessness. 

Risking a glance to the side she could see Ryu had stood up on her hind legs and bobbed her head releasing the very distinctive bay she had earlier crescendoing in the same juddery chirp, bouncing off the walls.

Anna deep down knew the call was for her but wouldn't answer it. She couldn't. 

Ryu dipped her head, Anna could hear and so much as feel the inhales she took. This was so much worse than being confronted by a wolf or leopard in the woods that followed instinct blindingly. 

Between the dragon's size, swift ability to maneuver on a second's notice, the capability to adapt to all the traps and tricks Anna threw at her, her hissing even breath, which despite being fast was not over barren as Anna's was…

Ryu could probably hunt her down here for days without growing weary… 

Turning back up Anna thought of nice things, things she promised herself she would do though that list was self indulgent when she thought about it–being one to take life as it came, she had thought she'd grown, improved and bettered herself. Laying up here brought the thoughts of the dangers she had willingly put herself in, she felt like a child terrified of what was lurking under the bed. I need to slow down, if I want to live into my thirties. 

Wood splattered everywhere, breaking Anna's momentary peace and reflection. She screamed rolling down Ryu's spine to the floor. The dragon barked again but Anna wouldn't sit around and listen to it. 

She was reaching her limit, telegraphed by her screaming legs and torso, they burned worse than her lungs which in her opinion was stating a lot. 

"Whoa!" Her hands squeezed the railing of a balcony leading to nothing but a painful demise, black velvet was the only way that could describe what lay ahead– a thickened void, Anna couldn't see the end of. Her momentum doubled her body over. 

Ryu skidded nearly passing the archway. She leapt in place angling her front to Anna pressing forward in spite of her outstretched hands. Anna glanced back at the drop then to Ryu wondering which she would be better off taking her chances with.

There was nowhere left to run, not that she'd be able to if there was. She scrunched her eyes bracing her body for agony. Maybe she'll snap out of it while chewing on my leg. 

Sobbing, expecting fangs Anna glanced down to the chuffing muzzle pressed and licking her chest. Not yet trusting it, Anna wanted to scoot around the large body taking up most of the platform but when she shuffled to the right a powerful head pushed her back in place. 

"Okay! Okay…"  Anna's voice came out in a half-choked breath, pushing an absent hand through Ryu's mane, relinquishing any plans she had of escaping. Shaking palms tried fruitlessly to put some space between her and the large mass of muscle. Finally opening her eyes to the licking and nuzzling her gaze momentarily locked with Ryu's. She wasn't going to devour her, instead more enraptured by the goo that clung to Anna. Quickly Anna shredded her jacket, the target of Ryu's infatuation, which was stained the most she shoved it roughly to the dragon's face–"Keep it."– stepping past her, she rigorously shook herself off to be rid of the substance. 

She was still trembling, wiping the stress tears leaking from the corners of her cheeks. Her walk was hurried, she would not be running for a long while.

Ryu easily caught up, jacket clenched in her jaws. She dropped it at Anna's feet entering a play bow wagging her rump. Anna scooped it up, sighing, draping it over her shoulder. Ryu's antics continued less intense than before she leapt as Anna continued forward to keep them at equal distance.

Anna shook her head speaking up in a croaky voice. "I don't want to play." She didn't have enough resolve to put any anger in her words. 

Ryu ceased her efforts, she couldn't have possibly understood anything except Anna's energy and posture. Slowly she lowered her butt and ears, sitting upon her haunches watching the woman trudge forward. Ryu barked in the same tone Anna heard earlier but juxtaposed did not pursue after her.

The sound halted Anna mid step, when a realization detonated in her mind. Whatever that goo was didn't turn Ryu into a feral beast, was she ever really in peril? Did Ryu turn on her like a starving dog? 

Anna turned around seeing her seated down the hall, sympathy gripped her heart. She desired more than anything to just feel Elsa's arms wrapped around her again but… Ryu in this state– would have no hope of making her way back or even out of the temple. 

I can't leave her like this. 

After a cleansing breath, Anna thought of Ryu's issues, how hindering they were, but she had to admit she was pretty fucked up too. Together they were so dysfunctional. If Anna were a normal person she wouldn't be able to overcome that, but she remembered so many who would say: You're not normal

 Anna half smiled.

No, no she wasn't. She was an atypical queen but a queen nonetheless, and Queen's did not abandon others who needed guidance. 

"Come on Ryu!" She didn't move. Of course she didn't, why would she? Going back Anna studied the dragon who sniffed at her. 

It was so stupid, Anna concluded what she was about to do but her determination won out.The thought made her heart pound in her chest, ignoring the clamoring in her ribs Anna sprinted down the hall and predictably Ryu chased her catching up. She grunted and growled, swiping her paws at Anna's ankles. 

Anna yelped when she was tripped up, her guard remained at attention in case Ryu grew too rough in her handling. And it was a bit more physicality than what Anna was comfortable with; what with her raising to her hind legs wrapping her forelegs around Anna's torso and shoulders sometimes taking her to the ground but nothing malicious. Ryu's fangs never pierced her skin and her talons remained retracted. It was still just Ryu, she was still cheeky, and stubborn if not more so than the dragon normally was. 

Anna felt her trust growing in Ryu's self control, and was shrinking in regard to her sense of direction, sometimes going in the opposite direction they were supposed to be headed; more inclined to explore scents and rooms. 

"Ryu!" She chastised, Ryu's eyes drew up to her from where her head rested on her crossed paws. It would seem she decided that now was the time to take a break. 

Surrendering Anna sat on the stones next to her. It was beyond frustrating, but with Anna lacking the actual strength or ability to control her she didn't really have a choice. "You know–" she began not knowing why she chose to make conversation if Ryu couldn't reply. She grinned as her mind wandered to Kristoff and Sven. "The faster we get to the upper level the faster we can see Elsa and go home." What if they couldn't return her to normal when they did get back. Anna shook her head– no they would– still just in case they couldn't…

"Ryu–" Anna leant her elbows upon her raised knees. "I… I'm sorry about what I said earlier–" her soft voice drew Ryu closer towards her. "I was scared and I don't know what the emotion is called or what happened but I was stuck in all the moments that I almost died, it was like they were happening again and I couldn't breath or think and– well that's no excuse but I wanted you to know it wasn't you. Those things I said were untrue and I'm sorry. That isn't me. I won't let it be." Ryu purred at the slender fingers combing through her dirty mane. "I'll get us out of here, I promise. I'll keep us safe." Her size had such a dissonance with the way she nuzzled against Anna's now outstretched legs. A responsibility was born inside Anna's heart towards the creature. 

After a few moments Ryu startled her standing up and stretching. It was interrupted by a clanging echoing around them.

Anna groaned standing to her weary legs. What now? Noticing Ryu's distress, hissing and rattling scales she wrapped her arm around her neck. "Hey it's alright, it's okay. It must have been the wind. Or it's our ears playing tricks on us." Her touch assuaged the scales to lower and to lure Ryu into following along hesitantly. 


As time went on Anna found herself becoming more and more casual with the dragon. Speaking of where was she– 

Anna looked around and spotted her looking up at the ceiling letting out a longing bellow. "Yes I know! You want to go up there, me too." 

Finally! The trek had led them to an area that looked like progress met their eyes. It was a relatively large, open cavern, the ceiling high and vaulted, stalactites crowning around, ferns and moss growing at the edge of the crumbled pillars and fallen pieces of wall. 

"Oh look at this Ryu now you can play!" Anna called excitedly but the dragon was already ahead of her galavanting pass. She jumped off the debris and galloped around. 

Anna investigated their surroundings for any openings or crevices. Occasionally Ryu would brush past her sending her toppling over but Anna minded less and less. 

Straightening, she gave her attention. "Run Ryu! Run–" she offered an example of jogging around, now Ryu was less interested and more intrigued in hosting her own probing. "Or just walk around, that's fine." Anna chuckled, coming over to what had caught the dragon's sights. Aha! A small hole nearly blending into the wall appears to be the only way forward. "Seems like only I can fit–" Anna ventured, bending sideways to look inside, she glanced up at Ryu. "Unless you want to become smaller." 

Ryu scratched herself, message received and understood; Anna would be going alone to find a way through for them. It was a short way to the other side. She could hear Ryu's calling barks which held a sad tone to them as she watched her vanish into the crawl space. They made eye contact. "If I'm not back in twelve minutes… wait longer." Only Ryu's warbles replied. 

Going lower seemed foolish to Anna, especially with the synthetic helmets and limbs littered about the high buff she was upon. The trepid sensation returned yet this time there weren't any culprits responsible present. Was this an Aqueduct system, maybe sewers. There had to be some purpose meant for draining excessive water here. Everything was eroded.

Clasping the ledge Anna descended herself to the next stone etching testing its durability with a few boot taps. When deemed safe she continued. It wasn't the most expansive drop she had seen in the temple but enough to make the hairs on her arms and nape stand at attention

Pain coursed through her limbs as the various scraps and bruises pressed uncomfortably against the wall. Anna sucked in air filling her lungs to capacity, there were no more footholds her toes could probe for. She checked then double checked just to be sure. 

Looking down had her considering… it wasn't an awful fall, wouldn't be a pleasant one either and lethal if she fell wrong.

"Just jump Anna–okay I can do this! I can do this–just jump. This was a stupid idea, whatever– break your leg for all I care!" 

The internal argument was cut short impulsively when Anna let go of the ledge. keeping her legs bent and arms out to brace for impact. She landed with a huff on now sore ankles and slipped backwards onto her butt wincing. The cold stone bit into her palms.

Standing, Anna dusted herself off taking a look at where she had landed herself.

Her attentiveness zeroed in on the much hated flesh doors. Initially Anna had concurred that much of the findings they discovered down here had been a result of cave ins, parts of the temple sinking down into the ever vortex that was the mountains it was built into, if that were so then why was the door here? Why were there a few doors here, not in ruin but intact and still sealed shut? 

Anna's eyes narrowed, slowly, keeping her gaze fixed on the door she backed into the wall and slid along it feeling blindly for a way back up, deciding she'd rather backtrack with Ryu than be down here for too long.

At first Anna thought the small hiss was her ears ringing but as it grew louder and louder her insides twisted into a nasty ball upon knowing it came from one of the flesh doors.

As many times as her and her family tried to pry open the door, witnessing it finally, slowly, crack open was dreadful. Even with the unworldly light that beamed through the crack. 

Heavy metal footsteps alluded to the soldier's presence, his actual appearance just as if not more so chilling than the opening of the foreboding door. Standing at a high seven feet his shadow loomed over Anna like a storm cloud threatening a peaceful field. At first glance he could pass as a person but if one took the time to study him they would see in-between his heavy panoply, the gothic plating was somewhat recognizable etched in the mysterious material that made up his suit but it was overcome by the similar markings and symbols Anna had seen all over the temple, where the joints and other extremities that would identify him as human lay the spongy flesh synthetics she had pointed out to Elsa inside the helm earlier. 

That wasn't what concerned Anna though,  her worries drew her eyes to his left hand, clutching a terrifyingly beautiful helbard. The exaggeratedly Malachite glow although fainter than the beaming behind him was not dimmed out by it. The shaft was dark black and green in places, the color not unlike freshly tilled soil. It was decorated with coils, running the length of the stone, each scroll-work containing ancient runes which were carved deep into the surface of the grain.

The head, shaped like one of Ryu's fangs and over a foot long, looked sharp enough to filet a chunk of marble into the finest slabs, and seemed so natural, that of bone… Or– Anna gulped– teeth, and she knew of only one creature big enough to have a tooth of that size. Within the body of the head, more runes could be found as the ones etched into his body, but these glinted with a vibrant luster, in sharp contrast to the rest of the shaft.

As he exited, much to horror another twin followed suit, and another… and another. 

Anna didn't need to be told twice to move her ass. She got up and sprinted off to the right. Not looking back she could hear their hurried steps behind her. Am I faster then them– maybe– I don't know, guess I'll find out. 

Swirls of hieroglyphs kept pace warped and left trails of the malachite green. They were only interested in touching bare skin, making Anna wish she hadn't left her jacket with Ryu. 

Leeches! These things were leeches! Anna concluded as they attached to her skin stinging like the bite of walking half naked on a winter's morning. Scratching and smacking at them like insects was pointless. It couldn't have been fatigue which made Anna's shoulders feel like a huge chainmail which weighed as much as herself had been placed upon them, it wasn't exhaustion that intensified the gravity on her thighs and legs.

Her breaths labored with effort, efforts that weren't enough to keep her moving at a speed which kept them at bay.

Large powerful stone hands encircled around Anna's waist lifting her up off the ground, she gave them an excellent challenge with her screaming and thrashing about and began calling out to Elsa, Kristoff, her mother – those who would not hear till she settled on using her usually loud voice to warn the one person she could of their presence. 



Her mind felt like it was thinking so clearly yet also focusing on nothing at all. It was euphoric but hindering, every emotion was intensified a thousand times over. Every thought so fleeting so important she felt sad when it escaped her never to be recovered again. 

And when the redhead left her, anxiety was disabling. Ryu exhausted all possibilities of getting through the hole. Her mind one tracked on with its desire for the gabby human's company. She had been digging now for, well she didn't know for how long but it felt like a long time just for the stone to laugh at her claws which only caused scratches. 

Giving up she chose a spot next to the gap and laid down in a miserable huff. She could go back, find some food to quell the hunger pains but even that need was dampened by her human's absence. In this state she couldn't care how pathetic the whines which escaped with every breath sounded, or the tears which dribbled out her pupils, she just wanted her human back.

This place was so lonely, devoid of life. Ryu squeezed her eyes tight as she tried to remember what it was. A place of worship? Maybe. Now that she thought about it, Ryu couldn't remember much of anything before her and the redhead's fun game of chase. She was very anxious about it, as to why Ryu couldn't answer. She wanted to stop but the delicious scent which clung to her skin and clothes had lassoed the dragon tightly around the throat. 

The scent was gone now leaving only in its wake confusion and exultation. 

The dread that suddenly overcame the atmosphere was much worse than the separation anxiety plaguing her. Something was wrong, the dragon stood up and began pacing about to calm her nerves in vain. She growled and screeched at nothing. Scales and fur reflexively raised giving an uncomfortable tickle along her spine.

"RUN RYU! DON'T LOOK BACK JUST RUN!" 

My human! 

Ryu's ear tendrils shot straight up twisting towards the hole. Approaching it cautiously she peeped in and saw nothing, but she heard the sounds of a struggle, the clanging of armor. The sounds echoed in her head until they were the only things heard, muting Anna's cries to silence. Ryu's rushing heart beat in time with the gnashing of weapons. She was rendered motionless. 


The trail would wash away soon, left upon the bank. It was so hot here, summer or winter, spring and fall. She'd always be looking over her shoulder hearing the galloping hooves and music of iron banging against iron behind her even in the waters. 

Coming up on a cliff the tell tale signs of approaching ships and men made the dragon sigh lowering her head questioning why she went on. Biding time? Maybe a game to see how long she could go on for? 

She was so tired.

Pressing a paw against the rock the dragon roared, giving away her position looking to the upcoming hurricane she'd use to escape them. And she just might. Still an eye needed to be kept on them. The horn signaling sleepless nights droned out over the waves. Still she was here thinking of him, still haunting her heart. 

This wouldn't be easy; sharks had bullied her out of their hunting grounds, penetrating her developing scales which grew austere day by day yet not hard enough to survive the oceans. Blood from wounds earned from living at sea also helped those tracking her follow along as she walked the Australian costs. 

The dragon sat in the cove licking her wounds till the storm picked up just right for her to call out again and take flight. She'd die maybe tomorrow, not tonight…

This was not as Utopian as how she wanted this encounter to go. Maybe injury played a part, maybe fate. The dragon growled trying to find the rhythm of the storm. The weakness in movement must have been spotted and exploited. The dragon roared, flapping her wings to catch up but it seemed luck did not favor her tonight. 

Still with the rain and wind beating against her face blinding her vision the dragon moved into the perfect position, the lightning revealed her hidden shadowed wings spread. 

Ryu's life flashed before her eyes when the harpoon struck its mark through her wing, spreading the burning pain in the membrane, traveling up her shoulder. With nothing to hook into it slumped out of the gaping hole. 

Hope of traveling above the storm still drives her upward. Or what could have been. 

There was a beautiful person, there was laughter, peril, and a small home filled with children. Would her future have that? Children, she could tell stories of temples and foreign lands, and of the cold world to prepare them. 

There was peace which did not seem possible now. Yet before all that this would have to come first. This pain. The loss of what had always been taken away was the price she'd pay for such a wondrous existence. 

It could have been her mind rushing to come up with conclusions as it did when she was younger, to scribble down her story before it ended. A comfort. 

The heavy "no!" She heard from the seamen and realized that she'd been not only struck by the harpoon but banished from the skies forever, the world yanking her back down into the ocean. 

There was stillness, a force carrying her body. Opening her eyes which burned initially until Ryu's lids blinked over a protective layer she hadn't known she had. 

Moving in the water was like moving in the air except there was more assistance. Soon she found a rhyme she could bob her form to accordingly. White fuzz filled the space around her. Ryu sank under the  ship's hull naively surfacing searching for Susannoo. Her gaze found him as the ship left her vancity. Treading the water she tried to cry, for him to capture her and take her back to her nice small cell and continue to visit in the night, but he shook his head, cocking the jade bolt through the crossbow in his arm, signifying that all other hunts before this had been practice, a chance for Ryu to gain her stride–now that she found it, the dragon officially became quarry and he the hunter. It felt so wrong to think of him in such a way, it was the truth now. 

Her boy. Her sweet boy was capable of all this. 

Ryu would not be tested to see how far his tolerance went and dispersed into the depths. The night made it difficult to swim low enough to camouflage among the corals and other vibrant life. That sadness that she left him alone followed along like a parasite but she knew his boys were with him. He had a group as most lords in Japan did. Some still wanted to make it up in life and left him. Ryu promised as she watched them leave with disgust she'd never do such a thing. Always by Sussanoo's side no matter what. 

The karma of looking down on those who left with dignity bore down even past the gallons of water, she swam above them just to be dunked down under.

Surfacing she'd put a significant distance between herself and the ships. Hesitation kept her in place until the cannons, still so loud, sounded off behind with those awful screeches of metal weapons and armor scraping. Ryu scrunched her shoulder, in a wince not used to the new reality that faced her. 

She had grown up with so many of Susanoo's boys she'd hoped that a part of her would convince them to plead her case to him and take her in from the harsh seas. Never did their eyes soften.

 She was proud of them in a way. How determined they were to follow the chase she presented. 

Ryu had to keep telling herself it was selfish. She just wished she heeded the warnings instead taking some encounters as a chance to catch up on Sussanoo's life.

Did he ever get the chance to marry and have kids? Was hunting her a tradition they carried? Cause if so she'd lead them around the world just to thrill them. But no Susanoo still chased alone without any prospects. 

Why didn't he have children? A Wife? Someone? Why still chase after her? The regret only deeply seeded itself, relieving only a small bit when Ryu would see some of Susanoo's boys almost unrecognizable from time. She knew them… 

As the years went by their numbers dwindled. One by one and sometimes two by threes were nowhere to be seen on the hunts. 

Susanoo would have to stop eventually and make a family right? If he never did… if Ryu drove him to the oceans… 


She couldn't have waited forever. Now she has a life. It wasn't perfect but she had found it and made it all on her own, and if she left him still roaming… he used to be her purpose. 

Drifting to an abrupt halt, Ryu panting looked back. 

"JUST RUN RYU! DON'T LOOK BACK!" 

Anna.

Slowly Ryu turned around then took off to where Anna's voice came. Her strong legs no longer trembling with fear, the tears dried replaced with a blaze shadowed the furious furrows of her brows. 

Stopping at the hole it was pointless to even try to get through. Ryu backed away regarding the wall. 

If Susanoo was out there still searching for her to avenge his family name that was his choice, and Ryu would always be remorseful she led him to that but this was her choice. 

A new purpose. 

It had nothing to do with legacy, or dynasties or even fate. Even if it wasn't the same it would be the closest Ryu could ever get to defending family. Here and now that was her choice. 

 My brother. I'm so sorry.


A prodigious concoction of hail and sleet gushed from Elsa's palms, it built up the wall layering it thrice over creeping to the top of the grand entry. If all went according to plan this should have caged the Vakten. 

Elsa could see the silhouette studying the wall. To her terror he raised his arms ramming them through the barricade in an explosive wave. The force sent her backward a few feet away. 

The night sky cast the two opponents in its cascade of colors.

Glaring Elsa stood slowly, readying her stance. All around them the blizzard roared, swirling in tandem with Elsa's arms and legs. She twirled gathering the storm, herding it towards the Vakten. A composure Orchestrating a great and mighty melody. His massive arms shielded his face from her elemental symphony. 

"Surrender, I don't want to hurt you." That age old authority surfaced once more, the one she knew, as naturally as she knew to use her powers. Vakten charged forward against her weather, his mace thudded to the ground and swiped quickly at Elsa, the unearthed ground overtook her.

This is growing old fast. Elsa was at fork in the road, she didn't want to condemn the Vakten for performing the duty he was created to do and on the other path he could only be considered as a delay, an obstacle that was keeping Elsa from getting to her sister and Ryu who– if those cries were anything to go by– in some type of distress. She had promises to uphold just as he did and would not bend to make his job easier.

The spinning of her body guided her winds into a vortex unintentionally flinging her into the air. Elsa had always prided herself in her adaptation capabilities and this time was no different. Now at a greater altitude than  her opponent her hands drew close together, a sphere of winter was born growing as her arms spread apart. Twisting her torso she moved her hold behind it pushing it towards her target striking the top of his head.

Her thighs split, landing upon an ice platform sprouted from the ground. 

At least that affected him. He shook his mighty dome, growling in frustration, it shook Elsa's entire core but she remained dauntless. She had him locked in her sights, ignoring the large shadow passing over them quickly. Buildings and other structures could be heard crumbling in the distance, what else was new. 


Anna's struggles became more reckless and painful when she saw what the soldiers had planned for her. She'd sooner have them throw her off and overpass than take her through those awful doors. 

She'd never find out what was behind them, never!

A loud roar brought them to halt. Some looked over their shoulders towards the disturbance. 

High up the wall rocks flung everywhere, as dust shrouded them. Anna gasped and broke out the biggest grin she could have mustered today. 

"RYU!" The dragon shook her head like a rutting buck wincing away the pain of having just used it as demolition equipment clawing her way out the tight opening she had created. She had slipped twice, still uncoordinated from her brain fog.

Her lips peeled back at the sight of soldiers apprehending Anna, snarling dangerously. 

To Anna's surprise the soldiers merely carried on as they were before towards the door. 

Ryu leapt down landing directly onto one of them propelling his dismembered limbs to sprawl across the floor. Wisps of magic expressed from his parts like green mist whirling around a bog.

Now she had their notice, the ones not occupied with Anna surrounded Ryu trying to pull her to their levels. The force of her jaws when she gripped their arms and smacked their torsos was enough to send them toppling over. Hearing Anna's struggles Ryu ran over and sliced her paw against Anna's capture sending her to ground unceremoniously.

"Umph!" She grunted, recovering swiftly to her feet.

They acted as mindless draugr. Anna could tell their intentions were not lethal as they tried to overpower the fledgling though she wouldn't voice this to Ryu who was being surrounded with clinging hands pinning the dragon to her belly.

"No! Put me down you bastard!" Anna was once again snagged and easily slung over a shoulder to be taken through the door. 

Two soldiers clasped Ryu's wing, holding it steady for their comrade to slice away the icy layer with adroit precision protecting her disabled limb. The dragon whined when the hole in her membrane was exposed. 

"Ryu!" Anna cried, the volcano within her boiled with wrath heating her entire body to what felt like impossible degrees. Growling menacingly she took her hand and dug into her captured flesh as far as it could go. It was enough to force him to release her. Without wasting another second she raced over to the pile up. 

She couldn't keep track of the chaos. All she was aware of was the soft joints she dug into without mercy, the soldiers remaining single goal minded hardly noticed her annoyances. 

"Leave." A jab in the shoulder. 

"Her!" A stab to the back of the knee. 

"ALONE!" Anna gripped the soldiers head and pulled using the force of one tugging her hips back decapitating her target. She held the helmet, staring at it for a few seconds, deciding it would be a great weapon to bash against her assailant's head, staggering him to loosen his grip. She ran while playing decoy climbing a pillar, dangling her leg like a toy in front of cats. 

With three off of her Ryu roared chest glowing, she breathed out an unexpected blast of hot flames. It didn't injure them, serving as only a distraction for her to rise. She barked Anna's signature call and ran for her, colliding into their enemies. 

Fueled by adrenaline to make a hasty retreat Anna didn't bother turning around instead flipping off the pillar landing onto Ryu's haunches. 

Her mouth made a 'O' as she looked between the pillar and dragon. Forgetting their situation she was ecstatic with her coordination she didn't know she was capable of. 

The plethora of soldiers exiting the doors trying to flank them brought her back to the present. Ryu drove them forward until they drew closer and closer to the wall that enclosed all around them. 

"Uh Ryu? What's the plan here exactly?" Anna's slightly panicked inquiry was ignored and accidentally answered when Ryu bent her head forward, Anna now knew her intentions which only worried her more. 

Sure the dragon was thickly skulled– that much was known from the beginning with her needing to challenge everything and everyone– but how much could she take before a concussion or any type of head trauma took hold. 

Anna wilted leaning back, her eyes closed tightly waiting for impact. 

They imploded through the wall falling down. Anna opened her eyes. She recognized that sensation.

It was air unfiltered by temple walls. Harsh weather cutting her skin. Through the haze the northern lights shone greens, turquoises, violets and pinks, down illuminating their way through the storm. 

They crashed onto what looked like a scaffolding bridge made of wood and poles. It swayed and creaked ominously, complaining about Ryu's mass and the abuse bestowed upon them from the unexpected snowstorm. 

Her landing wasn't graceful with the gale force severity.

Between the blizzard and momentum, Anna launched off over the edge to the left. Ryu yipped and surged her neck forward carefully, catching the back collar of Anna's black blouse between her front teeth. 

She had to raise slowly, using her tail which lowered to the other side to keep the bridge from teetering completely over. Anna shoved her fingers in the front of her shirt easing the pressure of the collar to not get strangled. 

Ryu's sharp fangs easily tore through with the weight of Anna exuding the fabric to its limit ripping before she could be pulled up. 

Anna released a single shout angling herself to face Ryu. 

Her strong reaching hands clung to the long tail curving towards her from under the bridge. Wrapping her legs around it as Ryu reeled her back in, placing her finally on somewhat solid ground. 

Resting her palms against her knees she bent over to catch her breath. 

"Finally we can get a minute." She sighed. Ryu's sharp hearing barely picked it up over noisy winds

Their necks snapped back to the splintering woods collapsing behind them ripping rope and metal poles. 

They exchanged deadpanned expressions. "Okay that just proves there's a God and he hates us. Go Ryu go!" Ryu gripped her torn collar and flipped her backwards onto her back and took off in the opposite direction. The sound of breaking wood always behind them, splinters nipping at their heels. 

God must have been furious at them, making the pathway to safety in front begin to mimic the same trail of collapsing destruction which went upward instead. 

Anna squinted her stinging eyes catching the vortex forming to their right. "Oh no Elsa's pissed." By now she had learned the intricate language Elsa's magic spoke.

It was always infused with her emotions. Anna had witnessed tiny sleet tornadoes when Elsa's patience waned but only for a few seconds before her sister's resolve took over and willed them away of course this was a very rare occurrence, it took a lot to push the woman over the edge with her having a better sense of self control. Elsa always took responsibility for her emotional responses knowing the detriment they could cause. 

Never had Anna seen one to this magnitude. Anna could only hope she was safe, the need to make it to her, the desire to soothe her temper washed over Anna. 

"Ryu!" The dragon didn't stop. She pressed on teeth gritted, the ground beneath them crumbling under gravity. "Ryu you can't fly!" Anna didn't understand why she screamed those words, as she clung closely to Ryu's haunches, still the dragon readied her wings. 

Ryu had hoped for a longer launching pad but it was gone so she'd just have to make due. If Anna was right and God did truly hate them then he'd have to fuck and tear this world to everlasting hell to ever hurt Anna so long as Ryu was around.

The dragon's paws slid across the boards leaving only a few seconds for her legs to bend correctly and launch them into the air, her wings outstretched keeping afloat for a little while. Anna tugging her mane aimed them towards a tower though there was no way in. 

The impact had destroyed the side, Ryu's paws gripped and clawed at any type of purchase she could get a hold of. The old temple's structure gave up on them, sending the pair further down but Ryu's claws hooked onto a sturdy cant.

"What do we do!" Anna hollard, her eyes moved all over to find a solution. She found it in a toppled beam the dragon could not reach, the cross bracings would stop it from rolling under them if she angled it correctly. 

Urgency overrode any sense of preservation, inspiring her legs to lurch her off of Ryu and up the sloped platform. 

She made quick work of any blockage and went behind the beam pushing it with her shoulders. "I got you! You're gonna be alright!" One square side went over the other until it was close enough for Ryu's talons to dig into. She leapt onto the Dragon's side climbing up, occasionally her boots couldn't find traction and she nearly slipped off if not for her hands clutching vice to Ryu's fur. 

Ryu's legs boosted them upwards fighting against the Earth's pull to the top of the tower. She was hunched, with her ears flat against her skull. Anna did the only thing she could have and rubbed Ryu's head as the tower toppled over. Its top did not reach the cliff's buff but Ryu's leap brought them to it. 

The struggle did not end, with rocks and boulders constantly failing them. 

She could do nothing. Offer no solution with nature just not on their side. Anna bid the outside farewell as they crashed through the top of a dome. Ryu's spine allowed herself to twist in the air so her legs could brace them in the fall. 


They were both losing patience with the other. Trading blow for blow, yielding was not an option for either. The negative emotions withdrew easier and stronger waves of magic from Elsa's fingers. 

Elsa pushed her palms down flat then jerked them upright into the air. A obelisk had expanded up beneath the Vakten's muzzle uppercutting his chin, or it was supposed to and would have worked had he not leaned his face to the side gripping it with his left hand, ripping the monolith from the root. He revved up his arm preparing to slug it into her side.

Elsa's shoulders sag. Great, I gifted him another weapon.

Elsa couldn't see to her right now when she occupied disintegrating her magic from his grasp. 

It was the slightest, swift, motion caught in her peripherals that drew up a wall seconds before the mace would collide into her. It crumbled just as she did to the ground barreling over. 

Elsa was grateful they were outside and causing as little damage as possible. The Vakten, not sharing her concerns of property damage, gripped a huge chunk of a building, rolling it straight for Elsa, awaiting it to hit his mark. A thin long whip of ice shot from behind the trajectory latching onto a vestibule yanking Elsa from the line of damage she swung. Looking at her creation semi-surprised.

Well that's handy. And also gave Elsa an idea of how to stay eye level with the titan while also keeping her mobile.

The boulder continued its path. Elsa's attention was drawn away when a loud demolition of a tower could be seen over her shoulder. 

"Wha-" her head swiveled to the Vakten who was heading towards her to take out the foundation of her perch, to the tower. "Was that you!" Her tone was accusatory. 

Knowing what was to come she used her new found trick to zip past him before he could hit the foundations of the vestibule.

The toppling tower had sparked an idea on her mind. Swinging downward Elsa aimed quick icy barrages into his eyes blinding him… hopefully. 

Elsa hurried before his arms would rise above reach and lassoed his wrist yanking herself up, leaping upon his furry forearm she climbed taking the opportunity of the flattened terrain. 

Elsa would not let guilt cloud her senses causing her to hesitate. She knew what had to be done for everyone's sake. She brought her left arm up, swirling it above herself once, twice, three times and on and on while running along the Vakten's limb, when enough magic had gathered she hugged it to her torso pulling power from her chest as she let herself go, almost lost amidst the broken dam of her powers, she had to remind herself not to harm him, all she had to accomplish was incapacitation. 

In the entirety of their entire battle Elsa had been tossed around like a ragdoll, the Vakten hardly stumbling back from her attacks and defenses, Elsa was about to change that. Now it was his turn. 

Elsa evaluated her work with satisfaction, knowing this was just the beginning, magic versus brutally raw strength. 


Everything seemed to be happening in seconds, five seconds ago she was whimpering for Anna, four she was running away, three they were fighting, two they were outside testing out unsound structures, and now they were falling painfully, crashing through piles of stone and wood. The fall was the longest part, Ryu thought it would never end until it did. 

It was nice, allowing her tired eyes to stay closed, happy envisionments danced around

U– up!

What was that?

The distant voice was becoming clearer, still Ryu fought against answering its call. It brought both physical pain and emotional comfort. One outweighed the other so Ryu opened her bleary eyes only for dust to cover her large pupils, blinking it away.

"Ryu!" Her human…

It was her human! Ryu chirped and swung her head back and forth but that was a bad idea creating a resounding throb reaching from her temple to the base of her spine. 

"Hey…"  Anna breathed rapidly. She looked as if she was about to break, Ryu could tell. The tell tale signs didn't lie in her bloody nose or scratched dirty face– it was in her eyes, her watery sorrowful, terrified eyes. "Hey it's oka–okay." She hiccuped– speaking seemed difficult so why did she do it?

"We–" Anna pointed to her chest then to Ryu's. "We're gonna get outta here and go see Olaf." She nodded repeatedly. "I mean we have to, he's waiting for us, and Sven and Nokk." She sounded hysterical. "I  know Elsa really wants to see them too and us so we have to go." Go? Go where? 

Standing Anna pushed Ryu's flank and for the first time she stood for her. Nearly losing balance if it weren't for her steadying touch. 

Ryu followed her eyes to what appeared to be a mine shaft. Suddenly Anna was upon her, offering the warmest most desperate hug she had ever received.

She sobbed into her scales. "I am drowning." At first this confused Ryu but when she looked around there was no sign of land. So she supposed if Anna was drowning she'd be going down with her. Hand in hand. 

It'll be Alright Anna. Ryu flattened her large tongue, laying a soft, experimental kiss above Anna's eyebrows. When she wasn't rebuffed she continued her grooming, clearing away the dirt and debris from Anna's face and hair. Planting her nostrils directly onto her hair she memorized Anna's scent using it to steady her nerves. It was faint, obscured by the stench of sweat, blood, and the temple, there were still hints of the mystery slop she had been covered prior but Ryu ignored that in favor of what Anna truly smelt like. She needed that the most. 

Sweetness tainted by the biles of fear and stress, deserts, ink, grass, and an aroma similar to Elsa's but different, Ryu couldn't name it but it seeped out of her pores. It gave her all she needed to know about how Anna was feeling, and it clenched her heart tightly. 

The dragon escaped the embrace nudging Anna with her snout towards the mine like tunnel. Anna sniffled, nodding. Ryu entered first having to crouch low and keep her wings tucked in tight. With a low gurgle she gestured beneath her. Anna hesitates crawling beneath her, still she feels protected from anything that would occur above. 

They went at a slow pace, her hands hurt, and her legs and arms burned, the occasional nudge or lick from Ryu on top kept her going. The dragon stopped whenever Anna needed to lay prone for rest catching her breath before surging on. 

Despite everything she couldn't rid the small smile on her muzzle keeping her thoughts on what the reunion between the sisters would be like. A quiet voice spoke out how she'd never be able to see it but that alright so long as it happened she could let her imagination do the rest. 

Don't worry Erusa, Anna will be back to you where she belongs.


The first thing the giant's vision saw was the small woman, expression grave, charging up his arm, balancing the eye of a storm, shimmering in blues and whites. She leapt upon his muzzle when she felt his arm lowering.

His reflexes were too slow, the time it took him to register what was happening a battle cry released the tidal wave of nature's gifted powers into his face. 

The initial squall was enough to bend his knees backwards, but Elsa wasn't finished, another billow volcanoes from within pinning him on his back with a thunderous clap. The earth was unprepared to receive him. 

Elsa would give him no chance to recover, another hurricane spilled from her embedding into the earth this time spreading all over his body freezing his limbs and entire form solid. 


Everywhere was shaking. 

Ryu could no longer afford patience, picking Anna up by the scruff she crawled faster ignoring the dust and small debris clouding her vision. 

They were almost there, she could see the light to the other side. She knew regretfully that this method would only give Anna more scratches and bruises but she'd rather that than what awaited them in the tunnels. The tunnel grew smaller, crushing them in its hold. 

When the hole size became a hindrance to their speed, she laid fully on her belly, she grasped Anna's small waist between her paws. "Ryu, what are you doing?" Using whatever reservoir of strength she had left Ryu roughly pushed Anna forward sending her tumbling through the end of the excursion. 

"Ryu!" Anna screeched, her body could not react quick enough to beat the cave in. The ceiling enclosed around her cutting off the light. Anna's cries had confirmed she made it, lulling Ryu's restlessness. She couldn't move but that was alright. She didn't have to anymore. "Damnit Periwinkle! Don't– I'll find a way to get you out!" Ryu purred, she wouldn't have chosen those words nor that tone as a lullaby but they were strong and meant Anna was alive, she'd take it.

Anna would make it to Elsa, and without needing proof of this the assurance imprinted on Ryu's heart. It slowed along with her breathing to conserve oxygen. She was no amateur to caveins. 

Why was she still fighting? She didn't know, old habits die hard, she guessed. Her stubbornness was not easily given up, even in situations when surrender made perfect sense. She just couldn't. 


The resulting thick smog was grey and tan  as if a volcano were clearing its throat before it really started to erupt

Anna's breath shuddered, as she pressed her ear to the rock wall, even the blare of her blood rushing was silenced to pick up any traces of sound.

"Ryu, why?" She whimpered sliding down to her rear, her arms enveloped her arms. 

"I won't let you make her fade away as a fairytale." Anna cursed through clench teeth at the temple. Her most important goal roused in her mind. She was powerless in this situation, yes but Elsa… 

Elsa could get Ryu out of there easily!

"Ryu? I'm not leaving you! I'm just going to go get Elsa, she'll be able to get you out! I'll be back!"

She had no idea what she was doing except running. Now pressed for time, she could hear the clock ticking in the back of her brain as she raced climbing up anything and everything. Ryu could only last for so long. 



Elsa resigned herself to squatting down on the Vakten's chest. Her lungs throbbed and body trembled from the exertion. Just a minute, all she needed was a minute then she'd find Kristoff and Bulda and they'd go get Anna and Ryu. She prayed they were keeping good company with each other. 

Elda hugged herself, closing her eyes. Just a minute. 

It was so quiet she barely heard it over the dying winds, but it was there. A single crack. One eye opened, casting downward. More followed creating a proper frost quake effect. Crackling lines spread growing larger as they traveled up the frozen sculptor. 

Surrounded by the cryoseisms splintering her hard work. Her inscrutable face craned up to the heavens. She threw out her arms in a shrug voice cracking when she spoke to whoever was up there. "Why are you always picking on me?" 

Preemptively she bounded down the snow cape before the Vakten could burst free from his prison. 

Groaning tiredly she spread her legs in a battle stance slowly, flicking away any giant chunks of ice and snow that flew towards her direction. 

"Enjoy your nap?" A stomach curdling roar answered from the guardian's maw. He bared his fangs at her, each defeating Elsa in both height and width. 

Rising she watched him wipe away the remaining residue of their fight.

They stared, unmoving. Elsa did not want to do this. She knew that from the beginning, she had no desire to destroy and no lust to rage on till one or the other had fallen. From an outsider's perspective he had the upper advantage but from Elsa's she'd still place her own money on herself, if she was impartial to gambling. 

Did he tire? She hadn't the slightest idea. 

If he lost a limb did he have pain receptors that would slow him down? Elsa couldn't tell. 

Even without her magic she knew the one thing in her corner he did not have, and that one thing tipped the odds to her favor; her undying, unwavering love for Anna which had enough power to inspire Elsa to travel in-between dimensions to take on everything single deity in every single pantheon that existed be they myth, legend, or fact. Being willing to sacrifice everything was telegraphed to the Vakten's eyes from her own. 

The fizzing thrum that was resonating from her palms she silenced by closing her fist. 

"I don't know if you can understand me, and I don't know if you can be injured or tired, and I don't know if my magic is as powerful as your strength…" she glanced to the side embarrassed at how this was coming across. "Come to think of it, I don't know a lot of things– But! I do know this; I will never stop trying to protect my family and friends. Never! So that brings us to an impasse doesn't it?" He made no move to attack, that was a good sign. 

I think. Elsa couldn't tell from their stand off alone, still she kept her chest puffed and chin high, addressing the ancient sentinel with what she hoped was the appropriate amount of respect and reverence he deserved.

He had garnered her sympathies, she could sense he was not always this violent why else would the dragons have kept him around such precious treasures as their young. From the gleam in his eyes she could see how their extermination affected him to behave with more severity. His creators destroyed, left alone for centuries to awaken to some trespassers defiling his home. 

"I don't know what you want with me, but you can have me if you allow my family– all of my family– to safely depart from this temple. No harm will come to them and I will cease attacking." Elsa's face darkened, her voice spoke with the power to mute the northern lights dancing above them. "But know this, if any harm comes to them, I won't be able to control what will happen next. If you refuse my offer by morning only one of us will be walking away from this and I know for certain it won't be you."

He just stood there, letting the wind blow and distort his fur. To Elsa's utter amazement he pinched the area of his nose between his eyes rubbing his thumb along them. It was too human of gesture to not look comical. Somehow in some manner Elsa had exasperated him. Given any other scenario it would have been a comedic sight. 

A grumbling hum synchronized with a bellow from his throat. His hot breath created thick clouds of smoke when it made contact with the chilly air. 

It was a language Elsa could not begin to try and translate, she recognized some of the symphonics of the base but that was where all familiarization ended. 

To assure they were on the same page Elsa made her best attempt to speak his language. He was a wolf, or half wolf. From all her observations and mental notes Elsa could identify the Nordic influence on this temple beneath the draconic culture. It made sense to her, they existed during the times of olde. So of course that culture, her history, the history of her people, had blended into all self aware beings of the time. It was even more telling with his likeness resembling the wolf. The animal of protection in Nordic culture. The wolf was a moon Animal often related with renewed energy and wisdom through balancing connecting with youth and an unforetold wisdom.

She had never heard old Norse spoken before, but was certain that was the base language the Vakten spoke in, mixed of course with variations of hums, and drum-like baritones. 

She ducked her head, closing her eyes and held out a palm. Elsa's heart drummed along with the colossus' buzzing consonant. Ears picking up every micro movement the Vakten made. Her hopes danced to the sound of what seemed to be the sheathing of a weapon. 

Elsa jolted when a large mass pressed to her hand pushing her back. "Ouch." She complained but did not withdraw her hand. It was only his index finger. Elsa shook her entire hand up and down, soon he followed the motion. 

She wasn't confident in what she just gave herself to but it was worth it, more than worth it if her family could remain safe.

After the agreement was solidified, the hand hovered above Elsa's form, hesitant, testing to see if she'd retaliate. 

The only reaction was scrunching her eyes closed when the Vakten descended upon her. 


What the fucking hell! 

Anna did not have time for this. She growled at the soldiers filling in, she had hoped she ran past the doors fast enough that they wouldn't get whatever notification they had received prior to her presence but those hopes were dashed to pieces. 

Anna fought off as many as she could, her limit was an army. She sobbed, prying herself from their grasps. No matter how many she paralyzed another replaced them efficiently.

The light when they managed to get her through the door was blinding, white never ending. Some sick joke of an afterlife. 

Struggling her mind to exhaustion, taking away any light and in turn giving black in her wake. 



"Why do you doubt yourself?" It felt like the first breath of life she had ever taken. Lurching Anna upright. Immediately she calmed, above her stood the magnificent white Elk pinning her in place with those light blue eyes which could cross examine Satan if he stood before the deity. 

He allowed Anna to study their surroundings, not there was much take in. Just a white void never ending. 

Finally Anna answered, unable to bring herself to cry though she wanted to. The white elk's presence created such contradictions, both overwhelming, imposing, and yet succor, pervading that any times of trials were that of the past. "Because I've made mistakes and done the most stupid of things."

"And?" Cernunnos' response trickled memories that were appalling, but they were different from Ryu's. Hers had been mocking and dubious, gauging Anna into feeling foolish for even making such comparisons. His voice reminded her of her father's, her reply was foolish all the same to them but instead of mocking his tone promised answers. 

"And… My mistakes can be costly. I have a lot of people to take care of and protect." Anna expecting shame found none in his eyes, just the simplicity of expectancy. 

"So take care of and protect them." Anna wished it was that simplistic, but the trouble her family got into was unlike others she had heard about from either her citizens or staff and even visiting dignitaries.

"What if I can't?" She whispered. 

"Then you are unable, in this regard however it isn't a matter of can and can't but a matter of will or won't. Will you, if you are able?"

"Ye–  yes. Yes of course." 

"Then you can. For you are very able." Anna wished she shared his assurance in her own aptness towards herself but she did not, something thin and opaque always at odds with the determination to do so at war with each other. "What if it leads to disaster?" 

"Then that is what happens. Will a doe– her first mothering season– not protect and care for her fawn because she may not be able to?" Now the king began circling her, it did not feel predatory but very gauging, as if he wanted to study every inch of her whilst she responded. It reminded Anna of the luthiers that would pluck the strings of her violin and tune it accordingly, finding the best response for each string. 

"Umm I don't know much about deer but they're still around and I've seen them with their babies so I'm going to say no–"

"-And if she fails, will she refuse to birth another come next spring?" 

Anna shook her head, keeping eye contact with the elk when he finally stopped in front of her. The God had been expecting her to remain unwavering as she quivered her reply. 

They sat in peculiarly comforting silence regarding each other. 

"Nature is and will always be an unstoppable force and as much destruction that man hath wrought upon it he is still a part of it, no matter the separation humans wish to bring between them." His point seems so unrelated, far away the sound of the struggles of strong warriors and craftsmen cutting and carving their way through nature among varying generations whispered into her ears, till they quit to the King's will. 

"You will make more mistakes, that I can guarantee but tell me knowing this does it deter you from protecting your fawns?"

Fawns? Anna wasn't a deer, and she certainly did not have any fawns, to make certain she checked her still very human legs and very human hands. No she wasn't then the entendre shined its light upon her. "It won't stop me, nothing will ever stop me from keeping my family safe and happy." Her fist closed staunchly. 

"And during certain times when you can't or have no need to? What then?"

The question sent Anna's mind into a spiraling turmoil, she felt drunk without any of the beneficial perks that drove people to take strong liquors in the first place. 

 "I'm Elsa's sister– she… we well we'll always be there for each other no matter what." 

"So you identify yourself through your relationships." It was not a question but an observation. "Without those titles what is left? What are you?" The way Cernunnos spoke it out to be was said with such dominance and confidence could not be disputed.

Anna gulped, her fingers had wrung themselves into almost knots, every single memory of the time she had done that very thing he brought to attention surfaced in her mind.  

Hi, I'm Olaf's friend. 

Hey, I'm Kristoff's wife. 

I'm Bulda's daughter.

Of course– I'm my people's queen and a servant of the people.

I'm Elsa's sister. 

"I will tell you– the fear of becoming dispensable to those in your life. That is not true Dear Anna, others' who truly care for you will not abandon you if they no longer need you. Always focusing your energy on meeting others needs whilst alluding to the impression you have none of your own."

Anna thought this untrue she definitely always voiced she needed her sister and other family. The shame of being once a useless naive princess who stood outside her sister's door crying, knocking, always hanging around to remind her, then endangering Elsa and all of her people with some flimsy whim of what she thought was love. Anna was eternally grateful that her family showed her what real love actually was and would consider herself a love expert had she not heard what Cernunnos said next. 

"Love, true love, is not transactional, you do not always have to earn it. Gifts are not earned– they are given. And if you need something use your voice–" his own sang through the void bringing forth grass beneath them. "I know it is strong, I heard some time ago all the way over here." He jutted his snout to the left then became serious once more. Anna blushed having realized how her screams of terror had probably wrecked disquietude amongst the entire mountain crater. She didn't know it carried so far. 

"Remember, not everyone can sense your needs as you can sense theirs. Accept and embrace meeting yourself as well and invest time and dynamism into creative projects if it pleases you. I do in my own free time–" on cue a tree Anna had never seen before erected next to them, blooming pink flowers that looked like they belong to a fairytale, a dream, nonexistent in her world.

"Enable yourself to feel pride in these ventures even when they aren’t helping someone. You are more than worthy of love even when asking for help."

Shyly she shot her eyes up to him speaking quietly. "I- I play the violin." 

The elk god bowed his neck to her. Anna could have sworn he was batting his eyelashes at her. "I will humbly invite you to showcase this skill here."

"It would be an honor to play for you!" 

His ears twirled in erect circles rapidly. "It would be an even greater honor to listen." Anna chuckled at the exposed weakness the God had for creationism, with his interests going towards the arts as well. 

It wasn't until his breath had wisped over her face from his nostrils had Anna perceived how close she had been scooting towards him, and how he had knelt down to lay next to her. Overcome with emotion her arms flung out and wrapped them around his chest and neck in a tight hug. The king stiffened, a rarity in his lifetime where he did not know how to act until Anna whispered into his dense and coarse fur.

"Thank you." 

He cleared his throat, voice sounding just as soft as hers. "You are quite welcome Dear Anna."

When she finally relinquished her grip he stood to his hooves. His eyes were so strong, warm, and held lifetimes of wisdom within them when he stared down at her. "Until we meet again?" 

A beat skipped in Anna's heart followed by another and another, now she had thought she was dying. "Will we?" 

"Yes." 

"I didn't think the god of nature would be so….well versed in the ways of love."

 He was not offended but still perplexed by her naivety. "I am one of the many keepers of life and peace, you cannot create those things as pure as God without love."

"Huh" Anna huffed, mulling over the connections. Without thinking she tilted her head at him, unable to keep from speaking her mind. "Do you know about sex?

Cernunnos looked down his nose at her for a few seconds, giving her a chance to revise her question but Anna never seized the opportunity.

"I am a deity of fertility." His sardonic undertones were not at a loss to her.

"Oh right!" Anna fiddling with her shirt and pants in habit. "I guess that kinda goes hand and hand or hoof and hoof.. for you anyways." He studied her then looked away, his shoulders shaking with contained laughter.

Anna squinted mischievously, wiggling her brows and smiles. "Know any tips?" She liked drawing out his side of him. One of the mysterious Gods of Celtic history enjoyed jokes and banter; who knew. 

"A few." The smirk on his muzzle would have been discernable from anyone who hadn't spent some time with him. 

"Can I know some?" Now he chuckles out loud. "You said to be more vocal with my needs."

"Another time, perhaps I will lament my true story to you, those are stories that contain enough tips. Now we must get you to Elsa. She misses you.

"And I miss her." Anna sighed following along quickly.

"How do we get there?"

"We walk." As they went on to seemingly nowhere Anna could contain her questions no more. She needed to know if this was a purgatory. From the king's response, it wasn't. 

"Do you doubt anything I tell you?" 

"No." It was the truth as far as Anna could expand her understanding of what was happening. They are constantly walking towards her sister and never reaching her. She could feel that Cernunnos was beyond appearing as apparitions bending to another's will to trick a person into thinking a certain reality was real. Still she wondered. 

"Is this some type of spiritual plane or something? " 

"No, it is the infirmary." His matter of fact response confused Anna who had never seen an infirmary or read about one like this. 

"Oh."

He had seen her during their walk, tracing with her fingers the now invisible scars and bruises drawing him to speak up. 

"You may experience some soreness upon awakening, and I cannot vow that your mind will be left unscathed, we can only hope for the best when it comes to these matters… I, however, think you'll live." It wasn't obvious but the deity's sense of humor was sly, and dry, slipping by a quick tongue if one did not catch it. 

Like Elsa's.

It was comforting to know God was not above in stature to a joke or two. 

"Why was I brought here? Seems like an infirmary for spirits.

Since the first time they met, Cernunnos' eyes widened a considerable degree. He turned his entire neck and head to Anna. 

"You are a spirit." Anna sputtered pointing to herself. "Me!" He nodded once. 

"What? No, no, no, you guys must have confused me with Elsa, she's the fifth Spirit." 

"You are both two halves of the fifth Spirit, tethering it to become whole with your bond." Anna couldn't deny that. "Those Åndevakter were made by the dragons to safely capture and tend to any spiritual being loose in the temple." Instead of making sense this only confuzzled Anna more. She stopped walking and challenged him, casting her hands akimbo unsure of where the boldness to question a deity came from. 

"Then why did they attack us?" Cernunnos remained placid, stopping his gait to face her. "They attacked you?" 

"I mean yea! They grabbed me and were taking me through those weird doors…" Anna trailed off as her mind caught up. "Which brought me here…" she could still incriminate them. " They attacked and held Ryu, a dragon by the way, down to the ground and tore into the ice patch my sister gave her on her wing so she could fly. They just took it right out!" This did not throw the king off his gait. 

"They sensed a foreign magic on her and removed it. A defense against any spells that could be placed on young ones by humans or other entities." He spoke as if this was a common occurrence. 

It still made Anna question everything she had been through. The temple was never hostile. Just operating on a centuries old system created by its rulers. 

Without another word said the pair reached where white ended and darkness began. 

"I will go no further, you must keep moving forward and Elsa will be waiting for you."  In slough of the dubious setting Anna couldn't find herself doubting a single instruction the Elk informed her of. She just didn't want him to leave her presence. 

In a good nature she turned and grinned up at him. "You're a very wise and handsome Elk. Your mate is lucky." The king bowed and went on in the opposite direction before calling over his shoulder. "Mates."

Anna's smile grew, shaking her head, then continued adventuring into the black without fear. She would have ran but all sense of urgency was gone.

Elsa was safe, so was Kristoff and Bulda. 

They'd get to Ryu, 

All would be well. 



Chapter 33

Notes:

This was a hard chapter to write. Idk why. Feel free to comment, thoughts, likes, dislikes... Recipes.

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The muffled voice drew a groan from her lips, triggering that queer sensation she had. The only experience she could compare to this was when she was unfreezing upon the fjord some years ago. The comparison knitted together more. She had heard that muffled voice before, that frantic tone overcome with sorrow. 

It was intriguing enough to rouse her. A single eye cracked open, expecting white instead Anna was met with a very lovely warm tannish hue. Never had she felt a bed so comfortable, everything was perfect. A blurry apparition evaded her depth of field. Elsa was the first to come into focus. Smiling down at her she resembled an angel. Out were the dirty and ripped traveling clothes, taking their stead was a simple thin white dress. It was a far cry from the last time Anna saw her dust and ash smudged cheeks replaced by a beautiful scene.

"Na- Anna?" She hummed, going to sit up.

"Elsa?" 

"Hey." Elsa's angelical echoed. It was a beautiful heavenly choir to Anna's ears… no it was a symphony. 

"I'm dead." She sighed, sounding completely content with that sentiment if this was the end result. 

Elsa giggled behind her fingers. "No but you gave it your best try." 

Proven wrong that Anna had cried all the tears she had in reserves, they flooded her eyes, she moved to sit up but Elsa gently pushed her chest to recline. "Take it easy. Alright." The fatigue and faint pain Cernunnos promised was present and pushed out the reach of care. 

They stared at one another, checking to ensure this wasn't a joint dream or afterlife. When it was confirmed it wasn't they embraced swiftly, fingers grabbing, holding anywhere that was possible. If a sinkhole were to form beneath them it would not be able to consume either of the sisters or overpower their thousand year grasp. 

"Oh, Anna," Elsa stroked her hair, pressing her face to her shoulder. "My sweet darling, my beautiful girl." Elsa choked out a laugh pulling away to repeatedly rub her cheeks. Anna's fingers tickled along her neck and face, memorizing the softness and beauty of it. 

If they were doomed to spend eternity what right would Anna have to complain when this overflowed her with happiness and joy that eclipsed any pain or sorrow she had ever experienced.

How she missed Elsa's arctic breaths and touch. And the way Elsa held her, she could tell she longed for her normal old inner temperature too. 

"We're back and never going to be apart again." Elsa sounded like she was warning any other dimensional being to not even dare to repeat the attempts made towards their separation. 

Anna laughed with Elsa squishing her cheeks together, peppering her face with kisses occasionally pecking her lips. 

Her heartbeat powered on between her ribs as if it never knew fatigue or a limit. 

If Anna had to pick any type of ethereal punishment she'd choose being trapped in an infinite time loop, forced to relive this moment over and over again. 

"I love you." Elsa knew that. 

"I love you too." Anna knew that as well. 

They held each other as they came down from the high of the reunion. Hearing Anna's sad sigh Elsa lifted her head from resting upon hers. "What's wrong sweetheart?" 

"I tried, I really did Elsa but–" Breaking the news of Ryu's current predicament wasn't as challenging as Anna suspected, maybe due to how well Elsa took it. She nodded considerably, her working mind painting that concentrated expression on her face. 

"Well, let's go get her." It sounded so simple with the nonchalant manner she spoke, throwing Anna completely off. 

"Elsa… she's been buried for who knows how lo–" Her growing misery was waved away by Elsa's dismissive wrist flip. Her eyes held a shimmer of confidence. She stood stretching. 

"Anna, this temple was erected to ensure a dragon's safety and happiness. Do you truly believe it would hurt her?" Anna considered this heavily, now that she thought about it, as terrifying as her tribulations were, Anna recalled all the threats she met, her fall could have been fetal sure and all that followed. Ryu after eating the mystery goo never intended to hurt her, the soldiers merely saw a distressed spirit and tended to her, not in the most conventional manner but their intentions were well placed all the same.

At first she had grown bitter towards this place, seeing it only as a tomb of separation and ancient angstrom. The more she thought about it, the more the dots connected, it wasn't, and though the actual stone and temple was not a living being she still felt guilty for being so quick to judge.

Elsa was right, she made a promise to Ryu and she'd keep it. Standing She examined the spacious four walls, it was then she noticed a table apparently molded up from the white stone floor supporting a silver tray upon it was a cup of water. 

"They brought chocolate but that's gone." Anna rolled her eyes playfully, narrowing them at the smug Elsa. 

"You couldn't even save me one?" Elsa's persona broke in a fit of chuckles. "They didn't Anna." She wasn't believed when Anna remained in the same stance. 

"Come on Anna, do you really believe that an ancient temple would have access to edible chocolate?" 

She had to surrender at that feeling a little silly that she had played into her sister's jape. 

"So are we gonna blast out of here?" She regarded The walls which held no signs of a door. 

"I've been trying until you came, it's resistant to magic." Elsa gave a small demonstration shooting an icicle at the front wall, the spear sank into it slowly. 

They stood staring at where the ice once was. "Have you tried punching it?" 

Elsa shook her head. "I don't think brute force is very applicable right now." Anna must have turned off her hearing approaching the wall and slamming her fist into it. Elsa cringed expecting a scream or wail to follow but nothing, instead Anna observed her hand for bruises. 

"Are you hurt?" 

Anna shook her head perplexed. "No, I didn't feel anything." She wound up her fist again pulling elbow even further back

Elsa stepped up, lowering the arm, she rubbed small circles into Anna's knuckles. "That does not mean you do it again but with more force." 

"Well that's all I have right now!" Elsa held up her palm to ask Anna to lower her tone when she's pushed aside followed by a hasty "sorry" when Anna pointed at the tankard of water. "Did they bring this to you?" 

"Yes but Anna-" Elsa replied wanting to get back to the topic at hand. 

"I'm sorry Elsa, I didn't mean to yell at you but do you think they'd bring you some more?" 

"Are you thirsty?" Anna nodded but refused to drink from the cup when it was offered by Elsa. 

"It's okay Anna, I've already had some." Still Anna shook her head. "Elsa that's our way out, when the-whatever they are brings us some water we tackle em  out the door and then follow step two of my plan!" It wasn't the worst scheme but… Elsa winced- it was definitely not ideal. Anna was right, what other options were there? 

So they enacted Anna's "ingenious" plan. She was a bit more aggressive with it than Elsa was expecting from the fatigue they both suffered from and when the sentinel brought a cup of water Anna holding Elsa's hand tackled it to the ground as soon as it was close to the door to exit the room. Gripping his metallic frame the barrier swallowed the trio up in a heap. 

The impact into its back and the floor hurt but Anna left no room for recovery hulling Elsa to her feet. "We're free! Go! Go! GO!" 

"I don't recall this being a part of the plan!" Elsa panted keeping up with Anna. Her sister smiled over her shoulder. "Yes! Step one; get out of the room! Step two-" Elsa grasped Anna's shirt to keep her from flipping over the balcony they ran to hoping to find an out. "Improvise!" Elsa looked at her hands then to their surroundings. Climbing up the railing she flicked her wrist lassoing an ice rope around a support beam. Holding out her arm, Anna pretended to swoon as Elsa grasped her waist tightly before swinging towards the neighboring building. 

"Nice trick!" Anna said impressed with the acrobatics. 

"Tha-guh!" Their momentum halted so suddenly Anna had to wrap her legs around Elsa to not be jolted off, something had gripped the long rope. 

When Elsa saw who hauled them to eye level she grinned sheepishly. "Hi… " she greeted in a small voice to the temple Vatken Anna's brown nosing provided no aid for their situation. "Oh wow Elsa you didn't tell me how handsome he was." Closing his eyes, his long sigh swayed the girls slightly before he carried them back to the entrance to the large white monolith tower. 

"Handsome or not, put us down!" 


Initially Ryu had hoped she'd fade into the dark quietly, not venture to and from consciousness, experiencing small increments of her demise of being crushed and suffocated. That wasn't the case. 

What she lay upon was too soft, the air was a jarring juxtaposition to the claustrophobic pressure keeping her body painfully still. She was small, exposed, sore, nauseated. 

The stoney hand gripping her bicep kept Ryu from bolting, attacking the first thing her eyes set upon, it didn't silence the growls rumbling in her chest. 

Cracking a single lid open she was greeted by a sweet rock face that gave her heart a kickstart to beating properly. "Bulda." The whisper was followed by a long breathy groan. Not in a long time had Ryu felt this sick, this tired. Her stomach hated her for all that occurred and was determined to offer punishment. 

The room was spinning, forcing Ryu's eyes up to the ceiling. Well she wasn't dead, this was too pleasant to be hell and she was quite certain on the small chance she would end up in heaven there wouldn't be this- this annoying pang rippling throughout her body. 

"Oh sweet child," Ryu hummed at Bulda's laughter, at least someone found joy in her misery. "How much Draco sap did you drink?" Ryu's features scrunched up at the lighthearted chastisement only a mother could give to their child after a night of over indulging. "I- I don't know, I have no clue what that even is." 

"Gooey, glows, smells amazing, ringing any bells?" She thought hard, sifting through the blurry fog of memories to what occured in the past few hours. She hadn't forgotten but the events did not line up to make a bit of sense. 

"I remember… chasing Anna, she smelt really really good… "Oh God Anna. She definitely deserved an apology when- OH GOD ANNA! 

Ryu bolted upright regretfully worsening the dizzy spell plaguing her mind. She gripped her head trying to squeeze out the pain "Anna! I have to find her and where's El-" a chubby shushing finger pressed to her lips. 

"The girls are alright, don't send yourself into a tizzy." 

"But where are they?" Bulda could barely make out the muffled words Ryu's pressed lips tried to articulate. 

"They're in a holding cell and being tended to, although knowing them they're probably causing a commotion with escape attempts, but no harm will come to them." 

Just when Ryu thought she could relax against the tattered sheets and pillows, a familiar creature entered the room with audible footsteps. Bulda remained placid, shaking her head muttering about high strung younglings as the fledgling next to her puffed up hissing and growling at the unarmored soldier she and Anna narrowly escaped a few hours ago.

The machinal creature set a neatly folded pile of clothes on the end of the bed and took their leave. 

Scales still rattling Ryu shot a perplexed expression Bulda's way. "I'll explain on the way, get dressed, ooooh what a treat it is to see traditional draconic clothing!" She squealed, picking up the clothing and draping them over Ryu's form. "Oh hurry! Hurry! The quicker you get dressed the sooner we can see the girls." 

Running a hand through her hair Ryu felt the small plaits intricately weaved in the back. "What the-" she did a double take, there were indeed nine short braids in the back and amongst the sides, Ryu gripped one, holding it up to Bulda. "Did you braid my hair?" 

Bulda shrugged, with closed eyes and a smile. "What else was I supposed to do waiting for you to wake up?" 

"Kuso jigoku…" She'd definitely be taking these out the first chance she got. Bulda giggled as she slipped her arms into the tunic. Her hands exploratively felt the silk fabrics, they were stretchy, airy, and the patterns etched into them had been done with love. Looking into the dirty mirror, Ryu hadn't recognized who was staring back at her. A dragon had made this outfit, hundreds of years before she was even thought of, crafted with care and love for the night sky. Ryu had never worn anything as nice as this… well she did. Her eyes turned somber remembering how her previous lady would dress her up in expensive clothes one day like a decoration to be gawked at and then rip them away the next. 

The sleeves and hem trimmings of the night blue pants translucent and decorated in stars led to the velvet and form fitting top adorned with a constellation Ryu knew all too well. 

The idea that this is what she'd look like if she had been born into her family, born into a community was a melancholy one yet she felt blessed for getting to see it. Lifting the collar Ryu knew that any scent of her ancestors would have long since faded leaving only dust and debris as a perfume, she still had to try in vain.

Bulda wiped the tear from her eye and tapped Ryu's leg. "Come on there's someone I want you to meet." 

Taking one last glance at herself Ryu followed the troll out of the room. 


"Wow-" Ryu whistled eyes trailing up and down the walking mountain in front of her, he too gave her a good look over leaning downward carefully to get closer. "He's big." She stated simply, drawing a giggle out of Bulda.

"Templevakten, this is Ryu. The last dragon." The introduction was followed by a sound that pricked up Ryu's ears from the Vakten who mimicked her head tilt. What a curious creature. He was bigger than anything Ryu had ever encountered, whales included and akin to all the giants she had met, he too was gentle and serene, ancient. Ryu just caught up to understanding the modern Norse that her friends spoke and gave up all hope of understanding him. 

 "What's he saying?" Whatever it was, the noise had saddened Bulda considerably. "He is wondering if there are more of you." Ryu sighed, glancing down at the ground, the one who had served her people loyally did not deserve to be disturbed hundreds of years later only to be greeted by a sad copy of the great myths who ruled over this place. With a half smile she patted his dangling hand. "Sorry big guy but it's just me." Upon hearing this and with a care that didn't seem possible for something of his size a lone finger pressed against her hair. 

Ryu couldn't stop the purr erupting from her chest, feeling homesick for the earth giants who also loved to pet and play with her between their fingers, she didn't notice the words blowing from his mouth until Bulda translated with a knowing smirk. 

"There's some troublesome spirits he requires your aid with." Ryu frowned when he herded her and Bulda onto his palm.

"I don't think I'm qualified to handle ancient angry spirits!" She stretched her legs to keep balance against the upward momentum and winds his movements created. 

Bulda chortled at this. "Oh I think in this case you're exactly what we need honey!"


Panting Elsa slumped against the wall to the floor in false efforts to catch her breath. This escape attempt was proving much more strenuous against forces that absconded spiritual entities such as herself regularly. 

Anna recovered much quicker than she already was standing to grab the water cup and force it into her face. "Drink up!" Her voice cracked, Elsa could see the desire in her eyes as she gazed at the liquid content. She gripped her face peaking through slitted fingers. "Anna-" her tone was tired and strangled, shame had no place here as desperation sealed the door on Elsa's mind. "You are dehydrated, and I'm about to burst. I can't drink any more water." 

Anna rubbed her chin. "You think they offer pee breaks?" Narrowed suspiciously at the door. Elsa opened her mouth to answer when a raspy chuckle echoed through the halls. It created a conflicting storm inside the women who recognized it yet couldn't believe what they were hearing, it was followed by a smug voice and equally smug face appearing in front of the barrier. 

Elsa gasped, scrambling to her feet with the help of Anna so they could rush to the door. "Ryu!" They cheered simultaneously. 

"Hello felons." Anna giggled at this but Elsa did not like the implications of where this interaction was going. "Thank goodness you're alright." She breathed, taking in Ryu's attire it was a far cry from a few hours ago. "You look…"

"Amazing." Anna finished. It was true Ryu to them looked nothing short of royalty, in the elegantly decorated dark blue tunic, etched in stars along her sheer sleeves, the seams of her pants also made of the same material hugging her body closely, it must have been flexible enough for the finicky dragon to not mind. The trail of stars upon the sheer blue led to the centerpiece upon her chest, the Draco constellation Elsa recognized immediately. 

"And you look-" Ryu surveyed their prison with her signature sardonic half smile. "Incarcerated." 

"Oh so glad you've noticed, think you could help us get out?" Anna casted her arms akimbo impatiently but Ryu ignored this, shaking her head in mock disappointment. 

"How'd you get in here in the first place?" 

Elsa whimpered, leaning against the barrier that separated them. "It's a long story." 

Anna hated the way Ryu quirked her brow and crossed her arms. "Well-" she crawled on gripping her chin. "Doesn't seem like you guys are going anywhere soon, you have nothing but time." So Elsa began paying the cost for her bail and relayed the tails of their separation, her battle the Vatken, and Anna's ingenious escape plan. 

Ryu's reaction wasn't exactly expected, she was having too much fun with this, glancing between Anna and Elsa. "You absolute crooks." 

"You already know half of my story, after the mines I was brought here." 

"Fascinating."

They sat in silence for a small while until Ryu spoke in a casually dismissive tone. "Well Jā matane." Her leave was followed by Anna hollering at her to bring her tail back. 

Chuckling she returned and easily entered the cell, with no barrier between them, the three women regarded one another. "Is Kristoff with you?" Ryu smiled warmly at Anna shaking her head, she wouldn't allow disappointment take the reigns of the moment. "He's safe and just waiting at the entrance for you." Anna broke the stillness first embracing Ryu tightly, finally able to breath. Ryu hesitated for a moment until Elsa enveloped both of them, squeezing tightly as she kissed both their heads. The joy was overflowing Ryu's insides that instinct overruled the stoic calm and demanded she nuzzled both women chuckling. Ryu pulled away bouncing, gripping both their hands she successfully pulled Anna and Elsa through the barrier. It was jarring for them at first to have had such complications against the wall just to merely walk past it. 

"How's it feel being free jailbirds?" 

Anna ruffled her hair to be pushed off and shoved. "Bulda!" Anna raced when she heard her mother in law's exuberant calls. Elsa beamed at them, noticing how Ryu moved to chase after Anna but stopped in self restraint. Reaching out she gripped one of the small braids running it along her fingers appreciatively. Ryu shivered, turning towards her. 

Elsa's eyes were warm and unabashedly raking over Ryu's form. "You look wonderful." She whispered, closing the distance between them, allowing her arms to rest on Ryu's shoulders, toying with her braids, she liked them and Ryu would never take them out. There was her overwhelming scent again, overtaking all of Ryu's senses, she welcomed the blindness Elsa plunged her into, all she could see and hear was the spirit, everything faded to a dreary gray she had no intention of lending any attention to. She missed their cottage yes, and the other spirits but here she held in her arms what mattered, smiling at her. Her real home. 

"I never gave you that jasmine I promised in the woods did I?" Ryu's interest was thoroughly captured. At first she thought Elsa's promise was that of a real flower until she took in the nature of the situation and the fact that Elsa was speaking the flower language they had created what seemed so long ago. 

"No you did not." Elsa's stare flickered from the entrance then down to Ryu's lips finally settling on her eyes. Ryu's arms encircled her waist pulling Elsa in tightly. 

"Do you want it now?" It was surprising, here Elsa was not only openly but confidently stepping into the realm of intimacy towards Ryu, there were no signs of anxiety or doubt, no traces of guilt that had so frequently made her question the two of them. 

All Ryu could manage was a nod closing her eyes in preparation for pure bliss that Elsa was about to bestow on her in two seconds. 

But one second later Elsa stopped pulling away slightly. "Maybe we shouldn't in here?" Ryu growled her grip tightening alluding to her impatience. "Well it could be disrespectful and I feel like we've done our fair share of-" And there it was. Elsa did not miss the eye roll Ryu performed accompanied by a smirk but she was serious! 

"Erusa?"

"Yes?" 

"Stop talking." Elsa giggled, connecting their lips. She didn't know why she hadn't expected it to become deeper, not a clue of why she expected just a simple peck yet when Ryu began moving her lips against hers she couldn't help but whimper and reciprocate. Her fiddling fingers abandoned the braids to clutch her hair and shoulders. The rush of skin to skin, Ryu giggled at the idea that if they embraced more tightly they'd fuse into one person, not that she'd mind that, swooning she fell forward into the kiss, her hands wrapped around her neck desperately. Their touches could not be mistaken for anything other than covetous, pouring out hours worth of emotions. Elsa being the addict that she was, instead of catching her own breath when they parted would steal the air from the small pants and gasps Ryu wheezed out. 

Ryu pulled away wanting to gaze at her girl but Elsa wasn't finished with her yet and took her bottom lip between her teeth. "Erusa-" Ryu breathed out surprised, grinning wide wondering where this emboldened nature lay dormant for so long inside of the spirit. 

Elsa connected their foreheads smiling to herself, her reverent touches were as if she doubted Ryu was real or not. The way she felt every small detail meticulously, Ryu wished she could have done the same but every part of Elsa was too wonderful, every edge, curve; her blonde soft hair and porcelain skin that seemed to glow, the constant chilly aura surrounding her person, the aspects which contributed to ethereal nature and even the ones that grounded her in reality the reminders that she was still human, like her little freckles, her smart mouth and sarcasm which went over the heads of others. All parts of her Ryu wouldn't even know where to begin, she loved all of them, every single inch of her. Every part of her loved Elsa. Wait- Ryu's heart ceased pumping blood throughout her body, chilling her limbs and spine. Did she…

Elsa in a very dragon-like manner nuzzled her cheek against Ryu's shoulder and chin. Ryu's scales puffed out in excitement, especially when Elsa rubbed their noses together. 

Though something didn't feel right, which Ryu thought impossible whenever she and Elsa were caught up with one another, she grew irritated that the pesky feeling wouldn't stop disturbing her from indulging in the sweet attention Elsa lavished her in, so cautiously she opened one eye. Just as instinct predicted there stood an animal behind the wall watching them curiously with a few flickers of their ears.

"Nan to iu bukimi-sa." Elsa glanced at Ryu confused, surely she didn't mean her but noticing where Ryu's eyes were pointed she turned around spotting the Elk king. 

A blush overtook her cheeks when she shyly waved at him. He bellowed at her and Elsa nodded. Taking Ryu's hands in her own, she jutted her head towards the Elk. "He wants to meet you." Ryu frowned and whined. "I don't wanna meet him, I want more kisses!" Elsa chuckled at this and kissed her cheek whispering in her ear. "Later." She was proud that the sly move she had seen Kristoff use to placate a randy Anna worked just as well for her ruffled dragon. 

So Ryu allowed Elsa to drag her towards the wall. "Ryu, this is Cernunnos, ruler of the wilds. Cernunnos this is Ryu." They watched the other with Elsa looking between them nervously hoping Ryu remembered her manners. His eyes were wide, his muscles twitched in resistance to remain composed and not lunge forward, Ryu's body behaved in the same manner except she seemed ready to take flight if he tried anything. 

The king touched his snout slowly to the wall and just as slowly Ryu raised her palm to it, expecting a solid surface instead her hand sunk through, making contact with the deity. She gasped with Elsa who rushed to Ryu's side to keep her from yanking her hand away.

She didn't know it was possible herself but knew Cernunnos would never cause harm to any of them. 

The king's huffs of air tickled Ryu's palm, he felt beyond the earth and yet so grounded and real. Not wanting to be rude he removed himself slowly relinquishing Ryu's touch. 

His ears swiveled in the same manner Elsa found to be adorable, Ryu mimicked it with her own. The king noticed and tilted his elegant head again Ryu copied. When he lifted his left leg she lifted hers. 

Elsa had to cover her giggles but the king's joy was infectious. He had been waiting centuries for this moment not knowing if it would ever come and finally here he was with the last dragon. 

They're playing. 

It became too much to bear, his happiness, it made the king leap like fawn in circles thrice before he settled. His eyes drew to Elsa, face quirked with a question he already knew the answer to. Clearing her throat Elsa nodded bashfully. He bellowed at them now growing more sporadic. Ryu tried to gauge what he said, based on the way Elsa's eyes grew bigger than she had ever seen them, the way her breathing nearly stopped, and with the red hot blush overtaking her face and neck, it had to have been something relatively shocking. 

"Well-I erm ahem! I um- thank you, but we aren't exactly at that point yet." The king huffed with disappointment taking over his handsome features, still he seemed to respect Elsa's answer even while being bewildered by it. She wanted to ask but Ryu had a feeling that Elsa wouldn't share, after all she had been translating everything else so far. Bowing to both Elsa and Ryu he turned and bounded off into the void. "I didn't know you spoke Elk." 

"Want me to teach you, I am actually quite fluent in it." Elsa softly smiled as Ryu tangled their fingers while watching the magnificent sight. 

They kept them interlocked even upon the bridge outside. The destruction of the battle with the Vatken was evident in the rubble all around. Elsa winced at this wondering where the colossus was. Ryu could feel the hold on her hand tightening and becoming colder, the arm it was attached to growing stiff. She wouldn't let Elsa's anxieties ruin a happy moment between them, not this time. 

"Still not soothed after the kiss huh?" She pretended to be offended by the notion drawing Elsa from her turbulent thoughts. 

"Oh hush, your kiss was plenty soothing." 

"I don't know, you seem pretty stiff still and your magic is-" she gestured to the entirety of Elsa. "Going crazy in there." 

Elsa sighs. "I just feel awful about this." Ryu followed her trailing arm across the destruction. "You built them a pretty nice bridge though no, I'd say you're almost even." 

"Still I should apologize." She nodded resolutely. 

"You'll get a chance before we leave." Elsa's mind did not settle despite finding a little humor in Ryu's attempts. There was so much on her plate she was sure it would break from pressure, it was surprising how much energy she had to spare even after her battle with the Vatken. 

"Maybe we should put you back in the jail cell so you can make a grand escape that'll tire you out." Elsa giggled at this, which Ryu counted as a win so she continued. 

"Then you can put your magic to good use." She was not prepared for the way Elsa leant towards her ear, nor the suggestive tone she spoke in. 

"I can think of plenty other ways I can put my magic to good use that would tire both of us out." She knew full well the effect it had on Ryu freezing her in place. It was a rare occurrence she was at a loss for words. 

When she caught up to Elsa she stood in front of her holding her hands behind her back to not appear so eager but her beaming eyes gave her away. "Can I see?" 

Elsa pretending to think about it nodded and closed the distance between them. 

If Ryu had a tail right now it would be wagging, Elsa could tell from the way her hips and rear wiggled back and forth. 

"Close your eyes." Without question she obeyed. "And hold still." Ryu held her breath as if that would help ease the twitching that plagued her. 

A few seconds later she yelped, wiping her face from the impact of a soggy snowball, shaking the remnants away as she opened her eyes. "What the-" but Elsa was already gone running down the bridge to escape whatever retaliation Ryu's vengeful mind was concocting.


"There they are." Kristoff said standing from holding Anna who sat on a boulder. "Kristoff." Elsa sighed, rubbing his cheek. 

"As far as temple excursions go this hasn't been as bad as I thought." His false positivity would not get by her. Elsa even with appreciating it, queried a brow at him till he relented.

"It's been terrible." He chuckled, embracing her again. 

Odd Ryu wasn't behind her, looking around for the girl she spotted her stealthily stalking Anna who's back was turned. Elsa was just glad the attack wasn't aimed at her. 

Right when she pounced Anna turned and gripped her torso lifting her up in the air. "Hey-what! How'd you hear me coming?" Ryu asked, contemplating whether she lost her touch.

"I didn't but I heard Elsa and knew you'd be with her." Anna explained as Ryu crawled all over her sliding down to her leg, holding it like a koala. Anna didn't seem to mind as much as Elsa would have thought walking with the extra weight and balance liability.

Elsa wasn't sure what had changed or was going on with those two but she would be lying if she said she didn't like it. 

"Ryu you look sharp, everyone got new clothes except me." Kristoff pouted. 

"Oh yes Honey show Kristoff your new outfit!" Bulda fawned. "These are authentic draconic clothing."

"Must be sturdy clothes if they survived this long." 

"I'll say." Anna leant on Kristoff's strong shoulders waving a hand at Ryu. "Well come on, show us your best side." 

Releasing Anna Ryu stood and showed off the clothes being the most over dramatic exhibitionist. She shook her hips provocatively, turning around to stick out her rear shaking it at the group. 

Kristoff groaned, rubbing the bridge of his nose. Anna drew the line at Ryu running her hands over her ass cheeks slowly. 

"Okay too much showing off." Ryu looked over her shoulder flabbergasted. "You said you wanted my good side!" She returned to shaking her ass at them genuinely thrilled at the change in wardrobe. 

Anna laughed with Bulda until her attention was drawn to the very quiet Elsa, who was holding her chin, lower lip captured between teeth, her eyes were far more appreciative than anyone else present, and much darker than what Anna was used to seeing on her sister. It was subtle enough to a stranger to not raise alarm bells but Anna was no stranger. 

Her brows scrunched, staring at Elsa longer than what it should have taken for her to notice she garnered her attention and she would have noticed if she had not been too busy olging. 

Elsa coughed when she saw Anna's gaze, pretending to find a crack in the wall very interesting. 

"Okay this is why we don't get you new clothes, you don't know how to act." Kristoff put a stop to the show picking up Ryu like a sack of potatoes on his hips. 

"Kristoff, do I have a nice butt?" Ryu couldn't even ask this without giggling. "Yes, it's beautiful." He said deadpanned carrying her back the way they came. 

"Bulda do I have a nice butt?" 

"You're just fishing for compliments now aren't you?" Ryu nodded honestly. 

"Anna, do I have a nice butt?" Anna was about to answer but instead caught up to her husband and gave a hearty smack to Ryu's rear and turned to Elsa. "I don't know, I think I need a second opinion. Elsa, what do you think of Ryu's ass?"

Elsa stopped dead in her tracks both physically and mentally. "Um, well uh it's-" her cheeks flushed crimson, Anna swore that all the blood in Elsa's body congregated to her face. "Um it's, well, healthy looking for a woman her age."

Rushing past Anna she missed the sneering smirk on her face. 

"Let's go find the Vakten so Elsa can say sorry for beating him up." Kristoff rushed ready to leave the temple and the conversation. 


Elsa had remained quiet, since her sincere and a bit melodramatic apology to the Vakten. 

Ryu loved the clothes so much she carefully undressed to change unlike the many other times she would just let her draconic bones and flesh rip through any article of clothing she would be wearing at the time. Puling pathetically she showed Elsa the gaping hole in her wing. It didn't hurt but from the way she was acting onlookers would guess it did. Elsa understood the ramifications of the scar, to have her precious means of flight taken again once more must have been a terrifying experience. 

Kristoff exhaled heavily against the mountain's edge, his head thudding against the rock drew him back up with the wince. "Ouch." He sheepishly complained. Anna giggled rubbing the sore spot.

It took two trips to get everyone back down safely to the meadows, when Elsa and Bulda returned with Ryu they found Anna, Kristoff, Olaf and Sven laying in the flowers together telling their family everything that occured.

Nokk neighed loudly, almost trampling Ryu to get to Elsa, Bulda joined the fray of hugs and kisses. 

Ryu wandered off slowly, Nokk stared her down in a way that held the dragon in place for a few heartbeats until she broke away from the intense stare trotting off, finding a hill to sit up on and gaze at the stars. With peril not being the forefront of her mind, her brain decided to do its most favorite thing and rouse the past in her thoughts, small glimpses of what occured during her drugged stupor trickled down, echoing the disturbing drops into the puddles of memories. 

And it's my job to protect her and so far all of her secrets have just led to her getting into danger.

Was she a dangerous secret for Elsa? What if Anna didn't approve and Elsa had to choose between her sister and h- no that wasn't even a question, for one Ryu knew Elsa's love for Anna couldn't even be compared to the feelings she had for Ryu. She'd pick Anna everytime, and even if she would be caught in the middle Ryu wouldn't force her to make a choice. That would be beyond cruel. That is if Anna or anyone ever found out. 

She didn't mind it- she knew she didn't mind it, being Elsa's dirty little secret. Despite the bliss that made it worth it, it did not erase the pain. All of Elsa's precautions and fears were legitimate and trumped any angst Ryu felt on the subject, but she still felt the pangs in chest. Elsa wasn't hers, she was Elsa's, the woman knew that. 

Every special moment between them would have a time limit. Ryu would never get to tell anyone how much she loved Elsa.

She wanted to be good enough for Elsa to present to her family with a beaming smile and pride. Maybe Elsa could lie to her and say one day but even that was still a stretch, Elsa wasn't a liar. 

It didn't seem fair really, without Ryu, Elsa had Anna and so many others, and if Ryu were to lose Elsa she'd have no one. No one else besides Elsa could make her sadder, no one else could make her beam with such happiness. 

Maybe she'd still have Bruni, the thought made her smile. Yes, next to Elsa Bruni was the closest to her, how she longed for his company he always knew what to say. 

Like that time he had introduced Ryu to licking her eyeball instead of blinking, the most intelligent means of winning a staring contest. 

So small and yet so wise. 

A loud gallop nearly sent the dragon into a petrified sprint when rationality returned, seeing Nokk trotting towards her. She envied him, standing above her curled body strong and sure never doubting himself, never ridden with stupid angst. She wanted to find the same comfort in him as Elsa did but to her he was just daunting, she respected him but knew a powerful being when she saw one. He'd always intimidate her, enough so that Ryu stood up and moved from the lovely spot, submitting it to him. 


 

With camp set there was a discomposing absence plaguing Elsa. She too needed time to herself, a very difficult thing to come by with Olaf around but she managed it. 

She tried to still her breathing, the lack of a certain dragon's presence was overwhelming her mind with trepidation. 

No, she didn't leave, she wouldn't. She promised. She hasn't even seen my castle yet, she wouldn't leave. 

Elsa would give Ryu the space she needed, to digest what they had been through. She sat up on a log as Kristoff and Anna competed against who could get a fire started sooner. 

Ryu would wanna see this. No! I said I'd give her space. Elsa drummed against her thighs for fifteen agonizing minutes.

Nokk nudged against her shoulder roughly, snorting irritably. She rubbed his snout but that was rebuffed. She gave him her full attention, he counted displacing some soil acting completely out of character. 

"Um Anna!" 

"Yep!"

"I'll be back, Nokk is being weird." 

"Everything okay?" Elsa nodded at her sister trailing after the water spirit who finally got what he wanted. Climbing onto his back Elsa allowed him to gallop off deeper into the fields. The vantage point of the hill provided Elsa the ability to spot Ryu trudging slowly till she reached a tree she could curl up at the base of. 

Her body language was a clear indication of her mood. 

They trotted after her, her ear tendrils flickered in their direction but was not acknowledged. She growled warningly at the horse who snorted in reply. 

Dismounting, Elsa slowly approached scratching her scales. She appeared staggered at her presence crooning curiously. "Hey pretty girl." Elsa cooed, blowing cold mist into her snout. 

She joined her sitting on the ground leaning against the trunk. Elsa watched the conflictions swim through Ryu's eyes. She was somewhat elated to see Elsa but another side of her probably just wanted to sulk alone. With her head raised Elsa saw another desire pushing its way through, as Ryu eyed the horizon. Whatever was going on she wanted to handle it the way she always did.

By running.

"Anna and Kristoff were fighting over who could start a fire first." Elsa pointed out weakly smiling but Ryu kept her gaze fixed. Surrendering Elsa pressed her face to Ryu's neck. "Honey, tell me what's going on?" Not wanting to leave her with no reassurance, Ryu pressed her muzzle to the top of Elsa's head. They sat in silence with Nokk trailing off. 

"I want to show you my ice palace, what do you say?" Ryu thought about it before chirping and rising to her feet. She offered her back to Elsa helping her climb atop. "Let's go tell the others." This would be good, Elsa was certain. Just her and Ryu, they could talk things out of whatever was bothering her and everything would be alright. 

Landing in camp the scents of whatever Kristoff and Bulda were cooking made Ryu salivate. 

"I was going to show Ryu my ice palace, with the lights and everything and no chance of snowstorms she'd be able to see it clearly." 

"Oh okay, well don't keep her out too late." Elsa caught the wink Kristoff shot to Ryu tilting her head.

Odd. 

Ryu barked at Anna, jerking her head towards them, a clear invitation. Anna wide eyed pointed to herself. "Me? You want me to come?" Ryu nodded, surprising Elsa even more so than Anna. 

"Olaf wanna join?" Anna asked the snowman who was seated upon Sven. Gasping he slid off him in an excited heap. 

"Well I suppose that is the most sensible thing since I can introduce her to the snowgies, like Icy, Glacier, Fridge, Sleet, Flurry, Frosty-" 

Anna chuckled while collecting him. "When we get there Olaf." Elsa shrugged, so much for talking to Ryu in private, a fun little family trip wouldn't hurt either. 

The flight in the night sky was even prettier than during the day. Olaf still gushed about the sensation only hyping up Anna's wonder, Elsa would chime in every now and then focused on navigating Ryu to the North mountain. 


Ryu knew Elsa's powers were remarkable but it seemed everywhere she turned in Arendelle a huge reminder of this existed. The huge kaleidoscope of colors which Ryu could easily deduct was her palace standing erect proudly. It was a force of nature and confounding to see the expanse it covered. 

"It's pretty awesome right?" Anna rubbed Ryu's side who agreed in a gurgle. When they landed Anna grandly gestured to the entrance. "Behold evidence that Elsa is an architectural genius." Elsa blushed at both Anna's declaration and with the complete awesomeness decorating the environment, Ryu didn't even notice the powdery white cloak and pants Elsa stitched her in.

The aurora above only showcased every fractal and angled piece that were brought together to create such a masterpiece. Ryu's eyes fell upon the astonishing anomaly that came up with this and brought it to fruition. There was that self doubt rearing its ugly head again. 

Why did Elsa even like her? If she was capable of this and so much more, what did Ryu have to offer? 

Coughing into her hand Elsa nodded for them to go inside. Grabbing her hand Olaf yanked Ryu along. 

"You have to meet everyone!" 

"Everyone?" He ignored Ryu bursting through the doors, hoots and shouts echoing off the walls. 

Ryu barely had a chance to absorb all the little intricate details. A mountainous glob was no shock to Ryu who swore she had seen everything, little faces and tiny limbless Olafs charged in. 

"The secret army of Arendelle." Anna crossed her arms for Elsa to nudge her. "We'd never send them into battle." Elsa chided, petting some of her creations. 

"I don't know they are terrifying." Ryu quipped, uncertain of where to stand. She watched the largest one greet Anna and Elsa gently. They talked amongst themselves completely in their element. 

Elsa was so embarrassed from the story of her first ever cold birthing the small creatures in impressive quantities. Ryu stayed quiet watching them jest back and forth with one another. 

"Oh yea you had it all under control huh? So you nearly falling off the clock tower drunk on cough syrup was all part of the plan?"

"I wasn't drunk!" 

"You were sucking on that bottle all day." 

"I was trying to get better."

When one was speaking the other only had eyes for her specifically. 

"Not all the memories of this place are happy-" Elsa trailed towards the banister, reliving the moments that still plagued the family, but she smiled small when Anna captured her fingers with her own, conveying nothing but assuredness and love, backed with undying support, turning back to them. "Still that's what we do best, we take awful memories and learn from them, they made us who we are today and I can't say that I regret that." 

Like the temple and many other ancient places Ryu had come across, the history between Anna and Elsa was deep and rich. An endless pool, not as archaic they were both still in their twenties no less but there was so much that connected them…  

She'd never dare come between that, this moment seeing them together interacting with Elsa's sweet and mischievous creations highlighted how much of a fool she truly was to ever doubt the depths of their ties. 

"Let's go watch the lights from the balcony!" Elsa cheered excitedly racing up the stairs like an expert even in her heeled boots. 

"Anna…" Ryu's still voice kept the queen from following her sister. She turned, smile fading when she took notice of the nature of Ryu's expression. 

"I'm sorry-" she began hopelessly. "I doubted you from the beginning and still even before in caves. You were right. It wasn't my place nor is it ever to comment or make judgements about your relationship with Elsa. I was an baka- an idiot, and if I wasn't I wouldn't have scared you like I did… it was my fault." There was a mournful repentance Anna hadn't known the dragon was capable of. She took a moment to think before she spoke. 

"I think it needed to happen." There it was, that doubt in Anna's words but this time she took no offense despite Ryu just apologizing for the same transgression two seconds ago. Baby steps. Anna pressed on. "If it hadn't, my eyes would have remained close to the issues I have. It wasn't pleasant having them exposed like that but I think it'll be for the better. When we first met…" Anna needed to find the right words. 

"I liked you- well I mean I guess more so liked messing with you than who you were as a person." Ryu admitted. Bluntness was her language, Anna could appreciate that. 

"I did not like you." Ryu snickered at this but understanding reflected in her demeanor. She was aware her person was difficult to digest and not for all, well most. Anna would give some consolation, while Ryu's good humored intuition of who she was redeeming to her, it also saddened Anna to witness the self degrading nature which seemed to be an equal part to her whole awareness, she appeared to so many as confident- overconfident and yet... 

"But after the caves…" Anna wrung her fingers together. "I like you more now. I have a feeling that it'll get better." But Ryu shook her head.

"I think it's capped off, I'll take what I can get." It didn't seem right to Anna, the desperate and defeatist admission one had with set expectations of not being accepted, only to be grateful for the scraps of tolerance and not minding them. 

"No." The shape reply had Ryu turning back around to face her.

Anna merely hugged her tightly, gentle fingers petting the back of her hair. "It will. And we both held some blame. I'm sorry too. I judged you just as badly as you did me, if not more so, all you've done is try to protect us and I'm … grateful for everything you've done for Elsa. For me…" Ryu frowned at this over her shoulder. 

Yea until you know. 

"We've been through a lot together, you and I. That has to count for something right." 

Ending the embrace with an uncomfortable cough, Ryu's soft scales now had turned into steel, she nodded up the stairs. "You should talk to her about everything."

Anna's head tilted. "Aren't you coming?" Ryu backed off the stairs, Anna could see the true emotions whirling in her eyes, remoteness, resignation, despite her smile and blase tone trying to dissimulate it all. "I think Olaf has a few more people for me to meet. Go on." 

Anna smiled once more, still there was a small tinge of worry for the dragon, she was right though, she needed to speak with her sister alone.  


 

Elsa looked so content and winsome sitting on the bench looking out over the outside balcony. It was anyone's guess of what was going through her mind but Anna could detect traces of nostalgia and found herself reminiscing of the first time she saw Elsa in her natural element, both inspiring and heart wrenching that she had been so repressed in Arendelle, how stifling and suffocating that was for her. 

Sensing the scrutiny Elsa's eyes landed upon her then did a quick scan around. Before she could speak up about the glaring missing party Anna beat her to it. 

"She'll be up eventually-" Elsa scooted over so Anna could join her. "She has about eighty two more names to memorize." They both chuckled, envisioning Ryu drowning in a sea of snowgies. The little imps lacked any sense of personal boundaries for any visitors. 

The silence following allowed them to retreat within themselves, so close physically, far away emotionally. On par with her character Anna broke the barrier first twisting her body towards Elsa. No matter how many times Elsa was receptive to her advances and desire for closeness it still always made Anna's heart do a giddy dance. 

"Sooooo, today was a big day." Elsa giggled keeping her stare trained on the aurora above them. "I agree."

"You want to go first?" They chortled at the simultaneous statement made to each other. One sister usually spoke for the other. 

"You first." Nudged into the story Elsa told the bold tale of her fight with Vakten, soon both realized the overlapping nature their stories had, the cause and effect that stirred up a queer concoction of guilt and silliness that left them gob smacked by how close they were to each other. 

"That was you two! That tower that fell?" Having just been told how Anna and Ryu made it to the underground tunnels Elsa needed one more confirmation. Anna nodded, wincing. 

And I had accused the Vakten. 

Signing Elsa rested her now very heavy head upon two fists. If she had known that she would have added it to the very long list of apologies. 

"I saw so many sides of Ryu and myself, some I'm not proud of." She watched Anna growing smaller, a curled up mess of fiddling fingers and nervous twitching preluding to the vulnerability she felt at the moment. 

"I don't really talk about the bad things, well not as I should. It's in the past, we grew from those things but just because you grow from something-" Elsa could see her throat bob from emotion welling up. She prayed the soft clench of her hand around Anna's allowed her to find the difficult words she searched for. 

"Doesn't mean it won't hurt and still doesn't hurt, lots of things have happened and they affected me in ways that are not healthy and I can't just accept the good and the growth I have to accept the bad too." The words stewed in the air, Elsa always knew her sister had some issues with abandonment, attachment, and the fear of losing her loved ones but they worked on those together. She too had many scars from the past but she had no inclination that Anna had been keeping this all inside. 

"I have new fears; dying, well that's not new but umm I think the biggest one I developed is- being hunted." Elsa's stomach plummeted through the floor, instinctively she had to wrap her arms the now crying Anna who even still tries to smile through the pain.

"I've got you. "

"I know she didn't mean it, it wasn't her fault- she feels so guilty and I feel guilty for feeling this way, and she never meant to hurt me and didn't but just being chased and pursued like that by a creature like Ryu… knowing what she's capable of- it's just." Anna sobbed trying to catch her breath. "I'm sorry I know, you care about her-" 

"No no sweetheart. I understand, that must have been horrible for you." Elsa rubbed Anna's shoulders keeping her pressed in. From her own experience and from what Ryu had told her what it was like being another's prey, Elsa wished with all her heart she could erase the feeling of helplessness and fear from her sister. She was however very proud of Anna coming forward with this. She was always seen by others as the reclusive one, the sister who did not wear her heart on her sleeve, many who met Anna had no idea about the demons the bubbly, sweet, joyful woman kept hidden in her closet. Always first to be there for a friend yet the last to ask for help. 

"Hey," Elsa lifted Anna's face towards her own planting a soft kiss on her cheeks. "I won't ever let anything or anyone hurt you. Not ever. Not anyone." Anna nodded burying herself into Elsa's chest. 

"Please don't be mad at Ryu." As if Anna could sense the tension and aggression building up in Elsa's chest towards the dragon for her sake, she knew she had to defend her. "She couldn't help it, I was covered in this gross gooey stuff and she was like a bee to honey with it, she couldn't pull away… " a flash of recognition bolted across Elsa's features until she sighed leaning back. 

"Draco sap." 

"What?"

"It's a drug, used for medicinal purposes for serious things like amputations, or severe illnesses, its only benefit is to take away pain and make it easier for the dragon to operated on." Anna nodded, as sickening as it was her mind flashed back to watching Ryu guzzle the drug from off the floor just to turn on her. Her imagination drew Ryu to appear angry snarling fangs, and that earth shattering roar-

Wait, that never happened. 

Anna began separating fact from fiction, Ryu had never growled or roared at her, sure she chittered and barked but inherently those weren't aggressive sounds. 

"What's the standard dosage?" 

"Hm Bulda said about a tablespoon is enough to knock a six hundred pound dragon off their feet, it is incredibly potent and only handled with care by elder dragons they're not as susceptible to its properties." 

"Oh. I guess it's my fault for exposing her to it." Elsa shut that down very quickly, using a firmer tone she left no room for argument or for Anna to slip into a depressive culpability. 

"It is not! You had no idea what it was, I didn't even know until Bulda told me about it. I don't blame you and won't let you blame yourself." 

Anna pouted slouching over having messed her fingers raw she took to playing with Elsa's slender cold digits. "What about Ryu?" She mumbled. 

Elsa took a cleansing exhale. It would have been so easy to push the blame on her to direct this anger on someone instead of having it notched like an arrow with no target, but that wouldn't be fair. Especially knowing Ryu the way Elsa did. 

"No, I don't blame Ryu either. Sometimes there isn't anyone to blame, things happen." Elsa turned her attention back on Anna, bopping her nose with each word. "I am very, very, very proud of you." Anna's beautiful giggle lifted the spirits of things allowing the girls to settle into one another for some well needed cuddling and watching the lights. 


One crisis down, another to get through. 

It seemed Ryu found Elsa's bedroom and escaped her rambunctious snowy creations either by scent or pure luck. 

Elsa had to lean against the door, having a silent moment to herself. She felt herself drowning in the absorption from the emotions of others. Elsa felt utterly drained but she could not leave her dragon in this state of mind, out of empathy or the always underlying fear that she'll slip away. 

And there she was watching the lights alone, her neck turned following a particular pattern. Ryu had to have been a thousand feet underneath her thoughts, she hadn't even detected Elsa's presence. 

"Hey." It was such an awkward greeting for what they were together, Elsa waved her hand. "Hey." 

"Anna alright?" Elsa nodded. "She's remarkably strong. She'll be okay." Elsa caught Ryu's shoulder wince, her tiny iridescent scales hardening but she still agreed with the sentiment. 

"What about you?" 

"I'm fine." The sharp reply was expected still it infuriated Elsa all the same. "Ryu-" She began massaging her temples. "I can't do this tonight." She regretted her delivery, noticing the hurt pulling Ryu further into herself. "Then… don't?" 

"I'm not leaving you like this, so please just tell me what's wrong." She couldn't tell if Ryu was moved by her beseeching or not, this still wasn't answered when she spoke again. 

"So Anna told you everything." 

"Yes… " Elsa daring to venture closer was a mistake, Ryu tried to be subtle with the way she moved away from her leaving the window, she pretended to be investigating the surroundings in the bedroom. Feeling the materials that made the canopy. 

"You can be mad."

"I am mad but not at you." Ryu scoffed. "Why?" 

"It wasn't your fault, you were placed in that situation and still despite everything were very brave to protect Anna." Ryu's face said everything. She did not believe a single thing Elsa said. 

That's when Elsa felt an anger born within her, its origins completely different than what Ryu would have expected. 

"I'm not mad at you for what happened in the temple, but I am quite vexed at you for invalidating my feelings." Elsa didn't see Ryu's double take at her, instead keeping her back turned to the perplexed woman. 

"Erusa-what I don't-" 

"Yes you do, whenever I speak of my feelings towards you, they don't matter, you constantly disregard them, merely for the fact that you can't put aside your own opinions about yourself or even entertain the idea that they may be biased or simply not true." At this point Elsa had begun her pacing, hugging her arms close, the growing rigid air was not as intimidating to deal with than Elsa herself, Ryu kept her mouth shut after opening to assuage Elsa's anxieties but that was quickly shut down from the glare she received. 

"How would you feel if someone constantly-every single time you paid a compliment or said something sweet and forgiving about me-" Elsa's arms waved and flayed this way and that. "How would you feel if they constantly doubted and invalidated your words and expressions?" After a minute passing Ryu realized this question was not rhetorical. 

"Umm well I wouldn't want to be around them." Oh she hoped, hoped with her very being Elsa would not follow this line of thinking and turn her away. She hoped that the pitiful expression she held could appeal her case. 

Ryu panicked, she lived her life without Elsa and the others for twenty years, yet all the memories they had together surpassed any others she held. It was the twenty years prior that felt short and pointless. These last two months, they were ones that felt like her whole life. If Elsa rebuked her she'd have nowhere else to go, no reason to do anything anymore.

It absolutely horrified her. How? How did they do this to her? How did Elsa, Anna, Kristoff, Olaf,the spirits make everything outside this realm so gray and insignificant?

Life was so simple before them, sickeningly simple, a single tune Ryu had been content with never seeking more. Then she just had to swim North, and just had to have been lured in by the smells of fish guts and chum by Nordic sailors, and of course she just had to be caught and make her great escape from the city, and meet these people, beautiful- flaws and all, and she just had to grow so fond of them. 

Elsa's voice cracked through the lump that welled in her throat."Then why do you do that to me?" Defeated and exhausted Elsa collapsed on the edge of the round bed sitting at the center of the room. Ryu carefully approached, not even daring to move aside the thin canopy drapes which concealed spirit. 

Giving Elsa some time she eventually poked her head in, still Elsa refused to look at her, finding her boots more appealing to study. 

"I don't know Erusa…" Ryu confessed sitting on the other side. "I don't know. I trust you in all things except that, it's not fair I know a-and I know you're not lying I just…" she didn't know how to articulate an answer. 

"Why do your opinions about yourself matter more than mine?" Ryu jerked facing Elsa. "They don't Erusa, I promise it's just-" Finally Elsa lent her eyes to Ryu. 

"I don't know. But I can promise to not disregard the things you say about me, even if I don't agree." That wasn't enough for Elsa, she would need more than Ryu resigning to keep her mouth shut. 

"I would also greatly appreciate it if you tried to at least- try to see the things I see in you." Sighing heavily Ryu nodded. She needed to troubleshoot the situation quickly. 

"You're upset, I can go get Anna and Olaf." When she stood and grazed by, she felt a cold grip envelope her wrist pulling her back down beside Elsa whose expression changed completely from before, it seemed Elsa wanted to test the restraints of their new agreement. 

Scooting in closer, Ryu's purr argued with the nervousness she felt from Elsa's closing proximity, still unsure if Elsa was temperamental. Ryu got some answers from the herding pushes from Elsa's gentle hands. Catching the hint and she climbed up on the bed with Elsa following. 

Before she could reach down Ryu rushed forward and began gently removing her boots and socks. Elsa watched pleasantly surprised from the lingering palms which squeezed her sore soles. 

Ryu seemed most comfortable there, relieving some of the stress from Elsa's feet until she was signaled to join Elsa at the head of the bed. 

She pressed her cheek to Elsa's cupping palm exhaling heavily at the rubbing thumb. "Thank you." Ryu pressed her lips to that palm mumbling into it. "I can do it some more."

Elsa shook her head. "Not for that." Now Ryu looked up blinking. "Thank you for being so brave and protecting Anna." 

Without missing a beat she shrugged and her scales hardened, it must have been painful having them contract like that, squeezing together tightly just to relax only for something to get Ryu defensive again. "I didn't feel brave… " It was too late to fix her mistake so she misdirected. "An-Anna was very brave too, she kept me very safe." Elsa's petting paused when Ryu's shoulders hunched. Taking a breath she continued pulling Ryu closer. "You both were and I'm very proud of you." Ryu shuddered, braving a glance at Elsa's soft smile. 

"I knew you'd take very good care of each other." Ryu nodded slowly at this, taking a harsh swallow, she hoped that was the end of Elsa's praises-

"So brave and so beautiful-" Sweet Jesus. She needed to recalibrate her mind if she was going to survive this conversation. These affirmations made Elsa happy for some reason, and Ryu wanted to make Elsa happy so she could withstand this for her. 

"Thank you." Elsa beamed brighter than the sun wrapping her arm around Ryu. Her smile dimmed a little when she began considering something but what, Ryu couldn't figure out. 

She reached a decision and nudged Ryu's side. "My smart, brave, beautiful, strong, and funny dragon." 

Ryu half smiled, licking her lips. Turning on her side to regard Elsa."With the butt of a healthy woman." Elsa giggled, shaking her head, the mischief bled into her mannerisms, was Ryu deflecting and misdirecting with humor probably, but progress well made was a slow process. Elsa held their faces inches apart. Her hand shakily strayed up Ryu's hip till just the tips of her fingers rested upon her rear. 

Elsa's cold air whispered across Ryu's lips."Well I like it." Ryu smirked, unable to lower her brows even if her life depended on it. 

"I never finished my dragon clothes dance." Leaping up she scooted off the bed. 

"Oh no?"

She shook her head. "Iya." 

Elsa wanted to keep the humor of the situation going but the eagerness spreading and stinging her body made that difficult. "Please do." She cleared her throat and steadied her breath scooching to the edge. 

Ryu began humming and slowly moving her body, although her dancing wasn't traditional by any means to any culture Elsa knew of it was pleasant to see. The way she moved waverly and hips gyrated and swayed in time with her legs and feet. Elsa noticed the flexibility of those hips, she already knew how flexible dragon bones were but to see Ryu move so… 

Proactively… It made Elsa wish she tied a sash around the ice cloak Ryu wore so the clothes could hug her form a bit more. 

When time came for her to turn around Elsa hesitated drawing her eyes to wear they wanted to go, she reminded herself of what they were doing. Ryu wanted her to look and enjoy looking. So she did, finally relaxing when Ryu looked over her shoulder and winked.

Elsa's insides burned as if Ryu had blown a plume of fire down her throat, the heat traveled along her body till finally settling in the most inconvenient place. Elsa gripped the bed and crossed her legs, it wasn't painful necessarily and Elsa was no stranger to these sensations in the past. 

In the present however the target of her attention stopped dancing, now gazing at her bright eyed with flaring nostrils slowly walking till she stood before Elsa, looming over her and that damn smirk Elsa swore she would kiss it off her lips.

I can't take this anymore. 

"So uh-" Ryu began, tucking a stray lock of hair out of Elsa's eyes. "You thought that outfit makes me look cute?" 

"Uhuh…" Gripping the nape of her neck allowed Elsa to yank Ryu down into her lap. She happily complied straddling Elsa's legs. 

For the first time Elsa did not ask permission, nor did she hesitate to kiss Ryu. Ryu opened her mouth inviting Elsa in as the spirit cupped her ass, relieving the curiosity of what the plump flesh felt like, how soft it was and how well it fit in Elsa's palms when she kneaded it with flexing, digging fingers. 

They almost consumed Elsa's attention when she felt the faintest hint of fang grazing her ivory neck. Ryu's rear wasn't the only part of her Elsa was curious about, hiking her up by the torso Elsa used the leverage to gain enough momentum and twist them back onto the bed lifting Ryu's cloak over her stomach. 

Sitting up panting Elsa's eyes raked over the small, pale blue pebbled scales decorating her torso minus the middle which remained naked. When her hungry mouth sent her forward to gift Ryu's middle with suckling kisses. She used her weight to keep the lurching Ryu pinned, ears fine tuning in to listen to scratchy moans tearing up from her throat. It was a deliciously sinful sound both sweetly human, raspy like Ryu's voice accompanied by the occasional draconic trill and chitter.

Fascinating. 

Elsa wondered what other sounds she could draw from the dragoness 

"Erusa!" She answered Ryu's sweet cry, meeting her eyes, her dilated, blown out eyes. It was… Elsa wasn't certain her fogged brain could find a word that could be used to describe how this felt. 

Good

It felt too good seeing and feeling Ryu underneath her in this way. Her disheveled clothes and huffing breathes pristine and imperfect. No one had ever looked at Elsa like that; those eyes, swirling in those gorgeous black pupils, was a carnal longing and reverence that seemed to venture past Elsa's physical body. "Oh god." Elsa heaved surging forward to dispel all of her pent up libidinous impulses. 

Elsa whimpered, feeling utterly helpless at the whims of her inner desires. "Oh min kjæreste." The word slipped out before she had even known it was pressing against her lips. Ryu seemed too distracted to have noticed or maybe she did and just didn't care. 

Where had that come from? 

Shaking her head having not found an answer, Elsa just hoped she wasn't heavy, but those worries were dashed away when Ryu hitched up her leg onto Elsa's hip bringing her body down closer. 

Elsa gripped the calf firmly ensuring it wouldn't go away as soon as she kissed Ryu once more, this time not waiting for invitations, plunging her tongue into her hot mouth, exploring every inch of it. Experimentally she ran her tongue along Ryu's fangs shuddering when she took inventory of how sharp they were. Her free hand was busy rubbing whatever part of Ryu's stomach it could reach, mapping every single sinew, and dip and curve. She had to balance her investigative nature and the raging hormonal wrath that just wanted to touch every and anywhere she could get her hands on. 

The dragon whined desperately bucking with unsurprising strength upward into Elsa, she moaned at the sensation deciding that she loved it and now began finding ways of how to deliberately egg Ryu into the reaction again and again, and when Elsa felt her own hips beginning to rock on their own she stopped herself from chasing that type pleasure, it felt dangerous, like a cliff, a point of no return. 

It was comfort knowing that Ryu could have easily thrown Elsa off if she wanted despite Elsa bearing down her weight to keep the twisting and contorting dragon somewhat still. 

Ryu's fingers abandoned Elsa's hair, squeezing between them to rub her stomach in return. Elsa smiled into the kiss, she didn't know what the significance to abdomens were for dragons but deep down sensed it must have been something intimate and private, intensifying the privilege she felt that she could share this with her dragon. 

My dragon. 

Elsa never considered herself to be a possessive person unless it came to her privacy but knowing that no one had ever gotten to experience this Ryu, that she was all hers was intoxicating.

She barely managed to pull away from Ryu's insistent mouth, succeeding in getting out a few words. "Are you alright?" She panted out. Ryu nodded, finally coming to. 

"Hai, you?" Elsa groaned, nodding into Ryu's shoulders, her hands falling to the hem of Ryu's trousers twitching. She stared down at the blue sheet below them catching her breath and her thoughts.

Ryu held deathly still as Elsa battled between her desirous lust and rational principles. She wasn't frightened and knew her mind was already made, if Elsa were to decide to take her now she'd be ready. She also knew that because of her certainty it was Elsa's choice at this point, but for the love of all that was holy if Elsa kissed her stomach one more time… well she wasn't above begging for some type of relief at this point. She wasn't sure of how it would happen if it did, she knew how her own body worked sort of, she knew what felt good, but not too sure for humans, was it complicated, was there a certain technique? These questions had her now uncertain if she was ready. 

Finally with a loud huff Elsa rolled off her onto her back. Ryu regarded her sitting up on elbows. There Elsa lay staring angrily at the ceiling, she looked pissed but smelt delicious. Ryu laid back and tilted her head, connecting it with Elsa's with a thunk. 

"Ow." Elsa droned. 

"Sorry." 

"Ryu? Gecko?" Elsa's tone was repentant. 

"Erusa, that was nice. I liked it." Ryu curled closer burying underneath the sheets, with her lips she pressed her lips to Elsa's arm letting her feel her grin.

 "Still, I want to discuss it when we get home okay?" Ryu nodded.

"Do you want to go back to the camp?" For some reason in the state she was flying and being around anyone that wasn't Elsa seeded a tiny drop of dread inside Ryu's chest, so she shook her head.

After a while Elsa sat up alarming Ryu, confused by the worried look on her face Elsa tilted her head. "I have to go get Anna and Olaf settled. I'll be back." Ryu nodded, closing her eyes when Elsa kissed her head tenderly. 

When Elsa closed the door to the room, that faithful tremble returned to Ryu's lips. She breathed heavily, pawing at her eyes. Was she seriously about to cry right now? 

The longer Elsa was gone the more terror began sullying everything that had occurred between them.

What is wrong with me?

Her chest labored having to put extra work into getting air which was now so thin, more than what being on a mountain could explain. 

Ryu could not deny how alone she felt, how vulnerable, and small there was no danger present yet every sound jolted her senses into a foreboding frenzy. This fear, it felt primal. Everything after was a blur of acts urged by instinct. 

Elsa had supposedly found her under the bed, trembling. And when her smell wisped up into Ryu's nostrils and voice lulled into her ears the dragon clung to her the entire night, shaking until finally she calmed. Elsa was asked what happened but Ryu had no answers. That was fine she didn't want to know what it was herself. She didn't care, all she cared about was keeping the spirit close. 

When Elsa expected Ryu to fly into the night among the mountains she stayed put grooming Elsa to sleep. The chill of her body provided an amazing balm to her rattled nerves till the sun showed signs of peaking over the mountain summits when Ryu finally could doze off, Elsa must have been worried enough to stay even into the late morning. Ryu could recall hearing Anna and Olaf enter the room but she paid no mind to them. Their funny stories and jokes leaking into her brain provided for some peculiarly entertaining dreams. 

"She must be pretty wiped?" Ryu heard Anna comment, the dip in the bed meant she had joined them.

"Can you blame her?" 

"No… so she slept in here with you?" 

"... Mhm." 

"Next time invite Anna and I, we can have a sleepover!" 

"I will Olaf." 

"Hey Els?" 

"Yes sweetheart?" 

"She's one of your good secrets." 

Notes:

Iya Japanese for no, informal

Kuso jigoku- fucking hell

Nan to iu bukimi-sa - what a creep

Jasmine flower represents in some interpretations sensuality and kissing. 👁️👄👁️

min kjæreste Norwegian for my dearest

Chapter 34

Notes:

This was a challenge to write

There's some stuff on here 👁️👄👁️

Tell me your thoughts likes or dislikes anything

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Chapter Text

The daunting aspect of the tasks that lay before Elsa of restoring a dragon's severed magic would have its own set of challenges yes- Elsa however was not expecting the largest hurdle to be Ryu's complete insouciance towards the topics of her roots and inner being. 

"Ryu-chan please pay attention." It was the forty seventh time Elsa had beseeched for her pupil's attention– she had counted– along with rubbing the tension away from her temples at the lack of heed her words beguiled. 

Ryu's engrossment had been captured by history, religion, astronomy, science, and other academics… just of the wrong species. 

"How did Mary not die from pushing out a baby with a giant yellow hoop thing attached to his head?" She turned the book over that she was reading showing the picture of Christ in the manger, instead of listening to Elsa's lecture about the elemental nature of eastern dragons. 

Elsa's theoretical approach was the power of knowledge, sadly she wasn't aware of the type of magic Ryu could possess but she considered herself close to an expert of natural elements of magic so she started there. 

"I…" How could she possibly explain? Closing her eyes she thought about the best way for it to make sense, squashing any loopholes Ryu might have found to worm in another inquiry. While she appreciated the dragon's interest in education now simply wasn't the time. 

"That's- he didn't come out like that. It's an artistic representation of him being the holy son of God." Ryu's furrowed brows and pursed lips did not look satisfied though with the answer. 

Oh boy. 

"So the artist when he was born just decided to put a yellow yolk around his head? How come Mary allowed that? It's basically lying." 

"Ryu that painting wasn't made right at the time of his birth, it was probably made hundreds of years later." Ryu pouted, she'd get to the bottom of this and all things she was curious about… even at the stake of Elsa's sanity. 

"Then how did they know what he looked like?" 

"They don't." 

"So they just guess." Elsa nodded. 

"How come the Christians and the Islams don't get on well?" Elsa sighed, it was simplistic questions like this that always made her doubt the amount of humanity humans actually had within them. It was their propensity towards violence and destruction that kept the cynicism always shadowing her altruism. Sighing dejectedly she shrugged feeling defeated knowing that she could never rid the world of the horridness without succumbing to it herself. 

"I don't know, they just… believe different things."

Ryu peeked over her book, blinking."But you and I believe different things and we get on well." 

It was that right there that endeared Elsa to not only Ryu but her whole species. If Ryu was the ideal example of how dragons thought and behaved– which Elsa believed she was– then it gave Elsa some faith, some hope that if she kept this little flicker of pure light alive and strong surrounded by darkness then she hadn't failed her fellow man. She smiled softly watching Ryu pour over page after page, she closed the distance between them. It was so bizarre this reverence born into her chest met by an unholy searing red hot lust Elsa did not know her person was capable of. She had already been through all the mental gymnastics of it creating an internal spectrum, one end convinced her she was no different than the other human who would just selfishly take and take till there was nothing left and on the opposing side it felt wrong to not provide Ryu the sweet sensual care she deserved. She was alone in this world and without a doubt had needs– if her keening whines and thrusts whenever she and Elsa found themselves engaged with each other were anything to go by– as the protector and provider to dragen lys wasn't it Elsa's responsibility to fulfill all her needs even those of carnal physicality? 

"Yes, we do." 

"They say he's humble right? Mr. Christ I mean– yet he said he's the son of god. What's up with that?"

"Well he may not have, we don't know. There is a belief that everyone is a child of god." 

Ryu frowned exaggeratedly, nodding her head, quite impressed with the feat. "Huh well the guy gets around…"  

"But that was blasphemy back then and got him killed."

"Yes I woulda kept quiet on that one."

Elsa chuckled while sitting beside Ryu sideways on the arm of the recliner. "That would have been the smart thing." Ryu pressed her nose to Elsa's side and inhaled deeply keeping the air and whatever it was she just smelt she kept inside for as long as possible before exhaling, her pupils dilated and her throat bobbed from a harsh swallow, shaking her head she regained focus on the book. 

It was silly the embarrassment Elsa felt, she knew the girl had an incredible nose, could she smell her want that pooling between her thighs from the dark terrible thoughts plaguing Elsa? She could never bring herself to ask, less she died of shame. 

"Crucifixion sounds painful but maybe he requested it cause he knew it would make a great symbol to catch people's interest." 

All Elsa could do was nod slowly. 

The things my Gecko wonders about. 

"Maybe he did. I don't know, I never met him." The last part may have been silly but with Ryu it felt very necessary to clarify. 

Ryu, noticing that Elsa had abandoned the boring dragon stuff, put the large book down in favor of a smaller one– cupping her chin she leaned over reclining. 

"So this baka, Genghis, what's he on about? Why's he so huffy?"

Elsa rubbed the bridge of nose mumbling. "Jesus Christ." 

"No not Jesus, this Khan fella… so humans reverted to religions with peace and love and then set about killing anyone who didn't also believe in their religion of peace and love…" Elsa didn't want to answer that, thus acknowledging the asinine nature of the entire religious movement of the past in Europe and the Middle East. 

Ryu blinked brows rising to her hairline. "Hm, marvelous." The mental acrobatics that would take to reach this solution went beyond Ryu's comprehensive skills. Humans were a lot more complicated than she originally thought. 

"Humans go against their nature a lot don't they? I mean full of contradictions eh."

Elsa frowned, no longer able to hold her tongue on the matter. She didn't want to spread her own mixed feelings on humanity but she would not let Ryu remain ignorant. "Religion is not part of human nature Ryu… violence is." 

Ryu stared up at her confused. "I… not you though." Her voice was small yet dauntless, her confidence had Elsa searching deep inside of herself questioning, did she have violent tendencies? She liked to think no, but how far would it take to bring out that side of her?

Her mind wandered to the incident in her ice castle. She had nearly killed Weselton's men, had Hans, a violent person himself, not intervened. 

Still did self defense or defending others count. As Elsa stared into Ryu's curious eyes that familiar voice tried to tell her their entire relationship was wrong, sinful, that she was tainting the dragoness in some manner. Elsa inwardly snorted at this. Compared to what? According to who? The ones who Ryu just spoke of? The very people who preached love, and peace and spent their free time slaughtering each other. 

That disgusting shame that was so hard to shake free of, Ryu had been so understanding, too understanding, willing to accept the bare minimum of what Elsa would give when she addressed it with the most simple solution it wrung Elsa's heart to bits.

"Well Erusa, I don't want you to feel bad after being with me ever, but I have to say I'd rather you love me in a sinful way then hate me in a righteous way." 

If what had occured years ago on the north mountain counted as a sin Elsa's repentance dwelled in Ryu. She was certain of it. She'd care and make Ryu feel amazing and loved in any way necessary and if she just so happened to enjoy it herself that was alright too. Just as long as she didn't hurt her. Worry still lingered. 

Leaning down Elsa connected their foreheads, closing her eyes. 


Finally Elsa had managed to drag Ryu out of bed to dress and head out for the royal graves. She had been here plenty of times with Anna, well not necessarily this exact place; they were a good distance from her parents' own graves. 

She cradled the sniffling Anna close, glaring at Ryu when she yawned tiredly. Bruni rested upon her shoulder and had to resort to slapping her cheek a couple of times to keep her awake. 

Elsa swore she was an inch close to having Nokk give her a watery smack from his tail. 

Anna sighed and rolled her head towards Ryu, surprising her with her next request. 

"It's your turn to say a few words for Kjekk."

This woke Ryu up, sure everyone had said their piece of what they knew about him but she had only met him thrice maybe twice? Looking at Elsa grimacing, the spirit nudged her head, signaling for Ryu to comply. 

"Ummm okay," Ryu cleared her cracking voice, folding her hands in front. "He was a horse and…" Anna was the only one who nodded in the group at the profound words whispering her own agreement. "Yea he was."

"He stayed that way until the end when he decided to not breathe anymore cause it's kinda boring sometimes. At least I don't know– he could have changed but uh he was born the normal way… from a horse I think? I don't know, I wasn't there but he did enjoy horsey things so if he wasn't a horse well…that's weird." Ryu thought about the implications of this. What if he wasn't? 

"But uh he wanted to spend more time in his coffin," she gestured down to the large coffin in the ground not yet covered. "And he did and he is so good on him yea." She nodded, folding her lips. "He drew lots of pictures from what I've been told, pictures of carriages and carts, very limited but it was what he was good at. I did not know horses could draw. He was a good horse or horse impersonator still not confirmed." There that should be goo-

Anna began crying again, leaning over to whisper to Ryu's ears. "Can you talk about the bond between horses and people?" 

Ryu nodded, she couldn't very well say no to a crying Anna. Well actually she could but saw no issue with it. 

"Humans kidnapped and-uh-enslaved horses and other animals when they realized walking to places is the absolute worst. And figured out that someone else could walk for them, other animals they kill and eat after befriending them and gaining their trust, and others get to live if they're pretty enough." Elsa took a steadying breath bracing herself for whatever this was, she peered at Anna relieved to see her actually moved by the words clutching Kristoff's hand. Olaf tipped his flower towards Ryu in solidarity, he had a lot of people to comfort today so any help was welcomed. 

"Anyways the relationship between humans and horses is confusing and somewhat erotic …." Sputtering Ryu shook her head when Elsa and Kristoff's necks snapped in her direction. "Sorry exotic…" Ryu frowned then shrugged. "Eh well erotic, but strong since humans discovered a lot of their problems or minor inconveniences– like using their legs could be solved with shoving an animal in-between them." 

Nokk and Elsa glanced at one another, cringing at the words. 

"Anna, I hope you have comfort and peace knowing that the one who spent the most time ever between your legs can't do that anymore because worms are eating him and to take him away from that is rude. I hope your last ride was special cause you can't do that anymore cause he's dead…forever." 

Elsa and Kristoff braced for the emotion that overcame Anna who nodded gratefully to Ryu. "It was." 

Ryu tore her empathetic gaze from the queen to the hole in the ground draining them of any emotion. "Goodbye kettle." 

Kristoff shook his head. "That's not his name–" 

"We'll never see you again… unless we get bored and dig you up then I guess we can… so nevermind the goodbye more like see you later… maybe." Everyone threw in their flowers except Ryu. She didn't think to bring a flower, she didn't know the protocol really having never been to a funeral before, so to show respect she tossed in a clod of dirt. Horses seemed to like dirt, which is why they never wore shoes– she concluded. 


The funeral party was taken back to the castle. Elsa, Olaf,Sven, and Kristoff were going over the battle plans which were to be Anna's care following the tragedy of her beloved companion. 

Speaking of Anna… 

Ryu found her sulking out the window. The sunny day did not match her mood by any means, but the weather had a tendency of  doing that. 

"He was a good horse." Ryu clasped her hands behind her back watching the people go about their day. 

She shrugged. "I don't know if he was, I never knew him." Anna glanced at her and nodded. That was fair. 

"I wish you could have, thanks for coming by the way and for speaking for him. He doesn't understand words anyways but likes to hear voices." 

"He can't hear anything… he's dead." She said a matter of factly then patted Anna's shoulder. "I'm sorry you're sad." 

"Thanks." 

After a few moments of silence Anna finally voiced the thought that had been plaguing her mind since Ryu's speech. "D-do you really think he could have been a fake horse?" 

"I don't know, I guess we'll never know… it's a mystery." She whispered the last part, now she and Anna were pondering this with tilted heads. 


"Hey Ryu no, no!" Honeymaren laughed as the dragon pounced, shaking her rear, on her brother dragging him by his moccasin. 

"Elsa!" She smiled at the elder herbalist carrying a basket of rich smelling powders. Approaching Elsa clasped their hands together tenderly. 

"Hello Ada, how are you?" The old woman smiled, nodding her head from side to side. "Oh you know as summer is closing I am making preparations for autumn and then winter and everyone falling on their behinds due to ice." They both giggled, she leant an ear when Elsa leaned in mischievously whispering. "It's probably my ice." 

Ada linked their arms together ushering her towards her shop, though Elsa didn't resist physically she needed to get her words out before she was pushed into her goahti surrounded by Elders who could talk for hours, mostly gossip. 

"Do you know where Yelena is, I actually have an important matter to discuss with her?" Ada' face changed dour. "Oh my I hope it's nothing like an emergency?" 

Elsa didn't mind the noisy question. "Well it's not immediate, I just need advice about-" their attention was captured by Ryder's screeching as Ryu ran past with his leg clamped in her jaws. 

Honeymaren and a few herders chased chuckling. "Don't break his leg!" One boy yelled. 

"We need him for chores!" Honeymaren added. 

Elsa jutted a thumb in their direction. "It's about Ryu." Ada nodded and led Elsa to her shop all the same. Parting the entrance Elsa allowed Ada to waddle past first shocked at the sight that greeted her when she entered. 

"Oh!" Her eyes raked over the man sheepishly grinning at her with his leg propped up on a table. There were bloody cloths and the stench of alcohol perfuming the air of the hut. 

"If you decide next time to not listen and heed our teachings, then at least use better judgment. You used neither of those." Yelena clutching her staff glowered down at the young man who cheekily glanced at Elsa. "Bear attack." 

Ada cackled at this. "It wasn't an attack, she was warning you, you didn't listen." Elsa shot him sympathetic eyes. 

"I can begin tracking the female tomorrow to see what her territory range is and where she's planning on taking residency." 

Ryder's screams could be heard from outside. Yelena opened the window, not quite shouting; she always managed to get her voice to cover great distances without raising it. "Ryder." Ryu skirted to a halt, dropping the man.

"Stop disturbing the peace of the village." Before Ryder could reply to his defense Ryu jumped on his stomach bouncing away from the crime scene. Finally Honeymaren caught up. "Sorry Yelena I'll get everyone settled and back on tasks." She responded, still smiling. 

Elsa joined her at the window but after Yelena nodded, saying "Please be sure that you do." She closed it testily. 

"Umm maybe I should go get Ryu." Elsa offered for Yelena to shake her head. "Honeymaren can handle her just fine." 

"Well actually I needed to speak to you about her." Yelena ushered Elsa out of the hut. 

As they walked Elsa wrung her fingers together. "Well I've been having difficulty helping her reconnect with her magic. I came to you because you know how to connect with magic better than anyone I know despite not possessing magic yourself, you lived in harmony with the spirits in a symbiotic relationship and still do." Yelena nodded, she kept her eyes trained forward to not give away the blush Elsa's unintentional comment had painted on her cheeks, Elsa had expected some surprise from her considering she was an entity of magic herself. 

"What process have you taken with this?"

"Well I thought it fitting to start with helping her connect with her roots and nature to see if her magic is perhaps elemental like mine." But even that had been a failure when Elsa began with water. She explained how she tried to teach Ryu the science of water to better understand the body but Ryu had lived the majority of her life in oceans and seas, and seemed to not have an interest in going back to it so soon. 

"I understand your trials Elsa." 

"You do?" Yelena nodded. "You two are opposites in a way, most of your life people tried to have you suppress your magic but it wouldn't stand for such treatment" Elsa glanced at her hands, true even now she had some difficulty placating it sometimes. 

"Ryu has probably never seen her magic before, it doesn't want to come out. Perhaps it was threatened at some point into hiding. I believe your analytical approach may not work this time. You must find a way to coax it out carefully." Elsa frowned, she knew Ryu had been treated in vile ways so she guessed that made sense but still how did one coax out magic? As Yelena said her past life was spent trying to keep her magic in. It couldn't have been like coaxing Ryu physically to not be so fearful could it? Elsa shook her head. 

No, certainly not. 


Oh no. 

Ryu sighed facing the large herd of reindeer. Honeymaren persuaded her to dress and join them to learn how to tend to the animals, insisting that this was the best way for Ryu to earn their trust. Why Ryu needed that she hadn't the slightest clue.

In her travels she loved animals well enough but they didn't love her, to them she was either prey or a predator which they actually didn't get wrong, either she was being chased by something or the one chasing. Even when she took pity on the trapped or hurt they still acted upon instinct. She couldn't blame them really realizing how harsh and unforgiving nature could be, only equalizing it with wonder and beauty.  

There was one individual she met that was an anomaly to that but very soon nature took its hold on him too. 

"Alright so, we're gonna start you off by shearing them-" Ryu scrunched her face up as she was handed large thick scissors. 

"We're gonna steal their fur?" She glanced wearily at the herd who held the same expressions towards her. Honeymaren snorted at this. 

"No! We're gonna give them haircuts. It's not stealing, they like it." She patted one on the rear as it grazed past her. 

"They do?"

"Mhm, see wild Reindeer can't get shorn so they have to just grin and bear the heat but ours are a little spoiled, so we cut them now and then when they begin dropping their coats in fall it won't get matted and we get even more fur. And their winter coats are gorgeous." She said with pride eyeing the animals. 

"Oh…" Ryu hadn't expected that, she thought they'd be shaved naked and left to shiver in the nights to come. 

"What? You thought we would just take without helping them too?" Her reindeer- herder-in-training nodded. Honeymaren dropped the brazen attitude and gripped Ryu's shoulders tenderly. 

"No, we don't just take Ryu, we have to give and take otherwise there will be nothing left for anybody. We care for them and they care for us in return. They're a part of the tribe just as much as me, Elsa, or Ryder, or Yelena or anyone else and we take care of each other no matter what." Ryu looked down at the ground in shame for thinking so little of these people, expecting the worst, she was also very conflicted. Observing the other herders it was evident there was a strong bond between them and the herd. Honeymaren understood knowing her background with humans but she wouldn't let the girl walk around believing such things about her people. 

Ryu sighed dejectedly. "They don't really like me." Honeymaren took her hand. 

"Well cause they don't know, just like you don't know them. Someone has to make the first move. May as well be you. You seem brave enough. Here, start with Emil. He's in charge and doesn't mind you much and the others will follow. I promise."

Ryu was nudged towards the white bull reindeer who regarded her apathetically chewing on a carrot he stole from Honeymaren's pocket. She wiggled her fingers at him approaching slowly. 

"Hey, um I'm just gonna- give you a haircut, maybe that'll cool you down." Slowly she began copying what she had seen the others doing around her, dropping the plush soft fur into the basket provided. 

After a while the most adventurous of the lot wandered towards her when she finished nudging her arm with their muzzle.

"Hey-" Ryu giggled, petting the animal's snout. "You want to go next?" She cooed and set to work. 

Honeymaren casted her hands up on her hips proud watching the dragon work and occasionally make soft conversation with her subject. 

A sharp buck from an adolescent brought her back. "Okay, okay." She turned to her, producing a pair of shears from her pocket. 

Ryu was brought from the calming work of clipping when she felt a soft thud on her ankle, the perpetrator began chewing on her brown woolen pants. 

Grinning, she looked down and just as she suspected there was Misty. "Kon'nichiwa, chīsana ko." The somewhat larger calf was scooped up in her arms. Ryu took the shears and cut the shaggy bangs on her forehead. The calf nuzzled her neck nipping and sucking her scales, not quite out of the habit of nursing. 

"There, now we can see those pretty eyes." When Ryder came by he assessed her work and gave a thumbs up.

"What happened to Misty's parents?" She had noticed that while accepted in the herd, Misty was usually alone and relied way too much on people to not be an orphan. 

He sighed petting the young animal. "Poachers, I guess they wanted their white pelts and they caused a fire at their camp, Misty got burned by the embers." Ryu gazed into the reindeer's milky white eyes, noticing the small and healed scratches outlining her sockets. Protectively her grasp tightened. 

"She looooves you." Ryu snorted at this, putting her down. 

"Yea right she loves everyone. So what's next?" 

"Milking, but don't drink it." Ryu rolled her eyes following him. "You don't have to worry about that." As if to prove a point, Misty followed Ryu's heels closely, tripping her up a few times. 


Elsa felt a warmth spread through her chest as she rested her palms against a tree cushioning her face to rest against the trunk. There was her Ryu milking a reindeer in the open green field playfully glaring at a young boy who had just sprayed her with milk. She stuck her tongue at him while he aimed for it, hitting his target. 

Elsa giggled behind her fingers when Ryu winced for a few seconds before experimentally testing the flavor, they may have not seen it. But oh Elsa did. She caught the subtle light in her eyes and the way Ryu's tongue rolled around spreading the taste throughout her mouth. 

"See it's not so bad." Ryder stated, placing his hat upon Ryu's head. 

"Yea… " Ryu began quietly. "Not bad at all." Elsa wasn't certain what she was referring to but was pleased nonetheless and very very proud. Her heart fluttered at how gentle she was with the herd, those sweet, soft murmurs of comfort Ryu whispered into their ears. 

"Misty no don't do that!" Ryu exclaimed, pulling the calf out from dipping her whole head in the bucket. 

"Oh Elsa dear!" The call had interrupted her wistful stalking, turning she saw a few women and men senior to her age seated at a fire pit including Yelena who despite being busy still made time to socialize with all age groups of her tribe even if she had work during. 

Grinning Elsa joined them, she found serenity in their harmless gossip and Ada arguing with her brother Aiden over how to season the food they had simmering upon the fire. To Elsa it still smelt good no matter who made it, the siblings always had her taste test their dishes deciding who was best. Elsa initially assumed her indecision would deter them but it only created an even hotter rivalry between them. As if her winning vote was a finish line to race to no matter how much food and spoons had to be shoved into her face. 

As the gossiping conversation transitioned to the romance that would be blooming this upcoming spring eyes turned to the almost dozing Elsa, with her arms crossed and eyes closed exhausted from running around the forest to do maintenance checks on animals she was tracking, racing to and from Arendelle with supplies, and prepping more seminars to give on how to handle wildlife that were venturing in closer and closer. Sensing their scrutiny Elsa's head snapped up. She blinked at them in a questioning manner. 

"So Elsa, do you think you'll be frolicking in the upcoming spring?" Elsa winced at this already dreading where the conversation was headed. She had seen so many couples, mostly that of young adults do what many in the tribe called Frolicking, to her it was always fun to see the romantic wooing. She and the other spirits worked extra hard to make it joyous for everyone, even those who were alone by choice or involuntary circumstances. Between Bruni creating romantic lighting, Gale blowing flowers around, and the earth giants helping Elsa take the best vantage points walking around to shower the entire forest with little ice hearts. From that a tradition was born, lovers would have to catch the hearts and give them to someone special who'd also give one, those from Arendelle would come and join the fun as well. 

Elsa loved it, being a part of the joyous merriments in some way, a celebration of love no matter the kind. Looking at it from that perspective Elsa had given hearts to many people… but no one had ever given her one back. She was of course spoiled with gifts from her family especially Anna- perhaps a little too much- but she couldn't help but selfishly dream of being given a simple heart from someone who wasn't her family. 

"She'll have to be twitterpainted first." Elsa blushed, sending a silent visual distress signal to Yelena. The leader spoke up arms as crossed as she was to hear and be a part of the fatuous conversation. "You don't still believe in that old tale of nonsense do you?" Aiden giggled. "Ah but Yelena that old tale has been with our tribe even before you were even thought of. Even before Ada which is hard to think since she was there when Odin was born himself." At this Elsa laughed as the man was smacked by his sister. 

Smiling, she let them argue, resting her chin on her knee as her mind daydreamed about a specific young prospect and all the wonderful things they could get up to in the spring after cuddling in the winter.  

"You shouldn't settle for just anyone, they should be a good conversationalist, we need conversation for when you're not around of course." 

"And an artisan who is good with their hands. Smart, imagine being trapped with an idiot who couldn't tell a nail from a hammer." 

"Yea imagine that, oh wait nevermind I have you. " 

"Take that back!" 

"Someone who likes animals and adventures would be nice." 

"And romantic, and handsome or beautiful."

"Please don't bring home any ugly people Elsa." 

Elsa raised her brow at them before returning back to her fantasies. 

Ryu. 

Maybe next year she'd be twitterpainted. 

Maybe she'll get to frolic.

Maybe next spring I'll be given a heart.

 


When Ryu finally returned to camp at dusk Elsa watched, keeping a distance waiting patiently as some teens and young adults clasped her shoulders. She was pleased she seemed to be making friends, even if it took away from their time together. At least she wouldn't get lonely when Elsa was all over the forest. 

"You have to teach me to fish like a dragon sometimes." 

"You can't idiot, your nose is too short." His peers teased. 

"Maybe it'll grow." Ryu promised chuckling at his blush. She returned back to the conversation she was having with a woman both holding numerous empty baskets. 

"Thanks for helping me weave these Ryu." She shrugged. "Sure! thanks for teaching me, anytime really. Oh actually no I could be busy or napping so I guess sometimes." This made her companion giggle.

"Oh wait here, this one is yours, it's the first one you made. I marked it for you." Ryu smiled, cradling it as if it was a jewel off the crown of Midas himself.  

"Maybe when you aren't napping I could teach you some Northuldran." 

"Okay!"

Elsa pouted pitifully at this. 

I was going to teach her... 

When her eyes landed on Elsa she ran over, they were bright, wide, and swirling with wonder. "Erusa-chan! Meartá taught me how to dispatch a fish easily so it won't suffer, apparently that makes it taste bad, she also said that the way I fish does just that and I didn't even know it!" Elsa giggled at her excitement clutching her shoulders, herding them towards her goahti. 

"Oh really?" 

"Mhm." Ryu nodded vigorously. "Then Sikká showed me how to weave baskets."

"Oh wow so you know how to weave? I'm proud." Ryu frowned, shaking her head. 

"Absolutely not. I did not remember anything she said," Elsa laughed, shaking her head. 

Oh of course. 

"I only copied her. Oh and I milked reindeer, did you know that with how much food they get here they produce extra milk so it can be painful for them to not give us- I mean er to not give the tribe any?"

Elsa, pretending to be surprised, nodded. "I see." She knew that but she also loved it when Ryu told her things, be it anything… well not anything but most things. 

A girl like Ryu, Elsa couldn't help but compare all the things she heard from others, she held her own opinions on the subject but still … Elsa couldn't resist the urge of wanting to meet those standards of others. 

"Oh yea! How could I forget! This is for you." Elsa looked to the weaved basket then her eyes slowly trailed up to Ryu's glimmering expression and jovial grin. 

"Ryu…" It was the first time. The first time Elsa ever had to stop herself from publicly outing the true nature of their relationship. She hoped no one noticed that after she took the basket she had nearly kissed the girl right in front of all those outside. She hoped they didn't see the flush of her cheeks, or the way she leant in, the instinctive way Ryu reacted tilting her head up to greet Elsa's lips, the way the air grew colder with blue and white sparkling flutters buzzing at her fingertips, a flurry hummed underneath her skin as if her magic grew restless and wanted to flair out to greet the dragon itself.

It was a growing problem. 

Over the past week, Elsa had noticed her magic reacting queerly to Ryu. She had caught herself allowing wisps and trails of glittering snowflakes unspool from her fingertips gravitating towards Ryu until Elsa shook her head and put an end to it. 

It felt like tiny pricks now under her skin wanting to bleed and gush forth. It was worrying despite Ryu's bedazzlement and nonchalant attitude towards the outburst. 

Gulping visibly she took her hand and led her away. It probably hurt, her grip was far tighter and colder than usual. 

She had dinner waiting for them in her dwelling. While they ate Ryu told her all sorts of stuff, some she already knew and some she didn't. Tiredly she watched with a smile she just couldn't erase at the babbling girl. 


"Oh where is it? Where are you?" Anna huffed at her desk desperately searching around, she'd handle the huge mess later but for now she needed to find her notebook. It couldn't be somewhere else; she just had it in her hand. 

"Kon'nichiwa, an'nasan."

Anna had no idea what that meant but she heard her name somewhere in there. 

She looked up grinning insincerely at the girl stepping through her window but it slowly morphed back into the previous frown. "Hey Ryu. Need something?" Why wasn't she with Elsa? 

"Not really, I just came around to see if you wanted to go flying." 

"I'm sorry I can't. I'm already late as ever to a graduation ceremony I'm supposed to speak at and I can't find my speech notes." When she looked up with a red face about to give up she saw Ryu holding it out to her smirking. 

"It was here." Ryu pointed before Anna could ask at the top of the desk lying beneath the papers she had thrown to search for it in the first place. 

Anna chuckled, flabbergasted at herself. 

"Thanks." 

"Where's the speech at?" 

"In Harmon I have thirty minutes to get there and it is a two hour ride." She billowed her cheeks with air looking at the clock. Maybe if she stared at it long enough it'd freeze time.

Ryu, thinking the same thing, joined her. "I could get you there in thirty." Anna gasped. 

"You could! Are you sure?" Her friend shrugged, closing her eyes. "Hai, I mean will the people of Harmon be all "Ahhh scary dragon kill it!" She accompanied the high pitch squeal with sword and arrow sound effects teasing a grin out of Anna who shook her head. 

"Well no they're used to magic, and they have heard of you– probably don't know you're a dragon but they do know of some gray, pink and blue character flopping about in the sky over here– plus you'll be with me so." After noticing the trepidation on Ryu's face as she thought it through Anna sighed, she looked uncertain, a faraway expression taking over her face, as her eyes stared into some forgotten corner of the room. 

It was still a nice offer but she supposed she'd have to be late better than never. 

"Its okay Ryu thanks any-"

"I'll do it." 

"What? Are you sure?" Ryu nodded, grinning calmly. There was a change; it was subtle but her daily jaunt with politics had taught Anna how to read micro expressions that many people tried to hide.  

To find out if she was correct Anna would have to watch more closely when she had more time and her brain was jumbled and jam packed with her own worries. 

"Yea I mean you said I'd be safe so I will be safe… there like you said." Anna opened her mouth but nothing came out, she wasn't certain on how to react besides being shocked. The dragon seemed at peace with her words, not a single hint of doubt or worry subtly etching in her features. It created an awkward atmosphere that seemed to only affect Anna. 

"Um? Okay then! Just let me change first." She and Ryu glanced down at her formal velvet emerald and black dress, definitely not the attire one would wear to ride a dragon. 

As an afterthought halfway out the door she turned back to Ryu "Do you want to bring you a change of clothes just in case? Can't have you galavanting around campus in nude, even though some students would probably enjoy it." Giggling, Ryu nodded and followed her out the office. 


Anna cursed herself, she thought of a change of clothes for Ryu, a change of clothes for herself, her speech book but not bringing goggles. The wind sharply pierced her eyes as Ryu raced on out of the capital. 

"Just head west." She yelled over the gusts. When Ryu quizzically stared back at her she rose a brow forgetting about how uncomfortable this speed was. 

"Seriously? You traveled the world and don't know which way North, south, east, west are?" She had seen Ryu try to cover up her embarrassment with a growl. It's when Ryu flipped upside down conflicting Anna between holding on to her bag or the dragon the laughing stopped. 

"Okay! Okay! I'll show you! God, so sensitive." She jested and set to directing the dragon in the correct route. 


Glancing around to ensure no one was peeking at her, Ryu finished buckling the pants she fished from Anna's satchel, tightening its strap around her shoulders. 

Swallowing down the anxiety that wanted to smack her heart into a racing tempo she held her head high and shoulders squared as she jogged up the large stone steps towards the university. 

It suited Harmon, the city was certainly not Arendelle, it was much younger, reminding Ryu of a sibling trying extra to impress their seniors, with its large buildings and busy streets. There was also a larger acculturation present in the city she found utterly charming. Where Arendelle was slower and quaint Harmon was still finding its footing despite its foundations already being in place. 

The largest gross populations inhabiting the place were younger, or socialites, traders just opening shop hoping their new outlook on either clothes, or cuisine, even services could draw in the bright eyed and curious.

The building was breathtaking to say the least. The four-storey gate tower and the two-storey ranges either side of it both sported what she now recognized as the Arendelle coat of arms engraved on their fronts. 

Inside Ryu had wished Arendelle was her birthplace so she may have had the right to say her allegiance to the patriotic flags and sigils. 

Huffing, she entered through the large brass doors hoping her boots didn't stain the polished dark wooden floors. 

The building was coated in history, art, and set pieces it accumulated over the years. 

Walking past the administrative offices, Ryu hurried her steps, she had permission to browse around given by the queen herself who also informed her she didn't have to wait, the ceremony would be long and the after party would be even longer. 

Something inside the buildings however had called upon Ryu to not dash into the air and find Elsa miles away in the forest, it wasn't the same ethereal summons that called her to the dragon temple but something much more abstract. Strong like curiosity but warmer than just a desire to investigate for inquisitive purposes. 

Her nose was constantly sniffing up the smells of other people, equipment, and dust, gathering up an interesting concoction of what went on here. 

Her wanderings led to the library, there she could only smell paper and older leathery tombs and for good reason. Bookcases projected out into the room, set at right angles to the walls which were also made of books. The elaborate plaster works spotted on the ceilings told stories which one could probably find here in written form. The room seemed to be used for lectures, seminars, and meetings.

Despite all the art and decor she had found, the most cherished discovery was the honorary sponsor's and Graduates wall. Ryu did her best to read the descriptions of people who, as written, had donated a considerable amount of assets and funds to the school. 

Hands folded behind her back she leisurely strolled reading the golden plates underneath listing their accomplishments and names the large oil painted portraits on display. 

Lord Tobias Peterssen I. Lord Tobias Peterssen II, huh there were two of them. Ulric Stroffen… King Eric Oldenburg Árnadalr. 

The name caused a double take, and for careful consideration to be taken of the portrait. He was a handsome man, strikingly so. With a trimmed beard, a green and purple military suit embroidered with gold trimmings, adorned in medals and piercing teal eyes, despite his serious outward appearance Ryu could see the glimmer of mischief and playfulness his stoic appearance tried to hide. She had seen that expression before enough times to recognize it in a sea of faces. 

Next to him was a woman, with a soft demeanor and glimmering gray eyes. She was like an ocean, both sky and water silver after a storm with mist connecting the two elements. Queen Rita Oldenburg Árnadalr. 

Queen Else Oldenburg Árnadalr. 

Ryu lingered on her a bit longer and found wisdom in her portrait, her brown hair and deep blue eyes as well as her name drew Ryu in closer for only a few moments before she moved on shaking her head. 

Another pretty face. 

Two portraits awaited along the line.

Ryu had seen their faces before in the castle. The resemblance and uncanny nature of it still unsettled her. She didn't know why perhaps because it felt like seeing a ghost. Seeing them still alive in their daughters today, she could imagine from both stories– and from the two women who told said stories– what they were like. 

King Agnarr Oldenburg Árnadalr. Queen Iduna Árnadalr. 

They were gorgeous and seemed to be quite the academics if their name plates were anything to go by. 

It's just not fair.

It seemed the most attractive, smart, and alluring people decided to group up in Arendelle and have kids. 

Speaking of… 

Ryu laughed out loud disturbing the silence of the hall, she couldn't help it though as her eyes landed on Anna's cheeky smile, posing in the portrait. 

Despite knowing what she already knew she still read. 

Queen Anna Oldenburg Árnadalr. Graduate honorary student. 

Ryu's pupils dilated. She didn't know Anna had graduated school. Come to think of it seemed to make perfect sense but didn't a queen have access to the best tutors around? Why did she feel the need to attend here? 

Hurriedly she rushed to who she knew was next. 

There she was, poised and graceful as always. It felt like such a waste of time for Ryu to lament on how beautiful and breathtaking she was. Ryu already knew how she was sitting with her hands folded in her lap out of frame. Her hair was in a style she had never seen before on her, an updo of some type, a braid wrapped intricately around a bun with a few strands in the front escaping. 

Elsa Agnarrsdotter Oldenburg Árnadalr. What a fucking mouthful… Valedictorian… 

Ryu hadn't the slightest idea of what that word meant, she'd have to ask Elsa later. 

The pride she felt in seeing it was initially thought to be misplaced, Ryu felt a swell of emotions build in her chest. Elsa and Anna were so much more than what she could have ever thought, they were beyond her intellectually, in station, and physically. 

For once Ryu considered human hierarchy without contempt or blasé immaturity. 

She'd have to wallow later in her insecure angst being tugged out of it by a loud uproarious jubilation. 

Following the noise led her to the answer of why the halls were so devoid of life, all the life had gathered together in the large theater facing a stage decorated with giant Arendelle flags draping the left and right. Between them stood a jittery and smiling Anna, proud in her dark green and gold velvet gown, head bearing the weight of the crown and all that came with it in an unshakable mettle. 

"Wow, I just want to say– and you guys can agree with me as well right–" she stated behind her to a line of older individuals nodding. "What an honor it is to be back here and to see all of your faces again, older, wiser…and a lot more tired." She giggled, as did her audience. 

"I see not just what you look like but the shining future of Arendelle, I see promises of the amazing feats you all will accomplish one day. Even if your futures aren't in Arendelle cause sadly I cannot keep you all to myself-" another round of laughter followed. To get a closer look Ryu snuck past the entrance, climbing a staircase wanting a vantage point. From there she could barely make out the faces of the students giving their complete attention to their monarch. One thing connected all of them despite the different colors, shapes and sizes that told of the individuality of each. Admiration, love, fealty, complete trust, these emotions danced in their starstruck eyes with determined fires Anna's words ignited. 

"It would be cruel to deny other places in the world your brilliant minds. And uh oh hold on-" she opened her notebook and read some pages silently before looking up, folding her lips. "Okay I have to be honest I only wrote down some jokes, and the gist of what I wanted to say but it's alright we'll wing it. Like Eric did on his last test." The mumbles were taken in good humor. Ryu casted a glance to who she assumed was Eric scratching his nape and blushing. 

"You have grown so much! My goodness, what are they feeding you! Can– I mean Helen can you come cook for me please. Thomas is about eight feet tall now! Seriously what happened." The familiarity and festive spirits were contagious, Ryu couldn't wipe the smile off of her face leaning back against the railing. This is not what she had imagined when she thought of royalty. The word invoked a vision of a ruler detached from their people and reality, sitting in a luxurious castle handing out orders and new laws. 

"I have some requests though for all of you, while you're out there I want you to be the best you can be. Reach your full potential and then keep going above that. Make mistakes and learn from them. Know that no matter where your paths may take you– you have a home, and kingdom–" Anna's palm laid gently across her chest. "And a queen, who will be here for you always. Never forget where you came from. Never forget the salty breeze blowing through the fjord, the creaky ships as old board meets old board. I may be your queen but that role means I am here to serve you and all of those living in Arendelle. I will always be asking myself what else can I give this home. Our home." A new yearning came to be as Ryu listened. 

Our home? 

She wanted this. All of it. To not be alone, to have someone there looking out for her as she looked out for them. A promise made just by being born in the right place at the right time. 

"Somewhere in my heart I feel I’ve not yet done enough and you may feel it too sometimes. It may feel lonely out there in the big world but you'll never be truly alone… " her chest hiccuped with emotion that mists her eyes. "Thank you. I look forward to spending time with all of you tonight."


The care given, like a mother saying farewell to her children, Anna engaged with any student coming up to strike a conversation. Listening intently to their plans as they ranted and raved on. She joked and drank with them as well as their parents and family. 

It was evident she knew every single one and had memorized their names, holding each of their stories to her heart. 

She took notice of one withdrawn girl approaching her, concern etched on her dainty features. 

"Sarah? You okay?" She gently rubbed the girl's arm who nodded hurriedly. Ryu could see Anna's disbelief as she excused them away from the party held in the courtyard. 

"What's going on?" Anna asked when they were finally alone. Ryu knew she should have left them be but couldn't tear herself away from the tender moment. 

Sarah's lip trembled until she bursted into sobs. Anna cooed at her pulling her into a hug whispering kind words of comfort. 

Her eyes widened at the student's next words. "My mother passed away two months ago." 

"Oh Sarah I'm so sorry honey. How's your father? Your brother?" The girl shrugged. That tenderness, Ryu wanted it to be directed at her, but this girl was grieving it was ridiculous to even entertain being jealous of her. 

"I know how painful it is, believe me but you'll make it. Take your time, I'll even ask Dean Smules to hold onto your student recommendation letter until you're ready okay?"

Ryu wasn't certain what those things were but from the girl's reaction it was a huge favor on Anna's part who seemed to be pulling some strings. 

"I'm here for you as I said. If you need anything just come to Arendelle or write to me even if you just want to talk." 

Ryu had seen and heard enough returning to the front of the courtyard where she and Anna parted.


She must have not suspected Ryu would stay around this long. Ryu heard a surprised "Oh" following the halted steps. 

Looking over her shoulders she kept on throwing Anna off with her soft eyes the queen had only seen her give Elsa. 

"I wasn't uh expecting you." Ryu pushed herself off of the lamp post approaching. "Yea-" Her tone suited the warm, breezy quiet night, again a sound Anna wasn't used to being directed at her. "I thought I'd stick around. Harmon is kinda nice." 

Anna grinned at this. "It is." She admitted. 

"How come you don't come here as often?" Leading them off campus Anna answered carefully. Ryu could tell the fact had saddened her, being as involved as she was with her people. 

"Plus with time and everything I don't really get the chance to. I'd love it but it is difficult. And not just Harmon but other towns and cities as well across Arendelle." 

Anna didn't quite catch what Ryu had said when she was done speaking, or she couldn't believe what she was hearing. 

"I'm sorry what?" Ryu shrugged casually. "I could give you rides there and here. It'd be much easier and you could be back before dark and see everyone." 

Anna stopped walking facing her directly searching for any signs of teasing or jests. 

"Are you sure?" 

"Anna… your people need their female king." The resolute way Ryu spoke touched places in Anna's heart the dragon had never reached prior. 

Wait, female king? Nevertheless she was endeared to the gesture. 

"Plus you can show me around." Now it wasn't so one sided, she knew how much Ryu loved exploring, maybe this new development could even help some citizens become more at ease with their presence.

There was just one problem… 

Anna jogged to catch up with her down the sidewalk. 

"Won't you or Elsa miss each other?" Ryu rolled her eyes in good humor. 

"Anna, we're going two or four hours away, not to another continent." She knew the distance but also did not want to mention how attached at the hip they seemed to be with each other. 

"Oh right! Thanks…" Ryu nodded, staying quiet. "… before we go, do you wanna get some ice cream? maybe have a tour?" 

Ryu held up her arms frowning. "I-I don't have any money." 

Rolling her eyes, Anna tugged her arm to follow. 

"Come on you."


Anna enjoyed this, the quiet moments between them were no longer tense or filled with a bunch of unsaid words. It no longer separated them but instead drew them closer in.

"I guess that makes sense, you're the queen." Anna paused from taking another spoonful of ice cream, she wasn't certain if the sound of trickling water at the fountain was playing tricks on her ears or if she really did hear it that way. 

"Wait what did you say?" Ryu must have noticed as well cause she quickly corrected herself looking away. 

"Female king." 

Anna giggled that was all the confirmation she needed. "You say queen funny." 

"No I don't!" Ryu exclaimed, looking like a pissy cat. 

"Awww don't be grumpy!" 

"I'm not grumpy." Ryu growled, taking forceful spoonfuls of the ice cream. Anna enjoyed seeing her try it for the first time so much so she began crafting a list of other delicious foods she'd introduce to her. 

"Say it again." 

"No I don't think I will."

"How did I not notice before how you say it?" She questioned staring off into the cobblestone street. 

"Queen…" Setting her spoon down she held a hand up to her ear. Ryu absolutely loathed her at this moment, very tempted to splash her with the water on the other side of them. 

"Sorry, couldn't hear you." 

"Queen!" Anna released her laughter, slapping her knee, she nearly slipped backwards into the fountain but that did not quiet her down. 

"You know instead of mocking me you could teach me how to say it." Ryu whined. 

"Sorry periwinkle-" she wiped at the tears forming in her eyes. "-but I don't think that's a pronunciation problem, I think you just sound like that."

"Hahah." She mocked sardonically. 

"Oh don't be a grumpy Gus." She cooed even scratching underneath the dragon's chin but her wrist was slapped away audibly. 

"You know I'm your ride home right?" 

"And?"

"I will drop you out of the sky." Ryu's voice darkened considerably and it would have been threatening to anyone who didn't know her but Anna just smiled.

"I know you won't." 

"How?" 

"Cause you'd get bored on the way home without me."

Ryu squinted at her, still measuring the pros and cons. "I'm tempted." 

"Sure whatever ya grumpysaurus, let's go give you that tour."

"What!" 


Harmon being relatively bigger and much more diverse than Arendelle Anna would have felt unsafe walking through the streets with the higher crime rates but she had a whole dragon with her who even though was distracted Ryu still eyed every stranger daring them to attempt something. 

"So do you have any other family in Arendelle?" Ryu inquired. 

"Yea… they live south of Arendelle quite a ways." 

"Huh-" Ryu quipped. "You guys never spoke about them." Anna cringed, wringing her fingers together. 

"They…" How could she word this? "Our relationship is strained, they're related to us on my father's side so…"

She glanced at Ryu's expectant eyes, goading her on to continue.  

Anna grunted, relenting. "They kind of share the same views as my grandfather."

"The bastard king."

"Yea him, they're not the all roar and grrr and kill them!" Anna lowered her voice to gruff grumble. "Type but they I don't know I guess they… they are kinda against magic." 

Ryu turned from her blinking back an expression of perplexed judgment."They moved to Arendelle." 

"Heh yeah ironic, mostly because I became queen and they were hoping that I was normal? I suppose but when they found out I wasn't and connected to magic and also love it, they kept to themselves on their estate."

"Doing what?"

Tapping her chin Anna searched her memory for the gossip she heard of the eccentric side of her family. "Mm traveling, being socialites I guess it's kinda good they have relationships with other royals and famous people it kinda trickles down to us."

Ryu's next question made her face grow distant and pain swelling just beneath the surface of the turquoise pools in her eyes. 

"Were they there when your parents died?"

She couldn't find her voice to answer, her face answered instead. 

"What a bunch of cunts." Ryu said after a while drawing a sad laugh from Anna. 

"To be fair they weren't even in the country." 

"That doesn't matter, they still could have traveled here even if they missed the funeral to be here for you guys." Ryu's temper was growing, she looked prepared to go to their estate and burn it down but Anna had faith she exercised a lot more self control than that. 

"It's okay." 

Ryu's gaze softened from her previous growing anger. "Is it?" 

"No but if I had to go through what I went through to get here with my family I would again. They're worth it." That they could agree on together thinking of the wonderful people in their lives. 

"They are worth that and so much more." Ryu whispered. Anna nudged her gently, she didn't notice that she had moved closer to her when they stopped walking. 

"Thanks for talking to me about this. I don't mean to be a downer."

"You're not a downer, not every conversation can be lighthearted that would get annoying." They both imagined a few specific people who matched said description. 

"I have my family, they listen but I don't wanna burden them." Ryu's hand found its way to her forearm, gripping it. It was a firm and steady, hot touch almost like Elsa's but the complete opposite. Where Elsa's cold touch numbed away the pain for a little while so one could make sense of their thoughts without the strong crippling emotions in the way, Ryu's brought those emotions forthright and made one forget about the thoughts and just feel. 

"I bet you aren't, that's what family's for Anna." That had to have come from experience, the knowing way she said it with unfaltering confidence. Catching herself she nervously chuckled and pulled away. 

"At least that's what they seem like they're for. What's it like having a sister?" The question eased out the tension from Anna's shoulders with Elsa's pretty face taking up her vision. 

"It's like– if you do have a good relationship with them, then it's like having a very very very close best friend. Sometimes you'll fight and argue but in the end they will always be there for you no matter what, no matter how badly you mess up, and love you whole. They always have your back."

Ryu's wistful eyes, distant, and longing tried to imagine it. She looked up at the sky, having that seemed as much as a possibility as flying to the stars. "That sounds… wonderful."

"It is. Did you ever know your parents or anyone related to you?"

No

Regret took over the comfort Anna had settled into from the previous question witnessing the way Ryu's eyes slitted. 

"They were gone long before I hatched?"

"What about the Mikotos they seem like… awful?" Ryu chuckled at Anna's tone. 

"Not all of them. I had my brother Sussanoo, who used to be my brother."

"How come he isn't anymore?" She shouldn't have pried, she knew, but she wanted answers, needed a reason for how a creature like Ryu could end up so lonely and callous. 

"Because I killed his father and real brother, Izanagi-no-Mikoto, and Tsukuyomi Mikoto."

Anna paled. Ryu could hear her swallow. She was aware of how Anna felt, disgusted, shocked maybe. 

"Why…" 

There was no use in hiding it anymore. 

"Why?" Anna repeated imploringly. 

Refusing to look at her, Ryu continued down the path of honesty. 

"I was a coward." The statement was met with a challenge. "That's not an answer." 

Making a quiet noise in her throat, Ryu surrendered everything. 

"When I would train I was forbidden to use my fire unless instructed. It was weak but still something at least. I worked very hard to please Lord Mikoto who wanted me to be the defender of the household. Eventually taking me to war when I was big enough. And uhhh- one night I received a letter from him– but it wasn't from him I learned– to practice my fire. So I did, and the house caught flames. I was clumsy and stupid and he died in his office. The door must have jammed because no one could get in or out."

She wished she could have read Anna's expression, she couldn't even guess what mixture of emotions were making it. 

"After Lord Mikoto died, things… changed. Lady Mikoto took over. I was arrested and kept in a cell for a long time. Sussanoo would visit me." She smiled at the memory. The treats he'd bring her facing whatever punishment awaiting him if he was caught. 

"My fate was decided, I was too dangerous to be kept around but I was meant to bring the family name further, so they taught me how but I choked."

"How were you supposed to do that?"

"I was supposed to grow and eventually go down to the temple beneath the palace and go through the Tamashī no karitori ceremony-" Anna tilted her head, when Ryu remembered it was Elsa taking lesson in her native tongue not Anna. 

"Reaping of the souls-"

"That doesn't sound very good honestly." The name made her uncomfortable, the implications only alluding to anything far darker than what she could have imagined. 

"It's when they collect my soul and use it to strengthen the family as did six others before me."

Ryu could see her slowly putting the pieces together. "But if they take your soul then…" 

She touched her chest feeling her heartbeat, her breath. "I'd die in this body. Lady Mikoto and Tsukuyomi tried to complete the ceremony earlier than expected as punishment instead of waiting for me to be ready to harvest, realizing how dangerous I was. I tried to go through with it but couldn't." Her fists balled at her sides, the ground was her victim to be glared at. The weakness angered her. 

When Anna tapped her shoulder she realized she had stopped speaking. 

"There was an altercation…" To stop her lip from trembling Ryu clenched her jaw. 

"I didn't mean to dig my claws so deep into his chest but I did… And Sussanoo, my boy, he saw and I ran. He forgave me for his father but could I really blame him for finding his breaking point." She saw the look on his again and again all those years he hunted her. The horror, the grief at what his sister had done to his family, a family she destroyed. 

Anna felt as if her body was not her own anymore, she could feel the same emotions radiate off of Ryu as the ones that used to plague Elsa. Sorrow, regret, an anguish that created a sick and disturbed dish Ryu forced herself to choke down as self punishment. 

"Periwinkle- '' Anna began slowly clutching the bridge of her nose between fingers "-that's not a punishment, that's murder, the fire was an accident and not even your fault, you were a child." 

She didn't have the energy to argue. "Yea." 

"Does Elsa know?" 

"Not all of it." 

"Well thanks for telling me." 

"See I'm a better downer than you are." Ryu nudged Anna a bit harder than what she would have liked but Anna took no offense shoving her back.

The light returned back to her eyes when their walk had led them to the university again. Anna turned to Ryu, taking her hand. 

"Come with me, I wanna show you something." 


"Hey Anna?"

"Yea?"

"What do you think about humans?" Anna frowned, keeping her eyes trained on the city lights, waiting for her turn to use the telescope when Ryu was done. 

"Humans? Which human?" 

"All humans." Ryu pushed the device towards her, taking a seat on the railing along the roof. 

"I think that humans are… that's actually really tough to say." 

"How come?"  

She sighed through her nostrils. "Humans are so different from each other." 

"Well there's good and bad humans I guess." 

Anna shook her head."I don't agree with that either. I think there are people who do some bad things and some good things maybe, and some people do more bad things than good–and vice versa–some are equal. It all depends but everyone is different, even twins." Anna replied. Her head was spinning from the word jumble that was her theory. 

"Twins?"

"Yup! Two babies born at the same time can almost look the same and may even be very similar but they're different."

"Hm…You do a lot of good."

That wasn't news to her so much as it was puzzling coming from Ryu. How did she know? Anna thought she wouldn't have even noticed. "Heh I try to do the best thing for everyone." 

"You're good at it. Some people are not."

"I guess it's kinda like gambling." Anna redirected hoping that Ryu hadn't noticed the flush overtaking her cheeks at her blunt and honest praise. 

"Gambling?"

"Mhm; let's say someone has a coin, and they say if I flip it and it lands on this side you get all your money and mine and if it doesn't I win and get everything. You can take the chance and leave it up to fate or you can just not get more money." 

"Or get a job." Anna chuckled. 

"Yes that too, but humans are like gambling. Sometimes you'll get or meet one who does bad and sometimes you won't. It's just a chance you have to take sometimes."

"What about religious people?"

"Same concept applies. Really. I've met some religious people who are great and kind and it's not religion that made them that way. Really they're just good and use it to help others and spread kindness. And I've heard and seen some religious people who use it to control and manipulate. I don't think that religion can determine whether someone is going to do good or bad, and let's not even begin to mention how people can change for better or worse and those who are products of their environment. Like my ex."

"The one who tried to kill you and Erusa." It didn't sting as much as other memories, the most painful from the incident being frozen on the fjord. 

"Yes, I guess my standards are low but at first I hated him and thought him a monster but then I heard about what went on in the southern Isle household and while his actions can't be excused I think it shed some light on why he was the way he was."

Anna sat down next to Ryu, the small platform they found to get a better look at what was going on up there was perfect to not be disturbed, she leaned back exhaling deeply prepping for a leisurely session of stargazing with her own eyes. 

 Out of the corner of her eye she saw Ryu scooch closer and mimic her sigh and reclining. 

Grinning to herself Anna took her arm away from laying across her belly extending it out. Ryu popped her head noticing and naturally did the same exact thing except there was no one to the right of her. 

"Hey?" The short call was answered with curious eyes." Wanna lay on my shoulder… you look a little uncomfortable." 

"Oh uh well erm. Hm." It was a small noise but it was enough. 

Carefully as if she were frightened to burden Anna with her own weight she laid up her side. 

Anna sideways glanced at her. 

"Put your arm down." 

"Oh." Ryu retracted said arm, returning it back to her side. Tentatively that arm rested upon Anna's chest. She looked up to see if Anna reacted and when she made no protest Ryu sagged into the embrace. 

"Comfy?" 

"Mhm." Ryu nuzzled under her chin. Anna couldn't help but feel like she had just signed a contract when she rested her head atop Ryu's. It felt so final, like a warm wax seal upon a letter bearing good news and sweet messagings. 

And thinking about it, she kinda liked it. It was odd but she enjoyed having someone younger ask her questions and seek guidance from her, even if that someone was hard headed. Her eyes scrunched closed with a grin when she heard Ryu begin to purr a sound she only thought Elsa could bring from her. 

"Anna?"

"Yes Periwinkle?" 

"If you could have sex with any fruit, which would it be?" 

"Oh my god!" Anna was completely scandalized, red cheeks and all. ".... Probably Oranges though." 


It was happening… again.

Ryu braved one more glance at the despondent Elsa, she'd appreciate the beauty of how she looked right now if these pesky tribulations weren't in the way; flushed, chest rising and falling slowly yet deeply it would be an alluring sight if it had not been for Elsa's eyes. 

So conflicted with layers upon layers of thought and emotions. Ryu's imagination had her envisioning small soldiers in them. The left eye holding one thought that opposed the right ready to meet in a bloody battle between Elsa's brows. 

Exhaling heavily she sat up from the couch and began buttoning upon her linen shirt tucking it back into her pants. It wasn't a habit but more so an insurance that Elsa wouldn't entrap her into another intimate embrace driving her to near insanity with want– just to pull away and look as if someone had torn her heart into two slices saying she'd have to pick one or the other. 

If Elsa glanced at her she wouldn't have noticed. She tried and still was trying to be understanding of Elsa's inner conflicts when it came to the intimate side of their relationship but it'd be a lie to say that it wasn't frustrating to no end. Needing now more often to constantly remind herself that it was enough– what Elsa had gifted her, more than enough, more than what she deserved in the first place and she'd take it and eat it up be damn grateful that someone like Elsa would even think of dirtying their hands just to touch her. 

Still… seeing Elsa– smelling that wonderful aroma wafting off of her person, feeling her, it was enough to drive someone mad with want. And it had. The way Elsa rubbed her stomach and scratched the nape of her neck, the pool of desire swirled in her lower belly and groin, her brain clouded with her vision going fuzzy blocking out the surroundings except for Elsa's visage.

She felt vulnerable and exposed with her scales softened in places she hadn't cared to admit. 

Resting clenched fists on her knees Ryu nodded while tonguing her cheek. "That was good–" she nodded, hating how weak and quiet her tone was. She wanted it to come out confident and assured. "Thank you." With that said she rose up from the couch and had been intending to go hide somewhere in the forest. Elsa's small broken timbre froze her hand to the doorknob. 


"Ryu-chan." 

"Yes Erusa?" Looking over her shoulder she saw Elsa wringing her fingers in that familiar way she'd always done when nervous or unsure. 

"I'm sorry."

"There's nothing to apologize for Erusa-chan."

"Yes there is! I- I don't know what's wrong with me I- I have all these doubts and worries that really make no sense and-" well they did make sense to Elsa she'd been overthinking them, rewiring, and collaborating to find the source using so many excuses on the surface because in reality she knew. She knew what the problem was and it disgusted her, she thought it could be ignored but like a terminal disease it spread oozing into her every thought and action. 

"I know." Elsa's head snapped up at the pained tremble of Ryu's throat. 

Oh god no. 

Elsa wouldn't ever forgive herself if she'd let Ryu continue thinking that her doubts and worries were a fault of her own. The self deprecating expression and shame surfacing upon her pretty features when it was Elsa who was the depraved anomaly in this situation with Ryu's own self esteem and body suffering. 

"It's not you, it's me." Elsa stated bluntly she had to look away out the window. 

She didn't stop the ice climbing up the walls like vines or various patterns flowering on any opaque surface. She needed an outlet for this storm forming inside mixed with messy unholy emotions. 

"Erusa, what do you mean? Look I get it, I know it's hard for you to be with me-" Elsa swallowed hard. It wasn't difficult at all; the issue was that it was so easy, it'd be so easy to give into these decisions and actions that could lead them down a dangerous path, decisions that could scar or scare her precious dragon. All her life people had taken from Ryu too much and not giving in return, Elsa refused to be like that. But how could she not when all she wanted was Ryu, emotionally, mentally, physically. It was her fears coming to fruition, the fear of greedily taking all that Ryu had to give. 

"Did you ever think that maybe it's not you taking but giving." Elsa remained still as a statue as the realization that she had just spoken her thoughts aloud settled slowly to the ground like dust. 

"What?" 

"Erusa I have never been wanted… ever. To make me feel that way, desired, that's such a gift I never thought I'd have. I want to give you the same. I want you to know that I want you in all ways, and I'll accept anything you're willing to give me happily, even if it's just a slither of your heart. A tiny space in there; just give me a rag and a corner and I'll be happy." She did sound happy, completely jovial. 

I'll give you so much more than that, you deserve so much more.

"... It'd be more than what I deserve. People don't always get what they deserve anyways." 

"I don't want to scare you. I don't want to hurt you." 

"How do you know it will scare or hurt me? As I've said I've never been wanted before so how do you know I won't like it?" 

"What if I take too much?" 

"Well that's easy, you won't have to take anything. I'm giving it to you." 


Pushing Elsa was thrilling as it was terrifying. Ryu wasn't afraid per-say… alright she was a little nervous. Elsa could be dramatic at times especially when it came to her inner turmoil but Ryu had learned to sometimes take her word for it. That didn't stop her scales from bristling in excitement subtly sensing the room under fracturing while exuding its best efforts of composure, every little crack was clenched tight to prevent movement, sort of like Elsa's self control. Her magic was as impatient and tight as her locked rigid posture. The temperature had dropped considerably. 

So of course the most sensible thing to do would be to push her further. 

"I'm giving myself to you, Erusa. Please show me how you feel, I think that's a fair exchange no? That's what we promised, remember?" 

"If I do-"

"Erusa-" Ryu interrupted with a tone she didn't often use, especially with Elsa. "You make me horny as hell. I promise though if you scare or hurt me I'll tell you, I have before and will again. Just if you want to… show me." 

Clenching her fist, she took in stuttering air, having forgotten to refill her lungs as Ryu spoke. The quiet winds of the room that were caused by snow, not Gale, stopped in a haunting manner. Ryu frowned as the silence stretched on far longer than what she would have hoped. Her fingers worried their neighbors with rubbing and unable to sit still. 

When Elsa turned around Ryu couldn't recognize her eyes for a moment. Still sapphire but closely resembling the yellow glint of a lion or wolf. 

"You promised." Ryu couldn't respond to that tone Elsa had used, she had never heard it before. Smooth and a few octaves lower, less breathy and sure. Even if she had spoken, the lump in her throat would have only muffled her words. It was so tantalizing, this powerful woman made of flesh and bone infused with ice. 

When Elsa was upon her the spirit's eyes softened for a fraction of a second when she closed them to suck in air, grounding herself down back to earth. 

"You want this?" Her trembling hand cupped Ryu's cheek and was nuzzled when her purr began. "Hai. If you do as well." Ryu breathed into the palm. It was taken away in favor of gripping the hem of Ryu's pants, yanking their bodies flush together. Elsa unashamedly buried her nose into her half tied up short locks capturing her scent in her nose, letting it fill her chest, followed by a sultry whisper that could melt the ice caps of the entire country. 

"I only want to make you feel good." 

It wasn't the first time, Ryu had caught it once before- that tone- and thought too much of it when Elsa slipped, but now she wished she'd pay attention instead of being stuck in her head most of the time. She had no idea, coming from anyone else, Ryu would have found some way to make them regret it but from Elsa, she shivered in her arms. 

Adept fingers brought her face up from its sanctuary in Elsa's breasts. 

She moaned when their lips met ever so softly, a hungry, grateful trill vibrated up from Ryu's mouth entering Elsa's who answered in her own sweet groan. 

Elsa's hands moved unapologetically, roaming from Ryu's shoulders, to her, back to her buttocks. Her fingers pressed in odd ways as if wanting to map out her form and in return leave little indents as parting gifts.

Instead of hesitancy Elsa's tongue pushed past her lips before she had even opened her mouth to the kiss, breeching her mouth no longer shy of her fangs, the way it rolled and slid over any surface and depth it could reach Ryu knew Elsa was tasting her and maybe liked it with the way she held a strong grip piercing into her hip as the other hand pushed her head against Elsa's. Her adjacent foot was supporting her by keeping her toes on the floor which sometimes lifted from Elsa completely pressing her to the door. 

Ryu was confused how Elsa's lips, which she had known to be soft and plump, could be a force she couldn't challenge, teasing Ryu to open her mouth wider for her. If Elsa pulled away and said 'That's it.' Ryu wouldn't doubt any of her desires ever again from this kiss alone. 

After getting somewhat of a fill, Elsa's tongue tentatively invited Ryu's to dance along showing it the way into the winter nymph's mouth. They could both appreciate the sweet mixture of Elsa's freezing tongue and Ryu's scorching one, taking their opposites and seeing what feelings they aroused in the entanglement. 

Elsa shushed the growl bubbling in Ryu's throat at the sensation of her licking inside the dragon's mouth pulling away slightly. 

"Yes. Just like that." Elsa's harsh hushed tone tickled Ryu's sensitive ears when she hiked up the dragon's leg hooking it around her thigh if only to press their lower bodies together further. Something Elsa never did previously. Ryu couldn't help but smile into her temple as her lips desperately tried to kiss any inch of skin her shirt allowed while being pulled down by grasping hands. 

I'm a genius. 

Elsa let out a frustrated grunt and switched positions pushing Ryu towards the couch, for once Ryu felt like she was playing with fire that was Elsa's passions, so warm and bright yet burned her, something she was not used to by any means, it made her wonder how much was Elsa keeping pent up? 


A miscalculated shove had her landing on her ass instead of the cushions but this didn't affect Elsa the slightest. She half expected the woman to yank her up onto the couch but instead Elsa lowered herself reconnecting their lips gripping Ryu's lower one in-between her teeth gently to suckle upon it. 

It wasn't a pose that was easy to get her into but Elsa had no problem ushering Ryu onto her back ignoring her little growls while maneuvering herself with a few careful pushes between her legs. 

Hoisting Ryu up into her lap Elsa didn't stop the moan, instead muffling it with a harsh bite to her shoulder. The cry out of pleasure her dragon gave drew her teeth into the soft scales harder. 

All inhibitions had packed their luggage and went on holiday to some obscure country Elsa didn't know the name of. Between Ryu's deliciously sweet reactions, and her passing the precipice of stopping there was no use fighting it now and that was unbelievably freeing. A confidence reverberated throughout Elsa's body dwindling down to her core. 

When her fingers moved to the sash keeping Ryu's trousers up they paused, squeezing those hips which jogged up into her embrace eager to catch some semblance of friction from wherever Elsa offered. 

Pushing her bangs from her face, Elsa moved back regarding her bothered, wide eyed dragon. The look she gave was utterly heartbreaking and so… tempting. 

She was pleased with the amount of restraint it took to stop, now confirming that if the time came she was able to, instead of pressing on and ravaging Ryu's body like an animal. 

Elsa almost felt bad for drawing the moment out for as long as she did, soaking up how vulnerable and sweet Ryu looked in her lap.

Almost. Knowing what was to come a smirk teased at Elsa's lips. Not here, she decided to give Ryu the best she could offer and that definitely wouldn't take place on her office carpet. That just wouldn't do. 

"That was nice." Her usual saying after a tryst when she'd be left unsatisfied and pinning. Elsa leaned down kissing her ear sweetly. "It's only going to get better." She hoped, but the outward charade of confidence soared at Ryu's confused head tilt. 

Standing Elsa tried dragging her to her feet, but to Ryu's immense embarrassment her knees buckled sending her back to the ground. 

Ryu began laughing at the very audacity her body had to behave this way right now shaking her head. 

"Oh Ryu..." Elsa cooed sympathetically, giggling. Instead of taking it as an insult– Ryu's complete surprise when Elsa managed to scoop her up and carry her upstairs, occasionally planting a soft kiss on her neck or cheek- Elsa was happy she could surprise her.  

Once in her bedroom she let Ryu down. Despite being alone in the house Elsa locked the door not taking any chances for a disturbance and drew the blue and white flowing curtains, there'd be no risque shows for the moon tonight. Turning around she locked gazes with the rumpled heavy breathing Ryu. 

Her hooded eyes which contained unfettered desire were nothing short of pleased with Elsa's actions and extra security measures. 

Sitting at the edge of the bed she beckoned her closer to standing before Elsa looking down. She danced her fingers up her stomach but instead of dwelling there they went to the collar of her shirt pulling her down. 

"Stop." 

The sharp order had Ryu ceasing her own fingers from unbuttoning. "I'm going to do that, I'm going to unwrap you like the gift you are, you deserve to be appreciated." The protest towards the sentiment tried to take over Ryu's aroused mind but she couldn't, she couldn't challenge the definitive brow that rose on Elsa's face. 

"I hope you kept the receipt.You're still holding back… " pressing her face into Ryu's stomach Elsa took careful inhales, breathing her in as if she'd never get the chance to again, feeling the way her abdomen rose and lowered. 

She nodded. 

"But-" she said into her. "Not because I'm afraid, We still have to go slow- that- I truly want. I also want this to be about you, all about you. I want you to not just know how I see you but feel it-" Ryu stared down at her continuing to play with her loose hair grinning at her. 

"Silly, how can I feel that if you hinder yourself-" she knelt down putting them at eye level. "I want to know all of you, the good and the dark, the wonderful and terrifying things as well. I need you to let me see and with that you'll be able to have all of me."

Ryu half expected her to pull away and not begin the agonizingly slow process of unbuttoning her linen shirt trailing the unwrapping with a single finger.

When the shirt was pushed off her shoulders Elsa exhaled so thoroughly at the sight of her it sounded as if she had been holding it in since they first met. 

Feeling a bit self- conscious, Ryu glanced down at her unimpressive chest. She suspected Elsa may like it, the scales that speckled the swell of her breast shimmered when the light hit them at the right time–and Elsa liked sparkly things so… 

While they fascinated her, what truly captivated the spirit was their shape and natural appearance. 

Ryu's body tingled with another arsenal of arousal when Elsa spoke and touched her with slender cold hands that scorched her skin. Soon she was in her lap pressing her red face into Elsa's neck as she purred appreciatively 

"Anato wu totemo utsukushīdesu, beibī." 

Not being able to resist Ryu bopped Elsa's nose, correcting her. "Anata wa Erusa." 

"Of course." Elsa murmured, kissing her temple. 


The experimental squeezing and pinching deformed the mounds held in her palms. Elsa craned her neck so she could see them over Ryu's shoulder. They were wonderful, so warm, and soft fitting perfectly in Elsa's hungry palms. 

She had to twist the girl around and replace her fingers with her mouth planting tentative kisses to Ryu's small nipples before devouring them pushing more between her teeth suckling her dragon in. 

"Ah!" Ryu yelped, gripping Elsa's hair tightly. Hissing through her teeth, a growl shook her words. "Ha ni kiwotsukero Erusa." 

"Sorry." Elsa mumbled around her mouthful- then remembered her manners- it was rude to speak with a mouth full- releasing Ryu she offered an apologetic kiss. "Sorry." 

"You're not going to fit the whole thing in your mouth." She heard Ryu giggle. Elsa had to remind herself that she could always come back to the breasts and indulge again but now it was time for her to take care of her precious dragon. 

Her hands took less time undoing the sash of Ryu's dark blue pants. The aggression wasn't necessary; the clothing was just doing its job but at this moment Elsa was personally offended by the articles that kept her from Ryu's body. 

Pushing her onto the bed she straddled Ryu's hips and tugged them off, throwing them onto the floor where they belonged. 

Ryu smirked at her eagerness but there was no room in Elsa's one track mind for shame. Her face was concentrated and inhibited, her eyes fiercely lustful as they roamed over the dragon's body landing on the cloven space between her legs. 

Elsa didn't know what to expect but she hadn't been disappointed and her inquisitiveness was spiking. 

After minutes of sitting on her knees and staring with hooded eyes Ryu sat up on her elbows smirking at Elsa after drinking in the magnificent sight that she was. "Nothing you haven't seen before." 

Elsa glanced at her then back down. It was. She had never seen the thin slit which unlike other parts of Ryu was completely covered in pinkish white beaded scales protecting the inner parts of the dragoness. A clear fluid coated the entrance calling Elsa like amber liquid in a goblet. 

Elsa wondered what it would be like in there. She was no stranger to the parts of a woman, having read her fair share of anatomy books, and also attending school, she knew what felt good for some, surely but she wished she had done more research beforehand. 

How would she though? Her books only went so far and definitely did not cover dragon anatomy, the only ones she'd get that information from were… 

Elsa gulped. She needed to be more present. 

Resting her palm on Ryu's now twitching abdomen she drew slow teasing swoops across her scales and skin. Ryu chirped, lurching forward, closing her eyes. 

Elsa tested both their patience and resolve, drawing out the foreplay for as long as she could. 

"I want to touch you too, please." Elsa smiled sadly at the request, grazing a thumb across Ryu's lips. "Soon, but right now I just want to focus on you." To ease the disappointment she kissed her forehead shivering when Ryu bucked upward. 

"Erusa please?" 

"Are you ready for this...fo-for me?" Ryu nodded. "I've been ready for you!" To make her point Ryu rolled her hips again against Elsa's. 

Pulling back she needed to see what she was doing and feed this damned thirst for the unknown. With two fingers she ran them slowly down the entrance of Ryu's cloven and back up again. It twitched and contracted as her scales usually did under Elsa's touch. Her gasps startled Elsa but she didn't pull away from the warmth. 

"You're so lovely." Now was the perfect time to show Ryu how much Elsa had been practicing, she'd speak to her languages she knew best hoping that her pronunciations were not subpar or misspoken.

"Elsa please!" Ryu replied, switching to Japanese as well. Her voice was ragged, a breathy mewl of aching. 

"I know, I know." A cold slender finger slid past Ryu's entrance with ease pausing when the girl stiffened beneath Elsa who bit her lip. 

"Good god." Elsa moaned. 

It was scorching inside, moist and clenching with an almost unbelievable grip. Elsa sucked in air so fast it whistled. To appease her, her right hand rubbed up from her thigh to her tummy comfortingly petting her. Every now and then going further to squeeze and massage her breast and tug her nipples. 

Elsa loved her belly, the swell it had in her lower abdomen, its softness so pleasant to squeeze and lay on just like the other parts of Ryu that made her a woman. Elsa couldn't stop but appreciate and adore them. So lovely were the soft scales to just hold against herself each part curving into the next. 

After a few minutes of feeling out the wet heat Elsa languidly dragged her finger out loving the way Ryu gripped it to stop the departure and thrusted it back inside. Loving the way the motion made her breast sway. Loving the obscene moist noises it created. And absolutely loving the smell of her. So much so Elsa wished, akin to the scent glands contained in her jaw, that it was stronger, all she could detect was a light doughy scent and smoke. She strained her nostrils to pick up more wanting to breathe it into her lungs. 

It made sense to her when she mulled the reasoning around her brain. Aside from the day on her, and her glands, Ryu did not have much of a smell no matter what form she took. There were always small hints of things beneath the surface but those remained faint. 

When Elsa rose up her torso she covered Ryu's lips with her own licking into her mouth, timing her tongue's penetration with her finger down below. 

Changing angles before entering, Ryu squealed into her mouth digging her nails into Elsa's back. Alarmed Elsa looked down at her not detecting any signs of pain but rather blown out, starstruck eyes. 

Experimentally Elsa repeated the motion receiving a less surprised but equally enthusiastic response. Elsa's mind began comparing her to the average woman, she had seen no clitoris on Ryu, only softened scales which granted her access. This textured nub inside– "Erusa!"– right after Elsa entered, must have been it. 

Elsa grinned broadly, kissing Ryu's jawline. "You like that huh?" Ryu nodded looking downright feral. She was fighting something behind her eyes barely keeping a grasp on control. Her body was taunt pushing itself into Elsa's. 

She must have lost cause when Elsa continued the treatment holding Ryu tight she rushed forward and sank her fangs into  her delicate shoulder. 

Elsa yelped at the stinging sensation spreading throughout her shoulder. Ryu had never bitten her hard enough to pierce skin. It vibrated from a long drawn out yowl that echoed in her throat ending in chattering trills that definitely were not human. 

She continued trilling, keeping Elsa still as a statue sometimes shivering and clenching. 

Elsa felt a new cascade of fresh arousal coating her undergarments from the new and erotic excitement. When her senses came back to her she maneuvered her finger around still trapped inside her dragon telling her how wonderful she was while she calmed. 

When Ryu released her after a while the look on her face of complete blissful love she used those same affections to lick at the punctures in Elsa's shoulders. 

She looked up, shoving her face into Elsa's chest purring loudly. "Are you alright?" It was simultaneous. 

They both looked at each before giggling girlishly at the coincidence. 

"I'm alright." Elsa kissed her deeply, looping an arm around her waist to pull her tightly against her. 

"So-" Ryu began. "I guess you're attracted to me?" Rolling her eyes Elsa didn't know if Ryu was jesting or not. A part of her hoped she wasn't just so Elsa could prove again and again how much amativeness she actually saw in the girl. 

Ryu's giggles at the peppering kisses littering her neck, cheeks and lips made Elsa's heart sing. 

"Get some rest." Elsa commanded softly shifting some messy tresses from her face. "I don't sleep at night." Ryu ended with a yawn showing off those gorgeous fangs which were just in Elsa's neck. 

"You look exhausted. Ryu? Why did you bite me?" 

"I don't know..." She looked frightened, frightened of her own self. Elsa drew small circles on her back, tugging from the dark places her psyche wanted to take her. "Sorry–" Ryu winced. "Is it bad?" Very guilt ridden she sat up examining Elsa's neck, spotting the two tiny holes there, there was no blood, or sign of irritation still she waited for Elsa to respond. 

