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His smile would light up my day. His smile would shine through any grief I held. His smile always made me smile. My smile was always for him. Always…but his smile was always for someone else. His smile was for his dim-witted annoyingly loud and pretentious boyfriend, George. The boy that came along 1 year ago but is already more important that 10 years of friendship. He had come into our lives and taken dream with him straight out of mine. He took the one person I loved more than life itself. Its ALL his fault.

Sapnap was lazily laying on the couch when the door flew open. George and dream fall through engulfed in each others arms making Sapnap gag. He hated seeing them together. He hated how good they looked with each other. They had been together for 6 months exactly now, today was their anniversary. Dream and Sapnap had known George for 1 year now, they even moved in together, but the other 2 had fallen away from him pretty quickly.

Sapnap just glared at them until dream finally realized he was there. George looked over and returned the glare causing dream to look between the two confused.

‘uhm im going away tomorrow for like a month so me and George are going to spend the night together as it is also our anniversary.’ Dream spoke softly and Sapnaps head shot to him so fast he was surprised his head was still attached.

‘WHAT’ he yelled at dream

‘u-uh did I forget to mention it?’ dream rubbed the back of his neck slightly scared. He had never been one for confrontation.

‘YEAH you did! But not only that, you going for A MONTH and spending the last night with someone you’ve known for A YEAR OVER YOUR BESTFRIEND!’ dream looked surprised at the outburst making Sapnap smirk. He had control. ‘OH? Forget about that? You know 10 years of friendship? Forgotten. Haha seriously dream you are unbelievable. Don’t worry though you and Georgie here will have all the time and space you need then you come back.’ Sapnap spoke confidently though holding back tears. Dream had been his first with everything, Sap just hadn’t expected he would be his first heartbreak too.

‘w-what do you mean well have all the time and space? Sap?’ dream looked fearful and regretful.

‘well tonight I’m going to Karl’s and then as soon as you’ve gone I’m coming back and packing. I’m moving back to Texas.’ He spoke looking into dreams eyes before turning away and grabbing a bag and stuffing a hoodie and jeans in.

He walked back down stairs and out the door with a faint ‘wait’ from dream behind him. About 3 hours of diving he arrived at Karl’s and knocked on the door. When Karl opened it Sap broke falling into Karl’s arm and letting the pent up anger and grief slip out. Tears soaking Karl’s sweater as he lifted Sap to the couch and put him down on his lap.

After all of that they ordered pizza and talked about what had happened. ‘he forgot about me. I can’t remember the lats time we actually hung out when George wasn’t there. I’ve tried being happy for them but i-I just can’t…’ Sap spoke almost in a whisper as Karl listened.

‘hey look man, I know you love dream and I’m sorry you’re going through this much. But do you really think moving back to Texas is the thing? I don’t want you to be on your own…you can come stay here for this month and then we can review it after? What do you think?’ Karl proposed

‘id love too. I’ll go back tomorrow and grab some extra things I’m going to need. I mean if you 100% sure.’ Sap said almost shyly.

That evening went smoothly laughing, gaming, watching movies and eating their body weight in pizza. The next morning they went out and got breakfast at a little caffe before buying snacks for Sapnaps journey. Then at around midday he set off back home…well to his house.

He arrived and as expected dreams car wasn’t there but Georges was. He was dreading walking in and facing George and his annoyingly perfect face, dumb multi coloured eyes amber and pale blue and his fluffy hair that no matter what always fell perfectly. That annoying smile full of warmth and love, the lips attached always looking soft and perfect for kis- WHAT!! No no no no no no Sapnap was NOT falling for him wtf.

Shaking off those thoughts he walked inside and into the kitchen grabbing a drink then turning only to bump into a surprisingly muscular chest. Stumbling backwards a bit he looked forward and up a bit meeting Georges eyes he swore he hated.