"It stung a bit but-" Elsa rolled them over till Ryu rested atop her, she whispered into her ear teasingly. "I liked it." 

Ryu scrunched her face. "You're weird." Elsa bubbled in laughter popping her fingers into her mouth, halting conversation to taste the dragon on herself. 

She had expected she'd taste the same way she smelt, she wanted more wishing her palate was more refined than it was. 

"And you are delicious." Ryu propped her head up, and licked her own wrist grunting. She wouldn't write home about it. Biting her lip she meekly shrugged glancing up at Elsa. 

"Thank you for uh, making me feel that way, no one had ever done that before. I didn't even think that it was possible for me."

"Well it is Ryu, you don't have to thank me ever for showing you affection. I will try my hardest to show you what I see in you but I really could use some help with you meeting me halfway." Ryu nodded, folding her lips. 

"I'd also like to schedule this again with you-" Elsa frowned for a moment, pondering. Was it strange to schedule intercourse? Even if it was, there were many things she needed to research before it happened again. She needed information, specifically about Ryu's body, she had only found what she assumed to be a clitoris by accident. That certainly wouldn't do. 

"Perhaps tomorrow night?" She offered, Ryu considered this before speaking up casually. 

"I can't tomorrow I have plans with Erusa." Elsa nodded genuinely. 

"Oh well then perhaps the next-" Wait a minute...

Ryu's cheeky grin gave her away. Elsa blushed not knowing how she could have possibly fallen for that. When she regarded Ryu Elsa's stare became hooded and yearnful. She noticed how her eyes were still incredibly dilated and how she clung as close as possible to Elsa's torso burrowing under the blanket, being a nesting creature afterall. To Elsa, Ryu with her flushed cheek, messy hair, and timidity that would rival a porcupine, was utterly darling and she wasn't quite done admiring and touching her yet. 

Elsa pulled back the blanket "Ryu-chan?" She called softly. After some squirming she faced Elsa trying to sound annoyed but her face gave away she was anything but. "What!" Elsa hoisted her up on the pillows. "Get back here, I want to cuddle." Even with her grumbling complaints Ryu still snuggled close embedding the tips of her small claws into Elsa's sides making her wince slightly everytime she flexed her fingers. 

After thirty minutes Ryu was just on the cusp of dozing off with Elsa watching her. Before she fell asleep she needed to tell her something. 

"I'm going to tell Anna tomorrow. About us." She loved saying it no matter the context. 

There's an us. 

"Hm-" Ryu grunted pawing at her face to soothe an itch. "Want me to come with you?" Elsa thought of the drowsy offer which led to her thinking of when Anna had told her about Kristoff. She would have waited but far too much had happened between her and Ryu that made hesitation no longer an option. 

"No, that's okay. I'll let you know how it goes." Ryu grunted acknowledgement getting closer. Elsa swallowed the lump forming in her throat as emotions tried to overcome her from gazing at Ryu. 

Her draconic appearance threw many off, her eyes were large and startling in both shape and color, her face always holding a defiant wild intensity. To Elsa however, she was adorable. Beautiful. Precious. Alluring. 

She hadn't seen it coming. Her mind wandered to everything that led them to this moment as she kissed her throat tenderly, nuzzling her face. 

Hoping that her whispers would seep into Ryu's sleeping mind and cement in her dreams lasting even after morning from being imprinted on her soul. "I'm going to make you happy, so happy. You're going to be safe and loved–" she combed her fingers through Ryu's hair. "With me."

She couldn't for the life of her think of anything that alluded to this. Did that mean it was fate?

No.

How did this happen then! 

Somehow to her that was less of a romantic notion that she and Ryu were betrothed together by some unknown archaic force instead of it being their own volition, their own wants and choices which were each other. 

Though now staring down at her dragon, it seemed impossible to not have ended here with her. 

Just simply impossible. 

Notes:

Notes: Kon'nichiwa, chīsana ko- hello, little one.

Anata wa totemo utsukushīdesu, beibī - you are so beautiful Baby

Ha ni ki o tsukero yo Erusa -watch your teeth Elsa.

Kon'nichiwa, an'nasan- Hello Anna or Hello Miss Anna.

Fun fact Baby became a term of endearment though not popular in the 1400s and 1500s records show. Don't quote me on that.

Some of Anna's speech was inspired by her deleted song in F2 'Home'

I'm not good at writing smut, I never will probably

Chapter 35

Notes:

Warning mentions of sexual repulsion will leave an asterisk where it begins.

This is a long ass chapter I apologize I try to not make them so long by cutting them but even then cutting it feels unnatural at some point.

Pls enjoy, leave thoughts, likes, dislikes, or recipes whatever you want

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Ice creaked more often than before echoing throughout the mountain range scaring away any life that dared tried to make this place their home. 

Its noises frequented the cold, growing sonorous, groaning in pain when the force inside fought against its hold more often. A Drum that was beat mercilessly. 

Beneath the ice, a luminous yellow eye opened shining through. It glanced this and that way vision obscured by the frozen prison. It took one vigorous movement to fracture the surface. The cracks traveled splintering into others, joining forces to release the Jade held by winter. 

One last push had the ice chunks shattering, quietly sending the sizable pieces to the restless waters below. A shrill screech tore through the skies, piercing clouds. It was not a roar of victory at being freed, it was a wail of agony. The yokai regretted coming back, it could have stayed in the ice forever dormant. Its prison could have been its salvation. And the one who casted them there unknowingly could be deemed its messiah. 

It hated what it had to do, despised what was demanded of it. When receiving the edict they seemed facile at first. Carrying them out however would surely drive the creature further down into insanity. Being forced to murder its own kin alongside brethren who probably also shared its thoughts. 

No, it wouldn't track the dragon. If it unfortunately came across the quarry then yes but for now it could find another way to occupy its time, to seem busy. Maybe even find a being who could end this tormenting existence. 

Quaking the atrophied limbs the beast shook its massive body dislodging any caked snow and frost. Spreading its wings it took flight searching for a new target, praying it did not cross paths with its mission being overtaken by the orders it was released with. 


"I can do this– I can do this– I can do this-" Holding up her shaking fists Elsa would have found humor at the irony of it had her nerves not been doing their best impressions of a circus, complete with trapezing acrobatics and decidingly placing Elsa in the act of tight roping. Her lungs seized when her arm raised again, her chest still moved as if she still had the ability to take in air.

"I can do this… " 

So many possibilities, so many scenarios that unfolded before her wide eyes overwhelmed any semblances of bravery and courage she had left. Even her blood tried to escape the situation, thrashing and pouring recklessly through her veins in attempts to find an opening to pour out of, wrathful tidal waves rushing in her eardrums drowning out her hearing. 

"I-" What if Anna didn't approve?

"I-" What if she's disappointed in the Only person I've come to like in this way? 

"I can do this?"  

Fortunately there wouldn't be any servants present in the halls at this hour for an hour or two. If the clock was correct then Anna should be eating breakfast right now in her office. 

What if she's disgusted with me? For so many reasons.

Anna will love me no matter what, but is that really fair? To use the love she has for me as a clemency for committing acts she finds repulsive?

Meticulously her mind picked and prodded every recollection she had of Anna encountering love that wasn't conforming to Orthodox standards. There were just a handful of times, be it a citizen getting married, an eccentric diplomat visiting from another nation or province, Elsa hadn't noticed Anna treating them any differently than everyone else. 

Would she react differently if it were someone she shared blood with, rationality said no but anxiety said yes. One was louder than the other. 

It wasn't as if Elsa could turn back now, she had already committed the deed and even if she hadn't there was an irrevocable nature to the feelings that swirled within and hurt to be denied. She knew they were dangerous, and would not, possibly ever be tolerated by the world but even without them she herself wouldn't be received by some either with what she was. 

I don't need the world to accept me… 

All she needed was her family, who loved her for who she was, what if this was the one thing they couldn't accept? Losing them would be… 

"I can't do this." Her arm lowered, a flag of the defeated on the battlefield. Elsa's forehead thudded against the cold door. "Ryu, I'm so sorry. But I can't do this, I can't tell Anna about us." Guilt invited itself to relish in Elsa's torment, fear rejoiced at the quiver that overtook her body, anguish tasted her tears like a fine wine. 

She'd never be able to hold Ryu the way she wanted to without hiding, she'd deny her so much due to a selfish fear of losing something Ryu never had in the first place. How could she explain this to her after this morning? After yesterday? 


Elsa was going to be late if she were to make it to Anna before her daily duties got a hold of her. She needed to stop gazing at Ryu as she lay curled up, wondering what she was dreaming about, she needed to get up, get dressed and leave this room. 

For once Elsa found it incredibly difficult to get out of bed this morning with Ryu's sweet warmth spilling over her and their bed. Dragging herself up regretfully Elsa prepped for the journey and day ahead of her. 

Ryu growled and stirred, running her palms over her face at the press of Elsa's lip against her head, murmuring in her ear. 

"Ohayō Gecko, I know I know. I won't wake you too much. I'm going to Arendelle now." 

"Fur'wut?" The lethargic response had Elsa chuckling somewhere above her sitting on the edge of the bed. Ryu attempted to rouse herself up at the feeling of Elsa's presence hovering over her. 

"To tell Anna about us, silly, remember?" Elsa said clearly amused at how cute the sleepy dragon was. "You don't have to get up my little one, you get some rest and I'll be back later tonight." Elsa was taking liberties now, getting away with such endearing words that Ryu normally would huff and bristle at. 

“Tell Anna bout us?”

“I'd ask if you wished to accompany me but you're so sleepy after yesterday." 

“Yesterday? Yep, have fun-" Ryu settled down until a sobering thought interrupted her dreams. "Is it a good idea to tell Anna about everything?”

Elsa frowned. "Ryu, I'm not going to keep you hidden like some dirty little secret. I have to tell Anna." Elsa hated the idea of ever doing that, she especially hated that it seemed this was exactly what Ryu had been expecting with how her eyes opened, trailing up to Elsa's face. 

"Are you sure this is a good idea Erusa?" She croaked as Elsa affectionately pushed a loose curl behind her ear. "Ryu, I'm not hiding my affections for you. You don't deserve that." 

"If you say so, Erusa." Before burrowing back down into the blankets Ryu kissed Elsa's lips sweetly. 

“Sleep well Gecko. It'll be fine I promise." Elsa could never understand how anyone could sleep the morning away, but she wouldn't disturb Ryu anymore. 


For once Elsa thought she could show Ryu she didn't have to hide anymore, that she could be all of herself and be accepted by the wonderful individuals in their lives. How was Elsa to teach this when she couldn't do it herself?

You can do it. A still voice said quietly. Eyes closed Elsa shook her head. It sounded odd almost as if it was muffled by something lodged in the throat. 

"I can't." Elsa whimpered. 

Yes you can. She'll understand, she loves you no matter what.

Elsa's chest inhaled deeply, Shaky, but it was a full pull of air nonetheless. 

"I don't even know what I'll say?" It was official she was going insane. 

Why don't you practice? Elsa swallowed the pained lump forming and sniffled unsuccessfully to clear her clogged nostrils. She thought it was a good idea. If she could just say the words aloud, alone, and her world as she knew it didn't end, if she could say the confession and still feel the love of her family around her then maybe she could dig up bravery to do so in front of Anna. 

"A-Anna, I am…I care about Ryu– um as in more than a friend– and she likes me too. There's an us so… I hope you don't– I hope you don't find me disgusting or repulsive." Not a good start as far as Elsa was concerned. 

Ice shards shot from her fingertips spreading across the already frosted door when slender warm fingers touched her own. Elsa gasped looking to the right of her. 

Anna smiled tenderly resembling their mother. Elsa felt like a mess compared to Anna's radiant sunlike face with her tear stained one. 

How trapped in her own head and tribulations had she not realized Anna, with a tray of strudels, had walked up behind her and even spoke while chewing on one? 

"Want one?" Anna's motherly smile was replaced with her usual lopsided grin that was more pulchritude mixed with awkwardness.

"Um–" the more she rubbed Elsa's arm the more the ice and frost melted in the close vicinity along the walls and Anna's door. "Thank you." Anna nodded as they stood in an implicative silence. 

"Can you get the door for me?" Anna asked, balancing the tray of food. 

"Oh yes! Of course." Elsa's thoughts and theories all paused trembling, wondering who was right and which outcome would seal their fate. 

Standing in the threshold Anna's eyes casted to the floor. Elsa could see her eyes working out whatever she wanted to do or say next, smiling small when she had decided. 

"Wanna try again?" Elsa's brows furrowed at this. "Again?" Anna nodded. 

"Want to try telling me again? Like pretend I didn't go to get the strudels Arnald made and you can tell me what you wanted to tell me." It was so sophomoric, so ridiculous but even more so appealing to Elsa. It was just what she needed to move forward with this conversation without freezing the entire second floor west wing. 

Anna beamed at her little nod and nudged her head. "So just close the door and then knock okay?"

Elsa obliged as instructed wondering what her sister was up to, was she really just giving Elsa a second chance or did she want a redo to fully digest the news she had unintentionally came across? 

Elsa chuckled at Anna's melodic 'Come innn' after her knuckles lightly tapped against the wood. 

Opening it to spot Anna draped across her desk attempting with her best efforts to either look seductive or regal- "Oh Elsa! I wasn't expecting you. Is there something you need?" -Elsa couldn't decide but what she did know without a doubt was that she absolutely loved this girl beyond her comprehensive abilities. 

She'd play along too clearing her throat she held herself a bit higher and stiff. "Queen Anna, I have come to inform you that Ryu and I have been engaged in a romantic relationship with each other, it-" Elsa's throat quivered as the charade melted away as she and Anna stared into each other's eyes. A part of her waiting for the love in Anna's gaze to dim even just slightly. 

It didn't. 

It only grew, lulling her into a security to be all that she was, all that was inside. Her octave barely could be called a whisper. 

"It would be such an honor if you-my queen- would give your blessing." 

Somehow it still caused spikes of anxiety albeit not as horrible as earlier. Anna blinked out of her facade sitting up and she hopped down and took her proper seating. 

Elsa obeying the come hither finger from her sister created her own chair next to her.

Gripping her warm hands, which still had traces of pastry crumbs falling away, around Elsa's, Anna's grasp was so sure and strong how could it not drag Elsa out of her mind to the present moment. 

Anna watched her fingers massage Elsa's, taking time to think of her words. "Elsa I love you. So much and just when I think that the love I have for you has reached an all time high it gets higher and hasn't stopped. Does Periwinkle make you happy?" Elsa nodded slowly looking up when a firm hold on her chin lifted her head. 

"I want you happy, and if someone or something makes you happy I don't want you to feel as if you have to hide it. I don't want you to think that there's a single part of you I don't love." Anna smiled, giggling at the tears which misted both their eyes. Before wiping her own she grazed her thumb across Elsa's cheeks clearing hers away. 

"I love all of you. Every bit of you, from-from your wonderful personality, to your little freckles." Elsa sang out giggles as Anna's finger tips poked lightly across her face. "To your wonderful mind which amazes me, to how ingenious you are at math and other complicated topics and how bad you are at charades to guess the picture-" Anna chuckled at a memory which arose. 

How frustrated Elsa got when no one could guess what she was drawing, taking so long to draw all her answers in such magnificent detail not a single person could guess what she was making until twenty minutes in when she finished. Her little pout when they advised her to not create such elaborate creations, but she refused to create art which had no dimensions. 

"How kind you are, how brave, smart, and silly you can be. If you found someone who is worthy enough to love you the way I know you should be loved then how could I not celebrate that." Elsa paled at the mentions of love resting her forehead against Anna's shoulder. 

Anna's grip tightened behind her back and her voice grew consequential. "And if anyone has a problem with that- with your happiness- they'll have to deal with me first." Elsa wondered what exactly her sister would plan to do if anyone ever tried interfering with her and Ryu's relationship in any negative manner. 

Drawing back Elsa kissed her cheek. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you before." Anna shook her head in protest. Elsa tilted her head. "You said no secrets and I broke our promise." Seemed it was all Elsa was capable of these recent months. 

"You're entitled to privacy Els, no promise was broken." A comforting silence hugged both of them together. Until Anna's nosy nature began getting the better of her. 

"Sooo- when did it happen?" She asked carefully. Elsa blushed as her life's book opened to the 'garden incident' chapter. Bashfully she regaled the tale of her and Ryu's first embrace, she grinned remembering how freeing it was after orbiting each other for so long. 

Playfully Anna nudged her shoulders, accompanied by the wiggling of her brows. "So that's why I heard you get back to your room so late." 

Elsa shrugged, finally accepting defeat. "I kinda always suspected it." What! Was Anna referring to Ryu or…something else…

Her concerned expression drew out a haughtiness in Anna, she didn't stoop down to I told you so. "Yep! It was just a theory but I kinda suspected there was something… more going on between you two. So does that mean you like girls?" 

And there it was, the question Elsa had been awaiting. The nature of it was by no means malicious; she knew that and would have answered if she even had an answer. 

"Umm-" She stumbled. "I don't know actually." Anna frowned and then abruptly stood going to her bookshelf browsing until she found what she had been looking for. 

"Aha! Here." Sitting back down she presented her findings. The beauty in Grecian art. Elsa recognized the title having her own copy of it. 

It was apparent Anna had looked through it herself thoroughly enough, very familiar with the chapters and what they contained. "Look." She pointed to a picture of a beautiful statue of a woman in a contemplative state, nude. 

Elsa hummed in appreciation, it was a beautiful piece, she however could not connect the dots of what Anna was getting at. Quizzically she glanced at her sister seeking guidance. 

"Does it do anything for you?" Elsa blinked, opening and closing her mouth. "What- I'm sorry, beg your pardon." 

"I mean do you like her body or think she's attractive?" Anna's prodding now finally made sense, Elsa concentrated on the art's physicalities instead of the beauty and craftsmanship. 

She couldn't deny, the woman was gorgeous and her feminine appeal was there but it stirred nothing in her loins. Her mind began to drift towards last night. 

Ryu

She loved her body and thought the dragoness remarkably attractive for many reasons. She even shared some of the qualities of the statue yet nothing. 

Even when she first met Ryu Elsa was drawn to her but her attraction was by no means sexual. She thought about if she'd still be open to intimacy if she didn't know Ryu and found the answer to be absolutely not! 

Odd. 

"I don't know her." Anna gripped her chin and shrugged. "Well she's a statue Els so." 

Turning the pages Anna took her through various pieces of nude art. Did she have these bookmarked! 

"Well I can't say yes or no because I don't know their character personally." 

" … Again they're statues." 

"Yes I know but it's complicated." 

Anna assuaged her with a shoulder squeeze. 

"That's okay. It seems pretty handy that you can't feel attracted to someone until you know them somewhat, attraction can make that hard and then you get a biased opinion of them through rose colored glasses." Looking down at the book again Anna licked her lips eyeing a woman draped across a bed dramatically. 

"I can safely say she does it for me." 

Elsa's eyes widened at the throwaway remark making Anna chuckle. Her mouth opened but no words came out, too many questions all trying to squeeze through the opening. 

"What you thought I was only talking to the pictures in the gallery- well I was with some- but others…" Anna's eyes became mischievously suggestive alluding to her point. "And years later I didn't even know women were an option for me so I didn't entertain it."

"But Kristoff-" Elsa began sounding attentive and careful with how it would be taken. Anna wasn't offended, casting an easy smile. "I'd still love him even if he were a woman. I realized I don't care about what's between the person's legs, just what's in their heart." She clutched her hands over her chest dreamily. 

Elsa wasn't quite sure how to feel, she thought she knew everything about Anna yet her the woman was still surprising her in welcomingly pleasant ways. 

Of course Anna being Anna would prioritize a person's heart and soul above everything else. Elsa now knew what type of magic Anna possessed, it was love, a beautiful love that transcended so many limitations

She grinned at the idea that if Anna was aware of same gendered love growing up the world would be her oyster, man or woman wouldn't stand a chance against her beauty, charm, wisdom, strength and warmth. 

She was perfect. 

Elsa allowed her head to fall against Anna's shoulder. A giddiness made her own heart skip and frolic like lambs in the spring. 

"So!" Anna shouted startling Elsa, she winced apologetically but quickly moved on. "Now that you two are dating-"

Elsa raised her finger up, recoiling. "Actually we haven't been on any dates yet." Oh god. Elsa was just as dumbfounded at this as Anna was. She felt like such a rake already beguiling the dragon into intimate situations yet having not taken her on a single date yet, the more she pondered it Elsa realized she hadn't exactly acted respectfully even with her ranting and raving about propriety. 

She wanted to kick herself. Sure she suspected Ryu didn't care about things of that nature being more of a do what feels good type of person, still she deserved to be courted properly and maybe she'd even like it. 

Elsa wanted to make her feel special, cherished like she was worth the efforts of wooing. And to Elsa she was. 

"Don't worry Elsie Olaf and I will help you plan a wonderful first date for your girl." Anna playfully punched her arm. 

Elsa stared at an empty space, Anna's words echoing in her head. 

Is Ryu my girl?

A slow wide grin crept along her lips overtaking her face.

Yes, yes, my girl. 

"Elsa? Elsa? Elsa? Elsaaaaa-" 

"Ouch Anna! What in the cabbage patch is wrong with you?" Elsa cried, clutching her now irritated, watery, red eye. 

"I'm sorry, sorry, you just weren't responding and I tried to get your attention."

Elsa held out her hand while the other held a snow cloth to her face. "It's fine I'm fine, and you're right-" when the burning ceased she held her head up and straightened her shoulders. 

"I should-" she nearly fumbled over the next words that came but caught herself enjoying this freeing sensation of transparent vulnerability. "Take my girl on a lovely date." 

"Before that happens I would like to talk to her first." Elsa's anxiety returned, her head whipped towards Anna who rolled her eyes. "What?" She shrugged her shoulders high. "I'm not going to do anything to her or whatever it is you're thinking; besides you talked with Kristoff before we started dating." Elsa's eyes casted sideways. She tapped her fingers on the wooden desk, her nails clicking absentmindedly as she pondered. 


"Kristoff it's just me and yet you seem so uncomfortable."

Kristoff sputtered over his wine glass, nearly spilling the contents on himself and the table. Elsa patiently waited for him to compose himself. 

"It's not that- I'm not uncomfortable with you- no I just-" he sighed, not finding the correct thing to say as Elsa ceased her studying gaze sending it towards her dinner. 

"I won't say the things you probably want me to." 

She took a small sip of her wine. "I want you to say the truth." He remained quiet, possibly not believing where his life had led him. A few years ago he had been alone in a barn of a very generous farmer with Sven content, and now here he was sitting in the maybe the most powerful queen in the world's study having dinner over the prospect of dating the princess of an entire nation all because he offered her a ride. 

It was ridiculous! 

"I don't know if I love Anna, but I care about her enough to find out. She's the most remarkable person I can think of, and there's a lot of maybes for us, some good, some bad and I want to explore that and know. The good maybes seem worth it- the pain it may bring, the good maybes are worth it to me." Elsa stared at him for a long while then nodded. 

"I think the good maybes are worth it as well." A breath of a moment passed before she leaned forward delicately spooning her soup. "If you break each other's hearts due to incompatibility I still think there is a future for both you and Anna as friends. I don't have to maunder on about how spectacular Anna is. You know already and we'd be up all night writing books with our words about her. That's the beauty of your relationship-" Kristoff gulped audibly tugging at the collar of the already uncomfortable formal dining clothes. Taking pity on him Elsa smiled gently. "I'm sorry Kristoff, I know this is hard for you, just know you don't have to just see me as Anna's sister and your queen." Elsa placed a hand on her chest as the other rested on Kristoff's dwarfed by his size. "I'm also your friend too. Or I'd like to think we're friend-"

"We are!" He replied loudly, surging forward. Elsa remained composed in spite of the outbursts. "Excellent, if you two ever need anything even if you just desire ears to listen I'll be here always for the both of you." His chest grew smaller after his exhaling, cluing how much air he was holding inside to prevent hyperventilation. 

"Thank you Elsa." 


Elsa sighed, Anna grinned at her defeated head nod, she wouldn't deny her sister and queen the same right she had been granted besides Ryu was generally very thick skinned and not offended easily.

The idea that the dragon had expressed her clement nature with Elsa felt like such a privilege. She was still uncertain if Ryu had shared that side with Anna but she hoped that this connection would bring them closer. 

"I beg of you please don't drool on them!" 

"Get back down here! That's not a chew toy! Why are you naked! Put these clothes on."

Speak of the devil, there could have been only one culprit that could draw such a panicked tone from Kelsey. 

In came Kristoff impressively hefting Ryu by the scruff resting her body on his hip, he presented her like a father, with the fatigue caused by a rowdy child. Ryu despite her best efforts of nipping his biceps and squirming like a snake could not escape. He remained apathetic to her attempts. 

"Good morning Queen Anna, lady Elsa." Kelsey curtsied, the girls beamed at her having not noticed the small woman behind Kristoff's frame. 

She placed the tray of extra pastries on Anna's desk snagging one. 

"Let me go Kristoff, let go of my ass!" Kristoff fumbled with her when she nearly slipped free. "No, no, you're a maniac." 

When Ryu's mouth opened to protest Kelsey pushed the pastry into her gob and ruffled her hair on the way out, shutting the door. 

Swallowing down her breakfast she growled. "Put me down." Ryu did not like being held- except for certain occasions by Elsa who had been giggling with Anna while serving themselves the delicious warm strudels. 

"As you wish." Kristoff discarded the dragon onto the carpet in favor of sitting with his wife and sister to eat. 

Elsa peaked over exchanging a small grin with Ryu as she made herself comfortable on Elsa's lap allowing her to feed her food and scratch her scales. 

"Is it okay if I tell Kristoff?" Elsa nodded at the whisper feeling much more confident with her secret now that she had gained support. 

"So Kris turns out Elsa and Ryu are sweethearts." They watched him gauging for a reaction or signal of what he thought on the subject.

With one cheek full he bobbed his head and smiled at Elsa. "Congrats you two." Well that wasn't much, it was sweet of course since this was Kristoff but there was something peculiar that was missing. There wasn't even a hint of this being news or a revelation. 

Anna spoke up about this first. "Is that all you have to say? I mean this is pretty major."

He shrugged but his eyes were still understanding of the gravity the situation held, scratching his neck. "I already knew." 

At first it was silent, then all three women spoke at the same time. 

"What?" 

"When?" 

"Dō yatte?" 

He laughed at their dubious expressions. 

"Sven knew and told me then I saw them… Sometimes annnnd- yeah, so no need to tell him either." 

Elsa cringed the hardest out of all present- "But we were so discreet." Casting a pout to Ryu who seemed unfazed. Still she hated seeing Elsa upset and began nuzzling into her purring. "I hope we weren't obvious?" If Kristoff had caught them was it possible someone else did as well? Oh Goodness she hoped not. 

Her eyes tore away from staring at the door noticing the deadpanned expressions on her sister and brother's faces. 

"No, not obvious at all." Kristoff assured. 

"We have to be careful about who we tell." Elsa nodded, she could understand that, even with her family's support it was a dangerous development that could turn south quite quickly. Elsa was grateful that she didn't have to make this journey alone, she couldn't fathom how blessed she truly was to have the people in her life that surrounded her with protection and care. 

The door knob jiggled. 

"Oh I didn't know we were having brunch, Anna why didn't you invite me?" 

"Sorry Olaf, I wasn't exactly planning on dining with anyone this morning." The snowman took his place on Anna's lap. Ryu pulled her face from Elsa's neck. 

"Should we tell Olaf?" 

"Tell me what?" 

They felt guilty for the doubt seeding in their hearts for brief moments, Olaf could be trusted, with secrets some would slip but if they made him aware of the disparity then they were sure he could keep his lips sealed.

"Olaf, Ryu and I are-" Glancing to Ryu Elsa tilted her head, she hadn't asked her if she could call Ryu her girlfriend yet, come to think of it there were alot of conventions they skipped over. 

"Are you talking about how Ryu is your inamorata?" Elsa's brows shot up to her hairline while Anna, Ryu and Kristoff's faces scrunched up in perplexity. 

"How did you know?" This fueled Elsa's worries that despite the careful discretion they had been extremely reckless, trysting about in public. 

"Sven told me." Blinking slowly, Anna turned her berating tone to Kristoff like a disappointed parent. "Tell Sven to stop gossiping about in court we raised him better than that." 

Kristoff's arms wrapped around her waist once she stood up, his eyes softened the way they usually did only when he was looking at Anna. "Will do." He murmured, pecking her lips. Following the old habit Elsa gazed at them grinning, it quickly faded when she heard a squeak from the dragon in her lap, quickly she relaxed her tight grip she had her ensnared in. 

"I'll be right back. I have to speak with periwinkle." 

Ryu tilted her head. "Why?" She didn't seem very eager to leave Elsa's comfortable lap and scratching nails that were rewarded with loud purrs. 

"You'll see." Breaking eye contact with Anna to falteringly seeking guidance from Elsa Ryu's answer was a nudge forward. 

"Don't worry Ryu Anna only punches people who try to kill Elsa so unless you've done that it should be fine." Leaving the office she ruffled the twigs on Olaf's hair appreciating the reassurance. 


 Leaning on the balcony ledge, Ryu was content to sit in silence during this "talk" with Anna and just soak up the humid salty breeze disheveling her tied up hair. 

"So- '' oh it seemed Anna was going to speak after all. "I guess I can skip all the Elsa is one of the most amazing, incredible, remarkable people on earth-as much as I love bragging about my sister- we both know it's true. And I'll cut to the chase and ask the age old question; what's your intentions with her?" 

Ryu scrunched her face up glancing sideways at Anna who kept her stare trained on her. 

It was an easy question so Ryu answered casually. "I want to make her happy and protect her." There, end of talk if that was Anna's only inquiry. For some reason this chat had an underlying implication that Ryu couldn't figure out. The closest similarities she could draw was when a lady in the Mikoto house had a man call on her and then whoever was in charge of said lady would drag him to another room a couple of times and that was as far as Ryu's knowledge went, not knowing what was done or said. He'd bring gifts that were luxurious, this fact made her feel very unprepared, she didn't know if that was a set rule for all humans but if it was she'd comply especially for Elsa. She'd just have to pick out something Anna would like and while she was at it something for Kristoff, Olaf and Elsa as well, if she was to do this properly. The only problem was money. She didn't have enough sheep or those weird coins or papers to buy something so it'd have to be free. 

"That's good, I'm glad to hear that. What else?" 

Ryu opened her mouth, stuttering. "I- I mean what else do you want me to say?"

"I want you to say the truth Periwinkle, you're good at that." 

If Anna wanted the truth it was what she'd get. It was the least Ryu could do for all the trouble she'd surely bring to their house and lives. 

"Truth is… I have no idea why Erusa chose me. I can't promise that I'm good for her or that I won't hurt her. I can't even say I love her, I don't know what the future will be like. I do know that my feelings for her are so damn selfish-'' With a trembling lower lip Ryu clenched her fist in anger. "I should run, I should leave her alone, cause I know she deserves so much better than me but I can't-" her voice broke, teetering between fragility and defensiveness. Anna remained silent, her eyes traveling all over the dragon's form. 

Ryu knew she could have fibbed and promised nothing but lies and hype herself up to be a great provider and choice but Elsa didn't deserve that and neither did Anna. 

"I should let her go so she can find someone that is good for her, someone who is as smart, kind, brave, and brilliant as her but instead I'm taking up her time and energy and I won't stop. I do know the fact that I can't say goodbye means something cause I'm so good at it. Or I used to be. Erusa is a retired Queen, spirit borderline goddess and even without those titles she's the kindest, good, amazing person I've ever seen. What else is there to say? The highest compliment I can give her is that she's Erusa. That's more than enough said." Anna nodded leaning against the railing, fiddling fingers, Ryu wished she could decipher what was going on in her mind but her face remained neutral. 

"And I'm just a felon on the run. I know that I want Erusa to be happy and safe, she has so many people in her life who do and are the source of that but if I can contribute even just a small bit… " Smiling small and staring at the horizon there wasn't a trace of longing to flee but instead hope in Ryu's eyes. She faced Anna with those same eyes. "That's a good, wonderful thing."

They both nodded and continued watching the sun bake the kingdom, even further to the forests and mountains in its heat. 

"Long ago when Elsa accidentally struck me in the heart, Kristoff brought me back when the trolls told us the cure. Well you already know what happened. He left me here with Hans because he cared and wanted me to have the best-" she air quoted the last word then chuckled a breathy sound. "He left. He knew he didn't deserve me, I was a princess and he was an ice harvester. And then he realized that sometimes the best isn't always right. We don't always get what we deserve and we don't want what we deserve sometimes. We dated and while we did, we had to deal with so many-" Anna's soft voice had grown an edge of irritation in it at the recollection. "So many people telling me oh he isn't good enough for you, oh Anna I'm on your council there are options and so many princes who aren't evil and kings who would love to marry you." Anna snorted at the very audacity some people had to approach her even with Kristoff present and state something of that nature. 

"The only one who didn't was Elsa. She trusted me enough to know what I wanted and what makes me happy. And it wasn't love at first sight. There's love now, and being married to Kristoff is awesome but one of my favorite times was when we were building with each other. Figuring things out, it was fun and scary and great learning all those new things about him and even about myself." That did sound fun Ryu had to admit, learning about a person and being given pieces of them over time to add to a puzzle making a beautiful art piece. 

"Love at first sight can happen but it can also get in the way of the hard and challenging bits and those matter. Building something with someone not knowing how it's going to end is terrifying and builds this bond that I don't think love at first sight can. You're both taking a huge risk and growing and figuring yourselves out." Ryu jumped back when a hand clasped her followed by the other finding herself now facing Anna's beautiful grin. "You haven't the slightest clue of why Elsa picked you, but I know my sister better than anyone. Elsa has seen something in you that she really really likes and I trust her. Doesn't matter what I think she deserves- to be honest Mr. Jesus. H Christ isn't good enough for her in my eyes. No, what matters is she knows there's something in you and wants it and is willing to take a risk, willing to risk the love of her family and respect of her people to have it cause to her it's worth it. Elsa would never put those things in jeopardy if she didn't think you were worth it. She's smart and a genius-"

Ryu giggled, nodding her head. "Yea she told me that once." 

"Believe her it's true. I hope one day you can figure out what that special something is yourself but until then just trust her." 

"I want Erusa to be with me but more than that I want her to be happy. If that's with me, great! But if it isn't... If I had the choice between letting her go so she'd find a better joy and more love and keeping her from that forever... I choose the first one, always." The sympathy Anna exuded gave Ryu the urge to tuck and roll like she had seen the trolls do and turn tail. 

"Yea well don't spend your time waiting for that better person to come okay. I don't just want you to see your potential and grow for Elsa, you should do it for you." 

Exhaling deeply Ryu bent her head in submission and agreed. She hadn't seen their conversation taking this direction and would carefully ingest and consider Anna's wise words. She'd be a fool not to heed the advice of a queen whose intelligence both emotional and in other aspects went far beyond her years. 

"Uuh Periwinkle I didn't know you could do that." Ryu ignored the curious inquiry until she felt a sharp flick on an appendage poking from her head. "Huh? Wha-" that wasn't supposed to be there. Coming out of her own train of thought brought the feeling of pressure in her pants, she touched her rear and sure enough there was a smaller ratio of what her tail actually was wriggling about trying to escape. Her other hand smashed and pushed against her scaled neck and cheeks. 

"Ā shōnen sorry-" she backed away from Anna who followed in pure fascination at what she was seeing. Ryu grunted in effort soon enough the surprise draconic anatomy sank back into her skin. 

"Does that hurt when it comes out?" Ryu shrugged, following Anna back inside. "It actually feels good, kinda like loosening the buttons on really tight clothes. It can happen when I break concentration." 

"So you're always concentrating on looking more human?" 

"Mm kinda, it's more like a hook on a door to a shed that is jammed packed with stuff and when I unhook either some stuff falls out or it all comes out." It was beginning to happen more and more yet did not reach the point of worry for the dragon, she could keep herself hidden. 


"Oh! There's Elsa, let's play a prank on her-" Anna elbowed Ryu's side lightly, she looked around the corner and spotted Elsa playing with Olaf, she had to have been telling him something exciting from the way her hands moved about and he bounced in place twirling around her legs. 

"Pretend I was all tough and mean to you during our talk okay?" Ryu grunted, clearly much too fatigued to play along but she wouldn't ruin Anna's fun. 

When they turned the corner, Anna puffed out her chest and strided in confidence, harshly poking Ryu's shoulder as she spoke in a deliberately loud tone. "And don't forget what I told you Periwinkle or I'll have to team up with Mattias to make my point, and you wouldn't like me when I team up with Mattias." 

Ryu stared at her with a placid face, feeling Elsa's presence behind her. "... I don't like you now." She said with a matter of fact demeanor. 

Anna ruffled her hair and her head towards Elsa. Ryu walked contently listening to the sisters giggle and muck about with one another until she was ushered into Elsa's room by Anna. 

She joined Elsa on the edge of her bed meeting her expectant eyes. It seemed she wanted to say something but couldn't due to a glaring presence hovering over them. 

"Anna-" Elsa cooed sweetly. 

"Yes Els!" Anna looked eager and ready to help in whatever way she could. Ryu could have sworn the way she stared at them was much different now. Compared to the suspicious leer she sometimes unknowingly casted towards the pair as if she was crafting a slew of theories and searching for any idiosyncrasies that could confirm them, her eyes now sparkled with wonder at seeing her sister in this new development she had never been in before. 

Her fingers twitched akin to a parent watching their child try to replicate an action they had taught them, wanting to step in and aid their every fumble. 

"Do you mind?" 

"No." Anna grinned. It took a few seconds of catching Elsa's implicative expression to realize what she meant. "Oh! You want-" Elsa nodded as Anna began backing up as if she couldn't keep her eyes off them. 

"You want some privacy." 

"Yes please." Her butt was the first part of her out the door and her head the last.

"I'll go check the morning mail. Be right back." Elsa continued smiling, enjoying how adorable her sister could become. 

Her attention now consumed Ryu, leaning forward as the dragon connected their foreheads.

Anna's head popped back in. 

"Not that I'm giving you two a time limit I just mean when you're done I'll be back. Okay carry on doing it is whatever you are gonna do." Elsa nodded, closing her eyes and opening her ears to listen for the click of the door shut signifying they were now truly alone. 

She let loose the harsh breath letting the intensity of her coiled muscles unravel, her torso felt like jelly sending her down on the bed. 

Ryu too felt like the notched arrow which was her body had finally been fired. Cold fingers played with the hem of her dark gray tunic, slipping beneath the fabric to toy with her fluttering scales. 

"How was your conversation with Anna?" 

"It was… really really insightful. Anna is really smart." Elsa chuckled, rolling onto her side like a cat very aware of the appreciative audience she held. 

"You sound surprised. Anna is- I can't really capture the depth of her wisdom. It's so complicated and comforting knowing I have her in my corner and yours too." 

Ryu snapped out of her lustful stare making Elsa create her favorite sound she ever heard from her, humored by the dragon's surprise. "Me?" Her finger pointed to herself. 

"Yes you-" Elsa sat up nudging closer. 

"I guess now that she knows it would make you sad if something happened to me." Elsa didn't agree, face growing more solemn at Ryu's lack of understanding. 

"Ryu I may have been the reason you two met but Anna's affections for you are an almost entirely separate entity from me. She cares for you because you're you, sure it helps our relationship's nature but people like you for you not because of your association with me. I only-" she thought for a moment the right words then smirked. "Broke the ice." 

The emotional overwhelming rushes were too much for one single morning, whimpering pathetically Ryu tucked herself underneath Elsa's chin purring when arms enveloped her back pushing her closer. She wasn't sure of the appropriate reaction, did one say thank you, or offer a service in return for being valued by another. Elsa had said her own affections weren't transactional but Ryu had received no such affirmation from Anna. 

"I have to go to the valley of the living rock today but when I get back," Elsa withdrew, gripping Ryu's chin to lift her head. Ryu took note that she not only began to smell nervous but also appeared as such. 

"Would you like to join me for dinner tonight?" 

"I mean we have dinner every night, so if we could keep doing that, that would be great." To appeal to her Ryu nuzzled into Elsa's palm trilling. 

"I know what I mean is, a special romantic dinner, I'm requesting a date tonight." 

Ryu's oh face had Elsa beaming especially when she nodded. "Yes of course Erusa I'll give you a date tonight." 

Elsa rewarded her dragon with a sweet kiss which had only promised to deepen. Ryu had no hope of stopping her lower body from wiggling, not when she had been craving Elsa's lips and air since… well she found herself always desiring a kiss from Elsa. 

When her tongue licked Elsa's lips to beguile them into opening she felt Elsa grin but she didn't pull away instead speaking into her mouth. 

"Are you trying to tempt me to not leave?" Elsa asked coyly. Ryu nodded, tackling her to the bed attempting to pin her down laughing along with Elsa's melodious giggles, as the woman beneath her twisted to grapple Ryu's torso and get the upper hand. They rolled together rumpling the duvet, casting some pillows to the ground. Ryu nipped at the juncture of Elsa's neck. 

Elsa returned the favor tugging at Ryu's ear with her blunt teeth finding herself growling or at least trying to mimic Ryu's. Next to Elsa's laughs it was the cutest noise Ryu had ever heard. 

She could have easily won but gave the victory to Elsa contently, Elsa's weight on her back while Ryu rested her chin on her wrists was wonderful. She could stay like this all day. 

Elsa ceased her attack of 'mauling' Ryu's shoulder when she realized Ryu had ceased any attempts of resistance. 

"Hey?" Ryu turned her head to Elsa's face perching on her shoulder. 

"Erusa, when did you meet Anna?" Elsa hummed thinking. 

"I was three, three and a half." 

"Three of what?"

Elsa stared into Ryu's eyes searching for any signs of mockery or jests. Her tone was that of disbelief; she even had to answer this. "Three years old!" 

"Oooh." 

"What? You just thought I was three of something at some point?"

Ryu scrunched her shoulders together, behind them their legs were having their own conversation with Elsa's calves twisting into Ryu's which bracketed upward. Their feet swayed from side to side following the other's rhythm. 

"Three yous. I don't know, maybe. What happened to them?"

"Oh, I consumed them a few years later." Ryu's raspy chuckle shook Elsa's body. She loved bringing out this side of Elsa, the side that gave up on sense and succumbed to the ridiculous and outright inanity of whatever conversation they were having. 

"What did they taste like?" Elsa stared off into the distance sighing dramatically. Her eyes put on a mask of the melancholic histrionics Elsa sometimes fell into. 

"Sadness." 

"Nanite kotoda." Ryu became exasperated running a palm over her face but Elsa paid no heed to her continuing. 

"Sadness, loneliness and... ice cubes." 

Even though there was no rationality to wherever this was going there was a hole in the inferential conclusion Ryu couldn't help but bring attention to. 

"If you were so lonely, why did you eat them?" 

Elsa shrugged casually as if the answer were so evident. "To assimilate and absorb their knowledge and skill." 

"Hmm, too bad you didn't have more."

"What do you mean by that?"

"... Nothing." 

She grinned boldly into Elsa squinting eyes as they worked through the possibilities. 

Elsa balked when she settled on the implications and snagged a pillow behind her in an attempt to smother Ryu. 

"You little brat! How rude!" Ryu squealed when Elsa began her assault once more. 

Ryu was laughing much too hard to put up a proper fight and could barely see behind the tears which leaked from her eyes. 

"Nani mo warugi wa nakatta, chikaimasu!" 

Elsa mimicked her voice sounding like a raspy gremlin. "Nani mo warugi wa- oh yea sure I'll just take your word for it!" Elsa's tickling fingers did not relent driving Ryu to euphoric torture. 

She allowed her to breathe, still pushing all her weight down staring at her with bright twinkling eyes. 

Ryu began to calm down, pushing a loose strand of her behind Elsa's ear. 

Ryu had no idea how to love Elsa but knew she'd learn and with every step they took together she would fall in love with all the failures and all the triumphs. If she felt like this without loving Elsa then she couldn't imagine what being in love with her would feel like. It both terrified and exhilarated her. 


Breath after breath followed her heart beat. As Anna steadied herself. Kristoff's strong arms reminded her of the power she herself was capable of, of what her kingdom was capable of. Seeing Olaf worriedly holding her hand reminded her of what she had to lose. Dropping the letter on her desk she abandoned it to look out the window. 

"We should call a meeting with the council to figure out our next step and response." 

Anna tried to not become exasperated at her husband. "You already know what we have to do Kristoff, these are the same people who want Elsa dead." Kristoff didn't flinch away from Anna's darkened hate filled eyes. "And now they're hurting an entire empire of innocent people to gain enough control to finish the job. If the civil war in Ruskland favors these… these heretics then Arendelle is in grave danger… Elsa will be in grave danger. I won't let that happen." 

"I know Anna, but we must prepare properly, we can't just go barging in there swords swinging without knowing what's going on." 

"You're right. God you're right. I have to tell Elsa." 

Kristoff watched as she left picking up Olaf in his arms. "What's a civil war?"

"Like a real war but cheaper."


Marching down the halls back to Elsa's room Anna wanted to scream, all this violence, a war, an actual civil war over what, fear. Anna knew the truth, they weren't afraid of Elsa, at least whoever was behind this wasn't. They just hated being outclassed by her abilities, envious and thus used god's name in vain to justify their own horrid actions and crusades. Sadly most religious organizations required blind faith and blind faith while innocent and sweet could also be dangerous. A lethal force that the wicked wielded without mercy. 

Her steps hurried, bordering an all out jog to her sister's door. Without knocking Anna entered swiftly and quietly, opening the door so quickly it couldn't even squeak. 

The rush of her thoughts' waterfall froze, grasping palms and writhing legs filled her vision. 

Elsa, disheveled, didn't mind in the slightest at her current state of rumpled clothing. Her chest moved rapidly trying to keep up with the exertion her body put it through. 

Her hands grasped the sides of Ryu's face, rubbing their noses together before planting their lips firmly together. It was as if she couldn't afford separating them as she mumbled some words Anna didn't understand and some she did but never thought she'd hear in her sister's voice.

"Angel, you know exactly what you're doing don't you?" She shoved Ryu against the headboard straddling the ecstatic girl's lap suckling on her neck with delicate fingers doing things to Ryu's breast through her shirt Anna never knew they were capable of. 

"It worked didn't it? I don't feel guilty- damn it Erusa you're going to suck a scale down your throat and choke at this point." Ryu's laughter died when she linked eyes with Anna, the expression she made was smug, showing no remorse or shame at being caught in this compromising position. 

She wasn't shy, her palms continued their sensual massage of Elsa's ass. Her brow rose daring the traumatized Anna to say something. 

Slowly Anna began backing away. Not wanting to alert Elsa as Ryu kept her trapped under her gaze. For some reason convinced that if her eyes moved Ryu would alert Elsa of her presence. 

"I take it you like my breasts huh Erusa-chan?" 

Elsa chuckled, pinching the nipples between her fingertips. "Mm they're okay." Sarcasm oozed from her voice. Ryu was having way too much fun with this. 

Not liking having Ryu's half attention Elsa pulled her chin to face her. "I think we should slow down and save some for tonight hmm?"  

Anna shook her head as if she could deny what was happening, she couldn't take this turning she ran for the door, it was unfortunate that she still kept her eyes shut and smashed into it. 

Elsa yelped, turning around taking in her collapsed sister. Ryu's brows shot up, she knew Anna was clumsy but not that clumsy. 

"Anna! What're you- are you alright?" Elsa knelt down lifting her head preemptively applying a cooling touch to the red spot on her forehead. 

"I'm fine uhh yeah no I'm good!" Anna rose to shaky legs. Her smile was fake and so pained. "Anna, you should really be more careful." Ryu's mockery of concern drew out a glare from Anna, she could see that smug expression lingering just beneath her frown and furrowed brows. Elsa nodded along, not quite picking up that she was being played. 

 "How long have you been in here?" Elsa asked nervously. 

"Not long, just about two seconds I saw you guys weren't done talking and hit the door. Silly me, I'm gonna go now!" Ryu walked Anna to the door showing her confusion to Elsa. 

It was sort of creepy the way that her true feelings on the antics that just conspired morphed her face as she leaned on the door frame crossing her arms. 

"Why didn't stop her?" Anna whispered harshly through clenched. Glancing back to see Elsa putting a layer of ice at the bottoms of her feet and fixing her clothes, Ryu leaned closer. Exuding pity and exasperation. The nerve of this girl! Actually trying to make Anna believe she was the one being incorrigible here "You said to make her happy… Now if you'll excuse me." Winking before she slammed the door shut leaving Anna completely scandalized to blush the deepest shade of red that ever painted her face. 

"What's wrong? You tell Elsa?" Kristoff asked, frowning at the door. Anna needed a moment to recover. "They um erh I mean what?" She clutched his black vest. "Oh Kristoff, someone has corrupted our sweet precious Elsa!"

Morbid curiosity had Kristoff leaning against the door with his ear detecting muffled voices 

"Ryu, why didn't you lock the door?" 

"I forgot to, I think I'll tell her tomorrow let her enjoy today."

He glanced at Anna's red horrified face, connecting what must have just occurred. It was a Schadenfreude response, his laughter. Anna did not find it as amusing as he did. 

"Now you know how I feel." 

His chuckles didn't die down as he led her back to the sanctity of her office. 

Anna remained stressed from the ordeal. "This isn't funny Kristoff I mean where did Elsa even learn to speak like that? I wanna know who she's been hanging out with recently."

"Ryu for one thing." It was the wrong thing to reply, Anna stopped her steps gasping. "Do you think she's corrupted her?" 

"I think– and Anna this may come as a surprise to you– but Elsa is a grown woman." She waited for him to say more, when he didn't Anna crossed her arms. 

"And?" 

"And she has a girlfriend so that's probably going to happen quite a bit."

"Kristoff you don't get it you weren't there, I had to be the one to give Elsa the talk about how babies are made, she hadn't the slightest clue." Yes Kristoff recalled the tale and conversation from both sisters when they approached him separately unaware that the other had done the same exact thing. 

"Anna I'm pretty sure she was just messing with you." 

Anna shook her head. "Nope I don't think so, she would have told me if that were true."

"How are babies made?" They both looked down at Olaf standing in the entrance of the office. Kristoff squeezed Anna's shoulder before turning away. 

"I'll let you take this one. I gotta go brush Sven." Anna's surprisingly vice grip clutched his retreating collar. 

"Hang on, reindeer boy Sven's hair isn't going anywhere." 

"Actually Sven's shedding so his hair is going literally everywhere." 

"Kristoff I am tired of being the sexual educator of this family now you are going to help me explain how sex works to Olaf, he's old enough now to know. I'll help you brush Sven later." Kristoff groaned, turning back around as Anna dragged him along to her desk. 

"Fine alright, Olaf when a snowman and snowwoman love each other-"

"They melt from love's warmth." 

"Oh you bet they do buddy." 


Elsa had expected a billion questions waiting for her on the other side of the door, what she hadn't expected was her sister and Kristoff putting on a play for Olaf with snowmen dolls speaking in shrill voices, slamming the dolls together. 

"Oh Mrs. Snowman, you feel so good and that's because I love you so much." Anna squawked replicating exaggerated kissing noises. She nearly choked out in laughter hearing Kristoff's high pitched voice. 

"You're so big Mr. Snowman, not that size matters." 

"Kristoff what are you doing?" He looked at Anna then the doll. "I'm playing a woman." 

She raised a brow at him, closing her eyes. "That's no woman that I've ever heard." Olaf chimed in. 

"Why did you make me the girl if you don't like it?"

"Girls can have deep voices, I've heard it before." The snowman proudly crossed his arms at the fact. 

"You guys are weird." Ryu gave away her and Elsa's presence at the door. When their eyes drew to them Elsa began fidgeting. Not wanting to deal with any questions she turned abruptly and waved over her shoulder. 

"Bye." 

Anna got up quickly running out of her office, by the time she made it out Elsa had already sped walked to the corner vanishing from view. 

Slowly her eyes panned sideways. 

"Ryu, do you know how babies are made?" Ryu remained still at her side. Anna saw many things, disbelief, perplexity, then finally a glimmer of mischief swim across her face. 

"I have a theory." She stared proudly 

As if the statement pained her physically Anna squeezed her eyes shut. "Oh Jesus what is it?" 

"So the man blows a bunch of air in the lady's growler also with some spit making a baby-" she drew air circles around her crotch. "- and every month he puffs more and more air into her so the baby has room then when she gets so big she explodes! And her guts and flesh goes everywhere and that's why the baby is so bloody and then the doctors stitch her back together and she's fine." Satisfied Ryu crossed her arms with a lopsided grin. 

"That was… horrific and very upsetting to hear. Come on we're teaching Olaf I think you should know too." But Ryu dug her heels into the carpet.

"Actually Anna I have to go and prepare to have a date with Erusa. She wants one at dinner with me tonight." Anna gasped, Ryu yelped when she clutched her shoulders successfully swinging her around. 

"That's amazing! I have an even better idea: you plan dinner for Elsa and we'll surprise her when she gets home. Elsa's first date!" She clapped her hands bouncing in place. "Oh we have so much to do! We have to do your hair, get you dressed-" Ryu watched the woman go bonkers over the prospect and allowed her to shake her shoulders. "I know just the thing to dress you in too, just have to call my seamstress–she's amazing. Hmm-" Anna paced along the hall in thought. "We need to have food, entertainment, music and setting. We can do it if we just rustle up some help, you're in luck that you know me this is going to be your first and best date ever." Ryu's shrug and next reply had Anna freeze in her tracks. 

"I've had plenty of dates."

"What? How? With who?" Ryu didn't understand why this concept seemed so hard to comprehend. 

"I don't really remember a few monkeys I think." Dates must have been really significant to humans if she and Elsa acted like this when the prospect of having one was brought up. She'd oblige either way but didn't see the appeal. Grabbing her hand, Anna pushed Ryu back into her office. 

"Come on, we've got a lot of work to do."                      


There was some guilt Elsa felt being held under expectant eyes of the trolls both pebbles and adults. She knew who they were looking for. 

"I'm afraid Ryu is a bit occupied in Arendelle at the moment. Do you know where Grand Pabbie is?" 

A young troll led her through some hot springs towards a grass clearing. Elsa grunted with effort as she followed, her legs had grown twenty pounds heavier, every time she stumbled the troll children laughed clutching her tighter. 

They came across the elder troll going back and forth from a temporary table reading over what were maybe directions on where he would pour bags of some type of substance into the grass.

"Greetings Elsa." She smiled and waved, the troll's eyes took her in then chuckled, shaking his head. Elsa looking down began prying chubby fingers from her gray tights. "Thank you all for the escort but if I may speak with Grand Pabbie alone." The children despite letting their protests be known loudly compiled all the same rolling away into the woods. 

"What type of magic is this?" Elsa tilted her head to steal a closer look, inspecting the swirls and patterns Pabbie created in the grass. 

"It's not magic, it's mulch, in such extreme conditions it's hard to keep foliage abundant enough for the little ones to play in." Elsa made an oh face waiting patiently for Grand Pabbie to finish mulching the grass. 

"Now how can I help you?" Elsa on the ride here had thought and mulled over the best way to ask for the information she sought without outing herself in the process, unsure of how the trolls react to knowing her relationship with their Drage Lyse. 

In some way she was certain Grand Pabbie would not approve of the union for many reasons. No, she needed to provide Ryu with the right stability, restore her magic and prove she was the best match for the dragon, after everything that had transpired Elsa would prove to him that the dragon would thrive with her association and affections. 

"I was hoping that I could maybe gleam some research about a dragon's… anatomy and erm-" she coughed, clearing her throat, it was best to sound as nonchalant as she could on the subject. Not needing but morose inquisitive. "Courting behaviors." 

Grand Pabbie's demeanor did not change. She wished it did, if only to prove his inner thoughts on her inquiry. If he had suspicions or any negative aptitude about Elsa's intentions she had no idea. She did her best to reign in her trepidations, assuring herself that at the core her premeditation was altruistic. She was looking for a way to treat Ryu the way she deserved to be treated. As a respectful beautiful young dragoness. 

"Those are very specific questions, has Ryu shown interest in such topics?" 

"Well I suspect so, and I want to educate her about herself and also want to know what to expect myself." It disturbed Elsa how well she had become at omitting the truth. 

His fingers gripped his chin in thought. "I suppose it would be a good idea for her to know such things. Follow me-" he waved his hand at Elsa taking her back to where he kept most transcripts. "Most of my knowledge on things such as dragon courtship is observational. I could talk your ear off for hours, however I kept track of my findings in journals, I can allow you to borrow them for your own perusal." Elsa listened to his musing as he entered a small lit cave and began shuffling through papers and scrolls. "Now mind you these will be western customs and descriptions as I have never met or encountered an eastern dragon since Ryu." He lamented emerging with a pile of very old and worn small black journals. 

"Here you are." Elsa took the load and placed them gently in her satchel. "Actually Grand Pabbie… " she began slowly. "I would very much like to hear from you your opinion currently on… well the best way one would court a dragon." she caught herself when his mossy brow rose up. "So uh so I know what to look out for in case it… were to happen between Ryu and a person." She trailed off stewing in the intense silence until he answered. 

"Of course Elsa I would be happy to oblige." Elsa released her held breath following him into the cave. Ready for his tutelage and already devising ways she could put it to use. These thoughts had her face crimson and legs crossed throughout his entire lecture. 


Elsa squinted as Nokk galloped up the hill which oversaw her home. He seemed less inclined to rush home and more prone to taking scenic routes, not that Elsa minded the alone time with him, when she thought about the ride none of the spirits sought her out as they usually did to romp around, even the earth giants' quakes couldn't be heard. It itched at the back of Elsa's mind but she didn't feel too disturbed by the glaring absences. 

There was a light poking from behind her cottage. Peculiar. She wondered if Ryu had returned and was up to something in the gardens. 

Nokk practically bucked her off him when they drew closer and galloped to the back.

 What had gotten into him? 

Straightening her clothing, Elsa, instead of going through the front door trailed behind him. Turning the edge of the cottage she collided with Anna who gripped her to prevent any falls. 

"Elsa! Oh your back." 

"Anna?" She was whipped around by strong hands and herded towards the door without any room to give a rebuttal. 

"Elsa, I was going to give you a heads up but I guess you got here faster than gale. Don't worry about a thing just follow me okay?" 

Elsa barely had enough time to take in her home when she pushed through the door. 

Olaf waddled up to them in… Elsa gasped when her gaze landed on him. His round button half protruded out the black and white suit he was dressed in. His little hair twigs were slicked to the side. "Elsa, what are you doing here so early?" 

"I- I live here, Olaf." She didn't catch the little wink Anna sent him over her shoulder and followed her upstairs to her room. 

"Alrighty then let's get you ready." Anna said resolutely. It was then seeing her leaning against the door that Elsa noticed she was dressed far too formal for what would be considered a visitation or sleep over but she did look rather dashing, with her ruffled short green sleeves, decorated in etched pink floral summer flowers, it was the same pink which wrapped around her skirt's bottom hem.

"Get me ready for what exactly?" Anna gripped Elsa's questioning raised finger and wagged it as she spoke. "For your first ever date." 

Oh god. 

Elsa paled considerably. She supposed her nerves had been quieted by the lesson she received from Grand Pabbie about draconic sensuality, so consumed by the ideas and possibilities of how to utilize the new knowledge to make Ryu happy. 

She had planned to cook the woman a lovely little dinner and read her poetry by the fire. She even had picked up some wine which still lay cooled in her satchel with Grand Pabbie's journals.

She was snapped from her panicked musings when she heard a wet sniffle from Anna. "Oh Anna." She approached, drawn in by Elsa's cooing. "Come here pretty girl." Elsa embraced her running hands up and down her back. "Can I help you get ready?" She whispered into Elsa's shoulder. 

"Of course you can." Pulling back Anna giddily wagged her shoulders sporting the cheesiest smile while ushering Elsa to sit at her vanity. 

Elsa hummed, letting Anna's exploring fingers and teeth of the comb to lull her shoulders to sag while closing her eyes. 

"So I think that we'll give you a summery look." Anna curved a large portion of Elsa's hair to the right side creating a side braid. "You want flowers like me?" She gestured to her own hair which was done up in a lovely bun decorated with flowers. "We can match." Elsa grinned and ran her palm over the braid scattering matching flowers in it to the tip. 

"Perfect. Now dress wise," Elsa stood in front of the mirror as Anna looked her over. "How about something short and open, I know you don't often show off your legs but it is pretty hot tonight." Taking Anna's suggestions to heart Elsa removed her top and pants, envisioning a corset top made completely of frosted flowers, translucent loose strap sleeves which hung on her lower biceps, behind her they slowed into an opaque cap stenciled with purple heather patterns. The floral design eventually faded into a slim fitting skirt, slitting upon her open thigh. It was more skin than what Elsa was used to showing but she was hopeful Ryu would approve. Turning to Anna she waved down at herself. "Perfect Elsie, all you need is slippers, there will be grass." Nodding Elsa changed the ice caked at the bottom of her feet to simple slippers enclosed around her heel. 

"Anything else?" She asked, checking every detail again. "I can't think of a single thing, you look gorgeous Elsa, well you always do but you give variety." Anna spun her once then linked their arms together. 

Elsa's smile became an 'o' when she remembered something, kneeling down she retrieved. Long rectangular box topped with a ribbon, answering Anna's questioning eyes. "A present for Ryu." She giggled, cheeks flushed while cradling it. Anna shook her head, breathing out. "She's going to be so spoiled by you I just know it." Anna spoke from experience. 

Before they exited the house into the patio gardens Anna held Elsa's hand interlacing their fingers, she locked their gazes. "You look beautiful Elsa. I really am lucky to have you and Ryu is lucky as well."

Elsa kissed her forehead. Anna held onto the glass doors looking over her shoulder. "Ready to see your girl?" 

Elsa smirked back at her. "Oh you bet I'm ready." 

When Anna opened the door revealing the hours of work she and the others put into this evening Elsa tried to intake all of what she was seeing but her vision was stolen zeroing in on a turned back. Like a magnet all of her attention was taken by the rose pink kimono tied up in a large bow. 

Sensing her stare Ryu half turned looking over her shoulder. 

Elsa was indeed not ready. 

Her curious stare turned warm, as the sweet smile reached her eyes, crinkling them perfectly. "Hey Erusa." Her voice was breathless, stolen the moment her eyes landed on Elsa. 

Her short hair had been pinned by a blossom hairstick. Elsa was obsessed with the way a few strands had escaped into her face but she didn't mind enough to correct them. 

Here in the warm light of lanterns, it was mind boggling that the rest of the world had never and probably would never see a sight such as this. 

Anna gripped Elsa's chin clamping her gawking mouth shut audibly plunging her back to reality. 

"Hehoryu- I um!" Elsa squeezed her eyes shut. She wouldn't be able to speak properly if she kept looking at Ryu . "Hello Ryu, good evening. You… look…" opening her eyes Ryu had silently closed the distance between them. She looked so confused at what she was seeing. As if she couldn't believe Elsa was real and not some indulgent fantasy. 

"You… you're real and I can't fathom that." She whispered cupping Elsa's cheeks. "I don't think I'm ever going to." Her thumb rubbed against Elsa's skin. 

"I'd show you to your table but you two seem happy just looking at each other." Olaf chortled, hugging the two pamphlets to his chest. Ryu huffed good naturedly and pulled away offering her hand to Elsa. 

Being able to tear her eyes away from Ryu Elsa could finally appreciate the transformation her gardens had gone through. Her little table had been covered in a white sheet with a single candle and two plates and cutlery sitting atop. 

The quaint lanterns hanging from trees, lit with Bruni's flames, the half moon, the water in the lake moving in beautiful patterns which could only be accomplished by Nokk, who was having fun prancing and trotting among his water features, Gale gusting a new batch of flowers every now and then to the earth giants' palms for them to pepper the couple in them like one did to soup with seasoning, it was so much and so sappy, so schmaltzy; Elsa loved every bit of it, feeling so special at the effort Ryu and the others put into her. 

Setting down the box she and Ryu had gone to the adjacent chairs and pulled them out looking expectantly at each other. After a moment they chuckled at the blunder and sat on the chair their partner pulled out for them. 

"Oh right!" Ryu yelled wincing when Elsa leaned back from the outburst. Reaching into her sleeve she retrieved a handful of something that looked like dirt. 

Gesturing to Elsa who opened her palm slowly she poured a bunch of seeds into her hand. Replying to her searching stare for an explanation. 

"I erm, I was informed that giving flowers is customary but I know you enjoy flowers and I don't think- well I didn't think you'd want me to bring you a bunch of dead ones so I got you baby flowers you can plant. The purple heathers they're your favorite." Ryu's leg bounced creating an anxious rhythm with her wooden Okobos against the pavement. 

Elsa nearly cried at the sentiment, gently placing the seeds in an ice pouch safely fastening them to her hip. Reaching over she rubbed the top of Ryu's hand soothing her restless tapping fingers. "Thank you Gecko. I have a gift for you as well-" 

"I'm not finished yet." Ryu complained, procuring a ball of napkins, unraveling them she handed a fruit to Elsa and set one in front for herself. "The dates you requested. They're the best ones I could find yea." Elsa laughed heartily at the proud puff of the peacocking dragon's chest. She was very pleased with herself. She didn't have it in her to explain the complexities of what a date was to Ryu, not when she knew the dragon although not understanding the human custom still took it seriously simply for the fact that Elsa had asked her to. 

They clinked their fruits together and took a bite in synchrony. 

"Here." Elsa pushed the box towards Ryu. She stared down at it as if not sure what to do next. Glancing up to Elsa who nodded, she delicately unwrapped it. There were a few moments in Elsa's life she'd happily replay over and over again if given the chance; watching Ryu's eyes expand and her shake as she carefully removed the flute from the velvet cushioning. 

It was made of ice instead of bamboo but this oversight did not ruin the gift as far as Ryu was concerned. Elsa thought the design a little much with the cyan blue eastern dragon carved in, twisting around the milky white shaft, its mouth was open at the end where music would pour out and the tip of the tai serving as a mouthpiece. 

Ryu hugged it close to her chest, closing her eyes. "Would you play for me? I remember you saying you knew how to." 

There was that fear, the insecurity taking residence along with the glee inside. "I umm I learned not in the traditional way, I'd watch the orchestra and performers follow their fingers but I wasn't allowed to play ever. I'd get in trouble if I was caught." Elsa understood as much as she'd loved to hear Ryu play; she understood how difficult it could be for one to be persecuted for a gift they possessed, be it magical or not, then how jarring it was to be praised for the same transgression later on in life. 

"You don't have to play for anyone right away, even me." Elsa said, trying to overcome the guilt Ryu felt for her cowardice. "Your music will be worth waiting for." 

"Your menus." Olaf's posh voice sounded from the side of the table, he shoved menus in between them. 

"Oh menus?" Elsa asked, glancing at him. He nodded. "Mhm," speaking in a hushed tone he hid his mouth behind fingers leaning in towards Elsa. "Kristoff's cooking with Sven- '' Elsa followed the jerk of his head to her kitchen window where said chefs waved at her. She waved back then turned to Olaf. "But please don't let that deter you from reviewing our service favorably, just leave separate reviews." 

Nodding, Elsa nearly dropped the menu when Anna appeared on the side of them, filling the air with beautiful music plucked from the strings of her violin. She winked at Elsa and lost herself to the romantic tunes.

"Since Kristoff is cooking," Elsa began looking over the menu. "I think the safest thing to do is pick the most simple dish." Her eyes peaked over to see what Ryu thought of this. She hummed smiling. 

"I'm feeling adventurous, Good sir Olaf I'll have the… " Ryu squinted, turning the menus sideways as if that would aid her in the word she was trying to accomplish saying. "The troll… cream-"

"Oh we don't serve trolls I'm afraid."

"Here let me see?" Elsa offered, clasping her hands casually beneath her chin. reading the word Ryu pointed to. "Trollkrem. Are you sure?" Ryu nodded. "Okay, and I'll have the pea soup." That should have been simple enough for Kristoff to make and not experiment with. 

"Are you going to write those down?" 

Olaf shrugged. "I don't have any paper, oh wait!" He began tracing the orders into his side. "I'll be right, be right back!" He raced off to the house leaving Elsa and Ryu with just Anna's music. 

"So… come here often?" 

"Mm I frequent here from time to time." 

A bottle of wine bounced onto the table, the culprit being Olaf. "I forgot the refreshments, here ya go." 

"Arigatō Orafu." Olaf stared at Elsa for a couple seconds before bowing. "Arigatō orafu to you as well. So! How's your night going?" 

Ryu answered not taking her eyes off Elsa. "Amazing." The spirit blushed tucking a tress of hair behind her ear. 

"That's fantastic to hear. Oh wow Elsa your eyes are dilated just like Ryu's. I actually wrote down some pointers for you two since you've never done this before." Olaf produced a list he kept concealed inside his torso, he cleared his throat before he began to read. "There are many signs of what attraction looks like. Did you know that eye dilation is a sign of the “love hormones” — which have an effect on the size of your pupils." 

"That's amazing Olaf." Elsa sighed resting her chin on a closed fist, body angling itself towards Ryu's which mimicked hers. 

"Yes I know, these you have that to look out for; if you’re speaking to someone and their feet are pointing toward you, then they’re where they want to be. So let's see." He climbed underneath the table cloth, his voice muffled. "Your toes are entangling with each other, I'm not too sure what that means but I'll take it as a good sign."

Ryu and Elsa had no idea what he was talking about but entertained him nonetheless as their feet freed from the prison of their shoes to stroke and play together. Anna kept nudging her neck at the snowman jerking her head towards the house. 

"Anna, you should really see a doctor about that twitching. Next is mirroring which means mimicking — subconscious or otherwise — of another person’s actions and behaviors. It says here, look '' he held the paper towards Elsa who gave a quick glance to it. 

"Right, right Olaf. Thank you." 

"Of course Elsa, we want to make sure you have a great time. Next I have some sexual tips I got from Kristoff incase after dinner you two decide to make a baby. Come to think of it, it'd be a cute baby. You could name them Samantha!" That caught Elsa and Ryu's attention. 

They both blushed and withdrew their feet from the other. Ryu pounced on the opportunity leaning towards Olaf. "Little buddy if you behave yourself Erusa and I will give you a baby brother or sister how does that sound?" 

Olaf's astonishment at this caused Anna's music to screech to a halt. "Okay Olaf, why don't you come with me to check on the food, now!" Anna ushered him away casting an apologetic smile to Elsa but she didn't see with her hands covering her heated face. 

Ryu grinned, showcasing her fangs at Elsa's deadpanned glare. "He just learned about how babies are made today Gecko, let's not confuse him."

"I know Anna gave me a lesson as well." Elsa blinked rapidly. 

"Did you not know?" Ryu's head rolled towards her half glaring, as amusement danced behind her eyes. The stare made Elsa feel incredibly demure. 

"Erusa, I can't even count how many animals I've seen fucking. Humans aren't that much different. Anna just kind of assumed I had no idea." Elsa balked but did not veer off the subject. She couldn't figure out why Anna had been so presuming to those around her not being aware of how reproduction worked. 

"Anna sort of gave me the talk as well." Elsa smiled fondly at the memory.


"Elsa what did our parents teach you?"

"Ah they were excellent teachers, they taught me a lot. I didn't have private tutors mind you but Mama and papa were quite educated and wanted the same for me, from bureaucratic skills, liberal arts and sciences, history and not just of Arendelle's but all over. Religious piety, architecture and geometric maths were always my favorites. Literature, languages, biology, military politics and humanities, astrology, scientific history, archaeology and anthropology-" 

"Did they ever teach you about intimacy?" Elsa lowered her fingers which she had been counting the topics on. 

"No, that wasn't really a necessity when they assumed I wouldn't be able to conceive any heirs." Anna made a decision silently with the push of her bangs out her face. She appeared rather flushed. 

"Okay Elsa I think it's time you learned how babies are made." 

Elsa raised a brow at her. "Anna I-" 

"Now I know it's a little weird hearing it from me but trust me Els-" Anna stood up from the edge of the bed and began pacing the same way Elsa had seen her father's military comrades move. "I did three hours of research and compiled notes and canceled my meetings for today so I will be thorough and you'll be left with not a single question."

She very well couldn't tell her sister now that she already knew about the intricate nature of reproduction– not when Anna had gone through all this trouble just to ensure Elsa did not remain ignorant to the topic. 

She wasn't sure if she felt insulted Anna thought her so naive or flattered by the assumptions about how innocent she actually was in her sister's eyes. 

She was fully aware of the reproductive systems of humans and the complications of sex physically speaking. She had done her own research due to her curiosity of wanting to know everything and certainly wouldn't let a topic like this slip through her grasp. 

But Anna… she was Elsa's weakness, so she decided to humor her and who knew maybe she'd learn something. 

"So Elsa, where do you think babies come from?" This was too good an opportunity to mess with her, if Elsa was to suffer through this why couldn't she have a little fun without it being at the expense of Anna. 

"I have a theory." 

"Let's hear it." Elsa assuaged herself it wasn't lying if she deemed this just a theory and not that she thought of it as fact. 

"When two people kiss, the saliva of one enters the other's mouth, goes down their throat into their stomach and creates an air pocket bubble where the baby lives and grows. That's why a pregnant woman's stomach becomes so distended, then when the baby outgrows the bubble it pops and hence the water breaks, then the child is pulled out of her belly button." She allowed Anna the time to process what she just said, her demeanor remained calm and content with the absolute nonsense she just spewed with enthusiasm. Anna snapped her fingers and pointed at Elsa, completely supportive and encouraging. 

"Okay so you're on the right track." It was Elsa's turn to be flabbergasted. 

"Seriously! oh I mean– uh–really?" 

"Mhm it does happen in the stomach, and there are body fluids involved just not saliva. And not really a bubble but so much a sack that holds the baby." Elsa nodded, pretending to take mental note and appear completely enthralled. 

"Elsa, have you ever seen a naked man?" 

"I try not to."

"So men have this thumb but it's a little bigger and it's on their groin and the thumb–when a man is aroused sexually–um it gets bigger and stands up. All animals have them." Elsa shook her head more so to herself at the false fact while Anna procured a pickle and doughnut. 

How could she possibly eat while talking about this? 

"If he finds a lady and they both decide to have sex then he stuffs it in her and it goes like this-" to Elsa's horror Anna did not eat the food instead simulating the act of sexual penetration. 

She squeezed the pickle leaking juice onto the floor. "And then it vomits this gooey white stuff." 

A gag retched up from the pit of Elsa's stomach to her mouth. "God Anna." 

"I know, I know this is difficult to swallow." Elsa whimpered. "But it's what happens and then it makes a baby in her stomach and it comes out but not the belly button." 

"Oh good I was worried." 

"No need to worry."

"I have a small belly button." 

"It actually comes out of your…" she wagged her hands in a circle at Elsa's lower body. Elsa slowly pointed to her rear. 

"Vagina and it comes from there. Not your anus that'd be ugh. Anywho you can even have sex with yourself." 

"I don't want to get pregnant Anna." 

"Aha! My sweet Elsa, there are many ways to have sex that won't result in a baby." And of course Anna went into great detail about the many ways and manners one could have sex with either a partner or themselves. For… about an hour and half Elsa kept track of the clock. 

"You just massage the clit till it feels good. Like this." 

"Anna…" 

"Yes Els?"

"Am I the clitoris?" 

"Yes Elsa in this scenario you are the clitoris." Anna continued to rub her nose in small circles. 

"Okay now I'm the man and you're the lady in this scene–many people flirt in different ways but you can usually tell; here watch." Anna puffed out her chest and sauntered over to Elsa glowering down at her putting on a deep voice. 

"Hey pretty little lady wanna make love?" 

"Good God Anna." Elsa cringed away crawling backwards from under Anna's casted shadow. 

"Sorry, too strong?" 

"A bit." 

Softening Anna sat down on the bed patting the spot beside her. "I think you get the point." 

"I do. I hope I do." 

"I think that covers the basics and if you have any questions ever Elsa just asks me no matter how awkward you feel I'll be here for you to help." Feeling Anna's hand touching her shoulder looking so much like their mother, Elsa was certain that if she had received this education from her it'd be just as awkward, maybe not so… gregarious as Anna's but still pretty similar. Elsa could remember the awkward shy bumblings of her mother at times and her father not minding in the slightest, sometimes Elsa could even catch the small smile curving his lips. 

She threw her arms around Anna pulling her close. 

"Thank you Anna."

Anna patted her back audibly. "Aww it wasn't anything really… Just wait until I teach you about the toys you can use." 


"Your theory was less messy than mine at least." Elsa was somewhat curious but it wasn't piqued enough to hear whatever graphic hypothesis Ryu had told Anna, not when she was about to eat. Speaking of food Olaf returned, placing the plates on the table. 

Appearance wise they looked exactly like what they were expected to. Ryu corked the bottle of wine and took a sip offering it to Elsa, Olaf forgot the glasses or deemed them unnecessary. She created one for herself since Ryu was perfectly content to drink from the bottle. It was so juxtaposed with her dress and appearing like a perfect little lady just to sloppily eat and drink happily. 

Her slightly forked tongue dragged across her lips. "Yum!" Elsa took a small sip of her soup testing it. A strange flavor had nagged her enough to make her gag a small bit. Ryu, hearing the subtle noise, frowned at her. 

"Everything okay?" She asked behind a mouthful. Elsa nodded and began digging in her soup exhaling heavily when she found a ball of moss caked at the bottom of it. 

"Ah, that explains it." She murmured. "Want to try mine?" Ryu pushed her glass bowl towards her and assured Elsa's hesitancy with an eager nod. 

"It's really good." She was right! It was excellent. This had Elsa discombobulated, how could Kristoff make a perfect trollkrem yet mess up pea soup. 

"If you don't like yours, you could send it back." Elsa shook her head. Despite their best attempts this wasn't a restaurant, and she couldn't risk hurting Kristoff's feelings when he was doing her a huge favor. 

"I'll umm I'll mhm." Her spoon rattled with the tremors overtaking her hand as she slipped wincing and tried to not gag. 

"How are things going over here?" Elsa clenched her eyes shut holding up a thumb shakily. Her shoulders hunched and body convulsed as she refrained from regurgitating the moss soup. 

Ryu smiled at her in pity and admiration. "Hey I know it's not very polite but can I have yours instead and you can have mine?" Elsa's watery eyes met hers. 

Was she serious? Evidently she was swapping the dishes out when Elsa nodded. If her mouth didn't taste like moss she could have kissed the girl. 

Elsa's taste buds exalted when the cold creamy, sweet flavor of lingonberry hit her tongue. Ryu did not react as strongly as she did but she ate quickly and quietly. 

"What's that?" She pointed to the saucer of green liquid placed on the table by Anna. 

"Kristoff noticed how much you liked his soup so he gave you seconds on the house." Anna removed the empty bowl in front of Ryu with a huge grin. 

Elsa pouted at Ryu in sympathy as the dragon squared her shoulders readying for round two with the swamp that lay before her. 

This time she paced herself slower, not inhaling the soup. Sticking out her stomach to look as full as possible. Elsa scooted her chair closer holding a spoon of the dessert out to Ryu which she gratefully accepted. 

Elsa was in love with the way throughout dinner Ryu couldn't seem to find the right thing to say as Ryu downed some wine as if to occupy her mouth from telling a stupid joke or pun. Over the course of dinner or even more so the epic battle between Ryu and the green moss soup Elsa couldn't erase the grin. 

Even in this setting she couldn't sit still for a second of her life. She was a mess overthinking the small things. 

It was so strange, Elsa didn't think she'd ever find something like this, it was more than what Elsa ever thought to want and certainly did not believe she'd find. 

This rambling ancient being that cringed at her own jokes and couldn't find the right thing to say even as she enthralled Elsa with tales of her adventurous finding the queerest of situations funny like when she got stuck in an alligator's nest and hid in an egg to not be eaten and found herself stuck in the dynamics of an alligator family with fifteen siblings and a grumpy father. 


"Wanna dance with me?" Ryu offered her hand while Anna returned to her music and Olaf cleared away the dishes hollering at Kristoff and Sven. "They loved the food, five stars here we come!"

Elsa shook her head feeling guilty, people usually danced with their dates but she just couldn't really. Sure she knew formal dances but she always felt so awkward performing them. Ryu didn't pressure her. 

"Want to watch me dance?" It was a lovely alternative that had her blushing recalling what happened the last time after Ryu danced for her. 

Fortunately as Ryu swayed to the music her motions were less erotic in nature and more so of her just letting Anna's songs move through her limbs as her feet shimmied and bounced. She seemed weightless. It was truly intriguing to watch, an eternal instinct awakened in the dragon, as she communicated the same way her ancestors did. Elsa could only correspond this to birds who completed complicated dances in courtship. 

She was happy. 

"Hey Gale, wanna dance?" The wind spirit agreed, twisting round Ryu's body in rhythm. Elsa was hypnotized, watching how free Ryu felt losing herself into the night. 

One day… one day she'd join her she just knew it, but most likely when they were alone without an audience. 

For now she could revel in the beauty of everything that she found herself surrounded by; The love of her family and friends, her wonderful home, the music, the lights, her beautiful girlfriend. 


"Hey Els the tabl- oh no, no, no, go, go, go!" A single eye cracked open in time to see Kristoff placing the box down and shooing away Anna and Olaf's prying stares. 

When they were out of sight she returned her full attention to the soft and sharp press of Ryu's lips and fangs against her own. 

"Erusa?" The whisper into her mouth drew Elsa's head back to regard Ryu. She knew that look from the few times she had seen it. The dragon wanted them to retire to their 'nest' in Elsa's room, desiring the secure privacy. 

Falling back against the bed, Ryu let herself become a ragdoll into Elsa’s controlling hands. When Elsa pressed their mouths together again climbing on top of her, she felt a pleased hum coming from the spirit as she let her take her mouth with her questing bold tongue. Ryu's jaw fell slack, encouraging Elsa to begin kneading her through her kimono, less eager to take it off than her other clothing. There was something different about the way Elsa loved and touched her tonight, less explorative her hands knew exactly where to go, her fingers having the adroitness of how much pressure to apply and where. Elsa leaned back, looping her arms around Ryu's hips, yanking her closer and pulling her hips upward into her body.

Elsa's panting cold breath tickling her ear. "I learned so much today about dragons, would you like me to teach you?" 

Ryu whimpered as she felt Elsa's slow deliberate tugs at the bow keeping her Kimono in place. With how reverent Elsa's actions were, peeling back each layer carefully, she felt like a present wrapped up by Anna in the silk specifically for Elsa to enjoy. "Yeah? Learn anything useful?"

Elsa hummed. "You could say that," Ryu felt bold enough to reach behind her to curl her hands into Elsa's dress along her flanks. The second her breasts were exposed Elsa took one into her hungry mouth suckling like she hadn't just eaten, like a starving babe, while her other hand refused to let the nipple's neighbor feel neglected. Deforming the mound between her fondling long fingers. 

She moaned appreciatively, feeling Ryu's prying fingers trying to burglarize into her dress, abandoning the breast she clutched Ryu's wrists wide at her sides staring down at her. "Patience." Ryu growled at the injustice, earning a hard bite against the column of her throat. 

Her growls evolved into purrs and mewls when her stomach was exposed next and massaged. How could she stay mad when it felt so good?

"Erusa please I want to touch you, I'll do whatever you want." She begged not caring how pathetic her cracking, raspy voice sounded to her own ears.

"Just hold still and let me make you feel amazing." Elsa commanded, adding a softness to her edgy tone. 

It was a simple enough demand yet was impossible to the writhing dragon who just wanted to twist and turn in Elsa's clutches and pin the woman beneath her. 

More and more of Ryu's layers unraveled till the silk was held on by just her shoulders. A single digit encircled her scaled cleft the moisture collecting along Elsa's finger who gasped fervently groaning. "Oh sweet cabbages, you're so warm Gecko."

Glancing up Elsa caught the tremble of Ryu's face, a terrible attempt concealing her amusement. 

"Hush." Elsa commanded deadpanned, smacking her with a pillow on the head. 

Ryu fully expected Elsa to enter her and bring her to release, then it would be her turn to give the woman pleasure as well. 

Instead Elsa's hand ditched her where she needed her touch most. "Erusa please," her own hand trailed downward but was impeded by Elsa. "Ahah Gecko." Elsa kissed and nipped along Ryu's stomach, her lips never leaving her skin. "Mmm ah! Erusa if you don't- I'll-" It was delicious, and left Ryu delirious, the most frustrating and pleasurable sensation.

Elsa shushed her. "Shh, You'll be alright I promise. I need you to pay attention, listen to my voice. You're so worked up." 

Ryu growled. Of course she was worked up! She was a little more than worked up. How could she possibly pay attention to anything? Her fangs dug themselves into Elsa's shoulder, but this time she didn't yelp or flinch away. This time she giggled and clutched the nape of Ryu's neck triggering the compulsion within the dragon to release her. 

"Naughty Gecko." She reprimanded, only letting go when Ryu showed no sign of biting her again.

"You took me so well last night Ryu, I was so proud of you. You were so wet and ready for me and now you are again, nice and soft and so pretty." Ryu clenched her teeth hard, as her mind melted from the soft pressure she felt on her entrance from Elsa's fingers. 

It was taken away in favor of the soothing hands gliding across Ryu's muscles. A balm to her pent up nerves and twitching scales. With Elsa adoringly crooning sweet compliments into her flesh. "You're so beautiful, I wish you could see what I'm seeing. How wonderful you are just for me. All for me."

"I don't see how I could be beautiful like this, I feel like a mess." Elsa kissed her breathy reply away taking a moment to admire the sight beneath her. 

"The most gorgeous mess ever." 

Ryu purred, shivering every once in a while. She felt so safe, so cherished here in their nest of pillows and blankets Elsa had bought for her. 

Elsa continued her work of lightly rubbing and massaging her muscles in tandem. Her wandering hands didn't quell the itching rise of the heated pulse and throb between her legs. Elsa's thumbs fit perfectly into the dimples of her hips. "I'm going to take such excellent care of you." Ryu exhaled heavily knowing Elsa didn't just mean now. 

"You made tonight so special. Everything was perfect…well" for second Elsa's mind loaned some energy to the moss soup which had Ryu vomiting in a bush and cringed smiling. "Not perfect but I still loved it all the same." 

"Well Anna and the others helped as well." Ryu's words were slurred, drunk on Elsa's touch and voice.

 "Mhm. Goodness glaciers Ryu touching you, it is amazing. I appreciate it when you let me touch you like this. When you let me make you feel good." 

A bubble of laughter shook Ryu's breast, she lifted her head smirking lopsidedly. "Goodness glaciers?" Elsa blushed fiercely looking away to an empty space. "It slipped out."

Ryu tilted her head, her expression shining with nothing but mischief and fondness. "Bit on the nose isn't it?" 

Elsa held her head high, squaring her shoulders. The masquerade of regality relieving some of her embarrassment. "I know what I am and I'll take that with stride Ms. Periwinkle." They stared at one another until the giggling overtook them into fits of hysteria. 

Calming down, Ryu leaned up on her elbows, her hand ran up and down Elsa's arm. "I want to make you feel good too, Erusa." Elsa cupped Ryu's cheek. 

"You already do. You make me feel so treasured and now I'm going to do the same to you." What is Elsa talking about? Ryu had never touched her before as intimately as she did. 

Ryu submitted against Elsa's seduction pressing her face hard against her clavicle, breathing fast in tandem with her massaging hands. It's not as if she wanted her to stop either. 

She wasn't certain how Elsa resisted her touch when she was drenched in the scent of arousal. Was it painful for her? Ryu wondered. No it couldn't have been, maybe Elsa was just a creature of more self control than Ryu, she kind of already knew that in a general sense, so it must have been true when it came to intimacy. 

"Mmm now spread yourself for me- that's it good girl." Elsa lowered herself down. Ryu couldn't help but feel exposed as the spirit came in direct eye line with her needy dripping slit. She felt Elsa's panting breath and words against her intimate opening. "Gorgeous." Her eyes were wide and looked nearly feral as she took in every single detail of Ryu, they only slid shut when she placed soft kisses along her inner thighs. 

Elsa's nostrils flared, pulling in as much of Ryu's aroused scent as she could, refusing to exhale for as long as she could, just to keep her inside her lungs.

When Ryu began squirming again confused how Elsa's touch could feel so good yet be so frustratingly unsatisfactory at the same time. 

"Patience please Ryu, I know you like it with all that noise you're making darling, be good for me." 

Ryu recollected how it felt when Elsa scruffed her, how degrading it was, only to beguile her into being good. Elsa never demanded despite how bossy she was, she seduced Ryu into listening.

"Erusa!" Ryu cried, at the sudden shock and intrusion of Elsa's mouth pressing harshly against her sensitive slit. Her cold mouth and tongue scorched her. 

Elsa groaned long and hard as if she could feel the exact same pleasure Ryu felt from her touch as she licked into her, tasting her now for the first time straight from the source. Elsa's restraint tossed away her teasing, sheathing her tongue fully inside. It only slipped out when Ryu writhed to the left. To remedy this Elsa wrapped her arms around Ryu's hips pinning her in place.


The sounds of Elsa's tongue and Ryu's panting made her stomach clench almost painfully, transforming the butterflies within into vespids at how lewd and vulgar. Her own pussy clenched against nothing. 

Oh goodness. 

Ryu's taste spilled out molten onto Elsa's tongue whenever she withdrew it. Ryu began babbling in Japanese her lustful needs and wants, arching her hips more firmly against Elsa's face. "God, Ryu, I can feel how much you love this. Do you want me to give you more?" Elsa said as she fucked her tongue back inside Ryu's throbbing heat closing her eyes so to focus her senses. Each time prior to thrusting in she suckled Ryu's labia, taking the lip into her mouth to nibble and kiss at the flesh. 

Ryu nodded but Elsa's eyes remained closed, still waiting for an answer. She answered too fast in Japanese for Elsa to translate. Ceasing her onslaught she laid her head against Ryu's thigh staring up at her as she rubbed her stomach replying in the same language. "You have to speak slower for me Ryu." Watching in fascination at the sight of Ryu's throat bobbing when she gulped. 

"I uh, I do please Elsa more." Knowing what she was about to do would definitely have her dragon contorting in complex ways given how flexible she was Elsa tightened her hold around her and pressed her tongue downward feeling the little nub. It was one of the three Elsa was determined to caress. 

When Elsa's tongue left her the foreign yet familiar feeling of a probing finger replaced it plunging into Ryu, it wasn't shy or timid but instead brazen and definitely had a destination in mind. "Good girl, so good for me." Elsa sounded delirious with pleasure adding a second finger. "Nngh! You're so tight, I can barely fit my other finger. Just relax Ryu." The fit was unyielding around Elsa's cold fingers, scorching, the opposing temperatures nearly made her faint, she billowed her cheeks releasing measured breaths to keep steady. 

"Erusa I- please I'll be good for you, I promise!" 

Elsa rose higher kissing Ryu's mouth murmuring chants into her lips. "I know, I know, I know, I know, you're so perfect." If it weren't for Elsa's relaxing velvet voice and equally secure touches Ryu could have sworn she'd leave this plane of existence wrapping her arms around her shoulders, she folded her nails into her palms not caring how much it hurt, she wouldn't exude that pain onto Elsa's back. 

Elsa tried to go back down, but Ryu kept her rooted in place. Elsa whined, connecting their cheeks. "I want you to finish in my mouth Ryu. Please." It was Elsa's turn to beg prying Ryu's hands away to get to her quim before she released herself. 

"So precious." Elsa drove her wild with her hands that seemed to all over at once, she didn't want to waste any time reminding Ryu who she belonged to even without implying it Ryu knew. 

Keeping her mouth open against Ryu, Elsa felt her stomach and scales clench so tightly they'd surely cramp when they decided to release from the spasms. A balmy spurt left her body sucked in greedily by Elsa, the others followed to be drunk down. Elsa's ears chimed at the trills Ryu sang out clenching her jaw tightly. She wanted to bite her. 

To placate the dragon Elsa offered her wrists wincing when Ryu clasped it tightly yowling low in her throat. It would have to do for now, knowing how important the deed was for female dragons. Even though their coupling would be by no means fruitful, Ryu's body still demanded that she keep her partner still to ensure they had bred successfully. 

Elsa pulled away licking her lips when Ryu released her wrists. As she climbed back up the dragon curled up close to her. Elsa was happy to soothe her emotional state with kind words and caresses. She hated herself for how careless she had been in the past when she left Ryu mild and open feeling vulnerable without the security of her partner. Dragons had not been creatures of casual flings at least not often and females especially felt incredibly unguarded when softened and aroused. 

The turmoil she caused Ryu had Elsa determined to make it up to her. 

***

"Erusa?" She glanced down at the girl in her arms having thought she had fallen asleep. 

"May I touch you now?" Ryu asked beseechingly. Her hopeful eyes would be difficult to refuse. She was an innocent thief stealing Elsa's affections and heart, and Elsa remained an all willing victim. 

Elsa sucked in air, it came out in the form of a chilled puff telling of the room's lower temperature as Ryu awaited an answer patiently all while her initial façade of control now shattered completely. It was only fair, Ryu had given so much of herself over twice now. Elsa didn't understand the sinking dread settling like a rock in her stomach at the very thought of being touched by Ryu, but the thought of Ryu finding a reason– any reason to grow weary of their relationship instilled a terrible anxiety within the cracks of Elsa's insecurities. 

She was obviously attracted to her, so why did she feel so repulsed by the idea of Ryu reciprocating? Her arousal sank low past the floor and perhaps even the earth itself. Elsa closed her eyes to focus what should have been fervor. 

Nodding but still making no move to initiate the contact, Ryu must have taken this as an invitation to take the lead and unclasped Elsa's cape, her fingers dragged languidly across Elsa's shoulders. 

"Ryu?" She hushed her tone, cursing the tremors crack in her tone. 

"Yes Erusa?" Elsa swallowed and shook her head once. Ryu's touch faltered slightly. "I'll be gentle, I promise. I won't hurt you." She gulped. This had to have been just first time jitters, she felt that she still should have at least been a small bit excited. 

There was no room for any positive reactions inside as Elsa lay down stiffly, Ryu was benign, her touches so close to that of a feather. Elsa so desperately wanted to make this worth it yet couldn't look at her, turning her head to the side, clenching her eyes shut. 

Ryu kissed the corner of her mouth and hitched Elsa's dress up, sliding her fingers along her thighs. Elsa's heart thundered so hard within her chest she was certain by the end of this her ribs would be broken. 

The urge to close her legs was strong but with a rocky resolve Elsa remained placid beneath her. How did Ryu do this so willingly?

Then Ryu's touch was gone along with her delightful warmth, Elsa could feel the empty space above her and cracked her eyes open, Ryu sitting back on her knees, head tilted met her vision, taking in the state of Elsa, expression unreadable. 

"Erusa, be honest-" Her voice was flat and devoid of any implicative emotion. "Do you want me to touch you?" They stared at the other, even though Elsa hadn't opened her mouth Ryu saw her answer in her eyes. Sighing she broke the gaze turning it to the side tonguing her cheek. 

"We don't have to." Elsa shook her head as Ryu slid to the edge of the bed. "I'm sorry," Elsa admitted, her eyes downcast. "If I don't understand why I– why my body is reacting this way, if I were you I'd be frustrated with me too." 

"It's fine Erusa I guess I just don't understand." Reading the hurt in Ryu's eyes, Elsa moved closer to her resting her cheek helplessly to Ryu's shoulder blade. She didn't know what was wrong with her, she enjoyed intimacy with Ryu clearly. "Ryu, if you're thinking it's you, it's not. I wish I could give you a reason. I do enjoy being with you. Please know that." 

"Do you?" Elsa was both offended and understanding of Ryu's doubt, she could smell, see, and feel how much Elsa enjoyed it. "Yes. I do. I just- when I think about not just you but anyone touching me that way I feel…horrible. This sense of dread starts building in my stomach. I don't know what's wrong with me. Perhaps I could… learn to like this." She hurried to explain.

"There's nothing wrong with you Erusa, you don't have to like something." Ryu began adding a darker quality to her octave. Elsa wished terribly she could read Ryu's mind, even just a small peak of what was going on in there behind those eyes. They weren't disappointed entirely, just confused and guilty. "I'm sorry I made you feel that way."

Elsa would not allow Ryu to blame herself and take responsibility for her own dysfunction. "It's not your fault Ryu. It's not your fault I'm-" she ashamedly stared at the sheets. "Broken." 

"Maybe not broken per-say but definitely bent for sure. You give me so much and fix so many of my parts, even the ugly ones and I can't do the same." Blinking Ryu quickly corrected herself. "Not that you have any ugly parts, it's just intimacy with you is a lot like a tide." Elsa tilted her head at the comparison, as if she had heard the punch line but still wasn't sure why the joke was funny."It pulls you in then pushes you back out." 

"We can try again eventually, and if it doesn't work we'll find a compromise." Elsa promised, Ryu wouldn't accept it, she couldn't articulate her point in a foreign tongue so she spoke the one she knew best. The language shift had put just as much of a barrier between them as did her subtle scooting away. 

"I'm not going to make you compromise on something that repulses you, Elsa, I saw how you looked just then I felt like I was going to molest you. We can wait however long it takes for you to feel comfortable enough if ever. You're worth the wait even if it's forever. I'll wait forever for you Elsa. You can just give me a little bit, that's enough." Ryu had said it to herself mostly, nodding determinedly. "You don't judge me for how I am, so why would I judge and condemn you for this? Especially when I don't know the complexities of humans and mating yet." Elsa wouldn't let go of her so she could stand and possibly go into the forest. She needed Ryu here with her. She needed that reassurance the dragon gave her, those beautiful lies that she was totally normal for what had just occurred. Those lies Ryu told and believed genuinely. 

That seeded lingering fear that she'd leave and not return surfaced again killing Elsa a little more. Where would she find another understanding lover like this? Who else would try to understand her in such a way even when the storms that raged on the inside made no sense? A person who had enough discipline to restrain themselves and offer their most precious thoughts, parts, emotions to an everlasting pit that wanted more always. 

It was petrifying, that there wouldn't be another for her, someone willing to give so much yet receive so little in return and still care for her, someone who did not push and entrench their right to her inner thoughts and body. 

"Please stay with me Ryu." Relief washed over Elsa as Ryu climbed back into bed. Every piece of her fit perfectly here to Elsa. When they faced each other Ryu offered a weak smile which Elsa returned laying her head on Ryu's chest concealing her in a hold that was too tight but she couldn't find it in herself to loosen and Ryu didn't seem to mind, kissing the top of her head. 

Her gyakusetsu so impatient except when it counted most. So fierce and blunt yet so gentle and kind when she knew Elsa was in need of that side of her. 

Elsa didn't like how careful Ryu's hands felt, never venturing or firm like how it used to be, her hold now was timid and unsure as if Elsa was a bomb that would explode with the smallest hint of recklessness. She hated it, it only reminded her of years ago when everyone had walked on eggshells around her after the big freeze at the fjord, everyone except Anna. This time however in comparison to them now Ryu stepped carefully along the thin ice afraid of hurting Elsa instead of the vice versa occuring. 

They laid awake together in silence. Elsa wishing that she could have been normal, she knew the urges of what it felt like to want to please someone that she could relate with on Ryu's level and she felt sorry for depriving her from that satisfaction of having someone she cared about be vulnerable and open with her. She'd make it up to her just like everything else she had to repent for; things such as touching the dragon even before they had become an item in places that aroused her, prepping her for sex and leaving her frustrated and exposed. Things such as feeling repulsed to her touch in an intimate setting, things such as being a hypocrite by asking Ryu to give so much of herself while Elsa still couldn't bring herself to do that. 

She'd fix this. Silent tears moistened Ryu's bare chest. Elsa wished

with all her heart that she could have been entirely Ryu's, she found herself longing for that moment. Was it fear? Fear that she wouldn't be enough? She didn't know. 

Closing her eyes she willed away her dress to melt away wanting as little barriers between them as possible. Ryu's sharp breath lifted Elsa's head, she smiled at the strong and loud heart beat which thundered on only slowing after a few moments. It was a beautiful sound. 

Notes:

Dō yatte - how

inamorata - lover or girlfriend in Italian

Ā shōnen- oh boy

 

Nanite kotoda- oh my god

Nani mo warugi wa nakatta, chikaimasu- I meant No offense, I swear.

Okobos- formal wooden sandals commonly worn during events or by gieshas

Chapter 36

Notes:

Hope you enjoy, let me know thoughts, likes, dislikes anything of the like.

We're entering the more emotional and slice of life aspects of the story.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It was challenging to believe that one small decision made by a few had led Anna to this point in her life. 

An arrangement she wouldn't trade for anything. The sensations were too exhilarating, almost nothing in the world could compare. "Would'a say huh? Wanna take the scenic route?" Swiveling her head back Ryu warbled excitedly flapping her wings to propel them faster towards the north straight for the Svarte fjell, the mountain ranges no longer an obstacle for the duo. 

Anna leaned her torso forward and hiked herself up on Ryu's flanks, gripping her head appendages as the dragon tilted her nose lower, gaining speed from the descent. 

With her work done in Gjøvik she was in no hurry to head back to the castle just to be absconded by dignitaries and ledgers that needed a second opinion when she could be here in the sky soaring above her domain bathed in orange, red, and brown. 

Really in her opinion every monarch had not truly experienced the conveniences of governing an entire nation until they had a dragon friend. 

It wasn't as if they were playing hooky, she did have important work to do in Gjøvik, with the civil war lurking at their doorstep in Ruskland Ryu's aid in transporting her for the past month and a half had been greatly appreciated even with all the ups and downs said help had brought. Both novices were ignorant of the repercussions a human could face riding a dragon; falling off of the dragon for one when the two found themselves out of sync, blisters sweltering on Anna's thighs and hands, to the muscle cramping and lack of endurance, and the one Anna despised the most– wind cuts. 

Anna hadn't even known it was possible but discovered such a thing existed. She shuddered thinking of how her red eyes watered and stung, how sensitive her skin had been for days. There were solutions for all those problems that came gradually the more they practiced. 


"Anna, how can I put this lightly?" Ryu clasped her hands underneath her chin, narrowing her eyes. Groaning Anna adjusted her head wear, she knew what was coming, if Ryu's choked cackle when she first laid eyes on her was anything to go by. 

"You look like the biggest Aho I have ever seen and I've seen a lot." Anna glared at the pompous dragon. She didn't know what it meant exactly but knew the implications of it. 

"You know what Periwinkle, is your hair getting messed up to the point of looking like a rat took residence in it, or your eyes and face getting sliced up?" Ryu casted her eyes upward briefly in thought. 

"Precisely, humans weren't meant to be up there otherwise god would have given us wings." Perched up on the window Ryu crouched on the sill looking back. 

"So you're saying we're sinning everytime we fly together?" Anna waved away the notion. "As soon as he creates something faster than horseback then I'll repent." Taking her goggles between her fingers she pulled them over her eyes smiling broadly. "Okay, showtime." Ryu stared at her till she couldn't hold it in anymore wrapping her arm around her torso cackling hysterically. 

"Oh you know what–get out of here you repugnant reptile!" With a rough shove to the forehead from Anna's fingers Ryu fell backwards out the window. Anna stepped up and walked out after her.


Anna could say farewell to the days of guessing the dragon's next move, wondering if she'd take her suggestive directional tug, she could feel it in her body, the way her sinew would clench and where– which muscle would lean which way, all telling signs of what was going to happen next. Ryu had ceased guessing as well, almost knowing instinctively what Anna wanted, enabling them to glide fluidly across the landscape at impeccable speeds. 

Anna could never deny how amazing it felt to be so in tune with another without any words needing to be spoken between them, mistakes and misgivings pardoned… 

A thunderous crackle sounded behind them, Anna turned in time to witness a rock pillar had collapsed from the abuse their passing momentum exuded upon it, the ricocheted led to a collapse of the walls surrounding them. 

She rubbed Ryu's flank. "Playtime's over Periwinkle, let's get out of here." 

The urgency of the obstacles before them dragged Anna away from the memory to focus on the now and feel. The first ridge of the mountain flew by them, Anna tucked in tight to keep in line with Ryu's barrel roll avoiding the next rocky structure twisting her body to curve upwards underneath the crack they flew through. 

Not all misgivings– the occasion Ryu decided she was hungry with fish being on the menu plummeting herself and Anna into the freezing water Anna would not let go. 

Ever

The mass expanse of the fjord had given them the vantage point to spot– "Elsa!" But she couldn't hear them from their height. Ryu gurgled excitedly and let out a deep roar which Anna felt vibrate her entire frame. 

Elsa definitely heard that, momentarily she and Nokk glanced around concerned till she pinpointed the source beamed a dazzling smile at the sight of her girls above waving them down. 

It wasn't necessary but Nokk slowed his galloping, Anna could hear his echoing clops off of the ice path Elsa created upon the water as Ryu flew lower leveling them out. 

"What are you two up to?" The joy resounded in her melodious voice. Anna leaned her elbows upon Ryu's head after pulling her goggles up. 

"Oh you know, trying to get some errands done and staying alive since Ryu flies like a maniac– OUCH!" Elsa winced at the reddening spot Ryu's ear created, striking Anna's cheek. 

She didn't retaliate too much knowing very well that she instigated a lot of their most dangerous stunts and ventures. 

"Make sure you both are safe up there, some of the things Gale and the earth giants have reported they've seen you doing sounds very reckless, I know Ryu you feel indestructible but a fall from that height could seriously injure you." Then an after thought dawned on Elsa's face to continue her tirade. "And stop crashing into glaciers and boulders, three have toppled over into the sea just this week, the water distribution almost flooded Lichen Meadows. Nokk and I have been pulled from work this way and that just to make sure it didn't get out of hand, do you know how many I've had to replace to suffice the animals that rely on them–" Nokk neighed agitated in their direction, his expression matching Elsa's in an uncanny fashion. 

Both dragon and Rider nodded along exchanging unamused glances. Anna was the only of the two to seem penitent. 

"Sorry Els, we'll be more careful I promise. Just those glaciers come outta nowhere, Right Ryu?" She answered in a chirp. 

"Alright, alright-" Elsa held up her hand accepting the repentance and waved them closer. "I have to go to the Svarte fjell to check on a small settlement, turns out they've been spotting some polar bears interested in their reindeer herds. Hopefully they don't get an acquired taste for them and venture here." 

"We just came from there actually, nearly got crushed by this cavern colla–" Anna's chuckles fled when her attention turned to Elsa's stoic face just daring her to finish that sentence. She knew better than to do that. 

"I mean uh we just flew right by and um yea saw some pretty birds, we definitely were not in any mortal peril. I mean we got enough of that as is why would Ryu and I deliberately put ourselves in danger on purpose– that would be completely reckless and we would never ever do that. I'm the queen I have to lead by example and of course I wouldn't hire Ryu as my royal mount just to put her or allow her to race towards anything dangerous I mean Elsa come on!" The dragon was wondering if Anna would run out of air, when it impressively seemed like she wouldn't, she jerked her head barking at her. 

"Right we have to go, I'll see you later?" Elsa softened, unable to hold any ill feelings towards her two reckless goofballs and leaned over gifting both their cheeks with a loving peck. 

As Ryu took them upward they could hear Elsa still giving them a piece of her mind as they headed for Arendelle. "I better not find any unwarranted destruction there… and put on your goggles, the wind debris will cut your eyes again!" 


It would take much more time than four months or so for the citizens of Arendelle to acclimate to the sight of their queen casually soaring above the city atop a gray beast, the underside of its wings tricking them sometimes into thinking they were looking at pieces of the night sky escaping the nocturne hours. 

If some were asked, their queen's maneuvers had grown far too cavalier and were anxiously anticipating till she injured herself, be it from hanging off the side of Ryu holding on with only one hand, or not holding on at all reading papers that were kept in a vice grip less they fly away. 

The children would chase them from the ground below waving eagerly clapping when Anna waved back. 

The castle staff had been quicker in accommodating the pair, always clearing out the courtyard giving Ryu an unnecessary amount of space to land even when she'd perch near a window to save time getting Anna directly to her office. 

When they both were inside either Kelsey, Kai or Gerda would appear from seemingly nowhere to clasp a cloak around the naked Ryu's shoulders. 

"Good afternoon Kai." Anna greeted looking up from the parchments which claimed so much of her attention as she made her way to her desk. "Good afternoon your majesty, Ryu." 

Ryu stretched out on the couch lazily listening to the pair go on and on about the financial services and activities for some harvest festival of the like. 

Life in the castle had become more and more sanguineous, now certain staff smiled at the sight of her even if her presence at times could be exasperating when she broke or accidentally bumped into something. 

There was only one person in the entire castle she respected- borderline feared- crossing. 

Gerda

Somehow the older woman made Ryu feel chastised, anxious, and cared for all at the same time especially if she or Anna returned injured in the slightest, Gerda always knew. Ryu could have sworn she smelt the tiniest trickle of blood like the sharks that made growing up absolute torment. 

"Of course we have to include the autumn potato eating contest. It's a tried and true favorite." 

Kai rubbed his chin with an implicative smile. "You don't suppose it would be the gambling aspect of such events would you, my queen?" The blushing tint taking over Anna's cheeks told Ryu that she herself had been guilty of such deeds as gambling. 

"Ahem-" Righting herself with a cough Anna folded her hands on the desk. "This season hasn't exactly been the easiest Kai, if such indulgent pleasures as gambling and so forth bring some respite then who are we to deny them." Kai kept his wiry expression, bowing his head graciously. 

"Well said my queen." He turned to take his leave when he must have remembered something and faced Anna again. "Should I stall your one 'o' clock? Or are you ready to take their audience?" 

Ryu was yanked from the soft sway of sleep bolting upright on the couch. "What time is it?" Kai glanced at the clock in the corner. "Three minutes past One." 

Anna frowned. "What's got you so busy tail-" then the recollection dawned upon her, she smiled softly. "Oh. Right, Yelena." 

She watched Ryu clumsily open the window in haste. "She's gonna kill me!" Both Anna and Kai laughed at her distress. 

"Tell her not to kill you too much, we need you back here at least half alive Thursday." Kai recalled as Anna nodded in agreement. 

"And I won't have you missing the Harvest Festival, you still haven't tasted Arendelle's famous pumpkin cider. Oh and we're going with Kristoff and Olaf tomorrow to Elsa's for lunch, remember!"

Ryu grunted in acknowledgement and shed her cloak jumping out the window.


As fond as she had grown of Arendelle, and the other cities and villages there was something special about the enchanted forest and Northuldra that spread a serene energy within the dragon. She glided purposely low to spread some golden and yellow leaves about. Perhaps it was the other spirits inhabiting this place, maybe it was the promise of seeing Elsa. 

Those were all probable possibilities but Ryu knew there was more to it than that which surprised her. It was also the people. Elsa's tribe, the fondness growing in her heart warmed it hotter than any flame she could ever hope to blow. Their way of life was beautiful in Ryu's eyes, the loyalty and comradery, happy to give to one another, proud of who they were, the bond between all members which depths no one could explain except with one word; love. 

There was always more than enough for everyone. 

"There she is!" 

The moment she landed the children as if they had special radars tracking her every move ran to the dragon jumping on any surface they could get a hold of. When there was no more room upon her back and shoulders some smaller little ones took to sitting on her tail which swayed back and forth. 

The chatter of constant questions of where she had been, why'd she stay away so long, and if she could stay the night hummed in Ryu's ears, despite this she could still hear the sympathetic laughs of adults who caught sight of them. 

Their parents had stopped interfering when Ryu proved more than capable of tolerating and enduring the rough and importunate treatment. 

Ryu too doubted whether she could handle it but for some reason her quick temper slowed considerably bringing out a forbearance she had never felt for anyone beyond their age group.  

A small torso flopped over her eyes in play, chuffing lowly, she jutted her large head flipping the boy back down her neck, continuing to search for Yelena and the other elders. 

They must have been in the forest st usual place they had been meeting for Ryu's training, the distance was a safety precaution Ryu would respect, no one not even Elsa knew the nature of her magic yet. Carefully Ryu took off in a thrillingly paced gallop to the joy of her little passengers ensuring no one fell off. 

Skidding to a halt a few tiny heads bumped against the dragon's, falling off when her rear tipped towards the ground. 

She found her smaller body trapped beneath the squirming children. "Hai everyone, this is where you get off now." 

"Awww." They allowed her to stand. "Can we stay and watch your magic come out?" Nine asked avidly, handing over some clothes she snagged for her. 

"Mm I'm afraid not, could be dangerous-" As Ryu dressed Nina hugged her leg tightly looking up with eyes full of nothing but admiration and affection. "We know you're not dangerous." Grinning, Ryu knelt down and touched the children tenderly, "I am very dangerous." She wouldn't hide the truth from them, being a creature of instinct, fire, and strength. Still knowing that Nina placed her small hand over Ryu's tepid chest. 

"You wouldn't hurt us." 

The young girl's confidence in this statement had ignited Ryu's own credence in her ability to ignore those urges for the sake of those around her. Nina squealed when the dragon made eye contact with her and said; "I would never hurt you or anyone here Nina." Ryu's head retracted along with the rest of the children at the girl's shrill "Eee!" 

Unsure of how to respond, Ryu patted her back standing. "Get them home safe Nina." The girl nodded at that and commanded the group of children in the same manner Ryu had heard Honeymaren command the young adults in. 

It wasn't necessarily a lack of trust in their abilities that had her asking Gale to keep an eye on them but the amount of bear sightings she had heard from Elsa and the other scouts recently.

Entering the circle of meditating adults a greeting was not given to her, not even an acknowledgement of her presence. It started out as a hunch and then turned into a hope that her absence would not be noticed which grew louder and louder when she sat and crossed her legs readying herself. 

Despite having a skepticism that these lessons were useful, Ryu couldn't deny the tranquility she felt, and how grounded she became with the forest. It was as if it was its own person. 

She had issues and if she gave all of them to the forest they wouldn't necessarily solve them but view them and understand, giving its own. They were as deep as the wood's first root, yet still seeing that the forest did not drive her away.

"Yes master." The young Dragon bowed down, forehead touching the floor, blinking harshly to not suffer the tears that stung her eyes. 

"A dragon's magic cannot be controlled- but that will not deter me from trying– it is a dangerous element existing deep within you and I will not tolerate your lack of discipline putting my son, our heir in danger- along with everyone else in the palace." 

Those same tears she kept in for years returned wanting to be released. 

"Release Ryu, you are still holding back, your body is relaxed but your mind is still zealous." Ryu followed her lead and took a deep breath, sagging her shoulders. It was difficult, by now Yelena had already accepted the dragon's inability to sit still and at best permitting her tapping fingers and bouncing leg. 

"I'm trying, bit difficult to relax like this." She said through gritted teeth. Yelena did not react to the harsh tone. "In this body you focus on separating yourself in two, keeping one side hidden entirely. Try combining the equal halves of yourself into a whole accepting everything that you are." 

Ryu scoffed at this with a dry chuckle. "So accept being a monster." 

"And that is exactly why you will not reach your full potential." It was so jarring, learning the exact opposite mentalities that had been beaten out of her so long ago, it was proven to be true. She was a hazard to those around her and the constant fear of messing up or being cast out always lingered in the shadows of Ryu's mind. 

"There are dangers out there Ryu, ones who would wish harm upon not only yourself but those who you care for. Those who threaten this very forest. We have many terrible problems lurking near Ryu, and one of them is you-" Ryu winced. "How badly we need you and how you refuse to rise to the occasion, too fearful of being judged." Yelena grinned slightly when she heard a growl shaking the dragon's chest. "If you wish to protect this place-" 

"I do!"

"Calm down- you have issues." Yelena stated plainly. " And must reach your full potential and trust yourself. If you will not do it for you, do it for others." 

So Ryu turned her thoughts to the ones she had cared so deeply for. 

She thought of Bruni, sprinting through the forest chasing after the salamander who always found a way to evade her, he was her adorable little fella in appearance yet held a fierce power in his tiny form that Ryu respected. She hummed contently thinking of how the rock giants would pet her or how she'd lay up on them for a nap even if she wasn't tired just to calm one down, they did tend to be quite gruff yet have always been gentle and kind. Gale being so freeing to be around beautiful and kind. 

Nokk was the most difficult to grow affection for, the guardian of Ahtohallan sensed something inside of the dragon and did not trust it at first, Ryu could not deny the justification for his trepidations; they were justified and Nokk was fair and noble in every regard. 

"Now think of this land, the people who dwell here, your friends, what would you be willing to do for them?" 

Ryu nodded, Elsa and Anna were as always her first thoughts, she'd do anything for those girls and could confidently confirm this, as well as those who surrounded them. Was it love? Did she love these people, not just Anna and Elsa but Kristoff, Honeymaren, Ryder, Nina and the other Northuldrans. Could she call this gripping constriction that bordered anxiety, vexation, the complications, the warmth and absolute joy when she made them happy, heard them laugh or yell at her for a deed of mischief, love?

Ryu admittedly liked who she was becoming when around them, a feeling she hadn't ever known, somehow those in her life had begun to bring out her better self. 

She was stupid for denying it. Maybe she was wrong for trying to fight it. The tears finally escaped, trickling down her cheeks. Instead of grief she thought they'd bring Ryu couldn't stop the bubble of laughter breaking from her throat. 

As she chuckled Ryu remained unaware that Yelena and the others had long since opened their eyes watching the dragon's chest bloom in an array of colors, her scales which blossomed all over weren't tensed or bristled, the appendages poking from her head do not swivel searching for a threat. 

"I- I love her. I love-" Ryu breathed out amazed that she was even capable of such a pure emotion. The bliss was worth it, the pain, it was all worth it and so much more. 

When her eyes opened the glow faded. Glancing around the forest Ryu stood hastily on shaky legs, hand placed over her thundering heart still grasping this concept. "I love!" Her amazement made some elders chuckle having never seen someone so perplexed by this capability. 

"You show great improvement. Do you feel more connected with yourself? " Yelena stood gracefully gripping her staff. Ryu beamed at her nodding. 

"Hai!" Unable to help herself, Ryu shrugged with a mirthful glint in her eyes. "Even though to be honest I'd rather be fucking doing anything else." The statement earned a swift smack to the back of her head. 

The motion was so quick wincing she hadn't seen Yelena's staff even move. "Go now, there is much to be done with the harvest upon us." 

"Hm." Ryu nodded once, trading legs for wings; she left the group in a trail of dust and leaves taking to the sky.


"See the problem now?" 

"No… " It was the wrong answer that had Elsa rubbing the bridge of her nose. Her arm flung about the kitchen. 

"All the cupboards are open." As Ryu stood cupping her chin she still was trying to figure out the issue. Seemed fine with her at least they could skip a step and get to what they wanted quicker, but Elsa disagreed with this ideal entirely. Even exasperated and pouting she was beautiful with her huffy steps towards one of the cupboards. 

"Go in, get what you need and close them." Elsa couldn't even believe she had to explain this. "It looks like a ghost lives here- not to mention you could hurt yourself, you don't look where you walk and what if you walked eye first into the corner? How hard is it to just close the cabinet doo-" That was when Ryu's eyes slowly trailed away from Elsa and noticed Bruni stomping his tiny paws on Nokk's back creating puffs of steam. 

She didn't know how long she had been staring but knew she was in deep shit when the octave in Elsa's tone went up. 

Fuck, that meant she asked a question.

Sure enough her expectant face met Ryu's dumbfounded expression. Unsure if this was the right thing to do, Ryu nodded slowly.

"Perfect, hopefully that helps you get in the habit." Ryu grinned when Elsa rewarded her with a peck on her forehead going to retrieve something. Ryu wasn't curious enough to stick around and find out what the something was wanting to join Bruni in Nokk's torment.


"Gecko what did I say?" Elsa's irritation had Ryu turning from the counter discarding their supplies upon it. 

"I left a note, for you ya know." Elsa gestured to the paper that had been hanging on the center cupboard for a week. Ryu's brows furrowed as she reread it. She was gobsmacked. 

"I thought that was either an ominous warning or some fetish thing!" Elsa ripped it off looking over the paper, checking the back and front then displayed it. 

"What about this makes you think that? It says 'Close…" Elsa forced her mind into the mental gymnastics it took for Ryu to arrive at that conclusion, when she reached the conclusions her lips worked overtime to keep the smile that wanted to appear. 

"Erusa-" Ryu simpered, holding out her arms to wrap them around her waist. Shaking her head Elsa pressed a finger into Ryu's chest fruitlessly thwarting her advances.

"No, no, no, I don't find you cute or charming right now." She huffed then another realization took root. "And that means you weren't even listening to me when I said I'd put that there to help you remember." Ryu was not deterred from nuzzling her head into Elsa's neck, purring and giggling the more she was weakly pushed away. 

"You make me crazy." Elsa admitted finally giving up gripping Ryu's cheeks, the dragon had her right where she wanted her. 

"Erusa you mean so much to me, sooooo much!" Ryu proclaimed rubbing their foreheads together. Elsa couldn't stand it anymore, knowing she was being played a fool but it afforded her some kisses so giving into Ryu's sucking up wasn't a total loss. 

Keeping their lips connected Elsa lifted her onto the counter maneuvering between her legs. The sound of a creak had her cracking open a single eye catching Ryu opening up a cupboard next to them. 

"Stop it." She demanded closing it. Ryu repeated the action with her toes laughing harder when Elsa squeezed the nape of her neck shutting the cupboard with her leg. She rubbed Ryu's nose with her own mumbling. "We have to start dinner for the family-" pulling away Ryu cringed when Elsa's voice became haughty. "Because if I recall properly we had to cancel last week's due to-" she mocked trying to remember snapping her fingers as she retrieved the pots and pans. "Oh yes! Because someone decided it would be an ingenious idea to make a catapult with Ryder for pumpkins to transport them quicker. That was it." 

"I really should be showing you this recipe before it gets too late." Ryu rushed out coughing into her hand. 


"Add till taste." Turning her head to the right due to the tapping on her shoulder tricked Elsa to look away as Ryu flung in some seasoning to the pot she had been stirring. Her words and offense conflicted with her giggle. 

"No! We have to follow the recipe, stop tossing things in." She tried to elbow Ryu away.

"Hey, who has seen it being made? Who was there?" Ryu challenged, which Elsa met by gesturing to the book perched on an ice book rack. 

"And who has the actual recipe right in front of them?" Keeping eye contact allowed Ryu to chuck a garlic clove into the pot creating a messy splash. 

Elsa grasped Ryu's hands tight whispering harshly. "Stop it." 

"I want it to taste good!" Ryu complained. To an onlooker her additions were random but Ryu had smelt the dish. Elsa proved to be an excellent cook in some regards but her flavor palette in Ryu's opinion was rather light and she was a fan of procedure when it came to cuisine. Every spice and ingredient had its place and reason. 

"It will taste very good if you stop tossing in-" Elsa turned away to shield the food from her sneeze. "Garlic."

"It should be spicy." 

"How spicy are we talking?" Elsa asked double checking the size and width of the mushrooms she chopped. 

"Spicy enough that it feels like the food is fighting back." She wasn't convinced, Ryu's suggestion seemed so risky especially for a dish like kimchi gyoza nabe. She could appreciate how much she learned of Japanese cuisine and planned to learn more, she had initially hoped Ryu would be an expert in the subject but her learnings only went as far as her memory could recall her spy missions as a child, looking on pining for the delicious foods the Mikoto chefs prepared. 

"I can make yours like that." Ryu shook her head. "I want everyone to taste it like that." 

Elsa sighed before they stood in silence listening to the bubble of the pot. Ryu raised her fist and threw in red pepper flakes. 

"Add till taste." 

"Stop it."  

Elsa put Ryu on the task of mixing the sauce for their dumplings, she only gave her attention when she took notice of Ryu's chosen method. 

"You don't have to use your fingers as a mixing spoon, we have utensils for that." She stated, Ryu grunted in reply. 

"Are your hands clean?" 

"Hai." 

"Did you wash them?" 

"Yea..." Pinned beneath Elsa's hooded eyes Ryu sniffled ducking her head low laughing.

 "... Couple hours ago. Here taste this." 

"Ryu-"

"I'm kidding, I'm kidding, now taste." 

Reluctantly Elsa suckled the sauce off of Ryu's fingertip. She didn't want to grin as broadly as she did but she had to admit, egged on by the dragon's knowing smugness, it was delicious. Ryu's very sensitive olfactory senses did give her an edge when it came to pairing flavors. 

"Okay, okay-" she threw up her hands before wrapping them around Ryu's waist. 

"It's really good." 


Ryu had only followed Elsa upstairs to keep her company unaware that Elsa had picked out an outfit for her as well.

"Well I wouldn't expect you to stay in your stained shirt with guests coming." Ryu glanced down at her white- and now due to sauce and seasonings- red shirt. 

"We're not having guests, we're having an Anna, Olaf, and Kristoff." Standing from her vanity Elsa embraced Ryu gently swaying them, her hands caressed her in all the right ways that brought on the rumbling purrs. "I picked out a dress especially for you." 

"Pink?" Ryu tilted her head, it was soft and flowing, and despite being a different color from Elsa's gray lavender gown they complimented each other. 

"You'd look wonderful in it, I know you don't have a favorite color but-" she held it up towards Ryu ushering her to the mirror. She waited with hopeful eyes as Ryu considered it. 

She nodded, not finding any reason to not let Elsa have her way. Elsa cheered softly as she aided Ryu in putting on the gown. It was softer than how it looked, which was very soft. Ryu didn't know much about fabrics but knew it had to have been expensive from the feel and design alone. 

She began feeling very out of place in such attire picking at the skirt of it, Elsa seemed happy with the choice, examining her closely with a constant grin and eyes reflecting appreciation. Looking in the mirror Ryu could barely recognize herself from a year ago. She was becoming a healthier weight and complexion, now adorned in beautiful clothes and being affectionately touched. 

So entrapped in her own mind she hadn't noticed that Elsa took advantage of navigating her to sit at her vanity to comb her hair's slight curls into a coiffed bun held by a matching bow. 

"You look so pretty." She whispered, hugging Ryu's torso, resting her chin on her shoulders, studying their reflection. 

Rare as it was, Ryu blushed bashfully, glancing away. "Really?" She whispered in disbelief. 

"Hai." Elsa replied confidently, kissing her cheek. Spinning suddenly, Ryu hugged Elsa tightly, fingers digging into her gown. 

To relieve her back of hunching in the awkward position Elsa joined her on the bench resting her head atop Ryu's. 

Elsa assuredly supported Ryu's sagging body, the dragon was so apprehensive in what she was looking at when her eyes regarded herself, but Elsa- rubbing small circles into her back- had utter faith in what she saw, in who she found for herself, to Elsa she found a girl beautiful and sweet. After a few moments with her face buried into Elsa's shoulder Ryu peered at her speaking in a demure voice which made Elsa titter. 

"Really?" 

"Darling you look perfect." 


"Are you sure this is the right Sake?" Holding up the bottle Anna squinted at it for the hundredth time as if the lettering would translate itself for her. 

After leaving a loud knock on the door Kristoff grunted. "It's the one Elsa said."

"Yes but how do you know?"

"Weren't you the one who ordered it?" 

"Actually Anna put me in charge of ordering it, and it is not the one Elsa asked for." Olaf stated proudly. 

"What!" The royals said in unison, snapping their necks down at Olaf. "I found a better one, on the vendor's recommendation. Oh and I got this one cause I mean look at it. It's so cute! Plus he said this one is particularly strong. Not sure how though it doesn't have any limbs" He procured a pastel pink bottle, decorated in flowers from his torso studying it. 

"Olaf you are responsible for anything that happens tonight alcohol related." The snowman frowned. 

"That's completely unfair since we have both Anna and Ryu." Anna huffed, placing her hands akimbo on her hips. 

"Hey! I take-" 

"Ryu stop dancing on the table, we talked about this!" Elsa's distressed voice could be heard from behind the door, raising Kristoff's brows. "Get down before you hurt yourself!" 

A very red faced and ruffled Elsa answered the door taking a calming breath. "Hello everyone." The sounds of rapid footsteps came before a blur of Ryu ran by and picked up Olaf taking him and the bottle of sake into the house. 

They heard a brief rush of words.

"Ohisashiburi! genki desu ka?" 

"Umm, what?" Elsa looked after her trying to interpret but the jumble of sounds set her for a loop. "I don't know but the last part was asking how you are?" She sounded as unsure as she looked letting Anna and Kristoff in. 


"You know Anna's ability to change color so drastically always amazes me." The table glanced at Anna par Olaf's enthusiastic comment and frowned except Ryu- too busy slurping down her bowl.

"Anna are you alright?" Olaf asked as Kristoff rubbed her back. Anna breathing through her mouth nodded, whipping her yellow sleeve across her running nose. 

Elsa understood her plight with her own eyes and nose watering, if she didn't know any better she would have accused Ryu of putting hot coals in their dinner. 

The accused chortled heartily, taking a break from eating, shaking Anna's shoulders frolicsome. "I'm so glad to be sharing this with you." 

Anna dauntlessly took another bite, airing out her tongue, staring at Ryu, she shook her head. "I've never been here before." 

"Where?" Olaf inquired, still occupied with trying to master chopsticks between his three fingers. 

"Hell. Maybe water will help." Anna chugged her glass then gasped. "Nope made it worse!" 

Elsa retreated back into her mind trying to harness a hidden strength she was sure was in there somewhere to finish the food wishing she had known it would be this spicy before she made her bowl, informed by Ryu that it was rude to leave food uneaten. 

"Anna, if it's too much, why are you still eating it?" Kristoff said, oddly, he didn't seem fazed by the meal already finishing before Ryu herself. The only sign he wasn't accustomed to it was the extra sips of water he took. 

"Because-" Anna croaked out. "It's good, really good." Rolling her head back wincing, she gripped Elsa's wrist resting on the table. "We'll get through this together." But Elsa shook her head moving away. 

"Not now, I have to focus." Taking a deep inhale her hands pressed together like prayer. If she lost her concentration now she'd unravel like Anna was. 

"Ryu, if I had known your sauce was this intense, I wouldn't have let you add it. Wait, how much did you put in?" To her horror Ryu shrugged sheepishly. 

"Add till taste?" Elsa resembled a dragon with the huge puff of cold mist escaping her parted lips. She'd handle that situation later, right now- 

Picking back up her chopsticks, Olaf and Kristoff watched on in amusement as the three girls ate. 

One savoring and relishing in every bite, yet eating quickly and expertly to not waste a single drop. 

Anna, crimson faced and unable to breath through her nose was in torment and bliss with every bite. "I'm not afraid of you." She threatened to her bowl. 

A hiccup dragged everyone's eyes to Elsa who was holding a hand over her mouth. "Oh no it's start-" another hiccup. "Started." All she had to do was finish, logically speaking the faster she ate the quicker she could get through the spice peak and then relief.

With each spasm came another cloud of misty fog. Shaking his head, Kristoff retrieved a jug of milk from the kitchen. 

"If you two are so bent out of shape about finishing, at least have some of this." 

Elsa moaned behind her closed lips in a way she'd blush about another time, relief after the first sip was too palliating to not be vocal about. 

"When you're done you place your chop-" Another hiccup. "On the side of your bowl." She felt pride at not just her new found etiquette but also the fact that the very challenging rice cakes were gone, done wreaking havoc on her tongue and now on their way to do god knew what to her insides. 

"Done!" Anna cheered high fiving her sister and hugging Olaf. 

"Nice work! But I'm sure you would have been pardoned for not finishing" Kristoff catered to her wiping any escaping fluids from her face. 

"The food challenged me and I was not about to back down." 

"Want a spicy kiss?" Elsa raised her brow and leaned forward staring down Ryu. "Depends, do you want a milky one?" The riposte had warded off the dragon's bluff. 

"Tushy." 

Elsa titled her head. "It's touché." Ryu just frowned nonchalantly. 

"Eh, tomato– tomato soup." 

"That's not it either. Oh here Anna I'll get that." Elsa offered to quickly take the bottle of sake from Anna's grip to pour it for her. 

Anna made an odd face, her sister seemed persistent enough to want to pour everyone's drinks except her own, relinquishing the task to Ryu. 

"Okay I'll bite, why can't we pour our own cups?" 

"Well it's just proper manners to pour the drinks of others." Elsa stated, following her example Kristoff, Olaf, and Anna waited until every glass was filled then lifted theirs with Ryu. 

"Kanpai!" Her cheer was answered with equal enthusiasm. Elsa had wondered why Ryu requested a miniature ice glass, before she could ask she was answered seeing Ryu dab a small bit for Bruni when he came to investigate what the noise was. 

Although she had her fair share of sake it wasn't the drink that kept a constant grin on her face. Seeing Ryu so jovial and astonished as if she couldn't fathom she could be here sitting after a meal partaking in fun conversation and drinking with her friends. Elsa knew Ryu's knowledge of her homeland's traditions came from her spying as an outsider and not from experience. 

She could also detect the envy in Ryu's voice and eyes whenever she spoke of the things she had seen.

"Whoa Elsa I don't think I've ever seen you drink so much willingly." Kristoff's voice brought her back, noticing Ryu pouring her a fourth glass. "Oh. I mean-" Wilting, she answered truthfully. "I like Sake." Kristoff clinked his glass to hers. She at least liked this type. It was floral and light, and there was little alluding to the fact that it contained alcohol at all, an easy drink for her sensitive stomach. 

"And while I do appreciate etiquette traditions I can't stand it when people take them too seriously." Kristoff nodded, recalling the harrowing classes Gerda and Kai put him through before marrying Anna. 

"So long as someone isn't being grotesque and rude, live and let eat." Elsa added creating snowflakes for Bruni to munch on. 

"Hai! Wait, who were we arguing against?" Anna flicked Ryu's nose. 

"No one, we're just having a conversation. You just want to be a fiend don't you?" 

There was no point in denying it, Ryu almost seemed proud of her inclination to provocation. "Ahhhh you got me!" Her gruff voice brought a chuckle from Anna. 

Elsa thanked Kristoff and Olaf for helping her clear away the dishes, affectionately touching Kristoff's cheek and Olaf's head while they listened to the girls continue talking. The easy way they disregarded the amicable nature of the conversation to word joust each other was confusing but became a normal aspect of all their interactions. 

"We don't disagree all the time!" 

"Yes we do." 

"No we don't, we get along great." 

"We get along just fine but we argue alot."

"No," Pointing an accusing finger at Ryu, Anna poured her another cup of Sake, handing the bottle over for Ryu to do the same. "Some of those arguments don't count, know why?" Ryu pondered the reason for a few moments and when she couldn't fathom the answer she leaned towards Anna expectantly with a calm smirk. "Why?" 

"Because even when you do agree with me, you pretend you don't just to fight with me or get a rise out of me." 

"No I don't." Licking her lips was all Ryu could do to withhold the duping delight she was experiencing.

"Yes you d- wait a second." Anna's squinting gaze from behind the lid of her glass had done Ryu in. She gave up the ruse giggling heartily. 


"Bam! Pow! Hyaaa!" Kristoff looked up from his work of drying the dishes Elsa washed, thrice now waiting for her to react to the foolery going on right behind her. 

No matter how close Ryu's shadow punches, Jabs, and kicks got to her person, not a hint of worry was reflected in her demeanor leading him to believe this was a daily occurrence.

"It is." Elsa replied to the statement he unconsciously made aloud. 

"Are you ever worried she may accidentally hit you?" Elsa turned humming and still Ryu followed her across the kitchen pretending to beat her up. "Mm no.

The only time Ryu did touch Elsa was to deliver a cheeky bite to her shoulder and again Elsa must have had experienced this before because she knew exactly how to thwart such an attack. 

A slice of bread she calmly flipped over her shoulder, slapping Ryu right on the forehead. 

Olaf took the slice, staring at it as if he just discovered excalibur. "A dragon's weakness; a slice of bread." Testing the theory he slapped Ryu's leg with it. 

Hissing she retreated behind Kristoff but Olaf needed more trials for science and thus began chasing her in circles with it. 

"Here Elsa-" Kristoff offered. "We'll finish cleaning up here. You go spend time with Anna." 

"Thank you Kristoff." 


"I've been trying to teach her how to read music in exchange for the combat lessons but I don't know, it just seems to break her mind when she looks at a sheet." Anna hummed at this, picking up her glass taking a long sip. She needed to remind herself to thank Ryu for bringing the wonderful sweet blessing that was Sake to Arendelle. 

"How have the combat lessons been?"Elsa scratched the back of her neck in recollection.


"Are you sure this is an actual means of defense Ryu?" Elsa perked up a brow dubious of the dragon's method already, unsure if she was just going easy on her or playing a joke, she could have sworn she had seen mother's perform this same maneuver with their babies. 

Beneath her Ryu shook her head bending her legs to bounce Elsa while supporting her weight with the bottom of her feet planted at her hips. Elsa's fingers interlocked tighter with Ryu's when she began moving. 

"Ooh fun." Elsa commented in between sweet snickers. "Okay what's the next step?" 

Now Ryu looked downright skeptical to state or perform what Elsa asked. She moved her head in decline at the request. 

"What, why not show me? What happens next?"

Ryu's brows met her hairline. "Are you sure?" 

"Yes..." Elsa gave a single pause reconsidering the reasons for her sparring partner's reluctance. "Why wouldn't I be?" 

"Next I flip you onto your back over my head."

They stared at each other for a few moments until Elsa's frown turned into a beguiling grin kicking her legs in the air. "Y'know I quite like it up here-" Ryu couldn't take it, everything Elsa did sent her higher than the moon. Her twinkling eyes, and adorable little shy laughs that when pushed enough began to sound like a wheezing old man. 

"Can I do you?" 

"Mm." 

Switching positions Elsa grunted hoisting Ryu up with her legs. Her toes dug into her stomach. "Tickle tickle." Mirthfully growling Ryu admonished her. 

"Come on Erusa, flip me!" Elsa grimaced worriedly. 

"I don't want to hurt you." That seemed rather counter productive to what they were doing, Ryu had already prepared herself for this hurdle, focusing on more defensive teachings then offensive. 

"You won't." 

"Are you sure?" 

"Mhm." Straining her neck Elsa double checked behind them for any obstructions or rocks that could have been on the garden ground. 

"Okay, three, two, one!" Ryu braced for impact but instead of it hitting her back she fell off to the side along with Elsa's foot still firmly pressed to her stomach. 

"Ouch!" Elsa curled up into a ball clutching her right thigh, instantly Ryu was at her side resting her elbows on Elsa's arms. 

"Why didn't you use your right foot too?" Ryu deadpanned. 

"Cause the left didn't tell them they were leaving yet." Elsa rasped out. 

"Shame, alright back to it!" She slapped Elsa's thigh with an audible clap and rolled off of her. 

"I'm sore." Ryu wasn't fazed by the complaints. It wasn't anything she wasn't expecting to hear. 

"You'll get used to it." Still Elsa lay like a defeated ragdoll in the grass. 

"... I'm hungry." Ryu groaned, running a palm over her face. 

"You usually don't snack during sparring but I can get you somethi-What the-" Quietly the impish Elsa produced a small bag of nuts from her white gi's pocket. "Were you hiding nuts in your pocket the whole time?" Elsa's guilty expression told her yes. 

"You're not supposed to have anything on you, Erusa." 

Elsa popped a nut in her mouth and hoisted her nose up in haughtiness. "You didn't say that." Ryu growled, this would be more difficult than she thought.

"Alright, are you ready?" In spite of Elsa replying yes from behind, her fingers were slow and far too gentle gripping Ryu's ghi. 

"Stop grabbing me all creepy and weird like that?" She frowned, adjusting Elsa's grasp. She lurched forward when Elsa planted a sweet peck behind her ear. 

"Don't kiss me when we're fighting!" She barked, Elsa rested her chin on Ryu's shoulder. 

"I thought you liked my kisses." Elsa mumbled pouting.  

"I do but kissing an opponent is not a good way to win." Elsa squeezed her like a teddy bear, Ryu could hear the smile in her tone. 

"What if I can beat them with kindness instead of violence?" As Elsa pet her hair delicately Ryu whimpered in frustration falling over to the ground, closing her eyes. 

She heard Elsa cheer above her holding up a triumphant fist. 

"Yay! I won!"


"Payback is sweet isn't it?" Elsa smirked, nodding along with Anna. She hadn't felt an ounce of guilt for messing with Ryu during sparring after all the times Ryu would goof around and play tricks on her when it was her turn to be the mentor. 

"You know Elsa, Ryu isn't exactly what I would be expecting for you." 

"What do you mean?" Anna thought for a moment, unsure of what she actually meant herself. 

"I just always suspected you'd go for someone I don't know sophisticated I guess." 

"Ryu's sophisticated." Elsa said, trying more so to convince herself of that than Anna.

"Ah damn it." Kristoff's curse interrupted Anna, turning both sister's eyes behind the couch. They peered into the kitchen to see Kristoff give up furiously scrubbing a stain out of the sauce pan. 

"Ryu?" The dragon popped up from behind the counter. "Hai!" 

"Tongue." Ryu let hers roll out of her mouth for Kristoff to rub the plate on removing the stain. "Olaf dry." The snowman saluted, drying the plate and putting it away. 

Anna and Elsa cringed and gagged, glancing at each other. 

"… okay but Kristoff initiated it." Elsa pointed out feeling rather self conscious. 

"Fair. We have so much on the line… " Anna didn't need to state anything about the storm constantly looming over their family and country. Elsa felt it as well, how large a gray the clouds were, lightning and thunder sounding in the distance. 

"We do. We always have and we always make it through." Anna appreciated her optimism and faith, what else could one have when war was knocking to see if anyone was home. 

"My first war as queen and it's not even going to happen on our soil." 

Elsa snorted sourly. "Do you want it to and you say that like it's standard to have a war during your reign. I'm hoping this is the first and last."

"Me too- but in a good way." She quickly added realizing the other conclusion one could draw from that. 

"I'll be with you every step." Elsa scooted closer, clasping their hands together. 

"I know." Anna smiled small, turning to watch the fireflies invade Elsa's garden. 


Olaf first noticed the girls quiet albeit troubled aura as they sat hand and hand in silence watching the night.

Tugging at Kristoff's pants the man looked down and nodded for the snowman to waddle up to them. 

"Elsa, would you play the piano for us to dance to?" Snapping from her thoughts Elsa blinked at him, registering what he requested. 

"This is a party, aren't parties supposed to have music?" Elsa made a noise between a moan and whimper, realizing the amount of work it would take to clear away some furniture for her to create a piano. 

"And sake." Ryu boisterously poured everyone a healthy serving. 

"Why not have Anna play?" Elsa asked but Anna and Kristoff were already way ahead of her moving the table. "I'll play if you do, we all can." That seemed fair.

"Ryu?" The dragon didn't turn to her, closely examining her glass, avoiding eye contact. "Go get your flute dear." 

It made Ryu nervous, she never played in front of others. 

Elsa's hold grounded her back to reality when she lifted Ryu's fingers to her lips kissing them. "It'll be fine I promise." 

Elsa's amazing feats were marveled at by her family as she set to work creating an intricate masterpiece and to no one's surprise but amazement full functioning ice piano. 

Sitting on the bench she tested each key ensuring that it was well in tune, the ice's transparency made any adjustments an easy fix for Elsa. Despite the effort it took to make, it seemed worth it with how enraptured Ryu was with the instrument's inner workings. Her eyes carefully raked over every miniscule detail and mechanism. 

It was a hedonistic feeling born into Elsa's chest sired by Ryu's absolute wonder at her. She wouldn't consider herself boastful though she did take pride in all her creative ventures but something inside tonight be it the alcohol or Ryu's dilated pupils made her want to give her best only dared by the persistent urge to remain humble. 

"So what shall I play?" She asked massaging her fingers in warmup. 

"Oh! Oh!" Anna raised her hand excitedly. "Play um that one song Flight of the hummingbird." Elsa rolled her eyes at the suggestion that was generally a showboating tune. Ryu's confusion told her she had never heard of such a song so with a shrug turning into a roll of her shoulders Elsa began. 

Her fingers moved at a lightning pace throwing her dragon off, she examined the keyboard closer which Elsa's fingers danced across, she remained completely unfazed by the endeavor as she finished. 

"What the fuck?" Ryu said instead of clapping like the others. Her smile grew broader as she hopped onto the piano touching a key. 

"How'd you do that?" Elsa chuckled at her bafflement. "That poor hummingbird, why was he so anxious?" She hadn't the slightest idea but now that she thought about it the bird did sound troubled. 

"Arendelle's dance Number five." Kristoff requested next which Olaf agreed upon, it was his favorite to dance to. Soon the room filled with the sweet and lively music. 

Ryu was torn between joining Kristoff, Anna and Olaf in their merriments and watching Elsa's fingers create magical sounds at speeds she didn't know a human hand could move at. 

"Oh you all should know this one." The tunes of the Für Elise began pouring from the piano but there was something different Anna noticed immediately approaching Elsa with a knowing expression. 

Her sister changed the notes and composition to much more complicated riffs. As if the song wasn't difficult enough. The intensity thrilled Ryu's ears. Noticing Anna's judgy leering raised brow at her Elsa cheekily winked. "Added my own little twists." 

"Why don't you play the song you composed last year?" Kristoff suggested, Elsa shook her head. 

"That would be showing off." 

"Right cause you haven't been doing that at all." Anna's sardonic coy remark went over everyone's head except Elsa who blushed but Anna nudged her back. "Go on Elsa, show Ryu what those fingers of yours can do." While Elsa did not appreciate her suggestive tone, Ryu's begging had gotten her to cave in. 

"I didn't even know you were a composer." 

"I'm not." 

The beat was repetitive in the beginning, at a much slower tempo than Elsa's other songs until she hit the accelerando just to slow once more. 

It seemed Elsa was determined after all the effort it took in crafting, to use the whole damn piano. Every single key. 

It was dark somewhat, serious, but held undertones of being giocoso. Sometimes simple until it hit a crescendo into a very complicated bar. Both light and heavy at times, reminding Ryu of Elsa, who by nature had the ability to be a very simple gentle creature, while also being serious and at times rather dramatic and complex. 

Of course Elsa would write something like this, it was her in the form of music. 

"Alright Ryu, your turn." Anna stated denoting the end of her and Kristoff's duet with the lute and violin. 

Ryu blinked out of her trance looking away. "Wait-" She held up her hand feeling incredibly insecure. "I don't know how to read music like you all do."  

It was one of her many excuses she had, she didn't understand why her heart rate spiked at the idea of whittling away after everyone's remarkable adroitness in music. 

It only reminded her that it wouldn't be enough. It never was enough, all she could give would never amount to even an appropriate measure. 

Ryu always took pride in her mind, its quickness and ability to spot things not many others could. It's what kept her alive but she always wondered that if she was so smart why was she still so afraid of such trivial things. 


Each piece of the bamboo flute made a distinct noise that she could pinpoint from hearing the minstrels play for her masters. 

Her small fingers caressed the holes of the flute intuitively examining them. Looking around once more to make sure she was truly alone the young dragon blew experimental winc into the mouthpiece creating a noise, nearly dropping it. Ryu wasn't certain why but she was shocked when it actually worked for her. 

So used to accidentally blowing smoke or fire that producing something else from her breath had the dragon bedazzled. 

Her little sounds were ugly and out of rhythm but she didn't care sitting there on the floor in her secret hide away, rocking trying to figure out the right consistency, her clumsy fingers clambered over the holes missing key moments and her breathing was uneven. 

Ryu had planned on returning the flute but couldn't bring herself to do it. Though stolen this was something that was hers or she could pretend it was if only for a little while. 

As the seasons changed so did the expertise the young dragon had over the instrument. After the day she stole the flute Ryu had taken to watching and paying close attention to the house musicians studying how they moved and played, applying the same technique to her own self taught lessons. 

The more she played, the more reckless Ryu became. 

She must been too loud one day to be caught by a lady in waiting who reported such activity to her Mistress. 

As usual when her Master was away his wife took liberties and charge over the dragon, mostly her punishments and lessons. 

Before them sat the offending tool that gave away Ryu to her crimes. Its reflection just an ugly reminder of what she had done, and no matter what angle she kept her gaze at it showed her shame in every polished surface. 

Izanami eyed it before her dark pupils slid up to Ryu's bowed head. "So, this is how you've been spending our family's time?" 

Ryu knew what she meant, the dragon did not have her own time, her time belonged to the family everything she did was at their expense. 

"Well…" Izanami exposed her leg, crossing it across the other gracefully. "Let's hear it then." Ryu remained prostrated waiting for clarification. "Let's hear if your little endeavors have been worth it. Pick it up. Play." 

She did not find Ryu's hesitation appealing and nodded to the guards standing adjacent behind her. 

Ryu whimpered when she felt the bulky collar latch around her throat sealing shut. Its familiar weight took her to her knees. 

Knowing better than to make her Mistress ask anything of her a second time she picked up the flute and began to play. 

With each inhale Ryu felt the collar tightening, every time she exhaled the more air she let out the less she was allowed to take in. 

"I did not instruct you to stop. Louder, I can barely hear you." Izanami stated, looking down at the trembling creature before her, her tone sounded as if she truly was interested in listening to Ryu's music. 

Ryu's notes stuttered with the tight collar making her gasp greedily unable to suck in enough air to encourage her lungs which now spasmed from the deprivation. 

"Music is a beautiful art of passion. Passion in a dragon is such a dangerous gambit to trifle with." Izanami warned over Ryu's noisy wheezing, sounding similar to the inus left in the summer heat. "As you struggle to find air I want you to mull over how potential victims would feel, choked, by your music, by your abilities growing out of control from your passions, snuffing the light out of them." Ryu barked in pain, dropping the flute from shaking hands, she fell to the side panting in quick successions. Finally the collar stopped squeezing, so long as she kept her breathing quick and even. 

Through blurry darkness she could see her mistress' slippers approach from her seat. "Remember, your recklessness could be the end of this household. You may be the key to our salvation but I know you also possess the power to be our damnation." A hot hand touched Ryu's cheek stroking soothing circles. 

"Breath just like that and all will be alright." 


"So you play by ear, that's still impressive." Anna encouraged handing Ryu her flute. Elsa, more sympathetic, caressed her cheek kindly. "Only if you want to Ryu." Ryu stared at her then down at her instrument. It was such a comfort, knowing she could back down without repercussions if she so wanted to. Elsa wouldn't force her to play, or get mad. 

If hearing her music genuinely made her happy then Ryu would oblige no matter how terrifying the idea was. 

It started quietly, as Ryu pursed her lips blowing into the flute dragon's tail mouthpiece. Instead of fire and destruction out came a peaceful melody, simple and graceful like a bird's song. 

Elsa's favorite sounds produced by the flute were when it began to forte, and bravados were provoked by Ryu's fingers. Peaking an eye open to gauge the reactions she received Ryu became more bold with her pitched diving head first into a more triumphant cadences, was exactly what Elsa expected to hear from her dragon, she couldn't deny the starting melody was beautiful, but this, what she was hearing was Ryu. 

Wild, fast, intense, carefree, capriccio, sometimes sounding like the call of an animal. Gale gusted into the living room possibly from overhearing the wind noise Ryu was making swirling around the girl. 

Ryu played louder, smiling now at the spirit which danced to the tune, making a complete mess of anything not tied down. 

Elsa grabbed Bruni in her palms so he would be pulled away as the others shielded their faces. 

"We can make a band!" Olaf bounced up, shaking Kristoff's shoulder. "Elsa on the piano, Anna the violin, you have your lute, Ryu has her stick and I'll sing!" 


The music of Olaf's orchestrated band rang on well past midnight. Only Anna and Ryu remained fumbling over their instruments without Ryu being able to read sheets and notes, Anna had to lead her sometimes resulting in an off rhythm combination until they found their strides with the other. 

At last they tired themselves out and sat close on the couch. Either tired or too drunk to stand by themselves. "We are so sympatico you and I." Anna slurred, pinching Ryu's cheek. 

"Same thoughts. Same ideas, scary sometimes." Ryu nuzzled underneath Anna's chin, opening her eyes when she heard a small giggling voice from behind the couch. Turning they spotted Elsa peaking at them. 

"I'm jealous…" She whined. 

"Of which one?" Kristoff asked, pouring one last drink for himself before settling down. 

Elsa thought for a moment, shifting her eyes between Anna and Ryu. "Both." 

"Awww Elsa come sit-" Anna cooed, patting the space between them. Elsa climbed over the couch- she was definitely drunk- and squeezed in between the two girls, squealing when they mushed her cheeks with a kiss. 

"Happy?" Kristoff asked cradling Olaf, rocking his arms gently, to put him to sleep. 

Clutching her hands together Elsa's shoulders lifted to her vermilion cheeks.

 "Very."


"Would you like to touch me?" Ryu's sharp hearing barely detected the question. Looking down at Elsa laying down beside her, the sight of Elsa's flushed cheeks from drink, twinkling eyes that put the stars to shame, loose hair draped around her laying in the moon beams casting into their bedroom had Ryu obsessed. 

With her like this, Ryu wondered why Elsa gave up heaven just to be down here with her. "You don't seem quite like yourself tonight Erusa. We probably shouldn't." Shifting from propping her elbows on her knees Ryu laid on her side tucking a rouge strand behind Elsa's ear Ryu's fingers trailed down to trace her pout. 

"You don't want to?" How could Elsa ask that, of course Ryu would love to but it was no longer remaining an enjoyable thought after their few attempts either ending with Elsa in tears locked up for hours in her office just to come out and apologize for something she obviously couldn't control. 

"It's not that, I'd like to touch you the way you touch me." She rubbed her hand over Elsa's smooth skin in feather-like touches. 

"But it isn't something you enjoy." 

"Yes but what if tonight's the night I can handle it? I feel like I can."

As tempting as it was, a terrible guilt sloshed in Ryu's stomach, making a pain worse than Kristoff's moss soup. She already felt like an assailant without even committing the deed. 

"The day you truly desire me to touch you that way I will-" 

"You have needs too." 

"Yes but… those wants and desires… they just don't really seem important anymore as you being happy. That's what I want the most, if I had to pit them against each other. You are more than enough for me, all of you." Elsa opened her mouth but instead of words Ryu could feel Elsa's torso lurching and aimed the women over the side of the bed emptying the contents of her stomach out in a messy pile. 

Ryu cooed rubbing Elsa's back holding her hair back, waiting until she finished while she babbled out a slew of apologies. "Shh don't fret over that Erusa, I'll clean it later." 

Ryu brought Elsa back into her chest cradling her cold body ignoring the smells of spices and sake and stomach bile invading her nostrils.

"That's so great." Elsa slurred. "It's just I know you want to put my needs before your own, just don't put them instead of your own okay? One favor though before you do- just lie to me and say you love me… please." She fell asleep before Ryu could answer. 

Instead she kissed Elsa's forehead and held her with shaking hands. 

There was the precipice Ryu was waiting to fall over. Her reason for anything that could make sense. A reason for her to not be selfish for once, a reason to put someone else ahead of herself. A purpose that went beyond just surviving and it filled her with so much hope yet left her hopeless. 

A chance to maybe not fix but atone for all she had broken. She'd spend every hour of all her days keeping Elsa safe. 

If she'd have to do everything all over again and travel the world, face all of its hardships. She'd swim in every ocean and sea, climb every mountain, and face all of the world's hardships just to be with Elsa… 

Carefully she entangled their limbs tearfully watching her purpose dream telling her nothing but truths. Truths she knew deep in her heart. No turning back now

 

"Aishitemasu- I love you so much Erusa. I love, I can love and I love you." 

Notes:

Ohisashiburi! genki desu ka - Japanese for Long time no see, how are you I'm fine.

Aho- Japanese, informal and generally friendly way of calling a friend an idiot.

Gi- consists of a jacket and pants, made of sturdy cotton or cotton blend material, worn in martial arts

kimchi gyoza nabe- A hot pot gyoza dumplings with rice, nabe, hot stew and vegetables.

Flight of the hummingbird- A fictional rendition of flight of the bumblebee by Nikolai Rimsky-Korsakov

Elsa's composed song is inspired by Vivaldi's Winter (Four seasons)

Inu- Japanese for dog, there six Japanese dog breeds (Useless fact I own an Akita inu myself)

Aishitemasu- I love you.

Chapter 37

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Had she been paying attention Ryu would have noticed the little magical wisps floating from Elsa's body trailing out of the window, but she was too eager to leave for the night and play with Bruni and the earth giants. 

Instead of flying she decided to walk through the tranquil forest attracting the usual little twinkling passengers that enjoyed the warmth of her chest and shoulders. 

Her search for the other spirits led her to a grassy hill. Winds of nature's own making swayed the flowers and leaves gently. Feeling nothing but peace after a nice long exhale Ryu craned her neck up and mapped the sky's stars seeing what story they told tonight. 

A small smile graced her muzzle. She had seen many places some would consider paradise, and many searched for their own heavens on earth endlessly. Ryu felt lucky that from her frantic running she happened to just stumble upon a place that had everything she wanted and more. 

The smile vanished when her keen vision caught the white glint of a shadow disappearing just behind the treeline. 

Something wasn't right. Ryu had grown accustomed to always catching any hints of movement in her peripherals and could easily decipher the cause, be it a rabbit, elk, reindeer, a person even, but this… 

A hypervigilant growl rumbled in her chest. Slowly she followed where the shadow went ducking low to stalk in the grass. This wasn't her territory by any means but the urge to patrol it and track down any inconsistencies or potential intruders could not be ignored. 

Sniffing the ground only created more questions than answers. She smelt… magic? Pure unfiltered magic. It tickled a familiarization in the back of her brain. 

Following the scent had led Ryu to a location she knew all too well. Her old den. 

The sounds of rushing water met her ears first. Nostalgia momentarily threw Ryu off of her mission. Until the creak of disturbed brush and twigs had her leaping out of sight tucking into bush. 

Ryu's pupils dilated to the max in wonder at the sight that befell her. Her jaw dropped open, amazed and somewhat questioning her sanity. 

Their body was slender yet incredibly large and well muscled. Pure white filled Ryu's vision. Shaking her head she closed her eyes wondering if when she opened them again the apparition would be gone. 

They weren't. 

This wasn't possible.

When they ducked their head down it was then she noticed the triangular scales adorning like crests from their forehead all the way to the tip of their tail which swayed ending in a sharp spear. 

When they flapped their wings Ryu worried that the bush which concealed her would gust away. She gulped audibly, studying the powerful wings, they looked decorative, ending in a dusty sparkling purple covering the creature's back like a cape. If someone had said this impossibility standing before her was of royal descent Ryu would have to believe them from the telling signs of how they moved purposely with grace and elegance. 

A royal dragon. 

Ryu immediately began memorizing the face, elongated muzzle which resembled a wolf's in a way. Their eyes rang off alarm bells. So blue, the color made Ryu's heart thunder aggressively in her chest. 

Looking down she saw Bruni had joined in on the stalking. He glanced up at Ryu then back at the intruder. Ryu nearly fell away from her hiding place when she desperately tried to stop the spirit from crawling towards their target. It was those lethally sharp white claws that made her worry for Bruni as he approached the stranger. 

Ryu's chest began to light up as the creature ducked its head down towards her friend. Both Bruni and the stranger were caught by surprise when Ryu bursted from the bushes roaring threateningly, she showed her fangs and how sharp they were. Her scales rattled when she shot a warning wall of flames a few feet from where the pair stood. The strange dragon blew its breath releasing a large plume of ice and crystals extinguishing the flames, their eyes questioning Ryu's actions. 

The flames abruptly halted in Ryu's throat when Bruni leapt onto the beautiful beast's muzzle while it tilted its head. Smoke puffed up from his tiny hot paws when they touched the white scales. 

That's when she finally noticed a small trail of snowy particles which started at the the beast's form heading for… she wasn't too sure but it definitely led somewhere. 

Bruni's new friend didn't seem to enjoy having Ryu's split attention and warbled at her approaching. 

Ryu backed away, hissing weakly alarmed by the chilly air that seemed to orbit around the dragon. 

Wait a second… 

Her mind began connecting a few theories together. She bolted, taking off into the sky, her wings flapping furiously not caring about the sad roar which called after her. She needed answers and she needed them now. 


Perching on the roof she carefully slinked towards the cracked window and there it was. Small trails of white and blue sparkling in the night leading inside right to… 

Elsa was fast asleep but her dreams didn't look peaceful from the way her brows furrowed and mouth frowned. 

The air chilled considerably, making Ryu cringe. Slowly she turned around and there it was sitting patiently on its haunches in the yard blinking up at her. 

Groaning Ryu jumped down encircling the ice dragon like a shark, sniffing and probing at it with her paws, trying to figure out if this was Elsa or just one of her creations.

When she got too close to its rear the ice dragon let out an indignant yelp and stood glaring at Ryu, tail tucked. 

Yep this is Elsa. 

She had seen that expression before cross Elsa's face far too many times to not recognize it on the spot. 

Ryu sat down looking around awkwardly. What did they do now? Should she go inside and wake Elsa up or keep Dragon-Elsa? Company. 

It wasn't as if this was a real dragon, yet there was this tightening in Ryu's chest everytime she looked at her. 

It was Ryu's turn to complain when she was knocked off her feet by Dragon-Elsa's large muzzle, who ended the jape with a play bow. 

When she recovered Ryu playfully growled and gave chase seeking revenge, her instincts saying to pursue until her target was apprehended. Rumbles and small roars escaped her throat as her claws dug into the earth giving her enough traction to reach full speed. As she caught up with her trail a brightly lit up Bruni joined the sprint through the forest. They kept on the pace until it slowed. Ryu looked around sniffing the air for any scent markers of where Elsa went. 

Now how did she lose a big white dragon that easily? Ryu remained unsuspecting of the pile of snow that landed on her head. Shaking it off of herself. 

There she is!

The cheeky Dragon-Elsa laughed melodious, prancing like a deer in circles daring Ryu to confront her. Her slender strong tail swayed languidly behind her. 

It was useless now she had been caught by surprise but that didn't stop Ryu's eyes from slitting, or her body from lowering to the ground. Her shoulders wiggled and tail flicked irritably. 

Once close enough she pounced on the sneaky Dragon-Elsa's back trying to wrestle her to the ground, not an easy thing to do when she was twice her size. 


Elsa giggled inwardly, allowing Ryu to clamber all over her neck and back to chew on her ear. She could tell Ryu was being gentle, unsure of how much this dream version of her could take. Elsa was willing to test those boundaries just simply happy that her girlfriend was back to her usually playful self. 

Elsa still felt a tinge of guilt for scaring Ryu as she did. Even though in dreams anything was possible she still found herself shocked to receive such an aggressive response from her gecko. The disbelief shining in her eyes was enough to bring tears to Elsa's, it was enough to make Elsa wish one could share their dreams with another, so then Ryu could play and galavant with her own kind. 

They took turns chasing each other through grassy fields nipping at the other's tail and heels or both competing to see who was agile enough to catch Bruni under their paw. It was always Ryu who won, who despite being smaller was faster and more agile than Elsa was in this new form. It had taken her nearly an hour just to learn how to walk on all fours and control her tail. 

There was one gift Elsa longed to give Ryu and while she couldn't give it in reality she could live out the fantasy here in sleep. 

Elsa roared softly catching her attention from rolling like a dog on the ground to scratch an itch. Elsa shook her head grinning. 

When Ryu joined her side she followed her stare to the sky above and nudged her head upward. Ryu bounced in place loving the idea and without a second hesitation she spread her wings and took off downward on the cliff face. 

Ryu glanced back, flapping her wings to hoover in place. She chirped at Elsa who was looking at the water below worriedly. 

Okay Elsa this is a dream, so logically speaking you can fly. I can fly. 

Elsa wiggled her rear and spread her large wings. Concentrating, she attempted to move her body as she had seen Ryu do a thousand times. 

She yelped, face warming in embarrassment when her torso tilted straight down. Her claws clenched the rocks tightly pulling her back up to solid ground. 

Maybe it was just a matter of where she pointed her snout, like feet which point to where they wanted to go, and usually went in that direction. So she did just that, thrusting her muzzle up at the full moon, taking a deep breath. 

Again she tried ending in the same result. Ryu landed back beside her, standing purposefully, she tucked her wings in this time finding the easiest maneuver to teach to be her favorite. 

Elsa watched her fall off of the cliff and once catching enough wind spreading her wings. The air beneath them propelling her upward. Elsa watched, mesmerized, a bit daunted and gulped. 

Tipping towards the edge she mimicked all that had been demonstrated. 


Ryu winced at Elsa's yip when her body crashed into the waves. She didn't really understand how she was to teach Elsa when she had learned mostly from throwing herself into the air hoping for the best and recalling Sussanoo's teaching was just too painful of an idea to entertain. 

She looked on as Elsa sighed audibly, flattening her ears to her skull in shame and felt nothing but pity mixed with a bit of endearment for her little pout. Then another idea took precedent. If Elsa was grounded by gravity and couldn't meet Ryu in the sky then Ryu would fall to Elsa. 


 A large splashing wave nearly took Elsa under the water, when her vision cleared she looked into depth seeing Ryu gracefully curve back to the surface. 

Her wet fur matted against her forehead blocking her eyes entirely. Elsa snickered at the sight nudging the rouge fur away. In thanks Ryu splashed her again with a sweep of her paw ducking under before Elsa could retaliate.

Elsa sucked in a gulp of air diving after her Gecko. 

This was much easier than flying albeit a bit odd with a set of different appendages, Elsa still managed to develop a rhythm to quicken her strides in the water. She caught sight of Ryu creating patterns from her speed as she twirled and danced in an environment that had been her home for years. 

A familiar face appeared in front of Elsa, Nokk neighed and touched her muzzle carefully. When her identity was confirmed he began to prance around them. 

Seeing Ryu go to the left Elsa swam to the right and followed her back up to the surface. As they breached their entire bodies from the ocean and felt the night breeze, Elsa caught Ryu's eye as well as her breath. Sinking back down into the depths. It was exhilarating for Elsa, their underwater ballet. Between the moon's light and Ryu's light coloration Elsa never lost sight of her despite the water being so dark. 

Eventually they returned to land soaked and smiling. Elsa waited for Ryu to catch her breath avoiding the sand she flung around as she rolled in it, and Elsa would have sworn Ryu became extra rambunctious trying to pelt her with a mouthful on purpose. 


Standing Ryu shook her pelt nearly clean before following Elsa back into the woods. As they walked occasionally one would bump the other's haunch.

Elsa must have found the perfect spot and signaled for them to stop sitting down by a river bank, watching the fireflies glide across the foliage. Joining her, Ryu thought of their night and all the wonderful surprises it brought. Just when she believed that living here with Elsa couldn't get any better, the spirit just had to go and prove her wrong time and time again. 

She waited several minutes torn between staying put or doing what felt so natural and yet strange. Staring at Elsa's placated expression of pure tranquility she could see the woman beneath the surface of scales and fangs. The woman she loved so dearly, the curator of her emotions. Was this how Elsa saw her?

It was so bizarre and pleasant to see this perspective that Elsa seemed to have all the time. 

Elsa had cemented the ideal to Ryu that sometimes things happen beyond anyone's control as if they have life of their own. So many ideas she had now, they had been written in her pages because of Elsa. 

Ryu felt her stiffness when she nuzzled underneath her chin, until eventually Elsa returned her affections dragging her tongue against Ryu's forehead. 

She grinned to herself when she heard Elsa choke quietly on some leftover sand. 

You are my creator and I'm your survivor, a builder to my home. 


To say Elsa was stunned to see Ryu awake was an understatement. So much so she felt a bit self conscious as the dragon kept her locked under an assessing gaze as she readied her morning routine at her vanity. Ryu hadn't been in bed that morning worrying Elsa sick until she emerged from the woods looking more haggard than usual as she slinked inside the window and onto the bed. 

Elsa had expected her to fall asleep but instead she lay awake staring at the ceiling until her ogling shifted to Elsa's. 

As she watched Elsa's deft fingers comb her hair to perfection Elsa could see the questions swirling behind Ryu's tired looking eyes. 

She fixed Ryu with a teasing stare, then she said, "So? What's going on in that head of yours?" with a smirk.

Ryu frowned and lightly bit her lip. "Hm." She thought of what to say then spoke up attempting to sound casual. "Had any dreams last night?" 

The fact that Elsa's fastidious hands ceased their grooming told Ryu all she needed to know. 

"I had a peculiar dream… " Elsa began prudently. "Why do you ask?" When Ryu didn't answer immediately Elsa's brows raised to her hairline to emphasize the question. 

"Oh just checked on you later in the night and your face looked… disturbed. I hope it wasn't a bad dream." Ryu fiddled with her fingers glancing up from the floor. 

She saw Elsa's shoulder sink down as she relaxed. "No it wasn't." 

"Oh okay… what was it about?" 

Elsa frowned wondering where this fascination in her nightly visions came from. Usually Ryu would only ask if she had been plagued by a nightmare and if she hadn't or if she didn't wish to speak of it she'd let her be but this morning she seemed queerly adamant. Still– Elsa sighed, placing down the brush– she couldn't think of a reason to not tell Ryu. 

"It's silly really but… I was a dragon and we…went swimming together." A fond smile appeared on Elsa's face as she recalled the memory then egged on by Ryu she continued describing her "dream" all while conveniently leaving out the little detail of her not figuring out how to fly. 

"That sounds… like a really nice dream." Ryu said softly as she settled against Elsa's body, enjoying the way their contrasting temperatures complimented each other. 

Elsa entangled their hands and lifted their joined fingers to her lips, pressing them with cold kisses. She mumbled into Ryu's skin. "I wish you could have been there." 

Ryu grinned adoringly at her, kissing her forehead. "You telling me about it is more than enough, don't let what ifs ruin a perfectly good thing." 

"Besides-" she stood up, heading for the bed laying down. Wistfully she closed her eyes. "I had my own dream." 

"Oh? I didn't see you go to sleep this morning." Elsa, being too occupied, didn't see the smirk on Ryu's lips but heard it as she spoke. 

Dear Elsa, you don't have to go to sleep to dream. 

"Hai! I had a dream that you also turned into a dragon and you were beautiful and couldn't fly so you crashed into the water like a baby bird."

Elsa's silence was telling, Ryu could hear the woman internally screaming and most likely doubting her own sanity. 

A soft thud woke her up to see Elsa standing at the door looking like a drenched cat. 

"What was that for?" Ryu chuckled retrieving the offending pillow when she heard Elsa's crotchety words. 

"I don't know but something tells me you deserve it. Now come on." Elsa replied as she slowly walked over to the other side of the bed.

"For what?" Ryu whined, she just wanted to sleep. 

"For that haircut I promised to give you." Ryu groaned she was exhausted but very well couldn't tell Elsa now that she hadn't been to sleep at all.

She trapped herself. Begrudgingly Ryu rose from the bed following the very pleased Elsa downstairs. 

If Elsa thought she was going down without a fight she had another thing coming to her. 


"Stop. Are you unable to sit still even for five minutes?" Elsa already knew the answer to this question. One would have to see it to believe it, that Ryu was the exasperated one between the two of them. With her dramatic sighs and groans. 

Elsa frowned, worrying her bottom lip with her teeth, referencing the strip of hair clutched between her fingers and the reflection in the mirror. "How do you… cut in straight lines?" 

"That's not something I would want to hear from a barber." She could somewhat agree with Olaf's statement, she knew how to style her own hair with the help of her magic and sometimes aided Anna. She met her match when it came to cutting it. As much as she tried convincing Ryu to let her hair grow out a bit more, sprinkling in and lavishing the dragon with compliments, they settled on a compromise to trim it up to her ears. 

Which presented an issue, Ryu displayed how trusting she would be with a more experienced person holding sharp objects anywhere near her neck and face thus getting herself banned from every barber in Arendelle. 

The only person she tolerated with the task struggled to not slice the scissors through unevenly all while keeping her client still for just a second.

"Ryu-" Elsa always considered herself an incredibly patient person, today Ryu was determined to see how deep that patient river ran. "Head straight." Instead of pulling away after she forced Ryu's head forward. 

Elsa gripped the top of it firmly, hoping to telegraph what she wanted through touch. 

"What does a cow call their disappointing son?" 

"What?" Usually Elsa was more receptive of Ryu's wonderful puns than others but now her brows remained furrowed while trying to figure out the enigma that was Ryu's hair. 

"A misteak." Elsa had to roll her eyes to keep from laughing. 

"Stop it. Don't lick my scissors." 


Ryu hummed as a spoon was roughly shoved into her mouth, she worked her tongue around to remove the pumpkin seeds, spitting them back out for replanting. 

"Ah ah-" her palm blocked another spoonful from entering past her lips. "Nina, you're becoming worse than Ada and Aiden- San." Honeymaren interrupted her chuckle with the loud thunk of a pumpkin she hefted onto the table. 

"What are you complaining about, it's free food." Wiping her brow she winked at Ryu picking up a carving knife. 

"If you don't want any, just say no or run away. Either one works." Ryu shook her head at this, explaining briefly that it was rude to refuse food in Japan. 

"Do you have pumpkins in Japan?" Nina asked, shaking Ryu's arm, making it extra difficult to finish embroidering the waist sash she planned to give Ryder after he lost his on a cliff side herding. 

"Yes Nina, we have pumpkins in Japan." With one eye closed Ryu carefully finished the second to last stitch, it wasn't as elaborate as the others and what they could make but she felt quite proud of her ability so far, even being called a quick learner by Sikka. 

Over the autumn season she found herself spending more and more time with Elsa's tribe; either helping them with chores, herding duties with Honeymaren and Ryder, meditation with Yelena and the elders, hanging out with some younger members to partake in what they called fun– which consisted of going into abandoned tunnels or exploring, and learning how to work wood or the cloth from anyone who had the spare time to teach her. 

Even in her endeavors to learn Ryu also found herself falling into the habit of teaching and answering any questions the children had about her travels and what she knew of the world which was very little but her stories dazzled them all the same. 

The domestic lifestyle which occasionally held adventures was becoming a comfort to the dragon. She was beginning to understand the importance of the traditions and costumes that Elsa and Anna held so close to their hearts. 

Speaking of traditions… 

"It's time! It's time!" The hollering drew Ryu and Honeymaren's attention to the center of the village. They searched through the gathering crowds to spot Elsa and Nokk proudly riding in accompanied by Anna and the other spirits. 

Ryu stayed to the sidelines, allowing the tribe to greet Anna as warmly as they did with Elsa albeit more enthusiastically having not seen her as often. 

The sleigh Kristoff, Olaf and Sven hauled in bared gifts of food, drink and other bounty. Watching them talk in jubilation made Ryu conclude the harvest season suited them well. They all looked quite handsome in their autumn inspired attire, a beautiful mixture of reds, oranges, creams, and browns. 

As the sleigh was unloaded the scents of cinnamon and honey wafted in the air drawing in more children. 

"I can't see." A boy complained trying to maneuver around the gathered bodies. 

Ryu knelt down and tapped her shoulders. "Up-up." When she stood at full height supporting his weight she heard him groan. 

"Well this is a little better." 

"Hey!" She complained then squatted down. "How's this?" He giggled. 

"No higher not lower!" 

"Oh so like this?"

"No!" 


"Really Anna, are you expecting us to eat this all in one night?" Anna raised a brow at Honeymaren looking over the sleigh. 

"Aren't you?" Anna's smile grew toothy. When she pulled back a particular cloth Honeymaren gasped reaching in. 

"You brought Fattigmans nevermind this is more than enough." Kristoff laughed watching the woman grab two more into her hands already digging in. "Yep as par requested." 

"Thanks Kris." Ryder said gracefully. 

He nodded in acknowledgment. "And there's more where that came from." he admitted.

"Ada and Aiden have been losing their minds and have so many dishes for you guys to try." 

"Oh I bet." Elsa grabbed Anna's shoulders pulling her in close. "My taste buds can finally have a break cause you're swapping in." 

"It's free food, what're you complaining about?" She playfully berated to which Honeymaren agreed vehemently then set her sights on Sven. 

"Hey Olaf, come with me, Ryu and I have a surprise for ya." Honeymaren's voice sounded odd but Anna didn't question it

Olaf looked utterly thrilled at the suspense, taking quick steps on Sven's back and throwing himself off the reindeer hard enough to send his friend scooting a few inches to the left. "Ooh I love secrets!" 


The tribe settled to feast and dance when it came time for the little ones to get their stories told by the Elders and whenever they begged Elsa as well to tell of her adventures and the wisdom shared with her by Ahtohollan. 

Of course some of the more violent aspects she always censored into a joke or something silly enough to make the children and even some adults laugh. 

Olaf took center stage with the help of Gale and Bruni to regale his poem-song he'd been working extra hard on this season. 

"Now the day has begun and the shepherd sun herds his white flocks to the sky. 

Till the gentle moon's beams twinkle on silver streams so the sun's rays must say goodbye. 

In the morning, the flower beds that rested their sweet heads lift up desperate for sun's warm embrace,

As the swaying breeze dances through the trees and lands on our soft beautiful face." 

His audience clapped while the little snowman bowed and hugged the especially proud Elsa. She recalled him coming to her for advice as he did whenever the seasons changed to write goodbye poems to the last one and how it would be missed until it returned again. 


With the food eaten and children all tired out from dancing in playing in the leaves and snow Elsa stood entering her goahti for a few moments. "Be right back." 

"Are you all ready?" Anna jumped into Kristoff's arms hearing the creepy voice from behind. Honeymaren snickered, holding up her lantern casting an eerie glow across her features. 

"Oh ho we are so ready!" Ryder punched his palm and began gathering up the adolescents for their journey into the woods. 

Anna took a deep breath reassuring herself that so long as she kept her cool nothing was going to happen. It was just the way the moon hid behind the thin ghostly clouds which slank across the black sky like poltergeists hunting for their next victim or the way the wood of the trees creaked as Gale gusted by them was already creating goosebumps along her arms and neck. 

"Nah uh Nunenuk go back to the village you're not old enough to join us yet." Honeymaren chastised the boy who huffed and stomped back to the safety of the campfire. 

"Did I miss anything?" Anna jolted at the sound of her sister's voice who seemingly just appeared out of thin air next to her.

"No," Ryu shook her head and raked her eyes over the black dress and pointed hat Elsa had put on smiling. "But you look great." Elsa blushed, hugging herself as they began the trek into the north part of the woods. 

"Thank you, I figured since I'm not telling any stories I may as well dress for the occasion." 


"Halt, this place is perfect." Honeymaren's hands went akimbo as she took in the dark clearing surrounded by trees, the moon glinting between the branches made them appear as if the forests had grown arms ready to snatch any who wandered away on our own. 

"So Ryu since this is your first ever De vandrende sjelenes natt-" Honeymaren began grandly. Ryu merely tilted her head at the sudden language shift. 

"What souls are wandering?"

Kristoff shrugged, setting out the blankets draped upon Sven's back. 

"Oh we don't know, but it's said at midnight the souls of the undead and other ghouls get to traverse the earth annually, some legends say they go after the unsuspecting innocent and others say they punish the deserving-" his finger pointed to the sky. "or those who wronged them in their past life." 

Ryu scrunched her face. "Well that seems a little petty." 


Anna seemed to envy Olaf's ability to see the brighter side to everything even the more gory side of others tales; he mimicked the deaths with thrilling screams accomplishing a disturbing accuracy scaring Sven almost lifeless. 

"Sven it's okay it's just me Olaf I'm not really dead." The snowman hugged his friend's muzzle tightly. 

Elsa closed her eyes, shaking her head at the group. She didn't really think she had any tales appropriate enough for the age range of those attending the spooky hike, though they all thought themselves adults here. 

The true horror of her travels she wouldn't tell even some weathered soldiers, so instead she saved the wonders and fantastical moments for the children and Elders. 

"So hey Erusa-" Ryu drew her attention away from Ryder using his cloak to imitate bat wings for his audience. She looked nervous, scratching the nape of her neck and scuffing her shoe in the dirt. 

"Not to be a shot in the dark but I get the feeling that spooky stories aren't really your thing." Elsa raised a brow, coyly playing with the tree bark she was leaning against. 

"Oh?" Replied Elsa, caught slightly off guard. 

Waving her hands frantically, chuckling as if Elsa would take offense to this. "Not that you can't handle it or anything but I mean I know you're just chaperoning. They do have Anna, and Kristoff, and Honeymaren here sooo if you just so happened to be absent I think they'd be fine and probably wouldn't even notice. Not! That your presence isn't noticeable just uh-" 

"Ryu?"

"Yes?" Chuckling Elsa fixed the lapels of her upturned collar lowering her voice to a near mumble. "Subtly is not a gift you've been blessed with." 

In the snap of a finger the jitters melted away from Ryu's mannerisms. Replaced with a lopsided smirk, hooded eyes and a mischievously blasé tone of voice, Ryu jutted her thumb over her shoulder. 

"Wanna go make out in the woods for twenty minutes?" 

Elsa playfully tapped her chin humming in thought. "Absolutely, yes." 


Hearing Anna's forlorn sigh had Kristoff looking in the direction her eyes were pointed, through the flames of the small bonfires he caught sight of Elsa and Ryu jogging hand in hand to who knew where to do who knew what. Whatever it was he inside felt like he didn't need to know. 

"What?" His shoulder playfully bumped Anna's. "You wanted to go sneaking into the woods with Ryu like a lovesick teenager?" 

Anna shook her head, closing her eyes. "Nope, Sven." 

"Oh come on, not my best friend." Kristoff jested back. 

"That's usually how it goes isn't it?" 

Kristoff chuckled, looping his arm around her waist leading her to their blanket. "Don't worry we'll get our chance when they get back." 

"If they get back. Elsa gets some action while we're stuck at home with kids." The very notion itself felt foreign to the both of them, who knew that their sister could be such a closeted casanova? 


A single finger pressed against her puckered lips, improvising Ryu tried to capture that finger in her mouth but she wasn't fast enough. 

"What! You pressed me against the tree, I'll remind you." Elsa giggled at her indignity of being refused any intimate attention. 

"I know, I know but I have something I want to show you." And with that Elsa was gone, waving Ryu to follow eagerly. 

"But Erusa-" the woman whined. 

"Come on!" 

And thus began a game of mock chase, the dragon pursued her winter nymph diligently seeking the kisses she'd been promised, until they found their finger interlocked slowing down their brief run to a leisure walk, enjoying the atmosphere of the forest, protected by its concealing trees and fauna. The animals which occasionally crossed paths weren't confused by the odd pair, only the bold would sniff and linger curious then moving on with their life. 

Elsa was certain that if others could feel even just for a second the peace and warmth this sweet creature beside her brought into her life she was sure they'd understand. 

"I don't know- it's just hard to find the woods scary when I've seen the beauty and goodness it all has, if that makes any sense." 

"No it does me too though I try not harp on it too much for the younger ones. Don't want to spoil their fun." Ryu chuckled weakly, breaking a twig multiple times over with her idle fingers. 

"Yea, I guess the true reason for horror is because of perspective." This statement is what drew a puzzled expression from Elsa who opened her mouth but Ryu had beat her to speaking. 

"Like say for instance-" Elsa allowed her to continue seeing how immersed Ryu was with the prospect. "You see me as a dragon here alone in the dark, how'd you feel?" 

Elsa recalled seeing Ryu for the first time. The emotions of that moment were still raw as if it just happened yesterday. The wonder that consumed her to the point that she couldn't even breathe. Little did she know their chance encounter could lead to all the spectacular things they had now. 

"Well for one I was starstruck, I couldn't even exhale with how amazing it felt. Seeing you there… I could hardly believe that the other's reports were true; they were so different from how you actually were… are." 

When her eyes met Ryu's, the dragon was finally speechless. Emotion choked down in a swallow, bobbing her throat. 

A cough came before her next point. "Right but imagine how a mere traveler would feel, I've seen it before. They'd be petrified, so perspective. It matters. Everyone has a different color window they see the world from." 

"You remembered?" Elsa breathed. 

"I more than remember. I… I've traveled the world yet I haven't seen that much of anything until I met you, and you taught me how to see things from others' views and it's amazing and sometimes scary but matters. You showed me that, Erusa."

"Let's go." Clutching her hand Ryu found herself standing in front of the same stream she and Dragon-Elsa came to the other night, sitting up on a fallen log. 

She searched Elsa's features for any signs of recollection and only found bliss decorating her small smile and twinkling eyes. 

"So with all that in mind, have you seen my perspective on you yet?"

There was nothing more that Ryu wanted in that moment than to make Elsa proud and happy with a lie but couldn't bring herself to do it. She sighed, lowering her sights from the beautiful stream to the leaves scattered across the ground. 

Instead Ryu tried to think of anything redeemable about herself. Every good thing that popped up into her mind had a different face than her own. Then she thought of Yelena's words which reminded her of how she would protect the forest and everyone in her life with all that was.

That has to be a good thing right? 

The lack of a response made Elsa open her eyes and shift her attention directly onto Ryu's face.

Glancing up at Elsa's expectant expression she smiled small. "I think I'm starting to."

They stared for a few seconds hearing only the croaking of frogs, birds and the trinkles of water flowing. 

Her truth was rewarded with the soft cold press of Elsa's lips against her own. They molded to each other's mouth, their breaths mingled as the small kiss became a second, then a third, a prolonged fourth that probably tripled in numbers if anyone was keeping count. Their bodies shifted gently against each other. Elsa pulled away slightly to focus on the searing heat that was Ryu's mouth, nipping her bottom lip sharply. Ryu growled and kissed her back fervently. Elsa giggled knowing her dragon enjoyed the rough treatment. 

Tilting her head to deepen the embrace, Ryu could feel Elsa's whispering touch trail up her arms to cup her cheeks, stroking them gently, until a strong force of the wind pressed against their backs, rustling their hair.

It couldn't have been anyone else other than Gale. When Elsa's mouth ventured to Ryu's neck the dragon peaked an eye open giving a thumb up to the other spirit before returning her attention back to Elsa for more nuzzling and heavy petting. 


"And so orphans were never heard from again, apparently the orphanage closed but they were never adopted out; so the question lies unanswered- where did they go?" Despite Anna's incredible dramatics her adolescent tribe members looked bored. 

"That wasn't very scary." They looked up, spotting Ryu leaning against a tree with her arms crossed, smug as usual. 

"What, you weren't even here for it." Taking inventory of the dull expressions, Ryu examined their faces deliberately slow, finally landing on Anna's.

"Besides none of the stories have been scary tonight."

Now Ryder gaped, taking umbrage. "Oh yea? Why don't you give it a shot Gecko?"

Ryu shook her head. "Don't call me that." She rubbed her chin regarding them all. "The scariest stories are true, nothing is more frightening than real life. I know one true story-" shoving her hands in her pockets she hissed in a breath. "But I don't think I should say, it's a bit interactive and well…"

"Oh come on, just tell it!" Honeymaren goaded, casting a wink to Ryu that only Kristoff caught. 

"Okay but whoever partakes has to be willing to commit-" 

"Murder!" Anna squawked flabbergasted. 

"What? No god! Anna calm down." Of course overhearing only parts of the conversation in swooped Elsa with a light scowl. 

"I heard commiting murder over here that's not happening and incredibly inappropriate." 

"Murder is inappropriate?" Kristoff laughed out. 

Elsa nodded, remaining resolute. "And other things."

"Alright relax no one is commiting Murder-" Anna and Elsa looked at each other.

"Why did you say it like that?" Ryu ignored Elsa's question, rounding up some help to gather candles from their supply bags for Bruni to light and employed Gale and Nokk to extinguish the bonfires, making the forest grow all the more darker. 

With Elsa sitting behind her to supervise and everyone else holding their candle in front of them it was time to begin. 

"Now this is less of a story and more of a ritual, those who do not wish to partake leave now because once we start there's no going back." Checking around all of her friends stayed resolute, minus Olaf who took his responsibility of comforting Sven to keep him from leaping into Anna and Kristoff's arms which once resulted in a broken ankle. 

"On a moonlit night one hundred samurai warriors sit in a circle with candles ready to perform the Hyakumonogatari Kaidankai. During such a time, when the sky was at its darkest, guests gathered taking turns orating stories of ghoulish encounters and horrific tales passed on by villagers or those who claimed to have experienced encounters themselves. The tales became known as kaidan. Upon the end of each kaidan, the story-teller would extinguish one candle." When Elsa caught herself leaning in too close over Ryu's shoulder, she grinned. She already knew her little dragon was an amazing raconteuse able to capture many with her words including Elsa. 

"However when we reach the last kaidan, we must try to survive the night as the spirits or entity that we summoned roams around and possibly takes a friend with them." 

"What's the catch?" Honeymaren asked, squinting her eyes at Ryu who smiled with closed eyes. 

"There always is one, your stories while scary must be true and if they aren't you may fall prey to whatever is called here tonight. Are you ready?" One by one the candles were blown out by their storyteller casting the group in dimmer light. 

Ryu tried to keep her face stoic, knowing many of the kaidans were not true. A smirk was ever teasing her lips but she did not break character. 

Finally it came down to her single flame which she stared into speaking gravely. 

"My story happened when I was just a chick. I had long since left the Mikoto house and was roaming the Ezo countryside when I came across a group of one hundred samurai. I had no idea what they were doing in the forest sitting in a circle so I watched. The leader explained he suspected that there were cowards and liars among his clan; so he told them the same thing I told you. The rules and only grave consequences befell those who broke the rules. So one by one the men told their Kaidans, and one by one their candles went out. When all the candles went out it was almost so pitch black I couldn't see anything, only what the moon allowed me to see."

Ryu's eyes moved slowly to the woods that encircled them. "That's when I heard it. A piercing scream that did not sound distressed but hungry traveled through the night air, chilling it like winter just decided to come and not wait for autumn to end." So engrossed by her words it was then the group took notice of the colder temperature. A shrill cry from the forest made some leap up and some yelp. 

"What happened next!" Sikka demanded.

"Then someone was taken, dragged into the bushes, not seen again. One by one just as their candles did, the ones who lied about their stories were picked off by horrible sounds and movements in the dark shadows."

"Wha-what did they look like?" Ryder glanced around worriedly. Ryu chuckled humorously, growing pale. 

"I didn't dare look. The sounds were enough. So I hid listening to the men be slaughtered by a creature I only wanted to exist in my imagination. Gazing at it would just confirm it was real and… as I said before… reality is more terrifying than anything we are capable of imagining." 

Honeymaren screamed as she was dragged by her leg first into the woods. Followed by Ryder who shrieked. The young teenagers screaming in terror scrambled to their feet hurrying for the village. 

Anna acted quickly grabbing Kristoff's pickaxe faster than he could ready to defend against the threat backing her husband, Olaf, Sven, and sister behind her. 

"Anna, it's okay." 

"What?" Her question was answered when Honeymaren and Ryder came from the bushes dusting themselves off, followed by Bruni and Olaf. They didn't at all appear to have been assaulted by some evil ghoul. Instead they were laughing uncontrollably with Ryu. 

"But I thought- the screaming?" Anna pointed in the direction of the noise. 

"That was Olaf and Bruni, you didn't notice they were missing." 

Olaf hugged the little Salamander to his chest. "Ooh I do hope we gave them the best De vandrende sjelenes natt ever!" He cheered. 

"Okay but I watched you two get dragged off Bruni is not strong enough-" 

"That was Gale." 

"Okay but it got way colde-" her words died when Kristoff deadpanned, pointing to Elsa who looked to be feeling both guilt and pride at what they accomplished. 

"Do you think we went too far?" Elsa looked on in the direction the others ran off in. Honeymaren hugged her shoulders, still laughing and waving off the notion.

"Whaaat? No, besides they learned a valuable lesson." 

Anna sighed, reluctantly releasing more of the indignation she felt growing toward their her family. "Kristoff?" Before Anna could ask he was already holding her hand for the hike back. 

"Ryu?" 

"Hm?"

"Was that story true?"

"Oh most definitely." When Elsa halted in her tracks Ryu quickly began assuaging her worries that maybe they did summon something by completing the ritual. 

"No, for one it has to be done inside three rooms, and two we did not do it correctly by any means. Nothing to worry ab-" 

Another cry echoed throughout the air, Elsa tried to identify the animal but her list of contenders was far too long be it foxes, or elk, it could have been anything. 

"You know-" Ryu started reaching for Ryder and Elsa. "Maybe we should all hold hands for the walk back." 

"Absolutely!" 


"Ryu-" Elsa said tenderly in response to the tickling of Ryu's tiny nips to her neck. Her hands fell to the sash around her waist, pulling it loose. 

"Oh good you're up!" The couple jerked apart when a frantic Anna scrambled into their dwelling, closing the goahti ties shut. 

"Anna is something wrong?" 

"Yes, I have to admit I am a little spooked and sleeping on the floor is not going to cut it." 

Ryu tilted her head. "Aren't you sleeping with Kristoff tonight?" 

Huffing she began counting on her fingers. "Yes and so is Olaf, and Sven, and somehow Ryder- I don't even know where he came from, and his snores sound like some cursed being from the underworld." 

Ryu nodded understandingly. "Yeah he snores." 

"Can I sleep in here with you guys? You won't even notice me, I'll be as quiet as a mouse." Glancing to Ryu, Elsa pulled back the blankets on the bed- well she'd call it a nest before saying it was bed now that Ryu took residence with her. 

"Ouch." Anna winced, removing her foot from Ryu's stomach, apologizing as she tumbled and squeezed in between the pair letting out a puff of relieved air as she got more comfortable feeling safer already. 

"Nice, this is nice. Goodnight." She exchanged kisses to Ryu and Elsa who shrugged, settling in, their previous plans totally forgotten in favor of listening to Anna snore into the night scaring away any ghoulish monster. 

Notes:

De vandrende sjelenes natt- Nordic for Night of the wandering souls.

Hyakumonogatari Kaidankai- is now a parlour game but the exact origins of Hyakumonogatari Kaidankai are unknown, it was believed that it was first played amongst the samurai class as a test of courage. In Ogita Ansei's 1660 nursery tale "Otogi Monogatari" a version of the game was described in which the narrative tells of several young samurai telling tales in the Hyakumonogatari Kaidankai fashion. In the tale, as one samurai finished the one hundredth tale, he began to extinguish the candle when suddenly he sees a giant gnarled hand descend upon him from above. While some of the samurai cowered in fear, a swipe of his sword revealed the hand to be merely the shadow of a spider.

Kaidan- Kaidans are as Ryu describes them tales shared by villagers in Japan of supernatural encounters

Ezo- is now known in modern day as Hokkaido before 1869 Wajin, ethnic Japanese people, knew it as Ezo. it was the home of the Yamato people or the Wajin which make up some populations in Japan

Chapter 38

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What does one do when they know they're already dead? Do they still fight it? For those around them do they try to help them knowing it's pointless or help themselves and possibly live to see another day? 

And for what? Just to be thrown back as fodder the next. 

Animals could do it, for they were mindless beasts driven by instinct to survive and while man shared the same instinct, other intricacies like logic, intelligence, self awareness, morality got in the way of that nature. 

This is not how he saw his life going. The young soldier taking a loud shaky breath clutched his sword to his chest. Another death, another friend he had been trained with treated like a ragdoll taken by a teething dog, torn to bloodied pieces, body casted right in front of him from his hiding place beneath debris of a destroyed forest. 

The bile rising from his stomach wanted him to keep his hand to himself less he threw up. His comrade took in ragged air...Still alive. He had to have been in unimaginable pain with his twisted limbs and torn flesh, yet he didn't scream. He couldn't scream, he had no throat. He'd die soon, thinking his fellows had met the same fate and he was alone here in the snow waiting for either his crushed lungs to give up, or to bleed out drenching the snow with his crimson life. 

An ear piercing, guttural roar drowned out the screams of its victims. Prey. 

We're prey. 

The young soldier's trembling hand clutched his friend's broken one, staining itself with more blood. He no longer cared about being spotted, the giant monster's carnage had been tormenting his squadron for hours now and it didn't seem like it planned on stopping anytime soon. He could have stayed hidden and hoped for the best or he could comfort whomever he could reach. 

The young soldier thought he had cried all the tears his body had left in the first hour but he was proven wrong. 

They lied. His leaders, the royal family, and other soldiers. Filling young recruits heads with the idea that if they returned to the Ruskland capital in victory they'd feel a sense of grandeur and pride for fighting for their country. His superiors had said they'd be prepared and trained, molded for anything– the violence, the tragedy of war and brutality of battle. 

They lied! 

No training could prepare them for this. 

After seeing the horrors that the world was capable of, the young soldier knew that if it was his God's plan to send him home after this somehow, by some miracle, no amount of riches, prestige, and praise, even worship would not dull or erase the things he had seen. 

He should have followed his instinct, the moment they received orders to fight in a civil war against their brothers who sided with the enemy, the Heretics, didn't seem natural from the beginning. They were the enemy and for what reason! Because they wanted to kill some foreign witch? So what? His friends were dying because of it. 

Not just dying, suffering tortures at the claws of a creature he didn't know was capable of existing. It didn't bleed. Didn't tire. Wasn't capable of remorse, it seemed the only thing it was capable of was pure, red hatred. Protected by its green stone armor, shining those golden glowing eyes on any life it spotted snuffing it out. 

From the way it treated them, talons gripping one arm and the other holding its twin just to slowly pull them in opposite directions until the sickening pops of bones, and the tearing of sinew and tissue could be heard audibly deafened by the short shrill cries of the sorry soul who themselves suspended in mid air quartered. 

His friend had received that treatment halfway, till the beast became bored of this method and sank its giant sharp beak into his muscles testing their give, as if it had a sickened curiosity of how much the human body could endure when afflicted with brutality. 

This wasn't even the worst of it, the aspect that the hiding soldier hated most was the rock monster's ethereal beauty that bewitched them when they first laid eyes upon it. It was that very hesitation that cost so many their lives.

The rock monster chattered its beak rapidly, freezing the young soldier in place. Stopping his breathing, and keeping his eyes clenched tight. Without even being aware the abomination had complete control over all his bodily functions. 

The silence was somehow even worse, for now he was unknowing of its location, what it was doing or if it was just simply staring down at the rotten log he claimed sanctuary under waiting for him to reveal himself. 

He said a prayer under his breath, and cried when it was answered. A large taloned foot stomped in view upon his friend's body, some decimated remains sticking to the bottom of the monster's foot like shit on a shoe, the rest stained his face with fluids and chunks which splattered back. The bird took off to the dark gray sky rising above the clouds leaving the soldier breathing, his heart beating, and yet dead all the same. 

The flame in his soul extinguished. He lay there shaking, bladder and bowels now emptied. After seventeen minutes he didn't recognize his own quiet wailing. He wanted so many things; his own death, blindness, what ifs that didn't and couldn't happen, forgiveness from his fallen friends that they were gone and he remained. He knew there was nothing glorious or exultant about this. It was nothing but tragic carnage he got a front viewing of. 

He couldn't even tell his friends what they sacrificed their lives for, why he was still breathing and their body parts were meters away from each other. He didn't know why, and he never would. 

There would be no tomorrow. How could there be?


The announcer rushed inside the tent quickly saluting the proper respective ranks dwelling inside. Taking his place at the entrance, standing stiff with protocol. His voice not raising above the appropriate level for the setting began to call out. 

"Presenting Major General Konstantin Grigory Sokolov of Her illustrious majest-" 

"Quiet boy, this is not the time for this." General Konstantin berated, following him inside the tent, he opened his eyes just enough to squint against the biting cold winds outside. The large man was greeted by his subordinate with a bow and salute, frost clung to his bristly beard quickly melting away in the warm tent. Face grim he regarded the other soldiers among them, their expressions apprehensive, not becoming appearances for the strong warriors of the Ruskland military. 

He understood their plight, his role demanded he remain aware of the state for all combat posts. They held their own quite well against the madmen who thought it wise to go against the empress, and with the support of many loyalists he was sure they could win…. Well he was sure. 

Now the Heretics began planting religious zealots in the cities, seeding poisonous ideals in the ears of citizens breeding doubt of whether they sided with the correct faction. 

It weighed upon his heart heavily, friend turning against friend, neighbor now suspiciously whispering about neighbor, Brothers killing brothers. 

His once glorious nation was now dividing all because of-

"One woman." The words brought him from lamenting, Konstantin blinked at the shorter man, who stood over the table overlooking a casualties list. 

"Come again Colonel Misha." The colonel's bright burning eyes met his, his face pink and flush from the cold. 

"One woman has caused all this destruction, and she's not even present." Konstantin sighed, joining him at the table. 

He sat down so heavily his weight skidded the chair's legs further into the dirt. 

"One woman." He mimicked then remained quiet carefully choosing what to say. He could hear the disapprobation in Misha's voice, niggling his mind. He could not afford any dispensation to occured so high in ranks. 

"It may seem foolish to fight this fight, after all the heretics don't want us dead, they want that woman." Konstantin gauged Misha's reaction to his statement. 

"With all due respect General, but that woman has cost the lives of many men, my men, our men, good men." Konstantin laughed bitterly at this. 

"Wouldn't be the first time men have fought a war for a woman and it won't be the last."

"How am I supposed to keep their morale up if they don't even know who they are fighting for?" 

Konstantin eyed him, then helped himself to the chilly vodka upon the table pouring a swig. "Tell them the truth they are fighting for their empress."

"Are they? Or are they fighting for some foreign witch who cannot defend herself? General." Misha hissed then remembering to whom he spoke to with such venom. Konstantin didn't know anymore, how could he explain it? Honesty seemed to be the only viable option to birth understanding. 

"She is very much capable of defending herself, the only flaw stopping her is…" he took a long sip rolling the bitter liquid in his mouth. 

"She's a good person. I've met her, a good person capable of winning this war single handedly but won't." 

Misha remained dubious, hands resting on the table leaning forward. "Why?" His eyes squinted. 

Konstantin shrugged. "She doesn't want to hurt anyone." He chuckled as he spoke the words, almost not believing them himself. Of all the people who could have been blessed with the power of a God, the power to create life and bring death was given to a woman who seemed to feel guilty if she accidentally stepped on an ant. The irony always made him chuckle. 

"Well she's already hurt many people. Through inaction. Not only do we have Heretics constantly attacking but one of my squads was slaughtered by a monster." Konstantin nodded, he had heard the reports, he needed to speak with the boy who survived the savage attack. 

"One soldier came back alive but not unscathed, he won't eat or drink and babbles about green demons tearing people limb from limb. I suspect that when he heals I'll promote him for his bravery."

Waving his hand at the notion Konstantin grimaced with repudiation. "I've seen the report, he doesn't care about that. All he wants is for the nightmares he'll forever be plagued with to end. Keep him on watch, do not allow him access to weapons or anything sharp." He stood after finishing his vodka and headed for the exit, clasping his large dark blue coat shut around his burly shoulders. "As for the bird there is only one person I've seen that even came close to handling it."

"General?"

He turned over his shoulder regarding his Colonel. "The woman. I will go get her, until then remain vigilant. This war will end and we will burn those heretics till not even ash remains. No bones, no blood, no ash." 


"One, I said one portrait. I really should have given her a size requirement." Elsa chuckled at Anna's sigh turning to face the wall once again, hands clasped behind her back. 

"How much did this cost?" She examined the immaculate detail of the art piece which now nearly took up an entire wall in the gallery. 

The way Anna rubbed the bridge of her nose between her fingers told Elsa all she needed to know. Still she couldn't help but love it, seeing Ryu smiling broadly with a giddy glint reaching her eyes. She dressed up for the portrait in a dark blue kimono which complimented her the color of her hair and irises. 

She read the name plaque which seemed to be a direct quote from Ryu herself. 'Put my name, and Bruni, my son, call it Ryu and her son Bruni, Arigatō gozaimasu!'

"I'm surprised Ryu even managed to sit still long enough to have it done." 

"Oh she didn't-" Anna dug in her dress pocket procuring a photograph. "The artist went off of this." Elsa leaned in hesitantly gripping it. 

After staring at it for a few seconds she said. "Can I keep this?" Anna nodded. 

"Wait a second?" She began, a grin forming on her lips as she laughed breathlessly having just made a realization Elsa was lost on. 

"What?" Elsa studied the portrait again trying to find maybe a mistake the artists made. Anna couldn't stop giggling raising a puckish brow. 

"Look at Bruni." Elsa did, and saw nothing out of the ordinary, the Salamander sitting on Ryu's palm which she held affectionately close to her heart smiling just as brightly. 

Elsa frowned, rubbing her chin. "And what exactly am I looking for, Miss art appraiser." Anna groaned dramatically, frantically gesturing between Bruni and Ryu. 

"Look at them!" Elsa shrugged still perplexed, wishing Anna would get to her point already. 

"They're adorable. I'll reimburse you for it." Anna waved her off not caring about that. 

"Nevermind that, how can you not notice this or are you purposely ignoring it." Her hands akimbo she stared Elsa down till she finally gave up. "Ryu looks like Bruni!... Alot." 

"No she doesn- oh my god…" 

"You see!" 

As Elsa went slack jaw still staring at the portrait as Anna cackled helplessly trying to catch her breath and failing but she still tried to speak. "They have the same goofy smile, and dumb little faces, and BIG-" Anna widened her eyes with her fingers. "Bulging eyes." Elsa shook her head, still speechless and still trying to deny what was happening and what she saw. 

"Oh god, Kai-" Anna excitedly waved for the man to enter the gallery as he nearly passed by the open doors. "Kai, Kai, look!" She pointed to the wall. The master of the house was slightly taken back by what he saw. 

"What an… interesting addition." Anna clasped his shoulder leaning in still giggling. 

"Doesn't Ryu resemble Bruni?" Taking this into consideration, he almost lost himself and snickered before recovering to his stiffer demeanor. 

"My apologies." Kai excused himself, bidding both the girls a good afternoon. 

Finding her voice again "Anna are you trying to imply that I am attracted to a salamander?" 

"Whaaat, no no no Elsa." Anna hugged her but Elsa could hear the impishness in her manner of speaking. Anna pulled away and muttered under her breath. "I'm just saying you like what you like and you're consistent but I think I know your physical type now."

They linked arms and exited the gallery. 

"Which is?" 

"Salamanders." This earned Anna a soggy snowball to the head and an indignant humph from Elsa who began walking at a quicker pace. Anna jogged to catch up with her chuckling. 

"Kidding. Just you like buggy eyes, and goofy smiles. It suits you. I wouldn't think you'd go for someone who was all dark and mysterious with sharp features anyways." 

"Oh no?" Elsa slowed her pace down, softening in demeanor. 

"Neh, you like to laugh." 

"Anna," Elsa glanced around cautiously ensuring they were alone hushing her voice. "I'm not just with Ryu because she makes me laugh." Although that was a huge bonus as far as Elsa was concerned. 

"Not saying you are but come on you have to admit she does look goofy a lot of the time." Elsa hummed thinking of her dragon and agreed silently, while Ryu was graceful, sure footed, very able bodied, she was also sometimes rugged and roguish especially when working at home with her hands or in Northuldra, that had Elsa staring for what was longer than appropriate. Elsa had seen many sides to Ryu physically, her expressions when serious or playful, angry or mischievous and found them all appealing… well except when she made her pupils go in opposite directions that trick always perturbed Elsa. 

"Yes she does but she also has moments that I can't help but sketch down in both my journal and memory. Like when she's trying to figure something out and she gets frustrated and tries a new method and it fails and then she pouts adorably- '' Anna looked to Elsa whose voice had grown so whimsical and soft. "Or when she's about to play a trick on Nokk or Ryder and I can see her eyes gleaming with mischief and glee knowing she'll get in trouble but does it anyway. Or when someone tells her not to do something and she disagrees, her eyebrows lower and you can see in her irises a rebellious flame just igniting." 

Anna shook her head, closing her eyes, not having the heart to interrupt Elsa's lovesick rant, when she had gone on and on for hours about how much she loved Kristoff many times and Elsa never raised a fuss about it. 

"Sometimes I just watch her, when she's discovered something new and the way her eyes expand and her smile gets so big, she just rushes to me because she can't wait to share it. And sometimes she doesn't even notice when I'm staring at her. Watching her sit on a chair or sit on the porch looking at the rain, sighing every now and then, her foot will bounce because I mean even when she's completely at peace she can't sit still, but she always has a small grin and her eyelids are heavy, then she'll fall asleep and look… so beautiful." Elsa closed her own eyes trying to envision the sight. "I know you may not believe it but sometimes she can look like such an angel, so loving, with children, with Bruni, with me." Elsa whispered the last part, wanting to keep the precious secret to herself unaware that Anna studied every micro expression that danced across her features. 

Ryu may not have been aware neither was Elsa but Anna knew. 

Ryu you have got Elsa whipped terribly. 

"You miss her?" Elsa came back from wherever she went to the present hearing Anna's question. 

"I uh well I just saw her this morning, so." Elsa said building a false facade of stoic indifference. 

"Elsa… go spend time with Ryu. I have some meetings to get to. I'll see you later, okay?" 

Anna rolled her eyes when Elsa curtsied. "Of course my queen." She shoved her gently down the hall watching Elsa practically skip, eager to get back to her cottage.

Alone she sighed. "Oh Ryu, you got Elsa down so bad." She thought aloud heading for her council room. 


The council watched as Anna fumbled into the throne room trying to shoo away Gerda from fussing about the crooked collar on her single skirted rustic orange dress. She looked regal enough but anyone who met her knew when the time came and age began to show the first sign would appear near her eyes with how much she smiled and played with her staff and family. 

Still they couldn't complain at having a young puerile queen when she had led them so valiantly to many achievements and political victories, ad some failures which those who did not favor her rule keep on a dangling string in front of her, Anna remained dauntless whenever her advisors tried to persecute her into a policy that would favor their societal class. 

There were both pros and cons to having an open minded queen. A pro- she was fast thinking, much more clever than many gave her credit for. Cons being she was impulsive, shrewd, and a very formidable debating opponent. 

At the beginning of her reign she worked hard and sadly against her council to prove herself, pushing back just as hard when they pushed her. Now the group could at least say they had found a stride amongst each other bringing Arendelle to a peaceful prosperity, albeit Anna was more forthcoming with her dislike for the members who still treated her with disdain every chance they had gotten. 

"Good afternoon everyone!" They responded to Anna's customary greeting and waited quietly for their late queen to gather her notes and papers in neat piles, she kept them entertained with whistling a light tune. The men rose at attention when Anna finally sat down at the large half circular table folding her hands politely in front of her. Her eyes flowed from man to man. When her signals were not answered Anna picked at her paperwork. "Let's share notes!"

Prompted by her expectant expression the men righted themselves, clearing their throats. 

"Shall we begin with the least concerning matters than work our way up to the more distress topics." 

"Uh-oh." Anna said, glancing up briefly. "Let's shall. Please Mr. Gustafsson, begin." She graciously offered her palm to the man. 

Nodding he coughed the frog from his throat and began reading, after adjusting his glasses. "The preparations for the Harvest festival are well underway, due to the success of the Eastern Isle edible commodities trades we shall not have to worry about meeting the proper quota for the winter stocks in all provinces except Oslo-" Anna nodded listening intently as she wrote down noting the Oslo hiccup.

"They commented positively, the Eastern isles that is, about Arendelle's swift and very dependable consignments as same as the previous two trades we partook of with previous purveying nations." Anna grinned proudly hearing the good tides sent by other nations. So far so good. She only wished the whole meeting today could go this smoothly. 

"Onto the uh less favorable-" And there it was. "In regards to public relations- I shall give this matter over to Chaplain Rhys." Anna felt her stomach twist in knots, if the Chaplain was speaking of public opinions, which to Anna just meant gossip, it had to have had such an impact that her people had turned to the church for respite. She cared for her people's worries certainly but she just wished some would come to her directly instead of the church, she had an open door policy for any who wished to schedule an hearing with the queen and her council. 

She silently hoped Elsa's name was not brought up in the discussion. Last time it was Anna had raised her voice at the Chaplain to which he patted his bald head with a cloth in fear after speaking of the worries about the conflicting shamanistic beliefs of her tribe. Anna was swift and sharp to remind them that she was just as much a part of their tribe as any who dealt in the forest and there would be nothing but peace tolerated between Arendelle's cadet ruling house and all the tribes residing in her territory. 

Chaplain Rhys spoke in his usual quiet and passive tone dancing carefully around his words. "Some of the citizens and members of the church have expressed… worry in regards to the-" Anna lifted her brows at him, balancing her chin upon her clasped fingers. 

"D-dragon residing in Arendelle." Anna's tense shoulders lowered, she had been expecting this. It was an easy fix, with time. "These range from your safety, your Majesty. Having taken the dragon as your royal mount um while it has proven to increase the sovereign rule's productivity in outside provinces and overall morale. They fear you may fall off." He rushed the last part out skittishly glancing at Anna who scrunched her face up uncertain, she had no qualms with that, she sometimes feared the same when her and Ryu grew extra reckless. 

"Another disruption is of religious regard that the dragon is a… bad omen welcomed by the royal family, of course this is due to the draconic serpents representing evil." While Anna remained silent pontificating his words he took this as a cue to continue. A loud sigh from Mattias made the man hesitate, Anna grinned subtly. She knew what matter Mattias was anxious to get to.

"Furthermore um Lady Elsa's acquaintanceship with the dragon-" The chaplain paused, feeling Anna's eyes become sharp as knives and hot as coals. She waited for him to finish like a lioness in the grass stalking and waiting for the deer to misstep. 

"It appears to be erm- well the more religious and pious individuals worry that she… has become possessed by the bad omen and their friendship is-" he read the papers carefully to not misquote this particular word, though Anna knew the reports did not say what he stated previously, he merely filtered them to not trigger Anna's protective wrath. She tolerated zero ill speak of Elsa with fanatical zeal. 

"Parasitic." Taking a deep breath Anna compartmentalized all she just heard and combined the solutions into actions instead of telling. Some of the men who mumbled amongst themselves their varying opinions on the subject, silenced only when Anna spoke up. 

"To call the Dragon whose name is Ryu Paul Periwinkle, a bad omen is to say that the very action of saving not just Elsa's life but the life of your queen, a bad omen. She has saved the crown numerous of times, traveled to a foreign land and not only saved Elsa's life but also was a crucial part in uncovering the conspiracy against it, and continues to protect this realm to her best ability and will continue to do so. Ryu has affected my family and country far too positively for me to allow such beliefs to sway the favor I beseech upon her. I mean if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be sitting here now listening to some of you complain about her presence." Mattias grinned up at the gobsmacked reactions of the scolded men who could only look down like sad puppies caught chewing on a shoe. She waited for any objections and received none so she continued. 

"As for her friendship with Elsa it is completely natural to form a bond with one who has saved your life as many times as they have with each other, is it not? Furthering this point they also both are entities of similar magical forces so their attrac- magnetic… " Anna winced, fearing she said too much, that she let her words run away from her again. "Pull towards one another is also… logical. And both their powers go beyond anyone's comprehension. Be it the citizens, the church, and the crown. Now the next subject." 

Mattias hummed pleased with the befuddled faces that lay before him at his queen's words, grateful that he had the inner relationship he did with the crown and the magic linked to it. "The most important development, I believe those reports are in my possession, my queen." Anna softened and motioned for him to continue. 

"As we all know Ruskland has requested military support in their civil war against the possible usurper princess Darya Dmitrieva-Mamonova and his accomplice Goerg Scherer of the Archduchy of Ruskland,-" Anna had to grit her teeth and take calculated breaths to keep from growling in rage at the mention of those names. 

"As well as a band of defected soldiers the loyalists are calling Heretics, due to their extreme religious aggression. Their goal-" he didn't want to say this part aloud, it disgusted not only him but broke the heart of his queen, he and Anna made eye contact. She appreciated the sympathy he showed in his gaze and urged him to finish with her own. 

"To kill Lady Elsa the fifth spirit. This would not only devastate and destroy the royal family but also destroy our home, nation, and the balance that Queen Anna and Lady Elsa risked their lives to restore. I have been sent word that it is imperative that Lady Elsa is being requested to aid in the war." No longer able to withhold herself, Anna audibly groaned, running her hands down her face, up to her hair not caring if it messes with the intricate plaits woven into her locks. 

Turning her head a house attendant approached and leaned down lending an ear. Anna whispered her request which the staff quickly left to complete. 

Sitting slumped in her chair she waited. She understood why Ruskland had beseeched for Elsa's help, but she couldn't very well ship her sister off to war, even if it was being fought in her name. The very idea of it made her want to empty her stomach of all the food she had eaten for lunch and then some. 

Elsa was powerful enough to probably stop the war in an hour tops but that would mean casualties and her sister was much too pure to ever consider doing something that extreme even if it were for the greater good. When pushed to her limits she knew Elsa would protect her family and home first but Anna didn't ever want to put Elsa in that position. Her council members argued amongst themselves on what the right line of action was and unfortunately it seemed the scales were tipping favorably towards packing Elsa off to war. 

 

 It felt… wrong. As if others were expecting her to use the spirits–her sister– included as weapons to wield mercilessly. Even if they were justified she could never condone such tyranny, defiling the gifts from nature itself bestowed upon Arendelle and its people. 

Anna exhaled heavily, feeling the strong fingered grip of her husband's hands grasping and rubbing her shoulder. He took a seat next to her scooting his chair close enough so that their knees could touch. 

His eyes searched hers seeking to know if she was alright. She didn't have an answer yet but his presence made everything better. 

"Mattias please, fill me in." So the General went over the notes again and letters sent by the imperial empire Ruskland. 

"Well that sounds messy." Mattias chuckled at Kristoff's comment, Anna couldn't find it in herself to laugh. 

"I won't ship my sister off to battle like some disposable ice canon." Anna scowled darkly. 

"Perhaps we should discuss this with her present and see what she has to say on the matter." The suggestion had Anna shoot upright in her chair. She knew Elsa, she knew the moment she heard the severity of the situation she'd hop on Nokk and gallop to Ruskland not knowing how to help but willing to stop the fighting in the most peaceful way she could…. Well maybe not hop on Nokk, Elsa tried her best to not involve the other spirits in politics thinking it immoral. To her they were not here to give Arendelle an unfair advantage over other nations, their main purpose was to keep the connections between humans and nature alive and strong. So she'd probably take the fastest boat she could find and paddle there if she had to. 

"No one is to bring this up with Elsa until I allow them to." Anna's voice made certain the finality of the subject was known, making her subjects aware that if anyone spoke of this with her sister there would be consequences. 

Voicing that they understood, the council was dismissed for the day. Mattias, before leaving to make his own preparations for whatever action Anna decided to commit to, squeezed her shoulder in solidarity and comfort receiving a grateful kiss on his hand from Anna.


"So you're not going to tell Elsa." Anna sucked her teeth in frustration at how transparent she was to Kristoff, she hadn't even said anything since they entered her study. Kristoff set to pouring her tea and whiskey and whiskey for himself. They needed it after that taxing meeting. 

Anna helplessly waved her arms slumping into her large chair. "What am I going to tell her exactly that thousands are dying in her name? That would destroy her." Kristoff sat upon her desk taking a sip of his drink, handing Anna hers he kissed her cheek.

"Maybe so, it would anyone but don't you think she has a right to know?" 

"Well yes but… she just has been so happy lately and it seems everything has been fitting together for her, I just-" Her finger circled the rim of her cup as she frowned down at the liquid contents. She thought of how Elsa practically skipped down the halls after their visit to the gallery like a giddy child on their way to get ice cream. "I just want her happiness and peace to last a little longer. She deserves more than that but if I can prolong it then-" her tired eyes met Kristoff's. "Why shouldn't I?" 

Kristoff remained entirely understanding as he knelt down beside her chair resting his hand over hers. 

"I know you want to protect her but this isn't going away Anna. She has to find out eventually and if it doesn't come from you I'm afraid the person who does tell her won't spare her feelings. Elsa is a lot stronger emotionally than you think." Anna agreed she knew that much and hated how right Kristoff was. Even if Elsa knew and Lord forbid went to Ruskland Anna was certain she could protect her still and end the abominable campaign against her life. 

"So shall I go to Elsa's Castle and rally our troops." Anna grinned thinking of the snowgies outfitted for war. 

She playfully slapped Kristoff's arm. "Oh sto-" 


"Stop it." Elsa berated at the hand sneakily slinking towards her furiously scribbling pen from under the desk. When it tried a second attempt to steal her pen she gently smacked it away hearing a disappointed 'aw' and the sound of shuffling. Glancing up from under the rim of her reading glasses she caught Ryu sitting on an armchair, leg swinging idly, arms wrapped behind her head. Content to just be with Elsa in silence. 

Elsa smiled small, continuing to edit her book enjoying the patter of rain against the window and Ryu's soft sighs that she released every now and then. Initially Elsa thought her propensity to exhale heavily meant something was amiss or bothering her but after some research she learned that it was habit for dragons when relaxed, with their bodies always creating flammable gasses it was natural to breathe it out heavily without igniting it. She had asked Ryu what it felt like but Ryu hadn't even noticed she was doing it and thought hard before answering that the sensation felt good. 

So the sound of Ryu releasing her flammable air became a regular ambiance to Elsa whenever she was working and Ryu decided to lounge about in her office either reading or building a new contraption or studying a topic of interest. 

She thought about their routine, in the beginning when they fell into it she grew anxious that Ryu would bore of it having lived the exciting life before Arendelle and with how gregarious she was in personality, but Ryu hardly allowed herself to ever be bored and did not rely on others for her entertainment. Even the dull moments were nice and tranquil, something the dragon was not used to that Elsa was happy to introduce to her. 

Elsa looked up when the shuffling had ceased to see Ryu had dozed off in a position she affectionately called The dragon loaf. 

In any form Ryu showed off her flexibility and would curl her arms and hands underneath her chest while tucking in her back feet and tail under her belly, her neck would recede swaying down slightly when she dozed. Not fully asleep but definitely resting. 

Either one or both her eyes remained cracked open and glazed over as she teetered the line between awake and dreaming. Elsa noted down in a journal dedicated to her drage research that in this state the only way to get Ryu's attention was for there to be a change in the outside stimuli, be it a person Ryu didn't recognize walking in, an unfamiliar noise or smell or something Elsa wouldn't have noticed herself had Ryu not brought attention to it. In this state her draconic features would slip out as well, her ear appendages would drop down and her claws and scales would appear.

This was one of those times. The foggy membrane which covered Ryu's partially open eyes slid away from her irises which contracted accordingly adjusting to the light. Ryu turned her head to the window, her ear straightened tuning into a sound she could detect outside. 

Elsa waited for Ryu to decide whether it was a threat or friend. Ryu stretched lazily claws retracting and flexing on her cushion and stood up. 

Elsa smiled in relief. It was a friend. 

She didn't really need to worry about security, what with Nokk and the other spirits always nearby but it was nice having that extra layer in case something or someone slipped by. 

"Company?" She asked Ryu who yawned while nodding. 

Standing from her desk Elsa left her office and fixed her slumped tight white tunic, blue lounge pants and hair pinning it up in a ponytail before rushing to greet whomever was at the door. 

At first she looked around outside before a presence drew her eyes downward. 

"Elsa!" 

"Bulda?" She questioned before shaking her head and hurriedly inviting the troll inside. "Come in please!" She said eager to get her sister's mother-in-law out of the wet weather.

"Elsa!" Bulda cheered, hugging her leg. Elsa smiled down at her. "Shall I fetch you some water, or maybe tea, a towel?" Bulda shook the water from her moss covered back as best she could. 

"A towel would do just fine dear, I'm afraid I've had plenty of water." Elsa nodded and ran upstairs bringing a towel from her closet to Bulda who made herself at home in her living room. 

Elsa sat across from her wondering when the appropriate time was to ask what she was doing here in such weather but instead allowed Bulda to lead the conversation as she often did. 

"Everyone in the valley loves the letters you send us of Ryu's progress with her emotions and magic. She seems to be fitting in quite well here. Thriving." Bashfully Elsa grinned tucking a strand of hair behind her ear, remembering the contents of letters she sent with Gale about the adventures of Arendelle's dragon. 

"They'd make a fun children's book one day I'm sure. I'm just so happy that Ryu has found people who accept her. Dragons can be quite social creatures, just like us trolls, even the solitary ones." Elsa couldn't help but nod, besides herself she'd say Bulda was the most enthusiastic dragon aficionado. 

The change in Bulda's demeanor had Elsa on edge when she climbed up onto the couch, much more calm and serious. "Reading your letters it is apparent that Ryu and you have developed a strong kinship for one another." Elsa swallowed harshly picking at imaginary dirt on her pants, crossing her legs and arms as nonchalantly as she could manage bobbing her head along. Had she shared too much, perhaps poured too much emotion into her words when writing of her time with Ryu? 

Even with support of her family Elsa was still adjusting with coming forward about the true nature of their relationship. It still hurt, keeping behind closed doors, Elsa by no means needed the whole world to know about how deeply she cared for Ryu but for some reason it hurt. Seeing Anna and Kristoff hold each other in the street, kissing whenever they pleased, not caring who saw. 

Why couldn't it be like that for her and Ryu? When every piece fit so perfectly, when they made each other so happy. Why couldn't Elsa be Ryu's on the outside, why couldn't she hold her girlfriend and kiss her head when in front of others. Was it because they were both women? Obviously yes. Was it because Ryu was a dragon? Perhaps. 

Elsa saw their relationship as a precious jewel she had to protect valiantly against the world, pure and sweet it was her little heaven so of course her words came out sharper and more dismissive when she spoke. 

"Yes we have, she's good company and I try to be the same for her." Bulda did not find any offense in tone. If anyone would understand Elsa knew it would be the trolls who seemed to support any kind of love, but Elsa had no idea how'd they react to their drage lyse having a suitor, was she worthy in their eyes? Elsa hadn't the slightest clue. 

"Of course, though forgive me for prying and again this may be me just looking too deeply into things but I can't help but feel as if there is more to it than that." She cringed when Elsa's brows furrowed and the spirit refused to make eye contact with her. 

"Elsa if there is please know I only want to help, I can understand how you might feel alone in navigating this. If you're thinking I'd condemn you for having… close relations with her or that I will be angry or Grand Pabbie will be angry and try to do something to interfere-" 

"Don't bet on it." Both women jumped, turning, there Ryu leaned against the wall at the bottom of the stairs, arms crossed glaring at Bulda. 

She pushed off of the wall stalking around the couches. Unlike Ryu who yawned unashamedly showing off her sharp fangs at Bulda, Elsa covered her own unable to stop herself. 

"Yōkoso Baruda." Ryu said, but Elsa recognized that tone, she sat helplessly as Ryu pressed from behind the couch resting her chin on Elsa's head not taking her eyes off Bulda. Elsa could feel the mute vibrations in Ryu's throat, unable to decipher if it was a purr or growl. 

She understood now, Ryu had probably come down hearing the last portion of what Bulda said and interpreted Elsa's reaction as negative. Ryu liked Bulda well enough but Elsa would always be a priority to her. 

Bulda remained impassive at Ryu's subtle threat displays, placating the dragon. She had seen enough to confirm her suspicions. Ryu, juxtaposed to Elsa, does not care if the nature of their relationship was exposed and had no problem rubbing her head tenderly against Elsa's.  

"Thank you Ryu, I was just offering Elsa some advice on how to navigate your relationship." Ryu's slitted eyes widened and her intense stare vanished resembling now a puppy who was curious. "Why don't you have a seat?" Feeling Elsa's tightened muscles uncoil beneath her touch Ryu grinned lopsidedly closing her eyes. She held up her palm. 

"Ah I can't I'm afraid, I promised Ryder I'd help him get the herd to Linchen Meadows." At the back door she perked up her shoulders and opened it. "I think the big baby just wants to use me as a personal furnace." Her soft eyes landed on Elsa, her tone a complete opposite from a few seconds ago. "Call me if you need anything Koibito." With a single wink she was gone into the rain. 

Elsa practically melted into the couch covering her girlish giggle with an awkward cough. She casted an apologetic look to Bulda. "I'm so sorry about that- she can get-" 

"I understand entirely honey. Though I think that answers my question though. Why don't you start from the beginning." Elsa hummed and began the emotionally turbulent tale of how she and Ryu ended up where they were now. 

"And honestly I have no idea even how this happened," Elsa stated hopelessly, completely repentant. "It wasn't my intention by any means." She stopped her blabbering hearing Bulda's hearty chuckles. 

"Well of course you did. Oh Elsa honey- I'm sorry it's just" Bulda composed herself still finding the whole circumstance humourous. "Why, you been courting Ryu from the very beginning." 

"Oh yes but- I beg your pardon." 

Bulda nodded giddily. "Mhm!" Elsa was still perplexed by this notion; wooing certainly was not on her mind during her early encounters with Ryu. Bulda sensing her trepidation began a list. 

"You presented her with food. Protected her-" she counted on her stubby fingers. "Did you ever sing to her?" Elsa remembered the night of the fires when she mended Ryu's leg.

"Yes but that was just to calm her enough so I could tend to her wounds." 

"Did you ever compliment her? Flatter her." Elsa searched her memories. 

Not to mention how cute you are didn't help in gauging your age.

"Early on did you ever rub her belly and neck?" Elsa blushed, she was aware of that blunder, her face still heated immensely thinking of how she had been sexually stimulating Ryu since their first month together. 

Erusa

Yes? 

I like that.

How was she supposed to know! Elsa groaned pathetically feeling a concoction of guilt, shame, and imprudent naivety. 

"Did you ever groom her?" Elsa nodded sheepishly, twiddling her fingers as the evidence piled up against her.

"Introducing her to your family-" Bulda continued much to Elsa's mortification.

"Took her to a dragon temple."

Elsa jabbed a finger in Bulda's direction. "You encouraged that!" But she was ignored. 

"Given her a name which names are very important to dragons. It's who they are at the core. Don't feel too bad Ryu flirted back just as heavily though I don't think she realized it. Oh! And inviting her into your nest, which she accepted." Bulda's eyebrows wiggled suggestively spreading s dark vermilion upon Elsa's cheeks and neck. 

Would you mind resting in my bed while Anna and Kristoff stayed in the guest room?

Would you mind me resting in your bed, Erusa?

I don't mind sharing with you.

Elsa stared at her ceiling. So they were just doomed from the start all because Elsa was ignorant to the intricacies of Drage society. Could she really complain? Elsa shook her head but she sure as hell felt like a hypocrite emphasizing the need for propriety with Ryu yet… 

A disturbing development began in Elsa's heart, she carefully wrapped it up in a blanket and hid it in the corner terrified that if she faced it the realization would be true. She wasn't ready to acknowledge the feeling. It scared her terribly.

It was when she felt the touch of a stoney hand touching her cheek that she realized tears had stained her cheeks. She felt completely embarrassed at the undignified display in front of Bulda but the experienced mother only had love in her eyes, not judging Elsa's exposed fragility. 

Slowly Elsa's hand touched Bulda's, relishing the comfort it provided.

"It's okay sweetie, I know. I know." 

Notes:

Arigatō gozaimasu!- Japanese for thank in a polite manner

The dragon loaf is based off of a cat sitting position known as the cat loaf.

Yōkoso Baruda- Japanese for Welcome Bulda

Koibito- Japanese for lover or Sweetheart

Chapter 39

Notes:

Please enjoy, and happy autumn and Harvest. Leave thoughts, likes, dislikes all that jazz. 🌈

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Chapter Text

This felt like a mistake. 

It wasn't, but it felt like one, returning here. 

The cold winds displaced Susansoo's hair. Staring off into the horizon, a swift cut from his tantō made clean work of the stray hairs. 

His home's, if he could still refer to it as that, foundations were shrouded in autumn clouds, appearing as if it floated atop them. The Yamajiro could be seen from the villages and towns within their territory. Tall, black stone, decorated with a limited gold outlining the baileys and rooftops. 

Making it past the first bailey, the sounds of bells and gongs clanged, echoing in the distance. His men hurried past getting ready to dock and unload their master's belongings. Stepping up on the plank ramp Susansoo's shoes touched Mikoto land for the first time in years. Glancing down at the stone he allowed a moment of distraction before entering past the gates which opened for him and his entourage. 

Servants rushed to his aid seeking to serve him, drinks, a meal, a warm bath? 

He answered them all in the same fashion. 

"No, I will go see Lady Mikoto, return to your duties." Some stopped and subtly stared at the Lord, the new lord. Taller, much more lean, walking in a military manner, dressed in a black karategi with ebony underthings. A far cry from the young boy running through the halls hot on his father's heels eager to learn. 

His round face, now angular, clean shaven, unlike his father he kept his hair short, handsome if he smiled and got some sleep. They couldn't imagine him with those dark eyes smiling though. His eyes noticed everything yet gave only attention to his target which right now was his mother's sitting rooms. 

Two guards saluted the Lord before pulling back the Shoji door allowing Susansoo to step in. On the outside his face sat as a perfect picture of stoicism, inside his nose was scrunched at the revolting overly aromatics that danced in the air of the room. The constant playing of the minstrels and performing artists working to keep his mother entertained. 

When her eyes finally fell upon him standing straight before her a hand waved to cease all noise and activity in the room, including the women surrounding her speaking of who knew what. It was a pointless babble that only served to spare anyone from silence. 

He allowed her to examine him, ignoring her obvious dramatics of surprise and suspicion. He knew not to engage, while she was making a point. 

"All of you are dismissed. I will have some time alone with my son? I'm not sure." Her eyes flitted over Susansoo from top to bottom looking scrupulous. "If he is not sending the guards." The room's inhabitants packed up and left with graceful bows to their Lady of the house and shut the doors behind them. 

Gathering up her red and gold Hakama she descended from her lavishly decorated sitting space to stand in front of him, staring as if he were a stranger. Susansoo knew his mother was an impeccable actress but wished she would get to her point so he could return to work. 

"Are you my son?" She asked once more. 

Keeping his eyes trained forward, unyielding and statuesque he spoke in a clear concise tone. 

"I am Susanoo-no-Mikoto, son of Izanagi-no-Mikoto." Leaning in closer he felt her breath touch his cheek, still refusing to look at her pale painted face. 

She nodded, perhaps pleased by the response. "Very good." Finally she gave him space walking back to her seat. "For a moment I thought- well when I read your letters and reports from you and your men, and then seeing you here, I thought my son was gone." 

Susansoo blinked harshly, he couldn't take a deep breath, then his mother's awful incense would burn his nostrils which had grown so accustomed to the smell of the sea and ocean. 

"I still do. Because I know my son. He is unwavering, strategic, a ruthless pursuer, an analytic hunter, who never misses his prey. Gifted with accuracy. Ready to pounce on the mistakes of his enemies. Never missing his mark." She sighed leaning back. An expression of disappointment and disgust flooded her pretty face. 

"I thought years ago when I saw that boy leave he would return to me, victorious but he is not. You lost him out there in the sea." 

Every fiber of Susansoo's being wanted to wail in protest at this accusation. Wanted to make certain that his mother knew he was still here standing before her. He knew it inside but… if that were true why did he return empty handed? 

She was correct, he never missed his mark, he was ready to slaughter any who threatened his family, their dynasty at a moment's notice without a second thought. 

His prowess was unmatched in the hunt. When he hunted her… that dragon– at first every shot missed felt as if it ricocheted back to his heart, then after a while seeing her grow and evade him as cleverly as she did. Seeing how much she wanted to live the lengths she'd go through just to see another day. It waned on him. 

His quarry started out sloppy, barely able to fly, weak where he was strong, still pleading with him to stop and willing to detestably beg for mercy, he remained rigid, stubborn, and relentless. Unwilling to stop until the job was done. His men who had grown fatigued would plead with him to return home with them but he remained on her trail. And that was their life. 


Susansoo breathed silently, aiming the harpoon where he had spotted the dragoness submerge herself, watching the air bubbles float upward and waited, for how long he could easily deduce a half an hour. 

A shaking of the boat had his men rushing to the sides looking over into the waters. A shadow had passed under swiftly, barely visible with the naked eye when suddenly a large impact had Sussanoo nearly falling to his rear. His strong legs steadied themselves after the collision when a second had followed. 

"Assess the damage." He commanded calmly to the captain. His crew were losing themselves in panic. 

"My lord, it seems the dragon has rammed the left starboard and created a hole! We'll capsize!" But Susansoo did not panic and kept his heart beat steady. 

He walked to the area which was damaged and looked down seeing they were in fact taking in a lot of damage. In an instant he knew her plan. 

Destroy the ship, let his men drown, she didn't care, she didn't know them, they weren't the same faces she was used to seeing throughout the years. Then take off with Susansoo and try to change his mind. 

Sighing in exasperation Susansoo thought of an adaptation to said plan. Rushing to his cabin he quickly equipped himself with jade and waited. If his calculations were correct the boat would sink, his men would drown or fall prey to whatever was waiting for them in depths and he'd be captured. 

Sure enough when only the front half of the ship remained surfaced a large splash breached from the waves. He felt a strong grip grasping his arms yanking him down below. 

Not submerged for too long he was thrown onto an isle he concluded about forty minutes from the mainland of spain. 

There she was. Clearing the water from her nostrils. She had grown immensely, no longer pudgy, or lanky. She was underfed surely but any nutrients she could get a hold of was used only for creating muscle. 

He eyed the gaping crusty hole in her wing when she shook herself free of the water which clung to her mane, now actual hair, instead of the fuzz that covered her body, that was replaced by scales shimmering and hard. 

She panted, catching her breath from the endeavor of sinking his ship. Her eyes never left his. 

Expecting a fight, Susansoo's hand hovered where a jade dagger remained sheathed.

The dragon's eyes softened, widening pupils, her ears pulled back, as she let out a beguiling warble. Slowly taking the first step towards him, still cautious. 

It was a sound he had learned to mute his ears to, focusing in favor the sounds of canons and the notching of crossbows. 

Susansoo had to act now pulling his dagger free; he lunged at her with terrifying speed but his dragon had also learned how to evade attacks much more quickly. Keeping her claws sheathed she slapped wrist nearly breaking it free from holding the weapon before he could go for it she pinned him down beneath her weight. 

So again he waited, he waited for her to be what she was and end his life thus freeing herself from their endless hunt. 

Her jaws clamped around the bow attached to his back and pulled it off him. He kept his stare fixed on it as well as the scattered arrows now littering the rocky ground remained just out of his grasp. 

He could hear her chuffing above him, her hot breath burning his neck. They lay like that for a while until-

Susansoo inhaled sharply when he felt the soft swell of breasts against his back, hands were gripping his wrist in place of paws, and a soft voice filled his ears like he had never heard in a whisper. 

"Mm, fuck that hurt more than I thought it would… Susansoo…" hearing his name, past her lips again, it was surreal. He had only ever heard her as a child, but this was no child atop him. 

"Please, stop. We don't have to do this anymore. I know I messed up-" 

"You killed… my father, my brother." The dragon's words quivered with emotion. 

"I know. And I regret it every single day. I'll repay you in any way I can except giving you my life. I don't want to die." He gritted his teeth and squeezed his shut, the hands holding his wrist loosened their grip. Seizing the moment he flipped them over now in control with the dragon's hands pinned beside her head and him looking down. 

Her eyes held large fat spools of tears which shed when she blinked. "I'm sorry, Susansoo. Please!" She lurched forward and in a moment of weakness he released her wrists and allowed her to bury her face in his chest. "Please take me home with you, I'll do anything except die. You can lock me up forever. I won't mind. Just take me home." For a moment he considered her pleas, to say this was difficult to digest was an understatement. 

He exhaled heavily, turning to look away from her body. "It is unbecoming for a woman to lay naked beneath a man she is not married to." Sniffling his dragon chuckled weakly. Her voice had changed again with her nose congested. Little did she know it made her sound all the more sweet to Susansoo, she was always disregarding the rules, laws, which was the very reason they were here now. 

"I don't care, you're my brother." Looking up at him again with hopeful eyes he took in her features. Matured, the only thing that did not change was her big expressive eyes. She was wild, always the trailblazer when they were children, Susansoo being the next head of the household was beguiled by her incessant whining to follow her into trouble, and when it came to trouble she was a innovator. 

She had misled him then and it led to the demise of half his family, would he fall so easily into her honeytrap again? He was no longer a child. 

"You've grown, you're a man now." He scooted away from her sitting on his rear but she followed crawling between his legs purring. "Are you going to take me home Susansoo?" Her eyes closed, her tail wrapping itself around his ankle, like the bewitching demons he had heard about in the stories his wet nurse read to him. 

Scooting away once more predictably his dragon followed not wanting to give up the comfort of touching him once more. 

Susansoo scowled and made his decision..

His dragon cried out in agony when the arrow pierced her leg, she didn't have the nerve to touch or pull it out knowing it would just bleed even more. As Susansoo stood feeling stronger than ever, his resolve returned in shadow which casted the monster in darkness. She stared up at him in shock, and misery holding out her hand to shield herself from him. Backing away until she was nearly over the rocky cliff's edge. Her breathing became haggard from fear, adrenaline, pain. 

This, this was the monster he had to kill. But could he bring himself to do it? Reaching down he gripped the green dagger which glinted in the setting sun's rays. 

"S-Susansoo." She whimpered, he saw her eyes glancing back and forth between the waters below and him. He knew what she was scheming. 

So why didn't he act quickly? Why didn't he raise his dagger to her chest and run it through her heart? 

His hesitation allowed the dragon to fling herself off the cliff into the ocean below leaving behind a trail of red upon the waters surface.

Susansoo growled cursing himself, for once he lost control of his emotions and beat his head repeatedly. "Damn you!" He casted curses into the water. 


Swimming away Ryu surfaced upon a rock, clinging to it. The salty water stung her wound which she licked around. Closing her fangs around it she tried to steadily pull it out but the pain had her roaring into the night. 

She had come so close! So close to bringing Susansoo back to his senses… or maybe everything to him did make sense. She was a murderer, and for years had tried to justify her sins to herself that she committed against the only person she loved. It was over, this was their life now, he'd chase her till the end of her days. It was their fate, sealed and signed with blood dripping from Ryu's leg. 

She curled her limbs tightly into her body and shivered. The searing red hot hatred burning in Susansoo's eyes made her cold inside and out. 

"My boy, Susansoo, take me home." 


"Take me home." The whimper had Elsa glance over from her book to the lump that lay in the mess of blankets besides her. 

Removing a layer revealed Ryu curled up, face scrunched in distress mumbling to herself. Elsa reached over and ran her hand down from her shoulder to her leg, a gentle way to wake Ryu up from whatever disturbing dream she was having. They had just made love and Elsa assumed that she had tired Ryu out enough to get a restful sleep. Evidently she was wrong. 

Her hand stopped its descent when she felt the scarred flesh which sat among the scales on Ryu's hip. Elsa frowned at it, remembering when she removed the arrow. 

She gasped audibly when Ryu lunged forward flipping her over, in the blink of an eye Elsa was pinned beneath her body and dangerous glare. 

Snapping fully awake Ryu released her sitting up panting. "I'm sorry Erusa, I…" she didn't have words at the moment, running her fingers through her messy hair. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. I got spooked." Her breathing slowed when she felt Elsa wrap her in a cold embrace which soothed her shivering. 

She pet Ryu's hair down cooing to her softly. "It's alright, it's okay, I've got you." And she was never letting go until Ryu pulled away, throwing herself back down to the pillows resting the bow of her elbow over her eyes. 

Elsa kept an eye on her waiting for the right moment to ask "Are you okay?" 

Ryu lay there replying with a short and gruff. "Hm." Elsa sighed leaning on her side causing the sheets to slide down her naked arm. She was growing tired of the noise. 'Hm'. It was a noise Ryu made more often than usual, especially during her training therapies with Yelena, Elsa, and Anna. 

Anna had made the brilliant deduction during a flight gone awry.


"What?" Anna frowned glancing to where Ryu had kept her stare trained for the past twelve minutes into their lunch break. 

She smiled when her gaze landed on Ryu's fixation. "It's beautiful isn't it?" Ryu's throat vibrated deeply. It truly was. She had always loved rainbows, of all kinds wherever they may have showed up. She had taught the children in Northuldra how to create them using water and reflections.

Wiping away the crumbs of her sandwich, Anna dusted her fingers, standing. "Alright let's head back." Ryu seemed less inclined to look away from the natural phenomena but obeyed slowly. 

Glancing between the dragon and the bows in the sky, Anna rubbed her chin, concluding Ryu had been more than courteous today during her meeting with a dignitary of a neighboring kingdom. Their schedule could afford a little indulgence. 

"Actually Periwinkle… "She started slowly, mounting Ryu. "Why don't we finally see what's at the end of rainbows?" She nearly fell off with the dragon's excited wiggling. They barely made it to the edge of the sea stack when Ryu plunged off of it spreading her wings to propel upward towards the rainbow. 

Anna's clothes were reaching borderline soaked from the salty sea air and the mist fogging the air they flew through, going higher and higher into the clouds. 

Ryu hardly ever flew as reckless as she was, Anna could offer no directional suggestions now with the dragon's mind focused on a singular mission. 

Just as Anna suspected its colors began to recede as they drew near to the rainbow, thanks to Elsa's teaching she knew a rainbow was not a physical thing but instead an optical illusion but she wouldn't ruin her friend's enthusiasm. 

"See Periwinkle, you know we won't actually be able to catch the rainbow right? It's just water reflectio-'' Anna's words droned on, mouth agape she watched Ryu not just fly through the rainbow but swipe her paw through what should have been invisible matter scattering the refracted fragments around in a beautiful array of colorful spectrums around them. 

Did they just discover a theory which disproved all others before it or did someone put something in her sandwich? 

Rubbing her eyes Anna leant over the side and tried running hand through it and immediately snatched her fingers back the moment she felt the searing heat singed their tips. 

Hissing she rubbed her hands together, till it was time to grab hold of Ryu's mane as she curved along the multicolored arc howling, happier than ever letting her tongue hang out of her mouth. 

She was in her own little world of blues, greens, and reds, although violet seemed to be her favorite color to mess with and slap heartily. 

Not having a single semblance of control Anna tucked in tight, content to simply marvel at the spectacular show, as if the bifrost was here on earth but instead of a bridge to the realm of the gods it served as her friend's plaything. 

Finally the rainbow disappeared from the sky. Landing in the castle courtyard, Anna's brain flooded with a thousand questions to the dragon. Why had she never shown them this ability before? Had she always been able to do that and did she know? Could all dragons play with Rainbows? Why? How? 

From the scrupulous expression on the dragon's muzzle Anna had realized she just word vomited her inquiries all over Ryu in rapid succession. Walking side by side Ryu remained in this form, choosing silence. 

"Did you use to do that as a chick? I mean play with Rainbows that is? You seemed a bit out of it, you didn't hear a single thing I said up there." Even though she was chuckling, Ryu didn't find any humor in what Anna said. Stopping abruptly, her brows furrowed, eyes down casted at the ground. Anna cursed her noisy curiosity when Ryu huffed and turned around taking off into the sky. 


The next day Anna proposed her theory that the more they encouraged Ryu's draconic instinct the more her magic would be drawn out, however Ryu debated against it vehemently, barely leaving any room for argument. 

"But Ryu this could be the break through we've need-"

"No! Trust me guys, my instincts are the last thing anyone needs to be exposed to." 

And that was the end of that discussion, Elsa knew something must have happened to her dragon for her reaction to have been as serious and strong as it was. 

"Ryu maybe… maybe you should speak about it? What you were dreaming about I mean-" 

"Īe, kekkōdesu." She whispered. 

Elsa leaned in closer, speaking in a hushed tone. Her hand placed itself gently on Ryu's chest fiddling with her scales absentmindedly. She hoped with gentle touches and a soft tone she could entice Ryu to open up. 

"Ryū, hanashite kudasai." Her upper body, which draped over Ryu's, rose along with the dragon's deep inhales and exhales as she waited for her to say something. 

Deciding it was taking too long Elsa kissed the corner of Ryu's jaw lingering there to trail her lips down her neck, taking the skin between her teeth gently. "Dō ka koibito, nani ga mondaina no ka oshietekudasai." 

It was a much more manipulative tactic than what Elsa wanted to use but she was at her wits end whenever Ryu had a dream or bad recollection she'd shut down entirely pretending that nothing was wrong. It was her most frustrating flaw Elsa decided and most difficult to get past. 

Luckily Ryu began to respond to Elsa's gentle advances in earnest, maneuvering their lips together when she turned her head. Elsa couldn't help herself moaning into the deepened kiss and tilting her head. 

Ryu pulled away to lick her lips, Elsa captured the hot tongue and suckled it into her mouth. 

Feeling her dragon's hands rub her belly in an attempt to arouse her made Elsa realize her mistake in getting too caught up in sensuality of the moment. She didn't want sex, she wanted Ryu to talk. 

Pulling away made Ryu growl and try to recapture Elsa's mouth with her own but Elsa turned her head. "Ryu, we need to talk." Elsa stated in a much more serious tone. 

Ryu bemoaned and left her be, turning on her side. "About what Erusa?" She was growing frustrated, Elsa could see the signs of hardening scales and hear the gruff rattle in her voice. 

"About the dreams that plague you, about why some days I have to come home to see you looking terribly upset, mumbling things in your sleep." Elsa had become desperate now. It wasn't frequent but it was an frequent enough occurrence and interfered with their mission of reconnecting Ryu with her magic that she thought this reaction justified. 

"They are just nightmares Erusa, everyone has them." Ryu's flippant attitude was becoming like lemon on an already irritated wound. Taking a calming breath Elsa sat up clasping her hands beneath her chin, keeping her eyes trained forward. 

"Yes but not everyone is so disturbed by them that they are still upset hours after waking up. Ryu you flipped me over when I tried to wake you." Elsa said, louder than she had intended.

"I apologized! And I am truly sorry-" Ryu stood from the bed, puffing herself out defensively. 

"I know you are Ryu but I personally believe that these dreams that are haunting you could very well be something from your past which is another thing you barely speak about with me." 

Ryu's hand flew up in exasperation as she desperately tried to deflect Elsa away from the subject. "Why should I! It's the past, it already happened, I– I told you about what happened that night, I told you about the fire, what more do you want! What more can I give you!" 

Sucking in air sharply Elsa stood as well wrapping her arms around herself. Closing her eyes to deafen that old familiar voice laughing at her that she'd become glutenous and take from Ryu until she had nothing left to give. 

Elsa gritted her teeth, calming herself, she knew it was wrong.

No! This is for her own good.

She was certain this was an act of selflessness. If they were to save Ryu she needed to want to save herself and sadly that required the unpleasant deed that scratched at old scars bleeding them out of infection rather than just wrapping them up and ignoring the puss and infection. 

She remained steadfast, despite what her hunched posture telegraphed. 

"I want you to open up to me, there's more that's happened to you– be it in your childhood– in your travels– I don't know, but please we can talk about it. Ignoring it won't help you Ryu, you're just going to keep repressing what happened and thus keep repressing yourself." The desperate beseeching only hardened Ryu's heart, twisting it into a dangerous scowl. 

Elsa had to take a step back hearing her scales rattle rapidly at her. Completely thrown as she watched Ryu with wide, unsettled eyes. She hadn't shown a sign of true aggression towards Elsa since they first met. 

Elsa could hardly recognize the stoically venomous tone hissing between her fangs. 

"Nani no hanashi ga aru nda! Sore wa kako no kotodesu, sudeni okotta kotodesu, anata ni dekiru koto wa nani mo kaiketsu shimasen!" She only caught some of what Ryu had said, finding it difficult when each word ended in a growl that shook her core.

An uncomfortable itch plagued her entire body as the air suffocated her, wrapping around the couple like a snake tightening, not satisfied until it heard words come out that would hurt the other. 

Elsa hated being yelled at especially by Ryu. She by no means feared the dragon but… it hurt. 

It hurt so much. 

There wasn't enough oxygen for the large gulps of air Ryu took running a hand over her tired face. She wasn't exactly softened in demeanor towards Elsa but she was definitely calmer as she translated her outbursts. 

"There is nothing to talk about, Erusa it's in the past nothing you can do will fix it." Elsa couldn't bear to meet her eyes until she heard Ryu's whispered plea. There was desperate terror in her voice now. "Please Erusa, drop it. There's nothing in my past that's good for you." Ryu nodded thinking to herself the matter settled when she received no response, leaving the room but Elsa dressed herself quickly in a robe and pursued her down the steps. 

An idea was born in her mind that seemed ingenious. It made her feel so foolish for not suggesting it before. 

"Ahtohollan!" Ryu turned around from heading to the kitchen, squinting her eyes. 

"What?" Elsa slowed herself to explain the plan. 

"If you don't wish to speak about it I respect that but maybe Ahtohallan could help-" 

Her lips clamped shut at the accusing finger pointing at her, her words died in her throat at the betrayed expression that nearly brought Ryu to tears. 

"You gave me your word, you would never use them to spy on me."

"I'm not spying," Elsa's ponytail whipped back and forth with her head. Holding up her hands to Ryu as if she'd take off with the slightest wrong move. "That's why I'm bringing it up to you now, and don't you think that I have some right to know? With what we are to each other." Some would have called it a cheap play but to Elsa it was her last gambit, trying to appeal to Ryu's better nature and affections towards her, she knew they ran deep. Perhaps deep enough to beguile her to agree. 

"No." 

"No?"

Ryu held up a finger with each word, each word that sliced small cuts into Elsa's heart. "Īe, non, la, Bù, nee, nein, nã! And any other languages that you understand and I don't, no." 

The sight of her tears, hugging herself in the middle of the living room sent catapults to Ryu's stony wall she hurriedly began to build between them flinging her own fiery retorts. 

"I don't like you like this."

Elsa voice despite being quiet and quivering was loud enough to destroy Ryu's insusceptible fortress, shattering her in rubble and pieces she'd have to rebuild again. 

Ryu growled again, this time directing it at herself, her rubbing hands moved from her face to her scalp which stung from the pinch of her claws. 

Arms sagging for once she didn't have a solution. Elsa wasn't familiar with this dragon that stood defeatedly before her. The girl who would at least entertain other's sides of things even if they disagreed with her own, then discuss it for however long it took to find a compromise. She wanted to speak to that Ryu, she wanted to hug that Ryu, she missed her. 

Not looking up Elsa caught the heavy breath of air and subdued mumble."Yeah well… I don't like me like this either." 

Waiting for the door to close behind her, Elsa's tightened body uncoiled, throwing itself back into the couch. She couldn't lay sprawled out as she was her body instinctively curling in on itself, her knees supported her head. 

Her shoulder shook with each quiet sob. 

She had really done it now. Why did she have to keep on pushing?

Stupid, stupid, stupid fool! 

And now she had driven Ryu away. She was so certain that the key for a brighter future for her dragon was to face her past and let go, healing the terrible wounds it left on her psychologically, emotionally, even physically. 

Maybe she was wrong, that was a painful line of thought to have, it would mean their fight was unnecessary, and futile, and if she wasn't she'd have the choice of maybe finding an alternative way to save Ryu or continuing to try to convince her that this was best, possibly fracturing them more. 

Nokk's watery touch was just what Elsa needed at the moment, he nudged her sobbing face upward until her tears mixed with his form, soaking up Elsa turmoil as Bruni warmed her lap and Gale dried her face. 

After an hour of care Elsa accepted how lost she was on the subject. Getting dressed she went to the only person she could go to for advice. 


"Elsa, it's okay, couples fight all the time. It's a part of being in a relationship." Anna's cheerful tone didn't raise Elsa's spirits though, she still lay against the headboard of her bed, looking small and vulnerable wrapped in their mother's shawl. 

"Ryu and I have had play fights or small disagreements but never like this, it was… bad." Anna frowned, pulling her sister into her side she wiped a stray bang from her eyes. 

"How bad?"

"She yelled at me." Despite the calm, resolved way Elsa said this, Anna could sense she was breaking inside, for many reasons. Even on the rare occasion she and Elsa argued they never yelled at one another and if Anna's voice raised Elsa would give a signal Anna, no matter how livid, would concede to. 

"Ryu… " If this had occurred two or three months ago she would have given Ryu a very not so nice earful demanding she apologize to Elsa immediately but now… Anna sighed– she couldn't help but pity Ryu after hearing Elsa's retelling of the events. 

"She doesn't react very well to fear or any strong emotion really, but mostly fear." Elsa stayed quiet listening intently, hugging herself tighter as guilt practically seeped from her pores making her wish the earth would swallow her whole. 

"If the emotion is unpleasant she'll try to separate herself from it as much as possibly, and if that doesn't work she'll get desperate and lash out." Anna remembered being on the receiving end of Ryu's stress response back in the temple. She shuddered, glad that it was just a memory. 

"On the plus side, Ryu tends to forgive easily and is very willing to admit when she's wrong-" Elsa bolted up at this, wiping away the unshed tears still coating her pupils. She knew at least some of this but was still hopeful to hear someone else confirm her observations and feelings. 

"When she sees a logical reason as to why she's wrong, that is." Anna hated dashing Elsa's hopes like that but she couldn't falsely feed her optimism. 

"From my personal opinion of dealing with the oh so logical Kristoff, sometimes people like that– they get stressed if their feelings or the feelings of those they care about don't make any logical sense to them." Elsa sat up once more. What Anna said made perfect sense, in fact it was almost the exact same advice she had given her when she and Kristoff had a terrible argument that kept them speaking from each other for three days straight leaving poor Sven and Olaf in the middle. 

How could she not have thought of that and applied the concept in her heated discussion with Ryu! 

Anna watched softly smiling as a variety of expressions crossed her face as quickly as her mind raced. 

Elsa had even felt it, looking back at their fight she felt the sickening aura of Ryu's fear drenching the air around her clenching both their stomachs to knots, she witnessed that same fear get tucked away and covered in a drape of anger concealing it away. 

"Of course Anna! You're right." Elsa leapt to feet, worrying her fingers with little tugs, pacing back and forth. "Her fear didn't make any sense so of course she'd try to discard it as best she could, but she didn't. Instead she just simply deflected it overcompensating with another emotion that didn't make her feel as vulnerable." 

"Yes but I don't want you groveling at her feet either Elsa, just because we know this doesn't give her the right to keep behaving this way and you coddling her will only make it worse." 

Elsa bit her lip, wondering how Anna knew that was exactly what she planned to do, not to the exact description but she was already planning on the long and heartfelt apology. She didn't know exactly why but- 

"I don't know why but I just can't stay mad at her."

 Anna stood as well holding up a hand."You can at least not be a… " Anna searched for the right word. "Pushover. You already spoil her physically. The last thing we need is an emotionally spoiled dragon." Elsa opened her mouth to argue but Anna's finger interrupted her. "Hold that thought, be right back."

Leaving the room she hurried to the royal stables in a jog.

Throwing the front doors open, her eyes frantically flitted about until they landed on… 

"What… are you guys doing… " Kristoff froze in his position of holding fake antlers to his head shaking them at Sven, between them sat Olaf on a wooden horse adorned in makeup and a singular antler stuck to his head. Kristoff stopped his deep grunts and looked to his wife. 

"Uuuh n-nothing-nothing um-" he tossed the antlers to the side, fidgeting with the hay that stuck to his clothes. "We were just helping Sven- no what doesn't matter- err um what're you doing, Carrotop?" 

Recovering from what she had just witnessed, understanding that it wasn't the strangest circumstance she had found her boys in, Anna got back on task and updated Kristoff about what had happened. 

"So I need you to go find Ryu and talk to her please." He made a dubious face crossing his arms. 

"Anna, are you meddling?" 

"What! I don't meddle." 

"You do meddle."

"No I don't just ugh please here is a list of places Ryu may or may not be and just go find her." 

Kristoff looked over the list, sharing it with Olaf who silently agreed to go along. "Anna?" 

"Yes Olaf?" She answered halfway out the door. 

"Instead of the list of where Ryu may or may not be can we have the list of where she will be instead." Anna stared at them for a long thirty seconds with just her head peeking in before she shut the door quickly.

"Welp!" Olaf threw off the antler but decided to keep the makeup jumping down. He pulled his lower half up like pants and skipped to the door. "I guess Anna wants to give us a scavenger hunt. Let's hit the ole leafy trail."

"Get it?" Kristoff glanced down at his question. "Hm?"

"I said leafy trail and not dusty because the trail won't be dusty cause it's autumn so leaves."

"Oh I get it now, that's a clever one, little buddy." He grunted as he and Sven pushed their sleigh out of the rear of the stables. 

"I have an even better one." Sven 'said'.

"Let's hear it." Kristoff replied. 

"Why do the forest animals love fawns so much?"

"I don't know Sven why?" Asked Olaf climbing into the sleigh. 

"Because they are very deer to them." 

Olaf and Kristoff replied simultaneously. 

"I don't get it." 

"That wasn't very funny, Sven." 


"Erusa?"

"Yes Ryu?"

She looked down ashamedly, picking the seams of her worn tunic. "I'm sorry about the way I reacted yesterday and for shouting." Elsa felt her heartstrings plucking in time with Ryu's fidgeting fingers. Her winsome sad big eyes made Elsa want to scoop her up in her arms and whisper only sweet things in her ear. 

Don't be a pushover. 

Elsa wrestled the urge down violently, occupying her hands with getting ready. "Thank you for the apology." 

Realizing that the curt reply all she was getting out of her, Ryu entered the room cautiously. 

"Umm so the reason I did- which isn't an excuse-" 

Elsa stood up from her vanity brushing by Ryu. "I thought you didn't want to talk about your past." 

"I don't-"

A genuine huff escaped past Elsa's made up lips followed by a murmur which caused Ryu to wince hearing the irritable. "Typical." 

"But I'll tell you why." 

Reluctantly, Elsa finally looked at Ryu from the corner of her eye, pausing her preparation in getting ready. She caught Ryu's eyes traveling over her taking in her clothing. 

Hee cheeks tinted pink at the appreciative glint she saw shine in Ryu's gaze accompanied by a dulcet smile. 

She had told Elsa about how though not one for flashy fashion she enjoyed seeing Elsa's artistic sensibility and personality reflected in her wardrobe. 

She thought her dress simple in design, a nice lavender gray to harmonize with the autumn theme of the festival, long sleeves and lower skirts decorated in etched in leaves which sported the warmest color she had been in.

Ryu was also guilty of mocking her tendency to make a lot of her outfits sparkle in some form or another. 

There was no ridicule this time in Ryu, just a sad admiration. "You look beautiful." She said shyly, looking away. From anyone else Elsa would have chalked it up to mere brown nosing but she knew Ryu. There was no no sarcasm, no ambivalence…she was sincere that's what made this so much more difficult, keeping up this icy facade. It was genuine, Elsa's heart pounded in her chest so loudly, she knew she had to lower the noise less Ryu run away again making the terrifying deduction that Elsa feared facing herself. 

Elsa couldn't risk letting Ryu know how much a simple compliment from her affected her. How much it made her stomach flutter and head reel feeling dizzy and light. 

"Thank you, now why?"

"Erusa my past is not good." Ryu cringed, probably feeling completely foolish from Elsa's deadpan expression.

She painfully pressed on. "You are good, and I erm well it… ugh." Nearly giving up, Ryu face palmed herself hating how inarticulate she could become in moments like this. 

At last Elsa became more affable, noticing how much her dragon struggled exposing this vulnerable side of her, she couldn't help the admiration flooding her heart at her dragon still persevering. Taking Ryu's hand she led her to the bed where they sat. 

"I'm afraid–" Ryu stared at an empty space in the room. "Of what you'll think of me after…you know– you'll see whatever it is Ahtohollan would show you and not like me anymore, you'd hate me. And I don't want you to see some of the things I had because they-" Ryu's eyes shined with tears which refused to fall from her eyes looking at Elsa. "Erusa they change you, they keep you up at night and I know you seeing those things… I don't think it'd be good for you." She whispered the last words, turning away to hang her head in shame. 

Elsa kept hold of her hand running her thumbs over Ryu's skin in circles. "Ryu I… I'm sorry for pressuring you as much as I did but Gecko–" Elsa cupped Ryu's cheek to lift her head. "I don't want you going through this alone, sharing it I feel will help in not just restoring your magic but healing you as well. There's almost nothing that could make me hate you. I promise." When Elsa's forehead connected with Ryu's she smiled, closing her eyes. 

"I missed you, Ryu-Chan." 

"I missed you too, Erusa. I'm sorry for leaving like I did." 

"What made you come back?" Ryu pulled away, rolling her head to the side. 

"Well…"


"Look Paul, I get it okay, I'm married to her sister, they can be… pushy." Olaf and Sven nodded along with this having experienced it for themselves. "But you can know one thing is that they always will strive for the best for those they care about. And if Elsa is trying to push towards it then maybe the idea is worth entertaining." 

Olaf plopped down next to the dragon petting her large leg, she grumbled at them hoping they'd leave her be, but they were determined and wouldn't allow her to pull the same shit she pulled with everyone else hiding behind a wall of confident apathy to mask her inner insecurities and turmoil.  

"Just because you explore it as a possibility doesn't mean it's gonna happen. I think of what ifs all the time!" 

"And who knows maybe you'll find there are more pros than cons." Ryu glanced between Sven and Kristoff, guessing it was Sven? Who just spoke. She was still getting used to that. 

Nodding slowly Kristoff snapped his fingers grinning at Sven. "An excellent point my friend. Paul, when I was harvesting ice I once fell through and nearly drowned if not for Sven. So from that day forward I promised myself to never stand on thin ice again. Then Anna happened and Elsa happened… to the whole country and in fjord I had a choice to either stay on land or go on the breaking ice to save Anna. Risks to both choices but the outcome for one was better than the other." He sucked his teeth feeling as if he lost his point. 

"Different circumstances but still, on one path you can keep your hard boundary with Elsa- and hey there's nothing wrong with that- but it could put a barrier between you two, or you could take the risks show Elsa you and your life unfiltered by your words and maybe heal, maybe feel a whole lot better. Sometimes keeping secrets is tiring and tough so… it's your choice." 

They all looked down at the furious scribbling Ryu made in her journal, it wasn't so much a diary entry as it was a list of the emotions she was feeling when she wrote them down. 

Anger. 

Confusion. 

Love. 

Fear. 


"And then they left and Bruni found me and yelled at me to come home." It felt inappropriate but Elsa seemed to not be able to help herself in laughing at the last part. 

"What?" Ryu chuckled, tilting her head. 

Elsa shook her head, trying to wave away the humor. 

"Nothing, nothing it's just… the other day Anna pointed out that you and Bruni look very much alike." 

"We do?" Ryu asked, looking up in thought. 

"It would seem so." 

"Well I'll take that as a compliment, he's a very handsome boy." She let Elsa grip her cheeks bringing their faces closer. 

"And you, my dear–" Elsa planted a sweet kiss on Ryu's forehead. "Are gorgeous." 

"Erusa?" 

"Yes?" Elsa's smooth voice sent tremors throughout Ryu making her squirm in place. Whatever her true question was it remained a mystery, now distracted by Elsa's bewitching presence having her full attention, her entire focus. 

Ryu flushed, barely able to accomplish anything except shallow inhales.

Elsa began to turn vermillion recognizing the reaction in Ryu and herself. And for once it felt so nice to let go of being emotionally responsible and allow the lecherous thoughts fill her mind with everything that would be considered indecent. 

Ryu became frightened at the incongruous sensations between her head and her heart, or between her legs. "Ryu?" Uh-oh there was that octave again which always meant Elsa had asked her question. 

Ryu's head jerked nearly butting with Elsa's chin not realizing that she had been ogling Elsa's body.

Elsa couldn't help but smile, closing the distance between herself and Ryu. She knew her dragon hadn't heard a word she had just said and didn't seem to mind at all, chuckling. "I missed you so much." 

Ryu released another shuddery breath. 

At the sight of her lipstick staining Elsa felt a pang in her lower body. Experimenting, she laid her lips on Ryu's cheeks noting the same result. She didn't know why the sight sent tingles down her spine but she liked it and so did Ryu. 

While lathering her neck in marks and nibbles Elsa groaned as Ryu's body began pulling her back onto the bed.

"Oh we shouldn't, we'll be late for the festival." She felt like such a hypocrite groaning this into Ryu's skin.

Assessing her work she enjoyed seeing Ryu laying there covered in grayish magenta kiss marks, it was like seeing her love physically represented on Ryu's skin. 

"And I have to get dressed." Ryu mused dreamily but she didn't try to stop what was happening, pulling Elsa down on top of her. 

Elsa managed to use her thighs to spread Ryu's legs for her to settle between since her hands were much too busy running themselves all over her arms and stomach. 

"Mm to get dressed you have to get undressed." From the angle she found herself in, Elsa felt Ryu's heated sex press against her thigh through her gown and Ryu's pants. 

 As she shuffled slightly to kiss Ryu's neck again, a jolt of pleasure ran through Ryu's body. "Erusa!" she cried, her hips rolling upward reflexively.

An implosion of pleasure assailed Ryu, and she growled out. "Erusa please I can-nee-!" Once again Ryu found herself completely unarticulated, not sure of how she could communicate, but instead her mind went completely blank, only focusing on when Elsa moved again, feeling the soothing cold of Elsa's beautifully smooth thigh. 

Elsa couldn't stand the layers anymore, if it felt this wonderful with them she couldn't fathom how delicious this would be without them. 

Without taking her time she untied Ryu's pants, or at least she would have if Ryu didn't tie the damn knot so tight. Elsa slender fingers worked hurriedly to find the base of the sash but was unsuccessful. In a fit of impatient lust Elsa crafted a knife sharp enough to slice through the tie in one shear cut. Ryu watched in amazement as she merely tossed it to the side, discarding it as nothing more than a mere handful of snow. 

Ryu didn't have a second to react as Elsa tugged her trousers off, tossing them away just as she did the ice knife. 

Sitting up against the headboard, Elsa pulled Ryu upon her lap to straddle her. 

Her hands trailed down Ryu's back gripping her shirt. Elsa frowned, she hated that too. Ryu chuckled, pulling the shirt over head but became stuck. She growled tugging at it till Elsa reached up to yank it off. Ryu shook her head, messing up her hair when free. Elsa kissed her again briefly, dragging her mouth down the valley between her breasts to her stomach. 

Cheeks completely flushed, Ryu yelped the highest Elsa had ever heard from her from the sensual attentions she lavished upon her stomach. Her tongue skimmed across Ryu's scales feeling her dragon tangle her fingers in her hair squeezing slightly when the sensation became too overwhelming. 

"Fakku, erusa!" She gasped. 

"Language." Elsa warned into her belly, not pulling away. 

Ryu smirked, catching her breath. "Goodness glaciers Erusa." She grinned down at Elsa's glare. The pause was interrupted by Elsa roughly yanking Ryu down, smashing her weeping entrance against herself. 

Elsa moaned and bit her lip gently as she began rubbing her thigh against Ryu's cleft. "Erusa!" Ryu cried again, supporting herself with hands clasped upon Elsa's shoulders as she continued shoving her hips upwards into Ryu. After a few rather clumsy efforts, Elsa found the right leverage and went to work bringing her dragon pleasure.

Elsa's fingers dug into the mounds of Ryu's ass massaging it before gripping the supple flesh, guiding and encouraging Ryu's hips to the perfect pace. Her high pitched breathy moans were so wonderful to hear, especially as they grew in volume when Elsa latched onto Ryu's nipple suckling harshly. 

Her eyes slid up to Ryu's looking intensely dark, Ryu's breaths came in short gasps as her pleasure rose, her small claws dug into Elsa's shoulders. 

"Please!" Ryu begged more quietly, desperately as her legs clutched tightly together but were unable to meet due to Elsa's thigh being in-between them. Every thrust against her tender soft scaled entrance had Ryu wanting to quicken her gyrations and reach her climax already but with Elsa holding her behind as tightly as she was it wasn't possible. Elsa finally satisfied, released her breast and kissed Ryu's mouth which was hanging open as she squeezed her eyes shut and focused on the friction of Elsa's now soaked thigh. 

"That's it min kjæreste. Are you enjoying this?" Elsa panted, breath laborious from her own efforts. Ryu stared at her in disbelief that she even felt she had to ask the question.

To answer Ryu grinded harder against her, so Elsa thrusted harder, more firmly. 

Elsa inhaled through her teeth so sharply it hissed. "Oh yes I know you are with those sweet sounds you're making for me." 

She had to close her eyes seeing only red, the whole aspect of this, the molten moisture coating her thigh deliciously, the scent of their ministrations in the air, the wanton moans Ryu sang out in a mixture of Japanese and some other languages Elsa was too distracted to translate at the moment, was just red, unadulterated sinful red. 

So darn sinful. Elsa thought, almost losing grip on Ryu's ass. 

It felt too good to be anything else. Elsa's own core was seeping out, clenching around nothing. Some might have called her crazy but to Elsa this was perfect, as if she could feel Ryu's pleasure as her own, she loved it. Being the cause of the wonderful sight of Ryu's sweating body rutting against her, bangs plastered against her forehead, her beautiful face scrunched in concentration, desperate to reach her peak. And Elsa would be the one to take her there and back. 

A tidal wave threatened to break loose, Elsa's magic hummed beneath her skin, the cooling snow falling in their bedroom was a welcome to Ryu's scalding skin as she careened towards bursting. 

"Ryu..." she whimpered, burying her face against Ryu's scaled chest, pulling their bodies together tightly, moving them as one.. "Erusa, onegaidakara– kuso, hyōga nante!"

Elsa laughed in jubilation, even in this state her dragon remained a smartass. 

Ryu growled as a bolt of electricity shot up from her toes to her spine arching it taunt, coaxed there by Elsa's relentless maneuvering. That familiar wild sounding trill echoed in Ryu's throat, Elsa knew what was coming. She tilted her head striking first, biting Ryu harshly on her shoulder. Ryu returned the favor, yowling loudly.

She kept thrusting against Ryu through her orgasm, until her eyes snapped open. Ryu had given out atop her and she collapsed against Elsa's chest, but that wasn't what caught Elsa's wide stare. 

It was Ryu's small tail, swiping up and down, brushing against Elsa's leg. 

Curiously Elsa's hands released Ryu's cheeks and ventured to her tailbone feeling the base of her slip up. 

Ryu blushed, bristling from stupor. "Sorry." As she closed her eyes to get rid of it Elsa spoke up a bit too hastily.

"No! No! I- it's fine, it's okay." Ryu searched her eyes to see if she truly meant it. After a few moments she sighed, resting her forehead under Elsa's chin. "Oh god." She moaned softly, chest heaving with each strangled breath she took. 

Elsa agreed wholeheartedly, making eye contact and her reply was breathless yet enthusiastic "Precisely."


"Thank you all for coming!" Another uproar of applause nearly deafened Anna and Kristoff as they stood on the elevated stage set up in the fields, now with all the crops harvested they were mostly flattened and proved a great barrier to keep children and adolescents from hurting themselves when they fell from playing, even he drunk adults could be safe from a concussion. 

"I'm very excited… not as excited as Thomas seems to be about the beer tents-" The rosy cheeked man held up a tankard to his queen as those around him laughed along. "But excited nonetheless. You all have been working remarkably hard to not only make this festival come to fruition but also in making Arendelle a prosperous nation to which I owe you my thanks." There wasn't a sour face in the crowd to be seen, some citizens believed that Anna was the one due all gratitude not just for her heroics at the dam some time ago but for her impressive leadership.

Kristoff would agree with that sentiment entirely, grinning at his wife's face which to him was lit beautifully by the dusky sun. Lifting her velvet dawn gold and red gown, Anna began making her way off the stage. 

"So please, eat, drink, play and make merry until the autumn moon is gone from the sky!" Anna sucked in fear feeling foolish at her reaction to the confetti being sprayed and thrown about. 

Throngs of people were packed deeply into the fields from high up; they appeared like ants, with neighboring provinces visiting, as well Northuldrans, some people, especially the younger ones pushing and shoving to get to the next vendor or game. 

It was an easy enough event to find, signals such as billows of smoke from bonfires lazily drifting through the sky could be seen for miles.

Streamers and lanterns hang on poles as colorful decorations. 

It was a marvelous sight and the turn out had Anna beaming with pride at her people as she and Kristoff made their rounds through the crowds, shaking so many hands they had nearly forgotten which hand belonged to whom. They couldn't tell one face from another after greeting so many, relying on Olaf to state every name of every person they came across, until his poetry fan club had dragged him from them. 

"I knew one day his fame would make him too popular to hangout with us anymore." Anna chuckled at Kristoff's remark, hugging his arm watching fondly at Olaf's club begging him to say another prose, recite another line and ask when his book was going to be published. 

"I'll publish a book as soon as I can read well." He promised. 

There was one absence that itched at her brain and kept her eyes anxiously scanning the crowds always zeroing in on the brightest blondes present but none were her blonde. 

"Don't worry she'll be here." Kristoff assured not minding Anna's anxious vice grip she had his forearm trapped in, wrinkling his tan linen shirt. 

As if he had psychic abilities there she was among the crowd. Standing with her hands folded in front of her holding a small ice pouch she sometimes carried around, smiling softly at the festivities around her. 

She didn't look distressed as Anna had worried due to her argument she had with Ryu last night. In fact Elsa looked great! Dressed perfectly as usual, her hair flowing freely, and her cheeks flushed in a lovely pink tint. 

She hadn't noticed Anna or Kristoff yet so Anna waved both hands above her head, shedding all decorum which blew away in the sweet scented winds around them, her voice rising above the crowds. 

Elsa must have heard Anna's calls before actually spotting her, hooding her eyes with her palm to protect them against the glare of the sun, scanning the crowds but with citizens so densely packed together as they were, and some heads a whole foot taller than her own.

Anna began making her way towards her with Sven following hoping an animal of his size would make them stand out, but there were a few reindeer attending for the competitions in which the best looking and healthiest reindeer would win a blue ribbon and a bucket of carrots. 

Elsa could tell Sven apart from all the others and her grin split open showing her teeth when her eyes landed upon them.

"Anna!" She held out her arms letting Anna envelope her in a tight hug which was reciprocated. If anyone had seen them for the first time they would have thought the siblings hadn't seen each other in years but for those who did know them they were aware of this norm. 

"You look beautiful Anna." Anna blushed tucking a loose strand of hair back into her French braided bun after Elsa playfully made her twirl for her, showing off the beautiful reds and creams of her gown. 

"Thanks, I mean well you look-" Anna did a once over again now detecting the extra pep in Elsa's step. "Radiant."

Elsa chuckled. "Thank you, you sound surprised by that." Coyly she took Anna's arm into her own. "Oh yes hello Sven how could I forget about you." The reindeer jumped around them like a dog vying for Elsa's attention, with a flick of her wrist he saw his antlers now decorated in pretty small ice streamers which he adored, shaking his antlers back and forth.

They were perfect, providing him with just enough edge over the other reindeer in the competition. 

As they walked arm in arm Elsa allowed Anna to take the lead, stopping by and greeting different stands. Whatever Sven or Anna ate Elsa paid for ignoring the pleas for her to just take what she wanted free of charge. It was fun sampling little dishes of sweets, to watching artisans and crafters exhibit their wares to possible buyers. A plethora of small tapestries, paintings, candles, shawls, coats, scarves, gloves and leggings all hanging read to be claimed by any coveters. 

Performers from jugglers to acrobats attempted to one up each other in a friendly rivalry to impress the crowds with their dangerous feats of tossing machetes and knives into the air. 

Elsa chastised Anna for leaning into any gossip and rumors she overheard thinking it unseemly for a queen to partake in such acts Anna shrugged the talk of the towns wasn't very interesting anyways, topics being either about her recent take to dragon riding, the fact that a dragon was residing in the castle, and-

"Yes indeed my cousin works in the castle and the amount of whispers of war he's heard-" 

"Well I certainly pray it doesn't take place on our peaceful soil, why should they be mad we've done nothing wrong." Before Elsa could hear the whispers Anna grabbed her arm abruptly.

"Anna!" She chuckled, uncertain of the sudden change in her sister's behavior, not knowing any better that Anna was purposely diverting her attention to a stand of hot pumpkin and ciders with powdered Krumkake. Elsa bought some for Sven, and Anna, deciding she'd come back once she had a proper meal. 

"Aww come on Elsa you know you want some." Anna wagged her sweet treat in front Elsa's nose who had to swallow down the extra saliva collecting in her mouth. 

"Alright, okay! But pace yourself, you'll end up throwing up if you stuff yourself too full." 

They continued their leisurely stroll, blowing at the steam of their drinks. 

"By the way, where's Ryu?" 

"Hmm?" Elsa turned her head to Anna, catching on to what she had said. "Oh she's hiding behind Yelena right-" she craned her neck to spot the pair. "Over there." Elsa pointed to Ryu peeking from under an awning at the mass activities in wonder. Gathering of humans like this still made her a smidge nervous but Elsa could see her sniff curiously at the air, knowing she was pining for the scents she picked. 

Dressed in her personal gift from Anna, a sweet orange kimono, with red trimmings, and leaves hanging hanging onto to brown branches etched in the design to Elsa she resembled a little Japanese princess who had never been outside of her palace until this day. 

She and Anna winced laughing when they overheard the bickering taking place between the dragon and Yelena..

"Stop being a coward and hiding behind me."

"I'm not being a coward, I'm making sure everything is safe for everyone…" Ryu screeched when an innocent locust hopped on the wooden table beside her and Yelena who she used as a body shield against the creature. 

"I'm sure my back gives you an excellent vantage point. Get out there."

"No, you go out there."

Elsa could never grasp Ryu's fear of crickets, and grasshoppers her only answer being; I have witnessed the unbiased hatred and lust for destruction those devils harbor. Whatever that meant.

The sisters giggled to themselves. "They sound like an old married couple." 

Elsa agreed playfully, displaying her exasperation. "You should hear them back in Northuldra, they squabble worse than Honeymaren and Ryder, the only ones that top those two are Ada and Aiden." 

"You should get yourself a Gerda in Northuldra, Ryu is petrified of her." Elsa sideways glanced at Anna. 

"So are we." She commented, entering the tent, there they found Kristoff sharing a drink with Mattias and Olaf pitching to Ryder a deal that if he wrote his book for him he'd allow his name on the cover. 

A guard entered the tent bowing to Anna and Kristoff before whispering in Mattias' ear. He nodded at the man and then stood. 

"If you'll excuse me please my queen, I'm afraid something has come up." Anna frowned, twisting on the bench to her general. 

"Yes, everything is alright, they just need me back at the castle in regards to that matter we had a meeting about." Anna made an oh face sending the man while promising to save him some kringle. 

After watching the exchange and taking a moment's pause Elsa decided to not over think it and joined in on the idle chatter offering some of her cider to Ryu who sniffed it inquisitively. 

"I was thinking about legally changing his name to Olaf the Great but there are some negative connotations when it comes to pseudo names." 

Elsa turned from the joyous laughter smile disappearing when she saw Ryu gulping down her tankard without taking a single breath. It was an impressive feat that she'd managed to not spill a single drop and in result not leave a single drop left. 

"Remember how we were sharing that?" Elsa commented offhandedly. Ryu burped sheepishly, scratching the back of her head. 

"Oh yea sorry." 

"Refills!" Olaf hopped from table grabbing Kristoff's tankard, yanking Ryu with surprising strength up with him and out of the tent in a hurry to get back to the thralls of the party. 

Honeymaren leaned towards Elsa whispering. "Is it a good idea we turned them loose?"

Elsa chuckled, unsure of the right answer but knowing she'd never get her cider back, standing she held Honeymaren's hand exiting the tent herself.


Clear blue skies slowly turning to purple and blue was what met Ryu's eyes when looked up as invisible sharply brisk winds created by Gale blew through her hair. The spirit created their usual mischief of turning over people's hats and toupees. 

It was a miracle she didn't lose track of Olaf in the crowd of people, he was alight with joy, and Ryu thought she was the one who couldn't stand still. Olaf was very adamant on correcting her on the matter, pulling Ryu from stand to stand, since samples were all they could afford at the moment they had a bit everything; beer-bread, lingonberry and other fruit tarts, slices of game-birds, wild boar, caught by hunters and cooked with sizzling charcoal, to succulent perfection. The smoked arctic char and haddock was Ryu's favorite as well as the frothy mead, a kind man had brought for her for no particular reason other than he liked the way she smiled at Olaf. 

Weird man. 

Ryu tried to not think too much of it instead focusing back on the delicacies Olaf introduced her to. Some she already tasted and some completely new.

She could have eaten much more but the more vendors they visited the more amicable Ryu had become, it was the best of times with Olaf who laughed at the dragon's greasy fingers and lips. To show him what for she rubbed her mouth on his head running away when he slapped his stick at her. 

His shiny coal buttons reflected in the firelit lanterns as he prattled on and on about the history of the festival and what it meant to the people so distracted he was with his stories he hadn't caught the predatory gleam in Ryu's as she would sneak away and then smoothly return before his eyes landed on her again. 

Elsa marched over a mixture of exasperated amusement as she pinched her forefinger to her thumb, gesturing to Ryu.

She seemed peeved but the constant tremble in her voice gave away the inconspicuous laugh she was holding back. 

"Stop following me around and flicking my elbows." With that said she returned back to Honeymaren and Anna. 

Olaf and Ryu watched her back, they could see her mouth moving as she spoke and Anna's eyes fell to them then laughed. 

"What was that about?" 

Ryu played the role of innocent bystander and shrugged. "I don't know, she's insane." Olaf grunted at the simple response and then continued on. 


"What is that little critter doing?" Elsa more so whispered to herself searching around for any sight of Ryu, but Kristoff heard her.. 

"You just called your girlfriend a critter." He pointed out in a hushed voice. Elsa looked to the side, challenging him to dispute what she just said after finding Ryu amongst the crowd with Anna. 

"She is a little critter look at the state of her!" Elsa's wrists flicked towards Ryu hissing dangerously at Anna while leaning back to deter the queen from fastening a green and purple bow tie with a little gold crocus in the middle, in her hair. Kristoff smiled at the pair. 

"You like it though." Elsa grinned slyly wiggling her head a small bit, she rolled her eyes at being called out, shyly uttering a single. "Yeah…Turns out I have a thing for unhinged people." She jested as Anna and Ryu ran by them. 

"Wait! Periwinkle, as the queen's royal mount it wouldn't kill you to wear national colors every now and then!"

"Get away from me! You crazy woman!" 

Kristoff nodded. "Me too." 


Elsa sat down at the table unsure of the odd seating arrangements but she wouldn't complain she was hungry and had to skip lunch due to a certain very distracting dragon. It was said dragon's next question that set off her alarm bells. 

"Erusa how much can a human eat befor-can a human eat themselves to death?" 

Sipping her water Elsa cleared her throat. "Yes they can but it would be incredibly difficult, for one your body would force you to regurgitate before it reaches its limit and the human body can take in a remarkable amount of food before that happens." Ryu nodded pleased with the answer. Elsa tried to nonchalantly sneak a glance at the bow that sat in Ryu's hair, tying up the middle of it as the rest stayed down. 

"Okay good because I'm going to need you to eat as many potatoes as you possibly can in the next eight minutes over a span of two hours." 

Elsa calmly blinked at her digesting what she had just been told, Ryu began unfastening the bowtie around her pale orange and crimson kimono, tying her medium length hair up. 

"I beg your pardon Miss Paul." Ryu giggled at her trepidation then waved around them. 

"For the eating contest, it's potatoes." 

Elsa was aghast, so that explained why so many of the people sitting at the tables around them were strong burly looking men including Mr. Oaken who waved at her cheerily. 

"Yoohoo, miss Elsa you're finally joining us in the annual autumn eating contest Ja? Last year it was pumpkins, say hello to miss Elsa family!" When Oaken's family waved at her Elsa shyly waved back grinning with her teeth until they weren't looking so she could turn her scowl towards Ryu. 

"Ryu you picked the wrong person as a partner in this, you've seen how much I eat at home!" Ryu was not deterred.

"I have faith in you." She chuckled but Elsa shook her head rapidly. 

"Stop it, stop having faith in me in this regard, no hope, no faith. I have a sensitive stomach." Elsa gestured to her belly drawing circles around it. 

"Wow, that's bleak." Ryu said much to Elsa's chagrin.

"Uhuh which is going to be my future if I partake in this. Why didn't you get Kristoff?" 

"He's already competing in another competition with Sven." Elsa was becoming desperate. 

"Anna!"

"She said she isn't allowed to compete." Elsa wondered if Anna told a fib to Ryu using her title as an excuse to not be bothered. 

"Honeymaren, Ryder?" Ryu shook her head. Elsa sat hopelessly in her seat staring off in the distance wondering if it'd be too embarrassing to run away to the forest as the announcer stated the rules loudly to the tables around them. 

"All parties at your tables will have to consume the most potatoes in two hours, do not get up, do not swap out. It doesn't matter how much your partner eats, your score will be tallied together as soon as I ring the bell!"

Now was her chance to escap- the loud dong of the bell had Elsa nearly falling out of her seat to the grassy floor. 

"Begin!" Volunteers brought over platters stock piled with baked potatoes to the tables. Around her competitive eaters had begun scarfing down the potatoes. 

"Why did you sign me up for this?" Elsa mused as Ryu served her two potatoes on a plate sticking a fork and knife in her hands. 

"I thought it would be a fun activity for us to do together." Elsa glared at Ryu as defeat finally set root. She was hungry, she'd admit that much. 

"I'm only here for the free lunch." She informed Ryu sitting up and began eating, pleasantly surprised that the cooks had taken the time to season the food. 

She hummed appreciatively, pausing mid bite when she looked over to see Ryu staring her down. When she opened her mouth Ryu leaned over barking at her.

"Eat. Faster!" Elsa giggled covering her mouth to not spill any food. "I can't, I'll get a tummy ache." Ryu groaned beside her. 

"I've already eaten five." Elsa looked at Ryu's empty plate seeing small remnants of food. She knew Ryu could eat but she didn't know Ryu could eat like that. 

"You seem very adamant about winning this, why?"

"For the prize." Before asking Elsa took another small bite. "What's the prize?" 

"A year's supply of free potatoes." Elsa chuckled, her shoulders shaking as she bent over, tears springing to her eyes. 

"What are you going to do with a year's supply of potatoes?" Oh this ought to be good. Elsa thought, still cutting through her first potato. 

"I don't know Erusa, eat them? What else would I do with them?" 

"You could plant them, start a potato farm." 

"Erusa, can I start a potato farm?" Elsa turned away, focusing on her lunch. 

"Absolutely not." 

"Why?" 

"Because you'll start it, get bored, then forget about it." Ryu understood it was true and she wouldn't try denying it. 

Thirty minutes in, Ryu took a break securing first place for now as Elsa leaned back wiping away sweat from her face. She had eaten two and a half potatoes and looked like she was dying. 

"Come on Erusa you have to pull your weight around here!" Elsa groaned pathetically, resting her forehead on the table. "My weight has doubled," Elsa waved her hand at Ryu. "You pull it for me." 

"Erusa, look at me." She did wincing when she felt a cramp punch her left abdomen. 

"This is the chance of a lifetime, the chance to prove ourselves, to finally be among the greats. Do you want to go down in history as Elsa Ogensmogen-" she shook her head, no she did not because that wasn't her last name. 

"or whatever, valedictorian of Harmon university, former Queen of Arendelle, Fifth spirit of the Enchanted forest and savior of an entire nation-" Elsa could have sworn Ryu's eyes sparkled with stars at what she said next. "Or do you want to go down in History as Elsa, champion potato eater of Arendelle's annual autumn festival eating contest?"

Elsa began weighing the choices in her palms as scales whispering her options to herself. "A top graduate at a university" she raised one hand. "Or potato muncher? Hmm Queen or potato muncher? Fifth Spirit…. Or potato muncher? Hmm." She rubbed her chin completely stuck on which to choose. "I'm not too sure, I'll get back to you in an hour about it." 

"Hey you two no slacking off!" Anna marched over to their table putting the forks back in their. "Adrien from Oslo is already two potatoes ahead of you guys." Ryu set to work as Elsa slumped and leaned against her sister's torso wondering why Anna was so invested in this. 

"I don't feel well, and did you lie telling Ryu you couldn't compete because you're the queen?" 

"What no of course not Els don't be ridiculous." Anna said, waving a hand dismissively.

The look she got from Elsa made her sigh in exasperation and into finally confessing.

"Okay fine, I made a bet with one of the confectioners- Mr. Markus- in town that if you guys won he'd have to give Arnald his chocolate croissant recipe and if you don't win… well I don't get a recipe and I'll have to bring up his store to every royal and dignitary I meet so please, please win." Elsa grunted, not moving from her sister's comfortable side. 

"Ahh come on Elsa, that's not good team spirit." 

"What team! I didn't even ask to be a part of this team and it doesn't even have a name." 

Ryu spoke around a mouthful. "How about Ryu and her spud?" Both sisters made displeased faces at the suggestion. 

"How about Root awakening." Anna said, getting Elsa to perk up and snap her fingers. 

"That's a maybe. Why don't we call ourselves-" as Ryu chowed down ten more vegetables Anna and Elsa did the hard work of crafting the perfect name for their team. 

"I've decided, upon anonymous votes!" 

"Whose?" Ryu's full mouth could barely make out the question as Elsa presented her brilliant name. 

"We shall be called; Snowtatoes." Swallowing Ryu waited for the joke's punchline but it never came. 

"That's dumb what you just said." She said as Anna backed away slowly making her way from the table as Ryu and Elsa began bickering. 


"It is with a great Honor, that I present the champions of this year's eating contest to be-" the Old man leant an ear towards Anna who slipped him a paper concealing a very important name on their. 

"I'm sorry I have just been informed that the winning team does in fact have a name and they are called… '' The crowd waited anxiously as he put on his spectacles to read aloud. "The Snow-tatoes!" The crowd cheered, clapping their hands in an uproar. 

They beheld their champions, one who looked like she was about to vomit but holding it in surprisingly well and the other whose face held a mixture of joy and disgust when she heard the team name. 

The trophy was a large cup engraved with the date and the winning team's name along with the amount they consumed. 

Elsa trembled trying to remain strong, but her stomach felt heavy and kept pushing its content up and down her throat. "And your bounty, a year's supply of potatoes will be provided for you at your leisure!" As the bag of the root vegetables were presented the sight of them broke Elsa who grabbed the cup rushing off the stage behind the large curtain. 

The cheers and idle chatter silenced. They couldn't see her but they sure could hear Elsa and pitied her. Anna and Kristoff ran to her aid as she retched up everything in her stomach into the trophy. 

Anna rubbed her sister's back in soothing circles sporting a sad smile. "You'll always be my spud champion Els." 

Fireworks shot off upward, covering the sky in an euphoric cascade kaleidoscope of colors and patterns. As they rocketed off the ground their whistles sounded as if they were cheering for Elsa who couldn't even lift her head to witness their impressive show.  


It took six cups of water, a one hour nap, and three vomiting sessions for Elsa to consider herself recovered. Sitting in a tent hugging the trophy to her chest, no one dared take it away from her except to wash it just for her to reuse it as a vomiting pale. 

Elsa exited the tent feeling lighter and now free of the six potatoes she had eaten. 

When Ryu laid eyes on her she ran to her with concerned eyes. "You okay champ?" Elsa chuckled, nodding her head slowly. Without having any direct attention on them Ryu inconspicuously took a cooled cloth to tenderly dab Elsa's cheeks, after each swipe she claimed her face with a peck.

Grasping her hand, Ryu's head titled in the direction of music where crowds had gathered to dance. She pulled her towards where Honeymaren, Ryder, Olaf, Kristoff, and Anna had been standing. The sweat clinging to their clothes and heaving chest told Elsa they had already been dancing. 

They smiled brightly, spotting Elsa in good health waving them over. 

"Hey spud." Honeymaren said slyly, crossing her arms. Elsa playfully glared, casting her hand upon her chest speaking in a haughty voice. "That's Champion Spud to you." giving her friend a side glance of friendly reproach. 

Anna giggled pulling her sister into her side, it was silly but she felt proud of her. Despite the early antics she still managed to look poised and beautiful as ever. 


The crowds on the dance floor began slowly clearing away as the band set up for the young musicians that hoped to perhaps catch the eyes of any seeking undiscovered talents as them. 

As they started to play Ryu felt herself begin to sway to the beat their instruments and voices created, she loved fast bouncing rhythms. 

Surveying the crowds she wondered why no one had been dancing to their intriguing tunes consisting of a two fours for such a simple song. The fiddle, though some considered a simple instrument was the star amongst the procession, diving in a bravado centric down drop making the melodies Ryu's favorite kind. It was light, gleeful. The band wasn't as strict sticking to one genre instead mixing multiple genres that allowed one to change between fast swooping to the skilful twirls. 

One could always hear the piano in the background sticking to high tones. 

"Ryu, what are you doing?" Kristoff asked as she started moving her hips and upper body. 

"What?" She shrugged, backing onto the dance floor. "All good musicians deserve to have someone dance to their music." 


Some festival enjoyers watched on as the dragon twirled and rolled her stomach to the rhythm, tapping her feet and bouncing on light bones. Her choreography was by no means any traditional dances seen in Arendelle but still some would say it was pleasant to watch and Ryu looked as if she was having fun and she was very well coordinated. 

Her rolling hips by no means were orthodox movements made by a lady usually, especially by herself, but no one stopped her from dancing beneath the moon and stars shining as if they too wanted to watch the display. 

Ryu's moves were almost indecent, but almost everyone had already witnessed her twirl and curve in such a manner when she was in the air. 

Now the young men took notice that she was more than a beast their queen used for transportation. Now they saw women capable of moving her body in any way that she enjoyed.

Elsa watched as well but not Ryu initially, she kept her eyes on the prying young gentlemen who feigned their hardest to not seem overtly interested in the dragon making her fingers ball into fists. 

Sure she found herself appreciative of Ryu's dancing but she had permission. 

It wasn't just the fact that they allowed their eyes to travel along Ryu who was none the wiser of their attentions but that Elsa had to reign in her own fascination. She hadn't the freedom to openly ogle, she was the one who knew Ryu, not them, if any of the onlookers asked Ryu for a dance knowing their intentions seeing it reflected in their eyes; Elsa felt as if she'd died inside. 

So rare was it that she let someone into her inner world and see her for herself in fear of rejection and pain. She wanted Ryu to feel cherished and loved even in public but... 

No, she had to behave herself and keep her behavior clean cut, and appear to remain on the straight and narrow, almost as straight as the contraction of her pupils. 

She had half a mind to go and pull Ryu away from the music and away from the licentious gazes she unknowingly caught. 

Elsa shook her head unaware of how green she had just become. Guilt immediately did its job, she looked down ashamedly at the ground. 

What right do I have to tell her to stop having harmless fun? Especially when I'm too much of a coward to join her. 

The buzz of conversation dulled to a steady hum as Elsa eyed Ryu moving all her limbs, losing herself to the beat. She was correct that dragons did love music. The way she moved was simply…hypnotic, she didn't care who was watching with her eyes closed and mouth open in a smile. 

Elsa wasn't certain if she was still delirious from her vomiting spell or if there was truly an aura of colors radiating from her dragon as she hopped from foot to foot in time with the band. She had to blink to reassure herself that her eyes were working correctly.

Watching Ryu be free, moving as she was meant to… Elsa smiled. Her dragon was happy, happy to just focus her ears on the music. 

Dancing for dragons can be interpreted many ways. Elsa recalled Bulda's teachings. It could be used as a form of courtship, dragons dance all the time, when swimming in the water, on land, in the air. Oh how beautiful their ballots must have been. 

Elsa wanted to provide Ryu with so much, including the things she'd have experienced had she hatched a thousand years earlier, but she wasn't a dragon. She was just herself, an awkward woman with powers and who cared too much sometimes of what others thought of her, especially her loved ones. 

Turning back to her family over her shoulder Elsa smiled sadly at them. She caught Anna's eyes as she was mid laugh at something Olaf had said which had Ryder blushing. 

Anna glanced at Ryu then back at Elsa, smiling her signature sanguine smile, it eased the uncertain sensation of the clammy, moisture beginning to drip into her palms, capturing her back up in a fresh swell of anxieties crafted by a slew of what ifs. 

Elsa I love you. So much and just when I think that the love I have for you has reached an all time high it gets higher and hasn't stopped. Does Periwinkle make you happy?

Putting her stare back to the dance circle Elsa whispered a small "Yes."

Squaring her shoulders she did a little shake to loosen up. Feeling as if she'd faint again and it wasn't due to the potatoes. Filling her lungs with as much air as she could. 

"You okay?" Anna's soft voice brought her back from hyping herself up. Elsa nodded feeling so much more confident when her queen kissed the side of her head. 

Balling her fist up, Elsa bent her arms close to her body, closed her eyes and began wiggling her shoulders up and down a small bit trying her best to step to the beat towards Ryu. 

"Erusa!" Ryu's surprise squawk had Elsa grinning shyly, opening her eyes. Ryu looked completely beside herself at what she was seeing. 

After taking in the moment Ryu's grin grew to a full beaming smile as she resumed dancing. "Wow Erusa! You're doing great!" Ryu praised moving around her in a circle. 

Elsa blanched. "Are you sure?" 

"Just copy me okay?" Ryu instructed.

Feeling a little adventurous, Elsa tried to diffidently mimic Ryu's motions, comparing their foot movements.

"Don't overthink Erusa, just feel the beat and move with it." Elsa nodded and tried doing just that, the initial heat on her cheeks at how silly she felt compared to Ryu's adroitness when it came to rhythm faded away. 

She heard Olaf cheer from the sidelines and rush to them joining the duo dance along. 


"Whoa who knew Elsa had it in her." Kristoff said, crossing his arms, he shook his head with muffled laughter.

Anna scoffed. "Of course she has it in her she's an Árnadalr-" Anna boasted watching her sister place her left hand on her hip and wiggle her right pointer finger, turning in a stationary circle as Ryu danced around her. Elsa's worries evaporated from being burned by Ryu's smoldering temperature, completely overtaken into the gaiety of it all. 

Kristoff side glanced at his wife. "Okay well, she didn't necessarily inherit our parent's impeccable dance skills but she makes up for it in spirit!" 

Honeymaren began to fall victim to the beat as well tapping her foot along. "She has her own little unique style." Ryder commented, dancing with his sister. 

"Okay if Elsa can brave the dance floor I don't want to hear it Mr. Oh ice harvesters don't dance." Anna mocked in a deep voice ignoring Kristoff's pained groans as he was dragged to dance. 


Even though Elsa felt quite proud of herself for the moves she accomplished, Ryu wasn't just content with orbiting around her. 

Elsa yelped when she felt a hand grasp her own yanking her body flush against Ryu's. 

She blushed worriedly surveying the new coming dancers around them. 

"Gecko." She harshly whispered, anxiety growing. Ryu began leading them in something Elsa wouldn't exactly call a waltz. 

"Everyone's drunk anyways Erusa it'll be alright." She promised, smiling broader when she felt Elsa's tense body loosen just slightly. 

You little flagrant rake. 

Next thing they knew Elsa was spinning, occasionally stepping on Ryu's foot. Her choreography was definitely a mixture of dances she had witnessed in her travels. 

When the music slowed in tempo Elsa changed their arms positionings, taking the lead. While she wasn't well versed in the freestyling Ryu enjoyed she did have a formal education in actual dance. 

Ryu seemed confused until Elsa winked at her whispering. "Just copy me okay?" Ryu nodded slowly, grinning as Elsa led them to a much more graceful ballet around. 

They watched the other growing closer as they both managed to match their bodies up to the perfect speed. Elsa slapped herself for ever doubting Ryu's rhythmic ability. She didn't know if it was Ryu or just in her nature to be marvelously attuned to Elsa's cadence and timing or perhaps it was her adroitness in mimicry, either way Elsa felt proud that she could call this girl her own. 


Suddenly Elsa stopped, pulling away but never letting go of Ryu's hand. "Follow me." She whispered, attempting to lead Ryu who happily complied, allowing herself to be whisked from the festival, away from the crowds, away from the fields and into the nearby forest.

It wasn't the enchanted forest but it would due. 

Ryu grinned, of course, here in their sanctuary she and Elsa could hold each other as close as they wanted, without fear, or worry, nature approved of their union.

Ryu had never felt so happy before, if she were to die right then she hoped she had been good enough in life to be cursed to a purgatory of living in this moment for all eternity. She'd trick whichever god existed thinking since the devil didn't want her in hell, and the angels certainly would not appreciate her presence, she'd be sentenced to an eternal limbo of her last moments. 

Her heart skipped a few beats but she'd worry about that later. 

And if she did live for as long as many believed she knew she'd never have another like Elsa. It made perfect sense as to why she had never considered romance before she met her. She would never have fallen in love unless it was with Elsa. She'd never fall unless it was Elsa she fell into.

And Ryu, the poor, pathetically whipped dragon could only let Elsa do whatever she wished to her. Surrendering herself to the mercy of Elsa's cold fingertips.

In her grip she had never felt so found, she just had to tuck her head beneath Elsa's chin, as Elsa held her close singing along to a melody she created just for them, granting Ryu the sweet blessing of her angelic voice. 

"You're just… too perfect for me… in my arms." Ryu sighed longingly as Elsa created the lyrics to the instrumental they had just heard.

This is as it should be. 

Let me just hold ya-a. 

I'm never letting go of you. 

Never will. Will you please stay…

I have found the one that I adore and you are her…and I could never ask for anything more

Just stay with me forever and I'll make you happy…so happy, my girl.

Stars were in her eyes, Elsa swore while she wasn't looking someone placed twinkling stars in Ryu's eyes, she was looking slightly up not at anyone or anything in particular. It was so private to see her hopeful stare that saw far into the future, a future Elsa would fight to be a part of. 


Before Elsa and Ryu had stolen away with each other into the forest, Anna had come so close to intruding on their little world

So enraptured had they both been that they hadn't noticed the slight snowfall that began around them, if they hadn't been captured by the brilliant gleam in the other's eyes they would have seen the array of soft pinks, greens, the blues, indigo, violets floating in their space. 

Everyone else had witnessed it, and some onlookers glanced down at their cups wondering what was put in it to cause them to see rainbows at night with not a single cloud in the sky. 

Anna blew out her cheeks in relief when Elsa had come to her senses realizing she was putting herself and Ryu at risk and excused herself before anyone had paid too close attention to the pair.

It hurt to see her sister having to hide away her love deep in the forest, but caution still has to be exercised no matter how furious it made Anna. Yes same sex marriage was legal in their nation after the great battle she had with her council for two years over the matter, there were still those out there who wanted Elsa dead for being a witch. They did not Need word spreading that the 'Witch of Arendelle' was also a blasphemer. 

"Soooo those two…" Anna knew what Honeymaren's voice was alluding to after Elsa and Ryu disappeared within the treeline. 

"Yep!" She answered quickly, gauging any reaction she could on Honeymaren's face. It remained good natured if not a bit boastful. 

Her hand whipped out in front of Ryder who thought he could sneak away. "Pay up!" She demanded. Despondent he bowed to her droning on in a melancholic manner. 

"I will be cleaning the dishes after breakfast for the next five months." Satisfied Honeymaren crossed her arms. 

"What?" She asked Kristoff and Anna who stared at her. 

"You gambled on my sister's love life?" Anna tried to sound outraged until Kristoff intercepted her. 

"Says the one who gambled on her sister's stomach." Anna pouted, how was she supposed to know that Elsa would throw up after eating more than four potatoes.

"She still won!" 

Kristoff wrapped his arm around her yawning. "Yes she did, our spud champion. Now let's get back home so this Lutefisk champion can sleep off all this fish." 

Olaf chortled, riding atop Sven. "You stink." 

Kristoff stole his carrot nose in an easy grab. "And you just lost your smelling privileges young man."


Before Anna and Kristoff could retire they were intercepted by Mattias and Kai in the west hall. Their hurried steps began draining away the jubilant nature that surrounded the couple. The look on their faces was no longer jovial. Instead, the two men greeted them looking very stern, 

"Please forgive the intrusion my queen but we have erm a bit of a development waiting in your study. Two developments actually that I believe require the utmost discretion." Kai said in a hushed tone. 


Entering her study Anna and Kristoff found themselves gobsmacked by the sight of the two dele developments Kai had warned them about. 

"Your majesties, Dutchess Ophelia Maria Alexandrovna Dmitrieva-Mamonova, and Major General Konstantin Grigory Sokolov of the Ruskland Army." Once again Kai and Gerda proved to be the perfect hosts with Kai having already moved their belongings into the guest rooms ensured their own personal staff were comfortably and Gerda pouring the two tea as Kristoff and Anna made their appearances known. 

"Uuuh… hey." Anna waved lamely unprepared for such a grandiose audience and incredibly fatigued from the day's events and from the long night she was certain she'd be in for. 

"Your majesties." The general tipped his cup to them not finding in himself to stand up. Anna had seen many tired men before but the general was especially weathered, bag under his eyes, he had lost a significant amount of weight and from the whites of his eyes she could see his nerves had been shot. Immediately Anna forgave him for the lack of court decorum. 

Ophelia, no matter how weathered she may have been, did not allude to it. Always ever graceful and poised she stood straightening her white and pink fluffy skirts. 

"Queen Anna, Master Kristoff." She curtsied perfectly, Anna and Kristoff had become lost in her formal English accent that delivered her articulated words in speedy expertise. "I do apologize for this untimely intrusion upon your festivities but I am afraid of the detrimental consequences if we had failed to privy our visits to your nation. Due to the dreadful conflict that with even our allied nations on our side, which I am sure you are aware of corresponding between the two separated factions in Ruskland– it's with a heavy and humbled determinate, that we come to you now for your assistance." 

Kristoff looked around checking for a possible translator in the room but there was only Gerda, Kai, Mattias- who took a place in the corner with notebook and pencil– himself and Anna present with the guests. 

"Uh what?" Sighing quietly Lady Ophelia clasped her hands together to emphasize her point. 

The general offered his own version "We must speak of the state of Ruskland which is. A. Very. Big. Deal!" The resignedness in his voice had Anna and Kristoff sitting as audience to them behind their large desks thanking Gerda for the refreshments she provided, ready to listen to the first hand update of the civil war in Ruskland. 


"-and I'm afraid the only person any in Ruskland have witnessed handle the brute with some semblance of proficiency, is the renowned Lady Elsa. If we do not aid our men I'm afraid the odds will be tipped from our favor best case scenario and we lose the war." 

"Wait-" Anna held up her hand. "Best case? What's the worst?" She knew she'd regret asking but had to. Anna could feel her pulse quicken as she waited for an answer. 

Staring at one another Lady Ophelia answered in her usual short monotone. 

"Worst scenario the bird eliminates both factions, all our allies, and moves on to the citizens thus wiping Ruskland out of existence and then sets its treacherous desires to other nations." Oh dear… that was the worst case and Anna did regret asking. 

"I was there the day the bird attacked, Elsa and I– we couldn't really defeat it or beat it or whatever you were hoping we could do, the only thing we could manage was escape with our lives. I'm afraid the closest we've come to hopefully stopping it is by training our dragon friend." 

The general's bushy brows shot upward, chuckling dryly, he stroked his beard. "Dragons eh? Oh of course Arendelle has a dragon." He stared down at his clasped hands. 

Kristoff held up a finger to interject. "Uh. A dragon; just one. The bird is actually a yokai, a spirit that can only be calmed by dragon magic or those who yield it." Anna appreciated that he deliberately left out the reason of why the bird was in Ruskland in the first place, thus incriminating Ryu with the nation Elsa had been hoping would play a role in her protection. 

"I see," Ophelia resting her teacup to politely inquire. "Is it incorrect for me to sense the impression there is more to this narrative than meets the eye, yes?" Anna felt thoroughly exposed and defensive suddenly. While the Lady's prodding was not rude by any means she still felt herself bristling protectively over her private matters. 

"Yes but that is a business of the upper state and one that I can't discuss freely with certain parties present." 

"Well how is the training going? Is she prepared?" Ophelia grunted at Anna's wilting posture. "Nevertheless we still must at least try, so if could possibly borrow your dragon you will be paid rather handsomely in not only our alliedship but also in whatever commodity you chose." 

Even if Anna and Kristoff would entertain the idea of selling Ryu as a war weapon Elsa would never allow it sooner offering herself up on the chopping block. The very notion broke Anna's heart to think about but she could just say 'I'm afraid we cannot rent out my sister's girlfriend to you, so sorry.' Ryu was a person and Anna did not own people, that thought made her shudder in revulsion. 

"I'm afraid if you wish for Ryu's aid then you must ask her." They hadn't been expecting that response from the queen or the finalizing tone she said it in. 

Konstantin came closer speaking in a hushed grave voice and leaned forward on his knees, pacing his words out carefully. "Your Majesty, if we do not stop this monster from mutilating my men and the other betraying country men, if we do not snuff out these heretics who are spreading like disease among an inflicted village, the fight will no longer be Ruskland's, it will traveling like all sicknesses tend to do and strike Arendelle mercilessly, brutally."

Anna grasped Kristoff's hand as they silently communicated with their eyes, reflecting regret, fear, turmoil and their sense of duty to their people, to the nation, to their family, and agreed with each. 

Anna stood up going to the window of her study in silence, clasping her arms behind her back, looking exceptionally older and so young and fragile all the same. She could still see the festival lights from a distance, her citizens stumbling drunkenly singing in the streets on their way to their homes to sleep off their mead and ale without a care in the world. Her gaze led her to the horizon, she couldn't see it but beyond that was the enchanted forest where Elsa and Ryu were doing god knew what to each other, happy and content. 

Taking a stifling breath, Anna spoke up. 

"Mattias?" 

"Yes my queen?" He already knew what she had decided, and was ready to carry out her orders. 

"Begin preparations, come the first month of winter…" She stopped speaking, unable to bring herself to finish the sentence. 

 

Everyone in the room knew. 

 

They were going to war. 

Notes:

Tantō- a type of Japanese blade.

Dō ka koibito, nani ga mondaina no ka oshietekudasai- please sweetheart tell me what's wrong in Japanese

Ryū, hanashite kudasai- Ryu what's wrong in Japanese

Īe, kekkōdesu- no thanks in Japanese

Non- no in French

Bù- no in Chinese

La- no in Arabic

Nee- no Dutch

Nein- no in German

Não - no in Portuguese

Nani no hanashi ga aru nda! Sore wa kako no kotodesu, sudeni okotta kotodesu, anata ni dekiru koto wa nani mo kaiketsu shimasen - What is there to talk about! It's in the past, it's already happened, nothing you can do will fix it

Fakku, erusa- fuck, Elsa in Japanese

Erusa, onegaidakara– kuso, hyōga nante- Elsa, please I need to, fuck I- fucking glaciers in Japanese

min kjæreste- my dearest in Norwegian

Fun fact: A rainbow is an optical illusion caused by water droplets when viewed from a certain angle relative to a light source. Therefore, a rainbow cannot be physically approached or touched, it would be the same as a person touching light though both can be classified as light color and light are actually somewhat different on the luminescent spectrum.

Chapter 40

Notes:

Soooo, this story is not going to end as quickly as I thought. For the plot to be as fleshed out as I'd like it to be I'd have to make chapters over 16k words which I'm not gonna cause that go into to pacing issues and not everyone has time to read that so will play it by ear. Please enjoy and leave likes, dislikes and thoughts. Thank you.

Chapter Text

The leaves blew away, leaving the trees that dropped them stripped bare, unable to support the snow falls as their evergreen cousins. Winter had come, fast and swift in the night. Quick to cover every inch of the land in its white blankets as if being caught by any living being would stop it. 

It wasn't anything anyone who lived in a seasonal land hadn't seen before, Ryu had certainly seen the transformation seasons had over the earth that were much more dramatic than this, for the first time however, as she stood on a hill feeling the cold beneath her paws over looking the expanse of change, she couldn't help but feel nostalgic for summer and even autumn as short as it was. Quick to begin and even quicker to end. She missed the warm sun replaced by clouds which dropped more cold onto the inhabitants of the land, missed the green grass and sultry velvet humidity of the summer nights where only the restless remained awake. The sunflowers, and heathers that outreached far beyond the naked eye could see, where seated among them she'd occasionally pass kind strangers upon a worn woven blanket, some dressed in flower crowns and laughing. 

There were splotches of color everywhere in Arendelle during the summer and autumn. A sense of laziness, a lack of urgency, and when they felt up to it, adventures to be had. Maybe it wasn't the time of year that fueled the pangs of nostalgia and longing, perhaps it was those she shared it with. She had just met these lands in the middle of summer, fell in love in the early autumn, and finally felt somewhat like she belonged. Then winter had to happen and with those changes the warm fuzzy feelings of comradery were buried deeply beneath the snow. Responsibility reared its ugly head, as always throughout her life death lingered in the black and gray clouds on horizon. 

She had always associated winter with hardship and survival, that's what she always had seen it bring and offer to both animals and humans. The only endearment it had on her was Elsa and Olaf, but they weren't like the icicles and snow, they stayed when the air became warmer and the lakes melted into beautiful twinkling pools. 

She shook her head, puffing out a breath of steam that came with every exhale she made in climates like this. She hadn't the time to reminisce of such whimsical prospects, no one did, she couldn't help it though, the sense that her stay here in Arendelle was limited made her cling harder to the time she spent here. With the news brought from Ruskland winter had once again proved itself to be a time of tribulations and trials. 

A chilly wind bit into her scales, displacing her mane which had in Ryu's opinion grown far too long, and was now trying to go down her spine up to her shoulder blades. 

After standing to take flight, Ryu casted one more glance at the expanse of land surrounded by wood, it was eerie. As if not a living thing was present amongst the white, except the sky which showed off by illuminating the entire forest with its multiple colors, stars, and galaxies constantly moving unaware of what was transpiring beneath them. 

In Arendelle the sky was always awake it seemed. Ryu wished she never grew tired like that. 

Maybe Elsa and Anna could teach her how to appreciate winter just as they did unknowingly during the warmer times.


Everyone was a river, constantly moving within the rapids beneath the frozen surface of stoic anxieties of what was to come. All had a part to play and all roles mattered, but not all were allied together in understanding what was to be done about the foreign threats trying to knock at their nation's door. 

Anna and Kristoff held the front lines of the campaigning opinions to keep Elsa in Arendelle and away from danger. 

"The Heretics have a means of their own which specifically have been shown capable of killing magic and you're suggesting that I send the most important person in Arendelle- the person who we know has the most concentrated-" some who didn't understand the importance of the bridge between nature and man would have argued that the one whose brow bore the crown was the most important person in Arendelle.

Mattias voiced his own defeated wisdom daring to interrupt his monarch. "To send either side of the bridge could mean detriment for all of us." 

Piling on his alluding Ophelia gracefully cleared her throat and spoke up as well. "I'm confident with enough militia support from Arendelle and our allies we can easily overwhelm the Heretics to defeat. However the only impediment getting in the way of such attempts is the Yokai plaguing our lands. Perhaps neither Queen Anna or Lady Elsa have to leave Arendelle if we were permitted to-" 

Tiny fractals of frost began crystalizing the wooden surface of Elsa's armrest at Lady Ophelia's interrupted inquiry by Konstantin's gruff voice. 

"-to take the dragon with us-" She was grateful that Anna didn't appear very keen to grant the request, remaining silent, keeping her eyes fixed on the papers before her though she wasn't reading. 

"Set her upon the bird and even if she cannot defeat it, that may give us enough time to collect ourselves and make an attack." 

"General Konstantin, Lady Ophelia please-" Kristoff beat Elsa to the opportunity to outright refuse the suggestion. Elsa would have been insulted having his eyes flicker to her than to who he addressed quickly, she remained aware of how much Kristoff knew her, how much trepidation it caused Elsa to hear the idea of sending Ryu into a foreign warzone alone to face a creature she barely escaped during their first encounter just to bide the loyalist time. 

"Ryu is a fledgling-" 

"But still a dragon-" 

"Still a dragon yes but in order for her to hope to come out of such an encounter alive she'd require a grip– however firm–on her magic which we've told you despite our efforts we've only seen small glimpses of." 

Now it was Anna's turn to speak up, Elsa pitied her, she had been dealing with this mess since September and did what any monarch would have done to keep the whispers of war as quiet as possible. 

Even with feeling some animosity that said secret was kept from her as well she sympathized with Anna's plights, guilty that while she and Ryu had been galavanting around in the forest with the spirits and their tribe only focusing on repairing the dragon's magical tether, Anna and Kristoff had been up with foreign generals, dignitaries, and her council stressing about the war and casualties. 

They had swapped heated discussions about what part Elsa would play in conflict and just as any would suspect she had been forbidden from acting to what Anna thought to be too rash, sailing off to Ruskland to help. 

Elsa absolutely not. How terrible do you think nature's magic would feel if we used her very gift as a weapon in warfare? 

We can't just let them continue to die Anna. I can't just let them die. People are losing their lives because of me! 

Exactly Elsa and I refuse to lose you. 

She knew it hurt Anna to know of the state of Ruskland but she couldn't help but think it was different for her. 

Elsa's heart bled for those who died in her name when she didn't even know theirs. 

Konstantin obviously did not share the same affections for a creature he thought a myth but a few months ago. Ophelia rested her palm on his arm to soothe his frustration taking the reigns of their argument. It was odd to see her behave in such a familiar manner with someone who many would assume was her subordinate.

After watching them during their visit Elsa could safely deduce that they had known each other for a long time and held a deep respect for the other, with the general being more extroverted than the Lady they both operated and thought on the same levels. 

"Please we beseech you Queen Anna and all of your counterparts to understand that men are dying in horrific- brutal ways, they are sacrificing their lives for someone they have not even met yet purely because it is the right thing to do. They do not comprehend nor are aware of your desire to protect your family. I understand this however, I too have a family to protect that I was forced to leave on our countryside estates, scattered, frightened, wondering if today will be the day the heretics barge down their doors and take them prisoner or worse." Elsa looked away picturing her own family in that situation- no- she'd never let that happen. 

"If your dragon can tip the scales of the revolt in our favor it would not only be saving thousands of Ruskland's people, but your own people as well." 

"If the dragon is truly a friend of the crown as you have said Queen Anna-" it was the musings of one council member which brought the room back to arguing whether the dragon's life was worth two nations.

The only parties remaining silent were Elsa and Tobias. It was usual for him to not speak until he had something substantial to say that could move the conversation forward. For Elsa there was a nauseating sense of disquietude taking over her mind. 

"Ryu is the last of her kind! If we lose her then we lose dragons forever!" 

"Is that really of consequence- we hadn't even known dragon's existed till this passing summer?" Elsa's head whipped so quickly in the direction of the voice if the room was quiet they would have heard it. Harnessing as much self control as she could to not panic and allow her magic to lash out in defense of Ryu. 

"Of course it is of great consequence. Not to mention if Ryu goes then there goes Elsa and of course there goes Anna and myself. It's like a trail of ants." Kristoff stated, growing agitated. The sisters would have disputed this had it not been true and proven to happen time and time again. 

"Surely the fifth spirit despite her nonseculiar position would heed the words of her sister and Queen." 

All eyes turned to the quiet Elsa creating an uncomfortable itch beneath her collar.

Anna intervened, turning the attention back to herself. "I won't force Elsa to choose between going with Ryu or obeying my word. For one she's my sister-" No one doubted that. "And two we may have different responsibilities but I see us as equals in regards to many things including authority, but even with that said again I will not allow any of you to use my sister as a weapon of war. I will permit her to lend aid when I hear a direct, cohesive plan of action that preferably won't put my family at risk. Elsa is not going to Ruskland." They knew better and those from a foreign court were learning. No one would dare challenge the queen further especially when it came to her family. 

Proving his bravery Mr. Gustafsson presented the point as consciously as he could. "Your Majesty, Lady Elsa, I agree entirely with the points and concerns you have… however-" 

Here it comes. Elsa winced inwardly preparing for what he was about to say. 

"I know Queen Anna is a good person at heart and an excellent leader-" It could have been taken as brown nosing but the man's history had shown he truly did admire Anna. He turned his head to Elsa. "And you Lady Elsa, the fifth spirit guiding us in what is true and right- I ask only one thing; will we take responsibility for being the cause of such tragedies. I'm not blaming you by any means but the reason for this conflict, be it the Yokai monster and the heretics, is due to them wanting you dead. We must stop them from hurting others." 

The silence began choking Elsa forcing her to clear her throat to project her voice evenly. "I do not intend on ignoring the responsibilities arising in Ruskland. Do not mistake my hesitation to leap head first into a conflict without a strategy for turning a blind eye to the suffering of others." The words came out sharper than intended but forced open mouths to clamp shut. As Elsa calmed, so did the temperature become less frigid. 

"I've heard many of you speaking of waste; the waste of those brave soldiers' lives lost in conflict, waste of time and resources-" Her eyes slowly panned over the room to each individual, as she clasped her hands together, resembling the same posture she often took as queen. "What I do see as a loss and waste is taking the very last bit of pure light personified and throwing them at the maw of the Yokai in hopes that it could accomplish what?" Her hands upturned signaling her growing vexation at the notion. "Distract the creature for a few minutes to grant you the ability to kill more of your fellow misguided countrymen then for it to turn on you once again…" Elsa resisted huffing at the talk of violence she had to endure for the last few hours. She understood it was somewhat necessary but there had to be another way. 

Deep down inside she knew there was another way to fix this that didn't end in bloodshed. 

She stood straighter seeing the rebellious sparking flames in the eyes of the council. Anna remained quiet allowing her sister to take control of the room which grew cold enough for one to see their breath. 

"I will seek counsel from those that actually have some wisdom in the subject. Until then our queen has given her judgment on the matter. I will remain here in Arendelle with the Drage Lyse until we formulate a conducive plan." It was rare when Elsa allowed her irritation to speak for her, it was only allowed to rear its head when the emotion was of sagacity.

She waited, poised, to shut down any rebuttals- none came- as she scanned each face present all avoiding eye contact. 

It seemed even with abdication of the throne the nature of a monarch still dwelt within Elsa. 

Turning she left the room not concerned with the knowledge that the meeting wasn't adjourned, she had her own work and planning to do. 


Finally Elsa could breath in deep, each exhale, unlike the breaths from others, especially Ryu, hers remained invisible in the cold, crisp air. 

Drained by the high emotional tension Elsa was thoroughly inundated by it all. She leaned against the doors, listening to the castle groan against the occasional harsh wind. In the distance she could hear the bustling of her people going about their day in spite of the gray clouds blocking out the sun. 

Over the ambiances these noises created she overheard something else of interest that slid her lids open. 

It was laughter and a particular grumble she recognized almost immediately. Following the sound to the left of the main entrance led Elsa to Kristoff's barn attached to the royal stables. Peaking in, she spotted Sven first, laying in a bed of hay munching on a bucket of oats a man had just set down for him. Judging by his uniform he was a soldier of lower ranking.

She could hear Olaf somewhere in there musing something about finding another bucket for water. 

Sven leaned against Ryu, sitting in her curled up dragon loaf manner, all limbs tucked beneath and tail wrapped around her body, she wasn't half asleep however instead alert and listening to the loud prattling of two children, busy poking and fiddling with whatever Ryu allowed. 

Elsa recollected the soldier having seen his face around a handful of times, the children she was sure she had seen but couldn't pinpoint a specific time. 

"I don't even know why anyone would try to mess with us." Her eyes set on the brooding boy seated upon Ryu's forearm, the patterns in the dirt he drew with a stick were of no particular shape. "We have nature and Miss Elsa and even a dragon now!" 

The man chuckled, petting Sven's head. "Yes I'm sure that's probably why." At first Elsa felt consternation at the possible idea that she and the other spirits had invited this aggression from other nations upon Arendelle. "But it'll be fine." He assured the children.

"Promise?" He gripped the little girl's hands and smiled warmly. Before he could answer the young gregarious boy stood wielding his stick like a sword. 

"Of course it'll be fine. He has Miss Elsa and a dragon on his side. They'll kill whoever decides to mess with him and the other soldiers!" Elsa gulped audibly, placing a hand on her chest. All present except the little girl appeared aware of the grave consequences of war. 

Her voice trembled when she spoke up. "Kill? As in make them dead?" Whom Elsa assumed to be her sibling nodded with a gleeful smile apathetic to his sister's disturbance at this. 

"Uhuh that's what happens when soldiers go to fight they kill each other." 

"Bu-But never you Cole… right?" Elsa watched Cole sit for a moment, obviously contemplating whether he should spare the girl of the truth. Even if he were fresh into the service, every soldier knew that no one was ever guaranteed a one way trip from conflict. 

He half smiled and set her down ruffling her hair. "Never me." The promise constricted around Elsa's heart like a viper. How she wished that her otherness would stop hurting people even if it was indirectly.

"Besides, Eric's right in some way-" Standing he went to the large workshop table and began unwrapping something Elsa couldn't discern from this angle. His attention turned, smiling as Ryu's head lifted and nostrils flared to sniff at the large raw steak he held with a cloth. 

"Rumor has it that you and I will be facing this war side by side so-" he approached slowly while Ryu stood bellowing with a closed mouth. He probably didn't have the assurance of knowing her body language as Elsa did. She could easily tell her dragon was feeling conflicted, at ease, yet still cautious all at once, taking a single step off of the hay bed. 

Cole spoke slowly, keeping his voice hushed to not trigger any unwanted behavior, occasionally flickering his eyes towards the children giving nods in a sangfroid manner. 

"Well if I learned one thing about Arendelle's army-" he knelt to set the steak down in front of Ryu. Glancing up at her he grinned. "We like to keep our comrades well fed."

Elsa knew that Cole and the children were not in any danger but Ryu was still a creature of her own and somewhat unpredictable. Her patience seemed to know no end with children while her tolerance went but so far in regards to adults. She held the man's eyes with her for a few seconds gauging his intentions. 

Elsa could hear Ryu's chuffs from scenting the meat wondering how this interaction would go. The cacophony of deep rumbles and groans she made weren't aggressive but did have an air of concernment. 

Opening her mouth she blew flames to the steak until it was cooked, baffling the man and the children, sending them back a few steps. Sitting on her haunches she stared him down then back at the steal a few times until he could read her message clear. 

"Right, what is a good chef that won't taste his own cooking?" With this said he tested the temperature of the meat and tore off a piece gesturing it to Ryu with one final word. "But you cooked it technically." 

Watching him chew it, Ryu mewled. 

"I want to taste it!" 

Colt's hand quickly raised, catching the boy by the collar before he could lunge at the meat. 

Just as Elsa suspected not being one to share her food often Ryu snatched up the steak making Elsa frown with how ferociously she minced it with her fangs, gulping the pieces down her gullet, licking her muzzle thoroughly. 

Has Ryu eaten? Surely not if she was willing to test the food of a stranger.

"I found another bucket!" Olaf cheered, waving the wooden piece around like a victory flag. He helped Cole bring water for both Sven and Ryu who slurped persistently as if trying to finish before the other could get more. 

"Hooray for Olaf!" The little girl cheered. 

"Hooray for me." 

Elsa pulled away from sneaking her head in to press her back against the barn door. 

While yes she knew that Ryu was capable of catering to her own needs without her, usually taking to hunting if the necessity arose- seeing the trio and Olaf care for her made Elsa theorize that perhaps between Ryu covering down for her in the forest, helping with any winter tasks she could while Elsa spent a majority of her time in Arendelle to contribute to the preparations– thus taking a load off of Anna and Kristoff, and then flying back to Arendelle to freight Anna to and fro on top of adding her own insight that could help with efforts, Ryu must have been neglecting herself. 

It wasn't as alarming, as the others had been as well, especially Anna. The past week and a half had just been her and Elsa fussing over the other and when they had nothing to fuss about they turned their sights on Kristoff, and when he had been taken care would then set their attentions as a collective to keep Olaf's spirits high, though even he knew of the dire situation they found themselves in and doubled his efforts in cheering everyone up. 

Thus was always their family's dynamic and it had Elsa wondering- she peaked back in to see Ryu clutching another steak between her claws- where did Ryu fit into it? 

They had seen each other mostly in passing with Ryu's pension to work all hours of the night, nap in the morning and be gone by early noon and Elsa's time taken up by meetings and paperwork once again, even with all the hands that were on deck there was always something that needed attention. 

It made Elsa miss the summer and fall. Winter was usually her time of respite ensuring the migration paths were correct and safe, and everyone had enough food and supplies to last till the time of plenty returned. 

At least now she didn't have to worry about supplies back in Northuldra, when she received a letter from Yelena that morning. 

Elsa I hope this letter finds you in good health, and not overworked and fatigued. Please remind Anna and Kristoff as well that as leaders they are of no use to Arendelle driven to exhaustion. 

This message is to inform you that with the surplus demand in food due to the extra work assignments bestowed upon our people, bequests of you and Honeymaren to search for the precious metals and weld them to usefulness is no longer an issue. Ryu stayed for a few nights time and installed the blueprints for automatic fishing systems amongst the frozen lakes. 

Do not worry about overfishing. We have worked together to specifically target a species that will not be affected negatively by this as they breed all year round.

Again take care of yourself and do not worry for us. I will be visiting in three days for an update on our current position and ensure that those foolish councilmen are not entrenching their Idiocracy.

Yelena. 

Elsa smiled, allowing her head to rest on the wooden door, recalling the letter, a part of her eager to see the invention Ryu commissioned into the lakes, feeling quite proud of her little innovator. 

A shift in the wind made Elsa open her eyes and turn her head. 

"Hello." She smiled softly at Ryu's piercing gaze and crooning. 

Pushing off of the door as Ryu exited the barn Elsa took the chance to check her over for any signs of bad health gracing her with a random press here and there. Her warmth nearly overtook the cold air surrounding them. 

The only symptom Elsa could detect was a foggy sign of lack in sleep to Ryu's eyes which she was certain reflected in her own as well along with a tinge of guilt at the neglect she had put Ryu through. 

"Now where did that big lizard get off to?" Colt, followed by the two children and Olaf gasped for separate reasons when they spotted Elsa feeling along Ryu's muzzle. 

She opened her arms to the running Olaf, cradling him in her arms. "Elsa! These are Ryu and Sven's and my friends- have you met them before?" 

She chuckled at his exuberance, yes the only one not tired around here was indeed Olaf. 

"I don't think I have." 

"This is Colt, he's a soldier, and his little sister Idi and brother Eric-" he whispered behind his hand into her ear. "Eric is younger than Colt." Elsa hummed, interested in almost everything Olaf had to say even if she could have come to that conclusion on her own. 

"Your uh my lady." The man was the most nervous of the group, unaware that he had already found his way to Elsa's good side, earning a warm smile and kind eyes from her. 

"Mr…. -" Elsa prompted him to fill in the blank, unsure if his surname was Colt, most likely not since it was the name his younger siblings called him. 

He went upright from saluting her. "Skaffe at your service my lady." After a once over Elsa only saw a kind and honest soldier upon his features. He was shorter than her but held himself in dignity with a small bit of diffident. 

"But please if it suits you best my lady to address me as Colt then please by all means." 

He was taken aback by her sanguine attitude towards him, doing his best attempts to keep his family at bay from rushing up to her to tug on her light gray tights. 

"Can we have toys again?" Elsa winced when the question was met by a smack on the head from Idi. "Mama says that's only on the holidays!" Ryu's throat vibrated in a hum as she watched the children bounce around them. 

Colt grinned his own apologetic wince, fixing his cap back onto his head. "Head home now you two and bid Lady Elsa goodbye." With much hesitation they listened, only the little boy returned to hug Ryu's leg beckoning her to lower her head so he could whisper in her ear. She straightened slowly gazing down at the boy until finally she released him with a chuff. He grinned at her giddy and ran after his sister.

They waved at Olaf heading for the castle gates. "I'll see you two tomorrow!" Olaf yelled when Elsa set him down. Ryu looked on after them, momentarily distracting Elsa with how somber she seemed all of the sudden. 

"My lady before I depart for my duties… "

Elsa couldn't guess what had made the man so anxious, if alive his cap would have screamed for mercy to be freed of the vice grip as its assailant stared down at the snow. 

"Forgive me if this is forward but… may I have your blessing." Elsa blinked in surprise at this when he approached. 

She was at a loss for words, glancing for some aid from either Olaf or Ryu. They only looked curious.  

"I-i-" it was difficult to be a disappointment to the man who looked so hopeful but Elsa couldn't bring herself to disrespect his beliefs or character with lies. 

Her volume lowered when she spoke. "I'm afraid I'm not religious." His reaction while remaining respectful was still persistent. 

"Still the Lord has bestowed upon you gifts that go beyond anyone's comprehension, abilities of nature. To control elements, walk among them, and to create life itself." They both glanced down at Olaf who looked up at them. 

"I'm not the only one. Elsa had made more of us-" pensively he gestured to her as if she were his actual kin made of snow and ice or he was born of flesh and bone. "Even with just a sneeze." 

Colt nodded knowing of Olaf's smaller counterparts. The sound was of Ryu shifting to check if Olaf was in fact made of sinew and muscle and her exhales blanketing him in a cloud of mist. 

His stick arm whipped about to clear away the fog coughing. "I've heard from Mattias that smoking is an awful habit, Ryu, and I can see why your breath smells like bloody meat." They held silent eye contact until Ryu puffed another cloud of smoke around Olaf who chuckled and hugged her muzzle. 

Finally returning her attention to him Elsa nodded almost stepping back when Colt eagerly knelt in the snow apathetic to how it would soak through the knee of his trousers.

With his head bowed Elsa took one final glance at her palms and held them above his bowed head. 

Closing her eyes she made her intentions as clear and pure as she could mentally manage and just like the soldier awaited to see what would happen next. 

She felt the small crystals pour from her fingers slowly. 

She heard Ryu coo and lift a paw along with Olaf chuckling- they must have been playing with any stray wisps- finally after a minute she stopped, feeling within that what she had done was enough. 

Colt stood, fingers instantly going to the intricate snowflake brooch pinned to his uniform's coat, his fingers delicately brushing it in awe and satisfaction. 

"Thank you so much Lady Elsa. I know as long as I wear this, someone- be it God or- nature herself… or you will protect me." She smiled at him nodding, ignoring the nagging itch at being compared to such entities feeling entirely unworthy of the man's reverence- Elsa only hoped that he was right. 

Turning from the man after smiling at his faith Elsa chuckled seeing Ryu's mane frosted over stiff. 

Olaf rubbed his chin examining her carefully. "I'd say that's a huge improvement." Ryu growled playful, shaking her frame rigorously. 

"I'm sorry Gecko-" Elsa grasped her muzzle gently, bringing it closer to her face. If a stranger were to see them they'd think her insane for putting herself in such a vulnerable position with the dangerous beast. "You know how much my magic loves you." It felt odd to say and would have been awkward if Ryu had not overlooked it warbling affectionately.

With a flick of her wrist the frost was gone and Ryu could shake the rest off. Elsa wished she could have said it was time to go home, after all Ryu had been standing calmly as if she'd been expecting it- the small fond grin teasing her lips- even seeing her in this form had Elsa's heart thudding loudly in her ribcage, but they had work to do. She'd lend energy to think how handsome her dragon was later. 

"I know it's weird how she just stares but you'll get used to it." She couldn't stop her eyes from rolling at Olaf's whispered remark to Ryu. 

"I must console with Ahtohollan- but I was thinking we may visit the valley of rock later if you aren't too tired." Ryu chuffed at the suggestion, already turning to the exit of the courtyard. 

There was no suggestion needed, Olaf understood the invitation as Ryu hoisted him betwixt her shoulder blades. He had his own business in Northuldra, apparently some children had caught gossip about Elsa and Ryu possibly leaving for war and we're nearly depressed from it all. He had to cheer them up. 

"Fly safely." It was a useless reminder, Ryu only flew recklessly when egged on by Anna who proved the most capable of handling the rough treatment out of all their friends. 

Elsa watched carefully all of the micro expressions of pre-flight wondering if all dragons all had the same habits; tail straightening, flukes flattening out, a small butt wiggle, head tilting up, then a gust of wind from Ryu's large wings beating down taking her into the sky aided by leaping legs. 

And with that done she was sweeping away slowly disappearing into gray sky with Olaf's squeals heard in the distance.


For some reason Elsa was already dreading the answer she'd receive from Ahtohollan trying to instead focus on the echoing clops of Nokk's hooves across the ice of the dark sea.  

There was no reason to feel such anxiety when the scape she was granted was so serene, empty, vaste. All Elsa had to do was remind herself of this and she'd be fine. 

It was always both delightfully tranquil –awe inspiring and nerve wracking visiting the very ethereal entity that led her astray so many years ago, calling to her like a herder to their lost herd, and Elsa had followed as such. Answering the beautiful siren calls. 

Leaping from Nokk's back onto the shore Elsa bowed her head to him which the horse copied bounding away, disappearing into the waves leaving just the leviathan and Elsa alone. 

As far as Elsa was concerned only she could access the deep secrets kept within the river's memories it guarded so diligently. A part of her incredibly honored another daunted by being what now some called the seer of the north. 

Not only had it felt like a monumental disrespect to invite another here it was also dangerous with the ever changing paths it took to access the answers one sought. 

The memory collection had only reacted to Elsa's magic proven by previous tests, the other spirits refused to come too near with Nokk coming the closest only serving as the sentinel of the far north, no ship had ever ventured towards this place. 

Elsa took a deep breath, the swirling storm inside her stomach and chest easing into a dull hum. Her magic reacted eager knowing what was to come. A pavlovian response whenever she stepped foot near the glacier. There were still so many questions she had about Ahtohollan, questions she had asked before yet never received an answer for. Elsa could only assume Ahtohollan only answered what she was truly required to know. 

As she walked within and touched the sheer blue wall Elsa felt like kicking herself for not coming sooner. Out there in the world full of problems and tribulations, and here- she rested her forehead upon the ice closing her eyes- here she could find a solution and take comfort in the spirit of her mother. 

There was always a danger of going too far down, and Elsa was certain what her fate would be if that occured, wasn't very keen on it happening again, still she could usually tell and would dampen her curiosity and thirst for knowledge. This duty felt different than when she was queen though she used to miss that part of her life as well. This suited her, as daunting as it was having access to possibly the richest and most accurate reservoir of knowledge in the world. 

Elsa had to remain wise with how she conducted herself in Ahtohollan, in the early years the influx of information was difficult to keep track of but was a project which helped Elsa take care of her people, the forest and the other spirits. She was trusted with this duty, an honor she never took lightly or would use for personal gain. 

The notion brought on a pause to Elsa. 

Was it personal gain that gave her the need for Ahtohollan's council now? 

Staring at the ground Elsa concentrated on this question. 

It was quiet, save for the occasional creak and low thrumming reverberating off of the glacial walls. Elsa made mental notes of what she was here to ask; How am I to keep Ryu and myself safe from the threats that await us in Ruskland? 

How am I supposed to protect the spirits, and magic of the forest? 

Narrowing down the inquiry to that gave Elsa enough peace to continue forward. There would be no exploitative inquiries from her and even if she was foolish enough to do such a thing she doubted Ahtohollan would greet her then. 

She began humming a tune she heard Ryu play idoly on her flute. It was supposedly the first thing she had ever heard whilst inside her egg, then the world went quiet, dark, and very very cold. 

Beginning her trek Elsa chose no direction in particular, still humming the melody now more out loud for Ahtohollan than to herself. The way her voice echoed throughout the space reminded Elsa that she was alone. Truly alone. 

A small light managed to shine itself behind the wall of ice catching Elsa's attention. She approached slowly, still continuing the song which didn't have an ending, only two sets of nine notes. 

Elsa hovered her hand above the wall. 

When contact was made an explosion of lights, purple, violet, blues, and whites spasmed in patterns across the ice. Accompanied by a voice she recognized, absorbed the song and sang it out. If it had occurred outside then the volume of the sound would have easily overcame Elsa cursing her with a headache but here it was her guide. 

The lights and song moved swiftly down the corridor. 

A tingling Elsa was no foreigner to tickled just under the surface of her skin, as the elemental instincts began to take hold. 

Elsa's legs pumped to keep up, shifting her focus from harmonizing to providing her body with enough air for whatever athletic feat Ahtohollan would test her with. She never complained, knowing the archives she was about access were beyond precious. A smile tugged at her lips which parted from her laborious pants, jovial that song had been answered. Despite her heart never holding any doubt that she'd be ignored it still was always astounding when one called and the other answered. 

Seeing the mass empty space that awaited her, Elsa's brows furrowed, she coyly smirked readying her power. For anyone else the road would have stopped here but for Elsa it was just another opportunity to show Ahtohollan what else she had learned in her travels. 

The momentum gave Elsa's leap a running start, in the air as her hand whipped forward so did a rope which attached itself to the icy cavern ceiling, garnering enough speed to surpass the guiding spectrum. 

A sheepish 'Oh' interrupted Elsa's victorious laughter when she realized she had swung too far forward. Not one to be too defeated, Elsa's torso curved upward while her lower body worked on some course correction. 

Releasing the rope she landed gracefully on a ledge continuing to instead jog after the call. 

At the end of sliding twists and turns Elsa halted before entering the room raising her arms above her head to steady her thundering heart. 

Once calm she was able to continue the chase into the blinding white valley having to shield her eyes from the stark contrast in lighting. The mesmerizing living statues had come to life before her re-enacting events that had occured some months ago, yesterday and years prior, both spectacular in accuracy and somewhat eerie all the same. 

So began the search among the otherworldly specters. A certain memory had Elsa lingering. There was the battered hungry Ryu limping into the forest looking over her shoulder in case Mattias and his soldiers had somehow followed her into the drage den. She guzzled water and sat licking around the arrow head embedded in her leg. 

Elsa tilted her head grasping her chin. This must have been a few days before she came across her. That moment was living a few feet away from this one, creating a nostalgic warmth from seeing Ryu be so fearful and untrusting and comparing that to what they were today. 

Elsa could see and hear herself faintly with the Queen Disa of Sankerhus. It felt like so long ago. 

The answer couldn't be in those memories could it. 

"I don't think so." Elsa whispered to herself, gripping her chin. She still valued the lessons she and her family learned from them though, along with the other adventures they had throughout the years. 

So she followed along the snowy shapes, sometimes spending too much time on certain scenes. 

"You know I never thought I'd be the one marrying before you." Anna chuckled as Gerda, Olina and Elsa bustled about behind her ensuring every detail of her wedding dress was perfect. The statement made Elsa freeze in her tracks, raising a dubious but well natured brow at Anna.

"You can't be serious." 

Anna shrugged. "You're the older one." It made Elsa smile, she was smiling for a thousand reasons that day, so much so it made her cheeks hurt.

Elsa knew what happened next; in came Kristoff making Olina and Gerda shriek in horror, confusing the man tremendously. 

"You mustn't see the bride before the wedding!" He resisted them pushing him out the door protesting. 

"I know what she looks like-" his mouth gaped open at the sight of his soon to be wife and eyes filled with love. Even distracted by the beautiful Anna his body weight was still too much for the tiny women to overcome. 

Elsa clasped her hands together looking between her sister and future brother, wondering how she had gotten so lucky. When the moment's wonder wore off she waved Kristoff away finally, turning her attention back to Anna and soon tears followed that wouldn't be the last that were shed that day. 

That same grin spread across Elsa's lips as she moved on. She'd always remember that day and all the chaos it brought even without seeing it come alive. 

Then she stopped mid step when she heard it. "I hope you kept the receipt. You're still holding back… " 

"But- Not because I'm afraid, We still have to go slow- that- I truly want. I also want this to be about you, all about you. I want you to not just know how I see you but feel it-" 

A vicious blush overtook Elsa's face and neckline, daring to turn around, there she was cupping Ryu's breasts. Elsa felt her chest drop and clench. She knew Ahtohollan was all knowing and probably held no biases towards sensitive information like this but she still felt embarrassed at being so blatantly reminded of this. 

The answer certainly wasn't in… no

"Definitely not.'' Elsa told herself, sneaking one last peak at Ryu's form then scolding herself. 

She needed to press on. 

Losing track of time Elsa let out a quiet plea. "Oh mother, please give me something." 

The beginning of Runeard's betrayal to the Northuldra people ensued, which still infuriated Elsa to the point of nearly destroying his likeness but perhaps this was it. Or the beginning of the crumb trail which would lead her to the right direction.

Elsa looked away recalling the rest of what happened, the battle took place, her mother saved her father, and her grandfather had doomed their tribe and soldiers to years of conflict. Angered, the spirits sealed the Enchanted Forest from the rest of the world, thus isolating the magic within from any potential threats. 

Isolation wasn't exactly an option for them and one Elsa wished to avoid. 

It started low, almost a whisper of a sound that Elsa thought at first she was imagining. Ryu's song, the first nine notes, grew louder and louder. 

The idea teased Elsa's brain, making her wonder how far back could she truly go without drowning. What were the limitations?

So she hummed the tune back to the source, following it slowly ever careful to not misstep, dodging the other apparitions.

Elsa was sure she bumped into a building but it was no structure by any means. 

Here stood before her, at least thirty meters high what couldn't be mistaken as none other than a dragon, she could not tell the colorings due to the Colossus being made of snow but could safely assume the dangerous horns on its brawny head had to have been the same length as she. Three rows of membranes connecting thorn like growths traveled their long thick neck, joining at the base of the tail. 

The membranes on their wings were a different shade of white, the crest and claws were bright. The dragon was what Elsa could only describe as magnificent and splendidly lethal. A bringer of death in any city if they wished it. 

After a few moments of being awestruck she reminded herself that these were memories and the dragon's massive jaws would not snap at her and end her life if she rose to their level. 

Up on the pillar she created Elsa could now see up close the detailing of scales which dwarfed her hands, scares which showed battles won and lost. The massive head turned, putting Elsa in direct contact with their eye.

Those eyes…

The pupil– a different shape than Ryu's, a slitted sharp hybrid of a cross and an arrow, even while being made of snow Elsa could see the rich molten color of the iris. 

More dragons appeared behind them, some differently shaped and smaller, some standing on two legs instead of four. The noises they made almost engulfed Elsa if she hadn't been so captivated. They were similar in basic anatomy but that was where they ended. Each had their own markings, set of crests, tails having a separate number of flukes or none at all. 

The other behemoth across from them which appeared next must have been an eastern dragon having the telling signs of a serpent-like body, ninety six meters in length, and long tendril whiskers. Among the large antlers atop their head flowed a beautiful plush mane going all the way to the tip of their tail, voluptuous enough to have made most women jealous. 

Their beautiful body coiled around a great pillar. If Elsa was ignorant enough she could have easily found herself fearing the Western dragons and worshiping their elusive more empyrean counterparts. 

Their location was to be determined but one factor was set in stone for Elsa–

Ryu is still the most beautiful dragon.

Even if she lacked- due to age or genetics- the elaborate, and exquisite designs, immense size, and flashy bits of her ancestors. She was still the most breathtaking, with her own set of rich purples, pastel pinks, hazy grays, dusty blue hues, and pearlescent shimmers.

It was a biased opinion and unnecessarily petty but the thought still crossed Elsa's mind. 

When they spoke to one another Elsa could barely make out the words of the baritone voices that shook her very core and sent a chill down her spine. Their language, archaic and wild, consisted of a series of deliberately placed but equally terrifying hisses, shrieks, and growls. 

Ahtohollan must have thought a certain part imperative for Elsa to understand because slowly their jumbled trills and roars became words. 

"Why bring such blasphemy to my temple brother? We are the protectors of balance and that alone. We shan't dishonor the words of our elders. Nor shall we aid ye in this pursuit of violence." 

The Western growled a calamitous sound but his partner remained unfazed by the display. "Thou shalt sit on a pedestal welcoming gifts of bounty, gleeful to not take in action as they hath done to thine kin, besmirching me, hiding beneath the words of ones who can barely be considered mortal. And when we are all dead in the west, whose mountains shall they climb to plunder, whose temples shall be pillage, who shall they hunt down, whose eggs shall be crushed beneath their boot, who shall man blame for the lack of balance then hm? For whatever misfortune befalls our world?" 

"Thee shall flirt with war against the very creatures that cater to our young, gaze upon us in reverence and humility-" 

"It is to thee they show reverence! What do we receive? The sharp edges of a sword made of obsidian, others may refuse in false guilt to fight back believing it is wrong but I have rallied those who shan't give in to such cowardice. When word of this reaches these lands what offerings shall ye be lavished with; I'll tell ye; the tip of jade."

Elsa gulped, trying to grasp at what she was witnessing her searching eyes scanned around the serpent noticing now that he was also not alone, others quite like himself were present in the background all varying in size but sharing the same elongated forms and wolf-like heads decorated with fur. These were the ones worshiped by the humans in the east. 

"Thine contempt for man is disgraceful." The eastern dragon berated, casting their gaze down their long muzzle at the westerner, who bristled, their scales hissed much like Ryu's but much more menacing, sounding like a deep pit of a thousand snakes. 

"And thy faith in man is an embarrassment! Shalt thou be so vainglorious, gullible, too foolish and selfish to ignore the cries of younglings slain, shall thou condemn a blooming life that has not yet the chance to commit sin to suffer its punishment?" So the killings had already begun in the west, Elsa could gather that much, and perhaps this dragon made a journey to ask their cousins for help? Were humans really that much of a threat to them? And from what she had heard things were going splendidly for the eastern dragons, what was the turning point that eviscerated their existence? 

"And what of those that believe in a higher power, in doing well, shall thee murder them along with the wicked?" What the fiery dragon said next birthed a sorrow in Elsa's heart. 

"When it comes to man the wicked and righteous are all the same, their religious alignment means nothing if not for their own gain. They do not know true faith. Their god is their own ego, vulnerable and falsified. A disgrace. A god instructing them to massacre us in our sleep. And Thee follow the words of elders who ignore the cries of their children." 

"Elders? As in dragon elders, they never participated in the wars? They must have been against fighting." Elsa theorized realizing she'd have to ask Grand Pabbie.

The eastern dragon grew remorseful pitying the one before them. "Thou have lost faith in the light? For our purpose? Have ye taken a god then that hath given thee a new one?" 

"My god is no god at all. But my own instincts, and I watch as my God's prophecy comes to fruition. Man will never be satisfied until they and their children and their children's children fuck and tear this world asunder. Till there is nothing left. I see the stubbornness in thine eyes,"

Elsa could see it too despite the figure being so high up she could see they were just as cemented in their ideals as they were to the pillar their body claimed as a perch. 

"I know this coming war is to be lost. Their numbers overwhelm those willing to fight. I do not ask that ye aid us so we may live fore I know thou shalt join us in death. Because nothing is greater than man's lust for destruction." 

Turning away the dragon stretched their massive wingspan and took off fading away from the council of gathered drage. 

Watching them leave Elsa was caught off guard by a small coo and whimper, facing the sound the sight that greeted her was much more shocking than the gigantic leviathan beings she had just witnessed. 

Looking down had Elsa realize how sore her neck became from craning upward for so long, but that wasn't important. What did matter was the tiny little young one sucking on their own tail rocking back and forth. 

To Elsa she was more adorable than any baby beaver she had ever seen, which in her opinion was saying something significant. The longer she studied the more that part of her brain itched with recognition. 

She knew those eyes, despite how large they were, really this baby was about seventy percent all pupils, and she knew that prance even if they were now on stubby little legs. 

"Ryu?" She called while knowing the memory would not acknowledge her presence. The tiny little fang jutted from her muzzle, and a small tuft of hair sat atop her head. 

The hatchling yawned, allowing trills and growls to escape. Her back legs spread out when she sat on her rear, short tail that wouldn't have any use for balance wagging behind her. 

Elsa giggled watching the baby Ryu jump away from a moth, sniffing at it curiously while her head rested on her front paws and rear end pointed to the sky. 

She snarled what she was probably hoping to be an intimidating growl and chomped at the moth missing horribly. Just as all children did Ryu made it into a game already practicing to hone in on her non-existent hunting prowess. 

Smiling softly Elsa followed the baby through a forest landscape she couldn't recognize. 

After a minute Elsa was tugged away from the sweet scene noticing how her breath was now visible in pale smoke. Elsa felt the abrasive sharp bite of a chill in warning. She dejectedly watched Ryu venture further and further away. Elsa did her best to not feel some agitation at The Mother, even if she couldn't after years accurately estimate what the exact rules of the river were. 

Like a petulant child she turned back rubbing the brittle cold from her arms mumbling under her breath. "I'm allowed to see something that occurred probably thousands of years ago but twenty no that's pushing it… " 

After some self reflection she understood now that Ahtohollan was keeping her from breaking a boundary she and Ryu established. She wouldn't, no matter how tempting, pry into Ryu's past without permission. 

At the exit of the caverns Elsa ran her hand down the ice affectionately. "Thank you mother." With a kiss goodbye she found Nokk looking at her expectantly. She took a mental inventory of all she had seen and began drawing connections. 

It was violence and hatred that had forced the spirit's hand in keeping the enchanted forest under the mist. It was violence of man that drew the western dragons to plead for help from their eastern cousins who refused, and Elsa supposed that the elder dragons of both sides had not participated in the fighting. But why? If they or the eastern dragons helped would that have changed the outcome for their mass extinction or would it all just have ended in death. 

"Ryu was going to be used as a weapon of destruction and… now she's been dragged into this silly conflict unwillingly." Perhaps the best action was to not act. Maybe that's what Ahtohollan was warning her of. The Western dragons acted and apparently that sullied their reputation among humans, they'd always be remembered less favorably than dragons in the east. 

Peace

That must have been the answer, Ryu was a creature of light and peace, and as the fifth spirit, seer of the north and protector of the Drage Lyse it was Elsa's responsibility to ensure Ryu and she herself would not be used for political conflicts. It could potentially tip the natural scales of some kind or worse. 

The pessimistic nature that lived in the deeper regions of Elsa's mind plagued her with thoughts that there was a chance she was thinking far too black and white and her conclusions lacked the proper and appropriate nuances.  

If peace was the only option then Elsa was certain she could end this war without killing, without bloodshed, without violence. 

She was going to Ruskland and most likely so was Ryu, it was inevitable, but that did not mean they'd go there and partake in fighting but they'd surely end it. 


Elsa at first saw Ryu sitting above the trolls perched with her paws crossed on a rock as the youngest trolls found her dangling tail more interesting than Grand Pabbie's lecture which had already begun collecting an audience. 

"It may be easy for us to forget the actual insurmountable power that light magic is capable of, but let us not forget that even a being thousands of years old well versed in such properties, have not even reached the pinnacle of potential."

Elsa stayed back decidedly to not interrupt the lesson, waving to the few trolls who noticed her presence. 

"Like you?" The naive question was seen in good humor drawing a chuckle from the asker's peers and Grand Pabbie himself. 

"Yes, like me. While it is strong and perhaps the source for all living things, do not let that deceive you into thinking it is not fragile in nature and relies on a delicate balance." The images swirling colorfully above his head ranged from deer leaping the field, to the stars, and mirages of humans evolving from throwing spears and dwelling in caves to building large cities and creating cultures in an impressive display. 

Ryu smelt her first, nostrils flaring, and jutted her head up from the troll under her. Ryu's bellows attracted all eyes to her then to the direction she stared pointedly at. 

Elsa couldn't help but half grin at her blown cover. She'd never be able to have an inconspicuous entrance with Ryu present who was currently refusing to give up her seat to greet Elsa. 

"Ah greetings Elsa, I've been expecting you." Like the red sea the trolls parted for Elsa to close the distance between herself and the elevated rock Grand Pabbie stood upon. 

"Yes, I'm afraid my visit is due to urgent matters, Grand Pabbie." She stated grimly, hearing Ryu huff from above, standing slowly but not jumping down until Grand Pabbie spoke again. 

"Indeed, we are in urgent times I'm afraid, Ryu has taken the liberty to explain some of the components of what you are facing." He waved his hand to the crowds surrounding them in dismissal. 

"Shall we speak privately?" Elsa nodded to his gesturing hand following his lead to a more secluded area with Ryu trailing behind them. During the walk she couldn't help herself from glancing back at the dragon comparing her to the ancient ones she encountered earlier. 

Once alone he turned to the pair clutching his staff to support his weight. "You seek my opinion on the subject of the war raging and the rogue Yokai no? Wondering what part you shall play?" All Elsa could do was nod once sitting next to him in the grass. 

They allowed him to think soundly before speaking when he began with a sigh

"Why don't you tell me what you witnessed in Ahtohollan please." So Elsa regaled the memories she combed through and the ones that seemed most significant to their situation. She wondered if leaving out the part of seeing Ryu as a hatchling would be wise but kept quiet on the topic. 

"And the only memories I could connect to the present is the killing of the Northuldran chief and the meeting between the dragons. The westerners seemed ready to defend themselves but the easterners and apparently the elders as well did not partake in it. Is that true Grand Pabbie?"

She hated the pain the question seemed to have brought the old troll as traveled back in time within his mind exhaling deeply. "It would seem so the last remaining dragons of the west fled to the east as Bulda has told you before and we are not certain what led to their demise there but the battles and cullings here were… nothing short of monstrous." It was as Elsa feared, the trolls had no answers for what events took place in the east but this information did grant her a tiny piece to the puzzle. She stared at Ryu taking inventory of all her little features. 

She had no horns, or sharp crest, only those large appendages on her head which Elsa now found adorable, wings, and fur. She was well adept in the art of fire and lived in water the majority of her life. Her conception must have been a result of the immigration of dragons fleeing for their lives east. It made Elsa wonder what her parents looked like and what exactly was her lineage. Was the union a forbidden love story, or was it a desperate attempt to preserve a species? If there were dragons alive today would they welcome her or shun her? 

"The heretics grand Pabbie, Kristoff already explained the strange magic they wield which seems to cancel out my own and that of the other spirits. I… fighting them seems foolish even more so without involving Ryu–'' the dragon snarled jolting forward at the suggestion, even Elsa's calming hand upon her chest did not soften her scales. She kept her teeth bared and throat growling. Elsa silently questioned what the dragon was saying, it sounded like a lighter version of the language she heard the dragons of old speak though she didn't have a translator now.

"I'm afraid there is no one answer. There are many ancient magics that men are bound to stumble upon around the world and though I wish I was able…I cannot know the true nature of them all. To me what Ahtohollan has shown you interprets as a choice, a choice many in your positions have had to make. Elsa, Ryu? Your paths aren't as contrasting as we may have thought." 

The couple glanced at one another briefly. 

"There are many paths to take but some paths require you to take one or the other. While your paths may be similar they may also not be the same." Elsa readied herself for the rebuttal that if Ryu was to be sent to Ruskland she'd be going as well with no exceptions. Grand Pabbie's concepts however seemed to be going beyond the conception of human grievances. 

"Ryu as I have explained before dragons are creatures of light, light while beautiful can be very dangerous especially to the young soul who wields it." With the forbearance of warning being so reminiscent of the one Elsa's parents received the night she struck Anna of the head a dreadful consternation bit at Elsa's heart.

Ryu's ears folded back prompting Elsa to pet her flank slowly and take a sparse glance at Ryu whose demeanor and face remained concentrated, absorbing every single word like a sponge placed in a pool. 

"Many will seek you out, to use your power for their own purposes, a magic meant strictly for tending to the balances of your surroundings. You must evade their influences and coercion for not just your own sake but the sake of others, sometimes by any means necessary to keep this balance." 

Elsa knew Ryu had always possessed an existential crisis to her own existence, however she wished her purpose wasn't so… profound and forbearing. Elsa wanted her to know she mattered to her and all their family and friends even without being a part of a grand scheme. 

"Elsa you stumbling upon Ryu is perhaps the most fortunate accident to befall us, with her focusing on using the light to maintain order this will require a neutral stance in most things– including morality for the greater good." The last two words had Ryu tensing up, it was no secret she had been raised like lamb to be sacrificed for what she originally thought was the greater good.

Elsa didn't exactly know where Grand Pabbie was going with this, it took a heavy paw resting on her lap for her to realize she had been spreading frost across Ryu's scales. With a quick apology she focused on the conversation once more. 

"Ryu has very strong morals. Besides, dragons are creatures of purity and light." 

"Yes and it is that very reason that the notion of outer influence corrupting such power is horrific and catastrophic. I'm sure you'll be able to understand eventually Elsa, being a balance keeper yourself in a way. A bridge to keep man connected with nature. You are no stranger to being unusual."

His playful tone allowed the group some room to breathe in the overwrought atmosphere. "Can't say that I am, no-" 

"You have been blessed with the gifts from nature herself, you are the seer of the north and fifth spirit, and now keeper of the last personification of a never ending growth of light. There is a reason you have been chosen." 

Elsa could only accept that her life would be a never ending coronation of heavy titles which eluded to very preeminent responsibilities. She didn't know why she was chosen for many things in her life, all she could do was repay the honor with the utmost sense of justice, diligence, and respect she was capable of. 

"Your decisions are monumental in regards to the fate of magic itself. You must aid each other, when one is forced to make a decision for the greater good, the other must keep morality's worth in question. So what do you choose?"

Ryu stared at Elsa for guidance with a reverent sincere trust in anything she'd decide. Elsa could only accept it and follow what she knew to be virtuous, guiding Ryu in the path of not necessarily right but good. 

"I chose to not repeat the same mistakes as those in the past, I chose to not seek revenge towards those who gave us scars but instead heal them." Grand Pabbie nodded, seeming quite pleased with this.

Elsa stood up readying to leave. "Thank you so much Grand Pabbie for your wisdom, it's helped incredibly." 

"You're very welcome Elsa, please do not hesitate to ask for aid and I will do so with all of my earnestness." Elsa bowed to him. Ryu bade him goodbye as well blowing mist in his face which he welcomed. 


They watched Elsa head into the treeline, Ryu stopped her pursuit when she heard Grand pabbie's soft call. She leaned her neck down to his level listening to his hushed voice. 

"Elsa is meant to preserve and protect. Please join the initiative of those close to her and keep her safe." Ryu nodded her head accepting his request before jogging after Elsa tucking in her wings tighter as they walked side by side in silence. 


Collapsed on her bed Elsa's ears tuned out all other noise except for a brief shuffling she could detect from the cushioned bench. Just as she expected, cracking one eye open, she spotted Ryu sitting there– face resting on elbows propped up on the window sill watching through the frost coated glass either nothing in particular or snowflakes gently falling. 

Now laying on her side Elsa studied Ryu, since winter began and the war efforts took forefront of everyone's minds she noticed a melancholy longing in the dragoness for the days of summer and fall to return. It couldn't have been due to the cold, or dreary weather, so it must have been the memories they created together that was the source of Ryu's pining. 

With her finger Elsa began tracing in the air. Stenciled images of Ryu's favorite things took form on the glass catching her attention. Cinnamon snail rolls, the spicy pumpkin soup Elsa made in passing fall, Bruni, Anna atop her back as they flew over Arendelle. The last picture took the longest to make, forcing Elsa to come closer and join her at the large triangular window, a lovely picture of them sitting underneath the large Rowan tree growing outside her cottage yard. 

Elsa's attempts to lift Ryu's spirits were rewarded with a soft purr and grin. 

Elsa's mind felt overwhelmed and full, loud, as if a nest of vespids had taken residency there and wouldn't leave until she was stung by every single one. 

Leaning back against the adjacent wall, with her legs stretched and arms open, Ryu stared at her silently. 

Taking the silent invitation had Elsa crawling over to lay against Ryu's warm chest, the physical sensation of her arms enveloping Elsa temporarily muted the buzzing of whispered ideas and what ifs pounding at her temples. 

Absent-mindedly Elsa left the window alone and turned Ryu's scales into a sketch board. 

"Just so I'm prepared, what exactly are we telling them tomorrow?" Elsa knew she was looking too deep into the question, yet couldn't help the feeling of affection towards Ryu because of it. Her unbridled support of whatever path Elsa thought best for them made her feel confident enough to present what would possibly bedlam and berating in the otherwise restless court. 

"Tomorrow we're going to tell them that while we won't take part in their war we will end it, and stop the Yokai from terrorizing anyone else with the same method of peace." Absorbing the bits of information had Ryu nodding, they'd iron out the details later but right now it was more of a plan than anyone else had come up with in weeks, and had one aspect that all the others lacked; Elsa's refusal to ignore the suffering of others especially when she and Ryu were the indirect causes. 

"Okay, good." After some time when Elsa felt herself dozing off she noticed something that would have easily slipped past many's detection. Ryu's demeanor was not the one she had when the dragon was ready to settle in for a rest. It was a miniscule difference that was difficult to describe but Elsa could tell by lying against her. From the feel of her muscles not tense but definitely not readying to go without use for a while, to her alerted eyes, and the air she carried around herself, an aura Elsa concluded that gave off some type of signals to those who took the time to understand what the dragon was intending to do next and influence those around her. 

It made it difficult for Elsa to fall asleep entirely. "Ryu… " she began softly, answered by a quiet hum. 

"You should rest Gecko-" Ryu groaned and looked out into the dark night, grim face lit by only the candle light to her right and the dim glows of the castle and city.

"I have to check on Northuldra." She said, matching Elsa's volume. 

"I already did-" Elsa sat up stretching her tired bones, she knew if she felt fatigued as everyone else did then Ryu must have been running on reserves of energy or coming close to it. 

"You should rest before the meeting tomorrow and eat as well-" standing she went to the door cracking it open, before asking a staff member walking by for plates to be brought, she gave Ryu a stern look. "Besides the meat Mr. Skaffe was kind enough to offer- when was the last time you ate?" Ryu opened her mouth pausing as Elsa made her request, she gave a thank you and closed the door.

"I-" Just like a querulous child Ryu crossed her arms and pouted. "When was the last time you ate?" Elsa met the challenge by sitting on the bed with haughtiness. "I had lunch with Anna and Kristoff this afternoon." Ryu growled defeatedly, though Elsa couldn't take credit that her own lack of neglect towards herself was all due to her family, she could at the very least use it in this verbal sparring Ryu had tried to initiate. 

"I have had the misfortune to learn that I can go three weeks without rest Erusa, and at least three months without food." Despite Ryu's blasé attitude towards her discoveries of how little she could survive off of, Elsa could only remember that adorable dragonling she saw earlier, picturing the sweet creature going without hurt her heart terribly. 

Ryu stood and took the hand Elsa held out to her allowing herself to be pulled onto the bed. Her voice became less taunting and more doting. 

She rubbed a thumb over the hand she still kept in her grasp giving it a kiss before replying. "And I can survive a dagger wound to the side, does that mean I should make getting stabbed a habit?" Again Ryu could not refute her logic and gave up laying across the bed dramatically. Smiling at the theatrics Elsa patted Ryu's bent knee in silence until a knock on the door alerted them that dinner had arrived. 

Elsa grinned to herself when she heard the audible sniffs from the bed and set the plates down on a table she instructed Ryu to set up accompanied by two chairs. 

As they ate in silence a thought had kept Ryu from guzzling her food. The feeling of something mushy hitting the center of her forehead made Elsa sigh and look up, her half irritated smirk vanished when she saw how Ryu kept her eyes worriedly trained on the faint grains of the table. 

"Erusa, there's… something I should apologize for that I said to Anna in the temple." Well she hadn't been expecting that but kept quiet and gestured with her hand for Ryu to continue. 

"I basically told Anna that she was silly for… being so worried about feeling alone." Anna had already relayed this to Elsa, every single shot the two girls took at each other Elsa knew so she was not able to conclude why Ryu was resurrecting what was already reconciled bad blood. 

"She was right, I am a hypocrite cause now I'm completely terrified of being lonely, which is odd because I've spent the majority of my life alone no, and I was so ready to say goodbye to all of you that I didn't want to let you in or to feel so deeply for you. But now that I haven't been it's so scary to think of that happening again." 

The hand she placed on Ryu's did arouse some sense of comfort but did not assuage the dragoness entirely. "Ryu, being alone and being lonely are two different things. I've felt lonely while being surrounded by people and it was no fault of theirs mind you, and I've felt at peace while being alone, and sometimes need that to myself. People react differently to loneliness, those who are afraid of being cast out and rejected try to keep others at an arm's length, loneliness is easier to deal with emotionally when it feels like a choice rather than something forced on you and others cling tightly to those around them and avoid being alone as much as possible." 

Elsa knew she had been the former in her earlier years and that Ryu though not as extreme had shared that same trait. It was a middle ground that they could meet on and it was comforting, Kristoff as well shared similar views with his preference of animal companionship to people. 

"Look at me-" when Ryu's eyes met Elsa's she could feel the tenseness in her coiled muscles melt away like ice in summer. 

"You won't ever be lonely again. Not with me around okay?" Ryu nodded slowly, still scrunching her shoulders. 

She sounded so speculative when she spoke. "But what if our paths go in different far away directions?" Ah so that's what brought this on. Elsa understood now that just as she was, Ryu had been mulling over in her mind about what they learned today about themselves. 

"Well we can pick the paths that intertwine and go side by side with each other, and even if those are different it doesn't mean we have to separate." 

"Really?" Ryu's head tilted forward as Elsa nodded while she cut into her cabbage.

"Mhm. It'd be like if-" thinking of a good example while she chewed. One popped into her head, lightening her eyes and posture. "If you became an inventor and I became an architect." 

Ryu could smile at this accepting the answer to be true and consolating.

They remained in a compatible silence until the empty dishes were put aside in favor of laying in bed. 

As Elsa began to settle down finally she heard from behind a hilt in Ryu's breath followed by a whisper. 

"Erusa?" 

"Mhm" 

"If you were a fruit, which would you be?" Oh boy. Sighing heavily Elsa closed her tired eyes.

"I don't know Ryu." 

"I think you'd be a plum." She could have left it at that but curiosity got the better of Elsa making her respond. 

"Why?" 

"Because they're sweet and sexy and have a nice color and shape." Elsa couldn't help but giggle at this. After a while she was yanked back from the precipice of sleep again. 

"Erusa?" Ryu didn't require an answer to continue on much to Elsa's dismay who thought that if she pretended to sleep Ryu would let her be. This was far from the case. 

"I know what vegetable you'd be if you were one?" 

"Which one Ryu?" She slurred drowsily, knowing the farce was up. 

"A sweet potato." 

"Because you think I'm sweet?" 

"No… because they're my favorite." Ryu said in a matter of fact tone. 

Elsa's eyes opened staring into the dark space. Quickly she turned over and caught Ryu by surprise when she connected their lips in a sweet kiss.

Raising a single hand to caress Ryu's face had the kiss deepening. 

Elsa wasn't opposed to the way their lips and tongues grazed together, it was when she felt Ryu's enthusiastic vigor return and the sharp pricks of claws gently scraping against her stomach that she knew she had to put a stop to things before Ryu became too amatory. 

Pulling away as always wasn't a deterrent for Ryu who took to licking and kissing her neck which failed to arouse Elsa as she intended. 

"Gecko?"

"Hmm?" Elsa tilted Ryu's face to her eye level and held a look of pity. "I'm sorry but I'm far too tired." Elsa had been expecting disappointment, especially with the errands and meetings they had been attending which kept them from exploring any type of intimacy but Ryu just laid back with an 'Oh' and began purring when she nuzzled Elsa's cheek. 

Small pleasant tingles spread from Elsa's crown down her spine caused by Ryu settling for tracing her fingers and fangs upon any exposed skin she could find on Elsa who wished that it was a common practice for humans to groom each other as dragons did for comfort and bonding. 

Her lack in scales had enticed Ryu's more gentle touch, even when she had gotten carried away checking Elsa's ears and hair for anything that needed removal. 

When she was satisfied with her work and stopped, Elsa found herself already missing the gentle caresses that tickled inside her head and relaxed her into a stupor, even the hot breath she felt against her skin from Ryu's close inspection. 

Elsa turned over and began the same treatment she felt Ryu give to her though she was not as adept at knowing what exactly she was looking for, the behavior wasn't instinctual for her as it was for Ryu but she could hear from the resounding purr that her efforts were still greatly appreciated even with the lack of expertise.

Only they existed in that moment, sharing an ancient bonding experience that no one else alive would ever have. 

What really piqued Elsa's curiosity was the short but still noticeable line of hair going down Ryu's nape much further than before. Elsa pricked at her memories to consider if maybe she had missed it but knowing Ryu as intimately as she did she could concur that was highly unlikely. 

Was it a sign of maturing, or was it seasonal? Ryu's mane definitely was growing thicker since the weather had cooled, now Elsa had a target of what to look for, searching Ryu's body for any other changes but found none. 

She'd have to ask later about it, if this had happened before then it was perhaps Ryu's body's defense against the cold and if not then definitely was a sign of growth. 

It reminded her of the grown eastern dragons she saw in Ahtohollan, their beautiful flowing mane had streamed all the way down their serpentine bodies to the tip of their tails. 

While odd to some, Elsa found the feature to be quite handsome and couldn't think of a single issue if that was the case for Ryu. If anything she'd look more majestic and distinguished with a lovely, glittering strip of her lovely mane curving down her spine. 

As her mind wandered and eyes and hands roamed over Ryu's draconic features; from her ear like appendages laying sagged on her head, to her little fang jutting out from her lip, to the tail which stopped brushing against Elsa's leg a while ago, Elsa found herself becoming more attracted to Ryu's natural form. Maybe it was the emotional ties it held, maybe because this was Ryu and Elsa just simply lov- 

Elsa shook her head, whatever it was–this shift she was beginning to feel– she just hoped it helped in making Ryu happier and opened her eyes to the beauty that she possessed. 

Grinning, she captured the burrowing dragon and cuddled close to her, enjoying the stark warmth and small vibrations of her draconic trills.

That night Elsa dreamed of a small Ryu leaping in a field of purple heathers chasing any flying insect that dared to cross her snout. 


It felt more akin to trial than a meeting of equals. 

Ryu would not let the grim and capricious faces of the old and stuffy men daunt her away from standing strong behind Elsa. In her opinion there was only a select few who deserved to be in the inner circle of the sensitive information that was about to be relayed; this included Yelena who must have just arrived this morning, Anna and Kristoff of course, Mattias, and maybe Tobias. She still didn't know him but he seemed trusted by her friends. 

Yelena didn't care so much for court decorum, accepting Ryu's enthusiastic greeting with a flair of her own characteristic stoicism. It was a nice distraction from the scrutinizing faces of the diplomats. They shouldn't have recognized her and for the most part didn't but Ryu could see behind their eyes an itch of hyper-familiarity. 

Deliberately she kept her posture much more enobled than the simpering maid she played the part of a few months ago. 

"So lady Elsa-" both Ryu and Elsa already didn't like the tone of the man who decided to speak up first. "Did you receive the proper enlightenment from your sources on how we are to utilize your powers and the dragon in the battles against the heretics?" 

She casted a look to everyone's faces, all waiting for a response with different apprehensive reasons. 

"Hai-ahem I mean yes… we don't -" and so the uproar began. Anna took the moment, as loud and obnoxious as the volume of voices surrounded were, to let go of the breath she had been holding. It was evident that she, Kristoff and Yelena were all greatly relieved by the news. 

The sound of her throat clearing silenced the pack of barking hounds like a sharp whistle from their master. 

"Elsa please continue." Elsa smiled at her and nodded. 

"Yes Ryu and I will not be fighting in the war but we will end it." Some men scoffed at this idea except for Konstantin who seemed intrigued just as much as Lady Ophelia was by the notion. " And how do you plan on such a feat Lady Elsa?"

Elsa met his courtesy with her own. Looking back to her Ryu took the cue to back away and transform, startling the foreign dignitaries with the stark contrast her bodies had with one another, her immense size, brutal canines and scaly hide and wings all tucked behind the unfazed Elsa, twitching muscles and guttural growls and all. 

"Ryu is a dragon so I will be aiding her in pacifying the Yokai's wrathful spirit as is her birthright, this will thus give me leverage and hopefully appeal to the better nature of the Heretics who also according to reports are being plagued by them." 

As Ophelia sat hiding her awe behind a placid fixed expression Konstantin not taking his eyes off of Ryu scratched his beard. Elsa could easily tell he was gauging the battle potential Ryu's claws, fangs and muscle possessed. 

"A solid plan but I'm afraid I can't predict how well it will be supported by the Ruskland army, we've lost many men to the beast and most likely they will want it destroyed." 

Elsa shook her head, Ryu's chest pressed against her back keeping it straight, acting as a foundation for her strong indifference to this. 

"Although support to a cause that will in the end benefit everyone be welcomed graciously it is not needed, though I do hope those within the Ruskland military can be intelligent enough to put their thirst for vengeance aside to aid us in ending bloodshed." It was now that Ophelia spoke. 

"I'm sure with a solid formation of action that can be proven to yield results will appease and thus inspire our captains, specialists, and soldiers to see reason." 

"I absolutely love the plan- though I do have one issue-" Elsa regarded her sister. 

"The last time we saw them the Yokai wasn't exactly in a listening mood…" 

As if they shared one mind Kristoff finished Anna's trail of thought. "So to say, if there is a way we can ensure your safety and Ryu's then I guess we can pack our bags and take this show on the road… again." Elsa smiled, understanding their concerns she woke up pondering the same idea. 

She pulled away from Ryu's hot chest and began pacing about in thought. "Perhaps a barrier of some kind strong enough to keep the Yokai at bay but still accessible to us would suffice…" Ryu sat down and moved her neck about to watch Elsa's mind work, her mind wandered to the contraptions she had witnessed in her travels, be it traveling shows and pits housing dangerous creatures or the husbandry that took place behind the curtains which allowed handlers to work on the animals. 

"My queen, I can have our battle strategist work with Lady Elsa and Miss Ryu to formulate a cohesive plan of action based on these morales immediately." Anna beaming at Mattias gave her blessing for such orders to be sent out. 

"All opposing?" Her gaze flitted from one person to the next, none spoke their grievances though they could be seen on some of the councilmen's faces 

"Oh one last thing;" hearing her sister out Anna hesitated adjourning the meeting. Elsa stopped her pacing and fixed the lapels on her jacket. 

"General Konstantin, Lady Ophelia I would very much appreciate it if I could have a moment to share with you… alone." 

Gruffly the general stood helping his Lady to her feet as well. 

"Very well Lady Elsa, of what matter?" 

Elsa's face remained stern as she opened the door for Ryu to trot out, speaking exigently. 

"Discretion." 

Chapter 41

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Chapter Text

"How fast can we get these plans to Ruskland?" 

Immediately the men surrounding Mattias began either calculating the quickest routes or means of travel to the battlefront. 

"If we send them by carrier pigeon then about three weeks sir!" A feeble man said looking over a map. 

"Damn." Mattias clutched his chin in thought. "Anything quicker?" His assistants and soldiers fell silent until one spoke up passively. 

"Well sir if we perhaps asked the wind spirit…" He was shut down immediately with a tone harsher than what the general meant to come out. 

"Absolutely not. We have strict instructions to not plan or involve any of the spirits of nature." Though they did not understand this to the same degree as he did they conceded easily. 

Mattias bent over the map wishing it could have been so simple but he had witnessed the events that followed when the magic of nature was trifled with. It felt like an eternity being trapped in that forest and took him years to finally visit without panicking at the possibility of being trapped there again with one mistake or misstep be it big or small. 

It was a lesson he diligently taught his soldiers and upon hearing the exigence of his voice they listened and respected his expertise in the matter. 

"Under the circumstances I believe a messenger hawk should be utilized for this sir." 

Mattias sighed then nodded away for the blueprints to be carefully gathered and sent on its journey. 


"Huh? Olaf I have to hand it to you, you were right, sweetness is the best defense." Weighing the small ball in her hand Anna bounced it twice before Olaf stepped forward twiddling his fingers. 

"I find that the most unusual answers tend to be the most poetic buuut I wouldn't be tossing that in the air- ya know since the kaboom comes from hitting stuff." He ended with a chortle, Anna immediately caught the ball and pocketed it with the others. 

"Another good point!" Anna headed for the door, nudging her head forward. "Come on, let's go show Elsa." The inventive breakthrough brought an extra pep in Anna's steps down the halls in search of her family. 

In the passing week she usually found them in the council chambers, or outside in the training yard, especially Ryu and Elsa, honing in on any defensive skills that could give them the advantage. 

They weren't entirely sure what was awaiting them across the sea but as Elsa always said it was better for one's health to be over prepared than under. 

So that is exactly what Anna planned on doing. With her fencing lessons she took now in the early mornings, delegating the time which used to be used opening the mail to Tobias, she discovered a liking for the art of sword fighting. It was serendipity that a lot of the preparations were activities she enjoyed; sword practice, flying with Ryu perfecting daring maneuvers that Elsa couldn't fret at any longer. Though her muscles complained at night an intuition told her that it wasn't enough. 

Allowing Olaf to tag along whenever she could manage was another secretly genius idea, turned out the little guy had been inspired by Elsa to study Ryu and maybe discover how her rainbow infatuation and manipulation could be used to protect his family. 