‘I know you love him.’ George stated plain and straight to the point. ‘he’s to blind to see it. But I know. And I know he loved you back. He wouldn’t stop talking about you he first 6 months, the way he looked at you. It was obvious. But as I said he loved you.’ George spat emphasising the word ‘loved’ making Sapnap angrier.

‘shut the fuck up Georgie!’ Sapnaps voice laced with venom as George danced around him mentally. It was slowly killing him.

‘why don’t you. Make. Me.’ George challenged and before he knew it a fist was swinging at his face right into his nose blowing him of his feet and into the cupboards behind him. Sapnap was quick to follow pinning George hate present in both their eyes. In a split second they were kissing hard and full of lust. There was no care as to if they hurt the other.

Sapnap deepened it biting on Georges bottom lip and pulling him close. ‘n-need you Sappy.’ George whined into Sapnaps mouth causing him to spin George around so he was now facing the cupboards and ass pressed directly onto Sapnaps obvious problem.

In one movement Sapnap pulled down Georges pants and boxers along with his own. He grabbed a handful of Georges ass and felt something hard and…metal? He looked down and saw a orange gem, a buttplug.

‘what a fucking slut. Jesus~’ Sapnap practically moaned before pulling it out quickly and easily. ‘I don’t think sluts like you deserve lube do you?’ Sapnap growled into Georges ear not even waiting for a response before spitting on his palm and using pre-cum to jerk of slightly so he didn’t necessarily hurt George that much. He slammed in fast and hard.

‘AH FUCK!’ George moaned tears falling down his face leaving trails behind.

‘y-your still so fucking tight aghh~’ Sapnap responded ‘I fucking hate you.’ He growled wanting George to know just how much he hated him. He wanted to hurt and use George until he couldn’t walk.

‘h-hate you too haa don’t stoop!’ George whined blood and tears mixing and dripping onto the floor.

‘wasn’t planning on it slut.’ Sapnap ripped Georges shirts over his head and wiped his face with it. Speeding up now going a ruthless pace causing Georges knees to buckle and almost fall but Sap caught his waist.

They heard the sound of something drop and a gasp from besides them. Thery both turned greeted by a both very angry and very turned on dream.

‘WHAT THE FUCK!?’ he shouted tears pricking his eyes threatening to spill. The world seemed to crumble as sapnap gave him a wicked grin and slammed into George once again picking up a fast and ruthless pace making George cry out once again.

‘FUCK SAPNAP PLEASE!’ George cried out whimpering, crying and drooling. Sapnap wanted to break him.

‘fuck fuck FUCK IM COM-AHH FUCK!’ George came so hard he saw white trembling and clenching around sapnap causing to come with a low moan painting Georges insides white, stuffing him full and making eye contact with dream. He lent over and grabbed the plug as he pulled out and pushed it in leaving his cum deep inside George keeping him stuffed full.

He carefully picked up Georges fucked out body and walked to dream handing him George, winking, then walking off leaving dream confused and dazed. After all he had just come in his pants.

A month later Sapnap was still at Karl’s and having a great time. He had been ignoring dream and Georges phone calls, he may have neglected to tell them where he was now. Sap was thinking about going back to his house. Karl had offered he moved in permanently so he would need to go and get his set up and everything as he as been using Karl’s old set up which wasn’t as good.

He didn’t want to face the others and he would need a couple days to pack everything up, he was tempted to just buy a hotel room or live out of his car for 2 days. But he knew he had too. Sap was so thankful for Karl, he was Sap’s rock. He genuinely had no clue what he would do without Karl.

So reluctantly he set of back ‘home’. He snuck in hoping no one would hear him, quietly moving up to his room and opening the door then sliding in. he moved around as quietly as he could packing up his set up and clothes. He needed to sneak into dreams room and grab a hoodie. He was planning out how to do so when his door crashed open revelling a worried looking George and a ill looking dream. Honestly dream looked like shit. Sapnap started to feel guilty as he looked over the bedraggled looking pair.