While it was fun watching him examine her closely, smacking her nose whenever she misbehaved, Anna and Elsa both knew he was compensating for the time they'd be apart in the near future. 

Little did they predict that even though he didn't make any breakthroughs with her magic he made one with science. 

Surrounded in a room of beakers, books strewn about opened to pages that served the duo's intentions. 

"And with Potassium chlorate, mixed with sulfuric acid– add a drop of table sugar annnd-" the explosion was much more massive than Anna anticipated, reactively she shoved herself into Olaf away from the purple flames. It was as if Ryu had just blasted them in the face. 

"Oh yay! It worked!" 

"I'll say… " Anna breathed, watching the resulting destruction, holding Olaf tightly to her chest. 

"Oh you have a little–" she wiped the black smoke from her hair and cheeks which Olaf gestured to and put their brains to work… after cleaning their little science experiment up first. 

They of course had to promise Elsa they'd be extra responsible in messing with the explosive concoction, explaining the addition of sugar instead of the glucose from Ryu created a more aggressive reaction. 

It irritated Ryu greatly to be pulled from training to have the pouches inside her mouth prodded and squeezed of their natural chemicals which her body produced if not a little painful but it was a contribution she was willing to make. "For science!" Olaf would remind her. 


The setting sun made Elsa's hair tied in its tight ponytail appear more similar to a halo practically shimmering. Even with the sheen of sweat coating her forehead and labored breaths she looked exquisite, the techniques they had taken to practicing gave Ryu's assessing eyes the ability to notice that despite being lithe Elsa was very capable when it came to physical activities. 

She wanted to focus and was meant to be watching every part of Elsa closely to ensure her form was perfect, where Ryu's mind had decided to wander off to when staring at Elsa's biceps which were tightly balled up as her arms flexed under the weight of the gravity proved she was never meant to be a teacher. 

A loud crash brought her back to the present where Elsa lay sprawled out no longer perched on the ice pillar balancing, instead wincing on the ground. 

She must have thought Ryu's grunt was in disappointment in her but it was a berating sound she meant for herself. They had more important matters to worry about than the libidinous wants stirring her loins from Elsa's surprisingly strong muscles and familiar scent of exertion that only served to remind Ryu she hadn't smelt that in a particular situation she'd prefer for a long while. 

"Sorry, I'll try again." Elsa's determination wasn't anything except admirable and this made Ryu smile on the inside underneath the stoic face she held on her features. 

Waving Elsa off with a shake of her head she turned her back to her entering the center of the training yard, hands clasped behind her back she stood straight and spoke in a monotone yet commanding voice Elsa initially flinched at but grew accustomed to over the past week. 

"Show me your taijutsu techniques." Nodding Elsa took her stance, taking a deep breath and began. Memorization once again proved her strongest asset, remembering the proper ways to smoothly transition from kicks, to throws, and punches. 

She lacked the strength however which Ryu was looking to build and after a couple of minutes she stopped, staring at the ground with a small frown then back to Ryu. 

"Ryu, is this okay?" Ryu raised a brow. Saying what she thought out loud. 

"Why wouldn't it be?" 

"It's just these fighting techniques seem so… offensive. Dangerous even especially with my magic being the way it is, I could really hurt someone." It took a few moments for Ryu to catch on to what Elsa meant humming to herself. 

That was the point, wasn't it, why they began seriously training in the first place. To hurt and not be hurt in the process, for Elsa to use her body and not her magic to protect herself.

"it's what you asked for, Erusa." That was true, she hoped Elsa wasn't shying away now that things had begun to become more violent, all the body conditioning they managed to squeeze in would now be just a waste. 

Elsa sighed, dejectedly she raised her arms back up. "I guess." She murmured, continuing her exercises. Ryu kept her glances short and quick, taking in enough information to correct curtly. 

The firm and short touches to her person was something Elsa could not get acclimate to though. 

"Are you alright?" The soft question had Ryu looking up to answer. Of course she was… 

"You don't at all when we're training seem like yourself." If Ryu ever dared make such an observation in her youth she'd be punished, she shivered at the memory. Admittedly she didn't exactly feel like herself either, she felt like an imitation of one of her trainers, rigid, repetitive, striving for perfection. 

Now that she considered it, she needn't to, Elsa already wouldn't accept anything else but the best she could offer, even repeating a strenuous move when it was uncomfortable to do so without being told. 

"I don't know Erusa–" she gave up slumping downward towards the ground resting her arms on bent up knees. This wasn't working, yes Elsa was retaining information she learned and worked very hard Ryu could still see how much she didn't enjoy it despite being rather intrigued by the idea of using her body for protection instead of magic. All things considered it was perhaps Ryu's demeanor that took the fun out of it, but it wasn't supposed to be fun with detrimental consequences hanging in the air around them, if Elsa was driven to use these teachings in Ruskland. It was a failsafe plan. 

So caught up on her own mind Ryu hadn't noticed Elsa taking a spot next to her invading her nostrils with the aroma of work and exertion. Ryu disguised her greedy inhale as a sigh closing her eyes as Elsa spoke softly. 

"I could be wrong- but is it safe to assume that Ryu isn't teaching me and instead one of Ryu's previous tutors?" Ever the astute one Elsa hit the nail directly on target. 

"Mhm." 

Teaching wasn't exactly her strong suit that was true but Ryu liked to consider herself just as observant, and in her studying she could safely deduce that Elsa thrived in defensive arts and withered away at offensive ones. 

She wasn't an attacker, anyone could see that, she preferred to protect. Ryu's eyes found Elsa's, she smiled lopsidedly, in understanding. 

Time to change the curriculum. 


"Lay down." Elsa's head tilted at the plain command. 

"I beg your pardon." That was the least of what she was expecting to hear next from Ryu. 

"Lay down." Ryu repeated, holding a feather that had been waiting in her pocket, twisting its base in her fingers. 

Slowly Elsa laid on her back, unsure of what to do with her hands and arms, deciding that she'd keep them at her sides until instructed otherwise. 

"I'm sorry Erusa, for leading you astray. I can't teach you the way I learned and I don't really want to." Elsa was quick to leap in her defense. 

"You have taught me a lot and I did learn."

Ryu grinned down at her, finding her never ending reservoir of sweetness never waning on her nerves. Always encouraging of those she cared about, and so forgiving. Ryu still found the concept of anyone wanting to harm Elsa an incomprehensible level of madness. 

"Yes but I am no master in the arts but I can show you things with the little time we have like how to stay safe."

Her eyes nearly went cross eyed as Ryu knelt by her head, lowering the gray feather onto while speaking much more mildly than prior. "Firstly you will learn how to breathe-" she twirled the feather twice." -with this on the tip of your nose, keep your mouth shut, and ensure it doesn't fall." 

It seemed trivial enough until Elsa learned it wasn't. It tickled at first which of course displaced the feather, once she had gotten used to the sensation Elsa focused on not breathing too harshly to send it up into the air, figuring that she still needed to keep her lungs supplied with enough oxygen. 

"Just relax." Ryu interrupted, placing a shaking hand onto her diaphragm, a blush painted both their cheeks at the implications the placement of touch held between them. A pavlovian response to what had become an intimate action for the pair. "Pull in slowly but fully then use your belly to control the amount that comes out." 

With the help of Ryu's hand putting the right amount of pressure with each exhale Elsa's breaths disrupted the feather less and less. 

Juxtapose to her earlier methods Ryu didn't wait for perfection to move onto the next lesson, hopping in place energetically for Elsa to rise to her feet, she was less enthusiastic to delve back into the more strenuous aspect of training.


Elsa felt very exposed under Ryu's intense gaze as it traveled up her body and down again then asked. "Are you aware of the off buttons humans have?" Confusion made Elsa's brows furrow deeply. 

"Off buttons?" She was in fact not aware that humans had such… buttons let alone any. The only body part she could think of was-

"Do you mean a belly button?" Ryu shook her head, from behind her hands clasped Elsa's shoulders. Her fingers trailed from the blades slowly up Elsa's neck ignoring the hitched breaths which followed as she pulled her white gi to the side exposing skin. 

"You strike here lightly-" Elsa couldn't tell if Ryu knew the effect the creeping touches and whispered words had on her. The way they made her scalp tingle similarly to when Ryu gave her personal attention while grooming, the sensation was downright pleasurable, shivers began to spread from her scalp traveling down throughout her spine and limbs. 

The feelings of blissful relaxation and drowsiness nearly made her lose track of the instruction and misinterpret what Ryu meant entirely. 

"You mean pressure points-" She grinned, turning to face Ryu, blinking slow and heavy. 

Ryu kept her voice low and even."Mhm. I was never taught they always emphasized the more aggressive tactics in my training… Are you okay?" Elsa nodded trying to bring herself back from the state of euphoria she had just been lulled into. "Do you know where those but- points are?" 

Another nod followed. 

Ryu must have been aware of what she was doing to only continue on with the treatment, deliberately dragging her fingers across Elsa's cool skin, never faltering. She deduced if she had been born a dragon, the purrs that would come from her throat would vibrate the entire castle. 

Even the tiny scraps of her nails made Elsa want to close her eyes and sag her body back into Ryu's, but this wasn't the right time nor did she think it appropriate to conduct herself in such a manner in a public space. 

Pulling away, Elsa took a deep cleansing breath, from the expression on Ryu's face she could tell that whatever the cause of such sensations would be explored later and thoroughly by Ryu which was both exciting if not also a bit disconcerting. 

Elsa felt thoroughly surprised when Ryu began to stretch out her limbs and torso, each exhale coming out in billows of steam, shedding her gray jacket with a toss, she wasn't wearing a gi like Elsa instead donning a simple tan tunic, and brown pants.

She hadn't sparred directly with Elsa since the passing autumn and even then it was mostly just them tumbling about in the grass together, the gamesome nature hadn't been seriously weighed down by the the situation they faced now. 

They encircled each other twice, before Elsa could decide her next move Ryu approached and jabbed her ribs, spreading a stinging pain to her sides.

"Block it Erusa." It wasn't as fast as she could move, but still quite quick, Elsa thought it better to not ask Ryu to stop holding back. 

The next jab came and despite being on the opposite side Elsa managed to block it successfully. "Very good." Ryu grinned, her scales weren't hardened to protect herself from the firm hits they repeated a few times. "Now after you block and my hand is away from my body I want you to hit a umm pressure point yes, before I can manage to protect it." Elsa frowned, she didn't like the idea of possibly immobilizing Ryu. 

As if sensing this Ryu chuckled lightly. "It'll be fine, I'll be fine." So Elsa waited, then struck using her knuckles to apply pressure on Ryu's neck. She didn't mean to close her eyes but anxiety of what would follow got the better of her. 

When they opened she half expected to be met with the sight of Ryu laying in pain on the floor but instead the dragon remained in front of her still grinning pleased. 

She made Elsa giddy with her praises and slow instruction, every misstep was assured by Ryu that it wasn't a failure, just a lesson well learned and to succeed she'd have to try again.

Ryu had said continuously she was no master, or teacher and had little patience and adroitness in the roles but to Elsa this was only true when Ryu behaved not as herself. 

"Try to catch me eh?" The dragon bounced on her toes away from Elsa easily climbing the ice pillars, leaping to the roof adjacent to them. 

Elsa blew out some air and braced herself, clinging to her ice to climb it and follow. As she trailed Ryu crouched low on the roof, she hoped that they weren't disturbing anyone below them, keeping her steps light and quick. 

"Very good, very good Erusa! You're pretty fast for someone who has Nokk carry their butt everywhere!" 

Oh she's going to get it now

With an indignant expression Elsa whipped her hand out to swing her body around the sharp corner, she nearly slipped downward catching herself, it didn't help how steep of an angle the castle roofs were in almost all directions. 

It was so unfair the way Ryu made skipping across the spread out poles to the other side, never losing her footing, appear so easy. She wasn't without her own mistakes, too busy looking back at Elsa laughing had her face planted into the lighthouse monolith. Taking it in good nature she scurried up the side of it. 

Elsa skidded to a halt before going back to gain enough momentum to make it across the poles. She couldn't linger, less her ankle buckled and sent her down to a nasty fall. 

She looked up to where Ryu went, surely she didn't expect Elsa to climb this wall without her powers. 

Ryu's head poked from the top with a smug smirk Elsa promised to kiss off of her face when she finally caught her. 

Evidently she did expect Elsa to get up there. Elsa hummed looking for a solution, her lips curved into their own smirk when she found just that. 


Ryu sighed, drumming her fingers against the railing as she waited, already growing bored despite it being only two minutes. 

The view was pretty at least. The stars beginning to appear seemed to have been creating their own city of twinkling lights. The waves of the water splashed against the castle walls, a lullaby for the sailing boats she caught sight of being cradled by the sloshing waters. 

A soft footstep interrupted the sea song. She tuned in, detecting the almost bare feet touching the wooden surface of the floor. 

Why is Elsa walking so slo- oh she's trying to sneak up on me.

It was tempting to pretend to be frightened when Elsa grasped her shoulders suddenly but that seemed too much like coddling. Ryu had to remind herself, they weren't playing chase in the woods, they were training for an emergency. 

"You climbed the wall quicker than what I would have thought." Elsa released her, joining her side to lean against the railing for some wave watching. 

"I didn't, I found another way up." Ryu nodded, wagging a finger to Elsa. 

"Resourcefulness is a good quality to have in a dangerous situation-"

"I took the stairs." The blunt reply gave Ryu pause, she felt foolish for the premature praise she just offered, then shrugged, that was fair she guessed. She never said Elsa had to do exactly as she did in the chase. 

That reminded her. "You didn't catch me yet by the way." Elsa grinned, still looking out at the horizon. 

"I know." Her blithe tone made Ryu look up. True Elsa didn't catch Ryu by chasing her but Ryu would be a fool to not admit she didn't have to. She had already trapped her with a simple look. 

The way the lighthouse illuminated part of her face in a warm yellow, and the reflective blue hue took residence on the other side created a gorgeous contrast. Ryu couldn't stop staring until Elsa had enough and glanced at her, catching the dragon awkwardly looking away. 

Ryu caught the small grin teasing her lips. To cut past the uncomfortable tension she felt she coughed into her hand. 

"We have to work on your stealth before we go." The depressive tone she took had Elsa sighing heavily, pulling back while gripping the rails. 

"Ryu… " she started carefully. "You know I'm not actually planning on fighting anyone when we go to Ruskland right? This training– it's all a precaution." 

Ryu's grip tightened and eyes steeled. She hated dashing Elsa's optimism and understood her perspective, or at least tried to– if she had been told by a literal goddess of creation to not partake in a war she'd listen too… 

Ryu shook her head. 

Under the right circumstances she'd listen. 

"Erusa, I know Ah-Ahta- the Memory River told you that we can't fight but… did they also tell you what to do if the enemy Wants to fight and won't stop until you're dead." 

"Peace is the answer, it has to be, all the times in the past it wasn't chosen and ended in bloodshed. I won't make that same mistake." 

Elsa remained resolute in that, like a mountain against the wind she'd not be swayed, especially when it came to her values. Ryu knew that much. 

"Well just promise me that if it ever comes down to you or them… you pick you." 

The lack of reply had Ryu worried she had struck a nerve with her words. "I-..." The words died in Elsa's throat, they both could understand why. Aware that it wasn't in Elsa to kill, it went against her nature. As Ahtohollan's physical representative in the world, creation was her forte not destruction. 

To steer the conversation in a more jovial direction Ryu hopped onto the railing pointing to the harbor. "That's where I stayed for a few days eating chum then some fishermen discovered me and… well you know what happened next." 

Elsa spotted the space under the decks that probably hid the dragon from plain sight. "What made you visit here anyways?"

Ryu crouched then shrugged. "Wasn't so much of a visit as it was me taking refuge from a sea storm, I was planning on leaving immediately but then I saw how wasteful the fishers were here." 

That had Elsa's eyes widening. "Wait… Arendelle wasn't on your list of places to visit?" The face Ryu made nearly had Elsa taking offense. 

"Fuck no, I wouldn't go to place so populated with people without scooping it out first, no, I got swept up in a wicked storm and was tired and hungry and bam! Next thing I know I'm being chased and screamed at–" Elsa watched Ryu pace on the railing with impeccable balance listening to her regale the events that felt like years ago yet only happened in the passing summer. 

"Then just when I think I got away some scrawny blonde haired lady with a history of kidnapping forest creatures starts stalking me." Elsa tried her best to drown the giggles rising in her throat with a scornful stare, crossing her arms.

Ryu smiled at her pouty small frown and jumped down. 

She's so damn beautiful. 


"I've never been so grateful for chum than when I got to know you." Elsa turned to Ryu cringing at what she just said, probably hoping it would sound as romantic out loud as it did in her head. 

From the way she had been staring at her since they had come up here she could see affection shining in those eyes, to how saccharine her voice sounded practically purring with every word, Elsa didn't really mind it as much, being associated with chum. 

Elsa yelped ducking down when a leg swung past her head. Ryu didn't exactly give her a chance to ask for an explanation before she was striking again and again. 

Elsa caught her shin in her hands, the impact wouldn't hurt terribly but definitely smart if she landed a blow. 

"That was a cheeky way to start a match, Miss Paul." Spinning away from Ryu's left jab Elsa predicted that he expected her to try and hit the left side since that hand was occupied recovering. 

"Wow!" Ryu cheered when Elsa managed to throw her off capriciously striking her right shoulder. 

Bringing her leg down Ryu dipped low enough to catch it on her arm, making Elsa hiss in the stretch she made by raising it. 

The closer she came, the higher Elsa's leg went. 

"Nice." Ryu remarked, noticing how flexible Elsa truly was. The position put them at an odds, both trying to fuel their panting lungs for different reasons. 

Finally she allowed Elsa's leg to lower, the chilly winds whipped snow around them displacing their hair. 

Expecting another counter attack Ryu readied herself when Elsa's palm opened towards her, smiling with eyes warmer than the summer sun. 

Their hands joined, connecting them beyond a physical surface. Elsa's gravitational pull beguile Ryu into her inescapable orbit. Akin to lava flowing into water to create an entirely new continent, snowflakes of indigos, violets, pinks, and blues floated around the pair synonymous with their movements.


It hurt, alarmed, and gladdened Anna's heart all at the same time. It took an hour of her time to finally find her sister following the directions of staff and castle residents who had seen Elsa chasing Ryu upon the castle roof. Anna didn't dwell on it, aware of the full extent of Ryu's questionable training methods. 

Thinking that the setting sun would make the task even more difficult, instead it led her to the castle walls. 

Shadows that could only belong to Elsa and Ryu were showcased upon the white sails of the ships docked, backlit by the lighthouse. 

A sad smile spread across her lips, hands clasping the collar of her coat gazing at the silhouettes dancing together. 

Many memories flooded through her mind, recalling the night that she had "fallen in love". It was so uncanny to see, in her heart she could feel- from the way Elsa twirled and spun Ryu in the winter ballet– this was a far cry from that night, it wouldn't end in proposals or a kingdom frozen over. 

"Are you still walking around with those bombs in your pocket?" Anna chuckled, wrapping her arms around Kristoff's waist. 

"Oh most definitely, was going to show Elsa but um–" she coughed towards the sails. "She's a bit occupied at the moment." 

Kristoff huffed and hugged Anna from behind. "Should we let them know that anyone standing on the castle wall can see their little shadow puppet show?" Anna thought about this for a few seconds then shook her head. 

"I'll keep watch for them." 

"And I–" Kristoff squeezed her tightly against him, she welcomed the heat his body provided, closing her eyes momentarily. "Will keep you warm." 


Ryu's limbs protested the wiggling she put them through, strutting to Elsa's hypnotic voice, she didn't need any music to create her own melody. 

"There's cottage in hills, where the wind chimes trills, and the birds all sing their song, 

But I won't be content with the time there spent, unless you come along–" Clasping Ryu's cheek had her purring into Elsa's palm. 

Without a care of who heard or saw, like a pied Piper Elsa's siren call lured Ryu all the way to her room where their tired muscles demanded they undress, and lay in bed.

"And every night, every night, I won't rest till I hold you tight, 

So please come with me– as I sing you to sleep, oh sweet darling of mine." Ryu allowed Elsa to hold her close humming the tune, its sanguine nature enticed a yawn from her as she sank down into the sea of Elsa's cold, soft body, and the warm sheets. Her nose twitched from the finger which played along its length, till she had grown used to it enough to find it somewhat relaxing. 

"As you lay in my arms, safe from pain and harm, I know I'll find a way–

To make you smile, even for a short while, I pray to god you'll stay. 

As I try, with all my might, to hold you every night, 

Yes my heart still yearns for yours in return, I pray to god you'll be mine." 

"You're beautiful, kind, and have the prettiest voice I've ever heard..." Elsa grinned at Ryu's juvenile pout, tapping her lips till it turned into a smile, scooting closer to allow Ryu's head to lay upon her shoulder. 

Instead of singing Ryu's snores encored Elsa's song leaving her awake staring at the ceiling, still stroking her hair idly. 

Elsa truly believed she couldn't kill for herself, for gain... but she wondered– if driven to it...

She glanced down at Ryu. 

Can I kill for the ones I love? 


Elsa refused to take it as a bad omen, the journey was its own storm that could no longer be delayed. The weather mimicked this in harsh winds and flurries that challenged the most experienced sailor visually. 

The sea's constant motion mixed in the sleet and ice caps which drifted in and out of the vicinity stirred into a dangerous soup by the winds. 

Standing to the side Elsa picked at her travel clothes as luggage and cargo were loaded onto the brig, despite its smaller size Captain Saunes insisted on commandeering the voyage again, canceling his holiday early much to the protest of Anna and Kristoff stating; With all due respect your Majesty, I will not abandon my duty for the sake of respite while we are in such turbulent times. If I can play any part in ensuring the safety of the royal family I will go above and beyond the realms of my responsibilities. 

Anna cried into his arms hugging the large man tightly. Elsa had been moved by the sentiment as well feeling thoroughly overwhelmed by the amount of support their people afforded them. 

"If I had known this year would have this much sea travel I wouldn't have declined Captain Saunes private sailing lessons." Elsa had caught the little remark whispered by Kristoff to mostly himself and Sven. 

A gurgling neigh captured her attention to look down from the dock.

Her heart dropped like a stone in the river. A set of memories came rushing back from the tearful goodbyes she had to give out that morning to so many, these much less pleasant than their first trip to Ruskland. Steps crackled into existence giving Elsa access to the area Nokk had surfaced. 

His body frosted over with a single touch to the snout. "I'm sorry my friend." Elsa murmured, connecting their foreheads together. "I wish you could come but…" how could she elaborate the importance of their separation as clearly as she already had. Usually Nokk understood to some level but this time, instead of a mournful goodbye he acted out of aggression and a determination to follow Elsa all the way to the harbor. 

Elsa could feel it, he was agitated and squirrelly. His eyes demanded a reconsideration in her choice. Elsa couldn't fathom the thoughts she saw dancing in his eyes and exuding off of his body. 

The Guardian of the dark sea and Ahtohollan was ready to leave his post and follow her across to a foreign land. It broke Elsa's heart, the idea of her beautiful friend willingly demeaning himself to nothing more than a war horse. 

Elsa choked back a sob which threatened to be eminent with tears streaming down her cheeks. "I love you. I'll be back, before you could ever start to miss me. Take care of the others," she stroked his mane with trembling fingers. "Don't let Bruni walk in the house with muddy paws, make sure Gale doesn't cause too much mischief, and the earth Giants' naps aren't disturbed. Can you do that for me, Beautiful Nokk?" His snort answered her. 

Regretfully climbing the stairs, Elsa solemnly resigned into herself, simply smiling small when listening to Olaf and Anna practically compete in cheering the other up. 

"And don't forget not to go overboard with the decorations, alright. I'm counting on you to be responsible." Speaking sternly with a raised finger, her head was tilted down towards Olaf but her eyes pleaded with Kai's, knowing they'd come back to a castle that would look like Christmas vomited all over it. 

"And you don't go overboard on the ship, I mean unless you want to go swimming then by all means." 

Olaf waddled over to Elsa not waiting for her to pick him up, embracing her legs tightly. Kneeling his hug was returned in an exchange of whispers. 

"When we make this trip I won't be leaving home for a whole year at least." He gasped, pulling away slightly to search her eyes for any jest. 

"Really?" Elsa nodded, pulling him to her chest again. "And hey I hear Anna put you in charge of the decorations this year–" mischievously she side eyed Anna and Kristoff who were speaking with Honeymaren and Tobias. 

"This'll be Ryu's first Christmas, she doesn't know what it is." They both glanced up to the dragon perched upon the prow of the ship diligently watching the misty horizon. She had only offered short 'see you laters' to everyone, not seeing a point in goodbyes when she'd be back. Olaf and Bruni had forgiven the stoic behavior, goodbyes had always been a final act to her in life. 

"Don't worry Elsa, it'll be the best! Christmas she's ever had!" He proudly proclaimed. Elsa straightened, taking his hand in hers. 

"It'll be the only Christmas she's ever had." Her mood improved drastically discussing the preparations of holiday festivities they'd take part of when their mission was complete. 

Both she and Anna regarded the gangplank, hesitation keeping their feet up on their homeland soil. 

"Another adventure." Despite herself Elsa smirked and sighed. "Oh no." Kristoff gripped their shoulders, shaking them a bit. Wisely, no one mentioned a word about how this particular adventure was sending them into a warzone as they boarded.

"No separating this time, ladies." 

"Tell that to her." Anna pointed to Elsa before fixing her coat around herself, mumbling something about how Ryu was going to be sleeping with her and Kristoff since Elsa wouldn't need her welcomed warmth. Elsa appreciated this, but it was still difficult to ignore the sense of dread clouding her mind with intrusive thoughts. 

Waving goodbyes to all gathered on the docks, Elsa noticed Nokk looking on after their departing ship. 

All the miles that awaited them, she could only be grateful they'd not be lonely ones, leaning against the side of the ship she watched the waters below before feeling warmth on her hand. 

She tightened her grip, entangling her fingers with Anna who did the same. They held fast, knowing what they were capable of together, to the moment and to each other. It was all they could do to not sink into the dark recesses of their psyches. 

Ryu had taken to the skies the first hour of the trip, sometimes vanishing in the dense snowfall, other times going especially high. 

She wouldn't have such freedom when they entered Ruskland, with the standing agreement Elsa coerced the General and Ophelia to adhere to. 


"Now you wished to speak of discretion Lady Elsa?" Ophelia settled on the chair in Anna's study standing in front of the window. 

 

"Yes–" she began turning to face them. "In regards to Ryu, I'd be very appreciative that if she is to accompany us to Ruskland that you must not allude to her true nature to anyone–" she saw them open their mouths but quickly rushed in to halt in protest. "Please, it is imperative to forces that go far beyond anyone's comprehension, even mine, and the more people who know of her the more danger she'll be in." 

Lady Ophelia sat straighter thinking carefully of her next words. "I understand Lady Elsa, but how are we going to… disguise a dragon, how shall you expect us to keep such a creature incognito."

 Elsa gave a duper's delightful grin. Humming softly. "That's the easiest part for you anyways, as far as anyone concerned in Ruskland Ryu is a creation of mine to help with the Yokai." 

The dignitaries did not look very keen on keeping such a secret from their powers at be, it was the reason why Elsa gave them the ultimatum in the first place, grateful that they hadn't called her bluffing. She hated exploiting their desperation and knew her comeuppance would be due but that was a problem for her alone to deal with… later.  


It wouldn't be too far-fetched of a disguise, the word of Elsa's ability to create sentience was far spread, perhaps too far. 

The news always procured curious royals and meddling scientists, or someone of the like who needed confirmation with their own eyes that such miracles could really be true. 

In one way or another Elsa always found a means of dodging inquiries or investigations, being studied like an anomaly and revealing precious secrets just didn't really appeal to her or any of the other spirits.

"Please, don't mind me." Ryu crooned as Anna climbed her back absorbing her body heat like a sponge. 

Elsa suspected her dragon wouldn't want to be studied, poked or prodded either… except by her friends who now hovered around her warmth like bees to a flower. 

It gave Elsa a sneaking suspicion that Anna and Kristoff would most likely steal her away in the night to sneak into their chambers. 

She grinned at the thought, taking a deep cleansing breath. Looking below something had caught Elsa's eye. The waves should have been moving towards the back of the boat but instead were moving forward with the ship. That… wasn't normal. 

Elsa frowned, going to the other side assessing that the waves moved as they should under the weight of the ship. Maybe it was her nerves getting to her. Or maybe it was the nature of Arendelle's waters telling her that it was preternatural for her to leave Arendelle. She'd keep an eye on it to assure no troubles awaited them during their voyage, for now she could just sit back and enjoy the beautiful waters that encompassed one side of her country, maybe daydream about a life at sea, carefree and not bound by land and its complicated problems. That day on the fjord riding with Nokk years ago she had thought he found just that but then the world, the beautiful world and all its messy problems and concerns had to become involved. 

The more freedom Elsa wanted, the more liberties she afforded cost just as much as the previous payment she took. Elsa suspected she would have to be careful with how much she took and if she were willing to pay the price. 


Some days Ryu found Elsa on the dock, spontaneously challenging her to a sparring session or perfecting Elsa's form. 

What began as actual lessons became what some would call just Ryu's daily excuse to run her fingers along Elsa's muscles. She didn't know why she always thought of the woman's physique as willowy and frail. Or why she became so surprised when faced with her strength from Elsa pinning her with her thighs and arms smiling down at her, when it made perfect sense from the– while still domesticated– high activity lifestyle she lived. 

A slow grin spread across Ryu's face, allowing herself to become distracted by the way Elsa's hips pressed down into her own, the way her bangs clung to her forehead, the rapid rise and fall of her breast from deep panting breaths she took. 

She almost didn't catch Elsa's question over the rhonchus purrs erupting from her throat, her body softened everywhere forgetting they were not in the privacy of their chambers but instead on the deck. 

"Ryu?" A tap upon her nose brought the dragon back from nearly divulging into fantasies that seemed more frequent the longer the pair had refrained from intimacy. 

Shaking her head– feeling completely injudicious– Ryu sat up and took Elsa's offered hand to help her to her feet. 

"Um good–" she lifted her thumbs, lips pursing into a smile which was almost as tight as her voice. "Good job you're getting very erm skilled. I uh–" Elsa obviously didn't know where the vexatious tension originated from, with her crossed arms and tilted head. "I should go finish Anna's sugar bomb thingies." 

Quickly Ryu retreated to their room shutting the door, plopping down at the desk huffing. She welcomed the busy work, any work that could aid in getting Elsa out of her head, they had much more pressing matters to focus on then… whatever this frustrating emotion was that plagued her. This longing she thought she had long since gotten rid of since she and Elsa were first intimate. Now it seemed worse, she knew what she was longing for, it was no longer a mystery and wondered if Elsa was suffering the same emotions. 

Biting her pencil nearly split it in half when Ryu concluded she most likely was not. That was evident from their sparring sessions, Elsa was driven to succeed, not distracted by the physicalities of being so close and yet so far. 

The schematic sitting on the desk before her was the last thing on Ryu's mind, taking the back burner to the repression efforts of keeping her libidinous thoughts at bay. 

If she'd entertain the conspiracy theories that wanted to be explored, Ryu would go as far to say that Elsa was teasing her, but she knew better. 

Despite being the most beautiful person Ryu had ever seen she also was aware that Elsa could at times be utterly clueless to how enchanting she truly was inside and out. Comparing herself to the spirit always made Ryu feel like a strumpet animal. 

At the sound of the door opening Ryu quickly leaned forward hunching closer to the papers scribbling a random note she thought of prior. Each footstep that drew closer and closer tightened her grip on the pencil. 

Cold hands clasped her biceps causing Ryu to jolt a little, only relaxing a small bit when Elsa's chin rested up on her shoulder peeking at her progress which given the time that she had wasn't much. 

Feeling Elsa pressing against her back assessing her work fired up nerves to become hypersensitive, it was both comforting and dispiriting.

"I think she'll like it, I know I do, it's certainly more safe than before. Explain it to me?" 

Ryu nodded, swallowing down the lump in her throat. "Well, instead of impact being the um trigger for the explosion I separated the Potassium chlorate?" She cringed at her pronunciation but Elsa still understood nudging her head for her to continue. "Sugar, and sulfuric acid in small chambers inside the ball and here-" she pointed to the ring in the picture. "You pull and that will mix them together and give a reaction in about sixteen seconds so not entirely safe but as safe as you could get when handling chemicals that go kaboom." 

It pleased Elsa enough to hum, lightly tracing the components of the diagram, studying it closer. "You–" she tapped Ryu's temple. "Are a genius." Ryu grunted and sat back in her arms. 

"Not really I didn't figure out the combination Anna did–" her words died when she turned, seeing Elsa's disapproval of her sentiment. "Thank you- thank you." Ryu smiled, closing her eyes momentarily to enjoy the sensation of Elsa touching her that did not result in mild pain, she'd definitely fall asleep in two seconds. 

But one second later Elsa pulled away speaking idly of her own invention to keep Anna safe from any fire injuries. From what Ryu picked up it was an ice suit she had yet to see which could withstand high temperatures in case of emergency. 

"You seem so tired Gecko, why don't you get some rest while I get us dinner." 

Elsa's sympathetic tone had drawn Ryu's eyes open, straightening her back in the chair, she twisted backwards to face Elsa. She didn't even realize she had dozed off in the chair, lulled to sleep by the sound of Elsa's voice. She really hadn't been keeping up with sleep and now that she thought about it other needs as well had been put aside for training and preparations.

Her jaw unhinged with a yawn that almost brought tears to her eyes. "That's okay-" she talked through it, shaking her head vigorously when it ended. "I could join you for dinner." 

Smiling Elsa cooed at her, rubbing her scales gently whispering into her hair alternating between words And kisses. "Oh Ryu, you should be getting what rest you can, okay, what good will it do you if you burn yourself out?" A part of her knew Elsa was right, what use would she be to anyone if she could barely keep her eyes open. 

Reluctantly she relented getting up from the chair to fall onto the bed not bothering to lay properly until she felt Elsa grab hold of her legs which hung over the edge and tuck them in. 

A kiss to the head and the door clicking shut were the last things Ryu could recall before she was overtaken by sleep once more. 

Her mind filled with visions of arid deserts, endless dunes of sand as vast as the sea which rocked her body to and fro. An unforgivable sun which had no mercy for any who dared to traverse those lands. Thirst, the worst thirst she had ever experienced.


There was a routine at sea that settled between the inhabitants of the ship, Anna claimed the mornings with Ryu to practice their aerial skills only giving the dragon back to Elsa by mid afternoon to watch them spar or whatever odd tasks Ryu had prepared for them that day. By dusk everyone had already exerted themselves to an intense hunger. 

Though not a single person on the ship could surpass Ryu when it came to portions, Anna and Kristoff came close second place in the tally of hearty appetites, it was this fact that made their early excuses to leave dinner early– with flushed faces and cheeks tinted pink– suspicious enough to raise Elsa's brow. 

Ryu paused from guzzling her stew to sniff curiously in their direction, a growl rumbled in her chest when she returned to eating, appearing bitter and envious, sharply spearing her stew with her spoon. 

Confused Elsa rubbed her arm a few times, completely thrown at what could have caused such a reaction. 

She'd get her answer though her curiosity would not have been as piqued if she had known what was waiting for her as she passed Anna's room door. 

An odd noise stopped her leisure pace. Frowning, she pressed her ear into the door, raising her fist slowly. Concern took the forefront in her mind hearing the groan initially. Did the stew not sit well with Anna?

Oh god, she hoped her sister was in good health. As her knuckles came in contact with the wood Elsa heard the lascivious 'Kristoff' pulling back quickly with an undignified squeak. Hurriedly she raced to the upper deck, face and neck burning bright red, eyes wide like a deer in distress. 

At least it wasn't nosiness, just concern. She convinced herself, leaning over the railing staring into the water. The most ludicrous part of her mind was convinced that flinging herself into the sea was a better option than facing her siblings. 

"Elsa?" The familiar voice had her back stiff, just as she dreaded they had heard the knock. Elsa groaned embarrassingly, her muscles were already sore from the activities of the day, cringing as hard as she was made her body just downright painful to be in. 

"Hey–" Kristoff greeted gently, Elsa suffered a glance at him and was surprised, outside of his messy hair and flushed cheeks he was well put together. If she hadn't known what he and his wife were up to she'd be none the wiser of what he had been up to. "Was that you knocking?" 

Despite clearing her throat, Elsa had no words to say at the moment, simply nodding once. He joined her side, clasping his hands together. 

"Is everything okay?" He asked carefully, not sounding agitated at all from the interruption. Elsa initially planned to brush off his concerns and send him back to Anna, no harm no foul but her anxieties and guilt had seized the wheel of her mind steering it in a completely different direction. 

"Everything is fine I just–" she shut her eyes before continuing. "I heard a noise from your room and was concerned Anna had become ill from the sound of it and before I knew what was happening I knocked and realized what was… going on. Either way I apologize for intruding." 

He blinked rapidly, turning away from Elsa, brows reaching his hairline. "Oh." His reply held a simple nature to it before he smiled lopsidedly at her. "Don't worry about it, besides the amount of times I've come across you and Ryu–" Elsa's chest tightened from ignominy, she always tried to forget about the trysts she now knew Kristoff had accidently witnessed. He nudged her elbow with his smirking. 

"We can call ourselves even now I suppose." Weakly returning his grin they say for a moment in silence save for the sloshing waves and sailors manning the ship behind them.

 Elsa could sense Kristoff was about to take his leave when against her better judgment a question tumbled passed her lips. "How do you do it?" She gasped and clamped them shut but it was too late. 

Kristoff raised a brow to this thinking before he spoke, both he and Elsa knew she wasn't asking about the deed itself but still he played it safe and asked for clarification much to her mortification. 

"Well um-" Elsa sighed, she was already this deep in the embarrassing situation she may as well start swimming. "keep up intimacy with– you know– everything going on?" 

Kristoff nodded now, understanding her trepidation. "Well I… hmm. I guess, look, a lot of bad things are happening all over and that's not very good no but I'm not going to stop loving my wife or being close to her in that way because of it. Time is precious and nothing lasts forever so I'm going to use as much time as I possibly can to show her how much I love her… " he scratched the back of his neck adding. "Plus it can help with stress, there's nothing we can do right now so if I can comfort her in any way I will. Shut off the world for a little bit and let it be just us." 

Just us.

Kristoff was never the best with words but Elsa always appreciated his direct style of communication, it usually made sense to her and this occasion was no different. 

Watching her pondering brows knit together and eyes downcast, Kristoff gently squeezed her bicep. "I'll let you mull over that. Goodnight-" he turned back with one last thought, a smile teasing his lips. "And only knock if you need something okay?" 

Elsa broke from her line of thoughts and nodded vigorously as he retreated towards the area where Sven was kept to perhaps check on him. 

Elsa stayed in her mind for a while alone, wondering if Ryu was feeling in the mood for her affections with how exhausted she had been lately. She herself enjoyed their intimacy and missed it, not necessarily needing or longing for the sexual aspect of it but more so the bonding and intimate nature it gave them. Elsa dug down to find the root of her desires, deciding initially the strong pull she felt to touch Ryu was an insatiable curiosity which still lingered, more than anything she loved providing for her dragon her every need and desire. Knowing it was her hands that drove her over the edge. 

Hurriedly Elsa walked to her rooms hoping that Ryu had gone there after dinner. 

The breath she had been holding released itself when she entered. The room was mostly dark, the only light being the lantern sitting upon the desk Ryu sat at scribbling down something in her notebook. 

Elsa crossed her arms across Ryu's chest listening intently to the way her chest inhaled, she paused and turned with a scrupulous expression. 

"Kristoff?" Keeping eye contact Elsa could read the insinuating tone and gleam reflected in her pupils. She glanced down at herself, could Ryu really smell Kristoff on her and if she could… Oh. 

Holding up her palms as a peace offering, sheepishly she began her explanation. "I may have accidentally come across him and Anna while they uh well–" the smirk of Ryu's lips warmed her face even more. 

She chuckled, turning back to the desk finishing up what she started. "Try doing that a few more times and you may just end up even with him." Elsa sniggered quietly to the similarities of her previous conversation. 

"I have no intention of that happening again, besides it's already occured… thrice." She winced openly. Enough about them, her inner mind berated, she had sought Ryu out for her own purposes. 

Back on tasks her hands trailed down from Ryu's shoulders, down her arms, the purrs she could hear inspired Elsa to continue till she reached Ryu's hands, taking the one which clutched the pencil in her own way, guiding Ryu to let it down.

Elsa kissed her ear, whispering into it. "You think this could wait for a while?" Ryu's scales shivered as she faced Elsa with a serious expression. "Why?" Elsa wanted to erase the doubt she saw in those eyes, and ignite the tiny shimmer of hope. 

"Because I was thinking perhaps we could–" Elsa led her kisses from Ryu's temple to her neck. They were light and teasing. Enough to lure her dragon to twist the chair towards her but subdued enough to promise there was much more to come. "Spend time together, think you could squeeze me in?" 

Ryu's eyes dilated significantly, grinning, she blinked deliberately slow, which Elsa mimicked. 

"You can squeeze into me as much as you want Erusa." Not only did the excited tone make Elsa break the tension with a bubbling laughter but the actual statement as well. 

Despite being embarrassed, Ryu still looked quite pleased with her ability to make Elsa laugh even at her own expense. 

Her next words were interrupted by Elsa's lips pressing to hers, hands clasping at her exposed neck from craning her head. 

They kissed the air away from each other, Elsa left only enough for Ryu to whisper against her lips, scorching Elsa's mouth with her hot breath. "Erusa… I missed you." Elsa could understand what she meant, they had been close emotionally, supporting each other through this turbulent time and even physically through training but this, this sweet bond they shared with only each other. She admittedly missed it as well. 

She kissed her hard for a second time, claiming Ryu's mouth, her tongue thrusting its way in. Her fingers dug into Ryu's throat, enticing a randy growl from her. It'd be so easy to lose herself in the dragon, those urges that Elsa had kept at bay reared their dark heads again as she held Ryu in such a vulnerable position. 

Ryu must have sensed their presence as well. "Erusa–" her hand lightly grazed Elsa's arm. "Don't be gentle. You don't have to be." Elsa's heart stopped beating for a couple seconds hearing those words. 

Her hesitancy was losing the battle, now instead of being pit against longings Elsa thought selfish they now faced her desires to satisfy Ryu's whims and were losing terribly. 

"Are you sure?" Her voice cracked as she spoke, caressing Ryu's throat. "Hai, I'm yours Erusa." Her little nod and lust filled eyes broke the lines of Elsa's defensive propriety surging her forward to capture Ryu's lips again, roughly thrusting her tongue into her mouth to taste her, the lingering tang of stew mixed in with the smokey flavor of Ryu wasn't nearly as unpleasant as she thought it would be. 

Hunched over, she cupped Ryu's breast through her loose blue tunic, pinching the nipples through the fabric, drawing a yelp which went straight into her mouth. One hand abandoned the breast to rub her stomach, she didn't linger there long, favoring to grasp and rub Ryu's crotch through her trousers.

Usually Elsa found herself frustrated at the blockade of clothing that impeded her access to Ryu's body but now it was exhilarating, outside of how they normally conducted themselves together. Elsa pondered Kristoff's words more and expanded upon his ideal. 

Sex could be more for her and Ryu than just her getting her dragon to completion. "So much more." Elsa breathed audibly through her nostrils, rubbing harder. It was for them to explore together, promising more than just carnal release, the emotional, mental, physical capabilities if navigated carefully could only bring them closer.

Ryu did request I… treat her roughly, that I make her mine. 

Elsa thought if that was what she wanted but her inner mind had already laughed mockingly at the very notion of her entertaining it wasn't. She had been holding back since they first kissed. Ryu had even called her out on it but didn't press further. 

Suddenly Ryu was yanked out of the chair to her feet, swiveled till her body was pressed flush against Elsa's who kept on pushing until her ass was atop the desk crinkling and brushing aside the papers. 

Hearing the noise Elsa pulled away from suckling harshly on Ryu's neck looking past her shoulder. "Are those important?" 

"Not as important as this." Ryu rushed out biting Elsa's chin, her legs wrapped around her hips. Elsa’s hand buried itself in the medium length hair that she pulled free from its tie, and she leaned down and lifted Ryu's chin up for leverage for the searing kiss, slow enough that it left them both momentarily breathless. Sucking in the air of the other greedily. They knew they didn't have forever, their forever was tonight and neither cared if the night would be wasted or the early morning so long as it was wasted with them together. 

Elsa had caught her breath before Ryu, capturing the dragon's bottom lip between her teeth, growling out the word. "Mine." Hands on her body, her grip wouldn't allow even half an inch of space between them. 

All Ryu could do in response was whine and moan, speaking in a trembling voice. "Yes, please Erusa! I– I missed you, so damn much these past few weeks and I need you so badly, sometimes it hurts." 

Elsa gasped at the heated flush of arousal this confession caused, it was conflicting that was certain. It pained her to know her dragon had been in such turmoil but to know she needed Elsa this much… She kissed her again, pressing their bodies together. When she did separate them it was a split second when Ryu's body was whipped around, her front pushed against the desk top, her rear against Elsa's front. 

One arm she used to support herself as the other reached around to grab Elsa's elegant neck, rubbing herself shamelessly against Elsa's groin. 

Elsa didn't really have to work hard to get Ryu's own neglected slit throbbing with wetness beginning to slick and soften as was often the case, it took a few sultry words and kisses to make her mess, she'd be embarrassed about it later but now–

"Already so soft and wet for me Ryu." As teasing as Elsa's harsh breathy whisper was in her ear, Ryu could detect how much her readiness thrilled Elsa. 

It had been far long since they last had sex in Ryu's opinion, and she felt more than a bit desperate and aching for Elsa to take her; a pining which up until now had been easier to ignore due to the war and how solemn and tired they had been, she could ignore her fatigue and sore muscles in favor to have Elsa nip and suck her wherever she pleased. 

So distracted she had been Elsa missed the slurred words uttered by Ryu. "Come again my lo- darling–" she stuttered. 

Ryu sobered up, speaking more clearly. "I said I needed this." 

Elsa chuckled, running her fingertip down Ryu's spine. She really needed to get these clothes off of her. It was fun for a time but now it was an annoyance. "I know." 

Ryu shook her head, clenching her fist and eyes shut. "No-" the quake in her voice had Elsa pausing her ministrations of caresses. 

"Ryu?" 

"I had a horrible nightmare, that Sussanoo and I were in the desert, he said I was his and always was, to destroy, his great sacrifice." 

That explains her request tonight.

Elsa kissed the back of her head, nuzzling into her hair. "No sweetheart, you don't belong to anyone, you're not owned." There was a furious determination and loathing in her tone not directed at Ryu. Elsa almost regretted her previous behavior had Ryu not refused this adamantly. 

"I know I'm not owned but… but I want to be yours, cause you won't destroy me, you care for me and I want to be yours to care for Erusa… please make me yours." 


Elsa's gripping of Ryu's hips and rear end had become more possessive now, her fingers kneading and squeezing her full hips, digging in with force as she held Ryu in her arms. Ryu's back hit the bedsheets roughly as Elsa leaned over her and took full control of their embrace. The sudden surge of abnormal behavior had Ryu wondering if there was more than her own wishes that fueled Elsa's actions as they kissed frantically– she didn't know if it were possible but still–

Is Elsa jealous of Sussanoo?

Ryu knew Elsa was not as forgiving as she was towards her former brother and could keep the wrathful contempt she had for him hidden well enough but still... She shook her head. The passion must have originated from the denial and suppression for weeks they had endured, and Ryu knew she was even more hungry for Elsa's touch as Elsa apparently was for her.

“I want you now Erusa,” Ryu growled, taking some control by gripping her shoulders tight enough to leave marks, grinding against her as they kissed. "Touch all of me, human.” she demanded. 

Elsa would get her back later for the sass, hands already tugging impatiently at the knotted belt around her waist. She sucked her teeth in frustration. "Good grief Ryu, you don't tie belts like sashes, you buckle them." Ryu giggled at Elsa's exasperation. 

"I don't know how to." Elsa rolled her eyes, after a few attempts her patience dissipated enough for her to create a knife to angrily saw through the leather mumbling how Arendelle was doomed to a belt shortage if Ryu kept it up. 

The moment the belt fell away, she lifted her hips for Elsa to yank it off but it only made it halfway down, revealing part of her completely naked lower body… as well as the delicate entrance calling to Elsa with each twitch and flutter it made. 

Elsa's gaze zeroed in, her eyes dilated as she looked down and saw her bare scales. 

“Ryu!” Elsa berated gripping her nape, she tried to seem displeased and scandalized, but Ryu could see that feral look of arousal betraying her. “How many times do I have to tell you to wear under garments!”

Ryu crossed her arms not feeling a lick of shame. "No." 

Elsa met her challenge, roughly spreading her legs and pulling them to press Ryu's center against her cold white tights. 

"Yes."

That smirk would be the death of her, raising to her elbows Ryu kept her lips just an inch away from Elsa's. "I don't know what you're complaining about–" a single finger traced over Elsa's thin blue sweater. Ryu's voice dripped from her mouth like poisonous honey. "It's easy access for you."

The shudder which nearly overtook her, Elsa masked it with indifference. "Easy access huh? With your belt tied tighter than the Megingjörð around Thor's waist?" 

Ryu shrugged, running her open mouth over the column of Elsa's throat. "Gives you a challenge." 

Elsa groaned with a sick concoction of dismay and enamorment at the failed logic before lifting Ryu's shirt, leaning down and sucking one of the exposed nipples into her mouth, proving that Ryu's breasts were her favorite physical aspect to play with. From her avid desperate sucks and nips with her chilly mouth and tongue, she was like an animal finally catching their long awaited prey. 

Elsa’s cheeks hollowed from the forceful suckle on Ryu's nipple pinching and rolling its fat pebbled neighbor, spearing Ryu with a lance of pain mixing in deliciously with pleasure to all her other neglected parts. 

Her yelp cut short by a hand clasping her mouth shut. "Quiet baby. As much as I love hearing you, so will anyone nearby." When Elsa returned to her previous task Ryu thrusted her chest upward, allowing herself to remain completely open and willing to Elsa's hungry maw, writhing and squirming held down by the weight atop her, overstimulated but this was exactly what she wanted no longer wanting to be comfortable but pushed to her limits. 

The idea that she had come this far from not allowing anyone to touch her to now permitting and trusting Elsa enough to hurt her warmed her thoroughly. 

“Ah! Erusa, fuc-" Elsa was torn between praises and rebuke. Her words sounded jumbled. 

“So beautiful– mind your– watch your mouth young lady.” Elsa mumbled against her nipple, licking her with a flat, cold tongue, switching to the other breast she had yet to taste. Ryu chuckled past her moans. How Elsa managed to remain Elsa; so wonderful, funny, loving, gentle, kind, yet unrelenting, searing Ryu with a piercing heat, stubborn, commanding, so many things she could be at once. 

Making Ryu feel alive yet like she died and went to heaven, cold hands burning her all the same. Soft as she devoured the flesh offered to her.

The care she put into Ryu's other breast; sweet, sapid kisses combined with her tongue were reverently maddening. So gentl–

"Ā, kuso jigoku!" The sharp bite on the already sensitive bud had Ryu convulsing, drawn between pulling back or spasming upward into Elsa repentant; kissing the red nipple. 

She couldn't have been too sorry however since she repeated the action again and again. Cracking open one eye to spy if this was too much, to silence Ryu's cries Elsa's mouth was upon her own speaking between lip presses that muffled her screams. "I know baby, I'm sorry, I'm almost done– just let me… ah. Please. I'm almost done I promise." Elsa returned to licking both breasts, squeezing them together. 

Ryu's stomach rose rapidly, this was all too much but still not enough. She took to grinding her lower body against Elsa's thigh to relieve some of the lightning that coursed down from her spine to her toes. The way Elsa licked and sucked her body like it was fruit, a sweet fruit, was driving her insane. 

She must have spoken her mind aloud to have Elsa moaning. "Yes you are like a fruit, a peach, strawberries, watermelon in the summer, so delicious. Here see?" Elsa took Ryu's hand and placed it upon her own breast. 

"Eh." Ryu, using the moment as an excuse to get a break from Elsa's fixation of her chest, merely shrugged, not understanding the fuss. 

Elsa huffed, smacking her wrists away. "Oh you just, hush you." Finally Elsa freed her chest from her teeth which Ryu promised to never secretly laugh at for being dull again. Those teeth had her overwhelmed and dazed. 

Elsa was breathing measured but her expression ferocious, azure darkened with desire, her features stunning in the lantern's dim light. Ryu felt both alerted and relaxed in Elsa's clutches half naked, honestly she was surprised her clothes had lasted this-

"Get rid of this." Elsa pouted, tugging her pants off followed by prompting Ryu to sit up to throw her shirt somewhere unknown. 

"Can I see you?" She froze at Ryu's quiet inquiry. "I won't touch, I promise. I just want to see." Elsa thought about it then shockingly her fingers slowly went to the laces of her shirt. Ryu covered her eyes with her fingers smiling at the giggle she had gained from Elsa. 

"Just this for right now alright?" Ryu nodded, she'd never push Elsa into anything intimate. 

Elsa forced herself to let go of the tension coiled in her shoulders and stomach, letting herself relax remembering this was Ryu, her Ryu, allowing herself to be exposed and half naked without fear. She trembled with the overwhelming need to cover up. She supposed it'd be okay to just leave her shirt open. She took sharp inhales, she could be brave enough to do this, now no matter how nerve wrecking it felt, she could always button back up and recreate her brassiere if need be. 

It was what Elsa wanted truly, someone who accepted all that she was. All parts of her. 

Instead of speaking she gripped Ryu's wrists pulling her hands away from her eyes. 

Ryu's stare fell to her chest, the needy whimper that escaped her closed mouth from the sight and the way she shifted filled Elsa with remorse that she knew what Ryu was whining for and relief that her body was acceptable to her. 

Her dragon had shown enough restraint to earn all the pleasure Elsa was capable of giving. 

Ryu looked beyond herself frustrated, jovial, shy still, sometimes averting her gaze, and reverent all at once. It was gorgeous to Elsa. 

Launching forward, Elsa lay across Ryu's body with her own, adding a protective layer over her. Feeling the soaking press of her center against her thigh. 

“Darn it, you're so-,” Elsa's hands were everywhere groping and pinching. 

Elsa allowed Ryu to distract herself with a line of suckling nips that would surely leave a necklace of love marks tomorrow but she'd worry about that later when their minds weren't solely focusing on the other and pulsing fire growing between them. 

Ryu yipped as she was twirled over onto her stomach without an ounce of gentleness, ripped from Elsa's neck reasserting her dominance Ryu granted her, she still tried protesting but Elsa pushed her back down roughly. Whispering in her ear. Ryu barely heard her over her growls. "Behave." She was trying! Something inside demanded she fight back and try to take the position from Elsa. The urge was snuffed out when she felt Elsa bite her nape harshly. Her growls soon turned into purring. 

Her supplication was rewarded with strokes to her sex which shuddered and softened further. A Pavlovian response, dripping with molten heat. 

Ryu's breath hitched when she felt a cool finger breach her entrance but as quickly as it entered it left. Ryu whined, growing petulant as the shallow treatment continued. "Erausa–" 

"Mm what baby?" She sounded much too pleased with herself. "Is this alright? I've never had you like this." 

"This is…fine but you're teasing." 

"I know, what, you don't like to be teased?" 

Ryu shook her head when words failed her. Elsa's other hand played down the mane going to her spine. "So it'd be mean if I continued on doing this is what you're expressing to me?" 

She nodded, growling and rising to her knees when Elsa repeated the mischievous deed of barely entering her. 


Elsa palmed Ryu's ass, sinking her fingers into the globes that decorated her, she maneuvered them up and down transfixed by the view this new angle afforded her.

She had been down here before but never actually looked at all the parts of Ryu, her rear entrance had been exposed, pink like a rose and and occasionally puckering every time Elsa's palms would graze up and down her thighs, thumbs resting in the dimples of where her thighs met her ass. 

The longer Elsa stared at it idly moving her hands the more she wanted in. Grand Pabbie's books and notes hadn't touched on the topic. It was entirely unexplored, there were numerous outcomes that could be born if Elsa chose to pursue her curiosity, she could give Ryu sensations neither of them thought possible. She wanted to show her affections for all sides of Ryu in and out, needing every bit of her to be touched and soaked in Elsa's very being as she seeped into every part of her dragon. 

“Erusa? You okay?” Ryu asked when she hadn’t yet made a move or spoken entranced by the forbidden place that lay before her. Ryu twisted her upper body around studying Elsa's face. A blush overtook the usually unabashed dragon when she noticed what Elsa was so intently staring at. 

Elsa answered with a kiss on one of her supple butt cheeks, ending it with a swipe across the skin to taste her. Ryu shut her eyes tightly, trilling in a way that encouraged Elsa. 

"Ryu? Have you ever– have you ever been in here?" Whether or not Elsa was using the question as an excuse to run her finger across Ryu's anus was lost on her but she couldn't bring herself to ask directly. 

Ryu jumped as expected when contact was made, both from the cold temperature of Elsa's hand and the foreign sensation. "No, I mean I sat on a pointy rock once and it hurt but that's about it. I guess when I wash– but I don't think that's what you mean no?" Elsa smiled gently, shaking her head. 

"Why do you ask?" Elsa blew out a cloud of mist to calm her nerves, bracing to present her thirst to traverse the uncharted territory. 

"I'm curious if maybe… it could possibly feel nice if I–" her hand cupped Ryu's cheek motioning it in a circle. Her meaning was either lost to Ryu or she wanted to hear Elsa say it directly, a raised brow signaling for Elsa to elaborate. "Went in there, possibly if you're interested." 

She could have sworn Ryu and all of those on the boat with them could hear her thundering heartbeat. Ryu stared her down for one uncomfortable minute, her stoic face softened and she turned back over, carefree as usual. "Knock yourself out Erusa." 

"Really?" An eager quiver shook her voice. 

"Mhm. I said all of me is yours so I guess my ass is too." Ryu made Elsa wince at the crude language, still she needed the utmost clarification but she'd kick herself if Ryu changed her mind. "Are you sure?" 

"I trust you." Ryu whimpered, nibbling the spot behind her ear. All of a sudden her rampaging heartbeats stilled, as if taking a moment to revel in the awe of Ryu's plain, simple, warm confession. 

"Okay I need something to lubricate you." Elsa began frantically looking around, she knew only a small bit about what she was going to do; it could be painful, and was quite taboo in practice. Why did that only excite her even more? 

Am I a deviant? A sexual deviant. 

Allowed to turn over Ryu latched onto Elsa's neck before could rise from the bed to look through their luggage. Elsa chuckled, prying the dragon's fingers from her shoulders. "Ryu–" she cooed. "I have to get you ready." 

Ryu whined, thrusting her hips up wantonly against Elsa's warranting both pity and arousal from her. "I think I'm ready enough already." 

Elsa was tempted to abandon her experiment and pleasure Ryu right then and there with how close she clung to her, but her inquisitiveness would not be silenced, not this time. 

"Just g-give me a minute okay?" With a swift peck Elsa escaped Ryu's clutches, nearly tumbling off the bed, tripping on Ryu's dreadful pants, she scowled at the article of clothing seeking revenge for being discarded so carelessly. 

Elsa's search led her to the closet, her hands fumbled and eyes darted across any bottles of creams and lotions she had brought along feeling utterly under prepared. She hadn't planned to have a sexual encounter with Ryu on this trip and certainly couldn't ask Anna and Kristoff that would be too scandalizing. 

"Ah-ha!" She triumphantly stood, holding a bottle of some plain lotion found in her trunk. She hated the mess of it she created but that could always be cleaned later. 

She took the water basin and soap along as well placing it at the side of the bed. 

The hurry she was in didn't impede Elsa from stopping to watch intently as Ryu rubbed her finger down from her soaking center to her backside a couple of times. 

"What exactly are you doing?" Elsa asked cupping her chin, eyes never leaving Ryu's peculiar motions. 

Ryu hissed in through her teeth. "You said I had to be lubricated so I–um–" Her finger slipped past her folds. Elsa could see the willpower melting off of Ryu like snow on the first day of summer. "I– uh." The sounds of her fingering herself filled the room and had Elsa rushing to the bed to pull her wrists up, pinning them above her head, body draping itself across Ryu's to hold her still. 

"Ah, ah, ah, no-" as pleasant as it was to watch, Elsa needed Ryu aroused, sensing that it would make the process easier. "Don't touch yourself baby, that's my job." Elsa half jested kissing her growls of frustration away. 

Traveling downward once she was assured Ryu would keep her hands elsewhere, Elsa's nostrils flared, peppering Ryu's hips and thighs with featherlight pecks, twisting her to lay on her side. Drawing back there was her target. She gulped thickly. Hesitating for a moment, nerves suddenly seizing a hold of her for a different reason.

"Erusa what now?" Ryu complained ending in rough draconic snarl, Elsa was really testing the limits of her patience. 

"I don't want to hurt you." She admitted feeling silly and unnecessary with the thoughts that plagued her. 

If I do this… I'll be a sodomite, I'm about to sodomize Ryu. 

A blush, that didn't have anything to do with the heat rising in her blood, blossomed across her face and neck. Her confidence faded as she bit her lower lip. 

Ryu, coming to her senses somewhat, placed a hand on Elsa's that was clutching the lotion, claiming her attention again from her own mind. "It's not as if you'll be in there forever, just pull out," she panted. "P-pull out if it becomes too painful for me I'll let you know."

Taking Elsa's hand she pulled it to her rear. Leaning down Elsa’s tongue did a quick swipe of Ryu's slit, sliding fully inside as she opened the bottle to spread the lotion across her left finger. Licking against her walls, rubbing, searching for what felt like a delirious amount of time before withdrawing to slurp back inside again.

A hedonistic relief overtook them both with raw pleasure, especially when Elsa bit her outter lip lewdly. 

Ryu muffled her cries into a pillow she buried her face, her intensely burning nethers finally cooled by Elsa's questing tongue, unconsciously humping back against Elsa's mouth which set her on fire and froze her thoughts at the same time. She felt herself being yanked and propped up on a pillow Elsa managed to get a hold of. She divided her attention between licking Ryu's walls and squirting more of the lotion into her hand.

Ryu's back arched unconsciously, as if– Elsa began thinking, she was presenting herself to her. Elsa felt a surge of pride swell in her chest from knowing how difficult it was to get a female dragon to such a state, moaning nonstop, her body prompting her hips to buck against the pillow beneath her. Her tail wrapping itself around either Elsa's wrists or torso. 

She jolted in Elsa's hold, trembling when she felt something massage the sensitive area just besides where Elsa's mouth resided working tirelessly. The soft tip of Elsa's knuckle went further until it pressed against the tight pucker of her anus. Stimulating the rim of muscle which tightened, making Elsa moan around the warm, wet, grip of Ryu. 

Now with her fully distracted, she inserted her finger tip slowly in and out. "Relax, baby," she said, tickling Ryu before entering again. Continuing the treatment until she felt Ryu submit and relax. 

Capturing her lower lip between her teeth Elsa pushed the tip of her index finger through the tight ring of muscle, sucking air sharply through her mouth when her digit was buried inside a godly tight heat. 

Momentarily she abandoned her work on Ryu's cleft to take in the way she felt the inner walls of her ass work and adjust to her. "Erusa!" She couldn't make out the Japanese Ryu babbled into her pillow. 

Elsa began thrusting her finger in and out, summarizing that in this place Ryu was the tightest. 

The trance was broken by an inquisitive tone from Ryu. "I didn't catch that Gecko, what?" Elsa asked, feeling dazed from the temperature differences. 

Ryu lifted her face from the pillow. "Is this a normal practice among humans?" Elsa pondered this carefully, she supposed it was technically speaking but was usually looked down upon as sinful but she was already past the precipice of ever entering heaven, giving up her ticket for more worldly pleasures. 

"I suppose it is yes, are you alright? Is this painful?" She waited to reinsert her finger until Ryu answered in a murmur. 

"It's not painful, jus' not used to it yet." Nodding Elsa decided to stop being completely indulgent and began pleasuring both holes which bewitched her.

"Mine…" Both so wrong for her to claim as her own but knowing that something deemed so morally disgraceful by societal norms produced a sick thrill within her. 

Nibbling at Ryu's slit with the hunger of a hunter feasting on their prey but instead of bringing death it brought euphoric bliss to her quarry. 

Ryu's anus must have adjusted enough to stretch from her thrusts and presses, sucking her finger in deeply. 

Ryu's answering mewl was the most satisfying feeling to overcome Elsa at the moment. 

Experimentally, her probing finger curled inside, gasping when the hot flesh clung even more adamantly to her.

"Erusa!"

Ryu's tremulous gasps worked her lungs overtime to keep her breathing, still stubbornly begging for more. 

 She pushed her digit to its knuckle, timing the massages to her walls with her tongue.  

"Yes, Ryu, good girl, so good for me, finish just like this." Elsa slurred into her. 

As much as Elsa desired to have Ryu come in her mouth she wanted to feel it against the entirety of her own body. Keeping a single finger still inside her spasming core. She climbed between her legs pressing their bodies so tight against each other she swore they could have become one. 

Every twitch, muscle convulse, felt beneath her, even Ryu's tail winded around her leg, and fingers dug into shoulders, squeezing hard enough to leave bruises. As if every part of Ryu's body never wanted to let her go. Elsa didn't care and was too focused on who was hers. 

Elsa moaned happily, her fingers nearly white where they were gripping Ryu's thigh keeping it hooked around her hips.


Did Elsa’s fingers grow during the duration of their refrain of intimacy? Ryu knew that was impossible, Elsa was done growing as she stated a month ago when asked, that didn’t mean her sore but still weeping insides did not feel stretched and thoroughly explored. She felt the trembling quivers begin to increase in recession with each plunge Elsa took. 

Ryu felt as though her soul was leaving her body, called out by Elsa's magic which draped the room in swirling snow flurries. Crystals dancing in the air jubilant in a crescendoing dance. 

Eventually the pumping of her fingers were stopped by Ryu's clenching, throbbing, wet, hot, cold, and exhausted insides. Her fangs had already pierced Elsa's porcelain skin, uninhibited, in Elsa's hold. She pressed her sweaty forehead to Elsa’s shoulder, comforted by the petting of her lover in her sweat soaked messy hair, who kept her sane. Ryu closed her eyes, soothed as she came down from her orgasm. 

Elsa. 

The one who took her from hell and brought her back again then to heavenly bliss. 

Heaven, hell, what difference did it make at this point, anyways when she was with Elsa? 

Elsa sensually rolled her hips against Ryu removing her slicked finger wiping it across the bed. Somehow Elsa managed to scooch over to wash her hands with Ryu as a barnacle– attached to her side.

Now cleaned she could thread her fingers into Ryu's hair fingers carefully working to detangle the knots, stroking her scalp. 

As Ryu shyly looked up, with Elsa's hand pulling her chin upward their lips met in an open mouth kiss. Moaning low in her throat. 

"Can I try something now?" She felt Elsa stiffen underneath her understandably. She took no offense sitting up. Elsa worried large eyes followed her every move.

"You trust me?" She asked, grinning softly. A painstakingly long second passed before Elsa nodded. 

"Alright then–" her kind and tranquil, raspy voice which cracked every now and then filled the quiet ambiance pleasantly. It was Ryu's turn to experiment and test a theory which had been buzzing in her mind since they had started sparring. 

Her fingers barely added pressure tracing patterns in the exposed skin of Elsa's arms to her shoulders. Ryu felt how tense she was under her touch and spoke again just barely above a whisper. 

"Shh, calm down Erusa, I am not going to hurt you or touch you anywhere you don't like. If I do, tell me and I will stop." 

"What exactly are you doing?" Ryu shrugged just following what seemed to get the best reaction and shiver out of Elsa, tiny bumps erupted all over her skin. 

"I noticed during sparring that whenever I whispered or touched you a certain way you'd kind of… go into a daze and your eyes would unfocus but you seem to like it so… should I keep going?" 

Elsa nodded again letting Ryu continue examining her skin as they made soft conversation which led up to Ryu's past. 

"Did he really say those awful things to you?" 

In spite of the downer direction it took Ryu would not allow her memories or the emotions that came with them to ruin what she and Elsa just shared, were sharing currently. 

"Ah hai, not directly to me but I overheard it." Elsa grabbed her wrists running circles with her thumbs over her pliable scales. "I won't ever let him hurt you again. I'm so sorry Ryu." Ryu knew that already, what she couldn't understand was the supposed guilt which shrouded Elsa whenever they spoke on the topic. She hadn't even known Ryu existed let alone dragons, so why take emotional responsibility for tragedies that she wasn't involved in. 

In the grand scheme of things she knew Elsa's plan, Ryu heard her whisper sweet promises to her in her sleep until they seeped into the dreams she would have and birth beautiful visions of their future. Ryu just wished everything wasn't so blurry and faded when it happened.

Come to think of it… all my dreams about the future with Elsa have been blurry. 

Shooing away the inconsequential thought she focused on the task at hand. Massaging Elsa's muscles, purposefully making soothing purring and trill sounds in her throat and chest. 

"Heh, Elsa, you are trying to make up so much for my past... But meeting you, being with you, it has been more than enough."

Elsa blinked her lids open lazily, making that confused expression Ryu loved so much. "Huh? What do you mean Ryu?" 

How could she explain clearly enough for Ela to understand all that she was to her. Switching to Japanese helped Ryu articulate herself much easier, speaking slowly for Elsa. "Past me only waited for one thing. Death and I've been delaying it for reasons I didn't know but now I do." 

Elsa egged her on to answer the implicative cliffhanger she left her on. 

"I was waiting for you." This had caught her attention enough, shifting her focus from the pleasant tingles that scattered from her crown down her spine, making her limbs feel heavy and mind drift off down a river of relaxation. 

"You knew you would meet me in the future, is that your magic?" Elsa's Japanese, though broken from her half-dazed state, still communicated enough for Ryu to catch on and ignore her poor grammar for now but still made her chuckle. 

"No I had no idea but it comforts me that my efforts to stay alive were far from meaningless." She brushed stray hairs from Elsa's forehead lingering on keeping it between her fingers. "I always thought my life would be just me climbing a mountain with boulder after boulder hurled at me, just for me to make it to the top and there be nothing there, just a vast emptiness that would make all my efforts seem in vain…"

Not many would guess Ryu was a well learned individual, her pronunciations and sentence fluency broken but Elsa could concur she was far better at learning languages then she herself, having learned quite a few from just listening and mimicking what she could. She still spoke much more formally in Japanese than all the others. 

Cupping her cheek, Elsa brushed her thumb across Ryu's cheek. "What is at the top of your mountain Ryu?"

The smile that decorated Ryu's face was so beautiful Elsa wished she could have seen it in the sunlight instead of the dim lantern glow. 

"That's the thing Elsa, I haven't reached its peak yet but even from down here with you I can see my ascension was not in vain. I am a fugitive Elsa. There is no doubt I murdered my master and his son. I will bring nothing but trouble and possibly pain and being here with you- this is the most selfish thing I could ever do…" Quickly her hands ceased touching Elsa and flew up to wipe all tears away before they could escape, sniffling to clear her already stuffed nostrils. Elsa couldn't stop herself from bopping the tip of her nose causing Ryu to giggle. 

"But I can't leave, I can't-" Ryu looked down at the sheets more so, admitting it to herself crestfallen. Impotent to the shackles of fate which tethered her to not just Elsa but Arendelle. Elsa had a sneaking suspicion that even if Ryu was presented with a key she wouldn't take it. 

"I want to make you happy and keep you safe more than anything I've ever desired in my whole life. I desire it more than even-" the frog in her throat was gulped down. Ryu feebly smiled at Elsa, catching that she had allowed her passion to run away with her. She returned to speaking Elsa's native tongue.

"If I had the choice to go back and redo my entire life Erusa knowing what I know now I'd... I'd abandon my function to my family and serve you knowing what I know now but if I didn't know what I know now then… I'd go through it all and then some if it puts me right here right now."

How could Elsa have created a response to that, to Ryu's declaration of her devotion to Elsa. There was no hyperbolizing, no lies, no influences, just raw genuine emotion which terrified the dragon to realize and say aloud. 

She had always let Elsa know how she felt towards her even before she understood the feelings herself, a small part of her maybe hoping Elsa would make sense of them but she never could. 

"This was more than a gib. You got stabbed!" 

 "I was there, I know. But I would have done it all over again if I had to-"

"But why?" 

 

"Why? Cause I like you." 

"Be serious." 

"I am. I would have done this again and again cause I like you." 

"Wha- why Ryu why all of this for me?"

She watched an empty space in the room towards the door, ending her pontificating with a sigh, shrugging her shoulders up to her ears. 

"Why? Because Eursa you are the only human I've ever encountered who has been truly kind to me the first and only, without you I wouldn't be alive. Humans see only good and evil and I didn't know I had to pick-" sitting up to her knees, she excitedly cradled Elsa's hand with her own, going back to Japanese again without realizing. 

"But you Elsa, you see me as something not good and not evil. You see me as me and have come to care about me. And I you but I suppose it's easier for me since you're just outright good." 

Without saying a word Elsa moved according to the electricity Ryu's bolt had shot through her with words and passion, they were frightened and aroused, the skin, the rush pulsing through their veins as their mouths moved together and tongues grazed the other in passing.

Fatigue and sore limbs long forgotten. 

Elsa, invigorated by Ryu's words, used her mouth to herd the dragon back on her back. 

Taking any further words right out of Ryu's mouth. 

As the women entangled themselves touching and fondling snowflakes colors of indigo, pinks, and blues danced above them infusing to create kaleidoscopes of rainbows.  


The creak of old iron hinges may have been disturbing for many, reminding them of dungeons, captivity, or any other unpleasant likenesses, for Georg being the man of the world he was, he found himself in a vast array of situations and lived to tell the tale. So residing in this outdated, cold, abandoned stronghold deep in winter did not nettle him in the slightest. He could still accomplish his work and planning, using the cold that made his bones brittle and lips dry as a reminder of the goal. Though it was not her cold. 

He hated to admit it quietly to himself but Elsa's chilly aura was pleasant… until it wasn't. 

Her magic was breathtakingly beautiful, until it froze an entire human, an entire nation into a solid tomb. The ability gave her not just the power over the natural forces of winter, but life and even time itself. 

Far too superior of a power to be held by a single individual let alone a woman prone to hysteria. Speaking of–

"Mr. Scherer–" Darya's inopportune intrusion to the the comfortable silence with her shrill voice of panic and bright embroidered dress of reds and black shimmering with speckles of gold made her conspicuous, contrasting in the dark gray stone room. Instead of the scent of iron and dust her perfumes wafted through the air in toxic plumes tickling George's nose nearly suffocating him. 

With her hands clasped under her dainty chin, she closed her eyes, from the rise and fall of her generous breast she seemed to be saying a silent prayer requesting patience from whomever she worshiped to calm her ill temper. 

"Please tell me how are we to win a holy war when the Vulgarians have been slaughtering our men with a giant-" her hand animatedly waved about trying to find the words to describe the monster. "Green Rock abomination, whose hide cannot be pierced by our weapons?" 

Georg's laodicean demeanor only infuriated her more as he continued on writing his letter not even looking up to acknowledge her presence. 

"Princess, I am a dei cacciatori, a man called by our Lord and Savior to rid the world of Humans who have strayed too far from his path in favor of making a covenant with Satan and have power because of it." Now she held his eyes, he folded his hands together resting them where his letter once sat. "I am not a monster hunter. Besides, the Heathens are suffering casualties of their own from the creature. Either it is some magical atrocity they have lost control of or it is a force that is beyond either side of this conflict, which it might behoove you to remember was started by you." 

Darya's face reddened, antagonism struck out upon her features, one side of her was relieved to hear that the fools who could not see reason, still clinging to their pledge to her mother were also suffering. The other frightened that the abomination could possibly be a rogue variable no one could predict or overcome, one that would tear her beloved empire asunder. Innocents could perish, years and generations of work made by the sweat of the brow, and blood of the body, demolished. 

She hid the doubt which seeded into her deep down, holding her head high. "Well, what exactly are we going to do about it?"

"i do not know what you will do about it–" 

Darya scoffed, throwing her hands in the air. "You won't help us? I hire–" 

"You hired me to hunt a witch, and hunt a witch I am." Gathering his belongings nearly he stood to his impressive height. "The fate of your nation and people, even the crown, are of no concern to me, princess. You have acted hastily in spite of your machiavellian talents I have seen you possess. The crown would have been upon your brow the moment the queen was disposed of, she should have been your target quietly and discreetly. Instead you split the empire in half and now are dealing with forces that go beyond your paranoia." 

Darya swallowed harshly, glaring at his broad back as he moved towards the heavy wooden, stopping him in his departure. "It is not paranoia, that is stupid and unreasonable. It is fear. Well placed in a woman who can take over the world if she so willed it–"

"Yet she does not want it!" His sudden brash voice made Darya jump back from him now pinned beneath his beady stare. "I know the anomaly that is Elsa; she is a sinner, a possible sapphic tribad– if her history for rebuffing all male attentions is anything

to go by, she is a threat to all and very powerful but I have spent enough time with her to know that she is no monster. If not for the greater good I would respect her wishes and leave her to frolic in the forest and do as she pleases in peace–" Darya's down-casted eyes told him she believed it as well. 

"But we both know I can't do that, don't we?" He left her in a silent room with a loud mind. 

No one said the greater good would be an easy path to follow but it was an absolute necessity that many did not heed to for their own hedonistic reasons. 

Her mother always taught her that when leading the one in power never looked back at those who followed, less they lost the path in front of them and tripped all who trailed behind. 

And where was that old fool now? Hiding away behind her armies and allies to protect an ancient peace of history for what? Her own gluttonous boredom, her lust for the exotic and unorthodox. 

Fist clenched Dayra lassoed in her resolve.

One life that was all it took in hindsight. 

One life; that if they had a bad day could end thousands. 

One life ended to possibly save those thousands. The numbers didn't lie, they never did. 

Notes:

Ā, kuso jigoku! Japanese for ah fucking Hell

Chapter 42

Notes:

Hope you enjoy, please likes, dislikes, thoughts the whole shabang

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The royal family of Arendelle assuredly were not anticipating the same gracious and prestigious welcome as their first visit considering the circumstances, yet even with the preconceived notion that this conflict was indirectly caused by their ties to magic and the occult as some would say did not prepare them for the belligerent, lecherous stares that stabbed into them like daggers. 

Stares which bore into the sides and backs of their skulls. Soldiers scattered all around the military compound stopped what they were doing– even pausing the task of hauling gurneys cradling the wounded and maimed to get a good look at the prim and clean royals as they were escorted by a greeter following Mattias, the state of the men outwardly didn't faze the well seasoned soldier but inwardly his heart ached for them. 

Anna's hand constantly went to her nose, though she tried to be subtle, opting to inhale her own scent then stench which perfumes the air. 

Sickness, disease, blood, gunpowder, metal, mud. 

All making a disgusting concoction of toxic fumes. 

She held head high and avoided making eye contact with anyone, feeling guilty at the instinct to protect her own psyche. They were here to help and end this war, and soon the wounded and all others could go back home to their families and loved ones. Soon she could return back home to her beautiful country and roll in the grass, sit in her office, she never thought she'd miss the aroma of ink and papers and yet here she was. 

The whiplash of the state of this empire was such a stark contrast one could not even begin to compare. The only similarity was the evidence that winter had paid a visit here as well. In Arendelle it was white and crystalized, still, its harshness bringing people together to huddle for warmth and hot chocolate. 

Here that snow was stained black and gray from the dirt of trenches dug up, boots caked in muck stomping through, horses defecting as well as the dead which were disposed of. Where Arendelle was quiet, the skies of Ruskland seemed to be being torn asunder with the occasional thunder crack of canons and guns. 

Her worry abandoned its pity for herself exuding over to Elsa. 

She might as well have been a walking statue, one hand clenched in a fist, the other holding onto the frosted Ryu. Her eyes staring dazedly straightforward, never straying, as if she was concentrating on simply putting one foot in front of the other. 

The look she held could tell a stranger a thousand tragedies, dulled and disassociated. Anna was torn between continuing on, holding her hand, or embracing her, wrapping her head tightly to her shoulder to blind her from the environment they found themselves in. 

She knew war was horrible but to see the results firsthand, if it affected both her and Kristoff she couldn't imagine the pain Elsa felt knowing she probably blamed herself for this. 

She hurried her steps, they needed to get Elsa inside the fort quickly before the darkness consumed the dimming light inside her. 

Ryu must have read her mind, letting out a croon which frightened some passing men, going behind Elsa to press her large chest against her back. Has she grown taller? Her head now easily reached the top of Elsa's. Either way Anna appreciated the protective layer the dragon provided at Hell's foreign gates. 


They were not meant to see this. 

Ryu was no stranger to war nor its horrors, she had seen worse, humans tearing their fellow man apart armies moving on leaving the dead and half alive to the scavengers for their next conquest. She never sought out battlefields, only stumbling across them. 

She could ignore the questioning looks which ripped off her flesh to expose vulnerable nerves. She could, she knew she was capable of it meant from keeping Elsa spiraling and her friends safe. She could feel the woman's magic fizzing at the surface.

The scent of gunpowder burned her nostrils and canons punctured her hearing, echos rattling in her head, plastering her appendages to her skull to mute the sounds fruitless. Fight or flight were the driving mechanisms in her mind now with her senses being compromised, it made it possible for any threats to sneak up on her. 

They were led through a large gateway into an encampment, surrounded by gray stone. The fort provided shelter from the harsh winds at some angles, an ancient stronghold, crumbling but for the battle weathered it would do.  

The creak of deep wood groaning in protest at being moved had them all looking back to see they were being locked in and blocked by the closing gates. 

With her promise to behave long forgotten Ryu roared at the gate breathing laboriously, she didn't like this one bit. 

Drawing closer to Elsa a constant growl vibrated her chest, head swiveling to and fro to watch everything, everyone. Not trusting a single person among them. 


Ryu's distress was something that could bring Elsa back from the disassociation she had been dragged into since they stepped foot in the military camp. 

"Easy Sven, easy boy." Kristoff whispered to the bellowing reindeer. 

Nearly tripping over her tail Elsa made it to Ryu's head clutching it in her arms. "Kristoff's right Ryu–" she whispered, trying to get the dragon to look at her. She hated that she brought her. She wasn't meant to be here, her partner belonged to and in nature just as she did. Nothing here was natural. Everything was metallic and smelt of death. So much death. Elsa was grateful she hadn't eaten that morning or all contents of her stomach would have painted the already soiled ground. 

"Ryu please it's going okay, I'm right here I won't let anything hurt you–" now she held her dragon's attention, they both were panting ignoring the audience they gathered. Elsa's thumb swiped across Ryu's cheek before her voice lowered to whisper she hoped Ryu could hear over the other noises which gave them both a headache. "I promise… please Gecko. We'll be going home soon." 

It wasn't a fix all but Ryu at least stopped thrashing about and wouldn't attack anyone who approached them… Elsa hoped. 

"What is the meaning of this?" The deep accented voice belonged to a man standing besides Konstantin. His bright eyes scanned over each and every person in their party lingering on Elsa and Ryu. 

"General, I assume this is to be our rescue party." They could detect heavy tones of disappointment in his voice. He certainly wasn't what Elsa, Anna, and Kristoff were expecting either. From the General's description he was a clean cut man who valued protocol above anything.

The man standing in front of them, in his wrinkled and dirtied uniform, unkempt facial hair, went as far as to address the queen and her family without an ounce of respect. 

"Indeed, Colonel Misha. Please slow me to introduce you to Queen Anna of Arendelle, her consort Master Kristoff, and Lady Elsa, fifth spirit and General Mattias." Elsa took no offense to his lack of address towards Ryu. Technically here she was not a person, just one of Elsa's ice creations to aid in the attempts against the yokai. 


Elsa and Ryu defiantly met Misha's contemptuous looks with their own making Anna bemoan tiredly. 

Why couldn't they just get along? They were on the same side. 

She could already tell her sister and friend would be at odds with the Colonel. 

"Ah, a pleasure your Majesty, I would have been more elated to meet you under… less stressful circumstances but alas we are here. And um–" putting one arm behind his back with the other snapping towards Ryu he sucked his teeth. "This creature would have helped to make it a bit bigger, no hmm?" No one but his own men laughed at the jape. Now Ryu showed her fangs snarling. Elsa kept her hands against her muzzle to control her temper or at least attempt to. 

"Will it cause any problems, your Majesty? How did you ever think to create such a thing?" 

"No! Sh– it'll be fine. And uh It is a long and complicated story, frightfully boring, actually, so pay no mind." Elsa answered, beating Anna to the punch, using all of her strength to keep Ryu from walking up to challenge the man. Not the best first impression. She at first thought it would be easy to act with faux power over the dragon but they hadn't even been here for an hour and she was already struggling. Anna could forgive her for the display, they could barely control Olaf. 

Mattias appeared as if he wanted to help but decided against getting in the way of Elsa and a temperamental Ryu. 

Finally Ryu huffed and stood straight, keeping her fixed stare on the Colonel. Elsa sighed in relief, glancing at her worriedly.

Message received loud and clear, Ryu. She thought tiredly. You don't like him. Ryu puled pathetically feeling Elsa pet her chest putting them at an equal eye level. Her gaze pleading. 

Despite their surroundings, Elsa kissed her muzzle. It's okay baby neither do I. 

Misha's mustache twitched at the display entering back into the tent, mumbling about the magical nonsense he had to endure. 

Kristoff upon invitation by one the soldiers followed them to the stables to get Sven settled, while Mattias held the drape of the tent entrance open for her Anna held up her finger wincing. 

Quickly she strided over to her sister whispering in panic, instead of addressing her she gripped Ryu's muzzle, initially she recoiled not used to Ryu being so cold to the touch but after shaking out her hands she pulled it towards her face with pleading eyes. 

"Ryu please behave, I know this all is not ideal but we have to be strong and get through this together. Please." Ryu warbled, sitting on her haunches with a thud. Anna recognized the sound. 

"I know you, you didn't do anything wrong–" Elsa looked between them stunned and impressed, for that was exactly what Ryu was trying to convey. 

"But I need you to keep it together okay? Just focus on protecting Elsa–" 

"And Anna." Elsa added drawing Anna's attention to her. She frowned, grasping Elsa's hand to her chest.

"Are you going to be alright?" 

Elsa sighed, not wanting to lie but also not desiring to have Anna wasting energy with worrying about her state. 

"Alright as I can be." She said, tenderly touching the small of Anna's back, leading them to the tent. 


The efforts of the soldiers were impressive to say the least they had managed to build the cage exactly according to the blueprints Mattias had sent before their departure in Arendelle. 

"The request for it to be obsidian has also been fulfilled, much to the duress of my men but they'll survive a few blisters and torn muscles." Misha boasted, and he had every right to, not only was the design unusual but the materials were hard to gather and unorthodox to say the least. 

"Excellent, we thank you for compromising with us and understanding that this is all necessary." Mattias said graciously, Misha grunted at him in acknowledgement. 

"And when we capture the abomination, we can finally destroy it!" Misha's pounding fist to the wooden table nearly drowned out Elsa's firm voice. All attention silenced and looked towards her. 

She kept her arms crossed and frown present, with Ryu behind her standing guard tall and formidable, ready to silence any who argued, to her Elsa's will was law and she was its enforcer. 

"I beg your pardon, Miss Elsa?" 

"Pardon granted. We are not going to destroy the Yokai, we merely must capture it and I will do the rest." 

"You'll do the rest– what exactly are you planning on doing? Capturing it? Befriending it? Taking it back to live in peace and harmony with you and other myths that orbit you in your forest?" It wasn't just Ryu on the offensive now, her whole entourage took aggressive postures towards the Colonel 

"Lady Elsa is more equipped than anyone of us to handle the threat of the yokai–"

"No disrespect General Mattias but do you honestly expect my men– me– to just allow the monster that has been slaughtering us to simply retire to Arendelle after the destruction it's caused?"

"Destruction it's being forced to cause Colonel Misha, the creature is not under its own influence, and we understand your people's suffering which is why we're here in the first place–"

"Well thank your Majesty for coming to rectify a problem that was caused by your kingdom in the first place-" Elsa stiffened like a board face hardening, Ryu's snarls mirrored exactly where her thoughts and emotions led. 

How dare he! 

"Excuse me Colonel Misha but it wasn't my people who decided to begin this war, it wasn't my soldiers who decided to split the country in two and betray their oaths, and it sure as hell wasn't my sister that made an assassination attempt on any of your monarchy's family members because she felt frightened!" The signs were all there, red face, tightened neck, fiddling fingers, shoulders thrown forward, Anna was losing her patience, her tone sharp and cutting.

"We didn't start this war but by whichever God is looking down at us we will finish it for you!" Everyone remained silent, allowing Anna's words to hang in the air around them until she spoke again. 

"Elsa's words will be treated as my own, and if she will not be respected by you or your troops then I will pack up my family and go back to my kingdom and fortify it while you and your fellow countrymen sit here and kill each other and bring down the Ruskland empire." 

Misha had dealt with royals before and had a remarkable hold on his own temper, Elsa observed he was the type to hold his tongue until he found a way to express his opinions in a way that couldn't technically be considered insubordinate. 

General Mattias motioned for Elsa to take control over the conversation in case Anna's next words demanded they all pack up and leave Ruskland to deal with the war alone. 

Elsa, broken from her stupor due to a harsh poke to her back from Ryu's snout, leaned over the table. "So my companion and I will draw out the bird and lead it back here–" she pointed to the obsidian black cage model.

"Once inside the containment we will slip through the trap doors which can keep us separated and begin… " What could she call it? Talking the bird down, calming, a meditation session

"The magic process of breaking it from the spell it was put under." 

"Who exactly put the spell on the bird?" Misha crossed his arms implying there was  more he's not being told and he was not at all pleased with it. 

Reviving some old skills she had gained in politics Elsa cleared her throat sounding as genuine as possible, tactfully dodging the question."It could be an ancient spell, I'm not quite certain. Who put the soul inside the jade prison but all I know is that we must free it." 

"Once the bird is conquered, I will request an audience with Princess Darya to discuss peace terms."

"And if peace is not what she requires but instead still insists on putting an arrow through your heart?" Anna glared at the men, fists balled only releasing the tension when Kristoff rested a hand upon her shoulders, digging into her coiled muscles. 

Elsa sighed dejectedly at this, she knew it was a possibility but didn't enjoy entertaining it. "I'll apprehend them, but as far as the reports go they too have been tormented by the Yokai's presence, if I can show them that we are on the same side then perhaps this will appeal to their better nature." Konstantin grunted smearing his mouth to the side. 

"I'm not quite sure, Lady Elsa Georg is man not swayed by his beliefs–"

"And a total jackass–" Anna mumbled under her breath, the general smirk.

"All sides so far have been silent due to the spiritual attacks. We can send a volunteer to present the peace negotiations and evidence that the Yokai has been dealt with. Our reply well–" he stroked his large beard looking dubious. "I cannot promise what it will be." 

Elsa remained determined, she wouldn't have been given the solution by Ahtohollan if it was doomed to fail. "We'll take what we can get. I must end this without bloodshed and violence, and maintain balance and order."

"And if things come to bloodshed and violence lady Elsa… " 

"I won't let it. Too many have already suffered for my sake. So many have died, I will not dishonor their sacrifice by sending their brethren down to the grave with them, no matter their allegiances. And I will not use my gifts to enforce my own will upon the unwilling." 

It wasn't missed, the way Misha eyed Konstantin who held a presence of a smug man. He had told him Elsa would be like this.

"Very well-" Misha began still holding eye contact with his superior before breaking away. "we have much to prepare for. Despite it being early I'm sure you Queen Anna and your family will require time and rest to collect yourselves. We have tents sent up here in fort Karasta, medical tents, food though I'm certain it may not suit your taste, it'll keep you strong, my men are at your disposal should you require anything." 

Anna smiled at Konstantin first, bowing her head. 

"Thank you General–" her eyes hardened towards Misha. "Colonel." Glancing at her family they took their leave back out among the soldiers once again. Subjected to curious and disdainful stares from those who had the energy and zeal to give such expressions. 


Elsa was no stranger to resentment, she had felt it before many times in her life. Now shielded against such sentiments with the love she knew she had from her family. 

That love did not ease the pain and sorrow that filled her chest, so many faces. She understood the ones filled with hatred, she could handle those as well as the ones of lust as much as they disgusted her. The young men, however, stared at her with hope and awe; they were the ones that caused the most anguish. 

Free from prying eyes, Ryu could finally shake and scratch at the frost, caking her entire body. She was trying to be quiet in case Elsa was asleep but sleep evaded her and she avoided sleep instead Elsa watched on in pity knowing how uncomfortable it must have been for Ryu. 

Despite the heat from her flames and inner temperature Elsa's magic still clung to Ryu's scales, a shield for both her identity and physical form. It was easy enough, Elsa's magic always gravitated towards the dragon and usually she didn't mind it until it covered every surface of her person. 

"I know sweetheart. I know." Elsa cooed, kneeling beside the slumped over Ryu who whined pathetically. 

Her eyes, large and glossy, shone in the darkness harboring a deep sadness. 

She could see the same emotion in Elsa's. It was new to Ryu, she had never missed home before, an actual real home. They longed for Elsa's cottage and gardens which smelt of whatever fauna and produce she decided to grow. The large lake, the hills, their friends. 

Elsa jumped clutching Ryu close when a loud boom of a canon echoed off in the distance. 

Ryu closed her eyes in an attempt to picture Arendelle, only opening them when the frost which painted her white began to melt away. It was Elsa's doing, wanting to feel Ryu's warmth again, she leaned against her chest, allowing Ryu to wrap her paws around her waist, squeezing her. 

Rustling alerted them to where Anna and Kristoff lay in the large tent. Ryu could hear the soft thuds of sock clad feet pattering towards them. 

Anna clutching their mother's shawl around her shoulder took a cold breath speaking in a whisper. "Hey you two… mind if I join?" Elsa shook her head and scooted sideways to grant Anna enough room to slip beside her. She covered them both in a shawl and rested her head against Ryu's neck, humming appreciatively at her heat. It was soothing enough to let her drift off.


During periods of quiet Ryu would doze off, waking a few times to find Kristoff had brought pillows and blankets from his cot to lay with his family.

Elsa was moving carefully, trying to not awaken any of them. Ryu could tell, from the gentle way she lifted her paw off from her waist to the careful steps she took to exit the tent. 

When she was gone Ryu's head raised looking after her, repeating the same maneuvers to ensure not to disturb Anna and Kristoff. 

Cautiously she poked her head between the tent's flaps. 

It was difficult detecting Elsa's sweet scent in the air but it was distinctive enough for her to catch a trail. Slinking out she stuck in the shadows out of sight of any sentries walking to and fro fulfilling their duties. 

Her claws retreated, softening her steps, she was confident in her stealth to not be detected by anyone following Elsa's path which took them out of the fort and up a steep hill she scaled effortlessly. She'd keep her distance for now hidden in the Brush. Whatever Elsa was looking down at had her hugging herself tightly, she could see her chest begin to hyperventilate till she finally had enough and took off for the forest. 

Trotting up the hill- tripping and sinking into the sludge occasionally– Ryu could finally get a peek at what had captured Elsa's attention. 

Oh Elsa, why do you do this to yourself? 

Ryu groaned, posture lowering. The high vantage point allowed one who stood atop it to see the entire military camp and the destruction that lay beyond it. 

The land was dead, some of the people in it were dead, trees toppled over to be put to use for the war. She glanced at the medical tents, there were so many lights from within, with soldiers and doctors trafficking in and out of them in a hurry. 

Ryu had her fill, shaking her head and lumbered after Elsa to what remained of the forest. 


Elsa glanced down at her palms, they were shaking. No she couldn't be weak like this, not when so many were counting on her, but how could she not be. A wind picked up that went in different directions, snow gusted around her as she held herself. 

So much pain, so many suffering.

Anna had said it wasn't her fault, she didn't shoot or maim those men but to Elsa she might as well have. 

A sob wrecked her stance sending her to the ground. Her nerves shook and shuddered. The worst aspect to her was that none of this was necessary. 

She was so tired of others assuming she was some kind of monster or goddess that hungered for power and dominance. 

Her true heart's desire led her back to Arendelle, with her tribe, and family, with the other spirits, in her garden tending to it with her girlfriend and Olaf. Reading on her porch with a cup of tea. Exploring nature, eating chocolate, creating geometric equations or charting the stars. 

How she longed for that. Not this. Not any of this. 

She dwelt there in those lovely thoughts, she wanted to scream at those that called them lies. 

Something wet touched her cheek, mixing in with her tears. Gasping Elsa lurched backwards shielding her face, ready to defend against whatever touched her. 

She had to rub her face not believing her eyes, there strong and sure was her Nokk looking down at her with his beautiful stare. 

"Nokk… you… You shouldn't be her-" a loud neigh interrupted her, galloping around her prancing in her storm. 

Elsa couldn't help but laugh and sob simultaneously. She'd regret this later but oh if her friend wasn't a welcomed sight. 

He had traveled across the sea, trailing their ship hundreds of miles, and found Elsa right as she and her magic were about to spiral. The gratefulness she felt growing in chest weighed like a thousand blankets, heavy enough for her to wrap her arms around his neck, freezing him in the process, crying into his chest. 

"My sweet, noble, friend-" she whispered, she snorted, nudging his muzzle into her.  

"Nokk?" The two spirit's heads whipped towards the voice. There, Ryu, naked as the winter days were short, her frown of confusion slowly transformed into a grin. 

She held out her palms approaching them with quick steps, the snow beneath her bare feet must not have been a bother nor the temperature which Elsa was certain she had unintentionally dropped a few more degrees. The only signs that she was not a creature of the snow were visible puffs that accompanied each breath. 

"You came?" Ryu's surprised and floundering expression almost stopped Elsa from asking something that had been nagging her brain since she laid eyes on her dragon. 

"Did you tell him to come?" Garnering her attention, Ryu's head snapped to Elsa snorting at the very idea. 

"Erusa-" she began, pointing out a major yet obvious flaw in the statement. "He's Nøkk." She emphasized his name. It took a few moments until Elsa had caught on. No one could command Nokk to do anything, even Elsa and especially not Ryu. Though their relationship had improved there was still enmity twisted into it. 

Elsa nodded looking down feeling foolish for even thinking of the inquiry. 

While she scolded her foolishness silently Ryu took inventory of her puffy eyes, congested nose, and croaky voice. She sank to the ground like a stone casted into the sea, her legs unable to support her any longer. Worry tugged Ryu's face down even further. 

Immediately Elsa was pressed against Ryu's breast with her chin resting atop of Elsa's head. Her comatose response wasn't minded in the slightest and in fact had Ryu tucked her in even tighter. 

"Everything is shit." The simple truth bubbled a giggle from Elsa, finally snapping out of her stupor to return the hold. 

"But we have each other." 

"I dragged you all here with me." 

"Who told you that?" Elsa shrugged. 

"Me I suppose." 

Ryu hummed. "You're a genius Erusa, remember? You're starting to slip, don't let that happen. If you dragged everyone here then so did I. If those deaths are your fault then they're mine too." In the midst of her own anguish Elsa had forgotten of the Yokai being a result of the Mikotos. It didn't seem right for Ryu to be blamed for the evil things others did in an effort to harm her. 

"Precisely, the same applies to you, Eursa, though there are few differences. I'm being hunted because I hurt a family, you are being hunted because people can't see how wonderful you are, well they can but they twisted that awe into fear and you're too good to prove them right." 

Elsa's counter argument was physically stopped as she pulled away with it resting on her lips which Ryu put a single finger to. 

"We can argue our differing opinions of my past later, but right now–" Ryu glanced around the forest keeping a hand on Elsa's shoulder. A loud shockwave shook the black and gray sky. 

"Everything is awful here, we will fix it but for now you are overwhelmed and in pain. Release it knowing you're not alone. Feel it." Nokk snorted and sat by her side. Ryu changed bodies dwarfing Elsa as she sobbed unbounded of how weak she looked, comforted by knowing she wasn't facing everything alone. Not this time. 

This time Elsa felt safe, cradled by the warmth of her friends' love and loyalty. She prayed to whatever God was listening, that they wouldn't be taken away. Feeling Nokk's cold breaths against her cheek, and Ryu's hot scales inhaling and exhaling on her skin. She understood why people came and went, it was so that those who cherished them knew how important they were but she swore she didn't need loss to tell her that. She already knew. 


Elsa had skipped breakfast again… 

With the personal rations of the ship gone and the provisions of war not agreeing with her stomach, she decided it was best to engage in a possible fight or fleeing of for her life hungry than with painful cramps distracting her. 

Anna's argument with the chef about him insisting on putting too much salt and meat in her bowl was the nastiest battle any of the soldiers had seen in weeks. 


"Well if no one but Elsa is eating it why don't you just let her have the broth and vegetables?" The chef looked down at her from his nose despite their heights being equal. 

"Your majesty, I make all the dishes together to save time, and get everyone fed. If I start making specialty dishes now, then that takes away time for other important tasks I must complete before the next meal rush." He ended the explanation with the sigh he gave one could easily deduce he was losing his patience especially Elsa who timidly tugged at Anna's coat sleeve. 

"It's alright Anna, I can pick the meat out, I'll just eat it…" Her mumbles couldn't be heard over Anna's much louder voice. 

"Oh believe me sir I have quite the understanding of being pressed for time," with her hands akimbo and eyes squinted she challenged. "But are you really saying that just a small bit of compromise is too much of strain upon your regime?" 

"Aye question for you, your majesty, why can't Princess Elsa eat the food?" Elsa blushed at either the title or for being called out for her sensitive dietary needs which felt so trivial now given their circumstances. 

"Anna- it's okay…" she really needed to get Anna out of line and away from the chef before she said any-

"Meat doesn't agree with her." Anna stated crossing her arms, some of those present snickered while others very kindly stood and began approaching Elsa offering snacks they had snuck into their tents and bunks which didn't contain meat. 

Elsa of course declined with flustered thank yous at the especially eager volunteers, she wasn't the one fighting in a war and would not take food from those who were. 

"To offer food to someone as beautiful as you would be an honor ma'am." Elsa blushed at the attention now marooned in a sea of admirers she didn't know she had assuming every soldier here hated her as Anna continued trading blow for blow with the chef. 

"It doesn't agree with her then, well tell her to stop disagreeing with it." Anna's eyes rolled so hard they might have caught a glimpse of her brain. 

"It doesn't work like that!" Elsa thought things were bad now but she wasn't prepared for Ryu coming across them walking with Nokk. 

They stood still assessing the situation and Elsa swore she could read their exact thoughts on their faces printed in words like a book. 

Nokk neighed angrily and galloped into the fray hoisting Elsa up from the romantically minded men before anything got out of hand which in Elsa's opinion it already did. She didn't fight him from warding off the soldiers too busy being completely mortified. 

"Wow she controls even the water itself!" 

"She's much more remarkable than Colonel Misha told us." 

Knowing Elsa was safe, Ryu turned her attention to Anna. A low growl escaped as she trotted up to the food stand, placing two paws onto the table where the kitchen utensils rested. The wood groaned protesting the weight but that wasn't her concern even when the legs collapsed spilling the hot stew across the ground like lava, Anna jumped away to not scald her feet unlike Ryu who remained. 

"What is the meaning of this?" He barked as she drew closer to his face. A single bead of sweat raced down his bald head as the white beast drew near, pearly fangs exposed Ryu inhaled ignoring Anna's exclamations. All stilled when her roar tore through the air at a volume that had even the most weathered soldiers covering their ears. 

The spittle flung in his face couldn't be discerned from the sweat. 

Ryu ended the warning in a threatening snarl that reminded the onlookers of an eagle, crocodile and tiger. 

"What? I suppose you want a special meal too eh? Well I only feed flesh and blood in this kitchen so miss Elsa please retain your beast!" If he had any fear he masked it surprisingly well, probably deflecting the emotion with anger. 

"Ryu please, no more." Elsa's tiredly defeated command beguiled Ryu to step off of the broken table, pushing her muzzle into Anna's stomach so as to fling her onto her back. No one could say who won the Battle of Breakfast because those who appeared to be the winners retreated upon their respective steeds with looks of shame and quiet murmurs of apologies to everyone. 


The offensive encounter was reported straight to General Konstantin resulting in a lengthy meeting with the chef that his duties would not be disrupted again. Elsa and Anna apologized again sincerely for their behavior and Ryu's understanding how it would affect men who had only encountered such things in the face of death, coming to this conclusion seeded guilt and sympathy even deeper in their hearts. 

When they exited the tent he cursed the ice creature which lay a few feet away, she glared at him with just as much venom growling loudly. 

"Ryu!" Elsa rebuked, Ryu sprang to her feet and rushed behind the spirit now snarling at a lower volume under her breath. Elsa sighed, shaking her head. 

Ryu wasn't sorry for that man, in fact she'd do it again if given the chance. 

Elsa groaned, her cheeks heating up at the memory. She didn't turn over when hearing someone enter her tent the four sounding footsteps revealed their identity. 

When Ryu cooed, coercing her to turn over Elsa sighed heavily pressing her face into the pillow. The crooning became much more urgent, applied with some nuzzling to her neck and ear, well she very well couldn't giggle at that despite the smile spreading across her lips. The huffing air displaced strands of her hair tickling her face. 

Not one to be ignored, the cot creaked under the weight of Ryu's upper body. She didn't exude all of it but there was enough pressure placed upon Elsa that had her bemoaning. Reaching down, she scratched Ryu's head, tutting her teeth. 

"You got us in trouble, you know?" A sad warble followed but it sounded muffled. Curious, Elsa glanced down at Ryu seeing a sack clutched in her jaw. 

"What's that you got there?" Elsa sat up when Ryu sat down on her haunches. She raised a brow at the dragon. "Did you steal something?" Ryu rolled her eyes, placing the sack on Elsa's lap. 

Slowly Elsa opened the sack and pulled out fruit, puzzled she reached in taking out more winter fruits and vegetables native to Ruskland. 

"Ryu… " she began unsure of what to say. This explained her disappearance this morning, she must have been foraging in the woods. 

Ryu looked down at the produce then back at Elsa expectantly. She mimicked the motion and took a bite out of the fruit humming in approval. Excitedly Ryu pranced in a circle flapping her wings as best as the tent space would allow. 

Finishing the fruit and a few others off Elsa grinned at Ryu who laid her head up on her paws with her rear in the air watching Elsa's every move. Making a come hither motion with her finger, Elsa smirked once Ryu approached. 

Swinging her legs over to sit at the edge of the cot she threw her arms around Ryu kissing her muzzle deeply. Ryu stiffened in stupefaction, completely dumbstruck at the idea of Elsa showing affection in this manner when she looked the way she did. It was almost as if Elsa adored every part of her or something. 

Elsa giggled when she cracked open one eye to get a glimpse of Ryu's reaction. She was completely flabbergasted unused to receiving such attention from Elsa when in this form. Soon her eyes closed slowly savoring the moment. 

Elsa took notice of the taste of her, there weren't any flavors that weren't Ryu present. Regretfully she pulled away keeping her arms in place. 

"Gecko have you eaten?" She asked, Ryu glanced away sighing, when her eyes met Elsa's again they telegraphed her thoughts so easily. 

Elsa, I won't need food again for weeks. 

Elsa pouted, already self degrading herself for not attending to her dragon's needs as much as she should have been. 

Sensing her train of thought Ryu cooed, nuzzling her chest, she growled lightly at the fruit pushed towards her lips rebuffing it with a head turn. 

"Please Ryu-chan, eat. For me?" Elsa pleaded following her head turns till the dragon sighed relenting to eat the fruit whole. 

She licked her lips settling for watching Elsa eat quietly with her head laying in her lap occasionally accepting an adoring stroke along her mane. Elsa savored the rare moment of peace they had. 

Staring down at Ryu whose eyes remained closed, she counted her blessings to lift her spirits. It was almost never someone found themselves a person who would fight the world itself for their sake, yet Elsa had herself surrounded by defenders who loved her with all their hearts. 

Did Ryu love her? 

She hadn't said it… yet Elsa felt it. 

She didn't want to be assuming of Ryu's feelings but it was hard to ignore. Time and time again Ryu had put herself in danger to protect not just Elsa but her family as well. 

Confirming she'd fight for them, it was like Ryu took a knight's oath silently to herself to always care for her no matter the need or place. 

A far cry from the monster Ryu tried to convince Elsa that she was. Elsa planted a kiss between Ryu's ears. 

When a vegetable was presented to Ryu's mouth she made a gagging noise shifting away. 

"Cut it out." It was a known truth that Ryu wasn't picky so Elsa wouldn't tolerate any refusal to eat from her. 


"You're crazy." Ryu stated, leaning against a tree, still not believing that she wasn't going to track down the Yokai by herself. 

"Yes and?" 

Ryu shook her head watching Anna outfit Elsa's gift to her. The suit didn't seem formidable, not heavy, Ryu thanked her for that, and very slipstream. The torso was plated with thick dark blue ice while the sleeves and legs remained white with small scale-like patterns weaved tightly together. 

Elsa must have drawn inspiration from Ryu's own body which she was very familiar with. 

The mask fitted over Anna's face with goggles clear as the waters which surrounded Arendelle. 

Ryu couldn't help herself to giggle at them, waving off Anna's glare which she could see through the mask. "No and just a compliment." 

"Is it too chilly for you?" Elsa asked, concerned, straightening any caught material along Anna's limbs. 

"Nope, I mean it's a little chilly but I'm sure once I get my blood pumping I'll warm up. Hey Els?" 

"Yes sweetheart?" 

"After this is all over can I uh keep it?" Elsa's smile said yes which had Anna beaming. 

"Hopefully you won't need it after this." Kristoff remarked, fixing a saddle to Sven. He petted his large nose running his fingers through his fur. 

"Never know, anyways, are you guys ready?" Anna asked, about to mount the changed Ryu when Elsa snapped her fingers in recollection. 

"Hold on-" Elsa waved her hands lending even more magic to crafting a crystalized light blue vest along Ryu's chest and back decorated with a large snowflake on the front ignoring Ryu's judgemental expression at the unnecessary addition. 

Elsa grit her teeth, trying to focus while talking. "That should be everything, remember the plan?" She inquired from the group. 

"Find the Yokai, keep Ryu safe as she leads it back to the obsidian cage at fort Karasta." It was a simple explanation and all knew it would only become more complicated if their past luck in endeavors were anything to go by. 

Ryu barked confirmation that she was on the same page as everyone else, brow set on determination. Before getting on Nokk Elsa rubbed along her neck seeing the worry buried deep underneath her serious scowl. She kept her touch sure and strong ensuring Ryu knew she was not alone in facing this demon from her past. 

The hopes that the stormy clouds would subside were abandoned as they thickened. 

Anna and Ryu flew slowly in circles above the others, remaining ever vigilant even with the small elations they felt from being in air together once more. 

"Elsa!" Anna called, cupping her mouth with her hands. Elsa craned her neck up quickly in case they spotted something, Anna winced knowing that her sister and husband were on edge. 

"Ryu and I are going to go higher!" Even from here she could see their faces crunch with anxiety. 

"Be careful please and come back down if you see anything!" Nodding Anna urged Ryu into the thick gray clouds, the ground and their family disappearing as they elevated.


Every now and then Elsa would look upward on the watch in case Ryu and Anna came rushing down. All she saw was the clouds which began producing a snowfall which only elevated her worry. 

"Never thought we'd be away from home enough for me to consider actually being there a vacation." Elsa half grinned at the remark, completely agreeing. It was difficult to make conversation with the tension in the air becoming thicker the deeper they traveled into the Ruskland wilderness. 

"Yea well after this trip I have decided Ryu and I are not traveling for a long time. Besides-" Nokk leapt over a high log with a grace that had Sven jealous. "Too many holidays coming up." 

Kristoff laughed lightly. "Like your birthday?" 

"That's not a holiday." 

"Might as well be. Oh god… " He cursed, rubbing his eyes. 

"What?" Elsa asked anxiously, slowing Nokk's pace to go to Kristoff's side. 

"Can you imagine the bullshit Olaf, Ryu and Anna are going to get into trying to plan your birthday?"

Elsa chuckled until it died out with possibilities flashing through her mind at the chaos that happened last year, adding Ryu into the mix. She shuddered. Like having a flock of live chickens in a kitchen, adding Ryu was just basically releasing a starving untrained hound to join the fray. 

"Kristoff I'm counting on you to keep them under control please." His arms flew up hopelessly gesturing to the sky. 

"I can barely handle Anna." The conversation was cut off when Nokk and Sven began tearing up on their hind legs bellowing out. 

Elsa and Kristoff stared at each other then up at the sky. 

Something was terribly wrong. Elsa raked her mind for some way to summon Anna and Ryu back down to them. Instantly she shot her arm up blasting a bright cascade of ice into the clouds. 


The sky was dead, not a single sign of anything living except the snowflakes. Not even a stray bird was to be seen. 

A crackling and flash of blues sent from down below had Ryu and Anna panicking briefly until it imploded in icicles. 

"Come on, let's check on them." Anna's suggestion fell to deaf ears, Ryu hovered in place creating strange noises, ears swiveling in all directions. 

There was a moment of silence. An unnerving stillness even the wind ceased, and Gale was not present which made the phenomena even more ominous. 

An earth shattering shriek banged against their eardrums but they had no time to react to the pain it caused. 

The gray clouds mushroomed apart, a volcano in the air erupted with gusts which nearly overtook the pair. The moment green and massive wings were spotted in the billowing nimbus Ryu dived down, her speed nearly sent Anna backwards but she held on with a white knuckle grip. 

Ryu's roars bled out her fear and dread. 

Anna pulled back once they saw the ground and Elsa and Kristoff. 

"Found it!" Anna yelled over the cacophony of the Yokai's shrill battle cries while navigating Ryu to straighten out. 

Their responses were drowned out by the Yokai's appearance, from the dark weather. It glowed yellow from within the rock, eyes trained on Ryu who flapped away like a poor starling being chased by a red tail hawk. She didn't wait to see if Elsa and Kristoff followed, not needing to be told twice to fly with all her might to get away. 

As Nokk galloped after them with Sven lagging behind, Elsa hoped that Ryu wasn't in too much of a crisis to not listen to Anna's commands in direction. She could still spot them from a distance, Ryu maneuvering recklessly through the woods she lowered into to lose the Phoenix which pursued unforgivingly. 

The water posed no problem for her but Sven and Kristoff would have to work their way around. 

They were being split up again. 

No, not again. 

"Catch them Nokk please!" Nokk roared, shaking his head picking up speed sprinting after Ryu, ignoring the phoenix he passed overhead. 

"Good heavens, this kid is fast." Elsa murmured ducking down to avoid branches whipping past her. 


"Ryu! Slow down! Left!" Anna leaned to the side before they collided with a tree they couldn't very well just fly in a random direction. They had a destination and Anna had a brief moment where she lost track of where it was with how swift and sporadically they moved. "Ryu, come on keep it together we're the ones trapping it not the other way around!" Ryu's hyperventilating was spurred and grew worse the more cries they heard hurled at them from behind, as if their pursuer was taunting them. 

Ryu rose up from the woods catching a glimpse of Elsa covered in her shadow. A much larger one drowned all of them. She glanced up too slowly to dodge the bird's talons, she winced, preparing for another painful collision but it never came instead the bird cried in dismay, its talons dangling frozen solid. 

Ryu glanced down at Elsa's raised hands and scowl, there was fear in her eyes yes, but also a steely resolve, eyes cold as her magic, as she fired another blast of ice shards at the phoenix in rapid succession giving Ryu and Anna the opportunity to escape its close vicinity. 

She snarled at her own cowardice, fear screamed at her to run for her life, panic demanded she flap her wings haphazardly, but she shook her head. She wasn't prey, she wouldn't be anyone's prey any longer. 

Roaring to Anna, the queen remembered something, reaching in her bag she scrambled carefully to not drop an actual explosion onto Nokk and Elsa who rode underneath she pulled the pin and aimed chucking the ball at the phoenix behind them.

She watched waiting for the chemicals to burst into flames of purple in its eyes. 

"Woohoo!" She cheered, fist pumping into the skies, she turned around gripping Ryu's vest. "Come on Ryu, let's cage this canary." Ryu barked, smirking confidently, when the Yokai nearly caught up Ryu leaned upright spreading her wings out catching the draft of the wind which dragged them backwards out of the line of targeting for a strike. 

Now behind she swerved in a different direction evading the attack to Anna's delight and Elsa's relief. She and Nokk impressively kept pace with them thwarting any attacks they couldn't out maneuver. 


Elsa felt so proud of her girls up in the air. Ryu seemed to have overcome her fear and was flying much more responsibly focused on not just keeping herself out of danger but Anna as well. 

It was her job to keep them out of harm's way whenever they couldn't find for themselves and even when they could she'd keep that Yokai caked in ice slowing it down. 

Until they had waited too long, Elsa's blast blinded not just the bird but Ryu as well crashing her into a cliff side, the bird was already gripping the tip of her tail. Her cries of pain broke Elsa's heart she curled in on herself, her arching pushing Anna, who let go of Ryu's vest out of sheer panic, was yanked from the safety of her back. The desperate search for purchase on the cliffside scraped her hands and uprooted one of her nails from its bed, spilling blood across her palms. 

"Anna!" Elsa screamed, rushing to her, pumped by adrenaline it felt effortless to create Pilar leading upward to another and then next for Nokk to leap onto towards her plummeting sister. 

A grip squeezed Anna's wrist, she panted, managing to smile into the face of Kristoff, his other arm held onto the pickaxe he had lodged into the rock. 

He examined her exposed nail bed. "See I told you to wear gloves." Anna chuckled breathlessly as he hoisted her up grunting to his side. 

"Are you two alright?" Elsa questioned lifting a platform to catch them both. Dismounting Nokk she raced to Anna clutching her hands trying to figure out where the blood came from. 

She hissed when Elsa held up her finger. "I'll be alright, whew that was a close one." 

Elsa tended to her injury grimacing. "That wasn't a close one, that was One." 

A shrill shriek drew their eyes to the top of the cliff. 

"Ryu-" Elsa breathed out she needed to get up there. 

"We all do." Kristoff said, confirming she had said her longing aloud. 


Ryu claws barely left the slightest marks as she slashed them at the phoenix's face, desperation had driven her to bite down upon the bridge of its beak with all her might. It hurt… so much but still she shook her head to and fro, if it were flesh it would have torn but this demon was not alive.

She continued to struggle, wriggling and digging her claws into the ground nearly dangling from how the Yokai lifted her slowly from the ground. It'd take off any moment dragging her back to Japan even if she resisted the entire way. 

No! She was not prey, and more importantly she needed to get to Anna. 

"Get away from her." Ryu yipped like a puppy at the dangerous threat. Elsa raised her hands, eyes only flickering to Ryu briefly, they softened for a moment before turning incandescent again. Anna and Kristoff stood beside her, bombs and axes drawn, Nokk and Sven cut on the adjacent side, the horse stomped his hooves as Sven bared his impressive antlers with a bowed head. 

The Yokai wasn't blanched by the numbers nor their threat displays turning away with its quarry between its beak. 

A Gale of ice whooshed from Elsa's finger tips cementing its feet to the ground, the storm that was once natural was taken over under Elsa's control creating a vortex around them. 

The Phoenix shrieked, dropping Ryu on her head. Her tail had terrible bleeding indents which stained the frost coating her, her mouth dripped with crimson as well. 

Elsa opened her arms as she with Nokk and Sven, who nudged under her chin in pacing, raced over to them.

She scanned over Ryu meticulously wishing to provide some relief but the dragon pushed her away gently urging Anna to climb on her back once more. 

A shattering crackled bursting ice shards in all directions, one foot of the phoenix was free, it pecked and pulled at the other wrathful at having lost its prize. 

Ryu wailed, taking off and passing the temporarily trapped spirit into the woods, the message quite evident. 

Run! 

Ryu kept to the ground, navigating the forest besides Sven and Nokk, not keen on being separated from Kristoff and Elsa. Anna had to hug close to her back since their path took them through underbrush, slinking under logs and climbing into trees. 

The race to the fort had them all feeling like mice scurrying away from a hawk that flew overhead.  


Mattias waited overwrought. A pin drop could have set him off, his ears tuned in to every motion, every cracking twig ahead in the forest, with the Ruskland soldiers following the example he set alongside Konstantin and Misha. 

A few nervous gulps and shuffling here and there had him wanting to lash out at whoever caused the disturbance but he kept composed. 

It had been three hours since the royal family left to search for the Yokai, a lot could happen in that span of time. He tried not to assume the worst but it was so difficult to not do just that, images of Elsa, Anna, and Kristoff sprawled on the snow in the same manner the reports had regaled about the soldiers flashed in his thoughts. 

If they weren't back in less than an hour he'd deviate from the plan and go and search for them himself. Konstantin and Misha were more than capable of making sure the cage was primed and ready. 

He wouldn't have to wait long. 

"It's here!" A soldier cried, taking coverage behind the railing of the walkway that encircled the cage. 

Covered in brambles and dirt, clothes torn, Elsa burst through bushes first followed by Kristoff. 

Ryu's appearance was much less elegant than the others more frazzled and petrified, both she and Anna bled. 

"Keep it out! Keep it out! Keep it out!" 

"Let it in! Let it in! Let it in! Let in!" Anna screamed, waving her arm for them to open the cage. The Phoenix lowered crawling on all fours savagely, leaving destruction in its wake following Ryu through the walls.

Anna grunted as she was yanked off of the dragon by Elsa who snatched her in passing. They jogged up the stairs towards the lookout walkway. 

Ryu stumbled over her own paws, skidding in the dust, and passed the large drop gate. Having learned her lesson when the bird snapped at her tail she curled it to her belly. Dust flung everywhere, blinding everyone from the massive green beast. The air was thick, making Anna and Elsa cough and sputter, eyes burning from the foreign particles which invaded their pupils.

"It's in, get that gate closed boys!" Bellowed Misha. 

Once they were both handed the cage the gate was quickly shut behind them, the men running to fro with a thunderous hum. The spikes at the bottom locked into the holes carved out inside the ground, securing it tightly. 

Elsa's eyes whipped rapidly around past the domed obsidian links to catch any sight of Ryu in the chaotic fray. 

The creature wasn't anything like the reports which described a mindless killer, violent and erratic. When facing Ryu, it was calculated, longing, careful to subdue her but not break her as it had broken the soldiers. 


Ryu's efforts were clumsy, she knew all she had to do was point her snout towards the hole fitted for her to squeeze through and she'd be safe at last. 

The bird swung its huge head, the blow pushed Ryu off her feet, splayed her out, colliding with the black metal wall knocking the wind out of her lungs. She continuously slipped to make it back on all fours. 

Snap!

The bite was audible echoing when its upper beak met the lower just barely missing Ryu, she leapt up landing on its head running up until she could slide down its smooth back falling to the ground with a thud. 

She had to avoid the large talons, rolling between them. This thing was fast, Ryu thought panting, like a matador versus a bull, the Phoenix thinking it'd pin her pushed its head down into the dragon trapping her with momentum and forward creating a trench of displaced dirt. 

Glancing back Ryu winced as her skull smacked against the top ledge of the hole she was unknowingly stuffed into. 

Her rear end scooted further in away from the lethal clawing of talons and a beak which grasped at her, nicking any flesh it got a hold of. 

The cold metal meeting her back was such a welcome she sobbed in relief. 

Tremors shook the earth beneath, the bird pushed and rammed against the hole attempting to break it apart instead breaking bits of itself off. Dried Desiccated rock crumbled bit by bit away. The Phoenix was destroying itself. 

The Phoenix peeked into the hole, its eye, surrounded by cracks spiraling around its sockets. Casting a dangerous yellow light upon Ryu almost blinding her. It watched her, the glow creating a paralysis which took over her whole body. 

When she dared look back all she saw was anguish, an opportunity lost, she was the Yokai's freedom and she was now out of reach but so close. An emotion whispered its way into her heart among all the others. 

Sympathy for the lost soul trapped inside the stone. The desperation she could see in herself, destroying oneself to reach a goal. 

The wisps of yellow beneath the rocky surface were writhing, like snakes, jolting at any movement she made, there was an eerie feel to it all. Something alive that wasn't meant to be. Snuffed out and if that wasn't enough insult to injury then brought back by its tormentors to be used at their whim. 

She wished she could help free it from such trepidations, and relieve it from the tremendous pain of a soul being infused with rock material. 

She curled away, wanting to be smaller and sadly more out of reach. 

Ryu regretfully learned the importance of two words which explained a concept of maybes she never paid attention to in the past. 

If only. 

If only. 

If only she had her magic. 

If only she could free the Yokai. 

If only–

"Ryu!" She didn't have the energy to answer Elsa's calls as she rushed down into the gutted hole. Elsa’s touches couldn't break the spell that blinded Ryu to her pursuer. All that she saw in that yellow light angered her.

Thoughts not her own resonated in her head. Tears stung into her eyes as rage, fear and confusion filled her body. It wanted to lash out anyone resembling a human. 

“Ryu?" Elsa’s calls sounded distant despite being right next to her, maybe drowned out by the phoenix's cries, maybe the thoughts caused her voice to become dull, Ryu didn't know.

All she knew was that she had to end this. One trembling leg moved after the other leaving Elsa behind. She was just as perplexed as Ryu, bewitched by the bird's eye, tears trailing down her cheeks as tragedies screamed at them silently. 

I was the first, the first child, the first warrior, the first forced to watch as my brethren were torn apart and used like marionettes.

There was a soul there inside the jade, another victim left in the Mikotos’ wake. Hopelessly doomed to serve the ones who killed them in the first place. Forced to comply with orders and promises writhing inside of it. 

The Mikotos toyed with life itself. 

It was wrong, worse than wrong, an atrocity. 

Elsa created life but none of the life she birthed had been made with remnants of an agonized life. They weren't vengeful, Olaf was made of childhood joy; he contained pieces of Anna and Elsa, they were good. 

Ryu's mind, as disparaging as it was, reached out like a hand to the Phoenix, knowing that even if just the tips of their fingers brushed something could come of it. 

They call us monsters yet we were molded in their image. 

The screeching ceased. The closer she came the more the bird backed away, drawing her further out of the hideaway. 

I can't free you but I can take you to those who can. Those like you. 


Finally emerged and into the cage Elsa rushed to the viewing wall, Misha's scrutinizing gaze assessed Ryu's injuries noting the blood staining her pristinely white frost covered form. 

Elsa and Anna exchanged worried glances, they'd fumble an explanation out later to him and his men but now… 

Now the focus was on the dragon, it was nerve wracking seeing Ryu stand before a creature with an established penchant for violence. 

A piece of the beak shattered even more with chips falling away from it. 

“The monster can be destroyed- it's weak!" Misha deducted turning to his men. 

“Wait!" The four voices of Mattias, Kristoff, Anna, and Elsa harmonized. Elsa gripped the bars tightly, spreading ice upon it. 

“Let… let my creation do what they must, the Yokai's temperament is delicate right now we don't want to set it off.” The burning hatred in Misha's eyes started a tremble in Elsa's voice and hands. 

“Then so be it, you can repair your ice creation and we are out of reach. I was misdirected under the preconceived notion that this monster was indestructible. It obviously is not. We must strike now!” Misha hadn't lost his momentum in wanting justice. 

She needed to do something, anything, that could prevent the soldiers from acting. 

“Colonel Misha, you gave us your word, you and your men would adhere to our methods!” Kristoff hardly ever yelled, the stress of the situation was getting to him and Anna who argued against Colonel. 

Mattias attempted to calm the surrounding soldiers but he was not their general, his authority was just a mere courtesy not a required respect. 

Horror seized her heart when the familiar sounds of a cannon being loaded reached her ears being aimed at the Phoenix. They didn't understand! How could they? 

Before she could decide against it Elsa's hands shot ice, freezing Colonel Misha’s feet to the floor. 

When he turned his furious eyes at her she winced, backing away, shooting another blast blockading the cannon’s hole. “I'm sorry, b-but I cannot allow you to intervene. Please I implore you to just listen.” 

Looking down at his shoes encased in ice, then to the cage, then back at Elsa she could detect the contempt swirling in the man's cold eyes. 

His next utterance shattered any hope of recovering the situation that was quickly spiraling out of control. 

“Men! Fire." 


The rage refused to die.

Ryu could understand, with the small bits of the past reflected back at her she began questioning her own ideals of the ones who raised her. 

This soul wasn't tainted like hers, they had done nothing wrong yet we're still condemned to a cell like she found herself in years ago. 

The negative emotions were contagious. She roared, shaking her head as if the thoughts filling them would spill out of her ears. 

Their connection was born, fused by collective rage, an amalgamation of pain, terror, agony. 

None of it made sense. She was no stranger to the innocent suffering but she never saw her sentencing verdict to be hunted and destroyed as an injustice. 

I was the first. Get seven, bring them now- 

The first? Seven?

Ryu grew frustrated, it was too jumbled, something blocking the Yokai from communicating uninhibitedly with her. 

Such a visionary my love, but on such a small sca–

The sound of that voice froze Ryu in place, she had hoped she would never hear it again. Sickeningly smooth and even never faltering. She could hear how well and alive Lady Izanami-no-Mikoto was. 

How disappointing. 

So distracted had Ryu been that she had not realized how close she and Yokai became. It was jarring being right in front of a demon from the past. 

I can take you to where you'll have peace but you have to stop, all of this destruction. Let me help you. 

Rejecting the idea the Phoenix now backed away, frightened and being pursued by Ryu, the screaming around them lowered in volume. 

Please. Let me in… 

Burn them. Burn them all. 

Ryu growled, chest aglow with the fire which coursed through her veins. Physical pain long forgotten, humans had hurt them far too many times, they deserved- No! 

In the spur of the moment Elsa’s screams finally registered breaking the trance the two beings found themselves in. 

The Yokai was not amused, fighting back harder to entrench its pain and will inside the recesses of Ryu's mind. 

We're lambs meant for slaughter, and we shall burn them all! 

Burn, burn, bur- 

A large blast wrecked the strong jade bird to fall and deafened Ryu briefly. She had to leap out of the way, when the dust settled she examined the indent to its wing, embedded with a large black smoking ball. She frowned, that wasn't part of the plan. 

“You must stop this!" Elsa cried at the soldiers. 

Ryu whined, turning to her. Elsa was in danger and needed Ryu! 

Rising to its feet the Yokai roared and redirected its aggression towards Ryu, nearly clamping its beak around her torso. She rolled to the left then pounced above the next attack, the vigorous shaking made her vision blue till she was jerked upward. 

Oh! I'm in danger! I need Elsa! 


Time being as merciless as it was slowed savoring the terrible horror Elsa felt watching the bird jerk its head up tossing Ryu into the air then back down again straight into the Yokai's mouth and down its gullet. 

“Ryu.” Elsa whispered. One moment she was there curled up in the air looking frightened and confused, the next she was gone.

To rub salt into the raw red wound, appearing just as shocked at the outcome, its head bobbed back and forth, visibly swallowing. 

It was too late.

Her life was over.

Elsa wasn't given any time to process the moment that took seconds to unfold yet felt like it dragged on for hours and lasted an instant. 

And in that instant, Elsa's world ended.

The Phoenix locked eyes with her.

“Give her back." Elsa breathed out, the winds had begun to pick up, ice stretched across any surface available, the calls of her name met mute ears. 

“Give her back." Elsa demanded low and vicious. 

With its mission completed the bird spread its wings adding gusts of dust and debris spread into the snow vortex, in a disregard for its own wellbeing the bird flew up slamming with all its might against the dome obsidian bars, demolishing its jade body in exchange for freedom. 

“Oh no you don't!" Elsa climbed the bars creating a lasso, the storm which brought a bitter chill to the bones of her comrades, that was the least of her worries. Akin to the Yokai she too had a singular mission on her mind and nothing would stop her. 

"Elsa!” Anna and Kristoff raced to their sister but she was already tethered to the vengeful spirit, yanked right out of their grasp and into the darkened sky.


Elsa could hear Nokk's neighs below, she yelped as the giant swerved left, taking them higher and higher till she could no longer see the earth. 

Gritting her teeth she pulled herself to the end of the tether, her hands froze to the cracked surface of the creature’s back. 

“This is your last chance!" She screamed over the squall created by their velocity. "I don't want to hurt you! I know this isn't your fault but… “ 

I'll rip you apart or take us both to hell trying. 

Her magic traveled over the entirety of the Yokai hindering its capabilities to have full motion. Her inner nature created a storm in the skies, the epicenter being her heart. Pumped with adrenaline and a steely determination to get Ryu back Elsa calmed her panicking pulse to focus. 

The ice snuck between any cracks it could locate, expanding slowly to separate the space between them. 

“Please, please be okay." Elsa prayed to whoever would listen, shutting her eyes she nearly fell when the bird flipped upside down barreling sporadically. 

Elsa refused to be brushed off like some parasite whose host was not happy with her presence, said host stole her Ryu and she'd be damned if they'd get away with it. 

Crashing into the mountain peaks did the Yokai no favors, Elsa ducked close, laying flat, dodging the rubble that flew past them. 

Enraged, Elsa's eyes slitted dangerously, sending her to her knees, fist balled, she pounded them into the bird's back each blow pummeling it with a shockwave of ice and sleet. 

“Give." Crackle. “Her." Shatter. “Back!" Elsa growled, violently dislodging pieces of the Yokai. 


Heaven was an absolute shit hole. As far as Ryu was concerned. Just an empty void, there was no beginning and no end, they didn't even have a ceiling, at least China had a wall. 

So this was it? She was just doomed to float in the ether. Ryu snorted at the very audacity she had to think she'd be accepted into heaven. If that was the case which it seemed to be, hell was awesome, not as bad as many worried about. 

If she had known she definitely would have sinned more. 

Though saying that, it was awfully boring in hell. 

Was that her eternal torment, unfathomable boredom?

A shining flash of light, as bright as the sun, burned Ryu's back and filled her vision… Oh what now? Ryu wriggled her body to turn around and face it, regretting the choice as the light seared into her eyes. A voice unlike any human or being she ever heard. 

It resembled the one that haunted her thoughts before she had been swallowed, except much more coherent. Gone was the disgustingly disturbing voice of their mistress. 

“I was the first, I witnessed all the slaughtering, except yours. You, seven, a stranger to the chopping block.” 

There was no escaping the truth that she knew deep down. She just wished the Yokai would keep it to itself. She needn't think of those that died before her the other dragons… wait… 

The first… 

“You're a lot more capacious on the inside than ya look, wait what the first… dragon they killed… “ The aura of light hummed growing more luminous at being recognized as more than just a mere phantom. Its powers harnessed and used, Ryu saw her fate had she accepted it and not deviated from what she was taught to be her destiny. 

The soul drew closer till it surrounded Ryu entirely. The color in her eyes drained to pure white, Elsa’s magic melted away.

“The pain was immeasurable. I wish death was as final as the living believe it to be.” A strong dragon, chained, escorted by guards to the place Ryu wished she'd never see again. It was such an odd sight how willing the great one who tripled in size submitted to mere humans who demanded it present itself at the center of the underground temple. 

Ryu felt the shame, the humiliation, as the great beast lay itself down like a lamb. The last thing it ever saw was a man holding a dagger above their chest. It was nearly as long as the wielder’s forearm. The shaft was pitch ebony with a wicked sheen, and red in places. Despite being organic it was lavishly decorated with coils, running the length of the black, etchings containing ancient runes Ryu couldn't identify were carved deep into the surface of the… by God it was a tooth, a fang and Ryu knew of only one creature large enough to house such a formidable weapon naturally. At almost two inches thick it looked sharp enough to filet a slab of granite. The milky white enamel was pristine, with a sharpness the best blacksmith could only dream of replicating. The tooth must have been obsessively polished to shine in the fire lit space as it did reflecting the many faces of cloaked figures.

The drums beating in time with their heart quickened the higher the tooth had been held until finally. 

A horrible despair and torture as the very essence of the dragon was brutally torn down from the ribcage to the stomach, blood blue, spilt staining the gray altar sapphire. Its roars echoed throughout the walls of the sacred place which once acted as a sanctuary was now being desecrated to slay the kin of those who built it. 

Barely able to move, the dragon used the last of its strength to lift their long neck peering down at what had been done to them. 

They thought the pain would have ended by now and death would take them when their soul had been extracted. 

“You ambitious juvenile had done what the rest of us did not have the heart to do. You ended the cycle, if only you had come first instead perhaps those that have been slain would still be here today. You have passion, you have strength, and courage." 

Ryu couldn't stop her weeping, all her life she had seen her past deeds as a horrific act of cowardice but to be told by an actual dragon all that Elsa had been telling her maybe… maybe her views of herself were as biased as Elsa said. 

“Which is why it brings me great anguish that I must take you to them." What! 

Ryu came to struggling out from the soul's embrace. “Why?" She begged, her heart raced in her ribs, she never knew what the ceremony entailed specifically but to see it firsthand, well she'd rather be dead then face that fate. “If you know what they'll do to me, what I'll be used for! This goes beyond just me. I'll… I'll be like you used to bring death and destruction, we can't allow that! Please, there's another way!”

"I'm afraid there is no other way, fledgling, I cannot live through this torment any longer. I will be paid with peace and sadly you are the price.” 

“I can help you!" She was not believed but she needed to plead her case. “Just give up this form and you'll be free!"

“Free? Free to roam the earth and be overtaken by another. No the Mikotos promis-" 

"You think they'll keep their word, they will never release you. We know what they're like, they molded us for their use.” The silence that followed worried Ryu, until the soul said something that flabbergasted Ryu. 

“I do not wish to return to the Mikotos and do not wish to roam this world just to be taken by humans again. There is nothing for me." 

“I-i-i-" How could she possibly respond to that? “I can help you-erm maybe I can't help you directly but I can take you to someone who can. A deity of life he has… well he created a heaven for creatures like you, like us who don't have anywhere safe to go.”

“And how shall I get there?”

"I'll take you.” Her swift reply was telling that she did not understand the gravity such a promise would demand of her. 

"If you were to use your body as a vessel to escort me to this heaven, time would be an imperative we cannot treat lightly. I cannot stay forever if I do we will begin to merge. Your body will begin to die due to our needs and the constant battle between us. But our power will be increased at least tenfold.” 

Ryu thought carefully, she… if she had the chance to win that battle, take the dragon's soul as hers, she could protect Elsa, defend Arendelle, keep herself ali- no she couldn't, then she really would be made in the Mikotos' image. 

“I can't, I won't be like those that hurt us. If I ferry your soul it will be to take you to the temple in Arendelle and that is it.” What sounded like an earthquake shook the entire void, like they were standing on a frozen lake that could not support their weight. 

The fractures traveled to the left then the right. 

What the hell is that? 

“You stated that we were products of the Mikotos but I see in you quite the opposite. It will be difficult to use your body as a vessel to transfer me with my power. However I trust you to do so.” The soul was more eager than what Ryu would have thought, so willing to surrender control to another, already moving towards her. 

“Wait!" She swam backwards, drifting further from the spirit she still had others who could be affected by her choices. “I have conditions, my body, my rules. You must promise to keep your power to a minimum. I don't want any risky ghost, poltergeist possession shit happening, deal?” 

“I cannot promise I will be successful but I promise to keep my magic at a manageable amount, however it will be difficult to predict. You wish to protect those humans you surround yourself with.” 

Ryu frowned, not liking the way the soul said the word human as if it was a slur. His disdain for them could present problems but what other choice did she have. 

Another quake shook their environment ominously. Was the Yokai so distracted in here that it was crashing into mountains on the outside? 

“Fair enough but those humans are… well I love them and they are to be respected.” 

"Very well. We must hurry now. Time is running out.” 

Why?

Were they that close to Japan already? 

The wind was instantaneous and freezing, making Ryu shudder. 

With a final nod, Ryu floated in place waiting for the soul to make the first move, she hadn't the slightest idea of what to do.

The light enveloped her once more, a tingling warmth grew in temperature all over her body. “Wait I forgot to ask if this'll hu-" her words were cut off as the air around her cut off. It was too much, far too much. 

She could compare it to being full of food except instead of stopping the meal she kept being force fed until everywhere all at once felt swollen, ready to explode as the light squeezed itself inside, every single bit. 

An entire life kept flashing through her brain overloading it with knowledge, memories, sickening her enough to vomit the contents of her stomach hoping to make room. 

“Ryu!" The call was distant. 

No, not distant. It was muffled by a wall.

“Elsa?" She weakly replied, unable to move. More dull sounds of some kind of struggle and crumbling surrounded her but she was too exhausted to see. 

It was cold, terribly cold, since when was there a draft, how has she not noticed it before. Drifting aimlessly, the sky looked broken. A giant blue hued crack continued away through the void, out of sight, hidden, the sound of its continual expansion sending eerie echoes in every direction more and more, shimmering blue and white between the open spaces. 

"I will turn you into a pile of dust and sift through every single strand to find her if I have to.” 

 

Yes, that's my Elsa, always so dramatic. What the fuck is she doing? Did she follow us? Crazy woman. 


As Elsa stood atop the Yokai, her aggressive attention was brought from breaking it apart to the glowing yellow eyes which slowly dimme, the golden tendrils also began disappearing. She needed to get Ryu out now! 

With one last final push she shouted pouring every once of magical capability she had into every crevice of the jade, snow and ice gushed from her hands in waterfalls of white. Properly rooted she thrusted her arms apart bursting the mobile tomb into scattering shambles and dust. An Avalanche of green blinded her vision as she fell from the sky. 

Her eyes scanned as gravity greedily tugged her body downward to the earth at an alarming rate, the ground and winter mist rushing up at them. She needed a solution but first she needed to find Ryu. 

I have time. She calmly assured herself eyes darted to her left and right. 

There she was!

Falling unconscious twelve feet away, battered, her chest glowing yellow. Finally what awaited them at the end of their fall came into view. From this height Elsa could see Nokk galloping across the water to her aid. She'd land straight through the ice and into the sea but Ryu… 

Elsa began coating as much of her magic around the dragon's body to brace for impact. She repeated the same to herself, hoping it would shield their bodies from breaking. 

Elsa gulped in as much air as her lungs could take closing her eyes. 

Breaching the waters, the thunderous collision of the remnants left of the Yokai and Ryu's ice enforced body were heard, Elsa was not beneath the surface for long, now upon Nokk's back his powerful neck burst through the ice sheets. Elsa gulped, clinging to his liquid frame, freezing it to ease his task of pulling them both out of the sea. 

Her chest rose slowly, wiping her soaked bang from her face glancing up. Green particles littered the skies along with the snow. 

She couldn't calculate how far the fall was but knew Anna would kill her if she ever found out. 

A nervous laugh bubbled up at her throat, she should not have survived that, Nokk reared up in celebration. 

“Oh… Oh! Ryu!” She spurred Nokk forward towards land. It was covered in emerald. Layers upon layers of dust dismounting Nokk she rushed through scanning diligently, her eyes combing for any signs of her dragon. 

“Ryu!" She shouted knowing it was fruitless, Ryu had been unconscious when she saw her in the sky… unconscious or dea-

“No!" Elsa shook her head, tears running down her cheeks. “Ryu, baby, where are you?” She whimpered helplessly. What she wouldn't give to see that sweet little smirk again. 

As irritating as it was, Nok nuzzled his snout around the dust piles aiding in the search. 

They covered high and low, anywhere there was jade. Nokk bellowed a few feet away. Wobbly legs carried Elsa over towards a lump underneath the rubble of the Yokai. 

He began clearing it away snorting and there, beautiful as ever was Elsa’s Ryu facedown in the snow crater her body must have created when it landed. 

As desperate as Elsa was to embrace her, she hesitated. Ryu was still, so still. Every fiber in her body was screaming at her to run and kiss her dragon, inside fear began devouring those desires. 

What if… 

Elsa wasn't ready to face that future if it proved to be reality. How could she?

So she stayed in the unknown for a little while longer, one tiny step after the other bringing her closer to Ryu's body. 

Death wasn't final, it couldn't be and she wouldn't give up. She wouldn't allow others to influence the fate they created for themselves to be together. She'd give her own breath if she had to. 

With clenched fists she marched towards Ryu, kneeling down. Now matter what the world threw at them Elsa would reach her hands out in the darkness and yank Ryu back. She'd never give up. Even down to her last breath. 

With shaking hands and an iron will she carefully turned Ryu over onto her back. 

One, two, three, four, and Elsa pressed her two fingers to Ryu's pulse. 

She needed it. More than Ryu needed it and it belonged to her. 

Elsa's eyes snapped open, there was a pulse! She laughed madly, sobbing in relief. The pulse was fast but it was there. 

With a hum, she lifted Ryu's limp body to her chest, hugging her tightly, rocking side to side with a smile. Her eyes slid shut, relishing the feel of Ryu pressed against her. 

“Oh my sweet Gecko, I have you.” A stuttered breath from Ryu's mouth had pulled Elsa away from the blissful heaven she found herself in reminding her that while yes alive, Ryu was still injured and needed medical attention. 

It was the last of her strength that helped Elsa hoist Ryu bridal style though she felt so overjoyed that she could have carried her for miles. That wouldn't be necessary due to Nokk kneeling down offering his back to them. 

"Alright Gecko-” Elsa grunted, placing Ryu upon Nokk following. Now with the girl draped in her lap he took off in a gentle trot. “It's Nokk-" Elsa began unaware if Ryu could hear her or not. “You know Nokk, you two are the best of friends." He grunted irritably at the fib. 

Elsa didn't have to focus on their surroundings, she didn't know where they were but so she put her faith in knowing Nokk had remembered the way back to fort Karasta. 

With her little lady in her arms Elsa could close her eyes and imagine they were back home, and Ryu had fallen asleep with the earth giants again and Elsa was taking her back home. 

The world for many was so big but for Elsa it fit right into her arms. 

Elsa was worried about one issue. Well she had many things to worry about but there was one that took priority, the guilt she had been expecting to come from destroying Yokai was absent. 

Not even slivers of it could be found inside her heart. That couldn't be right. If she had to do it all over again she would without hesitation. 

Hmm. Odd.

Notes:

Seven in Japanese is a lucky number, largely because of its significance in Buddhism. Additionally, seven is used with the Seven Gods of Luck. So Ryu is a little Luck dragon, fortunate but also not so fortunate

Chapter 43

Notes:

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The gusts and gales of white unsettled the remaining foliage left behind from the battles and preparations which took place. The contrasting far cry from Elsa’s previous emotional storms halted Anna's sprinting feet. 

As she dismounted her cold eyes scanned the encampment full of awestruck stares. When they landed on her family Elsa’s expression became much more welcoming and calm. Her arms opened to them as they rushed towards her embracing, murmuring and sometimes shouting their concerns. Elsa answered none, allowing them to check her over, searching for anything to answer for the frost coating any surface within the proximity. Like slow creeping vines her magic seeped out, still, crackling with another emotion that wasn't so apparent on the surface. 

“Elsa- I- why did you- ugh…” Elsa was nothing but sympathetic for Anna's exasperated relief. 

"Is it too early to celebrate?” Kristoff studied her closer, noticing the emerald dust which clung to her hair, jacket and pants but also noting there was a certain someone missing.

Mattias must have been told of her appearance rushing towards the royal family. “If I had the same weight of Krones as I do with how relieved I am that you are in one piece Lady Elsa I'd be richer than all of Europe.” Elsa hummed pleasantly at this then allowed her face to grow somber once more.

“Elsa, where's Periwinkle?" Anticipated disquietude tugged Anna's voice down a few octaves as her eyes darted past them into the forest in case she could spot the dragon hiding among the bushes. 

Keeping her voice hushed to not draw any unwanted attention from the onlookers at the edge of the fort, Elsa turned towards the treeline. “Mattias please go retrieve our personal physician, I'll leave a trail for you; bring blankets, water, and bandages, if Misha or Konstantin asks of our whereabouts please tell them I felt more comfortable recovering away from the fort and will be with them shortly to discuss what transpired.” Mattias listened carefully, leaving to do as was requested of him with a bow. 

Anna's despondent expression at being both ignored and concerned had Elsa gripping her hand as she led her and Kristoff towards the woods with a pained face. “It's not for me, sweetheart." As her hand tightened around Elsa’s, she felt her rub it with her thumb. 

Elsa kept the fourteen minute walk quiet, occasionally looking over her shoulder, till they arrived at a large ice sphere. With a wave of her hand a circular entrance was formed, and with a heaving chest Elsa jerked her head for them to follow her inside. 

The interior was empty save for anything that could be found on a cleared forest floor, some freshly dug up earth and plants, upon a circular patch of soil lay Ryu. Anna stood frozen in place watching her still and immobile body. 

Swallowing harshly, her voice broke when she used it. “Is she-” Her words died when Ryu twitched in a queer manner. Her eyes moved rapidly underneath her lids, her skin pale and yellowish. Her chest– constantly alight with a golden hue. 

The way her muscles looked it seemed she was being jerked in different directions by something under her skin and clenching muscles. Her face scrunched in clear distress. 

“Jesus Christ Elsa what happened?" Kristoff asked, kneeling by her head. 

“I'm not sure, I-" Elsa choked as the consequences of her actions caught up to her. “I destroyed the Yokai but she has been like this the entire time. I believe it's done something to her." Touching her head Elsa felt the heated fever which slowly began to take over her body as they traveled upon Nokk. Initially she thought it would rise until Ryu reached her normal body temperature but that proved to not be the case.

A knock upon the thick ice startled Elsa and Anna to jump apart. Elsa relaxed her clenched fists seeing Mattias’ silhouette. 

Absently flicking her wrist she leaned back over Ryu as she heard Anna and Kristoff help their general and doctor shuffle in with pillows and blankets. 

It was evident she didn't trust anyone except herself to lift Ryu's body to place on the makeshift bed, smoothing her hair on her forehead when she pulled away. 

As the doctor carefully examined her, puzzlement riddled his mind, Elsa knew it was a hail Mary, Ryu was not even human and even if she was her state had to have been influenced by magic. 

Waiting patiently Elsa clasped her hands beneath her chin welcoming Anna and Kristoff’s soothing touches. 

“Broken ribs-” he began feebly feeling along Ryu's chest with careful wrinkled fingers. "Her uh… tail? Has been lacerated, and obvious head injuries, and mouth," he peeled back her lips nodding. “Left Incisor broken. As far as her other symptoms, the uh convulsions, fever, can be explained by trauma to the head. As far as this-” he waved over her chest. "I cannot diagnose. But judging by the movement of the pupils her brain is active, a good sign.” 

Elsa released a heavy breath despite worrying of the metaphysical damages done to her dragon which wreaked havoc on her mind. 

“I should have never brought her." She whispered, Anna clutched her arm tightly smiling sadly. 

She was ready to save Elsa from the self deprecation and heavy fault her sister always put upon herself. “Do you really think she would have let you leave withou-" 

"Kore wa anata no monode wa arimasen!” Ryu screamed jolting upright, nearly butting heads with the poor startled doctor. Her chest raggedly took in small quick breaths like a rabbit, hands flying to her chest. Scratching and pulling with claws. 

Kristoff, Anna, and Mattias gripped her impressively strong lithe arms, pinning them back down as Elsa made quick work of trying to calm her. 

Her miserable whimpers both hurt and invigorated Elsa, she was in pain yes but that meant she was alive. “Anata wa yakusoku shimashita.” She's alive and able to talk.

Elsa could sob at that knowledge. "Ryu- Gecko, it's fine, it's me Elsa, your Erusa." 

This seemed to work its magic, relaxing her enough to turn in the fetal position on her side clutching her chest and clenching her teeth. She tried vomiting but only dry heaves came up violently from her throat. 

“Water!" The doctor stood and retrieved a ladle with some water in it offering it to his patient but she refused, vehemently disgusted by the idea of putting anything else in her body. 

Squirming to find some position which was comfortable, Ryu's voice sounded blown out and exhausted. “No room. It's too much." She at least didn't resist when Elsa brought her head to her chest rocking them. 

“I know sweety, I know, the Yokai is gone I… I broke my promise to you.” Tears moistened Elsa’s cheeks but unlike in the past offering comfort wasn't Ryu's priority. 

“I need to get to Arendelle.” She replied weakly. 

“I know we'll be going home soon. I know you miss it darling.” Ryu wrinkled her face growling, pushing away from Elsa’s body, restlessly scratching at her abdomen again. 

“No! I have to, I have to deliver the… it's in here.” Pointing to her chest before lurching forward to regurgitate what was probably bile. 

“Please, it hurts! I can't-” The utter helplessness from her friends was suffocating, Elsa’s mind couldn't decode or translate what her dragon was beseeching for or how she could relieve the immense agony she was in. 

Finally, squinting one eye open, Ryu could push past the torment to shakily point at her chest. “Inside me. I let the Yokai inside my body. I have to get to Arendelle or I'll die Erusa.” Her limbs contorted as if they had a mind of their own, their own agenda leaving Ryu broken with a nauseating residue radiating off of her.  

“I have to get to the temple. I- can't let the Mikotos get us Erusa; they'll destroy so much, I have to– I have -ah! Stop!” Ryu growled down at her chest dangerously.

Elsa stared down at her chest replaying their encounter with the Yokai, the fading golden light… Ryu took it within. 

“But didn't Bulda say that a dragon's husk can only maintain one soul at a time?" Kristoff brought a freezingly haunting revelation to them. 

Agonized, Elsa blinked. "What?" she blurted out before she could stop herself “Ryu… what have you done?” The memories, a direct product of her decision, upped the panic. 

“He did nothing! None of them fought back; they all laid down on the chopping block. Now they hurt people…” Ryu simpered. 

Elsa’s mind began innately humming, drowning out the questions from Anna and Kristoff, muting the rest of Ryu's babblings hyper fixated on dots that seemed like they were supposed to connect but couldn't due to a lack of information. 

Standing, she left Ryu to her family and began pacing in troubled thought. 

Like a bug bite that wouldn't stop itching no matter how hard it was scratched. Elsa began to compartmentalize what she knew and what she didn't know. 

Peace was the answer, yes Ryu handled the Yokai as peacefully as she could even offering up her own body. It wouldn't have ended well for the lucky dragon if she had been alone. Initially Elsa assumed that her interference was unnecessary but logically seeing the state that Ryu was in… 

Elsa glanced at her writhing frame frowning. 

Ryu was far too weak to ever make it to Arendelle let alone escape the jade encasing a proven weakness to dragons. 

Then there were her ramblings. 

What chopping block? The Yokai was indeed hurting people but why did that matter? Who did nothing?

“They did nothing." Ryu pleaded, Anna dabbing a moist cloth on her head cooed gently to usher her back into a state of repose. 

“Yes, yes Ryu, you're very brave, you did something and saved us, both you and Elsa. If you can make it through Yelena’s training and my boring meetings you can make it through anything.” It was such a sweet sentiment and brought courage to the dragon's heart who snarled fighting down whatever it was that wanted to surface. 

Elsa paused her pacing as Ryu's voice rang in her head. They did nothing! 

“That's it!" She exclaimed, drawing the other's attention. “The elders did nothing- the chopping block, Ryu was on the chopping block to be sacrificed. There were more before her six in fact! They did nothing and- now they hurt people… “ she began pacing once more. Though she couldn't pinpoint who they were in particular she could at least deduce one thing, whatever it was Ryu was seeing within, it was a warning. 

“Elsa?" Anna cautiously stood handing over the duty of keeping Ryu steady to Mattias and Kristoff while the doctor finished her bandaging. 

“They did nothing!" Elsa stated exasperatedly at Anna who wasn't quite following her point. Staring down at her hands she spoke in a voice now less frantic as clarity took over her demeanor. “Inaction is just as dangerous and cruel as violence.” 

Strength renewed Elsa casted her eyes to Ryu and nodded heading for the entrance of the sphere. “Watch over Ryu for me please. I have to speak with the General now." 

"Whoa Elsa slow down-” Anna chased her out clenching her arm impeding her from barreling straight towards the fort. “You're on page one and I haven't even entered the library yet!" This seemed to slow her racing thoughts. 

“Don't you see Anna I've been wrong this whole time." 

“About what?" 

Elsa threw her arms up to the sky. “Everything! I misinterpreted what Ahtohollan was trying to tell me.” 

"That peace was the way?” Anna said slowly hoping that she was catching on, her face became dejected when Elsa shook her head. 

"No peace is the answer but not neutrality. The eastern Elders who turned a blind eye to the suffering of their cousins and thus doomed an entire race to slaughter. Then I saw what our grandfather did. A horrible sin of greed and prejudice that brought forth a curse. Ahtohollan was warning me about tipping the scales. Two events in history that ended in bloodshed of the innocent both brought on by actions which are opposites of each other.” 

Anna staring at the ground pondered this, clutching her chin between fingers. “So…” she began carefully uncertain if she was still missing the point or not. "Ahtohollan was warning you to not tip the scales of your actions- y- you can't choose one extreme over the other. Meet in the middle." She connected her two pointer fingers, as Elsa grinned nodding her head. 

"Precisely." 

A loud shriek interrupted them as Kristoff left the ice dome panting. “He's going to sedate her but she still refuses to drink or eat anything." 

Time is of the essence. "We'll need someone to guard her while we're handling-” Anna waved towards the smoke plumes and distant sounds of an army awake and moving. 

"I can ensure that.” Mattias promised, joining them on the outside. "I'll have some of my most trusted men keeping watch. No one in or out except us and the physician, though I don't know how much longer she can last like this.” 

Realizing what must be done, Elsa began to gather the jade dust off of her body and sealed it in a pouch.

“We have enough time for tonight. While the medicine lasts.” 

“Tonight?” Kristoff raised a brow not liking the finality of her voice. 

Nodding she turned and headed off with the others following close. 


There was a resolute confidence in the way Elsa carried herself into the General’s tent, not paying any consciousness to her disheveled and dirty appearance. 

Misha raised his brows standing, with his arms behind his back. 

“Lady Elsa I trust the mission to absconded the Yokai was successful, despite your attempts to prevent our attempts of annihilat-”

“I destroyed the Jade, it now is nothing more than a pile of dust.” Elsa tossed the pouch onto the table. Carefully as if it would burn him the Misha picked up the pouch showing its contents to Konstantin who hummed appreciatively.

Kindly enough he gave it back to Elsa. 

Anna and Kristoff glanced at Mattias who nodded knowingly. Neither men would be alerted to the actual whereabouts of Ryu or the Yokai as Elsa told lies through the truth. 

Anna watched her sister who now had a dangerous stubborn tranquility about her. 

Calculated in every word, the perfect envisionment of equanimity… way too calm. 

“I never took you to be so vainglorious Lady Elsa, nevertheless We will send word immediately to mitigate peace conditions to the Heretics; it should arrive in two days with our fastest horses-” he pointed at the map which Elsa carefully considered. 

“Just West from here another fort they claimed as a battle compound.” 

Elsa shook her head curtly. “There will be no need for that. I will deliver it myself.” 

“What?” Anna and Kristoff yelled simultaneously snapping their necks in Elsa’s direction who remained indifferent heading for the exit. 

“Elsa? No, absolutely not.” Anna stated, jumping in front of her sister as if she were stopping her from charging out onto a battlefield. "I don't know what roof of a plan you're trying to jump off of but I won't allow it. If we are to end this war-”

“Forgive me my queen but I'm ending it today.” She replied with a simplicity which made everyone question whether she had hurt head during her confrontation with the Yokai as she merely ushered Anna aside. 

“Elsa wait hold on–”

The captain watched on both impressed but also peeved that a mere woman had the self reverential trust in her abilities to do what his entire army hasn't in months on a single day. 

“And how do you plan on ending this fight, Lady Elsa?” His haughty mocking stopped Elsa’s pursuit to whomever now had a target on their back. 

“I will go to the enemy and demand they stop this pointless violence. Their redemption lies in the truth and they have based their entire inspiration on lies.”

Now Misha had grown anxious. “And if they capture you! Use you against us?" His cries fell to deaf ears. 

As she soldiered on outside Anna and Kristoff gripped Elsa’s shoulders getting her to finally face them. Revealing what was going on inside her insane mind. 

They saw worry, fear, determination, an absoluteness, and pain… pain Elsa was engaging with as a motive. 

Her family. Her country. Her people. Ryu. She needed to protect them. 

Anna nearly vomited from the fear gripping her organs in a vice grip, seeing that reasoning with Elsa in this state was a pointless resistance. “A moment, alone please? “ Elsa despite time ticking away in her ears– spared whatever reserves she had for her sister.  

“Elsa, please remember your promise. Where you go I'm going, so if you're ending this war today I will be by your side.”

“Anna-”

“No! You don't get to do this! I know we're on borrowed time but I won't let you get yourself killed!” Anna had lost patience and tolerance for her sister's disregard for her own wellbeing. 

Now it was Elsa’s turn to take Anna into a white knuckled grip as some soldiers began circling. “I won't Anna, I am not disregarding my own safety nor am I thinking rashly.”

“It doesn't seem like that by any means!” Kristoff protested, providing a second foundation to his wife’s arguments. 

“I promised to end this war with peace and I always assumed that meant not taking part in it. I thought that was what Ahtohollan was saying but it wasn't. Don't you see Kristoff, they were warning us!”

“Of what?” 

“Balance." Anna stated defeatedly rubbing the worry lines from her forehead. "They showed Elsa two extremes when she visited.”

Elsa continued to explain swiftly, taking inventory of the growing numbers, all she saw were possible obstacles created by Misha’s fear, hesitant to seize her because of their own. “Two paths, senseless violence and senseless apathy to the suffering of others at the hands of the wicked and self reverential. It may be a sin to kill the innocent but it is an even greater sin to not do what must be done to stop it.” Elsa’s azure eyes blazed on as she spoke alight and summoned by the injustice of others that she wouldn't allow to grow strong with her silence. 

“I don't know if Georg and the princess will listen to me but I must be prepared if they don't.” 

They will never listen, and why should they? You will always become the monster they fear you to be. 

There are only two paths for people like you. Cowardice, or tyrannical power. 

Do you hear me Elsa?

“Do you hear me Elsa?” Elsa shook her head trying to rid it of any voices that were not her sister's. 

I'm talking to you

“I'm talking to you.” she needed to leave now while she still could. 

“I'm sorry Anna, I love you.” She kissed her head quickly, as Nokk’s neighs could be heard from a few feet away galloping towards her. 

“What are you saying? Elsa, please my heart can't take much more of this.” Anna's pleas were becoming much more difficult to ignore so Elsa hugged her tightly, grasping a hand behind Anna's head. 

"Elsa, just think about this.” Kristoff tried to reason as she mounted Nokk. “You can't expect us to just let you ride off into enemy territory alone.” 

Grounding herself from stretching her palm against Nokk’s frozen frame, he snorted impatiently, sensing the vibrations of Elsa's magic thrumming beneath her skin.  

“No I won't ask that of you but I will ask that you trust me.”

“Elsa…”

“Kristoff, it's okay…” she smiled tranquilly to him and Anna, at peace with this. "I chose me. I'll always choose me." 

He eased at this and looked at Anna who clearly did not understand what that had to do with anything. 

“Keep a close eye on Ryu. I'll be back tomorrow.”

Without needing to be prompted Nokk reared up taking off into a gallop breaking through the gathered crowd. 

Anna stared after her until she sprinted off towards the stables. Knowing her plan Kristoff placed a strong and sure hand over her own which gripped the saddle tightly. 

“Anna, please trust her.”

Anna unable to handle the strain any longer she cried into the leather tact, her shoulders alluding to the silent sobs. 


Elsa and Nokk galloped West, while the gray clouds as if sensing their defiant fury followed wanting to witness whatever events took place next. 

As she rode Elsa’s magic crept over her lower body changing the lighter hues of whites and purples to darker midnight blues, curving up from a half cape into a hood which covered her face in a mask exposing only her eyes. 

A mountain range blocked their way forward like giants in fairy tales chasing young boys down beanstalks and capturing maidens. Elsa observed it and deduced this must have been why it took two days to make it to the enemy compound, a great defense for the Hieratic forces- a detriment for any wanting to get there quickly. 

She nearly slowed Nokk but he bellowed and leapt up the steep cliff face digging his hooves into the crumbling rocks, Elsa yelped nearly falling backwards. 

Gritting her teeth she crafted pillars for them to scale the pointed and jagged edges easier than any rider would have found such a feat. 

At the top Nokk snorted and before Elsa could find a path that would be suitable to ice over for them to traverse, the water horse bounded down a snowy ridge at a rapid rate. 

The cliffs were not as straightforward for he had to jump from where the mountain ground evened out to the other side of a drop Elsa had no interest in looking back into. The snow drifts on each side were well beyond what would have collapsed into avalanches, and only Elsa's willpower and concentration continued to hold the heavy drifts in place atop the peaks as they ventured on. 


The fort was much more decrepit than Karasta. Older with an ancient architecture Elsa would have to guess was constructed in the tenth century and knowing her history of architecture it most likely would be built in the same manner as many European forts had been. 

Situated on a rocky outcrop, it was designed with impunity in mind to weather sieges, they copied Wales no doubt. One side was the mountainscape no one dared climb and hope to make it down alive, the other side towering a rocky promontory dropping into the icy sea waters. 

To the left of that was the gatehouse protecting the inner keep which Elsa estimated to be at least nineteen feet of thick unassailable walls. Creating a bastion to conquer. 

Slowly descending, Nokk stilled considerably as Elsa dismounted, following her closely keeping his head low. Her change in wardrobe allowed her to manipulate the shadows and snow to her advantage sticking to the outline of the forest. 

The walls and outside seemed to be regularly patrolled by soldiers, Elsa growled watching from the trees a few particular guards that did appear to have any discernible route patterns. Smart

She had to at least give them that. What was a position they were not expecting to be subdued quietly… 

Elsa weighed her options then signaled for Nokk to wait. “If I run into trouble I'll signal you." She whispered grinning when she turned to leave and felt a tug at her sleeve. 

With a kiss on his snout she left moving as quietly as if she were walking on paper back in Arendelle trying to not crinkle it and alert Ryu. 

Her Jika-tabis barely indented the snow as she slithered across the landscape keeping to the shadows towards the gatehouse. Hugging the side she steadied her breath to silence looking above to spot a shadow lit by the torches moving away from the edge. 

Ice compacted round her fingers and balls of her feet as she scaled the stone at a sloth's pace, the color of her clothing subcame to the darker hues as she moved, blending in with the shadows casted by flames. Keeping in mind when the posted watch came and went. Patiently she waited by the edge until the soldier approached again. 

Whipping upward like a predator ambushing their prey Elsa snagged whatever article of clothing she could– pulling down over the wall, sealing the soldier's mouth and limbs with ice pinning him on the side. 

His eyes crazed and staring at Elsa who was still connected to the stone with her magic. “Shh-" she said quietly lifting a finger to her lips. “I'm here to help.” 

Whether he believed her or not was of no consequence, scrambling over the top of the railing she kept low and crouched, surveying every path she took in case an unsuspecting soldier happened to be in the way. 

In this particular moment there was a man who was frustratingly in the way of where she wanted to go. Ducking behind a large crate Elsa began calculating her options. She could try to avoid him, but she couldn't assure that she'd have cover to keep from his line of sight as he did his rounds. She could knock him out but that also came with risks. 

Okay think, think! There are thirty six pressure points which if used with a tremendous amount of precision could cause death and eighteen which paralyzes a human. Ryu had taught her how to utilize those techniques, additionally with her magic she could easily capacitate him when he came by again. 

What are the odds of me killing him? Elsa worried, biting her lower lip. Out of the possible outcomes, there still remained a sixty point sixty seven percent chance he'd perish. Would the thirty three percent chance be worth it? 

 

Decisively Elsa decided to roll her dice letting fate decide the numbers. Coiling up the unsuspecting soldier yelp was cut short as a harsh stab dulled the pain which came and went quite quickly. His mouth hung open as the hand which hadn't been numbed reached for the problem area. 

His larger size was difficult to keep from toppling over knocking a brazier off its pegs, Elsa grunted folding him gently behind the crate. He seemed confused to see such sympathy in the eyes of his attacker as she froze his limbs to the crate and floor. The ice sheet placed over his mouth wasn't as uncomfortable as one would think.

The whole process had assured him that he wouldn't die that day by Elsa’s hand.

Elsa’s knees burned from the constant crouching and crawling she put them through as she made her way through the outer walls. 

The wooden door through the first tower was locked, because of course it was. Elsa rolled her eyes and began working the lock with a compacted bitter chill, turning the hinges and metal brittle enough to be chipped away constantly looking to and fro to ensure she wasn't spotted. 

It brought on a sense of pride when she entered the enclosed granary, it had been prepped for any protracted seizes. Many would think it was impenetrable. 

Staring up at the stairway Elsa whispered to herself. “I'm going to penetrate you." And immediately cringed, jogging silently up the stairs. “Note to self do not say everything your mind thinks." 

The tower was littered with murder holes facing every direction of the tower. Peaking through them Elsa could spot the positions of guards, defenses and other holds that were in the fortress, what were the chances she'd find either Georg or the princess? She needn't find both just one would do. How she was to find them was an entirely different subject. 

Elsa tried to not groan too loudly as she fed herself legs first into a hole that led to the inner roofs. Her fingers grasped the ledge tightly until she had a firm and buoyant grasp so she could angle herself to fall onto the roof without making a clamorous commotion. Elsa peered over the edge of the roof waiting, shoulders tense, she needed the right moment to present itself. 

A loud gruff laugh drew her eyes to the archways as two soldiers walked side by side passing beneath her. She shook her head, no not them, she needed… 

After waiting for another ten minutes a lone guard came the opposite direction of the other two previously. He was of medium build and unlike his comrades had a much more solemn face. 

Someone like him. 

Elsa positioned her hand above poised and ready to strike quickly before anyone else came along. 

The guard had a short time to yelp when he was yanked up by something cold and unrelenting to the roof away from the edge. 

Bound and gagged in ice he struggled fruitlessly against the bindings thrashing. In the fit of his efforts he hadn't even taken notice of his capture standing above him with her arms crossed waiting for him to stop. He banged his head on the nearby wall which sheltered them from the harsh winds. Elsa frowned looking down. "Stop that." She berated. "You'll hurt yourself.” 

It was her low voice that brought him back to gape at her already babbling out a plathora of nonsense Elsa couldn't possibly understand past his gag. He examined the ice, then her, realizing who had managed to infiltrate their fortress. It was the complete terror in his eyes that pierced a guilty spike through Elsa’s heart, it was the complete horror in his dark eyes which constricted his irises that drove Elsa to remove her hood and face covering, showing him that she was in fact human. 

“Listen, I don't mean any harm. I'm here to help.” It was a last-resort in hoping he'd believe her but Elsa was not a fool. It would take more than just words to convince the man to give her anything that was useful besides screams for his countrymen to come aid him. She wondered exactly what lies they were fed into thinking she was a monster, or truths that were given without context. 

“I'm going to remove the ice from your mouth and when I do I am trusting you to not scream and remain calm." Maybe it was her beauty, maybe it was the soothing canorous melody of her voice that kept his eyes on her. And now for the finishing blow she could regret later. “If you don't, a lot of people here may get hurt. I will have no choice but to defend myself and that could possibly end with me leveling this historic building which would be shameful. Understand?” She gave him a few seconds to think over the proposal? Threat? Promise? He wasn't certain what to call it but nodded all the same. 

Elsa smiled gently, flicking her wrist to take away the gag. He panted and tried to glare up at the beautiful enchantress who easily subdued him. 

"What do you want?" He breathed out after swallowing harshly. 

“Where is Princess Darya and Georg Scherer?” 

His face scrunched up in dubious revoltion, not grasping how this witch could think him so much a coward to give away his leaders positions so easily. 

“And why exactly would I tell you that? Just for you to slip into their rooms and kil-" 

“Son-" Elsa interjected, hands akimbo, her patience was already a hair width away from snapping, she had a painfully long day and knew she was in to have an equally long night, the incessant ticking that was tucked away in her mind was constant reminder of why she was here in the first place. “I am trying to end this war without bloodshed, and you are in no position to gamble with my leniency. Now either you can tell me where they are and I can put in a good word for you when this war does end… What was your name?” 

"Uh… Asha… Asha Kuznetsov." Elsa nodded. 

“Asha Kuznetsov- or I will leave you here and end this war alone and we can see what happens to you when the Loyalists siege this fort." His hesitancy kept him silent, weighing the pros and cons of his next choice. Elsa could sympathize with the young man presented at a crossroads of what was right and what was wrong. 

She knelt down staring him in the eyes hoping her true nature reflected in her own. "Please, Mr. Kuznetsov, someone I love is dying all because they did a good thing and I must hurry and save them, I want to help. I'm not your enemy. I never was and when this is all over I will go back home… and never visit this horrible nation again.” Despite the situation Elsa and Asha both snickered at her bluntness. 

Sighing, Asha’s shoulders dropped as he leaned over onto the wall's support. His warm breath created smoke between them. “They usually are all over but at this time of night they look at the paperwork and reports-" he shrugged not knowing the details himself. “In the west wing towers.” 

Elsa nodded, identifying said towers in the distance. “If you are what they say you are please… my sister, my brother in law– their home is in Yokovpen and they are good people. Last names Vann. Please spare them.” 

Turning back to the man she grinned sadly that he still held a defeatist spirit towards her. “Why don't you visit them when this is all over." She stated, surprising Asha with how warm the ice witch's demeanor could become, how sincere she seemed, handling him with nothing but with a kindness that reminded him of his mother. 

How was it possible? Perhaps it was a ruse like the stories he had heard as child how nymphs and myths would lure in the unsuspecting with sweet words and lullabies. She was beautiful enough to be considered such, enchanting even. Asha could only pray as he watched her head towards the towers that God would have mercy on his soul for giving in to such a temptress. 


Feeling secure enough from her position Elsa whimpered as she straightened her body up, a whisper of an ache touched her lower back in a promise that she would be experiencing regret for this all later. “I should have stretched.”  


The late night was supposed to be a simple one, go over the spymaster’s reports concerning the Intel of fort Karasta, check in with strategist to plan the next move that could give their army the leverage in the war and with fewer casualties, perhaps even conspire an attempt to destroy the wretched abomination that plagued their skies. 

“Well, this is interesting isn't it?" Princess Darya had barely entered the room and nearly knocked her head upon the door frame, too occupied reading a copy of the reports Georg had just spent an hour reviewing.

His heavy sigh displaced some of the hair on his face. To say he found the princess imperceptive and a bit inordinate was stating the least. 

“Turns out Arendelle’s military have mobilized at Karasta, no doubt a product of my sister's begging and pleading. They are too saint-suffering to not appear at the front lines trying to appease the poor common fighting man.” The contempt in her tone was answered by a simple grunt. 

"Indeed princess, it seems you have awoken the hibernating bear. I'd prepare for claws and teeth.” His cynicism did not dissuade her haughty attitude as she flitted about the office space, plucking at the bobs, bits, books, parchments and sextants he had strewn about. 

“That is precisely why I set bear traps right outside of their den.” Her honey sweet voice set a sickening churn inside of Georg’s stomach. Glancing outside the window he squinted at the gentle snowfall pushing past the window. 

“Oh don't look so glum.” He failed to find as much humor in the situation as the princess, turning his attention back to the paper in front of him. 

“Did you ever consider what would happen if said bear happens to not be at its den Princess Darya?” 

She scoffed. "Of course I did. I'm not the naive princess so many thought me to be for years. I actually listened to my mother's insufferable meetings when she conspired against the enemy as painfully boring as they were.” 

"Your facetious demeanor towards the matter makes that fact quite incredulous, I assure you.” His sardonic reply amused the princess rather than infuriated her. She hadn't known him capable of playful ripostes. 

“Oh I'm sure she was a fine student." 

The princess hummed at this amusedly stroking the torch that sat outside the opposing window left of the room. 

“Thank you." Her smile instantly vanished when she realized who that voice belonged to whipping around. She groaned at the sight of the bane of her existence standing with crossed arms. 

Georg remained seated, dipping his quill delicately scribbling down something. 

Without exchanging another word she snatched the candle off of the desk sharing its heat with the torch. 

Elsa watched with diligent eyes flicking them between the princess and Georg. “What a clever girl you are Elsa-" the praise instantly switched her voice to darken a few octaves. “How did you-" 

She needn't ask for further details when Elsa answered with a turn of her head towards the window behind her. 

Removing her hood she shook out her hair tying it up before reaching for the pouch bound to her hip alerting Georg. 

Sensing the thin degree of tolerance she was under she lifted her palm. “I destroyed the Jade monster-" 

“Jade? Is that what that abomination was molded by? Fascinating." Georg stood to his impressive height when Elsa tossed the pouch onto the table. 

His thick fingers held it gently pouring its contents into his palm, pinching together to feel the dust between them. 

"A formidable task I'm sure, Lady Elsa. Excellent work." 

“I didn't do it in the name of boastfulness." Elsa stated. 

“Of course not," The princess laughed, sauntering closer. “No doubt you wish that we surrender and put out our white flag, the monster searching for redemption with righteous deeds. Unfortunately, you already paid the price before receiving the goods.” 

Elsa remained calm as the princess encircled her, hyper vigilant remembering what occurred last time they were near one another. "There is no trade happening here Princess Darya. Maybe I'm foolish seeing this ending in my favor but I can't help but have faith that there are some parts in you that can see reason then again I am just merely human-” Darya derided at the last sentiment. 

“A hound and a chicken will have vastly different opinions about the fox. Lady Elsa.” Georg stated as the princess turned her back onto them. 

"Well said Mr. Scherer, I cannot help what I am and what I have, but surely you see the madness of letting others suffer for my sake. If I continued to allow this I would be the monster you accuse me of being.” Elsa could see it in his small beady stare; he wanted to believe her so desperately, but this doubt was clouded away by what ifs and possibilities that clogged reason. 

“This visit is not a surrender. I have to end this-” in a spur of apprehensiveness she eyed the floor taking a deep breath. “I would rather it end without any more bloodshed as that is unnecessary and mute. Please Mr. Sherer, you must surely see the horror in all this!" Her hands waved to their surroundings. "If you wish to discuss terms or clauses I am very willing to listen. If I must use my magic only in my home country then so be it. If you wish me to never step foot in your country again I will gladly make that oath.” Elsa had her fair share of this place ruled by metal, iron, and gunpowder. 

Mr. Scherer considered her words staring down the parchment in front of him with small eyes, these eyes glanced up to Darya turning away from the window towards Elsa with a self pleased lopsided grin. Her demeanor had him sighing heavily, casting a… apologetic? Look to the spirit. 

“Here you are." Darya said as if Elsa had only arrived a second ago. Perplexed by this Elsa heightened her guard, tucking her chin to the princess. 

“Here I am." 

“Indeed Elsa-" Darya began with a sneer watching the other flames fire off in the distance. “Here you are. And tell me where your precious family is?" 

Elsa’s brows furrowed, choosing to remain silent as Darya continued. “Because if they are at Fort Karasta as my spymasters have last reported they- well let's just say, they will fall on the sword for you.” 

Elsa’s mouth gaped momentarily, panic frazzled any plans she had concocted on the way there, premeditated actions blown away by the princess’ sneering words, when she whispered. “What have you done?" She followed Darya’s glance to the torch in the window. The princess relished in the quick realization that spread upon her face, the moment it settled her hand flew forwards suffocating the flames of the torch in snow. 

Darya giggled eerily resembling an innocent school girl. Yes Elsa could now pinpoint the most disturbing aspect about the princess that took her off the list of suspects when they first visited the empress. 

It was her youth. Both in appearance and behavior. Where there should have been a childlike innocence there was malice and a vicious prejudice against what she did not understand instead of acceptance and curiosity. 

Brushing past her Elsa watched on as braziers were lit up signaled by their neighbors traveling quickly across the mountain side. 

“In about forty minutes Fort Karasta will be overcome. A shame you aren't there to stop them.” It would have been embarrassing for the whimper which escaped from Elsa’s throat but she couldn't be bothered with such non-quintessential qualms. Taking a stuttering breath Elsa gripped the sill, turning it to ice, it compacted so tightly Darya and Scherer could hear the wood begin to splinter underneath the pressure. The gales of snow and sleet ventured further pouring from the window like a flood nearly killing all visibility once free to gusts outside. 

Her family, the troops, Ryu. All in danger now and it was her fault. Her foolishness believing that Georg and Darya would not be prepared for her infiltration, hell she didn't even know they were aware of her presence in the country. 

And now all that she cared for was in danger. 

Her body froze when the familiar stinging sensation of a knife pressed against her throat. Even the blade touching her skin burned it slowly snuffing out her powers which retreated back inside her. 

It felt vulgar the way the Princess pushed her body into Elsa's, enticing her with one step at a time to draw away from the window. 

“That's right, it's too late now Elsa, don't you see-" her hot breath slithered against the shell of Elsa’s ear as her fingers idly played with the ice fabric of Elsa's garb. “If you hadn't fought us then no one would have gotten hurt. Your defeat was inevitable.” Was that true? Did she really fail? 

“I'm glad we caught you now, in your infancy.” Georg, still appearing remorseful, regarded the pair, taking off his glasses to rub his wrinkled eyes and nose. 

“Power does that, it tarnishes more and more when left unchecked by nature and law, and absolute power has no reason to regard the rules that keep the common man safe.” Elsa's chest began to pull dramatically upward and then down, lungs beneath working overtime to keep air in her body. What was she to do now? Freeze Georg and have her throat slit by the princess? 

“Fate is not fair but it will never be beaten- I see your fate in your eyes right now.” Elsa squinted slightly as he spoke, trying to see where he was going with this. She remained silent, waiting for him to finish. “And it confuses me, it reminds me that even I do not know what will happen next. And neither do you." 

“Oh-" the knife tightened, nicking the skin on Elsa's throat. “I think she does know what will happen next." The noise of the wind outside and princess' voice dulled till Elsa could only hear the rapid beating of her heart and blood thrum in her ears. 

She made a lot of promises in her life, in this year alone, and now it seemed all those promises would shatter, but could they still be considered broken if she still breathed? She was still alive although the play of events was not in her favor, but that didn't mean she would have to fold straight away. She was not backed against a corner, her back was to the princess, the greatest threat to all that mattered to her. 

It would be easy to make the choice that presented itself to Elsa for the sake of her loved ones, but could she bring herself to make that decision for herself? 

You sacrificed yourself for me? 

I love you. 

You are the one you've been waiting for all of your life! 

Despite being cold Elsa you give the warmest hugs. 

Just promise me that, if it ever comes down to your safety or even your life and being a savior... You'll choose the former.”

Aishitemasu- I love you so much, Erusa. I love, I can love and I love you.

A cold mist passed Elsa’s lips as her pupils dilated from memories she recalled and some her mind had dug up from the recesses of her mind she thought never existed. 

How? How could Elsa know true love, what it really means to love if she never considered loving herself before?

If so many wise and considerate even pure individuals risk their lives for me numerous times? Could I say that I really trust them if I don't see myself the way they see me? 

What do they see in me? 

I love all of you. Every bit of you, from-from your wonderful personality, to your little freckles.To your wonderful mind which amazes me, to how ingenious you are at math and other complicated topics and how bad you are at charades to guess the picture- How kind you are, how brave, smart, and silly you can be.

Georg breathed heavily through his nose, bowing his head. “Yes… I think she does. Magic incarnate.” 

“Magic-” Elsa breathed as tears tore down her cheeks. Was that all anyone saw her as? Just a magic? 

“Yes, the very thing that you are has become your undoing.” The princess sneered self indulging in the moment she waited years for. 

You want their acceptance, the holiest of grails. 

It's not worth it, Elsa!

Your mother said it herself, you are the monster you've been waiting for. 

Don't listen to them, Elsa. 

The poignancy will consume you, You're not worth their love. 

You're worth it, Elsa! 

You ruined everything you dense motherfucker. You'll fade away like the trash in the gutter. 

You are timeless, Elsa. 

You turn to me in your time of needing the truth. 

No one needs your lies. 

Be brave and just face it, heed my counsel, and give into the thoughts… 

It's more courageous to overcome.

“I am more than… I'm more than my magic.” 

Elsa felt her control start to slip along with her focus; thrusting her analysis of Darya's tactics aside, she brought her concentration back to allowing the massive storm whirling inside to begin to ease out of her body while more snow and ice accumulated in the room. She was already exhausted and would likely collapse when she finally allowed herself to release the accumulated surges of snow and ice; there would be no second chance to do it again.

Darya tried to slice through Elsa's neck, but she was impeded by a blast of flurries which quaked her upper body to double over. Before he could intervene Elsa shot Georg’s torso with large twisting bars of ice which struck him harshly embedding deep against the wall. 

Furious the princess sliced at the swirling spirals eradicating them from her path. With a snarl she jabbed again at Elsa who maneuvered gracefully to her left. 

The winds in the room picked up scattering the papers and whatever wasn't held down by enough weight. 

“I'm not a myth for you to play with.” Elsa's words only taunted the princess’ wrath. Her deflections with ice would not work, proven by the ease Darya had with slashing away at the snow and ice making it evaporate in a cloud of green smoke. 

When she charged again Elsa spun upon her heel quickly. Just as one would suspect the princess was well versed in combative techniques that were taught to most royals. 

“I'm not some villain to vanquish.” Elsa used her forearm to block the next blow and with the opposing hand, curling her fingers inward, and flexing her thumb jabbed quickly into Darya's ribs. 

The impact disabled the Princess for a few moments, as she collected herself Elsa clenched her hands and spread her legs assuming the tachi position ready for her next move. 

“You can fool yourself Elsa and maybe fool others into thinking that you are a sheep but I and the rest of us know what you are." The princess wiped the drool leaking from her mouth with the back of her hand, hair becoming more unkempt and eyes blown out from the exertion. The princess sounded uncannily similar to self destructive echoes inside Elsa's head producing nothing but emotional turmoil, confusion unworthiness, now Elsa knew them to be wholly untrue

She remained as a mountain against the winds of their words, unfazed, unwavered, dauntless. 

“I'm not an aberration who owes you their life. I'm not your lamb to place upon your altar made from fear of the spectacular.” This time Elsa made the first move sweeping her legs beneath Darya swiftly, catching her before she fell to grip her arm to stab with three fingers drawing out a pained cry from her. 

“I am more than what you believe me to be. So much more. I am going to save my family and you will live with the guilt of knowing you were wrong. And if you ever threaten the ones I love again…” leaning in closer Elsa kept her pinned beneath her burning gaze. “I will kill you.” Her words pierced Darya more than any ice she could have ever produced, releasing her- she let the girl fall to the floor. “I promise.” Stepping over her, Elsa walked towards the window. 

"Darya no!" Georg’s yell was the only warning Elsa had, turning around she prepared for the worst. 

The ice shot out of Elsa's joined hands instinctively. 

Thick ambrosia leaked down the large sharp shard of ice. 

Elsa’s pupils grew smaller as Darya's choked gasps and gurgles spat up more blood. Gravity pulled her skewered form closer to Elsa. 

The clang of the dagger thudded against the wood when her hands could no longer clutch it. 

“I-I lived long enough to seeee… '' she breathed out, staring at Elsa as the life left her constricted irises. “I was righ-" the squelching sound of the full weight of the princess slumping against the ice spike nearly made Elsa throw up. 

“Oh lord-" Georg lamented going into prayer immediately. 

Elsa straightened and stared, at every detail, the way the flesh flowered out through Darya's back. The pools of her body fluids still drained from the hole in her chest and mouth creating puddles upon the wood. 

You monst-

The inner voice couldn't finish interrupted by another.

Live by the sword, die by the sword. 

When it comes to man the wicked and righteous are all the same, their religious alignment means nothing if not for their own gain. They do not know true faith. Their god is their own ego, vulnerable and falsified. A disgrace. A god instructing them to massacre us in our sleep. 

“Our sleep?" Never had Elsa felt so disconnected from humans in all her life. How far humans would go, how they would betray, logic, kindness, humanity itself in the dangerous egotism of being right in their convoluted beliefs. This is what the dragons felt. To be hunted and hated for what they were. It was through calamity that Elsa felt a connection between her and the ancient beings in ways she never considered. She still felt remorse for Darya. It was a tragedy, so young, so blinded, so ready to give an outright refusal to live. 

Your decisions are monumental in regards to the fate of magic itself. You must aid each other, when one is forced to make a decision for the greater good, the other must keep morality's worth in question. So what do you choose?

Closing the fist she had been also observing and touching with the other Elsa casted one more glance to Darya's disemboweled corpse. 

“I chose me." She stated simply to the inner question. 

There were many emotions coursing below in the pot of Elsa's mind and she'd take note of the glaring absence of one in particular. 

Guilt. 

She knew she'd heal and rise above if it did ever decide to show its face. 

The horns outside had broken her self reflections to the pressing matter that was happening right now. The bangs at the frozen over door were mute to her ears as Georg spoke. 

“She won't ever learn what you truly are." Elsa accepted that it was not her role to educate the woman. She'd teach those that would listen and those that refused… well they'd learn by another means. 

“I know." Elsa stated lifting one leg out the window, she could detect Nokk’s neighs and bellows outside. 

“You were both right in some things… you are more than your magic and you still are too late I'm afraid.” 

Elsa regarded him tiredly, sighing. 

“If Nokk can outrun a dam breaking he can outrun Ruskland horses.” 

“A gambler's fallacy, I expected better from you lady Elsa.” 

"I don't live by your expectations, Mr. Scherer, yours are just premeditated resentments. Your fate is no longer my concern but your empress who you swore to serve. Let's hope she's more merciful than your God.” 

They both knew who was more capable of forgiveness than the other.

Climbing down the soldiers that tried to surround Elsa were flung away by winds and ice, as if they were flies swarming a horse's back. Back straight and steps sure, crowned in an overture bold, she'd go beyond what she had ever thought herself capable–not permitting the inner voices to lie to her. She had too much to lose, too much to love, and to fight for, just to lose and succumb to doubts.

Elsa knew she was not unbroken yet… 

Within my cracks dwells the truth. 

She kept up the steady snowfall in her vacinity, layering yet more snow upon the ground and in the air as she focused on maintaining less visibility for anyone near.

Mounting Nokk Elsa casted one last glance to the roof where Asha remained watching.

Sending Nokk into a gallop Elsa left the fort with a haboob of snow and blizzards following closely behind shrouding the already dark skies cursing anyone unfortunate soul who found themselves amidst it with zero visibility. 


“Impressive. And when will he be ready for harvest?”

Their smooth voices enraged bouts of nausea in Ryu's stomach, the likes of which she had never felt. In person it was a horrendous reality but here… Inside her mind it was a terrifying ghost, less of a promise and more a dreaded threat. 

“In seven weeks time, when the next egg is predicted to hatch my liege.”

It was so revolting. The way they stood in their lavish clothes, examining the beautiful Leviathan who coiled around the provided giant pillar. Eyes dead of any hope, mind racing with what ifs that were far more livable than the fate it was born into. 

“Let me see your body, you magnificent beast. Let me see the magic within you.”

The dragon did not budge, contumacious, wondering what was the point. What was the point of spending such a long and arduous life only preparing for death? Was this all they were worth? 

“Come now from the shadows dragon, and show me everything. Trust me, why don't you trust us, show us and all the world your beauty. I will see more of it.”

The grotesque reverence they spoke in was so perverse, it made Ryu want to cover herself up in so many layers of clothes that she'd disappear never to be found. 

Ryu's protests in the present could not be heard in the past as the dragon uncoiled itself moving with a grace only a creature of this magnitude was capable of. 

It burned! Ryu felt it. The stinging assault of hands daring to touch and molest the scales of her kin. The feather light touches which danced across their skin might as well have been plundering her inner most intimate places. 

Beautiful golden skin. 

Ryu whimpered. Remembering the way her mistress would touch and prod her without a care of modesty. 

“There is something special about you, dragon.”

Her mistress would beset as her fingers burglarized underneath the satin silks to feel her skin. Saying ; “Am I not worth your purrs, does it not please you that I find satisfaction in how you develop or are your vibrations only shown to my son behind my back? The only thing that would make you absolutely perfect would be a lovely gag over that mouth. You beautiful beast.” 

Her power. That's all she wanted. She just wanted to touch her power and soul. She demanded Ryu share it with her. To harness and show the whole damn world, to overcome it as if she owed it to them just for being born. 

It always made Ryu question why it felt so depraved to be touched by Lady Mikoto when she was taught that it was right. Just a mere pet to her mane or scales she'd flinch away from and be deemed obstreperous. Why was she born with these emotions if they were wrong? Why did her skin crawl whenever the Lady's eyes would stare down at her with depraved affection just to turn into repulsion the next hour. 

Why did it hurt when Lady Mikoto felt her? 

Why didn't she trust her mistress? You just wanted to feel me, you just wanted to share me, you just wanted to use me, and now I know. Seeing another go through the same. 

Did her worth only exist in the Mikotos words? Or was there truly more? 

Yes there is. So much more, little fledgling. I am telling you this now because if someone had told me this I'd… perhaps be still alive. 

Dragged back to hundreds of years before her, Ryu saw those same tormenting questions dampening in the Phoenix dragon’s eyes as his Lord's wrinkled hand dragged across his giant tied muzzle. 

I'm more than their words? 

Something was stopping Ryu from accepting the answer despite how much it pained her to do so. 

Why do you heed the word of humans?

I don't know, maybe because I know and have seen how wise and wonderful they can be. 

The Phoenix dragon must have seen the fleeting image of Elsa and Anna and scorned them with abhorrence. 

Wonderful? They are against nature, her antithesis, constantly fighting against her. An arrow, nature's affection for them being the heel to her Achilles.

That's not true! I have seen humans embrace nature and welcome her with nothing but love. 

That is the least repentance they can make to atone for destroying her absent of cause and excuse. They find new ways to create odium in me with their absurdity. 

Ryu wheezed as the hate inflamed her bosom. Decidedly she flooded her already crowded mind with thoughts of Elsa, hoping that her own emotions were strong enough to mellow out the Yokai’s vengeful sorrows to heal from solitude. 

She would not sustain his violent passion and ennui. She did not have the energy to keep up this fight he knew that, but he would also have to know that she would not easily yield. She had her own confusions and qualms with humans but she would not submit to the irresistible temptress of rage. 

You are nothing if not a cosmonaut with a strong soul. 

A quake resembling when Elsa cracked open the jade shook her unconscious form. It didn't feel like it came from the memories which kept her exhausted mind from truly resting. 

A small grunt followed by a twitch jolted her roused by the deep rich timbre of the growls that refused to stay silent in her mind. 

Fledgling you must give me control of the body. 

Why should I? Ryu had no desire to risk the dragon pushing her soul out, the effort of rising now seemed like an impossible task and one she had no interest in partaking in.

True to their gospel here man comes to destroy us. Give. Me. The. Body. 

His dangerous growls would have intimidated Ryu, sending her in the corners of her mind–tail tucked had she not the obstinacy remain put. 

It's a pointless resistance for you. 

Another boom accompanied with the sounds of yelling voices pounded against the ice encasing Ryu. 

As much as she wished to open her eyes they wouldn't budge, her body became prey for the weariness. 

Humans may have lost all their charms to you, and you may be older and stronger, but I am wiser. I have seen all perspectives of them. What they are capable of. You never had the chance to witness their beauties, to feel admiration in their savage excellence and varieties. 

I refus-

I've seen them unbridled and it is both terrifying and euphoric. I've seen them at their most human; brutal violence to their enemies, loving protection for loved ones, intelligence, lust, stupidity, jealousy, hatred, rage, kindness. It's not easy being a human, sometimes they are what their nature demands them to be and sometimes they must choose. 

Your sympathy towards humanity is an insanity, so unhinged that I cannot help myself from respecting it. Nevertheless if you do not abandon it they will destroy you. 

I will not let them destroy me. 

Then give me the body. I vow to not harm the ones you cherish. 

Ryu's slipping resolve tuned her ears into the sound of cannons and guns, boots crashing against the earth leaving prints and horses rearing up in agitation. 

Very well. 

Let me show you the amount of power it takes to set things right. Watch and see what we are capable of together. 


The ice dome was regarded with vacant eyes until dulled out shuffling and grunts could be heard within. 

“What's this?" A heretic asked slowing his trot down through the forest. His comrades also stopped at his inquiry, swords gripped tight. 

Experimentally one pressed the tip of his blade into the dome. It felt like ice yet held an ominous aura. The surface danced in shadows of light blues and whites, as if a blizzard was just under a few inches deep. 

The last thing any of the stray soldiers expected was for the ice to begin glowing gold, heat radiating off it like a dangerous sun. The temperature was warning enough that they should evacuate the vicinity swiftly. 

There was a distant wail inside that came from the large unidentifiable silhouette. 

The water from the great dome melted down into the already moist ground.

Darkness, life had left the ice leaving it gray and devoid. 

Then came the noises. 

As air temperatures rose and fell, the ice expanded and contracted as a result. Deforming with expansion, creaking and groaning, sonorous in volume accompanying the returning light. 

As a bow with too much weight would snap the ice no longer able to handle whatever was happening inside it fulminated in a blast and dangerous backfire of icicles and shards piercing some of the soldiers. 

Those injuries could not compare to the deafening shrill cry of the beast which hatched from the cold. 

The nightmare standing upon its hind legs, coughed out a bark of bile finding its wicked voice. Every breath it took was a promise of death.

The soldiers stood still frozen in place. Unable to move or draw their eyes away. This had to have been wrong. The orders to advance upon the fort would only be carried out if the green abomination was dead or gone. But this wasn't a green monster. Its smaller size and flesh, created a more visceral fear. Where they could hide away in smaller places away from the bird– intuition told them that wouldn't be the case here.

The beast’s beauty was terrible, its iridescent scales and colors oozed into their minds forever permanating its shades there. The beast fell to four paws oddly curious of its own body, rolling and flexing each claw which dug into the brown soil, as the tail whipped in almost all directions. The immense muscles coiled underneath its ethereal armor. 

If the soldiers had to pick the worst part of it they would have chosen the jaws, the skin along the muzzle curling and wrinkling with each snort and growl. 

When it opened its maw to an impossible width, like a snake yawning before a large meal there was nothing but pink fleshy hard and soft palettes and wicked devilish rows of fangs that belonged to the monsters they imagined as children. Two tiny holes in the back of its throat were licked by the slightly forked tongue. 

When it was done the mouth closed back up tucking everything inside, it sat very cat-like upon its haunches, wrapping the tail around its four paws. The noise coming from it now was a low hum of nine notes that was almost tranquil. 

What creature was so awful and mesmerizing and capable of song? 

A snap of the twig startled them all and the beast’s melody halted abruptly. The appendages rose and flickered, slowly the beast twisted its neck joints capable of turning back completely like an owl. 

A whimper. The soldier cursed himself for actually fucking whimpering! But how could he not? With those intense eyes which constricted in dilation the moment they landed on him kept them all locked in place. Luminous yellow, and molten like the core of a star resided in them. Unlike actual stars it wasn't poetic or hopeful. It was not beautiful, enchanting maybe but the hatred in them vowed to bring nothing but agony and destruction. 

Its movements were no longer blithe and preparatory, lips parting a vibrating snarl curled in the air, penetrating through their bowels, moving them. Then as quick as a lightning striking a tree the beast vanished into the brush. 

Its absence took a moment to register but not too long for the soldiers to go sprinting, some even dropping their weapons favoring speed over defense. 


The dragon watched as they clambered away. Still unable to understand how these disillusioning creatures overcame their ancestors so long ago. Hiding behind their inventions of unnatural destruction. Without them, the wealth, the titles, the guns and metal, the jade… what were they? 

Nothing more than squirming soft, fuzzy, bags of flesh and blood. With dull teeth, and blunt fingernails that shine pink when too much pressure was exuded upon them.

You're wrong! 

Shaking away Ryu's voice The dragon followed silently and quickly, easily navigating the forest with graceful serpent-like movements until it was close enough, flattening to the ground to avoid detection. 

The thrill enhanced the serotonin and cholinergic chemicals that even Ryu felt intoxicated by falling under the spell of induced predation. 

Their rapid little movements triggered her irises to widen taking in more light. 

The crawl progressed into a jog, then gallop, and soon they were sprinting towards a selected target. 

The man screamed as he was overcome by large paws and jaws clasping around his legs dragging him back. 

His jugular– so soft and vulnerable as he quivered and cried. “Please! Please don't!" 

He held out his hands. 

Don't! 

Aren't these the men who wanted your Elsa dead? Why spare them?

B-b-because all life has value!

Is their lives more valuable than your spirit's? 

Ryu could not form a response, she knew what the Yokai wanted. He wanted to kill and exude his vengeance for what was done to them. He did not care about Elsa but was aware Ryu did. And maybe if she was the same person months ago she would have gladly let the Yokai slaughter all the Heretics if he pleased and maybe even the loyalist so long as Elsa was safe. 

Two extremes, neither would be good, the Yokai could not destroy every living human in the vicinity but if she went to the other opposite variable he very well may not listen, doing things on his own terms and things would get out of hand quickly. 

Do as you please with Heretics they are dressed like him, but leave the loyalist, and don't you dare hurt my friends. 

She hoped she sounded as intimidating as she tried. The Yokai grunted and rested a large paw on the man's chest. 

No matter what Ryu did she could not look away, this was her body after all. As much as she wanted to, she'd have to witness all the carnage the Yokai desired and even share his glee at the decimation. 

The man wailed as the dragon inhaled and opened its jaws before exhaling out a fire so hot it felt chilling, scorching his flesh to a reddish char. 

The dragon lifted off of him and watched as he wriggled, cooking alive on the ground. 

Elsa will be so disappointed.

You confuse me fledgling, any female would be pleased their mate so readily eliminated any threats to them and their territory. 

He's still alive. 

He'll succumb to his injuries. 

You could have killed him quickly. 

Yes... I could have. 

They took off towards the other soldiers skidding to half on a cliff. Slowly the dragon's wings spread and took off low dodging the trees catching up quickly to the others. 

They were scorched in a wall of flames that burned the brush and their bodies black and red. 

Ryu groaned, loathing the exhilarating tingle that tickled her brain and chest. It should not have felt so… so rapturous. How her flames burned brighter and hotter than they ever had. The adrenaline coursed through her veins reaching a level that she usually arrested before it overcame her. This power her lady craved as well, wanting to steal it for herself and her household. 

Man cannot stand to exist in a world where a being exists as more than they, they cannot accept that their species is less than. So they either try to control that power or destroy it. 

A wave of whole disgust for humankind rose up again within them and completely soured the hunt that was to come, so that they felt not only no joy, not even the least bit of satisfaction at catching these pitiful creatures. 

This spirit's entire existence now was just conjecture and gloom. 

Yeah yeah, humans are bad and all that other bullshit you're not getting a convert outta me, look ya want violence well I'm sure there's plenty of that at the fort.

Ryu didn't care if he knew her true intentions were just to get to where Anna and Elsa were and baited him with brutality. She needed to keep them safe and since she was shackled with this vengeful spirit she'd use him to do just that. 

 


Anna's head whirled at the whistling of a flurry of crossbow bolts cutting through the dank smoke filled air. While most of the bolts missed them, more than enough found their mark hitting some poor soldiers in the shoulders and arms. 

Anna screamed ducking down in the cover Kristoff yanked her into. She clutched her bag of bombs with one hand and the other grasped her sword. 

“Your majesty, we must get you to safety." Mattias panted exasperatedly, he squatted in front of them as another shockwave of a blast shook the foundations of Karasta. 

“Mattias–" Anna began softly, her voice still rising over the ruckus of battle. 

Glancing to Kristoff he smiled at his wife, telegraphing eyes which showed more understanding than any spoken word could. “I'm with you Feisty pants but know that your safety is more important than any soldier and anything and I'll do whatever I must to keep you safe… that includes disobeying the queen.” 

Anna grinned dreamily. She knew she was being selfish, it still made her heart soar faster than an arrow hearing Kristoff prioritize her in a situation like this, it gave her courage to face danger and not falter but instead nobly dare. 

Knowing that telltale defiance shining in her eyes Mattias sighed. “We have to get to the armory to suit you two up properly." Anna nodded, smiling with zeal.  


“Are you mad!" Some of his men cringed at Colonel Misha’s shrill bark. Mattias maintained stoicism unwavered by his reddened face. 

“I am." Anna answered, stepping forward keeping her gaze leveled. 

Misha's furious gaze tempered when he stared at her, keeping its boiling just beneath the surface. “Your Majesty, it would be nothing short of complete insanity to send you out into battle. If anything were to befall you I would be held responsible along with General Konstantin. Think of the state that would leave Arendelle in.” 

Anna considered his words briefly before replying seriously. She had already thought of that, there was so much on the line. Still a sneaking presentiment kept nagging at her insides. It was fed by the memory of when the sentinels captured her in the temple.

Ryu was currently out of commission albeit a bit more than being drugged but still she came. In times like these she was reminded that if there was nothing left then faith was all she could cling to.

“I understand and personally appreciate your concerns Colonel Misha, but I will not hide here cowering while my men and yours risk their lives. While my sister is currently risking her life. You thought she was incapable of defeating the Yokai and yet she did. I am not asking your permission to fight, just your support and if you will not aid me then so be it. ” 

She could see how he fought to roll his eyes, his composure slipping like the debris or rocks and dust off of the walls as catapults flung mortar and boulders at their refuge. 

“Your sister Lady queen, the one with magical abilities that can create life?" 

Misha's face was the very face of the insecurities that festered and ate at Anna's resolve for the majority of her life. 

She wasn't enough. 

She wasn't special.

She was stupid, impulsive, and a naive foolish princess playing dress up as a queen. 

Something dangerous snapped behind her eyes at his attempts to claim she was bluffing which needed to be called, in a very humiliating manner. 

So focused on her own aggression Anna hadn't noticed the telling signs of Kristoff's the way his face remained neutral as he started speaking with his hand in the Colonel’s direction. 

“Look Misha, I know you don't know us but Anna has magical abilities of her own. I have seen her defy what is possible and go against odds that would have even the most skilled gambler sweating. She may not be as imposing in size or demeanor but this woman is not to be underestimated because she will prove you the fool.” 

After growing up always being the little ray of sunshine in everyone's life not taken seriously in anything regarding importance to almost everyone in every way she could remember, Anna decided she was through with that facade. That single layer everyone thought to be her whole being. 

After sharing a loving glance with Kristoff she turned her turquoise raging eyes on the man. 

“Colonel Misha, I am more than just some girl who you need to protect. Last I checked you sent word asking for our rescue, well-” she gestured to herself, Kristoff and Mattias with his men. "We're here to rescue you, so let us.” 

Konstantin snickered quickly, recovering with a cough. 

Misha sneered trying to hide his blush. "And what, pray tell, are you going to do against those thousands of soldiers out there who won't hesitate to take the queen prisoner or kill a sweet young lady such as yourself?" he asked condescendingly.

Anna's grin became a full-blown smile, stretching her freckled cheeks to show her bright teeth. She reached into her bag pulling out a bomb, testing its weight by juggling it up and down. 

"I'm going to kill them with my sweetness.” 


Gathered around the table Anna's mouth moved in rapid succession explaining her and Mattia’s plan to the military leaders and their squadrons. It was one of the few times her rambling was a blessing since they were pressed for time. 

“Separate into three groups. Bishops continue on foot to the enemy reinforcement lines and keep them from grouping up with the people chasing us. 

The second group; Knights Cavalry, take the horses and hide away waiting for the signal for Sweet Lady. 

The last group of Rooks, on foot will attack the chasers and finish them off before joining the first group. Encircling them creates a target for Konstantin and his men to fire at.” Her hands moved as quickly as her words across the map pointing to the positions.

 "Then when they are all together the Knights will sweep in and rescue the Rooks and Bishops taking off for cover back to the fort bunker. Here I mean. Any questions?” One brave soldier raised his hand but Anna was already on the next topic looking down at the map. 


“Is this enough your Majesty?" A soldier inquired, dumping the last of the sugar into the steel ball. 

“Yes, that's perfect!" Anna gave a thumbs up bouncing on her heels. 

“Quick question?" Kristoff asked racing off after Anna down the hall of the fort. His armor still felt clunky and foreign. 

“What's up, Reindeer king?” Anna quipped. 

“How are we going to get that giant explosion away from us and towards the enemy?" 

Anna held up her fingers and counted their options. "One; we use the giant catapult to launch it at the target-"

“The one that isn't finished yet– And if that doesn't go as planned?" It wasn't a doubtful question; the steel ball was much heavier than any of their original catapults could handle. They had to string up a few men who knew how to handle wood and mechanics to even build it. There was no time for testing they could only hope. 

“And one- wait no I already said that- two! I get up on it and roll it myself!”

As much trepidation as the second option caused, Kristoff was glad they at least had one before it that could keep Anna from nearly killing herself with her plan of devastating the heretic army. 

Kristoff slowed them down grabbing Anna's arm pulling her closely. “I want you to know that no matter where you lead me, be it to a mountain, a forest, an altar, or battle or even death itself– I'll be right there with you always.” 

Anna wiped her tears away with the back of her right hand, removing her hands from Kristoff's to place over his and squeezed. "I know," she replied with a small nod. "And I will never move forward unless you are by my side cause I can't do this without you. And if anyone tries to hurt you I swear to Jesus H. Christ himself I will bathe them in sugar, Potassium chlorate, and sulfuric acid. Thank you for staying with me-” there was a pause where they both smiled sadly. "As crazy as our adventures have been-" her voice trembled so she closed her eyes and sighed, needing just a few seconds to compose herself before gazing at Kristoff again. “We were chosen for this for a reason. I know that and take it as a compliment.” She lifted their hands so they were clasped just below their chins, their faces just inches apart. "I love you forever."

“And ever." Kristoff finished kissing her gently. 

Mattias joined them drawing his sword, he side glanced at Anna. "Are you sure you do not wish to wear the more traditional armor my queen?” 

Anna shook her head looking down at the ice suit Elsa had made her “Nope." They stood in front of the draw bridge which groaned as it began opening. "Something tells me things are about to get hot." 

There stood their men. From Arendelle and some natives, Anna stepped ahead of Kristoff and Mattias, calling the soldier’s attention with her hand. 

“Brothers of Arendelle and new comrades we have made by coming here-” she stared at all their faces, some were wrought with worry, others a sense of duty and loyalty that made her want to cry but now was not the time for tears. "We are a peaceful nation and some have mistaken that for a willingness to concede defeat before the battle has begun. We will prove them wrong today, and any other day they dare threaten us.” The men cried a single cheer in unison. It stoked the flames within Anna's heart so hot she wouldn't doubt that if in the next exhale she took fire would leave her lips, instead her voice rang out efficacious and formidable. 

“You are probably wondering why I am joining you at this time; and the truth is because as queen my job isn't just sitting in a castle and passing laws and kissing babies on their foreheads.” She chuckled along with some soldiers before returning to her previous disposition. "I am Anna Oldenburg Árnadalr, Guardian and Sovereign of the Northernmost Realm among the Nordic isles. My title, my bloodright is to serve my country and its people. To protect you all as best I can. And with my title that means I must live amongst you, fight amongst you… and die amongst you. To lay myself down in the effort to protect, and serve with all that I am, with all that my honor and blood allow.”

"And ya know it angers me that the audacious see us and are jealous or threatened and think they can come and violate with impunity and prejudice. Are we going to allow them to get away with the terror they caused?”

The soldiers' voices rose above the snow, above the cannons, sounding off as a single organism. "No!”

"Are we going to permit them to threaten our bridge of life and nature?”

"No!”

"Exactly! We are not monsters or oddities that need to be culled. We are teachers who now must teach the enemy what happens when they mistake our tranquility for weakness. We are warriors who do not seek out the fight but will step up and defend the innocent from the hunger of the wolf. We are the keepers of our own peace and those who call upon us! We are a mountain that will not bend to the mere howling of antagonizing winds! Our Flags will always fly! We are Arendelle!” Her raised fist wavered when she spotted some Ruskland men folding her lips at the last part of her speech. "W-well some of us are and some aren't and that's okay too!”

The men cheered, clapping and beating their chest with the strength of Thor himself. 

"Now let's go show those boys the terrifying force of what happens when Nature and humans unite!" 

They roared in agreement and mobilized. 


Checking her vital signs and following the rhythm inside of her chest Anna sat up on her steed proudly with her squad of the most experienced riders and riderless horses that managed to escape and reorganize as the Heretics fought and ransacked the fort. 

She was born for this. 

They'd draw them out of the fort with a falsified retreat towards the no man's land keeping them there long enough until the giant bomb she affectionately named Sweet Lady could be released by the catapult or herself– she still wasn't certain how she'd get it high enough to set it off– destroying their machinery and numbers. 

She prayed silently that the feigned retreat would not become a real one. 

Anna hated that it came to this, so many perished due to their self inflicted blindness but with being queen she had a duty to her people and family. And the Heretics had proven they were not going to be swayed from their fanatical hatred of magic. 

To hate magic to Anna meant hating her country, her origins. To hate magic meant to hate Elsa and that just wouldn't do. 

She held her fist up steadying her horse and holding her men in place, with heavy hearts they watched on as their comrades overwhelmed by numbers fought valiantly. Until they could withstand no more, watering the dead soil with their blood. 

A flag was raised in one of the fort’s towers. Anna and Kristoff nodded to one another and turned back to the soldiers. 

“That's our signal. Charge!" Anna's horse reared up, galloping down the hill from under the cover of trees keeping pace with Sven heading to the back entrance. 

Archers aimed straight for their heads, hitting their bullseye between the eyes of some men and their helmets. 

Even with her absence Elsa was still protecting Anna with her magic keeping the arrows from penetrating her ice flight suit. 

The stampede of a hundred hooves galloping through the fort created dust and chaos. As some loyalists braved the mayhem to stop the animals long enough for them to mount either getting stomped in the fray or managing to make it atop. The lucky ones were helped by their fellow man to swing aboard with them. Misha missed his steed, too busy fighting off and kicking a Heretic into the ground. 

“No!" He chased after his mare who continued on with the herd without him. 

Anna hearing his plea steered her stallion towards him, placing two fingers into her mouth she whistled high and loud catching his eyes. Lucky for him she had a hand free to scoop him up as she raced by.

Shooting a sardonic smirk over her shoulder the Colonel bristled and nodded ahead of them. “We'll address this later your Majesty." 

Leading the charge out the gates Anna knew the task would be formidable and this was proven when some Heretics tried to grab her legs and yank her off. Misha cursed them to hell, stabbing them with his sword as they dragged along hanging on by the stirrups. 

Panicked she fumbled with her satchel and pulled the ring out of her bomb, casting it downward spreading the molten purple flames upon her enemies who screamed from the unsuspected pain. Misha shielded his face from the heat looking on in awe at the woman's tiny but formidable weapon. 

Anna noticed his amazement and barked out a mirthful laugh. “Our snowman Olaf invented these!" She stated proudly.

“Ah yes a snowman of course." He mumbled now accepting that he would never be prepared for anything an Arendelle resident would say.

Kristoff spurred Sven in front of Anna's horse, holding his head down barreling through bodies with his impressive antlers clearing the way until they made it out. 

“Woohoo! Atta boy Sven!" Anna cheered in jubilation, looking over her shoulder she smirked looking over her shoulder seeing the Heretics give chase. “To Protect and Serve–!" Her battlecry was answered by a harmonious drum of baritones 

"We shall!” With their voices they rallied together in formation charging for no man's land. 

Lengths ahead of the pursuing enemy forces the Arendelle and Ruskland troops split off, one group surging ahead to meet the left behind enemies with an onslaught. 

The others took refuge out of sight in trenches while the remaining attacked in oblique order: it was a speculative strategy that they barely had the numbers for versus the many Heretics. 

Their flanks were positioned in a slanted fashion instead of giving a vast part of their force to a single flank.

If they could last long enough and then find a window to retreat in six minutes hopefully getting away from the blast long enough then they would win this. 

The infantry and pikemen in the remaining group dismounted and took their places with Mattias.

The hidden cavalry and horses would be held back from the initial charge waiting until the signal was sounded for Sweet Lady to be launched, only taking field up on the Heretics who'd be unprepared for the assault, crippling them while whisking the footmen to safety away from the blast radius. Speed and precision were critical to Anna's plan. 

Slowing down Anna and Misha dismounted and turned back to face their pursuers. She and Kristoff frowned as the Heretics showed no signs of charging forward to clash into them. Misha did not seem puzzled by this, probably having already seen the marshaling before. Hell for all Anna knew he or Konstantin invented it, still she had hoped to keep some distance between the enemies being the wedge to keep them from grouping up and hiding behind the cover of their barricades, giving them the chance to siege her men. But the Heretics held their ground, either through experience, wise leadership or both. 

The men took up their shields and held them in front, pikes held outward towards them. In perfect synchrony they began marching towards but that wasn't the most pressing concern. The real threat was the wave of black that blotted out the sky. 

“Fuck." Anna swore to herself. "Spread out or take cover!” Misha belted out. There wasn't much cover to be had save for a few abandoned structures that littered around what was once an active battlefield. 

The formation split apart to avoid the rain of arrows. The men were subjected to the piercing of the arrows. Those remaining obeyed their queen and charged forward as the Heretic Archers were probably notching their bows. 

Despite their armor and shields, if enough arrows were put into the air, there would be injuries and deaths from precise shots.

“Stay a few paces behind me!" Anna instructed, the men hesitated not liking the idea but heeded, this wasn't a war room where they had freedom to argue, there was no place for doubt on the battlefield. 

With nowhere else to go but forward Anna held her bomb in hand adding a second for good measure and ran towards the wall of shields with Kristoff wielding double axes and Misha holding his sword high and proud rushing the enemy a few paces back. 

It must have been puzzling for the weathered soldiers to be charged at by the petite woman holding two balls in her hands. Brows set in with dauntless courage, for those seeing this from a distance they'd see the queen barreling through the mud and snow to the barricaded shields and steel spearheads which would no doubt pierce her heart. 

“One," Anna began whispering beneath clenched teeth, despite the exertion her breath held fast and remained steady. “Two-" A little closer, she plucked the pins from her bombs with her teeth and pulled down the ice face shield from atop her head. 

“Three!” The small bombs were thrown between a gap in the shields drawing some curious glances, two seconds later their blockade was overcome from the inside with purples and blues hues of heat that imploded, casting the soldiers nearest into the air from the impact of the explosion. 

Anna leapt into the fray of fire curling in on herself. True to Elsa’s word she rolled past into the muddy slush unscathed from the flames. 

The next minute was utter chaos as the loyalist troops flooded in through the created weak point clashing metal to metal. 

The herd of dirtied heavy boots and bodies rolling kept Anna from finding her feet. 

A heavy man landed on her back, nearly immobilizing her. She crawled, crying out from the suffocating pressure she continued to crawl to open ground nearly getting up.

When she lifted up her head she caught eyes with a heretic who charged yelling in bloodlust. Determined to end the little vagrant who thwarted their defenses. 

Her muddy fingers slipped and hurried to grab another bomb from her bag but he was already above her swinging his large sword. 

Blood splattered her once dark blue and white scaled armor. Too shell shocked it took a few seconds of frantic checking for Anna to realize the blood was not hers but belonged to the attacker, the tip of an ax blade poked through his chest. He gurgled and coughed before falling forward, nearly landing on Anna had she not rolled out of the way. 

Her chest moved rapidly looking around at the carnage of men tearing each other apart. 

Till her eyes trailed to a very concerned Kristoff holding a bloody ax. His hulking form rippled and twitched from the adrenaline of the surrounding violence like a bull ready to rut his horns through any who dared to touch her- but his eyes softened to a degree enough to cause whiplash when they landed on Anna. He lifted her up to her feet. 

“Let's get you back to the fort.” His offer was so tempting, Anna knew battle would be perilous but this… nothing could prepare her for this. The shakes from nerves shot from knowing it only took a split second of carelessness for someone's blade to end her life. 

Unable to steel herself, Anna kept her resolve as best she could. She promised to protect these people and that is exactly what she'd do. “No,” her voice wasn't stentorian, it was actually very meek and she was impressed that Kristoff could even hear her. "I have to meet the… Bishops and blow up the Heretic catapults until Sweet Lady is ready.” 

Kristoff breathlessly laughed, pulling her with him away from the fighting as best he could. Anyone else would have assumed she hit head but to Kristoff she was just Anna. “Careful, you're starting to sound like Ryu.” He nearly slipped but kept a firm grip on Anna's hand. 

“Aww thank you.” She began jogging ahead of him keeping her head low and steps light. 

A sword would have split their held hands had it not been intercepted by a long dirtied blade held by Misha. The clang of the weapons resounded around them. He countered the attack and slashed through the man with a roar. 

Haggardly breathing he looked at the pair then zeroed his gaze on Anna pointing to her. “It's later." 

Anna grinned at the man before she could open her mouth. He was attacked again, with impressive strength he threw the two troops off of himself . “Go to the Bishops, or the fort I don't care– just get out of here!"

Not needing to be told twice Anna ran with Kristoff safeguarding her passage. The bombs didn't hurt their cause either. They were a small comfort, reminding her of Ryu. She had to admit she'd feel a lot more confident if she were riding the dragon right now. 

“Are you sure you're okay?” 

“Eh” Anna shrugged one shoulder. "I'm alright but we'll be feeling it in the morning though.” Kristoff groaned, keeping the pace of a run that wouldn't gas them out towards the center of the enemy reinforcement lines. 

“Speak for yourself and check your privilege of being young. I'm feeling it now!”


“Sir, more soldiers from the south are infiltrating the fort!" 

Konstantin frowned, turning towards the sound of a violent scuffle happening behind the doors leading to the steps. 

His subordinates also glanced momentarily, stopping their work on the catapult, jolting when his usually tepid voice boomed at them. 

“Don't act like spring weathered privates, Queen Anna needs this catapult functional and so do our comrades!” We did not send them to slaughter!” 

Drawing his longsword holding it with a strong two handed grip and taking a fighting stance the old general sneered at the wood waiting for it to reveal whomever dared interrupt their plans. 

“Ready yourselves." The archers notched their bows, taking aim at the doors. 

Wood splintered apart from the battering ram. The first troops in line were shot down through the openings they created but were quickly replaced with more mindless drones who were willing to die for the cause. 

Once through the soldiers flooded in like a swarm killing the remaining masons and engineers. The Heretic captain adorned in blasphemous metals, stepped through smugly. The General's eyes roamed over the rewarded sigils of his betrayal. 

“Konstantin." He saluted, with the same respect he'd pay in the past.  

Konstantin snarled, enraged by the audacity as he was surrounded by traitors, he eyed the boys he trained and promoted himself. His heart gained three more pounds of sorrow and disappointment.

“Petri.” He practically spat out the name like a glob of chewing tobacco that overstayed its welcome. Some of the men hesitated remaining where they stood. 

Petri grew irritated, stomping his polished boots to the ground. “Charge!" He ordered. "And seize him!” Still the battle-seasoned soldiers held their ground, this considerably would be an act of treason far beyond what they thought they'd be committing, sensing their reservations he tried a different approach. "I am not ordering you to annihilate him, I would never omit such an act. I will not punish him for being loyal even if it is placed in the wrong allegiances, the old bulldog will see the path of light soon enough.” His silky voice sickened Konstantin, always did but he ignored it in the past when they were fighting for the same Royals. "Seize the General, place him in the dungeons with the other deserters, and destroy this” his eyes roved over the catapult still not figuring out what they had hoped to accomplish with it. Still if the General thought it worth protecting… 

“Wooden contraption." He tapped it with his boot, arms folded behind his back turning away. 

"No! Petri you bastard! Can't you see that you are on the wrong side of this?” Konstantin fought the subordinates who had to throw themselves away from his large sword. Once overtaken then held him down in shackles working vehemently to drag the behemoth man away. “It won't end well for you!”

Petri smiled smugly. "It already has.” he motioned for a soldier to approach. "Send a few squads to the northern center lines in no man's land.” The man bowed and left to carry out his orders. Petri stared down at a few ants crawling around the stone word for sill. “Time to crush their pathetic attempt to cut the tendrils of progression." Too busy crushing the ants the general failed to notice the large shadow over casting Fort Karasta. 


Too much time had passed. Something was wrong. It had been twenty minutes since the rest of the Rooks had joined the Bishops at the Northern center of no man's land. 

Orbiting the outskirts of the battle planting bombs, Anna anxiously awaited the signal to fire off but the only sounds to be heard in the dusky sky were the cries of those slain, steel clashing, and muskets being fired. 

“What is taking them so long?" Kristoff muttered mostly to himself, taking cover alongside Anna, his face smudged in smoke and scum. Her eyes remained trained on the horizon. “I don't know but something isn't right. We have to go back.” 

Kristoff nodded, touching her shoulder signaling for her to stay so he could retrieve Sven from the Knights squadron. 


"Dante's seven hells," Anna breathed seeing the amassed carnage that ransacked the fort. Bodies lay askew, hung over walls, some torn and charred beyond recognition. They were human but looked less than. 

The heavy and hot air smelt of blood, smoke, and utterly grisly as if someone had split open a cow's belly that had been full. 

That invoked the primal emotion of disgust to bubble in Anna and Kristoff's stomachs. 

They had to cover their noses as they crept carefully closer to the fort’s inner gates, grimacing as the occasional squelching could be heard and felt under their boots. They dared not look down knowing the ground had to be more ghastly than what they were seeing. 

The feathered splatter of arterial spray coated the stone walls and wooden gate. 

Puddles had been created red, with chunks of what could be flesh floating around like sponges in a bath. Membranes and certain organs they could identify hung off the walls and torn down wooden beams like streamers at a party.

Sven kept close, flattening his ears and hunkering low, the viscera on proud display hit his battle malice like a sledgehammer crippling him. 

“No! Please, God! Get back, demon!" Anguish was heard from around the corner two men turned fumbling over themselves. In their fit of hysterics one fell over, his once spic and span black and red uniform was dirtied, that one could not pinpoint the specific shade of it, he desperately crawled not caring about massacred corpses his hands sunk into. 

Anna and Kristoff could only look on, struck with confusion and disturbance witnessing the display. “Sven get outta here, stay nearby in the woods." Kristoff ordered Sven bellowed at him sadly. "Go Sven.” 

As the reindeer took off a blood smeared muzzle– glistening an aggressive maroon– appeared from the corner. This was a greater shock than if it was a monster from their worst nightmares and not one of their best friends. 

Ryu snarled trailing after the men targeting the one who tripped. Raising a sticky dripping claw over the trembling Heretic soldier she drove it into his back ignoring his wails of agony as she dragged it down at a sloth pace along his spine splitting his seams open with the ease of a sharp dagger to a teddy bear and ripped. 

He broke his vocal cords with agony even while looking away, his wails ragged and putrid, fueled by whatever small amount of air was left in his lung, making the couple want to run as far away as possible. 

“Captain Petri!” His brave companion returned with a gun firing off at the wicked devil. 

His shot landed but it only enraged the dragon who abandoned her current plaything to pounce on him clutching his leg between her fangs, unbothered by his drizzling body fluids which stained her lips further. He was lifted into the air reaching and grasping for anything he could. 

Standing up on her hind legs Ryu hooked him on the shoulder, deeply penetrating the meat and began to pull slowly. 

He groaned loudly from the stretch only drowned out by the sound of joints popping out of place. His skin stretched to its capacity and bones protrude out in unnatural angles. 

He panted and clenched his teeth and eyes. “Augh! Uh-Noo!" Like a well oiled machine the dragon continued pulling intent on tearing his lower half off its torso. 

“RYU STOP!" Kristoff held out his arm. Anna slowly pulled it down back to his side when the dragon released the man from her jaws and turned her head at them. Her movements were different from the bouncy and reckless manner she had that they could recognize. Now they were snakelike, calculated and cruel. Yellow eyes focused on them, instantly flashing to lavender in a blink and miss moment– Anna instead of confusion saw that look Ryu gave when self hatred and guilt drowned her– as quickly as it came it was gone while the dragon bowed her head growling at an empty space to herself

The inner argument seemed to be settled in the dragon who returned her attention back to the young man. Impatiently she bit him and ripped his upper half clean off till his entrails sagged out of his body like an overstuffed pastry, steam from his form lazily weaved in the crisp air. Mucus, bile, yellow, brown and red spewed out onto the ground followed by his two halves with a dead thud. 

The sick gratification and hatred shone in Ryu's eyes looking at her artwork painted upon the snow. In another glimpse, Ryu's eyes changed yo their soft pastel lavender and pink, Something inside must have interrupted to cause the dragon to whimper and shut her eyes tight, shaking her head to and frown before returning to her previous state. 

Inside me. I let the Yokai inside my body. I have to get to Arendelle or I'll die Erusa. 

Anna gripped her own head, unable to comprehend what she was surrounded by but she did know one thing. "That's not Ryu Kris…" 

The dragon released an earth shattering roar, it was pained and agonized but also triumphant as the sound wave split the clouds to enter the skies. 

Notes:

Kore wa anata no monode wa arimasen- This is yours (body) and no harm will come it

Anata wa yakusoku shimashita- you promised peace

Chapter 44

Notes:

Hope you enjoy next chapter will be much more lighthearted I think maybe.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Anna's breathing was deliberately shallow as she carefully hid behind a wall. She needed to get to Sweet Lady. Looking to her left she saw Kristoff across, peaking around the corner at the heretic troops clutching their weapons close to their chest. Behind them were the stairs that led to Sweet Lady. Nerves on edge she could hear their boots thump against the wooden floorboards. 

Despite the cold stuffy air of the fort, beads of sweat dripped down Anna's forehead, clutching her bag, her eyes squeezed tightly shut. Glancing at Kristoff’s solemn face again, gripping his ax, knuckles white, he nodded to her once. 

Reaching into her bag, careful to not let any of the bobbles clink together, Anna almost missed the silently frantic gesturing Kristoff was making in her direction. 

“What?" She mouthed, shrugging her shoulders in confusion. 

His face was scrunched in disbelief and consternation. “No fire inside." Although no noise left his mouth she could hear him yelling in her mind. Oh god. Anna realized the hazardous destruction she almost created with a pale flushed face. A cause and effect scenario played out in her mind of the fort catching fire, the flames reaching Sweet Lady and then… 

She shook her head refusing to let the end result play out till the end, looking to Kristoff almost made her snort despite the situation as he acted out a… what was it? A lady? A little girl? 

“Pretend to be a damsel in distress.” Anna's cheeks spread in a big grin, she nodded quickly and then began to force hyperventilation and a look of complete helpless despair. 

“Help! Help me!" Her shrill cries drove Kristoff to cover his ears. 

Turning the corner running she paused at the sight of the alerted troops she feigned a great relief at the sight of them and tripped over herself as she approached. 

“Please you have to help me please! I was working in the kitchens and suddenly a beast appeared. Oh my lord, I couldn't run fast enough. Its eyes like molten lava, skin scaly and harsh, wings of a bat, and fast as leopard, strong as bear and as evil as Satan himself. Please, you must believe me!” 

The man whom she clutched remained stunned and flabbergasted as she sobbed into his shoulder. Unsure of what to do he patted her back sheepishly. 

“I believe you miss.” the soldier wrapped his arm around her waist. His tone made Anna’s skin crawl, she could feel his biceps trembling but he kept his body straight.

“We are aware of the flaming devil miss, you'll be safe with us." He assured, putting on his deepest voice.

“Wait a second." One of his comrades said affeonted as he approached Anna, rubbing the material of her dirtied ice suit between his fingers. His eyes roamed over to her sword.

“A simple kitchen wench with a royal sword and clothes made of snow.” The alluding nature of his insinuations caught on to his brothers in arms as they began crowding around her. "What other cursed creature do we know of that wears clothes like these? Hmm?” 

Anna's mouth gaped open as her mind scrambled for an explanation for her attire but she took three seconds too long. “Seize he-" suddenly found his wrist which rose to point at Anna was held in a death grip. Before he could react, an ax plunged into the side of his neck. A breathy strangled cry gurgled from his throat as he collapsed to the ground revealing Kristoff staring down the men as he pulled out his shimmering crimson blade and turned just in time to block a furious barrage of strikes from other soldiers. It was evident their formal training had not prepared them for the loutish intrepid style of fighting this mountain man favored. 

“Anna go! Get upstairs now!" He growled, shoving one attacker back off his feet. 

Anna's heart fluttered, as she ducked under the arm of a troop and began leaping two sometimes three steps at a time. 

"Don't let her escape!” 

At the top of the stairs she rushed onto the balcony. She paused for a moment investigating the damage done to the catapult. “Damn it." She cursed under her breath. The thudding steps which followed whipped her head in the direction of the destroyed doors. 

Think Anna, think! She hid away under the debris of destroyed beams and bits of wall as the two men came rushing up. Is this how I die? My whole goal of making it to thirty just gone, just like that. My future children won't have a mom, they'll be orphans. 

The thunderous roars always followed by the sickening cries of men bludgeoning her ears rather rudely yanked Anna back into the real world. 

The three men had slowed their entrance to the room. Cautiously looking around. 

At a deliberate pace, Anna began unsheathing her sword as silently as she could. From seemingly nowhere Anna pounced on one man. Her sword was plunged into his chest before he could manage to throw her off of him, his warm blood stained her flight suit and hands making her grimace as she extracted her now soaked blade. 

“You little bitch." One of the men sneered. 

She was yanked off of him and thrown easily across the balcony, her momentum sending her rolling until she collided with the railing. The wind knocked out of her lungs in a single disgruntled yelp instantly when she hit the banister, thankfully the adrenaline coursing through her veins chose not to register the possible broken ribs and bruised back.

As the men readied to attack darkness overcame them, blocking out the golden gray clouds above. 

“Ryu!" 


Unaccustomed to not having control Ryu attempted to do a double take as they soared past the fort. She knew that call, it was… 

Anna! If she could she’d jump for joy. The jubilation was swiftly replaced with urgency sensing the danger her friend was in. My Anna! Go to her! The Yokai did not share her trepidation, already targeting a group of Heretics he sniffed out mobilizing in the woods, they had the advantage of numbers but they were scattered, someone had to stop them from grouping up. 

Your pet human, is she dear to you? 

Wha-she’s not my- oh whatever yes my pet Human! Go to her! 

The enemy is trying to organize against us. No. Ryu groaned in frustration at the stubbornness the Yokai had shown her. Is this what Anna and the others went through when dealing with her? 

If anything happened to that woman due to her own weakness and inability to keep this spirit under control she'd…

The very idea built a raging aggression in her chest, as she thought about what those men could’ve been doing to Anna. She and the Yokai both have seen how heinous men at war can be, but she never thought it would happen to someone she… she knew – to her friend. Her inner soul reminded her faintly of the term ‘family,’ and it offered a cool breeze over the raging fire inside of her. This was her body damn it– and she was not about to let someone else dictate how she used it! Not again. 

Just because he was older, stronger, more powerful… and intimidating did not give him the right to disregard and swat away Ryu's demands as if she were nothing more than an annoying intrusive thought. 

What are you doing chick! 

Anna. 

No! 

With a roar that could only be heard from the inside Ryu strained herself to the surface, it hurt, like forcing a camel through the eye of a needle but this pain as strenuous and taxing as it was did not come close to the anguish she’d feel if she lost Anna to negligence. 

Yes! 

The moment she was able to feel the tiniest slither of the physical Ryu yanked her head backwards disrupting her flight path enough to send her crashing down onto the frozen edges of the sea.

Her large body skidded across the frigid surface until it reached the edge. Her tail slugged over into the sloshing gray waves. 

I am impressed, fledgling, but also confused. Your intentions are to stop this war and the Heretics, you gave me control so long as I do not harm your friends and comrades. 

Panting laboriously she stood to trembling legs, her tongue dangled out between fangs.

Not… keeping them safe… is harming them. 


Wielding her sword in her right hand, she clashed against the troop's two-handed strike with a high parry. He used his strength to shove her backwards, as his companion's blade angled in a downward cut aimed for Anna's throat, His vicious attacks sent a pulse of pain ricocheting through her body but she obstinately held her ground and wiped the tears off her cheeks.

They stared each other down, the two men barely looked winded meanwhile Anna had to focus on resisting the urge to drop to her knees and pant. That crash to the banister had taken a lot out of her, and the pain in her chest was worsening each breath she took. 

One of the men rushed her right as the other raised his sword. 

Forgoing the opportunity to not die then and there, Anna leapt to the right as well out of range and swung at the man who tried to strike her. He easily deflected the blow with his blade across his body, and readied to counter but Anna was already disengaging. Remembering her sword lessons with Mattias she deftly angled her sword around his block before transitioning into what should have been a disabling slice to his right shoulder, had his friend not tackled her to the ground knocking her head against the wooden planks. 

She needed to consider her next move but that was hard to do with the heavy man pinning her down, reaching for his dagger. 

Chaos incarnate crashed through the roof sending stone and wood splintering everywhere. Within the dust a large tail whooshed through the smog, it collided with Sweet Lady sending the giant orb toppling over the edge of the destroyed platform.

Anna squinted passed the thick smoke and struggled against the man, a desperate hand outstretched towards her creation. 

“No!" 

But it was too late. The bomb was gone. Its contact to the ground below had Anna wincing, unable to hold her arms up to her face from being held down, bracing for impact… 

A booming roar she thought to be the explosion had her flinching. Her held breath released itself in relief when her eyes landed on… 

“Ryu!" Anna cheered, Ryu's pupils dilated to the max, gone was the ugly yellow replaced by a color that reminded Anna of the flowers of her home in spring. She warbled that winsome call of hers, overjoyed to see who she would consider her best friend, standing on wobbly legs looking exhausted as ever. 

Taking the distraction to use as her own Anna punched the troop above her but this only angered him enough to back slap her across the face. 

The sweet warbling halted instantly turning into a dreadful snarling and exposed dripping fangs. Fatigue long forgotten, Anna could see the edge crossed inside of Ryu's eyes– signs detonated by her pupils constricting tightly displaying all the terrible colors her irises had to show towards Anna's assailant. 

“Run Godfried I'll distrac-" the man's last battle cry fell short as he stood and charged towards Ryu, her strong tail which smacked him messily backwards into the wall hard enough to wedge his body into the foundations with so little effort it left Anna wondering if the devastating blow was purposeful or accidental. His high pitched squeals eventually died out when his arms realized their struggle for freedom were fruitless. 

Gone was the senseless smug gratification of violence that she had seen Ryu's body capable of. There was a battle behind those eyes that not many saw. She wasn't a mindless monster whose destructive prowess wrought cataclysm. There was a mind and soul as deep as the sea which existed behind those eyes. In them Anna witnessed the fear of what could happen if these troops had hurt her, in them existed the care for herself which birthed anger when she was struck in the face. 

Anna could pride herself in being more insightful from the others who only believed in the dragon’s destructive abilities as she stalked towards the man who scrambled to get up off her. 

And as he tried to wield his sword Anna saw how Ryu disarmed him by grabbing it between her teeth to toss over her shoulders, just to continue stalking towards till he scurried to jump over the banister.

Ryu bit his shoulder and flung her head so strongly the man's body was tossed to some unknown side of the fort. As the tension settled, Anna was on her feet and breathing heavily, her hands automatically retrieving her sword.

Anna could see shame in those eyes knowing Ryu knew she witnessed what the vengeful spirit wrought upon the soldiers. 

“Aaaugh!" The cry alerted the pair to a straggler who happened upon them. His first target was Ryu's neck, the dragon growling then ceased when Anna yowled at the man and cut him down before he could lay his blade upon her friend. 

Heaving air in and out Anna looked to the surprised Ryu who held her gaze. 

In that look Anna also saw her friend. The one who came when she called. That single stare conveyed everything she couldn't in words, though Anna could hear them clearly as day.

Ryu's purrs vibrated Anna's body in the most comforting way. Tears escaped from her eyes at the great release of tension from her wired nerves. Ryu cooed nuzzling closer. Touching her muzzle Anna couldn't stop herself from connecting it to her forehead. The heat radiating off of her–Anna couldn't help but rub her cheeks against absorbing the soft and twitching scales. 


I will never leave you alone. 

A hiccup shook Anna's breath as she whispered. “Where did you go?" 

Anna, I'm right here. 

Pulling away the zealousness in Anna's expression had Ryu shaking her entire body from the results of her crash landing prepared to listen and follow the queen. 

Fatigue kept her limbs trembling as her energy was leached away. 

I'm so tired. 

Suddenly Ryu's ear lifted and began spiraling as if she was tuned into a frequency that only she could hear. It reminded Anna of when she heard the temple calling her. 

Anna drew in closer unsure if the time she had with her was limited but drew courage from the dragon's very rhythmic heart. 

Closing her eyes she growled which shook both their forms, as shouts of the enemy sounded off from the distance of outside. Anna knew that if she was to get any leeway with Ryu she'd have to act swiftly and concisely. 

“Ryu?" The dragon broke her trance and glanced down at the human who clung to her chest. Doubt flickered across Ryu's features. It had already taken a life's saving worth of resolve to be present but if Anna needed her then Ryu would give what she had and then some. 

“Anna I-" Kristoff’s rushed and frazzled cries echoed off the walls as he raced upstairs pausing at the sight of Ryu. 

The sudden break in concentration left a crack which the vengeful spirit slithered through. 

The Yokai lifted its head at the sound of Kristoff quickly surveying his lack of uniform, bloodied ax and large frame, pouncing upon him. 

Enemy spotted, we must protect your redheaded pet.

No! Friend! He's a friend. Ryu wrestled down the beast which opened its maw and licked her chops at the sight of a worthy challenge. 

A Heretic troop must have used the noise she created as a distraction to try and swing at Kristoff from behind. With the thrap of Ryu's tail the man misstepped and fell off his balance.

Him you can eat. 

Not needing to be told twice the dragon leapt upon the attacker and skillfully deboned his spine from his body with careful incisions and pulls akin to how a chef would filet a trout. 

Kristoff raced to Anna, shielding her face away from the brutal carnage as his own held an expression of utter disgust. 

With stained fangs and muzzle, Ryu pushed back through to the surface cringing at the taste of human blood, the guilt of all the dark and twisted turns she welcomed in her body telegraphed itself to the couple.  


Anna horrified and conflicted about what to feel towards her now unpredictable and dangerous friend remembered the cavalier utterance– 

I am willing to do whatever it takes to keep Erusa safe! 

If asked if she would eviscerate an army for the sake of her sister Anna would have to say yes. Especially if there was a feral, vengeful unwanted source invoking said macabre intrusive thoughts. 

Taking a calming breath she stepped away from Kristoff's embrace and steeled her resolve “I need you, both of you.” she could ignore for now the black and red quarrels protruding from the strewn about soldiers’ back, legs and other extremities and just add to the list of traumas she'd deal with later. 

She'd have to. What was the point of barraging Ryu over an impulse she couldn't control and if there was a reason she'd find out another time. 

Meeting stare for stare Anna held Ryu's drenched muzzle with her own bloodied palms tight and firm. 

“If we are to win this I need you, are you with me?” Her confidently strong tone drew a sigh from Ryu. It seemed whenever her friend held the reins her body was weakened, this only made Anna and Kristoff appreciate the confirming nod given. 

“Hey lovebirds-" Kristoff nodded downward to the men congregating towards the giant sphere curiously poking it. “We better hurry and get that bomb to the north point, before one of those idiots detonat-” as Kristoff spoke the soldiers swung the butt of their hammers and swords towards the ball in unison to open it. 

“No!" The words echoed in Anna's head. 

At first there was a blinding white that took over their surroundings. Then an overwhelming heat brought by blues, indigos, and purples. 

The fire that Anna was certain would melt her flesh was dulled considerably to a tepid temperature. Too stunned to move, she felt the familiar texture of Kristoff's clothes pressed snuggly to her right cocooned in a scaly case. 

It hurt being tossed around and then buried beneath what she could hear as rubble and stone crumbling beside and on top of them. The flames hissed and screamed as they spread over the expanse of the area and fort. 

I'm going to die. 

The idea of ever dying of old age was long abandoned. 

Anna was sure of it until she heard the rapid beating of Ryu's heart against her ear and shuddery breaths. Kristoff held his inching his hand between the tight squeeze of Anna's 

The dragon groaned in pain when she tried breaking through their rocky grave. After a few attempts the Yokai yelled in frustration and thrusted upward violently bursting through. Her shoulders connected to a wooden beam pushing it aside. 

Anna still could not find it in herself to move, she couldn't find the strength to feel guilt for ignoring Kristoff's words in favor of the ringing in her ears or for leaving the majority of the effort to Ryu and the Yokai to pull and dig them above the debris. 

“Anna, can you hear me? Anna? Are you hurt?” Anna's wrenching vepid stare clenched his gut. Breathing through clenched teeth he looked around– cheeks just as ash ridden and dirty as Anna's face and Ryu's body. 

Following his stare Anna saw what Sweet Lady had done. 

I created this. 

Fire clung to whatever was flammable, boiling the puddles of blood. The snow which fell blended in with ash floating along with the red embers. 

Needing a moment Ryu lay on top of the rock pile as uncomfortable as it was closing her eyes. 

In a disturbing juxtaposition the air smelt tooth achingly sweet. The soldiers who triggered the explosion were no more. 

Their families would not know their fate, beyond recognition, their skin had peeled off their bodies and faces and hung limply down on the ground, in ribbons. Their hair was burnt down to a few measly centimeters from the scalp, strewn about their abdomens grotesquely large and swollen. Some of the bodies bopped up and down in small trenches of water which bubbled from the heat. 

Approaching footsteps alerted them, Ryu growled warningly trying to see past the incessant fog. 

“Queen Anna!" They knew that voice which called out coughing. 

“Konstantin." Kristoff sighed heavily, stumbling back against a piece of wall. 

“Sir Kristoff-" he acknowledged, trailed by other soldiers. “Well-" his hand gestured to their surroundings sheepishly. Grey ash clung to his bristly mustache and once clean uniform. “That plan blew up in our faces, quite literally." His well humored remark was ignored by the queen. 

Ryu chirped and crawled towards Anna wrapping around her. Instead of keeping her head down hidden in her knees she rested it against Ryu's chest. 

“Still shell shocked I see, you'll become accustomed to it, your Majesty. For now we must engage with our next line of action. What is the next move? Any ideas?” 

Anna remained silent, ideas? She was out of ideas. As Konstantin had remarked her idea to end this just blew up their only defensible position. 

As if sensing the self loathing Ryu pressed her muzzle against Anna's hair, nibbling her scalp. “I don't have a plan." Her feeble voice broke Kristoff's heart. Rarely had he ever seen her so defeated. Kneeling beside her he cupped her smudged cheeks between his hands, rubbing away some of the dirt. 

“It'll be alright Anna. And even if it's not, we'll make it alright. Like we always do.”

Konstantin’s robust voice interrupted the tender moment agreeing with the sentiment. "An Árnadalr trait I've seen and heard. Queen Anna?" He called, finally she graced him a glance, tears creating streams of clean skin as they rippled from her eyes. “In war, truth is the first casualty.” A softened side of the man was brought to the surface one his men had never seen nor knew him capable of. "I have seen many good men die, young, old, smart, dull. I hardened my heart to it knowing that this is our reality but that doesn't mean it is our fate. When you believe all your strength is gone, know that that isn't true. Draw strength from thinking and remembering what you are fighting for. Or in your case who. The love you have for who you defend is that strength.” 

Anna focused hard on the memories which she tucked away so as to not be distracted on the battlefield. “Well-" she croaked swallowing. “Elsa. Arendelle. My family.” She looked to Kristoff, then to Ryu. "My friends." Ryu. Wait… my friend Ryu.

“Ryu my friend." Anna said again as if she just spoke some grand piece to their puzzling predicament. Standing on unstable ground had Kristoff grasping her arm. “Whoa slow down." He warned. 

"Ryu you're my friend.” The dragon crooned what was probably a sardonic response which made Anna bubble in giggles. “Exactly!"

Smiling victoriously she turned to Konstantin. "My friend is a dragon!" Catching on he too grinned nodding his head. “And you are a strong and wild queen. What better suited mount would there be to serve such a monarch?” 

There was that nervous tug at her fingers as Anna bit her lip, sure she and Ryu were friends and Ryu did agree to ferry her back in Arendelle but could she really go as far to state her monarchy held some importance to her. Last they spoke of it seriously– Anna I'm not going to respect you because you are the queen, I respect you cause you are the person I care about's sister and as an individual as well. I do not pay heed to human titles, useless.

Anna hated the idea of being assumptive of the Dragon's stance though Konstantin did not seem to share this sentiment. Sheepishly she side eyed Ryu. 


Standing up in the shared excitement Ryu stretched her sore and possibly torn muscles, answering the call to arms from her queen. Wait… was Anna her queen? 

The audacity of humans never ceases to amaze me. 

Turning her head to Anna the dragon considered her closely, Anna mimicked the action looking less certain at being cross examined. Long seconds passed as the two gazed into each other's eyes, different in color but equal in intensity. Ryu's eyes roamed over Anna's ash-dusted cheeks, her vibrant eyes, her now greyish hair which had streaks of fiery red, almost as hot as Anna's temperament. She was as good as an example of what a leader should be in Ryu's eyes; smart, willing to accept her mistakes and learn from them, wise, unassuming, and oh so loving, not demanding respect or reverence but certainly inspiring it. Promising through her actions to care and protect her followers. 

Why wouldn't she follow her into battle? Ryu couldn't think of a single reason but thought of a million reasons why she would again and again. 

Anna's own eyes flickered over Ryu's scales, which were beginning to move oh-so-slightly as she exhaled softly, her now matted mane and wild features, all visages cried out for her attention. Both bodies remained frozen otherwise, as neither girl wanted to take the next step for fear of frightening the other, but neither of them was quite ready to understand which sentiment to go with.

Anna reached up and ran her thumb across Ryu's lip who closed her eyes as she relaxed into Anna's surprisingly cold hand, nearly purring in contentment. 

Pulling away Ryu stood as straight as her body would allow, surprising all present she bent her weak knee and prostrated herself to Anna bowing her head low. 

Slowly both Konstantin, his men and Kristoff followed, all bowing to their queen. 

If a creature such as this thought her worthy, how could Anna possibly let her people, her friends, her family down?

Despite her willpower, Anna began to cry until Ryu stood before her new queen and turned towards the north, turning back she barked jerking her head allowing Anna to mount her– there was no time for sappy sentiment. 

I did not agree to allow some human to use me as a common horse. 

Yea and you're dead so shut up. 

“So what's the plan, Feisty pants?" Kristoff asked, palming his ax while eyeing the horizon. 

Anna furrowed her brows, mind racing over their options. "I don't know how well the Bishop and Rook divisions are holding up against the Heretics. Kristoff, Konstantin, do you think you can find Sven and any surviving horses and warn them while Ryu and I go to No Man's land?” Konstantin turned instantly and began barking orders out to his men to carry on the queen's wishes but Kristoff sputtered.

“Whoa wait, are you sure you are feeling alright you didn't bump your head or anything?" His incredulous worry made Anna smile sweetly down at him. 

"Don't worry I have Ryu–” 

"And the Yokai!” He reminded. 

"Nevertheless they won't let anything harm me–” As she caressed Ryu's neck not looking to see her yellow eyes the dragon irritatedly rebuffed the affection with a shake and quick grumble. “– I think…” 

Sighing, Kristoff nodded, rolling his sore shoulders and neck. "Alright, can I get a lift to the forest maybe?" He glanced at the Yokai who gave his answer in a cold deadpan stare.

“Good to know.” Climbing upon his lowered wing the dragon complained trying to shake him off. " Hey now! You won't keep me from my wife.” Turning he kissed the giggling Anna mumbling into her lips. "Stay safe. Don't do anything dumb no matter how much Ryu tells you it's a good idea." 

“You too… but with Sven." 

With Kristoff gone the trio turned their gaze back to the soldiers who were scouring the ruined grounds and heading into the woods. 

The Yokai hummed lowering down on watching with a keen interest. “Hold steady guys, we have a mission to complete.” 

Descending downward from the pile of what was once fort Karasta, the Yokai examined their wings closely, testing the exertion of what their body could handle with a push of their head and paws. 

Ryu recognized the smell in the air…Did Anna seriously make a giant sugar bomb? And were they really going to just…explode an entire army? Crazy woman. Ryu's pride in the woman was contagious, she wanted to wriggle and writhe with glee but the Yokai had his limits of what juvenile displays he'd subject himself to. 

How far must we fly?

Well Anna said no man's land and that's at least miles away. 

“Whoa-" Anna grabbed onto Ryu's mane as they stood on hind legs and leapt into the air. 

I may be able to get there. But your body is reaching its limits, fledgling. 

I'm not seeing a lot of options here. Better fly fast bud.

The Yokai growling shook Ryu's head. 

I am not a sprouting flower–

“To the sky Periwinkle!" Anna cheered victoriously, holding her fist high. 

You are no master of min-

Oh for crying out loud! We're on borrowed time, fly!

Huffing the dragon began flapping Ryu's with great effort. It was exhausting work but Yokai would not allow the limitations of this body to stop them from getting closer to the absolute peace promised in that foreign land they called Arendelle. 

“Come on Ryu you got this, you can do it!" 

She offers me no encouragement despite me doing all the work. 

You growled at her. Besides, when did you begin caring about the opinions of humans?

Silence yourself. 


Up this high Anna felt untouchable, she knew this was a false sense of security knowing that the moment they were spotted the enemy would react immediately and take invasive action, firing whatever projectiles be it; cannons, arrows, or large boulders from their remaining catapults and ballistae at them. 

They could fly to a higher altitude but that was too risky without confirming the Rooks and Bishops cleared out of the blast radius first, eyeing the horizon with a frown Anna sighed. 

“We need to take out the rest of the catapults, cannons and archers. Do you think your flames will be hot enough?" The dragon turned to face her, chest already aglow and temperature rising by the second that made Anna grateful she was wearing ice. It wasn't a necessary question– scales rattling together, singing a deadly hiss– the Yokai looked restless, sinew twitching, ears erect and tail stiff, facing towards the loud commotion of battle. 

“Alright Periwinkle–" Anna pulled her goggles and hood over her head fixing them to a proper fit. “Let's see what you got, ya giant furnace.” She knew the challenge would egg Ryu and the Yokai on enough for them to give everything they could. 

Periwinkle? What is wrong with this child?

I don't know she was kissed or trampled by a troll or something as a baby. 


It started as a low whistle which grew louder and louder as the dot in the horizon became larger and larger. 

The Bishops and Rooks divisions continued advancing upon the Heretics. They were met with an unfathomable resistance, at a clear disadvantage despite constructing hasty fortifications organized by Misha and Mattias with what could be found upon the battlefield to allow a breathing point to repel being overwhelmed. The Heretics which evaded the Yokai's wrath remained in a formation some distance away content on maintaining a strong hold in that position, despite having weapons and numbers those lines broke though when a few from them spotted her and Ryu. 

The battle was too hectic for any of those who saw the approaching shadow to be considered. 

Anna could feel the heat grow between her legs as Ryu's muzzle hung open, inhaling a considerable amount of air holding it. 

She gripped the appendages closing one eye aiming as they sped lower and closer. She could hear the high pitch screech bubbling from Ryu's throat as she charged her blast. “Ready!" She hiked her legs up positioning herself lower. The Yokai roared as they picked up the pace, eyes slitting from seeing the scrambling men scurry in fear in the near distance spurring on a predatory instinct. 

“Aim!" They were a few feet away, she could barely see the men below scurrying away diving downward. 

“Fire… “ Ryu released a wall of flames which consumed a few catapults, wagons, and temporary forts in an Armageddon of purple and blue haze. 

"That's the stuff baby!” Anna cheered, pumping her fist in the air almost sent her toppling from the safety of Ryu's back 

“Oh Jesus!" She cried quickly grabbing the dragon's mane right on time for them to angle up as they twirled towards the sky rounding a wide turn. Glancing down she scanned around spotting the loyalists taking to horse back, some had to jump their horses over the fires. There was no time to give any direction. 

The Heretics were quick to retaliate manning their cannons, ballistae, and bows launching towards the gray demon in the sky. Anna watched as the troops zeroed in on them, figuring out their plan made it simple to discern where to aim. Sensing her line of thought, Ryu urged the Yokai to fly faster, breaking off from the pattern they flew in.

Now there were three sources sucking the essences her body created naturally; herself, the Yokai and the undying will to use her flames and fortify herself to push past the fatigue and win this. 

“Time to break out the fancy moves Periwinkle!" Anna called as they hovered, she lurched left but the yokai turned right nearly throwing her off. A cannonball flung towards them and then a second, this time even closer, Anna felt the rough muscular power of Ryu and the momentum of their turns jolted her body painfully. Quickly rising above the aiming radius knocked the air from her lungs at the sudden change in air pressure nearly causing her to go unconscious and light headed. 

Easy! You have to move in sync with her.

How am I possibly going to accomplish that with a creature who lacks the ability of flight. 

Ugh. Just follow my lead somehow. 

Anna groaned, righting herself atop of Ryu, her hand gently touching her nose seeing red upon her fingers. It was either from the leftover shellshock or the altitude changes which caused a nosebleed and spinning head. Anna stretched her neck and centered her nerves. 

Zooming upward they curved when the height they found themselves at was unreachable by any arrow, cannon, bolt, or boulder, tipping their nose towards the ground. Ryu tucked her wings in building up enough gas in her closed mouth till it puckered her cheeks and blew, spreading so many flames with every breath she took not wasting a single one on getting oxygen to her lungs. Whenever she opened her mouth–one, if facing her direction– could see a sun being born deep within her throat rising at a terrifying rate till it gushed forth between her fangs incinerating anything it touched. 

One of the enemy shots successfully collided with the lower end of Ryu's tail. It wasn't a devastating hit, but still enough for Anna's heart to begin pounding even faster and her senses to be lit up to an all time high. 

Anna lightly tugged at Ryu's fur knowing what they had to do now. “There's a squadron of archers and a ballistae hiding in that trench over there!” Anna pointed, following her direction Ryu took them low enough then leveled ducking her head. 

The molten flames traveled quickly and fiercely inside the trench, men screamed fleeing and jumping to climb out the pit of hell on earth, fire exploded from where it landed, rapidly flaring towards them like a tsunami of destruction. 

Every single breath was dedicated to bursting flames and causing more damage to the army. It was when Ryu's body began faltering Anna worried her bottom lip, surveying what was left to be done, knowing the dragon wouldn't last much longer.

The equipment Ryu's flames didn't entirely burn had the Yokai wrapping her tail flukes together tightly using it as a mallet to smash the wood, splintering it apart with deep whip-like crack. 

“Whooooooh!" Anna cheered. “I didn't know you could do that!"

Neither did I. 

One particular catapult made of metal refused to melt beneath Ryu's quick strikes. It was the one the men favored now aiming it at the retreating loyalists. 

“Don't group up! Don't group up!" They could hear Kristoff bellowing upon Sven trying to avoid the enemy projectiles and ensure everyone got away in time. 

If they hit them with that thing they're done!

I have an idea. 

Seizing the opportunity, Ryu began turning upside down slowly. Interpreting her intentions seeing what her friend was eyeing, Anna uprooted from her seat and crawled carefully around Ryu's side till she was safely secured in her arms. The dragon's wings wrapped around her. 

The trajection rammed them straight through the catapult dismantling it from the ground to topple over. 

The pain clang through Ryu's body like church bells more and rattled her bones but she clenched her jaw. 

Flying low she roared burning through the cannons which exploded pulverizing the army by the sheer force.

Her alarmed cry drew Anna's eyes backward to spot the intruder who clung to her tail, blade clenched between his teeth. Ryu spiraled to shake him away like a dog's flea but like any parasite he refused to be thrown. Anna tested standing up on shaky legs while Ryu kept their flight path straight and steady so she could crouch low and travel down her spine. 

She made it a few inches further down Ryu's back before the dragon was forced to turn nearly shaking her off balance. 

The soldier climbed up, Anna could almost see the ambition he had in his stare. Slay the beast, become a hero. 

Anna scowled at his audacity, as if they were in some fairytale and he would be the knight in shining armor who would plunge his sword into the dragon's heart just to be sung and praised for centuries to come a legend.

But this wasn't a fairytale, and this dragon was not alone, and Anna would not allow him to trample Ryu's life down just to pave his way to glory. 

Enraged by the idea she launched herself straight towards his midsection, his sword had miscalculated her move not expecting such ferocity and brazenness from a woman.

He screamed to Anna's right as they plummeted through the sky down towards the smoke. Anna had no such panic knowing that any minute now Ryu would-

She held onto Ryu's paws with a rush of relief pouring out with her adrenaline. She smiled feeling the claws wrap around her arms hoisting her up. “Right on time, Periwinkle.” Ryu glanced down at her and warbled, assisting Anna to her back that was why she almost dropped her as a horrible screech tore from her throat. 

Anna screamed in unison as if feeling her pain as well. A familiarity with the whole situation glistened in Ryu's tearful eyes that looked towards the large bolt shot from a ballista which pierced through the membrane of her wing. 

“Anna! Paul!" Kristoff yelled, jumping back into the fire to race towards them. 

They glided for as long as they could leaving a trail of blood raining from the sky until they tipped downward, falling to the earth in what would be a devastating crash. Anna, prompted by Ryu, crawled to her belly again to be shielded from impact. 

The earthquake their impact left created a skidded crater in the snow. Anna, not wasting a second, stood up from Ryu's hold and rushed to her injured wing. 

'Anna!' Kristoff hollered, and Anna searched for him, spotting him over her shoulder as he rushed towards them with Sven, extending his hand to the pole she gripped. 

Clutching the bolt’s shaft she tugged with all her strength. "Help me get this out quickly!” It was an easy task as the arrowhead had no curving ends to hook into Ryu's flesh. 

Grateful, the dragon stood shakily huffing. Anna ran back to her head, hugging it close to her chest. She was battered, past exhaustion, even with the Yokai's bold and unwavering spirit Ryu's body was still just that. 

As the soldiers closed in they huddled together all facing different directions, Ryu's tail draped around them as she roared spittle flying from her fangs in warning its feral sound faltered the men enough. 

In a last attempt she spun, blowing a ring of fire around them to keep the soldiers from encroaching and further. 

They were trapped. Ryu could not keep the fire going forever and the moment it was gone they soldiers would be upon them to kill Anna and Kristoff and possibly took hold of Ryu attempting to destroy her. 

Time after time today Anna had been tested to her limits, just when she thought she had nothing left to give something else came to fruition but now she couldn't see a way out. 

She shook her head, gripping the large bolt in her hands pointing it at the troops. 

Elsa would never want her to give up. Never yield, never let anyone harm her friends and family. She'd protect them just as fiercely if not more so than what her sister expected of her. 

The stand off lasted for three minutes until the efforts of the soldiers could be heard from hauling their ballistae around the royals aiming them directly at the dragon and queen. 

In spite of the flames which protected them, cold winds blew and coursed shivers down the humans’ spine. Anna dropped the heavy bolt to the ground looking around confusedly. Ryu's eyes narrowed and appendages shot up twisting in half circles. She sniffed hard at the air trying to pick a certain something that lingered in the winds which blew against the natural direction they had been traveling in. 

As the cranks were pulled and shot, Anna screamed, hugging Kristoff close, shielded by Ryu's body which leapt over them. 

Ice grew from the ground rapidly encircling them in a protective wall. Some of the fired bolts were stuck in its grip.

A mass expanse of crystalized fractals in a beautiful array of shapes and colors overtook the ground, the war weaponry subcame to the ice pillars which rose beneath them. 

A light current of snow blew strongly enough to snuff out the flames which overtook the battlefield. A mass flood cleansing out the destruction and blood. It all washed away in a dark current. At the epicenter of the storm all was still. This peace followed the woman dressed in white as she walked calmly towards the walls which lowered the closer she came. 

The bolts clanked against the ground when they were no longer held. 

“Elsa…” Anna breathed out with all the love and relief she could muster. Her heart literally climbed into her throat, and Anna's eyes stretched wide. 

Like an ethereal being surrounded in heavenly light, stepped forward upon the ice, with a blue and white, transcendent billowing blouse and tights upon her person. Distinctly it was the blouse one would see upon a royal prince, the sleeves decoratively etched in scales, each one faint hues that conspicuously matched Ryu's, gleamed with light whenever the sun could poke through the smog and hit it. 

This is your mate, whom you think of obsessively? 

Ryu weakly barked. Oh thank fucking Jesus Christ. Knowing that her friends would be safe, her shaking limbs finally gave out, sending her down unceremoniously. There were too many aches and troubles plaguing her body for her to take inventory of. 

Elsa stood before them turning to dare any of the Heretics to make a move against her with a frigid, glacial stare.

She was, however, jolted forward by a bear hug from behind. Turning around knowing exactly who it was, she cupped Anna's face smiling serenely.

Anna quaked, clutching Elsa's biceps tightly as Elsa grinned and wiped some of the dirt from her cheeks. Her hair flowed with the soft winds behind her. 

The relief her visage brought a calm that all, Ryu, Kristoff, Anna and loyalist alike ate up gluttonously: just as the battlefield had become. Calm and at peace, halting all action at the command of the goddess among man.

With all this in mind, Anna attempted to pull herself together as best as she could to explain the disarray their current predicament was, but the tears flowed endlessly and her hardened battle heart was a trembling mess. 

“El-Elsa- I tried my best but I couldn't, I had ideas… they didn't work but I couldn't just allow these men to die so we flew, and Ryu was shot! I made a bomb and those- stupid men blew it up, the fort is gone- and Ryu has that bird thing in her controlling her sometimes and she ate people but didn't want to-” Anna didn't care who watched on as the queen became a babbling girl who couldn't even speak as she sniffled hard forcing the snot back up her nasal cavities. She would have been humiliated had Elsa not stood patiently listening and caressing her in the most gentle of ways and though those sweet touches and her tender gaze helped ease the pain in her heart which broke through like a dam along with it came the emotions she had to bottle up all morning and afternoon. 

“It'll be alright now. I'm here. You did your very best and I am beyond proud of you Anna." Elsa mumbled cradling her sister, rubbing her back. 

It made Anna wonder if she was actually trying to soothe her or bring forth more snot and emotional dishevelment. It of course did both and Anna's fluids leaked onto Elsa so she pulled away wiping her mostly unclean face on a dirty sleeve. 

Still despite Elsa's encouragement she felt like a failure. “Everything is a mess and for that I am truly sorry. I'm so sorry.” 

What else could she say? She created a weapon which proved too powerful to manage, killing men albeit men who were against them in the most horrific ways, and now Ryu lay behind them bleeding and bruised probably with broken bones. 

However, when she looked up at Elsa, there was only a tranquility and acceptance for what happened. It brought Anna a tiny bit of relief. She was the only one a complete mess and could finally let go. 

“There is nothing to apologize for Anna. You never have to be sorry for being the queen people need you to be. For being a hero. Never apologize for what you are, for you are spectacular, stronger than most, braver, and so very smart.” How could Elsa sound so confident while her voice trembled. Anna threw all her tired weight into her allowing the woman to support her for a little while until she pulled away. 

“I don't feel spectacular." She chuckled hiccuping. "But I'll take your word for it, you are in fact a genius.' Anna smiled, although every bit of her felt disgusting, swollen in some places, an amalgamation of blood, ash, debris, and sweat. That didn't stop her sister from combing her messy hair with her fingers. 

“As much as I love holding you it would be easier-" Elsa flicked her wrist producing a cloth from thin air handing it to Anna. “To wipe your mucus and snot on this no?” She grinned as her sister took it and blew her nose in loud toots. 

"Now show me-” a loud cry from soldiers drew their attention to the men rushing towards Elsa with swords. 

Elsa blinked and nonchalantly moved to the side evading the attacks. When past her she stomped her foot creating ice for the men to slip on and topple over one another. 

“Alright, okay, anyways-” 

Elsa held Anna's hand firmly tending to their family as the men collected themselves around the now frozen winter scape. 


Ryu's lids felt heavier than the weight of the soul she carried within. Each breath she took was audible, her head couldn't rest up on her paws which remained splayed out. 

The gasses to create the brilliant flames had run out for now, the mucus which protected her mouth from the heat was now dried. She hoped her girls wouldn't ask for anything from her, even the Yokai remained silent, resting. She didn't feel the same way with her close encounters with death. This… this was a different refusal from her muscles and limbs she never felt before. 

Complete and utter exhaustion. 

She heard the clicking footsteps approach but she didn't want to open her eyes. Even when Elsa’s sweet voice danced into her ears. “Oh my sweet Gecko…” Her scales didn't twitch when cold fingers drew tiny designs upon her hide, and then a desperate grip held her mane.

“She… god, Elsa the things she did for us. The things they both did for us… I don't even know where to begin.” Anna said through a raw and teary voice. 

I tried my best, fledgling. I have tried to not eat away at the resources and energies your body provides but that task is as impossible as asking one to not breathe. I am sorry. 

Elsa's soft lips lingered as they touched her muzzle. Today Ryu was more than what she ever thought she could be; a protector, a willing servant, a soldier, though wounded, if there was more fighting to be done they'd have to leave her lying here. She couldn't go on, with nothing left, she gave up the fight. 

The approaching marching sounds of troops had Ryu struggling to lift her head whimpering towards the sounds but she was shushed and pushed back down by Elsa. She sounded so... “Iyaiya, Ryū-chan. Ugokasou to shinaide kudasai.” speaking in a tenderness that made Ryu shiver sensitively. “Anata wa jūbun ni yaritogemashita." 

Cracking one eye open she beheld the beautiful angel above her. The tremble in her heart had Ryu asking the foolish question; What more can I do?

 All she could do was tremble under the woman’s powerful stare and her imposing presence which brought a sense of safety Ryu had not felt in days. As Elsa drew in closer, unbothered by the enemy closing in, she widened her arms sweeping Ryu's large head into her lap. She gently inhaled near Ryu's mane. “Kanojo o yasuma sete kudasai,” she whispered over Ryu's hot flesh.

Ryu tried her best to not move and settle the spirit, she could sense the yokai betraying her. She knew how domineering the dragon could be and how nasty his lashing out could get. At least she didn't have to worry about the people around her, her body would not allow for such behavior. 

Her relief to be reunited with Elsa made her release a tranquil chemical which she knew would affect the Yokai as well. 

So have you learned your lesson?

What might that be?

How the most dangerous thing for you is to love. We almost died for these humans.

Ryu smiled small, purring weakly. Elsa praised her for the noise. “Oh sweetheart." 

Yes… yes… I'd gladly do it again and again. 

The warmth and tightness of her heart, mixed with the cool sensations condensed at the tip of Elsa's fingers forced Ryu to mewl pathetically but she didn't care smirking at the disgust the Yokai held at her pensive submissive behaviour. 


Standing Elsa waved her hands allowing Anna to grip her shoulders as the ground beneath them shook. A platform raised high enough to keep them out of reach of the soldiers but still close enough that they could hear Elsa's strong voice. 

Some took aim with their bows and crossbows spurring Elsa on to freeze their weapons creating a cold so awful in their hands they had no other choice but to drop them to the ground. 

“Soldiers of Ruskland-" she began stepping forward. “It is with some regret that I must inform you that Princess Darya is dead." Some gasps could be heard across the crowd and murmurs. Elsa could pick up some words ‘witch’, ‘murder’, ‘treason’. 

“She died by my hand refusing to see reason, she made an explicit choice. I will answer for my actions with the empress herself and let her pass judgment.” Anna's concerned gaze bore into the back of Elsa’s skull. 

“Rather than live and see the truth she’d rather die believing that she was right. I ask that you do not follow in her footsteps. Stop this foolish and barbaric fight with your brothers, stop watering your nation's soil with each other's blood.”

"This witch killed our princess! She murdered her in cold blood!” 

"Murderer!"

It was now Elsa grew frustrated raising her voice above the hollers and rebukes. 

“Look around you! I did not come to your land and destroy it with hatred and injustice! That was your doing, your actions. I did not rise up and revolt against my reigning monarch with a falsified sense of righteousness. I did not spear into my fellow man whom I trained with and stab them in the back. I did not cut down the forest or use my land's resources to harm or kill. That was you…” Elsa swallowed harshly clenching and unclenching her fists at her sides. 

"I am not threatening you but I am giving you a warning. The forces of nature go beyond your comprehension, including my own and I am one. Please heed my words that if you keep pushing and attempting to destroy what nature has put in place she will not be as merciful as I.” 

Silence overtook them like scolded children. The clearer path was as obvious as any, the deserters surrendered willingly. 

Elsa and her family remained on the platform watching as they organized themselves together under the watchful eye of Mattias, Konstantin, and Misha who looked of a confusing mixture of bitterness and relief. He cast a bewildered glance at Elsa breaking away as the other two military superiors playfully mocked him with I told you so’s. 

A single soldier's voice rose up above the snow singing the Ruskland National anthem, one by one joined until they created a beautiful choir of triumph. Unified once more. 

Kristoff held Anna kneeling down limply, their bodies felt jellified. They could finally return home, all of them alive. 

Elsa as a final gift spread her arms wide, creating one more cleansing gust powerful enough to clear away the smoke and forecast, shining the dusky sun and sprinkling upon all their faces delicate snowflakes. 


Ryu's eyes opened as she felt her legs wobble to stand. 

What are you doing?

We have just won a mighty battle, fledgling. We must remind these humans what awaits them should they rebel further against your mate. 

Elsa turned smiling broadly watching Ryu limp her way to the edge joining her. 

Yea right you just don't want her to get all the glory. The Yokai chuckled richly and began inhaling. 

Maybe… 

It's my body I'll do it. 

Her reserves ran on fumes and with those fumes Ryu roared a triumphant screech that nearly drowned out the last high notes of the anthem, spreading her wings, torn– blood splattered all. Her call echoed throughout the valley harmonizing with the soldiers. 

Okay goodnight now. 

And with that she fell over in a cloud of powdery snow. 

Elsa looked on, shaking her head while still grinning at the unconscious dragon. 

“Oh Gecko,” She turned, watching the sun set knowing that sometime tomorrow they'd be on their way home at last. “What am I going to do with you?" 


 

The whole affair was dizzying and if they hadn't accomplished what they just did Elsa would also say impossible… 

Though she never had any desire to return, here is where she found herself back in the Neoclassical opulent city, traveling in carriages much too grand down the dark cobblestone roads. To say their last visit was the height of resplendence was now a fallacy. 

Riding down the roads caught the eyes of many curious previously now, citizens lavished the royal family in attention and adoration, raining down upon them with streamers, flowers, and reefs. As those who stood on the streets celebrated them waving hoping to catch the eye of at least the reindeer who pulled their carriage. 

The jubilation in the city was so boisterous, with people dancing, drums, singing the sound of victory, all taking part in the glorious quelling of a rebellion and the squashing of the insurgency which plagued their city. 

Elsa found their spirits non contagious, her own emotions from being in such an environment irreconcilable. They won, but at the cost of their princess’ life. Did they not mourn her, was she not well loved by the citizens of the ruling state?

Was it appropriate to celebrate essentially her death? Or was her betrayal so heinous that they would rather praise foreign royals instead? 

Her attention was stolen from watching the merriment by a squeeze of Anna's hand. She smiled sadly at her sister's apparent confusion at the situation. 

“We're safe now," Kristoff stated, taking the role of being the voice of reason customarily. “And once the empress is done parading us around we'll be able to go home and stay home." 

Anna chuckled dryly. “I faced an entire army but somehow a party full of dignitaries from different countries is more daunting- still though at least we're faring better than Ryu.” They all looked out the window of the carriage. 

The dragon–bandaged and covered in white sparkling snow and frost, glistening beautifully- starkly contrasted this look with their expression. As a safety precaution “Elsa’s creation" was flanked by experienced guards who could ensure no one strayed close enough to lose an arm or worse. 

 

Kristoff pulled and tugged at the collar of his velvety emerald dashing suit, affixed with his hair combed back stood with Anna, his attire compared to hers was a perfect representation of their stances on such affairs, a tasteful traveling crown supported by her loose coiffure bangs which led into lay proudly upon an immaculate nest of carefully woven braids.

Her fitted green gown seemed to be made of the materials that Kristoff's jacket sported, a royal purple sash of their national colors were represented lining across her shoulders and torso. The Crocus emblem brooch was to its opposite pinned to her chest. 

The red carpet was thrown out for them as they exited the carriage. Ryu finally joined their sides, usually Elsa would keep her line in succession but they were granted liberties being war heroes, but her own fingers worried themselves as she anxiously glanced around. Her eyes landed upon Ryu noticing her kerchief’s blue ice jewel was crooked. 

As sneakily as she could Elsa’s hand tried to fix it just to be shaken away. 

 The Yokai's yellow eyes glared at her complaining with a light snarl, despite being male it was still jarringly Ryu's voice though now it sounded thicker and Elsa could even hear an accent despite no words being spoken. 

“Your kerchief is crooked. Just let me-” Elsa tried again, this time she was threatened to be bitten, though she was not frightened in the slightest. 

If you bite her I will push through and embarrass you.

For one to suffer embarrassment they must care for the opinions of others. 

Try me. It was still difficult to seize control but Ryu was beginning to gain some semblance of being a novice. 

She wouldn't be able to do grand things due to the fatigue her soul felt from bearing another but she could do small things. 

The others watched on with mild perturbation at how quickly Ryu's expressions and voice changed, still adjusting to this condition she had herself in as she cooed at Elsa and rolled to her feet like a repentant dog rubbing her legs through her long dress skirt. 

Elsa tried to calm her down without wrinkling her own clothes and Ryu's kerchief with the custom made Arendelle sigil crafted of ice.

The Yokai refused to wear any other flourishes around their neck or shoulders and thought the European clothes to be ‘tedious’ and ‘stupid’ looking. He didn't refuse the Kerchief matching with Elsa's attire, beguiled by Ryu and the jewel’s gorgeous sheen. It complimented Elsa's light gown which was accented with sky blues, silvery whites and a smattering of frozen crystal. Her cape trail followed behind, splayed a reasonable distance, sheer and reflective making her the walking personification of a clear winter sky. 

Yes, it was safe to say that the Yokai was a proud, traditional, and stubborn creature. The last trait being the only one he shared with Ryu– must have been a dragon's nature. 

Even the way he carried himself, head always held high, when Ryu was in a constant swivel to examine her surroundings. Ryu pranced and moved like a cat, the Yokai marched and slithered like a snake. Ryu watched humans with fear and curiosity, the Yokai watched with a deep disgust and disinterest. 

Cease your idiotic simpering!

I thought you didn't care about the opinions of others. 

I do not, but I will not allow a dragoness to conduct herself in such a disgraceful manner. 

Then behave yourself and do exactly as Elsa says. 

I have my limits. Ryu purred, savoring Elsa’s wonderful touch as she fussed over her mane, grooming it back to perfection with her fingers urging her to stand.  

She knows. Relinquishing control she relaxed comfortably ignoring the draining sensation she felt sucking at her organs and abilities to pull air in and out. 

The loud trumpets sounding startled all of them as the large procession marched out in the same perfect choreography as during their first visit, marching down the steps in a perfect line on each side. Their pressed uniforms of thick Crimson tunics, and hard-heeled black boots which created rhythmic music as they hit the pavement. Armed with shasquas sheathed to their cotton, black trousers. 

A man whose body definitely did not match his deep alto tone announced. “Presenting Princess Alyona Dmitrieva-Mamonova, second in line to the Ruskland empire's throne, Duchess of Catalonia, countess of Apulia and Calabria.”

So this was the missing daughter of the Mamonova family who evaded Elsa and Anna; She made the Arendelle royals feel as if they traveled back in time to meet a young Alexandrovna, dressed in their national colors of black and red, her skirts billowed out widely. Her well endowed chest forced her corset to double its efforts in holding her firm. The studded jewels along the torso of her dress– which matched the deep rubies decorating in a necklace- seemed ready to burst forth with the smallest exhale, while her hair was decorated in a high in an updo, terminating any untrained person's balance upon the crown of the head in a full cluster of curls; which fell in ringlets. 

She held a more interested and less depressive expression than her mother when they first met her at least. 

Beside stood a tan man of medium height, if someone were to tell Elsa the tale of a rakish man with many lovers he'd fit what she'd picture in her head, with his thin black mustache, well oiled and slicked back hair, black infantry coat, and pants lined with gold along the trimmings, and pristine white gloves. 

“Accompanying her is prince consort Enrique Juan María Luise de Borbón y Borbón-Dos Sicilias, eighteenth in line for the throne of Spain, son of Isabel II, María Isabel Luisa de Borbón y Borbón-Dos Sicilias.” 

As the royal family of Arendelle were introduced Anna played the perfect queen and warmly smiled at the princess who held a small grin. She was a disarmingly beautiful woman with dark hair and green eyes, and her voice commanded respect speaking with deep octaves of authority.

“Royal family of Arendelle, we welcome you! Not just as guests this time but as the supreme heroes of Ruskland–” she wasn't too disturbed or shocked by Ryu's presence, perhaps having already heard of Elsa's grand "Creation” through gossip. 

"Tonight we shall humble ourselves before you as we become official allies and friends.” When she bowed her elegant head Elsa worried that the weight of her hair would tip her over but she was trained for such feats which was obvious by her grace and poise.

“Thank you." Anna responded. The princess taking her consort’s arm turned inviting the family to follow her inside. 


Their previous encounters with the castle paled in comparison to this was stating the least. There were already guests present flooding the halls, contrary to the whispers traveling between them in a constant stream of watery tales and gossip they'd clap and bow whenever the queen passed by with her entourage, and stare blankly, pointing unabashedly at the great white beast which followed. 

Soon the brave were trailing them, wolves following an injured deer sniffing the ground at the exotic and exciting blood trails they left behind. 

The throne room was everything one would suspect when seeing the heavy double doors which contained all the resplendent colors which represented House Dmitrieva-Mamonova. 

Gold banners, crimson sashes and black curtains hung on all sides of the grand walkway leading to the throne. 

They swayed bolstered by red flames bustling inside large golden braziers, the windows' purposes had been stolen by the decorative dozens of the candelabra strewn about the room, it would take one drunken mishap for one to fall so they must have been secured to the ground. A red carpet similar to the one outside protected the royals’ feet from the stone floors. 

Guards and infantrymen, lined in the background with diligent attendance. Their numbers estimated to about fifty, outfitted and uniformed sharply, shielded by helms made both Elsa and the Yokai nervous. The coup took only half of those numbers when Darya stabbed her, she prayed another mutiny wasn't brewing beneath the foundations of the grand palace. 

The way some of their eyes closely followed Elsa watching, some of the lounging dignitaries and nobles of the courts and others also took note of the entrances made. They acknowledge Anna and her family awkwardly unsure if the same courtesy should be extended to the frost beast. 

Only Elsa could hear Ryu's tightening low rumble and noticed the stiffening of their posture at all the attention completely on edge. 

“It'll be okay. I won't let anything happen to you–" she whispered, it would have stung the complete dismissal of her words had she not known that inside Ryu was very grateful for such a vow taking comfort in it. 

The Yokai poised themselves like a raptor ready to strike, giving the most non threatening display of power it could. Bristling Ryu's ear appendages and unfurling the frosted white scales and wings. They straightened her neck and gave a deep bowel bellow, her scales hissed from frilling.

Despite their training and experience with decorum, some of the guests and guards stepped back–hands up on their chests, in awe and fear at the apparition of what could only be found in a fairytale. 

The group never lost momentum in their strides though following the princess but stopped when she climbed the steps approaching the huge throne, 

The platform was rested a few heads higher than the other less lavish thrones off to the right and left, they all were dorned upon the armrest with polished gold and brass, while the bases were made from black oak. 

The ornamental heads which bled into carved designs at the back of the thrones, purely for decoration, held images of bears mauling lions and great elk. 

Gold was layered heavily upon the outer molding of the steps, making it look as if they were a stairway to heaven. Underneath the thrones lay a rug, woven with dark ink blacks and golds and reds. 

The princess and her consort both bowed to the Empress and took their rightful places among the absolute decadence. Between their attire and the Empress’ large kokoshnik adorned in soft accents of reds and bold scales of gold, if the windows had not been centered properly allowing the sun to hit them they would have blinded the room. 

The Arendelle rulers knew the Empress needn't try to impress with her own attire yet still did with her puffy sleeves, Alexandrite entrusted torso and flowing waterfalls of red fabric covering her legs.

Prince Demetrius– unlike his family– face was stoic and posture stiff, a far cry of what he used to have been, in a black military jacket that be fitted to a prince of his station. 

It made Elsa wonder where Ophelia and Konstantin were. She knew Mattias would be joining them at the ceremony with his men and Misha, was it benefiting that Ophelia be introduced with them?

How the announcer had beat them to the head of the room standing at the bottom of the steps which led up to the throne was a mystery and would remain such. 

“Presenting her most illustrious, and renowned, Emperial Majesty, crowned by the Orthodoxy and Autocracy of the church, First of her name, Empress Alexandrovna Stravonkik Alceria Dmitrieva-Mamonova! Grand Duchess of Several territories, countess of the West isles, viscountess of-” hearing her titles brought a flush upon Anna's neck, the sweltering caused small ripples to dip down into her breast line, hearing all that came with this arrangement she and her nation would be attached to was overwhelming to say the very least.

As much as she wished to either flee the room or hold Elsa and Kristoff’s hand she remained steadfast keeping the air of serenity and a regal visage. 

“Her crowned heir Prince Demetrius dorskinky Dmitrieva-Mamonova-” 

“Oh so silence Yourself, Eriken everyone present is aware of our family titles, we are not here to listen to them again-” It seemed Alyona had as much tolerance and patience as her mother. “We are here to celebrate and uplift a different royal family." Her sharp gaze turned towards her audience and softened considerably. Her arms swooped broadly in their direction. 

“Tonight we shall pay homage to Her Majesty Queen Anna Oldenburg Árnadalr, Guardian and Sovereign of the Northernmost Realm among the Nordic isles, Commander in Chief of the Fridtjof Nansen Fleet and Sten valkyrja army and her Consort Prince Kristoff Bjorgmen to her illustrious.” She said boisterously, before turning to face the others right and left. "Praise also be given to Lady Elsa, blessed fifth spirit, gift to the Northern Realms, and now is as well.” Her eyes finally landed upon Ryu who laid down paws crossed looking utterly bored, with their tail twitching restlessly behind them. "and to her beautiful creations of the bitters and grand nature of the cold kissed to life. Hail them!” The room joined in with clapping and cheers paying homage to the small entourage until the Empress silenced them with a mere raise of her hand. She stood up which took immediate effect upon the room to control themselves, including Elsa, Anna and Kristoff, who found themselves a bit flustered and overtaken with a concoction of emotions which churned their stomachs sufficiently unnerved and embarrassed. 

“Let us proceed with the official rewards ceremony, followed by the joining of alliedship, and then we shall feast and celebrate!" The room cheered happily at the mentions of a feast. "And if any of you bother our honored guests–well one can never have enough centerpieces and I'm sure the heads of the offending party will do nicely.”  the court laughed obviously used to such statements and macabre humor from their monarch. 

She eyed Ryu carefully then Elsa as a slow smile overtook her lips. 

"Let the dawn of a new age for Arendelle begin.” 

Notes:

Iyaiya, Ryū-chan. Ugokasou to shinaide kudasai -
Japanese for No,no, Ryu-chan. Please don't move around.

Anata wa jūbun ni yaritogemashita - you've done more than enough

Kanojo o yasuma sete kudasai- please let her rest

Chapter 45

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It wasn't the gaiety of the crowds, nor the grandiosity of the event, though Elsa could not dismiss the pride that emanated off of Anna who stood next to her watching as the soldiers and military leaders were awarded and congratulated by their Empress. Elsa could see and sense the gravity this moment held for some of them receiving the highest of honors they'd probably ever receive in their entire lives.

As Mattias approached looking down at the metal hanging from his neck he looked less than ecstatic as the other soldiers. 

“I take it the metal isn't quite up to standard Mattias?" Anna questioned in a hushed tone.

“Ah my queen it isn't my taste no but I see the only award worth fighting for standing right beside me." His eyes glanced towards Anna, Kristoff, and Elsa briefly before turning back to the ceremony.

Breaking propriety Anna moved sideways and hugged him tightly stunning the weathered general until he smiled warmly and returned the embrace. 

“Royal family of Arendelle, please step forward!" The Empress' voice easily carried over the steady hum of noise in the room as a crowd of people parted like the red sea to make way for their saviors. 

"That's our cue.” Anna whispered leading the charge back towards the throne. As they passed soldiers, some injured terribly, saluted the royals. 

Though the throne room was packed more tightly than a can of sardines with people, no one spoke or cheered or called. Alluding to that there was some somberness to this occasion after all. 

As they bravely faced the empress now leveled after climbing the steps she watched them for some amount of time that was leading into the territory of awkwardness, what was going on behind her eyes and in her mind remained a mystery until she spoke so loudly and suddenly Elsa nearly leapt back. 

“When I first sent that bastard Georg Scherer to Arendelle I thought I was the rescuer. A rescuer who could save that archaic land from the exploitation and destruction of those who wished to harm it. I thought myself the cleverest woman in the world for breaching contact. Inviting you here and forming an alliance.” Elsa winced inwardly waiting for the but- anticipating for the empress to bring to attention how in retrospect all this had been brought up on by herself. 

"And I was correct.” Her haughty voice had attracted Elsa’s set stare from the crown upon her head to her eyes. The Empress' smirked at her confusion.

"Had I not I would have never been made aware of the impunity and mutiny brewing in the loins of my own family. Darya-” her name felt like a forbidden word uttered into the mass space. “A scheming weed growing with petulance in the garden I spent so hard to craft -” her eyes flitted to her remaining children. “Would have probably killed us all in our sleep. Had she not been exposed by the queen and her family. A fool looks at the unassuming-” she looked at Anna and Kristoff. “And underestimates them." Next to be pinned beneath her emerald gaze was Ryu who met it with her own challenge. “A coward looks at the terrifying and is petrified.” And lastly Elsa. "And one who is all of those things and more looks at the incomprehensible and seeks to destroy it.”

Finally she freed them from her consideration and regarded her people. "But not I, I look and I see the strong and wise, I look on with veneration! I look and I see potential for all of us to not just be left in awe but to become stronger, better, and wiser!” All of Ruskland applauded uproariously at this.

“Let us bow our heads in respect and honor to commemorate those who have fallen in battle.” The Empress' easily silenced the cacophony of murmurs. This was a somber time of the ceremony, in a way, which everyone in attendance respected comforting those that quietly simpered and cried for loved ones lost. Children were held still and calmed, soldiers kept their hats on their chests in solute to their brethren in arms until the Empress spoke again signifying the end. 

“You Arendelle have saved us, in remarkable ways that shall go down in history." She turned to Ophelia who presented her with a bear statue, its claws and teeth bared in a fearsome manner made entirely of gold. 

“Let this family heirloom represent as you took it back to Arendelle our bond which has blossomed underneath adversity and good judgment. Let it not melt, Let it not dull, let it not fade away–" Anna stared on until Elsa nudged her subtly to take the heirloom from the empress. 

“Thank you." Anna stated, bowing her head humbly. She examined the heavy statue closely, noticing there were words etched on the platform the bear claimed as a perch. She'd need it to be translated later but what she would have guessed it had to have been the house words of the ruling family.

Ophelia left briefly, returning with a golden crocus laid upon a velvet cushion. 

“Ahem." She coughed, earning the Empress' attention. 

 “Ah yes this symbol of your house will be welded to the bear's chest, we should only require fire.” Ryu perked at the word from resting her body on one of the steps.

The suggestive tone sent a tinge of nervousness throughout Elsa, looking to Ryu she saw that it was truly her Gecko upon the surface. She released a breath of relief and jerked her head for Ryu to come closer. Ryu hesitated knowing what was being asked of her. 

Elsa stared at her trying to gauge if this was due to her weariness or something else. 

It was fear. She could understand that but as far as anyone was concerned here she was Elsa’s creation and her identity was safe. Besides Elsa was now more confident in her ability to protect Ryu with Ruskland on their side. 

With kind eyes she motioned with her hand for Ryu to step forward. 

As the pieces were prepared. Ryu cooed ignoring the enthralled gaze of the empress and her family and keeping her watch on Elsa. 

A petrified man shaking so violently one could swear they could hear his bones rattle presented the pieces to her. 

Crooning her eyes widened and chest became a glow as she inhaled smally. Then after a moment the heat of her multicolored flames engulfed the bear and crocus. The royal blacksmith worked quickly in forging the two symbols beneath her breath. 

He signaled for the dragon to stop, as soon as she did and the metals cooled the crowds screamed with pleasure and amazement at the magical foreigners. 

Ryu sputtered hearing their cries of reverence for her abilities. She turned slowly looking at them. Never had so many faces seemed happy and jubilant to see her let alone her fire. 

Elsa's hand touched her shoulder looking just as proud as Anna and Kristoff at her performance, with little hints of I told you so hidden deep in their looks as well. 

The praise was dizzying to say the least but Ryu knew the truth she'd be nothing without the three people who stood beside her. She loved the acclaim yet despised the attention. 

Still a small seedling of pride nestled its way into her heart at what they all accomplished together. It squared her shoulders, a confident ruse, and had her standing tall despite the protest her body screamed. 

“When you look at this statue Queen Anna let it remind you that Ruskland and all our allies stand by you as you have stood by us." 

"And please do not allow it to get dusty." Ophelia drawled on, drawing a chuckle from the queen. 

Elsa didn't miss the way the stiff duchess’ lips almost smiled. 

“Lady Elsa,” Elsa looked at the princess. “It has been requested that you perform the same magic you did at the end of the battle of Sweet Lady. If it pleases you.” Though she exuded no pressure Elsa certainly felt it. Turning to the sea of expectant faces eager to feel the touch of her magic. 

Taking a deep exhale she felt Ryu's quivering chest press to her back. She rubbed her muzzle against Elsa’s hair probably messing it up but the sentiment mattered more. Ryu may have not felt physically strong but her mental fortitude was enough encouragement for Elsa to cling to. 

Draping an arm around her neck, the crystals formed above her palm until she flung her hand towards the ceiling of the room releasing a blast of playful, whimsical flurries which blew through people's hair and clothes. 

Ryu crooned when she felt frost creeping along the holes of her wings’ membranes, sealing them tightly. Testing the give she flapped them happily making eye contact with Elsa who winked playfully in her direction. 


After the great migration to the grand ballroom the orchestra was quick to to set up and fill the palace with music. 

As Anna and Elsa navigated the party, handling being swarmed by grateful citizens and soldiers with the imperial family and foreign dignitaries trying to get a sneaky foreign relations trade deal going. 

Mattias and Kristoff set up a perimeter around Ryu and the Yokai who sulked pitifully, for different reasons like a kicked dog in the corner. 

While the Yokai would have preferred to leave for Arendelle immediately instead of the human drudgery and being gawked and pointed at Ryu wished to dive head first into the party's festivities dance to the music the Yokai tried convincing her wasn't as good as actual songs of the dragons. 

“Don't look so miserable-" Mattias chuckled at her sad eyes. “There will be plenty of parties this upcoming season trust me." Kristoff groaned at this, rubbing his exhausted eyes. 


“Lady Elsa if I may please have a word." Elsa turned slowly from the banister to a Ruskland soldier who looked far too penitent towards her for them to have never met. His large beard held traces of gray amidst the brunette and his warm brown eyes she couldn't possibly imagine scrunching up with anger against an enemy. 

She allowed him to intrude upon her solace in the crisp winter air where she retreated after declining the fifteenth lord to a dance, which began a rumor mill that perhaps the oh so perfect spirit had two left feet. 

Elsa cared little about the murmurs and whispers she caught around the ballroom, even if she had three feet she still wouldn't dance with them. 

“Yes good sir." She greeted, situating herself properly, hands held in front elegantly. 

“I uh… I want to begin by stating that the aid you and your family provided will put us, all of my people in debt to you.” He bowed to her but it was Elsa who felt humbled into silence. 

"I met a man on the battlefield, he was a soldier of Arendelle, we had gotten to know each other over the course of the days he came. He spoke of his family, I spoke of my daughter in Yokovpen– I will be a grandfather–” Elsa smiled with him but noticed a small itch in the back of her brain for some reason as he continued on his story. 

“He fought valiantly, death chased him but he dodged it with every move he made. A lucky man I thought till under enemy fire he explained his skill, he was not a lucky man, he was a blessed man.” Elsa's chest began to intake more air than what was needed hearing those last two words. 

It couldn't have been… 

She thought until… 

The soldier produced an ice brooch from his pocket. “He put this on me and said wear this and you will make it home to see your grandchild, but promise when you do you return it to Lady Elsa so she may give it to my family so they may be safe. I did not believe until I saw Mr.Skaffe rush the enemy, sacrificing his life for mine, giving me a chance to escape. Then there was a lot of fire… of unnatural color and it helped us.” 

Tears eventually breached Elsa’s strong will to hold them back as the soldier delicately placed the brooch in her fingers which she closed gently around it. 

“An-" she nearly choked. “And what is your name sir?"

“Oh my name is Hermes- my father, he studied the Greek literature- Hermes Kuznetsov." Elsa nearly dropped the pin, her face paled considerably leaving the man confused at her stunned silence. 

“You have a daughter in Yokovpen." It was a statement more so than a question. 

“Indeed Lady Elsa, I'm sure she is safe but my son… I worry for him. I pray that God will send my boy home safely.” 

Composing herself Elsa folded her lips together and tried to smile past the tears. "Your boy is safe. Thank you Mr. Kuznetsov for fulfilling Colt’s wishes.”

His face showed a curiosity of how she remained so confident of his son's whereabouts but he wouldn't press any further. "You have my condolences Lady Elsa. Thank you for the blessing.” And with that he bowed once more and left her be. 

Leaning against the railing Elsa held the brooch and traced its design, as many questions plagued her mind, some grave, some frivolous. It was odd really when dealing with others she knew exactly how they felt and found navigating their emotions were much more simple and easier than her own. 

“Hey lefty." She smirked, not needing to turn around to know who else had found her hiding spot. 

“Hello sir Anna brave Knight of the battle of Sweet Lady.” Anna joined her resting her head upon Elsa’s shoulder as they watched the mass expanse of the Ruskland’s capital. 

There was so much to be said, so many words floated about in their private space but the pair found themselves too weary to attempt and grab at them. 

“What's that?" Anna asked, nodding to the brooch. Elsa sighed and glanced at Anna smiling somberly. 

“Can we talk about it later?" Anna somehow knew Elsa wasn't just speaking of the brooch and nodded keeping her demeanor casual. 

“Sure, whenever you're ready.”

Elsa grasped her hand squeezing it a couple of times. "Whenever we're both ready.” A couple of minutes of quiet encapsulated them until Anna spoke again. 

"Not bad for our first war, huh?"

“First-" Elsa giggled. “That implies there will be more and that’s an idea I do not want to explore." Anna shrugged pursing her lips. 

“True but… I do enjoy giving a good speech, the Empress' speech was uhh pretty interesting and made me jealous.”

"Aw Anna, you give plenty of great speeches.”

Anna guffawed at her sister, mouth gaping till she raised a brow. "Oh yea then why do you pinch me during some?”

"Because you tend to ramble during them. You know what they say about speeches; you keep them brief, everyone feels relief, you let everything off your chest and it becomes a snooze fest.” Anna chuckled with more energy than what she thought she was capable of as Elsa soaked up the beautiful sound even more grateful to hear it than before, a feat she never thought possible until now. 

“No one says that.” Anna said finally calming down. 

“Well I just did. It was a lesson I had to learn as queen.”

"Hm… true you didn't have anyone there to pinch you." 

“Well-" Elsa smirked coyly, turning away with arms behind her back. “At least the kingdom is getting more sleep with you in charge."

“You brat!" Anna attempted to tickle her sister but gave up when Elsa linked their arms together taking them back inside. 


“Are you sure that you don't want me to go with you?" 

Kristoff's question created a pause for Elsa, one part of her thought it wise to have at least one person accompany her back to the temple in case something went wrong but another side knew just from the welcoming they received when returning to their beautiful country that Anna and Kristoff unfortunately would be busier than ever with the council, paperwork, the citizens needing speeches of reassurance and the other political red tape that came with the monumental foreign relations they created in Ruskland, and Ryu needed her. She wasn't certain what it would be like when the Yokai left her body and if it was anything like when it entered then she'd definitely need someone there to help her. 

Sighing lightly, she finished packing the rest of the supplies needed for the trip into a satchel. Turning she held out her hand for Bruni to jump into so he could crawl up to her shoulder. “It'll be fine Kristoff, you should be here for Arendelle, for Anna." She smirked playfully at him as he walked her out of the castle. As an after thought she added. “Besides, someone has to protect Anna from the wrath that is sure to come the moment Gerda catches wind of what we've been up to.” 

He chuckled at this, folding his arms. “And how convenient you have to leave before that happens.” Watching as she mounted Nokk who snorted impatiently, and turned towards the gate as if he too could sense the danger of a worried Gerda. 

“Oh Kristoff my duties take me all over, and I must simply answer the call." Despite the feigned humor in her demeanor Kristoff could spot a longing behind Elsa's expression. It was a strong desire for peace, a desire to not have something urgent on the horizon. This would be her last task before she could finally retire until the next crisis summoned them; he just hoped it was a long way into the future and not right around the corner. 

“Well-” Kristoff began resting a palm on Nokk's icy neck. "Be safe.” 

They locked eyes smiling warmly at each other. "Always. Good luck with everyone.” Her eyes flicked to the castle, having already said her goodbyes to Anna and the others she needed to get out of there before her sister or Olaf trapped her again with a long hug or unnecessary questions to keep her from leaving. 

"Somehow going back in there is more terrifying than fighting on a battlefield.” 

Elsa giggled at this as he slapped Nokk's rear who almost kicked him for having the audacity but Kristoff had already ducked away as they galloped off for Fjallit Norða. 

She didn't know how far Ryu had gotten and hoped she could meet her before she reached the God Scalp mountains.  

The hasty leave the dragon took the moment their ship docked must have been the reasoning of why she slept the entire journey, the Yokai's refusal for medical care had Elsa worried. At least the battered injuries could keep Ryu at a slower pace enough for Elsa to catch up. She wasn't so confident the Yokai would not hesitate to leave her behind and go straight into the temple beguiled by the calls it made whenever they were near. 

Bruni sat atop Nokk's head occasionally looking up past the trees into the sky, Elsa knew who he was searching for. The dragon hadn't even greeted him when he saw her. Her yellow eyes did not give him pause when he raced towards her, the Yokai regarded the strange creature for a few moments before leaping into the sky, and despite Gale's efforts to lift Bruni and follow Elsa instructed them not to. 

“Remember Big guy we have to give Ryu space until we get to the temple, when the Yokai is gone she'll be back to herself." Elsa reassured hating the despondent whine Bruni gave plopping down on his belly. 

In truth they were words for both herself and the salamander. It was beyond challenging not to smother Ryu in all the pent up relief and comfort she could see her gecko was pining for behind the cold and detached persona of the Yokai. 


You're melancholy puzzles me Fledgling. 

Ryu huffed, if she had a physical form inside her own head she would have been curled up sighing heavily through her nostrils. In truth she'd never get used to this being nothing but a drifting consciousness inside another consciousness watching the outside world through eyes she couldn't control. 

You wouldn't understand.

Perhaps not, but you will not know if you do not state what troubles you, we defeated your mate's enemies, and kept your friends alive and safe. You are home now. 

His truth had Ryu doubting the value of her own feelings. That was all true, yes her promise was so close to being fulfilled, her duty, the responsibility her ancestors took upon themselves, maybe not in the same fashion she did but still. What came after? 

You and your mate will reunite.

She missed Elsa terribly, she missed her home and it brought her some joy seeing both but she didn't get to experience the true emotions of being back. Besides she was certain Elsa heard the horror stories of the atrocities her body committed. 

The men she lacerated and tormented. How many people did she kill? She had lost count of the number, she hadn't known their names, did they have families waiting for them? Families that would never know their fate due to how unrecognizable she left their corpses. 

She had already warned Elsa that if it came down to choosing between the spirit and others she would not hesitate to end those that threatened her, so why was it so much easier before she knew Elsa as well as she did compared to now? 

Shouldn't it be the opposite? 

Would your mate be disappointed that you defended her?

Ryu thought about it, no Elsa probably wouldn't after all she too had killed as well but Ryu doubted Elsa tortured Darya before ending her. 

What if Elsa ended up hating her? What if Elsa finally saw the monster Ryu tried to convince her she was from the beginning? 

You'll make yourself sick, fledgling, do not worry about what is out of your control. The Yokai jumped over a log easily startling some birds which took shelter in the brush they moved past.

Like my own body? At least Ryu could feel his relief in the natural environment, the air so much more clearer and fresh than the smog he had come into in Ruskland. The snow white and fluffy, crunching beneath their paws producing the most pleasant sound. 

Precisely. You were correct I do not understand your plights and woes, nor do I understand your affections towards your humans–

You never had a special human? Or anyone? The dragon remained silent as they walked across a half frozen river. Coming up on the snowbank he watched the silver sky pontificating the emotions it took to have such feelings. 

No. Never. I only understand your attraction to the human Elsa but not the sentiment. 

Ryu could consider her interests piqued. Really? 

Indeed, she is all things that attract a dragon- well- most. 

Ryu had never considered this before, especially not knowing what it was exactly dragons were attracted to. Like what?

Strong, fair, intune with the earth, powerful, a force of nature, she desires balance just as much as you do, and from what I heard is willing to do what must be done to maintain it, even if that means she must go against her morals from what I've heard. 

It was the closest to something positive Ryu had ever heard from the Yokai say in regards to humans. 

She's all that and more. Ryu filled their shared head with thoughts of all the things that made Elsa wonderful. 

 

You are what they might call a goner, my friend. 


Slowing Nokk Elsa's heart leapt at the sight of Ryu walking slowly for the meadows. Bruni chirped and nearly leapt from the horse's head but Elsa gripped him gently, wagging her finger at him. He poured when she placed him up on her shoulder. 

Despite being injured and tired Elsa couldn't help but appreciate how gorgeous her dragon looked. Walking so regally in the snowy forest. Scales glistening and nearly blending her in with the white landscape, she'd be difficult to spot if not for the darkness of her mane. Elsa squinted her eyes. 

Was it becoming more saturated in color? With a careful eye Elsa did notice that Ryu's mane was now even further down her spine than before, if only an inch or so. 

She looked taller but that could have been the natural posture of the Yokai driving her to remain that way, appearing to belong to the countryside around them. 

Either way, Elsa's heart longed to rush over and envelope her in a hug but refrained lingering back on Nokk. 


A single ear swiveled backwards but the Yokai kept his pace. Elsa. 

Indeed, she hesitates to approach. 

 

Only because of you! Ryu irritably barked. 

I won't harm her, but I will not slow our progress. The sooner we get to the temple the sooner we both receive what we desire. 


With distances kept Elsa had to hurry her legs to keep up with the Yokai who expertly navigated the mountain side, she just remained grateful he didn't simply take off leaving her and Bruni behind. 

With that possibility still lingering she rushed after them finally breaching the Yokai's space. He did not acknowledge her presence, for the first time since they met Elsa felt the unpredictable, untamed aura of what it was like to be near Ryu without being familiar to her. 

And even she during their first encounter was much more emotive to how she was feeling. 


“I'd like to formally apologize for destroying your jade encasing.” Finally the Yokai turned towards her trying to gauge the intent of this bizarre repentance. 

Why would she apologize for freeing me?

Because she's Elsa. Ryu answered as if that would instantly solve any confusion. 

He grunted at her bringing a sad smile to her face. It wasn't much but she'd take it. 

“I don't blame you for your anger.” Elsa continued climbing the steps she made to make it to the side of the cliff, the winds around them remained calm if not freezing for the average human this high up.

"I understand it even, the horrible sins committed against you and your kind are unforgivable but still I must apologize on behalf of my species.” It was Elsa’s genuine sadness that convinced the Yokai of what he already suspected.

She speaks the words of a Martyr. 

Ryu sagged deep into the melancholy but now not for her own sake, how she wanted to nuzzle Elsa’s sweet face and remind her that humanities wrongs were not her own. 

“Humans hate anything that is different from them, even each other-" her expression scrunched up in disgust at the idea of such sentiments. “They wanted me dead just simply because I was born the way I am, tried to shoot me down with arrows, capture me, created an asinine and pointlessly violent war, because they were frightened of me-'' Elsa's hand flung to her chest in disbelief. “Yet they will allow others to murder, molest, and exploit the weak. Hypocrites.” 

Ryu knew Elsa was disappointed in her fellow man for how some behaved but she had never seen the full extent of the anger Elsa apparently possessed towards them. 

The Yokai was impressed by the passion she spoke with while humming in agreement. Instead of merely ignoring her as he leapt up to a ledge he aided her which she thanked him for. 

Not all humans though Elsa. Ryu whimpered watching Elsa's hands become fists, her walk transitioning into more of a march, shoulders thrown forward with her climbing aggression. 

“I can't imagine the terrible things they did to you and Ryu for absolutely no reason other than their insipid disgusting greed to steal and conquer. Not caring for others or how their touch hurts and-” Her anger stopped her mouth from formulating the words. Instead she continued on softening her brows when they landed on Ryu. 

"I wish she would let me see. Her past…" gone was the fury replaced with a somber tone. “I used to think I knew humans truly, but now I know despite the stories she tells, and from the things I've already witnessed there's no end to how depraved humans can become when they let darkness intoxicate them.” Reaching into her satchel Elsa produced a tissue, in which was wrapped a small red scale which she showed to Yokai. Ryu remembered the tiny keepsake Elsa took with her from the temple nursery now turned tomb. 

“No other species is tempted by such things so why are we?”

The Yokai had no answer for her unfortunately, he too wanted to know why when the humans looked at him they only saw a piece of decorative meat capsuling magic they wished to pry him open to get for themselves. 

But not all humans! Ryu pleaded thinking of Anna, Kristoff, Ryder, Honeymaren. 

Elsa. You can clearly see she's different and she's human. They can be good. 

Do not make the exceptions the rulers of your opinions and facts fledgling. You have a hopeful heart, do not let that hope become your undoing. 

Ryu quieted retreating further in, hope was so painful to keep when one had to watch it drain from those they loved. Wasn't it the complete lack of hope that kept the Yokai complacent in his slaughter?


Just when Ryu thought the weight she bore could become no heavier then came grief. 

She felt it in her bones. Coursing through her sinew and mind like poisoned blood. 

The strongest grief she hadn't felt since Susanoo stabbed her with the jade arrow. The time when she’d do anything for his love due to not believing she was enough. 

I can't carry this anymore. 

Elsa's hand touched her flank pulling her head just barely above the surface of drowning in a sea of defeatism. 

She had almost forgotten what it felt like to be okay. She had to give the Yokai credit, he had tried his hardest to ground himself at the entrance of the temple but the fear which gripped him impeded his ability to suppress the memories of what happened the last time he was led into a temple. 

He tried to take a step but the frigid terror locked Ryu's limbs, unable to make them move forward. No matter how much he roared and growled, his own soul refused to comply with the actions which led to his tortuous demise in the first place. 

I can take us no further. 

Unwillingly, Ryu was forced into control no matter the struggle. She could still feel him there, and felt sympathy, she knew he was a strong creature and proud and hated how weak he felt in the face of the past. She couldn't comfort him, not with her own past haunting her so. 

Her eyes shut tight. 

“Ryu?" Elsa said in a still calm voice. 

Then they opened. 

She'd finish this for them. She'd right the wrongs of the past and bring them both peace and if at least just the Yokai she supposed she could worry about herself later. 

There was no escape. If she focused on her own mind she'd be back in Japan at the palace being led down damp moss covered steps to an overgrown chamber by Lady Mikoto and her son… she wouldn't follow the memory knowing where it led. It would do them no good now. 

If she turned to the Yokai's memory his were eerily similar if not more grand with more humans dressed in cloaks present. The chamber she only knew to be decrepit shined with a ritualistic upkeep. 

And if she opened her eyes… she saw both pasts waiting in that long entrance tunnel.

What could she do now? They were so close to the end. Turning to Elsa who waited patiently, with contrition and sympathetic to her tribulation. 

Ryu nearly fell when Elsa pushed all of her weight on the opposing side to keep her upright, ready to carry Ryu if need be. 

Crooning Ryu situated herself up, shaking her head.

One step.

That's what she could do next. She could take one step and after that try her best to make the next best decision. 

So she did. And after that she decided to take another and another. 

Elsa was there by her side the entire time, arms outstretched in case she fell. 

The struggle wanted her to lay down and give up but she couldn't… well she very well could but wouldn't. This was her birthright and though it wasn't as glamorous or easy as ones given to others it was hers to bear. 

Taking labored breaths she chose to take another step, simplifying the actions, promising herself each time the harder step was behind her, that they would get easier. 

I do not entirely despise this human. The Yokai stated, quietly peering out carefully like a frightened rabbit from its den. The humor was welcomed and Ryu played off it. 

Yeah well she's mine so lay off

No need to get territorial fledgling. Besides I'd choose you as a mate before some human. 

Ryu shook away the thought. 

They found the bridge Elsa made, she allowed Ryu to go first, to jump down to the ledge. “Ryu!" Elsa called worried when the dragon faltered and fell to her side panting wheezy breaths. 

Her vision blurred and hearing began to fade. She could hear Elsa’s muffled calls and then felt the thunderous rumble of the ground beneath her. 

A stone touch followed lifting her up into the air, she could see it in the distance. A wondrous sight she had seen before and felt as if she took it for granted. It was such a welcome and almost too good to be true, she thought it a dream the closer it came. 

Placed on all four paws in front of the smooth, porous, cream stone building still lit with tints of blue shimmering ever so subdued by the outer layers. 

The large gateway opened with an ancient groan before the descendant of its creator. 

Another step. Yes, that seemed like a good idea, with a heavy heart Ryu approached the wall she had seen the great elk in. 

How do we go about this fledgling?

… I don't know

“Cernunnos?" Elsa called to the flickering across it searching for any sign of the king. An apparition slowly melted away filmy layers showing the Elk God. His expression was calm and serene as Elsa remembered. 

Before he had a chance to greet her he glanced at Ryu eyes widening in shock at the sight of her. He leaned in closer as if able to read and comprehend exactly what was happening. 

His slow and deliberate movements became urgent and swift. Retreating he raced back, charging with his head bowed. Instead of like before his antler this time pierced the wall. Elsa backed away, noticing the strain in his expression. The magic of all colors swirled in mist and flurried around his antlers as they cut through the barrier creating an opening which initially resisted but the king persevered. 

Their time had to have been limited so Ryu with the last of her strength shuffled inside the small hole to the other side. 

Elsa watched from the opaque barrier riddled with distress and also relief. 

The king of the wild was even grander in person. Ryu felt like a disgusting peasant before his Majesty as he stared down at her with indescribable eyes. 

Looking around the creatures of his heaven hadn't ceased their activities watching on with a fondness for Ryu. It seemed never ending, expanding far beyond the physical reaches of the actual structure of the building. 

Well… this is it. 

This is it. The wonder and awe on the Yokai's voice brought a small grin to Ryu. 

So uh I don't exactly know how to get your fat ass out so you'll have to do it. 

The Yokai chuckled. And what led you to think I'm fat Fledgling?

Probably the fact that I had to carry you across the sea. 

So you have. To which you will eternally have my gratitude. So much so that I wish to give you a gift to reward your beyond impressive feats.

Gift? What gift? No, I don't need anything. Being rid of you is more than enough. 

But alas you have completed a task even a dragon thrice your age would have found incredibly onerous. I have seen the depths of your soul and found only what would make any dragon incredibly proud to name you their descendent. 

Ryu gulped seeing the same pride and pleased expression in Cernunnos’ eyes as he waited patiently. 

Choking up the tears fell from her eyes making swallowing difficult. 

What gift?

My magic. Ryu stepped back frightened as if she could escape the soul inside her own body. Shaking her head. 

No, no, I mean I can barely control my own. 

I believe you have what is required to use it properly, it can aid in keeping you safe from those who still wish to harm you. 

Ryu retreated deep in her mind for a moment. With the Yokai's magic she could probably have some hope in defeating Susanoo and maybe even his mother. She could keep Arendelle safe. Looking back she stared at Elsa who remained on the other side of the barrier. She placed her palm against it, smiling encouragingly. 

But isn't that exactly what the Mikotos did, steal magic?

It's not stealing if I give it to you. 

It doesn't feel right taking power that is not my own. 

Fate has been unfair to you fledgling, I merely wish to tip the scales. 

Just because Fate didn't give me the right powers, it doesn't mean I should give up and take from others. It just means I have to play the cards I've been given right and reach my full potential. If I took that even if it was given due to the temptation of it making things easier, I'd be no better than the Mikotos. I want to end what they began, not continue it. 

The Yokai laughed deeply, sending a soothing tingle down Ryu's spine as if he were caressing her body with his snout. 

Spoken like a true dragon. 

She could feel his respect for her as he prepared for his departure. Cernunnos backed away a few paces while Ryu braced herself, expecting it to be just as unpleasant as the last experience.

It stung her chest and she felt physically pulled forward but held in place at the same time. 

It didn't hurt in the same way her body temperature lowered, her groans sounded pained and had Elsa pressing fully against the wall. 

The very much that had been taken inside slowly vacated leaving the places it once filled hollow and cold. Vomiting through one's chest that what she could describe it as, she had to take a wide stance and heave as her body was emptied. 

You mustn't follow me! 

The Yokai warned, so despite the need to get everything out Ryu remained in place focusing on the relief she'd feel once this was all over. The swollen bits felt deflated and flat. The light that came from her was temporarily blinding until Ryu felt a sharp pain where a glowing claw severed a tether separating the yellow gold from the purple and gray contrasting glows.

“Ryu!" The call was distant. 

No, not distant. It was muffled by a wall.

“Elsa?" She weakly replied, unable to move for a moment, when she looked back she saw Elsa's mouth open watching whatever it was behind her. 

Facing it, finally Ryu's eyes met the Yokai's. How did all that fit inside her?


Though not as large as the dragons of old, the Yokai was gigantic, easily dwarfing Ryu. As Elsa studied him she could see he wasn't as serpentine and mostly tail as the other eastern dragon's she saw in Ahtohollan either. He still had the four legs, long muzzle, and crescent nostrils and flowing mane, but he also carried up on his strong chest and back a pair of wings which unlike Ryu's had sharpened curved hooks at the top joints of them. His elbows flowed with fur just like his head and spine. And his whiskers seemed to have a mind of their own flowing freely. His yellow glow now was contained underneath his brilliantly orange, and golden scales. 

He leaned down towards Ryu speaking but what he said remained a mystery to Elsa but it had her dragon's tail weakly wagging. 

They spoke for some time until with a great roar that still remained mute to Elsa the dragon bounded into the ether with Cernunnos leading the way to confront their mystical subjects leaving Ryu to turn, a constant smile upon her face, and limp back to the wall. 

The wild king returned and lifted the veil for her to pass through though this opening was smaller than the last. 

Ryu's scales retreated into her allowing her human form to crawl through the space. 

Elsa rushed to her side, cradling her head gently when she rolled over onto her back. Her touch was soothing and soft as she mumbled to herself over Ryu's battered breathing. “It's okay, I've got you now." She made eye contact with Cernunnos silently promising that she'd see to his little master's care from then on. 

The comforting hum from Elsa cured Ryu's restlessness and her attempt to stand again. “No, no, Gecko let me take it from here. You've done more than enough-" she smoothed back Ryu's hair from her face watching her eyes slide shut and breathing even out. 

“Like always." Elsa glanced over her body before wrapping her arms around Ryu's legs and shoulder blades. Her dragon had given more than Elsa could ever fathom asking, from Anna and those involved in the battle, Ryu was put to the test as they all were and passed the test pushing beyond her bodily restraints to simply do good.

It was Ryu's endless courage and love that allowed Elsa to lift her easily, carrying her bridal style out of the monolith. Even when the sentinel outside offered his palm Elsa shook her head politely. This was her duty, no it was more than duty, it was the word that she had been avoiding since Bulda paid her a visit. 

A word she didn't have to acknowledge currently with verbiage, simple actions would do for now. Occasionally she glanced down at Ryu's peaceful expression as her head rested up on Elsa’s chest. Bruni crawled up her shoulder tilting his head– probably wondering when he'd get his turn to interact with his friend. 

Elsa grunted, strengthening her grip on Ryu, as she climbed the stairs, it took some wandering until a non armored sentinel led her to a spacious room. 

The rusty door squealed when they opened it revealing a large circular bed of some kind covered in old silks, oversized pillows and a ripped canopy. Elsa frowned at the state of the resting place. While she couldn't blame the temple for providing its best to accommodate her dragon this simply wouldn't do. 

Laying Ryu down gently, she made a mental checklist of what had to be done. 

Firstly her wounds. Elsa thought walking to the basin of water, she hesitated unsure if it was sanitary but it would have to suffice. 

Dipping a cloth she made into it she sat beside Ryu, surprised to feel how plush and soft the bed and blankets were. 

Her eyes began to water at the sight of the nasty bruises and lacerations maring Ryu's skin. Despite how hopeless she felt knowing that during her confrontation with Darya and Georg she couldn't travel back fast enough to stop such awful things from happening to Ryu. Bruni crooned and licked at her fallen tears sweetly. 

“Where the north wind meets the sea…" Yes Ryu seemed to like that song, it always seemed to comfort her. Elsa could spot the subtle way her pupils moved beneath her eyelids when she heard it. 

"There's a river full of memories..." swallowing down the welling emotion Elsa cleared her raspy voice. Making swift progress with her work Elsa laid her left hand up on Ryu's crown trying to not press too harshly against the swollen lump and scratches. "Sleep, my darling, safe and sound." Elsa’s powers had to have had some soothing effect to draw out the long and heavy sigh from Ryu. “For in this river all is found."

The tightness in her clenched intercoastal sinew relaxed somewhat and softened her scales as Elsa continued cleaning and working the injuries with delicate fingers. 

"In her waters, deep and true-" When Ryu's eyes fluttered open just barely Elsa smiled nearly overcome with joy at seeing her lavender eyes again. The dragon chuffed weakly as her pupils dilated in the familiar way that always made Elsa's heart flutter. 

"Lie the answers and the path for you." 

With her hand that wasn't occupied Elsa cupped Ryu's now cleaned cheek rubbing her thumb over it rhythmically, she made certain that when she leaned closer she didn't put any weight on her body. “Hello my lo- my sweet sweet girl." Ryu remained quiet as Elsa who continued humming produced ointments from her satchel of supplies, closing her eyes again just to open them when she felt her curiosity prevailing over fatigue.

Elsa winced whenever a high whine or twitch startled her. After some time the muck and blood of war was washed away allowing Elsa the time to leave Ryu to rest.

Bruni leapt from her shoulder and took to snuggling up against Ryu's neck. 

Now for the nest. 

Elsa thanked her researching notes that allowed the inspiration for what she was planning to accomplish as Ryu slept.

Rolling up her sleeves in determination she raised her hands and poured every soothing and affectionate emotion to flood from her pores and cover the bed in designs and details she knew Ryu would love when she was sober enough to appreciate. 

The more her magic took over the space, the more her mind raced, the more she felt her beating heart. Its hymn had many reasons for keeping her alive, one of them being the little dragon who laid before her. She already knew it but with every memory, every report, every glance she knew she'd climb any mountain, face any foe, and cross every sea and ocean just to be with Ryu. 

Her hands shook– Ryu was the reason– if she ever lost her Elsa would turn back time itself to ensure she got to spend every hour of everyday loving and keeping Ryu safe. 

The dragon who was the reason she breathed literally and metaphorically. 

She needed Ryu to know this, she needed her to know Ryu was her reason, for all this turbulence, all this raw and beating emotion that coursed through her veins. 


“Thank you sir, but let's not overdo it." Ryu knew that voice, she'd be able to pick it out from a chorus of thousands after spending so much time in darkness when her eyes finally, sluggishly opened there wasn't the bright light she was expecting but instead a lovely dull warm orange glow. 

It was a pleasant distraction from the dryness of her desert of a throat and hunger pangs which plagued her stomach. 

Her pain once a stinging burning thrash was now a dull thudding in the back of her mind. Turning her head she grinned small.

There stood her Elsa lighting candles with Bruni. 

It was ridiculous, one would think she'd stop getting butterflies whenever she caught sight of Elsa who turned at the sound of her rustling, her questioning scrunched brows smoothing into a longing gaze when her eyes landed on Ryu's. 

“Hey Gecko." 

Surely the windedness which hitched her lungs would have stopped after so long.

Elsa shouldn't have been able to steal her breath away every time just to give her a purpose to breathe again. 

Bruni cheered and catapulted himself off of the ledge and raced to Ryu's face. 

“Hey son." Ryu rasped petting the salamander's body, he nuzzled back climbing to her hair. 

Ryu nearly jolted when she looked back to see Elsa suddenly sitting on the side of the bed. That face, those eyes, Elsa, she reminded Ryu of everything that transpired in Ruskland and how she'd happily do it over and over again if it meant keeping her safe and being by her side once more. 

Elsa gripped her cheeks watching her as if she was the most precious treasure she had ever laid her eyes upon. 

That awful hell they had been through and the hell that was Ryu's life previously were small prices to pay for this. 

For now they could both forget. Ryu surged forward- flinging Bruni upon the pillows- ignoring any physical ailments just to push her lips against Elsa’s, with a surprised groan her eyes went wide until she too forgot everything closing her lids. 

The way Ryu's lips massaged Elsa’s so tenderly with such desperate longing had the woman wrapping her arms around the dragon’s shoulder and back pulling her closer. 

It would have hurt had Ryu not felt the strong support of Elsa where she felt weak. Ryu's arms didn't want to raise up and wrap her fingers in Elsa’s wonderful hair and touch her beautiful skin but she had more than enough of her body rebelling against her wishes, and it would not stop her from this. 

Pulling away for air Elsa gasped grasping at any part of Ryu her fingers could reach while the dragon lathered her lips and tongue upon her neck practically climbing into Elsa’s lap, pushing the woman onto her back into the plush bed. 

Elsa’s pull was stronger than gravity, and if its tug was against the Earth's Ryu surely would be doomed to spend an eternity in the cosmos. 

As if following instinct Elsa flipped them over drawing a light grunt from Ryu from the strain too caught up in connecting their lips together again in a passionate embrace. Her tongue traced over Ryu's broken fang and she whined into her mouth remorsefully. “Oh your sweet little tooth." 

Her finger trailed down behind Ryu's knees, hoisting them up on her hips, attempting any angle that would bring them closer. Ryu's pained groan turned into a moan of glee, her body still had its limits so she was unable to lock her feet around Elsa's lower back as she wanted to. 

She cursed her weakness. 

Soon Elsa slowed down, settling her weight up on her knees and elbows. As she panted out Ryu purring as loudly as possible tried to turn her head to catch her mouth again but Elsa kept it enough distance away that Ryu had to settle for breathing in her air. 

“Oh Ryu-" she huffed out, eyes finally losing the glaze they had moments ago as she realized her error. 

Pulling away had Ryu chasing after her but her firm hand and Ryu's weakened state gave her the advantage at keeping her at bay. “Mm mm no-"

“But why-" Ryu's voice so soft and low matched her pouting, laying back. 

“You're still recovering." Elsa whispered with a chuckle as she felt Ryu's fingers trace over her triceps.

“Can't this be a part of the care plan. I certainly feel better." Her heaving chest, the easy smile decorating her lips in the candlelight made Elsa feel as if she needed a doctor herself. 

The solace she felt at Ryu being her old self again didn’t smooth out her bunched up eyebrows. Aiding Ryu into a more comfortable position she noticed the way the girl subtly winced. “I thought so." 

No longer distracted by the throws of passion Ryu finally could look around at their surroundings. It was as if they were sealed in a cocoon of Elsa's magic, the beautiful blue and white pillows, blankets, the canopy which looked like the night sky froze over the way a lake would in winter made the most perfect nest. 

She smirked at Elsa who frowned a little, adjusting the pillows perfectly around Ryu until the woman noticed she was being watched. "Hmm?" Elsa purred, tipping her head to the side slightly to catch a glimpse of Ryu's freckled face.

 “What?" 

Ryu's eyes gestured to their setting. Her smirk grew more knowing when Elsa shrugged trying to brush off the blush overtaking her cheeks and neck. 

“The temple is still somewhat functioning and will tend to you as best it can." She explained away but this had Ryu rolling her eyes. She nodded along playing coy till she felt the material of one of the blankets. 

With a single brow raised, she turned back to Elsa. “Erusa I don't think snow in winter tends to freeze over in the shape of quilts and sheets.” 

Elsa sucked her teeth from being called out of her ruse. Ensuring Bruni was safe to not be sat on, she shifted to lie next to Ryu as her thoughts, those awful memories rose to the surface, They sat back and stared up into the open ceiling at the stars and winter auroras. 

After some time and thinking for both of them Ryu, keeping her eyes on the constellations, sighed before asking softly. 

“Erusa, is what you said true?”

"Specifically?”

"About humans.” Elsa hummed contemplating her words she spoke from anger on their way to the temple. She wondered if they were a spur of the moment or if that was her true opinion on the matter. 

She thought about other times when emotional stresses weren't influencing her and found those musings to be of the same nature albeit less volatile. 

“I know not all humans Ryu-" she remained honest while also covering the point she knew Ryu would try to make. Her growing fondness for them was admirable and in the beginning what Elsa wanted but… now– was it safe to continue teaching those ideals to Ryu? 

She recalled what Grand Pabbie said about the many others who would wish to exploit and use the dragon's purity for their own sick and twisted gains and others who would just simply want to destroy a creature such as Ryu. 

“But-" Ryu egged on yanking Elsa from her pool of inner conflict. 

“But-" Elsa started carefully. “We've both seen what awful things people can do. Let's not play naive or pretend that those awful things don't exist.” 

"I've done awful things on the battlefield.” Elsa grunted, what soldier hadn't already? She had heard everything from Anna, Kristoff and Mattias and the military men. Turning on her side she rested her head upon her palm. 

“No you didn't-" before Ryu could protest Elsa vehemently continued. “You were forced to make a choice, either let the Yokai continue his?” Ryu nodded.

“His."

"Right well- his path of destruction or let him take over your body temporarily to bring him peace and break him free from the Mikotos’s chains. You chose wisely as difficult as it was-” her fingers sprawled out upon Ryu's chest, careful to not nick her cuts. 

“I'm sorry you had to be subjected to the carnage and pain he suffered but I don't blame him and I most certainly will not blame you.” Ryu casted a look of utter shock at Elsa, flabbergasts to learn this. 

“Erusa we mauled people-" her pained tone broke Elsa’s heart but it also reminded her to remain strong for the both of them. Many didn't know Ryu to be so tender hearted, with how blase she could be towards others committing violence, but Elsa was aware of how hypocritical Ryu could be when it came to the standards she held herself at, and that she was grieving for those soldiers. 

The susceptibility made Elsa want to wrap her up and shield her away from the harshness of the world though she had already seen so much of it. 

“Those men made their choices Ryu, just as people before you made the choice to slaughter and torture your kind. The Mikotos choice led to that vengeful spirit being born. It was a terrible cycle that took more pain to end; which you did. So bravely. With more kindness and goodness than most men are capable of.” 

Ryu looked down at her hands quietly contemplating them. Elsa knew what she was thinking. 

Those hands had killed… So many. 

Elsa took those very hands in her own and kissed them. “I killed as well and I've been waiting for the guilt but it has yet to show its face. Remember what Grand Pabbie said, we have to keep the balance and whichever one is doing that must sometimes disregard normal morality while the other reminds them of it.” It was such a unifying statement. One that brought a small peace to Ryu's troubled mind. 

“All life still has value, right?" Elsa smiled at her innocence and kissed her forehead. 

“Right. And we won't disregard that but sometimes people will force our hand, which is their decision to make my lo- Ryu, you're too good for this world.” 

Ryu certainly didn't feel that way and she had to admit Elsa’s growing reverence in her and lost faith in humanity was a bit unsettling but she had never steered them wrong before so maybe it would be best to trust her judgment. Afterall even before meeting Elsa she had witnessed the atrocities men committed, but now after being in Arendelle she was able to see their wonders and complexities. 

As the tears flowed from her eyes Elsa dried them, cooing the sweetest of nothings into her ears. Her caresses and touching would have aroused Ryu had she not been so tired still. A few minutes in passing and Elsa began to run her lips along Ryu's scales taking some individuals in-between her lips to suckle and nip at. 

Her fingers and mouth traced in the same manner Ryu did when she groomed Elsa, the sensation vellicated a floodgate of calm and serene bliss in the dragon. She could smell Elsa’s excitement collecting between the spirit’s legs as she continued but she maintained restraint– never straying in areas that would tease Ryu and never becoming too rough. Elsa did, driven by a hedonistic need, allow her hips to lightly press rhythmically against Ryu while she lulled her to sleep. 

The last thing Ryu heard was the labored quiet breathing tickling her ear as Elsa mumbled. “My sweet Ryu–so good. You're so good.” 

Being able to just grind against Ryu made the dragon interpret it as therapeutic for Elsa in a way. After all the pleasure she had given her in the past that Ryu couldn't reciprocate made her love the idea of Elsa finally being selfish. And when she woke again she'd give Elsa a chance to lose herself chasing after that unbreakable connection that never came.

It almost made her laugh that even while being selfish Elsa still found a way to make it about Ryu's needs. The thought had her drifting off with a small grin. 


The Light. The Cold. The Beauty. Ryu had to check her pulse to ensure she didn't die and there was a mixup that ended with her winding up in heaven. 

What else could explain her rousing to the feeling of cold fingers playing with the scales on her shoulders, the mouth which kissed its way down the nape of her neck. 

Turning over Elsa’s visage eclipsed anything else that required mental energy. 

“Hey." Her beautiful angel said laying on her side, dressed in a white gown, hair pulled to the side her head tilted to. 

“This is not fair." Ryu blurted out what she was thinking before she could stop herself. Elsa’s giggle at her dumbstruck face had it not been so winsome would have been infuriating but Ryu would make the biggest fool of herself if it meant hearing that sound again.

“How are you feeling?" Elsa asked, combing through her bangs. 

“Much better." But that had nothing to do with soft bed, it had nothing to do with ice bandages. The one responsible remained clueless to this so she nodded and turned away looking at her satchel. 

“We should get some food in you." Admittedly Ryu was famished. After feeling overstuffed for so long there was an ache of hunger, spaces inside that wanted to be filled and replace everything she lost catering to another’s vampiric needs. 

But Elsa.

That was all she wanted to focus on. 

When she moved forward to kiss her, Elsa dodged the advance keeping herself just out of reach with a teasing smile. 

"Food first then I will check your wounds.” She stated firmly, stretching the sleep from her limbs, ignoring the frustrated huff from next to her she stood up and began preparing a meal for the both of them. 

Bruni wasn't as easily disturbed and continued snoozing on the pillow next to Ryu's head curled up adorably. 

Exhaling heavily, Ryu was left with no choice but to let Elsa fuss over her, from feeding her, refusing to let Ryu scarf down the food and drink to possibly choke, to examining her injuries with more adroitness than any doctor or surgeon. 

Ryu watched her carefully, studying the way her tongue would poke out a small bit when she leaned in closer to a particular spot which looked concerning, the way Elsa’s thumb would casually swipe comforting circles into Ryu's skin. 

Every action, every small gesture withholding a tiny ‘I love you’ inside it. 

As she worked in silence this allowed Ryu time to recollect their conversation last night. Apparently Elsa had heard the worst of what she and the Yokai had done and yet she hadn't blamed any of them. She didn't even appear to be conflicted about the macabre facts, her behavior towards Ryu hadn't changed in fact it seemed more affectionate if anything. 

Maybe… 

Perhaps it wouldn't be such a terrible thing if Ryu had given Elsa permission to take a glimpse into her past life. To see all that Ryu was, everything she had done. But Elsa’s apathy towards those soldiers created a new worry, what if seeing the things Ryu had seen only hardened her heart towards humans even more so? 

Ryu bit her lip when Elsa glanced up at her grinning sweetly before returning to her work of playing nurse. She truly seemed so content and happy tending to the dragon. 

No, Ryu could have faith that Elsa was smart enough and possessed a pure heart to not let it be blackened by the sins of this world, maybe it would just make her wiser to them. 

“I can hear you thinking Ryu-chan." She said not looking up from Ryu's broken rib. 

Ryu grunted, she had been caught. “I was thinking about… my past.” This created a pause for Elsa, she met Ryu's stare expression changing from bliss and concern to a more serious note. 

“What about it?" No matter how hard she tried to conceal there was a hopeful tone in her voice Ryu could detect. 

“Well… I was always so worried that it would change your opinion of me and still am somewhat but now–” Ryu stopped considering her next words carefully. 

At this point it would be completely asinine to keep any secrets from Elsa. "Now I'm worried you'll end up like the Yokai.” 

Instead of offense or a defensive disposition Elsa seemed to exude an amicable demeanor. Scooting closer, she held Ryu's hands. 

“Ryu, I understand, but you're forgetting one key difference between the Yokai and I."

Ryu's bewildered expression pressed Elsa to explain further. “He lived a life full of nothing but pain and torment without the opportunity to ever experience love.” She began cleaning the bowls and strewn about bandages with creams. 

“I have-" the joy from thinking of all the love Elsa had in her life must have made her voice become melodic and whimsical. "I have seen the beauty in humans and what they are capable of and truly believe I have the best examples of them in my life-” after a moment her face steadily became grim and stoic as well as her voice. "I also have seen and come to know how grotesque and dark they can become as well. You cannot favor one aspect of something over the other. You must remain aware of all sides and use that in your judgement." 

Ryu's sigh of relief sagged her body down into the pillows, she felt foolish for ever worrying about Elsa's sensibilities with the woman once again proving to be the wisest person she knew. 

When Elsa retrieved a book, handing one to Ryu as well, the dragon placed it aside and instead studied Elsa’s features. Without even looking up she remained aware of Ryu's scrutiny idly petting Bruni till she placed him aside to do some exploring of his own. 

In the late morning sun shining from the roof, reclined on the bed, one leg crossed over the other looking like an angel straight from heaven Ryu's eyes grew large. 

She's so damn beautiful. 

The dragon who growled and told the woman to get lost when they first met felt like a total stranger to Ryu who still felt as if she didn't have a damn clue. 

I love everything about you. 

How could they have remained friends when Ryu would rather die than live an existence without Elsa, being so willing to also drink any poison Elsa drank. 

Finally Elsa spared her a glance and playfully raised a brow at the bewitched expression that must have been plastered on Ryu's face before returning to her book. 

Ryu couldn't think of life without her. 

Did Elsa know she was Ryu's whole heart or was she as clueless about that as she was about how gorgeous she was? 

Scooting closer Elsa allowed Ryu to snuggle under chin purring, wrapping an arm around her to allow herself to keep hold of her book. 

A kiss under her jaw was rewarded with a head scratch; it wasn't until Ryu began rubbing her stomach and working her lips up on the soft skin of Elsa’s neck that forced Elsa to drop the book on her lap. 

“No, Gecko." She said softly. 

"But why?” Ryu complained, matching her tone. 

“Because you're still recovering Miss Periwinkle." 

Ryu huffed and crossed her arms, all this bubbling emotion had her legs and mind restless, it was all a jumbled mess really. “You touch me and I not complain.” The blabber made Elsa’s eyes widen comically and slowly descend into a silent laughter as she stared Ryu down. The dragon wanted to bury her face so far into the pillows, feeling like a complete imbecile. 

Much to her mortification Elsa asked for clarification. “You not complain?”

What else could she do but own up to it, rolling over and giggling herself. “Oh–uh I erm– Jesus help me.” she begged in a strained voice. 

Elsa’s silent laughter became audible now as she rolled towards Ryu holding her hands which were held up in surrender. 

“Uh touch me no complain please!” As their chuckles died down Elsa trailed her finger down the bridge of Ryu's nose. 

"How about-” she said in-between snickers. "Walk you go and not so much energy?” 

Ryu enthusiastically nodded. "But promise me Ryu you won't over exert yourself.”

"Promise.” Ryu nuzzled Elsa's cheek, still shaking a little bit from the ridiculousness of her verbal blunder. Realizing that this would be the best compromise since if left up to Elsa she'd be confined to this nest-although pleasant- all day or the next few days. 

“Alright we'll take it slow." With that Elsa stood and waved her hand dressing the dragon in a simple white loose tunic and pants. 

She had to rush to Ryu's side because she was already swinging her legs over the side of the bed and trying to stand albeit quite wobbly. 

“Now hold on Gecko I got you.” 


As they worked her limbs as tiring as it was Ryu felt an immense relief from both being outside and in full control of herself again. 

The temple sprites began to swarm near like bees to honey. 

“Oh big surprise, Bruni has made a friend already.” Following Elsa’s trail of sight Ryu spotted the fire spirit walking all over the seated temple Vatken. 

“That's my boy!" Ryu called nearly falling over had Elsa not caught her, she grinned at her keeping their arms linked. 

The temple while in disarray from age was so beautifully tranquil blanketed in winter's grace. Gone was the emerald green of foliage which overtook it, replaced by crystal and the crunch whenever they took a step. 

Ryu stopped for a moment in the courtyard as Elsa stood silently, allowing her a moment to take in the Majesty of a season she always viewed as a time of hardship and death. 

From the gentle snowfall, the frigid glass of ice which hung from trees and stone, every now and then clinking together in the wind creating a chiming tune. 

All was still and peaceful. Walking towards a fallen pillar Ryu scraped her hand across the powdery surface. She could see Elsa in it, all of it. The fabric of the outside, touching any part covered in frost was like touching Elsa's clothes. 

Every exhale created a hot smoke against the thin crops air. 

Looking to the ground she grinned seeing their footsteps entrenched in white, like memories where they just made happy conversation, they would be blown away and replaced by a new layer but that was alright, it meant there was a chance to create new ones. 

Unlike Elsa's pale face, Ryu's reddened but she didn't mind it in the slightest, the frost didn't bite as she once believed but nipped at her cheeks and fingers and when the cold became too intense even the animals knew it was a time to come together as the The cold burrowed its way in, a reminder to get close. 

It was a still time for things to sleep and sit waiting for spring, then it would be a busy time in Arendelle Ryu was sure of it but for now she could lay and heal. 

Was this why it was so treasured by her friends? 

After all this time, after all the winter scapes she had been in, Ryu never once stopped and took the time to feel the snow melt between her fingers until now. 

Even the sound of Elsa’s graceful steps as she approached were harmonious. 

When Elsa crouched down next to Ryu and placed her nose against her hot neck Ryu leaned into the touch. 

“I didn't know." She whispered, feeling Elsa smile against her skin whispering back. 

"Not many do.” Of course Ryu saw the wonder in Elsa’s magic and all she created, her palace, Olaf, the snowgies-even if Ryu still had the theory they were made from her snot- their cottage on the hill. . . 

A gust blew up their hair and blustered snowflakes around the courtyard. 

She just couldn't believe that nature itself could create something like this. 

Following Elsa to stand made Ryu lurch backwards into ready her arms from the pain. 

“I think it best we head back inside and for you to rest Gecko." Elsa said, holding Ryu's forearm close, keeping her upright. 

An argument was already forming on her lips, she didn't want to leave the beauty of winter just yet but she was very tired and remembered she had all of the season to walk amongst the frosted wonderlands of Arendelle and soon she'd be able to fly in it with Anna. 

These thoughts kept her quiet as Elsa walked her inside. 

And besides… Ryu thought looking out a window they passed on the stairway then to Elsa. 

I get to keep a piece of winter with me… always.


Over the span of a couple of days Ryu and Elsa explored what they could of the temple, attempting to read whatever books they could translate and study any art pieces that could allude to the forgotten history of her species. 

For Elsa it was like a well deserved holiday away from the stresses and political havoc, she felt only a hint of guilt for leaving Ana and Kristoff to handle the ramifications of what transpired but she had faith in them plus with Tobias, Kai, Mattias and Gerda promising to take the most strenuous brunt of work so the couple could relax she could rest easy. 

As soon as they began uncovering many of the secrets that the dragon society hoarded she didn't think anything could tear her away. There seemed to be a never ending reservoir of knowledge, archaic, wild yet always balanced. 

It was bliss just the three of them with Bruni sometimes gracing them with his presence to play, rest or eat. It was a peaceful escape from everything, so much so Ryu made a mental note to visit in the future, though Elsa already had plans to help renovate the temple in the summer to keep her oath to Cernunnos. 

Comfy in their nest she listened to Elsa read about the intricate structures of dragons socially while she traced a picture of ancient art depicting young dragons flying over a span of mountains. She could tell it was an artistic liberty and wasn't entirely accurate but still pretty all the same. She felt some guilt for only half listening, too busy focusing on the bewitching and enchanting curiosity and wonder ringing in Elsa’s tone as she read aloud sitting crossed legged on the bed. 

“In the west A grouping of adult dragons is called a thunder and a Rookery consists of extended and close families of dragons usually related by some extent who share a territory and have a dominant leader; the oldest and strongest of the family; the Sire and his mate The Mother, they lead their children and other family members. Oh and a Brood of dragons is a group of siblings and their parents.” Her tone turned to one of adornment at the idea of little dragon chicks following their parents, all stubby limbs and pupils almost as big as their heads covered in fuzz. 

The longing in her sigh drew Ryu's eyes away from the page she was looking at. It was the same gaze she held when they first came to this place and examined the paw prints of the young ones who once resided in the temple. 

It stirred something odd in Ryu, she knew Elsa wanted children most likely through adoption when her life could suit such a commitment but the way she studied her notebook quietly, the way her fingers grazed across the words ‘chicks’ and ‘eggs’ had Ryu squinting in suspicion but of what she couldn't pinpoint. 

Having never considered it possible to have family prior had Ryu doubting her capabilities to ever be the matriarch or hold responsibility over another younger than herself but the thought changed gradually as she considered the same scenario with Elsa by her side. The woman had already inspired feats of bravery and a selflessness she never thought herself capable of so who knew what Elsa could bring from Ryu at the moment of need, and if Elsa wanted something Ryu would do more than what she was able to fulfill that need. 

She settled on her choice, but before she could go through with it she needed Elsa to reciprocate. 

Clearing her throat Elsa continued on reading while Ryu got on her knees and slowly stalked closer and closer to her until it became so distracting she rested the notebook in her lap to meet her stare. 

Elsa’s face held a mixture of confusion and intrigue.“Yes?" She asked tentatively, not moving. She just watched Ryu's bright eyes lean in closer until Ryu could hear the small sharp inhale, lifting a hand to Elsa’s cheek.

The air grew heavier in unspoken words. Implicative was the hand that came to rest on Elsa's thigh. 

“You give so much, even when taking you still make it selfless.” Ryu chuckled at the very idea of it. “Last night, I felt a need from you and-" An acidic emptying of guilt boiled in Elsa’s belly, turning her cheeks red. 

“I think now is a better time than ever for you to maybe explore it. It's time for us to give ourselves entirely to each other."

Elsa swiftly turned her head away. “Oh really? Now while you're injured and recovering?” She said with an exasperated tone. Ryu met it with a calm enthusiasm gesturing to the nest. 

“There’s no one here to interrupt us and Elsa after Ruskland I just want… I don't know how to say- I want to be everything you need and provide for you your wants and desires as you do mine. I trust you.” 

Elsa inhaled deeply and reached for the hand that was on her cheek, running her thumb along it as Ryu waited, unsure of whether or not Elsa would show more of herself or not. 

 “I want—.” She stopped. Unable to state it, knowing her wants could very well be the catalyst for their relationship. 

She wanted so many things. Too many things, it had to have been selfish at this point. The most frivolous of those desires had morphed since she had known Ryu. 

She wanted to share love and her home with a child who didn't have one, but now… now having Ryu in her life she wanted more of her. She never had the desire to procreate, to see her genes and soul passed on to another. No she wanted that for Ryu, she needed to see Ryu's beauty multiply, she wanted to love every bit of the dragon and all that came from her, she needed her light to spread, but most importantly Elsa needed Ryu to not be alone when she was long gone from age. 

Elsa wanted Ryu's bloodline to continue, for her to no longer be the last dragon and she wanted to be a part of that venture. 

But to bring even more beautiful purity into this vile world, could that be sin? How was she to even begin exploring the impossibility? 

Her magic began seeping from her fingers in barely visible wisps trailing towards Ryu, enticing a shiver. 

The conflict in her eyes made Ryu smile sadly seeing how difficult it was for Elsa to be that unguarded and afraid of the wants that raged inside. 

Elsa opened her tearing eyes and sniffled. “You.” she whispered. “I need you.” In every way. 

Ryu purred and nudged Elsa’s chin. “Then have me. I already am ready to give myself to you Erusa, entirely, are you going to do the same?" 

Elsa kissed Ryu's cheeks, then her nose, and chin tentatively. "I like giving to you, I want more of you.” She said into her skin. 

Ryu made an almost silent whimper at that. So she of course gave way to Elsa’s hand which began pushing her downward into the pillows. 

Elsa bit her lip looking nervous and apprehensive. Ryu began forcing her purrs to become louder, wanting to ensure Elsa felt secure that she wasn't hurting her, that this was okay and what they both desired. 

Careful with her weight Elsa hovered over her. “Here make room for me." Elsa cooed laying beside her but keeping their bodies flushed together. 

Elsa’s trembling smile was sweet to Ryu so she gave her a peck on the lips followed by another and repeated again. 

Elsa moaned when Ryu stayed after pecking her one last time. The idea that she almost lost all this weeks ago had tears dripping from her cheeks again.

The sweet addictive smoky taste hinted at, had her asking for more. “I- open your mouth for me Ryu, I need my tongue in you.” It was so desperate and lewd, Ryu's eyes widened, overwhelmed by the scent of Elsa perfuming the air and the spirit's tongue licking between her lips before she had a chance to open them. 

Finally she snapped out of her daze and allowed Elsa’s insistent tongue to breach deep inside prompting a long and low groan from the woman who gripped the sides of her face, body now naturally moving atop her. 

As tempting as it was to respond in earnest, Ryu remembered what this was about, Elsa finally taking what she wanted entirely. Still it was difficult with the woman setting her sex on fire. 

There was something freeing about the way Elsa’s tongue wasn't ever satisfied and quested to sweep across everywhere and anywhere in Ryu's mouth. 

Elsa, losing herself, palmed Ryu's breast with the hand that wasn't squeezing her nape. So lost In fact that when Ryu cracked a single eye open she giggled at the frustrated expression Elsa had, as if she couldn't comprehend the very tunic she made herself! 

Pulling away momentarily her glazed eyes sparkled when she caught on and helped Ryu remove her shirt carefully, stopping her furious groping when Ryu winced. 

“Are you alright?" She asked nosing her cheek panting. Ryu nodded breath hitching when she felt Elsa's hand return, lightly pinching her, tweaking her hardened nipple between her fingers. 

Unable to tamper down her excitement, Elsa's other hand joined giving the same treatment to her other breast as well. 

 Elsa’s heavy breaths and possessive fingers drew a whimper from Ryu who jutted her chest further, as painful as it was. Elsa bit her bottom lip at the display, desire darkening her usually twinkling eyes. “Absolutely wonderful, that's it, show me everything. You're beautiful.” The praise spread a quiver throughout Ryu's body curling her toes in the blankets. 

 She wasn't able to withhold any longer, Elsa bent and took a nipple between her lips suckling the bud into her mouth. Ryu whined and trilled, her tail thrashing irritatedly.

Elsa took her time with giving attention to both nipples, coating both thoroughly in saliva leaving them cold and hard. 

Elsa was surprised by the strength Ryu used to push her thigh between her legs, creating an amused smirk. 

Gaining some friction from this Ryu exhaled heavily. Elsa hummed, agreeing, using her tongue to lick and kiss Ryu's cheek, mumbling into her skin. 

“What do you need from me, my tongue, my fingers, anything you want." Ryu turned her head, staring into Elsa’s eyes. 

Her own needs nearly blinded her from what she truly desired, what she felt nights before when Elsa’s body moved against her and her magic tickled her skin. Ryu could smell and see how much Elsa was struggling. The way her biceps shivered and her legs would clench together every now and then. 

“I want you to use my body to make yours feel good." This was her only chance, she'd never get to touch and reciprocate the same tender sensuality from Elsa that she gave to her. So maybe if Elsa remained in control still touching Ryu and not being touched but also getting sensations from it… maybe it would fill the empty space in both of them. 

Elsa’s bottom lip trembling was maddening especially with the gently controlled kiss she gave Ryu who swallowed down her growl. 

“You say you will do anything for me then do this simple thing for me Erusa. I know, I know this is terrifying for you but I want all of you Erusa.” she begged hoping it'd be enough. 

It wasn't. 

Not understanding Elsa remained saccharine. “You have all of me darling." But Ryu knew she didn't, just as she hid her past Elsa hid certain physicalities and inner longings of herself. 

Elsa’s hands trailed downward pulling Ryu's pants off and heading straight for her center but Ryu clamped her legs shut. 

Flabbergasted by the rebuke Elsa looked at her, kissing her neck and rubbing her belly to coax the dragon to part her legs. 

"Not that," Ryu shook her head, shutting her eyes. The instinctual need to present herself to Elsa growing stronger and more visceral. The woman knew how to work her body that much was certain. Ryu growled and closed her legs tighter, not letting Elsa steal control just yet. 

Elsa was becoming desperate now, running her nose along Ryu's temple, practically whining. “Then what is it, Ryu? I said what I wanted, I want to touch you, be inside you." 

Ryu desired that as well, she wanted Elsa to soak her very being in all that she was. She wanted Elsa to achieve ecstasy in some way as she did though it would be different in nature. 

It was beyond frustrating the way she'd give in for a moment- allowing Elsa to stroke and probe her moistened cleft just to refuse and push her hand away. 

Elsa grunted frowning into her hair trying to catch onto what game her dragon was playing. “Don't tease me please." She warned, which held a tinge of beseeching. 

“I'm not, Erusa-" Ryu's strong expression pinned Elsa in place. “I almost died, it's time we stop hiding from each other.” It was time Ryu could sense it but she couldn't pass that threshold without Elsa by her side. 

Elsa shook her head, not understanding what Ryu was asking. She begged and pleaded and tried coercion which usually worked, all for naught. 

The surface of her convinced she had given Ryu all of herself yet deeper she knew she kept the gates locked on some of her intimate wishes. 

Her mind now overwhelmed with frustration and lust was having difficulty thinking straight. Suddenly an old insecurity reared its ugly fangs sinking them into Elsa’s trembling question.

“Am I not enough?" Ryu smiled at this and her clenched hands gripping Elsa’s dress smoothed out the fabric trailing to her neck. 

“You know you are Erusa, I'm ready to stop hiding from you, so stop hiding from me." 

Desperate now Elsa sat up and gripped Ryu's hips twisting them in implication. “Do you want me to take you like this again? I don't know if that's a good idea Gecko, your ribs." Still she moved to roll her over ready to serve so she could get back inside of Ryu and take her fast and hard. 

“If that's the way you want to have me.” Ryu made no effort to move accordingly, waiting for Elsa to make an actual decision. More ice and flurries swirled around them inside the canopy. 

The way Ryu traced particular snowflakes with her eyes and grinned began connecting some dots in Elsa’s mind. 

“You… you want me to use my magic.” Ryu snapped her gaze back to Elsa. 

"No, you want to use your magic and I want you to do as you please.” 

That terrifying truth was as daunting in spoken word as it was as an intrusive thought. If Elsa let her magic free, then it could possibly leak all her little secrets. All that she was, those things were not so simple. They were life changing an she wasn't quite ready to lose Ryu over a disagreement on where their relationship was headed or even worse trap her in a commitment she didn't want. 

Elsa swallowed harshly, turning away. But Ryu followed. “Erusa, since we've been together when you lose yourself you move your body against me, and your magic- comes out and seems rather restless.” Ryu's chuckle drew a small grin from Elsa distracting her from rubbing her fingers together nervously. 

Of course, it was magic. Elsa felt like a fool for thinking she could leave it as a separate entity from their relationship, so powerful and frightening, one would think it was almost sentient but its consciousness was Elsa's and hers alone. 

Ryu, just like those she loved, had captivated it in different manners. It always wanted out, always wanted to protect, provide and touch Ryu… Elsa sensed her magic wanted to create with her. 

“Ryu my magic can be dangerous, there's no point in denying that-" Elsa knew her powers had the ability of beauty and destruction, everyone knew it though they generally focused on the joy it brought. 

“I know, I also know that it is an extension of you, it reflects your inner being and thoughts, it materializes what's inside of you. I also know that-" A single finger traced Ryu's bandage made of ice along her tail. “It's only ever helped me. I don't know what it is but something inside me, your magic wants." The flurries gusted frantically around them as if agreeing with the sentiment, wisping in Ryu's hair and slowly touching her skin. 

Elsa faced her, eyes flickering from her face down to her stomach briefly, that's when she noticed a glowing hue of blue slowly emanating from Ryu's body. 

Her brows furrowed as she watched it grow and join the ice crystals floating around them. Ryu either didn't see it or acknowledge the sensation instead focusing on Elsa, nuzzling her neck. 

“Ryu-" the way she whispered her name was almost painful, as though Ryu had subjected her to torture rather than seducing. Slowly the layers peeled away. 

“I know. I don't understand how or why but I know." 

Elsa didn’t say anything for a while, but Ryu could feel her heart pumping quickly. She buried her cheek against her dress then lifted up to press a kiss against the pulse point which throbbed with each beat. She nibbled at her throat again, tasting her skin with her tongue, and she felt the vibrations of Elsa groaning.  

The anxieties and conflict inside of her slowly melted away as the warm light took over their space. She soon found herself succumbing to the peace her dragon exuded upon kissing her forehead. 

“Ryu-” Elsa repeated, but this time her name was filled with yearning. Elsa’s arms came around her, Ryu felt the chill air of all that was Elsa and it was wonderful to be surrounded by, a lovely balm to her inflamed nerves. 

Elsa’s hand buried itself in the loose fall of Ryu's mane, and she tilted her neck, so their mouths could meet in a searing kiss that stole all the air away and left them breathless. 

“Yes-" she breathed, pushing Ryu onto her back climbing over her. "Yes.” She remained pliant and open. 

This wasn't the time to fight a feud for dominance she knew she'd lose, it was the time for her to submit, over and over again until Elsa felt safe enough to let go and not deny them what they both longed for. 

Ryu trilled happily as Elsa began to move between her legs, thrusting carefully against her spread thighs with a quiet thirst that they both teased and denied for far too long. Their lips connected again in a kiss, which allowed their arousal to begin to peak once more, unlike before much to Ryu's delight Elsa showed no signs of stopping or fear.

She for once didn't focus on what she needed to accomplish this experiment instead she trusted her magic to do the work. She did wonder though, how was she to get her magic inside of Ryu as she wanted? 

Answering the silent question, ice and snow materialized in the junction between Elsa’s thighs under her dress. Her eyes snapped open and she glanced down. 

“Oh my god.” She said in dismay, mortified at what her magic deemed appropriate for the moment. 

Ryu followed her stare and snickered behind closed lips. Elsa's neck snapped as she glared at Ryu. 

“Don't laugh at me.” Ryu sniggered harder, folding her lips together, she shook her head denying something that she clearly was guilty of. 

“Stop it. Shush.” Elsa's growing embarrassment only made the humor Ryu saw in the situation worsen until she bubbled over and exploded in laughter. 

“Oh Erusa you're incredible!” She said between chuckles but Elsa remained stoic not finding a single joke to be made. 

“I don't want to hurt you.” Her serious sentiments was meant by a sardonic raised brow and tone from Ryu that reeked of mocking surprise. 

“No really? Aww you're sweetheart.” 

“Ryu I'm being serious, if this… if I am to use this thing in the manner that is being alluded to, if it hurts you in any way I need you to tell me immediately.” 

In exasperation she huffed eyelids growing heavy. “Erusa I'm sure you won't hurt me besides it may even melt the moment it gets in. I'm a dragon, I've been beaten, eaten, and through far worse than my girlfriend using ice and snow to fuck me.” Elsa blushed vermillion at the verbiage and coughed into her closed fist. 

“Make love.” She quietly corrected before she realized what she had done. 

“Love?”

She averted her eyes to the pillow Ryu lay on instead of her questioning eyes. “I-yes–is the proper… term for this.” 

Ryu's head tilted and before she could ask for clarification Elsa spoke. “Just promise me you'll say if it becomes too much.” 

“I will, do you feel it?” She asked, hiking up Elsa’s dress over the new extension. It was plain, phallic shaped and white with tinges of blue, cold and smooth to the touch, definitely not normal ice or snow. For some reason she couldn't imagine Elsa with a penis and if she had to she supposed this would be it. 

“Not in the way you'd expect.” Elsa mumbled looking over her creation again. “It's more of a mental sensation than a physical one.” 

“Thank God for that.” 

Elsa chuckled, lowering closer towards Ryu. “I don't think he has anything to do with this.”

“He better not, the Kurīpu!” Her feigned scandalous offense made Elsa laugh before she cleared her throat. 

“Well-" Ryu wiggled until Elsa was comfortably slotted between her legs. “Skewer me like a Suckling pig.” her suggestive brow wiggle made Elsa stare at her for a few moments with a grin teasing her lips.

Closing her eyes and shaking her head she leaned down murmuring. “Don't- don't say that to me ever again.” and she kissed her, pressing their bodies together. 

Ryu's hips lifted, as she grabbed hold of Elsa’s beautiful neck with one hand and her shoulder with the other, rubbing herself against her shamelessly. Sometimes the appendage caught onto her outer lower lips but slid upward. 

The way Elsa’s tongue took to claiming her mouth made Ryu's nethers throb and pulse from neglect. 

Now that she wasn't focused on her mission to get Elsa to open up physically she could whine and pule as pathetically as she wanted egging Elsa on to press hard. 

“I want you now, like this,” Elsa ground her hips against her as they kissed. Reaching down she gripped her phallus and guided it to Ryu who was squirming and making the process extra difficult with her flexibility which drove Elsa mad in the most enticing ways. The tip of her magic rubbed and prodded at Ryu's labia but slipped against her wetness. 

 This wouldn't work. 

Irritated by another delay, Elsa instead rolled the dragon onto her stomach as gently as she could, tutting her teeth and used her free hand to grip the back of Ryu's neck, prepared for the fuss the dragon was sure put on. 

“Hold still Ryu." She warned receiving a growling retort but in this position she was more inclined to obey. Elsa added the afterthought. “And tell me if something is wrong." Taking a deep breath she slowly eased into the dragon, closing her eyes. 

The heat was intensified by a thousand now with the contrasting temperatures. It was an odd, volcanic sensation. One Elsa didn't feel with her body but instead with her mind and emotions. She furrowed her brows concentrating and steadied her breathing. 

Ryu's body pulled away for a moment, opening Elsa’s eyes with alarm. “Are you alright?" 

It hurt but definitely not the worse pain Ryu had ever experienced, a line she could find herself blurring with pleasure. Ryu made a draconic trill and said from clenched teeth. “I'm just adjusting, Erusa." Elsa sighed in relief and held still waiting.

Until Ryu raised her head and casted a petulant glance over her shoulder. " Move already!”

Elsa chuckled, sinking in further. "I always found your patience to be one of the more attractive virtues about you Gecko." Remembering an old trick she read about, her fingers went to the base of Ryu's tail and began scratching the space on her back. 

Sources proven correct, Ryu's rear began to rise with each ruffle through her small scales. 

Soon Elsa began to move faster, she needed to find the right rhythm. To aid in this she began counting under her breath with each thrust. “One, two, three, one, two three." 

Ryu bent her neck back making eye contact with Elsa. “Are you keeping count of how many times you do that?" Giggling Elsa shook her head feeling Ryu's tail wrap around her waist. 

She couldn't believe it. Still didn't. She was using her magic to bring pleasure to her partner. She could let go. Be all of herself and feed into the hedonistic thoughts that ate away at her for months. 

She was losing herself with every move, or finding she didn't know which. Her defensiveness hated being exposed to this degree but her true inner being exalted in the ecstacy she finally found when her magic searched Ryu's depths rabidly, if only to touch it, just once. A flame was lit, one which burned away the brush concealing her secrets, and continued to spread, making her feel feverish but in the best way, clinging her bangs to her forehead as sweat accumulated. 

Ryu moaned at the possessive grip Elsa maintained around her hips, her hand squeezing and rubbing her, fingers digging in forcefully. With a new confidence, instead of stopping asking of her well-being when she pulled away from Elsa the woman grunted and yanked their hips flush together again. She didn't know if Elsa was aware this was deliberate to get the same reaction or not but she'd keep doing it whenever the opportunity arose. 

It was like playing with fire, getting close to dangerous flood waters that threatened to spill over whenever she banged against the dam of Elsa’s desires and tolerance who took full control of their embrace. 

Changing angles Elsa hit a certain area within that had Ryu closing her eyes and fists babbling out "Ā, erusa,-sōda ne! Onegaishimasu!” desperate for Elsa to just rut into her hard and mercilessly, injuries be damned.

As much as Elsa wanted to keep Ryu's safety in the forefront of her mind the dragon's moans and gyrations pushed that precaution far back on the priority list. 

She slammed her hips against Ryu, a pummeling of flesh against flesh. Their bodies creating the most sinful of music Elsa never thought herself capable of creating. She felt herself clamp down eagerly on the magic spear inside her, that both cooled and fueled the flames, it was different having Elsa like this, her breaths ragged, her vision- whenever she managed to open her eyes, blurred white. 

Roughly Elsa bent over and lifted Ryu's face to her own, kissing her frantically desperate for that connection, becoming a slave for it, with an unbridled passion and certain feral aura especially when she groaned borderline growling into Ryu's mouth making her ponder who exactly was the dragon here.

“You're taking me so wonderfully Ryu, so open, so sweet for me." Elsa, mumbling between kisses pressing her weight downward until her body rested above Ryu's like a protective shell, bodies sliding together as one. Ryu tried to ground herself in what was occuring; the tingling burning she felt from her entrance stretching for Elsa’s magic accepting it inside, as it sharply pounded and rubbed her deliciously. 

She nearly sobbed from Elsa's claiming touches trying to push further into her as if they could meld into one. Drowning in the pleasure and fog of their coupling, if she focused her hearing she could detect the wet sounds of Elsa's hips colliding into hers, but the only truths she could cling to was Elsa there, all of her inside her body, mind, claiming her soul. 

And it was that joining that bursted from them in the manifestations of ice, windy snows and hues of indigos, pinks and reds mixing together in a beautiful amalgamation, twisting and conjoining in the air. 

Elsa whimpered and pinned their bodies wrapping her arms around Ryu's front keeping her close with her face buried in her neck. Grinding down her hips at a slow deliberate pace. 

“We're not one yet but we will be, I just know it. You have all of me Ryu I promise, and I'll have all of you. Every." One forceful thrust. "Single." Another. "bit of you." Elsa’s labored breaths penetrated Ryu's mind, dilating her eyes. 

Just before she imploded like a star burning too hot she cried out Elsa’s name in a way the spirit never heard before, and it was truly rapturous. 

In her sex idled mind Elsa knew what she needed, so she released more of her magic into the dragon, wanting it to coat her soul and all parts surrounding it. 

The feeling similar to one she would hide it then finally able to release the white gushes when the opportunity presented itself. 

“That's it Erusa-" Ryu stuttered, feeling the cold of winter released within. “I want all of you and only that." 

Elsa cried out, the sound joyful and drenched in relief, blessedly she could know with all her heart that Ryu truly did want all of her. She held her down in a vice grip as the dragoness trembled, world going– not white but filled with a kaleidoscope of colors and patterns created by Elsa and herself. 

Ryu's orgasm impatient and violent overtook her like the hurricanes she had flown through in the past except instead of flying against them she allowed it to take her despite how overwhelming it was. She felt her walls pulse and spasms flowing with the molten hot gushes of her natural essence while her body clenched and spasmed against Elsa’s rippling painfully from her injuries and Elsa's own body but those didn't matter now, it wasn't like she had much of a choice. Inner muscles squeezing Elsa she turned head to bite bit down on her neck but Elsa beat her sinking in her blunt teeth rendering Ryu to statuesque state, the need instinctive and refusing to be ignored. 

Elsa’s sounds were less animalistic and more reverential as they collapsed together rolling to their sides refusing to separate. 

Despite the chill in the air they both felt the sweat drenching their forms which held on to each other as they caught their breaths. 

Elsa, shaking from the intensity, looked deceptively fragile from the emotional wrought that overcame her, tears streamed down her cheeks as she kissed Ryu's head. 

 Ryu hissed when her legs stretched out, instead of letting her lungs catch up Elsa returned to tasting her, kissing her wonderful and warm scales, breathing her in and out, she wanted more as if she could never go without. 

Ryu lay there puring, allowing Elsa to indulge in her addiction albeit much more gently than before. 

She finally settled resting her face against Ryu's naked chest, running her feather-like finger touches against her scales.

Ryu finally caught on to what she was doing and smiled toothily at this. It was the best grooming she knew she'd ever had and there was not an ounce of that pesky dread or worry of Elsa leaving her after their mating. 

After some time Elsa looked at her appearing completely satisfied. Instead of finding it an annoyance, her persistent scent of unresolved arousal– Ryu could now favor as a positive aspect of their coupling. 

“That was… it was-" she was at a loss for words. " oh you were right.” Elsa fully expected Ryu to go straight to gloating but the dragon hummed and stated plainly. 

“I'm hungry." Elsa fully bellied laugh pulling Ryu into her arms instead slapping her ass unable to erase her grin. 

“I thought you said you didn't want to hurt me.” The grin vanished, replaced with fraught and a gasp. 

“Did I?” Ryu's deadpanned expression and response answered her. “No…” 

"Alright well.” Elsa stretched, twisting her overused muscles sitting up with Ryu still clinging to her like a koala. "Let's get you fed.” 

Ryu yawned completely relaxed and at ease as Elsa stood from the bed and went for her satchel. "I actually have a surprise for you, Miss Periwinkle.” 

Putting on a posh voice Ryu reclined back into the pillows. "Very nice, very nice. Please proceed.” 

Elsa played along curtsying until Ryu giggled looking at her crotch. She scowled at the phallic imprint underneath her dress waving her hand. “Shoo." Dismantling the tool easily into dust. 

Ryu squeezed her legs together shuffling around when she felt a certain cold, mushy substance inside her nethers. Her face had Elsa frowning. 

"What?” She asked, holding a pot but Ryu shrugged with nonchalance. 

"Nothing." She replied casually watching Elsa return to preparing their surprise dinner.

With Elsa distracted  and cooking Ryu reached down to gently scooped some of the mystery substance from her sore labia that was oozing out. 

She tested the consistency between her fingers until she realized it was snow, slush really. She smiled, flicking it away from her fingers. 

She held some of Elsa’s magic inside her and thus some of Elsa and the idea of it brought a warmth to her heart the likes she never felt before. 

She wondered if there would be any side effects to this but that was utterly illogical. It was after all just snow. So she decided to not tell Elsa. 

No need to make a thing of it. 


“What!" Ryu screeching echoed off of the mountain ranges probably causing an avalanche somewhere in the distance. 

“I thought you already knew when my birthday was." Elsa stated after wincing from the shrill spike in volume. 

“Well yes I knew when it was I just never actually knew what it was except the day you were born." Her demeanor became sheepish which she covered by stretching her slightly sore body. 

“Really?" Elsa raked her memories, finding it true that she never actually got around to explaining what the concept meant and the traditions behind it. 

“I mean I heard stories and honestly birthdays sound horrific." To some extent as funny as the ideal was Elsa could agree remembering the anxieties of the first birthday post coronation that she spent with Anna and Kristoff, and Olaf. This began the set rule that while she allowed her tribe to hold their own small gathering wishing her birthday greetings as well as those in Arendelle, especially during the solstice celebrations the day before, the majority of next day and evening would be spent with family and friends just enjoying each other's company. 

“I agree to some extent. So I usually just go along with whatever Anna has planned so long as it isn't some big bash of a party." 

Ryu thought carefully on this, as she stayed silent Elsa couldn't help but wonder. 

"Didn't you ever celebrate Sussano’s birthday or any of the other Mikotos?” She hoped their names didn't sully the lighthearted conversation and to her relief Ryu seemed apathetic to their mentioning.

“There were always parties and events happening, I never knew for what and didn't ever partake, so you make a wish from what you've told and people grant it?" 

“Usually you don't say your wish aloud."

“Then how would anyone know what you want?" Elsa shrugged, she never actually ever wished for anything using the opportunity to say a silent prayer thanking whomever was in charge of her fate for the many blessings she found herself surrounded by. 

“What do you want this year?” Elsa smiled staring into the horizon, the mid morning sun draped over with orangish, gray clouds illuminating her face and eyes. “I-" she began remembering what transpired between her and Ryu in the temple. So she chose her words carefully, hoping Ryu would ask for elaboration. 

“I want my family to grow and remain safe and happy, that's all I can really think of. I already have more than what most people can say; A loving family, amazing friends, a wonderful home, and-" she smiled at Ryu who was also staring at the sun. “A really, really awesome girlfriend." That caught the dragon's attention who at first seemed confused until she caught on and diffidently pointed at herself. 

“Me?" Elsa nodded, kissing her forehead before continuing on. 

“So any other presents you get… “ 

"Are just an extra bonus. After the month we've had it'd be really nice to just relax at home and have some peace and quiet.” 

With no threat on her life and Ryu finally showing signs of the tether between her and her heritage being repaired Elsa could truly relax and do her favorite thing in the world. 

Spend a wonderful holiday season with her family and friends. 


Despite her plans of creating the most relaxing day for Elsa Ryu couldn't stop herself from rolling in the snow galavanting around their cottage with Bruni and Gale, but the sight only brought joy to Elsa’s heart from where she stood atop an Earth spirit's shoulder they affectionately called Buldr. 

Things were so different yet also the same as she expected. She laughed watching Ryu stand on her hind legs to dive into the snow like a fox hunting mice. Her tail and legs wiggled as she tried to bury herself deeper while Bruni looked on attempting to mimic her. 

“Ready to head inside you three?" She questioned descending down leaving a loving caress along Buldr’s cheek. 

Ryu surfaced for a moment sniffing towards the door and listening carefully. Immediate caution tugged at Elsa until Ryu must have decided that whatever was waiting for them on the other side of the door was not a threat. 

Before she could open it up the door Anna bursts out along with Olaf tackling Elsa in a hug pile. All laughs and smiles. 

From behind in the house there was a heavy smell of sweets and other delicious foods wafting in the air. 

“Surprise!” 

Elsa yelped, clinging to Anna, a swoosh of frost bursting away from her, caking her family's clothes and hair in white. 

Ryu crooned, digging herself out of the hole shaking away the dusty snow side eyeing the perpetrators. 

Anna, still giggling, smoothed Elsa’s loose bang behind her ear. “Happy birthday Elsa.” She said warmly, kissing her cheek. 

She closed her eyes, relishing the contact. The moment of serenity was broken when the others emerged from the house to lavish Elsa in greetings and wishes.

With her arms now free Anna's eyes left her sister’s and turned towards the dragon. She hadn't seen her since the Yokai left the ship the moment they landed in Arendelle. 

Many thoughts could be seen racing in her stare which caused a bit of hesitation within Ryu. She scuffed the snow idly yet also anxiously waiting for Anna's verdict on where their relationship stood now.

The tension for Ryu had been turned up to ten when Kristoff joined his wife's side, his face also unreadable. 

The gut wrenching evaluation ended when Anna could no longer hide the mirthful grin overtaking her cold reddened cheeks. 

Ryu barked, readying for impact from Anna rushing over, spreading her arms wide. 

Ryu didn't fight it, flinging her weight to the side allowing Anna to tackle her to the ground in a heap. A large paw curled around Anna's waist pulling her in as she rubbed her face into Ryu's neck. 

“Hey Periwinkle." She breathed, testing the feel of the scales which quivered under her touch. The way her gaze roamed over Ryu's muscles and frame as if she were seeing her for the first time. 

The dragon's audible breath which puffed out along with Anna's in a white smoke they blew into each other's faces.


Elsa, noticing the manner of the stare Kristoff gave the pair with a smile he had to remind himself to keep, approached him casting her own fond eyes over to her sister who was giggling as Ryu nibbled her hair. 

“You never get used to it." His statement sounded bittersweet. She could understand what he meant. The idea of having such a powerful, terrifying creature in their small inner circle, one able to burn down kingdoms at will, or one that will be able to once she had gotten older. 

Elsa exhaled heavily, folding her hands in front of herself. "No you don't.” There was a troubling cloud hanging over the man's head, one he wouldn't expose for many reasons so Elsa made note to either ask him about it herself or inform Anna to. 

Just the way he said "She's growing.” As if it was a possible problem made Elsa hum contemplatively. She had a suspicion his concerns lied in what he witnessed the fledgling capable of on the battlefield. She knew he didn't question Ryu's allegiances or loyalties, so what was the issue? 

As far as Elsa was concerned, Ryu's subtle yet noticeable growth was a positive. 

"Despite the crazy things we've done..." 

“It was all worth it.” 

“And then some.” Elsa chimed in complete agreement. 

“Let's hope that fate doesn't ever ask for the then some.” 

In a change of tone he swayed, turning to Elsa giving a tight side hug mumbling away the statement to make room for more important matters. “Happy birthday Elsa."

Finally Gale and Bruni joined the fray giving Anna and Olaf time to scramble away and make it to the pair. 

“We were originally going to host this in Arendelle-" Olaf informed, fixing his coal buttons. “but we figured since you've been away and were probably tired we could have your birthday in Northuldra!” Elsa hugged him once again expressing her gratitude. 

“And also because Anna set the castle kitchen on fire making your cake.” Anna glared at Kristoff, that part was definitely not a necessary piece of information. 

Ryu charged over splattering Kristoff in snow and slush with her momentum. 

“Hey Paul feeling better?” Ryu roared, spreading her wingspan and prancing in circles around them. 

“Yea you look better kid, and your wings are..." he shot an accusing eye to Elsa. " Sparkly and very decorative.” Ryu felt proud of the beautiful symbols and signatures Elsa etched into her patched holes, they shimmered everytime the light hit them at the right moment. 

Elsa coughed into a closed fist, squaring her shoulders. “A beautiful dragoness deserves beautiful wings.” 

Anna touched the cold patches, nodding. 

“Yea she does.”


"By the sound and smell of it Anna, it seems you went all out for a quiet and casual gathering. " said Elsa, smiling and rolling her eyes as Anna pulled her along by hand. 

Anna winced slightly, casting a impish glance at Elsa. “Look, it's as quiet and casual as I could get alright. Elsa we just came back from war, it's the winter solstice, and your birthday and the people of Arendelle and Northuldra haven't seen us in weeks, maybe even months!” Elsa conceded at the truth she spoke. She couldn't very well hide away in her cottage when she had already been doing that for the past week. Still, she just hoped the celebration wasn't too big. 

And how could she possibly be irate when the beaming in Anna's face was so beautiful as an uproar of applause shook the trees and the eardrums of the group once they entered the camp- the one most affected being Ryu who whined slightly rubbing the sides of her head. 

As Elsa and Anna smiled and waved it bolstered the crowd even further but they remained respectful, approaching Elsa in small groups at a time presenting either wishes, gifts or both. 

“Ryu!" Oh no. The dragon cringed. She knew that voice and the thunderous steps of tiny feet which followed. Bellowing with terror she leapt to her feet and bounded off with the children of Arendelle and Northuldra hot in pursuit. 

The raucous clapping of hands and praises from her people were enough to bring a blush to Elsa’s cheeks, who raised a hand whenever someone tried to over indulge her in compliments and waving them off bashfully. With the festivities beginning her sister looked so proud at what they accomplished in the short span of time given. 

Small puffs of blue confetti mixed in with snowflakes drifting through the air; colorful decorations were strewn about with giant paper snowflakes, streamers, ribbons. The absolute works. 

Pausing for a moment, the marvel made Ryu skid to a halt taking in the incredible display. Her mistake of indulging her curiosity of what a birthday was quickly punished as loads of tiny bodies pelted into her grabbing and tugging at her ears, scales and mane.

“Ryu, where have you been?" 

"Why'd you stay away for so long?”

"Look I lost a tooth!"

Honeymaren, Yelena, and Elsa watched from a distance, slightly concerned yet more so relieved to not have the attention barraging Elsa. 

“Her honorable sacrifice will be acknowledged." Honeymaren stated, removing her hat in respect for the brave dragon soldering on with the childcare, giving the adults time to swarm their leaders with conversation which Elsa kept polite and short while Anna gave out hug after hug and arm pats. 

Elsa dropped her social armor of decorum unexpectedly. The longing sigh that escaped her lips was caught by Yelena, but she was too busy ogling the scene of children to be aware that she too was being watched, letting the twinkling lights of the fire shine in on that brilliant smile that she so rarely shared with others except those closest.

She giggled lingering behind, observing how the children yapped and vied for Ryu's attention like a litter of puppies hounding their mother for food. Yet the dragon always kept in mind her own strength even when reprimanding behaviors that became too rowdy. Firm yet fair. Her nips never breaking skin, nudges never having too much force. Everyone got a turn to tell her stories and ride her back despite the evident soreness it caused, playing in the snow. 

When the spell was broken Elsa coughed, turning red but not from the cold. Yelena looked at the dragon appraisingly. “Motherhood is a never ending battle for many, very few survive it, and even fewer look so splendid during.” Elsa furrowed her brows at the mysterious woman before she turned and grinned calmly. “Happy birthday Elsa." Yelena said knowingly, bowing her head to the spirit. 

“T-thank you." 


The snow had stopped falling an hour in. The first toast would be given by Anna who raised a cup attracting the attention for the first toast. “Thank you all for coming to celebrate not just the winter solstice, not just our victorious triumph overseas, but also my wonderful sister, my best friend and our fifth spirit, Elsa!" 

Gracefully Elsa waved at the crowd keeping up the facade of serene composure though her body betrayed her flushing her cheeks at the jubilation that buzzed in the air. 

Anna ensured everyone in attendance got her thanks and gratitude, with Elsa dutifully if not a bit flustered accepting their gifts. The Northuldran delicacies such as roasts, mixtures, breads, and mulled wines were presented in large droves and platers. 

Anna, leaving Elsa in the hands of Honeymaren and Kristoff, snuck off finding Ryu dressed in loose clothes sitting on stump with Nina on her knees braiding her hair as she regaled the tales of their time in Ruskland– changing a few details to make it age appropriate. Nina of course fawned and swooned like a princess would to a jousting knight. 

Arms folded, she stood over them until Ryu tore her eyes away from her little fan club looking up. 

“That’s hardly the proper attire for my sister's birthday, Periwinkle.” Ryu smirked and set Nina down before standing. 

“You know I don't care about human customs." Anna shrugged in good nature, gesturing for the children to leave Ryu be as she ushered her towards the tents. 

“No but I also know how much you care for some of the humans that uphold them." 

Ryu had to give it to her. She was right about that. So she allowed the queen to keep her secrecy, herding her inside to apparently change into the hanging outfit of blue and white silks and winter themed designs. 

Feeling the fabric, Ryu turned to Anna with a raised brow. “You know I'm allowed to wear things other than kimonos right?” 

Anna's hand animatedly flew up in exasperation. "I don't know much about Japanese clothing. They look good on you, besides it's Elsa's birthday and she likes them.” How could she argue with that? So instead of falling into the temptation of putting up a further fuss she began changing. 

“Did you figure out what you're going to give her?"

Ryu paused her shirt half way over her head. “Yea I have actually."

"I'm sure whatever it is she'll love it." Ryu chuckled dryly at irony while shucking off her pants. 

"Yea, maybe." 

Never did Ryu think a gift could be so terrifying. 


In privacy, away from the party Elsa didn't need to worry of eating etiquette happily content to licking the chocolate that coated her lips instead of using a cloth to wipe it away. 

So ensnared by Anna's delicious gift of goodness she didn't notice that her little sanctuary had been breached by someone who stalked and watched her enjoy herself in the calming ambiance of the forest. 

Ryu purposely let a twig snap beneath her slipper holding up her hands when Elsa gasped and turned towards the noise. 