‘WHAT THE FUCK WHERE YOU THINKING!? WE DIDN’T KNOW WHERE YOU WERE. YOU COULD HAVE BEEN DEAD! WE CALLED THE FUCKING POLICE!’ dream screamed anger and hurt seeping through he’s cracking voice. George clutched his arm trying to calm him down only to be shoved off to which Sapanp chuckled. ‘NO! YOU DON’T GET TO LAUGH.’ Dream shut him down instantly ‘I’m sorry baby. GEORGE HAS BEEN HERE FOR ME ALWAYS! WHERE THE FUCK WHERE YOU HUH?’ Sapnap paled, was dream really blaming him for not being there? What about all the times dream chose George over him…

‘YOU WANNA BLAME ME? AHAH REALLY? WHAT ABOUT THE TIME I CALLED YOU AND YOU RESPONDED WITH ‘cant talk right now I’m with George’ WANNA KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING? HAVING A PANIC ATTACK AND DEBATING A RELAPS. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU CHOSE THAT SLUT OF A ‘BOYFRIEND’ OVER ME! SOMEONE YOU KNOWN FOR OVER 10 YEARS NOW.’ Sapnap took a couple of sharp breaths. ‘so don’t you DARE think about pinning this one me. I TRIED SO FUCKING HARD! I LOVE YOU AND YOU DON’T EVEN LOOK AT ME.’ He was full on crying now.

‘sap…’dream tried

‘NO. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I NEEDED YOU, YOU WERE WITH HIM. WHEN I WAS DOWN ON MY KNEES BLEEDING OUT WHERE WERE YOU? HAVING A LOVELY TIME WITH LITTLE MISS ILL FUCK ANYONE. BUT YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING?’ Sap rasped out

‘s-sure.’ Dream responded.

‘karl WAS there. He helped me. He took me to hospital. HE held me when I was crying. HE help me through a relapse. YOU did nothing. YOU left. YOU LEFT ME AND THEN BLAMED ME.’ Sapnap broke knees buckled and he fell tears falling fast and hard. ‘a-and yet..i still love you..and your fucking boyfriend.’ He muttered just loud enough for then to somewhat understand. Both their eyes widen.

His nails dug deep into in hands drawing blood he grabbed his phone and called Karl instantly.

‘Sap you ok babe?’ Karl’s voice echoes through the room

‘n-no…help?’ Saps voice a hushed question.

‘ok baby breath ok remember in for 4 hold for 4, out for 4 then hold for 4 again ok? Then explain.’

‘o-ok’ after a while of breathing while dream and George watched shocked.

‘ok baby explain.’

‘d-dream n George here. Shouting. I want you…’ Sap almost broke down again.

‘ok I’m already on my why. About 20 minuets away. You forgot my hoodie and I figured something might happen. Can you hold on baby? I can take a short cut?’ Karl’s voice was soft and Sap instantly relaxed when he heard how close he was to arriving.

‘y-yes please.’

Another 10-15 minuets or so of silence and confusion. Neither of the other 2 men dared to move in fear of setting sap off again they heard the door open and close down stairs and rushed foot steps before Karl appeared and ran to sapnap who was happily lifted into Karl’s lap.

Once again the room filled with silence with the occasional death glare from Karl to dream and George. Sapnap calmed down but stayed close to Karl.

‘what the fuck did you do!?’ Karl hissed trying to keep his calm.

‘i-I was worried and angry that he had disappeared and instead of just asking I just started shouting…I’m so sorry sap I had no idea…I love you too.’ He whispered the last bit directly at Sap so no one else heard but them. Dream opened his arms and sap jumped into him so fast. Clutching him tight.

Karl and George watched from afar smiling lightly when George moved over to Karl and hugged him ‘thank you for taking care of him…I missed him.’ George said quietly so he thought only Karl heard but a certain 6’3 blondie and 5’8 brunette heard and smiled to themselves.

2 weeks later it was their first official date and all three of them were buzzing in nervousness and excitement. Sap of cause had Karl on the phone just rambling about how great the others were, unaware of the jealousy surrounding his rambling.