“Don't worry-'' she chuckled, approaching as one would a wolf prepared to guard a deer carcass they hunted down. “I won't ask for any, it's all yours. Though uh-" her thumb jutted backwards. "Anna is looking for you and she may want a taste. Something about a Queen present taxes.” Elsa grinned, scooting over to make room on the fallen tree she sat upon. 

Once seated she studied Ryu's clothes appreciatively, loving the simplicity of its design and the way it clung close to Ryu's body, giving her an almost slipstream appearance. Her hair remained loose and untouched saved for the stray small braids in the back Elsa was always fond of. 

“You look beautiful." The quiet admittance didn't bring as much happiness to Ryu as Elsa thought, she seemed trapped in her mind, so she placed aside her birthday treat and leaned towards the dragon who kept her eyes past the treeline at the stars. 

Before she could open her mouth Ryu beat her speaking bluntly with a detached voice. “I'm gonna cut to the chase and give you your birthday present Erusa." It was the same tone she used whenever an emotion frightened her except just slightly more exhausted, making Elsa ponder a gift, something that was meant to be celebrated would be so dreadful. 

After some silence Ryu sighed facing Elsa with solemn eyes. "Remember in the temple when I said it's time we stop hiding from each other?" All Elsa could manage was a mute nod, her breathing picked up in anticipation not yet commiting to the possibility that Ryu was taking this where she suspected. She wouldn't get her hopes too high just for them to be crumbled to dust. 

“You kept your end of that oath and now it's time for me to keep mine.” Elsa held her stare silently pleading for this to be what she had pinned after for so long, but if it wasn't that, then what caused such melancholy for her dragon. 

Please Ryu.

Ryu must have seen it in her widened eyes, smiling as she raised her hand to wipe a bit of crumbs away from the corner of Elsa’s mouth tenderly, hand lingering on her cold cheek cupping it. 

“Erusa, I want you to look into my past before I met you. All of my past. Or whatever Ahtoh- ah- the glacier mother will allow. Please.” 

Elsa’s breath hitched and before she could stop herself she launched forward kissing Ryu deeply. 

"Promise me one thing?” Ryu mumbled into her lips, pulling away so that their eyes could meet once more. The vulnerability in Ryu's was one of the most powerful, beautiful emotions Elsa had ever seen in someone.

“Promise me, that if you come to not want me anymore that… you'll let me go gently. Break my heart carefully."

Stray tears which had begun to bubble in Elsa’s eyes finally spilled over, she gripped Ryu's head firmly shaking her head, that killed the hope in the dragon slightly until Elsa spoke in a trembling voice. 

“No matter what I see Ryu, I will never ever let you go.” She pulled her into a hug rocking them back and forth, breathing her in with gluttonous gulps of air. 

"Never.” 

Notes:

Mr. Potter in the previous chapter's name was changed to Kuznetsov.

Kurīpu in Japanese means creep

Ā, erusa,-sōda ne! Onegaishimasu! -Oh god, Elsa, yes! Please!

Chapter 46

Notes:

My god its finally done sorry for the hiatus. Life happened but I'm back to updating now. Enjoy, leave likes or dislikes or thoughts. 👁️👄👁️

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kill or be killed. 

Kill or be killed. 

No matter how much the young–just shy of twelve years– dragon chick tried to convince herself that her life from now on would only be governed by that law and that law alone, the dark pessimism crept in foretelling that in her future it would only be the latter. How could it not be?

Sitting down she regarded herself, despite the water being murky and muddy, her pristine pastels looked even dirtier and worse for wear. The fuzzy plumage was matted and her light blue bangs caked to her face, these weren't colors that exactly screamed stay away, she hated to admit that she looked delicious. 

Grimacing, Ryu leaned back and against better judgment used her hind claws to scratch and rip at the already raw and irritated pink unprotected soft skin, desperate for some relief. 

When there proved to be none she sniffed at the ground for the next best thing thinking back on how'd she'd fuss despite the punishment it would bring, and thrash and give servants who didn't deserve it hell for trying to bathe her. Oh if only she knew how much she'd long for them in the future, hell if Ryu knew back then what she knew now she wouldn't have to ever long for them. 

Every twig snapping, every leaf bristling sent the chick for a jolting scare, spending unnecessary energies. 

If she was to survive she'd have to calm down and not be so flighty. 

If she'd survive she'd have to become a monst-

No

She'd have to become an animal and they weren't monsters. She'd have to learn to hunt, forage, know what signs to look for when the rains would come and how to navigate this world all on her own, with Susanoo constantly nipping at her heels. 

It wouldn't be so bad, some animals lived strictly as prey and they got on fine… until they didn't. 

Standing before the creek Ryu's sigh was drowned out by the painful growl of her stomach. At least it meant she wasn't dead…yet.


Elsa smiled solemnly at the utter bliss she saw the young Ryu revel in once the scum and muck had been washed away. 

Giggling as the dragon somehow managed to track a small rodent and burst through the underbrush chasing it without any regard for the times she toppled over herself or missed miserably. Even if she did catch it, Elsa doubted the chick knew how to kill. 

Her eyes flickered occasionally behind, and her heart rate spiked, Elsa had to remind herself that Ryu was alive and well back in Arendelle and not actually standing here before her digging into the rodent's burrow with complete disregard, mind solely focused on her hunt. 

It was charmingly naive though, the way Ryu barked and wiggled her rear end as if the rodent would hear her pleas and come out to be eaten. 

She heard the dragon chuff irritatedly, then search for another point of entry, reaching, clawing, and digging while trying to avoid getting her head stuck. 

Elsa took a deep breath predicting that if a hungry Ryu was already breaking her heart she'd never survive journeying into her past.

Being the more adept hunter, the much larger and stealthy tiger which stalked the chick had given even Elsa a fright when she looked to the left. 

“Come on Ryu look up." Elsa whispered, anxiously wrapping her arms around herself as she waited to see how Ryu managed to get out of this precarious situation. 

Still the dragon's shuffling muffled the tiger's progression into the perfect position for an ambush. 

“What are you doing?" Elsa did her best to not judge the young dragon. This Ryu was such a far cry from the person she was today. It gave Elsa such a whiplash. Almost as badly as the whiplash the poor child had received when she finally heard some birds flutter and stared in the direction they flown from.

It was the first smart thing Elsa had seen her do all day and she thanked those birds with all her heart. 

The tiger took its chance and pounced, drawing a yelp from Ryu who dug down into the rodent's burrow providing a small window of time for her to squeeze out from the other side to sprint away. 

The tiger was faster, stronger and much more adverse in reactions. Ryu's one small saving grace was her wings which carried her a lot higher than what was necessary to get away. Still if it were Elsa she'd want to put as much distance between herself and the predator as well. 

Flying for as long as her wings would carry until the dragon was grounded by a storm taking refuge under a leaky thicket and being ever the innovator Ryu dug up a pit to collect water. Elsa wanted nothing more than to reach out to pluck the thorns and thistles from the naked girl's hair as she made her own interpretation of a world map. Looking over her shoulder and crouching low Elsa sniggered at what the girl drew in the dirt. 

“I suppose cartography never was your strong suit huh Gecko?”

“So I'll go somewhere into Africa…” She allowed a curious beetle to crawl up her shoulder shifting her attention to it. "and then I'll take left.” With that said the insect was snatched up for a crunchy snack and devoured. 

None of the memories seemed to be linear, at least not from what Elsa had seen, Ryu appeared much younger in this one then when she encountered Susanoo bleeding and battered along the Australian coast. 

Here though, she stood frowning down at the curled up chick. Was it cold where she was then, is that why she was curled up? Or was it due to a more humid rain? Judging by the poor insulation her down provided Elsa deduced that Dragons had to have been very attentive parents towards their young for them to have been as vulnerable as they were at this stage in development which further bled out her heart for Ryu. 

It may have actually been fascinating if the dragon were just an animal and one prone to the independence say of some reptiles or fish but no this was a child for heaven's sake. A child like any, who deserved to be cherished, loved, and protected. 

Not hunted, starved and left alone to the harshness of their cruel world. 

To say it was a struggle to not let hatred brew within her while inside of Ahtohollan was saying the least. 

No, there'd be time for that later but now… 

Now Elsa had to leave young Ryu to go to her family. 


If there was one thing Ryu hated more than crowds of people, unnecessary noises and decorations, then it was Christmas and all of the non quintessential accoutrement it brought with it, she tried, she really did to see the whimsical magic her friends tried to convince her that accompanied but the only plus she found was the food. Still she hadn't officially experienced it yet so she made sure to be slow to judge. 

Too late. 

“Come on Ryu, I have to show you Julaften!"

Why couldn't humans just get fat and hibernate in their homes like respectable and civilized animals?

Groaning, the snow-blanketed dragon cracked open a single eye beneath one of her favorite trees which afforded her a view of the town but from a reasonable distance from all the frantic galavanting everyone seemed to be taking part of. 

Shooing away the gray cat that perched itself on her shoulder, probably for warmth, this one in particular had taken quite a liking to her since the snowfall, Ryu dusted herself off and followed the snowman speaking in a deadpan manner. 

“Olaf, how many times have I told you to stop introducing me to people?” She only remembered less than a dozen faces and still could not put a name to any of said faces the little snowman brought her to. 

He chortled all the same and grabbed her hand pulling her towards the town. “No, silly Christmas is a part of our holiday traditions." Ryu made a sarcastic oh face but it went over her guide's head. Elsa had explained somewhat the winter festivities but she had left the department of education open for Olaf to take control of while she visited Ahtohollan. 

In her travels Ryu had seen it from time to time but it was hard to discern from every other holiday. Humans seemed to always be celebrating something, she had to admit though, deep inside she did kinda like the pretty lights and her favorite aspect from what she'd observed was all the delicious smells that wafted warmly through the air, and the generous spirits of those willing to give them away freely. 

Stuffing the rest of some pastry down her throat given by a baker wishing her a merry “Julaften” she caught up to Olaf's bouncing steps and incessant chatter. 

“And every night we celebrate by taking part in everyone's favorite traditions- I like to consider myself a connoisseur-" 

"I don't know what that is."

"A collector of sorts for traditions. Oh that reminds me.” Turning to face her he clasped his twigs together and asked. "What's your favorite holiday tradition?” 

His expectancy gave Ryu pause as she swallowed harshly and coughed crumbs into her fist. 

“Erm eh chīsana otokonoko, I-i-I don't have an-any.” He gasped dramatically as if this was a travesty- as to why- Ryu didn't understand until his demeanor became alarmingly excited. 

“I was kinda hoping to just go along with whatever you all were doin-" Suddenly the snowman jumped, gripping the lapels of Ryu's pale pink jacket with surprising strength, and yanked her to his eye level. 

“Nonsense, I have a whole collection of traditions, everyone has to pick something tonight!” Ryu's pupils dilated in growing perturbation. 

“They do?" She croaked. Elsa hadn't told her all that. Worriedly she glanced at castle shoulders falling dejectedly as she continued following Olaf towards it. 


If there was one thing Anna simply adored more than chocolate- well not chocolate- but warm summer evenings, spending time with family, or parties, her violin even, it had to be Christmas. Between the lights, the warmth despite the cold, the food, the decor and the wonder of it all she couldn't pick her favorite thing about it. 

The holidays were both bittersweet and whimsical, surging bouts of nostalgic bliss remembering the first Christmas she shared with her sister; none throughout the years had been quite as eventful as that one. The year they discovered the wonderful ideal that they hadn't truly been separated before Elsa's reign, connected by one person. 

Olaf. 

She couldn't wait to add this one to the books as another perfect holid- 

“Oh Krumkake what is the matter now?" Anna muttered to herself, noticing Elsa staring longingly out the window. 

“Ah ah!" Kristoff jumped in front of her decorated in his holiday get up he wore every year. His excuse being “tradition" but Anna and Elsa knew it was just so he could avoid the tailor as much as possible. 

“I'll talk to her, you can now raid the Krumkake table since I just saw Gerda go upstairs." Anna grinned brightly at him and kissed his cheek. 


“Okay what's with the face?" Elsa didn't turn to meet her brother's eyes instead sighing defeatedly. 

“I'm sorry Kristoff, I just look like this." 

“You know what I mean?" Elsa bemoaned searching for any excuse that could thwart Kristoff's efforts but found none so she relented. 

“You're right, it's just I…looking at Ryu's past is going to be… difficult, I've barely seen two memories and they already hurt so much knowing what she went through.” He joined her watching the patterns her magic drew into the frosted window. 

"I can't imagine, and hey I'm not trying to be dismissive of that but Elsa we're giving her a better present and future. A happier one. Like tonight we get to show her all of our favorite things to do and it'll be a joyous time. As long as we let it be. So do you think maybe you can hang up the sour face until the day after tomorrow?”

"I can hang it up until you try to get me to lick Flemmy’s head again.”

"Hey don't knock it till you try it! I bet Ryu won't even hesitate to lick Saint Flemmingrad, in fact I think she'll like it.”

“Hmm we'll see-” Elsa smirked coyly to the side. "And if she does, you two can kiss each other under mistletoe because I won't bite. I just hope I can make her happy this Christmas-" 

“Hey this will be her first and best Christmas ever so there's only one way for them to go and that is up, and besides you're probably more stressed about it than she is.” He did have a point. Ryu wasn't exactly the type to stress about things most humans did especially if they essentially served no purpose. 


"So wait, I have to bring a tradition and dress up!” 

"Well no not always, we usually dress up and then exchange presents- keep digging Sven!” Dejectedly, as the reindeer and snowman dug through the utility closet, Ryu sank down with a sigh, resting her elbows on her knees. What if Elsa didn't like her tradition or it wasn't good enough for such an important holiday that suited the royal family?

“I didn't realize Christmas would be this complicated- then again nothing with humans rarely ever isn't.” But these weren't just any old humans, these were her humans and as tedious as it sounded, Ryu would ensure that her extended invitation wasn't wasted. 

They were already in the traditions closet so she supposed she may as well have begun with that instead of wallowing in the fact that by having no family or ancestral ties she didn't know if dragons ever had anything to this standard. 

“What is this?" Olaf sprang up from the trunk covered in long colorful stockings to see her holding what seemed to be an odd and excessive candleholder. 

"Oh that's a menorah, it's a beautiful Judaism ceremony celebrating lights-" Okay so far so good, as far as Ryu was aware dragons were creatures of light. 

“-It last for eight days and nights-”

Nevermind. Ryu needed something quick. Placing it down she examined a crown thing or was it a large bracelet?

“I guess I'll take this." 

Olaf squeaked and clapped as Sven buggled excitedly. "Does that speak to you?” 

"Speak to me? No, it's made of metal.”

"No I mean in your heart?” 

"My heart?” Hearts don't speak, they go bump. 

"Yes traditions should sing to your soul, it's what we pass on to those we love. Like for Elsa and Anna not to brag but I'm their tradition. Even when they thought they didn't have one every year they'd exchange gifts of…well me and that tradition is what bonds all three of us.” How was Ryu ever to compete with that?

"Kuso, it just gets worse and worse…" Ryu's obvious despondent nature just confused Olaf and Sven who glanced at each other before slowly approaching. 

“We thought it was getting better and better." 

“No guys!" Ryu dialed back her tone when they flinched away but not her distress. "You don't understand, I have nothing. No family, no previous friends, my life began when I met all of you. Before then…I had nothing…and no one. Not even my own brother.” How pathetic was this? Here her friends were trying to help and all Ryu could do was crumple to the floor and cry as they rested heads on her shoulders. 

Even thinking back on her time spent with Susanoo every holiday or celebration they were separated, she wasn't allowed to partake ever, usually locked away in her room or sent off to train less she defiled their holy ceremonies. 

It was Olaf’s warm and comforting voice that brought her back from completely spiraling, from breaking entirely, to curling up until Elsa found her like that thus ruining their first Christmas together. 

“Well Anna and Elsa didn't think they had a tradition, they made one with me. Seems like to us tradition is less about being passed down and more so about sharing love-” 

Ryu's head jerked upright and her eyes widened. "Wait, you said they made one?” Olaf paused his thought when Ryu sniffled, glancing at him inquisitively, nodding. 

“Then maybe…I can make one too…yea!” Ryu sprang to her feet and began pacing in rapid thought. "But it'll have to be good enough for Elsa, for our first Christmas.” And then the presents, she had already prepped for that months before. Wait, were they bought or made usually? 

"Umm maybe that's not quite what I was getting a-” 

"Olaf can you help me?” They had so little time! If Ryu had known all of this she wouldn't have been in the park napping with that cat that had begun curling next to her to escape the snow. 

He perked up at this hopping on Sven’s head who nodded. “Sure of course!" 

“Great, I'll need a full history on Christmas, and then I can make my tradition in time for tonight.”


Out of all the traditions Elsa had to admit there was one in particular she was especially excited to share with Ryu. 

Now if only she could get a hold of the dragon for more than five minutes but alas Ryu evaded her, rushing to and fro with Sven and Olaf in tow. First all about the castle, with papers and books towered higher than the buildings in Harmon, then in town, it must have been a secret with their vague rushed answers as to what they were up to. 

“Hey, heads up Elsa. Chaos incarnate incoming." Kristoff nodded towards Ryu who rode the banister down in an effort to save time, as if the extra seconds earned were all worth it.

“Huh? Oh!" Dusting off imaginary dirt from her dark velvet holiday dress Elsa gave a thumbs up to her sister and brother who had ensured the front hall was cleared and remained as such. Quickly Elsa constructed a mistletoe above her head, folding her hands in front and clearing her throat, “Ryu I'd like to perhaps share our first–” 

“Hi Erusa, don't have time to talk, I have to go collect men!" Frantic and frazzled Ryu was passing in a whirlwind, leaving the disappointed and confused Elsa behind. 

“Men?" She mouthed to Anna and Kristoff, they could only shrug in answer until Ryu returned briefly reading over a parchment. 

“Hey Erusa, what is a maiden?” 

“Huh?” Elsa was still recovering from the whiplash that was her girlfriend's endeavors. "Oh a maiden in some context is a woman who hasn't taken a husband's surname yet."

Nodding Ryu wrote this down with a pen she procured from her pocket, blowing out a huge puff of air from her cheeks exasperated and sprinting away again before anyone could say another word.  

Whatever it was, gave Elsa half the mind to freeze Ryu's feet to the carpet if only to gain some leeway in their continued game of cat and mouse. Going to the window Elsa thought seeing what she was up to would give some answers but instead it just created more questions. 

Summoned by Ryu's sharp whistle Olaf and Sven jumped on the sled Ryu was hauling, she grunted, faltering for a moment at the surprise weight gain, before continuing on pulling it towards the stables. 

“I thought the only one allowed to have a long face around here was Sven.” Kristoff's voice warned playfully.

Elsa unfurrowed her brows which she hadn't noticed she'd been doing until he spoke, glancing briefly at him she tried to hold on to her frustration, feeling guilty that she couldn't control her emotions enough to not sully the holiday for her family over a mere whim. And it felt incredibly unfair to burden Ryu with this tiny resentment growing especially since she wasn't present and knew nothing of Elsa’s forlorn melancholy. 

"I know Kristoff it's just, I want to share this tradition with Ryu but she's so…”

"...not sitting still for more than three seconds?" 

Elsa nodded, honestly she couldn't figure out why she was so surprised. During the time when Ryu had leisure she was either napping, chasing rainbows when the weather allowed, sunbathing, torturing Nokk or Ryder with Bruni, making random contraptions, or napping.

“I had everything planned, we'd stand in the hall and I'd give her my gift-" 

“Wait, I thought we weren't doing gifts this year-" Elsa sideways glanced at him sheepishly. 

"We aren't but it's her first Christmas, of course I'm giving her a gift.”

“Okay so the gift may not work out right now but I mean you could still try to show her your little tradition.” 

Elsa frowned. "Ugh in a stable?” 

"Hey Anna and I had our first official encounter in a stable, now look at where we are now.” 

“Incoming."

Elsa, glancing upward when she heard the faint call briefly took a single side step away from Kristoff. 

“Uh Kristoff-". 

“Yes?" 

“Anna started upstai-" Luckily she avoided all the raining tinsel dumped from the upper level banister, courtesy of Anna.

“Go tell Ryu to stop hogging Sven, he has to spend time with his family." 

“You're right Kristoff if Ryu won't come to me then I'll go to her." Elsa pointed to her chin. “You have a little tinsel right here."

Whether Kristoff could see her was answered with a groaning tone and a muffled “Thanks." 

Hiking up her dress Elsa rushed outside determined to fulfill her tradition and get to the bottom of the dragon's strange behavior. 


Elsa found her mumbling to herself as she often did when faced with a task she found to be not pleasant while bent over collecting pails. 

“I don't even know if Erusa likes birds, what do they have to do with holidays anyways? How is that related to some fat guy burglarizing houses all over the world. Rubbish.” Elsa chuckled as she entered the barn at Ryu's accent and summarization of Saint Nicholas. 

Though reflecting honestly that wasn't the only fact about him that disturbed her. 

Quickly her eyes made work of the contents on the sleigh hoping they gave some inclination. Five golden napkin holders, a bucket of milk, and two doves- where did Sven and Olaf go, how did I miss them?

Two doves who seemed to be quite infatuated with Ryu, perched atop of her head no matter how many times she swatted them away. Weren't they supposed to be migrating?  

It was all the same Elsa was only plagued with more and more questions. The worst of it all being how haggard and frustrated Ryu seemed with the whole ordeal.

Now why would she be doing such laborious work in the cold when she could have been inside, as Elsa expected her to be picking at the food with Anna while pretending to help decorate?

"Gecko?” Elsa said, her voice soft so as to not startle Ryu this close. She cringed regretting her intrusion already since it caused Ryu a fright, stirring the doves up to the rafters when the dragon bumped her head. 

“Hey Erusa," rubbing at the sore spot briefly, Ryu gave a quick glance over her shoulder. Sensing no threat from her, a dove landed on Elsa’s shoulder while their companion happily claimed the top of Ryu's fluffy half tied up mane all for themselves. 

“Hello there-” Elsa cooed, caressing the bird's wing. Knowing she was pressed for time Elsa flicked her wrist decorating the beam above Ryu beautifully, doing a once over of how she looked she readied herself, “Ryu I have something I wish to share with yo-" she faltered at the sight of Ryu holding in her arms eight buckets. “What exactly are you doing?" 

"I am-” rushing over, she took some of the pails away from Ryu, placing them on the sled. 

“Thanks." 

“Don't mention it" Elsa stopped short from turning away, holding up a finger. “-actually wait no, hold on, do mention it! What are you doing?" 

Ryu looked around and huffed, gesturing as if it were obvious. “It's Christmas.” Elsa stared at her, waiting for some further elaboration but it never came. 

“Yes I am aware but I'm afraid that doesn't answer my question." 

“Oh, umm right well it's… my erm tradition, we're supposed to celebrate those right?" Oh that would explain this all a bit better…kind of. Though now the more Elsa thought of it the more she realized she had never heard Ryu make any mentions of Christmas in the past let alone having a tradition. The guilt of being so assumptive of her character settled in- the assumption that her dragon would find the whole ordeal superfluous and silly- outside of the food and warmth. 

“Do you want some help, Anna and Kristoff have everything under control, I cou-"

Ryu waved her off picking up a rope that tethered the sled. 

“No go in there and spend time with your family, Olaf and Sven just left to do me a favor and should be joining you soon." As Ryu departed the stables Elsa watched after her pouting slightly. 

I want to spend time with you.

Jogging outside Elsa called after her. “The bell ringing ceremony is at noon!” 

"I'll be there!” 

"You won't be late?”

Ryu turned around rope still in hand walking backwards. "Erusa, come on, it's me we're talking about!”

"My point exactly.” 

"I won't be late!” 

Elsa sighed heavily leaning against the stable door frame. She wanted to spend time with Ryu as well but if this was her tradition, who was Elsa to deny or judge her for that. 

Though it did make her ponder. 

“What kind of Holiday tradition doesn't allow you to be with the ones you care about?" 

She just hoped whatever it was wouldn't take all morning or day. 


“Thank you all for coming to celebrate the start of Julaften!”Anna announced, facing her people. “Once our wonderful Yule bell is rung the festivities and official winter holidays can commence!" 

Throngs of people were packed deeply into the corners and squares of the courtyard keeping the middle of the carpet unobstructed, children pushed and shoved to get a closer look. 

Smiling and waving Anna glanced over at her sister. “Are you ready?" She had to do a double take because despite the beautiful cranberry red lipstick and soft dark violets which accentuated Elsa’s features her, face defaulted to that same worried frown just beneath the surface. To those watching the reserved and quiet Elsa was softly smiling at the ceremony but Anna knew better. 

"I am if you are," Elsa said, not convincingly enough. From the way her eyes scanned over the crowd with people so densely packed together as they were, it would be difficult to find anyone, to the way she with an out of character curiosity would look to the left and right allowed Anna to put the puzzle pieces together. 

Closing her eyes she grinned, linking their arms together. “Don't worry Elsa, she'll be here. For all we know she's watching us right now.” But Elsa shook her head. She didn't have that same prickly feeling whenever Ryu watched on from afar stalking in the shadows. At first perturbing yet now Elsa was very thankful for the sixth sense she developed. Without it she would never know where the dragon was until Ryu decided to make herself known. 

Despite Anna's reassurance Elsa leant down towards the giddy Olaf and whispered anxiously. “Olaf have you Seen Ryu?" 

“Oh she's putting the final touches on her Christmas tradition, I think you're going to love it. It'll be a blast! . . . literally.”

Nodding Elsa began to pull away until she heard the last part of what Olaf said. 

“What's that supposed to mean?" Elsa said, far louder and more obvious than she had intended, her eyes widened considerably once again before she could get clarification. Kristoff and Sven proudly began their walk down the courtyard hauling the Yule bell. 

The royal family stood aside at the entrance of the castle and watched, the crowd murmuring and whispering, shushing crying babies and holding their children still. 

Elsa billowed out her cheeks taking a cleansing breath as volunteers lined up attaching the ropes appropriately to their rigs. “What's wrong?" 

Elsa hummed. "I'm just wondering when Ryu will show up.”

"Oh okay. She's around here somewhere.”

Elsa leaned over keeping her stare trained on the bell. "I just hope she doesn't miss it.” 

"Ah. Well...Who knows.” 

Wait a second… Turning her head to the side Elsa laid eyes on the person she had been talking to and gave her a little pinch to the arm. 

Chuckling Ryu accepted the punishment without fuss, folding her arms behind her back, focusing now on Anna's speech before the ringing. 

This allotted Elsa to be treated to a wonderful profile view of her face as she stood. It might have been the hair which now reached her jawline which had also seemed more pronounced, or the tranquil expression gracing her features but for some peculiar reason Elsa was caught off guard by the wild yet self restrained beauty Ryu possessed. Her clothing though not as elaborate as the royal family flattered her as well; a soft pastel rose jacket, unbuttoned on top of the white tunic which exposed some of her collarbone, tucked into dull gray trousers. 

Ryu appeared more…what was a word Elsa could use… mature. 

However her patience for being appraised was still the same, casting Elsa a sideways glanced and raised brow, the soft tease of a smirk on her lips. This brought a bashful smile to Elsa's as she tried to shake her reverie away and pay attention. 

The giddiness finally overcame Anna, Olaf, and Elsa, as the crowd began singing beautiful hymns. Ryu smiled at them, watching the family completely in their element of happiness and warmth. 

The expression vanished however when a distinctive honk sounded off from somewhere in the crowd. The citizens reacted as a flock of various birds waddled and flew through masses. 

Elsa and Anna turned towards the commotion rising amongst their people as birds swarmed the courtyard stirring chaos. 

“What in the world?" Anna stated, turning towards a group of three chickens flapping their wings to move faster away from the herd of confused stomping boots. 

Anna gasped, grabbing Elsa's shoulders. “Elsa duck!" She warned pushing them both down to not be hit by the large white bird swooping through the air. Soldiers and guards, and men began trying to gain some semblance of control over the situation. 

“That wasn't a duck that was swan! What's going on here?" Elsa said pulling Anna to her feet.

Anna hadn't the slightest clue that is until a young man raced towards Ryu covered in scratches and torn clothes. 

“I'm sorry Miss Periwinkle I tried to keep them all contained but the geese they….” He shuddered traumatically as fat dollops of tears began pooling from his eyes while he hugged himself. “The geese!" He cried as Ryu patted his back awkwardly, letting him wail in her arms. 

“Is it our cue Miss Periwinkle?” A group of people approached from the barn looking quite similar to a band. 

“No! This wasn't supposed to happen till after the bell r-" A scream could be heard from inside the retreating crowd full of pain. 

“My finger!" 

Looking at each other Anna and Elsa maneuvered their way over to Ryu who was running her fingers through her hair in an effort to collect herself and figure out how to fix this. 

“Ryu, what's going on?" Elsa and Anna shouted exasperatedly. Ryu turned to them sheepishly scratching her head. 

"Uuuh tradition?” She winced when Anna looked past her and began taking inventory of the situation. 

"Wait… twelve drummers, eleven pipers, ten…” her wrist flicked towards the well dressed young men who did not have instruments. 

“Lords. But only an honorary title, not officially my queen." One of them said coming to her aid. 

Anna nodded. "Nine ladies, maids," she continued her counting circling around. “Seven swans, six geese- oh my God Ryu did you bring the entire twelve days of Christmas here to the courtyard?" 

Elsa's mouth gaped open when she recollected the five golden napkin holders she saw in the sled this morning. 

Ryu whimpered, fiddling her fingers. “Well yes but it wasn't supposed to be like this.” 

Anna scoffed, taking the reins of the conversation as Elsa caught up mentally to what was going on. 

Finally she spoke, sounding less irritated and more concerned with the situation. “Ryu it's nice that you're taking the holidays so…seriously but in retrospect this is a sure fire way for some to get hurt.” 

"Did someone say fire down there?” A voice called from the upper level balconies. 

Ryu was already rushing towards them waving her arms frantically. "No, no, no! Don't!” 

"What? But I already lit them!” 

"Well unlit them please!” She begged, this triggered all of the alarms in Elsa and Anna's minds to trigger. 

“Unlit what?" 

A whistle of surprising volume followed Anna's question quickly and in rapid succession came the wave of lights and sparks flying out of the balcony as the poor handler tried to keep the explosive kaleidoscopes contained. The streams of colored fire arched up and over the banisters. Windows shook with their implosions, and snow shivered loose from nearby buildings, the bell-tower swayed just an inch or so back and forth.

The crowd now retreating out the feathered covered courtyard with cylinders flinging through the air creating smoke and some making the successful journey up to the sky bursting in a rainbow of colors.  

The other fireworks that followed only made it a few meters into the air, before without proper direction landed on the chapel roof, detonating shallowly, their report much louder and heavier upon the ears of all those present, shrapnel and bits of timber flung out as smoke plumed upwards in the wind. 

When Elsa lowered her hands from her ears and looked up again, she could distinctly see clouds of dark grey climbing from the roof. Knowing what would follow she frowned and sprinted towards the fire, rising on a pillar of ice making quick work of any flames or sparks as Anna barked orders and delegated Her guards with Mattias and Kristoff. 

Ryu groaned dejectedly, sagging until her ears perked up towards the left. 

“The bell!” The men hoisting the rope could no longer hold on despite their efforts of lowering it back down safely and were forced to let go. 

"I got it!” Olaf called but as soon as his tiny finger clasped around the tethering he was yanked from the ground up and thrown towards the large mass of brass which clattered downwards at a frightening speed to the pavement. "Nevermind it's got me!" 

Growling Ryu sprinted towards him, pumping her legs as fast as they would go confusing those who saw her blur zoom past with the red colored blooms of wisps circulating from her body. 

Sliding down on her hip for faster momentum into the circular shadow, Ryu grabbed him, chucking his body out of range. In her best defense she curled in on herself as the bell connected with the pavement. 

The peel of dong was phenomenal, and hurt every fiber of her being, clenching her teeth tightly enough she thought her jaw would break. The ground beneath shook the very foundations of the courtyard. 

Despite being encapsulated by darkness Ryu closed her eyes to gain some semblance of sanity while clutching her head in a vice grip. 

She didn't know how long she was under there for until some light bled into the space as the bell was lifted by ice and snow. A small crowd developed around her but she didn't look into any of their faces. She stayed still, legs bent upwards into her chest. 

As she felt cold hands frantically grasp at her arms and face she merely froze wishing to sink into the ground.

Why am I like this? 

Looking up expecting scowls and curses directed towards her, all Ryu saw were the worried faces of her friends, all of their gestures and words lost and mute to her still ringing ears. 

Elsa snapped her fingers near Ryu's ears wiping her hair back from her face. Besotted with worry she kissed her forehead and appeared to ask a question. 

Ryu stood up on shaking legs regretting the decision immediately. She opened her mouth to speak but no words came out, looking to the bell her eyes widened seeing the thin crack outlining the right of the middle design. 

She didn't know much about the holidays but what she did know was how important the ringing of the bell was to Anna, Olaf, and Elsa. And now she broke it! Her chest began to pull in breaths much too quickly for her to feel some relief of clear air. 

She broke it. And here they were not yelling at her but trying to usher her into the castle so she could be looked over. Here they were faces not contorted in anger but worry and genuine concern, mixed with a smidge of relief. 

Ryu stopped short, releasing herself from their gentle grips. Anna and Elsa held up their hands approaching slowly but every step they took forward Ryu took one back. 

The change came and they knew what would follow as Ryu retreated away, pinning her ears to her head. 

“Ryu, it's all going to be okay." She couldn't hear it but could read Elsa's lips and sad smile. 

But it wasn't okay, in a blink of an eye Ryu turned and took off into the sky flying away as quickly as she could. The slow and tranquil snowfall did not match the storm brewing into her mind. She didn't know where she was going but knew she couldn't take a second longer looking into those beautiful, kind faces. 

It just hurt too much.

What is wrong with me?


Elsa sighed, lowering her hand defeatedly. She grasped both Anna and Kristoff's hands up on her shoulders allowing Olaf to hug her leg. 

Turning around she casted an imploringly apologetic expression to them. “I'm sorry I have to-" 

“It's okay Elsa." Kristoff said, picking Olaf up into his arms. Ann grinned, nodding and reaching out to hold Elsa's hands. 

“Go get our little runaway. We'll get everything ready here.”

"We can ring the bell when I get back.”

"Technically speaking Ryu already rang it.” They stared at each other until the silence was broken with giggles. 

"Elsa?” Olaf's soft voice broke the humorous spell. He looked so downtrodden at what transpired. “Please don't let Ryu stay out there thinking she ruined Christmas or failed. I know what that's like and well… she is less tougher than I am and more dramatic-” Elsa couldn't help laughing at this, placing a loving hand on his cheek which he leaned into. 

“Don't worry little guy, I'll bring her back." As Elsa turned to leave Kristoff called out. 

"Should I rally our holiday search party?”

"No, no, don't worry!” Elsa answered, looking in the direction Ryu fled to. “I know exactly where she is." 

So much for a perfect first Christmas.

Elsa wanted to sink into this train of thought despite how melancholy it was but decided against it shaking her head and setting her brows determinedly. Christmas was far from over and this little setback would not deter her from making it the best one Ryu ever had. 


Galloping upon Nokk he slowed down snorting when they arrived at the same log they hid behind so long ago. Admittedly Elsa hadn't visited the drage den all winter and momentarily she was captured by how enclosed it became. The snow and sleet connected the trees and blocked the visibility from any who stood outside the thicket. 

Ducking down she crawled through the unfrozen gap studying space, her eyes settled on Ryu's favorite rock and there she sat not in her dragon form like Elsa suspected but naked and dusted in a light layer of snow curled up staring at the frozen water. 

Elsa exhaled heavily. 

Oh Gecko why are you so good at being down on yourself? 

It was one of Ryu's most tragic traits in Elsa's opinion, her stubborn incessant need to tear herself apart whenever she made a mistake, Elsa was certain this had to have been the work of the Mikotos who taught her that her mistakes were unforgivable. 

It would be fruitless to try and sneak up on her, no doubt Ryu already knew she was present. Though she could very well be surprised that Elsa knew where to look, she could hide from everyone but Elsa was confident that she truly knew her. 

Elsa leaned against the rock folding her hands, bending her head as she looked towards Ryu. 

“Hi." She began quietly then when Ryu didn't respond did Elsa remember she didn't know if Ryu's hearing returned or not. 

Experimenting she snapped her fingers in Ryu's direction a few times until Ryu gave the exact same look she did when Elsa was staring at her during the Yule bell ceremony, only this time there was no smirk teasing her lips just a look of mild indignation. 

“Oh sorry." Elsa cleared her throat unsure of what to say. "So that was an…interesting tradition. Though next year I would suggest no fireworks." The attempt at humor was shot down with silence. Jokes aren't my strong suit, that's Anna's department.

So Elsa moved closer sitting beside Ryu. 

“Sweetheart," her saccharine voice created a wince on Ryu's face reacting like the words slapped her in the face. "If you had only told me how important holiday traditions were for you I could have helped-" 

“They aren't! I think they're dumb." Ryu snapped, looking away.

The revelation shot Elsa’s brows up to her hairline before she squinted her eyes and murmured towards the ground a small “I knew it.” before continuing. "Well if they aren't important to you then why go through all this trouble for one?”

After a minute of waiting Ryu's small broken voice alluded to the tears which stung in her eyes. "It wasn't for me, it was for you.” 

This had Elsa pivoting immediately to face the dragon. "Me?” Slowly bringing her hand to touch her heart as Ryu nodded and wiped her nose on her arm. 

"Olaf told me that tonight we celebrate traditions and how important they are to you and Anna and even Kristoff, and I didn't have any to share so I did what you and Anna did and made one- though I didn't actually. I just made a disaster…” 

Elsa didn't want to but she laughed at the very winsome idea that Ryu spent the whole day stressing about something she didn't care at all about simply because she thought it would make her friends happy, but it also broke her heart realizing how much of failure Ryu must have felt like. 

Scooting closer Elsa reached out to touch her shoulder but Ryu rebuked the touch, flinching away. “Oh Gecko, traditions for us aren't about procedure or getting things right, it's about the love we share with each other and being together that's what the holidays are about.” Not one to give up Elsa kept inching towards to hold Ryu despite her weak and squirming protest, it felt like holding a cat for a bath. “That's why- hey no biting- that's why Anna and I celebrate Olaf, he brings us together.” 

Eventually Ryu stopped her struggles and finally looked at Elsa with her bleary eyes, red cheeks and nose, her purrs stuttering in her chest exhorted by Elsa sliding her hands up and down the subtle ridges of her back, one lowering to rub small circles just above her tail. 

Elsa returned the dumbfounded gaze with a loving smile. “That's what I wanted for us, to be together.” That revelation eased her nerves some, surprisingly juxtaposed to how her mind felt like a livewire ready to burst at any moment.

Ryu bemoaned loudly, reaching the epiphany that all her best efforts were for nothing, she connected her forehead to Elsa's collarbone. 

Elsa offered comforting pets to her hair, cooing quietly. “I know, it's okay, you did your best and that is more than enough for me. I know it's hard.” 

No matter how painful it was, Ryu pulled away from Elsa’s cold pleasant touch. “Would you stop that!" 

Elsa frowned, lowering her now empty hands to her lap as Ryu stood up and began pacing, as a courtesy she dressed her in a simple white gown debating on if she should add light pink snowmen and snowflakes to them. When she did, Ryu looked at the article and growled agitatedly, whipping her tail like a lion ready to devour anyone who came near them. 

Elsa pouted. But you look so cute in pink…. 

“Stop what Ryu?" Elsa took no offense to the behavior. Whenever a strong unpleasant emotion was about to overtake her, Ryu reacted with wrath. Like an instinct used to protect herself from danger or further hurt.

“Stop…” Not finding the right words only frustrated her more. "Stop being so understanding and kind.” It wasn't lost on both of them how silly Ryu sounded right now but she pressed on. 

"I ruined Christmas, I put people in danger and I broke your family's ear loom!" 

“Heirloom-" 

“Whatever! And I put Olaf in danger and you come and find me and-and- try to comfort me!" When Ryu spoke in that tone it really did shine light on the insanity that were Elsa's actions but she saw none and instead waited patiently for Ryu to finish perching her chin on two closed fists while resting her elbows in her lap, eyes following and taking in every twitch and snarl Ryu made with an equable expression. It appeared as if she wanted to hit something but the something was herself. 

“Why waste your time? Why waste your holiday just come out here and tell me everything's okay!”

So that's what's going on… Elsa deduced from her assessment that Ryu wasn't masking another emotion, she was genuinely angry but at herself and couldn't fathom how no one else was too. 

“Ryu, I'm not mad at you and neither is Anna or Kristoff or Olaf. We're just worried and want you to come home.”

That halted her furious pacing. The rise of her shoulders visible from the labored breaths which could be seen in white smoke clouds. “But why?" Ryu whispered. 

“Because it was an accident and no one was hurt, well except the man who was bitten by a goose but that's a part of living in Arendelle they're one of our native species. The statistical rate of being bitten by waterfowl is at least fifteen percent higher than in England here." 

Despite the mood Ryu sniggered trying to hold it in which Elsa took as an opportunity to reach out and grab her hand pulling her in to dock back on the rock, saving her from being marooned out in a sea of dooming angst. 

“You can be angry with yourself over this, it's a sign that you learned from it but I need you to respect other people's emotions and accept that they aren't cross.” Ryu opened her mouth to argue but Elsa spoke more loudly and stern, raising a finger. “Even if that doesn't seem logical to you.” Huffing Ryu reluctantly nodded. Happy with that conclusion Elsa perked up and bumped her grumpy dragon's shoulder.

“I have a tradition to show you too.” 

"Does it involve geese?" Ryu droned causing Elsa to giggle. 

“No silly, look.” Ryu shook her head to hopefully clear some of the fog, following Elsa’s instructions and tilted her head up at the branch hanging above them, blossoming on it was an ice plant. 

Now, however, she can feel eyes lingering on her. Turning back at Elsa her beautiful stare reflected the same fondness which had been growing inside her chest. 

 It was nearly overwhelming, but Ryu looked back at the plant above, allowing Elsa to touch her. Her hands had started at Ryu's scalp, then migrated south over her shoulders and tense back muscles, and like magic her scales began to twitch and shiver, softening with every scratch.

And just like that, all Ryu's tenses dissolved. Elsa wasn't mad at her. She wasn't yelling and cursing or suggesting punishment for what transpired.. She wasn't casting Ryu away like one would trash. The pull this realization had on her insides felt like a remarkable pang. Swimming her mind and thoughts into a war. Elsa is the smartest, most dramatic person I know. If she can forgive me then…maybe it isn't so bad. 

It was a feeling that Ryu could only describe as pure bliss. 

“It's a mistletoe," 

“Oh Olaf told me about those-" excitedly Ryu wiped away her tears. “If you get caught underneath one and no one kisses you then you get stuck and die representing the agonizing pain of unre-unreq-unrequited love!" 

“What? No, that's not at all what happens. Anyways I figured I've never had one and you definitely haven't had one so we could be each other's first and maybe every year following.” 

Ryu glanced shyly up at Elsa through her snowflake dusted lashes. “Can we incorporate my tradition too?" It was a long shot but Ryu still wanted a piece of herself in it.

“Of course but no fireworks." The playful mocking evoked a growl from Ryu's throat, but there was no heat behind it, as she shrugged then explained her idea. 

“Well maybe we can meet here and kiss under the mistletoe for twelve days before Christmas.”

Elsa absolutely loved the suggestion, leaning her head on Ryu's, nuzzling her hair clearly taking in her scent but with no shame. "What an excellent idea. Let's do it.” 

"Oh wow you actually agreed!" In celebration that became too eager Ryu's arms thrown up to the air sent her backwards off the rock. She recovered unfazed, shaking the snow off and leaning on the rock. 

Elsa laughed and wiped Ryu's stuffy nose clean with an ice cloth. Giving one more good sniffle Ryu settled down looking at the mistletoe, however, Elsa’s gaze was too noticeable with it flicking back and forth between Ryu's eyes and her lips. 

When Elsa commanded her attention again there was this uncertainty in her body language which translated to her fingers frosting at the tips. 

It took all but a few seconds before Ryu decided she couldn't very well let Elsa doubt herself and lifted up on her elbows to press her lips tightly against Elsa’s. 

She hummed high pitched in surprised delight at first until pleasure flooded her senses, gripping Ryu's cheeks gently between her hands.  

Ryu's body had stilled as Elsa took control over the embrace. And like magnetism, every time she tried to move for oxygen Elsa chased after her, so she mimicked until it became a fun game that had no losers.

Parting, Elsa, ever knowing what was to come next, tilted her head up to provide better access to her neck for Ryu to nuzzle into, surrounding herself with Elsa’s scent. 

Going in for another Elsa couldn't bring herself to pull away from Ryu's vivaciousness so she attempted her best to speak in-between the nibbling the sucking at her lips. “We- we have to head back I promised Anna." 

Breathing in deeply, Ryu licked away the taste of her, deciding she could survive on that alone for now. “Right Christmas…” 

"Yea-” Elsa replied, just as dazed by Ryu. "Christmas." 

“I like tradition." Elsa chuckled standing to her feet. 

“I thought you found them to be…foolish.” Ryu couldn't erase the broad loopy grin on her lips. 

“Every tradition should include kissing you." Ryu stated matter of factly. 

"Sounds exhausting.”


Standing in the entry for the castle gave Ryu pause. The few castle staff that didn't take off for the holidays acted all the same. Ryu, if she squinted hard enough though, could detect some level of weariness in the way they conducted themselves when she was near. 

It wasn't like it was something new she’s never dealt with. Of course, many people here probably felt some trepidation, so she wasn't completely surprised if everyone was just on edge because of her presence.

What did surprise Ryu was the soggy wet punch she received in the face when entering the library. “Ah! Her scream rang out over the room as she thrusted her hands over her eyes. “I’m blind!”

Before completely wiping her face clean she was hit with another when she heard Anna’s melodic voice singing in glee. “On the first day of Christmas my true love sent to me! A snowball!” 

"Very funny Anna-” Ryu deadpanned as Kristoff and Elsa scooted away from the line of fire. 

Olaf joined in singing happily. “On the sixth day of Christmas my true love sent to me. A SNOWBALL!" 

Ryu shielded her face as best she could as she was pelted with the loving gifts.

Anna very confidently held the last one behind her back kneeling in front of Ryu who curled up in a fetal position. 

She grabbed her chin and directed it towards her. “Do you know what your true love sent to you on the Twelfth day of Christmas Ryu?” The dragon mewled in a pitch so high that if Elsa wasn't watching she could have sworn a kitten had gotten into the room, but the noise did not appeal to Anna's better nature.

"Olaf do you know?” He tapped his chin thinking deeply before answering. 

"It was twelve drummers drumming!” 

"Beautiful bravado.” Ryu complimented just to be interrupted by Anna. 

"Nope! It was a-” Ryu knew what was coming so she gracefully accepted defeat taking the slush straight to the face. "Snowball.” 

"Merry Christmas Ryu.” With that Anna finally left her alone, leaving her on the floor to recover so she could play her violin as the table was set by Kristoff and Elsa. 

"She may have had a different version but Ryu we completed your holiday tradition!”

Puffing and red faced the dragon sat up on her elbows smiling softly at Olaf before shaking her wet hair. “That was assault buddy." The dragon scoffed.

He chortled. "No that's on the table actually.” With his help she stood up and followed him over to the gorgeous table Elsa constructed. Watching them tease and play together while setting out an assortment of treats and delicious dishes. 

Shame and guilt bubbled in her throat making it difficult to even stay in the same room, but she knew. Her life would be so colorless and empty without them in it. Ryu, albeit slowly, accepted that she couldn't just run away every time that shame tried to extinguish the flames that lived inside her or guilt gnawed at her bones. 

Throughout the evening everytime she looked around the room her eyes tended to fall on Elsa. Nothing but her made sense. 

Was it too late to not regret her past if it led her here?


“Well what do you think?" Kristoff asked Ryu from the couch on the floor.

“I like it." She shrugged casually, too busy scarfing down the delicious meats and starches. 

“How are you still eating?" He wondered, feeling sick from all the food he consumed, he definitely did not want to retrieve the Flemmy statue from the other room but someone had to. 

“Ryu, I'd like– no, no, love to introduce you to Saint Flemmy." Sven rubbed his hoof over the statue with flourish. Taking a large chomp from the turkey Ryu nodded not understanding a single thing he said nor the song he played on his lute as he and Sven pranced around it. 

"Now lick his head then-”

All of the room's inhabitants’ eyes widened as Ryu dragged her tongue from one end of the statue’s scalp to the other. Moss stuck to her cheeks as she kept her tongue poking out looking between them. 

“Whathat?"

Elsa cheeks bloated with something that her stomach decided she no longer needed, she had to block her mouth a closed fist as Anna, Olaf and Sven watched with a disgusted curiosity. 

“Umm-" Kristoff began pausing his song, utterly impressed and smug. “Make a wish." 

“Oh I have everything I could ever wish for." 

Elsa eyed her mouth with hooded eyes, trailing Ryu until she sat crossing her legs on the carpet again. 

“You're washing your mouth out before you kiss me again." Elsa said chidingly

Ryu closed her eyes, leaning back on her palms, completely content. “Ahh but Erusa then my wish won't come true."

Both she and Anna spoke their thoughts aloud simultaneously. 

“You didn't even make a wish." 

“You didn't make a wish!" 


It took an hour for Ryu to clear the table of all the rest of the food the others didn't want but she was proud to say not a single crumb would be wasted. 

When the clock struck nine Kristoff placed odd head garments on himself, Sven’s antlers, and helped Olaf with his. 

Like gears in a machine Anna dressed herself up in…pajamas Ryu couldn't tell and a cape while Elsa followed by example although hers was made of magic and looked much more similar to Ryu's scales. 

She casted a wink to the very perplexed Ryu.

Standing before her in those goofy looking green mittens Anna theatrically hid her face from Ryu until she revealed herself. 

“Surprise!" 

Ryu studied her up and down and clapped. “Okay." When the meaning was lost to her Anna's shoulders slumped slightly. 

“I mean, do you even know what we are?" She said this as if it were obvious so Ryu carefully surveyed them all then shook her head. 

"I'm a-” she choked a little, gripping her cape and flapping it like a bat diffidently. "I'm a dragon.” It wasn't just her voice cracking at the end that made Ryu fold her lips in to keep from laughing. 

“Oh come on don't laugh at us.”

Ryu steeled her face after seeing Anna pout pitifully. Though her reaction wasn't one born from humorous intent. Ryu felt so much, a concoction of many emotions that needed some form of physical release and she sure as hell wasn't going to cry again. 

“I don't know if I should be offended." Ryu said as her eyes flit between everyone else in the room.

“Well I hope not because it's our new tradition, every year after dinner we're all going to dress up like Dragons. Olaf told us that you didn't have any for yourself so I think this is much better than having twenty three birds and fireworks wreak havoc on the castle…and less likely to get me in trouble with the church.” 

"Here maybe this'll help." Olaf leapt forward putting on a funny accented voice. “Oh what's that over there? Ooo it's Anna and Kristoff's roof I'ma set it on fire.” He skipped over to the gingerbread replica and smashed in the top. 

"Yeah I can see the resemblance now.” Kristoff chimed in, nodding to Sven.

Ryu's cheeks burned as she stood up walking towards Anna who was examining the cape clutched in her dragon mittens. 

“I mean maybe I should get this restitched so it looks more li-” Anna was taken back by the tight embrace Ryu wrapped her. Shocked, she looked to Elsa who smiled tilting her head at the sight of Ryu purring loudly. 

Eventually she returned the hug inviting Olaf who joined with a chirp. 

“You guys would really do this for me?" Ryu asked in a croaky voice.

Staring down at her as Elsa joined them she answered. “Of course we would, Periwinkle." 

Pulling away Ryu remembered bouncing on her toes. "Oh hai I have gifts for you all!" 

“I thought we weren't doing gifts this year since we were busy." 

“Busy with what?" Ryu asked, bringing in her little satchel that contained presents. 

"Umm a war?” Anna squeaked out in a staged whisper.

"Oh…well, should have prepared earlier.” she deadpanned, grabbing the first bundle for Kristoff and Sven. 

The reindeer panted and jumped for glee seeing the sparkling silver bells which decorated his antler shaking them around creating music. As a thank you his long slobbering tongue stretched across Ryu's face. 

She petted his head nodding. “Aww buddy…gross. Here Kristoff this is for you.” 

"Oh thanks Paul it's a…rock thank you." Ryu nodded, looking quite proud of herself. In her eyes it made perfect sense. 

“Your family is rocks so I got you a pocket rock so you will never be alone eh!" 

Kristoff chuckled, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “Thank you.” 

Olaf sitting between Anna and Elsa whispered to them. “If she follows that logic then I will be getting a ball of snow and you two chunks of flesh." The idea of this becoming a reality had the sisters exchanging worried stares to each other. 

“Where would Ryu even get human flesh fro-" 

Elsa shut that thought down very quickly, rubbing her eyes. “I don't want to know." 

Olaf's predictions thankfully came out wrong, nonetheless he loved the little sled Ryu built for him from a wood, it was simple but one wouldn't guess that from the way he jumped around already sitting on it. 

“And Anna for you deh-" Anna took the envelope and opened it up revealing two sheets of music. She gasped reading it over. 

“Oh Ryu thank you! I thought you didn't know how to read music." 

“I don't, I just made the melody but I had some help." The looks shared between her and Elsa answered who the “help" was. 

“Oh my God, it's a duet between the flute and violin. Can we play it now!" Anna's excitement would have to wait until Ryu was in the mood to play her flute besides she didn't have it with her. 

"And Erusa, you're always making me clothes so I made you clothes.” Ryu pulled from her satchel a purple sweater etched with rough sketches of Gale, Nokk, the giants, and Bruni and right where her heart rested was a face with red hair and a devilishly comical grin. Anna leaned in and pointed at it. 

“Is that what I look like to you?" Ryu nodded, folding her arms as Elsa put it on elated entirely. 

“Oh Ryu I absolutely love it-” she had to hug herself tightly rocking side to side. One of the sleeves was way longer than its sibling but to Elsa it was absolutely perfect. 

“It has all the spirits on it…and in it technically.” Ryu yelped when she was tugged into Elsa’s arms, it was incredibly soft but purposely not plush to avoid overheating Elsa if that were possible. 

“Oh one more gift!" Ryu announced for Elsa to release her which she did reluctantly, grabbing a box she sat between Anna and Elsa who inspected the birch wood box. Ryu licked her lips feeling a bit of an unease on how this one would be received. 

“Well uh it's for the both of you, but I made it a while ago. With some help and well…you are always singing to me to make me feel better or each other and it works and I can't sing so I um did this.” Twisting the key on the side Ryu wound up the box and opened it. 

Inside Anna and Elsa could see the cogs and inner workings of a music box but the tune that played had stunned them into silence as it filled the room with a beautiful hymn. 

Everyone present knew the melody. It was just so…eerily comforting, and bizarre to hear it come from a source that wasn't their own mouths or instruments. 

Ryu handed the box to Elsa who's lip trembled, moving from the couch to allow Anna to come closer towards her leaning over the box. 

Their smiles were small, and somber but their eyes did not move from the box as it played their mother's song for them. Made with a tree from the wood she once called home. 

Elsa’s thumb stroked the sides leaning her head onto Anna's after planting a kiss to it. A single tear dropped down Anna's cheek but wasn't wiped away, laying her heart out bare. Kristoff and Olaf joined them on the couch to listen. 

Ryu's silent confusion continued to escalate, still awaiting the verdict. Sven laid down next to her resting his head in her lap. His fur provided a welcoming distraction until the royal family collected themselves. Until she heard Anna speak. Then, a giant stone dunked in the pit of her stomach. 

“Ryu-" Drawing her eyes from the carpet to look at her, Ryu was met with a turquoise warmth.  

“Thank you, this is one of the most beautiful gifts Elsa and I have ever received." Oh thank God they didn't hate it. 

Ryu knew that could have gone one or two ways and she was happy it turned out to be a positive outcome that didn't end in sobbing wails and horrible memories resurrected. 

Elsa nodded confirming this to emotionally wrought to speak on the matter, it made her next words all the more important, giving music box to Anna for a turn to hold it, the queen hugged it to chest tightly. “I have a present for you Gecko.” 

"After that can we go night time ice skating Elsa please, please, please!" Her age, her station, her marital status, nothing could change Anna from being the youngest and still thinking it necessary to hold her hands together around the box and beg her older sibling in the same manner as when she was a child. 

Chuckling Elsa nodded, cheering the room's spirits as they evacuated to find their skates and dress for the outdoors. 

Left in silence Ryu could hear a thump…thumpthumpthumpthumpthump. 

Turning her attention she saw it was Elsa eagerly patting the cushion beside her, with her bottom lip trapped between her teeth. 

Sitting down she wordlessly handed Ryu a roundly wrapped object. Holding it to her ear Ryu shook it rather vigorously but only heard liquid. 

“I think opening it would probably tell you what it is." Elsa deadpanned in enamoring sardonism at Ryu's antics. 

It was the most gentle Elsa had ever seen Ryu treat an object, delicately unfolding the paper revealed a globe held by a blue tableau, inside were lovely carved ice figures of Elsa and Ryu hugging.

“It's beautiful Erusa but I don't know what it is.” Ryu said, running her fingers over the cool smooth surface. I hate not knowing things! Now I look stupid in front of Els- 

"It's a snow globe-" Oh. "But it's a magic snow globe." Elsa whispered to the mesmerized dragon leaning in closer. This only puzzled Ryu further as she inspected the globe closely. 

It was obviously made from Elsa’s magic but that should have been obvious, the way Elsa almost alluded to another element of the gift made it seem like there was more.

“Magic?" Ryu decided on, looking to Elsa for clarification. Whispering the word back as if speaking loudly would break some unspoken code or oath between them. 

“Mhm, you see if you shake it when you're near me it has a secret message meant only for you.” 

Ryu stared at the globe pupils dilated to the maximum degree. After waiting some time Elsa nudged her a little with her elbow nodding towards the center of it. 

So Ryu shook it with all her might until with a gentle touch on the arm Elsa signaled that it would suffice. The letters appeared on the ice surface in the same fashion as if one wrote on a window that was frosted over. 

あなたは私を愛しています

“Anata… wa watashi o…aishiteimasu?” The realization finally struck Ryu as she gaped to Elsa who couldn't stop grinning at her, her eyes lifted from the words meeting Ryu's eyes allowing it to slowly start and sink in. 

“I love you too." Ryu stated without fear or hesitation. 

Elsa’s breath hitched in her chest taking away her ability to pull oxygen. Cutting off her air supply wasn't enough for Ryu who rested the globe on the end table turning her body to Elsa who was still too stunned to speak, hoping this wasn't some winter dream and if it was that she didn't have to wake up. 

Ryu held her own breath before continuing.

“It's true I'm in love with you!" Ryu laughed out, tackling Elsa into the couch with a hug sweeping her off her feet. 

“Watashi wa anata ni koi o shite imasu, erusa!" Ryu said with a voice that held the most hopeful tilt to it, practically calling her name and making Elsa's heart soar and throat clench. 

Ryu, looking like she was about to faint, had Elsa inching forward. She didn't want to ruin the moment but she needed to ensure her dragon was okay. Ryu must have taken this as an invitation and pressed against her, pinning her upright to the couch. 

Their lips connected together, this time it was Elsa who allowed Ryu to take the reins, gripping her face tightly kissing whatever air was left out of her lungs constantly declaring “I love you Erusa." 

If she died, she could at least die happy. 

The door cracked open but halted with a squeak, Elsa barely able to escape frantically waved Kai away, knowing what he was going to tell her. 

Bowing his head, concealing a smile he closed the library door quietly. 

Breaking the kiss, Ryu's nose pressed to Elsa cheek inhaling, which elicited a small sharp inhale from the spirit, lightly tracing her nose on the soft skin there in small rubs. This was all she needed, this was her friend, the woman she loved more than anything, her home. 


Elsa took in a long inhale of winter air gliding across the ice expertly, she passed Anna and Kristoff indulging in a romantic waltz along the frozen over courtyard while Olaf helped Anna occasionally keep balance. 

Everything turned out exactly as Elsa had hoped, maybe even better…Well not exactly. 

Elsa looked over her shoulder beaming a smile at the whooping Ryu who held on the sash she tethered around her waist to pull her along. 

Still perfect.

Turns out Ryu, as graceful and surefooted as she was on land, was completely hopeless on ice, and beginner lessons were far too slow for her to enjoy herself so the best solution was for her to sit on her knees or rear as Elsa kept the momentum going. 

While not the romantic dance Elsa had hoped for, at least Ryu was having the time of her life. 

“You're absolutely amazing on ice Erusa. Like a penguin!" Ryu cheered brimming with pride. And Elsa would be lying if she denied it wasn't enjoyable to dazzle Ryu with her skating skills. 

Ryu let go eventually to allow Elsa more maneuverability. “Dance on the ice for me Erusa!" At first she declined until Ryu just had to bring up all the times she danced for Elsa and it seemed the only way to stop her from going into further more lewd details was to comply. 

So that was how Anna and Kristoff sat besides Sven on the stairs with Ryu in front watching the wonderful show Elsa put on. 

Ryu clapped loudly, completely perplexed how a human could move in such a way as Elsa entered a jump from her toes, rotating in the air, just to land perfectly back down in a glide. 

From crouching low with her leg extended out in front of her to arching her back and lifting her foot at an impossible angle.

Anna rolled her eyes playfully well aware of her sister’s amazing talents, still she couldn't deny the opportunity to tease. “Look at this little show off.” 

"I'm not a show off!" Elsa stated while gliding by. Then in another twirling pass added. “Ryu asked me to…” 

Ryu didn't pay any mind to their bickering to hyper fixated on the way Elsa moved and her adroitness on ice. She had seen in the past that Elsa’s body was more than amazing but she had never seen it to this degree in a non combative setting before, knowing this made her feel secure being in a relationship with someone so strong, capable, able to defend her, their nest, their territory, and in a moment of pure truth it was the sexiest thing she had ever witnessed in her entire fucking life. 

Finally the show ended with a elegant curtsy. “Whew, that felt great and I am ready for bed."

Rushing back onto the ice Ryu really accentuated Elsa’s expertise tripping down to her ass, thinking for a moment she turned towards the stairs and with a strong push slid herself on her hip straight into Elsa's leg which she clutched tightly.  

Pleasantly surprised Elsa turned and looked down at her replying with a simple. "Hello there."

"Please one time around the fountain?” How could Elsa say no to those eyes staring up at her with such hope and glee. 

Mischievously Elsa pretended to think about it before quickly handing Ryu her sash. "Okay! One more time but then that's it for tonight.” 

Behind her Ryu wanting to relive the special exchange they shared in the library pressed Elsa’s sash to her nose taking a deep inhale of the sweetest and most desirable scent she ever experienced.

Quietly she whispered to herself as they rounded the corner. 

“I love loving you." 

Notes:

chīsana otokonoko - Little boy

あなたは私を愛しています, Anata… wa watashi o…aishiteimasu - both means in Japanese You Love me

Watashi wa anata ni koi o shite imasu, erusa in Japanese means - I'm in love with you Elsa

Chapter 47

Notes:

Apologies lovelies I've been horribly sick due to a condition. This chapter is smaller than usual but I wanted to finish it as best as I could. enjoy. leave thoughts, likes dislikes.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It was going to be one of those nights. 

There wasn't any evidence or conclusive reasonings behind her paranoia…

Other than a few nights ago. Ryu, restless as she usually was, had coerced Susanoo to take her out to their secret getaway by the large grassy hillside beyond the palace walls, which looked over a beautiful lake for flying lessons again. 

He refuted and tried turning over but Ryu refused to be ignored, despite his complaining that they would get into trouble for leaving the premises and indulging in a thing that had been forbidden to the dragon chick, she knew he loved it and welcomed the relief of being free from the pressures their lives thrusted upon them. 

It was a splendid night full of laughter and joy, gentle touches spurred on by the curiosities born from adolescence. The foolish children had thought only the moon up in the starless sky was aware of the secrets they whispered to each other, secrets of what they'd do when Susanoo inherited his father's title, the places they'd go, how'd they see the world together and learn so many things, never to be separated. On that hill, in the night they could be whomever they wanted, and could go wherever they wanted.

Though to each it had different meanings; To Susanoo he was no son of a lord but instead a great scholar sitting comfortably in a library telling Ryu all sorts of things. And she wouldn't grow bored and want to test out theories or experiments, she instead listened and minded her manners dressed as a proper lady of her elevated station always with him.

Ryu's fantasies weren't as elaborate as his, she just merely wanted to know and experience and test the boundaries of what was possible with Susanoo by her side whatever station or title they found themselves having. She'd teach him to have fun and to loosen up considerably, he'd learn that sometimes things didn't need to have a purpose, sometimes things were just meant to be fun or relaxing. 

As marvelous as it was when they snuck back in it went the way all other nights did. Until the morning when Lady Mikoto made it apparent that she had known about their little rebellion in the most lurid way. 

As Susanoo sat down to eat with Ryu on the floor resting, exhausted in the morning for an unknown reason as usual, his mother informed him of a gift she had commissioned. 

His excitement had rubbed off on Ryu because even she curiously peeked an eye open from laying on her paws from the beneath his chair to see what it was. 

As the servant placed the large easel down perched upon it was a large oval draped in cloth. Confused, the boy, encouraged by his mother, approached it casually. He looked to her for permission which she gave in a single nod. 

Pulling the drape back, Ryu stood up in concerned disquietude consuming her at the sound of her brother's startled gasp. 

She sniffed at him smelling his rising anxiety but didn't understand. He just stood there still, hand covering his mouth. 

Not understanding she followed his eyes and found herself locked in place with the same white hot perturbation and terror  that strangled him. 

His gift had been a painting depicting the two of them sitting on the hill they thought was theirs, the sanctuary they thought no one knew of. 

The worst of the salt rubbed into the defiled raw wounds they had just received was how beautiful the painting was. 

How masterful each stroke upon the canvas appeared. It could not have been done in one night. No, someone had to have studied the scene and spied on them well enough and long enough to get every gorgeous detail right. The tranquil bliss the scene brought, to how the stars reflected in the waters below, close enough to the earth to touch by any dreamer that dared have a dream. The disgust from being aware of their intimate conversations and physicality violated created a bile in the children's throats. One present could swear their beating hearts could be seen through their chests. The fantasy that they could have refuge, a place to be wholly themselves, the idea that it never existed destroyed all the aspirations and safety they carefully crafted like well seasoned artisans, the years destroyed in just less than minute reminding them of the power the Lady held over them.  

That had been a week ago, and what a horrible week it was. There were no words spoken to either Ryu or Susanoo about the painting and they hadn't seen each other since. It seemed to be Lady Mikoto’s favorite. She'd make Ryu wait and dread every moment of being alive instead of getting her punishment done and over with. Oftentimes even spoiling her with perfumes, fancy meals, and gifts. Lavishing Ryu in luxurious silks and keeping her in her company as she worked and flitted about the castle, making comments on how well her dragon was developing, and how pearlescent Ryu's scales were. Going as far as raking her warm, soft lotioned hands and fingernails, along Ryu's head, to under her chin, raising it to examine her face. 

Was it pretty enough for her?

Ryu couldn't tell, keeping focus on mentally and physically preparing for whatever was to come. Trying to keep the bouts of nausea under control. 

Sure she was kneeling on a very cozy pillow next to her mistress in an enviable room. There might have been twinkling lights from lanterns and candles. The sky might have decided to show off its stars, the entertainers would dance and play to keep their Lady amused until they were sent away so she could work on her stationary. 

Still Ryu waited. At least her nose adjusted to the constant amber burning in the room. 

Even when the Lady stood and Ryu and her handmaidens followed to her bed chambers helping her get ready for sleep and when they were dismissed Ryu kneeled perfectly still keeping her gaze trained on the floor. Ears pricked when she heard the rustles of bedsheets and pillows. 

Indeed, the whole atmosphere did have a very civilized air, with its comforting smells, and dim lights. All very uneventful and anyone else in Ryu's place–

“Dragon sit there." Lady Mikoto pointed to the chair placed by her bedside. Ryu clenched her fists until her knuckles turned white and claws dug into her palms. 

–God help anyone else who found themselves in Ryu's place. 

Seated in the chair, the Lady, without looking from her own hand, handed Ryu a book which she took. 

After some time she spoke again. “Read it." Lady Mikoto shook her head playfully. It was a good tone, a tone of mild annoyance as if Ryu was the inept one for waiting till further instruction was given on what to do with the book. For all she knew she'd be instructed to bang herself across the head with it. 

Although her mistress never instructed her to do pointless tasks of pointless violence. No, she favored devising the most clever and innately ruthless lessons that were always related to Ryu's transgressions. 

The silence was so suffocating. Ryu didn't even know what the book was about anymore. It had been three minutes since she stopped reading and took to just staring at the almost invisible grains of the paper. But who would be able to tell?

Her mistress sitting besides her, that's who would know. 

Lady Mikoto was like a coldly amused statue, and unlike the others who Ryu could sense staring, she could never sense her Lady's. She didn't even know what color her eyes were. They were pale and rich in color but she never looked long enough to know.

Sighing, her lady placed her book down and folded her arms on her lap. “Dragon-”  

Her voice interrupted Ryu's gulp, arrested mid reaction. “Come here and sit with me, you're too tense and I find it hard to relax in your company, but with my husband and Susanoo away, Tsukuyomi…taking ill, you're the only company I have.” How could that be true when everyone in the castle was at her disposal?

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Izanami touched Ryu gently, her hand petting along her spine and even a small rub into her perfectly combed hair every now and then, feeling her scales. Ryu should not have started purring, she always hated when the lady drew purrs out of her, she cursed the involuntary response. She couldn't allow herself to enjoy it, shouldn't, it would only hurt more when it was ripped away. 

 “Tell me, are you enjoying the book?” 

Oh no, Ryu searched her brain desperately trying to to piece the random words she did read together to form some opinion but her mind failed her as it often did when in her Lady's presence. 

“I…haven't gotten far enough to-” How could she placate her? "My-my lady.” It was a cry for mercy, those words, a prayer Ryu placed in them that it would appeal to her. 

Her hand withdrew, spreading sweat down her armpits and neck. 

“Well-” It returned, patting her back audibly. “I know you'll like it. Keep reading then we can share thoughts.” Finally she could release the breath she held. 

Was she wrong? Was tonight indeed a good night? 

It was the little things that Ryu had learned to dread and what Ryu believed to hone her hearing abilities, she learned to listen to consistent noises all around, particularly the ones her mistress made and their changes or inconsistencies. When she would stop flicking through letters or who knew what and rested her eyes on Ryu. 

During the long stretches it allowed Ryu's mind to wander. Was this life? Just short spurts of joy that if she was caught partaking in was punished for? What happened when her mistress died? Would someone else take her place? It couldn't be Susanoo, she could never see him as a disciplinarian no matter how hard or sternly he held his face at her. 

The evening darkened.

With the right time allotted Ryu skimmed the page and turned it, pretending to remain oblivious to Izanami’s abandonment of her own reading to lay her head to the side just watching Ryu as one would the kois living in ponds built throughout the gardens, clearly contemplating something. Perhaps another test of will, a lesson, something that would push the boundaries beyond Ryu's testament of self control and mental malice. 

In a moment of horrible self revelation Ryu realized she despised both the small praises, and physical affection she was given when it all ended and she performed accordingly with either a thrilling performance or compliance, yet also held onto them as a means to triumph onto the next day. 

In the end it always ended the same, and on special days when she rebelled outraging her Lady, her calm indifference would always enrage the dragon more as she calmly proved that the girl's efforts were futile and her losing the battle of will would always be one lost. 

Ryu clenched the book tighter, if the fire came from her eyes instead of her throat the pages would have gone up in flames already. 

Why did she have to be the one to always submit, why was her compliance always required first in order to beguile tolerance? 

It was a war front where she and Susanoo would find themselves on opposite fields constantly. 

“Why am I always the one that gets into the most trouble Susanoo! And you don't! It's not fair! No one ever says sorry when my feelings are hurt, no one treats me kindly except you and I want to know why.” 

"What do they have to be sorry for? You shouldn't question father or…mother– it must be this way for us to have our future together properly. For our family, for the Mikoto name.” 

“Why do I have to break to keep this family working! What happened before I came here? No one ever explains anything to me except because or you're a dragon !” 

"Because, it's no different than an unbroken horse, they'll hurt someone, they must be broken first then they can be ridden. Please, we need you.” 

“It's always up to me and it shouldn't be! I don't want to hurt anyone badly and haven't. I'm always losing even when they say…I did the right thing. I don’t want this. Susanoo, please, please I can't live like this anymore!” She could see his heartache for her but duty of course had to take priority. 

His hand would rest on her shoulder squeezing it. “Well we can't leave, it doesn't help that you're always acting out or misbehaving-" but she slapped it away. 

“Fine, I'll behave, I'll take the blame, it's what you want me to do so I'll do it but not for them, not because I think they're right… This is what I'll do for you.” 

That was the last time she had seen him. 

And damn did she need his sensible, grounding, stoic logic right now. In a world cruel inconsistencies that drove her to madness it would be welcomed. 

Her blurry vision and the book's wet tear stained pages brought Ryu from the memory. She hadn't even noticed she was crying. The way her lady cooed and rubbed her back made her feel like a manic mess. 

“Hush child, do not let your draconic urges get the better of you." Ryu fell off the bed to her hands and knees, wailing at Izanami’s honey drip poisoned words. 

That's not what this was! 

Clutching her stomach then her head. 

Madness? No. 

She wasn't emotional! 

Her emotions were not getting the better of her, but what else could it have been? It was insanity? How could it be when she had a reason for these feelings, the injustice of it all– yet everyone in her life had taught her this was right so she had to have been the one in the wrong– it didn't feel wrong, it felt unfair and illogical! 

“So mixed up." Ryu sobbed quietly to herself. Tremors overtook her fingers, she must have been hallucinating to see small sickened wisps of yellow leaking from her pores and scales, swirling in the air.

Hands, warm ones gripped her arms pulling her back up from the floor, from sinking into the call of the mental torment, yanking her from the abyss and back onto the bed. 

What was the point? Always when I think it's over it never really is! 

“Come now calm yourself. You mustn't be overcome so-” Ryu sniffled as her face was wiped by Izanami who began examining her carefully with concern. “You could hurt someone or yourself if you get like this. Those negative feelings will eat you up and leave nothing left, never give into them. Fortify yourself. If the only one you can't control is anger then feel that instead of dooming us all to your weakness.” She shook Ryu once, keeping her biceps in a vice grip. 

She had seen humans besotted with grief, passion, fear, panic. Were these truly a danger of being allowed to exist within a dragon?

“Well dragon?" 

Guess so…

Ryu's head sagged for a moment, fatigued until she finally looked past Izanami’s shoulder, setting her face to an expression of controlled anger.  

“That's better.” Her eyes flickered to the door. 

“Bring them in!" Two servants entered with two large heavily furred dogs. Ryu had seen them last season as just pups. They were so small then. Her ears pinned back against her hair perturbed by their presence. 

When the servants her mistress returned to her previous position. “Dragon, this is Manabu , and Itami. They will also be keeping us company.” Her eyes turned to the dogs speaking clearly with a smug infliction. "Sit." Not leaving a second in between the command the dogs sat in sync. 

Happy with the result Izanami hummed returning to her book. 

Exhausted, Ryu raised the book back into her lap. 

The dogs watched her panting with their dark almond eyes boring into her. 

Why can't I do that and be happy about it? 

At least she could come to one stable conclusion that night. 

She did not like- 


“Dogs." 

“What!" Ryder guffawed at this, unable to comprehend what he just heard. Ryu watched his hand which never left the fluffy dog's head then shrugged. 

“I just don't like them." She folded her arms attempting to remain nonchalant about the matter despite the visual give away of her body betraying her, keeping a good distance from the tree where Ryder's two mutts were tied.

“I'm not sure why I'm shocked at this I just- I don't know, I always took you for a dog person.” He definitely did not mean that as an insult but with how much playful energy and pep Ryu possessed it just seemed to make sense that a dog would be her dream pet. His egregious error was shoved in his face from her own reflecting nothing but contempt and borderline ire towards the animals which was just as shocking, with Ryu always seeming to have a respect for nature and all creatures large and small. 

“Well I got them because cubbing season is starting and I figured they'd help us out by deterring bears away from the herd." He gestured to the reindeer who also kept their distance from the strange loud and exuberant newcomers. 

Ryu glanced at them before setting her hooded stare back at Ryder, her tone made the man flinch away as the words spewed from her lips quickly. Somehow, she managed to inject sarcasm into her statement while being completely disturbed. “Oh there's an idea, let's bring in dogs where the bears live to keep the bears away!” 

“The herd doesn't like them either, Ryder.” Walking over to the reindeer she rested her hand on Misty’s head. “If they need protection so badly why didn't you just ask me?"

“Well you're not always here so-" 

“I need to speak to Yelena." Ryu marched directly towards the large gathering goahti with a growl mumbling under her breath.

Why were humans always trifling. 

 


 

“Those dogs have to go, Yelena." 

Yelena didn't seem frightened or disturbed by the sudden intrusion. And quite the intrusion it was, interrupting a meeting with the lead hunter and fisherman determining specific time they'd present to the queen regarding huntsmen in Arendelle deciding to intrude on the enchanted forest. 

“What is the reason you decided this matter was of the utmost importance Ryu?” Sometimes the dragon hated the way Yelena would speak to her. 

It was smooth, slow, deliberate, it was a voice that very rarely spoke foolishness if ever at all, and it made Ryu falter for a moment making her confident entrance seem futile. 

“Because- they-they’re dangerous." Ryu said vaguely, becoming conscious of a monumental headache. 

“Has something happened?" 

"Well-” Ryu clicked her tongue glancing back and forth between Yelena and three burly men. "Not exactly, but you have to understand dogs are dangerous to have in a camp full of people and they're especially dangerous around children. Have you ever seen how fast they run, or how strong their bite is? They are loud, they love torturing little animals, and children look like little animals and if you don't act now you'll regret it!” 

“Ryu," said Yelena slowly, scrutinizing her through narrowed eyes. "What on earth are you talking about?"

"Uh Yelena I believe she is bringing up the dogs Ryder and I have gotten to absolve the bear issue we discussed," Said Tyrn, the lead hunter, so he was to blame for this! Ryu shot glaring daggers straight into his chest. "We made certain we got the friendly ones, Ryder wouldn't have it any other way, and with the friendliness I'm quite certain they’ll be useless at deterring bears or any wildlife.” 

Yelena nodded after listening to him. “One of Ryder's projects I see. Well Ryu there is nothing to worry about." 

“There is everything to worry about Yelena. What if they get lose and bite one of the children or someone else?” 

"But you often have been exposed to various animals, Ryu. Surely you're accustomed to dogs."

"You're not listening! I am accustomed to dogs and I've seen what they're capable of, we can't put the whole tribe at risk just because of something as simpl-" 

“That is quite enough Ryu." Yelena never yelled, she didn't need to when her voice holding a sharp tone sounded like this. “I entertained your interruption. I heard your complaint, but I will not tolerate you believing that I would put the tribe in any type of danger knowingly and willingly.” 

"But I-" 

“I understand your concerns albeit not entirely, but somewhat, and I have trusted people who know what they are doing with the matter. I'm sure we can come up with some compromise that can put you at ease. I appreciate your wishes for the safety of my people but you must see this from others perspectives as well. Go sit with the reindeer for a while and soothe your nerves, and I do not want you pestering Ryder about this, understood? I shall speak to him.” 

"Yes, all right," said Ryu, rubbing her face, trying to rub away her incredulous expression. "I won't let my emotions get better of me—"

Tyrn flinched at the ornery tone Ryu took. Yelena shook her head. "That is not at all what I'm saying, just try to clear your head, and see the situation from multiple angles.”

"Whether you look at it from the right or left a bite mark is a-” Yelena raised her brow daring her to say it.

Bite mark , finished Ryu in her own mind. 

Everyone is mad. 

Or am I the one who's crazy? Well no cause I've seen dogs’ bad sides and it's not worth the risk. The risk versus reward ratio is way off. 

 "Well for starters I think a good compromise is that the dogs be kept away from the children and tied to the tree as much as possible. Don't worry about bears" she said, turning to go, her words were met with a silence so profound that it startled her; the elders peered at her in alarm. She ran through her words again: the dogs be kept away from the children and tied to the tree at all times,

"Thank you for the idea of keeping the hunting dogs tied to a tree," said Tyrn, "Ryu, I'm sure if a bear does ever infiltrate the camp if we can't seek aid from the dogs or spirits we can count on you." He spoke with an implication in every syllable that she'd done something ridiculous. And why should he be so condescending? She knew perfectly well that it was within her ability to protect them, just as she knew it was within a dog's ability to change from calm to aggressive in an instant and turn on someone.  The fisherman was also staring at her with an expression of sheerest confusion.

Beyond him, a scattering of amused faces brought the flush crawling up Ryu's neck.

How typical of humans for everyone else to act insane and then, when I've presented a very serious subject in a perfectly reasonable manner, compel me to feel as if I were the mad one.

“I won't bother anyone else with this." she said to Yelena with a delirbrate tone, then turned to make her escape. As she passed through the exit at the, she forced her small shoulders straight and proud, even though it was not what she felt. She hadn't even noticed Elsa and Honeymaren whom she nearly trampled on. 


“I don't flirt with them, they just think I do!” Elsa smirked at Honeymaren’s adamant denial but she understood where she was coming from. 

Honeymaren was beautiful, confident, capable, strong and kind, so of course she had to be extra careful especially with Alle Hjerters Dag approaching quickly. 

“Well I have a feeling this spring is going to be wonderful for all of us.”

Honeymaren chuckled, nudging Elsa’s elbow. She ignored the suggestive look in her eyes and just as she was about to enter the gathering goahti she had to lurch back to avoid being toppled over by Ryu's furious pace. The dragon didn't even seem to know they were there until Elsa called after her worried when she spotted the yellowish gray umber colors illuminating around Ryu's frame. 

“Ryu? Gecko what's wrong?” Ryu snapped out of her furious mumbling. 

She considered Elsa, her bent brows kept as straight as they could go, her whole posture reeking of a cool indifference she caked over the underlying anger and concern. Then she pointed to herself. 

"What's wrong with me?” the dragon said with an irritable, exasperated edge to her voice. "What's wrong with me is that I'm letting my draconic emotions get the better of me and I need to get a hold of myself.” she turned and continued stalking away. “Fast." 

Sharing quick and knowing glances, Honeymaren and Elsa following Ryu caught sight of the dogs tied to a tree that every missing puzzle piece snapped into place creating not necessarily a clear picture but transparent enough that she could at least deduce the source of Ryu's anxiety. 

The dragon traded four legs for two squeezing the now too small clothing off of the limbs they clung to before joining the fray of reindeer who kept their distances, Elsa approached and looked down at the new additions. 

“Oh my." Elsa stated, as trying to greet the dogs as best she could without being jumped on and licked. 

Honeymaren was less hesitant and merely pushed the dog off when one became too rowdy. “Who are these gentlemen…and ladies?” After they had gotten their scent Elsa decided to join Ryu's side with the herd petting her flank in order to calm her scales which slowly began to rattle. 

Ryder's demure attitude changed instantly, kneeling down so he could ruffle the rowdy animal's scruff. 

"Oh they don't have names yet, they used to be sled dogs in Oslo so they may have to be trained."

A brown and white male pulled backwards, slipping the rope from around his neck finally free to greet the other animals. 

As he raced towards the herd and Elsa, Ryu snarled and leapt towards him in a false charge hissing deeply displaying her fangs while her wings spread out. 

The poor pup whimpered and retreated hastily back behind Ryder. Honeymaren raised an eyebrow at the dog and shook her head. “Make sure you train them fast or Ryu may teach them the hard way." 

Elsa put herself between them facing Ryu with a calm and stern voice. 

“It’s alright Ryu, he's just curious is all. It's fine. He won't hurt you or the others.” It was enough reassurance to get the dragon to give one last growl in warning and step back. 

As she brushed past the herd towards the fields, occasionally rubbing her flank against them in comfort. They didn't need it though having enough confidence in the dragon to not hurt them. 

Misty was the first to follow, sticking close to Ryu, as the others trailed behind. 

Both Ryder and Elsa blew out gusts of air when the tensions finally snapped and dissolved in the breeze. Apologetically Elsa turned to him, folding her hands in front of herself. 

“Ryu isn't fond of dogs-" 

“Yes she very adamantly expressed that-" he awkwardly chuckled and began re-fastening the escape artists back to the tree. 

“But why?" Asked Honeymaren drawing closer to Elsa. 

Now it was Elsa’s turn to become nervous and solemn looking back where the dragon and the herd once stood. “She's… never had a good experience with them before.” 

"Oh maybe these guys can help!” Ryder's eagerness and sincerity, while endearing, startled Elsa who began immediately retconning her mistake. 

“No, please don't enforce it, this is something she has to adjust to at her own pace." Still Ryder persisted to correct an error which he unknowingly made. 

“Then maybe…” he stared at the dogs. "Maybe I should find new homes for them then, I don't want Ryu to become uncomfortable here.” She was still his friend and he liked to think of Northuldra as Ryu's second home. 

Elsa smiled gratefully at him offering a gentle squeeze at his shoulder. “Thank you, if you need any help be sure to ask." 

“You got it, Elsa, umm about the bears–" 

Turning around Elsa nodded reassuringly to him. “Currently workshopping on the problem that will make everyone happy and safe." 


"Hello ladies, I'll be right with you,” Elsa felt guilty immediately, seeing that she had just invaded a meeting Yelena was hosting. So she averted her eyes and waited patiently, as they stood Honeymaren began their favorite subtle pastimes of tracing a word with her finger on Elsa’s hand, offering her own for Elsa to trace the words synonym into her skin. 

“What day shall you two be traveling to Harmon to pick this year's new Leader for the Game and fish Associative council?” Yelena began without preamble. “I should like to have all the contracts in order the day before you depart?" 

“Oh!" Honeymaren looked towards Elsa confirming their set date with eye contact. “The first week after Alle Hjerters Dag?” 

"Yes, we decided to investigate a candidate that is well versed in wildlife biology, known in the community, without a history of sports hunting.” Elsa confirmed earning a nod from Yelena and the other elders seated amongst her. 

"Very good. Is there anything else you wish to report to me?" Honeymaren nudged Elsa, gesturing with her head forward, reminding her of her mission she convinced her to do this morning.

“I was hoping to steal some of your time when it is available, Yelena.”

Yelena chuckled, smiling small. “It's not stealing if I give it to you Elsa, I'll be available later tonight-" Elsa winced at this signaling that she herself wouldn't. “and tomorrow at late noon.” That worked much better. She'd be in Arendelle in the morning but would definitely be back by then. 

Elsa hesitated before exiting after Honeymaren, holding the lapels which closed the tent, she opened and closed her mouth twice, finding her voice. “Ryu didn't mean any harm about the dog situation. She…has had terrible experiences with them.” 

"I understand her troubles with it, but she mustn't paint the present and future with only colors she has had in the past.” Elsa nodded agreeing with this as well. 

"I apologize if she spoke rashly.” 

"I'm afraid that is not your apology to give, Elsa. Ryu is her own person, if she is sorry, which the transgression is not grave to begin with, I'm sure she'll tell me. She seems more trusting of the bears than the dogs.”

"Yes she is in a way, bears are wild and unpredictable, dogs, in her eyes, are domesticated and can choose to turn on someone whenever they want making them more unpredictable than most wild animals.” They both knew it was more complicated than that yet for the dragon who feared dogs, locusts, crickets, grasshoppers, she had her reasoning and proof of her own truth. 


She'd give her space for now…still–

Watching Ryu lumber out into the field just to roll back and forth incessantly into soft snow bathing in sunlight was a much better option than staying in camp right now. Elsa had seen her do it to get comfortable or when she was feeling playful but this time it was more urgent. 

Misty persistently nudged and nuzzled the dragon to get up play with her as her herd members settled themselves around the pair grazing on whatever grass could be found. A peace blanketed the animals.  With a perfect deterrent to predators and guardian the prey animals could allow their guards to drop despite the absence of their shepherds. 

Ryu, done with her rolling, turned over and tucked all her limbs in, allowing her ear appendages to drop down with the occasional flicker, resting her head back, eyes open only a small fraction. 

This was signal enough for Misty to relax as well, but of course she wouldn't leave Ryu be, pressing her body into her as she folded her legs and laid with her back against Ryu's. 

It would have been so easy to explain the cause for Ryu's outburst but she guessed her simple excuse would have to do. Just because Ryu gave her permission to explore her past did not extend to sharing the sensitive information with others. 

It did make Elsa wonder how many of Ryu's odd behaviors could be explained away by her previous life before Arendelle. 

Sitting politely on a stone she opened her journal, writing down the memory connecting it to and circling Ryu's aversion to canines.

Thinking better of it she scratched out the word canine and replaced it with domesticated dogs

A high pitched yip from the dragon drew Elsa's eyes from her writing. In concern from watching Ryu's head swiveling towards her nether region Elsa put away her pen and notebook. 

“Are you alright Gecko?” 

After some inspection Ryu decided it was time to get up and stretch, warbling at Elsa. She had sat with the herd long enough and walked off into the forest. 

Elsa was trapped for the moment unable to leave the herd unattended to follow after her dragon. She did notice the first tree to be encountered had Ryu raising her chin rubbing against the bark thoroughly before she moved on deeper into the woods. 

“Odd." Elsa said to herself, watching keenly until the gray tip of Ryu's flukes were out of sight. Grunting Elsa rested her chin on a closed fist waiting until someone else came to take over her watch. 


The thing that jolted Ryu up from her lovely snow nap was a sharp pinch inside of her slit. After some investigating she could deem it was fine, normal even. 

Still there was something…inside her that– she shook her head not something but instead there was something she needed to do. It reminded her of before she came to Arendelle. Hungry? Hunt. Tired? Sleep. What was this? She didn't have a name for it. She just knew she needed to go and it definitely had something to do with this tree.

Staring at it, Ryu sniffed. There was a new problem: it didn't smell like her. So without thinking she rubbed her head against the bark chittering when the issue was rectified. 

Thinking that was the end of it was a mistake, her home was so dense in foliage and trees, rocks. It was a good place, a safe place, yet there was no evidence that she dwelt in this forest. 

She tried ignoring the feeling but it felt much worse than an annoying thought that wouldn't buzz away. 

It was a heady clammy urge and it was everywhere. It lived under her skin and in her brain, making her tail coil and swish irritatedly. She had never felt this before. 

So Ryu searched for any logical explanation, the more she sat the more her stomach felt like it was churning slightly–

Ouch! What the hell?  Glaring at her rear again she stood up. Was something biting her? 

Ryu definitely didn't feel like herself. Not like she was sick, but her thoughts wouldn’t run straight, she was starting to lose focus, and that combined with how much the forest surrounding her smelt so foreign made it impossible to think her way through her current problem. 

Was it…madness? Those draconic emotions she was warned of so long ago. It couldn't have been, those made her sad and hopeless, this feeling felt restless and wanting. 

She ached for something to cool her down. Disoriented, Ryu cracked her eyes and tried to make sense of her environment. 

Blowing out a puff of smoke her eyes trailed to a nearby tree, its flowery smell mocking her, making her nose twitch. 

Staring at the bark Ryu could hear it almost calling something from within her deep inside. This was stupid, pointless, the tree was not speaking and whatever was happening inside of her she could easily walk away from it and go take a na–

Alright, fine!  Growling, she gave the birch the same treatment as the one she previously nuzzled. That brought some relief. Why am I becoming obsessed with trees all of the sudden? 

But it wasn't just trees, the obsession branched out to rocks, rolling in bushes, scratching the earth with her claws. 

Passing a creek Ryu nearly missed a glimpse of her reflection. Taking a few steps backwards she looked down into the water that wasn't frozen over. Twigs and dirt splotches riddled her mane and scales and it bothered her. 

I'm a mess. Another problem to fix. It was a good thing Anna had no other town to visit, Ryu had a feeling it was going to be a busy day. 


Initially Elsa was worried that tracking the elusive Ryu would be difficult so she enlisted Bruni and Gale to join her efforts. She had a few tasks which thankfully we're not time sensitive otherwise she'd be torn with finding her dragon and completing them. 

It was nice walking through the beautiful forest though, with the first signs of blooming trying to break the barrier of snow and ice with the help of the sun. 

The breeze Gale provided was pleasant as well, zipping in between the trees–

 

Wait a second.  

Elsa whipped her head to and fro contemplating if her nose was playing tricks on her or not, she humored herself and allowed her nose to lead her through the forest tracing the smell all the way to a tree trunk. Bruni crawled up her shoulder with an incredulous stare at Elsa. 

Looking at him she shrugged and offered her palm which he leapt upon holding him up to source so he too could take a whiff, chirping as he pointed with his tail in a direction passed the tree. 

“I don't know, big guy, Ryu moves fast, do you think you can keep up?” The mirthful challenge had the salamander creasing smugly, he and Elsa both knew he could but he wouldn't allow any room from doubt. So before he could leap off of her palm, Elsa lowered her hand down to ground watching as he zipped off leaving a melted trail of slush behind him, stopping twenty feet away to look behind and make sure Elsa was following. 

“I could probably find her before you can!" Elsa called breaking out into a sprint. Thus the game began. Gale stuck close, probably already knowing where the dragon was in the wood. 

Elsa chuckled when Bruni jumped from a branch and used her head for leverage to zoom towards the next. 

She loved running in the forest, it was so freeing and peaceful. Having a place she belonged to, a larger organism connected beneath the earth sheltering a vast population of varying inhabitants who all played a role in their ecosystem. 

It didn't hurt that the forest was downright beautiful, in all seasons, especially now in its groggy wakefulness, all the fauna spurring to life from their long winter nap. Not quite bursting to life yet but defrosting slowly revealing their forms encased in frost and ice. 

After three miles and a half Elsa turned her running into a light jog, to catch her breath a bit. 


Bruni jumping up and down on a log caught her attention enough to stop. She knelt, putting her at his level and spotted what he found. “You win." She smirked, rewarding him with his favorite snowflakes which steamed as soon as they hit his little tongue. 

An intrusive thought kept Elsa at bay from approaching or garnering Ryu's attention. She was intrigued by the dragon's behavior when she thought of herself alone. 

Ryu's scales twitched incessantly, and she panted heavily, moving like a bee, buzzing from one tree to the next, rubbing against them like a cat to a fence post, even her tail as she walked away from one wrapped around the trunk grazing it till she pulled away to the very tip, stopping only to sit on her haunches leaning back to pet and press her front paws downward from her chin to her stomach. 

It wasn't grooming, Elsa had seen her groom herself before, this was different, there was a pattern; Brush against a tree chittering a noise Elsa had never heard before, go to another, and then pat herself like a rodent cleaning its face and belly. 

The telltale sign that she has heard them was told by a twitching ear swiveling towards them, instinctively Elsa snatched Bruni and ducked behind the log swiftly. She waited for a few minutes, peeking over the edge where Ryu once stood. 

“Annnnd she's gone again?" Bruni huffed as well, flicking his tail against the log, he turned around and cried happily. 

Overtaken by a large shadow Elsa looked up and stared into Ryu's deadpanned face. Slowly her mouth split into a sheepish grin replying in a small voice. “Hi." 

Why do I even try to sneak up on her? 

Gale swirled in her mane twisting it up to make her friends laugh but Ryu found none of this charming and was in no jubilant. She barked with a closed mouth, and pawed at her bangs. 

Her close proximity brought the realization to Elsa that she could smell her. Forgetting her manners she raised her nose towards Ryu and inhaled fragrance. It was Ryu but different somehow. Bruni climbed up on her paw, Ryu looking down at him with more tolerance, chuffed and blew smoke which he bit at. 

“Ryu, I'm sorry I wasn't meaning to spy on you. I just got worried and wanted to make sure you were alright." Ryu could sympathize with that, her creased expression softened towards them. 

The moment was bulldozed by Ryu's yelp as she flinched, swinging towards her rear, tucking her tail in between her legs. 

“Ryu!" Elsa rushed towards her but the dragon kept her distance. 


Head tilted now, Elsa seemed to be watching her. 

She thought she knew what Elsa was doing, standing there, her vibrant blue eyes glimmering at her softly. It was always the black pupils that captivated Ryu, never ending, whenever she wanted to know how Elsa was feeling she looked to them. 

She very much wanted to know what was going on and why Ryu was wincing—but Elsa didn't like to pry into her friends' private matters unless it was an emergency. 

“I know today has been difficult for you. How are you feeling?" 

 And so right now, she was trying to come up with a nonaggressive way to ask Ryu for an explanation: vague and non-leading words that would allow her to answer as she wished, and not force an emotional reaction that Elsa would be able to read.

Her beautiful pale face which seemed to glow creased, leaving Ryu senseless on how she could never figure how each expression Elsa made was so impacting on any who beheld her. 

She fought against another sharp stinging pang that this time resonated in her pelvis, flattening her ears and twisting her muzzle in a grimace. “Ryu?" Elsa inched closer. 

Truth be told, she didn't have an answer. She had never felt this before and it frightened her, it made her doubt herself in her earlier conversation and encounter with the dogs.

She wanted to press her head against the spirit and move it along the splendid contours of her body, till she was drenched to the very core in Ryu. 

Draconic emotions are dangerous. 

The thought of Elsa telling her same thing she heard as a child drove her to stand and run as fast as her legs would allow. She ran till the voice calling was just a mere echo but that wasn't enough, so Ryu kept going, till her heart didn't thrum too thick and heavy beats didn't plague her eardrums, till her shoulders and head lost desire to roll against Elsa, till that voice was out her head. And she found refuge in a thicket that hid her away from the world. 

At least until she got a hold of herself. Only till then. 


The whole incident that happened a week ago was written off as a one off thing, until it wasn't. Ryu became not like herself, confusing not just Elsa but those around them. 

She was more reclusive hiding in the forest with the spirits, more of a ghost, watching from afar. Solitude became her favorite thing as of late. 

She continued her expedition of smearing her chin on every surface especially around and in Elsa's cottage. The whole house was slowly becoming perfumed in scent giving Elsa the opportunity to study it more closely. She tried her hardest to remember what Ryu smelt like in the past, faint as it was. 

Abrupt when it enters my nose, comfortingly unsweetened, bitter hints of salt which faded quickly as they came, like an intimate saffron and sharp chili pepper. Though Elsa guessed the latter was due to what the dragon favored as treats. Still that smell was so light and barely there. 

Now, everything smelt a tinge sweeter, with sour hints, like an unripen fruit or un-bloomed flower, the smell remained as Ryu. The previous sharp and faint and now dull yet getting everywhere. It made Elsa anxious somewhat. Anticipatory but of what she hadn't the slightest notion, at first she didn't want to accept the psychological effects it had on her until it was brought up by Honeymaren who was also at unease when she smelt it. The changes didn't stop there. 

Ryu wasn't spared from these visceral reactions herself either. Whenever in the presence of people she twitched and was short tempered, tail in constant motion, looking for any and every excuse to rid herself of company, including Elsa’s. 

She avoided the children as much as possible. Everyone in the tribe was carefully pleasant to her, but seemed to stiffen with her nearness, avoiding conversation which was totally acceptable as far as Ryu was concerned. 

Elsa wondered if this was possibly a seasonal row or behavior change that dragons went through. Did dragons have behaviors dictated by the time of year? She'd never heard or read of this before.

Spending long hours in a cold bath or river and the lake. Eating less, focusing more on whatever was calling Ryu in the forest. 

Even when sleeping she moved about and whimpered at whatever was plaguing her keeping her legs tightened together and body guarded. It was such a far cry to how she'd usually burrow under blankets and maneuver until she found Elsa's back or side and nuzzled into it. 

It was driving Elsa to the edge of madness. 

Her wanderlust seemed to increase yet she never ventured further than the forest anymore having no interest in whatever was outside of it. Even when Anna came calling Ryu was quick to say hello and even swifter to say goodbye leaving Elsa unable to produce any answers. 

It made her wonder if Ryu would return this night unlike the last where she had stayed in the forest. 

So Elsa, washed and dressed in a pale purple gown, lay in her bed, hand thumping, following the rhythm of the nearby clock. Her eyes closed and as soon as the darkness settled Ryu's face appeared with that heartbreaking painful contortion. 

Gasping, she sat up. In the darkness, the ticking clock’s hour hand plopped on the three taunting her, begging her to go into the night and seek out Ryu. 

Obviously she needs space , I promised I would not be overbearing, I cannot! She thought restlessly. She was exhausted when she first woke up to empty sheets, tired enough to doze back off, but when she jolted awake again and saw that it was well past four her worry kept her up. 

Laying on her side towards the door which opened she closed her eyes. She didn't know why, although she could not see Ryu on this moonless night she knew Ryu could see her easily as she soundlessly made her way over and laid on her side. 

Braving what was to come, Elsa turned over on her back staring into the dark. 

“Ryu?” A grunt was her answer. 

"What's happening?” There was no point in beating around the bush. 

A rough voice came out of the middle of the dragon somewhere, sound just as defeated as the spirit felt. “I don't know Erusa.” So Ryu hadn't ever experienced this before it seemed. \

“You are acting…” Elsa tried with some difficulty to not offend but this felt odd with it being the first conversation she and Ryu held that wasn't in passing or brief. “Different." 

"I know. I'm trying not to.” That was bleak. If this was Ryu trying then Elsa couldn't imagine her giving into whatever this was. 

“Maybe it's a dragon issue.” That was the wrong thing to say having Ryu sighing deeply and twisting in on herself. 

Not one to be deterred Elsa turned over leaning on her elbow staring into Ryu's back. “I just want to help Gecko." 

Ryu thought about how to answer that. Finally, she said in a sort of a hopeless voice, “I don't think there's any help with this." 

"You can start by saying how you feel.” 

Whether it was a graciousness that passed over Ryu or her sympathies to Elsa’s beguiling the woman didn't care, she was just glad Ryu decided to engage instead of retreating, turning over on her back. 

Ryu inhaled deeply, closing her eyes. She thought long and hard but as Elsa waited patiently casting them in the light of her magic, could not come up with a straight answer. “I…feel- I feel- I want more of myself in…or I want more of myself around me. Kuso,” Ryu cursed herself, placing her palm on her forehead. Elsa reached out breaching contact in what felt like the first time in a long while. Her fingers deftly kneaded into the sinew of Ryu's arm.

So it wasn’t as bleak of an explanation as Elsa thought, the problem was the simplicity of the answer versus the torment it was causing her dragon. “Can we… Can we just have a normal conversation for now, Erusa please?” Ryu said, beginning to let out the sadness and frustration about how things had been between them and wanting very much, suddenly, to get past Elsa’s willfulness that was pursuing having her questions from being answered.

Elsa regarded her debating within if she’d give in to Ryu’s desire for redirection. She took inventory of everything she wished to know more about; Why are you rubbing yourself all over the forest? Why does it seem like you're in pain? Why has your smell changed? Why are you pulling away from everyone who cares about you? And that wasn't all.

Ryu turned her head to stare at Elsa. She really knew how to silence her internal cataloging, giving her those shining soft pinks and violets, misting over- sad flowers drowning in the rain. Hair unkempt, flopped over on her forehead with such a lack of grace, yet so cherishable and very unfair.  

I’m cursed to never be able to say no if you keep looking at me like that.

Reaching, she delicately brushed some of the tresses away from Ryu’s eyes. “What shall we talk about?” 

"I don’t know but right now we both haven’t the slightest clue of what's wrong and I don’t even know what I’m feeling," Ryu said, " so maybe if we talk about something we both or at least one of us knows you and I will start having a conversation that moves a straight line?" They were both tired for different reasons, and Elsa could foresee them both becoming frustrated with the lack of answers and sense. An odd limbo that thankfully did not separate them by too great a distance. 

“What did you do today?” It was so mundane that the question actually brought a smile to Elsa. If it was a sense of normalcy Ryu craved then that was what Elsa would give. 

“Oh, nothing very exciting I- '' What did normal people do? Elsa’s mind wandered to life in Arendelle recalling the stories and sights of her citizens going about their lives, then this wandered to Northuldra. She supposed she’d have to pick a role for herself in order to accurately play into this contrivance. 

“I cleaned the house, tended to the garden, I was thinking of planting some daffodils, maybe spinach and radish-” As she went on describing the things she had actually managed to do that day that one could describe as domestic,, her fingers played with Ryu’s scales. This seemed to soothe Ryu, managing somehow to let her body sink into the bed. 

“I’m sorry I wasn’t here to help.” Elsa studied Ryu's face. Her conversation was amiable enough; fond, even with all the unspoken things going on. She could temporarily put those aside for one simple fact. Elsa liked talking to her. But she had not lost any of her earlier worries. Something hard and hurt sat in her eyes, and she held whatever it was close to her body.

“It’s alright, you can make it up to me by helping with the garden I’m planning.” 

Ryu sat up appearing to flinch away from her lower body, but it was attached to her so she didn’t get very far, she must have grown more accustomed to whatever these spasms were, sitting up excitedly. “Can we grow plums and sweet potatoes?” 

“Of course we can, they're both excellent produce for spring- though I’ll have to find somewhere to put a tree,” Elsa tapped her chin in thought while also trying to come to terms with her own unease. “We can share the fruit with the tribe-”

Ryu crossed her legs, gripping her feet. “I’m going to eat all of them!” She sounded so proud. 

“Mhm, greedy.” Elsa pushed her forehead playfully, joining to sit up. 

“Can we plant um poison ivy?” 

Elsa’s face creased, caught off guard, her hands reflexively lifted up. “What? No-why?”

Ry rolled over stretching out her arms purring, she twisted to the side connecting her head conveniently with Elsa’s leg. She’s been doing that alot lately…  It couldn’t have been a bad thing, Ryu looked so content when she did it. 

“So we can jump in it and get itchy, and then that will make us more grateful for when we’re not itchy.”

“Hm no.” The temptation to scratch her exposed chest and neck became too great to ignore, Ryu responded to the touch with a louder purr and trill, turning over. It seemed so rare seeing her relaxed and content.

The hours passed with the pair completely engrossed in conversations that led to other topics that just had to be explored. 

“Everyone I tell thinks it’s a silly idea but I think it’s possible at least, I just don’t know how to make it happen.”

“It is possible Gecko, you just need the right equations. To create a, or… what was it you called it?” 

“Reflective sky clock.”

"Yes, but you need to know the correct architectural workings that would keep the integrity of the whole system not to mention arithmetic." Elsa said. Ryu made herself more comfortable, resting her elbows on crossed knees, and her head upon closed fists. Never taking her eyes off of Elsa as she worked through her own solution to the hypothetical. 

Breathing life to something that only lived in Ryu’s mind until she could finally see it take form in ice and snow Elsa crafted into small replicas. "I suppose you would need to choose the correct geographical locations and base those off of the position of the earth’s orbit and fixed stars on the celestial sphere, in a circular path called the ecliptic.” The small sphere was overshadowed by another though this one was larger in size by comparison. 

“Then we have the Earth's rotation about its axis causing diurnal motion,” 

“I know that word,” Ryu said through a teary eyed yawn. “That’s the thing I am.” 

“Mhm the building on the surface of the earth must be built to perfectly refract light at the right exact moment.”

“How do you get them to do that?”

“Oh well it’s simple really, you could go by the hour but I find that to be quite vague and seconds too intricate so the best medium is to convert the sun’s orbit into minutes; Let's take the longest day June twenty-first, fifteen hours. And for those who are north of the Arctic Circle… so about sixty six roughly degrees north-” 

Eventually Ryu stopped watching the winter replicas as they spanned and twisted around depicting the locations and took to watching Elsa. The way she could just see her mind working fluidly through the equations displayed by her fingers and magic. Her brows furrowed and her lips always teased at a smile. 

“The sun would remain above the horizon for twenty four hours, so the time would depend entirely on the observer's geographic latitude. The time when the Sun transits the observer's meridian depends on the geographic longitude. To find the Sun's position for a given location at a given time, one may therefore proceed to calculate the Sun's position in the ecliptic coordinate system, convert to the equatorial coordinate system, and

convert to the horizontal coordinate system. This coordinate system can be used to calculate the position of the Sun in terms of solar zenith angle and solar azimuth angle, and the two parameters can be used to depict the Sun path…oh! Perhaps it would be best to go for a longer time instead of twenty four hours.” Finally Elsa glanced up noticing the error briefly. "I'm sorry Ryu, I should have mentioned that you have to take in consideration the time of year. So the buildings must accurately-” it was completely ridiculous the way she treated the numbers, Ryu could not comprehend how she decided which mathematical expression to apply just randomly. 

“Then take into consideration the buildings or whatever it is you wanted… That's one hundred twenty-five total minutes, which, divided by seven hundred fifty, should equal our time in minutes divided by seven hundred twenty, so, seven hundred twenty times one hundred twenty-five is – give me a moment give me a moment please. . . ninety thousand . . . divided by seven hundred fifty . . . is one hundred twenty. One Thousand and Eighty in a week, so naturally I think the best type of refractory buildings to start with at the given proper time would be in a low clear area and then gradually make its way up in latitude and follow the sun's path by at least eight miles apart. Oh it is possible, well that's interesting.” 

Ryu couldn't help herself but to chuckle part way through Elsa's litany especially when she seemed so excited.

The sun from their window shined in through and bled its light in on Elsa's now elaborate creation proving her theory. Ryu, unable to convince herself, fell in a fit of chuckles on the bed. 

"Though this is all just a hypothetical it may now that I'm looking at it be much easier to… use a clock," Elsa sardonically with a smirk waved away the snow.

"Naturally, as one would do I suppose." Ryu said, sniggering and confusing Elsa all the more who hadn't noticed the warm love taking over Ryu’s eyes and smile, making them less saturated though more wild and more pastel pink. Her chuckling voice almost caused Elsa to hum out pleasantly. 

"What, Miss Periwinkle?" 

Ryu shrugged, raising her shoulders to her ears, unable to erase the wide grin. Her hand gripped her chin, her fingers made a halfhearted attempt at concealing the expression as she continued staring at Elsa, her unoccupied hand gripped her elbow. 

“Nothing.” The stare continued. 

“What!”

“Nothing.”

“No seriously.”

It was when Ryu shook her head Elsa nearly gave up. “Oh, you make me crazy," Elsa said tartly with a long-suffering sigh.

Finally Ryu had mercy upon her and answered. “I- after all this time you’d think I’d learn to not be surprised by what you’re capable of and yet I haven’t.”

Her voice had gone gentle somehow. It was naturally raspy, cracking in moments that added an air of hilarity, now it sounded like molten crackling lava and still oh so teasing. They sat close, heads bent towards the other. 


This orbiting followed for the next few days, Ryu had begun her lessons in gardening with Elsa but still remained reclusive. It brought on a feeling of nostalgia in the spirit, for when they first met and Ryu had kept to the woods only emerging and interacting with Elsa and Elsa only. 

Elsa understood something suddenly, not with her mind initially but an instinct that extended from the dragon and touched her throat and chest. A hypersensitivity of everything that made her aware of all the small things Ryu did, she wondered if she was this transparent to the dragon as well. Her hands twitched to touch, but something in the air around them told her it wasn’t the right time for such things. 

Ryu considered her for a moment, noticing her desire to touch at first alarming then noticing Elsa’s restraint prompted the irises of her eyes to become soft and clear. She regarded her in return, wishing she weren't so conscious of people sometimes, maybe then she wouldn’t have people who were more alive to her, somehow, more breathing, more invigorating, than others, more natural. Maybe then she wouldn’t have these palpitations.


Ryu had grown more accustomed to their presence now, though they did make her ponder why they weren’t with the other dogs in the castle kennels, why did they follow her and lady Mikoto around remaining quiet and still.. Even with being so statuesque their anticipation radiated off of their muscular fluffy frames like heat, balmy and heavy scorched the pavement outside. 

They never considered Ryu like she had them constantly whenever Lady Mikoto wasn’t looking. “Manabu and Izumi” Her lady said suddenly. Ryu lifted her head from her paws looking to see what trick her lady would display from the well trained canines next. The lack of reaction in her words next only amplified the sinking dread when Ryu heard them. 

"It is time to hunt that which has no name_" the dogs' handlers unclipped their leashes as the sibling duo wagged their tail's anticipating her next words. "The quarry?" when her eyes fell to Ryu the girl knew to stand her body already entering flight or fight mode though she remained unsure why. 

"Dragon."  

Notes:

Manabu- Means learning in Japanese

Izumi - means pain in Japanese

 

Alle Hjerters Dag - All Hearts day in Norwegian

Chapter 48

Notes:

I have sinned and will keep on sinning specially next chapter.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

To be honest Elsa hadn’t the slightest clue of how the week long spring festivities would go. She hoped without any incidents like last year. Wincing, she remained grateful to Gale for not questioning the outward reaction to her inner thoughts of messy love triangles and the duel two Arendelle citizens tried to curate over a woman who wasn’t interested in either of them. 

Most of all she desired for Ryu to have the best Alle Hjerters Dag she ever-It was the only one she had and who knew maybe the overly sappy and romantic atmosphere would lift Ryu’s turbulent spirits.

One day she was quiet and contemplative, then cold and reclusive, then Elsa would hear her roars echo through the trees sounding hollow, longing, and pained. Which Elsa learned to accept, it was okay if not a bit staggering at times, but she didn’t want anyone else. She could survive this seasonal moodiness being more than sure Ryu was the one. 

Elsa smiled already imagining Ryu making jest at the lovesick couples chasing each other as they sat together watching from the sidelines. She had already resigned herself to no frolicking this year due to…well age mostly. Elsa felt silly for even considering this at her age where she had definitely reached the maturity to control herself and Ryu, in spite of being young, she was subdued at the moment. 

And that was okay. So long as she was by Elsa’s side which seemed to be a guarante- 

“Ryu?” Elsa almost tripped over the large tree root she began to step over. 

There was her dragon, lounging like a cat on a branch, blissfully playing her flute among the blooming pink frosted flowers- leg dangling and swinging. 

Elsa felt a whole crop of goose-flesh spread over her exposed forearms, but ignored it in favor of taking in the view, Ryu almost didn't notice how her eyes fluttered half closed for a moment, as if in expectation, before the voice brought her out of her doe-eyed daydreaming.

“Hey Erusa.”The greeting, grappled with the voice and nonchalance. They definitely should not have raised alarms inside Elsa but how could they not? It was a fleeting glance Elsa gave before she shut her eyes inhaling deeply to cleanse her mind of any anxieties. For a moment, walking down the small trail which led into the forest, her blue tunic - tucked into her white tights, it was a modest far cry from Ryu’s attire, but in those precious moments she felt a bit of reprieve spared from the sight of...

Her open collared pink blouse etched with whimsical patterns and– unlike Elsa’s which hung limply around her shoulders- billowed like her wings as they caught the wind and when settled one could barely make out the contours of Ryu’s soft belly and modest chest. 

Elsa gulped suddenly, feeling over wrought with worry that she would have to be around Ryu all day and keep her composure. 

The most scandalous article if Elsa was forced to choose would have to be the lavender knickerbockers which sat just above Ryu’s knees. There was so much skin everywhere which was silly to consider towards one who if they had their way would remain nude, and even more queer for one to think such a notion when they had in the past been in numerous sinful entanglements with said nude body, but alas Elsa was conflicted. Was it due to knowing what was under said clothing and knowing that currently any carnal touch was off limits for some unknown reason which frustrated Elsa into a disheveled stupor or perhaps-

Sucking in the crisps morning air, exhaling visible clouds, Ryu combed her fingers through her ear length hair just for it to tussle into another mess Elsa envied to play with. 

The dragon’s eyes were nearly fully dilated the moment they landed on Elsa- “I’ll never understand how someone can sleep the morning away.” She chuckled the same words Elsa often said when she found Ryu still in bed most mornings, her voice was so musical and beatific. A backlashing contrast to her demeanor previously in the past weeks. No, gone was the scowl and wince from whatever was going on with her body replaced with an utterly seraphic expression and soft grin. Tucking her flute away in the magenta sash around her waist, she crouched jumping down effortlessly. 

Elsa attempted her best to return the smile, still unsure and on guard in case her flighty dragon decided at last second to dart off into the woods. Her sharp eyes noticed how Ryu rubbed her palm under her chin then against the tree pensively but still keeping her attention on Elsa who returned the favor.

Ryu was naturally a tanned brown tone and yet when other’s darkened slightly in summer or cursed to be less acclimated to the heat and receive burns when the sun shined its face upon theirs- Ryu’s scales turned a pinkish, no burns, no scarring caused by the sun. No, the brighter and more dramatic shading of her scales were definitely due to something internal, Elsa concluded. 

A constant rush of blood flow but what did it mean? 

“You look beautiful.” It wasn’t the compliment per say that had Elsa nervously tucking a rouge strand neatly behind her ear. Every stride from Ryu stating unabashedly there’s no need to preen while taking in her entire self. 

The culprit was the genuine lilt in her cracking tone. 

Now upon her Ryu carefully but still very much amused, as if Elsa was some scared woodland critter, reached and untucked the rebelling hairs loose over Elsa’s eyes. “You’re perfectly imperfect. No need to change that.”

Elsa opened her mouth but Ryu beat her to speaking with a teasing finger upon her lips. “There’s nothing you can say to change my mind. So don’t try… and eat.” Elsa glanced down at their conjoined hands, finding the berries and nuts Ryu slipped her craftily. She giggled at Elsa’s blown out pupils before turning venturing willingly towards the tribe lands.

Heavily, Elsa did so trailing after Ryu in silence. The walk was noticeably quiet, bothering only Elsa it seemed, Ryu was content to keep climbing here and there, eating whatever she could find appealing on the ground or on bushes. That wasn’t the odd thing that kept Elsa trapped in her head, no the target was Ryu’s smell which now lingered behind them on whatever she touched and caressed during their walk. Elsa’s nostrils flared as she inhaled deeply sucking in as much as she could. She had noticed when Ryu had touched her hair, again her scent had changed. Taking discrete sniffs, Elsa searched her puzzled brain for how to describe it; a blend of crisp water, muddled lavender and fruity, with a woody currant. 

Ryu’s slight smirk and ear twitch was telling enough that she had noticed Elsa olfactory investigation anyways, underneath the mischievous teasing smirk was a pleased glint. 

Elsa’s cheeks heated rapidly, deciding it best to remain quiet and… try to ignore… the way the scent Ryu was wafting through the air around them, beguiling her to take deep breaths and keep it in her lungs for as long as she could, the way it slithered up and tickled the microscopic hairs in her nostrils beckoning her to drown herself in it. 

If it was a pool I could definitely submer-

Yeah… Yeah! She could completely disregard how her body flushed when Ryu glanced her way catching her observing her gray scales which now held a pinkish hue to them twinkling in the fractured sunlight between the tree leaves. 

How they twitched every now and then making Elsa smile. Even at this tranquil state Ryu could not be still. Thousands of years after her death Ryu’s corpse and bones would still jolt every now and then, scaring people who probably didn’t deserve it. 

The thought caused Elsa to giggle, attracting Ryu’s attention from leaning on a tree about to pop an acorn into her mouth. Bruni crawled up the dragon’s shoulder, she considered him carefully. Elsa could see the thoughts glinting across her eyes, he met her stare curiously. A silent understanding passed between them ending with him snuggling close to her. Ryu purred, settling finally that his presence and touch wasn’t one to be prickly about. The salamander shrugged and regarded Elsa at the same time as Ryu.

“Care to share with the group miss Agnar-ogendaugh- Miss Fifth spirit?” 

Elsa spoke without thinking too caught up in the humor of her thoughts. “I was just thinking about what you’d be like dead.” It was when Ryu cocked a non offended brow that Elsa’s cheeks turned pinker than Ryu’s scales stammering out an explanation in complete word vomit. 

The laughter of her companions halted Elsa’s hasty defense till she too began politely giggling at herself behind shy fingers watching and enjoying the joy her stumbling brought to Ryu. 

. . She debated if she was allowed to watch Ryu the way she was, could it be wrong when in this moment like many others she was so nice to look at. 

Elsa wasn’t sure who or what Ryu would need today but she was certain she’d be whomever that was. 


The beauty of the fresh spring called to Anna like a childhood friend wishing to play, Anna sighed, forlorn that she was no child- though if any saw her breakfast of sweets this morning they'd debate this- no as a queen she gained many things, and lost just as much. Elsa had taught her that the first thing she was to lose if she wished to be a good queen were her ears.

“I know my dear queen that we have hailed many victories this passing winter including securing our position apart of the Ruskland empire-” 

“Friendship." The older man turned to Kristoff questioningly so he confirmed. “We secured a friendship with Ruskland; we're not a part of their empire.”

He hesitated for a moment then conceded to finish his point. “Friendship. I still believe we should proceed with the same caution as prior before such events- may I remind everyone that it was our Queen's wisdom that set us on the path of showing that we are a peaceful nation to begin with.”

Metaphorically of course but from the constant nagging her council put her through it made Anna wish her sister's saying was literal. 

“Not to be a contrarian or that I take joy in such a position-” Many of the council members rolled their eyes all well versed on the contrasting knowledge that Lord Storosha saw great sport in playing devil's advocate, sometimes it was a welcome to the royal family and sometimes as Elsa warned only prolonged meetings raising them to unnecessary degrees of tension. 

“Though the Queen's wisdom led us on a road of caution I am not venturing to propose we leave it but add in an air of pride as well-" 

Mr. Gustafsson guffawed aloud at this and although more composed Mattias shared his sentiment. 

"We do not have to be as self conscious of the nature of our nation as before when it was a necessity now it is merely…” he glanced up stroking his dark blonde beard in thought. "A courteousness-” 

Anna's last thread of patience snapped. "I apologize for interrupting but what is all this about?” She searched the faces of the council probing for something, anything as to what they were alluding to. I just sat down for Christ sake.

Silence took over the table as the men carefully regarded each other and avoided eye contact with their monarch. 

Anna watched on in disbelief. Oh now you're all quiet!

“I know I'm unable to attend the council here in Arendal regularly due to distance from my house of power in Gvfenðal-” Lord Storosha began with the caution of man entering a bear cave in early spring. “But I have been hearing, since my visit for the census- whispers." Tobias grunted as if someone kicked him under the table, his eyes closed with exasperating frustration. 

Anna, unsure if there was some implication, leaned towards the Lord speaking in a hushed tone. “Whispers?" 

"Whispers.” He echoed in the same octave. There was that silence again until Kristoff broke it frightening almost everyone present with a louder voice. 

"About what?” 

"The southern Isles is visiting Snoob." 

Anna wrestled down her sniggers like a cobra but it was too late they were already heard so she occupied herself with regaining composure and scribbling down an unknown note. 

“Why should we care?" Another Lord stated with a shrug, Anna had visited Snoob, she liked them, that was where Kai’s brother Karl lived and the Buferdsdagen festival took place. And every time she heard their kingdom's name it made her giggle ever since she was a child. 

“The timing is a bit queer, don't you think? We had a prosperous winter, ended a war and made an indisputably powerful ally. They obviously cannot get a piece of our successes through us so-” He now postured forward feeling quite strong on the matter. The haughtiness dripped from his throat into his words of indignation. 

“Now they wish to break bread with our neighbors to force us to make peace. They're scared, they're worried, and they're opportunistic-” 

"So you would suggest we do what?” Now Mattias spoke up bringing a sense of reason to the table. “Go to war again with our neighbors? You've been itching for a fight on our homelands for sometime Lord Storosha- your bannermen fists full of nothing but steel and heads empty with balls brimming with seed.” The royals shook their heads at this letting everyone know it was out of the question. It was clear Anna and Kristoff were taking a back seat to let the council bicker it out while collecting their own information to discuss alone later. It was an excellent strategy, especially when tensions were at an all time high with visiting Lord's and regulars integrating their opposing ideals. Everyone got a chance to feel heard and they could cherry pick what mattered amongst gossip and very biased political sentiments. 

“I suggest we find out why, my guess is due to some eligible highborn ladies available for marriage. I want nothing but peace for our nation but as I stated previously we need not cower so. I am proud of my lady queen who is not just a wise ruler but also a warrior, which is more than I can say for many of you.” His eyes shot between the other Lord's and mens present finally landing on Anna and Kristoff’s. 

Truth be told they hated that it took bloodshed for the ill tempered veteran to finally respect them but they'd take it, at least now they could corral him better if need be. 

“We have little to fear, we have Ruskland, we have Lady Elsa, we have a dragon and the grace of God on our side-" 

“I have faith-" Tobias did not raise his eyes nor his voice to capture everyone's attention from the boisterous lord. “In our capabilities however we shouldn't tease fate just because we can. Perhaps if the queen deems it prudent we should remain quiet about what other nations don't know we have ergo the dragon.” 

Anna, not liking where the direction of the conversation was going, opened her mouth but Lord Storosha was quicker. 

“Well it is our lady Queen's pledged servant, an honor which one should not be ashamed of.” Anna's eyes widened and her hand tightened its grasp in Kristoff's. They glanced knowingly at one another. 

This was going off the rails. 

“This all is from-" 

“Is the dragon pledged- oh my apologies My queen," Mr. Gustafsson chuckled his old raspy laugh in good nature, Anna wanted to hate him but couldn't bring herself to al because he was blissfully unaware of the complications his ignorance was breeding in the form of Chaplain Rhy checking his notes. 

“The dragon is not pledged loyalties to Arendelle, the crown, not even a citizen." 

And so the murmurs began. Anna bemoaned resting her head on the table when questions were flung her way. 

How can we trust a creature such as this? 

Loyalties can be brought

Everyone has a price unfortunately. 

I've heard the stories, an amazing line of defense when friends and a terrifying monster when you're on the other end of its teeth. 

The most ridiculous inquiries if one was in on the know. Kristoff adjourned the meeting with little care that the men hungered for answers. They woke up this morning fine and now that the possibility of a monster was lurking in the wind they scattered like scared deer, while others hungered as wolves to secure such a superpower to Arendelle. 


Ushered into her office he thanked Gerda for having a cup of tea ready, intuition telling her that today's meeting would most likely induce a headache. 

Tobias and Mattias waited patiently for Anna's brain to catch up to everything but all she could focus on was the last topic. Her first line of defense was to hope the chatter faded away for the next big ordeal but there was a sneaking suspicion her council would not let this go especially with the constant reminder of the triumph of Sweet Lady Still fresh on everyone's lips. 

She wasn't even sure how she could explain this to her close circle of trusted confidantes. 

If she didn't pledge Ryu's loyalties the council would never fully accept the dragon which would be fine had that very dragon not also be her sister's girlfriend and if she did well…that would make any enemies of Ryu's not just Anna's and Elsa’s but also her nation's, officially. 

 The afternoon sun peaked in the sky, painting the office in rich hues of gold, highlighting the clear blue. 

The palace staff had delayed lunch for half an hour at Kristoff's request, he dismissed Tobias and Mattias apologizing but they didn't have an answer for them. 

As he held Anna on the couch her mind wandered to the day Ryu bowed to her. 

Was that a pledge? Could it count? This felt so odd to consider. If she had been a commonborn Ryu would be her friend and that was that but alas was not the nature of things. 

Though their connection had been entirely accidental, Anna could not deny the heartfelt emotion that simple action had evoked in her. If only others could feel it too who weren't Elsa and Kristoff.  

So despite needing to plan she felt her eyes grow heavy and tired listening to the strong heartbeat of Kristoff. 

“Can you imagine if you had been born in the neighboring kingdom?" He asked, lifting the spirits of the room.

 Eyes closed Anna smiled and played along. “Queen Anna of Snoob. Proud ruler of the Snooby-snob- what are they called?” 

"I'm guessing Snoobian?” Now in private Anna could let her giggled shake her shoulders. 

"Oh that is-" 


“-the most fuck ugly word I ever heard.” Honeymaren gasped. "Ryu, the last thing they need is to learn a new word!" She said, her eyes huge in their sockets, covering the ears of the adolescents protecting them from Ryu’s foul language the dragon was certain they used when left unintended. So Honeymaren shooed them away. 

Ryu wasn't fooled by the big innocent puppy eyes they casted her way, with sharp hearing she heard their hushed conversations. She knew they weren’t innocent; No these kids were perverts at worst and assholes at best. 

“The Tale of being twitterpainted is older than any of us.” Honeymaren said, her voice scolding and reproachful with a mirthful undertone. Ryu wasn’t deterred by her challenge with Elsa deciding to take a back seat as a passive yet very captivated audience. Ryder chuckled, showering Ryu in a pink rainfall of flowers. She scowled, dusting them away, but his close proximity wasn’t rebuffed which Elsa could see his relief at this physically sagging his shoulders. 

“It was started by- well an owl actually told it to a deer, rabbit, and skunk and they told their offspring and eventually we learned of it through nature. Keeping as a reminder of love it has been passed down generation to generation. ”

“Good god it should have stopped, that is an utterly nauseating word. Besides most animals just fuck.” 

“I’m sure you’ll change your tune when Elsa decides it's time for you two to frolic.” Elsa grinned, closing her eyes, shaking her head.

“And if she does-” Ryu kept an easy smirk trained on Elsa who appeared utterly surprised by this. “we’re going to do it the fun way.”  

“What’s the fun way?” Ryder asked, genuinely excited to hear. Ryu merely shrugged. “I’m a fire breathing, flying dragon. I'm sure I'll think of something.”

“Please do NOT set the forest on fire.” Honeymaren begged, holding her hands together. 

Ryu gave one last shake to rid herself of the bouquets Ryder and Honeymaren threw on her. Haughty, she brushed her shoulder. “Stop putting flowers on me and I may consider it.”  

“Ooh as if you'd do anything to upset your precious Elsa." Cackling at the blush spreading across the dragon's face Honeymaren and Ryder walked ahead to join the other herders who got to take the day off in preparation for the celebration. 

As Elsa joined her side Ryu fixed a deadpan stare to their backs. “I'm gonna eat your friends." 

"Please don't.” Elsa said, summoning a trio of three ice flowers to weave Ryu's small braid with. The wintery dust leftover was turned into vapor with another flick of her fingers. Ryu grunted with a committal reply. She leaned her head back enough to look into Elsa’s eyes , but she refused to budge out of the tight close proximity. "What if I do?" she asked defiantly, the hint of a jaunty smile at the corners of her lips.

“If you do then I won't eat you.” It was bold, that was for certain, very bold, very cheeky, and very much caught Ryu's full attention. Her eyes widened, sparkling in the sun, regarding Elsa with a new keen interest. 

Elsa started laughing at her facial expression, flickering between utter shock and embarrassment before finally succumbing.

Her underlying mounting worries eventually disappeared when a smirk tugged at Ryu's lips, tuning in her hearing to hear the dragon mumble. “Tsk tsk, always backing me into a corner.” 

With the signal that this type of banter was okay Elsa teased further, tucking a stray tresse behind Ryu's ear. “Oh please, you enjoy it." Not entirely prepared for Ryu's reaction, as she leaned into Elsa's caress, the loving smile on her face stretched as her purrs raised in volume. 

It was a game of cat and mouse most of the afternoon. If reading such a dynamic of behaviors on paper Elsa's brows would have creased from frustration but in action it was quite pleasant than what the last week entailed and the subtle orbiting only emboldened such things such as catching Ryu who instead of quickly glancing away after being caught would continue to stare at Elsa with a soft resigning contentment. As if she just heard her own sentencing but couldn't have been none the happier about it. 

Elsa blushed, not certain if it was due to how brazen Ryu's physical touch hsd become in front of her tribe members or from how beautiful she felt from all the quiet attention and appreciation. 

“Do we get food?”

“No, Gecko.”

“Do we get paid?” 

“Nope.” 

“Do we get presents?” 

Elsa shook her head counting the amount of ice baskets containing her sparkling hearts. Usually she spread them around the forest while riding the earth giants and still was planning this but this year she'd take a precaution that everyone managed to get one. 

“Do we get…food?” 

There, that should do it. Now to- 

“Some people bring food but I don't assume it's for me.” That would be just rude, plus usually her tribe cooked wonderful dishes to share. 

“Then what the hell are we working for?” She glanced at Ryu with a half smile not at all naive at this point to believe her dragon truly was that self motivated but she'd bite for the sake of conversation. 

“To make sure everyone has a good holiday week.” 

“Who would make sure you have a good holiday week?” The question halted Elsa’s movements momentarily stiffening her back. Reminiscing to even last year, no Elsa did not have a partner during the spring season and some part of her was mostly curious as to what it would be like rather than pining after the heart of another. She was quite content with the company of family and friends back then and lacked for nothing even when others would probe the topic with her. 

In fact she hadn’t begun desiring certain attributes of romance until Ryu became a prospective interest. 

It made her smile at how lucky she had been. Finding what she needed right when she needed it. She hadn’t replied but her small grin was enough.  

Reaching down her hands found an empty space next to her on the rack of scrolls and parchments. Her grin quickly turned when she turned her head to find that the scroll decorated with a wooden stag, doe, and rabbits which held the whimsical tale of how Twitterpainting came to be was missing. 

“What? I could have sworn I-” spinning in place she began frantically searching for the story the children always enjoyed. Her eyes flitted to Ryu briefly, the dragon was changed out of her clothes which hung on a branch, standing on all fours, tail waving lazily in the air, rear raised. It wasn’t until she stared at Ryu, she froze, spotting the scroll clenched gently between her large fangs. Uh oh.

Moving slowly she crouched low, outreaching a careful hand speaking in a hushed tone fearing any sudden moves would send the dragon into a bolt. “Hey Gecko, you know that's a really important scroll right?” Ryu looked rather bored which was the problem, she was a master at entertaining herself and usually that was at the expense of one of her loved ones. 

“Now a very beautiful and kind dragon such as yourself wouldn't want me to get in trouble if we lose it, did I mention how beautiful your scales look-” Ryu’s slitted eyes dilated, her croon lulling a sense of security in Elsa enough to scoot closer. She wasn’t moved by the flowery language but she’d listen to it nonetheless.

“Hey Elsa, do you need any help?” 

She briefly turned to see Ryder passing by. “No thank you, I have it und- Ryu!” And she bolted…

Elsa sighed heavily, rising to her feet, usually she’d call Nokk but something inside, especially when Ryu turned around to see if Elsa was following a long made her decide to go on foot.

Her smile, the way her ears wiggled eagerly, how could Elsa not follow along in a light jog after her?

“And there they go." Honeymaren deadpanned, still turned towards the steadily vanishing runners, trying to sound exasperated at the work she was left with but Ryder could see the smile she fought back shaking her head. 

 


Satisfied Ryu ran-well bounced beyond the camp into a field of wildflowers and thick foliage which nearly covered her when she crouched. 

Elsa did her best to not lose sight of the dragon taking in the sun, the flowers, the cold air which blew from the mountains surrounding them. The wonderful small streams trickling down into the valley feeding the fauna.  

Whoa!" She cried ducking down when Ryu leapt over her head to escape a massive shape surging above like a hunting bird eager to strike. She had to admit despite the small inconvenience this played on her work it was delightful to see Ryu's playful attitude return. She meant what she said earlier. 

The dragoness truly was beautiful like this. Brilliant silver shifted as she unfurled her wings, crystalline planes making up her blue folds and pearlescent hues of her scales, body now full, slipstream. 

She eventually stopped the precaution of ducking, concurring Ryu knew how high to jump in order to not kick her in the head. 

Catching up to join her on the hill Elsa moved with the swift effect of prying the scroll from Ryu's jaws. She had half the mind to give the dragon an earful but the other half which wanted to just stand and watch the landscape and study Ryu was the one that came out triumphant. 

Elsa hated how she had gotten so used to seeing the stress crease Ryu's face that now she didn't remember the last time she had been so jovial, and it felt... refreshing. Cleansing even. Her mane became lighter in color, spread down further along her spine, with a healthy sheen, like a massive trail of starlight, flowing gently in the mountain breeze. 

The maturing she had gone through added a regal quality to her look. The soft smile, the tooth jutting out from her upper lip and dazzling eyes. So very Ryu but so very different. 

Elsa was staring for what seemed like an eternity, her head freshly swimming in images from many months ago when she had seen the dragon dirtied, skinny, cowering in fear. The slight dusting of rouge reached Elsa's cheeks in an instant and she couldn't for the life of her figure out why she was reacting this way, they had known each other long enough right, especially to that smell. It was so…everywhere pulling her in just at an arm's length until…until what? Elsa hadn't the clue, it made her nervous, anticipatory, and excited. 

Trying to clear her head she scanned her eyes across the scenery. So alive, and vibrant like the dragon who stood within them. 

Here these were her lands, the lands of her people, and Ryu, she too was observing the valley and beyond with an expression Elsa had never seen before. 

Suddenly her jaws opened letting out a bellowing roar which flew across the grasses and traveled up to the mountains echoing from one peak to another. It wasn't aggressive, or longing like the other ones she heard previously echoing through the forest weeks ago. It was strong and deep with confidence. 

The beauty of the scene before her had only succeeded in numbing her other four senses, the cold mountain air a distant memory as she tried to understand what was happening.

"Ryu?" Elsa asked, her hair dancing in front of her face for a moment, "is something wrong?"

Groaning deep the dragon went limp, allowing gravity to pull her large frame downward along the grass and flowers. 

Elsa laughed again and it was right back to staring. The humor was the icing on the cake, as it were as she watched on, hesitating only long enough to secure the scroll in her satchel before laying down and rolling down the curve of the hill. 

Her small form thudded against Ryu's naked one who made no move to get up staring up at the clouds. Her scent wafted in the wind traveling away. 

Sprawled out, Elsa threw the clothes against her stomach. 

“Mm?” mumbled Ryu, basking in her sun’s warm embrace. “Oh Arigato." She started sitting up, Elsa watched bending her chin down to see Ryu pull the shirt over her back, covering the skin she wanted to tickle her fingertips along. 

At this point, Elsa should have known she was in trouble. The way her dragon was looking at the flowers, the way her smile melted away any resolve or hardness in the remaining winter snows.

“Disappointed I caught you?" 

Ryu rested her arms on bent knees, relaxed. “You're a tough one to run from." 

They both knew the true meaning behind the words. “Guess you're stuck with me.” Elsa giggled.

“Well you feed me so…pretty much.” 

Rolling her eyes she stood up and dusted herself off, offering a hand to Ryu. "Come on, I want to show you something not too far from here.” 


Elsa’s bright grin vanished when she noticed Ryu's eyes slit tightly and a pleased hum vibrated her chest. She sank low to the ground perching her elbows on some rocks. 

“Ryu don't." 

“They look delicious." 

“Absolutely not." Ryu began moving at a snail's pace forward. Her muscles tensed and twitching.

“Ryu no.” 

"Ryu yes.” 

"Leave them be.” 

"Okay, hai I will.” She most certainly did not appear to do that, instead continuing to stalk forward. 

"Ryu, I mean it.” Elsa stated more firmly. 

"Definitely Erusa I'm gonna leave them alone- oh absolutely yes-” it seemed the more Ryu mumbled halfhearted agreements the more she tuned out Elsa's fussing. Until her eyes returned to normal and that damned smirk telegraphed that while her body may have reacted Ryu was well in control of her baser instincts. 

One of the birds began to march in place, throwing Ryu off and delighting Elsa entirely. 

“Whoa what hell was that?" The bird stilled and waited for his partner to reciprocate. Elsa's teeth beamed in a grin as she sat down on a rock. “They really have some moves.” They watched as a few other birds joined with their partners. Ryu's left ear flattened and her head tilted. She had to give it to them, they were…kinda cute. 

“Oh they have the moves alright.” Elsa said, finally relaxing her hands now that she knew Ryu wasn't on the hunt, she sounded like a proud mother showing off her children's talents. 

Ryu pinned both her large ears back, a small gust of shame washing over her and settling in the back of her spine and the balls of her feet. "And what is this? They look like Sir Jorgen" 

“They're the same as him actually, puffins and they have the most winsome relationships of any birds I've seen." Elsa began explaining. "They practice monogamy-” Ryu's face scrunched in confusion. "They stay together with the same partner for up to twenty years. Some of the birds over there possibly have been together longer than you've been alive.” 

Ryu stood up observing the patterns of the animals, admittedly she only paid attention to animal's behaviors when it was best for hunting, other times they were either raising young, or mating which always made her feel quite…alone. 

“It's not their mating season yet. This is just their mating dance but they are probably just reconnecting.”

“Oh?” 

“They have the sweetest courtship rituals. It's so adorable. Sometimes I just come up here and watch them.” At this Ryu sniggered side eyeing Elsa. 

“You can be a real creep sometimes.” This earned her a gentle shove from Elsa’s shoulder. “I think it's nice. And they're babies!” The way Elsa lit up at the thought was in Ryu's opinion even more endearing than the lovesick birds. 

“Lemme guess you sneak along the cliffs to abscond them and put them in your closet back in Arendelle.” Elsa managed to gasp finally, folding her arms she pretended as if she hadn't been tempted by that very thought when she first discovered the makeshift lookout. 

“My days of kidnappin- procuring woodland animals are over. I keep telling you I was just a child.” Ryu wasn't buying it especially with the way her cheeks lit up brighter than the bird's beaks. 

“Sure I believe ya, but thousands wouldn't. Then you have puffin parents knocking door to door looking for their long lost chicks who were last seen being lured away by some sketchy blonde lady.” 

“I also offer them protection." 

“From what? Other creepy people who sneak up and watch them fuck?” 

Elsa stayed silent for a few moments before saying in a strained breathy voice. 

"...Yeah." 

The only counter Elsa had to this was a mumble, as she rested her chin on a half closed fist. “At least I'm not a cheater.”

“Whatchu mean eh?” 

“If I recall a memory correctly someone has a certain lover waiting for them back in New Zealand.” She smiled wickedly as Ryu's eyes widened in realization. 

In fact it was the exact same expression when the young dragon attempting to get an easy meal was confronted by a very amorously confused large albatross. 

With the shoe on the other foot Ryu defensively tried to keep her voice down to not scare the lovers on the cliffs. “Hey! I had no choice, did you see how huge that bird was? He would have torn me to shreds.”

While this was true, the sharp bill and large size would make for an unsavory opponent had Ryu not copied the same movements as the females surrounding her Elsa still couldn't resist. 

“Huh-” she shrugged. “I just wish you told me that I was the other woman.” 

“The bird was a male so technically you're not…I really should write to him though.” They both laughed quietly in recollection of the ridiculousness of it all. “So do humans have mating dances?”

“Now that I think of it, in a sense that we must perform them instinctually no we do not,” Elsa glanced up in thought. “However we do have many intricate dances and traditions that indicate intimacy-what are you doing?” Her eyes landed on Ryu who hitched up her arms and tail in a peculiar fashion. 

“I'm doing what the puffins do." It sounded so obvious, so Elsa watched, she guessed this was the answer for if dragons had mating dances she should be aware of. 

"Is it doing anything for ya?” The question had her sitting back grasping her chin appraisingly. Eyes traveling up and down Ryu. 

“Oh it's doing something to me.” Elsa laughed. “But I don't think this dance is working as intended.” 

Still Ryu didn't stop. “Are ya happy?” she asked, smiling sheepishly.

“Very.” 

“Then it is.” 


Somehow the pair found themselves at the drage den, while Ryu investigated the area meticulously– checking the perimeter, feeling the soil, Elsa turned from observing the odd behavior to the half frozen waterfall. 

It was gorgeous, fractals twinkling against the sun rays, nearly blinding if caught at just the right angle. The rushing water provided a cool sip for Elsa to refresh herself. She nearly sputtered mid swallow when Ryu's voice broke the comfortable silence, speaking in her native tongue. 

“It's funny when I think about it. I preferred when I was hungry or sick or hunting or running. Makes me almost grateful to Susanoo-” She rose from crouching, wiping her hands free of natural debris. “He gave me something to do out there.” 

Unable to stop the perturbed edge from her voice even after clearing it, Elsa blamed the water but knew the true reason. “Why?” 

Ryu could easily fathom her ideal of finding this disturbing. Being grateful to the man who had been hunting her for almost all her life and still would continue to do so if given the chance.“When my mind wasn't focused on survival it went to other things…” Elsa held her eyes when they met her own waiting for elaboration which was choked out. 

“Like how lonely I was…” Feeling utterly pathetic, Ryu looked away. Perhaps an explanation would suffice and assuage the emotion. “I used to… Nah”

“What?” Elsa drew closer. Ryu's lips wrapped in a folded tight smile shaking her head. 

“No.” 

“Okay I won't pry.” Of course Elsa didn't press, Ryu suspected she was acting out of courtesy, but in line with their agreement Elsa was going to see anyways, may as well explain it so it's not weird…er. 

“It's embarrassing.” The admission was freeing and alleviated some of the humiliation which warmed her cheeks, she made a small noise. 

Elsa smiled broadly at the soft mewing sound, as Ryu accepted how much it amazed her just how fascinating she found this woman who shrugged, sitting down upon a log, folding her hands upon her lap. 

“That's alright nothing can be as embarrassing as the albatross story.” Her grin was lighthearted and not at all condescending. Open enough to invite Ryu to share her vulnerabilities but still restrained enough to not force it. 

So Ryu surrendered sitting next to her in a huff. “When my mind wasn't occupied with staying alive I would bathe and go in a cave I could find and…build a nest though I wouldn't sleep in it.” 

“How come?” 

“I would pretend I built it for my shadow. And I would try to mimic what I saw the other animals doing. The shadow was…as reciprocating as I was but they never slept in it.” 

Elsa pontificated this with a small frown forming. Bittersweet was the only word she could use to describe this small piece of history. 

Ryu did not go any further no matter how much beguiling Elsa could possibly exude. 

No need to tell her about the other details of self love Ryu would practice or learn about her body some nights.  

“That's very sweet Ryu.” 

A weak chuckle from the dragon broke in her throat. “It's weird.” 

“Mm no-well yes it is, but still tragically endearing.” Ryu glanced down at Elsa’s open palm resting between them, taking it with her own in a loose hold. 

She swallowed a large lump forming from unshed emotion cursing her cracking voice. 

“No one ever made a nest for me though.”

Though not quite the same Elsa's mind wandered to all the ice hearts she made for hundreds during spring and gave out yet never receiving one back due to what they signified. 

As an idea formed in her mind, so did her grip tighten around Ryu's hand. 


A pleased trill reverberated in Ryu's throat when her eyes caught a glint of something. 

Approaching the waterfall she cupped her hands together and maneuvered them towards the light reflecting off of the ice surface. 

Elsa’s train of thought stuttered to a halt when colors glistened in Ryu's palms. The dragon smiled down at it then looked towards Elsa. 

Logic screamed at the fallacy of it all how the rainbow Ryu cradled so gently should not have been possible and yet there she was holding colors as if they were little birds who fell from their nest. 

She supposed stating how impossible it should have been could possibly scare Ryu away from using her magic, a risk she wouldn't take. It just wasn't worth it. 

Elsa had to find a balance between impressed and nonchalant in her demeanor. 

“Come on, we can see them better behind here." Ryu jerked her head to the small space behind the waterfall which they could afford getting behind easily with it frozen over. 

Huddled over her clamped hands, Elsa attempted to touch the lights but the heat they discharged was so intense she needn’t touch them to feel it.

“I read a book about colors and they all say the same thing, there's always three; red, yellow, and blue but they never mention the others.”

"Like purple, or green–” 

Ryu shook her head, she dropped her palms releasing the light which floated downward then up like wisps. Elsa watched with bated breath, her own eyes unblinking, as the lights from her palms were captured in Ryu's eyes. A cascade of hues were suddenly there, as a prism effect brought out every spectrum of colors in the cavernous space. It was a painting that came to life, more vibrant and textured than any rainbow Elsa could recall ever seeing. .

"No, they mention those just other ones they never talk about, humans too. They all say orange or yellow, or pink but no one ever talks about the others.” 

Finally Elsa looked towards Ryu tilting her head in thought. Others? There were a vast array of colors but she had an intuition par the mention of the simple or primary colors that Ryu wasn't alluding to those. 

“What do they look like?" 

Ryu chuckled, leaning against the wall of the cave. “What does red look like, or blue?" 

Elsa paused, thinking, mulling, remembering…almost as if her brain was searching its vocabulary to assign clichés and platitudes that might somehow satisfy Ryu and her yearning curiosity. She combed her mind for any descriptions of the colors and found it quite difficult to describe with using the words of the actual colors themselves.  

“Blue can be cold…and red is warmer.”Elsa regaled, wondering if she could have been more descriptive but decided Ryu's reaction was proof enough that she had been, she supposed temperature could be used to get her point across. 

“Some are warm and some are cold and some in between and some are neither. But I never hear anyone talk about them; it's as if they don't have names.” 

Oh

Running her hand through her bangs inhaled deeply and released a gust of air. She now understood what was happening and it was…so bizarre, certainly not where she was expecting this conversation to go but it reminded her that no matter how much time she spent around Ryu, there were always surprises to be found. 

“Ryu-" she began carefully. “I don't think humans can see all the colors you do." It felt odd saying yet in retrospect made so much sense to her, Ryu's eyes were most definitely built differently than humans, and she was surprised she hadn't even considered this in the past. She confirmed that Ryu was capable of seeing all the colors she could but never if she could see more. 

Ryu seemed more flabbergasted at this than she was suggesting to that she also never considered that she saw more than others. 

“But…I…uuh..huh.” 

There was curiosity wiggling its way to Elsa's brain, though she had to tamper her excitement to not overwhelm her shell shocked dragon with a barrage of questions and theories. She could take it slow for now, they had all the time in the world. 

“What's one color you can point out that I can't see?" 

Ryu came back from her wide eyed three mile stare with a few harsh blinks and looked around them pointed at the blue tunic Elsa donned. 

“There's blue, yes but also another color, you wear it alot.” Elsa touched the blouse as if she could feel the difference. 

“I think I figured out a name for it." 

" What's that?” 

“Plink.” When met with dubious eyes Ryu became self conscious of herself, folding her arms. "It's shiny.” who was Elsa to judge her naming system when she belonged to a species who came up with ugly words like Orange. 

Despite this Elsa pouted. “You should name it after me.” She didn't care how vain it sounded, she could display such vanities around Ryu knowing she wouldn't judge her. 

“Why should I?”

“Cause you said I always wear it and I would be the only human in history who has a color named after them.” Ryu rolled her eyes as Elsa neared. As if this woman needed anymore titles to her name. 

“Yes but it also can be found in ice.”

“I make ice.” 

“Yea but you didn't invent it.”

“Maybe I did.” 

Ryu deflated, rarely did she ever find herself on this side of the playing field. It was fun yet also exhausting, how did Elsa keep it up with her antics day in and out. 

“Erusa ice was here before you.” 

“How do you know you? Were you here before me?” Elsa said, leaning forward to brush a few bangs from Ryu's face, smiling blissfully.

“Well no but I do know how to read.” This admission caused giggles to erupt and echo off the cave walls. “Maybe you should try that one on the kids in the village.” Ryu added in between chuckles. 

“No, they're too smart to fall for that.” 

This caused Ryu to choke on indignation puffing her shoulders. “And I'm not!” She pushed off the wall looking up into Elsa's smug face, sometimes she wished the woman was ugly, it would make verbal sparring world's easier and less distracting. With her perfect hair, and dainty features, even the brow she raised coyly was perfect. 

“So will you name it after me?” 

“No.” 

The jutted bottom lip didn't help either, and Ryu could only stare at it. If she wasn't so stubborn she'd name all colors after Elsa…except orange

Ryu knew she was blushing horribly, not only because of her thought process but also because the soft snow particles left over on her palms had turned to slush. 

“Besides…” Ryu's throat bobbed nervously, her hushed and diffident tone drew back Elsa's attention from their verbal joust and to how close they became. “I already named a color after you.” Her fingers traced a line down the side of Elsa's face, slowly and deliberately, slowly connecting the dots that were the faint freckles upon her cheek. It was like she was caressing a frozen rose bud, afraid to injure the beautiful plant but still unable to remove her fingers from the soft petals. “It's the color of your eyes.”

“My eyes are blue Gecko.” Mimicking Ryu's octave pulled the dragon in even closer. 

“I know but there's another color in there stretching around the irises like branches and one that I have only ever seen in your eyes and I think that's my favorite color.”

Deciding to meet her halfway Elsa connected their foreheads taking an audible inhale. “Ryu,” One could easily hear the smile laced in Elsa's tone. “Are you making this up?” 

“Why would I?” 

“It's a very romantic thought.” The most romantic thought Elsa had ever heard in her entire life.

“I wish I could take credit but sadly I can't.” Ryu held still, not making a single noise even trying to wrestle down her purring so she could pick up the almost silent cues of Elsa drinking in her scent. 

“I'm sorry" Elsa whispered so softly it was nearly inaudible.

“It's okay I wouldn't want anyone else to have it.” 

“Just me?” 

“Just you.” Ryu offered.

“You have been rubbing it all over the forest.” Elsa pointed out with a matter of fact tone. 

Ryu cringed slightly at the impulses she gave into, they made absolutely no sense. “I can't really explain that one.” She needed to change the topic. “What's it smell like?”

“Like…like you're almost…I don't know but it's like you're just at the precipice of something.” 

“I couldn't tell you what I'm afraid.”

“That's okay, maybe we'll find out soon.” 


Ryu liked to consider herself absolutely not clingy, if anything between the two of them Elsa was the clingy one driven by worry and anxiety that something bad was going to happen to her in certain situations. Borderline overprotective really. 

So why was it Elsa leaving to head back to her cottage and why was Ryu the one feeling absolute dread in response to this. 

The knots that twisted in her stomach were terrible, the heat that began creeping up from her stomach to her neck was almost unbearable, and her nether regions…

Her body felt hot. Her body was always hot but this wasn't a normal heat. It was a burning sensation like the entire outside was an oven turned on that she couldn't escape. 

Her heavy tongue pressed against the back of her teeth wanting to drop down her chin so she could pant in an effort to cool herself and usually she would not caring if she looked ridiculous or not but she couldn't afford to look vulnerable and the thought of doing it in front of everyone made her just want to die.

Ryu tried her best to not think about it. 

Her best. 

That was honestly all she could give right now and it would have to do. She knew everyone was slightly on edge due to her…what could she even call it? 

Due to her mood for the past few weeks but the forced smile and strained voice would have to do for now to assuage their worries when asked; 

Are you alright kid?

Want some water? You're looking a bit flushed. 

She didn't know what to think, didn't know what to feel. No one taught her how to feel. Why were their genuine concerns so difficult to stomach? 

What would have been easier, handling this or if they had told her to get a hold of herself and to not succumb to whatever this was. It couldn't have been healthy. 

Ryder was the hardest to deter, in spite of everything he still considered Ryu a good friend of his and he refused to leave her side when she dismissed him perhaps a bit too harshly. 

“Ryder I'll be fine, I just need a moment. I'm not…adjusted to this weather change yet.” He frowned at this, detecting how firm Ryu wanted to sound yet how feeble her voice came out instead. 

She hated how weak she felt and just wanted Elsa, of all the times for her to vanish she picked now. It made Ryu irrationally peeved, Elsa had been orbiting her with concerned glances and even tones all week and now when she was wanted…

“Well dinner is almost ready, so how about you go lay down in my goahti until then." Now that Ryu could get behind, if it meant she'd get some privacy to get a hold of herself. Nodding she followed him through the camp avoiding accidentally brushing against anyone that passed. Eyes trained on the ground she had been through worse before, that was the only comfort. 

“Here you go.” He lifted the flap of the entrance for Ryu to walk through, before going inside she turned to him with sorrowful eyes. 

“Thanks Ryder, sorry I'm such a pain sometimes." The man smiled at her, nearly placing a hand on her shoulder but the wince stopped him. 

“It's okay, buddy. I don't quite know what you're going through but you've been a good friend so far. I won't abandon you now. We don't do that. And when you feel better we can hang out in the fields again. Emil misses you." 

As the darkness and newfound quiet began to seep in, she sank further into the cot trying to get comfortable. 

Left alone in privacy a nagging urge slithered up from between her legs to the forefront of her mind, one that had been silently waiting in the shadows of her brain all day, now saw its chance to strike. 

Her hand twitched at the idea of maybe simply rubbing down there. Her mind suddenly thought it was helping by supplying memories of how beautiful Elsa looked that day.

This only made Ryu's mouth a dripping mess at the images which flashed behind her closed lids, and it completely surprised her when another throb of her own echoed within her walls. Another dripping mess began to form within her softening slit, the only relief she felt came from clenching her thighs tight, yet it did nothing to satiate the pulsing inside that called for something but at least gave her a chance at lightly scratching that itch.

How about we don't give into our dragon emotions! 

Yes that had to have been what this was or maybe a consequence of it. For once Ryu actually considered if Lady Mikoto was right and if she was, this had to have been the result of all the weakened discipline she had developed these past few months. 

In his absence Ryu thought about his words; we…who was we? Did he mean his tribe or Ryu and him or her and his tribe as collective?

The small makeshift puzzle was distracting enough for a while until a certain aspect of this small space created a warble in Ryu's throat, her eyes burned with unshed tears. 

She swallowed to alleviate her dry throat, but it only created a sticky feeling.

See what happens. 

Ryu whimpered, it was her lady here to taunt her like the pitiable girl she was. 

Now you will suffer, I told you I was only trying to save you from what you were and now it'll end you. This is only the beginning of your destruction. 

The color in Ryu's face drained as panic began to settle in her chest. “You’re wrong!” was all she could think to blurt out into the dark empty. 

Another problem presented itself. 

There was not a single trace of Elsa here. 

Surrounded by so many made Ryu realize she was alone. She hated this. 

Judging by the orange and blues now peaking into the goahti it had to have been dusk, still Elsa did not come in, sweeping her off her feet…well back into her arms.

Ryu took a sharp inhale and finally had the capability to get a word out, “Erusa.” A sob wreaked havoc on her body and everything within her demanded she leave. She couldn't let them see her this way. Not when she was so vulnerable. 

The last fragment of any sense rationalized that if Ryu had to be surrounded by a scent then she'd rather be drenched in the smells of the forest. 

As if everything was a blur Ryu suddenly finds herself running blindly through the forest, hair clothes getting caught and tangled on any thickets that reached out to grab her. This was dumb, unwise, she could have been sitting comfortably waiting for Elsa to return yet she rushed forward through the ripping pain, because in a twisted ironic way it was one thing that made sense. Nothing made sense. The only thing that did was the cold hard truth that injury caused pain, it was far more easier to deal with then these emotions which nipped at her heels like Susanoo’s hounds. Things had been so much worse yet so simple with him, she focused on one thing and that was survival nothing else, she had never been afforded the opportunity.

Within a small clearing Ryu finally gave her legs a break and sank down sobbing quietly. She couldn't be with people yet every moment alone sent her careening over a cliff into a sea of emotions she had never felt without the Mikotos handing her over a shovel to bury them. 

They're a danger to you and everyone around you. Do not be so selfish, dragon! 

Her tail curled around her just to be glared at loathinghly. The very symbol of what she had been. Never had Ryu feared the heat, the flames inside always burned bright but now it felt like they were burning too brightly and would consume her starting with her crotch and stomach. 

She sat there and cried, her body too exhausted to move. No longer worried about the hooves which ran through the forest.

Rustling came from behind her, and a hand reached out tentatively. As soon as contact was made Ryu used her last reserves of energy to flinch away.

“Ryu.”

It was alarming, but only due to its familiarity, her heart thrummed in her chest. 

“Ryu.” She heard someone calling for her and she panicked. The voice was different, thankfully. 

Her thoughts were interrupted again as she heard.the crunching of Ryder's moccasins against the thin snow. In a weak attempt Ryu searched for a means of escape but the man probably hadn't ran the entire way and looked relatively in better shape than she was. 

So as a last resort as much as she hated herself for it she hissed, weakly with barely any moxy in it, she just needed to protect him from herself. When she heard him stop she hoped the deterrent was enough to either scare him away or make him fed up enough to not wish to deal with her. 

But then he spoke and it broke Ryu's heart. “It's okay Ryu. I just want to be here for you… You’re hurting.” His voice was calm.

“No!” she screamed at him. She tried her best, but it came out wet like she’d been breaking down for hours.

He paused for just a moment, took a breath, and tried again, “I don’t have to come near you? I can just be here… if that’s better.” He paused for a response, but pressed more, “I’m here for you Ryu. I don’t want to leave you.” he knelt down on the forest floor. 

“Why?” her voice sounded broken, like the small child who was terrified of dogs and amber, and well everything. It sickened her, and she squeezed her eyes shut. Hoping to delete the sound from her mind.

Ryder bit his lip, though he was grateful to now be on the grounds of garnering some earnestness from her. “Because you're my friend and I love you." He blurted out and take a deep inhale, Ryu tightened awaiting his reaction but he merely cleared his throat and fixed his cap. "I promise I'm not going anywhere until you're okay.” He could squint enough in the darkness to see she hadn't moved from her spot by a tree instead pressing against it. "Please tell me you'll be okay.” He was so sincere that Ryu was only able to nod her head. 

Inching closer he braved the proximity even when Ryu yowled a high pitch growl at the movement. Normally a hug or gentle touch would have sufficed but for his own safety and Ryu's sanity she was grateful he had the intuition to not depend on physical affection. “Are you hungry?" 

“No,” was her immediate response. There was a sound of unbridled fear escaping from that single word, so he just nodded and sat there unable to help her. Ryu knew if she was in his position she would have gone mad being unable to fix things. Though she never reached back out she was so touched how he waited patiently for her to maybe come to him when she was ready though she knew in this state that time wouldn't come soon. 

He was a good man, far too good for her. He deserved to be at home near a warm fire, eating and drinking with his sister and his friends snuggled up with Emil. 

After a few minutes of gathering up the nerves Ryu finally asked. “Why?" 

They both didn't know the answer no matter what it was applied to. 

He shook his head, heart full of grief for his friend. “I'm not sure." After a while Ryu can finally face him with her tear streaked face, she doesn't believe the pain had resolved she may have just gotten used to it. Less intense but still present. 

"This is really dumb." 

“It's not." His firm yet non judgemental tone surprised Ryu who had never known the man to be anything except pliable.

“But that's the thing Rye, if it isn't and it is serious then that means Lady Mikoto was right." 

“Who's that?" Ryu smiled bitterly at the question as a few more tears escaped. 

All Ryder did was just listen and it was nice, he offered no advice, no fix its, just ears. 

“She sounds like a horrible person!” His shock at someone like that existing was charming, yet alarming for Ryu who reminded herself to pay more attention and protect him better in the future when she was able…

If I'm ever able. 

Sitting back Ryu wiped away her heavy eyes suddenly exhausted. “I look like shit." 

He giggled looking her up and down. “No more than usual." They grinned at each other, one appreciating the other's willingness to be vulnerable and the other for their honesty. 

“Ryder! Ryu!" From just beyond the shrubs they could hear Honeymaren’s calls. 

Ryu's heart skipped when Ryder looked to her for permission to invite the other woman into her space rewarded with a nod. 

“Over here Maren!" 

Breaking in sight she rushed over sensing the tension in the air and kept her distance kneeling besides Ryder. She clearly caught a whiff of Ryu and was taken aback by the smell clearing her throat. 

"Ryu what happened?” She now asked, taking in the sight of her, with a voice laced with such concern and care. 

“I'm not really feeling like myself but Ryder helped…alot, I'm okay now.” the man stiffened not expecting Ryu to relinquish all the credit to him. His sister bestowed him with an impressed stare. 

“Should we find Elsa?" Ryu shook her head. 

"You guys can head back if Elsa is there– just point her in the right direction. I'm tired and need to sleep…alone.” They hesitated but Ryder pulled his sister to stand gesturing for them to leave Ryu be. 

They could tell by her expression she didn't like it but would respect her wishes. "Well okay if you need anything or get into any trouble you know where we are.” 

Ryu nodded, slumping against the tree. “Past the frog on the log, three steps outta moonlight and zip around the tree which has a growth on it that looks like a penis got it.” She gave a dry smile as if sarcasm was an appropriate coping mechanism. 

Honeymaren rolled her eyes. “Yep that's the place Northuldra it's called, if we don't hear from you or Elsa by morning I'll send Misty after you." The threat was meant as a joke but they all knew how serious it was if Honeymaren decided to act on it. 

And so she was alone again. 

The world suddenly grew from the quaint and comfortable size to a giant leviathan that would prey upon Ryu's weaknesses at any given chance. 

 “Kuso!” Ryu cursed at another wave of heat, now without any eyes watching she could pant and whimper as much as she pleased. Her heightened senses should have been an advantage, hearing, smelling, seeing, every single small sound, scent, and movement, yet it was all so overwhelming, too much stimulus at once frazzling her thoughts. Her breaths were shallow and rapid as her body tried to wrap around itself. Glancing upward sensing another presence, her soul nearly left her body at what awaited her. 

“ Ah! Yoi hyōga!" She breathed after sinking further to the ground cowering away. 

The eerie sight of the strong horse staring her down with his ethereal glowing eyes wasn't the worst thing in the world she could have encountered but…

Risking another glance he was more of the same, strong, sure and silent. Even worse it seemed Elsa wasn't with him. 

This shot down the last bit of nervous resolve Ryu had within, sending a singular devastating crack along the damn behind her eyes. Sobbing Ryu hid her smudged face in her arms. She hated looking so pathetic in front of Nokk having always envied his resolve and dauntless strength.

Insecure, small, helpless, needlessly emotional.

God, even if she was with him, did Ryu truly want Elsa to see her like this? Crying curled up like a child who didn't know what they wanted. 

I want Elsa. 

A cold wet touch to the top of her hair quieted the hiccuping pants Ryu took trying to supply her overworked lungs with air. 

Blinking away the blurry vision Ryu slowly raised her head to spot Nokk looking to the left upward. 

Wiping her snotty face away on her arm Ryu hadn't the chance to react before she was scooped between giant fingers.

It had to have been incredibly difficult to mind their strength while dealing with the squirming dragon who nearly leapt from their hold thrice but the earth spirit still managed to remain firm yet gentle until Ryu was safely cradled in one palm as the other hovered above her to keep her still. She heard Nokk from below neigh loudly. 

Her breathing finally slowed and caught up to her situation, she was fine. There was no danger. If anything it was far below her. 

A blaze of light shines next to her. She managed a lopsided grin at Bruni who chirped at her. 

She did wish however she knew where they were going.  


“There, that should do it." Elsa said adding the…fourth to last touched on her little project/gift for Ryu. 

Something still wasn't Right however but she couldn't pinpoint what. Carefully she went over the details of the thick ice canopy which hung over her bed, adjusting the sides to be completely enclosed around the many pillows and quilts she made specifically for this, never having been one to overindulge with cushions and blankets. 

She wanted it to be perfect, and was determined for it to be nothing less. A gust of wind blustering through the window nearly knocked Elsa off balance, it came upon her suddenly and heavily, like a strong wave whipping her hair and clothes up in a frenzy.

“Hey Gale!" She chuckled, shielding her face from the gust. “What do you think?" She asked but the spirit didn't really seem to care about the alterations whirling around the room wildly settling near the window. 

Elsa’s playful attitude dropped instantly. “What's wrong?" She asked joining the winds staring down. There stood Nokk rearing up on his legs ending in a circular prance. “I'm coming down." 

 


As they passed the threshold of the woods, Elsa realized that the part of the forest Nokk decided to navigate through was dense. So fast and urgent did he move that she lost the way and tried to use the moon as compass; but when she tried to look up, the canopy of trees was blocking her view. She’d just have to trust Nokk, and when she could find an opening in the trees and double check.

A few minutes went by, yet Nokk never slowed, Elsa was forced to raise her arm to block some of the small branches from hitting her face. 

From the way Nokk raced, easily leaping over any logs or boulders in the way left Elsa uncertain of what kind of emergency she was going to be met with. If it had anything to do with her tribe she at least had the assurance that Ryu was with them though it appeared that they weren't going to Northuldra at all. 

Please don't be Arendelle. Elsa silently prayed as he galloped along a canyon leading to an area the Earth spirits usually frequented. 

Slowing down allowed Elsa to observe her giant friends seated in a circle around a lake which was fed by a series of weak waterfalls. 

They grumbled at her, earning a small smile from the women as she dismounted Nokk. 

Elsa was equally surprised to spot Bruni standing sentry on a large stone toe. Spotting her he jumped down, zipping to her shoulder. 

“Hey big guy, what's going on hmm?" His tail pointed towards the giant who sat furthest from the front lines. Elsa followed until she could see what the Giant was safeguarding beside his thigh. 

There in the water sat Ryu leaning her head against his leg, eyes closed. 

“Ryu?" Elsa instantly began scanning for injuries but saw none. Her heart immediately dropped into her core at the sight, and her breathing increased. The blood rushed into her ears, and she could hardly think. 

Instantly Ryu's eyes opened, adjusting to the sight of her, and instead of the elated Elsa had been expecting, her dragon's eyes were full of pain. Without hesitation Elsa wadded through the water towards Ryu who remained still. 

Hand outstretched. “Ryu what's-" Elsa swallowed thickly, blinking rapidly.

The smell was intoxicating and stronger than she remembered it being a few hours ago. Then she heard Ryu inhale her own scent, and it ignited her insides into a roiling flame.

Slowing her approach, Elsa closed in, pulse pounding, till they were finally near each other. Her mouth was dry, her chest ragged, her entire body was quivering.

Her magic wisped out lazily, dragging through the air caressing Ryu, she looked relieved slightly at the cold touch as it rubbed across her cheeks and shoulders. 

It was when Elsa tried to reign in herself did she realized the choice she had. She could either compose herself physically or control her magic but right now she could not afford both which was worrying. 

What's happening to me? Elsa thought, trying to make sense of it all.

“What's wrong Gecko?" 

“My body is decaying." Was the miserable response she received, the ridiculousness of it made her chuckle. 

“What?" 

“Can't you tell, I look like a mess." 

“Darling, you look beautiful. Albeit a bit wet." Though Ryu didn't believe her, Elsa wouldn't begrudge her this; she did appear to be having a tough time. 

Unconsciously, Elsa stepped forward and touched her shoulder, and Ryu had to actively fight the impulse to pull away, allowing herself to be dragged upward.

Elsa hugged her as the younger girl snuggled against her body. Elsa closed her eyes, her throat so tight that she didn't even try to swallow. I don't know what this is. I've never felt it, but I've read about it many, many times. Now, she swallowed, throat groaning in dry protest. Was this the intense love she found in stories, it was nothing like the normal love she and Ryu shared. Was it even possible to fall in love again? Were they even in love prior or was it a mistaken infatuation. 

God Elsa hoped not, that'd be a silly thing to get wrong. 

Magic suddenly burst out and befell around them; Elsa felt her breath catch in her throat as Ryu’s intense heat grazed her skin, but rather than pull away, she leaned into the touch, bringing her mouth close to Ryu's ear.

“I'll cool you off." She promised, kissing the side of Ryu's head. Unbeknownst to Elsa everything was making Ryu want to burst into tears. The pain, the intimacy, the vulnerability that she’s allowed Elsa to witness. It was all too much.

She took Elsa in the embrace of her gaze again, batting tears away with her long eye-lashes. "Do you promise to not leave me again?" 

Elsa could only droop her head to get a good look at Ryu, the worry and consternation smothered across her features. This demeanour it reminded her of how Ryu would become after they made love, the urgency and need… Elsa tightened her grip taking one more smell of her while nodding. 

Even if she wanted to, Elsa felt like she didn't have much of a choice. 

Besides she ignored it for this long but now it was clear, they needed external help to figure out what was actually wrong with Ryu. 

What if she was actually sick? And here I am sniffing her hair like some kind of pervert. 

The internal berating was enough for Elsa to try to pull away just to have Ryu's nails dig into her biceps. 

She must have spoken her intentions out loud because Ryu mumbled into her collar. 

“I beg your pardon?" Elsa asked sheepishly. Ryu pulled away only a fraction to be heard. 

“I said it's my dragon emotions. I let them get the better of me. I'm not sick. Just weak willed.” She was sorrowful at the admission and so ashamed. 

Elsa paused cradling the back of Ryu's head until she shifted them so as to carry her bridal style out of the water and towards Nokk. “Said who?" Ryu groaned.

“Lady Mikoto." 

“Ah that explains it." Elsa said placing Ryu upon Nokk's frozen back, she sighed at the cold and hugged his neck which he allowed, just this once. “And what have I said about anything regarding what that devil-woman says?" 

“Mmm it's bullshit." Elsa mounted behind her taking the reins and raising her brows. Well she didn't quite say that but she could agree with the sentiment. 

“Thank you." She stated to the earth spirits gifting them snow hats, not sticking around long enough to hear them bicker about who received which hat. 

She needed to get Ryu home and get to the bottom of this. 


Elsa bent forward and took Ryu's lips with her own for the uncountable-time that night. 

As she kissed her through the door the small mewls, hmms and sighs of satisfaction that escaped Ryu's throat stirred her insides like a sick concoction of emotions and desires which would soon boil over if she didn't control herself. 

 But as much as she tried to enjoy the kiss, her mind focused on the residual that rested upon her inner eyes and produced worries and anxieties that this wasn't the solution, just merely a distraction to keep her from doing what she set out to do. 

Ryu expertly pulled her to the couch falling onto her back willingly with her arms locked around Elsa’s neck. 

Something was definitely up. The dragoness never went on her back so eagerly, even with Elsa's tongue down her throat and fingers squeezing her thighs. 

Elsa tried to protest but it only came out in a moan suffocated by Ryu's mouth. 

“Ryu–" she tried to enunciate but it all just came out in a jumbled mess, “We have to stop-" like a hypocrite Elsa began kissing and nipping down her jawline to her throat. 

“How come?” Ryu sighed in absolute bliss, craning her head up to allow Elsa all of the skin her neck had to offer. Her sweet purrs tickled Elsa’s lips. 

Elsa wanted to kick herself. They hadn't shared any intimacy recently and now she had to be the responsible one when Ryu was behaving so sweetly, allowing Elsa free range of her body, when she looked so sweet, her cheeks flushed, clothes hanging off, eyes dilated, and when she smelt even sweeter than all of this put together. 

It would be so easy to just ignore the world, pin her down and– Elsa's hand finished the thought tracing over the sash which held Ryu's pants to her waist.

And if she is sick and gets worse. 

Elsa growled against her clavicle, gripping the sash in a white knuckle grip yanking it once in frustration.

It was when the dragon's hips began to stutter to life that Elsa pulled away with so much force it sent her over the edge of the couch and gracelessly into the floor. 

“I have to write Bulda." 

She stood up not risking it and rushed over to the cabinets procuring a pen and paper scribbling down letters she could barely count as legible. Feeling a tingling going down her spine she dared a sparing glance towards the couch instantly wishing she didn't. 

Resting on the back of the couch was Ryu's face. Ears pulled back, eyes wet and wide, and mouth drawn into an awful pout that would surely be the death of any who dared defy it. 

Elsa steeled herself and bit her lip harshly finishing up the letter and taking it to the window. 

“Gale! Please take this to Bulda and ask her to write back…” she looked over her shoulder to find Ryu in the same position except her eyes had gone wider somehow looking so much more pitiful than before. “Quickly." 

When she closed the window something didn't feel right, turning around had Elsa bolting towards the couch. 

“Hey! Gecko, no, no, no, no!" She chanted while sitting down and pulling Ryu's hands from her pants. She whined loudly in protest, resisting weakly when Elsa pinned her wrists beside her head. 

“Erusa please, I'm gonna die!” It was so dramatic but Ryu's distress truly did break Elsa's heart. It would have been more alarming if Ryu's voice wasn’t also laced with so much arousal. As she squirmed in Elsa's hold. 

Those sounds could only be associated with words like pain, desire, and need. And it made Elsa’s chest feel like it was going to implode with emotion as the sound invoked primal things inside her she hadn't known existed. She felt relief, sadness, and concern, but the guilt is what was eating her alive. How could she let this happen to Ryu? There was a new part inside of her that broke. It was this sensation of responsibility and protectiveness that she had failed to provide.

Ryu's eyes elicit pity of some sort, followed by a needy whine causing Elsa's entire lower body to clench. Oh dear. Both their pants were ruined at this point and Elsa was so close to giving in. She wanted to so badly that her bones ached. Nobody really explained to her how feral it would feel to have a lover, but knowing who’s pressed against her gave her a bit more understanding, no one also ever dated a dragon as far as she was concerned. But she couldn't. As she opened her eyes, she realized why she couldn't do this, it would be far too selfish and she'd never forgive herself if something happened to Ryu because of it. 

Maybe a distraction would do them both some good. “Hey come with me I have something to show you." Ryu grunted uninterested in it, laying there with one of her now released arms draped across her eyes. Probably waiting for Elsa to leave so she could touch herself. 

“Come onnn I think you'll like it." With some prompting she helped Ryu to her feet and up the stairs braving the occasional hedonistic sniff. 


Elsa was wrong, Ryu didn't like the new nest. 

She loved it. Releasing a happy squeak and diving in so quickly she moved as a blur. Elsa stood there with clear whiplash. Finally recovered and hearing a bunch of rustling she peaked in seeing Ryu rearrange the pillows and blankets to her liking rolling in them then doing so again. 

Elsa grinned, feeling as if she finally had done something right for her girlfriend in the past month. 

She stopped herself from crawling in deducing it probably wasn't a good idea to be trapped in such an intimate space when she could barely stay sane from just smelling Ryu let alone cuddling and touching her in their bed. 

“Well that should keep you occupied–" she glanced at the clock. “For about ten minutes knowing you." 

Luckily it kept her occupied for much longer until after about thirty minutes Elsa, seated upon an armchair in her office restlessly reading the most unsexy book she could find (her family's history ledger) after she heard the rustling stop and light snores followed by whimpers begin. 

Blowing out a puff of air her leg bouncing continued, the apprehensive knot tied in her stomach kept away fatigue from being up past her bedtime, the ticks of the clock slowly began seeping into her eardrums until it was all she could hear over the rushing of blood in her ears. 

It has been three hours when Gale busted open the window dropping a small letter tied with ply string in her lap. The wind spirit wrapped Elsa’s hair up after she was thanked and blew through Ryu's nest perhaps checking on her then hastily fleeing out the window. 

Elsa’s fingers quivered as they unwrapped the letter careful to not tear or crinkle. Never had she read anything so quickly in her life. Her eyes moved rapidly from word to word forcing her brain to work in connecting them into sentences. 

Her exhale was relieved, saddened, ecstatic, wondrous…her head dipped and rested against the back of the chair clutching the paper which was her saving grace replacing every doubt and apprehension from the last two weeks with glee. 


“Ryu?" She called softly entering her room. “Ryu?" For a terrifying moment with the knowledge she had she feared that Ryu had left into the forest until she heard the most familiar and gut-wrenching sound as a yowl and a hiss were thrown her way from the darkness of the nest. 

All Elsa can manage is a smile as she closed the door behind her, not at all intimidated, not when she had received the news she had just gotten.

Ryu's head poked out draped in a blanket, her eyes instantly softened at the sight of Elsa. “Oh it's you." She droned calmly and unfurled herself from her blanket cocoon and emerged from the bed halfway very slowly.

"it's me.” Elsa confirmed, she sighed dreamily staring down at the dragon who squinted suspiciously at her. Ryu curiously sniffed the air smelling rock and moss. 

“So what's the verdict, how long do I have to live?" 

“Quite a while I'm afraid. Here." Handing her the letter Ryu retreated back in the nest for two minutes before a hand reached out holding it as if it was a dead rodent found in the kitchen. 

“Nope!" 

Elsa rolled her eyes, taking the papers and tossing them through the entrance of Ryu's nest, they were immediately spat back out. 

“Gecko I think you should it-” 

"Why? I'm not dying so all is good.” 

"Because it is important information about your body and will help you prepare for the next time.” 

Ryu was horrified and shot out wide eyed. "Next time?” her voice trembled, thoroughly alarmed. 

"You'd know if you read it.” Elsa riposted sitting on the edge of the bed. 

“You read it." 

“I did, but I must insist that you do as well." Sighing her hand felt around the bed that wasn't covered by the canopy for the papers. 

Looking down Elsa swept them towards her which clutched causing the woman to flinch at how roughly she crinkled them. 

No longer requiring caution after some time Elsa lifted a flap. “May I come in?" Ryu sat on her knees looking down at the papers and nodded. 

A snowflake of light followed Elsa inside, she made herself comfortable and satisfied with how cozy this little project turned out to be. “Do you like your nest?" 

Confusion overcame her when she noticed how dejected Ryu appeared. She nodded her head without opening her lids. The slow, unmistakable march of a sad, melancholy frown pulled its way across Ryu's lips, one so garish that it frightened Elsa to a degree. 

“Gecko what's wrong?" 

"This is weird…and gross.” Ryu whispered, unable to control the edge of whimper which tightened around each vowel.

Elsa could see what was going on written as plainly on Ryu's face as the words were in Bulda’s very cheerful letter. 

For some reason she felt a great shame. Like her body was weak and betraying her. All her thoughts had been probably feeling like they were being screamed out loud into the ether just to ricochet back tenfold. 

While Elsa felt pride and a warmth which overtook her at the idea of Ryu's body being in state of health and wellness that it returned to its natural cycle in life, with her instincts which were so beautiful she had to remember even witnessing it herself Ryu was raised to feel guilty for what she was. 

 Elsa certainly couldn't have any of that going on. Crawling towards her she ran her hand along Ryu's back debating on how she should have approached this. 

The overtly sappy yet truthful method would probably have Ryu retracting into her shell so perhaps… 

Springing into action Elsa leapt from the bed and pulled back the canopy so Ryu could see her stand at the side of the bed as an afterthought she grabbed Sir Jorgenbjorgen and turned him facing the window whispering. “Trust me you don't want to see this." 

Retuning and taking a deep breath she placed her hands akimbo, face set with a serious determination. Having all of Ryu's attention Elsa began to lightly march in place while gently bobbing her head up and down in rhythm. 

And despite Ryu's blown out pupils at the display having to run a hand over face roughly to keep from probably bursting into tears laughing Elsa kept on her dance. 

Eventually Ryu stood up trying to fight the large grin down to manageable level and began matching Elsa’s movements humming a little tune to help them along.

The moment was sweet, ridiculous, yet also very charged. 

“Erusa?” Ryu breathed after a small while. 

“Mhm." Elsa answered, unable to tear her gaze away from Ryu's. 

She sounded so defeated, so resigned, yet also very content with her fate. 

“I think I'm twitterpainted." 

Something struck in Elsa's features and she looked down at Ryu's mouth. It took all but a few seconds for Elsa to yank the dragon against her body and press their lips together. 

A small sound of shock is what came first before a low moan of pleasure. It vibrated against Elsa's mouth, and she could feel it reverberate through her chest.  

Elsa’s body stilled as if she couldn't believe this was finally happening, after weeks of being denied all because Ryu's own body was prepping intricately for this moment, her body preparing so miraculously by not allowing a single soul to touch her, all for Elsa, as frustrating as it was she couldn't help but feel honored. 

Her hand moved to the nape of Ryu's neck to keep her in place, still not believing this wasn't a dream. But how could it be, there was never one accurate enough to depict the true sensation of their lips against each other's, dreams lacked the steady magnetic pull that happened Everytime Elsa tried to retrieve oxygen Ryu would chase after her and vice versa. 

Ryu felt as if she had deprived herself of sugar for years and just swallowed an entire pallet of the sweet powder, but she was quite sure Elsa’s lips had to have been sweeter. So plump and soft pressing against her own, well practiced in kissing her she still felt like a novice and allowed Elsa free reign to capture her lip between her own followed by her tongue wonderfully cold teasing between her lips coaxing her to open. Elsa was fully aware she could have just forced her way but must have wanted to savor this though Ryu could still feel her hunger surge beneath the surface like her magic. 

Ryu could finally relax under Elsa’s care no longer stressed or worried, the maelstrom of emotions slipped away leaving behind tingles of joy and lust and love. Because of Elsa she didn't have to think, she didn't have to question what was wrong with her cause evidently there wasn't anything wrong, evidently Elsa had been so good to her that Ryu could finally say she was healthy. 

Her Elsa, so beautiful, kind, with a healing touch, so strong…Elsa who apparently was strong enough to lift Ryu up against her, not satisfied with how close they weren't taking the hint, Ryu wrapped her legs around her waist as that tongue, so skilled and patient, licked along Ryu's fangs and entwined sensually with her own tongue, drawing her into a deeper, more purposeful entanglement of their mouths. 

Her saliva mixed with Elsa's much colder one overpowering Ryu's, until the dragon almost felt as though she was drowning in the soothing balm Elsa created for her, and she had to swallow, reflexively drinking their joined spit down as it pooled in her mouth, somehow feeling it cool down the furnace that resided in her belly. 

Ryu released the deepest groan she ever mustered from the relief. 

Elsa allowed her own pleased hum to resound while she walked them back to the makeshift nest, relishing how Ryu did not fight her when she was placed on her back. 

But now that Ryu's mind was caught back up to the present moment and time no longer stood still, she began to grind her center against Elsa once more. This time she moaned into Elsa’s mouth, and the woman nearly collapsed as her knees buckled from the sensation. This only reinstated Ryu's vigor.

“What do you need min kjæreste?” 

Elsa only stopped briefly to whisper those fervent words of encouragement to her lover, then resumed kissing her.

“Anything you're willing to give me." Hearing Ryu's mumbles Elsa pulled back and stared her down, panting. 

“So everything?" She sounded so hopeful, eyes glinting vibrantly. "You'll take everything I give you?" 

Ryu nodded eagerly, knowing this was a winning deal, how could she ever regret anything like this. Perked up by this Elsa began the task of removing Ryu's clothes. 

“Good! But before we can begin I need to prepare you." 

Prep! Ryu gulped but remained steadfast her mind felt like such a blushing virgin comparatively to her body which wanted release in any form Elsa would give. 

Elsa could finally smell the arousal from Ryu's cleft feeling like a total fool for ever doubting that it couldn't get anymore alluring the previous times she had the pleasure of using her mouth with her dragon. It made her mouth water, from how tantalizing she found it to be. It was calling to her, begging her to partake in its sweet honeyed sinful taste. 

Ryu's body trembled on the bed as Elsa lowered herself between her thighs. As much as Elsa enjoyed teasing, circumstances would have it that she couldn't wait any longer as she all but placed her face right against Ryu's slit, drawing out pants and trills of arousal from her. 

She was amazed at the amount of moisture she found already collecting at the entrance. 

And I've barely even touched her yet… 

Pulling back and not wanting this to end quickly Elsa placed her lips upon Ryu's inner right thigh nipping at the soft scales and skin there as she made her way up to her center. 

Her patience would be rewarded wholly and to the best of Elsa's ability. She nudged closer with her lips as she hovered them and danced them delicately and deliberately over the wet flesh, ignoring the hand which pushed at the top of her head with a smirk. 

It convinced the writhing Ryu that Elsa wanted her to die! Just not cum layover and die, cause that's what would happen if she continued not moving quick enough.

She's going to kill me. I knew it. Just cause she's tired of buying rice and ginger! 

Ryu mewled as her need began to grow and Elsa planted kisses over the hot flesh pooling some magic into the touch to cool the tepid skin. 

When Elsa laved the flat of tongue over the slit it drew out another nerdy whine from Ryu like nothing Elsa had ever heard before. If she had known what was going on she'd have given her dragon pleasure hours ago fulfilling every need. Nevertheless she knew now and was determined to do just that even if it was the last thing she did. 

 Suddenly abandoning being gentle Elsa sucked Ryu's labia into her mouth, suckling fervently. 

“Ah!” the cry was loud and high pitched as Ryu raised her back off the bed or she would have had Elsa's hand not been pinning her stomach. 

It was when Ryu's finger interlocked in Elsa's hair that spurred on the woman's confidence. 

Deciding to end the torture Elsa was kind enough to bid Ryu more movement letting her hips rock against her tongue. The pressure combined with the languid tongue, was pure bliss. In addition to the feeling of control Ryu rarely had but loved – but also secretly lived for giving to Elsa – made the experience much more powerful.

“Oh Kuso!” Ryu's hips didnt stop which made it difficult for Elsa to suck on her lips as she wanted. She'd let Ryu enjoy this whole, Elsa also couldn't deny how mesmerizing and ego boosting it was to hear Ryu cry out her name like a prayer along with a plethora of other Japanese phrases she wasn't in the right mind to translate. 

Carefully Elsa watched with blazing eyes at Ryu's reactions, carefully calculating the right time to strike. 

It finally was on the brink of becoming too much as she could feel the pulsing pleasure echo through her walls as her claws dug into Elsa’s shoulder and tail wrapped tightly around her arm. 

Elsa grinned almost wickedly. 

Perfect. 

In time she managed to flip Ryu over hearing a bunch of whines and growls from Ryu's throat. The dragon couldn't quite articulate her wants –poor thing– went nearly silent when she felt Elsa's tongue on her again, this time not just swiping in and along her slit but sliding much further upward than what was usual. 

“E-Erusa.” Ryu managed to pant out. 

“Shh, stay still,” Elsa mumbled, her arms wrapping around her to hold her tight to her cold and sucking mouth. 

Ryu whimpered, trying to do as she asked even as she squirmed when Elsa’s tongue returned to this strange spot that wasn't new for them but definitely new for Elsa’s tongue, licking her long and slow, rubbing gently against her tight opening.

Ryu growled and for some reason wished to nip at the woman mixed in with the pleasure she felt from the new sensations. 

She gasped in surprise when Elsa bit her writhing buttocks lightly. Not hard enough to leave a mark, just admonishing enough that Ryu knew Elsa would only stop if she truly wanted her to. 

“I said hold still,” Elsa calmly stated again, her words strangled with her own arousal but still the words of a queen, not to be disobeyed.

So Ryu obliged, accepting this new form of pleasure even though she was pretty sure it wasn't normal human practice to lick there was it? 

Oh

Elsa said this was preparatory. Why would her ass need prepping? 

Ryu tried not to think about it too much, for all she knew Elsa was just indulging in her weird hobby and fixation of her ass. 

Elsa’s tongue worked its way along from Ryu's slit to taste her juices on her tongue making a defiant return against her ass, tightening the hold she had her in to either hold her still or quell her own desires. 

So still pining for the orgasm that was denied of her earlier Ryu took a deep inhale and calmed, though her body sure felt cheated as it pulsed with her need for orgasm, all while Elsa licked her there between her spread cheeks, her tongue shamelessly massaging this new and unexplored hole.

Her purrs returned bringing a long other new sensations which melded with the unusual nature of her and Elsa's physical relationship. 

Her pelvis wanted to clench and churn as her climax began building momentum again against the methodical and loving care of Elsa’s ever exploring tongue. 

“You're doing so well Ryu, relaxing for me, I love it when you let go like this, soon you'll be ready to take everything I plan to give you and enjoy it." 

Ryu's breath caught in her chest hearing Elsa speak. It wasn't so much the words as they were not entirely explicit but the way Elsa’s husky voice turned to smoke with such a sweet lilt to it still made Ryu's hips twitch forward. 

Elsa’s devouring mouth did not seem pleased with the movement pulling away her prize affording Ryu another sharp nip. 

The harsh treatment was followed by Elsa dipping within her now relaxed hole pleasuring Ryu in a way she knew to be possible when she withdrew leaving a wet kiss on her cheek. 

It was so odd how whatever part of her Elsa touched she always felt like Elsa treasured it, loved every bit of her. 

The slow treatment was thrown away in favor of Elsa's tongue entering her slit and massaging against her walls fiercely. 

Now if she stopped Ryu from climaxing this time she was certain the woman had a mean streak and got off on humiliation. 

And just like that she had Ryu moaning and writhing against her mouth again she held back as much as she could until her eyes shut tight, fists clenched the sheets and her muscles began contracting against Elsa in a way she knew she loved to feel.

“Erusa! Fu-" burying her face in pillows muffled Ryu's cries as she bit them with full pressure. They were still loud enough to be heard past the barrier erotically loud and overwhelmed. 

Elsa loved every sound and new sensation that Ryu was willing to give her. She never thought a moment akin to this one was possible. 

“How are you feeling Gecko? Any better?" Elsa asked, still somehow fully dressed. 

Which made zero sense to Ryu. 

“And we have to deal with this for the entire eight days?" She asked, voice cracking, huffing and heaving as she experienced the menagerie of sensations promoted by Elsa who shrugged by her side. 

“More or less. Alright I'll be right back. I have to go get a book for this next part.” 

Ryu's fearful wide eyes shot towards Elsa whether they were her absence or she was thinking the only thing someone like Ryu would think in this situation Elsa assuaged both her worries. 

“No the book is not going inside of you and yes I will be right back." 

Too tired to protest, Ryu fell back down onto the bed. Shockingly her body was not satiated entirely. She definitely wasn't on fire like before but the heat still crawled through her body like molten lava. 

She even felt those awful emotions that made her want to cry whenever Elsa wasn't near. 

She looked to the back of Sir Jorgenbjorgen’s head with a loud huff. “Shō o tanoshinde itadakereba saiwaidesu, hentai-me." 

Notes:

knickerbockers - basically shorts

Yoi hyōga goodness glaciers in Japanese

Shō o tanoshinde itadakereba saiwaidesu, hentai-me- I hope you enjoyed the show you pervert

Let me know if you wish to know what Bulda's letter said it has a bit of an explanation

Chapter 49

Notes:

So very explicit chapter. Lovey dovey, kissy wissy, sexy smexy. Leave thoughts, likes, dislikes.

Bulda's letter will be in the next chapter. I promise didn't flow here.

Warning: somophila

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Her hunger had gotten the better of her. 

Ryu swore she wouldn't take too much, but the temptation was far too merciless to the young dragon who didn't know when she'd eat again. 

She had left Susanoo far behind in Osaka with very little tracks to follow. 

But still she could just tell. If not Susanoo then who? Who would catch her in the act of gluttony? 

The bears? 

No. As annoying and especially aggressive as they were, with it being cub season and all, Ryu could easily just take flight and make a quick getaway as long as she remained ever vigilant. 

Perhaps the humans which hunted and foraged in this forest?

She shook the thought away. 

Even with their surprisingly well adapted senses and prowess she could spot them miles before they spotted her. 

Ryu sniggered to herself thinking of the quaint kominkas she stole helpless chickens and other domesticated animals from right under the farmers’ noses. 

Vibrations traveled through the mud from behind and were picked up by the thick padding on the undersides of the dragon's paws. She pulled her head out of the carcass, her face and neck stained with faintly brown stale blood, and turned her gaze.

A rival approached. 

Rage burned inside of the dragon, the instinct to run away was chased off by the more antagonistic urge to stand her ground and defend her meal. 

It was a familiar feeling, the need to twist her muzzle into an ugly snarl, wrinkling her snout, displaying red fangs. It was an old habit that had been beaten out the moment it reared itself with the Mikotos. 

Posturing over the deer Ryu hissed viciously. 

There were no paddles here, no reprimanding words, the only consequence was now on its hind legs roaring back in an attempt to contest the body.

Ryu answered back, readying to fight this battle. It was pointless, yes, but she had more than enough of others making her back down. Even with a full belly, it had been a while since she could ever call herself satisfied to this degree and it was a feeling she did not want to lose so soon. 

“You're never satisfied are you? Even with the world at our fingertips you couldn't just obey and wait.” 

This couldn't have been right. Ryu was no longer an adolescent. Her fluff was gone, her ribs no longer showing, her gray scales decorated in hues of pink. Her mane had reached her shoulder blades…

Susanoo was here. In front of her. 

That… isn't right. 

The clenching in her lower belly created a wince on her face. Suddenly she knelt down clutching the black grass, unable to look up at the bloodied sky. 

A warm hand clutched her chin, not lifting. 

That wasn't right. 

It was too warm. Instead of calming the burning sensations inside her which nauseated Ryu's stomach, the heat radiating off of Susanoo stoked the flames. 

He leaned in closer forcing Ryu to look into the shadow covering his face. 

His heat would surely consume her. 

But…but Susanoo had never encountered Ryu while in this condition. 

This isn't right!

“I see mother was right. You are nothing but an animal. A slave to your…instincts.” He might as well have spit out the words with how disgusted he sounded at the prospect. 

Don't touch her. 

"No matter what she says you will always be my curse, my birthright, my monster to destroy.” 

Get away from-


“Her!” Elsa sat up, chest laboriously working to fuel her rapid heart beats. Her arms stretched out to the left and right clutching fabrics in the darkness. She didn't know what she was desperately clinging to, groggy and pupils wide in the darkness, blind, until she felt her. 

“I'm a her not a…other thing.” Ryu, exhausted, and still sleeping, replied to Elsa's shout, her legs somehow had parted and slotted Elsa's thigh between them. She gyrated too tired to wake yet too roused by her heat to stop her search for friction. 

Ryu's purrs lulled some sense of security back to the woman, but only some. Her heart still raced and her palms remained as clammy as her stomach. 

Moving closer until, lying on her side, Elsa's body molded together to Ryu's like a perfect fit. Yes this was right. It brought a smile to Elsa's face until she remembered why she awoke in the first place. 

It wasn't due to Ryu's antics, unsatisfied from Elsa changing positions, hands digging between her own legs, doing whatever it was she was doing in her sleep. 

Oh yes, it was because of that horrid dream, the memory had Elsa squeezing a small bit tighter round her dragon.

Despite how morbid the implications of it were Elsa still took inventory of what occurred. 

Intrusive thoughts forced her to wonder what would have happened if Susanoo had ever encountered Ryu while she was in estrus. Elsa doubted it'd be anything good. 

She shuddered, wanting to banish the horrible images of Ryu and Susanoo entangled together, instead grounding herself to the present.

Why waste energy thinking of that loathfull person anyways? 

He'd never have Ryu in his hateful clutches again. She was here safe, where she belonged. Happy, healthy, loved…

Elsa's fingers began tracing featherlight touches across Ryu's thigh as her nose buried into her wonderful smelling hair. She rubbed the palm of her hand up and down, pressing her fingers gently into the muscle of her thigh and the curve of her ass, kneading it. 

Ryu returned this affection with even louder purrs, rubbing her lips uncoordinated against Elsa's clavicle giving it weak nips. 

So very loved. 

Judging by the light it had to have been around three in the morning. 

Elsa hummed mind now thinking about how she serviced her dragon hours ago. 

The memories moved her to press softly against Ryu. Elsa's eyes kept coming back to Ryu's parted lips starting to slowly rock her hips. She could still hear the noises her dragon made- “Kuso…” Ryu moaned out in her sleep as Elsa's hips rocked against her.


Erusa, what is this filth you've brought me?" Elsa giggled, leaning in to nip and suckle at Ryu's neck while the dragon turned the pages of the book. In contrast to her stern very unimpressed face she couldn't hide the deep blush painting her that Elsa found to be completely adorable. 

“It's a Kama Sutra.” Elsa answered, at least now she could blame the way she unabashedly rubbed herself against Ryu, completely enamored, on the hormones the dragon was perfuming in the air. 

Ryu waited for some elaboration. “It was written a long time ago and acknowledges the Hindu concept of purusharthas, and lists desire, sexuality, and emotional fulfillment as one of the proper goals of life. There are many different types and translations however…” 

Turning the page Ryu choked up at the painted image of two people engaged in acts of flexibility she didn't think possible. “I didn't know humans could do that!" She squeaked, unable to focus on one thing too long, with Elsa’s very distracting hands caressing and teasing her, never staying in one place. It was almost too much. 

Elsa kept her focus on skimming her fingers gently across Ryu's scaled thighs and stomach or she too would have balked at the scandalous book. She already read half of it since it came to her possession. At first it appeared to be just merely a book of sexual indulgences but further inspecting it proved to be a great tool in helping one connect with themselves or a partner through spiritual and sensuality. 

Ryu began squirming uncomfortably in Elsa's hold, a hand grasped her chin and forced it to look down at the book after which it trailed and massaged her breast. Elsa’s cold whisper tickled her ear, creating goosebumps which spread across her flesh. 

“Whatever you read I'll do to you-" 

 "Hitsuyou da." Ryu whimpered, earning a chastising pinch to her nipple. The desperation had sent a shiver down Elsa's spine, fueling that addiction of being needed and providing. 

“but-” Elsa warned in a serious tone that left no room for negotiations. "The moment you stop reading to me is when I stop.” Oh so that was the game Elsa wanted to play. 

Ryu whimpered again, ignoring the desire to rise to the challenge, she truly felt like a slave to her instincts instead burying her fingers into her sodden slit, she gasped at the momentary relief but it was short lived. 

Elsa gripping her wrists returned them back to the book. “None of that, keep your sweet hands on the book, read to me.”  

Nodding shakily, Ryu began. She figured it was best to begin with something simple. Something that could get Elsa inside her quickly to quench the throbbing pulse which followed her intense heartbeat. 

She hated the way her voice quivered when she spoke, clearing her throat. It was at that moment Elsa cupped her cheek turning her face to her own. Eyes softened with worry. “You don't have to do this Gecko if you don't want to.” Appreciating the concern, Ryu shook her head.  

Ryu never allowed herself to touch Elsa sexually; this was her chance to coax the woman into indulging in her own fantasies. One of the few opportunities that presented itself so intensely and not as often as Ryu liked. 

As she read on, voice now stronger with determination Elsa stood up and began undressing. 

Elsa's slender fingers deftly untied the white laces of her blue tunic agonizingly slow, the soft fabric rustling as it fell to the floor. The slow reveal was agonizingly tantalizing, like a whispered promise.

Letting the articles of clothing fall to the floor. It was so tempting in the best way possible.

Her body reminded Ryu of the Greek statues she had read about confirming for her that Elsa was literal art carefully crafted by nature inside and out. 

Ryu smiled warmly. "You're the most beautiful person in the world." Ryu said as she stared into Elsa's eyes, her favorite part of her. Eyes she would never be able to stop looking at. From the beautiful black of her pupils to the gorgeous iris. 

Elsa's flushed chest brought Ryu back from her trance, remembering to preserve Elsa’s modesty Ryu looked away. 

“I'll give you some privacy.” Despite everything they had been through together her respect towards Elsa made the spirit's heart soar faster than Gale through the trees. 

Stepping closer she gripped Ryu's head tilting it upward to look at her. Her hand gently swooped Ryu's hair back from her forehead allowing Elsa to bend down and kiss it as her thumb swept back and forth across Ryu's cheek. 

She was still purring when Elsa pulled away. 

She took a brave breath, building the courage to continue her work of creating the ice phallus thinking of what Ryu's body would enjoy in its current condition. 

“Are you sure?” Elsa thought over Ryu's cracked voiced question for a second before responding confidently. “Yes, this is for you." She sounded imperturbable but on the inside self consciousness screamed for her to cover up. 

 Ryu nodded and sat still…or as still as Ryu could be, with her hands on her knees clearly aroused, looking completely precious and excited yet also nervous, grin timid. She could barely keep the twitch from her scales, ears twirling in circles or her tail from swishing back and forth. 

When Elsa opened her eyes to inspect her creation it seemed like the perfect size. Her smug smile made Ryu laugh, inching forward clutching the book in one hand. "Are you ready?" She asked, breathlessly.

In response Elsa crawled up to her and kissed her deeply. She couldn't get enough of how good Ryu felt, she always felt amazing but after their prep then the bath, her estrus…

For once Elsa did not have that nagging feeling of guilt for being so selfish and indulgent twisting her stomach up. 

Ryu's smooth scales and skin, the smell of her, the softness of different textures colliding. Elsa couldn't wait to feel more, to feel everything.

This was all for her, she helped bring Ryu to this point and Ryu's body rewarded her with its pure feminine fertility. 

“Read to me my darling.” She breathed against Ryu's cheek. 

“Oh right!” Ryu gasped, pulling up the small thick book. 

Elsa hummed in contentment…besides it'd be rude to not partake in what Ryu's nature prepared- Elsa's hand squeezed the dragon's thigh relaxing entirely. 

As Ryu read Elsa followed her direction carefully and grabbed her breasts to kiss them tenderly, lavishing the skin with meticulous attention. 

It was when she suckled a nipple into her mouth a groan overtook Elsa's throat reminding herself to not bite. 

Elsa wasn't the one struggling with control however. “And feeling the connection of… – o- it.. Erusa!” Ryu hissed out. Elsa could feel Ryu's back arch upward searching for some friction against the icy phallus hanging from her pelvis. To keep them both on track she placed a hand upon Ryu's hip holding it down. Elsa would be lying to say she wasn't also chomping at the bit to have her magic back inside of Ryu, to feel that connection again.

She blinked one eye open to check on her dragon who was getting more and more restless as she read on keeping her promise that she would be good for her. 

Elsa wanted to reward her, although even if she wasn't 'good', she would still give her what she wanted, she couldn't possibly resist that face and pleading voice. Moving her hands along Ryu's leg Elsa followed the words Ryu read and lifted it above her shoulder pointing her calf straight up. 

She wasn't worried in spite of how invasive this position was for some, Ryu never struggled with flexibility, displayed by her fighting prowess, Elsa would even catch her sometimes sitting in a split around the house reading too lazy to move somewhere comfortable or sleeping. 

Sitting up and bidding Ryu's wonderful breast farwell, Elsa gripped the tip of her creation and traced it along Ryu's slit amazed how it dribbled fluid onto her.

 "You're so wet, all for me?"

"Yes. Always." Ryu sighed, she could barely keep her eyes open, book now facedown between her palm and the bed. Elsa beamed at this hugging Ryu's leg, resting her cheek against it watching her face contort from content to anxious then finally agitation. 

Ryu's head shot up glaring at Elsa's dreamy grin. 

“Move already!” Elsa giggled at her irate bark and growl. Twisting her neck, her words were spoken into Ryu's leg.

“You stopped reading.” 

Rolling her eyes Ryu fell back into the pillows and picked up the book reading what definitely wasn't on the page as hurriedly as possible. “And then Elsa fucked Ryu into the pillows with her ice dick.” 

“I'll give it to you Gecko, I just want to see you like this a little longer." Ryu whined and writhed under her touch.

Elsa sighed. “You're not going to make this easy for me are you?” 

“When have I ever?” That was true. Observing carefully, wanting to take in every single detail of her reaction, Elsa swung her hips forward though she did regret it. 

The heat was intense and the temperature contrast far too great for her to acclimate properly without some discomfort. It scorched her mind and senses.  She winced, still relieved that Ryu seemed to be enraptured and blissfully experiencing what she had been “patiently” waiting for. 


Propped up on her side, facing Ryu's back and tracing icy Japanese words into the soft scales of her bare thigh, Elsa finally caught on to what her dragon was up to and she'd stop that immediately. Her hands gripped Ryu's wrist gently pulling them from between her legs. It seemed Ryu's urges transcended the need for sleep. Her slickness brought out a deep inhale from Elsa. 

“Shh I've got you.” Elsa cooed, replacing Ryu's hands with her own and kissing her nape as she growled at being interrupted. 

A coating of frost slid down the inner thigh of Ryu's leg. The girl made a small mewl in her sleep, her hips wiggling unconsciously, probably tickled, making Elsa grin. Her fingertips changed trajectory, trailing higher up the skin until she was right below the dragon's cleft.The placement caused Ryu’s hips to rock as her tail flicked. The rapid movement under her eyelids made Elsa wonder what she was dreaming about now.

Elsa was exhausted herself but she made a promise to tend to her girlfriend and she'd keep that promise. Besides it wouldn't be so difficult, Ryu was still sleeping and wouldn't put up too much of a fuss. 

Her thighs relaxed at Elsa's fingers which brushed against her soaked slit as a purr quivered through Ryu's chest. If this was anyone else, Elsa had seen in the past, they would receive a reactive snarl and false charge as quick as lightning striking. Yet deep down even without her magic influencing it Ryu knew Elsa's touch. 

A tingle raced up Elsa's spine from the knowledge that Ryu's body even while dreaming craved her touch. 

Ryu let out a deep sigh settling down when more frost coated her feverish skin, creating a small smile across her lips. 

Finally fingers trailed up another inch and she ran one finger up along Ryu's cleft- a little bit of slick wetness gathering as she just barely parted her lips. Another sigh from the dragon. While looking for any signs of discomfort Elsa pressed her finger a little firmer, dragging back down her slit closer to her entrance. She brought another finger up and slid them between her folds. 

Elsa's adroit fingers continued her circling and stroking the length of Ryu, sometimes rubbing small circles on her labia and other times rubbing wide and firm, up and down, pressing more when she would reach her entrance and dip her fingertip inside. The dragon was starting to continuously rock her hips, even if it was with only half the vigor compared to when she was awake. 

Occasionally when Elsa teased her the way she knew Ryu hated and loved, she was rewarded by the cute little high-pitched groans in her throat. Her slick slowly dripped down Elsa's fingers as she played with her, perfuming the air with a sense of readiness she couldn't deny. 

“And here I thought I tired you out.” Elsa whispered quietly into Ryu's nape. Even during this trying time Ryu, raging full of instinct, was still the soft sweet girl Elsa fell in love with. Albeit a bit hungrier yet even more touchy and careful as if she kept in her mind that Elsa while strong and magic was still just human. 

To be deemed a creature of destruction by many Elsa felt honored to know the truth. Ryu was a creature of peace and light. 


Elsa grinned, continuing to stir the eggs while humming a tune. Ryu couldn't sneak up on her in this state. Not with her hanging cloud of aromas which she still wasn’t certain if it affected others or just herself. It certainly wasn’t something she’d want to test with anyone. 

So when Ryu clamped down gently onto Elsa’s shoulder her reaction was merely to slap the girl in the forehead with a slice of toast, it served as not just a deterrent but an effective offering. 

Taking a moment Elsa reflected on everything that led to this moment. Standing here in the kitchen, sore from rather intimate acrobatics, with a slice of bread resting on her shoulder essentially serving as a table for her girlfriend who devoured the toast. 

The results seemed so much more peaceful comparatively to the chaotic moments which dictated their fates. 

It just didn’t make sense. 

Her thoughts were interrupted as Ryu kissed her cheek and her heart thought it a good moment to begin racing like a freed stallion. Wrapping her arms around Elsa’s weight, body completely deflating from a deep exhale. It seemed for once Ryu for the first time in her life was appreciative of her shorter stature, it afforded her the perfect height to rest her face against Elsa’s shoulder.

The intense contrast to when she was tense to now was palpable for Elsa, it made her feel like the most cozy thing in the world. Other than from her family who were accustomed to her cold aura. 

A sudden hitch in Ryu’s breath and spike in temperature were the only telltale signs Elsa needed to shut off the stove, twist around lifting Ryu up, a weight she was used to and carry her over to the couch laying her down. 

A grinning blushing face was what met her eyes. Ryu giggled, pulling Elsa’s body closer. “It’s like you know me or something.” 

Elsa hummed pleased, brushing her lips against Ryu’s as she spoke in a hushed tone. “Or something.”


She slid one finger inside Ryu, licking her lips at the way the silky hot walls completely engulfed it, tasting the dragon’s smell in the air. Ryu made a surprised little inhale but just barely, adjusting and enjoying the sensation as she dozed. Smiling to herself. Elsa slowly moved her finger while closely watching the reaction. A growl echoed in the room but raised no alarm, Elsa had heard the same growl many times. She understood it. She was going to slow for the dragon's liking. 

Elsa knew Ryu and Ryu knew Elsa, when they found themselves at the precipice of understanding each other entirely there was always something else to find out, always more. Or maybe they just couldn’t get enough of each other. 

Maybe these little and big surprises weren’t surprises at all and always felt new and exciting. 

That had to be it, Elsa concluded, the evidence lay in the fact that even after a simple peck her heart sprinted into an unsteady rhythm. 

It had to have been the fact that Elsa loved Ryu inside and out, every bit of her was precious. 


It always fascinated her to see Ryu like this. It reminded her that Ryu's human body was just an extension of her and this was her true form. 

Majestic, lethal, elegant, beautiful. It didn't matter what form Ryu took, who she was, it was too bright to ever be hindered by any type of magic. Thus an idea formed in Elsa's head and her heart as she stood watching Ryu yawn displaying her white fangs. Elsa joined her on the bed, finding a little space among the nest which Ryu now took up. Her tail couldn't even fit anymore. Initially Ryu didn't react, settling back down to go into her rest mode, ears drooping and eyelids half closed. She had been fed, mated, and now was the time to rest up for the next hour. 

After a few moments of uncomfortable staring she couldn't ignore any longer the dragon opened her gorgeous eyes which dilated at the sight of Elsa. She cooed softly rubbing her chin against Elsa's shoulder. Elsa smiled, breathing in the scent, happy that she could finally smell it as strongly as she did as Ryu perfumed her in it. 

No one could deny that this house, this nest, Elsa were hers now. 

As her throat vibrated with a content trill Elsa could feel the noise shutter Ryu's throat. 

Then came the perfect time to test her experiment, at the right angle Elsa pushed her lips against Ryu's, with her eyes only half closed she could see the dragon's blow out pupils at this bizarre new venture. 

Elsa could tell though by the way the dragon's muzzle remained closed that she hadn't expected her to push her tongue in between her lips running it along her fangs. 

Elsa's brows scrunched in concentration and to make certain Ryu didn't pull away her hands rose and instead of meeting soft skin, it felt delicate scales which twitched and fluttered along her neck and head. 

This was Ryu, and Elsa wanted to learn and caress this side of her as much as the other. The large paw which when relaxed and rested on her hip, this was Ryu, the ears sagging down in tranquil content, this was Ryu. The borderline burning breath from her large nostrils, this was Ryu. 

Elsa rested her forehead against the dragon's, fingers still feeling, still curious. Her eyes opened seeing nothing but the beautiful hues which dwelt in her eyes. 

This was Ryu. 

The moment of peace was interrupted by the dragon pouncing Elsa causing her to yelp as she turned over with the woman gripped between her paws holding her close like a teddy bear grumbling. Message loud and clear, it was time to sleep. 

Elsa giggled snuggling into her large chest. They had all the time in the world to explore this but for now she'd let her sleep. 

A large tongue dragged across her the top of her head messing up her tresses. 

This is Ryu. 

“And I love you too.” 


Her hips stuttered as Elsa's finger massaged circles at her inner clit, shocks of pleasure spiking up the core of her body. Her ears pressed back against her head as her tail started to flick.

She swore breathily, mouth hanging open as the pleasure sent shockwaves through her body, resonating from her clit and inner walls. Her hips quivered and her breath came in short, sharp inhales. 

That’s it. Elsa grinned tiredly watching Ryu teeter on the edge.

Ryu's walls clamped tight around Elsa as she just barely turned onto her back, the tension in her body from her orgasm keeping Elsa locked in place deep inside her. She cried out, a high pitched mewl filling their bedroom, as her walls squeezed and released Elsa’s finger. 

It must have been the sleep blocking the caution from Ryu as she turned over and sank her fangs into Elsa's shoulder. 

Elsa kept herself from making any noise except a deep groan of discomfort body stiffening. She didn't mind by any means,  she accepted all parts of what made Ryu a dragon and sometimes those parts would force her to get up from her comfy bed to ensure she didn't bleed onto the sheets and pillows… If a few trickles of red meant she got to love Ryu then so be it. 

She made the mistake of moving too early, having Ryu growl into her shoulder in warning but it only made Elsa chortle as she stroked her hair and embraced her. 

“Oh yes I know, big scary dragon…you don't frighten me, and you never will.” 


“Ryu, are you certain?” Elsa just had to make sure she heard correctly over all the moans and panting they exchanged between them. Ryu smoothed over her bangs which plastered to her forehead looking down with a feral eyes yet a calm face, kuma sutra clenched in the other hand. 

“Hai.” she replied simply taking Elsa’s shock as an opportunity to sink back down on the ice phallus with relief felt from her shaking thighs. She could feel Elsa’s hands clutching her shoulder blades in excitement she tried to contain as much as possible. 

“I want you to finish first, before we...try that.” Elsa said firmly, jogging her hips back up to speed. Even with a sex addled brain if a moment presented itself to tease Ryu couldn’t resist. “Hmm, that's not in the book.” She replied coyly, holding it up until Elsa grabbed it, tossing it onto the bed. 

“Sod the book.” 

A mock gasp from Ryu followed. “Erusa, language.” Elsa stared into her eyes fighting the smile and exasperation, for some reason this fired up her gears to thrust upward setting a primal rhythm, she locked her hands behind Ryu’s back to keep her in her lap. 

Ryu’s chuckles was interrupted by a frenzied moan, as fun and exciting it was to read some of the crazy kinky things human could get up to when bored she knew they could always revisit it later but for now she needed-

“Erusa!” As they collided, their bodies became one, their desires unleashed like a storm. Elsa's hands grasped Ryu's hips, pulling her closer as their lips clashed in a desperate kiss. Ryu's fingers dug into Elsa's hair, holding her in place as their tongues tangled in a frenzy of passion. They were consumed by their desires, lost in the intensity of their emotions.. As they moved together, their desires merged.

She knew it was her. Could smell the wintery and lingonberry tones of her skin, see her hair somehow still perfect yet more untamed, feel her alabaster smooth cold skin. Yet still the question in her mind lingered: who was this feral woman beneath her? Who’s music of wet flesh slapping with carnal thrusts, uninhibited by fear or decorum was this?

Savagery almost called out savagery in Ryu as she dragged her tongue up from the base of Elsa’s neck to her brow as if to check if shetasted the same. Elsa's head fell back taunting the dragon with exposed skin of her neck. 

Ryu growled dangerously, claws digging into Elsa’s biceps nearly breaking skin but no- she’d never make Elsa bleed-  holding herself back it was almost distracting enough to drown out the pleasure… almost. Instead they combined into a sick twisted concoction of euphoria.

With goosebumps breaking out everywhere Ryu touched- Elsa muffled the snarls with a fierce bruising kiss shoving her tongue as far down as it could greeting Ryu’s. The dragon pulled away but not without tugging Elsa’s bottom lip with her between her teeth.

“Ryu-” Elsa, consumed by desire, began spurting out a language Ryu had never heard before. It was distracting enough for her to flip them over onto the bed, twisting Ryu to her stomach. “Like this.” Elsa breathed out. 

Oh she was getting good at that, still Ryu would fight it, twisting back and striking Elsa from below biting her neck feverishly.Their instincts were a wildfire, burning out of control, and they were helpless to stop them. The attack made Elsa falter for a moment, her elbows buckling, she halfheartedly tried a repeat but Ryu wouldn’t let it fly. 

Her desperate whimper pleased the dragon to an unfathomable degree. “Ryu-” Elsa simpered out trying a different approach.”Do you not want to?” she still needed to make sure.

Ryu pulled away hearing the concern in Elsa, a smirk overtook her surprised glance. “Of course I do, I just don’t want to make it easy for you.” Elsa sneered playfully, becoming much more rough, yanking Ryu towards her with surprising strength. “Anata wa chīsana gakidesu!” 

Ryu stiffened instantly when she felt fingers pinch the nape of her neck in a strong grip. Her back naturally arched as it was supposed to, allowing Elsa to manipulate her onto her knees and elbows. 

As delicious as it was it remained equally frustrating, Elsa seemed to enjoy pushing Ryu past the edge as much as Ryu reciprocated this unhinged teasing, yet they both always found themselves pulling back, always concealing something that was met by the other’s wild vulnerability. 

This song and dance of tamed ferocity bred the jealousy Ryu felt whenever she could manage to tear her eyes away from Elsa and glance around the room seeing how their magics met in a mutual magnification perfectly in sync as they were at times yet dangerous and manic, as if Elsa’s ice and Ryu’s prisms couldn’t be close enough. Together, they performed a celestial ballet, their colors and lights weaving together around the room in a mesmerizing display of beauty. It was dizzying to witness mostly. 

In a blurring of boundaries and loss of control, Ryu felt Elsa’s ice rod prod her entrance, surrendered to her desire to please her mate, in the last second shifted herself directing it to enter her anus. 

Looking over her shoulder Ryu gazed into Elsa's eyes, seeing a feral longing to consume her, to devour her with kisses and caresses, to pummel into her unrestricted, and feel her heat. It made the dragon realize Elsa mirrored her in a way.

A grin and a nod was all the permission the fifth spirit needed to teach the dragon why she was a literal force of nature.

Notes:

Hitsuyou da – i need you

Anata wa chīsana gakidesu! – you are such a brat

Chapter 50

Notes:

I've been nostalgic for spring and reading alot of Greek poetry 👀 leave thoughts, likes, dislikes, this chapter is umm interesting. Hope you enjoy. I regret nothing.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Anna look I'm sorry…I know I… I know. I should have told you but I've been a bit preoccup-"

“Oh no you don't! Stop with the look!" Anna's accusatory finger pointed directly at Elsa's face. 

As Elsa checked on her reflection in the hanging mirror to see if there was indeed a “look” as Anna called it, she grabbed Elsa's hand commanding her attention once more. 

"Anna what are you-"

"I know that face!" Anna interrupted, confusing Elsa all the more. 

"What face?"

"That face!"

"I don't make faces, Anna." Elsa's rebuttal was met with an eye roll. 

"Yes, you do!" She insisted. "The face you have on right now is the 'I feel absolutely guilty and shameful at what I've done, lock me up and throw away the key’ face. You get it everytime I'm upset. Look-” Anna stopped her words to pinch the bridge of her nose gathering her thoughts. “I missed you and I am upset you didn't tell me what was going on, but that doesn't mean I won't forgive you okay.” 

By now Elsa should have known better than to be upset that her emotions were entirely concealable to others but not Anna, she shouldn't have been unnerved to be read like a book but she was. 

In terms of surrender she nodded, taking them to the couch to sit. Anna nudged her shoulder, breaking the silence. 

“Plus that face makes it harder to be mad at you.” 

A barely visible smile graced Elsa's lips. “Then I should probably learn to master it then.” 

“Oh, already planning the next time you'll make me angry are you?” 

Elsa shrugged, leaning into Anna. “Just a precaution really.” With her close proximity she could hear Anna's not so subtle sniffling until the scent trail led to her shoulder and neck. 

After getting a lung full she pulled away with an expression ranging from surprised, confused and downright delirious. 

“Whoa Elsa, that is an intense perfume. Uh I um I feel…it's-” Elsa turned to regard Anna closely. “Come to think of it, this whole house is making me not think straight, did you really need to spray it everywhere?” Elsa took inventory of the way Anna's fingers played with hers, a nervous or anticipatory habit, her face was flushed pink and ears burned. 

“It's actually not perfume,” now Anna was extra curious finally looking at Elsa seeing her cheeks were just as if not more red. 

Fanning herself, Anna cleared her throat. “What is it?” Anna finally said. Big question, Elsa thought carefully of how to approach this. She couldn't very well say ‘Well Anna, the reason you're getting aroused and bothered in my house is because my girlfriend is experiencing a mating cycle.’ Yet she couldn't state it in her manner either that would just mortify her more somehow. 

“W-” Elsa coughed to clear her cracking voice away. “Well it's Ryu.” 

She waited to see how Anna would receive the information. At first she turned away, staring off into an empty space, then a look of disgust shadowed over her features, then bewilderment, she settled on the last one. 

“Wait what?” Huffing Elsa stood up and set off to retrieve Bulda's letter. “And where is that overgrown lizard anyways?” 

“She's upstairs resting.” Elsa replied from the kitchen. 

When she returned Anna hesitantly took the letter, unfolding it. 

Oh Elsa sweetie! There's no reason to fret over this. Ryu will be just fine, in fact she's better than fine. I know you're both scared right now and that is natural but what Ryu is going through is also natural. 

Just like most animals, even humans, there comes a time when the seasons change and so do our bodies. 

All female dragon's experience what dragon's call Rouge or rouging period due to the pink or red coloring of their scales. I guess for humans you know it as heats or menstruals, except during this time Ryu's body is building a nest inside of her to host an egg or eggs. She'll be hungrier, more moody, just give her a swift tap on the nose if she bites and a bit more inclined for some special love'n touches. 

All you have to do is keep her fed, in her nest and well rested… 

Should you fulfill her other needs is entirely up to you two. 

Have fun. 

The letter continued on with an unnecessary explanation of how secure and intimacy worked. Which made Elsa wonder if she gave off the aura of someone who was completely clueless in that area. 

Elsa sat in silence waiting for Anna's response. She wasn't certain what she was anticipating but a pillow to the face wasn't it.

She laid there as the pillow slid from her head to her lap, reclined against the couch cushion. Her head lulled to the side but when she made eye contact with Anna once more another pillow was used as ammo to smack her face. 

Removing it she saw Anna trying her best effort to not smile when she spoke up in an accusing tone. “So while I've been dodging dignitaries deep in political fussing, Ryu's been just as deep in you?”  

Elsa's eyes widened to a considerable degree only egging on Anna's accusations further. Elsa allowed her mind to catch up on the last few minutes to frantically cover up subconscious images of her and Ryu's exploits for the mere sense of propriety, trying to not dwell on the physical aspects of their relationship too much in front of her sister. 

Elsa giggled despite the situation Anna just explained but she couldn't help it. Her sister’s beet red face and scrunched mouth was just so humorous, and besides the situation wasn't as grave as Anna may have thought it to be. She knew this day would come- when the kingdom and advisors would want safeguard of Ryu's allegiances, her intuition just never told her when. 

Still she'd assuage her anxieties nonetheless. Sitting up, Elsa straightened her dress and posture speaking up quietly. “Anna?” 

For once Elsa caught the rambling queen mid breath intake allowing her voice to carry over the brief silence. 

“Yes Els?” Anna sat down from her pacing with a huff. 

“Do you want some advice that I've not only experienced and used but was passed down from our parents?” Eagerly Anna nodded scooting closer, Elsa's own personal experiences were wonderful during her reign and the stories and frustrations she regaled always made Anna feel not so alone or wrong for feeling the way she did most times. 

“Sometimes as a ruler you will have to evoke and enforce a sense of trust amongst your people and sometimes this trust will have to be blind which is the most delicate and easy to mismanage type of trust there is but it will be necessary at times.” Reaching over, Elsa took Anna's warm hands in her own, earning eye contact. “It is not something to use in a blasé manner nor is it something to abuse or betray. You must cherish this trust when it is instilled and give them a reason to trust you. Be firm. Be fair. Be brave. Be kind. In other words-” leaning in Elsa placed a cold tender kiss on her forehead whispering. “Just be Anna.” 

With a cleansing breath Elsa could see all the tension leave Anna's shoulders as she let Elsa bare her weight in an embrace. 

“I hope you brushed the dragon scales from between your teeth before kissing me.” Anna laughed as she was rewarded for the jab with Elsa's fingers mercilessly tickling her sides. 


Entering her bedroom with a jovial mood Elsa's small grin grew slightly at the sight of Ryu sitting on the edge of the bed, hair a mess in a way Elsa had grown to love. The way she slouched over trying to attempt to wake up put the sinew of her shoulders and clavicle on full display due to her large shirt hanging loosely around her form. 

Elsa must have been as joyful of a sight as the dragon was to her because when she glanced up with her tired eyes she smiled enough to just show off her broken fang, speaking in a voice cloaked in the rasp of not being used for a while or being used too much…

“Hey Erusa.” 

“Hello Ryu, did you have a good rest?” 

Ryu straightened, stretching her overworked muscles. “I did. Anna was here.” It wasn't a question and certainly not a statement that surprised Elsa. Even before her Rouge, Ryu was always aware of who came to the house. 

“She was, she misses you.” Elsa stated while gathering up the laundry that required cleaning, although she hated the idea of washing away their combined smells and felt strange for even admitting this to herself especially since she knew it would be remedied soon. 

Ryu chuckled standing to her feet to make her way to the window, leaning out the sill she let the spring air fill her lungs. “Yeah right, she just misses the free rides.” They both knew it wasn't true entirely, remaining aware that horseback paled in comparison to riding a dragon. 

Elsa joined her keeping her stare trained on the blooming trees of the forest. They could see plumes of smoke lazily crawling up the sky where Northuldra was. 

“Today is the last day of all jerts…all…”

“Alle Hjerters Dag.” 

“Yeah…” Elsa hummed at Ryu's loaded reply, it was somewhat bittersweet, she never missed the holiday in the past, this would be the first time, but she couldn't say she regretted it, not if it meant helping Ryu get through her Rouge. 

“Let's go.” Now that did bewilder Elsa, shooting her brows to her hairline she glanced at Ryu incredulously until it became a full stare. 

Ryu turned after some time of feeling the intense gaze returning it with nonchalance. “What-” she shrugged. “My Rouge is waning so-” 

“Ryu, I don't know if that's a good idea…” Ryu would not back down though, following Elsa to her vanity, she sat down handing Ryu the brush knowing what she wanted to do. 

“Erusa, I'm sure it'll be fine, it's Northuldra it's not like I'll be in any danger.” She began brushing Elsa's hair, it was already what she would call perfect. 

The tender grooming did nothing to sooth the pin prickling nerves that spread across Elsa's skin at thought of Ryu being out and about in her condition. Just the very idea of Ryu going outside of their nest made her a little anxious. “I know you can handle yourself, Gecko, but…” Elsa took a sharp inhale before responding; she needed to approach this without fear as best she could. Ryu was a creature of reason and logic and originating her argument on emotion would just put her at a disadvantage. “If your scent is still affecting me and also Anna by the way then it will to the other's.”

Ryu frowned at this regarding Elsa in the reflection for a brief moment. “I won't make people uncomfortable, I promise, you have to give out the hearts.” 

Elsa smiled at the genuine display of concern Ryu shared and seemed to harbor towards the traditions of her people. “Although making people uncomfortable is a concern, you being uncomfortable is a larger one. Plus I made baskets of hearts. People can just take them and give them to each other.”

The scrunched up face Ryu made told her she also needed to be honest, Ryu wouldn't let her be anything but. She reached behind and grasped Ryu's hand bringing it down to her level to place a kiss upon it and hold it against her chest. “I don't feel comfortable letting you be among others like this. It won't just be Northuldra and Arendelle but also Harmon, Oslo and other provinces and cities visiting as well.” Elsa's face remained stoic with concern etched across her brows and eyes as they stared down Ryu's. She could see the conflict brewing inside of Ryu but after dealing with the turmoil she took a deep breath and resolutely set her face. 

Elsa prided herself on composure that only grew as she did yet Ryu had almost completely shattered the self restraint she possessed. 

It felt so surreal and visceral the way Ryu's body called and affected Elsa throughout these days. First came curiosity, then camaraderie and a mutual understanding, then it was a soft pull, a need that whispered to them to be closer and attached, then as if the physicality couldn't be noticed from so far away, Elsa drew near and that's when she saw the intricate beautiful details of what made Ryu physically amative. 

A kiss in the garden. A kiss they could never turn back from. 

It all felt so inevitable looking back from now, and while lust was present it felt wrong to acknowledge their physical bond as just that for Elsa. It cheapened it. Yet what else could it be?

Ryu, so angelic and yet capable of such sinful things with her tongue and mouth. 

Now she called for Elsa to fulfill a need that was pressing, what was Elsa to do? Ignore it? That felt impossible without the right motivations. Taking care of Ryu in such ways was a duty Elsa welcomed and relished and the very idea of sharing that responsibility made her nauseous and left a sordid taste in her mouth. 

Even the idea of anyone unknowingly indulging in the sweet, woody undercurrent of lavender that Ryu's body perfumed her vicinity with made her anxious. 

“Erusa…” Torn from thought, she released Ryu's hand that she had been subconsciously squeezing. 

Ryu didn't seem to mind. Instead of snatching her hand away she draped her arm underneath Elsa's chin leaning down close. 

“You are and will always be the only one. I think you ruined love for me,” Guilt and comfort pulled out their respective weapons to duel for who would reign supreme over Elsa’s mind until Ryu buried her nose in Elsa's hair to soothe her own worries about being out and about in such a vulnerable state. 

“I don't mind…” She added as an afterthought as if she couldn't stop herself. “loving you is so…wonderful, sometimes annoying.” They both chuckled until Ryu straightened and gently ushered Elsa to lean her head back and look up at her. 

“You caught me…” 

They stayed that way for as long as they could, realizing what this meant. Ryu was the first to reluctantly pull away heading for the bathroom after kissing Elsa's Forehead. “We should get ready, no?” 

Elsa smiled small and nodded. “Hai.” 


 

“Are you ready?” 

Ryu smiled appearing a lot more relaxed then she felt on the inside which screamed at her to turn tail and tuck under in her nest with Elsa in tow doing delicious things to her-

Tilting her head towards Elsa she replied with confidence. “No.” 

Elsa giggled and took her hand. Today could be easy, after all the ways Elsa gushed about the spring festivities she just had to remind herself why she was doing it. 

For Elsa. 

Besides after keeping her cooped up for nearly eight days she owed it to her. And Ryu couldn’t deny but seeing Elsa's lavender gray dress, the way her hair curled slightly at the ends and her blushing cheeks was a nice little incentive as well. 

Ryu tried to dress modestly, she allowed Elsa to pick out her clothes to give the woman extra security of being surrounded by not just friends but also strangers. 

Her pink billowing blouse and dark gray trousers which she noted was tied with an ice sash extra tight by Elsa wouldn't attract too much attention. 

She drew the line at the bow however, preferring to keep her medium hair a mess to act as a shield from prying eyes. 

There were also the rules. 

Ryu rolled her eyes, accounting them in her mind; no overly affectionate gestures towards Elsa. No kissing, no lingering looks-

Ryu fought the urge to blurt, Fuck the rules. If it was just for mere shyness that Elsa was known for she would've let her exasperation show. But this wasn't for the sake of prudence alone.

She understood the care Elsa still expressed about their delicate relationship, and the many hurdles they faced due to the bizarre nature of their coupling. It no longer stung, not with how secure Ryu felt as permanent fixtures in Elsa's life, placed by her side.

A place Elsa seemed very determined to keep. 

Northuldra was decorated not only by the streamers and confetti but also by the natural back setting of the blooming forest cursing anyone who suffered with allergies to a very congested stay. It definitely was also filled with new faces. Ryu swallowed the growl and scratched at her skin where she felt scales trying to itch to the surface. 

All she had to do was just remain calm-

“Yoohoo Lady Elsa, miss Ryu so wonderful of you to join us ja!” A boisterous man who Ryu had definitely seen before around town approached, Ryu didn't mind him and even waved at the shy herd of little ones behind him. She tried to not be too irritable at his bouncy personality, he was just. So. Damn. Friendly! 

His approach must have breached the etiquette for the others that it was okay to surround Elsa with good tides and conversations that remained surface level. 

“It seems these past few days the queen has been missing Ryu serving her gracious transportation. She's been late for nearly ten meetings so far though I can't say anything is out of the ordinary with that.” A council man chuckled, his hand on Ryu's shoulder was that of good nature yet the gesture was treated like an assault with the dragon backing away and hissing dangerously. 

Elsa, pulling Ryu behind her, smiled apologetically yet there was something else in her eyes and the way her grip tightened around Ryu's forearm, maybe it was the unwanted attention and the way his eyes lingered on Ryu, nostrils flaring before he glanced away confused at himself for a moment. 

He covered his shock with a brave grin. “I see why she and Queen Anna get along so well, always a push and pull between, neither backing down from the other. I actually remember-” so he began regaling to the group of times passed featuring Anna and Ryu bickering and nagging each other spreading laughs of fondness. 

Ryu huffed while listening to Elsa expertly navigate the tasks of embracing her tribe members and politely greeting the other visitors. Wasn't today supposed to be about fun and love, maybe if they didn't open the invitation to everyone across the whole goddamn kingdom she'd be able to relax a bit more and feel less…precariously dangling over the edge of lashing out. 

A flash of fire caught Ryu's eye, and she immediately followed it, dodging the youngsters and people passing by, ignoring the way her sharp hearing could pick up the deep inhales as they pulled her perfume into their lungs. She tried to not think about what physiological reactions she was causing to those around her, if only she could shut it down like a valve to reserve it for Elsa's nose and hers alone but alas her biology did not work in her favor majority of the time. 

“Bruni!” She cheered as the salamander leapt into her hands. “How ya doing bud?” he chirped at her rolling over in her palm with a closed eyed smile. 

A touch on her shoulder caused Ryu to jump away and Bruni to fall from her grip, her hiss died instantly noticing Ryder holding his hands up as if he was held at gunpoint. 

“Ryder sorry eh, I'm just uh you caught me by surprise kinda.” 

He smiled easily and approached while keeping his hands to himself much to her relief instead picking up Bruni. “Kinda?” His head tilted in confusion. 

“Yea I could smell reindeer and there were no reindeer so figured it was you.” They both chuckled even as Ryder mocked the offense he never felt for being a proud herder of his tribe. 

“Says you, you smell…well you smell…good actually.” An uncomfortable shiver tried worming its way up Ryu's spine but she refrained from shuddering. It was an easy tell that Ryder was avoiding inhaling the scent too deeply even with the blush spreading across his cheeks and the way he rubbed the back of his neck. 

“You say that like you're surprised.” Ryu riposte, she could appreciate him being discreet about it but it still made her uncomfortable. 

“Well I didn't want to be the one to say it.” This earned him a swift punch. 

Ryu rolled her eyes at his grimace and choked gurgles. What a baby. 

Recovering somewhat he winced a grin at her. “We've missed you buddy, and the kids whoa boy they ask about you everyday-” He immediately cringed at the mistake when Ryu's eyes darted too and fro to see if she could avoid the little ones. 

“Don't worry, we explained to them that you're not feeling too well and need space.” Initially guilty, Ryu was glad she wouldn't be bombarded with questions, probing fingers, and grabby hands just yet. She couldn't handle all the attention in her current state. 

He risked leaning in closer with a conspiring whisper. “Wanna go raid the food stashes before Ada and Aiden find out?”

“Ā,-sōda ne!”

“I'll take that as a yes.” 

Following him Ryu sent a look over her shoulder towards Elsa still surrounded and engaged in conversation. Well as long as she knew where she was…

Plus she had Bruni with her. 

Besides, eating treats with Ryder and her little guy seemed more comfortable than being spoken to by a bunch of strangers.


It was fine. Yes, completely fine. Elsa swallowed harshly, trying her hardest to not sound dismissive or rude, unable to keep her eyes trained on one person too long. They darted all around trying to pinpoint Ryu's location. 

“Though I must say it is very peculiar that such a creature would devote herself to our humble country, maybe it's the magic she's drawn to or just the wonderful friendship provided by the royal family.” Elsa could quickly deduce that Lord Storosha was in fact the main perpetrator in Anna's recent headaches about Ryu's stance in court. 

She knew him briefly and never had any qualms with him, he was military and respected protocol but also so very hasty to argue and fight for pride and his very patriotic loyalty to Arenðal as a whole. 

What she did have qualms with was his interest in Ryu although a side of her was suspicious that her irritations were not of the same nature as Anna's.

She didn't miss the way his eyes squinted at Elsa curiously with a slight tilt of his head. She knew what he noticed and against her better judgment, squared her shoulders and met his gaze with a haughtiness that she thought rather unbecoming, yet couldn't help herself to not fall victim to. 

She smelt like Ryu. Despite her bath and change of clothes, Ryu still would get a sneaky rub and brush herself against Elsa on their way to Northuldra. Elsa knew she should have stopped her but could not bring herself to. It was dangerous, it was reckless, it was a nonverbal flag alluding to what they meant to each other. 

It was intoxicating and completely hedonistic.

Lord Storosha was not intimidated, more or less impressed. He spoke of Ryu as if she was some valuable chest of a thousand kroner, as if she was just some asset to the throne. 

The very notion bred a fire in her belly, his words nothing more but coals thrown into the flames which began soiling her good mood from speaking with Oaken and her tribe mates. 

Honeymaren must have noticed her demeanor sheeted beneath a sheet of ice and placid stares and came to the rescue asking Elsa for help with…something. Elsa didn't know, she couldn't focus. 

Drawing her away from the crowd who began mingling again knowing none the better of what just occurred. 

“Sooo… new perfume?” The statement went in one ear and out the other as Elsa walked around hurriedly, her strides urgent, single mindedly on a mission.

The only word she seems to have heard was–

“Ryu, have you seen her?” Honeymaren looked up, startled, her eyes flicked down to the tight grip Elsa had her sleeve in. Letting go she swiftly apologized. 

Honeymaren could sympathize with her, Elsa very rarely rushed away and ignored her people for anything, her anxiety was palpable that was certain. “Don't worry, I think she went with Ryder to steal food. If Aiden and Ada don't find them and smack their ears in then we will.” This brought a tinge of relief but only a tinge. 

Elsa let out the breath she was holding, giving a grateful glance to Honeymaren, following her in what had to be the right direction judging by how the sweet nectar smell of her dragon grew sweeter. 

Of course Elsa's perception had to torture her further by making her notice how some people's noses upturned towards the scent she knew to be Ryu as it passed in the wind. It made her question dragons' evolution as a whole. She knew the purpose of the smell was to attract a potential mate and it did very successfully, so why did it persist even after the fact? 

If she felt this stressed she couldn't imagine what it had been like in the past for dragons having to protect their females against other rivals or titans. 

Good lord they must have not even let their mates leave the nests if that was the case. 

Gale became more active, not sticking to her usual behavior of playing pranks but filtering any air around everyone. 

Elsa sent her silent thanks to the spirit who flurried past 

Throughout the pursuit she wrestled down the green serpent of jealousy she'd say rather successfully but the sight of Ryu laughing and sitting so close to Ryder in the grass ensured her inner battle with the snake was one lost. 

Ryu looked so much like a Greek Nymph painting, bathed in sfumato light of the sunlight bleeding through the leaves, teasing Bruni with a spoonful of jam while reclining back on her elbow.  

Her light pink shirt was loose enough to put one of her shoulders on display for anyone to peek at and imagine what was underneath. With the wind displacing her lightly colored hair, she didn't look like she belonged in this century; a more fitting period would be Greco-Roman, something that fit the classical antiquity of her aura. 

Or maybe Elsa was just insane to still be so affected by that pretty face, so alive and vibrant with the impish smirks, brilliant smiles, her winsome raspy giggles at either Bruni's antics or Ryders banter, the electric soul which could be so peaceful at times when she closed her eyes and lifted her head to take in the cool breeze. 

Elsa had to remind herself when someone passed by and stared at her dragon for longer than what was necessary that it was just hours ago that she had that lithe ethereal body beneath her writhing and moaning her name in that perfect voice, she was the one who had the privilege of connecting beyond the physical with that gorgeous aching soul lounging in the grass. It was an evasive strategy that created a tumultuous battle within. Lines drawn on two sides; one enjoying the memories, the other refusing to give into flushing completely in reserve. 

Elsa shook her head at how ridiculous she was, blaming most of it on her little muse who unbeknownst to her had the ability to uplift and torment Elsa simultaneously. 

Taking a calming measured breath before approaching Elsa threaded her fingers in Ryu's soft hair from behind. 


Unlike with Ryder's touch, Ryu's purrs came instantaneously the moment she felt Elsa's cold hand. Looking up her breath hitched, Elsa grinning down at her softly with a halo created by the sun but Ryu could have sworn it was hers. With the trees soft greens, whites, and some pinks behind her dropping fresh spores from their blooms Ryu could consider herself officially damned, she wasn't so much shocked as she was in bliss. Was she allowed to look at Elsa the way she was? Was it against the rules they set up prior? But how could it be bad when Elsa was so nice to look at, and feel and smell?

What perplexed her was when Elsa leaned down and pressed her soft lips against Ryu's forehead after combing her hair away from her face. 

Ryder hid most of his surprise, smiling at the clear display of affection while Honeymaren took a piece of his bread and smugly raised a brow at the couple not ever knowing Elsa to be so openly affectionate in public.

After the initial shock that she wasn't the first one to break a rule, Ryu cleared her throat and spoke quietly. “Hey Erusa.”

“Hey Ryu. Why didn't you tell me you were hungry?” Elsa sat down in the grass gracefully as always. That was an odd question which Ryu answered with an equally questioning tone. 

“Because you were busy?” Elsa appeared to not be satisfied with this response despite it being the truth, shaking her head with closed eyes, having Ryu wonder what the enigma was in her behavior. 

“If you need something just tell me okay-” Elsa turned to Ryder with a gentle smile, nodding her head to him in gratitude. “Thank you Ryder for looking out for her.” 

He waved off the sincere thanks bashfully. “No worries Elsa.” 

“Oh! Ryder we have to prepare the heart baskets-” Honeymaren finally broke her silence after focusing on eating for the first time that day having been so busy corralling everyone. 

Ryu had half expected Elsa to rise with her friends or return to making her rounds of greetings or attempt to help with some of the chaos… speaking of chaos where's Anna?

But Elsa stayed put watching her friends leave with a content small grin. Ryu continued smiling at her but she didn't even notice. Odd

It seemed Elsa was taking a backseat from her usual overly eager volunteering. Laying down Ryu glanced behind her when her head landed on Elsa's legs. She examined the spot Elsa used to occupy and could deduce she definitely moved closer. Well it was infinitely more comfortable than the ground so she wouldn't complain. 

Bathed in the effulgent light of the early afternoon, Ryu reclined languidly upon a verdant carpet of lush grass, her head resting upon Elsa’s lap. The gentle breeze of Gale caressed their surroundings, sending ripples of sound of foliage brushing against each other, and interspersing the fragrant air with the delicate scent of the forest and Ryu. 

Ryu couldn't hide her smile debating upon keeping her eyes shut or open. Here, in the tranquil sanctuary where nature flourished unencumbered, she watched the visitors. It was a good thing she wasn't in charge of this event or any for that matter, she'd never share this place with the outside world. It reminded her of books she had read, how the forest was so reminiscent of the sylvan realms of ancient Greek mythos, where satyrs danced with abandon and the spirits of the woods celebrated the exquisite creation of existence.

Thirst dried her throat enough to an uncomfortable degree that had her sitting up and stretching to stand, hating how she had to leave the comfortable position she was just in. 

Elsa stood with her in perfect tandem but instead of taking the lead she waited for Ryu. 

Wait a second…

To test her sneaking suspicion Ryu walked around with Elsa closely attached to her side. Even when they spoke to some visitors from Oslo Ryu kept a close eye on Elsa, the way she inched closer or found some excuse to touch her be it accidental brushes or a “slip” of the hand. 

She wasn't even allowed to pour her own mule wine; it seemed, Elsa would make her plate, checking in every fifteen minutes on how Ryu felt. She evaded the question not wanting to answer with the truth of how she wanted nothing more than to go home and retreat to their nest having all of Elsa's attention on her and her alone. 

“Oh it's time for the story,” Elsa mused worriedly, she was more often than not the one to tell it to the children accompanied by frozen figures dancing and acting out her words. 

Her bright blue eyes filled with worry turned to Ryu as the children all seated around a circle called for Miss Elsa. 

“Would you like to watch? I know it's for children but you've never heard it before…” Ryu hadn't any hope of refusing, not with Elsa biting her lip to calm her anxieties in case the answer was no, already lost in her eyes Ryu nodded a yes, despite wanting to keep her distance from the kids to not tease them Elsa's excited smile and giddy walk she tried to hide made it worth it. 

Crossing her arms, leaning against a tree a small distance away Ryu listened as Elsa read the scroll as a sleeping owl materialized next to her on an ice tree, he was thoroughly irate with the twittering and chirping of the birds singing a gay little spring song which the children sang to rocking in time with the tune. 

“I'm on Mr. Owl's side-” Ryu, not taking her eyes off the ice animals, said casually to Bruni Japanese. He jumped down from the tree onto her shoulder. “This song is annoying as hell.” 

As the story continued Ryu found herself laughing at mostly Mr.Owl as he explained Twitter painting. Elsa did not put on funny voices but still managed to remain fun and engaging enough to keep everyone's attention with her detailed storytelling. Her delight was evident from her bright grin and elegant flare 

“And they say you completely lose your head.” Ryu nodded along, yes that was very accurate. 

The children awed at the cute and pretty animals, some even sticking out their tongues in exaggerated repulsion, particularly the boys, at the idea of falling in love one day. 

After many refusals to retell the story again Elsa stood up and returned to Ryu. “So how was my stage presence? I know I don't have the natural gift of being a skilled raconteur like you but I did my best.” 

“You did amazing, my favorite part had to be Mr. Owl.” Elsa giggled leaning with devilish glee across her features. 

“I made him extra grumpy this year for you.” 

“Keep upping the grumpiness until one year he just snaps and murders the birds.”

“Oh my goodness this story is for children Gecko.” 

Ryu shrugged. “Perfect time to learn about the circle of life. I've seen lions in Africa kill their own brothers and nephews just for a piece of as-” Elsa hand swiftly cupped her mouth leading her away from the adolescent ears. 


The pair found their next retreat with the elders who sat underneath a canopy shade, in spite of the lingering snow the sun still shined brightly in the cloudless sky. 

They were of course greeted warmly and welcomed to sit down. 

Ryu bowed to each elder which delighted them. She hadn't much experience dealing with older folks but with her cultural background respect was given. 

Feeling confident in her ability, Elsa allowed Ryu to take most of the attention lavished on her by the older company. “I suppose when Elsa is away you wouldn't mind keeping us company?” 

“Not at all. Anything to get out of milking the reindeer.” Elsa's brows furrowed, she thought Ryu liked being with the herds. 

The group chuckled, not catching the wink Ryu aimed at Elsa, still Elsa eyed the cunning and seemingly innocent faces of the elders– mind already trying to work through what angle they were trying to take. 

“That automatic fishing system you set up was a perfect addition for the winter, thank you.” Ryu bowed her head. 

“No problem ah, it was easy to work through. I'm just glad it didn't blow up.” she giggled.

“So I take it you're very crafty with things like that eh?” 

“Well I try to be, I've been reading a lot about mechanics. I used to just like taking things apart which got me punished alot but I just wanted to know how they worked inside and out.” It was true Elsa recalled witnessing the young dragon get punished severely for tearing apart clocks, or wagons, anything she could reach. The mikotos blamed her destructive instincts but Elsa knew better. It was the curiosity of a young and thirsty mind. 

“Oh you should hear the adventure stories Olaf has told us about you and Elsa galvante around, saving the day and what not. These old bones wouldn't be able to handle it.” The senior rubbed her knees groaning. 

“Eh I'd race you up the north mountain. I'm sure you could hold your own.” 

Elsa started growing concerned when they would ask blunt and rather forward questions. 

“Did you ever have celebrations like this back in Japan Ryu?” she winced inwardly, glancing towards Ryu, but the dragon didn't seem to find a sore spot for the question, instead answering honestly with a shrub. 

“They did hai, many festivals celebrating different times of the year though I never participated. Only watched.” 

“How Come?” Aiden asked rather heatedly, taking offense at the very audacity of the idea of segregation in any form. 

Ryu smiled and closed her eyes. “Ah, because I'm a dragon.” her eyes opened and in them conveyed melancholy while her lips held a bittersweet upturn of acceptance. “It was considered dangerous to foster and encourage such passions that come naturally to dragons; like singing and dancing-” Ryu cringed, lifting her shoulders to her ears sheepishly. “Though I am not really a singer.” The tribemates began bickering about the injustice of it all, beraging insults and other curses towards those responsible for such ideals.

“Who wouldn't want a dragon to partake in the merriment that sounds like half the fun right there?” Elsa watched as Ryu withdrew from the conversation, still retaining the  lopsided grin. It was the same look someone regarded an old scar with rather than an open bleeding wound. 

Both she and Ryu were brought back from their passive contemplation when a cheeky girl passed by and tossed a woven heart bouquet of purple lilacs large enough to fit both of them in the center. 

The circle of company began chuckling and teasing at the cute display, comparing the young couple to the budding plants on the trees. 

Ryu examined the necklace, Elsa wilted red faced and utterly diffident at the mordacious raised brow Ryu casted at her. She knew what that look meant. You told them didn't you? 

Her mouth opened and closed multiple times before finding the right verbiage to defend herself against the jury of Ryu's eyes. She tried her last hail Mary meekly smiling and batting her lashes at Ryu. 

“Yes I did, I was going to involve you I swear but then we got…caught up in your condition and…” Taking note of the company they kept Elsa leaned over and whispered. “You're very distracting.” The lilt in her voice allowed Ryu to deduce that Elsa was quite fond of her distractions. 

She thought for a minute but only to keep the burner that was boiling Elsa's hopeful gaze beguiling for forgiveness steaming a little longer until she gave up ever trying to stay mad at her big blue eyes and penitent smile. 

“Alright I forgive you, but-” she held up a finger. “Only because I'm a very forgiving and kind person.” 

Elsa nodded in swift agreement. “The most.” Fibber. But Ryu wouldn't say no to Elsa being obsequious. 

“Oh what are you two young ones doing here prattling on with us, we've lived our stories, now go live yours.” 

Ryu and Elsa glanced at each other with a grin. Ushered by the shooing hands they ran into the forest away from the camp, away from the noise, expectations, away from anything that inhibited them from being close to each other. 

 


The scene was idyllic, steeped in the sacredness of privacy. Elsa had long since lost track of Ryu who bolted and was probably hidden away somewhere to scare her but she didn't feel the same worry and anguish as when she lost sight of her in the Northuldra. 

Here, among the wind and nature, Elsa found a profound sense of peace—a sacred moment shared. 

A cracked twig sent Elsa to the left excitedly checking behind a tree where the noise came from. “Hmm.” She hummed suspiciously. 

When she turned there an inch or two was Ryu in her natural form dangling, a living embodiment of Loki that seemed to defy the very essence of mortality. Ryu, the creature of mythical allure, hung upon the branch by her tail, her every movement imbued with the languid fluidity of a sylph holding a fruit between her fangs with an easy smile for Elsa to take slowly. 

The sunlight filtered through the canopy, casting upon her figure, and illuminating the delicate contours of her —an exquisite tapestry of patterns woven with the threads of light and shadow into her body as she moved senselessly, balancing from one tree to the other for no other reason then to see if she could make it to the next branch.  

Elsa, a mere mortal amidst the otherworldly splendor, stood transfixed, ensnared by the spell of Ryu’s presence. In that singular moment, she was no longer the stoic, mischievous dragon, nor a harbinger for the last light of the world, not a mere lover, just Ryu who captivated Elsa. Her calls, melodic that resonated through the air, wrapped around Elsa like gossamer threads, stirring something deep within her soul. It was as if the very acolytes of cupid had conspired to grant her a singular sip of an intoxicating elixir that rendered her breathless.

Until she noticed when she landed that Ryu was humming a little fast paced beat to herself bobbing up and down. Picking up on the cue Elsa began to do one of Ryu's favorite things to hear her do and sing. 

“What's your deal? You'll leave me wondering what's going on in that head-” Ryu warbled curiously as Elsa pointed to her forehead till she touched it. 

“Oh, are you real?

To be so wild and free- 

eyes rolling back as you laugh at me.” 

Her sinuous body, moved with a grace that transcended her formidable size. Grounded yet mystic, her presence blending seamlessly with the surroundings.

As she began to dance, her movements were reminiscent of a grand ballet, each undulation and twist of her powerful tail a testament to her musical ability. She made intricate shapes upon the soft soil, her great wings unraveling, creating an interplay of shadow and light. The earth beneath her seemed to hum with the rhythm of her dance. 

Her heart sighed with an ardent longing, as if Ryu's exuberance had beckoned forth a dormant passion within her, igniting flames of inspiration that flickered. Elsa’s mind spun with reveries, this is what she had been craving not a dramatic love but one that was simple yet still felt as if laced with the honeyed sweetness of desire, conjuring images of epic tales sung by bards, where love transcended realms and mortals dared to dream alongside the gods. 

Standing enraptured at the edge of the glade, felt a rush of emotion rise within her—a mixture of awe that intertwined. With a breath that felt like a hymn to the universe, Elsa hummed the beat, her voice a soft caress that floated through the air like the sweetest of melodies.

Each note was imbued with the depth of her feelings, resonating with Ryu's dance. Elsa’s voice was an invitation, calling to Ryu, urging her to embrace the moment—a celebration of their connection that transcended the physical.

“Hey little darling,

 So tired from running.

Do you get lost inside of my mind? 

I get lost and found in yours,

just because you're mine. 

Some say fate but I say luck, we met on a Thursday.” They both laughed at the true last verse and the way Elsa dragged out the word hugging a thin tree, she swung her weight back dangling. 

Caught up in the tableau, Ryu pranced with a fervor. The way she shifted her weight, the elegance with which she arched her back, and the way her tail curled and unfurled spoke of a timelessness—

Ryu’s scales rattled not with aggression but an uncontrollable arousal as she transitioned into a series of motions, embodying both her dragon heritage and the delicate feminine allure. She curled her neck, her eyes locking onto Elsa's with a gaze that spoke volumes—a silent swear of devotion. “No matter how far we are-” Elsa began to also move along to her tune. 

“I still can't get over,

your cute little smile, 

With you I'm never sober,

head stuck in the clouds, 

Don't know up from down,

With you.” 

Elsa felt completely lost. She was ensnared not only by Ryu’s physical beauty but by the freedom—a connection that defied explanation and all boundaries. Ryu joined in the song with a beautiful hum, Elsa noticed how she was able to harmonize and carry notes, a huge juxtaposition to how she sang prior in her other form which strained and cracked at notes. The hum held a magnetism, a siren’s call that pulled at the very fabric of Elsa’s soul.

As Ryu pranced, a radiant selkie of old, Elsa was left to ponder the profound weight of inspiration—how it could uplift and ensnare, liberating yet imprisoning the heart in a web of yearning. The magical glow of the glade mirrored the awakening within her, a vibrant testament to the duality of beauty and desire, revealing the potent force of a muse’s presence—one that could awaken slumbering dreams and ignite the fires of ambition. Enveloped in the luminescence of the colors which poured from Ryu's body into the air to join Elsa's spiraling flurries.

The air thrummed with an electric energy, charged by Ryu’s magic—

“Meet me under the moonlight 

I'll kiss your face in the dark.

Don't really care if it's too soon to say–but I like the way you pull me apart.” 

The intoxicating aroma clung to Ryu, a fragrant enveloping Elsa in an embrace that blurred the lines between reality and reverie. 

“Do you feel like falling? 

Can't stop myself from falling. 

So let's keep on falling.” Elsa drew in connecting their foreheads. 

“Taste the air of your perfume.

Laughing with and at you.

Don't really care if it rains or it shines

I'm still stuck inside, 

the treasure chest center of both of your eyes.” She bopped Ryu on her snout. 

“Kiss with them open, see what it's like to be loved…” 

Ryu's mane of silken strands, and as she tilted her head back to bask, Elsa felt as though she were gazing upon the very embodiment of history —sent from the heavens to guide her heart through the labyrinth of her own desires. How could she ever make sense of them otherwise? She hadn't the slightest clue, too lost in the spell of their intimate performance

Time itself seemed to suspend, allowing Elsa to drink in the entirety of Ryu—an amalgamation of strength and fragility. With each trill, each playful gesture, Ryu beckoned forth the hidden depths of Elsa’s spirit, urging her to cast aside the burdens of duty and expectation. She was both a siren and a sanctuary, calling to Elsa with an irresistible allure, whispering promises of adventure and unbridled passion, all while draping her in the silken shroud of temptation.

As Elsa’s fingers drove through Ryu’s hair, under her careful touch, in hues that were pearlescent in the light. Each delicate stroke was akin to an artist’s brush, creating a portrait of serene intimacy. The soft sounds of purrs and trills, drowning out the chattering of birds—of rustling leaves and the distant murmur of the thawing brooks. In this moment, the world outside their haven faded away, and time became a mere illusion.

Elsa’s touch was both adroit and deliberate, her fingers deftly feeling each and every scale if she were tending to a prized work, honoring the uniqueness inherent with every texture. The rhythmic motion was soothing, imparting a sense of calm that resonated deeply within Ryu, lulling her into a state of blissful repose. 

Ryu murmured, her voice barely above a whisper, as if afraid to disrupt the sanctity of their surroundings, but also an undercurrent of concern which Elsa sensed in her twitching skin. 

Elsa smiled softly, her gaze warm and contemplative. “I know, I know, you won't hurt me.” Her fingers continued their gentle ministrations, coaxing Ryu into a deeper state of relaxation, where worries dissipated like morning mist.

Elsa moved slowly connecting her lips to Ryu’s, it was evident that this new venture for them would have to be explored but for one of the rare times in her life Elsa's impatience got the better of her. Stepping closer, she pressed her body into Ryu's letting out a soft noise. 

Her hands kept Ryu anchored enough so she wouldn't be frightened when Elsa's tongue slipped past her lips, brows furrowed Elsa took inventory of every new sensation determined to guide them through. It was different for obvious reasons that went beyond Ryu staying in her natural draconic body. She could tell Ryu was unsure of how to kiss like this. Usually Ryu especially during her heat would have had her tongue halfway down Elsa's throat by now but it remained in place even as Elsa's own caressed it. 

She's probably never received love in this form outside of the platonic. 

The thought sharpened an edge of guilt in Elsa cutting away at any reservations had about this taboo form of affection. 

Elsa could conclude a few things from this embrace; one being she found herself growing to enjoy this. The warmth and feel of Ryu against her, so strong and yet unsure, so gentle contrasting with the large sharp fangs concealed behind her lips which allowed Elsa to massage them with her own growing more intense.

Like a lamb in wolf's clothing. 

Pulling away to breath reluctantly Elsa panted, opening her eyes to find Ryu watching her. So much conveyed in that stare. Uncertainty, fear of herself, fear in general, Elsa would erase all of it by the end of the day. That she swore to herself. Ryu deserved to be loved and touched without inhibitions, without hiding behind a human-like disguise with the use of magic. 

“I love you.” Elsa whispered which got croon to croak from Ryu's throat, it sounded tight with emotion spreading a smile across Elsa's face. 


Somehow even after losing track of time Elsa and Ryu still managed to drag themselves back to Northuldra. 

With Ryu humming at her side Elsa spotted the sight of Anna, Kristoff and Olaf. Anna nodded an acknowledgment to Elsa too preoccupied to use her hands as they weaved a beautiful flower crown for Olaf. 

“And of course we can't forget-” Anna stood up and retrieved a spare crown placing it on Ryu with some difficulty, it would have been a simple act had the dragon not hissed and dodged the floral accoutrement. Elsa giggled behind her hand at the closed mouth growling woman glaring at her sister. 

“There, perfect.” Anna replied proudly, catching her breath. 

Casting a glance to Ryu the dragon's eyes slowly trailed to Elsa squinting. 

“I'ma eat her.” 

“She's married, Gecko.” Elsa quipped. 

Ryu didn'tmiss a beat. “Guess I'll just have to settle for you.” They held each other's gaze for a few moments, smiling with just their eyes. 

“Ready Els?” Anna asked, linking their arms. The ground shook with tremors alluding to the close proximity of the earth spirits, it was Tim’s turn this year to offer his palm for Elsa to sit upon for the raining hearts.

When questioned about his name, the obvious answer made Ryu feel foolish for not knowing… Olaf named him. 

“As I'll ever be, keep an eye out for your special hearts.” 

“Will do. Don't forget to make one for Sven he uhh has his sights set on Emil though I think she actually hates him ” Kristoff chuckled stretching his limbs, he and Anna had their own little tradition. Whoever caught their heart first would have to chase the other all over the forest to give it to them. It was usually Anna being pursued but Kristoff didn't mind. He'd chase that woman all over the globe if he had to. 

Ryu suspiciously eyed the couple with a mischievous grin overtaking her lips until Elsa's voice interrupted her blossoming idea. Turning to see Elsa gripping Tim's thumb, leaning over with her hand outstretched. 

“Shall we bring love to forest Ms. Periwinkle?” Ryu smirked, slowly taking Elsa’s hand. 

“Let's shall Ms. Agno- Ms….Erusa.” Elsa chuckled, pulling her up onto the large stone palm. 

“Hold on tight.” Elsa warned, spreading her stance to stabilize herself while wrapping her hand around some vines which clung to the Earth Spirit’s finger. 

“What fo-” Ryu flew backwards with a yelp at the momentum at which they were raised up into the air. 


The night sky stretched endlessly above, a velvet blanket of deep indigo with soft hues of violet and midnight blue. Scattered across its expanse, countless stars, their light ancient and pure, casting a delicate glow over the world below. The moon hung low, a silver crescent that bathed the landscape in a cool, ethereal light, its pale radiance spilling over the trees and snow covered mountains, turning everything it touched to silver.

“Whoa.” Ryu breathed, finding her footing to join Elsa's side. 

“Amazing isn't it?” Ryu mutely nodded, she had seen sights like this so many times and yet it always felt like the first. 

Blended by the hand of a dreamer the stars seemed to wink and pulse in time with the soft murmur of the wind. The air was crisp and cool, carrying the scent of pine and damp earth, and the wind  through the leaves like a lover’s sigh. 

Far off, the horizon glowed with a faint blush of light, where the last traces of the sunset lingered, slowly fading into the night. Ryu gasped, spotting the constellations that told stories of old, of gods and heroes, of love and loss, their patterns tracing ancient paths across the heavens. The Milky Way unfurled like a river, its soft glow like stardust scattered across the sky, inviting those who gazed upon it to lose themselves in its quiet.

Elsa sighed deeply, keeping her sights up, the stars were a serenade—a quiet oath of infinite possibilities, a reminder that even in the darkness, there was beauty, and in that beauty, a kind of magic that spoke to her soul. It was a sky that inspired whispered confessions, stolen kisses, and the sweetest dreams, offering itself as the perfect backdrop to a moment suspended in time. 

Ryh watched Elsa spread her hands, magic flowing out in soft, icy swirls, delicate hearts formed in the air, shimmering. Elsa casted a wink towards the dragon with a large grin. She sent them fluttering gently down toward the Northuldra below, where they sparkled like snowflakes. Each ice heart caught the light as it descended, a gift of love and whimsy from Elsa to her people. Laughter and awe echoed from below as the hearts were passed from hand to hand, given to lovers and admired for their beauty.


The sky came alive, with the chill of winter still trying to linger, yet warm with the anticipation of something extraordinary. All eyes were turned to the sky. High above, delicate ice hearts began to fall, like shooting comets, each one unique, crafted by Elsa with care. 

As the first heart drifted downward, the crowd collectively gasped in awe. It sparkled  translucent and fragile, catching the light as it twirled and spun. People reached up eagerly, hands outstretched, laughing with jubilee as they tried to catch the enchanted hearts. They swirled gently on the breeze, like snowflakes caught in a dance, twinkling as they fell closer to the earth.

For the citizens of Arendelle, this was more than just a magical display—it was a gift. Couples laughed and whispered to each other, rushing to catch the ice hearts, hoping to give them as tokens of love. Young men darted forward, grinning as they plucked the delicate hearts from the air and presented them to their sweethearts, watching their eyes light up with delight.

Lovers embraced, holding the crystalline hearts in their hands as if they were holding pieces of the moon itself. Some kissed beneath the raining hearts, the moment made more magical by the snowfall surrounding them. The air was filled with cheers and the soft murmur of affection, as people whispered promises and shared smiles, the ice hearts becoming a symbol of their love.

Children squealed with joy, running and leaping, holding up their tiny hands to catch the falling treasures. The hearts fluttered down like feathers, each one reflecting the happiness in the faces of those who caught them. Some tucked them carefully into pockets or held them to their chests as if they were holding onto a precious secret.


Elsa continued with her magic, her smile radiant as she sent ice hearts tumbling. Her fingers wove through the air, creating a breathtaking show that sparkled with every gust of wind. The ice hearts fell in a rhythmic cascade, twinkling, floating on the gusts and scattering across. Tonight Elsa was an author of many love stories… and also fights curated when two people set their sights on a singular individual. 

But for those precious moments, Arendelle was filled with astonishment— that brought people closer, that made them smile, that reminded them of the myths that surrounded them every day.

It was a spectacle unlike any other, a moment of purity, where Elsa’s kindness for her people shone through every glistening art piece that fell.

The forest trees sang, with the chill of winter, yet warm with the anticipation of something extraordinary. The moon hung full and bright over the fjord, casting a bluish glow, but all eyes were turned to Tim. High above, delicate ice hearts floated, each one unique, born from Elsa’s ice.


Ryu grasped a heart between her fingers with the same care someone would exude upon being able to touch the Mona Lisa. 

She examined it closely and with careful precision spotted an A etched on the surface. Grinning to herself her eyes rapidly searched below until a certain redheaded queen, eyes glistening with hope like a child on Christmas, was spotted hands clasped beneath her chin. 

Amping herself up she winded her arm back closing one eye aiming directly for Anna. With more strength than what was necessary she flung the heart straight down. Time to turn the odds. You're welcome Kristoff.

She watched eagerly waiting for it to be Kristoff's turn to be chased by Anna.

It flew at a rapid speed clunking right between the queen's eyes. 

Ryu winced, realizing upon impact how hard she threw the ice piece, ducking down when Anna caught sight of her and began cursing her name very colorfully. 

Elsa's attention drew her to look towards the racket showing a deadpan stare towards Ryu as she caught on to what was happening.

Ryu bit her lip with a mixture of puckish folly. “Love hurts.” She giggled at Elsa's expression which finally melted into one of resolve as the spirit rolled her eyes. 


Elsa's eyes lingered on Ryu who had been staring at her for who knew how long, the wind displaced her bangs gently. Her eyes-no matter how gorgeous the sky was– Elsa couldn't pull away from those irises of swirling hues. 

“Elsa.” It was strange, as that was her name, but to hear it from Ryu it felt…foreign a layered meaning shrouded with the way Ryu's tongue had to work with an exuberant amount of effort to formulate the sound. Elsa finally realized who or more so what Ryu was addressing.

That special almost secret color which somehow existed in her eyes that Ryu had been the only soul to witness. 

She spoke of the reflection of what she saw in Ryu's own gaze. 


“Aurora borealis.” This broke the spell, Ryu's eyes casted downward in thought before Elsa saw the detonation of an idea explode across the dragon's expression. 

Ryu stood, her heart pounding with the shaking steps of the earth spirit beneath her. Without hesitation, Ryu began to shed her clothes, fingers trembling in eagerness. The fabric fell away like the shedding of a second skin, revealing the faint scales beneath her flesh. Her eyes gleamed with anticipation, reflecting the vibrance of the twilight above.

Her transformation was fluid, the silver, lavender, and pink hues of her dragon form rippling across her skin like a watercolor painting coming to life. Her limbs elongated, her body growing with graceful power as wings, delicate yet strong, unfurled from her back. Her scales under the fading light, iridescent and soft as moonlight against the darkened sky. Her long, sinewy tail flicked behind her, a barely visible, sweep of color.

Tim watched with a patient, gentle observation, their massive hand extended like a throne for Ryu to take flight from. With a final, powerful leap, she propelled herself from its palm, her wings catching the wind as she rose effortlessly into the sky. The gust of her ascent caused Elsa's hair to swirl. 

Elsa stood beneath, her chest tightened as she watched Ryu soar higher. The sight of Ryu in her unrestrained body was like watching a fairytale descend to earth and take flight again. The silver gleam of her scales, the blue shadows under her wings and belly, the blush of pink that ran along her spine—it was a collection of odd colors that somehow appeared natural. But as Elsa created each heart, her focus began to waver. Her gaze lifted, drawn irresistibly to the skies where Ryu flew, her dragon cutting through the night. Ryu’s scales reflected the light of the stars, making her look ethereal, otherworldly. And then, the wisps began to appear.

Ryu's heart was full—full of Elsa, the exhilaration and the world around her. It grew even stronger, and that emotion had to escape somehow. And so, as Ryu flew, rainbows began to pour from her outstretched wings.

At first, they were dim, delicate beams, but they brightened, glowing against the deep black spreading across like ripples on water. 

Elsa’s breath caught in her throat as she watched the rainbows stream from Ryu’s wings, vibrant and alive, stretching across the vastness. The colors swirled and danced, twining together in arcs that seemed to chase the stars. It was a spectacle of pure light, one which Elsa had never seen come from Ryu before— a reflection of the creature Ryu was. The rainbows brightened, filling the deep blue with their luminous essence. 

Ryu was truly an artist and the sky was her canvas. 

For a moment, Elsa forgot about the ice hearts she was creating. Her hands stilled, her magic slowing as her entire being focused on Ryu. Tears swelled in her eyes, a warmth that spread through her as she watched her beloved dragon dance among the stars, creating a masterpiece of color and light. The rainbows reflected in Elsa’s pupils, their vibrant hues making her ice-blue gaze shimmer.

She had always known Ryu to be powerful, vibrant, but watching her now, Elsa saw something even more—she saw Ryu's soul, her love, her creativity shining in every arc. This display wasn’t just magic; it was Ryu’s heart laid bare in the night sky, a declaration of their bond, of the happiness they had found together.

The emotions Elsa felt were almost overwhelming. This incredible creature, this dragon, was hers. The one who could command the cosmos and make the stars bend to her will, who could create rainbows that danced like Northern lights across the night—Ryu was hers, and Elsa’s heart beat faster as she watched her.

The ice hearts could wait. Elsa allowed herself to be swept up in the Ryu’s creation, she marveled not knowing what she had done to deserve this. The kaleidoscopes filled the sky, and Elsa knew that this—this moment, this love—was beyond anything she could have ever imagined.

Remembering why they were up here in the first place, Elsa’s own power responded instinctively. She raised her hands, and with the softest whisper of intention, a flurry of delicate ice hearts poured in her palms. With a breath, she released them into the wind, and they fluttered like tiny crystalline butterflies, spiraling over the Northuldra tribe and the forest beyond. 

The tribe watched in wonder, bewitched by the dance, like small tokens of love from their Fifth Spirit. Elsa’s eyes remained on Ryu, who flew above them, her figure silhouetted, being everything she was meant to be… free. Gaining enough altitude Ryu dipped, her massive wings cutting through the air with grace. 

With every turn, Elsa’s breath hitched. Ryu was agile, and entirely her own. Watching her dragon fly with abandon, Elsa felt a profound connection to the world around them, to the spirits of the forest, and most of all, to Ryu. It was as if they were not merely lovers, but two beings intertwined by chance, each existing in harmony with the other’s nature. 

The ice hearts, glistening like confetti, continued to rain. 


Ryu continued through the sky, her wings outstretched, catching the cool night air as she climbed higher and higher. The stars in the entrenching indigo, their light ancient, like distant memories. She could feel the wind beneath her, a constant, push against her body, lifting her effortlessly. Each beat of her wings sent her spiraling closer to the stars, and for a moment, she imagined she was among them, part of the celestial ance that had existed for millennia.

Being her own constellation, the world below seemed to fade away as she ascended, her mind free of the weight that so often tethered her to the earth. Up here, in the open space, she was untethered—wild and unbound, her true self. The rhythm of her flight was a heartbeat, a pulse that matched the universe’s own, and she felt like a small part of the cosmos as she soared.

But her soul, though dwelling with the stars, remained firmly connected to the earth. To Elsa.

Far below, Ryu could see the Earth Spirit, its massive form cradling Elsa in the palm of its hand. Elsa stood tall, her pale hair flowing like frost-kissed silk, her eyes filled with the same enthrallment that Ryu felt in her chest. Even from this height, Ryu could sense the tie between them—a thread that stretched between the sky and the earth, binding them together no matter how far she flew.

With every wingbeat, Ryu could feel Elsa’s presence grounding her, a beacon on the earth below reminding her to return. Even in the midst of freedom, Ryu’s heart longed for Elsa, to see her smile, to feel her gentle touch. Flying was what she was, but it was incomplete without the knowledge that Elsa was there, watching, sharing this moment with her.

As she glided through the air, Ryu felt the stars beckon her, but she also felt the weight of the earth, of Elsa. She tilted her wings, letting the wind carry her in a wide twist, her body descending back towards the ground. The cool breeze flowed over her scales, and as she dipped lower, she could see Elsa more clearly, her head following Ryu’s every movement.

Elsa’s being was like gravity, a force that tugged Ryu’s heart toward her. She spiraled, her body pirouetting. The stars still tried to beguile her to join them, but now, they were no longer her destination—they were just witnesses to what existed between them.


The colors traced behind her, painting the sky in long streaks of luminescence, chasing. From the ground, the Northuldra tribe, and all of Arendelle, looked up in awe as the ribbons of rainbow light intertwined with the constellations. The entire sky seemed to pulse with life. 

As Ryu looped and spun, the rainbows followed her every trajectory, sowing intricate patterns coming alive. 

 Ryu felt more connected to this land than ever before. 

The auroras-like colors dwelt over the mountains, glistening on the surface of the fjord, and reflected in the eyes of everyone who gazed up. 


A longing was born, a greedy and selfish one, Elsa knew there was no consequence to feeling. 

As Ryu soared, a stirring sensation swept through the air. It went against the natural current of the wind. Gale, beckoned to Elsa. 

“Hey what are you-” 

With a playful flourish, Gale lifted Elsa from the earth’s embrace, rising her high into the twilight, where the air was imbued with a soft luminescence, igniting her senses.

Caught in the rapture of this unexpected ascent, Elsa felt the world below dissolve into insignificance. The earth’s surface faded into a distant memory as Gale whisked her closer to Ryu. 

Her heart raced with each upward spiral, mirroring the delight that surged within her. As she reached the pinnacle of her flight, she could feel Ryu's magnetic presence drawing her closer. 

Gale’s zephyr-like hold cradled her gently, lifting her higher still, until she was at last at Ryu’s side who yelped, falling backwards comically the sight of Elsa. 

They became partners in an ethereal pas de deux amidst the stars. Ryu twirled and twisted her body, a prismatic glow, while Elsa, now elevated to share in this waltz. 

Their movements synced they weaved together, gliding through the firmament with an elegance that transcended the ordinary.

Elsa tried to reach out and touch Ryu but they were separated as Ryu wrapped her wings around herself spinning around in time with Elsa till they both fell. 

“Ryu!” Elsa screamed while laughing, the wind nearly blinding her, spreading tears. 

Gale placed Elsa carefully on Tim's outstretched hand. She held his stony finger to stabilize her dizzying sensation. 

Ryu roared, calling to Elsa, her true drage lys, the one who anchored her and gave her flight meaning. With one final beat of her wings, Ryu landed softly in front of her, massive dragon form towering over her, yet she felt so small and vulnerable. 

Elsa looked up at her, and Ryu knew that this was where she belonged—not among the stars, but here, with Elsa, who stood at the very center of the world.

And to Ryu, she was.


As they traversed, Ryu paused to crouch near a brook, her fingers skimming the surface of the crystalline water. The ripples danced around her touch. Her gaze wandered to the array of blossoms surrounding them. 

Elsa knelt beside her, captivated by the connection Ryu always seems to forge with nature. “Stop making the forest like you more than me.” she remarked, the corners of her lips curling into a cheeky smile. 

Ryu allowed Elsa to lead them to sit in front of the flowing water. 

A strong silence overtook them highlighting the sound of the owls, and crickets, until they both spoke at the same time. 

“Erusa I can't wait anymore, I have something to show you-”  

“Ryu I wanted to give you this all day but we never found the time-” 

They paused then chuckled, both reaching into their pockets. 

“Me first- no-” Ryu growled, becoming huffy when Elsa tried to insist on presenting her gift first. Elsa giggled. 

“Alright alright. You first.” Elsa responded graciously, fixing her dress. 

“Close your eyes.” The instructions were met with apprehension that had Ryu rolling her eyes. 

“Don't throw anything at my face.” Elsa warned, opening a single eye. 

“I won't, eyes closed.” 

“Okay, okay.” Elsa shut her eyes, Ryu double checked, waving her hand in front of her. 

“Stop that.” 

“No peeking!” 

“I'm not! I can feel the air from your hand.” 

“Oh. Okay now open them!” 

Elsa's gaze landed on what was cradled in Ryu's open palms. 

She reached for it slowly lifting it by the string. Dangling was an accurate replica of a heart. 

Ryu bashfully smiled looking like a nervous wreck, the hopeful expression died as it was stabbed by Elsa’s hysterical laughter. 

“Ah kuso you are laughing at me.” 

Elsa shook her head reaching in her pocket revealing her own creation. It was a lot more intricately designed complete with veins and the proper ventricles of her own heart. 

Catching on Ryu began snickering, taking the heart. “Oh Erusa, it's beautiful…” she could barely speak between chuckles. “What's it made of diamond?” 

“Ice.” 

“Ahh okay I didn't want to assume.” Turning around Ryu allowed Elsa to clasp the necklace around her, obliging the same when Elsa spun. “Mine is made of my scales, which now I think about it is kinda creepy.” 

Elsa carefully felt the small heart against her skin. “But now I can always have a piece of you with me.” 

 “God, we're morbid.” Ryu stated, taking note of the accuracy Elsa's heart had. A far cry from the sweet double-scalloped ideogram with the v-shaped base she gave to others. 

“Or maybe we're both geniuses who think alike…” Ryu remained quiet until she turned with a raised brow until she shook her head. 

“No, I'm pretty sure we're both idiots who like disturbing things.” 

Elsa shrugged, standing and offering her hand to Ryu. She couldn't argue with that point either. 

“Then you Miss Periwinkle are the smartest dumb person I've ever met.” 

“And you, Miss Erusa, are the dumbest smart person I've ever met.” Ryu remarked with a glib tone of voice. 


After the celebration Elsa found Ryu lounging on some pillows and blankets holding a small book in her hand inside their goahti. 

As Elsa washed her face Ryu's voice carried softly and even though she recited the book of a story Elsa knew well.

“By your leave,  

I must beseech a short reprieve.

To play this game, and win or lose,

Between these two things you must choose:

Whether to have me thus at night,

Or else within the daytime’s light.

For you shall not have both the two.”

She also knew Ryu wasn't reading but instead keeping her stare trained on Elsa's back as Elsa replied. “And he began to grieve anew

In many a wise, and worked his thought,

But for all that, he still could not

Decide upon which one was best.

And she, to put his heart at rest,

Did pray he’d choose, in any case,

Until at last, with knightly grace,

He said: “Oh you, who saved my life,

Say what you like about my strife,

Which of these answers I shall give

I know not, but while I may live,

I wish that you were my mistress,

For by myself, I cannot guess

Which one is best, as to my choice.

Thus will I grant you my whole voice:

Choose for us both, I humbly pray, 

And whatsoever you shall say,

Just as you wish it, so will I.” 

The smile in Ryu's voice could be heard as she read.

“My lord, she said, give thanks thereby,

For with those words you said, wherein

You made me your own sovereign,

My destiny is overcome,

And nothing will be taken from

My beauty, all of which I’ll save

Till I be taken to my grave.

Both day and night, as I am now

I’ll always be to you, I vow.

For of the king of Sicily

I am the daughter. Verily,

When I was with my father last,

For hatred, my stepmother cast

A curse on me that, once begun,

Misshaped me, until I had won

The love and with it, sovereignty

Of any knight, of such degree

Surpassing others of good name.

And since men say you are the same,

This deed has proven it; therefore

I shall be yours forevermore.”

When Elsa turned there lay her dragon tail wrapping around herself as the spirit approached slowly. Her muscles quivered when Elsa's hand trailed over her shoulders to her mane. “You're breathtaking.” Elsa mumbled while keeping up the caresses. 

Elsa looked at her, eyebrows raised hopefully. Though unsure, Ryu nodded. "Remember. I love you." 

Elsa kissed her again. This time, her exploration moved beyond Ryu's mouth to her cheeks, her neck. Ryu purred with pleasure, and Elsa's tongue delicately probed against hers. As Elsa’s hand squeezed Ryu made a small yelp of surprise. She paused, but Ryu didn't object, so she continued. 

She tried initially to push Ryu back, her mind already working to figure out how this would work, especially with her on edge. 

Elsa would need to get her fully relaxed. She kissed Ryu's throat. Elsa sat back as Ryu held her paws over her own chest, it was endearing seeing the usually unabashedly nude dragon hide.

Elsa gave a breathy murmur. "Oh, Ryu, you're beautiful."

Hearing the praises Ryu fought the urge to cover herself up again.  Elsa smiled serenely, lovingly, hungrily, at Ryu's lithe body which curved like a stream feeding into the coast of the fjord. 

Now leaning on her side Ryu chattered nipping at the sleeve of Elsa’s dress. 

Understanding she stood before her, pulling the strings that held her dress together loose. One arm crossing below her breasts, the other just above her cleft, as if she were just about to cover herself, but only if. 

A blush overtook her cheeks as Ryu's careful and sharp eyes moved over her smooth curves and creamy skin. 

Elsa looked down, then lifted her eyes to Ryu, arching her back slightly as Ryu tentatively nuzzled her breast. Her hot breath tickled against Elsa's cooler skin and her spine stiffened until Ryu’s purrs soothed her then she began making other noises as if speaking to herself. Elsa's head tilted as she listened. 

She pressed against Ryu further, cuddling skin to skin. Ryu grew anxious and bumped her tail against Elsa's hip, smiling crookedly, broken fang jutting out. 

Elsa smiled. She bumped back feeling so safe and secure. 

She slid to lie on top of Ryu, kissing her lips over and over, gently nipping Ryu's lower lip, then feeling an electric thrill of acceptance as Ryu's unresisting lips parted for her tongue. She lingered for a while, then her restless mouth moved down the side of Ryu's strong neck. Ryu hummed deeply, closing her eyes. 

"Yes?" murmured Elsa, careful not to be too loud. There was still that doubt and worry which plagued Ryu; her scent hung in the air though not as strongly as before. Elsa giggled thinking of not just Florent and the Loathly Lady, but of other tales featuring maidens and creatures coupling together despite their otherness. If anyone who didn't truly know her had their way she'd be married to a handsome knight or king living happily ever after…or at least until she succumbed to the labors of childbirth. Elsa shook her head at her foolishness.

A sense of superiority blossomed in Elsa's mind, others always complimented her beauty, many were blind to her own otherness, yet for Ryu it seemed the opposite, she had been so blind to Elsa physically, as if she were a present wrapped with pretty paper Ryu ignored only wanting to know what was contained inside the box. 

 She gently kissed Ryu's collar, then explored with her lips and tongue-tip. "I wish I was one of your scales, so I could feel you forever."

Ryu snickered, twisting her large head to Elsa, eyes disbelieving and mirthful. Until something caught her attention. Elsa’s giggles had been causing the rise and fall of her breast. 

Curiosity overcame Ryu as she took one of Elsa's erect nipples in her mouth; sucking, nipping, nibbling, cautiously raking her fangs across it.

Elsa shot up, frost spreading across Ryu's scales. The startled dragon tried to stand but Elsa pressed her hands against her side. “No-no! It's okay, it's alright… you didn't hurt me. I just…I'm not very fond of that.” Ryu mewled an apology guilt swimming across her face. 

“Here, you can do that here-” Elsa dragged her finger across her neck to her clavicle and shoulder. At a snail's pace Ryu bent down and lightly moved the tip of her tongue following Elsa's mapped path. 

Elsa smiled dreamily. "Good girl. That's nice." She pushed her hair back. 

"Getting worked up Gecko?" Elsa smiled wickedly when she felt Ryu begin to squirm and press her tail tighter between her legs. Elsa sat up taking in the demure look Ryu held with her ears plastered against her skull. 

Okay how…how am I going to do this? 

There was the difference of size which would complicate things as Ryu was in length from head to tail eighteen feet, curled up around Elsa's measly five foot seven frame. If she was to enter Ryu then kissing would definitely have to wait until they finished. 

The woman pouted until Ryu pushed her lips against Elsa's, wiping the sour expression away. Elsa remained stunned for a moment, eyes raking over her dragon, one realization made her feel like an imbecile. 

Ryu had not just the ability of fire-breathing and rainbows but also flexibility. Giddy, Elsa set to work creating a smooth shaft connected to her loins for Ryu then she paused…

How big did she have to make it?

Ryu's impatient bark yanked her from her mind. 

Stop overthinking it. 

Adjustments could be made. Standing Elsa positioned herself behind Ryu's sprawled limbs lifting her tail with a huff. “You could help, you know.” She sassed but Ryu grunted curling over onto her back purring then onto her side, definitely intending to not help. 

Elsa took inventory of her nether region, it looked more of the same albeit moisture had begun collecting around the slit. Its smell drew out a hum from the spirit as she bit her lip. 

Testing the waters, two of them shuddered and sighed together as Ryu's flushed outer labia pressed into the apex of Elsa's thighs. 

Closing her eyes and splaying her palms on Ryu's hips – Elsa thrusted a few times, getting comfortable on top of and inside her. The dragon trilled, tail swishing as she felt her clits throb in time with the sweet friction at her entrance.

“oh Ryu I've got you, are you okay?” Ryu responded by opening her eyes after she stilled for a moment. Her ears flicked against her as Elsa smirked. Her growl was understood, fangs glinting as they dimpled her lower lip in an unamused expression. Move already!

“As you wish–” Elsa jerked her hips twice suddenly, the head of her ice pressing into Ryu's walls and making her hiss under her breath, tail thwapping against their nest. 

“I aim to please. ” Elsa said, the confident smirk inching its way back onto her lips. Her words made Ryu roll her eyes. 

The tip of her tail twitched playfully as her flukes spread out shielding Elsa's bare back as she continued to thrust in and out slowly, taking her time and enjoying the way Ryu felt around her. She leaned down, her hands sliding up Ryu's  soft scales, kneading her before she signaled for Ryu to bring her muzzle closer. She panted into her mouth, her hips jerking as the icy mound bumped into her clitoris. 

Ryu relaxed her muscles and ground her hips, relishing friction, eyes flickering in excitement. The look in Elsa's darkened just a little, and Ryu knew it was only the beginning. She wrapped her tail around Elsa, she nipped and sucked at Ryu's throat, as she pumped her hips shallowly. 

Elsa kissed her way up to Ryu's lips, capturing them and hungrily slipping her tongue into her mouth. Ryu gasped and trilled, melting into the kisses. 

Elsa reluctantly broke their mouths apart, a string of saliva snapping as she leaned back. One hand moved to Ryu's leg to brace herself up while the other grasped onto her hip. The dragon was staring at her, eyes hooded and glowing, She began thrusting short but hard. 

Elsa's thighs started to burn and her lower back injury ached, a certain intensity began spreading physically which was bizarre. Usually she relied on the mental connection she felt through her magic to get any sensation inside Ryu, feeling magic spill out from both her fingers and rod. 

Seeing Elsa's brows furrow and her eyes lose focus, Ryu became concerned, warbling in question.

Elsa gasped and made an embarrassing whine, pressing her flushed chest into Ryu's body. She gripped and pulled Ryu's head against her chest, keeping it firmly against herself. Ryu was conflicted; she wanted to give in and focus on the physical pleasure yet Elsa was acting so strange, with a desperation she had never felt or seen before. Her breathing became labored in Ryu's ear and fingers held in a vice-like white knuckle grip. 

Elsa too far gone to stop despite wanting to, this wasn't exactly correct nor how she wanted this coupling to go but the bliss was so close, right at the precipice, she buried her face into bangs of Ryu's mane whimpering. 

She felt so puissant holding such a formidable being against her breast yet also powerless to the whims of her body and small. 

Within moments, Elsa's tether snapped. “Oh sweet cabbages! Ryu- I..I!” Ryu's pupils slitted as she began changing forms sensing…she hadn't the slightest idea but from the way Elsa was breathing and her cracked voice she needed to be sure. 

“Erusa! Are you okay?” she asked as Elsa still held her close, choking out a series of odd sayings regarding snowmen and vegetables, thrust especially hard. Freezing snow spilled from the broad tip, rushing into Ryu and filling her. She realized, panting, that they had still remained connected. 

They both stilled for a moment, letting the heat and cold wash over their bodies as they both throbbed. Elsa clearly needed a few moments to catch her breath. 

Elsa's eyes were nearly closed, her head resting against Ryu, a gentle moan leaking from her slack, parted lips.

"Oh. I did not mean to do that," she said.

“Do what- wha- oh.” Ryu understood now piecing together the scent coming from Elsa and the sluggish way she draped her arms around her shoulders. 

“I'm sorry.” she said, unsure if it was somehow her fault. 

"No, 'sokay." Elsa made a sound between a moan and a sigh, breathless. "No 'pologies necess'ry. I just… I usually don't lose control like that.” 

"Is that a bad thing?" Ryu asked, then paused for thought. “Have you ever…ever done that before?

“Yes, I have, alone. I don't know how to explain it really, it isn't…unpleasant but I can live without it happening. I suppose it does feel nice for a fleeting moment.” 

Though Ryu didn't share the same sentiment, she could understand it. Elsa wasn't really a person of fleeting pleasures preferring them to last and stay with her. 

Guiding them to lay down Elsa looked up at Ryu finally appearing as if she were in a trance. “I much prefer your pleasure anyways.” 

“I suppose you can ride the coattail of my pleasure.” Elsa hummed snuggling closer. 

“Arigatō.” 

“Happy Alle Hjerters Dag Erusa.” 

“Happy Alle Hjerters Dag Ryu.” 


It was freezing. Anna didn't know if it was her own teeth chattering or Ryder's snoring which woke her but between Sven, Kristoff, and him their body heat in addition to all the blankets wasn't going to cut it. 

Groaning half asleep she left their goahti and hurriedly scurried to Elsa entering quickly and shutting the opening. 

As expected in the dark she caught her sister curled up against Ryu's large frame, draped by her wing, smiling content in her sleep.

The nest of pillows and plush blankets she brought for Ryu were too tempting to not dive under. Shuddering, she scooted towards Ryu's stomach and chest where the heat was most intense. 

Ryu groaned, lifting her head up to see the stowaway already comfortable next to her sister’s naked body. Rolling her eyes Ryu curled her tail around the three of them. 


A few hours passed when Ryu awoke to the subtle sounds she didn't recognize. Something stirred outside, an unusual sound that didn't belong to the nocturnal outskirts of the Northuldra camp. Her senses prickled with alertness, and a strange, musky scent wafted through the fabric—a scent that was alarming.

Pushing aside the flap, she surveyed the surroundings. The camp lay quiet, the flickering embers of the dying fire and smoke trailed up. But the scent lingered, stronger now.

She checked on the herd, scanning across as the night shepherds remained at their post.

It wasn't here.

She walked to the nearby river where she spotted Nokk, his still frozen form nearly blended with the trees. Beside him, Bruni flitted from tree to tree. Ryu yipped to them, her eyes wide with a silent urgency. 

Nokk neighed, conveying the same uncertainty as Bruni zipped to stand atop her head. His tail pointed north. 

The trio moved in unison as they ventured deeper into the woods. Each step was cautious, the air thick, and the strange scent growing more pronounced. Ryu followed Nokk, his senses attuned to the surrounding shadows, as Bruni flanked her, ready to react.

A massive figure emerged from the darkness—, its white fur stark against the shadows of the trees. The creature sniffed the air, its massive form lumbering closer to, drawn by the warmth and lingering scents of food.

Ryu’s heart raced as they locked eyes with the bear. She had only ever seen these from afar during her time spent in the arctic regions but knew from observation they were ruthless, only caring for cubs and survival. 

With a steady breath, Ryu squared her shoulders, adopting a low, protective stance. She narrowed her eyes, presenting herself as a formidable presence. The bear, sensing her challenge, its own body imposing as it huffed and raised its massive paws, letting out a low growl that rumbled.

Nokk, gliding to Ryu’s side, exuded an aura of calm yet fierce determination, his iridescent body confusing the bear.

He looked like prey yet didn't behave like it. 

He subtly inclined his head, a silent signal for Ryu to maintain her ground while he circled around, keen to assess the situation and look for any other potential danger lurking nearby.

Bruni hovered close, his small frame flickering with fiery excitement, darting back and forth, his movements quickening in response to the tense standoff. He offered a series of bright flashes, a playful yet determined gesture to keep the bear from bolting towards Northuldra. 

Ryu and the bear engaged in a silent duel of wills. With each step forward Ryu took, the bear responded in kind with false charges and guttural roars. The bear swayed slightly, a warning display meant to assert its dominance, while Ryu rattled her scales and spread her wingspan.

For several heartbeats, the forest fell into an eerie stillness, the world outside their standoff fading into obscurity. Then, in a decisive moment, Ryu lifted her chin, the fire within her igniting as she emitted a low growl, a sound deep and resonant, echoing her resolve. The bear mirrored her, letting out a rumbling growl of its own, yet Ryu could see the hesitation in its stance.

The tension stretched taut, and then, gradually, the bear began to back away, its eyes still locked onto Ryu. With each step it retreated, Ryu’s posture relaxed slightly, though she remained vigilant. Nokk and Bruni mirrored her movements, a united front deterring the animal from the area. 

Finally, the bear turned, lumbering away into the shadowed trees, disappearing into the night from whence it came. Ryu exhaled deeply, the adrenaline that had surged through her body ebbing as relief washed over her.

Bruni danced excitedly, his flames flickering in joyous celebration, Nokk snorted, a silent display of approval. Ryu couldn't help but smile at him. She and Bruni continued to trail after him until he grew tired of company mockingly bucking and lunging at them to get lost. Shooing them towards Northuldra. 

Bruni persisted long after Ryu gave up and headed back to Elsa’s dwelling.

Entering inside she found Elsa in the same spot she left her, though her grin had become a frown as her hand reflexively felt around. 

Anna lay snoring, one arm draped over leaned back head and the rest of her limbs spread like a starfish. 

Ryu sighed, taking her place around them. Carefully she lifted Anna's head to keep her neck from aching when she woke. 

Elsa moaned tiredly reaching behind haphazardly, pulling Anna's arm over her waist patting the hand now happy. All was right in her world. 


 

There was no need to wake up so early but Elsa's circadian rhythm was not easily swayed by changes of schedule. 

She sighed stretching trying to sit up, automatically her mind knew that to escape she'd have to toss Anna over. It wasn't something she found to be exceedingly annoying, in fact it was welcomed that the efforts it took to escape her sister's clutches always managed to bring Elsa back to the world of the waking. 

Wait a second…

Elsa did a double glance confirming Anna was indeed nestled beside her…her naked body. 

She clenched her teeth and flicked Ryu's forehead, whispering urgently. “Why didn't you tell me Anna snuck in here?” The flicker of the dragon's ear told her she was heard and also ignored. 

Rude. 

“Oh you offer no help.” Elsa chastised, waving dismissively. 

Trying to stand carefully without waking Anna Elsa stepped over Ryu's tail to dress herself. She could do that quickly. 

Anna sighed grumpily that her Elsa teddy bear had gone away sitting up. Her hair pointing in all directions blocked her view which didn't help with the sand in the corner of her eyes. 

A blurry pale blob moved out of the pile of blankets and pillows until her eyesight returned to normal revealing the blurry apparition to be Elsa's bare ass. 

Cranning a slothful gaze to Ryu she spoke with a bleary voice frightening her sister. “Why…why is Elsa naked?” When Ryu didn't respond she pouted and shook her head. “You're no help.” 

Recovered from her fright and now dressed Elsa peaked out seeing only a few people awake, which made sense it was about two hours away from sunrise judging by the sky. 

Her mind carefully went over any possible schedule conflicts that would impede her from spending a nice morning snuggling Ryu and Anna. 

Luckily she couldn't think of any. 

As she crawled back into their bed she smirked at Anna who had fallen asleep while sitting up. Using a single finger she pushed it against her sister's forehead, ushering her to lay down. 

As Elsa reclined against Ryu's plush stomach her mind raced with all they had done yesterday, making her even more excited for the future. 

Notes:

Ā,-sōda ne- Japanese for hell yes

The poem Elsa and Ryu recited is called Florent and the Loathly Lady.

The song Elsa sings is heavily inspired on Strawberry Sunscreen by Lostboycrow

Chapter 51: Chapter 51

Notes:

Apologies for the long hiatus, life got outta hand but I will be trying to return back regular updates, so I can get this story finished and start working on the sequel. Thank you for making it this far, and I will hope to not disappoint.

This chapter is mostly fluff, with alot of foreshadowing. The next update will be longer and more piogant to the plot.

Chapter Text

The sensation of warmth was foreign to Ryu, after spending what felt like an eternity in the cold, hard space. Time had no meaning in that dark, isolated place. The world outside didn’t exist, and within the confines of her egg, everything was silent, everything was still. Her body had remained motionless for centuries, unaware of the passage of time. She wasn’t even fully conscious, just a vague presence floating in the darkness. Until the heat began to seep in.

At first, it was a subtle spike in temperature that she barely noticed. Then, it began to grow—an intense, consuming heat that spread across her fluff and pierced into her very core. It was uncomfortable, almost unbearable, forcing her to move for the first time in what felt like a millennium. Her limbs stretched out instinctively, pushing against the walls that had once felt so safe, so impenetrable.

Cracks appeared. The surface that had held her for so long was giving way, and with one last push, she broke through. The light was blinding, the world outside loud and disorienting. Ryu’s small, frail body collapsed onto the ground, trembling from the overwhelming sensory input. The air was thick with strange smells, the surface beneath her felt harsh and scratchy, and the sounds—voices, big hands—were alien and frightening.

The first creatures she saw were not gentle. The Mikotos and their servants approached her without hesitation, their hands large and unforgiving as they hoisted her up, inspecting her. She squirmed, her newly hatched body vulnerable, her cries of discomfort ignored. They handled her roughly, passing her between them as if she were nothing more than an object of curiosity. There was no tenderness, no care, only the impersonal, clinical efficiency of their examination. 

 She picked up on a few words, one being dragon, something rare and powerful, but to them, she was just another tool.

Her first days in the Mikoto household were marked by this kind of treatment. Every time she tried to express discomfort or pain, they ignored her. It wasn't until when she began to bite—driven by the sharp, constant ache of teething—they struck her, scolding her for being unruly. Her small body, still learning how to navigate, was met with discipline rather than the care she instinctively sought. She learned quickly to stay quiet, to stifle her cries, to not bite sometimes even when the pain was too much. But her dragon instincts were strong, and every now and then, the urge to lash out with teeth and claws would overwhelm her, leading to further lectures and lessons.

Yet, there was one thing she found solace in—outside. The world beyond the walls of the Mikoto estate was vast, and though she wasn’t allowed much freedom, the moments she did get to step outside filled her with awe. The sky stretched above her in endless blue, and the earth beneath her feet was cool and welcoming. The wind that brushed against her fur was soft, unlike the hands that handled her within. The world was full of sights, sounds, and smells that were strange but not frightening. It was a place of wonder, even if the cruelty of those who controlled her confined her existence.

Then there was Susanoo. He was different from the others in the household. While the others regarded her with a mixture of fear and cynicism, Susanoo treated her with indifference at first. But even that indifference was better than what she had grown accustomed to. He never struck her, never forced her to do anything. He shooed her away constantly, his voice annoyed when she followed him, but there was something in his tone that wasn’t quite as cruel as the others’. Maybe that’s why she kept following him.

She shadowed him everywhere, her small form always lurking behind his heels. He would snap at her to leave him alone, wave her away, but no matter how many times he dismissed her, she couldn’t stop. She felt drawn to him, in a way she couldn’t explain. It wasn’t love—not yet—but it was something close to it. He was the only one who didn’t treat her like an object, and that was enough for her.

One night, after many days of being told to go away, Susanoo finally relented. He didn’t say much, just gestured for her to come closer, to climb onto his bed. Ryu hesitated for a moment, unsure if this was real. When she realized it was, she clambered up clumsily, her body still awkward and unsure of itself. She nestled against him, her small form curling close to his warmth. For the first time, she felt something akin to gentleness.

In that moment, lying next to Susanoo, Ryu understood what it was to feel safe. His presence wasn’t tender in the traditional sense, but it was solid, steady, and comforting. For the first time in her short life, she wasn’t alone, and that made all the difference.

From that night on, she was always by Susanoo’s side, never leaving him for long unless forced to. Even if he tried to push her away, she would always return. He never shooed her with the same intensity again, perhaps realizing that she needed him just as much as he, in time, might come to need her. And in her own way, Ryu had chosen him—her first bond, her first companion, the one person who had shown her a glimpse of what the world could be beyond cruelty.


 

The sun dipped low in the sky, casting a warm glow over Elsa’s garden. Ryu had nestled into a cozy nest of towels and pillows she had crafted for comfort. She wasn't certain why but ever since her heat had ended she wanted to build, and not in the usual sense and direction her contraptions followed, like the pumpkin catapult, or the child catapult, or the reindeer catapult…

Ryu felt deep within the need to build and express the desire for comfort. It was an easy draconic emotion to satisfy if not a bit silly. 

Elsa's fussing about Ryu using blankets and towels to make such things around the house and in the garden soon ebbed away when she realized what was happening. 

Ryu smirked, wondering if she could just blame all the quirks Elsa didn't like and would lecture about on draconic urges.

As she settled in, tail wrapped around herself, a gentle rustling beneath her stirred her from her calm a two hours into the most perfect nap. Ryu blinked open her eyes, her heart racing with curiosity. A chorus of tiny chirps filled the air, echoing the sound of new life. She naturally searched the surrounding trees, glancing around to spot any new hatchlings. 


The world was a blur of soft sounds and sensations. The warmth enveloped them, a cocoon of comfort and safety, as if they had been cradled in a gentle embrace. Five tiny creatures, still damp and blinking against pressure, found themselves nestled in a strange but welcoming nest of materials. They wiggled around, trying to make sense of their surroundings.

The first thing they noticed was the heat. It radiated from a large, magnificent mass lying on top of them, its skin was not soft like their own but pliable enough to push against. Shimmering in the cracks of light. They chirped softly, their voices high and fragile, filled with uncertainty. They wanted out. 

 


Ryu shifted slightly and felt the warm presence of something slimy wiggling beneath her lower stomach.

Warbling in question she stood immediately and spun in place. 

Peering down, Ryu's heart swelled with a mix of befuddlement and horror as she saw five tiny wet creatures squirming and burrowing to the top of her blankets.

Intruders! Ryu growled lightly at the wriggling things trying to solve where they found the audacity. 

They didn't seem to mind, huddled together, their down feathers glistening with moisture from their recent hatching. They looked up at her, their bright eyes wide and curious, then to her absolute abhorrence they scrambled quickly to wobbling legs making their way towards her. No fear. No question, just one goal. 

Ryu yipped, backing away but they were quick to take advantage of her confusion. 

They were obviously birds, that much was clear to Ryu now but what type she hadn't the slightest clue. Maybe ducks? Maybe food?

Ryu leaned in closer, her massive snout hovering just above them. She breathed in their sweet, cotton scent, feeling odd they smelt like her and Elsa’s laundry, she knew that was due to them freeloading in her nest, still this small aspect ebbed the instinct welling up inside her to have a quick snack. The sight of the tiny chicks, still wobbling and wet, ignited a desire to- 

Ryu snarled, shaking the thought away standing, the desire she had was to get them out of her napping spot. 


The five little birds continued to explore their newfound sanctuary, clambering over the nest. They were still damp from hatching, their gray fluff standing out in contrast to the vibrant colors of the world around them. Each step was a wobbly adventure, filled with oddities and an innate need to understand their surroundings.

Until they saw it in full perspective. 

It was enormous, unlike anything they had ever known from seeing one another, yet it exuded an aura of protection that calmed their confused hearts. 

As the last vestiges of their shells fell away, the chicks felt an undeniable urge to move closer to the source of warmth. It was unavoidable; they were born to seek out comfort, to find safety. One brave little chick took a hesitant step forward, its feathers still matted. It waddled awkwardly but was driven by an instinct stronger than itself, which seemed to make the mass uncomfortable, squirm and back away in tiny shuffles. 


Ryu’s breathing raced as she observed the little one, unsure how to respond. The chick was so small and fragile, yet it moved with a fearless determination that both amazed and terrified her. Please don't. She thought instinctively pulling her paw back a little. But the chick persisted, its tiny legs flapping in excitement as it clambered towards, chirping happily.

This was too much, Ryu had dealt with many animals, some small and brave like this but this…this felt different somehow. She was responsible for bringing them into this world and that pull stopped her from taking refuge in the sky where they couldn't reach, yet she also wanted absolutely nothing to do with them and hated that little twinkle she saw in their eyes when they spotted her. Nothing, not even Elsa had ever looked at her like that and it twisted her gut into knots. 

The bold chick called out, chasing after her. It was the desperate plea that had Ryu skidding to a sharp halt. 

The chick eventually having caught up, climbed onto Ryu’s foreleg, its eyes shining with admiration. 

Ryu's ears folded. 

You don't even know me…


The chick paused, looking up at the shimmering skin that adorned the large mass’ body. They were unlike anything it had ever seen, which wasn't much—smooth and reflective, catching the light in a way that made them almost seem to glow. The newborn tilted its head, momentarily captivated by the way the mass shifted color, glimmering shades that danced under the sun.

The bird chirped, calling out to its siblings.

Another chick clambered closer, its soft beak brushing against the mass. It was a strange but delightful sensation, rubbing its face against the surface. 

The third chimed joining the growing circle clambering onto a paw which was lifted just to boot them off.

The other two chicks, having found their way to the long thing coming from the mass pecked gently at the skin, bewitched by their unique design.


Yet they acted like it. The content that washed over them when they touched her was overwhelming. Like she was the best thing to ever exist. 

A mix of panic and wonder swirled in her stomach and chest. She didn’t want to harm the little creatures, yet their fearlessness ignited something deep within her. The sight of these small beings, so utterly convinced that she was the safest place in the world, made her eyes swell, but it also filled her with uncertainty. How could she possibly be what these little chicks needed?

The dragon was so diffident in the face of tiny new born chicks that had all the confidence in the world of who she was and what she was to them. 

What do you want from me? Ryu thought, looking down at the chick as it bounced around her paws, oblivious to her hesitation. 

Another chick, unfazed by her internal struggle, ventured closer, its little beak pecking gently at Ryu's scales. It chirped excitedly, its head cocked to one side. another chirped, waddling to Ryu’s large paw and nuzzling against it. 

The little ones continued to squabble around Ryu. They screeched, discovering new sensations with every touch. Their small bodies pressed against the sleekness of Ryu’s scales, a blend of contentment and comfort that filled them with joy.

A moment of weakness that's what Ryu would call it. A moment of weakness had driven her lean in, her long, serpentine tongue darting out to gently lick the moisture off their feathers. They squawked in surprise, their little bodies tumbling back slightly as they tried to regain their balance.

Ryu jerked back, afraid she had hurt them somehow, concern flooding her. But as the chicks recovered and shuffled back toward her, the soft chirps resumed, and they pressed closer, seeking what they knew she had to offer.

A rumble tore through her throat resonating through her chest. 


 

The large creature stirred slightly, its gentle gaze falling upon them. The chick tilted its head, feeling an odd but solid connection, as if the creature understood them in a way that transcended words. With a soft chirp, it moved closer, followed by its siblings, all drawn toward the magnificent being.

As they gathered around, the babies felt a wave of warmth envelop them, the gentle rise and fall of the creature’s breath a soothing rhythm that resonated in their tiny chests. They instinctively recognized that this creature was not a threat but a protector. It was the same as them, yet so different—powerful, majestic, and kind.

As they nestled against the creature's scales, a low rumble vibrated through the air, a lovely sound that resonated within their bellies. It was deep and soothing, like a lullaby that beckoned them closer. The birds paused, momentarily confused but drawn to the sound nonetheless. They chirped in response, feeling a sense of connection to the source of the grumbling, not fully understanding what it was, but recognizing it as something significant.

Without thinking, they settled against the creature's scales. The soft texture of the creature was unlike anything they had experienced before—warm and alive—and it made them feel secure. They cried eagerly, responding to the gentle vibrations that flowed from the creature.

Suddenly, a long, slimy tongue flicked out, tenderly licking away the damp remnants of their hatching. The newborn squeaked in surprise, but there was no fear, only a rush of affection. The large creature seemed to want to care for them, to ensure they were clean and safe. It felt right, as if this was meant to be.

One by one, they all ventured, drawn by an invisible thread that tethered their hearts to this extraordinary being. The world outside faded into the background as they focused on their new reality. They were together, and that was all that mattered.

Whatever this thing was, it was the same as them and they were the same as it. 

 

Definitely yes, that's correct. 

With every soft chirp and tender nudge, the chicks began to memorize the creature, feeling an unbreakable tether forming, a deep-seated connection that transcended their small understanding of the world. It was a feeling of safety, of love, and of belonging that surged through them, weaving them into the very fabric of the creature's essence. In their hearts, they knew that this large, warm thing was their guardian.

 


 

As they nestled against her, Ryu felt a current of binding and closeness wash over her. Yet, an unsettling thought crept into her mind. Shouldn’t she leave them here for their mother to find? The need to move away, to allow nature to take its course, flickered within her.

But as she watched the chicks wobbling on their tiny legs, their feathers drying to a light grey- Hey just like me!- and their chirps soft and pleading, something tugged at her heart. They were so vulnerable, and the harsh realities of nature loomed large in her mind. She knew them all too well. How many young ones had she seen fall prey to it? A chick made her jerk from its sudden small sneeze clearing fluid from its nose. 

Too many times to count. How easily young animals could be lost, abandoned, or even harmed in their first days of life.

The thought of their true mother finding them suddenly became complicated. What if she didn’t return? What if some predator came along? Ryu's heart sank at the thought. She couldn’t just leave them here. The world could be cruel, and these little creatures deserved a chance. They were bold and ready to take it on. 

Ryu glanced back at the nest, seeing a giant round egg laying there. Unhatched, unmoving. She stared for a long moment at it and felt almost like it was staring back. It would never get to feel the sun, never be able to take its first breath. 

A shiver of empathy ran through her. Ryu had often marveled at the resilience of nature, but she also understood its brutality. She had witnessed the struggles of many, the way the wild could be merciless to the young and defenseless. They needed someone and without even considering it had picked her with the confidence of a wealthy man in politics. 

She needed to think, knowing they would follow, Ryu stood sliding some of the chicks off of her to retreat to the nest. 

Changing bodies at first confused the chicks but only for a few seconds putting Ryu's close friends to shame with how quickly these newborns recognized her instantly but now inquisitive about the skin that replaced some scales and her smaller size. 

“I don't even know how to provide for you little ones.”  she murmured to herself in her native tongue, her voice barely above a whisper, the chicks nibbled at her skin. The inquiry made her think painfully back to herself. 

What would she have wanted when she first hatched? 

Warmth

What would have helped her way back then?

Ryu curled around the chicks, forming a barrier with her body. 

Protection. 

What did she long for the most? 

One particularly cavalier chirped loudly, nudging her leg with its tiny beak. 

Food and affection. 

Ryu’s resolve broke. It was a gesture filled with innocence and trust, a reminder that they had no choice but to rely on her at this moment. 

Maybe…maybe all these younglings needed was what Ryu had been missing most of her life. And she knew what those things were. 

Her brows furrowed with determination to fulfill those needs. If they knew with unstaggering faith that she could be what they needed the most…

Well Ryu didn't really see herself as one to dash a child's dreams and hopes. 

There was only one problem with dedicating herself to them so early. 

Ryu sighed. “Erusa.” Yes, the spirit. Ryu had heard her many rehabilitative stories and they all ended with either returning the young animal to their parents or teaching them in a means that was natural to their species with limited contact. 

The idea of Elsa wanting to search for the chicks mother created a whimper in Ryu. She didn't want to give them back just yet…

Maybe if she hid them for a little while, she could spend time with them then when the time came tell Elsa and search for their mother. 

Yeah that should work. How hard could it be? They were small and relatively easy to care for so far. 

Feeling their tiny bodies against her, Ryu allowed herself to relax. She watched as the little ones snuggle up against her and each other, their soft chirps echoing like a soothing song. They were so tiny, so delicate, and yet they were so full of life. The sight filled her with an overwhelming sense of purpose.

No one had ever had such confidence in her, not even Elsa, no one looked at her like she was their entire world before and actually meant it in every waking moment of their life. Which Ryu was actually sort of grateful for, it'd be overwhelming coming from a person. 

“I'll protect you,” she vowed silently. Ryu closed her eyes, allowing the soft sounds of their snores to relax her, grounding her in the moment. Here, in this serene garden, she found a new sense of belonging. 

And as the newborns curled against her, feeling her gentle warmth, they understood that they were part of something greater, something safe, and that they would follow their guardian wherever she led. Their hearts beat with an indescribable sense of synchronization, and they knew, with every chirp and nuzzle, that they were meant to be together.

In the dimming light, Ryu felt a connection deepen—Nature was a complex tapestry of life, death, and rebirth, and she was a part of that fabric. Embracing the role of their guardian, Ryu settled deeper into her nest, wrapping her arms around the tiny creatures, a living shield against the unpredictability of the outside world.


Ryu crept towards the backdoor of the cottage, her bare feet making barely a whisper in the dewy grass. She craned her neck to peek through the windows, making sure Elsa was still inside, before darting to the entrance. She needed to find a box for the baby chicks and find a way to smuggle them into the guest bedroom; Elsa hardly went in there unless to clean away dust, or when guests came for the night. 

Slipping inside, Ryu tiptoed around the kitchen. “Wakatta, wakatta, box...box...where would a box be?” she muttered to herself, her eyes scanning the room. There was the occasional creak of the floorboards, which made her wince, but she was sure Elsa hadn’t heard. Weak human ears and all. 

As she opened one of the cupboards, Elsa’s voice floated from the living room. “Ryu? Is that you?”

Ryu froze, clutching a pot lid instead of a box. “Īe just Bruni!” she could hear Elsa’s snort. 

“Oh ha ha, well while you're in there, Bruni, be a dear and wash the dishes Ryu promised to take care of…three hours ago and I'll reward you with a nice cup of tea I made for her.” 

Ryu growled half-heartedly, rolling her eyes while still checking the lower cabinets. “Yeah yeah I'll get to them!” she bumped her head trying to quickly stand. 

“What is going on in there?”

“Just...um...checking for a snack! You know, I get hungry...sometimes!” She mentally kicked herself.

She carefully put the lid back and tried another cupboard, but a slight rustling behind her made her whip around. She squinted, scanning the room. “Weird…” she whispered. 

Suddenly, a loud clatter erupted as Ryu accidentally knocked over a broom leaning by the counter. She gasped, scrambling to catch it but only managing to send it skidding across the floor, straight into a…chick! The broom knocked the legs from under the chick and it chirped in protest before wandering off, completely unbothered. Ryu, on the other hand, panicked, raising her tone wildly to cover up the noise.

Elsa’s soft laugh reached her ears. “Are you alright in there, Ryu?”

“Fine! Everything is fine! No need to come in here, just...normal Ryu things happening!” 

Elsa hummed. “Ryu things… normal…that sentence is oxymoronic.” 

“Who's the Moron? The moron or the one who fucks the moron.” Ryu riposted trying to keep the conversation casual, searching for a create faster now. She finally spotted one on top of a shelf. A soft bump at her ankle startled her, and she glanced down. “What the—?” Her eyes widened. “Oh no...oh no no no...”

The chicks had circled her feet, peeping innocently.

Her mind raced. How did they get inside?! She bent down, trying to shove the chick in her pocket. “Satte, shū!” But the chicks only chirped louder, following her every movement. One even hopped up onto her toes, its tiny feet tickling her.

“Ryu?” Elsa called again, now sounding suspicious.

“I’m fine!” Ryu shouted, her voice an octave too high. She grabbed the box off the shelf, as if sensing the new prison the chicks scattered, the one in her pocket even risked the jump to follow its siblings.“Tawagoto!”

Elsa, sensing something was definitely off, came into the kitchen just as Ryu was about to sprint off in search of the babies. 

“Ryu,” Elsa said slowly, raising an eyebrow. “Why are you acting so..."she noted the crate. "Bizzare?” 

Ryu stood up too quickly, her back bumping into another shelf. “Weird? Me?” 

Elsa shook her head, closing her eyes. “I didn't say weird…” She was ignored. 

“No, no! Not bizzare at all! Just, um...I thought we were out of rice! Needed to, uh, check!”

Elsa blinked at her, not buying it for a second. “You know I always have extra rice,” then a thought detonated across her features the more she took in the fidgeting and twitching, her next question had Ryu blushing furiously. “Are you feeling a tingle underneath your tail again?” Elsa’s hand reached out, as worry pulled her brows into a furrow. 

Ryu’s mind raced as she tried to think of sometimes to keep Elsa distracted. Her gaze flitted between Elsa and the chick now safely hidden beneath the chair, but there was no time to relax. Elsa was still watching her, and Ryu could feel the weight of her confusion growing heavier with each passing second.

Elsa gently approached and tucked a loose hair behind her ear, still smiling but clearly concerned. Ryu’s brain scrambled for an answer, and before she could stop herself, she blurted out, "Well, you see, I’ve been thinking... about... about how we don’t spend enough time together!"

Elsa blinked at her, taken aback. “We spend time together every day.”

“I know, I know!” Ryu was shaking her hands again, trying to maintain her increasingly sensitive nerves “But erm, quality time! Doing... fun things, you know? Like—like bird watching! You love nature.”

Elsa’s eyebrows shot up, her suspicion deepening. “Bird watching?”

“Yes!” Ryu latched onto the idea with the desperation of someone sinking in quicksand. “It is... so… peaceful, and we could bond over it! Maybe... tomorrow eh?”

Elsa stared at Ryu for a long moment, then glanced around the room, her eyes narrowing slightly. Ryu’s heart skipped a beat as she watched Elsa scan the space, her gaze landing dangerously close to where the chicks were taking refuge.

“Ryu,” Elsa said slowly, her voice tinged with both amusement and curiosity as her arms crossed. “What are you hiding?”

Ryu’s stomach dropped as she kept a close eye on the chicks, her heart racing every time they pecked or wobbled a bit too far out of their little hiding spot. Panic struck just as one of the chicks waddled into plain view. Ryu quickly flung herself around Elsa, who was mere seconds away from noticing.

"Erusa!" Ryu nearly screamed, startling both Elsa and the chicks. She froze for a second, and her voice came out louder than intended. "What... uh... what's your favorite food again?"

Elsa blinked, looking amused and perplexed. “Uh… indulgent food chocolate, you know that—”

“Right! Right, of course!" Ryu cut her off, her eyes darting to the chick as it stumbled back behind a table leg. “But uh, have you ever wondered if... chocolate could be turned into a soup? Hm a real, hearty chocolate soup?”

Elsa narrowed her eyes slightly, searching Ryu's before replying. “You mean, hot chocolate?”

“No, no!” Ryu shook her head as if that were too simple an answer. “Not hot chocolate, but uh... chunky, savory chocolate soup with... potatoes! And maybe some... onions?”

Elsa almost gagged at the recipe, her lips curling into a skeptical smile. “Ryu, are you okay? That sounds... terrible even for you.”

Before Ryu could respond, another chick made a bold escape, walking out in the open. Ryu’s eyes widened in sheer panic. “Erusa, wait!” She lurched forward, grabbing Elsa’s hand and pulling her toward a nearby vase on the shelf, away from the wandering chick. “Do you know what this vase reminds me of? That one time we saw that... uh, really weird-shaped rock! Remember?”

Elsa stared at Ryu, now looking genuinely baffled, glancing from the vase to Ryu’s increasingly animated face. “What weird-shaped rock?”

“You know, the one that looked like... like a fish! A fish with, um, wings! And—! Do you think rocks can fly?” Ryu blurted out, her desperation reaching absurd levels. Her hand was gripping Elsa's arm a little too tight, pulling her. 

Elsa let out a small laugh, shaking her head. “Ryu, I think you need some rest. You’re acting really… mad, even for you.”

Meanwhile, the chick managed to find its way back under a chair, safe for now. Ryu exhaled in relief, loosening her grip on Elsa.

“Yes... yes, rest,” Ryu muttered, half to herself. “But first, let me tell you about this other thing that’s been on my mind... It’s... a story!”

Elsa loved Ryu's stories but even she had her limits, besides when Ryu was in this excitable type of mood they weren't exactly the type of stories that one could sip tea and listen to usually they ended with some type of debate. 

“Why don't you tell me later over dinner.” She replied, moving to sit in her recliner with her cup of tea.

Ryu, too frazzled to think straight, just nodded, smiling a bit too broadly as Elsa settled down, lifting her cup to take a sip.

If only. 

She hated those words she learned to accept so long ago. Those words were only ever born from regret that plagued every crucial moment in her life.  

If only. 

If only Ryu remembered to close the back door behind her. If only Ryu didn't submit and allow Elsa to sit down. 

If only Ryu hadn't noticed a second too late that one of her chicks had nestled into a teacup. 

If only it wasn't the same teacup Elsa lifted to her lips receiving a small fright from the animal, eyes wide before they settled back to their normal size. 

“Hello there,” Elsa said smirking, her tone sardonic yet tender as she stared into her tea.

Ryu blinked, confused. “Erusa I can explain, really…”

Elsa tilted the cup slightly, revealing a bundle nestled cozily inside. It looked up at her, then scrambled away.

There was no way out of this now, and Elsa was too smart to be made a fool of. 

“Ryu?” Elsa’s voice was soft, her eyes instantly drawn to the small, fuzzy creatures milling about on the floor. “I wish you had told me we were having company, I would have made more tea.” Elsa discarded her now ruined beverage, folding her hands on her lap.

Ryu gulped. “I didn't know either. These are accident guests.” 

Elsa tilted her head standing, walking closer, her inreigue growing. "Accident guests? Like when when Anna or Olaf break into our house at night and sneak into our bed?"

It didn't take long for Ryu to regale her predicament detail by detail, only a few looks and Elsa’s silence was enough to inspire the truth from her. 

"I was going to hide them before you saw," Ryu admitted, shifting awkwardly. "But they kind of followed me before I could do anything about it."

"Hide them? Why?" Elsa crouched down, her expression softening as one of the tiny chicks ventured near her, its hesitation slowly melting away. The other chicks followed suit, their little bodies teetering as they crowded around Elsa’s legs.

“I know you've done this sorta thing before and I wasn't necessarily ready to give them up to their parents yet,” she cringed at how awful it sounded out loud but Elsa offered no judgment, just small nods and understanding. 

“Oh, Gecko... You could have just told me,” Elsa murmured, stroking the chick’s soft feathers with a finger.

Ryu exhaled, deflating her body downward to the ground, all the tension leaving her at once. She rubbed the back of her neck, feeling a bit foolish for her grandiose distraction tactics. “Yeah, I probably should’ve. I just didn’t want to force you to choose between doing your duty or giving in to me.”

Elsa, still cradling the chick in her hands, gave Ryu a warm, affectionate look. “You’re always thinking too far ahead. But it’s one of the things I love about you.”

Ryu’s face flushed at Elsa’s words, her heart fluttering. She couldn’t help but smirk, despite herself. “You love everything about me.”

Elsa chuckled softly, shaking her head at Ryu who at worst remained insecure with herself and at best was completely incorrigible. “Maybe not everything.”

“Most things,” Ryu said, inching closer and gently tapping Elsa’s nose with her finger. “Especially the parts that come with baby animals.”

A laugh escaped her, her eyes lighting up with joy. “I am not too vainly glorified to admit it. They’re quite adorable.”

Ryu huffed, her eyes flicking to the floor. “I just… I felt something when I saw them. The way they looked at me, like they needed me. I don’t know what it was, but I wanted more time with them before you returned them to their mother.”

At that, Elsa’s smile faded slightly. She glanced back at Ryu, her face becoming more solemn. “Ryu, these aren’t chicks. They’re cygnets.”

Ryu blinked, she wasn't sure why this fact had made Elsa appear more melancholy “What do you mean?”

“Swans never leave their nests unattended when their babies are about to hatch,” Elsa explained carefully she hoped Ryu would catch on before she had to admit it. “If the cygnets are here alone- their parents are probably…gone.” 

Ryu’s chest tightened as the realization hit her like a wave. “Oh.”

The room fell quiet for a moment. The weight of what Elsa had said hung in the air. Ryu’s gaze lowered, her hands clenching slightly at her sides, this was not at all what she wanted for the hatchlings. But just as the heaviness settled, Elsa’s voice broke through again, this time lighthearted.

“Well, I suppose these are the consequences of building nests outside, aren’t they?”

Ryu shot her a bewildered look. “What? A lot of animals do it!”

Elsa’s grin returned, playful now. “Maybe. But now you have little ones to take care of.”

Ryu sighed, looking down at the cygnets, who were happily nuzzling against her legs. “I don’t know a thing about swans or parenting. Let alone being a parent to a swan!”

Elsa slowly stood up, her eyes glinting mischievously as she crossed her arms. “Oh, I’m sure we’ll figure it out together.” She reclaimed her spot on the recliner, her smile widening as she leaned in just enough for Ryu to feel the subtle shift in the air between them. “And you’re not getting out of this, Ryu Paul Periwinkle… or the dishes.” 

Ryu narrowed her eyes suspiciously. “Why do I feel a threat coming from this?”

Elsa huffed, looking away, Ryu assumed she was about to hit her with lectures on responsibilities and how as the drage lys they shared this sense duty— the same tirade Elsa went on when Ryu complained about the doe who laid next to her while she napped in the fields to give birth to her two fawns— instead she gave Ryu that look—that look. Her blue eyes widened slightly, shimmering with an innocent plea. Her lips puckered just enough to make her look vulnerable, and she tilted her head ever so slightly.

Ryu groaned internally. She could never refuse that look.

“Please, Ryu?” Elsa's voice was a soft murmur, her fingers lightly brushing Ryu’s sleeve. “You’d be perfect for this…”

Ryu’s resistance crumbled as the baby swans climbed over her, their bodies warm against her cooler skin. She glanced at Elsa, the temperature difference between them obvious, yet somehow complementing.

Ryu groaned, borderline growled, ears flattening low as she leaned back putting some distance between them if only a little bit. 

Elsa giving that look while holding adorable baby swans should have been a war crime, a very specific, circumstance related war crime.

With a heavy sigh, Ryu muttered, “Kuso… Fine… fine, I’ll help.” Better with Elsa than alone. 

Elsa beamed, but Ryu’s brow furrowed as she looked at the cygnets, their soft chirps filling the room. “But who’s going to be the mama and who’s the papa?” Cause that mattered for some reason. 

Elsa didn’t miss a beat, her grin turning sly. “Oh, you should be the mom.” she said it so quickly as if it would slip under Ryu’s rader who blinked heavily at this. 

“What? Why me?”

“Because you hatched them.”

“That’s a weak reason, Erusa.”

Elsa’s playful smirk faded as she seemed to genuinely consider it. Then, after a moment of thought, she said sheepishly, “Well… because you’re the prettiest out of the two of us?”

Ryu, as if not trusting it to not be a joke, tried to not seem overly interested in the outcome, glancing over her shoulder. A blush overtook her cheeks she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “I mean… well…” she considered it again. “I am very pretty.”

Elsa giggled, giving her a teasing nudge. “See? You’re perfect for the role.”

Something darkened across Ryu’s once jovial face, looking to the door. Her voice took on a stoney octave, a tone Elsa took only seriously. “Erusa, why don't you take them upstairs? I forgot something.” 

After studying her for A few moments Elsa obliged, gathering up the squirming brood in her arms. “Going to dismantle the nest?” she asked, foot resting on the first step. 

“Hmm? Nest?” Whatever called to her dragon had her so focused she looked dazed. The unease, the heaviness, it lingered on her expression, and with it came something shadowed—a foreboding sense that reached beyond the present moment.

“Yes, Ryu the nest.” 

“Right, right, hai.” Elsa decided to allow Ryu to handle whatever called her back to the garden, she could ask her about it when she came in she supposed. 


 

The moon was a silver thread in the sky, casting a pale, soft glow over the stillness of the spring night. The air was cool, carrying the faint scent of blossoming flowers, and a gentle breeze rustled the trees. The smell of new life felt oddly incongruous. 

Ryu stepped quietly through the grass, the soft soil giving way beneath her feet as she made her way toward the edge of the garden. In her hands, she cradled the unhatched egg from the clutch of cygnets. The weight of it was light, but the burden it carried pressed heavily on her heart.

She had been hardened to death—had seen it, caused it, survived it—but this... this was different. She wasn’t accustomed to the tenderness of handling something so fragile, something that had held the potential for life but had never seen the light of day. The egg felt cold in her hands, its stillness a quiet reminder of the life that had never begun.

As Ryu knelt by the small hole she had dug in the ground earlier, the guilt settled deep within her chest. She didn’t know why it struck her so hard. It wasn’t hers, wasn’t theirs—the chicks weren’t Elsa’s and hers, and yet... yet the defeat felt personal, like she had let Elsa down in some invisible, unspoken manner. She had hatched the others, had nurtured them in her own manner, but this one... this one had been lost.

She carefully placed the egg into the earth, her fingers lingering on its smooth shell as if somehow, in that last moment, she could will it to life. But nothing happened. The night remained silent, and her thoughts grew louder. A sense of inadequacy washed over her, unfamiliar and uncomfortable. She, a dragon, the one who defied nature itself with her power, had been powerless here.

Her hands trembled slightly as she covered the egg with dirt, patting the soil down softly. It wasn’t the first time she’d felt helpless, but this felt ominous. More personal. More raw. It gnawed at her, an aching in her chest she wasn’t used to. Ryu exhaled sharply, trying to shake off the feeling, but it clung to her like a shadow.

She stood slowly, wiping her hands on her clothes, though the dirt wasn’t what bothered her. She glanced up at the moon, its light now feeling distant, as if it too had turned away at what had happened. 

Ryu’s mind flickered with an unshakable thought, one she hadn’t wanted to confront. She hadn’t just failed to hatch the egg. She felt, deep down, that she had failed Elsa in some capacity she couldn’t yet understand. The connection between them had always felt strong, but in this quiet moment, she felt the fragility of it—like the egg, something precious but breakable.

There was something more. A sentence written in the pages of her life with the blackest of ink, a terrible ghost on the horizon of her thoughts, creeping into her mind. The sense of foreboding was so strong, so visceral, that it made her stomach twist. It wasn’t just this egg. It wasn’t just now. This was an aspect to life many faced. Something she wasn’t ready for, something neither of them were ready for. 

Ryu’s gaze lowered to the small patch of earth, and the dread solidified, becoming a knot in her chest. She had always been a survivor, but survival had never felt like this—like preparing for a loss she couldn’t fight, couldn’t stop. 


Elsa hadn't heard Ryu return, that's why when she exited the bathroom she squeaked in surprise at the sight of the dragon curled up next to the nesting box she had set up in their bedroom. A quick glance around confirmed the cygnets weren't mucking about so where were they? 

Elsa glanced at the dragon who despite her own reservations of this…peculiar development was purring, when she heard a warble sound from beneath Ryu's lower stomach. 

Unable to resist investigating Elsa knelt down and gently pressed against the soft belly of Ryu, lifting it slightly to catch sight of the cygnets nestled warmly under the flourish of scales. 

Initially the trepidations of possible suffocation flooded her mind with anxieties until under further exploration Elsa couldn't help but notice one: how warm the area was and two; Ryu’s stomach bore such startling similarities to a bird's brooding pouch. 

Ryu groaned in complaint, shifting slightly to the left. Reminding Elsa that her nap had been interrupted and if she was bound to remain her in their cottage she wouldn't want to be hounded by the chicks.

So as quietly as she could Elsa rose to her feet to retrieve her Notebook of Ryu, to begin jotting down her findings quietly, while reclining against Ryu's side. A dreamy sigh breezed from her lungs as she clutched the notebook to her breast, her mind galloping with all the propitious research and answers she could discover now that Ryu had accepted her maternal role albeit to a different species but with how precarious their situation was Elsa would snatch up whatever information she could get. 

Love dilated her pupils as she leaned down to kiss Ryu's muzzle, beguiling a purr from her. She grunted as a paw swept her up in the dragon's arms, clutching her tightly to the tepid heat. 

Elsa had nearly fallen to sleep herself but when she turned to imprint Ryu's face for her dreams to capture her beautiful features, there lay her dragon. Awake and troubled. 

She knew the many telling signs of whatever was disturbing Ryu usually but this she had never encountered before. Leveling their gazes, brushing her mane from her eyes Elsa pleaded softly with her own. Yet Ryu ripped away from her favorite color as if staring at it would result in a stab to her heart. 

Message received loud and clear. They'd speak of this later. Perhaps tomorrow. 


 

The world had a truly sadistic means of reminding its inhabitants to be careful what they wished for. 

 

Ryu, being the fool she was, wished for the sun and warmth. 

 

Traveling north that's exactly what she got, and before long the search for food led her out among the dusty dunes, stretching over the landscape in an endless mockery of whoever dared trespassed here who was not native to this desolate hell. 

 

Panting the young dragon, needn't worry about her pawprints denting the sand, they soon would be blown away. 

She swallowed a painful gulp, reflexively, though her spit had long dried up miles back. 

Was this how it ended? The dragon wondered. It seemed like a rather anticlimactic conclusion to the epic tales she and Susanoo had spun with their globe trotting, yet ironically fitting. 

The thought of a creature of fire burning up baked by the sun's flames, made her chuckle to herself. 

She knew she was damned when the sight of rocky formations lifted her spirits, if only slightly.

It was an hour climb but the shade which cooled her scales was worth it. If she was to die— she was— at least it would be comfortable. Closing her eyes, the dragon bid the world one last farewell before subcombing to fatigue.

She dreamed. 

Dreams filled with soft coos, and cries of ones that were young yet only slightly smaller than she was now. 

It wasn't the first time though it would be the last she had pleasant visions. 

She dared to wish for another desire that would make this moment perfect. 

 

If only her dreams weren't so damn blurry.

 

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The waning moon spilled its pallid light across the jagged peaks of the Carpathians, illuminating a procession winding up a mountain trail. Torches flickered like will-o'-the-wisps in the distance, their glow casting long shadows on the frosty stones. At the apex of the path, atop an ancient compound into the mountain itself, awaited a young dragoness. Her scales shimmered like molten starlight in the moon beams, a beacon against the bleak landscape.

She was unaccustomed to the reverent whispers that trailed her every step since she'd been beguiled with promises of food and lavish attention. At first, she'd kept her distance, circling their village like a wary hawk. When she first came upon such a sight the instinct to run was ebbed away when they prostrated themselves before her, bringing offerings of venison and fruits arranged in wreaths of white winter roses, curiosity overcame her caution.

Now, she perched on a platform of cracked marble, gazing down at the figures swathed in crimson robes. They sang in a language she did not understand, their voices low and rhythmic, carrying a strange melody that burrowed into her bones. Her sharp eyes caught the awe in their gazes, the trembling in their hands as they raised them to the heavens.

She had never known such kindness—or any kindness, for that matter. For years, she'd been hunted, her energies reserved for tricking Sussanoo. Villagers screamed and fled, spewing reports, at the sight of her wings blotting out the sun, arrows and spears their only answer to her approach. But here... they called her divine.

Still, she remained wary. Worship was a double-edged sword, as sharp as her talons.

Tonight, they brought her another feast, one finer than any she'd yet seen: spiced meats, golden bread, and a basin of wine so dark it could have been blood, she had never partook in any other strong drink besides sake. The scents curled around her like a coiling snake which instead of strangulation offered a embrace, warm and inviting. Her stomach growled, and despite her misgivings, she lowered her great head to feast.

The wine was sweet and heavy on her tongue, with a faint bitterness that she could not place.

It wasn't exhaustion, it was something much more potent which forced her lids to grow as heavy as her limbs. At least in sleep one could move their body but that wasn't the case. 


Hours later, Ryu awoke in darkness.

The air was damp and close, the earthy scent of stone filling her nostrils. It was so similar to the temple and created a sporadic frenzy. 

Her wings stretched instinctively, but they hit cold, unyielding walls on either side. Panic surged, and she reared, striking her head on a low ceiling. Pain rippled through her skull.

A faint sound stopped her—a heartbeat. Not her own.

Ryu turned, her keen eyes piercing the shadows to find a figure huddled in a corner. It was a human woman, thin and pale, her dark hair a tangled mess around her face. She wore a simple shift, stained with dirt, and her wrists were bound with chains. When their eyes met, the woman whimpered and shrank back.

The dragoness growled low in her throat. She had no love for humans, but something in the woman’s trembling form stilled her anger. This was no hunter or warrior. This was prey but not hers. Ryu snorted accustomed to such treatment. She'd ignore her for now more focused on the mess her ever starving pit of stomach landed her in. She hated hunger, it was nothing more than annoyance 

The sound of footsteps echoed beyond the thick iron door that sealed the chamber. Voices murmured, too muffled to make out. Then came a single word, clear and commanding: “Fulfill.”

Ryu growled posturing towards the whispers. 

“Satiate.” She could hear the words but didn't know what they meant. 

Investigating further she saw the walls represented much more than confinement. 

They were a chaotic tableau of symbols, scrawled figures, and uneven lines carved deep into the stone. Ryu had studied, her attention drawn to the unsettling depictions.

The carvings were crude, a feverish and grotesque mockery of a deeper truth. The figures were disproportionate, their forms distorted as though viewed through the lens of a twisted imagination. The central motif was a dragon, its sinuous body coiled in the shape of an ouroboros, jaws wide as if to consume itself. Around it spiraled human figures, diminutive and skeletal, their hands raised in what could have been reverence—or terror.

At the heart of the mural, a woman lay prostrate beneath the dragon’s maw. She was etched with awkward, exaggerated curves, her arms outstretched and face turned upward. The dragon’s mouth loomed above her, its sharp teeth descending like the peaks of a mountain. The scene was rigid, almost alive in its intent, as though it pulsed with the collective madness of the cultists who had carved it.

Above the figures, there was text—a rambling mess of symbols and jagged strokes, a bastardized script that bore faint resemblance to Shinto calligraphy. But where Shinto texts celebrated the harmony between humans and nature, these words seemed to twist that bond into something sinister. The phrases that could be deciphered spoke of “divine hunger,” “purification by flame,” and “the harbinger of transcendence.”

The prophecy on the wall read, barely legible lines: “When the divine beast devours the unworthy, the flames shall rise, and the world shall be remade. Its hunger will cleanse the earth; fire will bring the dawn of salvation. The sacrifice must be pure—only then will our lord forgive us and wrath subside, and divinity ascend.”

The imagery alongside the text showed the woman’s body dissolving into flame, her form breaking apart and flowing into the dragon’s belly. Around them, depictions of fire engulfed a city, its inhabitants either kneeling or burning… or both. The cultists had carved their own faces into the background, their expressions twisted in ecstasy as they watched the destruction unfold.

Ryu hadn't paid much attention to the religion which was native to her home but she did know enough of the true Shinto beliefs, this mural would have been an abomination. 

Was this what Lady Mikoto feared?

Was this why they kept her isolated to spare the world from the hands of desperate and deranged men, whose reverence had been warped into something unrecognizable. Their “prophecy” was not about harmony but domination—a fantasy of destruction born from their own bloodlust and desperation.

The dragoness had stared at these walls, feeling a strange sense of unease. She had no knowledge of Shinto, but she could feel the wrongness in these carvings, the distortion of a truth she did not know. They had made her a monster in their image, a vessel for their violence. 

What had she done?


It was nearly impossible to count how much time passed. Ryu had tried, but the desire to escape made her lose track of numbers in her mind. 

She paced the small chamber, her claws scraping against the stone floor. The woman watched her with wide, tear-filled eyes, clutching her knees to her chest. The dragoness could smell her fear, acrid and sharp, mingling with the damp air.

The cult’s plan was clear enough. Their whispered prophecies had spoken of a divine beast, a harbinger of destruction. They believed she was destined to kill this woman, to spill blood in some ritual that would herald their twisted vision of salvation.

But they were wrong. She was ignorant years ago that couldn't be changed but now she had a choice to preserve the future and correct her mistake. 

The dragoness lowered her head, her eyes meeting the woman’s, she couldn't convey what she had meant, what she wanted to say. “I will not harm you,” 

Instead the woman heard her growl of distant thunder.

The woman’s lips parted in shock, but she said nothing but whimpered. 

Ryu pulled away. She couldn't communicate so why cause the girl more grief. 

Hours passed. The dragoness could hear the cultists beyond the door, chanting in fervent expectation. Her body ached, the sedative still heavy in her veins, but her mind remained active. She thought of escape, of burning her way free, but the woman’s fragile form anchored her, her attempts ended with the woman screaming or crying. Any reckless move could endanger her, and she would not be their monster.


In the silence that followed, the woman spoke for the first time. “Why?” she whispered, her voice trembling.

The dragoness regarded her for a long moment. She stepped back, giving the woman space, and felt something stir within her. Not reverence, not fear, but something far greater.

Guilt 


 

The woman’s breathing grew shallow, a faint rasp that echoed in the stifling silence of the chamber. Her body trembled with fever and her skin was damp with sweat. 

Ryu remained in the far corner, fixated on her suffering cellmate. Though her own strength had long since ebbed, she dragged herself closer, claws scraping against the stone. 

Perhaps the woman was cold. 

It had to have been weeks since the cultists abandoned them there. No food offerings, whispers extinguished. Only darkness and decay remains. Hunger gnawed at Ryu's insides, a ceaseless torment that made her limbs tremble and vision blur. 

The woman fared no better, eyes fluttered open and glassy, unfocused. She reached out weakly, her fingers brushing Ryu's scales. Had she the exuberance to she would have reacted having not felt touch in so long. 

A sound escaped from her lips, not words but a faint croak. Ryu knew what was happening. She was helpless to stop it. She didn't want to watch, but she could feel it. 

And then the woman stilled. 

For a long time, Ryu did not move until eventually she turned her head and stared at the limp form before her. The woman's lifeless gaze fixed on some unseen horizon. 

Her corpse created an oppressive aura in the chamber. 

The scent of death was unbearable— a sickly sweetness seeped into her nostrils convincing her the better alternative was to breathe through her mouth but with each pant she could taste the smells. The sweetness mingled with the tang of blood. 

Her instincts screamed at her, louder than they ever had. Ever the contrarian she resigned herself to the same fate. 

The more time yawned on at snails pace, the longer Ryu drew in each inhale, the more hunger became not a simple need but a cruel master, whipping her stomach and mind with whispered insidious thoughts she couldn't banish. 

She needed to die quickly. It was the only way to silence them. 

She trembled as an betraying animalistic haze shrouded her core. Every time she shifted a quick glance at the woman's body she felt a single strand of resolve be plucked away. 

Eat. 

No. 

She is gone. 

Ryu was aware. Soon she would be too hopefully.

What harm is there in taking what remains?

There was much harm in partaking. 

Ryu squeezed her eyes shut, forcing the thoughts away, clawing at the ground as a means to distract herself from hunger. To distract herself from her sunken stomach. 

She tried to humanize the woman. Remembering her voice and soft touch. 

The guilt was like a brand and Ryu wished she could reanimate the girl just so her vicious thoughts would be silenced. 

But hunger was its own monster who did not require consent to overcome its victims. It had the confidence of being an inevitably, that many tried to satiate but it would never stop. 

Her bowels twisted in violent knots, and every fiber of her screamed for relief.

When she gave in there was no sense of triumph or winning, just pathetic despair and desperation. 

She didn't hesitate as if wanting to speed through the process. There was nothing to savor from this act of necessary cruelty. 

She crunched through the bone, as her jaws pinched the flesh tearing it. She devoured the woman's body in trembling, frantic gulps, the sorid metallic blood flooded her mouth. 

Every bite pierced her own heart with shame. Every swallow implanted a new current of self hatred, but she could not stop. 

She hated the energy she felt from her meal. Hated how full her stomach was becoming as it bloated with sin. 

When the entirety of the corpse was gone Ryu quickly retreated to usual corner curling in on herself. The regret was instant. This pain was new, not physical but in her mind, plaguing it. It was loud against the silence of the cell. 

The taste lingered, a bitter reminder she tried ridding her mouth of. She pressed further in the corner as the enormity of what she had done settled over her.    


The cultist came a few hours later, their chants echoing through the corridor. 

When they entered the chamber they found Ryu radiant and once more her eyes burned with vitality. 

There wasn't even a sign of remorse for the woman's viscera hidden in the shadows as they fell to their knees in jubilant cries. 

“You have fulfilled the prophecies my lord! You have forgiven our transgressions with your gracious acceptance of our offerings. You are truly divine.” 

They were mad. Infected with a disease. Ryu remained still awaiting her opportunity, she allowed them to unlock her chains. She kept her emotions veiled as they led her from the chamber. 

Breathing fresh air was a luxury Ryu didn't know she could miss so terribly. She closed her eyes taking greedy gulps of mountainous breeze. The cold crisp gales reminded her how hot her chest burned. 

She didn't know what she was going to do, she felt numb as they held a great celebration in her honor, lighting bonfires and wailing songs of devotion. 

They brought more offerings— roasts of whole animals, golden wines– all presented to Ryu who remained statuesque on her pedestal, her form silhouetted against the flames, every passing moment more food was brought it sickened her. 

It was worse than the woman, seeing all this surplus that had been available the entire time. Festering guilt turned to anger, and anger melted away to an emotion she hadn't the name for. 


When the fire came it was slow and merciless. 

It was a terrifying moment that happened in a blink of an eye. Singing, dancing, then suddenly screams of agony, and running. The dragoness moved faster than thought. Her tail lashed out, and fangs bared. 

Some accepted the dragon’s unleashed fury with repentant prayers while others laughed, continuing to dance and sing for as long as they lived. 

Her scales reflected against the colorful inferno she created. 

Some cultists tried to run but they were stopped by their counterparts who held them tightly, as if this was a hell they were not allowed to escape. 

Ryu's flames never burned brightly, as they engulfed the small buildings and structures made like a tidal wave, crumbling and melting beneath the heat. 

She hunted them through the compound, her talons rending flesh, her flames consuming all. Their cries for mercy were met with the language of Ryu's emotions. 

Her tears blurred her vision but she knew she had got them all when she heard the last cries of the fallen. 

Standing amongst the ashes her wings spread casting a shadow over her work.

A hollow weight settled attaching itself to become a part of her, one that no amount of destruction could purge. 

The skies broke under the pressure of the roar she released raising her head in anguish, echoing through the mountains. 

She took off in a sprint unable to fly, a privilege Susansoo claimed when he pierced her wing. 

The compound was gone, the cultists were gone, those horrible drawings…gone. 

The only evidence of her capture was the ghost of the woman who Ryu could feel following her, she'd carry the spirit always. 

The Mikotos were right. And that sent a chilling realization through her veins. She escaped her fate, she selfishly fought for her life when so many were on the chopping block.  She took a savage satisfaction in watching the prophecy crumble to dust.

But a small wisp of intuition told her she had only fulfilled it. 


The Shinto dragons were kami, revered as guardians of water and life. They were creatures of balance, intermediaries between the heavens and the earth, whose power was to be respected, not feared. 

These people's interpretation of Shinto dragon worship was a grotesque parody. The original Shinto reverence for dragons as protectors of balance and givers of rain and harvest had been twisted into a doctrine of destruction. Ryu, they believed, was a celestial judge, whose appetite was a sacred instrument of renewal.

Elsa had never left Ahtohollan so swiftly. Her stomach sent an evacuation notice to her brain with barely any notice. The moment her feet touched the outside ground she sprinted to the sea's edge, bent she ridded her body of all it contained. 

Falling to her knees she didn't know when she'd be able to get back up again. 

Nokk was not offended, instead standing beside her silently waiting patiently for her to rise on unstable legs. 

She froze his form leaning against it. Her breath couldn't seem to catch up to her, this only amplified the sickening vortex swirling in her stomach and head. 

She couldn't ride home like this. 

Slumping back down to snow, she trembled whimpering, curling into a ball. Thousands of thoughts and feelings flew by challenging her capture them. 

She managed to grasp one. 

Ryu. Her sweet, precious, wild Ryu had eaten an innocent woman. If Elsa had been told this even by Ryu herself she would have quickly dismissed the idea. Ryu wasn't a monster, she had seen the girl in the forest caring for animals and people alike. She had seen her with the cygnets taking the time to teach them how to swim and find food. 

Those same jaws she witnessed pick up the adopted young carrying them away from danger were the same ones which ripped at the innocent sacrificial sinew. 

Elsa clutched her head tightly as more comparisons visualized behind closed eyes. 

No. 

That was illogical. Ryu was not a monster, she was a victim of abuse. Deceived and manipulated, she was a sacrifice just as much as that poor woman. The cultists, those mad men, had risked both their lives. What if Ryu hadn't succumbed to hunger and died of starvation?

Elsa replaced her sorrow with fury sitting slowly. Initially she struggled with the arrow of emotions she felt and couldn't pinpoint a target but Elsa's face hardened when she found one. 

Humans.

It was always humans, of all the memories Ahtohollan had shown her, all the awful things that Ryu had been through, there was a recurring denominator not too far behind. 

Humans. They spewed terrible lies that Ryu was a monster, a villain. And then forced her into awful situations, cornering her with no options just to confirm their skewed biases. 

Even reverential individuals still managed to hurt her beyond healing. 

Elsa stood and mounted Nokk, she needed to get home before her magic created a hurricane among the dark sea. 

Snow had already begun to whirl around in turbulent winds. 

Elsa could not believe the incompetence of her species. It wasn't even that difficult to understand Ryu, she had simple wants and desires for herself; Fun, creation, safety, food, love. That was all she wanted, all she needed, even willing to accept the bare minimum of those, which were a requirement for some but a luxury for herself. 

Ryu was the most content person on earth, with a full belly, Elsa and the spirits by her side, and a good napping place. 

It was her past that complicated things. It was those who overcomplicated her that ironically created those issues by tormenting her.

Elsa could relate to those simple needs as well, she too could see herself utterly blissful if her life had nothing, but her family, her people, her cottage, learning, creating, and Ryu. 


“Hey—” Ryu complained, flicking the cygnets beak. “Stop chewing on your brother.” 

When they heard the door click open the swans jumped up to their feet and waddled quickly towards the sound. 

“Papa's home. Thank god.” Ryu stretched and followed behind. “I made dinner.” She proclaimed proudly but when Elsa nodded and tried to walk into the kitchen she blocked her. “Don't look in there.” 

Elsa chuckled breathlessly, shaking her head. Instead she changed her path towards the living room falling back into the couch. 

Ryu frowned and entered watching her as she greeted the cygnets looking completely drained. 

Ryu took a tentative step towards her. “How was Ahtohollan?” She asked quietly but Elsa didn't answer. Usually the lack of words between them comforted Ryu, but this silence ignited a sense of dread. 

“I hope you get to see the bird story you keep bringing up and you'll see that albatrosses are actually terrifying.” It was a weak attempt to get some response from Elsa but it only brought a small grin which left as quickly as it came. 

Ryu sat down next to her and studied her features. There was a shroud of defeat creating a stench around Elsa she rarely ever harbored. 

Then with an audible swallow Ryu knew. 

She deflated as all the air left her lungs in a single exhale. “Erusa I…I wish you had stopped.” 

Finally Elsa spoke in just a quiet tone as Ryu. “I know.” Her words trembled against her shaking throat. 

“I'm sorry-” 

“Don't.” Ryu blinked wide, turning from staring at the floor meeting Elsa's glacier eyes. Elsa right now held zero tolerance for anything other than the babies playing amongst themselves on the floor. 

“Erusa I warned you— I told you what I am.” Ryu also held no patience for any rebuttals.

“Yes, and you were wrong.” 

Ryu stood up whipping to face the spirit who sat up straighter now. “How can you say that after what you saw? After what I did?” 

To meet her challenge Elsa jumped to her feet standing at full height. “I can say it easily Ryu, I saw what happened and I am no fool.” 

Ryu held her eyes and confessed her worst sin, peeling away the last hidden scar, showcasing the unexpected guest she had been harboring since they met. “I ate her!” 

The words like Elsa's magic froze the earth around them, sending the cygnets to retreat back to their nesting box hiding. Even the silence which felt alive and moving was pinned to a stillness. 

Ryu, the curator of such an atmosphere released it with sobs, crumbling to the ground as if that secret was the only thing that had been holding her up. “I ate her.” She simpered covering her mouth. 

Elsa sank like a ship to her knees holding Ryu to her chest. “I know. And I hate that for you, I hate them.” 

Ryu tried to pull away but Elsa wouldn't allow it. “It was me Erusa, I chose to do it.” She could barely speak between her cries and hiccuping breaths. 

“Ryu—” Elsa tried to garner her attention but already the dragon was shaking her head, refusing any other explanation. “Look at me! And do not look away.” Elsa's firm grip on her chin connected their eyes. She spoke with an authority she rarely ever used even during her reign as queen. “When the only options are life or death, that is not a choice.” Her conviction grounded Ryu, her stiff body trapped her, it was the only way for her to be exposed to Elsa's truths. 

“I have seen almost everything, and every problem. Ahtohollan would not show me something I wasn't meant to see and I've seen what you've done, and I can connect those to the regret you live with but you need to let it go. The first time you ever had a choice was allowing me to touch you when we first met.” Ryu couldn't move, Elsa could see all the lies and biases growling back at her from behind Ryu's wet eyes. 

“I cannibalized her.” it was one last hail Mary, a plea almost for Elsa to understand that Ryu was not a creature of pure light but destruction. 

Elsa's expression changed from stoic determination to understanding, she shocked her head with closed eyes. “Ryu you are not human. You were nothing more than a sacrifice and that woman collateral damage. If you had died first she would have done or attempted to do the same thing and she would not have been in the wrong.” 

Simpering at the dragon’s helplessness, Elsa leaned back allowing Ryu to climb into her lap, wrapping her arms tightly around her as she continued. “Hunger is a dangerous thing. That drives people to acts they would never commit through pain. Like those in your past. There are only two kinds of people in this world; those who don't know what they would do in such a situation, and liars who say they would never do anything like that if it were them.” 

“Which one are you?” Ryu asked quietly, keeping her face pressed against Elsa's breast.

Elsa took a cleansing breath and searched deep within herself for the truth. “I'm the former. I don't know what I'd do and I can't confirm nor deny if I would have done the same, just like you.” knowing this truth softened Ryu's scales. 

“Would you eat me?” Elsa chuckled at the morbid question blinking away her tears. 

“No. Not in that way at least, plus the two of us together are terrifying and we have a habit of beating the odds.” Ryu nodded in agreement, when Elsa parroted her question a growl came out with Ryu's words. 

“I'd kill myself first.” it was chilling and Elsa could sense no lies or exaggerations.

“Erusa—” Gone were the growls replaced by a grieving, remorseful voice. “I know you said to let it go but…it's gonna be hard to.” Elsa looked down at her and relented. 

“I am aware but don't you think knowing the truth will make moving on much easier?” 

Ryu groaned. She believed Elsa she truly did, and it haunted her that she had been wasting so much energy on lies and deceit. 

Elsa had her right where she needed Ryu, the final knife she'd use to sever the unhealthy ties which breathed life into Ryu's remorse for the Mikoto family. 

“Ryu, you didn't kill Lord Izanagi-no-Mikoto—” Ryu choked in her lap, slowly raising her head. 

“What are you saying?” she said carefully. 

“I saw that night, I didn't know how to tell you but since we are showing all truths, you need to know. You did not kill him. It was Lady Mikoto who locked him in his office during the fire.” Ryu stood up and began pacing. Elsa couldn't discern if she was furious, scared, or confused, maybe all of it. So she followed and continued. 

“She planned it all, she wrote the letter for you to use your fire, she locked him in his office. She killed him.” 

Denial made Ryu grip her ears as if to block the noise. Elsa was both relieved and hated how much turmoil this caused Ryu. She ripped her hands away from her ears. 

“Don't you understand, this guilt, this pain, it all belongs to them yet they left you with the burden of it!” Ryu remained unmoving. 

Elsa allowed her the minutes of silence. Acceptance wouldn't take root immediately. She guided them to the couch allowing Ryu the grace of processing the lies her life had been. All those nightmares, all the shame, they would remain but at least she knew those feelings were misplaced. 

Elsa wanted to take all the pain and suffering and place it upon her own shoulders, but also was aware of how crucial said torment was for Ryu, she wished it didn't take all this for Ryu to finally understand who she truly was, it was a necessary cruelty, Ryu was so damn stubborn. 


“Why are you wearing gloves?” Anna looked up from pulling them on her hands flexing her fingers. 

“Because the only equipment we have, the only way we're getting this done is through her!” Her hands flew towards Elsa, who was busy reading over her blueprint plans. 

“Huh?” Elsa said dumbfounded, having tuned out the conversation. 

“Nothing Els, so what's first—” 

Ryu, perched on the edge of a drop off, glanced down watching Elsa show her plans to Anna, Kristoff,Oalf, and Sven. 

She exhaled against the breeze which turned out to be Gale swirling around her trying to gauge her state of being. 

Everything sucks. 

She just wanted to forget all the bad days. It was the first time she had been outside in a few days. Her eyes traveled across the vast fjord. 

A loud laugh drew her attention back to the group who were speaking amongst themselves. 

Everything is great. 

This was the eternal limbo she had been sentenced to since her talk with Elsa. 

Sometimes things were just the worst, plunging her into a depression which was ripped away so quickly by her friends that it gave her whiplash. She went from sulking to teasing Anna or Kristoff in a matter of minutes. 

Everything was worse and yet…

Elsa glanced up and smiled winsomely at her with a tinge of concern. 

You. Ryu narrowed her eyes at the woman growling lowly. Elsa merely rolled her own and followed after Anna. That was the culprit who encouraged Ryu to experience emotions she had never thought were possible. As if Elsa opened the door to a castle full of horrific, wonderful, beautiful and ugly that the world had to offer. 

Everything was better than it used to be. 

A world full of overwhelming color, overstimulated Ryu's poor mind who had only seen grey. It was as if a part of Ryu hadn't existed before Elsa. 

Now that I found us. Ryu needed to adore Elsa, that was the only way to exercise these feelings. 

“Ryu get your ass down here, this is your temple and you're going to help!” Kristoff called around a cupped hand. 

Hell, who was she kidding? Ryu needed to adore all of them. 

She stretched downward jumping off of the pillar bounding over debris. She barked a warning of her incoming. Anna was the first she collided with nearly taking her to the ground. She laughed, cursing from the pain the impact caused while scratching her fingers through Ryu's scaly neck. 

The dragon purred, lifting her head. Ryu rubbed the length of her body against Anna's, turning her attention to Olaf, Sven and Kristoff. On her hind legs she rested her massive paws on his shoulder only giving him a quarter her weight. He huffed heaving her up, as she dragged her tongue along the back of his neck. 

Kristoff rolled his back flipping the dragon onto her side. She rolled in the grass chuffing. Elsa tilted her head at her smiling, lopsided. 

She knelt leveling their upside down gazes. Life wasn't difficult to remember before Ryu but it sure was hard to comprehend. 

She surged downward and connected their lips in a deep kiss, her hands slowly crawling on the dragon’s chest, her magic coated Ryu in a harness they'd require once the journey across the mountain peaks were completed and they arrived at the temple. 

“That should do it.” Elsa stated. Initially she had been shy showing Ryu affection in her natural form fearing it would be to bizarre for her family, but they had honestly been subjected to worse at the hands of Ryu and recounting their lives, Anna could safely bet that seeing her sister kiss a gigantic overgrown lizard wasn't the most peculiar thing she had witnessed her doing. 

Nokk protested cantering around Elsa in circles. 

“What's up with him?” Kristoff asked, leaning against Sven. 

“He's a bit antsy because I'm leaving him. He wants one more ride.” Elsa explained as she stroked the frozen horse's snout. 

Anna cooed watching Ryu prance around the group chasing a butterfly. “Aww poor fella, I can understand that, Ryu gets so sad when I'm away and we can't go for our flights. Our bond is just so…so—” before she could finish Ryu leapt onto her back face planting the queen into the dirt before leaping away. 

“Painful?” Kristoff offered, helping Anna stand to her feet while she sputtered and wiped the dust from her face. 

“Uh, yeah because of the…deepness of it.” It sounded like Anna was more so convincing herself. 

Elsa chuckled. “Anna, I think Nokk and I’s bond is a bit different than what is going on between you and Ryu.”

Anna narrowed her eyes not exactly liking the air of superiority she sensed oozing off of Elsa. “What do you mean?” She crossed her arms watching Elsa decorate Nokk's mane. 

Olaf returned with his sticks full of flowers, answering candidly. “She means Nokk actually likes her.” 

Elsa, having been caught, cleared her throat and shrugged both of her arms up. “Well, I mean that it's…different. Less…chaotic,” she tried dancing around her words in a precarious ballet. “I've never really had to give him direct instructions he just knows.” She stared into his glowing blue eyes feeling a warmth overcome her chest. 

“Ryu knows my needs too, one time I was hungry while riding her and Ryu plunged into the water and snatched a fish—”

Elsa frowned, glancing over her shoulder. “Is this when you almost drowned and caught phenomena?” 

“That's besides the point—” Anna continued shaking her head with closed eyes. “Anyways she got the fish and I was hungry.” There was another small detail missing, one Kristoff wanted to point out. 

“What happened to the fish?” Olaf questioned. 

Anna sideways glanced at him. “She ate it, but the fact is she knew I was hungry and I would bet both my legs that she would have got me one had I asked.” 

Olaf stared up at her saddened. “But how would you ride Ryu without any legs?” 

Anna sighed as laughter erupted around her. She recovered, maintaining a haughty demeanor. “It's fine,” she said, checking her nails. “Elsa's just jealous that Ryu and I can out maneuver her.” 

Elsa's laughter ceased immediately, Nokk also stiffened, taking one step forward in tandem with her. “Beg your pardon, my queen?” Anna shuddered, noting the dangerous hitch in her sister's tone. 

She coughed and held her shoulders square. “I believe you heard me.” 

Elsa casted a sly smirk to Nokk and shrugged. “I'll let you keep thinking that.”

Anna sputtered as Kristoff and Olaf slowly backed away to evade whatever troublesome situation this was slowly becoming. 

“Oh ho let me? I don't think I know.” 

“You have no proof.” Elsa said calmly. 

“I could get proof.” Anna said drawing in closer. Elsa snorted and finally turned towards her. 

“How?” 

A knowing mischievous glint took over her eyes as she grinned broadly. “I think you know how.” Her octave lowered in implication. 

Elsa hesitated a moment before she shoved Anna and mounted Nokk swiftly taking off. 

“Oh my God you stinky cheater!” 

Elsa laughed, glancing back. “I'm gonna need the head start if Nokk and I have any chance of winning!” 

Anna acted swiftly searching for her ride. “Ryu!” The dragon’s head popped from a hole scowling. 

“It's a race and we're losing already!” Anna didn't even have any idea of where the finish was going to be. 

Ryu yawned and returned to her hole. 

Throwing her hands up, Anna groaned to the heavens. “Great, just great! After all I've done for you. I mean I was gonna give you all venison in the castle kitchens but nope none for you!” She rubbed her chin in thought then glanced at Kristoff. 

He shook his head, Sven yelped, backing away from Anna's intense gaze. “No you cannot barrow Sven. He's still traumatized from the last time I allowed that.” 

“Well I'm gonna lose then.” 

“You really think Elsa isn't just waiting for you in the fields—” he gestured in the direction she took off in. “for you guys to catch up?”

“That makes it all the more humiliati—” The only trace of Anna left was the cloud of dust that settled. 

She yelped, hanging on for dear life, she clambered up Ryu's side as she pumped her legs headed for the forest. 

The dragon growled, turning to push Anna up with her snout. 

Among the trees Anna ducked avoiding branches. A flash of white and blue caught her eye. Elsa was an adroit rider astride Nokk, his translucent frozen form reflecting hues of azure and silver, her posture poised and regal, smirking at Anna's frazzled appearance, as she pulled sticks from her hair pouting. 

Unlike Nokk who leapt over logs and used his long legs to bound across any obstacles. Ryu's unconventional methods of navigating the foliage took her and Anna underneath, using any surface be it a boulder or tree to gain momentum surging them forward. 

Anna adjusted her grip on Ryu’s sleek mane, her excitement palpable. Ryu, with her muscles taut like a coiled spring, released the tension in each leap and roared across from them.

"Are you sure you want to do this, Anna?" Elsa teased, a smirk tugging at her lips. "You know I may not be competitive but Nokk… that's a different story.”

Anna grinned, her fiery spirit undeterred. "Oh, please, Elsa. I have a dragon. Ryu’s faster than fast. She’s… like you in bed.” 

She faced forward. “Well that's getting a little personal. Alright," Elsa said, brushing a strand of platinum hair behind her ear. "But don’t come crying to me when you lose."

With a snap of the reins, Nokk bolted forward, galloping like a majestic stallion, his hooves barely touching the forest floor. Anna leaned forward on Ryu, who lunged after Nokk, her gait more feline, her movements powerful and fluid.

Gale swooped in, swirling around them in playful gusts of wind, tugging at Anna’s hair and tossing leaves into Elsa’s face.

"Hey, Gale!" Elsa laughed. "A little less interference, please."

Bruni scampered onto a log ahead, flicking her eyeball with his tongue, tiny flame-flickered body bouncing with enthusiasm. He caught Ryu’s gaze, his glowing eyes full of playful jubilance.

"No, no, no!" Anna yelled as Ryu let out an excited growl and veered off the path, chasing the fire spirit.

"Ryu, stay focused!" Anna protested, clutching her mane tightly.

Elsa’s laughter rang out, as they closed in on the ravine which led closer to Northuldra. “Aww Ryu can sense that you must really want to chase Bruni,” in a show of how simple this would be Elsa leaned on Nokk’s head glancing down at him."That's so sweet!”

"Uh all the part of the plan, you see cause Ryu's Instinct to chase will make her go faster!" Anna called, her face red with exasperation.

Elsa urged Nokk to follow the path, navigating the trees with ease. "It’s okay. I’ll win this race and keep an eye on you two." Elsa spoke as if this was some small favor she could graciously bestow to them. 

"That smugness is gonna slow you down Els!" Anna called after her, half-laughing, half-frustrated.

Elsa turned slightly, her eyes twinkling. "It’s not smug if it’s true."

At the entrance of the ravine Elsa and Nokk was granted Access by an earth giant allowing her to gain leverage from his lowered palm. 

This same mercy was not extended to Anna and Ryu who were only met with a deadpan stare from the giant. 

Shaking her rump while bent and jumped then crawled her way onto the giant spirit's shoulders. Before the hand could grab her Ryu glided to the ravine while Elsa and Nokk galloped above. 

“Enjoying the view?” Elsa taunted. Ryu let out a low rumble of approval, her tail swishing in anticipation.

Anna, shaking her head, answered over Ryu's very obvious, confirming yes with a loud “No!” 

The race led them to a sea, its surface gleaming under the early summer sunlight where some remnants still lay frozen over. Patches of thawed ice glistened like mirrors, the rest a smooth expanse of frost. Nokk slowed as they approached, Elsa leaped gracefully from his back to the ice below. With practiced ease, she began to skate, her movements elegant, delighting Ryu. 

"Show off!" Anna shouted, urging Ryu forward.

Ryu, however, had other plans. Her muscles bunched beneath Anna, and with a sudden, playful buck, she sent Anna flying off her back. She rutted her head against the ice creating a hole to slither into. 

"Ahhh!" Anna cried, flailing as she landed in Elsa’s outstretched arms.

"Gotcha," Elsa said, her voice steady despite the strain of catching her sister mid-fall.

Anna grumbled, “No interference!” She complained. Elsa Shrugged and mockingly began loosening her grip. 

“Alright I don't got you.” She riposted but Anna hugged her when they both caught sight of Ryu's swift silhouette beneath the water. 

It was clear what was a competition for sister's was just a mere game to the mounts who twirled and spun. 

The ice beneath them cracked ominously.

"Uh-oh," Elsa muttered, holding Anna tightly as the surface gave way. “Looks like your ride’s here.” Using her magic Elsa released Anna and pushed her just short of where Ryu surfaced with a loud crack. 

Instinctively she tried to grab hold of the spy hopping dragon but Gale, indifferent to the rules of the competition, lifted Anna high above Ryu who sank back down. 

Anna held her as she gained attitude when suddenly the supportive gust vanished.

Elsa mounted onto Nokk, allowing him to defrost to run across the water, momentarily distracted by the fancy twists and spins of Ryu leaping above her head before diving back into the sea. 

Her giggles ceased when she looked up. “Ahem.” She stared at Ryu who swam along the surface. Once Ryu regarded her Elsa jerked her towards her falling and screaming sister. 

Ryu huffed, rolling her eyes before taking off snatching Anna mid air, not stopping their free fall until they were a few feet from Elsa and Nokk. 

“So I win?” Anna asked, dangling upside down from Ryu's talons. 

Elsa tilted her head. “You don't look like you won.” This resulted in a back and forth of the rules and who broke them.

Ryu and Nokk sideways glanced to the each other and then bucked their riders off into the sea, heading for land. 


"Well," Anna said, shivering but laughing, "I guess we both lost that race." 

Elsa smiled warmly, brushing wet strands of hair from Anna’s face. "Mm no, just you." She continued paddling on their ice raft until the reached shore where Ryu and Nokk waited for them...

Ryu growled softly at the two of them. Gale twirled around the sisters, tugging at their damp clothes as if encouraging the drying process. Bruni scampered over, his tiny body radiating heat to warm them.

"Next time," Anna said, still shivering, looking like a drenched red cat, "you’re riding Ryu, and I’m taking Nokk."

Elsa chuckled, wrapping an arm around her sister. "I already have plenty of experience riding Ryu so I'll still win.” 

Anna cringed in horror, shuddering but not from the cold. “You're a freak.”  She pointed a finger in Elsa's face as she laughed, happy to be on this side of the fence for once. 

“Only in bed.” Elsa said casually, casting a wink to the blushin Ryu. 

She just had to join in, shaking her hair free of water as she transformed. “No really Anna I thought you riding me was rough, but this wicked lady over here—” her thumb jutted towards Elsa. “Taught me alot about how flexible I a—”

Anna yelled, covering her ears. “I don't want to hear about you guys’ weird stretching.” 

“Not just weird,” Elsa pouted,  mocking the offense. “It’s also quite prurient—” Ryu pointed to her. 

“I don't know what that means but I agree.”  

Anna died. 


The lacquered doors of the chamber slid open with a whisper, revealing Lady Mikoto seated upon a dais draped with silken cushions. Her kimono billowed around her, a masterpiece of woven artistry. Crimson as fresh blood clashed with streaks of black ink flowing like rivers of night, interspersed with golden embroidery shaped like phoenixes and cherry blossoms caught aflame—an unyielding declaration of her will. Her obi, a pristine white marred with the faintest splatter of red threads,the purity of her purpose stained by the blood necessary to achieve it.

Before her, kneeling on raised platforms polished to gleaming emeralds, were the menagerie of her tiger and snake yokai. The tiger’s jade body obscured unnatural tendrils of yellow writhing beneath the surface. Its hollow eyes glowing faintly, while the serpent coiled tightly, its spine rattling as though in a constant state of suffering. They could not speak, their mouths unable to form words, but their glowing orbs of eyes reflected their pitiful state.

Lady Mikoto leaned forward, her delicate hand adorned with rings of alexandrite and pearl brushing over the tiger's rigid brow. “Show me,” she commanded, her voice soft yet filled with an iron will.

The yokai shuddered, its jade case creaking as visions danced in its hollow gaze. Lady Mikoto’s eyes glazed over, her mind tethered to the images the creature had seen. She scanned every fleeting moment, every shadow and flicker of light, seeking a triumphant capture—but there was nothing. No dragon. No quarry. No triumph. Only senseless wandering.

Her crimson-painted lips thinned in displeasure. “The Phoenix,” she murmured, her tone darkening. “I cannot feel it.” The realization dawned on her, cold and sharp. “It is freed.” That meant someone else had taken control of it which unsettled her greatly. 

Her hand clenched into a fist, and the jade husks convulsed, their hollow cries silent yet palpable. “Worthless!” she hissed, her fury manifesting as a surge of magic. With a flick of her wrist, the spirits of the tiger and serpent were ripped from their jade shells, the act as excruciating as it was final. Their spectral forms writhed in agony, their translucent draconic features revealed for mere moments before dissolving.

Lady Mikoto’s gaze turned icy, her expression carved from stone. “I will divide your souls among new vessels,” she promised coldly, “and perhaps you will serve me better in forms more befitting your incompetence.”

She rose gracefully, the layers of her kimono flowing around her like waves of fire and blood. “Summon Susanoo,” she commanded.

Moments later, Susanoo entered the chamber, his demeanor as dull as his garments. His mother could tell he had been buried to the neck up in his bottles. A hobby he had taken to, since she stripped him of his purpose. 

His hakama and haori, though finely made, were in muted tones of gray and pale beige, a stark contrast to the vibrancy of his mother’s attire. His face bore the weariness of someone carrying a great burden, his posture slouched with conjecture and gloom.

“You called, Mother?” he asked, his voice lacking the stonish fire it once held.

Lady Mikoto’s sharp gaze bore into him. “We have no time for your melancholy, Susanoo. The Phoenix dragon has escaped my grasp, and you will rectify this blunder of yours.”

He remained steadfast. He had many blunders and somehow not capturing the dragon he'd not deem his worse one. Everything now reminded him of their plans, of how she would look at him as if he were crowned in bold overture. How they would overcome the world together. 

Susanoo frowned, his jaw tightening, but he said nothing. He'd go and retrieve the yokai spirit, possibly eliminating whoever stole it then return home. Was this the end? 

Is this how the great odyssey of him and his dragon concluded? He was conflicted, his heart torn in two. One piece longed to be at sea again chasing that white whale endlessly, servants to the chase and uncharted lands. 

That beautiful, awful beast had shown him so much, taught him the art of the hunt. Even recalling her clever and often times foolish attempts to outsmart him occasionally brought the ghost of a smile across his usually straight mouth. 

He avoided pondering what would be left of him when she was finally in his mother's possession. If it were up to him, if he were the lord an almost insane idea would always rear its head of releasing her, starting the hunt all over again. Repeating this cycle till they could run no more. 

The pain she caused him was his motive, without it remained grief. 

The other piece hoped they had never found the dragon, his mother would wander the halls muttering mad with outrage and the castle would vanish in the clouds haunted by the two of them. His father would be rolling in his grave if that ever came to pass. 

“I want every resource at your disposal,” Lady Mikoto continued. “Gather the yokai, the jade spirits, and every ounce of magick we possess. You will lead them to where I sense the Phoenix’s presence. Failure is not an option.”

Susanoo bowed low, his movements stiff and reluctant. “As you command.” This wasn't just a delivery mission. His mother must have suspected that the one to dismantle the yokai was his dragon, dragon magic was only dominated by a source as powerful and light as its own. 

The ground trembled as jade monsters stirred to life around the chamber, their massive forms emerging from the shadows. Some were humanoid, others animalistic, all grotesque in their tortured shapes. Their glowing eyes were filled with resolve, ready to take what they had been longing for, driven by the faint hope that servitude might bring them peace. They lowered themselves before Lady Mikoto, their massive frames humbling themselves to her will.

Lady Mikoto surveyed them with cold satisfaction. “Your pain will not end until that dragon is mine.” it was both a promise and a threat, resonating through the chamber. 

The jade creatures roared, their pleas a nauseating chorus of the damned vibrating through the air as they prepared to obey her command. Susanoo turned to leave, his shoulders heavy with the absence of cause or excuse, he craved the hunt but hated the result making all the years of his life feel like a ruse. It was so self indulgent and self reverential. While Lady Mikoto stood tall, her burning kimono reflected the wrath in her soul.

This wasn't a hunt, it was a call harald extinction, failure would not be tolerated.

He heard the dragon’s words chime in his head like a parasite, hounding him to heal and rise above—he took the bottle from a servant's tray and tipped it to his lips. She argued against his inner voice violently. 

You want to hunt and not catch your quarry… destroy it. 

It's not worth it, Susanoo! Susanoo clenched his teeth hearing his dragon yell as if she still believed in him. 

All poignant fame, you will be rid of her and thus a part of yourself you hate the most.

Don't listen Susanoo. He stopped standing at the window looking out over the expanse of clouds. Her voice was so clear as if she stood right beside him. 

You may as well jump, you sodden fuck. 

You're worth more, my Sussanoo.

He's no more a person than those hollowed husks, his mother plays wi—

So much more than a husk—

You wanted my opinion—

No one asked for your opinion!

You wanted the truth I gave it—

No one asked for your lies! 

Be done with this now and jump out the window! 

Be done with this now and get away from the window! 

Sussanoo hadn't even realized he was teetering so close to ledge of the drop he was truly. 

Can you hear me Susanoo? I'm talking to you!

Can you hear me Susanoo? I'm talking to you!

 

 

Slowly he made his choice, and took his step. 

 

Chapter 53

Notes:

I died a little but I'm back and already writing the second installment so leave thoughts, likes, dislikes and hope you enjoy.

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“You know Anna when you invited yourself to join us on this excursion I was not aware you were implying that you play the bard while the rest of us play the proletarians.” And there stood Elsa completely disheveled, her icy tunic and riding trousers caked in the debris from when the temple coughed up blisters of smoke. 

Anna batted her eyelashes at her sister as her fingers delicately plucked the strings of an old, travel-worn violin. The melody she played was soft yet rich, something she had been composing for the past few months—a tune that felt like the wind weaving through the trees, like rivers cascading over smooth stones. She had rewritten it about eleven times over, each rendition Kristoff and Mattias convinced her was more perfect than the last. Yet they weren't good enough, not for the God of Nature.

And then she struck gold when she allowed her thoughts to drift towards Cernunnos as she wrote. 

The Melody reminded her of him. Strong, unyielding, yet harmonious and delicate. 

Even Elsa had to admit and take a moment to appreciate her sister's genius. 

Anna would help…eventually but right now her priorities lied in ensuring the instrument was in prime condition to play, how many musicians actually could say they received the opportunity to perform for a literal God. She also did not care to mention that lately she had been feeling strange utterances of fatigue, which came about randomly, so she'd squeeze in practice when she could. 

“Of course my sweet Elsa,” she lamented though to Elsa it just came across as patronizing. “I intend to aid you in the promise that you made but who am I but a humble and awesome queen of an even…humbler—” 

Elsa crossed her arms mumbling. “More humble is the correct form of the comparative degree of the adjective.” She was ignored of course in favor of Anna continuing her flaunting about, violin in hand. 

“–Kingdom, my services have been requested by Cernunnos himself, it would be rude to deny him.” 

“Since when have you cared so much about etiquette?” Kristoff questioned taking his stance besides Elsa. He seemed to not mind bearing the brunt of heavy lifting, not when he had Sven and Ryu as partners. 

Lumbering over the dragon shook the dust from her mane, panting and looking between the sisters. There were two reasons that could explain her jubilant demeanor; One being it was her birthday the next day, though she hadn't fully grasped the indicative aspects of it yet, and two she got to dig and destroy walls becoming as scrummy, and dirty as her heart delighted. 

She was clearly more elated by the latter of the two. 

Elsa regarded her with hooded eyes though they held an obvious playfulness. “Who told you to stop digging?” her eyes closed as she braced for the gust of smoke blown in her face which she returned with her own icy breath. 

Olaf sat upon Sven’s back, swaying to the music. “Wow, Anna, that sounds like something straight out of a fairytale! Maybe you should play at more official events!” Though it was true the queen played sometimes, it was also true her duties left her neglecting her lessons and composing more often than she liked. 

Anna laughed mid-note but kept playing. “Oh sure, Olaf, because everyone wants to hear the Queen’s sister play for dignitaries instead of, you know, giving an actual speech.”

Kristoff smirked. “I’d vote for that.”

 Anna squinted suspiciously at her husband not quite liking how relieved he appeared at the notion of not having to listen to any more of Anna's reputational lengthy speeches. 

“Elsa come on just one more break and I'll start from the beginning for you to give any critics or notes. Just one more time please.” 

Elsa’s expression became less tightened and more understanding following the example of her cadence. “Anna, I know how important this is to you, I really do. I promise I'll listen later. This temple isn’t going to fix itsel–” Pausing at the sight of Anna's haughty noise and upturned chin Elsa corrected herself with an exaggerated bow. “If it pleases my queen perhaps we should save your… Euphonious solo for after we get some work done.” peaking behind her lashes with her ducked head. 

Anna tapped her chin making a show of considering the suggestion. To sweeten the deal, Elsa cleared her throat towards her friends. Kristoff made an oh face and copied her pompous accent and bowed followed by Sven and Olaf. 

“Oh yes! My queen of my heart!”

“Indubitably.” 

Ryu watched them, blinking heavily, and merely threw herself onto the ground with a thud. Not quite a bow but also not quite a…come to think of it Elsa had no idea what she was doing with her rear high in the sky and her limbs sprawled out before her. 

“I know you're totally mocking me but I could get used to this.” 

Elsa, lifting her head, shot Anna hopeful eyes clasping her hands together. “So you'll allow me to get back to work without calling after me every five seconds?”