They went to dinner then walked home as the sunset. They arrived home…home this was home.

‘I don’t know about you but I CANNOT stop thinking about that time in the kitchen~’ George piped up looking directly at Sapnap.

‘oh yeah? Wanna re-create? Maybe add player 3~’ Sap responded making George blush. And Sap kissed down his neck ‘I wonder…’ with that he pulled down georges boxers under the skirt he was wearing and felt…metal. ‘aww couldn’t wait? Such a slut baby~’ Sap soothed and pressed it in deeper.

After that they were all cuddled up on the bed, Sap opened his phone around a very tiered and stuffed George to find a missed phone call and voicemail from Karl.

‘I love you…all three of you too. Shit its recording! How do I delete that!? No no no how- please don’t hate me…*BEEP

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‘I love you…all three of you too. Shit its recording! How do I delete that!? No no no how- please don’t hate me…*BEEP

Sapnap didn’t know what to do…he hadn’t realized that karl was so badly effected, nor had he realized that karl thought that Sap would hate him…

He had thought the others were asleep and hadn’t heard but George had heard everything, felt saps breathing quicken and felt him get out of bed. George knew how much karl meant to sap..to all of them. He knew he somewhat liked the curly brunette, he also knew sapnap loved him even if sap didn’t realize.

Dream had heard too, more because of Georges change of body language, he knew sap loved karl. He was worried Sapnap would think he had to choose. Then again karl had said he loved all three of them. So dream and George had come up with a  plan.

3 hours later.

Sapnap was in his room, locked away and hadn’t left even for food, dream and George were starting to get worried. Dream kept watching the clock anxious to weather the plan was a good idea. It was almost time. George came over to him and kissed him, ‘its going to be ok babe, if anything goes wrong we have eachother.’

‘yeah but I cant loose either of them… we’ve been friends for so long.’ Dream was starting to shake so George just hugged him.

‘only a few more minuets.’

‘george im scared..i just lo-‘ there was a knock on the door, George gave dream a sorrow look and went to the door opening letting  someone in who just made their way up to sapnaps room. The plan had begun.

‘punz? Why are you here?’ sapnap asked looking at the tall blond.

‘dream and George said they were worried so I came to see you. I brought my skate board if you wanna go out and take your mind of things?’ punz lent down and stroked Saps hair ‘you know we haven’t gone skating in a while.’ Sapnap smiled and got up grabbing his board and made his way down with punz.

An couple hours later sapnap walked into the kitchen after dropping punz back home. He stood there for a minuet remembering how it all happened. He shook his head and grabbed a monster from the fridge and opening it. He took a sip and paused. He looked from his hand to the fridge to his hand again. What? George and dream hated this stuff so they never had any in, he only had them with…karl.

He looked around and ran around the house trying to find anyone but..there was no one here? He walked into his room put the drink and board down. Confused he went to dreams room and still nothing so he went to georges and heard voices.

‘-we like you too.’ Dream

‘yeah and we are almost 100% Sap loves you’ George…

‘i- uhm..i don’t know what to say?’ ….karl.

He burst through the door and looked between the 3 men sat on georges bed. What the hell was going on? Why was karl here? Omg did they hear? Were they going to make him pick?

‘hey baby’ Dream said smiling ‘I guess you already know we have a guest.’ He chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck.

‘we know about the voice mail.’ George said his voice stern and gaze steady making Sapnap shiver. Geogre always knew how to make sapnap weak.

‘u-uhm i- I cant choose.’ Sapnap said weakly

‘oh baby..we wont ask you to choose. We have already decided, if your ok with it, adding me to the relationship.’ Karl spoke steadily making eye contact with sapnap.

The world crashed down on Sapnap, he didn’t know what to say. He clutched Karl’s sweater he was still wearing. The world swirling around his head. What if everything changes? What if they all decide they don’t like him? What happens if they split up? He was so confused. He felt cold and alone even in a room of people who loved him.