All the hopes were dashed resembling the dust coating everyone's clothes when Anna chuckled. “No.” 

She deflated at this and shook her head. Elsa had some expectations to get at least a quarter of her blueprinted repairs done before tomorrow.

Holding up her palms she called a surrender. “Alright, but please play loud enough so I can hear and not have to run all the way back over.” 

Anna sucked her teeth knowing exactly how to egg her sister on in the playful banter she adored. “I don't know why you're wound tight about this, I wasn't complaining when you and Periwinkle snuck off half an hour ago to make out.”

Elsa blushed violently and coughed into her hand before folding both of them in front of herself. “We were speaking about the West vestibules.” The air of refinement and grace she tried masking with evaded her when Anna cackled loudly, not believing a single bit of that nonsensical explanation.

“Oh sure, must have been quite the secret if you needed to basically speak it down her throat.” Elsa’s sweet doting upon the dragon was still such a foreign concept to Anna, though she couldn't deny the pleasant shift from it being a source of perturbation to now providing the perfect ammunition to make Elsa metamorph in all different shades of red. 

“It wasn't a secret, and why were you spying on us anyways, miss Noisy?”

“Noisy is in my blood Elsa it's practically my job to be noisy.” Said Anna, sounding more shrill and flustered than she meant to. 

Kristoff crossed his arms, looking at Ryu, Sven and Olaf, their heads turning between the sisters wondering who was gonna win this one. “You guys ever feel like we’re just here to watch this kind of stuff happen?”

Sven let out a resigned grunt following Ryu away from the squabbling when she lost interest, it was no longer as titillating when the girls traded bickering for snowballs. 

She preferred Elsa's snow in more intimate settings anyways. 


Ryu huffed, smoke curling from her nostrils as she perched atop a half-collapsed pillar, watching the others scramble around the ruins. Her vibrant eyes narrowed at the mess before her. Who was Elsa kidding? This project would take them years to finish. 

Although she could definitely think of worse fates than being cursed to perpetually hang around the royal family trying to rejuvenate the holy grounds of her ancestors. 

With a flick of her long tail, she sent a loose chunk of stone tumbling below, narrowly missing Olaf.

"Hey!" the snowman yelped, scrambling backward.

Kristoff canned his neck back and shook a fist at her. "I know he doesn't have bones, but he does have feelings!"

Anna snickered from where she was standing, wiping residual frost off her sleeves and skirt. “Periwinkle, try not to take out the help.”

Ryu let out a funny sounding gurgle—one that sounded a little too glib. Then, with a sudden stretch of her wings, she leapt down, landing beside Kristoff and Sven with a shaking thud. Sven immediately jolted, skittering back behind Kristoff.

Kristoff caressed his friend's snout. “You know, as a reindeer herder in ‘training’ you sure love terrifying us.” Sven said. 

Kristoff bent to Sven's eye level. “I know buddy.” 

Ryu tilted her head still unable to discern if he truly did hear Sven's thoughts in his mind before nudging a massive fallen column with her muzzle, rolling it toward its proper place. With a grunt, she dug her claws into the dirt, braced herself, and gave one powerful push. The stone slid perfectly into alignment…

Almost. She shrugged. 

Eh good enough. 

The silent mountain which was the Vakten corrected her placement with an ease that made Kristoff wonder why he didn't just fix the temple himself. 

Elsa, who had been using her ice to stabilize the inner structure of an entry stairway, gave an approving nod. “Well at least– oh sweet frozen cabbages what have I done…” Everyone groaned knowing what was coming next after seeing her fingers press into her lips and brows furrow. 

Spending the past week had shown everyone's strengths…and weaknesses. If any of them had to pick the worst flaw exposed they'd definitely pick Elsa's penchant— her incurable— infuriating need for perfection when it came to architecture. 

“Elsa what's the problem now–” Kristoff said, picking up his pace, needing to see what was so horrific to cause her dreading expression, he turned his gaze to what she was staring at wide eyed, and sighed; a large stone was five inches more forward than its neighbors making it stick out of the stairway. “Elsa that's fine.”

“It's not fine, it's not okay,” With her hands gesturing wildly towards the offensive rock he still didn't see the issue. 

“No it definit-” 

“I'm redoing it!” There was no stopping her now as she began the task of dislodging the top ones first.

Kristoff didn't lose momentum. “I still think it would have been okay…cause it would have existed.” His deadpanned words fell on mute ears as she took a step back to survey what the issue was. 

“I'm just going to remove these–” she said in a way too casual tone regarding the fifty, large, three hundred pound steps. “And make new stairs with the right measurements.” 

“Why do the measurements matter?” Elsa followed the question upward, spotting Ryu inspecting the stairs with a tap of her fingers and foot.

“Because we can't install stairs the wrong way. It could send the whole temple off kilter if we're not careful.”

“I don't think it could get any worse.” To prove Ryu's statement indispensable some debris fell on her head, clunking a piece of the archway against her skull; she didn't flinch, instead letting out an emotionless “Ow.” 

“Not only that but someone could trip. I'm sure you've noticed Gecko, this whole place is just one giant safety violation.’

Ryu snorted affectionately, watching Elsa's face scrunch up with fierce concentration. “Erusa it's not like we're going to use this place as a nursery for our children–” That gave Elsa some pause, glancing briefly at Ryu who had already turned away. She hummed thoughtfully, slightly distracted by the lingering feelings of Ryu's statement, and then had a thought. 

“You never know,” she proposed shyly, hoping that it wasn't too bold to cause Ryu discomfort. 

“No I don't.” said Ryu in matter of fact way, busy watching Anna attempt to clean their surrounding area. She would have mentioned that the task was fruitless due to them already planning on moving large structures which would in turn drop more mess but it gave the queen something to do. 

“Right.” Elsa mumbled before speaking in a louder tone. “Nevertheless, if something is worth doing, it's worth doing correctly is what my father always told Anna and I.” 

Ryu gave her attention back to the queen who raked a dust pile behind a fallen pillar. Anna nodded, looking quite pleased with herself. “That'll work.” She quipped moving onto the next task. 

Elsa frowned and shook her head. “Luckily I did enough listening for the both of us.” 


With Ryu distracted on finding a “sculpacturator” which Kristoff had lost and missed oh so dearly among the ruins. 

A secret gathering was occurring without her knowledge as the clouds shrouded the outside central courtyard of the drage temple, even hiding the whispered plans from the sun. 

“So basically Kristoff Elsa…” Anna's bravado faltered as she remembered the extensive nights of planning and ordering the plethora of delights for the upcoming holiday. “Elsa, why don't you take the reins of this one.” 

When Elsa presented her ideas and itinerary Anna was at a loss for words. Even though she now knew about the circumstances which explained Elsa's anxieties when it came to birthdays that inexplicably originated from the initial separation between Elsa and herself. Prior she had never considered it from that point of view. The events of those times in their years of so many close calls must have colored Elsa's behavior drastically...and bolstered her concern over not just her family's safety but their happiness to an almost critical level.

It angered Anna to an unfathomable degree that fate had chosen Elsa, the most grateful person Anna ever met, to live through occurrences if just to ensure she appreciated those in her life. Even with Ryu, it seemed to be a curse really. 

“And after the parade, there is going to be a light show. I will be spending all night ensuring that when the sun sets at exactly 5:24 pm that is when it will strike and fill the entire town square with rainbows and after that…you already know what's next.” 

Kristoff blinked completely speechless. 

“And I'm in charge of the fireworks!” Olaf informed proudly.

Kristoff dug fingers into his eyes, already feeling exhausted with the pandemonium he was certain would come from the extravaganza Elsa planned. 

“Right.” 

Fluttering in a Willow Warbler made itself comfortable upon Elsa’s shoulder. 

Anna and Olaf cooed as quietly as they could to not frighten the creature. 

Elsa turned her head smiling serenely. “Hello there.” 

“How do you-” it served as a momentary distraction from the overwhelming information dump he had just received. “How do you do that?” 

Elsa shrugged casually. “I just do.”

“Elsa just gets birds.” Explained Olaf. It was an occasional occurrence that they had begun to grow used to. Anna didn't mind a single bit. 

“Back to the topic at hand–” Elsa said, lifting a finger for the warbler to perch on. “This will be Ryu's first birthday ever and I have prepared for as many mishaps as I possibly could to ensure she has a perfect day tomorrow.” 

“Is that so?” Kristoff highly doubted their collective luck would allow such a fortunate day to occur. 

“Yes but I can't do this alone. I'll need your help. Everyone of you.” Her vulnerable eyes flickered over each of them. A look they couldn't refuse even if they wanted to. Elsa asking for assistance, sitting, holding a cute bird– That flew away, even without the bird her beguiling nature wasn't to be easily casted aside. 

Anna exhaled with a calm pride grinning at her sister exercising her new skill of asking for help when she needed. “Aye captain, tomorrow we are your loyal crew!” she called with a thick nautical accent, giving a clumsy salute. 

Elsa stood and opened her arms in invitation. 

Anna instinctively grabbing at Elsa's arm allowed her sister to embrace her, Olaf held both their legs with his twigs snuggling in as Sven nuzzled their heads. 

“Pretty sure Ryu would be happy with just a fish and a sunny spot to nap in–” Kristoff grumbled but joined his family. 

“We got this!” Olaf encouraged with a chortle. “What could possibly go wrong?”

The group answered simultaneously. 

“Please don't say that dear.” 

“Olaf don't jinx it.”

“We're doomed.” 


The morning of Ryu’s first birthday celebration, Elsa was determined to make it the most memorable experience of her life—which, now that she thought about it, wouldn’t exactly be a Herculean task.

Considering Ryu had never had a birthday before, the bar was set comfortably low.

Yet, despite this, Elsa felt a crushing weight of expectation bearing down on her shoulders, a pressure entirely self-imposed.

This was supposed to be perfect.

It was going to be perfect.

So, of course, it all started with fire.

Not the comforting kind found in hearths, nor the soft flicker of candlelight. Actual fire. Spitting, uproarious, untamed fire.

Bruni had only wanted to help. He had blinked up at her with those wide, eager eyes as she tried—tried—to craft the delicate, golden folds of omurice. But the moment he scampered onto the stove, a delighted chirp escaping his tiny maw as his excitement grew, the entire stovetop erupted into flames.

“Ho-how’d you even do that?” She panicked breathlessly, not knowing if she was addressing the stove or Bruni. 

Elsa had immediately doused the inferno with a burst of frost, but the damage was done.

Smoke curled in lazy tendrils toward the ceiling. The pan was ruined. The eggs? Blackened beyond recognition. The rice? Soggy from melted ice.

And Elsa?

Kneeling behind the counter, face buried in her hands.

Bruni licked her wrist apologetically, his tiny claws patting at her palm in a futile attempt to soothe her despair.

This was not how the morning was supposed to go.

She should have been gliding into their room, serene and composed, dressed in a flawless gown, her hair cascading in perfect platinum waves, presenting a lovingly crafted meal like the devoted lover she aspired to be.

Instead, she was a mess. Her tunic was dusted with flour, her sleeves damp from melted ice, and her dignity? That had burned right along with the eggs.

She should have known.

"Cheating on me with another dragon, Erusa?"

Elsa startled, nearly knocking her crown over the counter top. 

She hadn’t even heard Ryu enter. “Goodness Glaciers,” Ryu murmured, protecting Elsa from jolting upright with a firm hand on her shoulders keeping her on the ground. “Here I thought I drained all that energy out of you last night.” 

The salacious joke didn't land but the mellifluous timbre of her voice washed over Elsa, the teasing lilt wrapped in amusement rather than reproach. When Elsa peeked up through the curtain of her hair, Ryu was crouched before her, eyes gleaming with playful mirth, her knowing smirk a brand against Elsa’s already fragile composure.

Ryu looked ridiculously good like this being more than Elsa could handle—barefoot, her loose tunic slightly rumpled from sleep, a curl of hair falling over her cheek in an effortless display of casual allure.

And worse?

She was so unbearably kind. Elsa rubbed a rough palm over her face sensing how doomed she was. It had been what? Over a year and yet she still felt those confounded butterflies fluttering her insides– and during just the worst possible times. 

Ryu could have teased her, could have giggled in that insufferable, self-satisfied way she did when she was the one causing trouble—but instead, she was looking at Elsa with affectionate indulgence, finding Elsa’s neurotic quest for a memorable day somehow endearing rather than utterly absurd.

Elsa exhaled sharply, wiping flour from her tunic, trying to salvage whatever was left of her crumbling grace. “I was supposed to cook Omurice today, couldn't even manage the first simple thing on the itinerary,” she admitted, hesitant, ashamed. 

Ryu troubleshooted quickly. "Why don’t we ask Ada and Aiden to make us something? I’m sure they’d love to show off for my birthday.”

Elsa stiffened.

That wasn’t the plan.

The trail of lanterns she had set up painstakingly floating from her cottage and the castle to Northuldra were still there, starting with one in their home for the beautifully set breakfast she had envisioned. Ryu would wake up to a seamless display of love and care, where Elsa would present her with something thoughtful, something worthy of the person she adored.

She wasn’t supposed to be seen like this. Not frazzled and unkempt, not stressed and floundering, certainly not covered in the remains of her failed cooking experiment.

This was supposed to be Ryu's moment, the first of many gifts Elsa had carefully arranged for today.

She lowered her gaze, feeling the creeping clutch of inadequacy.

Being one who could command ice and snow, could shape an entire landscape with a flick of her fingers, rule a country, fight a war, yet she couldn’t even prepare a single breakfast for the woman she loved. 

Why today of all days? She had cooked a lot of meals with Ryu.

Elsa thought carefully for a few moments, lowering her voice to a whisper. “I failed.”

Ryu tilted her head, convinced this was entirely the wrong way to view the situation. “No, you didn’t fail,” her temperament was serene, but firm, like a calm epicenter of the storm cycloning Elsa’s self-doubt. "The plans just changed.”

Bruni, perched on Elsa’s shoulder, gave an enthusiastic chirp of agreement.

Elsa barely had time to process that before Ryu’s hands enclosed hers—gentle, beguiling, grounding. She guided Elsa to her feet, her touch effortlessly dissolving the tension coiled in Elsa’s spine.

"Besides,” Ryu continued, lacing their fingers together, a gesture that was now second, actually more so first nature to her, it was the easiest thing in the world, “now you can relax. We can sit, talk—do all that couple stuff.” Her nose scrunched slightly while saying the last words. “I know you want today to be special, but I also want you to enjoy this day too.”

Elsa’s breath hitched.

Good.

Ryu was so good.

How could she be so effortlessly understanding, so naturally attuned to her? It would never stop baffling Elsa, who saw herself as a turbulent, high strung storm. 

Elsa's Gyakusetsu, who was just as flighty at times wasn’t just placating her—she was anchoring her, recognizing Elsa’s need for control but refusing to let it spiral into self-punishment.

And just like that, Elsa’s grip on her own expectations loosened…barely.

The sharp bite of failure softened into something more manageable, something forgivable.

It was then that Ryu’s eyes caught something—a small purple and pink lantern drifting gently through the air.

She plucked it effortlessly, turning it over in her hands. “Is this for me?”

Elsa nodded, unable to resist the fond smile tugging at her lips as Ryu’s entire demeanor brightened.

“I love it!” Ryu declared, before pressing an unabashedly affectionate kiss to Elsa’s lips.

Elsa had approximately half a second to revel in the feel of it, the soft pressure, the way Ryu’s enthusiasm overwhelmed her with an almost childlike delight—

Then Ryu pulled back, grinning wildly, twirling the lantern in her hands as she turned to show it off to Bruni. Like a king showcasing a foreign gift from another country. 

Elsa sighed, lifting a delicate finger interjecting before Ryu could get too carried away.

"Actually, Ryu, that’s not your present…” She smiled, pleased when Ryu immediately perked up in intrigue. “It’s going to lead you to your present. There's a trail of them around."

Ryu’s lips formed an oh of realization. She cradled the lantern in her hands, considering this new development, before fixing Elsa with an impressed grin.

"You really think of everything, huh?"

Elsa felt gooseflesh creep up her neck, suddenly flustered under Ryu’s attention, her chest heating up hotter than the breakfast ruining flames. "No, it’s not that…" she mumbled, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. "I just… have a lot of things planned for you."

“And that will all still happen accordingly.” Ryu nodded sagely at the fact of the universe she said.

Elsa made a dubious face at this statement completely jealous of how undaunted her dragon appeared. 

But Ryu, ever the confident one, simply smiled. "I mean it. The universe has already beaten me to a pulp. How much more unlucky can I get?"

She chuckled, the idea of anything else going wrong was so ludicrous that she wouldn’t even entertain it.

 

Elsa, knowing better, merely exhaled.


Ryu’s assurance that all would be fine had only solidified after Ada and Aiden enthusiastically agreed to cook for her, their deft hands preparing an array of Northuldran delicacies with the kind of finesse that spoke of years spent perfecting their craft. It wasn't the light, airy Omurice that Elsa had originally promised, but Ryu, in her usual devil may care way, moving as if this morning hadn't happened, simply shrugged, her contentment unwavering.

Food was food.

“Thank you so much for this, really. You two saved the day,” Elsa said, inclining her head in a reverent bow, her words meant with full sincerity even as she remained acutely aware of her own failed attempts.

As Ryu was promptly swarmed by children eager to drown her in birthday wishes and hugs, Ada and Aiden turned their attention from her cries back to Elsa, smiling at her with the kind of knowing amusement Elsa had only seen seniors in Northuldra exude.

“Oh, of course, Elsa. Anytime," Aiden said warmly before his lips curved into something far more nefarious, Elsa didn't like that at all frowning slightly. "So… which one did you like better?”

Elsa stiffened, her posture betraying the sudden panic that gripped her. They hadn't told her who had cooked which dish. She could feel their expectant stares, reveling in the moment they had long awaited—the chance to ensnare her in their decades-long culinary rivalry.

Her mind scrambled for an exit strategy, but before she could devise a diplomatic answer, the soft flicker of a passing lantern caught her eye.

Saved by the lantern.

“Oh, I apologize—” she blurted hastily, already beginning to edge away. “But I have to continue Ryu’s birthday celebration in Arendelle…” She could feel their skepticism, the weight of their amused squints pressing against her composure like an invisible force. She cleared her throat, adjusting the set of her shoulders with the dignified air of someone who absolutely had not just burned breakfast, panicked over lanterns, and was fleeing a cooking rivalry. “We’ll be back. And maybe we’ll have an answer. I have to allow my um..pallet yes–” She took one step back but Ada and Aiden followed her steps

“My pallet needs the time to pontificate the many rich flavors it just experienced.”

She whirled toward Ryu with the kind of urgency that suggested imminent danger rather than a continuation of birthday festivities.

“Ryu!”

The dragon turned at the call, her expression quizzical but intrigued. “Who died?” her hands planted on her hips unable to move her legs as two kids held them tight. 

Elsa motioned subtly. “Do you spot anything… odd?” Her tone, while carefully neutral, carried an edge of nervous expectancy.

Ryu surveyed their surroundings with a slight frown before shrugging. “Nothing weird. Why?”

Elsa sighed. “Try up.”

Ryu tilted her head back, scanning the sky, her eyes darting between the towering treetops and the sun she decided to start a staring contest with. She squinted, still unable to pinpoint whatever Elsa was trying to direct her toward.

This continued in stubborn repetition until Elsa, thoroughly exasperated, huffed and stepped forward, her cool fingers cradling Ryu’s cheeks with a mixture of impatience and tenderness. With determined precision, she tilted Ryu’s chin upward, forcing her gaze onto the lantern floating above them.

“That wasn't there when I looked.” Ryu deadpanned, though those present could definitely confirm it most certainly was. 

Ada grinned a dangerously toothy sneer. “Ryu dear, which dish was your favorite?”

Being more bold between the two Ryu gave the question much thought before opening her mouth to answer. Her words were suffocated, never getting to experience the light of day, muffled behind Elsa's hand. 

“WellsuchashamewehavetogobeforeRyumissesherbirthdaysurprisethankyouforbreakfast.”

The words spilled from Elsa’s lips in a single, record breaking breath, her normally measured cadence completely obliterated in her rush to escape further interrogation. Ryu blinked, momentarily stunned before a slow grin curled at the edges of her lips.

Oh, this was adorable.

The composed, regal Fifth Spirit—Northuldra’s protector and Arendelle’s former queen— and a thousand other noble titles Ryu had no ability to recall—was flustered, cheeks tinged with pink, making her retreat with the kind of gracelessness Ryu found utterly endearing. She noted a new tab to add to Elsa's weaknesses.

Old folk.

As Elsa practically power-walked away, Ryu let her stare drift after her before turning back to Ada and Aiden, suppressing a chuckle.

She pressed her hands together and dipped her head. “Tabemono o arigatō.”

The elders mimicked her, unsure of what the words meant though they had suspected. 

“Oh, you’re very welcome dear.”

Ryu shook her head before turning to jog after Elsa, her heart inexplicably full.

“I forgot the birthday girl.” Elsa had barely made it three steps before returning, grasping Ryu's wrist in an urging hold.

“You forgot me.” Ryu threw her free hand over her eyes dramatically. Bruni zipped up to her shoulder nuzzling her cheeks in solicitous remorse. 

Elsa let out a quiet huff, already resigned to Ryu’s theatrics. “I wasn’t leaving you,” she murmured, more to herself than anything.

Ryu squeezed her fingers gently, her voice becoming bewitched and undeniably tender. “Well that's only fair. I'm not allowed to leave you remember?”

And just like that, Elsa’s embarrassment melted her entire person, less prickly. Though she would never admit out loud the sensations stirred in her stomach— her sparkling flurries swirling around Ryu's body gave away her secrets. 


Mist curled in the distance where the waterfalls tumbled over moss-covered rock, the faint sweetness of summer blooms blessed Elsa's nose with all the scents she could detect with her very primitive human nose. 

Ryu chased a drifting lantern, weaving through shafts of light that broke through the trees. The lantern, carried by a stream of, flickered like a firefly against the sky, its golden glow teasing her to follow. Elsa kept back a few leisurely paces, watching with a soft smile.

The sight of Ryu always flabbergasted Elsa, if she was using a rough estimate when the dragon stood on her hind legs she reached roughly eight feet. Her entire length from her tail to her head was a lot harder for Elsa to eyeball, last time she measured her she was twenty six feet long. Her mane had now reached the middle of her back. 

The quick growth never ceased to leave her breathless.

The lantern continued mocking her just beyond reach, its path guided by a gentle current Elsa had shaped. Ryu refused to use flight, deeming it cheating probably. With a strong lunge of her back legs she lunged, her claws grazing the lantern’s edge before she snatched it from the air. She let out a triumphant huff, as she descended, landing lightly beside Elsa.

“Well?” Elsa teased, arms crossed as she eyed the captured lantern between Ryu's jaws. “Was it too easy?”

Ryu rumbled, shaking her head. The gentle grip of her fangs reminded Elsa of how Ryu would scoop up their chicks when they were too small to keep up on outings. 

Elsa only laughed, shaking her head as she motioned forward bowing. “After you lovely birthday girl.” Ryu pranced forward. 

Their walk took them deeper into the forest, where the animals moved freely among them without fear. A fox trailed alongside Ryu’s steps, curious but unafraid but more so interested in the small rodents and creatures her claws dug up. The little nuisance was flicked away by her tail but soon returned whenever she settled.

 A warren of rabbits peered from beneath a fallen log, watching as Elsa passed, the very air around her shimmering with an unseen energy. Even the great elk in the distance turned their heads, acknowledging the two myths not as intruders, but as something woven into the very fabric of the forest itself.

Elsa could feel it too. She and Ryu were among friends who knew what they were—both beings that had been shaped by forces older than kingdoms and crowns. Ryu was the fire of the heavens, Elsa the frost of the world’s memories. 

They reached a sun-dappled clearing.

“Oh my Goodness Ryu don't drink that!” Elsa berated when she caught up, spying Ryu lapping at a puddle. 

She crooned loudly in protest. “It's stagnant water.” Elsa jutted her hand towards the puddle. 

Ryu continued her complaining, skulking away. Using her tail she dangled upside down from a tree pouting,

“Oh what?” Elsa bent upside down to peer at Ryu's eyes as they peaked over her wings which wrapped tightly around her body. “Is the birthday girl thirsty?” 

Elsa chuckled, understanding the look Ryu gave her. 

No duh. 

Elsa smiled and touched her shoulder before stepping away. “I’ll fetch some water,” she said, heading toward a nearby stream.

Ryu lazily sank downward to the grass below,  stretched her wings before folding them close, settling into the earth with a heavy but contented sigh. She closed her eyes, feeling the warmth of the sun on her back, the sounds of the forest melting into a gentle lull. The scent of wildflowers drifted through the air. It was peaceful. It was—

A sudden shift in weight against her back made her stir. Her eyes flickered open, but she did not move. Her head craned backwards. Against her, a doe lay panting, her flanks heaving with the strain. 

Ryu recognized the symptoms though she wasn't certain if it was injured or something else was amiss. 

She could feel the trembling in the doe’s limbs, the soft, desperate huffs of breath. She debated whether to move. It'd be easy to have shaken the creature away, but instead, she remained still, her warmth steady beneath the female. Time stretched, marked only by the rhythmic rise and fall of the doe’s breath.

Until she stood and Ryu regretted watching fleshly limbs and fluids drip from the deers rear. Her pupils slitted as disgust churned her stomach. 

Elsa, please save me. Her prayers were ignored. 

And then, the moment broke. The fawn entered the world with a fragile, quivering form, its damp fur pressed against Ryu’s scales. The mother turned, her nose brushing against her newborn as a soft, relieved sound left her throat.

Slowly, carefully, the doe stood, her legs unsteady but determined. Ryu shifted then, lifting a claw to gently nudge the fawn forward, trying to touch it as little as possible, it looked so gross, helping it find its feet. The small creature wobbled but stood, taking its first steps into the world.

Elsa returned just in time to see the exchange. She paused at the edge of the clearing, watching as the mother and child disappeared into the undergrowth. Her gaze lingered on Ryu, who sat motionless, as if the moment had settled deep into her bones. Small shivers shook her frame as she sat on her haunches. 

She couldn't exactly decide if Ryu was petrified or amazed. She settled on the latter and exhaled softly, a hand brushing over her heart thoughts traveling to what the night would bring. 

Yes. The decision had been the right one.

She thought of the hours spent in council with Yelena, Anna, Kristoff, and Honeymaren, discussing Ryu’s place here—what it would mean, what it would require. The answer had been there all along. Ryu wasn’t just a visitor. She belonged.

The gentle thrashing of branches drew Elsa’s attention, and she turned toward the river’s edge. Bruni had appeared, his tiny flame-like body scampering toward Ryu with pure delight. He chirped, hopping onto her back, nuzzling against her scales with unrestrained affection. Ryu huffed but allowed it, her tail flicking lazily as he broke her from her stupor. 

Nearby, the waters stirred unnaturally, the ripples running against the current. The Nokk emerged, his translucent form cutting through the water, gaze settling on Ryu with an unreadable expression. There was no hostility, no true warmth either—only quiet assessment. It wasn't unusual behavior for him, never quite becoming fond of Ryu. 

Elsa stepped closer and placed a hand against the spirit’s neck. “Be nice,” she murmured. “It’s her birthday.”

The Nokk exhaled sharply, unimpressed, there were more pressing matters which fueled his anxieties, his gaze lingered on Ryu a moment longer. Elsa could tell he was watching, waiting—measuring. 

Meanwhile, Gale swirled through the clearing, teasing the horse before spinning toward Ryu in a playful gust. Ryu snapped at the air, a mock challenge, and Gale rushed around her in delighted spirals. Bruni chirped excitedly, clambering onto Ryu’s ear, while the Nokk observed it all with the steady patience of a tide waiting to turn. 

Elsa smiled.

The forest had already decided.


Elsa’s footsteps echoed through the castle halls, her fingers drumming an anxious rhythm against her forearm as she meticulously reviewed her mental checklist, each item scrutinized with the same precision as a the royal charters that would condemn her to later nights so many years ago.

Paper lanterns leading Ryu from one surprise to another? Hung—though several had mysteriously disappeared, and she had a sinking suspicion Gale had spirited them away.

Ice Cherry blossoms? Magically conjured—until they weren’t just present but alive and chasing the dragon with fierce tenacity, what they had intended for her she wasn't certain but she certainly didn't want to find out. 

Special native sweets? Well… the less said about the baker’s attempt at mochi, the better. Kristoff was still massaging his jaw after one particularly dense confection had ricocheted off his teeth, sailed through the air, and struck Oaken squarely in the forehead. The man couldn't even let out a hearty “Yoo-hoo!” before crumpling to the ground.

Today was meant to be perfect. A flawless orchestration of love and effort, something to ensure Ryu felt seen, cherished—not just tolerated in a foreign land but truly celebrated.

The problem? Everything was descending into a hullabaloo that rivaled Ragnarok. 

Anna, ever the devoted and (unfortunately) a willing accomplice in this spiraling catastrophe, had taken it upon herself to distract Ryu while Elsa attempted to salvage the remnants of the day with Kristoff and Ryder.

The method? A blindfold. A club. And Olaf.

Which, in hindsight, should have raised immediate concerns.

“Ryu, I promise you, this is a very important tradition,” Anna insisted, her hands firm on Ryu’s shoulders as she positioned the dragon carefully.

Ryu, arms crossed and tail swishing, arched a single brow. “Hai, hai, hai…Walking blindly through the castle with a mallet while following a snowman who just learned what a piñata is…makes sense to me.”

“Oh, not just any piñata,” Olaf interjected enthusiastically. “A historically significant piñata! The books said it’s a great birthday tradition—so of course, we have to do it exactly as described.” He spun her around once, twice, thrice.

When they got to twenty spins Ryu tried reaching out but was too disoriented to find him. “Olaf I think my brain had already left thirteen spins ago, Chīsana otoko.” 

He stopped chortling and bounced back. “Oh really must be a dragon thing. I didn't know you could lose your brains.”

“It's a new development.” 

“When did it start?” He asked, examining her head. 

“When I met Erusa.” 

Kai and Gerda, hovering nearby, exchanged a look of deep disturbance before stepping forward. “Your Majesty,” Gerda said delicately with hushed words, “perhaps blindfolding her and giving her a bat is… not the wisest course of action.”

Anna blinked. “Why not?”

Kai perked up his eyebrows, his face blank. 

Their answer came in the form of an ear splitting crash.

Elsa, rounding the corridor at that precise moment, winced as she caught sight of a shattered vase at Ryu’s feet. The dragon stilled, ears twitching as she tilted her head in contemplation. “Nani datte?”

“Nothing!” Olaf chirped before yanking on her hand, leading her forward with a strength that belied his small, frosty frame. “Quick, before the piñata gets away!”

She took another hard hit which sent Olaf’s head rolling down the hall. “I definitely got it…” she murmured, evidently charmed by this fun game, and allowed herself to be dragged forward by headless Olaf to find his other half. 

Elsa saw that coming.

“Oh! I definitely killed it!” Ryu cheered.

Did she think the imaginary pinata was alive? 

She should have anticipated this.

“Anna,” Elsa murmured as she stepped closer taking the sides of Kai and Gerda. “You do realize that if Ryu decides to keep actually swinging that bat, we’ll be replacing more than a vase, right?”

Anna turned, eyes widening. “I used every single idea I had left on the rest of the day. Kinda trying to water an empty well here Els.”

Elsa sighed before gently reaching for the blindfold’s knot, fingers brushing against Ryu’s temple. “I think that’s enough for now, time for lunch and Kai has a little surprise for you, I think you'll like it.”

Ryu, tilting her head slightly toward Elsa’s touch, grinned. “Did I get it?” her eyes glanced around for any evidence of her winning. 

Elsa huffed a soft laugh, shaking her head. “You certainly did Gecko.”


To conceal the nature of her other presents, the royals ate lunch in Anna's study. 

“Your majesty?" came a voice from the door.

"Ah, Kai, perfect timing. Come in." Elsa welcomed him. 

He stepped into the room with a unit looking creature on his protected arm. 

Ryu's reaction was instantaneous. Her throat chittered rapidly and her pupils dilated to insane widths. 

The bird was almost four feet tall, with a dark body, golden eyes and round black pupils. The beak was bright yellow and regal, tapering off at the end in a sharp curve. The supercilium was short and matched the rest of the feathers, except the white head, and parts of the wings, giving the bird the appearance of wearing a suit, while the crown was even and rounded near the top. Long primary feathers fell below the level of Kai's perch-arm, drawing the eye to the talons. 

They were large and dark black in color. They seemed to viciously clutch the leather-bound forearm of Kai, looking almost impossibly strong and sharp to be withstood by a simple leather gauntlet. 

They unclenched like the mouth of a orca around a piece of flesh given as a treat, before being lifted into the air on the beating wings of eight feet nearly hitting Kai in the face. 

"Good grief, what is that?" Anna asked, pulling back in her chair slightly, shifting towards Kristoff.

“The eagle.” Ryu whispered, squinting her eye.

Elsa was a little surprised Ryu was aware of such creatures, majority of the ones she encountered in her journeys she never knew the names of. 

“Stellar Eagle to be exact.” Kai stated. “They will be joining the royal falconry. Your majesty, it was you who ordered them.” He stated, sounding a bit confused at Anna's surprise. 

Anna shook her head. "I mean yeah sure I thought they'd be like hawk size or duck size. You said they were from Japan so I thought they'd be small.”

“Hey, not everything from Japan is small.” Elsa grinned at Ryu's offense, patting her knee trying to soothe her bristling scales. 

"Quite, they aren't just from Japan but from other regions, Korea, Russia, and China." Kai beamed, holding the bird before him. "This one has yet to be named but he is still very strong and incredibly smart."

"How smart?" Kristoff asked.

Kai clicked and made a rattling noise in another language. It was expertly pronounced but firm; definitely a command-call.

Without a sound, in one beautiful but ominous movement, the wings of the eagle unfurled. Spreading like the sails of Fredriksværn Jernbre.

 It was silent as it took to the air, climbing  seven feet straight up into the ceiling of the study, hovering just beneath the wood. It swooped low, whirling in large circles above the group, almost like a shark waiting for a sailor to finally sink beneath the waves.

"This one was captive bred," Kai said with a wink.

“What do they eat?” Kristoff asked, wondering if he could maybe feed it. 

The memories flooded back to Ryu, she looked at her plate of food. 

But so did the eagle. 

“Their diets primarily consist of some carrion, other small animals and–”

“My lunch!” Ryu growled, her ears appeared and more scales riddled her body, mane elongating as she eyed the predator. 

It dove straight down after her salmon; wings curled back, eyes wide, talons raked forwards. In a split second, the eagle snatched the sliver of salmon right off Ryu's plate but her reflexives succeeded in places where humans failed. She held onto her food. “Fucking thief!” 

Elsa bemoaned trying to coax Ryu to relent her meal. “Gecko we can always get you more.” 

“But it's the principal of it, Erusa. These guys are bullies thinking they can just steal from everyone and take what they want!” 

“I was unaware of the blood feud going on between the two, your majesty,” Kai said sardonically. “My apologies.” 

The eagle recovered and snatched a different piece and took to the air once more, slipping the meat into its curved beak in one swift movement before scarfing it down.

"It's fine Kai, Periwinkle is still learning about sharing..." Kristoff murmured while pouring some of his lunch onto the ruffled dragon's plate. “Still great work with him Kai.” 

Kai bowed deeply, accepting the compliment with humble grace. “If I may suggest it be Miss Paul who names the magnificent beast.” 

Anna nodded towards him. “Excellent idea Kai!” 

Ryu sat back pouting a miserable sour face at the food that smaller pieces of fish as they all awaited the verdict of what the eagle’s name would be. 

"Stop making that face you look like an old man." Elsa said. "And name the bird please." 

“Thief…” she spat out. 

“Beg your pardon, miss Paul.” Kai tried to his chuckled beneath a professional gruff. 

She spoke up this time sounding more petulant. “Sneaky thief!” 

“Ryu–” Elsa leaned closer, speaking in a hushed tone. “You are being very naughty right now.” 

Ryu guffawed. She wasn't the one snatching food from other people! Her species weren't a bunch of jerks who beat the snot out of baby dragon chicks or steal their fish. “It's my birthday, why can't I be naughty?”

Kristoff sat back, legs crossed finishing his lunch. “You're naughty everyday.” 

Ryu huffed, sounding more draconic and grumbling. “Thank you Kai for showing me your bird.” she still at least remembered her manners. 

“You're quite welcome Miss Paul. Happy birthday.” 

"Excellent.” Elsa nodded happily and the issue was settled. “You may take… Sneaky Thief now. Thank you Kai."

The man called the bird once more. It seemed to lazily release its claws and glide effortlessly to him, in passing its huge wing beat Ryu in the back of the head. It took one look over its shoulder at the dragon, squinting for a second, before looking forward as Kai made his way out the door.

Ryu growled until the door clicked shut. 

Anna looked at Elsa then Ryu. “Down tiger, the cute wittle birdy can't hurt chu no more." 

“On to the next activity!” Elsa declared finger held high. Before Ryu could take a bite of her food she was snatched from her seat leaving the fork spinning in the air.


Everything she had meticulously arranged—from the cherry blossom-laden walkways in the gardens that Gale had gleefully decimated (she could almost hear the sprite’s delighted laughter in the wind) to the extravagant late afternoon parade featuring a massive dragon sculpture, drummers, and a deeply perplexed Sven dressed in full samurai armor—had crumbled spectacularly.

Yet none of it seemed to matter to Ryu. 

Not the parade that had sent Arendelle's townsfolk into utter confusion and fear of a possible invasion– Kristoff forgot to announce it to the staff. 

Not the mochi-turned-projectile that had nearly concussed multiple people.

Not even the cherry blossoms that had been swept away in a mischievous gust before they could properly set the scene.

She still sang Elsa's praises only worsening the cemented block of dread in the woman's stomach. 

Elsa’s shoulders tensed at the thought. Why wasn’t this enough? Why, despite her powers, her status, her influence, did she still feel as though she had to earn the right to celebrate Ryu—to love her openly, to make her happy in ways she could control?

A memory surfaced unbidden—of years prior, standing in her father’s study, fingers curled tightly in her dress as she watched the sun rise and set, harbingering the start and end of Anna's birthdays, while her father's words chimed in her head; that her magic must be refined, wielded with absolute precision. That perfection was the only acceptable outcome. Or people would be hurt.

She shook the thought away.

This wasn’t about her.

Ryu deserved every ounce of effort Elsa could offer, every carefully crafted display, every second spent trying to make this day extraordinary.

The last surprise—a light show designed to cast iridescent rainbows over the skies—was meant to be the crowning jewel of the sunset. A marvel, an unspoken promise woven into color and magic.

Except the northern winds were growing temperamental, and the glass chimes and displays made the night before shattered into a pile. 

Thanks to Kristoff’s warnings and Anna's jumbled excuses, they managed to pile the glass shards into clumps showcasing a smaller but still beautiful rainbow before Elsa and Ryu made it to the Northside of town. 

“Eureka!” Anna celebrated watching her and Kristoff's improvising pay off. 

Yet, as Elsa’s gaze drifted back to Ryu—who was currently intrigued at Olaf’s increasingly bizarre instructions and explanations of how to replicate this phenomena—she realized something.

Perhaps Ryu was already having the time of her life.

How does she do that? Elsa pondered, mesmerized.

How did she meet every grand gesture with the same nonchalant ease, never demanding, never expecting, just accepting whatever came her way with the certainty of someone who knew things would be okay regardless?

Thank you’s were definitely in order. Being pulled aside Anna and Kristoff looked quite pleased with their quick thinking in regards to the light show. 

Elsa turned and looked at Anna as she straightened herself out. She felt like bursting, not only with gratitude and affection, but a great deal of respect for her younger sibling. Even when a misfortune seemed to be knocking at their door, the queen had the presence of mind to keep moving forward, regardless of the obstacles that lay ahead.

“I wanted to assure you two that I deeply appreciate this from you… from all of you.” Elsa said regally standing tall. 

Kristoff waved away the gratitude and formality. “It was nothing we couldn't handle.” Elsa's eyes flicking to his bandaged fingers had the man chuckling sheepishly hiding his palms under his armpits. 

Anna smiled and sprung over to him, planting an unashamed kiss on his lips, causing the eyes of Kristoff to swoon shut.

"You always prefer the 'hands on' approach, don't you?" Elsa asked, squeezing Anna's cheeks playfully when she was done embracing Kristoff. 

Anna's eyes lit up as she linked her arms with Elsa's leading her back to where Ryu, Sven and Olaf sat in the grass. “ Oh! Remember Kristoff's birthday!”

“I try not to.” Elsa said quickly, cringing at the memories of the circus, cannons, and the explosion of lutefisk. 


 

If only she could tell her. 

Gah! Ryu hated those words: If only. 

Still she had to use them much to her detriment. 

If only she could tell Elsa everything she felt, everything she saw. 

If only the emotional repercussions of the confessions–that she didn’t need perfection, she just needed Elsa to be there– weren't so terrifying. 

Old habits die hard.

This wasn't exactly what she had expected Elsa to plan. Ryu felt guilty, just a small bit. The sentiment of doing nothing with Elsa, be it teasing her, telling stories, watching the water beat against the rocks, charting the stars, or reading sappy poetry would have been so simple. 

How could she make this stubborn woman understand that her perfect day she had already been living over and over again? Waking with Elsa by her side, theorizing in circles for hours birthing ideas that were never destined to come into fruition. The slowness, moving through the day like lazy plumes of smoke with nowhere to go. 

She let out a deep sigh. "Erusa, I appreciate the effort, but I would’ve been happy just sleeping in today." Okay that wasn’t particularly the way Ryu should have said it. 

Then the realization dawned on her leaving a trail of lightning along her spine. Her perfect days weren’t slothfulness or non quintessential conversations… 

Her perfect day…

My perfect day is Elsa. 

Elsa’s eye twitched. "No. Absolutely not.” she became soft and gentle, touching Ryu’s face now, smiling just a little. “This is your first birthday—we are celebrating you, Gecko.” A stray strand was tucked behind Ryu's ear.

Ryu grinned halfheartedly. She didn't know if she should take it as a compliment that one of the most hectic hazardous days was all for her honor or not. "It’s just... Why all the effort? You could’ve just given me a fish and called it a day."

Kristoff, who had been watching the conversation unfold while munching on a rice ball, perked up. “That’s what I said! But nooo, Elsa had to create an entire cultural festival.” 

“I just wanted to make it special.” Elsa rubbed her arm self-consciously, looking away for the briefest of moments as her sister leaned closer. 

“I wanted to keep it simple; invite the Arendelle Fortelli orchestra, have the ballroom filled with at least twelve chocolate fountains, then have you cascade down a frozen waterfall to the center of the room as acrobats performed in a ice skating synchrony.” Anna ran out of fingers to list her ideas.

Ryu sat up, stretching. “How flattering.” Making herself smirk as she said it. After stealing those notes of what to plan for Anna's next birthday she leaned in, pressing a quick kiss to Elsa’s cheek. 

Elsa inhaled, about to say something else, but under Ryu’s reprimanding, lavender gaze, she sighed and conceded.

“Today has been fantastic, Erusa.” She reached out, taking her cold hand, relishing how naturally and without hesitation Elsa entwined their fingers together

Anna elbowed Elsa. "See? She loves it!" 

Birthdays had always been a delicate tradition for Elsa, Anna knew that much. The idea of her missing so many had taken a toll on her approach to them, making her all the more grateful that Ryu had been nothing but patient with her sister today. 

Just then, Honeymaren arrived, carrying what should have been a beautifully folded origami display. Instead, it was a pile of soggy, unrecognizable paper.

"So..." Honeymaren started sounding out of breath, trying to piece together a few broken cranes, water had caused her bangs to her forehead. "The Nokk didn’t really appreciate us trying to float these on them."

Olaf slid up beside them, covered in soot. "And the fireworks! Oh, Elsa, you should have seen it!” His eyes dazzled at the memory until he sobered and shrugged. “They were spectacular for about three seconds before they exploded right into the bakery. All the bread is well done so I think what that baker should have said was thank you."

Elsa groaned, rubbing her temples. Her headache was only growing she could tell from the pain behind her eyes.

“Just gonna…tuck the bill from the baker right in there.” He mumbled to himself pushing the paper underneath Elsa’s hand. Anna snatched it immediately and pocketed it. 

Ryu, meanwhile, barked in laughter falling over and chuckled so hard she had to wipe a tear from her eye. "This is the best birthday ever." 

Ryder appeared - as far as Ryu could tell - out of nowhere. He looked… Well from his scent and clothes Ryu couldn't even begin to theorize what he had been up to."Wait really? I thought it was a dangerous."

"No it's not, it's…” she pondered absently searching for the right words. "It’s you guys.” Elsa could only stare, struck by the casual admission. 

After a minute or so, he gladden and stepped closer and nudged Kristoff with his shoulder, trying to kick him out of his sudden gloom. “We're awesome at parties.” 

Anna grinned, placing a hand on Ryu's shoulder. "You still never made the queen’s wish.” 

“Sounds made up, what is it?” Ryu crossed her arms watching Anna huff and continued to explain her tradition of granting anyone who knew to ask her a single wish which was in her power to grant. 

That was an easy one, something that stayed in Ryu’s heart for months. “How about a ride?”

Anna, mid-bite into another rice ball, nodded. "Sure, I’d love a ride between us and this time I’ll let you pick the route we take!"

Ryu smirked, shaking head. Anna’s naivety made this all the more sweet. "No, I mean I want a ride." Sven sprang to his feet and galloped away. 

Anna paused. “...from who?” she asked behind puffed out cheeks.

"You, obviously," Ryu said, flicking her tail, who else would she pick? "You ride me all the time!"

Anna choked on her food, coughing as Kristoff immediately turned red.

"But— I mean— I pay you for that!" Anna spluttered.

Ryu looked between Elsa and Anna, ears twitching with feigned indignation. "You pay me with venison and Ice cream from Harmon. I just want a time... where I'm on top! You two never give me a turn.” 

It was Elsa’s turn to flush for the hundredth time in the past hour. She was certain she'd run out of blood at this point as she noted Ryu's complaint for later.

Kristoff, having just taken a sip of water, immediately spat it out. "I—uh— I think Sven needs me— I— gotta go brush… his teeth— bye!" He fled the scene like a man running for his life.

Honeymaren covered her mouth, hiding the grin forming as Ryder admitted that he also heard Sven calling his name. 

Olaf, blissfully unaware did not suffer as his friends did, he clapped his twig hands together and sternly pointed a finger at Anna. "That sounds fair! Everyone deserves a turn!"

“That,” Anna hiss-whispered, “is not fair!”

Elsa, pinching the bridge of her nose, exhaled slowly. "Ryu, I don’t think—"

“Anna said within her power.” Ryu interrupted with a haughty voice, hitting the queen where she knew it would hurt. “And if she isn’t powerful enough to do it-” 

But Anna, ever the sport, grabbed Ryu and hoisted her up onto her back. She nearly stumbled backwards from the momentum.

Finding some kindness in her heart, Ryu adjusted herself. “I’ve always wanted to ride a human.” Her bouncing made the process difficult.

The entire town watched, scandalized as Queen Anna of Arendelle sprinted through the streets with a woman draped over her. “Faster human!” Anna growled as she was kicked and prodded, why did she eat so many rice balls before this, a bad idea. 

Children pointed. The elderly gasped. Honrymaren refused to look, anticipating a broken ankle. Blood and maybe even gore she could handle but something about bones cracking was where her line in the sand was drawn.

"This feels wrong!" Anna cried as she staggered forward, barely able to move under Ryu's weight.

"And that attitude feels hypocritical! Onward steed.” Ryu cackled, clinging onto Anna’s shoulders.

"Anna, you don’t have to sprint! Why are you running, you’ll hurt yourself." Elsa called after them, following at a speed walking pace.

Anna, sweating, gritted out, "For diplomacy!" she barked over her shoulder. 

Elsa watched closely ensuring no one would get hurt, it did perplex her however, what started out for Ryu as a fun way to torture Anna had morphed into genuine joy and exhilaration complete with whoops and cheers whenever Anna caught her breath and picked up speed. Ryu was at least six times faster than her yet the dragon lifted her head to the small breeze and kicked her legs with disbelief that she actually got to experience this.

If Ryu was this happy with a simple back ride, why did Elsa spend so much time planning the elaborate events she did? 

“Whoa she's a wild one!” 

I love her. 

That answer caused her the least amount of defeat and seemed the most plausible.

At the end of her lovely tour of the town, Ryu hopped off of Anna’s back allowing her to collapse into grass in a wheezing heap. 

A scent caught her attention. She turned her head seeing Ryu crouched down by her head holding a piece of chocolate. “Steady girl. Steady.” 

Dignity had long since packed its luggage and left the queen for a vacation, opening her clenched teeth she let Ryu feed her the treat accepting her gentle strokes along her sweaty hair. 

“Thank you…” she mumbled around the candy.

“I can't believe you did that, gotta be honest it didn't seem like the smartest thing.” Ryu was still chuckling. 

“Nobody has ever accused me of being smart,” Anna lamented with a self-effacing grin.

She’d thought that would make Ryu laugh and play along, but instead something like concerned determination entered Ryu's eyes and erased her smirk.

“You are smart.” it was said with such finality especially punctuated with a hand on Anna's cheek. 

Anna said nothing in response, she had her routine of how she'd bicker with Ryu about it but when Ryu didn't follow the usual script her mind drew a blank. 

Elsa's initial worries of the day faded, creating a soothing snowfall around Anna's limp corpse that Ryu shook and poked at.

A still small voice whispered one of the last confirmations in her ear of the puzzle piece she required to finally start the plan that had begun blossoming in her soul months ago.

 

Anna loves her. 

 


Sadly for Anna her noble steed discovered that Human-back was now her favorite mode of transportation. At least she didn't require the queen to run, just a mere normal paced walk as they followed her lantern through the trees would do.

Elsa remained silent behind them she looked otherworldly in a white gákti with silver accents. Ignoring Ryu's worried glances at her.

She didn't even bother trying to hide making that face she always did when she was calculating, thinking through something serious. Ryu would've seen right past any disguise she attempted to don anyways. 

Her attire had been similar to the one Anna changed into. Except hers was orange and red, embroidered with Arendelle motifs blending with Northuldra patterns. They were so pretty, and though Ryu had been quite envious when she saw them wearing the garments she knew how important they were, the respect she held for the people kept her from begging for one herself.

The golden light of the setting sun speckled through the trees, casting long shadows across the woodland floor. The air carried the buzz of something Ryu couldn't place, mingling with the faintness of smoke from the Northuldra’s fires. A gathering had formed in the heart of the forest, where the people of the tribe stood in a circle, their gazes welcoming and knowing.

When Anna stopped Ryu felt an anxiety forming in her chest. She got off Anna, taking inventory of everyone present. It seemed the entire tribe stood here, those who traveled from place to place bringing back resources. Even the children wrestled in their excitement standing proud and tall by their parents and guardians. Maybe they were going to sing happy birthday…

That conclusion did not settle well with Ryu. The atmosphere was far too…paramount for that to be the case. 

At the center of it all Ryu was ushered to stand.

She had seen many ceremonies in her life—rituals from her homeland and foreign places, traditions woven with duty and expectation, others flagitious and iniquitous—but this was different. This wasn’t an obligation or a role she had to play. This was an invitation.

Honeymaren prompted by Yelena walked before her, holding a carved wooden pendant shaped by four diamonds—symbolic of the tribe’s bond with the spirits. She met Ryu’s eyes with a soft, genuine smile, her nerves causing her fingers to tremble. 

“Ryu,” she began, voice carrying through the quiet crowd quaking slightly, “you are not of our people by blood, but family is more than blood. The spirits have guided you here for a reason. You have helped us, fought with us, and laughed with us. So as far as anyone here, including the forest itself, is concerned, you are one of us.”

Ryu swallowed, shifting slightly as all eyes rested on her. She was used to being an outsider. She had always been something other—a creature, vagabond, a dragon, something that didn’t belong. Yet here, among these people who spoke with the wind, who lived in harmony with the elements, she felt none of the dread of exile.

Yelena stepped forward, her weathered hands outstretched. “Ryu,” she said, her voice as firm as the roots of the great trees, “do you accept this bond, to walk as one with the Northuldra, to honor the land and its spirits as we do?”

Ryu hesitated—not out of doubt, but out of the sheer gravity of the moment. This was much more than a present, this was a rebirthing. One she wasn't certain she had earned. It felt like an insult to doubt whether the people here understood the gravitas of this offer, yet was it fair with them not knowing how much trouble lived in Ryu's shadow. 

She looked at Anna, who beamed with encouragement, and Kristoff, who gave her an approving nod. Olaf, standing beside Sven, bounced on his tiny feet, whispering, “Say yes, say yes, say yes!” 

Ryu swallowed the large lump forming in her throat to speak, sounding so weak and so nugatory and minuscule. “I…I'm nothing but trouble…”

“Yes we know already.” Honeymaren quipped earning a few chuckles in the crowd. 

“Hai but… this goes beyond anything anyone has ever done for me and I've been worshipped befor–” a sob tried to scratch its way into her words but it was coughed away. She closed her eyes to hide away the stinging in them. “But the truth is if I accept this, that would make me the most selfish person… I don't think I am what this tribe…your tribe deserves.” Eventually the tears could not be held back, ones that refused to be shed until this moment. “My past is a dark monster that I can never kill though it wants to kill me. My sins, the things I've done, the people I killed, they are a monster and they are me. I don't know how to kill that monster." Her declaration became a quiet prayer of repentance. "I'm afraid to.” 

All of Elsa's cells screamed at her to intervene on Ryu's behalf. To interject and refute all the lies she still clung to about herself. To slice those ugly biases down with her cutting words yet she remained in place. She couldn't influence Ryu to accept this, she couldn't make her dragon yield and take the offer of belonging, but she did pray with every fiber of her soul that Ryu would say yes.

Yelena nodded, her gaze steady, dauntless against the demons screeching at being exposed by the light Ryu shone upon. 

"Ryu Paul Periwinkle, a monster is not made by the past it carries, but by the choices it refuses to make in the present. You stand here, weighed down by ghosts, yet you forget—monsters do not weep for the harm they’ve done. And they certainly do not stand before a family that wishes to call them their own, trembling at the thought of being unworthy."

She took another step closer, her expression softening just slightly. In fact it was the kindest expression Ryu had ever witnessed the woman make. 

"Your past may never die, child, but neither will your future. The only person that decides which one will continue to live is you."

Then Ryu's eyes found Elsa’s. The Fifth Spirit stood just outside the circle, watching with serene composure. They had both been searching for something. A place. A truth. A home. And now, for the first time, Ryu felt she was standing at the threshold of one.

Ryu took a deep breath - the kind one would use to banish lingering doubts and threatening tears, and nodded. “Yes.”

A murmur of approval spread through the tribe, and Honeymaren lurched forward, looping the pendant over Ryu’s head so quickly Ryu could have thought it was to stop her from changing her mind and refusing. As the wood settled against her chest, a soft gust of wind curled around her, brushing against her cheek like an unseen hand. Gale was listening.

Bruni remained in the trees, his back blazing. The earth spirits kept their conservative positions watching on with Nokk standing amongst the trees, if his eyes and body did not glow like a poltergeist in the night his presence would have remained unknown to all except the other Spirits and Elsa. 

A rhythmic joik—began, low and steady, carrying the voices of the Northuldra into the night. Kristoff joined in, his deep voice blending with the chants of the others. Anna swayed slightly to the music adding her own harmony, and even Elsa, usually so composed, closed her eyes for a moment, letting the song wash over her until she too sang. 

Olaf sniffled dramatically. “This is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.” His addition was less coordinated and possibly the loudest. 

Sven let out a bellow, nudging Ryu’s arm in solidarity. Ryu would have spoken to him had Misty not began to charge at her sniffing the air to find her friend who had changed bodies to accept her weight. 

Kristoff gave Sven a pat. “Looks like we're stuck with her bud." 

Ryder snickered watching Ryu's hair get covered in slobber. “You can run and try to hide but the herd will always find you.” 

Ryu warbled, receiving a large lock across her cheek. Yes, she could very well see that. 

Elsa stepped forward now, her lips curving in the barest hint of a smile. She reached out, fingers to graze Ryu’s mane but felt how wet it was so she chose her cheek instead. A silent acknowledgment of everything this meant. “Welcome home,” she said.

Ryu’s throat tightened, always assuming she'd sooner die than hear those words. But standing here, surrounded by the community of the Northuldra, the spirits, and the people she had come to care for—she finally felt like she belonged.

Honeymaren, holding a wooden cup filled with gáhkku, a traditional flatbread, alongside a small dish of cloudberries. She offered them to Ryu, who hesitated before taking a bite of the bread and tasting the tart berries. The simple act was more than food—it was a pact, a sharing of life and sustenance, just as the Northuldra did when welcoming one into their hold.

Yelena lifted the woven belt high above her head. “This is a symbol of our people, of our stories woven through generations. When you wear it you accept to walk with us, and we with you, to respect the land as we do, and to carry our ways forward to the next generations to come.” Yelena smiled. “You are one of us now, Ryu. We all carry one another.” She gestured to the crowds of people. 

Ryu couldn't stop herself from smirking at Anna who shook her head rigorously. "Never... again…” 


Flames crackled, casting flickering shadows of various sizes across the clearing following the dances of their owners, a celebration as old as their people. Thick grey smoke mingled the scent of roasting meat, luring in any who had a stomach which hungered. 

At the heart of it all was Ryu.

She flitted about like a worldly patrician, mimicking the steps of those around her, her body flowing in perfect harmony with the music. Though new to the tribe, she carried herself as if she had always been there and in retrospect she had in a way, her observations picking up the subtleties of each interaction. Her gákti—light lavender and pastel pink with intricate silver embroidery—clung to her frame, the cut tailored perfectly to her, emphasizing the lithe movements in her limbs, the power coiled beneath her scales. A far cry to the oversized clothing she ‘borrowed’ from time to time. 

“Now you don't have to steal my hat anymore.” Ryder chimed, folding his arms. 

Ryu stared at him for a few moments, before he finished blinking his hat was replaced with her own as she snatched his, using his shoulders to leap over him.

She was a vision. And Elsa was struggling.

Across the fire, she sat with Kristoff and Anna, doing her best to look unaffected. She held herself as perfectly aplombed, the picture of restrained stateliness, but internally, she was a turbulence barely held at bay.

Ryu was stunning. The flickering light made her eyes glow, and the way she smiled—facile, insouciant—sent a slow burn curling through Elsa’s stomach.

Anna tapped her, barely concealing a self gratified grin. “You’re biting your lip.”

Elsa inhaled sharply, forcing herself to relax. She turned her attention to her sister with deliberate nonchalance. “Am I?”

“Oh, absolutely,” Anna quipped, resting her chin on her palm as she watched Ryu. “Though I don’t blame you.” 

“Even though she looks sort of like Bruni?” Elsa whispered conspiratorially. 

Anna nodded. “She looks good. Really good.”

Elsa exhaled, shaking her head besotted with captivation, though the furnace in her body roaring to life and her snowflakes which did their own ballet around Ryu betrayed her. “I know.

Anna removed her elbows from her knees sitting up. “And yet, you’re sitting all the way over here. Not a hint of jealousy?”

Elsa followed where her attention lied. Ryu was surrounded—elders offering advice, young men attempting to catch her attention with subtle flirtations, their words harmless but undeniably admiring. She took it all in stride, laughing easily, her posture relaxed, receptive but unattached.

It didn’t bother Elsa in the slightest. Why would it? She knew where Ryu would be later. With her.

How could so much subtle action and devotion strip Elsa of all her defenses? How could a word, a single giggle from this dragon rip her common sense away, leaving her a flustered, throbbing mess?

More importantly, why did Elsa crave such a feeling more and more as time went by?

Instead of answering, she hummed, turning her focus to something far sweeter.

The children.

They were the most relentless as usual. A swarm of small bodies, barely letting Ryu breathe between their excited demands. She was their playmate, their comrade in mischief, and they clung to her with an unabashed adoration that was almost overwhelming.

The adults felt a huge relief that Ryu was more willing to take on the broad than the adolescents. 

“Ryu, being a part of the tribe means you have to play with us every day!”

“Hai.”

“And sleep in our goahti!”

“Eh…maybe?” 

“Teach us how to be dragons!”

Ryu, with endless patience, humored them all, answering each request she could manage to hear with amusement, teasing but never dismissing.

Then came the voice that introduced her to this new world. 

Climbed onto Ryu’s lap, tiny fingers curling into the fabric of her gákti. Nina. The first one of the tribe Ryu had ever met. 

“Will you ever go away?” she asked, her voice insistent. 

The clearing quieted just a little, the moment fragile, waiting. Some of the tribe members did live a more nomadic lifestyle collecting resources and hunting, following the migratory animals and returning with certain seasons. 

Ryu didn’t hesitate. She leaned down, pressing her nose gently against Nina’s, blowing a cloud into her face.

“Never ever.”

Nina blinked, searching her face as the smoke cleared, she had to make sure she meant it. “Promise?”

Ryu smiled, tilting her forehead to the little girl’s. “Promise.”

Across the flames, Elsa felt something deep and aching unfurl in her chest. 

Ryu had come so far. From the wary, isolated enigma who had arrived in the forest to this—someone beloved, trusted, woven into the very tapestry of the tribe. It was breathtaking to witness.

And darn it if she didn’t look good doing it.

Ryu sat with Nina curled into her lap, a child on each knee, her attention locked on Honeymaren, who was weaving a story into the night air, her voice captivating and immersive. The firelight caught in Ryu’s hair, the embroidery of her gákti glinting like frost over midnight silk.

Elsa's teeth worried her lip again.

Anna sighed dramatically. “Honestly, just go over there and kiss her already.”

Elsa humphed, feigning exasperation. “I have self-control.”

Kristoff chuckled. “Sure you do.”

“They just want her attention, it's an exciting night.” Elsa added.

“It's not like she's going anywhere.” 

Elsa hummed, nodding to them both, content to watch from afar.

She could wait.

For now, she was simply proud. Proud of the woman

Ryu had become. Proud that she was hers. And later—when the fire had burned lower, when the night stretched quiet and private—then, and only then, would she claim her in full.


Ryu had taken to the forest, escaping the jamboree, her steps silent against the ground with a new purpose. 

These trees were where she lived, Elsa’s cottage a nesting ground. This was the territory of her people.

The very idea that despite practically being extinct she even had a people convinced Ryu she was the luckiest ever. 

Ryu smiled listening to Gale make the trees creak and the leaves sing with her song when a familiar stirring returned, one she used to believe frivolous until she learned its purpose. 

For a moment Ryu disconnected with nature and tuned into her body, searching. 

There was no tingle underneath her tail.

 No burning. And yet she wanted to…

Ah fuck it. 

Ryu gave in and pressed herself against the tree purring. This was her territory now and from what she understood from watching Elsa and Anna, home was where one could be as weird as they wanted. 

So engrossed with indulging in instincts which had remained dormant for so long Ryu hadn't heard the barely audible padding of steps against the forest floor. 

And that was how Elsa caught her, arms wrapped around a tree as she rubbed her chin against its bark. 

Slowly her eyes opened to find Elsa fighting a smile unsuccessfully from her features, she was amused yes but also winsomely elated as her eyes traveled over Ryu's new clothes. 

She didn't know what it was but seeing her girlfriend draped in the wears of her tribe tossed coals into the flames of desire she felt all night. 

“You got me people for my birthday.” Ryu whispered, feeling just as happy. 

Elsa giggled just a little under her breath, continuing her approach. “It actually wasn't me, Yelena had approached Anna and I first about it. The party was Anna's idea…” then she inspected the way Ryu moved about while grasping her chin. 

“Though if I had known how… enticed you'd be by the forest I would have suggested we wait until I could ensure you were all mine before the woods stole you away.” The way her tone dropped an octave, causing Ryu to shiver, her claws dug into the wood to anchor herself in the moment. 

There were so many emotions swirling inside her, flying by much too fast for her to pick just one and cling to it. 

“Ho–” her words cracked and she coughed away the feebleness, retracting her claws while silently berating herself for already causing harm to her new home. So instead she dragged her finger in senseless patterns tracing the wood. Unable to meet Elsa’s stare. “How would you have done that?”

Something about the innocently-intended gesture flicked a switch inside of Elsa, Ryu realized, due to the sudden uptick in her heart rate.

“Well I'd…” Elsa hesitated, she couldn't say what she'd do truthfully not without omitting it first, and she surely was not about to propose. Not tonight. This night belonged to Ryu and her tribe.

'I'd ensure you knew that I am yours and you are mine… thoroughly.” She replied in an almost clinical demeanor.

“Yeah?” Ryu said, still not meeting her eyes, uncertainty tinging the word. Elsa reviewed the conversation she wanted to broach, and then her gaze flicked to the pendant and the belt. 

Though starting out with flirtatious orbiting, there was something else in Ryu's eyes, something dark still lingering that Elsa was certain desired to make her dragon doubt her place among her tribe, with her people, with Elsa. 

It needed to be squashed, purged, Elsa didn't care about the method of how she would uproot the parasitic bias, she just knew it had to be gone. 

“Ryu Paul Periwinkle of Northuldra.” 

“Ryu Paul Periwinkle of Northuldra.” Ryu echoed, raw with emotion. She caught herself purring again yet was so scared.

Elsa's intuition drove her forward, instead of detaching Ryu from the tree she enveloped the dragon's body with her own. 

Ryu turned, allowing her back to be pinned against the bark. “I can’t believe this is real,” she murmured into the hollow of Elsa's neck. 

“It is.” Elsa nodded into her hair. “You found your place, just as I did. Where you belong. Where you're loved, and…It just happens that the very place is with me.” The choked out list of all the feelings Elsa felt when she discovered her role sank between Ryu's pores, inking into her skin. 

It was so scary for the both of them to think that this all came about by chance. That one small differing decision could have landed them in an entirely alternate reality.

What was she even supposed to say to that? It took a second to regain her control, to come up with a retort that allowed her to regain some teasing leverage and nonchalance:

“How convenient that must be for us then hmm?” Ryu looked up and found Elsa was looking at her again.

After the stillness settled and Elsa led Ryu away from the tree she scent marked, she commented. “Think you can stomach one more birthday surprise?”

Ryu hummed, tilting her head. “Does it involve me being blinded?”

Her heart picked up its pulsing when Elsa shot a cheeky grin over her shoulder. “Maybe, but it most certainly will not include Olaf.”

It better not have involved Olaf with the way Elsa was beaming with duping delight.

“I don't think you quite grasp how proud I am of you, Ryu Paul Periwinkle of Northuldra.” 

“I think I have some ideas if I base it off how often you tell me.”

Elsa shrugged, clasping her hands in front of her as they walked. “My words don't really encapsulate how far you've come. I don't believe they ever will.” In spite of this being a sad sentiment Elsa sounded nothing short of pleased with the development. 

Ryu's steps slowed only slightly as she turned her stare away from Elsa. Did she really changed that much? She regarded her hands trying to spot some peculiarity she hadn't noticed before but couldn't find any. She grew in size that much was certain, her hair increased in length coming just short of her shoulders and going down her spine, some weird things were appearing behind her jawline which felt like elongating scales, but intuition had told her that Elsa was not alluding towards any physical evolution. 

A thought so intrusive had slithered its way from Ryu's mind towards her lips slipping out before it could be apprehended by decent sense. 

“Do you think Sussanoo would notice?” she could hardly hear herself over the rushing thrum of blood sloshing through her ears. 

Whether it was a flinch or irritated jolt Ryu couldn't discern after seeing Elsa’s reaction to her trigger word. 

The summer temperature dropped around them until Ryu could see smoke blow out from her nostrils. 

Elsa took a deep breath, she had stopped walking and barely looked over her shoulder. “Why does that matter?” vanished was the whimsical titillating tone replaced with frozen iron. 

The sudden shift caused Ryu to become diffident. “Um I was thinking that maybe if he could see that I'm different he'd I don't know…come around.” She hoped the causal wording would also help Elsa ‘Come around’. 

It didn't. 

It was a gluttony that made Ryu want the best of both worlds, having Elsa and her brother here with her, the schemes, deceit and pain left far behind in Japan. She desired his happiness as well. It was a much better ending than her staying here while he roamed the earth forever chasing the ghost she left him with.

When Elsa turned around her appearance did not allude to agitation but her scent certainly did. Mixed in with residual arousal she may have been feeling earlier. “Ryu, as Yelena said you made your choice, and so has he. It's a misplaced responsibility for you to be concerned about it.” 

It didn't feel misplaced. If anything Ryu was assured it was all her fault. She played the part of being the dirty shovel which paved the way for his paths. “Erusa I–” she didn't know what to say, completely confused by Elsa's lack of empathy for him. “It’s my fault he's out there, I was the cause no matter whose finger touched the domino I still am that domino.” 

Elsa closed her eyes, breathing deliberately slow as her head tilted downward, a sure sign of her losing patience. It was fair, Ryu could comprehend that. Elsa had probably only seen the negatives of Sussanoo. She hadn't been exposed to how strong, just, and grounding the stoic man could be. If anything Elsa seemed on paper to be more compatible with him than Ryu. 

Still for some reason she felt the need to fulfill the role for him that she had always wished Sussanoo would be for her. 

An alibi. 

“If I could only just maybe… contact him–” 

“Contact him how?” 

The demand paused the conversation. A pitch Ryu rarely ever had to face, with the capability of making her suggestions seem reckless, nothing more than a fool's errand.

“A letter maybe…” 

Elsa laughed a humorless sound, not believing what she was hearing. “And put everyone and everything we love in danger?” Elsa did not want to imagine the horrors the Mikotos would inflict upon her home, her people, her family. 

Ryu knew that. She could see those worries create lines on Elsa's face. 

It still couldn't have been that absurd. “It won't be so hard, he listens to reason…” Ryu pleaded then mumbled bitterly. “Reason is the only thing he listens to.” 

Elsa shaking her head began pacing in a sudden snowfall, arms bending to hug herself as she listened to this incongruous maniacal theory. 

“Or maybe Ahtohallan could help, you could show him what happened!” That was the last straw Elsa could handle. 

Her Irises went into miosis tightly, cutting through the air with her hand. She needed to gain control over Ryu's dangerous breaking dam of thoughts. 

Hands gripped her shoulders tightly forcing her to look up into Elsa's petrified reddened face. “That is enough.” 

That shut the dragon up, extending a rope for her grasp before she fell down the rabbit hole of her self indulging pursuit of not redemption for herself but her brother as well. She could hear a voice in her mind sounding strangely similar to him. 

“I have seen Sussanoo myself, with my very eyes.” 

 

Anata wa watashi o kusara seta.

“I've seen the Mikotos and their disgusting plans, and I will never ever allow you back in their clutches, Ryu.” Her puzzlement only grew, what was Elsa speaking of? She made it seem like Ryu hadn't a clue. How could she not! She was there! 

 

Anata o torimodoshimasu.

“It's not worth the risk.” 

Ryū, kimi wa watashi no tame ni tsukura reta nda.

“Please don't ever seek him or his mother out.”

Watashi ni hikisaka reru tame ni tsukurareta.

“They offer nothing but lies, conjectures, pain. That's what they want with you.” Elsa's breath hissed in disgust. Still Sussanoo spoke to her. 

Sore ga kimi no shinjitsuda, ryū.

“You've healed those wounds and rose above them, do not start picking at the scabs now. Please.” Elsa warned, even though most of the bite was gone from her voice.

Aniki ga shita yō ni, watashi mo omae o kurushimeru tsumorida!

She held Ryu's eyes for a minute searching, scraping for any inclination that she'd go against her wishes. 

Ryū, kikoemasu ka? Watashi wa anata ni hanashikakete imasu!

“Are you listening to me, Ryu? I'm talking to you.” She barely could hear Elsa's pain resonating over the disembodied yelling.

Ryu nodded slowly bringing forth a relieved deflation in Elsa's coiled posturing. “You found your place in this dark world keeping your light so bright. All on your own. If Sussanoo is as strong as you say he can do the same.”

Listening to Elsa believe in what she said with so much conviction, Ryu had no choice but to make it true. She was a fool in the past, she closed her hearing to the oozing words that spread into her head like a leech, sapping at her resolve and logic, and followed her new future. 


Against subversion Elsa led Ryu to a cave, it was in fact the same one where they had discovered Ryu could see more colors than humans. The spring frozen water had thawed, nearly drenching the couple as they squeezed behind it. 

Instead of refracted lights twinkling about their vision was aided by candles that were nearly snuffed out by puddles of wax. 

Even in the pitch darkness Ryu could see the makeshift bed made of ice and snow accompanied by an array of snacks native to her country and books. A small curve tugged at her lips. So Elsa had managed to cook her something. 

“The candles are going out.” was the first thing Elsa remarked on, sounding bitterly sad about something so easy to fix. 

Ryu wanted to smack herself for her earlier outburst. Here standing next to her was a woman who not just controlled ice, and snow, a ruler of a nation, an ethereal extension of nature itself yet all Ryu could do was winge and lament about a man whose one purpose was to kill her. 

If she looked into Elsa's eyes could she see glimpses of Sussanoo? 

To experiment this Ryu smiled and regarded Elsa closely. “It's–” she began stuttering in her words. 

Elsa's eyes were bright and full of wonder and wisdom, where Sussanoo’s were unmoving and hyper focused on his targets. 

Cold, long fingers clasped her shoulders– despite being so soft they felt strong enough to take the world off of Ryu's shoulders. Strength was where her similarities ended with his touch, ushering Ryu towards the bundle of pillows and blankets, instead of forcing them towards the Castle training grounds. 

“I know I already built you one in our home but…” Elsa glanced at the cave surroundings. “I thought maybe this could be better than waiting for your shadow to create one for you.” 

Elsa's words…

They always stole Ryu's. They were words that she didn't need to defend herself against and in the broad scheme of it all they always made more sense than Sussanoo’s which were devoid of affability and succor. 

Elsa was not someone to use just to pass time with. 

Ryu didn't want to wait to die anymore. She wanted to live with this woman. 

She wanted to be present for this chapter of her life and maybe she could accept it was a part of her story, one Sussanoo was never meant to live. 

Elsa was worried. This aggravation, this vexation, this bubbling caldera of confusion within Ryu was beginning to look and sound almost identical to the one within her own mind. It was one thing to experience it in private, but to see it performed? Openly and uninhibited?

Accepting her starstruck silence, Elsa picked up a book and began reading, as she took her place next to her upon her knees. 

“How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

For the ends of being and ideal grace.” she glanced up briefly to ensure Ryu was still listening. 

There were no true comparisons to make. Elsa was much more than what Sussanoo ever could for Ryu. She was Ryu's obsession versus his lingering in the back of her mind. 

“I love thee to the level of every day’s

Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.

I love thee freely, as men strive for right.

I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.

I love thee with the passion put to use

In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.” 

Ryu swallowed hard, eyes flicking between Elsa and the dying flames arranged about, like she couldn't bear to maintain eye contact while Elsa was reciting such lyrics. Her eyes created the mist of unshed tears, which is what Elsa suspected her own eyes looked like.

This was more than anything Ryu had ever thought to feel before. It was all right. Everything. 

Ryu had a home both surrounding her and sitting beside her. 

“I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath,

Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,

I shall but love thee better after death.”

Ryu killed the dead air between them, ignoring the book Elsa held in favor of her eyes as she retrieved a sweet Takoyaki to feed to Ryu. 

“Even if God didn't choose I’d still keep loving you Erusa.” 

“Hmm how rebellious.” Elsa murmured, smiling wickedly. 

When Ryu managed to get the whole thing in her cheeks Elsa lifted the two digits used to feed her towards her mouth and sucked them clean entirely out of character and much too sensually. 

All Ryu was capable of was watching, forgetting that she needed to chew and she definitely was in no state to have cleaned the fingers herself. 

There was something familiar about the way Elsa watched her eat, reminding Ryu of when her rouge started and she all but worshiped her body singing praises in between moans. 

There was no need for prep, Ryu must have decided. Already beginning to unfasten her top, but Elsa chuckled, pulling her wrists away. 

“This is staying on.” She instructed hovering her lips over Ryu, tempting her to surge forward after only undoing the lapels and ties. 

Even though she was the one who tempted Ryu to kiss her, Elsa still gasped when it actually happened. When Ryu kept nibbling and licking her way down to Elsa's jaw, the sound became a whine and then a frustrated, stifled moan. 

 “Why are our clothes staying…on?” Ryu always assumed Elsa had a long standing bloody feud with her pants. 

Elsa pulled away, her expression misty, maybe even a little dreamy. Then that razor focus returned, and she was smirking again. Damn that smirk, it never failed to make Ryu shiver and to think so many had seen that expression on Elsa. 

“Oh my clothes aren't staying on.” Elsa began removing her tunic with an agonizing slowness. Ryu felt proud of Elsa growing confident in disrobing. 

Shock. Joy. Bewilderment. Longing. These feelings and more crossed the dragon's face in the span of three seconds; she never dwelt on any one of them, simply because her pounding heart made it almost impossible to focus. She couldn't tear her eyes from Elsa’s face...the sheen of her skin, the way her subtle freckles popped out, the slight sparkle of her eyes in the dim light of the cave. It was too much.

“Ever since I saw you in your gákti–” a slender finger trailed over the trimmings “I just…I don't know.” 

Elsa couldn't explain it, the hedonistic urges and thoughts flooding her mind and pants. To see her girlfriend wearing the traditional garments of her tribe it felt… 

It felt wrong to harbor such feelings. 

Knowing Ryu was a part of these lands as much as Elsa was, the fact that when she made love to her Ryu belonged to not just her tribe but Elsa as well, it made her question if this was one of the reasons she overheard so many scandalous stories of martial nights. 

“You were staring a lot during the party, I just thought I was wearing the belt crooked or something,” Ryu sighed, moving the hand she had on Elsa's jaw to the back of her neck, pulling her in for another kiss. Elsa started it softly, because she wasn't certain if this was just the interlude of playful resistance Ryu always began with to drive her mad with want. 

She felt Ryu grin against her mouth, almost certainly laughing at her for the cautious tenderness. To confirm she pulled away– reassuring herself with the affording view of the crooked smirk Ryu was wearing.

“I was mostly imagining how I could still get to feel you naked without you actually being undressed.” 

Ryu squinted at the admission. “Sounds…” Ridiculous. “Yeah I'd say that is pretty on par with imagining things, we could just cut a hole in my pants.” 

“Absolutely not!” Elsa refuted, burying her face in Ryu's clavicle. All she received in return was a mocking bark of laughter as Ryu petted her. 

“Nothing I planned today worked.” she whined. 

“Maybe you should do less imagining and more…checking to see if what you want is actually really what you want instead of trying to be perfect.” 

“People have had intercourse with their clothes on.” Elsa droned, moving on from the moral high ground Ryu found herself on. 

“Mmm, true but it is my birthday and I don't feel like maneuvering.” 

The kissing became that of teeth, affirmative, rougher, Ryu's leg hooking around Elsa's hips pulling their bodies flush. 

Elsa felt a more pressing need than getting her fantasies to come true. “Okay!’ she pulled away gasping for air and set hurriedly to undress her dragon. “We’ll take it off but you have to wear it tomorrow.” 

That was a fine compromise. Elsa ignored Ryu's sardonic “Duh” as her fingers searched to find the knot tied at the belt loosely draped around her waist, barely needing to pull at it before it came undone and exposed more soft, warm skin and scales between Ryu's small breasts. Her pants received the same treatment. She wasn’t wearing anything under it. 

Of course she isn't. Elsa thought, but at least she didn't need to slice through the belt.  

Her finger glided between the band of her pants and slipped easily through wet folds, making Elsa inhale sharply through her nose and her clit pulse with a renewed surge.

“I love how soft you get for me,” She breathed out before crashing their lips back together more feverishly, a second finger joining the first to work circles. Ryu moaned high in her throat. "Have I ever mentioned that?" She asked coyly. 

"Hai." 

The two collapsed into each other desperately, lips and bodies slotting together. Their thighs slid into the apex of the other’s and Elsa pulled away to groan, her head dropping once more to her dragon's chest, bearing her hips down on Ryu's leg as her partner did the same.

This wasn't about her though. It never was; she just conveniently benefited from it. 

“My magic Ryu.” Elsa whispered, her words as ephemeral as the kiss. Ryu finally opened her eyes, catching a glimpse of her rays of light and Elsa’s more solid flurries prancing about. 

“What about it?” Ryu slurred, appearing less distressed than Elsa at the moment. 

Her dreamy state did manage to get a chuckle out of her though. “It wants you… it– I want to fill you with it.” 

It was less of a statement and more of a question. 

Elsa waiting patiently for an answer thrusted her fingers in and out methodically, transfixed by the way Ryu gripped at her every time she tried to pull out, as if her body didn’t want to let Elsa go. She could be patient if this is what kept her occupied. 

“Erusa I don't care if you filled me with your very soul, so long as it's you.” That reply was definitely worth the wait. 

During the response Elsa did not fail to notice Ryu was rocking her hips, urging her on and making what she could say were the cutest little sighs in her ears. Her walls started to feel warm and tingly with the friction of fingers pumping in, curling as she bottomed out to her knuckles.

“More,” Ryu groaned. The insatiable need for Elsa was as unavoidable as her need for water or food.

Frustrated with the slow pace, Ryu concluded she had the ability to speed things up by taking things into her own hands, literally. 

She reached down and palmed her own breast, noting how throughout their relationship Elsa held a disinclination to Ryu touching herself. 

Elsa bit her lip, feeling the magic flood down to her newly formed appendage. Ryu growled playfully in filthy awe of Elsa's extension thrumming to life beneath her. She immediately tugged at the undergarments waistband. 

Elsa chuckled at her impatience as she shimmied the pants down the lithe muscle of her hips. Her dragon practically licked her lips, watching transfixed, as they dragged down the v-shape her body created towards her center…

“Say what you want about the night before, but I don't think you could ever drain my energy.” Elsa drawled. 

Before she could retort Elsa had already surged forward and grabbed Ryu by the waist, sliding her crotch towards herself and positioning Ryu above her lap. Situating herself more comfortably among the ice and snow pillows. 

This certainly wasn't expected, providing a mutual satisfaction to Ryu and Elsa of course.

Elsa smirked and raised a singular brow. “Got a little jealous seeing you ride Anna all over town.”

Hearing the reasoning allowed Ryu's brain to start to drift - “Are you implying you want our exploits to be public?” 

Hands gripped onto Ryu's waist, holding the dragon above Elsa's eager hips. Her body spoke one language while words told a narrative of a different nature. 

“You, my sweet dragoness are far too private as am I, and much too beautiful like this– I don't think the world can handle it.” Ryu side eyed the cheeky flattery but found only an earnestness that shot any retorts she could think of, ears circling back and forth. 

“I um have to be honest with you Erusa even though today I looked completely awesome and graceful–” Ryu gulped trying to calm her hardening scales. 

“Tell me Gecko–” Elsa goaded her on as she kneaded her thumbs into the dip of Ryu's hips, eliciting a tiny gasp.

“I don't really know how to ride a human.” 

Elsa smiled, the lids of her eyes hooding lazily. “Beginner's luck?” Ryu nodded. 

Though Elsa wouldn't consider herself an expert when it came to the position she did understand the dynamics of it. 

Sitting up on her elbow she used her other hand to guide Ryu's hips downward. “Just let me in first–” It was serendipity that her arm was strong enough to support her dragon otherwise Ryu would have just plopped down recklessly onto her lap. 

The contrasting temperatures was something Elsa would never get used to, though it seemed to soothe Ryu who sighed as her entrance was nearly breached. “Almost.” Elsa whispered. Her power was less patient and began frosting the tips of her fingers. 

Encouraged by her patience, Ryu applied even pressure enough for the tip to catch at her slit sinking just barely inside.

Finally she could be more of an active participant with intimacy and wouldn't let the measly yet daunting act of letting her ineptitude get the better of her. 

She was desperate now, her ears pinned flat against her head as her cheeks burned in tandem with her pulsing walls. Her tail swished accompanied by a loud purr. 

“And rock your hips like this.” Elsa’s instructions came out airy. Guiding Ryu into a slow rhythm. 

“That's it–” Elsa moaned, reclining back a little more. “You're doing so well.” The directions transformed into blatant reverence. “You always take me so well. So soft, warm, wet– slow down Gecko.” Elsa ended in a chuckle. 

“But it's my birthday.” Was the complaining reply she received. 

Elsa sat up and created a trail of kisses down Ryu's jawline to her neck prompting her to steady her gyrating. “I know. I know. But can we go slow so you can last longer, I'm not ready to give up this view just yet.” 

Ryu whined at Elsa's vulgar honesty. It sent sparks down into her stomach to her pelvis.

It didn't seem like she wanted her to last. Not when her hands wandered to her front, snaking up in between her breasts, while the other dropped to grip firmly at Ryu's rear as she bent down to kiss her. 

“Here–” Elsa managed to mumble. 

Gently, she pushed with the hand on her chest, separating their lips with an audible noise to Ryu's indignation. But before she could complain with her eyebrows furrowed, Elsa shared the two fingers she used earlier, into her open mouth. 

“See why I'm so torn between what to do with you?” 

Ryu's eyes snapped open. They still tasted like her.

“Get them wet for me?” Elsa instructed lightly. 

Knowing how sensitive Elsa's digits were, Ryu closed her mouth and sucked, dutifully not breaking eye contact. Her tongue rubbed, massaged, and coated them with her spit. She rolled her hips, holding Elsa's gaze as the blonde groaned and dug her fingers into her flesh in response. 

Too far gone, Elsa's ministrations matched and encouraged her rapidly approaching peak. Words weren't enough so she lifted her head and wrapped her mouth around one of Ryu's nipples, flicking her tongue and sucking on it. 

 Ryu's broken fang dimpled her lower lip at the warm pleasure of friction. She threw herself forward into Elsa's embrace careening near the edge. “Erusa.” 

Elsa smiled entirely aware of what was coming, or specifically who. She offered her neck, opting to bury her nose in Ryu's hair. 

Ryu's center felt warm and tingly from the friction of her girlfriend bucking into her. 

“Best birthday sex ever.” Elsa didn't mistake Ryu's breathless voice as a lack of enthusiasm, in truth it felt more like a compliment. 

“First birthday sex ever.” She panted back, hoping that Ryu would catch on to her implicative reply. 

The dragon sighed and let out a deep and throaty moan, her claws wanting to dig into Elsa's shoulders but she refused as her head lolled to the side. 

The tension flaring Elsa’s muscles was already about to cross the precipice of being painful. Her back was definitely going to hurt tomorrow but it was worth it.

Unrelenting drive plummeted Ryu to the edge. She quickly bit down into the pliable flesh of Elsa’s shoulder, compensating for the rapturous euphoria she didn't have any choice but to be enveloped by.

Elsa stilled allowing Ryu to ride her pinnacle until she slumped against her. 

“Erusa?” 

“Yes my love?” Elsa answered sweetly, expecting Ryu to ask for food or help in finding a more comfortable sleeping position.

Ryu hummed as she was lavished in affection, kissing along her neck, and the tenderest of touching. 

It had become somewhat of a routine after they made love, Elsa would groom and fondle Ryu gently until she was in a deep sleep and even beyond that. 

Ryu concluded this was due to the fact that Elsa unlike herself still was aroused, an aspect she wasn't really able to correct the way Elsa did with her. But they kinda knew of a way around that and  today was special because–

“Soooo it's my birthday…” she tried to sound unpremeditated, drawing circles on her shoulders. 

“Really?” Elsa spoke into her throat in between nips. “I hadn't noticed.” 

Ryu's chest shook with silent chuckles, still unsure of how to proceed with this delicate territory. Elsa had always said that she wasn't very good at being subtle. 

“I was hoping that maybe you could–erm…cum.” The last word was so quite Elsa pulled back to regard her with a raised brow. 

“I beg your pardon?” 

“I was hoping that maybe you could do what you did on the all hearts that day?” 

“Alle Hjerters Dag?” 

“Yes.” 

Elsa tilted her head. “You want to read poetry?” 

“No!” Ryu corrected her louder than necessary reply and hid her eyes. “I was hoping you could cum with me?” 

Elsa's response was much easier natured than what Ryu chalked it up to be.”Ah I see. Because it's your birthday?” 

Ryu nodded, peeking through her fingers. 

“Hmm.” Elsa considered it shortly. 

“If you don't want to–” a finger was pressed to her lips. 

“I never said that Gecko. I'll require some help though." 

 Her dragon wasn't entirely sure of what that would entail.

“Should I change bodies?” Ryu had already begun shifting, wondering if Elsa preferred how she naturally appeared. 

“No, either way is fine, I just require some particular things.” 

For Elsa it was utterly adorable the way her dragon clasped her hands together, eyes widening. 

“Anything and everything for you my queen.” Her tail wagged at a rapid pace, any chance to get Elsa feeling as much pleasure as she did Ryu would gobble up without leaving a single crumb.

Elsa giggled at the devotion and grabbed her hips, turning them over, placing Ryu on her back.“I need you like this.” She whispered.

When Elsa glanced up she found Ryu holding her hands far too high than what was needed to make her comfortable with this. She grabbed her wrist and positioned them around her neck. 

“Now, just let me touch you for a while.” There was a growing hunger of roving hands across Ryu's body, Elsa's mouth found her breast and she suckled reverently hard, then salved it with the flat of her tongue.

Elsa kissed her other nipple in the same manner she would kiss Ryu's lips, a fervent and succulent press of lips and tongue that was a carnal and pure need balanced by sweet love all at once.

She bit her. 

Reminding Ryu of how capable Elsa's dumb, dull human teeth were when delivering the sharp nips to her sensitive buds of flesh making her convulse in her arms with an instinctive spasm of recollection.

 Elsa licked her red flesh attentively, assuaging her, then immediately bit her again, showing off the twisted concoction of pain and pleasure Elsa was able to curate in Ryu's body. 

She panted, pulling Elsa's face up and away from her chest, liberating her hardened nipples momentarily from the wicked assault of her mouth and teeth.

It took Elsa shifting for Ryu to realize the shaft had never left her body. 

“Ryu please, I need you.” Elsa tried to conceal her whine but Ryu heard it. Her face was contorted in emotional agitation. Planting seeds of sympathy in Ryu's heart for her. It wasn't as easy for her love as it was for her. 

“What do you need, Erusa? Anything.” Ryu's promise struck a chord somewhere in Elsa. 

“Please.” Elsa rolled her hips, the movement lithe and sensual, then looked up with large eyes. “Are you enjoying this?” 

Ryu contemplated her own cleft which had become both aroused and sore. “Yes very much so.” There was no way she could climax from this but that wasn't why they were doing this. 

Elsa needed to make sure for certain otherwise this whole thing was a mute point. “Really?” 

“Yes.” Ryu held her tongue, now was not the time for riposting back obvious questions. 

Concern clenched at Elsa's resolve as she looked down to the point of their union. “This is going to be difficult.” 

Ryu pulled Elsa’s face to look into her own grinning reassuringly. “Hey no, don't think like that, just focus on the things you enjoy.” It was the same tone she used in their kitchen and its effect was no less powerful than before.

“I enjoy this.” What Elsa demonstrated was no different than what they had been doing. Ryu refrained from asking if she meant physically or the two of them together as whole. 

“So do that.” It was the only simple solution she could think of for this anomaly of a woman who had to be coaxed in just the right way to take part in her own pleasure. 

She bottomed out in Ryu for a second allowing them to just be still and share air together

“I enjoy your pleasure too, don't forget that Eursa, I don't think anyone could ever make me feel this way.” 

Elsa's already wide eyes shimmered “Really?”

The amazement Ryu saw in her gaze, she just had to throw her head back and laugh. “Goodness Glaciers, yes!” 

Instead of ruining what they had built up to, Elsa took this in stride and exhaled in comfort. “I love you.” 

And then she swung her hips back.

With each rotation of her hips she watched not just Ryu's reactions but their lower bodies meeting, pushing into her lover like the desperate eternal lapping of the tides. Her sharp stare watched Ryu's primordial instincts completely yield to her. 

“I need more help.” It was a selfish thing to ask, and Elsa was grieved at how desperate she must have sounded, this was for Ryu, today was for Ryu, and it seemed she wasn't capable of doing anything on her own in this regard. 

“Of course. Um.” Ryu laid her head back going over how exactly she could aid Elsa to completion when an dea detonated in her mind. “Could you go slower?” She knew she was smart but she didn't know she could be a genius! If she simply asked for things she already knew Elsa preferred then maybe she could trick her into enjoying herself. 

“Yes,” Elsa dubiously said, fixing her pace. “Like this?” 

Ryu welcomed every single push of Elsa's hips. 

“That's perfect Erusa. You're amazing no matter what you do.” 

To test the waters Elsa began giving teasing, cruelly deep and methodic thrusts. After sometime she felt no closer to her peak. Just remarkably frustrated and and just as aroused. “I don't know if I can do this, I don't even remember how I did it the last time.” 

“Is this too much?” Ryu asked, cupping her cheek. 

Elsa shook her head frowning. “No I just–” 

“Hey Erusa?” The call drew her focus back from where their bodies where connected to see Ryu's head twisted to the left. 

“Yes?” 

“You ever just look and see what our magic does together?” She sounded so sedated and content it almost made Elsa jealous. 

“Sometimes.” 

“Look.” Ryu broke Elsa's scrutiny and turned her gently to where she was watching. “Look how beautiful it is together.” 

Elsa watched as her snowflakes pirouetted with Ryu's blues and indigos in the air, carefree and jovial. 

“It is beautiful.” Elsa murmured utterly transfixed by the display. 

“We make wonderful things together.” 

Ryu turned to face her and that moment she saw the strings which had been pulled taunt behind Elsa's black pupils snap in time with her hips. Her Irises darkened to the shade she saw not too long. 

“Yes!” She responded enthusiastically. ‘Yes we do!” Elsa's eyes fixated on Ryu's stomach when she pulled away. Her thoughts remained a mystery cloaked in silence as she pumped her hips in slow and determined strides.

Ryu bit her lower lips while grinning deviously in triumph at finding Elsa's trigger, it proved to be much more difficult when Elsa wasn't solely focused on Ryu's pleasure instead of her own. So Ryu, now armed with the right ammunition, continued stoking the flames. “I want to make more, we could really make anything we wanted.” Elsa was an artisan after all. 

“Or anyone?” 

Ryu frowned a small bit at the odd wording but whatever bait Elsa lured into her lake she'd bite. 

“Or anyone, yes.” 

"Is that what you wish?” 

“Hai it is, Erusa. It really is.” She was rewarded with a deep kiss, one that had Elsa's cool tongue venturing into her throat, inviting Ryu's do to do the same. 

“Ryu!” Gritting her teeth, Elsa pulled halfway out of her girlfriend before grabbing her hips. One hand remained on her hips, fingers digging into the skin and scales there. 

The other slid up the plane of her stomach before tangling in Ryu's hair and yanking, as Elsa thrusted herself back in. “Are you sure?” She panted. Ryu didn't know what Elsa was asking but no matter what the answer was yes. 

“Why wouldn't I be? No one else has ever made me feel this wonderful except you.” Ryu's mewls had started to become a bit raspy as her hair was pulled, jaw falling open and her eyes screwed tightly shut– finally feeling enough friction to enjoy their connection.

“I want only you inside of me, your magic, all of you.” She'd do or say anything to keep chasing the high. And luckily the right words to say were the truth. 

“Ryu I think?” Elsa’s words stuttered in tandem with her hips. 

“Congratulations.” Ryu's giggles were silenced by Elsa's lips. 

“Very funny,” She murmured into them. “But I think it's going to happen soon.” Elsa informed her, her voice on the verge of losing control, snow had already begun to fall and whip about the couple who were too engrossed with the other to notice or care about the July storm inside their sanctuary. 

A small tid-bit Ryu remembered from earlier marched to the forefront of her mind. Visions of Elsa staring at her during the party, the way her fingers danced across her clothes. “I'm apart of your tribe now." It seemed like a random mention but Ryu hoped it did the trick. 

“Yes!” The effect was immediate. “Yes you are.” Elsa was holding her possessively now as if Ryu would fade away at a moment’s notice, her hands refusing to give up their place and grip of her hips, her nails creating crescents into the tender scales there.

Captivated by the effect she had on her, Ryu kissed her throat, tasting her skin with her tongue, and she felt and heard Elsa groan at this, her lips placed heated, open-mouthed kisses all long her exposed shoulders, her jaw, and even along the tops of her tender breasts, following the trail of skin which was okay to touch meticulously Elsa had shown her on Alle Hjerters Dag. 

The cave echoed their pleasures back with a cacophony of moans and grunts, strained breathing, a sinful symphony Elsa couldn't bring herself to feel repentance for.

There was no time for remorse with Ryu's hips in a vice with one hand, ensuring they pressed as close as possible to each other each time Elsa's magic bottomed out. 

“This is my home.” 

“Ā,-sōda ne, beibī!” 

Ryu's eyes transformed into dinner plates. 

Elsa kept her eyes squeezed shut lost to the sensations flooding her mind and inner being until she heard Ryu gulp at the openly possessive timbre she wasn't aware she had. 

“What's wrong?” She watched her carefully brushing Ryu's hair from her face. 

Snapping out of the total torpor Elsa had casted her into, Ryu shook her head smiling like she could die happy as long as it was in this moment. “Nothing I just…you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen.” 

Elsa grinned unabashedly and pressed their cheeks together. “You've looked in a mirror before, silly.” Her smile faded as her breathing quickened. 

“Oh it's…” 

Ryu felt it as well. “Can I see?”

But Elsa shook her head locked in place. She couldn't move and certainly would not be able to handle Ryu seeing her like this. 

Ryu forgave the refusal and focused on the way her walls gave a valiant squeeze around the thick, smooth sheath so fully inside of her. The effort forced a blizzard of slush and snow made of… she hadn't the slightest idea of what Elsa had been putting in her, but she at least was aware it was a precious fluid, mingling with her own wetness. She whimpered at the thought of losing a single drop of Elsa. 

Then a yelp tore from her chest when she felt a similar blast of snow land on top of them burying their bodies and nest in white powder. 

Elsa tensed and sighed, her grip on Ryu releasing as she pumped the last remnants of herself into her dragon. Ryu didn’t stir in her arms.

“Sorry.” Elsa said, glancing at the mess she made, she hoped this served for Ryu as a perfect example of one of the many reasons she preferred the dragon's pleasure in contrast of her own. Her partner was too busy already burrowing into the pile. She peaked out grinning. “Watashi wa yuki no tenshidesu.” 

Elsa giggled. “Hai.” she yelped when Ryu, eager to go deeper, pulled too hard. “Ryu, dear I'm still inside of you.” 

“Oh, well make it melt or something.”

“Right,” Elsa looked down at her crotch and waved her hands. “Shoo!” Dissipating the extension. She could hear Ryu chortling away somewhere in the white. 

“Why do you say shoo whenever you use it?” 

“I don't know, it's what works.” She watched as her dragon dug, wiggled on her back and purred about in the surprise winterscape until fatigue took over. Elsa unable to find Ryu snapped the snow away 

Hands made contact with her, stirring her awake, rubbing up and down at the soft scales. 

She resumed purring as Elsa petted her, her eyes drifting shut and relaxing her arms. The tickling fingers roamed over her sides and chest, caressing at her sensitive and heated skin and tweaking her nipples as she passed them.

She felt so full and content, her cleft aching. Even without moving she could feel the press of Elsa’s body laying her own heavy one down into the cooling nest. As Elsa's hands continued to roam and stroke her into a peaceful trance, her thumbs and side of her palm would brush against her lower abdomen. 

The cave was warm, despite the ice that surrounded them as a result of Elsa loosing control, despite the chill that lingered in the air outside. Or maybe Ryu was just sweltered, she didn't know.

It was a sanctuary woven from Elsa’s magic and Ryu’s heat, an intimate cocoon of frozen pillows and soft sheets that shimmered. Their bodies remained tangled in the afterglow of their shared closeness, their breaths slow, steady, as if savoring the fleeting tranquility before reality could intrude once more.

Elsa let her thoughts wander for a bit. Her only anchor to the moment was Ryu's arm thrown over her waist, the warm, softer-than-soft skin beneath her fingertips. The slight beat of the dragon's pulse at her jaw line, the adoring gaze that Ryu unknowingly shared with her, the wonderful but subtle rush she had when she realized that Ryu's supple body was still precariously laid out across her stomach...all these things made her swoon.

Goodness...she couldn't look ugly if she tried, could she? Elsa thought, taking a deep, appreciative breath.

Ryu cracked open an eye and let a wicked smile across her face. "You're gonna burn a hole through my face at this rate…” Elsa blew a quiet laugh through her nostrils.

Ryu was teetering on the precipice of sleep, her voice thick with exhaustion as she slurred, “Mm, I can't take the chicks upstream tomorrow.”

A soft giggle, featherlight and affectionate, drifted above her. "I'll do it." Elsa murmured, pressing a series of symmetrical pecks along the nape of Ryu's neck, as if tracing an invisible constellation upon her skin.

Ryu’s lips barely curled in response, though her words remained drowsy. “But your back is all brittle.”

The innocent remark earned her an immediate, sharp pinch to her side in comeuppance. She yelped, twisting away just slightly, grinning despite herself.

"Naughty, be nice," Elsa chastised, though the amusement in her voice was unmistakable.

Ryu rolled onto her back, her lower lip jutting out, eyes widening into something exaggeratedly pitiful. "But it's my birthday."

Elsa exhaled sharply, but the smirk that curved her lips betrayed her feigned exasperation. “I’m giving you five more ‘it’s my birthdays,’ and then I’m cutting you off.” She held up her fingers in warning before slicing her hand through the air with a shake of her head, a decisive, mock-serious gesture.

"But it's my birthday," Ryu whined, leaning into the dramatics.

Elsa arched a skeptical brow, tilting her head as if weighing the gravity of this particular use. "Do you really want to use one now?"

"Do they carry into tomorrow?"

Elsa’s smirk returned, playful and knowing. “Oh, absolutely not.” She shook her head with slow, deliberate finality, eyes closed as if the very idea was ludicrous.

Ryu muttered a sharp "Kuso," before letting the comfortable silence settle between them.

Yet, beneath the quiet, something heavy churned within Ryu’s chest. The question lingered on her tongue, coiled with hesitation, uncertainty, and an inexplicable dread that kept her from sleep. 

"Erusa?"

Elsa immediately hummed in response, shifting just slightly, sensing the shift in the air. “Yes, my love?”

Ryu hesitated, the words sticking in her throat, unwilling to be voiced. But the silence stretched too long, and at last, she forced them out. “What… what did you mean by the Mikotos’ disgusting plans?”

Elsa stiffened. She had known this moment would come. Still, the gravity of it pressed against her ribcage, constricting the breath in her lungs.

"Ryu, I… don’t think—" She exhaled sharply through her nose, eyes closing as she wrestled with the choice. To speak or to shield. Elsa looked down at Ryu and tried to find the right words. Her whole body was electrified with the possibility of confessing the truth or spinning a lie in its place.

A small, hopeful voice interrupted her hesitation. “Will an ‘it’s my birthday’ work?”

Elsa cracked a small, sad smile. Ryu was clever, in all the ways that mattered, yet sometimes she clung to innocence like a fragile bastion, desperate for something—anything—to soften the blows she had taken all her life.

"Specifically because it is your birthday, I'm hesitant to share that." Elsa murmured, brushing aside stray strands of Ryu’s hair, her fingers gliding over warm scales in a soothing caress.

"Is it something I don’t know?"

Elsa’s jaw tensed. "Yes."

Ryu’s curiosity sharpened into concern. "Please tell me. If you don’t, I’ll just dream about it, and my dreams will probably be worse than the truth."

Elsa’s lips parted, then pressed into a thin line. She turned her thoughts over carefully, assessing what to say, how to say it. Finally, she relented. “I saw a memory of Izanagi-no-Mikoto. He and his wife, Izanami, were arguing about you.”

Ryu barely reacted, only offering a small shrug. “Well, that’s not new.”

"No, but what they were arguing about was." Elsa’s fingers unconsciously curled into the sheets. "Tell me, do you know what Izanagi plans were for you?"

Ryu frowned, looking away, the past playing in her mind like an old wound being reopened. “He wanted to train me to become a weapon for the family and protect Susanoo. I was supposed to bring them honor.”

Elsa’s expression darkened. “That’s not all.”

She hesitated again, but there was no shielding Ryu from this. Not anymore. "I didn’t tell you this because I wasn’t certain how you would take it… but you know Susanoo was named his heir, correct?"

"Hai, Susanoo wasn’t drowning himself in a bottle and drowning maids with his seed like—"

Elsa cringed at the vulgarity, but she pushed forward. "Mhm. Izanagi was planning for another heir. Or heiress, I should say. There was a reason he never forced Susanoo to find a wife."

Ryu’s stomach coiled with an unnamed fear. "Why?"

Elsa swallowed. “Because he already decided you would fulfill that role.”

Ryu's body went rigid. "What? But I'm his brother—I can't—"

"Ryu, maybe once in spirit, but you aren’t human. Nor are you related to Susanoo." Elsa’s voice was gentle, yet laced with quiet fury. "Izanagi thought himself a genius. He believed he didn’t have to kill dragons to gain their power. He could make them his kin, and through you, he could fight against the changes in Japan."

Ryu’s breath hitched.

"Izanami was outraged. Not only was her eldest son, Tsukuyomi, being written out of his birthright, but you… you were meant to take her place when Izanagi stepped down."

The air in Ryu’s lungs turned to vapor. She swallowed harshly, willing her breathing to remain steady, to keep herself from unraveling entirely.

Elsa watched, grief and fury intertwining inside her. "That was the main reason she killed her husband. Everything else just fell into place. She could accuse you and then harness your power for herself."

Ryu clenched her fists. “But I still killed—”

"You killed Tsukuyomi in self-defense. That is not murder." Elsa’s hand pressed firmly against Ryu’s back, grounding her. "Ryu, you are not a runaway fugitive."

She kept her eyes trained forward unprepared for how Ryu would handle her next truth. 

"You are a runaway heiress."

Silence. Then—

"I don’t want it."

Elsa nodded. "That’s understandable. Any crown is a burden, especially for someone as exuberant as you."

"He never educated me like a royal."

"Didn’t he train you in combat?"

"Hai, constantly."

Elsa exhaled. "Seems on par with what he was planning."

More silence, until Ryu’s voice emerged, fragile and broken.

"Did Susanoo know?"

Elsa hesitated. "Yes."

A crack split through Ryu’s expression. Followed by a white rage which turned instantly to a bitter resignation. "Of course he did. And of course he never told me."

"He was ordered not to."

Ryu remained motionless, simmering. Elsa softened. "Please, Ryu, don’t let this cause you so much grief."

"He just… didn’t care if I found out on our wedding day."

Elsa’s voice turned venomous. "Izanami can keep her title, and Susanoo can keep his bitterness."

Ryu exhaled, then nodded. "You're right."

Elsa blinked, pleased that this news was handled much better than previous times. “Ryu?”

"Mm?"

"...Do you really think my back is brittle?"

Ryu’s eyes glinted. "Oh, Erusa…of course I do."

Elsa groaned, laying down on her side. "Okay."

"Like shards of glass." Ryu babbled on pushing her to lay on her stomach prepping her hands. 

"Mhm."

"Like an old hag’s." Ryu started her massage soothing Elsa's screaming, red, hot injury. 

"Right—thank you, Ryu, that's enough."

"Please, Erusa, don’t let this cause you so much grief."

Elsa glared at her own words being thrown back at her. "It’s not the grief I’m worried about."

“Well you can either listen to me talk about your back while I massage it–”

“Or–”

“Or you go to bed in pain while I snore like Ryder.” 

“I'm spoiled for choice it seems..." Elsa mused, searching for a better alternative. 

She found none. 

“Aishitemasu.” Ryu cooed. 

“You're mean.” 


The Tatsu no Hane sliced through the waves, its crimson sails snapping in the wind, black hull gleaming under the pale, foreign moon. Gold trim lined its edges, lacquered with the precision of a craftsman who understood that even warships could be beautiful, even blood had its crimson sheen, and viscera its warmth. Sussanoo was no fool to the temporary glamour of death. 

Blood eventually fell victim to bacterial contamination. 

 

Viscera would lose its heat and draw parasites and stench, and war…

Sussanoo leaned his folded arms over the edge of the ship. 

War always took what mattered. The defeated often lost what mattered most and the winners gained nothing more than superficial spoils. 

Along its flanks, cannons rested like the fangs of a beast waiting to sink into its prey. The other ships in his fleet mirrored its fearsome grace, their banners emblazoned with the mon of his house—two mountains resting upon clouds that had a waterfall pooling into a lake below surrounded by bamboo. 

A symbol he always smeared at, concluding it was far too peaceful for what his legacy entailed. 

They sailed in formation, carrying the jade yokai in their depths, the spirits restless within their cursed vessels, thrashing against the wood and chains they could easily break free of, yet were prisoners nonetheless. 

Susanoo stood at the stern, arms crossed over his chest, his gaze fixed on the horizon. The maps said it would take at least three months to reach the distant kingdom of Arendelle, but that was assuming favorable winds and an absence of storms. They had already been at sea for nearly two, and the cold had begun to set in. The further north they sailed, the more the air bit at his skin, the scent of salt thick in his lungs.

And yet, the waters were shifting.

Something unnatural lurked beneath the waves. He felt it in the way the tides swirled, in how the currents resisted them. He was no novice—he knew when they were being watched.

Perhaps it was the Fifth Spirit, the abdicated queen who froze her entire country over a measly glove, this "Elsa" he had heard of in rumors whispered in his travels and now among the crew. A woman whose power rivaled the gods themselves. The most perturbing story being how she killed her sister in cold blood, then turned and gave said sister her throne. She could be a problem, the woman who ended a civil war in a day. 

Though he hoped she would be pragmatic. If she was as protective and fiercely loyal to the crown as some said then perhaps she'd be of some aid to him to rid her lands of the monster who lurked within them. 

Arendelle was no isolated kingdom, nor was it the fragile, peace-loving land some claimed. It was allied with the Empire of Ruskland, Corona, and Sankershus, all formidable forces in their own right. His mother had dismissed such concerns, convinced of her own superiority, but Susanoo had learned the cost of underestimation.

He should care more about the enemies ahead, about the forces that could challenge him. But instead, his thoughts wandered to her.

 

Dragon.

The hunt no longer thrilled him. Initially this brought nothing but wrath. She destroyed his family, led him to a life at sea, and now she stripped away the pleasure he sought in their hunts. 

He had chased her across land and sea, through blood and fire, through the years when she was meant to be his bride, and now, when she was nothing more than quarry. That seemed wrong to say as well. 

She was no longer his bride, certainly didn't feel like his quarry, and he wasn't even convinced she was his dragon anymore. 

The tales he'd hear around the castle of a traveling creature of mythos grew less frequent. Dying slowly in the grave alongside his passions. 

His father had promised him a future where they would reign together, dragon and man, a perfect balance of strength and wisdom. But that future had turned to ash the moment Ryu chose her own path, the moment she ripped his family from him.

And yet, he hated that he still loved her.

Loved her sharp mind, her reckless laughter, the way she never backed down from a fight unless his mother was involved. Loved the way she had once looked at him—not with fear, but with challenge, with an invitation to match her step for step, as equals, as something more.

Now, she was nothing but a specter in his thoughts, a wound that refused to close.

The deck creaked beneath approaching footsteps. Susanoo glanced over his shoulder, finding the new captain of the Tatsu no Hane striding toward him.

Captain Rengoku was a stark contrast to his predecessor. Where Sato had been rigid, precise, a man of unwavering discipline, Rengoku was loose-limbed and easygoing, as if he found amusement even in the grim work of hunting. His armor was practical but worn, his Nagamaki well-used. He carried the air of a man who had seen too much and yet refused to let it weigh him down.

"You brood too much," Rengoku said, leaning against the railing beside him. "You’ll age before your time."

Susanoo huffed but did not reply. 

Rengoku tilted his head toward the sea. "Something’s down there."

"I know."

"Think it’s the Spirit?"

"Maybe." What a nothing conversation. No Intel shared, nothing to be gained except wasted time and bloated words. 

Rengoku studied him, then chuckled. "You don’t seem too eager about this hunt. You’re not sulking about being grounded from chasing that dragon, are you?"

Susanoo’s grip on the railing tightened at the man's blatant insubordination. "That dragon destroyed my family." His words ripped through clenched teeth. 

"Did it?" Rengoku mused. “Never would have guessed with how often you allowed it to slip through your grip.” 

Susanoo exhaled sharply, turning away. This level of contemptuous behavior would have the man's head rolling across the deck as his blood washed the floorboards.

Sussanoo loathed how his first instinct was not to even reach for his own sheath. “The moment you deem the target lesser, is the moment you underestimate it–” His shoes thudded against the wood as he approached Rengoku who met this challenge with his own thrown forward posture though he tried his damnedest to appear calm. 

Even as Sussanoo was mere inches from his face. 

“And the moment you underestimate the prey, is the moment you die.” 

His only answer was huff and shrug signifying his words went in one ear and out the other. 

He let him be. With the blasé attitude like that he'd be dead before they even reached Arendelle’s shores. 

Unlike his previous crew who fell victim to the silver beast when they cornered her. 

 

A paw striking the man and sending him sprawling. The blade clattered to the earth, and she placed one massive claw on his chest, pinning him.

Her eyes burned with fury as she snarled,

The man writhed beneath her, gasping for breath. The dragoness pressed down just enough to still him, her talons pricking his skin. As her other paw crushed his arm beyond repair. 

He prayed to his gods that they would accept him in the afterlife quickly, instead of fangs her roar echoed through the chamber like a storm, casting spittle from her fangs staining his face.

She released him, and he scrambled to his feet, fleeing through the brush with a strangled cry.

The memory plagued Sussanoo, at first when he heard his man's story he didn't believe it chalking it up to a fantasy, until the dragon proved that she refused to kill any of his men, instead maiming them then releasing them to go cry to their master. 

 

A mockery she made of them. 

 

He did not know what would become of him once they reached Arendelle. Would he strike Ryu down, finally end the chase? It would be a mercy she didn't deserve. How ironic their epic which led to all corners of the earth could end with a twist of the dagger. Or maybe it was fitting, with all the stories of great rulers falling to this fate. 

Would he drag her back to his mother, knowing what fate awaited her? A fate he refused to elaborate on in his mind. Or would he do the unthinkable—betray his purpose, his very identity, and let her go? 

The only way the last option could happen…

He glanced down at the cold waves. 

The only way that could save his beautiful monster would be to destroy himself. 

All these years hunting a monster ending with him killing himself in grief and guilt. What a fantastical tale that was. At least he sired no children who would read the pages of his book just to read the last page and toss it into a fire.

Maybe it was fate collecting a debt. 

Sussanoo growled a curse at the thoughts. No he couldn't very well do that, at least not now. 

His mother would burn the entire world to hell before she allowed Ryu to continue on in freedom. Hell his mother would rather kill Sussanoo then let the dragon escape her clutches. 

Which made no sense to him. His father's life's work was maintaining their dynasty, and then eventually uplifting it. His ambition Sussanoo inherited, wasted and then lost. 

Still his mother seemed to share this sentiment. 

Until she didn't. She was visionary but her dreams seemed to only involve herself and her beloved bedfellow power. 

The mother, bringing it all into fruition. What is the point of wanting to bring your dynasty forward in marches of time when there is no family left? 

The water below churned, a deep, distant growl reverberating through the hull.

Something ancient was watching.

And it would not let them acquire victory so easily. 


Chocolates? No.

Cake? No.

The offer to handle their response letters for the next two weeks? 

Yielded more or less the same. 

No bribe or negotiation would get Anna to yield into calling for the royal physician or any physician for that matter. 

And no amount of sweet talk or gifts would get her to give into Kristoff's incessant worry. 

At least there was no fever but he had only ever seen Anna so tired before during the many catastrophes that happened to befall the royal family. It was not just physically but emotionally as well. 

“Anna?” Kristoff began softly returning from pacing in front of the window. 

The tired sounding words of Kristoff drew Anna's eyes to his face. “Kris please stop worrying Kai and I theorized that is most likely just a nasty cold coming.” she didn't look up from her desk again.   

He raised a brow. “So yes to the doctor.” 

All he received was a noncommittal grunt. 

Taxes, shareholds, take downs, and profits. Those were what the week held in store day in and out. She wouldn't be getting a break in a long time. Oh yes, ink and paper as well lots of it, to the point of giving Anna a headache whenever she opened a book and was presented with a sea of words that her eyes could not adjust and focus on to make out.

"Not until I'm sick Kristoff." Her tone was very suspicious. 

“Why?”

“I've been thinking about it, and so long as it's a cold I can probably handle it, won't be too bad, and then I can work from bed and not have to go to any meetings. Casing point; being sick makes me more productive.” 

 Kristoff sighed, putting his head down but his eyes still held a hint of amusement he always found in Anna's Olympic logic bounding conclusions. 

A maid knocked and was welcomed to bring in a singular letter as the couple continued their conversation. Anna waited till she left to continue. “Speaking of I'd really like it–” her tone dripped with suggestive promises luring Kristoff to lean in. “If we made love before I actually am sick.”

Kristoff chuckled as Anna opened the letter. “Anna, you and I both know that when you are sick I'm sick as well.”

“Not true.” Anna said, glancing over the letter’s contents. 

“Very true, you get way too lonely and way too clingy whenever you have even just the sniffles for me to make it out unaffected.” 

Her silence caused him to turn to her but when he did he froze disturbed by his wife's vice grip on the paper, her furrowed brows, and eyes widened with an emotion he couldn't name. 

He carefully plucked the paper from her rigid fingers, it must have been a curse because as soon as it was out of her clutches, her head mechanically met the rich red wood of her desk with a weary groan. Momentary pleasure came from being able to scrunch her eyes close tightly. 

At the top there lay an older depiction of the Arendelle crest. 

The first sentence he read aloud. “Queen Anna, we hope this letter finds you in good health, after hearing of your little…fiasco in Ruskland we have decided it is time to strengthen family ties with a visit–”

Anna's groan grew in volume to a loud bellow, Kristoff rested a hand on her back and continued. 

“Of course you'll be the one to host. I couldn't possibly–”

Anna's scream rose to volumes one would deem impossible as Kristoff read more. 


Elsa paused mid sentence in her book. Her eyes looking over the rim of the cover then to the window. 

"Did you hear something?" She glanced at Ryu laying beside her under the blanket. 

Without looking up Ryu continued drawing her hypothetical irrigation system for their garden. "Iya."

Elsa hummed and settled further into bed returning to her research, enthralled by Alexis Henri C M Clerel Tocqueville's Democracy in America. 

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Tabemono o arigatō - japanese for Thank you very much

Chīsana otoko- Japanese for Little guy

Nani datte- what was that in Japanese

gákti

Anata wa watashi o kusara seta- Japanese for you left me to rot or you corrupted me

Anata o torimodoshimasu - Japanese for I'll get you back

Ryū, kimi wa watashi no tame ni tsukura reta nda - Japanese you were made for me Ryu

Watashi ni hikisaka reru tame ni tsukurareta - Japanese for made to be torn apart by me

Sore ga kimi no shinjitsuda, ryū a- Japanese for that's your truth Ryu.

Aniki ga shita yō ni, watashi mo omae o kurushimeru tsumorida - Japanese forI will tear you apart like me brother

Ryū, kikoemasu ka? Watashi wa anata ni hanashikakete imasu!- Japanese for Can you hear Ryu I'm talking to you.

Ā,-sōda ne, beibī - Japanese foryes baby

 

Watashi wa yuki no tenshidesu - Japanese for I'm a snow angel

Aishitemasu - Japanese for I love you

Iya- Nah In japanese

Chapter 54

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Chapter Text

Was it political intricacies?

Assassination conspiracies against the very pillars of the entirety of the nation of Arendelle?

Perhaps a diplomatic mission to a foreign empire? 

There had to be some plausible explanation for all the trepidation and swirling staff fluttering about the halls with a pandemonium holding platters, muttering and following the directions of Kai and Gerda with Kelsey shadowing close behind them, taking notes of every direction they curated, ensuring all accoutrements for a celebratory weekend was issued throughout the castle. 

The amount of disquietude poisoning the air could very well have been the result of a war. 

And frankly for Elsa and Anna from the dark dells of their memories, recalling the depravity of war, allowed them to self proclaim this situation was by far a much easier one to face, in spite of the horrid array of visitors that threatened to breach the city. 

…They'd resolved to eat their words later. 

The grand halls of Arendelle’s castle resonated with the brisk, purposeful strides of the pair with staff breezing past offering rushed good mornings and good tides. The silence between them crackled with Anna’s frantic energy, Elsa could practically hear her own heart battering against the ribs, as Anna threw her hands about, a tempest of nerves and unchecked emotion.

“This is ridiculous! They told me! Didn't ask, of all the utterly catastrophic–” Arms flinging this way and that, stopping her words with a low growl. “I always knew this day would come, but I was not, in any way, prepared! What if this is all a ploy because we conveniently allied with Ruskland?” Anna began speaking with a posh voice mocking the idea. “And heaven forbid if the cuisine fails to meet their absurdly high standards? They're coming here just to pass judgment the very moment they step through our door! What if they—”

“Anna.” Elsa’s voice, though gentle, imbued enough authority, betraying an unspoken flurry of her own trepidations beneath her composed exterior.

“You’re right. We’ll be fine,” Anna declared, taking a fortifying breath before immediately unraveling. “Wait. No! We won’t! What if they—”

“Anna!” Elsa’s tone sharpened just enough to halt the oncoming torrent. For the sake of both of them she had to remain self-possessed, even as unease slithered through her like a creeping frost, curling around her mind and constricting with each step forward.

As they swept into the royal family room, they found Kristoff lounging in a plush chair, his arms folded lazily behind his head, exuding the thoughts of a man blissfully unconcerned with all of their unraveling sanities.

“Kristoff!” Anna planted herself in front of him, hands on her hips, impatience coloring every syllable. “Tell me you’ve found Ryu.”

Kristoff blinked, lifting his head slightly, his expression bordering on nonchalance. “Oh, yeah. Sent Sven to get her.”

A silence, thick and heavy, settled over the room like the calm before a particularly violent monsoon.

Elsa arched a pale brow. “And… where is Sven?”

Kristoff scratched the back of his head, suddenly aware of the twin pairs of piercing blue eyes scrutinizing him. “Sent Olaf to get him.”

The sisters exchanged a look—one of mutual, unimpressed disbelief.

Kristoff exhaled in defeat, dragging himself up from the chair. “Fine, fine! I’ll go get all three of them."He really did not want to deal with whatever mood Ryu randomly picked to have today at a whim. Not when this was his first time sitting down since about four AM that morning. 

With that, he trudged toward his and Anna’s chambers, where he discovered Ryu, Sven, and Olaf curled up on their bed, lost in the blissful embrace of sleep. The sight nearly undid him. The unused sands of sleep coating his eyes and the gravity of their preparations bore down on his broad shoulders, and the promise of even a moment’s rest was tempting. 

Perhaps just a minute—

No. He shook himself, sighing heavily. Duty called, as it always did.

Meanwhile, in the royal family room, Anna cast a scrutinizing glance at Elsa, realization dawning with every passing second. “You’re being uncharacteristically quiet.”

Elsa forced a small smile, but Anna, who liked to think of herself as a connoisseur of the deceptively similar and yet vast Elsa expressions, saw through it in an instant.

“Elsa,” Anna murmured, temperament softer now, tinged with concern. “You hate this as much as I do huh?”

Elsa hesitated, the words lodging in her throat like shards of glass before she exhaled slowly. “It’s nothing.”

Of course it was nothing. Just her very conservative family members who she hadn't seen since she was child coming to visit right when things seemed to be calming down in her life finally. 

Absolutely nothing. 

Anna crossed her arms. “It’s everything. It’s them, isn’t it?”

Elsa needn’t ask for clarification. The extended family—Agnarr’s kin—had never outright condemned her, but the whispers had been there, insidious and inescapable: the peculiar one, the spinster, the dissident. Even now, despite her sacred connection to the elements, they clung to their archaic beliefs, dismissing her role as mere frivolity. The unfathomable cruelty from king Runeard was just a mere blotch on their sun of beliefs. 

Anna’s expression darkened, her nostrils flared as the pit of anger in her stomach kept igniting with each passing thought she donated towards them. “They don’t deserve any effort. We should do the bare minimum and send them packing outta here as swiftly as possible. So we can move on to…” she paused and for a fraction of second, her eyes lost their wielded steel. “more important things.”

Elsa, however, shook her head. “No, Anna. As Queen, you represent Arendelle and all its sovereign territories. And we both represent Northuldra, and I, natural forces that go beyond human conventions. We must meet this moment with dignity.”

Anna scowled. “I have no interest in impressing them.”

“We aren’t,” Elsa countered, opening her arms. “But simply being ourselves is more than enough, especially in regards to you and everyone in our lives. You are a remarkable queen of a remarkable Kingdom, and remarkable subjects. That alone speaks volumes.”

Anna exhaled, some of her ire ebbing, though resentment still simmered beneath the surface. “And what of you? They'll treat you like an unclaimed jewel—some hapless mare awaiting a sire!”

Elsa winced at Anna's brash wording, and exhaled deeply, willing the discomfort away, though she knew Anna was right. The thought of being scrutinized and assessed, her worth measured by her lack of a husband, was infuriating. More than that, it was exhausting.

At that precise moment, Ryu materialized with an unnerving quietness, sending both sisters jolting in alarm.

“Ohayō,” Ryu yawned, a lazy half grin dancing at the corners of her lips. “Kristoff was barely standing, so I put him to bed.”

Anna blinked, recovering before she could decree that Ryu from now on would have to make noise when she walked, and then something entirely wicked flickered in her eyes. “I have a plan.”

Elsa frowned. “Anna…”

There was the posh and proper voice again. “I hereby appoint Ryu Paul Periwinkle as your chaperone, and unofficial beau.” 

Elsa felt the fork in her road– her eyes side glanced at Ryu who remained staring blankly at nothing with large tired eyes, and an indescribable expression. 

And another re-fork– “Ryu is a woman Anna...” No more needed to be said, especially in reference to their extended family. 

“Let’s disguise Ryu as a man.” Anna's snowballing thoughts would not lose any ounce of momentum.

Another sideways glance. “Anna… Ryu is…Ryu.” 

“She's been in disguise before and did great!” 

Elsa’s mouth fell open, her expression an amalgamation of disbelief and reluctant intrigue. “Absolutely not.”

Anna smirked.“Think about it. If they believe you’re already spoken for by some dashing gentleman.” 

The tired stupor ridden “Gentleman’s” neck twisted fully around following Anna's encircling of her. “They’ll stop trying to barter you off like a prized horse.”

Elsa prepared to argue, her logic warring with the absurdity of the suggestion. And yet, beneath it all, a thought whispered: Was it utterly fatuous? Without question. But was it also… tempting?

To answer this Elsa needed more convincing before she would even consider committing to this stratagem. “I don't know Anna, how does Ryu feel about all of this?”

All eyes regarded the dragon who broke free of her spell.

Ryu, brows lifted, and her head tilted. “Nani ga okotte imasu ka?” she said in an exhausted small voice. 

Elsa smiled cupping her cheek sympathetically. Before anything occured Ryu needed a nap. 


Anna, ever the schemer, was rather convinced that with the right execution, this plan could work flawlessly. Ryu’s features were already strikingly androgynous, youthful enough to lean either way depending on attire and mannerisms.

The minor inconveniences? Elsa had to convincingly sell the illusion.

For one, Ryu was as Anna described positively tiny at five-foot-, whereas Elsa, standing at a regal five-foot-seven, would certainly raise a few brows. But the ever-poised spirit practiced merely a simple shrug and declaration, “I enjoy short men,” with an air of finality that would brook no argument.

Binding was a simple matter, as Ryu’s figure was naturally slender and lacking in overtly exaggerated curves besides her rear. It took little effort to smooth away any traces of femininity beneath layers of expertly tailored clothing. 

“Oh boy Ryu that's mmm-” Anna thought carefully pointing at Ryu's callipygian shape. 

Ryu frowned and looked at her rear wondering what was wrong. “I'm not letting you cut off my ass Anna.” she growled. 

Anna held both palms up. Perfection was a myth anyways. “It's fine, it's fine. I just see now why Elsa is so obsessed with it.” 

Elsa was dragged out of her subtle leering and immediately jumped to dissimulate any unsaid accusations. “Appreciation and obsession are two vastly different things.”

Anna smugly smiled at her sister bopping her nose as she passed by. “And you have both, anyways!”

But beneath the farcical disguise lay a deeper conflict—one neither Ryu nor Elsa openly acknowledged at first.

Identity and society had never been kind bedfellows, and for all the mischief and mirth Anna injected into this charade, there lingered the ever-present looming of expectations. Elsa’s thoughts were keen to remind her of visibility—forever scrutinized, forever required to justify herself before the eyes of the world.

Ryu carried an outsider’s perspective, one unburdened by human constraints yet wholly aware of them. She did not entirely grasp Elsa’s plight, but she respected it, and that was enough.

Even in Arendelle with its laxed laws and general demeanour could not protect either of them from others who bore no leniency for deviations from tradition, but magic had long since reshaped Arendelle’s societal norms, and where enchantment danced, rules often bent. Still, their extended family was another matter entirely, steeped in rigid expectations and archaic beliefs.

It was a monster Elsa hadn't the slightest clue of how to defeat, her best defense; camouflage. 


Anna, determined to ensure success, sought out a tutor—a so-called expert in the field of masculinity.

The professor was an absolute disaster…

He droned on about pompous posturing, overbearing confidence, and the necessity of dominance, leaving Ryu bewildered and deeply unimpressed. The result? A calamitous attempt at aristocratic arrogance that Elsa and Anna found utterly insufferable. 

So Ryu sought alternative mentors—real men, good men, her research took her all over Arendelle. 

Ryder, surprisingly managed to conjure the wisdom taught to him for generations, and was deeply rooted in nature, spoke of gentleness and harmony. 

Kristoff, ever the blunt yet earnest gentleman, emphasized sincerity above all else. 

Stepping down the castle steps Ryu paused for a moment to think of how she just left the castle to the enchanted forest just to fly back to interrogate Kristoff. 

Why did I do that? She shook her head, that didn't matter now.

Oaken, ever jolly, promoted warmth and inclusivity. 

Kai, measured and stately, championed dignity and quiet stoicism. And then there was Olaf, whose contributions were… uniquely Olaf.

The problem? Each one had a completely different idea of what made a man, and Ryu, in trying to embody them all, became an utterly perplexing coalescence. One moment, she was waxing poetic on the beauty of the northern lights; the next, she was attempting an apathetic grunt of disinterest; and before long, she was offering deep discounts on “Big Summer Blowouts!”


Ryu's mind finally caught up to what was happening in the present around lunch. When it arrived instead of aiding her in the formulation of words and cohesive sentences it busied itself in reviewing the arsenal of the past events that morning. Tiredly flipping page after page, creating opinions of what transpired. 

“How goes the… project?” 

The burnished mist delayed her reaction. “Of me becoming a man?” she pointed to herself. 

“Yes.” Elsa, ever patient, nodded once, lifting a spoonful of rice to her mouth. 

“It's going–” It was a mess. “I think great?” It didn't take a genius to hear the diffident tone Ryu spoke in until she backed her words with a much more confident truth. “Much better than that tutor guy.” 

Elsa opted to not call out the inconsistencies of her body language compared to her words and sighed with a deep sympathetic frown. “I'm sorry you have to go through all this.” 

Her sadness served as a breeze blowing away some of the mist, Ryu's body became more awake, her knees knocked impatiently against the other. 

“I don't have to go through all this Erusa, I could hide out in Northuldra for the next couple of days.” 

Elsa’s fear was hidden like a toothache, she acted fast, covering her break of her usual patter in a scoffing laugh. “True, getting cold feet?”

Ryu troubleshooted the error. Speaking boldly to Elsa was one thing, but during such a time of high anxieties was another. And these anxieties forced Ryu to work. “No, I just don't want you thinking that I'm doing this because of a Have to.” 

Her relief was instant. “Thank you.” 

Ryu could have left their discussion to marinate in the wine sweetness but a question kept scratching a path out of her throat and to the surface, when it made its way to her tongue it tasted acrid and she wanted it out of her mouth quickly. 

“Erusa?” 

“Hm?” 

“Is our love…bad?” She couldn't even rephrase the question, not fast enough to thwart Elsa's hand stretching not a long distance across the small circular table, her fingertips started at Ryu's and made their way upwards slowly until they reached her wrist and pressed against the marbled flesh there. 

“No,” Elsa began her investigation of whether Ryu's dusting of barely visible scales were hardened. If they were, Ryu was certain she'd call the whole thing off and suffer the impromptu event on her own. “No of course not Ryu, it's just my family if I can even call them that, are…” 

“A pain in the ass.” Ryu offered the description in crass language she knew Elsa would avoid.

A daylit smile puckered Elsa's cheeks into the bottoms of her eyes. “Precisely. I'm sorry I have to hide you like a dirty secret.” The sour taste of Elsa’s noxious guilt was far more unpalatable than Ryu's question.

“Hey, daijōbu, daijōbu. Sorry I asked, it's a silly question. Our love is the best thing that ever happened to me. But I've been thinking since it isn't bad, and as far as I'm concerned– none of anyone's damn business– why are other people so concerned with it?”

That was a far better inquiry than the previous one and perplexed Elsa more than upset her. The implications of doubting how societies operated for centuries was a gagged impudent beast Ryu long kept chained to the back of her mind for so long. 

“I… I wish I had an answer Gecko, I've been wondering that myself. I can't wrap my head around it.” Elsa relinquished her hold in favor of clasping her chin, searching the large archives of her mind for any possible solace solutions she could spare. “I know the laws, rules, and religious aspects of it but it still baffles me. Just know I'm not doing this in fear of embarrassment or ostracization-” 

Ryu tilted her head at Elsa’s overcorrecting. 

“I know.” She didn't let the silence linger though.  

“What kind of man would you want me to be?”

Elsa knew that one, and quickly shrugged one shoulder, it was the left side, the side which her mouth curled its full smile to make it halved. “Mm whatever you're comfortable with is what you should pick Ryu, know that I just want you.” 

Leaning forward Ryu entered that all familiar plane she often visited. Elsa's close proximity. Close enough to connect their lips, where nothing else mattered and the only thing in color was Elsa herself.

“You taste like Nato and mackerel.” Elsa said slowly, opening her eyes but not pulling away. 

“A delicacy and it's good for you.” Ryu's breath ghosted across her mouth.

“Not half chewed and between your fangs it isn't.” 

“Oh the poor Lady Erusa can't stomach such flavors with her oh so delicate palate.” Ryu's retreat carried more respect than her mocking which Elsa met as a challenge keeping her elbow planted on the table, still invading Ryu's space. 

A slow smirk enveloped her features and her cursed brow notched the arrow tipped with her words. 

“Try me.” 


While the lunch did not answer Ryu's burning investigation of explorations she always deemed nugatory, it definitely alleviated the treacherous waves that sloshed around in her mind. 

Disheartened, Ryu retreated to the castle gardens, seeking solitude among the ivy-laden trellises and the scent of late-blooming roses, their alluring smell was overridden by something thick and richer—sandalwood and lavender, spiced and earthy, a fragrance both grounding and elegant.

Under the shade of an intricately wrought table sat a man, pouring a deep red vintage into two glasses. He was a rare sight within the castle walls, appearing only in moments of great import or whispered intrigue.

Tobias Peterssen II.

Ryu had seen him around, but just as easily as he appeared he had the ability to vanish without a trace. 

He was of modest frame, neither imposing nor forgettable, there was an undeniable presence about him. A roundish nose and symmetrical features lent him the disarming welcome, though his reputation as a worldly man preceded him. His green eyes didn't flick away when he was caught staring and merely smiled before returning to his book, they held the kind of knowing warmth that put even the most guarded souls at ease. Ryu had heard his name in passing from Kristoff who was quite fond of the man. 

His clothing, tailored to precision, reflected both his practicality and understated elegance. A double-breasted frock coat of deep forest green, cut to flatter but never ostentatious, with a waistcoat of golden brocade—subtle yet refined. His cravat, a delicate weave of ivory silk, was tied with effortless perfection, neither stiff nor overdone. His trousers, impeccably pressed, bore the clean lines of a man who understood the importance of presentation without vanity. He was every inch a gentleman, though unlike those who wore their titles like armor, Tobias carried himself with the ease of a man who knew exactly who he was.

Everything Ryu was definitely not at the moment. 

He glanced up again, offering the second glass in silent invitation.

Ryu hesitated, approaching slowly, then took it, settling opposite him.

“Well then,” Tobias mused, taking a measured sip. “I daresay you’re carrying the expression of someone drowning in the world’s expectations Miss Periwinkle.” 

Ryu exhaled sharply. “That obvious?”

“Painfully.” He set his glass down with a quiet thud. 

Ryu squinted at him. “Aren't you supposed to be on holiday?”

Tobias' face fell for a fraction of a second. It was the fifth time he had been asked that today, or the hundredth, truth be told he lost count. “I'm starting to think no one enjoys my company,” he chuckled under his breath then sobered. “Your exploits, trying to figure out how to be a man.”

Ryu wasn't as bothered by his insights to her ventures that morning as she would have initially thought she'd be. “Hai, guess being born a female isn't exactly the best place to start.” 

“The quest for being a man and how to is not exactly delegated by gender Miss Periwinkle. That golden grail has eluded many boys since the dawn of time.” 

This was entirely incongruent to what she had learned from the hired tutor so it must have been correct. 

It was comforting in a way. Knowing that what she was wasn't what was inherently making this whole disguise seem impossible to achieve. 

“Any insights?” It wasn't the smartest thing to do, clouding her mind with even more answers and words to join the cacophony buzzing inside, but what was the harm in one more opinion. 

“Indeed, I can only go off what I learned from not a great man… but a good one.”

“Who?”

“My father. He had a solid head on shoulders.” 

“But not anymore?” 

No offense was taken. He simply grinned. “Correct, he has passed and his head is absolutely useless to him now.” Ryu couldn't stop herself chuckling which pleased Tobias to further lament. “Though he's passed his words are still present and I think they'd be of more use to you then me regaling his many stimulating tales he told me as tott.” 

Ryu liked the way this funny Englishman said his funny words. 

“But I won’t bore you with another grand dissertation on what it means to be a man. My father kept it simple. A man can be complicated, live extravagantly, or—” his smile widened, slow and knowing“—he can be simple.”

Ryu frowned, considering. “And you?” 

“I choose happiness,” Tobias said leaning back, his leg hitched to rest on its neighbor. “And for extra points, I try to make others happy too.” 

It was, perhaps, the most infuriatingly uncomplicated piece of wisdom she had heard throughout this entire ordeal. He was nothing short of picayune. So worldly and holding an aura of duping delight and yet his words weren't proses carefully woven, the truth often wasn't. 

And they settled and appealed to the nature within her all the same. 

Ryu brightened sitting up straighter. “Simple sounds nice.” Out of all the council members Ryu had ever met she could understand why Kristoff and Anna favored him as much as they did. Ryu could compare him to a shallow pool, there wasn't much depth but his water was refreshing, cool, and crisp. Offering wisdom to the dehydrated traveler who lucked upon the Oasis. 

“For this event however there are certain…proprieties one must adhere to. Silly nonsense that has no rhyme or reason to exist–” his wrist flipped about upon mentioning it. “However if you want to stick out but not as a sore thumb and thwart Elsa's family's expectations I'm afraid these niceties must be examined.” 

“You're probably busy huh?” Ryu glanced up from under her lashes bashfully. 

“I'm always busy.” She sighed crestfallen, taking a large sip of the wine, but he continued. “Busy helping the royal family and thus busy helping you, if you so desire my services.” 

She nearly dropped her glass when she jolted upright, the contents sloshed over the rim staining the table. 

“You're hired Toby! Though I should warn you I am a bad student and things usually don't work out for me.” 

Tobias chuckled, as bothered by the mess of the table as he was Ryu's repertoire of tutelage, lifting his glass in a quiet toast. “Then let’s make it work.”


Tobias leaned back in his chair, swirling the deep red wine in his glass with the practiced ease of a man who had attended far too many aristocratic dinners. Across from him, Ryu sat perched on the edge of her seat, eyes narrowed at the silverware as though they were miniature weapons laid out for battle.

“You are staring at the fish fork as if it has personally wronged you,” Tobias observed dryly, taking a leisurely sip. “Should I be concerned?”

“I know how to use forks and all that other stuff, I just never really learned the difference between the big ones and the little ones.”

He considered this heavily for a moment resembling a Greek philosopher with his hand resting upon a closed fist, leaning against his knee. 

“You slurp your soup,” Tobias began at last, “which in Arendelle is a faux pas of the highest order, but in Japan is considered a mark of appreciation for the cook’s skill. In this, I see no reason to correct you. A gentleman should always be gracious, even when consuming broth.”

Ryu hummed, expression unreadable. “So I am correct.”

“In Japan, yes.”

“And here?”

“You will scandalize the nobility,” he admitted. “But then again, they could use a bit of scandal.”

She grinned at that, all sharp teeth and unruly delight. “Well I love that but aren't I supposed to be convincing.”

“Indeed, but dear one, I find the best means of deception are hidden in the truth. The liar paradox. You will say "I am lying", which is a contradiction. If the liar is lying, then they are telling the truth, which means they lied.”

Ryu's brain stood up politely excusing itself from the table in search of a more tangible activity. 

Tobias practically watched it leave clicking his tongue once. He sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. “I suspect I have made a terrible mistake. Allow me to put it simply, You will tell them the truth–”

“All of the truth?” Ryu raised her brows. 

“Heavens be hot, no. The best way to lie is with the truth, you won't have to focus on body language and changing your tells and cadences, but instead you'll only focus on what and how much of the truth you'll reveal.”

That made a bit of sense for Ryu, she wasn't sure if she was a good liar or not evidence from the past pointed to no– especially when it came to Elsa. “I… suspect you want me to tell them the truth in small bits except the part where I'm a girl?” 

“You suspect correctly.”

Ryu huffed. “I just don't get why we need three forks and four knives. It's like humans don't even have teeth, and they do…” A vision of Elsa sinking said dull teeth into her tender nipple surfaces in Ryu's mind, flushing her cheeks and neck. “They definitely do.” She whispered, sounding more like a veteran of war than a frustrated pupil. 

“Ah, but therein lies the charm of European dining,” Tobias mused, setting down his glass. “The goal is not efficiency, but elegance. Every utensil has a purpose, even if that purpose is merely to make the person using it feel superior to those who do not.”

She remained silent until– “That's dumb, what you just said.” 

“Indeed, the nobility does love its frivolities,” he said with a sigh, when his face transformed into an expression Ryu had seen on Elsa during the moments of implied intimacy. “To eat my favorite meal, I simply require a beautiful woman and my tongue.” He quickly moved as if unable to help himself from the previous comment. 

 “Now Dear one, we begin with the soup again.”

A servant placed a fresh delicate porcelain bowl before them. Ryu picked up her spoon hesitantly, glancing at Tobias, who demonstrated the proper way to skim the surface, bringing it to his lips without a sound.

She took a sip, made a face, and promptly slurped loudly.

Tobias froze mid-motion, his gaze flicking up to meet hers. Several other dinner guests turned in their seats. Silence hung over the table. 

Ryu tilted her head. “What? You said–”

He exhaled, then smiled. “By all means, do continue, I was just imagining tonight is all” he said pleasantly. “I find the scandalized expressions of our fellow diners most entertaining.”

She smirked and took another exaggerated sip, the sound echoing through the hall like a wave crashing against the shore. Someone gasped.

Her eyes flickered back to the staff cleaning the room. 

Tobias bit back a laugh and cleared his throat. “Moving along,” he said, setting down his spoon, “Please excuse my ignorance but tell me, do you have a similar set of complex dining rituals in your homeland?”

Ryu shrugged. “I can only go off what I saw the Mikotos do, I wasn't invited to dinners. If they enjoy something—they ate more of it. If they didn't—they would force themselves through the courses to be polite. And they do not sip wine as if it is molten gold. They drink it properly.”

Tobias arched an eyebrow. “Properly?”

With a sharp grin, she lifted her goblet and downed the entire thing in a single, practiced motion before setting it down with a satisfied grin. 

Tobias blinked. Then, with an air of great solemnity, he lifted his own glass and mirrored her action.

“Hai! 

He was quick to pour another glass. “Learn something new everyday, though I fear you are trying to get me drunk to escape.” 

“I've been escaping things all my life and you, Toby I can say, are not one of em.” There was only a genuine sweet honey he found in her words. It felt like a great accomplishment for Tobias coming from a woman whose temperament was no secret. 

“And you, dear dragon, staying true to yourself,” he murmured, setting his glass down with a gentle clink, “are going to turn this entire court on its head.”


“You walk very lightly without ever making a sound. That is proper for a lady but for a nobleman… that is a different flavor of tea.” 

“Oh do I? I just walk like this cause it makes it easier to get food.” What type of food Ryu was speaking of Tobias hadn't a clue. 

Ignoring her, he pressed on. “Now, let us speak of posturing.”

Ryu’s eyes brightened in interest, and Tobias immediately regretted his choice of words. “You mean battle stances?”

“Absolutely not.” He said calmly. “I am speaking of the way gentlemen command a room. Humans, you see, are not so different from animals. Observe the white-tailed deer, for example. Males engage in elaborate displays of dominance, showing off their antlers and engaging in ritualistic combat for the favor of a mate.”

Ryu perked up, she had seen Anna and Elsa do this for the past year, even Kristoff when threatened. “So I must fight someone?”

“Good lord, hopefully not but as my father used to say when push comes to shove… punch them in face anyways nevermind that.” Tobias actually flinched at the thought. “The point is to exude confidence, to establish yourself as someone worth respecting without—” he gave her a pointed look, “—resorting to fisticuffs.”

Ryu seemed to consider this while looking at her arms; she didn't have fisticuffs. “I could show my fangs.”

“Ahh No.”

“My claws?”

“Even worse.”

“Fire?”

He looked down at her remembering the fire debacle which took place her first month in Arendelle. “We've been through this.” It was a gentle warning but had no ground for argument...

“My—”

“Dear one.” Tobias fixed her with a long-suffering look. “Try instead to rely on posture, on tone, on presence. Take up space, but do so with intention. You are not doing this to attract anyone it is merely a defense that looks into the eyes of challenger and says ‘Don’t”

She squinted at him then fixed her best ‘don’t’ look and Tobias hummed at the way her scales audibly rattled and chest began to lit up. 

“Right, again not attracting attention.” 

“Is that what you do? Not attract attention.” 

Tobias smiled guileless. “Oh no quite the opposite, I am a whore for it, pardon my phrasing.” He stood behind her leaning down. “Imagine a stag standing proudly upon a hill, surveying his domain.”

Ryu immediately stretched her arms out, mimicking a stag’s antlers, her expression utterly ridiculous. 

“Alright, I love the enthusiasm. Now that stag sees other stags he doesn't waste energy on pursuing and instead holds his ground, not looking for a confrontation, but instead remaining prepared for it. After all he has to chase lovely does and must conserve energy.” 

Still, despite the mounting frustration of time ticking away, he found himself charmed. It was rather impossible not to be. There was a sort of raw, untamed enthusiasm about Ryu that no amount of etiquette lessons would ever suppress, and he rather thought that was for the best.

“Toby,” she said, cocking her head to the side, “if these human games are all about dominance, and from what I see everything being centered around sex, how come you don't have a mate if you're so good at it?”

Tobias choked on air. “I beg your pardon?” He most certainly did mention sex even once. 

She blinked at him, serious. “You are charming, intelligent, well-dressed. You understand both etiquette and wildness. Haven't you courted someone?”

He cleared his throat, looking anywhere but at her. “I… once considered a certain lady, yes.”

Ryu leaned forward, eyes bright with curiosity. “And?”

“And,” Tobias continued, with a composed sort of resignation, “she expressed disinterest, and I respected that.”

Ryu’s brow furrowed. “And then?”

“That was the end of it.”

She gawked at him. “You didn't try to fight for her?”

He smothered a laugh. “Do not mistake courtship for conquest, my dear. I am a romantic not a general like Mattias.” 

She frowned, seemingly unsatisfied with his answer. “So you don't wish for love?”

He exhaled softly, his usual humor giving way to quiet introspection. “I think love is like a double rainbow—rare, beautiful, and entirely accidental. I do not chase after it, that would steal away time from other more productive pursuits. But should I come across it, I will cherish it for what it is.”

Ryu considered him for a long moment before nodding, solemn. “That is… rather poetic.”

He smiled. “I have my moments.”

She clasped her hands together and dilated her eyes to appeal to his nature. “Can I steal it?”

She however did not appeal to him. 

“No.” 


Tobias took a step back, tilting his head with the air of a sculptor assessing his marble. He had draped Ryu in the most exquisite formal Japanese menswear his pockets could buy, off-white, embroidered with delicate silver that shimmered in the light, and complimented her darker complexion. 

The hakama—elegantly pleated and flowing—was midnight, a contrast that made the silver threads gleam all the more. It was sleek, regal, and devastatingly refined.

"There," he murmured with deep satisfaction, adjusting a stubborn fold of fabric at her shoulder. "If I didn't know any better, I'd say you were about to be presented at court."

Ryu shifted uncomfortably, her usual wildness chafing against the perfectly arranged formality. "It’s tight," she muttered.

"It is not tight," Tobias said crisply. "It is tailored. There is a difference."

She scowled but let him fuss, which he did with an almost obsessive precision. That is, until his hands ghosted over her midsection—where smooth skin met the absence of scales. Ryu flinched before she could stop herself, her chest flaring, and before Tobias could even blink—

She bit him.

Tobias reeled back, staring in abject horror at the neat crescent of teeth marks now decorating his hand. He calmed immediately. “Well that's not ideal…”

"Sorry!" Ryu shot back, swallowing down her growls. "Sensitive spot!"

Tobias, ever the gentleman, took a slow, measured breath. "Right. Next time, I shall announce myself before touching any—dear heavens, you actually drew blood.” He took inventory of her clothes. “Well at least none of it stained. No harm done."

"I think you'll live," she said, unimpressed. "I try not to bite lightly though Erusa says she likes it. Consider it a compliment?"

"How positively reassuring," Tobias muttered, dabbing at his hand. "I shall wear it as a badge of honor, then. ‘Tobias Peterssen: Viceroy, Scholar, Connoisseur of Fine Wines, and Apparently, Dragon-Snack.’"

Ryu giggled girlishly, a sound that Tobias was not unaccustomed to considering he regularly heard it from women around him.

By the time they made it to their next lesson—dancing— Ryu carefully took Tobias' bandaged hand, and his patience, while formidable, put on an extra layer of caution when handling her physically.

"We shall now attempt the waltz," he declared, taking the position of female.

Ryu stared at him. "Why?"

"Because, dear girl, if you are to pass as a gentleman, you must at least survive a dance without incident. Now— we shall follow your lead."

She did, which was both the problem and the surprise. Ryu moved with lethal grace, but the moment they took the floor, it became apparent she had absolutely no concept of structured dance. One second she glided like a stalking predator, the next she moved her hips in a way that was entirely too feminine which Tobias never thought would be a problem until now. 

"Good God—" Tobias gasped as he narrowly avoided a collision with an ornamental vase. "Are you dancing or attempting to seduce the entire room? Is that how dragons dance?”

"Well I'm the last one and it's how I dance so yeah. I kinda just move with rhythm. Erusa likes it; she makes me dance for her all the time.” The salacious movements continued. 

"Yes, well, sadly Elsa is not the only host that will be at this ballroom soirées! Your footwork is excellent but utterly lawless. You dance as though you are a siren which I usually would not complain about but it may be inappropriate."

Ryu watched him while continuing to sway her hips.

“Stop gyrating please.” She did. 

“Oh I have this one.” Her feet began to tap the floor in a little March as her hands went akimbo. 

“What is that?”

“It's what the puffins do. It makes Erusa go crazy. It's a mating dance.”

Tobias adjusted his sleeves, rolling them above his forearms, before exhaling slowly. "Well let's save that for later in the evening before we attract any puffins and the even more elusive rare species known as Lady Elsa.” he took her hand again and reset their positions. “From the top Dear one.” 

The next hour, Tobias left Ryu to study on her own while he collaborated with Kai on the final preparations for the royal family's visit. 

He had, with great effort, corrected Ryu’s overwhelming array of cadences she would pick. 

The result was unsavory.

He had been expecting some improvement in her demeanor. What he got instead was Ryu somehow materializing behind him from nowhere, declaring, in a voice that could only be described as ‘unhinged Shakespearean villainy’: "HARK! Dost mine esteemed compatriot seek discourse upon this fine and most fortuitous morn?"

Tobias, who had been in the middle of sipping his tea, nearly choke das tempting as it was he never yelled. "...What." 

Ryu crossed her arms, looking thoroughly pleased with herself. "I have studied, Tobias. You spoke of dignity. I have embraced it." With one hour of that reading Shakespeare on top of all the poems from various cultures and eras Ryu and Elsa read together frequently, Ryu would like to consider herself an expert now. 

"No, Dear one, you have been possessed by the ghost of a tragic playwright."

"Prithee, elaborate, good sir, that I might right this grievous wrong."

"I think lady Elsa would prefer you to keep your manner of speaking the same."

"Nay! For I am reborn! Henceforth, let it be known that Ryu Paul Periwinkle-th doth conduct herself with naught but grandeur and—"

Tobias groaned, dropping his head into his hands. "Lady Elsa and Dear Queen Anna are not going to be pleased with what I've created."

"A gentleman!" she corrected proudly. This must have been the reason Elsa was always so impressed when Ryu read Marie de France and Dafydd ap Gwilym. Ryu would have never guessed! 

"A theatrical jeopardy to my livelihood," he countered.

She grinned. "You wound me, dear friend-th."

He leaned towards her deliberately dwelling on each syllable. "You bit me, dear friend."

Ryu, to her credit, did at least try to suppress her laughter.

And with that, he clapped his hands together. “Now, let us return to your training. It's almost over. If you insist upon clasping to this last bit of all the worst habits of your previous teachers, I must insist we first abandon the Shakespearean villainy.”

Ryu scowled. “Verily, I know not of what thou speaketh.”

Tobias buried his face in his hands. “Putting ‘eth’ at the end of every sentence is not fancy.” 

“It is-th!” 


She walked at a brisk pace, seemingly unafraid, with Anna at her side, so long as Elsa focused on that aspect she could get through this unscathed. Ryu's presence would have been an extra layer of salve on her incensed wounds of worry but Elsa digressed not to succumb to external soothing greed.

Kristoff made no motion to retreat, watching silently as the two approached, appraising and waiting and saying nothing. 

“I feel… completely underdressed.” 

Anna furrowed her brows at him dubiously, he was as polished and cut fit as the day of her coronation. 

Long forgotten was the impending arrival of extended kin in favor of beaming proudly at the beautiful pair that was Anna and Kristoff. 

Anna dressed in an elegant gown with a rich color palette of deep red and soft green. The bodice fitted and off-the-shoulder, adorned with delicate pleats of crimson fabric that create a ruffled effect along the neckline. A gold-trimmed green panel ran down the center of the bodice, accentuating the structure and drawing the eye to the intricate brooch pinned at the center—an ornate piece featuring red and green gemstones, adding a subtle touch.

The skirt full and voluminous, spun when Anna showcased it to Kristoff, with deep pleats cascading down in a luxurious blend of red and green. The red dominated the center, framed by soft green panels that created a harmonious contrast, lending a festive yet refined appearance. The fabric of high quality, flowing gracefully to the floor.

Her hair though as rare as it was, styled in an elaborate updo, with her signature locks braided intricately and twisted into a structured style. Loose tendrils framed her face alluding to her face to get ready, softening the look while maintaining its statement. She wore a delicate gold necklace that complemented the warm tones of her gown, completing her poised and sophisticated ensemble that made her seem every inch the queen she had become.

Elsa held her comments for now completely content on just watching her family, following along, Anna however eyed her with the same wide dilated gaze she had received from both Kristoff and Elsa. 

Elsa could hear her sister's squeals behind closed lips. 

The throne room shimmered in the late afternoon light, the stained-glass windows filtering in a kaleidoscope of warm hues that danced along the polished wooden floors. Anna, seated upon her throne, barely contained her excitement in spite of the weight of a sovereign’s responsibility tempered only by the sheer delight dancing in her eyes. 

She was resplendent but her focus was entirely on– "Elsa, you look absolutely breathtaking," she sighed, clasping her sister’s hand as she turned to admire her. "This isn't fair- I had this dress made days ago and don't try to tell me it didn't take you fifty seconds to get ready cause I know it did."

Elsa, poised as ever, tilted her head, holding up a palm. "Anna, if the odds were tipped in anyone's favor who is best dressed, it's yours." It was somewhat a struggle to design her own clothing to represent her family properly while also keeping most eyes on her queen, a delicate line that no matter how carefully walked Elsa knew Anna would sing her praises. 

“Just oooh you look so pretty!” she whispered, eyes aglow with sisterly pride.

Elsa, lifted a thin brow. “As do you, Your Majesty.”

Kristoff, seated at Anna’s right, cleared his throat. "Not to interrupt the mutual admiration society, but—what about me? Don’t I look pretty?"

The sisters turned their heads in perfect synchronization, as if drawn by the same invisible string, their gazes landing upon Kristoff with eerie deliberation. Then, without missing a beat, they assailed him with an onslaught of excessive praise.

"Oh, Kristoff, of course!" Anna gushed, reaching out to pat his cheek. She spoke in a deepened voice and theatrically sang a sonnet of his fair beauty. "Your hair is golden as a wheat field in summer! Your stance, as solid as the fjords!"

"And your shoulders! Positively heroic," Elsa added with an indulgent smile. "Like a man who has tamed the very mountains themselves."

Kristoff chuckled, adjusting the deep emerald coat he had donned for the occasion. "Alright, alright, I get it. You two can stop now, maybe later though.” 

"Nonsense," Anna said, waving him off. "I could compose an entire ballad on the rugged beauty of Kristoff Bjorgman!"

As if on cue, Olaf waddled in, his twiggy arms outstretched, dressed in his finest—a tiny velvet cape and an elaborately embroidered vest that he had insisted gave him the air of a "distinguished nobleman."

"Oh, Olaf!" Elsa exclaimed, half frightened and pleased, her words were broken as chuckles tried to gain momentum forcing her to bite her lip. "You look—well, let’s just say I don’t think the kingdom has ever seen such… I'm at a loss for words, gorgeous."

"I know, right?" Olaf twirled, causing his vest to shift precariously. "I really think I’ve outdone myself this time."

“You certainly have! Elsa, I think we're under dressed.” Anna gushed, her voice carrying the affection of a thousand shared memories.

Anna’s cheeks pinked with pleasure. “Kristoff?” she asked playfully, turning to her husband.

Kristoff, who had been busy adjusting his cuffs, blinked. “Hmm?”

“You haven’t said anything about how beautiful Olaf is,” Anna teased.

Kristoff straightened, feigning an air of princely dignity. “Well, I thought that went without saying. However, if we’re all being terribly vocal about appearances—I’d like to bring attention to Sven. He too, is breathtaking.” The reindeer climbed up the stairs slowly with exaggerated sways of his hips, he kept it simple with a lovely black and gold harness. 

Elsa exhaled a laugh through her nose while Anna rolled her eyes with an exaggerated groan. But before she could conjure up a witty retort, “Sven” spoke up. 

“Do I look dapper?” “Sven” asked expectantly.

“You look splendid, Sven,” Elsa assured him warmly. Anna nodded in agreement, and even Kristoff reached over to give his furry shoulder a proud pat.

Before another round of praises could ensue, Kai, the ever-dutiful steward, strode into the room, clearing his throat, his voice rang out, rich and measured.

"Your Majesties, may I present your royal guests?"

Anna took a cleansing breath. “Please do Kai.” 

The heavy doors swung open to reveal the visiting royals. Lars entered first—a stout and broad-shouldered, clad in the finest Arendellian wool and velvets, his red beard thick but well-groomed, a man of formidable presence, though the years had dusted his temples with silver. His grey eyes held a amiability they had not expected.

“Presenting, Duke Lars, son of Henrick, and his wife, Duchess Sigrid.”

There was something reassuringly steady about his presence, like a mountain unbothered by storms that followed. 

Anna rose as he approached, hands clasped before her. “Duke Lars, welcome to Arenðal.”

Lars bowed deeply, his movements heavy but graceful. “Your Majesty,” he rumbled. “Your kingdom looks magnificent and I must say, the castle has never been finer. My father spoke often of its beauty, but I see now his words fell short.”

A compliment? And a genuine one at that? And all without mentioning Runeard. Anna, momentarily caught off guard by his amicability, stole a glance at Elsa, who kept her face serenely impassive, but her fingers curled ever so slightly over the armrest of her throne, she quickly recovered, offering him a bright smile.

"Duke Lars, it is an honor to welcome you back to Arendelle. And might I say, you are far kinder than I had imagined."

Lars chuckled, stroking his beard. "Oh, my dear queen, one does not reach my age without learning that a warm greeting paves a smoother road than a jagged one."

His wife, Sigrid, moved to his side, shifting the atmosphere like a bad cough.

A woman of almost unsettling poise, her brown hair wrapped in a coil so precise it seemed sculpted rather than styled. Tightly wound into a near-mathematical arrangement of braids. 

Her green eyes swept the room, the sort that saw everything and dismissed most of it. And though her lips curled into something resembling a smile, it never quite reached her gaze.

"Your Majesties," she said, her voice a riverbed smoothed by years of calculated decorum. "It is… remarkable to see you both grown into such striking young women. When last I saw you, you were but children—though even then, there was talk of your unique… gifts. Perhaps an explanation for such tangent beauty." 

Elsa felt the barb as keenly as a wind, but she merely smiled, a glacial thing, unbothered and unreadable. "Time has a way of shaping us all. The years have been gracious to you.”

If Sigrid detected the faint glint of frost beneath Elsa’s words, she made no sign of it. Instead, her gaze flickered beyond them, landing upon Sven, who had been lounging in the corner. Her lips pursed.

“A reindeer in the throne room,” she mused. “How… quaint.”

Kristoff, who had been entirely content to observe thus far, suddenly straightened. “That’s Sven,” he said, as though that alone should end all inquiries.

Sigrid blinked. “Yes, I gathered.”

She took another step forward, then caught sight of Olaf. For a brief moment, a flicker of something—disbelief? Distaste?—flashed across her otherwise composed expression.

“Hi I'm Olaf and I–”

“My word,” she breathed. “I had assumed the tales of a walking, talking snowman to be mere fancy, but here he stands.” She glanced back at Lars. “Do you see, my dear? Even winter bends its knee to Arendelle.”

A pause, just long enough to be deliberate. Olaf toddled back to his family as graciously as he could manage leaning against Elsa's leg. 

She smiled, but there was iron behind it. “Indeed. Arendelle has always had a special connection to the seasons.”

Sigrid’s gaze met hers. A silent battle waged in the span of a heartbeat.

Then, as though satisfied, she moved on.

Her eyes landed upon Kristoff. She examined him as one might examine an unexpected item at the bottom of a jewelry box—out of place and yet, somehow, there. "And you must be… well, I suppose the proper term eludes me, with how flippant things have been seen since Elsa's coronation and… abdication." 

So that's how she saw things huh? 

Anna stiffened at the near-insult wrapped in silk. "My consort," she said, her timber even and unyielding to give ground to any objections. "Kristoff Bjorgman."

"Ah, yes," Sigrid said, the pause before her next words just long enough to sting. "The queen's helper, what an honor."

Kristoff merely nodded. “That’s me.”

Elsa felt the air shift, felt the way Anna bristled beside her. She intervened before Anna could deliver what would surely be a fiery response.

"Kristoff is not merely my sister’s consort," Elsa said. "He is her confidant, her steadfast partner, and a man whose loyalty and kindness surpasses any title. And should you have difficulty addressing him properly, might I suggest simply calling him ‘Kristoff’ as that name carries more weight and rectitude than any title I can think of.’"

For a moment, the room seemed to hang in balance, like a needle wavering between two points. Then, Sigrid inclined her head, just slightly, her expression did not falter, but her eyes flickered with—discomfort, perhaps, or the realization that she had underestimated them.

"Ah, how charming," she said, her voice betraying nothing. "Titles do have such little meaning in the grand scheme of things, don’t they?"

Kristoff, eager to break tension with humor, grinned. "Well, as long as I still get to chop my own firewood, I suppose I’m content."

Lars coughed into his fist, disguising what suspiciously sounded like a laugh. “Good chap.” He praised rocking on his feet.

Sigrid exhaled through her nose, something that could have been a laugh if she allowed it. "Yes… I imagine simplicity suits you."

Anna’s fingers curled into fists, but Elsa touched her wrist lightly. Not yet, her gaze said. Not for this.

The discorded lines had been drawn, the dissonant ballet of words begun. And if Sigrid believed she could unnerve them, she had sorely been misinformed of Arendelle’s Rulers.

Anna exhaled slowly, feeling Kristoff take her palm beneath the folds of her gown and squeezed.

Elsa’s attention remained fixed upon Sigrid. If the Duchess sought to prod at old wounds, she would find they had long since scarred over.

“Welcome to our home,” Elsa said at last, her voice darkening, for a moment if one looked long enough and knew her well they'd see something like a black snake slithering just beneath the blue water’s surface in her eyes. 

As quickly as it appeared it vanished. 

The tensions seemed to have settled thanks to Lars' quiet and insightful observations of the environment; he even tried to approach Sven and timidly touched the top of Olaf's head, and yet, Elsa could not shake the nagging concern at the back of her mind. Ryu was late. Not fashionably so, not even frustratingly so—just enough to make Elsa shift in her seat with unease.

Anna, attuned to her sister's moods, leaned closer. “She’ll come, probably out of nowhere like a poltergeist, you know Ryu, she's likely watching us right now,” she whispered, her voice threaded with amusement and certainty.

Elsa nodded but knew this to not be true. Her skin wasn't prickling like it always did when she was being stalked by her dragon. 

She was being ridiculous. Ryu was not one for pomp or punctuality, but she would not simply vanish. Not when she had assured Elsa she would be there.

Before Elsa could dwell further, Kai stepped forward, his deep voice carrying across the room with unshakable authority.

“May I present the other Honored Guests of Arendelle,” Kai announced.

One by one, the remaining members of the royal family filed in.

Gunnar, the eldest son of Lars and Sigrid, strode forward with easy confidence. Blonde, broad-shouldered, and sporting the boyish grin of a man who had never had to try very hard to charm those around him, he swept into a courteous bow.

“Your Majesties,” he greeted. “Portraits do no justice to you, absolutely gorgeous.” He chuckled, proving to be a copy of his father. 

“Welcome,” Anna replied, eyeing him with the shrewdness of someone who had been on the receiving end of one too many charming smiles.

Beside him, Aage moved with an elegance that was both calculated and effortless. With dark hair and sharp grey eyes, she was the very image of her mother, Sigrid—but younger, colder, and far more openly amused by the power games at play. She inclined her head only so far as necessary.

“Your Majesties,” she said, her voice smooth but carrying the faintest undercurrent of mockery. Where Gunnar was a presence of steady affability, Aage was steel wrapped in silk. Tall, graceful, and with an aura of quiet command, she was the kind of woman whose presence dictated the temperature of the room.

“A pleasure,” Elsa replied evenly, meeting Aage’s eyes without falter. Was it though? Could Elsa say that without feeling guilty of lying?

Cecilie followed, her red hair pinned meticulously into a style that screamed practicality over vanity. She was not as bold as Aage, nor as openly warm as Gunnar, but she carried herself with the quiet dignity of someone who knew her place and intended to keep it. No getting just a simple bow and shuffle back into the ranks of her party. 

 Eir. With brown hair and an irreverent air about her, she looked like she belonged anywhere but in a throne room. She smirked, took in the gilded surroundings with the evaluating surveillance of someone scouting out their next party venue, and gave a surprisingly adroit bow.

“Nice place,” she said, then for a moment remembered who she was addressing, in a blink of an eye she was dipped in a curtsey then upright again. 

“It does its job,” Anna returned, already deciding she would like Eir despite herself.

Aunt Birgitta entered last, moving with a grace that belied her frailty. Her graying hair was pinned elegantly, her brown eyes sharp despite the years they had seen. As she took her place, she reached out and clasped both Elsa and Anna’s hands into her own before they could have the chance to react.

“Ah, my dear grandnieces,” she sighed, squeezing their hands affectionately.

Anna blinked. “Grandnieces?” she echoed, tilting her head. “I’m sorry, Aunt Birgitta, but… how exactly are we related again?”

Birgitta’s smile did not waver, but Elsa perceptively caught the flicker of pain that passed behind her eyes like a ghost of something long-buried.

“Ah, family ties are such tangled things, here one day and gone the next,” Birgitta said airily, expertly sidestepping the question with the ease of someone who had done so many times before. “What matters is that I have known your grandmother, Queen Rita, well. And by extension, I have known you both before you even knew yourselves.”

Anna frowned slightly, but before she could press further, Birgitta patted her hand with gentle finality, signaling the end of the conversation.

Elsa, watching the exchange closely, made a mental note of the way Birgitta’s fingers trembled just slightly as she withdrew them. Whatever truth lay beneath that evasive answer, it was one burdened with sorrow.

Then came Gaute, awkward and bookish, eyes darting nervously over every member of the royal court before settling on Adrianus beside him. The latter stood with all the assurance of a man who knew his presence was both admired and detested.

Adrianus was striking. White-haired, tall, sharply dressed, and possessing the sort of confident, knowing smirk that could charm or infuriate depending on who received it. His bright blue eyes flicked over the royals, assessing and entirely unconcerned by Sigrid’s barely concealed disdain at his presence.

Hanna, fair-haired and delicate, gave a proper curtsy. “Your Majesties,” she said, with a softness that hinted at something deeper beneath her polished demeanor.

Harold, in contrast, approached with the sheer force of a man who saw obstacles and believed they existed simply to be conquered. He moved with the deliberate gait of a man accustomed to carrying weighty responsibilities, handsome, broad, and confident—and when his gaze landed on Elsa, it lingered with an unmistakable purpose.

Elsa inclined her head politely. She had met his type before.

Before the air could settle too thick with tension, Kai cleared his throat, signaling the transition to dinner.

Their family left first, and as the room thinned, Tobias sauntered in, exuding effortless triumph in his impeccably tailored attire. He paused dramatically at the door, letting silence swell around him before declaring, with all the flourish of a grand performance:

“I do believe you have forgotten someone.”

And then, as all eyes turned toward the entrance, Tobias gestured with exaggerated grandeur.

“May I present… Ryu Paul Periwinkle.”

The world stilled.

There were many words in Elsa’s extensive vocabulary.

She did not breathe, her heart lurching in a manner entirely unbecoming for a lady of her station.

But in this moment, as her eyes landed on Ryu—Elsa found that not a single one of them would come to her aid, she donned a formal ensemble befitting her masquerade. The sleek, off-white montsuki haori over a matching kimono, the fine silk embroidered with silver threads that shimmered like moonlight. Hakama trousers, crisply pleated, lent the air of noble refinement, while a pair of lacquered geta completed the look—elegant, practical, and distinctly Japanese. Her hair, pulled back and tied at the nape, gleamed under the dim glow of light, lending her an ethereal appearance. She looked every inch the enigmatic foreign aristocrat, an illusion both alluring and deceptive.

Said aristocrat remained standing still, expression caught between her usual self-assuredness and something altogether more startled, and just as speechless.

For a moment, there was only the quiet crackling of the cutlery and voices from the adjacent room.

Then, softly, Anna leaned closer and whispered, “Told you she’d come.”

Ryu, brows lifted in amusement, tilted her head. “My apologies, Queen Anna–” with her hands straight at her sides she dipped her waist easily into a bow peeking up from under her eyelashes. “Lady Erusa…” It was eery the way the formality left her when she straightened and turned to Kristoff and Sven, though the greeting was quick she didn't want to take her eyes off Elsa. 

Elsa’s gown was an embodiment of winter’s simplicity, a whisper of white and starlight woven into fabric. The bodice, structured yet fluid, hugged her form. Crafted from the sheerest layers of icy silk, it shimmered with every movement, refracting the light like the facets of a freshly fallen snowflake. Embroidered frost patterns, delicately stitched with silver and opalescent threads, trailed across the fabric, curling like tendrils against a crystalline windowpane. Ryu sighed heavily, drowning out whatever conversation was happening around her. 

“Tobias, aren't you supposed to be on holiday?” Anna questioned stepping forward her arm in Kristoff's. 

“I was invited.” He reminded them. “I’ve been in Ruskland actually, in regards to the nuptials of Princess Alyona Dmitrieva-Mamonova and Enrique Juan María Luise de Borbón y Borbón-Dos Sicilias, representing the crown.” 

“Did they enjoy the present I sent them?” 

Tobias blushed remembering the whole ordeal. Cupping his chin he smirked at his queen. “Yes they did find it to be more of just good humor but also quite…useful. You should expect a visit soon, my queen.” 

Anna full bellied laugh trying to keep her volume to rise above and be heard where her family retreated. 

Tobias turned to the silent Elsa, still staring at Ryu. His hand hovered over her shoulders, instead of touching her he cleared his throat waving for Ryu to join his side.

Elsa broke. “Oh Tobias, as sacrilegious as it may be to say, I must ask, are you Jesus?” 

Tobias snickered through his nose. “No I'm afraid I spend an embarrassing extortionate amount on wine for that to be so.” Elsa rested a hand on his arm, which he took and linked with Ryu's, positioning her properly. 

Olaf chuckled. “Hallowed be thy name.” Tobias absolutely blushed and bowed his head under their attention, resting a kind hand on Olaf's head. 

“Look at you your majesties, if we find the time you must allow me to paint you, you simply must.” 

Ryu wouldn't mind having a forever memento of this moment. A high collar of translucent fabric framed Elsa’s throat, adorned with a scattering of diamond-like embellishments that caught the light. 

So sparkly. Elsa’s so talented…

With an audible clamp of Ryu's gaping jaw as Tobias shut it, she even needed the man to face her forward away from Elsa's visage. 

With her platinum hair swept to one side in cascading waves and her expression placid yet commanding, Elsa looked every inch the Snow goddess—untouchable, magnificent, and breathtakingly divine.

“You look…like Erusa.” Ryu whispered facing Elsa again as they made their way behind Anna and Kristoff to the dining room. It was the highest compliment she could give. 

Elsa's cheeks flushed visibly, without context though her appearance was flawless the blush painting her skin belonged to someone who just had a tryst in a utility closet…

She leaned down giving her own conspiring whisper. “And you, Gecko, look like Tobias has used every resource at his disposal to make me lose all semblance of composure tonight.” The clicks of her white satin heels peeking from beneath the hem of her dress echoed through the hall with each step. 

Ryu smirked. “You make it sound like you're the only one suffering here.” with a quick glance behind Ryu tutted. “Again with the capes.” 

Said cape, attached seamlessly at Elsa’s shoulders, cascaded in sheer panels of gossamer white and periwinkle, edged with geometric ice motifs that mirrored the patterns of nature’s own artistry. It moved like mist, flowing behind her with a whisper of magic, as if the very air around her had turned to frost in reverence, a reverence Ryu shared complete sentiments with. 


Their reflections casted soft shadows upon the polished mahogany table set for a feast worthy of the gods of any faith. The fog of roasted venison, glazed in a spiced lingonberry reduction, mingled with the aroma of buttery fløtegratinerte poteter, their crisped edges promising decadence.

 Platters of smoked salmon, adorned with sprigs of fresh dill and curls of pickled onions, sat beside delicate open-faced sandwiches topped with roe. Dark rye bread, still warm, lay in woven baskets alongside thick slabs of honeyed butter. Steam curled from bowls of rich seafood stew, infused with the briny kiss of the northern sea, while sweet cardamom-laced pastries, yet untouched, promised indulgence to come.

Their family had already seated themselves, but at the sight of Anna’s arrival, they stood in unison, the ink of tradition tattooed on their very bones. The scraping of chairs against the marble floor was a polite cacophony. Kristoff settled beside Anna at the head of the table, while Elsa took her place to her sister's right. 

Ryu, flanked by Kristoff, sat and tried not to focus on how Elsa’s skirt flared subtly when her legs bent, a slit revealing a glimpse of her slender leg, the movement mirroring the gentle undulation of snowfall caught in a moonlit gust.

Elsa eyeing her, could sense the undercurrent of untamed rattling thrumming beneath the carefully donned disguise of a gentleman.

Olaf took his place cheerfully next to Elsa, while Sven, playing the opportunist, occupied himself with the apples Kristoff tossed to him from a silver bowl near his seat.

Anna, priding herself on being a gracious hostess, beamed and motioned toward Ryu. "This is Ryu Paul Periwinkle, Elsa’s chaperone for the weekend.” Her pride sang out of her voice lyrically. A murmur rippled through the room, though it was quickly stifled by polite smiles.

 Ryu, to her credit, stood and bowed deeply, the picture of foreign charm and gregariousness. It meant nothing, especially when Elsa could spot the hardening of her scales beneath the act, that ever-present flare of her nostrils, and the over stimulation Ryu must have been experiencing lurking behind her armor.

Lars pushed his chair back and hopped to his feet, raising his goblet in a toast. "To Arendelle and its royal family," he intoned, his voice carrying a jubilant patriotism. "May our bonds remain strong, and our tables always full."

A murmur of assent rippled through the gathering, crystal clinking against crystal as each guest sipped in agreement. The feast commenced.

Wincing Ryu flinched in her chair as an old enemy slithered through the air towards her nose, the hunger thundering in her stomach was forgotten in favor of the serpents forming in her chest and mind. Breathing became a difficult task, a task she would have to perfect if she was to get through this dinner. 

A boa took residency in her lungs and was determined to punish her for every inhale she took. 

It was a horrible mistake Ryu made. Flaring her nostrils to invite more of the rich, smokey, and sweet fragrance inside her lungs. 

She closed her eyes yet when she opened them she was there. 

The ember lights of lanterns made the room tepid and warm. Gone was meaningless conversation. Instead in its place remained one voice she could pick out in an uproarious crowd of thousands. 

"Do you like it? I know you do-" 

So haughty, cocksure, mocking in a way as Ryu inhaled more of the spicy scent, like the glutton of punishment she was. 

"I had this imported just for you all the way from Sumatra." It wasn't real. This already happened.

It wasn't real. 

If it wasn't, why does it smell real, why does it sound real? 

Izanami holding that damned incense. "Did your teacher cut out your tongue as well?"

"Thank you, my Lady." 

Her favorite name to be called by Ryu that should make her go away. 

It didn't. 

"Well since you enjoy it so much you'll bathe in it, I had a warm bath prepared for you-"

Ryu felt the tug at her color, she looked down, no longer seeing white but the gray of a Keikogi. She hissed when her scales hardened too quickly and tight. 

"Was I wrong? Do you not enjoy the scent of Amber?" Ryu counted the golden stenciled stars that trailed along the lady's purple gown, she knew how many…

Eighty seven.

"You are right, I do, my lady." 

The ghost touch she could feel on her shoulder, resting atop her hair, clutching her head firmly, stayed there for two minutes–always two, until the hand traveled down to her chin lifting her face to her mistress. But her mistress wasn't there. 

When Elsa glanced up she locked on the glazed over pupils of her dragon. Something wasn’t right. 

They were dilating over and over again. She was taking breaths in rapid successions for them to be considered calming. 

Her sharp vision zeroed in on the pulse of Ryu's scales as they flexed just slightly beneath her collar. 

She searched around for what could have possibly been causing the physiological arousal and saw nothing, then listened to see if any triggering words or questions had been asked. There was nothing.

Her frustrations rose with her heartbeats until she sniffled. 

There it was. 

Amber. 

Elsa cursed underneath her breath not doubting that one of her extended kin had been wearing the oil as a fragrance. Preparing for drastic maneuvers she created a handkerchief and rubbed it on her neck and behind her ear. 

She couldn't bring attention to them. So as best she could she rose and went to Ryu's side ignoring Anna's questioning stares as she and Kristoff tried to get Ryu's focus beneath the table. 

To create the preconceived notion that nothing was askew she began piling Ryu's plate with food, explaining each one with a soft murmur as if Ryu had never encountered such dishes before. 

Like a reanimated cadaver, Ryu blinked as the amber was purged from her vicinity. Elsa snapped the handkerchief once and “lent” it to Ryu which she dabbed beneath her nose. 

Suddenly instead of Izanami there was Elsa. No longer febrile, viscous and irritating but clarity and soothing. 

Ryu glanced up at her still slightly dazed when Elsa spoke still quietly but she needn't worry if anyone overheard her. “Mada watashitoisshoni imasu ka?” Elsa clasped her shoulder. “Yamori?” 

It was rude to speak another language in others' presence but at this moment Elsa couldn't give a damn. 

Ryu nodded. “Gomen'nasai. Kohakushoku no nioi ga shita.” 

Elsa smiled and used every single sinew in her body to refrain from kissing Ryu's hair tenderly. “Ayamaranaide. Taishutsu suru hitsuyō ga aru baai wa oshirase kudasai.” 

“Hai.” Ryu ignored the stares coming from some dinner guests towards the pair and before Elsa could retreat she rushed out her words. “Arigatō. Watashi wa anata o eien ni aishiteimasu.” 

Elsa practically cooed at this, her words came out more melodic than she intended. “Sore yori zutto nagai.” her shoulders bunching as she clasped her hands in front of her returning to her seat. 

Ryu swallowed hard looking down at her plate. 

Caramelized onions, and buttered root vegetables, next to smoked fish, their delicate skins glistening with oil. The scent of spiced cider mingled with the sharper notes of aged cheese, and every so often, the tang of citrus from delicate, honeyed tarts teased her, it muted her senses well enough, she could no longer smell the leather and horsehair on the large brunette haired male who kept eyeing Elsa from his seat, nor could she tell if it was ink from writing or turning pages which stained beneath the quiet females fingernails. And that damned Amber was gone for the most part. 

She did smell death though. 

Lifting her head sharply, her eyes moved across each one of Elsa’s family until they settled on the grey one. 

Death was a smell that could never be hidden. 

When she was caught the older woman smiled far too brightly for someone who had never said a word to Ryu forcing her to grin weakly back and return to her dinner. 

Conversation ebbed and flowed, the dull murmur of contentment underscoring the occasional burst of laughter.

It was Lars who first addressed Ryu, curiosity evident in his furrowed brow. "Periwinkle," he mused, rolling the syllables over his tongue. "A unique surname, to be sure. I cannot say I have heard it before." 

Anna, ever the orchestrator of social pleasantries, gestured toward Ryu. "Why don’t you tell them about yourself?" Ryu could see her play. Anna would allow Ryu to craft her own story in front of her friends so it'd be easier for them to follow along for future questioning. 

Ryu inclined her head slightly, the edges of her lips curving into an enigmatic smile. "I come from Japan. Once a traveler." Though she was of a shorter stature, there was something in the way she carried herself that made her seem taller, a presence that demanded to be noticed—not through volume or ostentation, but through the sheer, quiet intensity of her being, a threat if Sigrid ever saw one. 

Every shift of her mannerisms, every slight narrowing of her eyes, spoke volumes, an unspoken language of otherness, teasing an invitation for only the insane to engage with. 

Sigrid mentally reminded herself to keep her daughters well away from the man. 

Gunnar, who had until now been more invested in conversation with Harold, immediately perked up. "A traveler?" he echoed, eyes alight. "Tell me, what lands have you seen? I have always dreamed of setting sail beyond these shores."

The others continued eating, paying little focus, save for Sigrid, whose hawk-like stare remained fixed upon Ryu. There was an intensity to her study, dissecting her as if she were a curiosity to be catalogued rather than a guest to be entertained. There was something unnervingly calculating about her scrutiny. 

 Ryu paid it no mind.

Elsa surely did, mentally cataloging every single observation Sigrid made of Ryu, her eyes moving between the two of them subtly. The duchess wouldn't see anything in her dragon without her knowing about it first. 

A trace of laughter was ever-present in the Japanese wanderer, as if she were perpetually on the cusp of some grand joke yet to be shared. Her brown skin bore a constellation of freckles, much like Anna’s, something Elsa loved, though Ryu's formed more closely knit clusters, particularly upon one dimpled cheek, where they seemed to dance whenever she smiled.

Silver threaded through her hair, Sigrid saw either dye or birth defect. Elsa saw the strands catching the light as she moved, framing her face like woven moonlight.

But more startling still were the glimmers of scales that scattered across her neck and shoulders, contrasting beautifully against her brown skin.

Sigrid frowned, spotting them as well. Perhaps a disease? 

Faint at first glance, they shimmered like liquid metal when kissed by the light, a breathtaking testament. Each scale, delicate yet unyielding. Elsa remembered how she roamed her lips across the scales which served as only reminders.

"I have wandered through lands where the sun sets in lavender rather than gold," Ryu said, her voice like the whisper of silk over steel. "I have stood atop mountains that brush the belly of the sky and…” Oh what was a silly way she could air her truth that would be satisfying enough? 

“Saw kings dine in cities where the streets sing beneath your feet. I have danced under the glow of lantern-lit rivers and battled storms upon waters dark as ink." She sipped her wine, the faintest ghost of amusement in her eyes. "But Arendelle has its own magic, I must admit."

There was something untamed about her, a wildness lurking beneath the poise. Elsa knew Sigrid was aware of it too. The glint in her eye was not merely impish but primal, as if she were always moments away from shedding formality and surrendering to something more instinctual, more ancient, especially when she ate and one caught sight of what knives dwelt behind her lips. A single fang, slightly chipped, peeked from her grin, lending her an air of endearing menace, a predator restrained only by choice.

Subconsciously Elsa rubbed at her neck disguising it as an itch, her fingertips lingered on the two tiny holes Ryu had imprinted there. 

Aage, silent thus far, studied Ryu and Elsa with deconstructing interest, trying to detect the intricacies of a puzzle whose pieces did not fit, like her mother she was nothing short of a cobra coiled in stillness. 

Beside her, Eir leaned forward, intrigued by the handsome foreigner who, infuriatingly, paid her no mind. "And how did you and Lady Elsa meet?" 

Ryu stalled her reply and recalled Tobias' lessons about deception—how one need not lie but merely control the truth. She set her goblet down with deliberate ease, her smile soft but unreadable. "I crashed ashore in Arendelle. Injured. Erusa saw to it that I was nursed back to health."

Sigrid interrupted. “So that's what keeps you from the responsibility of your throne. Tending to wounded…others who wash up on our lands.”

The dragon's eyes—oh, her eyes—were nothing short of dangerous when they landed on Sigrid, an ever-changing prism of pale blue, pink, and violet, swirling together in a way that made them seem almost otherworldly, they always reminded Elsa of the aurora borealis, she wouldn't doubt if Arendelle's skies turned dark the culprit would be Ryu who had vacuumed up the colors which would take residency within her gaze. 

With lightning efficiency when Ryu growled just beneath her breath they became violent and thrashing. 

“Or maybe Elsa is busy preventing over-hunting.” Anna bit out stabbing her fish while her finger was pointed sardonically in the air. 

Kristoff nodded. “And ensuring our ecosystem is alright.”

“Fending off poachers,”

“Keeping the very balance of man and nature and magic.”

“Helping me with diplomatic and foreign affairs.” 

Kristoff held up a fork to his wife who took a bite of his potato. “And paperwork.”

“And council decisions.”

“Writing up laws and ensuring they legally… make sense.” 

“Let’s not forget fighting wars to keep this country safe and free.” Anna's flippant tone was shadowed by the thinnest thread of constraint she commandeered over her temper. 

“Helping with tax season.” 

Olaf eventually added the most poignant of all; “And just being Elsa.” 

Elsa coughed rather loudly interrupting the gloat session Anna and Kristoff plunged the table into. 

Gunnar scoffed playfully and the trio then turned to Ryu. "And yet you chose to stay in this tiny, dull kingdom? I cannot imagine what would entice a traveler to abandon the world beyond."

Ryu turned her sights to Elsa then, slow and deliberate, and though Elsa was well-accustomed to composure, she found herself caught in the entanglement of it—bedazzled by the pastel look that Ryu's usually hidden demeanour didn't give unless alone in their bedroom… or a cave. 

The silence stretched just long enough to become palpable before Ryu spoke, her voice low, intimate despite the crowd.

"It wasn't romance at first sight, but as I got to know her…" A pause, the next words needed to be savored before being released. "Well, I love color, and ever since I saw Erusa, her eyes made the rest of the world turn grey. The sky was my limit and gravity did not apply to me until I met her. She gave me a reason to come back down."

Elsa felt her breath hitch, warmth rushing unbidden to her cheeks, momentarily thrown off of a cliff with no end to the fall in sight, hell's fire paid her neck a visit, its lava pooling at her collarbone till it dripped down into her lower stomach traveling slow yet unstoppable. 

The dining hall stilled in the wake of Ryu’s confession, the moment hanging suspended in between them, as fragile and perfect as spun glass.

Ice crept along the floors and clinging to the walls, and bloomed in intricate, crystalline flowers along the edges of the room. 

The dining room’s drought ended with the rainfall of Ryu's lamented regaling, now lush and pollinating. An unconscious echo of their conjurer’s inner thoughts, until Anna cleared her throat pointedly resting a hand on Elsa's knee.

Hanna, seated near the end of the table, whispered in awe, "Beautiful." 

Sigrid, however, had stiffened, her lips thinning as she set her silverware down with measured precision side eyeing the impromptu floral display. "Tell me, Ryu," she said coolly, cutting through the lingering hush, "what of your faith?"

The inquiry was concealed, and no matter how opaque, Ryu could see past the guise of polite curiosity.

She tilted her head, the candlelight catching in the prismatic hues of her eyes, eyes Sigrid hated looking at. "Faith is a vast ocean," she replied, "and I, I think, am still learning how to swim. I do not know enough to call myself devout, though I find wisdom in many beliefs."

Anna, who had been bracing for something far more combative, exhaled, deflating like cake that had been poked before it could rise. Kristoff, beside her, nodded allowing his wife to use his shoulders as a perch. 

But Sigrid did not look away. She couldn't, no matter how much– whatever this creature was– unearthed her moral sensibilities. Instead, she held Ryu’s gaze, searching. Whatever she found, or did not find, made her expression tighten ever so slightly before she turned back to her meal.

Adrianus, silent until now, sipped his wine, his keen eyes resting on Ryu with veiled interest. They flickered with intelligence, sharp and knowing, catching onto things unsaid with an ease that was both disarming and enthralling. Across from him, Tobias caught his gaze and, with the smallest of movements, his pupils constricted barely.

The feast carried on, but Elsa was no longer thinking of the food or the guests or even the wary tension simmering beneath Sigrid’s pleasantries. Her mind was tangled in the words Ryu had spoken, in the way she had looked at her, in the way the world itself had seemed to quiet when she did.

She removed the world from her shoulders, when it was difficult to move. 

More vibrant than thousands of rainbows. 

Ryu rubbed her chin, her half eaten dinner abandoned, for a little test. She closed her eyes. 

There was only Elsa.

 Out of sight and still in her mind. 

Erusa. 

Her favorite color.

Notes:

Nani ga okotte imasu ka- Japanese for what is happening?

Daijōbu, daijōbu,– Japanese for it's okay, it's okay.

Mada watashitoisshoni imasu ka- Japanese for Are you still with me?

Gomen'nasai- Japanese for I'm sorry

Kohakushoku no nioi ga shita- Japanese for I smelt amber

Ayamaranaide- Japanese for Don't apologize.

Taishutsu suru hitsuyō ga aru baai wa oshirase kudasai. - Japanese for please let me (us) know if you need to leave.

Arigatō.- Japanese for Thank uou

Watashi wa anata o eien ni aishiteimasu -Japanese for I love you forever

Sore yori zutto nagai- Japanese for much longer than that.