The others watched scared to hurt the man in front of them. Until Karl stepped forward and pulled the shaking man into his arms and whispering sweet nothings into his ear successfully calming him down. Sapnap slowly hugged back and grabbed Karl’s shirt pulling him even closer.

‘Please don’t leave, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to panic.’ Sapnap choked out. ‘I just…I don’t want to loose anyone.’ To which Karl let out a giggle.

‘Oh baby, I would never. Even if it doesn’t work out in the long run, I’ll still be here for you. I love you ok? We all do.’ Karl spoke softly

‘We do sap, so much. I’m sorry we got if the wrong foot. I didn’t mean to take dream away from you but…I was jealous. And I don’t quite know of who.’ George said slightly sheepishly as dream wrapped his arm around him.

‘I…I love you all so much. Thank you.’ Sapnap said in a loud whisper causing everyone in the room to smile.

‘Can I…Uhm can I kiss you?’ Karl mutters. Sapnap doesn’t respond he gently grabs Karl’s chin and kisses him lovingly. It was slow and careful just full of love and happiness. Although it was slightly wet from sapnap’s crying it was beautiful. They fell into an instant rhythm, softly touching and caressing each other.

George and dream awkwardly stood there not wanting to interrupt but also wanting a kiss. So dream let out a gentle cough alerting the others and causing them to turn.

‘Whatttt? I was enjoying that’ Sapnap huffs out obviously annoyed. Karl was giggling quietly behind him.

Dream walks over to them and lifts up Karl’s jaw and slowly leans into him making sure that he was ok with being kissed, Karl however had a different idea and lifted up with so much force they both fell. They were laughing into the kiss in their own little world.

Meanwhile george and sapnap were just admiring each other slowly moving closer, eventually their lips met and the kissed roughly. Pushing into each other passionately as if it were their last meal. Slowly Sapnap moved so he was marking George up, biting his neck lovingly. Eagerly George took his plane top off and undid Sapnaps jeans.

Karl walked behind George and kissed his neck in time with sapnap while dream stripped down and went over to sapnap.

‘Is everyone ok with this?’ Dream asked immediately taking control of the situation, sapnap and Karl muttered yeses, George moaned a very definite yes.

George was now naked on the bed head in Karl’s lap and mouth occupied with dreams dick. Sapnap was taking his time to prep George so as to not hurt the ever so slightly taller man. Dreams head was lolling backwards as he groaned gripping George’s hair tightly, using the brunette as a toy. Fucking into his mouth while the others watch in aw.

Karl pulls dream down to meet his mouth kissing him lustfully gripping his neck so he could move. Sapnap removed his fingers from the man below him and slowly lined up and pushed into the tight welcoming heat. George pulled of dream momentarily to moan and look down to see where they were connected. Sapnap waited for confirmation from George so he could continue, once given he started at a slow pace drawing out every noise he could possibly pull from George who was trying so desperately to lie still.

Dream decided to be nice to George and pulled away from him and went to work on Karl. Kissing down his neck using his teeth to pull against skin all the way down so he was face to face with his dick. The difference moans rocketing through dreams head and going straight to his dick. He could believe he had these tw- wait no three beautifully amazing men wanting him.

He started to lick at Karl’s hole making him squirm and latch into George’s hair and pulling him down to kiss the dark brunette lips, it was messy yes but in their defensive it’s hard to do anything when feeling the pleasure they are.

Dream suddenly pulled away causing Karl so whimper in destress. He walked to sap and whispered something in his ear. They other two men watched the interaction confused. Sapnaps smile turned into a smirk as he pulled out of George. Karl and George just look at each other as the others slowly pulled back.

‘Me and Sap are actually quite tired so where gonna have a break.’ Dream said in a deep cooling tone. Karl and George just stared at them before looking back at each other.

See the issue with what dream and sap just pulled was neither of them we’re as stubborn as George or as submissive as Karl. They just gave the two more ammunition then they needed.

‘Oh ok..Karl darling come here people.’ George said to dreamnaps surprise but to which Karl happily obliged. ‘Ok now why don’t you put on a pretty little show for the grandads over there?’ George whispered in a low dark tone to Karl earning him a pre-emptive moan.

Karl immediately sat down on George’s cock and quickly set a pace. George grabbed his hips and started to thrust up into Karl, his fingers digging into Karl’s hips which are likely going to leave marks. George quickly took over lifting karl and slamming him back down hard and fast.

‘G-George fuck IM GONNA-‘ karl tried but his voice faded as George grabbed the bottoms of his cock stopping him from coming ‘g-George please’ he begged only for no response other than the man above him thrusting harder and harder.

‘Just a little longer baby. Look how good you make them feel.’ George said before grabbing Karl’s jaw and making him look at the now very frustrated dream and sapnap. George’s hips started to stutter as he kept pounding into Karl. ‘Fuckk come with me baby ok?’ George said as he leaned down to kiss the shaking man beneath him.

Goggy…AH! Shit!’ Karl moaned into the kiss, his body shuddered as he came clenching around George pulling him in deeper while he came. ‘Fuc- so ah so deep!’ Karl muttered.

George pulled Karl up gently and kissed him as he pulled out of the spent man. As turned around to see the other two men both equally covered in cum. He rolled his eyes with a soft laugh and walked to the bathroom to grab some towels and clean his idiots up.

They all decided to cuddle in the sofa and watch some stupid movie. Though non of them were paying attention as both Karl and dream where sleeping cuddled up together while George and sapnap talked in a low whisper.

‘Hey gogs?’

‘Yeah sap?’

‘Do you- are you a switch?’ sapnaps question barely leaving his throat

‘Uh yea I guess but I mainly sub, though I love topping. Why?’

‘Oh I was just wondering. I think Uhm I don’t know I might be a switch?’ Sap mumbled

‘Oh? Is that something you would want to explore?’

‘Y-yeah, could Uhm never mind.’

‘No go on baby use your words.’ George’s voice low and rough.

‘Well I don’t want to like you know have anything up my ass. But could like you like take control? Just like use me I guess?’ Sapnap said stumbling over his words.

‘Yeah ok baby.’ He crawled onto saps lap and straddled him while pulling his pants down. He started to stroke sapnap. ‘Be a good boy and keep your hands to yourself ok baby?’ George whispered making sapnap moan in response.

‘Shhh don’t be too loud now.’ George said as he positioned himself above sapnaps cock and slammed himself down. Riding sapnap hard and fast his legs almost giving up. Sapnap came first only to me milked and used by George.

The both collapsed into each other and fell asleep quickly using each other for warmth. They were both unaware of the eyes that followed their every move.

George woke to the smell of bacon and pancakes and two very cuddly men besides him. He looked around to see sap and Karl curled into his sides meaning dream was cooking, did he even know how to cook? I mean probably better that the other three combined.

For now George rated his head on saps and waited for dream to come and get them. All in all he was thankful Karl had not so accidentally sent the message but even more glad that sapnap hadn’t freaked out too much. George loved his boys so very much, he leaned down and gave them each a kiss on their hair, and yeah sure he liked dream too.

Talking of he heard footsteps and the smell of food getting extremely strong. Dream opened the door and walked in holding a tray with lots of food on. He placed it on the bed and leaned down giving his beautiful boyfriends all kisses.

Sapnap woke feeling content and happy looking up to see dream smiling down at him.

’morning princess’ dream said to him lovingly smiling like an idiot. Of course now dreams smile was all for sapnap but so was the other three. Thinking about it sapnaps smile HAD always been for dream but he remembers the late night phone calls with Karl or the up at 3 am with dream and George laughing at something stupid George had said or done. He loved his idiots and their smiles so much.

If only he didn’t have to wake up, to an empty bed and no one to pull close or hug…

he was just being dramatic of cause they were downstairs waiting for his lazy ass to get out of bed and help with the Christmas decor.